PS -^^m K h /[•^itm TOY J WAS *FOUND* BYISOBEL'W: HUTCHISON ■rr Class __: Book__^i5^ Copyright]^? CDPM^IGHT DEPOSm HOW JOY WAS FOUND How Joy was Found A Fantasy BY ISOBEL W. HUTCHISON NEW YORK FREDERICK A. STOKES COMPANY PUBLISHERS COPYKIGHT, 1917, By ISOBEL W. HUTCHISON SEP 13 1917 ©GIA476044 PREFACE This study in the psychology of Faith is founded on an old Scottish folk-tale told me last year at Onich by Mr. Alexander Cameron^ who, a good many years ago, had given it also to the Rev. J. Macdougall of Duror, in whose volume, Waifs and Strays of Celtic Tradition, now out of print, it is included. Mr. Macdougall's version is printed in full at the end of this volume. I have used the story as the framework of an allegory, and have not tried to rival Mr. Macdougall's narrative, nor have I often kept very close to the text. Most of these beautiful Highland tales are in such intimate touch with nature that they lend themselves very readily to further development, and the story of Horn Finn Kept His Children for the Big Young Hero seemed to adapt itself wonderfully to my purpose. I. W. H. Carlowrie, West Lothian, June, 1917. The Characters The Big Young Hero: One who goes out at the begin- ningj comes in at the end, and appears unex- pectedly all through. Finn: Humanity, a long-suffering man. The Carpenter: Duty, a scientific man. The Tracker: Obedience, a dutiful man. The Gripper: Constancy, a patient man. The Climber: Faith, a girl who is more than quite all there. The Thief: Love, an old woman wearing a chaperon. The Listener: Hope, a boy wearing a smile. The Marksman: Truth, a straightforward man carry- ing a bow and arrows. The Giant: A mere notion. The Dog: Fear (never visible). Her Puppy, Bran : Joy. Given to Hope for the present. The Baby: The Rest of Humanity. Gonachry: The Heart-wounder, a sarcastic man. Angus: A good-natured lazy man. TORQUIL 1 Conan \ Unemotional men. Condhla J ACT I THE GREEN ISLE. EVENING This Earthly Paradise lies across the western main before you come to the sunset. It is seen imperfectly, like a thought not fully realized, and shimmers as if through a rainbow. It is thus described by one who has been there: "Fair is that land to all eternity beneath the snowfall of blossoms. The gleaming walls are bright with many colours, the plains are vocal with joyous cries, mirth and song are at home on the plain, the silver-clouded one. No wailing there for judgment, naught but sweet song to be heard. No pain, no grief, no death, no discord, no sin, no decay, but ever we feast and need none to serve us, ever we love and no strife ensues. Such is the land.** In this place the Big Young Hero, the most attractive person ever imagined, is seen vaguely as if through a radiant light. He is seated alone on the grass watching the flowers in the midst of great beauty. Far off across the sea the outline of the Hebrides is faintly seen, and presently a brown-sailed fishing-boat appears on the edge of the horizon and approaches the shore. As it nears, the figure of a girl is discerned kneeling up in the bows, shading her eyes with her hand, and gazing ear- nestly towards the shore. She carries a coil of rope over her shoulder. As she draws near her voice is heard say- ing : Climber My anchorage was not as beautiful as I thought And I have weighed anchor and sailed away. I trust that my boat will be brought Into haven before the end of the day. I do not wish to voyage till sunset In this yeasty fret. 7 8 How Joy was Found Captain! there is no harbour that is beautiful save Thine. Why dost thou reserve it for the evening mariners? Their eyes are old and full of brine, They cannot see the stars. But mine are young, and I can count them all, I praise Thee, for they are full of light. Therefore bring me into Thy harbour before the shad- ows fall. That I may praise Thee louder — in the young night. [As the boat nears the isle it comes into calm water. The big Young Hero goes down to meet it and helps the girl ashore, drawing up the boat.l^ Hero The end of all thought is peace. And you have found ere night the day's increase. The bright and radiant day is loath to die. Even yet there are hardly any stars in the sky. Only a soft dim radiance under the moon. And dark trees on the brightness. Very soon You will be gathered in a thoughtful rest. And fall asleep like a bird up there in its nest. Are you not glad at last to realize Your insubstantial dream that never dies? Climber Yes, but I'm wearied. I've had rather a fight To get here all right. The sea's so deep. Act I: The Green Isle 9 Hero Take your sleep. [He sits down as before and draws her on to his knee, and she falls asleep at once with her head on his shoul- der, like a tired child. He also appears to sleep. Presently the shadow of a man carrying a rainbow falls across his face, and a dream is heard singing.^ Dream The gates of Heaven are pearls, and stand four- square, And people enter in from everywhere. But when the heather's on the ben And the wind races down the glen And in the wake of Highland ships The creaking sea-gull wheels and dips, 'And on the bogs, the hills below. The cotton-grass and myrtle blow — Bog-myrtle, with the spicy breath Of bitter-sweet and life and death — I'm glad to think that God has heard The meaning of the unspoken word. The stammering whisper of a tongue That learned no speech the hills among, The supplication of a hand Too fierce for men to understand. And that for such as me He'll wait In silence by His northern gate. [The shadow falls across the girl's face, and she stirs and smiles in her sleep, and a dream-shadow goes from her also, singing. The two shadows meet, and passing into each other, become owe.] 10 How Joy was Found » Girl's Dream I love to think that, high in Heaven, Above the stars, the planets seven, Daybreak and darkness — if I'm there ! — I'll feel the wind stir in my hair, And Heaven's steadfast floor will float Like water underneath a boat. And, looking down across the gold I'll see the sunset, fold on fold, Go tumbling down the sky's wild screes Beyond the Outer Hebrides. Then something in my heart will stir Like earth when spring remembers her. And I'll ask, firm but quite polite, If God will set my compass right. And if He'll aiblins help to bail My old boat with the tattered sail. And lend a hand to launch her clear Of Heaven, unless there's sea like here. [The blended shadow falls across the face of the Big Young Hero, and he looks wp.] Shadow [^Stirring restlessly. '\ I need something. Hero Who touches me.^ Shadow The shadow of a desire. Act I: The Green Isle 11 Hero What do you require? Shadow I don't know. Hero I have sent you a dream. Shadow I will no longer go After a dream. I do not want to be a bore, But I seem Nowadays to need something more; I feel That I have need of something real. l^The girl stirs, and gives a little sigh.^ Hero Hush! if you talk so loud you'll waken her Before she's ready. She needs her rest just now. She mustn't stir; She's got to steady Her head a bit, for she's spent hours Filling her mind with things like flowers, Till she had sucked out of earth's genial root My name like a tender shoot That was bound to put her in mind Of something unconfined. 12 How Joy was Found Shadow Oh^ do be quick ! I'm sick Of standing still. Hero There's no use getting ill ^ About it. I am with you now; The very first step to Heaven's inside your brow. Look there, and tell me your most dear desire, For it is surely something you require. [The shadow shifts to that of a ca-rp enter.'] Carpenter I want something to do. Hero Who are you? Carpenter I am a good carpenter. Hero How good are you? Carpenter I had a sense of something due To someone, though I scarce kent who (It might have been myself or maybe you). And so, just at my own expense, I fashioned out of common sense A ship that's bound to carry me Act I: The Green Isle 13 From earth to Heaven, and as far's I see, Ought to bring God again to me. Hero I have need of you. Show me your ship. [The shadow of a large fine ship falls across the sea.] She is a very beautiful wide ship. Can you manage her alone? Carpenter I would be the better of another, to do my bidding in her. Hero Send me your brother. [The shadow shifts to that of a tracker.] Hero Who are you? Tracker I am a good tracker. Hero How good are you? Tracker I do what I am told, I wait and look, Silent, ready to hold. It is not true That I am idle. I am waiting for you. 14 How Joy was Found I hook Strange fish upon my individual line. No other hand could take them, they were mine From all eternity, and in the eternal sea They would be lost for ever but for me. Hero You are good enough to take his telling. Tracker Yes, but the clouds are swelling. You might maybe lend us another man forby To hold the tiller, in case that he and I Are called to the sheets together By a sudden change in the weather. Hero Send me a man off the heather. [The shadow shifts to that of a gripper."] Hero Who are you? Shadow I am a good gripper. Hero How good are you? Gripper You call me insistently, Yet when I run blithely to the place Act I: The Green Isle 15 Where your voice deaves be, you bar the door in my face. What for do you treat me thus and hide? For still I hear you calling me from the other side. I am going to hold on to the sneck and wait. I ken there is something behind the door; early and late You cry on me still. If it be your will Never to open, yet is it meet That I come For under the door I can keek at the shadow of your feet Moving in a larger room. Hero You are good enough then To hold the tiller for these men, In case they are called to the sheets together By a sudden change in the weather. Gripper No earthly blast can overwhelm The ship of which I hold the helm If I have just a kenning more to grip. Something that will not give me the slip Like the rudder he has fashioned. I need something more impassioned. Something to which a mind can hold For a body's apt to grow cold. [The sleeping girl stirs and smiles.1 16 How Joy was Found Hero This is a shade sublimer. Gripper Who are you? Climber [Talking in her sleep.] I am a good climber. Gripper How good are you? Climber I have climbed from the mind of man to the mind of God on a nervous stair. Gripper [Astonished.] Lassie, that's no canny! Were you no feared to fall? Climber [In her sleep.] Some day I'll die, but how, or when, or where I do not greatly care. Because I know that with the flowers and weeds My life proceeds. If so I will, inside a gracious law. No flaw My death will be, nor mischievous accident. Act I: The Green Isle 17 Howe'er besprent My blood upon the highway or the turf. Or in the surf Of thunderous combers on the ungathered sea ; But it will be An obvious hint of a Supreme design, A little clew of mine Left huddled by the beach or cliff to tell — "Pass, friend, all's well!" Hero Let him hold fast The substance of your mind. So that he'll find The evidence of unseen things that last, And that he'll still behold Although his hand grows cold And cannot any longer feel The thing he thought was real. Climber [Still in her sleep.] I said I climbed upon a nervous stair Into the mind of God, Yet all the way I trod On air Because great Love upheld me there. I leaned and she resisted, gathering strength To toss me all that length Like some tall fountain-shower. 18 How Joy was Found And I have power To return again and water all the earth. Giving her second birth. Weaving her flesh, Meseems, Out of the mesh Of mind, After the fashion of immediate dreams, If I can find And force All Love into her proper course. With such support it is quite true There's nothing that I cannot do. Hero Send me something I can see through. [The shadow shifts to that of a bent old woman.'\ Hero Who are you.^ Shadow I was old and perfect at the heart Ere human life could start. Before the mind conceived of life I was a wife. Hero [Joyfully.'] What are you good at? Shadow I am a good thief. Act I: The Green Isle 19 Hero How good are you? Thief Joy in my heart grew strong and very bright, Luxuriantly fed in the light of stars. Planets, and suns, the speed of motor-cars. Fire's untamed energy, the wireless might Of telepathy, that burns between the bars. I recognized her in the lofty spars Of the rigging, hailing land far out of sight. And as she leaned and peered entranced, I crept Into God's mind, the while He slept. And stole it bit by bit away. And packed it in a brain of clay; But unaccustomed ripples broke On that calm surface. He awoke. And I, all trembling to depart. Was caught a prisoner in His heart. Hero You are good enough. If that's the stuff Your mind is made on. Help her to climb higher, Otherwise she'll tire. For she must be stayed on Such substantial matter If she's to get fatter. 