^ABRAHAMlflNCOItff A§PIRITUAIxIST ? "ill '.••■£wK?*5> #" i^P^SB®^ feK E ^?V: : ^ ^K^ tiS;? -"-Ai* ; ^t^St'/^^^- mm -fir ,%^#% ^W ^V %3?S3 -^^^itti^SfeKM^^itl i^%*«#®^M«ati%f«M^ **&^3m?^ !» WAS ABRAHAM LINCOLN SPIRITUALIST? From life by Francis Ji. Carpenter. Engraved by K. Hatpin. m&m&n LDIMC®lLIMo An authentic and perfect portrait from the engraving of the original now in the pos- session of the artist, to whom Mrs. Lincoln wrote : — " I write you to-day, to thank you for the most perfect likeness of my beloved husband that I have ever seen. The resemblance is so accurate in Mr. Halpin's engraving, that it will require far more calmness than I can now command to have it continually placed before me. More we could not ask or expect." With sincere esteem, MARY LINCOLN. In the same spirit from the now Honorable Minister Plenipotentiary to England :— 'Mr. Halpin has had most extraordinary success in engraving your portrait of my father and has made the best likeness that I have seen. I do not know that I can express my idea of it better than by saying, that I am perfectly satisfied with it. Please accept my thanks, and my heartiest wishes for the success which vour work merits." Very sincerely yours, ROBERT T. LINCOLN. These letters ot recognition, together with many others, evidence the merit of this superb portrait, a copy of which is now presented for the first time in book form, by special permission of the artist, Francis B. Carpenter, Esq., of New York City. Copyright, 1866 — 1891. WAS ABRAHAM LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? OR, CURIOUS REVELATIONS FROM THE LIFE OF A TRANCE MEDIUM. Mrs. NETTIE COLBURN MAYNARD, OF WHITE PLAINS, N. Y. TOGETHER WITH PORTRAITS, LETTERS, AND POEMS. ILLUSTRATED WITH ENGRAVINGS, AND FRONTISPIECE OF LINCOLN, FROM CARPENTER'S PORTRAIT FROM LIFE. 'After all, it is the old old story. Truth is stranger than Fiction." V * PHILADELPHIA: RUFUS C. HARTRANFT, PUBLISHER. 1891. V ' Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1891, By Mrs. NETTIE C. MAYNARD, In the Office of the Librarian of Congress, at Washington. JgggTAll rights of translation reserved by the Publisher, "^g COLLINS PRINTING HOUSE, 705 JAYNE STREET. TO MY DEARLY BELOVED HUSBAND WILLIAM PORTER MAYNARD, WHOSE UNCEASING DEVOTION AND TENDERNESS HAVE GIVEN ME THE NEEDED COURAGE, IN MY HELPLESSNESS, TO COMPLETE THE CONTENTS OF THIS VOLUME. N. C. M. PUBLISHER'S PREFACE. It is the old, old story, " Truth is stranger than fiction, and life is, after all, a mystery." That history which is most strange is most true. To-day is the day of wonders, and the last decade has been more strange than any preceding one. Abraham Lincoln was the most promi- nent President that America has known ; his actions, official and unofficial, have been, for thirty years, the constant theme of biographers and historians, and the fondness of Americans for him is as warm and widespread to-day as though he had died but yesterday. The statements contained in this volume regarding him are given to the public for the reason that they are not less true than surprising; and being so, they must see the light. Praise from some quarters is natural ; censure from others is to be expected. Nevertheless, what is here written is truth, fact, his- tory, and what is more, no man should question them. Should he do so, the field for adequate investigation is quite accessible. The contents of this book will be seen to be remarkable for three qualities : character of subject, historical importance, simplicity of statement. Accordingly, a few words upon each of these heads may not prove inappropriate or uninstructive. The separation of the spiritual from the physical life of man, (Vii) v iii PUBLISHER'S PREFACE. and their reunion or return has, at every period in his history, excited profound -wonder ami interest. If he accepts Biblical history as final judgment upon the matter, his mind for a time comprehends an assured future life, and he finds a calm happi- ness in that belief. So long as he rests content in that belief, and accepts as truth all Biblical statements, he finds little motive for investigation. If he is truly intelligent, the hour arrives •when he craves absolute proof of a future condition ; or, if he wishes to answer what the prophet of old has left to follow man as a spectre through all the ages, and to remain with him from the first to the last hour of conscious understanding, he must investigate : "If a man die, shall he live again ?" Therefore, not only does the question, in its vital importance and scope, make all men pause to consider it cautiously and honestly, but it has a personal value for each investigator. Spencer, Huxley, Darwin, Tyndall, Ingersoll, and other leading minds state that there is no return of the spirit after death, and that man, having ceased to breathe, bears precisely the same relation to the physical world as does vegetable matter, which lives, decays, or dies, and returns from whence it came — to inanimate matter, to clay. Human and brute life offer but little refutation of this theory. Insect and bird life indicate its possibility by exhibiting a positive change from the inanimate to the animate. Human reason, therefore, may logically set up the hypothesis, that if life can come from no life, and life dis- appear from life, presumption is strong that life still exists in some form, and that there is a mode of communication between the varied forms, but all persons do not comprehend that mode, or even know of it, and the fact that there is any such communica- tion. We, therefore, have left open for our consideration and judgment, our acceptance or rejection, this subject as the prophet saw fit to leave it when it became necessary to prepare for his departure from this life. PUBLISHER'S PREFACE. { x A new impetus will be given to Spiritualism by this work, for the reason that it is not written from a standpoint of bias, and is neither more nor less than a statement of facts, which are a part of the experiences of the authoress, who, to say the least, has had a very remarkable life, and who observes a tem- perateness and reverence in statement, which must commend her and her work to all who are fortunate enough to read this unique volume. Mr. Gladstone wrote so lately as September 16th, in replying to a person who inquired whether the discussion of Theosophy ought to be permitted in workmen's clubs where lectures and debates on religious subjects are tabooed, and whether such dis- cussion was likely to benefit workmen: " i" shall not adopt language of determined disbelief in all manifestations, real or supposed, from the other icorld. They give me little satisfac- tion, but that does not warrant meeting them with a blank nega- tive.^ He thus indicates that he feels an interest in the sub- ject, and, like thousands of others, seeks its truth. It is to be hoped that through the aid of this book, some such master mind as that of Robert J. Ingersoll will give the matter special attention, and follow out the thought to a point where positive accurate information will yield its intelligence to the world, and not to those only who profess Spiritualism. The Rev. Dr. Savage, of Boston, when being criticised for his attention to Spiritualism, replied: "If a Christian minis- ter, preaching God's word, has no right to consider Spiritualism and its phenomena, pray who, and what manner of man, does possess that right, and who should, beyond peradventure, know its truth or falsity, that is, whether the spirit does return after death, and, if so, under what conditions and for what purposes ?" A recent investigating commission, commenting upon the sub- ject of Spiritualism, remarks: "It is no small matter to be able to record any progress in a subject of so wide and deep an x PUBLISHERS PREFACE. interest as the present. It is not too much to say that the fur- ther our investigations extend, the more imperative appears the demand for those investigations. The belief in so-called Spirit- ualism is certainly not decreasing. It has, from the first, as- sumed a religious tone, and now claims to be ranked among the denominational faiths of the day. From the outset, we have been deeply impressed with the seriousness of the undertaking, and have fully recognized that men, eminent in intelligence and attainments, yield to Spiritualism an entire credence, and who can fail to stand aside in tender reverence, when crushed and bleeding hearts are known to seek it for consolation and for hope ? We beg that nothing stated may be interpreted as in- dicating indifference or levity. Wherever fraud in Spiritualism is found, that it is, and not whatever of truth there may be within, which is denounced, and all Spiritualists who love the truth willfully agree with us." It is well known that from time to time stray notices on the subject of Lincoln and Spiritualism have appeared in various papers, not, however, in connection with any attempt on the part of the writers or editors to verify the same. For this reason we deemed it wise, before entering into this matter ex- tensively, to examine the subject with deliberation and care. The fruits of this examination have placed upon record infor- mation of a remarkable character, which will have a marked bearing upon the history of Spiritualism and upon the literature of the day. That Abraham Lincoln should have been a believer in, or follower of, Spiritualism, in any form, will be an unusual statement, and to use the words of an editorial writer of a leading New York daily : "If it can be proven that Abraham Lincoln was in any way connected with Spiritualism, or did take counsel from any medium at a time when the nation's weal or woe hung in the balance, or was in any manner governed by such counsel, it PUBLISHER'S PREFACE. xi would be the literary event of the nineteenth century, and the most astonishing statement of modern times." In February of this year, the writer had the good fortune to meet a gentleman who related that he knew from personal experience and con- tact, that Abraham Lincoln was a Spiritualist, and implicitly believed in the guidance and teachings of that science or re- ligion, whichever it may be. He further stated that he attended a stance where the President with several other persons had sat upon a piano, and that the instrument had been bodily lifted from the floor by means of spirit power, while the President and his friends remained seated upon it ! He further stated that he knew from personal knowledge that the President had been instructed and guided by spirits in times of particular stress in affairs of state, and that at a period when the nation's future was uncertain, and while the States were in the midst of the throes of a great civil war. He also stated that he knew of his own personal knowledge and experience, that numerous Spiritualistic stances were held in the White House, and that they were frequented by many of the leading men of the time, who were then located in Washington. This gentleman's statement, being of such pecxdiar signifi- cance, the writer did not believe it. This recitation, however, caused the writer to become greatly interested in the subject from a purely historical standpoint, and, therefore, he immedi- ately started an investigation regarding the matter, the results of which he is now obliged to state, reveal to the world, matters of decided interest and importance, and which, as far as they are related in this volume, are capable of proof, and based upon circumstances of fact. The writer incidentally learned that Mrs. N. C. Maynard, of White Plains, New York, had resided in Washington during several years of the War of the Rebellion, and had upon numer- ous occasions given sittings for the President of the United xii PUBLISHER'S PREFACE. States, his wife, and friends who were present by invitation, and that she was preparing a record of these experiences, to- gether with other incidents connected with an eventful life, for publication in book form. He suggested that as many of the statements therein were of a personal and unusual nature, re- vealing habits of character in many persons who were prominent before the nation, it might be well to have the accounts of cir- cumstances verified as described, and affidavits secured from the persons who must necessarily constitute her witnesses, as to the truthfulness of her narrative, especially such persons as were living to-day, and who were connected with the subject in any manner, and who would be uniting to come forth and testify ; to which suggestion she readily assented. Immediately there- after investigation was commenced by the writer. The initia- tory movement was to ascertain from those, who resided in the neighborhood of her home, or thereabouts, the character and standing of Mrs. N. C. Maynard. He was informed by those who had known the family for a lengthy period, that her hus- band had been a resident of White Plains for twenty-five years, was cordially indorsed by many of the leading residents, was trustworthy and honorable, and had been doing business during all of that period in that village, and that he was a man noted for truthfulness, honesty, and general integrity of character. The family physician stated that he knew Mrs. Maynard and had attended her for about fifteen years ; that she is now a hopeless invalid, has been confined to her bed for nearly three years, and cannot possibly recover ; that during his experiences and contact with her, he has always found her to be an exem- plary woman, but possessed of a peculiar organism and sensi- tiveness of condition, and likewise of some peculiar power or magnetism, which, to say the least, was unexplainable, and that nothing within the science of medicine could clearly explain her "psychic" condition, or briefly, in common-place words: PUBLISHER'S PREFACE. xiii « We confess there Is something about Mrs. Maynard that we do not understand; we, however, believe her to be a thorough Christian woman of irreproachable character and antecedents." Hon. Melville C. Smith, of New York City, a well-known and responsible gentleman, informed the writer that he had known Mrs. Maynard for more than thirty years, and placed full confidence in her integrity of character, and of his own knowledge found her to be a very remarkable woman and pos- sessed of a peculiar « psychic" condition, which permitted her to see and foresee and comprehend that which could not be understood by ordinary people. Mark M. ("Brick") Pomeroy, the well-known lawyer and writer, unhesitatingly indorses Mrs. Maynard and states, " You may say for me, Mrs. Maynard is one of the most remarkable mediums to be found within the lines of Spiritualism. I have known her for many years, she is a woman against whom not one word of reproach may be truthfully uttered, and I believe the truth of her statements." Francis B. Carpenter, the distinguished artist, and the painter of the "Emancipation Proclamation," which is in the Capitol at Washington, who is also the author of the " Inner Life of Abraham Lincoln," and the painter and possessor of the last portrait in oil of Lincoln, a copy of which is in the frontispiece of this volume, states: "I have known Mrs. Maynard for some years. She is a talented woman ; I do not believe she would tell an untruth ; she is a medium of remarkable ability. I know that Mr. Herndon knew Mr. Lincoln better than any other man, up to the time of his election in 1861 ; after his elec- tion Mr. Herndon knew but little of him, and absolutely nothing of his mental or spiritual condition before the sickness of his son Willie, nor after Willie's death, and I must say that Mr. Lin- coln's mind underwent a vast change after that event. Just what Mr. Lincoln's religious views were, I do not know, but it xiv PUBLISHERS PREFACE. is a fact that he was known to pray, and his condition was much more in accordance with the statement found in ' The Inner Life of Abraham Lincoln' than that stated by other biogra- phers, and you may quote me, that Herndon's statements have neither weight nor value, after the connection between the two men ceased. I am not prepared to state that Mr. Lincoln was a Spiritualist. I do know that he had faith in spiritual comfort and believed that we ivere, in a measure, directed by spiritual teachers and guidance." Mrs. Daniel E. Somes, of Washington, wife of the late Hon. Daniel E. Somes, Representative from Maine, in the Thirty- sixth Congress, informs the writer that she attended stances at the White House during the war when Miss Colburn (Maynard) was the medium there, and upon one occasion met Major-Gene- ral Daniel Sickles, and that the circumstances recorded as to that stance are fully described in this volume. This statement she fully and completely indorses ; and further adds that her husband was closely and intimately connected with President Lincoln, and had repeatedly informed her of interesting and remarkable incidents which occurred at the White House at stances as herein described and mentioned. She also states that she knows Miss Colburn did not give stances in the White House for money. The standing of Hon. D. E. Somes is fully set forth in the following obituary notice taken from the Wash- ington 'National Republican,' February 2, 1888 : — HON. DANIEL E. SOMES. THE END OF A DISTINGUISHED AND USEFUL CAREER. In the death of Hon. Daniel E. Somes, formerly a member of Congress from Maine, but for the last twenty-five years a resident of this city, a distinguished and useful career is ended, and the com- munity loses a most worthy and honorable citizen. Mr. Somes was born at Meredith, now Laconia, N. H., May 20, 1815. He received an academic education, and was married in early life to Miss Laura Chase, of his native place, who survives him. PUBLISHER'S PREFACE. xv In 1846 he moved to Biddeford, Me., where he became largely interested in various business enterprises, and was very prominent n the temperance and anti-slavery movements of the tune He established in Biddeford the 'Eastern Journal,' now the 'Union and JournaV newspaper. He was the first mayor of Biddeford, and wasiveraltmes re elected. Inthatposition he was active in execut- mJ Se»Mame law," which was the first prohibition law passed nthe Unued States and under his administration at east proved successful He organized the City Bank of Biddeford in 1856, and '^J^SSSS^&itn^ in Saco, Biddeford, and ^^^^^^^S^^^S^X^ and was on^of the original organizers of the Republican party, and was a strong supporter of Fremont and Dayton in 185b. In 1858 he was elected to the Thirty-sixth Congress from the dis- trict now represented by Hon. Thomas B. Reed. He was known as a radical Republican and strongly expressed his views to the coun- try notably iu a patriotic speech delivered by him in the House of R ^u'ngtnl wa?he was ffriend and confidant of President Lin coin" who often sent for him, sometimes late at night, to come to the Executive Mansion to confer on matters of public importance. He was closely associated with Hannibal Hamlin, Horace Greeley John P. Hale, Henry Wilson, and other leading men of the eailier Re Inh l ough P p a ronounced in his Republican views, he was of a gentle and pacific disposition and of moderate temper, ^m *^ ftetol* was chosen a member of the "Peace Congress 'of 1861, which proved so unequal to stemming the tide of war feeling that swept over every obstacle in that turbulent time. In 1862 Mr. Somes settled in Washington, and for several years was a prominent practitioner before the patent office He also turned his attention to inventing and took out over sixty patents many of them relative to the general subject of refrigeration and Ventilation. As an inventor he showed great originality and versa- tility. More than twenty-five years ago he proposed the system ol transporting fresh beef in refrigerator cars and suitable means for accomplishing it ; but, as in the case of many inventors, he was too early for his time and failed to reap the benefits o his invention, which is now in quite extensive use throughout the country by 0t Mr F . SomS had an extremely hopeful and genial nature He was a most tender and kind-hearted husband and father. In fact he had the gentleness of a woman, combined with marked manly strength and vigor, and was always a model gentleman in his manners, and the soul of honor in his dealings and intercourse with his fellowmen. X vi PUBLISHERS PREFACE. For several weeks past Mr. Somes has been ill with a severe cold, which on last Friday morning became aggravated and assumed the symptoms of congestion of the lungs. This malady was followed on Saturday morning by paralysis of his right side. Most of the time after that he was insensible, gradually sinking until his death, Which occurred on Monday, the 13th of February, at 10.15 P. M. He had four sons, two of whom died in youth. Only one son Burvives, Mr. F. C. Somes, a prominent patent attorney of this city. Mr. Byron Somes, a younger son, who was night editor of the Bos- ton ' Globe,' and a young man of much promise, died about one year ago. Mrs. E. 1). E. N. Southworth, a well-known authoress, who now resides at Prospect Cottage, Georgetown, freely and cheer- fully corroborates the account herein mentioned in this book of a circle held at her house, and, in a letter to the publisher, states: "I am glad that in the inextricable mazes of this world's wilderness, I have, through you, found a trace of Netf'e Colburn (Maynard) Please give my love to Mrs. Maynard, and tell her I have a perfect memory of that evening of which she gives so warm a picture." Col. Simon P. Kase, of Philadelphia, states that he was pres- ent at a stance with Mr. Lincoln, and that he, with several other gentlemen, the President included, sat upon the piano, while it was lifted bodily from the floor by spirit power, and that lUr. Lincoln was not only interested in this physical ■phe- nomenon, but was also intensely interested in the statements which the medium made to President Lincoln while in a trance condition." Mrs. Elvira M. Depuy, of Washington, stated to the writer : " My husband was a visitor to stances where Mr. Lincoln was present, and he has told me of many interesting occurrences which happened thereat In the winter of 1862-3 I attended a stance at Mrs. Laurie's, at Georgetown, where Mrs. Lincoln was present. She was accompanied by Mr. New- ton, Commissioner of Agriculture. At this stance remarkable statements were made by Miss Colburn (Maynard) which sur- PUBLISHER'S PREFACE. xvii prised Mrs. Lincoln to such a degree that she asked that a stance might be given to Mr. Lincoln. . . . . . 