LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. dS^qu/"M (Bop^rigli If xt. Shelf .JMli. UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. HER LOVER'S FRIEND, AND OTHER POEMS. HER LOVER'S FRIEND, AND OTHER POEMS. BY NORA PERRY. BOSTON: HOUGHTON, OSGOOD AND COMPANY. 1880. Copyright, 1879, By NORA PERRY. All rights reserved. RIVERSIDE, CAMBRIDGE! STEREOTYPED AND PRINTED BY H. O. HOUGHTON AND COMPANY. CONTENTS. ♦ Page Her Lover's Friend . 9 For the King 22 The Famous Free-Lance 30 From a Convent 35 Lady Wentworth 46 The King's Kiss 65 Barbara . . 69 A Tramp . ... 82 Sweet Sixteen -95 He and She 99 Repentant 101 The Wreck of the Gloucester Fishing Fleet . 103 The Rebel Flower 107 The Wager 112 If I were You, Sir 115 Three Destinies 118 A Deux Temps 120 Vlll CONTENTS. In the Dark • . . . . 124 In Extremis 129 Prophecy 132 Transformation .......... 135 April Weather 139 At Ivry .... ..... 142 Only a Week Ago 145 Yesterday 147 The Maid of Honor 149 Kiss and Cure . 158 Baby May .161 Bunker Hill in 1875 ^4 The Wren and the Bobolink 168 Boston Boys 176 A Little Girl's Wonder 182 HER LOVER'S FRIEND. Last night I made a solemn vow Heaven knows I meant to keep ; and now, With all my purpose gone astray, I have no will to say her nay. What could I say to her in truth ? What choice have I just now, forsooth, But straight to serve her at her need ; For, am I not her friend indeed — Her friend and his ? Can I forget Three months ago, when first I met Her sweet fair face, and heard her say, " What, Lawrence's friend ! " then, half in play, 10 HER LOVER'S FRIEND. " His friends are mine, you know ; " and so We laughed, shook hands, and turned to go Together down the Roman Hill. Even as she spoke I felt a thrill Of newer life, a fresh surprise, I did not care to analyze. And she ? I was her lover's friend ; That thought was quite enough to send A deepening dimple round her mouth. Since then, now east, now west, now south, From Venice to the Apennine, And up the Rhone, and down the Rhine, I Ve wandered, always at her side, A sort of walking-stick and guide. What else was there for me to do When in this land to her so new, HER LOVERS FRIEND. II To me so long familiar grown, I found her with a chaperone As inexperienced as herself, And half the time laid on the shelf With some neuralgic nerve of pain, Or mild, mysterious migraine ; A brother, too, of scarce more use, — A boy half wild to make excuse For some rash venture rashly planned, To take his pleasure in the land He knew not of, — what could I do? Not surely turn and say adieu, And leave them in this sorry plight. Besides, I had no need of flight, It seemed to me, in those first days, When all her ways I made my ways. 12 HER LOVERS FRIEND. I was her friend, and Lawrence's friend, To serve her was the natural end Of such a friendliness as ours : But when I came to count the hours That held me from the daily sight Of her sweet face, I knew, despite The plausible fine lies I told Even to myself, that 't was the old, Old story that had come to me Three thousand miles across the sea. Then was the time, I knew, for flight ; But then I had not measured quite The weakness of my vaunted strength. I fancied that within the length And narrow limit of this chain Of friendship, I could fast maintain HER LOVERS FRIEND. J The outward semblance of that state Of pulseless calm which mocking Fate Had thrust upon me from the start ; But when I thought I had my part Complete and sure, my marble mask Adjusted close, sudden the task That I had set myself became A maddening torture, and the flame, Now held in check, I knew, one day Would break its bonds and have its way In wild, swift speech, or wild caress. This was the end, I felt, unless I turned and fled ; to-morrow night I had resolved upon my flight, When comes this message to defeat My specious purpose, and complete 14 HER LOVERS FRIEND. The irony of mocking Fate, Which hunts me down like hungry hate. " Poor Frank," the message runs, " has met With serious mischance, upset ' At Fiesole, just at the height Of Badia, — will you come to-night ?" So, pouf ! my fine intentions fly To the four winds of heaven; while I, Football of Fate again, return To the sweet Hades where I burn With untold passion and despair, Beneath the marble mask I wear ; Until, until some fatal day, Some fatal hour, I fling away In one wild moment all disguise, And stand before her startled eyes HER LOVERS FRIEND. 1 5 Myself, — a man whose pulses beat To madder measures than are meet For any friendship under heaven That man hath known or woman given, Throughout the world, since life began ; For man is, after all, but man, — A half-wild creature, held and swayed By impulses that have betrayed His vaunted wisdom and his dower Of manly reason since the hour He walked in Paradise, and found The limit of his earthly bound. And I, like all the race, I stand Within temptation's border-land, And cheat myself from day to day With wild imaginings, that stray 1 6 HER LOVER'S FRIEND. Far into that proscribed domain Which is not mine or mine to gain ; But barred from me by that grim Fate That I 've no power or will — yet wait ! Why cheat myself again? I know Too well, too well, that I would throw This thing that we call honor here — That all men, nay, that I've held dear — To the wild winds of heaven, or hell, If I but thought that she — Ah, well ! What mad and futile dream is this, When with the wicked will I miss The power to win, — the power to win ! There lies my safety, then, within That bitter fact. What need have I To fret and fume, then, if the die HER LOVERS FRIEND. 1 7 Is thus irrevocably cast, And all her heart is fixed and fast, Beyond my reach, beyond my grasp ? Beyond my reach ! If I should clasp Her in my arms, and let her know How all my pulses come and go For love of her ; — if I should strain Her once against my breast, I'd gain My heaven with her, against all ties, All bonds and bars : — no, no more lies! No fool's pretense to cheat the spell ; To-night, at least, 'fore God I'll tell The truth, — yes, once for all, — now while I gird myself to meet her smile, When I shall look upon her face, And hear her tender voice, and trace 1 8 HER LOVER'S FRIEND. The blind emotion struggling there Unconsciously and unaware, And know that at a touch or word The sleeping princess would be stirred Within her heart, and all her soul, Obedient to my control, Would turn to mine, as turns the flower Responsive to the mastering power Of the one sun within the heaven. And in that moment would be given Enough of earthly bliss to me To pay for all the misery That I have known or yet may know. Since Fate, then, has forbade me go, Perhaps the rest is also planned, Perhaps ordained, that from her hand HER LOVERS FRIEND. 1 9 I shall grasp boldly all this bliss, And lose the world within a kiss. What is it, then, that holds me back? What courage is it that I lack ? Since all the truth I have confest, What holds me from her tender breast? Not honor, my confession shows, Nor the world's virtue as it goes. What, then ; what, then ? this only, love ! Sometimes it happens that above The strongest passion man may know, A stronger power will gain and grow, And hold him from himself, until Broken upon its wheel, his will And greed of sense will lie supine, Conquered, if not destroyed ; so mine 20 HER LOVERS FRIEND. May broken be, for her sweet sake; So love may conquer love, and break Its pride of passion and of power, Crush all its hopes to save its flower Of love from any soil or stain, Or shadow of remorseful pain. For what new bliss I might inspire Could shield her from the scorching fire Of fierce remorse, whose withering flame Would cast a blight of ban and blame Upon her tender woman's heart, That no new passion and no art That I possessed, could ever quite Remove and leave her life as white And clean as in the days before We met. With God's help, then, one more HER LOVER'S FRIEND. 21 •Sharp struggle with the demon here Within my breast, and she, "my dear And only love," unharmed shall go Of any. word of mine, nor know What traitor passion has possess't In friendly guise, her own sweet breast. FOR THE KING. This is the way my hair was fixt The night, that night I danced with the king, — Curl over curl, and in betwixt The piled up mass, a slender string Of ruby beads running like fire Against my night-black clouds of hair. And my dress, — oh, I danced in silk attire, And the king looked down, and called me fair ! Full twenty years ago since then, — And such a life-time in between FOR THE KING. 23 Of loves and hopes and hates ; yet when, Just now, " He is dead," they said, that scene Sprang all at once from under the dust Of the crowded years, and plain as day, I saw the king — my king there, just As he stood on that night, away In that far back, beautiful time, When the world was young, and happy, and fair ; And I saw myself all in my prime, With the ruby beads in my night-black hair. A big brave king was this king of ours From first to last. Oh, my father knew, 24 FOR THE KING. He knew how he fought the Austrian powers At Novara there, when the bullets flew Like fiery hail, to Italy's cost. And how. at the close of the day he swore, On the battle-field so hardly lost, Shaking his sword wet red with gore, To make Italy free from end to end. Oh, my father knew, and we all know now, That he meant what he said, to be Italy's friend, And to keep to the last his kingly vow. And how he has kept it, well we know — The people of Italy who were ground FOR THE KING. 25 Under the tyrant foot of the foe, Or fast in priestly tyranny bound. One by one he has shaken free The shackles that fettered us, till we stand, From shore to shore of lake and sea, A peaceful and united land. A big brave king from first to last, But never a courtier; that was a part For which our soldier was not cast By nature's mould or worldly art. But an honest man, that was the name From first to