' ^P^ * o « o ^ -^'^ "W^-^/ .0 ^ >^ •rails* osT '^ oVJIXk.* ^^^ ^^ .^«ii^* a\ Vs^ A ♦ ,rs:55^^».*^ . v^ ^' P»OET SKIES AND OTIJEK ^/^ III f^C I ■f^ A <^ 0. DE PLORI. iiv; 1^. 18(;8. BALTIMOKE JOHN' AV. WOODS, I'RLVTKK, 202 Baltimore Street. The following Essays in the composition of verse are the unstudied efforts of a young authoress, unlearned and inexperienced in the poetic art, as its rules have been prescribed by Horace and other authorities. They mani- fest, however, in the judgment of the friends who, without consulting her, have undertaken to present them in this unpretending form, a vigor of thought, a power of descrip- tion, a vein of humor, and a devotional purity, elevation and soundness of sentiment which raise them much above the mediocrity which marks a great deal of what in so-called poetry, ow^es its reputation chiefly to the names of its authors. The illustrations are from sketches by a friend of the authoress, of her own sex, and reflect well the spirit of the lines they accompany. CONTENTS PAGE. POET SKIES, 9 COxMPEXSATIOX, n THE COCKATRICE, ; . . 18 FIRE! FIREf 21 THAT "BLESSED" SEWING MACHINE, * . • . . . 24 COUGH, COUGH, COUGH! ...... 27 EYES 28 ''STRONG MINDED AVOMEN," 29 VAIN TRUST, 32 'TIS FALL, 'Si DIANA, 39 AUTUMiN BIRD SOXG, 40 FADING AWAY, 42 THE CYPRESS GLEN, 43 LOOK UPWARD, 50 ADDRESS TO THE "C0OTER3" OF P , .... 52 OUR FESTIVAL, 54 LOVE IX A COT, 5t b CONTENTS. PAOE. THE NEW YEAR'S PRAYER, ...... GO THE FLIGHT OF TIME, (il MY CAT .JACK, 64 DRINK DEEP, G7 THE IDEAL, 6S FAME, U POEMS Spenser, thou'rt the dawn's red sky, Half in shade, though day is nigh : Revealing secrets of the night — Many shock, some please the sight. Here rich mines of golden ore. From which all have swell'd their store There, on rugged rocks entwine Graceful garlands of the vine ; And the opening flowers yield Sweets from many a virgin field. Dost beguile the pilgrim band Through a wild, oft weary land. 10 POET SKIES, WoRDSWOETH, thou art like the sky When 'tis clear, serene and high, Leading us to lofty thought, We, by thee, to look are taught, From calm nature to her God ; And to feel the earth he trod, Is a temple meet for praise. Thou dost strive our hearts to raise — Showing us how Heav'n, in all, Seeks our careless souls to call. Mountains point and streams reflect, — All things guide us, and direct. Shelley, thou art 'neath a sky. Whence is shut the light from high. Thou dost grope in darkness, though Earthly fires, flitting, glow O'er the labyrinthine maze. Where thy bright, lost spirit, strays. Day of intellect, alone, For moral night, can not atone. Shock'd though charm'd by what we see. We deplore, we pity thee ! Like a fallen star thou art, Dost nor light, nor warmth impart. POET SKIES. 11 Burns, I see in thee a sky, "When bright Spring doth cradled lie On each dewy heather-fell, As sweet w^nds, in music, tell Tales of love, and simple joy, — Nature's language, dost employ: — Melting into tearful rain, Breaking into smiles again 1 Though rough gusts at times may blow, Still thought-blossoms round thee grow. Thou dost healthful freshness bring Where the world its blight doth fling. Tennyson, art like the sky, When the god of day, on high, Rises from his rosy bed And his smiles on earth doth shed, Painting dewy nature bright With his pencilings of light. Higher still he mounts, behold, Making closed leaves unfold. Warming intellect to life, — Waking feeling's noble strife ; — Beacon-mind, shalt stand through time. Type of this great age sublime. 12 POET SKIES. Hemans, thou a moon-lit sky, Where the full orb rides on hicrh, Shedding floods of holy light From blue heaven's starry height. Here and there, the soft clouds seem Charged with lightning's lambent gleam. Pensive, melancholy, deep. Thou the soul doth gently steep In a full effulgent glow. Looking down on all below "With a woman's tender eye, We to thee for comfort fly. Coleridge, like a foggy sky, Sometimes low and sometimes high : Often dark and misty, oft Lit by moonlight fancies soft ; Lurid now, and now sublime. Scarce the same at any time. Though grand figures vaguely loom, We shall strive to pierce the gloom, Oft in vain, for dim and pale, Light falls on thy mystic veil ; With thy flickering torch dost find Haunted cells in everv mind. POET SKIES. 