re c -^ — • — w ^01 UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. J - '- c. v, :r <''CLc: c« -=<^' ^^-^wor CMC ' cfft c r <^C''. c<q thrown into prison for a debt which he had con- tracted to Lady Noel Byron, at the time of liis marriage, and wliich sum alone liad enabled the marriage to take place. I was well aware that it Avas understood that this sum Avas ncA^er to be repaid. Sir R. Horton assured me of Lady By- * The medical gentleman alluded to, whose name is not fully given by Miss Leigh. A HISTOKY AND AN AUTOBIOGRAPHY. ron's consent to such a measure. I openly ex- pressed my opinion of such a dislionourable trans- action. I rejected such interference, and even informed Mr. Trevanion of what had been pro- posed to me, in order that he might guard against what was neither honourable nor just. On Sir George Stephen forwarding my letter to Lady Byron, I received a most kind and affectionate letter from Lady Byron, and money, with offers of protection for myself and child, and the power of quitting a neighbourhood which was most painful to me. This was in August, 1840. I willingly and joyfully accepted these offers, and accompanied a medical gentleman whom Lady Byron had sent, and met her at Tours, where it was first thought I should reside. Lady Byron, however, proposed that I should accompany her to Paris, and remain with her for a time. I did so, being desirous of attending to the least wishes of one towards whom I had reason to feel so grateful. "At Fontaineblean, where she was detained by illness. Lady Byron informed me of the cause of the deep interest she felt, and must ever feel, forme. Her husband had been my father. She implored and sought my affection by every means ; and almost exacted my confidence to the most un- limited extent, I was willing and anxious, in any and every way I could, to prove both my gratitude and the desii'e I so sincerely felt to re- pay by my affection and devotion any pain she must have felt for circumstances connected with my birth and her separation from Lord Byron. Her only wish, she said, was to provide for me, according to Lord Byron's intentions respecting me, and according to my rank in life. She evinced much anxiety for my health and comfort, expressed indignation for all I had suffered, spoke of the comfort I would be to her, and of the ne- cessity that I should be a devoted child to her. There was a Chancery suit begun against my mother, to obtain possession of the Deed. All these circumstances decided me on staying with Lady Byron till that should be settled. I re- ceived money from her in small sums and pres- ents, but nothing M-as definitely settled. We contimied nine or ten months in Paris. At the latter period of this time, Ada and Lord Love- lace came over, and I received kindness and promises from both, and was made to feel that I was to be Ada's sister in all things, as I was real- ly. In May, 18-11, 1 accompanied Lady Byron to England, and remained for a few months, during whicii she showed me letters of Lord By- ron, relating to her separation, which, as she af- terwards said, might be useful in the Chancery suit. Mistreatment of an illness rendered me too ill to quit England that autumn without great difficulty and expense, which I was always anx- ious to avoid. All this rendered me the more desirous to comply with Lady Byron's earnest wish that I should not leave her, which, she used 3 to say, would cost her her life. Even after my experience I could not believe (though her tem- per caused me great misery, and her strange ar- rangements were often most painful) that all hei- affection was assumed. In May, 1842, my long anxiety in the matter of the Chancery suit was ended. The suit Mas concluded in a way, with- out considtation with me, that showed rae that all that had been promised me, unsolicited and unsought, was not sincere, and that I had been in a manner sacrificed in my mother's interest. I openly expressed to Lady Byron all I felt, and my detennination of leaving England immediate- ly, and solicited from her (Lady Byron) the means to do so. She again continued, as ever, saying that it was for her to provide as Lord By- ron would have done, &c., &c. But on finding that the impressions I had received were not to be done away with, she spoke of the necessity of my having a lady to live with me abroad. This I rejected, because I knew of no one whose con- stant society I could wish for, and I had never given her in any way to believe that I could sub- mit to such. Matters continued unsettled, and my increasing ill-health made me desirous of immediately quitting England, and going to the South of France, where I had long been order- ed (by medical advice) to go. In July, 1842, there began a correspondence, talking of condi- tions, that I had never heard of till then, mform- ing me that Lady Byron would allow me £150 per annum for my mamtenance, besides paying the wages of a lady's-maid that she and Lady Lovelace had engaged for me some months bt fore, and who had never lived but in the richest families. On being engaged for my seiwice she mentioned her particular desire of being with a lady whose conduct had ever been irreproacha- ble. This appeared so strong a wish on her part, and was so often expressed, that after a short time I told her M'hat she could not but have sus- pected, from all she was a witness of, that she liad better avail herself of the opportunity of quitting me, as my life and past history v.'ere not such as she would wish. She thanked me, re- fused to quit me, and assured me of her devotion under all circumstances. I informed Lady By- ron of my belief that it would be impossible for me to live where she proposed, at Hyeres, for £150 per annum; that I would endeavour to do so, but that I would not, as in the past, suffer pover- ty and privation ; and that whatever sum in ad- dition (to the £150) should be necessary for my health and Marie's education, I shoidd endeavour to procure in some other way. To this she an- swered, ' IIow can you imagine I will ever let you want either ?' She assured me of her afi"ec- tion by words, and of her unmerited and unjust mistrust — by her actions, and by every arrange- ment she made for me, which seemed to me most ingeniously painful — such as exacting that my monev should be paid to the maid, and that she 34 MEDOKA LEIGH; shoiild expect to receive from her an account of the way in which the money was spent. This it was agreed 7ny servant should do. Lady By- ron sent me £40 to travel to Hyeres with, recom- mending me to travel in the most comfortable way, &c. I was anxious not to judge hastily, but trusted that when Lady Byron's health improved (she was ill), she would be more just and reason- able. I also was ill, and asked Lady Byron, as my maid-servant suggested I should do, that I should have a man-sei-vant to travel with me. Lady Byron consented, and my maid's husband, being out of place, was fixed upon. After con- sultation with Ada and Lord Lovelace, it was tliought best I should leave, and Ada promised, and I thought I might trust to such, to watch over and protect me, assuring me her mother was deeply attached to me. I trusted to this, and left England on Friday evening, the 22nd of July, 1842. And partly in order to prove to Lady Byron my earnest wish to please her still, and on my maid's solicitation on account of their importance, in the event of my death, I left a box of letters and papers with Lady Noel Byron's housekeeper, to be given to Lady Byron on her return to Moore Place ; and ths Deed of Ap- pointment to Ada on her leaving me at G o'clock that evening, to be deposited with Lord Love- lace's ])apers at Ockham. The Deed I had kept till then in my own possession, and intended do- ing so, fearing to let it again escape me.* The letters and papers are all most important to me. Lady Byron had asked me to, and by my promise made me, leave them to her by my will. And when she begged me only a few days previously, never to mistrust her affection, I thought this would convince her (that I did not do so). AVhen she never acknowledged their receipt in any let- ter, I was still far from suspecting she would do what she is now doing — making her lawyer give evasive answers, and denying me what I entrust- ed with confidence to her honour." [The concluding portion of Miss Leigh's nar- rative is not in her own handwriting, and appears to have been written to her dictation. It is by no means so clear, so consecutive, or so gram- matical as the preceding parts of the story — facts which are possibly to be accounted for by Miss Leigh's ill-health, and the inattention or inex- perience in composition, of her amanuensis.] " Though! travelled as expeditiously as my health allowed — 'and much more so — on arriving at Lyons, there was not money enough to pay the boat, &c. ; and from the arrangements, much difficulty in obtaining tlie £37 from the bankers there. After three days we proceeded on our * It would appear from thi?, though Miss Leigh omitted to mention the fact in its proper place in her narrative, that hy means of tlie Chancery suit she liad recovered the Deed from her mother. — Ed. journey, but on arriving al Hyeres we were again without (money). I wrote, and my maid also wrote, as she had been requested to do, in case of increased illness ; and Lady Byron was inform- ed of my indisposition most fully, and of all ex- penses and probabilities of such. She approved, and continued her terms of affection as ever ; engaged to neglect no expense for my health ; wished me to get masters for Marie's education ; to hire carriages, &c., for my driving out, and said she woitld send me books from England. I insisted most minutely on expense,* and en- deavoured most earnestly to avoid all. And when Lady Byron suggested my moving elsewhere to a cheaper place, I adopted all I was capable of — that of approaching Toulon. To concur in all her Avishes, a country-house about three-quarters of a league from Toulon was hired. I ^vrote, as well as my man-servant — sending the accounts monthly, with every detail. She (Lady Byron) approved of all ; but in November wrote concern- ing the rent of the house of which I told my man-servant, who was responsible, and whom Lady Byron wished to stay with me till further notice. He got certificates as to the rent being far from unreasonable, from the mayor of Hyeres, and from an English gentleman residing near. These satisfied Lady Byron, or seemed to do so, and though she always said he (the man-servant) was to go, her non-pajTnent of what she had agreed to give him prevented his doing so. She received the monthly expenses (accounts) from him; and, though I neither complied with all her wishes that I should incur expense, and de- prived myself and child of all I possibly could, it was not possible that they should not exceed £150 a year. She expressed no dissatisfaction. We were always without money, from all being spent and much owing, before any more arrived. But all this she was well aware of, through her own arrangements, of knowing how the money was spent and all I was in want of. In Decem- ber she expressed dissatisfaction, and accused me of rendering all the money arrangements as vex- atious as possible to her, as may be seen in her correspondence. She exacted receipts from me of all the sums that had been paid, sa\-ing I had received them in the name of my maid. I wrote briefly back, regretting only that she coidd say or think what was so far from being true." [At this point the narrative becomes so con- fused as to be all but unintelUgible ; but it is re- printed verbatim et literatim, in order that possi- ble injustice may not be done by any attempt to put it into a shape that might be erroneous.] ' ' The bankers who paid the money informed them it was paid by Lady Noel Byron's orders * Thus in the original; but evidently from the context meaning, " on not incuning expense."— Eu. A HISTORY AND AN AUTOBIOGEAPHY. 35 — her own arrangements having been what she accused me of; and refused, till I heard further, giving the signature required. From her answer — in which she informed me of the necessity of having that signature to answer the malicious interpi'etation her conduct, from peculiar circum- stances, might be guilty of towards me, and which my signature alone could answer — and also finding she would send more to answer the GOO francs due for the rent she had long been aware must be paid by the 20th of December ; and, being without any, I gave the signatm-e of my maid's ha%-ing foithfully paid me the several sums, and at the same time asked for £20, nec- essary for an arrangement for my little girl's ed- ucation. She sent the money necessaiy for the rent, which my man-servant had paid from what she had sent a few days previously to pay him. I never saw the letters that passed from her to him, and ha^dng had no control whatever over the money paid for my maintenance, neither ever having clearly understood its application, cannot explain it. But M'hen I received Lady Byron's answer to me — she should pay him no further after the 1st of Januaiy — I told him so. He laughed, and said by her letters to him, she must write so to him, and assured me of his devotion, &c., to me, and his intention of sooner than leav- ing me and his wife in the position Lady Byron placed us, to stay for nothing. I coidd say noth- ing. Lady Byron returned no answer to the £20 I had asked, but sent expressions of aifec- tion, &c., which I could neither trust nor value. My maid and her husband urged me, and rec- ommended me most stronglj^, by eveiy means in their power, fb profit by the money he had re- ceived, and go to Paris while yet I was able, and there endeavour to obtain a more certain and suitable arrangement. After reflection, I agreed to do so. They protested much devotion — prom- ised me much — and, insupportable as was my position, I caught at the straw thus offered me, and was very grateful for it. In March, 1843, I went to Paris, of which I informed Lady Byron as brieflj' as possible, and consulted M. Berryer, who promised to write and use his influence, which he did not doubt would succeed. Finding that he delayed, I wrote to Lady Byron, and ex- plained why I came to Paris. To this I received no answer, but a visit from Miss Davison, to tell me I must beg Lady Byron's pardon, and assure me of her afl'ection.* I waited an answer to my letter. My seiwants wrote ; Mons. Ber- ryer waited ; and thus things continued till the beginning of May. Lady Byron in the mean- time wrote to my servants, accusing them of having forwarded my going to Paris, which they denied ; and also accusing my maid of not hav- ing fulfilled the oflSce of spy, which she had * It seems as if the pronouns were misplaced in this passage, and that it sliould read, " and assure her oi my affection." — Ed. undertaken to fill. This my maid denied, and also refused to quit me in such a position, as ex- acted by Lady Byron. Lady Byron also wrote to the master of the hotel, accusing me of what I had never done — of using her credit ; and telhng him all she coidd of the past histoiy of my life that could be unfavourable and painful. My sen'ants obtained money, once or twice, from a friend of Lady Byron, Miss Doyle, then in Paris ; and at length we were able to get lodgings. Early in May my maid came and told me, one Sunday afternoon, that Dr. King had come from Lady BjTon and had asked for Miss Leigh. I refused to see him, and told him to communicate with Mons. Beriyer, who at last — but only two or three days previously — had written to Lady Byron. He waited some time, and sent me in an accusation ;* and a proposal from Lady Byron that I should resign to her all control over my- self and child. This I instantly refused, and told him, through my maid and j\Ions. Berryer, that he might leave Paris within the forty-eight hours, as he threatened to do, for I should never sign. On the Wednesday he sent a humble, supplicating letter, asking to see me. To comply with Mons. Berryer's wish, I did so. He showed letters, &c. , on which, and after some days" calculation and divers propositions, he offered me £300 a year. To Mons. Berryer he promised what Mons. Ber- iyer desired [here the MS. again becomes con- fused], and was absolutely necessary for me to live on this sum, circumstanced as I was in Paris. ^^^^at I already knew of Dr. King and m}' seeing him agreed. He was a great friend with my ser\'ants, M'hom he, when not present, blamed. The mission he had undertaken, together with his mode of fulfilling it, gave me no confidence. When he refused, I included what I knew could not be dispensed with, and that he had agreed to ; and attempted by intimidation to make me sign what I knew would not be fulfilled, and would therefore give rise to new complications which I was anxious to avoid, I refused to sign. I sub- mitted to all the abuse he M-as pleased to bestow — though it contributed all the more to make me refuse — when he said, 'Sign, sign, you great fool!' He left Paris the next morning; and on my writing to Messrs. Whai'ton to fonvard the Deed to Paris, to ISIons. Beriyer, they refused uidess I would send a person to them to receive it ; informing me at the same time that, had I signed, the conditions would not have been frd- filled; the same to Mons. Berryer, informing him that I had contracted the Deed on certain conditions. Lady Byron -wrote to my maid infoi-ming her of her illness. My maid decided on going to England to get paid for her hus- band, and told me of Mons. Benyer's advice that she should receive the Deed, for I could not go myself, not being well enough. I hesitated, Thus in the original. ;3G MEDORA LEIGH; but gave her the authority which was necessary — having httle choice — an order authorizing her to receive the box of papers I M'as anxious for. I entrusted her with a letter to my mother, whom slie much urged me to address. I also gave her tlie name and direction of my family in case she should be in difficulties in England ; and it was agreed she should go tirst and consult Lady Ma- hon, whom she had been formerly recommended to. She obtained £5 for her journey from Miss Davison, and set oft". The letters which she wrote to me and her husband showed that she was not acting as had been agreed upon. I went with her letter to Mons. Bei-ryer, who recommended my going to Mr. Bulwer, of the British Embassy, who instantly said it was of the greatest impor- tance to prevent her getting possession of the Deed. I acted according to his instructions, and awaited the result of an interview he was to have with Mons. Berryer, who, he said, had not suffi- ciently considered the case. He recommended that I should conciliate Lady Byron ; but, above all, he distrusted my servants. They behaved most insolently, and every day my misery increased. Captain De B came to Paris and called upon me. He agreed Avith Mons. Berryer that I ought to go to England and conciliate Lady By- ron, if it were possible. He refused to listen to the details of my past life, or even to look at let- ters relating to my present. He liad onlj- known me in the South of France as Madame Aubin,and I had a grateful recollection of the kindness I had received from him as such, listened with confi- dence to the advice he gave me, acted in accord- ance with it, and by his means was enabled to come to England. I am still indebted to him for that and for my subsistence since my arrival. I have seen my maid since, whose behaviour in all things made me distrust her more and more ; and though I endeavoured to keep friends viitli hei", as Captain De B recommended, it was impossible to submit to the untnie accusations she made. My patience got exhausted one even- ing, since when I have heard no more of her, nor her charges of ingratitude. To these I can only say, for what am I to be grateful, either to Lady Byron, my mother, my sister, Mr. Trevan- ion, and, indeed, all who charge me with it ? Endness I feel ; but I do not fear having to an- swer this charge (of ingratitude) from Him who will demand an account of all. "Since I have been in London Sir George Stephen has called. I have received anonymous letters, and Lord Chichester has written twice re- questing me not to reject Lady Byron's kindness, liberalit}', and generosity, of all of wliich I am ignorant after the past, and Captain B 's in- terview with Mr. Wharton.