^^\ DEC 2 7 1897 ' -^'^«0' of Cong^t!"^-^ BRARY ^^srr^ Cliap.„.i.„„. Copyright No.,. Slielf.__._5-4:. UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. ^be Colloqui^ Comoersattons about tbe ©r^er ot Ubings an^ final (BooD, IbelD In tbe (Tbapel ot tbe Blessed St 3obn a* ta^ Summart3^t> in Derse b^ Josiab Hugustu^ Sett3 ci* of lPttbli6bet> in flew IJorfe b^ (5. p» putnam'0 Sons a^ 1897 / ^r of Co?!^;^ TWO COPIES RECEIVED 6V Copyright, 1897 BY G. P. PUTNAM'S SONS Ube ftnfcfterbocftei; press, mew IQotrk ORDER OF CONVERSATIONS I. — The Chapel * * The Passing of the Gods II. — The Hidden Cs.eator — Inquiries III. — Of Life, Death, and Futurity — In QUIRIES . . . = . IV. — The Creations of Art, Theology, and Philosophy V. — Of Prayer and Research . VI. — Our Dreams, Aspirations, and Con jectures VII. — About the Keeper of the Inn, with other Inquiries VIII. — The Seer's Warning . IX. — The Critic's Warning * * Limit of Human Knowledge . X. — The World of Wrong and Pain XI. — The World qf Illusion. By the Eremite . . . . , XII. — Of the Natural Order iii PAGE I lO 13 21 37 40 46 53 55 58 lOI 109 (S>r5er ot Conversations XIII. — Excursion to Mars * * World Build- ing 113 XIV. — Further Inquiries * * Restatements IN Teleology ..... 130 XV. — The Upward Way , . . -139 XVI. — Of Reminiscence 169 XVII. — Of Providence 181 XVIII. — Restatements. By the Teacher . 217 XIX. — Ministries ...... 223 XX. — Enlightenment . , , . .231 IV Cbe CoIIoqu? THE COLLOQUY CONVERSATION I THE CHAPEL ** THE PASSING OF THE GODS O PENSIVE Muse, that hast accompanied me Through Nature's farthest wilds and soli- tudes, In this secluded chapel, at our ease, We may resume those meditations deep, So long engaging us. Thou wilt permit. May be, the presence of those come to share The silentness ; or speaking, wilt reveal Something beyond the veil, if something is To wait and suffer for. And ye, good friends. Here in retreat, if not too soon I come To break upon your charming quietude, Some things I would relate, of more would ask, The Muse I have invoked so giving aid With words appropriate. Once in these aisles, As punctually as the day began, Or noontide came, or eve, the people knelt, — Meek penitents, their eyes suffused with tears, Who at the seven stations and before The Virgin's and the Savior's images Asked pardon for their sins ; when, happily. At peace with the immortals, begged of them Unstinted favors and the gifts desired. As punctually priests and acolytes Intoned their litanies and said the mass. And chanted low their penitential Psalms ; While statues, pictures, crucifixes, fonts, Confessional, and altar brought to mind The saintly piety of former times And miracles of old and martyrdom For Holy Faith. There is not now what then Seemed sanctity within these walls, since left Thus destitute of sacred ornament And air as empty of the hallowed words And incense smoke. It is as Heaven and Earth, Seen in the childhood of the human race, Peopled with spirits and divinities, Now empty of the supernatural. Those pious worshipers lacked never once A god or helpful saint of whom to ask, While we, not trusting where we have not seen. If asking any, ask of the Unknown, — The silence whence all things that are have come, Bringing our life, and silence whereto all The myriads living hasten in return. Conversation IT Once Heaven lay near to Earth, so very near A tower might be built to reach to it ; The azure depths, arched by a firmament Of lucid adamant, on which were built Secure its battlements and palaces ; Or low it rested on the mountain-peaks, But for men's fear not inaccessible. Seeing almost they made it certainty, Locating in it many a fair domain And gladsome view — the passageway whereon The race of happy gods passed to and fro. And in those climes, what the security ! Where never storm-wind came, excessive heat Or cold, or ever wasting age or want ; Where none were ever sick, none ever died, Drink what they would, or eat, or risk at arms ; Finding no limit set to any joy, No pain or penance laid on any vice, Nor suffered one in conscience for his sin. While piety in later time assured That over the cerulean expanse Changelessly permanent are widest realms, Peopled by angels and the sainted dead. And that disciple whom the Master loved, In vision looked from Patmos' lonely isle Into those empyrean heights and saw A city which was built of glass and gold. Its walls, adorned with gems the costliest. Nor ever needing light of Sun or Moon, God, dwelling in the midst, the light of it. Even the unbelieving poet told Ube dolloqup How in an ecstacy he had beheld The murky atmosphere asunder rent Baring the deep inane to either pole, So making visible those regions dreamed, Celestial, summery, serene, sublime, — Immortal, blissful, and delectable. Where Love Divine and Primal Wisdom bide. We look — no firmament is there, but space Encircling us, unmeasured, undefined. Illimitable depths the bath of stars, — Octillion worlds and nebulae spread out Trillions of leagues, plane after plane in height. And Heaven once spoke to men or gave them signs, So say the books and legends of the past. And wood and vale and fount and hollow Earth And Ocean's awful depths gave utterance Of the divinities that dwelt in them. But Heaven is silent in the later time, And wood and vale and fount inaudible. Nor hollow Earth, nor Ocean's depths respond ; And meaningless the omens, prodigies. Presages, divinations, dreams, to which Antiquity deferred its enterprise. And dumb the oracle and mute the voice Of prophet, sibyl, medium, pythoness, Long heard at Shiloh, Delphi, Antioch, Dodona, Cumae, and in Lybian wilds. Silent, as well, the awful mysteries — Osirian, Mithraic, Isiac, Cabiric, Orphic, Dionysian, Conxjersatton H At Philse, Susa, Lesbos, Argolis, Eleusis, Samothrace, at Crete and Rome. No wizard's incantation now transforms, And there is none to work a miracle. And seen no more the phantom warriors In mustered lines march on the Moonlit clouds; Nor comets, meteors, eclipses now Forebode defeat, calamity, and death. Does Heaven speak ? the Chinese seer inquires, Observes then : The four seasons take their course y All things the while becoming, being placed In order, but does Heaven say anything ? And we look up but never from the sky- Have sign or voice, only those awful depths, The lonesome stillness of Infinity, And flaming energies which speed their round. Did childish superstition thus delude The men of former times, or are ourselves Materialized with our activities, — Our occult faculties and spiritual. By world and sense o'erlaid and atrophied ? Is it that we are blinded by the light Invention brings ? with our great telescopes Behold the milliard worlds, but miss the scenes In which our fathers found supreme delight ? That. was a world far lovelier, methinks, Which olden poets knew, than Earth is now, And times, with which our own may not compare, When men of Greece spoke in its purity The language of the gods. And how unlike Our world v/ith its material interests, XTbe Colloquy The sacred lands and constant providence The Hebrews knew ! of which tradition tells, — Peniel, Haran, Moreh, Mamre's plain, And holy mount where God appeared to them ; Unlike the wilderness where they were fed By miracle — had manna for their bread And quails for meat ; out of the smitten rock And cleft, the springs of water for their drink. The past we may not bring, nor may the Earth The ancient fathers knew again delight. Since we have searched it out and looked beyond. But comforting the hope they had : to walk Sometime the Heaven as they had walked the Earth. Ay, but the Heavens are empty as the world! The firmament above is tenantless And uninhabited of gods are all The mountain-tops — Olympos, Kaf, Elboorz, Seir, Sinai, Himala, and Ida's plain. And seen no more, celestial visitants. Walking the paths of that sequestered vale Where Paris shepherded his snow-white flocks ; Nor in the dells of Ida's wood, as when Athena, Aphrodite, Hera came Before him in their native loveliness. That he, most beautiful of men, might tell Which of those queens immortal was most fair. No more immortals in their festive halls. At banqueting, resolve the fate of men : No more their shadows rise in still abodes. In light of Evening Star or the pale Moon ; 6 Conversation fl Deserted their aerial palaces And spacious caverns of the Underworld, And spoiled the. sacred groves and hallowed grounds. No more their temples glisten at the dawn, And broken now, or carried to strange lands, Are their inimitably sculptured forms. Perfect in beauty, grace, and majesty. Asgard is empty of its revelers, — Thor, Odin, Balder, Heimdall, Vithar, Tyr, North gods who ruled the world so merrily. And vacant, now, are Mount Sumero's thrones Where once ruled the Four Regents of the Earth. The mighty deities, Bel, Asshur, Zeus, Varuna, Indra, Vishnu, Siva, Brahm, Ormazd, Osiris, Amun, Neph, Khem, Pthah, Pachacamac, and Tezcatlipoca, With Elohim of Israel, are dead. And gone are they, a numerous progeny. To Superstition born and Fear and Dread, Long aiding, though, the cunning, crafty priests. And despotisms to hold their evil power; — False, jealous, sensual, capricious gods. Invested with our human littleness. And greedy gods that begged for richest gifts ; Sullen, despotic gods, proud majesties. And misshaped monsters, who, in lurid light Of human sacrifice and orgies held. And awful incantations, were appeased. And gone with them Silenos, Bakchos, Pan, Apollo, Cupid, Fro ; Frost Giants, Elves, And Genii, Harpies, Ogres, Goblins, Trolls, The Graces and those fair divinities, — Uhc Colloqui? Napeads, Naiads, Meliads, Oreads, Dwelling in groves, in vales, on banks of flowers, In mountain mists, in fountains, silver streams. Eden is lost to us ; forever lost Its Tree of Knowledge and its Tree of Life. And disenchanted is the mythic world Of Ithaka, and all the land of dreams. And no one now seeks the Elysian Fields, The Celtic island-valley, Avalon, And no one, a terrestrial paradise. Nor ever one again, those even climes And sheltered vales where none grow old and die, Or think to find again Saturnian rule. And none now finds the ash-tree, Yggdrasil, Whose leaves are green with an unwithering bloom, And none the Fountain of Eternal Youth. And uranographers may not behold The peopled empires of the starry depths; Nor has one now those easy liberties, In Time and Space, that were the privilege Of all the generations of the gods. The natural alone is visible, — The round of planets, constellations, suns; Day following the night, the night the day ; And in their turn the seasons of the year. And following, one after other one, The toiling generations of mankind — Changing and yet the same — phenomenon Moving obedient to necessity 8 (Tonversation IT Or endless series of efficient cause, Produced and reproduced continually. Could we look back to the remotest past, Or down to farthest point of future time, We should but see unwearied Nature's course In marking evolution of the worlds, — Kosmos from chaos gathering the worlds And worlds to chaos making their return, — Lighting and darkening of countless suns, — Innumerable creatures finding life. Living their little day and perishing. CONVERSATION II THE HIDDEN CREATOR ** INQUIRIES THE books have taught, and pious men believe, That somewhere in the tract invisible Resides a personal Intelligence, Who reigns supreme throughout the Universe. But where in Nature's course made manifest ? When heard his voice in the affairs of men ? And who, in his experience, has known him ? Would not such high and mighty ruler show Most signally his power in the world ? Yet through our history the wrong persists — Our misrule, robbery, and murdering. Our sins, our vices, crimes, idolatries ; As human might or selfishness controls, — Ambition, lust, greed, hate, and vanity. And not the mandate of Omnipotence. And had Omniscient Wisdom broken once The outer silence would there not have been A revelation given to the world Suiting such Author and Intelligence ? But in our sacred books what fables, myths, Inaccuracies, and disputed texts ! lO Conversatton f H Or, brought from Heaven, the revelation claimed, Something of Heaven itself it should contain. But what the silence, the omission here ! If from Eternity there was a scheme To discipline mankind and educate And save from sin, why was the plan of it Revealed so bunglingly and partially ? — Only to favored few in favored lands. After those ages long of ignorance, Of brutish savagery and heathen night. When men, in multitudes beyond compute, Had perished in their sins, which, even now, The greater number living do not know ? Or given to the few, as claimed, complete, Infallible, why are those having it Forever in dispute of what it is ? If there is an Intelligence on high, Is he not able to reveal himself To men in way he may be understood ? And of the things revealed, why has there not Been something of the useful, practical, — Plain truths for all mankind and moral light, In record none would think of questioning ? Like shipwrecked mariners, who grope their way Up through the scarcely penetrable bush Of Anticosta isle, — like traveler Through maze of vine and branch in Tropic wood, — Like one alone in trackless wild at night. Nor star, nor chart to guide, so we are left. To find the knowledge that concerns us most. ri Ube Colloqup If God is and is love, would he not speak Like a kind parent talking to his child ? Yet those presuming to make known his will, How sparing with the messages of love ! How plentiful with wrath, damnation, doom ! And only heretics think to proclaim For man a larger hope and blessedness. Thus Malachi and Paul proclaim the Word : / hated Esau, Jacob have I loved. And if Religion was designed to be Our chief concern in life, our hope in death, Why have such superstitions clouded it ? Why still to idols joined ? to ignorance ? Why to the Thrones of Darkness so allied That in the progress of intelligence. Science, Philosophy, and Poetry Desert it in the search for truth and light ? Or Heaven its prophets sent to teach mankind. And saviors to redeem them from their sins, — If Jesus, Gautama, Prometheus once. Through sorrow, sacrifice, and suffering. Atonement made to save a fallen race. Why is the moral world so little changed ? Sin baleful, ruinous, as at the first ? As grievous and as troublous our brief life ? Had these not come, had men not fared as well, Sickened and died and turned to dust as now ? 