PS 3503 .13 U5 1916 Copy 1 %^^i^ THE ^ MNDIRSTANDING HILLS LIVINGSTON L,BIDDLE Class _ Book_.r__ JJ CfOPXRiGirr DEPosni 211;^ Hlttb^ratanJutng Sftlla And Other Poems BY LIVINGSTON LUDLOW BIDDLE NEW YORK 1916 \ \} Copyright, 1916 By DODD, mead AND COMPANY, INC. ocrsi I9IS ©a.A445400 Certain poems herein are, with the permis- sion of the editors, reprinted from Ainslee^s, Munsey's Magazine, The Bookman^ Scribner's Magazine and Lippincott^ s Magazine, to whom the author desires to express his acknowledg- ments. CONTENTS PAGE The Understanding Hills i A Spring Idyll 4 In a Pine Forest 6 The Taj Mahal 7 The Birth of Love 14 To One Who Sailed Away 16 The Witches' Revenge 18 To One Beloved 19 Lines and What Lies Between .... 20 To the North Wind in Winter . . . .21 To THE South Wind as Winter Ends . . 25 Because of Thee .... .... 28 Memories 30 To A Loved One 31 Nature's Secret 32 * Letters and Art 33 The Difference 41 Belief 43 To A Wild Rose 44 In a Mirror 45 Three Questions 46 *This poem was written to be read before the ^ B K society at the annual meeting held in Philadelphia, December, 1915. [vii] To Those Who Vigil Keep 48 In a Garden 49 Sunset and Thunder Clouds 50 Beneath a Window 51 The Scent of Roses 52 The Island of Forgetfulness 53 The Sea 56 As a Mirror — so My Heart 61 To A Violet 62 How Different 63 Autumn (After the First Frost) ... 65 The Witching Hour 69 The Sea Wolves 71 The Tennis Match 74 At Parting 76 Dawn in June 78 When a Loved One Is Near 81 To A Star 83 Youth and Old Age 84 In June 86 To Mount Ararat 87 The White Rose's Mission 89 To THE Four Winds 90 To One Away 93 To One Departed 94 Comparison 97 The Story of a Rose 98 To One Absent 100 How Strange It Seems loi The Abandoned Home 102 Yesterday and To-day no [ viii ] The Mysterious Woman iii Then and Now 113 Why? 115 Impossibilities 117 The Submarine 118 Association 120 The Wedding March from Lohengrin . .122 The Greek Islands 124 Snow-Flakes 127 The River 128 Do Dreams Come True ? 132 At Sunset I33 At Dusk 134 Always i37 Early November 138 The Valley of Departed Days . . . .140 [ix] SIIfF 3lttJi?r0taniiitttg ^xllsi THE UNDERSTANDING HILLS YOU who are torn in spirit and in mind, Whose soul the cup of grief has drained To its last, bitter dregs, When the first poignant shock has waned Leaving you weak yet filled with strange de- spair, Weep not since weeping must be vain But go you up in the high hills Just ere the coming of the rain. Watch you the gathering clouds of storm Brooding from crest to crest And blotting out each towering peak's grim form Then suddenly their shifting shapes unite And with unbroken front advance To pour their sodden might Upon the face of Nature. All the world Now blighted doth appear and glooms with shades of night. [ I ] Yet, though the world you watch at darkest seems, Know that those hills which In the distance lie Already may from tempest's wrath be freed, Already may be basking 'neath a friendly sky. Wait but a little while And where you watch will from its gloom emerge — As swiftly widening rifts in western heavens smile, As golden waves of sunlight then re-surge Over each stricken thing which soon they purge Of black despair and sullen hopelessness. The world, with joys re-found, is glad once more, Forgetting things which grieve through things which bless. [ 2 ] You who are torn In spirit and In mind, Yes — go you up among the understanding hills For oft, when falls all else, those wounds kind nature heals. And In each aching heart her peace Instils. [ 3 ] A SPRING IDYLL A CLOUDLESS sky o'erhead, a genial sun Filtering its gleaming, amber rays Through branches and the newly-budding leaves, Dappling the forest floor for our enchanted gaze With shadows and with patches of bright gold. In the mild air the smell of earth and earthy mold And scent of tiny blooms awakened by the lays Of murmuring streams which onward madly race Singing of their release from winter's chill em- brace. A West wind whispers softly through the trees, [ 4 ] A drowsy hum of bees comes from the new-born flowers And thrushes chant their tuneful litanies From the green gloom of hidden, leafy bowers. [ 5 ] IN A PINE FOREST I WANDERED, lonely, 'mid the murmur- ing pines. Lonely, because my loved one was away. Lonely though all the forest seemed to sing With joy of flowers and birds and magic spring. Then suddenly my loneliness was gone As goes black night at coming of the dawn. For in the nodding form of each fair flower The image of my loved one was revealed And in the West wind's sighing through each tree I heard my loved one whispering to me. [ 6 ] F THE TAJ MAHAL AR, far from here beyond all Western seas I know a land where every passing breeze Wafts to me ancient lore and histories Voicing its tales through whisperings of the trees. Their leafy tongues respond to each caress Now murmuring low of rulers and their queens Who lived and saw and loved and died — ah yes, For death from kings a harvest also gleans. But when come tempests and wild storm winds blow, They moan strange tales of famine, plague or blight, Of secret murders, war and wide-spread woe, For this is India whereof I write. [ 7 ] In this far land there Is a tomb so fair That those who view Its wondrous loveliness Are held spell-bound, forgetting every care While grief and pain grow for the moment less. Built by the mighty Shah Jehan it stands Of love's great power convincing monument; Though of an age and living In those lands Where men took many wives, he was content With only one. But so adored was she That, when death claimed her, single he re- mained For all his days and in her memory Took oath that, ere his reign had waned, He would erect a tomb which should outlast In beauty and In perfect symmetry All tombs of years to come, of ages past. I 8 ] Better that we forget the cruelty, The suffering endured by countless slaves Who for long, weary months did toil and sweat. Yes — even finding through this work their graves : The architect lest he should e'er beget Another wonder-child that might compare Was robbed of eyes. All this we must forget Since most great things to which the world falls heir Are consummated only when a debt Of pain or death or sorrow has been paid. Few men who wrought with pen and conquer- ing sword Have traced more lastingly with ink or blade Upon the sands of time, their names' record [ 9 ] Than this frail woman whose distinction lay But through her being able to Inspire A love which knew not how or wished to stray E'en after perished was its heart's desire. 'Mid shrubbery and trees this fair tomb lies, Along an entering path white fountains play, A pearl set in the turquoise of rare skies And emeralds, thus it seems to one by day. Within, reign solemn stillness and gray gloom, Attendants, silent-footed, vigil keep And scatter o'er two graves the jasmine's bloom Where now a man and wife sleep their last sleep ; For after death, his wishes were obeyed. The Shah Jehan was laid beside his love. Upon request and If a trifle paid Some guardian chants soft notes; dim heights above [ lo ] Take up the sounds each depth re-echoing Till sweet, low chords are filtered downward when, Like music of some heavenly choir, these ring Then die away as dies a hushed amen. At dusk most lovely is the tomb to me: White marble walls with precious stones in- laid Take on the tint of ancient ivory As the rich, golden light begins to fade; A bit of carving o'er the Western door Appearing almost like some rare, old lace. The sun still lingering as though it forebore To leave such an attractive resting-place. More human now It seems and less apart As if a gentle mother who doth hark To her sad children with kind, pitying heart. And now the sky Is swiftly growing dark For twilight here lasts but a moment brief; [ II ] Dim, dimmer still those fairy outlines show, One hears the patter of some falling leaf Or just a near-by fountain's rythmic flow. All else is wrapped in silence tense, profound. More ghostly looms the tomb in this weird light As though some mist-like curtain fell around, A warning vanguard of approaching night. Then soon black darkness creeps out from its lair To stretch forth and envelop everything. A sudden chill pervades the evening air Yet long I sit there idly pondering On love, its wondrous joys. Its bitter pain. Does all the bliss for its griefs compensate? E'en while I muse the blackness yields again, For now there comes a moon to dissipate [ 12 ] The mists and lo ! that white, pure sepulchre Gleams out once more ethereal, shimmering, A silent but convincing arbiter. An answer to my thoughts and questioning. [ 13 ] L THE BIRTH