* " This is a brief sketch of a long life of misery " The nature of tliis interview and its result?, if any, are not stated by Miss Le!gh. and sorrow. Whatever is not clear or too brief I can explain. I have done my best to make it clear, particularly in all that relates to Lady By- ron, whom, if I could, I would still believe kind in her intentions, though f:ir from kind in her ac- tions. Now, I cannot, though I would, say oth- erwise than that she has cruelly deceived me, and is as guilty in thus oppressing and driving me to the- utmost extremity as the mother, who has only made me the instrument to serve her avarice and the sacrifice to be made to those she feared. "(Signed) Elizabeth Medoka." In addition to this minute and painful narra- tive, that bears upon it the impress of truthfidness, as fiir as the belief and conviction of the writer are concerned — though coloured perhaps by her passion, her prejudices, or even her ignorance, or it might even be said, her innocence of the world and the world's ways, though she was by no means innocent of evil, and does not represent herself as being so — Miss Leigh wrote in a shorter fomi an epitome of the events of her unhappy life, which was forwarded by her to the Duke of Leeds, who, like herself, was a descendant of the Baroness Conyers, andtOMhom she had applied, as she did to many other relatives, for advice and assistance. »The copy of this letter was enclosed to Mr. S , by Captain De B , in the fol- lowing note, undated, but bearing the postmark of August 24th, 1843:— "Dear S , — Enclosed I send you a copy of what Miss Leigh yesterday wrote in answer to an enclosiu'e of £10 from the Duke of Leeds. He is the only one who has answered. I have been somewhat occupied, or I would have called. ' ' Miss Leigh has been unwell, I presume from over-anxiety. Should anything transpire I Avill write or send to you. " Very truly yours, "J. DeB. "P.S. It is entirely her own composition. / did not like it." "• 8, Church Row, Old St. Pancras, "August 23, 1843." "Your Grace, — I beg most gratefully to ac- knowledge the receipt of the £10 you sent for the relief of my distress ; and, though fearing, from the briefness of its enclosure, to be deemed pre- suming or intrusive, the hard pressure of misery drives me to do that for Avhich I solicited yom* Grace's permission. " Ruined at the age of fifteen, hy the unprinci- pled man to whom I was exposed by those whose duty it was to watch over and protect me (and from whom I alone freed myself three years since), I unexpectedly found kindness and pro- tection for myself and child, from one whose sub- sequent conduct proves how deeply I Avas deceived in trusting to her as I did, gratefully and sincere- ly, and in gi\"ing what she sought— all I had to A HISTORY AND AN AUTOBIOGRAPHY. give — unbounded confidence ; after giving more than I had long hoped to receive from those near to me — affection, and trying to waken in me, what I never possessed, a taste for the delicacies, &c., my broken health required, and which money alone can procure, and teaching me all I had yet to learn of the infomy of the mother, once so dearly loved, that I owed my birth to incest and adulteiy ; to impress on me the claims I had (which I did not seek) to be enabled to live according to the rank in life to which I ^^'as born, I found myself placed by her in a position not to be endured, dependent on servants over whom I had no control, unable to have what was necessary for my health, and refused what my child's education required ; and, in the endeavours I have made to save myself from such, have found destitution. "Though Mons. Benyer, Captain De B , and Mr. S , who have kindly endeavoui'ed to help me — the first by addressing Lady Byron on my behalf, the others in becoming the channels of communication denied directly to nie — have been met by distrust, almost by disdain ; three times have I, as I was wished, sought, humbly asked pardon, if I had displeased or pained by the step I had taken, to alter the position in which I had been placed. She who had shown me kindness, who had called me ' her other child,' and begged me, when in every other point she might en-, ' never to mistrust her affection, which could not change,' has now unhesitatingly accused me of what has been proved untrue, and detained, and still detains, on false pretensions, what I entrust- ed to her care, and seeks, dares, and drives me to what I now do, to ask aid and protection from all. The only resource for existence I have is a Deed of Appointment for £3000, payable at the death of Lady Byron and my mother, the sole provis- ion made for me out of the large property she received from my father — and her brother — Lord Byron. For nearly three months I have been in- debted for the existence of myself and child to the kindness of those on whom I have no claim but pity, but who know me as I am, and not as those who have cast me on the world without home or protection would have me. " The distance at which your Grace is, renders it difficult to do as I should be anxious, to give all and every proof of the tmth of what I advance and which is known to those alike respected and respectable. I must beg your Grace's indulgence to what I now write, as I am suffering from the effects of over- exertion, not to deny me the protection I so much need. I could say much more, but almost a stranger as I am to your Grace, I can only beg you to consider my desolate and destitute position and its causes, and subscribe myself most gratefully, your grace's " Obedient humble servant, "E. M. Leigh. "His Grace the Duke of Leeds, " Mar Lodge, Braemar, N.B." Before writing this letter to the Duke of Leeds and making appbcation to various other relatives. Miss Leigh had made efforts to communicate with or see her mother. In a note from Captain DeB to Mr. S , dated the 15th of August, the former states : " Miss Leigh has not received any answer to any of her notes forwarded on Sat- urday. She called on her mother, but was re- fused. 'Not at home!' Miss Leigh has a Avish to fonvard the enclosed (three letters) ; perhaps you may be able to put the addresses upon them. Should anyi:hing transpire, I will lose no time in letting you know. If you should not approve of the letter to Mrs. Leigh, retain it." A memorandum on the back of Captain Dc B 's note, dated August 16, shows that its re- ceipt was acknowledged in the following terms next day : — ' ' I received your note with Miss Leigh's three enclosures. We (Mr. S and his partner) think that to Mrs. Leigh is veiy proper and natural un- der the circumstances ; but is it not somewhat premature ? A day or two may make an impor- tant change, and we think a short time may yet be given for answers to the letters already sent. We retain them till we see or hear from you." Two of the letters were addressed to Miss Leigh's cousins, the Hon. D'Arcy Osborne, and the Hon. W. Osborne, and were as follow : — "3, Church Row, St. Pancras, " August 14, 1843. " When I was a happy child, you used to be kind and good-natured to me. Now that I am in suffering and miseiy, will you refuse me what I am compelled to ask of all who will give it me — aid and protection ? I am sure you will not, if you will let me tell you why I am so. "Your cousin, " Elizabeth Medora Leigh. " To tha Hon. Wm. Osborne." " S, Churcli Ko-w, St. Pancras, " August 14, 1S43. ' ' I have thought that, though so many long years have gone by since we met, you will not have forgotten, or refuse to befriend, one you were once fond of; — destitute, alone in the world, forced to seek aid and protection from all who give it. I do not think you will refuse to listen and hear why I am so, and then accord me the help and assistance that are in your power. If I am mistaken in so thinking, forgive this applica- tion from your cousin, "Elizabeth Medora Leigh." The third letter, the one to Mrs. Leigh, is the most painful of all the documents in this unhappy case, and must have been written under deep feel- ings of irritation, caused by her mother's refusal to see her or admit her into her house. It is of such a nature, that, after mature deliberation, we 38 MEDORA LEIGH ; A HISTORY, ETC. have deemed it both expedient and proper to ex- clude it from these pages. Whether Mrs. Leigh were innocent of the charge against her — which we believe and shall attempt to prove hereafter — or guilty, of which there is no evidence, it was not likely that a let- ter such as this was, haughty, unfilial, and cruel, could have any effect in softening her heart to- wards her daughter. That it was actually sent to her appears from a letter of Captain De B to Mr. S , dated more than five weeks after- wards : " September 20, 1813. "Dear Sir, — Miss Leigh has not received any answer to her letter to her mother, and she now wishes to know if she shall make application to Sir F. Rowe, for a private interview. I have told her that I had not the least objection to accom- pany her, but that, unless asked for by Sir Fred- erick, I had no wish for my name going abroad. " She seems to say that both you and me (sic) promised to go with her to Sir Frederick. Is it your idea of the case ? If so, pray let me know. Her hopes to answers, as she expected, have turn- ed out, as I said, blanks. "I shall expect a few lines from you to-morrow morning. I would have called; but, to prevent misunderstanding, I would rather have your an- swer to this ; as she seems to think you and me were to be present at the interview with Sir Fred- erick. I remain, ' ' Yours most trulv, "J. DeB ." An additional letter from Miss Leigh to Cap- tain De B 's agent will complete the corre- spondence. It would appear from Captain De B 's previous communication, that it was in contemplation to ask the aid of a police magistrate, with what distinct object it is now impossible to ascertain, though it maj' not unreasonably be sus- pected that it had reference to the missing box of family papers : — "My dear Sir, — I called on Mr. S on Friday moming, being anxious that my affairs should terminate ; and he begged that I should write and ask you to name the time when it would be convenient for me to see and confer with you as to the steps to be taken, which I would do at your office. I am, my dear Sir, "Yours very sincerely, " Elizabeth Medora Leigh. " Thursday, October 13, 1S43. " Address Madame Aiibin, IS, Aldenham Terrace, " Old St. Pancras Eoad." Thus ends the coiTespondence that came into the possession of the friends and correspondents of Captain De B , in connection with Miss Leigh. It does not appear that the threatened application to Bow Street was ever made, or that any reconciliation between Miss Leigh and Lady Byron was ever eff'ected. Upon this subject Mr. S , in a letter dated the 24th of September, 1869, twenty-six years after the time in which these events occurred, and forty-five years after the death of Lord Byron, writes : "I did not suc- ceed in my endeavours, and my failure is some- what contradictory of Mrs. Bcecher Stowe's state- ment, that Lady Byron never faltered, never gave over in motherly tenderness towards the lady whom she calls ' the child of sin.' I ascertained at the same time (1843), that the so-called ' se- cret ' was known to very many persons besides Dr. Lushington and Sir George Stephen, and I do not know how to reconcile this feet with the ' digni- fied and magnanimous silence ' claimed as a merit for Lady Byron ; for if she did not impart the knowledge, who else can ha-\'e done so ?" It is possible, however, although the circum- stance may never have come to the knowledge of Captain De B or Mr. S , that at some after-time, when Miss Leigh passed out of their vision, she may have agreed to all the terms de- manded of her by Lady Byron, been restored to her favour and protection, and ended her days in the receipt of her bounty. However that may be, Miss Leigh, with her sins, her sorrows, and her sufferings, and bearing with her her little daughter Marie, disappeared at the close of the year 1843, from the great, heart- less, busy, cruel world of London, and soon after- wards sank into that beneficent grave, where "the wicked cease fi'om troubling, and the weary are at rest." She sinned much, was much and grievous- ly sinred against, and suffered penalties too great for her haughty spirit and her weak frame to bear. Her mother, her mother's husband. Lady Byron, her sister, and her sister's husband, all the persons mainly implicated in her story, have all followed her to the tomb ; and her narrative, and the story told by Lady Byron to Mrs. Stowe, remain the only foundations on which Lady Byron's awful charge against her husband's memory can rest, as far as is now known to the world. We have ah ready endeavoured to show that Lady Byron's story, as told by Mrs. Stowe, cannot be true, un- less Lady Byron herself Mere at one and at the same time a paragon of superhuman and of an- gelic virtue, and one of the most heartless hypo- crites that ever lived. We now proceed to ex- amine into the truth of Miss Leigh's allegations, to compare the two narratives together, and to show that this odious charge against Lord BjTon was not concocted until long after his death. PAET III. RECAPITULATION OF THE NAERATIVES OF MRS. BEECHER STOWE AND MEDORA LEIGH, AND VINDICATION OF LORD BYRON. . PART III. VINDICATION OF LORD BYEON. If it be as true in the moral as in the physical world that there never can be smoke without fire, let us try to discover what is the fire, snd what is its extent, which has produced the very black smoke that has been poured forth from the fun- nel of Mrs. Beecher Stowe's literary engine to dai-ken the fome of Lord Byron, as well as of that other smoke, which obscures the air, in the mel- ancholy story of Medora Leigh. To discover liow the fire originated — and whose was the hand that first kindled and fed it with fuel — is the sole object of this volume. If on impartial examina- tion of the two stories, which we shall strive to make as fair and unbiassed as the summing-up of a judge upon the bench, we seem to bear hard upon the reputations of persons hitherto unsus- pected, who can make no reply, and who have long ago passed to their account, it must be re- membered tliat the accusers of Lord Byron are the aggressors, and that for any evil consequen- ces that may result to individuals in the search after "the tiiith, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth," those only are to blame who took the initiative in calumny, and disinterred, as it were, the heart of a great poet for the gratifica- tion of a dastardly malice, or a no less dastardly curiosity, forty-five years after his errors and crimes — if he had committed any — ought to have been allowed to rest in the kind oblivion of the tomb, or the charitable construction of a world that does not possess too much genius to wiiich to be ungrateful. Who does not remember the inscription upon the tomb of Shakspeare ? — " Good fiiend, for Jesus' Bake forbear To dig the dust enclosed here ; Blest be the man that spares th?8e stones, And curst be he that moves my bones 1" The awful imprecation startles the attention of the most indifferent in the solitude of the church of Stratford-upon-Avon, and falls upon the mind of the reverential admirer of Shakspeare's genius M-ith all the solemnity of a voice from the other world. And the words, we think, convey a double meaning and admonition, and apply, not only to the perishing material part of the dead poet, but to the immortal soul; and warn the profane against the crime of raking up, from the sanctity that ought to enshroud them from the gaze of posterity, the secrets of the inner life that the poet lived, or the records of the errors into which the poet, no less than meaner mortals, may have fall- en during his weary pilgnmage through the snares and pitfalls of the world. Somebody is greatly to be condemned for inventing such a charge as that of incest against Lord Byron — if the charge be an invention, as we shall endeavour to show. Somebody is almost as greatly to be condemned for giving unnecessary and malicious currency to it, even if it should prove to be well-founded. Were the autobiography of Medora Leigh read entirely by itself, and without supporting evidence of its truth, it would be of little weight or import- ance. Though the narrative is plain, simple, and truth-like in its minuteness, and tells, at first, very terribly against the narrator; yet such a story might be a fiction — for fictions quite as life-like and as seemingly