13 MooKE, thou art the glowing sky, Ere the sun to rest doth hie, Tinted with the rainbow hues ; Every scene thy touch endues With some charm, some pleasing trace Of thine own unrivalled grace ! Gorgeous, rosy, bright, or warm. Every cloud takes some new form : — Lovely, airy, beautiful, Wondrous, or fanciful, — Sometimes tender, sometimes gay, Thou dost while the time away. PoE, thou seemest the lurid sky, While the clouds mid darkness fly, Lit alone by lightning gleams — Bringing wild delirious dreams. Sweetest music novf dost wake, Now the cords dost rudely break 1 Thunders mutter, roll and growl, — Winds with untold horror howl, — Wondrous sounds fall on the ear With the potent spell of fear ; Morbid, fascinating, wild — * God's own image hast defiled. 14 POET SKIES. Hood, art like an April sky, When the fitful breeze blows by ; Rising to a joyous gale. Dying with a sobbing wail, — Often bringing clouds so dense, Hope sinks, like a false pretence. Quick as thought they break, and see How the sad drops seem to be Gems, that sparkle rare and bright In the gladsome, smiling light ! Grave, pathetic, madly gay, Laughing thine own tears away ! Bryant, as a dreamy sky. When the Indian summer's nigh; Thou dost on the mellow haze. Contemplative, turn thy gaze. And, hast through the realms of thought, Not in vain, for wisdom sought. Dost conceal what e'er would shock, — Rounding e'en the jagged rock. Passionless thy soul, and calm. Striving still to jDOur a balm On the turbid spirit. Rest Thou dost bring the weary spirit. POET SKIES. Ip Pope, a bow-spann'd, dripping sky, When the winds do blow and sigh With a careless melody, In a weary monody ! But rich fields of thought revive, And with all this patt'ring thrive. Though the chilling, nipping air, Blights, at times, the flowers fair ; And with cloudy discontent O'er the world thy brow is bent — AVhile they grieve that this should be, Thinking minds delight in thee ! In thy classic heights of mind, Pagan all thy gods we find. Byeon, thou night's sombre sky. Lit the red volcano by ! When black clouds are driven on, When weird forms do ride upon Every bitter, scorching blast. Wildly, darkly flitting past ! But the blaze that lights the sky Leaves but cinders, hot and dry. Wondrous mind ! perverted heart ! Master of thy noble art ! Few like thee, both strong and bold, Can deep passions sway and hold. 16 POET SKIES, Milton, thou the polar sky, Where doth loom, sublime, on high. Northern lights, serene and cold. Thou the glory dost unfold Of high heaven's star-gemm'd dome. Where thy thoughts, inspired, roam, Like great constellations, bound To one grand, unchanging round, God, their fix'd, their polar star, Draws them from the earth afar. Sounding, through eternal days, Glorious hymns of lofty praise. Shakespeare, as in noon-day sky Rides the sun, the zenith nigh, Shalt, from thine empyrean, see Countless ages bow to thee ; While thy genius, peerless, bright, Shall diffuse its glorious light. By that brilliancy untold, Though the gaze at first be bold, Dazzled and abashed, w^e turn, Not to criticise, but learn. Dost delight, instruct, amuse, Warmth and healthful life infuse. I \Ve recognize thy goodness, Lord, Thy loving, gracious care, That compensates in each life-stage The ills we meet with here. The young have energy and strength, To climb the up-hill road, The old have easy downward slopes "When bending 'neath life's load. Unsteady spring, Avhose showers light Yield to the fostering sun. Sere fall, the time of memories, Toil o'er, and work all done. The summer, — duties hard, and cares, But sweet fulfilment too. The grain in forming, needs not rain But ready suns, and dew. The morning twilight brings fresh hope The evening shadows rest, The noon-day, light, and faithful trust, Yea, :ill are richly blest ! ^ Yes, I sought her, though they warned me To beware the Cockatrice ; But I longed to prove my power, And withstand her artifice. First, I thought I only watched her, As a study, something strange, Soon I found she interested, "So unlike the common range." When she saw I dared to brave her, And her potent charms and wiles. She was piqued, and turned upon me Her most bright and winning smiles. She amused me, she bewitched me With her fascinating ways ; And her flashing black eyes dazzled, Deadly as the lightning blaze. THE COCKATRICE. 