1 have always known from my husband and others that Mr. Lincoln attended circles and stances, and was greatly interested m Spiritualism." . ,. Mrs. Parthenia Colburn, whose name finds place in this volume, now resides at White Plains ; she was with Mrs. May- nard (Miss Colburn) during 1862-3-4-5, and frequently visited the White House with Miss Colburn (Maynard) when Hon Daniel E. Somes and others were present, and she has filed with the publisher an affidavit made before the county clerk of the county of West Chester, N. Y., wherein she solemnly avers that the statements regarding her, found in this book ,are true and fact in each and every particular. A similar affidavit is on file with the publisher made by Mrs. Nettie Colburn May- nard, the writer of this book, taken by the county clerk of the county of West Chester, at her bedside, and attested by him in regular legal form. In addition to the persons above named, the publisher wishes to tender thanks for courtesies and aid extended him, while seeking information regarding this subject, to F. C. Somes, Esq., George A. Bacon, Esq , Alfred Horton, Esq., all of Wash- ingtou, U. C C. ; Gen'l Daniel E. Sickles, Henry J. Newton, Esq., and Charles J. Quinby, Esq., of New York; Frank L. Burr, Esq., of the ' Hartford Times,' and B. B. Hill, Esq., of Philadelphia; each of whom has rendered him service and in- formation regarding this volume of reminiscences. The pub- lisher wishes it distinctly understood that the statements con- tained in this book are free from all bias or interest from any cause or purpose other than as an historical picture of the con- ditions and influences which were connected with, and had bearincr upon, those turbulent times, which are known as "the War Years of the Rebellion." He trusts that nothing in these xviii PUBLISHER'S PREFACE. prefatory remarks will be construed in any way to indicate an opinion, either for or against Spiritualism, and a decision whether Abraham Lincoln was, or was not a Spiritualist, must be reached as a conclusion, through and by the judgment of the individual reader, who will find this work of special and con- tinuous interest, and, therefore, as the title is suggestive, and the information which the book conveys is extraordinary, it is perhaps pertinent to ask the question, as given in the title — "Was Abraham Lincoln a Spiritualist?" THE PUBLISHER. TABLE OF CONTENTS. CHAPTER I. PAGB Early Memories. Peculiar stair-way noises— The clock strikes —Grandmother dies— The clock again warns us— Grandmother calls from the Spirit world— My father hears strokes on the house side— Grandfather dies CHAPTER IT. The Mystery Deepens. Strange phenomena— Spirit rapping —My gift of mediumship discovered— My father's discovery- Asa Rogers— Buchanan's election- Written communications come through my mediumship CHAPTER III. Further Developments. I meet Ex-Gov. Seymour of Conn. —Am kindly welcomed everywhere— Speak at Pequannock, Conn.— My friend Flavia Howe— Go to Windsor and Ware- house Point— My public career is inaugurated CHAPTER IV. A Strange Adventure. Receive a call to speak in Albany- Mr. M. wants my friend to be the " Princess" of his city of a thousand wives— We have an adventure in which the spirits aid us— Wc leave hurriedly ^ (xix) 21 xx TABLE OF CONTENTS. CHAPTER V. PAGE Spiritualism and War. The first call for 75,000 men — The advice from the spirit world and my disobedience — I go to Washington to get a furlough for my brother — Success and loss — Meet prominent people — Go to the camp — Dr. Curtis, Secretary Tucker, and other prominent men are met — Have important work to do — Hold stances — Per order of Secretary of War — DeKalb's desire to thwart my efforts — Meet Mr. Betts, of Albany— Success and failure— Appended letters, etc 34 CHAPTER VI. Gladness and Sadness. Mrs. Belle Miller as a medium — Captain DeKalb temporarily succeeds — I go to General Townsend's office — Issued by "special order of the War Department" — I fail to get brother's back pay — Brother and I drive " to camp" — We meet father at camp — We hold the first "sitting" on Virginia soil — Brother loses his pass — Our friends sympathize with us 54 CHAPTER VII. First Meeting with Lincoln. Secretary Foster takes us to Mr. Laurie's house in Mrs. Lincoln's carriage — Mrs. Lincoln promises to obtain another furlough for my brother — I go into a trance — "This young lady must not leave Washington ; Mr. Lincoln must hear her" — Am promised a place under Mr. Newton — Am promised another furlough — A thirty-day furlough is granted — A present of a hundred dollars — I ar- range to stay in Washington — We are invited to the White House, where we hold a stance that is of historical importance — " So this is our little Nettie" — President Lincoln is advised upon the Emancipation Proclamation that it is to be the crowning effort of his administration and his life — The Presi- dent states that pressure was being brought to bear upon TABLE OF CONTENTS. xxi PAGE him to suppress the enforcement of the proclamation— " My child, you possess a wonderful gift, but that it is of God I have no doubt"— Notes 6 ^ CHAPTER VIII. Ve Make History. We enter the Interior Department— Form the acquaintance of Mrs. Anna M. Cosby— Meet Geo. D. Pren- tice and many prominent people — Frequently visit the White House— We hold a stance at Laurie's, the President attending "Bonnie Doon" — Mrs. Miller causes the piano to dance — The scene at the front depicted— The President advised by " Dr. Bamford" to go to the Army of the Potomac and talk with the soldiery— " The simplest remedies the best"— The President grants a furlough to A. L. Gurney— The President speaks his views upon spiritualistic communications— Ad- vised not to make the stances public information— Mrs. Miller moves the piano while the President site upon it— Notes . 79 CHAPTER IX. Perilous Times. I make a strange error— The President visits the Army of the Potomac at the instigation of the spirits- Mrs. Lincoln is distracted and we comfort her — A sitting while the battle of Chancellorsville goes on and the result foretold— We depart with an armful of flowers— Visit to the Mount Pleasant Hospital, where father greets us . . .95 CHAPTER X. The Wounded and Dying. After the battles of Chancellors- ville and Fredericksburg— We go to the hospital and aid the wounded— Scenes of horror among the " brave boys in blue" While riding home we see the President lift his hat to a crippled soldier boy— Lincoln always ready to serve the humble 103 xxii TABLE OF CONTENTS. CHAPTER XL PAGE Continued Services. The " Thirtieth New York" passes through Washington — The poem of reception — I am called home — Colonel Chrysler requests us to return to Washington to do him a service — We meet Joshua Speed at Cosby's — The story of Mr. Cosby's dismissal — A visit to the President and unpleasant remembrances — "We are Coming, Father Abra- ham, Three Hundred Strong" — Mr. Lincoln explains the dilemmas of war — Our point is gained and we call on Sec- retary Stanton — A politic reply, and its result — Colonel Chrysler's Brigade made happy Ill CHAPTER XII. Making Progress. A crazy lecturer — Mr. Somes inaugurates the first Washington lecture — Spiritualism a comforting be- lief 124 CHAPTER XIII. Spiritual Advice. We pay a visit to the White House — • General Sickels attends the seance — The terrible condition of the freedmen around Washington — Establishing the "Freedmen's Bureau" suggested by the spirits — Recalling the pleasant scene 128 CHAPTER XIV. A Strange Incident. I return home — A commission ap- pointed to investigate the freedmen's condition — I return to Washington — Our friend General William Norris — "Why, Daniel, what is the matter?" — The telegram and "Who killed Cock Robin?" — Mr. Somes has a strange meeting — A. matter of life or death — The President reprieves the sentinel — Janvier's poem of the " Sleeping Sentinel" . . . 134 TABLE OF CONTENTS. xxiii CHAPTER XV. PAGE New Acquaintances. We spend an evening with Col. Forney —Mrs. Cosby takes us to " Prospect Cottage," the home of Mrs. Southworth— We fall in love with her daughter—" What impressions do you receive ?"— Mrs. Southworth recites a strange experience— " You shall have my picture," she said —Stances with Mrs. Lincoln by appointment . . . • 144 CHAPTER XVI. We Lose a Friend. Mr. Lincoln and "Abraham Laudamus" —Rev. Byron Sunderland's desire to witness a stance— He sends Mrs. Cosby a letter— I lecture in the Columbia Com- pany's Hall—" Thy coming, 'tis as steals the morn"— Mrs. Cosby's death, and notices of same— I write a presentation address 154 CHAPTER XVII. A Test Seance. We are requested to attend a private seance at the White House— The President asks me to demonstrate my " rare gift," as he called it— The two soldiers present in citizen's dress—" Perfectly satisfactory," said Mr. Lincoln ; " Miss Nettie does not require eyes to do anything"— Tracing lines upon the map— I do not hear the import of the stance— Those were not days for trifling— An account of a witty ap- plication of a part of Knox's poem, " Why Should the Spirit of Mortal be Proud ?"— The complete poem . . . -163 CHAPTER XVIII. Until My Work is Done. I go home for a time— The meet- ings at Great Barriugton and some old campaign recollec- tions— I address the audience— We return again to Wash- ington—Major Chorpenning and their home— I meet many well-known people there— I receive dispatch from home— xx iv TABLE OF CONTENTS. PAGE We go to the White House—" I didn't catch her, did I?"— " I don't think the knife is made or the bullet run that will reach me" — Never again did we meet his welcome smile . 173 CHAPTER XIX. The Man Lincoln. A Personal Description of President Abraham Lincoln and his Peculiarities .... 183 CHAPTER XX. A Comical S£ance. A visit from two sable contemporaries — The lost money and its return— Who can say that Spiritualism is not of Divine origin ? 198 CHAPTER XXI. Peculiar History. We go to Washington to attend the great Inauguration ball— Meet at Chorpenning's— General Banks calls— General Longstreet has his fortune told— " Twice did I tender my sword, and twice was it refused"— A remarkable statement — You have my blessing 201 CONCLUSION • 206 SPIRIT POEMS 213 APPENDIX 233 AUTHOR'S PREFACE. THE reminiscences contained in this volume are given to the public from no desire to proselyte in the cause of spiritualism. School privileges were denied me through protracted illness in childhood, and home training did not prepare for authorship; therefore, I beg the indulgence of my readers. The earnest solicitations of friends that I should place on record the important events in my experience as a spiritual medium, led me to complete these papers, in which, if they have no other merit, are related facts that can be verified by living witnesses. There may be some inaccuracy in dates, as the more prominent events occurred many years ago ; but the circumstances as stated are correctly recorded. Let it be distinctly understood that no claim is made that all persons named in connection with my medium- istic experiences in the White House at Washington , or elsewhere in the several circles of that city, were spiritualists. I never asked, nor was I told their views on the subject of spiritualism. We met with consider- (1) 2 AUTHOR'S PRE FA CE. ation and kindness wherever invited, and were offered the same welcome and courteous attention extended to the other guests. Comparatively few of the seances with the President are given, as a number took place with Mrs. Lincoln alone as witness. I was not told of the revelations then made, for when in a trance state, I am unconscious and have no knowledge of what transpires or what I have said. But those recorded, demonstrate that this great and good man did not hesitate to receive and weigh any suggestions for guidance, when given in- telligently, however humble their apparent origin. " Through that long clay of bitter grief, When horror rested on the Ark, His was the calm unshaken belief That felt God's Presence in the dark. Full well he knew each wandering star, That once had decked the azure dome, Would trembling through the clouds of war, Like a lost prodigal son, ceme home." Appended to this volume will be found a few poems, interesting only, as showing one phase of mediumship. Ordinarily, I cannot write poetry, still there were two methods by which it was possible. In the first, having certain ideas to express, I close my eyes. Presently there appear illuminated letters on a back ground. When distinct so as to be read, 1 open my eyes and copy the lines. Again closing the lids, I wait until another stanza appears before my mental vision, which is transcribed as before. AUTHOR'S PREFACE. 3 In this manner I continue until the poem is com- plete. This illuminated vision I have learned to call my tablet. The poem to commemorate my mother's eightieth birthday was thus composed. I have also received poems through my sense of hearing, when no one was by. The words would be repeated so heard, as if through the ear, as fast as I could copy them, all by a method I am unable to explain. My readers will consider that these productions, of which I am apparently the author, are not mine, except as I gave the subject and copied what*was revealed either to my mental vision or hearing. By far the greater number of these poems were composed by the second method, while in a trance state. At these times the subject was given by some one present, and the lines repeated were copied by another. Whenever a spirit was given as the author, I have signed the name. Being insensible while in a trance, these clairvoyant poems are unfamiliar, and are read by me with as much interest as if composed by another. Some years ago, at the request of that scholarly writer, the late Prof. S. B. Brittan, I prepared a manuscript, which he offered to edit for publication, but his death following shortly, the MS. was lost and never recovered. The present one has been prepared 4 AUTHOR'S PREFACE. at intervals during the past three years by the aid of an amanuensis. Confined to bed by rheumatism and given up to die by my physician, there have been comparatively few days in which I could dictate these pages, therefore, under such disadvantages, this work must necessarily be imperfect. From the time that the gift of mediumship was developed and I became conscious of spirit life, the messengers have never failed in guiding and guarding me under all circumstances. They have advised and directed me in worldly as well as spiritual matters, and in heeding their counsel it has always been well with me. Of the power, beauty, and intelligence of these un- seen guides, who led me, an unlettered girl, from the quite home circle to the jubilee platform as a religious teacher, and thence through strange and varied expe- riences, to become the honored guest of the Ruler of our Great Nation, during the most memorable events in its history, I have given no adequate evidence in these pages. My lectures have never been reported, although the press notices have been commendable, and whenever a lecture has been repeated, the audience has been appreciative. The teachings of the spirits through my medium- ship have been in full accord with those of the Great AUTHORS PREFACE. 5 Master Medium, who laid the foundation of a Practical Religion many centuries ago among the Judean Hills, and Who lit the altar fires of Divine Inspiration along the shores of Galilee with this " New Commandment" of the " Comforter" in this late Pentecost. Looking back over my life, it is a source of undying joy to recall the scenes where I have been the instru- ment in the hands of the Spirit World to carry health to the sick and peace to the sorrowing, and to kindle the light of hope where reigned the darkness of de- spair. It brings me that peace that passeth under- standing, to remember that by the aid of this precious gift I have brought comfort to the bedside of the dying, and more than once have staid the suicidal hand ; while many souls wandering in the paths of sinfulness have been reclaimed and brought back to a life of virtue and honor. It is also gratifying that the ties of friendship formed in many households, twenty-five or thirty years ago, are still unbroken. That the memory of my work as a spirit medium is tenderly cherished, is proven by the letters of kind sympathy that I so fre- quently receive ; but sweeter far than all these memo- ries is the ministry of angels unto me in my helplessness and suffering as I now lie upon a bed from which I may not hope to rise in this life. The spirit of my dear mother comes and goes before my spiritual vision as plainly as she appeared to my mortal eyes when living. And I find strength and comfort from the 6 AUTHOR'S PREFACE. dear ones who wait unseen by my side until I can in truth say, " Death" has lost its " sting" and " grave" its " victory." I thank God that this spirit knowledge is spreading broadcast through all lands ; that mediums with more perfect gifts than mine are developing each day, to carry to all who will receive the glad tidings of a demonstrated immortality. NETTIE COLBURN MAYNARD. White Plains, New York, September, 1891. WAS ABRAHAM LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? CHAPTER I. EARLY MEMORIES. Peculiar stair- way noises — The clock strikes — Grandmother dies — The clock again warns us — Grandmother calls from the Spirit world — My father hears strokes on the house side — Grandfather dies. OMITTING the preliminary description of the surroundings of my early childhood and the conditions of birth and similar matters, it will interest the reader to enter without delay upon the story which leads up to the events to which all interest in this volume must attach. One evening in the winter of 1845, in the town of Bolton, Conn., where my father's family resided, we were sitting about the large old- fashioned kitchen-table, which was lighted by means of oil lamps, in common use by all country people of those days. The room was a large square one, having (7) 8 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? in one corner a door, which led to the rooms above, its only fastening an iron latch, which held it in place. While the murmur of conversation was going on, we were suddenly startled by a sound which resembled the noise produced by hurling a heavy log down the stair-way against the door here mentioned. There was no mistaking the locality, as the sound was suf- ficiently loud to shatter the door, which it would have done had it been caused by means which the noise indi- cated, and by any object capable of making so crashing a sound. Not one of the half-dozen persons seated at the table moved for some few seconds following ; their startled, white faces testifying to their consternation. Before any one had spoken the sound was repeated with equal force, and seemed to jar the entire room. This time, my mother, who was a fearless woman under ordinary circumstances, pale and trembling, took up a lamp to investigate the matter. She had scarcely risen, with face toward the door, when the noise was repeated for the third time. Not hesitating, but with blanched face, holding the light aloft, she threw open the stair- door ; not a sound, not an object answered her look and voice. Utter silence reigned in the chambers above. Father was absent at the time, and our nearest neighbor was more than a quarter of a mile away. However, my sisters, who were grown to womanhood, followed by myself, went with my mother throughout EARLY MEMORIES. 9 the entire building, to find no intruder of any sort, nor could we find any evidence of the cause of the peculiar noises. As we returned to the kitchen the large clock on the high mantel-piece struck eight. . . . Three days later, while the matter was the subject of constant conversation, we received news of the death of my father's mother, who had died at Stafford Springs, at eight o'clock on the evening of the day of our strange experiences. The time elapsing between the stair-way noises and the striking of the hour, we afterwards ascertained, was the exact difference be- tween grandfather's watch and our clock ; we, there- fore, knew that at the time of the stair-way noises grandmother had passed to the Gf-reat beyond, and that the period of departure was precisely ten minutes before eight o'clock. My grandfather, from this time forward to that of his death, was a member of our household. In the early fall of 1849, while residing near the Coventry line, I was lying ill with typhus fever, close unto death. On this evening, which I am about to mention, my condition was better. Father and an older sisterwere seated in the room playing a game of checkers, while near them looking on sat mother. They were very quiet lest I might be disturbed. Directly fronting me on the mantel stood the clock, which was of the old Bristol pattern, with iron weights. It had not been wound for more than a year, and the 10 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? cord which upheld the "strike-weight" was broken. At once, amid the stillness, the clock struck one. The effect was electrical. Father, more astonished than frightened, sprang to his feet, and opened the clock door to find the wire still vibrating. In the face of the presence of the long broken cord, there was no method to account for the striking. The game of checkers was never finished, and I was wearied with questions as to my welfare — my family believing that this was but a strange herald of my departure. Three weeks later, and after I had recovered, my grandfather re- ceived a slight paralytic attack while descending the stairs ; mother helped him to bed, administering some medicine, which quieted him for a time. She soon after was called to his bedside, when he told her that " Millie [his deceased wife] has just been here ;" to which mother replied, " You have been dreaming." " No," he said, " she bent over me, called me by name, and put her cold hand upon my side ; I felt it." Finding that he could not be dissuaded from this thought she changed the subject. A few days after this incident, my father arose very early for the purpose of cleaning an elevated oven belonging to an old stove, and while in the yard vigorously shaking it, was startled by the noise of three severe strokes upon the corner of the house below the eaves — so distinct that the sound could be exactly located. He at once went into the house to the room where grandfather lay, directly EARLY MEMORIES. 11 within the spot where the noise occurred, only to find grandfather peacefully sleeping. Finding no one about, it occurred to him that the noises were surpris- ing. On going to mother's room he informed her, but she induced him to believe he was mistaken and to return to his work, which he did. Whereupon, taking up the oven, he heard an exact repetition of the noises in the same place. He sought in vain for a solution of the mystery ; when again, for the third time, the noise was repeated. He afterwards confessed that he was unnerved for the day. For a week or more fol- lowing this occurrence, grandfather appeared unusu- ally well. On the ninth day he did not join the family at breakfast, saying he did not feel well and wished mother to serve him a cup of tea. I went with mother to his room, and found him sitting up in bed breathing heavily; he desired me to send for Amasa (my father, who had left him an hour previous), saying, "I am going to die, for Millie has called me again." Mother sent for father and comforted grand- father. Within half an hour, and before father re- turned, grandfather had joined the voice that called him, and was with her in the Great Beyond, without the shadow of death. As will be seen by the date (1845), 'I was a mere child, and Spiritualism was comparatively unknown to the world and entirely unknown, I am quite sure, in 12 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? our little old-fashioned village ; but in after years, when we heard of Spirit manifestations, we came to know that these results were the attempts at com- munication on the part of our Spirit friends. THE MYSTERY DEEPENS. 