honest have often been invent- ed, either to amuse or to defraud the public. But as regards Miss Leigh, the supposition that she drew up a wholly fictitious narrative cannot be reasonably entertained. She was tridy the fourth child of the Hon. Augusta Leigh ; and until she had passed her fifteenth year, and become pre- cociously a woman, she lived as, and believed her- self to be, the daughter of Colonel Leigh, and as legitimately the child of both these respectable people as the three elder and three younger chil- dren of the same marriage. There is, in her narrative, no doubt of her maternity ; neither was it denied or doubted by Lady Byron, or by Dr. Lushington, or Sir George Stephen, acting in Lady BjTon's behalf. This fact stands out clear and distinct, and must be accepted as positively true, whatever opinions may be foi-med of the complete or partial truth of the sad story of her life, as she relates it. Let us glance at the Leigh family as it existed in the year 181C, when Lady Byron quitted her husband's roof, after trying to discover whether he were not insane, and persistently refusing to return to him. Colonel Leigh had married his cousin, the woman of his choice, and was living happily with her — if his happiness can be pre- sumed from the number of his young fiimil}', and the absence of any whisper of his unhappiness in that outer world, which at the time was but too apt to pry into the secrets of Lord Byron's house- hold, and of those connected with him by birth or marriage. Mrs. Leigh had lost her mother in her infancy, and her father when she was yet a child. As her mother, the Baroness Conyers, married her father. Captain Byron, in 1779, and died in 1781, the Hon. Augusta Byi'on (after- wards Mrs. Leigh), must have been bom in 1780 42 MEDORA LEIGH. or 1781, and had consequently airived at the age of thirty-five or thirty-six at the time when she enjoyed the confidence and friendship (real or pretended) of Lady Byron, immediately prior to and for some weeks subsequent to her departure from her husband and her return to her parents. Mrs. Leigh's half-brother, Lord Byron, issue of his father's second marriage with Miss Gordon, was eight years her junior, and she had been ac- customed to look upon him with a maternal as well as a sisterly aftection— which was very nat- ural Avhen it is considered that he was a .school- boy when she was a married woman. She took a motherly interest in his health, his comfort, his character, and his career ; and when time re- moved somewhat of the disparity between their ages, he returned her affection with an impulsive- ness that reflected honour on the innate warmth and goodness of his nature. At the time of the separation, though a scandalous press — repeating the more scandalous innuendoes, hints, whispers, or broader accusations of society, that longed to humble tlie great Lord Byron because he was great — accused him of incest, as well as of mur- der, and even hinted that he was not only Childe Harold, but Conrad the Corsair, Alp the Rene- gade, if not Satan incarnate, the charge of incest made no impression on Lord Byron's mind. It passed by him as the idle wind, was not accepted by Lady Byron — as her letters to Mrs. Leigh, re- printed in the "Quarterly Review," sufficiently testify — and had, in all probability, never reached the privacy of Colonel Leigh's household, or been whispered into his ears or those of his wife. It has always been a difficulty in the case — sup- posing the crime to have been committed — to discover how Lady Byron could have been made aware of it, either in 181G, if she suspected it then, or at the later period, after Lord Byron's death, when it is probable that the idea first took firm possession of her mind. Did Lord Byron di- vulge his guilt ? Did Mrs. Leigh confess it ? Did Colonel Leigh discover it? Or did Lady Byron make herself acquainted with the flict by some means not yet explained to the world ? It is not likely that either Lord Byron or Mrs. Leigh would be so false to each other as to confess such a crime, and it is quite as unlikely, if such a crime had been confessed by either, that Colonel Leigh would have continued to live quietly and amica- bly with his wife until three more children had been born to them, and until his death. In re- ply to the question, whether Lady Byi-on might not have discovered some documentaiy proofs of a crime of which foryears afterwards she kept the knowledge to herself and Dr. Lushington (if it be indeed true that that was the crime she divulged to him), there is nothing but the story of the breaking open of Lord Byron's writing-desk in his absence by Lady Byron, in a fit of jealousy, or by her confidante, Mrs. Charlemont, by Lady Byron's order or connivance. Lord Byron told the stoiy of the desk to Captain Medwin, and spoke of it with more mildness than might have been expected from a man of his impetuous na- ture. " There was," he says — and the conversa- tion occurred in 1821, five years after the separa- tion — "one act of which I might justly have complained, and which was unworthy of any one but such a confidante. I allude to the breaking open my writing-desk. A book was found in it that did not do much credit to ray taste in litera- ture, and some letters from a married woman with whom I had been intimate before my marriage. The use that was made of the latter was most un- justifiable, whatever may be thought of the breach of confidence that led to their discoveiy. Lady Byron sent them to the husband of the lady, who had the good sense to take no notice of their con- tents. The gravest accusation that has been made against me is that of having intrigued with Mrs. Mardyn in my awn house — introduced her to my own table, &c. There never was a more unfounded calumny. Being on the committee of Drury Lane Theatre, I have no doubt that sever- al actresses called on me ; but as to Mrs. Mardyn, who was a beautiful woman, and might have been a dangerous visitress, I was scarcely acquainted (to speak) with her." Though LordBjTon in this passage spoke much too lightly of his intrigue.with a married woman before his own marriage, it cannot be supposed that proof of incest with his sister could have been found in, or rather stolen from, his writ- ing-desk, when he positively declares, that among all the charges brought against him, then and subsequently, the gravest was that after his mar- riage he had intrigued with a beautiful actress whom he only knew by sight, but scarcely knew to speak to. If this were the " gravest " charge, and one so satisfactorily disproved, there cannot have been the graver accusation of incest, unless Lord Byron believed — which none but a raging lunatic would suppose — that it was a graver of- fence to intrigue with an actress than to intrigue with his own married sister ! From all contemporary accounts, as well as from the revelations that have been made since the pubhcation of Mrs. Stowe's "True Stoiy," Mrs. Leigh, though a very excellent woman, was neither a beauty in the eyes of the great world, nor a veiy good manager within the little world of her own household. Let us take, for instance, the description given of her by Mrs. Shelley: — " I have seen a gi-eat deal of Mrs. Leigh (Au- gusta). . . . Mrs. Leigh was like a mother to Byron, being so much older, and not at all an at- tractive person. I aftenvards went with her, at her request, to pay a wedding-visit to Lady By- ron when she returned to town, and she (Mrs. Leigh) expressed the greatest anxiety that his marriage should reform him. . . . My astonish- ment at the present accusation is unbounded : she VINDICATION OF LORD BYRON. 43 a Dowdy-Goody, I being then, I suppose, a young fine lady. Scrope Davies used to come to dinner, and talked to me a great deal about Byron after- wards, when he resided in the country, and I nev- er remember a hint at this unnatural and im- . probable liaison when all London was at Byi-on's feet. . . . She must have been manied (in 1807) when Byron was quite a boy. She had no taste for poetiy. She had sad misfortunes in later years. Her excellent and only surviving daugh- ter nursed her with the tenderest affection in her last illness. How any one could have been so wicked as to write so horrible a story of one too long dead to have friends left who could refute the story seems beyond belief." The Leigh family were not rich in worldly goods — were always in pecuniary dilficulty, from which they were not finally or even wiiolly re- lieved by the bequest made to them in the will of Lord Byron. We hear little of them except from Lord Byron, who, speaking of liis sister to Lady Blessington at Genoa, the year before his death, said of her, and of himself: — "My first and earliest impressions were mel- ancholy — my poor mother gave them ; hut to my sister, who, incajiable of wronrr herself, suspected no wrong in others, I owe the little good of which I can boast ; and had I earlier known her, it ynight have influenced my destiny. Augusta has great strength of mind, which is displayed not only in her own conduct, but to support the weak and infinii of purpose. To me she was, in the hour of need, as a tower of strength. Her affection ivas my last ralhjing-point, and is now the only bright spot that the horizon of England offers to my view. Augusta knew all my weaknesses, but she had love enough to bear with them. I value not the false sentiment of affection that adheres to one while we believe hira faultless — not to love him would then be diificult : but give me the love that, with perception to view the errors, has suf- ficient force to pardon them — who can ' love the off"ender, yet detest the offence ;' and this my sis- ter had. She has given me such good advice, and yet, finding me incapable of following it, loved and pitied me hut the more because I was erring. This is true affection, and, above all, true Chris- tian feeling. . . . " Lord Byron speaks of his sister, Mrs. Leigh, constantly, and always with strong expressions of affection. He says she is the most faultless person he ever knew, and that she was his only source of consolation in his troubles on the separation." These confessions to Lady Blessington, coupled, as they ought to be, with all that Lord Byron wi'ote and said to others who were intimate with liim during the closing years of his life, do not point to the conclusion that his love for his sister was other than as pure and holy as he represent- ed it to be in the beautiful poems which his love inspired. Nor did he forget his wife, or even once admit to any one a knowledge, even the slightest, of her cause of quarrel with him. " It is CNddent," writes Lady Blessington, "that Lady Byron occupies his attention continually. lie in- troduces her name frequently ; is fond of recur- ring to the brief period of their Uving together ; dwells with complacency on her personal attrac- tions, saying that, though not regularly handsome, he liked her looks. He is very inquisitive about her; was much disappointed that I had never seen her, nor could give any account of her ap- pearance at present. In short, a thousand in- describable circumstances have left the impression on my mind that she occupies much of his thouglits and that they appear to revert continually to her and his child. He owned to me, that when he reflected on the whole tenor of her conduct — the refusing any explanation, never answering his let- ters, or holding out even a hope that in future years their child might form a bond of union be- tween them — he felt exasperated against her, and vented this feeling in his ■vvi'itings ; nay, more, he blushed for his own weakness in think- uig so often and so kindly of one who certainly showed no symptom of ever bestowing a thought on him." If any moi-e conclusive evidence than these conversations afford were wanting to prove that Lord Byron knew nothing of this awful charge of incest — any more than he did of a charge of piracy or murder, it may be found in the last letter which Lord Byron ever wrote, only a few days before his death, and left unfinished, addressed to his sister. The letter shows that eight years after the rupture, which would not have been final or irreparable except for Lady Byron's obduracy. Lady Byron and Mrs. Leigli were on terais of friendly intimacy, and that they united in sending a joint report to Lord Byron on the health of his daughter Ada. It is dated Mis- solonghi, February 23rd, 1824 :— "My dearest Augusta, — I received a few days ago your and Lady Byron's report of Ada's health, with other letters from England, for which I ought to be, and am (I hope) sufficiently thankfid, as they are of great comfort, and I wanted some, having been recently unwell, but am now much better, so that you must not be alarmed. " You will have heard of our journeys, and es- capes, and so forth — ]>erhaps \vith some exagger- ation ; but it is all veiy well now, and I have been some time in Greece, which is in as good a state as could be expected, considering circimistances. But I will not plague you with politics, wars, or earthquakes, though we have had a rather smart one three nights ago, M'liich produced a scene ri- diculous enough, as no damage was done, except to those who stuck fast in the scuffle to get first out of the doors or windows ; amongst whom some recent importations from England, who had 44 MEDORA LEIGH. been used to quieter elements, ■were rather squeez- ed in the press for precedence. ' ' I have been obtaining the release of about nine-and-twenty Turkish prisoners — men, women, and children — and have sent them, at ray o^vn ex- ]jense, home to their friends ; but one pretty Httle girl of nine years of age, named Ilato, or Hatage'e, has expressed a strong wish to remain with me, or under my care ; and I have nearly determined to adopt her, if I thought that Lady Byron would let her come to England as a companion to Ada. They are about the same age, and we could easily provide for her ; if not, I can send her to Italy for education. She is very lively and quick, and with great black Oriental eyes and Asiatic features. All her brothers were killed in the revolution. Her mother wishes to return to her husband, who is at Trevisa. but says that she would rather en- trust the child to me in the present state of the countiy. Her extreme youth and sex have hith- erto saved her life, but there is no saying what might happen in the course of tlie war, and of such a war. I shall probably commit her to the care of some English lady in the islands for the present. The child herself has the same wish, and seems to have a decided character for her age. "You can mention this matter, if you think it worth while. I merely wish her to be respecta- bly educated and treated ; and if my years and all things be considered, I presume it would be difficult to conceive me to have any other views. "With regard to Ada's health, I am glad to hear that she is so much better ; but I think it right that Lady Byron should be informed, and guard against it accordingly, that her description of much of her disposition and tendencies very nearly resembles that of my own at a similar age, except that I was much more impetuous. Her preference of prose (strange as it may seem) was, and indeed is, mine ; for I hate reading verse, and always did, and I never invented anything but boats, ships, and generally something relative to the ocean. I showed the report to Colonel Stanhope, who was struck with the resemblance of parts of it to the paternal line, even now. "But it is also fit, though implea^ant, that I phould mention, that my recent attack — and a veiy severe one — had a strong appearance of epilepsy ; why, I know not, for it is [not ?] late in life. Its first appearance at thirty-six, and, so far as I know, it is not hereditary ; and it is that it may not become so, that you should tell Lady Byron to take some precautions in the case of Ada. " My attack has not returned, and I am fight- ing it off with abstinence and exercise, and thus far with success— if merely casual, it is all very well." A few days after writing this fragment, full of affectionate anxiety for his daughter Ada, Lord Byron expired ; and his last coherent words were, "My wife — my child — my sister" — placing them, no doubt, in that solemn moment when the next world was opening before him, in the pure, holy, and natural order in which they stood in his heart. Two years after the premature termination of a career glorious in itself, and that might have been as happy as it was glorious, had it not been for the ill-omened marriage which embittered and, to some extent, disgraced it — though only in the eyes of the malevolent, or the unthinking — we get the next glimpse into the family of Lord Byron's sister; and leam from Medora Leigh, in her Autobiography, that in the year 1826, when she was eleven years old, her eldest sister, Georgiana, was married to her distant cousin, Mr. Henry Trevanion, of Carhays, in Cornwall — a man, like the Leighs, not blessed with any superabundance of the gifts of fortune. The mariiage was not a happy one. Perhaps there had never been much love in the case — even if poverty had not come in at the door, and forced such love as there was to fly out of the window. The characters of these two peo- ple, and of the young sister of Mrs. Trevanion, deserve especial study. What ■we know of the married couple is wholly derived from the evi- dence of the sister, who at the time of the marriage was a mere child, and who at the time of her first initiation into the world's wickedness — four j'ears afterwards — was still a child in years, though a woman in expe- rience of the evil communications that corrupt alike the heart, the manners, and the princi- ples. Medora Leigh states that her sister's marriage met with no approval from any one ex- cept her mother, and that incompatibility of tem- per, as well as poverty, rendered it unhappy. She was thro^vn much into the society of the couple — not only while they resided under Colo- nel Leigh's roof, but at other places — and appears tohavebeen somewhat carelessly left by Mrs. Leigh to the guidance of Mr. Trevanion. When this child — thus thrust, as it were, into the compan- ionship of a man who had married a wife for whom he had no great or growing regard — had arrived at the age of fifteen, when her mind was pliant, when her education was incomplete, when her character was unformed, when she particu- larly required the