m ty* Glass. P H^gg- Book -U 3 _ / DAVID GRAY, AND OTHER ESSAYS, CHIEFLY ON POETRY. Sing, Poet, small or mighty — hug to thyself The luxury of seeing — sing, and die ! 'Tis the old story of the figleaf time : A groping after beauty, a divine, Aspiring, climbing, impulse, after God; — Something far better than successful too — Eternal ! DAVID GRAY, AND OTHER ESSAYS, CHIEFLY ON POET R Y. li- ROBERT BUCHANAN. David Gray. LONDON: SAMPSON LOW, SON, AND MARSTON, MILTON HOUSE, LUDGATE HILL. 1868. The right of translation is reserved. FIRST WORD. T is from no desire to appear in a new character that I publish the present volume. The following Essays, in- deed, are prose additions and notes to my publications in verse, rather than mere at- tempts at general criticism, for which, indeed, I have little aptitude. They are my Confession of Faith. I have here briefly touched on several great and magnificent questions immediately affecting the poetic personality : — on the nature and character of the Poet par excellence, on the Student's Vocation, on what is and what is not moral in the Student's Utterance, slightly on reli- gious light and truth ; illustrating my matter by such sketches as that of Whitman, and such notes as that on Uerrick's Hesperides. More would have been added, and particularly an Essay on " The Poetry of David Gray," had not my health vi FIRST WORD. suddenly broken down just as the volume was going to press. The book, however, is complete as it stands, — an epitome of what may be said hereafter in different ways. The biography of David Gray is another matter. A large portion of it appeared some years ago in the " Cornhill Magazine," but the additions, now first published, are very important. It is a story known and told as only one could know and tell it ; and will, I trust, send still more readers to Gray's wonderful poems. The little green-bound duodecimo, " The Luggie and other Poems, by the late David Gray," was wafted out unto the great world, heralded by a kindly preface and a brief memoir. It excited little or no comment. The exquisite music was too low and tender to attract crowds, or to entice coteries delighted with the scream of the whipper- snapper. Nevertheless, a few rare spirits heard and welcomed the truest, purest, tenderest lyrical note that has floated to English ears this half-century. Robert Buchanan. Sligachan, Isle of Skye, Dec. 1, 1867. CONTENTS. I. The Poet, ok Seer II. David Gray III. The Student, and his Vocation IV. Waet Whitman . V. Herrick's Hesperides . VI. Literary Morality VII. On a Passage in Heine VIII. On my own Tentatives Page 1 61 175 201 221 237 269 287 I. THE POET, OR SEER A DEFINITION. He keeps, where there is lack of light, Tlie loveliness of perfect sight. Hark ! how his human heart anon Leaps with the bliss he looks upon /— Go forth, O perfect Heart and Eyes, Stand in the crowd, and melodise ! THE POET, OE SEER. HAT then is the Poet, or Seer, as dis- tinguished from the philosopher, the man of science, the politician, the tale-teller, and others with whom he has many points in common ? He is, indeed, a student as other students are, but he is emphati- cally the student who sees, who feels, who sings. The Poet, briefly described, is he whose existence constitutes a new experience — who sees life newly, assimilates it emotionally, and contrives to utter it musically. His qualities, therefore, are triune. His sight must be individual, his reception of impressions must be emotional, and his utterance must be musical. Deficiency in any one of the three qualities is fatal to his claims for office. I. And first, as to the Glamour, the rarest 4 THE POET, OR SEER. and most important of all gifts ; so rare, indeed, and so powerful, that it occasionally creates, in very despite of nature, the other poetic qualities. Yet that individual sight may exist in a character essentially unpoetic, in a temperament purely in- tellectual, might be proven by reference to more than one writer — notably, to a leading novelist. That proof, however, is immaterial. The point is, how to detect this individual sight, this Glamour, how to describe it, — how, in fact, to find a cri- terion which will prove this or that person to be or not to be a Seer. The criterion is easily found and readily ap- plied. We find it in the special intensity, the daring reiteration, the unwearisome tautology, of the utterance. The Seer is so occupied with his vision, so devoted in the contemplation of the new things which nature reserved for his special see- ing, that he can only describe over and over again — in numberless ways — in infinite moods of grief, ecstasy, awe — the character of his sight. He has discovered a new link, and his business is to trace it to its uttermost consequences. He beholds the world as it has been, but under a new THE POET, OR SEER. 5 colouring. While small men are wandering up and down the world, proclaiming a thousand discover- ies, turning up countless moss-grown truths, the Seer is standing still and wrapt, gazing at the apparition, invisible to all eyes save his, holding his hand upon his heart in the exquisite trouble of perfect perception. And behold ! in due time, his inspiration becomes godlike, insomuch as the invisible relation is incorporated in actual types, takes shape and being, and breathes and moves, and mingles in tangible glory into the approven culture of the world. For, let it be noted, Nature is greedy of her truths, and generally ordains that the perception of one link in the chain of her relations is enough to make man great and sacerdotal ; only twice, in supreme moments, she creates a Plato and a Shakespeare, proving the possibility, twice in time, of a sight imperfect but demi-godlike. " Life is a stream of awful passions, yet grandeur of character is attainable if we dare the fatal fury of the torrent." Thus said the Greek trage- dians, but how variously ! The hopelessness of the struggle, yet the grandeur of struggling at all, 6 THE POET, OR SEER. is uttered by all three — each, in his own fashion. In despite of madness, adultery, murder, incest, — in connection with all that is horrible, — in defiance of the very gods, (Edipus, Ajax, Medea, Orestes, Antigone, agonize divinely, and, perish- ing, attain the repose of antique sculpture. The same undertone pervades all this antique music, but is never so obtruded as to be wearisome. Never was the tyranny of circumstance, the inexorable penalties enforced even on the innocent when laws are broken, represented in such wondrous forms. Under such penalties the innocent may perish, but their reward is their very innocence. Even when they lament aloud, when they exclaim against the direness of their doom, these figures lose none of their nobility. In the Philoctetes, the very cries of physical pain are dignified ; in the (Edipus, the bitterness of the blind sufferer is noble ; in the Prometheus, the shriek of triumph- ant agony is sublime. These three dramatists uttered the truth as they beheld it ; nor do they interfere in any wise with higher interpretations of the same conditions. They used the light of their generation ; and the THE POET, OR SEER. 7 value of their revelation lies in the sincerity and splendour of the contemporary utterance. The same thing is not to be said again. It was a cry heard early in time; it is an echo haunting the temple of extinct gods. But its truth to humanity is eternal. We have the same agonies to this day, but we regard them differently. All that can be said on the heathen side has been said supremely. While the dramatist depicts the fortunes and questionings of small groups and individuals, the epic poet chronicles the history of the world. It is not every day we can have an epic ; for only twice or thrice in time are there materials for an epic. Homer is the historian of the gods, and of the social life under Jove and his peers ; through his page blows the fresh breeze of morning, the white tents glimmer on Troy plain, horses neigh and heroes buckle on armour, — while aloft the heavens open, showing the glittering gods on the snowy shoulder of Olympus, Iris darting on the rainbow, whose lower end reddens the grim features of Poseidon, driving his chariot through the foam of the Trojan sea. The passion of iihe Ibiad is anger, the action, war ; in the Odyssey , we have 8 THE POET, OR SEER. the domestic side of the same life, the softer touches of superstition, the milder influences of gods and goddesses, heroes and their queens. But the life is the same in both — large, primitive, colossal — absorbing all the social and religious significance of a period. What Homer is to the polytheism of the early Greeks, the Old Testament is to the monotheism of the Hebrews. It is the epic of that life — the wilder, weirder, more spiritual poem of a wilder, weirder, more spiritual period. It is the utter- ance of many mouths, the poem of many episodes, but the theme is unique, pre-eminent — the spirit of the one God, breathing on His chosen peoples, and steadily moving on to fixed consummations foreshadowed in the prophets. We have had no such wondrous epic as this since, and can have none such again. It is the poem of the one God, when yet He was merely a voice in the thunder- cloud, a breath between the coming and going of the winds. Where else, in Virgil's time, subsisted the mat- ter for an epic ? To sing of ./Eneas and his for- tunes was certainly patriotic, but the subject, at THE POET, OR SEER. 9 the best, was merely local — a contemporary, not an eternal, theme. The two great forms of early European life had been phrased in the two great early epics ; and till Christ taught, the time for the third great poem of masses had not come. In point of fact, the third great poem has not yet been written. The New Testament, of course, is didactic, not poetic ; and the Paradise Regained of Milton is purely modern and academic. The fourth European epic is the Divine Comedy of Dante ; the fifth and last is the Paradise Lost of Milton. It is scarcely necessary to describe in detail the character of the vision in each of these cases. Dante saw Roman Catholicism as no eye ever saw it before, watched it to its uttermost re- sults, made of it an image enduring by the very intensity of its outlines, — framed of it the epic of the early church. Milton's perfect sight pictured, under latter lights, the wonders of the primeval world. The theme was old, but the light was new ; and no man had seen angels till Milton saw them, having been first blinded, that his spiritual sight might be unimpeded. Thus, all these men, — Homer, the framers of 10 THE POET, OR SEER. the biblical epos, JSschylus, Sophocles, Euripides, Dante, Milton, — were poets by virtue of having seen some side of truth as no others saw it. If some were greater than others, their materials were perhaps greater. Not every one is so situated in time as to see the subject of a new epos, waiting to be sung. But the Seer " shines in his place, and is content." Even Goethe had his truth to utter, and was so far a Seer. He was great in literature, by virtue of his spiritual littleness. It needed such a man to see nature in the cold light of self-worship, to betoken the futility of pure artistic striving. Yet this, at the best, was negative teaching, and so far, inferior. But, it may be objected, these men surely ex- pressed more than one truth in their generation. In no wise, for each had but one point of view ; there was no hovering, no doubting ; their gaze was fixed as the gaze of stars. The object is eternal, it is the point of view which changes. Take Milton, for example ; the peculiarity of Milton as a Seer is the angelic spirituality of his sight, its rejection of all but perfectly noble types for poetic contemplation. It would seem that, THE POET, OR SEER. 11 from having once walked with angels, he sees even common things in a divine white light. He breathes the thin serene air of the mountain- top. He seems calm and passionless ; his heart beats in great glorified throb s, with no tremor; his speech is stately and crystal clear ; he is for ever referring man to his Maker ; for ever comparing our stature with that of angels. Mark, further, that his spiritual creatures are profoundly intel- lectual creatures, strangely subtle and lofty reasoners. He holds pure intellect so divine a thing that, in spite of himself, he makes the devil his hero. " The end of man," he says in effect, "is to contemplate God, and enjoy Him for ever." But he says this in a way which is not final; there may be truth beyond Milton's truth, but one does not belie the other; this blind man saw as with the eye, and spake as with the tongue, of angels. Utterances such as these once attained, per- ceptions so peculiar once welded into the culture of the world, it behoves no man to re-utter them in the reiterative spirit of their first discoverers. He who looks at life exactly as Milton, or Keats, 12 THE POET, OR SEER. or Dante did, may be an excellent being, but he is certainly too late to be a Seer. Yet each new Seer is, of necessity, familiar with the discoveries of his predecessors ; the white light of Milton's purity chastens and solemnizes Wordsworth's diction; while the glow of Elizabethan colour tinges the pale cheek of Keats the lover. The Seer is not the person of Goethe's epigram, — Ein Quidam sagt : " Ich bin von keiner Schule ; Kein Meister lebt mit dem ich buhle ; Auch bin ich weit davon entfernt, Dass ich von Todten was gelernt." Das heisst, wenn ich ihn recht verstand — " Ich bin ein Narr auf eigne Hand !" Nay, as each great Poet sings, we again and again catch tones struck by his predecessors — Homer, iEschylus, Dante, Job, Solomon, Milton, Goethe, and the rest, — but deeper, stronger, more permanent than all, we catch the broken voice of the man himself, saying a mystic thing that we have never heard before. The later we come down in time, the frequenter are the echoes ; they are the penalty the modern pays for his privi- leges. iEschylus and the rest echo Homer and THE POET, OR SEER. 13 the minstrels. The Hebrew prophets, the heathen poets, the Italian minstrels, — Homer, Moses, Tasso, Dante, — reverberate in every page of Milton ; yet they only add volume to the English voice. Shakespeare catches cries from all the poetic voices of Europe,* daringly translating into his own phraseology the visions of other and smaller singers, and mellowing his blank verse by the study even of contemporaries. In Chaucer's breezy song come odours from the Greek -ZEgean, and whispers from Tuscany and Provence. Aris- tophanes, again and again, inspires the poetically humorous twinkle in the eyes of Moliere. But the plagiarism of such writers is kingly plagiarism ; the poets ennoble the captives they take in con- quest ; refusing instruction from no voice, how- ever humble ; accepting the matter as divinely sent by nature, but never imitating the tones of the medium which transmits the matter. There is no better sign of unfitness for the high * Note how he spiritualises still further what is already spiritual in the poetic prose of Plutarch ; as an example, compare with the original passage in the Life of Antony the Speech of Enobarbus, descriptive of Cleopatra in her barge. 14 THE POET, OR SEER. poetic ministry than a too tricksy delight in imi- tating other voices, however admirable. Eacine caught the Greek stateliness so well that he has scarcely an accent of his own, save, of course, the mere general accentuation of his people. In reading him, therefore, we have constantly before our mind's eye the picture of a Frenchman on the stage of the great amphitheatre ; we see the masks, the fixed lineaments expressive of single passions ; and we hear the high-pitched soliloquies of Greece translated into a modern tongue. Eacine, indeed, is better reading than any trans- lator of the tragedians, but he is no Seer. On the other hand, Moliere was nearly as much under influence as Eacine, but the splendour of his in- dividual vision lifted him high into the ranks of poetic teachers. He was an arrant thief, robbing the playwrights of all countries without mercy, but the roguish gleam of the thief's eyes is never lost under the load of stolen raiment. We think of him, not of what he is stealing ; the dress makes plainer, instead of hiding, the natural peculiarities of the wearer. There is, then, no danger in echoes, where THE POET, OR SEER. 15 they do not drown the voice ; when they are too audible, that is the case. The greatest artists utter old truths with all the force of novelty ; not in philosophy only, but in poetry also, are the worn cries repeated over and over again. These cries are common to all the race of Seers, and may be described as the poetic u terminology." According to the dignity of the revelation will be the rank of the Seer in the Temple. The epic poet is great, because his matter is great in the first place, and because he has not fallen below the level of his matter. The dramatist is great by his truth to individual character not his own, and his power of presenting that truth while spiritual- izing into definite form and meaning some vague situation in the sphere of actual or ideal life. The lyric poet owes his might to the personal character of the emotion aroused by his vision. Then, there are ranks within ranks. Not an eye in the throng, however, but has some object of its own, and some peculiar sensitiveness to light, form, colour. To Milton, a prospect of heavenly vistas, where stately figures walk and cast no shade; but to Pope (a seer, though low down in the ranks) the 16 THE POET, OR SEER. pattern of tea-cups, and the peeping of clocked stockings under farthingales. While the rouge on the cheek of modern love betrays itself to the languid yet keen eyes of Alfred de Musset, Robert Browning is proclaiming the depths of tender beauty underlying modern love and its rouge ; each is a Seer, and each is true, only one sees a truth beyond the other's truth. After Wordsworth has penetrated with solemn-sounding footfall into the aisle of the Temple, David Gray follows, and utters a faint cry of beautiful yearn- ing as he dies upon the threshold. One word, in this place, as to the end of Art — poetic art particularly, and the mistaken ideas con- cerning that end. That end has been described from time immemorial as " pleasure." Now, art is doubtless pleasant to the taste. It may be said, further, that art, even when it uses the most painful machinery, when it chronicles human agony and pictures tears and despair, does so in such a way as to cause a certain enjoyment. But the pleasure thus produced is not the aim, but an accompaniment of the aim, proportioned and regulated by qualities existing in materials ex- THE POET, OR SEER. 17 tracted from life itself. The aim of all life is accompanied by pleasure, includes pleasure, in the highest sense of that word. The specific aim of art, in its definite purity, is spiritualization; and pleasure results from that aim, because the spiritualization of the materials of life renders them, for subtle reasons connected with the soul, more beautifully and deliciously acceptable to the inner consciousness. Even in very low art we find spiritualization of a kind. But pleasure, as mere pleasure, is produced on every side of us by the simplest and least intricate experiences of existence itself. The woe and hopelessness of the popular creed is that it thoroughly separates art from utility. Pleasure, merely as pleasure, is worthless to beings sent down on earth to seek that euphrasy which purges the vision of the in- ner eye — beings to whom art was given, not a mere musical accompaniment to a dull drama, but as the toucher of the mysterious chords of inquiry which invest that drama with a grand and divine signification. Nor must we confound the purify- ing spirit of art with didactic sermonizing and direct moral teaching. The spirit who seizes the c 18 THE POET, OR SEER. forms of life, and passes their spiritual equivalents into the minds of men on chords of exquisite sen- sation, wears no academic gown, writes no formal treatises in verse. The exquisite sensation is a means, and not an end. It is a consequence of the divine system on which she works, and she produces it as much for its own sake as Nature creates a butterfly for the sake of the down on its wings. The lower condition of the aim of art, if I have stated that aim properly, places fresh obstacles in the way of the construction of an exact science of pleasure. What is one man's delight is another man's aversion. One lady en- joys the method of Miss Braddon, while her neighbour even gets beyond George Eliot. Scores of people absorb as much pleasure out of Long- fellow as a solitary idealist extracts from Eichter. But though pleasure emanates from all works properly called artistic, ranks are apportioned in the Temple of Worthies according to the amount of spiritualization, not according to the amount of pleasure involved. The higher the spiritualiza- tion the less the need of direct teaching ; the smaller the artist, the more his need to sermonize. THE POET, OR SEER. 19 We admit " Lear" to be great art, because it ab- sorbs, in one perfect spiritual form, picturesque, emotional, musical, the amplest and most dramatic elements of human existence. We call the Cenci smaller art, because it spiritualizes elements in themselves horrible and narrow as representing humanity. And we call the amusing " Ingoldsby Legends" no art at all, because their direct aim is pleasure, and they spiritualize no form of life whatever. Contemporary critics are fond of affirming that art, so far from having any moral purpose, has nothing to do with morality. This is saying in effect that nature has nothing to do with morality. For art is the spiritual representation, the alter ego, of nature ; and nothing that is true in nature is false in art. Astronomy as much as morality, concrete experiences as well as abstract ideas, have their place in nature and in art ; they are a part of the whole, which has two lives, the lower and the higher, the real and the artistic. An essentially immoral form, a bestiality, a lie, an in- sincerity, is an outrage in life ;* but it has no * See upres, the paper on " Literary Immortality." We 20 THE POET, OB SEER. " permanent place in art, because spiritualization is fatal to its very perceptibility. The basest things have their spiritual significance, but their base- ness has evaporated when the significance is ap- parent. The puddle becomes part of the rainbow. It is necessary to understand these points clearly ; for if pleasure were the end of art, and art had nothing to do with morality, the purport of this volume would be unintelligible. II. The second essential peculiarity of the Poet is that of emotional assimilation of impressions. Where intellect coerces emotion, by however faint an effort, the result is criticism of life, however exquisite. Where emotion coerces intellect, the result is poetry. It is not enough, observe, to see vividly. Sir Walter Scott could see as vividly as Keats, — but he was incapable of such emotion. Scott, in- deed, is the greatest modern writer who may un- hesitatingly be described as unpoetic. He was have modern instances of subjects chosen for artistic treat- ment, which are abominable and false in nature — e. g. the Sapphic passion. THE POET, OR SEER. 21 true both to human types and to society. He was able to clothe the bare outline of history with vivid form and colour. Writing at a time when individualism was at its height in England, ere Whig and Tory had merged into one vacuous nonentity, he could not fail to shadow forth those higher aspirations which are the exclusive pro- perty of individual men of genius. Yet no man ever laboured to depict trifles with a more lofty devotion to general truth. There was nofinicism in the author of " Waverley." He depicted in faithful aesthetic photography the manners and qualities of ordinary or extraordinary men and women. He was not always profound, nor always noble. But over all his works lies the brilliant radiance of the artistic sympathies, giving, to what might otherwise have been simply a colourless likeness, the marvellous beauty of an exquisite literary painting. Scott, however, was no poet. His very success in prose fiction, as well as the failure of his metrical productions, betokens his unpoetic nature. He saw, but was not moved enough to sing. For there is this marked differ- ence between poetic and all other utterance : it 22 THE POET, OR SEER. owes everything to concentration. Deep emotion is invariably rapid in its manifestation, as we may mark in the case of the ordinary cries of grief ; and the temperament of the poet is so intense, so keen, that nought but concentrated utterance suffices him. Whereas, the true secret of novel- writing is the power of expanding. The apparence of pure coercive intellect varies, of course, according to the nature of the singer. In Sappho and Catullus, and all purely lyrical Seers, the intellectual note is hardly heard at all ; in Ovid and Chaucer, it is heard faintly; in the subjective school of writers, such as Shelley, it is painfully audible. But even in Shelley, where he writes poetry, emotion prevails. " Queen Mab " has justly been styled a pamphlet in verse, and the "Kevolt of Islam" is only occasionally poetic. It follows that we are, on the whole, more powerfully moved by purely lyrical utterance than by utterances of higher portent. Sappho troubles us more than Sophocles, Keats more than Words- worth. The personal cry, so sharp, so rapid, so genuine, can never fail to find an echo in our hearts. The manly exclamation of Burns, — THE POET, OR SEER. 23 For pity's sake, sweet bird, nae mair, Or my puir heart is broken ! the fetid breath of Sappho, screaming, — Cold shiverings o'er me pass, Chill sweats across me fly ! I am greener than grass, And breathless seem to die ! the passionate voice of Catullus, — Coeli, Lesbia nostra, Lesbia ilia, Ilia Lesbia, quam Catullus unam Plus quam se, atque suos amavit omnes ! the tender lament of Spenser over Sidney, the scream of Shelley, the warm sigh of Keats, all move deeply in the region of melancholy and tears. But the happy calls move us deliciously, although truly " our sweetest songs are those that tell of saddest thought." The lighter strains of Burns, the songs of Tannahill, some verses of Horace, others of Ovid, the lyrics of Drayton and George Wither, and many other glad poems which will occur rapidly to every student, possess the lyrical light in great intensity and sweetness. But not only in poems professedly lyrical is this lyrical light to be found ; it is noticeable in poetry 24 THE POET, OR SEER. of any form, wherever there is extreme emotion, and may invariably be looked for as the character- istic of the true singer. (Edipus piteonsly ex- claiming in his blindness, — ri yap e^et fx opdv, oto) y opcovn fxrjhev i\v Ihelv y\vicv ; Dante, in the great joy of his divinely beloved one, feeling his pale studious lips and cheeks turn into rose-leaves.