v-:?*,^- :::••: ^'-^^•* ':-^\L/ ^ ^:fkmm' ^^'/" y^ :^ T.^^<^K ^v^v/T \V:-T, Lights stream 'd from the inside; and with them the sound Of music and song. In the garden, around A table with fruits, wine, tea, ices, there set, Half a dozen young men and young women were met. Light, laughter, and voices, and music, all stream 'd Through the quiet-leaved limes. At the window there seem'd For one moment the outline, familiar and fair. Of a white dress, a white neck, and soft dusky hair, Which Lord Alfred remember'd ... a moment or so It hover'd, then pass'd into shadow ; and slow The soft notes, from a tender piano upflung. Floated forth, and a voice unforgotten thus sung: — " Hear a song that was born in the land of my birth ! The anchors are lifted, the fair ship is free. And the shout of the mariners floats in its mirth 'Twixt the light in the sky and the light on the sea. " And this ship is a world. She is freighted with souls. She is freighted with merchandise : proudly she sails With the Labor that stores, and the Will that con- trols The gold in the ingots, the silk in the bales. 64 Lucile. " From the gardens of Pleasure, where reddens the rose, And the scent of the cedar is faint on the air, Past the harbors of Traffic, sublimely she goes, Man's hopes o'er the world of the waters to bear ! " Where the cheer from the harbors of Tralific is heard. Where the gardens of Pleasure fade fast on the sight. O'er the rose, o'er the cedar, there passes a bird ; 'T is the Paradise Bird, never known to alight. " And that bird, bright and bold as a Poet's desire. Roams her own native heavens, the realms of her birth. There she soars like a seraph, she shines like a fire. And her plumage hath never been sullied by earth. " And the mariners greet her; there 's song on each lip. For that bird of good omen, and joy in each eye. And the ship and the bird, and the bird and the ship. Together go forth over ocean and sky. " Fast, fast fades the land ! far the rose-gardens flee. And far fleet the harbors. In regions unknown The ship is alone on a desert of sea. And the bird in a desert of sky is alone. Lucile. 65 ' In those regions unknown, o'er that desert of air, Down that desert of waters — tremendous in wrath — The storm-wind Euroclydon leaps from his lair, And cleaves, through the waves of the ocean, his path. And the bird in the cloud, and the ship on the wave. Overtaken, are beaten about by wild gales ; And the mariners all rush their cargo to save, Of the gold in the ingots, the silk in the bales. Lo ! a wonder, which never before hath been heard. For it never before hath been given to sight ; On the ship hath descended the Paradise Bird, The Paradise Bird, never known to alight ! The bird which the mariners bless'd, when each lip Had a song for the omen that gladden'd each eye ; The bright bird for shelter hath flown to the ship From the wrath on the sea and the wrath in the sky. ' But the mariners heed not the bird any more. They are felling the masts — they are cutting the sails ; Some are working, some weeping, and some wrang- ling o'er Their gold in the ingots, their silk in the bales. 66 Lucile. " Souls of men are on board ; wealth of man in the hold; And the storm-wind Euroclydon sweeps to his prey ; And who heeds the bird ? ' Save the silk and the gold ! ' And the bird from her shelter the gust sweeps away ! " Poor Paradise Bird ! on her lone flight once more Back again in the wake of the wind she is driven — To be 'whelm'd in the storm, or above it to soar, And, if rescued from ocean, to vanish in heaven t " And the ship rides the waters, and weathers the gales : From the haven she nears the rejoicing is heard. All hands are at work on the ingots, the bales, Save a child, sitting lonely, who misses — the Bird !" CANTO III. I. With stout iron shoes be my Pegasus shod ! For my road is a rough one : flint, stubble, and clod. Blue clay, and black quagmire, brambles no few, And I gallop up-hill, now. Lucile. 67 " With stout iron shoes be mv Pegasus shod !" There 's terror that 's true In that tale of a youth who, one night at a revel, Amidst music and mirth lured and wiled by some devil, Follovv'd ever one mask through the mad masquer- ade, Till, pursued to some chamber deserted ('t is said), He-unmask'd, with a kiss, the strange lady, and stood Face to face with a Thing not of flesh nor of blood. In this Masque of the Passions, call'd Life, there 's no human Emotion, though mask'd, or in man or in woman, 68 Lucile. But, when faced and unmask'd, it will leave us at last Struck by some supernatural aspect aghast. For truth is appalling- and eltrich, as seen By this world's artificial lamplights, and we screen From our sight the strange vision that troubles our life. Alas ! why is Genius forever at strife With the world, which, despite the world's self, it ennobles ? Why is it that Genius perplexes and troubles And offends the effete life it comes to renew ? 'T is the terror of truth ! 't is that Genius is true! II. Lucile de Nevers (if her riddle I read) Was a woman of genius : whose genius, indeed, With her life was at war. Once, but once, in that life The chance had been hers to escape from this strife In herself ; finding peace in the life of another From the passionate wants she, in hers, failed to smother. But the chance fell too soon, when the crude rest- less power Which had been to her nature so fatal a dower. Only wearied the man it yet haunted and thrall'd ; And that moment, once lost, had been never re- called, Yet it left her heart sore : and, to shelter her heart From approach, she then sought, in that delicate art Luetic. 69 Of concealment, those thousand adroit strategies Of feminine wit, which repel while they please, A weapon, at once, and a shield, to conceal And defend all that women can earnestly feel. Thus, striving her instincts to hide and repress, She felt frighten'd at times by her very success: She pined for the hill-tops, the clouds, and the stars : Golden wires may annoy us as much as steel bars If they keep us behind prison-windows : impassion'd Her heart rose and burst the light cage she had fashion'd Out of glittering trifles around it. Unknown To herself, all her instincts, without hesitation. Embraced the idea of self-immolation. The strong spirit in her, had her life but been blended With some man's whose heart had her own com- prehended. All its wealth at his feet would have lavishly thrown. For him she had struggled and striven alone ; For him had aspired ; in him had transfused All the gladness and grace of her nature ; and used For him only the spells of its delicate power : I^ike the ministering fairy that brings from her bovver To some maze all the treasures, whose use the fond elf. More enrich'd by her love, disregards for herself. But standing apart, as she ever had done. And her genius, which needed a vent, finding none 7© Lticile. In the broad fields of action thrown wide to man's power, She unconsciously made it her bulwark and tower, And built in it her refuge, whence lightly she hurl'd Her contempt at the fashions and forms of the world. . And the permanent cause why she now miss'd and fail'd That firm hold upon life she so keenly assail'd. Was, in all those diurnal occasions that place Say — the world and the woman opposed face to face, Where the woman must yield, she, refusing to stir. Offended the world, which in turn wounded her. As before, in the old-fashion'd manner, I fit To this character, also, its moral : to wit. Say — the world is a nettle ; disturb it, it stings : Grasp it firmly, it stings not. On one of two things, If you would not be stung, it behooves you to settle : Avoid it, or crush it. She crush'd not the nettle ; For she could not ; nor would she avoid it : she tried With the weak hand of woman to thrust it aside. And it stung her. A woman is too slight a thing To trample the world without feeling its sting. III. One lodges but simply at Luchon ; yet, thanks To the season that changes forever the banks Lucile. 71 Of the blossoming mountains, and shifts the light cloud O'er the valley, and hushes or rouses the loud Wind that wails in the pines, or creeps murmuring down The dark evergreen slopes to the slumbering town, '"TWAS A PEACEFUL ABODE." And the torrent that falls, faintly heard from afar, And the blue-bells that purple the dapple-gray scaur, One sees with each month of the many-faced year A thousand sweet changes of beauty appear. The chalet where dwelt the Comtesse de Nevers Rested half up the base of a mountain of firs. In a garden of roses, reveal 'd to the road, Yet withdrawn from its noise : 't was a peaceful abode. And the walls, and the roofs, with their gables like hoods Which the monks wear, were built of sweet resin- ous woods. The sunlight of noon, as Lord Alfred ascended The steep garden paths, every odor had blended Of the ardent carnations, and faint heliotropes. With the balms floated down from the dark wooded slopes : 7 2 Luetic. A light breeze at the windows was playing about, And the white curtains floated, now in, and now out. The house was all hush'd when he rang at the door, Which was open'd to him in a moment, or more. By an old nodding negress, whose sable head shined In the sun like a cocoa-nut polish'd in Ind, 'Neath the snowy foidard which about it was wound. IV. Lord Alfred sprang forward at once, with a bound. He remember'd the nurse of Lucile. The old dame, Whose teeth and whose eyes used to beam when he came. With a boy's eager step, in the blithe days of yore. To pass, unannounced, her young mistress's door. The old woman had fondled Lucile on her knee When she left, as an infant, far over the sea. In India, the tomb of a mother, unknown. To pine, a pale flow'ret, in great Paris town. She had sooth'd the child's sobs on her breast, when she read The letter that told her, her father was dead. An astute, shrewd adventurer, who, like Ulysses, Had studied men, cities, laws, wars, the abysses Of statecraft, with varying ^jrtunes, was he. He had wander'd the world through, by land and by sea, Lucile. 73 And knew it in most of its phases. Strong will, Subtle tact, and soft manners, had given him skill To conciliate Fortune, and courage to brave Her displeasure. Thrice shipwreck'd, and cast by the wave On his own quick resources, they rarely had fail'd His command : often baffled, he ever prevail'd. In his combat with fate : to-day flatter 'd and fed By monarchs, to-morrow in search of mere bread. The offspring of times trouble-haunted, he came Of a family ruin'd, yet noble in name. He lost sight of his fortune, at twenty, in France ; And, half statesman, half soldier, and wholly Free- lance, Had wander'd in search of it, over the world. Into India. But scarce had the nomad unfurl'd His wandering tent at Mysore, in the smile Of a Rajah (whose court he controU'd for a while. And whose council he prompted and govern'd by stealth); Scarce, indeed, had he wedded an Indian of wealth. Who died giving birth to this daughter, before He was borne to the tomb of his wife at Mysore. His fortune, which fell to his orphan, perchance Had secured her a home with his sister in France, A lone woman, the last of the race left. Lucile Neither felt, nor affected, the wish to conceal T^e half-Eastern blood, hich appear'd to bequeath (Reveal'd now and then, though but rarely, be- neath 74 Lucile. That outward repose that conceal'd it in her) A something half wild to her strange character. The nurse with the orphan, awhile broken-hearted, At the door of a convent in Paris had parted. But later, once more, with her mistress she tarried, When the girl, by that grim maiden aunt, had been married To a dreary old Count, who had sullenly died. With no claim on her tears — she had wept as a bride. Said Lord Alfred, "Your mistress expects me." The crone Oped the drawing-room door, and there left him alone. O'er the soft atmosphere of this temple of grace Rested silence and perfume. No sound reach'd the place. In the white curtains waver'd the delicate shade Of the heaving acacias, through which the breeze play'd. O'er the smooth wooden floor, polish'd dark as a glass, Fragrant white Indian matting allow'd you to pass. In light olive baskets, by window and door. Some hung from the ceiling, some crowding the floor, Rich wild flowers pluck'd by Lucile from the hill, Seem'd the room with their passionate presence to mi: Luetic. 