S^H^^PiPK^Kt i'^l^i.*: :i r_i:iriJ''ii'U. Qass. Book. £j=2oI -end her strength in collecting chronological memoranda, or repeating worn-out details. ^ Mrs. Hoge is one of those women called into active duty by the war, whose memory will remain. Born where the shadow of Old Independence Hall fell almost across her cradle, educated iu an intense patriotism, no wonder t*hat her soul thrilled when the Nation's great struggle came ! 'No wonder that her eminent executive ability soon saw a work to be done, and how women could do, for the country, what men could not. In the work of supply, in the arrangement and outfit of hospitals, iu preparing and forwarding stores, such as the Government was incapable of furnishing, in nursing the sick and wounded, she saw the work of Women-patriots, and to it she addressed herself INTRODUCTION. 19 witli marvellous industry and success. Capable of seeing her way to the accomplisliment of whatever ought to be done, incapable of being discouraged by official or unofficial neglect or opposition, she, with others, worked out results so grand as to be matter of wonder on both sides the Ocean. We will not recite her history, nor trace her path from hospital to hospital, from one department to another, nor tell how she wrote, and journeyed, and talked and organ- ized for the sake of the Army of the Union. It will be a wonderful story, if ever some one shall write, as it should be written, " Woman's deeds in the War," and tell, as it should be told, the story of her heroic toil. Enough is known, enough lias been told to excite the world's admiration, but much re- mains untold. From personal participation the Author is caj^able of writing what few others can. She can tell the story of the gradual upgrowth of the Sanitary Com- mission, the formation of Soldiers' Aid Societies, Field and River relief. Soldiers' Homes, in short, all the varied methods by which Motherly, Wifely, Sisterly, and Affianced love expressed itself, and much of it she has so told in these chapters as to start tears 20 INTRODUCTION. from eyes wliicL shall read tlaein. We know not where so much valuable information, as to the relief work of the Army, is so well sketched, or in so brief a compass. It was well that a woman should tell the story, for it was woman's work. The title " The Boys in Blue," gives a key to the Author's spirit. We saw her when the land was ringing with the great names of Grant, Sherman, Sheridan, Thomas, Meade, Farragut, Porter, and other illustrious chieftains. She had glowing ad- miration for their genius, and honored their grand achievements, but her sympathies were for " The Boys," the brave fellows who stood on the jiicket line, who went out as scouts and skirmishers, who charged on blazing batteries, or against lines of steel. She believed that nowhere were there, truer or nobler heroes than among enlisted men, who without the insignia or emoluments of rank, fought the hard battles of the nation. And when she came to write, they were still first, and she tells how she found them, what they did, and what the love of a great loyal people did for them. Not a professional history of the Sanitary Com- INTRODUCTION. 21 missiou, this volume is yet one of tlie best accounts yet published of that gigantic national agency. In- deed, it will be henceforth essential to a correct understanding of its method and machinery. It is not a history of woman's part in our war, yet nowhere else is that so well told, so touchingly and truthfully. It was not her design to write a history of the w^ar, yet the reader will find, as he passes through its chapters, that he has been through the great campaigns between 1861 and 1865. It was not designed to be a book of anecdotes, but almost every page is rich with incident. The Presi- dential Mansion, the Departments of Government, the Field, the River, the Hospital, the Battle, the Retreat, the Great Fair, the final Return — each con- tributes its proportion, so that the volume becomes a genuine picture-gallery. We commend it as a valuable contribution to the historic materials of the War for the Union ; as a repertory of facts too important to be lost ; as a tes- timonial to the devotion of the common soldier in camp and hospital, as a record of woman's love and woman's deeds, and as showing how a people, in 22 INTRODUCTION. earnest to save their country, took up and carried, additional to their enorm'ous taxation, a financial burden amounting to untold thousands, that they might aid " The Boys in Blue," and keep them, in their hearts, ever a citizen soldiery^ an army, not of " privates," but of husbands, sons, and brothers. Some fascinating sketches are from the pen of Mrs. Livermore. She and the Author were closely identified in work and sympathy ; they were together in the same narrow office ; together they travel- ed, spoke, wrote and worked. So far differing that each was supplemental of the other, yet so far re- sembling as to secure unity of place and action, the service they rendered jointly was of inestimable value. Mrs. Livermore visited some portions of the field unattended by her colaborer, and her graceful pen having recorded some scenes she witnessed, she has kindly furnished them for this volume, adding to its interest, and giving it, in the most effectual manner, her indorsement and commendation. CONTENTS. CHAPTER I. The personnel of the Union Army— illustrated by White River Expedition. — Patience of soldiers illustrated.— First visit to a military hospital at Mound City.— Wounded soldiers from Fort Donelson, — French boy-soldier. — Wounded man from gunboat. — Convaleiscent ward. — Rebel surgeon and his wounded men. — Rebel surgeon on naval hospital boat. — Rebel prisoners at Camp Douglas, Chicago, 33 CHAPTER 11. Surrender of Fort Donelson.— Mihtary aspect of Cairo and Missis- sippi River.— Battle of Pittsburg Landing.— Mihtary aspect of St. Louis. — Five thousand troops marching through St. Louis. — South-west Missouri the earhest battle-ground of the war. — The wounded after the battles of Booneville, Dug Spring, Carthage, and Wilson's Creek. — Formation of Western Sanitary Commis- sion.-^Work of Western Sanitary Commission in St. Louis. — Hospital work of St. Louis ladies in hospital wards. — Incidents in St. Louis Hospitals, 4^ 24 CONTENTS. CHAPTER III. ^ Sketch of U. S. Sanitary Commission. — Its origin. — Its work in hospital cars and at the battles of Eastern and Western armies. — Poetic contribution by a private. — Dr. Bellows and Mr. Yeatman, ........... 59 CHAPTER lY. Christian Commission. — Its organization, work and extensive use- fulness. — Letter from Mrs. Duffield, of Detroit. — Letter from Agent of Christian Commission at Brazos. — Ladies' Belief Soci- ety of Philadelphia. — Governors and State Sanitary Commis- sions. — Board of Trade, Chicago. — Lieut.-Colonel J. C. Wright, CHAPTER Y. The Woman's Council at Washington. — Resolutions voted. — North- Western work. — Visit to President Lincoln.— Soldiers' Home at Washington. — U. S. Sanitary Commission warehouses in Washington. — Douglas Hospital. — Convalescent camp inci- dents. — Too early removal from hospitals illustrated. — National buildings at Washington. — Long Bridge. — Martyrdom of Col. Ellsworth, 81 CHAPTER YI. The supply-work of the North- Western Branch of the U. S. Sani- CONTENT,S. 25 tary Commission. — Volunteer aid of the press. — Necessities for supplies at clep6ts in advance of battles. — Result of earnest work and thorough organization. — Wisconsin Aid Society. — Mrs. Colt. — Michigan Branch U. S. Sanitary Commission. — Miss Camp- bell* — Iowa Branch. — Mrs. T. E. Simpson, Minnesota North- Western Branch Aid Societies. — Incidents of alleged misappro- priations of stores at Mount Carroll. — SeLf-sacrifice and heroism of North- Western women illustrated by striking incidents. — The manual labor of women to permit men to enUst. — Labors in Aid societies. — Soldiers' rests and homes. — Female nurses, . . 95 CHAPTER VII. SKETCH OF MRS. BICKERDYKE. Mrs. Bickerdyke's amazing energy and fertile expedients. — Laun- dries and bakeries. — Major-Gen. Buford, — Her refusal to nurse a Major-General's son. — Her call to the hospitals from Galesburg. — Mrs. B. and unfaithful ward-master in Brick Hospital, Cairo. — Her trips on hospital transports after battle at Pittsburg Land- ing. — Feat on the Fanny Bullet. — Sketch of the armada leaving Fort Henry. — ^Jtlrs. B.'s hospital work at Savannah. — At Cor- inth. — Eemoval of hospital in the midst of the battle of Cor- inth.— Her work in small-pox hospital at Memphis. — Her laundries at Memphis. — Her raid on Northern cows and hens for benefit of Memphis Hospital. — Her personal gifts to soldiers. — Her work at Huntsville. — Her work at Beaufort, Morehead City, Wilmington, and finally in Sherman's victorious army, . 116 26 CONTENTS. CHAPTER yill. Visit of members of the Commission to the army, — Dr. W. W. Patton, Vice-President. — Mrs. Hoge and Mrs. Colt's visit to tke army at request of Commission. — Mrs. Saiford at Cairo. — Cre- dentials. — Passenger steamer Ruth. — She is seized at Columbus as transport of war. — Sketch of young soldier from Iowa, and his story. — Contraband group. — Anecdote of Cassar. — Departure from Columbus. — Island No. 10. — Approach to Memphis. — Her former prosperity, — Blasted prospects. — Public square. — Jack- son's statue. — Sketch of Southern desolation, and its cause. — Arrival at Memphis. — Hospitals of Memphis, — Wounded soldiers from Vicksburg. — Sanitary depot, 132 CHAPTER IX. Departure from Memphis. — Arrival at Helena. — Wretchedness of the place. — A sketch of the fir.t army Sabbath. — Embarkation of 15,000 troops. — Sketch of a cavalry regiment. — Embarkation of a battery. — Interview with General Gorman on fleet. — Deci- sion to accompany White River Expedition. — Anxious father on the Ruth. — Contrast between recruits and veterans. — Mouth of White River. — Rumor of battle at Arkansas Post. — Organization of battle fleet. — Entrance to the White River. — Description of its banks. — Council of War. — Changing weather. — Organization of hospital on Ruth, — St, Charles, — Gen, Fisk's talk with a rebel. — Cavalry regiment sent out as scouts. — Suffering of the men on marches. — Arrival at Duvall's Bluff. — Hardships of CONTENTS. 27 soldiers on transports.— The morality of the army.— Their en- 145 dm-ance, CHAPTER X. Transport hospital life on the Ruth.— Sanitary stores dealt out.— Death and burial of a hospital nurse.— Suddenness of soldiers' deaths.— Schoolmaster soldier.— Young brothers of the 33d Mis- souri.— Sick soldier behind a wheel-house.— Confiscation of cat- tle.— Sketch of sickness and death of a Wisconsin soldier.— Camp-cough.— Sight of St. Louis ladies on guard.— Isolation of individuals and regiments in the army.— Visit from Miss Breck- enridge.— Prayer-meetings on transports.— Sabbath services on the Ruth.— Col. Pile's remarkable sermon.— Trip down the river on a gunboat.— aen. Fisk's moral influence in the army.— Faith- fuhiess of surgeons.— Convalescent soldier nurses, . . 157 • CHAPTER XL Suffermg of army at Young's Point.— Arrival at Cako.— Guerillas and steamboat passengers— A collection.— The mother of Joseph. —Mothers and wives en route for Memphis.— Hospitals at Mem- phis.— Soldier's death at Adams Block Hospital.— Visiting the patients.— Mr. Reynolds in hospital.— Cheers for the Sanitary Commission.— Wisconsin battery-boy.— Mrs. B.'s attention to a wounded soldier.— Gen. John Logan.— Gen. McPherson.— Gen. Webster, 28 ^ CONTENTS. CHAPTER XII. Departure from Memphis. — Journey down the Mississippi. — Fearful reports of guerillas at Helena. — Disguise of steamer as gunboat. Arrival at Young's Point.-^Silver Wave sanitary-boat. — Inter- views with Gen. Grant on Magnolia. — Donation of five bales of cotton for soldiers' comforts. — Mode of work on sanitary-boat. — Humorous incidents. — Story of Arthur C. , the drumruer- boy. — Contributions by Mrs. Livermore, .... 198 CHAPTER XIII. February 22d at Young's Point. — Naval salute. — Southern sun and rain. — Gunboat fleet. — Capt. MacMillan of Silver Wave. — Mid- night scare. — Visit to Admiral Porter and flag-ship. — Rebel boy- gunner. — Army pets. — Visit to naval hospital. — Naval regatta. — Southern sunset 212 CHAPTER XIV. Description of camp-ground at Young's Point. — Funerals on the levee. — Arrival of the steamer Des Arcs, laden with coffins. — Reception of stretchers, filled with patients, at sanitary-boat. — Incidents. — Meeting Mrs. Gov. Harvey, of Wisconsin, on Silver Wave. — St. Louis ladies on hospital-steamer City of Alton. — Reception of patients. — Hospital breakfast. — Sketch of Miss Breckenridge, . . . 222 CONTENTS. 29 CHAPTEE XY. Work at the Commission rooms. — A day at the rooms of the Sani- tary Commission, by Mrs. Livermore. — Mode of raising supplies. — " Where there's a will, there's a way," by Mrs. Livermore. — " Women in the harvest-field," by Mrs. Livermore. — Mrs. Livermore's army trip to Milliken's Bend, . . . 239 CHAPTER XVI. Mrs. Liveynore's trip from Yoimg's Point to Lake Providence. — Visit to the Mercantile Battery at Milliken's Bend. — Trip up the river to Cairo. — Contraband boy. — Refugee girl, . 270 CHAPTER XVII. Gen. Grant's plans to reach the rear of Vicksburg. — Transports running the batteries. — Overland march of the aripy to New Carthage. — Cross the river at Hard Times. — Six successive bat- tles to reach the rear of Vicksburg. — Assaults on Rebel fortifica- tions. — Steamer " City of Alton " sent for wounded Illinois soldiers. — Prisoners on board from St. Louis. — Incidents of travel. — Prisoners' guard. — Camp of Union army in ravines and rifle-pits. — Dining with regiments. — Southern bayous. — Visit to rifle-pits. — Bravery and endurance of troops. — Incidents of the visits. — Visit to the 113th regiment Illinois Volunteer Infantry. — Visit to its hospital. — Death of its color-bearer, . . . 286 30 CONTENTS. CHAPTER XVIII. Fast living in Chicago intensified at Vicksburg. — Army life at Vicksburg. — Army trains. — Dust. — Good-nature of the sol- diers. — Thunder-storm. — Life in an army tent. — ^Bombardment of Vicksburg. — Eeptiles and Insects. — Climate. — Tornado. — Visit to Lutheran clergymen in the ranks. — Brave German lieu- tenant promoted from the ranks. — Wounded drummer-boy. — A boy-hero, 302 CHAPTER XX. Necessity for increased supplies. — Appeal to pulpits. — Kesolution to inaugurate a great Northvrestern Sanitary Fair. — Eesolution to inaugurate a great Sanitary Fair. — Sketch of the Pioneer Fair. — Work of preparation. — Pittsburg contributions. — Proces- sion. — Lake County farmers. — Address of T. B. Bryan, Esq. — Incidents of the procession. — Dining-hall. — Sensations of the Fair. — Letter from Memphis hospitals. — Letter from Quincy hos- pitals. — Letter from Hon. Schuyler Colfax. — Emancipation proclamation. — Correspondence "with President Lincobi. — Gold vs^atch presented to the President. — Incidents of the Fair. — Sol- diers' dinner. — Anna Dickinson's Address. — Resolutions at close of the Fair. — List of officers of the Commission, . . 332 CHAPTER XXI. Second Woman's Council at Washington. — Dr. Bellows' address. — CONTENTS, 31 Visit to Philadelphia. — Sketch of meeting at West Chester. — TJ. S. Sanitary Conamission. — Fair mania. — Pittsburg Fair. — Bazaar. — Monitor Hall. — Horticultural Hall. — Philadelphia Fair. — Union Avenue. — Hall of Arms and Trophies. — Horticultural Hall. — Art Gallery. — President Lincoln's speech, , . 369 CHAPTER XXII. Gen. Grant assumes command of the Union Armies. — Continued fighting. — Great need of sanitary supplies. — U. S. Sanitary Commission and Soldiers' Home resolve to hold a Fair. — Great plans. — Close of the war. — Less enthusiasm.— President Lin- coln. — Trip to Washington. — Visit to Mr. Lincoln. — Interview.- President's levie. — Interview with Secretary Stanton. — Admiral Farragut and Charles Sumner. — Miss Peabody, . . . 399 CHAPTER XXni. Last Fair. — Reception of Regiments. — Reception of Gens. Grant and Sherman. — Gen. Sherman's speech. — Gov. Yates' reeeption of Gen. Grant. — Humorous incidents, .... 416 CHAPTER XXIY. •Mr. Howe's enUstment. — Raising a county regiment. — Speech at 32 CONTENTS. the meeting to raise recruits. — Enlistment of his coachman in same regiment. — He is made Postmaster of the regiment. — Ad- vances money to pay regiment for two months. — His ilhiess. — Return home to work for the boys, . . ... . 444 Leaving Home and Fiuents ron Tun W'ak. THE BOYS IN BLUE. CHAPTER I. The jiersonnel of the Union Army — illustrated by White River Expedi- tion. — Patience of soldiers illustrated. — First visit to a military hospital at Mound City. — Wounded soldiers from Fort Donelson. — French boy-soldier. — Wounded man from gunboat. — Convalescent ward. — Rebel surgeon and his wounded men. — Rebel surgeon on naval hospital boat. — Rebel prisoners at Camp Douglas, Chicago. When the echo of the first rebel gun reached the nation's ear, the uprising of the loyal masses of this great Republic was not only an inspiration, but a prophecy — not only a foretelling, but foreshadowing of the redemption that drew nigh, and has now been fulfilled by God's overruling power and the strong arms and brave hearts of the "Boys in Blue." When husbands left their wives and little ones, praying and weeping between the porch and the altar ; when boys sprang heroes from their mothers' arms to the front ranks of battle; when lovers buckled on their armor, looking aloft to the emblem of freedom, and deferred the day of hope ful- filled till the old flag should be vindicated, or their union made 34 THE BOYS IN BLUE. eternal beyond the grave, God moved the hearts of men as they had never been moved before. The personnel of the Union army differed from all others, except that of the army of the Kevolution. Not only did hills and valleys, cities and hamlets, pour forth a stream of volunteers, till the Government said, ''It is enough," but the best blood of the land filled up its rank and file. Judges, lawyers, legislators, professors, students, merchants and far- mers, stood shoulder to shoulder with artisans, mechanics and laboring men, in this great struggle for the maintenance of our nationality, and for the establishment of free princi- ples throughout the world. I recall a steamer on an expedition which I accompanied, that contained an Iowa regiment, which numbered in its rank and file judges, county clerks, lawyers, professors and minis- ters. I saw these educated, noble men, eating hard-tack and raw pork from the heads of unsightly barrels, with no mod- ern conveniences save a jack-knife; while those who had graced society at home, controlled votes and shaped public opinion, lay on the hurricane-deck and open guards of a trans- port during a pelting storm of sleet and snow, with no pro- tection but a soldier's blanket, and no pillow but a knapsack. I saw these men refuse the tin-cup of warm tea, and treat of soft biscuit, when they were covered with the mud and snow of an Arkansas march, because, as they said, their fellow- soldiers needed it more. They impressed me with awe, amounting almost to rever- ence, on that occasion. All their plebeian surroundings could not conceal the scholar and the gentleman. At the time I knew not whence they came, or who they were, but INCIDENT OF 113th ILLINOIS. 35 felt their power, as they sat in silence and bodily weakness; and when they bade me pass on to the more needy, I obey- ed without remonstrance. Could such men be conquered? Could such inspiration, such indomitable will, such stern principle, be subdued ? The memory of our soldiers' hero- ism is inspiring, the recollection of their long-suffering and patience, overwhelming. They form the most striking human exemplification of divine patience the world has ever seen. During the war, the shadow of death passed over almost every household in the land, and left desolate hearth-stones and vacant chairs. Shots at long range entered dwellings even in the most sequestered vales, and on the loftiest moun- tain ranges. Thousands of mothers, wives and sisters at home, died and made no sign, while their loved ones were hidden in southern hospitals, prisons or graves; and all this, that our nation might be perpetuated, the principles of human freedom established, and the hand of the world's dial-plate moved forward a degree, even though it cost the lives of half a million of freemen to accomplish it. A simple incident will illustrate this determined patriotism more strikingly than a thousand general statements. When the lloth Illinois Regiment was stationed at Camp Douglas, Chicago, my son being its colonel, I visited it fre- quentl}^, to administer to the wants of the sick. On one oc- casion, I saw a member of that reoiment sittino- on a bench with a son on either side of him, of ten and twelve years old, lovingly leaning on their father's bosom. It was a touching sight, and at his request I sat beside them. I said, "Are these your only children ? " " JSTo," he replied, " I have 3G THE BOYS IX BLUE. a wife and seven children."' " "Was your wife willing to have you leave your home?" "We had many talks together before she consented. She could not, at the first call ; but when the second came, we concluded 'twas bettei to run the risk of leavinsr her a widow and the children fatherless, than to risk losing this blessed country, with all its institutions. I keep these boys with me to the last, and go home every Sunday in the neighborhood, to teach Sabbath- school. I have made great sacrifices to come. I have a fine stock-flirm, and had as happy a home as man could desire here below. I have pushed off my stock at a sacrifice, rented my farm, and my wife has gone to her father's house, to remain in my absence. I have started to fight for my country, and with God's help do not mean to look back and never return, till I can come home victorious or in my coffin." I followed that man's course, and he kept his word to the letter. He was in the first advance on Vicksburg, and when the army retired to the transports he believed his country lost. He said he had no desire to live, and his great heart broke. He lay down in silence, and, without any ap- parent disease, breathed out his consecrated life on his coun- try's altar. He was carried back in his coffin, and the God of tlie widow and fatherless has wonderfully sustained his widow and children. The war has now ended, the larger portion of the army is disbanded, and alreadj^ absorbed in the pursuits of civil life, exhibiting even a greater marvel than its inspired gathering and organization. Mothers, wives and maidens, have received their sons, husbands and lovers back again, some unharmed in body and untainted in soul. But alas I how many have SCOPE OF THE WORK, 37 opened their hearts and arms to receive the battered remnants of a once vigorous manhood, rendered dearer and more sacred by the mark of the destroyer, and the tokens of suf- fering and heroism. Those of us who had drifted into posi- tions new and hitherto untried, accepting duty in whatever • shape offered, have also been mustered out, returned to the homes won for us by our brave army, and are turning our efforts into other benevolent channels, or recuperating over- wrought powers for future labors. The earnestness of life has been so thoroughly realized by those who participated in army labors, that the sham and frivolities of society seem in- sufferably tame and insipid. Sitting beside my sanitary desk, the daily companion of three years' toil, unless when absent in the arm}^ or in its interests, I involuntarily slip out of the present, and lapse into the past, so full of great events, of thrilling scenes, of busy w^ork and earnest living, A letter, a memorandum, a sanitary or military report, a wounded soldier, or suffering soldier's widow or orphan, is the magi- cian's wand to lift the curtain of the past, and bring a throng of sad and sublime memories, scenes and persons, passed away forever, but never to be forgotten, I propose in this narrative to tell the simple story of the soldiers. Abler pens have recorded the lives and deeds of our great military leaders. The political aspects of this ter- rific struggle have been, and will be, discussed by statesmen and historians. My aim shall be to give a photographic view of 100,000 men, whom I have seen in hospitals, and tell the story of their heroism, long-suffering and patience, even unto death, I would sketch our great Western army,, as it lay in the swamps at Young's Point, and was encamped in 38 THE BOYS IN BLUE. the ravines and ensconced in the rifle-pits at Vicksburg. I desire to give a correct idea of the transport life of our soldiers, from the hour they went forth in the freshness of youthful vigor, and "all the pomp and panoply of war," till hundreds lay prostrate with the exposure and fatigue of trans port life and Arkansas marches. I seem to-day, as I read a letter written by me from Mound City Hospital, to be enter- ing it for the first time. 'Twas on an April day I made my first visit to a military hospital. The apple-trees were in full bloom, and the time for the singing of birds had come. It was soft, balmy, and verdant as June. Various reports of abuses in the hospitals and the division of sanitary supplies, had reached the ears of the Hon. Mark Skinner, the foster-father of the North-western Branch of the U. S. Sanitary Commission, and E. W. Blatchford, its inde- fatigable and efficient Treasurer. These gentlemen urged Mrs. Livermore and myself to visit the hospitals at Cairo and Mound Cit}^, investigate carefully their administration and condition, and report to the Commission on our return. This we did, to the best of our abilit3\ It is not necessary here to sa}^ more, than that we M'ere satisfied that the sanitary stores were wisely appropriated, under the supervision of Mother Angela, at Mound Cit}', and by Miss Safford {yclej^t the " Cairo Angel," by the soldiers), in the hospitals of Cairo. I confess to a sinking heart as I first entered the wards of this hospital at Mound City. It was a huge brick structure, three stories high, whose walls alone had been erected belbre the war for a warehouse. At the breaking out of the rebel- lion, the Government fitted it up as a hospital for our sick and wounded soldiers. It contained 1,200 beds, its various wards WOUNDED SOLDIER FROM DONELSON. 39 communicating by doors and passage-ways, so arranged that the eye could take in several at a glance. The first view revealed a succession of cots covered with the dainty-looking sheets 'and pillow-slips of the Sanitary Commission, and white counterpanes from Government. The inmates of these cots lay white, silent, immovable as marble statues. Beside each bed stood a small table, con- taining a sick cup, tumbler of water, and medicine. Over the head of each hung a slip of pasteboard with the inmate's number marked upon it, for men in hospitals were nameless, and became mere numerals. A warm sun shone through the open windows, and the balmy air rustled the soft white curtains that shaded them. The gentle touch of the hand of woman was visible everywhere, and on many of the cots "were laid boughs of fresh apple-blossoms, that made the air fragrant, and spoke of life and hope to the mangled and lan- guid heroes beneath them. 'Twould fill this volume were I to tell all I saw and heard this first day in the hospital. We paused at each cot, pressed each hand, luhen there was one to press, smoothed each brow, and said as many brave and tender words as our burdened hearts would permit. Our solemn round was stopped, and the current of our feel- ings changed, by the sunny smile of a Saxon-faced boy, with eyes as blue, and ha,ir as fair, as though he had never heard the din of battle, nor mingled in its scenes of blood and car- nage. He looked as I fancy David did when he went out to tend his father's flocks, for he was "fair of countenance," and had a smile, such as makes a mother's heart leap with joy and pride. He had scarce seen nineteen summers; yet there he lay as a mummy, legs and arms bandaged. And there he 40 THE BOYS IN BLUE. had lain five weeks, as the sister told, us, and had been that day turned on his side for the first time. " My boy," I said, as I passed my fingers through the damp curls that clustered round his brow, " do you suffer much? " " Not as much as I did," he replied. The nurse said, "We call this boy our miracle, for through all his long weeks of suffering, he has never uttered a murmur, and is almost alwaj^s as you see him now — smiling, happy and grateful." " Why shouldn't I be ?" said he; "I've the best of care, and I'm suffering for the old flag." " Tell me," I said, " when and where were you wound- ed? But first tell me, have you a mother? " The bright blue eyes moistened, as he said softly, "Yes, and I hear from her often ; but she hasn't the money to come to me, and I send her word never to mind, for I have almost a mother here. " We," looking at a boy in the adjoining cot, "are farmers' sons from Illinois. We lived neighbors, went to school together, and enlisted at the same time, in the same company. We were wounded about the same hour, in the attack on Donelson. We fell near together, and lay from Saturday morning till Sunday afternoon, before we were picked up." " How did that happen ? " I asked, quickl3^ " Why, you see," said he, " they were so busy taking the fort, they had no time to bother with us." "But did you not think it monstrous to be left so long without help ? " " Of course not," said he, with a look of astonishment, " liow could they heJj) it, tliey had to take the fort ; " and his eye kindled as he said, "and when she was taken, and we heard the cheering of the boys in the front, I tell you, not a man of us that could speak, but cheered., and even the men with only stumps tried to raise them and ^ huzza." *' Did you suffer much ? " He bit his lip. " I don't FRENCH BOY-SOLDIER. 41 like to think about tkat," he said. "We had to be chopped out, we were frozen so fast in the mud ; and then the rebels, the devils, had stripped us almost naked ; but we were thankful thej didn't serve us as they served some we saw. Jem," said he, as his "sunny face was clouded with wrath, "didn't we see them pin some poor fellows to the earth with their bayo- nets, because they tried to hold on to their watches and pocket-books? " "Aye, aye," said Jem ; " I want to get up and make them sweat for it, I do," " AVell, boys, you've had a hard time, and got more than you bargained for. Do you rue it? " " Kot a bit of it; we came in for better or worse, and if we got the worse we oughtn't to complain." Thus talked this boy, nine months only from his mother's wing. As I turned, I heard a groan, a rare sound in a military hospital. It proceeded from a French boj^, who had been wounded at Donelson, placed in an ambulance with his feet projecting, and was thus carried several miles. In conse- quence of this treatment, his feet were frightfully frozen. Every device of medical skill had been tried in vain* to save them. The physician had just decided they must be ampu- tated, and the boy, with quivering lips, was begging for the operation to take place. Opposite the French boy lay a stalwart man, an Ajax in proportions and muscular development. The death-like pal- lor of his skin contrasted painfully with the blood-stained clothes upon his breast. He had just been brought in from a gunboat, where he had been struck by a piece of shell. His dark eyes gazed wistfully into mine as I bathed his temples, and he essayed to speak ; but the tongue was stilled forever. He was slipping silently, but surely, into eternity. None 42 THE BOYS IN" BLUE. knew his history, or whether he had wife, mother, or child to mourn for him. I fancied that his imploring eye told the sto- ry of loved ones at home, and as I sat beside him felt assured, from the pressure of his hand, that their memory was min- gling with his prayers and hopes beyond the grave. All scenes were not as sad as these. While we were yet lin- gering in the convalescent ward, a nurse approached with a basket of oranges, and the eager hands of scores of convales- cents were I'eached forth to take the tempting fruit. All of the men were clad in the comfortable dressing-gowns of the Sanitary Commission ; some were resting on their cots, or in their chairs ; some writing to absent friends ; some chatting merrily ; some reading, and some playing checkers. 'I could but bless God for the munificence of the good people at home, who kept the coffers of the noble institution supplied. I saw here many rebel prisoners, enjoying the same comforts and privileges as our men. We conversed freely with them, and they bore uniform testimony to the liberality and kindness of their treatment. A rebel surgeon had voluntarily given himself up as prisoner, that he might attend to the men of his division. He was permitted to do so, and furnished with medicine. At that time, none had conceived of the atrocities to be practised on our brave men, in wretched Southern prison-pens, Grod be praised ! no such inhumanity rests upon our skirts. In almost every hospital that I have visited, I have seen sick or wounded rebels, and can' unhesitatingly afilrm, that in all respects they were as well treated as our men. On one occasion, when visiting the naval hospital at Young's Point, I was taken by the surgeon to see an invention REBEL PRISONERS AT CAMP DOUGLAS. ' 43 of bis skill to save a terribly shattered arm that could not bear any pressure. A plaster-of-paris cast had been made, and so nicely adjusted to the arm that it could rest and have soothing and cooling applications made, without the slightest movement of the limb. I was delighted with the ingenuity and success of the plan, and said, in the cheerful tones with which I always addressed soldiers, "Why, my dear fellow, your right arm, that has fought so nobly for the old flag, will soon be all right, and 3^ou will be ready before long to tr}^ it again ! " The bright smile and animated response failed to come as usual — moody silence and a scowl were my only answers. I looked inquiringly at the surgeon, and saw mis- chief in his eye. As I walked away, he said, chuckling, " You gave the rebel Major a pretty hard hit." " I am glad I did," I replied; "but why did you not tell me?" " 'Twas too good to spoil," he said, rubbing his hands in glee, " and he needs it." While on this subject I will state, that, during the winter of 1805, Mrs. Livermore and myself visited Camp Doug- las, in the vicinity of Chicago, where there were 10,000 rebel prisoners. General Sweet, with his usual courtesy, furnished iis an escort to the camp, although at the time visitors were not allowed ; but he knew our object was to procure correct information. We spent the entire morn- ing in examining the camp; visited the barracks, the laundr}^, the bakery, the kitchen, the hospital, and found all studiously clean, well ventilated, and well supplied. The odor of the soup for dinner was appetizing, and the neatness of the kitchen inviting. The men looked healthy and con- tented. The number of men sick was not large in proportion 44 THE BOYS IN BLUE. to the huge camp, and the hospital was in excellent order. In all respects, it equalled in comfort the camp of the Federal soldiers, and filled us with wonder at the godlike magnanimity of a government that could and would thus return good for evil done to our prisouei^s, then suffering and dying by thousands in Southern prison-pens. Some of the fearful tragedies of those charnel-houses have been made known, and stand as a fearful blot on the civilization of the 19th century ; or, rather, an exemplification of the " barbar- ism of slavery." The recording angel has written them where they must one day be met, in the sight of angels and fnen, when the tears and groans of these martyrs of liberty will cry aloud for vengeance. Such fearful witnesses might well appall the stoutest heart. "Behold the tears of the oppressed, and they had no comforter." (See Appendix.) SURRENDER OF FORT DONELSON. 45 CHAPTEE IL Surrender of Fort Donelson. — Military aspect of Cairo and Missis- sippi River. — Battle of Pittsburg Landing. — Military aspect of St, Louis. — Five thousand troops marching through St, Louis. — South- west Missouri the earliest battle-ground of the war. — The wounded after the battles of Boonville, Dug Spring, Carthage, and Wilson's Creek. — Formation of Western Sanitary Commission. — Work of . Western Sanitary Commission in St. Louis. — Hospital work of St. Louis ladies in hospital wards. — Incidents in St. Louis Hospitals. No one living in the ISTorth-West, can forget the wild enthu- siasm occasioned by the surrender of Fort Donelson. It was the first decisive victory of the Union arms, and was felt by the people to be the pledge and forerunner of many to fol- low. In the garden City, Chicago, all the bells were madly rung, salutes were fired, schools dismissed, business suspended, men embraced each other in the streets and wept, processions were extemporized, omnibuses, express wagons, teams and drays, filled with the shouting multitude, drove through the principal thoroughfares, always stopping before the rooms of the Sanitary Commission to give three hearty cheers. This battle was fought on the 13tb, 14th, and 15th of February, 1862. At that inclement season, our brave troops lay outside the intrenchments of the fort three successive days and nights, in a pelting storm of sleet and snow. They fought their way to the breastworks, and over them, inch by inch ; only stop- 46 THE BOYS IN BLUE. ping when darkness covered them. At the close of the third day, victory perched on the banner of freedom ; but not until it had been dyed in the blood of its defenders. Gen. Grant received the surrender of 10,000 men, under the rebel Gen. Buckner ; and thus commenced that series of successes that placed the rank and file of our army in the foremost line of the world's armies, and its gallant leader at the very height of military renown-^the Commanding General of the unpar- alleled armies of the Union. In the midst of the hosannas of the multitude, a pang shot through my heart when I thought of the sacrifice the victory had cost, of the mangled bodies, open graves, broken hearts, and scattered hopes that must follow in its train. I had not, however, comprehended the full reality of the war till I reached Cairo. At home, society was nndisturbed, business prosperous, places of amusement filled, churches sustained, schools well patronized, people marrying and given in marriage, one going to his farm, and another to his mer- chandise, as though the voice of war had not been heard n the land, and no sacrifices were necessary. The second call for 300,000 more^ had not yet heen heard in almost every home in the land. At Cairo, every step kept time to martial law and music. The tramp, tramp, tramp, of the Boys in Blue muttered from morn till night. Military sentinels met ns at every turn. The fife and drum piped and rolled incessantl^^ Transports, laden to the guards with their precious living freight, were constantly arriving from above, and leaving for the Tennessee, where the Western army was massing for a prospective conflict — none knew when nor where. BATTLE OF PITTSBURG LANDING. 47 It proved to be Pittsburg Landing, which bloody battle was fought soon after, on the 6th and 7th of April, when the Western Union Army, under Gen. Grant, and the flower of the rebel army, under Gens. Johnston and Beauregard, met and tested their strength, and fought with des])eration, both sides feeling that the result of that battle would, to a great extent, settle the question, of the Western campaign. The rebel force had the advantage of the aUacl; under their chosen leaders, and perfect confidence of victory, which for the first day appeared to favor them. Troops less brave and staunch than ours, would have been faint-hearted ; per- haps surrendered. But No Fail was there ; and when the artillery was massed and skilfully disposed by Gen. Web- ster, the able chief of artillery, the gunboats brought into action, and Buell's command came up double-quick, after a forced march of forty miles, and rushed into action with an eagerness and enthusiasm that inspired the army, the tide turned. A battle-field miles in circumference, watered with human blood, and strewn with the mangled frames of 20,000 men on both sides, told the story of the desperation of the fight, and the value of the victory. I was surprised when visiting the East, the following autumn, to find that the importance and magnitude of this fearful struggle, which commenced at Shiloh and culminated at Pittsburg Landing, was not appreciated therv^, as it was nearer to the scene of action. It must be remembered that representative portions of the flower of the Southern army, magnificently drilled and equipped, were there. I heard an officer who was engaged in the first brigade that met the foe, say, that m the midst of all the excitement of a sudden call 48 THE BOYS IN BLUE. to meet the outnumbering force, be could but admire the advancing host as it marched forward in Hue of battle, three deep, with the artillery at stated intervals, well covered, the silver equipments of the New Orleans Crescent Brigade glit- tering in the morning sunlight, and the well-drilled divisions, with their banners aloft, moving almost as one man, without a sound or a cry, although our musketry was pouring into them. They did not return the fire till within a hundred and fifty yards, when every weapon of war was let, loose on both sides, and such a fire of musketry poured out as literally droioned the artillery, and cut off the tops of an acre of saplings not thicker than a man's thumb, till they looked as though they had been mown by a giant reaper. The people of the South had, has it were, staked their all on this battle, and were sure to win, they thought. Their plans were adroitly laid. Home traitors in the Northern States were their sworn allies, and stood ready to aid and abet them when they should have wiped out the Union Arm}^, or so effectually crippled it that they could " carry the war into Africa." Telegraph wires were to be cut, transports and rolling-stock of the railroads seized, great pork and grain warehouses, and government stores, appropriated for future operations, with the prestige of victory to inspire their men. It may be said, this could not be ; nevertheless, the raids into Pennsylvania and Maryland, admonish us that if the victory of Shiloh had been a defeat, the soil of our lojal North "Western States would have been drenched with the blood of her brave volunteers, an immense amount of prop- erty destroyed, treason inspired and strengthened, and the glorious consummation deferred, God only knows how long. HOME TRAITORS— PASSAGE OF TROOPS AT ST, LOUIS. 