LIBRARY OF CONGRESS, f {frvWr- ®l^ ._ ©ojt^glt !|o Shelf ...S.S.?l/. UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. i Compiled ly the Editor of "TheChx^ngkd Cross," '' Teic Shadow of the Rock " '* The Chamber of Peace," Etc. A T THE BeA UTIFUL Ga TE, and other , Religious Poems. i8mo. Cloth, gilt edges. | Price, 85 cents. Unto the Desired Ha ven, and oth- er Religious Poems. i8mo. Cloth, gilt edges. Price, 85 cents. The Pa la ce of the King, and other Religious Poems. iSmo. Cloth, gilt edges. Price, 85 cents. Tke above three vols, sold separately or incase. A T THE BeA UTIFUL Ga TE, Unto the Desired Haven, The Palace of the King. In one volume. Colored border line. bquare i6mo. Cloth, gilt edges. Price, $2.50. Sent by mail, post free, on receiH of price. Fractional amounts can be remitted in postage- stamps. ANSON D. ^. RANDOLPH & COMPANY, 9C0 Broadway, Cor. mh St., Ne'w Ya.-k, The Uplands of God OTHER RELIGIOUS POEMS. Selected and Edited By the Compiler of "THE CHANGED CROSS," "THE SHADOW OF THE ROCK," " THE CHAMBER OF PEACE?" ETC. 33 " God hath His uplands bleak and bare, Where He doth bid us rest awhile.*' NE^TORKr"^ ANSON D. F. RANDOLPH & COMPANY, 900 BROADWAY, COR. 20th STREET. Copyright, 1883, by ANSON D. F. RANDOLPH & CO. Edward O. Jenkins, Printer^ 20 North William St. NEW YORK : Robert Ruttkr, Binder^ 116 and 118 East 14th Street. PUBLISHERS' NOTE. This collection of Poems, selected and ar- ranged by the compiler of "The Changed Cross," "The ShadoviT of the Rock," and "The Chamber of Peace," it is hoped will prove acceptable to those with whom the other volumes have so long been favorites. The Poems have been largely gathered from the newspaper and the magazine, and the names of the authors, so far as they could be ascertained, will be found in the Index. A T LAST. WHEN on my day of life the night is falling, And, in the winds from unsunned spaces blown, I hear far voices out of darkness calling My feet to paths unknown. Thou who hast made my home of life so pleasant, Leave not its tenant when its walls decay, Love divine, O Helper ever present. Be Thou my strength and stay ! Be near me when all else is from me drifting. Earth, sky, home's pictures, days of shade and shine. And kindly faces to my own upHfting The love which answers mine. 1 have but Thee, O Father ! Let Thy Spirit Be with me then to comfort and uphold ; No gate of pearl, no branch of palm I merit, Nor street of shining gold. Suffice it if — my good and ill unreckoned, And both forgiven through Thy abounding grace — I find myself by hands familiar beckoned Unto my fitting place. Some humble door among Thy many mansions, Some sheltering shade where sin and striving cease. And flows forever through Heaven's green expansions, The river of Thy peace. There, from the music round about me stealing, I fain would learn the new and holy song, And find at last, beneath thy trees of healing. The life for which I long. (6) THE UPLANDS OF GOD OTHER RELIGIOUS POEMS. THE UPLANDS OF GOD, " Come ye yourselves apart unto a desert place and rest awhile." C'^OD hath His uplands bleak and bare, ^ Where He doth bid us rest awhile ; Crags, where we breathe a purer air, Lone peaks that catch the day's first smile ; Earth's hurrying feet are far away ; Awe-struck we wait what God may say. God hath His desert broad and brown, A solitude — a sea of sand. On which He lets Heaven's curtains down, Unknit by His almighty hand. By day a sapphire tent unfurls ; By night an arc of burning worlds. Here doth He bid us muse and pray Half-uttered, half-forgotten prayers ; Let thoughts expand, which yesterday Were stifled by the world's rank cares ; Behind creation's throbbing screen Catch movements of the great Unseen. THE TWO WORLDS. THE TWO WORLDS. npWO mighty silences, two worlds unseen, ^ Over against each other lie ; Forever boundlessly apart have been. Forever nio:h. In one is God Himself, and angels bright Do congregate, and spirits fair ; And lost to sight in depths of mystic light, Our dead dwell there. All things that can not fade, nor fall, nor die, Voices beloved and precious things foregone, Float up and up, and in that silence high With God grow one. No barren silence, nay, but such as over Lips that we love its spell may fling Where tender words like nested swallows hover, Ere they take wing. Sometimes from that far land there comes a breeze, Soft airs surprise us on our way, A few drops from above ; then on our knees We fall and pray. THE TWO WORLDS. And oft on some low crimson coast of cloud We deem we see its far-off strand ; Our hearts, like shipwrecked sailors, cry aloud *' The land ! The land ! " And side by side, that other world unknown Drenched in unbroken silence lies — World of ourselves, wheie each one lives alone, And lonely dies. With our unuttered griefs, our joys untold, Our multitudinous thoughts swift throng. We dwell ; one silence them and us doth fold All our life long. Out from those depths there comes a cry of pain : '' Ah, pitifully. Lord ! " it calls, " Behold the sorrows of our hearts ! " and then A silence falls. Die down, die down, O thou tormented sea ! Suffer my silent world to fill With voices from that land which call to me '* We love thee still." In vain— I hear them not ; but o'er my loss Comes an apocalyptic voice : "There shall be no more sea, and thou canst cross." Rejoice! rejoice ! 10 HE CARETH. MY FAITH. T T mAT seemeth best I'll do, ^ * With hope and courage too. And if results shall show The right I did not know. Twill still be right for me, Through all eternity. Disaster, pain, and care Shall find me grounded there, In perfect faith and trust. So whether bread or crust, Smooth sea or sailing rough, God knows, and that's enough. HE CARETH. WHAT can it mean ? Is it aught to Him That the nights are long and the days are dim. Can He be touched by the griefs I bear Which sadden the heart and whiten the hair ? About His throne are eternal calms. And strong, glad music and happy psalms And bliss unruffled by any strife — How can He care for my little life ? HE CARET H. \\ And yet I want Him to care for me While I live in this world where the sorrows be ! When the lights die down from the path I take, When strength is feeble, and friends forsake, When love and music that once did bless Have left me to silence and loneliness, And my life song changes to silent prayers — Then my heart cries out for a God who cares. When shadow hangs over the whole day long. And my spirit is bowed with shame and wrong, When I am not good and the deeper shade Of conscious sin makes my heart afraid. And the busy world has too much to do To stay in its course to help me through. And I long for a Saviour — can it be That the God of the Universe cares for me? Oh, wonderful story of deathless love ! Each child is dear to that Heart above ! He fights for me when I can not fight. He comforts me in the gloom of night. He lifts the burden, for He is strong. He stills the sigh and awakes the song;- The sorrow that brought me down He bears. And loves and pardons because He cares. Let all who are sad take heart again. We are not alone in our hours of pain ; 12 MV WAY, Our Father stooped from His throne above To soothe and quiet us with His love ; He leaves us not when the storm is high, And we have safety for He is nigh. Can it be trouble which He doth share ? Oh, rest in peace, for the Lord will care ! M V IV A Y, THEY told me of the way That I must go ; Whether t'was long or short They did not know. I did not listen then. Nor understand, Until my Father came And took my hand. **I am thy guide," He said; " Leave all with Me." And so I wxnt with Him All trustingly. And now we journey on. Day after day, I have no need of care ; He knows the way. " ONLY AN EARTHEN VESSELS 13 My sandals are His strength ; And His great love The staff that helps me toward The home above. He holds my hand in His : How can I fear? It is not hard to trust While He is near. I do not know how long The way will be ; I only know it is The best for me. And when no longer here He bids me roam, I shall behold with joy My Father's home. ''ONLY AN EARTHEN VESSELS 'T^'HE Master stood in His garden ■^ Among the lilies fair, Which His own right hand had planted And trained with tenderest care. 14 " ONLY AN EARTHEN VESSEL:' He looked at their snowy blossoms, And marked with observant eye, That his flowers were sadly drooping, For their leaves were parched and dry. " My lilies need to be watered," The Heavenly Master said ; "Wherein shall I draw it for them, And raise each drooping head ? '* Close to His feet on the pathv/ay Empty, and frail, and small. An earthen vessel was lying. Which seemed of no use at all. But the Master saw, and raised it From the dust in which it lay. And smiled as He gently whispered, "This shall do My work to-day." " It is but an earthen vessel. But it lay so close to Me ; It is small, but it is empty. And that is all it needs to be," So to the fountain He took it. And filled it to the brim ; How glad was the earthen vessel To be of some use to Him ! «* ONLY AN EARTHEN VESSELS 15 He poured forth the living water Over His lilies fair, Until the vessel was empty, And again he filled it there. He watered the drooping lilies Until they revived again. And the Master saw, with pleasure. That His labor had not been in vain. His own hand had drawn the water Which refreshed the thirsty flowers, But He used the earthen vessel •To convey the living showers. And to itself it whispered. As He laid it aside once more, "Still will I lie in His pathway. Just where I did before." " Close would I keep to the Master, Empty would I remain. And perhaps some day he may use me To water His flov/ers again.'* 10 AT E VENING- TIME. AT EVENING-TIME. THE light fades out of calmed sea, Dark shadows scar its lustrous breast ; Flushed, like the petal of a flower, The white sail melts into the west. Far o*er the blue the weary winds Have winged their flight, and swell no more The waves' sad music o'er the shrill Of ripples on the pebbly shore. Rest comes at last ! o'er purple hills The silvery sheep-bell tinkles clear, Slowly the lowing kine descend The homeward paths, and on the ear Ring joyous echoes from afar As reapers lay their sickles by . Then all sound dies, and land and sea Sleep calmly 'neath a silent sky, Rest comes at last j O weary heart, Fevered and fainting, racked by care, And toiling 'neath thy earthly cross Too great for mortal strength to bear. NO ONE KNOWS BUT JESUS. 17 Take courage — faint not, but endure ! Soon shalt thou say, " The day is past ! " At eventide the end shall come. And bring the quiet rest at last. NO ONE KNOWS BUT JESUS. "jVr O one knows how sinful I am ; ^ ^ No one knows but Jesus. No one knows how repentant I am ; No one knows but Jesus. No one knows how glad I would be, From sin and sorrow and death to flee, Finding light, joy, and heaven in Thee, My ever gracious Jesus. No one knows the resolves I make, — No one knows but Jesus, — To be meek and mild for His dear sake ; No one knows but Jesus. No one knows how oft and again My feeble attempts seem all in vain, I succeed in naught but giving pain To patient, loving Jesus. No one knows how sincerely I pray, — No one knovv^s but Jesus, — 3 18 *'/ BAVE CALLED THEE BY THY NAMEr To increase in grace each coming day : No one knows but Jesus. No one knows how my sinful heart Prevents my choosing the better part, Making me suffer from sin's sore smart — No one knows but Jesus. No one knows what comfort I find, — No one knows but Jesus, — In calling His precious words to mind No one knows but Jesus. No one but Jesus can ever know The " inner life " of all below. Whate'er we hide, whatever we show. Is only known to Jesus. "/ HAVE CALLED THEE BY THY NAMEJ' Isaiah xliii. i. NOT as a speck revolving through limitless realms of space ; Not as an atom lying in some dim and darksome place ; But as myself He knows me, and will keep me throughout this year, My Guide when I grope in darkness, my Strength when I faint with fear. 'I HAVE CALLED THEE B Y THY NAMEP 1 9 Not as a pebble in ocean, tossed chancewise up by the tide, One moment bathed in sunlight, when a toy in its darkening pride ; No prey to a world's caprices, but undimmed amid its night. Girt round by the calm and blessing of perfect Infinite Light. Not as a something somewhere, hurrying on through life. With sometimes a cry heard faintly as it wearily sinks in the strife ; Though at times I have almost thought it, and fancied my God v/as afar. He has risen above my darkness, and lit my night with his star. As myself and not as another, knowing my voice so well ; Yea ; knowing my inmost wishes and the thoughts that I could not tell ; So holy, I bow before Him ; so good that to none but Him, I could tell my deepest longings, and the doubts that are strange and dim. From the Rainbow Throne of Glory I see Him bend to me ; I know that the God of ages is working glori- ously ; 20 MARTHA. And I hear the great Creator, whose angels are a flame, Say to a child of Adam, " I have called thee by thy name." MA R THA . Yea, Lord !— Yet some must serve ! Not all with tranquil heart, Even at Thy dear feet, Wrapped in devotion sweet, May sit apart ! Yea, Lord !— Yet some must bear The burden of the day, Its labor and its heat, While others at Thy feet May muse and pray ! Yea, Lord !— Yet some must do Life's daily task-work ; some Who fain would smg must toil Amid earth's dust and moil, While lips are dumb ! Yea, Lord !— Yet man must earn, And woman bake, the bread ; BY NIGHT AND BY DA Y. 21 And some must watch and wake Early, for others' sake, Who pray instead ! Yea, Lord ! — Yet even Thou Hast need of earthly care. I bring the bread and wine To Thee, a guest divine — Be this my prayer ! BY NIGHT AND BY DA F. TN the hush that falls at midnight -■- When the earth lies blind and dumb, When closed are labor's eyelids, And stilled its daily hum ; When the stars above seem living, And the world beneath seems dead, With a brooding silence o'er it Like angels' wings outspread ; When the fevered pulse grows quiet, And the aching head knows rest, And the world lies softly cradled Upon God's pitying breast ; Then, like a fretful infant That cries when the light is dim, With the darkness all about me, My soul cries out for Him, 22 By NIGHT AND B Y DA Y. And I sometimes grope for a moment In the dim, dark land of Doubt, But my Beloved seeks me. And gently bears me out. And I know by my tranquil spirit I am lying on His breast, And He gives me in the darkness A sense of perfect rest ! And when the jubilant morning Flings gilded banners out. And marches forth triumphant To the voice of them that shout ; When the garments of rest and quiet Are folded and put away. And again I take the armor That befits the stirring day ; And when morning's dewy freshness Is dried in noon-tide heat. And I press the dusty highway With tired and lagging feet ; I should surely faint and falter. But the clasp of a strong right hand, And the print of a guiding footstep In the hot and heavy sand. Are the tokens of His presence In daylight's din and glare, And I know by my freshened spirit That I am still His care. MY SHEPHERD. 23 And through the long day's bustle, Till all its tumult cease, He give.s me every moment A sense of perfect peace. MY SHEPHERD. ■H) E leadeth me ! " And so I need not seek my own wild way Across the desert wild ; He knoweth where the soft, green pastures lie, Where the still waters glide, And how to reach the coolness of their rest Beneath the calm hillside, " He leadeth me ! " And though it be by rugged, w^eary ways Where thorns spring sharp and sore. No pathway can seem strange or desolate Where Jesus ''goes before/' His gentle shepherding my solace is, And gladness yet in store. "He leadeth me!" I shall not take one needless step through all. In wind, or heat, or cold ; 24 ULTIMA VERITAS, And all day long He sees the peaceful Qxid Through trials manifold. Up the fair hillside, like some sweet surprise Waiteth the quiet fold. ULTIMA VERITAS, T N the bitter waves of woe, ^ Beaten and tossed about By the sullen winds that blow From the desolate shores of doubt. Where the anchors that faith has cast Are dragging in the gale, I am quietly holding fast To the things that can not fail ; I know that right is right ; That it is not good to lie ; That love is better than spite. And a neighbor than a spy ; I know that passion needs The leash of a sober mind ; I know that generous deeds Some sure reward will find ; That the rulers must obey ; That the givers shall increase ; That Duty lights the way For the beautiful feet of Peace ; NOT WORTHY, BUT WILLING. 25 In the darkest night of the year, When the stars have all gone out, That courage is better than fear ; That faith is truer than doubt ; And fierce though the fiends may fight. And long though the angels hide, I know that truth and right Have the universe on their side ; And that somewhere beyond the stars, Is a love that is better than fate ; When the night unlocks her bars, I shall see Him— and I will wait NOT WORTHY, BUT WILLING, NOT worthy, O Lord, of Thy pardon. Not fit to partake of Thy grace ; Not worthy, my Saviour, but longing To live in the light of Thy face. Not worthy to cling to the promise Of cleansing and healing divine. But eager to come at Thy bidding And claim all Thou givest as mine. It is not because I have asked Thee — Tho' thou hast encouraged my prayer — But Thou, who dost love me, hast offered My sins and my sorrows to bear. OPEN JM MEDIA TEL V. God offered and I have accepted The cleansing, the joy, and the light, And into my life there is flowing A wonderful beauty and might. Still higher, as onward I journey, My will rises toward Thine own ; For God has accepted a smner And I have accepted a throne. There never was soul so unworthy, To meet with compassion like Thine ; That I should be heir to a kingdom, And God, the eternal, be mine ! Not worthy, but willing to praise Thee With jubilant spirit and breath ! Not worthy, but longing to triumph O'er sin and temptation and death. Then crown me, O Christ, with Thy merit. For all undeserving I am To learn, with the anthem of Moses, Its chorus, the song of the Lamb. OPEAT IMMEDIA TEL Y. THE certainest, surest thing I know. Whatever, what else, may yet befall Of blessings or bane, of weal or woe. Is the truth that is fatefullest far of all, OPEN IM MEDIA TEL Y. 27 That the Master will knock at my door some night And there, in the silence hushed and dim, Will wait for my coming with lamp alight. To open immediately to Him. I wonder if I, at His tap shall spring In eagerness up, and cross the floor With rapturous step, and freely fling, In the murk of the midnight, wide the door ? Or will there be work to be put away? Or the taper, that burns too low, to trim ? Or something that craves too much delay To open immediately to Him ! Or shall I with whitened fear grow dumb The moment I hear the sudden knock. And, startled to think He hath surely come, Shall falter and fail to find the lock, And keep Him so waiting, as I stand. Irresolute, while my senses sv/im. Instead of the bound with outstretched hand, To open immediately to Him ! If this is the only thing foretold Of all my future — then, I pray. That quietly watchful, I may hold The key of a golden faith each day 28 SUNSET U^ITH CLOUDS. Fast shut in my grasp, that when I heat His step, be it dawn or midnight dim, Straightway may I rise without a fear. And open immediately to Him ! . SUNSET WITH CLOUDS. THE earth grows dark about me, But Heaven shines clear above, As daylight slowly melts away With crimson light I love ; And clouds, like floating shadows, Of every form and hue, Hover around its dying couch, And blush a bright adieu. Like fiery forms of angels. They throng around the sun — Courtiers that on their monarch wait. Until his course is run. From him they take their glory ; His honor they uphold ; And trail their flowing garments forth. Of purple, green, and gold. Oh, bliss to gaze upon them. From this commanding hill. And drink the spirit of the hour. While all around is still ; 'BE still:' 29 While distant skies are opening, And stretching far away, A shadowy landscape dipp'd in gold, Where happier spirits stray. I feel myself immortal, As in yon robe of light, The glorious hills and vales of Heaven Are dawning on the sight ; I seem to hear the murmur Of some celestial stream ; And catch the glimmer of its course Beneath the sacred beam. And such, methinks with rapture, Is my eternal home — More lovely than this passing glimpse — To w^hich my footsteps roam ; There's something yet more glorious Succeeds this life of pain ; And, strengthened with a mightier hope, I face the world again. ''BE still:' SPEAK to the tossing tempests of the soul, Thou who upon the waves of Galilee Bade the wild waters bow to Thy control, And sink to softest ripples, instantly. 30 ''BE still:' Look with Thy pitying eyes, O Friend most true, Upon these human hearts so deeply stirred ; Hush their tumultuous passions, and subdue With *' peace, be still," each stormy thought or word. Swift o'er the waters be Thy message sent To quell the crested billows of our pride ; Still the wild tossing of our discontent. Bid the loud breakers of our fear subside. Quell the impatient moanings of distrust, The whirling vortex of our daily care ; Hush the fierce winds, which tell in fearful gust The story of our hate or our despair. Breathe o'er our sorrows, as they beat and roll. Wave over wave, and heed our sinking cry ; And may Thy gracious whisper reach the soul Amid those whelming waters — " It is I." Master, awake ! speak Thou the instant word, And bow our troubled spirits at Thy will ; Each surging billow, when its wrath is stirred, O'ersweep with Thy high mandate — " Peace, be still." I AMEN, 31 AMEN. CAN not say, Beneath the pressure of life's cares to-day, I joy in these ; But I can say That I had rather walk this rugged way, If Him it please. I can not feel That all is well, when darkening clouds conceal The shining sun ; But then I know He lives and loves ; and say, since it is so. Thy will be done. I can not speak In happy tones ; the tear-drops on my cheek Show I am sad ; But I can speak Of grace to suffer with submission meek, Until made glad. I do not see Why God should e'en permit some things to be. When He is love ; But I can see. Though often dimly through the mystery. His hand above ! '62 ^ IN DUE season:' I do not know Where falls the seed that I have tried to sow With greatest care ; But I shall know The meaning of each waiting hour below, Sometime, somewhere ! I do not look Upon the present, nor in Nature's book, To read my fate ; But I do look For promised blessings in God's Holy Book ; And I can wait. I may not try To keep the hot tears back— but hush that sigh, '' It might have been," And try to still Each rising murmur, and to God's sweet will Respond "Amen !" ^' IN DUE SEASONr THE harvest fields lie bleak and brown, Beneath the winter snows ; There is no breath of violet. No fragrance of the rose ; Of birds or brooks no roundelays— O weary days ! AT THE KING'S GATE. 33 Yet somewhere, in her sweet content, Spring waits God's loving call. And sets her buds, unquestioning, Since He is over all : Beneath the snows that fall to-day Sleep blooms of May. O patient souls, storm-beat and driven. And robbed by wintry blast, Who hold, through all God's chastening. His promises so fast — Or soon or late His love shall bring Eternal spring ! AT THE ICING'S GATE, |\ /TORNING by morning to his gates I came, ^^ ^ Taking my portion from his liberal store, •Glad of my crumbs, and asking for no more. Scarcely my lips their stammering thanks could frame ; For what was I that I should think to claim Such audience from the King, whose good ran o'er To fill each empty soul that sought his door. And with the blessing spake no word of blame ? But if, some morn, his angel-guards had cried : *' The King hath nothing for thy needs to-day. Since from thy desert life no flowers unfold. And all thy fields lie barren, far and wide," 3 34 A TANGLED SKEIN. I should have said, and humbly gone my way : " He is the King, to give or to withhold." Swift from the shining presence entered One With spotless robes, of pearl and lilies wrought. I know not if He spake, or if the thought Grew in His smile, as blossoms in the sun : " Why should'st thou come, O child, as beggars come, Who take the gift, but count the love for naught ? This is thy Father's house. For thee He sought, Waiting thy coming till the day was done. He careth for thee. Ask for large supplies. Put on the robe and ring, and cast away Thy garments stained with tears, with sin defiled ; And if His wisdom all thy prayer denies, Secure in Jove, look up and trusting say : * He is the King, yet am I still His child.' " A TANGLED SKEIN, A /TY life, which was so straight and plain, ■^^ ^ Has now become a tangled skein, Yet God holds still the thread ; Weave as I may. His hand doth guide The shuttle's course, however wide The chain and v/oof be wed. THE SECOND COMING. One weary night, when years went by, I plied my loom with tear and sigh. In grief unnamed, untold ; But when at last the morning's light Broke on my vision pure and bright. There gleamed a cloth of gold ! And now I never lose my trust. Weave as I may, — and weave I must, — That God doth hold the thread ; He guides my shuttle on its way, He makes complete my task each day ; What more, then, can be said ? THE SECOND COMING, TT E will come perhaps at morning, -^ -^ When to simply live is sweet. When the arm is strong, unwearied By the noonday toil and heat ; When the undimmed eye looks tearless Up the shining heights of life, And the eager soul is panting. Yearning for some noble strife. He will come perhaps at noontide, When the pulse of life throbs high. When the fruits of toil are ripening, And the harvest time is nigh ; 36 " HE LEAD E Til ME:' Then through all the full-orbed splendor Of the sun's meridian blaze, There may shine the strange new beauty Of the Lord's transfigured face. He will come perhaps at evening. Gray and sombre is the sky, Clouds around the sunset gather, Full and dark the shadows lie ; When we long for rest and slumber. And some tender thoughts of home Fill the heart w^ith vague, sad yearning, Then perhaps the Lord will come. If He only find us ready. In the morning's happy light, In the strong and fiery noontide. Or the coming of the night ; If He only find us waiting, Listening to His sudden call, Then His coming when we think not, Is the sweetest hope of all. ''HE LEA BETH ME^ Psalm xxviii. T N " pastures green ? " Not always ; sometimes He -■■ Who knoweth best, in kindness leadeth me In weary ways, where heavy shadows be. 'HE LEADETH MEy 37 Out of the sunshine, warm and soft and bright, Out of the sunshine into darkest night, I oft would faint with sorrow and aiYright Only for this : I know He holds my hand ; So, whether led in green or desert land, I trust, although I may not understand. Beside '* still waters ? " No, not always so ; Ofttimes the heavy tempests round me blow. And o er my soul the waves and billows go. But when the storm beats loudest, and I cry Aloud for help, the Master standeth by. And whispers to my soul, " Lo, it is I ! " Above the tem.pest w^ild I hear Him say, '' Beyond the darkness lies the perfect day ; In every path of thine I lead the way." So whether on the hill-tops high and fair I dwell or in the sunless valleys where The shadov/s lie, what matter ? He is there. And more than this, where'er the pathv/ay lead He gives to me no helpless broken reed, But His own hand, sufficient for my need. So where He leads me, I can safely go ; And in the blest hereafter I shall know Why in His wisdom He hath led me so. 38 THE sours PEACE. THE sours PEACE, MY soul is resting in God's peace, Without a care or fear ; The tumults of my bosom cease, For Christ my Lord is here. The Spirit poureth from on high A sanctifying tide ; And, bathing in its stream of joy, My soul is satisfied. He driveth curious doubts away ; He giveth child-like faith ; And so I take the yea or nay, Just as my Saviour saith. I have not other wish to be Than what my Lord ordains ; So what He knoweth best for me That be my richest gains. A spirit meek and quieted Is better than a crown ; How rich the blessing on the head That Jesus sendeth down ! Here in His banquet-house I bide. His banner o'er me, Love, THE LADDER. 39 And wait the coming eventide Of perfect peace above. THE LADDER. T^AST and vigil, alms and prayer, ■*- These the penitential stair Leading slowly, day by day. Up the toilsome heavenward way. Following these I thought to be Always near, dear Lord, to Thee ! Now, alas ! Thou knowest all ; Fruitless strife and frequent fall ! Trust of self, or selfish aim. Toil unhallowed by Thy name, Envy, pride— oh, make me know What has laid Thy servant low ! By this same unchanging stair — Fast and vigil, alms and prayer- Following Thee Thy saints have passed To victorious peace at last. None the less, dear Lord, I know Worse than vain each step I go If Thou art not at my side To prevent, uphold and guide. 