75 Blue aconite, hid in white roses, reposed ; The deep belladonna its vermeil disclosed ; And the frail saponaire, and the tender blue-bell. And the purple valerian, — each child of the fell And the solitude flourish'd, fed fair from the source Of waters the huntsman scarce heeds in his course. Where the chamois and izard, with delicate hoof. Pause or flit through the pin- nacled silence aloof. VI. Here you felt, by the sense of its beauty reposed. That you stood in a shrine of sweet thoughts. Half unclosed In the light slept the flowers : rest ; All peaceful ; all modest ; sess'd. And aware of the silence. No vestige nor trace Of a young woman's coquetry troubled the place. He stood by the window. A cloud pass'd the sun. A light breeze uplifted the leaves, one by one. "At the door of a con- vent IN Paris." all was pure and at all seem'd self-pos- 76 Lucile. Just then Lucile entered the room, undiscern'd By Lord Alfred, whose face to the window was turn'd In a strange revery. The time was, when Lucile, In beholding that man, could not help but reveal The rapture, the fear, which wrench'd out every nerve In the heart of the girl from the woman's reserve. And now — she gazed at him, calm, smiling, — per- chance Indifferent. VII. Indifferently turning his glance, Alfred Vargrave encounter'd that gaze unaware. O'er a bodice snow-white stream'd her soft dusky hair ; A rose-bud half blown in her hand ; in her eyes A half-pensive smile. A sharp cry of surprise Escaped from his lips : some unknown agita- tion. An invincible trouble, a strange palpitation. Confused his ingenious and frivolous wit ; Overtook, and entangled, and paralyzed it. That wit so complacent and docile, that ever Lightly came at the call of the lightest endeavor, Ready coin'd, and availably current as gold. Which, secure of its value, so fluently roU'd In free circulation from hand on to hand For the usage of all, at a moment's command ; Lucile. 7 7 For once it rebell'd, it was mute and unstirr'd, And he look'd at Lucile without speaking- a word. VIII. Perhaps what so troubled him was, that the face On whose features he gazed had no more than a trace Of the face his remembrance had imaged for years. Yes ! the face he remember'd was faded with tears : Grief had famish'd the figure, and dimm'd the dark eyes, And starved the pale lips, too acquainted with sighs. And that tender, and gracious, and fond coqiieiterie Of a woman who knows her least ribbon to be Something dear to the lips that so warmly caress Every sacred detail of her exquisite dress. In the careless toilet of Lucile, — then too sad To care aught to her changeable beauty to add — Lord Alfred had never admired before ! Alas ! poor Lucile, in those weak days of yore. Had neglected herself, never heeding, nor thinking (While the blossom and bloom of her beauty were shrinking) That sorrow can beautify only the heart — Not the face — of a woman ; and can but impart Its endearment to one that has suffer'd. In truth Grief hath beauty for grief ; but gay youth loves gay youth. 78 Lucile. " When the bud to the blossom hath BURST." IX. The woman that now met, unshrinking, his gaze, Seem'd to bask in the silent but sumptuous haze Of that soft second summer, more ripe than the first, Which returns when the bud to the blossom hath burst In despite of the stormiest April. Lucile Had acquired that matchless unconscious appeal To the homage which none but a churl would withhold — That caressing and exquisite grace — never bold, Ever present — which just a few women possess. From a healthful repose, undisturb'd by the stress Of unquiet emotions, her soft cheek had drawn A freshness as pure as the twilight of dawn. Her figure, though slight, had revived everywhere The luxurious proportions of youth ; and her hair — Once shorn as an offering to passionate love — Now floated or rested redundant above Her airy pure forehead and throat ; gather'd loose Under which, by one violet knot, the profuse Milk-white folds of a cool modest garment reposed. Rippled faint by the breast they half hid, half dis- closed. And her simple attire thus in all things reveal'd The line art which so artfully all thmgs conceal'd. Liicile. 79 X. Lord Alfred, who never conceived that Lucile Could have look'd so enchanting, felt tempted to kneel At her feet, and her pardon with passion im- plore ; But the calm smile that met him sufficed to restore The pride and the bitterness needed to meet The occasion with dignity due and discreet. XI. " Madam," — thus he began with a voice reas- sured, — " You see that your latest command has secured My immediate obedience — presuming I may Consider my freedom restored from this day." — " I had thought," said Lucile, with a smile gay yet sad, " That your freedom from me not a fetter has had. Indeed ! ... in my chains have you rested till now ? I have not so flattered myself, I avow !" " For Heaven's sake. Madam," Lord Alfred re- plied, " Do not jest ! has the moment no sadness ?" he sigh'd. " 'T is an ancient tradition," she answered, " a tale Often told — a position too sure to prevail In the end of all legends of love. If we wrote. When we first love, foreseeing that hour yet re- mote, 8o Luc He. Wherein of necessity each would recall From the other the poor foolish records of all Those emotions, whose pain, when recorded, seem'd bliss, Should we write as we wrote ? But one thinks not of this ! At twenty (who does not at twenty ?) we write, Believing eternal the frail vows we plight ; And we smile with a confident pity, above The vulgar results of all poor human love : For we deem, with that vanity common to youth, Because what we feel in our bosoms, in truth, Is novel to us — that 't is novel to earth, And will prove the exception, in durance and worth. To the great law to which all on earth must in- cline. The error was noble, the vanity fine ! Shall we blame it because we survive it ? ah, no ; 'T was the youth of our youth, my lord, is it not so?" XII. Lord Alfred was mute. He remember'd her yet A child — the weak sport of each moment's regret. Blindly yielding herself to the errors of life. The deceptions of youth, and borne down by the strife And the tumult of passion ; the tremulous toy Of each transient emotion of grief or of joy. But to watch her pronounce the death-warrant of all The illusions of life — lift, unflinching, the pall Lucile. 8 1 From the bier of the dead Past — that woman so fair, And so young, yet her own self-survivor ; who there Traced her life's epitaph with a finger so cold ! 'T was a picture that pain'd his self-love to be- hold. He himself knew — none better — the things to be said Upon subjects like this. Yet he bow'd down his head. And as thus, with a trouble he could not com- mand. He paused, crumpling the letters he held in his hand, "You know me enough," she continued, "or what I would say is, you yet recollect (do you not, Lord Alfred ?) enough of my nature, to know That these pledges of what was perhaps long ago A foolish affection, I do not recall P'rom those motives of prudence which actuate all Or most women when their love ceases. Indeed, If you have such a doubt, to dispel it I need But remind you that ten years these letters have rested Unreclaim'd in your hands." A reproach seem'd suggested By these words. To meet it. Lord Alfred look'd up. (His gaze had been fix'd on a blue Sevres cup With a look of profound connoisseurship — a smile Of singular interest and care, all this while.) 82 Lucile. He look'd up, and look'd long in the face of Lu- cile, To mark if that face by a sign would reveal At the thought of Miss Darcy the least jealous pain. He look'd keenly and long, yet he look'd there in vain. " You are generous. Madam," he murmur'd at last. And into his voice a light irony pass'd. He had look'd for reproaches, and fully arranged His forces. But straightway the enemy changed The position. XIII. " Come !" gayly Lucile interposed, With a smile whose divinely deep sweetness dis- closed Some depth in her nature he never had known, While she tenderly laid her light hand on his own, " Do not think I abuse the occasion. We gain Justice, judgment, with years, or else years are in vain. From me not a single reproach can you hear. I have sinn'd to myself — to the world — nay, I fear To you chiefly. The woman who loves should, in- deed, Be the friend of the man that she loves. She should heed Not her selfish and often mistaken desires. But his interest whose fate her own interest in- spires ; Lucile. 83 And, rather than seek J* to allure, for her i^^ sake, ^j^ His life down the tur- - , \*«f| ^r^^:- Of impossible desti- ^ ^^wlB nies, use all her art M§ ' '""^p'pm'' That his place in the J| .^ "^ world find its place ^| in her heart. ^^^ipi^^ I, alas ! — I perceived "' not this truth till too late ; I tormented your youth, I have darken'd "Justick. judgment." your fate. Forgive me the ill I have done for the sake Of its long expiation !" XIV, Lord Alfred, awake, Seem'd to wander from dream on to dream. In that seat Where he sat as a criminal, ready to meet His accuser, he found himself turn'd by some change, As surprising and all unexpected as strange. To the judge from whose mercy indulgence was sought. All the world's foolish pride in that moment was naught ; 84 Lucile. He felt all his plausible theories posed ; And, thrill'd by the beauty of nature disclosed In the pathos of all he had witness'd, his head He bow'd, and faint words self-reproachfully said, As he lifted her hand to his lips. 'T was a hand White, delicate, dimpled, warm, languid, and bland. The hand of a woman is often, in youth, Somewhat rough, somewhat red, somewhat grace- less, in truth ; Does its beauty refine, as its pulses grow calm. Or as Sorrow has cross'd the life-line in the palm } XV. The more that he look'd, that he listen'd, the more He discover'd perfections unnoticed before. Less salient than once, less poetic, perchance. This woman who thus had survived the romance That had made him its hero, and breathed him its sighs, Seem'd more charming a thousand times o'er to his eyes. Together they talk'd of the years since when last They parted, contrasting the present, the past. Yet no memory marr'd their light converse. Lu- cile Ouestion'd much, with the interest a sister might feel. Of Lord Alfred's new life, — of Miss Darcy — her face, Her temper, accomplishments — pausing to trace Liuile. 85 The advantage derived from a hymen so fit. Of herself, she recounted with humor and wit Her journeys, her daily employments, the lands She had seen, and the books she had read, and the hands She had shaken. In all that she said there appear'd An amiable irony. Laughing, she rear'd The temple of reason, with ever a touch Of light scorn at her work, reveal'd only so much As there gleams, in the thyrsus that Bacchanals bear, Through the blooms of a garland the point of a spear. But above, and beneath, and beyond all of this. To that soul, whose experience had paralyzed bliss, A benignant indulgence, to all things resign'd, A justice, a sweetness, a meekness of mind. Gave a luminous beauty, as tender and faint And serene as the halo encircling a saint. Unobserved by Lord Alfred the time fleeted by. To each novel sensation spontaneously He abandon'd himself with that ardor so strange Which belongs to a mind grown accustom'd to change. He sought, with well-practised and delicate art, To surprise from Lucile the true state of her heart ; But his efforts were vain, and the woman, as ever. More adroit than the man, baffled every endeavor. 86 Lucile. When he deem'd he had touch'd on some chord in her being, At the touch it dissolved, and was gone. Ever flee- ing As ever he near it advanced, when he thought To have seized, and proceeded to analyze aught Of the moral existence, the absolute soul, j Light as vapor the phantom escaped his control. f From the hall, on a sudden, a sharp ring was heard. In the passage without a quick footstep there stirr'd. At the door knock'd the negress, and thrust in her head, " The Duke de Luvois had just enter'd," she said, " And insisted " — " The Duke !" cried Lucile (as she spoke The Duke's step, approaching, a light echo woke). " Say I do not receive till the evening. Explain," As she glanced at Lord Alfred, she added again, " I have business of private importance." There came O'er Lord Alfred at once, at the sound of that name. An invincible sense of vexation. He turn'd To Lucile, and he fancied he faintly discern'd On her face an indefinite look of confusion. On his mind instantaneously flash'd the conclusion That his presence had caused it. He said, with a sneer Which he could not repress, " Let not mc interfere Lucile. 87 ' Tell thh Dukr he may enter." 