OF LOVE OVE comes to some as comes the rising sun In tropic lands where momentary dawn Gives briefest warning of a day begun And scarce are stars behind their veils with- drawn When, bold, Impetuous mounts this ball of light O'erwhelming night as upward now it darts. Just so this passion-love, born of first sight, O'erwhelms with sudden rush some human hearts. To others, love comes as the evening star When we sit at the close of day and gaze With weary eyes fixed on the heavens afar. Vast, opalescent dome kissed by pale rays Of a fast waning sun. We stare and stare Yet view naught save a vacant wall of sky Which shades to hue of sapphires as the air [ 14 ] Is tinged with sudden chill and from on high Down slides the fiery orb behind gray hills, Into sad valleys of gone yesterdays. Lulled by a peace which this fair scene in- stils, We droop our lids, perchance, like one who prays, Just for the briefest count, and now behold ! When once again we look that darkening wall Is bare no more; a twinkling point of gold. Still pale and vague but quite defined withal, Peeps forth at us in bashful loveliness. This waxing star was surely there before As were the loves of some who little guess E'en their Incipient births until the door Of lonely hearts has long been left ajar. And so, as with this child of twilight skies, Those loves, which yearning hearts may not debar. Are oft long gazed at with unseeing eyes. [ IS ] TO ONE WHO SAILED AWAY HOW sinks the heart and falls When to far lands we watch depart some ship That bears one loved till, fading out, Its sails Below the sky line dip. Then still we gaze and gaze Towards where their ship was swallowed In the main, Yet knowing well that for long, weary days Our gazing must be vain. [ i6 ] Most eyes are dimmed by tears; Some men weep not, but is their grief the less? For to each inner soul come nameless fears And ah ! such loneliness. O ship, swift blow the wind That wafts thee far, so earlier be thy start For havens here with one beloved to find The haven of a heart. [ 17 ] THE WITCHES' REVENGE DEEP In the Southern forests' eerie, mid- night gloom, When lightning flashes and thunder crashes They ride, each on a broom, Great witches gaunt with eyes that haunt, Foul lips that shriek of doom. As each one dashes by, the branches catch her hair And this attaches In queer, gray patches. You see them everywhere. Such branches die and shrivel dry. The wItch-haIr still clings there. [ i8 ] TO ONE BELOVED AS chill, gray mists of early morn All vanish at the sun's caress, So flee my cares do I but see Thy loveliness. Yet fairest flowers. If deprived Of moisture or God-given dew, Must surely perish; likewise I If robbed of you. [ 19 ] LINES AND WHAT LIES BETWEEN LOOK with the magic of thine eyes On these dull lines then thou must see A wealth of words between them lies, Words traced in love from me to thee. For each one that defined doth grow I pray thee from thy heart to send Me back a thought so I may know That thou dost surely comprehend. [ 20 ] TO THE NORTH WIND IN WINTER WIND of the North! Wind from the land of everlasting snows ! What are the weird, wild sounds You bear upon your wintry blast; Are they some un-stilled echoes of your cradle song? Was it 'mid frigid cliffs of glaciers gaunt and bleak, Beneath a shuddering sky which knows no sun, That you were given birth. Or in dank, brooding caverns vast, ice-walled. Reverberating with the wail Of subterranean seas? [ 21 ] At your command, Behold ! great rivers check their onward flow And lakes and pools are cased in cloaks of cry- stal mail. Each, fettered by the icy bonds you weld, Must sleep until there comes a vernal sun Whose rays contain the dissipating key. And do you lonely grow, at times. Your dreaded sister of the East Is summoned from her fog-encumbered skies; At touch of your chill breath Her veil of mist to veil of snow is changed. Then, with a potency two-fold. Together you assail and flay a cowering world. Great forests are laid low, great ships de- stroyed, [ 22 ] God's handiwork and man's — and men them- selves — While over all, The maimed, the slain, you drop a blinding shroud To mask your wanton deeds. Blow, mighty North Wind, blow Across the Arctic Seas, Through valleys, over hills, to the abodes of man. Roar down our chimneys and with sudden gusts Dash salvos of harsh sleet against the window panes And make us draw more closely 'round the hearth, [ 23 ] Thankful to fate That we are warm and safe Inside. But, when In kindlier mood, As part atonement for your cruelty. Spread fertilising blankets o'er the planted fields. The thirst of drought-parched springs assuage And weave for our wondering eyes with mys- tic snow On bush, on tree, on those same window panes Fantastic figures which outvie. In magic of design, the very stars. [ 24 ] TO THE SOUTH WIND AS WINTER ENDS WIND of the South! Wind from the lands of sunshine and of flowers! How softly now you kiss the thawing fields, Stirring each sleeping thing and bidding it awake, Crooning through fir and pine. Through every bush and tree, Your resurrection song. Behold ! At your approach, the ice and snow Which long have shackled fast the passive earth. Swift disappear, The cloak of faded brown that lies beneath, Changing in turn to one of living green As every plant gives heed And bares frail, verdant shoots to your caress. [ 25 ] The long-stilled waters of small brooks and pools, Of lakes, of rivers, burst the crystal film Which binds with chill, monotonous embrace. Then soon these waters once again resume Their various play and happy murmurlngs While in their mirror surfaces We watch the lazy clouds go sailing by. In these same waters, too. The sun, deprived of them for many a day. His glowing face may lave; The stars and moon A thirst, too long endured, this night may sat- isfy. Blow, balmy South Wind, blow From far-off tropic seas, Through forests carpeted with giant ferns And strange, exotic blooms Which thrive but In the Impenetrable shade; [ 26 ] Where gorgeous butterflies drift to and fro Seeming like bits of rainbows given life. Blow through broad groves of stately palms And stoop sometimes to moisten parched lips In lily-covered lakes. Then, wafting on your healing, amorous blast Perfumes from each place visited, Steal through our windows in the early dawn, Bringing the Sleeper treasure-dreams Of Springs already past, Bringing to those who lie with wakeful eyes A fragrant promise of glad Springs to come. [ 27 ] BECAUSE OF THEE BECAUSE of thee, Things which to me were meaningless before I now can view with comprehending eyes; The forest gives me of its secret lore And nature bares her hidden mysteries. Because of thee, Music I scarce gave ear to in past years Now charms and thrills me with a mystic power And sometimes brings to eyes strange, sudden tears Or makes me heedless of the fleeting hour. [ 28 ] Because of thee, At dawn the heavens gleam with hues more rare, More beauty In the sun-set skies 1 see, The flowers grow more fragrant and more fair, The whole world seems more wonderful to me. [ 29 ] MEMORIES , HOW sad at times seem recollected words, Words that were murmured with our loved one's fleeting breath, And sad the memory of a last caress ; Who IS it calls thee kind, O death? How sad is just an empty, little glove Which still retains the fragrance of a van- ished hand, The haunting odor of some favorite flower, The sudden end of things we planned. And ah! how sad is music or a song Dear to those gone before, whose words and strains remind; Echoes from lands of all that might have been; O death, I ne'er could call thee kind! [ 30 ] F TO A LOVED ONE AIR as the vision of a summer moon Reflected on the bosom of an inland sea Or of bright stars viewed near the edge of thunder clouds, Thou art so fair to me. Dear as the memories of days gone by, Days when I knew not pain or e'en a single tear. Of gladdest dreams and things most treasured In past years, To me thou art so dear. Sweet as the fragrance of arbutus blooms Which trail in mossy nooks and thrive from man apart Or of a full-blown orchard visited at dusk. So sweet to me thou art. [ 31 ] NATURE'S SECRET FOR ages men have sought in vain to learn Of Alchemy the secret; how to turn Plain silver into gold, One thing into another of a greater worth. But nature still the answer doth withhold Though flaunting her own power through methods manifold; For as the sun up-mounts the sky each morn, Where moon-made silver lay the night before, Patches of shimmering gold these spots adorn And what were naught but dew-drops, if we now explore Behold I bright crystals in their stead are