I THOUGHTS IN SONG. HOUGHTS IN ONG BY CHARLES R. DODGE. WASHINGTON: THE PRlNTlNd c;AI'.IKKr 1874. ^^^^u^ #*% linicn-ii iiciording tn Ait of Congress in the year lSy4. t>y CK'ARLES K. DODGE, In till- O (/he of the Li/'i-ar/un o/ Congress at Washington. ''mk Hill* TO MY' WIFE, 'OR WHOM CHIEFLY THIS LITTLF. VOLUME HAS KEF:N PREPARELJ, THE KOLLOWINC PAGES ARE MOST AFFECTIONATELY INSCRIBED. C O N T E N T S PACE fntrodiicto7-x yji By the Sea ' i Eventide a Tuberose 5 An Entoiiioloirist in Colorado 7 Aii^i:;iist in the Citv o Croquet j j A Afvsterv t . ^o To Little Spot 16 A Tale of a Cask 17 A Revery 20 ''Our Box'' 21 To my Wife 2-' Kappa Iota Upsilon 215 To Ella 27 A T/io//ir/if 28 yj COXT/CN-JS. Another Year 2g Spring 31 Father Laurence' s Solihnjiix t^^i The Professor 35 To nix Pencil 37 Little May 40 A Serenade 42 Ttvilight Musings 43 The Lfaunted Wood 45 Kudamia' s Feast 46 Fragments 48 Ppigrams 50 INTRODUCTORY. Poet I alas! am none, But my songs 'are all my own; Untaught song's, that while I sing The reward of" ])leasure bring. So, the bird upon the spray, Pouring forth rich melody From his little upturned throat, Finds a pleasure in each note; Antl among the busy throng Some may listen to the song, Feeling but the jo)' it brings, Knowing not the l)ird that sinss. BY THE SEA. (A Re7'e,y.) Roll on thy blue waves and dash them to spray, 'Gainst the bold rocky cliff that defies thee, oh! sea; From the turmoil of life I have stolen away, To dwell all alone with my thoughts and with thee. With the warm sun above, the breeze on my cheek, I list to thy music so grand, oh! sea; And I watch the white sails of the fishing fleet, That shimmer between the horizon and me. 2 /.')■ II 1 1: SKA. O'er the wild waste of waters my vision I strain, Far over^ — -beyond thy white sails, oh! sea; And my heart is filled with a secret pain, A longing I fain would utter to thee. The dear dreams of youth 1 recall again, With their visions of brightness that long since have fled; And I sigh for the hopes that were cher- ished in vain. Fond hopes, like the autumn leaves, fallen and dead. Far o'er thy blue waters, far into the sky So cloudless above thee, beyond thee, oh! sea; I gaze through the tear-drop that starts to my eye, 'Till lost to the present, myself, and to thee. A' J- niE SEA. 'Till lost to the past with its promises fair; 'Till hopes and heart-longings, alike, are forgot; 'Till my dream-vision paints on the thin empty air. The picture that often my fancy hath wrought. Ah! poor heart, drink deep, for long ages shall roll, Like the oeean hefc^-e thee so mighty and vast. Ere reality's finger shall point on her scroll To one visi(Mi of l)rightness like this that has passed. And the breakers dash on, while the spray jewels fall Back to thy great heaving bosom, oh! .sea; But deep in mine own my hope-treasures, all, Will forever lie hidden from earth and from thee. KIKNJIDK. Evening shadows thickening (/er Tell the day is nearly passed; And with twdight's peacefnl hour, Softlv niyht comes on at last. Long ago the king of light In the purple-ch^iuled west, Coldly bade the world good night, Softlv sinkinLT then to rest. Gathering darkness, near and far. Drapes her ( urtains, one by one; Fastening here and there a star, 'Till the glorious work is done. /■:rj-:\ /■//)/■:. 5 Now the moon, pale (|ueen of night, Rising in her borrowed sheen; Peeping o'er yon mountain height, Gazes down upon the scene. Coyly hiding now her face Under yonder cloudy veil, Then, assuming cjeenly grace, Softly beams o'er hill and dale. Save the cricket, nought is heard; Silently the night comes on; All is still — no song of bird — E'en the flow'rs to sleep have gone. The noisy, busy hum of day Ceased, as day drew to its close; .And like a weary child from play, Nature sinks in sweet repose. TUBEROSE. From all the flowers I e'er have seen I'd choose thee for my summer queen; Sweetest flower, to me, that grows. Fragrant Tuberose. For thou seem'st above them all, Nodding from thy stem so tall. Swaying with each breeze that blows, Graceful Tuberose. Some are sweet, and others fair; Thou art both beyond compare, For no flower thy perfume knows, Fair, white Tuberose. A N ENTOMOL O GIS T IN COL ORADO. {A Rocky Mountain Sketch.) "Run? thunder 'n ligntnin'! I'll just bet My pile of yaller dust on that — Right there the durned bug-eater* set As sly and knowin' as a cat Watchin' that ar' hole in the ground. 'Hello! buggy,' sez 1. — I came A little nigher — ^'What ye found? And what's his edicated name? Some new varmint?' There he sot, A pair o' tweezers in one hand, A bottle on the ground — You'd thought He'd struck a lead there in the sand. 