last he had rightly earned ; And men less honest to their shame, Courtiers living the life he spurned, 26 FOR THE KING. Of smooth deceit, that never spared Maid or wife in their mad pursuit, Whispered what they had never dared Boldly speak for the king's dispute, — That, coarse of fibre, and coarse of grain, His pleasures, were those of a roystering groom. This was the measure, and this the strain, Of the gossip that found the breadth and room Of palace and court to fester in. But we, the people with whom they said He spent his moments of roystering sin, We knew him sound of heart and of head, FOR THE KING. 27 And that where he went no withering flame Followed his feet and marked the way ; No innocent creature owed her shame To a king who stooped to kiss and betray. I was the beauty of the town, When he danced with me at Piedmont there, And much too vain, alas, to frown At the flattering tongue that called me fair. And I cannot tell what might have been, Or where my feet had gone astray, If this hero king had stooped to win My foolish heart ere he went his way. 28 FOR THE KING. But not a word he said to me Could have made my mother's heart dfraid, Though his soldier's speech was blunt, and free Of flattering praise for the little maid Who looked at him with worshiping eyes Beneath her night-black clouds of hair. Oh, mother of God, to think of the lies They have told of him who could shelter and spare A foolish, innocent heart like this, Ready to follow wherever he led, And barter the world for a royal kiss ! Oh, when Italy judges her royal dead, FOR THE KING. 29 Let her think of this record a woman can bring To add to his score ; then crown him once more As Italy's hero and Italy's king, From the heights of Savoy to Sicily's shore. THE FAMOUS FREE-LANCE. (REIGN OF CHARLES THE FIFTH.) Five centuries and more ago, When English Edward at Bordeaux Flung back upon the proud French king His bold reply of threatening To the imperious French demand, He little recked that all the land At sound of the usurpers threat Would then and there forswear, forget, Their wild contentions, and unite For France alone in his despite. But from his vantage-ground the king Said to his heralds, "Go and bring THE FAMOUS FREE-LANCE. 3'I My Breton soldier to me here, Bertrand Du Guesclin, who is dear To every loyal heart in France ; Go bring him here, my bold free-lance. ,v And when he came, this Breton chief, Whose sword had won broad lands in fief Throughout the valley of the Seine, — Restored to France her own again, — The king, amidst his nobles there, Turned with a smiling, gracious air Of gracious greeting to Bertrand, And said, "Du Guesclin, from my hand I pray you take my royal sword, And gainst the usurper's ruffian horde Fight for your king, my brave free-lance, Henceforth as Constable of France." 32 THE FAMOUS FREE-LANCE. Red rose the blood of swift surprise To Bertrand's cheek. " Ah, sins ! " he cries, " I am not fit, a rough free-lance, Above these gentlemen of France To take my rank." But, as he spoke, From all the assembled throng there broke A hearty cheer for Lord Bertrand, The chosen soldier of the land ! So, sped alike by prince and king, He put aside his faltering, This modest Breton chief, whose name Already rang with warlike fame ; And buckling on his sovereign's sword, Rode forth against the invading horde, With fifty thousand men-at-lance, The flower and chivalry of France. THE FAMOUS FREE-LANCE. 33 All Europe rang with his renown When, conquering hero, he rode down To storm and take the rebel band That held Auvergne's fair border-land. High beat the French king's heart with pride. "What may not France become," he cried, "With brave Du Guesclin for my sword Against the whole usurping horde !" Ev'n as he spoke, with eyes that glowed, Into the palace court-yard rode A breathless herald for the king. "What news," the king cried, "do you bring Of fair Auvergne ? " " 'Tis ours, my liege." " Ha, ha ! " the king laughed ; " and the siege, How sped the siege ? " " The siege sped well." " And Lord Bertrand ? " " O sire, he fell 3 34 THE FAMOUS FREE-LANCE. When all was won, and at the gate ' Is lying now in mournful state. His last words, sire, to those who bent Above his couch, before he went, 1 Remember, comrades, when you stand A hostile force in any land, The women, children, and the poor Are not your foes/ " Low to the floor The herald bowed before the king, His message ended. " Go and bring My hero here," the sovereign said, In faltering tones, — " my hero dead ; And write above his silent breast, 1 Here lies the bravest and the best, The truest gentleman of France, — Bertrand Du Guesclin, the free-lance/ " FROM A CONVENT. How the sun shines to-day down the long, busy street, That I cannot see, where I cannot meet Beneath its glad glow the faces I know — God ! to think it is only a swift year ago I looked on those faces that smiled back at me, As I walked there or rode there as idle and free As they are to-day — to-day, while I pine, Shut out from their life in this prison of mine. 36 FROM A CONVENT. "Shut out from their life of the world and its evil, From temptation and sin, the flesh and the devil," Drones the priest at confession, the abbess at prayer, While I listen uncomforted, dumb with despair. Then back to my duties, the weary routine Of petty dull cares, which they think is to wean My passionate heart from its folly and sin, Purge my soul of the lusts of the flesh, win My slumbering soul to repentance and shame Of this stubborn wild will, till spent like a flame, FROM A CONVENT. 37 I lie at their feet, who once looked above Their sordid dull earth, when I looked at my love ! My love ! when he held me that night on his breast, When he lifted my face there and prest His warm kisses to lips that returned Every kiss with a heart throb, I learned More of heaven than the priest can reveal In a million confessions, or the abbess can feel, Though she weary the saints with her prayers ! And that night — that night down the parapet stairs, 38 FROM A CONVENT. When Pietro the spy led them on to discover Our trysting-place there, was I shamed for my lover Or the love that I felt ? Oh ! Leonardo, Leo- nardo, When you leapt to your feet and facing the foe Held me closer and closer, while you flung in their teeth The base words that they spoke, my fond heart beneath Its swift shock of terror gave one throb of de- light ! And Leonardo, Leonardo, my love, on that night FROM A CONVENT. 39 Mounted higher and higher, rose to heaven like a flame, This love which they dare call my sin and my shame. Shame ! if twelve months before they had met us, we two By the parapet stairs, and all of them knew We were lovers as now, do you think they 'd have spurned Us like that ? No, my uncle, the abbe, had turned On his heel with a smile, and a word it may be Of reproof for the hour, nothing more, and we, 40 FROM A CONVENT. Half abashed, half elate, had loitered behind, Well aware by that smile that you 'd find More smiles than reproof on your suit. Ah, why was the future so mute? Why, when the gods beckoned on, did we lin- ger and wait, Playing lightly with love, while our fate Lurked grimly and dark overhead ? Why at that hour had no warning voice sped Straight to our blind, sleeping souls, waked us there From this trance that has wrought our de- spair ? But no ; while coy and coquettish I turned All your earnest to jest, though I yearned FROM A CONVENT. 4 1 Out of sight for the day or the night That would bring me again the delight Of your glance or the touch of your hand, The Duke, riding by, saw me stand Looking down from the balcony there That fronts to the street — and he saw I was fair! Then he came with his suit, and we woke from our trance, Dropped our masks of gay jest, and you spoke; but what chance Had your name, Leonardo, against a Duke's name, Your love suit against a Duke's noble claim ? 42 FROM A CONVENT. What chance had my prayers or my tears when a crown 'Twixt these prayers and these tears glittered down On their sight ? When Church and the State Could be served, what mattered my love or my hate ? My hate ! when it dawned on me then all they meant By their smooth lying words, I seemed to re- lent From that day, merged my passion in duty, Donned the Duke's ring, and smiled when he flattered my beauty — FROM A CONVENT. 43 Tricked them all, Leonardo ! matched their cun- ning and guile By my wit, my craft over theirs — the wile Of a woman 'gainst the fine priestly art Of the abbe s — 'gainst his cool, clever head, my heart, Which won and still won, gained time for us there To count up our chances of hope or despair, To plan 'twixt our kisses a sudden bold flight To Palermo; then over the sea, where no right Of abbe or priest could divide us, made one 'Neath the eagles of France. But Pietro, base son 44 FROM A CONVENT. Of the basest of traitors — Pietro the spy Proved his false, evil blood. God ! with heaven so nigh That a devil like that had the power To change our heaven to his hell in an hour ! Our heaven ! Oh, Leonardo, Leonardo, Do they think in this prison I'll learn to forego This heaven ? In these walls to lose and forget The warmth of your love ? Fools, I will baf- fle them yet, Find my way to your arms ere another year goes. Ah, Leonardo, it must be ; God would not im- pose FROM A CONVENT. 45 This long death in life in this prison for me ! Only twenty last year, youth's blood strong and free In my veins, youth's fire at my heart ! Oh, Leonardo, Leonardo, we to part, We to wait for that world we know not, when this Lifts up to our lips the full measure of bliss ! LADY WENTWORTH. "She shall marry me yet," he smiling said — Smiling, and under his breath — but red As flame his dark cheek glowed, and bale-fire burned In his passionate eyes, as he swiftly turned Out of the sunshine into the shade — ■ Out of the sunshine she had made But a moment before — this girl with a face Whose very frown had a winsome grace, They used to swear, in that old, old time, When her beauty was in its wonderful prime, LADY WENTWORTH. 