* Samson Agonistes groaning, — dark, dark, dark, amid the blaze of noon, Irrevocably dark, total eclipse, Without all hope of day. Macbeth' s last twilight murmur, — 1 have lived long enough ; my way of life Is fallen into the sear, the yellow leaf; And that which should accompany old age, As honour, love, obedience, troop3 of friends, I must not look to have ! Cleopatra in the heyday of her bliss ; the sad shepherd, chasing the footsteps of his love, and warbling in tuneful ecstasy, — * Purgatory, xxx. THE POET, OR SEER. 25 Here she was wont to go ! and here ! and here ! Just where those daisies, pinks, and violets grow : The world may find the spring by following her, For other print her airy steps ne'er left ; Her treading would not bend a blade of grass, Or shake the downy blow-ball from his stalk ; But like the soft west wind she shot along, And where she went the flowers took thickest root, As she had sow'd them with her odorous foot. And Bernardo Cenci, in the horror and anguish of that last parting, screaming, — O life ! O world ! Cover me ! let me be no more ! To see That perfect mirror of pure innocence Wherein I gazed, and grew happy and good, Shiver'd to dust ! To see thee, Beatrice, Who made all lovely thou didst look upon — Thee, light of life, dead, dark ! While I say " sister," To hear I have no sister ; and thou, mother, Whose love was a bond to all our loves, — Dead ! the sweet bond broken ! These utterances, one and all, sad or glad, are essentially lyrical, only differing from the first class of lyric utterances in belonging to fictitious personages, not to the writer. Borneo and Juliet swarms with lyrics ; every great play of Shake- speare is more or less full of them . They betoken 26 THE POET, OR SEER. the true dramatic force, and are less distinct in the lesser dramatist. They are plentiful in Beau- mont and Fletcher, in Ford, in Webster; less plentiful in Massinger ; scarcely audible at all in Shirley and Ben Jonson. Where they should appear in the bombastic tragedies of Dryden, rhetoric and rhodomontade appear instead ; and to come down to modern times, where shall we look for the lyrical light in the pretentious ten- tatives of Sheridan Knowles and Johanna Baillie ? If these tentatives sometimes rise to dignity of movement, that is the most which can be said of them. We have powerful emotional situations, and no emotion. It is here that all professed " imitations " of the classics fail. They reproduce the repose so admirably, as in many cases to send the reader to sleep. But we search in vain in them for the representation of the great fires, the burning pas- sions, of the originals.* Insensibly, as has been * The " Philoctetes" of Mr. William Lancaster is to my mind a fine attempt at classic reproduction. It is very noble in parts. Mr. Swinburne's "Atalanta" is also fine, but it seems, on the whole, less sincere. THE POET, OR SEER. 27 shrewdly remarked, we derive our notions of Greek art from Greek sculpture, and forget that although calm evolution was rendered necessary by the requirements of the great amphitheatre, it was no calm life, no dainty passion, no subdued woe, that was thus evolved. The lineaments of the actor's mask were fixed, but what sort of ex- pression did each mask wear ? — the glazed hope- less stare of CEdipus, the white horror-stricken look of Agamemnon, the stony glitter of the eyes of Clytemnestra, the horridly distorted glare of the Promethean furies, the sick, suffering, and ghastly pale features of Philoctetes. Where was the calm here ? The movement of the drama was simple and slow, yet there was no calm in the heart of the actors, each of whom must fit to his mask a monotone — the sneer of Ulysses, the blunted groan of Cassandra, the fierce shriek of Orestes. The passion and power have made these plays immortal; not the slow evolution, the necessity of the early stage. They are full of the lyrical light. But though lyrical emotion is the intensest of all written forms of emotion, and must invariably be 28 THE POET, OR SEER. attained wherever poetry interprets the keenest Iranian feeling and passion, there are forms of emo- tion wherein intellect is not coerced so strongly. Two forms may be mentioned, and briefly illus- trated here — emotional meditation, and emotional ratiocination. Either of these forms is of subtler and more mixed quality than the purely lyrical form. We have numberless examples of emotional meditation in Wordsworth ; the thought is strong, solemn, unmistakably intellectual, but it is spirit- ualized withal by profound feeling. Observe, as an example of this, the following portion of the " Lines composed a few miles above Tintern Abbey:"— O sylvan Wye ! thou wanderer through the woods, How often has my spirit turned to thee, And now, with gleams of half-extinguished thought, With many recognitions dim and faint, And somewhat of a sad perplexity, The picture of the mind revives again : While here I stand, not only with the sense Of present pleasure, but with pleasing thoughts, That in this moment there is life and food For future years. And so I dare to hope, Though changed, no doubt from what I was when first THE POET, OR SEEB. 29 I came among these hills ; when like a roe I bounded o'er the mountains, by the sides Of the deep rivers, and the lonely streams, Wherever nature led ; more like a man Flying from something that he dreads, than one Who sought the thing he loved. For Nature then (The coarser pleasures of my boyish days, And their glad animal movements all gone by,) To me was all in all. I cannot paint What then I was. The sounding cataract Haunted me like a passion : the tall rock, The mountain, and the deep and gloomy wood, Their colours and their forms were then to me An appetite ; a feeling and a love That had no need of a remoter charm, By thought supplied, or any interest Unborrowed from the eye. That time is past, And all its aching joys are now no more, And all its dizzy raptures. Not for this Faint I, nor mourn, nor murmur ; other gifts Have followed, for such loss, I would believe, Abundant recompense. For I have learned To look on Nature, not as in the hour Of thoughtless youth ; but hearing oftentimes The still, sad music of humanity, Not harsh nor grating, though of ample power To chasten and subdue. And I have felt A presence that disturbs me with the joy Of elevated thoughts : a sense sublime Of something far more deeply interfused, Whose dwelling is the light of setting suns, 30 THE POET, OR SEER. And the round ocean, and the living air, And the blue sky, and in the mind of man, A motion and a spirit, that impels All thinking things, all objects of all thought, And rolls through all things. By the side of this exquisite passage, let me place another by the same great reflective writer, — When, as becomes a man who would prepare For such an arduous work, I through myself Make rigorous inquisition, the report Is often cheering ; for I neither seem To lack that first great gift, the vital soul, Nor general truths, which are themselves a sort Of elements and agents, under-powers, Subordinate helpers of the living mind. Nor am I naked of external things, Forms, images, nor numerous other aids Of less regard, though won perhaps with toil, And needful to build up a poet's praise. Time, place, and manners do I seek, and these Are found in plenteous store, but nowhere such As may be singled out with steady choice ; No little band of yet remembered names Whom I, in perfect confidence, might hope To summon back from lonesome banishment, And make them dwellers in the hearts of men Now living, or to live in future years. THE POET, OR SEER. 31 Sometimes the ambitious power of choice, mistaking Proud spring- tide swellings for a regular sea, Will settle on some British theme, some old Romantic tale by Milton left unsung ; More often turning to some gentle place Within the groves of chivalry, I pipe To shepherd swains, or seated, harp in hand, Amid reposing knights, by a river side Or fountain, listen to the grave reports Of dire enchantments faced and overcome By the strong mind, and tales of warlike feats, Where spear encountered spear, and sword with sword Fought, as if conscious of the blazonry That the shield bore, so glorious was the strife, Whence inspiration for a song that winds Through ever-changing scenes of votive quest ; Throngs to redress, harmonious tribute paid To patient courage and umblemished truth, To firm devotion, zeal unquenchable, And Christian meekness hallowing faithful loves. There can be no mistaking the qualities of these two passages. The first is poetry, the second is the merest prose ; the emotion in the first extract so breathes on the thought as to fill it with exqui- site music and subtle pleasure not to be coerced by meditation. Yet the mood of both is a medita- tive mood. In the " Prelude/' from which the above extract is taken, and in the " Excursion/' prose and 32 THE POET, OR SEER. poetry alternate most significantly. "Where the feeling is vivid and intense, the lines lose all that cnmbronsness and pamphletude which have blinded so many readers to the real merits of these two compositions. Wordsworth, too, has passages of emotional ratiocination; so also has Milton. Bnt I can better illustrate that mood of poetry by two ex- tracts from Mr. Browning. The first is from the " Epistle of Karsheesh," a poem wherein an Arab leech details his encounter, during his travels, with the case of Lazarus : — He holds on firmly to some thread of life, (It is the life to lead perforcedly,) Which runs across some vast distracting orb Of glory on either side that meagre thread Which, conscious of, he must not enter yet, — The spiritual life around the earthly life. The law of that is known to him as this, His heart and brain move there, his feet stay here. So is the man perplext with impulses, Sudden to start off crosswise, not straight on, Proclaiming what is Right and Wrong across, And not along this black thread through the blaze. " It should be" balked by " here it cannot be," And oft the man's soul springs into his face, As if he saw again and heard again THE POET, OR SEER. 33 His sage, that bade him " Rise," and he did rise. Something, a word, a tick of the blood within Admonishes; then back he sinks at once To ashes, that was very fire before, In sedulous recurrence to his trade Whereby he earneth him the daily bread ; And studiously the humbler for that pride, Professedly the faultier that he knows God's secret, while he holds the thread of life. Indeed the especial marking of the man Is prone submission to the Heavenly will, — Seeing it, what is it, and why is it ? Sayeth, he will wait patient to the last, For that same death which must restore his being To equilibrium, body loosening soul, Divorced even now by premature full growth. The second extract is from " A Death in the Desert,," in which John the Evangelist is supposed to detail his opinions of his contemporaries, and, in a spirit impossibly prophetic, to review the argu- ments, in the " Leben Jesu," against miracles : — I say that man was made to grow, not stop ; That help, he needed once, and needs no more, Having grown up but an inch by, is withdrawn : For he hath new needs, and new helps to these. This imports solely, man should mount on each New height in view ; the help whereby he mounts, The ladder rung his foot has left, may fall, Since all things suffer change save God the Truth. 34 THE POET, OR SEER. Man apprehends Him newly at each stage Whereat earth's ladder drops, its service done ; And nothing shall prove twice what once was proved. You stick a garden plot with ordered twigs To show inside lie germs of herbs unborn, And check the careless step would spoil their birth ; But when herbs wave, the guardian twigs may go, Since should ye doubt of virtues, question kinds, It is no longer for old twigs ye look, Which proved once underneath lay store of seed, But to the herb's self, by what light ye boast, For what fruit's signs are. This book's fruit is plain, Nor miracles need prove it any more. Doth the fruit show ? Then miracles bade ware At first of root and stem, saved both till now From trampling ox, rough boar, and wanton goat. What ? Was man made a wheel work to wind up, And be discharged, and straight wound up anew ? No ! — grown, his growth lasts ; taught, he ne'er forgets : May learn a thousand things, not twice the same. This might be pagan hearing : now hear mine. I say, that as the babe you feed awhile Becomes a boy and fit to feed himself, So minds at first must be spoon-fed with truth : When they can eat, babe's nurture is withdrawn. I fed the babe whether it would or no : I bid the boy or feed himself or starve. I cried once, " That ye may believe in Christ, Behold this blind man shall receive his sight !" THE POET, OR SEER. 35 I cry now, " Urgest thou, for I am shrewd And smile at stories how Johns word could cure — Repeat that miracle and take my faith ? I say, that miracle was duly wrought When, save for it, no faith was possible. Whether a change were wrought i' the shows o' the world, Whether the change came from our minds which see Of the shows of the world so much as and no more Thau God wills for His purpose, — (what do I See now, suppose you, there where you see rock Kound us?) — I know not; such was the effect, So faith grew, making void more miracles Because too much ; they would compel, not help. I say, the acknowledgment of God in Christ Accepted by thy reason, solves for thee All questions in the earth and out of it, And has so far advanced thee to be wise. Wouldst thou unprove this to reprove the proved ? In life's mere minute, with power to use that proof, Leave knowledge and revert to how it sprung ? Thou hast it ; use it and forthwith, or die ! Both, these passages are ratiocinative ; yet one is a poem, the other not even art. There is a flash of ecstasy through the strangely cautious description of Karsheesh; every syllable is weighed and thoughtful, yet everywhere the lines swell into perfect feeling. What shall be said, however, to St. John on Strauss ? The violence 36 THE POET, OR SEER. of the imaginative effort to reach St. John's views on miracles precludes all emotion ; and because there is no emotion, false notes occur in every page of the poem. The mind has forced itself into a certain attitude, instead of suffering itself to be coerced by powerful feeling. All these moods, indeed, are but the conse- quence of that first mood, wherein the Seer re- ceives his impression. If that first mood be too purely intellectual, if the Seer be not stirred ex- tremely in the process of assimilation, there is a certainty that, in spite of clear vision, he will pro- duce prose, — as Milton did occasionally, as Wordsworth did very often ; as Shakespeare sel- dom or never does, and as Keats never did. It is certain, then, that clear vision can exist in- dependently of emotion; that, however, emotion is generally dependent on clear vision ; and that, in short, he who sees vividly will in most cases feel deeply, but not in all cases. Let me mention one more notable case in point. I mean Crabbe, — the writer to whom modern writers are fondest of alluding, and whom, to judge from their blunders concerning him, THE POET, OR SEER. 37 they appear to have been least fond of reading. A careful study of his works has revealed to me abundant knowledge of life, considerable sym- pathy, little or no insight, and no emotion. The poems are photographs, not pictures. There is no spiritualization, none of that fine selective instinct which invariably accompanies deep artistic feel- ing. There is too constant a consciousness of the " reader," too painful an attempt to gain force by means of vivid details. Now, these are not the poetic characteristique. The poet derives his force from the vividness of the feeling awakened by his subject or by his meditation ; he does not betray himself by clumsy efforts to gain attention. A thought — a touch — a gleam of colour — often suffice for him. Whereas Crabbe betrays his purely intellectual attitude at every step. He describes every cranny of a cottage, every gable, every crack in the wall, every kitchen utensil, — when his story concerns the soul of the inmate. He pieces out a churchyard like so much grocery, into so many lives and graves. There is no glamour in his eyes when he looks on death ; — he is noting the bedroom furniture and the dirty 38 THE POET, OR SEER. sheets. There is no weird music in his ears when he stands in a churchyard ; — he is recording the quality of the coffin-wood, sliding off into an account of the history of the parish beadle, and observing whose sheep they are that browse in- side the stone wall of the holy place. III. I am now led directly to the discussion of the third poetic gift, — that of music ; for metrical speech is the most concentrated of all speech, and proportions itself to the quality of the poetic emotion. The most powerful form of emotion is lyrical emotion, and the sweetest music is lyrical music. Poetic vision culminates in sweet sound, — always inadequate, perhaps, to represent the whole of sight, but interpenetrating through the medium of emotion with the entire mystery of life. Nothing, indeed, so distinguishes the variety of Seers as their melody. It is the souPs perfect speech. A break in the harmony not seldom be- trays a dizziness of the eyes, an inactivity of the heart. A false note betrays the false maestro. A cold or forced expression indicates insincerity. THE POET, OR SEER. 39 This music, this last wondrous gift, carries with it its own significance and wisdom ; it has a won- drous glamour of its own, like the dim light that is in falling snow. What exquisite sound is this, — where the thought and the emotion die away into a murmur like the wash of a summer sea ? — Thou wast not born for death, immortal bird ! No hungry generations tread thee down ; The voice I hear this passing night was heard In ancient days by emperor and clown. Perhaps the self-same song that found a path Through the sad heart of Ruth, when, sick for home, She stood in tears among the alien corn ; The same that oft-times hath Charmed magic casements, opening on the foam Of perilous seas, in faery lands forlorn. Or this, — so perfect in its fleeting rapture : — Sound of vernal showers, On the twinkling grass, Rain -awakened flowers, All that ever was Joyous, and clear, and sweet, thy music doth surpass. Teach us, sprite or bird, What sweet thoughts are thine : I have never heard Praise of love or wine That panted forth a rapture so divine ! 40 THE POET, OR SEER. Teach me half the gladness That thy brain must know, Such harmonious madness From my lips would flow, — The world should listen then, as I am listening now. Or these lines from the "Willow, Willow," of Alfred de Musset: — Mes chers amis, quand je mourrai, Plantez un saule au cimetiere. J'aime son feuillage eplore, La paleur m'en est douce et chere, Et son ombre sera legere A la terre ou je dormirai. I might fill pages with such quotations. The examples just given are examples of purely lyrical music, — from its personal nature, the most concentrated of all music. For the sake of con- trast, now, let me turn to the least concentrated form of all, as it is represented in particular writers. At a first view, it would seem that epic poetry is most apt to be unmelodious, on account of the diffuse character of its materials as generally conceived. But this is an error a priori. The materials are not diffuse — they are only large and THE POET, OR SEER. 41 various ; and the music is emotional and concen- trated, though not to the extent noticeable in less dignified forms of writing. Like dramatic poetry, it is all-embracing, and includes in its compass all elements, from lyrical feeling to emo- tional meditation. The stateliness and constancy of its movement do not preclude the sharp lyrical cry or the deep meditative pause. Homer is the most various of singers. His successors are less various, precisely because they are less great. Again and again in the sharp solemn progress of Dante through Hell are we startled by bursts of wilder melody. Even in " Paradise Lost" there are some occasions when the deep organ bass changes into a scream. This is but saying what has been already said of lyrical emotion. In brief, lyrical emotion and lyrical music as its expression intersect all great poetry, whatever its nature ; and the reason need not be further explained. Lyric music is the ideal speech of intense personal feeling; and that is why the exquisite music of Greek tragedy is not confined to the choruses. But just as all emotion is not markedly per- 42 THE POET, OR SEER. sonal, all music is not lyrical. No music is so ex- quisite, so profoundly interesting to men ; but there are more complex kinds of expression, sounds more variegated and diffuse. Take the following passage from the " Paradise Lost " of Milton : — For now, and since first break of dawn, the Fiend, Mere serpent in appearance, forth was come, And on his quest, where likeliest he might find The only two of mankind, but in them The whole included race, his purpos'd prey. In bower and field he sought where any kind Of grove or garden plot more pleasant lay, Their tendence or plantation for delight ; By fountain or by shady rivulet He sought them both, but wish'd his hnp might find Eve separate ; he wish'd but not with hope Of what so seldom chanc'd, when to his wish, Beyond his hope, Eve separate he spies, Ve'iVd in a cloud of fragrance, where she stood, Half spy d, so thick the roses blushing round About her glowd, oft stooping to support Each flower of slender stalk, whose head, though gay Carnation, purple, azure, or specked with gold, Hung drooping, unsu stain d ; them she upstays Gently with myrtle band, mindless the while Herself, tho' fairest unsupported flower, From her best prop so far, and storm so nigh. Nearer he drew, and many a walk travers'd THE POET, OR SEER. 43 Of stateliest covert, cedar, pine, or palm, Then voluble and bold, now hid, now seen Among thick-woven avborets and flowers Imborder'd on each bank, the hand of Eve : Spot more delicious than those gardens feign'd, Or of reviv'd Adonis, or renown'd Alcinous, host of old Laertes' son, Or that, not mystic, where the sapient king- Held dalliance with his fair Egyptian spouse. ***** So spake the enemy of mankind, enclos'd In serpent, inmate bad, and toward Eve Address'd his way, not with indented wave, Prone on the ground, as since, but on his rear, Circular base of rising folds, that towered Fold above fold, a surging maze, his head Crested aloft, and carbuncle his" eyes ; With burnish' d neck of verdant gold, erect Amidst his circling spires, that on the grass Floated redundant ; pleasing was his shape And lovely ; never since of serpent kind Lovelier, not those that in Illyria chang'd Hermione and Cadmus, or the God In Epidaurus ; nor to which transform'd Ammonian Jove, or Capitoline was seen He with Olympias, this with her who bore Scipio the height of Rome. With tract oblique At first, as one who sought access, but fear'd To interrupt, side-long he works his way : As when a ship, by skilful steersman wrought Nigh river's mouth, or foreland, where the wind 44 THE POET, OR SEER. Veers oft, as oft so steers and shifts her sail : So varied he, and of his tortuous train Curl'd many a wanton wreath in sight of Eve, To lure her eye ; she, busied, heard the sound Of rustling leaves, but minded not, as us'd To such disport before her through the field, From every beast, more duteous at her call Than at Circean call the herd disguis'd. He bolder now, uncall'd before her stood, But as in gaze admiring : oft he bow'd His turret crest, and sleek enamel'd neck, Fawning, and lick'd the ground whereon she trod. In these exquisite passages of pure description, the music perfectly represents the subdued emo- tion of the artist ; there is no excitement, but vivid presentment ; — and we hear the very move- ment of the snake in the involution and pictur- esqueness of the lines. I cannot do better than place by the side of the above a passage from the same great poet, which seems to me especially false and inharmonious. It is very brief: — The Most High Eternal Father, from his secret cloud, Amidst in thunder utter' d thus his voice : Assembled angels, and ye powers returned From unsuccessful charge, be not dismay 'd, Nor troubled at these tidings from the earth, THE POET, OR SEER. 45 Which your sincerest care could not prevent, Foretold so lately what would come to pass, When first this Tempter cross'd the gulf from Hell. I told ye then he should prevail and speed On his bad errand, man should be seduc'd And flatter'd out of all, believing lies Against his Maker ; no decree of mine Concurring to necessitate his fall, Or touch with lightest moment of impulse His free will, to her OAvn inclining left In even scale. But fall'n he is, and now What rests but that the mortal sentence pass On his transgression, death denounc'd that day ? Which he presumes already vain and void, Because not yet inflicted, as he fear'd, By some immediate stroke ; but soon shall find Forbearance no acquittance ere day end. Justice shall not return as bounty scorn'd. But whom send I to judge them ? whom but thee Vicegerent Son ? to thee I have transferr'd All judgment, whether in Heaven, or Earth, or Hell. Easy it may be seen that I intend Mercy colleague with justice, sending thee Man's friend, his mediator, his design'd Both ransome and redeemer voluntary, And destin'd man himself to judge men fall'n. Where is the thunder here ? Where is the solemn music ? Instead of awe-inspiring sound, we have bald and turgid prose, pieced out clumsily into 46 THE POET, OR SEER. ten- syllable lines, every one of which limps like Vnlcan. And why ? Precisely because Milton had no spiritual glamour of the Highest, such as he had of Satan, for example, — felt no real emo- tion in recording His utterances, not even the cold meditative emotion which just redeems many other parts of " Paradise Lost" from sheer prose. He was forcing his mind to hear a voice, attempt- ing to represent the utterance of a personality ungrasped by his imagination. Mere rhetorical music is the least poetic of all, although sometimes it has an exceeding charm, as in Virgil's famous lines on Marcellus, and much of the poetry of rhetorical periods in England. Akin to such rhetorical music is the melody of the ornate school of writers, singers who mar ex- pression by too elaborate effort. Melody, indeed, as represented in our true singers, may be divided into three kinds, just as the singers themselves may be divided into three classes, — the simple, the ornate, and the grotesque. The first kind is the sweetest and best ; we find it in the great lyrists, from Sappho to Burns. Wherever Shelley sings per- fectly, as in the " Ode to the Skylark," his music THE POET, OR SEER. 47 loses all its insincerities and affectations. Ornate and grotesque music have common faults, — the first sacrifices the emotion and meaning by thinning and straining them too carefully ; the second loses in portent what it gains in mannerism ; and both, therefore, betray that dangerous intellectual self- consciousness which is a barrier to the production of true poetry. A thing cannot be uttered too briefly and simply if it is to reach the soul. Music that conceals, instead of expressing, thought, music that is nothing but sweet sounds and lus- cious alliterations, is not poetry. We have the sweet sounds everywhere, in fact : in the wash of the sea, in the rustle of leaves, in the song of birds, in the murmur of happy living things. The world is full of them, its heart aches with them ; they are mystical and they are homeless. It is the office of poetry not barely to imitate them, but to link them with the Soul, and by so doing to use them as symbols of definite form and meaning. They issue from the soul's voice with a new wonder in their tones, and are then ready to be used as man's perfect language and speech to God. 48 THE POET, OR SEER. I need delay little more on this branch of poetic power, which, indeed, contains matter for a whole volume. It is clear that there is no poetry with- out music, but that music varies extremely, ac- cording to the quality and intensity of the emotion. It may safely be affirmed that no subject is unfit for poetic treatment which can be spiritualized to this uttermost form of harmonious and natural numbers. So closely is melody woven in with and representative of emotion and of sight, that it has been called the characteristique of the true Seer. But let us never lose sight of the fact that music is representative, and valuable, not for the sole sake of its own sweetness, not for the sole sake of the emotion it represents, but mainly and clearly valuable for the sake of the poetic thought and vision which it brings to completion. There may be melodious sound without meaning, fine versification without thought; but the most ex- quisite melody and versification are those which convey the most exquisite forms of poetic vision. The tongue must be guided by the eye, if the heart is to be reached by the ear ; a series of sighs is not a poem. THE POET, OR SEER. 49 Thus, then, have been briefly described the qualities of the Poet. He is cardinally the Seer, the man who beholds what others behold not, and the consequence of his vision is deep emotion finding its expression in beautiful music. None of the gifts may be dispensed with ; how many a pretender, how many a laurel- wearer, must truth dethrone, because he lacks eyes. How many must be set aside because, in spite of nearly per- fect sight, they are too cold and impassive. A number, too, must be rejected solely because they cannot sing. Southey and Bowles are examples of defective vision; Scott and Crabbe are ex- amples of defective emotion ; Bacon and Walt Whitman are examples of defective music. Nor let it be conceived that vision can exist in its highest splendour in other men than the born Seers. The vision which moves so deeply as to turn the very breath of the soul into music is equalled by no other vision : its discoveries are the most supreme, its significance the most divine. The proof of perfect sight is perfect song ; other men may see clearly, but the Poets are the dis- coverers and watchmen of the world ; they stand E 50 THE POET, OR SEER. on an eminence and see far into the nappy valleys. There is, indeed, a growing tendency in modern life to separate poetry from the poet ; but how much is the effect of true song enhanced by the solitary singer on the headland, his white robes blowing in the wind. On such a headland the poet should stand ; his face must shine — bright, individual, beautiful — in the midst of his creations. It is not entirely by the character of the vision that we intuitively recognize a genuine " bit " by Milton, or by Dante, or by Burns ; we recognize them chiefly by the temper of the emotion, as ex- pressed in the music ; and thus, through all great and genuine poetry, runs that personal note which we call the characteristique of the singer. He who is wholly sunk in his art dies with his art. Arts do die ; but the true history of literature is the life of men. The perfectly approven Seer is a sacer vates, a priest in the great Temple of Poesy. What are his priestly functions ? Is he merely a chaunter in the great choirs of nature, — an intoner of responses, — a swinger of incense before the altar. TsTay ; his office is white and ministerial, fulfilling daily THE POET, OR SEER. 51 functions of divine significance. He is a justifier of the ways of God to men. Without that perfect sight of his, why should God have selected him ? Had not very God selected him, how should he be so moved ? Were his voice unmusical, how should men heark to his news ? But once invested, once clearly persuaded that he is a vates, he finds his task become easy to him. He has only to sing aloud, and his heart is eased, and he is glad. Whether his tidings be sad or merry, he is glad ; for he is serving an exquisitely beautiful Master. u It is," says Emerson, " dislocation and detach- ment from God that makes things ugly." He should have said seeming dislocation; no things are quite separated from God, and it is the poet's office to see the faint lines of communication. Those lines detected, the ugly thing is ugly no more, but is glorified in the strange and tender sweetness issuing from God's eyes. And here we have the clue to all these Proteus- tricks in which the Seers, from Shakespeare downwards, delight. Everything, everybody, illustrates the poetic discovery. What the Seer beholds as an idea he rushes to corroborate in life, 52 THE POET, OR SEER. and so creates ideals. He is certain of his truth, but he is never tired of fresh verification. Again and again he approaches us in disguise, — now he is one man, then another man, now one woman, then another woman ; but the same revelation is heard, albeit qualified by the character of the per- sonage. By one mouth or another he is bent on reaching our souls. That is the dramatic forti- tude, the vivida vis of song. But where one Seer illustrates his truth by human beings, his brother Seer seeks verification in nature, finds sermons in stones, and corroborate wisdom in all things. While Shakespeare plays Proteus, Wordsworth calls hills and woods and streams to witness. Seers there are also who gaze at one aspect of nature, so lost in looking that they can only cry, " See ! see ! " The light streams straight into their eyes; they will not stir, lest it die away; — they desire no verification beyond the tears on their own cheeks, the ache in their own hearts. Such an one was David Gray. If Hamlet and the great voices cannot reach us, cannot stir us, tongues have been given to the very hills. If the hills and great forces cannot THE POET, OR SEER. 53 move us, there are Seers translating the voice of the running brook. If the running brook and gentle powers have no spell upon us, the cry of a departing voice shall warn us of our souls. Bless- ings even on the childish voices, which utter tiny truths in tender syllables, dulcet to ears not over keen to the hearing of sounds from the world of spirits. Let this, moreover, be said, — the Seer never lies. He is the man of truth, who cannot disturb the order and inferences of things, however much he may upset the order and inferences of idealists. He will admit no prevarications, no tawdry in- sincerities ; he is largely sane and beautiful, and need not imitate the devices of the eyeless. Is it objected that there have been great Poets who have sung things which modern culture ad- mits to be false, not true ? But eternal truth is one matter, and contemporary truth is another. We may not believe now in the terror and vengeful- ness of the Lord God Avatar of the Hebrews, although that belief dwelt in the thunder-cloud of EzekiePs life, and issued from it in a lightning flash of prophecy. We may not believe in Dante's 54 THE POET, OR SEER. Inferno, nor in Mahomet's Paradise, nor in the seventy angels of a Mussulman, nor in Milton's devil, — but these are great, either as contem- porary or poetic facts, true spiritually. For it is doubtless the business of the Seers to mark the great epochs in the march of man ; and on each occasion of chronicling, the Seer (being not God, but the finite priest) deems in all sincerity that the mystery of things is solved, and bursts into rapturous song. The voice of Job, in- eternal wail, sounds over the tracts of time, sounding the weariness of human speculation. The spirit of ^Eschylus darkly commemorates supernaturalism at strife with intellect. Plato is an awful rumour of all that the unassisted mind of man can con- ceive of immortality. All these and such things were new, and true ; and the intensity of the contemporary revelation, acting through the splen- dour of the eternal truth, has made them endure for ever. I pin my faith on the Incarnation, but I can admit the spiritual truth of other men who deny the Incarnation, — Plotinus, Proclus, Vol- taire, Rousseau, and all others. For the Temple of jSature, where the poet minis- THE POET, OR SEER. 55 ters, is a wondrous prism, in shining* through which the perfect whiteness of God's truth is merely turned into its constituent colours. None of these colours are false, and none are quite true ; here, then, before the prism, all creeds may join the Poet. He may enter in, who knows any one of the thousand names of God, which are scattered for mysterious sounds up and down the earth. Within the temple no blasphemy is heard. The prismatic radiance of God strikes across the altar. A medley of strange tongues is heard on every side, — tongues of all lands, from China to Cana of Galilee, crying together Ylarrjp 'AvSptLv te Gswv te ! One understands as much of the white light as the other understands. The fact that each can see, is stirred, and sings exquisitely, is at least a sign that their contradictions are countenanced by the oracle. It is in the weird pale circle of the moral law that the Seers are bound to have a definite ter- minology. No modern Seer, for example, can possibly despise the poor, — or sympathize with the scholastic views of Socrates' love for Alci- biades, — or deny the equality of natural rights. 56 THE POET, OR SEER. His predecessors have not worked for nought. Burns has at least taught that the poor are God's creatures, full of noble qualities. Wordsworth has at least shown wherein the lowly are approven by the great combined forces of nature and the human heart. Not to carry on these illustrations, it is clear that no modern Poet dare lie against the accumulated testimony of his predecessors. He cannot without gross insincerity (which he may call " culture " if he please) write precisely as Sophocles wrote, much as he may recognize the spiritual truth of such writing ; for he could not do so without first believing as Sophocles be- lieved, — in which case he would be behind his age, and therefore unfit for priestly office at all. Nor may he write as Chaucer, or as Milton, or as Shelley wrote. We^are beyond that. So far from being behind his age, he is far in advance of his age.* He is a torch-holder, peering forward into the dark To-come ; he is a singer, chaunting his new discovery therein. The task, a special * It might be curious to note in detail how far Browning's orthodoxy is in advance even of our most liberal orthodoxy. THE POET, OR SEER. 57 task, of circulating the old truths, showing them in new lights, belong to quite another person, — to the reproducer, not to the creator. The class of reproducers is very large and very useful, consisting of men deficient only in one poetic quality, that of perfect individual vision. The reproducer feels acutely, sings exquisitely, but he is feeling and singing what has been dis- covered for him by predecessors. His delicate and sensitive eye at once appreciates the beauty pointed out to him (provided it be not contempo- rary or prospective beauty, which it is the nature of his vision not to see at all) ; his exquisite voice has been known to phrase the .discovery even more charmingly than the Seer himself. The mere artist may frequently outvie the Seer in technical work. The following little poem by an American poet illustrates this point clearly : — The morning comes, but brings no sun ; The sky with storm is overrun ; And here I sit in my room alone, And feel, as I hear the tempest moan, Like one who hath lost the last and best, The dearest dweller from his breast ! For every pleasant sight and sound, The sorrows of the sky have drowned ; 58 THE POET, OR SEER. The bell within the neighbouring tower, Falls blurred and distant through the shower ; Look where I will, hear what I may, All, all the world seems far away ! The dreary shutters creak and swing, The windy willows sway and fling A double portion of the rain Over the weeping window pane. But I, with gusty sorrow swayed, Sit hidden here, like one afraid, And would not on another throw One drop of all this weight of woe ! All that is exquisite, — more exquisite than Wordsworth often is, — yet how instantly do we feel that the poem could never have been written save under Wordsworth's direct influence. A volume might be filled with such examples. A notable contemporary work of reproduction is Mr. Morris's " Life and Death of Jason/' where Homeric force and Chaucerian piteousness are mingled into truly beautiful music. This is a case of veritable reproduction, really good and notable work, as distinguished from those insincere imi- tations which now abound in literature. Let me not be understood to imply that the functions of the Seer do not include artistic and re- THE POET, OR SEER. 59 productive functions ; but in his case, the smaller qua lit}' is lost in the greater, — the artist in the maker. It is necessary, in conclusion, to say a few words on the training of the Seer. He must, as has been frequently insisted upon, have all the culture of his time : — no one-sided culture, — none of that elaborate intellectuality which re- jects all food but what nourishes self-conscious- ness ; but a truer culture, implying simply fami- liarity with what has been done by his prede- cessors, and absorption of the truths which they have introduced into poetic terminology. Phi- losophy, history, science, must all be familiar in their general bearings. Otherwise, how shall the Seer know that he is better than a tinkling cymbal, echoing what men have said in the world's morn- ing ? Want of culture, properly so called, is at the bottom of many poetic failures. In a word, the Seer is made as well as born. He must know, as well as see. Else he will be taking every cock- chafer for an unknown species, or rushing into the senate breathless with the discovery that the sun is risen. 60 THE POET, OR SEER. Perfect culture is perfect character, — the amplest development of natural gift and inspira- tion. It means life and strife, and probationary years of silence, and love of true literatures, and a creed of some sort. In these modern days, it must mean, above all, — Charity. ' ' Though I speak with tongues of men and of angels, and have not charity, I am become as sounding brass or a tink- ling cymbal. And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries, and all knowledge ; and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, and have not charity, I am nothing." With these words written in his heart, the Seer need fear no world, even if he is compelled to look at souls through the dark glass of his university. II. DAVID GRAY. Two friends, in interchange of heart and soul; But suddenly Death changed his countenance, And graved him in the darkness, far from me. The Luggie, by David Gray. Quern Di diligunt, adolescens moritur. DAVID GRAY. ITUATED in a by-road, about a mile from the small town of Kirkin- tilloch, and eight miles from the city of Glasg-ow, stands a cottage one storey high, roofed with slate, and surrounded by a little kitchen-garden. A whitewashed lobby, leading from the front to the back-door, divides this cottage into two sections ; to the right, is a roof fitted up as a hand-loom weaver's workshop ; to the left is a kitchen paved with stone, and opening into a tiny carpeted bedroom. In the workshop, a father, daughter, and sons worked all day at the loom. In the kitchen, a handsome cheery Scottish matron busied herself like a thrifty housewife, and brought the rest of the family about her at meals. All day long the 64 DAVID GRAY. soft hum of the loom was heard in the workshop ; but when night came, mysterious doors were thrown open, and the family retired to sleep in extraordinary mural recesses. In this humble home, David Gray, a hand-loom weaver, resided for upwards of twenty years, and managed to rear a family of eight children — five boys and three girls. His eldest son, David, author of " The Luggie and other Poems," is the hero of the present true history. David was born on the 29th of January, 1838. He alone, of all the little household, was destined to receive a decent education. From early child- hood, the dark-eyed little fellow was noted for his wit and cleverness; and it was the dream of his father's life that he should become a scholar. At the parish-school of Kirkintilloch he learned to read, write, and cast up accounts, and was, moreover, instructed in the Latin rudiments. Partly through the hard struggles of his parents, and partly through his own severe labours as a pupil-teacher and private tutor, he was afterwards enabled to attend the classes at the Glasgow University. In common with other rough country DAVID .GRAY. 65 lads, who live up dark alleys, subsist chiefly on oatmeal and butter forwarded from home, and eventually distinguish themselves in the class- room, he had to fight his way onward amid poverty and privation ; but in his brave pursuit of knowledge nothing daunted him. It had been settled at home that he should become a minister of the Free Church of Scotland. Unfortunately, however, he had no love for the pulpit. Early in life he had begun to hanker after the delights of poetical composition. He had devoured the poets from Chaucer to Wordsworth. The yearnings thus awakened in him had begun to express themselves in many wild fragments — contributions, for the most part, to the poet's-corner of a local news- paper — " The Glasgow Citizen." Up to this point there was nothing extraordi- nary in the career or character of David Gray. Taken at his best, he was an average specimen of the persevering young Scottish student. But his soul contained wells of emotion which had not yet been stirred to their depths. When, at fourteen years of age, he began to study in Glasgow, it was his custom to go home every Saturday night 66 DAVID GRAY. in order to pass the Sunday with his parents. These Sundays at home were chiefly occupied with rambles in the neighbourhood of Kirkintullock ; wanderings on the sylvan banks of the Luggie, the beloved little river which flowed close to his father's door. On Luggieside awakened one day the dream which developed all the hidden beauty of his character, and eventually kindled all the faculties of his intellect. Had he been asked to explain the nature of this dream, David would have answered vaguely enough, but he would have said something to the following effect: "I'm thinking none of us are quite contented ; there's a climbing impulse to heaven in us all that won't let us rest for a moment. Just now I would be happy if I hieiv a little more. I'd give ten years of life to see Borne, and Florence, and Venice, and the grand places of old ; and to feel that I wasn't a burden on the old folks. I'll be a great man yet ! and the old home, the Luggie and Gartshore wood, shall be famous for my sake." He could only measure his ambition by the love he bore his home. " I was boru, bred, and cared for here, and my folk are buried here. I DAVID GRAY. 67 know every nook and dell for miles around, and they are all dear to me. My own mother and father dwell here, and in my own wee room " (the tiny carpeted bedroom above alluded to) " I first learned to read poetry. I love my home ; and it is for my home's sake that I love fame." Nor were that home and its surroundings un- worthy of such love. Tiny and unpretending as is Luggie stream, upon its banks lie many nooks of beauty, bowery glimpses of woodland, shady solitudes, places of nestling green for poets made. Not far off stretch the Campsie fells, with dusky nooks between, where the waterfall and the cas- cade make a silver pleasure in the heart of shadow ; and beyond, there are dreamy glimpses of the misty blue mountains themselves. Away to the south-west, lies Glasgow in its smoke, most hideous of cities, wherein the very clangour of church- bells is associated with abominations. Into the heart of that city David was to be slowly drawn, subject to a fascination only death could dispel, — the desire to make deathless music, and the dream of moving therewith the mysterious heart of man. 68 DAVID GBAY. At twenty- one years of age, when this dream was strong within him, David was a tall young man, slightly but firmly built, and with a stoop at the shoulders. His head was small, fringed with black curly hair. Want of candour was not his fault, though he seldom looked one in the face ; his eyes, however, were large and dark, full of intelligence and humour, harmonizing well with the long thin nose and nervous lips. The great black eyes and woman's mouth betrayed the creature of impulse ; one whose reasoning facul- ties were small, but whose temperament was like red-hot coal. He sympathized with much that was lofty, noble, and true in poetry, and with much that was absurd and suicidal in the poet. He carried sympathy to the highest pitch of en- thusiasm ; he shed tears over the memories of Keats and Burns, and he was corybantic in his execution of a Scotch " reel." A fine phrase filled him with the rapture of a lover. He admired extremes — from Rabelais to Tom Sayers. Thirst- ing for human sympathy, which lured him in the semblance of notoriety, he perpetrated all sorts of extravagancies, innocent enough in themselves, DAVID GRAY. 69 but calculated to blind him to the very first prin- ciples of art. Yet this enthusiasm, as I have suggested, was his safeguard in at least one respect. Though he believed himself to be a genius, he loved the parental roof of the hand-loom weaver. And what thought the weaver and his wife of this wonderful son of theirs ? They were proud of him, proud in a silent undemonstrative fashion ; for among the Scottish poor concealment of the emotions is held a virtue. During his weekly visits home, David was not overwhelmed with caresses ; but he was the subject of conversation night after night, when the old couple talked in bed. Between him and his father there had arisen a strange barrier of reserve. They seldom ex- changed with each other more than a passing word; but to one friend's bosom David would often confide the love and tenderness he bore for his over-worked, upright parent. When the boy first began to write verses the old man affected perfect contempt and indifference, but his eyes gloated in secret over the poetVcorners of the Glasgow newspapers. The poor weaver, though 70 DAVID GRAY. an uneducated man, had a profound respect for education and cultivation in others. He felt his heart bound with hope and joy when strangers praised the boy, but he hid the tenderness of his pride under a cold indifference. Although proud of David's talent for writing verses, he was afraid to encourage a pursuit which practical common •sense assured him was mere trifling. At a later date he might have spoken out, had not his tongue been frozen by the belief that advice from him would be held in no esteem by his better edu- cated and more gifted son. Thus, the more David's indications of cleverness and scholarship increased, the more afraid was the old man to express his gratification and give his advice. Equally touching was the point of view taken by David's mother, whose cry was, " The kirk, the free kirk, and nothing but the kirk ! n She neither appreciated nor underrated the abilities of her boy, but her proudest wish was that he should become a real live minister, with home and " haudin' " of his own. To see David, — " our David," — in a pulpit, preaching the Gospel out of a big book, and dwelling in a good house to the end of his days ! DAVID GRAY. 71 But meantime the boy was swiftly undermining all such cherished plans. He had saturated his heart and mind with the intoxicating wines of poesy, — drunken deep of such syrups as only very strong heads indeed can carry calmly. He dif- fered from older and harder poets in this only, — that he had not the trick of disguising his vanity, knew not how to ape humility. The poor lad was moved, maddened by the strange divine light in his eyes, and he cried aloud : " The beauty of the cloudland I have visited ! the ideal love of my soul ! " Thus he expressed himself, much to the amusement of his hearers. " Solitude," he ex- claimed on. another occasion, " and an utter want of all physical exercise, are working deplorable ravages in my nervous system; the crows'-feet are blackening about my eyes, and I cannot think to face the sunlight. When I ponder over my own inability to move the world, to move one heart in it, no wonder that my face gathers blackness. Tennyson beautifully and (so far) truly says, that the face is 'the form and colour of the mind and life/ If you saw me !" His verses written at that period, although abounding with echoes of his 72 DAVID GRAY. two pet poets, show great intensity and the sweetness of perfect feeling. Some of the lyrics in his volume, printed among the Poems Named and without Names, belong to this period. His productions, however, were for the most part close reproductions of the manner of Keats ; and so conscious was he of this fact, that in one of these pieces he expressly styled himself, " a foster son of Keats, the dreamily divine." Wordsworth he did not reproduce so much until a later and a purer period. One of these unpublished pieces I shall quote here, to show that David, even at the crude assimilate period, showed " brains " and vision noticeable in a youth of twenty. Empedocles. " He who to be deem'd A god, leap'd fondly into iEtna flames, — Empedocles." — Milton. How, in the crystal smooth and azure sky, Droop the clear, living sapphires, tremulous And inextinguishably beautiful ! How the calm irridescence of their soft Ethereal fire contrasts with the wild flame Rising from this doomed mountain like the noise DAVID GRAY. 73 Of ocean whirlwinds through the murky air ! Alone, alone ! yearning, ambitious ever ! Hope's agony ! O, ye immortal gods ! Regally sphered in your keen-silvered orbs, Eternal, where fled that authentic fire, Stolen by Prometheus ere the pregnant clouds Rose from the sea, full of the deluge ! Where Art thou, white lady of the morning ; white Aurora, charioted by the fair Hours Through amethystine mists weeping soft dews Upon the meadow, as Apollo heaves His constellation through the liquid dawn ? Give me Tithonus' gift, thou orient Undying Beauty ! and my love shall be Cherubic worship, and my star shall walk The plains of heaven, thy punctual harbinger ! O with thy ancient power prolong my days For ever ; tear this flesh*thick cursed life Enlinking me to this foul earth,'' the home Of cold mortality, this nether hell ! Rise, mighty conflagrations! and scare wild These crowding shadows ! Far on the dim sea Pale mariners behold thee, and the sails, Shine purpled by thy glare, and the slow oars Drop ruby, and the trembling human souls Wonder affrighted as their pitchy barks, Guided by Syrian pilots, ripple by Hailing for craggy Calpe ; O, ye frail Weak human souls, I, lone Empedocles, Stand here unshivered as a steadfast god, Scorning thy puny destinies. 