49 The gloom that pervaded the countrj'- before the victory at Donelson, was but a faint shadow of the gloom that defeat at Shiloh would have caused. All honor then to the heroes of these bloody fights ! They stood like a living wall of adamant between us and destruction, and silenced forever the vain boast, that "one rebel could whip five Yankees." Every blue-coat should be sacred, and the wives and chil- dren of every man who fell in our defense, be considered as our own charge, to be cared for and trained for usefulness. The day of this fearful battle of Pittsburg Landing we spent at Mound City Hospital, whose beds were soon after filled with its sufferins; heroes. But to return to our journey and a point of time prior to this memorable battle. We found the warlike atmosphere and military display at St. Louis, our next point, still more imposing and thrilling. The business of the city was pros- trated by the closing of the Mississippi, and by the treason of a large portion of her citizens. Whole blocks of stores were occupied as hospitals or military headquarters. Five thousand men, fully equipped, and two batteries with their guns, carriages and horses, passed through the main streets of St. Louis, on their way to the Tennessee, the day after our arrival there. The sight was not only novel, but sub- lime. The determined and solemn tread of the men, the grim looks of the "war-dogs," and. the tearful interest and solemn silence of the crowd of spectators, said that this was no holiday parade, but a stake for life or death. One young captain, who had travelled from Centralia with us, lightly touched his cap as he passed the Planters' House; but even his joyous face was sobered. These troops reached 60 THE BOYS IN BLUE. Pittsburg Landing just iu time for the battle, and their ranks were fearfully thinned by those two long days of stand-up fight, loithout iiitrenchments on either side — the only such in- stance on the record of the loar of the rebeUion. The loss to the Union Army is variously estimated at from 10,000 to 15,000 men, and on the enemy's side an equal number put " hors de combat.^ ^ The fortifications of St. Louis were complete and sightly. General Fremont had spared neither pains nor expense in their erection and perfection. The breastworks were sodded like hanging gardens, and the trenches, with their budding green borders, looked peaceful and inviting. The huge guns were polished to silvery brightness, and stood with open mouths gaping at the city, ready to pour a storm of iron hail into her bosom, if she raised her hand against the stars and stripes. These peacemakers proved their right to the title. Our chief interest and occupation, however, were our visits to the numerous hospitals, then filled and in successful opera- tion, in St. Louis ; and the Soldiers' Home, just inaugurated. South-west Missouri had become the earliest battle-ground of the war, owing to the persistent treason of a large portion of her inhabitants, under the lead and inspiration of General Price. St. Louis, consequently, became the Headquarters of the Military Department of the West. During the sum- mer of 1861, the battles of Boonville, Dug Spring, Carthage, and Wilson's Creek (the monument and mausoleum of the renowned Gen. Lyon), had been fought with desperate valor and bloody results. The spontaneous creation, organization and immediate action of so large an army, fully accounted for the small amount of preparation for the care of the sick WEST. SAN. COMM. AND BATTLE OF PEA RIDGE. 51 and wounded. The absence of railroad facilities in the im- mediate neighborhood of these battles, added greatly to their horrors. After the battle of Wilson's Creek, which was to Missouri what Shiloh was to the West, several hundred of our wounded men were carried in ambulances and army- wagons from Springfield to Rolla, over rough roads, a dis- tance of one hundred and twenty miles. At this point, the terminus of the south-west branch of the Pacific Railroad, they were transferred to cars, in which they could be more easily moved to St. Louis, where the hospital accommodations were found to be entirely inadequate to their comfortable reception. At this particular time, Miss D. L. Dix, a lady whose emi- nence in the cause of suffering humanity is well known to the public, was providentially in St. Louis. After a confer- ence with her. Gen. Fremont issued an order for the estab- lishment of a Western Sanitary Commission. James B. Yeatman, Esq., was President of the organization, and Rev. W. Eliot, D.D., his able and faithful co-laborer. C. S. Greely, Esq., J. B. Johnson, M.D., and George Partridge, Esq., composed the remainder of the board. From the commencement to the close of the war our sol- diers endured untold hardships, and manifested unflinching courage and patience. There was a large balance, however, in favor of those engaged in the campaigns of the last two years of the war. The thorough organization of the Medical Bureau, and increase of the supply-table, the complete ar- rangements and facilities for the transportation of the sick and wounded, greatly mitigated the sufferings of the pa- tients. The growing confidence of the people in the Sanitary 52 THE BOYS IN" BLUE. Commissions, and the substantial aid afforded them, enabled their officers to cooperate much more efficiently with the medical staff of the army, and render them that aid they so much required in the discharge of their multiform and ardu- ous duties. The later battles were also mainly fought within the reach of facilities for transportation by rail or water, and thus the poor boys were saved torturing journeys in army wagons, or at best, in ambulances, over roads almost impass- able, over hills almost mountains, over corduroy roads, or bridgeless streams, through a country infested with gueril- las, and stripped as bare of food for men or horses, as if an army of locusts had swept over it. There were then com- paratively few hospital garments, delicacies, or even stimu- lants or sedatives, to- nerve the poor fellows for frightful operations, or the indescribable tortures of these rough journeys. At the battle of Pea Eidge, which was fought on the 7th of March, 1862, when the Union arm}^, led by General Curtis, whipped the rebels, who were thrice their number, "we had about a thousand killed and wounded. The battle-field was two hundred and fifty miles beyond Eolla; badly wounded men could not be removed such a distance, with such insuf- ficient transportation, and were consequently obliged to depend on extemporized hospitals, consisting of churches, barns, public buildings, or the dwellings of their ene- mies, totally unsuited to their necessities; or were sent forward to Springfield, one hundred and thirty miles distant, because there was no place for them at a nearer point. My blood chills as I pen these lines ; for I remember the agony of those whom I have seen carefully borne on stretchers, SUFFERINGS OF THE WOUNDED IN TRANSPORTATION. 53 properly stimulated, skilfully treated, and supplied with all the comforts and delicacies of the Sanitary Commissions, What must have been the sufferings of these earlier heroes of the war, when racked and torn with joltings that taxed my utmost strength, when in perfect health, in a few miles' ride, God and themselves only know ; but through all this, their patience failed not, and their fortitude remained un- shaken. I well remember, while in St. Louis, meeting a sanitary agent who had just returned from a journey to take supplies to the sufferers at Pea Ridge. He said he had seen a deal of war before, but never such a mass of mangled, parched, filthy, unshaven and unshorn humanity as he saw at Pea Ridge. I asked how they bore this accumulation of horrors. " Like angels, not men," he said ; " and were as grateful for the supplies I took them as if they had been convicts, not heroes icho had earned them ! " This spirit was born with the army, and remained with it from the begin- ning to the end, and has baffled all investigation to discover its cause. It was one manifestation of God's power in the work of our national redemption. But to the hospitals. In some respects, the arrangements of those in St. Louis differed from any that wc have seen else- where during the war. A lai'ge marble front building, five stories higE, had been rented at a nominal price, and fitted up as a military hospital. In the nature of the case, the ventila- tion could not be as perfect as in a building erected for the purpose ; but the admirable arrangements for bathing, diet- kitchens, and all possibilities of light and air, marvellously supplied the deficiency. An efficient, intelligent, and refined female was placed in charge of the diet-kitchen, which means 54 THE BOYS IN BLUE. simply a room, range, and cooking-utensils, suitable for the preparation of delicacies for the sick. The specialty to which I refer is this : over the wards of these hospitals presided ten- der, earnest women, from the best families of the city, who had volunteered to visit them daily, administer to the comfort and welfare of their inmates in various ways, and see that each man was supplied with all that he required or desired, if suitable for him. The effect of this arrangement was more easily felt than described. I have visited many institutions more spacious, com- plete, scientific, and inviting in their externals; but have never seen one that had such a home-like air, such an abandon of manner among the inmates, such a perfect confidence, manly independence, and manifest sense of motherly and sisterly kindness, as the St. Louis Fifth Street Hospital, except Mother Bickerdyke's hospital at the Gay- oso Block, Memphis — in fact, wherever she was found. We had an admirable opportunity of witnessing the routine of these noble women's daily hospital labors, as we sojourned under the roof of an old and dear friend at St. Louis, who not only stood firm when patriotism was at a discount, but devoted herself and her abundant means to the relief of the suffering soldiers. A daughter at home conducted the cor- respondence for the ward, notified wives and mothers that their loved ones were smitten with disease, or prostrate with wounds, or perchance sleeping the sleep that knows no waking. A precious lock was clipped from each weary head before it was laid away to rest. The cherished photo- graph of wife or mother, that had been carried next his heart or clasped in his dying hand, the porte-monnaie, the watch, ST. LOUIS HOSPITAL, 55 the chain, the knife, the Testamen-t — ahiiost the only treas- ures a soldier can cling to through the march and fight — were carefully secured and transmitted, with words of love and sympathy, as if from the pen of kindred. Each day, as we sat at breakfast, large covered baskets were brought in, filled with choice dainties from the bounti- ful table, and a raid made on the well-filled larder of the cook. She received her orders for so many gallons of soup at noon, or fresh boiled eggs, or rice puddings, or sago, or jelly, as the case might be, for each man had been consulted, his wants recorded and gratified, unless forbidden by the surgeon. The sons were delegated to purchase oranges and grapes, to be carried to the ward at such an hour. The carriage was ready to convey us thither when we rose from the table, the mistress of the mansion, oftentimes, not to return to her luxurious home till daylight had departed. "Within a stone's throw dwelt two noble women of large means, who had come from Philadelphia and joined in this labor of love and patriotism. Years afterwards they had the mournful privilege of sheltering one of St. Louis's noblest hospital laborers in their Philadelphia home, when she had contracted a fatal disease in a hospital of that city, where she was studying surgical nursing- for the purpose of laboring as nurse for the soldiers more efficiently than ever. The very countenances of the men told the tale of such womanly, refined, unselfish devotion to their interests. When no minister of God was near, these holy women read the Bible and prayed with the humble, oft penitent heroes, and went down with them to the shores of the silent river. One morning, when walking a ward of the Fifth Street 56 THE BOYS IN BLUE. Hospital, we noticed a mutilated and attenuated form, his foot amputated, ancr his face literally turned to the wall. Mor- tification had commenced, a secondary operation had been declared useless, and he had been told he must die before the rising of another sun. His spirit rose in rebellion. He said he could not die without seeing his wife and child. The doctor must save him that long, and then he relapsed into gloomy silence. The gentle woman in charge of the ward bent over him till the big tears plashed on his despairing face. She did not speak for some minutes; then, clasping her hands, in a low tone she prayed for him. The heavenly medicine reached the heart; the stern will w^as subdued. He joined in her petition for resignation, and at the close devoutly said, " Thy will, Lord, be done." He then requested that a letter might be written to his wife, contain- ing his last message of love and hopes of heaven, where he was sure to meet her; and added, "Don't forget to send her a lock of my hair ; she'll think a sight of it." He asked one more favor: " Won't you sta)^ with me to the last, dear lady, if you can stand it?" "I will," she replied; and she did. As the shades of evening gathered, she clipped the lock of hair and closed the sightless eyes, and then went home to write to Mary and the little one. In a ward of the Fourth Street Hospital lay a rebel drum- mer-boy. He had evidently been trained by a tender mother, and received a mother's care in the hospital. After many fluctuations between life and death, the scale went down, and the surgeon told the lady visitor she must tell her young charge he had but a few days to live. With a faint heart, but with motherly tenderness, she fulfilled KEBEL DRUMMER-BOY. 57 the sad task. He was greatly distressed at first, and said, "0/ canH I see my mother V "No, my bo}'-," she replied, "but/ will be your mother, and write to her and tell her all about you, and just what you tell me." He was comforted ; and after lying silent for a while, looked up. " Tell her," he said, drawing his little Testament from under his pillow, " I have read this whenever I could, and never forgotten what she taught me about Jesus. Tell her I love Him, and hope to meet her in heaven." He then looked ear- nestly at the lady and said, " Can you love me when I am on the other side?" "Surely I can, my dear boy; you knew not what you did." She saw there was something unasked that he wanted, and she pressed him to tell her. "Lady," said he, "will you kiss me like my mother, every day while I live, and when I come to die will you stay with me and kiss me at the last?" "I will," she said, stooping over, and giving him his mother's kiss. And so she did daily, and it always brought a grateful smile of love. At last the shadow of the sable-winged messenger deepened, and the boy sank rapidly. The surgeon endeavored to per- suade the faithful watcher to leave, as she was weary, and the boy unconscious. She refused, for she had given her word she would remain till the last, and she did. When the spirit seemed almost gone, earth receding, and heaven opening, she bent over him and imprinted one last kiss on the marble brow. The thin fingers that she held quivered, the eyes faintly opened, and the shadow of a smile flitted over the pale face. I cannot take leave of St. Louis and its noble men and women, without bearing my feeble testimony to the admira- 68 THE BOYS IN BLUE. ble organizcation and efficient management of the various branches of hospital relief under their care. James E. Yeatman, Esq., devoted his entire time to the work of the Commission, and brought all his rare executive ability, large business experience, and humane heart, to bear upon this great scheme of benevolence and patriotism. Not satisfied with incessant labor at home, he visited the active field of almost the entire Western army, and from personal inspec- tion and contact with the men, became infused with their spirit, appreciated and understood them and their necessities. His courtesies, and the opportunities afforded to us as dele- gates of the North- Western branch of the United States Com- mission, were of much value, and were gratefully appreciated. Dr. Eliot, his co-laborer, is so extensively known for his ability, earnestness, and single-heartedness, that it will be readily understood that two such men, sustained and sur- rounded by the noble band of women with whom we met, and of whom we heard, were able to perform a work and bless our Union army, so as to turn back the stealthy foe, and with God's blessing save thousands of lives and incalculable suffering. I will only add, that from the beginning to the end of the war, the Western Commission and the United States Sanitary Commission, of which I shall soon speak, walked side by side in the Western armies, and maintained to the last good-fellowship and wholesome rivalry without jealousy or vituperation. SKETCH OF U. S. SANITARY COMMISSION. 50 CHAPTER HI. Sketcli of TJ. S. Sanitary Commission. — Its origin, — Its work in hos- pital cars and at the battles of Eastern and Western armies. — Poetic contribution by a private, — Dr. Bellows and Mr. Yeatman. From the fact that the supplies of the United States Sani- tary Commission were found not to be keeping pace with the expansion of the army, it was determined by the members of that Commission to call together the female representatives of its various branches, in order to organize more thoroughly the work of supply, and secure a steady, reliable stream of those comforts, found by the experience of almost two years, to be so indispensable to the' relief of sick and wounded soldiers. Mrs. Livermore and myself were se]ected by the Board of the Chicago, or North-Western Branch, to represent them in the Woman's Council, held at Washington, Novem- ber, 1862. In the face of almost insuperable obstacles of a domestic character, we yielded to their urgent wishes and attended the meeting. We had both labored with the Commission from the begin- ning of the war, as occasion demanded, but were not familiar with its history or plans ; content to work as opportunity offered. At Washington we met the representative women of all the Eastern branches, but none from the West. We had the privilege, while there, of ascertaining the cause and 60 THE BOYS IN BLUE. facts of the origin of this great organization, its animus and modus operandi. A brief sketch of what we learned on these matters, will be a proper introduction to the account of our visit to Washington, which was fraught with interesting inci- dents, and led us into the war life, which occupied all our powers of body and mind, frotn that time till the collapse of the rebellion. The necessity for an organized effort to miti- gate the horrors of war, and prevent or alleviate the sufferings of our brave volunteers, who had so promptly rushed to arms, occasioned the establishment of the U. S. Sanitary Commission. The experiment of rendering some such assist- ance had been successfully made in the Crimean war, and had saved thousands of lives, elevated the morale of the army, and made the name of Florence Nightingale not only immor- tal, but a household word wherever Christianity prevails, as the pioneer of female effort and relief in camps and hospitals. It is with some excusable pride I record the fact, that the first meeting in the United States, to consider and act upon the necessities of our soldiers and plan for their relief, was one of fifty or sixty women, called in New York, April 25, 1S61, just ten days after the fall of Sumter. D. D. Field, Esq., was its chairman. The Eev. Dr. Bellows explained the objects of the meeting. The nation was then trembling in the balance. Men's hearts failed them, and their knees smote one against another. Vice-President Hamlin was in New York, it was said, to make such arrangements as it was feared would be necessary to transfer the official power of the Government to that city, for the rebel forces threatened to interpose and cut off communication with Washington. No -wonder he made an eloquent speech on that occasion. The national U. S. SANITARY COMMISSION. 61 pulse was quickened, patriotism aroused, and in its holy enthusiasm burst over all boundaries, and went on increasing till, on April 15, 1865, the Stars and Stripes waved again in triumph over the sea-girt walls of Sumter, as the nation had declared they should. At this woman's meeting a committee of organization was appointed, that brought in articles which united the women of New York in a society, called the " Woman's Central Eelief Association," which continued its faithful labors to the end of the war. Dr. Bellows, who has advised and shaped to a considerable extent the benevolence of thous- ands of the women of the land engaged in sanitary work, went on to Washington to ascertain what aid was needed by the Government in this emergency, and what it would permit a voluntary association to do. While there, to use the words of another, he arrived at the basis of the Sanitary Commission, and thus "the wisdom and devotion of one man gained on that day the greatest relief to suffering humanity, ever wrought out by any human organization." In the face of overwhelming labors already pressing upon him. Dr. Bellows accepted the position of President of the United States Sanitary Commission, and performed its hercu- lean labors to the end of the war, never relaxing his zeal or efforts, and has received as the only reward for this self-sacri- ficing labor, the approval of his own conscience, and a knowl- edge of the vast amount of relief the Commission has been able to bestow on our sick and suffering army. On the 9th of June, 1861, the Commission was ordered by Simon Cameron, Secretary of War, and approved by the Pre- sident. The Board of the United States Sanitary Commission 62 THE BOYS IN BLUE. added to its numbers from time to time, till they increased to twenty-one. The doctor was singularly favored in his asso- ciates. They were such men as Dr. Elisha Harris, Professors A. D. Bache and Wolcott Gibbs, the able and administrative Drs. Van Buren and Agnew, the skilful financier and faithful treasurer, George T. Strong, Esq., &;c., and that marvellous genius of organization, F. Law Olmstead, who took the great conception of the Commission, moulded and elaborated it into an almost perfect system. Thus managed, it went for- ward in its labor of love, with a widening, deepening chan- nel ; its wants fully supplied to the end, by the increased confidence and love of the people. The munificence of Cali- fornia to the United States Sanitary Commission was remark- able. She pledged herself for the sum of $25,000 monthly during the war, and expressed entire confidence in the wis- dom of its management, placing no limitation as to the dis- tribution of her funds. This prompt and liberal assistance, and constant support in the early history of the Commission, enabled it to continue its disbursements, and carry out its great and varied plans of relief, until success had secured the confidence of the people, and stimulated supplies in pro- portion to necessities. The work of the U. S. Sanitary Commission was twofold — prevention and relief. Although in the prosecution of its vast labors, the system was greatly extended and elaborated, its entire work might properly be classed under these two heads, thus proving the breadth and wisdom of its conception. The Sanitary Commission was never intended to supplant or interfere with the Government in its care of the troops. It was the supplement to the Medical Department, and was U. S. SANITARY COMMISSION. 63 rendered necessary by the sudden expansion of the army and the incapacity of the Medical Bureau to meet the result- ing exigency. It proposed by careful inspection and re- search, to ascertain the most approved methods of sanitary reform in camps and hospitals, and by tracts, personal effort, and counsel with the medical staff, to introduce them into the armv. It aimed to be, and was, the handmaiden of our %i 7 7 beneficent government ; not her critic or her foe. It was the golden link that bound " the boys in blue" to their homes of love and comfort. It was the magnetic zone that encircled the army, and by establishing the silent but significant inter- course that reached everywhere, and was constantly main- tained, elevated the morale of our unexampled army, and made them feel, though they had gone out from us they were still of us. I shall endeavor to show the modus operandi of the U. S. Sanitary Commission, by representative cases, as I proceed with this narrative, believing that these illustrations will bet- ter prove its work than bare statistics or general statements. Whenever I visited the army, it was under the auspices of this Commission, consequently the scenes I portray, and the incidents I relate, were met in connection with that organi- zation. My statements of the extensive relief and comfort that I saw given to our suffering soldiers, are the best refu- tation I can furnish of the industriously circulated slanders that nothing scarcely reached the soldiers. The most em- phatic denial that I can offer to the sweeping denunciations of surgeons, female nurses, and hospital stewards, is to state what I witnessed of their laborious and faithful efforts in be- half of the army. The most comprehensive view I can im- 64 THE BOYS IN BLUE. part of the women's portion of this work^ is to photograph an aid society, and ask you to multiply it by 15,000. The best idea I can convey of the sacrifices of wives and mothers, is to hold up isolated cases, and ask 3'ou to multiply them indefinitely. At the close of this brief and imperfect outline of the con- ception, organization and intentions of the Commission, I proceed to give a rapid sketch of its relief work in different departments of the Union army. In the commencement of its work, the U. S. Sanitary Commission confined its distri- bution of supplies to the sick of the fresh regiments, constantly arriving at Washington. From the confusion and inexperience consequent on a new and sudden organization, it was impossible for the officers of the army to meet these exigencies. After the disastrous flight at Bull Eun, the relief work began, by supplying the fainting fugitives with cold water. While the Army of the Potomac lay around Washington, the Commission gave relief to each regiment, and sent supplies to the wounded after the battles of Edwards' Ferry, Ball's Bluff, and Drainesville. The full strength of the newly-fledged powers of the Sanitary Commission in the relief work, were not developed and exercised till the Peninsular campaign of the spring and summer of 1862. At that time the Commission applied to the Quartermaster-General for a steamer, to be used as a hospital transport. The Secretary of War issued an order to that effect, and the Daniel Webster was assigned to the Commission, April 25, 18G2, for the reception and conveyance of sick and wounded soldiers. Then followed the Ocean Queen, capable of containing one thousand POETRY BY PRIVATE OF IGxn REG., N. Y. VOLS. G5 patients, and the Elm City, and the Knickerbocker, and Spaukliug, etc., etc., ^n quick succession. These steamers went back and forth from battle-fiekls to Northern hospitals like winged messengers of mercy. Could the cabins and decks of these vessels tell the story of the ago- nies within their precincts, and disclose to the patient home- workers wlio supplied the funds and filled the store-houses of the Sanitary Commission, the blessed results of their work, methinks the heart of every man, woman, and child who had — >. helped to work out this great salvation of our army would I leap with joy, and the hearts and hands of those who withheld / both time and money would be paralyzed at their own supine- ' ness. The beautiful manifestation of the love and heroism of \ the laborers in those revolting scenes would appear, as it was, the silver lining to the cloud of war. Their names, like the "Boys in Blue" whom they won back again to life, are unheralded with victories, but are recorded higher up, where "God seeth not as man seeth, and judgeth not as man judgeth." The following graceful tribute to one of these hidden workers expresses the prevailing feeling of the "rank and file " toward these ministering angels. As they are the production of a private's pen, and the tribute of a private's heart, they are eminently entitled to a place in this volume. They were written by a member of the 16th Eegiment, New York Volunteers, and addressed to Mrs. ^, after being under her care on a Commis'sion boat at "White House : — " From old St. Paul till now, Of honorable women not a few Hare left their golden ease, in love to do The saintly work which Christ-hke hearts pursue. /" 0\ 66 THE BOYS IN BLUE. " And such art thou — Grod's fair apostle — Bearing his love in war's horrific train ; Thy blessed feet follow its ghastly pain, And misery and death without disdain, " To one borne from the sullen battle's roar, Dearer the greeting of thy gentle eyes, When he aweary, torn, and bleeding, lies. Than aU the glory that the victors prize. " When peace shall come, and homes shall smile again, A thousand soldiers' hearts in Northern climes, Shall tell their little children in their rhymes Of the sweet saint who blest the old war times." The Sanitary Commission aimed at military exactness and method in its work, in order to secure the, greatest possible amount of relief in the shortest time, and not to interfere with established army regulations. The charge of red-tape, that was sometimes urged against its work, grew out of the methodical arrangement of the various parts. No human organization is perfect ; consequently, by the ineffi- ciency or carelessness of agents, no doubt at times there was unnecessary delay. In my extended experience in the work of the Commission, I am prepared to testify, that its strict adherence to method and precision, maintained to the last the confidence of the army and the people. As an exemplification of this organized method, the corps of workers for hospital transports was subdivided into squads. At the landing on the Potomac, to which the eastern boats returned from northern hospitals, was a certain number of men and women, under the guidance and direction of Mr. Olmstead, who for a time gave himself, with all his com- HOSPITAL TRANSPORTS. 67 manding executive ability, to this work. When the freight or hospital cars from the battle-field, or ambulances and stretchers from nearer hospitals arrived, they were ready for them. The stretchers were carried up the companion-way, or elevated by pulleys, lowered in the same manner to the cabin, and the men then hoisted to the berths, or placed on cots. Many of these men were raving in the delirium of fever, fainting from exhaustion, or maddened with festering or undressed wounds, unamputated limbs, and rag- ing. thirst, which must be quenched before the removal could take place. Sometimes these terrible processions came so thick and fast, that every berth was filled ; then the cabin- floor, then the guards and the gang-way and hurricane- deck and the hold, till the vessel, from stem to stern, became a mass of wounds and bruises and putrefying sores. So closely were these men packed, that scarce room was left to plant the foot of relief without touching the quivering mass of nerves. Even if the foot of the merciful found a base of operations, it was oft-times submerged in the blood of the sufferers. Thus it was after Shiloh's bloody battle. The cabin floor of the hospital boat, where the operations were performed, ran in streams of blood, and legs and arms, as they were rapidly dismembered, formed a stack of human limbs. Those men and women who went from Chicago to Cairo, to meet the boats bearing the wounded from Pittsburg Landing, and had courage to enter these receptacles of Imman misery, carrying cold water, stimulants, sponges and bandages, thought their dreadful work was done when they had waded through three decks of mangled heroes. When 68 THE BOYS IN BLUE. about to leave, they heard piteous moans. Following them, they reached the hold of the vessel that was crowded with the worst cases, begging for water, air, or wife or child, to help them. As they stood petrified with horror, the gurgling and gasping sound of dissolving nature was heard. Little could be seen, for darkness reigned, except the dim light of the lantern, which only served to make the darkness visible. 'Twas well perhaps this hold of misery was curtained, for that night of horrors would bear no additions. Stretchers were brought, and these battered, often almost remnants of bodies, were tenderly laid upon them, carried to the ampu- tation-room or hospitals, where clean cots, gleaming white sheets, pillow-slips, fresh bandages and shirts, restoratives or sedatives were applied, life restored sufficiently to open eyes, and loosen tongues to cry out, " Oh ! this is just like home." Miss Safford, of Cairo, met many such fearful proces- sions. Her slight form and elastic step, seemed not to touch the plank as she flew down with her basket on her arm, and found a footing as a bird does on a spray ; and so the soldiers called her the "Cairo Angel." With a calm dignity and self-poise that never blanched at any sight of horror, with a quiet energy and gentle authority that com- manded willing obedience, she gave her orders to the nurses, dressers and stewards, till rapidly and imperceptibly she brought light out of darkness, and order out of confusion*. She toiled on thus a year or more, in connection with the North-western Branch U. S. Sanitary Commission, spending largely of her own means, and washing even the dust-stained feet of the suffering heroes, till the frail form bent lower and still lower, the color faded from her cheek, HOSPITAL TRANSPORTS. 09 the light from her eye, the spring from her step, and her loving friends forced her away from her labor of love to sunny France and Italy, and the bracing air of the Alps, to drink in fresh health. After years of suffering, she still lives, alas ! not yet restored. " God bless the Cairo Angel," say the " heroes of the rank and file ;" and so say all that knew her and her blessed work. To go back to Yorktown, White House, or Harrison's Landing, the successive bases of the Sanitary Commission on the Potomac. A second squad of the hospital corps was detailed to accompany the patients North, to the hospitals. These patient workers were taxed to the utmost to meet the continued requisitions of hospital transports. I have labored on more than one of these, and can testify, no duty was more exhausting in its character, nor more important in its results. It lacked the excite- ment of the first rush of the army of sufferers, but required that patience, tenderness and skill that fail not, neither grow, weary. The number of the attendants was generally limited, and the wants of the patients innumerable, as they recovered consciousness, or approached convalescence. The comprehensive and extensive S3^stem of hospital transports, was continued by the Commission from this time forward, in the armies of the "West as well as the East; and when the battle-field was inaccessible to water transporta- tion, hospital cars, with swinging hammocks, were fitted up, and kept running continually from Chattanooga to Louisville. The battles of Fair Oaks, Antietam, Fredericksburg, Gettys- burg, and the later battles in Yirginia, as well as the battles of Gauley's Bridge, Donelson, Shiloh, Perrysville, Yicksburg, Corinth, Missionary Eidge, Lookout Mountain, Atlanta — in 70 THE BOYS IN BLUE. fine, the entire brilliant series of the Western battles, were relieved and supplied in a surprising manner, with clothing, delicacies, stimulants, vegetables, sour-krout and anti-scorbu- tics, till the Sanitary Commission became the watchword of the sick soldier, and the rainbow of promise on the dark cloud of war. Ship Island, the Teche country, North and South Carolina, New Orleans — indeed, the whole Department of the Gulf — shared its benefits, and at a later period in the history of the war, ship-loads of supplies were sent to Savannah, with the members of the Commission attending them, often at great personal sacrifice. The work of inspection performed by the U. S. Sanitary Commission in the army, has been but little understood by the people at large. Its results were prodigious, and were thus appreciated by the army and sanitary workers. The experience of the British troops in the Crimean war had taught a fearful lesson of mortality consequent upon a lack of sanitary precautions. The deaths in that army in Janu- ary, 1853, amounted to ninetj^-seven per cent, from disease. By the introduction of sanitary reforms, they were reduced in ten months to twenty-five per cent. In our American army, even in the swamps of the Peninsula, where malarious poison was as rife and deadly as in the Crimea, the mortality did not exceed sixteen and a half per cent, from disease. No one will assert that this vast difference was owing to the superior material of our troops. The experience of the Crimean war had led the Sanitary Commission to investigate the subject, and their scientific deductions and applications of sanitary principles, for the pre- vention as well as cure of disease in camps and hospitals, are FEDERAL PRINCIPLE OF U. S. SAN. COMMISSION. 71 the only satisfactory solution of this gratifying fact. The Soldiers' Homes, Lodges, and Rests, under the care of the Sani- tary Commission, were limited only by their necessity. The Back-Pay Agencies secured vast amounts of blood-bought earnings that would have otherwise been lost to the brave fel- lows, too feeble or too poor to prosecute their claims, and the Commission has just closed this branch of its work. The Hospital Directory, established in each department of the Sanitary Commission, enabled friends to ascertain the situa- tion of their sick and wounded relatives, as its connection with hospitals and regiments was as prompt and accurate as the nature of the case would admit, and enabled thousands to reach and nurse their friends, and as many more to secure their precious remains. The supply work of the Commission was plnced chiefly in the hands of the patriotic women of the lai'id, who stimulated and furnished the enormous amount of com forts and delicacies that saved so large a number of lives and alleviated so much suffering. The system of sanitary depots, hospital-transports, hospital-cars, diet-kitchens, and relief-stations, completed the circle of sanitary labor, that embraced in its beneficent arms the sick and wounded of the Union army ; lifting them from battle-fields into stretchers and ambulances, plying them with restoratives, placing them in clean cots, clothing them afresh, and vigorously guarding them from neglect or abuse. By its quick and untrammelled movements, the Sanitary Commission often stayed the ebbing tide of life, till care and nursing could complete the work of restoration. The entire labors of the Sanitary Commission were based on the federal principle. Its ministrations were 72 THE BOYS IN BLUE. not limited by State boundaries, and it knew no soldiers but the soldiers of the Union. Although its broad and just policy excluded sectional zeal, and appealed only to the most en- larged patriotism, it grew rapidly in favor, and, it is believed, strengthened and developed the federal principle for which our armies were contending, and which is the only true basis of our nationality. This imperfect sketch is a bare and meagre outline of the blessed work of the U. S. Sanitary Commission. Its com- plete history, and the record of its teachings and experience, will ere long be furnished for the satisfaction of its hearty friends and liberal contributors ; also as a guide to future patriots and philanthropists. CHRISTIAN COMMISSION. 73 CHAPTER lY. Christian Commission. — Its organization, work, and extensive useful- ness. — Letter from Mrs. Dufl&eld, of Dettoit. — Letter from Agent of Cliristian Commission at Brazos. — Ladies' Relief Society of Philadel- phia. — Governors and State Sanitary Commissions. — Board of Trade, Chicago. — Lieut.