f LIBRARY O^CONGRESS.I Ml^r?^.... lapangW fa ^ ^ ^ ^ UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. J POETIC FRAGMENTS; O R, COLLEGE POEMS. BY GEORGE W. WARDER, ATTORNEY AT LAW, CHILLICOTHE, MO ^'q$n ^ ^.,.'-^ lis./ ST. LOUIS: '^■■^:~ SOUTHWESTERN BOOK AND PUBLISHING COMP'NY. 510 AND 512 Washington Ave. 1873- Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1873, by GEORGE W. WARDER, In the office of the Librarian of Congress at Washington. CONTENTS PAGE. I, Introductory - 5 II. The Rolling Years 9 III. Reflections on a Spring Morning 35 IV. To a Friend on the Death of His Mother 3^ V. Last Words of Stonewall Jackson 38 VI. Our Loved and Lost 41 VII. To Ettie, the Rosebud of the Hillside - - - 43 VIII. Ettie, the Rosebud, Has Perished 46 IX. A Distant View 49 X. Sleep, Death, and Oblivion S3 XI. Mind 57 XII. We Meet to Part Again 62 XIII. Be Frugal with Each Trusted Thing 64 XIV. The Captive Jews 69 XV. Woman 71 XVI. Farewell to Mary 74 XVII. To Jennie, in Remembrance 76 XVIII. To Miss B. on Her Departure for College 77 XIX. To a Fair One, by an Unknown Admirer 79 XX. Lines to Miss Laura 81 XXI. Lines Written on the Missouri River While on My Way West 84 IV CONTENTS. PAGE. XXII. To Ella Gray 86 XXIII. A Soldier's Epitaph 89 XXIV. Fragments to Mary — Remembrance 90 XXV, Fragments to Mary — Friendship and the Past 93 XXVI. Farewell to Santa Fe 95 XXVII. Description of Day and Night on the Plains, etc 99 XXVIII. Farewell to Miss W 104 XXIX. Fragments . . . .' 105 XXX. To Virginia 107 XXXI. Farewell to the Athanean Society no XXXII. On Hearing of the Death of a Lady Friend 112 XXXIII. Scipio and the Captive Princess 117 XXXIV. To-morrow 126 XXXV. My Ideal 134 INTRODUCTORY. Kind reader, to the mind the past, the present, And the future seem aUke, for, dweUing in That little niche of time, the real but ever fleeting Present, enthroned amid its own creations — At its will it shakes the dust of time from Forms long silent, and bids them tread With airy steps the halls of memory, or mounting On the wings of hope expectant, penetrates The misty veil of the dim, shadowy beyond That hides the future from the present. The joyous scenes and golden dreams of youth. In all their freshness and intensity, come once Aldne in all the varied rounds of human life. Though oft they rise before us, like figures Crystallized upon the dusky caverns of the Bygone days, or in the magic chambers of Recollection, photographed upon its walls, like Pictures hung along some " gorgeous antique Gallery of art," they pass in bright array before us. I count among the pleasant things of life, The sweet remembrance of a happy, joyous youth. When thrilled and trembling on the threshold of A coming life, with high-bounding spirit. INTRODUCTORY. Buoyant hopes, bright, glowing aspirations, And the golden day-dreams of a new awaking fancy. The mind of youth enchanted by the golden-tinted Sunrise spreading o'er the ever blooming fields, And gilded prospects of the coming years and The boundless universe beyond ; seems startled at' The wide, elastic sweep of its own mystic powers. And like the proud eagle, that bathes his plumage In the bursting dawn, and cleaves with fearless Wing the radiant pathway of the burning sun ; Or, like the heaven-aspiring builders of the Babel Tower, It seeks to rise, to struggle up to broader views And brighter skies, and leave the dull reality Of real life and sordid cares behmd. This causes poetry. 'Tis the first effort of the Mind to soar into fair fields of glowing fancy. To lift itself into high channels of bright thought ; To perceptions lofty and enthusiastic of the Grand and beautiful, to struggle up to greater Light, to something higher, better, and more noble Than the stolid, grovelling, and material things That make the routine of each passing hour, And to discover fresh grandeur in the earth and sky. The good and great of every age have felt in early Life, or elder years, this restless longing. And enthusiastic inspiration. And some have written with their pens Dipped in the sunbeams. The rainbow's tints. The silver lining of the gilded clouds, the ocean's Grandeur, the mountain's height majestic, the splendor INTRODUCTORY. 