13 CHAPTER II. THE MYSTERY DEEPENS. Strange phenomena— Spirit-rapping— My gift of mediumship discovered — My father's discovery — Asa Rogers — Bu- chanan's election — Written communications come through my mediumship. IN the year 1855 we resided with my parents in the city of Hartford, Conn. One day, during the summer of that year, my father related at the dinner table certain strange phenomena that he had witnessed at the warerooms of the firm of Elton & Deming, fur- niture-dealers of that city, and stated that a young man, hardly 30 years of age, of slight build, possessed a wonderful gift whereby he could move the heaviest pieces of furniture about the building, by simply lay- ing his fingers upon them and requesting them to fol- low him ; that he had done this repeatedly during the forenoon ; and that a heavy secretary, to move which required the strength of four or five men, would move across the floor with perfect ease if he but placed the tips of his fingers thereon, requesting it to follow him. He said the young man could do this at any time and place, and he wished to arrange with him to pass an evening at our house, that my mother and the family 14 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? might witness these curious phenomena. Two even- ings later he came and proceeded to demonstrate his ability, making no explanation whatever of the strange power he seemed to possess. We were all soon seated about the dining-table, following his directions by placing our hands flatly upon the surface. In a few moments the table began rocking to and fro, and the united force of all present was unable to prevent its motions. Instructing my father what to say, he began questioning the table as if it possessed intelligence ; the motion ceased, and a loud, distinct rap was heard whose source we sought in vain ; but to all questions it responded quickly and with a decided intelligence that denoted that it understood all that was spoken. At last the young man spoke and said the raps were so clear and distinct, and the power apparently so great, that there must be others present possessing this gift (as he termed it) ; and upon asking the question of this unseen Intelligence of this fact a quick response in the affirmative was given. On further inquiry it stated that I possessed the gift in a marked degree ; it also declared that my mother and eldest brother possessed the same gift, but not to the same extent. Many strange things were rapped out in response to questions, and the Intelligence claimed to be my grandfather, and many names were spelled of deceased friends and relatives of whom the young man could have had no possible knowledge. This curious mani- THE MYSTERY DEEPENS. 15 festation ended by his requesting the power to display its force by turning the table bottom upwards ; which was done, it being carefully raised clear from the sup- port and laid flat upon the floor with the legs upwards without any hand thereon save his own. The name of this young man was Thomas Cook. I have never met him, nor heard of him since that time.* The matter afforded material for conversation for a few days and was forgotten. A year later a young acquaintance came into our house and excitedly asked me if I knew anything about spirit-rapping. In surprise, I said "No," when she related the astonishing fact that some friends were visiting at her house, and that their little fifteen months' old baby was what they called a " spirit medium." When the little thing was seated at a table, in its high chair, curious manifestations would occur, such as dishes moving without visible contact, the table rising and falling, and loud raps being heard in different parts of the room. She further stated that every morning since their arrival they would find that during the night the furniture of the house had been displaced, pictures removed from the walls, and t many other peculiar occurrences took place for i * There is now residing at Chicago, 111., a writer named Thomas Cook. Whether he may be the acquaintance of my youth I am not informed. 16 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? which no one could account, save that this invisible agency had been at work while all in the house were sleeping. She concluded her strange story by saying, "And the spirits say that I am a medium." As she uttered the words, I recollected the curious seance of the year before, when the same statement had been made about myself ; and instantly I said, " Oh yes, I know all about it, for I witnessed something of this myself, and they told me also that I am a medium." We were both mere children, and compre- hended nothing of the magnitude of the subject of which we were speaking, but with the egotism of in- experience and the love of novelty peculiar to the young, were anxious to know more concerning this power we were said to possess. My friend Eunice instantly proposed that we sit down and see if we could make a hall " lamp-stand" move. Retiring to my own room, we sat down by a stand, placed our hands upon it, as I remembered we had done on the only occasion in which I had witnessed the manifestations of this strange phenomenon, and sat patiently listening and waiting for something to happen. During this time, my mother entered the room and we told her what we were doing ; she stood by us and listened, but no sound or move- ment rewarded our patience. At the end of half an hour, wearied with sitting in silence, we abandoned the effort. THE MYSTERY DEEPENS. 17 The next day she came to see me, full of excited interest, repeating the marvels of the day before, and saying that spirits had directed that we should sit again. Thi3 we did, and for another half hour sat pa- tiently silent and listening, placing our hands upon the stand, but nothing rewarded our efforts. This was repeated day after day for a week, as every day Eunice would return, directed so to do, as she affirmed, by the spirits, as they manifested themselves through the infant, the little child at her house. Being but chil- dren ourselves, we became weary of these repeated failures, and on this last occasion I asserted, " If no- thing comes this time, I will not sit again, and they need not ask me to." We had scarcely seated our- selves and placed our hands upon the table, when three loud distinct raps sounded beneath our fingers. We sprung up in affright, upsetting the chairs in our excitement, and rushed from the room. My mother, hearing the confusion, met us, and we explained ; she thereupon persuaded us to go back and try again, she going with us. At this moment my father entered the house, and feeling encouraged by his presence, we sat down, when the raps came readily, responding to any and all questions, stating distinctly that I was the medium for this peculiar form of manifestation, and desiring that I sit at regular intervals, as they desired to use me to make revelations to the world to demon- 2 18 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? strate the truth of immortality.* From this time for- ward, on all occasions when it seemed proper and right so to do, this power would manifest itself, and I could readily obtain responses to questions. The development of this curious gift naturally drew attention and brought many visitors to our house. Prominent among them was Asa Rogers,! of the firm of Rogers Bro3., who I believe introduced silver-plat- ing into this country. I spent a number of weeks at his house, and he wished at that time to adopt me as * My father tested the matter in a systematic manner, hav- ing me stand away from the stand, after first examining it upon all sides, and then repeating the question in many forms for an hour or more. When he became fully convinced and satisfied that the answers were from an intelligent unseen power, who could give him messages from his dead friends, and names and dates which I did not know, he seemed completely overcome, and, bowing his head upon his hands, wept like a child. We were all alarmed at this, and mother placed her hand upon his head, saying, " Father, what is the matter?" For a moment he could not reply, but, mastering his emotions, said feelingly : " You do not realize what this is to me; for years you know that I have doubted the immortality of man, for I could not accept the common teachings, as they were not based on evi- dent proofs that satisfied my mind ; but if this is true, and from the evidences before my eyes I cannot doubt that it is, ' then we are immortal beings, and life has some object beyond the mere object of living ;' and this child has brought me more than ell the ivealth of the ivorld can give." f See appended letters at end of volume. THE MYSTERY DEEPENS. 19 his own child, offering every inducement to that end ; and, notwithstanding his was a home of affluence, and my own that of the laboring man, the ties of affection were not easily broken. He never, however, ceased to show his kindly interest in me to the day of his death, as some of his letters appended hereto will indicate. For nearly a year after this curious development, I was engaged almost every evening, either at my own home or at the homes of those who sought me out, exercising this new gift ; and people came from near and far to have me sit at the table for them, as they claimed to receive surprising revelations from deceased relatives of whom I could have no possible previous knowledge. Just at this time the exciting campaign between James Buchanan and John C. Fremont was at its height. My father was a staunch Fremont man, and, as a matter of course, what interest I could have in such a matter would manifest itself in sympathy with his ideas, although I was too young and inexperienced to understand clearly either side of the questions at issue. The day before the election excitement and feeling ran high. A number of guests were at dinner, and my father was affirming his confidence in the election of his candidate, when my hand was seized by a power I could not control and was violently shaken. I was frightened, and knew not what to do, trying to hold my 20 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? right hand still with my left. My father watched me for an instant ; then, quickly taking his pencil from his pocket, he placed a piece of paper hastily before me and the pencil in my right hand. Instantly the name " Buchanan" was scrawled upon the paper ; as it was written, loud raps came upon the table. With a startled look, he questioned : " Do you mean us to understand that Buchanan will be elected to-morrow ?" The response came quickly in the affirmative, distinct and loud. The result of the morrow's election verified the prediction. This was the first time my hand was ever used for mechanical writing ; but from that day for- ward, by sitting quietly with pencil in my hand resting upon paper, it would be mechanically moved ; and many pages were thus written without any volition on my part. I could converse while this writing was going on, evidencing that I had no control whatever over it. This phase of my gift, continued at various times and occasions, excited much interest, and our quiet home was constantly besieged by eager inquirers, who wished to witness these peculiar manifestations. FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS. 21 CHAPTER III. FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS. I meet Ex-Gov. Seymour of Conn. — Am kindly welcomed everywhere — Speak at Pequanock, Conn. — My friend Flavia Howe — Go to Windsor and Warehouse Point — My public career is inaugurated. SOME TIME after this I was invited, with a number of others, to attend a seance at the home of my sister, Mrs. Walker (now Mrs. Henry Standfast, who resides at Tople Bampo, Mexico, and who can verify this statement). Among the guests present was Thomas H. Seymour, who had been governor of the State, and who also held many other offices under our government. I was seated at the table with my sister and a number of others, when the rappings were heard, and my hand was moved to write a message to some one in the room. As the pencil dropped from my fingers, Governor Seymour, who was standing behind me, laid his hand upon my head, and in a moment a quiet, dreamy feeling stole over me, and a prickly sensation passed through my fingers and along my arms. This is the last I remember until an hour later when I awoke in a different part of the room, finding myself seated on the sofa with the company gathered about 22 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? me. It appeared that I had been completely entranced, had personated different individuals who were known to be in the spirit world, and had spoken to a number present, giving messages that were recognized as from deceased friends ; the parties thus addressed being entire strangers to me. Of these messages, or their import or significance to those to whom given, I had no recollection whatever. The time had been a blank, and my awakening impressed me as simply being aroused from a natural sleep, with the exception of a return of the prickly sensation in my hands and arms which gradually left me, and I was conscious of no ill effects from this new and strange experience. From this time forward, whenever I sat down for the purpose of writing, or getting the raps, I would, when it seemed desirable, be entranced, and com- munications be given, and on occasions when large companies were present, some influence would take possession of me and deliver what seemed to be an address upon matters pertaining to the welfare of the human family, so full of instruction as to satisfy the most sceptical, and so complete that it could not have originated with myself. It was in this way that I became invested with my strange gift of mediumship. It came to me in a sense unsought, and took me, an untaught child, from my humble home in the ranks of the laboring people, and led me forth, a teacher of the sublime truth of im- FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS. 23 mortality, opening to me the doors of the wealthy and the prominent, as well as leading among the poor and lowly, speaking through my unconscious lips words of strength and consolation, suited to all con- ditions, until everywhere, from the farmer's quiet fire- side to the palatial city mansion, I found only words of welcome and kindly care. Late in the fall of 1856 a large company were gathered at my father's house, and among them a gentleman by the name of Welch. On this occasion I had been controlled to deliver a lecture upon some religious subject, and when the seance was over, Mr. Welch asked my father to permit me to deliver a lecture in a public hall, saying I ought to be upon the rostrum teaching, and that if he would consent he would make every arrangement and provision for the same. My father half reluctantly consented. For myself I re- fused to do this unless a friend, whose acquaintance I had made some time previously, would accompany me and share in the exercises. This young girl was Miss Flavia Howe, of Windsor, Conn., herself a fine medium, giving much of her time to clairvoyant ex- aminations of the sick. Mr. Welch visited her home ; she consented to join me ; and he then engaged a hall in Pequanock, Conn., and freely advertised the lecture which took place on Christmas eve. In those days spiritualism was an unpopular theme ; yet, notwithstanding the public prejudices, the pleasant 24 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? hall was filled with a curious company anxious to hear a trance-speaker expound the new doctrine. On the rostrum were seated Mr. Welch, the presiding elder of the occasion ; a Dr. Norton, of Hartford, a clairvoyant physician ; Miss Flavia, and myself. I shall never for- get the sinking sensation I experienced, and how my heart palpitated in facing the sea of faces on this my first public appearance. I felt I should never become passive enough, or still the violent throbbings of my heart sufficiently to enable the unseen intelligence to obtain control. I felt the color come and go in my cheeks, and experienced all the trepidation of " stage fright" that could characterize a novice for the first time facing a critical multitude. My young companion Flavia was not so troubled, as she knew many of those present, there being large numbers from her own village, Pequanock, which is a part of the town of Windsor, where she was likewise well acquainted. Dr. Norton, being a man past middle age and having been long before the public in the capacity of clair- voyant physician, had full possession of his nervous system. Mr. Welch stepped forward to the front of the stage and requested those that could to join in singing some familiar hymn. He said it would assist conditions. Very soon a thin quavering voice started the familiar line — " When I can read my title clear," FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS. 25 which was soon joined from another side of the hall by a strong voice with a decided nasal tone, one after another joining in. The chorus was full and strong by the time the first verse was ended. Some of the comical features of this attempt at creating "con- ditions" occurring to my mind, diverted me for the moment from the part I was expected to play in the evening's entertainment. This moment was evidently improved by my unseen friends, as I immediately lost consciousness of what was passing around me and knew nothing further until an hour and a half later, when the exercises were over. It seemed that my friend Flavia had been used to open the meeting with a beautiful invocation, after which our spirit friends had taken me to the front of the rostrum and delivered an address from the text — "Can any good thing come out of Nazareth ?" The text had been suggested by the fact that many unkind remarks had been made throughout the town regarding the forthcoming meeting, saying there could be no good in it, as it had all been originated among people no one knew anything about, etc. At the con- clusion of the address, which I learned was frequently applauded as it progressed, Dr. Norton was controlled to pronounce a benediction, and the meeting was dis- missed. Many crowded around me with congratula- tions, asking me questions regarding my strange gift. 26 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? My father and mother, both being present, were ques- tioned regarding me and the advantages I must have had to be able to speak with such fluency and readiness on matters supposed to be only discussed by learned divines or those who had made such subjects a life study. My youth forbade the belief that I had studied for any length of time upon any subject, and when my father assured them that my fragile health from childhood had prevented me receiving even the ordinary instruction that girls of my years were supposed to enjoy, the wonder increased. For myself, I was simply pleased with the novelty of the position and the pleasant life that seemed to open before me. On this same day a gentleman partially engaged me to speak in a church in Windsor the next evening. After consulting my friend Flavia and getting her to promise to join me therein, I agreed to accept. The scenes of this occasion were a repetition of those of the last evening, and at its close a gentleman from Warehouse Point, who was present in the audience, engaged me to speak in that village one evening the following week. This engagement I also kept, accom- panied by my young friend Flavia. At this gathering a gentleman was present, whose home was Winsted, Conn., and who on this occasion arranged with me to lecture every two Sundays, for three months there- after, in the town of Winsted. Still feeling timid FURTHER DEVELOPMENTS. 27 about going alone so far from home, I persuaded the parents of my friend to let her remain my companion. This she became, and my career as a public lecturer was fully inaugurated. " How bright and sunny look those far-off days ; how clearly rises before me the tall, graceful, slender figure of my young friend ; her long curls flowing over her shoulders, her bright, clear gray eyes full of laughter, looking into mine. To-day she is a staid wife and mother ; her name a household word through- out New England; while the sick and suffering every- where rise up and call her blessed. Oh, Flavia ! Flavia ! wherever you are, surrounded by household cares, the love of husband and children, do your thoughts ever turn backward to the dear old times as girls together we kept our diary and planned our innocent frolics in the ' Old lang syne ?' " 28 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? CHAPTER IV. A STRANGE ADVENTURE. Receive a call to speak in Albany — Mr. M. wants my friend to be the " Princess" of his city of a thousand wives — We have an adventure in which the spirits aid us — We leave hurriedly. FOR three years that followed I lectured in many New England towns and villages ; but, owing to the fact of being retained for months at a time in filling these several engagements, I did not become widely known to the public as a " Spiritual Lecturer" — home duties requiring my friend Flavia to return after the first year of our association. I found another congenial companion in a Miss Parnie R. Hannum, of South Adams, Mass., who, in after years, married my father's youngest brother, and is now known as Mrs. E. R. Colburn. During one of my visits to Lee, Mass., in the year 1858, I received a call to speak in the city of Albany, N. Y. There were but few confessed Spiritualists in the city at this time ; and accepting the call, we proceeded thence, where we arrived one bleak winter's day, to be met by a Mr. Fellows, who was the presiding officer of the little handful of the faith- ful, who were striving to hold meetings in a tiny hall MRS. I'AKTHKXIA OM.HUKX. From photograph from life, 1S60. A STRANGE ADVENTURE. 