-Colonel J. C. Wright. In the second year of the war there was a strong desire on the part of the Churches of the land to provide for the spirit- ual wants of the soldiers, as the Sanitary Commission was providing for their temporal necessities, although, as I have reason to know, they often did more than that. In view of the separation of , these men from their homes and religious privileges, the destitution of religious reading, and the temp- tations of camp life, an organization to meet these emergen- cies was formed January 28, 1862. The president of this highly important organization was George H. Stuart, of Philadelphia, a man eminent for religious zeal, and liberality in proportion to his large means and high position. He had been mainly instrumental in its formation, and continued to be its ruling spirit till the close of the war. Joseph Patter- son, Esq., of Philadelphia, was treasurer, and Rev. W. E. Boardman, secretary. Under the guidance and inspiration of such men, the organization rapidly grew in power and influence, and extended its missionary work to a million of men within the army lines — a work as sublime and extensive, 74 THE BOYS IN" BLUE. in a spiritual point of view, as that of the Sanitary Commission in a temporal one. As the Christian Commission lengthened its cords and strengthened its stakes, it was deemed expedient bj some of those who controlled its operations, that a provi- sion for its supply work should be more extensively secured within its own organization. In its earlier history the sup- plies were entirely drawn by its delegates from the U. S. Sanitary Commission, whose business and pleasure it was to furnish them, whenever it could be done without interfering with the systematic rules of the relief work of the Commission. In order to stimulate supplies and donations, branches were established in all the loyal States, circulars and appeals sent out, and meetings of a deeply interesting character held in all the principal cities, not excepting the national capital. Societies, tributary to the Christian Com- mission, were formed throughout the country, and a large amount of money and supplies contributed. I take pleasure in quoting a paragraph from the printed report of the Christian Commission, published April, 1864: : "Our relations to the Sanitary Commission have been of a most kind and pleasant character. They have received at their storerooms, and for- warded, all supplies destined for Nashville and points beyond, with a degree of promptness truly commendable. The work of the two Commissions has thus been blended, like the union of the body and soul for which they labor." I had the privilege of visiting the Army of the Tennessee in the winter of 1863, with W. Reynolds, Esq., the indefati- gable and able President of the Pennsylvania Branch of the Christian Commission. I also met the devoted Burnell, one LIBERAL CHRISTIAN COMMISSION. 76 of its delegates, in the swamps at Young's Point. In both cases I felt the blessing of united action, and the supplemen- tary relation of each Commission to the other. Mr. Reynolds was the warm friend of both Commissions, and confirmed what I had heard, by saying that he blessed God for the Sanitary Commission, from whose stores he drew ad libitum whenever he visited the army, which was very frequently. In like manner I found the stores of religious books, tracts, and soldiers' hymn-books, always on hand by the Christian Commission, invaluable to me in my visitations. Some good people feared that two such great organizations could not work in the same field without collision. For this I could see no reason, as they formed component parts of a great whole. In the words of Mrs. Isabella Duffield, of Detroit, in a letter published by the Christian Commission, " I think of the Christian and Sanitary Commissions as twin brothers going forward to their glorious work." It must be admitted, with the imperfection consequent on all human efforts, there was at times suspicion of interference. At the front, however, they worked shoulder to shoulder. This I have continually witnessed in the armies of the "West. The Rev. Edward P. Smith, a prominent official of the Christian Commission, and Rev. Dr. Thompson, of New York, both bore similar testi- mony in a letter published by them after visits to the army. I take great pleasure in introducing a letter received by E. W. Blatchford, Esq., Treasurer of the North-western Branch of the United States Sanitary Commission, dated March 13, 1866: (Copy.) Bbazos, Santiago, Texas. E. W. Blatchford, Esq. — Dear Sir — As the work of the 76 THE BOYS IN BLUE. Christian Commission in Texas draws to its close, I feel it to be my privilege to acknowledge the receipt of large supplies of stores from the North-western Sanitary Commission. We had expected, from the nature of the supplies, to have lost a large percentage in transportation, but what was our joy and surprise to find, in all, only twelve packages missing. One box of whiskey perished between Brazos and Brownsville. I have never known of stores being more judiciously applied, especially butter and fruit, the latter of which was prepared in our rooms and carried to the sick three times a day. All the sick on tjae line of the Rio Grande River have not wanted for comforts during the past four months. The hospital work, both at Brazos and Browns- ville, has been superintended by Mrs. Jeremiah Porter (agent of the North-western Branch U. S. Sanitary Commission), who has been interested in the spiritual and bodily welfare of our soldiers. We thank God she has been in our midst. To me the work of both Commissions has been precious, and I return hence thankful that I have been privileged to labor in such a heavenly field. Truly yours, (Signed) Wm. Kirkby, Agent C. C, 26 th Army Corps. Denominations not acting with the Christian Commission, formed their own organizations to supply the spiritual wants of the soldiers embracing their views, and labored zealously in their behalf, sending reading matter, bibles, hymn-books, and delegates. I could no more tell the story of the " Boys in Blue " without the Commissions and their glorious leaders, ladies' relief society of PHILADELPHIA. 77 than I could talk of the war of the rebellion without the Stars and Stripes, and Grant and Sherman. When the history of this war shall be read, and its leaves turned over in sickening horror, the pure white pages that tell the story of the Commissions and kindred institutions, embracing in their arms the sick and wounded scattered over three thou- sand miles of army lines, supplying their spiritual and tem- poral wants, will be as oases in the desert and springs of water in a dry and thirsty land. I would make honorable mention of still another associa- tion, the "Ladies' Belief Society of Philadelphia." It was an independent organization. Mrs. Judge Joel Jones was its president; Mrs. Stephen Colwell, treasurer; Mrs. Dr. Harris, secretary. The indefatigable Mrs. Harris repre- sented this Society in the army, and carried blessings in her train. I was informed by its officers that almost unasked the monthly contribution of $1200 was paid into the treas- ury, and thus supplied materials for the continued work of the Society. Under the admirable management of such women it became a power for good to the suffering soldiers. The letters of Mrs. Dr. Harris, who writes as well as she works, have been published by the Society and extensively read. They are deeply interesting, and will well repay perusal. The Governors of the North -western States threw them- selves into the army work with an ardor that was as striking as any other feature of this remarkable war. They stumped their respective States to stimulate enlistments. Eichard Yates, Governor of Illinois, achieved miracles in this respect, and then followed the brave boys to the field with sympathy, love, and assistance, and frequently visited them in person. 78 THE BOYS IN BLUE. Governor Harvey, the beloved ruler of Wisconsin, found a watery grave at Pittsburg Landing, wbither he had gone to watch over the interests of the Wisconsin soldiers ; and his bereaved widow has, since his death, devoted her entire time to soldiers' interests. Governor Morton's careworn face, when I last met him at Vicksburg, revealed the secret of overtasked powers, that have since driven him to foreign lands to rest and recuperate. No need to multiply names. They are recorded in the nation's heart, and will adorn the page of history. Each of these States had a Sanitary Commission called by its name, which undoubtedly rendered valuable assist- ance to the soldiers. During the last two years of the war there was an increased preference for the federal principle of the Sanitary Commission. Nevertheless, these State organizations were undoubtedly of value, and were the almoners of untold blessings. Has the world ever witnessed such a strife for benevolent organizations, and a field so thoroughly occupied, that none might be excused, or rather denied, the privilege of giving and working ? From the history of the great volunteer work for the army it must not be inferred that the government was lax or ineffi- cient. On the contrary, it is the universal testimony of all who visited the field, and engaged in the work of the Commis- sions in the later years of the war, that the beneficence of the government to its army is without a parallel. Large as have been the gifts of the people through the various Com- missions, they have not been a tithe of what this model government expended and bestowed upon her brave sick and wounded soldiers. The work of the Commissions was BOARD OF TRADE OF CHICAGO. 79 supplementary, and with their aid the spectacle of the hospi- tals, and the small percentum of deaths from wounds and sickness, astonished the scientific world. The quality and liberality of the soldiers' rations, and the comfort and char- acter of their clothing and equipments, amazed all who beheld them, and were considered ample and satisfactory by the " rank and file" themselves. War is not romance, but terrible reality ; and with all possible and actual ameliora- tions cannot be made comfortable. Of this none should com- plain, but bless God that so much relief was afforded. I would not close this sketch of patriotic benevolent efforts without alluding to the noble action of the Board of Trade of the city of Chicago. That organization made its record in the city where I dwelt, and acted in concert with the North-western Branch of the U. S. Sanitary Commission with which I was identified ; a sufficient explanation of the notice of a local and patriotic movement. The Board of Trade and Mercantile Association of Chi- cago, acted on the principle, that those who did not enlist to fight, had work to do at home, in the way of giving time and money to the cause of the country. They resolved to assist the government by stimulating enlistments and form- ing regiments, pledging themselves to sustain these regi- ments while in the field, by special visitation and sanitary assistance, and by giving a certain monthly revenue to the soldiers' families at home. In this way they raised the 72d, 88th and 113th regiments of Illinois Volunteers, and two batteries — the Board of Trade and Mercantile batteries— and furnished each with a magnificent set of silk colors, which were rent in tatters, by ball and shell, and are now retained at the Chamber 80 THE BOYS IN BLUE. of Commerce, as proud memorials of tlie brave men who up- held them. These regiments and batteries furnished three bre- vet-brigadiers, and large numbers of officers from their ranks. For the various purposes of keeping an agent in the field, sending sanitary stores, vegetables, rubber blankets, etc., etc., this body raised over $100,000. In every exigency, the Board of Trade stood ready with its money and its influ- ence, and on one day raised $3,600, to purchase vegetables for the army at Young's Point. The name of Col. John Han- cock, its earnest president, became the watchword of vigi- lance, patriotism and liberality, and its list of members warmly seconded him in all his movements. One of its prominent members was elected colonel of the 72d regiment. With rare magnanimity and honesty, he declined the honor, on account of his limited military knowledge, and took the secondary place of Lieut.-colonel, which he held with great honor, till he lost a limb in the first assault on Vicksburg, May 19, 1864. This wound eventuated in his death. Few men have made a more honorable record, or been more widely mourned than Lieut.-Col. J. C. Wright. ITe was a brave officer and humble Christian, fond husband and father, and left not only a great breach in his regiment, but in the Church and family. The city of Chicago mourned his loss and paid reverence to his memory ; and the Board of Trade may feel honored at having furnished from their number an officer so universally esteemed and deeply lamented. Its able and efficient secretary. Col. Beattie, has occupied an im- portant place in its record, and with faithfulness and earnest- ness, used the influence of his official position to carry out its patriotic schemes. woman's council at WASHINGTON. SI CHAPTER V. The "Woman's Council at Washington. — Rosokitions voted. — North- western work. — Visit to President Lincohi. — Soldiers' Home at Washington. — U. S. Sanitary Commission warehouses in Washing- ton. — Douglas Hospital. — Convalescent camp incidents. — Too early removals from hospitals illustrated. — National buildings at Washing- ton. — Long Bridge. — Martyrdom of Col. Ellsworth. The Woman's Council that met at Washington, jSTovem- ber, 1862, was composed of women whose ability, earnestness, and self-sacrifice would have done honor to any organization. During its progress, full opportunity was given for free dis- cussion and interchange of views. The presence and state- ments of Mr. Olmstead, General Secretary of the Commis- sion; Dr. Newberry, Associate Secretary and Superintendent of the Western Department of the Commission ; Mr. Knapp, Special Relief Agent ; and Mr. Bloor, Corresponding Secre- tary, enabled us to profit by their wisdom and experience. A plan for associate managers, from the Boston Branch, had been prepared by Miss Abby May, submitted, and adopted before our arrival, as we had been detained by broken connections. When called upon for our opinion, we were obliged to say that the North- West was an independent, vigorous, and somewhat conceited scion of a noble stock ; that she was rather impatient of strict rules, and had a pro- digious fancy for doing things in her own way. Still we 6 82 THE BOYS IN BLUE. heartily approved the plan, but had permission granted to vary it according to circumstances. We stated the truth when we said the North- West had unfathomable depths of patriotism and benevolence, which, if wisely managed, must produce large results. We promised to do what we could in thoroughly organizing and developing its supplies. At the close of the session, it was proposed, as we were a delegation from an organization engaged in the relief of the army, that we should ask for an interview with the Presi- dent. The request was promptly granted, and eight o'clock, P.M., designated as the hour for the interview. We were accompanied by Mr. Olmstead, Mr. Bloor, and an officer of the U. S.' Army. We waited some minutes in the private drawing-room before the President appeared. Times were gloomy then at Washington. The army was intrenching or intrenched — burning to advance, but held back alternately by its leader and the autumnal rains, and 'little substantial advantage had been gained. The men were suffering greatly from low fevers and chronic dysentery, and its unsatisfactory conduct impaired confidence. As we sat in silence, partaking of the general gloom, Abraham Lincoln, the emancipator, the honest patriot, the Christ-like man, entered. His brow was deeply furrowed, his face oppres- sively sad, his form slightly bowed, and his step feeble. He seemed to be literallv sta2:sfering under a nation's burden, and we surmised had just left a perplexed and depressed meeting of the cabinet. As we rose to greet him, he shook each one's hand, with his awkward but touching cordiality, as Mr. Olmstead introduced us one by one. When he took his seat, Mr. Olmstead remarked we were a company of INTERVIEW WITH PRESIDENT LINCOLN. 83 women, representing the patriotic benevolence of various sections of the country, and had come to pay our respects to our honored chief magistrate, and receive words of encour- agement from him that would stimulate home effort. His face did not relax, and a pause ensued. He then said: " Ladies, no one has the interests of the army more at heart than I have. I always rejoice to know they are remembered and cherished ; still, great care must be taken not to tangle the lines of the big team. You know, when a coach-and-six runs off down hill, 'tis a desperate struggle to stop it ; still one hand must hold the reins." We said we were well aware of that, and were happy to say we represented an organization that deprecated any interference with Govern- ment. We afterwards learned that so great had been the fears of intermeddling entertained by the Medical Bureau, that even our good President had imbibed the doubt, which was afterwards fully dispelled. After this wise cau- tion, he proceeded to talk most kindly of the humanity, energy, and perseverance of good women, all the world over. I said, " Mr. President, have you not an encour- aging word as to our countrj-'s prospects, that we may take back to the North- West? A token from you would inspire the people." With the sadness deepening on his worn face, he replied, " What if 1 have none to give ? " A silence that might be felt followed these ominous words. A lady of the delegation broke the stillness by asking : "Mr. President, what is the most fruitful source of discourage- ment?" The President replied, "Desertion." "And what the penalty of desertion ? " " Death ! " he answered. " Why not enforce it? " He hesitated, looked weary, and said with 84 THE BOYS IN BLUE. the simplicity of a child: "I don't like to; I can't." I thought him too merciful, then. He may have been. I be- lieved that justice to the few would be mercy to the many. Still, it is a blessed memory he has left to us, that no per- sonal grievance nor abuse aroused his vengeance ; and that without fail, he exercised executive clemency, whenever possible, especially to the poor and lowly. Had not the assassin's ball paralyzed his dying tongue, he would have cried : " Father, forgive him, he knows not what he does." After another pause, I said, " Mr. President, how is it among the rebels? " A humorous smile lighted his darli visage, as he said, rubbing his hands : " That's all our comfort ; there are more of theirs than of ours." He talked freely of the army, praised the common soldiers with warmth, spoke highly of many prominent officers, and was silent where he could not praise. As we bade him farewell, he said : " I thank you for coming ; I am glad I have seen you. Go on in your good work ! God bless you I " Thus ended this interview with the President. I saw him the next day, under different circumstances. He appeared more cheerful ; still intense sadness prevailed, and left a memory that I re- joiced to have removed by my last interview with him, but a short time before his death. After the close of the session, we remained two days in Washington, to visit hospitals, and the various places of the Commission's work, and other points of interest. Our first visit was to the "Soldiers' Home," just what its name indi- dicates ; a place of refreshment, kind care, and gentle treat- ment to the honorably discharged soldiers, who held an intermediate position between civil and military life. It was soldiers' home, WASHINGTON. 85 to slielter tlieni till their papers could be found or corrected, and tlieir pay secured; a work done gratuitously, by the Back-pay Agency of the Commission. In the meantime, they were cleansed, fed, clothed if necessary, and if sick, placed in the hospital till able to travel, and sent on their way rejoicing. The hospital connected with this Home had taken care of 935 very sick persons in nine months, during which period it had sheltered and relieved 7,187 soldiers. The 320 clean beds explained how this could be done. The bright pleasant reading-room, bath-rooms, wash-room and baggage-room, proved to us that this " Home " was worthy of its name. This was one of twenty-five " Homes " of similar character under the care of the U. S. Sanitary Commission. Through the efforts of one lady, in one of these in the vicinity of "Washington, soldiers that were wandering homeless were brought in, who received $100,000 back pay, through the agency of the Commission, in the course of one year. Another merciful feature of this institu- tion was very gratifying. Whenever a dispatch was sent, advising its officers of the approach of large bodies of wound- ed men to be placed in hospitals, appliances were at hand, and materials furnished, to meet them at the depot, with wagon-loads of supplies of food, stimulants, and clothing, suited to their necessities. On the same principle, in our "Western Department of sanitary relief work, feeding-sta- tions, as they were called, were established on the long routes from Chattanooga to Nashville, during the active operations of the army in that section of country. As car-loads of mangled heroes stopped at these stations, persons appointed for the purpose entered and fed the weary travellers with hot 86 THE BOYS IN BLUE. coffee, soup, tea, soft crackers, etc., they often not knowing whence the succor came. But I must not forget to speak of another class that were sheltered at the " Home " in Wash- ington. We saw several soldiers' wives and mothers, with young children, seated around a plain but comfortable table. Some had gone there to take home their poor maimed boys, and some, their lifeless bodies. With the recklessness of over- whelming grief, they had left home without money, at a venture ; and when all others forsook them, the Commission took them up. We also visited the five warehouses of the Commission; alas! nearly emptied by the sick from the Chickahominy. Of the 20,000 packages that had been sent to them, but one had been lost. It could not be otherwise, with such watchful care, and perfect system, difficult to find in the best business houses in civil life. We visited numerous hospitals in Washington, and found them well supplied and in good order. The Douglas Hospital, which occupied the former dwelling of the illustrious Illinois senator, was prominent for comfort. The choice flowers that were placed in vases in different rooms, gave great pleasure to the inmates, and shed an air of refinement over the establishment. The love of soldiers for flowers and sweet perfumes was remark- able. It was not uncommon to see whole regiments, in pleasant weather, when marching in the South, with flowers in their button-holes, caps, or on the point of their bayonets. They keenly enjoyed perfumes, and the sutlers drove a thriving business in that line. The men in this hospital were liberally supplied with both. It was said to be owing to the daily visits and devotion of Mrs. Douglas to their interests. CONVALESCENT CAMP, WASHINGTON. 87 How perceptible is woman's influence in a hospital ! The last place of interest we visited was the Convalescent Camp, in the neighborhood of Washington. Here were congregated 15,000 men, many of whom had been thrust from the hospitals to make room for others. Some of them were not convalescent long. The change from warm rooms to tents without fire, in November, with no food but army rations, and no fire to cook them, accounted for the mortality, which was frightful, and the suffering, which was extreme. This camp was located on the unpro- tected side of a hill, exposed to the storms of winter and the heat of summer. 'Twas a bleak day in November when we visited it ; a high wind swept over it, and patches of snow were lodged in the ravines by circling eddies of wind. The men were in tents, often on the bare ground, and with a knapsack for a pillow. They were obliged to walk almost a mile for fuel, and then cut or gather it. Some, with the fertility of campaigners, had scooped a trough in the earth, and b}' arranging bricks so as to insure a draft, had managed to secure warmth for their feet. As we looked into one tent we saw a middle-aged man, of most respectable appearance, lying beside a pool of blood that he had vomited. Two days before, he had been pronounced convalescent from pneumonia — now his life-blood was oozing away, and he was " near his heav- enly home," he said. I thought of the wife watching for him, or a letter. Another young soldier lay moving restlessly, and babbling of marches, fights, home, and mother, all mingled in strange confusion. Alas! ty- phoid fever had been subdued, to be replaced by brain 88 THE BOYS IN BLUE. fever, the result of too early exposure, and he was near his release. I will not repeat more of the distressing siglits at this camp, but introduce to you two bright young soldiers, across the way, who were having a jolly time, singing "Rally round the Flag, Boj^s," and capering to the music. Their joyousness was strange in this place — almost revolting, at first. Not having left the hospital till they were fit for the change, they had been able to procure fuel, and were frying savory pieces of pork, with slap-jacks mixed, ready to follow suit. " Boys, you are having a good time, and I judge from the frying-pan, are good cooks." " We think so, madam." "Did you learn this important science in the army ? " " Yes, ma'am, for we had no necessity or oppor- tunity at college." " You stepped, then, directly from academic halls into the ranks? " "We did." "What said your parents ? " The face of the speaker flushed slightly; he answered : " They were not satisfied at first, but when they saw we were unhappy and resolved, they consented. We did not let them know that we were sick, and we are glad they have not seen ' Camp Miser3^' We expect to finish our course after the war. We were in our second year when we left." " How do you like the ser- vice ? " " It's rather rough ; but we came in to take it as we found it, and are not discouraged. The 'old flag' brought us here, and, we believe, will carry us through." Whether the brave boys are in college now, or in bloody graves, I do not know. The old world has been amazed at the developments of this war of the republic. If a tithe of the isolated facts of heroism, self-denial and endurance of the heroes "of the rank and file" could be made known, not only STOEY OF WILLIAM THE CONVALESCENT, 89 they, but the people at home, would be overwhelmed, and say the world was not worthy of them. Within a month after our visit, in compliance with the rep- resentations of the Sanitary Commission and Miss D. L, Dix, an order was issued to break up the old camp, and prepare for another, which was a blessed contrast to its forerunner, and might have been called Camp Paradise. A Sanitary Commission agent became its matron, and the comfortable barracks erected and furnished by Government, with the assistance rendered by the Sanitary Commission, wiped out the stain of its former name. A great mistake, perhaps to be expected from the limited hospital arrangements in the early part of the war, existed at that time. The men were thrust out of hospitals and sent to convalescent camps, or their regiments, before they were fitted for the change. Mrs. Livermore and myself met with an affecting case, that represented a large class of the army at the time. As we were journeying to Washington, between Harrisburg and Baltimore, the cars ran off the track, and we were detained some hours. About 8 o'clock p.m., we heard a strange and perplexing noise, that sounded like the bellowing of an ani- mal, and yet somewhat human. As the conductor passed, we asked for an explanation. He said it was a drunken soldier on the platform of the car. There was a driving snow-storm at the time. We said, '•'■Bring him in; drunk or sober, he is a soldier, and must not he left therer He said there was no room. We offered our seat. He refused gruffly, said he was no company for this car, and pushed on. We told the story to two gentlemen in front of us, saying he must come in, and asking them to use their manly strength to bring him. They 90 THE BOYS IN BLUE. rose at once, opened the car door, and carried in the soldier. As they laid him on our seat, groaning terribly, and covered with snow (for he had no overcoat), his cap fell off, and dis- closed the pallid face of a youth of eighteen, with upturned eyes, apparently very near death. "We covered him with heated blanket shawls, and applied warm bricks to his chest. We found a surgeon at the extreme part of the car, who pro- nounced him in a desperate fit of cramp-colic, produced by exposure and fatigue when feeble. He had brandy and opium, which he forced into his mouth, and by dint of med- ical attention and faithful nursing, he had so far recovered in two hours as to lie peaceful]}^, and open his great blue eyes wonderingly. We smiled, and he burst into tears, and cov- ered his face with his thin fingers. We soothed him, and he said, " You must excuse me, ladies ; but these are the first kind words I have heard since I have been in the army — for nine months. When I woke from that horrid dream and saw you watching me, I thought I was at home." Shortly after, an officer with captain's bars on his shoulders came up and said, " Wh}^, William, w^hat is the matter ? " We answered for him, and said he had been almost dead, but M'as now better. "Are you his captain?" I said. "Not exactly; I was put in charge of a hundred convalescents, to take back to their regiments. They are not well enough to go ; some of them almost as sick as this one." " Do you know this youth per- sonally ? " " No ; but they told me at the hospital that when he was put there, they were requested to be careful of him, for he was a good soldier, and delicate. I had him in the rear car witli the rest, went out, and have not been back till just now." William looked up and said, " Captain, I CONVALESCENT SOLDIER. 91 was sick ; not wishing to disturb the rest, I went to the plat- form for air, and that is all I know." My indignation had been steadily rising. I said, sternly, " When you undertook the charge of these men, were you not under obligations to take care of them, and not leave them for hours to be neglected, abused, and branded as drunkards. Four hours after this youth was left to die on the platform, you have come to inquire after him. But for us, you would have found his corpse, for the surgeon said he was pulseless, and could not have lived an hour longer. We tell you, sir, this is not the way 'to treat the ' rank and file ' of the army ; no wonder they desert, if this is a specimen of their treatment. The mother of this youth would have held you to account, had he died." He felt the justice of the rebuke, ren- dered us what assistance he could, and said his fliult had been one of thoughtlessness; as cruel, however, in its results as any other. He handed over William to us, and gave us written authority to place him in a hospital. We spent two hours after midnight in Baltimore, riding from hospital to hospital to find a vacant bed. At last we succeeded, and left him warm, clean, and comfortable. We heard from the surgeon daily while in Washington, and a few weeks after our return, received a most touching letter from his mother and sister, refined, educated ladies in New Jersey. They thanked us earnestly for saving William's life, and said morning and eve- ning, at the family altar, while they lived, would they invoke on us God's blessing for the spared life of their only son and brother, and then told how good he was, how true, how faithful and obedient. Were not my limits and my course prescribed, I could tell 92 THE BOYS IN BLUE. much of tlie national capital, that challenged in splendor and purity, an iceberg in the noonday sun. Its vast dome, lofty corridors, marble stairways, gorgeous paintings, innu- merable frescoes from dome to basement, dazzled and aston- ished us. We shuddered as we reflected what might have been, what might and would be, but for the " Boys in Blue." I once heard Gen. Sherman say, in addressing the army, and I honored him for it: " You soldiers have made me what I am ; you have put the stars on my shoulder." "Well may it be said: "These heroes have saved. for us this magnificent capital and all its glorious surroundings, and have made it what it is, the capital of a regenerated nation of freemen." Before we left Washington, we drove over the Long Bridge, which has become a classic structure since it has been made the passage-way of the great Union army. The sight of it brought to mind a touching incident related to me by Chap- lain D., of the army. His son, who was at college at the commencement of the war, enlisted in the " rank and file." During the campaign of the Peninsula he was seized with typhoid fever and taken to a hospital, where he lay many weeks, vibrating between life and death. At length he became convalescent, but was unable to leave the house. Among the reinforcements that were ordered from Washing- ton to the front, his regiment was included. It lay encamped within his sight and hearing. As the drum called to arms, the tents were struck, canteens and haversacks filled, rifles and knapsacks shouldered, his spirit rose, and he felt he must go. Without counsel he left the hospital, and followed his regiment till partly over the Long Bridge, when his feeble limbs refused their office, and he fell. He still crawled on ASSASSINATION OF COL. ELLSWORTH. 93 till, when they halted after passing the bridge, he overtook them, and rising up, fell into line. He was a great favorite in the regiment, and all the men knew him. Said his colonel to his father, when relating the incident, "When his pale face and feeble form was seen, shout upon shout rent the air. That act was worth a regiment to our division; the men were inspired, and resolved to do or die." The effect on the youth himself was most unexpected — almost miraculous. From that moment he gathered strength, and ere long was able to march and fight with the rest of his comrades. On the road to Alexandria, we passed Arlington, the former dwelling-place of the rebel General Lee ; the deluded man, who left this stately mansion, with its magnificent surround- ings, to raise his parricidal hand against the beneficent Gov- ernment that had protected, fostered, educated, and intrusted him with great responsibilities and high position. The proud old manor-house had been made the headquarters of the Union army and the freedmen alternately, and its lawns the burial-place of the nation's dead — a signal rebuke of inex- cusable treachery. The point of special interest to us in Alexandria, was the house in which Col. Ellsworth was murdered. The last time I had seen him in Chicago, was just before the war commenced. He had returned from the triumphal march of his then unparalleled Zouaves, through the eastern and southern cities. He was the personification of manly strength and agility. "With characteristic gen- erosity he had offered the services of his company and him- self, to give an exhibition drill for the benefit of a benevolent institution. At the first call he and his boys sprang to arms. God had been training them, and, through them, the nation, 9-i THE BOYS IN BLUE, for what was coming ; for their advent seemed to have created a military furore throughout the north, and occasioned the organization of numerous military companies. As L looked upon the place where the coward's bullet had sealed his doom, I heard the story of his almost reckless bravery. The sight of a rebel flag, flaunting from the observatory of a house in Alexandria, within sight of the capitol, had sent his patriotic blood coursing through his veins. He forgot all but the insult to the Government, and with a bound, scarcely touching the stairs, reached and demolished it. In a dark corner, concealed, lay the coward traitor. He sped the ball that released the spirit of Ellsworth, but instantl}'- was sent to his own place by the hand of his avenger. A favorite of the lamented Lincoln, he was his forerunner in martyrdom. His blood has been the seed of patriotism. It became the watch- word of the army, and inspired the troops to deeds of valor. His life was short as men count time, but long in patriotism and results. The next day we bade farewell to Washington, fearing, we knew not what, for darkness brooded over the nation, and none might tell when the night should be over and the sun of liberty arise. Sherman had not then electrified the nation with his brilliant series of successes; the dashing Sheridan had not swept through the Yalley of Virginia with his irre- sistible squadrons; nor the calm, resolute Lieutenant-General planted himself in the Army of the Potomac, announcing quietly his policy : " We shall fight it out on this line if it takes all summer." No eye could foresee, and no prophetic voice foretell these glad tidings. NORTH-WESTERN BRANCH COMMLSSION. 95 CHAPTER VI. The supply--R'ork of the North-Western Branch of the U. S. Sanitary Commission. — Volunteer aid of the press. — Necessities for supphes at dep6ts in advance of battles. — Eesult of earnest work and thorough organization. — Wisconsin Aid Society. — Mrs. Colt. — Michigan Branch U, S. Sanitary Commission. — Miss Campbell. — Iowa Branch. — Mrs. T. E. Simpson, Minnesota North- Western Branch Aid Societies. — Incidents of alleged misappropriations of stores at Mount Carroll. — Self-sacrifice and heroism of north-western women illustrated by striking incidents. — The manual labor of women to permit men to enlist. — Labors in aid societies. — Soldiers' rests and homes. — Female nurses. Immediately after our return from Washington, Mrs. Livermore and myself undertook the thorough organization of the supply-work of the North-Western Sanitary Commis- sion. We wrote stimulating circulars, opened a vigorous correspondence with the aid societies within the bounds of the Commission, and organized large numbers of new societies. Where circumstances required it, we made personal visits to individual or county aid societies. We furnished articles for the daily press and religious weeklies. These were pub- lished gratuitously, thus giving us the benefit of their exten- sive circulation. The value of such contributions in kind, can scarcely be estimated. The liberality of the press not only saved to the Commission thousands of dollars, but 96 THE BOYS IN" BLUE. added greatly to the popularity of the organization, and car- ried the news of what home-workers were doing to the army, where these papers were distributed in large numbers by the various Commissions. Heretofore the North-Western Commission had relied chiefly on the spontaneous contributions of the people, largely stimulated by reports of sanguinary battles. This depend- ence on spasmodic benevolence proved to be inadequate to its wants. The depots of the Commission, near the scene of action, must be kept well supplied, to be ready for emer- gencies. This could not be the case, if these very exigen- cies were the stimulants to draw forth the supplies. At the battle of Stone Eiver, which took place the 81st of December, and 1st and 2d of January, 1S63, our loss in wounded was over 7,000, and the rebel loss 10,000. This battle occurred very shortly after our return from Washing- ton, and the treasury and shelves of the Commission were empty. The news arrived on Saturday, and it was only by the great exertions of our President, who appealed to the Board of Trade, and the liberal response of some of Chicago's citizens to our earnest pleading, that car-loads of supplies were sent forward to the scene of action the day following. From that time, the treasury of the North- Western Commis- sion never failed ; her supply-work rapidly enlarged. To the energy and efficiency of Mrs. H. L. Colt, of Mil- waukee, Secretary of Soldiers' Aid Society of Wisconsin, the Commission is deeply indebted for the thorough organization and continued supplies from Wisconsin. Miss Yaleria Camp- bell, the head of the Sanitary Commission work in Michigan, was a faithful and able co-worker with the North-Western ZsORTH-WESTERN BRANCH COMMISSIONS. 97 Branch till 1804, when the Michigan Commission became an independent branch, reporting to Dr. Newberry. Northern Indiana sent us handsome contributions, and Minnesota, in the midst of her own Indian troubles, with her sparse population, sent, through Mrs. T. E. Simpson, the motive power of sanitary operations in that State, forty- seven packages in two months, from Winona alone. Iowa, during the war, contributed to the Branch Commis- sion at Chicago over fifty thousand dollars in money, and five thousand packages of supplies ; Michigan, while tribu- tary to the Commission at Chicago, almost eight thousand dollars in money, and five thousand two hundred and sixty- four boxes. Wisconsin sent between seven and eight thou- sand boxes, and almost nine thousand dollars to the North- western Branch at Chicago. Where all did so nobly, as these figures show, comparisons would be invidious. Still, even on this " Boll of Honor," Iowa stands conspicuous. 