7 Of the burning sun, the ceaseless roll of circling Seasons, the mighty sweep of rivers to the ocean. The matchless skill of Nature, her beauties and sub- limities, The acts and incidents of ages past, the ebb and flow Of human life, its wondrous thrilling chords of human passion, Its loves and cares, hopes, toils, and strifes, Its brightest joys and darkest woes. Have all been painted with a master hand. And scarce can any writer of the present age Add aught of beauty, sublimity of thought. Or polished verse and diction, to the rare And sparkling gems already interwoven in Our noble, expressive, high-perfected literature. Nor does the author of this little unassuming book Hope or aspire to such a task herculean. Or to fame poetic. But if in early youth. Tempted by the gentle muses, he did plume The wing of thought with measured sweep toward The heights of Mount Parnassus, and for his own, And the pleasure of a few appreciative friends, Should publish %ova.Q fragments of his musings. Is it strange ? nor should it tempt the evil Eye of cruel criticism, but the soft mantle Of meek-eyed charity should cover all. The author would further add, that if his muse Has not attained to rare and lofty flights. She ne'er has lowered her wing to dip in songs Of revelry, or loose and debasing sentiment. 8 INTRODUCTORY. Such as impair the beauty and value of many Works poetic, but with a sober yet ardent wing, Has borne but chaste and elevating thought, Such as can do the world no hurt, and may Arouse in some a better heart and nobler actions, , Which is a sweet reflection, and adds another Incentive to publication. [These Fragments were written by the author in his Early youth and college days — almost entirely Between his fifteenth and his nineteenth years — With no view to publication, and are now chiefly Published to revive and preserve the pleasant Reminiscences of those swiftly passing years, Since which the cares and duties of an active Professional life have prevented their revision. Or the addition thereto of other poetic effusions.] The Author. Chillicothb, Mo., September 15th, 1873. le fflapB* THE EOLLING TEAES. Bead at the Annual Exhibition of the Athanean Society, connected with the State University, Columbia, Mo., Jan. 13, 1865. The years glide by, like the wings of the blast, That leave in their course a sigh as they pass ; Like a chariot wheel that, revolving, rolls. And crushes the lilies that summer unfolds; Like a comet, whirling through ethereal space, Trailing fiery tail with majestic grace ; Like the billows of ocean, that bear on their breast The fate of thousands of the good and the blest : So the years roll by, in their swiftness of flight, And bear away on their bosom calm scenes of delight — Scenes of pleasure most rare and sorrow most deep, Of hopes that have fled and friends that now sleep. Of fears now at rest and dangers passed by, Of the lover's farewell and the maiden's deep sigh, Of the father's kind blessing, the son's parting adieu, Of friendships, now broken, we would gladly renew, Of trials and cares, as dark as the gloom That fills the deep dungeon or shadows the tomb. 10 POETIC FRAGMENTS;' They, heedless, behold, as they speed on their course, The changes they bring by their conquering force — Of nations that melt at their calm, steady glance. More dangerous by far than the conquering lance. And crumble away at their stern, mighty tread, And sink to repose — the repose of the dead ; And nations that rise, like the Phoenix of old, From ashes of others whose fate has been told, And brightly loom up in glory and pride, Like a light-house whose base is washed by the tide, While its majestic head it rears aloft to the sky. As if time, seasons and changes 'twould sternly defy. Proud nations, like it, years circling away, On their base feebly totter, and sink to decay. The years bear away their wealth, honor and fame. And inscribe on their tombs the empty sound of a name. History alone reveals their deeds of glory and of power, "Like a school-boy's dream, the vision of an hour." The years have rolled on since creation's first dawn. And the deeds of the mighty bright annals adorn ; They beheld this new globe at its earliest birth. When it sprang from dark chaos, a fresh, beautiful earth. As 'twas hurled from His hands through empyreal space, And now number the circles it has made in the race. They beheld the Pair Pure as before Him they stood, And heard the glad words, " Behold, it is good," And rejoiced that their circlings should number the years Of a world free from sin, from sorrow and tears. They saw our first parents the command disobey, " If thou eat of that fruit thou shalt die in that da_y." OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 11 And methinks they did weep, and in sorrow did sigh, That to righteousness and hoHness the world should die ; That they on their hurried courses should go But to number our sorrows and double our wo. They saw the murderous Cain, with his club uplifted high, When he slew his brother Abel, and his blood cried to ^ the sky; With pitying eyes did view this unsightly, cruel deed. Saw the first-born of the earth cause the second-born to bleed ; Second man, first murderer ! When, then, ye rolUng years. Was the golden age of man ? When was neither fears nor tears ? When did peaceful, loving man walk in simple, quiet ways, With few wants and fewer cares, pass pure, blissful, golden days ? Before the flood, when giants lived in wickedness and strife, Or when, in Patriarchal age, men led a wandering life, And watched their quiet, lowing herds, and every chief- tain sought To rob his neighbor, and in feuds for flocks and pasture fought ? In the dark and middle ages, when the strength of might was right. And vice and superstition wrapped the earth with gloom of night ? When the cruel Inquisition led to torture and the stake. And the captor slew the captive, or base slave of 'him did make ? 