born. [ 32 ] LETTERS AND ART This poem was written to be read before the <> B K Society at the annual meeting held in Philadelphia, Decem- ber, 1915. LETTERS and Art! What magic lies in these twin-sister words, They conjure up what wealth of mental imagery For all who strive to understand, Who seek to press beyond those narrow paths Which bound the little lives of everyday. Letters and Art ! Two potent words For ever they must help to shape men's des- tinies. To-day — perhaps to-morrow — we discuss Brave records of some world-inspiring deed, Some noble act. [ 33 ] Some goal attained by might of sword alone; And yet how soon these records all must pass Into oblivion's void Unless they be writ down within the book of years By Art's deep-graving tool Or clear illumined letter of the Scribe. Art came to man ere letters. First up-sprung The glories of an Ancient Greece, Fair wonder-forms of stone which still stand forth As mighty monuments to master-minds. Long ages have elapsed Since these great children of great thoughts Were given birth and shape, Yet still from zone to zone, O'er all the vast world civilised, Unto this day [ 34 ] Greece shows the perfect models of a perfect art. Though we be quite un-knowing, art must ever weave Refining bonds of influence Around our high desires and mold our very lives. As centuries rolled by Vain men have sought to innovate Creations of their own, Yet most creations which survive The sure, discriminating test of time, Contain some element defined or classic sign Filched from a Greek original. Then, in a flood all glorious, letters came. And now. When we the pages of our books turn o'er, [ 35 ] What treasures lie exposed for wondering eyes. According to our momentary mood, Here we the Inmost thoughts may share Of poet, sage, philosopher Whose words are vital on this very day Though the man breathing them is dead Perhaps a thousand years ago. And so we learn that deeds of men Die not when men die but. If good or bad. Writ down may live immortalised And given thus to all posterity, Are praised or are despised. So If we but reflect each one must comprehend What wealth of dower comes to all Who seek and woo successfully [ 36 ] Or art's elusive muse or literature's; For surely it must thrill the human soul To feel that one's own thoughts May be transmitted to one's fellow men Through mediums far-reaching and secure Of painting, writing, music or the sculptor's craft. And surely this same knowledge should bring forth All that is best in us and should inspire Each one to seek fair, lofty goals Which seemed beyond our reach before. Such passion for expression knows no bounds; Even the uncouth savage who exists Merely from day to day, [ 37 ] Whose life's horizon bounded seems By lusts for food, for flesh, for fighting and for sleep, Not far removed from animals he lives, he dies. Yet most of these same savages On rocks, on clay may trace their crude de- signs, Recording thus their narrow, void careers And fashion forms of pottery In primitive attempt at art. Once even such as they create, they pass be- yond The small, ignoble few Who in an uncreating darkness dwell. It might well be maintained That men's gradation in the human scale May be adjudged By what each has of letters or of art. [ 38 ] And we who gather in this hall to-night I am quite sure experience at times Strange feelings not unmixed with awe At sight of some fair monument, Of painting rare, of temple's sacred fane Or when some passage exquisite we scan Or listen to the pulsing, rythmic throb Of music's magic strains. Why that same awe to wonder turns And of a sudden comes to inmost selves the thought That these same things of beauty may have charmed Ten thousand times ten thousand eyes, Ten thousand times ten thousand ears. And whether we be moved by master-works of man Or master-works by God and nature formed, [ 39 ] Emotions much the same In most of us are born. Silent perhaps, we listen or we gaze Yet filled with many words which, though un- voiced, Contain the mystic quality of prayer. [ 40 ] THE DIFFERENCE I LISTEN to the words of some and yet They make no more impression than a wind Which darts across still pools and leaves be- hind The surface ruffled where it stoops to wet Parched lips, then hurries swiftly on once more. Faint ripples mark each spot; they widen, wane And in a moment all is calm again. The pools more placid seeming than before. [ 41 ] But mighty glaciers of an age long past, That forced from mountain heights their cer- tain way, Though vanished now themselves, on rocks, on clay, On everything which touched those borders vast Have deeply carved their record, lasting, clear. Yet not more deeply, not more lastingly Than now Is carved upon my memory Each word that thou hast voiced for me to hear. [ 42 ] BELIEF SURELY you were not born, dear love, As we poor mortals here were given birth. Ah, no I I think some radiant star Fell, weary, from the heavens above And you had come to grace, a while, our earth. Surely, dear love, you cannot die As others must who live upon this sphere. Ah, no I A fair, new star will be Discovered in the evening sky Then we will find that you are gone from here. [43 ] TO A WILD ROSE BORN with the breath of wood nymphs fanning thee, Laved by the early morning dew, Thy shade of pink was filched from Eastern skies Just ere the sun appeared in view. As this sun rose, thy heart became pale gold, All day its warmth helped thee to grow. At eve a drowsy brook lulls thee to rest. Thy slumber song the night winds blow. Wild rose we name thee while thou givest us Thy fair, pink beauty and sweet scent, Or is this not the wood nymphs' fragrant breath Which fanned and made thee redolent? [ 44 ] IN A MIRROR IF near my lips a mirror should be held I think upon Its surface thou couldst see, Were I awake or In my hours of dreams, Thy dear name breathed in mist-like tracery. [ 45 ] THREE QUESTIONS THERE came one to me asking questions three ; *' Hast thou e'er been aroused from some fair dream And, while but half awake, thought that to thee Came strains of music which did almost seem As though from Heavenly choirs they must be?'' " Nay," answered I. " Yet, even were all mine the choice, More wonderful to me would be my loved one's voice." Then, questioning again, my friend inquired " Hast thou perchance sat on some winter night Before thy lonely hearth when it transpired That thou didst feel a ghostly touch though sight [46 ] Revealed not one whom thou hadst most de- sired? " ** Nay," I replied, " such things I need not un- derstand For I may feel and see my own beloved's hand." " Now tell me finally, hast thou e'er trod With faltering feet upon thy weary way When, suddenly, it seemed as if kind God Awarded that for which thou oft didst pray. Hast thou e'er glimpsed at Heaven nor deemed this odd?" " Yes," I replied, " my friend," he looked up in surprise, " Yes, often, have I gazed into my loved one's eyes." [ 47 ] TO THOSE WHO VIGIL KEEP SOMETIMES the look of pain or utter weariness On a dear face of one about to leave For unknown realms we mortals may not guess, Is banished even as we watch and grieve While, in Its place, A sweetness, ah I how wonderful, doth now succeed. As though. In death, we saw reflected on this face Expressions of the angels who have come From those far realms beyond the stars to lead Our waiting loved one home. [ 48 ] IN A GARDEN I SAT one day within a garden fair Pining for thee and sad because alone, Wishing some fate could send thee to me there. All things appeared to share my saddened mood, Each flower drooped, the sun was hid from view, The very birds in silence seemed to brood. Then, as I day-dreamed with my eyes half closed. Sudden the birds began to sing again. The flow'rs, uplifting heads, no longer dozed. Thinking the sun had come once more for me And for all nature, to effect such change, I turned and lol saw not the sun but thee. [ 49 ] SUNSET AND THUNDER CLOUDS GREAT banks of storm clouds, leaden- hued, appear Up-mounting in far, Western, sunset skies, Each border shifting shape as the clouds rise. Now jagged peak, now chasm yawning sheer. These armies of the mist the sun now claim Yet, in his waning, potent still he seems For, as he is engulfed, each cloud-edge gleams And sudden bursts into a fringe of flame. [ 50 ] BENEATH A WINDOW DEAR heart, beneath your window, I picture in my mind a bed of flowers, Rare, tiny, fragrant violets. Lifting fair faces to the sun and showers. For did you not confide that once You leaned without and wept through loneli- ness? So now I think there must be sprung A bloom where fell each tear which you con- fess. [ 51 ] THE SCENT OF ROSES AS written letters, on a page that burns, Grow faint and fainter till some magic flame, Quite different from the others, makes each name Stand out distinct just ere the paper turns To pale, gray ashes; so likewise with me When fades thy vision in my wearied brain And comes the scent of roses. For again, As if by magic, now immediately The vision rises clear and sharp defined. Yet, to each dying word those flames renew Its life but for a moment while I view Thy face within my strengthened brain en- shrined Long after fail these perfumes which remind. [ 52 ] THE ISLAND OF FORGETFULNESS THERE is an Island in a far-off sea Which lies, like some rare emerald, in a blue As deep as that of sapphires yet but few E'er reach this isle to anchor in the lea, Though many start weighed down by misery. The skies overhead are always wondrous fair. The spring Is never-ending and the flow'rs Fade not or die ; the all too fleeting hours Are passed in bliss, each wholly free from care. 