'Tis simple justice to record that she was the banner sanitary State in the North-West, as I believe her military record will prove she was in enlistments in proportion to her population. Her contributions and eflbrts were amazing for the benefit of sick soldiers, under her able, enthusiastic, and veteran leader, Kev. D. Norris ; and she also sent large gifts to the Western Sanitary Commission at St. Louis, and the Christian Commis- sion, in the latter part of the war, through their widely- known representative, Mrs. Annie Wittenmeyer. As will be seen at a glance, this Commission became a power in the Western Department of the U. S. Sanitary Commission. From November 1, 1S61, to December 1, 1862, the amount of money received in the Chicago North- 98 THE BOYS IN BLUE. Western Branch, during a period of thirteen months, had been twenty thousand dollars, and the number of packages (5,000) five thousand. From December, 1862, immediately after the Council at Washington, to the close of the Commis- sion, a period of two years and a half, the amount paid into the treasui-y was ($311,000) three hundred and eleven thou- sand dollars; and supplies during the same period to the amount of almost, if not quite, a million of money were con- tributed. These supplies were carefully appraised at a cash valuation, at the respective dates of their receipt. In our frequent journeys throughout the North-West, to complete the organization we had planned and eventually accomplislied, we had rare opportunities of seeing and esti- mating the value of the w^ork of the Women of the Prairies, both in labor and sacrifice. The aid societies depended greatly for their efficiency on the officers control- ling them. With few exceptions they were wisely chosen, and succeeded in developing and organizing the vast amount of the patriotism and humanity of the women, who labored with them. They met ordinarily once during the week at the school- house, lecture-room, or dwelling of the president, if no more suitable place could be found. Committees were appointed to prepare and give out work, to procure funds, make pur- chases, cut out clothing, and pack and forward boxes. The officers were sometimes chosen annually, sometimes quar- terly. The variety of the devices of these societies to raise money for the benefit of the Commission, would form a unique and entertaining history. Sometimes the money was sent to the J^Torth- Western Commission, and sometimes DIXON, ILLINOIS, SOLDIER. 99 expended in material to be made into garments, or supplies to be sent to us. The great barriers to the prosperity of these aid societies, were the charges of squandered and misappropriated stores. These unwarrantable attacks were sometimes made by sur- geons discharged for incompetency, or returned soldiers who had never been in hospital, and had thus no opportunity of seeing the work of the Commission, or of those who had received its blessings, and knew not the source from whence they came. A case in point : Mrs. W., president of an aid society in Dixon — a prominent town in Illinois — and one of the most faithful workers in the State, related to me the following incident: Her son, who had returned home on sick furlough, said to his mother, "I never received any Sanitary stores when I was in the hospital." "Did you receive no green tea and white sugar, or codfish, or eggs, or farina?" "Yes, I did ; but no canned fruits, lemons, jellies, or clothing." Said she : " All that you have enumerated were doubtless fur- nished by the Commission." At night, when he had taken his bath, and thrown aside his soiled under-garments, she gathered them up and found them all marked "ISTorth- AVestern Sanitary Commission ; " j'ct so silently and unobtru- sively had the work been done, that he knew it not. With moistened eyes his mother said " that was reward enough for all her labor, and proof sufficient of the blessed effects of the Commission, to keep her at work till the war should close." At the request of an aid society at Mt. Carroll, I visited that place to settle the vexed question of sanitary stores. The wife of the colonel of a rcoriment recruited in that 100 THE BOYS IN BLUE. vicinity, called to accompany me to the meeting. On the way thither she stated, that on the previous day she had received a letter from her husband, in which he said he had visited the hospitals in Memphis, at her request, to ascertain from the men themselves, whether the supplies reached them. The investigation proved so satisfactorj-, that he wrote as follows : " I find that the Sanitary Commission has done, and is doing, so great a work in the hospitals of Memphis, that I urge you to renewed zeal in the work of the Aid Society tributary to it." The letter was read at the meeting with marked effect, and brought out a corresponding statement from the wife of an esteemed physician from Mt. Carroll, who was 250st-surgeon at one of the Nashville hospitals. He had stated in a letter just received, substantially, what the colonel had done, and closed with the remark, " He should never again hold back his wife in the work of the Sanitar}'- Commission.-' It is needless to say, with these testimonials and the flicts that I had witnessed, and that I stated on the occasion, the meeting was enthusiastic and successful, and the ladies re- solved to continue and increase their work. On another occasion I visited Bluffville, 111., at the urgent request of Mrs. F , the Postmistress of the district, and president of the aid society. The settlement was some miles from the railroad station, and I found a farmer's wagon with its worthy owner, awaiting me. We drove to the house of Mrs. F , who apologized for her limited accom- modations and humble dwelling, which I found sheltered a head and heart that would have done honor to a palace. The settlement was sparse, the people poor; "all having STORY OF BLUFF VILLE AID SOCIETY. 101 enough to do to get along these war times," she said, " when so many of their men had enUsted." The cause of our suffer- ing soldiers had lain upon her heart from the beginning of the war. She endeavored to form an aid society, but no one had time or money to give, though probably she had as little of either, as any one. Nothing daunted, she determined to work alone. After days of domestic toil and official duties, she worked far into the night ; and in two weeks succeeded in piecing and quilting a warm covering for a sick soldier's bed. She called in the neighbors to rejoice with her, and on the spot they formed an aid society, and appointed committees to gather eggs, butter, vegetables, and what money they could collect, to purchase material for work. She felt they were not doing enough, and wrote to me to come to her assistance and tell the people about the soldiers that I had seen, and rouse them up to more earnest effort. Mrs. F. besought me to let the farmers come to the meet- ing. "They are plain men," she said, "eager to hear; and they are the source of our supply. For the sake of the suf- fering soldiers, let them in." I did, unwillingly, but soon forgot everything but the hospitals, pale faces, battle-fields and transports. In the audience, I saw as usual fresh weeds, eager looks, and streaming tears, that told the shot had boomed over these prairies, and strewn them with broken hearts and withered hopes. At the close of the meet- ing, the iron grasp and tearful ej^es of these stalwart farmers greatly affected me, and repaid me for the sacrifice. Bluff- ville worked on to the close of the Commission, and from the " depth of her poverty abounded the riches of her liberality." As I was on my homeward journey, I was detained some 102 THE BOYS IN BLUE. hours at a small settlement in Illinois, to make the direct connection for Chicago. Desirous to improve the time, I asked the landlady of the hotel where I stopped, if there was an aid society in the place. "Yes, indeed," she said, and she had been its president till her eyesight failed, that she was now almost blind, and her husband said 'twas because she had sewed at night for the soldiers. From the porch where she sat she pointed to a house and said, "You'll find a lady there, in that milhner's shop, that can tell you all about it." I found her and her room filled with buxom lasses, trying, on the latest style of head-gear. I told my errand, but said, "I see you are busy ; I have but a few hours to remain, and can send you some circulars, and write to you from Chicago." "I always have time to hear about the army," she replied, "and cannot let you go without having 3^ou mefet our ladies. We have longed to see you." " But the time is short," I answered. " Can you be here at 11 o'clock? " she asked. I replied I could. " Then we will be ready for you. Ladies," she said, " I know you will not be willing to lose the opportunity of hearing about our brave volunteers, from one who has been to Vicksburg. If j^ou will be messengers to notify the meeting, I will stop work, clean up the shop, and be ready for you in an hour." I resolved to know this woman's history. Fifteen minutes before the meeting opened she gave me the following statement. She was refined and educated, and I use her words as nearly as possible : " When the first call came, my husband, myself, and two little ones, one a babe, were living in this hou*, in easy circumstances, he having a ]Drofitable business. I saw he was uneasy, but he kept silent, as I did. When the next SKETCH OF A PRAIRIE HEROINE. 103 call came, lie said, 'I must attend the meeting to raise recruits.' I knew wLat that meant, but was prepared, for I had pon- dered it in my heart. I said, 'James, if you feel it to be your duty to go, don't let me and the children hinder you.' He started. 'Wife,' said he, 'you* can't conduct the business and support the family. You have been delicately reared, never have done even your own work,' ' I know all that,' I said, 'but I have thought it all over, and know what I can do. From a child I have made m}'- own bonnets, and have been told they were tasteful. A milliner's shop is needed here. I can get a good workwoman from Chicago, open a shop, and support myself and the children. If all wait till it is convenient to go, what will become of the coun- try?' Said this earnest woman, "I was interrupted by the sobs of my husband. He said my courage broke him down more than tears or entreaties to stay. He went to the meet- ing, gave in his name as a recruit, came home, and on our bended knees together that night, we asked God to accept the sacrifice and preserve us all to meet at the close of the war. He settled up his business. I opened my store, and it has prospered greatly. He has been preserved thus far, and has been promoted. He is a man of intelligence, firmness, and piety." When I could speak, I said: "How can you manage to attend the aid society? " " My dear madam," she exclaimed, " how could I live without it ? When I plan, and work for it, I am beside my beloved husband, working for my country. It meets here every other week."' " How do you manage? " I said. " I close the work-room," she continued, " at noon, that day. The girls are willing to stay and help me. We 104 THE BOYS m BLUE. clean the room and carry all the boxes to the adjoining one. We sew till dark, and then restore the shop to working order, and by sitting u]) till midnight, I make up for lost time.'" " Is there no one more favoriably situated that will bear this burden?" "It seems noir," she meekly answered. "Our numbers are few, as the majority of the people live in the country. There is a friend of mine who has openeaa dress- .making establishment to let her husband enlist, and we alternate.'''' My heart was almost too full for utterance when the meet- ing began. I know not what I said ; I only know we all wept together, and those present pledged themselves to share this heroic woman's burden, as they had not done before, and they kept their promise. I said aloud, " Such heroes as compose the rank and file of our army, with such ivomen to back them, must conquer — they are invincible.'''' Across the commons there was a fine brick dwelling, with flower-beds, lawns and broad walks. I said : " Do not the residents in that house assist you in your work?" "No," she answered, quietly, " They have a great deal of company, and don't take any interest in the army. They are copper- heads, and say our husbands are fools for going ; that is the hardest of all to bear.'''' At the close of the meeting we parted, not to meet again till on that day for which all other days were made. Tlie dwellers in the stately mansion, and the self denj^ing, Christian heroine will be there: "Inasmuch as ye have done it unto one of the least of these, my breth- ren, ye have done it unto Me ; " and " Inasmuch as ye have not done it unto the least of these, my brethren, ye have not done it unto Me." Allow me to give one more representative case of STORY OF AN ILLINOIS PATRIOT FAMILY. 105 these patriotic prairie women. I had been long urged to visit S , a flourishing town in Illinois, to reorganize and reanimate a declining aid society. At the close of the meet- ing, the members proceeded to elect new officers, and 1 said, " Ladies, be careful in your choice, for on that depends much of the prosperity of your society. Select the women of the most energy, perseverance, wisdom and patriotism. Let no other considerations influence j^ou." The name of Mrs. F. was mentioned for president, by three persons at the same time. She was not there, and a friend remarked she would not be able to fill the position, as her health was very delicate, and she had heavy responsibilities. The answer was made, that if she would only advise them, and meet with them once a week, they would ask no more of her. She was elected unanimously. The lady at whose house I sojourned, proposed that I should drive out a mile and see her, and hear her remarka- ble story from her own lips, telling me only, that she had two sons and a husband in the army, had cheerfally given them, and was left at home with a little boy to work the farm. The dwelling was plain, and the garden neglected. It gave evidence of the absence of the strong arms that had made it the pride of the neighborhood. She came out to the carriage to greet us, and after I was introduced, I said, " Mad- am, I have come to see a loving wife and mother, who has given her husband and two sons, without a murmur, to serve their country, and remained behind to toil, that they may go. Pray, tell me your wonderful story." " It is very short," said the frail creature. Her flashing black eyes kindled till they cast a glow over her pale face, 106 THE BOYS IN BLUE. as she said, " When the rebels fired on Sumter, my heart was on fire. I longed to be a man to avenge the insult. My boj'S sprang to arms, enlisted, and "^ere off in a twinkling, and I blessed them for it. After a year's absence, one came home on furlough. As we sat lingering around our last supper together, I looked at my husband and said, 'If the young boys can stand it, and the country needs more men, why can't you go ? ' He looked at me earnestly, and said, 'I've longed to go, but dare not leave you alone, with none but our little one to help you.' ' Don't fear that,' I said ; ' we shall manage to get along. The farm will grow shabby, of course.' " As she said this she looked at the rusty fence and rickety gate, and added, " It had better be so than lose the country." She continued : " Early next morning my son and husband left for the battery." She said she had been as well as before they left, heard from them quite often, that they were in good health and contented, and she did not believe that harm would reach them, for they were under the shelter of her Heavenly Father's wing. Thank Grod, if they never met on earth, they would all meet in heaven, for that was the home to which they looked forward. Did I mistake, when I said the prairie women had un- fathomable depths of patriotism and heroism? Multiply these cases indefinitely and the result may be reached. On a bleak day in February, I was making preparations to visit the arni}^ at Young's Point, and was to leave in the night train for Cairo. A woman earnestly requested to see me, as she had a package for me to take to her husband, in ray son's regiment, 113th Illinois Yolunteers, I had offered to take such parcels, and she was ushered in. She held by « STORY OF MRS. R., THE SOLDIER'S WIFE. 107 the hand two little boys, having deposited the box in the hall. She was a bright-looking woman, and her boys un- usually handsome. She said, '* Mrs. II., I have brought a box for you to take to my husband, and my boys for you "to see. When you get to Yicksburg, please find Peter E., and you will see as nice a man as you ever set eyes on. I want you to tell him his boys look well, and his wife too. Tell him we are all getting along first-rate ; that I get plenty of work, and the boys are good and obedient, and not to fret about us." "I'm glad to be the bearer of such good- news," I said, " and I will see your husband and give it to him." Then she drew her hands. from her coarse mittens and held them up, cracked and bleeding. " DonH tell him, I beseech you," she said, " that I have worn the skin off my hands, washing every day ; and do7i't tell Mm that I have to put the little boys to bed, when they come from school, to keep them warm, as I have no wood nor lights. Boii'i tell him, that often when I walk home, after a hard day's scrubbing, my skirts freeze stiff. It's all true ; but still we are well and keep warm in bed, and are not marching in mud and snow, or sick in a hospital. Tell Peter all the good you can, and Tceep hack all the had. Tell the poor fellow," and she here broke down, "if he'll keep in good heart and take care of his end of the line, I'll take care of mine ; and don't let him know I spent two dollars and a half for things to put in the box. They'd choke him if he knew it." We need scarcely say that she did not suffer after this for wood, and that the little boys studied their lessons by lamp-light. The women of the land, with that quick perception which BO often leads them to correct conclusions, without a slow lOS THE BOYS IN BLUE. process of reasoning, comprehended the import of the war from its early stages. The quiet of their homes and domes- tic pursuits, gave them the opportunity to ponder on the matter. They felt that they must give their husbands and sons to conquer or to die. They did not refuse the offering; and woman's heart, alone^ comprehends the sacrifice. They counted the cost, paid the price, and with a sagacity and zeal that has turned a new leaf in woman's history and development, have created supplies by the work of their fingers, managed and controlled at the different branches of the Commission an amount of business heretofore consider- ed impracticable for women. In the various departments of aid societies, soldiers' rests and homes, in hospitals and trans- ports, they have performed a humane work, that may well challenge history for a parallel. The amount of manual labor that was done by the wives and daughters of prosperous north-western farmers during the war, was marvellous in extent and results. The North- Western States were almost stripped of bone and muscle by enlistments. As their interests were mainly agricultural, the loss was heavily felt. In my journeys through these States, I frequently saw the ruddy, smiling faces of these patriot women in the garden and field. They were planting seed, weeding gardens, gathering crops, binding sheaves, raking hn}^, driving team, with resolution and cheerfulness. When I visited camps, hospitals, and graves at the front, I felt that these unselfish heroes were worthy of marshals' batons and victors' wreaths. When I returned to the North I beheld women in the fields or fh the shop, adding the burden of family maintenance to the cares of wife and mother, or still soldiers' homes and rests. 109 more, with white faces and emblems of sorrow, patiently worhing, tcaiching^ and luaiting. Who shall say which bore the palm of heroism ? The busy hands of women kept in active operation the soldiers' rests and refreshment saloons throughout the land, feeding thousands of troops in transitu, and allowing none to pass through the cities where they were established, without a comfortable meal. I speak from personal knowledge of the rest in Chicago, which was an appendage of the Soldiers' Home, under the control of the same board, whose president, Thos. B. Bryan, Esq., was one of the leading spirits in every benevolent and patriotic movement during the war, and its vice-president, Mrs. 0. E. Hosmer, one of Chicago's most efl&cient army workers. At all hours of the day and night, these admirable women were ready to meet the returning or departing regiments, and by their orderly arrangements and persevering labor, fed thousands in a day, and gave thera bet- ter meals than could be procured, except at a first-class hotel. Still another order of female army workers must not be omitted. I refer to the nurses in hospitals and transports. Most of these self-sacrificing women left homes of comfort, some of luxury, to administer to the sick and wounded sol- diers. To endure the oppressive and often unhealthy air of the hospitals, to witness harrowing sights, to dress loathsome wounds, or assist in the operation, to exercise the skill and patience necessary to meet the wants of the sick and wounded, to endure the suspicions or coldness of surgeons, to exercise the " wisdom of the serpent and the harmlessness of the dove," required an amount of skill, sagacit}^, tact, and cheerful endurance that is rare to meet, and inspiring when witnessed. 110 THE BOYS m BLUE. Instead of being astonished that so little of this material was developed during the war, one should be surprised that so much became available. In the earlier organization of hospitals, great opposition to the introduction of these nurses existed among the medical staff of the army. The system was an untried experiment, and was suspiciously watched and severely criticized. Un- fortunate failures were magnified and widely circulated. The misguided zeal of some benevolent individuals thrust large numbers of women into hospitals, without organization or consultation with surgeons. As a consequence, they were summarily dismissed by the surgeons. During the progress of the war, evils were corrected in this, as in other depart- ments, and order more fully established. The most skilful and humane surgeons sought the assistance of women as nurses, in suitable numbers and for proper positions. Ex- perience taught that for each ward one was sufficient for any emergency, and too much under ordinary circumstances. The linen-rooms and diet-kitchens were eventually placed entirely in the hands of women, and the improved condition of the beds, patients, and food, and the decreased j^er centum of deaths, attested the wisdom of the change. In the outset of the war. Miss D. L. Dix had been ap- pointed by Government, general superintendent of the nurses of military hospitals in the United States, and con- tinued to hold this position till the close of the war, Mr. James E. Yeatman, of St, Louis, Mrs, D. P. Livermore and Mrs. A. H. Hoge, were appointed her agents for the hospi- tals of the Western Department. They detailed large num- bers of efficient and faithful nurses, who were sent to hospi- WOMEN-NURSES OF THE ARMY. Ill tals on the requisition of post-surgeons, and of whose work and worth they received abundant testimonials from officers, surgeons and patients. It was proven that their labors were invaluable, if not indispensable, to the success of hospi- tals in the Western Department. Without the assistance of women, these institutions might have been well organized, well supplied, clean and comfort- able ; although experience proved that this was not the rule. In such establishments, however, there was the same lack of home-like air, and indefinable tone of domestic comfort, that is seen in bachelors' mansions, no matter how lordly or well appointed. The right of woman to the sphere which includes housekeeping, cookiug and nursing, has never been disputed. The proper administration of these three depart- ments, makes the internal arrangements of a hospital com- plete ; and are only secondary in importance to the skill and faithfulness of surgeons. Many of these heroic women passed suddenly from their labor to their reward, apart from home and relatives to which women naturally cling. God, in great mercv, gave them compensation for the absence of the only earthly aids that we have heretofore believed could smooth the passage to the grave, and rob the grim messenger of his stern feat- ures — the sympathy, love and tenderness of kindred. The regiment or hospital, made up of brave fellows, tender and grateful as women and children to those who sacrificed all to succor them, rallied round the sick or feeble nurses, with affecting eagerness. No service was too toilsome or exacting ; no tribute of gratitude equal to their deserts. While they lived, they felt that hundreds, perhaps thousands, were yearn- 112 THE BOYS IN BLUE. ing for tlicir rccoveiy, and tliey well knew should death come, as many sad hearts would mourn, and a painful void be left. A case in point. After the battle of Pittsburg Landing, a slender, modest girl, petite in figure and of unusual beauty, made application to us, for a place as hospital nurse. We said, " We cannot send you ; you are too young and too hand- some for such a position." A flush passed over her face, almost severe in youthful beauty, as she said, "I am older than you suppose, and as to my curls, I will cut them off, as that is the only way to get rid of them ; they are obstinate," Her soft blue eyes pleaded eloquently as she said, "Pray let me go; I am able, willing and resolute. I dream of the hospi- tals, and know that I could alleviate much suffering." "Have you ever nursed?" "Not continuously, but I have had a thorough medical education in an Eastern institution, and understand the surgical dressing of wounds. You must not refuse me." After consultation we agreed, in this case, to transcend our ordinary rules, and with many exactions and some trep- idation, gave her a detail, after telling her of the suspicion, hardships, and lisk of health to which she would be exposed. She knew it all ; had a relative who had been in hospitals, and his letters and tales of woe only inspired her with added determination. She left that night for Paducah Hospital, then filled to its utmost capacity, with sick and wounded soldiers. From time to time, we heard accounts of her remarkable success. Then came a letter from the surgeon of the hospital, praising her ability and faithfulness, wondering at her skill, so perceptible, that he had placed her in charge of a ward of surgical cases that were improving rapidly, she still following ^ ffl IE ^mMmfym^ . ^^ INTO a.Treat *. G"? Publish MISS FIFIELD AND MISS ROBB. 113 our advice, burying in silence her medical education and degree. After she had toiled a year without respite, we were shocked to receive the following telegram from the surgeon : " Almira Fifield is dead ; send for her body." Investigation proved that over-exertion and a malarious atmosphere had 'caused a congestive chill, which she concealed as far as pos- sible, fearing she might be sent home and obliged to leave the "boys," who clung to her for life, hope, and health. "Want of rest and change induced a repetition of the attack, shattered the frail casket, and released the almost glorified spirit of this youthful martyr to liberty and humanity. Three sisters, of the name of Eobb, were successively ex- amined and approved by us for hospital service. They had fine Scotch physiques, much executive ability, and active piety. Two of the sisters were driven home to Chicago in the course of the year, feeble and attenuated by their pro- digious labors. The third resolved to remain and risk her life for the regiment to which she was attached, which had learned to rely on her strength and wisdom, in sickness and in health. In mid-winter she was seized with the Mis- sissippi fever, under which she sank, and began her new year in heaven, where so many, to whom she had ministered spiritually and temporally, had preceded her. Mrs. Livermore visited Milliken's Bend, the spring follow- ing her death. The regiment in which. Miss Eobb had labored was quartered on one of the most princely plantations of that region. It had been preserved, almost intact ; its dwelling- house, stables, negro huts, cotton-house, and flower-garden, were unmolested and in perfection. As Mrs. Livermore's escort of blue coats accompanied her, pointing out its various 8 11-4 THE BOYS IN BLUE. beauties, she observed a rude paling, inclosing a square, filled with perennials in full bloom and variety, and a wealth of myrtle that almost obscured the mound, that casts the shadow of death, even over the gayest parterre. She thought the subdued voices and soft tread of the " men " spoke of a com- rade taking his rest. One of them said, " This is Miss Robb's grave. When she was dying, she wanted to be buried in sight of the camp, in the midst of us all, living and dead. We put her here, and have tried to show how we honored her. We had nothing but flowers and boards to work with. We have her favorite flowers, and myrtle^ you know, means lovey They had planted a memorial worthy of their mar- tyred nurse, more fair, significant, and touching, in its peren- nial bloom, than sculptured marble or majestic pyramid. Some women who did not die in actual service fell victims slowly to disease, the result of fatigue and exposure. Since the close of the war they have been, and still are, filling untimely graves. Since the body of this work was written, the press has recorded the death of Miss Kachel McFadden, of Pittsburg. She was the motive power of the Pittsburg Branch of the U. S. Sanitary Commission, and with her abounding zeal, strong will, and fine executive ability, inspired the hearts of the noble aids who carried on the work at that place so efl&ciently. After a severe battle in the West, she received a telegram from Dr. Newberry, at Louisville. It said : " Send all your stores at once — they are greatly needed." She understood its meaning, and with- out a moment's delay, asked a gentleman of the Commission for two car-loads of stores to be sent that day. The treasury was dejjleted, the freight-cars crowded with merchandise, the MISS RACHEL M'FADDEN. 115 time very short. He replied, astonished at the demand, "It cannot be done ; you might as well try to move the Alle- ghanies." "No! no!" she answered, '■'■ you can't hitch those on to a locomotive and send them steaming down South^ hut you can tioo car-loads of supplies^ Her persistent resolution inspired the entire band of workers; the gentlemen of the Commission, including the one referred to, became infused with renewed life and energy, and the evening train answered the telegram satisfactorily, by carrying the two car-loads of sanitary supplies, to the suffering heroes at Louisville. The close of the Commission alone released her from her labors ; but overwrought activity of brain and mind had so dimin- ished vital forces and recuperative power, that slowly, but steadily, she walked down into the valley from whence no traveller returns, and added another to the list of lives conse- crated on the altar of Freedom. I cannot dismiss this important subject without alluding to the work of women in camps and battle-fields. My experi- ence during the war convinced me it should be confined to the very few women of suitable age that were specially endowed for this most difficult and delicate branch, of the entire round of women's many labors. I cannot ignore it, while I have been permitted to see and know the labors of Mother Bickerdyke, Mrs^ George Harvey, Mrs. Jeremiah Porter, Mrs. Dr. Harris, Mrs. Plummer, Miss Johnson, Mrs. Green, and others not less deserving, who have accomplished so vast an amount of good in camps and battle-fields. Great interest has been felt and expressed to obtain an accurate and reliable account of the work of Mrs. Bickerdyke in the army, supreme in extent and results. 116 THE BOYS IN BLUE. CHAPTER VII. SKETCH OF MRS. BICKERDYKE. Mrs. Bickerdyke's amazing energy and futile expedients. — Laundries and bakeries. — Major-Gen. Buford. — Her refusal to nurse a Major- General's son. — Her call to the hospitals from Galesburg. — Mrs. B. and unfaithful ward,-master in Brick Hospital, Cairo. — Her trips on hospital transports after battle at Pittsburg Landing. — Feat on the Fanny Bullet. — Sketch of the armada leaving Fort Henry. — Mrs. B.'s hospital work at Savannah. — At Corinth. — Eemoval of hospital in the midst of the battle of Corinth. — Her work in small- pox hospital at Memphis. — Her laundries at Memphis. — Her raid on IsTorthern cows and hens for benefit of Memphis Hospital. — Her personal gifts to soldiers. — Her work at Huntsville. — Her work at Beaufort, Morehead City, Wilmington, and finally in Sherman's victorious army. Mother, was the sobriquet of this extraordinary woman throughout the entire Western army. In General Sherman's old corps (the 15th) she seemed to be the individual mother of every man in the ranks. She was sui generis, and as such, can neither be described nor judged according to ordinary rules. In the rapid organization of a huge army there was necessarily much ignorance among its officials, of wise and necessary army routine. This want of knowledge and experience, bewildered and hampered even conscientious men, desirous to do their duty. In the rapid and numerous appointments, some unfaithful surgeons found place, who MRS. BICKERDYKE. 117 were arrogant and overbearing in proportion to their igno- rance and lack of principle. The victims of incompetency and faithlessness were the "rank and file" of the army, who had no redress, but were reduced from individual, intelligent existence, to machines for military purposes. These evils were the inevitable results of war suddenly precipitated on a peaceful people. In such exigencies God raises up individuals, in civil and military life, fit for pioneer work, with ability and zeal that raises them above their fellows, with gifts suited to the occasion. The subsoil of the prairie cannot be upturned by an ordinary machine, nor brooding pestilence scattered by the soft winds of heaven, " blow they never so sweetly." The successful prairie far- mer must fall back on the prairie-plough, drawn by half a score of oxen, and the thunderhoU must scatter the pestilence that " walketh in darkness, and wasteth at noonday." So in the army. When hospitals were rank with disease and death, foul with festering and unwashed wounds, and unclean garments, inexperienced surgeons stood aghast, and felt almost powerless to cleanse and purify ; while arrogant, negligent, and merciless men fell back on army routine and technicalities, and said that soldiers, when they entered the army, must expect to die, and recovery from amputations must be the rare excep'tion. The prairie-plough and the thunderstorm were needed, and they came, in the person of Mrs. Bickerdyke. A pythoness, if her precious boys, as she called them, were assaulted, she was gentle and tender as a loving mother, to every sick and wounded soldier. Woe be to the man, no matter what his rank, who trampled on the rights of the "Boys in Blue." 118 .THE BOYS IN BLUE. Faithful surgeons praised her, and relied upon her skill, strength, and tenderness. Those who were the reverse, cursed her, and clamored for her removal. No doubt, in doing her rapid and mighty work, she overturned some fair flowers of fragrant growth, and levelled well-built fences, perchance some beauteous spire; but after the ground was made fallow and the air purified, the wrecks were overlooked in view of the mightj resultant blessings. Her efforts not only saved unnumbered lives and mitigated untold suffering in her own hospitals, but, by the example they afforded to others, became schools of instruction. Her huge, organized laundries saved hundreds of thou- sands of dollars to the Government and to the Sanitary Commission, by washing what would otherwise have been destroyed, to say nothing of the health and comfort they bestowed upon the sick. She was herculean in strength and indomitable in will, and possessed the most extraordinary endurance. She saw no lions in the way, admitted the existence of no obstacles — naming what others would regard as such, " cobwebs," and these, she demolished with non- chalant and invincible energy. The surgeons admitted that she had no rival in extemporizing, organizing, and running hospitals. By the fertility of her expedients she managed to supply even field-hospitals with soft bread, sometimes pies and cookies. The great military men — Grant, Sherman, McPherson, Thomas, Logan — were her firm friends, and sup- plied her with facilities to carry on her work — teams, detailed soldiers, and railroad transportation. They became converts to her boldly-avowed and com- inon-sense assertion that she "could no more take care of the MRS. B. AND THE SICK MA JOE-GENERAL. 119 sick without transportation for her stores and her appliances, than thej could pound tlie enemy without rations and am- munition." Her great army-work was for the common soldier ; but occasionally she condescended to an officer^ and once in a long while to a major-general. Col. , from Ohio, boasted that Mother Bickerdyke had saved his life, after a severe amputation, and treated him as ivell as a pri- vate^ even after she was told he was an officer. Maj.-Gen. B told me, with glistening eyes, she bad saved his life at Corinth. He had a terrific congestive chill ; was laboring for breath, unrelieved b}'- medicine, when he sent for Mrs. B as a last resort, knowing her unwilling- ness to leave the men who so much needed her services. "General," said she, "you must have a bath." "A bath ! " he gasped ; "that's impossible; there's no water within four miles." " Never you mind that," said she ; " I'll get it " That was enough for the General, and he waited. In fifteen minutes she appeared, with two soldiers, carrying a huge tub of steaming water. "Now, boys," she said, " strip the Gen- eral, put him in the tub, cover him close with a blanket, and I will give him a drink." Her orders were promptly obeyed. She gave him a glass of hot toddy ; then had him rubbed with dry, warm cloths, till circulation was restored, placed him in bed, surrounded with hot bricks, and Eichard was himself again. I recently asked her the particulars of thf. case. They corresponded precisely with the General's state- ment, and she added with glee, " and he didn't know that I afterwards bathed sixteen tired, dirty, half sick boys in the same water, adding a little hot each time, as all the water for the hosp>itals was hauled four miles.''^ 120 THE BOYS IN BLUE. The wife of one of our most distinguished military leaders at one time, sent for her to come and nurse her sick child. She replied, " I am sorry ; but I can't do it. I came into the army to nurse the boys, not major-generals' children. The child has no business here, anyhow ; he ought to be at home." After the close of the war, Mrs. B. was taking tea at the house of this ofl&cer, and he pointed to a little boy, saying, "Mrs. B., that is the child you refused to nurse, and said ought to be at home." She replied, " General, did I say right ? " " You did," was the answer. At the commencement of the war, Mrs. Bickerdyke was a widow, with two young sons, residing in Galesburg, Illinois. Dr. Woodruff, surgeon of 22d Eegiment Illinois Volunteers, was from the same place, and wrote from below to his friends of the sufiering of the army. The letter was read in church ; she heard it. Being a famous nurse and housekeeper, with a tender, patriotic heart, Mrs. B. felt called upon to go. Her friends and neighbors agreed with her, and Mrs. Colton, of Galesburg, placed at her disposal five hundred dollars' worth of sanitary stores to take to the hospitals. Her first army work was at Bird's Point, where, for a time, there was a regimental hospital. From that place she went to Fort Holt, thence to the Brick Hospital of Cairo, keeping in the track of the most important and needy hospitals, and constantly receiving more or less assistance from the North- Western Sanitary Commission, and friends in Illinois; also from Mr. and Miss Safibrd, of Cairo. She soon discovered a disposition to misappropriate sani- tary stores, and raised her first tempest in the Brick Hospital at Cairo. A fine box of supplies had been consigned to UNFAITHFUL WARD-MASTER. 121 lier from Galesburg, conspicuously marked with the name of the society that sent them. She gave a certain number of shirts, socks, and slippers to a ward-master to distribute. The next morning, in going her rounds, she perceived this official wearing a sanitary shirt, broadly marked, while one of his sick patieats was minus his clean one. " Where did you get that shirt? " she said, fiercely. "It's none of your business," he answered. "I'll see if it isn't," she replied; and seizing it, as he had no coat on, she drew it over the head of the unfortunate wight, stunned into silence. "Now let me see your feet ? " said she, stooping and taking one in her hand. Off came the socks and slippers in a twinkling, to the infinite delight of the patients. The denuded thief slunk off suddenly, a sadder and a wiser man, and Mrs. B. had no further trouble in this hospital concerning sanitary stores. She took charge of the nursing in the amputation ward in the Brick Hospital, and astonished all, by her skill and endurance. The men, strange to say, were made comfort- able. In retrospect this is difficult to comprehend, when the paucity of supplies and conveniences in the earlier part of the war, are borne in mind. Mrs. Bickerdyke says they lived from day to day, and supplies came as manna in the wil- derness. After the battle of Donelson, where many of the wounded men lay in the cold and storm more than twenty- four hours without relief, Mrs. B. went up to the fort on the hospital-boat, to take charge of them in transitu. She accom- panied and attended five boat-loads of these freshly-wounded men to Paducah, Mound City, Cairo, Evansville, and Louis- ville. "What superhuman strength and endurance, executive 122 THE BOYS IN BLUE. ability and fertile genius, such a work, at such a time, required, cannot be comprehended by any who have not witnessed such scenes and worked upon hospital transports. After depositing her precious, but heart-rending freights, she accompanied the 21st Kegiment of Indiana Volun- teers, on the Fanny Bullet, to Pittsburg Xanding, to take charge of their hospital. With wonderful forethought and resolution, appreciated only by those who have seen the filthy and offensive cast-off clothing of wounded men, she had all of this material in use, after the battle of Donelson, boxed up and placed on the boat. After the 21st Indiana disembarked from the steamer at Pittsburg Landing, she succeeded in having an order issued, for the boat to back down to Savannah with these hideous boxes. She there assorted them herself, and had many thousands of pieces washed by "contrabands," hired for the purpose. This clothing was thoroughly dried and repacked, in readiness for the bloody battle of Shiloh, where it proved to be of untold value. But even the wonderful physical energy of Mrs. Bickerdyke succumbed for a time, after this nauseous effort. She lay prostrate at Savannah two days, retching incessantly from its effects. The Fanny Bullet was one of the prodigious battle-fleet of eighty-two steamers, filled with troops and warlike append- ages, that left Fort Henry in March, 1863, for Pittsburg Landing. The victorious troops of Donelson marched over to Fort Henry to become part of the "armada." The morning, though bright, was cold ; and these troops were obliged to march two miles, in water six inches deep, on the bottom-land, in order to reach the steamers, crowded with DEATH OF GEN. C. F. SMITH. 