12 POETIC FRAGMENTS; When, by claim of right divine, cruel kings did fiercely reign; Thousands cast they into dungeons ; whom they would were quickly slain ? When ignorance and oppression swayed the earth with cruel hand; When rehgion was benighted, and peace and safety fled the land ? Then methinks the years would say : In the poet's fancy free Can alone be found the age of perfect peace and inno- cency. They beheld the Antedeluvians in their wickedness so bold, And saw the mighty waters o'er a guilty people rolled; Saw the glorious bow of promise, with its glittering arch unfurled, Span the blue ethereal vault of a newly drowned world ; Saw the few and timorous remnant, with hopeful, tearful eyes. Look upon the joyous token glowdng in the distant skies — Token, beautiful and glorious, that never more again Should this sin-cursed world of sorrow be deluged by the rain. Saw them leave their floating home upon the watery deep. And clamber dowrj the rugged heights of Arrarat so steep, And shortly spread in numbers large o'er Shinar's fertile plain ; And, trusting in their wealth and strength, they sought, but all in vain. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 13 To build a tower, vast and high, to reach above the vaulted sky ; Nor thought the Lord could thwart their aim, nor years could blast it with a sigh : But, smitten with a varied speech, they ceased the tower to build, And since with varied, tongues old babbling earth have filled. Then nations first began to form, and chiefl;ains pledged their hands Each to protect each other's lands from cruel wars and robber bands, And peace and safety was the tie that bound them fast as nations small. Until they conquered other lands, and centred strength protected all ; Until there rose, both high and strong, like pyramids that stand along Time's rugged highway, mighty nations, where vast mil- lions throng. In the early dawn of time — in their infancy — the years Heard the stars sing first together, and the music of the spheres ; Heard Him say, " Let there be light : " saw the glowing radiance rise Above chaotic darkness deep, and spread o'er all the skies; Saw the vast majestic ocean, when its billows found a shore, / When He piled the cliffs around it, and said, " Thus far and no more ; " 14 POETIC FRAGMENTS; When He lifted up the mountains high above the plains below, And wrapt the earth in fleecy clouds as white as driven snow, And balanced them in beauty nice, with faultless sweep and grace, Before the thunder rolledhervoiceorHghtninglittheir face; When the earth was gently watered by the soft and silent dew, And dark and stormy clouds ne'er spread above the ether blue; When He hung the bright cerulean vault, in beauty high above, And made the King of Day ride forth with beams of light and love. And caused the bright and starry host to walk the nightly plain. And Luna show her glowing face above the silvery main ; By the sure and steady process made earth's strata, formed its rocks. Made the valleys and the heights by the vast upheaval shocks ; Saw the million seed forms cast profusely o'er the earth, From which the beauteous trees and flowers sprang quickly into birth ; Saw earth hurled through realms of air, like ball of plas- tic fire spun. Till crusted firm, and hardened by years o'er which it run, On which the feeble sons" of men with thoughtless feet have trod OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 15 Awhile among its graves and flowers, then laid beneath its sod ; Then crumbled back to mother dust, which oft from careless feet Is shaken on the arid plain or in the dusty street, Until the host of those that now have mouldered back to dust Are billions to the few that live an(^ tread this earthly- crust. Thou hast measured the rise of nations, their progress and decay, And saw the great of earth in their glory pass away ; Saw patriarchs of old rove with cattle and with tents, Governing their large families with justice and good sense. And how the valiant Nimrod, the great hunter of renown, Founded the first monarchy, and built a mighty town. Saw the ancient city, Nineveh, the wicked, great and proud. And how Assyrian Empire first did lift her head amid the cloud ; How the Persian Empire rose, and towered in her might, And great Babylon flourished in luxury and delight. Thou didst see that great city in her glory and her pride, And how her streets were