LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. J | £ ;a6 g J I UNITED STATES OF AMERICA k^^-^7^ > S ^ G 7- lJu^^^j'I/^c, 4f . AT'- $4. % lltentcrral >t CLOSING SCENES IN THE LIEE OE Rey. George B, Little. " Since thou hast died. — the pure, the just, - I take my homeward way in trust." Lyra Germanica. B S T X : PUBLISHED BY THE MASS. SABBATH SCHOOL SOCIETY, X o . 13 Corn hill. 1865. Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1865, by M. H. SARGENT, Treasurer of the Mass. S. S. Society, In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of Massachusetts. Xj 30 V (EamfcritJjje $iress. CO^TE^TS. Introductory Sketch of Mr. Little ... 5 His Treatment of Sceptical Errors ... 29 His Interest in National Affairs . . . .59 Close of his Ministry in Bangor . . . 85 Last Year at West Newtom . . . . . 96 Voyage to France, and Return .... 139 His Love of Music 175 Last Weeks of his Life 183 Funeral Services 258 (3) INTRODUCTORY SKETCH. George Barker Little was born in Castine, Maine, December 21, 1821. He was the youngest of the ten children of Otis and Dorothy P. Little. His first instruction was received at the school in his native town, where for a time he was taught by one who, in after years, became a member of his con- gregation at Bangor, and who recalls with pleasure his proficiency and promise. Mr. Little was in boyhood the subject of deep religious impressions. He was much affected by the death of two older brothers. Charles, a youth of eighteen 6 MEMORIAL. years, was lost overboard in March, 1828, on the passage from New Orleans to Liverpool, — his first voyage. The other, William Avery Little, when about to enter the medical profession, was arrested by repeated attacks of hemorrhage from the lungs. After a lonely exile in Cuba, he came home to die. His end was has- tened by the sudden removal of Charles. He died in August, the same year, at the age of twenty-two, with a meek and trembling hope of salvation through the Redeemer. Before his death, he took the hand of his brother George, and be- sought him to prepare for heaven. A few years after these bereavements, Mr. Little became a Christian. His re- ligious change had a great influence in persuading his father to embrace evangel- ical views. Both the father and son made their profession of religion at Cas- tine, on the same day, March 20, 1836 INTRODUCTORY SKETCH. 7 Having pursued his academical course at Leicester, Mass.. Mr. Little entered Bowdoin College in September, 1839, and was graduated in 1843. Rev. G. M. Adams, of Conway, Mass., who was one of his companions at Cas- tine, as well as a friend in college and in later years, writes as follows : — " My recollections of Mr. Little, from early youth, are of one who in all circles drew to himself the admiration and af- fection of his associates. In college he was the pride and favorite of his class. No one envied him the honors which easily flowed to him. His scholarship was thorough and accurate. He exhib- ited special fondness for classical, indeed for all linguistic studies, which he mas- tered with unusual ease. His rare felic- ity in the use of language, and the fasci- nating conversational power, with which the friends of his later years are familiar, were indicated indeed from the first, but 8 MEMORIAL. were largely developed by these careful studies. He did not relinquish such pur- suits after entering upon professional life. As long as the state of his health permitted, he was in the habit of reading the classical authors as a diversion." Rev. J. O. Means, of Roxbury, Mass., also a friend and classmate, says : — " From first to last, his religious char- acter was decided. He enjoyed the great advantage of having for a long time aimed to enter the Christian ministry. After leaving college, Mr. Little taught in a classical school at Alexandria, Va. Here he translated and analyzed the most celebrated discourses of the French preachers. He made abstracts from them, and thus gained somewhat of the vivacity which characterized his own ser- mons. " He entered the Theological Institu- tion at Andover in 1846, and left it in 1849. These three years of his seminary INTRODUCTORY SKETCH. 9 life were the happiest which he had ever passed. They were also the most fruit- ful of good." In his letter, already quoted, Mr. Adams says : — " Mr. Little shunned rather than sought prominence in the public eye. His es- timate of his own gifts and attainments was very modest. Looking forward to the ministry, he said, in a familiar letter : 6 1 trust my prevailing and supreme desire is, to live and act where I can accomplish the most for God and the church. But I have a great horror of getting into some place not mine ; and it seems to me that some retired situation, like what I have alluded to, would most accord with both my taste and powers.' " On hearing of his decease, Rev. Pro- fessor Putnam, of Dartmouth College, who was in the same class with Mr. 10 MEMORIAL. Little at Andover, published the follow- ing record : — " Mr. Little was a man of refined and delicate culture, and a most tasteful and appreciating scholarship. Sensitive and sympathetic in his nature, he drew his friends closely to him, and was affec- tionately admired and loved as a pastor. He was by temperament somewhat re- served ; sometimes self-distrustful ; some- times, especially under the pressure of ill health, despondent; ever shrinking in- stinctively from the harsh contact of colder and more obtrusive natures. Yet he was thoroughly earnest and resolute in the expression of his cherished beliefs, and took strong hold of all who came within his circle by the intellectual warmth and vitality of his discourse and his quiet yet fine enthusiasm. No one who has known him in private, or heard him in public, can forget the subdued intensity with which he would emphasize, in rapid and compressed and eager utter- INTRODUCTORY SKETCH. 11 ance, the truths he loved and wanted to enforce, yet always with a most genial and loving appreciation of all that was heartily said or felt by others. " Not a few must be the minds that he has instructed and impressed and quickened by his rich and various thought; not a few the hearts around which he has twined himself, and drawn them toward, or won them into, the Christian life. His seminary classmates will hear with sadness of the early death of one whom they loved and honored as the choicest of their number. Those among them who used to follow his an- imating lead in the chapel choir, will mourn that his voice is henceforth silent here, though only to 4 Sing more sweet, more loud/ in that better service of the upper tem- ple." Professor Park, one of his teachers at Andover, says : — 12 MEMORIAL. "I first saw Mr. Little in Oct., 1846, at Belfast, Me. I was at once inter- ested in his modest address and de- meanor. Six weeks afterward I exam- ined him for admission to the Seminary, and was delighted with the precise words which he used in translating a few pas- sages of Virgil and Cicero. At all his subsequent recitations he exhibited the truth in a definite outline. Nor was he less comprehensive than exact. His aim was to compass the entire science of theology, and to free himself from all narrow and narrowing prejudice. I feel grateful at every remembrance of his la- borious researches, and of the stimulus which his example gave to his associates in study. He enunciated his ideas with rare distinctness, and gave a fine spec- imen of that elocution which Dr. Porter loved to commend, and which consists in sending out every word as if it were a ball of bright silver. When he closed his theological course, I was affected by the lowly estimate which he placed upon INTRODUCTORY SKETCH. 13 his past attainments, and by the humble words which he uttered in view of his future progress. Many other men, with his acquisitions, would have been too self-confident ; he might, perhaps, have enjoyed a longer life if he had not been too self-distrustful." Rev. Dr. Dwight of Portland, Me., has written : — " I first saw Mr. Little when he was graduated at Bowdoin, and heard him deliver an oration marked by his vigor of thought and fine taste in composition. When he was completing his course at Andover, I saw and heard him again, and to the same advantage. Afterward I became personally acquainted with him, and have been ever forming the same high estimate of him as from the begin- ning, as of one whom the world could not willingly part with." September 18, 1850, Mr. Little married 14 MEMORIAL. Sarah Edwards, daughter of the late Rev. Eli as Cornelius. In the preceding year, 1849, October 11, he had been or- dained pastor of the First Congrega- tional Church in Bangor, Me. Of his ministerial life in that city, Rev. S. L. Caldwell, who was then pas- tor of the First Baptist Church in the same place, writes : — " His ministry in Bangor was well known to me. I welcomed its begin- ning, and, by the privilege of per- sonal friendship rather than of eccle- siastical connection, was intrusted with the unwelcome announcement, to a sorrowing people, of its close. It was a ministry necessarily crippled, as it was shortened, by the infirmities of the body ; but it was sustained to the end with power, with usefulness, with the growing and admiring love of his people. Mr. Little was a scholar in tastes and INTRODUCTORY SKETCH. 15 in attainments. He impressed a person, or a congregation, at once, as a culti- vated man ; and yet his culture did not overlay and dull his native sharpness. His mind was singularly keen, elastic, vigorous. He carried himself in the pul- pit and in all public places with ease and self-possession, and delivered him- self with a graceful and peculiarly awakening oratory. His preaching, while sufficiently doctrinal and practical, shot out into quickening allusions and illus- trations on every side. " There was a vast affection in the man, unknown to many, but which drew back upon himself attachments of great ardor. He died laden with unusual love. He was generous. His aptness and sharp- ness of wit was tempered by a genial spirit, which made him a most stimulat- ing and enjoyable companion. He was of a most positive character . In his convictions he was earnest and strong, and they imparted strength and consist- ency to his piety. That asserted itself 16 MEMORIAL. always, and in his last days lifted his soul ' quite to the verge of heaven.' " Mr. Adams thus concludes his letter respecting Mr. Little : — " I find special pleasure in recalling the last considerable interview I enjoyed with him. It was between one and two years before his death. We spent a week or more together in the rough life of the backwoods of New York. The Sabbath found us at an isolated public- house, the rendezvous of the hunters and boatmen of the vicinity. Toward night, the household, to the number of twenty or thirty, came together, and Mr. Little spoke to them of the Saviour, and their personal need of an interest in his atoning death. I thought I had known Mr. Little before. But in the melting earnestness and directness of his appeal to those rough men, I gained a deeper respect, both for the versatility of his INTRODUCTORY SKETCH. 17 mind and the heartiness of his love to Christ. " Those who knew Mr. Little best, see most reason to mourn his early death. Up to the time when disease interrupted his plans, he had been steadily growing in effectiveness as a Christian minister. He had made himself familiar with what is most valuable in English, French, and German literature. His style, always genial and graphic, had gained terseness and logical force in the growing earnest- ness of his ministerial life. Experience had deepened his attachment to the vital truths of the Christian faith ; the doctrine of the Atonement, especially, he held with unusual fervor of confidence. That rare and graceful culture, that tempered keenness and polish of mind and manner, the quick discernment both of truth and of character, the refined taste, the delicate sympathy, the winning address, we were hoping the Master had prepared for ser- vices yet more eminent than any our friend had already fulfilled. He was fit- 18 MEMOKIAL. ted, as few men in the church are fitted, to win persons of liberal culture to his own clear and joyful views of Christ, But there was a plan more comprehen- sive than ours. ' Even so, Father, for so it seemed good in thy sight.' " Rev. Professor D. S. Talcott, of Ban- gor Theological Seminary, writes : — " There was in him a frankness of de- meanor which at once awakened interest and inspired confidence. His heart looked out of his eyes, and the most or- dinary discernment might read there the absence of whatever is base and selfish, and the habitual prevalence of sympathies deep, ardent, and comprehensive. A very brief intercourse with him was suf- ficient to disclose an imagination of un- usual brilliancy and suggestiveness ; an intellect clear, vigorous, penetrating, alert ; a delicate and highly cultivated taste ; the possession and command of a wide INTRODUCTORY SKETCH. 19 extent of knowledge, and a rare capacity for conveying it For those who were upon terms of intimacy with him, to express themselves without re- serve respecting his character as a friend, would be to incur the suspicion that they were using the language of extravagant panegyric. There are not a few who can say that he had their heartiest trust, and that their trust in him was never disappointed. There are not a few who will always esteem it a ground of thank- fulness to have been permitted to enjoy his friendship, who will carry to the grave among their choicest mental treas- ures the remembrance of the hours they spent in his society, and to whom it is among the attractions of the heavenly world that they hope to be reunited with him there. " Nowhere did Mr. Little's religious char- acler appear to so much advantage as in the most private and confidential inter- course, where he felt that he could freely unbosom himself without the least ap- 20 MEMORIAL. pearance of display. His intense abhor- rence of everything of this sort, especially in regard to one's own religious emotions, appeared to lay him under a restraint, which could hardly have been otherwise than painful to one who was so ardent in his feelings, and who was ordinarily so open in the expression of them. In this way there is reason to believe that many whose acquaintance with him was only an external one, were led to regard his piety as marked by an undue pre- dominance of the intellectual element over the emotional. But there were oc- casions when all reserve was banished, when the full heart demanded the relief of utterance, and the ear of private friendship was thrilled by outbursts of grateful and adoring love to the Redeem- er, which might well have sprung from the rapt and fervid spirit of a Kempis or Bernard " Without ever appearing to make the study of individual men a matter of par- ticular attention, Mr. Little was well INTRODUCTORY SKETCH. 21 versed in human nature. Not many of his age were better acquainted with man- kind in the gross. Not many could dis- tinguish more accurately, in theory, varieties of character, or more successful- ly accommodate themselves in social intercourse to an extensive range of them, without any sacrifice of individ- uality or compromise of principle. " Mr. Little was not one who had reason to apprehend the woe denounced against those of whom all men speak well. His advocacy of whatever he looked upon as the true and the right was open, earnest, and unyielding. Whatever appeared to him wrong or dishonorable awakened within him an abhorrence which he took no pains to conceal. He possessed, too, a power of sarcasm which, though wontedly kept under singular restraint by the force of that charity which hopeth and endureth all things, yet made itself sometimes felt by those who were impervious to every other weapon ; and it was a thing very likely to be remembered. 22 MEMORIAL. " To all who had any degree of inti- mate acquaintance with Mr. Little, there was manifest on all occasions a profound dissatisfaction with his own performance of the duties pertaining to the sacred function In accounting for this peculiarity [whatever place may be given to other considerations], no small prominence should be assigned to the clearness with which the truths he dealt with presented themselves to his mind, the force with which he grasped them, and the vast importance with which he apprehended them to be invested. The conceptions which he formed, in earnest meditation upon those great themes, were such as even his own command of the resources of expression, ample as it appeared to be to others, utterly failed to do justice to. It was his to comprehend, as few could do, the im- mense disproportion there must always be between eternal realities and the most expressive forms with which they ever can be clothed in language. And INTRODUCTORY SKETCH. 23 it was but natural that this dispropor- tion should never appear to him so great as when he had concentrated his full power of thought upon the con- templation of a single point, and had then endeavored to convey to others the views of it which he had himself attained " The wisdom and the love, which de- vised and ordered all his trials, and which he never seemed to stand in doubt of here, are now fully disclosed to him in the light of those purposes accomplished, which they all along contemplated. And with w^hat new and strange delight may we imagine him to be now bearing his part in the work assigned to the glori- fied above, no longer doubtful as to the service which he best can render, no longer distrustful of his capacities, or un- easy under the sense of their imperfect action, but receiving commands directly from the lips of the King of saints himself, and hastening to fulfil them in serene consciousness of the unrestrained and tire- 24 MEMORIAL. less exertion of an immortal vigor, with every affection of his being in the live- liest and purest exercise, and his will henceforth and forever fixed immutably in harmony with the will of the Su- preme." To illustrate the impression which Mr. Little made upon scholars who had not been acquainted with him in his early youth, we quote the following letter from Rev. Professor Harris, also of Bangor Seminary: — " My acquaintance with Mr. Little com- menced on my removal to this city in the fall of 1855. As he left us two years afterward, my intercourse with him was limited. But there was something in him which drew me to him at once ; and, short as had been our acquaintance when he left, I .keenly felt that I had lost from our circle here an endeared Mend and a trusted helper. u His mind was characterized by keen INTRODUCTORY SKETCH. 25 perception, penetration, and discrimina- tion. His attainments in scholarship were unusual ; they were especially remarka- ble, when it is considered that the weak- ness of his eyes had for years hindered, and at times entirely suspended, his studies. His scholarship procured for him a proposal to occupy a professorship in Amherst College ; but the weakness of his eyes compelled him to decline an election. As a preacher he was thought- ful, perspicuous, definite, and bold. Peo- ple knew what he meant, and knew that he was in earnest. His power was felt and acknowledged throughout the city. He had in a remarkable degree the love of his own congregation, until ill health obliged him to dissolve his happy con- nection with them, and seek a less labo- rious position. Their love followed him to the last. He is remembered by the population generally with high esteem. u I shall not attempt an analysis of his character. Indeed, I have never at- tempted to define to my own mind what 26 MEMORIAL. it was in him which attracted me so strong- ly. All who knew him recognized warm and generous impulses, remarkably com- bined with clearness of thought, definite- ness, promptness, decision, and steadfast- ness of purpose. His domestic virtues made him lovely and happy at home. Wit, intelligence, vivacity, and sympathy made him genial in social intercourse. His Chris- tian faith and love will be manifest to all who read his memorial. He has gone before us to our Lord. May God make this memorial of his peaceful departure a comfort to the many who loved him." From a published letter of Rev. Profes- sor Shepard, of Bangor, we make the following extracts : — " Mr. Little was eight years pastor in this city, loved and cherished while he re- mained, and profoundly regretted by him and the people was the necessity which took him to another field. His removal from here was about three years since ; less than a year since the Master called him to INTRODUCTORY SKETCH. 27 the higher presence and service. Mr. Little had all the accomplishments of the rarest culture ; he showed a taste of the most tremulous sensitiveness, and yet he was direct, strong, penetrating in address. His sermons were chaste, terse, often powerful. They honored the gospel, being replete with its truths, bearing forth to others its exhaustless riches ; and when he turned his argument against the rationalistic as- sailants or underminers of Christian doc- trines, as he sometimes did, it was with an exposing and even demolishing efficacy. His blade used in these encounters was of the finest metal and the keenest edge. A thorough German scholar, and of extensive German reading, when his eyes served him, he understood the subtleties and the falla- cies of these unsettling philosophies. The entire man in the pulpit constituted a per- fect congruity : the style, manner, every motion and look and tone thereof were in absolute keeping ; all concurring in the end he was striving to gain. It was this coa- lescence of quali:ies which woke the inter- 28 MEMORIAL. est and deepened the impression. Sad the thought that we shall see him, hear him no more. Mr. Little's experiences and utterances in his sickness, and in the near approach of death, were such as to shed an added ray upon the dark and mysteri- ous path. He entered upon it with doubts and fears and misgivings. He traversed it, especially toward the end, with firm and triumphant step. He went down into the vale characteristically; his expressions took the type of his own mind and heart, — everything was the man lifted higher in Christ, and under the Providence that was upon him. " The description of a scene like that, where everything was so deep and fresh, so marked by the decisive traits of the suf- ferer, so savoring of the divine presence and support, cannot fail to be useful and consolatory wherever it may go. It honors the Master, and gives strength to the dis- ciples." 35is tatinrat of Irrptirnl £rrnrs> It has been said of Mr. Little : — " For every form of doubt he had a kind and tender sympathy, save that form only which is intolerant of any exercise by others of a calm and reposing faith. Such a faith he appeared habitually to have in exercise himself. Having felt his way down to the solid foundations upon which the assurance of the Christian must ulti- mately rest, he had come to the conclusion that there were no difficulties in reli- gion to be compared with the difficulties of unbelief. Thus judging, and familiar with what the largest and most subtle in- tellects of all ages had done and had failed to do in speculating on the deep things of God, he occupied himself less with the mysteries and difficulties of religion than might perhaps have been expected from a (29) 30 MEMOEIAL. disposition so inquisitive and a mental power so keen." On the same topic a friend has thus written : — " Mr. Little felt a peculiar interest in persons troubled with doubts and difficul- ties respecting the divine authority of the Bible and the truth of evangelical doctrines. This appeared in his Seminary course ; one of his earliest sermons, written while study- ing at Andover, is on ' The Importance of a Correct Religious Belief.' The same inter- est continued through his whole ministry. In one of his last journeys, he turned aside from his route and delayed a day, on pur- pose to have one more conversation on religion with a sceptical acquaintance. Even in his last illness he showed the same concern for friends who held what he regarded as essential errors ; and with fee- ble but tender tones, which showed at once his wasted strength and his unwasted affec- tion and earnestness, he endeavored to lead them to the truth. A little while before he TREATMENT OF SCEPTICAL ERRORS. 31 died, he was conversing respecting the views of Theodore Parker with a young person whom he wished to guard against those errors. His eye lighted up, and he spoke with surprising animation and ener- gy. At the conclusion he spoke of Mr. Parker's views of Christ, and expressed his astonishment that a man could hold such opinions in fhe extremity of death. Then he exclaimed with tremulous tones, ' Oh, if it were not for Christ and him crucified, I am sure I do not know what I should do now ! ' " Mr. Little's own belief of evangelical doctrines was definite and decided, but it was not a cast-iron dogmatism, incapable of returning warmth or tenderness to the touch of a doubter. It was a living faith, which had met the wants and exigencies of his own soul and nourished his own spiritual growth, and thus had grown up in his own experience and become organ- ically incorporated into his spiritual life. His own vigorous belief, therefore, had the sensibility of life. He did not repel 32 MEMORIAL. doubt as a sin. Wherever an honest de- sire to know the truth appeared, he felt compassion for the inquirer in his per- plexities, and with hearty sympathy strove to help him to see the truth which had been light and life to his own soul. He would carefully study the ground on which the doubt rested, and its origin, whether in the head or in the heart ; would ascertain what truths the inquirer already admit- ted, that they might be the stepping- stones of further progress ; and by conver- sation, by letters, by giving suitable books, would patiently labor on so long as any hope of doing good remained. His in- terest in studying and treating such a case was like that of a physician in studying and treating a difficult case in his practice. His persistence was the ex- pression at once of his own interest and sympathy, and of his confidence in the sincerity and honesty of the inquirer. " But against disbelievers, no longer in- quiring for truth, but in the face of light, diligent in undermining Christianity and in TREATMENT OF SCEPTICAL ERRORS. 33 propagating infidelity, he hesitated not to use his keen sarcasm. So Chaucer de- scribes his parson: " * And though he holy were and virtuous, He was to sinful men not dispitous ; But if, were any person obstinate, What so he were of high or low estate, Him would he snibben l sharply for the nonce.' " " Mr. Little's letters on these subjects are mostly lost or inaccessible. A single one is given, from the first draft of it, written with a pencil and found among his papers. It has no date, and it is not known to whom it was addressed. " 4 From an expression occurring at the close of your letter, I am encouraged to say a few more words to you on religious topics. I reciprocate fully your feeling of sympathy w T ith all who are honestly seek- ing for light and truth. Even the diffi- culties and doubts of honest inquirers should be met with respect, or, at the very worst, with compassion. I cannot agree with you, however, when you in- i Rebuke. 3 34 MEMORIAL. timate that we are not responsible for our belief or our scepticism, or, as you more exactly say, wholly responsible. That we are not responsible for that organiza- tion which we receive at birth, and for many, though we are for some, of the sur- rounding circumstances, which with the organization tend, as you say, " to pro- duce certain results," is undeniably true. But are we not responsible in the matter of resisting or yielding to that tendency ? It is surely not a safe position to take, that we are to yield to every tendency which may be the product of organization and circumstances. To say that we are not responsible for our opinions and be- lief, and that a native tendency to infidel- ity is an excuse for infidelity, will cer- tainly prove too much ; for if this be valid reasoning in such a case, why not valid in respect to conduct and morals, and what shall prevent a man from urging as an ex- cuse for his intemperance, that he was born with an appetite for drink? And so in numerous other cases. If it be said that a TREATMENT OF SCEPTICAL ERRORS. 