20 How Joy was Found Thief Yes, but I need one to hold the rope At the other end, to give us both more scope. I need something full of joy. Hero Send me a boy. [The shadow shifts to that of a boy, and leaps lightly about.^ Hero Who are you? Shadow [Sings.] I am something always true. I don't care twopence what they think; I know the sky is always blue, And the rest of life rose-pink. Hero [Affectionately.'] Stand still! Stand still! What are you good at be- sides singing, eh? Shadow [Standing still suddenly.] I am a good listener. Hero How good are you? Act I: The Green Isle ^1 Listener [With his hand cupped to his ear J] Oh, well, by now I really think I'm able To hear folk talking at the other end of the cable Wlien I lay my ear to the ground. There's certainly some sort of sound Like the noise I hear In the early part of the year, When underground the lilies Whisper: "Hark! There still is Life in us ; don't look so blue. To-morrow we'll be getting through. If on your side you'll scrape away As much earth as you dare to-day." Hero You are strong enough to hold the rope At the other end, since they require more scope. Listener I know I am, quite well; But they think I'm just a sell. Can't you show them that I'm true? Hullo! Why, who are you? \^The Big Young Hero has suddenly lifted his right hand, and lets fall from it the shadow of a man carry- ing a horn and arrows.] Marksman [Placidly. ] I am one too simple to be understood. 22 How Joy was Found Herq At what are you good? Marksman I am a good marksman. Hero How good are you? Marksman From childhood I have had a single aim. I did not deviate, I just went straight Ahead, till, in the place Where I was standing, I beheld your face, And found I had transfixed your name. Listener [With delight.] Then I should think he's good enough To show them that I'm not mere bluff. Hero [Quietly.] He is good enough. [The shadows fade, and the girl stirs restlessly in her sleep.] Climber I have need of something more than dream. Act I: The Green Isle 23 Hero I have given you something more: Your dream was real. [The Climber laughs suddenly in her sleep, and wakens up.] Climber [Ruhhing her eyes, and looking round with delight.'^ I feel Very happy, everything looks so bright. I knew it would clear up before to-night. Because I saw a rainbow very high Up in the sky. Hero I am going out fishing before the sun sets. Will you lend me your boat to gather In my nets.^ Climber [Eagerly. 1 Rather ! Will you be long away? Hero I will be back with the first screich of day. I pray you, if it does not trouble you, Have breakfast ready in my house for two. [They go down to the beach and launch the boat to- gether, and the Big Young Hero sails slowly away in her towards the Hebrides, seen far off in the sunset. 24 How Joy was Found Soft twilight falls on the island, hut a phosphorescence shines about the boat, outlining the figure of the Big Young Hero at the prow, who is leaning down towards the water setting the nets. Stars begin to come out in the shy, and on the distant shore a light suddenly twinkles out every few seconds on a buoy. The girVs voice is heard singing as the boat drifts away."] Climber's Song To-night I saw a rainbow; It hung my way before, As if the hills were gate-posts And it was the arch of a door. The moor stretched all about me, The heather and the bee; I longed to trap that rainbow For all the world to see. Perhaps in distant cities, Perhaps down in the glen, The rainbow was the signal Of rain for other men. But high upon the hilltops The clouds blow far and free, And leave behind the rainbow Blue sky for you and me. ACT II A MOUNTAIN-SIDE IN ARGYLLSHIRE: MORNING A Scottish mountain-side covered with heather and bracken. In the crannies of the rocks oak fern and roseroot are growing. There is a pebbly brook running down to the sea; the sides are sta-rred with sphagnum moss. Grass of Parnassus, and butterwort. In its bed the yellow marsh saxifrage is growing, and up the hill- side a silver birch hangs over it. Farther up the hill there are a rowan and an alder, and on the crest, aga-inst the sky, a Scotch pine. Low down, by a green mound, there is a yew-tree. In the distance the white breakers of the sea are seen, and they are heard regularly crash- ing in upon the shore. There is sunshine everywhere, and a. breeze blowing the heather and chasing the shadows of clouds across the hill-side. At the back of the wind, behind a great rock, Finn, a middle-aged man, is sitting, asleep. He is bowed down by a heavy pack containing a rainbow, whose light es- capes from the corners and colours it all. Some dis- tance off some other men are lying asleep on the heather. Presently the Big Young Hero's boat is seen ap- proaching from far out at sea. As it nears, Finn stirs from his sleep and perceives it, and, starting to his feet, watches it, with his hand shading his eyes. The Big Young Hero lands from the boat, and, pulling her well up on the beach, comes leaping over the mountain to Finn strongly and gaily. As he runs, flowers spring up under his feet. The other men sleep on undisturbed, 25 26 How Joy was Found Hero [Saluting Finn.] Darling of all men in the world ! I give you the greeting in grandeur and splendour!' I bring you glad tidings of great joy! I publish peace ! Finn [Utterly bewildered.] Loveliest of all heroes that I have ever seen, I salute you frankly, fluently, and energetically With the equivalent of the same words, Though I do not know who you are. Your feet are beautiful as a star. I wish that I could sing like the birds, Or blossom like the green wet earth. For my heart is full of mirth. But I can only glower and gaze While my mind plays. And sings and tumbles up and down Inside me, like a clown That makes me feel quite silly. Laughing Mdlly-nilly, Like a man in love. Do you come from above. Or round about, or below. Or anywhere I know? Hero I come through night-watching and tempest of sea where I am, because I am losing my children, and it Act II: A Mountain-side 27 has been told me there is not a man in all the world who can keep them for me but you. Finn {^Astonished.] Why, how can I do that when I must bear This heavy rainbow with me everywhere. And all the years Have found my laughter through a mist of tears ? Hero Since you alone were strong enough to creep Into my mind, and fetch me out of sleep, You have attained my stature, and I find You are a man according to my mind. Finn [Crying out, afraid.] It was a dream, only a dream I stole! I never did as much As touch Your garment's hem. Hero No, but you clasped my soul. Virtue went out of me immediately The moment that your love was strong enough To push aside the earth and find the stuff That dreams are made on. Up through the senseless clay You sprang like some green sappy shoot. And touched the nervous thoughtful root That I am stayed on. 28 How Joy was Found Finn IJDumh founded. ] It was a dream — I never knew — Hero I lay upon you As crosses and spells And seven fairy fetters of travelling and straying. To be with me before you shall eat food. Or drink a draught. Or close an eye in sleep. [At his words a delicate weh of gossamer covered with dewdrops, spiders' webs, and flower seeds falls over Finn. The Hero leaves him spellbound, and, returning gaily to his boat, launches her and sails away. When the boat has vanished the web falls away, and Finn turns round with a cry which arouses the other men."] Finn Where is he? CoNAN Who? Finn The stranger that was here anon. CONDHLA I never knew. CoNAN Is he gone? Angus Which way did he go? Act II: A Mountain-side 29 Finn I do not know. GONACHRY What was he like? Finn I can't tell. I must find him; he has gone Off with something I had on. CoNAN You don't look very well. GoNACHRY [Sarcastically.] I saw him running up the ben, As swift as a spot of sunlight when The clouds bend with a cup To pounce on him and cover him up Like a wasp inside a glass. Angus Hush! I hear Mactalla pass, He's surely singing in his sleep. Since it's never very deep. Let us rouse him up and speir If the stranger is still here. [All cry aloud, against the rocks: ''Mactalla! Mac- talla! Mactalla!'* The echo is returned mockingly: "Mactalla! Mactalla! Mactalla!"] 30 How Joy was Found Angus Tut! He's in a teasing mood to-day; We'll get nothing out of him. I say! Answer, and I'll promise you fair, A big laugh to yourself off the back of Ben Y Bheithir. Mactalla * [Mocking from somewhere.^ I say ! I say ! A big laugh off the back of Ben Y Bheithir? Angus Ha! ha! You're there, little fellow! Yes, at the back of Ben Bheithir, where the yellow Saxifrage grows out of the crannied rock, I'll give you a laugh to yourself that'll shock The natives, if you'll tell us now Which way the stranger went. Mactalla Bow-wow ! I'll have the big laugh out of you. But I cannot tell you true Which one way the stranger went. For he's left an echo pent In everything he came across. I'm entirely at a loss. Can't you catch it here and there .f* I think he must be everywhere. [The growing things are heard talking.'] * The Highland "Echo." Act II: A Mountain-side 31 Alder-tree Is that you, Grass? Grass Yes^ I am growing Under his feet, If the heather will let me pass. Heather I'll try to, if you'll meet Me half-way Scotch Pine [Loftily.^ I say. There's no knowing What she'll be up to next. Take my text. And scarcely let yourself be seen. With anyone so very green. Yew-tree [Phlegmatic all y.l I am quite at a loss To know what came across My barrowful of withered leaves Rowan [Gently.] A bairnie couped it, coming home from school. Among the sheaves. 32 How Joy was Found Birch [Whispering.l Hush ! hush ! Softly, softly, my daughters ; I hear the sound of mountain waters. Burn [Singing. 1 Bubble! Bubble! Bubble! Hush! Let me down. Bubble! Bubble! Bubble! What a lot of trouble There is in the world Before you can get down To bed-rock, And stand stock Still As reserved, as reserved, as reserved as can be. Not letting slip A word over your lip. Oh! I say! Hurry! Hurry! I must get to the sea! Bubble! Bubble! Bubble! Hush ! Let me down Without any more trouble. Bubble! Bubble! Bubble! Bubble! [All remain listening, wrapt in wonder. Even Finn, who since the spell has been laid upon him has been sitting in great heaviness of mind, looks up and listens to the song with growing delight. Suddenly Angus roars with laughter.^ Act II: A Mountain-side 33 Mactalla [Mocking.] Ha ! Ha ! Ha ! Big Angus ! Bow-wow ! I said I'd have the big laugh out of you the now. Angus [Unable to stop laughing.] Did ever anybody hear the like of that? [The others look at him half -angrily.] CONAN What's taken the fool! CoNDHLA Pat him on the back. ToRQUIL Can't you hold your tongue. GONACHRY Did you ever hear of anyone that could! Angus [In desperation.] Hold my tongue ! Will that do any good ? [He tries to do so. It makes him laugh all the more, and one by one they all gradually join in his laughter except Finn, till they are roaring fit to split the rocks. Above it all Mactalla is heard mocking. At last Angut subsides, wiping the tears from his eyes.] 34 How Joy was Found CoNAN What on earth are you laughing at? Angus Nothing on earth. What are you laughing at? CONAN How should I know? Angus Well, how should I know what I'm laughing at? CoNAN Because you began, you gomeril. Angus Not I. GoNACHRY Well, then, who did? Angus Mactalla. CoNAN What was Mactalla laughing at? Angus That's what I'd like to know. GoNACHRY I never heard him. Act II: A Mountain-side 35 Angus That's because you've no sense of humour. GoNACHRY [Fiercely.'] I have a sense of humour. Angus Where is it, then? GoNACHRY Up my sleeve. [He looks up his sleeve and gives a sarcastic grin."] Angus Well, nobody can see it there But yourself, so you'd better take care. If folk don't see what you're laughing at They'll end by laughing at you. Conan [Stooping to pick up a button.'] What's that? A button. Is it anywhere off me? [He looks himself all over.] C0NDHI.A What's it like? 36 How Joy was Found CONAN Greenish- white. No, it's not off me As far as I can see. Angus [Holding out his hand,] Here, it's mine. I burst it laughing. [Conan hands it over to him casually J] \ CaNAN [Lighting his pipe.] Come on! It's time we were at work again. ToRQUIL Are you taking the boat out to-day ? CoNAN Ay. [Exit Conan, Condhla, and Torquil.] \ Angus [To Finn.] Aren't you coming? Finn [Abstractedly.] Not to-day, not to-day. Act II: A Mountain-side 37 GONACHRY [Laughing carelessly.