40 PEACE, Take in Thine my trembling hand ; Give me grace and strength to stand ; Once again I will essay At Thy word the heavenward way. Oh, for courage not to faint ! Oh, for silence from complaint ! On, for patience to forbear, Love to conquer, faith to dare ! Naught I can do, or have done ; If I win 'tis Thou hast won ; Putting all my trust in Thee Now my ladder's worth I see. PEA C E , T^IERCE was the wild billow, -^ Dark was the night ; Oars labored heavily, Foam glimmered v/hite ; Mariners trembled, Peril was nigh ; Then said the Son of God, " Peace I it is I ! " Ridge of the mountain wave. Lower thy crest ! Wail of Euroclydon, Be thou at rest ! FULLNESS OF BLESSING, 41 Peril can none be, Sorrow must fly, When saith the Light of Hght, " Peace ! it is I ! " Jesus, Deliverer ! Come Thou to me ; Soothe Thou my voyaging Over life's sea ; Thou, when the storm of death Roars, sweeping by. Whisper — O Truth of truth !— *• Peace ! it is I ! " FULLNESS OF BLESSING, IVT O lack in Him " in whom all fullness dwells "; ^ ^ Oh, music sweet, like chime of evening bells. All fullness is in Him, and all for us. Oh, wondrous grace that He hath loved us thus, As to provide in Christ for all our need ! Oh, this is joy unspeakable indeed ! His precious blood to cleanse from every sin. Himself to reign our wayward hearts within ; His perfect righteousness our souls to clothe, His power to crush in us the sins we loathe. 43 FULLNESS OF BLESSING. Taught by His Spirit, or we'd love them still ; O Lord, accomplish in us all Thy will. Oh, empty us of self, the world, and sin, And then in all Thy fullness enter in ; Take full possession. Lord, and let each thought Into obedience unto Thee be brought ; Thine is the power, and Thine the will, that we Be wholly sanctified, O Lord, to Thee. Accomplish all Thy will again we pray, Work in us mightily from day to day ; Take full possession, Lord ; we yield the whole j Oh, sanctify our body, spirit, soul ! Oh, shed thy light within, that v/e may be As shining lights in this dark world for Thee. Forgive the past : yea. Lord, Thou dost forgive ; Henceforth for Thee alone we long to live ; Constrained by love we yield ourselves to Thee, Thy love, dear Lord, has won the victory ; Kept by Thy grace, upholden by Thy power, Enable us to serve Thee hour by hour. And when we see Thee in the realms above. How much we'll praise Thee for Thy wondrous love ; Adoring, fall at Thy beloved feet, Adoring, raise thine eyes to meet ; " Worthy the Lamb," for ever we shall sing, All praise to Thee, our Lord, Redeemer, King. UNGRANTED PR A YER. 43 ''FOLLOW THOU AIEr "F< OLLOWthoume!" The way is rough and I am weak ; How shall I know the Lord I seek ? ** Follow thou me ! " *' Follow thou me ! " Wilt Thou relieve from nameless fears, I From press of care and weight of years ? *' Follow thou me ! " '* Follow thou me ! '* I bring Thee neither worth nor pelf ; I give Thee — wilt Thou take ? — myself. '* Follow thou me ! '' I follow Thee ! Oh, loving Lord ! this hand of mine, Submissively I place in Thine. I follow Thee, UNGRANTED PRAYER. FOR all Thy gifts to me, my gracious Lord, My heart outpours its wonted thanks to-day ; But now there comes an unaccustomed word, Falling from lips unused such words to say ; . 44 UNGRANTED PRAYER, More than for all Thy gifts, most rich, most fair, To-day I thank Thee for ungranted prayer ! Ungranted prayer ! I cried to Thee for health. Then lay on bed of pain for untold hours ; Ungranted prayer ! I prayed to Thee for wealth For one I loved ; and still with all his powers Of thought and will he fights with sordid care ; And yet I thank Thee for ungranted prayer ! Thou wouldst not give me health ; but then the pain Brought an enforced silence in my life When, freed from its strong restlessness and strain, I felt Thy love, forgotten in the strife. Stillness of darkened room ! Thou camest there ! My Lord ! I thank Thee for ungranted prayer ! Thou hast not given him wealth ; not the success Which seems his due. Bitter to see him passed By men whose courage, strength, are so much less ; But one learns fast through failure, oh, so fast ! Ah ! when I see him grown so strong to bear, I thank Thee, too, for this ungranted prayer ! Ungranted prayer ! With all my being's might I cried to Thee one weary year ago. THE PILOT. 45 To save my darling's life ; through dark, sad night I watched her breathing grow more faint, more slow, Until it ceased ; oh, wildness of despair ! Oh, desolation of unanswered prayer ! And yesterday beside her grave I stood. The grass, the flowers w^ere blackened by the cold ; The dreary wind moaned through the leafless wood ; The w^orld looked very gray, and tired and old, I thought — my darling knows a kinder air, And thanked Thee even for that ungranted prayer ! Ungranted prayer ! The mother draws her child Back from the poisonous flowers, the gaudy prize. But fills his hands with roses sweet and wild, With treasures safe his longing satisfies ; So I should fear to pray, but for God's care, Which gives me better gifts than granted prayer. THE FILO T. 1\ /T Y bark is wafted on the strand ■^^ ^ By breath divine ; And on the helm there rests a hand Other than mine. 46 HATH MADE US KINGS. One who was known in storms to sail, I have on board ; Above the roaring of the gale, I have my Lord. He holds me when the billov/s smite ; I shall not fall. If sharp, 'tis short ; if long, 'tis light- He tempers all. Safe to the land ! safe to the land The end is this, And then with Him go hand in hand Far into bliss. HATH MADE US KINGS. Revelation i. 6. MADE me a king, whose life's drear worth- lessness Had crushed me with a burden of despair ? Made me a king, whose days' sad uselessness Seemed little worth the strength they cost to bear ? And I am crowned ? Oh, wondrous, w^ondrous thing ! Christ's love has crowned me, and has made me king ! HATH MADE US KINGS, 47 I am a king ! no more a hopeless slave Dragging my heavy chain in weary round ! I am a king ! my heart grows strong and brave, Life's meaning and its beauty have I found ! Wake up, dull heart ! dumb voice, exultant sing ! Christ's blood has washed me, and has made me king ! Has made me king ! Now in my new estate * What duties must I do, what honors bear ? More than all men the king must feel the weight Of constant self-restraint, of watchful care ; Beneath his firm control his passions bring, And rule himself, if he would be- a king ! Has made me king ! Great difficulties throng About my path, and covert danger lies Around. A king should trample on the wrong, And over circumstance undaunted rise ! Away ! ye doubts and fears that round me cling ! I know no hindrance, since I am a king ! Has made me king ! And royalty must give With lavish hand ! Largesse ! largesse ! they cry Who follow regal steps ; if I would live Right kingly, help to none must I deny ; Love, faith, hope, tenderness, the gifts I bring ; Noblesse oblige ! I will give like a king ! 48 RESOLUTION. RESOLUTION, IF you've any task to do. Let me whisper, friend, to you. Do it. If you've anything to say, True and needed, yea or nay. Say it. If youVe anything to love, As a blessing from above. Love it. If youVe anything to give, That another's joy may live. Give it. If some hollow creed you doubt, Though the whole world hoot and shout Doubt it. If you know what torch to light, Guiding others through the night, Light it. If you've any debt to pay. Rest you neither night nor day, Pay it. THE SKEIN WE WIND. 49 If you've any joy to hold Next your heart, lest it get cold. Hold it. If you've any grief to meet, At the loving Father's feet, Meet it. If you're given light to see What a child of God should be, See it. Whether life be bright or drear. There's a message sweet and clear Whispered down to every ear — Hear it. THE SKEIN WE WIND, T F you and I, to-day, •*■ Should stop and lay Our life-work down, and let our hands fall where they will — Fall down to lie quite still — And if some other hand should come, and stoop to find The threads we carried, so that it could wind, 4 50 THE SKEIN WE WIND, Beginning where we stopped ; if it should come to keep Our life-work going ; seek To carry on the good design Distinctively made yours, or mine. What would it find ? Some work we must be doing, true or false ; Some threads we wind ; some purpose so exalts Itself that we look up to it, or down, As to a crown To bow before, and we weave threads Of different lengths and thickness— some mere shreds — And wind them round Till all the skein of life is bound, Sometimes forgetting at the task To ask The value of the threads, or choose Strong stuff to use. No hand but winds some thread ; It can not stand quite still till it is dead. But what it spins and winds a little skein. God made each hand for work — not toil-stain Is required, but every hand Spins, though but ropes of sand. If love should come, Stooping above when we are done. AT SET OF SUN. 51 To find bright threads That we have held, that it may spin them longer — find but shreds That break when touched, how cold, Sad, shivering, portionless, the hands will hold The broken strands and know Fresh cause for woe. AT SET OF SUN. T F we sit down at set of sun -*■ And count the things that we have done, And counting find One self-denying act, one word That eased the heart of him who heard One glance, most kind. That fell like sunshine where it went — Then we may count this day well spent. But if through all the life-long day We've eased no heart by yea or nay ; If through it all We've done no thing, that we can trace, That brought the sunshine to a face ; No act, most small. That helped some soul, and nothing cost — Then count that day as w^orse than lost. 52 SOUL LONGINGS. SOUL LONGINGS. IF Thou wert here to-nig: t, dear Lord, I'd bring to Thee with heart outpoured The sin I vainly strive to bear, And kneeling low at Thy blest feet Would leave it there. Yet Thou art with Thy people still, To share their joy and suit their ill To their small strength. O wilt Thou hear My prayer, and let me feel and know That Thou art near ? My faith is weak, and yet I know That if Thy love should will it so, I need not see one ray of light Upon my path. If Thou dost lead All must be right. But still the way seems steep and rough, To know Thou'rt near is not enough ; I long to feel Thy loving hand Stretched out to hold me ere I sink- Too weak to stand. Darker the road, the burden grown Too great for me to bear alone : GOING HOME. 53 I sink beneath its weight and cry " My strength is weakness ; Lord, wilt Thou Save, or I die ? " E'en while I cry a heavenly light Breaks through the darkness of the night, And Thy voice whispers in my ear ** Thy poor weak faith hath hidden Me, But I am here." I know my weakness, and I dare No more to lift the load of care. But come all penitent to Thee, Knowing that Thou the heavy cross Wilt bear for me. O Christ, dear Christ ! wilt Thou forgive My unbelief ? Help me to live In Thy strong love, thus shall I be In hours of joy and woe alike Kept close to Thee. GOING HOME, TTEIMGANG I So the German people -LL Whisper, when they hear the bell Tolling from some gray old steeple, Death's familiar tale to tell ; 54 LOOKING BEYOND, When they hear the organ dirges Swelling out from chapel dome. And the singers* chanting surges, *' Heimgang ! " Always going home. Heimga7ig! Quaint and tender saying, In the grand old German tongue, That hath shaped Melancthon's praying And the hymns that Luther sung ; Blessed is our loving Maker, That where'er our feet shall roam, Still we journey toward *' God's Acre "— " Heimgang I " Always going home. Heimgang / We are all so weary ; And the willows, as they wave, Softly sighing, sweetly, dreary, Woo us to the tranquil grave ; When the golden pitcher's broken, With its dregs or with its foam. And the tender words are spoken, " Heimgang ! '' We are going home ! LOOKING BEYOND, I ST AND amid the wreck of years— the scowl of stormy skies. And look beyond the coasts of time where Aiden's summits rise ; LOOKING BEYOND. 55 I note the sheen of pearly gates, the glint of golden spires, And flash of wondrous domes aflame with God's celestial fires ; I mark the blue of cloud-capped hills, the bloom of valleys fair, Where deathless summer smiling flings her ban- ner on the air ; O starry goal ! O Beulah land ! O rest forever- more ! Come loss, come cross, so I but gain that bright, eternal shore. On Life's dark sea my wayward bark a devious track hath made ! Athwart her path dense clouds have rolled, and lurid lightnings played ; Rocked in the lap of warring waves, — tossed on the billow^s high ; The mild moan of the swift-wing'd gale her sounding lullaby. But hark! the cheering voice of hope, — "Trim, trim, thy sails anew ! " God s love hath pierced the ebon shades, and Fleaven is smiling through ! O starry goal ! O Beulah land ! O rest forever- more ! Come loss, come cross, so I but gain that bright, eternal shore ! 56 LOOKING BEYOND. Once more the shifting helm I grasp with cour- age firm and high ; On Truth's unerring beacon light once more I fix my eye ; Foam, surges, foam ! roll, billows, roll ! His hand shall guide me through To home, sweet home, beyond the tide, in yonder distant blue ; There I shall furl my tattered sails, safe anchored in the bay. No more to dare the vengeful gale nor maddened billows' play : starry goal ! O Beulah land ! O rest forever- more ! Come loss, come cross, so I but gain that bright, eternal shore. And thou, companion bark, that time hath drifted to my side, — Frail, weak, yet fearless wanderer upon the waters wide, — Blest be thy sure and steadfast course. A joy hath proved to me The glimmer of thy pilot sails upon the surging sea. 1 follow in thy snowy wake, and trust thy heedful eye, That shapes our course where angel hands shall crown us by and by. A LITTLE TALK WITH JESUS. 57 O Starry goal ! O Beulah land ! O rest forever- more ! Come loss, come cross, so we but gain that bright, eternal shore ! SO MUCH TO ASK FOR, SO much, so much my heart is like a fountain, Forever filling, and yet never full. Receiving hourly increase from the mountain, Yet ever thirsting for the water cool. And thus my heart, O Lord, receives its store, Forever taking while it asks for more. So much, so much my heart is like the children, Forever taking gifts from mother's hand. Forever taking with a smile unbidden, As "Give us more," they earnestly demand, And thus my heart, O Lord, receives its store. Forever taking while it begs for more. A LITTLE TALK WITH JESUS. A LITTLE talk with Jesus, -^^ How it smooths the rugged road ! How it seems to help me onward When I faint beneath my load ! 58 A LITTLE TALK WITH JESUS. When my heart is crushed with sorrow. And mine eyes with tears are dim, There's naught can yield me comfort Like a little talk with Him. I tell Him I am weary. And I fain would be at rest. That I'm daily, hourly longing For a home upon His breast ; And He answers me so sweetly. In tones of tenderest love — ** I am coming soon to take thee To My happy home above." Ah, this is what I'm wanting, His lovely face to see; And I'm not afraid to say it, I know He's wanting me ! He gave His life a ransom To make me all His own ; And He can't forget His promise To me. His purchased one. I know the way is dreary To yonder far-off clime. But a little talk with Jesus Will wile away the time ; And yet the more I know Him, And all His grace explore, A LITTLE TALK WITH JESUS, 59 It only sets me longing To know Him more and more. I can not live without Him, Nor would I if I could ; He is my daily portion, My medicine and my food. He's altogether lovely. None can with Him compare — The Chief among ten thousand. The fairest of the fair, I often feel impatient And mourn His long delay, I never can be settled While He remains away ; But we shall not long be parted. For I know He'll quickly come. And we shall dwell together In that happy, happy home. So I'll wait a little longer, Till His appointed time, And glory in the knovv^ledge That such a hope is mine. Then in my Father's dwelling. Where '' many mansions " be, I'll sweetly talk with Jesus, And He shall talk with me. go NIGHTFALL. NIGHTFALL, Lie still, O heart ! Crush out thy vainness and unreached desires. Mark how the sunset fires, Which kindled all the West with red and gold, Are slumbering 'neath the amethystine glow Of the receding day, whose tale is told. Stay, stay thy questionings ; what wouldst thou know, O anxious heart ? Soft is the air ; And not a leaflet rustles to the ground To break the calm around. Creep, little wakeful heart, into thy nest ; The world is full of flowers even yet. Close fast thy dewy eyes, and be at rest. Pour out thy plaints at day, if thou must fret ; Day is for care. Now, turn to God. Night is too beautiful for us to cling To selfish sorrowing. O memory ! the grass is ever green Above thy grave ; but we have brighter things, Than thou hast ever claimed or known, I ween, Day is for tears. At night the soul hath wings To leave the sod. WASHING THE DISCIPLES' FEET. 61 The thought of night That comes to us Hke breath of primrose-time, That comes hke the sweet rhyme Of a pure thought expressed, lulls all our fears, And stirs the angel that is in us — night. Which is a sermon to the soul that hears. Hush ! for the heavens with starlets are alight. Thank God for night ! WASHING THE DISCIPLES' FEET. ' Y feet ! Nay, Lord, I hold Thee far too -L^J- high; For such a service servile hands v/ere meet. Thou, David's heir ! Thy crowning drawing nigh^ Amazed I stand; Thou shalt not wash my feet I hail Thee, Master ; reverence Thee as Lord, Messiah promised, Christ so long delayed ; Earth, air, and floods are subject to Thy word. And our weak souls upon Thy strength are stayed. Thou speakest : " "What I do, thou know'st not now ! " I trust thy wisdom, and its m.ystery greet ; But this humiliation — 'tis to bow Too low fo': kings ; Thou shalt not wash my feet ! 62 ALONE WITH CONSCIENCE, Again Thy voice : " If here I wash thee not Thou hast no part with Me!" No part v/ere dread. O Lord ! O Master ! Stooping without blot, Not my feet only, but my hands and head ! Once more I listen : '* Ye have named me true : Know ye My office to each chosen one ? Happy are ye, if knowing ye shall do : Wash one another's feet as I have done ! '* O Prophet, Prince, in love surpassing all, In lofty presence and in humble grace, Content my heart would answer to Thy call, Serving or served, if Thou appoint the place. ALONE WITH CONSCIENCE, 1SAT alone with my conscience, In a place where time had ceased ; And we talked of my former living In the land where the years increased. And I felt I should have to answer The question put to me. And to face the answer and question Throughout an eternity. The ghosts of forgotten actions Came floating before my sight, ALONE WITH CONSCIENCE. 63 And things that I thought were dead things Were alive with a terrible might ; And the vision of all my past life Was an awful thing to face, Alone with my conscience sitting • In that solemnly silent place. And r thought of a far-away warning Of a sorrow that was to be mine. In a land that then was the future, But now was the present time ; And I thought of my former thinking Of a judgment day to be ; But sitting alone with my conscience Seemed judgment enough for me. And I wondered if there v/ere a future To this land beyond the grave ; But no one gave me an answer, And no one came to save. Then I felt that the future was present, And the present would never go by ; For it was but the thought of my past Xiii Grown into eternity. Then I woke from my timely dreaming^ And the vision passed away. And I knew the far-away warning Was a warning of yesterday ; 64 OUT OF SIN INTO CHRIST. And I pray that I may not forget it In this land before the grave, That I may not cry in the future. And no one come to save. And so I have learned a lesson Which I ought to have learned before, And which, though I learned in dream ingj I hope to forget no more. So I sit alone with my conscience, In the place where the years increase, And I try to remember the future, In the land where time will cease ; And I know^ of the future judgment. How dreadful soe'er it be. That to sit alone with my conscience Will be judgment enough for me. OUT OF SIN INTO CHRIST. /^UT of my bondage, sorrow^ and night, ^-^ Into Thy freedom, gladness, and light ; Out of my sickness into Thy health, Out of my want and into Thy wealth. Out of my sin and into Thyself, Jesus, I come ! Jesus, I come ! Out of my shameful failure and loss Into the glorious gain of Thy cross ; SHUT IN. 65 Out of earth's poisons into Thy balm, Out of life's storms into heavenly calm, Out of distress into jubilant psalm, Jesus, I come ! Jesus, I come ! Out of unrest and arrogant pride Into Thy restful will to abide ; Out of myself to dwell in Thy love, Out of despair into raptures above. Upward for aye on wings of a dove, Jesus, I come ! Jesus, I come ! Out of my death and the shade of the tomb Into Thy life and radiant home ; Out of the depths of ruin untold Into the gates of Thy sheltered fold. Into the streets and city of gold, Jesus, I come ! Jesus, I come ! SHUT IN, SHUT in, shut in from the ceaseless din Of the restless world, its want and sin ; Shut in from its turmoil, care, and strife. And all the wearisome round of life. Shut in with tears that are spent in vain. With the dull companionship of pain : Shut in with the changeless days and hours. And bitter knowledge of failing powers. S 66 FULL CONSECRATION, Shut in with dreams of the days gone by, With buried joys that were born to die ; Shut in with the hopes that have lost their zest And leave but a longing after rest. Shut in with a trio of angels sweet ! Patience and Love all pain to meet, With Faith that can suffer and stand and wait. And lean on the promises, strong and great. Shut in with Christ ! Oh, wonderful thought, Shut in with the peace His sufferings bought ; Shut in with the Love that wields the rod ; Oh, company blest ! Shut in with God ! FULL CONSECRATION, Numbers vi. 7. T^ULL Consecration ! Eye hath not beholden, ■^ Ear hath not heard, nor heart of man con- cev'd, All the deep gladness in those words enfolden. Their blessings who, not seeing, have believed. Full Consecration ! Heart and spirit yielded In the new rest of resurrection life ; Within the secret of God's presence shielded From care in service, and from harm in strife. FULL CONSECRATI'ON. (57 Full Consecration ! Confident surrender Of startling wish, of plan unowned by Him ; Conscious encirclement by love too tender With needless cloud the pilgrim path to dim. Full Consecration ! Every day revealing Fresh visions of the land to be explored ; Once hidden melodies upon us stealing, Clear whispers of the secret of the Lord. Full Consecration ! Whither, Lord, Thou goest, We, too, would follow, listening to Thy call ; The true, glad w^atchword of our hearts Thou knowest — " All, all for Christ, and Christ our all in all." Full Consecration ! Our own life's brief story ; No wasted essence, no unwoven thread ; But, v;ith the Church's commonw^ealth of glory, Linked to the glory of her risen Head. Full Consecration ! Is the first love over— A tender memory of a yearned-for past ? No : rather, day by day, our hearts discover Depths deep ning into perfect love at last. Full Consecration ! Binding to the altar The free heart's offering of life and will. For pain, for conflict shall our spirits falter? Take Thou Thy way, our God, and keep us still. 68 ONLY, Full Consecration ! Let us go forth bravely, His cross-bearers who lived for us and died, Taking grief calmly, making conquest gravely, With the sweet quiet of the satisfied. Thine, Lord, forever ! Keep us, we implore Thee, Yielded to Thee as risen from the dead. Each in his priestly white to walk before Thee, Thy consecration ever on his head. O N L Y. ONLY a little more climbing, And then the heights are won, And rest we have longed and toiled for, Is ours, and labor done. Only a heart that trusteth The promise of rest to be, With never a doubt of the Heaven Our blind eyes can not see. Only a faith unfailing, Like that of a little child. And ihe day will not seem drear}^ Although the way is wild. THE SWEET SURPRISE. 69 Only a little sorrow Before the end of tears, Only an earthly morrow. And then Heaven's happy years. THE SWEET SURPRISE, TPvOWN to the borders of the silent land ^^ She goes with halting feet. She dares not trust; she can not understand The blessedness complete That waits for God's beloved at His right hand. She dreads to see God's face : for though the pure Beholding Him, are blest, Yet in His sight no evil can endure ; And still with fear oppressed, She looks within and cries, " Who can be sure ? " The world beyond is strange — the golden streets, The palaces so fair, The seraphs singing in the shining seats. The glory everywhere ; And to her soul she solemnly repeats The visions of the Book. " Alas," she cries, " That world is all too grand ! 70 THE SWEET SURPRISE, Among those splendors and those majesties I would not dare to stand ; For me a lowlier heaven would well suffice. '° Yet faithful in her lot this saint has stood Through service and through pain ; The Lord Christ she has followed, doing good. Sure, dying must be gain To one who, living, hath done what she could. The light is fading in the tired eyes, The weary race is run ; Not as the victor that doth sei^e the prize, But as the fainting one. She nears the verge of the eternities. And now the end has come, and now she sees The happy, happy shore. O fearful, faint, distrustful soul, are these The things thou fearedst before — The awful majesties that spoiled thy peace } This land is home ; no stranger art thou here ; Sweet and familiar words From voices silent long salute thine ear; And winds and songs of birds. And bees and blooms and sweet perfumes c near. THE END OF THE ROAD. 71 The seraphs, they are men of kindly mien ; The gems and robes but signs Of minds all radiant and of hearts washed clean ; The glory, such as shines Wherever faith, or hope, or love is seen. And He, O doubting child ! the Lord of Grace Whom thou didst fear to see — He knows thy sin. But look upon His face ! Doth it not shine on thee ? With a great light of love that fills the place ? O happy soul ! be thankful now and rest* Heaven is a goodly land, And God is love, and those He loves are blest. Now thou dost understand ; The least thou hast is better than the best That thou didst hope for. Now upon thine eyes The new life opens fair — Before thy feet the blessed journey lies Through homelands everywhere, And Heaven to thee is all a sweet surprise. THE END OF THE ROAD. D< fO you w^onder, oh, my darling. Do you wonder that I faint not 'neath the burden of my load } 72 THE END OF THE ROAD. Oh, the gloom and toil and duty Turn to light and praise and beauty. While I'm looking toward the end of the road. Tho' the way be long and dreary. And I languish for a happier, a more serene abode. As the light of earth grows dimmer. Looking up, I see the glimmer Of its glory at the end of the road. Though the talent seemeth meagre. And my Sovereign Lord doth gather ever3rvvhere *He hath not strowed, Yet I would not therefore spurn it^ But with usury return it, At His coming at the end of the road. Tho' I now go forward weeping. If I bear the precious seed which the Master would have sowed ; I shall come again with singing, Sheaves of plenty with me- bringing To the harvest at the end of the road. Peace shall follow tribulation ; This the boon Divine compassion upon mortals hath bestowed. Heavy now the cross Tm bearing. Bright the crown Til soon be wearing In the temple at the end of the road. LIFE PICTURES. 73 LIFE PICTURES. DEEPER and darker within the room Fell the shadow of coming night, And over a picture half cut in wood An engraver bent in the waning light. ** It has grown so dark that I can not see," He said, as he laid his tools away. " Line after line, it is wearisome work. And I have accomplished but little to-day. " I wonder if any who look at this, The picture the artist carefully drew, Will think how each little line must be cut In wood, with a hand that is firm and true. " I thought, to-day, as I slowly worked. How much the picture that I have made Is like the life that we lead each day : Side by side fall the light and shade, " And each line is like a single day. And many and many a one it takes ; And yet it is not one line alone That the beauty and strength of the picture makes. 74 LIFE PICTURES, "■ Neither one day, nor a noble deed, That makes a life that is lovely and grand, But the little things that it patiently takes To bear, and to do, and to understand. " And surely every beautiful picture must Awaken in some of the many who see A longing or thought that is earnest and true, And that helps them to braver and stronger be. " And so with life pictures it is, I think ; But 'tis harder, far harder, to make them pure In life than in wood, for in every life There is much to bear and much to endure. " But our Father, the Artist above. He sees Us working below, all our struggles and strife, And He gave to us Jesus, His Son for a plan To guide us in making our picture of life. ** And if we do our best, though many a line May be wavering, broken, or perhaps incom- plete. Yet I think He will tenderly smile on us when Life's picture is finished, and laid at His feet." TIRED. 