35 man cannot believe without evidence, we may say in reply that this is not required. But let it be remembered, that the man just as really and inexcusably violates a law of his being and of reason, who with- holds his assent in the presence of evi- dence, as in refusing his assent in the absence of it. And let it farther be re- membered, that the exact point where our responsibility lies in regard to truth, is not to create evidence but to discover it. And sometimes, though the evidence may abound, we do not discover it without searching for it. This is God's law, or, if you please, Nature's law, in regard to gold and gems ; why should it not be in regard to truth ? If, therefore, a man shall miss of any important truth because he wilfully neglects to search for it with proper diligence and a right spirit, he cannot justly be held excused. And if it be a truth of morals and religion, and con- nected as most truth is with conduct, the results of his mistake may be disastrous to himself and to others. It is only on this 36 MEMORIAL. principle that we can rightly judge of conscientious errors. The fault of such errors lies not in following conscience, not in acting — to use words of your own — according to our sense of right and wrong, but in not using all the means in our power to have an enlightened and true conscience, and an accurate sense of right and wrong. It was on this principle that the apostle Paul censured himself for per- secuting the Christian church, though he did it conscientiously. It is on the same principle that papal and other persecutions are to be condemned. Conscience is in- deed our guide ; but she will guide us ac- cording to the light she has, and will judge according to the evidence. It is our busi- ness to supply the evidence and let in the light. u i This leads me to speak of the Bible as the great repository of knowledge and light in religion. Pardon me for expressing my surprise and regret that you say nothing of it in your letter. In my view, an inquirer after religious truth who does not give his TREATMENT OF SCEPTICAL ERRORS. 37 days and nights to a reverent and childlike study of the Bible, is like a mariner, in mid- ocean, who would find his way without chart or compass. It is not a blind, tradi- tional reverence for a mere book, that I am recommending ; it is reverence for that which can, I fully believe, substantiate its claims to be a divine record. The Bible shrinks not from the severest scrutiny. I commend it not to your superstitious ven- eration, but to your reason as well as to your heart. From its wonderful history, as also from its contents, the evidence that it is the divine revelation, is so over- whelming that nothing is more irration- al than to reject or neglect it. No other book and no other system can furnish such resources of comfort, or supply such incentives to a Christian life. It is, indeed, a contradiction to talk of a Christian life apart from Christ ; and there is no Christ apart from the Christ of the New Testa- ment. Study then, I beg of you, the New Testament. It is not the doctrine of any established church that I commend to 38 MEMORIAL. you, but Christ and his gospel. He is the only Way, the only Truth, the only Life. May he become your Guide, your Friend, your Saviour." " Mr. Little was not in the habit of preaching on the ' Evidences of Christiani- ty.' He has not left one sermon formally proving the divine authority of the Bible. He aimed rather at the clear and forcible presentation of the realities of the spiritual world, the facts of God's government and redemption, believing that there is that in man's moral and spiritual being which would respond to them. He aimed to quicken men to the sense of spiritual needs, to arouse the conscience, to touch the heart, knowing that ' with the heart man believeth unto rightousness.' Argument addressed to the intellect alone cannot give the evidences of Christianity in their full force. But he was in the habit of direct- ing attention to the confirmation of Chris- tianity which incidentally opened from the discussion of any topic. He was not in TRUTH OF CHRISTIANITY DESIRABLE. 39 the habit of formally refuting infidel ob- jections. But he unsparingly exposed the covert infidelity of the day in its practical working, as it appeared in popular litera- ture, and as, in political theories, in social reforms and philanthropic enterprises, it penetrated the thinking of the people with- out being recognized in its true character." A few extracts are given from Mr. Lit- tle's sermons on these topics : — THE TRUTH OF CHRISTIANITY DESIRABLE. " Of all men in the world, the sceptic should be troubled, anxious and diligent. He should go to an examination of the Bible with a serious desire that it may prove true. It is altogether for his interest, and the best interest of his friends and of the race, that it may be proved true. For it is the only source of light and encour- agement and hope to a sinful world. Woe to the world, if it be found false ! We do not need the Bible to prove that men are sinners, and therefore under a curse ; but 40 MEMORIAL. we need the Bible to declare to us definite- ly how we may be cleansed from sin and escape the curse. We do not need the Bible to prove the existence of hell, — for the evidence of that we may gain from our own consciousness ; but we do need that book to reveal to us a heaven, and how we may reach it. Scepticism, therefore, in reference to the truth of the Bible, will be, to an honest man, one of the worst ca- lamities that can befall him. While he doubts in so important a matter, he cannot remain easy and satisfied. A book con- taining the only answer to questions relat- ing so intimately to his eternal life, he will ardently desire to find worthy of his cordial belief. He will, therefore, be willing to turn his eyes toward the broad light of positive testimony. He will not choose to doubt ; least of all will he take pleasure in doubting, and in gloating over the difficul- ties and apparent discrepancies of Scrip- ture, as some sceptics do. The state of mind that has not gone beyond doubting, that can do no more than state objections TRUTHS OF CHRISTIANITY DESIRABLE. 41 and suggest difficulties, is the very last to afford satisfaction. Until a man can say honestly and boldly, that he knows the Bible to be a collection of fables, and the Chris- tian religion a delusion, and the prayers and struggles of Christians to be time and labor lost, — until then he cannot rationally take a release from solicitude in the matter. If he cannot say this, he has no excuse for apathy, and, above all, none for flippan- cy and trifling." THE BIBLE NOT THE SOURCE OF RELIGIOUS FEARS. After quoting from the Bible several pas- sages declaring the terribleness of God to sinners, he says : — . • . . " I will not pronounce on the precise meaning of these passages. Exer- cise your critical ingenuity on them as you please. Prune them, dilute them, restrict their application, call them Jewish, figura- tive, hyperbolical, — do what you will with them, — but after you have done all, tell 42 MEMORIAL. me if they are not terrible. Tell me if it is weakness to be afraid of the displeasure of such a God, and to tremble at the thought of disobeying him. " But whether it is considered a weak- ness or not, the fact remains the same, — this fear does exist. Infidel preachers try to laugh men out of it ; but it is not so easily laid to rest. You may rail at it, and call it puerile, mean, cowardly, pusil- lanimous ; you may argue that it ought not to exist, that it shall not and does not exist. But there it is. Nor is it so easily quieted, as some suppose, by a change of religious views. It is found to vex the souls of men who have never been guilty of a leaning toward Calvinism. You may think it somehow connected with the Bible ; and that, if you can break loose from the tyranny of that book, all will be well. But I fear that, if you try the exper- iment, you will not succeed in quelling all ghostly fears and securing an unruffled bosom. Go visit those countries where the Bible has never intruded ; and the THE SOURCE OF RELIGIOUS FEARS. 43 reeking altars, the bloody rites, the foul superstitions will convince you that relig- ious terrors, the dread of a hereafter, the fear of a Divinity, are not created by the Bible. Happy will you be, if convinced by this time that the Bible reveals the method of emancipation from these fears. " The fear, then, is universal. And the ground of it is, that God has put within the breast of every man a witness for him- self, which will, in the long run, show itself stronger than scepticism, and the avenger of faith. This faculty has a marvellous power of bringing face to face the two ideas of sin and accountability, the con- fronting of which is sure to produce dis- turbance in the guilty soul. Thus, so long as conscience lives in the bosom of a sin- ner, he is compelled to have some notion of an overruling Power that will reckon with him for his sins. It is wonderful that these two things, conscience and sin, should live together. Yet here they are, coexisting in the same breast, and appar- ently to exist there forever, and without an 44 MEMORIAL. adjustment ; for man cannot rid himself of his conscience on the one hand, nor of his guilt on the other. The judge is seat- ed forever on the throne ; the prisoner is forever at the bar ; and there is no end of the assize. You do not escape this by- rejecting any particular system of Chris- tian doctrine, nor by rejecting the Bible itself. To flee from the Bible is to fall into the arms of natural religion. You do not escape the consciousness of guilt, nor remove God from the throne of right- eous government. You gain* nothing but vagueness and uncertainty, — a spectral uncertainty, which will bring your soul into captivity to a fear less intelligent, but not less distressing. Besides, — and this is the gloomiest fact of all, — by forsaking the Bible, you turn your back on the only door of escape from fear, and reject the only antidote and remedy for sin." HUMAN RIGHTS. , . . . " It is not what man is, nor what he may grow to be, which gives us HUMAN RIGHTS. 45 our loftiest conception of his value and his claim to consideration on the part of his fellows. It is rather what God has done for him ; and that not so much the divine energy and skill shown in his cre- ation, nor the beauty and excellence of the product, nor the providential care of him, but especially and preeminently what God has done for his redemption. It is here, my hearers, depend on it, that we have the most impressive declaration that man's soul is of priceless value, the most deci- sive proof of the sacredness of humanity. About the cross it is that we gather the mightiest arguments for charity and broth- erly love. Does not Paul teach us this ? When he would urge the Christians at Rome to deny themselves for the sake of others, it is just this argument that he uses : < If thy brother be grieved with thy meat, now walkest thou not charitably. Destroy not him with thy meat for whom Christ died.'' " The argument is simple, intelligible, and cogent. If God so loved the world as 46 MEMORIAL. to give his Son to die for it ; if the divine Son so loved and pitied men, that he was willing to exchange the glories of his Fa- ther's house for poverty, contradiction, an- guish, and death, that he might save them ; then shame on him who shall ever think it beneath him to turn an eye of pity and to extend a hand of mercy to the most wretched or the most wicked of the human family. And if the infinite God set such a value on man that he was fain to pay such a price for his redemption, then woe to him who shall, for sordid gain, oppress his fellow-men, for whom Christ died. " Does it not follow that the gospel of Christ is the best charter of human rights ? And, furthermore, it must be the whole gospel, and not the gospel shorn of its central fact, the doctrine of the cross. On the ground of philanthropy and human rights, the progress and triumph of liberal principles, we should carefully guard our gospel from mutilation. It is an undeniable historical fact, — such men as Brougham and Bancroft being judges, — that no IIUMAN RIGHTS. 47 system of religion has supplied at once such a stimulus and bulwark to freedom and the rights of man as the system called — and sometimes opprobriously called — Calvinism. " What, now, does infidelity propose as its basis of human rights, its standard of • man's valuation ? Nature, — nothing but nature. Infidelity prates about progress, human rights, the worth of man, and uni- versal brotherhood ; it claims to be the sole depository of philanthropy, and treats the claims of religion with contempt. But it is no injustice to say that infidelity can- not be thoroughly merciful or philanthropic except at the expense of consistency. There is a type of infidelity which makes God's desertion of man as prominent as the gospel makes God's care of man. Man came into being, we know not how or when ; opened his eyes, a poor, weak, beg- garly brute of a thing ; was left to grope and crawl his way from the pitiable primal state, through his subsequent career of nat- ural and necessary development. By 48 MEMORIAL. stumbling he learned to walk. Wisdom, dexterity, and skill he acquired by frequent mistakes. Sin is an incident to man's na- ture, — a misfortune, perhaps ; yet the nec- essary process of his development. Re- demption is a mere fancy, a myth. And so the race will go on in this course of self- evolution, according to necessary laws, to- ward perfection, until there shall be a relig- ion of humanity as much in advance of the religion of Christ, as that was in ad- vance of the religions that preceded it. " The peculiarity which I wish you to notice is the distance, the absence, the de- sertion of God. Man is everything. God is practically nothing. And if this is so, — if God deserts us for lack of interest in us, — what shall hinder that I shall follow his example and desert my neighbor from want of love to him, and be deserted by him in return ? I do not say that all the disciples of this school actually reason thus, and carry their philosophy to its legit- imate consequences. I cheerfully concede to many of them benevolent and generous HUMAN BIGHTS. 49 instincts and the frequent utterance of no- ble pleas for justice, innocence, and right. But I repeat that they do this at the ex- pense of their consistency. The men are better than their principles. If they were all simple and frank enough, they would subscribe to the creed of one of their num- ber, the brilliant, cultivated, and transcen- dental Pagan sage, not of twenty centuries ago and in Rome or Athens, but of to-day and in Concord. ' Do not tell me,' he says, c as a good man did to-day, of my obligation to put all men in good situa- tions. Are they my poor ? I tell thee, thou foolish philanthropist, that I grudge the dollar, the dime, the cent I give to such men as do not belong to me, and to whom I do not belong." l Put this sentiment by the side of the gospel of Christ ; put it by the side of the parable of the Good Samaritan ; put it by the side of Calvin- ism ; and tell me which is the more favor- able to human happiness and rights." 1 Essays by R. W. Emerson, vol. i. p. 43. 4 50 MEMORIAL. THE LAW OF PROGRESS. . . . . " There is a philosophy ex- tant, if it may be called such, which docs not recognize the necessity of any extraor- dinary and divinely interposed plan of remedy for the sins and woes of men. And if not necessary, then the inference is easy and proper too, that there is no such plan. The men whose opinion and judg- ments and predictions are tinged by the coloring of such a philosophy cannot shut their eyes to the manifold and tremendous evils rampant in the earth, the diseases that are preying upon the heart of society, and the world's life. They acknowledge all this. They cannot help it, for the thing is too visible and indubitable ; and yet, with the strangest and most unwarrantable commingling and confusion of evils, phys- ical, social, and moral, they resolve all into a blind necessity, or a figment which is called the nature of the case, or perhaps a law of human life. Together with all this imperfection, and these disorders, there THE LAW OF PROGRESS. 51 is, they seem to think, in the individual soul, and in the race considered as a great organism, a native redeeming principle, an inherent, vis medicatrix, that is sure eventually to cure all. They are firm be- lievers in progress. They are decided optimists. The race is advancing they be- lieve unto perfection, and the good time is coming when it shall be healed of all its disorders, and be instated in complete soundness and harmony. But this they expect, so far as appears from their lan- guage, will be the result of the natural and even necessary development of an inward principle of life, a self-regulating and self- correcting force. The patient will eventu- ally recover, and flourish in the bloom of health and the proud consciousness of mature strength, not from the interposed skill of a matchless physician, and the potent influence of his balm, bat because he has so good a constitution. It is enough to let nature have her own way, and, how- ever desperate the case may now appear, nature will assert her power, and sooner or 52 MEMORIAL. later will expel the disorder. This philos- ophy of which I speak, — which in effect leaves the race to work out its own re- demption by the blind action of an organic law, — this philosophy, I say, is not neces- sarily anti-religious. It wears the badges and titles of Christianity. It by no means denies the historical Christ. The man of Nazareth, according to it, falls into his proper place in humanity along with Con- fucius, Zoroaster, Socrates, and other ear- nest souls, great and heroic, prophets, teachers, and martyrs, who have all con- tributed their share, and Christ perhaps chiefest among them, to the discovery and establishment of great principles, to the evolution of a higher life, and to the prog- ress of the race toward that golden era of finished perfection. " Now I will venture to say that such a philosophy of human development is utter- ly false, because based upon a false as- sumption, namely, the idea that salvation is coming to the race from within and not from without ; that there is in the human THE LAW OF PROGRESS. 53 race an organic law of progress toward moral perfection or improvement, a certain inherent medicinal power that will of itself prevail, an interior self-acting principle of conservation and redemption. If this were indeed so, then might we easily dispense with any foreign superhuman hero who might offer to tread the wine-press for us, and by his toil, and wrestle, and blood, purchase our redemption ; whether it be Krishnu of Indian mythology, or Oschan- dubega of the Persians, or Hercules of the Greeks, or Jesus of the Christians. u The assumption which is the basis of this philosophy, is contradicted by the facts of history, and by the testimony of Scrip- ture. Time will not permit a thorough examination of this part of the subject. I can only refer you to a few facts. What, for example, was the operation of the law of progress in antediluvian history ? Did not men fall away from the knowledge of the true God, and develop into a gigantic measure of wickedness, until it was past endurance, and the earth was purged of 54 MEMORIAL. its vile inhabitants by a flood of waters ? And when again the human race was cra- dled in the household of Noah, and from that centre men again radiated and started on their respective lines of progress, was it not in a short time that the knowledge and worship of the true God was dropped and lost from many of the branches of that original stock? Is it not true that that knowledge and that pure worship was confined almost exclusively to one people until the coming of the Messiah, while other nations, though sometimes gilded with a material magnificence, and wield- ing an imposing material force, were really smitten with a leprosy, enervated with luxury, superstition, and vice, and rotting to their incurable decay ? And what was it that kept the Jewish people for forty centuries from this universal degeneracy ? Were they indebted for this exemption to any national peculiarity ? Was there a different force at work in their historic development ? Yea, truly there was ; but what was it? Was it anything native THE LAW OF PROGRESS. 55 and inherent to themselves, — a conserva- tive power springing up and developing from within ? By no means ; but rather the imposing insignia and rituals of the The- ocracy ; the visible and flaming symbols of the awful Shekinah ; the perpetual and supernatural converse and correspondence of the great God himself with this chosen people. Ask the student of Jewish history, What advantage then hath the Jew ? And he will tell you, though he have never heard of Paul, i Chiefly, because that unto them were committed the oracles of God ; ' a revelation made from without, given by Jehovah himself, with august pomp and ceremony. These exterior and mighty influences it was, interposed by special di- vine acts, which saved them as a people from complete apostasy. " Now, from these historical examples, not to seek for more, although more are easily accessible, may we not fairly gen- eralize, and state it as a truth for all times and for #ie whole race, that, so far from there being any organic law in society by 56 MEMORIAL. the undisturbed action of which, progress toward the pure, the noble, and the good is made certain, precisely the reverse is true, namely, that but for a restraining and redeeming influence from without, and that too, in the shape of a heaven-sent system of religion, progress will invariably be toward degradation and ruin. The re- ligions that have been fabricated by men in their corruption, unaided by extraor- dinary divine revelation, have been uni- formly cruel, destructive, suicidal, — whether it be the Fetichism of Africa, or the Poly- theism of the Sandwich Islands, or the Atheism of France in the eighteenth cen- tury. Some form of religion, however defective and false, is better than none ; for although the wiser and better instructed of the people may despise it, nevertheless its gods, its sanctions, its future, though dim and uncertain, and deformed, will serve as a restraint upon the masses, will interpose some barrier against a rampant wickedness, and thus retard the approach of ruin and extinction. But so deep-seated THE LAW OF PROGRESS. 57 and virulent is the corruption of human nature, so headlong are the passions and lower instincts of men, that there is no security, I had almost said no moral possibility, for the true progress of any peo- ple, or for the race, except in the possession of Jehovah's oracles, reverence for his au- thority, delight in his worship, and his interposed guidance. Suppose all knowl- edge and memory of the Christian system, its doctrine, its ethics, its promises, and its institutions, were blotted to-day from the leading nations of Christendom, and, with all the pride and glory of Western civiliza- tion, what other force can you think of, either organic, sympathetic, or accidental, that could long save those nations from lapsing at least into the paganism of Greece and Rome, with its foul deities, and corrupting religious festivals of which it were a shame to speak ! " May we not safely say, then, that the evidence is irresistible to show that if restoration and salvation come at all to our fallen race, it must come from without, 58 MEMORIAL. from above? It is not the flowering or fruit of any germ within the organism of the race, destined to swell and develop itself by the force of an inherent life-princi- ple. The method of man's deliverance, while it is not contrary to nature, is yet above nature. It is transcendent, it is divine." lis 3ittat in Jktunutl Mutrs. Respecting Mr. Little's interest in na- tional affairs, a friend has written : — " Mr. Little's ministry occupied that momentous period in our national history when the long conflict of ideas on the subject of slavery was hastening to its crisis, and about to burst into the conflict of arms. Already argument had been silenced at the South in the forcible sup- pression of freedom of speech. Slavery had begun to be advocated as a divine institution, entitled to indefinite extension and perpetuation. The attempt by politi- cal action to smother the Constitution in its own processes, and thus to suffocate the American idea of equal rights, was apparently advancing by mighty strides, like the repeal of the Missouri Compro- (59 60 MEMORIAL. * mise and the Dred Scott decision, to suc- cess. On the other hand, the people of the free States were discovering the real character and tendency of these move- ments, and preparing for that decisive exercise of their political power which obstructed the plans of slave-holders, and maddened them to appeal to arms as the surest and shortest way to accomplish their designs. " With the prophetic insight character- izing a soul habitually in communion with truth, obedient to principle, and believing in the progress of Christ's kingdom, Mr. Little penetrated the significance of that period, and clearly saw, what subsequent events have demonstrated to all, that it was one of the grander epochs in the progress of Christian civilization. There- fore, tremulously alive as he was to all that concerns Christ's kingdom and hu- man welfare, he could not but feel an absorbing interest in the great issues af- fecting Christianity and humanity which were involved in the political contests of INTEREST IN NATIONAL AFFAIRS. 61 his day. He studied carefully the subject of slavery, and the political history of his own country. He observed closely the course of political measures and of popu- lar feeling, and the schemes of ambitious leaders. He had a rare power of pene- trating through disguises to the core of a man's character. During his lifetime the leaders of the rebellion enjoyed the confi- dence of their political party and of the people generally ; yet his friends remember in what strong terms he used to express his estimate of some of them ; an esti- mate which, however harsh it seemed then, has been fully verified. But severity did not predominate in his feelings. He mourned for the national sins with the tenderness and humility of a Christian heart. These sins often, as a grievous burden, bowed his spirit and led him to make confessions and supplications like Daniel's. " Mr. Little, like the early Puritans, was a diligent student of the Old Testament, and applied its teachings to his own times. 62 MEMORIAL. Though in peace and prosperity the Old Testament is often neglected, and seems to lose its pertinence, it is a noticeable fact in history, that in times of persecution or public commotion, when wickedness lifts the iron hand of violence against the kingdom of Christ, then the church re- turns with a new zest to the Old Testa- ment, and discovers in it a wonderful significance and appositeness ; traces with delight, in God's dealings with his chosen people and their powerful enemies, the divine philosophy of human history, the subordination of everything in the admin- istration of God's providence to the ad- vancement of his kingdom. Mr. Little was particularly attracted to Jeremiah, and in his Bible he had marked many pas- sages applicable to our own times. He used to say there never was any political preaching so tremendous as Jeremiah's ; and that it was no wonder the priests and false prophets cried out, ' This man is wor- thy to die, for he hath prophesied against this city, as ye have heard with your ears.' INTEREST IN NATIONAL AFFAIRS. 63 " He considered presidential and state elections as periods of great solemnity. At the weekly prayer-meeting preceding the presidential election of 1856, — the last which he ever witnessed, — he read the twentieth chapter of second Chronicles. Says one who was present : ' His utterance in reading was so impressive that I could never forget it. His words, his animated countenance, his tones of voice, and his manner were an eloquent commentary on that chapter. He made a thrilling appeal, exhorting to trust in God, and expressing the belief that the contest was the most momentous that had occurred in our na- tional history; because, as he said, there never was a contest in which were involved so many of the principles that lie at the foundation of Christianity.' .... " With these views of the epochal im- portance of passing events, Mr. Little could not be silent in the pulpit respecting them. Clear in his convictions and ear- nest in maintaining them ; compelled by his own nature to frank, definite, and bold 64 MEMORIAL. utterance ; regarding truth as a sacred trust committed to him, which, as a preacher called by God, it was his life-work to teach, vindicate, and make effective ; he w x ould have regarded himself unfaithful to his calling, had he failed in his preaching to make pointed application of the princi- ples of the gospel to the political action of his times. He did not preach politics. He was never identified with a political party, and never had the slightest personal interest dependent on a party triumph. Even in that higher sphere of politi- cal thought which rises above all parties, he had nothing to say in the pulpit. He believed that a minister had no right to discuss in the pulpit whether any measure was or was not constitutional, or accord- ing to sound principles of finance or of statesmanship. But he considered him- self bound, as a minister, to expound the Bible, and to apply its teachings to slavery and all other public questions. When any action of an individual, a party, or the government; when any course of INTEREST IN NATIONAL AFFAIRS. 