19 But I thought I saw them soften, Only when / looked in them, So I yielded to the torrent, 'Till its force I could not stem. Then I said the world belies her. There are depths it cannot sound, Where, beneath the sparkling surface. Gems are hid, that I have found. While she made me think I swayed her With a power all mine own. She was sporting in the glamour. That, o'er me, her spells had thrown. With a thousand bonds she held me. By her cheek's rich crimson hue, By her snake like coils and tresses. Those false lips I thought so true ! By her nobly moulded figure, By her wit and matchless grace ; By her mobile play of features. By the arts that none could trace. 20 THE COCKATRICE. When I could not hide the passion That had brought me to her feet, Then she spurned me, sneering, scorning For such madness this was meet ! How the burning fever courses Through my veins, like molten lead ! Still those baleful eyes, they haunt me, As I toss upon my bed. Take them off me ! Take them off me ! With their cold, disdainful gaze ; Oh they pierce my aching bosom, And my throbbing brain they craze. ^ ml ifird Fire ! Fire ! wake and follow, Hear the trumpets deep and hollow, Braying out a harsh defiance To the darkness and the silence. Hark ! the watchman's rattle springing, How the running feet are ringing ; As from every side men muster, Round the burning pile to cluster. All with eager awe-struck faces; Startled from their resting places. Some half-dressed are crouching yonder. Gazing blank in vacant wonder ; With impotent desperation, Looking on their desolation. Leave of life-long treasures taking, While their homeless hearts seem breaking Some are fainting, others crying, Some in panic madly flying ; These, in dull despair are sinking, Those in abject terror shrinking; o 22 FIRE, FIRE. How tlie gloating light enfolds tliem, As with potent spell it holds them ; Half with awful admiration, Half with stony desperation. In they rush, the rooms to rifle, Bearing off* a worthless trifle ; Under blind fear-born delusion, Then return in w^ild confusion, For some dear, forgotten token. Half is burned and half is broken. Fire ! Fire ! hear it crashing, Higher, higher, see it flashing ; List ! the clanging bells are tolling, How 'tis sinking, how 'tis swelling, And alarums wildly pealing. As for still more help appealing. See the mighty engines spouting, Hear the frantic masses shouting, Each to bolder eff'orts urging. But the fire waves still are surging. Far beyond the strength of mortals, Storming heaven's very portals. Clouds reflect the red, red gleaming, Rugged flames on high are streaming. Now the whole dread scene revealing, Now the darkness half concealing ; FIRE, FIRE. How it flickers, brightly liar ing, As a demon's eye balls glaring ; Roused by some foul incantation, Mad with fiendish exultation ; Thrusting out great tongues of fire, Hissing, climbing, higher, higher ; Nearer seem the flames approaching, On fresh fuel now encroaching ; See with stealthy steps 'tis creeping, Or with bold defiance leaping. All that lies before it sweeping, Ruin on destruction heaping. Every moment seems an hour, As before its might they cower ; Scarcely breathing, scarcely thinking, While each heart seems coldly shrinking. Now it puts forth all its powders. Throwing sparks in meteor showers. Hear the heavy timbers cracking. As it rolls on, never slacking. Look, the whole mass seems to quiver, And with one long groan to shiver ; Like a mortal creature reeling. When the last death stroke is dealing. Now the scorching air grows hotter. See the blazing structure totter ; 24 THAT BLESSED SEWING MACHINE. Then a cry of stand from under, Then a crash like deafning thunder ; Palls of smoke, and sparks ascending, Seem with stars and cloud-wreck blending. Darkness over all is falling, Silence every tongue enthralling ; Then a movement in the masses. And the spell of horror passes. One deep sigh and they recover, Gome away, for all is over. J y' J J "So you've bought a machine ! I'm so glad," says a friend : "Now, for help with my work, upon you, I'll depend, It will get through the sewing, I'll warrant my dear, In less than a week, that once took you a year. Here, I brought some things to run through, for I know. That with those blessed comforts, its nothing to sew. I left all for you to arrange and to baste. It's a trifle to do. Good bye. Pray make haste !" THAT BLESSED SEWING MACHINE. 