75 TIRED. OF all Thy promises, O Christ, This sometimes seems the best — '' Come to Me, ye that labor, And I will give you rest." We get so tired, we can not care For many things. We creep Like weary children near to Thee, And only pray to sleep. We have been strong to dare and do ; We have gone forth to fight ; With force that led to victory Have striven for the right. Where Thoa hast called us we have gone, With gladsome steps and free ; But what can worn-out hearts and hands Avail to do for Thee ? We have gone forth to work among Thy busy servants, Lord ; Oh, pleasant were the merry songs We sang with sweet accord ! But night comes after the long day, And we, by care opprest. Come to Thee, Master, in the dark, And ask for leave to rest. 76 WALKING WITH GOD, O Jesus, Thou wast wear}^ too, And Thou wilt understand Why the unfinished tasks are put From out the nerveless hand. We thank Thee for Thy patient love That gives to us its best ; We turn from all the world beside, And come to Thee for rest. WALKING WITH GOD. " Unless Thy presence go with us, carry us not up hence." T^OWN through the ages float the words ^-^ That best befit my need to-day ; As prayed Thy prophet, Lord, of old, Thy weakest child would pray. Before me stand an open door ; A path — an untried path— I see, Where white flowers glimmer in the grass. And sweet airs wander free. The path climbs not to rocky heights, Far-looking over sea and land ; It keeps below, where meadow-slopes Lie fair on either hand. WALKING WITH GOD. 77 Clear-singing with assured delight, Cool springs along the valley play, Keeping its April greenness fresh Through all the summer day. And songs of birds from orchard boughs. And odorous breaths of woodland bowers. Come to me through the open door. And charm my sultry hours. And Love stands waiting in the door. With soft eyes pleading tenderly. And eager hand outstretched for mine, Saying, '' Come, walk with me ! " I know ! — I know that storms must sweep Sometimes along the valley fair ; And even by the snowy blooms I know that thorns are there. But not for fear of fretting thorn. Or sweeping blast, I stand in doubt. Gazing with wistful, tear-wet eyes, Yet lingering still without. While still that dear hand waits for mine. Still plead those true eyes earnestly, And still I hear that gentle call, '' Mine own, come, walk with me ! " 78 UP-HILL. Dear Lord, Thou seest to the end ; Thou krxowest the path in all its length ; Thou knowest the hearts that Thou hast made — Their weakness and their strength. And all the power of human love, Its subtle charm o'er soul and sense, — O Love Divine ! to Thee I turn In childlike confidence. *' Unless Thy presence with us go, Carry us not up hence ! " I pray. Alone, together, as Thou wilt ; But, oh, be Thou our Way ! UP-LIILL, r^OES the road wind up-hill all the way } ^-^ Yes, to the very end. Will the day's journey take the whole long day ? From morn to night, my friend. But is there for the night a resting-place ? A roof for when the slow dark hours begin. May not the darkness hide it from my face } You can not miss that inn. TRUSTING. 70 Shall I meet other wayfarers at night ? Those who have gone before. Then must I knock, or call when just in sight ? They will not keep you standing at the door. Shall I find comfort, travel-sore and weak ? Of labor you shall find the sum. Will there be beds for me and all who seek } Yea, beds for all who come. TR U STING. T DO not ask that God will always make -*■ My pathway light ; ^ I only pray that He will hold my hand Throughout the night. I do not hope to have the thorns removed That pierce my feet, I only ask to find His blessed arms My safe retreat. If He afflict me, then in my distress Withholds His hand ; If all His wisdom I can not conceive Or understand, I do not think to always know His why Or wherefore, here ; But sometime He will take my hand and make His meaning clear. 80 IT IS WELL. If in His furnace He refine my heart To make it pure, I only ask for grace to trust His love — Strength to endure ; And if fierce storms beat round me, And the heavens be overcast, I know that He will give His weary one Sweet peace at last. IT IS WELL, " Is it well with thee, and with thy husband, and with the child ? And she said, It is well." — 2 Kings iv. 26. YES, it is well ! The evening shadows lengthen ; Home's golden gates shine on our ravished sight ; And though the tender ties we strove to strengthen Break one by one — at evening time 'tis light. Tis well ! The way was often dull and weary ; The spirit fainted oft beneath its load ; No sunshine came from skies all gray and dreary, And yet our feet were bound to tread that road. Tis well that not again our hearts shall shiver Beneath old sorrows, once so hard to bear ; That not again beside death's darksome river. Shall we deplore the good, the loved, the fair. IT IS WELL, 81 No more with tears, wrought from deep, inner an- guish, Shall we bewail, the dear hopes crushed and gone ; No more need we in doubt or fear to languish ; So far the day is past, the journey done ! As voyagers, by fierce winds beat and broken, Come into port beneath a calmer sky, So we, still bearing on our brows the token Of tempest past, draw to our haven nigh. A sweet air cometh from the shore immortal, Inviting homeward at the day's decline, Almost we see where, from the open portal. Fair forms stand beckoning with their smiles divine. Tis well ! The earth, with all her myriad voices. Has lost the power our senses to enthrall ; We hear, above the tumult and the noises. Soft tones of music, like an angel's call. *Tis well, oh, friends ! We would not turn — re- tracing The long, vain years, nor call our lost youth back ; Gladly, with spirits braced, the future facing, We leave behind the dusty, foot-worn track. 6 82 THE TWO GATES. THE CROWN SUCCEEDS THE CROSS, OUR highest joys succeed our griefs. And peace is born of pain ; Smiles follow bitter, blinding tears. As sunshine follows rain. We gain our rest through weariness. From bitter draw the sweet : Strength comes from weakness, hope from fear. And victory from defeat. We reap where we have sown the seed. Gain is the fruit of loss ; Life springs from death, and at the end. The crown succeeds the cross. THE TWO GATES, A PILGRIM once (so runs an ancient tale), -^^ Old, worn, and spent, crept down a shadowed vale : On either hand rose mountains bleak and high ; Chill was the gusty air, and dark the sky ; The path was rugged, and his feet were bare ; His faded cheek was seamed by pain and care ; His heavy eyes upon the ground were cast, And every step seemed feebler than the last. ''OUR BAIL V BREAD,'' 83 The valley ended where a naked rock Rose sheer from earth to heaven, as if to mock The pilgrim who had crept that toilsome way ; But while his dim and weary eyes essay To find an outlet, in the mountain-side A ponderous sculptured brazen door he spied, And tottering toward it with fast-failing breath. Above the portal read, " The Gate of Death." He could not stay his feet, that led thereto : It yielded to his touch, and, passing through, He came into a world all bright and fair : Blue were the heavens, and balmy was the air ; And, lo ! the blood of youth was in his veins. And he was clad in robes that held no stains Of his long pilgrimage. Amazed, he turned : Behold ! a golden door behind him burned In that fair sunlight, and his wondering eyes, Now lusterful and clear as those new skies. Free from the mists of age, of care, and strife. Above the portal read, " The Gate of Life." ''OL^R DAILY BREADr /^NE longing fills my heart, that else ^-^ With earthly cravings would overflow ; One pure desire within me dwells Amid desires I would forego ; 84 " O UR BAIL Y BREAD. " One longing deep that day by day Sweeps every lesser wish away. It is not that I choose no more Between the shadow and the sun ; That vanities no longer lure ; That sweet and bitter are as one ; But that this longing day by day Sweeps every lesser wish away. If now I triumph, now I fail, Or now attain an inward peace, If now temptations sore assail, All things this longing but increase ; And oh, this longing day by day All gains, all losses doth outweigh. It is for Thee, for Thee alone. Who art beyond all language dear ; In life, in death. Thou only One Who stoopest low, Who drawest near ; For Thee I hunger day by day. And pray the more, the more I pray. Come, Daily Bread of gracious taste ; Sweet Manna endlessly supplied ; Thou hidden Joy that can not waste : Our Wayside Strength, however tried ; Come, Blessed Jesus, day by day. Lest we should faint beside the way ! FAREWELL TO THE OLD YEAR. 8.") Come, God and Saviour, to Thine own ; Revealed to Faith's anointed eyes, Make thou Thy very Presence icnown, Though veiled in holy mysteries ; And oh !— the sum of all I pray — Sweep Thou at last the veil away ! FAREWELL TO THE OLD YEAR, FAREWELL, old year, we walk no more to- gether ; I catch the sweetness of thy latest sigh. And crowned with yellow brake and withered heather. I see thee stand beneath this cloudy sky. Here in the dim light of a gray December, We part in smiles, and yet we met in tears ; Watching thy chilly dawn, I well remember I thought thee saddest born of all the years. I knew not then what precious gifts were hidden Under the mists that veiled thy path from sight ; I knew not then that joy would come unbidden To make thy closing hours divinely bright. I only saw the dreary clouds unbroken, I only heard the plash of icy rain ; 86 OUT OF GALILEE. And in that winter gloom I found no token To tell me that the sun would shine again. dear old year, I wronged a Father's kindness, I would not trust Him with my load of care ; 1 stumbled on in weariness and blindness And lo ! He blessed me with an answered prayer ! Good-by, kind year ; we walk no more together, But here in quiet happiness we part ; And from thy wreath of faded fern and heather I take some sprays and wear them on my heart. OUT OF GALILEE, " But some said, What, doth the Christ come out of Galilee? "- John vii. 41, " Revised Version." SHALL Christ come out of Galilee ? — The heart of sin and sorrow saith, — The Christ for you, the Christ fc)r m.e, Can good come out of Nazareth } Must He not be of nobler line, And bearing in His very face The tokens of a life divine. The radiant marks of heavenly grace ? No prophet comes from Galilee, No priest or king from Nazareth, OUT OF GALILEE. 87 This lowly one,— how can it be That He is Lord of life and death ? Give Him for crown the twisted thorn, And make the cross His royal seat ! His greeting be a cry of scorn ! What else for such a Christ is meet ? But what if He whom God hath given The Christ of God for men to be, Sent first to Bethlehem from Heaven, Thence hath been sent to Galilee : In humble Nazareth to share, By mortal poverty and woe, By toil and tears, by pain and care, Our struggle in the world below ! What if, to leave on labor sore His Father's benediction sweet. He passed beneath the hamlet door And came and went v/ith weary feet, That so on toilsome life might come. On pillow hard, on scanty fare. On daily work, on darkened home. Calm peace of God, contentment rare ! How could the Elder Brother know,— The Brother for adversity, — How bitter is our cup of woe, How sick and sore our hearts can be. 88 ''DRAWN'' OR ^'DRIVEN:' Save as He shared the very same, Lived in our life and died our death ! So upon Him the burden came, And He lived once in Nazareth. We kneel and kiss His garment's hem Who to our lot surrendereth The Virgin's Son of Bethlehem, The toilsome Man of Nazareth. His feet the path we tread, have trod In lines of light to show the way, The way through earth to Heaven and God, From darkness to eternal day. ''DRAWN'' OR '' driven:' Prov. xiv. 32. THRIVEN — far out upon a stormy sea, ^^ Tossed by rough waves beneath a starless sky; Drawn — by a voice that w^hispers, " Peace, be still. Be not afraid, poor wanderer, It is I ! " Driven — like leaves before the wintry wind That blights and shrivels with its chilling breath ; Drawn — by the rustling of an angel's wings. Wafting a ransomed soul away in death. 'HE GIVETH quiet:' 89 Driven— to trifle on through sinful years, Braving the wrath ye would not dare to meet ; Drawn — by a Saviour's wondrous love to shed Tears of contrition at His wounded feet. Driven away. The only refuge gone : Worn out at last, the patience all divine ; Draw^n — by the tender accents that proclaim, " Fear not, I have redeemed thee ; thou art Mine." Oh, solemn words, that speak to ever}^ heart. The choice is ours, we must be " drawn " or ** driven "; Driven, and doomed to everlasting woe, Or gently drawn with cords of love to Heaven. ''HE GIVETH quiet:' QUIET in God— the ever-present seal Of faith unspoken. Believing faces, infant lips, reveal Its nameless token. A gift bestowed upon the poor oppressed. To kings forbidden ; Beneath the shadow of Thy wings to rest, Securely hidden. 90 HO IV? WHEN? WHERE? WHV? To bear for them the cross, as if for Thee, Strengthen me ever ! Among Thy hidden ones, O number me, Now and forever ! HOWP WHEN? WHERE? WHY? YOU ask me /low I gave my heart to Christ. I do not know. There came a yearning for Him in my soul So long ago. I found earth's flowerets would fade and die, — I wept for something that could satisfy, And then — and then — somehow, I seemed to dare To lift my broken heart to Him in prayer, I do not know — I can not tell you — how, I only know He is my Saviour now ! You ask me when I gave my heart to Christ. I can not tell. The day, or just the hour, I do not now Remember well. It must have been when I was all alone. The light of His forgiving Spirit shone HOW? WHEN? WHERE? WHY? 91 Into my heart, so clouded o'er with sin ; I think — I think 'twas then I let Him in. I do not know — I can not tell you — when ; I only know He is so dear since then ! You ask me where I gave my heart to Christ. I can not say. That sacred place has faded from my sight, As yesterday. Perhaps He thought it better I should not Remember where. How I should love that spot ! I think I could not tear myself away, . For I should want, forever, there to stay. I do not know — I can not tell you — where I only know He came and blessed me there ! You ask me why I gave my heart to Christ. I can reply. It is a wondrous story ; listen, while I tell you why. My heart was drawn, at length, to seek His face ; I was alone, I had no resting-place. I heard of how He loved me, v/ith a love Of depth so great— of height so far above 92 KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE, All human ken, I longed such love to share ; And sought it then Upon my knees in prayer. You ask me why I thought this loving Christ Would heed my prayer. I knew He died upon the cross for me, — I nailed Him there ! I heard His dying cry, *' Father, forgive ! " I saw Him drink death's cup, that 1 might live. My head was bowed upon my breast in shame. He called me, and in penitence I came. He heard my prayer ! I can not tell you how. Nor when, nor where. Why, I have told you now. KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. SET wholly apart for the use of the Master ; To work where He pleases with holy delight ; As each day of life, than the last, hastens faster, So pass ev'ry moment as in His dear sight. Kept by God's power. From hour to hour, Still working with happiness, strong in His might. KEPT FOR THE MASTER'S USE. 93 Set wholly apart for the use of the Master ; To lay me aside if it seem to Him best, Perchance by some blow of what earth calls dis- aster, Still tranquilly leaning upon His lov'd breast- Kept by God's power, From hour to hour, Relying with joy on His promises blest. Set wholly apart for the use of the Master ; To speak, from my heart, of His message of grace ; To tell of His love, though glad tears gather faster, And point to the Saviour, who died in my place. Kept by God's power. From hour to hour, His mercy to sinners to gratefully trace. Set wholly apart for the use of the Master ; To work, or to rest, or to speak for His sake ; To give Him, like Mary, my choice alabaster. My sweetest and best o'er His pierc'd feet to break. Kept by God's power. From hour to hour, Until in His likeness I, satisfied, wake. 94 A PRAYER. A PR A YER. "pLAN Thou my path, O Lord, -*- And let me see No future good or ill Not best for me ; Go with me through the dark. And through the light ; Thy presence will suffice For deepest night. The child doth never fear Though storms betide, Whoever nestles near His father's side ; * Oh, in the storm of life, Let me not stray Beyond Thy loving care Through all the way. And when I have fulfilled Thy perfect will, And Thou dost to the storm Say. Peace, be still ; Be with me when friends xvatch My latest breath, And guide me through the calm That we call death. CHRIS rS WAY OF BLESSING. 95 CHRIST'S WA V OF BLESSING, OH ! not in strange portentous way Christ's miracles were wrought of old The common thing, the common clay, He touched and tinctured, and straightway It grew to glory manifold. The barley loaves were daily bread Kneaded and mixed with usual skill ; No care was given, no spell was said, But when the Lord had blessed, they fed The multitude upon the hill. The hemp was sown 'neath common sun, Watered by common dews and rain. Of which the fisher's nets were spun ; Nothing was prophesied or done To mark it from the other grain. Coarse, brawny hands let down the net When the Lord spake and ordered so ; They hauled the meshes, heavy-wet, Just as in the other days, and set Their backs to labor, bending low ; But quivering, leaping from the lake The marvelous, shining burdens rise. 90 CHRIST'S WAY OF BLESSING, Until the laden meshes brake, And all amazed, no man spake. But gazed with wonder in his eyes. So still, dear Lord, in ever place Thou standest by the toiling folk With love and pity in Thy face, And givest of Thy help and grace To those who meekly bear the yoke. Not by strange sudden change and spell. Baffling and darkening nature's face ; Thou takest the things we know so well, And build*st on them Thy miracle — The heavenly on the commonplace. The lives which seem so poor, so low, The hearts which are so cramped and dull, The baffled hopes, the impulse slow. Thou takest, touchest all, and lo ! They blossom to the beautiful. We need not v/ait for thunder peal Resounding from a mount of fire. While round our daily paths we feel Thy sweet love and Thy power to heal Working in us Thy full desire. TRUST IN GOD AND DO THE RIGHT, 97 TRUST IN GOD AND DO THE RIGHT. /^^OURAGE, brother, do not stumble, ^^^ Though thy path be dark as night ; There's a star to guide the humble ; — " Trust in God and do the right,** Let the road be rough and dreary. And its end far out of sight. Foot it bravely ! strong or weary, ** Trust in God and do the right." Perish policy and cunning ! Perish all that fears the light ! Whether losing, whether winning, " Trust in God and do the right." Trust no party, sect, or faction ; Trust no leaders in the fight ; But in every word and action, ** Trust in God and do the right." Trust no lovely forms of passion. Fiends may look like angels bright ; Trust no custom, school, or fashion, " Trust in God and do the right." Simple rule, and safest guiding, Inward peace and inward might, 7 98 CREDO, Star upon our path abiding, " Trust in God and do the right." Some will hate thee, some will love thee. Some will flatter, some will slight ; Cease from man and look above thee, " Trust in God and do the right." CREDO. CREDO — that Jesus died for our salvation. And that the soul who trusts Him shall re- ceive The blessedness of Christ's own presence ever. For He hath promised, and we must believe. Credo — that Christ the Lord our Saviour liveth. Although from want of faith our sight be dim ; That life, rich, free, and wonderful. He giveth Unto the soul that doth abide in Him. And we believe that One who is almighty- Knows our temptations, bears our every care, Pities our tears and understands our weakness. And listens evermore to trusting prayer. If any duty difficult ariseth. The strength we ask we surely shall receive ; The soul can never hesitate or falter While it repeats the wondrous *' I believe." CREDO. 99 Credo — there is no time of weary sorrow- That will not bring us joy when Christ gives rest ; Credo — no pain can last a moment longer Than the great Healer's wisdom seeth best. Credo — no more the days seem dull and dreary, Monotonous with little daily care ; Indifferent no more, as once, but thankful We know the days are bright, the earth is fair. Credo — no more the future loometh vaguely With many a fear and sorely-dreaded thing ; For coming days a promise is ; we, waiting, Will but believe, and humbly, gladly sing. The earth's fair beauty, every shining forest, Each peaceful island in a radiant sea. Each sunlit lily folding golden petals. Each dazzling evening cloud delighteth me. For I believe that God, the great Creator, Who made the splendor that we daily see, Reveals himself to be our Heavenly Father ; Must not this make His world more fair to me ? When know we who it is who made and loves us. How can we but be very glad and sing, And, with our hearts set fiee from care and sad- ness, Enjoy the beauty of each lovely thing ? 100 THE PHARISEE AND THE PUBLICAN. Credo — in living facts, and not fair legends ; No distant fables are the themes we sing ; We know, for God Himself this truth hath taught us ; We know that Christ the Lord doth reign our King. Credo — and o'er the uttered word we linger ; While a sweet trusting quiet we receive, And thankfulness, and full content and gladness, The days are sweet and solemn — we believe. THE PHARISEE AND THE PUBLICAN. I WAS reading the quaint old story. Only the other day, How, long ago, to the temple Two men went up to pray ; One said, *' I am not as others, O God, I give thanks to Thee ;'* But the other, '* Lord, have mercy Upon a wretch like me." Though the first went down with no sense of shame, To the heart of the other the blessing came. And then I paused to wonder Why God was unsatisfied With the offered words of thanksgiving, While the prayer was not denied. A CJ^V FROM THE SHORE, 101 Do our hymns of joyous praises No place in His pleasure find ? May we thank Him for bodily comforts, And not for gifts of the mind ? Does the grateful heart hold smaller share Of His love and peace than the penitent prayer ? J turned again to the volume, And at once my perplexity ceased : ** The humble shall be exalted, But the proud shall be abased." Ah, vain and haughty boaster. In scorn of fellow man. Tell God of your outer purity. And thank Him, if you can, Yet fail to know thy inmost need. And He giveth thy worship little heed. ► A CRY FROM THE SHORE, COME down, ye gray-beard mariners, Unto the wasting shore ! The morning winds are up. The gods Bid me to dream no more. Come, tell me whither I must sail, What peril there may be. Before I take my life in hand And venture out to sea ! 102 A CRY FROM THE SHORE. '■ We may not tell thee where to sail, Nor what the dangers are ; Each sailor soundeth for himself, Each hath a separate star ; Each sailor soundeth for himself, And on the awful sea What we have learned is ours alone ; We may not tell it thee/' Come back, oh, ghostly mariners. Ye who have gone before ! I dread the dark, impetuous tides ; I dread the farther shore. Tell me the secret of the waves ; Say what my fate shall be — Quick ! for the mighty winds are up. And will not wait for me. " Hail and farewell, oh, voyager ! Thyself must read the waves ; What we have learned of sun and storm Lies with us in our graves ; What we have learned of sun and storm Is ours alone to know. The winds are blowing out to sea, Take up thy life and go ! " O UR BAIL V BREAD. 103 OUR DAIL Y BREAD. CLOSE beside us stands the tempter, And his voice comes low and sweet : "All these treasures will I give thee. Only worship at my feet." And our hearts so weak and wayward. Long to prove what He has said ; Father, in our hour of danger. Give us then our daily bread. In the day ivhen ruthless sorrow Kills all joy within the heart ; When bright hopes that we have cherished Slowly from our life depart; When the storm-cloud o'er us lowers. And our hearts sink low through dread ; Father, in this time of trouble, Give us now our daily bread. When the sunshine brightens round us All our friends seem warm and true. And the future with caresses Woos us as we still pursue ; Father, let our joys and gladness Still from heavenly founts be fed ; In the hour of joy's sweet trial Give our souls their daily bread* 104 LOVING FACES, At all times and in all places, Under bright or clouded skies, Framed in words of Christ *s own choosing Does this same petition rise. May both we and all Thy children Ever by Thy hand be led ; Father, in Thy love and pity Give us all our daily bread. LOVING FACES. I John iv. 7. /^OMMON to all races, ^^-^ Common to us all. Are the loving faces. Faces great and small. Faces of our mothers Lighting up our home; Faces of our brothers, As the world we roam. Faces, loving faces. Lifting up their light. With a thousand graces, Shining in the night ; THE TAPESTRY-WORKER. 105 Lighting up with glory- All this darkened earth, Telling us the story Of our heavenly birth. For, in holy faces, Faces full of love. We may find the traces Of our God above. So to all the races, So to us and all, By these loving faces God to us doth call. THE TAPESTRY^WORKER. *< /^ARRY me out, my brethren ; ^*-^ For I can work no more. Carry me out to meet Him — My Master at the door ! The sun is slowly setting, And the old man's eyes are dim., And the task He gave is finished ; Carry me out to Him ! " The task He gave is finished : I mind when it began. 106 THE TAPESTRY-WORKER, How joyously and swiftly The busy moments ran: In ardor for His service, Methought I wrought so well That e'en His own appointings I should at last excel. " But through my vain ambition There fell the hand divine, That quietly effac'd it My dearly- loved design. And whilst I sore lamented For beauty swept away, ' More beauty hath obedience! I heard the Master say. " Then I was still, my brethren, And turned to toil anew. Leaving to Him the guidance. Whose plans are sure and true ; And though to trace His pattern At times I vainly tried. My heart found rest remembering He sees the other side, ** I sat behind the canvas, I saw no beauty grow, I held His own directions — Enough for me to know ; THE TAPESTRY-WORKER. 107 Many had wider portions Of clearer, brighter hue, But the old man in the corner The Master needed too. " And if nor gain nor glory Shine out from this my weft, Still He will not be angry — I did the task He left. And now that I am helpless, And weary is my frame, My brethren, in the distance I hear Him call my name." They bore the old man gently Forth from the working-room, Forth from the ended labor, Forth from the silent loom. And down a voice came floating, A voic3 serene and blest, ^ O good and faithful servant ! Enter thou into rest. *^Long, long in patient duty Thy yearning soul was tried ; Open thine eyes to beauty Upon the other side ! Behind the canvas toiling, Thou didst not dream of this, 108 *' THE LOVE OF CHRIST:' That every shadow-tangle Wrought out eternal bliss ; " And every thread mysterious Into the pattern given, Was weaving rich perfection Of love and life in heaven. Now rise thou to the glory By lowly hearts possessed, Who but fulfill My bidding, And leave to Me the rest ! ''the love of christ which passeth knowledge:' T BORE with thee long, weary days and nights, ^ Through many pangs of heart, through many tears ; I bore with thee, thy hardness, coldness, slightj, For three and thirty years. Who else had dared for thee what I have dared ? I plunged the depth most deep from bliss above , I not My flesh, I not My spirit spared ; Give thou Me love for love. For thee I thirsted in the daily drouth. For thee I trembled in the nightly frost ; SECLUDED PATHS. 109 Much sweeter thou than honey to My mouth ; Why wilt thou still be lost ? I bore thee on My shoulders and rejoiced ; Men only marked upon My shoulders borne The branding cross, and shouted hungry-voiced, Or wagged their heads in scorn. Thee did nails grave upon My hands, thy name Did thorns for frontlets stamp between Mine eyes ; I, Holy One, put on thy guilt and shame ; I, God, Priest, Sacrifice. A thief upon My right hand and My left ; Six hours alone, athirst, in misery ; At length in death one smote My heart and cleft A hiding-place for thee. Nailed to the racking cross, than bed of down More dear, whereon to stretch Myself and sleep ; So did I win a kingdom, — share My crown ; A harvest,— come and reap. SECLUDED PATHS, a YJ ESTLESS and unsatisfied, -^^ Of what use is life," I cried, All my wishes are denied ! 