65 measures, or any existing institution over- rides God's law, debauches the public conscience, justifies wrong-doing, upholds oppression, then the minister must pro- claim the principles of God's eternal truth against such action or institution. " When slavery shall have ceased, future and more Christian generations will read with astonishment, that it was regarded by some as a desecration of his sacred office for a minister to declare in prayer or ser- mon, that American slavery was contrary to the gospel ; and that, since the rebellion, some would not hear a minister pray for the success of the government in suppress- ing ^ " Mr. Little believed that his great work as a minister was to unveil the spiritual, and make its realities a power in human life ; to make men know God, and them- selves as sinners, and Christ as their Re- deemer, and to come to him in penitence and faith. But he believed also that the man when converted, needs to be instruct- ed as to the ideal of the Christian life and 66 MEMORIAL. of the kingdom of God on earth, in order that, quickened by these new motives and this new love, he may use his influence for the realization in society of the righteous- ness and love which characterize Christ's kingdom. He was not content that his words should be ' Like blossoms, breathing perishable sweets,' but a fire and a hammer that break eth the rock in pieces. " The influence of Mr. Little's preaching on these subjects was powerful in the com- munity in which he lived, and he was sometimes publicly maligned by those who felt and feared his power. But the im- pression that he was always or often preaching on these topics was erroneous. His sermons were usually of a different character, unfolding and applying the va- ried spiritual truths and motives of the gospel. His preaching was not, as some not accustomed to hearing him imagined, intellectual but dry. While he was pre- eminently intellectual in his preaching, INTEREST IN NATIONAL AFFAIRS. 67 clear, direct, thoughtful, there was a pre- vailing tenderness, and often a pathos that touched the deepest springs of emotion. "Equally erroneous was the idea that these were his favorite subjects, and that he took pleasure in severe and sarcastic denunciation. Mr. Little had a keen wit and the power of sarcasm ; and it would be strange if, with so dangerous a weapon always at command, he did not sometimes use it when it might better have been un- employed. This entire class of sermons had no special attraction for him. Except for the conviction of duty, he would gladly have avoided them. He was naturally of a retiring and self-depreciating disposition, shrinking sensitively from collision with his fellow-men, and craving sympathy ; but duty made him bold. His interest in Jere- miah has been mentioned. He resembled this tender-hearted, but bold patriot. Once, when speaking of the prophet's re- pugnance to being ; a man of strife,' he said he felt a great sympathy for Jere- miah. 68 MEMORIAL. " The Puritan churches from the begin- ning have recognized the obligation of ministers to use the principles of Chris- tianity in vindicating human rights. The Puritan ministry have performed this duty ; and history acknowledges that their influ- ence has been prominent in the advance- ment of English and American liberty. Mr. Little's preaching was accordant with the tone of Puritan preaching from the first ; contrary only to that partial apostasy from the lofty spirit and practice of the fathers which has been showing itself in this generation. Nor was he singular in this ; but rather, an example of the New Eng- land ministry The charge has been made that the ministers caused the war. If so, it could only have been by indoctri- nating the public mind with the principles of justice and human rights, universal brotherhood and love. It could have been only by teaching the great Puritan ideas which have been the vitality of our nation- al life. If this is the meaning of the charge, it is an honor to the ministry. Deep INTEREST IN NATIONAL AFFAIRS. 69 would be the shame, if history, in record- ing this great struggle against slavery, should be obliged to record that the Chris- tian ministry lifted no voice to plead for the oppressed, and to vindicate the rights of man. It is to the honor of Mr. Little that, though he died before the crisis came, he saw with prophetic insight the signifi- cance of the contest, and anticipated its issue ; and that all his influence, as a man and as a minister, was given, in a time of darkness and discouragement, to uphold the right and to plead for the oppressed." The following extracts will exemplify Mr. Little's manner of preaching on these subjects : — From a sermon preached Dec, 19, 1850. " Psalm ii. 11. — Serve the Lord with fear, and re- joice with trembling. " Before leaving this part of the subject, I must turn again to the dark shades of it, and refer to certain conflicting elements in 70 MEMORIAL. our body politic which threaten convul- sions, and which perhaps neither our con- stitution, nor any human instrument what- soever, can avail to heal and reconcile. These warring elements are working be- tween the North and the South, and upon the subject of Slavery. The questions re- lating to this subject are incomparably more vital to the safety of our Union and government, than any which relate to cur- rency, banks, or tariffs. They will be ag- itated, and agitated with more and more determination, until the cause of them is removed, — until American slavery, so far as the general government has anything to do with it, and consequently so far as we have any responsibility in the matter, is be- yond the reach of our consciences. For as sure and as long as the obstinate pride and the selfish interests of the South meet the conscience of the North on this sub- ject of Slavery, just so sure and just so long will there be collision and eruption. If neither will yield, there must inevitably be a fight to the death, the fair fabric of INTEREST IN NATIONAL AFFAIRS. 71 our Union shivered into fragments, suc- ceeded very likely by the horrors of civil war. And it is a serious truth, moreover, that the conscience of the North will never yield." From a sermon preached July 4, 1852. " John viii. 36. — If the Son, therefore, shall make you free, ye shall be free indeed. " Let me direct your thought to the practi- cal instruction for ourselves, to be found in the rise, and growth, and decay of empires. In spite of the vicissitudes of the past, in full view of the graves of buried cities and extinguished nationalities, we believe our- selves insured against a fate so dismal ; we promise for our beloved and ascendant country a future ever brightening. But others have thought so. So thought Palmyra, Thebes, Memphis, Nineveh and Babylon, Tyre and Carthage, and old Rome. But where are they? Decayed, dead, buried ! And yet we speak of our future with proud security. It is well to 72 MEMORIAL. consider on what we build this hope of exemption from so common a lot. What element of strength, stability, and duration have we, which they had not ? Is our su- periority to be found in any of the forms of material prosperity ? Are we rich ? So were they. Have we an extended and gainful trade and commerce? So had some of them. Have we knowledge and letters ? So had they. The writers of Greece and Rome in the times of Pericles and Augustus are still our masters. Are we possessed of many and curious arts ? So were they. They attained a skill and facility unknown to us in the use of me-* chanical forces, the results of which pro- voke the wonder of our time. Have we free institutions ? So had they. Are we democrats ? So were some of them. Re- publicans? So were they. Greece had her democracy and her republics. Rome had her republic. The word republic is not a new word, a modern word. No ; time was, as we are told, when republics were the order of the day, not on the INTEREST IN NATIONAL AFFAIRS. 73 Western, but on the Eastern continent ; not in Europe only, but in Asia Minor, and in Africa even ; when, to see a mon- archy and a king, men had to travel as far to the East as Persia. There is no magic in the word republic, to charm off decay from a nation. " If, therefore, our hopes and prophecies in relation to our own country's permanent prosperity are to be fulfilled, it will be for some other reason than that we have now the common signs and conditions of na- tional health. If the story of extinct em- pires is not to be told over again at the grave of our country, it will be because of the action in the midst of us of some mighty conservative principle, which was wanting to them. This principle, thanks be to God ! we do have ; an agent salutary and powerful. It is Christianity, the only sure guaranty of the prosperity and per- manence of any nation. Nothing but Christianity, the principles of the gospel of Jesus, made actual in the lives and in- tercourse of men, can oppose to the evil 74 MEMORIAL. tendencies of degenerate human nature an efficient check and antidote. The instabil- ity of the national weal without true re- ligion, has received ample confirmation in the lapse of past ages. We have yet to see a fair exhibition, a complete illus- tration, of what Christianity can do for national welfare and renown. " Do we not see here, my friends, the connection between religion and patriot- ism? Love of country will prompt to such courses as will best promote that coun- try's good, and tend most to promote its permanent prosperity. The truest pledge and proof of such prosperity is to be found in the virtue of the people, high and low, rich and poor, — a virtue springing from the basis of the gospel, having the life and doctrine of Christ for its measure and law. How plainly, then, is it the duty of every good citizen to honor the Christian relig- ion, and do everything in his power to propagate its distinctive principles ! And how can he do that so well as by receiving that religion into his heart, as the ruling INTEREST IN NATIONAL AFFAIRS. 75 impulse of his life? Christianity cannot pervade the masses so as to produce its benign effects upon society, except through the hearts of men. For Christianity is not so much a dogma as a life, — not so much a collection of propositions to be be- lieved intellectually, as a body of vital principles sunk deep in the heart, to give life and energy to its impulses, to be prop- agated by example, by the power of sym- pathy, and the inbreathing of the Spirit of God. Christianity, therefore, cannot do its office, and exert its purifying and con- servative influence, except by men's be- coming Christians. And oh, what an ar- gument this, to persuade men of all ranks, who love their country, w T ho acknowledge the power and the beneficence of the Chris- tian religion, to open not the intellect alone to its theory, but the heart to its spirit and life ! » From a sermon preached July 16, 1854. "Prov. xxi. 1. — The king's heart is in the hand 76 MEMORIAL. of the Lord, as the rivers of water : he turneth it whithersoever he will. " The crumbling and ruin of this ' im- perial republic,' as Sir James Mackintosh called it, the overthrow and wreck of the present frame of things, may be essential to the accomplishment of God's plans, to the greatest good of his kingdom, — nay, the greatest good of coming generations. It is a cheap and easy thing to predict for our country an immortal progress. But to do this in the face of history, with a knowledge of our growing luxury and slav- ery, and greedy ambition for power, is fool- hardy, is puerile to the last degree. We do not despair yet of our country. But it cannot be that all the laws of God and nature are to be reversed for our benefit, just to allow Anglo-Saxon America to spread itself, and extend over this conti- nent the area of its equivocal, its lying freedom. The early history of our coun- try is a proud one, and God's hand is con- spicuous in it. We of New England, at INTEREST IN NATIONAL AFFAIRS. 77 least, thank God for a pious ancestry, and count it our joy to build up our body poli- tic on foundations laid in prayer and in the fear of God. But there is no such virtue in the prayers and good living of a re- mote ancestry, as to avert the lightning of Heaven from us, if we will repudiate the divine law, pervert justice, commit the work of our legislation to profane, drunken duellists, and suffer them to legalize in- iquity, and nationalize the worst forms of oppression. That bolt will come, will shiver, will break in pieces, if this wicked- ness continues. And what shall we do ? Where shall we look for succor ? To pop- ular sovereignty, forsooth ? Are not we, the people, sovereigns'? If so, then are we, the people, responsible for the foul legislation of later years, and the disease is too deep and wide-spread to admit of much hope. But if popular sovereignty, which is our peculiar boast, be not an empty vaunt, then let the people rise ; and if they have virtue enough to deserve anything better than the Nebraska type 78 MEMORIAL. of legislation, let them hurl from their seats those corrupt men who now defile the national capitol, and replace them with men who fear God, who will do justly. . . . But unless God shall come and help us, I confess my heart will sink, my hope must die." From a sermon preached Nov. 26, 1854, after the attack upon Hon. Charles Sum- ner. " Matt. x. 34. — Think not that I am come to send peace on earth : I came not to send peace, but a sword. " We need not wonder nor be alarmed at the commotions and fermentations in the world, at the desperate struggles of wicked men, at the threats and fury of slavery propagandists, and their un- blushing avowal and actual execution of the most atrocious designs. These men are exasperated by opposition, and it is an omen of good that they are opposed. It is hopeful that there are men who will pro- INTEREST IN NATIONAL AFFAIRS. 79 test, at least, against their designs, — yea, who will resist even unto blood, striving against then ruffianly endeavors. Let no one wonder at the rage into which the wicked lash themselves. When truth is brought in contact with error, and justice with oppression, and a spirit of self-denial and humility with a lordly spirit of selfish- ness, we have just the state of things which Jesus predicted in the text. And however much we may grieve at sharp and angry discussions, party animosities, and sec- tional estrangements, yet, until stagnation is better than life, — until the peace that has its basis in the undisputed sway of wrong is better than the war that springs from the aspirations of a defrauded humanity, — we will neither wonder at nor much lament the tumults of this world. " Bad men, who are oppressing their fel- lows and preying upon society, if they are opposed or reasoned with, generally re- quest to be let alone, promising that if pretended philanthropists and reformers will mind their own business and leave 80 MEMORIAL. them to theirs, there will be no trouble ; but if not, there will be something very alarming, — some street riot, some Union dissolved, the responsibility of which will rest on the shoulders of the fanatics who presumed to disturb the wild beasts. ' Let us alone ; what have we to do with thee, Jesus thou Son of God ? ' So cried the two demoniacs who met our Saviour in the country of the Gergesenes. So cry all men who are possessed with devils, and who are willing to have it so. . . . " The question when right shall triumph in our own land, after how many more experiments and failures, is not easy to decide. It may not come until long after we are in our graves, and the stain of time and growth of moss have hidden our names from him who stops to read. It may not come till after our country has been made to drink the cup and tread the winepress of God's indignation ; till we are broken by dismemberment, — till our boasted institutions are in ruins, — till civil war rages at our vitals, and blood, blood INTEREST IN NATIONAL AFFAIRS. 81 rises to the horse-bridles ! From such hor- rors we will all pray, in an agony will we pray, Good Lord, deliver us ! But no man can say that it is impossible, that we are not tending toward such calamities. And no one will deny that we deserve to fall upon such times, if we will not do what we can to avert them. What means can we use? What measures must we take ? We can pray ; and let prayer with- out ceasing be put up to that God who hates iniquity, who loves mercy and truth, and who can bring to confusion the most elaborate schemes of wickedness. With- out Him we cannot conquer, and if we could, the victory would not be worth a single shout of gratulation. " But as faith without works is dead, so prayer without the work of the hands, when such work is possible, is an insult to Him who ordained both. We have tongues and pens, and above all, at this crisis of our country ? s shame, we have the elective franchise. Shame upon us, woe be to us, if we do not use all these aright ! 82 MEMORIAL. If there was ever a time, it is now, when the slowest tongue will leap into the fer- vors of an unwonted eloquence, when the coldest pen will be tipped with fire. If there was ever a time, it is now, when the ballot-box is invested with real sacredness, and we should regard our privilege of elec- tive franchise as a most religious duty. For through that engine of power, the traitors in high places who have betrayed us, betrayed humanity, betrayed innocent blood, shall be hurled from the seats they have disgraced by the scathing sirocco of popular indignation. A few months hence, and the question will be settled, w r hether the voters in the free States de- serve to be freemen or slaves. " I do not say, for I do not believe, that slavery is the only foe to our country's honor and stability. We are not like Achilles, vulnerable in the heel only. We may be slain by ambition, by wealth, by luxury, by pride, by Romanism, by athe- istic materialism. But I do believe that by far the most urgent question just now INTEREST IN NATIONAL AFFAIRS. 83 relates to the extension of slavery over new territories, and the triumph of South- ern ruffianism. " Who is responsible for that dark red stain that has burned itself deep into the floor of that august chamber of the capitol at Washington ? — a stain which all the waters of the Potomac cannot wash out. Who is responsible for that foul and brutal outrage which has sent the fierce blood of every Northerner, who is not himself a brute and a slave, tingling through his veins ? Responsible ? Why, Charles Sum- ner, to be sure, and his confederates, the black Republicans in Congress. Who laid upon them a necessity to provoke the chivalric Southrons ? Did not they know the temper of these gallant men, and their attachment to that darling institution of the South, and their indignant repudiation of the sentiment that this institution of chattel slavery should be sectional, and not national ? " I believe that we are environed with a peril, — even now it is at the door ; a peril to 84 MEMORIAL. the honor and dearest institutions of our country ; a peril to our Western civiliza- tion ; a peril to our common Christianity, of far greater magnitude than the bom- bardment of a hundred cities. Oh, is it not a question upon which Christianity has something to say, and much to de- mand of you and me, whether a policy which was begun in treachery, and has been pushed forward in fraud, violence, and murder, shall or shall not be rebuked? Whether that fair territory of Kansas, the key to this continent morally, now still more geographically, shall unlock a future of brilliant progress in the pathway of free institutions and a Christian civilization, or a future of deepening degradation, barba- rism and shame ? Let every man be seri- ous with himself, and inquire if he has taken the place he means to occupy through the whole of this contest. Look well to yourselves and see if your place be in the hosts of the Lord, or in the army of God's great adversary." Clnst nf 311r. jCittk'fi 3Wini.stri[ in Songft. During the summer of 1857, after a residence of nearly eight years in Ban- gor, ]\Ir. Little became convinced that he was physically unequal to the care of so large a church and congregation. A disease of the eyes, from which he had suffered four years, was, he thought, mak- ing rapid progress, and, with other symp- toms of failing health, constrained him to seek relief by change of situation. Before making any public announce- ment of his purpose, he often spoke in his family of the pain and perplexity he felt in view of withdrawing from a re- lation which had been to him so dear and sacred. He knew not how to com- f85) 86 MEMORIAL. municate with his people upon the sub- ject. " No," he said, sometimes ; " I shall never have the courage to do it, — never" In September he was invited to become the pastor of the Congregational Church in West Newton, Mass. The compara- tive rest which he would find in a rural parish, and the pleasant impressions he had already received of this place, inclined him to regard the proposition with favor. It seemed that the providence of God made his path plain, and with much prayer he followed the indication. His people listened with sorrow to his letter of resignation, and accepted it with unfeigned reluctance. It was with a generous disinterestedness that they yielded to his request. To a friend he wrote, after all was over : — " You may well speculate in perplexi- MINISTRY IN BANGOR. 87 ty about my leaving Bangor. It is a long and painful story ; painful, not be- cause it tells of alienation, but of the sundering of ties which were increasingly strong and tender to the last, and which will doubtless remain so to the end of time. Never could a people have treated me more generously than they, while I was with them ; and never could a peo- ple have parted with their pastor more nobly and gracefully." On Sabbath, October 18, Mr. Little delivered a farewell discourse, from Isai- ah liii : 1. — " Who hath believed our report ? and to whom is the arm of the Lord revealed ? " In conclusion, he said • — " I feel my ministerial inefficiency and unfaithfulness more then ever, as I stand to-day at the close of eight years' pro- fessional labor among you. This chapter thus sealed, can never be -altered, never be blotted out. Whatever in it is good 88 MEMORIAL. and desirable will forever remain, and will forever illustrate the goodness and the grace of Him in whom are all our springs, and from whom all holy desires, all good counsels, and all just works do proceed. Whatever marks of imperfec- tion, mistake, unfaithfulness, are to be found in this completed chapter, will always mar and disfigure it. We cannot erase those blots. For my own part, as they now stare me in the face in my backward reading, I can only find com- fort in the penitence of an humbled heart, and the earnest cry for forgiveness, and the remembrance of that merciful assur- ance that ' where sin hath abounded, grace shall much more abound.' " I cannot dwell — I have not the nerve — upon the pain of sundering such a rela- tion as mine has been with you. The an- ticipation of it kept me long wavering and vacillating, even after my judgment was convinced that God was by his providence calling me away. " To those of you who have been ac- MINISTRY IN BANGOR. 89 quainted with the fluctuations of my health for the last year, my decision cannot seem sudden. Never did I give to a subject so careful, thorough, and prayerful deliberation, and never was I so conscious through the whole of desiring to do only that which my Master in heaven could approve. " Whether I shall acomplish my object by the change, I cannot, of course, be in- fallibly sure. I confess that my hope is not very confident, nor are my expectations sanguine. • God may be leading me into peril and conflict, rather than rest and safety ; but that he is leading me, I have a strong persuasion ; and I am sure that wherever he leads, it is both wise and safe courageously to follow. " I must tell you how grateful I have always felt to you, and how I am more deeply and tenderly impressed now than ever with the kindness which in many ways I have experienced at your hands. When I stood in this pulpit, eight years ago, timid and trembling, crude and inexperienced as I was, just from my quiet nest in the Sem- 90 MEMORIAL. inary, and preached the first sermon after my ordination, I said, * Were it not for my confidence in the officers of this church, — were it not for my confidence in the gener- osity of this people, — I never could have ventured on the step I have taken.' I now say gladly, and without the least reser- vation, that the confidence in the officers of this church, expressed eight years ago, was not misplaced. Great reason have I to thank them, as I now do publicly, for that singular deference and affection which they have uniformly shown toward me. May they long be spared to the service of religion here ! " The same testimony I can honestly, and do cheerfuly, render to the considerate and friendly treatment which I have ever received from you all. Very few ministers, I am persuaded, can look back upon eight years of such uninterrupted harmony, and such a delightful pastoral relation. "It is not by numerical statistics that we learn the power and value of such inter- course as mine has been with you. The MINISTRY IN BANGOR. 91 silent, subtle influence, favorable or other- wise, upon your opinions, tastes, character, and destiny, proceeding not only from my public appeals, but also from your contact with me in the various walks of private and social life, — in scenes of joy and sor- row, at the bridal and at the burial ; this influence, though possibly not consciously great at any one time, will work for good or ill not only in you, but in others over whom you have power, and that forever. Such results of any minister's labors are for God alone to estimate. Eternity will be the measure of them. " The scenes which I shall remember longest, and with the most tender interest, will be those of affliction and sorrow, in which I have borne a part since I became your pastor : the chambers of disease and death which have been gilded with the brightness of an anticipated heavenly glory. " And here, too, I have reaped the fairest rewards of my professional life ; not in the pulpit, but in the chamber of the sick and dying, and from their greetings ; from the 92 MEMORIAL. smile that has sometimes irradiated their pale faces as I approached the bedside, — the attenuated hand extended to grasp mine, — the manifest satisfaction with which they would lay hold upon some sweet word of the blessed gospel which I repeated, — the unaffected request that I would call often. In my introductory sermon I find these words : l It will be well for a minister, and a crown of glory to him, if his presence in the chamber of sick- ness be hailed with delight ; if the words of his prayer and of his counsel shall give strength and courage to the spirit that is passing away from its earthly tenement.' What I then wrote as the dictate of my judgment, I now repeat with emphasis — devoutly will I bless God for it ! — as a part of my own experience. Next to the approving smile of my Lord above, this is what my soul has craved ; this is what will ever be one of the sweetest pledges that my ministerial life has not been quite in vain. " And now, as I look round about upon MINISTRY IN BANGOR. 93 you all, and forward to the possibilities of the next eight years, I see that some of the places you now occupy — how many I know not, but some of them — will surely be va- cant And I need to run my eyes but a few years beyond that, to find all our places vacant. For Death, how insatiable and how busy he is ! All the partings, all the changes in this life, are but the pre- lude, as they ought to be, to the prepara- tion for that final separation ; a separation which is at the same time a reunion with the dear ones who have died in the Lord and gone before us, — gone before to herald our approach, and to lay up for us a treas- ure in the heavenly world. " It is a solemn, it is a mysterious thing to die. It is an experience with which no living man intermeddles. The loneliness, the isolation, the strict and absolute indi- viduality of that experience is, to me, a most impressive fact. ' It is a very differ- ent thing/ said a dying friend to me not long ago, ' to see another approaching the grave, step by step, from what it is to be 94 MEMORIAL. conscious that it is you yourself.' Each man dies as truly for himself, and alone, as if no great army had gone before him, and as if the gateway to the spirit-world were not every day rilled with a crowd thronging through together. But whatever it may be to die, how easy or how hard soever, we shall soon know just what it is. And when I think how gladly I would be of service to you all, living or dying, I can- not help asking, who will be with you when you die ? Some kind physician, no doubt ; some man of God, if you wish, to help you with his teachings and his prayers ; dear kindred and friends to soothe you with a thousand kind offices, and with the sympathy of breaking hearts and weep- ing eyes. God grant that the circumstances of your departure may afford all those comforts ! But who else will be there ? Will you need no one else ? Will you not turn your imploring eyes hither and thither for some one else ? I think so. I am sure it will be so with me. Oh, if in that hour I cannot find Him, the blessed, MINISTRY IN BANGOR. 