^ He looks to me as if he had gone daft. [He slouches off after the others with his hands in his pockets.~\ Angus It's very queer the way he never laughed. [He goes up to Finn and gives him a hearty slap on the hacJc.l Come, man ! What ails you ? Finn [Throwing him off with sudden irritation."] Get away, you gomeril ! Angus [Aside.] He's fey! [He makes a sign to keep off the evil eye, and re- treats hurriedly after the others, casting suspicious glances backwards at Finn.] Finn [Seeing himself alone, with a sigh of relief hoists his rainbow resolutely and tightens his belt.] I will prick on my way Far into the country of my God, And if it be true, as they say, That He is calm and unhurried, Some day I shall break through a gap in the hedge And come upon Him seated by the road-edge. 38 How Joy was Found Then shall I say to Him these three things, baring my brow: "Wherefore art Thou, whence didst Thou come, and whither goest Thou? Answer, I pray, for I ask of Thee As one traveller of another." \^Enter the Carpenter, unperceived by Finn.] Carpenter Good day ! Finn [Starting violently.^ Good day! Carpenter It's a fine day. Finn [Gloomily.] It's fine as long as this breeze lasts, but I'm thinking it'll not be long before there's a shower coming over from Badenoch. Carpenter Ay! It's soft; but it'll not be much with the sun where it is. Finn The sun may be as high as it likes, it'll not make much difference to the shadow on my mind. Carpenter What sort of a shadow is on your mind.'* Act II: A Mountain-side 39 Finn A shadow like the one across the breast Of Kinlochleven when the sun goes west. And the Bidean, that great serious Ben, Stoops to consider men. Carpenter That's a long shadow. Finn It's a shadow of crosses and spells and seven fairy fetters of travelling and straying, to be with the one that considers me before I shall eat food, or drink a draught, or close an eye in sleep. Carpenter It's a long shadow, but maybe I can help you to the one that considers you if you'll consider me. Finn What are you good at to help me? Carpenter I am a good carpenter. Finn How good are you at carpentry? Carpenter With three strokes of this axe I can make a large capacious complete ship of the alder-stock over yonder. 40 How Joy was Found Finn [Eagerly.] You are good enough then, carpenter, for I am want- ing a ship To go on this trip. Can you prove me your skill? Carpenter Ay, with a will. [The Carpenter goes to the alder-stock, strikes it with his axe thrice, and, as he says, the ship is ready in the sea waiting for them.] Finn [Delighted.] It is a very beautiful wide ship; what can it do? Carpenter It can take you to the one that considers you, If rightly handled, and, as far's I see. Brings such a one again to you and me. Finn [Eagerly.] Will you lend her to me? Carpenter * [Pawkily.] Ay, if you are willing to engage My brother too for a trifling wage. I'll not can manage her alone. Act II: A Mountain-side 41 Finn [Impatiently.'} Come on! Come on! Call me your brother; He'll do as well as any other. [The Carpenter whistles shrilly on his fingers, and the Tracker enters.} Carpenter You're wanted for the boat the now; He needs you at the bow. Tracker [To Finn.} What is your willt Finn What are you good at? Tracker I am a good tracker. Finn How good are you at tracking.^ Tracker I can track the wild duck over the crests of the nine waves within nine days. Finn Then you are good enough to track The one that considers me, and bring him back. 42 How Joy was Found Tracker That will I blindfold; But I need another to hold The tiller, in case we're called to the sheets together. Call me that man there, coming across the heather. [The Gripper is seen approaching over the hill-side.] Gripper Good day! Finn Good day! What are you good at? Gripper I am a good gripper. Finn How good are you? Gripper The hold I once get I will not let go until my two arms come from my shoulder, or until my hold comes with me. Finn Then you are good enough to hold until The one that considers me comes with your hold ? Gripper That will I, sitting still; But as my hand's apt to grow cold, Act II: A Mountain-side 43 I'll need that lassie there to keep my mind Off thinking of it. [The Climber has suddenly swung herself down by a golden rope at Finn's side.] Finn [Astonished.] Why, how did you find Your way down here? [He takes off his cap politely.] Climber I climbed down. Finn [Aside.] I don't see any stair. I wonder if she's quite all there! Climber [Answering his thought.] No, just at present I am mostly here. Finn [Aside.] Her answer isn't very clear. [Aloud.] And what are you good at? Climber I am a good climber. 44 How Joy was Found Finn I see that. How good are you at climbing? Climber I could climb on a filament of silk to the stars if you were to tie it there. Finn [Looking at her dreamily.] Will you be good enough then^ please^ to stare Into each star and tell me if He's there. [He collects himself, and adds hastily,] The one that considers me, I mean. Climber I'll be your go-between With pleasure, but I'm young to come alone; Call me that woman there as a chaperon. [The Thief and the Listener have entered hand in hand. Finn becJcons to the Thief, taking off his cap again politely.] Finn What are you good at, dame? Thief I am a good thief. Finn How good are you at thieving? Act II: A Mountain-side 45 Thief I can steal the egg from the heron while her two eyes are looking at me. Finn Then if you'll come with me and steal The one that considers me, I'll feel Greatly obliged to you, there is no doubt. Thief I'll take you by a pretty roundabout If you are also able to employ My boy. Finn What is he good at? Listener I am a good listener. Finn How good are you at listening? Listener I can hear what the people are saying at the ex- tremity of the uttermost world. Finn You are good enough, then. Maybe you can hear Whether the one that considers me is near? 46 How Joy was Found Listener [Putting his hand to his ear,^ You're very hot! [Finn, who has been standing beside the Climber, moves forward hastily. 1^ No, now you're colder! I'll find Him ere I am much older, Only some people are so narrow, I'll need that man with the bow and arrow [Enter Marksman.'] To bear me out ere they'll agree That seeing's believing what I see. Finn [To Marksman.] What are you good at? Marksman I am a good marksman. Finn How good are you? Marksman I could hit an egg as far off in the sky as bowstring could send or bow could carry. Act II: A Mountain-side 47 Finn If you can hit the place where He Is hidden who considers me, We need no longer tarry. For I am drawn by an insatiable desire, I am consumed in an impetuous fire. And I am denied all rest Until my quest Is ended. Would that I could find A lodge for my soul^ where I might leave behind All longing for ever, slumbering complete At His feet. Would I could rest in that bright place where I In spirit lie. Its light has cast a shadow on the brow Of this fair "Now." Wliy did He make that garden-place so fair? My soul, a bird, is there, W^ith limed wings fast to that apple-bough. Marksman [Putting his hand kindly on his shoulder.^ Come, then, and let's be gone. Your fellows will come after you anon. [They launch the ship, and the Gripper takes the helm. The Tracker, who is at the bow, is seen telling him now to go this way and now to go that way, and the ship obeys his hand beautifully. The waves begin to rise as the ship gets farther from sight, but the Tracker still finds a smooth path through the waters. The Listener leans over the side, and sings a song as the 48 How Joy was Found boat slips out to sea. It is a wild and beautiful song, haunting f sweet , and long-drawn-out.} Listener's Song I made a little song, and it was true, Though nobody heeded it in the press of things; I left it alone a thousand years, and it grew, And I heard it again one day in the mouth of kings. All as I went I joyed me a mighty joy. They laughed at me; they said: "You're still very young" ; But I knew better than that when I was a boy, And when I was old I found the song I'd sung. ACT III. SCENE 1 A BEAUTIFUL HIGHLAND SHORE: AFTERNOON In the distance up the glen there is seen smoke evi- dently rising from a house hidden somervhere in the trees. In the foreground there are heather and rocks and a beautiful alder-tree with thick foliage. Curlews and sea-gtdls are crying, and a breeze is tossing the rvaves into white horses. At this moment Finn enters, looking rather wretched and storm-tossed. He sits down on a boulder, with a weary sigh. Finn [ Yawning. ] Heigh-ho ! — Hay-hum-harry ! This box is a weary weight to carry. Climber's Voice [Calling from the alder-tree.] I wish you'd let me take a share! Finn [Starting violently, and looking up.] Certainly not! What are you doing up there.'* Climber [Pushing her head out through the leaves.] I went up after a squirrel. 49 50 How Joy was Found : Act III Finn At your age that's not proper for a girl. Climber [Singing.] Oh, to-day I'm twenty- s even ! What delight to rhyme with Heaven ! I'm as happy as can be. Here inside the alder-tree. All my life's a song that flows With the river and the rose. All my life's a song to me Like the lovely alder-tree. All the years I've left behind Are translated in my mind Into something new and free, Like the seed-pod on the tree. All that's past is unforgotten; I have wrapped it up in cotton. Like the larva that I see In the leaf upon the tree. It will grow and change and gather Knowledge of a mind, its Father; Some morning in its glee It will float above the tree. Oh, to-day I'm twenty-seven! Just a little nearer Heaven Scene 1 : A Highland Shore 51 Than I ever used to be When I climbed the alder-tree. For I feel at last that I, Like the larva, change and fly Yet a grander, fuller me. On the self-same alder-tree. Finn [Who has listened with delight to the song.] You're a very eccentric sort of girl. Climber [Coming down hastily. '\ No ! Eccentricity I hate ! It's just a name for off the straight; And, if you'll only pay me more attention. You'll find it's almost too far off to mention. [Finn looks at her doubtfully.] Climber [Coaxingly.] I wish you'd let me take a share Of that old box you're carrying there. Finn [Hastily.] I wouldn't dream of such a thing! Climber Take care ! It needs a stronger piece of string. And if you drop it, that would be a pity; 52 How Joy was Found: Act III It looks as if the contents were so pretty. What is inside it? May I know? Finn Guess ! Climber I can't. It seems to show All bright about the edge. [She tries the weight. '\ I can't see quite What makes it heavy when it looks so light? Finn Tears of all sorts, and colours to suit each eye. Climber Then why Is it so light when it feels such a weight? Finn Oh! that's just Fate. A glint of laughter Getting through each tear A little after. Climber [Clapping her hands.] Oh dear! How beautiful! I've guessed it — a rainbow! You've got a rainbow there, I knew last night the morning would be fair ! Scene 1 : A Highland Shore 53 Finn [Astonished.] How did you guess? Climber I saw the rain-clouds yesterday Coming up Crianlarich way. Black as peat and full of dark. Suddenly God set His mark Over them all in a rainbow. And so I knew The sun was somewhere getting through, And, turning, saw him come Hurriedly over the hills above Tyndrum. [She turns and sees Finn looking at .her with a wistful compression. ] What are you thinking about? Finn Nothing at all. A dream. Climber Look out! They are not what they seem! Finn They're harmless enough. They aren't real. Climber They're made of stuff That's very apt to steal Intact 54 How Joy was Found: Act III Into actual fact. For instance, look at these. [^She points to some mountain pansies in the grass, ^ Finn Explain the connection, please. Climber Don't you see it, sumph ? Finn Umph! They seem to give you a lot of pleasure. Climber l^Sniffing delightedly.^ Yes, without measure. Don't they give it you? Finn Oh! Well enough. Though, as a rule, I think That I prefer a more substantial stuff. Something to eat or drink. Yet somehow now I feel dead beat; I couldn't stand the sight of meat. Climber [Rapturously.] Oh, I could feed On flowers for ever ! Scene 1 : A Highland Shore 55 Finn Well, then, you must be very clever. Climber [Hastily.] Oh no ! there is no need. It happened through a violet's power, For that's my favourite flower. [Shyly, in a burst of sudden confidence.!