12 CONVERSATION III OF LIFE, DEATH, AND FUTURITY * * INQUIRIES WHAT problems these — our life, our destiny ! Engaging the acutest minds, the most Profound in argument ; none answering, Not finding what the Kosmos has concealed. If man is animal in his descent. When, in the awful past, was it that first Our ferine ancestors were humanized ? Or if divine, why is our Earthly life Degraded thus in sense and perishing ? Or born immortal, why have we the fear So constantly, so awfully of death ? If part of universal made alive. How came the living to this little part ? And if to live is to be miserable. Why do the very atoms will to live ? Or, if vast Nature is intelligent, Why those tremendous crises, cataclysms, Calamities, abortions, accidents, That death immortal seems and not the life ? And grounded where the reason for our hope In life eternal ? Can the soul live on Without material environment ? — XTbe Colloquy As individual, in a universe Forever changing, and where everything Sometime began and sometime must have end ? And to what fate are all the living doomed, When suns grow cold and lose their brilliancy And planets their orbital energies ? The boast of Paul, that the last enemy Of man was conquered and was captive led, And Milton saying, that the bitterness Of death is past, have never had response In Nature, nor have brought to piety And sentiment a love and reverence For the destroyer ; still, as in the past, There is the loathing and revolt of life At dissolution, — always death a dread Appalling presence, to the most devout, As to the skeptic and the sensualist. The one overwhelming terror of the mind. And does Earth only wait deliverance ? Is it not every habitable world In space ? This very day was shown to me, A fragment of a meteoroid that held A diamond ; another which contained Resin or amber, indicating thus Organic matter or vitality. May be thrown from volcanoes on the Earth, Beyond its atmosphere and now returned. As falling cinders, but more probably Come out of space, from some disrupted world. And showing how death held dominion there, 14 Conwrsation 1I1F1[ Thus telling, as Earth's fragments sometimes will To some far orb, her history of woe. And is death visitant on every sphere ? The star dust scattering alike the seeds Of life and death ? Must some, in every world, For others suffer pain and martyrdom ? The innocent and harmless feed and clothe The ravenous ? The weak hold up the strong ? Has Mercury the story of the cross ? Venus ? or Mars ? Do stars that now give us Their fullest light, await the awful scenes Of human sacrifice and agonies Of their Gethsemanes ? Yet tragedy Of Calvary and burning of their saints ? And seen in every habitable sphere, Earth's multitude of miseries and wrongs ? And seen the great procession passing on. As here in traveling through vale of tears, — Numbers innumerable that war has slain And famine, pestilence ; and numbers more. Whom vice and want are hastening to their graves. With those whom sickness, grief, and age destroy ? Among the deeds and sayings marvelous Attributed to Gautama, occurs An incident, related first to show His matchless wisdom, endless sympathy. Since greatly prized and told in prose and verse, In what, though, teaching us or comforting ? A woman, so the tale divine proceeds, Kisagotami named, whose child had died And she had borne it in her arms, from house 15 To house, in search of one that might heal it Of death, was told at last to seek the one Who might have medicine to help. To him. The Buddha, then, thus sorrowing, she went, Pressing yet closer to her breast her child. The lifeless burden not less dear to her. And he, what gave he in her awful need ? Sent her away upon the idle quest — To beg for mustard-seed, at any house Where none had died — not husband, wife, nor child. Nor slave. And the poor woman went her round, Only to learn that every house had death Its own ; and only cure was this — to know That death and sorrow is the lot of all. For last and greatest ill none has the cure. For thee, O Death, the charmer never moves. Who hast not pity and who hearest not The prayers of man to thee, nor Love's sweet speech, Nor children's cry, nor woman's loud lament; Nor carest for Earth's glory, wealth, or power. And of the hope men have to live again Either on Earth or in another world. Mid joys unspeakable, as most believe, Where is the evidence to make it sure ? Ah, the uncertainty ! a dream ! a wish ! If death is not the end of consciousness, — If all of those who lived are living still. Inhabiting their realms of bliss or gloom, Is it not probable, supposable, i6 Conversation 1F*ffir That messages would sometime come from them ? Or from among so great a company Some one, if those realms be, return to us ? But who such message had ? who entertained Sometime such extramundane visitant ? True, it is written that Elisha raised The widow's son, — that Lazarus was called To life, — that Er and Viraf lived again, And that Empedokles with charms called back The soul of Pantheia from death's cold trance, — That Finnish magic Lemminkainen's life Restored; recovered from Manala's flood, Dark, whirling, deep, in dread Tuone's realm, — That Orpheus, taming the Infernal powers With melody, as of ^olian strings. Released from Hades sweet Euridike ; Again had led her to the Thrakian vales, Had he not looked around, the forfeiting. Through love's solicitude, all he had dared. For only with averted gaze he might Return with her to Earth ; — that Herakles Seized Dis with his strong arms and held him fast. Till he had given promise to restore Alkestis to Admetos' royal house ; And that at Sardis Caesar's shade appeared To Brutus, sorely him disquieting, And Theseus to the Greeks at Marathon ; — That Jesus, risen from the tomb, appeared To Mary Magdalena, to the Two When going to Emmaus, afterward To the Eleven, when they sat at meat. 17 Ubc Colloquy But those returned to life, soon after died, Leaving no further record of themselves, And those appearing never after came — When coming, told not of another world, — While none reanimates our own, and none Of all the mighty dead appears to us. And what is Earthly immortality ? What to live in our deeds ? in others* lives ? Of the first generations of mankind, No deed of merit nor a single name Has reached us, or has place in history. And as the acts of men accumulate, So one has lately written, only that Which is supremely cosmopolitan In its importance to the race, is held In memory ; forgotten toil and tears And martyrdom, the myriads of the dead Who through the ages wrought, — that now are dust. Not anything that man contrives endures. Behold in ruins all the past ! mounds, tombs. And desolations on the goodly sites Of cities, palaces, in fertile vales. As ruinous faiths, institutions, states: See what the wrecks Time makes of monarchies, — Egyptian, Median, Babylonian, Assyrian, Parthian, Carthaginian, Indian, Persian, Macedonian, Scythian, Byzantine, Mogul, Saracen, And Roman, proudest, mightiest of all. i8 Conversation HHIF This is the history of government, Past empire, state, and nationality, — The revolutions that have made its power, The revolutions that have ruined it. In vain thy pride, O man ! Thy boasted power ! Thy regal splendor and thine affluence ! Thy conquests and dominion over Earth ! Since Death and Time make spoil of thee and thine ; Thy palaces, thy monuments, thyself, Forever in the unseen vanishing. In what has man the promise given him, Sometime upon the Earth to realize A perfect life and without pain and death — The poet's dream and vision of the seer ? How many species have become extinct ! And our own race waits but the little while The changeful Earth may give it sustenance, The while the Sun in shrinking gives its heat, The while the Earth is thickening its crust — The time which it will take the thirsty rocks To suck the waters of the Ocean up And drain the atmosphere. Nor may we hope Further to urge upon futurity This mortal history. A little while In time, as measured by eternity, And urn and sepulcher will have their seals With none to break, none to inquire of them. The human race will have no heir to claim What it accumulates. In hoary age 19 It will be childless, wasted, desolate ; Its toil and struggle through those ages long, Its aspirations, hopes, all come to naught. None pitying ; some scientist perhaps On Jupiter, observing the dead Earth, Will write of us, — of what we may have been, As we of life on Earth's pale satellite. Or further, searching out the kosmic dust, Find some scant remnant of our extinct forms To theorize on — wonder what we were, A horrible uncertainty torments Belief, since all that lives returns again To lifeless elements : the elements Themselves and habitable worlds disperse As mists through the illimitable void. Their energies to ether oceans given ; Leaving no further vestige of their life Nor theater for life in future acts, — Our bones and stars then in a common pyre, As Lucan says, reserved for the same fire. 20 CONVERSATION IV THE CREATIONS OF ART, THEOLOGY, AND PHILOSOPHY HOW weak, how dim, how earthly, sensual, Our pictures of immortals — angels, saints, Heroes, and saviors apotheosized ! How shadowy the realm of their abode! How feebly do they touch reality ! How poorly suited all to the employ And errands high to which we order them ! Will wings bear up the soul in passing space Void of an atmosphere, or ever lift Our bodies up to Heaven ? This is presumed, Though, in all sacred art — a clumsy folk Girt with the pinions of the bird, and lo An angel host ! or chubby, laughing babes, With winglets, and fat kherubs soar aloft ! The types of personages so produced Thought to inhabit all the spirit realms. Thus Cimabue represented them, Visara, Veronese, Tintoret; Thus Botticello, Reubens, Raphael, Simone, Titian, Michael Angelo, Velasquez, Duccio, Giotto ; thus Van Eycks, 21 Ubc Colloquy Painting t/ie Adoration of the Lamb. With rainbow wings and golden aureole, With vernal coverings and shadowless, Fiesole, in his angelic choirs, Invests the maiden, youth, and warrior, The poet's heroes and his heroines. Such company Corregio ranged about The Virgin in the Holy Night ; around Madonna and her Child in Glory ; thus Murillo painted that great multitude In the Miraculous Conception ; thus II Perugina winged St. Michael, And Donatello's marbles reproduce This freak anatomy. But whatso'er These forms, of whom or what the counterfeit. Whether the likeness of a blessed saint. Or model, mistress, woman of the street, No less faith looks to them and pious folk Take seriously to heart these effigies Nor once mistrust. And woeful ! pitiful ! If disembodied souls on day of doom And at the sound of the archangel's trump Should, from the loathsome graves, reclaim their dust And bear again this cumbrous weight of earth. Yet this in the Apostles' Creed is taught, Confessed by all throughout the Christian world. As weak the forms of our divinities And attributes ascribed to Deity. 22 Conversation Spinoza, thou hast written much of God, Hast said, All is in God and God in all ; Besides whom nothing is to be conceived, And nothing is, he does not bring about. What the extent of being this includes! Is everything in endless form and type, All likenesses and all diversities — Supremest mystery and paradox. Is Providence and is malignant fiend ; Is Heaven, is Hell, — is the Pure Principle, Right, Justice, Mercy, and Redeeming Love, Is Chance, Fate, Crime, Intrigue, Oppression, Wrong, Is all, is nothing, is the fruitful womb. Is wasteful, loathed death and woeful grave ; The source of kindness, virtue, piety. In man and what in him is brutishness. So representing the Omnipotent, The One all-wise, the One all-powerful, As maker of the evil and the pain, Himself of what he makes the sufferer. And is this God ? Supreme Intelligence ? Is he the worm crushed heedless under foot ? The hunted, trembling animal at bay ? The wounded, bleeding, dying on the field ? The outcast, wailing, sinking in despair ? The vile, the sinful, and the blasphemous. Shaming his being and despising it ? Was it his voice that from the cross cried out, Eli, Eli, lama sabacthani ? And Christian Theism, by what terms expressed ! 23 Patristic riddles in arithmetic, Employed in argument and ritual ; As read : Three Persons and one God, — one God But trinary or Trinal Unity. And to impersonate God's sovereignty, Taking an Oriental despotism For type ; with such capricious tyranny Presumes to show his kindly attributes. Love, Mercy, Justice, helping Providence; Though when according him supremacy, Eternal, absolute, permits in Heaven Rebellion, and in Hell an enemy Implacable and unsubduable. How weak is all historic evidence Relating to the supernatural ! The prophets, patriarchs, the saviors, saints Fading, dissolving in the mythical. What wisdom and what moral excellence, Till late, to Adam were attributed ! Upon this name, now nothingness, depend Our various structures of theology, And elements of Orthodox belief, — What is related of the Fall of Man And of Imputed Guilt in consequence. With doctrine of the Incarnation taught, Of the Vicarious Expiation made, And efficacy of the sacraments. And what is our reliance on the past. Though institutional religion still Turns reverently to it for defense And anchorage secure for future hopes ? Conversation W Broken are all its sacred promises, And faiths and prophecies discredited. How old, how erudite, voluminous, Is our philosophy, and yet how weak, How piteous its limits, ignorance. Attempting knowledge of the Infinite! Resting the most on some absurdity. What has the wisest told us of ourselves And of the cause of things and of their end ? Ye learned Cosmographers and Physicists, As many as would represent to us The method of becoming of what is. Or world, or life, or human consciousness. Which had precedence in development. Motion, or function, or intelligence ? And was the world adapted to our use By purpose, predetermining design, Or were ourselves adapted to the world. Through long selection and experiment ? And, sage Pythagoras, how may the soul. Full grown and old in its experiences Of multitudinous endeavors, toils, And mighty thoughts and weighty problems solved. Take up its dwelling in the infant brain. So puny, thoughtless, and expressionless ? Or as Lucretius inquired of thee. Do souls wait ingress in the germs of life When they are generated, and contend One with another for priority ? Though we, in turn, may ask as much of him : — 25 XTbe dolloqu^ If, at a time, the atoms were engaged In conflict for the prize of consciousness ? For reason and the throne of Deity ? Ye, too, learned Pundits and Theosophists, When seeing how the body perishes. Severed in parts or falls a putrid mass, How reason ye, or by what sight possessed, To claim an astral form, analogous Though immaterial, survives this wreck ? Plato, if what is immaterial lives. What of ourselves and what we prize survives ? What will our love be when these mortal forms That are its treasures crumble into dust ? Take from our senses now this touch of earth And what remains beside to be desired ? But found all of the old cosmogonies, A motley web of fables, folk-lore, dreams, Apocalpytic visions, and perhaps, A grain of truth, not worth the sifting out. And yet in what are our hypotheses. The various suppositions we have made About the cause and genesis of things, Improved on those held by the ancient world ? The argument of Paley proves too much And makes a very drudge of Providence. Or Nature shown to be an organism. How feebly with her endless processes Does our poor human handicraft compare ! 