29 up two flights of stairs. We were escorted by him to the home of Mr. M. (I designedly omit the name, as he has now passed beyond the realm of mortality, and his amiable and lovable wife is, I am told, blessing the world with her Spiritualistic gifts), and left there with utter strangers. We endeavored to make our- selves comfortable, but soon saw that there was some- thing strange in the house, as was indicated by the anxious face of Mrs. M. Her nervous unrest and the sudden opening and shutting of doors in the other parts of the house, the sound of which reached our ears, began to have its effect upon us and cause no little nervous anxiety. As dusk approached Mr. M. entered the room. He was a fine appearing, portly gentleman, and to all outward manner greeted us with cordiality, and a clear understanding of our position in the house ; yet we could not but notice that his wife watched him with anxiety ; and when all were ushered into the dining-room, we saw no decrease in her anxious manner and watchfulness. The meal passed in silence, and we returned again to the parlor ; when Mr. M., suddenly springing to his feet, began to speak in an excited manner, declaring that he was about to found a city that " would rival the city of Utah ;" that it had been decreed that he was to have one thousand wives ; and he at once declared that my friend Parnie was elected the chief thereof. In fear and trembling we looked at Mrs. M., and taking our 30 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? cue from her hasty words, we talked pleasantly with him of his projected kingdom. At the time, it was dark and dreary, and snowing fiercely, and we felt ourselves entrapped and in the presence of a madman. A most uncomfortable evening followed. We besought Mrs. M. to permit us to go out into the street and find some hotel where we could lodge in safety until the morning ; but she assured us it would not do for us to make any change, as there was no one to go with us to lead the way ; and at the same time giving every as- surance that there was no danger in remaining. At nine o'clock, when Mr. M. had momentarily left the room, we insisted upon retiring. Mrs. M. guided us from the rear stair-way into what proved an open attic or garret, each end of which was partitioned, and neatly furnished. To one of these rooms she led us. A frail board partition and a shaky door on leather hinges were the only barrier between us and the " rum maniac" who was left to her control. One thought on entering the room was to look to the fastening of the door. It possessed a staple and iron hook, but so worn and loose in their sockets that it would require little effort to make them of no avail. The only other exit from the room was the small window at the back, and looking out we saw, about six feet beneath, a sloping shed deeply covered with snow, from which a descent to the ground would be easy. We made up our minds to escape by the win- A STRANGE ADVENTURE. 31 dow, should it become necessary. It is needless to say we did not remove our clothing, but, on the contrary, put on our outer garments, and kept our travelling bag in readiness to be cast from the window, to be followed by ourselves if necessary. We removed the fastening, raised the window an inch, disregarding the cold and storm, and patiently sat awaiting events. Our preparations had been scarcely completed when a shower of clear distinct raps was ' heard upon our headboard. We instantly put ourselves in communica- tion with our invisible protectors, and were quickly assured that a power was with us that would protect from all harm, and that we should have no occasion to use the window. They told us that Mrs. M. was a powerful medium, and that through the combined forces of her mediumship and our own they should bar the way to our presence against this madman. For an hour all was quiet, when suddenly we heard heavy steps approaching our door. Notwithstanding the assurance we had received from our friends, I con- fess we were quickly at the window, with it upraised, ready for a spring, when his hand came heavily upon the leather strap outside. He endeavored to pull the door open, saying that he wished to see the " princess," as he denominated my friend. His wife was instantly beside him, expostulating and begging him to let the "princess" rest until morning. A parley ensued. Again he tried the door, and, with a wrench that 32 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? seemed to us must take it from its poor hinges, made the partition shake ; yet, strange to say, it did not give way. Our hearts were beating wildly, and my friend was already on the window-sill, ready for a spring, and I on the chair beside her to follow. Again he wrenched at the door, determined to enter. It resisted all his efforts, and after repeated trials he abandoned the attempt and retreated. We then examined the door, and, without trouble, pulled out the staple with our fingers. What had held it in its place I cannot answer. I only know the fact, and realized that we felt the mantle of invisible pro- tection around us from that moment, and fearlessly lay down without undressing and went to sleep. Just at day-dawn we heard him again approaching ; no better security was afforded to the door than at his previous visitation. He tried the door again and again, and it resisted all efforts. We stood on the floor trembling, and awaited results. We soon heard the voice of his wife calling him to come with her down-stairs, which he heeded. This was the last attempt. At seven o'clock we presented ourselves below stairs, dressed and equipped for the street. Mrs. M. met us, pale and weary, and then explained to us that the reason we had been brought to her house was because she was alone at the time she offered to have us be her guests during our stay. Her husband was absent and she had no idea of his return for a number of weeks. A STRANGE ADVENTURE. 33 He arrived unexpectedly the day of our arrival, and in the half maniacal condition in which we found him. She did not see Mr. Fellows when he left us at the door, consequently there was no opportunity for her to explain or give us an opportunity to seek other quarters. We assured her of our full appreciation of her kind intent and generous hospitality ; but without waiting for our breakfast, we started out into the street and soon found our way to the hall. To the officers of our little Society we related our unpleasant experience and met with the ready sympathy circumstances seemed to demand, and were provided, during the remainder of the engagement, with a con- genial home in the pleasant family of a Mr. Ward, in Greenbush, just across the river. The meetings grew in interest, and so enlarged in numbers that a larger and better hall was secured, and it resulted in ray becoming a permanent speaker for the Society. 34 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? CHAPTER V. SPIRITUALISM AND WAR. The first call for 75,000 men — The advice from the spirit world and my disobedience — I go to Washington to get a fur- lough for my brother — Success and loss — Meet prominent people — Go to the camp — Dr. Curtis, Secretary Tucker, and other prominent men are met — Have important -work to do — Hold stances — " Per order of Secretary of War" — DeKalb's desire to thwart my efforts — Meet Mr. Betts, of Albany — Success and failure — Appended letters, etc. I WAS lecturing in Albany, in April, 1861, when the war of the Rebellion broke out. It is well known that the Northern people expected that the President's first call for troops to the number of 75,000 men would quickly end the " little fuss" down South, and that, taken all in all, the war would soon be over. The first battle of Bull Run made the Northern people acquainted with the fact that no easy victory awaited them. At the close of my evening lecture, the Sun- day following this disastrous battle to the North, a gentleman asked the question : " How long will this conflict continue ?" Our spirit frieiids made the re- j»ly, " That it would continue four years, and that it ivould require five practically to end it." This was a SPIRITUALISM AND WAR. 35 distinctly prophetic statement which after events fully verified.* At the time no one believed or supposed it possible that a war could be maintained in this country for that length of time, particularly an internal war ; and the statement of the spirits on that occasion created much discussion. More than a year had passed away. I was still speaking for the Society when I was summoned home to bid a brief farewell to my father and brothers, all four of whom had enlisted and were about to start for " the front." After much consideration it was de- cided best for my mother to break up her home and return with me to Albany to remain until my father's return, if he should be so fortunate as to escape the ill fortunes of war. The last evening, before the com- pany in Avhich my father and brothers were enlisted started for the front, we passed together at the house of a friend, and a parting circle was held. Our spirit friends gave us every encouragement, assuring us that they foresaw that all four would return in safety to their homes. A spirit purporting to be a Dr. Bam- ford, whom my father had known in earlier years, * This was a war prophecy of importance, and as far as I know there are living witnesses who can testify to the circum- stance : Jane McClure, of Albany, J. J. Perkins, M.D., who has moved from Albany to Syracuse, and Mrs. H. M. Dibbells, of Washington, N. Y. 36 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? controlled me, and in his quaint " down East" dialect assured my father that the next time he had the pleasure of talking with him it would be on Virginia soil. This astounding statement surprised all present, and none more so than myself, when informed of his words ; for I had no possible way of visiting the army, no desire to do so, and had no thought of any conditions that could by any chance bring about a meeting with my father in that distant State. However, time passed on.* It was in the following November, the * In August, 1862, while my friend, Miss Hannum, and my- self were sitting in our room in Albany a powerful influence came over me, and I was "controlled" to speak to her for nearly an hour, the purport of which was that there was a " Congress of spirits" in the spirit life, composed of the lead- ing public men who had passed away from earth, who were still interested in and guiding with care the affairs of the nation as perfectly as in their power ; that it was imperatively necessary that they should communicate with President Lincoln ; and they desired me to make arrangements to go to Washington and seek an immediate interview with him, assuring us that we would be well received and kindly treated ; and that we should tell the President how we came to visit him, assuring us that we would have no cause to regret immediate obedience. When I awoke and learned the purport of the message we talked over the matter earnestly, but could not bring ourselves to fol- low the suggestion ; and although the matter was repeatedly referred to by our spirit friends thereafter, we refused to com- ply with their wishes then, which fact was due to a knowledge of unpleasant experiences which had been the reward of other SPIRITUALISM AND WAR. 37 first week of the month, that I received two letters in the same mail, one from Washington A. Danskin, Balti- more, Md., asking me to speak for his Society during the following month, December ; the other from my youngest brother, who informed me that he was sick in the hospital at Alexandria, and that unless he could obtain a furlough and reach home and receive the care needed he would certainly die ; that it was impossible to obtain a furlough save through the action of friends. The letter from my brother decided me to accept the proffered engagement in Baltimore. I laid the case before the officers of our Society, and they willingly released me from my duties ; and leaving my mother and Miss Hannum together, housekeeping, as we had been since my father's enlistment, I started for Balti- more. During the first week of my stay in Baltimore I made inquiries regarding the presence of any spiritual- ists in Washington through whose aid I would be able to undertake my difficult mission regarding my brother. I was informed that Thos. Gales Foster, a well-known and most eminent speaker in our ranks, had recently taken a position as clerk in the War Department, and spiritualists who hud followed similar directions, and who en- countered woful disappointments ; and we therefore concluded that two bedraggled young damsels upon a spiritual mission would find but poor reception in the presence of the first Ruler of the Land. 38 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? that he resided with his family in that city. Obtain- ing a letter of introduction to him, I made my way to Washington and presented myself at Mr. Foster's house. I was given a most cordial welcome and a place in the household, to remain until the result of my proposed efforts could be known. The following day, Mr. Foster presented me to the then Assistant Secretary, Mr. Tucker. I told him what my brother had written, and expressed a desire to go to him at Alexandria. He heard me kindly, gave me an order for a pass, and directed where to obtain it. Every- body knows that all official business in the city of Washington is transacted between the hours of nine in the morning and three in the afternoon. By the time this had been accomplished it was too late to think of going to Alexandria that day. The next morning Mr. Foster accompanied me to the office where I was given a permit, and going on board the Alexandria boat 1 was soon at my destination. A number of rickety-looking vehicles standing on the wharf bore the legend "TO THE CAMP."* Entering one of them I was driven to the broad gates leading to the encampment. A sea of tents * The reader may pronounce this chapter wearisome on ac- count of the exact detailed statement. It is valuable as an unusually correct description of the "red-tape system." SPIRITUALISM AND WAR. 39 arose on every side ; it looked like a vast city of white canvas. I confess to a feeling of timidity and dread ; but, approaching a sentry, inquired for the Connecti- cut Division ; as I had been advised at Washington. Every kindness and politeness were shown me, and 1 was passed from hand to hand until I reached the tent of the commanding officer of the Connecticut troops quartered there in hospital. I stated my errand, and desired to see my brother. The officer in charge treated me with consideration, and told me he would give me the use of his tent for our- meeting, as the quarters of the men were hardly suitable for a lady to enter. In a few moments he returned with ray brother, who was leaning heavily upon his cane, and whose ap- pearance fully proclaimed his debilitated condition. I leave the reader to judge of the meeting that followed ; nor did it at the time seem strange to me that I, a mere girl in years, was there amid that vast array of tents filled with sick and weary soldiers, alone and unguarded save by that same Power that had thus far tenderly guided my life. My brother informed me that the routine requisite for the examination before the board of surgeons that daily met on the hill was the issuing of a certain number of tickets, and as the numbers were called, the holders were brought before the board, examined, and either remanded back to their quarters or recom- mended to a furlough. He stated that he had many 40 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? times received a ticket, but his number was never reached before the board adjourned. Leaving with him the fruit I had brought, and bidding him to be of good cheer, I walked up the hill to the modern brick house on its summit where the surgeons' headquarters were established. I inquired for Dr. Curtis, and was informed very curtly "that he could not be seen." Feeling timid in the presence of so many pert young officers, who seemed to be doing nothing, I stated the case of my brother. His name was taken down, and I was informed that he should have a ticket next morning, which would bring him before the board of examination. Feeling that I had achieved all that was necessary I returned to brother, and informed him of the result. He said, " It will do no good, Nettie ; it is only a repetition of what has happened every day for weeks past." I replied, u 1 will be down to-morrow and see." Returning to Wash- ington by the last boat, my friends were informed of my work and its results. They felt confident of my suc- cess, feeling I was being led u by those who would insure success." That evening quite a number of people gathered at Mr. Foster's, and we held a spiritual stance. I was introduced to a number of prominent people, among them the Hon. D. E. Somes,* ex-member of Congress * Daniel E. Somes was member of Congress from Biddeford, Maine, for many years; his term expired in 1861, when SPIRITUALISM AND WAR. 41 from Biddeford, Maine, Mr. Cranston Laurie, for many years statistician of the Post-office Department, and a Judge Hoar of the Interior Department. President Lincoln took his seat. He afterwards followed the profession of a patent lawyer with conspicuous success, and enjoyed the patronage of many of the leading people of Washington, holding in trust large and valued interests. In appearance, he was tall, commanding, and noble-looking, being over six feet in height, broad-shouldered, muscular, and as well-proportioned as any athlete ; his hair was dark chestnut- brown in color; closely cropped auburn side-whiskers, ex- pressive brown eyes, which indicated a kind and generous nature. He was very reserved in manner, of few words, dignified bearing, deliberate of purpose, and never to be mis- understood ; patly put, his words were " always to the point," for he full well knew the value of time and never trespassed upon that of others, and as a result was always welcome in the White House, and could always get and hold the ear of the President, who recognized in him a warm personal friend. At this time Mr. Somes was not a spiritualist, only a quiet, earnest investigator. In after years I wrote to Mr. Somes, asking his permission to refer to him as a witness to certain interviews at which he was present. His reply, and also a copy of my note to him, are herewith appended. That Mr. Somes was a man of undoubted respectability, integrity, and honor, is not questioned ; his references will amply vouchsafe his standing and character. Such men as James G. Blaine and Schuyler Colfax are certainly not to be questioned. July 15, 1887. Dear Mr. Somes : Being about to publish my life, and an account of the various experiences thereof, I wish to know 42 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? Mr. Foster became entranced and gave one of his grandly eloquent discourses, and at its close he turned whether you will object to my using your name as a reference thereto, as to such important events and stances to which you were a witness, and at which you were present, for you well know that on account of circumstances in which you and I with others took part, would prove, not only interesting, but in a degree startling, and that the public is always credulous in spiritualistic matters unless thoroughly well sustained, etc. With many regards to your dear wife and awaiting your early reply, and with many kind wishes, I am, sincerely, N. C. M. This was in substance the contents of my letter, to which came a reply as follows : — July 20, 1887. Law Offices F. C. Somes, Washington, D. C, 514 F St. N. W. Dear Mrs. Maynard : Your letter to father and mother was received on the eve of father's departure for Boston, and mother being sick, I am commissioned to acknowledge the letter. Father wishes me to say to you that he is willing his name shall be used as a witness to anything that transpired at the time of which you write. He would be pleased to see the matter before it is published, as you suggest. The note* to which you refer has not been preserved. * The note referred to above was one written by Mrs. Lincoln to Mis. Somes, requesting the pleasure of herself and young lady friends (N. CM. and P. H.), " trusting that they would favor her with a stance" as she desired to see whether " Pinkie" (my spirit control, an Indian girl) would recognize a friend who would be present, etc. HON. DANIEL K. SOMES. From photograph by Brady, 1S63. Copied by Bell, 1891. SPIRITUALISM AND WAR. 43 to me and assured me that success awaited my efforts in regard to my brother, but that " I had other and GREATER WORK TO DO IN THAT CITY." I thought Very little, at the time, of the latter part of his prediction, my mind being wholly centered on the purpose of getting brother home. The next day I returned to Alexandria and found that the board of examining sur- geons had met and again adjourned after examining a number of patients. Brother had received his ticket, but his name had not been called. He was disap- pointed and disheartened. I again visited the head- quarters of Surgeon- General Curtis, and explained that my brother's case had not received attention. I was treated politely, but in a manner that showed me that no interest was taken in the affair. Amid the thousands around them one case was of no more importance than another. Feeling for the first time somewhat apprehensive, I returned to Washington. This being Friday, I was compelled to return to Balti- more on Saturday, to be in readiness for Sunday's labor in that city. On Monday morning, by an early train, I returned Father intends to write to you in regard to these matters as soon as possible. We are all very glad to hear from you, but sorry that you seem to be suffering so much, etc. Father, mother, and all join me in kind regards to you. Yours truly, F. C. Somes. 44 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? to Washington. On reaching the home of my friends, the Fosters, I found that Mr. Foster had already gone to his office in the War Department. I therefore awaited his coming home to dinner before taking any further steps. He counselled that I should see Assistant Secretary Tucker, and state the case to him. As it was then too late in the day to do so, I was obliged to defer my call on the secretary until the next day.* * During the evening we had a quiet, pleasant circle whereat Mr. Foster informed me that during my entrancement I was controlled by a powerful spirit, who, in Mr. Foster's language, appeared to know exactly what he was about, and that this influence declared that my efforts in regard to my brother would be successful and that he could be on his way home in twenty- four hours, depending upon my following the spirit's direction, which was to go to Abraham Lincoln and say to him that I had been directed to come, as a crisis in affairs was approaching and that he had important revelations to make, which would aid him materially in an adjustment. The spirit gave assurance that I should be well received, and that Mr. Lincoln would simplify the matter of brother's requirements and relieve me of further anxiety, and that if I did not follow the spirit's directions I would meet with many disappointments and annoyances, as it was then decided that I should not leave Washington until the spirit had obtained the desired interview with Mr. Lincoln be- fore the dawn of the new year, and unth or icithout my consent that he would bring about such a meeting in his own way. Mr. Foster talked with me long and earnestly on the sub- ject, and I told him that I had once before been directed in a similar manner to seek the President — of mv sensitiveness in SPIRITUALISM AND WAR. 45 Reaching the office at ten o'clock, my disappoint- ment was great to find he was not at his office. I waited an hour, but still he did not come, and leaving, returned at two o'clock, when he received me with the same kindly manner that had characterized him from the first ; and, having heard my story, he took up a white envelope lying upon his desk, and rapidly wrote the following words : " The surgeon commanding will give his immediate attention to the case of A. S. Colburn, 16th Conn. Regt. Per order Secretary of War." Folding this envelope, he handed it to me, saying : " I think this will be all you will re- quire." The following morning I started for Alexan- dria. I found no change in the situation, save that my brother was more feeble, and I went at once to headquarters and inquired for Dr. Curtis. I was told he had returned to the city ; that it was impossible to see him or any of his staff. Not knowing the all-potent weapon I carried in my pocket, in the shape of that the matter, giving the reasons for not obeying. I added that I felt that Mr. Lincoln would be justified in handing me over to the police, as an escaped lunatic, should I go to him upon so strange an errand. At that time Mr. Foster did not know President Lincoln, but had seen him many times ; he nevertheless assured me that I should not hesitate, and offered to go with me if I would obey the Spirit's direction. I again flatly refused, which I afterwards had good cause to regret. 