47 When her laughing eyes, of golden brown, Were the toast and rage of Portsmouth town, Of Hampshire's Portsmouth, there by the sea, Where the Wentworths ruled and held in fee Half the country side of rock and shore, For a hundred and fifty years or more. "She shall marry me yet ! " 'Twas the Went- worth blood That rose up then in that turbulent flood, — The Wentworth purpose that under his breath Would hold to its passionate will till death. " She shall marry me yet ! " And down he strode Across the pathway, across the road, 48 LADY WENTWORTH. With a firm, quick step, and a firm, quick heart, To work his will and to play his part And a difficult part it was to play, For the Wentworth blood ran either way, — His mother'sx blood that held him tied By kinsman bonds on either side. But as mother's blood leaves stronger trace Than father's blood in a turbulent race, It may have been that his willful way Had the stronger current to move and sway. At all events, as the months wore on, And no tidings came from her Cousin John, To the beautiful toast of Portsmouth town, The Wentworth temper rose up to drown LADY WENTWORTH. 49 The passionate Wentworth love in her breast, And the Wentworth pride helped on the rest : And six months after her laughing scorn Of her dark-eyed suitor, suing forlorn, She stood by his side one autumn day, A beautiful bride : he had won his way ; But the gossips said that a bride never wore In Portsmouth town such a look before. Seven years after John Wentworth came Back to his home with a foreign fame : Back he came to rule and to reign, As the Wentworths had ruled and ruled again, 50 LADY WENT WORTH. From father to son, in Hampshire State. Seven years after : why he tarried so late — So late and so long in a foreign land — Was a riddle not easy to understand. Yet late as he came, a welcome burned In a hundred hearth-fires. Wherever he turned A hand stretched out and a smile awaited This kinsman of theirs so long belated. But amid this lavish neighborly cheer He missed a face he had once held dear. " My Cousin Frances : where doth she hide ? " He questioned at last. "She watches beside A sick man's bed : a good nurse, I should say, To keep the blue-devil bailiffs away." LADY WENTWORTH. 5 I That night John Wentworth knocked at the door Of his cousins house. A foot on the floor, A whisper of silk, and there she stood. In that moment John Wentworth's cousinly mood Melted away like frost at the fire. He thought he had killed the old desire ; He thought that love and hate both lay Slain by the past at that long late day ; He thought — but what matters it now The thought that had been, when on cheek and brow Flames the signal torch from his wakened heart ? What matters it now the cousinly part 52 LADY WENTWORTH. He had fancied was his, when his pulses beat With that swift, wild throb, as their glances meet ? But he curbed the Wentworth temper awhile, As he bent in greeting, and hoped, with a smile, That he found her well. Hearing the state Of her goodman's health, he could not wait His cousinly sympathy to convey. A tedious illness he had heard them say ; But the town was eloquent of her care, Which had certainly left her no less fair Than he remembered her seven years since — He turned a moment as he saw her wince — LADY WENTWORTH. 53 Turned, and with a purpose fell, In a sneering, passionate tone, " Ah, well ! "Women, we know, have a potent charm To ward themselves from trouble and harm. ,, She caught the sneer, and stayed him there, With a passionate cry : how did he dare, Who had played so falsely these seven long years, To fling at her feet his idle sneers ? " / false ! " He laughed. " Madam, where went Those fine love-letters I foolishly sent "Across the seas in those old, old days? I waited long —'tis a pretty amaze 54 LADY WENTWORTH. I You feign, my cousin — I waited long For a word or a sign, for my faith was strong " In that old, sweet time ; but the months went by,' And never a line came back, and I Still clung to my faith, till a morning in May There came to me news of a wedding-day " Here in Portsmouth town, and the bride Was the girl who had stood at my side And sworn to be mine six months before — You shiver, my cousin : the wind from the shore " Blows harshly to-night." A gesture here Checked his bitter reproach his menacing sneer, LADY WENTWORTH. 55 And a hoarse voice cried, "John Wentworth, wait Ere you dower me with the dower of hate. " No letter of yours from over the sea In that old, old time came ever to me ; Day after day the months went by — Day after day, and what was I " But a maiden scorned ? Day after day The months went by ; when I heard them say That John Wentworth stayed To woo and win an English maid, " My spirit rose like our swift shore tide — Twas the Wentworth temper, the Wentworth pride — 56 LADY WENTWORTH. And — your cousin and mine had wooed me long: His love was sure and my hate was strong — " Quick, passionate hate for the suitor fine, The false, false gallant who over his wine Could pledge new loves while the old love waited, Faithful and fond, this lover belated." " Sweetheart ! " Back she started in swift af- fright At this fond, bold cry, and the red turned white In her oval cheek. A moment more, And swiftly striding across the floor, LADY WENTWORTH. 57 This lover belated, who missed his bride Seven years ago, is at her side ; And the fond, bold voice on her listening ear On her listening heart, over every fear, Like a rising river, gains and gains, While unreckoned, unheeded, the swift night wanes, Till the clock strikes twelve on the landing stair ; Then John Wentworth turns with a gallant air, And embraces his cousin as a kinsman may, Though all the gossips be looking that way. Yet his parting words, whispered low in her ear, Were never meant for a gossip to hear. 58 LADY WENTWORTH. But long "before the spring had come To Portsmouth shores, in many a home The gossips' tongues were making bold With the Wentworth name ; and the story told, Which ran through the town like a breath of flame, Was this : that John Wentworth never came To his cousin's house but by signal or sign, A silken scarf or a kerchief fine Flung out of the casement, or at night In the western window a candle's light. And the gossips, observant, would smile, and say, " So ! the sick man sleeps at this hour of the day ! " LADY WENT WORTH. 59 Or at evening, when the candle flares In the western window, "Dame Frances' cares Are over early, it seems, to-night." If Dame Frances caught this bale and blight Of the gossips' tongues, little she recked : No Wentworth yet was ever checked By a gossip's tongue, however bold. But there comes a day when the kerchief's fold Is missed at the casement, and that night No candle flares its signal light. When another morning dawns again The tolling Portsmouth bells explain The missing candle, the kerchief fine. Dame Frances now of signal or sign 60 LADY WENTWORTH. Has little need; in the chamber there, Where a sick man yesterday claimed her care, A dead man lies in solemn state ; And peering at the linen and plate Down stairs, the neighbors, under their breath, Talk of the sick man, and his death ; Of the widow's prospects ; and one more bold Hints that ere the year's grown old The Wentworth mansion across the way Will have a mistress fine and gay. But ere a month had passed of the year, All the seamstresses far and near, In and out of Portsmouth town, Were sewing fast at a wedding-gown LADY WENTWORTH. 6 1 Of brocaded satin, foreign and rare, For dame Frances Atkinson to wear. " Shame ! " cried the gossips, far and wide, And " Shame ! " cried the Wentworths in their pride — All the Wentworth kin in Hampshire State. This haste was unseemly ; she 'd only to wait In her widow's weeds a year and a day, And not a gossip could say her nay. Then up she spoke, this willful dame — Scornfully spoke, with a tongue of flame : " Seven years I have served the Wentworth pride ; Seven years with a Wentworth courage lied 62 LADY WENTWORTH. 11 To the world with my smiling face, To find at the end — no sovereign grace To save my soul, but a curse alone, The curse of a lie that shamed my own ! " Cheated and' tricked seven weary years, Won by a lie — no lying tears Have I to waste, no time to wait On the man who dies seven years too late ! " Scared and shocked the Wentworths stared At this reckless dame, whose passion dared To cast at the dead man, scarcely cold In his fresh-turned grave, these accusals bold. Scared and shocked, but never a word Of ban or blame was ever heard LADY WENTWORTH. 