crowded by a living human tide. Yet she felt the conquering power of thy ever mighty tread. And to the spot where once she stood the prowling beasts have fled; 16 POETIC FRAGMENTS; Saw her lead her million captives through her massive gates and towers, Amid her wars and triumphs — amid her games and festive hours ; Saw her conquests spread and grow from ocean to the sea, Until her glory shone as no city now we see. How art and science flourished in Egypt for awhile; How her mighty cities rose, and many a towering pile. Didst see the pyramids built that still rear aloft their head. Still scorn thy changing power, and defy thy mighty tread ; How the Israelites were guided through whatever land they trod, In Egypt or the desert, by the word and hand of God. Didst number forty years ere their Canaan they did see, And whate'er their prophets told thou didst surely prove to be. Viewed Solomon in his wisdom, with his glory, wealth and power, And saw his kingdom rent asunder in an evil hour; Saw the cities. Tyre and Sidon, with their ships and sailors bold. With their many flourishing colonies and heaps of treasured gold — Saw them first of all the nations that ventured on the sea, And brought rich cargoes from afar, and trafficked wide and free. Hast witnessed many a furious combat, and many a bloody fight : Saw the Persian Empire fall beneath the Grecian might ; OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 17 Saw the Grecian nations rise in art and science higher, And shake the conquering spear, and touch the melting lyre; Heard the thunder of her eloquence, and the multitude's applause. Saw her yearly crowded games and the justness of her laws. Yet Greece, bright, lovely Greece, her glory did depart Beneath the tread of years that stilled her throbbing heart: Her schools of art and learning the world has ne'er ex- celled ; Her statesmen, sculptors, painters, poets, for ages high repute have held ; Her Demosthenes and Phocian, orators eloquent and bold; Her sages, Socrates and Plato, did logic and learning deep unfold. The fleeting years rolled on till they built a mighty Rome, With many a triumphal arch and many a towering dome, Whose conquering armies trod o'er every land and sea. To whom the Grecians bowed, and proud Carthage bent the knee ; Whose stern warriors bore her eagles on the wings of every breeze, And each patriot kept a dagger for whom his liberties would seize. Till years brought base corruption, that sapped her rich life's blood. And luxury, indolence and vandals swept o'er her like a flood. 18 POETIC FRAGMENTS; Her glory has departed, her tombs we now may see, Her Coliseum and her arches tell us what she used to be ; Yet, while her glory lasted, the fullness of years came, And the bright Star of Bethlehem appeared o'er the Eastern plain. Then methinks the years rejoiced, and gloried in the truth, That they had found the fountain that renewed them in their youth ; That they had brought to pass, as on their course they whirled. The command they had received from the foundations of world. And methinks if years had music, and could join in any lay. They would have joined in sweet accord with angels on that day. From then till now they've numbered, as on their course they flew, Man's golden opportunities to do what he ought to do — To accept of proffered mercy and a Savior's boundless love, And prepare for happy entrance into mansions built above. The circling years rolled on, with their changes to all men, And saw that mighty empire fiercely rended into ten. That mostly yet remain, though many changes have been wrought — Many ambitious kings arisen — many conquering battles fought. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 19 Brought the light of Reformation, when it rose amid the gloom That wrapped the Middle Ages with the darkness of the tomb; , Saw priestcraft and superstition, as they paled before the Ught Of the Gospel truth when opened to the people's anxious sight. Thou didst view this Western Continent ere on it the white man trod, Ere an ax had felled its forests or a plow had turned its sod; Saw its dusky warriors hunting or charging o'er the plain, And when the conflict ended scalp the dying and the slain ; Saw them by their camp-fires sitting, or in the fierce war dance ; Saw the dusky lover courting, saw the maiden's tender glance ; Saw them count thy fleeting footsteps by the changes of the moon, By the shedding of the forests that mantle again so soon. Five thousand years did number, as peaceful this conti- nent did sleep Within her cliff-bound coasts, rocked by two oceans deep, Unknowing and unknown alike to cultivated man, And to the charms of peaceful art, and to the plowman's hand. Now, my youthful friends, look around you, you whose duty 'tis to explore 20 POETIC FRAGMENTS; The ocean of boundless thought, and seek the gems