88 Lucile. With the claims on your time, lady ! when you are free From more pleasant engagements, allow me to see And to wait on you later." The words were not said Ere he wish'd to recall them. He bitterly read The mistake he had made in Lucile's flashing eye. Inclining her head, as in haughty reply, More reproachful perchance than all utter'd rebuke. She said merely, resuming her seat, " Tell the Duke He may enter." And vex'd with his own words and hers, Alfred Vargrave bow'd low to Lucile de Nevers, Pass'd the casement and enter'd the garden. Before His shadow was fled the Duke stood at the door. XVIII. When left to his thoughts in the garden alone, Alfred Vargrave stood, strange to himself. With dull tone Of importance, through cities of rose and carnation. Went the bee on his business from station to station. The minute mirth of summer was shrill all around ; Its incessant small voices like stings seem'd to sound On his sore angry sense. He stood grieving the hot Solid sun with his shadow, nor stirred from the spot. The last look of Lucile still bewilder'd, perple.x'd. And reproach'd him. The Duke's visit goaded and vex'd. He had not yet given the letters. Again He must visit Lucile. He resolved to remain Lucile. LUtlue AND THE DUKE." Where he was till the Duke went. In short, he would stay, Were it only to know when the Duke went away. But just as he form'd this resolve, he perceived Approaching towards him, between the thick-leaved And luxuriant laurels, Lucile and the Duke. Thus surprised, his first thought was to seek for some nook 90 Lucile. Whence he might, unobserved, from the garden retreat. They had not yet seen him. The sound of their feet And their voices had warn'd him in time. They were walking Towards him. The Duke (a true Frenchman) was talking With the action of Talma. He saw at a glance That they barr'd the sole path to the gateway. No chance Of escape save in instant concealment ! Deep-dipp'd In thick foliage, an arbor stood near. In he slipp'd, Saved from sight, as in front of that ambush they pass'd, Still conversing. Beneath a laburnum at last They paused, and sat down on a bench in the shade, So close that he could not but hear what they said. Lucile. Duke, I scarcely conceive . . . Luvois. Ah, forgive ! . . . I desired So deeply to see you to-day. You retired So early last night from the ball . . . this whole week I have seen you pale, silent, preoccupied . . . speak. Speak, Lucile, and forgive me ! . . . I know that I am A rash fool — but I love you ! I love you, Madame, Lucile. 9 1 More than language can say ! Do not deem, O Lucile, That the love I no longer have strength to conceal Is a passing caprice ! It is strange to my nature, It has made me, unknown to myself, a new crea- ture. I implore you to sanction and save the new life Which I lay at your feet with this prayer — Be my wife ; Stoop, and raise me ! Lord Alfred could scarcely restrain The sudden, acute pang of anger and pain "With which he had heard this. As though to some wind The leaves of the hush'd, windless laurels behind The two thus in converse were suddenly stirr'd. The sound half betrayed him. They started. He heard The low voice of Lucile ; but so faint was its tone That her answer escaped him. Luvois hurried on. As though in remonstrance with what had been spoken. " Nay, I know it, Lucile ! but your heart was not broken By the trial in which all its fibres were proved. Love, perchance, you mistrust, yet you need to be loved. You mistake your own feelings. I fear you mistake What so ill I interpret, those feelings which make 92 Lucile. Words like these vague and feeble. Whatever your heart May have suffer'd of yore, this can only impart A pity profound to the love which I feel. Hush ! hush ! I know all. Tell me nothing, Lucile." "You know all, Duke.'" she said; "well then, know that, in truth, I have learn 'd from the rude lesson taught to my youth From my own heart to shelter my life ; to mistrust The heart of another. We are what we must, And not what we would be. I know that one hour Assures not another. The will and the power Are diverse." " O Madame !" he answer'd, " you fence With a feeling you know to be true and intense. 'T is not my life, Lucile, that I plead for alone : If your nature I know, 't is no less for your own. That nature will prey on itself ; it was made To influence others. Consider," he said, 'That genius craves power — what scope for it here .'' Gifts less noble to mc give command of that sphere In which genius is power. Such gifts you despise.'' But you do not disdain what such gifis realize ! I offer you, Lady, a name not unknown — A fortune which worthless, without you, is grown — All my life at your feet I lay down — at your feet A heart which for you, and you only, can beat." Luc He. 93 LUCILE. That heart, Duke, that life — I respect both. The name And position you offer, and all that you claim In behalf of their nobler employment, I feel To deserve what, in turn, I now ask you — LuvoiS. Lucile ! LUCILE. I ask you to leave me — LuvoiS. You do not reject ? Lucile. I ask you to leave me the time to reflect. LuvoiS. You ask me } — Lucile. — The time to reflect. LuvoiS. Say— One word ! May I hope ? The reply of Lucile was not heard By Lord Alfred ; for just then she rose, and moved on. The Duke bow'd his lips o'er her hand, and was gone. XX. Not a sound save the birds in the bushes. And when Alfred Vargrave reel'd forth to the sunlight again, 94 Lucile. He just saw the white robe of the wom- an recede As she enter'd the house. Scarcely conscious indeed Of his steps, he too follow'd, and en- I ter'd. XXI. He enter'd Unnoticed ; Lucile never stirr'd : so concentred And wholly absorb'd in her thoughts she appear'd. Her back to the win- dow was turn'd. As he near'd The sofa, her face from the glass was reflected. Her dark eyes were tix'd on the ground. Pale, dejected, And lost in profound meditation she seem'd. Softly, silently, over her droop'd shoulders stream'd The afternoon sunlight. The cry of alarm And surprise which escaped her, as now on her arm "Her pack from the glass was reflected." Luc He. 95 Alfred Vargrave let fall a hand icily cold And clammy as death, all too cruelly told How far he had been from her thoughts. XXII. All his cheek Was disturb 'd with the effort it cost him to speak. "It was not my fault. I have heard all," he said. " Now the letters — and farewell, Lucile ! When you wed May — " [snaps The sentence broke short, like a weapon that When the weight of a man is upon it. " Perhaps," Said Lucile (her sole answer reveal'd in the flush Of quick color which up to her brows seem'd to rush In reply to those few broken words), " this farewell Is our last, Alfred Vargrave, in life. Who can tell .'* Let us part without bitterness. Here are your letters. Be assured I retain you no more in my fetters !" — She laughed, as she said this, a little sad laugh. And stretched out her hand with the letters. And half Wroth to feel his wrath rise, and unable to trust His own powers of restraint, in his bosom he thrust The packet she gave, with a short angry sigh, Bow'd his head, and departed without a reply. XXIII. And Lucile was alone. And the men of the world Were gone back to the world. And the world's self was furl'd 96 Lucile. " Strewn, scatter'd, and shed at her feet." Far away from the heart of the woman. Her hand Droop'd, and from it, unloosed from their frail silken band. Fell those early love-letters, strewn, scatter'd, and shed At her feet — life's lost blossoms ! Dejected, her head Litcile. 97 On her bosom was bow'd. Her gaze vaguely stray 'd o'er Those strewn records of passionate moments no more. From each page to her sight leapt some word that belied The composure with which she that day had denied Every claim on her heart to those poor perish'd years. They avenged themselves now, and she burst into tears. CANTO IV. Letter from Cousin John to Cousin Alfred. " BiGORRE, Thursday. " Time up, you rascal ! Come back, or be hang'd. Matilda grows peevish. Her mother harangued For a whole hour this morning about you. The deuce ! What on earth can I say to you ? — nothing 's of use. And the blame of the whole of your shocking be- havior Falls on me, sir ! Come back, — do you hear ? — or I leave your Affairs, and abjure you forever. Come back To your anxious betroth'd ; and perplex 'd "Cousin Jack." 98 Lucile. Alfred needed, in truth, no entreaties from John To increase his impatience to fly from Luchon. All the place was now fraught with sensations of pain Which, whilst in it, he strove to escape from in vain. A wild instinct warn'd him to fly from a place Where he felt that some fatal event, swift of pace. Was approaching his life. In despite his endeavor To think of Matilda, her image forever Was effaced from his fancy by that of Lucile. From the ground which he stood on he felt himself reel. Scared, alarm 'd by those feelings to which, on the day Just before, all his heart had so soon given way, When he caught, with a strange sense of fear, for assistance At what was, till then, the great fact in existence, 'T was a phantom he grasp'd. III. Having sent for his guide, He order'd his horse, and determin'd to ride Back forthwith to Bigorre. Then, the guide, who well knew Every haunt of those hills, said the wild lake of Oo Lay a league from Luchon ; and suggested a track By the lake to Bigorre, which, transversing the back Lucile. 99 Of the mountain, avoided a circuit between Two long valleys ; and thinking, " Perchance change of scene May create change of thought," Alfred Vargrave agreed, Mounted horse, and set forth to Bigorre at full speed. IV. His guide rode beside him. The king of the guides ! The gallant Bernard ! ever boldly he rides, Ever gayly he sings ! For to him, from of old. The hills have confided their secrets, and told Where the white partridge lies, and the cock o' the woods ; Where the izard flits fine through the cold solitudes ; Where the bear lurks perdu ; and the lynx on his prey At nightfall descends, when the mountains are gray ; Where the sassafras blooms, and the blue-bell is born. And the wild rhododendron first reddens at morn ; Where the source of the waters is fine as a thread ; How the storm on the wild Maladetta is spread ; Where the thunder is hoarded, the snows lie asleep. Whence the torrents are fed, and the cataracts leap ; And, familiarly known in the hamlets, the vales Have whisper'd to him all their thousand love-tales ; He has laugh'd with the girls, he has leap'd with the boys ; Ever blithe, ever bold, ever boon, he enjoys loo Lticile. An existence untroubled by envy or strife, While he feeds on the dews and the juices of Hfe. And so lightly he sings, and so gayly he rides, For Bernard le Sauteur is the king of all guides ! V. But Bernard found, that day, neither song nor love- tale, Nor adventure, nor laughter, nor legend avail To arouse from his deep and profound revery Him that silent beside him rode fast as could be. VI. Ascending the mountain they slackened their pace, And the marvellous prospect each moment changed face. The breezy and pure inspirations of morn Breathed about them. The scarp'd ravaged moun- tains, all worn By the torrents, whose course they watch 'd faintly meander. Were alive with the diamonded shy salamander. They paused o'er the bosom of purple abysses. And wound through a region of green wildernesses ; The waters went wirbling above and around. The forests hung heap'd in their shadows pro- found. Here the Larboust, and there Aventin, Castellon, Which the Demon of Tempest, descending upon, Had wasted with fire, and the peaceful Cazeaux They mark'd ; and far down in the sunshine below. Lucile. loi Half dipp'd in a valley of airiest blue. The white happy homes of the village of Oo, Where the age is yet golden. And high overhead The wrecks of the combat of Titans were spread. Red granite and quartz, in the alchemic sun, Fused their splendors of crimson and crystal in one ; And deep in the moss gleam 'd the delicate shells, And the dew linger'd fresh in the heavy harebells ; The large violet burn'd ; the campanula blue ; And Autumn's own flower, the saffron, peer'd through The red-berried brambles and thick sassafras ; And fragrant with thyme was the delicate grass, And high up, and higher, and highest of all. The secular phantom of snow ! O'er the wall Of a gray sunless glen gaping drowsy below, That aerial spectre, reveal'd in the glow Of the great golden dawn, hovers faint on the eye. And appears to grow in, and grow out of, the sky, And plays with the fancy, and baffles the sight. Only reach'd by the vast rosy ripple of light, And the cool star of eve, the Imperial Thing, Half unreal, like some mythological king That dominates all in a fable of old, Takes command of a valley as fair to behold As aught in old fables ; and, seen or unseen, Dwells aloof over all, in the vast and serene I02 Lticile. Sacred sky, where the footsteps of spirits are furl'd 'Mid the clouds beyond which spreads the infinite world Of man's last aspirations, unfathom'd, untrod, Save by Even and Morn, and the angels of God. VII. Meanwhile, as they journey'd, that serpentine road, Now abruptly reversed, unexpectedly show'd A gay cavalcade some few feet in advance. Alfred Vargrave's heart beat ; for he saw at a glance The slight form of Lucile in the midst. His next look Show'd him, joyously ambling beside her, the Duke. The rest of the troop which had thus caught his ken He knew not, nor noticed them (women and men). They were laughing and talking together. Soon after His sudden appearance suspended their laughter. VIII. " You here ! . . . I imagined you far on your way To Bigorre !" . . . said Lucile. " What has caused you to stay .''" " I am on my way to Bigorre," he replied. " But, since >iiy way would seem to \i& you7-s, let me ride For one , moment beside you." And then, with a stoop, At her ear, ..." and forgive me !" Lucile. 