95 the almighty Jesus, not only in my dying chamber, but in my heart ; if I cannot persuade myself — and ah! what is more important, have reason to persuade myself — that he is mine, and I am his, it will be dreadful, it will be appalling, to die. And as I have ever testified to you, so will I re- peat it as my maturest conviction, growing stronger to this hour, that the only good ground for hope and joy in death is a heart and life devoted to Christ. " I can only, in conclusion, exhort you not to lose heart, but to be courageous and hopeful, trusting ever in that God who has hitherto helped you, and who will not de- sert you now. I implore you to cultivate still, and now more than ever, that spirit of harmonious cooperation, which has al- ways characterized you as a society. " Of this I am sure, that 4 the Lord is with you, while ye be with him ; and if ye seek him, he will be found of you ; but if ye forsake Mm, he will forsake you.' n tm\ tpr at fflid fctmt. Mr. Little had been installed at West Newton, November 12, 1857. The hope which he had cherished of regaining his health was disappointed. During the spring and summer of 1859, he suffered from increasing feebleness. The affection of his eyes, which had now continued nearly six years, appeared like a confirmed malady, and in other respects his health declined. " This mysterious debility," he said ; M it seems as if it would consume my very ex- istence." " I think I begin to understand what God is preparing for me. I have thought I must wait for health, before I could serve God ; but I (96) LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON. 97 have concluded that what I have to do is to devote to the Lord what strength I have." The time of some member of the family was always at Mr. Little's disposal for reading ; yet he often preferred to spend hours in silence. He once remarked : — " This condition of my eyes is very de- pressing ; but it is a good time for me to look at the things which are unseen and eternal I am finding out that there are other and better teachers than books." His frequent petition at the family altar was : — " May we be prepared for the days of darkness and evil which are surely com- ing, the days of weakness and decay, — for any cup which our heavenly Father may be mingling for us." One of the last discourses which he was able to write was from James iv. 14, — " Ye know not what shall be on the mor- x 98 MEMORIAL. row." The following are extracts from this sermon : — " Almost every day brings with it some illustration of the truth of the text. Con- sider the changes, startling and unexpected, which a few short hours will sometimes effect ; some friend talking with you to-day, in all the elation of health and hope, — his mind teeming with plans for the future, — to-morrow in his coffin ; a battle issuing in the death of thousands of brave men in full life, and a change in the political destiny of a whole continent; a bright and gay family suddenly overcast with gloom, the sound of the viol exchanged for wailing, from some calamity which an hour has brought forth. In these, and a thousand other forms, God is impressively illustrat- ing before our eyes the shortness of our sight. * Ye know not what shall be on the morrow.' " . . . . " It is a mercy that we do not know the future ; and this whether it is to be prosperous or adverse. For if prosperous, the knowledge of it would have LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON. 99 a tendency to elate the mind, and throw it from a healthy balance, lead to a neglect of those means and conditions on which prosperity is ordinarily suspended, and thus, if possible, frustrate the very purpose of God " Again, and preeminently, it is a mercy that we do not know the future, if it is to bring for us adversity, trial, and sorrow. 1 Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof.' How often is it the case, when a man has labored to the end of some great achieve- ment, that we hear him say, as he looks back upon the painful way through which he has travelled, ' If I had known what was before me, when I undertook that work, I never should have had the courage for it.' It was a mercy to himself, it was a blessing to the world, that it was hidden from him. How r greatly the world would be the loser, if men always knew what was in reserve for them ! How such knowl- edge would cool enthusiasm, quench cour- age, and relax the hand of enterprise ! And how it would precipitate coming 100 MEMORIAL. sorrows, and ripen our griefs before the time, and multiply our pangs, and smite the soul with a very paralysis of terror, if we had ever before our eyes the vision of that suffering which the future will very likely make actual to us. Oh, who would rend the veil, and gaze upon the reality ? Who would pry open the lids of the sealed book ? Who would by anticipation taste beforehand the cup which is preparing for us in the hand of God, and which is to be put to our lips at the appointed hour ? We will labor and pray to be prepared for the cup, with whatever bitter ingredients it may be mingled, and strengthened for the appointed baptism, though it be as if all the billows were rolling over us. " It is an unspeakable comfort that God knows the future, and appoints it. Noth- ing can take him by surprise. He foresees everything, orders everything. How dismal if it were not so ; if we were forced to think ourselves the sport of blind chance, or help- lessly bound to the iron car of cold unintel- ligent laws ! What a blessed comfort, on LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON. 101 the contrary, to know that the actual ruling Intelligence is the God of our Bible and our Christianity; a Being by whom all prosperity is skilfully adjusted to the best interests of the whole, and — what is more to our purpose — a Being by whom all ad- versity is not only adjusted to the best in- terests of the whole, including the sufferer himself, but tenderly adjusted to that sufferer's weakness. ' He knoweth our frame ; he remembereth that we are dust.' And what I want you to think of now is, that he always knew it ; and to feel what a sweetness there is in this reflection, that whatever burden is now pressing heavily upon you, or whatever trial is in store for you, has been from all eternity a matter of deliberation in God's mind, and lying through all those ages upon his kind, pa- ternal heart. And if there is something solemn, almost fearful, in this deliberate eternal purpose, there is great comfort in it too ; for a policy so long considered by a Being of such infinite wisdom must be a wise, must be the best policy 102 MEMORIAL. He who loveth his children with an un- speakable tenderness knows all their trials, and has always known them ; for he or- dered them, and has had all that time to adjust the keenness of the blast to the weakness of the lamb " Our ignorance of the future should teach us our dependence upon God. . . . It is right, it is eminently wise, to form plans reaching far into the future, and re- quiring many years for their fulfilment, — provided they have a reference to the will and honor of God, and to the good of our fellow-men. The man who, in the forma- tion and execution of his plans of life, is seeking to conspire with the will of God, is sure to succeed. His expectations will not perish, for the will of the Lord is sure to be accomplished. Full success may not come during his brief lifetime. But the plans of such a man stretch beyond this life ; and when he dies he bequeaths them to those of like spirit, and these labor upon them, and carry them still farther toward completion. Indeed, the plans of LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON. 103 such a man are, by the very supposition, not his plans, but God's . . . . " There are great truths in re- spect to which to-morrow shall be as to-day. God is the same yesterday, to-day, and for- ever Sin is the same hateful thing to-day as when it was first conceived ; it will al- ways be hateful. God's hostility to sin will ever be the same, — never diminished. Yes, my hearers, from to-day on through the future, even to the day of judgment, these things are the same, and we may know them. Happy are we, if we rightly im- prove this knowledge. Then may we know and be persuaded, that He whom we love and serve will keep our souls unto that day, and crown us with eternal glory in heaven." In August, he was suddenly and severely ill. He said : " I am certain that I have some serious internal disease. My life is nearly gone. I have seen my best days, and shall soon be in my grave." He ex- 104 MEMORIAL. pressed earnest desires for life. " I should like to live if the Lord has more work for me to do." Rev. Levi Field, an intimate friend of Mr. Little, and his classmate at Andover Theological Seminary, died in October, 1859. It was the first death in that class. In a letter dated December 3, 1859, Mr. Little says to a mutual friend, also a class- mate : — u Which of our little band will go next ? I confess I think of Field almost with a feeling of envy ; partly, I suppose, from the effects of ill-health, but partly too, I hope, from the working of the good Spirit of God. I contemplate with more and more satisfaction the fulfilment of that sweet promise of our Lord, John xiv. 3, and follow with hearty congratulations those who die in the faith. To be clean escaped from the corruptions and weari- some crucial experiences of this world, — to be present with the Lord and like him, LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON. 105 with such companions and such employ- ments as heaven will furnish, — is it not to be longed for ? ' Oh, glorious hour ! oh, blest abode ! ' But it is good to labor, and suffer, and strive to honor the Master here below, and to persuade men to be reconciled to God." December 17, he wrote : — " Oh for twenty years of robust health, a distinct, God-commissioned work, and a springing, tireless enthusiasm! And yet, what would the world, or the church, or the cause of truth gain by it ? This is the ques- tion which often brings me to my bearings, and quells the tumult of my desire for health. My health, or my life, appears to me less and less important as affecting the current of the world's affairs and the great cause of the Redeemer. God, I hope, does sometimes hear my prayers and cries, and has given me something better than health, — the sweet inward pledge, if I am not 106 MEMORIAL. deceived, that I am his child. My heavenly Father has faithfully done his part toward thoroughly teaching me the religious uses and advantages of disappointment." Again he said : — " My earthly future is unpromising and cheerless enough to a man of any literary taste, or scholarly aspiration, or ambition for efficiency and achievement. If, as seems probable, I must only ' stand and wait,' and if so I can serve my God and honor him whom I adore above every other name, I trust through grace I shall be content." Throughout this period, Mr. Little's con- versation indicated a frequent contempla- tion of things above. " My thoughts," he said, " are much upon going to my heav- enly home." Incidents, not much noticed at the time, are remembered now, which show this tendency of his mind. One day, when a friend, who was ever thought- ful in attentions to his pastor, had done LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON. 107 him a kindness, Mr. Little said, in his own pleasant way, " We'll talk of it when we get to heaven." On the last Sabbath evening in August^ as he sat near the window and watched the going down of the sun, he proposed that we should sing the hymn, — "Nearer, my God, to thee. 1 ' * As we were about commencing the last verse, he said, " Sing faster now ; " and then, with energy of expression, his voice, before weak and tremulous, rose into a clear, sweet tenor, as we sang the inspir- ing words : — "Or, if on joyful wing, Cleaving the sky, Sun, moon, and stars forgot, Upward I fly, Still all my song shall be, Nearer, my God, to thee, Nearer to thee." * " Sabbath Hymn Book," hymn 90S. 108 MEMORIAL. The Sabbath Hymn Book became the constant companion of his devotions. He often sat in his arm-chair in the study, with the volume open before him, and his eyes closed. Some months after, he said, " This book has been the means of great good to me." Alluding to his recent illness, he wrote thus, November 11, 1859 : — " In the worst stage of my bodily health, I was not unhappy ; but, on the contrary, was never less agitated about myself ; never more willing, I think, to lie quietly in the hands of God ; never had a livelier sense of the reality and sweetness of the personal rela- tion that subsists between Jesus and his dis- ciples. It is more and more my aim to repro- duce in my own religious history that kind of intercourse with the blessed Lord Jesus which the evangelists have so beautifully re- corded, and which I believe to be no less our privilege than that of the first disciples, — simple, childlike, unconstrained, and yet LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON. 109 most certainly meek and reverential. I con- fess that, for myself, I know of no more ex- cellent way by which a Christian may gain the utmost of comfort, strength, and purity." As the winter advanced, Mr. Little be- came extremely sensitive to the cold. He was always hoarse after preaching, and sometimes coughed. He one day put his hand upon his chest, saying, " I think I shall have consumption. I believe there are indications that my lungs are diseased." He was advised to travel in Europe ; and his mind was much engaged upon plans which for years he had entertained, in hope of making such a tour. On Friday evening, December 30, he preached the sermon preparatory to the sa- crament of the Lord's Supper, which was to be administered on the next Sabbath. His discourse was from Colossians iii. 1, 2, — " If ye then be risen with Christ, seek those things which are above, where Christ 110 MEMORIAL. sitteth on the right hand of God. Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth. " This sermon was mostly extemporane- ous. His animation of manner and voice in speaking of "the society of heaven" as one of " those things " to be sought " above, " and the delight with which he uttered his own anticipations of it, cannot fail to be remembered by those who listened to his words. He repeated impressively the sublime passage in the twelfth chapter of Hebrews : — " But ye are come unto Mount Si on, and unto the city of the living God, the heaven- ly Jerusalem, and to an innumerable com- pany of angels. " To the general assembly and church of the first-born, which are written in heaven, and to God the Judge of all, and to the spirits of just men made perfect, " And to Jesus, the mediator of the new covenant." LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON. Ill In concluding, he said : — " The instinct of the renewed soul is to seek those things which are above. Such a disposition is fitted to keep the soul always tranquil, hopeful, courageous. There is no such foundation for courage as this. It is more than all the world against us. Disap- pointment is impossible. Whatever we lose, there is always something left which far outweighs that which is gone. We can- not be impoverished. And, what is more, it will increase our moral power as Chris- tians. " But if we will not set our affections on heavenly things in time of prosperity, — if we will not heed the calls of God in the Scriptures, the many declarations of the emptiness of this world, — then, unless he will give us up to be filled with the fruit of our own devices, he will try another method. If we cannot or will not adjust the relations of both the heavenly and the earthly, then he will take away from us the earthly, that w T e may by stress of circum- 112 MEMORIAL. stances, by the very necessity of the soul's having something to love and lean upon, seek as we ought the heavenly. Alas, that we should ever put God, our heavenly Father, to this alternative ! But when we do, blessed be his name that he will be faithful with us, and true to his covenant ; that he will smite, and will not stay his hand for our much crying. " As we are so soon to commence a new year, shall we not inquire whether, as the months and years roll on, we are conscious that the world is conquering us, or whether we are gaining greater and greater ascen- dency over the world ? — whether we are becoming more heavenly-minded? God grant that this may be true of us all ; for then, when He who is our life shall ap- pear, and we appear with him in glory, those things that have animated, strengthened, and delighted us here, though apprehended only by faith, shall be the themes of our eternal meditation and song." The following Sabbath was the first day LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON. 113 of the year 1860. In the forenoon Mr. Little preached from Matthew xi. 15, — " He that hath ears to hear, let him hear." Referring to the ways by which God speaks to men, he said : — " My hearers, let no event of your life, no unforeseen change in your fortunes, be considered commonplace, meaningless, or limited to itself in importance. It has a deep and wide-reaching significancy. It is solemn, for God is in it. He speaks to you through it. " It invests the life and destiny of every man with an awful seriousness, to think that he is the object of a divine care and solicitude, — that the great God is ever near him, ever surrounding him with his person- al presence, ever in communication with him. And do you think that such a truth harmonizes well with an indifferent or friv- olous habit ? Is it not probable that God is speaking to us, through some event of our life, or inner experience of the soul, far oftener than we think ? And if he speaks 1 14 MEMORIAL. to you, my friends, and you do not hear, if it be not your crime, it will be your calamity. If he speaks, it is always with a design, for he doeth nothing in vain. . . " How kind, then, and seasonable, are those admonitions of God, which are fitted to arouse men, and constrain them to attend to their dearest and most lasting interests ! . . . . " Such an admonition as that of the text is timely, because of the mode in which God oftenest speaks to men. It is not in a tone of thunder. It is oftener in a voice so small that a little inattention will miss it. " Finally, let me say that the time for hearing to any good purpose will soon be over. And does not this add urgency to the command of the text, and make it worth your while to regard and obey it ? In every mode of his communication with you, God calls you first of all to repent- ance, to a rational and godly life. Have you ever recognized this appeal ? Have you ever with all the heart responded to LAST TEAR IN WEST NEWTON. 115 it ? If not, be warned in season. God still calls with gracious and fatherly accent. How long he will bear with you, if you refuse to hear, I know not. But this I know, for God hath so declared, that if men will not hear the words of admonition and the invitations of grace, they must hear the thunders of judgment and con- demnation." In the afternoon Mr. Little preached from Romans vi. 1, 2, — " What shall we say then ? Shall we continue in sin, that grace may abound ? God forbid : how shall we, that are dead to sin, live any longer therein ? " In conclusion, he said : — " We rejoice, my brethren, — do we not ? — in the doctrines of grace. And well we may. We do well to glory in this : that God does not require us to make expiation for our own sins, but has laid that awful burden upon another, 116 MEMORIAL. even upon Jesus, the Son of his love. On this great central truth of all right theology we rest our souls. In hours of our trouble and anguish, we turn confidingly to this mighty Saviour, believing that if his love for us was equal to the willing endurance of the bitter cross, then will he be compas- sionate, and forward to deliver us from minor evils, or at least he will temper them with a sweet comfort. Thus does this view of God's method of grace cheer and strengthen us in life, and we expect that it will refresh our souls in death, giving us then a quiet peace, if not rapture and tri- umph. Oh, what shall we render unto God for his unspeakable gift ! and what tongue is competent to recount the num- ber, or express the richness, of those bless- ings which flow to us from that sacrifice ? " These were Mr. Little's last words from the pulpit. He returned to his study exhausted, and, after a long silence, remarked : " I have an LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON. 117 impression that this will be an eventful year for us. I think that I shall either be in Europe or in heaven." But in the course of a few days he ap- peared to be in better health than for a long time previous. There was in all his movements an unwonted elasticity ; his mind acted with more than its ordinary alacrity, and his countenance was bright with the hope of returning vigor. Friday, January 6, was intensely cold ; yet he spent most of the day in walks about his parish, and visits to some afflict- ed persons. In the evening he attended the weekly prayer-meeting, and made remarks upon the first ten verses of the tenth chapter of Romans. He spoke of the utter hopeless- ness of the sinner's state if perfect obedi- ence should be the condition of salvation, and dwelt with joyful earnestness upon the freeness of the pardon granted to those 118 MEMORIAL. who believe in Jesus. His appearance throughout was unusually animated. As he was about to close his eyes in sleep that night, he coughed violently, and a stream of blood poured from his mouth. He was entirely tranquil. As soon as he could speak, he said : — " I do not feel the least alarm. Once this would have filled me with agitation. This blood is from my lungs. I feel it; it comes from deep down, I have long been preparing for this." At intervals he said, " I have anticipated some sud- den, fatal development. It is good to be always ready. I shall never preach again, I think. You remember what I said to you last Sabbath afternoon, that I should this year be either in Europe or in heaven." It was proposed to send a neighbor for a physician ; but he replied, " No ; wait till morning;" at the same time express- ing his unwillingness to disturb others. LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON. 119 He was awake most of the night, but sel- dom spoke. Once he exclaimed, the tears rolling down his cheeks, " The dear chil- dren ! " And again, " My poor sisters ! this will be dreadful to them." After a pause, he added, " My people will be ut- terly discouraged, to have had two pastors prostrated by the same disease." * Early in the morning, he said, " I want to see the dear children." As they stood weeping beside him, he kissed them, and told them that he was very sick, that per- * Kev. Joseph P. Drunimond was ordained over the church in West Newton, January 2, 1856. In less than a year the encroachments of a pulmonary disease compelled him to re- move to a milder climate. After one winter's residence in Aiken, S. C, he returned in the summer of 1857, to spend only a few months preliminary to his final departure. He died in the place of his nativity, Bristol, Me., November 23, 1857, at the age of thirty-three. Mr. Drunimond and Mr. Little were classmates in college, and were together at Andover during a part of their theolog- ical course. 120 MEMORIAL. haps he should die, and added, " You must love Jesus a great deal." His condition appeared so critical, that he was advised to refrain from conversa- tion, and not to speak above a whisper. He did not suffer pain, and often alluded to the goodness of God in permitting him to be so comfortable. " I have nothing to do," he said, " but to bless the Lord. Our trials are nothing at all compared with those of many persons." The comforts which Mr. Little enjoyed in his sickness quickened that delicate ap- preciation of the privations and sorrows of others for which he had always been remarkable. His ready sympathy, his cheering words, and generous aid, had ever made him a welcome visitor in the homes of the needy. To those who toiled in sol- itude for their daily bread, to the sick and afflicted, the aged especially, he had been a valued friend ; and now that he was LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON. 121 himself upon the bed of languishing, he re- ceived the blessing promised to him that considereth the poor. Sabbath morning, January 8, the hem- orrhage returned. He asked to have the one hundred and thirtieth Psalm read, re- marking, " That's my Psalm." It was said to him, " It is sad to see you so feeble." " But this is life," he replied. " You must remember, ' that the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise, and honor and glory, at the appearing of Jesus Christ.' Perhaps this is the best way in which I can glorify God. If it is, I am willing to have \i so. This sickness has given me great courage. I have wanted some new test in my own case of the power of religion to sustain ; and now I am satisfied." 122 MEMORIAL. When told that one of his favorite hymns had been sung by the congregation that day, his face lighted up as he said, " I wonder if they sang it well ; M and he was gratified on being assured that the singing would have been pleasant to him. He expressed a wish to write a few lines to " the dear Bangor friends." " But you are too weak ; some one else will do it for you." " No ; bring me a pencil and paper. I must write that note myself." With a trembling hand he wrote these words : — " I am strangely tranquil. I hope it is my religion that makes me so. I think it is. Christ is all and in all to me, not only theoretically, but I think also experiment- ally and consciously. " Please remember me in your prayers, and ask the dear brethren of that church we love so well to pray that, living or LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON. 12o dying, I may be prepared the more effect- ually to glorify God." Every morning he greeted his friends with a bright smile and affectionate words. January 9, he held the following conver- sation with one of his family : " I think I shall die in one of these attacks of bleed- ing. I have a feeling of suffocation. You may as well prepare for the worst." " You will think of us if you should go first." " Yes, indeed, — and the dear children ! I believe they will be converted. We shall all soon be in eternity. The time will be short at the longest." " What trials you have had, and how patient you are ! " " Oh, don't ! I have had very little to tiy my patience as yet. The margin has not begun to be filled up. I can bear this very well for a few days, but I fear that I 124 MEMORIAL. shall grow impatient. I do not think I shall get well, because I think God sees that I should forget him if restored to health. But it is a very different thing to die one's self from what it is to see other people die." Some passages of Scripture were read to him. When he heard the words, " Who shall change our vile body, that it may be fashioned like unto his glorious body," he exclaimed, " Yes, that is a precious text. Will you read to me Baxter's beautiful hymn ? " "Lord, it belongs not to my care Whether I die or live ; To love and serve thee is my share, And this thy grace must give. " If life be long, I will be glad That I may long obey ; If short, yet why should I be sad To soar to endless day ? " Christ leads me through no darker rooms Than he went through before ; LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON. 125 He that into God's kingdom conies, Must enter by this door. " Come, Lord, when grace hath made me meet Thy blessed face to see ; For, if thy work on earth be sweet, What will thy glory be ! " Then shall I end my sad complaints, And weary, sinful days, And join with all triumphant saints Who sing Jehovah's praise. " My knowledge of that life is small ; The eye of faith is dim ; But 't is enough that Christ knows all, And I shall be with him." " That is a sweet hymn," he said ; " my hymn. The last verse is very sweet." In the evening he whispered : " Blessed, blessed hope ! Blessed Saviour ! He will save us ; there is no reason to doubt it, — not the least. What condescension he showed to the poor Magdalene ! " January 12, in the latter part of the day, his symptoms indicated a return of bleeding. He lay quietly with closed eyes. 126 MEMORIAL. At length he was heard to whisper : " O precious, glorious gospel ! — That great cloud of witnesses ! — How blessed a thing to be in full sympathy with them ! — a most animating thought." " They have all passed through the same struggle." " Yes, — most comforting thought ! " Soon he said, " I wish you would write to C for me." "What shall I say ? " " Give my love to dear C . Tell him I have felt for him in his affliction ; and I trust he finds abundant consolation in the Saviour's love, which in my trial I find more precious than ever." He then asked to hear the hymn : — " The pangs of death are near, Amid the joys of life: " * and also the one beginning, 1 " Sabbath Hymn Book," hymn 1203. LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON 127 u Oh, speak to me of Jesus ! — other names Have lost for me their interest now." l January 17, he said : " I wish I could tell you my thoughts about Christ." And again : " This has been a blessed sickness to me. I think the Lord is preparing me, either for increased usefulness, for great trouble, or for death. I think God may have something more for me to do here ; and, if so, I shall be very glad to do it. Oh, would it not be a glorious work of divine grace, if I could have a good heart in a sound body ? " " I remember, 95 says one, recently, " how beautifully he spoke in that illness, in January, of his mental conflicts, and of his confidence that God was 'preparing him for something, we did not know what.' " He often wished to hear the following 1 " Sabbath Hymn Book," hymn 434. 