26 Conversation W Spencer, great toil and wisdom thou hast given In study of the cause and course of things, Or nebulse, or worlds, or forms of life. The origin of customs, laws, and faiths ; Writing a comprehensive history Of intellectual development, Yet missing somehow what we most would know,- The genius of the world which brings about Whatso it wills — the power not ourselves That makes for righteousness. For not alone Through differentiation has accrued. Or more complexity, the tendency Of moral forces which advance the race, Initiating epochal reforms And enterprise extra-traditional. And what idolatry is more absurd Than worshiping of the Unknowable ? And Darwin, how in thy Pangenesis, Is the provision made for organisms Of such great multitude and varied form, With burden yet of every tendency. Heredity and the experiences Accumulating in the stream of life ? For all, that thou hast written of descent, The ^%% remains an unsolved mystery. Holding in trust, this microscopic sphere. Transparent, jelly-like, the life of Earth Through untold million years ; the life of man, Continuing in those few racial types From earliest traditions until now. And other mysteries, as well, remain, — 27 XTbe CoUoQui^ Thy scheme as it includes psychology And ethical development of man. For wherein have the selfish instincts helped To what is noblest, saintliest in life ? In these alone have we the reason found, Why men in every land, in every age. Have honored certain virtues, — kindliness, Or prudence, rectitude, fidelity, Denial, chastity, and temperance, The heroisms the most and altruism ? All ye, Neo-Lamarckian naturalists, With what you teach us of heredity And of the influence of environment, How little do your several schemes provide For the surprises and the accidents Occurring through our human history ! And from the very first in what is changed The moral constitution of mankind? In Ethics and Religion, as applied. What signal failures seen in every age ! How many are our precepts, preachments, rites, Our disciplines and schemes to perfect us ! And numberless our platforms and ideals, Perennial agitations and reforms Engaging every sin and social wrong; As numberless our laws restricting crime. But are our evils less ? Men put down wrongs And tyrants, — other wrongs and tyrants rise. We conquer one disease, another one Defies our medicine and quarantine. 28 Conversation HID We strive to banish crime and poverty, But life and property, how insecure, Save for police and constant vigilance With cost of lock and vault! while beggars swarm, And almshouse, jail, and penitentiary Are crowded full. In lands most civilized, How great is the invested interest Of vice — drink, gambling, sensuality ! And fearful is the aggregate account Of vagrance, libertinage, drunkenness. What scandals in our current news ! And full Our calendars with acts of violence. In work what shams, evasions, and deceits ! In trade what cheatings, insincerities. And what dissembling in our social life ! And covered by respectability What moral rottenness and brutalism ! How thoughtless, careless often, Christian men, Of public virtue and of sacred trusts ! Or holding honor little in esteem. One robs a bank and one the government, One steals the earnings of great companies And one the widow's and the orphan's goods, As careless of official purity And honest politics the most of men. What party but would fatten on the spoils ? What legislature, but is bought and bribed By some monopoly or syndicate ? And who, in public life, will put aside The claim of party or of private gain For statesmanship and service to mankind ? And where is the municipality • 29 XTbe Colloqup That is not ruled by its worst elements? What popular election held without Intimidation, bribery, and fraud ? What people's party but has been betrayed ? What laborers' society not wrecked By its dissensions, or to ruin led By oily and self-seeking demagogues ? In every land the many still complain Of inequality, injustice, wrong; The few presuming still to own and rule, As Theodosius' heirs divide the world, Or still to keep their privilege and power, Subordinate and rob the multitudes, While widely yet the savage dominates The habits and the polity of men. How frequently is the appeal to arms E'en by the subjects of the Prince of Peace! The Christian nations are the militant, — See Europe's armaments and soldiery. And hear her rumors and her cries of war ! What weighty problems, tenure of the land And press of population on the means Of its subsistence ! Statesmen, moralists. Economists, and theologians wait Solution of these yet and remedy. What questions these in domesticity Presented by our modern industries! In economics, too, what problems raised By corporations, syndicates, and trusts ! Like highway robbers in the olden time. Who asked a fee of all that carried corn And merchandise, or Bedouins, who ask 30 Conversation W As if in right of every caravan, So these upon the products of our fields And factories, — our earnings, purchases, — Our fuel, light, and fare when traveling Lay their percentages and make demands. What vexing problems for the publicists Of the enlightened world the Asian hordes, Restless for migratory enterprise, Or arming now, soon to dispute in war, Western possession and supremacy ! And still, as at the first, confronting us The problems of man's sin and ignorance: Our means and wills so little adequate To the world's need, still less, our faith and love. How largely, yet. Religion is maintained By privileged, immemorial beggary ! Nor common sense nor business principles Serving our missions and benevolence. What effort needed yet to Christianize The vast unyielding Heathendoms of Earth ! What labor to uplift and educate The retrograding people of our towns! Sunken in gloomy, sodden misery, — Degenerate as those low forms of life Inhabiting the sunless depths of seas. And what the labor yet to humanize The mindless matadore and pugilist. The vile procuress and those brutal men, Unprincipled and cunning, who but live To brutalize and to degrade their kind ! And where is the imputed righteousness, Atoning for the sins of ages past ? — 31 Zbc Colloquy The wanton murders and licentiousness, Common to all the ancient despotisms ? Of those amazing sensualities To Syrian and Chaldean worship joined ? Or the Seleucian depravities And lechery of the Byzantine kings ? The horrid treacheries, shames, guiltiness Of the incestuous house of Ptolemy, And dissoluteness of imperial Rome, Or the abominations, crimes, and sins Of Italy while under Papal rule ? Whose love put out of memory the deeds Of Herod ? Judas ? Israel's high priest ? Of Borgia, Bobadilla, Robespierre ? Of Mocenego ? Where the altruism, To hide the motiveless malignity Of an lago, and the tyranny. As motiveless and inexcusable, Of Dionysius ? of Domitian ? Of Periander ? Physcon ? Marius ? Of Nero, England's Richard, and those kings Whose memory, whose glory, is their crimes ? What font for moral healing purify, Louis XV., the Defender of the Faith, And his vile bawds and mistresses ? or those, The shame of history — lewd Rhodope, Laena, Lais, Phryne, Claudius' wives, Leontium, profligate Merozia, The lustful spouses of the Antonines And her who matched the wit of Perikles, Or her whom Belisarius took to wife ? What the new birth, that could regenerate 32 Conversation IFID Aurelius' profligate and cruel son, Or shameless, swinish Elagabalus ? What masses said and what indulgence bought Will take Fonseca's blame from memory ? Or ever Ferdinand's ingratitude ? What rite the Law or Church prescribes avail To cleanse from blood the house of Constantine ? What expiation ever made, redeem A Catherine de Medicis or those Who held the office of inquisitors ? — De Torquemada ? Valdez ? Dominic ? Or that Genevan Protestant, austere, Illiberal, who did not think to spare. Even where Rome had spared, the cell and flame ? What moral effort change the destiny Of one, like CEdipos, to evil born. Or like Sextus Tarquinius, to life Of villainy ? What penance named restore To innocence, to love, to happiness, A Beatrice Cenci, forever set Apart in sorrow from all of our kind ? Or that adulteress, whose luckless life Brought countless woes to Greece, to Ilium Its ruin ? Or, if offering excuse. How free from their reproach those who have held Through every age, their evil memory ? — The vain, voluptuous Semiramis, Fabled of old as despot to have sat On Ninus' throne in Babylonia ; Of Phaedra, Klytaemnestra, Jezebel, And that Philistine harlot who betrayed The great deliverer of Israel, 3 33 XTbe Colloaui^ Her blame accumulating with the years, Where'er the dismal tragedy is told; Or those supreme in cruelty and vice — Fiendful, dehumanized Caligula, Dona Urraca, shame of shameless Spain, Philip II., of unfathomed crimes. And Timon, pinnacled in solitude. O'er wasted worlds and millions of his slain. And ethics in our later theories In what confusion as to right and wrong ! Conscience dethroned and old-time principle, And cunning, prudence, and expediency Exalted as the mentors of the race. Or right is made the synonym of might, While wrong and crime and vice and sin consist In what turns loathsome or is profitless; Justice, in what is most advantageous. And duty, in what is agreeable. And law is found in Rob "Koy's good old rule, As Wordsworth put in verse : that they should take Who have the power ^ and they should keep who can ; Or let each follow his own interest. And what is justice in the Universe ? Is it that we are to be comforted By this materialistic argument, — That every individual but receives The benefits and evils which arise Of his own nature, and hence must endure The pains and sacrifices consequent ? Or is it as the Optimist asserts, 34 Conversation HID That, in the present world, each one receives, In measure microscopically true, Award and penalty as is deserved ? There is the loss Time never compensates. The wrong no Earthly justice ever rights. Countless the debts not canceled at the grave ! Countless the claims the world has not yet paid ! Vast the accounts sent to futurity ! What numbers robbed of goods, of right, of life, Of liberty, not compensated yet ! Esau of birthright and of blessing robbed And Naboth and Uriah robbed and killed ; Columbus, through the innocent mistake Of a geographer, denied the name Of his discoveries, and Swammerdam And Owen cheated of deserving claims To memory, — with millions who have toiled But to enrich their masters or the few Of greater wit — themselves of naught possessed. And what the proud appeal of innocent, To farthest ages and eternities And yet unseen intelligence, to judge Their acts, and trusting they will be approved ? But so our culture tends, the while proclaims The gospel of despair and bafflement — Searches and delves to very uttermost. To find the underlying course of things, Instable, vanishing as in all else. Pursuing still the dismal theme, lays bare All sacred usage, all solemnities. The roots of modesty and filial love, 35 Of conscience, honor, duty, patriotism. The origin of worship and our laws ; Or it brings low all the moralities And the humanities that were the joy And boast of pious men, in which they found The proof of intuition and the voice Of Heaven. Nor have we ground to controvert- For what is barbarous or villainous But sometime had the sanction of mankind ? Ah ! with the banished gods we leave behind Many a shrine where piety reposed, And old enchanted circles and the scenes Of deeds heroic, venturesome, whence rose The legends dearer to our hearts than gold : Putting behind us far the saintly lives And kindly fellowships of Faith and Love ; Farther and farther from us those pure ones Who neither did nor ever thought the wrong. Weep, you, if Heaven itself is of the past, Rejoice, if all the hells are covered up. 36 CONVERSATION V OF PRAYER AND RESEARCH ST. CHRYSOSTOM has said that nothing is So powerful as prayer ; things difficult It easy makes and renders possible Impossibilities. But seldom now The Christian prays with such full confidence. E'en Catholics, of late, with half a heart Invoke the Virgin and their patron saints — As one pays tribute to formality Repeat their rosaries and manuals. Expecting not an answer when they ask. And none receives reward as men report The ancient fathers and elect obtained. O godlesSy faithless, prayerless, lately one Has written, so reproves our unbelief, But how may one though praying hope to change The natural occurrence of events. Or forces, laws, that are immutable ? Not for our asking, do we gain the stores Which Nature has in keeping for our use, But as we wrest from her and subjugate. Or she bestows her gifts impartially : 37 Ube Colloquy Alike upon the evil and the good, She sends her blessings and calamities ; Alike to each she gives the vernal rain, Soft sunshine, limpid dew, and balmy breeze, The full-eared harvest and the melting fruit. The ocean breeze propels the pirate's sails, As surely as the peaceful merchantman's. While darkness shields the thief and murderer, The stealthy marches of invading foes. As often as it shelters innocence. Or covers the advance of patriots And their retreat, or flight of fugitives. And who, for asking, has obtained the aid Of