^ I'll tell you how it came about If you'd care to find out. Finn [Settling himself on the bank.li All right, I don't mind if you do ; But it won't be the same for me as you. Climber [Sitting up and clasping her hands round her knees shyly.] I was attracted by a violet. For purple's my favourite colour, and you get Such a delightful perfume out of these When the wind makes a breeze Among the petals. God said: "That settles It. Now she'll come back here Another year. And look for me where she has found her pleasure." I did not measure 56 How Joy was Found : Act III God's far arrangement thus; but sure enough (Since purple's my favourite colour)^ when the puff Of spring cast up her wild young flowery wrack, I looked to see if the violet were blown back. [She begins to lose her self-consciousness. Finn watches her interestedly.^ Sufficient she was there ! I pushed my hair Back from my brow, and on my knees I went To catch her scent. Oh, it was joy I thought would never cloy! And God, who saw me on the grass beside That purple pride, Laughed softly to Himself, and said: "I knew She'd not resist My blue. Now I'll be bound she'll come again next year To find my fragrance here." [She continues with increasing animation, having quite lost all self -consciousness.'] In very deed I came^ But now a flame Of ultra-violet flickered on my thought. It wasn't just the scent that brought Me back like that, nor yet the lovely blue; It was because I felt that God was true. And that was how, having had my attention called To something that came back and never palled, But seemed each year more lovely than the last, I passed Scene 1 : A Highland Shore 57 To looking for the far-off deeper things That God had tucked behind the violet's wings. I said to myself: "This is some sort of sign Of constancy divine. And I expect there must be some such mark Set on our ultimate dark; For we are all just one material here — My heart, the violet clear. [Dreamily, to herself.] Oh! Isn't it delightful thus to grow Together yet apart a little while? God needs this time to shape us to the style Of His eternity, as, strong and slow, The separate shadows of the flowery prime Become one purple deep at evening-time. [She takes a violet in her hands and looks at it. To herself.] Here's all the evidence of things unseen, Delicious substance of a life to be, Where maybe I'll share His identity, And we'll be One to all eternity. Finn Wliat? Climber [Who has forgotten that she is not alone, blushing self- consciously and starting violently.] Nothing! It's not Meant for you to hear. Finn Go on about next year. 58 How Joy was Found: Act III Climber [Very shyly, with averted face.] Well, in the spring I came, with joyous thirst, To find the violet where I found her first; Till, kneeling there one day, I felt my heart Quicken and start. And pushing back the lid, to look within, I saw a thin Long tongue of lavender amid the red. And God knelt there, and spread His strong white hands above the warm, bright stain. And laughed, and said: "I have found faith again On earth." I [She pauses, and adds in a rvhisper.] But I, too much amazed for mirth. Could only gaze and stammer: "Sir, not yet, It was Your violet." [There is silence. The Climber remains with shy averted face.] Finn [After an embarrassed pause.] I don't see how a violet's shown You that. Tell me it all again. Climber [Jumping up, with a nervous laugh.] Oh dear ! I wish I could explain Better. But it's the sort of thing Scene 1 : A Highland Shore 59 You'll have to find alone. I'm off to bring The others. I'll be back in a minute. [She runs away, with a very red face. Finn yanmt, sighs, and, picking a violet, sniffs and sniffs again.^ Finn Delicious ! I believe there's something in it ! \_He puts the violet in his buttonhole.] Even if it isn't much It's something I could almost touch A morsel of just now. [Enter the Listener, whistling, and chipping himself a whistle out of an alder branch.] Finn Hallo! Where are the others? Listener Patching up the boat a bit in smothers Of spray. The wind seems blowing this way. [He waves his hand in the direction in which the Climber has gone.] Still feeling sick.^* Finn Certainly not. I wasn't sick! Listener Oh! I thought that was why Yoii wouldn't come down to tea, When you said you wished we'd let you die. Finn [Hastily.] Certainly not! 60 How Joy was Found : Act III Listener Then why Finn [Hurriedli/.'] There's a sort of spell on me. I can't consider common stuff like tea Until I have found the one that considers me. Listener [^Sympathetically.^ I say! How beastly! Worse than being in love. Finn [Indignantly.^ Not at all! It's not the least the same. Listener [Innocently.] Why} What's the difference.? Finn [Crossly.] Oh;, go away ! How should I know ? Listener Would you like to hear what I heard up above The tree-tops, before I came Out of the wood? Finn [Crossly.] Not unless it's easily understood. Scene 1 : A Highland Shore 61 Listener [Cheerily.] Oh yes! It's the sort of thing that any child could guess. [He begins to pipe a very cheery little tune, and then stops and looks at Finn enquiringly.] Finn [Brightening.] That's not bad. Go on! Listener [Beginning to sing.] Tiravee! Tiravee! Tiravee! The year has heard the spring In far recesses smouldering. Tiravee ! Tiravee ! Tiravee ! The robins sing, Daffadowndillies and lilies And crocuses are hiding, Under the garden abiding, Soon you'll see ! Soon you'll see I Soon you'll see! For along the west border, All in their proper order, Just like last year — Look! — the tops of the snowdrops are here! Tiravee ! Tiravee ! Tiravee ! Oh, how wonderful it is to see The spring again just as she used to be! Showing how the bulbs grow 62 How Joy was Found: Act III Under the ground, Making a sound Where silence lay low. Displaying The beauty of the earth, Saying: "There is no death. For consider the lilies How they grow^ and the daffadowndillies, Underground They have found The spring!" Oh, Robin, sing! Oh, come away and see The tops Of the first snowdrops ! Tiravee ! Tiravee ! Tiravee ! [During the song the others, drawn hy the sound of piping, all begin to come in one hy one, with the excep- tion of the Climber, beginning with the Marksman and ending with the Carpenter, dancing and humming the tune. When the Listener has done they all applaud Mm delightedly, and the Marksman lets fly an arrow seaward.^ Listener [Astonished.'] What's that for? Marksman You hit the mark that time. Listener [Running to looh."] Where? I didn't see! Scene 1 : A Highland Shore 63 Marksman Nobody did but me. Who taught you that song sublime? Listener A robin back there in the wood; I haven't got it very good. Finn You have a very fine ear. Is there anything else you can hear.^ Listener [Putting his ear to the ground and listening intently.'] I can hear the voice of your mother. Finn [Eagerly.] What is she saying? Listener She's saying she's unravelling Your fetters of travelling And straying; She's saying She's sending your father To help you to gather The children he's losing Through none of her choosing. Finn [Bewildered.] Talk sense! 64 How Joy was Found: Act III Listener [Offended.] I do; but it's too immense For you to comprehend With your unenlightened end! [Aside.] There! didn't I tell you she'd send! [At this moment the Climber runs in excitedly.] Climber I've just met a woman in the wood Who says she's losing Her children through none of her choosing, And that you are the only man Who can Help her, if you'll be so very good. Finn [Amazed.] That's what the Big Young Hero said to me This morning, brought him through the strife Of night-watching and tempest of sea ! I wonder who this woman can be? Climber [Eaicitedly.] I believe she is his wife? Finn How is she losing the children? Scene 1 : A Highland Shore 65 Climber She says she's losing them in the night That claps down on men. For a Hand comes in at the window ere it's light, And takes them all away ben. Finn [After a pause.] I can't help that! Climber Yes, she says you can, If you were half a man. Finn Why, what must I be at.'^ Climber She says you must watch through the night Within her house, until you see daylight. Finn [Sighing wearily.] I want my supper now. I really couldn't keep My eyes open; I'm sure I'd go to sleep. Climber [Very earnestly and impressively.] Although she has laid supper in her house. Please do not touch it yet, or you'll arouse The Hand Before you understand How you must use the body to discern 66 How Joy was Found: Act III The proper system of the mind, and learn You were not built like the bewildered moon. To dwindle ere you've found another face, Revolving inwards like an old buffoon, Too much attracted by an earthly grace; But, on a nervous pivot justly hung. Bringing your mind to bear upon the clay. Can turn your sleepy body round among The starry systems of another day; For that is how I think we're meant to gather Her earthly treasure for a Heavenly Father, Till He recall us from her dewy field At evening-time, building a finer bield For souls returning mindful of earth's beauty. Not naked as they came. Finn I'll do my duty If you'll show me the way To the place where I'm to stay. Climber [Delighted.^ All right! We must look sharp as long as there's this light. [She hechons the others to follow.'] Finn [Pausing suddenly. 1 Why, what was that that fell? I believe it was the spell. [He loohs about.'] Scene 2: House of the Earth-Mother 67 I feel hungry enough for two All of a sudden. Aren't you? Climber {^Warningly,^ Noj I had something to eat before I came, And in the morning you will get the same If only now you'll try not to eat double; For if you do we'll all get into trouble. [Ea;it all after the Climber.] ACT III. SCENE 2 THE HOUSE OF THE EARTH-MOTHER I GLOAMING The kitchen of the Earth-M other's house, A big open fire in the middle of the room, with a hole in the thatch above it to let the smoke out. A child asleep in a cradle beside it. The remains of a lavish supper on a table in the corner. The men are all lying about the fire asleep. Finn alone is sitting in a lorn chair drorvsing. The Climber is lying asleep on a settle in the corner, near the Thief, who is sitting quietly watchful by the child. She alone seems wide awake. Finn [Nodding drowsily, starts and falls forward. Shaking himself up, he looks round, rubbing his eyes and yawning.] Heigh-ho ! — Heigh-hum-harry ! This rainbow is a weary job to carry. [Looks round.] No one seems awake that I can see. 68 How Joy was Found: Act III Thief [Quietly. '\ You forget me. Finn [Startled.] Oh! Are you awake? Thief [Quietly.] I'm always awake. Finn Then I can take A nap. Thief [Calmly.] For Heaven's sake Keep awake, Or the child will be taken away in the cap Of the Hand. Finn [Drowsily.] Bother! I don't understand. [Pointing to the Climber.] Even she's sleeping. Thief Yes, she has been weeping. Finn [Uneasy.] Why, whatever's the matter? Scene 2 : House of the Earth-Mother 69 Thief Everything. You've eaten too much. Finn [Defensively.^ Why, I didn't touch More than I ought^ Did I? Thief You took a thought More than she did, that's why You have upset her. Finn [Sulkily.'] I wish to goodness I had never met her. If she's so very easily upset. Thief [Quietly.] I fear she's very childish for her age. It's apt to overbalance her at this stage; She isn't up to all God's ropes as yet. Finn [Crossly.] I thought she said That she could climb upon a thread Up to a star Were I to tie it there. 70 How Joy was Found: Act III Thief Ay! But it needs more care To return so far Trundling the star. [Finn sits silent for a little while, and begins to nod again. At last he rouses himself rvith a start.^ Finn I'm much too plastic; This needs something drastic. [He snatches a brand of rvood from the fire, and thrusts it through the bone of his palm. The Climber immediately starts up in her sleep with a cry of pain.l [Startled.] What's wrong? Why ? Climber [Talking in her sleep, in great distress.] You are in pain! Finn [Defiantly.] Not I! Climber [Half asleep.] You're hurting yourself with trying to keep awake! Finn [Coldly.] You're making a mistake. Scene 2: House of the Earth-Mother 71 Climber [Bewildered and dreamy. 1 Oh, I'm sorry! I thought you called me. Finn [Stoically. 