110 SECLUDED PATHS, All my duties trivial seem, I have energies I deem, What I could be oft I dream. Yet I can not see my way From this spot whereon I stay. So hope fadeth day by day. Then a voice was at my side, " Let My conduct be thy guide," ('Twas His voice, the Crucified). " Law and prophets to fulfill. Was my life devoted still. For I came to do His will ; " What that will ? The Scripture saith, Thirty years of Nazareth, Three years' public work, then death. '' Thirty years, unknown, I trod Galilee's sequestered sod, But My life was known to God ; " Daily work at Joseph's call. Daily life 'mid duties small, Yet I was the Lord of all. " Daughter, if thy life be true. Thou a blessed work shall do. Though unseen to mortal view ; LIFTING OF THE VEIL, HI " I shall know it, I shall see, When with willing heart and free Thou obedient art to Me. " All thy quiet life I know, For I planned it long ago, Wouldst thou that it was not so ? " I have given all for thee. Live thy quiet life for Me, ;i I So it shall transfigured be." ^ Now on these sweet words I rest. And have ceased my anxious quest, For the Master knoweth best. LIFTING OF THE VEIL. "D ETWEEN the here and the hereafter, -■-^ Heaven's repose and earthly strife, Hangs a mystic veil, dividing Soul from soul and life from life. Soft as dew falls on the water. Or as mist on mount and vale, Noiseless as a bud unfolding. Is the lifting of the veil. When we pine with restless longing Some long cherished form to view, 113 LIFTING OF THE VEIL. Seems this veil a luminous ether, Saintly faces shining through ; And we almost catch the whisper, Soft as sigh of Summer's gale. Almost see a beckoning finger At the lifting of the veil. Yet when all our soul is weary 5 Of Earth's turmoil, pain, and whirl, And we strive to rend the curtain, Lo ! we beat 'gainst walls of pearl, We have missed the crystal doorway, Or the keys celestial fail, And we wait without, impatient For the lifting of the veil. When the face we love grows pallid. Clearer, purer, day by day. Till we see the spirit's lustre Shining through its vase of clay ; When the jewel leaves the casket How we weep, and moan, and wail. At the beckoning of the Angel, At the lifting of the veil. Though we can not hear their footsteps, As they journey to and fro In those silent, hidden chambers, Noiseless as the falling snow ; THE WANDERER. 113 Though we can not see their vestments. Silvery v/hite, as moonbeams pale, We shall meet them, fair as angels, At the lifting of the veil. With His present works so mighty, And His wonders spread abroad. What must be the secret places In the Palace of our God ! Not with sorrow, nor with anguish. But with rapture should we hail Every beckoning of the angel. Every lifting. of the veil. THE WANDERER. OH, tired, wandering feet, That in lifers path have trod So far away from Him, come back. Poor weary child, to God. Oh, wayward, aching heart. That seeks to gain A respite here from life's deep thorns. And from its pain, Why strive for that which here Ye will not find ? 114 ''HE EVER LIVETH:' God only, dear, gives perfect rest To heart and mind. Oh, longing, tearful eyes, Remember He wept too ; And that, though others grieve and wound. He cares for you ! If thou wilt say, as Jesus did In dark Gethsemane, •* Thy will be done ! " thy Father, child. Will send His peace to thee. ''HE EVER LIVETH TO MAKE INTER^ cession:' Hebrews vii. 25. 1WILL arise and go unto my Father, And say — what shall I say ? Oh, to abase myself in silence, rather. And weep my guilt away ! What can I plead, who have no plea to offer In presence of His grace ? There was no help for me He did not proffer ; How shall I seek His face ? So often He has heard my poor confession. And sent me on my way ' HE EVER LIVETH:' 115 Rejoicing in the sweet assured possession Of pardon one brief day. My sins ! my sins ! they seem to mount to heaven ! I can look up no more. Not new sins, but the old, so oft forgiven ; The old sins o'er and o'er. Yet must I rise and go unto my Father. The heavier grows my load || I The more I need deliverance. Oh, to gather Some strength upon the road ! I said I had no plea. Alas ! excuses Would but increase my sin. They are of pride, and He to pride refuses What penitence may win. Already on my heart this sore oppression Seems less as I draw near ; And out of Heaven a Voice of Intercession, Compassionate, I hear. I can not understand the wondrous pleading, Redemption's Mystery ; But know it is for me, this interceding, So humble, yet so high. O Jesus ! ever-loving, ever-living, Who makest Thine my plea. 116 THE BUILDERS, Would that the world were mine and worth the giving, To sacrifice to Thee ! But I remember that the troubled spirit, The broken, contrite heart. Are all Love asks or sinners need inherit, That Thou should'st take their part. Receive me, then, O Jesus, and enfold me In mercy's sweet embrace ; Through Thee I know the Father now beholds me. In Thine I see His face. THE BUILDERS. T T IGH on the granite wall the builders, toiling, -^ -■- Heaved up the massive blocks and slabs to place With swart and streaming brows and straining sinews, Under the Summer's blaze. And higher yet, amid the chills of Autumn, Tier upon tier and arch on arch arose ; And still crept upward, coldly, wearily, 'Mid Winter's sifting snows. THE B UILDERS. 117 From stage to stage upsprings the master builder, Instructing, cheering, chiding here and there ; Scannmg, with scrutiny severe and rigid, Each lusty laborer's share. Anon his voice to those most distant shouting Through the hoarse trumpet makes his orders swell ; Or utter words like these to rouse and hearten — " Build well, my men. build well ! " The ropes are strong, and new and sound the pulleys ; The derrick's beams are equal to the strain ; Unerrmg are the level, line and plummet ; Let nought be done in vain ! ** Build that these walls to coming generations Your skill, your strength, your faithfulness " shall tell; That all may say, as storms and centuries test them, The men of old built well ! '' And ever thus speaks the Great Master Builder To us, where'er our journeying may be : " Whate'er the toil, the season, or the structure, Build well— build worthily ! " 118 ''CAREST THOU NOT, O MASTER:' CARE ST THOU NOT, MASTER?'' Mark iv, 38. CAREST Thou not, O Master? The waves are dashing high, And our lips grow faint with breathing That *' exceeding bitter " cry. Carest Thou not, O Master ? The wind is growing strong, And we. Thy storm-tossed children, For Thy loving comfort long. Carest Thou not, O Master ? The boat with the waves is filled, And the fearful hearts of the rowers Can only by Thee be stilled, Carest Thou not, O Master ? Our hearts grow sick with fears. Canst Thou be in trutb beside us, And mark not Thy loved ones' tears ! Carest Thou not, O Master } The sky with the storm grows dark. And the crested waves are threatening To bury our tiny barque. Carest Thou not, O Master ? Surely Thy love must heed VOCATION, 119 That cry in the midst of the tempest, Telling Thy children's need. Carest Thou not, O Master ? " Forgive us the thought, " we pray, We know that the winds and the tempest The sound of Thy voice obey Carest Thou not, O Master ? Our hearts with this thought are stilled. That we know Thy heart of compassion With love for Thine own is filled. Carest Thou not ? Dear Master, We know and have proved Thy care, ' Oh, keep us, each moment from doubting,'* Be each of Thy children's prayer. V OCA TIO N. "Whatsoever He saith unto you, do it." O MASTER ! Thou who knowest everything, Knowest how day by day The same sad question to Thy Cross I bring ; What, Master, dost Thou say ? What wilt Thou have me do for Thy dear sake With hand and head and heart ? 120 VOCATION. Shall I like Martha serve ? or shall I take Calm Mary's better part ? Or harder ways that later saints have found — Is any of these mine ? I ask, and long — and still there comes no sound From those pale lips of Thine. Ah ! what if Thou hast spoken, dearest Lord, And I regardless still, Have lost the whispered counsel of the Word, Following my own wild will ? And what if Thou, unheeded thus, should'st pass, Nor ever speak again ; While I, still longing, see the years, alas ! Wasted in wishes vain ? Nay, nay, dear Master ! at Thy feet 1 cling : I will not let Thee go Till back within my sorrowing soul Thou bring The peace I used to know. Till Thou forgive me all, and re-awake The love that once was mine. Oh, take my heart, and make it bend or break, If it be only Thine ! HE LEADETH ME, 121 HE LEADETH ME Psalm cvii. 7. BY the right way He leadeth — When I go Through the green pastures, Where still waters flow ; When not one note of discord Mars Life's song — And each glad morning, new His mercies throng. By the right way He leadeth — When my soul Falters in tempests, where His billows roll ; When sun and stars seem fled From out my sky — Choose Thou the way, my Lord, So Thou be nigh. The path He leadeth me. Through dark or bright ; In days of sickness, days of health, He chooseth right ; For I can only see One step — no more — And He who leadeth me Knows all before. Iiii 122 SEND OUT THY LIGHT. And He will guide me through That valley low, Where death's dark shadows come; But still I know By the right way He'll lead, Till wanderings past. Into His own fair land, I come at last. SEND OUT THY LIGHT, SEND out Thy Light, the way is dark before me, The path Thy Love has moulded out for me ; Send out Thy Light, that I may see Thy Foot- steps Calming the waters of life's restless sea. Send out Thy Light, the clouds are dark above me. Gathering in tempest from the angry sea ; Send out Thy Light, that I may see the storm- drops Which fall from the dear Hand, once pierced for me. Send out Thy Light, and lead me. Father, lead me. Beyond this darkness, sorrow, and unrest ; COURAGE, 123 Send out Thy Light, and guide me, worn and weary, To the calm shelter of my Saviour's breast. CO U RA GE, BECAUSE I hold it sinful to despond, And will not let the bitterness of life Blind me with burning tears, but look beyond Its tumult and its strife ; Because I lift my head above the mist, Where the sun shines and the broad breezes blow. By every ray and every rain-drop kissed That God's love doth bestow ; Think you I find no bitterness at all ? No burden to be borne, like Christian's pack ? Think you there are no ready tears to fall Because I keep them back ? Why should I hug life's ills with cold reserve. To curse myself and all who loved me ! Nay ! A thousand times more good than I deserve God gives me every day. And in each one of these rebellious tears. Kept bravely back, He makes a rainbow shine ; 124 I^IS MOTHER'S SONGS. Grateful I take His slightest gifts, no fears Nor any doubts are mine. Dark skies must clear, and when the clouds are past, One golden day redeems a weary year ; Patient I listen, sure that sweet at last Will sound His voice of cheer. Then vex me not with chiding. Let me be. I must be glad and grateful to the end : I grudge you not your cold and darkness — me The powers of light befriend. HIS MOTHER'S SONGS, "D ENEATH the hot midsummer sun •^ The men had marched all day ; And now beside a rippling stream Upon the grass they lay. Tiring of games and idle jests, As swept the hours along, They called to one who mused apart, *' Come, friend, give us a song." " I fear I can not please," he said ; ** The only songs I know HIS MOTHER'S SONGS. 125 Are those my mother used to sing For me long years ago." " Sing one of those," a rough voice cried, " There's none but true men here ; To every mother's son of us A mother's songs are dear." Then sweetly rose the singer's voice Amid unwonted calm, " Am I a soldier of the Cross, A follower of the Lamb ? " And shall I fear to own His cause " — The very stream was stilled. And hearts that never throbbed with fear With tender thoughts were filled. Ended the song ; the singer said, As to his feet he rose, " Thanks to you all, my friends, good-night, God grant us sweet repose." " Sing us once more," the Captain begged ; The soldier bent his head. Then glancing 'round, with smiling lips, " You'll join with me," he said. " We'll sing this old familiar air. 12Q TUB WAITING SAVIOUR. Sweet as the bugle call, * All hail the power of Jesus' name, Let angels prostrate fall.' " Ah ! wondrous was the old tune's spell As on the singer sang ; Man after man fell into line. And loud the voices rang. The songs are done, the camp is still, Naught but the stream is heard ; But, ah ! the depths of every soul By those old hymns are stirred. And up from many a bearded lip, In whispers soft and low, Rises the prayer the mother taught The boy long years ago. THE WAITING SAVIOUR. Solomon's Song v. 2 ; Revelation iii. 20. T N the silent hours of darkness, 1 When the world is hushed and still Comes the Saviour, gently knocking, Till His locks the dew-drops hll. THE TURNED LESSON. 127 Listen, oh, my soul, with wonder, That this Saviour comes to thee, Ever knocking, ever waiting. Waiting what thy will shall be. Oh, for grace to listen to Him ! Oh, for room within my heart ! Oh, for love to bid Him enter ! Enter never to depart. Come and enter, precious Saviour, Come, dear Father, with the Son, Come, Thou ever-loving Spirit, Come, Thou Holy Three in One ! Come according to Thy promise, Come to calm this troubled breast. Come to cheer this earthly journey, Come and take me home to rest. THE TURNED LESSON, << T THOUGHT I knew it !" she said ; J- *' I thought I had learned it quite !" But the gentle teacher shook her head. With a grave, yet loving light In the eyes that fell on the upturned face. As she gave the book With the mark still set in the self-same place. 128 THE TURNED LESSON. " I thought I knew it ! " she said ; And a heavy tear fell down As she turned away with bending head ; Yet not for reproof or frown, And not for the lesson to learn again, Or the play-hour lost ; It was something else that gave the pain. She could not have put it in words, But her teacher understood. As God understands the chirp of the birds In the depth of an autumn wood ; And a quiet touch on the reddening cheek Was quite enough ; No need to question, no need to speak. Then the gentle voice was heard, " Now I will try you again," And the lesson was mastered, every word ; Was it not worth the pain ? Was it not kinder the task to turn Than to let it pass As a lost, lost leaf that she did not learn ? Is it not often so. That we only learn in part, And the Master's testing-time may show That it was not quite ** by heart ? " Then He gives, in His wise and patient grace, The lesson again. With the mark still set in the self-same place. THE TURNED LESSON. 129 Only stay by His side Till the page is really known ; It may be we failed because we tried To learn it all alone. And now that He would not let us lose One lesson of love, (For He knows the loss), can we refuse ? But, oh, how could we dream That we knew it all so well, Reading so fluently, as we deem. What we could not even spell ? And, oh, how could we grieve once more That patient One Who has turned so many a task before ! That waiting One, who now Is letting us try again ; Watching us with the patient brow That bore the wreath of pain ; Thoroughly teaching what He would teach Line upon line. Thoroughly doing His work in each. Then let our hearts be still. Though our task be turned to-day, Oh, let Him teach us what He will, In His own most gracious way, Till, sitting only at Jesus' feet, As we learn each line. The hardest is found all clear and sweet. 130 THE LIGHT-HOUSE. THE LIGHT-HOUSE. HIGH o'er the black-backed Skerries, and far To the westward hills and the eastward sea, I shift my light like a twinkling star, With ever a star's sweet constancy. They wait for me when the night comes down, And the slow sun falls in his death divine, Then braving the black night's gathering frown, V/ith ruby and diamond blaze— I shine ! There is war at my feet where the black rocks break, The thunderous snows of the rising sea ; There is peace above when the stars are awake. Keeping their night-long watch with me. I care not a jot for the roar of the surge, The wrath is the sea's— the victory mine \ As over its breadth to the furthest verge, Unwavering and untired— I shine ! First on my brow comes the pearly light. Dimming my lamp in the new-born day ; One long, last look to left and right. And I rest from my toil— for the broad sea-way Grows bright with the smile and blush of the sky, All incandescent and opaline. I rest— but the loveliest day will die- Again in its last wan shadows— I shine ! ''AS A LITTLE CHILD:' 131 When the night is black, and the wind is loud, And danger is hidden, and peril abroad. The seaman leaps on the swaying shroud ; His eye is on me, his hope in God ! Alone, in the darkness, my blood-red eye Meets his, and he hauls his groping line. " A point to nor'ard ! " I hear him cry. He goes with a blessing, and still — I shine ! While standing alone in the summer sun Sometimes I have visions and dreams of my own. Of long-life voyages just begun. And rocks unnoticed, and shoals unknown ; And I would that men and women would mark The duty done by this lamp of mine ; For many a life is lost in the dark. And few on earth are the lights that shine ! ''AS A LITTLE CHILDr << A S a little child, as a little child ! ^^- Then how can I enter in ! Scarred, and hardened, and soul-defiled With traces of sorrow and sin. Can I turn backward the shroud of years And wake my dead youth at my will ? " " Nay, but thou canst, with thy grief and thy fears, Creep into My arms and be still." 133 ''AS A LITTLE CHILD: *' I know, Lord, the lambs in Thy Heavenly fold Are sheltered and hid in Thy heart ; But I — I am old, and the gray from the gold Has bidden all brightness depart. The gladness of youth, the faith and the truth Lie withered and shrouded in dust/' " Thou'rt emptied at length of thy treacherous strength. Creep into My arms now — and trust." " Is it true ? Can I share with the little ones there A child's happy rest on Thy breast ? '* " Aye, the tenderest care is heeding thy prayer, My love is for thee as the rest. It will quiet thy fears, will wipe away tears, Will soften thy murmurs to psalms ; Thy sorrows shal seem but a feverish dream In the rest — in the rest of My arms." " Thus tenderly held, the heart that rebelled Shall cling to My hand, though it smite — Shall find in my rod the love of its God, My statutes its songs in the night. And whiter than snow shall the stained life grow 'Neath the touch of a love undefiled. And throngs of forgiven to the kingdom of Heaven, Shall welcome one more little child." BLIND. 133 BLIND, OPEN my eyes, O Lord of light ! Like him of old who cried to Thee — " Lord, that I may receive my sight/' From darker depths of agony I ask myself to see. Show me the sin that makes me blind, The clouds of wrong that hide my sun : The pride that veils me from my kind, The sloth that leaves Thy work undone, The race I have not run. Wrapped in the mists of self and sin, Groping along a devious way, Am I too late Thy wage to win ? To leave the dark and find the day ? Oh, drive my night away' Yet were such wastes before me spread, How could my new-born vision bear The blasting sight of woe and dread, The desert's awful gloom and glare. Nor curse my granted prayer } Lord, that I may receive my sight, Not all my grievous sin to see. ki 134 10 VICTIS. To pierce the terror of the night, And into outer darkness flee, But to look up to Thee ! Unveil Thy cross. Thy tender face, The lips whose anguish cried, ** Forgive ! ' The glory of redeeming grace, The love that life and light can give. Lord, bid me look and live ! 10 VICTIS, I SING the hymn of the conquered, who fell in the battle of life— The hymn of the wounded, the beaten, who died overwhelmed in the strife ; Not the jubilant song of the victors, from whom the resounding acclaim Of nations was lifted in chorus, whose brows vvTore the chaplet of fame — But the hymn of the low and the humble, the weary, the broken in heart, Who strove and who failed, acting bravely a si- lent and desperate part ; Whose youth bore no flower in its branches, whose hopes burned in ashes away. From whose hands slipped the prize they had grasped at, who stood at the dying of day lO VICTIS. 135 With the work of their life all around them, un- pitied, unheeded, alone, With death swooping down o'er thefr failure, and all but their faith overthrown. While the voice of the world shouts its chorus, its paean for those who have won — While the trumpet is sounding triumphant, and high to the breeze and the sun Gay banners are waving, hands clapping, and hur- rying feet Thronging after the laurel-crowned victors — I stand on the field of defeat In the shadow, 'mongst those who are fallen, and wounded and dying — and there Chant a requiem low. place my hand on their pain-knorted brows, breathe a prayer, Hold the hand that is hapless, and whisper, " They only the victory win Who have fought the good fight, and have van- quished the demon that tempts us within ; Who have held to their faith unseduced by the prize that the world holds on high ; Who have dared for a high cause to suffer, resist, fight — if need be, to die.'* Speak, history, who are life's victors ? Unroll thy long annals, and say — Are they those whom the world called the vic- tors, who won the success of a day } 136 THE MISSION OF PAIN, The Martyrs, or Nero ? The Spartans who fell at Thermopylae's tryst, Or the Persians and Xerxes ? His judges, or Socrates ? Pilate or Christ ? THE MISSION OF PAIN. << A ND He, the Lord, among them there could ^ do No mighty work, because of unbelief. Except to lay His hand upon a few Poor pain-racked frames and give Divine relief." With wasted hand I laid the volume by, And let my fevered eyelids droop in prayer ; And sent to Heaven a pleading, plaintive cry, For a like miracle to those wrought there. " * No mighty work ! * O Lord, could Cana's wine. Or loaded seine, or wondrous meal of bread, E'er bring such joy as this kind act of Thine In curing pain and giving ease instead ? " Oh, Jesus, Master ! when on earth no cry Could e'er upon Thine ear unheeded fall. Then why, oh, loving Saviour, tell me why. Despite of prayer. Thou dost not hear my call ? " THE MISSION OF PAIN. 137 The answer came : — " Didst ever think, my child, What brought for aid those feeble ones to me? Their natures weak, and all with sin defiled, Could have no fellowship with Deity. " What brought them to Me, then ? Was it not Pain ? My angel-messenger, to bring men low ? For where he does not lay his hand in vain Men learn their Saviour's tender love to know, *• But all are not alike ; for of the healed Some stayed to worship at the Master's feet, While others, by their base neglect, revealed That earthly good was all they came to seek, " And so beside some beds Pain lingering stands, As at thine own ; he tarries here in fear. Lest if he should withdraw his chastening hands Thou shouldst not feel the need of Jesus near.'* "Then, let him stay, dear Lord, Thou knowest best," With perfect trust my heart responsive cried ; •* Or bid him go, at Thy divine behest, So Thou stand closely ever at my side.'* 138 UNTIL HE COME, UNTIL HE COME. T) Y Christ redeemed, in Christ restored, ■^ We keep the memory adored, And show the death of our dear Lord Until He come ! His body broken in our stead Is here in this memorial bread ; And so our feeble love is fed Until He come ! His fearfu! drops of agony, His life-blood shed upon the tree, The wine shall tell the mystery Until He come ! And thus that dark betrayal night With the last advent we unite, The shame, the glory, by this rite, Until He come ! Until the trump of God be heard, Until the ancient graves be stirred, And with the great commanding w^ord The Lord shall come ! Oh, blessed hope ! with this elate Let not our hearts be desolate. But strong in faith, in patience wait, Until He come ! ' ENTERED INTO REST:' 139 ''ENTERED INTO REST." SAFE at the feet of Jesus, Telling life's long, sad tale ; Safe at the feet of Jesus, Where love can never fail. Safe at the feet of Jesus, Wondering o'er perils past ; Safe at the feet of Jesus, W^here all her care was cast. Safe at the feet of Jesus, Kissing the wound-scars there, Learning at last the meaning Of an unanswered prayer. Why all the rending trials ; Why all the cruel strife ; Why all the flowers withered That graced her path in life ; Why the drear separations Of friends once loved, once true ; Why scenes are ever changing Looking so coldly new ; Why all the misunderstandings Embittered life's short day ; Why stones, and thorns, and briers Marked out *' the narrow way." 140 WHERE I FIND A REFUGE. So, resting in His sunshine, Who loved her through the shade. We lay her in the shadow Of the cross the sunshine made. WHERE I FIND A REFUGE, ** A woman's life is made up oi little things." T ITTLE daily worries -■ — ' Press upon my heart, Overcharge my spirit Till the tear-drops start. I can only bring them, Mighty Lord ! to Thee, Asking Thee to give me Loving sympathy. Little golden mercies Flit across each day, Gilding every shadow Lying in my way. Then I bring my gladness. Loving Lord ! to Thee, Thankful for the sunbeams That Thou sendest me. Little daily sin-flakes Fall upon my soul. And I fear that darkness May o'ershroud the whole. SANCTUM SANCTORUM. 141 Then I flee, confiding, Precious Lord ! in Thee, For Thy blood can cleanse me Fully, perfectly. Little weary moments, Full of faithless care. Cost me many a heart-pang. Keep me back from prayer. But I kneel in sorrow Grieving o'er my sin, That my Lord's sweet promise Failed my trust to win. Thus I find a Refuge In a loving Lord, Gladness in His Promise, Comfort in His Word ; Hidden thus in Jesus, All my life shines bright. All my heart is sun-lit. Full of joy and light ! SANCTUM SANCTORUM. A LL days are great Atonement days ; -^^ All men who come and humbly bring, An incense with their offering Of broken hearts, true prayer, and praise, Are priests on God's Atonement days. M 142 SANCTUM SANCTORUM, Their souls are sanctuaries where, Close curtained from the world of sin, The covering cherubs brood within, Making, amid earth's deserts bare, Holies-of-holiest everywhere. The Spirit-lighted Mercy-seat To every alien's foot is free, Whate'er his Gentile life may be, If he but bring oblations meet To lay before that Mercy-seat. He doest not need the priestly dress. The breastplate wrought of precious stone, Urim or Thummim — Christ alone In His supreme, white righteousness, Robes him as with the high-priest's dress. He does not need to bear at all, The mystic blood of sacrifice Within his hand as proffered price, Before the absolving peace shall fall ; One Lamb's wa ^^ sprinkled once for all ! Each day may be a sacred day. And every spot a holiest place. Where Christ doth manifest His grace : Each day wherein men trust, obey. And love, is an Atonement day ! REST, 143 REST. REST will be sweet in the evening, when the day's long labor is done — Now, I must be up and doing, for my work is scarce begun ! Peace may be dear to the veteran, grown weary of war's alarms — But now I'm longing for battle, the clash and the clang of arms ! Death by and by will be welcome, if I have been faithful and true — Now, there is life to be lived, and I have so much to do ! Once, in the early morning, when the dews were not yet dry. In the misty summer morning, or ever the sun was high. As I looked along the road whereby I must presently go. And saw how great was the journey, how fiercely the moon would glow, Life felt too heavy a burden, and I so weary and worn, Weary before I had labored, and longing for night at morn. 14-4 DEAR HANDS. Weary before I had labored ; but labor has brought me rest, And now I am only eager to do my work with the best. What right have I to be weary, when my work is scarce begun ? What right have I to be weary, while aught re- mains to be done ? I shall be weary at even, and rest will the sweet- er be ; And blessed will peace be to them that have woji the victory ! But now is the time for battle — now I would strive with the best ; Now is the time for labor; hereafter remaineth a rest. DEAR HANDS. ROUGHENED and worn with ceaseless toil and care, No perfumed grace, no dainty skill, had these ; They earned for whiter hands a jeweled ease. And kept the scars unlovely for their share. Patient and slow, they had the will to bear FROM CHANGE TO THE UNCHANGING, 145 The whole world's burdens, but no power to seize The flying joys of life, the gifts that please, The gold and gems that others find so fair. Dear hands, where bridal jewel never shone. Whereon no lover's kiss was ever pressed. Crossed in unwonted quiet on the breast, I see, through tears, your glory newly won, The golden circlet of life's work well done, * Set with the shining pearl of perfect rest. FROM CHANGE TO THE UNCHANGING. '• For we have not here an abiding city."— Heb. xiii. 14 {New Version). " In my Father's house are many abiding places."— John xiv. 2 {Margin), SLOW move the feet amid life's lengthening shadows, And do not care to roam. Except across the old familiar meadows That lie about the home. Soft is the music of the little river. And on its pleasant banks The grasses grow as strong and green as ever. As if to give God thanks. 