63 From their lips again, and come the day When my Lady Wentworth, fine and gay, Reigned in the Wentworth mansion there, Not a gossip in Portsmouth but spoke her fair. But under their breaths, when twilight fell, Under their breaths, they would sometimes tell The old, old story of signal and sign, The candle flame, and the kerchief fine; And under their breaths would croak a fear That my lady had lent but too willing an ear To the evil whispered against the dead, - The doubtful tale so suddenly sped From mouth to mouth, while for yea or nay, Helpless and dumb the dead man lay. 64 LADY WENTWORTH. But never upon my lady's face, Never a doubt showed sign or trace, As she looked the curious gossips down In the little world of Portsmouth town — Never a doubt from year to year, Never a doubt, and never a fear ; For whatever the truth of the troubled past, My lady had come to her own at last ! THE KING'S KISS. " How long," he asked, " will you remember this — How long ? " Then downward bent His kingly head, and on her lips a kiss Fell like a flame — a flame that sent Through every vein Love's joy and pain ; " How long," he asked, " will you remember this ? " " How long ? " She lifted from his breast a cheek Red with her sacred love, 5 66 the king's kiss. Yet when her redder lips essayed to speak, And when her heart did move To answer grave and sweet, Somehow a smile unmeet Broke waywardly across red lips and cheek. " How long, how long, will I remember this ? Say you" she murmured low — " Say you " — and while she trembled with her bliss, That smile went to and fro Across her flushing face, And hid a graver grace — " Say you, how long will you remember this ? " He bent above her in that moment's bliss, He held her close and fast; THE KING'S KISS. 6j " How long, how long, will I remember this ? Until I cross at last, With failing, dying breath, That river men call Death — So long, so long, will I remember this ! " But, when apart they stood, did he remember His words that summer day ? Did he remember through the long December The warmth and love of May, The warmth, and love, and bliss, The meaning of that kiss, When kingdoms stood between — did he re- member ? Ah ! who can say for him ? For her we know The king's kiss was her crown ; 68 the king's kiss. For her we know no agony of woe, No other smile or frown, Could make her heart forswear That summer morning there, Beneath the forest trees of Fontainebleau. BARBARA. There's her picture, hanging on the wall, — Copley's work, a century ago ; See the grace with which that silken shawl Droops from off the shoulders' rosy snow! See the carriage of that haughty head ; See the latent scorn in those dark eyes ; Only the mournful mouth of blossom red All the haughty splendor soft belies. " My Lady Barbara " they called her then ; 'Twas in the old gay days of George's reign, yO BARBARA. My Lady Barbara ! In the eyes of men No fairer beauty ever breathed disdain From lovely lips or scornful, radiant eyes ; Yet all her beauty brought no dower but pain, For all her beauty could not win the prize That she had staked her hope of heaven to gain. ■ She laughed at love and lovers till he came, And laughed the more, and flung her idle threat Of idle scorn, when others spoke his name, And said, " My haughty lady '11 get " Her match if not her master here." Her scornful, laughing threat rang up and down, BARBARA. 7 1 And where he rode or feasted met his ear; And where he rode or feasted though the town She held aloof awhile with cunning guile. He gave no sign ; a stranger in the place, He rode and feasted, gave back smile for smile. One night he smiled upon her waiting face, Then bent a moment, looked and smiled again.. Low laughed she under breath : " So this is he Who conquers women's hearts, this startled swain, Whose heart is in his eyes, 't is clear to see." 72 BARBARA. " Whose heart is in his eyes " — and thinking this, She gave him smile for smile, and glance for glance. He came at her command ; she did not miss His presence day or night, at feast or dance. What was it that she missed as time went by ! What was it that she sought and sought in vain, In soft and courtly phrase, and glance of eye ? What was it that she missed and could not gain ? " His heart is in his eyes," she 'd lightly said, And left unsaid the vow to win and wear ; BARBARA. 73 And looking in those eyes, her own heart bled, And broke at last with love's despair. Her master, not her match, she 'd found indeed ; And, like the fair, fond women Shakespeare drew, She flushed and paled with love, and gave no heed That all the jeering town her passion knew. No vision of the truth pierced through her pride, Till winter came and went, and spring was nigh; He but delayed, she thought, to seek a bride, His reverent love ranked over-high. 74 BARBARA. And, dreaming thus, poor sweetheart, fell the blow, And half the town stood staring at the sight : 'T was at the Province House, beneath the glow Of festal lamps one festal night. High beat her heart beneath her bodice-belt ; Her cheek was like the rose, her eyes Like stars, triumphant, fond, as if she felt, " To-night, to-night, my beauty wins the prize ! " A moment thus she stood superbly fair, An image of exultant youth and grace, That seemed to say, " With time and care I have no part nor place." BARBARA. 75 Then all at once a whisper met her ear : " Look ! there he comes, his sweetheart on his arm, The girl from over seas." She turned, without a fear, Without a thought of coming ill or harm, This proud, unconscious Barbara, to see Whose sweetheart was so trumpeted by- fame, And she not know ; she turned to see His face — his cruel, splendid face — that came Between her soul and heaven : his face Bent smiling down, smiling and fond 76 BARBARA. To seek another face, not hers ; another face — Good God ! was this the sweetheart from be- yond The seas they'd whispered of? No, no, 'twas chance — Some fool had blundered ; this was she Of whom the provost's wife had spoke, her guest from France, Late come, to find herself unknown, and he In kindness, like a gallant knight, Paid his devoirs in courteous word and deed, His gentle service, as a gallant might To serve a stranger s need. BARBARA. J? And with the thought a smile across her face Flashed lightning-like ; for there he came, This gallant knight, with sudden, hastening pace, And smiles to meet her own. Like flame, Her cheek, that had been pale with pain, now burned ; Like flame, her fierce heart leaped with love and pride : " Mine ! mine ! " her eyes declared. He touched her hand, then turned To her who hung upon his arm. " My bride, u Come Easter-morn," he said ; " a stranger here, Brought by her kinsman to my waiting love ; 78 BARBARA. If Lady Barbara, whose welcome cheer I know so well, would welcome her, above " All favors would a bridegroom prize " — Here all at once a smothered sound Broke off his silken speech of lies ; And cries of " Coward ! caitiff ! hound ! " Rang down the room ; and Barbara stood Incarnate Hate, who but a little space Ago was Love's ideal womanhood. Thus for a moment gloomed her face, And, like the caitiff she had named him there, He shrank beneath her withering word and look. BARBARA. 79 Not this the triumph he had planned with care, Not this the end, this mighty wrath that shook And swayed the throng, till men — ay, those whose suit She 'd laughed to scorn in other days — Turned judge of him, as there he cowered, mute, Before the lightning of her speech and gaze ! The very air seemed full of menace then, Of muttering thunder, soon to break and fall In storm upon his recreant head ; when, Almost as she spoke, they saw her tall, 80 BARBARA. Straight figure sway and bend, her eyes grow dim ; And, ere a hand could reach to save, she fell, A senseless heap, prone at the feet of him Whose mocking love had turned her heaven to hell. Then for a moment all the throng lost sight Of aught but that still semblance lying there, And only when they saw returning light Of life upon her face they whispered, " Where " Is he, this coward, who has fled before His dastard's work ? " Ay, where was he ? Not then, not there, nor ever any more They saw his cruel face : across the sea BARBARA. 8 1 That very night, with her whom he that night Proclaimed his bride, come Easter-morn, He fled away. That very night, Indifferent of all her scorn, Dead to revenge, forgetting hate, In blessed trance poor Barbara lay, — In blessed trance that seemed to wait .From hour to hour, from day to day, Until a day rose dim with rain, An April day, chill and forlorn ; Then broke the trance, and out of pain She slipped from earth — on Easter-morn ! 6 A TRAMP. HIS STORY. Tramp ? Yes, I 'm a tramp, and one of the worst of the kind, Thinks my lady who peers at me there through the bars of her blind, As I lounge in the shade of the tree here, and greedily munch The broken bread-crusts which she y d airily call my lunch. My lunch ! That sounds well to a man who for forty-eight hours Hasn't broken his fast until now — now, while he devours A TRAMP. 83 The broken bread-scraps that stick in his starv- ing throat, Which he cools now and then, as my lady takes pains to note, From a rummy old flask, which she thinks she can smell From behind her blind-bars, as the vintage of hell. She 'd never believe, though I poured it out at her feet, That it was only a draught of the ale that Adam found sweet. How her impulse of charity chills at this vil- lanous sign, While, through the window below, on the side- board carven and fine, 84 A TRAMP. I can see the decanters filled with old Madeira and sherry, For respectable lips to drain, till the wits grow mellow and merry ! Well, my lady, I wonder what you would say, If I should rise in my rags, and tell you that in my day I had toasted as fair as you in wine of the choicest and best, And been of the rich and the gay a courted and flattered guest ? Believe me? No, you'd turn with scorn from my tale, And send for the nearest police to lodge me in jail A TRAMP. 85 For a lying vagrant and nuisance, plying the trade Of a swindler for the chance of a theft to be made. And the police : I can see my gentleman's face As the story is told — a tramp is a tramp, all base Through and through, a bundle of rags and of lies, One begetting another, both stripped clean of disguise In that sharp professional sight on the watch for a thief. And I can hear my gentleman's voice, curt with unbelief, 86 A TRAMP. As he stabs me here and there with a question or two : Yes, a curious story, indeed, if it chance to be true ! But men so high in the world wouldn't let an old comrade diite On beggarly crusts ; they 'd feast him on wood- cock and wine ! Would they ? Ah, my professional friend ! Your wisdom is not of this world of "the upper West End." Of crime and of vice you Ve a knowledge far beyond mine ; But of the friendship that lavishes woodcock and wine A TRAMP. 