103 By this time the troop Had regather'd its numbers. Lucile was as pale As the cloud 'neath their feet, on its way to the vale. The Duke had observed it, nor quitted her side. For even one moment, the whole of the ride. Alfred smiled, as he thought, " he is jealous of her !" And the thought of this jeal- ousy added a spur To his firm resolution and effort to please. He talk'd much ; was witty, and quite at his ease. After noontide, the clouds, which had traversed the east Half the day, gath- er'd closer, and rose and increased. The air changed and chill'd. As though out of the ground. There ran up the trees a confused hissing sound, A GAY CAVALCADE." I04 Lucile. And the wind rose. The guides sniff'd, Hke chamois the air, And look'd at each other, and halted, and there Unbuckled the cloaks from the saddles. The white Aspens rustled, and turn'd up their frail leaves in fright. All announced the approach of the tempest. Erelong Thick darkness descended the mountains among ; And a vivid, vindictive, and serpentine flash Gored the darkness, and shore it across with a gash. The rain fell in large heavy drops. And anon Broke the thunder. The horses took fright, every one. The Duke's in a moment was far out of sight. The guides whoop'd. The band was obliged to alight ; And, dispersed up the perilous pathway, walk'd blind To the darkness before from the darkness behind. XI. And the Storm is abroad in the mountains ! He fills The crouch'd hollows and all the oracular hills With dread voices of power. A roused million or more Of wild echoes reluctantly rise from their hoar Immemorial ambush, and roll in the wake Of the cloud, whose reflection leaves vivid the lake. Lucile. 105 And the wind, that wild robber, for plunder de- scends From invisible lands, o'er those black mountain ends ; He howls as he hounds down his prey ; and his lash Tears the hair of the timorous wan mountain-ash, That clings to the rocks, with her garments all torn, Like a woman in fear ; then he blows his hoarse horn. And is off, the fierce guide of destruction and terror, Up the desolate heights, 'mid an intricate error Of mountain and mist. XII. There is war in the skies ! Lo ! the black-winged legions of tempest arise O'er those sharp splinter'd rocks that are gleaming below In the soft light, so fair and so fatal, as though Some seraph burn'd through them, the thunder- bolt searching Which the black cloud unbosom 'd just now. Lo ! the lurching And shivering pine-trees, like phantoms, that seem To waver above, in the dark ; and yon stream. How it hurries and roars, on its way to the white And paralyzed lake there, appall'd at the sight Of the things seen in heaven ! io6 Lucile. Through the darkness and awe That had gather'd around him, Lord Alfred now saw. " A WOMAN ALONE ON A SHELF OF THE HILL." Reveal'd in the fierce and evanishing glare Of the lightning that momently pulsed through the air, A woman alone on a shelf of the hill, With her cheek coldly propped on her hand, — and as still Lucile. 107 As the rock that she sat on, which beetled above The black lake beneath her. All terror, all love Added speed to the instinct with which he rush'd on. For one moment the blue lightning swathed the whole stone In its lurid embrace : like the sleek dazzling snake That encircles a sorceress, charm 'd for her sake And luU'd by her loveliness ; fawning, it play'd And caressingly twined round the feet and the head Of the woman who sat there, undaunted and calm As the soul of that solitude, listing the psalm Of the plangent and laboring tempest roll slow From the caldron of midnight and vapor below. Next moment from bastion to bastion, all round. Of the siege-circled mountains, there tumbled the sound Of the battering thunder's indefinite peal, And Lord Alfred had sprung to the feet of Lucile. XIV. She started. Once more, with its flickering wand. The lightning approach'd her. In terror, her hand Alfred Vargrave had seized within his ; and he felt The light fingers that coldly and lingeringly dwelt Li the grasp of his own, tremble faintly. " See ! see ! Where the whirlwind hath stricken and strangled yon tree !" io8 Lucile. She exclaimed, ..." like the passion that brings on its breath To the being it embraces, destruction and death ! Alfred Vargrave, the lightning is round you !" " Lucile ! I hear — I see — naught but yourself. I can feel Nothing here but your presence. My pride fights in vain With the truth that leaps from me. We two meet again 'Neath yon terrible heaven that is watching above To avenge if I lie when I swear that I love, — And beneath yonder terrible heaven, at your feet, I humble my head and my heart. I entreat Your pardon, Lucile, for the past — I implore For the future your mercy — implore it with more Of passion than prayer ever breathed. By the power Which invisibly touches us both in this hour. By the rights I have o'er you, Lucile, I demand" — " The rights !" . . . said Lucile, and drew from him her hand. " Yes, the rights ! for what greater to man may be- long Than the right to repair in the future the wrong To the past ? and the wrong I have done you, of yore, Hath bequeath'd to me all the sad right to re- store, To retrieve, to amend ! I, who injured your life. Urge the right to repair it, Lucile ! Be my wife, Lucile. 109 My guide, my good angel, my all upon earth, And accept, for the sake of what yet may give worth To my life, its contrition !" XV. He paused, for there came O'er the cheek of Lucile a swift flush like the flame That illumined at moments the darkness o'erhead. With a voice faint and marr'd by emotion, she said, •' And your pledge to another ?" XVI. " Hush, hush !" he exclaim'd, " My honor will live where my love lives, unshamed. 'T were poor honor indeed, to another to give That life of '^\\\z\\ you keep the heart. Could I live In the light of those young eyes, suppressing a lie? Alas, no ! yotir hand holds my whole destiny. I can never recall what my Hps have avow'd ; In your love lies whatever can render me proud. For the great crime of all my existence hath been To have known you in vain. And the duty best seen. And most hallow'd — the duty most sacred and sweet Is that which hath led me, Lucile, to your feet. O speak ! and restore me the blessing I lost When I lost you — my pearl of all pearls beyond cost ! And restore to your own life its youth, and restore The vision, the rapture, the passion of yore ! no Lite tie. Ere our brows had been dimm'd in the dust of the world, When our souls their white wings yet exulting un- furl'd ! For your eyes rest no more on the unquiet man, The wild star of whose course its pale orbit out- ran. Whom the formless indefinite future of 3'outh, With its lying allurements, distracted. In truth I have wearily wander'd the world, and I feel That the least of your lovely regards, O Lucile, Is worth all the world can afford, and the dream Which, though follow'd forever, forever doth seem As fleeting, and distant, and dim, as of yore When it brooded in twilight, at dawn, on the shore Of life's untraversed ocean ! I know the sole path To repose, which my desolate destiny hath, Is the path by whose course to your feet I return. And who else, O Lucile, will so truly discern And so deeply revere, all the passionate strength. The sublimity in you, as he whom at length These have saved from himself, for the truth they reveal To his worship ?" XVII. She spoke not ; but Alfred could feel The light hand and arm, that upon him reposed, Thrill and tremble. Those dark eyes of hers were half closed ; But, under their languid mysterious fringe, A passionate softness was beaming. One tinge Liuile. Ill Of faint inward fire flush'd transparently through The delicate, pallid, and pure olive hue Of the cheek, half averted and droop'd. The rich bosom Heaved, as when in the heart of a rufifled rose- blossom A bee is imprisoned and struggles. XVIII. Meanwhile, The sun, in his setting, sent up the last smile Of his power, to baffle the storm. And, behold ! O'er the mountams embattled, his armies, all gold, " Sent upthe last smile of his power, to baffle the storm." Rose and rested : while far up the dim airy crags, Its artillery silenced, its banners in rags. The rear of the tempest its sullen retreat Drew off slowly, receding in silence, to meet The powers of the night, which, now gathering afar, Had already sent forward one bright, signal star. 112 Lucile. The curls of her soft and luxuriant hair, From the dark riding-hat, which Lucile used to wear, Had escaped ; and Lord Alfred now cover'd with kisses The redolent warmth of those long falling tresses. Neither he, nor Lucile, felt the rain, which not yet Had ceased falling around them ; when, splash'd, drench 'd, and wet, The Due de Luvois down the rough mountain course Approached them as fast as the road, and his horse. Which was limping, would sufTer. The beast had just now Lost his footing, and over the perilous brow Of the storm-haunted mountain his master had thrown ; But the Duke, who was agile, had leap'd to a stone. And the horse, being bred to the instinct which fills The breast of the wild mountaineer in these hills, Had scrambled again to his feet ; and now master And horse bore about them the signs of disaster. As they heavily footed their way through the mist, The horse with his shoulder, the Duke with his wrist. Bruised and bleeding. XIX. If ever your feet, like my own, O reader, have traversed these mountains alone. Luetic. 113 Have you felt your identity shrink and contract At the sound of the distant and dim cataract. In the presence of nature's immensities ? Say, Have you hung o'er the torrent, bedew'd with its spray. And, leaving the rock-way, contorted and roU'd, Like a huge couchant Typhon, fold heap'd over fold. Track'd the summits, from which every step that you tread Rolls the loose stones, with thunder below, to the bed Of invisible waters, whose mystical sound Fills with awful suggestions the dizzy profound ? And, laboring onwards, at last through a break In the walls of the world, burst at once on the lake ? If you have, this description I might have withheld. You remember how strangely your bosom has swell'd At the vision reveal'd. On the overwork 'd soil Of this planet, enjoyment is sharpen'd by toil ; And one seems, by the pain of ascending the height, To have conquer'd a claim to that wonderful sight. XX. Hail, virginal daughter of cold Espingo ! Hail Naiad, whose realm is the cloud and the snow ; For o'er thee the angels have whiten'd their wings. And the thirst of the seraphs is quench'd at thy springs. 114 Lucile. What hand hath, in heaven, upheld thine expanse? When the breath of creation first fashion'd fair France, Did the Spirit of 111, in his downthrow appalling. Bruise the world, and thus hollow thy basin while falling? Ere the mammoth was born hath some monster unnamed The base of thy mountainous pedestal framed ? And later, when Power to Beauty was wed, Did some delicate fairy embroider thy bed With the fragile valerian and wild columbine? XXI. But thy secret thou keepest, and I will keep mine ; For once gazing on thee, it flash'd on my soul, All that secret ! I saw in a vision the whole Vast design of the ages ; what was and shall be ! Hands unseen raised the veil of a great mystery For one moment. I saw, and I heard ; and my heart Bore witness within me to infinite art. In infinite power proving infinite love ; Caught the great choral chant, mark'd the dread pageant move — The divine Whence and Whither of life ! But, O daughter Of Oo, not more safe in the deep silent water Is thy secret than mine in my heart. Even so. What I then saw and heard, the world never shall know. Liicile. 115 XXII. The dimness of eve o'er the valleys had closed, The rain had ceased falling, the mountains reposed. The stars had enkindled in luminous courses Their slow-sliding lamps, when, remounting their horses. The riders retraversed that mighty serration Of rock-work. Thus left to its own desolation, The lake, from whose glim- mering limits the last Transient pomp of the pa- geants of sunset had pass'd. Drew into its bosom the darkness, and only Admitted within it one im- age — a lonely And tremulous phantom of flickering light That follow'd the mystical moon throupfh the night. "The mystical moon.' XXIII. It was late when o'er Luchon at last they descended. To her chalet, in silence, Lord Alfred attended Lucile. As they parted she whisper'd him low, " You have made to me, Alfred, an offer I know ii6 Lucile. All the worth of, believe me. I cannot reply Without time for reflection. Good-night ! — not good-by." " Alas ! "t is the very same answer you made To the Due de Luvois but a day since," he said. '* No, Alfred ! the very same, no," she replied. Her voice shooii. " If you love me, obey me. Abide My answer, to-morrow." XXIV. Alas, Cousin Jack ! You Cassandra in breeches and boots ! turn your back To the ruins of Troy. Prophet, seek not for glory Amongst thine own people. I follow my story. CANTO V. Up ! — forth again, Pegasus ! — " Many 's the slip," Hath the proverb well said, " 'twixt the cup and the lip!" How blest should we be, have I often conceived. Had we really achieved what we nearly achieved ! We but catch at the skirts of the thing we would be, And fall back on the lap of a false destiny. So it will be, so has been, since this world began ! And the happiest, noblest, and best part of man Lucile. 