'TIs called The Island of Forgetfulness; There dreams come true and what one most desires Is ne'er denied, but without fail transpires. All those who land and feel the soft caress Of winds that waft their welcome from the marge, C 53 ] Are charmed by some strange, unseen power and soon Forget the past; then God grants them the boon Of life just for the present, and in charge Of kindly fates who dry away all tears. And ah, how few are those who, when they reach The much-sought shores, are able to remain; Most stay a little while and then again Sadly they set their sails for lands where each Must tread once more the paths of grief and pain. Yet blest are all who rest e'en but a day In this retreat for as remembered dreams Oft-times refresh our waking thoughts. It seems The memories of glad hours of joy convey New strength to help us on our weary way. [ 54] This island you and I may also know, Perchance to-morrow or in after years; But we can surely find it if love steers Our seeking ship and we together go; Nor matters then how stormy winds may blow. [ 55 ] THE SEA HOW many secrets does this vast thing keep, This thing men call the sea, and in its depths, How many of these men lie silently. Grim victims of a might they fought in vain? Great vessels boldly start to sail across These waters, vessels boasting of their strength; Then strikes the tempest, hungry waves up- reach; Where are those vessels, where this vaunted power? Some stagger to their ports in crippled shape While others, after struggling for a while. Give up the fight with final, frantic plunge. [ 56 ] Slowly they sink at first but gather speed When now mad waters lap their topmost rails, Then down each slides with sullen, sobbing sound Muffled by roar of gale and conquering wave. A few on board may manage to escape And bring home awesome tales for wondering ears. Tales of sad, aimless drifting in small boats, Wild hunger, deadly thirst and hideous fears. The rest, — a helpless crew on helpless ships, Bound for strange ports uncharted and un- guessed. While through the shattered windows or the doors. Huge fish and loathsome, slimy creatures pass Searching each corner — weird, unwelcome guests. [ 57 ] If wind and wave have failed to satisfy With victims for an ocean's greedy maw Perchance the ice receives its fell command; Floating almost submerged and hard to view, A fearful bulk which rends the stoutest plank. Or sight-destroying fog through which men pass Yet cannot see and so run on dread rocks. Or sunken reefs which stretch forth waiting arms, Like clinging tentacles, and gather toll. Yes, many weapons does this vast thing know But deadliest, — those battered, drifting hulks Abandoned by their crew, with decks awash, No lights to warn at night, — the derelicts. Grim vagary of fate that these ghost-ships Already perished, should be left to give A death blow to those other ships which sail Unconscious of this menace, till it strikes. [ 58 ] " Creature of moods thou art, O mighty sea, With temper ruled by whence the winds may blow. If come fair breezes from thy Southern shores Reminding thee of tropic heat and calms, Quite lazily thou art content to drowse. When storms descend recalling gale-swept coasts, As though in sympathy thy bosom heaves, And thou dost rise in wild, tumultuous rage. " Most things which hear thy call, the ships, the men, Small mountain streams that start on distant way Acquiring strength as other streams join in. And finally, great rivers, reach their goal, Most shall be lost in thy immensity. [ 59 ] The rivers when they cross thy bars, the ships, — Perchance their first day out should fate agree, Or mayhap some will sail until long years Have caused each plank to rot ; thou wilt obtain Just worthless bones. All men who do persist In tempting thy forbearance over long, As grim reward these also dost thou claim. " Below thy surface, In thy silent deeps, A weird and watery world without a sky. We know tall mountains, valleys, plains, exist Quite like those here above. And yet for us Who know thy ways, we picture in these deeps A land of gruesome harbors for dead ships, Of tombs for perished men, a land of ghosts, Mysterious gloom and everlasting night.'* [ 60 ] AS A MIRROR — SO MY HEART FOR those who stricken lie upon their beds of pain, The plain, gray mirror by some window placed Is turned, when comes the day, into a magic thing On which the wonders of a world outside are traced. Yet this same magic thing when vanishes the day, Becomes again naught but a mirror plain and gray. And so my heart when thou approacheth near, Thrilling with strange, sweet joys, becomes a treasure-store Yet when thou dost depart, ah then, dear love, Only an empty heart it Is once more. [ 6i ] TO A VIOLET FROM what vast, secret, hidden source Dost thou obtain thy wondrous dower Of fragrance and fair loveliness, O little, purple flower? Thy beauty shames that of the rose While on thy virgin breast, at dawn, Gleam dew-drops, — Nay, are they the tears Of fairies just now gone? And from thy heart dost thou dispense Perfumes of lands both East and West; Mysterious combination rare; Yes, thou art very blest. [ 62 ] HOW DIFFERENT AS thrills a harp when struck by certain hands, Seeming, almost, as though with life imbued But answers not for others when they seek Upon its potent silence to intrude. So, at the magic of a loved one's touch, Our heart strings throb and thrills our inmost soul, Yet both for others unresponsive lie, Nor matter with what wiles these would cajole. [ 63 ] At times a forest dell, In shadow still, Quite dull appears though graced with many a flower. Then comes the sun or moon, at once for us This spot Is changed Into a perfect bower. And often when we stand within some room, Though filled with many persons it may be. Lonely and void the room seems to our eyes Until the face of one beloved we see. [ 64 ] AUTUMN AFTER THE FIRST FROST SOME Spirit of the North has hovered near, First vanguard of great hosts which follow on Perchance to-day, perchance not yet awhile; But they have left the land of lasting snows And like grim fates are started on their way. Already plants and trees have felt the breath That withers and destroys their verdant life; A seared and yellow leaf, a wilted bloom, • A shade of brown where yesterday was green. These tell us that the Summer now is o'er, While Autumn drear and sad comes on apace. [ 65 ] Henceforth all nature drowses and doth seek Some sheltered spot where it may lie and rest Through Winter days grown brief and length- ening nights, In that deep slumber so akin to death. The wind that whispered softly through the trees, Blows fitfully and moans with ghost-like sound, Voicing its tale of coming frost and snow. Wild creatures both of forest and of field Heed well the warning that is given them. No longer do we hear an insect's drone, The booming sound of frogs or hum of bees; For they have found, each one, a hidden lair And in these dark retreats their silence keep. Look closely, you will see the tiny squirrels In busy search for nuts and various food Which now for future use they hoard away, Oblivious to their present hunger-cry. [ 66 ] The birds of flight have heard the Southing call And wing their certain way to warmer climes : Whence comes the mystic call and how con- veyed Just what directs that straight, unerring flight, Is known to God, but not to you and me. Ah ! Strangely quiet is the wood to-day Since nature now to rest hath lain her down But we have faith this stillness cannot last, That at some future time when comes the spring, Warm, conquering winds will blow from