87 On the man who 's at odds with Fortune and Fate, A poor, shabby devil without worldly estate, Who has once been as high as now he is low, I think I may venture to swear that I know All the ins and the outs ; and the outs, let me say, By a heavy majority carry the day! But 't was never the way of the world to look back For the unfortunate rider who slipped in the track ; Once down, he may scramble to foot as he can ; But the chance is, once down, that a luckier man 88 A TRAMP. Closes in to the line and fills up his place, And he finds ere he knows that he's out of the race. So I slipped from the track, and the world doubtless thinks Lost the race like a coward who shivers and shrinks From the brunt of the battle, sneaking out of the strife, For the shameless, sweet sloth of the vaga- bond's life. Oh, my world ! so you judge from your fine, airy height Of respectable sin, the poor luckless wight Who has lost in the race and drifted below Your chariot-wheels. God ! what do you know A TRAMP. 89 Of the straits men may come to when flung to the wall, Out of pluck, out of pocket, — in short, stripped of all That can give a man reason or courage to face His fellows once more in the heat of the race ! You to talk in that virtuous, copy-book way Of the certain rewards that are sure to repay Honest worth and endeavor; you to preach and to prate As you sit at your ease high in church and in state Of adversity's uses and poverty's gains ! Oh, my world ! let me say, as a fool for your pains, 90 A TRAMP. And a selfish old braggart, you '11 rank with the best ; While I — well, I sat with you once as your guest, And I know you, my world, for your wisdom was mine In those days when we feasted on woodcock and wine. But since then I have tasted a vintage that brings A wisdom denied to courtiers and kings ! 'T is the vintage that 's grown from the vine we may call The vine of experience, and bitter as gall It has shown me the folly of faith here below In those fine little saws and proverbs that glow A TRAMP. 91 Like a coal from the altar of heaven till the day That we bring them to bank with their prom- ise to pay. There 's that one about honest worth and en- deavor, With its certain rewards. Well, perhaps I 'm not clever At counting rewards ; perhaps I should find My reward in my conscience, and thus go it blind. But though I have kept this conscience as fair Perhaps as my lady who peers at me there, I am not of that sort of ethereal stuff To sup on a conscience and find it enough. Yet no epicure's feast do I hanker for now, But that promise fulfilled, "By the sweat of thy brow 92 A TRAMP. Shalt thou eat." A curse, yet a pledge, there it stands, To crumble and fall at the touch of my hands, Like the fine little proverbs I mouthed in the days When, a fool, I fancied I knew all the ways Of life and the world. Good God ! did I know That one day I should wander like this to and fro Through the breadth of the land, a man with- out stain Of a crime, seeking vainly that toil that shall gain The bread and the breath of his life, his place Once more among men, a chance to lift up his face Unashamed to the light of the heavens, and the gaze A TRAMP. 93 Of the curious world, from whose open highways He has shrunk step by step in his terrible straits, With the demon of Death and Despair that waits For its prey, beckoning on and still on day by day; While afar, in the life I had left, in the open highway Of the world, men, my fellows, a brief space ago, Sitting snug in high places, well fed, and aglow With that wisdom that carries the fool's cur- rent stamp, Set their dull wits to solve that problem the tramp ! Not "a man like themselves, but a " creature," a " thing," A nuisance to legislate over, and bring 94 A TRAMP. To the test of the law, by which shall abide This "creature" and " nuisance," they calmly decide. So you gather us up, so you measure us all, A bundle of tares, nothing else. O Saul Midst the prophets ! O fool deaf and blind ! While you fashion your laws for men, not man- kind, I, out of your world, ask myself if the Man — The Man we call Christ — would have followed your plan ? SWEET SIXTEEN. " You think the world is only made For you and such as you," he said. Laughing aloud in boyish scorn, Of boyish mirth and mischief born. She never turned from where she stood Prinking her little silken snood Of silken curls before the glass ; She never turned to see him pass, Nor answered him, save with a laugh That half confessed his boyish " chaff." But left alone, confronted there With her own image fresh and fair, g6 SWEET SIXTEEN. A sudden blush lit up her face With newer youth and fresher grace, And eyes that were demurely fixed A moment since, with thought unmixed, Upon the smoothing of a tress, Now sparkled soft with consciousness; "Why not, why not?" she lightly cried, Out of the gay exultant pride, The sweet wild insolence of youth; "Why not for me, for me, forsooth, And such as me the world be made, For me its glories all arrayed ? "For since the world and life begun, What poet's measures have not run SWEET SIXTEEN. 97 Through all the strains of minstrelsy In praise of me, and such as me ? " For youth and beauty in their day Have ruled the world and will for aye. One, greatest of them all, has sung In verse that through the world has rung. " And here 's my day to live and reign, To take the joy and leave the pain From this old world, that 's made for me, For me, for me and such as me ! " Gay laughter rang through every word, And yet beneath the laughter stirred 7 98 SWEET SIXTEEN. A something more than jesting play, ■ Just sweet sixteen that very day, She half believed in sober truth, In the sweet insolence of youth, That all for her, a foolish maid, The world's gay glories were arrayed. HE AND SHE. I 'll be at the window as he goes by, As he goes by, — He '11 lift his head to look at the sky, The western sky, To see if the sun has set for fair, — And suddenly there Against the sky in the golden air He '11 see a pair Of familiar eyes ; and I shall see As he looks at me A sudden smile and a nod, maybe ; All this in three 100 HE AND SIJE. Or perhaps in four swift moments — then, Ah, then.. In another moment the world of men For him, or, when The street is turned, a different face To take my place, While I by my window here retrace Each line of the" face Which smiled at me, as it passed me by With a glance of the eye That swept me in with the western sky, The sunset sky. To-morrow I shall be at the window when He passes again ; He will smile and nod — and then, ah then - The same old story over again ! REPENTANT. Day after day, I look for and wait for The glimpse of her figure, the sight of hef face ; Day after day, too soon or too late for Her going or coming, I trace and retrace, With hope born anew, the ways that she passes ; With hope born anew, each morning I miss her. A winter of search, and now the young grasses Are breaking the earth : shall I meet, shall I kiss her 102 REPENTANT. To-morrow, or next day ? Oh, my little hurt dar- ling, Give me chance for a moment to comfort and heal The hurt that I gave you ; just a moment, my darling, Let me look in your face, in your eyes, to reveal All my heart with its passion of love and its sorrow, Its grief and contrition, its pain for your pain : Ah, thus for a moment, to-day, or to-mor- row, To show her my heart — to win her again ! THE WRECK OF THE GLOUCESTER FISHING FLEET. Hints of the spring were in the air, And March winds had a breath of May That whispered hope and not despair, The other day, the other day, When came to us that dreadful tale Of how the Gloucester fleet went down In that wild February gale, When we were safe within the town : When we were safe and did not know, That not for twenty years or more, 104 WRECK OF THE GLOUCESTER FLEET. Had such a tempest come to blow Across the cruel shoaling shore Of George's Bank, as blew that day, When high upon its treacherous tide The Gloucester fleet at anchor lay- In all its comely strength and pride. More than a hundred men went down — The whole stanch fleet, with every sail, While we were safe within the town, Sure they would weather every gale. Perhaps we danced, perhaps we sung, Without a hint of pain or death, While they upon the rocks were flung, Fighting for life with bated breath. WRECK OF THE GLOUCESTER FLEET. 105 When, vanquished, they at length went down, They must have thought in that despair Of wife and child in Gloucester town, And breathed for them one piteous prayer Of wild appeal — for times were hard Upon old Gloucester's sandy shore, And men were scarpe to watch and ward And keep the wolf from out the door ; And now, and now ! what would they do, These wives and children in their strait ? Oh brave wrung hearts, if you but knew How all New England, at your fate, Sprung to its feet, stretched forth its hands, To keep the wolf you dreaded so 106 WRECK OF THE GLOUCESTER FLEET. From out your homes on Gloucester sands ! But ah, perhaps, if we could know, You still keep watch and ward above The cherished homes you left behind, And read with eyes of clearer love The meaning that to us is blind, Of that dark day when you went down, Off George's Bank, with every sail, While we were safe within the town, In that wild February gale. THE REBEL FLOWER. Across the garden paths she led Her Tory guest, with stately tread; A Boston beauty in her prime, With courage equal to the time That tried men's souls, her loyal heart Cried out against the craven part It was her irksome fate to play As courteous hostess on that day. A gracious, gallant air he wore, A gracious, gallant rank he bore, This Tory guest, yet well she knew Beneath the air, the rank, perdue, 108 THE REBEL FLOWER. A crafty treacherous purpose hid, As poisons lurked beneath the lid Of jeweled caskets long ago, When every friend might prove a foe. The garden beds were gay with bloom, — Fair treasures which have given room Long since at Fashion's stern decree To splendors from across the sea. For close beside the stately rose, No tyranny can e'er depose, The sturdy camomile did lift Its myriad blossoms' snowy drift. " What flower is this ? " The Tory guest Half paused to ask in idle quest. THE REBEL FLOWER. IO9 A