128 MEMORIAL. hymn, from the a Lyra Germanica," Second Series : — " Lord Jesus Christ, my life, my light, — My strength by day, my trust by night, — On earth I'm but a passing guest, And sorely with my sins oppressed. "Far off I see my fatherland, Where through thy grace I hope to stand ; But ere I reach that Paradise, A weary way before me lies. " My heart sinks at the journey's length ; My wasted flesh has little strength ; Only my soul still cries in me, Lord, fetch me home, take me to thee ! " Oh, let thy sufferings give me power To meet the last and darkest hour ; Thy prayer refresh and comfort me ; Thy bonds and fetters set me free ! " That thirst and bitter draught of thine Help me to bear with patience mine ; Thy piercing cry avail my soul When floods of anguish o'er me roll ! " And when my lips grow white and chill, Thy Spirit cry within me still, And help my soul thy heaven to find When these poor eyes grow dark and blind! LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON. 129 " And when the spirit flies away, Thy parting words shall be my stay, — Thy cross the staff whereon I lean, My couch the grave where thou hast been. " Since thou hast died, the Pure, the Just, I take my homeward way in trust ; The gates of heaven, Lord, open wide, "When here I may no more abide. " And when the last great day is come, And thou, our Judge, shalt speak the doom, Let me with joy behold the light, And set me then upon thy right. " Renew this wasted flesh of mine, That like the sun it there may shine Among the angels pure and bright, — Yea, like thyself, in glorious light. " Ah, then I have my heart's desire When singing with the angels' choir, Among the ransomed of thy grace, Forever I behold thv face ! " This hymn he committed to memory, and always spoke of it as " my German hymn," or " my dear old German hymn." Mr. Little was urgently advised to seek a change of climate, as the most hopeful 130 MEMORIAL. means of regaining health. Notwithstand- ing all the premonitions of long-continued illness which he had while prostrated by the first indications of disease in his lungs, he did not escape the illusive influence of that disease. As he began to regain a degree of elasticity, he was disposed to think that he should soon be able to de- rive benefit from a sojourn in the south of Europe. For a time he allowed him- self to form plans for making this tour in company with Mrs. Little, or, if not with her, with an intimate friend. But his own wishes and those of his family were mysteriously overruled. Circumstances, which need not be here detailed, com pelled him to the conclusion that, if he went, he must go unattended. The words of a consulting physician in Boston, " Better go alone than not to go at all," and " I do not consider it necessary that Mr. Little should have a travelling-corn- LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON. 131 panion," had, as it now seems, undue in- fluence, and his decision was taken. Early in February he wrote to a friend : — " On Saturday, for the first time in four weeks, I sat down to dinner with the fam- ily: a blessed privilege, for which we heartily thanked God, and ate our meat with special gladness. At the same time I have many a feeling that all is not right, and that the silver cord may be snapped at any moment. ... I do not wonder that you wonder how I am going to Europe. As to a companion, my wife's going is entirely out of the question. It is most likely, from present appearances, that for a companion I shall have to content myself with One who said, ' Lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world.' .... Were it not for that sweet promise, and such precious words as Psalm cxxxix. 9, 10, — 6 If I take the wings of the morning and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea ; 132 MEMORIAL. even there shall thy hand lead me, and thy right hand shall hold me,' — were it not for the hope which my physicians encourage me to entertain, that I may come back with a strength to which I have long been a stranger, — a strength which I am sure I mean to consecrate to my Saviour, — I could not, I would not, take a step in this direction." In the same letter he thus alludes to the bereavement of a mutual friend : — " I commend her to that adorable, ten- der, and almighty Lord, who is more will- ing to bind up than to bruise. These trials, deaths, bereavements, are among the methods by which God will make our release easy, increasing the attractions of heaven, and loosing the earth's hold upon us." To a member of his church, who was afflicted by the death of a brother, Mr. Little wrote, February 8 : — LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON. 133 " Be assured I have not forgotten you in these days of your trial. It has been a real grief to me that I could not offer you the ser- vices which, if I were well, you could so rea- sonably have expected from me, and which I should have been so glad to render. In this disappointment, my chief comfort has been the same which I doubt not has been and will be your consolation and support, — the assurance that our trials are the appointment of One who is infinitely wise and infinitely compassionate.. How much better to have our affairs managed by such a Father in heaven, than to have the responsibility placed upon our own shoulders ! If God were to offer to give up the control of our destiny to our short sight and poor wisdom, who would not quickly give it back into his hands ? I am sure I would. Steadily and kindly and wisely is he preparing us for our transfer from his kingdom on earth to his kingdom and our everlasting home in heaven. One of his methods of securing this preparation is by removing to that 134 MEMORIAL. heavenly home those we have loved here, with whom the hope of being reunited will make our own death the easier May we so live as to be abundantly fitted for a blessed reunion with all the elect, who, with robes made white in the blood of the Lamb, shall sing and shine in the presence of God forever. Hoping soon to be able to see you, believe me your sincere friend." February 10, he wrote to one whose constant efforts to cheer him had touched his heart : — " God bless you for your last letter. You do not know what a comfort it was to me, and what a burden it took from my poor, weak, faithless spirit. I am ' a fool and slow of heart to believe ' that, if God bring one to the borders of the Red Sea, he will make a safe passage through. Your friendship for me is a constant mar- vel. I shall not worry myself, however, with efforts to explain it. As with the LAST YEAR IN WEST NEWTON. 135 mysteries of our blessed religion, I am content with an assurance of the fact. I hope you know that I not only prize your love, but heartily reciprocate it." To a friend in New York he wrote, February 14 : — " God has dealt rigorously with me, and yet I believe I can truly say that for nothing do I thank him more heartily than for his chastisements. ... I have not been without literary ambition. To de- serve and gain a respectable place among the ' goodly fellowship ' of scholars was the dear hope of my youth. But my plans for study God has repeatedly shivered into fragments, and given me the tears of dis- appointment for my meat day and night. It is humiliating to think that my per- verse and wicked heart needed such a trial. It will be more humiliating if I fail to heed and improve it." Mr. Little was unwilling to leave his 136 MEMORIAL. people at West Newton exposed to the disadvantages which they might experi- ence from the long absence of a pastor, and he felt it incumbent on him to resign his office. This he did in a letter which was presented to his church and society on the third Sabbath in February. He was, how- ever, induced to withdraw the resignation. A clergyman who called upon Mr. Lit- tle, February 23, wrote to a mutual friend : — " I cannot tell you how he seems, except that he seems both weak and strong. The old fire is there, but it burns low. His spirit will not have to brook that confinement many years, I fully believe." To a sister Mr. Little wrote, February 24: — " It is an unspeakable comfort to me that I am in God's hands, and that he will order my steps. After a few years more VOYAGE TO FRANCE, AND RETURN. 137 of this troubled and mysterious life, the blessed Saviour will come for us. Till then let it be our aim to serve him faithfully. Beyond this we need have no anxiety." Mr. Little was to sail from New York on Saturday, March 3, in the steamer Ara- go, for Havre. The morning of Thursday, the day when he was to leave West New- ton, was made cheerless by a cold storm. As he took his seat at the breakfast-table, he said, with a smile, " Well, M , dear, the Lord reigns." To a question from one of his children, he replied, " Just as God pleases, dear." During the family devo- tions he w T as deeply moved. Intense feel- ing made him paler than usual. He asked to have the ninety-first Psalm read, and then breathed forth a childlike surrender of himself, his family, and people into the hands of God. His last care at West Newton was to finish some letters to indi- viduals in his parish, for whose religious 138 MEMORIAL. welfare he felt an especial solicitude. To one of them, who was by his influence led to the Saviour, Mr. Little said : — " I have not strength to write much. I may never speak to you, nor see you again on earth. It will not be long before we are all sleeping in our graves. Then will come the great test and judgment. Then it will clearly appear who have been wise, and who foolish. Suffer me, dear E , to warn and entreat you to live for that day and for eternity, and let nothing rob you of the life everlasting." As his trunk was about to be closed, he was asked if he wished to take the Sabbath Hymn Book. " Yes," he replied ; " I can- not do without that." Before he drove away from the house, a friend uttered the exclamation, " How can I endure to have you go to Europe alone ? " " But," he replied, " I shall not go alone. You know who said, ' Lo, I am with you alway.' ?: IfrnjirgB in /raittt, writ Etta. The first day of his journey Mr. Little "went as far as Springfield, and remained there until the noon of Friday. In the morning he spent some hours with Rev. James Drummond, the brother of his immediate predecessor at West Newton. This gentleman writes of the interview : — " We talked but little directly of religious matters, and yet I recall many sweet ex- pressions of submission to the will of the great Master. Those hours are among my precious memories. It was only a rich, affectionate, and tender nature that could so strongly affect me in so brief a time." Mr. Little reached New York on Friday (139) 140 MEMORIAL. afternoon. " How well I have borne this journey ! " he said. " It is because the Lord has helped me. I am sure it is God's grace alone which supports me." After his re- turn from France, he remarked, " How wonderfully I was sustained and cheered in that journey to New York ! " In the morning, after a sad and wakeful night, he said, " Please read to me the fourteenth chapter of John." He then of- fered prayer. When he prayed for his children, his voice became choked with sobs, and for some moments he could not speak. Afterward he prayed for himself : " Be with thy servant, who goes forth alone into this exile. Sustain him in this bitter separation. Fulfil unto him, blessed Sav- iour, thine own promise, ' Lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world.' " Before going on board the steamer, he said, " My going to Europe is like entering 141 the kingdom of heaven, — ' through much tribulation.' I little thought that such an experience was the way in which Provi- dence would open the door. 5 ' To a relative he remarked : " My long- cherished desire is about to be accom- plished; but I have been brought to it through great sufferings I have been near the gates of death, but I have been kept in perfect peace." In his only letter written on board the Arago, he says : — w When we were fairly adrift, I began to feel the loneliness of my situation. Al- most every one but myself seemed to have some companion. I was not long, how- ever, in recollecting that a dearer than any earthly friend was nearer to me at that moment than any other being could be." Of his first Sabbath at sea he wrote : — 142 MEMORIAL. " I spent most of the day in my room, reading in my precious copy of the Testa- ment and Psalms, and in 4 The Young Cottager ; ' thinking of the dear ones at home, and committing myself and them to our dear Saviour. My Testament lies on the same little shelf with the pictures. They will all grow more precious to me every day during my absence Oh, the sweet influences and precious associa- tions of a Christian home ! Thank God for mine ! May I again know its blessedness." In his diary he wrote : — " March 7. — My great solace is to think of my dear family whom I have left be- hind me, and of my blessed Saviour. " March 11. Sabbath. — ' This is the day the Lord hath made.' May he help me to ' rejoice in it and be glad.' My heart aches for the poor people on board, who are living with such low and inadequate aims I had some refreshing con- versation this evening with Mr. L , as VOYAGE TO FRANCE, AKD RETURN. 143 we sat on deck watching the waters bril- liant with phosphorescence u March 17. — Arrived off Havre near daybreak. " March 19. — Paris. "March 25. Sabbath. — I fear I shall not get to the American Chapel. I long to hear the blessed gospel in my dear na- tive tongue. " March 26. — I went to the church of St. Roch this morning, and to Notre Dame this noon. It was the festival of the An- nunciation. I heard Mozart's Mass per- formed by four hundred artists, vocal and instrumental. The mass was preceded by a religious march, with an accompaniment of harps. It was delicious.*' March 27, Mr. Little wrote to friends at home : — " I have been very desolate since I reached Paris. The weather has been wretched, sunshine and rain alternating suddenly. I have indulged moderately m 144 MEMORIAL. sight-seeing, yet what I have done has been too much for my poor strength. " Oh, I cannot tell you what I have suf- fered the past week ! At times I have been ready to throw myself down in despair, and to cry, My God, my God ! why hast thou forsaken me? On the whole, how- ever, I believe I have not positively mur- mured, nor lost outright my hold on God's precious covenant." The overwhelming sense of loneliness from which he suffered at this time in- duced him to make some exertions beyond his strength. He one day accepted an invitation to take a ride for the purpose of witnessing a military review. The scene is described in the following letter : — " April 4. — Although I am far from being strong, and in a condition to see and improve the thousand attractive things that lie temptingly around me, I feel 145 already better acquainted with this city than I do with New York. " On Saturday I went with Mr. P— — to witness a review of cavalry by the em- peror. The field where they went through their evolutions is called Longchamps, and is at the further extremity of the beautiful Bois de Boulogne. It was a division of cavalry belonging to the first corps cParmee, and under the command of Gen- eral d'Allonville. We did not reach the gound in season to witness the arrival of the emperor ; but I had the good fortune to see him quite near, just before he left for the city at the close of the review. It was a most animating and imposing spec- tacle, and one which I had always desired to see. True, the number of the troops was a mere handful compared with the number sometimes reviewed in the Champ de Mars. But they were all cavalry, finely mounted, richly caparisoned and uniformed. As they stood in long lines, or moved ma- jestically in dense columns, or wheeled at full gallop in their various evolutions, with 10 146 MEMORIAL. the shouting of the officers, and cries of vive VEmpereur ! — it was magnificent and thrilling. Besides, I knew they were no holiday troops, but were fellows who had smelt gunpowder, and were likely to again. If the day had been bright and sunny, the sight would have been brilliant beyond description. " There were three court carriages with- in the lines ; one containing the empress and a lady attendant, one the little prince imperial with nurse and governess, and the third containing two ladies whose names and rank I could not learn. We soon discovered the empress. At the mo- ment we edged our way in front of her car- riage, General Fleury came up, probably with some message from the emperor, and chatted awhile with her imperial ladyship. This gave me a good opportunity to see her face in movement, as well as in repose. She is very pretty, and looks much young- er than I had expected; indeed, almost girlish. " Our attention was soon attracted to VOYAGE TO FRANCE, AND RETURN. 147 that part of the field in which we knew the emperor to be. A large number of officers rode toward the imperial carriages. One of them, in a marshal's uniform, and mounted on a sorrel horse, advanced to the carriage of the empress, leaned over and spoke a few gracious words to her, his head all the while covered. It was the em- peror. A moment after and he had wheeled away, and was galloping with his suite and escort toward the city. His ordinary expression is somewhat dull, sleepy, ab- stracted ; but I saw him wdth a smile upon his face." In closing this letter, Mr. Little wrote : — " The Lord is trying my faith as never before. I hope it may not fail. Truly, his ways are past finding out. Did he not bring me here ? What will he do with me ? My future never seemed more shrouded than now in mystery and dark- ness. But my future is a thing of compar- atively little importance. We are sure that 148 MEMORIAL. God will be honored, his purposes will be accomplished, and the kingdom will come. " Our blessed heavenly Father has led me into the orbit of some excellent people who are very kind to me. God is good to me even now and here in this strange land. I will not forget that; and withal, he gives me the sweet hope of a blessed and eternal reunion in the home prepared for all disciples." We find in his diary a few more brief pencillings : — " April 8. — Comforted this morning by Psalms xliii. — xlvi., and by my precious hymn, ' Lord Jesus Christ, my Life, my Light.' I found strength in committing my way unto the Lord. " April 9. — About midnight I coughed and raised blood. " April 12. — ' With God all things are possible.' Oh for grace to leave my poor self altogether and forever in his hands ! " April 13. — About eleven o'clock this VOYAGE TO FRANCE, AND RETURN. 149 morning a column of troops passed, — some four or five hundred foot, and one hundred horse in rear. The band not large, but playing superbly. Last night I was more comfortable. God be praised for every mercy. " April 14. — I have been tempted to distrust God and look no more to him. He seemed to have deserted me. " April 18. — I am trying resolutely to be hopeful. God can do all things ; and sometimes his doing is marvellous in our eyes. " April 19. — I raised blood again last evening. Oh, how I need the blessed Saviour ! I do hope he is near me, and that he feels my pains. Oh for that suffi- cient grace which will enable me always to say, ' Thy will be done V " April 20. — I am considerably better to-day. I have no great hopes and no very anxious fears. I have committed my case to the great Physician. " April 21. — Dr. has examined me thoroughly. He says that < all is well and 150 MEMORIAL. natural.' He also prescribed for me. Oh, if God will add his blessing ! " April 25. — I do not see my blessed Saviour as I would like, nor feel his sweet presence. I hope it is the effect of my dis- ease. God help me to believe and trust where I cannot see. " April 26. — God pity and help me ! "April 27. — The blessed Lord God whom I serve will order everything for the best. Oh for grace and strength equal to the demands of each of these trying days and nights ! Lord, help or I sink ! " April 28, Mr. Little wrote to a friend then in Italy : — " I have had a strange experience since you left Paris, — growing weaker and weaker. It is my chief comfort that God has ordered it ; and ' as for God, his way is perfect.' " In a letter dated April 29, the irregular writing of which betrays a trembling hand, the lonely sufferer says : — AND RETURN. 151 " Do I not need the arm of the Lord Jesus underneath me, and the strength and solace of the blessed gospel ? I trust I have gained new and invaluable proofs of its preciousness. As I have lain in my bed, feeble and alone, denied so complete- ly the enjoyments of foreign travel, and have looked out upon the magnificent palace of the Louvre, I have been sure of gaining one advantage : the persuasion, so deep that no sophistry will ever remove it, that, as compared with some single verse of the blessed Bible, all that stateliness of architecture, with the treasures of art with- in its walls, and the political power which it symbolizes, is a mockery to the soul in its greatest exigencies. " I should like to tell you more of my thoughts during these wearisome days and nights and weeks. But I cannot. You must tell all who may be expecting letters from me, that I cannot write to them yet. I send my affectionate and Christian salu- tations to the dear people at "West New- ton. Tell them that I am cast down, but 152 MEMORIAL. not destroyed ; able, I hope, to rejoice even in tribulation, and glorying more and more in the cross of Jesus Christ, and only in that. It is a sweet reflection to me, in my suffering, that they are praying for me. I send much love to Bangor friends. Their kindness touches my heart. " The darling children ! My eyes are full every time I think of them Give my love to dear and . It sometimes thrills me with a joy unspeaka- ble, to think that so many of us are bound up together in the everlasting covenant, sure of a blessed home at last, eternal in the heavens." " April 30. — The P family left to- day for Havre, on their return to America. The Lord bless and keep them ! .... I have had sweet thoughts, for several days, of the covenant love of God in chastis- ing his children. I never saw so clearly the force and beauty of Hebrews xii. 5 - 11." A member of the family, to whom Mr. Little alludes above, writes : — VOYAGE TO FRANCE, AND RETURN. 153 H As I went into his room one day, he said : ' It is a strange Providence that brought me here. I have been in Paris six weeks, and it has been the most miserable six weeks of my life. The twelfth chapter of Hebrews has had of late a new mean- ing to me.' He repeated from the fourth to the twelfth verse, dwelling particularly on the sixth, seventh, and eighth verses. He added : ' My Father sees there is dross in my character, which it is necessary should be purged ; and therefore it is that I am thus disciplined.' " Mr. Little seemed to regret that he had come, especially that he had come alone ; and yet he was apparently cheerful. One of the first times he came to dine with us he brought the likenesses of his family, and looked at and talked of them. In his own room he kept these pictures upon the table beside him, and whenever he ate his meals they were opened and placed around the table. " I hope I have not given you a sad im- pression of his appearance at this time. 154 MEMORIAL. He recognized the hand of a kind Father in his affliction, and I never heard him utter a hasty or complaining word." Rev. A. H. Clapp, of Providence, R. L, writes : — " It was most touching and impressive to hear his expressions of attachment to his Bible and Sabbath Hymn Book, — always by his pillow. In these and in prayer he said he had found new comfort and delight, much as he supposed he had before understood and appreciated them. " He was sad at the thought of having effected * so little, — nothing for Christ.' But at our last interview he seemed much more willing to leave his work and his family ; indeed, in every way more recon- ciled to what he now felt to be the divine purpose concerning him." May 4, Mr. Little marked in the one hundred and second Psalm the following passages : — VOYAGE TO FRANCE, AND RETURN. 155 " Hear my prayer, O Lord, and let my cry come unto thee. " Hide not thy face from me in the day when I am in trouble ; incline thine ear unto me : in the day when I call, answer me speedily. u For my days are consumed like smoke, and my bones are burned as an hearth. " My heart is smitten, and withered like grass ; so that I forget to eat my bread. " By reason of the voice of my groan- ing, my bones cleave to my skin. " I am like a pelican of the wilderness : I am like an owl of the desert. " I watch, and am as a sparrow alone upon the house-top " For I have eaten ashes like bread, and mingled my drink with weeping. " Because of thine indignation and thy wrath : for thou hast lifted me up, and cast me down." " My days are like a shadow that de- clineth ; and I am withered like grass. " But thou, O Lord, shalt endure for- 156 MEMORIAL. ever ; and thy remembrance unto all gen- erations. " He weakened my strength in the way ; he shortened my days. " I said, O my God, take me not away in the midst of my days : thy years are throughout all generations." And the following in the one hundred and third Psalm : — " For as the heaven is high above the earth, so great is his mercy toward them that fear him. " As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us. " Like as a father pitieth his children, so the Lord pitieth them that fear him. " For he knoweth our frame ; he remem- bereth that we are dust. " As for man, his days are as grass : as a flower of the field, so he flourisheth. " For the wind passeth over it, and it is gone ; and the place thereof shall know it no more. VOYAGE TO FRANCE, AND RETURN. 157 " But the mercy of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting upon them that fear him, and his righteousness unto chil- dren's children ; " To such as keep his covenant 3 and to those that remember his commandments to do them." Mrs. Little reached Paris May 5. Mr. Little was found lying upon a lounge be- fore the open fire, his countenance and form much changed by disease. In the course of that evening he said : — " I have been distressed with fears that something might prevent you from coming. When I was ill with those attacks of bleed- ing, and thought I might die soon, I felt that it would be so sweet to have you here to close my eyes. But God has been very gracious in raising up friends for me w r ho have been an inexpressible comfort. I cannot begin to tell you of all their kind- nesses. ... I cannot give you any idea of what I have endured ; and I am glad 158 MEMORIAL. that I cannot. I have wept rivers of tears since I came to Paris. . . . You did not expect to find me so very feeble ; but I think I shall soon be well enough to go to Switzerland." Monday, May 7, Mr. Little went to apartments in the vicinity of the Champs Elysees. He hoped to be often in the open air, but the weather was most of the time unfavorable. Nearly every morning came with clouds and rain, or, if the day promised to be sunny, the invalid was dis- heartened by its quick overshadowing. A few times he walked a short distance with the feeble step of an aged person. Twice only was he able to reach the grand avenue near by. His walks became con- stantly shorter, until they were given up altogether. In compliance with the in- junction of his physicians, he rode fre- quently ; but his rides were often made dreary by the rain, and the motion of the carriage distressed him. 159 Incessant noise in the street deprived him of the quiet which he desired. Still, he never spoke complainingly of this trial. The continuance of it upon the Sabbath was a grief to him. He said : " There is no Sabbath here. The best Christian in the world cannot live in Paris without feel- ing the evil effects of this dreadful des- ecration." Sabbath, May 13, he said : " Get the precious Bible and read to me." After- ward he wished to have hymns read from the Sabbath Hymn Book. Then, too weak to kneel, he prayed for " strength to suffer ; " for " recovery, if it should please God," and a return to his " dear country and friends." He closed his petitions by rendering hearty thanks to God for the mercies he had received in a foreign land. His sleep was always disturbed, but he said : " It is such a relief that I am not now obliged to go through these nights 160 MEMORIAL. alone." He seldom retired until a late hour. When urged to go sooner, he would reply : " No ; the night will be quite long enough." He often asked to have the Bible read to him in his wakeful hours. Many passages from Isaiah were very soothing to him. Some of them are the following : — " Thine eyes shall see the King in his beauty : they shall behold the land that is very far off. . . . The inhabitant shall not say I am sick : the people that dwell therein shall be forgiven their iniquity." " Say to them that are of a fearful heart, Be strong, fear not." " He giveth power to the faint, and to them that have no might he increaseth strength." " I am the Lord thy God, which teach- eth thee to profit, which leadeth thee by the way that thou shouldest go." " Surely he hath borne our griefs, and carried our sorrows." •■ O thou afflicted, tossed with tempest, VOYAGE TO FRANCE, AND RETURN. 