out the South And drive back to their frozen, ice-bound shores, Chill spirits of the North which long held sway. Then birds will sing again, this forest gloom As if by magic touch will disappear; [ 67 ] The plants and trees will waken from their dreams, All living things that creep or move on wings, Each, — strengthened by its long, life-giving sleep. [ 68 ] THE WITCHING HOUR TO those who stroll amid cool forests' gloom There comes at times the fragrance of some bloom Which grows unseen and hidden from all view Yet sends this perfumed message to the few Who happen near, and makes its presence known. Likewise, sometimes when I sit quite alone, A sudden feeling comes that thou art there Invisible yet close beside my chair. But when almost expectantly I turn, Both hands outstretched towards what I can discern Only with eyes tight closed, then instantly I realise that thou art fled from me [ 69 ] As fragrance of the hidden bloom swift flees Before some vagrant, dissipating breeze, Giving us but its memory to remind. Yet thy departing spirit leaves behind A subtle pledge, for I could almost swear There lingers on the fragrance of thy hair. More dear to me than scent of rarest flowers, A comfort in my dark and lonely hours. [ 70 ] THE SEA WOLVES GREAT, slimy monsters of the cruel sea, Wolves of a watery world, relentless, grim. How stealthily on gruesome quest they move. Searching the depths with small, pale, lidless eyes; Unblinking, sleepless both by night and day. Naught in their puny brains save lust for blood; Ready to dash at, seize and then devour Even a crippled brother; none are spared. In vessels' ruffled wakes they trail along Or sullenly drift by whene'er, becalmed These vessels wallow, windless, in the trough With sails reflected on a glassy sea. Sudden is cleft the surface by sharp fins Attached to shadow-bulks that glide beneath. [ 71 ] " The Sharks ! The Sharks ! " Strong men pass on these words Then hurry, each one curious, to the rail; Seeming by some odd fascination held. At those detested shapes spell-bound they gaze. To most come thoughts, unsummoned, of far homes Which sudden seem more distant than before. Some few may coarsely jest, a few may curse But In the hearts of all I think there creeps A feeling of strange awe, of loneliness. Should storms descend Resistless, overwhelming these proud ships Until, sad, battered hulks they disappear. As each one slowly sinks, the sharks now swim In ever lessening circles then, grown bold. They pass through shattered doors and soon be- come Weird pilots for uncharted ports unguessed. [ 72 ] " Quite different from most other things which swim, Strange mammals giving birth unto your young, With mouth so placed that you must partly turn On back or side ere you may seize your prey. With fangs, saw-edged, arranged like shears to cleave And pointing down towards maws Insatiate So things once seized upon cannot escape. When vou were planned, Great, loathsome gluttons, feared, abhorred by all. Aye! Nature surely was in hateful mood." [ 73 ] THE TENNIS MATCH KEEN and alert and with combative eye, Two white-clad figures on a ground of green, They face each other with the net between. For one brief count immovable they poise (As hawks poise sometimes ere they down- ward sheer) Then darts across the net a speeding sphere. Driven by hard-swung racket, this now seems A signal which brisk, sudden action brings; Each white-clad figure into motion springs. [ 74] silent, their straining lips tight-pressed, they glide With panther-grace and swiftly flashing feet, A point to press or an attack to meet. And when the match is o'er, a word of praise To victor by the vanquished — no Ill-will; The game, the fight good sportsmanship Instil. [ 75 ] AT PARTING FAREWELL! Ah drear, sad word, thou canst but bring Long heart-aches and an ending of the spring To those who love and yet must separate. Still, they have hopes of meeting soon again While treasured recollections lessen pain; The past Is theirs; to-morrows they await. Yes, far more sad are those who say good-bye For always and who, hopeless, weep or sigh At thought of dear, glad hours that come no more ; Of glances from loved eyes now dimmed by death. Of words low murmured with the fleeting breath. Oh thoughts which haunt and burn! Oh days of yore! [ 76 ] And now when thou and I perforce must go By different paths, remember that although These paths may wind and lead our steps afar, They will unite again. Grieve not since thus We are so blest with memories and for us The door of future years remains ajar. [ 77 ] DAWN IN JUNE THE world seems wrapped in hushed ex- pectancy, Stilled Is the sough of wind through reed and tree, Stilled are all night sounds but the rythmic drone Of insects which themselves have drowsy grown. The sky itself, the vaulted dome of space. Now turns more dark while each star shows its face A trifle brighter just as though It knew How soon in Eastern skies would come to view An orb before whose glowing, conquering fire, Starlight must pale then instantly expire. [ 78 ] And so, as oft-times things about to die, More lovely show themselves, likewise on high Those stars with two-fold radiance seem to shine ; They bathe all in their light yet naught define. A little while then far-off Eastern skies Are streaked with bars of gray as darkness dies. At this first sign some bird gives forth its call; Ten thousand others answer to enthrall. Each one, a listening mate that tends the brood, Hearing again sweet songs with which 'twas wooed And these combine in one great paean of joy, Soft wondrous music that could never cloy. [ 79 ] The very air throbs with glad melody As gray-streaked heavens brighten rapidly Changing dark shades for gay, prismatic hues Until the sun Itself comes to suffuse All nature with Its warm, life-giving rays. Pale mists swift vanish even as we gaze. Each blade of grass dries up Its dewy tears. Each thing, that breathes of night, now dis- appears. [ 80 ] WHEN A LOVED ONE IS NEAR WHEN a loved one is near, How eloquent the silence of deep woods, The piping of a robin in the rain, The song of thrushes watching o'er their broods. A sudden dash of sleet against the pane Or lisping patter of soft-drifting snow. The fire's cheerful crackle from the hearth When moaning storm winds blow. [ 8i ] How wonderful to watch the Eastern sky As darkness dies and dawn's bright hosts ap- pear Then later, see the daylight fade in turn, When a loved one is near. But with our loved one gone, These same things no unusual charm possess, Their meaning fails, we comprehend them not Yet oft they bring a strange, vague loneliness. [ 82 ] TO A STAR FAIR star of a fair, August sky, Child of the summer sun and moon. What is thy sudden, sweet, unlooked-for boon? Why dost thou shine so brilliant and outvie In radiance e'en thy parent orbs, ah why? Tell me, is it through sheer delight At thought of thy life scarce begun, That thou canst always wax when wanes the sun, Or is it not because from thy far height Thou dost watch o'er my love asleep this night? [ 83 ] B YOUTH AND OLD AGE Youth ESIDE my hearth, alone; the end of day; Yet not alone for crowding to my mind Come hopes and thoughts, an endless, glad array, Thrilling though scarcely half defined. The hopes of struggle sought and goals at- tained; Fond thoughts of love, full-crowned, bright days in store, While, 'mid the glowing flames, in fancy feigned, Are pictured faces quite unknown before. Ah Sleep I If these be lost when thou art gained. Thy realms I seek not to explore. [ 84 ] Old Age Beside my hearth; the end of day, alone; Yet not alone for to my weary brain Come trooping thoughts and memories one by one, Filling my soul with vague, strange pain. Sad thoughts of many things which might have been. Memories of wonder-days which come no more, And through the waning flames dear faces seen Of those who wait upon a distant shore. Ah God! If true oblivion sleep doth mean, Grant that I pass Its threshold o'er. [ 85 ] H IN JUNE OW fair and fragrant doth the wood- bine grow, Stretching forth tendrils over roof and wall, Clothing each stone in living green as though It heard and heeded Spring's awakening call; Yet close around thine open window there aloft, ah! there I think it grows more fragrant still, a little bit more fair. We mortals pass adown life's stony ways Finding our smiles and tears as God designs; Sometimes one joy for many a sorrow pays And so I'm sure that, just as with these vines. For us who know thy presence, see the won- der of thy face. Our lives are made more fragrant, the world seems a fairer place. [86 ] TO MOUNT ARARAT WITH