123 troops, and found no fire to dry them, or hot coffee to warm them. With undiminished ardor, they joined the mighty chorus of" huzzas and cheers that went up from that great battle-fleet, till it drowned the music of bands and artillery. 'Twere well if the bereaved could forget how many of this heroic multitude bit the dust at Shilob, and poured out a stream of blood, that dyed the bottom-lands of Fittsburg Landing. It was at this place that Mrs. Bickerdyke nursed the gal- lant Gen. C. F. Smith, who she quaintly said fought himself to death at Donelson. During the progress of the battle at the Landing on the first day, when the odds were against us, he sprang from his bed, wildly rushed through his tent, ex- claiming, "It can't be — those brave troops will never surren- der, they will fight to the last and conquer. Oh ! that I were with them." He joined those that had gone before, ere many days had passed, and the country mourned a true patriot and skilful leader, when Gen. C. F. Smith yielded up his life at Pittsburg Landing, to insidious disease, greatly increased and complicated by anxiety and excitement. After the battle, hospitals were extemporized in churches, cotton-gins, stables, and private houses at Savannah, where the men lay on straw, sparsely scattered on bare floors. Mrs. B. took possession of a small house, and she had in it seventy wounded men, and eight officers of the 21st Indiana. After this battle she received what was then a magnificent supply — one hundred cases of sanitary stores, from the North- Western Sanitary Commission of Chicago, in connec- tion with which branch she worked from that tin\p. It will be readily believed, that in the utter destitution then prevail- 124 THE BOYS IN BLUE. ing, their contents were soon distributed among 3,000 badly wounded men, 500 of whom were placed in Siblej tents, in the immediate neighborhood. Early in July, the' hospitals at Savannah being nearly vacant, Mrs. B. was transferred to the Great Farmington Hospital. She found there 1,400 men from the siege of Corinth, and she accompanied several hun- dred sick and wounded men from luka to the Farmington Hospital, where she remained till the beginning of Septem- ber, when the sick and wounded were removed to Corinth, to be secure from the assaults of the enemy. Dr. McDougal, the Medical Director at that time, furnished Mrs. B. with every facility to carry out her extended schemes of relief. He was a man of ability and humanity, and highly appre- ciated her services. She was matron of the large and com- plete hospital at Corinth, which occupied the female academy of that place, beautifully situated on rising ground, with a large addition of hospital tents. She had established in the building a fine diet-kitchen and laundry, and was running the entire concern with her accustomed success, when the battle commenced and was fought on the 3d and 4th of October, 1862. So perfect and comprehensive was the sys- tem, that notwithstanding the immense and sudden influx of wounded during the battle, and sick and wounded rebels left on our hands at its conclusion, it was said that perfect order was maintained, and every man attended properly. A painful, and to a less able and energetic person, an over- whelming calamity took place, as the battle progressed; the hospital came within range of the enemy's artillery. It must of course be removed, at all hazards. Between the hours of 8 P.M. and 3 a.m., it was skilfully, safely and thoroughly MRS. B. AT SMALL-POX HOSPITAL, MEMPHIS. 125 accomplished, and the rising sun found the patients in their cots in a field-hospital, in a valley at Kincaid's Grove, with' balls and shells flying harmlessly over them. Towards the achievement of this delicate and difficult task, Mrs. B. con- tributed essential and conspicuous aid. At the close of the battle, they again resumed their former delightful and con- venient quarters in the academy. After a furlough to recruit, and provide for her children, Mrs. Bickerdyke returned to Memphis, January, 1863. She assisted in fitting up Adams' Block Hospital, also the Gayoso Block Hospital, which I shall describe in its appro- priate place. I happened to be in Memphis, shortly after she took possession of the one last named. The medical staff were in a spasm of delight, over a feat she had just accom- plished. The small-pox hospital had become a charnel-house, and there seemed none to regenerate it. Nine men lay in the dead-house, and numbers were on the road to join them. The Medical Director, Dr. Irvin, consulted with Mrs. Bick- erdyke. She at once proposed to enter and purify it. He objected, on the score of her overwhelming duties; for in addition to her hospital labors, she was running a laundry iJiat loashed the clothes of all the hospitals in Memphis. He also feared she might spread the infection. She said in reply, ' that the hospitals were running so finely, that she could be spared a few weeks, and as to the infection, she would pledge herself it should not spread. The doctor had learned to trust her, and gladly consented. She at once took charge of the revolting place. An ordinary thunder-storm would be powerless here, and she created an earthquake; ran the 126 THE BOYS IN BLUE. prairie-plougli through the filthy grounds and out-houses, overturning cots, and disembowelling foul beds, let in the air and light of heaven, whitewashed the walls, cleansed the men, supplied them with fresh clothing and whole- some sick-food, scattered disinfectants broadcast, and in three weeks had a pure, clean hospital, where few men died, and all were made as comfortable as the loathsome disease would permit. In the spring of 1864 she- came North, to carry out a char- acteristic Bickerdyke project. She declared the boys in hos- pital must have fresh milk, and nothing but cows could give it ; and they must be solicited from the Western farmers, and taken down to Memphis. And then she wanted hundreds of hens to la}'' fresh eggs for the sick. The Commission consented to the plan, and agreed to furnish transportation for the cows and hens. The store-room was, for the nonce, transformed into a hennery, with crowing chanticleers and cackling hens, to the great delight of the boys. Mrs. B. procured eighty cows and several hundred hens, and they were transmitted to her at Memphis. The cows were de- tailed with military precision to the hospitals, in proportion to the number of their inmates. The unfortunate fowls were at once seized and decapitated for the use of the sick, who were in perishing need of chicken broth. From Memphis, where the hospitals decreased in size and number, as it became further off' from the army base, Mrs. B. went to Vicksburg, and from thence to Chattanooga, with the Fifteenth Army Corps. She remained with Sherman's army through the entire series of its brilliant victories and bloody fights ; receiving and caring for its wounded, running THE "boys" at mission RIDGE. 127 and consolidating hospitals, superintending laundries — as she carried her washers and wringers, furnished by the Sanitary Commission, with her. She superintended the cooking of hundreds of tons of sani- tary stores and vegetables. Sometimes, when transportation was impossible, and foragers unsuccessful, she sold the clothes that had been sent by the Sanitary Commission, to make her comfortable, for butter, eggs, and milk for the hospitals. If, in her journeys, she found men suffering with wounds fester- ing for lack of clean bandages, her own clothing was torn into strips, and her own night-dresses taken for clean cover- ing for the poor emaciated soldiers, she jocularly telling them, if asked any questions about the ruffles, to say they were secesh shirts. No exigencies baffled her skill and self-denial. At Mission Ridge, in the middle of winter, when the troops under General Sherman returned from their chase after the enemy to Knoxville, their clothes and shoes were worn to tatters, and some of the veterans tracked the ground with blood. Gen. Sherman was as rusty as the "boys," for he always shared their hardships and their danger, and gave them a due share of the glory. As they were drawn up in line to receive their rations, the ragged but jubilant veterans took their ear of corn, the only ration, with as keen a relish and as gleeful faces, as a child his apple at recess. They knew the emergency was unavoidable, and manfully endured the hardships. At Chattanooga, the hospital labor was greatly intensified by the excessive cold and severe storm which prostrated the tents, and exposed the men to the fury of the wind and frost. Pioneer corps were kept all night cutting wood and piling up large blazing fires, and others 128 THE BOYS IN BLUE. scattering living coals around the cots, to preserve the men from freezing. During the progress of this campaign forty new Govern- ment wagons were sent across the country from Nashville to Huntsville, for the use of the army. They were loaded to their utmost capacity with Sanitary Commission stores of sour-krout, onions, potatoes, pickles, and dried apples. These supplies were divided to the regiments by the sanitary au- thorities at Xashville, assisted by Mrs. Bickerdyke and Mrs. Porter, in the course of three weeks. They were dealt out as rations; one barrel of onions to one hundred men, one barrel of potatoes to fifty men, two barrels of pickles and tw^o barrels of sour-krout to a regiment. At Altona the genius of Mrs. B. and her admirable co-worker, Mrs. Porter (both being connected with the North- Western Sanitary Com- mission), found full scope. At Kingston, nine thousand men passed through the hospitals; and at Atlanta, the great field- hospitals covered thirty acres of ground. The day before the evacuation and burning of Atlanta they left for the North, went to Philadelphia, obtained large donations of supplies from the Christian Commission, and took them to Beaufort, Morehead City, and Wilmington, to distribute. From thence they returned to Washington in time to meet Sherman's victorious army, to which they assisted in distributing vast amounts of clothing and edibles, furnished by the Sanitary and Christian Commissions. Thus closed the field labor of Mrs. Bickerdyke in the army, to which she had proved an invaluable blessing, and by whom she will ever be held in grateful remembrance. At the close of this sketch, I M'ould make a brief statement FLOATING HOSPITALS AND SOUP CAULDRONS. 129 of the first supply-work of the U. S. Sanitary Commission and its branches, in the Western Department, in which Mrs. Bickerdyke was so largely interested. When the news of the battle of Donelson reached Cincinnati, three thousand dollars were promptly subscribed, to pay the e:^penses of a steamer fitted up by the Sanitary Commission, and furnished with nurses and supplies. Dr. Newberry joined the expedi- tion at Louisville, and donations from Cleveland and Chicago branches were added to the stores. The steamers supplied by the Commission, were drawn upon ad libitum, by all the transports containing the wounded, and this relief proved as valuable, as it was novel and unexpected. Dr. Douglas, an associate secretary of the Commission, had suggested to Gen. Grant, while at Cairo, the importance of a floating hospital. This idea was adopted by the Government, and the hospital- steamer. City of Memphis, carrying eight hundred men, was detailed for the purpose, and was ready for service after the battle of Donelson. A depot of supplies had been established at Cairo by Dr. Douglas, under the care of the Chicago Branch, from which these boats could be supplied. A depot was also established at Paducah. By the fall of Donelson, the Cumberland Eiver was open- ed to Nashville, at which point a depot of the Commission was established, and also at Savannah, as soon as Gen. Grant took possession of that place. After the bloody battle of .Shiloh, these depots were ready to give assistance. Dr. Douglas and Dr. Warriner, with a delegation from Chicago and other branches, went up on the steamer Louisiana, and in that scene of confusion, misery and death, dealt out sup- plies and gave assistance to every boat. On the second day, 130 THE BOYS IN BLUE. the Cincinnati Brancb of the U, S. Sanitary Commission sent two first-class steamers, the Tycoon and the Monarch, fur- nished with every possible comfort. They exchanged their stores for wounded men, and carried them to hospitals on the Ohio River. After the battle, the U. S. Sanitary Commission establish- ed a depot at Pittsburg Landing, on the boat of the Medical Purveyor, at his own request, and in five weeks disbursed 100,143 articles, consisting of clothing and edibles,' bottles, cans, and pounds of nourishing food and stimulants, neces- sary for wounded men. The great soup cauldrons of the army, were first suggested and introduced by the Sanitary Commission, and were afterwards universally adopted in the Western army, and the first of these effective appliances were sent from the Chicago Sanitary Commission. Sanitary Com- mission depots followed the army in its entire campaigns, and this volume might be filled with testimonials from men and officers, of its benefits and blessings, which can only re- ceive a passing notice in a work of this character. Before closing this subject, the inestimable value of the volunteer service of the North-Western railroads and tele- graph lines, in addition to the aid of the Press, previously acknowledo-ed, deserve honorable mention and warm com- mendation. Prompt and free transportation for sanitar}'- stores, as well as free passes for agents or representatives of the North- Western Commission, were granted at all times and under all circumstances ; and gratuitous and unlimited use of the telegraph lines were permitted for the relief of the anxious friends of the soldiers and the furtherance of the various modes of the Commission's work. The aids FLOATING HOSPITALS AND SOUP CAULDRONS. 131 given from these various sources can scarcely be computed in money, as the necessary outlay for them would have consumed most of the means used in the relief work of the Commission. The immense pressure on the roads, the press, and the telegraph lines during the war, made these contri- butions increasingly valuable and generous. In order to approximate the results, it must be borne in mind that the Chicago Branch 'received over the roads, during the war, a nlillion dollars' worth of supplies, and transmitted by the Illinois Central Railroad to Cairo, almost a million and a half dollars' worth of stores free of expense. Henceforth, the time-honored adage that " corporations have no souls," must be revised and corrected. Corporations and corps in the North- West represented and justified the benevolence and patriotism of their members. It is no small gratifica- tion to me, and only common justice to the donors, to give my testimony to the value of the contributions of the press, the railroads, and the telegraph lines of the North- West. Doubtle^ it was the same elsewhere, but of these I speak " whei'eof I know," 132 THE BOYS IN BLUE. CHAPTEE YIII. Visit of members of the Commission toHlie army, — Dr. W. W. Patton, Vice-President. — Mrs. Hoo-e and Mrs. Colt's visit to the army at re- quest of Commission. — Mrs. SafFord at Cairo. — Credentials. — Pas- senger steamer Ruth. — She is seized at Columbus as transport of war. — Sketch of young soldier from Iowa, and liis story. — Contra- band group. — Anecdote of Caosar. — Departure from Columbus. — Island No. 10. — Approach to Memphis. — Her former prosperity. — Blasted prospects. — Public square. — Jackson's statue. — Sketch of Southern desolation, and its cause. — Arrival at Memphis. — Hospitals of Memphis. — Wounded soldiers from Vicksburg. — Sanitary depot. As the work of the Commission progressed, it became evi- dent that actual contact with the army and visits to the depots and soldiers' homes, relief stations, and other points of the work of the Commission, were necessary to its success- ful operation. These journeys were made by several members of the Commission, and reports given to the people at home, through the Monthly Bulletin and daily press, and through the pnlpit by Eev. Dr. Patton, a Vice-President of the Com- mission, who several times visited the field. The President, Hon. Mark Skinner, with commendable breadth, foresaw the advantage that such a journey would secure to those who had undertaken to keep the treasury and the shelves of the Chicago Branch filled ; thereby ena- bling them to state or write what they had seen of the troops, LE^TTER OF CREDENTIALS. 133 and of the supplies furnished to the Commission. He sug- gested that Mrs. Livermore, Mrs. Colt, and m3'self, should visit the army, and offered every facility to enable us to carry out the plan successfully. Mrs. Colt, who was doing the work in Wisconsin that we were doing in other States, accepted the invitation at this time, and Mrs. Livermore and myself alternated in these army trips. As the best mode of explaining the precise object of our journey, and to illustrate the systematic and official mode of the work of the Commission, I insert, verbatim^ the letter of credentials placed in our hands by Hon. Mark Skinner, whose name and official position we found a passport every- where. CmcAGO SANirART Commission, January 5, 1863. To Officers in command U. S. Army, &c. : Mrs. A. II. Hoge visits, in company* with Mrs. H. L. Colt, the hospitals and camps in and about Vicksburg, Mem- phis, etc., on behalf of our Commission, for the purpose of distributing supplies, and to inspect and report to this Com- mission everything in regard to the need of sanitary stores, the kinds wanted, the best method of preparing and forward- ing, and whatever else may be important' or valuable for our Commission to know. Whatever aid these ladies may need in order to facilitate their movements, is respectfully asked in their behalf. Mark Skinner, Pres. Cliicago San. Comm^ission. Officers, agents, and persons in the employ of the U. S. Sanitary Commission are desired to render all aid to these ladies that they may ask or need. 134 THE BOYS IN BLUE. It will be readily perceived, that with such official indorse- ment, and the escort of Mr. John C. Williams, an esteemed citizen of Chicago (since deceased), we were fully armed for the work before us. The arbitrary character of military law changed the entire programme marked out for us, and sent us up White River to Duvall's Bluff, on General Gorman's expedition, to reduce the rebel forts on that river. This change of plan, though a deep disappointment at the time, gave us an opportunity of moving with the army, and of witnessing and understand- ing the character of the soldiers' transport life, and transport hospitals, that we could not have enjoyed under any other circumstances. At Cairo, we were most hospitably enter- tained by Mr. Safford, who, like his sister, entered heartily into the army work, and threw his comfortable mansion open, and freel}' entertained scores of male and female army workers throughout the war. Passage was secured for us, on the beautiful new steamer Ruth, luxurious in her appointments, rapid in her move- ments, and eminehtly safe in the hands of her courteous and able commander and joint owner, Capt. Pegram, of St. Louis. Our first trip on the Father of Waters promised to be a gala-day till we should reach Memphis. As soon as we touched the landing at Columbus, however, Gen. Fisk seized the boat as a transport of w\ar, and prepared to fill it with 1,500 volunteers for a mysterious campaign, yet undivulged. The captain's depressed looks and remonstrance, weighed not a feather ; Uncle Sam needed the steamer, that was enough ; no questions need be asked, no objections made. The gay Ruth was as rapidly despoiled of her trappings, as a belle GROUP OF SOLDIERS AT COLUMBUS. 135 from the ball-room ; they were laid aside for some future galu-day, and she was clad in the sombre habiliments of war. The decks were covered with the "Boys in Blue," General Clinton B. Fiske took command of the boat, and we were fair- ly embarked in the army on the move, under military orders. While these changes were being rapidly made, I strolled on the levee, and as usual, found myself in the midst of a group of soldiers. The sun had sunk below the horizon, and left a gorgeous retinue of clouds to tell of his departure. The turbid Mississippi, with its deep monotone, rolled ma- jestically towards the sea. Camp fires along the shores were becoming visible in the gathering evening, the sound of fife and drum mingled with the busy hum of preparation for a move, the frowuinsj fortifications of Columbus stood out boldly and clearly against the evening sky, while the lights^ and fires of a score of steamers, looked like an illumination for a victor3^ There was a glorious uncertainty in all our movements, whose mystery added romance to the scene. We knew we were going to battle, but none knew where, or when, or how, save the ofiicers in command. A soldier, sick or well, knows not his destination, but obeys orders whenever given, and asks no questions. I passed from group to group, and said a cheering word, and told how we loved and honored and labored for them at home. It required but a moment to gather lai'ge au- diences, and oh! -what listeners! The words home, wife, mother, alwa^ys drew forth cheers and tears, reverence and grateful thanks. I believe a more noble, brave, honorable, tender, patient and enduring race of men have never existed, than our Union soldiers. 136 • ' THE BOYS IN BLUE. As I left the last gT0U]3 to walk to the fortifications,. I heard a quick step, and turning, saw a fine young man in the uniform of an orderly sergeant, lie touched his cap, and said, "Madam, excuse me, but if you will not consider it impertinent, I would ask the favor of accompanying you. I've always been accustomed to female society, and during the nine months I have been in the army, you are the first lady to whom I have spoken." I replied, '• I consider it a great honor to be escorted by a soldier, and as you are about the age of one of my sons, I should be glad to have your strong arm to lean upon as I ascend the hill, and you can tell me something of your historj^" "I am the last of eigld cldldren,^^ he said solemnl}^, "and my mother is a widow. I had a fine position, was a postmaster in Iowa, and could not ask for brighter prospects than I had, when the war broke out. At the first call, I felt that I must go, and said so to my mother. She faltered, and said, ' John, not yet ; so many mothers have more than one child, and some that have hut one, are not icidoivs.'' I felt 'twas true, specially as father had left her to my care. The second call came. As it happened, it was harder than ever to go, for I had another's consent to ask beside my mother's, then. Next 'door to us lived an orphan girl, whom I had known and loved from childhood — I never knew how much, till it appeared possible I might have to leave her. Before I knew it, I had told her all, and found she loved me also. We were engaged to be married. ITevertheless, I felt I must go now, and at once told mother. She turned pale, but said, ' John, I'll be as good as my word ; go, and God bless you. But what of Mary ? ' ' I'll see her at once,' I said, JOHNS TOUCHING STORY. 13 < and in five minutes I was beside her on the porch, where she stood every evening waiting for me, on the very spot where we first pledged our troth, " In the dim twilight, her woman's eye read something amiss. She said quickly : ' What's the matter, John ; are you ill ? ' 'Not ill, but sad, for I must leave you, Mar}^ The Presi- dent has called for 300,000 men, and I must be going. Mother says yes ; what say you? ' The color had faded from her cheek, bu|; her eye brightened as she said : ' God forbid "I should stand in your way. As your mother said, I say. Go, and God bless you! I've been fearing and hoping for this, I love you better than ever, and should have felt ashamed had you held back. But, John, one thing must be done. I never expected to say this — but we must be married. If you are sick or wounded I must go to you ; and when you leave, I must live with your mother ; ' and she whis- pered, as she laid her head upon my shoulder, 'I would rather be your widow than any other man's bride.' Next day we were married, I enlisted, and shortly was on my way to my regiment. Strange as it ;nay seem, I never regretted the step. Mother and Mary live together, and write such cheerful letters twice a week that I could not be despondent if I would. They say : 'Keep up your courage, John ; God takes care of us, and will of you. We expect you home at the end of the war loaded with honors, and oh! what a welcome we'll give you,' I brought my wedding coat, and looked at it with smiles and tears every night and morning, as it hung in my tent. Some villain stole it last night, and the gold of Cali- fornia could not have bought it, No matter ; I have their da- guerreotypes ; I wish it was not too dark for you to see them." 13S , THE BOYS IN BLUE. Just at this point, we had reached the brow of the hili, crowned witli its frowning battlements. The golden purple had flided from the clouds ; the dimly defined battle-field of Belmont lay across the stream, whose surging tone mingled with the distant hum of moving squadrons, as they filed into the boats; the solemn tread of the sentinels, and the boom- ing of the evening gun, completed the warlike character of this strange, but fascinating scene. "We stood in silence, our hearts too full for utterance. I could but feel, as mine beat tumultuously, why is it that some sacrifice so much in this great struggle for national existence, while others pass heed- lessly on, reaping the fruit of their bloody sweat and toil, and talk of pelf given and labors bestowed on these heroes? My young friend passed his hand hastily across his eyes, and said : "Don't think I would have things otherwise. I counted the cost, and am willing to pay the price, be it what it may." I said, " A moment since. I pitied you, now I envy you. You are happy in your choice, are sustained by wife and mother, know what self-sacrificing patriotism means, and trust God implicitly." "You are right," he said. "I will write your words to mother and Mary, for I am proud of them both." We walked down the hill rapidly and silently, and were soon at John's camp. He said: " 'Tis past taps; I must leave you. My colonel won't be hard ; he knows I'm never away in mischief. I must tell you I've been almost home to-night, madam. I believe God sent you here. For the first time in nine months I had a touch of home- sickness ; just before I met you. 'Tis all gone now — God bless and keep you — farewell." He vaulted lightly over the trench around the camp, and soon disappeared among the CONTRABANDS. 139 white tents. I know not whether John still lives to bless his wife and mother, or sleeps in a Southern grave. One thing I know : living or dying, he is the Lord's, and will shine among his jewels. On iny return to the boat I found Gen. Fisk, with his staff and wife, established in the ladies' cabin, as headquarters. He at once offered us state-rooms and seats at his table, thus l^lacing us in the most agreeable relations with the army, and affording us a rare opportunity of seeing the routine of official as well as ordinary military life. We remained unwillingly thirty-six hours at Columbus, without any reason apparent to us. Then the labored move- ment of the engine, the slowly revolving wheels, the puffing steam and the shrill whistle, gave warning we were about to leave. On the edge of the bluff stood a novel group to ISTorthern eyes. They were contrabands — plantation hands of the genuine African type, with thick lips,long-heeled flat feet, and low foreheads ; some barely covered with coffee-bag skirts, and the remainder with parti-colored rags, that flapped in the fresh breeze, like tattered sails on black masts. They reminded us of ah anecdote told by Mrs. Gen. "W. at Cairo: A benevolent and radical anti-slavery friend, a few weeks previous, had taken a likely young contraband to train as waiter. The first step was to clothe him in a trim suit of coarse blue cloth. The experiment promised complete success, as Ctesar, though a plantation hand, was learning rapidly. The following morning he appeared to wait on table, with one leg of his pantaloons apparently torn from the hip down to the ankle. " Why, Coesar, what is the matter? " said the lady. '"Missus," said he, solemnly, "I ripped it; I wanted 140 THE BOYS IX BLUE. to see it flop." These contrabands were already flopping. A person present, with some slavery sympathy, remarked, "Poor wretches! how much worse off free than slaves." "Not so," was answered. "Now they are clad in the gar- ments of slavery, and have the stamp of its degradation upon them. Decent free clothing, and a generation of requited toil and free-school advantages, will so wipe out the effects of tlie barbarism of slavery, that we may look upon God's image even in such as these." As w^e moved slowly from the landing, a huzza arose from other steamers filled with troops, our 1,500 blue-boys answering back. Drums rolled, handkerchiefs waved, last words were shouted, and we were off for Memphis. As«we passed Island No. 10, the sun was flooding its massive bat- tlements with the full morning light, and they looked as though they might have defied a rebel host, and made the memory of seventy spiked cannon, and hundreds of thou- sands of dollars' worth of government stores needlessly de- stroyed, a bitter memory. The guns were lying on the sides of the bluff, useless and deserted. As we swept proudly down the rapid current and rounded at the landing, the city of Memphis rose upon our view, on its commanding site — a magnificent stretch of table-land on the summit of an irregular bluff. The military accompaniments of the fort, and the white tents of several regiments on a level with the city, added greatly to the beauty of the panorama. Large blocks of new brick buildings, hotels, warehouses, and well paved streets, gave to Memphis the appearance of a thriving northern city. From its location, it commanded the trade of a large portion of Tennessee and Arkansas, and • ArPROACn TO CITY OF MEMPHIS. 141 formed the connecting link between the commerce of the North and the Gulf of Mexico. With such remarkable facilities for trade and commerce, it enjoyed unequalled prosperity before the rebellion. Treason had blasted its fair prospects, and reduced the am- bitious city to a conquered province — a mere military post. The court-house and ofiices were closed, the pulpits silent, the school-houses deserted. Hotels and warehouses were transformed into military hospitals, many of the stately man- sions, encircled with lofty trees and velvet lawns, were oc- cupied as military headquarters. Large numbers of the citizens had entered the rebel army, and sent their families into the interior. Those that remained, were seldom seen abroad. Ichabod v/as written on the walls of this conquered city, which was reaping the bitter fruits of rebellion. AVe have rarely seen a more perfect little gem than the public square in Memphis, with its gorgeous magnolias, arbor-vittB and southern pines, in full green robes in Januar3^ But treason had left its marks even here, for the statue of the heroic Jackson in its centre had been mutilated, and the re-, buking motto, "The Federal Union, it must be preserved," defaced. The desolation of southern cities, towns, settlements, and plantations, was complete and indescribable. The " Father of "Waters" had been the great highway of the Mississippi Val- ley, the main artery of commerce and prosperity, carrying the life-blood from the heart to the extremities, giving the glow of health, the bloom of beauty, and vigor of bod\', to all the States through which it CQursed and throbbed. On the bosom of this majestic stream had been borne a continu- 142 THE BOYS IN BLUE. • ous fleet of steamers, almost floating palaces, going to and fro like the ships of Tjre, till merchants had become princes, and planters oligarchs. Southern plantations were among the gardens of the earth for beauty, fragrance, verdure, land- scape art, and almost principalities in extent, population, and luxurious appendages of living. Choice libraries, gems of art, curious devices of gold and silver, formed part of the oriental splendor of these Southern palaces ; abodes of luxurious ease and unsuspecting, indolent repose. Be- neath, around, at the ver}'- core of this seeming pros- perity and dazzling display, lay the element of its destruc- tion ; the cause of its decay. Like the fabled vampire, it fanned its sleeping victims while it fed upon their vitals;* or like the mistletoe of its forests, it draped the stately trunk with the bright green robe of prosperity, while it drew from it the sap of its existence. The mighty steamers had not only carried silver, gold and merchandise, but they had transported human beings, men, women and children, born in God's image, for sale and bar- ter, converting them into chattels. They had carried hus- bands away from wives, and wives from husbands ; parents from children, and children from parents. They had borne manacled runaway slaves .back to the plantation and the lasli ; sometimes had become the platform of execution for hopeless beings, who, in the desperation of despair, bursting their bonds, found a watery grave in the turbid Missis- sippi, to hide them from further bondage, or hopeless sepa- ration from wife and children. These princely plantations had been sustained and furnished by the blood and sweat of unrequited, scourged labor. Their stately halls had often • SLAVERY THE CAUSE OF TREASON. 143 been polluted with deeds of cruelty. The only hope for the conservation of this iniquitous system, being the legalized perpetuation of the ignorance of its victims, they toiled on, generation after generation, without hope of redemption, or opportunit}'- for improvement, and were then reproached for vice and ignorance. The God of justice slumbered not, but was silent, permit- ting this great crime, till by the fulfilment of Tlis incompre- hensible plans, those who had clung to this system of abomi- nations, defending it from revelation, and clothing it with the sanctity of heaven, struck the blow themselves that unloosed the manacles ; drew the sword that cut the gordian knot, that had perplexed and bewildered statesmen and philanthropists, and gave the key to the solution of the sphinx riddle that had baffled the world. Treason against the " old flag," was the hammer^ the sworcl^ i\\Q hey ; and in blood and fiery desola- tion it did its work. I saw the fruits of this mighty convul- sion. Had T doubted the enormity of slavery, or the tenacit}?- of its hold on an otherwise noble people, I should have been convinced when I saw the effects of the scathing revolution, necessary to end its existence and blot out its effects. The Eed Sea had been rolled up on either side, crushing, sweep- ing, obliterating all traces of life and prosperity, and the en- franchised people were preparing to walk over dry-shod. Un- til this i-edemption shall be complete, and justice to this long down-trodden race thorough, the South will not be regenerated nor her prosperity restored ; for the Lord Jehovah, who chang- eth not, hath said: " I have made of one blood all the nations of the earth;" and again: "Thou shalt love the Lord tliy God with all thy heart, and thy neighbor as thyself." 144 THE BOYS IN BLUE. • On our arrival at Memphis, we immediately commenced our visitations to the hospitals, and found them in good order, having been emptied as far as possible by sending the patients North, to make room for the anticipated inmates, from the coming battles. Alas ! they were soon filled. The day subsequent to our visit, several hundred wounded from the unavailing assault on Vicksburg, were placed in the vacant beds. The Sanitary depot, under the care of Dr. Warriner, was in successful operation at Memphis. An accu rate daily account was kept with every hospital, and the pre- cise amount and number of every article, given to each hos pital or regiment, stated. Tliesc accounts, on printed forms, were remitted each month to the North-Western Sanitary Commission at Chicago; consequently I felt at home in the work at Memphis. DEPARTURE FROM MEMPHIS. 145 CHAPTER IX. Departure from Memphis. — Arrival at Helena. — Wretchedness of the place. — A sketch of first army Sabbath. — Embarkation of 15,000 troops. — Sketch of a cavalry regiment. — Embarkation of a battery. — Interview with G-en. G-orman on fleet. — Decision to accompany White Eiver Expedition. — Anxious father on the Ruth. — Contrast between recruits and veterans. — Mouth of White River. — Rumor of battle at Arkansas Post. — Organization of battle fleet. — Entrance to the White River. — Description of its banks. — Council of war. — Changing weather. — Organization of hospital on Ruth. — St. Charles. — Gen. Fisk's talk with a rebel. — Cavalry regiment sent out as scouts. — Suffering of the men on marches. — Arrival at Duvall's Bluff. — Hardships of soldiers on transports. — The moraUty of the army. — Their endurance. On a bright afternoon, with cheers and shouts from the men, beating of drums, waving of flags and handkerchiefs, and hearty farewells of military and sanitary friends, we puffed into the stream, and struck out boldly for Helena. The " boys " insisted the word was spelled wrong. It ought to have had but one syllable, and that the first. As we steamed up to its muddy bank, and saw the ricketty dwellings and narrow, filthy streets fringing the levee, filled with our soldiers, looking as if they were labelled jaundice, ague or scurvy, we did not wonder the soldiers thought the name a mistake. 'Twas difficult to discern the color of their uni- forms ; they were so bespattered with mud, and moulded with 10 146 THE BOYS IN BLUE, damp, that but little contrast existed between them, and the bilious faces of the men who wore them. Fortunately, the coming darkness hid the painful sight, and the morrow's sun ushered in one of the most glorious Sab- baths I ever beheld. A painful feature of the army, was the almost entire ab- sence of Sabbath observance. The necessary continuance of army routine, frequent and rapid changes, involving numer- ous orders, and constant vigilance, necessary during the for- ward march of an army in an enemy's country, rendered it impossible to observe the Sabbath, with any degree of regu- larity. If any man could have done it. Gen. Fisk could, and would. He failed, but seized every opportunity, as will be seen for the moral and religious improvement of his command. A sketch of my first Sabbath in the army, passed at Helena, will explain this matter more fully. Twenty steam- ers lay there, and were at once seized by Gen. Gorman as transports of war, for the use of the expedition up the White Eiver. Orders were issued to fill them with troops. Such orders involve an amount of labor and skill that civil- ians cannot easily comprehend or appreciate. Camps must be broken up — rations provided, and cooked, if possible — horses, mules, guns, and carriages got on board — commissary and surgeons' stores gathered and deposited — boats must be assigned and put in order — detailed men called in — regiments and batteries consolidated or divided, as the case may be. This Sabbath-day in Helena was brilliant with sunshine, and balmy as Italy in softness. We sat on the upper deck, with no protection but light scarfs, on the 11th of January, watching the novel and amazing sight of an army of twelve EMBARKATION OF TROOPS AT HELENA. 