161 and not comforted ! behold, I will lay thy stones with fair colors, and lay thy founda- tions with sapphires." u Behold, for p'eace I had great bitter- ness : but thou hast in love to my soul delivered it from the pit of corruption : for thou hast cast all my sins behind thy back." * The last clause of this verse he often asked to have repeated to him several times. He said : " It is so expressive of God's entire forgiveness." He was deeply impressed with the passage : " As one whom his mother comforteth, so will I comfort you, and ye shall be comforted in Jerusalem." He would say : " That is sweet, — that is precious, — that is very beautiful. The Scriptures seem to exhaust language to express the tenderness of God's love." Shut up as Mr. Little was, most of the 11 162 MEMORIAL. day, within doors, unable to hear much reading, and conscious of the advancement of disease, it was not strange that his de- jection increased. " Yes," he said, with emotion, " I am fast preparing for my grave." And again : " I am glad my dear mother is safe in heaven ; this^would have broken her heart." He spoke with tears of the mysterious disappointment of his plans. " I have been permitted to make the worst possible mistakes. Oh, these mistakes ! How large a part of the bitter- ness of this bitter life do they constitute. . . . . The Lord is scourging me and scourg- ing me. I am afraid I despise the chast- ening of the Lord. I wish I could feel as I did in that sickness in January. That was a blessed sickness." In the midst of these lamentations, however, the Bible always gave him relief. The memorandum-book which lay upon his table in Paris contains this prayer : — VOYAGE TO FRANCE, AND RETURN. 163 " My God and Father ! Oh, strengthen me, bless me, succor me in the dark hours of my depression. Suffer me not to fall away from Jesus in my dying day. Give me patience and the submission of an obe- dient child under all my sufferings ; and if it cannot be that I recover, oh, enrich my soul with that which is better than health, — thy holy and blessed Spirit, All this I humbly beg for Jesus' sake. Amen." After returning to America, he remarked, " When I was in Paris I longed for health with an agony of desire." The kindest expressions of sympathy reached him from Americans in Paris, some of whom he had never seen. Flow- ers and fruit were sent to him by persons who would give no name. Every such attention cheered his heart and made his face brighten with pleasure and gratitude. " May the Lord reward them ! " was al- ways his prayer. In his diary he wrote, May 12, alluding to an unexpected kind- 164 MEMORIAL. ness from a stranger : " Verily, the Lord has not forgotten me. May he forgive my weak faith ! " He continued to speak of his anticipated tour, but was advised by his physicians to return home. The plans so long medi- tated and so carefully arranged were not given up without a struggle. At first he listened unwillingly to such advice. " No ; I cannot do it." Yet, when told that his friends feared he would never reach Amer- ica, unless he should- go soon, he replied, " Yes ; I have sometimes had such fears myself." It was not long before he yielded cheerfully to the judgment of others. " I am now as impatient to go home as I was desirous to remain here. It would be dreadful to die here, but so sweet to die at home." Before daylight on the morning of May 15, after bleeding again, he said with com- posure : " I have no idea that I shall VOYAGE TO FRANCE, AND RETURN. 165 recover, unless God work a miracle in my case, which of course I cannot expect. I hope I shall not die before I reach home." In his diary he wrote : — " May 16. — A comfortable day. I thank the Lord for it, whatever may come. " May 17. — I raised more blood this morning. Truly, God is giving me repeat- ed and loud calls to set my house in order. " May 20. Sabbath. — This is my last day, if it please God, in Paris. I rejoice at the prospect of so soon escaping from my long imprisonment." " I shall never forget," says a ministerial friend already alluded to, " the cheerful glow of his countenance when I bade him ' good-by,' and said, < I hope we shall meet again at home.' ' If not, then in a better home, 1 he promptly replied, with one of his pleasant smiles." Rev. Dr. G. L. Prentiss wrote, at a later period : — 166 MEMORIAL. " In Paris I first saw Mr. Little, March 23, when he called at my house. I think we had met but once before. I remem- bered him, however, well enough to be greatly shocked at his altered and sickly appearance. He was extremely feeble, and seemed to feel lonely and despondent. His intention then was to proceed in a few days to Montauban, in the south of France, and, after having remained some time there, to go to Switzerland, and so pass north into Germany. Here he pro- posed to spend the following autumn and winter, visiting the principal universities, and residing a month or two at each of them. It was painful to hear him speak of these plans ; for although his counte- nance brightened with pleasurable antici- pations, it was only too plain that he was doomed to disappointment. At my en- treaty, he gave up the journey to the south of France, and decided to remain in Paris until the warm season should arrive. " I saw him almost every day at the Hotel du Louvre, and he was often at my VOYAGE TO FRANCE, AND RETURN. 167 house. At times he was cheerful, and talked with interest about the various relig- ious, political, and literary questions of the day. Sick as he was, he said many a bright and pleasant thing. His sportive humor not unfrequently showed itself, and occasionally he would even break into a hearty laugh. " The fatal malady made such rapid progress that he was soon compelled to abandon all attempts at sight-seeing, and confine himself chiefly to his chamber, which opened upon a little balcony com- manding a fine view of the Rue de Rivoli. When the weather would permit, he de- lighted to lean over this balcony, and watch the vast tide flowing day and night along that magnificent thoroughfare. He was a keen observer of foreign customs, and entered with singular z6st into the novelties of this brilliant and wonderful scene. " He was able to read but very little. The book which, after the Bible, seemed to be dearer to him than any other, was 168 MEMORIAL. the Sabbath Hymn Book. It was always at his side. If I remember rightly, there were some lines on a blank leaf of this vol- ume, which he spoke of as being very pre- cious to him. " While in Paris he suffered, as you know, from severe religious depression. There were, however, bright intervals when he seemed to be lifted above the surround- ing gloom ; when both his looks and his words indicated inward peace and joy in the Holy Ghost. " After all his hopes had been dashed, and the resolution taken to return home immediately, he was still forming plans for future study. Only a few days before leaving Paris, he prepared a list of impor- tant historical and philosophical works in French, which he wished to purchase. He had a fine scholarly spirit : and in my intercourse with him it often manifested itself in a striking and beautiful manner. Once, when the probability that he would nof be able to resume his studies was al- luded to, he replied, in a tone of cheerful VOYAGE TO FRANCE, AND RETURN. 169 assurance : ' Yes ; but I have not a doubt that I shall be engaged in studies far more congenial and elevating.' I met few Americans abroad who seemed to me so well qualified to make a wise and effective use of foreign travel. But he has gone forth on a grander journey than that whose sudden and sad conclusion was such a sharp disappointment." The lines on a blank leaf of the Sab- bath Hymn Book, to which Dr. Prentiss alludes, had often been repeated to Mr. Little by his children on Sabbath-days and are inserted below. In one of his letters to friends at home, he said : " I never before saw the beauty of that sweet hymn, ' The Early Little Pilgrims,' which S copied upon a blank leaf of my Hymn Book. I did not discover it until 1 had been here sometime. I am impressed with its appropriateness to all pilgrims." One Sabbath morning in May he washed 170 MEMORIAL. to hear it, and said : " I can never read it through without tears." " The way to heaven is narrow, And its blessed entrance strait; But how safe the little pilgrims Who get within the gate ! " The sunbeams of the morning Make the narrow path so fair ; And these early little pilgrims Find dewy blessings there. " They pass o'er rugged mountains, But they climb them with a song ; For these early little pilgrims Have sandals new and strong. " They do not greatly tremble, When the shadows night foretell ; For these early little pilgrims Have tried the path so well. " They know it leads to heaven, With its bright and open gates, Where for happy little pilgrims A Saviour's welcome waits." Monday, May 21, dawned brightly. At an early hour friends came to attend Mr. Little to the railway station. The con- VOYAGE TO FRANCE, AND RETURN. 171 cierge, who had shown much sympathy, followed the invalid to the carriage, and looked after him with tearful eyes. Mr. Little said, " The poor concierge really felt sorry for me, I think." Dr. Prentiss, who was to him as a broth- er, accompanied him to Havre. The day was cloudless, and Mr. Little enjoyed the journey highly. In a recent letter, Dr. Prentiss says : " That delightful day to Havre seems, as I look back upon it, like a gleam of paradise." May 23, Mr. Little wrote in his diary : " We leave Havre this morning, in the Vanderbilt, for New York. God seems plainly to indicate that this is our path. May he lead and bless us in every step of it." -The first days of the homeward voyage were mild, and the waters calm. " Yes," he said ; " the Lord is bringing us on our 172 MEMORIAL. way gently, very gently. I ought to be deeply grateful." Soon the weather changed, and the sea became rough. A few times Mr. Little ventured to go o* deck, but cold winds compelled him to re turn to his state-room. " This is such a disappointment," he said. " I thought I should be able to take the air a great deal." Yet, when speaking of the perfect health which those around him enjoyed, he added, " I have something infinitely more precious than health ; of that I am certain." The discomforts, which it was hard for a well person to endure patiently, made his sufferings severe. " This dreadful voy- age ! " was at length his distressed cry ; " how long must it continue ? " " But the days will pass away." " I know it ; yet — 1 A weary way before me lies ; My heart sinks at the journey's length, VOYAGE TO FRANCE, AND RETURN. 173 My wasted flesh has little strength ; Only my soul still cries in me, Lord, fetch me home, take me to Thee.' " One day he was often in tears, but was silent. In the afternoon he said : i; I am afraid I am not a Christian, I cling so to life. It seems to me I have much to live for. But I think my disease must be making rapid progress." When his brow and burning hands were bathed in cold water, he looked up, saying, " How refresh- ing ! Oh, the washing of regeneration, and renewing of the Holy Ghost ! n Of those on board the steamer, who seemed regardless of anything beyond this world, he said : " It is a distressing thought to me that thousands as thought- less as they have suddenly gone down to the bottom of the sea." The Vanderbilt arrived at New York on Sabbath morning, June 3. While riding to a hotel, Mr. Little expressed great 174 MEMORIAL. thankfulness that he had reached his be- loved native land, and added : " How de- lightful it will be to hear the church-bells again ! " The last words in his diary were written on this day : " We arrived in New York at five o'clock this morning, after a passage to me most tedious and exhaust- ing. God be praised for bringing us over in safety." %% %m nf %mu. Ox his voyage from Havre to New- York, the weary hours which ]\Ir. Little passed in his state-room were some- times cheered by the singing of a gold- finch in a cage near his door. The accu- racy and sweetness with w^hich the little creature went through the strains of some plaintive air which he had been taught, often brought a smile to the sad face of the invalid. This is one of many inci- dents illustrating his musical taste. One of the gratifications which he en- joyed at West Newton w^as frequent inter- course with his friend, Rev. D. L. Furber, of Newton Centre, a gentleman well known for his interest in music, and one to whom (175) 176 MEMORIAL. Mr. Little felt the stronger attachment for the sympathy between them on this sub- ject. We give the following reminis- cences as they have been prepared by Mr. Furber : — " Mr. Little was from childhood an ar- dent lover of music. When only three years of age, he would follow a funeral procession, that he might hear the singing at the grave ; and while he listened to it, would stand and weep. At the age of twelve years he took his place in the vil- lage choir, with other members of the family, his father being the leader. He was particularly fond of the flute, even from boyhood. He sometimes went into his father's yard and played upon it, when he wished to call down the doves ; for he had taught them to come at the sound. He became in after years a skilful flutist. " While at Andover he was leader of the seminary choir and president of the Lockhart Society. " At his death, the Penobscot Musical HIS LOVE OF MUSIC. 177 Association adopted the following among other minutes: 'Mr. Little was elected president of this association at the session of 1854, and held the office until 1856. At the session of 1855, he delivered by re- quest his very able and timely address upon music, published in the minutes of that year. Those who were present will not forget the occasion or the address. Mr. Little was very constant in his attend- ance upon our rehearsals and concerts ; and, being a man of more than ordinary musical taste, he marked our progress with pleasure.' In his removal, ' this associa- tion has lost a firm friend, and the cause of music an able and eloquent advocate.' " While Mr. Little resided in West Newton, he was a constant attendant upon the Wednesday afternoon concerts at the Music Hall in Boston. He always preserved the programmes of these con- certs, as an aid in recalling the musical strains which he had heard. A compact roll of these programmes was found among his papers after his death. 12 178 MEMOKIAL. " He was a delighted listener to the birds that filled the woods near his house at West Newton. There he has been known to spend hours listening to their songs. Often he would search a long time for some bird which he heard singing at a distance. On returning home, he sometimes wrote upon the scale the notes of any bird-song which had especially in- terested him. " Mr. Little was the means of introduc- ing congregational singing into both the churches with which he was connected as their pastor. The emotion with which he spoke to his people at West Newton, after their first attempt at congregational sing- ing, is well remembered. He endeavored to express his gratification at their suc- cess, but was unable to give full utterance to his feelings. He afterward said, that 'it seemed as much like true worship as anything could be this side of heaven.' He often joined his people in their weekly meeting for practice, and sang with his accustomed animation. On the Sabbath, HIS LOVE OF MUSIC. 179 well sustained and full as the chorus usually was, Mr. Little's voice was always distinguishable ; and, if he sat down to rest before preaching, the absence of it was at once felt. He could sing tenor or bass with almost equal ease. His voice was sweetest upon the tenor, richest upon the bass. " Such was his love of music, that, whenever he sang, he sang with all his heart. The charm of his singing consisted very much in the strength of feeling which he threw into it. One scarcely thought of his artistic skill, and his consummate taste, when he was singing anything that deeply interested him. In singing favorite minor tunes, it was a common thing for him to be moved to tears. Having opportunity on one occasion to sing an hour at the piano with two or three clerical friends,* *One of these gentlemen was Prof. J. X. Putnam, of Dart- mouth College. In a letter to Mrs. Little, written on hearing of her husband's death, he alludes incidentally to this inter- view as follows : — " Little did I think when we met last August at Mr. Furber's and sang and talked together, he with all the old warmth and enthusiasm of our Andover 180 MEMORIAL. with whom he had musical sympathy, one of the first tunes he called for was that ex- quisite minor tune, ' Strand.' It was sung in the hymn, ' Like sheep we went astray.' He sang the treble of the tune, from the beginning to the end of the hymn, without pause, and with steadily increasing inten- sity of feeling and strength of intonation. Those who sang with him will not soon forget the tide of enthusiasm by which they were swept along. He then called for the tune ' Brent,' another minor tune, very simple in its structure, but fitly ex- pressing the sentiment of a deeply peniten- tial hymn, to which it is set in the Sab- days, that less than a year would part us, — that I was see- ing him for the last time. Although I had not been privi- leged to meet him very often since our seminary life, yet ever when we did meet was there the same freshness of spirit, the same winning affectionateness, the same love of all things good and beautiful and Christian. So that his rich and cordial nature, his whole character of mind and heart, will be to me a perpetual and most valued remembrance." Mr. Putnam and Mr. Little were not long parted. Their voices have already mingled, we doubt not, in the chorus of the skies, " Where the anthems of rapture unceasingly roll," and where the communion of Christian friends is not exposed to the interruptions or subject to the limitations which re- strict it on earth. HIS LOVE OF MUSIC. 181 bath Hymn and Tune Book. The hymn is founded on the prayer of the publican, 4 God be merciful to me a sinner.' Mr. Little sang the treble as before, his voice breathing with all the tenderness of con- trition, and his eyes suffused with tears. This circumstance was remembered, and the same tune was sung some months afterward, at his funeral. " On another occasion I called upon him at West Newton, and found him con- fined to his room by illness, and lying upon his bed. After conversing for a time, he arose, took the Sabbath Hymn and Tune Book from the table, and said : 1 We must sing one tune before you go.' He turned at once to the minor tune c Ag- nol,' but his eyes were so weak that he could sing only two stanzas before he was obliged to close the book. It was a touch- ing illustration of his love for singing, to see him rise from his sick-bed for but two verses of bare treble and bass, without the help of any instrument. " When anticipating his tour in Europe, 182 MEMORIAL. he counted much upon the summer-even- ing music which he should hear in parks and gardens and the usual places of public resort. But this was denied him. Almost the only pleasure of this kind, which he was able to enjoy when in Paris was the playing of a harp at evening in apartments near his sick-room." Mr. Little noticed with delight all the allusions which his favorite authors made to the voice of song. Only a few days before the printing of this memorial was commenced, his distinct pencil-mark was found at the margin of the following lines in Milton : — " That undisturbed song of pure consent, Ave sung before the sapphire-colored throne To Him that sits thereon, With saintly shout, and solemn jubilee; Where the bright Seraphim in burning row, Their loud, uplifted angel-trumpets blow; And the cherubic host, in thousand choirs, Touch their immortal harps of golden wires, With those just Spirits that wear victorious palms, Hymns devout and holy psalms Singing everlastingly." tasA Wnh nf jjxs 3Cife. " As tlie harp-strings only render All their treasures of sweet sound, All their music, glad or tender, Firmly struck and tightly bound ; " So the hearts of Christians owe Each its deepest, sweetest strain To the pressure firm of woe, And the tension tight of pain. " Spices crushed, their pungence yield, Trodden scents their sweets respire; Would you have its strength revealed ? Cast the incense in the tire. " Thus the crushed and broken frame Oft doth sweetest graces yield; From the martyr's keenest flame Heavenly incense is distilled." This Hymn of Consolation, written by Adam of St. Victor in the twelfth century, is one of the sacred poems in which Mr, Little had an increasing pleas- (183) 184 MEMORIAL. ure. When he left home for the last time, he carried a copy of it in his pocket-diary. There it was discovered after his death; and it seemed to describe the effect of suffering upon his own character. On Monday afternoon, June 4, Mr. Lit- tle left New York by steamboat for Fall River. To a friend, who came to bid him farewell, he spoke earnestly of the rest of heaven, and of the pure and blessed com- pany which he should meet there. To another he said : " The Master knows best whether he has anything more for me to do here. As he wills I am content. I am ready to do the Lord's bidding. My stay in this world is no concern of mine." The journey from Fall River to Boston was one of extreme exhaustion to him. He reached the house of a relative. Rev. Dr. Peck, at Roxbury, on Tuesday morn- ing. For some days after his arrival he was LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 185 evidently suffering under a renewed mental conflict. To give up life was still a great effort. Often he spoke with intense feel- ing of the disappointment of his hopes, and the cutting off of his plans, — of the mysterious course God was pursuing with him. When reminded of the words of Job, " Wilt thou break a leaf driven to and fro, and wilt thou pursue the dry stubble ? " he said ; " I thank you for that verse ; I have been trying to recall it." " God has laid me aside from my work. He saw that I was not fit for it, and has taken it out of my hands. I have longed to live, that I might live better than I have in time past. But it is too late now. When the snow falls again I shall be in my grave." — " How I have struggled against disease ! But God meant to take me away now." It was not long, however, before he could say with cheerful composure, " I have no 186 MEMORIAL. wish to live." The opinion of his physi- cians coincided with Mr. Little's view of his own case. " The moment I stepped my foot into this room I felt that I had come here to die." — " Well, I shall sink sweetly into the arms of my blessed Saviour. I have now an excellent opportunity to prac- tise what I have preached." At this stage of his disease his bodily suffering was in some respects peculiarly severe ; but it did not prevent him from appreciating the favorable circumstances of his situation. Many times he spoke of the contrast between his condition in Roxbury and in Paris, of " the change from that steamer to this delightful room." — " It is such a mercy to be surrounded by my family friends, and to have the comforts of home." — " That distressing voyage stifled my religious feelings, but now I enjoy a blessed peace." Once he said : " My history during this LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 187 sickness illustrates remarkably the good- ness and the severity of God. How many alleviations there were of my condition in Paris ! It was wonderful, the kindness I received there. Yet the one thing I de- sired of God, above all earthly blessings, he denied me inexorably, — inexorably. But I have no disposition to murmur." He rode a short distance nearly every day, and at times would walk into the garden, or sit under the shade of the trees ; but his strength failed rapidly. " These nights," he said, " hurry me to my home." June 10. Sabbath. — He expressed great delight in some passages from the Litany. As the reader began the Gloria in Excel- sis, Mr. Little himself repeated, in a man- ner most earnest and devout, the words, " We praise thee, we bless thee, we wor- ship thee, we glorify thee, we give thanks to thee for thy great glory, O Lord God, heavenly King, God the Father Almighty ? " 1 88 MEMORIAL. He wished afterward to hear a few pages from the Pilgrim's Progress. The narrative of Mr. Standfast's passing through the river was read. Mr. Little said, " No ; that will not do for me." June 11. — He expressed painful appre- hensions of the slow wasting away of the body. " It is not death that I dread, but this long, fearful conflict with disease. I am growing weaker every day. I want you to pray that I may have patience and fortitude to bear this struggle. I want to show the power of the gospel to sustain." The words were repeated to him : " Strengthened with all might, according to his glorious power, unto all patience and long-suffering with joyfulness." u Yes," he responded ; " that is just what I need." No one could be with Mr. Little during these days and nights, without fresh evi- dence that the Creator of the soul is the LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 189 author of the Bible. In all the exigencies for which human aid and .sympathy were totally inadequate, the Word of God was his unfailing source of help. And it seemed that the Spirit of truth, the Com- forter, did, according to the Saviour's promise, bring to remembrance whatsoever was needed to cheer and strengthen the heart of the sufferer. After listening to a hymn, he said : " It is very sweet ; but there is nothing like the Bible. It is a wonderful peculiarity of the Bible that the whole gospel is often con- tained in a single verse. It meets all the wants of the soul. But what will those who neglect it do, when they come to be sick and die ? Whither will they turn ? Oh, what awful desolation ! " June 14. — At an early hour he asked for his copy of the Testament and Psalms. w I wish you would bring it to me every morning. I intend now to give myself to 1 90 MEMORIAL. the literature of heaven. Oh, this precious book ! How much I have read in it ; and how I used to lie and press it to my breast when I was in Paris ! " Soon he fell asleep with it in this position. He could now seldom talk of the Bible without tearful emotion. He alluded to a step he had taken some years before, which had injured his health, and spoke of it as " a great mistake." " Perhaps you will not always think it a mistake." " Probably not. It will, I suppose, bring me to heaven all the sooner." Tune 16. — To a ministerial friend who asked him if he did not wish he could en- ter the pulpit again, he replied : " No. I sometimes think of subjects upon which I would like to talk with my people, but I have still a great shrinking from the public- ity of a ministerial life. Yet I am certain that I glory more than ever in the gospel." LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 191 As he took the hand of another,* he said, quoting the words of the dying President Adams, " This is the last of earth.' 1 In the course of the conversation which fol- lowed, Mr. Little remarked : " I feel it to be the greatest deficiency of my pastoral life that I have not had more personal love to Christ." The friend to whom this remark was made, wrote afterward of Mr. Little : " The doctrine of Christ crucified, and sal- vation through him, rose before his mind in enlarged grandeur and beauty as he neared another world. He spoke with ardor of its preciousness, and the glory of preaching it." " I wish," he said to one of his family, " I wish I could know that I had ever done any good. I wish I could have rea- son to think that my preaching had done others as much good as it has given me pain." *Rev. S.L.Caldwell. 