of hidden lore, Tell me what changes have been wrought since the white man trod this land — Since he reared his little cabin and tried his valiant hand. The circHng years rolled on and showed his conquering power, And saw a mighty nation rise like some majestic tower ; Then burst the flame of war from stern patriot's burning fire. Who scorned the vassal's part, and defied old England's ire. Yes, the fleeting years rolled on, almost long, dreary eight, Ere the contest was decided, ere the patriot knew his fate ; But those patriots, nothing daunted, did time and might defy. And resolved each year more firmly to conquer or to die ; Led by the noble Washington, that name we all revere. Even now it starts the sluggish blood that noble name to hear — The brightest, purest, richest gem this nation ever wore ; It far outshmes the choicest gem of any foreign shore — Led by this noble patriot they their freedom nobly won, And formed the noblest government that ever basked beneath the sun. The circling years rolled on, and with gigantic stride This nation reared aloft her head and towered in her pride. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 21 Her large and rapid growth the wondering nations viewed, Yet none there was who dared to tame her fiery mood. Here art and science flourished, and many cities rose ; How fast the States were multipHed each thoughtless schoolboy knows. Now where once the Indian trod in his untutored way Knowledge reveals her hidden store, and Gospel lends her ray. Perhaps some painted chieftain has harangued his warrior bands Where now our Alma Mater in her stately beauty stands — Where once the Indian galloped upon his fleetest steed The iron horse now plunges and electric fluids speed; The Indian's light canoe once did o'er our waters glide Where now our mighty steamboats majestically ride. The fleeting years rolled on and wrought this mighty change. And brought to light new things that seemed most passing strange. Thou hast brought us years of wealth, with very little wo. And of great peace and quiet, except the latter four. Here my weeping muse would pause to drop a glistening tear, For sounds of blood and carnage are wafted to her ear. Hark ! she heard yon distant firing, the canon's open- ing roar, ■ And saw two mighty armies wade through fratricidal gore ; Saw brother slaying brother, beneath a leaden tide. And how the life-blood ebbed away from many a wounded side : 22 POETIC FRAGMENTS; Heard the groans of many dying; saw the pale and ghastly dead; Saw mustering squadrons trampling, heard the thunder of their tread ; Saw many furious charges, heard the balls and grapeshot crash ; Saw glistening" bayonets gleaming, the opening canon's livid flash ; Saw men from fury and madness — demons seeming — Heard their bitter curses; saw their glaring eyeballs gleaming ; Saw the sun in splendor rise o'er many a lovely plain, That, ere his parting rays had fled, was scattered o'er with slain ; Saw the pale, soft moon rise up, and how sadly she looked down On heaps of wounded, dead and dying that thick be- strewed the ground. Return, my wandering muse, and tell me what's the meaning ? Is this the mighty people on whom my hopes are leaning ? What furious hate displayed, what madness rules the hour ? Say, fleeting years, is this your conquering power. Is this your mighty tread, is this the change you've wrought — That children Join in bloody fray where once united fathers fought ? Is this the mighty nation that boasted in her pride That religion and morality at her chariot wheel did ride ? OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 23 But methinks the years say, Stop ! 'Twas not my power alone That wrought this mighty change, disfigured this lofty dome. I brought along in my train corruption in place and power, And saw her urge to mortal strife in many an evil hour. And the lesson I oft have told, I'll tel] to you to-day. That 'tis base corruption hastes proud nations to decay : For now to wealth, and place, and power, the public spirit tends ; In wealth, and place, and power, the public spirit ends. Here corruption raised her head and sapped the nation's life, Arid brought this mortal wo and all this bloody strife. The years have still rolled on, and numbered dreary four. Yet still the bloody conflicts rage more fiercely than be- fore ; Still the widows' tears are falling; still the orphans' groans are heard. As touching to the patriot's heart as where warm life's blood curd ; Still our youths for conflicts parting bid their friends a sad adieu. And in firm, but touching accents, bid their sweethearts to be true. *0 justice! throned on high, is this the wisdom you unfold, *For the four following lines I received fifteen black marks frona the Professors of the University for disloyal sentiments. The word " rob" refers to the unconstitutional acts of the war, which, in the 24 POETIC FRAGMENTS; That half a nation by force of arms the other half should hold- That freemen should to freemen bow, and kiss the uplifted hand That's raised to rob them of their rights, their chattels, and their land ? Shall theft and arson belt the South, and noble lives be hurled In self-defense against the tattered paupers of Europe and the world ? Shall hell-born extermination raise aloft her bloody hand Till she finds no noble victims in the erring sunny land ? bloody war! O cruel strife! O wretched Christian land! Is there no better, nobler way, to bind in loving band ? 