117 Is the part which he never hath fully play'd out : For the first and last word in life's volume is — Doubt. The face the most fair to our vision allow'd Is the face we encounter and lose in the crowd. The thought that most thrills our existence is one Which, before we can frame it in language, is gone. Horace ! the rustic still rests by the river, But the river flows on, and flows past him forever ! Who can sit down, and say ..." What I will be, I will " .? Who stand up, and affirm ..." What I was, I am still".? Who is it that must not, if question'd, say . . . " What 1 would have remain'd, or become, I am not " ? We are ever behind, or beyond, or beside Our intrinsic existence. Forever at hide And seek with our souls. Not in Hades alone Doth Sisyphus roll, ever frustrate, the stone, Do the Danaids ply, ever vainly, the sieve. Tasks as futile does earth to its denizens give. Yet there 's none so unhappy, but what he hath been Just about to be happy, at some time, I ween ; And none so beguiled and defrauded by chance. But what once, in his life, some minute circum- stance Would have fully sufficed to secure him the bliss Which, missing it then, he forever must miss. Lucile. And to most of us, ere we go down to the grave, Life, relenting, ac- cords the good gift we would have ; But, as though by some strange im- perfection in fate, The good gift, when it comes, comes a moment too late. The Future's great veil our breath fit- fully flaps, And behind it broods ever the mighty Perhaps. 'Thb svlphs and sea fairies." Lucile. 119 Yet ! there 's many a slip 'twixt the cup and the Hp ; But while o'er the brim of life's beaker I dip, Though the cup may next moment be shatter'd, the wine Spilt, one deep health I'll pledge, and that health shall be thine, O being of beauty and bliss ! seen and known In the deeps of my soul, and possess'd there alone ! My days know thee not ; and my lips name thee never. Thy place in my poor life is vacant forever. We have met : we have parted. No more is re- corded In my annals on earth. This alone was afforded To the man whom men know me, or deem me, to be. But, far down, in the depth of my life's mystery, (Like the siren that under the deep ocean dwells. Whom the wind as it wails, and the wave as it swells. Cannot stir in the calm of her coralline halls, 'Mid the world's adamantine and dim pedestals ; At whose feet sit the sylphs and sea fairies ; for whom The almondine glimmers, the soft samphires bloom) — • Thou abidest and reignest forever, O Oueen Of that better world which thou swayest unseen ! My one perfect mistress ! my all things in all! Thee by no vulgar name known to men do I call : For the Seraphs have named thee to me in my sleep, And that name is a secret I sacredly keep. I20 Lucile. But, wherever this nature of mine is most fair. And its thoughts are the purest — belov'd, thou art there ! And whatever is noblest in aught that I do, Is done to exalt and to worship thee too. The world gave thee not to me, no ! and the world Cannot take thee away from me now. I have furl'd The wings of my spirit about thy bright head ; At thy feet are my soul's immortalities spread. Thou mightest have been to me much. Thou art more. And in silence I worship, in darkness adore. If life be not that which without us we find — Chance, accident, merely — but rather the mind. And the soul which, within us, surviveth these things, If our real existence have truly its springs Less in that which we do than in that which we feel, Not in vain do I worship, not hopeless I kneel ! For then, though I name thee not mistress or wife. Thou art mine — and mine only, — O life of my life! And though many 's the slip 'twixt the cup and the lip, _ Yet while o'er the brim of life's beaker I dip. While there 's life on the lip, while there 's warmth in the wine, One deep health I '11 pledge, and that health shall be thine ! Lucile. II. This world, on whose peaceable breast we repose Unconvulsed by alarm, once confused in the throes Of a tumult divine, sea and land, moist and dry. And in fiery fusion commix'd earth and sky. Time cool'd it, and calm'd it, and taught it to go The round of its orbit in peace, long ago. "And in fiery fusion commix'd earth and skv.' The wind changeth and whirleth continually : All the rivers run down and run into the sea : The wind whirleth about, and is presently still'd : All the rivers run down, yet the sea is not fiU'd : The sun goeth forth from his chambers : the sun Ariseth, and lo ! he descendeth anon. All returns to its place. Use and Habit are powers Far stronger than Passion, in this world of ours. 12 2 Lucile. The great laws of life readjust their infraction, And to every emotion appoint a reaction. in. Alfred Vargrave had time, after leaving Lucile, To review the rash step he had taken, and feel What the world would have call'd " his erroneous position." Thought obtruded its claim, and enforced recogni- tion : Like a creditor who, when the gloss is worn out On the coat which we once wore with pleasure, no doubt. Sends us in his account for the garment we bought. Ev'ry spendthrift to passion is debtor to thought. IV, He felt ill at ease with himself. He could feel Little doubt what the answer would be from Lucile. Her eyes, when they parted — her voice, when they met. Still enraptured his heart, which they haunted. And yet. Though, exulting, he deem'd himself loved, where he loved, Through his mind a vague self-accusation there moved. O'er his fancy, when fancy was fairest, would rise The infantine face of Matilda, with eyes Lucile. 123 So sad, so reproachful, so cruelly kind. That his heart fail'd within him. In vain did he find A thousand just reasons for what he had done ; The vision that troubled him would not be gone. In vain did he say to himself, and with truth, " Matilda has beauty, and fortune, and youth ; And her heart is too young to have deeply involved All its hopes in the tie which must now be dissolved. 'T were a false sense of honor in me to suppress The sad truth which I owe it to her to confess. And what reason have I to presume this poor life Of my own, with its languid and frivolous strife. And without what alone might endear it to her. Were a boon all so precious, indeed, to confer. Its withdrawal can wrong her .'' It is not as though I were bound to some poor village maiden, I know, Unto whose simple heart mine were all upon earth, Or to whose simple fortunes my own could give worth. Matilda, in all the world's gifts, will not miss Aught that I could procure her. 'T is best as it is !" V. In vain did he say to himself, " When I came To this fatal spot, I had nothing to blame Or reproach myself for, in the thoughts of my heart. I could not foresee that its pulses would start Into such strange emotion on seeing once more A woman I left with indifference before. I believed, and with honest conviction believed. 124 Lticile. In my love for Matilda. I never conceived That another could shake it. I deem'd I had done With the v\'ild heart of youth, and looked hopefully on To the soberer manhood, the worthier life, Which I sought in the love that I vow'd to my wife. Poor child ! she shall learn the whole truth. She shall know What I knew not myself but a few days ago. The world will console her — her pride will support — Her youth will renew its emotions. In short. There is nothing in me that Matilda will miss When once we have parted. 'T is best as it is !" VI. But in vain did he reason and argue. Alas ! He yet felt unconvinced that 7 was best as it was. Out of reach of all reason, forever would rise That infantine face of Matilda, with eyes So sad, so reproachful, so cruelly kind. That they harrow'd his heart and distracted his mind. VII. And then, when he turned from these thoughts to Lucile, Though his heart rose enraptured, he could not but feel A vague sense of awe of her nature. Behind All the beauty of heart, and the graces of mind. Which he saw and revered in her, something un- known And unseen in that nature still troubled his own. Lucile. 125 He felt that Lucile penetrated and prized Whatever was noblest and best, though disguised, In himself ; but he did not feel sure that he knew, Or completely possess'd, what, half hidden from view, Remain'd lofty and lonely in Jier. Then, her life. So untamed, and so free I would she yield as a wife, " Like the dead leaf in au- tumn, THAT, FALLING, LEAVES NAKED AND BARE A DESOLATE TREE." Independence, long claimed as a woman ? Her name. So link'd by the world with that ' spurious fame Which the beauty and wit of a woman assert. In some measure, alas ! to her own loss and hurt In the serious thoughts of a man ! . . . This re- flection O'er the love which he felt cast a shade of dejection, 126 Luc He, From which he forever escaped to the thought Doubt could reach not. ..." I love her, and all else is naught !" VIII. His hand trembled strangely in breaking the seal Of the letter which reach'd him at last from Lucile. At the sight of the very first word that he read, That letter dropp'd down from his hand like the dead Leaf in autumn, that, falling, leaves naked and bare A desolate tree in a wide wintry air. He pass'd his hand hurriedly over his eyes, Bewilder'd, incredulous. Angry surprise And dismay, in one sharp moan, broke from him. Anon He pick'd up the page, and read rapidly on. The Comtesse de Nevers to Lord Alfred Vargrave. " No, Alfred ! If over the present, when last We two met, rose the glamour and mist of the past, It hath now rolled away, and our two paths are plain. And those two paths divide us. " That hand which again Mine one moment has clasp'd as the hand of a brother. That hand and your honor are pledged to another ! Lucile. 127 Forgive, Alfred Vargrave, forgive me, if yet For that moment (now past !) I have made you forget What was due to yourself and that other one. Yes, Mine the fault, and be mine the repentance ! Not less, In now owning this fault, Alfred, let me own, too, I foresaw not the sorrow involved in it. " True, That meeting, which hath been so fatal, I sought, I alone ! But oh, deem not it was with the thought Or your heart to regain, or the past to rewaken. No ! believe me, it was with the firm and un- shaken Conviction, at least, that our meeting would be Without peril \.o you, although haply to me The salvation of all my existence. " I own. When the rumor first reach'd me, which lightly made known To the world your engagement, my heart and my mind Suffer 'd torture intense. It was cruel to find That so much of the life of my life, half unknown To myself, had been silently settled on one Upon whom but to think it would soon be a crime. Then I said to myself, ' From the thraldom which time Hath not weaken 'd there rests but one hope of escape. Thai image which Fancy seems ever to shape 128 Luc He. From the solitude left round the ruins of yore, Is a phantom. The Being I loved is no more. What I hear in the silence, and see in the lone Void of life, is the young hero born of my own Perish'd youth : and his image, serene and sublime, In my heart rests unconscious of change and of time. Could I see it but once more, as time and as change Have made it, a thing unfamiliar and strange. See, indeed,' that the Being I loved in my youth Is no more, and what rests now is only, in truth. The hard pupil of life and the world : then, oh, then, I should wake from a dream, and my life be again Reconciled to the world ; and, released from regret, Take the lot fate accords to my choice.' " So we met. But the danger I did not foresee has occurr'd : The danger, alas, to yourself ! I have err'd. But happy for both that this error hath been . Discover'd as soon as the danger was seen ! We meet, Alfred Vargrave, no more. I, indeed, Shall be far from Luchon when this letter you read. My course is decided ; my path I discern : Doubt is over ; my future is fix'd now. " Return, O return to the young living love ! Whence, alas ! If, one moment, you wander'd, think only it was More deeply to bury the past love. " And, oh ! Believe, Alfred Vargrave, that I, where I go Lncik. 