46 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? simple envelope, I retreated before the forbidding ap- pearance of the clerks, who had come to remember me and my frequent application. Going to my brother, I comforted him as well as I could, promising him I would come by an earlier boat on the next clay. Thursday saw me again at Alexandria, and on this occasion I was told that no more sessions were to be held at this camp ; that the camp was about to be moved to new quarters, several miles distant ; and that the board would not meet again at this point. Feeling sick and discouraged, it required all my powers of mind and body to enable me to encourage my brother and bid him hope for some more favorable turn in affairs. Leaving with him the delicacies I had brought, hoping to tempt his appetite, I returned to Washington, dispirited and disheartened. Mr. Foster advised me to see Mr. Tucker in the morning. On Friday morning I presented myself before him, and the sight of my rueful face caused him to ask with some concern if my brother was released. I stated to him the discouragement I had met with. He then quietly asked me, " Did you show any of the officials the paper which I gave you ?" I looked up in surprise and said, " No, sir ! I have it in my pocket now." A quiet smile broke over his face, and he said : " I can do nothing more than that for you. You go back to-day," and, looking at his watch, he said : " You will have time to catch the boat. Go to Gen. Curtis's SPIRITUALISM AND WAR. 47 headquarters, and present that paper ; I think it is all you will need to do." A little more hopeful, I was soon on my way down the river. Entering the familiar gates of the camp- ground, I was startled to find a scene of desolation and desertion that is nowhere equalled, save, it may be, on a deserted battle-field. Where, the day before, had been a sea of tents, extending as far as the eye could reach over the rolling hillside, only a cluster here and there remained ; but the ground was strewn with the evidences of the late encampment. Little chimneys of blackened brick rising on every side of the trampled earth, the worn-out canteen, and the general d'tbris of the deserted camp met the eye in every direction. Going to my brother's quarters, I found that he, with a number of others, had been left behind, there not being room in the ambulances to carry all, or he would have been removed that day to the new hospital grounds in the interior. Without shelter, they must wait until the following day before they could follow in the wake of their late companions. Frightened at the situation and his shelterless state, with every evidence of a threatening storm, I hurried to the house on the hill-top, where there were still signs of life and activity. On this occasion, as the clerk was about uncivilly to pass me by, I presented the paper Secretary Tucker had given me. He took it from my hand, read it, and his face turned scarlet. 48 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? His cap was off in a moment, and, bowing most po- litely, he said : " Please take a seat, madam ; we will see what can be done." In an instant all was changed. Three or four surgeons were immediately at my com- mand. They informed me that while it was a little irregular, yet they, being regular army surgeons, had power to examine and decide upon his case. My bro- ther was immediately sent for. An impromptu board was formed, and he was thoroughly examined, and I received at the hands of these polite officers a strong recommendation to a furlough for my brother. They asked me if they should forward it by mail to Wash- ington. I asked if it would do any harm for me to carry it and present it in person. They said, " No harm whatever ; it might expedite matters somewhat." As this was what I desired, I took the document, en- cased in a white official envelope, and retreated from their presence in triumph. I was beginning to learn the power of those magical words, " Per order of the Secretary of War." The colonel of an Indiana regiment, stationed just under the hill, offered shelter and care for my brother until the result of the application for the furlough should be known. Leaving him for the first time hopeful, and full of visions of home, I returned to the city with my precious paper. The next day, at nine o'clock, I was obliged to return to Baltimore, to meet my Sunday's engage- SPIRITUALISM AND WAR. 49 raent. The following Monday I returned to Washing- ton, and going at once to Secretary Tucker's room, showed him my paper, and explained how quickly the paper he had given me had changed the face of affairs. He quietly smiled, and taking another envelope wrote upon it these words : " Gen. Heintzelman will please give this case his immediate attention. Per order Secretary of War." Handing me this envelope, which I placed in my pocket, he handed me back the recom- mendation, and told me to go to Gen. Heintzelman' 8 office, which was in a building on the opposite side of Pennsylvania Avenue, saying he hoped all would be well — cordially shaking hands with me, expecting, no doubt, he had seen the last of his troublesome little visitor. On going in at the front door I was bewildered by the number of clerks moving in every direction, and I knew not whom to accost. At last I stepped toward a clerk, who had paused a moment in the centre of the room, and asked if I could see General Heint- zelman. He said, " He is too busy, madam, and cannot be seen." I was about to draw the magical envelope forth from my pocket, when a small, dapper little man with blonde moustache, who evidently felt the full measure of the shoulder straps, stepped up to me, and said, " Did you wish to see him about a fur- lough ?" I responded in the affirmative. He replied, " That matter comes under my department. Please 4 50 WA S LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? step around to my office." Going as directed, he re- ceived me in his office, and, taking the paper I had, turned it carefully over, and turning to me with a frown, said, " Why did this paper not come through the mail in the regular form ?" I replied I had hoped to expedite the matter by bringing it in person. Pie said, " Very well ; we will see." I timidly asked when he could have his furlough ; feeling there could be no possible reason for refusing it. He replied, " I cannot tell ; it has first to go to the recorder's office." Completely overpowered by his bombastic manner, I ventured to ask when I could call to get an answer. "Come around -to-morrow," he responded curtly. In the pauses of this interesting conversation I had heard him addressed, if memory serves cor- rectly, as Captain De Kalb. Feeling greatly worried, I left the office and took the afternoon boat to Alex- andria to inform my brother of the progress made and to see that all was well with him. Under the care he had received in the Indiana regiment, he was feeling somewhat better, but growing anxious. Save for this remnant, there were no soldiers left on all that wide camp ground. The house on the hill was deserted. I had just time to reassure my brother and catch the last boat back to the city. The following morning at eleven o'clock I pre- sented myself at Capt. De K.'s office. He said the paper had not been returned to him, and he could not SPIRITUALISM AND WAR. 51 tell when it would be. I tried to explain the situation of my brother, when he interrupted me in a very im- pertinent manner, saying, " Your interference in the regular routine of business may probably defeat the furlough any way." Startled at this unceremonious announcement, I had just voice enough to ask if I should return the next day. He replied, " You can do so, but I cannot promise anything." I left the office for the first time with tears blinding my way, and I stumbled against a gentleman who was passing in the street. We glanced, recognized each other, and were shaking hands, each pleased to meet a fami- liar face in a strange city. The gentleman proved to be a Mr. Betts, of Albany, a wealthy gentleman of that city and a prominent member of our Society. Mr. Betts walked with me down to the green-house opposite the Treasury building, and I related as briefly as I could my long efforts and the result. He said, quickly, " My advice is that you go at once to Secretary Tucker and state the case to him." As it was now too late to visit the secretary's office, it being past three o'clock, I went to Mr. Foster's. Not wishing to trouble Mr. Foster again, if it was avoidable, at eleven o'clock I again sought Capt. De K.'s office. He met me with the curt statement that the paper was lost and could not be found ; that he had sent to the recorder's office for it, but that they had no knowledge of it. Going from his office, I went directly to Mr. Tucker's 52 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? presence. I told him my story, and again the quiet smile stole over his face as he asked me, "Where is the envelope I gave you to Gen. Heintzelman?" I quickly put my hand in my pocket and drew it forth. He said, " Why did you not present it ?" I replied, " Because I was told he could not be seen." The reply caused him to smile again, and he said, " You take that and hand it to any one of the clerks, telling them it is for Gen. Heintzelman." As I left the office I met Mr. Betts, who offered to be my escort, which favor was gladly accepted. Entering again the front door, the same busy scene presented itself to my eyes as on the former occasion. A clerk stepped forward and asked me what I wanted. I desired him to hand the paper to Gen. Heintzelman. As it was open, he read it without trouble, and doffing his cap, which he had not chosen to do up to that moment, he quickly placed chairs for myself and companion, and in another moment the fine soldierly presence of Gen. Heintzelman was beside me. His hands were full of papers, and he looked the hurry that his tones conveyed. " What can I do for you, madam ?" he kindly inquired. I briefly stated my brother's case ; my application there ; Capt. D. K.'s taking possession of the paper ; also his statement of the morning that the paper was lost. He arose with an angry frown on his face, say- ing, " Excuse me a moment," and left me. High words from the near office reached my ears, and I felt SPIRITUALISM AND WAR. 53 that the dapper little captain was getting a rebuke from his superior officer. The general returned in a few moments, and, politely bowing, said, " Return at one o'clock, and I think the paper will be found." It wanted an hour of the time. Mr. Betts went with me to the post-office, where we made a call upon Mr. Laurie, to while away the time. 54 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? CHAPTER VI. GLADNESS AND SADNESS. Mrs. Belle Miller as a medium — Captain DeKalb temporarily suceeeds — I go to General Townsend's office — Issued by "special order of the War Department" — I fail to get brother's back pay — Brother and I drive " to camp" — We meet father at camp — We hold the first " sitting" on Vir- ginia soil — Brother loses his pass — Our friends sympathize with us. I SHOULD have mentioned that many of the even- ings that I had spent in Washington had been most agreeably filled with seances at Mr. Foster's or at Mr. Laurie's in Georgetown.* Mrs. Belle Miller, * Post Office Department, Washington, D. C, May 30, 1878. Many thanks, my dear little sister, for your prompt and kind compliance with my request to send the poem. I called at the major's the evening that your letter was received to show it to Carrie, but she was in Philadelphia. The major said, however, that he was certain she had written to you but a short time since. My health has been poor for some months past, and I am about to try what effect a trip by sea to Boston will have. I expect to leave on Monday next, and will take the Sound boat to New York, and if you will drop me a line at New York tell- ing me how to find you, as Major C. says he thinks you reside GLADNESS AND SADNESS. 55 Mr. Laurie's daughter, was one of the most powerful physical mediums I ever met. While she played the piano it would rise with apparent ease, and keep per- fect time, rising and falling with the music. By placing her hand on the top of the piano it would rise clear from the floor, though I have seen as many as five men seated on it at the time. Mr. and Mrs. Laurie were both fine mediums ; and I had met many promi- nent people during my visits there, who, though not professing to be spiritualists, made no secret of their desire to investigate the subject. The object of my stay in Washington was well known to them all, and the liveliest interest was shown in the progress I made. One o'clock came. Mr. Betts and myself, leaving Mr. Laurie's office, went to General Heintzelman's head some distance from White Plains, I will come and once more look into those kind eyes, and the old shake of friendship re- new, when we can talk over your proposed book, and I can give you such aid as lies in my power. My good little wife desires me to give her kindest love, and say that she intends paying you a visit early in the fall if nothing happens to prevent. With much love to you and your good husband, I remain most truly and affectionately your friend, Cranstoun Laurie. Mrs. Nettie C. Matnard, White Plains, Westchester Co., N. Y. Direct, Cranstoun Laurie, Statistician P. 0. Dept., New York City. 56 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? quarters. Captain DeKalb, with a red spot burning on either cheek, and eyes whose light was better suited to a battle-field than his quiet office, met us, and handed me the missing paper, and in a tone that did not conceal his exultation, remarked, " There is your paper, madam ; it has been rejected." I felt for a moment as though I had been struck a blow, and could not.speak. At last I faltered, " Why has the applica- tion been rejected ?" Bowing in a half mocking way, he said, " Because it did not come through ia the regular form." I felt this was a paltry excuse ; that in some way he had defeated my labors, because I had unwittingly been the cause of a reprimand from his chief. Mr. Bctts attempted to ask some particulars, when De Kalb spoke to him in a most ungracious way, and turned and left us alone in the office. With the rejected paper in my hand I found my way to the street, and but for the kindly support of my old friend I think I should have fallen. The labor of three weeks was lost — my brother in the hands of the kindly colonel who could no longer keep him. I was dizzy, benumbed, and momentarily could not think. My old friend said to me, " Let us go to the Secre- tary." " No," I said, " it is useless. What can he do ?" In my ignorance I did not know, even yet, the all-potent influence of the War Office. At this moment, standing in the street, blinded by my tears and kindly protected by my old friend, I GLADNESS AND SADNESS. 57 heard a voice distinctly say, " Go directly to the Assist- ant Secretary." Above the noise of the street these words were as plain as if they had been spoken by Mr. Betts himself. I looked up and told him what I bad heard. He said, " It confirms my own views ; let us go at once." We did so, and Mr. Tucker was fortu- nately alone. He. came forward to meet me and his quick eye detected the traces of tears upon my face. He kindly placed a chair for me and then listened while Mr. Betts told him the story. He asked me for the paper and I gave it to him. Going to his desk he took up a blank sheet lying there, and wrote some- thing upon it, folded it and placed it with the paper, brought the two to me and put them in my hands, say- ing kindly, " Take these down-stairs to Adjutant-Gene- ral Townsend's office and hand them to him." I could only bow my head in acknowledgment ; I was too full to speak, not knowing what to hope or fear. Mr. Betts accompanied me, and we soon found the Adju- tant-General's office. I entered with anything but a steady step, I fear, and going to the railing behind which sat a fine-looking man busily engaged in writ- ing, I timidly waited until he should look up. I shall always remember the fine clear cut face of this man, as all my hopes were centered in him, though I did not know the nature of the paper I held in my hand. At last he laid down his pen and turning towards me courteously inquired my business. I presented the 58 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? papers, and Mr. Betts informed him that Assistant- Secretary Tucker had sent me to him. He, without a word, read what the Secretary had written, opened the other paper, took another from his desk, wrote busily for a few moments, kept the papers I had handed him, and placing the one he had written in my hands, smiled pleasantly, and said, " I hope your brother will soon recover his health," and bade me a pleasant " good afternoon." I did not realize until I was on the walk outside and was eagerly reading what I held in my hand that my victory was won. The paper was a furlough granting brother twenty days' leave of absence. Issued by SPECIAL ORDER OF THE WAR DEPARTMENT. I COuld scarcely stand from excitement. Mr. Betts told me to go at once to Mr. Foster's and rest, and he would go to Alexandria and bring brother to Washington. I gladly accepted his proffered aid, bidding him offer my earnest thanks to the kind officer who had sheltered brother during this ordeal. In a few hours brother presented himself, but com- ing from that fearful camp he was in no condition to eater the house. I gave Mr. Betts the last money I had, and bade him see that brother was given into the hands of the barber, and after a thorough bath to obtain for him a complete change of clothing. The result was that " a clean brother presented himself an hour later at Mr. Foster's, and great were the rejoic- GLADNESS AND SADNESS. 59 ing and congratulations paid us from all quarters." The next step was to undertake to get him a pass, as I had exhausted thus far all I had received for my labors in Baltimore. Applying at the Connecticut Committee rooms for a pass, they refused to grant it on the score that his furlough was a special order of the War Department. I next tried to obtain his back pay, long overdue ; but in this I also failed. We then thought he would have to remain a week of the precious twenty days in Washington until I could fill my last Sunday's engagement in Baltimore. I did not reveal to the many friends I had made during the month the financial situation in which I found myself placed, or no doubt they would have quickly come to my relief. The next day was pleasant, though raw and cold. Mrs. Laurie called and told my brother to wait a day or two, and she felt she could obtain the needed pass. Knowing my father and eldest brother were en- camped at° Upton's Hill, Virginia, but a few miles from Washington, I proposed to brother that we en- gage a livery team and drive over and see them. We were soon on our way, crossing by what was called the "Dry Bridge," not realizing the difficulty of the task we had undertaken until we struck the deserted fields that stretched before us, covered with wheel tracks and no guide to tell in which direction to turn ; but fortunately the frequent passing of army wagons 60 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? and sutlers gave us opportunity to make inquiries, and by three o'clock in the afternoon we drove into the little settlement of log cabins where the Twenty-second Connecticut Regiment was encamped. The welcome folds of its regimental flag were flying from the flag- staff as we drew up in the midst, and I scarcely had time to think of inquiring, when my father came to- ward the carriage, attracted by the 'curiosity of the moment, never dreaming who was awaiting him. I had not permitted mother to communicate to him my presence in Washington nor the work I was doing. Had I dropped from the skies at his feet he could not have been more astounded when he recognized us both. My eldest brother soon joined us, and it would be impossible to convey an idea of the scene of rejoic- ing that followed. My father took us into his neat log cabin, where we realized what it was to be a soldier. The cabin occupied by my father and brother had two other occupants, who readily gave place to my brother and myself, and our family party were soon seated together on the stout blocks of wood that formed the seats in this primitive dwelling. I hastily told the story of my work in Washington, and my father's pride and pleasure in my work were my crowning reward. I told him of the people I had met, the kindness shown me, and the circles that had been held, and he at once asked if I felt able to have a little sitting there in the cabin. Of course, I was GLADNESS AND SADNESS. 61 only too glad to afford him this pleasure. The first spirit friend who presented himself to greet my father was his old friend " Dr. Bamford," reminding him of his prediction months before, when he informed him that the next time he would have the pleasure of speaking with him through his daughter " it would be upon Virginia soil." As a medium I have had many strange experiences, been in many novel situations, and gathered up many pleasant memories that now brighten my later days ; but there are none that stand out more startlingly clear nor furnish greater pleasure than to recollect thiit scene in the rude cabin in the heart of a camp of soldiers ; my father and two brothers seated with me — hand joined in hand — as we waited to receive the blessing of the angels and the encouraging words from loved ones gone before. I shall always remember the look on father's face when I awoke from my trance on that occasion. Tears that were no shame to his man- hood were on his cheeks ; and while the sound of the drum and the fife was in our ears he blessed me for the comfort I had brought to him "as a messenger of the unseen life." Another half hour and words of parting were spoken, and my brother and myself were on our way to Washington, where we arrived in safety. Here we found that Mrs. Laurie had obtained a pass from the Connecticut Committee through the influence of some 62 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? friends in the office ; and all was in readiness for my brother's departure for home. A friend was at Mr. Laurie's, awaiting us, and he desired brother to ac- company him that evening to the theatre, hoping it might brighten his depressed spirits, as he was not to leave for Albany until the following evening. The next day I was busy making preparations to return to Baltimore, intending to go that far with brother as I still had one Sunday to speak in that city. At noon it chanced that Mr. Foster inquired by what route my brother would go to Albany from the city of New York. I said I did not know and asked him to get his pass and see what it might reveal. He went to his overcoat and thrusting his hand into his pocket found it empty. A hurried search, a still more excited one, and the truth was apparent — the precious furlough and transportation paper were lost. He had not seen it since he handed it to the officer at the theatre who passed through the crowd calling upon all soldiers present to show their passes. It was returned to him, and he had placed it in his breast pocket and had not thought of it again. It was lost, lost beyond recall! Words are powerless to describe the condition of mind I was in when I fully realized this fact. I knew not which way to turn. Without his precious papers he was liable at any moment to be taken as a deserter. It seemed to me that I could not try again ; and, pros- trate in body and mind, the day was spent in tears and GLADNESS AND SADNESS. 