hoary head uplifted 'mid the clouds Which wreathe its furrowed brow and veil its face Or draw far off a mighty height to show Stands Ararat dividing three great lands. '* O great, majestic mountain of all time Already wast thou old when came the ark To rest upon the loftiest of thy peaks, Safe refuge from a slow-subsiding flood Though all known other things were still sub- merged. Towering above thy fellows, thou hast seen The human race begin and pygmy man Contending, fighting, planning down the years; Yet came grim death alike to slave and king While thou didst gaze with pity or disdain. [ 87 ] " Mother thou art of streams which have their birth In thy vast, snow-girt flanks then hurry down To nourish mighty rivers in their turn And so bring gladness to a waiting world. At Dawn thou dost behold the rising sun When we below can see but fading stars, And this sun, later sinking in the West, Thine ice-crowned brow caresses with last rays, Yet elsewhere hover shadows and gray dusk. Black night descends, then comes an Eastern moon, With molten silver now thy slopes are bathed. Ethereal, shimmering in the pale, weird light; All nature looks, spell-bound all nature seems. " We men who live and die scarce comprehend Such beauty or thy great longevity; Unheeding storm and time, stand on supreme O rock of ages past, of years to come." [ 88 ] THE WHITE ROSE'S MISSION GO fair, pure flower, go Bearing sweet messages of love from me And tell the one to whom I send thee so Each thing I now tell thee! Then, with this mission o'er, Though fails thy fragrance and thy beauties fade, Mayhap thou wilt be placed in some safe drawer, 'Mid other treasures laid. And though thy life be spent. Whene'er this drawer is visited, alone. My message, through thy dead yet clinging scent. Will live again for one. [ 89 ] TO THE FOUR WINDS O BALMY wind that comes from far off Southern Seas, O' fragrant wind that rests oft-times in placid leas Of islands coral-girt and steals their flowers' scent, About clear waters blue and bluest firmament Thou hast a tale for us. Also of giant palms, Huge, tropic ferns, white glare, moist heat and deadly calms. O Wind exhaling grief, East wind of mystery. All men shun thy embrace, while nature fear- fully Doth cower and despair till pass thy ghost-like wings, Dank, reeking palls called fog, the breath of seas, it brings [ 90 ] Great dread unto our hearts. These blinding mists provide A cloak for thy misdeeds which thou dost well to hide. And thou, great, boisterous wind that rushes madly forth From caves which gave thee birth far in the frozen North, Thou tellest us of lands whence come the snow and frost; Thou boastest of thy might and ships like feathers tossed Which thou didst hurl and wreck on reefs of ice-bound coasts. Too well we realise thine are not empty boasts. O healing, clearing breeze that comes from out the West, [ 91 ] Of all the winds that blow, the world doth love thee best. New life to things which live and vigor dost thou bring, A message of good cheer, a promise of the spring; Dark, lowering storm-clouds yield and flee at thy caress. Yes, thou art ever kind, O wind of happiness. [ 92 ] TO ONE AWAY HOW do I feel with thee away? Nay, — ask how feels the lonely, dark- ening night Bereft of moon and stars, or else the day Should it be robbed of sun and light. Or ask how feels the dying rose Deprived of moisture, or some clinging vine Whose prop is filched, whose life draws to its close ; Their answer would be mine. [ 93 ] TO ONE DEPARTED IN some safe, hidden drawer I laid away The pale blue flowers thou didst give to me When we two strolled, led by our destiny. Through shaded forest paths and thou didst say That thou didst care for me. Oh happy day And oft-remembered spot, where we both knew The ecstasies of love; how moments flew While death or pain in some dim future lay! Mayhap these forest paths, in days gone by. Were visited by other women fair Who gave such flowers or a lock of hair As tokens of their love, and, with a sigh, The men beside them, just as once did I, Received the tokens, with as tender care. [ 94 ] It may be also that, from time to time, These lovers, singly or together, came To know the smart of fleeting years or claim Of death; which meant that all their joys sub- lime Were past, and they could never more retrace Glad footsteps through their flowered, wooded path. And ah! how very sad the aftermath For us who ran with death our losing race. The death of fond hopes cherished long ago Or of a loved one. So, when more and more We suffer, stealing to our secret drawer. We gaze on faded, pale blue flow'rs, e'en though They are but ghosts of yester-year, we know. [ 95 ] And yet these flowers ever will retain Some subtle, haunting odor as of yore. So, In my drawers of memory, I store Dear but sad thoughts which help me live again Those days gone by, and which, as with the flowVs, Nor years nor death nor many suffering hours Can rob of all their fragrance, — or their pain. [ 96 ] COMPARISON THE little bird with plumage plain and dull Whose notes sound harsh, whose songs In sweetness fail, To Its own mate is e'en more wonderful Than bird of Paradise or nightingale. And so It Is with those who truly love; Observing just the best nor asking more. Although a world may scorn and disapprove, Each other's faults they see not — or Ignore. [ 97 ] THE STORY OF A ROSE AS died one day in early June Was born a tiny, crimson bloom Then, as it first gazed on the world, Your voice was heard within your room. For this small blossom, just a rose. Beneath your window had its birth, It looked to see whence came that sound. Observed the opening far from earth. Yes, though to you and me that height Would be as nothing, to the rose Long seemed the way to climb and steep ; The flower pondered ere It chose. Then, once again, your voice was heard. The bud, enraptured, thrilled with love: Henceforth impatiently it strove To gain your window high above. [ 98 ] Each day less distance intervened As ever up the blossom went, Each eve your voice came softly down As though in sweet encouragement. Then finally the goal was reached, The rose full-blown had won its race, But you had left that very day And moved to some far distant place. The flower clambered o'er the sill And peeped within, naught met its stare Except a vacant, lonely room; Ah! even flowers may feel despair. That night you came not or the next. The following morn some one espied A fading rose without your sash And idly wondered why it died. [ 99 ] TO ONE ABSENT OFTTIMES at saddest hour when breaks the pale, gray dawn, I waken from my slumber and dear dreams of thee; All nature starts to rouse, my blinds aside are drawn, Yet enters not the light, the hour is dark for me. Too soon I realise that I am here alone While thou art left in lands where comes nor grief nor pain; No pleasures of this world can for thy loss atone, I fain must seek thee in the world of dreams again. [ 100 ] H HOW STRANGE IT SEEMS AST thou e'er thought how passing strange It seems That often-tlmes grim tales of dreadful war and woe, Of saddest suffering, e'en a view of death it- self, Can leave the eyes quite dry; Is this not so? Then mayhap later, borne upon the breeze, Come strains of memory-hallowed music to our ears. Or comes the haunting fragrance of some little flower, And now these same eyes are suffused with tears. [loi] THE ABANDONED HOME APART, deserted, lonely now it stands. The one-time home of those who lived there for a space, Who heard the call of death, mayhap, or else of fate And went their sad ways to some other place. The lichen-covered gate that bars a path Which leads up to the house beneath great, hoary pines As though discouraging intruders who would pass Is held by twining branches of strong vines. [ 102] Perchance their seeds were planted by fair hands Of one who died herself ere she could view these things For which she once had stooped and dug to give them birth; We all may sow, but fate our answer brings. I tear aside this verdant, growing lock Yet, when I force my way, the tendrils which were rent Stretch out like clutching fingers of a drown- ing man To scratch and cling as though in fierce dissent. [ 103] I now approach the ivy-covered walls, The porch enclosed in woodbine and my final goal; Upon the fragrant breeze are borne In scented waves Perfumes of flow'rs from which it took sweet toll. And glancing o'er the lawn I see these blooms Of lilac, violet and crimson, garden rose That struggle to exist amid rank, choking weeds Whose sure encroachment means their lives must close. [ 104] The queer, stale odor of a place