147 or fifteen thousand soldiers preparing to embark. The bluff was covered with Government wagons, ambulances, mules, and tents ; the animals, inspired with the prevailing excite- ment, neighed and brayed lustily, while their drivers roared and halloed, crowding them forward to the landing. Regi- mental and line officers, quartermasters, surgeons, chaplains, and orderlies were running to and fro, to secure order and accuracy. The sable contrabands, leading the officers' horses, or carrying their swords and satchels, were thickly scattered through the hurrying crowd, and were the most quiet and apparently uninterested actors in the scene, having been accustomed to travel without notice, and without knowledge or hope. In the midst of all this bustle, the sound of the drum and fife is heard, and dark blue lines emerging from the distance, reveal the " heroes of the rank and file." On they come, with banners flying, bayonets gleaming, tramp, tramp, tramp, through the mud, till they reach the narrow pathway to the boat, then file rapidly down, as the " boys" on boa,rd send up a hearty cheer of welcome, to their companions in danger and suffering, ISTow comes a splendidly caparisoned cavalry regiment, the horses pawing the ground and snuffing the fresh morning air as though they smelt the battle afar off — the riders with their gay yellow stripes, soft hats with plumes, broad clank- ing swords and cavalry boots, bronze faces and iron sinews, looking like mail-clad warriors of old going forth to battle. The bugle rings out its martial notes, the color-bearers wave their bapners in return to our white handkerchiefs,' and the whole regiment is deployed on the edge of the bluff, till at 148 THE BOYS IN BLUE, the bugle-call, they plunge down the soft muclclj bank, which threatens to engulf both horse and rider, gain the double plank, clatter on the lower deck, dismount, stall their horses, and are ready for the signal of departure. The lovely, inno- cent face of one of these young heroes, made a deep impres- sion on us all. He gazed at us so wistfully, and touched his hat so courteously, we felt assured he had left a tender mother at home, watching and waiting. And now comes a battery, with all its complicated machinery of guns, carriages, horses and ammunition. After repeated efforts and hercu- lean labor, witty speeches and roars of laughter, the feat is accomplished, and they are read}^, snugly packed ; the guns and carriages covered with blue-coats, as a hive with bees. Thus the work goes on ; thus the Sabbath wears away. At the table in headquarters sat Gen. Fisk, with papers around him, his staff-officers busily employed in writing, or carrying orders back and forth — regiment and company officers reporting and consulting, and the day was far spent before leisure for a hasty" meal could be secured. In company with Col. Lewis, of Wisconsin, and Mr. Wil- liams, of Chicago, we called on Gen. Gorman, the comman- der of the expedition, handed him our letters, and asked counsel, whether we should attempt to reach Grant's army with our stores, or accompany him. He advised and urged that we should remain; said the crisis had passed at Yicks- burg — that Drs. Brainard and Johnson had taken the wound- ed to Memphis, w^here they would be well cared for. He said we were needed in the fleet ; that White River was only ten hours distant, and we would probably be in a fight next day, but should be protected by the gunboats. We did VETERANS AND RECRUITS. 149 not hesitate, although by this decision, I lost my only oppor- tunity of seeing two sons, in Grant's army. We procured at headquarters, a partial list of the wounded at Yicksburg, and were met on our return to the boat by an anxious father, captain of a company on the Ruth. He begged to see the list, and told us he had four sons in active service, two at Vicksburg, and had left a wife and four children at home. I understood the agonizing suspense of that wife and mother, for I had heard nothing from my boys, since the bat- tle of Vicksburg — their names, however, were not on the incomplete list of wounded. As the old regiments passed to the boats, we were much struck with the contrast between them and the recruits, as the veterans saucily called the fresh troops. Those that accompanied us from Columbus, were all recruited on the last call. Their uniforms were fresh and neat, their step sluggish, their air important. But the veterans were bronzed, dashing, rollicking fellows, swaggering a little, and with their military step and sinewy frames, looked as if they courted danger and hardship, and enjoyed the music of artil- lery and musketry. These iron men had been decimated and winnowed by battles, marches, exposure and hardships, till they knew their strength, and stood out as the concen- trated endurance and bravery of 1,000 men, while their num- ber was often less than half those figures. The new regi- ments wt^'e soon similarly sifted. Equally brave hearts, but not as strong frames, w^ere gathered to rest in southern graves. The deadly minie or bursting shell thinned their ranks and made veterans of the saved. Toward sunset, the last man stepped on board, the plank was drawn, the boys 150 THE BOYS IN BLUE. cheered, the band struck up the " Star Spangled Banner," and we were off for the White Eiver. This was my first army Sabbath, but not my last. Some were more quiet and sacred in pursuit ; some more exciting amid the din and roar of battle ; some more sad in the recep- tion of the sick and wounded. Never had the holy day, as it appeared in the distance of our Northern homes, seemed so ravishing in love, peace, and holiness, and never had war, and treason, its cause, appeared so terrible. The following morning found us anchored at the mouth of the White Eiver, in the company of thirty steamers that composed the fleet. Large as were their size and number, on the broad bosom of the Mississippi they seemed like tugs or barks, only dotting the rolling mass of water. Even the great flag-ship and naval hospital, that were anchored in the centre of the stream, looked no larger than an ordinary -sized steamboat on the Ohio. The residents of an adjoining farm came on board, and said there had been a battle the day previous at Arkansas Post, as the heavy firing had been distinctly heard where we lay. The announcement of the Federal victory had not yet reached them. Arrangements were made at once to organize the fleet in line of battle and begin our march. The steamers gradually drew nearer, and at 11 o'clock the long signal-whistle of the flag-ship sounded. Thirty shrill answers successively shriek- ed out, fleecy clouds of steam and smoke arose from every vessel, and, behold, the steamers were advancing in line of battle ! Our position was immediately in front of the mouth of the White Eiver. The entire fleet lay to our right, hug- ging the shore. The resistless current of the Mississippi OKGANIZATION OF BATTLE FLEET. 151 swept boldly to the left bank of the White Eiver, conse- quently each steamer walked proudly across our broadside to tiie opposite shore, and then chassezed back to the centre of the stream. The Florence, swarming with blue-coats, with flags flying, drums beating, and boys cheering, led the gorgeous pageant. Then came the Henry Clay, the Sun- shine, the Era, the Anglo-Saxon, the Ida May, and all the retinue of transports, till twenty-eight steamers had passed us, covered from stem to stern with their precious freight of heroes, cheering and huzzaing, flaunting flags and rolling drums in keeping with their wild enthusiasm. One by one they steamed up the stream, which, by its continual mean- derings, multiplied the vision of life and beauty. The brilliant sunlight was subdued and poetized by the clouds of steam and smoke, the air was delicious, and the panorama transporting in loveliness and interest. The beautiful Kuth was trembling with eagerness to join the "warlike procession. Presently the wheels revolved, the smoke and steam rolled upward, "she walked the waters like a thing of life," and was followed by the flag-ship Ken- ton, that closed the rare pageant. As we carefully rounded the bends, we seemed to be within touching distance of the steamer that had preceded us. Our boat often came in contact with both banks of the river at the same time, crushed small trees and underbrush in her circuitous motions, and paid the tribute for her daring in the loss of her light wood-work and protecting guards. The white bark of the cotton-tree, bright green cane-brakes, and pro- fusion of mistletoe, favored the illusion that it was not Jan- uary but June. Bathed in the voluptuous atmosphere of 152 THE BOYS IN BLUE. such a day, surrounded and inspired by the glittering "pano- ply of war," and the enthusiasm of fifteen thousand soldiers, confident of success and eager for the fray, cautiously gnd slowly we curved around the bends of the romantic stream, densely and beautifully bordered, until, after nine miles of progress, we reached the mouth of the cut-off, the communi- cation between the White and Arkansas Rivers. Here a council of war was held, to determine the course of the fleet. It was decided to proceed forthwith up the White E-iver, and take possession of the forts at different points on its banks. We pursued our winding way, with weather chang- ing as rapidly as our movements. Our June day was fol- lowed by a heavy snow-storm, that fell to the depth of ten inches ; then burst forth a melting sun, and then a drenching rain. During all this time, the soldiers were exposed to these various changes, with no protection but their overcoats or blankets, closely huddled together on the guards or hurricane deck, without opportunities for exercise, cooking, or cleanli- ness. These hardships began to tell severely on the new regiments, and the men poured in for shelter and nursing. By the order of Gen. Fisk, the long cabin was cleared for the sick, and here for weeks we had the melancholy privilege of contributing to the comfort of these patient sufferers. Their only bed was the plank floor ; their covering, the soldiers' blanket; their pillow the hard knapsack ; but by assiduous and skilful attention of surgeons, with abundance of suitable sanitary stores with which we were provided, and the facili- ties and assistance afforded us by Gen. Fisk and his wife, their sufferings were greatly ameliorated, and their ailments I GEN. FISK'S talk WITH A REBEL PRISONER. 153 rapidly cured. We were able in a large number of instances to return them to their regiments in the course of two or three days, thus proving the value of prompt assistance and suitable care, for the want of which so many thousands were consigned to their graves, or to hospitals for months. Before reaching St. Charles, the note of preparation was again beard. Every officer, in full uniform, mustered his company, rifles were mounted, haversacks and canteens buck- led on, and every face earnest in prospect of the encoun- ter. But we found St. Charles prepared to surrender. A cavalry regiment, however, sprang to the shore the moment we touched, and defiled on the ed^e of the high bluff above us, to be sent out as scouts. A few corn-cribs were fired by the excited boys, the drums beat, guns fired, and the army subsided and rested on its easy victory, if not its laurels. St. Charles had become a name of fearful import, since the ■barbarities enacted there at the time of the destruction of the steamer Mound City, when its boiler had been exploded by rebel shot, and the scalded and floating victims were mur- dered in cold blood by the rebel sharpshooters. One of Chicago's most honored families had lost a patriot son on that occasion, and the sympathizing hearts, of her citizens shuddered at the name of St. Charles. The place is small and insignificant, situated on the top of a bold bluff that rises immediately above the landing. The most interesting occurrence that took place here, was a conversation between a rebel prisoner of some importance and Gen. Fisk. The prisoner remarked, " he reckoned the war was nearly over, for both sides were pretty well tired out and ready to come to terms." The General quietly re- 154: THE BOYS IN BLUE. plied, " that depends on your willingness to surrender. We Yankees have set about this work very slowly. Fighting was not our choice, only our necessity ; but we've begun, and we shan't stop till we finish. I have a young son. I am going to stick to this war as long as I live, and teach my boy to take my place when I am gone, and tell him to teach his children to do the same, if it be necessary to put down this rebellion. That is the time we mean to stop, and not before." The blank dismay of the rebel's face may be conceived, but not described. Before we reached Duvall's Bluff, the weather had become extremely cold, and the snow was almost a foot in depth. The cavalry was sent out •to scour the country, and meet us on our return down the river. The regiments were prepared for an attack. Every officer was with his company, and the troops under arms. Our boat led the advance, towing the iron-clad, as it could not stem the rapid current and make much headway. We moved slowly and cautiously. We were all eagerly watching for some indication of what was before us. Suddenly four men were seen emerging from a covered spot and running rapidly up the bluff. We had learned the language of the steam whistle. It signalled stop ! danger ahead! The boat lay to — the regiment from our boat was ordered forward. The General and staff were equipped, their horses caparisoned, and almost dragged up a precipitous bluff. The trumpet sounded, the companies fell in, and at the words, " forward, march," started to reconnoitre. The snow and slush were ten inches deep. They were entering an enemy's country without a guide. They left at 4 o'clock to go two miles, but missed the road, marched five miles through a swamp, and reached the Euth at 10 o'clock DUVALL's bluff. — TEANSPORT LIFE. 155 P.M., covered with mud, their boots filled with half-frozen water, no place to dry, no shelter to cover them. Gen. Fisk had large camp-fires built at once for those who would use them ; but the majority were so exhausted and weary, they lay down as they were on the guards and hurricane-deck, in preference to gathering around camp-fires on wet and snowy soil. The next day, as might be supposed, we had a large accession to the hospital, filling every available nook, and the hands and hearts of surgeons and nurses. Duvall's Bluff was evacuated before we reached it, and everything removed to Little Eock, except two siege guns and eleven men, left to secure their transportation. The guns and men were the only fruits of this barren and blood- less victory. Farther navigation was found to be impossible to some of our boats, and it was decided to return — the object of securing the opening of the river having been accom- plished, and the forts and defences destroyed. This outline of the expedition gives a faint idea of a naval campaign, and the discomforts and hardships of .the transport-life of the soldiers. I found the veterans dreaded the latter, more than the most severe active service, or 9 exposed encampments. On transports, there was no oppor- tunity for shelter, no camp-fires for cooking, no convenien- ces for cleanliness, as the crowded state of the men and diffi- culties of locomotion, made the chilling waters with which they were surrounded, almost inaccessible, while neither soap nor towels could be procured for this purpose. When the men were wet, they could not be dried ; when chilled, they could not exercise ; when hungry, they could not cook their food ; and when untidy, could not be cleansed. Still 156 THE BOTS IN BLUE. they maintained unbroken cheerfulness, unless sick, and even tlien, bore up with unmurmuring patience. Before visiting the army, I had heard a vast deal of the immoralities of the soldiers, and had been told I should be continually shocked with drunkenness, profanity, obscen- ity and gambling. During the progress of the war, I spent months with the army on the move or in siege, and was astonished at the small amount of intoxication or immorality that I witnessed. Our Northern cities are much more dis- graced by the vice of drunkenness, than was our army when in active service. The profanity was restrained in my presence, if it existed to so fearful an extent. In that re- spect, I believe the " rank and file " of the army would have compared favorably with society at home. I saw more men reading, writing, and amusing themselves in innocent games, than I did in playing games of chance ; there was no gam- bling permitted in the portions of the army I visited. "We were constantly passing back and forth in the regiments at all 'times, from reveille till taps, and had the opportunity of seeing and hearing, at least, what was habitual. How much of this morality was owing to the labors of the Commissions, for the spiritual benefit of the soldiers, I leave to be inferred. • God was wonderfully near to our army, to control, encourage, inspire and direct. The brave men were like children in simplicity and faith. They opened their hearts to any hu- mane. Christian friend that approached them, and received knowledge, and truth as the fallow ground takes in gently falling showers. As to the respect, almost reverence, with which everj^ true woman was received by them, too much can- not be said, and all women unite in bearing similar testimony. HOSPITAL LIFE ON THE RUTH. 157 CHAPTER X. Transport hospital life on the Euth. — Sanitary stores dealt out. — Death and burial of a hospital nurse. — Suddenness of soldiers' deaths. — Schoolmaster soldier. — Young brothers of the 33d Missouri. — Sick soldier behind a wheel-house. — Confiscation of cattle. — Sketch of sickness and death of a Wisconsin soldier. — Camp-cough. — Sight of St. Louis ladies on guard. — Isolation of individuals and regiments in the army. — Visit from Miss Breckenridge. — Prayer-meetings on transports. — Sabbath services on the Ruth. — Col. Pile's remarkable sermon. — Trip down the river on a gunboat. — Gen. Fisk's moral in- fluence in the army. — Faithfulness of surgeons. — Convalescent soldier nurses. Our hospital life on the steamer Ruth was of thrilling in- terest. A brief sketch of its history will be the type of thousands of others. It had not the advantages of a hospital transport, as it was extemporized unexpectedly when entirely cut off from commissary, quartermasters' or sanitary depots, to procure cots or covering. The stores that we had brought were for use on boats or hospitals, fitted up and in running order. They were found to be invaluable in this case, as, strange to say, they were the only hospital supplies on hoard the fleet. The main cabin of the Ruth was one hundred and fifty feet in length and twenty feet in breadth. In the course of a few days after leaving Helena, its entire length was covered with sick s(^diers, suffering with pneumonia, rheumatism, fever and measles. The men were obliged to lie as closely 158 THE BOYS IN BLUE. as possible, leaving scarcely room for the sick cup or plate. There were no comfortable cots, clean sheets, or soft pillows. Providentially, we had some boxes of shirts among our sani- tary stores, sufficient to furnish each man who passed through the hospital. The men were brought to us just as they had come from picket, or guard, or the march, often covered with mud and soaked with water, uncombed and unwashed. By dint of " faculty," we collected vessels sufficient to have them thoroughly washed, which was our first prescription ; then combed and refreshed with a clean shirt, and dry. warm socks. It is impossible to convey any idea of the efi'ect of these first luxuries. We found by experience that a large portion of the ailments of soldiers arose from impaired digestion, the consequence of uncooked or im- proper food. A comfortable, home-like meal, after thor- ough ablution, had a magical effect, and in many in- stances, this simple treatment, twice or thrice repeated, effected a cure — always produced great relief. We roasted apples by the barrel, stewed dried fruit by the half barrel, prepared green tea in large tin-buckets, and scrambled eggs, and picked codfish in yard-square iron pans. These luxuries were dealt out carefully to the patients, with the approval and direction of the surgeons, who said this treatment did more than medicine for many, and greatly assisted all who required medical treatment. Our detailed nurses carried the trays of nourishing food, while we followed with the tea, white sugar, conden|ed milk, and soft crackers. The smile of joy and expressions of grati TWO BROTHERS IN THE 33d MISSOURI. 159 tude induced by these simple comforts, were deeply affect- ing. As a thin hand was held out for a cup of tea, a feeble voice said, " Lady, that cup of tea you gave me tasted just like the old woman's at home. God bless you ! it has set me right up." Another said, " That tastes like mother had made it ;" and still another sturdy farmer, down with the measles, cried out, " You ladies beat all natur' ; where did you larn to make tea ? It beats the old woman's, and I'll write her word, and she'll be glad to hear it." Scrambled eggs were considered a rare dainty. We allowed each man two, and it may be readily imagined, it did not require many meals to empty a barrel. Although the men watched these luxuries with the craving of con- valescents, the absence of selfishness was surprising. It was not unusual to hear the remark, "Give it to him ; he needs it more than I do. He is so old, or so young, or kind of delicate, or not used to roughing it." Even when the poor mangled bodies were brought on stretchers, these brave men would say, " Eaise me up higher in the bunk ; I can bear it l^etter than he." Of all the sick that passed through our hands, we lost but one, and his death was an unexplained mystery. He was one of our most faithful nurses, and we had learned to trust him for others, but not for himself. He was too unselfish to re- member his own wants. There were two brothers, nurses ; both so true and faithful, we felt they had left a good and noble mother. After serving dinner to the sick, he said he " felt strange and sleepy," and lay down with his head on a haversack. We heard nothing of it till we were making preparations for supper, when we inquired for him. 160 THE BOYS IN BLUE. He was then insensible and struggling in convnlsions. One surgeon said he had a congestive chill, another, conges- tion of the brain, and a third, that he had taken morphine in mistake for some other medicine. The matter was never decided. He battled the grim monster manfully, and we watched him till 12 o'clock, when we retired, as the sur- geon said he might live till morning. At early dawn we were beside him. Busy preparations were being made for an expected engagement, but he lay cold and silent, heeding nothing. Beside him was a youth of eighteen, pale and spiritless, for, alas ! the crowded state of the hospital rendered it impossible to separate the nurse from the other patients. As soon as the breakfast was ready, we brought it to him, but he refused even the scrambled eggs and green tea. He was twitching ner- vously. I said, " Would you like to change your place?" " Oh, yes," he replied, eagerly, " for he kicked me all night long in his struggles, and I could not get away." The watcher had not realized the state of the uncom- plaining boy. when the nurse was d*)^ing. I asked the men on the opposite side of the boat, if they could possibly make room for him. With soldierly generosity they contracted yet a little more, and left a vacant space for him. With a leap he reached it, and fell fainting. His nervous system was entirely unstrung. After stimulants, and an hour's rest, he ate his breakfast with an appetite, and in three days w^as with his regiment. Doubtless he would have soon sunk beyond hope, unless removed, soothed, and strengthened. The sudden and unexpected death of the soldiers in the miasmatic Southern climate, was remarkable and inexplic- FUNERAL OF A SOLDIER-NURSE. 161 able. Tliey drooped gradually ; still kept on duty, and almost iininediately after their admission to the hospital, sometimes even before, would lie down a day or two and be gone. I have seen a man take a cup of tea, put it to his lips, throw his head back, and expire, never having complained of anything but weakness. Comrades have often lain down together, feeling faint and weary, and one has awoke to find the other a corpse — the spirit so gently released that none had suspected its flight. I have seen the half-finished meal pushed back, and the spirit departed, before tl^ plate could be removed. Death was so stealthy and sudden in his approach, that an icy breath seemed to have instantly congealed the life-blood at the fountain, and not a pulsation followed. The flame did not flicker, but was extinguished, as though a passing gust had quenched it, and all was dark and silent. I am inclined to tliink the .brave and resolute natures of these men endured withont complaint, till the silver cord was almost unreeled, ere their weary heads rested on even a knapsack. After our sad morning's work we passed to the upper deck for air and change. As we looked, a body of soldiers moved down the plank, bearing the corpse of our faithful soldier-nurse. His blue coat was his shroud, and his blanket his winding-sheet. A grave was rapidly scooped out of the side of the bluff, and the body deposited and covered. His saddened comrades, and bereaved and stricken brother, came back hurriedly to take their places in the ranks of battle about to move, and risk the same fate. Such is war. Gen. Fisk had made all arrangements to have a military funeral, but orders to move at once had been received, and forbade delay. 11 162 THE BOYS IN BLUE. When we returned to the cabin, I observed a feeble, de- jected-looking man, behind a roll of carpet near my state- room, I asked if he was ill. He replied he felt extremely weak, had daily fever, and was unable to retain his food. I perceived he was an educated man, and asked why he had not gone to the hospital. " Dear madam," he said, " don't mention it. The sight of so many sick and suffering would only aggravate my ailments. Allow me to remain here." " Certainly, but will j^ou not give me your history ? " " Most cheerfully," he replied. " I am a teacher by profession, and had a fine school in Wisconsin when the war commenced. I had a wife and two children, and we were living delightfully. I tried to believe the country did not need me, and that I was not required to leave my family. I managed to satisfy my conscience at the first call, but was not so successful when the President called for three hundred thousand more. I felt then I dare not stay. My wife arrived at the same conclusion,. after days and nights of agony. Her father was a man of wealth, and was delighted to have her go home with the children. She has borne up bravely, but says it is hard work ; nothing but the cause and her Heavenly Father sustains her. " My greatest trial is, that I have been unable to accom- plish anything. I have been rusting in camp nine months, and now, when I have the opportunity to be of service, I am wilted and worthless." I said, cheerfully, "Don't you be- lieve if you had a good bath and a comfortable meal, you would feel better ? " He rose and said, eagerly, "I believe a bath would almost restore me. I abhor myself, and have no remedy. I have neither soap, towels, nor sponge, and the SCHOOLMASTER SOLDIER. 163 Cold water will not cleanse me, even when I can reacli it." I said, " Here is the key of our state-room. You are wel- come to the use of it for an hour, or longer, if necessary. I will send you warm water and a clean shirt. You will find all the appliances there." He looked his thanks. He accepted the offer, and in less than the appointed time emerged, looking like a man " clothed and in his right mind." I should not have recognized him. " Now permit me," he said, " to show you the photographs of my wife and children." The chubby arms and plump cheeks of the baby moistened the father's eyes, as he held the picture for us to see. He then drew from his pocket a neat and well-furnished housewife, remark- ing, "My tidy, orderly little wife gave me this, and I have accomplished wonders with it till I came to the transport." He lay in his hiding-place, with the consent of his captain. We fed him from our table, and in three days he returned to his regiment ; too soon, we thought, for he was still quite feeble. A few days after, twenty sick men were brought in and laid on the cabin floor. We immediately received them, and as we spoke to each, w^e heard a weak voice say, " Ladies, am I so changed you don't know me? I'm the soldier that lay at your state-room door." He partially covered his soiled face with his thin fingers, and said, " I have given up all expectation of being able to do anything, and can't endure this hopelessness much longer." We at once brought the surgeon, and asked what position he could fill when better. The kind-hearted man replied, he " needed a clerk, and would give him the place." A few days' care enabled him to go to work, and we left him, happy that he 164 THE BOYS IN BLUE. "was of any service. The last words be said, were — " 'Now that I am of value in the army, nothing could induce me to go home." He hoped to be able to return to the ranks ere long. I know not his subsequent for- tune, but can only trust that he is at home with wife and children. One stormy night, we undertook to oive the men, most exposed, on the guards, a cup of tea, and a soft biscuit. As we proceeded, we heard a chuckling laugh, and held our lantern to discover its cause. "VVe found two young soldiers, brothers, from the 33d Missouri Regiment Volun- teers, nineteen and twenty-one years of age, lying side by side, covered with their double blankets, drawn over their heads, talking merrily. I said, " Boys, you are having a good time, even in rough weather." They answered, " That we are ; we are veterans, and don't mind the weather, if we can only get together. We are brothers, and always stand by each other. We helped one another through the sea- soning," as they called their early hardships, "and now we're never sick, and always lively." I said, " Have you a mother?" "That we have," said one, " and the best kind of a mother. She bade us come, and said she'd pray for us, and I know she has." Their merriment for the moment was gone, and a subdued tone replaced it. Their cu]:> of tea inspired them with glee and gratitude. "Ain't this like home?" they said. "It will drive out the cold all night. I know I shall dream I'm home after this. Ladies, do give us your names, that we may write them to our mother, and she'll never forget you." " Tell her," I said, " 'tis the good peoj)le at home send this through the Sani- BOY-SOLDIER BEHIND THE "WHEEL-HOUSE. 165 tary Commission, because you brave boys deserve it." " "Well, we don't deserve so much kindness." With a liearty " good-night," we left the young heroes, feeling their mother's God was very near them. As we receded, we heard soft whispers, and knew they were talking of that mother. Under the wheel-house, on the opposite side, we found quite a group of soldiers, all covered with blankets and snow. After giving each a cup of tea, we saw in the rear a delicate- looking 3^outh, who had drawn his blanket aside to see who was coming. When we handed him his cup he quickly sat up, enveloped in his blue covering. He sipped the tea as though he enjoyed each drop ; said he had eaten nothing since morning, for he could not swallow raw pork and hard- tack, as he had no appetite. After taking a few spoonfuls he said: "'Tis just like mother's tea. I wish she knew I had it. The mail brought me a letter to-day, in which she said : ' Richard, if I could only make you a cup of good tea and a slice of toast, I'm sure 'twould do you good.' Now I shall write to her I got it away up the White River, in a storm, at ten o'clock at night, from kind ladies who came from the North to bring it." We tucked up the frail boy, and left him on his airy couch, full of gratitude and happi- ness. Foraging parties supplied us with fresh meat for the hospi- tals, and occasionally the regiments got a share, and the boats were stopped and camp-fires kindled, to allow them to cook it. The capture of these refractory rebel steers was very exciting. TLiey manifested great repugnance to our trans- ports, and would not volunteer under the "Stripes and Stars," 166 THE BOYS IN BLUE. but were conscripted. Some were shot and dragged on the boat when past rebellion. The boys, however, greatly pre- ferred having the living animals, as they could be kept, and prolong the privilege of fresh meat, so necessary for our army on transports. During the expedition, when the boat was tied up for the night, we were summoned by the Colonel of a Wisconsin regiment, in great haste, to see a young man very ill on board the steamer Empress. As we entered the boat we were met by the Colonel, who said : " Ladies, I am in great distress. I have in my regiment a young man of rare promise. He is the only child of his parents. He had just graduated, and was intending to study law with his father, when my regi- ment was forming. He at once enlisted. The day our regi- ment left Wisconsin his parents were with us. His mother, forgetting all except her only child, threw her arms around me and sobbed out : ' Oh ! Colonel, for God's sake guard my treasure, for it is my all.' Now," he added, "I am afraid he will die." We threaded our way through a long cabin of sick men, like those we had left, without cots or pillows, and without the clean Sanitary shirts with which we had been able to clothe our sick. There they lay, in the same muddy garments in which they had marched or picketed for many weeks. The young man whom we came to see, had been moved to a state-room. As we entered the room, he drew the soiled blanket over his once neat collar and neck-tie, and said, "Ladies, don't come in, I'm too filthy to be seen." As I looked upon him, I thought I had seldom seen a finer face. Square high forehead, clearly cut features, and dark expres- DEATH OF SOLDIER ON BOARD THE EMPRESS. 167 sive eyes, betokened intellect and refinement. We talked with him cheerfully ; told him the Colonel had granted him a furlough ; that he should be removed to our boat, where we would carefully nurse him, till we could place him with his mother. He looked so bright and spoke so cheerfully, that we cherished hopes of his early recovery. We promised to send a stretcher for him in the morning, and after making all possible arrangements for his comfort, and giving him a cup of tea, we bade him good-night. After leaving the room, I thought, what if he should die? Who will receive his last words, or know his last thoughts ? I returned and said, "We shall send for you in the morning, if we live ; but life is so uncertain, especially in the army on the move — suppose we never meet again on earth, what would you say ? " Looking serenely up, he said, " I under- stand you. Should I die, tell my mother, as I have lain here these long days, her teachings have come back, and I trust have done their work. My Sabbath-school lessons, that she struggled to teach me, are now remembered and prized. Tell her I hope to meet her in heaven, and that I never regretted the step I have taken." I said, "I hope you may be long spared to bless your parents and serve your country and your Maker. We expect to see you to-morrow." He thanked me for returning, and, the surgeon said, talked cheer- fully about his prospects for an hour after we left, and seemed overjoyed at the hope of seeing his parents and being nursed back to health, sufficient to return to his regiment. The un- complaining young soldier had suffered with chills and fever a week before he allowed it to be known, and took his turn in standing guard and picket at that inclement season, on the 168 THE BOYS IN BLUE. marshy soil of Arkansas, or the exposed guards of the Empress, Next morning we sent a stretcher for "William. He had gone home before us, to his Father's bosom, and all that was left for us to do, was to write the agonizing news to his parents, and the precious, last loords of love and heavenly hope. Three weeks later, on my route to Yicksburg, I met a friend of the family on his way to Helena, with a metallic coflEin, to carry the precious casket of their only jewel, and lay it to rest under the old trees at the homestead. He heard my name and introduced himself. He said the parents had well-nigh sunk under the scathing stroke, but were upheld by the dying words of their son, breathing faith and hope in his last moments, 'Twas God directed me to ask for them. May He help them in their loneliness. The never-ending camp-cough in the army was one of its most distressing features. Everywhere it struck the ear painfully, and at night it was torturing, almost preventing us from sleeping, till custom rendered it tolerable. Mr. Wil- liams had provided himself with several boxes of cough lozenges, and moved round night after night among the men, administering the pleasant medicine, which afforded tempo- rary relief. Many of these poor fellows have since sunk into the grave with consumption, of which this camp-cough was the precursor. After a hard day's work, Mrs. Colt and myself went to the guards, to breathe the fresh air. The hosi^ital on our crowded boat was rendering the atmosphere very impure, as there was but little ventilation possible in the cabin of a steamer lined with state-rooms. Our boat was slowly moving, recon- ST. LOUIS LADIES ON TRANSPORT. 169 noitring to find a suitable place to tie up for the night, as the tortuous and narrow stream would not permit of night- travelling with safety. As we watched the glimpses of the setting sun through the forest that bordered the river, a small steamer glided past, and to our astonishment we beheld a group of ladies on the guards. As we almost collided, we recognized some of the St. Louis ladies whom we had met a year previous, engaged in army labors in that city. Miss Breckenridge, a very dear friend, saluted us, and the others waved their handkerchiefs as we passed. Language cannot convey an idea of the delight that such a meeting, in that distant land, in the midst of a battle-fleet, occasioned. When we stopped for the night, Gen. Fisk succeeded in discovering the location of the boat on which these ladies were to be found. Nothing can better convey the idea of the entire isolation of the various parts of the army, than the fact, that women engaged in the same work, should have been in the same fleet for weeks without suspicion of such contiguity. In the earlier part of the war the idea was almost universal, that if one could reach Grant or Sherman's army, friends could easily be found, and if the location of battle-fields could be ascertained, knowledge of dead or wounded friends must ^soon follow. On the contrary, I have traversed a space of many miles through camps, in search of a certain regiment, and discovered it was rare to find one that knew the name or number of its nearest neighbor. The discipline and work of each regiment was so engrossing, and their change of location so frequent, there was no time nor inclination for acquaintance or gossip. This lack of neighborly acquaint- ance accounted for the long protracted, often fruitless search 170 THE BOYS IN BLUE. for wounded or dead bodies, dearer than life to the seekers for them. Miss Breckenridge came to our boat, and spent a day or two with us. She said her companions and herself had started for Vicksburg, to take charge of the wounded to be sent up from Vicksburg to St. Louis, on a hospital trans- port. Like ourselves, they were seized at Helena, and car- ried off on the expedition, nolens volens. Mrs. Clapp, presi- dent of the Aid Society of St. Louis ; Mrs. Couzins, Mrs. Crashaw, Mrs. Clark, and Miss Breckenridge, composed the delegation. Their boat was parti}'- filled with commissary stores, and contained four companies of a Wisconsin regi- ment. Miss B. expressed the same astonishment that we felt, on discovering the superior character of so large a number of the "rank and file" of the army. She and the ladies agreed in the opinion, that they would compare favorably with the same number of men to be found anywhere. She said, in the four hundred men on their boat, she had not yet found one, who was not intelligent and well-behaved. Large numbers were agreeable companions, and more uncompro- mising and active Christians than she had been in the habit of miCeting elsewhere. They held religious meetings almost nightly, conducted by the privates themselves. She felt, when attendino; them, she had not before seen or understood a genuine prayer-meeting. The solemnity, fervor, simplicity, and directness of their approaches to a Throne of Grace were as novel as edifying. They seemed to speak to Grod almost face to face, as Moses did, and eternity seemed to them a reality. When they plead for their absent families and their struggling country, tears would often impede their utterance, and it was not uncommon to have a solemn pause, eloquent NIGHT BIVOUAC ON ARKANSAS EIVER. 171 with the silence of swelling hearts. The ladies sang well, and the chorus of so large a number of manly voices in unison with them, made music such as angels might pause to hear. Their gratitude for the services and the companion- ship of the ladies was unbounded. The respect and rever- ence with which they were treated, proved that the fault was with woman herself, if she had aught of which to complain. We gladly accepted the invitation of Miss B to accom- pany her, and attend the prayer-meeting that night. Gen. Fisk and wife joined us. Although our boats were only a few hundred yards apart, we found great difficulty in passing from one to the other. The shelving bank and heavy under- growth of cotton-wood were great obstacles! The pioneer corps of soldiers soon cleared the way, as was their wont. The night was clear and starry ; an unusual occurrence at the time. The warm sun through the day, had partially dried the mud. The soldiers were improving the opportunity by building camp-fires, and cooking their rations. These groups around the blazing brush, the camp-kettles hung on poles, the rude preparations for the evening meal, accompanied by the animation that such change and respite gave the soldiers, and the dusky flaring light of innumerable pine torches, formed a wild and picturesque scene. The river was illu- mined with the head-lights of thirty steamers, and with hundreds of burners that streamed through the open sky- lights — a terrific illumination and procession to the traitor- ous States on either side of the river. As we drew near to the boat, we heard the sound of sacred song, rising above the strokes of the axe, and the merriment of the soldiers. " Eock of Ages " never sounded so grandly as 172 THE BOYS IN BLUE. it did on that occasion. When we entered the ladies' cabin, we found more than a hundred soldiers collected there. One of their number was leading the meeting. At the close of the hymn, the leader requested Gen. Fisk to take his place, which he did, and introduced Chaplain Pjne to the meeting. He made a short and interesting address. The General, with his manly voice, started the hymn, "Come, thou Fount of every Blessing," in which all joined heartily. Gen. Fisk then introduced Col. Pile, who acted as colonel and chaplain to the 33d Regiment Missouri Volunteers, at the time quartered on the steamer Ruth. After the battle of Boonville, accompanied by three aides, the Colonel went to the battle-field to pick up the wounded. After forwarding to the hospital all that he could find, he was directed to an adjoining corn-field, where it was said some wounded lay. As he progressed, up rose suddenly twenty- five graybeards, who had been concealed between the rows of corn. With the promptness of genius and bravery he cried out, " Forward ! " to what the rebels supposed was his company. Quick and sharp followed the order, "Surren- der!" Surprised and bewildered, the twenty-five men laid do^^wn their arms, and were marched into camp by the three blue-coats and Col. Pile, who had fairly earned his title of the fighting chaplain. This incident reveals the soldierly qualities of Col. Pile. The following sketch of his ad- dress at the prayer-meeting, will exhibit his abilities as a chaplain. He had a fine massive face and powerful physique. He stooped slightly and moved heavily. When he spoke he stood erect, full six feet in height, his chest expanded, his PRAYER-MEETING ON TRANSPORT. 