guidance, the control, the love, and the continuous care of her father and mother, and of her mother especially — this Hemy Tre- vanion (whose base unmanly conduct language fails to find adequate words to condemn) took ad- vantage alike of her youth, her passions, and her inexperience, and betrayed the confidence of his wife, and of his wife's father and mother, and se- duced her. Tlie stoiy is told in such explicit terms by the victim, and supported by such a cloud of evidence, that it is impossible to believe it to be a fabrication ; and the consequences of VINDICATION OF LORD BYRON. the crime which she committed against her sis- ter, and the laws of God and man, are so artlessly and naturally related — even when tliej' bear most hardly upon herself — that the credence of no one who reads it impartially, and with the desire to form an honest judg- ment, can be withheld from it. But while the charges which she makes against Henry Tre- vanion, and against herself— as being, after the first false and fatal step, more or less a willing partner of his crime — are to be accepted as com- ing from the one best qualified to make and to prove them, no such compidsion lies upon the reader to accept the truth of the charges of connivance at, or encouragement of, her offences, which she brings against her moth- er and sister. That her mother may have neg- lected to watch over her with the anxiety and constant care that her age and temperament de- manded, and that her sister may never have con- ceived the idea of such wickedness as her husband perpetrated against a child whom he ought to have protected with brotherly if not fatherly care, considering his age and hers, are facts which may Tje conceded ; but that Mrs. Leigh — a good wom- an, by all the aiccounts that have come down to us concerning her— should have wilfully encour- S aged and laid plans for the seduction of her daughter, or that the sister should have entered, for any puiiJoses of her own, into a plot so dia- bolical, and so seemingly purposeless — is not to be believed on the evidence of Medora Leigh, or on any other evidence than the confession, which was never made, of the luisband and wife them- selves. Indeed, Mrs. Lei^h, on Medora Leigh's owTi showing, acted a kindly and a motherly part towards her after her first great transgression be- came known, and did her best, when her erring daughter had recovered from tlie illness which that transgression had caused, and all traces of her guilt seemed to be removed, to draw her away from the evil companionship of her sister's husband, and bring her out into societj^, whei'e she might make pm-er acquaintances. That un- der the circumstances she should have been al- lowed, either by her mother or her sister, to be- come a second time the inmate of Trevanion's house, and that she should again be pennitted to associate ^nth him on any terms whatever, is, to say the least, extraordinary. But, as Colonel Leigh had been carefully kept from the knowl- edge of liis child's guilt, it is possible that some consideration connected with the desirability of not exciting his suspicion, led to an arrange- ment that, as told by Medora Leigh, appears so wholly objectionable. Colonel Leigh's suspi- cions, however, appear at last to have been aroused; and, to rescue his infatuated daugh- ter from the clutches of Mr. Trevanion, his only resource — if her statement is to be ac- cepted as the absolute trath — was to take her forcibly from the company of her sister and her sister's husband, and confine her in a private lunatic asylum. Until within a short period pre- vious to the occurrence of this incident, Medora Leigh had always believed Colonel Leigh to be her father — felt kindly towards him, as he did to- wards her, for she was his favourite child — and wished sincerely to spare him any knowledge of her shame. But now she was informed, both by her sister and her sister's husband, that Colonel Leigh was not her father. On what authority, and on what knowledge, real or supposed, did Geoi-giana Trevanion and her unprincipled husband make this charge against Mrs. Leigh ? How could Mrs. Trevanion have known tlie fact, if it were true ? Did her mother tell her ? Had she heard it from her father ? — for she never asserted, it would appear, that Colonel Leigh was other than her own father, in whatever relation he might stand to the unfortunate jMedora. Had she been told of it by any one not in the immediate circle of her own family ? Had she got it — say, for in- stance, — from Lady Byron ? And if so, where did Lady Bj'ron get it ? These questions admit of no answer to be accepted as a clue out of the entanglement, or as a proof — or as even tlie shad- ow of a proof — of the guilt of Mrs. Leigh. That lady never could have told any of her sons or daughters such a story. Colonel Leigh could not have heard of, or believed it, or he would not have continued to live witli his wife on any terms, more especially on terms of domestic aff'ection. Lady Byron could not have told the story at that time, as will be shown hereafter in the course of our dissection of JVIiss Leigh's narrative, and by Lady Byron's account of the separation, first pub- lished in 1830. Yet the stoiy, as told to Medo- ra Leigh by her sister and Sir. Trevanion, mnst have originated with some one. That Mrs. Tre- vanion should have made such an accusation against her mother, proves her to have been at all events a heartless woman, and a bad daugh- ter — bad to her mother, cruel to her father, as well as to aU her brothers and sisters then living — even if the charge were tme. That Lady By- ron must be absolved from the imputation of hav- ing made it, either in 1816 or in 1830, will be ev- ident to all who read the account of the separa- tion, which Lady Byron caused to be privately printed in the latter year and sent to Thomas Moore, then engaged on the "Life of Byron," who published it in an appendix to his work; — unless Lady Byron told the stoiy to Dr. Lush- I ington in 181 G, and afterwards confided it tooth- ' er people, who spread it abroad until it reached the ears of Mrs. Trevanion. In this supposition, all the praise bestowed upon Lady Byron, for her magnanimity in keeping a painful secret, must fall ' to the ground as baseless and imdeserved ; and her memoiy must be charged with a double hy- pocrisy, in kee])ing on aff'ectionate terms with i Mrs. Leigh, while yet engaged in divulging se- I crets to that lady's dishonour. Absolving Lady 4G MEDORA LEIGH. Byron at this time, as we must do by the com- bined arguments of a whole chain of strong con- secutive evidence, we come upon Mrs. Trevanion as the original propagator, if not the sole author, of the charge which, at the time she made it, seems only to have implicated her mother and some per- son unknown ; for Lord Byron's name does not appear to have been mentioned in the matter to Medora Leigh until about nine years afterwards. That Mrs. Trevanion, in making this accusation against her mother, must have had some strong motive is evident. No one would be so wicked without some overpowering personal object. The object and the motive seem to be not far to seek or difficult to find, though the simple-minded Me- dora Leigh does not anywhere betray that she had any suspicion of them. Mrs. Trevanion wanted to get rid of her husband — Mr. Trevanion wanted to get rid of his wife ; and Mr. Trevanion, who had a certain animal attachment for his wife's sis- ter, which he probably, in his own mind, called by the desecrated name of love, had made up his mind to marry Medora Leigh, if the divorce could be obtained. But if Mr. Trevanion could live in concubinage with his divorced wife's sister, he could not legally many her. Hence, in all prob- ability, hes the germ of the whole story. It was necessary to make Jledora believe that she was not really Georgiana's sister — or, at all events, not tl'.e child of Georgiana's father — in order that the unfortunate girl, even at the sacrifice of her mother's good name, might delude herself with the hope that if the divorce were obtained, there would remain no real obstacle to her mar- riage with her seducer. Medora Leigh's elopement from the private lu- natic asylum, in which her father and mother had placed her to remove her for awhile from the con- tamination of Mr. Trevanion's compan}-, was af- terwards made one of the pleas on which Mrs. Trevanion grounded her suit in the Ecclesiastical Court for a divorce from her husband. Medora Leigh expressly accuses her sister, but not her mother, of having been a party to this elopement before it took place, of having been in collusion with her husband to bring it about, of having surreptitiously conveyed letters to her sewed in her linen when it was delivered from the laun- dress to the lunatic asylum. These circumstan- ces may or may not be true, but tliey are at least probable, when it is considei-ed that the suit for the divorce was dismissed, for the all-sufficient reason that there was guilty collusion between the wife and the husband to procure it. There is no necessity here for any recapitida- tion of the story of Medora Leigh, or of the facts connected with her long residence in France with Mr. Trevanion, underthenames of Mons. andMa- dame Aubin. AVhile there was a possibility that the divorce might be obtained, Medora Leigh, who had lost all the respect she ever entertained for Mr. Trevanion — if she ever could have en- tertained any, which is extremely doubtful — and had ceased to feel towards him that poor amount of misplaced affection which had once led lier so A^ofidly astray, continued to cohabit with him, and make the best of her painful situa- tion. But when the divorce became hopeless, and marriage -N^ith her seducer impossible, she finally made up her mind to terminate the con- nection. The struggle was a long and a severe one, but she finally, some years after the birth of her daughter Marie, resolved to leave him. And she did so. He was utterly unable, from extreme poverty, to support her or his child, and in this crisis of her Sony fortunes. Miss Leigh appealed to her mother for aid. She had been taught that her supposed father was not her father, and to him she appears to have made no application. Mrs. Leigh — who was most probably unaware of the cruel accusation that her elder daughter had made to her younger one, against herself, Colonel Leigh, and some other person unnamed or un- known — acted as a forgiving mother should have done, wrote to Medora kindly, and promised to allow her a small annual income for her subsist- ence and that of her child in France. Mrs. Leigh, as before remarked, was always in pecuni- ary difficulties, and ha^'^ng provided for Medora, as she had done for her other children, out of the money bequeathed to her by Lord Bja'on, by the Deed of Appointment for £3000, payable at her and Lady Byron's death, found it hard to meet the new claim from Medora which the mis- conduct of that young lady had brought upon her. She was not regular in the promised pay- ments of the poor pittance, which woidd perhaps have satisfied Medora, and the feelings of the latter towards her mother became embittered. For this bitterness, however, her sister Georgi- ana was primarily to blame ; for if Medora had believed in her mother's innocence, she would, doubtless, have felt more sjTnpathy for her moth- er's poverty, and accepted with a more grateful heart whatever her mother might have been able to allow her. Amid all her errors and fiiilings, and all through the sad story that Medora Leigh tells of herself and others, there runs an undercun-ent of pride and highmindedness. She had a keen sense of wliat was right. And it was her high- mindedness that, in her twenty-fifth year, brought her into contact with Lady Byron, and opened out before her, to all appearance, the prospect of a calm if not a happy close to her hitherto turbu- lent life, in the afi'ection as well as in the power- ful patronage of a noble, wealthy, and tender- hearted relative. When she left Mr. Trevanion she made up her mind, whatever might happen otherwise to hei'self, that the separation should be final. She was as decided and as emphatic on this point as Lady Byron herself had been under very different circumstances. This, how- ever, did not suit the passions, or perhaps tiie VINDICATION OF LORD BYRON. 47 calculations, of Mr. Trevanion ; and it appears incidentally from Medora's narrative, that he continued to persecute her with his addresses, and lu-ge her to return to his protection. Lady Byron, who was now to all appearance made aware for the first time of Medora Leigh's his- tory, was recommended by her friend. Sir Rob- ert Wilmot Horton, to remove the persecutor for awhile from Medora's path, by consigning Tre- vanion to prison for a debt contracted to Lady Byron in 182G, for a sum of money the posses- sion of which at the time enabled him to marry Georgiana Leigh, and without which sum the marriage could not have taken place. Medora Leigh had been informed by Mr. Trevanion, during their coliabitation and intimacy, of all the circumstances connected with this loan, and knew that all along it had been Trevanion's idea that, though called a loan, it was in reality a gift, and was never to be repaid. When the project of suing Mr. Trevanion for this sum was first broached to Medora Leigh, her mind revolted against it, as treacherous, dishonourable, and unjust. So strongly did she feel upon the subject, that she not only wrote to Lady By- ron's solicitors to protest against the wrong, as she considered it to be, but informed Mr. Tre- vanion of what was intended, in order that he might place himself beyond the reach of any legal proceedings that might be attempted for the recovery of the money. The letter was forwarded by Lady Byron's solicitors to Lady Byron herself, who seems to have been so pleased with the spirit displaj^ed in it, and the generous feeling of justice and honom' that it ex- hibited, even in the case of a man to whom Me- dora neither owed gratitude nor consideration, tliat she sought and obtained a personal intimacy with her unhappy niece. The circumstances are told by Miss Leigh with the utmost plainness, and with no attempt to create what, m our day, would be called a " sensation." It was a beauti- fid vision that opened upon the eyes of the child of sorrow — upon the poor forlorn destitute crea- ture, who had more or less estranged all her nat- ural protectors, and who scorned and loathed any longer to be indebted for miserable bread to the selfish man who had been the means of hurling her from her high and innocent estate, and who pre- ferred want itself to further relief from his hands. Lady Byron took her to her heart, promised to bestow motherly care and tenderness, and lifelong support and bounty, upon her, on the sole condi- tion that her great and true love should be as greatly and truly retunied, and that her fullest confidence should be as fully reciprocated. Miss Leigh was suqjrised at the extent of her good for- tune, and, to satisfy her natural wonder at such a sudden as well as bright and consolatory change in her destiny. Lady Byron explained to her how and why it was that she manifested so warm an interest in her welfai-e. She learned, from Lady Byi-on's own lips, the secret of the alleged pater- nity — of which her sister does not seem, from any portion of Miss Leigh's narrative, to have inform- ed her — and was taught to look upon Lord Byron as her father, upon Ada (Lad}' Lovelace) as her sister, and upon Lady Byron herself as one who was both able and willing to supplj- to her the place of the real mother who was in no position to do a mother's duty towards her. This was indeed a revelation to one in the lowest depths of misery — to one who seemed as if she were about to perish, alone and unaided, in a world that had no place for her. But here again the question recurs, how did Lady Byron acquire this knowledge ; when did she acquire it ? and who told her of a fact, if it were a fact, which was so likely to have been known to none but the two people who were co- partners in the sin ? If it were Georgiana Tre- vanion, as may not unreasonably be supposed, who imparted the secret to Lady Byi-on, we are no further advanced in elucidation of the mystery, and are forced back upon the questions, who told Georgiana Trevanion ? how did she become aware of her mother's guilt ? or did she invent the story for her own purposes ? It is clear, from Medora Leigh's narrative, that for the first sixteen years of her life she believed that Colonel Leigh was as truly her father as he was the father of Mrs. Trevanion. It is also pre- sumable, if not positively made out, that it was not until her twenty-fifth year that Lord Byron's paternity of herself was revealed to her by Lord Byron's widow — sixteen years after the death of Lord Byron, and twenty-four after his separation from his wife, under circumstances that set all the bitter tongues of that many-headed and scan- dalous monster, the public, wagging agamst him with a fury never before equalled in England. That Lady Byron had not, in the year 1830, be- come the confidante of Georgiana Trevanion, and was not at that time informed by her that Medora Leigh was the daughter of Lord Byron ana Mrs. Leigh, that she did not and could not know of such an imputation against her husljand, will ap- pear from a careful perusal of the little pamphlet of fifteen pages which in that year she caused to be privately printed, which she forwarded to Mr. Thomas Moore, then engaged upon his " Life of Byron," and which that gentleman published, in extenso, as an appendix to his work. That Lord Byron had behaved badly to her she explicitly stated ; as also that this bad behaviour, in what- ever it consisted, was the reason why she left him ; though she admits that when she left she would have returned to him, and done her best duty as a wife to him, had it been established, on satisfactory medical evidence, that insanity might be pleaded in extenuation of his oflences towards her. Lady Byron said, in that document, "that, with the concurrence of his fixmily " (there was no one Avho could be designated, at that time, as belonging to his family beyond herself and the in- 48 MEDORA LEIGH. fant Ada, if it were not his sister, Miss Leigh) — "she consulted Dr. Baillie, as a friend, on the 8th of January, 181G " (seven days before she quitted him for ever), "respecting this supposed