1 No. [The Marksman turns in his sleep with a groan.'\ Climber I beg your pardon. Thief [Quietly. '\ Lie down. If he's in pain I'll call you again. [The Climber lies down again."] Thief sings: I have a lover in my mind, And there I stray. He whispers dreams to me all night; I dream with him all day. We tell each other foreign things, We dream strange dreams, we two; Sometimes he whispers He is God, And I dream I am too. [Finn, nodding, repeats former process. Again the Climber starts up in her sleep with a loud cry of anguish.] 72 How Joy was Found: Act III Climber [As before, talking half in her sleep.'] You are in pain? Finn [Wiping his brow.] Not I, you're dreaming. [The Marksman again groans in his sleep."] Thief [Quietly.] Lie down. If he's in pain I'll call you again. Climber [Bewildered and troubled, still asleep.] I'm very sorry, indeed I meant no harm; I feel as if I were under some sort of charm. [She lies down again.] Thief sings: Love seeketh not a Heaven's delight. If her beloved inhabit there. She is content with outer night. And finds in Hell no deep despair. Yet if the love of God divine Feel lonely Heaven a grave mistake. And say: "Is Hell not also mincf*" Love answers: "Yea, Lord, take." [By this time Finn has fallen quite asleep. The fire dies low. Suddenly a strange light begins to play about Scene 2: House of the Earth-Mother 73 the Climber. She starts up half-arvake, and looJcs round bewildered. Then she speaks to the Thief in an awed whisper. '\ Climber Who called me? Was it you? Thief I have been sitting quietly by the cradle all this time. Climber Inside my brain There's something tugging me, a sort of strain, A terrible wistfulness, my mind's all bruised. Something calls me that is not amused. Is it God? Or is it not God? Thief [Gravely.] It is God. Lie down. He will call you again If He is in pain. [The Climber lies down again. The fire dies quite low, but the radiance about her grows bright and brighter; she alone is left visible. Suddenly, for a moment, as through a veil, the face of the Big Young Hero is seen looking wistfully down on her. She starts up with her hands clasped to her breast, and speaks in an awed whisper.] Climber Did you call me, sir? Hero I sent Finn to call you. 74 How Joy was Found : Act III Climber I heard him. Do you require us both? Hero Yes, urgently; make haste. l^The vision fades, leaving the Climber alone in the midst of a great brightness.'^ Climber [^Whispering.'i Always I have known Thou wert there. But to-night Thou hast revealed Thyself utterly and Thy face is bare. I cannot tell how beautiful Thou art. All of my heart Is radiant with the fierce surprise Of Thine eyes, All of my soul Stands shuddering at her goal. Long ago she knew Thee, yet she feared To name Thee, ever she peered Into the darkness, whispering: "Not mine," To-night she doth divine Wholly, and she is very bold, and boasts, and hath good cheer. Entertaining the love that casts out fear. \_The brightness fades, leaving darkness for a moment, then the fire leaps up again, illuminating the room. The Climber looJcs about her, bervildered with ecstasy.'\ Oh, I have had such a wonderful dream! Why, they all seem To be asleep! . Scene 2: House of the Earth-Mother 75 Thief I am not asleep. [Quietly.] Climber [Radiant.'] Oh, did you see i oay dream? Thief Yes ; I stole it for you. Climber Where did you get it? Thief Out of the mind of God. Climber It was most beautiful; can't you find Another the same ? Thief Yes, from where that one came; But it is not for you. Climber [Disappointed.] Oh! Who's it for? Thief Never mind, You'll find When you make yours come true. 76 How Joy was Found : Act III Climber [^Very eagerly.'] Why^, what must I do? Thief You must make them believe it. You must take it and weave it, By a kind of story, Into actual glory. Climber [Jumping up joyfully.] Where shall I begin? Thief With Finn. Climber [Drawing back nervously.] Oh no, I can't ! He'll think it very queer. I — I haven't got the courage to reveal A dream so very delicate and real. They'll laugh at me. They'll all think I am queer. Thief [Indifferently.] I have nothing to do with fear. Your business is to do just as I tell. Climber [Summoning up all her resolution.] Very well. Scene 2 : House of the Earth-Mother 77 Thief [Quietly.] If you're to carry out God's plan You must pitch into every man. Climber [Trembling with nervousness.] All right! To make my dream come true There's nothing I'm afraid to do. [She runs quickly over to Finn and takes him eagerly by the hand to wake him. He starts awake with a quiver of pain, withdra7ving his hand.] Climber [Overstrained and very nervous.] Oh, are you angry at me.'' Finn [Gently.] Why should I be angry .^ Climber [Shyly.] For — for waking you up. Finn Was I asleep.^ Climber [Nervously.] Yes; but I've brought you something that'll keep You awake for ever. [She laughs nervously.] 78 How Joy was Found : Act III Finn [Politely.'] Never ! What is it? Climber [Shyly.-] N — nothing; just a dream. Finn [EiJiharrassed.] Better keep it to yourself. Dreams are things some folk don't understand. Climber [In distress, catching sight of his hand.] Why, what have you done to your hand? You've burnt it all ! You were in pain, I knew ! I heard you call. Why did you say it wasn't true? Finn [Withdrawing his hand hastily] It's nothing to do with you. Go to sleep again; I never felt the slightest pain. [The Marksman groans in his sleep] Climber [Embarrassed and shy.] Don't you, really? Scene 2: House of the Earth-Mother 79 Finn [Resolutely.^ No. I tell you it's quite numb. Climber [Grieved and awkrvard.'] Then you didn't call me to come? Finn [Turning his head away with a groanl No. I am in no need. [The Marksman groans in his sleep again, Finn turns and looks more attentively at the Climber, hesi- tating. She is pale and overstrained looking.'] [Kindly.'] I really think you ought to feed Yourself up a bit. You're not looking very fit. Climber [Hurriedly.] I was asleep. I'm quite all right. It's just a silly dream. Good night. [Marksman groans.] Be sure you keep awake. [She retreats nervously.] Finn Good night. Be sure you keep Asleep. 80 How Joy was Found: Act III Don't worry about me for any sake; I'm wide enough awake. [The Marksman groans again, and Finn begins to nod heavily even as he speaks.'\ Climber [Ta the thief, bursting into tears.l They won't believe my dream. You've made me feel an awful fool. He's laughing now. I know I seem Quite childish! Thief [Aside.] To keep cool. The best way is by letting off some steam. [To the Climber, very sternly.] The fault was yours. You have betrayed your dream. Climber [Weeps silently for a little, then wipes her eyes and speaks as if to herself.] They tell me that I have my birth Some other where, And though indeed I do not greatly care If this be true or no, I really think it must be partly so; For no one understands me in this house, I am not able all alone to rouse Them up. They just ignore me everywhere. I begin to think that I'm not quite all there. [She sinks her head desperately between her hands.] Scene 2; House of the Earth-Mother 81 Thief [Quietly.] I wasn't laughing at you. Climber [Lifting her head quietly and recovering herself A No, I knew. Thief Perhaps I've left you rather much alone. Climber Oh no! I think I've just outgrown My strength. Thief [Quietly.] Then if you've got that length You've come into your own. Lie down again; I'll call you if he is in pain. Climber No! No! This time I must lie still Unless he comes himself. He'd take it ill If I should offer him a change of diet He's not accustomed to. I must lie quiet Unless he says that he's prepared to try it. [She lies down again. The stage gradually becomes quite dark, as the Thief sings this song.] Thief's Song God gave me a little fire. And, as He did require, I burnt it all away. And He gave me more each day. 82 How Joy was Found: Act III At last to one most dear I denied my fire in fear. And now the light's gone out, And God's nowhere about. lAt this moment the eight-day clock in the corner of the room strikes twelve slowly, and a great Hand comes in at the hole in the centre of the roof. All have fallen asleep except the Thief. She springs up with a cry and shakes the Climber, who does not stir, but all the others start up, and Finn calls loudly on the Gripper, who lays hold on the Hand and takes it in to the two eyebrows at the chimney. The Hand gives a pull on the Gripper, and takes him out to the top of his two shoulders. The Gripper gives another pull on the Hand and brings it in to the neck. The Hand gives a pull on the Gripper, and brings him out to the very middle. The Gripper gives a pull on the Hand, and brings it in over the two armpits. The Hand gives a pull on the Gripper, and takes him out to the smalls of his two feet. Then the Gripper gives a brave pull on the Hand, and it comes out of the shoulder, and when it falls on the floor the pulling of seven geldings is in it. All shout with joy.] Finn [Wiping his brow in unutterable relief. "l What an escape ! I nearly lost the child ! She'd have been wild! I knew I could hold out Without having to shout For aid. [At this moment the Giant, unnoticed, puts in his other hand and takes the child with him in the cap of the hand. It screams, awaking the Climber.'] Scene 2: House of the Earth-Mother 83 Climber Oh! YouVe let it go! You've been asleep,, I know! Finn {^Desperately, with his head in his hands. ^ What a mistake I've made! [Furiously, to the Gripper.'] You fool! Why couldn't you Hold on a little longer? Gripper [Plaintively and with resignation.'] Because I never knew There was another Hand a little stronger. Finn [Frantically, to Marksman.] You that's so good at marking eggs, Why couldn't you tell other folk About the yolk? Marksman [Tranquilly.'] You never asked me, or I would have told. Are you not old Enough — have you not got two legs, A pair of hands, a level Enough head i; (When all is done and said) From which to deduce the devil? Finn [Losing all control.] Liar! It was your duty to tell! ' 84 How Joy was Found: Act III Marksman [Quietly and sorrow fully.'\ Go to Hell. [Finn rushes out. The Climber is all this time kneeling hy the settle with her head buried in her hands, and does not appear to hear anything around her.] Carpenter [Angrily, to Marksman.] Didn't the woman tell her that the Giant Who steals the children was just like a man? If we had known we wouldn't have been so pliant. Marksman [Turning to look at him with a strange smile.] Why didn't you ask her about him? She never can Tell you very much until You ask her of your own free will. Carpenter [Sneeringly.] I don't believe she knew! Marksman [Turning and looking at him.] Don't you? Carpenter [Trying to look him in the face, but getting very red, drops his eyes and mutters.] Well, maybe she did. You needn't make a stir, I don't pretend to understand folk like her. Scene 2: House of the Earth-Mother 85 Marksman [As before.] Don't you? Carpenter [Defiantly and reluctantly.] Well, if I do it's not because I can't. Marksman [As before.] Isn't it? [Silence.] Come, answer me ! Carpenter [Defiantly.] I shan't! Marksman [Letting him go with a contemptuous kick from behind.] Then follow Finn until you've learned compliance. Carpenter [Calling Tracker.] Come on ! Let's show them we've some self-reliance ! Tracker [To Gripper, who is still standing quietly holding the arm he has pulled out.] Come on ! There's no use holding any more To the sneck of that door. [Pointing to arm.] 86 How Joy was Found: Act III Gripper Where are you going? [iJe looks undecided, '[ Tracker There's no knowing, I'm bound to follow him. \Foints to Carpenter. 1 Gripper ^Looking round doubtfully. 1 The light is very dim. Where is he taking us? Carpenter [Pulling him by the collar.'] Come on without any more fuss. Tracker [Pulling at the Hand.] Drop it, I say, drop it! Marksman [Intervening sternly.] Stop it! [The Tracker and the Carpenter fling out after Finn.] Thief [To Marksman.] I'll follow them. I musn't be inhuman. They'll certainly get lost without a woman. Scene 2: House of the Earth-Mother 87 Marksman Take care^ they've gone to Hell. Thief {^Quietly indicating the Climber.] Look after this child well, And I will steal all Heaven before you can tell. Listener [Eagerly,] What fun! May I come too? Thief [Pointing to the Climber.] Not yet, she's need of you. [Exit Thief.] Listener [Coming forward and gazing up at the hole in the roof with his hands on his knees.] Well, that was a clean sweep! [To Climber.] I say, don't weep! Marksman [With his finger on his lips.] Hush ! She's saying her prayers ! Listener [Abashed and embarrassed.] Oh, sorry! [He crosses to the window and leans out, and then softly beckons to the Gripper. The Marhsman is sit- ting quietly in Finn's chair by the fire.] 88 How Joy was Found : Act III Listener ITo Gripper, speaking softly not to disturb the Climber. '\ Look at the sky, and that green stretch of clear Behind the Bidean! There's really no night here. \_He sits astride the window whistling softly^ and then begins to sing this song under his breath.