192 MEMORIAL. He was told of an instance in which one of his sermons had made a lasting impres- sion. " Is it possible ? " he replied ; " and I was so dreadfully dejected when I preached it ! I remember well what I suffered that Sabbath-day. I never supposed that ser- mon could impress anybody ; but what you have told me is a relief." " What a comfort your visits were to u Yes; I believe they were." He was reminded of other cases in which he had cheered the sick and the afflicted, and had instructed the dying. " Yes, I ought to be thankful for this : I have, I hope, helped to plant some feet upon the Rock." While awake in the night, he said, in an undertone, as if to himself, " Yes, it was cruel — cruel." " What do you mean ? " LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. ' 193 " Why, that I did not go to see S when I returned from the West last year." " You were not well, and of course you wished to get home." " Ah, but it would have been so easy to stop there for a few hours ! I could have done it as well as not. I might perhaps have said something to comfort her as she was going down to the grave. It was my last opportunity to help her. I can never forgive myself — never ! " " You can ask her to forgive you when you meet in heaven." " Yes — dear saint ! I shall ask her forgiveness the very first thing." June 17. Sabbath. — " Will you read me the twentieth chapter of John? I want it read to me every Sabbath morning while I live." He remarked upon the fact that, when Jesus was risen, he appeared first to Mary Magdalene, and that Peter was es- 13 194 MEMORIAL. pecially remembered in the message to the disciples. In the afternoon, while sitting for a short time downstairs, he said : " Please roll my chair to that bookcase." He then took a copy of the Sabbath Hymn and Tune Book, and slowly turned over the leaves. " Oh, I have so many sweet and sad as- sociations with this book! I should like to hear one of these hymns." We sang : — " Sweet is the work, Lord, Thy glorious acts to sing." * He was much affected by the last verse : — 11 To songs of praise and joy Be every Sabbath given, That such may be our blest employ Eternally in heaven." After he had been carried to his cham- ber, a friend, observing the expression of his countenance, inquired, " Do you wish for anything ? " * The Sabbath Hymn and Tunc Book, p. 22. LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 195 " I want my Saviour. This dreadful state of my system, — 4 t hides my blessed Sav- iour from me. I cannot perceive the pres- ence of the Lord. Oh, I shall need his hand!" " But he is near you." " Yes, I know it. Pray for me that I may be gentle and patient." June 18. — " Please bring my Testament and Psalms, and read to me that blessed fourteenth of John. No one can tell what that chapter has been to me." When the twenty-third verse was read, — "If a man love me, he will keep my words; and my Father will love him, and we will come unto him, and make our abode with him," — he said, " That goes down to the very bottom ; " but was too full of emotion to say more. At another time he remarked of the same verse, " What an idea that gives of the security of a Christian ! " 196 MEMORIAL. " God's declaration that he will dwell with the humble and contrite is very won- derful. How wonderful, too, that passage : ' But he, being full of compassion, forgave their iniquity, and destroyed them not; yea, many a time turned he his anger away, and did not stir up all his wrath. For he remembered that they were but flesh ; a wind that passeth away, and cometh not again.' " This day he began to dictate a farewell letter to his beloved people at West New- ton, renewing his request for a dissolution of his pastoral connection. His breath was so short that he could utter only a few words continuously. " To the Congregational Church and Socie- ty in West Neioton, Mass." " Dear Brethren and Friends, — Grace be unto you, and peace from God our Father, and from the Lord Jesus Christ. " It is now almost six months since 1 LAST WEEKS OF HIS LI "TV 197 have preached to you, or performed among you any pastoral labor ; and it is quite cer- tain that I shall never preach to any peo- ple on earth again. " My trip to Europe, which I was en- couraged to believe would be beneficial to me, has proved as disastrous as it was brief; and I have returned in a very broken and precarious state of health. " The only course remaining to me, therefore, is to renew my request that the connection subsisting between us as pastor and people be dissolved. The responsibil- ity, however it may be qualified and light- ened, is too much for me. On the other hand, I am unwilling to be living on your bounty while doing you no service, and to stand in the way of your taking measures to obtain for yourselves a man who will do the work as well as bear the name of pastor. " In making this final communication, it gives me great pleasure to renew my for- mer expressions of gratitude for your in- numerable acts of kindness, and tokens of confidence and esteem. 198 MEMORIAL. " It is in my heart to dictate more, much more, to you ; but my extreme fee- bleness forbids. I cannot, however, omit the opportunity to render again, and for the last time, my testimony to the ever- lasting importance of the truths of the gospel, — truths which I have commended to you so often, and which are now more precious to me than my life. " Suffer me, with a solemnity borrowed from the grave and eternity, to beseech you not to neglect so great salvation. " The Lord bless you and keep you, and cause his face to shine upon you, and give you peace. " Your affectionate friend and pastor, " G. B. Little. " Roxbury, June 21, 1860." He was unable to dictate the whole of this communication at once. It was be- fore light, the morning of June 21, that he said, " Please light the candle, and bring your pencil and paper to the bedside. I am ready to finish that letter." i LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 199 On the same day he sent messages to some absent friends. " Tell Mrs. that our struggles with the infirmities of these poor bodies will soon be over. Then, through infinite grace in Christ Jesus, with- out w r hich there is no ground of hope for any sinner, we may hope to enter into the rest and bliss and glory of the heavenly city. " Tell — — that I think with pleasure of the conversations we used to have upon themes which wdll be our incessant and delighted study forever." He closed his eyes and said, " Now I believe all is done, so far as this world is concerned." " I cannot endure it," said one at his bedside, w to see you so feeble." " Well, I shall soon be strong. We must all become weak before we can be glorified." — " Please read me those verses you used to read to me in Paris. That verse, 200 MEMORIAL. ' As one whom his mother comforteth,' I remember. I wish I were able to commit some others ; such as that one in which are the words, ' For thou hast cast all my sins behind thy back.' But I am so weak that I do not think I can make the effort." He was not yet wholly confined to his bed, but occasionally walked about his own room and into adjoining rooms. Trembling at every step, and panting for breath, he said : " This is hard work ; but I suppose it is best for me to keep about as long as I can." June 22. — He mentioned an article of food which he thought he should relish. " You shall have it certainly." " Oh, no ! It is nothing but a caprice. I ought to take my thoughts off from the meat that perisheth. I have meat to eat that ye know not of. I have a sweet consciousness of God's presence, and of communion with him." LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 201 — "I believe that, as my disease pro- gresses, grace will be given me patiently and submissively to endure. It is a com- fort to me that in these sufferings I have fellowship with Christ. I have been think- ing how glad I should be to pass through great suffering, if in it I may glorify God. It used to trouble me to think that I might have much to suffer, but it does not now ; all that has passed away." " How little we can do for you." " You can only pray for me. But ' the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us.' " His thankfulness for every comfort was a beautiful trait. Often he spoken of those who have not the ordinary means of relief in sickness, and contrasted his own condition with theirs. " Oh, what mercies I have ! How many comforts. "What blessed alleviations. I thank the Lord for 202 MEMORIAL. them." Sometimes, when he tasted fruit, he would say feelingly, " One of God's gifts ! " He seldom drank ice-water, upon which more than anything else he depend- ed for refreshment, without expressing his gratitude to God for it. As he held the small glass in his trembling hand, he would look up with a smile, and say, u Oh, how good ! — one of God's best gifts ; " or, " Blessed be God for water, — this precious gift!" Alluding to his exemption from a form of suffering he had anticipated, he said : " What an alleviation ! I bless the Lord for it. ' Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life.' " June 23. — As he rode slowly past some of the most attractive residences in Rox- bury, he remarked upon their beauty, and the high culture of the adjacent grounds, and then said, " ' In my Father's house are many mansions.' " LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 203 Mr. Little's love of nature and its influ- ence on his religious feelings was never more noticeable than during this sickness. When he entered his chamber on the morn- ing of his arrival in Roxbury, and from the window looked out upon the luxuriant foliage around, he exclaimed, " How beautiful this is ! The dear trees ! " Fresh flowers were placed every day where his eyes could easily rest upon them. One morning they were not brought to his room as usual. When he awoke, he asked, K Where are the flowers ? " " We thought you might be tired of having them here." " Not at all, not at all. I love to have them." He expressed great pleasure in them as tokens of the kindness of his friends ; but most of all he loved to consid- er them as the work of God. He would ask to have them near him, and while carefully looking them over, would speak 204 MEMORIAL. of the paradise above, or " the white robes " of the redeemed. " That rose is like heav- en." — " What a glorious Creator must he be who formed these beautiful things ; and if he so adorns a sinful world, what will heaven be ! " Often, as he held them in his hand, he would repeat the lines, — There everlasting spring abides, And never-withering flowers." One of the last days of his life he said of a bouquet which had just been sent to him, " I should like to have those flowers where I can see them till I die." June 24. Sabbath. — Returning from his short ride, he exclaimed : " Oh, what joy to be admitted through those gates, and to behold that face ! It must be the first de- sire of every ransomed soul to approach the throne and behold the Saviour. I shall see Him as he is! " He requested a friend to read from a LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 205 manuscript sermon by Rev. A. C. Thomp- son, on Revelation xxii. 1, 2, — " And he showed me a pure river of water of life, clear as crystal, proceeding out of the throne of God and of the Lamb. In the midst of the street of it, and on either side of the river, was there the tree of life, which bare twelve manner of fruits, and yielded her fruit every month ; and the leaves of the tree were for the healing of the na- tions." He listened with eager attention, and in his conversation, during this day and on succeeding days, frequently referred to leading ideas of the discourse. "How beautiful the description of the river of water of life ! How rich the mean- ing of that passage. ' The river of water of life,' — denoting fulness, purity, and per- manence ; ' the tree of life, bearing twelve manner of fruits, and yielding her fruit every month.' Oh, the rich, varied, and 206 MEMORIAL. inexhaustible nature of heavenly joys ! Beautiful, — beautiful ! " He also alluded to his " Sabbath-morn- ing chapter," and repeated the fourteenth, fifteenth, and sixteenth verses, speaking with great expression the word " Mary," and adding, " She knew that voice." At noon he suddenly awaked from a long sleep, and exclaimed in a strong voice : " I was gazing at the throne of God and of the Lamb, — the sublimest object in that magnificent place ; and I shall al- ways gaze upon it. Oh, it is wonder- ful ! " In the afternoon, struck with his increas- ing feebleness, a friend repeated to him the words, " My flesh and my heart faileth ; " — " but God," he responded, " is the strength of my heart, and my portion forever." June 25. — He took his last ride. After he was placed upon the bed, on his return, LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 207 he said > " Oh, I shall be so glad when they bring me upstairs for the last time ! " Once, when weeping, he quickly wiped away his tears, — " No, I will not weep, — I will not." " But Jesus ' offered up prayers, with strong crying and tears.' ' Jesus wept ' at the grave of Lazarus." " I know it ; but Jesus had the immense burden of the world's sins laid upon him." " ' God shall wipe away all tears ' from your eyes." " What a beautiful expression of God's minute and tender care that is ! " As the attempt was made to do some- thing for his relief, he said, his bosom heaving with emotion, " And no man min- istered unto Him." Again, when drinking ice-water, he exclaimed, with a look of distress, " ' And they gave Him vinegar to drink mingled with gall ! ' Oh, what pains the blessed Saviour must have endured! 208 MEMORIAL. Mine are nothing at all, — infinitely less than I deserve." June 26. — He broke a long silence, saying : " Satan has been troubling me for two or three days, with what you said about my having done some good. I am afraid I shall think too much of it, — so much as to make the superabounding love of God seem less." He sat on the piazza, in an easy-chair. The morning was sultry, and he soon be- came faint. He threw his head back, and struggled painfully for breath. As he revived, he saw his friend, Mr. Furber, pass- ing the house. " Please to call him in," was his request, feebly spoken. The same friend writes thus of the inter- view : — " 1 cannot easily forget the look he gave me when I took his hand. His whole heart seemed to be thrown into the ex- pression of cordiality which beamed from LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 209 his face and trembled in his voice. I think the first thing that he said, after giving me his most emotional greeting, was, ' My thoughts are all in heaven, where I expect so soon to be.' He then abruptly, and without a moment's pause, began to tell me what dark and distressing views he had had of his sins. In what he said of this, he used great strength and energy of expression. His ; whole horizon had been black, without a ray of light from any quar- ter of the heavens.' I asked him whether his Christian hope had waned at all. He replied, ' No ; Christ is a Saviour for the chief of sinners, and is a sufficient Saviour for such a sinner as I am.' I reminded him that he had suffered a great deal. ' No,' he said ; ' I have not suffered much, but I expect to suffer. If so I can glorify God, I hope I shall have grace to endure.' I told him I could not understand why he should be taken and I left. He replied, ' If you knew what stuff I am made of, you would not wonder.' " This letter reminds us of a marked trait in 14 210 MEMORIAL. Mr. Little's religious experience. Although he had been regarded from his childhood as peculiarly correct in his outward life, he had an ever-deepening sense of sin, and a profound contrition on account of it. Months before his last illness, we were one day singing the hymn, " With broken heart and contrite sigh, A trembling sinner, Lord, I cry," when he suddenly stopped, saying, " You must not ask me to sing it ; I always break down on that hymn." Others of similar character affected him in the same way. During the illness which followed his first attack of bleeding, he was full of peace, and with joy anticipated his depart- ure, which he thought might take place at any hour. Yet there were times when he grieved over his sins. " Oh, I have led such a miserable life ! " he more than once exclaimed. LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 211 Now that he had given up all hope of recovery, he seemed to review with a se- vere search every period of his history, and to regard himself as the chief of sinners. " The days of my boyhood ! oh, I wish I had spent them differently ! ' Remember not the sins of my youth nor my transgres- sions.' I have prayed that prayer a thou- sand times." " Oh, my sins are too great to be forgiv- en. Yes, they are too great." " No one knows what a sinner I am. Sometimes the thought will come over me with distressing power, that perhaps I have not truly repented. I have suffered fear- fully, terribly, on account of my sins." M This is the law, — that I should be taken nearly to the gate, and then be sent back to continue the conflict with pain and sin. The atonement provides for my free forgiveness and complete deliverance ; but sin is a dreadful thing, and a forgiven sin- 212 MEMORIAL. ner must be prepared for heaven by a discipline of suffering." " God has given me such views of my sins ! All around has seemed like a dark, tempestuous ocean, billow upon billow." " That hymn says truly, — oh, how truly ! — 1 Our dying day will come, And call our crimes to mind.' " I believe God will forgive me, but I feel as if I could not say one word if he should sink me in hell. Yet I do not think he will. I do not think he ivillP Repeatedly he wept over his sins while passing a wakeful night. One day he referred to Matt, xviii. 21, 22, — "Then came Peter to him, and said, Lord, how oft shall my brother sin against me, and I forgive him? till seven times ? Jesus saith unto him, I say not unto thee, until seven times ; but, until seventy times seven/' — and added, " That is a most encour- LAST WEEKS OF IIIS LIFE. 213 aging passage to me." He delighted to repeat, or to hear others repeat, the verses : " Though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow ; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool." " As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us." In most expressive tones he would say, " I know that I long to be holy," and would speak of it as the consummation of blessedness " to be presented faultless be- fore the presence of His glory," — " with- out spot or wrinkle, or any such thing." Not less affecting than the sense of his own sinfulness was his impression of " the wonders of redeeming love," his delight in "the affluence of the atonement," and his simplicity of trust in the Saviour. In a note-book which ]\Ir. Little used while a student at Andover, we find this brief record : — " 1846. — March 1, 2, 6 — Sun- day, Monday, and Friday. — Memorable 214 MEMORIAL. days in my history as a sinner. c They that be whole need not a physician, but they that are sick. I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.' 4 This is a faithful saying, and worthy of all acceptation, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am chief.'' ' "Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people zeal- ous of good works.'' — ' Vouchsafe, O Lord, to keep me this day without sin.' " When lying awake at night, the words he uttered were oftener upon " the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge," than upon any other theme. " I have no comfort in myself, but I can think of the dear Lord Jesus." " You must not always think I am unhappy when I weep. Some of my happiest moments are when I am melted into tears of penitence and love." LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 215 " On board the Vanderbilt, it seemed to me that my sins carried me to the outmost bounds ; but Christ's love seemed so won- derful, that it reached me even there, and there I rested." " I am thinking of the love of Christ, and the amazing love of God. ' God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.' — I have delightful views of redeem- ing mercy." " I am sure I shall be a trophy of the Saviour's love." " Read me the parable of the Prodigal Son." After listening to it, he said : " Oh, how wonderful ! It gives me comfort to remember that Jesus is ' able to save unto the uttermost,' - — to save the chief of sinners, — that he is ' mighty to save.' It is because of the very depth of our misery, and the greatness of our sins, that the 216 MEMORIAL. atoning sacrifice was made ; and God is honored in pardoning the greatest trans- gressors." Archbishop Leighton's words were quot- ed : " Whatsoever sum my debts and past offences may amount to, they are not too great for such a king as Thou art to forgive : they cannot rise above thy royal goodness in Christ Jesus." — " Please re- peat that again," Mr. Little said, earnestly. For several days afterwards he would, at intervals, look up inquiringly and whisper, u Whatsoever sum," — and then listen with eager attention to the remainder of the passage. Once he said, " Let me repeat that after you, until I can say it myself." " As I have committed my soul a thou- sand times to Him who is able to keep it, I think I may leave it with Him." " My mind is not clear; it is confused. But I can trust Jesus, if it is confused. I know my Saviour. Oh, I know Jesus, LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 217 and I think I shall always know Him. Those are precious words, — our Lord's words to Thomas, — 4 Blessed are they that have not seen, and yet have believed.' I do believe" " I don't know as I have any thoughts ; I rest in Jesus, — that is all." June 27. — " The inexorable purpose of God has been to take me away now ; but he is doing it so gently. Oh, I ought to be very thankful. Yes, it is his inexora- ble purpose, notwithstanding the anguish, — the anguish, — the anguish of my prayers in Paris ! " "But how much better for you to go now, than to suffer longer here." " Oh, yes ! infinitely better. I am going to the city of glory, and I shall have the longer time to spend there, because I leave this world -so early." In the afternoon he asked a friend to read from the Sabbath Hymn Book. The 218 MEMORIAL. seven hundred and ninety-second hymn was selected : — " Oh, mean may seem this house of clay, — Yet 't was the Lord's abode; Our feet may mourn this thorny way, — Yet here Immanuel trod. " This fleshly robe the Lord did wear; This watch the Lord did keep ; These burdens sore the Lord did bear; These tears the Lord did weep ! " Our very frailty brings us near Unto the Lord of heaven ; To every grief, to every tear, Such glory strange is given. " But not this fleshly robe alone Shall link us, Lord, to thee ; Nor always in the tear and groan Shall the dear kindred be. " We shall be reckoned for thine own Because thy heaven we share ; Because we sing around thy throne, And thy bright raiment wear." He listened intently to the end, and then said, " Beautiful — read it again." It was repeated, and afterwards a few LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 219 lines were read from the seven hundred and sixty-first hymn : — 11 And wilt thou now forsake me, Lord ? I feel it cannot be ; No earthly tongue can ever tell What thou hast been to me. " Through all the changing scenes of life, Thy love hath sheltered me; And wilt thou now forget thy child ? — I feel it cannot be." " Ah, that is for one who has been a faithful Christian through a long life. It will not do for me." It was replied, " Here is one I often read for myself, but I thought some other might be more appropriate for you now.'' "Jesus, the sinner's Friend, to thee, Lost and undone, for aid I flee ; Weary of earth, myself, and sin, Open thine arms and take me in. " Pity and save my ruined soul ; 'Tis thou alone canst make me whole; Dark, till in me thine image shine. And lost I am, till thou art mine. 220 MEMORIAL. " At last I own it cannot be That I should fit myself for thee; Here, then, to thee I all resign: Thine is the work, and only thine. " What can I say thy grace to move? Lord, I am sin, — but thou art love: I give up every plea beside, Lord, I am lost, — but thou hast died ! " * " Oh ! " he exclaimed, " how could you think that was not the one for me ? It is just the one." June 28. — "I am almost gone. Blessed, glorious Saviour ! Blessed, glorious God ! I have sweet peace. ' The glorious gos- pel of the blessed God!' 'We praise thee, we bless thee, we worship thee, we glorify thee, we give thanks to thee for thy great glory, O Lord God, heavenly King, God the Father Almighty.' " The prayer of the Saviour, in the seven- teenth chapter of John, was read to him. "Oh, how wonderful! Read again some of those last verses." * " Sabbath Hymn Rook," hymn 727. LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 221 Then he said, " Please hold the book so that I can read them myself." In the afternoon, one who perceived that he was suffering more than usual, said, " There shall be no more pain." " I wish," he replied, " you would read me the whole of that chapter in the Rev- elation." A few verses only were read, lest he should become too weary. As the book was closed, he raised his cheek from his hand, upon which, as usual, it was resting, and said, earnestly, " Go on, go on : I want to hear the whole." He then wished to hear also the concluding chapter. It was said to him, " There will be a large family to welcome you to heaven, of our friends who have gone before us." " Oh, yes! that's true; but Jesus first of all, and the throne of God and of the Lamb." Some relatives from a distance came to see him. As they entered Ins room, he 222 MEMORIAL. said : " Place their chairs so that they can see the trees from the window, while they sit beside me." He spoke to them of his sufferings on his return voyage, of the pre- ciousness of Christ to him now, and then exclaimed: " Oh, the throne of God and of the Lamb ! The most conspicuous ob- ject in that sublime city ! It will, I think, be the first that will meet our eyes on en- tering the heavenly gates." At another time he said : " The throne of God and of the Lamb ! My thoughts are more and more upon that; and I am persuaded that it will be so to the last." At evening a heavy thunder-shower came up. " Is that thunder ? " he asked, looking toward the window. " It is glori- ous, sublime ! " As the storm increased, his countenance brightened, and he said, enthusiastically : " Oh, is not this magnifi- cent ! "What an impression this gives one of the power of God! 'He thundereth LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 223 marvellously with his voice.' ' The voice of Thy thunder was in the heavens.' 1 The God of glory thundereth.' " June 29. — Mr. Little had passed a rest- less night, his mind often wandering. In the forenoon, Dr. Brown, of West Newton, came to see him. Mr. Little was sitting up in his favorite position, opposite to the window. Looking earnestly at Dr. Brown, he said, " Doctor, do you think I shall live through the month of July ? " " No. I do not think it possible/.' " Then I may go soon ? " " Yes, it would not be strange if you should." Turning his face again toward the win- dow, he said, " Come, Lord Jesus, come quickly ! " In the afternoon, he was seized with severe pains, and his whole frame was agitated. He passed his trembling hand over his forehead, his eyes were raised up- 224 MEMORIAL. ward, his face became livid, and his voice changed to a hollow tone. M I cannot de- scribe it," he said. " It is a most peculiar distress. — This is the way Jesus went down, and we must all go the same way. But I rest in Jesus. I want C to un- derstand that. I am afraid I did not ex- press it to him clearly enough." Once during the day he expressed a wish as to the manner in which he should be dressed for his burial. With a look of surprise and sorrow, he said to the friend with whom he was conversing : u Why, — why should the mention of that call forth such a flood of tears ? " He had already spoken of the place of his interment, with a cheerfulness which seemed an answer to the prayer he had for years offered, that he might " dread the grave as little as his bed." " I wish," he said, " to be buried here." LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 225 u You prefer, then, not to be taken to Castine, nor to West Newton ? " " Yes ; I do not wish to be carried any- where. The simplest way is the best." It was proposed to secure a lot in the cemetery of Forest Hills. " Yes," he replied ; " I wish that some of you would go and choose a place there." When this request had been complied with, he inquired, with interest, u How do you like the spot ? " and listened with evident pleasure to what was said of it and of the w^hole cemetery. The next morning, as a friend alluded to Abraham's purchase of a burying-place, — " The field and the cave that was therein, and all the trees that icere in the field, that were in all the borders round about, v^ere made sure unto Abraham for a possession," he an- swered with a beaming smile. One day he said, " I should like to see the place where I am to lie." 15 226 MEMORIAL. " Possibly you may be able to ride there ? " " No, I shall take but one more ride, — that is to my grave." Speaking of his funeral, he said, " I wish to have all as simple as possible." " You prefer not to have a sermon preached ? " u Sermon ? No, indeed! I suppose some one may wish to make a few remarks, but I don't want to have any sermon preached." " You would like to have singing? " " Yes, if it is sure to be good." " What hymns do you wish to have sung ? Perhaps you would have Baxter's, — ' Lord, it belongs not to my care.' " " No ; that is a difficult hymn to sing. I should like for one : — 1 What sinners value I resign ; Lord, 't is enough that thou art mine.' That hymn on the whole transcends all LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 227 others. It is for your sakes, dear ones, I am anxious that all should be pleasantly arranged. I shall be away." A few days afterward he alluded again to the hymn which he had chosen, and said : " I have concluded that I do not wish that hymn sung ; it is too jubilant. One more modest, less confident, will be more appropriate for me." He finally se- lected for the service the seven hundred and twenty-seventh and the three hundred and thirty-third hymns of the Sabbath Hymn Book. He spoke of the inscription for his tomb- stone : " You remember that last verse of my German hymn ; if I have any verse I should like that ; and if I have any passage of Scripture, I wish it may be, ' This is a faithful saying, and worthy of all accepta- tion, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners ; of whom I am chief.' " We were reminded of words he had 228 MEMORIAL. spoken before he entered the ministry: " When we are dying, I am sure the only thoughts that can refresh us to any good purpose will be those garnered up in that most evangelical announcement, — ' This is a faithful saying, and worthy of all ac- ceptation, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners.' " June 30. — The name of a friend was mentioned. Mr. Little was asked if he wished to send a message to him. " Oh, yes ; give my love to him. Tell him to spare no pains to make himself acquainted with the truth of God in the gospel of his Son. It will be his refreshment when he comes to die. Tell him, especially, to cultivate a personal love for Jesus Christ ; and this is best done by meditating on his boundless love to us." This was spoken, as he now always spoke, with frequent pauses, and the peculiar emphasis which results from difficult respiration. Not un- LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 229 frequently several moments would elapse before he could have breath to finish a sentence which he had commenced. His looks and tones gave so much expression to his words, that these, when written, seem hardly to retain the meaning he conveyed by them. " I have had an interesting course of thought with regard to my future. The principles of God's government must be the same in all worlds. If I love his government here, shall I not love it in eternity ? " " Our ideas on the employments of heaven are very crude. We do not know how it will be. You remember those lines of Baxter's : — ' My knowledge of that life is small, — The eye of faith is dim : Butt is enough that Christ knows all, And I shall be with him.' " " You used to say that you would like to lead a choir in heaven.'' 