1 would that love and friendship ruled, and unison pre- vailed. And we had ne'er disunion heard, nor naught of war bewailed. Ye fleeting years, roll on ; I fear my hopes are vain — Those bright and burning hopes that long within my heart have lain. I hoped my country's fame would spread from pole to pole, Till time should be no more, till years should cease to roll. May this cruel war be over soon, may welcome peace return again, opinion of the writer, lengthened and aggravated, instead of short- ening it. " Theft " and " arson " refer to the wreckless plunder- ing and burning of Southern homes. " Tattered paupers " refer to the immoderate haste of enlisting in the army the poor emigrants of every country, and the colored troops. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 25 And no more our eyes be moistened with tear-drops for the slain; May our land be still united, and may it ever be The land of love and friendship, the home of liberty. Rich blessings to our nation may years unnumbered bring, And time pass by with gentle flight and peace upon her wing; May plenty soon her hands extend from ocean's shore to shore, And quiet, love and friendship reign as never reigned before ; And may religion's brightest beams with glorious lustre shine, And Christian hearts where'er they meet in love and friendship twine. Ye circling years, roll on, and do your bidding well, And what within your track doth lie no living man can tell. Yet this we know, the great I Am shall curb your power, And bring to pass whate'er He will in any day or hour. Thou shalt see the joys and woes of nations yet unborn, And nothing 'neath the sun thy conquering power shall scorn. The great, far-reaching future is all within thy hand ; Thou canst blast a thousand hopes like wrecks upon the sand; Thou canst build up mighty nations, and can rudely pull them down ; Thou canst dim the monarch's jewels, rust his sceptre and his crown ; 2 26 POETIC FRAGMENTS; Thou canst waste the wealth of fortune, bring to poverty the proud, Lay the great within their coffin, fold fair beauty in her shroud ; Thou shalt know if our loved country, bright and pros- perously begun. Shall continue to go onward with the process of the sun ; Or, if in the coming future, swept by passion, vice and pride. Hopeless, wreckless and dissevered, it shall sink beneath the tide; Whether science, truth and learning, crushed beneath a barbarous tread. Shall go out amid the darkness in the ages far ahead ; Or, glowing fair and beauteous beneath bright future skies. Shall peer above the heavens, and with fadeless grandeur rise ; Whether light and knowledge, spreading, shall fill the earth around. And the dark, benighted places with radiance bright abound ; Whether vice and superstition, with pagan worship, soon shall cease, And the world be blessed with wisdom, true religion and sweet peace. Thou shalt know if in the future, bright and glowing though it seem, I shall see the bow of pleasure ever span life's turbid stream ; OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 27 Whether fortune smile or frown, and my barque be tem- pest-driven, Or peaceful sail the stormy seas, and reach a blissful haven. Thou shalt bring millennial day, with all its bliss and joy, Its pleasures and its happiness almost without alloy. Thou art the peer of earth, and shall see it flee away Before the face of Him who brings the awful Judgment Day; Thou shalt see the great white throne, and the heavenly armies bright — View the sea give up its dead, and the buried rise to sight ; And the sleeping hosts of ages, in this sepulchre so vast, In a mighty surging stream before the solemn Judge shall pass. Then the years shall all be numbered, and their secrets shall unroll, And be read unto the millions as the ancients read a scroll ; And the congregated nations of every age and clime, That have rose and fell like billows on the stormy sea of time. From the dim and distant ages, far back in the early dawn. From the rude and simple nations to the millions recent born, With the patriarchs and prophets, with the noble, weak and strong. In a surging sea of faces, shall be gathered in that throng, 28 POETIC FRAGMENTS; And, with pale, uplifted faces, hear what all