unseen powers and companionship ? And what intelligence is known to us. As supra-human, to which one can say Consistently, My Father ^ or, My Friend? And has one for his genius, industry, Wisdom, or piety yet made advance Upon those boundaries that have defied The race from the beginning, or has had Insight or revelation from those depths Concealing First and Last and Cause of All ? Man lives enveloped in the mystery Of his own being, seeks but never finds The object of his search ; sinks in the grave And leaves the secret of himself untold. What have his weary speculations, plied Through the long generations, won for him ? Conversation ID And what his supplications to High Heaven ? Inquirer I, myself, have been how long ! Of every science asking and of faith, Of wise philosophy and occult lore ; Explored the deep ravines, the rifts and mines, And called the ancient rocks as witnesses To tell how Earth's foundations first were laid; Delved in salt-lick, in shell-heap, midden, cave. Peat, drift, and marl, in quest of the remains Of extinct animals and vestiges Of man and art in pre-historic times ; Lifted from mounds their crumbling skeletons And calcined bones and bits of pottery ; The sea's depths dredged for ancient forms of life And searched in slime, silt, stagnant pool, and mold. For microscopic animalculae And living germs — in protoplasmic mass. For origin of the whole living world. And I have analyzed the light of stars And numbered their component elements, But nowhere found the secret I have sought — Whence I have come and whither I must go. 39 CONVERSATION VI OUR DREAMS, ASPIRATIONS, AND CONJECTURES WHERE we have questioned, doubted, and denied. How earnestly the fathers once believed! But how was it the fathers came to have Those notions of the supernatural ? What led them, at the first, to think themselves Immortal and descendants of the gods ? Was it a reminiscence of the soul ? — Gleams of the archetypal loveliness In previous stages of existence seen ? An intuition ? Or of Reason born With the Eternal Reason having part ? Was it from the phenomena of dreams Hallucination, trance, or sorcery ? A wish, a fancy, parent to the thought ? Fools ! childlike, would they thus defraud them- selves ? Thus passively submit to be deceived ? Or superstitious build their faith on dreams ? But how came they to dream those dreams ? And how Entrance all after with the vision seen ? 40 Conversation IDir Our dreams are but reflections of things real : — One, looking in the water, sees oneself And all about the stream reflected there, But can the water mirror what is not ? And can it be that what the saintliest Believed, what most delights and satisfies. Comforts the most and most for good has won Through love, through self-denial, heroism. Is not so much as shadow or a dream ? If for the Earth alone, for the Earth's end, Why has man shown such effort to maintain And to extend his moral dignity ? And whence his loyalty to duty, right, And principle, in scorn of consequence. Or exile, prison, or the stake and cross ? Why with those tireless energies endowed ? Or given those aspirations and ideals, — Love of the beautiful and spiritual ? The sense of God ? of Heaven ? the Perfect Life ? Has the unconscious risen to these heights To fall again in lifeless, silent dust ? All living forms, when kosmically viewed, But superficial, fleet phenomena. Produced by solar radiation on The outer crust of cooling nebula ? Our reasoning, our memory, desire. And love, but wasted psychic energies ? This semblance of immortal and divine. Illusion only, cheating hope and faith ? — Voices that speak, that echo for a while 41 XTbe CoUoqui^ Till fainter grown and farther ones shall miss Of hearing them, — and Time, Eternity Speed on, and bear nor speech nor record thence ? And is the work of man less permanent Than that the coral builds within the deep, Doomed sooner as himself is to decay ? And meaningless his endless sacrifice, — The woe, the pain, the righteousness attained ; Sharing Earth's accidents, oblivion ; The Universe as little knowing us, As we know of the life of other worlds ? Earth treasures long her gems, her minerals, Her ancient rifted crust, detritus, drift. Her earliest dead through immemorial years, As seen in sedimentary rocks, bogs, caves,^ — The monstrous skeletons of extinct beasts, The insect's gauze-like wings, the moUusk's shell, - Forms fossilized or in the rocks impressed, Even the carcass of the mastodon. Found perfect still in the Siberian ice. And is the power by which the Earth subsists. Less careful of the best that dwells on it ? Or Nature, holding without any loss Through ever-changing form her elements And energies, will she not keep conserved, As well, her immaterial agencies, — Our consciousness, our reason, memory ? And is it thinkable that consciousness Should ever perish in the Universe ? For stupid, blind, must be the demiurge To toil those million years in bringing forth 42 Conversation IDU Intelligence, and then thus foolishly Destroy it just when it is perfected. Did Nature, bringing us to life on Earth, Make but the poorest of all her attempts ? Or, having raised us to be wise as gods, Will she have power again to put us down ? And may there not be something greater yet Than consciousness, as we experience it ? And may there not be an Intelligence, With whom our race had been a thought before The Earth and Sun had form, or found their course? That thought in us survive when Earth and Sun Fail of their energies and pale and die ? One conversant with every thought of man And all the vast procession of events ; Alike familiar with the flaming star, The atom and infinitesmal cell And with succession of phenomena Throughout the Astronomic Universe ? If One thus conversant with all exists, Is it as person in relationship With every order of intelligence ? Of men the Father, Providence, and Judge ? Or is he dwelling in some mighty orb, Where round all spheres, the Universe revolves — A silent, lone, eternal majesty, Commanding by his laws, in silence given, To worlds, to elements, and sentient forms ? Or has he place in some ethereal realm, 43 Ubc dolloaui? High over all the deep cerulean vault Or the illimitable depths from which The dazzling stars look down on us at night, So beautiful, so lonely, sorrowful, Seen in the awful mystery of space ? Who is though all else ends, changeless amidst The changeful Earth and changeful Heaven above ? So isolate in his Infinity, His silence our weak praise may never break. Nor prayer for help, nor moan from sorrowing, Nor wail of agony that fills the Earth ? Is he, in all, inherent, immanent. The visible, a vesture hiding him — His living garment, he expressed in it ? — His attributes as Paracelsus taught, Sown through the substance of the Universe That gathered slowly into types of things, The rudimentary organs, limbs, and nerves. Combining, struggling upward into one — The noble structure and the brain of man ? As boundless being, every lesser form Includes, while the minutest thing contains Him in completeness; God so dwelling in Whatever is and everything in him ? Ourselves, if mind, if character survives These wasting tenements and world of change. What will we yet become ? What ventures make In the vast wilderness of glowing spheres ? Shall we, reborn, take mortal shape again Or live the shadow of our former selves ? 44 Conversation M Or our true selves become, the masks removed ? As exiles from the Earth, will each one take His solitary way ? or from our own Will we some friendly recognition gain ? Or share Love's longing, sweet expectancy — Immortal union without change or death ? The Spirit answers not, nor Providence, Nor voice from the invisible, unknown : Nor has experience yet acquainted us, Through all our research and imagining, With other than these natural verities, — Presentments of the varied modes of force ; As all that can be or that rules in all, An Infinite, Eternal Energy, Unaskable, unseeing, pitiless. 45 CONVERSATION VII ABOUT THE KEEPER OF THE INN, WITH OTHER INQUIRIES WHAT is our life ? a breath ? a force ? a flame ? Or is it an eternal principle ? Soul that out of the heaven of heaven first came, Or animated kosmic particle ? And was our taking life a curse ? a doom ? A fall from some fair, sinless paradise ? For some past sin, sent down to world of gloom ? Or lowest born, to Godlike reason, rise ? Whence have we come ? Whereto our journeying ? I asked of one who this sad answer gave : We are Earth' s generations, traveling Our mournful journey downward to the grave. Pilgrims, sojourners all like Abraham, In this vast inn where none the keeper knows ; Where never guest has written whence he came And none may tell the place to which he goes. 46 Conversation IDIFIF Ah it is strange, that of the multitude Living on Earth, no one has ever known Him who keeps all, or clothes, or gives them food, Whom all would as their Lord and Father own ! II Not one here knows the author of his being, Nor one the providence that daily feeds All life. Nor know we if the one purveying Takes cognizance of us and of our needs. For never has he sent one to reveal If we are known to him whose guests we are, Or if our praises reach him and appeal, Or if of any he has thought or care. In prayer China's ancient king confessed : Afar in the high Heaven God listens not. And hears he one on Earth howe'er distressed Or changes ever any mortal's lot ? If never seen by one and never known, And never one from him had answer yet, As well might we address a vacant throne Or have for God, inexorable Fate. Ill We know not our own life ; what lies beyond Still less, for never to our questioning Does an unquestionable voice respond. Nor tidings from lost ones do any bring. 47 Ube CoUoqug Still to the One Unknown we make our prayer, Look up to Heaven as to a far-off home : And still we say of them, They must be there — Dear friends that co7ne not, never, never come. How fares it with the happy dead? asks one. Fares well, who lives ? fares better, if no more ? If ever soul through Death's dark door passed on. Was it to good or ill ? To be no more Is painless. Ah ! to what inquiry these ? To sorrows that await each one at birth. To life burdened with countless miseries, Nor solve the riddle of this painful Earth. The most would live again ; and memory. Even of all Earth's sorrows and distress. They would keep green in Heaven through Endless Day, Slighting their kindest friend — Forgetfulness. If memory retain each deed and thought, Our struggles, failures, losses, sense, and shame Of sin, our blighted hopes, then dearly bought What from oblivion most we would reclaim. Or if forgotten all of former things, Our thoughts, our love, desire, companions, friends. Whatever on Earth the highest pleasure brings, As well not live ; with these the longing ends. Conversation \)n One said, Tkejy are not into marriage given But as the angels are. Will our loved there Pass us unknown ? What then the bliss in Heaven, If strangers all, who once were kindred here ? Unto the fathers gathered, epitaph Aryan and Semite wrote, to history Trusting their dead with such brief paragraph — A name, — all else forgotten. Who were they ? What record made that time will not efface ? What noble name or deed, that now appears In the collected annals of the race. Will be remembered hence ten thousand years ? Shall in the grave thy love be known, in death Thy faithfulness ? Despair of Israel ! Despair of man ! who when the vital breath Quits him is dust like any cast off shell. What dread Death brings ! How dismal, dark the tomb! But Love in vision shows those robed in white. Who like the hosts that dissipate night's gloom, Illumine all with soft celestial light. They live, dear ones ! the vision fades away. Vanished the golden New Jerusalem ! Our hearts beat low. Faith reassures ; They may Not come to us but we may go to them. 4 49 Ube Colloquy And what is Love ? Faith ? Hope ? Ah what is this, — Not moved by doubt, not hushed by argument ? Still promises reunion. Heaven's sweet bliss, — Trusts on and in its trust finds full content. But woe is faith in nothing made secure. Bridge without mooring o'er a torrent laid. That doth confiding pilgrim onward lure. Where Death such certain pit for him has made. IV If God has given promise to the just, That holy one shall not corruption see. Why with the beasts do they go down to dust, Sharing Death's ruin with them equally ? If, in his providence, he cares for Earth, Numbers our hairs and counts each sparrow's fall, Cares he for withered germ or for misbirth, — The blighted life, marred, sinful, criminal ? Does he, as creeds assert, the wicked doom To wail and woe, in ever-burning fire ? Forbid the thought ! Conjecture has no room To charge the Infinite with ceaseless ire. If saving all, what will we yet attain, Progressing as most pleasing in his sight ? Will all at last the pure and perfect gain, And highest, holiest, happiest delight ? 50 ContJcrsation IDI1 If Or having found the Heavenly Paradise, Our dead, from those transcendent heights above. Do they look down on us with gladsome eyes. Or pitying or greeting with their love ? Or wait they on enchanted shore till there We join them, now a disembodied race ? Or are their shades as mists borne on the air ? As unsubstantial, melting into space ? Or merged their life in kosmic energy. Impersonal and inarticulate — Unconscious in their immortality ? Or in their graves the angel's trumpet wait ? Or are they near us, whom we think so far Away ? Now lovelier than ever eyes Of flesh beheld ? Do our gross senses bar The pure from us ? — the heaven that so near lies ? And if so near, why do they not make known Their presence ? us from grief and doubt relieve ? Ah, had our constancy been better shown ! If knowing, them our acts must often grieve. They, who erewhile with us on Earth have talked, Or sung to us their songs of joy and love, Or ate with us, or slept, or sat, or walked, If they are angels now in Heaven above, 51 Were they not angels here ? Ah, not to knovvr What prize was ours, in friendship, to possess ! That might have lighted them of many a woe. Heartache and tears and bitterest distress. The poet argues : so it should have been, We keeping such pure, blessed company, As when the gods dwelt on the Earth with men, Or came or went oft on their starry way. Long the inquiry : answer there is none For none we ask the awful silence breaks — There is no voice from an eternal throne. No speech from one that from the dead awakes. 