63 vain regrets. My brother was completely prostrated by this blow. He had no idea how the paper had been taken from him ; though he remembered being wedged in the crowd, and some one putting his arms about him as if to move him on one side to allow a croup of ladies to pass. It must have been at this Time that his pocket was picked. Mr. Foster informed the proper authorities at once, but it availed nothing. When we fully realized that these precious papers were lost, and my heart had sunk like lead in ray breast, I was controlled by a little messenger of my spirit circle, named » Pinkie," who assured us in her own unique manner that it was all right, and that this delay was most important, as we would realize, and that " the brave lad should have another furlough." I could derive but little comfort, however, from these assurances ; for I was face to face with the fact that I had exhausted nearly all my resources, and I knew not how to seek again the kind secretary who had assisted me so well. At six o'clock that evening we would have been at the depot, and by seven on our way northward; but of course we could now do nothing. Our friends could only sympathize with us and wait for some suggestions. 64 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? CHAPTER VII. FIRST MEETING WITH LINCOLN. Secretary Foster takes us to Mr. Laurie's house in Mrs. Lin- coln's carriage — Mrs. Lincoln promises to obtain another furlough for my brother — I go into a trance — " This young lady must not leave Washington ; Mr. Lincoln must hear her" — Am promised a place under Mr. Newton — Am promised another furlough — A thirty day furlough is granted — A present of a hundred dollars — I arrange to stay in Washington — We are invited to the White House, where we hold a stance that is of historical importance — " So this is our little Nettie" — President Lincoln is ad- vised upon the Emancipation Proclamation, that it is to be the crowning effort of his administration and his life — The President states that pressure was being brought to bear upon him to suppress the enforcement of the procla- mation — "My child, you possess a wonderful gift, but that it is of God I have no doubt." — Notes. ABOUT half past eight o'clock of the evening of this day I was lying exhausted on the sofa, when a carriage halted at the door. Mr. Laurie en- tered hurriedly, asking if the " children'' had gone (Parnie and myself). Mr. Foster explained that we were still there, and the reason therefor. Mr. Laurie seemed delighted that we had been delayed ; and came at once to my side, and kindly said, " Get ready at once and go to my house with me, and I think we can MRS. MARY IJXCol.X. From photograph from life, presented l>y her to Mrs x C. Maynard. FIRST MEETING WITH LINCOLN. 65 remedy the loss of this furlough." It was a ray of light in dense darkness. Without saying a word, I hastily prepared myself and was surprised to find a most elegant carriage at the door to receive us. Its crimson satin cushions should have told me whose car- riage it was ; but my mind was so fraught with my trouble that I barely noticed the fact that a footman in plain livery opened the door for us, and we were soon on our way to Georgetown. On my arrival I was astonished to be presented first to Mrs. Lincoln,* * At this time Mrs. Lincoln* was a prepossessing-looking woman, apparently about thirty years of age, possibly older, with an abundance of rich dark-brown hair, large and impres- sive eyes, so shifting that their color was almost undecided, their brightness giving a peculiar animation to her countenance. Her face was oval, the features excellent, complexion white and fair, teeth regular, and her smile winning and kindly. She was somewhat over medium height, with full, rounded form, and under any circumstances would be pronounced a handsome woman. In manner she was occasionally quick and excitable, and would, while under excitement or adverse cir- cumstances, completely give way to her feelings. In short, she was lacking in the general control, demeanor, and suavity of manner which we naturally expect from one in high and exalted position. She was ever kind and gracious to me ; yet I could never feel for her that perfect respect and reverence that I desired to entertain regarding the chief lady of the land. * Tt is generally known that Mrs. Lincoln was a Kentuckian, and of Southern proclivities, although always loyal to the cause espoused by the President. 5 66 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? the wife of President Lineoln, then to Mr. Newton, Secretary of the Interior Department, and the Rev. John Pierpont,* at that time one of the chief clerks in the Treasury building. The Hon. D. E. Somes was also present. Mrs. Lincoln informed me that she had heard of the wonderful powers of Mrs. Miller, Mr. Lau- rie's daughter, and had called to witness the physical manifestations through her mediumship. He had ex- pressed a desire to see a trance medium, when they had told her of myself, fearing that I was already on my way to Baltimore with my brother, as I expected to leawe that evening. She had said at once, " Perhaps they have not gone ; suppose you take the carriage and ascertain." Mr. Laurie went, and found me, as I * Rev. John Pierpont was a tall, slender man, straight and commanding in appearance, and over eighty years of age, with the quick step and alert manner of a boy. He -was an uncom- promising temperance advocate, and attributed his great age, excellent sight and hearing, and general good health to this virtue. He had been a Unitarian (?) minister for many years, from which denomination he resigned his pastorate to embrace the truths of Spiritualism. He was a poet and writer of recog- nized ability, a scholarly, refined gentleman, respected by all who knew him, and at the time mentioned was in possession of a valuable post in the Treasury Department. He had the absolute confidence of Mr. and Mrs. Lincoln, and 1 often met him in the company of Mrs. Lincoln. In brief, he was just the sort of man to cement a lasting friendship with the Presi- dent. FIRST MEETING WITH LINCOLN. 67 have stated, prostrated from my long anxiety and trouble. But for the loss of that furlough this meet- ing would not have taken place. Mrs. Lincoln noticed my swollen eyes and inflamed cheeks, and inquired kindly the cause. Mr. Laurie briefly explained. She quickly reassured me, saying, " Don't worry any more about it. Your brother shall have another furlough, if Mr. Lincoln has to give it himself." Feeling once more happy and strong, I was in a condition to quiet my nerves long enough to enable my spirit friends to control me. Some new and powerful influence ob- tained possession of my organism and addressed Mrs. Lincoln, it seemed, with great clearness and force, upon matters of State. For one hour I was under this control. When I awoke there was a most earnest and excited group around me discussing what had been said ; and Mrs. Lincoln exclaimed, with great earnestness, u This young lady must not leave Washington. I feel she must stay here, and Mr. Lin- coln must hear what we have heard. It is all-import- ant, and he must hear it." This seemed to be the general impression. Turning to me she said, " Don't think of leaving Washington, I beg of you. Can you not remain with us ?" I briefly explained that my livelihood depended on my efforts as a speaker, and that there was no opening in Washington of that kind for me. But, said she, " There are other things you can do. Surely young ladies get excellent pay in the dif- 68 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? ferent departments, and you can have a position in one of them, I am sure." Turning to Mr. Newton, who sat at her right, she said, " You employ ladies, do you not, Mr. Newton ?* and you can give this young lady a place in your department?" He bowed, all smiles, saying, " I have only very old ladies and young children in my department ; but I can give this young lady a position if it pleases you." She turned to me then in her sprightly manner, as if the whole thing was settled, and exclaimed, " You will stay then ; will you not ?" I said I would consult my friends, and see what was best. But she said, " You surely will not go until. Mr. Lincoln has had a chance to see you?" I replied I would not, if he desired to see me. She then turned to Mrs. Laurie, and said, " Now, to-morrow, you go with this young lady to Mr. Tucker ; tell him you go by my direction, and just how the case stands. Tell him he must arrange it to have her brother secure another furlough." Soon after, she * The Hon. Isaac Newton, Chief of the Agricultural De- partment, was about sixty or sixty-five years of age, about five feet six or seven inches, thin gray hair, smooth, round, full face, fleshy, and rather corpulent of figure; of kindly heart, easy, pleasant manners, and possessed of considerable ability in the management of people, but not what one could call bril- liant or master-minded. It is needless to state that this criticism is the result of later and maturer judgment, which comes from years of contact and friendship. FIRST MEETING WITH LINCOLN. 69 left, and Mr. Somes kindly escorted me back to Mr. Foster's. The next morning Mrs. Laurie came for me, and we went to the office of the Assistant-Secretary of War. I hid as closely as possible behind the stately person of Mrs. Laurie ; but my old friend saw me and came forward to inquire how I was and if all was well with my brother. I could only shake my head and sink into a chair, leaving Mrs. Laurie to explain matters. He listened patiently, and came to me and said in the kindest manner : " You seem to have been delayed for some important purpose, my young friend, so 1 would not be overtroubled about it. You get any commis- sioned or United States surgeon to examine your brother again, and if he affirms he is still unfit for service in the field or camp, I will issue a new fur- lough, if you bring me the paper." With a light heart I could only thank him ; and that afternoon my brother and myself went to Mr. Laurie's, and in a few hours a United States surgeon from the Georgetown Hospital made the requisite examination and recom- mended him a furlough. The next morning I carried it to Mr. Tucker, and a furlough was re-issued by the War Department — this time for thirty days' leave of absence. With a light heart I went to my brother with the paper ; and that night Mr. Laurie, on his return from the Post-Office Department, placed in my hand an envelope' which, I was surprised to find, con- 70 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? tained one hundred dollars in greenbacks, and a slip of paper on which was written " From a few friends who appreciate a sister's devotion." No name any- where to tell who were the generous donors ; and I know not to this day whence came this most welcome tribute. The friends I had made in Washington were deter- mined I should not leave that city, and it was decided that my brother should take my mother back to Hart- ford with him, with all her household effects ; that I should resign my position in Albany ; and that my friend Miss Hannum should join me in Washington. This programme was carried out. The day following my brother's departure for home, a note was received by Mrs. Laurie, asking her to come to the White House in the evening with her family, and to bring Miss Nettie with her. I felt all the natural trepidation of a young girl about to enter the presence of the highest magistrate in our land ; being fully impressed with the dignity of his office, and feeling that I was about to meet some superior being ; and it was almost with trembling that I entered with my friends the Red Parlor of the White House, at eight o'clock that evening (December, 1862). Mrs. Lincoln received us graciously, and introduced us to a gentleman and lady present whose names I have forgotten. Mr. Lincoln was not then present. While all were conversing pleasantly on general sub- FIRST MEETING WITH LINCOLN. 71 jects, Mrs. Miller (Mr. Laurie's daughter) seated ker- self, under control, at the double grand piano at one side of the room, seemingly awaiting some one. Mrs. Lincoln was talking with us in a pleasant strain when suddenly Mrs. Miller's hands fell upon the keys with a force that betokened a master hand, and the strains of a grand march filled the room. As the measured notes rose and fell we became silent. The heavy end of the piano began rising and falling in perfect time to the music. All at once it ceased, and Mr. Lincoln stood upon the threshold of the room. (He afterwards informed us that the first notes of the music fell upon his ears as he reached the head of the grand staircase to descend, and that he kept step to the music until he reached the doorway). Mr. and Mrs. Laurie and Mrs. Miller were duly presented. Then I was led forward and presented. He stood before me, tall and kindly, with a smile on his face. Dropping his hand upon my head, he said, in a humor- ous tone, " So this is our ' little Nettie' is it, that we have heard so much about?" I could only smile and say, " Yes, sir," like any school-girl ; when he kindly led me to an ottoman. Sitting down in a chair, the ottoman at his feet, he began asking me questions in a kindly way about my mediumship ; and I think he must have thought me stupid, as my answers were little beyond a " Yes" and " No." His manner, how- ever, was genial and kind, and it was then suggested 72 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? we form in a circle. He said, " Well, how do you do it?" looking at me. Mr. Laurie came to the rescue, and said we had been accustomed to sit in a circle and to join hands ; but he did not think it would be necessary in this instance. While he was yet speak- ing, I lost all consciousness of my surroundings and passed under control. For more than an hour I was made to talk to him, and I learned from my friends afterward that it was upon matters that he seemed fully to understand, while they comprehended very little until that portion was reached that related to the forthcoming Emancipation Proclamation. He was charged with the utmost solemnity and force of manner not to abate the terras of its issue, and not to delay its enforcement as a law beyond the opening of the year ; and he was assured that it was to be the croivning event of Ms administration and his life; and that while he was being counseled by strong parties to defer the enforce- ment of it, hoping to supplant it by other measures and to delay action, he must in no wise lieed such counsel, but stand firm to his convictions ayid fearlessly per- form the work and fulfil the mission for which he had been raised up by an overruling Providence. Those present declared that they lost sight of the timid girl in the majesty of the utterance, the strength and force of the language, and the importance of that which was conveyed, and seemed to realize that some strong FIRST MEETING WITH LINCOLN. 73 masculine spirit force was giving speech to almost divine commands. I shall never forget the scene around me when I regained consciousness. I was standing in front of Mr. Lincoln, and he was sitting back in his chair, with his arms folded upon his breast, looking intently at me. I stepped back, naturally confused at the situation — not remembering at once where I was ; and glancing around the group, where perfect silence reigned. It took me a moment to remember my where- abouts. A gentleman present then said in a low tone, " Mr. President, did you notice anything peculiar in the method of address ?" Mr. Lincoln raised himself, as if shaking off his spell. He glanced quickly at the full- length portrait of Daniel Webster, that hung above the piano, and replied, " Yes, and it is very singular, very !" with a marked emphasis. Mr. Somes said : " Mr. President, would it be im- proper for me to inquire whether there has been any pressure brought to bear upon you to defer the enforce- ment of the Proclamation ?" To which the President replied : " Under these circumstances that question is perfectly proper, as we are all friends [smiling upon the company]. It is taking all my nerve and strength to withstand such a pressure." At this point the gentlemen drew around him, and spoke together in low tones, Mr. Lincoln saying least of all. At last 74 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? he turned to me, and laying his hand upon my head, uttered these words in a manner that I shall never forget : " My child, you possess a very singular gift ; but that it is of God, I have no doubt. I thank you for coming here to-night. It is more important than perhaps any one present can understand. I must leave you all now ; but I hope I shall see you again." He shook me kindly by the hand, bowed to the rest of the company, and was gone. We remained an hour longer, talking with Mrs. Lincoln and her friends, and then returned to Georgetown. Such was my first interview with Abraham Lincoln, and the memory of it is as clear and vivid as the evening on which it occurred.* * I looked up, and did not need to know by any one telling me who he was. Lincoln stood at the open window. He was looking down, yet seeing nothing. His eyes were turned inward. He was thinking of the great work and duty that lay upon his soul. I think I never saw so sad a face in my life, and I have looked into many a mourner's face. I have been among bereaved families, orphan children, widows and strong men whose hearts have been broken by the taking away of their own ; but I never saw the depth of sorrow that seemed to rest upon that gaunt, but expressive countenance. Yet there was a light in those deep-sunk eyes that showed the man who was before me as perhaps the best Christian the world ever saw, for he bore the world upon his heart. That man was bearing the country of his birth and love upon his naked soul. It was just |\\\'r e _ " Mr. Lincoln turned to me. and laying his hand upon my head, uttered these words in a manner that I shall never forget : 'My child, you possess a very singular gift ; but that it is of God, I have no doubt. I thank you for coming here to-night. It is more important than perhaps any one present can understand.' " — Page 74. FIRST MEETING WITH LINCOLN. 75 one look ; but I never have forgotten it, and through the dim- ness of all these years that great and patient man looks down upon me to teach me how to bear, and how to do, how to hope, and how to give myself for my fellow-men. Lincoln was a noble representative of free institutions. He stood as the representative of that liberty which had been won by the swords of the Revolution, which had been organized by the earlier settlers of the Republic, and which has been adorned by many years of growth until the present day. The Revolu- tion had passed before Lincoln's day ; but he was a typical representative of the freedom of heart, and soul, and life which ought to be the most priceless inheritance of every American citizen. I think this was evinced in his whole course and con- duct. He was surrounded by able men. The sword and the pen both had their heroes ; but before this man every one chose to pause, and his choice was always the wisest of all. I do not know what Lincoln would have done without support ; but, through all troubles, the individuality of that one man, his unflinching courage, his broad sympathy and charity, his homely common sense, his indomitable rectitude and unshaken faith ran like a pulse of fire, a thread of gold. You may speak of the arch of honor that spans those years of struggle. You may write the names of great generals, ad- mirals, statesmen, senators, and governors upon separate stones. But on that one stone which bound them together, with- out which the arch would have fallen into ruin and confusion, you must write Lincoln's name. I mention a third thing for which Lincoln was great. We have had great men who were as cold as the marble in which their statues have been cast. We have had men who had no more warm blood in their hearts than the bronze tablets upon their tombs. We have had great statesmen, great war- riors, great philosophers, great men of letters, all of them cold 76 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? as icebergs, with no popular sympathies, no real tenderness, no heart beneath their garments. We have had men placed as Lincoln was who had calmly- written out his same gigantic campaign and could accept death, peril, or disgrace, as well as honor, with the same calm impassi- bility with which you might move the knight or the bishop from one square on the chessboard to another. We have had men who left behind them mighty names ; and no one child sobbed when they were gone. But not a dry eye appeared amid thousands of children when the splendid, heroic Lincoln, with his wis- dom, sagacity, and patriotism, was taken away. He carried a tender heart, the heart of a little child, the heart of a woman when she has given her promise to the man she loves. Back of that rough, angular form and seemingly uncouth demeanor there lay a heart as white as snow, and so dropping with the love of humanity that, if I were to take out of one of those Christian centuries the heart of the one whom I believed to be the most loving, the most tender, I would take it from the breast of Abraham Lincoln. What soldier in his standing army, bleeding and with dusty feet, could enter the chamber of any other ruler in this world and plead his cause as to a friend ? What woman, tearful because her son was in peril, when a stroke of the President's hand would set him free, could any- where else force her way to him through lines of senators, and then receive consolation? What man, within the memory of men, has ruled without jealousy and fanaticism, and to whom every man in the land could turn in thought, in hope, in prayer, as to a patient or never-failing friend ? Was there ever a leader of the American people who got so near the heart of his generation as did Abraham Lincoln ? And perhaps, with all his greatness, this is one of his greatest claims to immortal memory. The warrior dies ; the honored philosopher fades away with the changes of time ; the scientific man is blotted FIRST MEETING WITH LINCOLN. 