malady " (insanity). ' ' When, " adds Lady Byron, ' ' I arrived at Kirkby Mallory, my parents were unacquainted with the existence of any causes likely to destroy my prospects of happiness ; and when I communicated to them the opinion which liad been formed concerning Lord Byron's state of mind, they were most anxious to promote his restoration by eveiy means in their power. They assured tliose relations who •were with him in London, that ' they would devote their whole care and attention to the alleviation of his mala- dy,' and hoped to make the best arrangements for his comfort, if he could be induced to visit them. With these intentions my mother wrote on the 17th tp Lord Byron, inviting him to Kirk- by Mallory." In other words, whatever Lord Byron's faults or crimes were, even if he had committed incest, and Ladj^ Byron knew it at the time — as we must believe she did, if we are to credit Mrs. Stowe — Lord Byron would have been taken to the house of Lady Byron's parents, and was actually invited there two days after the separation, and would have been carefully and affectionately tended by the whole fomily until his restoration to health. But the charge of insanity not being provable, Lady Byron Avould have nothing further to do with her husband : — ' ' The accounts given me after I left Lord By- ron by the persons in constant intercourse with him, added to those doubts which had before tran- siently occurred to my mind, as to the reality of the alleged disease ; and the reports of his medi- cal attendant were far from establishing the ex- istence of anything like lunacy. Under this un- certainty, I deemed it right to communicate to my narents that, if I were to consider Lord By- ron'lrpast conduct as that of a person of sound mind, nothing could mduce me to return to him. It therefore appeared expedient, both to them and myself, to consult the ablest advisers. For that object, and also to obtain still further information respecting the appearances which seemed to in- dicate mental derangement, my mother deter- mined to go to London. She was empowered by me to take legal opinions on a written statement of mine, though I had then reasons for reserving a part of the case from the knowledge even of my father and mother. " Being convinced by the result of these inqui- ries, and by the tenor of Lord Byron's proceed- ingSj that tlie notion of insanity was an illusion, I no longer hesitated to authorise such measures as were necessary in order to secure me from ever again being placed in his power." This nan-ative of Lady Byron, dated and pub- lished in 1830, proves that, whatever may have been tlie mysterious cause of the separation of 1816, it could not have been incest with Mrs. Leigli ; Jirstli/, because Lady Byron took her measures in friendly concert with Mrs. Leigh at that time, to ascertain whether or not insanitj' could be pleaded in extenuation of her husband's errors or crimes against her ; and, secondly, be- cause, up to the time of Lord Byron's death, in 1824, she continued to maintain the same friend- ly if not affectionate intimacy with Mrs. Leigh. It also helps to prove that in 1830, fourteen years after the sepai-ation, this charge had either not presented itself to her mind, or she had not thought fit to plead it as a justification of her conduct lest it should prove damaging to her dear friend Mrs. Leigh. If ignorant of such a charge against her hus- band up to the year 1830, a year before the in- formation was given by Georgiana Trevanion to her sister Medora, that Colonel Leigh was not her father, it is possible that Lady Byron may have heard the charge made against ]\Irs. Leigli by some one between 1831 and 1840. In the latter year she herself made the charge to Me- dora, and coupled it with the name of Lord By- ron. During this interval of nine years there was n© new evidence to be procured. None could come from Lord Byron in his grave, none could come from the much-maligned Mrs. Leigli ; none could come from any one, unless it were from Mrs. Trevanion, whose possession of any knowledge of it, if it were true, was mysterious, if not inexplicable, and whose divulgence and propagation of it, if it were false, was mahgnant, unfilial, and unnatural. We do not wish to do Mrs. Trevanion injus- tice ; and though she made to Medora Leigh this most cruel accusation against a mother, who al- ways seems to have done a mother's duty towards all her children, it is just possible that Mrs. Tre- vanion was not the actual inventress of the tale, and that in the apparently lowest deep of this un- happy business there Avas a lower still. Lord Hy- ron accused Mrs. Charlemont, the former waiting- maid of Lady B^tou's mother, and afterwards the governess of Lady Byron in her infancy and youth, and her confidante after marriage, of be- ing the jjrime som-ce of all the misunderstanding and misery which first caused tlie breach between the husband and the wife, and as one who after- wards persistently, malevolently, and successfidl}' widened it. Some fearful wrong, at least in Lord Byron's opinion, must have been done by this woman, or he could not have -written of her in such scathing words as he employed in his world- reno-waied " Sketch :" — Oh ! wretch — without a tear — ivithoiit a thought, Save joy, above the ruin thou liast v/rought — Tlie time shall come, nor long remote, when thou Sh:ilt feel far more than thou inflictest now ; Feel for thy vile self-loving self in vain, And turn thee howling in unpitied pain. May the strong curse of crush 'd affections light Back on thy bosom with reflected blight, VINDICATION OF LORD BYRON. 49 And make thee ia tliy leprosy of mind A3 loathsome to thyself as to mankind ! Till all thy self-thoughts curdle into hate, Black — as thy will for others would create: Till thy hard heart he calcined into dust, And thy soul welter in its hideous crust. Oh, may thy grave he sleepless as the bed, The widow'd couch of fire, that thou hast spread 1 Then, when thou fain wouldst weary Heaven with prayer, Look on thine earthly victims — and despair I Lord Byron may have been wrong to write thus of a woman ; it may have been midignified on his part to publish such bitter vituperation ; but no one who imj.artially reads the story of the separation, can disbeheve the fact, that Mrs. Charlemont had much to do with it ; and that, if Lord Byron had been really guilty of the crime alleged against him by Mrs. Stowe and Lady BjTon, he would not in common prudence have run the risk of exasperating against him, by such a fierce attack as this, a woman who was in Lady Byron's intimate confidence, who knew all her secrets, and who could not but have been aware of this, had the chai'ge been true in itself, or even as much as suspected by Lady Byron at the time which Mrs. Stowe indicates. Among the many mysteries of a case in which so many women, either heartless and unfeeling, or vicious and abandoned, were in one way or other concerned, the true relation of this particu- lar woman to Lady Byron and her husband is not among the least perplexing. She who did so much mischief prior to the separation, may per- haps have been the person who, long after the sepai'ation, first put the idea into the head of Georgiana Leigh, which the latter afterwai'ds en- deavoured to turn to her own accoimt, in her dis- pute with her unworthj husband. Lady Byron, in the year 1840, and not earlier, however, and from whomsoever she may have become possessed of the story, believed it to be true. There is no positive proof, except in Mrs. Stowe's narrative, that she either believed or knew of it at any previous time. But hearing of it, and believing it, in 1840, she certainly, on the testimony of Medora Leigh, in 1843, acted towards that misguided and repentant young woman in the kindest and most generous man- ner, and with a Christian charity as admirable as it was unprecedented. But after a short time this singular burst of fieiy tenderness cooled down, and the dependent lady, whom she called her "other child," and treated as if she, indeed, were so for the sake of Lord Byron, whose child — though the " child of sin " she considered her to be — became every day of less importance in her sight. In the first wann days of their inter- course, she was everything to her ; in the last cold days, she was as nothing. Whether from faults in Medora's character, or whether Lady Bp-on considered her to be insane, as Colonel Leigh had done nine years previously, and she had once considered her husband to be, she cer- tainly made aiTangements for Medora's future mode of life which were not likely to be satisfac- tory to any high-minded or self-respecting person of either sex. She placed Miss Leigh, as it were, in the custody of two keepers, a French serving- woman and her husband, and paid the money she agreed to allow for her subsistence, not to her, as she ought to have done if RIedora were fit to be entrusted with money, but to them, her domestics and underlings, whose society Medora did not require, and ought not to have been sub- jected to ; and who, if keepers and custodians of her person in reality, as Lady BjTon seems to have intended, were theoretically her servants. And when Medora, after long struggles, and many entreaties to Lady Byron to be placed in a more satisfactory and honourable position, as the adopted child and niece of a lady of rank and wealth, took the not very heinous step of travel- ling to England without her gracious permission, to obtain a personal inter\'iew with her patroness, Lady Byron dropped the character alike of mother, of aunt, of friend, and of benefactress, and left her unlucky ■protegee to perish. It is tme that Lady Byron did not positively cast Miss Leigh adrift upon the world, but re- quired compliance with three conditions which she imposed upon her acceptance, through Sir George Stephen, her solicitor. But she would not see the young lady when she came unbidden to London, or even read her letters. The con- ditions were : first, an apology for her disobedi- ence in daring to come to London without Lady Byron's permission, and contraiy to her orders ; secondly, her immediate retm-n to the south of France — possibly in the company of the valet and his wife, though this is not stated ; and thirdly, the surrender of the Deed of Appointment to tmstees, for the benefit of the little Marie, the child of Medora and Trevanion. To the two first conditions Miss Leigh consented fully, en- tireh% almost abjectly. The third she absolutely refused, on the plea that, after what had passed, she had no security, if she should give up the document, that Lady Byron M'ould permanently continue her favour, and the regular payment of the annual sum proposed to be allowed to iier. She pleaded that if such calamity as the with- drawal of Lady Byron's favour should unfortunate- ly occur, she would be even without the very poor resource — but still a resource, which was better than none at all — the chance of disposing of her reversionary interest in the sum of £3000, to provide for the immediate wants of the evil day that would then break over her unsheltered head. Lady Byron remained inexorable. Lord , Byi-on, in his famous ' ' Farewell, " had accused his wife of being " unforgiv-ing." It was the most serious cTiarge which he brought against her at a time when his heart was full alike of love and affliction, and it is impossible, on read- ing the latter portion of Medora Leigh's au- \ tobiography, not to admit that this defect in 50 MEDORA LEIGH. Lady Byron's character — of inexorability, of un- forgivingness, or of exaction of undue submission to her sovereign will and pleasui-e, whatever may be the word which best describes her idiosyncrasy — rendered it very difficult for those in her in- timacy to remain intimate with her, and at the same time preserve their self-respect. Thus Lord Byron, it will be seen, was not the only person who had cause to complain of her in this respect, and who was puzzled in his dealings to account for the sudden and apparently causeless hardenings of her heart towards those for whom she had felt or expressed affection. Writing upon this subject after Mi'S. Stowe's publication had divided the whole English-speaking world into two sepai'ate armies, the fi'iends or the foes of Lord Byi'on — the friends preponderating as a hundred to one — Mr. WiUiam Ilowitt, who was admitted into the very variable and un- certain atmosphere of Lady Byron's intimacy, describes a character in perfect accordance with the idea that might be conceived of it from Miss Leigh's nan-ative. "I am sure," says Mr. How- itt, in a letter to the Daily News, dated the 2nd of September, 1869, "that Lady Byron was a woman of the most honom-able and conscientious intentions, but she was subject to a constitutional idiosyncrasy of a most peculiar kiad, which ren- dered her, when under its influence, absolutely and persistently unjust. I am quite sure from my own obsen-ation of her that, when seized by this peculiar condition of the nei-ves, she was helpless- ly under its control. Through this the changes in her mood were sudden, and most painful to aU about her. I have seen her of an evening in the most amiable, cordial, and sunny humour, full of interest and sympathy ; and I have seen her tlie next morning come down as if she had lain all night not on a feather-bed, but on a glacier — frozen as it were to the very soid, and no efforts on the part of those around her could restore her for the day to a genial social warmth.' In such moments she seemed to take sudden and deep impressions against persons and things, which, though the worst might pass away, left a per- manent effect. Let me give an instance or two. "Lady Byron was at the period I speak of deeply interested in the estabHshment of worldng schools for the education of children of the la- bouring classes. She induced Lord Lovelace to erect one at Ockliam ; she built one on her estate at Kirkby MaUorj^, in Leicestershire. On one occasion, in one of her most amiable moods, she asked me to lunch with her in to^vn, that we might discuss her plans for this system of educa- tion. She promised to an-ange that we should not be interrupted for some hours. I went at the time fixed ; but, to my consternation, found her in one of her frozen fits. The touch of her hand was hke that of death ; in her manner there was the silence of the grave. We sat down to lunch- eon by ourselves, and I endeavoui'ed to break the ice by speaking of incidents of the day. It was in vain. The devil of the North Pole was upon her, and I could only extract icy monosyllables. When we returned to the dra\ving-room, I sought to interest her in the topic on which we had met, and wliich she had so tnily at heart. It was hopeless. She said she felt unable to go into it, and I was glad to get away. "Again, she was in great difficulty as to the se- lection of a master for her working school at liirk- by MaUory. It Avas necessary for him to unite the veiy rarely united quahties of a thoroughly practical knowledge of the operations of agricul- ture and gardening with the education and infor- mation of an accomplished schoolmaster. She asked me to try and discover this rara avis for her. I knew exactly such a man in Nottingham- shire, who was at the same time thoroughly hon- ourable, tiTistworthy, and fond of teaching. At her earnest request I prevailed on liim to give up his then comfortable position and accept her of- fer. For a time he was everything in her eyes that a man and a schoolmaster could be. Slie was continually speaking of him, when we met, in the most cordial tenns. But in the course, as I remember, of two or three years, the poor fel- low wrote to me in the utmost distress, saying that Lady Byron, without the slightest intimation of being in any way dissatisfied with him, or with his management of the school, had given him no- tice to quit. He had entreated her to let him know what was the cause of tliis sudden dismiss- al. She refused to give any, and he entreated me to write to her and endeavour to remove her dis- pleasure, or to ascertain its cause. I felt, from what I had seen of Lady Byron before, that it was useless. I wrote to him, ' Remember Lord Byron ! If Lady Byron has taken it into her head that you shall go, nothing wiU turn hei*. Go you must, and you had better prepare for it.' And the poor fellow, mth a family of about five children, and his old situation filled up, turned out into the world to comparative ruin." If Mr. Howitt had known the history of Me- dora Leigh, and been as fully acquainted as the reader now is vni\\ the manner in ■which she was first patronised and then neglected by Lady By- ron, he could not have made a more accurate sketch of Lady Byron's character — a woman whose first impulses appear to have been always warm, good, and generous ; whose second im- pulses and thoughts were generally cold and un- just, who was not to be depended upon for her love, but who was stem, unyielding, and unfor- giving in her hate, and who, if she had sufficient reason for hsr love in any case, does not ever ap- pear to have had sufficient reasons for her hatred, either of her husband or of anybody else. One peculiarity of Lord Byron's character, which rendered him agreeable to those who could itnderstand him, and which was the occasion of much mutual mirth in the social circles which he VINDICATION OF LORD BYEON. 