25 A "trifle," and "nothing," I wish that was true, For she will blame if I can't, never thank if I do ; — • Showing plainly by looks, if she don't say it quite. That she's not even pleased, and there's none of it right • People think my machine an automaton, or That I'm one myself, else they'd spare me, I'm sure : — Just winding it up will not make the thing go, And an imp — not an angel^ — oft guides it, I know. Then I'm nervous to-day, so I'm sure it won't run, And I've got something else that I want to get done. Ah, well, let me set it in order, and see If it won't, for this once, have some pity on me ! Snap ! snap ! oh, the tension's too tight, I suppose. Crash ! crash ! It's too loose, by the loops that it throws. And this cloth is so stiff that the thread cuts and wears, — But then, when its flimsy, it pulls through and tears. This needle is bent, so the seam wont run straight. And I've turned up the point of that one on the plate. This must be too large — but that's surely' too small — • What can be the matter ? It wont work at all ! rhe shuttle is empty, perhaps. No, its not ! The thread may be caught, or else come to a knot. That wiry glace 's the very worst kind, — Tis half off the spool, around everything twined. That's fixed. Now, what breaks it ? I cannot conceive ! rhe loop click is right, the hook's smooth, I believe. 3* 26 THAT BLESSED SEWING MACHINE. But no one could sew with such horrible thread : And as to this clatter, 'tis splitting my head ! 'Tis shrieking for oil, — I must take off the plate, — Does working work everyone up to this state ? J But where is the screw-driver ? Not vanished, I pray, • With the gauge and the wrench ! Something goes every day This stitch is too short, for tis cutting the stuff; Too long now, — tis never, alas, just enough ! I feel all the stitches it makes — in my back, — And it aches, 'till I'm sure when I straighten 'twill crack This seam is all drawn, — that stretches, — Oh me ! If this is a blessing what can a curse be ? The band is too loose, for 'tis slipping around, Must, every two inches, — new troubles be found ? I'm bothered to death with this troublesome work ! There, I've broken the needle, by giving that jerk ! But I'm sure it is more than Job's temper could stand, And I'd got through much more, if I'd done it by hand. The basting, adjusting, and fixing, consume. What time is not wasted in fretting, and fume. To say that I hale this machine, is too mild ; What's thcvt ? I must stop for its driving me v/ild. c c c loitsti, |0«Blt, |0tt3l|! Cough, till your haggard eyes start in your head. Cough, till you wearily wish you were dead. Cough, till your chest feels all wounded and torn. Cough, till your figure is wasted and worn. Cough, till you think you must surely go wild. Cough, till you've scarcely the strength of a child. Cough, till your cheek becomes hollow and sere. Cough, till the hot lurid hectic is there. Cough, till you gasp for each laboring breath. Cough, till all damp with the cold dews of death . Cough, till bewildered and wild with despair, Cough, till rejoiced the end is so near. In honest gaze of hazel eyes, In tender depths of blue, In eagle glancing gray, and those Of evil sable hue ; In each I've felt a charm, but thine, Though seeming none of these, Are far more beautiful than all, More potent still to please ; The spreading pupil 'neath the lid. Glows like some deep set gem. Where oriental splendors slept. Until my life woke them. Now hazing with a tender mist. Now all ablaze Avith light, Now gazing solemnly on high. Or flecked with sparkles bright ; The soul, the heart, the mind by turns, Speak in those wondrous eyes ; I care not for thine other charms, 'Tis these alone I prize. STRONG MINDED WOMEN 29 Lift then thy veiling lashes long, So let me read thy soul, And what thy spirit says to mine, Oh ! seek not to control. ^-^j2../s\^^Gr,^^5ro^£^--v , January, 1867. You ask me to write you some verses, my friend, I'll try, in the hope that the muses will send Some slight inspiration, to help me along. For in writing to order, I never was strong. I do wish to please you, (not tease,) tho' I fear, 