129 On my far distant pathway through life, shall rejoice To treasure in memory all that your voice Has avow'd to me, all in which others have clothed To my fancy with beauty and worth your betrothed I In the fair morning light, in the orient dew Of that young life, now yours, can you fail to renew All the noble and pure aspirations, the truth. The freshness, the faith, of your own earnest youth ? Yes ! yoii will be happy. I, too, in the bliss I foresee for you, I shall be happy. And this Proves me worthy your friendship. And so — let it prove That I cannot — I do not — respond to your love. Yes, indeed ! be convinced that I could not (no, no. Never, never !) have render'd you happy. And so. Rest assured that, if false to the vows you have plighted, You would have endured, when the first brief, excited Emotion was o'er, not alone the remorse Of honor, but also (to render it worse) Disappointed affection. " Yes, Alfred ; you start ? But think ! if the world was too much in your heart, And too little in mine, when we parted ten years Ere this last fatal meeting, that time (ay, and tears !) Have but deepen'd the old demarcations which then Placed our natures asunder ; and we two again, 130 Lucile. As we then were, would still have been strangely at strife. In that self-independence which is to my life Its necessity now, as it once was its pride. Had our course through the world been henceforth side by side, I should have revolted forever, and shock'd Your respect for the world's plausibilities, mock'd. Without meaning to do so, and outraged, all those Social creeds which you live by. " Oh ! do not suppose That I blame you. Perhaps it is you that are right. Best, then, all as it is ! " Deem these words life's Good-night To the hope of a moment : no more ! If there fell Any tear on this page, 't was a friend's. " So farewell To the past — and to you, Alfred Vargrave. " Lucile." X. So ended that letter. The room seem'd to reel Round and round in the mist that was scorching his eyes With a fiery dew. Grief, resentment, surprise, Half choked him ; each word he had read, as it smote Down some hope, rose and grasp'd like a hand at his throat, To stifle and strangle him. Lucile. 131 Gasping already For relief from himself, with a footstep unsteady, He pass'd from his chamber. He felt both oppress'd And excited. The letter he thrust in his breast, "So ENDED THAT I.ETTBK." And, in search of fresh air and of solitude, pass'd The long lime-trees of Luchon. His footsteps at last Reach'd a bare narrow heath by the skirts of a wood : It was sombre and silent, and suited his mood. 132 Lucile. By a mineral spring, long unused, now unknown, Stood a small ruin'd abbey. He reach'd it, sat down On a fragment of stone, 'mid the wild weed and thistle. And read over again that perplexing epistle. XI. In re-reading that let- ter, there roU'd from his mind The raw mist of resent- ment which tirst made him blind To the pathos breath'd through it. Tears rose in his eyes, And a hope sweet and strange in his heart seem'd to rise. The truth which he saw not the first time he read That letter, he now saw — that each word betray'd The love which the writer had sought to conceal. His love was received not, he could not but feel. For one reason alone, — that his love was not free. True ! free vet he was not : but could he not be " Sat down on a fragment of stone, 'mid the wild weed and thistle." Lucile. 133 Free erelong, free as air to revoke that farewell, And to sanction his own hopes ? he had but to tell The truth to Matilda, and she were the first To release him : he had but to wait at the worst. Matilda's relations would probably snatch Any pretext, with pleasure, to break off a match In which they had yielded, alone at the whim Of their spoil'd child, a languid approval to him. She herself, careless child ! was her love for him aught Save the first joyous fancy succeeding the thought She last gave to her doll .? was she able to feel Such a love as the love he divined in Lucile .'' He would seek her, obtain his release, and, oh ! then. He had but to fly to Lucile, and again Claim the love which his heart would be free to command. But to press on Lucile any claim to her hand, Or even to seek, or to see her, before He could say, " I am free ! free, Lucile, to im- plore That great blessing on life you alone can con- fer," 'T were dishonor in him, 't would be insult to her. Thus still with the letter outspread on his knee He follow'd so fondly his own revery. That he felt not the angry regard of a man Fix'd upon him ; he saw not a face stern and wan 134 Lucile. Turii'd towards him ; he heard not a footstep that pass'd And repass'd the lone spot where he stood, till at last A hoarse voice aroused him. He look'd up and saw. On the bare heath before him, the Due de Luvois. XII. With aggressive ironical tones, and a look Of concentrated insolent challenge, the Duke Address'd to Lord Alfred some sneering allusion To " the doubtless sublime reveries his intrusion Had, he fear'd, interrupted. Milord would do better. He fancied, however, to fold up a letter The writing of which was too well known, in fact, His remark as he pass'd to have failed to attract." XIII. It was obvious to Alfred the Frenchman was bent Upon picking a quarrel ! and doubtless 't was meant From hii)i to provoke it by sneers such as these. A moment sufficed his quick instinct to seize The position. He felt that he could not expose His own name, or Lucile's, or Matilda's, to those Idle tongues that would bring down upon him the ban Of the world, if he now were to fight with this man. Bent upon picking a QUARREL !" And indeed, when he look'd in the Duke's haggard face, He was pain'd with the change there he could not but trace, And he ahnost felt pity. He therefore put by Each remark from the Duke with some care- less reply. And coldly, but courte- ously, waving away The ill-humor the Duke seem'd resolved to display, Rose, and turn'd, with a stern salutation, aside. 136 Lticile. -' XIV. Then the Duke put himself in the path, made one stride In advance, raised a hand, fix'd upon him his eyes, And said . . . " Hold, Lord Alfred ! Away with disguise ! I will own that I sought you a moment ago, To fix on you a quarrel. I still can do so Upon my excuse. I prefer to be frank, I admit not a rival in fortune or rank To the hand of a woman, whatever be hers Or her suitor's. I love the Comtesse de Nevers. I believed, ere you cross'd me, and still have the right To believe, that she would have been mine. To her sight You return, and the woman is suddenly changed. You step in between us : her heart is estranged. You ! who now are betrothed to another, I know : You ! whose name with Lucile's nearly ten years ago Was coupled by ties which you broke : you ! the man I reproach'd on the day our acquaintance began : You ! that left her so lightly, — I cannot believe That you love, as I love, her ; nor can 1 conceive You, indeed, have the right so to love her. Milord, I will not thus tamely concede, at your word, What, a few days ago, I believed to be mine ! I shall yet persevere : I shall yet be, in fine, Lucile. 137 A rival you dare not despise. It is plain That to settle this contest there can but remain One way — need I say what it is ?" XV. Not unmoved With regretful respect for the earnestness proved By the speech he had heard, Alfred Vargrave replied In words which he trusted might yet turn aside The quarrel from which he felt bound to abstain, And, with stately urbanity, strove to explain To the Duke that he too (a fair rival at worst !) Had not been accepted. XVI. " Accepted ! say first Are you free to have offer 'd .''" Lord Alfred was mute. XVII. " Ah, you dare not reply !" cried the Duke. " Why dispute, Why palter with me } You are silent ! and why } Because, in your conscience, you cannot deny 'T was from vanity, wanton and cruel withal. And the wish an ascendency lost to recall. That you stepp'd in between me and her. If, milord. You be really sincere, I ask only one word. Say at once you renounce her. At once, on my part, I will ask your forgiveness with all truth of heart. 138 Lucile. And there can be no quarrel between us. Say on !" Lord Alfred grew gall'd and impatient. This tone Roused a strong irritation he could not repress. " You have not the right, sir," he said, " and still less The power, to make terms and conditions with me. I refuse to reply." ' XVIII. As diviners may see Fates they cannot avert in some figure occult, He foresaw in a moment each evil result Of the quarrel now imminent. There, face to face, 'Mid the ruins and tombs of a long-perish 'd race, With, for witness, the stern Autumn Sky overhead. And beneath them, unnoticed, the graves, and the dead, Those two men had met, as it were on the ridge Of that perilous, narrow, invisible bridge Dividing the Past from the Future, so small That, if one should pass over, the other must fall. XIX. On the ear, at that moment, the sound of a hoof. Urged with speed, sharply smote; and from under the roof Of the forest in view, where the skirts of it verged On the heath where they stood, at full gallop emerged A horseman. A guide he appear'd, by the sash Of red silk round the waist, and the long leathern lash Lucile. 139 With the short wooden handle, slung crosswise behind The short jacket ; the loose canvas trouser, confined By the long boots ; the woollen capote ; and the rein, A mere hempen cord on a curb. Up the plain He wheel'd his horse, white with the foam on his flank, Leap'd the rivulet lightly, turn'd sharp from the bank. And, approaching the Duke, raised his woollen capote, Bow'd low in the selle, and deliver'd a note. XX. The two stood astonish'd. The Duke, with a gest Of apology, turn'd, stretch' d his hand, and possess'd Himself of the letter, changed color, and tore The page open, and read. Ere a moment was o'er His whole aspect changed. A light rose to his eyes. And a smile to his lips. While with startled surprise Lord Alfred yet watch'd him, he turn'd on his heel. And said gayly, " A pressing request from Lucile ! You are quite right, Lord Alfred ! fair rivals at worst. Our relative place may perchance be reversed. You are not accepted — nor free to propose ! I, perchance, am accepted already ; who knows? I had warn'd you, milord, I should still persevere. This letter — but stay ! you can read it — look here !" 140 Lucile. " Bow'd low in the selle, and deliver'd a note." Luc He. 141 XXI. It was now Alfred's turn to feel roused and en- raged. But Lucile to himself was not pledged or engaged By aught that could sanction resentment. He said Not a word, but turn'd round, took the letter, and read . . . The Comtesse de Nevers to the Due de Luvois. " Saint Saviour. " Your letter, which foUow'd me here, makes me stay Till I see you again. With no moment's delay 1 entreat, I conjure you, by all that you feel Or profess, to come to me directly. " Lucile." XXII. " Your letter !" He then had been writing to her! Coldly shrugging his shoulders, Lord Alfred said, " Sir, Do not let me detain you !" The Duke smiled and bow'd ; Placed the note in his bosom ; address'd, half aloud, A few words to the messenger. ..." Say your despatch Will be answer'd ere nightfall ;" then glanced at his watch. And turn'd back to the Baths. 14* Lucile. XXIII. Alfred Vargrave stood still, Torn, distracted in heart, and divided in will, lie tiirn'd to Lucile's farewell letter to him. And read over her words ; rising tears made them dim ; " Doubt is oTcr ; my fill lire isfix'dtunv," they said, "My course is drcidcd." Her course? what! to wed With this insolent rival ! With that thoii};ht there shot Through his heart an acute jealous anguish. lUit not lOven thus could his clear worldly sense ([uitc excuse Those strange words to the Duke. She was free to refuse Himself, free the Duke to acce])t, it was true: Even then, though, this eager and strange rendez- vous How imprudinl ! 'I'o some unfre(|uente(l lone inn, And so late {for the night was about to begin) — She, companionless there ! had she bidden that man ? A fear, vague, and formless, and horrible, ran Through his heart. XXIV. At that moment he look'd up, and saw. Riding fast through the forest, the Due de Luvois, Who waved his hand to him, and sped out of sight. The day was descending. He felt 't would be night Ere that man reached Saint Saviour. Lucile. 143 XXV. 1 Ic w.ilk'd on, hut not Bark lovvaid I.uchon : he walk'd on, Uul kiirw not in what Direction, nor yet witli wiial ohjcct, indeed, He was walkinj^' ; hut still W: walk'd on wilhnut heed. xxvr. The (lay had heen sullen ; hut, towards his decline. The sun sent a stream of wild light up the jjine. Darkly dentiuL; the red light reveal'd at its back, The old ruin'd abbey ro.se roofless and black. The spring that yet oozed through the moss-paven floor Had suggc'stcd, no doubt, to the monks there, of yore, The sight of that refuge where, l)a(k to its dod How many a heart, now at rest 'neath the sod. Had borne from the world all the same wild unrest That now prey'd on his own ! xxvii. I'.y the thoughts in his breast With varying impulse divided and lorn. He traversed the scant heath, and reach'cl the f(jrloi"n Autumn woodland, in wliich but a short while ago He had seen the Duke rapidly enter; and so He too enter'd. The light waned around him, and pass'd Into darkness. The wrathful, red Occident cast 144 Lucile. One glare of vindictive inquiry behind, As the last light of day from the high wood declined, And the great forest sigh'd its farewell to the beam. And far off on the stillness the voice of the stream Fell faintly. XXVIII. O Nature, how fair is thy face, And how light is thy heart, and how friendless thy grace ! Thou false mistress of man ! thou dost sport with him lightly In his hours of ease and enjoyment ; and brightly Dost thou smile to his smile ; to his joys thou in- clinest, But his sorrows, thou knowest them not, nor di- vinest. While he wooes, thou art wanton ; thou lettest him love thee ; But thou art not his friend, for his grief cannot move thee ; And at last, when he sickens and dies, what dost thou? All as gay are thy garments, as careless thy brow ! And thou laughest and toyest with any new-comer, Not a tear more for winter, a smile less for summer ! Hast thou never an anguish to heave the heart under That fair breast of thine, O thou feminine wonder ! For all those — the young, and the fair, and the strong. Who have loved thee, and lived with thee gayly and long, Lticile. 