'Caught any yit?' sez I. Just then A yaller jacket showed a phiz Above board — -buggy at him, when. Out flew five hundred right at his — *ln Rocky Moiint.iin parlance a worthless fellow is a "biig-eater." J^ AA' hNIOMOLOC!SI/.\ COLOKAJHl Run? thunder 'n lightnin'! Well, I'm sore For laughin' to see the cuss git — Clare into camp — and what is more, He ha'n't got that ar' bottle yit!" AUGUST IN THE CITY. I'm tired of living in the heat and the dust. With toil and vexation from morning till night, For the long summer day brings at eve no sweet rest, And comfort and pleasure are banished from sight. Oh! I long for a run in the beautiful fields: To wander l)y brooksides, and idle awa\ In that exquisite romance that dream-life e'er vields — From sunrise to sunset — each beautiful dav. jQ AL'CL'SV L\ THE CIT)' Leave the struggle for fame to recognized worth, Or pursuit of the pleasures that wealth seems to give, And on the kind bosom of dear mother earth My weary head lay, and forget that I live; To be my own master — ay! a kind one I'd be— And live like the birds, or the wild sum- mer flowers; To feel with all nature that I too was free; But ah! such rare pleasure can never be ours. CROQUET. He sits beside the pretty lass, While balls and mallets 'round them lay Where they were left, upon the grass, When at Croquet. Her dimpled hand upon his arm Lay softly and confidingly; But yet, for all there is no harm. It's not Croquet. That arm steals gently 'round her waist — How strange that she should let it stay — Ah! now I understand their haste To leave Croquet. 12 CA'(\TrAr. She rests her head — take care, voiing miss. Too late— ah! me, that's just the wav; The naughty fellow stole a kiss. If that's Croquet, I rather think I'd like the tjame. A MYSTERY. Yoii speak to me of death. And what is death? A pausing of the tired heart and breath; A gentle closing of the eyes in sleep, A dreamless sleep that will its silence keep. No more? A laying of the head to rest; A folding of the hands upon the breast; A grave — perchance a wild neglected spot, Where only fair flowers breathe, "not quite forgot." And is this all, when pulse shall cease to beat? And eyes no longer fair earth-scenes shall greet? A few fond tears, a softly whispered name, At most but scrawled upon the page of fame. 14 And this is all of life— ambitious life, So filled with hopes and tears, with pain and strife; With breaking hearts, and longings ne'er expressed Or satisfied — a few brief joys, then rest. Can this be so? The very worm that eats And revels in our mouldering clay but meets Unmoved its rest within its narrow home, Feeling full well the bright, winged life to come. Is there a bright and winged life for me? When from all earthly toil I shall be free? Or, shall I, like a fading meteor light. Soon lose existence, all, in awful night? A MVSTKKy. J _ Oh! yearning soul, thou oft hast answered me When music to the heighth of ecstacy Hath lifted me, till all this poor dumb show Of life — unsatisfying — lay below; And, eager, I would fain stretch out my hand . To grasp the infinite. Oh! far off land, This nameless void, this yearning of the heart. Mysterious, deep, must be of thee a part. Guard well my steps, oh! Heaven, guide me aright; That when to earth I bid a long good-night, And death my weary head shall lay to rest, The gra\-e shall ope to regions bright and blest. TO LITTLE SPOT. Bright little Spot, So innocent, so full of play And joyous life; ah; who can sa\ I love thee not? Thy honest face Contrasts with Kitten's knowing gaze; I love thy sprightly, playful ways. Thy awkward grace. Dear little Spot, Play on, for kittenhood is brief; The full grown cat soon comes to grief, And is forgot. A TALE OF A CASK. On the steamer Alexander, For New York City bound, There was a lad whose fate it seemed In misi'hief to be found Two-thirds of the time. His tricks became annoying To such a high degree, For pimishment ye Captain In a water cask jnit he. Leaving ye bung out. That night there was a mighty storm, Wind blew and thunder roared; Ye ship it gave a sudden lurch, Y^ cask pitched overboard, But lit bung-hole up. J J^ A I ALE OF .1 C-ISA'. Full thirty hours upon the wave Ye boy thus had to ])ass. Before ye cask it washed ashore Upon ye beach St Bias, Pronounced St. Bla. Ye bov tried hard, then, to escape, But no one heard his cry; 'Twas all in vain, and in despair He laid him down to die, As well as he could. No, not in vain, some friendly cows Had noticed this strange sail. And walking 'round it one of them In ye bung- hole switched her tail. It