52 CONVERSATION VIII THE seer's warning I ENDED my discourse about the gods Who held their ancient thrones with absolute Authority some few brief periods, As by the aeons measured, and then fell. Conquered, discarded — written of as myths. But my inquiry further still pursued Of man who rises out of mystery — Toils, suffers, into mystery sinks back ; — Asking the learning, faith, and piety And reverend experience of mankind. To tell the meaning of our pilgrimage Here in the troubled order of the world. Of those who in the Chapel met with me A seer was first to take my problems up. *' Yea, thou shalt know," he said. " It will be told To thee. Or thou unweariedly shalt seek. Till past eternities yield up to thee Their secrets and thy quickened sight receives, What now futurity hides from thy view. But earnest as thy quest, if at this hour 53 Thou couldst know all, long would be thy com- plaint — Wisdom disquiets more than ignorance, E'en when it pleases him who learns. Moreo'er The real truths about our origin Are tales more fearful than the poets told Of Earth's daemonic life and monstrous birth, — Dreadful, unspeakably, and awful truths. If, as thy wish, thou couldst go back in time To the beginning of all life on Earth, Or dwelling place of the first human pair, There to hold converse with thine ancestry, Think not that they would have account for thee, Which would be to thy liking. CEdipos Routed the Sphinx, telling the dark-winged Muse The meaning of the riddle she put forth. Ending her crime ; revealing, too, his own. Since Fate had doomed, through knowledge of himself. To bring on him the worst calamities. Such riddle still the Past propounds to us; Whoever tells the truth of what we are. Tells, ever afterward, a tale of woe." 54 CONVERSATION IX THE critic's warning ** LIMIT OF HUMAN KNOWLEDGE A CRITIC next took up the theme, but first, Pronounced Faith and Philosophy accursed ; Blamed me for prying thus continually In this perplexing, nightly mystery. *' Think'st thou," said he, ** to open now the seal ? What past eternities have hid reveal ? Or in thy research happily to find What still eludes the wisest of mankind ? Trust not thy dreams. It is not certainty Where but thine own conjecture pleases thee. Nor is truth fixed by creed or sacred name, Or that the source is hidden whence it came. Nor take what the great multitudes receive As truth, nor what most pious ones believe ; With such solemnity no fact is told. As myths and legends and traditions old. ■55 Ubc (LolloqwQ The Greeks and Romans told so well their lies, We read them as authentic histories ; Chaldeans, Hindus, Jews, their myths so framed That, Very Word of Gody we have them named. Fear, too, what learning boasts, presumption more : — Small yet is truth's accumulated store. But, without bidding, come those who would tell Of all there is in Heaven, of all in Hell. Presuming priests, with stately liturgy. And form and phrase of gracious piety. And sanctimonious sermon and the look Of reverential awe on holy book. Affect to know the supernatural And occult knowledge, hidden, spiritual, — What common minds could not unaided see : But ask of them — they know no more than we. What know they, with all revelations given, Either of God of angel or of Heaven ? Of Time's beginning or creative plan Or origin or destiny of man ? Nor seer, nor yet mahatmas, has revealed What the primordial energies concealed — Problems for all, which philosophic lore Resolves and leaves just where they were before. 56 Conversation "fff One prays, Tell us, kmd Father, what are we ? Himself unto himself such mystery; Another asks the animals to give Account to him of how he came to live. Another, scorning his poor mother, Earth, Asks the far stars where first his soul had birth ; Scorning to die, asks if there is a place, Changeless, inhabited by deathless race. Proud Science claims all knowledge as her own But sets her hedges close about the known ; Gives the old ignorance another name. Its dark dominion leaving still the same. And saintly and believing ones but see, As in a mirror, darkly, what will be ; Behold in faith what will not come to sight. In hope what else were veiled in endless night.' 57 CONVERSATION X THE WORLD OF WRONG AND PAIN AN eremite next took my problems up, First warning me as did the other two, Then of the World of Wrong and Pain conversed — Of Chance and Fate pronounced his deep complaint. I. " As if Earth had not ill enough," he said, ** Thou wouldst ask those in Heaven, those in the hells, If any there have voice, to tell their woes — Phantasms as here who think them egoisms ; As some to Hades ventured long ago, The Ionian, Mantuan, and Florentine, Perchance to hear the wail of agony Of lost souls in that cavern dolorous. How full the lamentable tale as told In human history! or seen by us The universal spectacle of wrong, — The unrequited toil, the want, the grief. The pain, the vengeful and blood-thirsty strife — The fratricidal war, continuous 58 donversation f From death of righteous Abel to this day. And heard since then in every land the voice Crying up from the ground, — myriad-voiced woe Of the wronged brotherhood ; those smitten down At sacrifice and at the daily toil, Oppressed, robbed, persecuted, slain in war. And long will be thy task to reconcile The evils of the world with Providence ; These strivings, wrongs, crimes, cryings, agonies, Tortures, calamities, diseases, death. As Gautama once said : If God exists And is all-powerful, he would not make A world so miserable ; or being good, Would not continue still its misery — Or not controlling all he is not God. Ah me, to take the troublous burden up ! To tell the woe of this plague-smitten Earth! For life's few joys, what multitude of ills! Pain for each breath and peril for each step. Incessant toiling, care, anxiety, — The constant struggle to maintain ourselves, With Death close following upon our course. I watch the people going from the mills. Men, women, youths; impressed the little ones, All yielding to the weight of their employ : The shoulders stooped ; and twisted, bent the limbs, — The visage early roughened and deformed : Girls sick with cotton cough, the children dwarfed 59 Zbc Colloquy And mentally impoverished through life. I watch those in the mines, on public works, At furnaces, — the stokers on our ships, Enduring what no gain will compensate ; And men in copper works, lead, acid, glass, — At blasting, grinding, polishing, whose trade. Exhausting, poisoning, cuts short their years. Others have their continual drudgery. Labor that will not quit their hands or minds. Poor souls ! beginning day with weariness. Too weary they, to rest when night is come. Poor, weary, worn-out creatures! whom no night Brings rest, nor day the dawn of liberty : — Thus do the millions buy the right to breathe. Behold the masses in their poverty ! Their moral darkness! blighting ignorance! The poorer ones in sodden misery, — Their houses filthy, leaking rookeries. Their clothing, rotten, falling from their limbs, Their scanty fuel never warming them. Their stinted and insipid aliment, Keeping alive but little nourishing: — Men, courageless and aimless, at their work Or gone to drink, to crime, to savagery ; Women and children to what resource brought ! Yet sometimes wondering if one can be Poor and not wicked and of all despised. Or once survey those sinks of pestilence, The city's shame and curse, where people crowd 60 donv^ersatton ^ Like swinish multitude, the sexes mixed, — Where all diseases breed or enter in, Where misery brings forth as naturally As slimy creatures crawl out of the mire ; — Whereto all degradations find their way. Where moral lapse and fall seek covering, Where hard misfortune turns for company And vice and villainy have hiding place ; — Men, women, children, in this horrid drift, Merging their individuality. One dying, whispers, it may be to God, To lover somewhere, father, mother, friend, Clutching convulsively, as if to grasp Some presence that is not — ^that should be there ; Fair as Diana once, a specter now, Emaciated so the comely form, Withered the hands and sunk the full-orbed breasts, Wasted of bloom the cheeks and hollowed deep, — A face where all misfortunes limn themselves. All horrors, all distresses, miseries, And with the dying, love-forsaken one. The drunken, brawling, coarse ones and profane ; Bedraggled wretches, from lewd orgies come. And night hags, resting from their revelry. And men — but why call one I saw a man ? Senseless he lay with drink, putredinous ; His face so deeply pitted that it seemed Like pumice or the comb of bumblebees, — Hideous wretch! dogs would not lick his sores. Ah me, what beings these! Hell has not worse; — For nowhere could more hellish realm be found, 6i Ubc Colloquy More wicked or tormented populace, Than in the city's haunts of vice and crime, — Abortive, monstrous, leprous, ulcerous! As if all humors of the social mass Were there drawn out, to sicken and defile. Such are these slums that gather all this kind, The refuse of the race and infamous, — Sots, vagrants, felons, harlots, panderers, Devoid of shame; to wallow in Sin's mire, Their one dehght — so to profane delight. Such the lapsed masses and dehumanized. As one has written : Damned into the world And not born ijtto it. And this we owe Them in apology : these wretches are What we had been, cast in their rueful lot, — As we had been not bred to woes refined. And yet, most sorrowful of all to tell : Through this degraded life and criminal, Far generations will have misery. How sad the lot of those inheriting A weakened constitution or the lack Of vital force which predisposes them, Either in mind or body to disease. To gnawing appetite and every vice, Making their lives a burden and a curse ! Those to misfortune doomed, to poverty, Obscurity, and deprivation ; those To shameful bondage born, to caste, to ban. And to inferior family and race ; Whom color, hair, nose, lips, and eyes debar From social privilege and right, — race-marked 62 Conversation f By Nature which long generations bear And suffer for; degraded and disowned, — Hated, despised for very helplessness. Their weakness bringing to them enemies. Sad lot to live under despotic rule, Or dwell in an inhospitable clime ! How wretched life is in the Polar World ! Scarcely less wretched under Tropic Sun. How miserable the life of savages And not less miserable the life of those, Inhabiting the wastes of ancient lands. What is life worth in Africa ? How much In Asia ? What boon has it conferred Upon the naked superstitious tribes. And cannibal, of the Dark Continent — Spoiled, hunted, sold as slaves through all the years ? What boon on over-peopled India, Whose hungry, houseless millions only wait The time of famine and of pestilence. Certain to come and sweep them all away ? What boon upon the millions taking life. Who come into the world but to go out ? How sad their lot, who bear deformity Of person or the loss of faculties ! Think of the million living who are blind. To whom the rising and the setting Sun Are hidden and all Nature's beauties veiled. With them the numbers, inarticulate, And deaf to all the music of the world. 63 XTbe Colloquy Yet sadder lot — the many thousands more, Bereft most piteously of reason's light. E'en Nature lays upon the weaker ones The heavier burden while rewarding least. How disproportionate the lot of sex! See woman in unintermittent round Of toil, of drudgery, of serving, care, And, in her office of maternity, Weighted so heavily in race of life ! Each child born, brings her to the gates of Death, And men in savagery, in barbarism, Or profligate or vicious, add the weight Of their unthrift and heartless cruelties, While men in Christian lands deny her, still. Emancipation from barbaric wrong. What brutal subjugation she has borne. From immemorial past till now, through force Of custom and religion and the law ! And in her awful service to her kind. Put under blame and ceremonial ban. In Asia, unwelcome at her birth. Enslaved in marriage and in widowhood Accursed ; in age outcast, in death unwept. In other lands, how slavish still her toil ! How grudgingly the recompense bestowed ! In Belgium and in the Netherlands, Serving with men at loading cars and ships ; In Germany, yoked to the plow with cows And harnessed with the dogs to market carts, In Alpine Oberland myself have seen Swiss girls, dressed in the roughest male attire, 64 Coupersatton f Engaged as muleteers, at herding goats, At harvesting the grass and bearing it Down from those lonesome heights and perilous. And seen in Italy, France, Hungary, The women carrying their monstrous tubs Of compost to the vineyards, up long flights Of terraces and steep ; the overseers. Or those employing, giving their commands With coarsest oaths ; as wages, paid to them Such pittance, it would shame to give ; — the while Delighted that the grapes were fattening For richest vintage, — choice for festal day Or epicure, or bacchanal's delight. And seen the Indian women clear the land. Plant it and till it with the woman's stick, And seen them pitch their tents and take them up And dress the animals for food ; their lords Preferring war, the chase and idleness. And how unequally is woman's sin And frailty weighed with that of man's ! her love Betrayed, deceived, not counting in excuse. And that which shames the good if they but speak — Her life made sacrifice to lust of man. What story here, if one should tell in full Woman's subjection, sorrow, martyrdom ! Not only of those who have made complaint, — Not Hagar whom the patriarch cast forth Into the wilderness of Beersheba ; Not Trojan women, in inhuman haste From their slain husbands, fathers, brothers, borne To endless slavery and exile ; not Hypsipile whom Jason left forlorn; XTbe Colloquy Not Ariadne's nor Medea's wrongs, Themselves invited or themselves avenged ; Not Dido's grief when ^neas put off From port of Carthage ; not the slighted love Of Sappho ; not neglect of that fair witch, Flora, whom Pompey had for mistress ; not Brunhilde, cursing Siegfried's treachery; Not loneliness of Wordsworth's Margaret, Nor agony of her beguiled by Faust, But wrongs of those that we ourselves have seen, And woes and piteous abandonment. II How greatly wrong and villainy prevail In all the course of human history ! So little men respect each other's rights. Their feelings, their opinions and desires. Not with forbearance, charity, or love. But with unfairness and severity Extreme, they treat their kind. How like the beasts ! Each butting, tusking, scrambling to be first. Trampling the weaker and destroying them. Sharp wit compasses quite simplicity, — The selfish and rapacious, like the wolves, Hunt the defenseless and unfortunate To dispossess and eat their substance up. See speculators and monopolists, Through fraud and robbery, have palaces And equipage of kings, while honest toil 66 Conversation f Has scarcely wherewith to be fed and clothed. See demagogues have place and patronage, And statesmen and economists, neglect ! See scoundrels crowned as kings while patriots, With heavy hearts, go into banishment ! See fawning mediocrity at court With title, ribbon, fringe, and coat of arms, Men of preeminent ability, Neglected, persecuted, and prescribed ! See charlatans applauded, honest men And wise, denied the liberty to teach ! See men, like pillars, standing all alone. For standing firmly in the time of wrong ! See rival despots and proud potentates. At strife for the dominion of the world. In massacre and ruin triumphing. And holy men and just — those loving peace, Hidden in cloisters, caves, and desert wilds ! See Dante, wandering a mendicant, — Eating the bitter bread of beggary. At Florence, privileged the venal horde. Thievish, contentious, bestial, bacchanal. To gorge and revel in her palaces ! Saintly Savonarola hanged and burned, The worldly Borgia in St. Peter's chair! See Bobadilla, taking his command, Columbus, the discoverer, in chains ! Nero invested with imperial power And Epictetus sold in slavery! Caesar in triumph, Cato overthrown ! Small wits at Athens supplicating gods, And Sokrates, the wise, condemned to death ! 