} I had a vision of Hope. She came to me Long before morning came^, long ere the day Had folded night in her bosom and gathered away The stars in her brightness; I saw as it were a whiteness Like a shimmer on the sea; Long before morning broke She awoke And came to me. There are some who never see her. There are some who never hear Her whisper at their ear. I was awake and heard Before the thrushes stirred. Deep in her heart she showed me. Long before it was spring, A lovely thing. All the April bulbs unsleeping. Beneath the garden keeping Watch for the dawn. All the eyes of the daisies wide-awake under the lawn. Scene 2 : House of the Earth-Mother 89 There are some who will not trust her. There are some who blindly thrust her Out of sight Into the solitary night. Grievous souls ! They do not know That her lovely sign is true: I listened and I knew. Marksman That's good enough! [Climber springs up lightly. '\ Cumber Why! Where's Finn.^ Listener [Coming down.^ Gone off in the huff While you were saying your prayers. Climber [Desperately^ to Marksman.'] I don't believe it ! Tell me there's No truth in what he said. Marksman [Quietly.'] Yes, for the present, Finn is dead. 90 How Joy was Found: Act III Climber IQuietly steadfast.'] I don't believe it. Marksman He has lost his head. Climber {^Looking round.] Where are the others? Gripper [Sarcastically.] TheyVe followed him like brothers. Climber Has the Thief gone with the rest? Marksman Yes; she thought it best. She said it was inhuman To let them go without a woman. Climber [Radiantly, with upraised face.] Thank you! Listener [To Marksman.] Who's she speaking to? [The Marksman quietly shoots an arrow out of the window.] Scene 2: House of the Earth-Mother 91 Listener Why did you do that? Marksman Being under my protection She looked straight in the right direction. Listener [Who has run to the window to look after the arrow."] I say! They've put off in the boat And left us all behind! Climber [Anxiously. 1 Has Finn got his coat? Listener No; there it is behind The press. Climber Is the Thief there? Listener Yes. Climber Then never mind. [To Gripper."] Come! You must follow And take the tiller, or the sea will swallow Them all. 92 How Joy was Found : Act III Gripper [Plaintively] It's no use; I would fall Without something to grip. Climber Are you afraid to slip If I make fast A rope to the mast? Gripper [Brightening.] Oh no! not if you give me anything To hold to, even the smallest bit of string. But how will you get over there .^ It's far too rough to swim. Take care! Climber [To Listener.] Can you hear What the Thief is saying.^ Listener [Putting his ear to the ground and listening intently.] I rather think she's praying. Climber [Clapping her hands delightedly.] Then come along^ the danger's past, IVe tied a life-line to the mast! [Exit all running eagerly, the Climber carrying Finn's coat.] Scene 3: At Sea 93 ACT III. SCENE S AT sea: sunset A stormy dark sunset, late in the gloaming. The ship is seen tossing wildly on a tempestuous sea. The Thief is sitting quietly in the stern with her head bowed; her face is invisible. The Carpenter and the Tracker are whimpering on the floor. Finn is alone at the helm, but the waves are driving the boat about at their mercy. Carpenter [Terrified, from bottom of boat.] I don't believe this boat is sound. Tracker [Blubbering with terror.] Boohoo! Boohoo! We's all going to be drowned! [Clutches Finn's legs.] Finn [Spurning him suddenly.] Be quiet^ you fool ! [The Tracker collapses howling in a corner.] Carpenter Cheer up ! You'll soon be able to keep cool. [A great shower of spray comes over and drenches them. The Tracker cries despairingly.] Carpenter [To Finn.] I had a sense of something due 94 How Joy was Found: Act III To someone^ though I scare kent who. And like a fool I lent my ship to you. Although I made her at my own expense I thought you had a little common sense. Didn't I tell you she was bound To carry you quite safe and sound From earth to Heaven, if you could handle Her properly. It's a fair scandal To see the way you hold the tiller. You'll sink her. Look! You'll sink and fill her! [The skip heels and dips, the Tracker yells again, and even the Carpenter gasps and moans.'] I thought that she would even carry God back again to earth to tarry. Oh! If she'd had another master Than you, she would have got on faster. But with this God-forsaken mind No other body could I find. Tracker [To Carpenter, blubbering.'] I'd like to tell you what I think Of you. Carpenter I jalouse we must sink Our differences for a little; This boat won't stand it, she's too brittle. [The boat gives a rvild lurch and appears to founder » Both cry wildly to Finn. The Tracker clutches the Thief's knees, weeping loudly.] Scene 3 : At Sea 95 Thief [Quietly.'} Have patience! Finn [Looking desperately up to the sky.} If there is any Truth in what she said. If there is any Hope that answers prayer, If there is any Faith beyond her share That stretches nervous from a lovelier Head Than ours, and quickens in the brighter dead, I summon all my strong human emotion To stir that Brain to feel what I am feeling. And rouse a Thought of which I had no notion Into consideration of my healing. For though my mind is smaller than That Other I have enough of sense to call it Brother If It be there at all. If It be there. [At his words a golden life-line is suddenly whirled on board and falls at his feet. The Carpenter and the Tracker cry wildly: *'A rope! A rope! Oh, make it fast!"] Thief [With a sigh of relief.} The danger's past! [She runs hurriedly and makes the rope fast to the mast, while Finn remains gazing at it as if dazed. In a moment the Climber is seen swinging along it, imme- diately followed by the Gripper, the Listener, and the Marksman. Finn remains as if spellbound, while the Gripper runs to the tiller, seises it from him, and turns the boat completely round.} 96 How Joy was Found: Act III Finn [To himself, as if bewildered.^ This is more than any sense deserves! Climber [Shaking her head at him.^ Fancy going off like that in an open boat Without your coat! Your state of mind is preying on my nerves. [She helps him into his coat, which he submits to passively, gazing at her as if dazed; then suddenly fall- ing an his knees, he snatches her hand, crying exultantly — ] Finn Before the sun shall rise upon the land I'll shake all darkness by this other hand! [The storm gradually abates, and as the ship slips away the Gripper leans back against the tiller and sings J] Gripper's Song I saw above the straining shrouds No rift nor hint of dawn, I saw no light beyond the clouds. But still I carried on. I saw the end of the world, Dear Heart, And I believed it true, But still I held to my small part. And so she carried through. ACT IV THE giant's castle: midnight In a dim twilight of stars a castle is seen upon a rock. It is thatched with eel-skins, and there appears to be neither door nor window. The dark figures of Finn, the Climber, the Thief, the Marksman, and the Listener are presently seen stealing softly over the rocks. The other three have evidently remained with the boat. They talk in whispers. Finn [To Climber.'] Is this the place? I believe so. Climber Finn It's very dark, I cannot see your face. Hark! What is it? Listener Finn [Nervously.] 97 98 How Joy was Found Listener I hear something inside. It sounds like children's voices. Have you tried The door? Finn There isn't any door. Listener [Positively. '\ I really hear Something, I don't know what. It sounds quite near. Climber If there's no front door there must be a stair, I'm certain he has put the child in there; And since it must have got inside somehow, I rather think the door is in the brow. At any rate, I'm going to climb and see. Finn [Ana;iousli/.'] Take care! The thatch is very slippery! Listener [Cheer fully.'i If there*s a way in, then there is no doubt There must be just the same way to get out. [The Climber's figure is soon dimly seen silhouetted on the roof against the stars."] Act IV: The Giant's Castle Climber [With a delighted exclamation.'} Just as I thought! Finn [Nervously,'] What? Climber I've found a door just where I thought. Finn Can you open it? Climber Oh yes, there's not Much difficulty there,, It comes away with prayer. [She is seen kneeling.] Finn What's that you're saying? Listener Be quiet! Can't you see she's praying? Climber [Presently.] It's opening up! Finn [Eagerly.] What is inside? 99 100 How Joy was Found Climber I'm looking, but I haven't tried My eyes yet in a night so deep. [She calls down softly presently.] The Giant is sound asleep! Finn Oh! Can you see if he's still got the child Inside the cap Of the other hand? Climber [Delighted.] It's there ! It's still taking its little nap ! Finn [Desperately.] If only I were strong enough to creep Inside and steal it while he is asleep! But with this heavy box I can't get up. Listener Why don't you throw it away then altogether? Finn [Arrested.] I wonder if I could? I don't know whether — Act IV: The Giant's Castle 101 Climber [Calling dorvn.~\ There's a dog here too besides, and a little pup ! Finn Abominable! They're sure to bark. Listener [Delighted.'\ I say! A puppy! What a lark! Please try and get it for me. Hark! Finn [Nervously.'] What is it.?* Listener I hear the Giant coming up out of his sleep. You must be quick, Or else you'll stick. Thief [To Climber.] I'm almost certain I could creep And steal the child while he is sleeping, Only I'm rather old to do much leaping; You'd have to carry me a bit. And let me gently down to it. 102 How Joy was Found Climber All right! There is no difficulty there. With your support I could go anywhere. l^She swings down, takes the Thief on her bach, and is presently seen on the roof letting her gently down inside the castle. The Climber is seen again kneeling.'\ Finn [Anxiously, from below. '\ Oh dear ! How slow she is ! It's very dark. Why is she delaying.^ Listener Be quiet! Can't you see she's praying? Hark! Finn [Nervously.'] What is it now? Listener [Joyously.] I hear the child coming up out of his sleep. Climber [Calling softly down to the Thief.] It is so deep Inside, I can't see where you are. Listener [Anxiously.] Has she got the puppy? Act IV: The Giant's Castle 103 Climber [Reassuringly. ] She'll get it all right, never fear! Listener [Whispering loudly. '\ Good man! I say! Can You hand it down and let me hold its muzzle? I guess to both of you it is a puzzle To know at present where to put it. And if Finn sees it probably he'll shoot it. Finn [Anxiously^] Has she got the child? I can't endure To wait like this. Climber [A trifle hesitatingly] I think so. I'm not sure. Listener Be quick ! I hear the dog coming up out of her sleep. Thief's voice [From within, faintly.] Oh! Lower me again to Mother Earth, For I in spirit have been called as far As the secret place where her lost children are. 104« How Joy was Found And I now bring them back to second birth. Rescuing both the body and the soul Out of the Hand of death entire and whole, If you are strong enough to bear us back To the same side from which we came. Climber [Reeling with the sudden relaxation of nervous tension^] Alack! I am as wearied as a falling star, I cannot do it alone. [At this moment the Hand is seen emerging from the roof. It grips the Climber and takes her in.'\ Finn [With a frantic cry.^ Where are They? Oh! My God, what shall I do? Marksman Put your finger underneath your wisdom tooth And find what it replies. Finn [Doing «o.] It says that I must tell the truth. Marksman [Sternly.~\ Confess your previous lies ! [Finn hides his face with a groan.^ Act IV: The Giant's Castle 105 Marksman [Gently.] You need fear no disgrace If you will look me in the face, Finn [Trembling.] I'm thinking that there are not many here Can look you in the face without some fear. Marksman [Quietly.'