77 out by the record of successive thought ; the poet's sweetest lays may be folded away like a garment, to put some newer and better one in its place ; but the love of the human heart is the one enduring thing in this world of ours ; and where all these things will pass away, the man who is a lover of his country, who is a lover of his native laud, is the man whose immortality is best secured, and that man was Abraham Lincoln. I can say nothing, in this brief review of his great work, of the emancipation of the slave, except to say that that patience, wis- dom, and infallible instinct as to the right time of doing anything is illustrated in this, perhaps, as in no other single incident of his career. And when I come to one effort it seems to me I wanted to lay my fingers on my lips and never speak another word. When he climbed that height at Gettysburg, and stood on the scene of the terrible conflict, on that ground made sacred with the bodies of our patriot soldiers, the eloquence of his lips, the impressiveness of his mien, and the words uttered by his heart through his tongue, made that oration which, in the history of American eloquence, puts culture into the shade, for it was the eloquence of the noblest American upon the noblest occasion in the history of mankind. In the old days every cathedral had its chime of bells. A new bell had to be cast, and it was to be strung up far into the tower to exercise the demons and call the people to morn- ing worship. The bell was in process of casting in the mould, and there were joy and gladness. Priests brought the crucibles and bronze articles to the mould, and the molten metal began to make its way toward the great hole in which the cast was being prepared. Suddenly the great gathering was swayed with some sudden emotion. There was a danger of the failure of the cast through insufficient metal. The cry was, What shall be done? It was soon decided. Every one gave something, some article of value to cast into the seething pot. Women 78 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? tore off their bracelets. Others ran and brought silver vessels ; priests brought the appurtenances of the sanctuary and flung them into the seething, boiling furnace ; and at last there was sufficient. It cooled, and was swung into the tower, and there never was a sweeter-toned bell in all the world, and the sacri- fices that had been made in flinging the treasure into the bell made its notes those of silver and gold as they rang out on the sweet morning air. The old bell that proclaimed liberty at Philadelphia is a useless bell to-day. We have done the cast- ing all these years of that bell of liberty which is to be rung in the ages to come, high up above the people and the sound of the nations and the war and the peace of the world. We hope and pause when the golden bell is rung, and we seem to hear its silver chiming as it calls to prayer. We hear its deeper notes when it warns us with its significant alarm ami joyous clang that it is positively above us. How sweet is that bell of liberty ! Let us not forget what makes it sweet is be- cause men have cast sacrifices for the golden hope of manhood and life. Let us not forget that if it rings so sweetly and is to ring forever in the name of liberty, some of that sweetness comes from Abraham Lincoln ; for, when that bell was in the molten furnace of war and the crucible of trial, there was cast into it the pure gold of his manly life. Rev. E. C. Bolles, at Lafayette Camp. WE MAKE HISTORY. 79 CHAPTER VIII. AVE MAKE HISTORY. We enter the Interior Department — Form the acquaintance of Mrs. Anna M. Cosby — Meet Geo. D. Prentiss and many- prominent people — Frequently visit the White House — We hold a stance at Laurie's, the President attending — " Bonnie Doon" — Mrs. Miller causes the piano to dance — The scene at the front depicted— The President advised by "Dr. Bamford" to go to the Army of the Potomac and talk with the soldiery — "The simplest remedies the best" — The President grants a furlough to A. L. Gurney — The President speaks his views upon spiritualistic com- munications—Advised not to make the stances public in- formation — Mrs. Miller moves the piano while the Presi- dent sits upon it — Notes. ON the Monday following I found employment (through the kindness of Mrs. Lincoln) in the seed-room, a division of the " Department of the In- terior," which was under the control of Mr. Newton. This room was part of a building on F Street near Seventh, where fifty to sixty occupants, the majority old ladies, and the balance children between the ages of ten and twelve, found employment. My duties consisted of sewing together the ends of curious little sacks — each sack containing a gill of seed corn, beans, 80 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? etc., as the case might be ; which work was little more than mere pastime. We entered the room at nine in the morning, leaving it at twelve ; returning at one, and leaving again at three in the afternoon. For this work I received one dollar per day. A few days later my friend Parnie joined me, also entering this room, doing the same work, and receiving the same compensation. In the meantime my evenings were well filled with circles, which were attended by many of the most prominent people in Washington. Among those I met and learned to love, and who in turn became warmly attached to myself and friend, was Mrs. Anna M. Cosby,* whose father, Mr. Robt. Mills,f was the architect of the public buildings of Washington ; and whose husband was at this time consul at Geneva (?). * Mrs. Anna Mills Cosby, wife of Fortunatus Cosby, and daughter of the late Robert Mills, was a Southerner by birth, and a most worthy advocate of Spiritualism. She was a true Christian and a lovable friend. She died May 31, 18G4, her funeral services being conducted by the Rev. Byron Sunder- land, who is still in charge of a pastorate in Washington. See Appended Notes. ■f- Robert Mills was the first educated American architect. He was the designer of the Bunker Hill Monument, and the archi- tect of the Washington Monument in Baltimore He also de- signed and built the Capitol at Washington. He was a high Mason, and one of the most prominent men of his time. See Appended Notes. ^ < J to - MRS. ANNA M. COSBY. From photograph from life, presented by her to Mrs. X. C. Maynard, 1863 WE MAKE HISTORY. 81 Her home was a solid brick mansion on Capitol Hill — historical in its associations ; having been known in Washington's day as the " Old Bell Tavern ;" after- wards used as a bank until Mr. Mills changed it to a family residence. The old vaults still remained beneath the building ; and its quaint arrangement and winding stairway were a novelty to my Northern eyes. The first floor of her house was occupied by John W. Forney ; and a beautiful chamber on the second floor was usually occupied by General Simon Cameron when in Washington. This lady was the patroness, as her father had been patron before her, of the Columbia Fire Company ; which was located very near her residence. It was to her and her family that this company was indebted for the many privileges it enjoyed — her father being ac- tive in establishing it, and furnishing it with the motto, "The performance of duty insures the protection of God." This lady, after a time, insisted upon our " making her house our home ;" and in its refining and elevating atmosphere, surrounded by all that wealth could give, we passed many happy weeks and formed many pleas- w J ant associations. At her house I met with Mr. Joshua N. y Speed, Mr. Lincoln's former law partner. At one of her circles, held in her beautiful parlors, I also met Geo. D. Prentiss, the well-known editor of the " Louis- ville Journal." Here I gave many private sittings to 6 82 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? distinguished people, whose names I never knew ; but who were apparently earnest investigators, and seemed satisfied with the truths they obtained. In short, every moment was filled to the uttermost, and the time so occupied passed quickly and pleasantly. Prior to leaving Mr. Laurie's to become the guest of Mrs. Cosby I had another important interview with President Lincoln. One morning, early in February, we received a note from Mrs. Lincoln, saying she de- sired us to come over to Georgetown and bring some friends for a stance that evening, and wished the " young ladies" to be present. In the early part of the evening, before her arrival, my little messenger, or " familiar" spirit, controlled me, and declared that (the " long brave," as she denominated him) Mr. Lin- coln would also be there. As Mrs. Lincoln had made no mention of his coming in her letter, we were sur- prised at the statement. Mr. Laurie rather ques- tioned its accuracy ; as he said it would be hardly advisable for President Lincoln to leave the White House to attend a spiritual seance anywhere ; and that he did not consider it " good policy" to do so. However, when the bell rang, Mr. Laurie, in honor of his expected guests, went to the door to receive them in person. His astonishment was great to find Mr. Lincoln standing on the threshold, wrapped in his long cloak ; and to hear his cordial " Good even- ing," as he put out his hand and entered. Mr. Laurie WE MAKE HISTORY. 83 promptly exclaimed, " Welcome, Mr. Lincoln, to my humble roof; you were expected" (Mr. Laurie was one of the " old-school gentlemen"). Mr. Lincoln stopped in the act of removing his cloak, and said, " Ex- pected ! Why, it is only five minutes since I knew that I ivas coming ." He came down from a cabinet meeting as Mrs. Lincoln and her friends were about to enter the carriage, and asked them where they were going. She replied, " To Georgetown ; to a circle." He answered immediately, "Hold on a mo- ment; I will go with you." "Yes," said Mrs. Lin- coln, " and I was never so surprised in my life." He seemed pleased when Mr. Laurie explained the source of our information ; and I think it had a tendency to prepare his mind to receive what followed, and to obey the instructions given. On this occasion, as he entered the parlor, I made bold to say to him, " I would like to speak a word with you, Mr. Lincoln, before you go, after the circle." " Certainly," he said ; " remind me, should I forget it." Mr. and Mrs. Laurie, with their daughter, Mrs. Mil- ler, at his request, sang several fine old Scotch airs — among them, one that he declared a favorite, called " Bonnie Doon." I can see him now, as he sat in the old high-backed rocking-chair ; one leg thrown over the arm ; leaning back in utter weariness, with his eyes closed, listening to the low, strong, and clear yet plaintive notes, rendered as only the Scotch can sing 84 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? their native melodies. I looked at his face, and it appeared tired and haggard. He seemed older by years than when I had seen him a few weeks pre- viously.* The whole party seemed anxious and trou- * My friend, Francis B. Carpenter, has given a correct picture of Lincoln: "In repose, it was the saddest face I ever knew. There were days when I could scarcely look into it without crying. During the first week of the battles of the Wilderness he scarcely slept at all. Passing through the main hall of the domestic apartment on one of these days, I met him, clad in a long morning- wrapper, pacing back and forth a narrow passage leading to one of the windows, his hands behind him, great black rings under his eyes, his head bent forward upon his breast — altogether such a picture of the effects of sorrow, care, and anxiety as would have melted the hearts of the worst of his adversaries, who so mistakenly applied to him the epithets of tyrant and usurper. With a sorrow almost divine, he, too, could ha?e said of the rebellious States, 'How often would I have gathered you together, even as a hen gath- ereth her chickens under her wings, and ye ivould not !' Like another Jeremiah, he wept over the desolations of the nation ; ' he mourned the slain of the daughter of his people.' " Surely, ruler never manifested so much sympathy, and ten- derness, and charity. How, like the last words of the Divine one himself, ' Father, forgive them, for they know not what they do,' will the closing sentences of his last inaugural address resound in solemn cadence through the coming centuries. Truly and well, says the London • Spectator' of that address : ' We cannot read it without a renewed conviction that it is the noblest political document known to history, and should have for the nation and the statesmen he left behind him something of a sacred and almost prophetic character. Surely, none was WE MAKE HISTORY. g5 bled; but all interest centered in the chief, and all eyes and thoughts were turned on him. At the end of the song he turned to me and said, " Well, Miss Nettie ; do you think you have anything to say to me to-night?" At first I thought he referred to the re- quest I had made when he entered the room. Recol- lecting myself, however, I said, " If /have not, there may be others who have." He nodded his head in a pleasant manner, saying, " Suppose we see what they will have to tell us." Among the spirit friends that have ever controlled me since my first development was one I have before mentioned— known as " old Dr. Bamford." He was quite a favorite with Mr. Lincoln. His quaint dialect, old-fashioned methods of expression, straightforward- ness in arriving at his subject, together with fearless- ness of utterance, recommended him as no finished style could have done. This spirit took possession of me at once. As I learned from those in the circle, the substance of his remarks was as follows : " That a very precarious state of things existed at the front, where General Hooker had just taken command. The army was totally demoralized; regiments stacking ever written under a stronger sense of the reality of God's government. And certainly none written in a period of pas- sionate conflict ever so completely excluded the partiality of victorious faction, and breathed so pure a strain of minted justice and mercy.' " 86 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? arms, refusing to obey orders or to do duty ; threaten- ing a general retreat ; declaring their purpose to re- turn to Washington. A vivid picture was drawn of the terrible state of affairs, greatly to the surprise of all present, save the chief to whom the words were addressed. When the picture had been painted in vivid colors, Mr. Lincoln quietly remarked : " You seem to understand the situation. Can you point out the remedy ?" Dr. Bamford immediately replied : " Yes; if you have the courage to use it." "He smiled," they said, and answered, " Try me." The old doctor then said to him, " It is one of the sim- plest, and being so simple it may not appeal to you as being sufficient to cope with what threatens to prove a serious difficulty. The remedy lies with yourself. Cro in person to the front ; taking with you your wife and children; leaving behind your official dignity, and all manner of display. Resist the importunities of officials to accompany you, and take only such at- tendants as may be absolutely necessary ; avoid the high grade officers, and seek the tents of the private soldiers. Inquire into their grievances ; show your- self to be what you are, ' The Father of your People.'' Make them feel that you are interested in their sufferings, and that you are not unmindful of the many trials which beset them in their march through the dismal swamps, whereby both their courage and 7iumbers have been depleted." He quietly remarked, WE MAKE HISTORY. 87 " If that will do any good, it is easily done." The doctor instantly replied, " It will do all that is re- quired. It will unite the soldiers as one man. It will unite them to you in bands of steel. And now, if you would prevent a serious, if not fatal, disaster to your cause, let the news be promulgated at once, and disseminated throughout the camp of the Army of the Potomac. Have it scattered broadcast that you are on the eve of visiting the front ; that you are not talking of it, but that it is settled that you are going, and are now getting into readiness. This will stop insubordination and hold the soldiers in check ; being something to divert their minds, and they will wait to see what your coming portends." He at once said, " It shall be doner A long conversation then followed between the doctor and Mr. Lincoln regarding the state of affairs, and the war generally. The old doctor told him " that he would be renominated and re-elected to the presidency." They said that he sadly smiled when this was told him, saying, " It is hardly an honor to be coveted, save one could find it his duty to accept it." After the circle was over, Mr. Laurie said, " Mr. Lincoln, is it possible that affairs are as bad as has been depicted ?" He said, " They can hardly be ex- aggerated ; but I ask it as a favor of all present that they do not speak of these things. The Major there," pointing to an officer of that rank who was in their 88 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? party, " bas just brought despatches from the ' front' depicting the state of affairs pretty much as our old friend has shown it ; and we were just having a Cabi- net meeting regarding the matter, when something, I know not what, induced me to leave the room and come down stairs, when I found Mrs. Lincoln in the act of coming here. I felt it might be of service for me to come ; I did not know wherefore." He dropped his head as he said this — leaning forward in his chair as if he were thinking aloud. Then, looking up sud- denly, he remarked, "Matters are pretty serious down there, and perhaps the simplest remedy is the best. 1 have often noticed in life that little things have some- times greater weight than larger ones" As they rose to depart, he turned to me and said, " Now I will hear what you wish to say to me." Going to one side of the parlor, we sat down, and I laid before him the case of a friend who had been nearly two years in the service in the Army of the Potomac, and who was a lieutenant in the Thirtieth N. Y. Regiment. He had seen hard service in camp and field, and had never asked for a furlough during that period. At this time, as his colonel was ordered to Washington on duty for a few weeks, he sent in a petition to the War Department for a furlough, signed by all the superior officers of his regiment and brigade. Not doubting the granting of the furlough, nor waiting for its arrival, feeling sure of its coming and being forwarded, he WE MAKE HISTORY. 89 went with his colonel to Washington. Unfortunately, the day before, he had received the announcement that the application had been rejected, and that an order was then at the department for his arrest for " absence without leave." I stated these facts in full to Mr. Lincoln, and said to him, " This young man is a true soldier, and was one of the first to respond to the call for troops. He has no desire or disposition to avoid or shirk his duty, and is intending to return and give himself up as soon as his colonel's business is completed. It occurred to me that you would be kind enough to interpose your hand between him and the consequences of his rashness in leaving the camp before the arrival of his furlough." He pleasantly smiled, and said, " I have so much to think of now, I shall forget all about this. You write it all out to me, giving me his name and regiment, and bring it to me to-morrow." Feeling sure of my cause, I was de- lighted, and thought of the pleasant surprise I had in store for my friend. Mr. Lincoln bade us all a pleasant " good-night " and departed, leaving us to talk over the curious cir- cumstances of his coming and of its results. It was at this sexnce that Mrs. Belle Miller gave an example of her power as a " moving medium," and highly amused and interested us by causing the piano to " waltz around the room," as was facetiously remarked in several recent newspaper articles. The true state- 90 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? ment is as follows : Mrs. Miller played upon the piano (a three-corner grand), and under her influence it "rose and fell," keeping time to her touch in a perfectly regular manner. Mr. Laurie suggested that, as an added " test" of the invisible power that moved the piano, Mrs. Miller (his daughter) should place her hand on the instrument, standing at arm's length from it, to show that she was in no wise connected with its movement other than as agent. Mr. Lincoln then placed his hand underneath the piano, at the end nearest Mrs. Miller, who placed her left hand upon his to demonstrate that neither strength nor pressure was used. In this position the piano rose and fell a number of times at her bidding. At Mr. Laurie's desire the President changed his position to another side, meeting with the same result. The President, with a quaint smile, said, " I think we can hold down that instrument." Whereupon he climbed upon it, sitting with his legs dangling over the side, as also did Mr. Somes, S. P. Kase, and a soldier in the uniform of a major (who, if living, will recall the strange scene) from the Army of the Potomac. The piano, notwithstanding this enormous added weight, continued to wabble about until the sitters were glad " to vacate the premises." We were convinced that there were no mechanical contrivances to produce the strange result, and Mr. Lincoln expressed himself perfectly satisfied that the motion was caused by some WE MAKE HISTORY. 