74 DAVID GRAY. I float To cloud-enrobed Olympus on the wings Of a rich dream, swift as the light of stars, Swifter than Zophiel or Mercury Upon his throne of adamantine gold. — Jove sits superior, while the deities Tread delicate the smooth cerulean floors. Hebe, (with twin breasts, like twin roes that feed Among the lilies), in her taper hand Bears the bright goblet, rough with gems and gold, Filled with ambrosia to the lipping brim. O, love and beauty and immortal life ! O, light divine, ethereal effluence Of purity ! 0, fragrancy of air, Spikenard and calamus, cassia and balm, With all the frankincense that ever fumed From temple censers swung from pictured roofs. Float warmly through the corridors of heaven. Hiss ! moan ! shriek ! wreath thy livid serpentine Volutions, O ye earth-born flames ! and flout The silent skies with strange fire, like a dawn Rubific, terrible, a lurid glare ! Olympus shrinks beside thee ! I, alone, Like deity ignipotent, behold Thy playful whirls and thy weird melody Hear undismayed. O gods ! shall I go near And in the molten horror headlong plunge Deathward, and that, serene immortal life Discover ? Shriek your hellish discord out Into the smoky firmament ! Down roll DAVID GRAY. 75 Your fat bituminous torrents to the sea, Hot hissing ! Far away in element Untroubled rise the crystal battlements Of the celestial mansion, where to be Is my ambition ; and far away From this dull earth in azure atmospheres My star shall pant its silvery lustre, bright With sempiternal radiance, voyaging On blissful errands the pure marble air. O, dominations and life-yielding powers, Listen my yearning prayer : To be of ye — Of thy grand hierarchy and old race Plenipotent, I do a deed that dares The draff of men to equal. You have given Immortal life to common human men Who common deeds achieved ; nay, even for love Some goddesses voluptuous have raised Weak whiners from this curst sublunar world, Pillowed them on snow bosoms in the bowers Of Paradise ! And shall Empedocles, Who from the perilous grim edge of life Leaps sheer into the liquid fire and meets Death like a lover, not be sphered and made A virtue ministrant ? All you soft orbs By pure intelligences piloted, Incomprehensibly their glories show Approving. O ye sparkle-moving fires Of heaven, now silently above the flare Of this red mountain shining, which of you Shall be my home ? Into whose stellar glow 76 DAVID GRAY. Shall I arrive, bringing delight and life And spiritual motion and dim fame ? Hiss, fiery serpents ! Your sweet breathings warm My face as I approach ye. Flap wild wings, Ye dragons ! flaming round this mouth of hell, To me the mouth of heaven. The influence of Keats soon decayed, and calmer influences supervened. He began a play- on the Shakespearian model. This ambitious effort, however, was soon relinquished for a dearer, sweeter task, — the composition of a pastoral poem descriptive of the scenery surrounding his home. This subject, first suggested to him by a friend who guessed his real power, grew upon him with wondrous force, till the lines welled into perfect speech through very deepness of passion. His whole soul was occupied. The pictures that had troubled his childhood, the running river, the thymy Campsie fells, were now to live again before his spirit ; and all the human sweetness and trouble, the beloved faces, the familiar human figures, stirred to the soft music of a flowing river and the distant hum of looms from cottage doors. The result was the poem entitled " The Luggie," DAVID GRAY. 77 which gives its name to the posthumous volume, and which, though it lacked the last humanizing touches of the poet, remains unique in contem- porary literature. But even while his heart was full of this ex- quisite utterance, this babble of green fields and silver waters, the influence of cities was growing more and more upon him, and poesy was no more the quite perfect joy that had made his boyhood happy. It was not enough to sing now ; the thirst for applause was deepening; and it is not therefore extraordinary that even his fresh and truthful pastoral shows here and there the hectic flush of self-consciousness, — the dissatisfied glance in the direction of the public. The natural result of this was occasional merry-making, and grog- drinking, and beating the big city during the dark hours. There was high poetic pleasure in singing songs among artizans in familiar public- houses, flirting with an occasional milliner, and singing her charms in broad Scotch, — even oc- casionally coming to fisticuffs in obscure places, possibly owing to a hot discussion on the character of that demon of religious Scotch artizans, — the 78 DAVID GRAY. poet Shelley. I do not hesitate the least in men- tioning these matters, because Gray has been too frequently represented as a morbid, unwholesome young gentleman, without natural weaknesses — a kind of aqueous Henry Kirke White, brandied faintly with ambition. He was nothing of the kind. He was a young man, as other young men are — foolish and wild in his season, though never gross or disreputable. The very excess of his sensitiveness led him into outbreaks against con- vention. While pouring out the sweetness of his nature in " The Luggie," he could turn aside again and again, and relieve his excitement by such doggrel as this, addressed to a companion, — Let olden Homer, hoary, Sing of wondrous deeds of glory, In that ever-burning story, Bold and bright, friend Bob ! Ou?' theme be Pleasure, careless, In all stirring frolics fearless, In the vineyard, reckless, peerless, Heroes dight, friend Bob ! Be it noted, however, that there was in Gray's nature a strange and exquisite femininity, — a perfect feminine purity and sweetness. Indeed, DAVID GRAY. 79 till the mystery of sex be medically explained, I shall ever believe that nature originally meant David Gray for a female ; for besides the strangely sensitive lips and eyes, he had a woman's shape, — narrow shoulders, lissome limbs, and extraordi- nary breadth across the hips. Early in his teens David had made the ac- quaintance of a young man of Glasgow, with whom his fortunes were destined to be intimately woven. That young man was myself. We spent year after year in intimate communion, varying the monotony of our existence by reading books together, plotting great works, writing extrava- gant letters to men of eminence, and wandering about the country on vagrant freaks. Whole nights and days were often passed in seclusion, in reading the great thinkers, and pondering on their lives. Full of thoughts too deep for utter- ance, dreaming, David would walk at a swift pace through the crowded streets, with face bent down, and eyes fixed on the ground, taking no heed of the human beings passing to and fro. Then he would come to me crying, " I have had a dream," and would forthwith tell of visionary 80 DAVID GRAY. pictures which had haunted him in his solitary walk. This l ' dreaming/' as he called it, con- sumed the greater portion of his hours of leisure. Towards the end of the year 1859, David be- came convinced that he could no longer idle away the hours of his youth. His work as student and as pupil-teacher was ended, and he must seek some means of subsistence. He imagined, too, that his poor parents threw dull looks on the beggar of their bounty. Having abandoned all thoughts of entering' into the Church, for which neither his taste nor his opinions fitted him, what should he do in order to earn his daily bread ? His first thought was to turn schoolmaster ; but no ! the notion was an odious one. He next endeavoured, without suc- cess, to procure himself a situation on one of the Glasgow newspapers. Meantime, while drifting from project to project he maintained a voluminous correspondence, in the hope of persuading some eminent man to read his poem of " The Luggie." Unfortunately, the persons to whom he wrote were too busy to pay much attention to the solici- DAVID GRAY. 81 tations of an entire stranger. Repeated disap- pointments only increased his self-assertion ; the less chance there seemed of an improvement in his position, and the less strangers seemed to recognize his genius, the more dogged grew his conviction that he was destined to be a great poet. His letters were full of this conviction. To one entire stranger he wrote : " I am a poet ; let that be understood distinctly." Again : " I tell you that, if I live, my name and fame shall be second to few of any age, and to none of my own. I speak this because I feel power." Again : " I am so accustomed to compare my own mental progress with that of such men as Shakespeare, Goethe, and Wordsworth, that the dream of my life will not be fulfilled, if my fame equal not, at least, that of the latter of these three !" This was extraordinary language, and it is not surprising that little heed was paid to it. Let some explanation be given here. "No man could be more humble, reverent-minded, self-doubting, than David was in reality. In- deed, he was constitutionally timid of his own abilities, and he was personally diffident. In G 82 DAVID GRAY. his letters only lie absolutely endeavoured to wrest from his correspondents some recognition of his claim to help and sympathy. The moment sympathy came, no matter how coldly it might be expressed, he was all humility and gratitude. In this spirit,, after one of his wildest nights of self- assertion, he wrote : " When I read Thomson, I despair." Again : " Being bare of all recommenda- tions, I lied with my own conscience, deeming that if I called myself a great man you were bound to believe me." Again : " If you saw me you would wonder if the quiet, bashful, boyish- looking fellow before you was the author of all yon blood and thunder." In a lengthy corres- pondence with Mr. Sydney Dobell, who is also known as a writer of verse, David wrote wildly and boldly enough ; but he was quite ready to plead guilty to silliness when the fits were over. But the grip of cities was on him, and he was far too conscious of outsiders. How sad and pitiable sounds the following! "Mark!" he cried, " it is not what I have done, or can now do, but what I feel myself able and born to do, that makes me so selfishly stupid. Your sentence, DAVID GRAY. 83 thrown back to me for reconsideration, would certainly seem strange to any one but myself ; but the thought that I had so written to you only made me the more resolute in my actions, and the wilder in my visions. What if I sent the same sentence back to you again, with the quiet stern answer, that it is my intention to be the ' first poet of my own age/ and second only to a very few of any age. Would you think me f mad/ ' drunk/ or an ' idiot/ or my ' self- confidence ' one of the c saddest paroxysms V When my biography falls to be written, will not this same self-confidence be one of the most striking features of my intellectual development ? Might not a poet of twenty feel great things ? In all the stories of mental warfare that I have ever read, that mind which became of celestial clear- ness and godlike power did nothing for twenty years but feel" The hand-loom weaver's son raving about his "biography \" The youth that could babble so deliriously of green fields looking forward to the day when he would be anatomized by the small critic and chronicled by the chroni- clers of small beer ! It was not in this mood that 84 DAVID GRAY. he wrote his sweetest lines. The world was already too much with him. Here, if anywhere in his career,, I see signs which console me for his bitter suffering and too early death; signs that, had he lived, his fate might have been an even sadder one. Saint Beuve says, as quoted by Alfred de Musset : — II existe, en un mot, chez les trois quarts des hommes, Un poete mort jeune a, qui Thc-mme survit ! A dead young poet whom the man survives ! — and dead through that very poison which David was beginning to taste. I dare not aver that such would have been the result ; I dare not say that David's poetic instinct was too weak to survive the danger. But the danger existed — clear, sparkling, deathly. Had David been hurried away to teach schools among the hills, buried among associations pure and green as those that surrounded his youth and childhood, the poetic instinct might have survived and achieved won- drous results. But he went southward, — he im- bibed an atmosphere entirely unfitted for his soul at that period ; and — perhaps, after all, the gods loved him and knew best. For all at once there flashed upon David and DAVID GRAY. 85 myself the notion of going to London, and taking the literary fortress by storm. Again and again we talked the project over, and again and again we hesitated. In the spring of 1860, we both found ourselves without an anchorage ; each found it necessary to do something for daily bread. For some little time the London scheme had been in abeyance ; but, on the 3rd of May, 1860, David came to me, his lips firmly compressed, his eyes full of fire, saying, " Bob, I'm off to London." " Have you funds t" I asked. " Enough for one, not enough for two," was the reply. " If you can get the money anyhow, we '11 go together." On parting, we arranged to meet on the evening of the 5th of May, in time to catch the five o'clock train. Unfortunately, however, we neglected to specify which of the two Glasgow stations was intended. At the hour appointed, David left Glasgow by one line of railway, in the belief that I had been unable to join him, but determined to try the venture alone. With the same belief and determination, I left at the same hour by the other line of railway. We arrived in different parts of London at about the same time. Had we left Glasgow in company, or had we met im- 86 DAVID GRAY. mediately after our arrival in London, the story of David's life might not have been so brief and sorrowful. Though the month was May, the weather was dark, damp, cloudy. On arriving in the metropolis, David wandered about for hours, carpet-bag in hand. The magnitude of the place overwhelmed him ; he was lost in that great ocean of life. He thought about Johnson and Savage, and how they wandered through London with pockets more empty than his own; but already he longed to be back in the little carpeted bedroom in the weaver's cottage. How lonely it seemed ! Among all that mist of human faces there was not one to smile in welcome ; and how was he to make his trembling voice heard above the roar and tumult of those streets ? The very policemen seemed to look suspiciously at the stranger. To his sensitively Scottish ear the lang*uage spoken seemed quite strange and foreign ; it had a painful, homeless sound about it that sank nervously on the heart-strings. As he wandered about the streets he glanced into coffee-shop after coffee-shop, seeing "beds" DAVID GRAY. 87 ticketed in each fly-blown window. His pocket contained a sovereign and a few shillings, but he would need every penny. Would not a bed be useless extravagance ? he asked himself. Cer- tainly. Where, then, should he pass the night ? In Hyde Park ! He had heard so much about this part of London that the name was quite familiar to him. Yes, he would pass the night in the park. Such a proceeding* would save money, and be exceedingly romantic ; it would be just the right sort of beginning for a poet's struggle in London ! So he strolled into the great park, and wandered about its purlieus till morning. In remarking upon this foolish conduct, one must reflect that David was strong, heartsome, full of healthy youth. It was a frequent boast of his that he scarcely ever had a day's illness. Whether or not his fatal complaint was caught during this his first night in London is uncertain, but some few days afterwards David wrote thus to his father: " By-the-bye, I have had the worst cold I ever had in my life. I cannot get it away properly, but I feel a great deal better to-day." Alas ! violent cold had settled down upon his lungs, 88 DAVTD GRAY. and insidious death was already slowly approach- ing him. So little conscious was he of his danger, however, that I find him writing to a friend : " What brought me here ? God knows, for I don't. Alone in such a place is a horrible thing. . . . People don't seem to understand me. . . . Westminster Abbey ; I was there all day yester- day. If I live I shall be buried there — so help me God ! A completely denned consciousness of great poetical genius is my only antidote against utter despair and despicable failure." I suppose his purposes in coming to Babylon were about as definite as my own had been, although he had the advantage of being qualified as a pupil teacher. We tossed ourselves on the great waters as two youths who wished to learn to swim, and trusted that by diligent kicking we might escape drowning. There was the prospect of getting into a newspaper office. Again, there was the prospect of selling a few verses. Thirdly, if everything failed, there was the prospect of get- ting into one of the theatres as supernumeraries.* * Each of the friends, indeed, unknown to each other, actually applied for such a situation ; and one succeeded. DAVID GRAY. 89 Beyond all this, there was of course the dim prospect that London would at once, and with acclamations, welcome the advent of true genius, albeit with seedy garments and a Scotch accent. It doubtless never occurred to either that besides mere " consciousness" of power, some other things were necessary for a literary struggle in London — special knowledge, capability of interesting oneself in trifles, and the pen of a ready writer. What were David's qualifications for a fight in which hundreds miserably fail year after year ? Considerable knowledge of Greek, Latin, and French, great miscellaneous reading, a clerkly handwriting, and a bold purpose. Slender qualifications, doubtless, but while life lasted, there was hope. We did not meet until upwards of a week after our arrival in London, though each had soon been apprised of the other's presence in the city. Finally we came together. David's first impulse was to describe his lodgings, situated in a by- street in the Borough. ( ' A cold, cheerless bed- room, Bob ; nothing but a blanket to cover me. For God's sake get me out of it!" We were 90 DAVID GRAY. walking side by side in the neighbourhood of the New Cut , looking about us with curious puzzled eyes, and now and then drawing- each other's attention to sundry objects of interest. " Have you been well V 3 I inquired. " First-rate/' answered David, looking as merry as possible. ISTor did he show any indications whatever of ill- ness ; he seemed hopeful, energetic, full of health and spirits ; his sole desire was to change his lodging. It was not without qualms that he sur- veyed the dingy, smoky neighbourhood where I resided. The sun was shedding dismal crimson light on the chimney-pots, and the twilight was slowly thickening. We climbed up three flights of stairs to my bedroom; dingy as it was, this apartment seemed, in David's eyes, quite a palatial sanctum ; and it was arranged that we should take up our residence together. As speedily as possible I procured David's little stock of luggage ; then, settled face to face as in old times, we made very merry. My first idea, on questioning David about his prospects, was that my friend had had the best of luck. You see, the picture drawn on either side DAVID GRAY. 91 was a golden one ; but the brightness soon melted away. It turned out that David, on arriving in London, had sought out certain gentlemen whom he had formerly favoured with his correspondence, among others Mr. Eichard Monckton Mimes, now Lord Houghton. Though not a little astonished at the appearance of the boy-poet, Mr. Milnes had received him kindly, assisted him to the best of his power, and made some work for him in the shape of manuscript-copying. The same gentle- man had also used his influence with literary people, — to very little purpose, however. The real truth turned out to be that David was dis- appointed and low-spirited. (( It's weary work, Bob ; they don't understand me ; I wish I was back in Glasgow." It was now that David told me all about that first day and night in London, and how he had already begun a poem about ' c Hyde Park ; " how Mr. Milnes had been good to him, had said that he was " a poet/' but had insisted on his going back to Scotland and be- coming a minister. David did not at all like the notion of returning home. He thought he had every chance of making his way in London. 