10 146 PROM CHANGE TO THE UNCHANGING. It is the evening and the children's laughter Rings out in the still air ; I hear some half forgotten songs ; and after. Bells chime for evening prayer. Within the house, half hidden by the bushes. My people wait for me ! How sweetly sing the blackbirds and the thrushes Here where I joy to be. Do the old hollies gleam with last year's berries } Are early fruit trees green 1 And are there signs of blossoms on the cherries ? And is the primrose seen } And is the old sweet-brier in leaf, I wonder. Above the little gate } And are my people anxious as they ponder On what has made me late ? A moment more and I shall see their faces Grow bright with love and fun, And eyes will look at me in dear home-places To ask what I have done. Alas ! for dreams. I may not tell the story ; My eyes with tears grow blind ; I can but see the sunset in its glory. My home I can not find. JUST FOR TO-DAY, 147 Though I should search, I can not see the faces Of friends of long ago ; For looking out on me from these strange places Are eyes I do not know. And birds and bells and bieezes all are chiding The folly of my thought. One sad refrain, " Here there is none abidins-," Comes to my heart unsought. And only that there is another city Of everlasting rest, I well might mourn my lot in deep self-pity, To be so little blest. But safe within another Home's warm keeping Are all my friends of old ; They are where changes come not ; and no weep- ing Is heard within that fold. For heaven is full of strong abiding-places ; O God, that I may see, When, morning breaks, the dear familiar faces That are at home with Thee ! JUST FOR TO-DAY. T ORD, for to-morrow and its needs — * I do not pray ; Keep me, my God, from stain and sin Just for to-day. 148 LOSS AND GAIN. Let me both diligently work, And duly pray ; Let me be kind in word and deed Just for to-day. Let me be slow to do my will, Prompt to obey ; Help me to mortify my flesh Just for to-day. Let me no wrong or idle word Unthinkingly say ; Set Thou a seal upon my lips Just for to-day. Let me in season, Lord, be grave, In season gay ; Let me be faithful to Thy grace Just for to-day. So, for to-morrow and its needs I do not pray ; But keep me, guide me, love me, Lord, Just for to-day. LOSS AND GAIN. LORD, it is utterly nothing, nothing I bring to Thee, Thou hast let the light of Thy Heaven down so I can plainly see ; LOSS AND GAIN. 149 I thought I had wealth and worth to bring, and a portion of love and bliss ; Nor dreamed the whole of my fanciful store could shrivel and fade to this. Lord, it is utterly nothing, I bring with shame and tears ; The gathered griefs and sorrows of fruitless and faithless years ; The fires that are burned to ashes, the hopes that are dead and lost, Flowers nourished and cherished fondly, grown sere with the early frost. Lord, it is worse than nothing, yet all that I have to bring Is here in the hapless burden laid down at the feet of the King. I would I could make it worthy, could lighten with stars the night, Could wring out the sin and sorrow, and wash the offering white. It is finished, my bootless labor, my quest for a living tree Whose branches might sweeten and brighten the Marah of misery ; It is finished, my useless striving, my struggles for worth of my own ; I can only fall down with my burden, and trust in Thy grace alone. 150 LOSS AND GAIN. And, oh, where I fall Thou hast found me ! and, oh, Thou art lifting me up ! And into the sea of Thy mercy the sin and the suffering drop. The arms of Thy love are beneath me, the seal of Thy troth on my hand. Oh, love that is infinite, holy ! O Presence su- pernal and grand ! I give Thee my striving and straying, and take back a heaven of peace, I give Thee my efforts unskillful — and fruitless — thrice blessed release ; I take back Omnipotence holy, and tender, and loving, and true, Oh, barter the wonder of wonders ! Oh, grandeur that glimmers in view ! Oh, law that is flawless and dreaded ! O Victim of Calvary slain ! In Thee are fulfilled its requirements, on Thee are the wrath and the pain. O Lamb that didst bear in their fullness the curse and the woe that were mine ; The saber uplifted to slay me is sheathed in the Victim divine. A FOGGY MORNING. 151 A FOGGY MORNING, A SMALL, close world it seems to-day, With fog about us, chill and gray, As if had giant spiders spun Their webs between us and the sun ; Nor any wind had strength to stir Their leagues on leagues of gossamer. Dim shapes of elm and locust wait, Like shadowy sentinels, at the gate, They outline 'gainst the ghostly white The utmost limit of our sight ; There is no street, no passer-by. No spire, no mountain-peak, no sky. And yet a strong wind rushing forth. With cool fresh breath from out the North, Would part this cobweb veil in twain. And bring the sweet world back again — The blue of sky, the fervid sun, And all bright things he shines upon. As these gray mists, so doubts arise. Vague, yet with chill to blot the skies ; A power to shadow and efface. To shut the soul in narrow space. Impalpable, and yet so vast. That all the world is overcast. %• 152 THE SAME PA TH. But let the word of truth be sent, The dreary folds are shaken and rent ; Again beams forth the blessed sun ; Again the world's blithe work goes on ; Hope brightens as the barriers fall. And God's blue sky bends over all. THE SAME PATH, << T^AINT not, e'en though the road be rough -■- and dreary That leads thee home to God ; In the same path, with footsteps worn and weary, Thy great Redeemer trod. " Thou bearest, lonely one, through the dark path- way. The cross thy Master bore ; But He will strengthen, and His love will bless thee, — What can'st thou ask for more ? "Though thy worn spirit bow with grief un- spoken. And faint beneath the load, Come as thou art, all lonely, sad, forsaken. And tell it to thy God. THO U KNO WEST, 153 ** Thy Saviour knows each pang, each hidden sor- row, He suffered even as we : His hand will bear the load for thee too heavy, His grace will strengthen Lnee. " * Faint, yet pursuing,' speed thee .on thy journey, The night is nearly gone ; See o'er the distant hills those rays of glory. Soon endless day shall dawn. " Then in the dazzling light of that blest morn- ing, All clouds shall flee away. And thou shalt learn with grateful heart to praise Him Who led thee on thy way." THOU KNO WEST. T ORD, Thou knowest, only Thou, ■*-^ Just how to lead. Just what cross 'tis best I bear, Just what lot 'tis mine to share. Just what I need. Lord, Thou knowest what I am. How frail, how weak, — 154 "/ HAVE PRAYED FOR THEE:' My bark would founder in the tide, Were not the Pilot by my side. Of cheer to speak. Lord, Thou knowest, only Thou, Just what is best, — 'Mid the world's soul-wearing fret. Burning heat or chilling wet, In Thee is rest. Lord, Thou lovest, and Thy love Doth bring no smart. — Dearest earthly love may fail, — Thine outlasteth every gale. And fills the heart. ''I HAVE PRAYED FOR THEE:' Luke xxii. 32. T^AINT not, weary pilgrim, -■- Faint not by the way, Listen to your Saviour — What doth Jesus say } " Ever as the day is. So thy strength shall be ; Let not courage fail thee, I have prayed for thee.'* "/ HA VE PR A YED FOR THEE:' 155 What though sore temptations Meet you in the way, Fear not, humble Christian, Drive your fears away. In thy tribulations Look to Calvary ; Hear your dying Saviour Praying still for thee. Though the raging tempter. Seeking for his prey. Tries to turn your footsteps From the narrow way ; If you firm resist him, He will from you flee ; Fear not, you will conquer, Jesus prays for thee. What though friends forsake you. Earthly comforts fail. Cast your care on Jesus, Let not fears prevail ; See your loving Saviour, Suff 'ring on the tree, Bleeding, groaning, dying, Praying still for thee. What though you may meet with Trials in the way. 156 A LEGEND OF STRASBURG CATHEDRAL. Lean upon your Saviour, He will be your stay. Onward press with courage. Feeble though you be. Never be disheartened — " I have prayed for thee." How these words of comfort Heavenly joy impart ! May they be forever Stamped upon my heart. Blessed consolation, Naught so sweet can be As the words of Jesus — " I have prayed for thee." A LEGEND OF STRASBURG CATHEDRAL. ''T^IS said where Strasburg's glorious spire ^ Its sculptured beauty lifts on high. One lovely, polished stone is found, Though now unseen by mortal eye. Long years agone — when love and zeal Aspired the holy fane to raise — A peasant woman longed to aid In building up God's house of praise. A LEGEND OF STRASB URG CA THEDRAL, \ 57 Over one stone her loving care For many a weary year was poured, Till, bowed with age, at last she brought Her finished offering to the Lord. '* Too late," the builder kindly said, '* Your offering comes, no place below Is left in which your polished stone Its beauty to the world can show. " Far up upon the lofty spire One little niche is left to hold Your gift, but ah ! no human eye Your work of love can there behold ! " A smile lit up her old, worn face ; " That niche is just the place for me — My stone will meet the eyes I love — The angels and my Lord can see." Think you, among the priceless gifts Lavished on that Cathedral grand. One gift of greater worth was given Than that brought by the peasant's hand ? Ah, no ! to win the praise of men Full many a treasure there was poured, While she a life-time gladly spent To make hers only for her Lord. 158 TWO EPITAPHS, The stone our love has polished long, In life's cathedral may not gain An honored place, but not for that Was love's work ever wrought in vain. Be sure the waiting niche is kept For all work wrought by loving hands. Where the cathedral God has built In Heaven's emblazoned glory stands. TWO EPITAPHS, [" Memento mori." '' Gedenke zu Leben."] H INK of Death " the gravestones say- Peace to Life's mad strivmg ! " But the churchyard daisies — " Nay, Think of Living ! " a np " Think of Life ! " the sunbeams say, O'er the dial flying ; But the slanting shadows — " Nay, Think of Dying ! " " Think of Death ! " the night-birds say, On the storm blast driving ; But the building swallows — " Nay, Think of Living ! " LOST NAMES. 159 " Think of Life ! " the broad winds say, Through the old trees sighing ; But the whirling leaf-dance — *' Nay, Think of Dying ! " " Think of Death ! " the sad bells say, Fateful record giving ; Clash the merry Yule-peal — '* Nay, Think of Living ! " Dying, Living, glad or loath. On God's Rood relying ; Pray He fit us all for both- Living, Dying ! LOST NAMES, *' Those women which labored with me in the Gospel, and other my fellow-laborers whose names are in the book of life." 'T^HEY lived and they were useful: this we ^ know And naught beside ; No record of their names is left to show How soon they died : They did their work, and then they passed away, An unknown band, And took their places with the greater host In the higher land. 160 LOST NAMES, And were they young or were they growing old, Or ill, or well. Or lived in poverty, or had much gold, No one can tell ; One only thing is known of them, they were Faithful and true Disciples of the Lord, and strong through prayer, To save and do. But what avails the gift of empty fame ? They lived to God. They loved the sweetness of another name, And gladly trod The rugged ways of earth that they might be Helper, or friend. And in the joy of this their ministry Be spent and spend. No glory clusters round their names on earth, But in God's heaven Is kept a book of names of greatest worth. And there is given A place for all who did the Master please. Although unknown ; And there lost names shine forth in brightest rays Before the throne. Oh, take who will the boon of fading fame ! But give to me TRUST A AW REST. jgj A place among the workers, though my name Forgotten be ; And if within the book of life is found My lowly place. Honor and glory unto God redound For all His grace. TRUST AND REST. pRET not, poor heart The sorrows sore That crush thy life, the Saviour bore Once for thy sake. Yea, this and more. God's way is best ; Then trust and rest. Though thy hot head, with throbbing pain. Seek for a resting-place in vain. While blinding tears fall like the rain. Peace, heart. Be still ; Bow to God's will Though torturing pain thy spirit fills, And every nerve in anguish thrills, Receive in patience what He wills. He sends no pain But for thy gain. 163 HAPPY BAND. Be still, my heart. These yearnings wild Are all in vain. Be reconciled. Tis but in love. Thou art His child. Trust, then, God's will. Peace, heart. Be still. No mortal ear can hear thy cry ; He*s near who hears thy faintest sigh ; He hears thee — loves thee tenderly. In time of need, A friend indeed. Oh, could we trust and love Thee more. Who for our sake such anguish bore, Our hearts would not be faint and sore. Lord, send Thy peace. And pain shall cease. HAPPY BAND, OH ! happy band of pilgrims, If onward ye will tread. With Jesus as your fellow. To Jesus as your head. Oh ! happy, if ye labor. As Jesus did, for men ; Oh ! happy, if ye hunger, As Jesus hungered then. UNBELIEF, 163 The cross that Jesus carried, He carried as your due ; The crown that Jesus weareth, He weareth it for you ! The faith by which ye see Him ; The hope in which ye yearn ; The love that through all troubles To Him alone will turn ; The trials that beset you ; The sorrows ye endure ; The manifold temptations That death alone can cure. What are they but His jewels Of bright celestial worth ? What are they but the ladder Set up to heaven on earth ? Oh ! happy band of pilgrims, Look upward to the skies Where such a " light affliction " Shall win so great a prize ! UNBELIEF. JL HERE is no unbelief ; Whoever plants a seed beneath the sod And waits to see it push away the clod, Trusts he in God. 164 IN THE MORNING, Whoever says, when clouds are in the sky, " Be patient, heart ! light breaketh by and by," Trusts the Most High. Whoever sees, *neath winter's field of snow, The silent harvest of the future grow, God's power must know. Whoever lies down on his couch to sleep, Content to lock each sense in slumber deep, Knows God will keep. Whoever says, '* To-morrow," " The Unknown," " The Future," trusts that power alone He dares disown. The heart that looks on when the eyelids close, And dares to live when life has only woes, God's comfort knows. There is no unbelief ; And day by day, and night, unconsciously, The heart lives by that faith the lips deny ; God knoweth why. IN THE MORNING, John xxi. 4. nPHEY had toiled all night, and caught nothing, -^ But Jesus stood on the shore. In the gray, glad light of the morning, And His face was kind as of yore ; IN THE MORNING. 165 So all their trouble was over, And ended the weary pain Of the work that was unrewarded. And their hearts had joy again. He looked at them all with pity ; So hungry and tired they were, And sad with the disappointment That followed their toil and care ! But the Master gave them a morning Sunny, and glad, and sweet. With a harvest caught from the water, And a feast spread for them to eat. We, too, have our nights of darkness ; But whenever the morning breaks And shows us the Saviour near us. Our life a new gladness takes ; His coming is always sunshine. And happiness, rest, and peace* The burden of care is lifted. And sorrow and sighing cease. O Jesus, where'er we journey. Grant that the way may end With Thee on the shore beside us, A pitiful, mighty Friend ! And then, as we fight with the waters Our hearts shall with hope grow strong. The morning shall bring us a respite. With leisure for praiseful song. 163 ''TAKE NO THOUGHT FOR THE MORROW:' We know there is yet before us A more mysterious night, But we safely shall pass through its shadows, To the shores of the land of light. And we can not picture the glory And the joy that there shall b^. But this is the best of heaven — That there we shall dwell with Thee. ''TAKE NO THOUGHT FOR THE MORROW r " The Christian should be like a little bird, which sits on its twig and sings, and lets God think for it." — Luther. LIKE Luther's bird, I sit and sing. Not knowing what the day may bring ; Nor have I any need to know. My Father doth protect me so. I do the work He gives to me, Not heeding what or where it be ; And more my Father will not ask, Than that I do my daily task. He sees, He knows my every need. Then why should I take careful heed } He bids me cast on Him my care, And every burden He will bear. Each day will bring some new surprise. Some token of His watchful eyes ; " IF ANY MAN OPEN:' 167 If trouble come to Him I fly, Who doth my every want supply. Who, then, so free and glad as I, With such a Friend forever nigh ? Beneath His shadow I may hide. And safely in His love abide. And so I calmly sit and sing, Content with what each day may bring ; My Father orders for the best. And in His will I find my rest. \j *'IF ANY MAN OPEN:' AST night I dreamed, as on my bed I lay, ^ That dismal fear took hold upon my mind : Swayed wildly by the moaning wintry wind. The trees were waving in the rain-splashed lane, | And yet upon the curtained window-pane There was a brightness as of summer day. Then, hushed as is the land-breeze on the sea, A gentle whisper, Jesus, came from Thee ; So I arose and flung the casement wide, To see whence swept the sweet faint sounds, the ^ light ; The Lord walked on the road, and loud I cried As He did pass my door into the night. 168 AN ANSWERED PRAYER, *' Master, where dost Thou go ? Where wander still?" And Jesus spake and said, *' Against thy will I can not ope, the bar is on thy side." AN ANSWERED PR A YER, ^i /"\H, give me a message of quiet/* ^-^ I asked in my morning prayer ; " For the turbulent trouble within me Is more than my heart can bear. Around there is strife and discord. And the storms that do not cease. And the whirl of the world is on me — Thou only canst give me peace." I opened the old, old Bible And looked at a page of psalms. Till the wintry sea of my trouble Was soothed by its summer-calms ; For the words that have helped so many. And that ages have made more dear. Seemed new in their power to comfort As they brought me my word of cheer. Like music of solemn singing These words come down to me — " The Lord is slow to anger. And of mercy great is He ; TfVO GATES. 169 Each generation praiseth His works of long renown, The Lord upholdeth all that fall. And raiseth the bowed down." That gave me the strength I wanted ! I knew that the Lord was nigh ; All that was making me sorry Would be better by and by ; I had but to wait in patience. And keep at my Father's side. And nothing would really hurt me Whatever mie^ht betide. T WO GA T E S. OPEN the East Gate now. And the day come in. The day with unstained brow, Untouched by care or sin. For her we watch and wait. Wait with the birds and dew ; Open the Eastern Gate, And let the daylight through. Uplift thy daily toil With brain as fresh and clear. Strong hands that have no soil And heart untouched by fear. i 170 TWO GATES. Marching unto thy noon, Marching ui^to thy rest, — When shadows lengthen, soon Comes calm and peaceful rest. Open the Western Gate, And let the daylight go In pomp of royal state. In rose and amber glow. It is so late, so late. The birds sing sweet and low, — Open the Western Gate And let the daylight go. Lay down thy daily toil, Glad of thy labor done. Glad of the night's assoil. Glad of thy wages won ; With hearts that fondly wait. With grateful hearts aglow. Pray at the Western Gate, And let the daylight go. Pray at the Eastern Gate For all the day can ask ; Pray at the Western Gate, Holding thy finished task. It waxeth late, so late. The nights fall cold and gray ; But through Life's Western Gate Dawns Life's Eternal Day, THE STRANGER. 171 A THE STRANGER. AN EASTERN LEGEND. N ao:ed man came late to Abraham's tent, I The sky was dark, and all the plain was bare. He asked for bread ; his strength was well-nigh spent ; His haggard look implored the tenderest care. The food was brought. He sat with thankful eyes, But spake no grace, nor bowed he toward the east. Safe sheltered here from dark and angry skies, The bounteous table seemed a royal feast. But his hand had touched the tempting fare. The Patriarch rose, and leaning on his rod, *' Stranger," he said, " dost thou not bow in prayer } Dost thou not fear, dost thou not worship God ?" He answered, '' Nay." The Patriarch sadly said : '* Thou hast my pity. Go ! eat not my bread." Another came that wild and fearful night. The fierce winds raged, and darker grew the sky ; But all the tent was filled with wondrous light, And Abraham knew the Lord his God was nigh. " Wheie is that aged man ?" the Presence said, " That asked for shelter from the driving blast } Who made thee master of thy Master's bread .^ What right had'st thou the wanderer forth to cast ? " 172 EN VOYAGE, *' Forgive me, Lord," the Patriarch answer made. With downcast look, with bowed and trembling knee " Ah, me ! the stranger might with me have stayed. But, O my God, he would not v^rorship Thee." "I've borne him long," God said, "and still I wait : Could'st thou not lodge him one night in thy gate ? " £ J\r V YA G E, TT WHICHEVER way the wind doth blow ^ * Some heart is glad to have it so ; Then blow it east or blow it west. The wind that blows, that wind is best. My little craft sails not alone ; A thousand fleets from every zone Are out upon a thousand seas ; And what for me were favoring breeze Might dash another, with the shock Of doom, upon some hidden rock. And so I do not dare to pray For winds to waft me on my way . But leave it to a Higher will To stay or speed me — trusting still THE SECRET OF A HAPPY DAY. 173 That all is well, and sure that He Who launched my bark will sail with me Through storm and calm, and will not fail, Whatever breezes may prevail, To land me, every peril past, Within His sheltering heaven at last. Then, whatsoever wind doth blow, My heart is glad to have it so ; And blow it east or blow it west, The wind that blows, that wind is best. THE SECRET OF A HAPPY DAY. JUST to trust, and yet to ask Guidance still ; Take the training or the task As He will : Just to take the loss or gain As He sends it ; Just to take the joy or pain As he lends it ; He who formed thee for His praise Will not mxiss the gracious aim ; So to-day and all thy days Shall be moulded for the same. 174 A CHANGED HYMN. Just to leave in His dear hand Little things, All we can not understand All that stings ; Just let Him take the care Sorely pressing. Finding all we let Him bear Changed to blessing ; This is all ! and yet the way Marked by Him who loves thee best ; Secret of a happy day, Secret of His promised rest. A CHANGED HYMN. << T ESUS, lover of my soul," J Bids me in His bosom stay. And though billows round me roll, I am safely hid away ; For He holds me in His arms. Quite beyond the temptest s reach. And He whispers to my heart •Words unknown to human speech. ** Other refuge have I none," He my habitation is ; Here no evil can befall, I am kept in perfect peace. SPIKENARD. 175 I am covered all day long, With the shadow of His wing ; Dwell in safety through the night, Waking, this is what I sing : " Thou, O Christ, art all I want," Rests my helpless soul in Thee ; Thou wilt never leave alone. Nor forget to comfort me. Thou hast saved my soul from death, Thou hast scattered doubts and fears, And the sunshine of Thy face Sweetly drieth all my tears. ** Thou of Life the foundation art," Thou dost wash me white as snow ; I'm content to dwell apart From all else. Thy love to know. Blessed Sun of Righteousness, I so love to look on Thee, That my eyes are growing blind To the things once dear to me. SPIKENARD. "XT THAT was that box of spikenard. Lord, ^ ^ Which Mary brought, and at Thy feet Broke, and the ointment on Thee poured. The while Thou sat'st with them at meat } 176 THOSE PIERCED HANDS, The hous3 with the sweet smell was filled, And all the chambers of the years Are fragrant with those odors spilled, And tender with that dew of tears. O Lord ! do I not likewise bring Before Thee, as I lowly kneel, My costly grief — that hidden thing — And for Thee only break the seal ? Thou seest, human as Thou art, Yet glorified in God again, The broken box — a human heart, The precious oil — its chrism of pain ! THOSE PIERCED HANDS. JESUS, forever more My heart demands That Thou to bless me stretch Those pierced Hands ! Those Hands that once were flung So wide apart, With longing to embrace The great World's heart. O hold me with those Hands From outward sin ; THOSE PIERCED HANDS, 177 Wash in their cleansing blood From sin within. Hold them before my eyes, That I may see Through their dear wounds the Home They bought for me. Hold them before my eyes, That I may scan Through them, and them alone. My brother-man. Lay them upon my lips, A watch to keep ; And sanctify the words That I shall speak. Sprinkle with those dear Hands My earthly store ; Into each bitter cup Their healing poun Hold out those Hands to me, And let me thrust My finger in their wounds. That I may trust Those wounds were made for me, And cry aloud — 12 178 ONE SONG. ' Thou art, Thou art indeed. My Lord ! My God ! " And when my dying head Sore needeth rest. Lift it with those dear Hands Unto Thy breast. Then, when the righteous Judge My plea demands. In simple faith. Til clasp Those pierced Hands. ONE SONG, TT is not mine to run ■■■ With eager feet, Along life's crowded ways. My Lord to meet. It is not mine to pour The oil and wine. Or bring the purple robe And linen fine. It is not mine to break At his dear feet The alabaster-box Of ointment sweet. ONE SONG. 179 It is not mine to bear His heavy cross. Or suffer, for His sake, All pain and loss. It is not mine to walk Through valleys dim. Or climb far mountain-heights Alone with Him. He hath no need of me In grand affairs, Where fields are lost, or crowns Won unawares. Yet, Master, if I may Make one pale flower Bloom brighter, for Thy sake. Through one short hour ; If I, in harvest fields. Where strong ones reap, May bind one golden sheaf For love to keep ; May speak one quiet word When all is still, Helping some fainting heart To bear Thy will ; 180 HE CARETH FOR YOU, Or sing one high, clear song, On which may soar Some glad soul heavenward, I ask no more ! HE CARETH FOR YOU, T WAS weary of planning and working, ■■■ And my frame seemed strangely weak. And I took up the old black volume As I settled into my seat. Seeking no special chapter ; Drifting just here and there ; Listlessly turning the pages, To read what the tide should bear. Feeling that not a creature Knew of the heavy load Which I was striving to carry Over the rugged road. And this was the loving sentence, Opening the book, I read ** Casting your care upon Him,*' Were the words the writer said. OUR SHIPS. 181 And then like a strain of music. Came thrilling the language sweet, " He careth for you." How blessed ! How beautiful ! How complete ! Travel we sad and lonely- Over life's rough highway, Veiling our deepest sorrows, Carefully, day by day. What if our griefs are hidden E'en from our dearest friend. When the compassionate Saviour Over the soul will bend } Caring, as no one earthly Ever had love to care ! Bearing, as no one earthly Ever had strength to bear ! Beautiful words of blessing ! Making the darkness light ; He who beholds the sparrow Keepeth us ever in sight. OUR SHIPS, T N those bright summer mornings when I row -*- Far out, with winds and waters sweeping free. Among the stately boats that come and go, I join the toy-ships going out to sea ; lag THE MONK AND HIS LORD. Each little ship propelled by paper sails, And given with shouts to billows and to gales ! Ah, happy boys ! that launch your ships away. Playing the merchant long before your time. We men are like you to our dying day, Still sending ships to every distant clime. And while to have them back we watch and yearn, You send them forth and look for no return. In youth our ships for rosy love we sent, (Long since they went in those glad days of old) Some went for fame, and some for power went. And then we sent whole fleets to bring us gold ; And of all the ships we sent across the main, Mot one in thousands came to us again ! But I believe our ships are gone before. Gone to that Better Land to which we go ; There, one by one, they gather to the shore. Blown safely in by all the winds that blow. And we shall find them on some happy day. Moored fast and waiting in the Golden Bay ! A THE MONK AND HIS LORD, LEGEND of the olden time. When Holy Church was in her prime, Tells of a monk, unknown to fame ; No ancient record holds his name : THE MONK AND HIS LORD, 183 His daily task, the meal to spread On which his holy brothers fed. As in his cell he mused one day, Just as he bowed himself to pray, The blessed Saviour from on high Appeared before his wondering eye. A gracious smile was on His face, His radiant presence filled the place. The monk knelt down in humble prayer, Delighted, for his Lord was there. As thus he worshiped in his cell, High noon had come ; he heard the bell That called him forth the meal to spread On which each day his brothers fed. What shall he do ? That gracious face. While he is gone, may leave the place. He heard the call ; to duty went, And when his hour of toil was spent. Released from duty by the bell. Came quickly to his humble cell. 184 THESOWER, His patient Lord still lingered there. With pleasant smile and gracious air. Then first His lips the silence broke, These were the words the Master spoke : *' Hadst thou been false to duty's call, Thou hadst not found me here at all." So runs the legend : doubt who will, But blessing waits on duty still. And he who serves his brother best, Gets nearer God than all the rest. THE SOWER. IN the dim dawning sow thy seed. And in the evening stay not thy hand, What it will bring forth — wheat or weed — Who can know, or who understand } Few will heed, « Yet sow thy seed. See the red sunrise before thee glows, Though close behind thee night lingers still. Flapping their fatal wings, come the black foes. Following, following over the hill. No repose ; Sow thou thy seed. NO CROSSLESS CHRISTIAN. 185 We, too, went sowing in glad sunrise ; Now it is twilight, sad shadows fall. Where is the harvest ? Why lift we our eyes ? What could we see here ? But God seeth all. Fast life flies ; Sow the good seed. Though we may cast it with trembling hand, Spirit half broken, heart-sick and faint. His winds will scatter it over the land. His rain will nourish and cleanse it from taint, Sinner or saint. Sow the good seed. A CHRISTIAN CROSSLESS CAN NOT BE, A CHRISTIAN crossless can not be ! Then why this perturbation. When God, with grief and pain seeks thee, Thou child of His salvation } The more the smart. Dearer thou art ; The strokes that fall upon thee Display the love that won thee A Christian crossless can not be ! Than this, God wills, the rather. That grief and pain thyself should see, Come down from God, the Father. 