the years reveal, And for their good or evil deeds be judged without appeal. Then the final consummation — time and years shall pass away, Into the ocean of eternity, into God's eternal day. Then time-worn earth shall melt with strong and fervent heat. And no more upon its bosom feel the million heart-throbs beat. No more a grass-green sepulchre, no more earth's gaudy scene. No more gay tinseled tapestry, death's sombre walls to screen ; No more a stormy ocean, no more dark tempests rage; No more the thousand ills of life, no pangs of grief to suage ; No weary hands to toil, no human hearts to burn. With all the whfelming tide of woe, and joys for which we yearn ] No more bright, joyous scenes that cheered a dreary earth ; No more sweet childhood's dreams, no more a happy hearth ; No more love's blissful throb at beauty's blushing cheek; No more the lover's vow ; no more the passions speak ; No more the angry tongue ; no more the drunkard then Can quaff the flowing bowl, and fill it up again ; No more the wicked goad; no more the righteous fear; OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 29 No more the eye can weep or shed, a bitter tear ; No more the earth and man, as we behold them now — Eternity shall work a change, we know not what, nor how. The righteous then shall have a home of bliss and peace above ; The wicked they shall gnash their teeth, nor hope for paraoning love. This earth may then be changed to a heavenly mansion bright ; The sun and stars may pale and wane before a brighter light. No seasons then shall come and go, and there shall be no night. But one eternal summer bloom, nor ages dim the sight; And, there in ceaseless bliss and joy, while endless ages glide. The souls of those who toiled in years shall tread the heavenly fields untried; And though the sun expire with age, and million worlds be crushed, Souls born in time shall live in bliss, or sink in depths of darkness hushed. And what the fleeting years have done, and what they'll yet unroll, Man's finite mind can ne'er foresee — eternity shall unfold. Then, circling years, ye can but roll, no hand can stay your flight ; But that which bid you onward speed, that hand can stay your might, 30 POETIC FRAGMENTS; And whelm you in that shoreless tide, that ocean deep and all untried, That soon can quench your wreckless pride, like sparks are quenched in ocean's tide. Till then, relentless as the grave, remorseless years shall roll Upon the burning track of time toward their final goal. The eagle proud, with fearless wing, that cleaves the azure dome, And bathes his plumage in the clouds amid the thunder's home. That braves the storm and hurricane, pressing onward to the sun, Must rest upon some mountain crag before the day is done. The timid deer, the fleet gazelle, that, startled, flee with swiftest speed ; The agile hounds that eager chase, for rest soon feel the urgent need. But time for naught shall stop, nor years shall pause to rest, They weary not, nor seek to fold their pinions on their breast ; They feel no jaded, anxious wish to see their journey close ; They pause not for the shades of night, nor sigh for sweet repose. Stern and unbending, on their course they roll with cease- less haste. Whether earth blossom as the rose or shrink to barren waste ; OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 31 Regardless whether cities rise or crumble to decay ; Or earthquakes heave their solid base, and 'gulf them in a day; Volcanoes flame, or mountains shake, or land be swal- lowed by the sea. Or islands rise in ocean deep, or shackles bind the brave and free, Or nations rise and gather strength of centunes in a day ; Sweep down like mountain avalanche, and startled nations slay. They never pause to muse upon the crumbling wrecks they've wrought, Like children gaze on broken toys or victors over battles fought ; But onward sweep, with tireless speed, nor wreck they in their course What hopes they blast, what nations fall, beneath their conquering force. And now, my youthful friends, a word to you I'd say, Improve each vacant hour, and each returning day. Remember fleeting years roll on, and number scarce three score Ere man's duty must be done, or his working days are o'er. Store well your youthful minds with knowledge while you may, 'Twill guide your faltering footsteps, and cheer your dreary way ; And should earth's joys please thee, waste not the hours ot youth 32 POETIC FRAGMENTS; In seeking giddy pleasures, but seek the gems of truth. Seek knowledge from the living fount, read in your Bibles oft, 'Twill teach you all life's duties well, and point your hearts aloft. This opening year has found you now within youth's mantling blush; A few short years will find you thick amid life's bustling rush. Now is the time your minds to store with pearls of precious thought, And fill them with