92 DAVID GRAY. About this time he was bitterly disappointed by the rejection of " The Luggie " by Mr. Thackeray, to whom Mr. Milnes had sent it, with a recom- mendation that it should be inserted in the " Cornhill Magazine." Lord Houghton briefly and vividly describes his intercourse with the young poet in London. He had written to Gray strongly urging him not to make the hazardous experiment of a literary life, but to aim after a professional in- dependence. "A few weeks afterwards," he writes, u I was told that a young man wished to see me, and when he came into the room I at once saw that it could be no other than the young Scotch Poet. It was a light, well-built, but some- what stooping figure, with a countenance that at once brought strongly to my recollection a cast of the face of Shelley in his youth, which I had seen at Mr. Leigh Hunt's. There was the same full brow, out-looking eyes, and sensitive melancholy mouth. He told me at once that he had come to London in consequence of my letter, as from the tone of it he was sure I should befriend him. I was dismayed at this unexpected result of my DAVID GRAY. 93 advice, and could do no more than press him to re- turn home as soon as possible. I painted as darkly as I could the chances and difficulties of a literary struggle in the crowded competition of this great city, and how strong a swimmer it required to be not to sink in such a sea of tumultuous life. c No, he would not return/ I determined in my own mind that he should do so before I myself left town for the country, but at the same time I believed that he might derive advantage from a short personal experience of hard realities. He had confidence in his own powers, a simple cer- tainty of his own worth, which I saw would keep him in good heart and preserve him from base temptations. He refused to take money, saying he had enough to go on with ; but I gave him some light literary work, for which he was very grateful. When he came to me again, I went over some of his verse with him, and I shall not forget the passionate gratification he showed when I told him that, in my judgment, he was an un- deniable poet. After this admission he was ready to submit to my criticism or correction, though he was sadly depressed at the rejection of one of 94 DAVID GRAY. his poems, over which he had evidently spent much labour and care, by the editor of a distin- guished popular periodical, to whom I had sent it with a hearty recommendation. His, indeed, was not a spirit to be seriously injured by a tem- porary disappointment; but when he fell ill so soon afterwards, one had something of the feeling of regret that the notorious review of Keats inspires in connection with the premature loss of the author of ' Endymion/ It was only a few weeks after his arrival in London, that the poor boy came to my house apparently under the in- fluence of violent fever. He said he had caught cold in the wet weather, having been insufficiently protected by clothing; but had delayed coming to me for fear of giving me unnecessary trouble. I at once sent him back to his lodgings, which were sufficiently comfortable, and put him under good medical superintendence. It soon became apparent that pulmonary disease had set in, but there were good hopes of arresting its progress. I visited him often, and every time with increasing interest. He had somehow found out that his lungs were affected, and the image of the destiny of Keats was ever before him." DAVin GRAY. 95 It has been seen that Mr. Milnes was the first to perceive that the young adventurer was seriously ill. After a hurried call on his patron one day in May, David rejoined me in the near neighbour- hood. " Milnes says I'm to go home and keep warm, and he'll send his own doctor to me." This was done. The doctor came, examined David's chest, said very little, and went away, leaving strict orders that the invalid should keep within doors, and take great care of himself. Neither David nor I liked the expression of the doctor's face at all. It soon became evident that David's illness was of a most serious character. Pulmonary disease had set in > medicine, blistering 1 , all the remedies employed in the early stages of his complaint, seemed of little avail. Just then David read the " Life of John Keats," a book which impressed him with a nervous fear of impending dissolution. He began to be filled with conceits droller than any he had imagined in health. " If I were to meet Keats in heaven," he said one day, " I wonder if I should know his face from his pic- tures ? " Most frequently his talk was of labour uncompleted, hope deferred; and he began to 96 DAVID GRAY. pant for free country air. " If I die," he said on a certain occasion, " I shall have one consolation, — Milnes will write an introduction to the poems " At another time, with tears in his eyes, he re- peated Burns' s epitaph. Now and then, too, he had his fits of frolic and humour, and would laugh and joke over his unfortunate position. It cannot be said that Mr. Milnes and his friends were at all lukewarm about the case of their young friend ; on the contrary, they gave him every practical assistance. Mr. Milnes himself, full of the most delicate sympathy, trudged to and fro between his own house and the invalid's lodging ; his pockets laden with jelly and beef- tea, and his tongue tipped with kindly comfort. Had cir- cumstances permitted, he would have taken the invalid into his own house. Unfortunately, how- ever, David was compelled to remain, in company with me, in a chamber which seemed to have been constructed peculiarly for the purpose of making the occupants as uncomfortable as possible. There were draughts everywhere: through the chinks of the door, through the windows, down the chimney, and up through the flooring. When DAVID GRAY. 97 the wind blew, the whole tenement seemed on the point of crumbling to atoms ; when the rain fell, the walls exuded moisture; when the sun shone, the sunshine only served to increase the characteristic dinginess of the furniture. Occa- sional visitors, however, could not be fully aware of these inconveniences. It was in the night-time, and in bad weather, that they were chiefly felt ; and it required a few days' experience to test the superlative discomfort of what David (in a letter written afterwards) styled " the dear old ghastly bankrupt garret." His stay in these quarters was destined to be brief. Gradually, the invalid grew homesick. Nothing would content him but a speedy return to Scotland. He was care- fully sent off by train, and arrived safely in his little cottage-home far north. Here all was un- changed as ever. The beloved river was flowing through the same fields, and the same familiar faces were coming and going on its banks ; but the whole meaning of the pastoral pageant had changed, and the colour of all was deepening towards the final sadness. Great, meanwhile, had been the commotion in H 98 DAVID GRAY. the handloom weaver's cottage, after the receipt of this bulletin : " I start off to-night at five o'clock by the Edinburgh and Glasgow Kailway, right on to London, in good health and spirits." A great cry arose in the household. He was fairly " daft ; " he was throwing away all his chances in the world ; the verse- writing had turned his head. Father and mother mourned together. The former, though incompetent to judge literary merit of any kind, perceived that David was hot-headed, only half- educated, and was going to a place where thousands of people were starving daily. But the suspense was not to last long. The darling son, the secret hope and pride, came back to the old people, sick to death. All re- buke died away before the pale sad face and the feeble tottering body; and David was wel- comed to the cottage hearth with silent prayers. It was now placed beyond a doubt that the disease was one of mortal danger ; yet David, surrounded again by his old cares, busied himself with many bright and delusive dreams of ultimate recovery. Pictures of a pleasant dreamy convalescence in a foreign clime floated before him morn and night, DAVID GRAY. 99 and the fairest and dearest of the dreams was Italy. Previous to his departure for London he had concocted a wild scheme for visiting Florence, and throwing himself on the poetical sympathy of Robert Browning. He had even thought of en- listing" in the English Garibaldian corps, and by that means gaining his cherished wish. " How about Italy ? " he wrote to me, after returning home. " Do you still entertain its delusive notions ? Pour out your soul before me ; I am as a child." All at once a new dream burst upon him. A local doctor insisted that the invalid should be removed to a milder climate, and recommended Natal. In a letter full of coaxing tenderness, David besought me, for the sake of old days, to accompany him thither. I answered indecisively, but immediately made all endeavours to grant my friend's wish. Mean- time I received the following : — " Merkland, Kirkintollock, " 10th November, 1860. " Ever Deae Bob, " Your letter causes me some uneasiness ; not but that your numerous objections are numerous and LofC. 100 DAVID GRAY. vital enough, but they convey the sad and firm intelligence that you cannot come with me. It is absolutely impossible for you to raise a sum sufficient ! Now you know it is not necessary that I should go to Natal ; nay, I have, in very fear, given up the thoughts of it; but we — or I — could go to Italy or Jamaica — this latter, as I learn, being the more preferable. Nor has there been any ' crisis ' come, as you say. I would cause you much trouble (forgive me for hinting this), but I believe we could be happy as in the dear old times. Dr. (whose address I don't know) supposes that I shall be able to work(?) when I reach a more genial climate; and if that should prove the result, why, it is a consummation devoutly to be wished. But the matter of money bothers me. What I wrote to you was all hypothetical, i. e. things have been carried so far, but I have not heard whether or no the subscription had been gone on with. And, supposing for one instant the utterly pre- posterous supposition that I had money to carry us both, then comes the second objection — your dear mother ! I am not so far gone, though J) AVID GRAY. 101 I fear far enough, to ignore that blessed feeling. But if it were for your good ? Before God, if I thought it would in any way harm your health (that cannot be) or your hopes, I would never have mooted the proposal. On the contrary, I feel from my heart it would benefit you ; and how much would it not benefit me ? But I am baking without flour. The cash is not in my hand, and I fear never will be; the amount I would require is not so easily gathered. " Dobell * is again laid up. He is at the Isle of Wight, at some establishment called the Victoria Baths. I am told that his friends deem his life in constant danger. He asks for your address. I shall send it only to-day; wait until you hear what he has got to say. He would prefer me to go to Brompton Hospital. I would * Sydney Dobell, author of " Balder," " The Roman," &c. This gentleman's kindness to David, whom he never saw, is beyond all praise. Nor was the invalid ungrateful. " Poor, kind, half-immortal spirit here below," wrote David, alluding to Dobell, " shall I know thee when we meet new-born into eternal existence ? . . . Dear friend Bob, did you ever know a nobler ? I cannot get him out of my mind. I would write to him daily would it not pest him." 102 DAVID GRAY. go anywhere f or a change. If I don't get money somehow or somewhere I shall die of ennui. A weary desire for change, life, excitement of every, any kind, possesses me, and without you what am I ? There is no other person in the world whom I could spend a week with, and thoroughly enjoy it. Oh, how I desire to smoke a cigar, and have a pint and a chat with you. " By the way, how are you getting on ? Have you lots to do ? and well paid for it ? Or is life a lottery with you ? and the tea-caddy a vacuum ? and — a snare ? and — a nightmare ? Do you dream yet, on your old rickety sofa in the dear old ghastly bankrupt garret at No. 66 ? Write to yours eternally, „ David Qray „ The proposal to go abroad was soon aban- doned, partly because the invalid began to evince a nervous home-sickness, but chiefly because it was impossible to raise a sufficient sum of money. Yet be it never said that this youth was denied the extremest loving sympathy and care. As I look back on those days it is to me a glad wonder that so many tender faces, many of them DAVID GRAY. 103 quite strange, clustered round his sick-bed. When it is reflected that he was known only as a poor Scotch lad, that even his extraordinary lyric faculty was as yet only half-guessed, if guessed at all, the kindness of the world through his trouble is ex- traordinary. Milnes, Dobell, DobelFs lady- friends at Hampstead, tired never in devising plans for the salvation of the poor consumptive invalid, — goodness which sprang from the instincts of the heart itself, and not from that intellectual bene- volence which invests in kind deeds with a view to a bonus from the Almighty. The best and tenderest of people, however, can- not always agree ; and in this case there was too much discussion and delay. Some recommended the long sea-voyage; one doctor recommended Brompton Hospital; Milnes suggested Torquay in Devonshire. Meantime, Gray, for the most part ignorant of the discussions that were taking place, besought his friends on all hands to come to his assistance. Late in November he ad- dressed the editor of a local newspaper with whom he was personally acquainted, and who had taken interest in his affairs : — 104 DAVID GRAY. " I write you in a certain commotion of mind, and may speak wrongly. But I write to you be- cause I know that it will take much to offend you when no offence is meant ; and when the probable offence will proceed from youthful heat and frantic foolishness. It may be impertinent to address you, of whom I know so little, and yet so much ; but the severe circumstances seem to justify it. " The medical verdict pronounced upon me is certain and rapid death if I remain at Merhland. That is awful enough, even to a brave man. But there is a chance of escape ; as a drowning man grasps at a straw I strive for it. Good, kind, true Dobell writes me this morning the plans for my welfare which he has put in progress, and which most certainly meet my wishes. They are as follows : Go immediately, and as a guest to the house of Dr. Lane, in the salubrious town of Richmond ; thence, when the difficult matter of admission is overcome, to the celebrated Brompton Hospital for chest diseases ; and in the Spring to Italy. Of course, all this presupposes the con- jectural problem that I will slowly recover. ' Consummation devoutly to be wished ! ' Now„ DAVID GRAY. 105 you think, or say, what prevents you from taking advantage of all these plans ? At once, and with- out any squeamishness, money for an outfit. I did not like to ask Dob ell, nor do I ask you ; but hearing a ' subscription y had been spoken of, I urge it with all my weak force. I am not in want of an immense sum, but say £12 or £15. This would conduce to my safety as far as human means could do so. If you can aid me in getting this sum, the obligation to a sinking fellow- creature will be as indelible in his heart as the moral law. " I hope you will not misunderstand me. My barefaced request may be summed thus : If your influence set the affair a-going, quietly and quickly, the thing is done, and I am off. Surely I am worth £15 ; and for God's sake overlook the strangeness and the freedom and the utter im- pertinence of this communication. I would be off for Richmond in two days, had I the money, and sitting here thinking of the fearful proba- bilities makes me half-mad." It was soon found necessary, however, to act with decision. A residence in Kirkintolloch 106 DAVID GRAY. throughout the winter was, on all accounts, to be avoided. A lady, therefore, subscribed to the Brompton Hospital for chest complaints for the express purpose of procuring David admis- sion. One bleak wintry day, not long after the receipt of the above letter, I was gazing out of my lofty lodging- window when a startling vision presented itself, in the shape of David himself, seated with quite a gay look in an open Hansom cab. In a minute we were side by side, and one of my first impulses was to rebuke David for the folly of ex- posing himself during such weather, in such a vehicle. This folly, however, was on a parallel with David's general habits of thought. Some- times, indeed, the poor boy became unusually thoughtful, as when, during his illness, he wrote thus to me : " Are you remembering that you will need clothes ? These are things you take no concern about, and so you may be seedy without knowing it. By all means hoard a few pounds if you can (I require none) for any emergency like this. Brush your excellent top-coat ; it is the best and warmest I ever had on my back. Mind, DAVID GRAY. 107 you have to pay ready money for a new coat. A seedy man will not get on if he requires, like you, to call personally on his employers." David had come to London in order to go either to Brompton or to Torquay, — the hospital at which last-named place was thrown open to him by Mr. Milnes. Perceiving his dislike for the Temperance Hotel, to which he had been con- ducted, I consented that he should stay in the w ghastly bankrupt garret," until he should depart to one or other of the hospitals. It was finally arranged that he should accept a temporary in- vitation to a hydropathic establishment at Sud- brook Park, Eichmond. Thither I at once con- veyed him. Meanwhile, his prospects were diligently canvassed by his numerous friends. His own feelings at this time were well expressed in a letter home : " I am dreadfully afraid of Brompton ; living among sallow, dolorous, dying consumptives is enough to kill me. Here I am as comfortable as can be : a fire in my room all day, plenty of meat, and good society, — nobody so ill as myself; but there, perhaps, hundreds far worse (the hospital holds 218 in all stages of the 108 DAVID GRAY. disease ; ninety of them died last report) dying beside me, perhaps, — it frightens me." Abont the same time he sent me the following, containing more particulars : — " Sudbrook Park, Kichmond, Surrey. " My Deae Bob, " Your anxiety will be allayed by learning that I am little worse. The severe hours of this estab- lishment have not killed me. At 8 o' clock in the morning a man comes into my bedroom with a pail of cold water, and I must rise and get my- self soused. This sousing takes place three times a day, and Fm not dead yet. To-day I told the bathman that I was utterly unable to bear it, and refused to undress. The doctor will hear of it ; that's the very thing I want. The society here is most pleasant. No patient so bad as myself. No wonder your father wished to go to the water cure for a month or two ; it is the most pleasant, refreshing thing in the world. But I am really too weak to bear it. Eobert Chambers is here ; Mrs. Crowe, the authoress ; Lord Brougham's DAVID GRAY. 109 son-in-law; and at dinner and tea the literary- tittle-tattle is the most wonderful yon ever heard. They seem to know everything about everybody but Tennyson. Major (who has a beautiful daughter here) was crowned with a laurel- wreath for some burlesque verses he had made and read, last night. Of course you know what I am among them — a pale cadaverous young person, who sits in dark corners, and is for the most part silent ; with a horrible fear of being pounced upon by a cultivated unmarried lady, and talked to. " Seriously, I am not better. When the novelty of my situation is gone, won't the old days at Oakfield Terrace seem pleasant ? Why didn't they last for ever ? " Yours ever, " David Gray." All at once David began, with a delicacy pe- culiar to him, to consider himself an unwarrantable intruder at Sudbrook Park. In the face of all per- suasion, therefore, he joined me in London, whence he shortly afterwards departed for Torquay. He left me in good spirits, full of pleasant an- 110 DAVID GRAY. ticipations of Devonshire scenery. But the second day after his departure he addressed to me a wild epistle, dated from one of the Torquay hotels. He had arrived safe and sound, he said, and had been kindly received by a friend of Mr. Milnes. He had at first been delighted with the town, and everything in it. He had gone to the hospital, had been received by " a nurse of death " (as he phrased it) , and had been inducted into the pri- vileges of the place ; but on seeing his fellow- patients, some in the last stages of disease, he had fainted away. On coming to himself he obtained an interview with the matron. To his request for a private apartment, she had answered that to favour him in that way would be to break written rules, and that he must content himself with the common privileges of the establishment. On leaving the matron, he had furtively stolen from the place, and made his way through the night to the hotel. From the hotel he addressed the following terrible letter to his parents : — " Torquay, January 6, 1861. " Dear Parents, c( I am coming home — home-sick. I cannot DAVID GRAY. Ill stay from home any longer. What's the good of me being so far from home, and sick and ill ? I don't know whether Fll be able to come back — sleeping none at night — crying out for my mother, and her so far away. Oh God, I wish I were home never to leave it more ! Tell every- body that I'm coming back — no better — worse, worse. What's about climate — about frost or snow or cold weather when one is at home ? I wish I had never left it. " But how am I to get back without money, and my expenses for the journey newly paid yes- terday ? I came here yesterday scarcely able to walk. how I wish I saw my father's face — shall I ever see it ? I have no money, and I want to get home, home, home ! What shall I do, God ? Father, I shall steal to see you again, because I did not use you rightly — my conduct to you all the time I was at home makes me miserable, miserable, miserable ! Will you forgive me ? — do I ask that ? forgiven, forgiven, forgiven ! If I can't get money to pay for my box, I shall leave box and everything behind. I shall try and be at home by Saturday, January 12th. 112 DAVID GRAY. Mind the day — if I am not home — God knows where I shall be. I have come through things that would make your hearts ache for me — things which I shall never tell to anybody but you, and you shall keep them secret as the grave. Get my own little room ready, quick, quick; have it all tidy and clean and cosy against my home- coming. I wish to die there, and nobody shall nurse me, except my own dear mother, ever, ever again. home, home, home ! " I will try and write again, but mind the day. Perhaps my father will come into Glasgow, if I can tell him beforehand how, ivhen, and where I shall be. I shall try all I can to let him know. " Mind and tell everybody that I am coming back, because I wish to be back, and cannot stay away. Tell everybody; but I shall come back in the dark, because I am so utterly unhappy. No more, no more. Mind the day. " Yours, «D. G. "Don't answer — not even think of answering."* * While lingering at Torquay, however, his mood be- came calmer, and he was able to relieve his overladen mind DAVID GRAY. 113 Before I had time to comprehend the state of affairs, there came a second letter, stating that David was on the point of starting for London. " Every ring at the hotel bell makes me tremble, fancying they are coming to take me away by in the composition of these lines — deeply interesting, apart from their poetic merit. HOME SICK. Lines written at Torquay, January, 1861. Come to me, O my Mother ! come to me, Thine own son slowly dying far away ! Thro' the moist ways of the wide ocean, blown By great invisible winds, come stately ships To this calm bay for quiet anchorage ; They come, they rest awhile, they go away, But, O my Mother, never comest thou ! The snow is round thy dwelling, the white snow, That cold soft revelation pure as light, And the pine-spire is mystically fringed, Laced with encrusted silver. Here — ah me ! — The winter is decrepit, underborn, A leper with no power but his disease. Why am I from thee, Mother, far from- thee ? Far from the frost enchantment, and the woods Jewelled from bough to bough ? Oh home, my home ! O river in the valley of my home, "With mazy-winding motion intricate, I 114 DAVID GRAY. force. Had you seen the nurse ! Oh ! that I were back again at home — mother ! mother ! mother V* A few hours after I had read these lines in miserable fear, arrived Gray himself, pale, anxious, and trembling. He flung himself into my arms with a smile of sad relief. "Thank God \" he cried ; " that's over, and I am here \" Then his cry was for home ; he would die if he remained longer adrift ; he must depart at once. I persuaded him to wait for a few days, and in the meantime saw some of his influential friends. The skill and regimen of a medical establishment being necessary to him at this stage, it was naturally concluded that he should go to Bromp- ton ; but David, in a high state of nervous ex- citement, scouted the idea. Disease had sapped the foundations of the once strong spirit. He was now bent on returning to the north, and Twisting thy deathless music underneath The polished ice-work — must I nevermore Behold thee with familiar eyes, and watch Thy beauty changing with the changeful day, Thy beauty constant to the constant change? M.S. DAVID GRAY. 115 wrote more calmly to his parents from my lodgings : — "London, Thursday. " My very Dear Parents, " Having arrived in London last night, my friends have seized on me again, and wish me to go to Brompton. But what I saw at Torquay was enough, and I will come home, though it should freeze me to death. You must not take literally what I wrote you in my last. I had just ran away from Torquay hospital, and didn't know what to do or where to go. But you see I have got to London, and surely by some means or other I shall get home. I am really home- sick. They all tell me my life is not ivorth a farthing candle if I go to Scotland in this weather, hut what about that. I wish I could tell my father when to come to Glasgow, but I can't. If I start to-morrow I shall be in Glasgow very late, and what am I to do if I have no cash. If he comes into Glasgow by the twelve train on Saturday, I may, if possible, see him at the train, but I would not like to say positively. Surely HI get home 116 DAVID GRAY. somehow. I don't sleep any at night now for coughing and sweating — I am afraid to go to bed. Strongly hoping to be with you soon. - " Yours ever, " David Gkay." "Home — home — home!" was his hourly cry. jj To resist these frantic appeals would have been to hasten the end of all. In the midst of winter, I saw him into the train at Euston Square. A day afterwards, David was in the bosom of his i father's household, never more to pass thence alive. Not long after his arrival at home, he re- pented his rash flight. " I am not at all con- tented with my position. I acted like a fool ; but if the hospital were the sine qua non again, my conduct would be the same." Further, " I j; lament my own foolish conduct, but what was , that quotation about impellunt in Acheron? It> was all nervous impulsion. However, I despair l not, and, least of all, my dear fellow, to those whom I have deserted wrongfully." Ere long, poor David made up his mind that he must die; and this feeling urged him to write DAVID GRAY. 117 something which would keep his memory green for ever. " I am working away at my old poem, Bob; leavening it throughout with the pure beautiful theology of Kingsley." A little later : f By-the-bye, I have about 600 lines of my poem written, but the manual labour is so weakening that- 1 do not go on." Nor was this all. In the very shadow of the grave, he began and finished a series of sonnets on the subject of his own disease and impending death. This increased literary energy was not, as many people imagined, a sign of increased physical strength ; it was merely the last flash upon the blackening brand. Gradually, but surely, life was ebbing away from the young poet. In March, 1861, I formed the plan of visiting Scotland in the spring, and wrote to David accordingly. His delight at the prospect of a fresh meeting — perhaps a farewell one — was as great as mine. He wrote me the following, and burst out into song :* — * I subjoin the poem, not only as lovely in itself, but as the last sad poetic memorial of our love and union. I find 118 DAVID GRAY. "Merkland, March 12, 1861. "My Dear Bob, " I am very glad to be able to write you to- day. Best assured to find a change in your old friend when you come down in April. And do, old fellow, let it be the end of April, when the evenings are cool and fresh, and these east-winds have howled themselves to rest. When I think of what a fair worshipful season is before you, I advise you to remove to a little room at Hamp- stead, where I only wish too, too much to be it in his printed volume, among the sonnets