1 45 And who now on thy bosom lie dead ? and their deeds And their days are forgotten ! O hast thou no weeds And not one year of mourning, — one out of the many That deck thy new bridals forever,— nor any Regrets for thy lost loves, conceal'd from the new, O thou widow of earth's generations ? Go to ! If the sea and the night wind knew aught of these things, They do not reveal it. We are not thy kings. CANTO VI. " The huntsman has ridden too far on the chase, And eltrich, and eerie, and strange is the place ! The castle betokens a date long gone by. He crosses the courtyard with curious eye : He wanders from chamber to chamber, and yet From strangeness to strangeness his footsteps are set ; And the whole place grows wilder and wilder, and less Like aught seen before. Each in obsolete dress. Strange portraits regard him with looks of surprise, Strange forms from the arras start forth to his eyes ; 146 Lucile. Strange epigraphs, blazon'd, burn out of the wall : The spell of a wizard is over it all. In her chamber, enchanted, the Princess is sleep- ing The sleep which for centuries she has been keeping. If she smile in her sleep, it must be to some lover Whose lost golden locks the long grasses now cover ; If she moan in her dream, it must be to deplore Some grief which the world cares to hear of no more. But how fair is her forehead, how calm seems her cheek ! And how sweet must that voice be, if once she would speak ! He looks and he loves her ; but knows he (not he !) The clew to unravel this old mystery .'' And he stoops to those shut lips. The shapes on the wall. The mute men in armor around him, and all The weird figures frown, as though striving to say, ' Halt ! invade not the Past, reckless child of To- day ! And give not, O madman ! the Jieartin thy breast To a phantom, the soul of whose setise is possess d By an Age not thine own I ' " But unconscious is he. And he heeds not the warning, he cares not to see Aught but one form before him ! " Rash, wild words are o'er ; And the vision is vanish'd from sight evermore ! Lucih. 147 And the gray morning sees, as it drearily moves O'er a land long deserted, a madman that roves Through a ruin, and seeks to recapture a dream. Lost to life and its uses, with- drawn from the scheme Of man's waking existence, he wanders apart." And this is an old fairy-tale of the heart. It is told in all lands, in a different tongue ; Told with tears by the old, heard with smiles by the young. And the tale to each heart unto which it is known Has a different sense. It has puzzled my own. ' The castle betokens a date long gone by. II. Eugene de Luvois was a man who, in part From strong physical health, and that vigor of heart 148 Lucile. Which physical health gives, and partly, perchance. From a generous vanity native to France, With the heart of a hunter, whatever the quarry, Pursued it, too hotly impatient to tarry Or turn, till he took it. His trophies were trifles : But trifler he was not. When rose-leaves it rifles. No less than when oak-trees it ruins, the wind Its pleasure pursues with impetuous mind. Both Eugene de Luvois and Lord Alfred had been Men of pleasure : but men's pleasant vices, which, seen Floating faint, in the sunshine of Alfred's soft mood, Seem'd amiable foibles, by Luvois pursued With impetuous passion, seemed semi-Satanic. Half pleased you see brooks play with pebbles ; in panic You watch them whirl'd down by the torrent. In truth. To the sacred political creed of his youth The century which he was born to denied All realization. Its generous pride To degenerate protest on all things was sunk ; Its principles each to a prejudice shrunk. Down the path of a life that led nowhere he trod, Where his whims were his guides, and his will was his god, And his pastime his purpose. From boyhood possess'd Of inherited wealth, he had learn'd to invest Lucile. 149 Both his wealth and those passions wealth frees from the cage Which penury locks, in each vice of an age All the virtues of which, by the creed he re- vered, Were to him illegitimate. Thus, he appear'd To the world what the world chose to have him appear, — The frivolous tyrant of Fashion, a mere Reformer in coats, cards, and carriages ! Still 'T was this vigor of na- ture, and tension of will. That found for the first time — perhaps for the last — In Lucile what they lacked yet to free from the Past, Force, and faith, in the Future. And so, in his mind. To the anguish of losing the woman was join'd The terror of missing his life's destination. Which in her had its mystical representation. The quarrelling crows clang"d above him.' i^o Luc He. III. And truly, the thought of it, scaring li i m , pass'd O'er his heart, while he now through the twilight rode fast. As a shade from the wing of some great bird ob- scene In a wide silent land may be suddenly seen, Darkening over the sands, where it startles and scares Some traveller stray'd in the waste unawares. So that thought more than once darken'd over his heart For a moment, and rapidly seem'd to depart. Fast and furious he rode through the thickets which rose Up the shaggy hillside : and the quarrelling crows Clang'd above him, and clustering down the dim air Dropp'd into the dark woods. By fits here and there "A SMALL MOUNTAIN INN." Lucile. 151 Shepherd fires faintly gleam 'd from the valleys. Oh, how He envied the wings of each wild bird, as now He urged the steed over the dizzy ascent Of the mountain ! Behind him a murmur was sent From the torrent — before him a sound from the tracts Of the woodlands that waved o'er the wild cata- racts, And the loose earth and loose stones roll'd mo- mently down From the hoofs of his steed to abysses unknown. The red day had fallen beneath the black woods. And the Powers of the night through the vast soli- tudes Walk'd abroad and conversed with each other. The trees Were in sound and in motion, and mutter'd like seas In Elfland. The road through the forest was hol- low 'd. On he sped through the darkness, as though he were follow'd Fast, fast by the Erl King ! The wild wizard-work Of the forest at last open'd sharp, o'er the fork Of a savage ravine, and behind the black stems Of the last trees, whose leaves in the light gleam 'd like gems, Broke the broad moon above the voluminous Rock-chaos — the Hecate of that Tartarus ! 152 Lucile. With his horse reeking white, he at last reach'd the door Of a small mountain inn, on the brow of a hoar Craggy promontory, o'er a fissure as grim. Through which, ever roaring, there leap'd o'er the limb Of the rent rock a torrent of water, from sight. Into pools that were feeding the roots of the night. A balcony hung o'er the water. Above In a glimmering casement a shade seem'd to move. At the door the old negress was nodding her head As he reach'd it. " My mistress awaits you," she said. And up the rude stairway of creaking pine rafter He follow'd her silent. A few moments after, His heart almost stunn'd him, his head seem'd to reel. For a door closed — Luvois was alone with Lucile. IV. In a gray travelling dress, her dark hair unconfined Streaming o'er it, and toss'd now and then by the wind From the lattice, that waved the dull flame in a spire From a brass lamp before her — a faint hectic tire On her cheek, to her eyes lent the lustre of fever : They seem'd to have wept themselves wider than ever. Those dark eyes — so dark and so deep ! " You relent ? And your plans have been changed by the letter I sent ?" Lucile. 153 There his voice sank, borne down by a strong in- ward strife. Lucile. Your letter ! yes, Duke. For it threatens man's life- Woman's honor. Luvois. The last, madam, not ! Lucile. Both. I glance At your own words ; blush, son of the knighthood of France, As I read them ! You say in this letter . . . " / know Why now you refuse me ; 'i is {is it not so ?) For the man who has trifled before, wantonly. And noisj trifles again with the heart you deny To myself. But he shall not! By man's last wild law, I will seize on the right (the right. Due de Luvois !) To avenge for you, woman, the past, and to give To the future its freedom . That man shall not live To make you as wretched as you have made me I" Luvois. Well, madam, in those words what word do you see That threatens the honor of woman ? Lucile. See ! . . . what. What word, do you ask } Every word ! would you not. i54 Lucile. Had I taken your hand thus, have felt that your name Was soil'd and dishonor'd by more than mere shame If the woman that bore it had first been the cause Of the crime which in these words is menaced ? You pause ! Woman's honor, you ask ? Is there, sir, no dis- iionor In the smile of a woman, when men, gazing on her. Can shudder, and say, " In that smile is a grave" ? No ! you can have no cause, Duke, for no right you have In the contest you menace. That contest but draws Every right into ruin. By all human laws Of man's heart I forbid it, by all sanctities Of man's social honor ! The Duke droop'd his eyes. " I obey you," he said, " but let woman beware How she plays fast and loose thus with human de- spair, And the storm in man's heart. Madam, yours was the right, When you saw that I hoped, to extinguish hope quite, But you should from the first have done this, for I feel That you knew from the first that I loved you." Lucile This sudden reproach seem'd to startle. She raised A slow, wistful regard to his features, and gazed Luetic. 1 55 On them silent awhile. His own looks were down- cast. Through her heart, whence its first wild alarm was now pass'd, Pity crept, and perchance o'er her conscience a tear, Falling softly, awoke it. However severe, Were they unjust, these sudden upbraidings, to her ? Had she lightly misconstrued this man's character. Which had seem'd, even when most impassion'd it seem'd, Too self-conscious to lose all in love ? Had she deem'd That this airy, gay, insolent man of the world. So proud of the place the world gave him, held furl'd In his bosom no passion which once shaken wide Might tug, till it snapp'd, that erect lofty pride ? Were those elements in him, which once roused to strife Overthrow a whole nature, and change a whole life } There are two kinds of strength. One, the strength of the river Which through continents pushes its pathway for- ever To fling its fond heart in the sea ; if it lose This, the aim of its life, it is lost to its use, It goes mad, is diffused into deluge, and dies. The other, the strength of the sea ; which supplies Its deep life from mysterious sources, and draws The river's life into its own life, by laws i'5 You ARE FAIRER THAN SHE.' Will exaggerate to you, whatever they be. The charms I admit she possesses. To me They are trivial indeed ; yet to your eyes, I fear And foresee, they will ti-ue and intrinsic appear. 230 Lucilc. Self-unconscious, and sweetly unable to guess How more lovely by far is the grace you possess, You will wrong your own beauty. The graces of art, You will take for the natural charm of the heart ; Studied manners, the brilliant and bold repartee, Will too soon in that fatal comparison be To your fancy more fair than the sweet timid sense Which, in shrinking, betrays its own best eloquence. then, lady, then, you will feel in your heart The poisonous pain of a fierce jealous dart ! While you see her, yourself you no longer will see, — You will hear her, and hearnotyourself,— you willbe Unhappy ; unhappy, because you will deem Your own power less great than her power will seem. And I shall not be by your side, day by day. In despite of your noble displeasure, to say ' You are fairer than she, as the star is more fair Than the diamond, the brightest that beauty can wear ! ' " XXV. This appeal, both by looks and by language, in- creased The trouble Matilda felt grow in her breast. Still she spoke with what calmness she could — " Sir, the while 1 thank you," she said, with a faint scornful smile, " For your fervor in painting my fancied distress : Allow me the right some surprise to express Liccilc. 