230 MEMORIAL. " So I should. You know that verse : — ' Ah, then I have my heart's desire, When singing with the angels' choir, Among the ransomed of thy grace Forever I behold thy face ! ' Our Andover choir will be there too." * To one who was weeping, he said : " What do these tears mean ? I say to you as you have said to me, ' Let not your heart be troubled.' " " You will remember us when you are gone." " Yes, indeed. Why do you ask such a question ? " " But it will seem as if you were far away." " Oh, no ! You must not feel so. We have the same Saviour and the same home. Heaven is very near to earth, and it is our own fault if it does not always seem to be. You must prepare for your * See pp. 15, 96. LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 231 own departure. The Word of God and the Spirit will do great things for you." u We shall think more of heaven, since you will be there." " Yes, you will ; and I advise you to make it a point to study all you can about heaven." This was a day of great suffering. In one paroxysm he prayed : " O Lord, my God, I pray thee, I beseech thee, help me to bear it. Help me, — help me ! Let this cup pass from me ; but nevertheless, — oh, help me in truth and sincerity to say, — ' nevertheless, not as I will, but as thou wilt/ " July 1. Sabbath. — He awoke at day- break, and said to a young friend, who had been with him during the night, " What day is this ? " " It is the Sabbath." " Beautiful, delightful Sabbath morn- ing! What a morning to die! C , 232 MEMORIAL. I want you to make me a promise that you will read every Sabbath morning the twentieth chapter of John." After a few minutes he said : " No ; I will take that back. I do not wish to exact a prom- ise of you. But I w r ould recommend to you to read it." To one of his family he said, " Please read to me the resurrection chapter." "Do you wish to hear it so early?" " Oh, yes. You know Mary Magdalene came ' early, when it was yet dark, unto the sepulchre.' " At seven o'clock he said, " Bring me the Testament and Psalms, and hold it up be- fore me ; I wish to read in it." Feebly moving his hand, he turned over the leaves until he had found the eighth chapter of Romans. He read to himself a few mo- ments, and then, placing his finger upon the thirty-seventh verse, said, " Read from there through." LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 233 " Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors, through him that loved us. " For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principali- ties, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, " Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord." He listened with deep attention, and then said, " That is the most precious passage in the whole book." Several times within a few days he had remarked that the Lord's Supper would be celebrated on this Sabbath, and had expressed the wish to partake of it once more. But now he said: " I do not think it will be best. I am so weak, — and I shall so soon drink the new wine." — " This is a beautiful Sabbath for wor- shipping God." 234 MEMORIAL. " You have wished that you might be taken to heaven to-day." " Yes, it would be sweet to die on the Sabbath. But, 'not as I will.' "— " How God will loose the silver cord, I know not ; yet I am sure that he will give it all due care and attention." " Rest in the Lord, and wait patiently for him." Mr. Little responded at once, with great distinctness : " Commit thy way unto the Lord, trust also in him, and he shall bring it to pass." Once he was asked, " Do you still rest in Jesus ? " Raising his eyes, as if surprised at the question, he replied : " Constantly, that is all I can do now. He is my hope, and al- ways has been." At sunset he turned toward the window, and, his countenance expressing delight, said : " What a beautiful morning this is ! " LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 235 u It is Sabbath evening." " Oh, yes ; my sun is almost set." With a significant smile he added, " I think I shall sleep ivell to-night." Soon he was nearly convulsed with dis- tress for breath. We went to him, but he motioned us away, saying, " More air, — more air, — I am dying now." The words were repeated, " When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee" — " That's enough, — that' s enough. One passage is as much as a poor soul can carry over Jordan." At length he experienced relief, and said : " Is it possible I have not gone, after all?" The night was passed painfully. As the hours moved slowly on, he exclaimed : " If I could be released to-night ! " Once he said : " I have prayed my Saviour that he would not spare me a single pang 236 MEMORIAL. which he sees needful, that I may glorify him. Oh for patience to wait ! " July 2. — He was reminded of the words of a relative, who said, the day before she died, " All will be well to-morrow." Mr. Little looked up quickly and said : " All is well to-day" At noon he suddenly awoke from a long sleep, and in a full tone, as if preaching, exclaimed : — " Crucified ! crucified ! — Oh, the most horrible death that could be thought of ! — so horrible that it ought never to be mentioned, as some writer has said. And that agony in the garden of Gethsemane. Oh, how inconceivably hein- ous a sin to neglect him after he has suf- fered so much for us ! " In the afternoon he was seized with a spasmodic distress which it seemed impos- sible that he should survive. As relief came once more, he said, with a voice and look of affecting entreaty : " Can it be LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 237 that I am coming back again ? " — Oh, if the Lord does not take me away to-day, you must pray for me with all your might." July 3. — Mr. Little had become so much emaciated that it was not easy to lift him, or in any way to alter his position, without giving him pain. The friend un- der whose roof he w x as performed this kind office with carefulness and skill. " Dear uncle," he would say, " I thank you." "That was beautifully done;" — or, " This is the cup of cold water which shall not lose its reward." His manner was marked by a childlike simplicity and humility. The readiness with which he acceded to whatever was thought necessary seemed like the gentle submission of an infant. " Yes," he would say, " do as you please. You know best. I have no wisdom." He was as considerate of those around him as he was grateful for all that was 238 MEMORIAL. done for himself. Very often during these last weeks, and even the day before his death, he expressed in a touching manner his fears lest his friends should be worn out with long-continued watchings. When told of the sufferings of one from whom he was receiving daily tokens of sympathy, he said : " I can only pray for her. May the Lord lift upon her the light of his countenance." Of a friend in affliction: " I wish you would treat her tenderly. She has a great deal to endure." To one who had attended upon him constantly: " For all your assiduous care of me by night and by day, I thank you. It has been most soothing to me. Yes, a very, very great comfort." July 4. — He asked to see his children, one at a time. With great tenderness he said to each what he wished her to re- member as his last words. After they had left the room, he was silent for a while, LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 239 and then spoke : " Oh, if there is one direc- tion more important than another for a child, it is always to obey the first whis- per of conscience : when conscience says, This is the way, — to walk in it ; and when conscience says, That is the wrong way, — to avoid it." July 5. — He was in great distress. As attempts were made to relieve him, he ob- served with disappointment the return of warmth to his extremities, and entreated that nothing should be done to detain him. On awaking from a short slumber, he * said, " I asked that the angels might strengthen me — and I really — believe — they have." A friend came to watch with him. " Good-evening, C . I am still in the dying strife. Jesus has not yet taken me ; but he says : ' If I go away, I will come again, and receive you unto myself.' He will come and take me in due time. ' AH 240 MEMORIAL. the days of my appointed time will I wait, till my change come.'" Jul// 6. — "I am afraid my faith and pa- tience will not hold out. Will you leave me alone for two or three minutes ? n On returning, those who had left the room found him in prayer, with his hands out- stretched and clasped, and his eyes in- tently gazing upwards. — " Oh, I beseech thee, great God, to strengthen me ; and if thou dost not suffer me to have the light of thy countenance, may I still trust in thee. O gracious God ! strengthen me, strengthen me ! Is it too much to ask that thou wouldst send thine angels to strength- en me ? Are they not all ministering spirits, sent forth to minister for them who shall be heirs of salvation ? Oh, give me pa- tience, submission, and fortitude and cour- age and heroism, to endure and to overcome. J think I have trusted in Thee. Let not my faith fail in this time of my extremity." LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 241 July 8. Sabbath. — In the night, he had asked, " When it is light enough, will you read me the dear resurrection chapter ? " Soon after the dawn, it was said to him, " You are so weak that I will read but a few verses." "•Read to ' Touch me not.' " As the book was closed, he said, " Go on ; n and after hearing the words, ' Blessed are they that have not seen and yet have believed,' — " Now you may stop." When the first bells rang, he was asked if he heard them. " Yes ; they sound sweetly ; I always hear one bell that is far off beyond the others." " I think I hear it too." He shook his head and smiled. In the afternoon, as we stood silent at his bedside while he appeared to be very near death, he laid his hand upon his breast, saying : " Peace, — peace. ' Not 16 242 MEMORIAL. as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.' " After a brief repose, he said : " I have had a sweet Sabbath ; I have had such delightful views of the Saviour's love, and of the throne of God and the Lamb." Again, with a smile, " I have just seen the white robes." July 9. — " Come and sit down by me, W . I want to talk with you about the Saviour. You asked me if I could testify to his power to sustain. I have suffered a great deal, and can bear most abundant testimony to the comfort and support which he can give. I want you to cultivate more personal love to the Sa- viour. Think more of his love for us, especially in dying' for us. Think much of heaven. We miss it in not making ourselves more familiar with heaven. Read all you can about it. Some books LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 243 of little value have been written on this subject, and some very excellent ones. Above all, read your Bible daily and sys- tematically." One of the family sat near him with the Bible in her hand. Mr. Little raised his eyes, saying, " Please read." " What shall I read ? " " What you have been reading to your- self." " ' But I would not have you to be igno- rant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye sorrow not, even as others which have no hope. " 4 For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so them also which sleep in Jesus will God bring with him.' " " Beautiful ! I wish now you would read to me that hymn, 1 Thou dear Redeemer, dying Lamb, I love to hear of thee.' " After listening to it, he responded, " Oh, 244 MEMORIAL. how beautiful ! I always used to like that hymn." To a deacon of the church in West Newton, he said: " I am almost home. I am so weak that all I can do is to rest in Jesus. — Christ is all. The anticipation of the joys and glory of the heavenly city is very precious to me, — very precious. I try to wait patiently until Jesus shall come and take me to himself. Remember me to all your family. Tell them to love Jesus more, to learn more of him, — to cling to him." To other friends from West Newton : " Christ is all my strength and support. He will support all who trust him and love him. — None but the eminent Christian will have ' an abundant entrance ' into the kingdom of God. I am persuaded of this. I am more and more convinced, that only the eminent Christian will have an ' abun- dant entrance.' n LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 245 " You have already had a glimpse of Him who said, * Look unto me and be ye saved.' " With earnestness Mr. Little replied : " Yes, I have had many a glimpse of Him. The throne of God and of the Lamb is my strength and comfort. — We must trust in Christ, — we must trust him." After seeming to be asleep, he said, with a smile : " I have had some glimpses of glory such as I had in the first of my sickness/' And again, " Dear — precious — Saviour" Tidy 11. — Suddenly opening his eyes, he said in a strong voice : " I rejoice in God, and joy in the God of my salvation. I rejoice that the Lord God omnipotent reigneth. It must be dreadful to go into the next world without the certainty of a thorough acquiescence in God's govern- ment. I cannot think of it without a thrill of horror. It is the most fearful thing in 246 MEMORIAL. the world. Oh, what can they do who come to this without God and Christ ? " He was overcome with emotion. " Do not be so grieved ; leave it with God." " Yes," he answered quietly, " leave it with God. He will do what is right in all such cases. He is infinitely more anxious to treat such persons with justice than we should be." As the physician examined his feeble pulse, Mr. Little inquired, " How do you find it, doctor ? " " I think it is no weaker than for several days past." Turning his head away sadly, the weary sufferer said : " I am sorry for that. How- ever, I have no choice about it." " One reason why you linger is because you are so calm. Many persons are alarmed in prospect of death, and their agitation hurries them out of the world." LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 247 Mr. Little did not reply, but, as the doc- tor closed the door, turned to us with a look of distress, saying, " Poor creatures ! " In the latter part of the day it was said to him, " The time is short now." He replied: "I ask no questions. 'All the days of my appointed time will I wait.' I am eternally safe, for I love the character of God, I love his government; and I suppose that one who loves his govern- ment is safe anywhere. I know that I fear him, and ' the mercy of the Lord is from everlasting to everlasting upon them that fear him.' All the attributes of God are pledged to bless such. My sufferings are small compared with what many of God's people have endured, — nothing to what our Saviour endured. This is what you must all pass through." To a young relative he said : " I want you to love the Saviour more and know him better. I want you to study about 248 MEMORIAL. him in the New Testament, and have him for your personal friend, and not let a day pass without a personal address to him." In a paroxysm of distress he prayed : " O God, I hope this glorifies thee ! It is all I ask. O Lamb of God, O Lamb of God, — slain from the foundation of the world ! " July 12. — A friend from Bangor came to see Mr. Little. When she approached and took his hand, he said not a word ; but, trembling with emotion, gazed upon her, as if he felt that in her were repre- sented the beloved people of his early ministry. In a letter written soon after his death she says : — " To receive his earnest greeting once was more than I had dared hope ; and then to hear his emphatic tones, when he had recalled his soul from its short wandering back to the world and its old affections, and had recovered from the LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 249 agitation thus occasioned. You remem- ber, — do you not ? — and have treasured among his precious words, — I shall never forget it, — ' Christ and him crucified, Christ and him crucified, Christ and him crucified, is all my hope ! ' " Mr. Little's mind was now not unfre- quently disturbed by delirious fancies ; but in the midst of them there were pleasant tokens of the habit of his thoughts. " You know I have been following the Pilgrim family up the hill for some months.'' And again, " Come, let us go to the Celestial City. I will be Pilgrim, and you Chris- tiana, and w T e'll take the two little children and go." " But Christian went first." " Oh, yes ; that was the way ; but I will come and meet you, when you pass over the river." Once, when lying with his eyes shut, he was aroused, that he might take some 250 MEMORIAL. nourishment. " Oh, why was it necessary to disturb me ? I was at Bethany." His attendants were often reminded of the hope he had expressed, that in his wanderings he should be " kept from say- ing anything which would dishonor God." Even in his insanity he was permitted " to show the power of the gospel to sustain." A few words from the Scriptures, or some- thing said to him of the Saviour, would almost always quiet his agitation. Once he awoke, sadly impressed with a dream that he had entered another world, and found himself alone in a desert. " But," it was said to him, " do you think the Lord Jesus has brought you thus far, to forsake you now ? " " No," he replied, "that cannot be : ' Because I live, ye shall live also.' " When a painful vision was dispelled, and he felt assured that it was not a reality, he would say, " I bless the Lord for that. ' Lord, now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace.' " LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 251 Sometimes a few words of prayer gave affecting testimony to his childlike submis- sion and unwavering faith. — " Thou most high and mighty God, we do not know where the heavenly city is. If it please thee, Jesus, take us out of this dust in which we are lying. Nevertheless, not as I will, but as thou wilt." July 13. — In the forenoon, as he slept, his deathly countenance was most express- ive of solemnity, and sometimes of rever- ential awe. Occasionally his lips moved, and his face was lighted with a quickly passing smile. He awoke, saying, with a look of perplexity, " Have I not gone yet ? How my dreams do cheat me ! " As evening drew on, his aspect changed from moment to moment. While we intently watched him, he said, " Death takes hold of every part of me." " But Death has not the victory." " No. ' Thanks be to God, which giveth 252 MEMORIAL. us the victory, through our Lord — Jesus — Christ.' " At an hour of great distress he gazed upon us imploringly, exclaiming, in pathet- ic tones, " You must not let me murmur, — oh, you must not let me murmur!" Then, more quietly, he said, " I am sacri- ficed to Jesus." July 15. Sabbath. — "I am too weak to hear the chapter this morning, but please read a few verses." The heavenly city was spoken of. "You know I have seen the throne of God and of the Lamb," he responded. When the bells rang, he said, with a smile, " Those are the first bells." Near the going down of the sun : " I think little M will not have her wish, that God would take me to heaven on the Sabbath. I am afraid I derive little edifi- cation from the Sabbath. I have very lit- tle connected religious thought. But He LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 253 knoweth my frame, He remembereth that J am dust." July 18. — In the morning he was tran- quil. At noon there were again indica- tions that his release was near. — " The Lord has come for me now, hasn't he ? — ' Come, Lord Jesus, come quickly.' " There were convulsive movements, and gaspings for the breath which seemed once to have quite passed away. But yet the spirit lingered. Supported in our arms, he looked up and said, " Repeat." The words were spoken, " Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil : for thou art with me ; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me/' To this and other passages he bowed his head in assent. When a little relieved, he said, " I glory in the cross of Christ, — I glory in the cross of Christ ! — that's certain." While we were endeavoring to make his position more tolerable, he looked earnestly at us, as if he wished to speak. 254 MEMORIAL. "What is it?" " I have had such a sweet thought of the love of God and of Christ ; but I cannot explain it." July 19. — It is pleasant to remember the hours of this morning. Mr. Little's mind was clear, and his whole aspect ex- pressive of repose. At the same time, his animated countenance brought vividly to mind the bright look he had when in com- parative health. For a long time he ob- served our movements, listened to our con- versation, and regarded all with affection- ate looks, but did not speak. It was said to him, " You cannot talk with us, but it is delightful to see you look so happy." In tones full of meaning, he responded : " God has so wonderfully interposed in our behalf, during these last few weeks, — and so answered our prayers, — how can I help being — perfectly — happy ! " In the afternoon, the cold dews of death gathered upon his brow, and we knew that LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 255 his departure was at hand. When the wanderings of his mind were suspended for a few moments, he said : " I rejoice to suffer for Jesus. I am glad the way is so long to the Celestial City." In the evening he said : " I am very comfortable. I love to look at you all. I have many kind friends. God is my friend." To one of his family who was obliged to leave him for a time : " May God keep you under his wings. May he save you and protect you. That is my prayer for you." Most of this night his reason was cloud- ed. He was eager to converse ; but his words could not often be understood. Once we heard distinctly : " Blessed Jesus ! — Precious Saviour ! — Thou art faithful even unto the end." It was said, " He is here with you." Laying his hand upon his breast, the dying one whispered, — " Perfectly satisfied" 256 MEMORIAL. July 20. — In the early morning he looked upon those at his bedside as if he had never seen them. Gradually his rea- son returned, until he recognized us affec- tion ately, and gave a pleased assent to passages of Scripture which were repeated. Soon after seven o'clock his breathing be- came very laborious. His lips were pur- ple, cold, and rigid. With great effort he gave the last farewell to friends beside him. At times he raised his eyes, and his lips moved in prayer. He beckoned to us and made endeavors to speak ; but only a few words were intelligible. Once we dis- tinguished clearly : " Heart at home — heart at home. Heaven — part down here — part up there." " Is Jesus with you ? " « Yes." Averse from his favorite hymn was read : "And when my lips grow white and chill, Thy Spirit cry within me still, LAST WEEKS OF HIS LIFE. 257 And help my soul thy heaven to rind When these poor eyes grow dark and blind/ 1 He smiled feebly. Another verse was read : — " Renew this wasted flesh of mine, That like the sun it there may shine Among the angels pure and bright, — Yea, like thyself in glorious light." He shook his head, as if to disclaim an expression which he felt to be not in har- mony with a lowly spirit The last words he uttered were, " I shall soon be with Christ" His gaze became steadfast. He seemed no more to look at us, or to be conscious of our presence. We spoke his name ; but there w 7 as no response. We pressed his hand ; but the pressure was not re- turned. He breathed more and more gen- tly, until, with a long sigh, he fell asleep. fnuml mxmm. The funeral was on Monday afternoon, July 23. At two o'clock there were services at the house, after which the casket bearing the remains of the departed, and inscribed with the words so often upon his lips, — U I rest in Jesus," — was conveyed to the Vine Street Church. The first prayer was offered by Rev. Pro- fessor H. B. Smith, of New York. Rev. J. O. Means, pastor of the church, read from the Scriptures. Rev. A. C. Thompson, of the Eliot Church, addressed the assembly. The services were closed with prayer and the benediction by Rev. S. L. Caldwell, of Providence, R. I. The hymns sung had been selected by (258) FUNERAL SERVICES. 259 Mr. Little for the occasion, from the Sab- bath Hymn Book. They were the follow- ing:— " Jesus, the sinner's friend, to thee, Lost and undone, for aid I flee ; Weary of earth, myself, and sin, Open thine arms and take me in. " Pity and save my ruined soul; 'Tis thou alone canst make me whole; . Dark, till in me thine image shine, And lost I am, till thou art mine. " At last I own it cannot be That I should fit myself for thee : Here, then, to thee I all resign; Thine is the work, and only thine. " What can I say thy grace to move ? Lord, I am sin, — but thou art love : I give up every plea beside, Lord, I am lost, — but thou hast died ! n " Thou dear Redeemer, dying Lamb, I love to hear of thee ; No music 's like thy charming name, Nor half so sweet can be. " Oh, may I ever hear thy voice In mercy to me speak ; In thee, my Priest, will I rejoice, And thy salvation seek. 260 MEMORIAL. u My Jesus shall be still my theme, While on this earth I stay ; I'll sing my Jesus' lovely name, When all things else decay. " When I appear in yonder cloud, With all his favored throng, Then will I sing more sweet, more loud, And Christ shall be my song." A company of sorrowing friends followed in the procession to Forest Hills Cemetery, u and beheld the sepulchre and how the body was laid." The casket was placed beside the grave, and opened once more. While we stood silent, the sunlight, partial- ly broken by shadows of the trees near by, shone upon the countenance of the dead. It was said afterwards, by one who looked upon the scene, " I could only think of Stephen, — we ' saw his face as it had been the face of angel. ' " The peaceful sleeper was laid to rest. Words of trust and hope were spoken by Rev. Mr. Means : — FUNERAL SERVICES. 261 " In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost, we commit the body of our dear brother to the ground ; earth to earth, ashes to ashes, dust to dust, — in the assured hope of a glorious resurrec- tion and blessed immortality through the might of Jesus Christ our Lord, who hath declared, ' I am the resurrection and the life : he that believeth in me, though he were dead, yet shall he live : and whosoever liveth and believeth in me shall never die.' " We sorrow not even as others which have no hope. For if we believe that Jesus died and rose again, even so them also which sleep in Jesus will God bring with him. Wherefore comfort one another with these words. " And by Rev. G. M. Adams : — u Now is Christ risen from the dead, and become the first-fruits of them that slept. The hour is coming in the which all that are in the graves shall hear his voice, and shall come forth. For this corruptible must put on incorruption, and this mortal 262 MEMORIAL. must put on immortality. Then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written, Death is swallowed up in victory. Thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. " Grace be unto us, and peace, from Him which is, and which was, and which is to come ; and from the seven Spirits which are before his throne ; and from Jesus Christ, who is the Faithful Witness, and the First-begotten of the dead, and the Prince of the kings of the earth. Unto Him that loved us, and washed us from our sins in his own blood, and hath made us kings and priests unto God and his Father, to him be glory and dominion forever and ever. Amen." Deacidified using the Bookkeeper process. Neutralizing agent: Magnesium Oxide Treatment Date: April 2006 PreservationTechnologies A WORLD LEADER IN PAPER PRESERVATION 1 1 1 Thomson Park Drive Cranberry Township, PA 16066 (724)779-2111