entitled, " In the Shadows :" — Now, while the long-delaying ash assumes Its delicate April green, and loud and clear Thro' the cool, yellow, mellow twilight glooms, The thrush's song enchants the captive ear ; Now, while a shower is pleasant in the falling, Stirring the still perfume that shakes around ; Now that doves mourn, and, from the distance calling, The cuckoo answers, with a sovereign sound — Come, with thy native heart, O true and tried ! But leave all books ; for what with converse high, Flavoured with Attic wit, the time shall glide On smoothly, as a river floweth by, Or as on stately pinion, through the gray Evening, the culver cuts his liquid way ! DAVID GRAY. 119 with you. Don't forget to come north since you have spoken about it ; it has made me very happy. My health is no better, — not having been out of my room since I wrote, and for some time before. The weather here is so bitterly cold and unfavourable, that I have not walked 100 yards for three weeks. I trust your revivi- fying presence will electrify my weary relaxed limbs and enervated system. The mind, you know, has a great effect on the body. Accept the wholesome common place. . . . By- the- way, how about Dobell ? Did your mind of itself, or even against itself, recognize through the clothes a man — a poet ? Young speaks well : — i" never bowed but to superior woi'th, Nor ever failed in my allegiance there. Has he the modesty and make-himself-at-home manner of Milnes ?" The remainder of this letter is unfortunately lost. In April, I saw him for the last time, and heard him speak words which showed the abandonment of hope. "I am dying," said David, leaning back in his arm-chair in the little carpeted bed- 120 DAVID GRAY. room ; " I am dyings and Fve only two things to regret : that my poem is not published, and that I have not seen Italy." In the endeavour to in- spire hope I spoke of the happy past, and of the happy days yet to be. David only shook his head with a sad smile. " It is the old dream — only a dream, Bob — but I am content." He spoke of all his friends with tenderness, and of his parents with intense and touching love. Then it was " farewell \" " After all our dreams of the future," he said, " I must leave you to fight alone ; but shall there be no more ' cakes and ale * because I die ?" I returned to London ; and ere long heard that David was eagerly attempting to get " The Luggie " published. Delay after delay occurred. " If my book be not immediately gone on with, I fear I may never see it. Disease presses closely on me. . . . The merit of my MSS. is very little — mere hints of better things — crude notions harshly languaged ; but that must be overlooked. They are left not to the world (wild thought!), but as the simple, pos- sible, sad, only legacy I can leave to those who have loved and love me." To a dear friend and DAVID GRAY. 121 fellow poet, William Freeland, then sub-editor of the Glasgow Citizen, he wrote at this time : " I feel more acutely the approach of that mystic dis- solution of existence. The body is unable to perform its functions, and like rusty machinery creaks painfully to the final crash. . . . About my poem, — it troubles me like an ever present demon. Some day I'll burn all that I have ever written, — yet no ! They are all that remain of me as a living soul. Mimes offers £5 towards its publication. I shall have it ready by Saturday first." And to Freeland, who visited him every week, and cheered his latter moments with a true poet's con- verse, he wrote out a wild dedication, ending in these words : " Before I enter that nebulous un- certain land of shadowy notions and tremulous wonderings — standing on the threshold of the sun and looking back, I cry thee, beloved ! a last farewell, lingeringly, passionately, without tears." At this period I received the following : — " Merldand, N. S., Sunday Evening. " Deae, deae Bob, " By all means and instantly, ' move in this mat- 122 DAVID GRAY. ter' of my book. Bo you really and without any dream-work, think it could be gone about immediately ? If not soon I fear I shall never behold it. The doctors give me no hope, and with the yellowing of the leaf ' changes ' likewise ' the countenance ' of your friend. Freeland is in possession of the MSS., but before I send them (I love them in so great temerity) I would like to see, and, if at all possible, revise them. Mean- while, act and write. Above all, Bob, give me (and my father) no hope unless on sound founda- tion. Better that the rekindled desire should die than languish, bringing misery. I cannot sufficiently impress on you how important this ' book/ is to me : with what ignoble trembling I anticipate its appearance : how I shall bless you should you succeed. " Do not tempt me with your kindness. The family have almost got over the strait, only my father being out of work. It is, indeed, a ' golden treasury ' you have sent me. Many thanks. My only want is new interesting books. I shall return it soon when I get Smith. Do not, like a good fellow, disappoint an old friend by for- DAVID GRAY. 123 getting to send that work. With what interest (thinking on my own probable volume) shall I examine the print, &c. I am sure, sure to return it. 11 When you complain of physical discomfort I believe. What is the matter ? Your letters now are a mere provoking' adumbration of your con- dition. I know positively nothing of you, but that you are mentally and bodily depressed, and that you will never forget Gray. In God's name let us keep together the short time remaining. " You tell me nothing ; write sooner too. Re- collect I have no other pleasure. How is your mother ? and all ? Are your editorial duties op- pressive ? Is life full of hope and bright faith, yet, yet ? Tell me, Bob, and tell me quickly. " What a fair, sad, beautiful dream is Italy ! Do you still entertain its delusive motions ? Pour your soul before me ; I am as a child. " Yours for ever, " David Gray." Still later, in an even sweeter spirit, he wrote to an old schoolmate, Arthur Sutherland, with whom he had dreamed many a boyish dream, 124 DAVID GRAY. when they were pupil teachers together at the Normal school : — " As my time narrows to a completion, you grow dearer. I think of you daily with quiet tears. I think of the happy, happy days we might have spent together at Maryburgh; but the vision darkens. My crown is laid in the dust for ever. Nameless too ! God, how that troubles me ! Had I but written one immortal poem, what a glorious consolation ! But this shall be my epitaph if I have a gravestone at all, — 'Twas not a life, 'Twas but a piece of childhood thrown away. dear, dear Sutherland ! I wish I could spend two healthy months with you ; we would make an effort, and do something great. But slowly, in- sidiously, and I fear fatally, consumption is doing its work, until I shall be only a fair odorous memory (for I have great faith in your affection for me) to you — a sad tale for your old age. Whom the gods love, die young. Bless the ancient Greeks for that comfort. If I was not ripe, do you think I would be gathered ? DAVID GRAY. 125 " Work for fame for my sake, dear Sutherland. Who knows but in spiritual being I may send sweet dreams to you — to advise, comfort, and command ! who knows ? At all events, when I am mooly, may you be fresh as the dawn. " Yours till death, and I trust hereafter too, "David Gray." At last, chiefly through the agency of the un- wearying Dobell, the poem was placed in the hands of the printer. On the 2nd of December, 1861, a specimen-page was sent to the author. David, with the shadow of death even then dark upon him, gazed long and lingeringly at the printed page. All the mysterious past — the boyish yearnings, the flash of anticipated fame, the black surroundings of the great city — flitted across his vision like a dream. It was " good news," he said. The next day the complete silence passed over the weaver's household, for David Gray was no more. Thus, on the 3rd of December, 1861, in the twenty-fourth year of his age, he passed tran- quilly away, almost his last words being, " God has love, and I have faith." The following epi- 126 DAVID GRAY. taph, written out carefully, a few months before his decease, was found among his papers : — My Epitaph. Below lies one whose name was traced in sand — He died, not knowing what it was to live : Died while the first sweet consciousness of manhood And maiden thought electrified his soul : Faint beatings in the calyx of the rose. Bewildered reader, pass without a sigh In a proud sorrow ! There is life with God, In other kingdom of a sweeter air ; In Eden every flower is blown. Amen. David Gray. Sept. 27, 1861. Draw a veil over the woe that day in the weaver's cottage, the wild broodings over the beloved face, white in the sweetness of rest after pain. A few days later, the beloved dust was shut for ever from the light, and carried a short journey, in ancient Scottish fashion, on hand- spokes, to the Auld Aisle Burial- Ground, a dull and lonely square upon an eminence, bounden by a stone wall, and deep with " the uncut hair of graves." Here, in happier seasons, had David often mused ; for here slept dust of kindred, and hither in his sight the thin black line of rude DAVID GRAY. 127 mourners often wended with new burdens. Very early, too, he blended the place with his poetic dreams, and spoke of it in a sonnet not to be found in his little printed volume : — Old Aisle. Aisle of the dead ! your lonely bell-less tower Seems like a soul-less body, whence rebouncfs No tones ear-sweetening, as if 'twere to embower The Sabbath tresses with its soothing sounds. In pity, crumbling aisle, thou lookest o'er Your former sainted worshippers, whose bones Lie mould'ring 'neath these nettle- girded stones, Or 'neath yon rank grave weeds ! Now from afar Is seen the sacred heavenward spire, which seems An intercessor for the mounds below : And doth it not speak eloquent in dreams ? In dreams of aged pastors who did go Up to the hallowed mount with homely tread : While there, old men and simple maids and youths Throng lovingly to hear the sacred truths In gentle stream poured forth. But, he is dead ; And in this hill of sighs he rests unknown, As that wild flower that by his grave hath blown. Standing on this eminence, one can gaze round upon the scenes which it is no exaggeration to say David has immortalized in song, — the Luggie flowing, the green woods of Gartshore, the smoke 128 DAVID GRAY. curling from the little hamlet of Merkland, and the faint blue misty distance of the Campsie Fells. The place though a lonely is a gentle and happy one, fit for a poet's rest ; and there, while he was sleeping sound, a quiet company gathered ere long to uncover a monument inscribed with his name. The dying voice had been heard. Over the grave now stands a plain obelisk, publicly subscribed for, and inscribed with this epitaph, written by Lord Houghton : — THIS MONUMENT OF AFFECTION, ADMIRATION, AND REGRET, IS ERECTED TO DAYID GRAY, THE POET OF MERKLAND, BY FRIENDS FAR AND NEAR, DESIROUS THAT HIS GRAVE SHOULD BE REMEMBERED AMID THE SCENES OF HIS RARE GENIUS AND EARLY DEATH, AND BY THE LUGGIE NOW NUMBERED WITH THE STREAMS ILLUSTRIOUS IN SCOTTISH SONG. BORN, 29TH JANUARY, 1838 ; DIED, 3RD DECEMBER, 1861. Here all is said that should be said ; yet per- haps the poet's own sweet epitaph, evidently pre- pared with a view to such a use, would have been more graceful and appropriate. DAVID GRAY. 129 " Whom the gods love die young/' is no mere pagan consolation; it has a tenderness for all forms of faith, and even when philosophically translated, as by Wordsworth, who said sweetly that " the good die first/' it still possesses balm for hearts that ache over the departed. That the young soul passes away in its strength, in its prismatic dawn, with many powers undeveloped, yet no power wasted, is the beauty and the pity of the thought, the inference of the apotheosis. The impulse has been upward, and the gods have consecrated the endeavour. The thought hovers over the death-beds of Keats and Robert Nicoll ; it is repeated even by weary old men over those poets' graves. No hope has been disappointed, no eye has seen the strong wing grow feeble and falter earthward, and the possibility of a future beyond our seeing is boundless as the aspiration of the spirit which escaped us. " Whom the gods love die young," said the Athenians ; and " bless the ancient Greeks for that comfort," wrote David, with the thin, tremulous, consump- tion-wasted hand. Beautiful, pathetically beau- tiful, is the halo surrounding the head of a young 130 DAVID GRAV. poet as lie dies. We scarcely mourn him, — our souls are so stirred towards the eternal. But what comfort may abide when, from the frame that still breathes, poesy arises like an exhalation, and the man lives on. In life as well as in death there is a Plutonian house of exiles, and they abandon all hope who enter therein ; and that man inhabits the same. How often does this horror encounter us in our daily paths? The change is rapid and imperceptible. "Without hope, without peace, without one glimpse of the glory the young find in their own aspirations, the doomed one buffets and groans in the dark. Which of the gods may he call to his aid ? None ; for he believes in none. Better for him, a thousand times better, that he slept unknown in the shadow of the village where he was born. The strong hard scholar, the energetic literary man of business has a shield against the demons of disappointment, but men like David have no such shield. Picture the dark weary struggle for bread which must have been his lot had he lived. He had not the power to write to order, to sell his wits for money , He sleeps in peace. DAVID GRAY. 131 He has taken his unchanged belief in things beautiful to the very fountain-head of all beauty, and will never know the weary strife, the poig- nant heartache of the unsuccessful endeavourers. The book of poems written, and the writer laid quietly down in the auld aisle burying ground, had David Gray wholly done with earth ? No ; for he worked from the grave on one who loved him with a love transcending that of woman. In the weaver's cottage at Merkland subsisted ten- der sorrow and affectionate remembrance ; but something more. The shadow lay in the cot- tage ; a light had departed which would never again be seen on sea or land; and David Gray, the handloom-weaver, the father of the poet, felt that the meaning had departed out of his simple life. There was a great mystery. The world called his darling son a poet, — and he hardly knew what a poet was ; all he did know was that the coming of this prodigy had given a new com- plexion to all the facts of existence. There was a dream-life, it appeared, beyond the work in the fields and the loom. His son, whom he had thought mad at first, was crowned and honoured 132 DAVID GRAY. for the very things which his parents had thought useless. Around hhn, vague, incomprehensible, floated a new atmosphere, which clever people called poetry ; and he began to feel that it was beautiful — the more so, that it was so new and wondrous. The fountains of his nature were stirred. He sat and smoked before the fire o' nights, and found himself dreaming too ! He was conscious, now, that the glory of his days was beyond that grave in the kirkyard. He was like one that walks in a mist, his eyes full of tears. But he said little of his griefs, — little, that is to say, in the way of direct complaint. " We feel very weary now David has gone ! " was all the plaint I knew him to utter ; he grieved so silently, wondered so speechlessly. The new life, brief and fatal, made him wise. With the eager sensi- tiveness of the poet himself he read the various criticisms on David's book; and so subtle was the change in him, that, though he was utterly unlearned and had hitherto had no insight what- ever into the nature of poetry, he knew by instinct whether the critics were right or wrong, and felt then suggestions to the very roots of his being. DAVID GRAY. 133 With this old man, in whom I recognized a greatness and sweetness of soul that has broad- ened my view of God's humblest creatures ever since, I kept up a correspondence — at first for David's sake, but latterly for my correspondent's own sake. His letters, brief and simple as they were, grew fraught with delicate and delicious meaning; I could see how he marvelled at the mysterious light he understood not, yet how fear- lessly he kept his soul stirred towards the eternal silence where his son was lying. " We feel very weary now David has gone ! " Ah, how weary ! The long years of toil told their tale now; the thread was snapt, and labour was no longer a perfect end to the soul and satisfaction to the body. The little carpeted bedroom was a prayer- place now. The Luggie flowing, the green woods, the thymy hills, had become haunted; a voice un- heard by other dwellers in the valley was calling, calling, and a hand was beckoning ; and tired, more tired, dazzled, more dazzled, grew the old weaver. The very names of familiar scenes were now a strange trouble ; for were not these names echoing in David's songs ? Merkland, " the 134 DAVID GRAY. summer woods of dear Gartshire," the " fairy glen of Wooilee," Criftin, " with his host of gloomy pine-trees," all had their ghostly voices. Strange rhymes mingled with the humming of the loom. Mysterious " poetry/' which he had once scorned as an idle thing, deepened and deepened in its fascination for him. All he saw and heard meant something strange in rhyme. He was drawn along by music, and he could not rest. Beside him dwelt the mother. Her face was quite calm. She had wept bitterly, but her heart now was with other sons and daughters. David was with God, and the minister said that God was good — that was quite enough. None of the new light had troubled her eyes. She knew that her beloved had made a " heap o 3 rhyme," — that was all. A good loving lad had gone to rest, but there were still bairns left, bless God! But the old man lingered on, with hunger in his heart, wonder in his soul. This could not last for ever. In the winter of 1864, he warned me that he was growing ill; and although he DAVID GRAY. 335 attributed his illness to cold, his letters showed me the truth. There was some physical malady, but the aggravating cause was mental. It was my duty, however, to do all that could be done humanly to save him; and the first thing to do was to see that he had those comforts which sick men need. I placed his case before Lord Houghton ; but generous as that man is, all men are not so generous. " It is exceedingly difficult to get people to assist a man of genius himself, - " wrote Lord Houghton, gloomily ; " they won't assist his relations." Lord Houghton, however, personally assisted him, and was joined by a kind colleague, Mr. Baillie Cochrane. I felt then, and I feel now, that the condition of the old man was even more deeply affecting than the condition of David in his last moments, as deserving of sympathy, as universal in its ap- peal to human generosity ; and I felt a yearning, moreover, to provide for the comfort of David's mother, and for the education of David's brothers. Who knew but that, among the latter, might be another bright intellect, which a little schooling might save for the world ? After puzzling myself 136 DAVID GRAY. for a plan, I at last thought that I could attain all my wishes by publishing a book to be entitled " Memorials of David Gray/' and to contain con- tributions from all the writers of eminence whom I could enlist in the good cause. Such a thing would sell, and might, moreover, be worth buying. The fine natures were not slow in responding to the appeal, and I mention some names, that they may gain honour. Tennyson promised a poem ; Browning another ; George Eliot agreed to con- tribute; Dickens, because he was too busy to write anything more, offered me an equivalent in mo- ney. All seemed well, when one or two objections were raised on the score of propriety ; and it was even suggested, that " it looked like begging for the father on the strength of Gray's reputation." Confused and perplexed, I determined to refer the matter to one whose good sense is as great as his heart, but (luckily for his friends) a great deal harder. " Should I or should I not, under the circumstances, go on with my scheme ? " His answer being in the negative, the book was not gone on with, and the matter dropped. Meantime, the old man was getting worse. On the 27th April I received this letter : — DAVID GRAY. 137 "Deab Me. Buchanan, " Merkland. " We hope this will find you and Mrs. Buchanan in good health. I am not getting any better. The cough still continues. However, I rise every day a while, but it is only to sit by the fire. Weather is so cold I cannot go out, except some- times I get out and walks round yard. I am not looking for betterness. I have nothing par- ticular to say, only we thought you would be thinking us ungrateful in not writing soon. " I remain, yours ever, " David G-eay. " I understand there is some movement with David's stone* again." On the 9th May, he wrote, "1 have Dr. Stewart to attend me. He called on Sunday and sounded me ; — he says I am a dying man, and dying fast. You cannot imagine what a weak person I am ; I am nearly bedfast." On the 16th May came the last lines I ever received from him. They are almost illegible, and their purport prevents * The monument, not then erected. 138 DAVID GRAY. me from printing them here. A few days more, and the old man was dead. His green grave lies in the shadow of the obelisk which stands over his beloved son. Father and child are side by side. A little cloud, a pathetic mystery, came between them in life ; but that is all over. The old handloom- weaver, who never wrote a verse, unconsciously reached his son's stature some time ere he passed away. The mysterious thing called " poetry/' which operated such changes in his simple life, became all clear at last — in that final moment when the world's meanings become transparent, and nothing is left but to swoon back with closed eyes into the darkness, con- fiding in God's mercy, content either to waken at His footstool, or to rest painlessly for ever- more. NOTE AND ADDENDA. T the request of many friends, I append to the biography of David Gray the two poems which have reference to his life and poems, DAVID GRAY. 139 and which are to be found scattered among my other writings. The first poem, however, must not be read as literally interpreting all the facts of Gray's life. It is merely a work of imagination, with a true experience for its groundwork. I. POET ANDKEW. O Loom, that loud art murmuring, What doth he hear thee say or sing ? Thou hummest o'er the dead one's songs, He cannot choose but hark, His heart with tearful rapture throngs, But all his face grows dark. O cottage Fire, that burnest bright, What pictures sees he in thy light ? A city's smoke, a white white face, Phantoms that fade and die, And last, the lonely burial-place On the windy hill hard by. IS near a year since Andrew went to sleep — A winter and a summer. Yonder bed Is where the boy was born, and where he died, And yonder o'er the lowland is his grave : 140 DAVID GRAY. The nook of grass and gowans where in thought I found you standing at the set o' sun . . . The Lord content us — -'tis a weary world. These five-and-twenty years Fve wrought and wrought In this same dwelling ; — hearken ! you can hear The looms that whuzzle-whazzle ben the house, Where Jean and Mysie, lassies in their teens, And Jamie, and a neighbours son beside, Work late and early. Andrew who is dead Was our first-born ; and when he crying came, With beaded een and pale old-farrant face, Out of the darkness, Mysie and myse? Were young and heartsome ; and his smile, be sure, Made daily toil the sweeter. Hey, his kiss Put honey in the very porridge-pot ! His smile strung threads of sunshine on the loom ! And when he hung* around his mother's neck, He decked her out in jewels and in gold That even ladies envied ! . . . Weel ! ... in time Came other children, newer gems and gold, And Andrew quitted Mysie's breast for mine. So years rolled on, like bobbins on a loom ; DAVID GRAY. 141 And Mysie and myseF had work to do, And Andrew took his turn among the rest, No sweeter, dearer ; till, one Sabbath day, When Andrew was a curly-pated tot Of sunny summers six, I had a crack With Mister Mucklewraith the Minister, Who put his kindly hand on Andrew's head, Called him a clever wean, a bonnie wean, Clever at learning, while the mannikin Blushed red as any rose, and peeping up Went twinkle-twinkle with his round black een ; And then, while Andrew laughed and ran awa', The Minister went deeper in his praise, And prophesied he would become in time A man of mark. This set me thinking, sir, And watching, — and the mannock puzzled me. Would sit for hours upon a stool and draw Droll faces on the slate, while other lads Were shouting at their play ; dumbly would lie Beside the Lintock, sailing, piloting, Navies of docken-leaves a summer day ; Had learned the hymns of Doctor Watts by heart, And as for old Scots songs, could lilt them a' — 142 DAVID GRAY. From Yarrow Braes to Bonnie Bessie Lee — And where he learned them, only Heaven knew ; And oft, although he feared to sleep his lane, Would cowrie at the threshold in a storm To watch the lightning, — as a birdie sits, With fluttering fearsome heart and dripping wings, Among the branches. Once, I mind it weel, In came he, running, with a bloody nose, Part tears, part pleasure, to his fluttering heart Holding a callow mavis golden-billed, The thin white film of death across its een, And told us, sobbing, how a neighbour's son Harried the birdie's nest, and how by chance He came upon the thief beside the burn Throwing the birdies in to see them swim, And how he fought him, till he yielded up This one, the one remaining of the nest ; — And ' c the birdie 's dying ! " sobbed he sore, ' ' The bonnie birdie 's dying ! " — till it died ; And Andrew dug a grave behind the house, Buried his dead, and covered it with earth, And cut, to mark the grave, a grassy turf Where blew a bunch of gowans. After that, I thought and thought, and thick as bees the thoughts DAVID GRAY. 143 Buzzed to the whuzzle- whazzling of the loom — I could make naething of the mannikin ! But by-and-by, when Hope was making hay, And web-work rose, I settled it and said To the good wife, " ; Tis plain that yonder lad Will never take to weaving — and at school They say he beats the rest at all his tasks Save figures only : I have settled it : Andrew shall be a minister — a pride And comfort to us, Mysie, in our age ; He shall to college in a year or twa (If fortune smiles as now) at Edinglass." You guess the wife opened her een, cried " Foosh \" And called the plan a silly senseless dream, A hopeless, useless castle in the air ; But ere the night was out, I talked her o'er, And here she sat, her hands upon her knees, Glow'ring and hearkening, as I conjured up, Amid the fog and reek of Edinglass, Life's peaceful gloaming and a godly fame. So it was broached, and after many cracks With Mister Muckle wraith, we planned it a ; , And day by day we laid a penny by To give the lad when he should quit the bield. 