91 " invisible power ;" and when Mr. Somes remarked, " When I have related to my acquaintances, Mr. President, that which I have experienced to-night, they will say, with a knowing look and wise demeanor, ' You were psychologized, and as a matter of fact (versus fancy) you did not see what you in reality did see.' ' Mr. Lincoln quietly replied, " You should bring such person here, and when the piano seems to rise, have him slip his foot under the leg and be convinced (doubtless) by the weight of evidence resting upon his understanding ." When the laughter caused by this rally had sub- sided, the President wearily sank into an arm-chair, " the old tired, anxious look returning to his face." This never-to-be-forgotten incident occurred on the fifth day of February, 1863. I believe that Mr. Lincoln was satisfied and con- vinced that the communications he received through me were wholly independent of my volition, and in every way superior to any manifestation that could have been given by me as a physical being. This he affirmed in my presence and in my hearing in answer to a question by Mr. Somes as to what he thought of the source of what he had experienced and heard from time to time in the form of spiritualistic manifes- tations. He replied, " I am not prepared to describe the intelligence that controls this young girl's organ- ism. She certainly could have no knowledge of the 92 WAS LIXCOLX A SPIRITUALIST; facts communicated to me, nor of what was transpiring in my Cabinet meeting prior to my joining this circle, nor of affairs at the front [the army], nor regarding transpiring events which are known to me only, and which I have not imparted to anyone, and which have not been made public." As he spoke, his face was earnest and in repose, and he laid one hand in the other impressively (as was his custom). He likewise comprehended that I was ignorant of the very facts surrounding the information of which I was the agent. It has frequently been stated that Mr. Lincoln was a spiritualist. That question is left open for general judgment. I do know that he held communication with numerous mediums, both at the "White House and at other places, and among his mediumistic friends were Charles Foster, Charles Colchester, Mrs. Lucy A. Hamilton, and Charles Redmond, who warned Mr. Lincoln of the danger that faced him before he made that famous trip between Philadelphia and Washing- ton, on which occasion he donned the Scotch cap and cape ; and which warning saved him from assassina- tion. If he had not had faith in Spiritualism, he would not have connected himself -with it, and would not have had any connections with it, especially in peculiarly dangerous times, while the fate of the Nation was in peril. Again, had he declared an open belief in the WE MAKE HISTORY. 93 subject, he would have been pronounced insane and probably incarcerated. A man does not usually follow or obey dictation in which he has no faith, and which does not contain infor- mation of active present value to him. This argument, together with his following of the Spirit dictation which passed through me, goes a great way toward a critical and correct judgment in this matter, especially when verification is at hand. It is also true that Mrs. Lincoln was more enthusiastic regarding the subject than her husband, and openly and avowedly professed herself connected with the new religion. Mr. Somes frequently warned me that it would be un- wise to talk with newspaper men, or to answer any of the many inquiries that were constantly made regard- ing the subject of our Presidential stances — saying im- pressively, " Do not make these matters public prop- erty in any such manner at the present time. Reserve your statements of experiences until sufficient time has elapsed to remove any condemnatory criticism, which would naturally be caused by the present excitement of war, and for the time when the people are ready to look upon past and present events with coolness and correctness, at which time a true and dispas- sionate judgment will be reached, for you will then receive an impartial hearing, and at the same time make evident the truths of Spiritualism." He added, " You are at liberty to quote me and to use my name 94 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? in connection with any events herein stated in which I was a participant." The value of his opinion is apparent, and I may add that I followed this advice implicitly. The time has arrived when we can criti- cise freely, judge dispassionately, and reach a true conclusion regarding those events which had to do with the greatest man of his time — the chief actor in the tragedy of modern years, which centered upon us the gaze of the civilized world. PERILOUS TIMES. 95 CHAPTER IX. PERILOUS TIMES. I make a strange error — The President visits the Army of the Potomac at the instigation of the spirits — Mrs. Lincoln is distracted, and we comfort her — A sitting while the battle of Chancellorsville goes on and the result foretold — We depart with an armful of flowers — Visit to the Mount Pleasant Hospital, where father greets us. THE next day was Sunday, and Mr. Lincoln had evidently forgotten that fact when he bade me bring him my request in writing. I therefore used a part of the day to write out a plain statement of the case. I considered it almost a State document, ad- dressed it " To the President of the United States ;" and thoughtlessly, or rather with great deliberation, believing it necessary, signed my full baptismal name to the paper. Since I had responded to a name, I had been called " Nettie" by old and young, and had almost forgotten that my proper name was " Hen- rietta." Sunday morning's issue of John W. Forney's " G azette" bore in startling headlines : " The Presi- dent is about to visit the Army of the Potomac." Then followed a statement of what gunboat was in 96 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? preparation to take him and his family to Fortress Monroe ; and other matter showing literal obedience to the directions given the night previous. These papers, I learned, were scattered by the thousand throughout the army, as quickly as they could be conveyed there. On Monday morning, with my paper in hand, I visited the White House. Going up to the waiting- room, I sent it in by " Edward," and anxiously awaited the result. Twenty minutes or more must have passed when " Edward" came out, and said, " The President desires that you will call to-morrow." I was thunderstruck ; not knowing what this might indicate. I knew that without the consent and knowl- edge of my friend I had furnished the full facts of his whereabouts and his acts to headquarters ; and knew not how my action might be considered by him and his colonel. Startled and full of doubt, I walked to the broad stairway, and when halfway down met the major (whose name I have forgotten, but who was with the President on the occasion of the sitting the Saturday previous), who instantly recognized me, and raised his cap and bowed pleasantly. I left the White House, going to the Post-Office Department for my mail, then returned to Georgetown to find the major awaiting me. He came to me as I entered and said, " Mr. Lincoln sent me to you with this note. He says he thinks it will answer every purpose. He PERILOUS TIMES. 97 told me to tell you he had left it without date, as you could not give him the precise date of your friend leaving the camp, and being without date, it therefore covers all the back time. He would have given it to you in person, but he did not recognize the name at- tached to the foot of the paper containing the state- ment. When I went into the room," he said, " after meeting you on the stairs, the President took up the paper and said, in a perplexed way, ' This lady states that I requested her to write this out. I do not remember the name or the circumstance, and yet there is something familiar about it.' I stepped up to Mr. Lincoln, and glancing at the name, replied, ' It is that little medium we saw in Georgetown.' ' Oh yes,' he exclaimed, ' I fully remember now. Go out and bring her in.' I hurried out," added the major ; " but you having left, I failed to find you. He then said, 'This matter must be attended to at once,' and writing on this card, as you see, he in- closed it in an envelope and bade me bring it to you." I opened it and read the following : " Leave of ab- sence is granted to A. L. Gurney, Comp. G, 30th N. Y. Reg., and he will report to his company Feb. 17th, 1863" — thus giving him ten days' additional leave (the time was afterwards extended to the 27th, merely changing the date). I have no doubt this gentleman treasures to this day that souvenir of our martyred President. I thanked the major for his kindness, and 7 98 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? bade him extend to Mr. Lincoln my grateful acknowl- edgment, impulsively remarking, " How good of him to do this thing!" To which the major replied, "It is a common thing for him to do these acts. He is all the time doing something of the kind." The President's visit to the " front " and the ova- tion tendered him showed the spontaneous uprising of a people to receive a loved ruler. How he was literally borne on the shoulders of soldiers through the camp, and how everywhere the " boys in blue " rallied around him, all grievances being forgotten and restored, and his leaving a united and devoted army behind him when he returned to Washington, — are matters of history too well known to bear repeating. He did not achieve the victory of carrying out to the letter, without a struggle, the directions of our unseen friends. Mrs. Laurie and myself visited the White House in the interval of the preparation and the time of departure ; and Mrs. Lincoln informed us that they were being besieged by applications from members of both houses, and Cabinet officers and their wives, for permission to go with them. And she remarked, in her quick impulsive way : " But I tell Mr. Lincoln, if we are going to take the spirits' advice, let us do it fully, and then there can be no responsibility resting with us if it fail." I was controlled at this time, and " They" impressed upon her the importance of carry- ing this out as strictly as was consistent ; as it was all PERILOUS TIMES. 99 important that the " man" not the " President" should visit the army. Disunionists had labored to fill the minds of the soldiers with the idea that the government at Washington was rioting in the good things of life and surrounded by pomp and display, while the soldiers were left to die in the swamps, neglected and forgotten; it was therefore necessary " that they should see the man in all his simplicity," and that he should carry with him a personal influence which would be felt throughout the camp. The wis- dom of his action is told in the result. I think it was in May of that year that the battle of Chancellorsville was fought. My father was then with my eldest brother in hospital in Washington. Intending to visit him, I went by permission of Mrs. Lincoln to the White House hothouse to obtain a bouquet of flowers for him. Miss Parnie and my- self applied to the private entrance, expecting only to receive the flowers and depart ; Mrs. Cuthbert, Mrs. Lincoln's waiting-woman, eagerly met us at the door. " Oh, my dear young ladies," she exclaimed in her broken French fashion, " the madam is deestracted. Come to her, I beg of you. She wants you very much." Surprised at her earnestness, we went up- stairs and were ushered into her bedroom. Mrs. Lincoln, in a loose wrapper, her long beautiful hair down her back and over her shoulders, was distractedly walking up and down the room. As she saw me she 100 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? came forward and exclaimed, " Oh, Miss Nettie, such dreadful news ; they are fighting at the front ; such terrible slaughter ; and all our generals are killed and our army is in full retreat ; such is the latest news. Oh, I am glad you have come. Will you sit down a few moments and see if we can get anything from ' beyond ?' " No hint of the battle had as yet reached the public. I was surprised. I threw my things aside and we at once sat down. " Pinkie" controlled me instantly, and, in her own original way, assured Mrs. Lincoln that her alarm was groundless ; that while a great battle had been fought and was still in progress, our forces were fully holding their own ; and that none of the generals, as she had been informed, were slain or injured. She bade her have no fear whatever ; that they would get better news by nightfall, and the next day would bring still more cheering results. This calmed her somewhat, and after I awoke she talked very earnestly with me to know if I fully trusted and believed in what was said through me. I assured her of my confidence in whatever was communicated, and it seemed to give her courage. It was now approaching one o'clock, and Mr. Lincoln entered the room ; he was bowed as if bent with trouble, his face looking anxious and careworn. He shook my hand in a listless way and kindly inquired how I was, shaking hands with my friend also. He sat PERILOUS TIMES. 101 down at a little stand on which Mrs. Cuthbert had placed a cup of tea and a plate of crackers. It seemed that it was his custom at this hour to partake of this frugal lunch. Mrs. Lincoln instantly began to tell him what had been said. He looked up with quick interest. My friend Parnie said, " Perhaps Mr. Lincoln would prefer to hear it direct ; would you not like to, Mr. Lincoln ?" He said, " If it would not tire your friend too much, yes." I hastened to assure him that I felt no weariness whatever, and again I was soon under control. This time it was the strong clear utterance of one we had learned to call " Wisdom ;" and Parnie told me that Mr. Lincoln listened intently to every word. For twenty minutes " he" talked to him, stating clearly the condition of affairs at the front ; assuring him of what news he would receive by nightfall, and what the morrow would bring forth ; and that in no wise was the battle disastrous ; and though not decisive particularly in character, was sufficiently so to be a gain, not a loss, to the Union cause. He brightened visibly under the assurances given ; and my friend said she had never seen me more impressive or convincing when under control. Evi- dently " they" felt his need in that hour, and met it. When I awoke his tea stood untasted and cold, and as none seemed to think of it that should have done so, my friend quietly arose, and, taking it from the stand, handed it to Mrs. Cuthbert, and said, " Change this 102 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? for a hot cup of tea, and bring it soon." No one seemed to think she was stepping out of her place in thus thinking of the weary man before us. It was quickly brought, and he drank it with a relish, but left the crackers untasted. Pie shook us warmly by the hand, and with a pleasant smile passed back to his private apartments. I need not say that our hands were well filled with flowers when we left the White House. However, it was then too late to go to the camp. The next morn- ing, on our way to the hospital, we called at the White House and received from Mrs. Cuthbert the assurance that the news had been received as predicted, and that " Mr. and Mrs. Lincoln were both feeling much better and full of hope." Taking the cars at Fourteenth Street, we made our visit to Mount Pleasant Hospital. Its thousands of clean, white empty tents, full of little cot-beds, sug- gested the possibilities of war, but presented none of its horrors. My brother was somewhat better, al- though still in bed ; and my father was glad to see his visitors. We stayed a few hours, and he showed us over the departments ; taking us to the surgeons' headquarters, where all seemed quiet and peaceful. We returned to the city, little dreaming of the scene that would greet us when we again visited the camp. THE WOUNDED AND DYING. 103 CHAPTER X. THE WOUNDED AND DYING. After the battles of Chancellorsville and Fredericksburg — We go to the hospital and aid the wounded — Scenes of horror among the "brave boys in blue" — While riding home we see the President lift his hat to a crippled soldier boy — Lincoln always ready to serve the humble. D URING the seven or eight days that followed we did not visit my father, being busied with circles and attending to our duties in the seed depart- ment. The battles of Chancellorsville and Fredericksburg had been fought and our armies had gained a negative i+t victory — that is, we had lost no ground, and the enemy had been defeated. One morning, bright and early, accompanied by our friend, Miss Anna Betts, of Al- bany, we started for the hospital to see my father. How changed in the brief time since we had looked upon the quiet, peaceful canvas-covered grounds! soldiers everywhere, rushing in all directions. Upon our statement of " having friends in camp" we were freely allowed to pass. Threading our way through what seemed hardly familiar lines of tents, we were shocked to find that nearly every tent was filled with 104 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? mutilated occupants ; every bed having its tenant, and fresh arrivals constantly being added to the number. Reaching the tent where my brother had been an invalid, which was one of many feet in length, con- taining many beds, I met him at the doorway pale and feeble, but active on behalf of those who were far more needy than he. We stood dumb before the scene presented to our eyes, when my father hastily approached and exclaimed, " Girls, have you nerve enough to help us ?" We all responded, " Yes ; any- thing we can do." He quickly furnished us with tin basins, and showing us where to fill them with fresh water from large tanks outside, handed each a sponge and told us to pass from cot to cot, and squeeze the spongeful of cold water upon the foot or hand of the occupant, so repeated until a little relief was afforded, then pass on to the next. We eagerly begun our task. Anna, full of earnest zeal, started on her round, but the first sight that greeted her eyes was one of horror — a poor soldier boy bleeding to death from a wound in the neck. Turning deadly faint, she retreated to the open air. A few moments and she rallied and bravely returned to her work. For the three hours we could remain, we passed from bed to bed and applied the cold water as best we could to the poor boys who lay, each wailing his turn, uncom- plaining, and, strange to say, even cheerful under such terrible conditions. Pleasant words were passed from THE WOUNDED AND DYING. 105 bed to bed between them ; and when we would ap- proach with a fresh basin of water, they would call out in a cheery tone, " Me first ; me first," and always with a pleasant laugh, if we took the first that came, without heeding the call, and I know that many tears mingled with the water we squeezed upon their poor mangled limbs. The scene comes back to me vividly as I recall it ; for it was our first real experience of the meaning of that horrible word " war." In a tent outside surgeons were busy lopping off legs and arms ; and going outside on one occasion to renew my basin of water that was crimson with the loyal blood of our brave boys in blue, I saw my brother being borne fainting from a tent. I went to him at once, and they told me that he was assisting the surgeon at an amputation when his feelings over- came him. A dose of brandy quickly brought him around, and he returned to his post with a determined spirit. Every hand was needed. The weakest grew strong in the face of that army of sufferers. At one time the water by our tent that was under our charge became exhausted, and my father hastily told me to go to the next tent on the right and there find another tank. In my hurry I turned to the left instead, and throwing aside the flap of the tent was horrified to see a mass of legs and arms that had of necessity been hastily placed there — the fruit of the surgeons' bloody, 106 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? but necessary work. Weak and faint I turned back, retraced my steps, and found the needed water. But how shall I speak of the brave boys who every- where met our eyes ? Never one word of complaint or regi'et at the fate that stretched them helpless and wounded on those narrow beds. • Never an unseemly word. Only grateful acknowledgments for the min- istry we could give. Their condition was fearful and past belief, for they had lain on the battle-field until help could come ; and their wounds were full of ver- min, bandaged with such material as could be hastily furnished in such an emergency. While this revolt- ing state of things was apparent on every side, only cheery words from the sufferers, or a low moan here and there told the story of bravery and suffering. When the records of God are made up these brave boys ■will not be forgotten. One beardless youth, mortally wounded, lay quietly watching the work as we passed from bed to bed ; although past all pain, he was still fully conscious of his condition. We stopped every time we came in with a fresh basin of water to sponge off his face and hands ; it seemed to refresh and revive him ; then he would instantly signify that we were not to wait, but to go on with our mission of mercy. For three hours we never paused, and at the end of that time desisted, being warned by the approach of nightfall of the distance from our home. It was with regret and tears, we did not care to hide, that we left THE WOUNDED AND DYING. 107 our work to return to the city. The next day Parnie and myself started early for the hospital. Anna could not accompany us, and we went without her. Our presence was hailed with delight, and we found that the wounds of all those who had been under our charge the day previous had been attended to, and the application of cold water was now the only thing to be done. The young soldier we had noted the day before was still living, but fast failing. Parnie and myself stood beside him, each holding a cold hand, and in a short time all was over, and he was truly " mustered out," as he had said pleasantly, the day before, when asked by a comrade how he was. My father marked his grave, and we sent the news to his mother in Ohio, and shortly afterwards his remains were forwarded to her. We saw several other empty beds that day that told their own silent story ; and the mounds grew in num- ber around the surgeons' headquarters, as one by one the brave boys succumbed to a conqueror they were powerless to resist. We found a full list of nurses in attendance that day and our services were hardly needed, although we went to work in the same manner as the day previous ; and some of the nurses, wearied and tired, were glad of the brief respite we could give them. It was a satisfaction to us, on leaving the camp, to 108 WAS LINCOLN A SPIRITUALIST? know that all were as comfortable as care and strict attendance could make them, and the horrors of the pre- vious day had passed from sight. Finding we could be of no further use, we did not visit the hospital again ; but it was many a day before the memory of those pain- marked faces and shattered limbs failed to haunt our dreams by night and challenge our thought by day. Soon after this, while riding up Pennsylvania Avenue to Georgetown in a street car filled with a miscel- laneous crowd composed chiefly of officers and soldiers from the headquarters in Georgetown, an incident came under my notice that I deem worthy of record. It was a dull, rainy morning such as drives all pedes- trians indoors or under shelter, and the avenue above the Treasury building was practically deserted. Seated on the right-hand side of the car, I faced the Treasury building. As we turned the corner, and some distance ahead, I beheld the tall figure of President Lincoln going with hurried strides toward the White House. He wore an old-fashioned dress coat, the sleeves tight to the arm and the right elbow torn so that his white shirt sleeve plainly showed through, and he, seemingly unconscious of this discrepancy in his dress, was pur- suing his way with his head down as if in a profound study. He wore a beaver hat that looked as well worn as his coat, and in his right hand was a bundle of papers as though he had just come from some office. * THE WOUNDED AND DYING. 109 As he neared the gate of the White House, a soldier boy leaning upon crutches, one leg drawn up, ap- proached, and they nearly collided, so absorbed was Mr. Lincoln in his thoughts. Hastily looking up, see- in