moment's thought, then sweet and clear, "The Rebel flower, we call it here," She answered him, this Boston dame Of lovely mien and rebel fame. " How 's this ? " he laughed ; and laughing sent A keen look at the. fair face bent In modest musing on the flower She'd newly named within that hour. " How 's this, sweet dame, and why, pray tell, So fair a flower a name so fell Should win and wear ? " A swift smile sped Across her face, then slow she said, "Because, my lord, this flower that's won Your meed of praise, when trampled on, IIO THE REBEL FLOWER. Springs from the dust and thrives anew In fresher vigor than it knew Before such blows of fortune came, — Thus rightly winning name and fame." " Ah, ha ! " laughed out the Tory guest At this bold speech, "a pretty jest I* faith, sweet dame, and bravely said. When next we meet, perhaps a tread Of weightier heels may have crushed out These boasted claims, and put to rout Your rebel flowers till name and fame Are lost beneath the dust of shame." She laughed him back, with laughter born Of gay disdain and sparkling scorn. u When next we meet, my lord," she said, "This rebel flower will lift its head THE REBEL FLOWER. Ill In lustier vigor than before, And name and fame for evermore Shall flourish bravely in the land Despite th' oppressors' heel or hand!" When next they met, my lord had laid His sword beneath the rebel blade, And she who prophesied the fate Of British valor, stood in state On British soil, an honored guest, Wearing upon her lovely breast, In smiling triumph for that hour, A posy called " The Rebel Flower ! " THE WAGER. One by one they sped by us, their sails drip- ping wet, For the heavens had opened their sluices of rain; And I sat in the bows of the little Coquette, Scoring the time with Major Duane. The wind was blowing from south and from east, — A beautiful breeze just spoiled by the rain ; And there I had bet twelve pairs at the least Of " Couvoisier's best" with this Major Duane : THE WAGER. 113 Staked them all on that little Alarm, Florry dear, Which had won me my gloves again and again, If the sky had been decently sunny and clear, — But my fate was to lose to this Major Duane ! And 'twas Harrison Blake who advised me to stake On the little Alarm, which but for the rain Had won me my gloves ; though I never told Blake I was going to bet there with Major Duane. Poor Harry! he has always been jealous, you know, The whole summer through, of this Major Duane ; 8 114 THE WAGER. And now — well, it 's queer how oddly things go, For the Major has won by this chance of the rain Something more than the gloves : for I staked in a freak My hand with the gloves, hardly thinking again Of the matter, my dear, so swift went the week, And so sure did I feel that this Major Duane Would lose while I won. And now 'tis quite clear To my mind, at least, — that just for that rain I couldn't with honor refuse, Florry dear, To pay up my debts to Major Duane. IF I WERE YOU, SIR. If I were you, sir, I would not sue, sir, For any woman's love day after day : I 'd never stand, sir, At her command, sir, Year in and out in this fond, foolish way. Across my face, sir, I 'd have the grace, sir, Or mother-wit, to pull a gayer mask, And wait to find, sir, What was her mind, sir, Before I 'd grovel at her feet to ask. Il6 IF I WERE YOU, SIR. All very well, sir, For you to tell, sir, Of that grand poet in the ..olden time, Whose fine advice, sir, Was so concise, sir, In that immortal strain of gallant rhyme. It does not fit, sir, Your case a bit, sir; He never meant a man should pray and pray With such an air, sir, Of poor despair, sir, For any woman's love day after day. If you will read, sir, The verse with heed, sir, IF I WERE YOU, SIR. 1 17 You'll see it ruus as clearly as it may, That every man, sir, Should take his answer, With manly courage, be it yea or nay. Then cease your sighs, sir : No man's a prize, sir, In any woman's sight, just let me say, Who 's not too high, sir, To sigh and die, sir, For any woman's love, day after day. THREE DESTINIES. Three roses nod and talk Across a garden walk ; One, lifting up her head, Clad all in damask red, Cries gayly in her pride, " To-night, full far and wide, My beauty shall be seen, Adorning Beauty's queen." " And I," the blush-rose cries, " Shall be the envied prize A lover shall convey, Before the end of day, THREE DESTINIES. I 19 Unto a maiden fair, And she will kiss and wear My blushes in her breast : There I shall sleep and rest." " And I," the white rose sighs, — " Before the sunshine dies, I shall lie hid from sight Within a grave's dark night ; But not in vain my bloom, If I have cheered the gloom, Or helped to soothe and bless A mourner's loneliness." A DEUX TEMPS. Yes, this is our dance, this waltz from the Duchess ; What is that you are saying ? — You thought I was playing You false, with this waltz, this dance from the Duchess ? You thought I had rather be sitting and talk- ing With that little M'Manners There, under the banners, Or it may be, perhaps, in the corridors, walk- ing, A DEUX TEMPS. 121 Instead of remembering this dance here with you, sir ; This dance from the Duchess, The lovely Grand Duchess, The sweetest deux temps ? Ah, if you but knew, sir, How I dote on the Duchess, with its gliding and sliding Soft measure for measure, You 'd know from such pleasure My feet would never go straying or hiding. What is that ? You might have known it was merely, This special sweet measure, 122 A DEUX TEMPS. The dance, not the pleasure Of dancing with you here ? Well, really, you Ve nearly Persuaded me, sir, that such was the reason ; And I 'm sure I would fain, sir, If you go on in this strain, sir, Walk and talk with M'Manners to the end of the season. And to the end of my life, too, perhaps is my meaning ? Well, no; for M'Manners There under the banners, Just when we encountered you waiting and lean- ing A DEUX TEMPS. 123 Against the bay-window, had confessed a rela- tion I guessed days ago — His engagement, you know, To that little — Now, Harry, dorit kiss me before all creation ! IN THE DARK. This is my little sweetheart dead. Blue were her eyes, and her cheek was red And warm at my touch when I saw her last, When she smiled on me and held me fast. With the light, soft clasp of her slender hand ; And now beside her I may stand and stand Hour after hour, and no blush would rise On her dead white cheek, and her shut blue eyes Will never unclose at my kiss or call. If this is the end ; if this be all IN THE DARK, 125 That I am to know of this woman dear ; If the beautiful spirit I knew, lies here, With the beautiful body cold and still ; If while I stand here now and thrill With my yearning memories sore at heart For a token or sign to rend apart The pitiless veil, there is nothing beyond ; If this woman, so fair, so fine, so fond A week ago — fond, fine and fair With the life, the soul that shone out there, In her eyes, her voice, which made her in truth The woman I loved ; if this woman forsooth Is dead as this dead clay that lies Under my gaze with close-shut eyes, 126 IN THE DARK. Then what is the meaning of life, when death Can break it all, as breaks at a breath The child's blown bubble afloat in the sun ? What is the meaning, if all is done When this breath goes out into empty air, Like this childish plaything, flimsy and fair ? What is the meaning of love's long pain, The yearning memories that rend and strain The living heart or the living soul, If this is the end, if this is the whole Of life and death, — this little span That drops in the dark before the plan Which the brain conceives is half complete, Making life but the bubble's empty cheat ? IN THE DARK. \2J When, a year ago, through all the maze Of speculation's far-hung haze, I followed on with careless tread, / had not looked then on my dead — My dead so infinitely dear, My dead that coldly lying here Mocks my fond heart with semblance fair, Chills me with measureless despair. Then I could calmly measure fate With Nature's laws, and speculate On all the doubts that science brings ; Now, standing here, what is it springs Within my soul, that makes despair Not quite despair ? O fond, O fair, 128 IN THE DARK. Oh, little sweetheart, dead to me, Somewhere or other thou must wait for me, Somewhere, somewhere, I shall not look in vain To find thy living face, thy living love again. IN EXTREMIS. Oh, my loveling, to shield you and cover you From all the bleak winds that riot and rave, To have and to hold you, to love and watch over ,you, — This is the boon of all others I crave. Ah ! is it God or blind Fate that denies me This boon that alone can give value to life ? Ah ! is it God or blind Fate that defies me To turn all your innocent days into strife ? 9 I30 IN EXTREMIS. Oh, innocent days, with never a blight there, Oh, innocent heart of my innocent dove, God give me the grace, if He gives me no right there, To show her the best, not the worst, of my love ! God give me the grace to give her, if need be, Only passionless peace, only tenderest care, Through year after year, though agonies lead me Still year after year to the gates of despair. Let me suffer alone the pangs of repression ; Let me conquer and die, if need for my love, IN EXTREMIS. I3I Or conquer and live through the " clefts of confession," While unconquered, unharmed, rests my in- nocent dove. PROPHECY. I thought our olden friendship dead, Or with the long years long since fled; Yet a sweet, faint ghost came back Down the winding dizzy track, As we met upon the street, And a moment stopped to greet, — Making some cool, common speech, Just a moment, each to each; Knowing each how wide our ways Led apart from those far days; PROPHECY. 