144 DAVID GRAY. And years wore on ; and year on year was cheered By thoughts of Andrew, drest in decent black, Throned in a Pulpit, preaching out the Word, A house his own, and all the country-side To touch their bonnets to him. Weel, the lad Grew up among us, and at seventeen His hands were genty white, and he was tall, And slim, and narrow-shouldered ; pale of face, Silent, and bashful. Then we first began To feel how muckle more he knew than we, To eye his knowledge in a kind of fear, As folk might look upon a crouching beast, Bonnie, but like enough to rise and bite. Up came the cloud between us silly folk And the young lad that sat among his Books Amid the silence of the night ; and oft It' pained us sore to fancy he would learn Enough to make him look with shame and scorn On this old dwelling. ; Twas his manner, sir ! He seldom lookt his father in the face, And when he walkt about the dwelling, seemed Like one superior ; dumbly he would steal To the burnside, or into Lintlin Woods, With some new-farrant book, — and when I peeped, DAVID GRAY. 145 Behold a book of jingling-j angling rhyme, Fine-written nothings on a printed page ; And, pressed between the leaves, a flower per- chance, Anemone or blue Forget-me-not, Pluckt in the grassy woodland. Then I peeped Into his drawer, among his papers there, And found — you guess ? — a heap of idle rhymes, Big-sounding, like the worthless printed book : Some in old copies scribbled, some on scraps Of writing-paper, others finely writ With spirls and flourishes on big white sheets. I clenched my teeth, and groaned. The beauteous dream Of the good Preacher in his braw black dress, With house and income snug, began to fade Before the picture of a drunken loon Bawling out songs beneath the moon and stars, — Of poet Willie Clay, who wrote a book About King Eobert Bruce, and aye got fu', And scattered stars in verse, and aye got fV, Wept the world's sins, and then got fu' again, — Of Ferguson, the feckless limb o' law, — And Robin Burns, who gauged the whisky-casks L 143 DAVID GRAY. And brake the seventh commandment. So at once I up and said to Andrew, " You're a fool ! You waste your time in silly senseless verse, Lame as your own conceit : take heed ! take heed ! Or, like your betters, come to grief ere long ! " But Andrew fmsht and never spake a word, Yet eyed me sidelong with his beaded een, And turned awa', and, as he turned, his look — Half scorn, half sorrow — stang me. After that, I felt he never heeded word of ours, And though we tried to teach him common-sense He idled as he pleased ; and many a year, After I spake him first, that look of his Came dark between us, and I held my tongue, And felt he scorned me for the poetry's sake. This coldness grew and grew, until at last We sat whole nights before the fire and spoke No word to one another. One fine day, Says Mister Mucklewraith to me, says he, " So ! you've a Poet in your house ! " and smiled ; " A Poet ? God forbid ! " I cried ; and then It all came out : how Andrew slyly sent Verse to the paper ; how they printed it In Poets' Corner ; how the printed verse DAVID GRAY. 147 Had ca't a girdle in the callant's head ; How Mistress Mucklewraith they thought half daft Had cut the verses out and pasted them In albums, and had praised them to her friends. I said but little ; for my schemes and dreams Were tumbling down like castles in the air, And all my heart seemed hardening to stone. But after that, in secret stealth, I bought The papers, hunted out the printed verse, And read it like a thief; thought some were good, And others foolish havers, and in most Saw naething, neither common-sense nor sound — Words pottle-bellied, meaningless, and strange, That strutted up and down the printed page, Like Bailies made to bluster and look big. ; Twas useless grumbling. All my silent looks Were lost, all Mysie's flyting fell on ears Choke-full of other counsel ; but we talked In bed o' nights, and Mysie wept, and I Felt stubborn, wrothful, wronged. It was to be ! Butmind you, though we mourned, we ne'er forsook The college scheme. Our sorrow, as we saw Our Andrew growing cold to homely ways, 148 DAVID GRAY. And scornful of the bield, but strengthened more Our wholesome wish to educate the lad, And do our duty by him, and help him on With our rough hands — the Lord would do the rest, The Lord would mend or mar him. So at last, New-clad from top to toe in home-spun cloth, With books and linen in a muckle trunk, He went his way to college ; and we sat, Mysie and me, in weary darkness here ; For though the younger bairns were still about, It seemed our hearts had gone to Edinglass With Andrew, and were choking in the reek Of Edinglass town. It was a gruesome fight, Both for oursel's at home, and for the boy, That student life at college. Hard it was To scrape the fees together, but beside, The lad was young and needed meat and drink. We sent him meal and bannocks by the train, And country cheeses ; and with this and that, Though sorely pushed, he throve, though now and then DAVID GRAY. 149 With empty wame : spinning the siller out By teaching grammar in a school at night. Whiles he came home : weary old-farrant face Pale from the midnight candle ; bring home Good news of college. Then we shook awa' The old sad load, began to build again Our airy castles, and were hopeful Time Would heal our wounds. But, sir, they plagued me still — Some of his ways ! When here, he spent his time In yonder chamber, or about the woods, And by the waterside, — and with him books Of poetry, as of old. Mysel' could get But little of his company or tongue ; And when we talkt, atweel, a kind of frost, — My consciousness of silly ignorance, And worse, my knowledge that the lad himsel' Felt sorely, keenly, all my ignorant shame, Made talk a torture out of which we crept With burning faces. Could you understand One who was wild as if he found a mine Of golden guineas, when he noticed first The soft green streaks in a snowdrop's inner leaves ? And once again, the moonlight glimmering 150 DAVID GRAY. Through watery transparent stalks of flax ? A flower's a flower ! . . . But Andrew snooved about, Aye finding wonders,, mighty mysteries, In things that ilka learless cottar kenned. ]N"ow, 'twas the falling snow or murmuring rain ; Now, 'twas the laverock singing in the sun, And dropping slowly to the callow young ; Now, an old tune he heard his mother lilt ; And aye those trifles made his pallid face Flush brighter, and his een flash keener far, Than when he heard of yonder storm in France, Or a King's death, or, if the like had been, A city's downfall. He was born with love For things both great and small ; yet seemed to prize The small things best. To me, it seemed indeed The callant cared for nothing for itsel', But for some special quality it had To set him thinking, thinking, or bestow A tearful sense he took for luxury. He loved us in his silent fashion weel ; DAVID GRAY. 151 But in our feckless ignorance we knew 'Twas when the humour seized him — with a sense Of some queer power we had to waken up The poetry — ay, and help him in his rhyme ! A kind of patronising tenderness, A pitying pleasure in our Scottish speech And homely ways, a love that made him note Both ways and speech with the same curious joy As filled him when he watched the birds and flowers. He was as sore a puzzle to us then As he had been before. It puzzled us, How a big lad, down-cheeked, almost a man, Could pass his time in silly childish joys . . . Until at last, a hasty letter came From Andrew, telling he had broke awa' From college, packed his things, and taken train To London city, where he hoped (he said) To make both fortune and a noble fame Through a grand poem, carried in his trunk ; How, after struggling on with bitter heart, He could no longer bear to fight his way Among the common scholars ; and the end Bade us be hopeful, trusting God, and sure 152 DAVID GRAY. The light of this old home would guide him still Amid the reek of evil. Sae it was ! We twa were less amazed than you may guess, Though we had hoped, and feared, and hoped, sae long ! But it was hard to bear — hard, hard, to bear ! Our castle in the clouds was gone for good ; And as for Andrew — other lads had ta'en The same mad path, and learned the bitter task Of poortith, cold, and tears. She grat. I sat In silence, looking on the ruffing fire, Where streets and ghaistly faces came and went, And London city crumbled down to crush Our Andrew ; and my heart was sick and cold. Ere long, the news across the country-side Speak quickly, like the crowing of a cock From farm to farm — the women talkt it o'er On doorsteps, o'er the garden rails ; the men Got £a' upon it at the public-house, And whispered it among the fields at work. A cry was quickly raised from house to house, That all the blame was mine, and cankered een DAVID GRAY. 153 Lookt cold upon rae, as upon a kind Of upstart. u Fie on pride ! " the whisper said, The fault was Andrew's less than those who taught His heart to look in scorn on honest work, — Shame on them ! — but the lad, poor lad, would learn ! sir, the thought of this spoiled many a web In yonder — tingling, tingling, in my ears, Until I fairly threw my gloom aside, Smiled like a man whose heart is light and young, And with a future-kenning happy look Threw up my chin, and bade them wait and see . . But, night by night, these een lookt London ways, And saw my laddie wandering all alone 'Mid darkness, fog, and reek, growing afar To dark proportions and gigantic shape — Just as a figure of a sheep-herd looms, Awful and silent, through a mountain mist. Ye aiblins ken the rest. At first, there came Proud letters, swiftly writ, telling how folk Now roundly called him " Poet," holding out Bright pictures, which we smiled at wearily — As people smile at pictures in a book, 154 DAVID GRAY. Untrue but bonnie. Then the letters ceased, There came a silence cold and still as frost, — We sat and hearkened to our beating hearts, And prayed as we had never prayed before. Then lastly, on the silence broke the news That Andrew, far awa', was sick to death, And, weary, weary of the noisy streets, With aching head and weary hopeless heart, Was coming home from mist and fog and noise To grassy lowlands and the caller air. 'Twas strange, 'twas strange ! — but this, the weary end Of all our bonnie biggins in the clouds, Came like a tearful comfort. Love sprang up Out of the ashes of the household fire, Where Hope was fluttering like the loose white film ; And Andrew, our own boy, seemed nearer now To this old dwelling an our aching hearts Than he had ever been since he became Wise with book-learning. With an eager pain, I met him at the train and brought him home ; And when we met that sunny day in hairst, DAVID GRAY. 155 The ice that long had sundered us had thawed, We met in silence, and our een were dim. Och, I can see that look of his this night ! Part pain, part tenderness — a weary look Yearning for comfort such as God the Lord Puts into parents' een. I brought him here. Gently we set him here beside the fire, And spake few words, and hushed the noisy house ; Then eyed his hollow cheeks and lustrous een, His clammy hueless brow and faded hands, Blue veined and white like lily-flowers. The wife Forgot the sickness of his face, and moved With light and happy footstep but and ben, As though she welcomed to a merry feast A happy guest. In time, out came the truth : Andrew was dying : in his lungs the dust Of cities stole unseen, and hot as fire Burnt — like a deil's red een that gazed at Death. Too late for doctor's skill, though doctor's skill We had in plenty ; but the ill had ta'en Too sure a grip. Andrew was dying, dying : The beauteous dream had melted like a mist The sunlight feeds on : a' remaining now Was Andrew, bare and barren of his pride, 156 DAVID GRAY. Stark of conceit, a weel-beloved child, Helpless to help himself and dearer thus, As when his yaumer* — like the corn-craik's cry Heard in a field of wheat at dead o' night — Brake on the hearkening darkness of the bield. And as he nearer grew to God the Lord, Nearer and dearer ilka day he grew To Mysie and mysel' — our own to love, The world's no longer. For the first last time, We twa, the lad and I, could sit and crack With open hearts — free-spoken, at our ease ; I seemed to know as muckle then as he, Because I was sae sad. Thus grief, sae deep It flowed without a murmur, brought the balm Which blunts the edge of worldly sense and makes Old people weans again. In this sad time, We never troubled at his childish ways ; We seemed to share his pleasure when he sat Listening to birds upon the eaves ; we felt * Yaume?\ a child's cry. DAVID GRAY. 157 Small wonder when we found him weeping o'er His old torn books of pencilled thoughts and verse ; And if, outbye, I saw a bonnie flower, I pluckt it carefully and bore it home To my sick boy. To me, it somehow seemed His care for lovely earthly things had changed — Changed from the curious love it once had been, Grown larger, bigger, holier, peacefuller ; And though he never lost the luxury Of loving beauteous things for poetry's sake, His heart was God the Lord's, and he was calm. Death came to lengthen out his solemn thoughts Like shadows to the sunset. So no more We wondered. What is folly in a lad Healthy and hearts ome, one with work to do, Befits the freedom of a dying man. . . Mother, who chided loud the idle lad Of old, now sat her sadly by his side, And read from out the Bible soft and low, Or lilted lowly, keeking in his face, The old Scots songs that made his een so dim. I went about my daily work as one Who waits to hear a knocking at the door, 158 DAVID GRAY. Ere Death creeps in and shadows those that watch ; And seated here at e'en i 3 the ingleside, I watched the pictures in the fire and smoked My pipe in silence ; for my head was fa' Of many rhymes the lad had made of old (Rhymes I had read in secret, as I said) , No one of which I minded till they came Unsummoned, murmuring about my ears Like bees among the leaves. The end drew near. Came Winter moaning, and the Doctor said That Andrew couldna live to see the Spring ; And day by day, while frost was hard at work, The lad grew weaker, paler, and the blood Came redder from the lung. One Sabbath day — The last of winter, for the caller air Was drawing sweetness from the barks of trees — When down the lane, I saw to my surprise A snowdrop blooming underneath a birk, And gladly pluckt the flower to carry home To Andrew. Ere I reached the bield, the air Was thick wi' snow, and ben in yonder room DAVID GRAY. 159 I found him, Mysie seated at his side, Drawn to the window in the old arm-chair, Gazing wi' lustrous een and sickly cheek Out on the shower, that wavered softly down In glistening siller glamour. Saying nought, Into his hand I put the year's first flower, And turned awa' to hide my face ; and he . . . . He smiled . . and at the smile, I knew, not why, It swam upon us, in a frosty pain, The end was come at last, at last, and Death Was creeping ben, his shadow on our hearts. We gazed on Andrew, called him by his name, And touched him softly . . and he lay awhile, His een upon the snow, in a dark dream, Yet neither heard nor saw ; but suddenly, He shook awa' the vision wi' a smile, Raised lustrous een, still smiling, to the sky, Next upon us, then dropt them to the flower That trembled in his hand, and murmured low, Like one that gladly murmurs to himseP — u Out of the Snow, the Snowdrop — out of Death Comes Life ;" then closed his eyes and made a moan, And never spake another word again. 160 DAVID GRAY. . . And you think weel of Andrew's book ? You think That folk will love him, for the poetry's sake, Many a year to come ? We take it kind You speak so weel of Andrew ! — As for me, I can make naething of the printed book ; I am no scholar, sir, as I have said, And Mysie there can just read print a wee. Ay ! we are feckless, ignorant of the world ! And though 'twere joy to have our boy again And place him far above our lowly house, We like to think of Andrew as he was When, dumb and wee, he hung his gold and gems Round Mysie's neck ; or — as he is this night — Lying asleep, his face to heaven — asleep, Near to our hearts, as when he was a bairn, Without the poetry and human pride That came between us to our grief, langsyne. From " Idyls and Legends of Inverburn" by Robert Buchanan. DAVID GRAY. 161 II. TO DAVID IN HEAVEN. % 111 ! the slow moon roaming Through fleecy mists of gloaming, Furrowing with pearly edge the jewel-powdered sky! Lo, the bridge moss-laden, Arched like foot of maiden, And on the bridge, in silence, looking upward, you and I ! Lo, the pleasant season Of reaping and of mowing — The round still moon above, — beneath, the river duskily flowing ! ii. Violet-coloured shadows, Blown from scented meadows, Float o'er us to the pine- wood dark from yonder dim corn-ridge ; The little river gushes M 162 DAVID GRAY. Through shady sedge and rushes, And gray gnats murmur o'er the pools, beneath the mossy bridge ; — And you and I stand darkly, O'er the keystone leaning, And watch the pale mesmeric moon, in the time of gleaners and gleaning. in. Do I dream, I wonder ? As, sitting sadly under A lonely roof in London, through the grim square pane I gaze ? Here of you I ponder, In a dream, and yonder The still streets seem to stir and breathe beneath the white moon's rays. By the vision cherished, By the battle braved, Do I but dream a hopeless dream, in the city that slew you, David ? IV. Is it fancy also, That the light which falls so 1 TO DAVID IN HEAVEN. 163 Faintly upon the stony street below me as I write, Near tall mountains passes Through churchyard weeds and grasses, Barely a mower's mile away from that small bridge, to-night ? And, where you are lying, — Grass and flowers above you — Is mingled with your sleeping face, as calm as the hearts that love you ? v. Poet gentle-hearted, Are you then departed, And have you ceased to dream the dream we loved of old so well ? Has the deeply cherished Aspiration perished, And are you happy, David, in that heaven where you dwell ? Have you found the secret We, so wildly, sought for, And is your soul enswathed, at last, in the singing robes you fought for ? 164 DAVID GRAY. VI. In some heaven star-lighted, Are you now united Unto the poet-spirits that you loved, of English race ? Is Chatterton still dreaming ? And, to give it stately seeming, Has the music of his last strong song passed into; Keats' s face ? Is Wordsworth there ? and Spenser ? . Beyond the grave's black portals, Can the grand eye of Milton see the glory he sang to mortals ? VII. You at least could teach me, Could your dear voice reach me, Where I sit and copy out for men my soul's Strang speech, Whether it be bootless, Profitless, and fruitless, — The weary aching upward strife to heights we cannot reach, The fame we seek in sorrow, TO DAVID IN HEAVEN. 165 The agony we forego not, The haunting singing sense that makes us climb — whither we know not. VIII. Must it last for ever, The passionate endeavour, Ay, have ye, there in heaven, hearts to throb and still aspire ? In the life you know now, Rendered white as snow now, Do fresher glory-heights arise, and beckon higher — higher ? Are you dreaming, dreaming, Is your soul still roaming, Still gazing upward as we gazed, of old in the autumn gloaming ? IX. Lo, the book I hold here, In the city cold here ! I hold it with a gentle hand and love it as I may ; Lo, the weary moments ! Lo, the icy comments ! 166 DAVID GRAY. And lo, false Fortune's knife of gold swift-lifted up to slay ! Has the strife no ending ? Has the song no meaning ? Linger I, idle as of old, while men are reaping or gleaning ? x. Upward my face I turn to you, I long for you, I yearn to you, The spectral vision trances me to utt'rance wild and weak ; It is not that I mourn you, To mourn you were to scorn you, For you are one step nearer to the beauty singers But I want, and cannot see you, I seek and cannot find you, And, see ! I touch the book of sougs you tenderly left behind you ! XI. Ay, me ! I bend above it, With tearful eyes, and love it, TO DAVID IN HEAVEN. 167 With tender hand I touch the leaves, but cannot find you there ! Mine eyes are haunted only By that gloaming sweetly lonely, The shadows on the mossy bridge, the glamour in the air! I touch the leaves, and only See the glory they retain not — The moon that is a lamp to Hope, who glorifies what we gain not ! XII. The aching and the yearning, The hollow undiscerning, Uplooking want I still retain, darken the leaves I touch — Pale promise, with much sweetness Solemnizing incompleteness, But ah, you knew so little then — and now you know so much ! By the vision cherished, By the battle braved, Have you, in heaven, shamed the song, by a loftier music, David ? 1(38 DAVID GRAY. XIII. I, who loved and* knew you, In the city that slew you, Still hunger on, and thirst, and climb, proud- hearted and alone : Serpent-fears enfold me, Syren- visions hold me, And, like a wave, I gather strength, and gather- ing strength, I moan ; Yea, the pale moon beckons, Still I follow, aching, And gather strength, only to make a louder moan, in breaking ! XIV. Though the world could turn from you, This, at least, I learn from you : Beauty and Truth, though never found, are worthy to be sought, The singer, upward- springing, Is grander than his singing, And tranquil self-sufficing joy illumes the dark of thought. This, at least, you teach me, TO DAVID IN HEAVEN. 169 In a revelation : That gods still snatch, as worthy death, the soul in its aspiration. xv. And I think, as you thought, Poesy and Truth ought Never to lie silent in the singer's heart on earth ; Though they be discarded, Slighted, unrewarded, Though, unto vulgar seeming, they appear of little worth, — Yet tender brother-singers, Young or not yet born to us, May seek there, for the singer's sake, that love which sweeteneth scorn to us ! XVI. While I sit in silence, Conies from mile on mile hence, From English Keats' s Eoman grave, a voice that sweetens toil ! Think you, no fond creatures Draw comfort from the features 170 DAVID GRAY. Of Chatterton, pale Ph'aethon, hurled down to sunless soil ? Scorched with sunlight lying, Eyes of sunlight hollow, But, see ! upon the lips a gleam of the chrism of Apollo ! XVII. Noble thought produces Noble ends and uses, Noble hopes are part of Hope wherever she may be, Noble thought enhances Life and all its chances, And noble self is noble song, — all this I learn from thee ! And I learn, moreover, 'Mid the city's strife too, That such faint song as sweetens Death can sweeten the singer's life too ! XVIII. Lo, my Book ! — I hold it In weary hands, and fold it Unto my heart, if only as a token I aspire ; TO DAVID IN HEAVEN. 171 And, by song's assistance, Unto your dim distance, My soul uplifted is on wings, and beckoned higher, nigher. By the sweeter wisdom You return unspeaking, Though endless, hopeless, be the search, we exalt our souls in seeking. XIX. Higher, yet, and higher, Ever nigher, ever nigher, To the glory we conceive not, let us toil and strive and strain !- — The agonized yearning, The imploring and the burning, Grown awfuller, in tenser, at each vista we attain, And clearer, brighter, growing, Up the gulfs of heaven wander, Higher, higher yet, and higher, to the Mystery we ponder ! xx. Yea, higher yet, and higher, Ever nigher, ever nigher, 172 DAVID GRAY. While men grow small by stooping and the reaper piles the grain, — Can it then be bootless, Profitless and fruitless, The weary aching upward search for what we never gain ? Is there not awaiting Rest and golden weather, Where, passionately purified, the singers may meet together ? XXI. Up ! higher yet, and higher, Ever nigher, ever nigher, Through voids that Milton and the rest beat still with seraph- wings ; Out through the great gate creeping Where God hath put his sleeping — A- dewy cloud detaining not the soul that soars and sings; Up ! higher yet, and higher Fainting nor retreating, Beyond the sun, beyond the stars, to the far bright realm of meeting ! TO DAVID IN HEAVEN. 173 XXII. Mystery ! Passion ! To sit on earth, and fashion, What floods of music visibled may fill that fancied place ! To think, the least that singeth, Aspireth and upspringeth, May weep glad tears on Keats's breast and look in Milton's face ! When human power and failure Are equalized for ever, And the one great Light that haloes all is the passionate bright endeavour ! XXIII. But ah, that pale moon roaming Through fleecy mists of gloaming, Furrowing with pearly edge the jewel-powdered sky, And ah, the days departed With your friendship gentle-hearted, And ah, the dream we dreamt that night, together, you and I ! 