67 And see incestuous Herodias And wanton Silome gain their request, The righteous seer, for telling them their sins, Murdered remorselessly! Tiberius, See on the throne, and Jesus on the cross ! And Liberty — it is a toilsome tale. Often defeat, submission, overthrow ; Cell, dungeon, bullet, gibbet, banishment! And right — how deaf the powers to its claims ! See how the masses still are manacled And crushed by their long years of slavery. Ancestral disabilities and wrongs ! In Ireland, see evicted tenantry! In India, in Egypt, see the poor Robbed of their toil by wealth and government ! Like cattle, see Bulgarian peasants chained And driven to cultivate the Sultan's farms! Or see, in Persia, the tax gatherers Extort their annual tribute with the lash ! See Russian men and women on their way, In constant throngs to exile journeying! See peonage and caste in Mexico, And Kaffir serfdom in South Africa ; In free America, race prejudice. In Europe, class division, social rank. Denying liberty and right to most ! See Madagascar, Cuba, Crete, those isles So fair, so rich, by robber nations ruled ! Hawaii, once the missionary's pride, — Hawaii, see, the missionary's shame ! See reigning o'er the greater part of Earth, 68 Conpetsatton f Titled feudalities and monarchies, Holding their rule against their subjects' will, Imposed by might of arms, by arms sustained ! And see the greedy, jealous dynasties And cunning diplomats at their intrigues. The stronger, planning conquest of the weak! Even in democratic governments. How hardly, often, Liberty has fared ! Neglected by the ones it benefits. Or seeming friends have treacherously sold. How shamelessly the men of ancient Greece Took bribes and turned them traitors, enemies To Liberty and to their country's good ! In Rome, what envyings and jealousies Among Republicans ! and how corrupt The suffrages ! In the Italian states, Spain, Poland, Hungary, the Netherlands, And Germany, what lack of unity, Coherency among the Liberals ! In France what revolutions, anarchy ! For the French populace is like a snake That in hard conflict turns and bites itself. In the American republics, now Experimenting with self-government, See the conservators of Liberty, The middle classes, neither rich nor poor. Encroached upon by aristocracies Of wealth and corporate monopoly, On the one hand, while on the other one, Menaced by poverty and ignorance, — The purchasable masses, destitute Of honor, principle, and patriotism. 69 Ubc Colloquy As thou, thyself, when asking us didst show, Savage ferocity and ignorance, Hold wide domain, — a people seldom ruled By the consensus of the competent. What lawless, bestial libertines ! what brutes ! What fiends on Earth, the Spartan kings, who reigned After Lykurgos' time ! detested line ! Who put to death their subjects, without trial, Subverted laws and customs of the land. And violated women, claiming though Their crowns and thrones as given by right divine. And Asian monarchs, from remotest times. What despots all and beastly sensualists ! So many murder pens, their capitals! Their palaces, so many brothelries ! All, on their subjects, grievous burdens laid. As slaves, drove them with whips to fight in war, And under lash to build their monuments, Walled cities, temples, gorgeous palaces : By least suspicion, provocation moved. To put the worthiest to death, and each Accession to the throne occasion made For foulest treachery and murdering. Few kings have won a place in memory For wise, humane, and equitable rule, But tyrants, vengeful, greedy, profligate. Fill the long scroll with their inhuman deeds. With wealth and place, how selfish, arrogant. Is man ! What despot, and how hard of heart ! What his imperiousness upon the throne, His haughtiness, commanding on the field ! 70 Conversation f How proud in time of victory — when in Triumphal entry or procession seen, As Roman consuls once and generals Returning to the world's metropolis! What horrible magnificence adorned The Persian kings ! the Babylonian ! Who cared alone for sensual delight ; — Spending their days in soft luxurious ease, Or plundering or taking fierce revenge, Or glorying in their despotic sway. What the display, the pomp, extravagance, Of Roman Caesars when they ruled the Earth ! Or the Byzantine emperors, on thrones Of gold and ivory, on white bears' skins Reclined and lavished with all luxuries Of beggared subjects and of prostrate states! E'en in their tombs, Mycenae's kings and queens In an incomparable splendor laid ; Wearing in death their sumptuous robes of state, Covered in ornament with plates of gold ; Their golden diadems, rings, bracelets, belts, Baldricks, and brooches radiant with gems. Placed on them, as in life, and by their sides, Their inlaid weapons, curiously adorned, Lodged with them, in their costly sepulchers. In what barbaric splendor, were arrayed Rameses, Xerxes, Crcesus, Solomon, Nebuchadnezzar, Asurbanipal, Imperial Kubla Khan in Kambalu, The Aztec war-chiefs and Peruvian, — Their precious persons, covered up with gems And weighted with their ornaments of gold. As gorgeously the Mogul dynasties, India's rajahs, sultans, emperors; — He on the peacock throne and wearing crown Shining with Kohinoor and he who built Taj Mahal for his wife, a sepulcher. So Spanish grandees of the earlier time Bedecked themselves with every finery : Their gorgeous villas, nestling on the banks Of fairest rivers and o'erhanging them, And shrouded in the vine and olive trees ; And hung the spacious chambers and the halls With Syrian and Persian tapestries. The floors laid well with purple rugs, where guests Reclined ; and serving them, their hosts of slaves. With dancing girls and minstrels to delight ; While starving peasants, in their filthy rags, Swarming with vermin, begged about the gates. And what the lavish grandeur, opulence. Now shown by the Old World's nobility, Rich for entail of vast estates in land And palaces and products of the arts ! As grand the New World's aristocracies. Rich for the robbery of others' toil. And rivaling the Orient in display. What wrongs the multitude of men endure, That one may have his pleasure, wealth, and power ! Wrong and oppression, all, that governments May be invested with authority ! And what surrendering of primal rights To institutions of society ! 72 donpersatlon f And what man's wrongs, the sufferings endured, Through wasteful and exterminating war ! The indescribable atrocities Of armies taking their revenge, as seen At siege of Azoth, Ilium, Carthage, Tyre ; Saguntum, Nineveh, Jerusalem, At Babylon, Seleucia, Syracuse, Delhi, Otrar, Samarkand, Nishabur, And Rome, when Gauls, Goths, Vandals plundered it. O, who may tell the human butchery Within those cities' walls ? Most horrible! Most lamentable and unspeakably Dreadful ! Yet is the chance of war the one Enduring theme of bards, in interest The first to all mankind since Time began : And held as spectacles the most sublime, The pitiless assault and wasting flames. See what wide desolations mark the paths Of conquerors, who, for the ruin made. Imperishable names and glory gained ! Of these what else than havoc which they wrought, Has one thought to relate ? This is the tale Told of Sennacherib, when ravaging Fair Elam's plains and Babylonia; This, of Kambyses laying Egypt waste ; This, of the Persians when invading Greece ; This, of the armies led by Gengis Khan. This, of the Portuguese adventurers, Scouring the coasts of Africa for slaves, Gold, ivory, and oil — or they sailed East 73 Zbc GolloQU^ Where Ind and the Malaysian spiceries Offered them gain. This, of the Spaniards, crazed, Infuriated, in their search for gold ; Wasting the goodly Indies and the rich And populous Peru and Mexico, — So many millions bringing to distress, To lamentation, shame, and bitter death : As none before afflicted, robbed, reviled, Branded, dismembered, roasted, mangled, stabbed, Whipped, racked, and famished, dashed against the rocks ; In sport beheaded, scalded with hot oil, Ripped them alive and hunted them with dogs, With tortures, maimings more unnamable, Thus fertile infinite their cruelties ; — Christians, in name, in hellish deeds, archfiends, Licentious, villainous beyond compare. And this of our Teutonic ancestors, Or Saxons, Angles, Frisians, Jutes, or Danes, Barbaric tribesmen, who had their delight In drink, carouse, rapine, theft, piracy, And never ceasing war upon their kind ; — Who, where they went, spared naught; robbed, burned, and killed, And left behind irreparable waste ; Their two-mast barks, such terror on the seas, That feeble folk put in their litany, Deliver us from fury of the Jutes ; This, of the barbarous Israelites, who warred With Eglon, Sisera, Abimilech, — Hewed Ammon hip and thigh from Aroer, By Arnon into Minneth ; those that smote 74 Conversation f The Amalekites, from Havelah to Shur ; And this, of that fierce prophet who cut down Agag, their king, — that would not spare of them Woman or child, nor one of flock or herd. Even Religion, lauded as the gift Of Heaven, has brought its many ills to men, — Hatred, revenge, intolerance, war, death. See older sects at persecuting new And Orthodox at burning Heretics ! Ah me, what awful tortures men applied. And maimed and killed in name of the dear Lord ! For worshiping and for opinion's sake, What woes unutterable men have endured ! Woe ! woe ! to the inhabitants of Earthy The angel cries in the apocalypse, Prophetic of the tribulations brought By persecutions and the holy wars. And of all despotisms the world has known Religious orders have maintained the worst. What tyrant, conqueror, or autocrat, E'er held o'er man oppressive sovereignty, Like Brahman and the Roman hierarchs ? And where has villainy such cunning shown, As in pontifical authority ? What ready pretexts former priesthoods found, To take the lives and property of men ! And in the Middle Ages, when the Church Held in the world complete supremacy. So many consecrated pirates were Its priests, its bishops, cardinals, and popes. And priesthoods, doctrines, worship — sects by what 75 Zbc Colloquy Devices, costly, fraudulent maintained ! And what the methods by which councils wrought Their creeds infallible ? — at Chalcedon ? Constantinople ? Nice and Ephesus ? Not piety prevailing nor the truth, Not love of man, not lowly Christ's commands, But selfish interests and partisan Of rival prelates, scheming emperors. And what the woes, the pains men have endured Through superstitious fear! what martyrdoms From penances Ecclesiasms imposed ! How bloody, filthy, and obscene the cults Through which our modern faiths had their de- scent ! — Common to Heathendom in olden time, To Canaanite and Israelite alike. What horrid worship seen in Africa! Once seen as horrible in Mexico, When Aztec priests tore out the human heart. Yet palpitating, gave it to the gods. And what self-abnegation, torturing, Starving, deforming, mutilating seen In the monastic rules, — asceticisms, Brahman or Buddhist, Christian, Taoist, Mohammedan or Russian celibate ! In name of Justice, too, how terrible The cruelties inflicted upon men ! — Lash, knout, thong, brand, knife, stock, chain, pillory, The dungeon, gallows, stake, rack, crucifix, — The torture still applied in many lands, 76 Conversation f Some of them counted Christian, civilized,— That of all crimes, the darkest, wrongfulest, Are penalties that Justice has imposed. Ill Humanity, how careless of thine own! And how indifferent to suffering! Thine are the poor of every land and time, Helot, plebeian, peasant, serf, and churl. Who toil and struggle— never to possess— The multitudinously burdened ones. Who sink beneath the miseries of life. Thine are the grimy workers in the mines, Thine, the pale sickly children of the mills. And thine, the robbed, the wronged, the unavenged. Enslaved, imprisoned, — weak, pressed to the wall. Thine, the poor exiles broken with despair, And thine, the orphan and apprenticed child And homeless waif, whom no one loves or helps. Thine, the deserted wife, and maid, and her, Not less thine own, whom thou wouldst cast away. Thine, the innumerable multitudes, Who lived and perished in the ages past, Sensual, superstitious, from the brutes Little removed, forgotten, nameless all. Thine, too, the thousands who were lately slain In English massacres, in the Soudan, In Kabul and in Kandahar, or since Shot down in Matabeleland, where men, Poor savages, we call them, did defend, With their rude weapons, to the last, their homes ; 77 Ube Colloqui^ So offering their bodies to the arms Of European science — patriots, Deserving better, as the thousands more Falling before their conquerors. And thine, The Sandwich Islanders, South Africans, The