133 How other hopes and plans came in, With their promises, to win Thought and soul and heart away From the memories of that day. Yet as there we met and talked, As you turned, and, turning, walked Down the street a pace or two, Something cordial, old yet new, Stirred within me sweet and faint, Like a ghostly, sweet complaint ; Something whispered me, and said : " All those years, so still and dead, With a blessing shall come back Down their winding dizzy track — 134 PROPHECY. " Like a friend, shall some time say : * I am with you, though away, And the love you thought so slight And so poor a thing, shall light " ' All your life unto the end/ " Thus my long-forgotten friend, Or his soul, spoke unto me In these words of prophecy. TRANSFORMATION. Clouds hung above the dusty street ; The sunless air was faint with heat ; The heavy odors were not sweet. And heavy, heavy hung the day, And life drooped dull with dull decay, Beneath the clouds of sodden gray. There was no beauty anywhere. One could not pierce the dusty air. The world seemed dim with drudging care 1 36 TRANSFORMATION. Its wheels of traffic, greed, and gain, Relentless over joy or pain, Crushed close and fast, a strident strain Of blatant noise, that filled the air, The sunless, dreary, dusty air, Till noise, and noise seemed everywhere ; And only noise, with nothing sweet Through all the sunless heavy heat, From end to end of all the street. " Oh, ' dismal day, when will' you go ? Oh, dreary day ! " she cried ; when lo, The dreary day was all aglow ! TRANSFORMATION. 1 37 Though clouds still hung in sunless air, There was new beauty everywhere, And slipped the world its cloak of care. And wheels of traffic, greed, and gain Rolled as before with strident strain, Relentless over joy or pain. But all at once, to music set, She heard far off the clang and fret, Or heard with ears that soon forget. What was it, was it changed the day From drooping life and dull decay ? What light across the dusty way 1 3 8 TRANSFORMATION. Shone suddenly so fair and free, Made all the dismal shadows flee ? Oh, never yet on land or sea, From any sky of any clime, Rose that fair light, which old as Time, Yet fresh as Nature in its prime, Transfigures by its tender grace, All in a moment's flying space, Some sudden smile upon the face We know and know not, till the day, Transfigured, too, from dull decay, Springs suddenly to blooming May. APRIL WEATHER. Oh, this April weather — Breath of balm and snow, June and March together In an hour or so ! Something altogether Charming in it, too ; Not the worst of weather When the sun shines through ; Not the worst of weather, Though a moment more, I4O APRIL WEATHER. Finds one's patience, rather Like to run ashore. Take it altogether, Would I change it, though, Miss this April weather, Breath of balm and snow ? Taken altogether, It is dear to me, This queer April weather, For I seem to see, Taken altogether, It 's the counterpart, This queer April weather, Of — yourself, Sweetheart. APRIL WEATHER. I4I And taken altogether, Would I change you, though, Miss your April weather ? Ah, no ! no ! AT IVRY. At Ivry, on that day, On that day When the king kept at bay, By the magic of his sword Never lowered, All the rabble rebel horde, — In the thickest of the fight, Out of sight All at once dropped the white Flying plume that he wore. Such a roar Then arose, as they bore AT IVRY. 143 Down the battle sodden plain, Mid the slain, Where the arrows fell like rain, But suddenly just here, Loud and clear, At the very height of fear, Cheer on cheer Rose and rose, till the cry, High and high, Seemed to rend the very sky. Then out streaming debonair To the air Flew the white plume of Navarre. When the tide of battle turned, And they learned Whose valiant sword had spurned 144 AT IVRY - The enemy's sharp blade Ere it laid In death's melancholy shade The knight of Navarre, — All the air Once again resounded there With their cheers' hearty ring. But the king, Through his tears, said faltering, — " He gave his life for mine, Poured the wine Of that gallant blood, in fine, At my feet, to repay, — To repay, As he swore, the debt of yesterday ! " ONLY A WEEK AGO. Only a week ago the warmth and glow Of sweetest summer time ; Only a week ago the bud and blow Of some fair tropic clime. Only a week ago, and now the glow Of fervid heat has turned To wintry snow, and sharp winds blow Where tropic splendors burned. Only a week ago — ah, very low My cherished buds are lying ; 10 I46 ONLY A WEEK AGO. So low, so low, I do not know If they are dead or dying. So low, so low, drenched all with mire and snow, Their beauty smirched with earth ; So low, so low — only God's breath can blow Them back to fresher birth. YESTERDAY. What if but yesterday I laughed and said him nay, When here's to-day, to-day To change my mind and say A sweeter word than nay. What if but yesterday I told him that my nay Could never turn to yea, Though he should pray and pray Forever and a day. I48 YESTERDAY. What if but yesterday- He swore he would obey My cruel will, nor stay To further sue or pray, — Then strode in wrath away. What if but yesterday Like this he strode away, When here 's to-day, to-day For him to hear me say, — " I love you, Love, to-day ! " THE MAID OF HONOR. Across the room where'er I turned, Her mournful glances followed me From day to day, with eyes that burned In sad and splendid mystery ; From day to day since first she came A fugitive from that fair land Of sunny France, when all its fame Was shadowed by the mighty hand Of the resistless German foe, — A fugitive, yet sacred charge 150 THE MAID OF HONOR. From one who gave back blow for blow Of German steel and charge for charge Of German guns, until before The fiery hail his gracious life Went out for France, and with it bore, Vain sacrifice of vainer strife, His stainless name. The last of all His noble race, did he divine That from a stranger's alien wall His fair ancestress' face would shine ? That glance for glance, she would return My fascinated gaze, until Behind the semblance seemed to burn A spirit that might wake at will THE MAID OF HONOR. 151 Some moment into sudden speech ; Some moment when the world at rest In shrouding slumbers, she might reach My waking ear — this silent guest, Break from the bondage of her trance, Slip softly from her painted screen And speak to me of that fair France When Marie Antoinette was Queen. Day after day this fancy grew Beneath the melancholy light Of those dark eyes of Norman blue ; Day after day, until a night Of brooding storm, I woke and slept, And woke again, to find the room 152 THE MAID OF HONOR. A blaze of light, wherein there stept My Maid of Honor in her bloom Of splendid youth, just as she stood When Marie Antoinette was Queen, — A living rose whose noble blood Paid forfeit on the guillotine. I held my breath, but not with fear — My heart was beating with desire, — When soft upon my listening ear Her voice rose like a silver lyre : " He was the last of all our race, The last and best, who loved his kind And gave his lifetime to efface The trail of sin we 'd left behind. THE MAID OF HONOR. 1 53 " Favored of Heaven, we thought our class, Set high above the common herd Our ancient race — alas, alas, When through our idle pleasures stirred "The boding breeze of discontent, And men cried out against the laws, We did not know then all it meant ; We did not know that in the jaws " Of blackest Hell we should be hurled Just at our revel's royal height ; As through the streets our chariots whirled We did not heed the threatening night. " But when beside the Queen I stood That dreadful day and heard those cries 154 THE MAID OF HONOR. Of rage for blood, our hated blood, Ring from the throng we dared despise, "I saw the centuries roll back Red with the wrongs that we had done, And all along the lurid track, As in a vision, one by one, " The tyrant kings who had forsworn Their oaths of fealty, broken faith With France, and Frenchmen yet unborn, Each branded with their country's scathe, "Rose up before me till appalled, I shrank with horror and despair; Then through the din a low voice called Upon my name, — I turned and there THE MAID OF HONOR. 1 55 " I saw the face of him, our knight, Who made the glory of our name.. 1 Be patient, brave/ he cried, ' the blight Of centuries of sin and shame " ' In this dread hour begins to lift Its sullen shade ; when time shall bring Another cycle through the drift Of burdened years, prelate and king " * In this fair France shall have stept down From off their thrones, have laid aside Once and for all sceptre and crown, While we who thought we vainly died " ' Shall watch the bravest and the best The last of lordly lines expire, 156 THE MAID OF HONOR. And know at length God gives his rest To souls long tried by flame and fire, " ' That with the debt of blood and race, By blood and race at last repaid, We expiate, by Heaven's dear grace, The sins by which we were betrayed/ Here suddenly, like music spent, The sweet voice ceased, and all that bloom Of youth and beauty that had lent Such grace and glory to my room, Faded and vanished from my gaze. A moment more, and there, ah there, Behind the portrait's painted glaze That face so radiantly fair THE MAID OF HONOR. 