being fly-time. Ye gods! ye lad he grabbed ye tail And held with might and main. While frightened cow two-hundred yards Ran, bellowing loud with pain, Down ve beach. A lALE or A CASK. Nor did she stop her mad career, But went it with a dash, Till 'gainst a log she struck ye cask, And knocked it all to smash. When ye boy rolled out. borne fishermen upon ye shore, Who had enjoyed ye fun. Now came to where ye youngster lay As hard as they could run. Under the circumstances. And now this tale must have an end — Of course all very true — Suffice to say, they picked him up, And finally brought him to Appalachicola. A R EVERY Fading embers now are lying, Lying scattered o'er the hearth. And the year is slowly dying, Dying ere the New Year's birth. Shadows darkly o'er us falling, While we whisper hopes and fears; Voices of the past seem calling From the graves of buried years. Steadily the stream is flowing Onward, onward to the sea; Each glad New Year coming, going, Nearer brings eternity. ''OUR BOY." To Mrs. J. //. J.— Ill Memoriam. Peacefully my boy is sleeping With the sunlight in his hair, And his little face so fair Upward turned to mine — yet sleeping. Oh! so lovely — do not wake him — From all sorrow he is free — Would he might once wake to me Ere the angels come to take him. Why am I these sad tears weeping? He has only gone before, To open wider heaven's door For "papa," "mama." Cease thy weeping- Dry thy tears; in goodness (lod Doeth all things well, And some day will tell Why He led thee 'neath the rcjd. TO MY WIFE. In Absence. I am lonely to-night, lonely to-night, Though the coals on the hearth are all aglow. And the gas burns 'bright with a steady flow. Yet I'm lonely, darling, lonely to-night. I am lonely to-night, lonely to-night, For my darling is far away from me, Far among strangers — friends they may be- And for this I am lonely, lonely to-night. I am lor.el\' to-night, lonel\' to-night;. Your bright loving smile in my dreams I see, And I whis])er, darling, come back in me. Without thee I'm lonelv. loneb r( --^i'/ht 24 l() .!/)" W Ihl: 1 am lonely to-night, lonely to-night; Return thou, dearest one, home, home again; I anxiously wait thy coming, and then. No longer alone, the evenings how bright! To my Brothers i» "Kappa lota Upsilon." Thou mystic signet, badge of gold, Hast thou thy story ever told? Or hast thou sworn to keep it well? A secret thou canst never tell? In thy fair form what do I see? Nought, save the cabalistic "three," That seems to mark with easy grace The every feature of thv face. Tell me thy story, and betime I'll sing it to the world in rhyme; Hast thou no romance to unfold? No legend of the knights of old? 2b Still as the grave! — hast thou not hean! My supplication? Not a word Responsive to my call, and cold, Expressionless thy face of gold. Thy secret, has it ne'er been breathed? When fame or bright success hath wreathed Thee with its laurel fresh and green? And men paid homage to thy sheen? Or hast thou ne'er on proud knight's breast, When golden curls and warm cheek pressed Thy face, lisped softly in her ear Those mystic words I long to hear? Ah! like the grave thou ne'er will tell; I'll ask no more of thee — keep well Thy charge, and hold forever true The secrets of thy K. I. U. TO ELLA. A souvetiir oj a Hvetzty-iiiiie ride in jo Jttinutes on the Cmvcatclwr of a loceinotive on the Union Pacific Railroad, through Nebraska. 1 Twined with sunny, golden hair Of a maiden, bright-eyed, fair, Silken tie of azure true — Charming contrast, gold and blue. II 'Neath this golden badge I twine. Maiden, now, this blue of thine, Keeping still together true — Mine and thine — the gold and blue. A THOL/GHT. As a weary winged bird . Far o'er the blue wave; When it spies the bold cliff that protects its loved nest, So the mariner tossed By the tempests that rave, Hails with joy the first view of the haven of rest. When o'er life's changing sea The dark night cometh on, And perils and dangers are borne on the blast, With what unfeigned joy We hail the first dawn Of the morning that tells us all danger is past! ANOTHER YEAR. An Extract from a Reunion Poettt Another year? Yes, gone, and vVe are growing old — Though young, the story soon is told, And then the bier. How fast they fly! These vears that swiftly come and go- We would enjoy, but ere we know They pass us by. We meet to part; A hajipv hour of bovish fun; .\nother fond farewell — 'tis done, And tears will start. 