231 At the zeal you betray in disclosing to me The possible depth of my own misery." " That zeal would not startle you, madam," he said, " Could you read in my heart, as myself I have read, The peculiar interest which causes that zeal — " Matilda her terror no more could conceal. " Duke," she answer'd in accents short, cold, and severe, As she rose from her seat, " I continue to hear; But permit me to say, I no more understand." " Forgive !" with a nervous appeal of the hand. And a well-feign'd confusion of voice and of look, " Forgive, oh, forgive me !" at once cried the Duke. " I forgot that you know me so slightly. Your leave I entreat (from your anger those words to retrieve) For one moment to speak of myself, — for I think That you wrong me — " His voice, as in pain, seem'd to sink ; And tears in his eyes, as he lifted them, glisten'd. XXVI. Matilda, despite of herself, sat and listen 'd. XXVII. " Beneath an exterior which seems, and may be. Worldly, frivolous, careless, my heart hides in me," He continued, " a sorrow which draws me to side With all things that suffer. Nay, laugh not," he cried, " At so strange an avowal. 232 Lucile. " I seek at a ball, For instance, — the beauty admired by all ? No ! some plain, insignificant creature, who sits Scorn'd of course by the beauties, and shunn'd by the wits. All the world is accustom'd to wound, or neglect, Or oppress, claims my heart and commands my respect. No Quixote, I do not affect to belong, I admit, to those charter'd redressers of wrong ; But I seek to console, where I can. 'T is a part Not brilliant, I own, yet its joys bring no smart." These trite words, from the tone which he gave them, received An appearance of truth, which might well be be- lieved By a heart shrewder yet than Matilda's. And so He continued . . . " O lady ! alas, could you know What injustice and wrong in this world I have seen ! How many a woman, believed to have been Without a regret, I have known turn aside To burst into heartbroken tears undescribed ! On how many a lip have I witness'd the smile Which but hid what was breaking the poor heart the while !" Said Matilda, " Your life, it would seem, then, must be One long act of devotion." " Perhaps so," said he ; Lucile. 233 " But at least that devotion small merit can boast, For one day may yet come, — if otic day at the most, — When, perceiving at last all the difference — how great ! — 'Twixt the heart that neglects, and the heart that can wait, 'Twixt the natures that pity, the natures that pain, Some woman, that else might have pass'd in disdain Or indifference by me, — in passing that day Might ])ause with a word or a smile to repay This devotion, — and then" . . . XXVIII. To Matilda's relief At that moment her husband approach'd. With some grief I must own that her welcome, perchance, was ex- press 'd The more eagerly just for one twinge in her breast Of a conscience disturb'd, and her smile not less warm, Though she saw the Comtesse de Nevers on his arm. The Duke turn'd and adjusted his collar. Thought he " Good ! the gods fight my battle to-night. I foresee That the family doctor 's the part I must play. Very well ! but the patients my visits shall pay." Lord Alfred presented Lucile to his wife ; And Matilda, repressing with effort the strife 2 34 Liicilc. Of emotions which made her voice shake, murmur'd low Some faint, troubled greeting. The Duke, with a bow Which betoken'd a distant defiance, replied To Lucile's startled cry, as surprised she descried Her former gay wooer. Anon, with the grace Of that kindness which seeks to win kindness, her place She assumed by Matilda, unconscious, perchance, Or resolved not to notice, the half-frighten'd glance That follow'd that movement. The Duke to his feet Arose; and, in silence, relinquish'd his seat. One must own that the moment was awkward for all; But nevertheless, before long, the strange thrall Of Lucile's gracious tact was by every one felt, And from each the reserve seem'd, reluctant, to melt ; Thus, conversing together, the whole of the four Thro' the crowd saunter'd, smiling. XXIX. Approaching the door, Eugene de Luvois, who had fallen behind, By Lucile, after some hesitation, was join'd With a gesture of gentle and kindly appeal Which appear'd to imply, without words, " Let us feel That the friendship between us in years that are fled. Has survived one mad moment forgotten," she said, Liicile. 235 " You remain, Duke, at Ems ?" He turn'd on her a look Of frigid, resentful, and sullen rebuke ; And then, with a more than significant glance At Matilda, maliciously answer'd, " Perchance I have here an attraction. And you ?" he return'd. Lucile's eyes had follow'd his own, and discern'd The boast they implied. He repeated, " And you .''" And, still watching Matilda, she answer'd, " I too." And he thought, as with that word she left him, she sigh'd. The next moment her place she resumed by the side Of Matilda ; and soon they shook hands at the gate Of the selfsame hotel. XXX. One depress'd, one elate, The Duke and Lord Alfred again, thro' the glooms Of the thick linden alley, return'd to the Rooms. His cigar each had lighted, a moment before, At the inn, as they turn'd, arm-in-arm, from the door. Ems cigars do not cheer a man's spirits, expcrto {Me iiiiscrinn quotics /) crede Roberto. In silence, awhile, they walk'd onward. At last The Duke's thoughts to language half consciously pass'd. Luvois, Once more ! yet once more ! 236 Luc He. " One depress'd, one elate." Alfred. LUV(31S. What ? We meet her, once more. The woman for whom we two madmen of yore (Laug-h, mon cher Alfred, lautjh !) were about to destroy Each other ! Luc He. 237 Alfred. It is not with laughter that I Raise the ghost of that once troubled time. Say ! can you Recall it with coolness and quietude now } Luvois. Now } yes ! I, mon chcr, am a true Parisien : Now the red revolution, the tocsin, and then The dance and the play. I am now at the play. Alfred. At the play, are you now ? Then perchance I now may Presume, Duke, to ask you what, ever until Such a moment I waited . . . Luvois. Oh ! ask what you will. Fra7ic jcii ! on the table my cards I spread out. Ask! Alfred. Duke, you were call'd to a meeting (no doubt You remember it yet) with Lucile. It was night When you went ; and before you return 'd it was light. We met : you accosted me then with a brow Bright with triumph : your words (you remember them now ?) Were " Let us be friends '" 238 Luc He. Luvois. Well ? Alfred. How then, after that Can you and she meet as acquaintances ? Luvois. What! Did she not then, herself, the Comtesse de Nevers, Solve your riddle to-night with those soft lips of hers } Alfred. In our converse to-night we avoided the past. But the question I ask should be answer'd at last : By you, if you will ; if you will not, by her. Luvois. Indeed ? but that question, milord, can it stir Such an interest in you, if your passion be o'er } Alfred. Yes. Esteem may remain, although love be no more. Lucile ask'd me, this night, to my wife (understand To ;/// wife !) to present her. I did so. Her hand Has clasp'd that of Matilda. We gentlemen owe Respect to the name that is ours : and, if so, To the woman that bears it a twofold respect. Answer, Due de Luvois ! Did Lucile then reject The proffer you made of your hand and your name ? Or did you on her love then relinquish a claim Liicile. 239 Urged before ? I ask bluntly this question, because My title to do so is clear by the laws That all gentlemen honor. Make only one sign That you know of Lucile de Nevers aught, in fine, For which, if your own virgin sister were by, From Lucile you would shield her acquaintance, and I And Matilda leave Ems on the morrow. XXXI. The Duke Hesitated and paused. He could tell, by the look Of the man at his side, that he meant what he said, And there flash'd in a moment these thoughts through his head : " Leave Ems ! would that suit me ? no ! that were again To mar all. And besides, if I do not explain. She herself will . . . et picis, il a rai'son ; on est GentilhoiiiDie avant tout I" He replied therefore, " Nay ! Madame de Nevers had rejected me. L In those days, I was mad ; and in some mad reply I threatened the life of the rival to whom That rejection was due, I was led to presume. She fear'd for his life ; and the letter which then She wrote me, I show'd you ; we met : and again My hand was refused, and my love was denied. And the glance you mistook was the vizard which Pride Lends to Humiliation. 240 Lvcile. " And so," half in jest, He went on, " in this best world, 't is all for the best ; ■ii€,\ " Frigid and fair as yon Wf- German moon." - '^ You are wedded (bless'd Englishman !), wedded to Whose past can be call'd into question by none : And I (fickle Frenchman !) can still laugh to feel I am lord of myself, and the Mode : and Lucile Still shines from her pedestal, frigid and fair As yon German moon o'er the linden-tops there ! Lucile. 241 A Dian in marble that scorns any troth With the little love-gods, whom I thank for us both, While she smiles from her lonely Olympus apart. That her arrows are marble as well as her heart. Stay at Ems, Alfred Vargrave!" XXXII. The Duke, with a smile, Turn'd and enter'd the Rooms which, thus talking, meanwhile. They had reach 'd. XXXIII. Alfred Vargrave strode on (overthrown Heart and mind !) in the darkness bewildered, alone : " And so," to himself did he mutter, " and so 'T was to rescue my life, gentle spirit ! and, oh. For this did I doubt her ? . . . a light word — a look — The mistake of a moment ! . . . for this I for- sook — For this ? Pardon, pardon, Lucile ! O Lucile !" Thought and memory rang, like a funeral peal. Weary changes on one dirge-like note through his brain. As he stray'd down the darkness. XXXIV. Re-entering again The Casino, the Duke smiled. He turn'd to roulette. And sat down, and play'd fast, and lost largely, and yet 242 Liccile. He still smiled : night deepen'd ; he play'd his last number : Went home : and soon slept : and still smiled in his slumber. XXXV. In his desolate Maxims, La Rochefoucauld wrote, " In the grief or mischance of a friend you may note. There is something which always gives pleasure." Alas ! That rejection fell short of the truth as it was. La Rochefoucauld might have as truly set down — " No misfortune, but what some one turns to his own • Advantage its mischief : no sorrow, but of it There ever is somebody ready to profit : No affliction without its stock-jobbers, who all Gamble, speculate, play on the rise and the fall Of another man's heart, and make traffic in it." Burn thy book, O La Rochefoucauld ! Fool ! one man's wit All men's selfishness how should it fathom 1 O sage. Dost thou satirize Nature ? She laughs at thy page. Lucile. 243 CANTO II. I. Cousin John to Cousin Alfred. " London, 18 — " My dear Alfred, Your last letters put me in pain. This contempt of existence, this listless disdain Of your own life, — its joys and its duties. — the deuce Take my wits if they find for it half an excuse ! I wish that some Frenchman would shoot off your leg. And compel you to stump through the world on a peg- I wish that you had, like myself (more's the pity !j. To sit seven hours on this cursed committee. I wish that you knew, sir, how salt is the bread Of another — (what is it that Dante has said .'') And the trouble of other men's stairs. In a word, I wish fate had some real affliction conferr'd On your whimsical self, that, at least, you had cause For neglecting life's duties, and damning its laws ! This pressure against all the purpose of life, This self-ebullition, and ferment, and strife, Betoken'd, I grant that it may be in truth. The richness and strength of the new wine of youth. But if, when the wine should have mellow'd with time. Being bottled and binn'd, to a flavor sublime 244 Luetic. It retains the same acrid, incongruous taste, Why, the sooner to throw it away that we haste The better, I take it. And this vice of snarl- ing. Self-love's little lap-dog, the overfed darling Of a hypochondriacal fancy appears, To my thinking, at least, in a man of your years, At the midnoon of manhood with plenty to do. And every incentive for doing it too, — With the duties of life just sufficiently pressing For prayer, and of joys more than most men for blessing ; » With a pretty young wife, and a pretty full purse, — Like poltroonery, puerile truly, or worse ! I wish I could get you at least to agree To take life as it is, and consider with me, If it be not all smiles, that it is not all sneers ; It admits honest- laughter, and needs honest tears. Do you think none have known but yourself all the pain Of hopes that retreat, and regrets that remain ? And all the wide distance fate fixes, no doubt, 'Twixt the life that 's within, and the life that 's without } What one of us finds the world just as he likes ? Or gets what he wants when he wants it .'' Or strikes Without missing the thing that he strikes at the first? Or walks without stumbling ? Or quenches his thirst Lucile. 245 ¥* -■ J ^'^'' [k.//