186 NO CROSSLESS CHRISTIAN. Since it is so, 'Tis well I know : His love's own hand extending. No plagues can He be sending. A Christian crossless can not be ! Whence comes the art of praying? How from the world's vain pomp to fiee. The soul on Jesus staying ? Fling it not off, With bitter scoff, As though to God no debtor : It comes to make thee better. A Christian crossless can not be ! Else what would us awaken. When floating soft on sin's smooth sea. Untroubled and unshaken ? Down comes the blight Of death's dark night ; The last great trumpet calling. Wakes us to woes appalling. A Christian crossless can not be ! Thy hateful sins eschewing. It brings thee humbly to the knee. Thy love to God renewing. Vain world aside. Let God abide ! ^ ONLY WAIT. " ~ 187 Bethink thee ! Ah, it moves thee ; Eternal goodness loves thee. Without a cross, nor v/ould I be ! I'll bear all that God sends me ; The strokes that come I will not flee, For still His wing defends me. Then welcome fall His chast'nings all ; With Christ, now uncomplaining. At last forever reigning ! ONLY WAIT. WHEN the spirit, worn and weary, 'Neath its daily load of care, Finds the pathway long and dreary And the burden hard to bear ; Tired with hoping, faint with fearing, Sighs to reach the golden gate. Then, in accents soft and cheering, Patience whispers, '' Only wait ; For a brighter day is dawning, Joy awaits us in the morning — In the beauty of the morning — Only wait." Oh, sad hearts, whose soundless sorrow Dares not let a murmur fall, 188 TOIL AND REST. Only wait and trust the morrow — God's great love is over all. Only wait, oh, wounded spirit, By the cross of life weighed down ; Thou shalt surely earth inherit— Bear the cross and win the crown ; For a brighter day is dawning, Joy awaits us in the morning — In the beauty of the morning — Only wait. TOIL AND REST, T "X 7HEN sets the weary sun ^ ^ And the long day is done, And starry orbs their solemn vigils keep ; When, bent with toil and care. We breathe our evening prayer, God gently giveth His beloved sleep ! When by some sland'rous tongue The heart is sharply stung. And with the curse of cruel wrong we weep ; How like some heavy calm Comes down the soothing balm, What time He giveth His beloved sleep. Oh, sweet and blessed rest. With these sore burdens pressed, To lose ourselves in slumber long and deep ; TOIL AND REST, . 189 To drop our heavy load Beside the dusty road, When He hath given His beloved sleep ! And on our closed eyes What visions may arise ! What sights of joy to make the spirit leap ! What mem'ries may return From out their golden urn, If God but giveth His beloved sleep. And when life's day shall close In death's last deep repose, When the dark shadows o'er the eyelids creep, Let us not be afraid At this last thickening shade, For so God giveth His beloved sleep. To sleep ? It is to wake When the fresh day shall break — When the new sun climbs up the eastern steep ; To wake with new-born powers, Out from the darkened hours, For so He giveth His beloved sleep. To die ? It is to rise To fairer, brighter skies. Where death no more shall his dread hai-vest reap ; 190 MY REFUGE, To soar on angel wings Where life immortal springs — For so He giveth His beloved sleep. MY REFUGE. TN the secret of His presence how my soul de- A lights to hide ! Oh, how precious are the lessons which I learn at Jesus* side ! Earthly cares can never vex me, neither trials lay me low, For, when Satan comes to tempt me, to the " secret place " I go. When my soul is faint and thirsty, 'neath the shadow of His wing There is cool and pleasant shelter, and a fresh and crystal spring ; And my Saviour rests beside me as we hold com- munion sweet ; If I tried I could not utter what He says when thus we meet. Would you like to know the sweetness of the secret of the Lord ? Go and hide beneath his shadow — this shall then be your reward ; FOR THE NEW YEAR, 191 And whene'er you leave the silence of that happy meeting-place, You must mind and bear the image of your Mas- ter in your face. You will surely lose the blessing and the fullness of your joy. If you let dark clouds distress you, and your in- ward peace destroy, You may always be abiding, if you will, at Jesus' side ; In the secret of His presence you may every mo- ment hide. FOR THE NEW YEAR, *^ T_T OW tenderly Thy word of peace falls on -^ -*■ our hearts to-day ! We plead its sweet assurance, as in faith and hope we pray, O Saviour, through the varied scenes of the new, untried year, Grant grace sufficient : — let us feel Thy pres- ence ever near. " Grace for our daily work and toil, that, keeping by Thy side. In homeliest duties, trivial cares. Thou may st be glorified ; 192 -POR THE NEW YEAR. Grace, when perplexed or tried, we cry for light and help to Thee, Our Counselor, direct us then : our Strength and Wisdom be. " Grace for the endless conflict, for the never- ceasing race. Thy word is sure, — Thou givest us the victory by Thy grace. All weakness we, our cares, our fears, our sinful selves we lay Low at Thy Cross : Thy precious blood will wash all stains away. " Grace, if in love Thou bid'st us. Lord, the cup of sorrow drink ; It is Thy hand that holds that cup : suffer us not to shrink, — But in our pain and weakness, let Thy strength made perfect be ; In every dark and weary hour, Jesus, we rest in Thee. " So, Saviour, keep us close to Thee, and grant us, day by day. Thy never-failing grace and strength, along our heavenward way ; Our waiting hearts rest in Thy word, our eyes are unto Thee, Till when our pilgrim days are done. Thy glory we shall see." THE UNNOTICED BOUND, 193 THE UNNOTICED BOUND, "\ 1 /"HEN passing southward,! may cross the line ^ * Between the Arctic and Atlantic Oceans, I may not tell, by any test of mine. By any startling signs or strange commotions Across my track. But if the days grow sweeter, one by one, And e'en the icebergs melt their hardened faces, And sailors linger, basking in the sun, I know I must have made the change of places Some distance back ! When answering timidly the Master's call, I passed the bourne of life in coming to Him ; When in my love for Him I gave up all — The very moment when I thought I knew Him, I can not tell. But, as unceasingly 1 feel His love — As this cold heart is melted to o'erfiowing — As now so dear the light comes from above, I wonder at the change — and move on, know?, That all is well. 194 MV SA VIO UR AND L MY SAVIOUR AND I. HE is waiting for me ; I know He is there, As I wearily climb the long winding stair ; He is waiting above in my lonely room, 'Mid the evening shadows, and dark'ning gloom, And my feet have passed in through the open door ; His arms are outstretched, His sweet smile I see, He says, " Thou art weary ! child, come unto me ; Come tell me thy sorrows, thy pains, and thy fears. Thy hopes unfulfilled through v/earisome years, Though the story is old and thou'st told it before, Yet 'twill ease thy sad heart to repeat o'er and o'er To one who so loves thee thy story of grief,— For witness ! I failed ne'er to give thee relief ; Nay, fear not to open thy sad soul to me, I was tempted, my child, in all points like thee." So we sit in the twilight, my Saviour and I, While the stars twinkle out in the beautiful sky ; We talk it all over,— my pains and my fears. My hopes unfulfilled through wearisome years, Of duties neglected, ingratitude shown To a friend who is love and mercy alone— Until self-convicted, I start and would fly ; But His soft hand restrains me, *' Fear not, it is I : TE L IT TO GOD. ^g^ And thou knowest my love ; I freely forgive ; Be strong ! of good courage ! I'll help thee to Hve Henceforth a life truer, more noble, and pure ; Remember the promise to those who endure/' Some way as we talk there my sad heart grows light, And my sorrows seem naught, they fade out of sight. He strengthens and calms me, and soothes me to rest, With my hand in His-my head on His breast Like John, the beloved, who lay there of old ; And, like him, I drink in such comfort untold That life's woes all recede, its clamors all cease While His kind, tender smile fills my soul iviih sweet peace. And the stars twinkle out on the beautiful sky, As we sit in the twilight,—- my Saviour and ir TELL IT TO GOD. V\>rHATEVER troubles thee, ^ ^ Tell it to God ; Ail thy anxiety. Tell it to God ; For ev'ry earthly grief This is thy sweet relief- Tell it to God, 196 TELL IT TO GOD. That pain which none may know, Tell it to God ; That word which grieved thee so, Tell it to God ; Each has no ready cure, God's sympathy is sure — Tell it to God. Hast thou impatient been ? Tell it to God ; Art prone through this to sin ? Tell it to God ; He knows thy weakness all, Will help thee lest thou fall, Tell it to God. Does care corrode thy life ? Tell it to God ; Art weary with the strife } Tell it to God ; He says, bring all thy care To me, to help thee bear — Tell it to God. Art grieving o'er thy loss } Tell it to God ; Art sinking *neath thy cross ? Tell it to God ; He can assuage thy pain. He will with grace sustain — Tell it to God. THE UNWELCOME GUEST, 197 Whate'er may thee befall. Tell it to God ; Thy grief or great or small, Tell it to God ; To Him bring each request, In Him find joy and rest — Tell all to God. THE UNWELCOME GUEST, "^ "I THEN Grief shall come to thee, ^ ^ Think not to flee. For Grief, with steady pace. Will win the race ; Nor crowd her forth with Mirth, For at thy hearth, When Mirth is tired and gone. Will Grief sit on ; But make of her thy friend. And in the end Her counsels will grow sweet ; And, with swift feet, Three lovelier than she Will come to thee — Calm Patience, Courage strong. And Hope — ere long. 138 THE TREE GOD PLANTS. THE TREE GOD PLANTS. THE wind that blows can never kill The tree God plants ; It bloweth east, it bloweth west, The tender leaves have little rest, But any wind that blows is best. The tree God plants Strikes deeper root, grows higher still. Spreads wider boughs, for God's good-will Meets all its wants. There is no frost hath power to blight The tree God shields ; The roots are warm beneath soft snows. And when spring comes it surely knows, And every bud to blossom grows. The tree God shields Grows on apace by day and night. Till, sweet to taste and fafr to sight, Its fruit it yields. There is no storm hath power to blast The tree God knows ; No thunder-bolt, nor beating rain, Nor lightning flash, nor hurricane — When they are spent, it doth remain. The tree God knows LOVEST THOU MB? 199 Through every tempest standeth fast, And from its first day to its last Still fairer grows. If in the soul's still garden-place A seed God sows, — A little seed, — it soon will grow, And far and near all men w^ill know, For heavenly lands He bids it blow. A seed God sows, And up it springs by day and night ; Through life, through death, it groweth right. Forever grows. LOVEST THOU ME? IF Christ the Lord should come to-day. As erst to Peter by the sea, And low and tenderly should say, " Oh, my disciple, lovest thou Me } " To thee and me, — What would our answer be .^ " Yea, Lord, Thou knowest," if we should cry With ready lip and beaming glance, " We'd stand for Thee, 'neath any sky, With flag unfurled and lifted lance," For thee and me Would this the answer be ? 200 LO VEST THO U ME ? And if He showed His hands and feet, Sore wounded on the cruel cross — And asked us still in accents sweet, " Nay ! lov'st thou Me in pain and loss ? " From thee and me What could the answer be ? For life is like a summer day, So bright, so full, so glad, so strong ! And roses strew the onward wa}^ And we are marching with a song — For thee and me What answer could there be ? Just this : " We surely love Thee, Lord ; Our wills are weak, our hearts are poor. But clinging to Thee, in Thy word We trust, and we shall aye endure " — For Thee and me This would the answer be. It would not do for us to boast ; We have no merit, we are frail, Our strength is weariness at most, And oft when we are tried we fail. " But we trust Thee " — This would our answer be. And bliss and bane, and joy and grief, And all things work for good if we LOOK UP, NOT DOWN, 201 Can answer, "Yea. Lord," swift and brief To that keen question, '* Lovest thou Me ? " For thee and me This should the answer be. PROSPECTS. A SON and heir just now, What shall we be } Ah ! here we can not know. But, when we see Christ in His glory — brighter far Shall we appear Than sun, or moon, or star ! We shall be near, And like Him then shall be. With glorious dress, — A shining robe, for you and me His righteousness. LOOK UP, NOT DOWN. LIFE to some is full of sorrow — Half is real, half they borrow ; Full of rocks and full of ledges. Corners sharp, and cutting edges. Though the joy-bells may be ringing, Not a song you'll hear them singing ; 202 LOOK UP, NOT DOWN, Seeing never makes them wise, Looking out from downcast eyes. All in vain the sun is shining, Waters sparkling, blossoms twining ; They but see through these same sorrows Sad to-days and worse to-morrows. See the clouds that must pass over ; See the weeds among the clover— Every thing and any thing But the gold the sunbeams bring. Draining from the bitter fountain, Lo ! yon mole-hill seems a mountain ; Drops of dew and drops of rain Swell into the mighty main. All in vain the blessings shower, And the mercies fall with power ; Gathering chaff, ye tread the wheat, Rich and loyal, 'neath your feet. Let it not be so, my neighbor ; Look up, as you love and labor, Not for one alone woe's vials, Every one has cares and trials. Joy and pain are linked together, Like the fair and clouded weather — May we have — O let us pray ! — Faith and patience for to-day. WAYFARING, 203 WAYFA RING. 'T'^HE way is long, O Lord, that leads -^ To' cooling springs and fragrant meads ; I weary of its weary length, I lose all heart and hope and strength, As here I halt my tired feet And pray for rest so far, so sweet. I thank thee for a halting-place, Made glad by thine own smiling face ; I thank Thee that the dusty way Thy footsteps knoweth day by day ; I thank Thee that some path there be From pain and care to peace and Thee. I know my times are in Thy hand, I long for light to understand How Thou canst for each pilgrim care. How Thou canst hear each pleading prayer ; How unto Thee each soul is known As if it walked the world alone. And sometime I may comprehend. The way is long, but at its end A clearer vision waits the sight, In Thy dear garden of delight ; Wayfaring done, let me abide Where never falls an eventide. 204 HAD NOT. HA D NO T, '^"'HE world had clung too closely round our -*- hearts, Through long and sunlit years, And life had been too beautiful to yield, Had not our God sent tears. The summer day had wearied with its length, Though swift its hours and bright, We had not known the freshness of the morn, Had not our God sent night. The fierce glare of the noon-day sun would blind. Had we no tempest rain ; We should not seek our Father's face did He Send down no mist of pain. Life's road had been more rugged still and rough. More dull time's heavy hours, More weary still our drooping eyes and hearts. Had not our God sent flowers. Sin would have been less deadly in our sight Had not the fleeting breath Left the chill clay, its awful curse to show, In the dread power of death. And life to weary souls had been too hard, And Heaven itself ne'er won. Had not the God of Love looked down on earth And sent to us His Son. THE YESTERDAYS, 205 MY P RA YER. UNTO Thine ear, O Lord, My feeble voice I raise ; A lowly suppliant at Thy throne, I sing eternal praise. And ask Thy blessing, Lord, On every daily task. And seek Thy Holy Spirit's aid— This, this alone I ask. Oh, call me not from earth Until my task for Thee Is done, according to Thy will, O Lord, whate'er it be. AMEN. THE YESTERDAYS. I TAKE your gifts, oh, yesterdays. And safe from all unfriendly eyes I set them one by one away, Secure from change or sore surprise. I take your gifts, glad yesterdays ! And when I turn from work to play. From care to rest, they'll make me joy, And make my heart its holiday. 200 THE YESTERDAYS. I take your gifts, sad yesterdays — The better deeds I might have done. The tears I might have wiped away, The higher heights I might have won. Ye show, oh, tearful yesterdays, How poor my life's most perfect part ; Your tear the crown of pride away, And give instead the pitying heart. I see the wave of summer v/oods, I hear the lapse of far-off streams. The murmur of the honeyed pines Runs sweet and low along my dreams. And still a tender heart enfolds A faded face, a haunting tone — The lingering fragrance of a joy One yesterday made all its own. I take your gifts, rich yesterdays ! Henceforth may no soul call me poor ; Fortune may strip her guards away, The wealth of all the past is sure. We jostle in the careless crowd ; We meet, we part, we go our ways ; But each, unseen, bears up to God The sum of all his yesterdays. THE GATHERING'PLACE. 207 THE GATHERING-PLACE, 1KNOW not where — beneath, above — The gathering-place so wonderful, But all who fill our life with love. Go forth to make it beautiful. Oh ! wealthy with all wealth of grace, Of noble heart, of fair, sweet face. Is that exalted meeting-place ! Life changes all our thoughts of heaven ; At first we think of streets of gold, Of walls as white as snow, wind-driven, Of lofty arches grandly cold, Of gates of pearl and dazzling light. Of shining wings and robes of white, And things all strange to mortal sight. But in the afterward of years It is a more familiar place ; A home unhurt by sighs and tears, Where waiteth many a well-known face ; Where little children play and sing, And maidens and the old men bring Their tributes to the gracious King. With passing months it comes more near. It grows more real day by day ; Not strange or cold, but very dear. The glad homeland not far away ! 208 SOMETIME, SOMEWHERE. Where no sea toucheth, making moan, Where none are poor, or sick, or lone. The place where we shall fmd our own ! And as we think of all we knew, Who there have met and part no more. Our longing hearts desire home too, With all the strife and trouble o'er ; So poor the world, now they have gone, We scarcely dare to think upon The years before our rest is won. And yet our Father knoweth best The joy or sadness that we need. The time when we may take our rest, And be from sin and sorrow freed, So we will wait with patient grace, Till in that blessed gathering-place We meet our friends and see His face. SOME TIME, SOME WHERE. UNANSWERED yet, the prayers your lip have pleaded In agony of heart these many years ? Does faith begin to fail ; is hope departing, And think you all in vain those falling tears ? Say not, the Father hath not heard your prayer ; You shall have your desire sometime, some where. FAITH AND REASON. 209 Unanswered yet ? tho' when you first presented This one petition at the Father's throne, It seemed you could not wait the time of asking. So urgent was your heart to make it known. Tho' years have passed since then, do not despair ; The Lord will answer you sometime, somewhere. Unanswered yet ? nay, do not say ungranted. Perhaps your part is not yet wholly done. The work began when first your prayer was uttered, And God will finish what He has begun. If you will keep the inceij^e burning there. His glory you shall see someiime, somewhere. Unanswered yet ? faith can not be unanswered. Her feet were firmly planted on the Rock ; Amid the wildest storms she stands undaunted. Nor quails before the loudest thunder shock, She knows Omnipotence has heard her prayer. And cries, " It shall be done," sometime, some- where ! FAITH AND REASON. npWO travelers started on a tour ^ With trust and knowledge laden ; One was a man with mighty brain, And one a gentle maiden. 210 FAITH AND REASON. They joined their hands and vowed to be Companions for a season ; The gentle maiden's name was Faith, The mighty man's was Reason. He sought all knowledge from the world. And every world a-near it ; All nature and all mind were his, But hers was only spirit. If any stars were missed from heaven. His telescope could find them ; But while he only found the stars. She found the Gpd behind them. He sought for truth, above, below. All hidden things revealing ; She only sought it woman-wise. And found it in her feeling. He said, '' This earth's a rolling ball. And so doth science prove it "; He but discovered that it moves. She found the springs that move it- He read with geologic eye The records of the ages. Unfolding strata to translate Earth's wonder-written pages. He dug around a mountain's base And measured it with plummet ; She leaped it with a single bound And stood upon the summit. ANISE AND CUMIN. 211 He brought to light the hidden force In nature's labyrinths lurking, And bound them to his onward car To do his mighty working. He sent his message 'round the earth. And down where sea-gems glisten ; She sends hers up to God himself, Who bends His ear to listen. He tried from earth to forge a key To ope the gate of Heaven ; That key was in the maiden's heart. And back its bolts were driven. They part ; without her all is dark. His knowledge vain and hollow, For Faith has entered in with God. Where Reason may not follow. ANISE AND CUMIN, T ^ TEARY with homely duties done, ^ * Tired through treading day by day Over and over from sun to sun, One and the same small round alway. Under her breath I heard her say : ** Oh, for the sweep of the keen-edged scythe, Oh, for the swaths when the reaping s o'er- S12 ANISE AND CUMIN. Proof of the toil's success. / tithe Anise and cumin — such petty store ! Cumin and anise — nothing more ! " Only a meagre garden-space, Out of the world so rich and broad — Only a strip of standing-place, Only a patch of herb-strown sod Given, in which to work for God. " Yet is my hand as full of care Under the shine and frost and rain, Tending and weeding and watching there, Even as though I deemed a wain Were to be piled with sheaves of grain. " Then, when the work is done, what cheer Have I to greet me, great or small ? What that shall show how year by year. Patient I've wrought at duty's call ? Anise and cumin — that is all ! " Turning, I raised the drooping head. Just as I heard a sob arise : " Anise and cumin and mint," I said, (Kissing her over her aching eyes), " Even our Lord doth not despise. " Think you He looks for headed wheat Out of your plot of garden-ground ? A RELIC. 213 Think you He counts as incomplete Service that from sucli scanty bound Yields Him the tithing he has found ? What are to Hzm the world's wide plains ? Him who hath never a need to fill Even one garner with our small gains ? Yet, if the plot zs yours to till, Tithe him the anise and cumin still ! A RELIC. WE found, that night, when, free from pain at last, She slumbered in the darkened room below, In her old Bible, pressed and folded fast, A flower gathered fifty years ago. Wondering, we scanned it there, so brown with age, So withered, and with curious eyes read o'er The writing traced beneath it on the page — A date, a dim initial — nothing more — And asked, with eyes that filled we knew not why, And hands that touched it gently, reverently. What dear memorial of days gone by This little faded floweret mio^ht be. 214 A RELIC, Why had she kept it hidden there away- Through all those years ? What hopes, what joys that were, What golden memory of some far-off day Spoke softly from those withered leaves to her ? What potent talisman was this, to start To life again that old forgotten time. Renewing in her chill and wintry heart The flush and fragrance of her youth's glad prime ? Had hand of lover gathered it that day. That fair, bright summer day, so long ago ? What sweet, shy dreams lay folded there away ? What maiden hopes and fears ? We might not know. Silent we stood. We felt a sense of shame, As those who, wandering, enter unaware Some holy place. Ah, me, we were to blame ! Softly we turned and left it lying there. But when we gathered for our last long look Upon her in her calm and tranquil rest, We drew the flower from the worn old book And laid it gently on her peaceful breast. LONGINGS, 315 LONGINGS, "X T T'E long to lay down our burdens, ^ ^ They heavier grow each day ; They drag us down in our journeyings, As pilgrims we tread life's way — There is no one can help us bear them, So we toil on as best we may. We long for a Rock that will shelter When storm-clouds gather fast, When strange voices speak in the thunder And lightning shows us the past. Bidding us dread the dim future With its fiery furnace-blast. We long for a place of refuge Where nothing more can annoy, Where strife must cease its warring, And sorrow is crowned with joy — A place where those who have suffered Shall have pleasure without alloy. We long for a stream of water Where our thirsty souls may drink, And rest in the shade of the green tree That overhang its brink — For we've walked in the sun at noon-day^ Till e*en too weary to think. 216 LONGINGS, We long for the rest that remaineth To God's people forever and aye — The promise is sure if we listen, And listening, trust and obey — The rest that will still the wild beatings Of hearts blindly groping for day. We long for a peace — deep, eternal — A peace that not almost, but quite. Shall pass understanding, and better Than joys of this world, howe'er bright. For Heaven shall clothe with the garment And crown with the crown of God's light. We long with such passionate yearnings, But for what we scarcely can tell ; We send our deep moan up to Heaven, And ask God the tumult to quell — In sorrow's pause cometh the ansv/er, ** Be patient, child, all will be well." " Yes, all will be well " — oh, what comfort ! Let sad eyes no longer then weep. And still other promise assures us. He gives His beloved ones sleep. So let us cling fast to hope's anchor. Forgetting our cries from the deep. GOOD-BYE. 217 GO D-BY E . WHO knows to-day that our ** good-bye ' At first was not a wish but prayer ; A thought of help forever nigh, And " God be with you " everywhere ? " Not as the world doth give," said He — Who of all men on earth was true — To His disciples tenderly, " Give I my parting word to you." Then said He, " Peace with you I leave, My peace, O friends, to you I give ; Let not your hearts be sad — believe ! They that believe in Me shall live." Oh, that upon our hearts might He Breathe evermore that self-same word ! And, oh, that our ''good-bye" might be Prayer for the presence of our Lord ! Could clearer, surer pledge be given ? Could even He a better send Than that with which He went to heaven— '' Lo, I am with you to the end ? " What need we but with trustful heart Cling to His word of hope and cheer. And say, " With me Thou always art. Therefore no evil will I fear ! " 218 SECURE. Then as along these earthly ways With weary feet we go and come, Long winter nights, long summer days, But every footfall nearer home — *' Not as the world," our lips shall say Peace and good-bye whene'er we part, Until we reach, some coming day, The blessings of the pure in heart. T. SE C U RE, HE winds blow hard. What then ? He holds them in the hollow of His hand ; The furious blasts will sink when His command Bids them be calm again. The night is dark. What then } To Him the darkness is as bright as day ; At His command the shades will flee away. And ail be light again. The wave is deep. What then ? For Israel's host the waves upright stood ; And He whose power controlled that raging flood Still succors helpless men. CALLING THE ANGELS IN. 219 He knoweth all ; the end Is clear as the beginning to His eye ; Then walk in peace, secure though storms roll by ; He knoweth all, O friend ! CALLING THE ANGELS IN. WE mean to do it. Some day, some day, We mean to slacken this fevered rush That is wearing our very souls away. And grant to our loaded hearts a hush That is only enough to let them hear The footsteps of angels drawing near. We mean to do it. Oh, never doubt. When the burden of daytime broil is o'er. We'll sit and muse while the stars come out. As the patriarchs sat at the open door Of their tents, with a heavenward gazing eye. To watch for the angels passing by. We see them afar at high noontide, When fiercely the world's hot flashing beat ; Yet never have bidden them turn aside. And tarry awhile in converse sweet ; Nor prayed them to hallow the cheer we spread. To drink of our wine and break our bread. 220 AUF WIEDERSEHEN, We promised our hearts that when the stress Of the life-work reaches the longed-for close, When the weight that we groan with hinders less, We'll loosen our thoughts to such repose As banishes care's disturbing din, And then — we'll call the angels in. The day that we dreamed of, comes at length, When, tired of every mocking quest, And broken in spirit and shorn of strength We drop, indeed, at the door of rest. And wait and watch as the day wanes on — But the angels we meant to call are gone ! AUF WIEDERSEHEN, UNTIL we meet again ! That is the meaning Of the familiar words that men repeat At parting in the street. Ah, yes, till then ! but when death intervening Rends us asunder, with what ceaseless pain We wait for thee again ! The friends who leave us do not feel the sorrow Of parting, as we feel it, who must stay Lamenting, day by day, And knowing, when we wake upon the morrow, We shall not find in its accustomed place The one beloved face. CHRISTMAS GUESTS. 