51 adorned, was his habit of jesting at his own ex- pense. He was Avhat the French call a inauvais farceur, and made such ponderous jokes that it required a. farceur like himself to appreciate them. He loved to mystify stupid people, and often did so very etfectively, to his own great amusement, while the fun lasted, and much to the disgust of the victims of his humour, when they discovered how their simplicity had been played upon. He was also, as the French say, '■'■ le fanfaron des vices qu'il n'avait pas," and mth the gravest face accused himself of crimes too great to be com- mitted, with his tongue in his cheek all the time, and laughing, with inner laughter, at the sensa- tion which he created, and the maundering good faith of the listening believer. Lady Byron seems to have been sometimes the victim of these pranks of her lord, and in the innocence — worthy of a harder name — of her natm-e, accepted as truths the monstrous creations of his morbid, though sportive, fancy. And she, on her part, resembled, while she disresembled, her lord ; for if he was a trumpeter of his imaginaiy vices for purposes of mystification, she was the fanfaron, or trumpeter of virtues on her o^vn part, which were, perhaps, equally imaginary. It is always unsafe to jest with apathetic, soporific, imsympathetic people, male or female, who have no sense of wit, fun, or humour, or quick appreciation of the play of words, and the flashing phosphorescent lights of a double meaning. It is quite evident, from all the course of her histoiy, that Lady Byi'on, ex- cellent woman as she was, was not one to under- stand a jest Mithout explanation, or by any means a person to be jested with. The literary eA^dence, which evidently weighs much in the mind of Mrs. Beecher Stowe, and which she has principally gathered from the two dramatic poems, "Manfred" and "Cain," may possibly, after long and solitary brooding upon her woes, have had its influences on Lady Byron's mind also, if it did not first of all lead her thoughts towards the suspicion that coloured the later years of her life. But evidence of this kind is not to be accepted as proof against Lord Byron any more that passages descriptive of murder in Shakespeare's plays could be accepted against Shakespeare if any one cliarged him with that crime. But if Mrs. Stowe and Lady Byron were fair judges of the value of literary evidence, they might have gone to poems that were not fictions and not intended for fictions, but were the pas- sionate expression of fact and reality, and therein, if they reverently studied them, they would find much to prove that Byron's love for his sister was pure and ennobling. Whether in his " Domestic Foems," as published and intended for publica- tion, or in his private comramiications to his lit- kerary and personal friends, which were never in- tended for the public eye, he always speaks of his sister with the highest respect. To his mind she is all goodness, all amiability, all excellence, i all purity, the incarnation of all the noblest vir- tues and most winsome gi-aces of her sex. It is impossible not to see that he not only loves but honours her, and it is just as impossible for any one not led astray by passionate prejudice, like Lady Byi'on in her later years, and Mrs. Beecher Stowe, who took her words for gospel, not to see that no man, however base or hypocritical, coidd have truly honoured a woman who had been his partner in a sin so hateful. RECAPITPLATION. Let us endeavour to sum up the history of Lady Byron's accusations against Lord Byron in its several epochs chronologically. In the year 1816 she parted from her husband, alleging to her father and mother, and to Dr. Lushington and Sir Samuel RomiUy, sixteen rea- sons in justification for the step she had taken. Neither her father nor her mother, nor Dr. Lush- ington nor Sir Samuel Romilly — though they all agreed that these charges were very serious — thought they were such, indiAddually or collective- ly, as might not be condoned. When she dis- covered that the doctors did not consider her hus- band to be insane, then, and not till then, she told Dr. Lushington of a seventeenth cause of separation, of which she had made no mention to her parents. Upon this seventeenth accusa- tion, whatever it was. Dr. Lushington thought reconcihation and return to her husband impos- sible ; and declared that, if it were attempted, he would neither recommend nor have anything to do with promoting it. But if this seventeenth chai-ge was one of incest with Mrs. Leigh, Lady Byron did not break off" her friendly, confidential, and affectionate intercourse with that lady, but treated her as a sister, and implored her for the continuance of her love and goodwill. This is extraordinary on the part of Lady Byron, to say the least of it. In the year 1818, two years after the separa- tion, she wrote to her friend. Lady Anne Bar- nard, a letter in which she laid the whole blame of her separation upon her husband, and would take none to herself, stating ' ' that, though he woidd not suffer her to remain his wife, he could not prevent her from continuing his friend. " She represented her aff'ection for Lord Byron as "hopeless and unrequited," and asserted that "as long as she lived her chief struggle would be not to remember him too kindly. It was not for her to speak ill of his heart in general ; it was sufficient that to her it was hard and impenetrable, and that hers must have been broken before his coidd be touched." All these tender confessions to her friend, Lady Anne, are doubtless the true exposition of her feelings in 1818, while Lord Byron still lived ; but how are they reconcileable with any knowledge of such a crime as incest, committed by her husband before and during the period of his marriage ? MEDORA LEIGH. In the year 1824, shortly before her husband's death, Lady Byron wrote to Lord Byron, in con- junction with Mrs. Leigh, a letter desciiptive of the state of health of her daughter Ada ; a fact which does not look as if she knew Mrs. Leigh to be guilty of the crime imputed to her. And if Mrs. Leigh were not guilty. Lord Byron had no other sister, and could not be guilty of that pai-- ticidar crime, however guilty he might be of some other. In the year 1830, Lady Byron wrote a history of the separation, and sent it to Mr. Thomas Moore. We have already quoted enough from it to show that in her mind at that time the ciiarge against her husband could not have been that of incest. In the year 18-iO, Lady Byron adopted Eliza- beth ]\Iedora Leigh, because she either knew, or supposed she knew, the foct at that time, or had been told by some one, and believed the story, that that young lady was Lord Byron's daughter, and that Mrs. Leigh was her mother. In the year 1856, Lady Byron told Mrs. Stowe that she knew and was convinced of Lord By- ron's guilt with his sister prior to the separation in 1816, though she told Mrs. Stowe, at the same time, that even with this dreadful knowledge in her heart, and though Lord Byron had endeav- oured not only to corrupt her morals, but to shake her religious faith, and make her the cloak, and, in a manner, the accomplice of his adulter- ous and incestuous intrigue, she loved Lord By- ron so well, that she envied the dog that was al- lowed to Remain with him, and would have been glad, even at the moment she was leaving him for ever, " if she could have been allowed to remain and watch over him." Truly this is an incom- prehensible story, and the greatest of all the By- ron mysteries. Up to the time of the publication of this charge by Mrs. Stowe in 1869, the greatest tenderness had been exhibited towards Lady Byron — li-sing and after her death — by all writers and commentators upon Lord Byron's life and poetry, and by all who still mentioned her name in connection with her unhappy marriage. Every one respected her char- acter and spared her feelings. No one accused her of any breach of virtue or propriety. She was doubtless considered hard and cold, but nothing woi'se was said of her ; and if any par- ticular feeling was expressed towards her, it was that of sorrow that she and Lord Byron had not been able to pass through life amicably and hap- pily together. There was, it is true, a vague idea, felt rather than expressed, that she was doing great injustice to Lord B}Ton's memoiy by her mysterious silence — a silence more cruel than any direct and plain accusation could have been. But when at last this silence was broken, first by her confidences to Mrs. Beecher Stowe, and, sec- ondly, by the publication of those confidences by the latter, no greater charge was even then, and on that amount of provocation, brought against her than that she was the victim of a strange halluci- nation, of which the germ was to be sought in a pecidiar jealousy — ^jealousy of Lord Byron while he lived, born of the days when he perhaps gave her too much cause for such a feeling, and when strove with herself, as she told Lady Anne Bar- nard, not to remember him too kindly ; and jeal- ousy after his death because, among the poems that he had bequeathed as an undying legacy to the Uterature of his country, there were none by any means so beautiful and touching addressed to his wife as those which he addressed to his sister, with the exception of the pathetic " Fare- well," in which he had depicted her as "unfor- giving." But the forbearance shown towards Lad}'^ By- ron by the whole world of English literature, was not shown by her towards her husband's memory when she made her revelations to Mrs. Stowe, and authorised their publication. The provo- cation she alleged for taking Mrs. Stowe into her confidence was altogether unworthy of a sensible woman — namely, the injurious popularity about to be given to his poems by means of the cheap editions that were thro\vn upon the literary market. This plea, if honestly pleaded in justification of her conduct, can only be admitted as a proof of the jealous monomania which possessed her.* Neither was the provocation alleged by Mrs. Stowe as a justification for giving Lady Byron's confidences to the world, a whit less unworthy — for she expressly stated that, had it not been for the praises bestowed upon Lord Byron in Madame Guiccioli's book, she would have held her peace — and that, had the "mistress" (Guiccioli) not proved to be the bane, she (Mrs. Stowe) would not have thought it incumbent upon her to act the part of the antidote. Foolish and undigni- fied conduct on the part of both ladies if the charge against Lord Byron's memory were true — cruel beyond expression if it were false ! It has hitherto been taken for granted — by all who have written or spoken on the subject — that Dr. Lushington, who still lives, could clear up the Byi'on mystery if he would. We think that ques- tions of professional secrecy, or etiquette, orpimc- tilio, ought no longer to prevent him from telling what he knows. The admirers of Lord Byi-on's genius, all who desire that the great names of our literature should be morally pure, need have no alarm for any revelations that it may be in the power of Dr. Lushington to make. Either Lady Byron, in lgl6, confided to him her seventeenth * Miss Harriet Martineau, as strong an admirer of Lady Byron as Mrs. Beecher Stowe, gives a veiy different ac- count of lier ladyship's appreciation of lier husband's ge- nius. In an obituary notice of Lady Byron she says : " She loved him [Lord Byron] to the last, with a love which it was not in his power to destroy. She gloried in his. fame: and she would not interfere hctioeen him and the public who adored him, any more than she would ad' mit the public to judge between him and her." VINDICATION OF LORD BYRON. 53 charge against her husband — that charge being the charge of incest — or she did not. If she did not, Dr. Lushington ought, at the all-but-twelfth hour of liis long and honourable life, when he has still the means of making his voice heard, to de- clare the foct, and vindicate, not only the mem- ory of Mrs. Leigh and Lord Byron, but that of Lady Byron — and rescue her from the charge of hypocritically keeping up intimate and affection- ate relations with a woman whom she believed to be guilty of so foul a crime. If Lady Byron did, in truth, make that particular charge against her husband, let the foct be stated by Dr. Lush- ington — and it -n ill be accepted by the world for what it is worth, and for nothing more. It will be an ex parte accusation made against a man se- ci-etly behind his back ; and, though possibly made in good faith, and with a conviction of its truth on the part of the accuser, the charge may have had no other foundation than the monomaniacal de- lusions nmtured in the brain of a proud and a jeal- ous woman, married to a husband whom she could not whoOy imderstand; and the charge would rest wholly upon her evidence. There could be no other evidence, unless it coidd be found in the written confession of both the incriminated parties, which no one supposes or ever has hinted to exist. Whether Lady Byron did or did not make the charge in 1816, whether Dr. Lushington will or will not divulge what he knows relating to that 3'ear, we are still thrown upon Mrs. Trevanion as having made a charge of adultery against her mother in 1831 to a sister who, tiU 1831, had no suspicion of illegitimate parentage, and upon Lady Byron as ha^dng made to Medora Leigh the double charge- of incest and adultery against her husband in 1840. All these charges rest upon the testi- mony of women who could not by any possibility adduce any proof of their assertions, and whose unsupported evidence would not be accepted as conclusive of the guilt of the accused in any court of justice in the world. The witnesses are, none of them, clean-handed or clean-minded, however clear-headed they may have been, least of all Mrs. Trevanion ; and certainly not Medora Leigh, who accepts the charge without making it, and rests her belief entirely upon the information of her sister and of Lady Byron. Even Lady Byron herself, though perfectly clean-handed, is not at all clear-minded ; and has fallen into so many contradictions and concealments, and made mmgled avowals and disavowals, as to render her a very untrustworthy witness. If Lord Byron, alive and in the flesh, were on trial before any earthly tribunal for the ciime charged against him — if Lady Byron was, as she is now, the only direct witness against him, and Mrs. Trevanion the only dkect witness against Mrs. Leigh, and the one or both coidd be sub- mitted to examination and to cross-examination on the vai'ious remarkable discrepancies of the story, as affecting one or the other — would any judge sum up the evidence against these persons, or any juiy convict either? If they were tried in the Court of Honour, there would be no case. If they were tried in England, the verdict would be. Not Guilty. If they were tried in Scotland, the verdict would be, Not Proven. And more than this, in the case of Lord Byron, shall he not be triumphantly acquitted in the great Court of Conscience ? and shall not the voice of Cal- iimny against him be hushed for ever ? The living prisoner an-aigned for a crime even smaller than the one alleged against Lord Byron — aye, for the smallest of crimes to which any legal penalty is attached — can speak for himself, or by the mouth of his counsel, and if there be any doubt in his case, is allowed by the merciful wisdom of our law to claim and obtain for the behoof of his innocence all the benefit of any and every sad doubt that may have been excited in the minds of those upon Avhom the decision and the judgment are thro\\ai. If this be so with the living, however obscure and unworthy they may be, shall not the illustrious dead, arraigned in then- graves, be allowed the same poor p^i^"ilege ? PART IV. APPENDIX, CONVERSATIONS WITH LORD BYRON IN GREECE IN 1823. PART IV. CONVEESATIONS WITH LORD BYEON. [Though the following reminiscences of an intercourse of some days with Lord Byron in Greece, in the year 1S23, have little or no bearing on the subject discussed in the three preceding parts of this volume— except in so far as they confirm all the previous accounts of persons who associated with the poet during the period of his self-imposed exile, after his separation from his wife until his death in 1S24, which agreed in stating that he always expressed his utter ignorance of and incapacity to understand the charge or charges on which Lady Byron justified her flight from his protection— they are, nevertheless, interesting in them- selves. The circumstance of an acquaintanceship between Lord Byron and the gentleman who afterwards acted on behalf of Medora Leigh, having been formed twenty years previous to his connection with Miss Leigh's story, is somewhat remarkable. The narrator made notes of his conversations with Lord Byron, began to write them out after his return to England, finally laid the notes aside, and only completed them, by request, to form part of this volume.] A MAN must he a little weak who thinks he can communicate anything new regarding the person- al character of Lord Byron, or even add much to the store of information upon which the world has formed, and posterity will form, its opinion of him. Still, one who has had the good fortune to have had "conversations" with him, may take some credit for self-denial in having kept the fact to himself for many years ; while, during al- most eveiy month for ten or twelve years after his lordship's death, the public was favoured with some passages of his everj-day life, from the pens of numerous individuals, who had, in greater or less degrees of intimacy, associated with him. Ha\'ilig passed five days in the great poet's com- pany, I beg to offer a condensed report of his con- versations during that time, drawn from a memo- ry upon which, in this remarkable instance, I can rely with as much confidence as upon ^Titten mem- oranda. It was in the Island of Ithaca, in the month of August, 1823, that I was shown into the dining- room of the Resident Governor, where Lord By- ron, Count Gamba, Dr. Bruno, Mr. Trelawney, and Mr. Hamilton Brown, were seated after din- ner, with some of the English officers and princi- pal inhabitants of the place. I had been inform- ed of Lord Byron's presence, but had no means of finding him out, except by recollection of his portraits ; and I am not ashamed to confess that I was puzzled, in my examination of the various countenances before me, where to fix upon " the man." I at one time almost settled upon Tre- lawney, from the interest which he seemed to take in the schooner in which I had just arrived ; but on ascending to tlie drawing-room, I was most agi-eeably undeceived by finding myself close to the side of the great object of my curios- ity, and engaged in easy conversation with him, without presentation or introduction of any kind. He was handling and remarking upon the books in some small open shelves, and fairly spoke to me in such a manner that not to have replied would have been boorish. ' ' ' Pope's Ho- mer's Odyssey ' — hum ! — that is well placed here, undoubtedly; — 'Hume's Essays ' ; — ' Talesof M}- Landlord ' ; — there you are, Watty ! Are you re- cently from England, sir ?" I answered that I had not been there for two years. "Then you can bring us no news of the Greek Committee ? Here we are all waiting orders, and no orders seem likely to come. Ha ! ha I " The conversa- tion continued in this desultory flying strain for some minutes ; but on a footing of