} If you are too shy I cannot help you at all. You must all die. [He turns away.] Finn [Clutching him by the shoulder.] No! No! No! [The Marksman turns and gazes at him. Finn re- mains upright, his eyes riveted on the Marksman's.] Finn [Steadily.] I told her I was wide enough awake. Marksman [Quietly.] That was a great mistake. 106 How Joy was Found Finn I told her I could quite well do Without her aid. Marksman [^Quietli/.l That was untrue. Finn I told her that I did not feel The slightest pain. Her dream was real, [He points to the box.^ For overburdened with this weight Of earthy I was in such a state I really could not recognize Myself reflected in her eyes. I felt in such a deep disgrace I could not look her in the face. So when she brought her dream by and by I put her off. Trying to deny My God, I told a fearful lie. Marksman [Tranquilly. "i She never believed it, and she marked it die Dwindling slowly away As the light grew stronger and the grey Faded for ever from the windows. [He points to the faint line of green, which is now showing on the horizon.] Act IV: The Giant's Castle 107 In the cottages they will soon be putting out all the lamps And going about their work in unreflected light. Finn [Springing up with a cry of joy.^ What! Is it really all right? Marksman [Quietly.] Yes, quite; You've told me all that I require To set you free. Finn [Now a different man.] If God be true no man can be a liar. Come, follow me. Listener Where are you going? Finn [Eagerly and joyously.] I*m going after the Climber, Her point of view's sublimer. I'm going to throw away my bow. [He casts the box from him.] 108 How Joy was Found Mahksman [Picking up the bo^.] Take care, you've not much yet on which to go! Finn [Radiantly.^ I cannot fall, The way she chose is practical! Listener Since you have let her in for this, no doubt You're bound to find a way to get her out. Marksman [Turning on a little electric torch to light Finn.^ It's still a little dark to-night. I've put things in the proper light For you, but it strikes me I'll have to clear up more before you'll see Her way out of the difficulty. [Finn reaches the roof in safety, and calls down anxiously.^ Finn Are you there? Are you there .^ Climber [Calling faintly from rvithin.^ Oh ! Have you come } I knew you'd not be long, I'd noticed you were getting very strong. Act IV: The Giant's Castle 109 He's tied me hand and foot. I cannot move, I've found the Thief and he are hand in glove! Finn No matter! I'm entirely of your mind. I'll find My way inside and get you out just now. Climber [Anxiously.] The door is just behind your brow. Finn [Hitting his forehead.] I've got it! [His figure is seen against the dim twilight kneeling.'] Listener Be quick! I hear the Giant coming up out of his sleep ! [The Hand takes in Finn.] Climber's voice [With a muffled cry of despair.] Too late! Too late! My God, what shall I do? Marksman [Hurriedly, calling from below.] Put your finger under your wisdom tooth and tell me what it replies. 110 How Joy was Found Climber^s voice It says that I must tell the truth! MARKSMAIf [Very sternly.'] What! You as well! Confess your previous lies! Climber's voice It is so dark I cannot see your face, I feel that I'm in very deep disgrace. Alas! I told him that I was asleep! Marksman Your error there was truly very deep. Climber I thought that I was strong enough To return alone. Marksman What utter stuff! Climber [Desperately.] I said I thought he was in pain; The pain was mine, for in my brain I felt a tugging and a stress I could not understand, unless One in the likeness of a man Had summoned me to Heaven. I ran, I climbed, I reached the topmost stair. Act IV: The Giant's Castle 111 And found that I was not all there, For if I'd left the earth behind I should have gone out of my mind. Since God requires a soul and body too To make the substance of His dream come true. I understood God did devise To make this earth His Paradise; I saw our second birth was got Just out of earth by happy thought, But fearful that a Truth so glad Would seem an impudence half-mad, I made him think that God's design Was just a silly dream of mine. Marksman [Quietly.'] He always believed your dream; He marked it grow Out upon his sleep with bewildered joy, Until at last, just like a little boy. He put his hand up in the dark to feel Her face, and found he had touched something real. [He opens the box and takes the rainhom from it.'\ In the cottages they have put out all the lamps. And go about their work in unreflected light. Listener [Excitedly.'\ The Giant is coming up out of his sleep for the last time, and he is bringing the dog with him! 112 How Joy was Found Marksman [Quietli^.] I am not afraid of myself, you need not shout. For I am strong enough to bear them out. [At this moment the Hand rises again from the chim- ney. The Marksman is seen stringing the rainbow and letting fly an arrorv, which transfixes the Hand. There is terrible darkness for a moment, the stars fall from the sky and the moon turns crimson, leaving pitchy night. With a loud crash the walls of the castle fall away, and in a serene silent splendour of purple and crimson the dawn rises over the sea, revealing the Big Young Hero standing upon the rock with the child in his arms. The Climber and Finn are in each other's arms, the Thief is holding the puppy.] Marksman They have all come up out of their sleep for ever! Listener [With a great cry of joy.] I always knew this would happen! She's got the puppy too! ACT V THE GREEN ISLE REALIZED ON EARTH. DAWN The same as Act I, hut this time there is no rainbow haze between, only a great rainbow stretching in the sky across the Hebrides seen in the distance. On a table under the trees the girl has spread all sorts of\ delightful fruits and cakes. She is now decorating it with flowers, and singing as she works. Song I love all lovely things — The dragon-fly's wings. The rainbow and the rain, The light that comes again Joyously like a smile, When for a little while God disposes the night elsewhere. His sun is very fair, i can catch it in my hair. Look! It's there! And there! And there! Oh! the earth's a lovely thing. The mind of a Mighty King, I cannot help but sing. 113 114 How Joy was Found I cannot end my song, God's thought is very long. Many years He took to make The bracken in the brake; He was a long time building The fragrant yellow gilding On the early poplar tree When no eye was there to see. The clouds, the atmosphere, My breath, the water clear. How fair and sweet they are! Oh! hate was very far From God's divine intention When these things He did mention; When He canopied the earth With cloud, and fire, and mirth; When He set the privy shade For the pheasant in the glade; When He built the mossy nest For the wren, His little guest; When He taught the mind of man By its love to find His plan. For no one shall discover His science, save the lover. Oh! Life's a lovely thing. The mind of a Mighty King! Emotion, will, desire. Earth, water, air, and fire, The elements intertwined. Act V: The Green Isle Realized 115 With these He built the mind; The love of green things growing, The shadows they keep throwing Across man's fiery thought Till they're fused and merged and wrought Into the liquid union Of one divine communion With God, Who made his college An earthly place of knowledge. I cannot help but sing, Life's such a lovely thing! The catkin and the willow God's chosen for His pillow. I wonder why He fashioned A Beauty so impassioned; I wonder why it matters Which way the raindrop patters, Or why a God should care To give His creatures share Of this delightful song. His love must be very strong. I cannot end my singing. For still the starling's winging With a straw held in her beak To build in the old tree-peak; And still across the sky The compacted clouds go by; And when God thinks upon it The lily's yellow bonnet 116 How Joy was Found Nid-nods delightfully Beneath the walnut tree. And clear^ and still more clear. In God's mind I read and hear That only Love shall learn The wherefore of flower and fern, That only Love alone Shall live to be full-grown, That merely Love and Wonder Shall bring all Heaven hereunder. [Towards the end of the song the hrown-sailed fish- ing-boat is seen approaching gradually under the rain- horv. As it draws near, Finn and the Big Young Hero are seen in it with the puppy. It touches the shore, at first unperceived of the girl. The Big Young Hero leaps lightly from it, and helps Finn out.'\ Finn [Looking round bewildered.^ I recognize this place. Hero You have been here before. Finn Isn't that the Bidean's face? [Pointing to the distant hills.] Please tell me, for I can't stand any more. [He staggers, but the Hero puts an arm round him.] Act V: The Green Isle Realized 117 There must be some mistake^ I seem To be asleep and yet I am awake. Is this a dream? Hero No, it is real. Put up your hand and feel Her face. Climber [Perceiving him, calls.] The breakfast's ready ;, I have set your place. [Catching sight of Finn she puts her hand to her face with a cry of amazed delight.] It is the man I dreamed about last night ! I didn't know! I'm looking such a sight! I didn't know that you would bring a guest. [She puts her hand up to her head as if she were going to fall, and the Hero puts his other arm round her.] I'll be all right after a little rest. What a beautiful rainbow! [Pointing.] I always knew the morning would be fine. Finn [Putting his hand up in amazement to find the box is gone.] It's mine! How did it get up there.'* 118 How Joy was Found Hero Vou hoisted it on a prayer; The Marksman's left it in the sky to show The right direction to the folk below. The others are not very far behind; Presently they will all be of your mind. [^He points to where, far off under the bow, the sails of Conan's boat are dimly visible on the horizon."] Finn [Wild with delight.'] Oh ! I feel strong enough to turn the moon Right round upon his other face, And I feel ready now to sup The stars up with a spoon. Climber [In an awed whisper, gazing at Finn.] I only know I am aware Of God for ever, everywhere. Hero [Who has still an arm round either, to Finn.] It was the Gate of Heaven that you carried. Now it is time that you and she were married. Since I have found you strong enough to share Her faith that I am more than quite all there. Ask what you will, it shall be given you As your reward. Tell me, what is your due? Act V: The Green Isle Realized 119 Finn [In a whisper.] I am beginning now to understand! Lord, I beseech, help Thou mine other hand. Hero [Leading the two forward to the table, he taJces the Climber's hand and places it in Finn's.] It has spread breakfast in my house for two, The other place was always meant for you; I pray you, warm it at your hearth hereunder. What I have joined let no man put asunder. APPENDIX HOW FINN KEPT HIS CHILDREN FOR THE BIG YOUNG HERO OF THE SHIP AND HOW BRAN WAS FOUND. A day Finn and his men were in the Hunting-hill they killed a great number of deer; and when they were wearied after the chase they sat down on a pleasant green knoll, at the back of the wind and at the face of the sun, where they could see everyone and no one at all could see them. While they were sitting in that place Finn lifted his eyes towards the sea, and saw a ship making straight for the haven beneath the spot on which they were sit- ting. When the ship came to land, a Big Young Hero leaped out of her on the shore, seized her by the bows and drew her up, her own seven lengths, on the green grass, where the eldest son of neither landowner nor of holder of large townland dared mock or gibe at her. Then he ascended the hillside, leaping over the hollows and slanting the knolls, till he reached the spot on which Finn and his men were sitting. He saluted Finn frankly, energetically, fluently; and Finn saluted him with the equivalent of the same words. Finn then asked him whence did he come or what was he wanting.'