221 It were a double grief, if the departed, Being released from earth, should still retain A sense of earthly pain ; It were a double grief, if the true-hearted, Who loved us here, should on the further shore Remember us no more. Believing, in the midst of our afflictions, That death is a beginning, not an end, We cry to them, and send Farewells, that better might be called predictions. Being foreshadowings of the future, thrown Into the vast Unknown. Faith overleaps the confines of our reason, And if by faith, as in old times was said, Women received their dead Raised up to life, then only for a season Our partings are, nor shall we wait in vain Until we meet again ! CHRISTMAS GUESTS. '^jPHE quiet day in winter beauty closes, -*- And sunset clouds are tinged with crim:o-i dye, As if the blushes of our faded roses Came back to tint this somber Christmas sky. I 222 CHRISTMAS GUESTS. A lonely crow floats o'er the upland ranges, A robin carols from the chestnut-tree ; The voice, that changes not amid our changes, Sounds faintly from the melancholy sea. We sit and watch the twilight darken slowly ; Dies the last gleam upon the lone hill-side ; And in the stillness growing deep and holy. Our Christmas guests come in this eventide. They enter softly ; some with baby faces. Whose sweet blue eyes have scarcely looked on life; We bid them welcome to their vacant places ; They won the peace, and never knew the strife. And some with steadfast glances meet us gravely. Their hands point backward to the paths they trod ; Dear ones, we know how long ye struggled bravely, And died upon the battle-lield of God ! And some are here whose patient souls were riven By our hard words, and looks of cold disdain ; Ah, loving hearts, to speak of wrong forgiven Ye come to visit our dark world again ! But One there is, more kind than any other. Whose presence fills the silent house with light ; The Prince of Peace, our gracious Elder Brother, Comes to his birthday feast with us to-night. UNDER THE SNOW, 223 Thou who wast born and cradled in a manger Hast gladdened our poor earth with hope and rest ; O best beloved, come not as a stranger, But tarry, Lord, our Friend and Christmas guest. UNDER THE SNOW. UNDER the snow the violets lie, To cheer and gladden us by and by ; Under the snow are things rich and rare. Beautiful things are everywhere — Everywhere under the snow ! Ask where lurks the life of the tree, Swinging bare branches so lifelessly ? Where the home of the insect throng. Summering so gaily those branches among ? Deep in the ground — under the snow ! Warm and safe the rich germs lie, Unhurt and unharmed as the storms go by; Germs of the fruitful, teeming year — Germs of promise so wondrous fair, In that safe bosom — under the snow ! And where the myriads of human form, Awhile with life and being warm — 224 ''GOOD-BY, TILL MORNING:' The hearts we cherished — the lips we loved, From sight and sense so long removed ? All safely harbored — under the snow ! Under the snow ? Yes — under the snow — Deep — deep down — they go — they ^o — From precincts warm with life and !ove. To narrow chambers — on they move And lie so peacefully — under the snow ! And is that all ? Faith answers, No ! As we think of our dear ones under the snow, ** God s Acre " is filled — then — one by one, Shall hear the trumpet's startling tone. As it awakens — to endless life and home — All who are His — under the snow ! ''GOOD-BY, TILL MORNING:' GOOD-BY, till morning come again," We part, but not with aught of pain, The night is short, and hope is sweet, It fills our hearts, and wings our feet ; And so we sing the glad refrain, " Good-by, till morning come again." " Good-by, till morning come again," The shade of death brings thought of pain, EYES WHICH SEE. 225 But could we know how short the night That falls, and hides them from our sight, Our hearts would sing the glad refrain, " Good-by, till morning come again." GOD SPEAKS, GOD speaks to hearts of men in many ways ; Some the red banner of the rising sun Spread o'er the snow-clad hills has taught His praise ; Some the sweet silence when the day is done ; Some, after loveless lives, at length have won His word in children's hearts and children's gaze ; And some have found Him where low rafters ring To greet the hand that helps, the heart that cheers ; And some in prayer, and some in perfecting Of watchful toil through unrewarding years ; And some not less are His, who vainly sought His voice, and with His silence have been taught, Who bore His chain that bade them to be bound, And, at the end, in finding not, have found. EYES WHICH SEE. Luke X. 23. E grope and stumble long in pain and dark- ness. We sit for years in woe and dreary night, 15 w 226 EYES WHICH SEE. Because we think we need some other blessing Than His dear presence and the Spirit's light. We find ourselves too wise and far too prudent To let God give us what He knows is best ; We want our own desires^ our fleshly comforts, We look not for His will, but for our rest. And so the truth received is always hidden, Till we have dreamed our earthly dreams of pride. And we, with drooping eyes, have wandered grieving, With Christ Himself, the risen, by our side. Some joy that lately vanished to the westward, We strive to follow with our weary wings, Unheeding that, to eyes that watch its coming, A dawn of healing from the eastward springs. Lord, give us spirits trustful, child-like, humble. And then anoint our blind, impassive eyes : Lo ! in our desert see the rose and lily ! From lowly toil eternal honors rise 1 No longer, then, the need to grope in darkness, If we have waked from earthly dreams of pride ; No matter where, with open eyes rejoicing, We walk with Christ, the risen, by our side. ONE LESSER JOY. 227 ONE LESSER JOY, WHAT is the dearest happiness of heaven ? Ah, who shall say ! So many wonders, and so wondrous fair, Await the soul who, just arrived there In trance of safety, sheltered and forgiven, Opens glad eyes to front the eternal day : Relief from earth's corroding discontent, Relief from pain, The satisfaction of perplexing fears. Full compensation for the long, hard years. Full understanding of the Lord's intent. The things that were so puzzling made quite plain : And all astonished joy as, to the spot, From further skies. Crowd our beloved with white winged feet, And voices than the chiming hearts more sweet. Faces whose fairness w^e had half forgot. And outstretched hands, and welcome in their eyes- Heart can not image forth the endless store. We may but guess. But this one lesser joy I hold my own : All shall be known in heaven ; at last be known The best and worst of me ; the less, the more. My own shall know — and shall not love me less. 238 one' LESSER JOY, Oh, haunting, shadowy dread which underlies All loving here ! We inly shiver as we whisper low, *' Oh, if they knew — if they could only know, Could see our naked souls without disguise — How they would shrink from us and pale with fear.'' The bitter thoughts we hold in leash within But do not kill ; The petty anger and the mean desire, The jealousy which burns — a smouldering fire — The slimy trail of half-unnoted sin. The sordid wish which daunts the nobler will. We fight each day with foes we dare not name. We fight, we fail ! Noiseless the conflict and unseen of men ; We rise, are beaten down, and rise again ; And all the time we smile, we move, the same. And even to dearest eyes draw close the veil. But in the blessed heaven these wars aie past : Disguise is o'er ! With new anointed vision, face to face, We shall see all, and clasped in close embrace Shall watch the haunting shadow flee at last. And know as we are known, and fear no more. MISSING. 229 HIS WA V. GOD lets us go our way alone Till we are home-sick and distressed. And humbly then come back to own His way is best. He lets us thirst by Horeb's rock. And hunger in the wilderness. Yet at our feeblest, faintest knock He waits to bless. He lets us faint in far-off lands, And feed on husks and feel the smart, Till we come home with empty hands And swelling heart. But then for us the robe and ring, The Father's welcome and the feast. While over us the angels sing — Tho' last and least. MISSING, LATE at night I saw the Shepherd Toiling slow along the hill, Though the flock below were gathered In the fold so warm and still. 230 MISSING. On His face I saw the anguish, In His locks the drops of night, As He searched the misty valleys, As He climbed the frosty height. Just one tender lamb was missing When He called them all by name ; While the others heard and followed. This one only never came. Oft His voice rang through the darkness Of that long, long night of pain ; Oft He vainly paused to listen For an answering tdne again. Far away the truant sleeping By the chasm of despair, Lay unconscious of its danger. Shivering in the mountain air. But at last the Shepherd found it — Found it ere in sleep it died ; Took it in His loving bosom, And His soul was satisfied. Then I saw the Eastern spaces Part before the shining throng. And the golden dome of morning Seemed all shattered into song. THE HOME-LAND, 231 THE HOME-LAND. O HOME-LAND! O Home-land! I close my weary eyes. And let the happy vision Before my spirit rise. O Home-land ! O Home-land I No lonely heart is there. No rush of blinding anguish. No slowly-dropping tear. Now, like an infant cr\nng^ Its mother's face to see, O Mother-land ! O Home-land ! I stretch my arms to thee ! O Home-land ! O Home-land I No moaning of the sick. No crying of the weary, No sighing of the weak. But sound of children's voices. And shout of saintly song, Are heard thy happy highways. And golden streets along. O Home-land ! O Home-land ! The veil is ver}^ thin That stretches thy dear meadows And this cold world between ; 232 JESUS WENT BEFORE. A breath aside may blow it, A heart-throb burst it through. And bring in one glad moment Thy happy lands to view. O Home-land ! O Home-land ! One — Chief of all thy band. One — altogether lovely. One — Lord of all the land, Stands, eager, at the gateway ; The bridegroom waits his bride ; And resting on His bosom, " I shall be satisfied," JESUS WENT BEFORE. T^HEIR faces to Jerusalem ^ They stepped with laggard feet Half-timorous, defiant half, At what they went to meet. But as they rested, or they talked. Their sad forebodings o'er, Still leading on the little band. Their Master went before. He saw in vision maddened throng. He saw the crowded hall, Where scribe and priest should mock and flout. Where cruel scourge should fall. THE PRECIOUS TOKEN. 233 . He saw the cross ; its shadows lay The toilsome pathway o'er. But, pressing on with ardent soul, The Master went before. To-day, Thy pledged disciples, Lord, Meet sorrow, pain, and shame. Their watchword in the trial-time Thine own all -conquering Name. Though flesh be weak and spirit faint. And heart be spent and sore, They can not fail in any strife While Thou shalt go before. In presence of Thy bitter foes. In midst of dark defeat, They yet shall snatch a victory And taste a triumph sweet. Nor death itself shall crush them, Lord, Its final conflict o'er The ransomed hosts shall shout and sing, " Our Saviour went before ! *' THE PRECIOUS TOKEN, 1HAVE something Jesus gave me For my own ! It is something which He sent me From His throne. 334 THE PRECIOUS TOKEN, I do not seek for hidden gold In earth's ground, Nor give my wealth to gain the pearl Which I found. It is something which I carry Near my heart ; It is safe till Jesus bids me From it part. In itself it has no value More than tears, Though Tm weary as I bear it, I've no fears. It is precious as a token From my Lord, That His heart-thought is as loving As His word. Like His presence, it doth bring me Peace divine ; 'Tis His sweet and tender whisper, " Thou art mine ! " What is the gift I clasp so closely, Wouldst thou see ? 'Tis a cross which Christ, my Master, Sent to me. DISCIPLINE, 235 If my human hands had found it, I should grieve, But my Jesus laid it on me, I believe ! Oh, how sweet it is to bear it As His gift. While the burden of my treasure Christ doth lift ! DISCIPLINE, A BLOCK of marble caught the glance Of Buonarotti's eyes, Which brightened in their solemn deeps, Like meteor-lighted skies. And one who stood beside him listened. Smiling as he heard ; For ** I will make an angel of it," Was the sculptor's word. And soon the mallet and chisel sharp The stubborn block assailed, And blow by blow, and pang by pang. The prisoner unveiled. A brow was lifted high and pure. The wakening eyes outshone. 236 DISCIPLINE. And as the master sharply wrought, A smile broke through the stone ! Beneath the chisel's edge the hair Escaped in floating rings ; And plume by plume was slowly freed The sweep of half-furled wings. The stately bust and graceful limbs Their marble fetters shed, And where the shapeless block had been, An angel stood instead ! O blows that smite ! O hurts that pierce This shrinking heart of mine ! What are ye but the Master's tools Forming a work divine. O hope that crumbles to my feet, O joys that mocks and flies, What are ye but the clogs that bind My spirit from the skies. Sculptor of souls, I lift to Thee Encumbered hearts and hands ; Spare not the chisel ; set me free, However dear the bands. How blest, if all the seeming ills Which draw my thoughts to Thee, Should only prove that Thou wilt make An angel out of me ! "/ WILL NOT LET THEE GOy 237 '*/ WILL NOT LET THEE GOr 1WILL not let Thee go, Thou Help in time of need ! Heap ill on ill, I trust Thee still, E'en when it seems as Thou wouldst slay indeed ! Do as Thou wilt with me, I yet will cling to Thee ; Hide Thou thy face, yet. Help in time of need, I will not let Thee go ! I will not let Thee go ; should I forsake my bliss ? No, Lord, Thou'rt mine, And I am Thine — Thee will I hold when all things else I miss ; Though dark and sad the night, Joy Cometh with Thy light, Thou, my Sun ! should I forsake my bliss ? I will not let Thee go ! 1 will not let Thee go, my God, my Life, my Lord ! Not Death can tear Me from His care. Who, for my sake, His soul in death outpoured. Thou died'st for lov^ to me. I say, in love to Thee, E'en when my heart shall break, my God, my Life, my Lord, I will not let Thee go ! 238 UNITED B Y DEA TH. UNITED BY DEATH, << < ^T^ILL Death us part,' -■- So speaks the heart, When each to each repeats the words of doom ! Through blessing and through curse, For better and for worse, We will be one, till that dread hour shall come. '* Life with its myriad grasp, Our yearning souls shall clasp. By ceaseless love and stilt expectant wonder : In bonds that shall endure, Indissolubly sure. Till God in death shall part our path asunder. ** Till Death us join, O voice yet more divine ! That to the broken heart breathes hope sublime. Through lonely hours And shattered powers We still are one, despite of change and time. " Death with his healing hand. Shall once more knit the band Which needs but that one link which none may sever ; Till, through the Only Good, Heard, felt, and understood. Our life in God shall make us one forever." THE UNKNOWN FUTURE. 239 THE UNKNOWN FUTURE, GOD holds the key of all unknown, And I am glad. If other hands should hold the key, Or if He trusted it to me, It might be sad. What if to-morrow's cares were here Without its rest ? Rather would I unlock the day. And as the hours swing open, say, " Thy will is best." The very dimness of my sight Makes me secure ; For, groping in my misty way, 1 feel His hand — I hear Him say, " My help is sure." I can not read His future plan, But this I know ; I have the smiling of His face, And all the refuge of His grace. While here below. Enough ; this covers all my want. And so I rest ; For what I can not, He can see. And in His care I sure shall be Forever blest. 240 THE SWEET OLD STORY. THE SWEET OLD STORY, TELL me about the Master ! I am weary and worn to-night, The day lies behind me in shadow, And only the evening is light ; Light with a radiant glory That lingers about the west, But my heart is aweary, aweary, And longs, like a child's, for rest. Tell me about the Master ! Of the hills He in loneliness trod. When the tears and the blood of His anguish. Dropped down on Judea's sod, For to me life's seventy mile-stones But a sorrowful journey mark, Rough lies the hill country before me. The mountains behind me are dark. Tell me about the Master ! Of the wrongs that He freely forgave ; Of His mercy and tender compassion ; Of His love that was mighty to save. For my heart is aweary, aweary. Of the woes and temptations of life. Of the error that stalks in the noonday. Of the falsehood and mahce and strife. THE ROCK THAT IS HIGHER THAN /. 241 Yet I know that whatever of sorrow Or pain or temptation befall. The infinite Master hath suffered, And knoweth and pitieth all. So tell me the sweet old story. That falls on each wound like a balm, And the heart that was bruised and broken Grows patient and strong and calm. THE ROCK THA T IS HIGHER THAN /. ABOVE the surges' wildest roar, And mad seas thundering on the shore. How fixed, how heedless of the shock, Thy steadfast strength, eternal Rock ! When the fierce tempest round me sweeps. When sinks my soul in soundless deeps, O Rock divine, faith clings to Thee, Still let Thy clefts my refuge be. Beyond the desert's burning sand, Thy shadow, in a thirsty land. Refreshment sweet and verdure brings. And music of perennial springs. From noonday drought and smiting heat. To Thy cool streams direct my feet. O riven Rock ! life flows from Thee, Thy quenchless fount my portions be. 242 SEEING HIM, BUT NOT NOW. Beyond the setting of the sun There's rest in Thee when toil is done. Beneath Thy shadow falls no night. Thy clefts are portals to heaven's light. In life, or death, my soul would fi}^ To Thee, the Rock that's higher than I. O Rock ! O Christ ! how blest to be O'ershadowed, sheltered, saved by Thee. SEEING HIM, BUT NOT NOW. Numbers xxiv. 17. GOOD-CHEER ! O followers of the lonely man of sorrow. Good-cheer ! good-cheer to-night ! Thou shalt see Christ to-morrow ! On the strands Of other lands Thou shalt see Him, but not now. But list ; oh, list ! are works of thine thy heart deceiving ? Stay ! dost thou lean alone upon thy Lord believ- ing? Then never fear The darkening year Thou shalt see Him, but not now. OUR ANGELS. 243 For soon thy feet shall tread where sin no more shall press thee ; Soon thou shalt kneel in white, and ask thy Christ to bless thee. On the shore Of evermore Thou shalt see Him, but not now. Thou shalt see Him coming o'er the mountain at the morn. Thou shalt hear Him brush the dewy fountain of the dawn. At the waking Of day breaking Thou shalt see Him, but not now. U R A N G E L S, /~\H, not with any sound they come, or sign, ^^ Which fleshly ear or eye can recognize ; No curiosity can compass or surprise The secret of that intercourse divine Which God permits, ordains, across the line — The changeless line which bars Our earth from other stars. But they do come and go continually. Our blessed angels, no less ours than His — The blessed angels whom we think we miss, 244 CARCASSONNE, Whose empty graves we weep to name or see, And vainly watch, as once in Galilee One. weeping, watched in vain Where her lost Christ had lain. Whenever in some bitter grief we find, All unaware, a deep, mysterious sense Of hidden comfort come, we know not whence ; When suddenly we see, where we were blind ; Where we had struggled, are content, resigned ; Are strong where we were weak — And no more strive or seek — Then we may know that from the far, glad skies, To note our need, the watchful God has bent, And for our instant help has called and sent. Of all our loving angels, the most wise And tender one, to point to us where lies The path that will be best — The path of peace and rest. CARCASSONNE, a T T OW old I am ! I'm eighty years ! ^ ^ I've worked both hard and long. Yet, patient as my life has been, One dearest sight I have not seen — It almost seems a wrong ; CARCASSONNE. 245 A dream I had when life was new — Alas, our dreams ! they come not true — I thought to see fair Carcassonne, That lovely city — Carcassonne ! " One sees it dimly from the height Beyond the mountains blue, Fain would I walk five weary leagues — 1 do not mind the road's fatigues — Through morn and evening's dew. But bitter frosts would fall at night. And on the grapes that yellow blight ! I could not go to Carcassonne, I never went to Carcassonne. " They say it is as gay all times As holidays at home. The gentles ride in gay attire, And in the sun each gilded spire Shoots up, like those of Rome ! The Bishop the procession leads. And generals curb their prancing steeds, Alas ! I know not Carcassonne ! Alas ! I saw not Carcassonne ! " Our vicar's right ; he preaches loud, And bids us to beware ; He says, " Oh, guard the weakest part, And most the traitor in the heart Against ambition's snare ! " 246 CARCASSONNE, Perhaps in Autumn I can find Two sunny days with gentle wind, I then could go to Carcassonne, I still could go to Carcassonne ! " My God and Father ! pardon me. If this my wish offends ! One sees some hope, more high than he. In age, as in his infancy, To which his heart ascends. My wife, my son, have seen Narbonne ; My grandson went to Perpignan ; But I have not seen Carcassonne ! But I have not seen Carcassonne ! " Thus sighed a peasant bent with age, Half-dreaming in his chair ; I said, " My friend, come go with me, To-morrow then thine eyes shall see Those streets that seem so fair." That night there came for passing soul The church -bell's low and solemn toll, He never saw gay Carcassonne. Who has not known a Carcassonne } "I CARCA SSONNE, NEVER shall see Carcassonne ! '* So sang I once, when I had learned From other lips those plaintive words. And for a glimpse of it I yearned. CARCASSONNE, 247 But now, behold, I tread its streets, And see its airy towers of stone ; More favored than that poet sad, I am at last in Carcassonne ! From Leman's clear and placid lake. Along the blue and rapid Rhone, Across the fields of fair Provence, With figs and olives overgrown — The land of troubadours and song, The land of pleasure and of sun. The land of wine and vintage dance — Twas thus I came to Carcassonne. Visions of wonder and romance ! Upon a rock above the plain Rise walls and towers of other days, That once defied the foes from Spain ; And then afar with purple peaks. And others white as Patmos throne, There stretch the mighty Pyrenees ! — 'Tis this I see at Carcassonne. Beneath these gates the years roll back To when the dying royal saint By distant Nile was wont to dream Of this, his home beloved and quaint. The present age is all forgot — All it has taught and it has done ; 248 CARCASSONNE, We live in ages of romance Before the walls of Carcassonne. The bard who taught us this refrain Said well, Each has his Carcassonne — Some scene or bliss of which he dreams, And which he fain would make his ov/n ; But then he errs to say it's vain To look for joy beneath the sun, To tell us that few mortal men Do ever see their Carcassonne. Oh, no ! this life is sad indeed To most of those who run its race ; And yet, upon each weary path There somewhere is a sun-lit place ; The Father fond who shapes our lot Does not so far forget His own, But that for each some dream is met, And each one sees some Carcassonne ! FROM MY WINDOW, OH, peaceful, sun-lit meadows. Broad and still ; Oh, forest deeps, whose shadows Crown the hill ; FROM MY WINDOW. 249 I never more shall see Thy wild flov/ers bloom, My life must henceforth be Within this room. Yet will I murmur not, Since Christ hath given In this dear, hallov/ed spot A glimpse of heaven. And I have learned, though lonely My estate, " They also serve who only Stand and wait." To fairer hills I lift My grateful eyes, And claim His daily gift Of new supplies. Each morning brings its fullness Born anew. With evening comes the coolness And the dew. His love like noonday glory Nothing mars ; At night I read His story In the stars. In ease, my spirit soaring. Joyous sings ; In pain — 'tis but the lowering Of His wings. 250 SUBMISSION. Then shall I weep, or sigh For earthly good ? There is, with Jesus by, No solitude. The helps this world affords Are not divine ; Do Thou Thy will, O Lord ; Thy will is mine. SUBMISSION, DEAR Lord of life and death. To Thee I bow, And with each conscious breath Would trust Thee now. Strange shadows cloud my way, I can not see ; I look above and say, " He leadeth me." And if I can not feel Thy presence near. Let faith to me reveal The knowledge clear. 'Tis better far to prove In sorrow's night The fullness of Thy love, Its gentle might, MY PART, 251 Than in unbroken day, 'Neath cloudless sky, To lose the faith-lit way That brings Thee nigh. I do not understand, Nor need to try ; Do Thou but hold my hand Till by and by. Life's mystic path shall cease At Heaven's door. And I, in perfect peace, Rest evermore. M V PA R T. THAT God hath need of even me, I know. i Afar He plans His palaces, that rise In stately splendor to the shining skies. And day by day, more grand, more perfect grow While I, in life's dark quarries, toiling slow, Hew the unshapely stones, that yet no guise Of beauty wear to my dim, weary eyes — 'Neath my rude touch, no grace or glory show. Elsewhere, shall hands more skillful carve and gild 253 COMPLETE. My rough-hewn blocks, till they are meet to be A part of those bright walls that He doth build. Therefore, O soul, be all thy murmurs stilled — A place to work for Him, He giveth thee, And to thy poor toil, immortality. COMPLETE. NOT here — like some fair thing some artist's fingers Have fashioned to the form his thoughts had planned, And over which, complete, he fondly lingers — Shall we perfected stand. Before our souls some grand ideal raising, We think its outlines fair to make our own ; Yet our poor lives the pattern feebly tracing. Resemblance faint have shown. And, oh, to touch its shades of deepest feeling Our shrinking spirits dare not yet essay. E'en though before the Master's feet low kneeling For help divine we pray. And ever though we long so for completeness. For grace and strength to do the things we would, We fail to find within a perfect meetness For aught that's great or good. '' SUP WITH me:' 253 We stretch brave hands, aye, but we fold them weakly ; Though seeming near, beyond our reach still lies The thing we scarce can view with hearts bowed meekly — Hope's far-off, longed-for prize. Like a caged bird its wires all vainly beating, Is our poor will that struggles to be free ; Or with its swift tides swelling and retreating — The restless, bounded sea. But, oh, these powers, God-given and immortal, With our weak efforts soon will end their strife. When we have passed within the pearly portal That guards eternal life. Aye, gathered safe within our Father's dwelling, With every gift for fullest service meet, And our glad songs the Saviour's praises sw^elling. In Him we'll stand complete. ** SUP WITH MEr A ND wilt Thou sup with me } My morsel hard, -^^ My cup so bitter, that my hand would fain Put it aside untasted ; wilt Thou come Into this lonely dwelling of my heart, 254 A LIFE SONG, Whence earthly peace and joy have taken flight And left it desolate ? Then come, sweet Guest ! There's room for Thee, for there are none beside : And if the dwelling be not swept so clean, Nor garnished as I fain would have it, Lord, Do Thou forgive. And while Thou dwell'st with* me, Meeten, and purify, and fit my soul (E'en if with trouble, so it be Thy will), To dwell in light hereafter, in that home Where those Thou lovest shall sit down with Thee. A LIFE SONG. A S God leads me will I go, -^^ Nor choose my way f Let Him choose the joy or woe Of every day ; They can not hurt my soul, Because in His control ; I leave to Him the whole— His children may. As God leads me, I am still Within His hand ; Though His purpose my self-will Doth oft v/ithstand, A LIFE SONG, 255 Yet I wish that none But His will be done, Till the end be won, That He hath planned. As God leads me I am content \ He will take care, All things by His will are sent That I must bear. To Him I take my fear. My wishes while I'm here ; The way will all seem clear When I am there ! As God leads me, it is mine To follow Him ; Soon all shall wonderfully shine. Which now seems dim. Fulfilled be His decree ! What He shall choose for me, 1^ That shall my portion be Up to the brim ! As God leads me, so my heart In faith shall rest , Nor grief, nor fear, my soul shall part From Jesus' breast. In sweet belief I know What way my life doth go. Since God permitteth so, That must be best. r li-l 25G A " CASTLE AV THE AIR:' A ''CASTLE IN THE AIR.'' T HAVE a castle in the air, -^ Superbly and divinely fair. Whose tintings ne'er will fade ; And not a cloud that sweeps the sky Can hide its brightness from my eye. Or round it throw a shade. Its splendor mingles with my dreams. And in my waking hours it seems Most glorious of all ; Beyond the gleam of sun and star, It shines in radiance afar, Girt by a jeweled wall. It is no youth-begilded thing. Or phantom brief and vanishing, Wrought out of filmy fires ; Tis not a mirage beautiful. Of stately palms and waters cool, And golden glinting spires. I have so many treasures rare Within this castle in the air, I can not count them o'er ; Dear hopes that strangely went astray, And joys that somehow slipped away, The castle holds in store. MISTAKES. 