Indians, Maoris, Australians, Now perishing before the Christian world. Thine, Egypt's fellahin, — those conscripts thine, Whom the old Asiatic despotisms Force into battle, and whom Christian Europe Leads forth like dumb beasts to the slaughter-field. The fittest live, our latest science claims. But often the unfittest ones survive, — The ignoble, the thriftless, listless mass. And those vile herds, venal, unprincipled, That serve in the support of despotism. Of these, who were the fittest to survive, The martyred ones, or the inquisitors ? Of those engaged in war, the men who fell, Or they that lived continuing the race ? Of men of Greece, who were the worthiest To live, Pausanias and Hippias, Or slain at Marathon ? Thermopylae ? Platsea ? Salamis ? Eurymedon ? The bravest men of all have died in war, The noblest in heroic sacrifice. And in the centuries of human strife. How oft the worst have lived ! As one has told Us of the Middle Ages when the Church Of Rome, all-dominant, to cloisters sent The gentlest ones, most studious, beautiful, — 78 Conxjcrsatton f To martyrdom, the thoughtful, liberal. While coarse and rude and base of intellect Married and multiplied their meaner kind. As thou, thyself, hast clearly shown to us, Seldom do the best qualities of men Pass down in an uninterrupted line. But long the genealogies of crime. Of vagrancy, of vice, of villainy. Even where men have striven to preserve Distinctive quality or nobleness, What sore discomfiture has come to them Sooner or later in the line of heirs ! Few dynasties have added to the fame Of those who founded them ; through long descent Losing the splendor of their nobler names : So Kadmos', Pelop's and Achaemenes', Antiochus', the line of Ptolemy, Of Constantine and house of Medici. And few the families that keep intact A goodly lineage. What earl or lord That honors now his titled ancestry ? And what illustrious man has had an heir Worthy his name ? Not Moses, Perikles ; Not Caesar, Alexander, Hannibal, Aurelius, Charlemagne, Napoleon ; Not Cromwell, Washington, nor Bolivar, — For childless, some of these, or having sons, Bequeathing them inferior qualities. As Landor put in Argive Helen's mouth The wisdom of the ancients : — Seldom bears A beauteous mother beauteous progeny y 79 Zbc CoUoQuy JVor fathers often see such semblances As Paris in the face of Corythos. And genius, in what land is its descent ? Nor does the wrong, the pain, and nnisery Lie upon man alone. Could bees and ants Relate the inner life of hive and hill, A revelation would be given us Of discord, war, misrule, and treachery, As sad as ever man has chronicled. And could the field and wood relate to us The story of their life, or spring, or brook, Or the denuded hills, what long account And woeful, of exterminating strife ! And could the winged nations of the air. The animals that roam the wilderness. The fishes of the sea, tell of themselves, What story ! piteous, calamitous, — The long lament of wrong and misery During the evolutionary course That made them what they are and us with them. Each drop of water that evaporates. Ends countless lives. If we could know the griefs- The unrequited hopes, ambitions, loves. At wrecking of those tiny crystal worlds. What romance, tragedy of our own race Would equal these in mournful, pitiful ? True, the Apologist and Optimist Find good in evil or a recompense. But these should see the dominance of Sin, The scornful mastery of Chance and Fate 80 (Tonversatton f And the uninterrupted reign of Wrong. Or they should see how Might and Cunning spoil The weak, unfortunate, and ignorant ; — Should look on the possessions of the rich, Their palaces, their equipage, attire, Then on the rags and hovels of the poor; Or see how insolently Property Looks down on its creators at their toil. Should once pass through a prison in the East, Through Europe's castle-dungeons underground, Through torture-chamber of Inquisitors, Or through a Roman amphitheater Where murdering of men and animals Was made a pleasure for the multitudes. And they should see the dreadful instruments So fiendishly devised for torturing : — The agonies intolerable feel Of one in spasms of hydrophobia; Once look in Ungolino's hunger-cell. Once in Calcutta's horrible Black Hole. They should have seen the surgeon's art before The use of anesthetics, or have seen The physiologist experiment Dissecting living animals. Or had They seen the Greeks and Hebrews worshiping, And older Heathendoms throughout the world. When priests were killing for the sacrifice. And they should read about the French Bastile, How Tyranny and Treachery had filled Its loathsome cells, nor Justice visited; Of London Tower where the noblest blood. For centuries, was spilt. They should have crossed, 6 8i Zbc Colloquy With the condemned, o'er Venice' Bridge of Sighs. Or they should see the market-place for slaves, In Moorish Tangier or in the Soudan ; Once only, look down in a slave-ship's hold. Bearing her human freight across the m.ain ; In Equatorial Africa survey An Arab caravan, its merchandise, A human herd whose blood, whose bleaching bones, Mark the sad trail through many a long degree. And they should see an exile prison-house In Semipalatinsk, Ulbinkst, Irkutsk, In Krasnoyarsk, Tomsk, Ust Kamenogorsk, Or fare with convicts on their weary march. With suspects, in the far Trans-Baikal mines, In Yakut oolooses, distributed Under the Asiatic pole of cold. And they should see the pathway of the storm. The flood's destructive course or lava stream. The stifling shower of ash and earthquake's waste; Or look upon a famine-stricken land, A city desolated by the plague, Or walk a wreck-strewn shore, a Javan plain. Paved over with its whitening skeletons ; And they should walk about a battle-field Strewn with the dead, the wounded left to die. And they should know the sorrow of the world, — The awful disproportion that exists Between the want and struggle of all life And momentary joys and comforts found ; Should know the worthlessness of every aim In life — life's emptiness and its despair. 82 Conv^ersation f War, slavery, storm, famine, pestilence, Afford the answer to the Optimist, As does the moth, singed by the candle's flame. The worm, the insect trodden under foot. The firstling killed, the bird robbed of its mate, — Each broken troth and every cruelty, Each death preventable, each martyrdom. Each unjust sentence and imprisonment. And every wrong there is and evil done " Here interrupting his complaint I said, '' Thy knowledge of the overburdened world. How full ! But care thou dost not overlook Abundance of the good and beautiful. Nor what from first apparently designed All things to serve some necessary end." Resuming the complaint again, he said, '* Thyself hast shown us that the evil keeps Its even pace with good, nor yet hast found Revealed on Earth omniscient providence. Capricious Nature sends us good or ill. Or help or harm, thoughtless of consequence. Design that makes the lily grow and rose And gives the nightingale its power of song, Sows wide the troublous weeds ; makes tumors grow And sports its terrible monstrosities ; Brings forth its creatures fierce and venomous, — Shark, serpent, scorpion, and centipede, With legions of annoying parasites ; As well as fertile land and cheerful scene, — The useful, pleasurable, and beautiful, 83 Zbc GolloQU^ Creates the desert and the wilderness, The desolations of the Polar world And airless, uninhabitable Moon ; Sends the swift hurricane and thunderbolt And rends the Earth and lays its dwellings waste. And what disparity, as thou hast seen, Comparing the enormous waste of means With scantiness of the results obtained ! Countless the germs which Nature blights and wastes ; — Rears from a million seeds, a single tree, From spawn of million eggs, one full-grown fish : — To accidents exposing all that lives. To foes, to unsubduable disease ; Constructs this world of contests, rivalries, — Where no one makes advance or ever gains. But wounds or disappoints another one. Where none possesses aught desirable. But others envy or detract from it, — Where every one born to the strife goes forth To kill another or himself is killed. Where one succeeds in life, a thousand go Despairing, broken-hearted, to the grave. Like the Crusaders going forth to win The Holy Land and glory and renown, — Strong men and venturesome and loving war, Impelled by mightiest enthusiasm. But fell out on the way, in sad retreat. Or perished in the strife or miserably In prisons, desert wastes, came to their end. Or Hunger's piteous plaint the most take up, 84 (Ion\>ersatton f That in this world our bread is hard to earn And love impossible for us to keep. And we — how seldom with ourselves at peace ! The foes within are more than foes without, For, not in outward wretchedness alone Of this unnumbered confraternity Of helpless sufferers, is seen the curse Of life. It is in greater misery Within — of saddened and despairing ones, And guilty ones, involved in sin and crime. Each memory a painful secret holds, Each one experience had, which told in full, Would add another Iliad of woes. Life, like a knotted skein of silk, unwinds With stubborn tangles to the very end. How truly has the Bible said of man, His days are sorrows and his travail grief . The Muse relates the sorrows of the world In grief of these, — of her in Ramah heard, Weeping, refusing to be comforted. And Hecuba, heard in her loud lament, And wild ^none's wail in Ida's wood; Demeter, seeking lost Persephone, And Niobe in tears, and Psalmist king. Bewailing Absalom, his wilful son. And Mary at the cross where Jesus died. The Thrakians mourned when one was born to them. And when one died had feast and merry day, So grieved they for the soul imprisoned here, 85 Ube ColloQup So glad were they when it had found release. And Mexicans, when they baptized a child, Prayed that the gods might guide it safely through The world of pain, affliction, penitence ; While men of faith, who hoping for the best, Have comfort only in the thought that Earth, With all its evils, soon must come to end. For what wise man, to contemplation given, That has not had occasion to lament Deeply the wretched nature of the world ? Sage Heraklitus wept continually Over the sins and miseries of men ; And men, in every age, to sorrow brought, To pain, or weary of the strife, or led To fear their mental powers were in decay, Have ended their own lives; thus Samson, Saul, And Cato, Zeno, Otho, Cassius, And Marcellinus and Empedokles, Longinius, Atticus, Lucretius, Silius Italicus, Diodorus, Petronius and Geronteus' wife; Brutus, Cleombrotus, Demosthenes, And he, who sung the hymn to Jupiter, — An Optimist, a Universalist, Yet wearied of his life and ended it. Thomas a Kempis thought it misery Enough for one to live upon the Earth, As Orphic hymns had taught and Sibyls once. And so Erasmus, — burdened with his life. His only wish was to be done with it. The Buddhist seeks Nirvana ; troublous life Conversation f Denies and death a joyous welcome gives. Of martyrs, most expressed their gratitude To those around for their dehverance, Thanking and paying executioners For doing them so great a benefit. Our worship is the sorrowful, the woes Of man personified and deified. The Church was founded on the suffering Of Jesus — as on him man's great guilt lay, Or he endured the agony and cross : In monumental ceremony these She keeps in memory ; with these, the pain And tribulation since the world began. IV How helpless man! the sport of Destiny! His coming, like a shipwrecked mariner, Defenseless, naked, cast up by the surf On unknown and inhospitable coast. In infancy how weak ! how pitiable ! May only cry or feebly creep his way, This little outcast in the infinite. In youth he is cast off as is the herb Before the scythe ; in manhood's strength cut down ; Or passing the meridian of life. How soon old age comes on and heavily Time lays his burdens ! sluggish grows each sense. As one by one, life's energies ooze out. Desire and hope fail him, and he has left Only this bundle of decrepitude: 87 Xlbe Colloqui^ The bended form, racked by disease and toil, — Bronzed visage, corrugated, shriveled up ; Eyes dim of sight, the ears as dumb to speech ; Palsied the touch, and dulled the sense of taste. Of smell ; and loosened or low-worn the teeth. Nor any vital organ in repair, — The mind a second time in childishness. Who is not sick or ill-disposed ? On whom Does not some languor fall ? some weariness ? And is not this the humor of us all — Contentious, discontented, petulant. Blue, melancholy, miserable, and mad ? Impatient, some of heat and some of cold, Of labor some, and some of idleness ; The poor distressed and suffering through want. The rich made sick by ease and luxury. Ah me, what tenants these ! unwelcome all, Find lodgement in this little clod of earth, — Fever that boils the brain and shaking chills ; Tormenting stone, consumption, rheum, and gout Scurvy, anaemia, deadly cholera; The hideous cancer, pox, paralysis. Immedicable leprosy, and plague. With piteous delusions of the mind. All the wild forces of fanaticism, — Dark superstitions, terrors ; morbid gloom, Insomnia and hypocondria And melancholia and delirium : With these our foibles, idiosyncrasies. Innumerable wants, thirsts, hungerings ; 88 Conversation f Our beastly and abominable lusts, And that unrest which only Death can still. Nor does wealth, power, genius, fame, confer What all men seek — but never find on Earth. For even richest ones lack something still And greatest fail of what they would attain ; As when the wife of England's conqueror. Coming to her distressful journey's end, Told how all Earthly glory she had seen But never with it aught of happiness. Hear thou the poet making his complaint : Our life is war ; eternal war with woe. In every house there is this tragedy, For every eye on Earth this woeful scene, — The dismal panorama Time unfolds. None need go to the theater to see The worst that has befallen man, nor yet To romance or account in history Of crime, war, servitude, calamity : It is what each experiences, it is That which inexorably comes between Ourselves and what we fix our hopes upon — It is what finds and pierces every heart. Omniscience could not willingly create This universe of wrong. And what is man, Conscious of all, himself the sufferer. That he still plagues the Earth and will not cease In his desire to propagate the race ? But Love, entreating with