such apparent familiarity, that more than one person in the room conceived, as I afterwards learnt, that his lordship had had some previous knowledge of me. Tliis was so completely the opjoosite of what I had al- ways heard of his inaccessibility, his hauteur, and repulsiveness (particularly towards the ' ' travel- ling English "), that I believe my faculties were visibly affected by my amazement. By degrees I recovered my self-possession, and learnt, from his own lips, that he felt considerably annoyed at some proceedings of the Greek Committee ; that his undertaldng had more the character of a spec- ulative adventure, in favour of what he conceived to be a glorious principle, than any admiration or enthusiasm for the individual cause. "I have not changed my opinion of the Greeks," he said. "I know them as well as most people " (a favourite phrase), " but we must not look always too closely at the men who are to benefit by our exertions in a good cause, or God knows we shall seldom do much good in this world. There is Trelawney thinks he has fallen in with an angel in Prince Mavrocordato, and lit- tle Bruno would -^villingly sacrifice his life for the cause^ as he calls it. I must say he has shown some sincerity in his devotion, in consenting to 58 CONVERSATIONS WITH LORD BYRON. join it for the little matter he makes of me." I ventured to say that, in all probability, the being joined with him in any cause was inducement enough for any man of moderate pretensions. He noticed the compliment only by an indifferent smile. "I find but one opinion," he continued, " among all people whom I have met since I came here — that no good is to be done for these rascal- ly Greeks ; that I am sure to be deceived, dis- gusted, and all the rest of it. It may be so ; but it is chiefly to satisfy myself upon these very points that I am going. I go prepared for any thing, expecting a deal of roguery and imposition, but hoping to do some good." "Have you read any ot the late publications on Greece ?" I asked. "I never read any accounts of a country to which I can myself go," said he. *' The Com- mittee have sent me some of their ' Crown and Anchor ' reports, but I can make nothing of them. " I was known to Captain Blaquiere, and I had a few days before met him in Corfu, and received what was then the latest information on Greek affairs. This afforded me some pretence for be- ing in the position, which I could not help feel- ing was a false one. I was just detailing what I knew, when I happily discovered that I was well acquainted with one of his lordship's party ; and upon recognition he did me the kindness to intro- duce mc formally to him, as his very good friend and ally. This made not the slightest difference, except in relieving me of all awkwardness of feel- ing, and the conversation continued in the same famUiar flow. To my increased amazement, he led it to his works, to Lady Byron, and to his daughter. The former was suggested by a vol- ume of " Childe Harold "which was on the ta- ble ; it was the ugly square Httle German edition, and I made free to characterise it as execrable. He turned over the leaves, and said; "Yes, it was very bad ; but it was better than one he had seen in French prose in Switzerland. I know not what my friend Mr. Murray will say to it all. Kinnaird writes to me that he is wroth about many things ; let them do what they like with the book — they have been abusive enough of the au- thor. ' The Quarterly ' is tiying to make amends, however, and 'Blackwood's' people will suffer none to attack me but themselves. Milman was, I believe, at the bottom of the personahties, be- cause — " [here he made a statement regarding that gentleman which, as I do not believe, I can- not put down]; "but they all sink before an American reviewer, who describes me as a kind of fiend, and says that the deformities of my mind are only to be equalled by those of my body ; it is well that any one can see them, at least." Our hostess, Mrs. K., advanced to vis about this mo- ment, and his lordship continued, smiling: "Does not your Gordon blood rise at such abuse of a clansman? The gallant Gordons 'bniik nae slight.' Are you true to your name, Mrs. K. ?" The lady was loud in her reprobation of the atro- cious abuse that had recently been heaped upon the noble lord, and joined in his assumed clan- nish regard for their mutual name. " Lady By- ron and you would agree," he said, laughing, "though I could not, you are thinking ; you may say so, I assure you. I dare say it will turn out that I have been tembly in the wrong, hut I al- ways want to know what I did." I had not cour- age to touch upon this deUcate topic, and Mrs. K. seemed to wish it passed over till a less public oc- casion. He spoke of ' ' Ada " exactly as any pa- rent might have done of a beloved absent child, and betrayed not the slightest confusion, or con- sciousness of a sore subject, throughout the whole conversation, I now learnt from him that he had arrived in the island from Cephalonia only that morning, and that it was his purpose (as it was mine) to visit its antiquities and localities. A ride to the Fountain of Arethusa had been planned for the next day, and I had the happiness of being in- vited to join it. Pope's " Homer " was taken up for a description of the place, and it led to the fol- lowang remarks: — "Yes, the very best transla- tion that ever was, or ever will be ; there is noth- ing like it in the world, be assured. It is quite delightful to find Pope's character coming round again ; I forgive Gifford everything for that. Pu- ritan as he is, he has too much good sense not to know that, even if all the lies about Pope were truths, his character is one of the best among lit- erary men. There is nobody now like him, ex- cept Watty, and he is as nearly faultless as ever human being was." After what has already been repeatedly pub- lished of Lord Byron's opinion of Sir Walter Scott and the " Waverley Novels " it would be a waste of time to specify what was said by him on these subjects to the present writer. The greater part of it, and nearly in the same words, appeared in Captain Medwin's, Lady Blessington's and oth- er journals, which need no support or confirma- tion from any one. I therefore omit what pass- ed between us on these topics, as already pub- Ushed, and well known through other channels. One statement I do not recollect to have seen noted, and that was his intention, expressed and implied, more than once, of paying a visit to Sir Walter in the then ensuing spring. The remainder of the evening was passed in ar- ranging the plan of proceeding on the morrow's excursion, in the com-se of which his lordship oc- casionally interjected a facetious remark of some general nature ; but in such fascinating tones, and with such a degree ot amiability and famil- iarity, that, of all the Ubels of which I well knew the public press to be guilty, that of describing Lord Byron as inaccessible, morose, and repul- sive in manner and language, seemed to me the most false and atrocious. I found I was to be accommodated for the night under the same roof CONVERSATIONS WITH LORD BYRON. 59 \nth his lordship, and I retired, satisfied, in my o^vn mind, that favouring chance had that day made me the intimate (almost confidential) friend of the greatest literaiy man of modem times. The next morning, about 9 o'clock, the party for the Fountain of Arethusa assembled in the par- lour of Captain K. ; but Lord Byron was miss- ing. Trelawney, who had slept in the room ad- joining his lordship's, told us that he feared he had been ill dimng the night, but that he had gone out in a boat veiy early in the morning. At this moment I happened to be standing at the window, and saw the object of our anxiety in the act of landing on the beach, about ten or a dozen yards from the house, to which he walked slowly up. I never saw and could not conceive the possibihty of such a change in the appearance of a human being as had taken place since the pre- vious night. He looked like a man imder sen- tence of death, or returning from the funeral of all that he held dear on earth. His person seem- ed shrunk, his face was pale, and his eyes languid and fixed on the ground. He was leaning upon a stick, and had changed his dark camlet-caped surtout of the preceding evening for a nankeen jacket, embroidered hke a hussar's — an attempt at dandjdsm, or dash, to which the look and de- meanour of the wearer formed a sad contrast. On entering the room, his lordship made the usual salutations ; and, after some preliminaiy arrange- ments, the party moved off on horses and mules to the place of destmation for the day. I was so struck ^vith the difference of appear- ance in Lord Byron, that the determination to which I had come, to try to monopolise him, if possible, to myself, without regard to appearances or biens^ance, almost entkely gave way mider the terror of a freezing repidse. I advanced to him Under the influence of this feeling, but I had scarcely received his answer, when all uneasiness about my reception vanished, and I stuck as close to him as the road pennitted our animals to go. His voice sounded timidly and quiveiingly at first ; but as the conversation proceeded, it became steady and firm. The beautifid country in which we were traveUing naturally fonned .a prominent topic, as well as the character of the people and of the Government. Of the latter I found him (to my amazement) an admirei". "There is a deal of fine stuff about that old Maitland," he said ; " he knows the Greeks well. Do you know if it be true that he ordered one of their brigs to be blown out of the water if she stayed ten min- utes longer in Corfu Roads?" I happened to know, and told liim that it was true. "Well, of all follies, that of daring to say what one cannot dare to do is the least to be pitied. Do you think Sir Tom would have really executed his threat ?" I told his lordship that I believed he certainly would, and that this knowledge of his being in earnest in eveiything he said was the cause not only of the quiet termination of that affair, but of the order and subordination of the whole of the countries under his government. The conversation again insensibly reverted to Sir Walter Scott, and Lord Byron repeated to me the anecdote of the interview in Murray's shop, as conclusive evidence of his being the author of the "Waverley Novels." He was a httle but not durably staggered by the equally well-known anecdote of Sir Walter having, with some solem- nity, denied the authorship to Mr. Wilson Cro- ker, in the presence of George IV., the Duke of York, and the late Lord Canterbuiy. He agreed that an author wishing to conceal his authorship had a right to give any answer whatever that suc- ceeded in convincing an inquii'er that he* was wrong in his suppositions. When we came within sight of the object of our excursion, there happened to be an old shep- herd in the act of coming do\vn from the fountain. His lordship at once fixed upon him for Eumseus, and invited him back with us to " fill up the pic- ture." Having di'unk of the fountain, and eaten of our less classical repast of cold fowls, &c., his lordship again became Uvely and full of pleasant conceits. To detail the conversation (which was general, and varied as the individuals that par- took of it) is now impossible, and certainly not desirable if it were possible. I wish to observe, however, that on tliis and one very similar oc- casion, it was veiy unlike the kind of conver- sation which Lord Byron is described as hold- ing with various individuals who have -WTitten about him. StiU more unhke was it to what one woixld have supposed his conversation to be ; it was exactly that of nine-tenths of the cultivated class of EngUsh gentlemen, careless and uncon- scious of eveiything but the present moment. Lord Byron ceased to be more than one of the party, and stood some sharp jokes, practical and verbal, with more good-nature than would have done many of the ciphers whom one is doomed to tolerate in society. We retunied as we went, but no opportunity presented itself of introducing any subject of interest beyond that of the place and time. His lordship seemed quite restored by the excursion, and in the evening came to the Resident's, bear- ing himself towards eveiybody in the same easy, gentlemanly way that rendered him the deUght and ornament of every society in which he chose to unbend himself. The Resident was as absolute a monarch as Ulysses, and I dare say much more hospitable and obliging. He found quarters for the whole Anglo -Italian party, in the best houses of the town, and received them on the followuig morn- ing at the most luxurious of breakfasts, consist- ing, among other native productions, of fresh- gathered grapes, just ripened, but which were pronounced of some danger to be eaten, as not having had the " first rain." This is worthy of 60 CONVERSATIONS WITH LORD BYRON. note, as having been apparently a gi'ound of their being taken by Lord Byron in preference to the riper and safer figs and nectarines ; but he deemed it a fair reason for an apology to the M'orthy doctor of the 8th Regiment (Dr. Scott), who had cautioned the company against the fruit. "I take them, doctor," said his lordship, "as I take other prohibited things — in order to ac- custom myself to any and all things that a man may be compelled to take where I am going — in the same way that I abstain from all super- fluities, even salt to my eggs, or butter to my bread ; and I take tea, Mrs. I&iox, without su- gar or cream. But tea itself is, really, the most superfluous of superfluities, though I am never without it." I heard these observations as they were made to Dr. Scott, next to whom I was sitting, towards the end of the table ; but I could not hear the animated conversation that was going on between his lordship and Mrs. Knox, beyond the occa- sional mention of "Penelope," and, when one of her children came in to her, "Telemachus," — names too obviously apropos of the place and persons to be omitted in any incidental conver- sation in Ithaca. The excursion to the "School of Homer" (why so called nobody seemed to know) was to be made by water ; and the party of the preced- ing day, except the lady, embarked in an elegant country boat with four rowers, and sundry pack- ages and jars of eatables and drinkables. As soon as we were seated under the awning — Lord Byron in the centre seat, with his face to the stem — Trelawney took charge of the tiller. The other passengers being seated on the sides, the usual small flying general conversation began. Lord Byron seemed in a mood calculated to make the company think he meant something more fonnal than ordinary talk. Of course there could not be anything said in the nature of a dia- logue, which, to be honest, was the kind of con- versation that I had at heart. He began by in- foraiing us that he had just been reading, with renewed pleasure, David Hume's Essays. He considered Hume to be by far the most profound thinker and clearest reasoner of the many philos- ophers and metaphysicians of the last centmy. "There is," said he, "no refuting him, and for simplicity and clearness of style he is unmatched, and is utterly unanswerable." He referred par- ticularly to the Essay on Miracles. It was re- marked to him, that it had nevertheless been spe- cifically answered, and, some people thought, re- futed, by a Presbyterian divine, Dr. Campbell of Aberdeen. I could not hear whether his lord- ship knew of the author, but the remark did not afiect his opinion ; it merely turned the conversa- tion to Aberdeen- and "poor John Scott," the most promising and most unfortunate Uterary man of the day, whom he knew well, and who, said he, knew him (Lord Byron) as a schoolboy. Scotland, Walter Scott (or, as his lordship always called him), "Watty," the " Waverley Novels," the "Rejected Addresses," and the English aris- tocracy (which he reviled most bitterly), were the prominent objects of nearly an hour's con- versation. It was varied, towards the end of the voyage, in this original fashion: "But come, gentlemen, we must have some inspiration. Here Tita, I'Hippocrena ' " This brought from the bows of the boat a huge Venetian gondolier, with a musket slung diag- onally across his back, a stone jar of two gallons of what turned out to be English gin, another porous one of water, and a quart pitcher, into which the gondolier poured the spirit, and laid the whole, with two or three large tumblers, at the feet of his expectant lord, who quickly un- corked the jar, and began to pour its contents into the smaller vessel. " Now, gentlemen, drink deep, or taste not the Pierian spring ; it is the true poetic source. I'm a rogue if I have drunk to-day. Come " (hand- ing tumblers round to us), " this is the way ;" and he nearly half-filled a tumbler, and then poured from the height of his arm out of the water-jar, till the timibler sparkled in the sun like soda-wa- ter, and drunk it off while eff'ei'vescing, glorious ginswizzle, a most tempting beverage, of which every one on board took his share, munching after it a biscuit out of a huge tin-case of them. This certainly exhilarated us till we landed within some fifty or sixty yards of the house to which we were directed. On our way we learned that the Regent of the island — that is, the native governor, as Captain Knox was the protecting Power's Governor (viceroy over the king!) — had forwarded the materials of a substantial feast to the occupant (his brother) ; for the "nobih luglesi," who were to honour his premises. In mentioning this act of the Regent to Lord Byron, his remark was a repetition of the satirical line in the imitation ad- dress of the poet Fitzgerald, " God bless the Re- gent ! " and as I mentioned the relationship to our appi-oaching host, he added, with a laugh, "and the Duke of York!" On entering the mansion, we were received by the whole family, commencing with the moth- er of the princes — a venerable lady of at least seventy, dressed in pure Greek costume, to whom Lord Byron went up, with some formaUty, and, with a shght bend of the knee, took her hand, and kissed it reverently. We then moved into the adjoining " sala," or saloon, where there was a profusion of English comestibles, in the shape of cold sirloin of beef, fowls, ham, &c., to which we did such honour as a sea-appetite generally produces. It was rather distressing that not one of the entertainers