174 DAVID GRAY. Is it fashioned wisely, To help us or to blind us, That at each height we gain we turn, and behold a heaven behind us ? Undertones, by Robert Buchanan. III. THE STUDENT, AND HIS VOCATION. THE STUDENT AND HIS VOCATION. T is not so easy to be alone as it used to be. Fresh dropt, as it were, from the moon, and amazed at the hum and roar of innumerable mortals similarly bewildered, the mortal traveller finds it difficult now to creep into a cave or to pitch a tent in the desert. Even if beneficent Providence feed and clothe him- free of trouble, the temptation to action is almost certain to be too strong for him ; when everybody is fighting, he is indeed cold- blooded who does not seek a share of the blows and the glory. He is pulled into the public vortex — fights, debates, writes, studies by all means to outwrestle his neighbours and to get a head higher. Entering the city gates, greeted N 178 THE STUDENT AND by a wail as shrill and sad as if lie were pene- trating the middle circle of the Inferno, his heart is stirred and he becomes a philanthropist. Ob- serving the phenomena of society and the inex- orable laws of trade, he turns political economist. Marking the tendency of the race to equalization, observing how much may be done even by tall talk to commeasure freedom, he mounts the rostrum and delivers political oracles. But he is never alone. Once caught by the whirligig, he is kept dancing round and round. He is doomed to be a public man, big or little, one of the crowd, — doomed in this fatal way, that once committed to combined action with masses, no other action contents him. With sword or with pen, in the senate or in the pulpit, as constitution-conserver or liberal elector, he is for ever on the move. Is it to be wondered at that he soon loses his identity ? The man is lost in the vocation ; we know him no longer by his face and voice, but by his badge of office . He is a wave in the great waters . His busi- ness is public, and he is coerced by his associates. The collective public opinion of this crowd of i travellers is what may be termed " contemporary HIS VOCATION. 179 truth. " This, of necessity, changes from gene- ration to generation. From Hindooism to the pantheism of Greece and Rome, from that to the Catholicism of the early Church, from that to the fierce bigotry of the later Church, from that to the sour eclecticism of France, contemporary truth changes and changes. That which is true to Julius Caesar is smiled at by Augustus ; what the cowls approve the eighth Henry soon proves to be ephemeral, until Henry, in his turn, is shown to have only just begun the work of alteration. It is the same in all other movements not re- ligious. Now contemporary truth is for mo- narchies, then for republics one and indivisible ; now it insists upon the encyclopaedia as the embodiment of all knowledge, again it indig- nantly tears the encyclopaedia and burns the e&i.gy of Yoltaire. Noisy, vehement, dogmatic, yet earnest, beat the waters of opinion on the heavenly shore, where the sun comes and goes, and the stars keep vigil in the intervals of his coming and going; and contemporary truth is the barest froth thereof. The crowd roars, and the angels are smiling at its oracles. 180 THE STUDENT AND Evermore , however, in all periods, in all cli- mates and countries, there have been individuals who cared neither to lead nor to be led, who grew weary of action, however irresponsible, and who, in a supreme moment, have crept away from the mass and sought solitude. Yet in no selfish or exclusive spirit have they sought to be alone, — in no scorn of their fellows, in no fear of blows or pain, in no wish to secure a monopoly of the grand shows which nature makes in solitary places. Spiritual astronomers, they discovered early that it was their business to regard the heavens, not to delve in the earth, nor build cities, nor preach in the market-place. Star- gazers, they speculate from what star they and the other travellers have fallen. The tumult, the glory, the wonder of the world electrifies, instead of disturbing, their contemplation. These men are the Students, — pale men, with melancholy eyes, which seem to suffer from the burning light they shed on fellow-mortals. What, then, do the Students seek, turning their eyes to these transmortal directions, troubled evermore by the passage of wondrous lights across HIS VOCATION. 181 the heavenly shore ? They are seeking, not con- temporary, but " eternal truth/' — the law beyond local law, the religion beyond creeds, the holy government beyond governments which come and go. They are noting, in a word, not merely the phenomena which are constantly changing, but the truths which regulate such phenomena, which are evermore recurring with fresh force and novelty, and which may fairly be regarded as un- changeable. Plato, the grand great brow, gleam- ing divinely in the pale pure light of pagan sunset ; Spinoza, shading his wondrous eyes under heavy Jewish eyelids from a perfect glare and agony of light ; Comte, consuming a frail body in the dis- tress of too fixed a contemplation : these, all such as these, and the host of lesser labourers, consti- tute the class of Students, embracing in one fine brotherhood metaphysicians, spiritualists, posi- tivists, men of science, poets, painters, and musi- cians. However much they differ in most matters, however opposite they may be in per- sonal hopes and aspirations, they have one great point of contact : — their vocation is the study of eternal, not contemporary truth, and, to perfect 182 THE STUDENT AND that vocation, they find it imperatively necessary to live alone. Thus, here and there, by the busy wayside, the earthly traveller catches glimpses of faint foot- paths, some leading to places of nestling green, others winding up to the mountain-peaks, others conducting to the brink of waste waters peopled by the phantoms of the clouds. These paths wind to the nooks where the students dwell, hearing faintly from afar the tramp of busy feet and the cry of voices. Not always, however, do the Students remain apart. Ever and anon, at the point where the footpath joins the highway, appears a pale face, and a white hand is uplifted demanding silence. The Student has stept down with a message. Ere that message can be heard, the crowd must still itself and pause, and in that pause all loud cries are lost and the Student is heard saying : " Rest awhile and listen to the message I bring you ! I want you just for a minute to turn with me to the infinite. Even if my words be worthless, the pause will do you good, and you will struggle along all the more freshly afterwards." In these pauses is contained HIS VOCATION. 183 the history of all literatures and all arts. In them, at intervals, the eternal calm steals strangely upon the finite unrest. Throughout all these is the whisper : " Contemporary truth is not final, and there is a light, my brothers, beyond the light of setting suns." But the sore difficulty is how to get the crowd to pause,* how to still the waters, for ever so brief a period of listening. By only one charm is the crowd won, and that charm is thorough disin- terestedness — the very quality which is impossible to the crowd itself, or any member of the crowd. Just in so far as the Student is disinterested, will the Student fascinate his hearers. They can get stump-orators, singers for praise, fighters, German prophets, every day, but they are spell-bound at the novelty of the man who seeks no bonus. He is a kind of angelic wonder, just dropt glittering from cloudland. The sign of disinterestedness is beneficence, true love for the species ; the selfish crowd never mistake unselfishness ; not till that is clear will they hearken. Therefore, we never hear the true Student talk brutally of the black man, nor mock the poor temporary Philistinism 184 THE STUDENT AND of people in earnest, nor solicit attention by use- less ravings and insincerities. The Student is calm. He knows he must win the crowd by dis- interestedness, or by nothing. He will not bawl, though their backs are to him. If they ignore him for a time, he waits gently until they are ready. And the further proof of his disinterested- ness is this, — that, however much his message is to shock the world, he will never say it brutally or conceitedly, but lovingly and reve- rently, always adding — " Mind, this message is not final. It is the very nature of eternal truth to evade a decisive definition; and although I have seen something in that lofty region, and wish to report what I have seen, I pretend to settle nothing by authority." The exhibition of contempt for the audience he addresses is the first fatal sign of contempt for his vocation. The fool proves himself unfit to be a messenger, by as- suming the prevision of a god. We need not go far to seek for an example of a Student who despises his vocation. The last wild utterance of Thomas Carlyle still rings in our ears. HIS VOCATION. 185 This writer began reverently and gained hearers. He read affectionately in books and in nature, wrote nobly, aspired calmly to the contemplation of eternal truth. He secured quiet, and was recognized as a Student. Thus much, however, did not content him ; and the first signs of dis- content were certain false notes in the voice — German guttural sounds, elaborate word-building, wild mannerism. Clearly hungry for more in- fluence, he wrote privately to a friend that he would begin to " prophesy," and avowedly with a view to widening his circle of hearers — as if true prophet ever began by perceiving that there was a public, and calculating how such public might be stirred to emotion. He did prophesy. For a time, the crowd listened, till slowly and painfully his interestedness grew upon them. So thoroughly had he begun to despise his vocation, that he no longer took the trouble to utter his prophecies beautifully. So completely did he despise his public, that he deemed the g-rossest and least- weighed brutalities amply good enough for them. Instead of looking towards eternal truth, he gazed with the vision of a contemporary. How 186 THE STUDENT AND has this ended? The pause he once secured is broken. We merely hear his voice at intervals, and then always in the midst of a roar of voices. He has been whirled down into the crowd, and, though he shriek his loudest, there is no standing still to hear him. It so happens in this case, that circumstances have so arranged themselves as to prove that Mr. Carlyle possessed very little prophetic vision. His dismal prediction of anarchy and all sorts of accompanying evils, as likely to result to England because she disagreed with him as to the mights of man, has by no means yet been realized, and the " nigger" is free. Such a man was not likely to be silenced even by the contemplation of the grand American triumph of truth and human beneficence. The more the crowd has roared around about him, the louder he has screamed. His last utterance, though uttered in a shriller and fiercer key, embodies precisely what he has been saying ever since he despised his vocation. " Eagged dung-heap of a world ;" " the Almighty Maker has appointed the Nigger to be a servant f " servantship must become a contract of perma- HIS VOCATION. 187 nency f " in a limited time, say fifty years hence, the Church, all churches and so-called religions, the Christian religion itself, shall have deliquesced into liberty of conscience, progress of opinion, pro- gress of intellect, philanthropic movements, and other aqueous residues of a vapid badly-scented character;" "manhood suffrage, — horsehood, dog- hood, not yet treated of;" "universal glorious liberty — to sons of the devil in overwhelming majority, as would appear." In these sentences culminates the degradation of a Student stript of his gown. How utterly he has become swamped in the crowd, when the language he employs is that of the wildest roughs and rowdies in the swarm. Now, if there be one true mark of the true Student it is the endeavour to express himself exquisitely. Plotinus defines the beautiful " as the splendour of the good ;" and after this beautiful — not merely good, but good glorified — the Student aims. He studies the poetic termi- nology, and culls all felicities of speech which secure the radiant passage of meanings to the minds of hearers. He shapes his glowing 188 THE STUDENT AND thoughts into melodious syllables, such as com- mon men may not employ. Add to perfect dis- interestedness, perfect sweetness of voice, — and the people are spell-bound. Their souls are raised, their ears delighted. Though liberalism be their watchword, they will even listen to the gospel according to the Tories, — calmly hearken, I mean, to him who wishes to show that eternal truth is on the Tory side. Had Carlyle spoken in this fashion, his own reverence for what he conceived true would have been his safeguard and his honour. For public men are even nowadays quite ready to admit the services and honour the sincerity of the private inquirer, — especially in his capacity of reader of books. They say clearly, " We are too busy to seek precedents or study tomes — we have no time to collect learning — and we must employ you to study in our place." So while the public men are fighting keenly with a view to making some truth or seeming truth live, the Student familiarizes himself with history, philo- sophy, religion, science, in order to see what things have died in the past, or are dying in the HIS VOCATION. 189 present, and what things, having never been known really to die, may now be fairly assumed to be eternal. Busy people, too, are very grateful when the Student brings to them at second-hand the result of all this learned inquiry. They hearken to it, commit it to memory, even pay for it liberally ; not, however, until they are perfectly satisfied of the calmness, disinterestedness, and veracity of the person who supplies it. But when the Student not only brings his message, but lards it with follies and insolencies of his own, the public retort is simple : — "The message you bring is a lie." " Brutes ! idiots ! " perhaps screams the Student ; " do ye dare to despise eternal truth ?" And the public, justly exasperated, lynches the fellow, crying, " Eternal truth is all very fine, but we are now convinced of the contemporary truth that you are a humbug and a ranter." Nor will the public men, the stragglers en masse, tolerate on the part of the Student any vain affectation of superiority. They know very well that the Student, from Pythagoras to Goethe, has always been a human being, however close his communication with the Olympian prin- h 190 THE STUDENT AND cipalities ; and moreover, they know this — that mere living, even physical living, is any day as wondrous, as important, and as grand a thing as mere thinking. What right has the professor to bully the tradesman ? On what grounds does a poet scorn an alderman, a philosopher despise a member of parliament, a monk scowl at a milli- ner ? It is quite another thing, however, to bid the busy man, the man whose work is mean, the toiler and moiler at the tag- ends of society, pause occasionally, and inhale a sweet breath from the solitude, — to see what the stargazer is seeing, to hear what the minstrel is playing, to follow what the theorizer is proving in stately terms. But how lovingly, how reverently, does the true Student communicate with the people ! — how wisely does he defer to them in matters wherein they even have their authority ! The fine af- fectionate love for the species is in his eyes, and every word he utters is vocal with the music of humanity. The Man's face shines radiant under the academic cowl, and the appeal at the best is an appeal from a man's heart to the heart of men. The sinner is dealt with tenderly, though the sin HIS VOCATION. 191 is never spared. The erring class is reasoned with sweetly, while the error is unmercifully turned inside out. And the contemporary strag- glers, pausing to listen, feel how calm and tender a thing, how loving and how beneficent, is that eternal truth which scholiasts would lock up in their secretaries, and scientific monkeys (the true apes of Goethe's Witch's cave) seek in vain to put in a crucible. Here, certainly, is the true clue to the won- drous influence of Mr. John Stuart Mill. Of all our Students, this one has shown himself, not the most profound, but the most reverent, the most gentle, and the most unassuming. He had the true philosophic calm, — the true rest typical of the eternal. He had no gall. Merciless in argument, he was tender and brotherly to every antagonist. All this was true of Mr. Mill, previous to his entry into parliament. The Student has since been lost in the politician — the pause difficult to secure — the influence scattered and doubtful. That a thinker so acute and thorough as this should have dreamt it possible to reconcile eternal and contemporary truth — to 192 THE STUDENT AND be a student and a politician at the same time — has been to me one of those mysteries which are to be classed as insoluble. I have watched Mr. Mill's career with deep and grateful interest, — and thousands, as well as myself, felt bitter when the Light was put under the bushel of the House of Commons. How is it possible to connect eternal truth with the bigotry and folly which is represented to us by the reports in the daily newspapers, — to think of philosophy in con- nection with the blatant periods of Mr. Bright and the polished pettiness of Mr. Lowe, — and to associate calm and intellectual repose with the juggling insincerities of each successive Chancel- lor of the Exchequer ? Mr. Mill has really done what is being every day done by inferior men.* -Among the signs which accompany the vast political crisis which is at present agitating England, not least is the irri- tating attitude of the Student, — the class of man whose business it should be to mark, accompany, and emphasise progress, instead of muddying the stream of controversy. As I have suggested, the Student is losing the fine old reverence for his HIS VOCATION. 193 own vocation, and wasting his energies in matters over which he has really no concern. He would be an authority in the world of action as well as in the sphere of meditation, — claiming the privileges of the politician, the historian, the man of science, and the pamphleteer. He would decide great con- troversies by private authority, instead of calmly throwing the radiance of perfect private sight on the tendencies of his time. Dogmatism and pup- pyism supervene : — the Student no longer takes the trouble to express himself exquisitely ; the crudest utterance suffices ; the most listless loose- ness of thought, consequent on a contempt for his audience. Mr. Carlyle, as we have seen, preaches brutalism in language as harsh as the barking of Cerberus. Masters of Arts, Fellows of Colleges, and all the tribe of people who remain at school all their lives, imitate Mr. Arnold's manner, even while disagreeing with his opinions. The two sets of egotists join issue in denouncing the tendencies of their period. Some of ^hese men might secure real and lasting in- fluence if they reverenced and clearly pursued their own vocation. They claim double and irre- o 194 THE STUDENT AND concilable privileges — the authority of the private scholar, and the authority of the public leader. Deep philosophic repose is the air inhaled on the mountain tops, close to the stars, and must by no means be confounded with vulgar conscious- ness of calm. A person may step forward in an academic gown, saying : ' ' My papa was so skilled in developing the juvenile mind as to produce out of fair materials a novelist at fourteen, a philosopher two years later, and at eighteen an authority on every question under the sun — a wondrous little Salaputium, warranted perfect, and certain never to grow any more. Oh, I am so calm, and so clever. Yet see, how admirably I hide my knowledge ; that is calm, that is restraint. I am prepared to settle all questions by means of an insect exterminator, which has never been known to fail." But how does the public re- ceive such a person. " The Student," it re- plies, " evinces restraint and calm, does not talk about them ; they are, in fact, merely personal qualities. You fellows grow too quickly and stop too soon, and your calm and restraint are merely the inactivity and torpor consequent on a HIS VOCATION. 195 system of early forcing. You have by no means lived enough to determine living questions, and the best proof of that is the unmanliness of your manner." And are the public wrong ? Do the scholastic persons show any such real love for their kind, any such ignoring of self, any such telling- enthusiasm in great questions, as would soon win the confidence of men and women who live in the world outside the academy ? I fear not. They are not Students, nor do they live alone. Brought up in classes, inoculated with the usual stuff very early, they hate solitude hugely. They must think in bodies, or they are miserable.* But the career of the true Student has been two-fold, — a period of probation in the world of action, previous to the period of retreat to the sphere of thought. In that first period, no matter * I must not be understood as underrating true scholar- ship, — only as noting the vicious effect of schools. Why should the scholar not be a Student ? Look at Clough ! He had the true calm, and his religious hunger was a real thing. He kept his own way, without being tempted into exhibitions ; and for this very reason he will have in- fluence, when more pretentious and noisy schoolmen are forgotten. 196 THE STUDENT AND how short, a man not only learns what action is and his unfitness for it, but gets such knowledge of great busy powers as makes him treat power wisely all the rest of his life. How should he know that God meant him to be a Student, until ; he ascertained his unfitness for aught else? Hence the misfortune of early forcing. The schoolboys are wise too soon. They begin reck- lessly trading without capital ; evolving out of their own inner consciousness, like the German, a monster which they christen "man," and a number « of little monsters which they label " facts," and going wrong in everything, because their " facts " and " man " are wrong at starting : — Humano capiti cervicem pictor equinam Jungere si velit, et varias inducere plumas Undique collatis membris, ut turpiter atrum Desinat in piscem mulier formosa superne ; Spectatum admissi risum teneatis, arnici ? A little actual contact with men — not merely with people teaching and people taught — would save them, too, from regarding earth as one vast 1 seminary. They know this truth themselves in i the end. We find them yearning* wildly for HIS VOCATION. 197 action, writing verses of discontent, longing for the vague busy motion they have never ex- perienced ; interspersing such dissatisfied mo- ments by putting finishing touches to their own intellectual beauty, with the complacence of a fine lady putting on powder and rouge, and praying to God as to a skilful professor passionately attached to prodigies developed by early forcing. Too much reducing of life to system will not suit the Student. How should it, when he is growing* grey in the vain search of b truth that is absolutely final. He is the man that leaves mar- gins. He is very careful, therefore, how he deals even with contemporary superstitions, lest he may imitate the French writers, who destroyed, not only the superstitions themselves, but the noble truths underlying them. Coming on the highway, he steps among swarms of tiny lives, and he cannot step too cautiously, if he would avoid crushing something that is beautiful. Clear on all sides of us, in the highways and the byeways, in the crowd's voices, in the Students' messages, rises one great belief, in which eternal and contemporary truth seem to unite, — that we 198 THE STUDENT AND are moving on to multiplicity. The mass is rising, rights are widening, mights are broaden- ing. Meanwhile, some few alarmists shriek out that we lack individuals and must die. Then the reply is, " Let us die," if the vindication of eternal principles is fatal. Never, to the thinking of many, was there a time fraught with so much hope to man. The emancipation of the slave, the steps of Germany towards freedom, the extension of the suffrage, are all signs and portents. Hence- forth, freedom is vindicated as a personal right, and every man is to be recognized as a respon- sible citizen. And what, in the face of these things, are the cries of alarmists, the shrieks of classes, — what, in fact, is the very threat of anarchy ? Eternal truth seems saving " though ye perish, I will be vindicated." Yet in honest truth, the danger is perhaps exaggerated. When matters adjust themselves there will be no lack of leaders, no lack of Students. If there be one truth which it behoves the Student to illustrate noiv, it is this mighty one, — God's preference of His beloved children to any HIS VOCATION. 199 one of His children. If there is one quality which seems His, and His exclusively, it seems that Divine philoprogenitiveness, that passionate love of distribution and expansion into living forms. He is exhaustless, a fountain. Every animal added seems a new ecstasy to the Maker; every life added a new embodiment of His love. He would stvarm the earth with beings. There are never enough. Life, life, life — faces gleaming, hearts beating, must fill every cranny. Not a corner is suffered to remain empty. The whole earth breeds, and God glories. And here and everywhere, life, ab- solute life, is the only thing which we universally feel to be God's, and wholly sacred. Because there is sin and misery in the world, because hearts ache and bodies die, shall we turn upon this sublimely exhaustless Being, and demand explanation ? Is it not something to know how He delights in making, in endless creating, and that One who thus delights cannot be cruel. The explanation will come. Meantime, we move to multiplicity. Our selfish ascetics are no longer thought to possess god-like qualities ; but it is noticed everywhere that the sublimest 200 THE STUDENT AND HIS VOCATION. sign of perfect culture is divine philanthropy, and that the nearer each man seems to approach God, the more he seems to exhibit the mysterious and god-like quality of love for the species. The vocation of the Student is clear. He must aid the work of the world, but not by noise and egotistical prattling. He shall show to the crowd the nearest human approach to the perfect disinterestedness, sweetness, and exhaustless charity of God's Eternal Truth ; and the people, listening at the lifting of his hand, and charmed by the sweet- ness .of his voice, will be happier by a message sent to make still wider the activities of Law and Love. IV. W A L T WHITMA X. ^H^ " Cantantes, my dear Burdett, minus via ladit. Time; but bawling out the rights of man is not sin£rin