* He answered Finn that he had come through night-watching and tempest of sea where he was, because he was losing his children, and it had been told him that there was not a man in the world who could keep his children for him but him, Finn, King of the Feinne. And he said to Finn, "I lay on thee, as 121 122 How Joy was Found crosses and spells and seven fairy fetters of travelling and straying^ to be vrith me before thou shalt eat food or drink a draught or close an eye in sleep." Having said this he turned away from them and de- scended the hillside the way he ascended it. When he reached the ship he placed his shoulder against her bow and put her out. He then leaped into her, and departed in the direction he came until they lost sight of him. Finn was now under great heaviness of mind, because the vows had been laid on him, and he must fulfil them or travel onwards until he would die. He knew not whither he should go, or what he should do. But he left farewell with his men, and descended the hillside to the seaside. When he reached that he could not go farther on the way in which he saw the Big Young Hero depart. He therefore began to walk along the shore, but before he had gone very far forward, he saw a company of seven men coming to meet him. When he reached the men he asked the first of them what was he good at? The man answered that he was a good Carpenter. Finn asked him how good was he at carpentry .^ The man said that, with three strokes of his axe he could make a large, capacious, complete ship of the alder stock over j'^onder. "Thou art good enough," said Finn; "thou mayest pass by." He then asked of the second man what was he good at? The man said that he was a good Tracker. "How good art thou?" said Finn. "I can track the wild duck over the crests of the nine waves within nine days," said the man. "Thou art good enough," said Finn; "thou mayest pass by." Then he said to the third man, "What art thou good at?" The man replied that he was a good Gripper. "How good art thou?" "The hold I once get I will not let go until my two arms come from my shoulders or Appendix 123 until my hold comes with me." "Thou art good enough; thou mayest pass by." Then he said to the fourth man, "What art thou good at?" He answered that he was a good Climber. "How good art thou.^" "I can climb on a filament of silk to the stars, although thou wert to tie it there." "Thou art good enough; thou mayest pass by." He then said to the fifth man, "Wliat art thou good at?" He replied that he was a good Thief. "How good art thou?" "I can steal the egg from the heron while her two eyes are looking at me." "Thou art good enough; thou mayest pass by." He asked of the sixth man, "What art thou good at?" He answered that he was a good Listener. "How good art thou?" He said that he could hear what people were saying at the extremity of the Uttermost World (Dom- han Tor). "Thou art good enough; thou mayest pass by." Then he said to the seventh man, "What art thou good at?" He replied that he was a good Marksman. "How good art thou?" "I could hit an egg as far away in the sky as bowstring could send or bow could carry." "Thou art good enough; thou mayest pass by." All this gave Finn great encouragement. He turned round and said to the Carpenter, "Prove thy skill." The Carpenter went where the stock was, and struck it with his axe thrice; and as he had said, the Ship was ready. When Finn saw the Ship ready he ordered his men to put her out. They did that and went on board of her. Finn now ordered the Tracker to go to the bow and prove himself. At the same time he told him that yes- terday a Big Young Hero left yonder haven in his ship and that he wanted to follow the Hero to the place in which he now was. Finn himself went to steer the Ship and they departed. The Tracker was telling him to keep her this way or to keep her that way. They sailed a long time forward without seeing land, but they kept 124 How Joy was Found on their course until evening was approaching. In the gloaming they noticed that land was ahead of them^ and they made straight for it. When they reached the shore they leaped to land and drew up the Ship. Then they noticed a large fine house in the glen above the beach. They took their way up to the house; and when they were nearing it they saw the Big Young Hero coming to meet them. He ran and placed his two arms about Finn's neck and said^, "Darling of all men in the worlds hast thou come?" "If I had been thy darling of all men in the worlds it is not as thou didst leave me that thou wouldst have left me^" said Finn. "Oh^ it was not without a way of coming that I left thee," said the Big Young Hero. "Did I not send a company of seven men to meet thee?" When they reached the house, the Big Young Hero told Finn and his men to go in. They accepted the invitation and found abundance of meat and drink. After they had quenched their hunger and thirst, the Big Young Hero came in where they were, and said to Finn, "Six years from this night, my wife was in child- bed and a child was born to me. As soon as the child came into the world, a large Hand came in at the chim- ney, and took the child with it in the cap (or hollow) of the Hand. Three years from this night the same thing happened. And to-night she is going to be in childbed again. It was told me that thou wert the only man in the world who could keep my children for me, and now I have courage since I have found thee." Finn and his men were tired and sleepy. Finn said to the men that they were to stretch themselves on the floor and that he was going to keep watch. They did as they were told and he remained sitting beside the fire. At last sleep began to come on him; but he had a bar of iron in the fire, and as often as his eyes would begin to close with sleep, he would thrust the bar through the bone of his palm, and that was keeping him awake. Appendix 125 About midnight the woman was delivered, and as soon as the child came into the world the Hand came in at the chimney. Finn called on the Gripper to get up. The Gripper sprang quickly to his feet and laid hold of the Hand. He gave a pull on the Hand, and took it in to the two eyebrows at the chimney. The Hand gave a pull on the Gripper, and took him out to the top of his two shoulders. The Gripper gave another pull on the Hand, and brought it in to the neck. The Hand gave a pull on the Gripper, and brought him out to the very middle. The Gripper gave a pull on the Hand and took it in over the two armpits. The Hand gave a pull on the Gripper and took him out to the smalls of his two feet. Then the Gripper gave a^ brave pull on the Hand, and it came out of the shoulder. And when it fell on the floor the pulling of seven geld- ings was in it. But the big Giant outside put in the other hand and took the child with him in the cap of the Hand. They were all very sorry that they lost the child. But Finn said, "We will not yield to this yet. I and my men will go away after the Hand before a sun shall rise on a dwelling to-morrow." At break of dawn Finn and his men turned out, and reached the beach where they had left the Ship. They launched the Ship, and leaped on board of her. The Tracker went to the bow, and Finn went to steer her. They departed, and now and again the Tracker would cry to Finn to keep her in that direction, or to keep her in this direction. They sailed onward a long distance without seeing anything before them, except the great sea. At the going down of the sun, Finn no- ticed a black spot in the ocean ahead of them. He thought it too little for an island and too large for a bird, but he made straight for it ; and it was a rock, and a Castle thatched with eel-skins was on its top. They landed on the rock. They looked about the 126 How Joy was Found Castle but they saw neither window nor door at which they could get in. At last they noticed that it was on the roof the door was. They did not know how they could get up, because the thatch was so slippery. But the Climber cried, "Let me over and I will not be long in climbing it." He sprang quickly towards the Castle and in an instant was on its roof. He looked in at the door, and after taking particular notice of everything that he saw, he descended where the rest were waiting. Finn asked of him what did he see? He said that he saw a big Giant lying on a bed, a silk covering over him and a satin covering under him, and his hand stretched out and an infant asleep in the cap of the Hand; that he saw two boys on the floor playing with shinties of gold and a ball of silver ; and that there was a very large deer-hound bitch lying beside the fire, 'and two pups sucking her. Then said Finn, "I do not know how we shall get them out." The Thief answered and said, "If I get in I will not be long putting them out." The Climber said, "Come on my back and I will take thee up to the door." The Thief did as he was told and got into the Castle. Instantly he began to prove his skill. The first thing he put out was the child that was in the cap of the Hand. He then put out the two boys who were playing on the floor. He then stole the silk covering that was over the Giant and the satin covering that was under him, and put them out. Then he put out the shinties of gold and the ball of silver. He then stole the two pups that were sucking the bitch beside the fire. These were the most valuable things which he saw inside. He left the Giant asleep and turned out. They placed the things which the Thief stole in the Ship and departed. They were but a short time sailing when the Listener stood up and said, " 'Tis I who am hearing him, 'tis I who am listening to him!" "What art thou hearing?" said Finn. "He has just awakened," Appendix 127 said the Listener, "and missed everything that was stolen from him. He is in great wrath sending away the Bitch, and saying to her if she will not go that he will go himself. But it is the Bitch that is going." In a short time they looked behind them and saw the Bitch coming swimming. She was cleaving the sea on each side of her in red sparks of fire. They were seized with fear, and said that they did not know what they should do. But Finn considered, and then told them to throw out one of the pups ; perhaps when she would see the pup drowning she would return with it. They threw out the pup, and as Finn said, it happened; the Bitch returned with the pup. This left them at the time pleased. But shortly after that the Listener arose trembling, and said, " 'Tis I who am hearing him, 'tis I who am listening to him!" "What art thou saying now.?" said Finn. "He is sending away the Bitch, and since she will not go he is coming himself." Wlien they heard this their eye was always behind them. At last they saw him coming, and the great sea reached not beyond his haunches. They were seized with fear and great horror, for they knew not what they should do. But Finn thought of his knowledge set of teeth, and having put his finger under it, found out that the Giant was immortal except in a mole which was in a hollow of his palm. The Marksman then stood up and said, "If I get one look of it I will have him." The Giant came walking forward through the sea to the side of the Ship. Then he lifted up his hand to seize the top of the mast, in order to sink the Ship. But when the Hand was on high the Marksman noticed the mole, and he let an arrow off in its direction. The arrow struck the Giant in the death-spot and he fell dead on the sea. They were now very happy, for there was nothing before them to make them afraid. They put about and sailed back to the Castle. The Thief stole 128 How Joy was Found the pup again, and they took it with them along with the one they had. After that they returned to the place of the Big Young Hero. When they reached the Haven they leaped on land and drew up the Ship on dry ground. Then Finn went away with the family of the Big Young Hero and with everything which he and his men took out of the Castle to the fine house of the Big Young Hero. The Big Young Hero met him coming, and when he saw his children he went on his two knees to Finn and said, "What now is thy reward?" Finn answered and said that he was asking nothing but his choice of the two pups which they took from the Castle. The Big Young Hero said that he would get that and a great deal more if he would ask it. But Finn wanted nothing except the pup. This pup was Bran, and his brother, that the Big Young Hero got, was the Grey Dog. The Big Young Hero took Finn and his men into his house and made for them a great joyous merry feast, which was kept up for a year and a day, and if the last day was not the best it was not the worst. That is how Finn kept his children for the Big Young Hero of the Ship and how Bran was found. Waifs and Strays of Celtic Tradition. Argyll- shire series. Rev. J. Macdougall. wjjwuff -* LIBRARY OF CONRRfqc U 01 6