1 57 Looked down upon me as before. — Was it a dream that she had stept Just now across my chamber floor, Was it a dream while I had slept ? KISS AND CURE. She swung her gilded scissors to and fro, And round and round her hand of rosy snow, Or held them glittering like a lance at rest, The time she spent in converse with her guest : She swung them round and round and to and fro, Until they pierced the hand of rosy snow, Until they dipped their cruel tips within The warm red blood beneath the tender skin. She swung them down at that with half a cry, And half a laugh that ended in a sigh. And with an answering laugh in gayest jest, He bent above the little hand and prest KISS AND CURE. 1 59 A pitying kiss of playful tenderness Upon the wound that flawed that loveliness Of rosy snowy flesh with tiny brand, "Thus let me kiss and cure the little hand," He gayly lightly cried ; . but as he prest Warm lips to warm sweet flesh, the idle jest Suddenly to ardent earnest thrilled and beat And brought an eager wooer to her feet. The tiny wound he 'd gallantly essayed To kiss and cure, had in that moment made A wider wound within the healer's heart, That must in turn be healed with cunning art. And kneeling at her feet he urged his plea, — " Be my physician, love, and heal for me The greater wound this little wound has made, Within my heart of hearts," he fondly prayed. l6o KISS AND CURE. A moment halting 'twixt a smile and frown She left him in despair, then bending down, Paid back the debt of healing with a sure Swift touch — at which he cried : " to make the cure Entirely certain, love, I clearly see There is no way now left for you and me But to agree that while our lives endure Each other's wounds like this, we'll kiss and cure ! " BABY-MAY. Only just the other day, On the very first of May, Nature had an opening Of the treasures of the spring. Apple-blossoms made a show Like a shower of summer snow ; Dandelions lifted up Here and there a yellow cup. Crocuses pushed through the mold Little disks of burnished gold ; ii l62 BABY-MAY. And the violets, trimmed with dew, Shivered in their cloaks of blue. All the flowers had to tell The, adventures that befell, In their journey back again To the summer sun and rain. At the last a gentle tone Murmured softly, " I alone Have had heavenly work to do ; For, when through the April dew "I was hastening along, Singing very low my song, To my baby-buds of May, Soft I heard an angel say : BABY MAY. 1 63 " ' Dear Arbutus, wait and take Another baby in your wake, — And deliver her with care At a certain house and square, " 1 1 will whisper in your ear, If you'll bend a moment here; — Then perhaps for thanks and pay They will name her, — Baby May/ " BUNKER HILL IN 1875. Beat, beat, went the drums, and the fifers played sweet, To the tramp, tramp, tramp, of the forty thou- sand feet Of the twenty thousand soldiers, as they marched all together, North and south, south' and north, in the "sweet summer weather. Plumes playing in the air,, and banners over- head, Blowing out to the breeze, blue and white, white and red, BUNKER HILL IN 1875. 165 And every now and then, oh, the cheer and the shout That from the waiting throng over all the drums rang out ! And southern soldiers' eyes how they brightened with surprise, As the shouting and the cheering rose up to the skies ! "But how very queer to cheer," says curious little Joe, " And to celebrate a day when the British beat, you know ! " Yes, the British beat at Bunker Hill, 't is very true ; but why ? 1 66 BUNKER HILL IN 1 875. Because the Yankee powder-horns, my little Joe, went dry ; While Yankee courage on that day filled all the land with wonder, And lifted up the hearts of men to break their bonds asunder. So 't is Yankee pluck, my little Joe, we cele- brate to-day, With beating drums, and bugle notes, and ban- ners floating gay. Yet something more than Yankee pluck inspired our wild huzzas, As looking down the glittering line we saw the Stripes and Stars BUNKER HILL IN 1875. 167 Wave gayly over North and South, as in the summer weather Like brothers on to Bunker Hill they took their march together — Like brothers, they who face to face so little while ago Met savagely on southern soil, as bitter foe to foe. Ah, child, if Bunker Hill before filled every heart with wonder, To-day, be sure, 't is doubly dear, when, all the bonds asunder, We clasp the hands that once were foes, and in the summer weather Bless God anew for Bunker Hill, that 's brought us all together. THE WREN AND THE BOBOLINK A FABLE. " Cherink ! cherink ! " Sang the Bobolink. "What do you think, To my surprise, With my two eyes I saw last night ? " " Ho, ho, ho, ho ! " Sang the Wren below, "How should I know THE WREN AND THE BOBOLINK. 1 69 What can surprise Such wonderful eyes So keen and bright ? " "Cherink! cherink! ,, Snapped the Bobolink. "I know what you think. That my wonderful eyes Are far too wise For a youth like me ! " " Ho, ho, ho, ho ! " Laughed the Wren below. " If you 're sure you know, Mr. Bobolink, Just what I think, Why can't you see ? " — 170 THE WREN AND THE BOBOLINK. " Cherink ! cherink ! " Quick as a wink Mr. Bobolink Interrupted here, As if he 'd a fear That cunning Miss Wren, With her little " Ho, ho!" Saw too much, you know, From her branch below, Of his frisky ways, Through the summer days, In his bachelor's den. So soft and low Rang the little " Ho, ho ! " In the branch below, THE WREN AND THE BOBOLINK. I/I At Bobolink's huff ; It was fun enough For little Miss Wren To catch Bobolink, All in a wink, Before he could think, In a box like this, — Ah, a sly little miss Was this Miss Wren. For soft and low Her little "Ho, ho!" Rang there below, As if she could, If she only would, Tell, oh, such things 172 THE WREN AND THE BOBOLINK. Of her neighbor's slips, And frisky skips, And sly little sips, Not once in a way, But every day, At forbidden springs. Precious few Were the things she knew, And all this ado Was just to get Bobolink in a pet With her quizzical way, Then fizz and flash, For Robin was rash, Out she knew would dash THE WREN AND THE BOBOLINK. 1 73 As quick as a wink — Ah, poor Bobolink, All his secrets gay. So sweet and low Rings the little " Ho, ho ! " In the branch below, At Bobolink's huff; It is fun enough For little Miss Wren To catch Bobolink, All in a wink, Before he can think, In. a box like this, — Ah, a sly little miss Is this Miss Wren, 174 THE WREN AND THE BOBOLINK. Wherever you find Her crafty kind : For it is n't confined To the feathered side, But far and wide In the world of men This little " Ho, ho ! " • Rings soft and low, And before you know Just what you 're about, You are all found out By some little Miss Wren, Who, with cunning wit, Has turned and hit Your temper a bit, THE WREN AND THE BOBOLINK. 1 75 And like poor Bobolink, When you 've time to think, You find to your cost, A little too late, As you contemplate Your foolish state From day to day, That nothing can pay* For a temper lost. BOSTON BOYS. grandfather's story. What! you want to hear a story all about that old-time glory, When your grandsires fought for freedom against the British crown ; When King George's red-coats mustered all their forces, to be flustered By our Yankee raw recruits, from each vil- lage and each town ; And the very boys protested, when they thought their rights molested. BOSTON BOYS. 1 77 My father used to tell us how the British General stared With a curious, dazed expression when the youngsters in procession Filed before him in a column, not a whit put out or scared. Then the leader told his story, — told the haughty, handsome Tory How his troops there, on the mall there (what you call " the Common," dears), All the winter through .had vexed them, med- dled with them, and perplexed them, Flinging back to their remonstrance, only laughter, threats, and sneers. 12 I78 BOSTON BOYS. " What ! " the General cried in wonder, — and his tones were tones of thunder, — " xAxe these the rebel lessons that your fa- thers taught you, pray ? Did they send such lads as you here, to make such bold ado here, And flout King George's officers upon the King's highway ? " Up the little leader started, while heat light- ning flashed and darted From his blue eyes, as he answered, stout of voice, with all his might : " No one taught us, let me say, sir, — no one sent us here to-day, sir ; But we 're Yankees, Yankees, Yankees, and we know that we are right ! BOSTON BOYS. 1 79 u And your soldiers at the first, sir, on the mall there, did their worst, sir ; Pulled our snow hills down we 'd built there, broke the ice upon our pond. 'Help it, help it if you can, then'!' back they answered every man then, When we asked them, sir, to quit it ; and we said, ' This goes beyond u ' Soldiers' rights or soldiers' orders, for we Ve kept within our borders To the south'ard of the mall there, where we Ve always had our play ! ' " — " Where you always shall hereafter, undisturbed by threats or laughter From my officers or soldiers. Go, my brave boys, from this day l8o BOSTON BOYS. " Troops of mine shall never harm you, never trouble or alarm you," Suddenly the British Gen'ral, moved with admiration, cried. In a minute caps were swinging, five and twenty voices ringing In a shout and cheer that summoned every neighbor far and wide. And these neighbors told the story how the haughty, handsome Tory, Bowing, smiling, hat in hand there, faced the little rebel band ; How he said, just then and after, half in ear- nest, half in laughter : " So it seems the very children strike for freedom in this land ! " BOSTON BOYS. l8l So I tell you now the story all about that old- time glory, As my father's father told it long and long ago to me ; How they met and had it out there, what he called their bloodless bout there ; How he felt " What ! was he there, then ? " Why, the leader, that was he ! A LITTLE GIRL'S WONDER. What do the birds say, I wonder, I wonder, With their chitter and chatter ? It is n't all play. Do they scold, do they fret at some boggle or blunder, As we fret, as we scold, day after day ? Do their hearts ever ache, I wonder, I wonder, At anything else than the danger that comes When some enemy threatens them over or under The great, leafy boughs of their great, leafy homes ? A LITTLE GIRL'S WONDER. 1 83 Do they vow to be friends, I wonder, I wonder, With promises fair and promises sweet, Then, quick as a wink, at a word fall asunder, As human friends do, in a moment of heat ? But day after day I may wonder and wonder, And ask them no end of such questions as these, — With chitter, and chatter, now over, now under, The big, leafy boughs of the big, leafy trees, They dart and they skim, with their bills full of plunder, But never a word of an answer they give, And never a word shall I get, though I wonder From morning till night, as long as I live. <. W ■ ■ ■