'Twill be hard to make you believe that I care ; As these verses can only as negative pass. They'll disjirove me a "positive woman" — a class That I most do abhor. There's nothing to me So weak as the "strong minded women" we see. A masculine woman, deny it who can — Is the next meanest thing to effeminate man. 30 STKONG MINDED WOMEN. Our strength 's in our weakness ; doubt not, if we try- However abortive the effort, — to vie With the "lords of creation," they'll soon put us down Below where we are, with well merited frown ; Now I'd never surrender one privilege, for The "rights" that I hav'nt, can't use, aye and more, Don't wish to be given ! 'Tis granted us now, On the plea of our weakness, (a good one I trow,) To sit by the fire, on cold winter days. While the brunt of hard work— just custom — still lays On the hardier sex, who doubts if we get The "rights" on which some foolish women are set. That shadov/ of substance they blindly destroy, And nature forbids we should ever enjoy. We'll have to go out in the rough world, and brave What we are not meant, made, or fit for ; I crave To know who is ready to do this, — and own. In life, I'm not willing "to go it alone." Now putting aside all this ismaiic trash, I cannot see why the two sexes should clash. They have what we want, we have what they need, AA^e should love to follow, as they love to lead. If females desire to manage, vre see The subversion of all that God destined should be. The most perfect of women are those who with grace. And dignity, too, still keep in their place. STEONG MINDED WOMEN. 31 Let each of us try to be best of our kind, Not aping the others, for that we must find Is taking the shortest and very best w^ay To bring degradation, unhappiness, aye, The loss, too, of all that true woman should prize : Thus giving mankind a good right to despise Our womanhood, which, unperverted and pure, With those sweet Christian graces God gave to ensure — If we use them aright — their love and respect, And make it their pleasure to guide and j^rotect With their minds and their arms, both stronger by far. Oh, hard-minded sisters, leave things as they are. Nor kick down the pedestal under our feet, [nvolving us all in your own just defeat. [f they force on me "rights," against which I protest, ['11 make this one use of the powers they vest, ^nd move, if men can change natures with us, 'Now do you believe we can mend matters thus ?) That they use their prerogative, strength, to withstand The evil their weakness has brought on the land. Chus put in their place those that think it is fine Co change all laws human as well as divine. Chey will gain far more love and respect by this course, 'n spite of the outcry 'twill cause to enforce. \.fter this, if they press me to vote, (which I doubt,) .'11 solemnlv rise, and I'll vote myself out 32 VAIN TRUST. Of a sphere in which they, by permitting this fact, Have proved that themselves are unfitted to act. Shall the weaker brave dangers that conquer the strong? Will not the swift current that sweeps them along, Overwhelm our efi'orts to stem it, and cast Us wrecks on life's shore, as warnings at last. Oh let us still tread where our mothers have trod, Leaving things as ordained by our nature and God. '^J^y^^\5g/2/^^^^^ * . f liidi. We wandered on the shore, mine own, and I, And as she watched the wave, I saw the glad light fading from her eye, — She shuddered, and looked grave. I drew her to my side, and fondly askel, "Why art thou so sad I pray ?" Nay, darling, smile on me again, and chase That gloomy shade away. VAIN TRUST. " 33 Look at the sea ; her placid breast doth heave With gentle swell, as though She loved the glowing clouds that mirror them, And murmur soft and low. "Yes, but I feel a boding gloom," she said, "As on the sea I gaze. And when as now she &eem& at rest, more dark The sombre shadow weighs. "I think but of her treachery to those Who, trusting to her wiles, Have fallen victims to them, this is why I hate her when she smiles. "But when she rises in her wrath sublime, I gaze upon her might With solemn awe and terror, still I own It is a glorious sight." I fondly boasted ; "Bat thou shouldst not fear, When I, my love, am by ; Thou knowest all dangers I could brave for thee. And with God's help, defy." 4 34 VAIN TRUST. "Nay, chide