30 Thus through our age. Though living in the present, vet Anticipation and regret Fill out the page. IVith Inter/hwations by a Grumbler. Hail! spring, a season of the year That makes a jest of everything By me most loved. I hold thee dear At any price, oh! fickle spring, For all the joys thou bring'st to me Alas! are hollow mockeries. In two-fold measure, lavish, free. Why should I love thy gushing ways? The air is laden with the breath Of dying winter, while the hosts Of fair flowers, that so late in death Lay stark, look blue as when their ghosts Seemed sleeping; and the merry bird Dreams but of June. No song of his In meadow, or in forest tree is heard. His little toes arc almost friz. J 2 .s/'AVTvr;. Dame Nature's robes of frost and snow (So bad for colds,) as poets sing, Are changed to green as March winds blow, But poets lie, it's no such thing; And smiling through her April show'rs, While yet we grieve for »ight weeks lost. She brings us May, and fruit and flow'rs. N. B. Provided there's no frost. FATHER LAURENCE'S SOLJLOQUY. From t/ir /iii(i (>/ h'liyiyoit." 'Tis midnight, and the waning moon Shines mihilv over wood and stream; The soft breeze wails a mournrul tune Among the cedars, and they seem To whisper darkly and to sigh. As if for deeds committed here Beneath their shadows, while the cry Of whip-poor-will falls on the ear With mcnirnful cadence. In the marsh Is heard the noisy bullfrog's croak; Anon, with note discordant, harsh, An owl pijjes forth from vender oak. And vvith the beetle's humining flight, 'J'he cricket's chirp, and brooklet's trill And all the voices of the night, The haunted forest is not still EUDAMIA'S FEAST. /■'ri'iii thf " Lei^cnd oj Kayiyou." First, gather from the fields rare flowers T(j tie in graceful knots, and wreathe In bright festoons vour leafy bowers, So that the very air may breathe To them sweet welcome. For our feast. The daintiest food that e'er was seen By mortal eyes — * " ''' The tender leaves of wintergreen. With its bright berries; dro|)S of dew That cling like crystals to the tips Of lily petals; honey, too, From fair flowers, gathered ere the lips Of roving bees have robbed their store; And pollen, taken ere its showers Of golden grains are scattered o'er The leaves and grass, from flowers /■:r/)AM/A\S FKAST. ,- Ripe to decay; grassliopper eggs, Served on a tiny mussel shell; For forks, the slender sjjiny legs Of tiger beetles, serving well The purpose, while the winged seed Of maple trees, plucked by the wind, Will make us knives, and acorn cups Shall serve as goblets. Who shall find And add a mushroom to our store, \Vill doubly please our (pieen; but g )l For moments soo i makj hours; wliat more Our tables need vou well must kiow. FRA GMENTS. A TOAST. Fill liiL^'h your l)eakers, boys, here is the toast, And stand while we drink — tJiose that love us mast. Our glasses uplifting, The white foam drifting. How it sparkles and dances, o'erflowing again I With frosty ice clinking — - Ye gods! there's no drinking To equal a glass of this foaming Cham- ' pagne. /■KACME.y/S. ,^. I love thee, smiling, happy June, Sweet month, when nature's dress Is fairest; when the summer moon Beams forth in all her loveliness, So softly mild; the very air, Laden with the breath of sweet flowers, Whisp'ring of dream-life; oh! how fair Thou seem'st to make this earth of oursi I'AREWELL. C/osiiig staiizit (if RcKiiion Poem. Farewell! for now we part; And as we leave this hall May each ask in his heart That God j^rotect us all. And grant — life's journev o'er, Its cares and sorrows flown — Upon the shining shore Reunion 'round His throne. KJ'IGRAAfS. TO H. M. D. On his faxt, iiiiti; a /•a(Xcig^i--chirk to his coat. Fast youth, that yon should need a chcc Is nothing strange or new; But then, to see you check yourself Seems f.ir more strange than true. TO A FRIEND. Who loTi-s )iot wisely, hut a considcrahh- iiiiiiil'i-r -avU. Will gets actjuainted with a Miss. Then talks of love and kisses — Strikes me. he'll re er do more than this, And count his loi'cs as misses. /■J'lCRAAfS. _ TO MATTIE. -•(// hiipiomfitii on one of lie r I'erscs. Thanks! Mattie, for your little rhyme, The reading gives me pleasure; Bnt hold! dear miss, another time Be eareful of your measure. TO MISS w ( '/; hi-r si'jiiiiiii; a kiss hy Ifttcr. A maiden's kiss is not amiss If from her lips 'tis taken. But sent hy mail, they ever fail Emotions soft to waken. TO MRS. A. S. C. \v\(\ so 1 lied, to state it true. Because your question I would jjarry- Sad case, indeed — 'twixt serving you It lay, or, serving the Old Harry. -2 /:/'!(: hWMS. AN OPEN CJUESTION. Said Kitty to her spouse one day, "I have the better judgment, any way." Says he: "to that I give my voice; A case in point — our marriage choice.