173 eye kindled, bis determined raoutli relaxed, and in an authoritative manner, as if charged with a message from on high, he began. It was said no man ventured to disobey his orders, or question his authority, and still his regiment loved him. The basis of his remarks was the passage, "Obedience is better than sacrifice." He handled it in a masterly manner. With much power he expounded the duty of obedience to rightful authority, proving that rebel- lion and disobedience had caused all our present suffering ; that the basis of all true law emanated from God, and formed the substratum on which all just government was founded. He proceeded to show the imperative claims of civil and military authority, and the duties of men to both. The eloquence of the 'Colonel carried his audience com- pletely. The soldiers grasped each other's hands in their earnestness and simplicity, and whispered loudly, "That's so — we know it." Gren. Fisk started the hymn, "Am I a Soldier of the Cross?" Again the wave of melody rolled over the audi- ence. Some voices were gone — melted into tears. At its close Gen. Fisk arose, threw out his colors broadly as a soldier of the cross, and proclaimed Christ as the Savior of soldiers ; their fortress, shield and buckler in time of danger and temp- tation. At the close of a few eloquent remarks, the doxology of the army, "Praise God, from whom all blessings flow," was sung. After an hours visit to the ladies and the soldiers we returned to our quarters on the Ruth, feeling that God was with our army, " as a pillar of cloud by day and of fire by night." On the 18th of June, one week after the fleet left Helena, 174 THE BOYS IN BLUE. Gen. Fisk issued an order for Sabbath morning service. Orders from headquarters obliged him to postpone the meet- ing until half-past seven the same evening. The entire expedition had been a series of wonders, a great drama, each successive scene of which increased in interest. Its crown- ing event took place on the holy Sabbath evening of this day. The ladies' cabin, which would seat over a hundred persons, was filled with officers and soldiers, who stood in lines three deep, around the sides of the cabin, and in dense masses, between the ladies' cabin and the men in the hospital. There lay one hundred sick men, too feeble to stand, but still able to hear and enjoy the services, as the round voices of the speakers, and the magnificent chorus of sacred song, rolled over the heads of the soldiers, and fell on the ears of the patients. As near the centre of the audience as possible, stood a table, on which lay a Bible and hymn-book. The robes of the priest were blue and gold, the drapery of the pulpit stripes and stars, the audience hundreds of men who had left home, families and business, taking their lives in their hands, to battle for the right. The order and propriety of the meeting might be well imitated in civil life. 'No dis- play of dress, no careless attitudes, no disrespectful or indif- ferent manner, was there ; all were solemn, earnest, rever- ential. It seemed a fit audience-chamber for the King of kings. Men had come to hear the message of God, not to slight or criticise. At half-past seven precisely, Gen. Fisk rose and said, " Blessed be God, we can worship him everywhere — in the sanctuary, at the fire-side, in the battle-fleet, or the sick bed. We will open the services by singing — ■ COL. pile's sermon on transport. 175 "Praise God from Whom all blessings flow, Praise Him, all creatures here below, Praise Him, above, ye heavenly host, Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost.' " As the hundreds of male voices joined in the chorus, to the tune of Old Hundred, the melody became almost over- powering. We stood at the extreme part of the ladies' cabin, and the scene was wonderfully grand and impressive. The united cabins were two hundred and twenty-five feet in length, and were filled with eager listeners. I had never seen so large a group of ofl&cers at one time. They represented Gen. Fisk's entire brigade, and stood mingled with the rank and file, in reverent attitude. Our daily com- panions and charge, the hospital patients, were hidden by the standing crowd, but we imagined, what we afterwards found to be true, that they were straining every sense to catch the words of the speaker. There were few dry eyes on that occasion. The sacred song floated all back home to the sanctuar}', or family altar, and united them with their absent ones, in prayer, around the great white throne. Gen. Fisk, in his trumpet tones, that reached the remotest man, read the 12th chapter of Eomans, and then sang, "Ami a Soldier of the Cross, a follower of the Lamb ? " Col. Pile was the orator of, the day. No man could have so entirely suited the occasion, mentally and physically. He was Cromwellian in proportion, and in speech. Slowly unbending his broad shoulders, and raising his bowed head, he said, " My friends, I had intended to have forgotten to-night that we were en- gaged in war ; that we were away from home ; that aught else existed but God and man, and their relations to each 176 THE BOYS IN BLUE.- other, but I have been requested to take a different course, and address you on a subject, peaceable in itself, but involv- ing the conduct of war. My text is, 'Inasmuch as in you lies, dwell peaceably with all men.' " He explained peace to be harmonious relations between respective parties, under all circumstances. He contended, it was the only state that could insure happiness and usefulness. He began with the family circle, and rose gradually through national and civil organizations, till he reached the grand climax — the relations between man and his Maker. He then proceeded to demon- strate from nature and revelation, that the only foundation for true peace, was in absolute and unquestioning obedience to law. He ranged through the firmament, and with burning eloquence, sliowed that every star that twinkled through the immensity of space, and the fiery comet in its erratic course, were subject to Grod's unalterable law, as well as the spring- ing blade of grass, the swelling bud, the changing leaf, the russet-clad forest, the snow-capped mountain, the bounding rivulet, the deep-rolling river, the fathomless ocean; and thus order prevailed. He showed from history, sacred and pro- fane, that just in proportion to adherence to this principle, w^ere governments happy, useful, prosperous. He drew a graphic and soul-stirring picture, that all present could appreciate, of the fearful devastations and indescribable suf- fering, that departure from this principle had caused, in this once fair land. Then with the power of a master,' he ap- plied the principle to the army ; showed how vastly more efficient, glorious, ennobling, was absolute obedience to rule, even if sometimes unwisely administered, than anarchy or rebellion. With a single stroke he sketched the terrific DOWN WHITE KIVER ON A GUNBOAT. 177 vision of an ungoverned, insubordinate army, consuming its strength in struggles against just rule, instead of subduing the enemy. From the breathless attention of the audience, and their deeply thoughtful faces, we inferred the lessons were deeply imprinted in their hearts. At the close of this eloquent dis- course, Gen. Fisk led in prayer, that seemed to bear the petition of every heart upward. As was always the case, I noticed the prayer for absent families produced deep emotion on the part of the soldiers. The depth of these brave men's tenderness has never been comprehended nor revealed. After the benediction, the services closed, as quietly as in the sanctuary. We felt that it was good to be there. But we must leave this military sanctuary, and prepare to record the closing adventure of the White Eiver expedition, which was a trip down the White Eiver, on a gunboat, that was ordered to Yicksburg with dispatches. Our work had drawn to a close in the fleet, as the few sick remaining had been taken from the Euth to a hospital transport, so situated, that we could not accompany them. I had the opportunity afforded me by Gen. Gorman, to go on the gunboat to Vicks- burg, and meet my sons. It was quite a new sensation to be snugly stowed away in one of the steamers that had so long protected us. It belonged to the Mosquito fleet, and might readily be mistaken for a small transport ; and being de- tached from the fleet, made us liable to attacks from guerillas. ' The good, brave captain tried my nerves not a little, when he said the spot where I sat had frequently been peppered by minies, and that the cannonade that I might expect in the morning, to empty the guns, would probably shatter 12 178 THE BOYS IN BLUE. glasses and crockery. We escaped both, however, and reached the mouth of the river safely, where we were detained by orders from the flagship, with no hope of a speedy movement. As I pondered on my plans in this emergency, the advance boat of the fleet passed us. In quick succession the steamers came, but at such a dis- tance that we could not hail them. At last the Ruth appeared. Desperate at the prospect of being left behind, I begged that the gig might be lowered. It was, and fully manned. I sprang into it, and the oarsmen pulled as if for life. Still the Ruth gained on us rapidly, but stopped a few minutes to report at the flag-ship, I rose up, waving my handkerchief, which would not have been seen but for a happy circumstance*. Gen. Fisk and ladies stood on the hur- ricane-deck, the General looking through a fine field-glass. He discovered me, stopped the boat after she had put off, a plank was thrown out, men holding one end on the deck of the vessel, I was hoisted on the other extreme, and while the ladies turned away in fear, I safely walked the plank, and was again on board the Ruth, never before so bewitching to me. We found the shortest road to Vicksburg was to return North and discover where Gen. Grant's army lay. Strange to say, it could not be ascertained below Memphis, as dis- patches from Vicksburg were sent to that point. At Helena we parted with Gen. Fisk and his amiable wife with sincere regret. The important post since occupied by Gen. Fisk, and his rapid rise in position and the confidence of the country, were all foreshadowed by his ability, faithfulness, and Christian courage, in this early campaign of the war. FAITHFULNESS OF ARMY SURGEONS. 179 In the conclusion of the White River expedition we were all desirous to bear testimony to the faithfulness and tender- ness of the surgeons in charge of the sick on board the Ruth. They labored from morning till late at night, scarcely allow- ing themselves time for sleep or refreshment. I felt keenly mortified, and wished that the donors of sanitary supplies could have heard the answer of one of these faithful men, when, fainting from overwork, I offered him a cup of tea with white sugar. " Thank you, madam, I can't take it — 'twould choke me, and help to swell the cry throughout the land that sanitary supplies are devoured by surgeons and nurses." I had nothing to say, but thought could those at home have seen the labors of surgeons, and known that nurses were either convalescent, often half-sich soldiers^ or deli- cate loomen accustomed to home comforts, they would have sent extra supplies for them, instead of grudging them a share of what had been sent. After months' experience in the army, we can cheerfully testify to the devotion and efficiency of a large number of army surgeons. They were unfortunately, but inevitably, not perfect, but we believe as faithful and laborious as any other class of army officers. 180 THE BOYS IN BLUE. CHAPTEE VII. Suffering of army at Young's Point. — Arrival at Cairo. — Guerrillas and steamboat passengers. — A collection. — The mother of Joseph. — Mothers and wives en route for Memphis. — Hospitals at Memphis. — Soldier's death at Adams Block Hospital. — Visiting the paitents. — Mr. Reynolds in hospital. — Cheers for the Sanitary Commission. — "Wisconsin Battery-boy. — Mrs. B.'s attention to a wounded soldier. — Gen. John Logan. — Gen. McPherson. — Gen. Webster. The winter of 1862 and 1863 was a period of general dis- couragement throughout the country. The state of the roads in the south-west absolutely precluded the movement of the army. The rainy season had been unprecedented in extent and duration. The Mississippi had overflowed its banks, till hundreds of miles of farms on either side had been submerged. As an inevitable result, the low ground on which our army was encamped at Young's Point had become a mud-lake. The Yazoo Pass, in the immediate neighborhood, afforded such clear water for the troops, that they were tempted to prefer it to the turbid water of the Mississippi, although its baleful effects had stamped its name as " The deadly Yazoo." At the encampments, which were at too great a distance to procure water from the river, in the impassable state of the roads, without great labor, barrels were sunk, which were speedily filled with clear surface-water, that carried death in its combinations. It was exceedingly difi&cult for the Government to pro- SUFFERINGS OF AKMY AT YOUNG's POINT. 181 cure sufficient transportation for men, rations, ammunition, animals, and forage, consequently, there was great lack of vegetables and fresh meat, which are indispensable to the health of troops in a protracted campaign. Fresh meat was furnished to the army by contract. The long distance be- tween it and its base of supplies, the crowded and filthy state of the cars and transports on which the animals were brought, half starved and famished for water, produced such an un- healthy condition, that many of the regiments refused their rations of fresh meat, and preferred the sound salt rations of the army. The tents were worn and battered by long use, frequent changes, and continual rain, and afforded very in- sufficient protection to the men. J was frequently informed, and heard no opposing statement, that there was but one regiment at Young's Point where the soldiers had more than one blanket, which must be used for a covering, leaving no protection from the spongy soil on which they lay, except as they gathered branches or built " shebangs." The Board of Trade of the city of Chicago had furnished the regiments and batteries raised under their care with rubber blankets, consequently, I found the 113th Illinois Kegiment, 3d Board of Trade, well protected from the damp earth. From a review of these various unfavorable circumstances, it will not be considered surprisiag, that appeals were made from the army to the commission, for assistance. The Presi- dent and Board of the North- Western Commission not only felt that increased and immediate relief should be afforded, but also decided, that some representatives from their own organization and neighborhood, should visit the army, and be able on their return to tell those who supolied its treasury 182 THE BOYS IN BLUE. and furDished its packages, what the soldiers needed, what they suffered, and how they were supplied, from actual ob- servation. Mrs. Livermore or myself, were again selected for the work. The^Board of Trade, with its uniform liberality and con- sideration for its regiments, appointed Ira Y. Munn, its for- mer President, and Mr. Willard, an esteemed member of its body, to visit them, carrying a fine supply of comforts and delicacies to the men, and report on their necessities and con- dition, on their return. These gentlemen and Mr. W. Rey- nolds, of Peoria, President of the Peoria Branch of the U. S. Christian Commission, accompanied me. Mr. Reynolds took with him a large 'amount of books, newspapers, etc., fur- nished at his own expense. I took twelve hundred packages of choice sanitary stores, from the ISTorth-West Branch of the U. S. Sanitary Commission ; Mr. E,, relieving me of all respon- sibility of their transportation, which was a matter of much labor and perplexity. At Cairo, we found dismal weather and foreboding hearts ; and the gloom thickened as we proceeded. Guerillas, even between Cairo and Memphis, were daring, crafty and suc- cessful. Boats had been captured and burned, passengers robbed and turned adrift in the swamps, only too happy to escape with their lives. One boat, at a wood-landing between Cairo and Memphis, had been entered by guerillas disguised as civilians, who had taken possession of her and her stores, threatening the employees into compliance, and obliging them to carry these marauders, as they directed them. An im- mense government steamer, filled with amunition, had barely escaped capture or explosion from rebel balls, a few miles GUERRILLAS AND STEAMBOAT PASSENGERS. 183 below Cairo, the day previous to our arrival there. Forrest and Chalmers were roaming at large with their reckless dare- devils, called Confederate soldiers, whose movements were swift and appalling, bafSing all calculation, and eluding marvellously all plans for their seizure. Forrest had not yet attained Fort Pillow notoriety, but was educating him- self and his men rapidly, for that demoniac tragedy. No military skill or courage could cope with this barbarous mode of warfare. All who travelled on the Mississippi at that time, must decide to run these risks. I could con- ceive of no motive sufficient for such a journey, but love or patriotism. To my amazement, I found the greed of gold, and hope of fortunate cotton peculations^ or speculations, carry- ing many on this hazardous trip. A steamboat, at all times, is a study for Lavater, or a har- vest for the wit and pathos of Dickens or Thackeray, from which to fill volumes of life-pictures. These fruitful fields were intensified in value during the war, just in proportion to the accelerated interest of military affairs. Cotton specu- lators furnished a large and curious class of passengers. They were totally oblivious to all interests, save the price of cotton, and the chances for procuring it. Their patriotism and their politics were graduated by the opportunities that military or governmental action afibrded them for gain. I remember, on my return from the White Eiver expedi- dition, when travelling from Memphis to Cairo in January, I found on the boiler-deck, almost a hundred discharged sol- diers from hospitals, exposed to a drifting snow-storm, that swept mercilessly through this exposed part of the vessel. Farther investigation showed, that through the incompetency IS-i THE BOYS IN BLUE. of officials, these men had been sent forward without rations, and could not be paid till they should reach Cairo. They must be fed, or suffer greatly, perhaps die, in their weak state. On consultation with the St. Louis ladies, who were on board, it was resolved to collect a sufficient sum of money from the passengers, to pay their board till they should reach Cairo. A prompt response was given by all except the cotton speculators, who occupied an entire table, and were fortifying themselves for the storm with liberal potations of champagne and London brown-stout, in addition to an epi- curean repast. We chose the hour of dinner for the collec- tion, as the passengers were then assembled. In as few words as possible, the committee of ladies stated the condition of the men, and the necessity for money. A dead silence followed, only interrupted by sinister glances. The committee then said, " Gentlemen, all we ask of you, is to walk below after dinner, and see the one-legged, one-armed, blind heroes who have given their blood, limbs and eyes to maintain the Gov- ernment, and in so doing, have affi^rded those who stay at home, and those who go down to rebeldom, the opportunity of making money, and living in ease and luxury." The chuckle subsided, the leer disappeared, porte-monnaies came out, and the entire sum still unsubscribed to pay the board of the soldiers, was made up. The action was commendable, and the soldiers reaped the fruits. A daily class of passengers on the Mississippi at that time could easily be detected by their distrait air, care-worn or hopeless faces, and their isolation from the crowd, as they sat alone in their sorrow. Their only interest was in those who wore the blue coat and brass button of the Union. I THE MOTHER OF JOSEPH. 185 observed in the cabin, soon after I left Cairo, an old woman, seventy years of age, with a bronzed face, full of benevolence and sorrow. She was one of the class who had come in search of the sick and dead bodies of their loved ones. She wore on her head a mob cap, with a spotless frill, and a triangular black silk handkerchief, tied under her chin. She wiped her eyes so often with her red cotton handkerchief, and groaned so audibly, that I drew near and asked the cause of her distress. She simply rocked to and fro and wailed out helplessly, " Oh, mine Josef! mine Josef! he is dead ! he is dead 1 " I drew the following story from her lips. She was a proud and happy wife and mother when the war broke out, surrounded with husband and children, on a large stock-farm in Illinois, all prosperous and contented. With true German patriotism (for they belonged to that nationality), her husband and sons enlisted on the first call, and Jeft her with one farm-hand, who had been reared in the family, to assist her in its management. Joseph seemed to have been his old mother's idol. " He was so beautiful," she said, with a strong German accent and great simplicity, " and sang so sweet, that all would stop to listen." She had had a daughter married shortly before the war, had a grand wedding for farmers, "and Joseph looked so handsome and sang so fine," that " everybody said they never heard the like." He was smart as he was handsome, and, by trading in stock, had laid up $1,800, which he left to his mother in case he never came back. Then she rocked again, and cried out, " Oh, mine Josef I mine Josef! Would to God t had died for thee, my son, my son ! " She had received a telegram on the day she left home, 186 THE BOYS IN BLUE. saying that Joseph was killed in battle, and her hus- band and other son were sick in the hospital at Memphis. She started on the first train, although she had not been twelve miles from home for twenty years, and never on a rail-car before. " "Where is your son's body ? " 1 inquired. " I don't know." " In what hospital are your husband and son?" "I don't know, but I can find them." "How?" " Why," said she, " there are plenty of soldiers in Memphis ; I am sure they must know my husband or the boys." Poor simple-hearted old woman, representative of a large class of like wanderers! " I will find the body, and bring it home," she said, " if it takes all the money that Josef made ; for the night before he went away, we talked 'most all night, and he said, ' Mother, if I am killed in battle, be sure and bring my body home and bury it under the tree that you and I planted when I was a little boy, and when you look at it out of your room window, don't grieve, for, remember, I give my life to my country now.' Then I cried bitterly, and he said, ' Don't take on so, mother, for God may bring me back all right, only it is best to look things square in the face before you start. And, mother, remember the brown mare I raised from a colt must be yours. She's gentle, and 'most like a child to you. Don't sell her while you live.' " Again she rocked and wailed out, " Oh, mine Josef! mine Josef! shall I never see him again and talk to him ? "What do I want with the money or the mare ? They're nothing to me ; but give me back the body of mine Josef" I intro- duced the old lady to an officer, about leaving the boat at Memphis, who fortunately knew the location of her husband's regiment, and in a pouring rain, without umbrella, she MOTHERS AND WIVES EN ROUTE FOR MEMPHIS. Ib7 trudged up the levee at Memphis, in search of her Joseph's body, and her sick husband and son. During the entire trip, I observed a gentleman, who sat apart from the passengers, or paced the cabin nervously. I surmised his errand. His son, he said, was killed in the same battle in which Joseph fell. He was a college student, the joy and pride of his parents. Said he, " I feel intensely anxious to succeed in securing his body ; if I do not, I fear my wife will become insane, for nothing but that will satisfy her. Her cry day and night is, ' Grive me back my dead.' " These cases may be multiplied indefinitely, without fear of exaggerating the number of sufferers," or amount of sorrow. Still another class of passengers deeply interested us — wives and mothers hastily summoned to Memphis for a last inter- view with their sons and husbands, before leaving Memphis for the front, as the army was massing at Young's Point for the capture of Yicksburg. It was curious and touching to witness the struggle between woman's love and patriotism. The countenances of these lovers of their country beamed with pride, as they spoke of the bravery of their sons and husbands, each bound to become a hero, as they thought. Then the sudden silence, the sad look, the abstracted air, betokened that the shadow of the fearful alternative of vic- tory was flitting before them. We were detained several days in Memphis, awaiting the arrival of part of our stores, that could not be brought on our boat. We had learned by experience to wait for them, not be separated from them. This gave us a fine oppor- tunity of visiting the entire round of hospitals and camps in Memphis. There was a vast difference in the regime of 188 THE BOYS IN BLUE. hospitals having equal privileges and facilities. By proper management, a faithful and competent surgeon, might, in the course of a few months, accumulate a hospital fund, suf- ficient to furnish the patients with all necessary comforts and delicacies. Each man placed there was entitled to full rations, which he could not consume while sick. The post- surgeon had the opportunity of commuting these rations, and thus creating a fund sufficient for the wants of the sick patients, if properly managed. The practical difficulty that existed, and made outside assistance necessary, was incom- petency, unfaithfulness, and frequent change of hospitals and medical men. Post-hospitals could be well supplied by commutation, but those in the field, that were the most liable to fluctuations, were much more difficult to control in this respect. At Memphis, where hospitals had been in existence more than three months, but little extra assistance should have been needed. Alas ! in many instances, large supplies were required, or the patients must have suffijred greatly. It was just at this point the Sanitary Commission supplemented ignorance or carelessness, and secured the helpless patients from increased suffering. The contributors of money and supplies, with a full understanding of the case, preferred that this should be done. In some of the hospitals in Mem- phis, the surgeons objected to the employment of female nurses or matrons, and, without exception, we found such comfortless and untidy. Experience wrought a wonderful change in this respect. The Adams Block Hospital occupied an entire block of new brick stores, at either end of which were the office and soldier's death at ADAMS BLOCK HOSPITAL. 189 Storehouse of the Sanitary Commission. The post-surgeon had been quite recently inducted into office, and apologized for the disordered state of the hospital, although with its corps of female nurses, it bore stronger evidences of comfort than others, whose names we omit here, although we took pains to report them at the proper place for correction. As we were about to mount the first flight of stairs to the Adams Block Hospital, we saw two men descending, bear- ing a corpse, wrapped in a winding-sheet, to the dead-house. Mr. Eeynolds, who had never before visited one of these sad places, was greatly shocked, and remarked, " There comes somebody's sonP "We ascended with heavy hearts after the lifeless body had passed. We entered the first ward, imme- diately at the head of the stairs. In one corner, with his face literally turned to the wall, stood a man sobbing convulsively. Grief was so common a visitant in that place, that he at- tracted no attention, but stood isolated in his agony. After several efforts to answer our question as to the cause of his distress, he sobbed out, "My son's corpse has just been carried out. I could bear it, but oh, his poor mother ! How can I meet her without our only boy? I fear she will die, too, and then I shall be left alone. God help me." With broken voice, Mr. E. pointed him to the "Eock" and " Eefuge," and we passed on to the crowd of sufferers waiting to receive us. We took separate lines, lingering at each cot a few minutes, and leaving a paper or hymn-book. On one bed lay a languid youth, about twenty years of age, who had been wounded at Arkansas Post. I asked him if he had a Testament. " Oh, yes," he replied ; " and it saved my life." He drew from beneath his pillow the mute 190 - THE BOYS IN BLUE. messenger of life, and invulnerable breast-plate, that had stood between him and eternity. It lay in the breast-pocket of his coat, and over it, his mother's picture. The piece of shell that struck it, dashed the picture to atoms, and pressed the book with such intensity, that its back burst open, and the indentation gave the precise shape of the missive, as though it had been cast in that mould. This messenger of death had reverently paused at the little book, and bounded off without tearing a leaf or expunging a word, though the flesh beneath was severely bruised by the concussion. " Will you sell the book ? " I asked. " No, ma'am ; money could not buy it. I must keep it for my mother." " Will you not heed its invitation, ' Come unto me? ' It has saved your life ; shall it not save your soul ? You owe it a double debt of gratitude." Two days later, I met him in front of the hospital. He stopped, and said, " I have followed your advice ; I read this book as I never did before, and believe I can now say, it has saved my soul as well as my life." We spent the entire day visiting the -patients, questioning them as to their food and care, cleanliness and comfort. The answers were very satisfactory, except in one ward, where there was a general complaint that the ward-master and nurses helped themselves to the choicest food, before the pa- tients had an opportunity to do so. We managed to be saun- tering in the ward at the dinner-hour, saw the evil com- plained of, made a statement of the grievance to the surgeon, when the ward-master was promptly relieved. The trays of food were excellent in quality and quantity, consisting of fresh meat, vegetables, stewed fruit and rice-pudding. It is scarcely necessary to state that where there was such pro- MR. REYNOLDS IN HOSPITAL. 191 visions, a corps of our detailed nurses were found. Those in this hospital had been sent by us from Chicago. The wards in this institution communicated. Mr. Eey- nolds took his position as nearly as possible in the centre, at the head of the second flight of stairs, and with his ringing voice, commenced singing : " My days are passing swiftly by, And I, a pilgwm stranger, Would not detain them as they fly, Those hours of toil and danger." In an instant, as fir as the eye could reach, every head was turned towards him. All that could do so, raised themselves on their elbows as he sang on, voice after voice joined in, and many hands were seen brushing away the blinding tears. He then offered a prayer full of tenderness, trustfulness, sub- mission and petition for the absent. Smiles and words of gratitude richly repaid this day's labor. The following morning we visited the Gayoso Block Hos- pital, which had been recently organized, in anticipation of the bloody struggle at Vicksburg. The North -Western Sanitary Commission had fitted it up with a fine range, two cooking-stoves, large boilers, washing-machines and wringers, sheets, shirts, pillows, pillow-cases, and a large supply of delicacies for the expected patients. It .contained nine hun- dred beds, six hundred of which were already filled by the sick and wounded from the battle of Arkansas Post. This hospital was under the care of Mother Bickerdyke. My visit was unexpected, and happened at the supper hour. As I entered the door, I met Mrs. Bickerdyke in the con- 192 THE BOYS IN BLUE. valescent dining-hall, where the food was nutritious and tempting. As she was on her way to the hospital wards, I accompanied her. There lay hundreds of wounded men from the last battle, each one thoroughly clean, and eating such food as would be given them at home. The air was perfectly pure, and the snowy sheets, shirts, and soft pillows, were refreshing to us as well as the patients. Mrs. B., mother that she was, knew the name of every man, and spoke to one and another as we passed through the double line of cots. When we reached the centre of the room, she said : " Boys, this is Mrs. H., of Chicago, from the North-Western Sanitary Commission. Turn down your sheets, look at your shirts and pillows ; they are qjl marked with the name of the Sanitary Commis- sion. Your good suppers that you are eating to-night came from the same place." As from one voice arose the cry, " Three cheers for the Sanitary Commission ! God bless the women at home ! " As we passed from cot to cot, Mrs. B. said: " William, how do your eggs suit you ? " " Just right. Mother."' " Well, John, how goes the milk-toast? " " Bully, Mother; tastes just like the old cow's milk at home." Said a gray-headed man, with a shattered arm : " Mother, I don't believe my wife could beat that cup of green tea, with white sugar, you sent me to-night ; it has a'most cured me ; I feel as chirk as a robin." At one cot knelt a bright, bronzed-faced woman, feeding a man cautiously with a spoon. His jaw had been shattered, the splintered fragments removed, and he lay a woful spec- tacle, not able to speak intelligibly. " How do you feel to- night?" said Mother B. "J.ZZ right noiv, since she's come,^^ WISCONSIN BATTERY BOY. 193 said he, laying bis hand fondly on her head. The constant woman's face beamed with joy, as she added, " I believe I can take him home next week." As I was about to leave, I stood in the midst of them, and said, "Boys, you look so bright and seem so happy, I think you must be shamming ; you are all heroes ; but are you badly wounded ? " " Why shouldn't we be happy," cried out a manly voice. " We left all to fight for the 'old flag,' and put it where it belongs. We left it flying at Arkansas Post, if we did get hit." Another said, cheerfully, " Madam, what do you call this?" as he drew aside the sheet, and pointed to the maimed limb, that vigorous young manhood is so loath to have crippled. Another laid his hand on his shoulder, that indicated that a strong; rig-ht arm had once 7 O O been there, and another to a bandaged head, from which a piece of shell had been extracted. A Wisconsin battery boy beside me said feebly, " What do you say of me ? One of my arms was taken off" nine months ago, and the doctor says the other must come off to-morrow. I've been in nine battles, and have been wounded in every one, but the Post finished me up. What am I to do in the world, not twenty years old without arms ? " " My brave fellow, the women will take care of you. God never spared your life but for some great purpose. I believe you will live to biess and be blessed." As the boys cheered, he said ferventlj^, "Thank you for that." I would ask solemnly has the pledge been redeemed, and have these maimed heroes heen cared for as we pro'mised they should he ? While passing through the upper wards of this hospital, I heard a gurgling, convulsive sob. I turned to ascertain its 13 194 THE BOYS IN BLUE. cause, and beheld a stretcher borne in by two soldiers, who lowered it gently beside us. " Boys," Mother B. said quickly, " get a fan and some eggnog, instantly." She drew from her pocket a small flask of brandj^, and dropped some upon the white lips and palsied tongue of the sufferer. His eyes were upturned, and he appeared to be in the agony of death. " What does this mean ? " I said, in horror, Mrs. B. replied, "He has just been brought from the amputating-room, and has lost his leg." In a twinkling the boys were back. One fanned him, as Mrs. B. knelt beside him, and said, "Take this for Mother." He shook his head, "No ! " " But you must," she said, decidedly; "you are going to get well right off, if you do ; you are worth half a dozen dead men now." With a frightful effort he swallowed a teaspoonful, and, in a few minutes, another and another, till, gradually, the tumbler- ful was taken ; then he fell asleep, quietly as an infant. Said she, " He must have another before bed-time, and he'll be hungry to-morrow." "Can he recover?" I asked. "Wh}', certainly he may. We lose comparatively few amputation cases, for we keep the wounds and beds clean, the air fresh, give plenty of wholesome plain food, which wounded men esjyecially needy In Februarj^, 1866, Mrs. B, called to see me, and I said to her, "I have been visiting your hospital at Memphis, in imagination to-day, and could but wonder what was the fate of the man canned on a stretclier, with his leg amputated, the last day I was there." , She clapped her hands as she said, "He is here in the city of Chicago; I have just come from his house, where I went to carry him some shirts and drawers. He has a wooden leg, and is working at his trade GEN. JOHN LOGAN. 195 of shoemaking, and would be strong if not obliged to work beyond his strength ;" strange coincidence, and sad fact, that has many parallels. I will not weary, with a further description of the numer- ous hospitals we visited in Memphis. After accomplishing my work in them, I accepted an invitation to visit the camp of Gen. Logan's division, and spent the night at his head- quarters. The house was an elegant confiscated mansion, situated in the suburbs of Memphis, which I found to be exceedingly beautiful. The rolling country, stately forest- trees, luxuriant evergreens, extensive encampments, and fine houses, formed a beautiful panorama, on a bright day in February. I remained twenty-four hours at this encampment, and found as jolly a collection of blue-coats, as I have ever met in the array. The camp was on dry ground, the men healthy, and the hospitals well supplied with sanitary stores from the North- Western Commission. The patriotic wife of the General, who had nursed his first regiment till complete- ly crushed by her efforts, was with her husband. The Gen- eral was suffering from a severe attack of rheumatism, but still was not idle. Fearing that his division mi^ht become discouraged by long inactivity and his absence from them, he had written a soul-stirring address, which he read to the family circle. On the following day it was repeated to the soldiers, and produced great enthusiasm, second only to the sight and voice of their beloved commander. No wonder the name of Logan became the battle-cry of his men. On my return to the Gayoso House I had the opportunity of becoming acquainted with the lamented Gen. J. McPher- 19G THE BOYS IN BLUE. son. His elegant appearance, polished manners, and gallant air, accounted for his sobriquet, the "gentlemanly soldier," and might mislead one as to his soldierly abilities. He proved that high breeding, bland courtesy, and broad humanity, were harmonious with the highest status of military ability and bravery. "While the humblest soldier and the most timid woman found in him a friend, and the brilliant belle a charm- ing companion, the haughtiest rebel feared him, . and the wisest generals counselled with him, for he was charming, true, brave, courteous, wise, enduring. Peace be to the ashes of the young hero ! whose sun set before noon, but not until its beams had shone over the nation, and left a radiance that has lighted many a patriot to his grave, in the footsteps of the youthful and gallant Gen. McPherson. Gen. Webster, of whom Chicago was so justly proud, was occupying an important post at Memphis, and, by his assist- ance and counsel, rendered us great service. He was the first to greet, and the last to say farewell. The country owed much to his untiring vigilance, as well as skill and bravery, at that time. The continual and persistent efforts of rebel men and women to supply Secessia with arms, am- munition, and quinine, would have been vastly more success- ful, but for his integrity, prompt action, and ingenious devices to discover and thwart them. Our rides in and around Memphis were all taken in ambu- lances, which required a stout pair of mules, and two expert drivers, to pass through the so-called " slews ;" sometimes, to alight and lift the wheels from the mud, which was done cheerfully and manfully. A ride of two miles exhausted the strength of a vigorous person, and required an hour's GEN. M'PHERSON — GEN. WEBSTER. 