257 And though long spaces intervene, I see from round about it lean A song-enraptured host ; And many a face that I have kissed. Peers through the ether's amethyst For my belated ghost. My castle — do you guess its name ? — Is lighted by the throne's white flame ; If I could speak in seven Inspired tongues, it should suffice That angels call it " Paradise," And mortals name it *' heaven ! '* MISTAKES, \ T'OUCHSAFE to keep me this day without ^ sin ! Yea, Lord ! from danger, too, for Christ's dear sake ! Yet more I ask, for more Thy help would win ! In Thy deep pity, keep me from mistake ! Mistakes of judgment ! when no light I see. Yet in my blindness fain would do my best ; When to life's problem I can find no key, And grope in darkness, with a weight oppressed ' 258 GIFTS. Mistakes of loving ! when my heart leaps forth To answer heart that faithful seems, and true ; Then learn that hope of gain marks friendship's worth, That love unselfish is the gift of few ! Mistakes in guiding others on through way Which shining looks, and leads to sunny height. Only to lose ourselves at close of day, And wander in dense woods, through danger- ous night. Yet teach me, Lord I that if with purpose true. With unperverted will, I firmly make My choice — ^that is the best that I could do. And Thou didst mean that I should oft mistake ! Thus through my failures lead to sure success. Through falls to stand on ground that never quakes. Through error learn Thy strength, my feebleness. Climb nearer heaven by means of my mistakes ! GIFTS. 1 "X 7HAT shall I give to Thee, O Lord ? * ^ The kings that came of old Laid softly on Thy cradle rude Their myrrh and gems arid gold. GIFTS. 259 ♦ Thy martyrs gave their hearts' warm blood ; Their ashes strewed Thy way ; They spurned their lives as dreams and dust To speed Thy coming day. We offer Thee nor life nor death ; Our gifts to man we give ; Dear Lord, on this Thy day of birth Oh, what dost Thou receive ? Thou knowest of sweet and precious things My store is scant and small ; Yet wert Thou here in want and woe, Lord, I would give Thee all ! Show me Thyself in flesh once more ; Thy feast I long to spread ; To bring the water for Thy feet, The ointment for Thy head. There came a voice from heavenly heights : '' Unclose thine eyes and see, Gifts to the least of those I love Thou givest unto me.'* CONSIDER THE LILIES, JL HEY have no care : They bend their heads before the storm, 260 CONSIDER THE LILIES, And rise to meet the sunshine warm. And dance responsive to the breeze, And nestle underneath the trees. And take whatever life shall bring As gayly as the birds that sing. They do not toil : Content with their allotted task They do but grow, they do not ask A richer lot, a higher sphere. But in their loveliness appear. And grow and smile, and do their best, And unto God they leave the rest. They have no sin : Their pure, sweet faces they upraise ; And shrink not from the sun's bright gaze. And if the earth should soil, the rain Comes down to make them clean again. And scented, beautiful and white, They live their lives in God's dear sight. They weep no tears : No shadow dims their happiness, They do but live the world to bless ; Enough have they of cloth of gold. They Hft the cups the dew to hold. About them are the light and song, And they are glad the whole day long. WAITING AND TRUSTING. 261 God cares for them : His love is over every one, He wills their good, His will be done ! He does neglect no single flower, He makes them rich with sun and shower, Their song of trust is sweet and clear — And He that hath an ear may hear. WAITING AND TRUSTING. THE days drag wearily on. Nothing is right ; At evening, I wish for dav-n — At dawn, for the night. For the day might come bringing to me Some token for good. And at night I might satisfi^.d be That He understood. It seems so little to crave— It must be right ; So, in the dark I am brave, And wait for the light. Such infinite fullness lies Within His hand. He will give the desire of min^ eyes — He must understand. But the days still come and go, And still I wait ; 262 SHE HATH DONE WHAT SHE COULD, My blessing will come, I know, Come early or late. Hands are not lifted in vain For Him to fill, I will lift mine, oh, once and again, And trust Him still. But should they falter and fail Empty, at last. It will be when fingers pale And cold hold them fast, For a moment only ; and then Glad and elate, I shall never be sorry again That He bade me wait. SHE HATH DONE WHAT SHE COULD. FAR down the ages Perfume rich and rare. Borne upon the breezes, Filling all the air. Not from groves of orange, Beds of spices sweet ; But from love's anointing Of the Saviour's feet. Selfish spirits murmur ; " Wherefore is this waste ^ SHE HATH DONE WHAT SHE COULD, 263 Wherefore yield your treasure To a rich man's guest ? There are those around you Needing it far more ; Why not rather aid them With your fragrant store ! " But the Lord accepts it ; Only He can know How her heart is breaking Something to bestow On the Friend who lov^ed her, Gave her soul relief. As she knelt before Him Sobbing out her grief. Nay, it was no impulse By the moment wrought, But a mighty purpose Which occasion sought, Ere the thorny circlet Round His brow He bound, With the oil of gladness Jesus must be crowned. Eagerly she seizes This her golden hour, All her costly treasure On her Lord to pour. 264 LIFE AAW DEA TH, Breaks the precious vessel O'er His blessed head, Dreams not of the fragrance By the action shed. What although her motive Some misunderstood ; When the Saviour answered " She did what she could." Mary learned the secret At the Master's feet. Heart to heart responsive. In communion sweet. LIFE AND DEA TH. THE DIVINE LIFE. *' Who lived amongst men."— (In the Original Draft of the Nicene Creed — from the Creed of the Church of Palestine.) T 1 7HERE shall we find the Lord? ^ ^ Where seek his face adored ? Is it apart from men. In deep sequestered den, By Jordan's desert flood. Or mountain solitude. Or lonely mystic shrine, That heaven reveals the Life Divine ? LIFE AND DEATH. 265 Where shall we trace the Lord ? 'Twas at the festal board, Amid the innocent mirth And hallowed joys of earth, Close neighbor, side by side, With bridegroom and with bride. While flowed the cheering wine. That first appeared the Life Divine. What was the blest abode Where dwelt the Son of God ? Beside the busy shore, 'i Where thousands pressed the doer, r Where town with hamlet vied, j ! Where eager traffic plied, — j *, There with his calm design Was wrought and taught the Life Divine. What were the souls he sought ? What moved his inmost thought ? ||| The friendless and the poor, The woes none else could cure, The grateful sinner's cry. The heathen's heavenward sigh, — Each in their lot and line Drew forth the Love and Life Divine, Where did he rest the while His most benignant smile ? 266 LIFE AAW DEATH. The little children's charms That nestled in his arms, The flowers that round him grew, The birds that o'er him flew. Where Nature's sacred sign To breathe the spell of Love Divine. Where shall the Lord repose. When pressed by fears and foes ? Amid the friends he loves. In Bethany's dear groves. Or at the parting feast, Where yearning host and guest In converse sweet recline. Is closed in peace the Life Divine. O Thou who once did come In holy, happy home. Teaching and doing good, To bless our daily food : Compassionating mind. That grasped all human kind. Even now among us shine. True glory of the Life Divine* THE PERFECT DEATH* Disce mori. Where shall we learn to die ? Go, gaze with steadfast eye LIFE AND DEATH, 2G7 On dark Gethsemane, Or darker Calvary, Where, thro' each lingering hour. The Lord of grace and power, Most lowly and most High, Has taught the Christian how to die. When in the olive shade His long last prayer he prayed, When on the cross to heaven His parting spirit was given. He showed that to fulfill The Father's gracious will, Not asking how or why. Alone prepares the soul to die. No word of angry strife. No anxious cry for life ; By scoff and torture torn He speaks not scorn for scorn ; Calmly forgiving those Who deem themselves his foes. In silent majesty He points the way at peace to die. Delighting to the last In memories of the past ; Glad at the parting meal In lowly tasks to kneel ; ( 268 LIFE AND DEATH. Still yearning to the end For mother and for friend ; His great humility- Loves in such acts of love to die. Beyond his depths of woes A wider thought arose, — Along his path of gloom, Thought for his country's doom, Athwart all pain and grief. Thought for the contrite thief, — The far-stretched sympathy Lives on when all beside shall die. Bereft, but not alone. The world is still his own ; The realm of deathless truth Still breathes immortal youth ; Sure, though in shudd'ring dread, That all is finished. With purpose fixed and high The Friend of all mankind must die. O ! by those weary hours Of slowly ebbing powers, By those deep lessons heard In each expiring word ; TRUST. 269 By that unfailing love Lifting the soul above, When our last end is nigh, So teach us. Lord, with thee to die ! TRUST, " None of them that trust in him shall be desolate." — Psalm XXxiv. 22. 'T^HOUGH the rain may fall and the wind be -*" blowing, And cold and chill is the wintry blast, Though the cloudy sky is still cloudier growing, And the dead leaves tell that summer has passed. My face I hold to the stormy heaven, My heart is as calm as the summer sea, Glad to receive what God has given, Whate'er it be. When I feel the cold I can say, " He sends ic," And his wind blows blessing I surely know, For I've nev'^er a want but that he attends it, And my heart beats warm though the winds mav blow. 270 HEART-CONTENT, The soft sweet summer was warm and glowing ; Bright were the blossoms on every bough ; I trusted him when the roses were blowing ; I trust him now. Small were my faith should it weakly falter. Now that the roses have ceased to blow, Frail were the trust that now should alter, Doubting his love when storm clouds grow. If I trust him once, I must trust him ever, And his way is best, though I stand or fall. Through wind and storm, he will leave me never, He sends it all. Why should my heart be faint and fearing ? Mighty he rules above the storm, Even the wintry blast is cheering, Showing his power to keep me warm. Never a care on my heart is pressing, Never a fear can disturb my breast, Everything that he sends is blessing, For he knows best. HEAR T-CONTENT. A SIMPLE lesson, hard to learn, -^~^ Is this of heart-content — And yet life's jarring notes, by it, In harmony are blent. HEART-CONTENT, 271 The grandest symphonies sustain A tender, inner Hfe — The strongest souls are those which grow 'Gainst wind, and storm, and strife. Sometimes a fierce sirocco blows — Or liammg sun-rays burn — Dead calms of waiting force the cry, O wind unpitying, turn ! The daily frets of circumstance — The hope made desolate — The obstacles which bar our path — Bend hearts beneath their weight. But need and use bring greater strength, Weak souls fall 'neath despair, While love, determined will, and faith Rise up to do an(J bear. The subtle, happy art, to win Some good from all that's sent. This is the blessed secret of A quiet heart- content. 272 THE COMING OF THE LORD. THE COMING OF THE LORD. Mark xiii. 33. /^~^OME suddenly, O Lord, or slowly come : ^^^ I wait thy will ; thy servant ready is : Thou hast prepared thy follower a home — The heaven in which thou dwellest, too, is his. Come in the morn, at noon, or midnight deep ; Come, for thy servant still doth watch and pray ; E'en when the world around is sunk in sleep, I wake and long to see thy glorious day. I would not fix the time, the day, nor hour, When thou, with all thine ^ngels, shalt appear ; When in thy kingdom thou shalt come with povv'er ; E'en now perhaps the promised day is near ! For though in slumber deep the world may lie, And e'en thy church forget thy great command, Still year by year thy coming draweth nigh ! And in its power thy kingdom is at hand. Not in some future world alone 'twill be. Beyond the grave, beyond the bounds of time ; MY HEART'S VOICE, 273 But on the earth thy glory we shall see, And share thy triumph, peaceful, pure, sublime. Lord, help me that I faint not, weary grow. Nor at thy coming slumber, too, and sleep ; For thou hast promised, and full well I know Thou wilt to us thy word of promise keep. 1 MY HEART'S VOICE, O my heart's voice I listened, listened, When life was bright, and hope was strong, When grief was short, and joy was long, To my heart's voice I listened, listened. And lo ! it was a song, A merry song. To my heart's voice I listened, listened, When gathermg clouds o'ercast the sky, When joy was far, and grief was nigh. To my heart's voice I listened, listened, And lo ! it was a sigh, A heavy sigh. I 374 MY HEART'S VOICE, To my heart's voice I listened, listened, When earthly pain knew heavenly balm, When trouble deep knew deeper calm, To my heart's voice I listened, listened, And lo ! it was a psalm, A holy psalm. INDEX TO SUBJECTS. At Last 6 At Evening-time 16 At the King's Gate 33 Amen 31 At Set of Sun 51 Alone with Conscience 62 " As a Little Child " 131 An Answered Prayer 168 Anise and Cumin 211 Auf Wiedersehen 220 A Life Song » 254 A ^' Castle in the Air ' ' 256 By Night and by Day 21 '' Be Still " 29 Builders, The 116 Blind 133 Crown Succeeds the Cross, The 82 Christ's Way of Blessing 95 Credo 98 Cry from the Shore, A loi '' Carest Thou not, O Master ? " 118 Co urage 123 Changed Hymn, A , 174 Christian Crossless can not Be, A 185 Calling the Angels In 219 Christmas Guests 221 (3T5) 276 INDEX TO SUBJECTS, Carcassonne Carcassonne Complete Consider the Lilies ^^^ God Speaks Gifts 244 246 252 " Drawn " or *' Driven " Dear Hands '"^^ Discipline • ^^ End of the Road, The 7^ '' Entered into Rest " ^39 En Voyage ^^^ Eyes which See 225 Fullness of Blessing ^^ '' Follow thou Me " '•• "^^ Full Consecration Farewell to the Old Year 5 From Change to the Unchanging ^45 Foggy Morning, A ^^^ For the New Year ^^^ Faith and Reason ^^ From my Window 248 53 Going Home Gathering-place, The ^°7 Good-Bye ^^7 '' Good-Bye till Morning " ^^4 225 258 He Careth *^ He Leadeth Me " ^o Hath Made us Kings 4 " He GIveth Quiet " ^"^ How? When? Where? Why? .^ 9© " He ever Liveth to Make Intercession " ^^4 He Leadeth Me "^ INDEX TO SUBJECTS, 277 His Mother's Songs J24 Happy Band j5^ He Careth for You 180 Had Not 204 His Way . , 229 Hcme-Land, The ._ 231 Heart-Content 270 ''I have Called Thee by Thy Name" 18 " In due Season " . , It is Well .*!!.... lo Victis. 10^ " I have Prayed for Thee " 154 In the Morning 15. *' If any Man Open " 167 *'I will not let Thee Go " 237 Just for To-day 147 Jesus went before 232 32 Kept for the Master's Use . 92 Ladder, The 3^ Looking Beyond. r. Little Talk with Jesus, A cy Life Pictures _, Loving Faces jo > '' Love of Christ which Passeth Knowledge," The 108 Lifting of the Veil ,„ Light-house, The joq Loss and Gain ^.g Legend of Strasburg Cathedral, A 136 Lost Names ^ Lovest thou Me? j^g Look Up, not Down 201 Longings 215 Life and Death 264 My Faith ^^ My Way ** _. INDEX TO SUBJECTS, Martha My Shepherd ^3 Mission of Pain, The •• ^'^^ Monk and His Lord, The ^^^ ]\Iy Refuge ^^° My Saviour and I ^'^^ My Prayer ^ Missing ' ^ My Part ... 251 Mistakes ^' My Heart's Voice ^73 No one Knows but Jesus ^7 Not Worthy, but Willing ^5 Nightfall ^ '' Only an Earthen Vessel " ^3 Open Immediately Out of Sin into Christ ^ ^ , 68 Only '^ Our Daily Bread " °3 Out of Galilee Our Daily Bread. '°3 One Song ' Our Ships . OnlyWait '^7 One Lesser Joy . ^^7 Our Angels.. ^"^^ Peace Pilot, The ^5 Prayer, A ^^ Pharisee and the Publican, The ^°^ T, . 201 Prospects Precious Token, The ^33 Resolution ^ y>^^t . '"^3 Relic, A ^'3 Lock that is Higher than I, The 241 INDEX TO SUBJECTS. 279 Sunset with Clouds 28 Second Coming, The 35 Soul's Peace, The 38 Skein we Wind, The ^.j, Soul Longings <^2. So Much to Ask For 57 Shut in 65 Sweet Surprise, The 69 Secluded Paths 109 Submission 250 '' Sup wiih Me " 253 She Hath Done what She Could 262 Send out Thy Light 122 Sanctum Sanctorum i^j Same Path. The 152 Stranger, The , 171 Secret of a Happy Day, The 173 Spikenard j^c Sower. The. , 184 Sometime, Somewhere. ..^ 208 Secure... 218 Sweet Old Story, The 240 Seeing Him, but not Now 242 Two Worlds, The 3 Tangled Skein, A , . Tired.. -^ Trusting ^^ Two Gates, The 32 Trust in God and do the Right. q^ Tapestry- Worker, The xqc Turned Lesson, The 127 Thou Knowest jco Two Epitaphs , _ _ j-g Trust and Rest jgj " Take no Thought for the Morrow ". 166 Two Gates j.g_ Those Pierced Hands j^g 283 inde:: to subjects. Toil and Rest iCl Tell it to God 1^,5 Tree God Plants, The ir/1 Trust 2C^ The Coming of the Lord 272 Uplands of God, The 7 Ultima Veritas 24 Ungranted Prayer 43 Up-hill 78 Until He Colne 138 Unbelief 163 Unnoticed Bound, The 193 Unwelcome Guest, The 197 Under the Snow 223 United by Death — 238 Unknown Future, The 239 Vocation 119 Washing the Disciples' Feet 61 Walking with God 76 Wanderer, The 113 Waiting Saviour, The. 126 Where I find a Refuge 140 Wayfaring. .... 203 Waiting and Trusting 261 Yesterdays, The 205 INDEX TO FIRST IINES. A block of marble caught the glance FROM '' THE CATHOLIC WORLD." 235 Above the surges' wildest roar george huxtington. 241 A Christian crossless can not be FROM THE GERMAN OF BENJAMIN SCHMOLKE. 185 A legend of the olden time rev. egbert l. bangs. 182 A little talk with Jesus anonymous. 57 And wilt thou sup with me ? My morsel hard FROM THE " SUNDAY AT HOME." 253 A pilgrim, once (so runs an ancient tale). s. s. conant. 82 A simple lesson, hard to learn from the ** s. s. times." 270 A small close world it seems to-day. .. mrs. clara doty bates. 151 A son and h e'r j u^t now G. s. f. 201 All days are great Atonement days F^OM "the SUNDAY-SCHOCL TIMES." I41 An aged man came late to Abraham's tent FROM " harper's MAGAZINE." I7I And He, the Lord, among them there could do MRS. M. FLLA CORNELL. 136 As a little child mrs. mary lowe dickinson. 131 As God leads me I will go v. r . r. 254 Because I hold it sinful to despond MRS. celia thaxter. 123 Beneath the hot midsummer sun mrs. e. v. wilson. 124 Between the here and the hereafter from '' the guardian." hi By Christ redeemed, in Christ restored anonymous. 138 By the right way He leadeth ..mrs. lucy Randolph Fleming. 121 Carest Thou not, O Master '•'■ naomi." i 18 Carry me out, my brethren . ..Margaret scott macritchie. 105 Close beside us stands the tempter Frances e. cordon. 103 (281) 282 INDEX TO FIRST LINES. Come down, ye grey-beard mariners. Vellen m. Hutchinson, ioi Come suddenly, O Lord, or slowly come jones very 272 Common to all races r. H. s. 104 Courage, brother, do not stumble . rev. nor.man macleod. 97 Credo— that Jesus died for our salvation JOSEPHIXE L. ROBERTS, 98 Dear Lord of life and death carrie a, breeze. 250 Deeper and darker within the room - FROM " harper's WEEKLY." 73 Do you wonder, oh, my darling h. lavinia bailey. 71 Does the road wind up-hill all the way ? CHRISTIAN G. ROSSETTI. 78 Down to the borders of the silent land anonymous. 69 Down through the ages float the words FROM "the CHRISTINA TREASURY." 76 Driven — far out upon a stormy sea b. m. s. 88 Faint not, e"'en the road be rough and dreary anonymous. 152 Faint not, weary pilgrim, from "the christian guardian." 154 Farewell, old year, we walk no more together FROM " THE SUNDAY MAGAZINE." 85 Fast and vigil, alms and prayer FROM "the CONGREGATIONALIST." 39 Fierce was the wild billow st. anatolus. 40 Follow thou me, the way is rough and I am weak. rev. FRANK S. CH LD. 43 For all Thy gifts to me, my gracious Lord. .... susan m. day. 43 Far down the ages. . anon'v.mous. 262 Fret not, poor heart, the sorrows sore ANNA HOI YOKE HOWARD. l6l Full consecration, eye hath not beholden by the AUTHOR OF " I MUST KEEP THE CHIMES GOING." ^^ God hath His uplands bleak and bare anonymous. 7 God holds the key of all unknown anonymous. 239 God lets us go our way alone anna f. burnham. 229 God speaks to hearts of men in many ways FROM THE LONDON " SPECTATOR." 225 INDEX TO FIRST LINES. 283 Good-bye till morning comes aojain M. G. T. 224 Good-cheer ! O followers of the lonely man of sorrow ANONYMOUS. 242 "He leadeth me," from '' word and work." 23 *' Heimgang ! " So the German people .. . anonymous. 53 He is waiting for me, I know He is there. anonymous. 194 He will come perhaps at morning anonymous. 35 High o''er the black-back Skerries, and far from ''good words." 130 High on the granite walls the builders toiling SARA H. BROWNE. Il6 How tenderly Thy word of peace falls on my heart to-day ANONYMOUS. IQI How old I am, I'm eighty years GUSTAVfi NADAUD (tRANS. BY MRS. M. E. W. SHERWOOD). 244 I bore with thee long, weary days and nights CHRISTINA G. ROSSETTI. I08 I do not ask that God will always make FROM " WHISPERS OF PEACE." 79 I can not say S. G. BROWNING. 31 I have something: Jesiis gave me for my own FROM ''the CONGREGATION ALIST." 233 I know not where, — beneath, above. . FROM THE LONDON "CHRISTIAN WORKER.'" 207 " I never shall see Carcassonne " FROM "the CHRISTIAN INTELLIGENCER." 246 I have a castle in the air mrs. g. w. white. 256 I sat alone with my conscience FROM THE LONDON '' SPECTATOR." 62 I stand amid the wreck of years — the scowl of stormy skies ., . ANONYMOUS. 54 I sing the hymn of the conquered, who fell in the battle of life. W. W. STORY. 134 I take your gifts, O yesterdaj^s i . , mary clement. 205 " I thought I knew it," she said from " good words." 127 I was reading the quaint old story lf.slie waite, 100 284 INDEX TO FIRST LINES. I was weary of planning and working anonymous. 180 I will arise and go unto my Fat .er. Harriet m'ewen kimball. 114 I will not let Thee go, Thou Help in time of need . . FROM THE GERMAN OF DEZZLER, 1692. 237 If Christ the Lord should come to-day .... MRS. M.\RGARET E. SANGSTER. I99 If Thou wert here to-night, dear Lord anonymous. 52 If we sit down at set of sun. ella wheeler. 51 If y6u and I, to-day george klixgle. 49 If you've any task to do from " harper's magazine." 48 *' In pastures green ? " Not always ; sometimes He HENRY H. B.\RRY. 36 In the hush that falls at midnight mrs. s. m. walsh. 21 In the bitter waves of doubt rev. Washington gladden. 24 In the dim dawning sow thy seed.. MRS. dinah muloch craik. 184 In the secret of His presence, how my soul delights to hide !.. ELLEN M. GORCH. I90 In the silent hours of darkness rev. p. a. chadbourne. 126 In those bright summer mornings when I row ABRAHAM PERRY MILLER. iBl It is not mine to run from " the independent." 178 I never shall see Carcassonne rev. geo. zabriskie gray. 246 Jesus, forever more f. carletox. 176 *' Jesus, Lover of my soul '' • '' independent catholic magazine." 174 Just to trust, and yet to ask anonymous. 173 Last night I dreamed as on my bed I lay james bowker. 167 Late at night I saw the shepherd.. ..from "our continent." 22; Lie still, O heart ! . from '' chambers' journal." 60 Life to come is full of sorrow from " the advance." 201 Like Luther's bird I sit and sing maria a. west. 166 Little daily worries eva tr.wers poole. 140 . Lord, lor to-morrow and its needs anonymous. 147 Lord, it is utterly nothing, nothing I bring to Thee MRS. HARRIET WARNER REQUA. 148 INDEX TO FIRST LINES, 285 Lord, Thou knowest, only Thou hannah coddington. 153 Made me a king, whose life's drear worthlessness SUSAN M. DAY. 46 My bark is wafted on the strand rev. henry alford. 45 My feet ! Nay, Lord, I hold Thee far too high ...... E: l. e. 61 My life, which was so straight and plain anonymous. 34 My soul is resting in God's peace thomas m'keller. 38 Morning by morning to His gates I came MRS. EMILY HUNTINGTON MILLER. 33 No lack in Him " in whom all fullness dwells " c. e. j. 41 Not as a speck revolving through limitless realms of space. . , . FROM '' THE LONDON CHRISTIAN." l8 Not here — like some fair thing some artist's fingers ADELAIDE L. JONES. 252 No one knows how sinful I am FROM '' THE NEW YORK EVANGELIST." 17 Not worthy, O Lord, of Thy pardon jessie macgregor. 25 *' Oh, give me a message of quiet," . . .Marianne farningham. 168 Oh, happy band of pilgrims FROM THE ENGLISH '^ PRAYER-BOOK." 162 Oh, peaceful, sun-lit meadows j. m. dana. 248 O Home-land ! O Home-land ! LUCY j. rider. 231 O Master ! Thou who knowest everything anonymous. 119 Oh, not in strange portentous way FROM *' THE christian UNION." 95 Oh, not with any sound they come, or sign Oh, tired wandering feet from the ''n. y. observer." 113 FROM "the CHICAGO TRIBUNE." 243 Of all Thy promises, O Christ marianne farningham. 75 One longing fills my heart, that else HARRIET m'eWEN KIMBALL. 83 Only a little more climbing ellen e. rexford. 63 Open my eyes, O Lord of light ! . . . . MRS. rose terry cooke. 133 Open the liast Gate now. . . Mary a. barr. 169 INDEX TO FIRST LINES, Out of my bondage, sorrow, and night rev. w. t. sleeper. 64 Our highest joys succeed our griefs.. . .from *^ the advance." 82 Plan Thou my path, O Lord MRS. M. f. butts. 94 Quiet in God— the ever-present seal annie e. carter. 89 Rest will be sweet in the evening, when the day's long labor is done MARY A. Hoppus. 143 Restless and unsatisfied from an English .magazine. 109 Roughened and worn with ceaseless toil and care SUSAN MARR SPALDING. 144 Safe at the feet of Jesus, .from the Canada " Presbyterian." 139 Send out Thy Light, the way is dark before me from the CLEWER '^ MANUAL." 122 Set wholly apart for the use of the Master fr.\nces bamish (from " the christian "). 92 Shall Christ come out of Galilee REV. ALEXANDER R. THOMPSON. 86 Shut in, shut in from the ceaseless din anonymous. 65 Slow move the feet among life's lengthening shadows MARIANNE FARNINGHAM. I45 So much, so much my heart is like a fountain m. m. 57 Speak to the tossing tempests of the soul FROM ''the CHURCHMAN." 29 The days drag wearily on MRS. s. m. walsh. 261 They have no care : they bend their heads before the storm. . . MARIANNE FARNINGHAM. 259 To my heart's voice I listened, listened. . . . rev. theo. march. 273 The certainest, surnst thing I know MRS. MARGARET J. PRESTON. 26 The earth grows dark about me gerrard lewis. 28 The harvest fields lie bleak and brown. . .MRS, ellen e. chase. 32 INDEX TO FIRST LINES, 287 The lights fade out of calmed sea F OM "the SUNDAY MAGAZINE." l6 The Master Stood in His garden anonymous. 13 The quiet day in winter beauty closes.. from ''good words." 221 The way is long, O Lord, that leads '' geraldine." 203 The winds blow hard. What then ? anonymous. 218 The world had clung too closely round our hearts ANONYMOUS. 204 The wind that blows can never kill FROM ''the christian REGISTER." 198 Though the rain may fall and the wind be blowing r. n, t. 269 Tell me about the Master ! anonymous. 240 Their faces to Jerusalem mrs. margaret e. sangster. 232 There is no unbelief anonymous. 163 They had toiled all night and caught nothing MARIANxNE farningham. 164 Think of death, the gravestones say charles w. stubbs. 158 'Tis said where Strasburg's glorious spire. HANNAH ALLYN HEYDON. 1 56 They lived and they were useful : this we know MARIANNE FARNINGHAM. 159 They told me of the way. , . from "the christian observer." 12 Till death us part rev. a. p. Stanley. 23S Two mighty silences, two worlds unseen ellice hopkins. 8 Two travelers started on a tour. mrs. lizzie york case. 2:9 Unanswered yet ? the prayers your life have pleaded ROBERT BROWNING. 2o8 Under the snow the violets lie. c. a. s. 223 Until we meet again ! This is the meaning HENRY WADSWORTH LONGFELLOW. 220 Unto Thine ear, O Lord from " the churchman." 205 Vouchsafe to keep me this day without sin susan m. day. 257 Weary with homely duties done. . . mrs. margaret j. preston. 21 r We found that night when free from pain at last FROM " LIPPINCOTT's MAGAZINE." 213 288 INDEX TO FIRST LINES, We gro^e and stumble long in pain and darkness JESSIE MACGREGGOR. 225 We long to lay down our burdens FROM ''the christian INTELLIGENCER.'' 215 We mean to do it, some day, some day anonymous. 219 What can it mean ? Is it aught to Him ? MARIANNE FARNINGHAM. lO What is the dearest happiness of heaven . FROM "the CHRISTI.AN UNION." 22/ What seemest best I'll do el"Anor kirk, io What shall I give to thee, O Lord. . . .mrs. rose terry cooke. 258 What was that box of spikenard, Lord. mrs. a. d. t. whitney. 175 Whatever troubles thee w. w. holloway, jr. 195 When grief shall come to thee Henrietta k. elliott. 197 When passing southward, I may cross the line from the " religious herald." T93 When sets the weary sun anonymous. 188 When the spirit worn and weary anonymous. 187 Where shall we find the Lord ? REV. .RTHUR P NRHYN STANLEY. 264 Whichever way the wind may blow Caroline a. mason. 172 Who knows to-day that our " good-bye " rev. ALEXANDER R. THOMPSON. 217 Yea, Lord ! yet some must serve ...... mrs. julia c. r. dorr. 20 Yes, it is well ! the evening shadows lengthen 80 FROM '' chambers' JOURNAL." 8o You ask me how I gave my life to Christ f. g. brown. 90