soft glance of eyes 89 Ube Colloquy Sweet smiles and quickly palpitating hearts, Makes men and women traitors to their kind Who further still this heritage of woe. V To whom shall we appeal ? What power without Is there to hear us ? Nature but repeats Unceasingly this strifeful spectacle. True, we are sometimes told this is the way Up to the higher form and excellence Of moral type. But Nature now how old ! Already infinite the time of growth — Time seemingly, if wanting time, wherein To perfect everything, and she brings forth This warring, self-devouring progeny, — This fearfully depraved and sinful life And never ceasing pain for all that lives. As many as would save the world have failed : — Their sympathy, their will, their heroism Soothe not the pain nor heal the deep disease Nor rescue those who wait deliverance. Prometheus proudly suffering for men. The strong-armed Herakles combating wrong, Meek Gautama resolved to end desire, Wise Sokrates at winnowing the truth ; Confucius, Manu, Moses giving law, The mournful Jeremiah in complaint And Jesus with his ministry of love. Epitomize the efforts of the race — Engaging with the ancient evil powers ; go Con\>er0ation f Nor seen yet the advance to victory, But helplessness of man and his despair, Beset with his innumerable ills. Pity they gave and endless sacrifice Without avail. Not less our praise is due To them : so worthy were the gifts our thanks And grateful memories may not repay. This was the precious merit Jesus won : — Despised and hated and reviled of men, Yet loving them and deeply pitying. And this the glory of his martyrdom : — Abandoned by the God to whom he prayed, Not bearing his own suffering alone ; His heart broke with the woes of other ones, Millions on millions in their misery. Prophets, reformers, heroes, saviors come And go their way, and mighty conquerors. But still the Earth endures its sin and pain And waits one mightier than Herakles, To cleanse and cure and to avenge its wrong. Thyself hast shown the limits of reform, The impotence of all philanthropies And institutional morality. No more than our aesthetics will produce Musicians, painters, poets, orators, Will moral science or a scheme of faith Produce the honest man and holy saint. And never will our economics bring Plenty to all and ease and happiness. 91 TLbc doUoqui? Nor will our sociology combine In peaceful, universal fellowship These egoistic personalities. The best of moral precepts now are found In lands where men are dead to moral sense, To enterprise, to justice, liberty; While Ages of the Faith, especially Marked by their purism or their fervor, show No corresponding ethical advance. The kneeling nations, loyal to the Church, — Distinguished for their reverence, are as much In ill repute for deeds of lawlessness, For vice and ignorance and bigotry ; As vilest loudest to the gods have called. Not thinking morally to mend their lives. No expiation made and no reform. But leaves its residue of unreclaimed ; The stubborn masses choosing still to keep The brutish habit, — robbing, warring still And following their selfish ends or lusts. The progress which we boast, but slowly moves, But slowly civilizes and refines, While increase in productive power and wealth Shows not a tendency to liberate The masses from their toil and poverty : — Reform, Advancement, and Enlightenment Confronting everywhere, in every age, Earth's irremediable ills and wrongs. Nor righteousness nor piety avails. Exempting from the miseries of life. 92 Conversation f The innocent and those who plead for good, To what antagonisms and liate exposed f Seizure of person and of property, While sharing with the wicked equally, The common sorrow of our kind and pain. And piety has added yet the pains Of deep contrition and unworthiness, — Trials of the probationary state And the denial of the will to live. Not sinners, but the noblest of the Earth, Are the most wretched, and in gloom the most. What weariness of spirit, what despair, What insipidity, disgust, revolt. And the temptation to despondency. The saint at worshiping, experiences ! What parched and desert way, and dark and drear. Through which his journey lies ! What weight he bears ! As Bunyan, the meek pilgrim, writes : / was A burden and a terror to myself. VI Long my discourse, but thine inquiries still Remain : Whence came we ? whereto do we go ? Why does this world of wrong and pain exist ? All was by the unconscious powers wrought Without reflection or concept of end, And the finality, as seen displayed In worlds, in living organisms, events. Exists not by, but for intelligence ; Evolving life in all its varied forms, 93 Ubc dolloau^ Instinct and reason, as unconsciously As corals build or mollusks form their shells. We are not other than the elements : — There is in matter a continuous Ascending transformation, of which life Is the result, the intellect of man, The highest it attains ; with tendency. Inherent, constantly to retrograde And to return unto itself: thence death." I asked, '' But whence the thought of Deity — The sense of God which men declare so real To them ? And whence the popular belief In gods, in daemons, angels, manes, ghosts ? May there not be an extramundane mind. And good and evil spirits who respond To man's deep faith, — to which all ages, lands, Or superstitious or enlightened, give In proof, so great a cloud of witnesses ? " He answered, " Dreams and figments of the brain! This is the genesis of all the gods — The forces, elements, phenomena. Personified, and apotheosis Of warriors, chiefs, and early ancestors, With apotheosis in later times Of majesty and iron despotism And passions of mankind etherealized. Or given permanent, daemonic forms; — The awful mysteries of Nature some. Great heroes some, kings worthy of the name, 94 Conversation f With sires illustrious and amiable ; Adventurers the most and revelers, Shameless in villainy and mad excess, — Aping the tyrant, epicure, knave, clown. The characters attributed to them. Intriguing, jealous, vengeful, sensual, Alone acquaint us with their origin. And only dreams and fancies of the brain, Those unsubstantial, ghostly visitants, Phantoms residing in the ancient mind, — Pale, timid, twilight-wanderers, that come From an abode as shadowy and dim/' I asked, *' But what of the persistency Of hope, — the longing to live after death? " He answered me: *' A pleasing sentiment. But who, of all, would willingly repeat His life on Earth ? Should one knock at the graves And ask the dead in them, whether they wished To come upon the world again and live. They all would shake their heads. And all would soon Weary no less of immortality." I said, ** But most have thought there is a land. Somewhere beyond the veiled gates of Death, Where men have only immortality And weary not in ceaseless round of joy. And somewhere, seemingly, must be a realm Where, under equal rule and equal skies. Men may have compensations for the wrongs 95 Ubc dolloqu^ Imposed, — the bitter servitude endured, The prison, exile, heel of despotism, Or who in war came to untimely end, Or who have suffered here for righteousness.'* Impatient of my view, he thus replied, ** So men expect in time to find a pure Democracy — commune of equal rights, Yet all the while hold their despotic rule ; Warring, enslaving, robbing, murdering, The many evils of the woeful world Thus multiplying, — thus continuing Chaos' old reign and pandemonium. And where the other world to compensate The loss, the wrong, the suffering of Earth ? The prism reveals to us the elements Of farthest worlds ; the metals in the Sun, In the Pole Star, Sirius, Alcyone : All are such stuff as Earth — a curse on it ! In every world these changeful elements, Quaternion of seasons, solar year. And alternating of the day and night ; All habitable worlds preoccupied. Where one who visits is a trespasser Or begs a grudging hospitality. Not one of all, but bears its teeming life And overcrowded populace, as does The Earth, where war, storm, famine, pestilence, And numerous diseases decimate Its multitudes; and death, coming to all, Permits new generations to arise, — 96 Conversation f These generations, the sole occupants In their own time and place, and having lived. Transmit to others, as themselves obtained. Thyself hast seen how weak, unreasonable, Are all our doctrines of a future life ; One only, touching probability — That of the transmigration of the soul. Or its returning sometime to the source Whence it has had its life, thus merging in Being unceasingly continuous." Then I to him: ** But little this consoles, Death ending personal identity. Or maybe Nature favoring some Boodh, Grant him return of consciousness ; or like Tiresias, the blind old seer, to whom, Alone of all the shades, Persephone Granted intelligence and memory." He answered,*' Never other faith has found Such wide acceptance on the Earth as this : The creed of Kapila, Patanjali, Of Kalidasa, Krishna, Gautama; Of Zoroaster, wisest of the seers, Of Trismegistus who all learning had ; Of Dioscorides, Euripides, Pythagoras, Plotinus, Porphyry; The mystics Dionysius and Bohme, And these read deepest in philosophy, Plato, Spinoza, Bruno, Goethe, Kant, — 7 97 TLbc Colloqui? Instructing us, would we but heed the way, Escaping thus life's ills. But still we strive, For what, we do not know ; the wrong and pain Prolonging, helping further to prolong, Unwilling yet our bondage here to end. And wail and woe of all the living world. Not that I sorrow always without joy, For there is pleasure in unselfish work, — Trusting to later generations gifts Not yet appreciated in the world. In music and in art I find delight ; — The harmony, expression, purity That quite engages me and I forget The travail of the Earth, its dissonance, Its weariness, its wickedness, its woe, Its wrongs, its strifes, its chilling tragedies — Life's loath, detestable experiences." Resting his argument, a while he sat. As one in meditation deep. Then said, " Once to live on the Earth and happily, Or miserably, as is the lot of most, Should satisfy, though few resignedly. So take the measure even of their ills. Myself have sometimes wished that there might be A land beyond those darksome boundaries. For which to look, — like greatest traveler, Who having seen the most, yet more would see ; 98 ContJcrsatton f As when the youthful Macedonian Had won the Earth, then wept that there were not Yet other worlds to conquer and explore — And sometimes wished the fables had been true, Conferring Earthly immortality ; As once of hollow Lakadaemon told, — How Helen there with Menelaos lived, In youth perennial and changeless love ; The past forgiven or forgotten all, Nor the Greek chiefs nor Trojan wiles disturbed. At times, in contemplation deep I touch Nearly that happy state where self is lost : The will, no longer individual. Become idea, — the eternal hence. Subject of knowledge, pure ; disturbed no more By vain desire or strife of elements ; Seeing what sensuous eyes have never seen, — The permanent, essential forms, that lie Behind illusory phenomena. At times, imagination lifts me up, As it does thee, and I have visions then Of worlds not blighted with our Earthly ills, — Worlds, sinless, deathless, peopled by a race Who live, as we have thought in our ideals Ourselves would live, but never yet attained. At times, with changeful Nature en rapport^ Wish that I might be taken up again In the vast evolutionary round : Live, in the alga's cell, unconsciously, 99 XTbe CoUoqu^ And conscious in the higher organisms, In intellect of man and in the thought Of farthest generations after me ; In Autumn, with the flowers fall asleep, With them revive in the new life of Spring, In worlds not yet created, reappear; — The hope, that by some chance, the human soul Surviving an eternal entity. Will be caught up by some new stream of life, To be a conscious being, as on Earth. But oftener I have the wish, the thought, To live in the grand general consciousness ; As often asking if there may not be A grander outcome sometime, in some world Or state of being than our consciousness With its illusions ; sometimes have the thought Of love divine or pity there may be, The Soul of Nature greater than all powers; In all, encircling all, and bearing all Into its infinite repose and peace. Avaunt, ye childish superstitions! dreams! Only this narrow choice is left to us : — To die as cowards die, or to believe Blindly in the impossible, or nerve Ourselves with fortitude against the time Of death, or helpless with Earth's miseries And wrongs, renounce all exercise of will And tranquilly behold existence fade To nothingness ; life and the world itself Woeful and pitiable, thus bring to end." 100 CONVERSATION XI THE WORLD OF ILLUSION. BY THE EREMITE WE all are striving, running each his way, We know not whither, but that Destiny Thus goads us on, thus tortures with unrest; Like lo crazed or one of old possessed. Our longings are a fathomless abyss Which nothing fills : our aims how sure to miss ! Or reaching, find not worth the coveting ; Our hopes, so many phantoms taking wing. Power and place, what baubles to allure ! Fame, wealth, applause, to whom are they secure ? Youth, beauty, pleasure, they are of a day — One knew when saying. All is vanity. Our life, sad, short, — that all our wishes cheats, A promise made, which never payment meets ; A will, postscript with troublous codicils, Given unasked, encumbered with its ills. lOI XTbe Colloqup The gifts of Nature, how unequally Conferred on men ! Birth is a lottery — The few to fortune born, to own, oppress ; The many born to want and wretchedness. How many delve that one a prince may live ! Or die, the conqueror a name to give! Croesus, thou hast thy gold ; but what the toil Of those who gathered it and wrong and spoil ! And the vain, greedy race and covetous. Untamable, piratic, murderous. Refuses still fraternal love and peace, From old despotic bondage full release. As youths bar out their teachers Chritsmas day. To have a treat or time for merry play. So older ones, in very wantoness, Their monitors turn from them and repress. Its wisest, holiest, the race denies. Betrays its Christ, mocks him and crucifies ; Exiles the patriot, the prophet stones — Applauds the fools and fattens idle drones. Men have tried long to outwit Destiny — To circumvent their ills — with what dismay And rout ! confused like Babel's builders all And Chinese, raising their stupendous wall. 102