long sealed Gives me unpleasant greeting when I force the door And pass at length beyond Its threshold to a hall Re-echoing my footsteps on the floor. Unusual sounds for this deserted house, They now Intrude upon the silence of each room; I hear some frightened mice rush off with scurrying feet, A bat, disturbed, flits by Into the gloom. [105] Beside a great, wide open hearth I pause And picture in my mind how others took their stand Or sat on wintry nights before the cheerful blaze, What tales they would relate, what things were planned. A thousand eyes, no doubt, in by-gone years. Have gazed on this same hearth which also mine behold. Perchance some watched until the embers paled and died; How many of their fires are too grown cold? [io6] How many tiny beings first saw the light In these bare rooms explored when now I mount the stairs? How oft came death to claim those who await- ing lay Or those In slumber, taken unawares? I ponder o'er these things and all the while A low, weird sobbing of the wind comes to my ears. Nay, — is it sighing of departed ones returned To view again their home of former years? [ 107] I must away for light gives place to dusk, Already, here within, black night spreads out its pall, The sun slants long, gray shadows down the Western hills As now I step from out the ghostly hall. A pale, white moon appears and strikes Its fires Then kindles to bright gold up in the Eastern sky; The same moon knew those dwelling in this house, — will know All those to come when gone are you and I. [io8] A little sad and sobered by such thoughts, I wend my way once more down through the flow'rs and trees; The gate Is opened, closed; I leave this blighted spot To silence, to Its ghosts and memories. [109] YESTERDAY AND TO-DAY THE heavens yesterday were overcast, The sun was hid and all the world seemed drear But ah! what difference did this make to me For thou wast here. To-day the skies are blue and very fair, A golden Sun has gleamed since early dawn But ah I what difference does this make to me For thou art gone. [no] THE MYSTERIOUS WOMAN DOWN In the steel-fringed, safe-deposit vaults Attendants there would watch her come and The strange, veiled woman always robed in black, While picturing In their minds the wealth her box might show Could It Inspected be; And yet each wondered why she came so fre- quently, At least a visit every week or so. Within one of the cell-like rooms She would withdraw then close fast to the door Remaining there, alone, sometimes an hour or more. [Ill] In summer, winter, spring and fall alike, For years she visited in this same way. Always mysterious and always robed in black, Until announcement of her death arrived one day. Not wealth of gold, of stocks or bonds were found When finally the box was opened up to view But just a lock of golden hair. The picture of a baby and one tiny shoe. [112] THEN AND NOW IN a fair garden spot I wandered once at noon Seeking brief respite from my dally toll; A wealth of blooms grew there, (Those blooms which welcome June) And clothed with scented coverlet the soil. It seemed naught could in fragrance to such flowers compare; But then, dear heart, I had not known thy hair. I viewed twin radiant stars Peep o'er the mountain's rim And kiss the valley pool with mystic light Then on Its surface clear Their shimmering features limn And tiny waves, by silvered beams, unite. [113] Could aught more lovely be In nature or in art? Ah then I had not known thine eyes, dear heart. I plucked a full-blown rose Still moist with dew of dawn And from it stole two petals crimson fair And pressed both to my lips Before upon the lawn I dropped them crushed yet making sweet the air. I thought naught could be softer than this rose full-blown But then, dear heart, thy lips I had not known. [114] WHY? A YOUTH had all but reached the pin- nacle of fame, Though scarce mature In years his was the name One heard on many a tongue. Fashioned like some Greek god, of noble mien was he, Possessed of every charm; his destiny Seemed bounded by the stars. But as he walked his lofty, well-earned path one day. At peace with all the world, care-free and gay, Death happened to pass near. [115] And though Death knew full well the promise of the youth, Observed his grace, his beauty, without ruth Death bore the lad away. Then later overtook a sickly, crippled man Who had already lived beyond the span Of years allotted most. Homeless he was and friendless, praying but to die, It seemed naught could his living justify; Unheeding, Death passed on. [ii6] IMPOSSIBILITIES SWEETNESS and loveliness and grace! Ah, dear one, how can it be true That others these same charms possess Which kindly fate dispensed to you? For I would swear that you were given, When fashioned by some magic deft. Of these fair charms each smallest part; How could for others aught be left? [117] THE SUBMARINE DESPISED, weird rover of the seas un« seen, Man-made leviathan with scales of steel. Abortion given birth by brains unclean! As might a cyclops, ocean-born, survey With single sight the waters near and far. So you to men a single eye display. And the horizon scan with baleful stare, Mark well a victim for your fell attack Then slow submerge while deadly fangs you bare. Sometimes a lookout spies the bubbling wake Which marks where speeds your messenger of death Yet can do naught but watch it overtake. [1.8] More frequently no warning sign Is given; A mighty ship sails on, Its fate unguessed, When suddenly the hull apart Is riven. Amid the scenes of death and agony Which soon succeed where peace had reigned before, You wallow gloating over what you see. E'en those who give you life at times are slain; Too long you stay submerged nor will obey When, frantic, they would seek for air again. Helpless as rats entrapped, they cannot flee But suffering to the end must slowly die Victims of their own Ingenuity. Abhorred, weird rover of the seas unseen, A menace to both friend and foe alike. Abortion given birth by brains unclean! [119] ASSOCIATION IN early May, I strolled one day Amid a mighty city's din and moil, Among those crowded ranks which sweat and toil. Which know not what it means to play. Then paused beside a fenced-in spot O'er-strewn with dust and filth, with weeds o'er-grown, A place where sunlight rarely ever shone, The very air seemed stifling, hot. [ 120] Yet there I spied a lonely flower Sprung from some seed brought — who knows how or why? Lifting its lovely face up to the sky As though it grew in fairest bower. Now when some soul divine I see Living in this sad world, pure, noble, strong, Striving undaunted 'mid the weaker throng, Thoughts of that flower revert to me. [i2i] THE WEDDING MARCH FROM LOHENGRIN THE Wedding March from Lohengrin! Throbbing and pulsing through the gathered throng Its soft, familiar strains now rise, now fall, Bringing each heart and soul a fragrant song, The old, old song of love; Making of most of this vast audience Lovers again. And yet what varied thoughts are passing in these minds? For love's song doth at times a sting possess And there are those to whom come burning memories With vain regrets for things which might have been, Of wasted opportunities And thoughts of future loneliness. [ 122] Others there are who, in the light subdued, Stretch forth appealing hands which meet, which press And In the pressing once again renew Pledges of days gone by. Youth too Is here, enthusiastic youth Looking on love with first awakening eyes, Observing thus naught but love's ecstasies, Oblivious to Its sorrows and Its sighs. And now the strains subside then die away. Ah who may say What dreams have come to youth In these brief moments past? What joys re-found for some as the soft strains remind But for a few — what sadness left behind! [ 123 ] THE GREEK ISLANDS LANDS of a mighty people dead long since, Inhabited to-day by those who live But through a glory which is not their own, Which comes to them by right of race alone. Thus do we see the once-famed Grecian Isles. Still not In vain is glory such as this For other nations came to find an art The grace of which and beauty brought delight An art which left its mark adown the years With monuments of stone which it inspired. [124] Great must have been the men and great the minds That could create such models or a type Which stood the test of ages and remain In splendor unsurpassed, by time unchanged; For to this day, in countries far and near. We find fair off-spring of those potent brains. Yet, if the spirits of the dead return And roam amid those scenes they knew in life How grieved each one must be to view abodes