touched any of these luxuries, it being the Greek Second or Panagia Lent, but fed entu-ely on some cold fish fried in oil, and CONVERSATIONS WITH LOED BYEON. Gl green saLid, of which last Lord Byron, in adhe- rence to liis rule of accustoming himself to eat anything eatable, partook, though with an oh- Tious elfort — as well as of the various wines that were on the table, particularly Ithaca, which is exactly port as made and drunk in the country of its growth. I was not antiquary enough to know to what object of antiquity oiu* visit was made, but I saw Lord Byron in earnest conversation with a very antique old Greek monk in full clerical habit. He was a bishop, sitting on a stone of the ruined Avail close bj^, and he turned out to be the " Es- prit fort " mentioned in a note at the end of the second canto of " Childe Harold " — a freethinker, at least a freespeaker, when he called the sacri- fice of the Mass " una Coglioneria." When we embarked, on our return to Vathi, Lord Byron seemed moody and sullen, but brightened up as he saw a ripple on tlie water, a mast and sail raised in the cutter, and Trelaw- ney seated in the stern with the tiller in hand. In a few minutes we Avere scudding, gunwale un- der, in a position infinitely more beautiful than agreeable to landsmen, and Lord Byron obviously enjoying the not improbable idea of a swim for life. His motions as he sat tended to increase the impulse of the breeze, and tended also to sway the boat to leeward. " I don't know," he said, " if you all swim, gentlemen ; but if you do, you will have fifty fathoms of blue water to sup- port you ; and if you do not, you will have it over you. But as you may not all be prepared, starboard, Trelawney — bring her up. There! she is trim ; and now let us have a glass of grog after the gale. Tita, i Jiaschi !" This was fol- lowed by a reproduction of the gin-and-water jars, and a round of the immortal swizzle. To my very great sui-jDrise, it was new to the company that the liquor which they were now enjoying was the product of Scotland, in the shape of what is called "low-wines," or semi-distilled whisky — chiefly from the distilleiy of mine ancient friend, James Haig, of Lochrin ; but the communica- tion seemed to gratify the noble drinker, and led to the recitation by one of the company, in pure lowland Scotch, of Bums's Petition to the House of Commons in behalf of the national liquor. The last stanza, beginning, "Scotland, my auld respeckit mither," very much pleased Lord Byi'on, who said that he too was more than half a Scotchman. The conversation again turned on the "Wa- verley Novels," and on this occasion Lord ByTon spoke of " The Bride of Lammermuir," and cited the passage where the mother of the cooper's wife tells her husband (the cooper) that she "kent naething aboot what he might do to his wife ; but the deil a finger shall ye lay on my dochter, and that ye may foond upon." Shortly afterwards, the conversation having turned upon poetry, his lordship mentioned the famous ode on the death of Sir John Moore as the finest piece of poetry in any language. He recited some lines of it. One of the company, vfith more presumption than wisdom, took him up, as his memory seemed to lag, by filling in the line : " And he looked like a warrior taking his rest, With his martial cloak around him." Lord Byron, with a look at the interloper that spoke as if death were in it, and no death was sufficiently cruel for him, shouted, " 'He lay' — 'he lay like a warrior,' not 'he looked.' " The pretender was struck dumb, but, with reference to his lordship's laudation of the piece, he ventm-ed half to whisper that the ' ' Gladiator " was superior to it, as it is to any poetical picture ever painted in words. The reply was a benign look, and a flattering recognition, by a little applausive tap- ping of his tobacco-box on the board on which he sat. On arriving at Vathi, we repaired to our sev- eral rooms in the worthy citizens' houses where we were billeted, to read and meditate, and write and converse, as we might meet, indoors or out ; and much profound lucubration took place among us, on the characteristics and disposition of the veiy eminent personage with whom we were for the time associated. Dr. Scott, the assistant- surgeon of the 8th Foot, who had heard of, though he may not have witnessed, any of the peculiarities of the great poet, accounted for them, and even for the sublimities of his poetry, by an abnormal construction or chronic derange- ment of the digestive organs — a theoiy which experience and observation of other people than poets afford many reasons to support : ''Is it not strange now — ten times strange — to tliink. And is it not enough one's faith to shatter, That right or wrong direction of a drink, A plus or minus of a yellow matter. One half the world should elevate or sink To bliss or woe (most commonly the latter) — That human happiness is well-formed chyle, And human miseiy redundant bile!" The next morning the accounts we heard of Lord Byron were contradictory : Trelawney, who slept in the next room to him, stating that he had been writing the greater part of the night, and he alleged it was the sixteenth canto of "Don Juan;" and Dr. Bruno, who visited him at in-, tervals, and was many hours in personal attend- ance at his bedside, asserting that he had been seriously ill, and had been saved only by those " benedette pillule" (blessed pills), which so oft- en had had that effect. His lordship again ap- peared rowing in from his bath at the Lazzaretto, a course of proceeding (bathing and boating) which caused Dr. Bruno to wring his hands and tear his hair with alarm and vexation. It was however the day fixed for our return to Cephalonia, and, having gladly assented to the proposition to join the suite, we all moimted po- nies to cross the island to a small harbour on the south side, where a boat was waiting to bear us 62 CONVERSATIONS WITH LORD BYRON. to Santa Eufemia, a custom-house station on the coast of Cephalonia, about half an hour's passage from Ithaca, which we accordingly passed, and arrived at the collector's mansion about 2 o'clock. During the journey across the smaller island, I made a bold push, and succeeded in securing, with my small pony, the side-berth of Lord Byron's large brown steed, and held by him in the nan'ow path, to the exclusion of companions better enti- tled to the post. His conversation was not mere- ly free — it was famiUar and intimate, as if we were schoolboys meeting after a long separation. I happened to be " up " in the " Waverley Nov- els," had seen several letters of Sir Walter Scott's about his pedigree for his baronetage, could re- peat almost every one of the ' ' Rejected Address- es," and knew something of the "London Mag- azine " contributors, who were then in the zenith of their reputation — Hazlitt, Charles Lamb, Tal- fourd. Browning, Allan Cunningham, Reynolds, Darley, &c. But his Lordship pointed at the higher game of Southey, Gilford (whom he all but worshipped), Jeffrey of the ' ' Edinburgh Re- view," John Wilson, and other Blackwoodites. He said they were all infidels, as every man had a right to be ; that Edinburgh was imderstood to be the seat of all infideUty, and he mentioned names (Dr. Chalmers and Andrew Thomson, for examples) among the clergy as being of the cat- egory. This I never could admit. He was par- ticularly bitter against Southey, sneered at Words- worth, admired Thomas Campbell, classing his ' ' Battle of the Baltic " with the very highest of lyric productions. "Nothing finer," he said " was ever written than : " There was silence deep as death, And the boldest held his breath For a time." We arrived at one of the beautiful bays that encircle the island, hke a wavy wreath of silver sand studded with gold and emerald in a field of liquid pearl, and embarked in the collector's boat for the opposite shore of St. Eufemia, where, on arrival, we were received by its courteous chief, Mr. Toole, in a sort of state — with his whole es- tablishment, French and English, uncovered and bowing. He had had notice of the illustrious poet's expected arrival, and had prepared one of the usual luxurious feasts in his honour — feasts which Lord Byron said " played the devil" with him, for he could not abstain when good eating was vrithin his reach. The apartment assigned to us was smaU, and the table could not accom- modate the whole party. There were, according- ly, small side or " children's tables," for such guests as might choose to be willing to take seats at them. "Ha!" said Lord Byi-on, "England all over — places for Tommy and Billy, and Liz- zie and Molly, if there were any. Mr. " (ad- dressing me), " will you be my Tommy ?" — point- ing to the two vacant seats at a small side-table, close to the chair of our host, Down I sat, de- lighted, opposite to my companion, and had a tete-a-tete dinner apart from the head-table, from which, as usual, we were profusely helped to the most recherche portions. " Verily," said his lordship, "I cannot abstain." His conversa- tion, however, was directed chiefly to his host, from whom he received much local information, and had his admiration of Sir Thomas Maitland increased by some particulars of his system of government. There were no vacant apartments within the station, but we learned that quarters had been provided for us at a monasteiy on the hill of Samos, across the bay. Thither we were all transported at twilight, and ascended to the large venerable abode of some dozen of ft-iars, who were prepared for om- arrival and accommodation. Outside the walls of the building there were some open sarcophagi and some pieces of carved frieze and fragments of pottery. I walked with his lordship and Count Gamba to examine them, speculating philosophically on their quondam contents. Something to our sur- prise, Lord Byron clambered over into the deep- est, and lay in the bottom at full length on his back, muttering some English lines. I may have been wi'ong, or idly and unjustifiably curious, but I leaned over to hear what the lines might be. I found they were unconnected fragments of the scene in "Hamlet," where he moraUses with Horatio on the skull : "Imperial Cfesar, dead and turned to clay, Might stop a hole to keep the wind away ; Oh that that eartli that held the world in awe Should patch a wall to expel the winter's flaw." As he spi-ang out and rejoined us, he said, " Hamlet, as a whole, is original ; but I do not admire him to the extent of the common opinion. More than all, he requires the very best acting. Kean did not understand the part, and one could not look at him after having seen John Kemble, whose squeaking voice was lost in his noble car- riage and thorough right conception of the char- acter. Rogers told me that Kemble used to be almost always hissed in the beginning of his ca- reer. The best actor on the stage, he said, is Charles Young. His Pierre was never equalled, and never will be." Amid such flying desultory conversation we entered the monastery, and took coffee for lack of anything else, while our sei-v- ants were preparing our beds. Lord Byron re- tired almost immediately from the sala. Shortly afterwards we were astonished and alarmed by the entry of Dr. Bruno, ^vi-inging his hands and tearing his hair — a practice much too frequent with him — and ejaculating: " OA, Maria, san- tissima Maria, se non e gia morto — cielo, perche non son morto io. " It appeai'ed that Lord Byron was seized with violent spasms in the stomach and liver, and his brain was excited to dangerous ex- cess, so that he would not tolerate the presence of any person in his room. He refused all med- icine, and stamped and tore all his clothes and bedding like a manaic. We could hear him CONVERSATIONS WITH LORD BYRON. 63 rattling and ejaculating. Poor Dr. Bruno stood lamenting in agony of mind, in anticipation of the most dire results if immediate relief was not ob- tained by powerful cathartics, but Lord Byron had expelled him from the room by main force. He now implored one or more of the company to go to liis lordship and induce him, if possible, to save his hfe by taking the necessaiy medicine. Trela-iviiey at once proceeded to the room, but soon returned, saying that it would require ten such as he to hold his lordship for a minute, add- ing that Lord Byron woidd not leave an unbrok- en article in the room. The doctor again assay- ed an entrance, but without success. The monks were becoming alanned, and so, in truth, were all present. The doctor asked me to tiy to bring his lordship to reason ; "he will thank you when he is well," he said, " but get him to take this one pill, and he will be safe." It seemed a very easy imdertaking, and I went. There being no lock on the door, entry was obtained in spite of a bar- ricade of chairs and a table within. His lordship was half-undressed, standing in a far corner like a hunted animal at bay. As I looked deter- mined to advance in spite of his imprecations of "Baih! out, out of my sight ! fiends, can I have no peace, no relief from this hell ! Leave me, I say!" and he simply lifted the chair nearest to him, and hurled it direct at my head ; I escaped as I best could, and returned to the sala. The matter was obviously serious, and we all counsel- led force and such coercive measures as might be necessaiy to make him swallow the curative med- icine. Mr. Hamilton Browne, one of our party, now volunteered an attempt, and the silence that succeeded his entrance augiured weU for his suc- cess. He retm-ned much sooner than expected, telling the doctor that he might go to sleep ; Lord Byi-on had taken both the pills, and had lain down on my mattress and bedding, prepared for him by my seiTant, the only regular bed in the company, the others being trimks and portable tressels, with such softening as might be procured for the occasion. Lord Byron's beautiful and most com- modious patent portmanteau bed, with every ap- phance that profusion of money could provide, was mine for the night. On the following morning Lord Byron was all dejection and penitence, not expressed in words, but amply in looks and movements, till something tending to the jocidar occurred to enliven him and us. Wandering from room to room, from porch to balcony, it so happened that Lord BjTon stimibled upon their occupants in the act of wi'it- ing accounts, journals, private letters, or memo- randa. He thus came upon me on an outer roof of a part of the building while Avi-iting, as as far as I recollect, these very notes of liis con- versation and conduct. What occurred, how- ever, was not of much consequence — or none — and turned upon the fact that so many people were ^vriting, when he, the great voluminous writer, so supposed, was not writing at aU. The journey of the day was to be over the Black Mountain to Ai'gostoh, the capital of Ceph- alonia. We set out about noon, struggling as we best could over moor, marsh ground, and watery wastes. Lord Byron revived ; and, live- ly on horseback, sang, at the pitch of his voice, many of Moore's melodies and stray snatches of popular songs of the time in the common style of the streets. There was nothing remarkable in the conversation. On arrival at Argostoli, the party separated — Lord Byron and Trela'miey to the brig of the former lying in the offing, the rest to their several quarters in the town. During my stay of a week, Lord Bp'on made himself in every way social and agreeable to the officers of the garrison, from the young subaltern to the Commander-in-chief and Resident, Colonel N-api-er,* and became intimate and friendly with Dr. Heniy Muir, mine ancient friend and ally, with whom he con-esponded, and from whom I heard much of his doings and conversation. Colonel Napier was a man in many respects akin to his lordship in disposition and temperament, had the same overweening opinion of his own su- periority, the same eccentric habits of seeking no- tice and obseiTation by singidarity and desire to be interesting, and the same occasional displays of violence of temper. They agreed thoroughly. During my stay I became acquainted with Staff- Assistant Surgeon Kennedy and his beauti- ful young wife, whose name (I mean the Doctor's) is associated with Lord Byron's for the so-called religious conversations held with him in the view of converting him from scepticism and infidelity. The doctor was an extreme specimen of the class of both sexes who think that the pious motive which they assume actuates them, while it is mere conceit and assumption of self-importance. He was a veiy weak person in mind and body, igno- rant of the most common controversial arguments even on his o\vn side, but by perseverance, and much more by the obvious novelty and occupa- tion afforded to a hlase Enghsh nobleman, he succeeded in arranging meetings for his hearing Lord Byron for two hours of controversy, if he thought fit, for the doctor's one hour. He was a shallow and iU-infoiined man. His book showed the results ; but it did not, and coidd not, show the quizzing that it excited in the garrison. I took my leave of Lord B3Ton and his com- panions with much regret, receiving from him many cordial and flattering assurances of regard, and a distinct promise of a visit to me on his way home in the spring — a promise repeated some months later through his friend and relative, Lord Sidney Osborne, on his return from seemg him in Zante. * Afterwards General Sir Charles James Napier of Meanee. THE END. yUST PUBLISHED BY HARPER & BROTHERS, FRANKLIN SQUARE, NEW YORK. GUICCIOLI'S RECOLLECTIONS OF LORD BYRON. My Recollec- tions of Lord Byron, and those of Eye-Witnesses of his Life. By the Countess Guiccioli. Translated by Hubert E. H. Jerningham. Portrait. i2mo, Cloth, $1 75. MOORE'S LIFE OF BYRON. The Letters and Journals of Lord Byron. With Notices of his Life. By Thomas Moore. New Edition. 2 Vols., 8vo, Cloth, %Af 00. ADVENTURES OF CALEB WILLIAMS. By William Godwin. New Edition. i6mo, Paper, 37 cents. MEDORA LEIGH. A History and an Autobiography. Edited by Charles Mackay. With an Introduction, and a Commentary on the Charges brought against Lord Byron by Mrs. Beecher Stowe. 8vo, Paper, 25 cents. Harper & Brothers w/// send either of the above boohs by mail, postage free, to ajty part of the United States, on receipt of the price. re o C^c:*:c .. x<:cc «£%:'.•- ^r c/^.*^ it/cc c c: - c < C <" <- ' oTt c «: < XrC'C C^ ^ : «k:.; c _i:c :c ^ 'c.c «: d;<- -?c:,<: ^tc<5SS'c:2; -'^-rvr^ «CCCC C