197 time, and sundry bruises and bespatterings, to accomplish. We could but think of our poor wounded soldiers, when every movement was torture, sometimes riding thus ten, twenty, forty, or one hundred miles, as they did at Eolla, over worse roads, and without comfort or suitable medical treatment. Alas! alas I how little we realize the cost of peace and victory, and how soon we forget what we have known. 198 THE BOYS IN BLUE. CHAPTER XIL, Departure from Mempliis. — Journey down the Mississippi. — Fearful reports of guerillas at Helena. — Disguise of steamer as gunboat. — Arrival at Young's Point. — Silver Wave sanitary-boat. — Interviews with Gen. Grant on Magnolia. — Donation of five bales of cotton for soldiers' comforts. — Mode of work on sanitary-boat. — Humorous incidents. — Story of Arthur C , the drummer-boy. — Contribu- tions by Mrs. Livermore. One fitful clay in February, wlien descending floods and brilliant sunbeams rapidly alternated, the welcome sound was beard, " The stores have come." " All on board ! " quickly followed, as it was dangerous to lose a good oppor- tunity to go below, the boats being generally filthy and uncomfortable, and crowded with troops, to the exclusion of civilians. We had the rare privilege of passage on a dispatch boat, which must proceed, unless sunk or riddled by guerillas, as she was independent of wayside orders, having dispatches for headquarters. An " order " that no civilian should go below Memphis, had just been issued by Gen. Grant. Agents, or representa- tives of the Sanitary Commission, were, however, considered as part of the hospital arrangements of the array, and were freely permitted to visit it with stores. The orders were ATTACKS OF GUERILLAS. 199 indorsed, "AVith all dispatch," Of course, steam must be crowded and a quick passage, either to Young's Point or the bottom of the JMississippi, secured. Alarming accounts of guerillas had been daily reaching us at Memphis. Our greatest safety was in the unusual width of the river. Still there were certain points from which a battery could play upon the boat to great advantage. The sense of isolation and separation from home, friends, civilization and safety were new and painfully oppressive, as I took leave of Gen. "Webster and Dr. AVarriner at the Memphis landing, and the boat turned her head down stream. It filled one's concep- tion of a soldier's feelings on the eve of his first battle. "With the full head of steam and the rapid current, we rushed down the river, with almost railroad velocity. Some soldiers were on board, but no passengers beyond ourselves, except the wife of a sick officer, who was spirited through in some unaccountable waj', as women sometimes are. "\Ye reached Helena, at 9 o'clock p.m., and touched there to leave dispatches. I hurried forward, hoping to see a familiar face, as some officers sprang on board, but was disappointed. As I stood beside the captain, I heard a remonstrance from an officer. "It is entirely unsafe for you to go without protection. A boat has just arrived, completely riddled, and almost captured — some killed, and several wounded." " Can we have a gunboat ? " asked the captain. " No," was the reply ; " they are all patrolling the river, or convoying boats that have preceded you." '' Ciin't be helped," said the captain, decidedly. "The dispatches must be there to-morrow night, and I'm off for Youn<>'s Point or the bottom of the river," There was nothino; to 200 THE BOYS IN BLUE. be said. I walked slowly back to the ladies' cabin. In a few minutes the wheels revolved, the steam puffed, but the whistle did not shriek.. We were off in silence and darkness. The rain fell in torrents, and heavy squalls of wind struck the boat, till it reeled, as if under artillery-fire. We were sitting quietly and solemnly, as the captain entered and said, " There is great fear that batteries from the river-bank will open on us to-night. I want you to put out all the lights except one, and let that be dim. I shall disguise the steamer as a gunboat, as far as possible, by covering it with tarpaulins. I shall crowd the steam, and go like a streak down the river. All this must be done at once, for it they are on the watch for lights, but a few miles dis- tant." We obeyed orders promptly, and gathered round the open stove, whose weird, flickering light, increased the ghostliness of the scene. The windows of heaven seemed opened. Water above us, around us and beneath us, and the canopy shrouded with the blackness of darkness. As the boat trembled with the power of the steam and the rapid strokes of the engine, the howling wind and falling sheets of water rolling over her hurricane- deck, completed the illusion and impression more than once, that we had reached the fatal spot, and were under the enemy's fire. The em- ployes of the boat gathered in the centre of the gentlemen's cabin, and cowered beneath the wheel-house, which was con- sidered the safest spot. Like ourselves, they spoke with suppressed voices, as though fearful of arousing guerillas. Gloom and apprehension pervaded every heart, and no one retired till almost morning, when the danger was passed. ARRIVAL AT YOUNG's POINT, 201 The high pressure of the engine was a continuous source of alarm. The railroad speed at which we were travelling, in a river where snags abound, and loose logs floated, with such a head of steam, on the boiler of a transport not recently examined, was sufficiently risky to cause uneasiness, as no hope of rescue could be indulged, in case of accident. The next evening we reached Young's Point in safety. The captain delivered his dispatches, and we were moored beside the Silver Wave, to unload our sanitary stores, and be entertained on this boat, assigned by Gen. Grant, as a depot for the stores of the U. S. Sanitary Commission. On this leaking and bare transport of war I slept in peace that night, as on a couch of down, only wondering that I could have ever rested before, without profound gratitude for exemption from guerillas and snags. The next morning brought my long-sought sons, well and prosperous. In the midst of so much death and suffering, my cup of mercy was full. At once I began my work. My first step after reaching Young's Point, was to report at the sanitary-boat, Silver Wave. I then reported to Gen. Grant, at his headquarters on board the Magnolia, where the arrangements were such as might be expected; quiet, unostentatious, complete. Business was moving forward so silently and systematically, all seemed to have leisure to be courteous — the " ultima thule " of good management. My letters were presented by an orderly, and I was immediately ushered into the General's presence. I could scarcely con- ceal my astonishment at the quiet and unassuming appear- ance and manner of one to whom all eyes were directed as the " coming man," to demolish the Gibraltar of treason in 202 THE BOYS IX BLUE. the West. He conversed freely on the sanitary condi- tion of the army, expressed entire confidence in its ad- ministration, an earnest desire to have tlie wants of the sick and wounded fully met. and offered every facility to enable me to carry out my plans. In reply to a request for cotton to make soldiers' comforts, he at once gave an order for fi^ve bales, which safely reached Chicago, and were disposed of for the benefit of the soldiers. A subsequent gift of cotton was wrought into hundreds of comforts by the patriotic women of Chicago, who worked incessantly till they were completed and sent to the hospitals at Chatta- nooga, where the men were suffering so greatly on account of the unprecedented cold in the South. , A tug was placed at my disposal by the military authori- ties, to visit camps and hosjDitals. This accommodation en- abled me to do an amount of investigation, that would have been otherwise impossible. In the course of a few daj^s, I called again to report the result of my investigations. I then stated tio Gen, Grant, what I had learned from visits to the hospitals at Young's Point, conversations wath the sur- geons, and an examination of the reports, many of which were, from courtesy, submitted to me. This investigation had revealed the fact, not yet made public, that incipient scurvy existed among the troops to an alarming extent, and could only be arrested by liberal supplies of vegetables and acids, the antidotes of this fearful army scourge, that sapped the vitality of the soldiers so insidiously and effectually, that they not unfrequently succumbed to its power, before being aware of its existence. Its depressing influence on the bodily func- tions and vital energies of the men so complicated other ail- INTERVIEW WITH GEN. GRANT. 203 ments, that but few with the taint of scurvy, recovered from wounds. Gen. Grant promptly granted my request for an order for transportation for any amount of vegetables that could be procured at the North, and fully agreed in the opinion that, under the circumstances, onions and potatoes were indispen- sable to the takino- of Vicksburo;. Before leavino; I said, "General, what of Yicksburg? What shall I say when I return?" After a pause, he said: "Madam, Vicksburg is oiirs^ and {is garrison our prisoners. It is only a question of time. I ivant to take it vnih as little loss of life as possible. '''' Amen, rose to my lips, and was afterwards echoed by thou- sands of wives and mothers, to whom I told the story. The genius of the great commander shone out in this interview. No FAIL was breathed in every syllabic, and inspired me with faith that never faltered. Vicksburg was taken with as little loss of life as possible, and its hero became the nation's idol. The purveyorship of the army at Young's Point, owing to various causes, was very imperfectly supplied at this time. The cases which we had taken, breathed on our suffering army the benedictions with which they had been laden, and answered the prayers that had been woven in every gift. A letter written by Mrs. Livermore from the rooms of the Commission, as successive boxes were opened, describes their contents so vividly, that, with her permission, I insert from it copious extracts, which shall be followed with a sketch of the distribution of these gifts to the heroes languishing in camp and hospital at Young's Point: 204 THE BOYS IN BLUE, " A capacious box, filled with beautifully-made shirts, draw- ers, towels, socks, handkerchiefs, and dried fruits, was opened, and on the top lay the following unsealed, touching note : " ' Dear Soldiers — The little girls of send this box to you. They have heard that a good many of you are sick and wounded in battle. They are very sorry, and want to do something for you. They cannot do much, for they are all little, but they have bought and made what is in here. They hope it will do some good, and that you will all get well and come home. We all pray to God for you.' " Carefully the box was unpacked, stamped as a preventive to theft, and then carefully repacked, just as it was received. The sacred offerings of children were sent intact to hospitals. "Another mammoth packing-case was opened, and here were folded in, blessings and prayers and messages of love wdth almost every garment. On a pillow was pinned the following note, unsealed, for sealed notes are never broken : " ' My Dear Friend — You are not my husband or son, but you are. the husband or son of some woman who loves you, as I love mine. I have made these garments for you, with a heart that aches for your sufferings, and with a long- ing to come to you to assist in taking care of you. It is a great comfort to me that God loves and pities you, pining and lonely in a far-off hospital, and if you are a Christian it will also be a comfort to you. Are you near death, and soon to cross the dark river ? Oh ! then, may God soothe your last hours, and lead you up the "shining shore," where there •is no war, no sickness, no death. Call on Ilim, for lie is an ever-present helper.' "Large packages of socks, carefully folded in pairs, con- LETTERS TO SOLDIERS. 205 tained each a note, beautifully written, and signed with the name and address of the writer. They were various, of course, as their authors. Here is one : " ' Dear Soldiers — If these socks had language, they would tell you that many a kind wish has been knitted into them, and many a tear of pity has bedewed them. "We all think of you, and want to do everything we can for you ; we feel that we owe you love and gratitude, and that you deserve the best at our hands.' " Here is another of a different character : " ' My Dear Boy — I have knit these socks expressly for 3^ou. I am nineteen years old, medium size, light hair and blue eyes. Now, how do you look, and how do you like my socks. Write and tell me, and direct to ' " ' P.S. — If the recipient of these socks has a wife, will he please exchange with some poor fellow not so fo'rtunate.' " And here is another : " ' My Brave Friend — I have learned to knit, on pur- pose to knit socks for the soldiers. This is my fourth pair. My name is , and I live at . Write me, and tell me how you like them, and what we can do for you. Keep up good courage, and by-and-by you will come home to us. Won't that be a grand time, though ? And won't we all turn out to meet you with flowers, and music, and cheers, and embraces ? There's a good time coming, boys ! ' "A nicely made dressing-gown, of dimensions sufficiently capacious for Daniel Lambert, had one pocket filled with hickory-nuts, and another with ginger-snaps. The pockets were sewed across, to keep the contents from dropping out, and the following note was on the outside : 206 THE BOYS IN" BLUE. "'Now, my dear fellows, just take your ease. Don't mope and have the blues, if you are sick. Moping never cured anybody yet. Eat your nuts, and cakes, and snap your fingers at dull care. I wish I could do more for you, and if I were a man, I would come and fight with you, wo- man though I am. I would like to hang Jeff Davis higher than Ilaman, and all those who aid and abet him, too, whether North or South.' " There was exhumed from one box a bushel of cookies, tied in a pillow-case, with the benevolent wish tacked on the outside : " 'These cookies are expressly for the sick soldiers, and if anybody else eats them, Ihojje they luill choke Iiim /' " A very neatly arranged package of second-hand cloth- ing, but little worn, was laid by itself. Every article was superior in quality and manufacture. The distingue package had a card attached, with the following explanation in a most delicate chirography : " ' The accompanying articles were worn for the last time by one very dear to me, who lost his life at Shiloh. They are sent to our wounded soldiers, as the most fitting disposi- tion that can be made of them, by one who has laid the hus- band of her youth — her all — on the altar of lier country.' " Earely is a box opened that does not contain notes to soldiers accompanying the goods, which are very frequently answered. In the pocket of a dressing-gown, a baby's tin rattle is found — in another, a comic almanac — in yet another, a small package of note-paper, envelopes, and j)ostage-stamps. The adjurations are incessant to officers, surgeons, and nurses, to bestow on the sick and wounded exclusively, the comforts and delicacies contained in the cases. PEEP INTO SANITARY BOXES. 20T '' ' For the love of God, give these articles to the sick and wounded, to whom they are sent.' ' He that would steal from a sick or wounded man, would rob hen-roosts, and filch the pennies from the eyes of a corpse.' ' Surgeons and nurses, hands off! These things are not for you, but for the patients, -our sick and wounded boys.' 'Don't gobble these things up, nurses ; they are for our hospital boys.' "These and similar injunctions are found over and over again, with unnecessary frequency and emphasis, as there is more honesty in the hospitals, and much less stealing, than is popularly believed. Occasionally, the open- ing of a box reveals an unwise selection of donations, or a careless preparation of them. A very promising case was opened a short time since, smooth, and polished without, and neatly jointed, when an odor smote the olfiictories that drove every one from the room. Windows and doors were flung wide to let in fresh air, and a second attempt was made to examine the odoriferous box. The intolerable stench pro- ceeded from ' concentrated chicken,' which had been badly prepared. The box had been some time on the journey, and the ntcely cooked chicken had become a mass of cor- ruption. ' By jabers ! ' said Irish Jimmy, the drayman, as he wheeled the box out into the receiving-room, "I hope the leddies, God bless 'em, won't send any more consecrated chickeii this way, for it smells too loud, intirely !' *' Many of the boxes for the wounded at Murfreesboro and Vicksburg, contain indicatiovis of the deepest feeling. ' For the noble boys that beat back Bragg's army. We are proud of them.' ' Three cheers for Rosecrans' army ! ' ' Dear wounded soldiers, we shall never forget your gallant conduct 208 THE BOYS IN BLUE. at Murfreesboro ! May God place bis everlasting arms underneath you, my dear wounded brothers!' These and like expressions are affixed to various articles of wear." This contribution is exceedingly valuable, as a revelation of the electric current, that flowed from the women at home to the army at the front. Its inspiration nerved brave arms for deeds of daring, and stimulated sinking hearts to renewed courage and hope. The clerk's office on the Silver Wave had been fitted up as a sanitary storeroom, with rude shelves and counters ex- temporized on the most economical scale. Heavy packages were stowed in the hold of the transport, and the storeroom became the place of display and distribution of the sacred sanitary donations. Birds of the air carried the glad tidings to the sufferers, that fresh supplies had come. In groups and single file came the veterans to receive them, all emaciated, wan, and feeble — some with canes or crutches, the weaker pitifully clinging to his comrade, a trifle stronger, for the soldiers shared strength as well as food, with their companions in arms and suffering. I rejoice to say not one was sent empty away ; to the honor of those men be it' recorded, that not one applied, whose appearance was not a certifi- cate for his necessity. I said to the first applicant, " Will you have a few soft crackers ? " His only answer was an outstretched hand and tearful eye. " Shall I give you some onions?" "Oh, how I've longed for ten cents, to buy one from the sutler ! I craved it" (as scurvy men always do). To another, I said, " Perhaps you would like a lemon ? " " A lemon ! bless me ! Just let me look at and smell one. It makes me stronger to think of it." What of some cookies SOLDIER TO TRADE COFFEE. 209 or gingerbread ! These home-made luxuries were always received with glistening eyes, and were invariably just like wife's or mother's. One poor fellow, who was obliged to seize both railings to support himself up the narrow stair-way, opened his battered haversack and drew out a small package of coffee. " I know you don't sell anything here, but I thought if I could change this coffee, that I've saved from my rations, for some green tea, I'd get an appetite. If I could only get a cup of tea like mother made, I believe I should get well.'' I motioned back the parcel, and gave him a little package, containing white sugar and a lemon, green tea, two herrings, two onions, and pepper — a powerful remedy for scurvy. He looked at it a moment and said : " Is this all for me ? " and then covered his pinched face with his thin, transparent hands, to conceal the tears. I touched his shoulder, and said: "Why do you weep?" "God bless the women; what should we do but for them?" was his answer. " I came from father's farm, where all had plenty. I've lain sick these three months. I've seen no woman's face, nor heard her voice, nor felt her warm hand, till to-day, and it unmans me. But don't think I rue my bargain, for I don't. I've suffered much and long, but I don't let them know at home. Maybe I'll never have a chance to tell them how much, but I'd go through it all for the old flag." " Who knows," I said, " but the very luxu- ries I've given you have been sent from the aid society to which your mother belongs." " I shouldn't wonder," he replied, "for she writes me she never lets anything keep her away from the meetings. I'm glad of it, for I don't know 14 210 THE BOYS IN" BLUE, what would become of us poor fellows but for the Sanitary Commission." He gave his good-by, God bless you, and said : '• I believe I've turned the corner. I haven't felt as strong for months as I do now." With the help of one rail- ing he descended the stairs, and called out from below, " Farewell ! " It may be asked, did the men receive all they needed ? I answer no; it was not there to give them. The pretended or misguided friends of the soldier, lessened supplies by in- fusing suspicion. I have seen the work of the U. S. Com- mission in scores of western hospitals and in the field. I have accompanied it in its labor of love, as it has followed the destroying angel, binding up mangled . limbs, clothing emaciated forms, pillowing aching heads, giving nourishment to exhausted bodies, and snatching from death husbands sons and brothers. Where one has testified against it, thousands have blessed it, and raised up their voices and pens in its behalf But for some clamor, the Sanitary Commission would have lacked one evidence of heavenly approval. "Woe be unto you when all men speak well of you." It imitated the blessed Master in His mission, and shared in His reproach. In this connection, I would relate an incident, to illustrate the value of a small amount of relief given by the Sanitary Commission. On my return voyage from Young's Point, a surgeon introduced himself, and thanked me for saving his life. Amused at my surprise, he thus explained it. He had been afflicted with chronic disease, that threatened his life and defied medicine. lie heard I had dried blackberries, and sent to me for them, I gave his messenger my last cup- THE DRUMMER-BOY ON SILVER WAVE. 211 full. (I dealt tliem out carefully). This simple remedy arrested his disease, and fitted him to travel homeward, where proper care and good nursing would complete the cure. On the Silver Wave, I became acquainted with a noble- looking boy, fourteen years of age, who was detailed to assist the clerk in filling requisitions. He was so neat, orderly, quiet and diligent, that he was a universal favorite. He fol- lowed me closely, and seemed to cling to me as a mother. He was a drummer-boy, and had left home with the consent of his mother. I noticed him in the evening, reading his Testament and hymn-boQk, and had much interesting conver- sation with him. On one occasion he said, "Would you like to see my mother's parting note, to be always carried about me, she said, so that if I fell in battle, my name might be known ? " On a delicate sheet of paper the following note was written, in an exquisite chirography : "A Co., Ohio. ^^Arthur W. C , Musician, Regiment. "'Should my precious child fall wounded among strangers, I hope and trust he will find some kind person to love him for his mother. "Mary W. C , Odoher '^Ist, 1862." I said, " Arthur, tell your mother, though you have not fallen wounded, you have found a friend to love you for your rhother." " I will," he said, carefully folding his note, as tears filled his fine dark eyes; "no money could buy it from me." William and his mother will pardon me for the mention of this fact, honorable alike to both. 212 THE BOYS IN BLUE. CHAPTER xirr. February 22 at Young's Point. — Naval salute. — Southern sun and rain. — G-unboat fleet. — Oapt. MacMHlan of Silver Wave. — Midnight scare. — Visit to Admiral Porter and flag-ship. — Rebel boy-gunner. — Army pets. — Visit to naval hospital. — Naval regatta. — Southern sunset. A LETTER of my own, dated Young's Point, February 22, 1863, recalls a host of thrilling memories, of one of the most eventful days of a three years' war-life. "When it dawned, I had been a week at Young's Point, enduring the trying scenes and discomforts of a thorough visitation of the hospi- tals, after days and nights of rain, that knew neither hin- drance nor abatement, but fell continuously in solid sheets, as though the windows of heaven were opened, and all nature muttering and moaning in dismay or discontent. As if to avenge himself for the veiled glories of these lat- ter days, " up rose the powerful king of day, rejoicing in the east," bathing the earth, transports and camps, in a flood of glory. Even the audacious rebel city, ensconced on the hill-side, saucily daring our veterans, looked radiant. Every dome, steeple or window, reflected or refracted the sun's rays, and shed a fictitious and prismatic beauty over the battered and clumsy brick walls of the south-western strong- 22d FEB. AT young's POINT, 213 hold of treason. I never realized the exquisite beauty of a southern sun and sky, till I beheld on that day the blue of the canopy that spanned the Union camp and the rebel city, and the sun tftat " shone alike on the just, and on the unjust." The contrast to the previous gloom, doubly enhanced its charms. Things animate and inanimate seemed infused with new life. The hitherto dripping tents of the camp, looked white and picturesque for the first time ; the flies of the tents were lifted to welcome the balmy air and brilliant sunlight ; the pale faces and bowed forms of hundreds of our soldiers, could be seen cautiously emerging from them, testing the soil, lest they might share the fate of the old cow, stalled in the mud, and dying, within sight of our boat, because she could not be extricated. The levee swarmed with blue coats; and every pole, rope or tree was in requisi- tion, covered with blankets, shirts and drawers, " to dry off the mould, and cure the rheumatism," Shouts, songs and jests rang from group to group. Even the poor fellows who " siuck,^^ joined in the chorus. Half a mile from the mouth of the Yazoo, a short dis- tance from the transports, lay the fleet of iron-clads, with their broad, flat, tortoise-like backs, ready to paddle in obedi- ence to orders. The rainbow radiance of the sunlight, the gay flaunting Stars and Stripes, and the brilliant signals spread out on the Black Hawk, the flag-ship of the fleet, relieved their sombre, sleepy look. Some of them, from their outlines, and surroundings of long lines of red, white, and blue clothing, appeared in the distance, through the trees, draped with the graceful but funereal moss, like Swiss cottages on a plane of glass. 214 THE BOYS IN BLUE. Around the bend of the Mississippi, in the swamp below the levee, laj Grant's army, whose name is the synonym of courage, endurance, bravery unsurpassed. As yet, they had not won their brightest laurels; but their »unmurmuring patience and indomitable will were developed, tested, and strengthened, by the painful trials and privations they were enduring at that time. But to ray story. The booming of a hundred guns ushered in this memor- able day. The roar from their iron throats, that belched forth smoke and flame, through every open port-hole, made the celebration guns at home seem like playthings, and ex- plained the soldiers' merriment, when the old six-pounders of their native towns were brought out to welcome the re- turning heroes. I remember many regiments thus welcomed, and have keenly enjoyed the sly jests of the boys, and their "unsuccessful efforts to look impressed. As the salute con- tinued, fleecy clouds of smoke rolled upwards in graceful evolutions, disclosing the grim monsters that had made the uproar, and spreading over the cerulean sky a veil of gos- samer, so inimitably soft and delicate, that it robbed the warlike scene of its fierceness, and poetized the skeleton, battered, and begrimed fleet of transports, fringing the river- banks. In the centre of the stream lay anchored the three- decked flag-ship of Admiral Porter, the Black Hawk ; her 20-pounder Parrots and howitzers discoursing loud music from the open port-holes. The great flag and brilliant signals, like a flock of tropical birds, gleamed through the rising smoke. As we gazed upon this sublime scene, we were told we had seen all that is apt to be seen of a naval action. Strange fact! that we were celebrating "Washington's birthday in an FAREWELL ADDRESS OF GEORGE WASHINGTON. 215 enemy's country. Vicksburg was tongue-tied that day. The night before, a United States steamer had passed her batteries, and they belched forth brimstone and iron hail, and " painted hell on the sky." On the 22d of February, 18G3, they were grum and silent. They did not add a hallelujah to the psean that arose from the loyal army to the memory of George Washington, " first in tvar, first in peace, and first in the hearts of his countrymen." What more stern rebuke could these internal enemies of our beneficent government have received, than the prophetic wisdom of the " Father of his Country," uttered in his " farewell address? " " The unity of the government is a main pillar in the edifice of your real independence, the sup- port of your tranquillity at home, your peace abroad, of your safety, of your prosperity, of that very liberty which you so highly prize." And agJiin : " The very idea of the right of the people to establish government, presupposes the duty of every individual to obey the established government^ These utterances explain the silence of the rebellion on the great gala-day of the Republic. The Silver Wave, the United States sanitary-boat, on which we lived at Young's Point, was one of the first trans- ports of Grant's fleet that ran the batteries at Vicksburg. Her intrepid captain, John MacMillan, of Pittsburg, Penn- sylvania, sat beside the smoke-stack in his old arm-chair, composedly smoking his pipe, while shot and shell, thunder and lightning, played around him. On the same day of which I write, before his heroism had won the admiration of our military officers, he accompanied us to visit Admiral Porter, at his headquarters on the Black Hawk. 216 THE BOYS IN BLUE. We found the ranking-officer of tlie iron-clad fleet a much younger man than we had supposed. His coal-black hair, keen eye, and clearly-cut visage, gave the impression of youth. He received us courteously, and welcomed us to his hospitalities, at all times charming, but especially so, after a week's sojourn on a battered, leaking, rudely furnished, and plainly provided transport of war, as the Silver Wave had become from necessit3^ We were impressed with the thorough neatness and perfect order of this ship of state, from the headquarters to the scullery. The saloon was plain but comfortable, and well provided with charts and books of naval warfare. The chart of the camp, the river, and the transports at Vicksburg, as explained by the Admiral, were instructive and entertaining, and gave a clue to much that was before mysterious. The Admiral pointed out and -explained all the warlike arrangements of his vessel. The lavish appropriation of bales of cotton around the smoke-stacks, brought to mind the live-shilling 3'ard of muslin at home, and would have appeared wasteful, but for the value of human life, best pro- tected by this almost impenetrable casement. Admiral Porter expected soon to visit Jeff Davis's plantation, and promised us a bale of his cotton for soldiers' comforts. Alas ! the wily statesman had better guarded King Cotton than the Confederate President. The latter was taken in his flight, but the former, oiled with greenbacks, slipped the blockade, and left the poor boys minus that amount of win- ter covering. The stud of blood-horses in the stables would have in- spired a connoisseur, but we failed to see their points, though REBEL GUNNER-BOY ON THE BLACK HAWK. 217 scientifically described. The beautiful white Durham, that gave milk that was almost butter, looked unearthly in her beauty in that far-off land, and would have been deified in an Egyptian temple. We were greatly interested and amused with a tiny rebel gunner, only 12 years old, who had stood at his place to the last, at the battle of Arkansas Post, and fired straight on, till the fort surrendered. He was manifestly the pet of the ship, answered to the given name of Jeff Davis, professed conversion, but occasionally cried to see his mother, poor child! His slight, trim figure, in the blue naval jacket, with broad collar and white stars, looked graceful and attractive. He had an olive complexion, that savored of southern climes^ regular features, and showed a brilliant set of teeth, as he smilingly obeyed the order of Admiral Porter, to bring in his rebel crow, his companion in capture and kind treatment. The poor frightened thing cawed wickedly, and hopped on the burning coals of the grate, from which Jeff with a dart rescued him, and caressingly carried him to the surgeon for treatment. The pets of the army were one of its strong and affecting features. Even when in the midst of blood and strife, the human heart must have something to love. These pets were found in the rudest " shebangs," as well as ship sof state. A soldier on the weary march would throw away his overcoat, blanket or knapsack, and hold on to his squirrel, bird, cat, or even unsightly cur, whose midnight growl reminded him of the old watch-dog at the homestead. We gratefully bade the Admiral good-bye, as he placed us on board our fussj^, puffing, Chicago tug, and proceeded 218 THE BOYS IN BLUE. to visit hospitals and camps. Vehicles by land were at that time useless ; the forage of the mules was carried on the backs of fellow mules — packages of hay flistened by ropes, carried as panniers, A six-mule team was necessary to haul a barrel of flour a mile, in a space of time according to circumstances. The military boats of the army were often entirely submerged in the Mississippi mud. Drilling was impracticable, the whole efforts of the army being neces- sary to transport rations and forage sufficient to keep the souls and bodies of men together, and preserve the animals from starvation. Yet ,at this time, the croakers at home cried out, " Why don't Grant move on Yicksburg? " " Why does he lie idle so long ? " Would that they could have taken these heroes' places for one short week ! The croaking would have ceased, but we fear Vicksburg would not have fallen. We steamed over to the naval hospital from the flag- ship, and found it a marvel, in extent, neatness, order, com- fort and skill. The contrast between the comforts and exposure of the army and navy, was the same in sick- ness as in health. This naval hospital told the story. In- dependent of location, only needing water enough to float the three-decked steamer, having permanence, undisturbed by changing camps, or impossible transportation, unharmed by raids of rebels, but able to move to and fro with stretch- ers and cot§, with their inmates unmoved within them, with all the appliances for cleanliness and comfort, there was every encouragement to systematic, liberal and permanent ar- rangements. We were not envious, but profoundly thankful, that such things were possible for our navy, if not our army, U. S. NAVAL HOSPITAL BOAT. 219 and could but commend the admirable manner in which all these facilities had been improved, by the skilful surgeon, and a corps of Mother Angela's nurses, on the naval hos- pital boat. As there had been at that time comparatively little blood- shed in the navy, there were but few cases of wounds in this hospital. The larger number were suffering from disease, so alleviated and mitigated by kindness and skill, that all the repulsive features of such a place were absent, and the main wards appeared like saloons of refreshment for weary travel- lers who had stopped by the way. Newspapers, magazines, checkers, portfolios, comfortable dressing-gowns, warm socks and slippers, were abundantly supplied by our beneficent government and her handmaidens, the Sanitary Commis- sions. The simple delicacies, appropriate to each sick man, were prepared wath home-like care. Visions of plump poached eggs, savory milk toast and rice puddings, green tea and loaf sugar, blend with the reminiscences of the U. S. Naval Hospital, and add not a little to the memory of that natal day, when heaven and earth seemed to conspire to envelop our suffering army with a radiant cloud, benignant while it lasted, and a joy to remember. The only really sad sight I saw on that boat, was a slender, beautiful boy of twelve years old, who sat on a little stool beside a vacant cot, with a " Second Reader" in his hand ; his great dark eyes looking far beyond his book, while his head rested on his hand. I said to him, cheerfully : " My little man, what are you doing here ? " "I am paralyzed." "How came you here?" "I have a mother, and she is a widow. I got a situation on an iron-clad as a messenger, 220 THE BOYS IN BLUE. and got good wages ; now I am here because I can't walk any longer." "Do you want to see your mother? " His lip quivered as he said: "Yes; but she can't support me, and I can't support myself." The kind surgeon confirmed the little fellow's statement, but said in time he would be well, and should be carefully nursed. His looks of love and confidence convinced me 'twould be so. Still his pale, sad face haunted me, for on it was written "homeless" — sad token for any, especially for a child. — See Appendix. As I talked with him, I was summoned in haste to the guards of the boat, to see a novel and stirring sight. Signals had been displayed from the flag-ship, ordering every gun- boat's gig, fully manned and equipped, to report forth- with at headquarters. The boats were rapidly lowered and emerged from the various iron-clads, skimming the water almost with a bound, propelled by the long and powerful strokes of the oarsmen. Even a boat-howitzer hin- dered not the speed of the craft carrying it. The guards of the steamers were filled with eager spectators of this warlike regatta. As the victorious leader first reached the companion- way, a long breath was the only sound of applause — mystery kep tall silent. The splendor of the noonday sun, and the delicious breeze that fanned us, added zest to this moving panorama. The quiet of this mysterious, majestic, silent regatta, with all its warlike accompaniments and possible meaning, formed a wonderful contrast to the supeificial and noisy display on similar occasions at home. The mystery was afterwards explained. The admiral, desirous to ascertain precisely the promptness and preparation of the gunboats ADMIRAL porter's FLOUR-BARREL RAFT. 221 for sudden emergencies, devised this plan to test them. No wonder he expressed himself fully satisfied. We had an instance of this commander's ingenuity a few nights previous. About midnight, a terrific fire opened from the batteries at Yicksburg, and a general alarm and prepara- tion for encounter with rebel rams, took place. The day we called upon Admiral Porter, he told us the story of this flour- barrel raft. The barrels were painted black to resemble smoke-stacks and boiler. A steamer towed it as far as safety would permit, and then cut loose, leaving the raft to rush down the rapid current of the Mississippi. The firing that ensued spent a considerable amount of rebel ammuni- tion, and showed the naval commander, who was eagerly watching, the position of the various guns, and proved the watchfulness of the enemy. At the close of this eventful day, as we touched the Silver Wave, and mounted the companion-way, old Sol was just retiring, drawing his curtains around him. The rosy flush of promise left in his train, betokened a good time coming on the morrow. The distant sound of drums, the songs and rnerry laugh of the soldiers, as they gathered to the camp, fell cheerily on our ears. The golden gates of the western horizon had been lifted to let the king of day pass through, and still stood open. It required but a faint stretch of the imagination, to catch a glimpse of the celestial city, with its walls of jasper, where there " shall be no more sin, no more sorrow," and where the "voice of war shall be heard no more." « 222 THE BOYS m BLUE. CHAPTER XIV. Description of camp-ground at Young's Point. — Funerals on the levee. — Arrival of the steamer Des Aroe, laden with coffins. — Reception of stretchers, filled with patients, at sanitary-boat. — Incidents'. — Meet- ing Mrs. Gov. Harvey, of Wisconsin, on Silver Wave. — St. Louis ladies on hospital-steamer City of Alton. — Reception of patients. — Hospital breakfast. — Sketch of Miss Breckenridge. The Mississippi River, after passing the moutli of tlie Yazoo, makes a prodigious bend that forms a peninsula, on the north-western portion of which, lay Grant's arm3\ Vicksburg occupied the ledges of the opposite bluff, three miles from Sherman's landing, where lay the transports of war. The encampment immediately in the neighborhood of the steamers, was out of the range of the enemy's guns. The levee ran in the direction of the river, and formed the only protection for the low grounds of the encampment, from the great swelling flood above, constantly threatening to overflow them. The canal, partially completed by Gen. Grant, was intended to cross this peninsula, from north to seuth, and connect with the river at one and a fourth mile below Sherman's Landing, and at some distance below Yicksburg. ! ' ■ill!! %. m ^