Wherein they dwelt, wide-open to the skies; Broad highways, marble-paved, o'er which were wont To march triumphant legions coming back Victorious from some war, now rank with weeds. [125] But paths for wandering goats, and everywhere The vandal's hand has pilfered or destroyed. Sad islands filled with ghosts and memories! Look where we may but ruin meets our gaze, Sheep stray at will among the crumbling walls While — most incongruous spectacle of all — A shepherd's hut where once a temple stood. [126] SNOW-FLAKES FROM foulest pool and clearest spring, From unclean sources or from sources pure The sun draws waters high into the sky Then kisses them with rays which heal and cure. When, at the magic of this kiss, each drop Is made alike, again to earth below, From all pollution freed, the sun returns them now As rain or mists, as crystal hail or snow. Those tiny, star-shaped flakes you catch upon your sleeve, Mayhap were waters once in tainted streams, who knows? And yet again we justly may believe They were bright dew-drops on some lovely rose. [ 127] THE RIVER BEFORE man lived — long centuries ago, A tiny stream of water, crystal-clear, Of a secluded mountain lake was born And from that time the lake's broad bosom fair This infant stream has nurtured and has fed. Rippling and swirling, babbling playfully, Un-knowing and un-caring what each curve Or bend might bring it set forth to explore. And soon is met a little brook, so small That scarcely doth the stream augment its size When both together join and onward rush United in a course which leads them on To other brooks and still to others. Thus - Each one is lured; the tiny stream now grows Into a tiny river, but as yet [128] Unmindful of great power till it essays A fierce attack which rends the solid earth, Cleaving steep banks, eroding channels deep As might some Titan of gigantic strength. Each mile traversed brings still more brooks and streams, And all are wooed while every one becomes A pulsing vein of the great artery Which wooed and gets in turn from them its being. Grown to a mighty river now it brings To those who live along the blessed shores. Great crops, great harvests, riches, gladness, — yet At times, as though with pent-up rage it teemed. Full vent is given to all its latent power. Then, over-flowing banks, it devastates And bares the lands which but an hour ago Were blest instead of blighted by the flow. [ 129] " Wouldst thou but speak so we poor mortals here Could understand, O river of all time, What wondrous tales to us thou couldst unfold; For thou hast seen huge, mammoth beasts that came Before the human race began, to slake Their thirst along thy marge. A span of years — Then followed man primeval, gaunt, uncouth. Who lived high up above thy banks In caves And worked or killed with Implements of stone. The bronze-skinned Indian thou hast also known. The white men and their many million sons. And coming down these ages, what strange craft Have floated on thy waters, borne along By wind or by thy current, fateful sure, Propelled by rough-hewn paddle, later on By oars of wood and finally by steam. [130] Yes, thou art very wise. So are the rocks Which guard and keep their watch along thy shores ; But they are seared and gray with age, while thou Must know some fountain of eternal youth And steal of Its pure waters for thine own, For thou are just as always, ever young. " Called by an ocean mightier e'en than thou. Roll on great river, roll resistless on! Those men who boasted here but yesterday At having chained an atom of thy power, Where are they gone to-day, of what avail To them who are no more ? So, in disdain, Thou flowest on as for ten thousand years, As thou wilt flow until the end of time." [131] DO DREAMS COME TRUE? DO dreams come true? Ah yes, I'm sure sometimes they do For as, this morn, the dawn's first ghostly light Stole through my chamber window putting to swift flight The gloom of night, I dreamt an angel came and stood beside my bed And smoothed my troubled brow though not a word was said. Then sudden I awoke; lo! you were standing there With one dear hand laid gently on my hair. [ 132 ] AT SUNSET GREAT, Titan shapes, flame-fringed, loom In the sunset skies, Outrlvalllng In shades and tints Rare, gorgeous butterflies Or opals viewed by light of drift-wood blaze; As though the sinking sun wished all the world to gaze Upon his hidden treasures, ere he wane. So paints, upon the curtains of these shifting clouds. Each color that his spectrum doth contain. [ ^33] AT DUSK THE calls of homing birds that seek their mates Are wafted on the twilight breeze to me Beside an open window whence I see The sun about to close its gleaming gates Of burnished gold. All over vale and hill, With ghost-like stealth, the lengthening shad- ows creep Enshrouding fields and trees in darkness deep; Each bright till palls of mystic nothing kill For each in turn the waning, shimmering light. It seems as though grim night had hovered near And, passing by, just touched with sable wings, As with some magic wand, the rocks and things Which but a moment since were outlined clear Yet, even as I gaze, now disappear. [134] So, those who know the joys of love and live Forgetful of what future years may bring, Must sometimes feel the cruel, deadly sting Of griefs which strike and seldom warning give But, like a shadow dark, they steal away The joyful brightness of our yesterday. And now the fading light is almost spent While e'en the gentle zephyrs, whispering low Of far-off scenes, then lower still as though O'er-burdened with the fragrant, haunting scent Of flowers oft caressed near wood and bay, So drowsy grow, they cease to blow their lay. There follows silence pregnant, tense, pro- found. Yet — I could almost think I heard a sound As if the world had sighed or else some fay By me unseen when it too ceased from play; For at this witching hour and near such ground, We know these creatures of the wood abound. [135] All nature seems to wait in hushed suspense While, for a moment brief, the stillness lasts; Then — could it be a thought of icy blasts Endured some winter time of cold intense, Or did there pass a spirit from the North, That caused the world to shiver as it went? For trees begin to quiver and are bent As by a hand unseen while, from henceforth. The air is chilled though fires of stars which morn In turn will quench, grow bright in darkening skies ; The wind comes sudden, strong; I realise A summer day has died, a night is born. [136] ALWAYS DO I behold the flaming sun Burst from night's prison walls be- neath the sea And so proclaim to all another day begun, Dear heart, 1 think of thee. When, weary of his freedom sweet, I watch this sun in Western waters sink Then send his love the moon each waiting star to greet. Of thee, dear heart, I think. Hear I a song that lovely seems. View I fair landscapes formed by nature's art. Be I in waking hours or In my hours of dreams, I think of thee, dear heart. [ 137] EARLY NOVEMBER A SOUND as though of sobbing in the trees, With fitful, sullen gusts the wailing North wind blows Foreboding death to Nature's bloom and green Or the long, winter sleep beneath deep-drifting snows ; Stilled is the hum of bees and stilled the drone Of summer-frenzied insects, hushed the carol- ling Of birds and throaty boom of frogs. Those very brooks and streams which in the spring Rushed sea-ward with exulting, noisy flow Now seem to murmur plaintively as though Already they the binding clasp could feel Of Icy hosts which from them freedom steal. [138] No longer to our senses comes the sweet per- fume Of field or forest flower since wilted is each bloom And from the suffering branches overhead Sere, faded leaves In sad procession fall Then o'er the drowsing earth a shroud-like blanket spread. High up above, in swift, unerring flight The wild geese wing their way, against the clouds outlined, Bound for a warmer clime and as they pass from sight Derisively they taunt us lingering here behind. [ 139] THE VALLEY OF DEPARTED DAYS INTO the valley of departed days How many here would fain again retrace Their steps and stroll once more along those flowered ways Hallowed by memories which time can ne'er efface, Of youth and all that youth contained and mem- ories Of loved ones lost to them for life's brief space. [ 140] For as we walk the path to future years With feet which falter and more weary grow As each new year succeeds, the pain, the griefs, the tears Of days gone by, forgotten are and we but know Their joys. The rearward road more beauti- ful appears The further on the road ahead we go. THE END [141] i^