me not, I'll dread the sea no more, But place my trust in thee," Then leaning on my arm, she smiled, and fixed Her loving eyes on me. And thus we strayed, forgetting all beside, Along the rock bound shore ; Nor heeded we the gathering clouds, nor yet The winds deep sullen roar. Nor marked we how the beach we trod now grew More narrow as we went, And that between the over hanging cliffs. And ocean, we were pent. Until a jutting rock, that barred the way, Awoke us, and aghast. We saw the tide had ridden o'er the beach That we had blindly passed. And soon the fast encircling waves would sweep The narrow strip of sand On which we stood, our fearful fate seemed sure, Hemmed in on everv hand. VAIN TRUST. 35 The storm broke forth in fury wild, and loud The deaf 'ning thunder crashed, The lightning blinded us, and by the blast The mountain surf was lashed. *'0h save me !" cried the panic stricken girl, Not long I stood at bay ; But all in vain. I strove to scale the cliff 'Gainst which now beat the spray. And thus I lost much precious time, alas ! While higher dashed each wave, Storm driven, and the elements more wild, Each moment seemed to rave. Then earnestly I prayed to God, and spoke Some words to cheer the maid, How he might save us yet ; but clinging close, "I trust in thee," she said. At last, I saw one hope, alone, was left. Though small it seemed to be. So with my precious burden in my arms I sprang into the sea. 36 POET SKIES. For could we pass that jutting crag, I knew We would be saved, and though The trial seemed but madness, still I hoped God would the strength bestow. I struggled with the storm, and turned at length The fearful point of rock, "Thy strength hath saved me," louder yelled the blast, As though her words to mock. Almost exhausted now, I scarce could breast The fury of the deep, Dashed by the mighty waves, against the cliff, "Which beetled, jagg'd and steep. Stunned by the fearful shocks, at last, I sank, And then I knew no more, 'Till with returning consciousness, I found Myself stretched on the shore. There, locked in death, lay by my side, the one I would have died to save, And still her clasped hands, stretched toward me, seemed 3Iy help, not God's, to crave. 4 d 'Tis Fall ! 'Tis Fall ! with its bracing days, When nature seems singing deep hymns of praise, And life is joy, Without alloy. You shiver in doors, 'tis warm in the sun, Come, warm your blood with a merry run. Oh let's away, 'Tis a shame to stay Cooped up in the house, on such days as these. Come feast your eyes, on the tints of the trees. With joyous sound. The frosty ground Doth crisply snap ; or, with noisy tread We rouse the leaves in their wintry bed. All things are bright With mellow light. Drink in long draughts of the morning air, 'Twill raise your spirits, and drive away care. Yes laugh, and sing ; And think of Spring ! 4* TIS FALL. Forget dark winter's desolate space, Now here is a pool, look in at your face, Not pinched and blue, With winter's hue, But glowing with genial red and white. Throw off restraint, that's right! that's right ! Now brightly glance Your eyes, and dance. You pant ! well, here's a sheltered nook, And there, by the side of yon romping brook, That log will do, To seat us two. What a beautiful scene this is, and see This moss that covers this fallen tree. And there on high. That painter's sky, Is a treat in itself. Those leaf tints seem, The gorgeous work of an artist's dream. I knew you'd say, When got away From the dismal house, that you thank me, noWj I read my thanks in your radiant brow. Diana, goddess chaste, Thou most art to my taste Of all the heathen dreams. To me, it always seems, Thy spirit still doth haunt The woods, where thou wert wont To chase the timid deer. I often think I hear Thee bounding, light, away, When wrapped in dreams, I stray Deep in the forest glade, A moonbeam in the shade. Oft seems thy form, at rest, In snowy tunic dressed, Its noble beauty chains My soul, until it wanes Beneath my spell bound gaze, Into the silver rays, Which thine own orb serene Doth shed upon the scene. — 40 AUTUMN BIRD SONG. Diana chaseresse, In forest wilderness, I feel thy presence still, My heart it seems to fill With all that's pure and high, Watch over me, for I Almost do worship thee, — embodied chastity. ^v