the love of truth and all that wisdom's taught : For when a few more years have carved their furrows on your brow. You will not have the time to spare amid life's cares as now. May you each your strength and will unite, and seek to know the way That leads to everlasting life and realms of endless day ; May your years glide smooth and peaceful until they all are o'er, And end at last in joyous bliss upon the golden shore. And as eternal ages roll may million worlds be trod By your cloudless spirits as they sweep o'er the universe of God. Now, to the year just past I'll bid a fond and sad adieu. Alas ! how soon its pleasures fled, how quick its foot- steps flew ! Farewell to its joys and sorrows, farewell to the friends I knew, OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 33 Whose feet now tread in other lands, and other faces view ! It has gone — forever gone — Hke a bright and golden dream, Like a ship rich freighted, it has passed adown time's restless stream ; It laid its hand on the strong, and the haughty form lies low ; It trod the halls of revelry, and its mirth was changed to woe; It stalked o'er the field of carnage, and the gory plain grew red. And the grass and flowers sprang fresh and green above the mouldering dead; It touched the bloom on beauty's cheek, and it changed to pallid hue ; As it passed, the trees and flowers bloomed and faded as they grew ; It stilled the lips of childhood's glee that strayed among the flowers. And nipped the foliage bright and green that shaded lovely bowers ; It came with glowing prospects, with hope-throbs beating high, To many a vigorous form that now in gloomy graveyards lie; It came with the flush of pride, like a conqueror marching by; It has gone like a gleam of light, like the breath of a passing sigh, 34 POETIC FRAGMENTS; Like a summer cloud at morn that fades at the rising sun, Like a mist at dewy eve that melts ere the night is half begun. Yet, ere it vanished in its flight, to the dim, eternal past. It heralded millions to their home, to the sleep that long shall last. Kind greeting to the bright New Year just entering on the race, And may she much of pleasure bring and give us much good grace ; May solid joys continuous press along the path she'll run, And may she close 'mid brighter hopes than now she has begun ; May peace and science rule the land, and brethren cease from strife. And with an earnest heart and hand men seek a nobler life, And may our hves be long, and may our land be blest, And o'er the world our motto shme, " Sciencia regina mundi est." OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 35 REFLECTIONS ON A SPRING MORNING. When I rise from my slumbers, refreshing and sweet, And pass from my chamber, revived nature to greet, My feelings are touched at her beauties refined, And the question instinctively comes to my mind: O, who can imagine a more glorious thing Than the splendor of morning in the freshness of Spring ? I love to behold the dawning of day. To see the black darkness all vanish away, And light stealing beautifully over the earth. And waking creation as to a new birth ; And my heart with emotion does turn to that Light, Who, 'mid the darkness of earth can dispel every night. And to gaze on the sun in his splendor unfold. And see the light clouds through azure seas rolled. And hear the sweet carols of birds 'mong the trees, And catch the fresh coolness that's borne on the breeze. And my spirits elastic with ardor doth arise. And seek with the lark to mount to the skies. And I am reminded that the morning of life Is the time to sow seed and prepare for its strife ; To treasure up knowledge, and good habits to form — In the calm of our life to prepare for its storm ; For youth, like this morning, will soon pass away, And bring us too soon to the heat of the day. 36 POETIC FRAGMENTS; As I see the green earth in its freshness arrayed, With the buds on the trees, and the dew on the blade, And know a few short months have scarcely passed by Since trees were dismantled, earth barren and dry. Be encouraged, my mind, and be strengthened, my heart, Amid earth's trials and conflicts to act well thy part. TO A FRIEND ON THE DEATH OF HIS MOTHER. Weep not for her, my youthful friend, Who sleeps beneath the sod; Her life will long its lustre lend. To point thee where she trod. She sleeps the long, the dreamless sleep, That soon must come to all, Who now doth sail upon the deep, Or tread this earthly ball. She was a mother kind and true. Like none but mothers are. And every griet that childhood knew. Her smiles have banished far. She saw thee when the light of earth Did first thy vision greet, And smiled upon thee in thy mirth. And trained thy stumbling feet. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 37 She saw thy young eye sparkle bright, When some new vision passed Across thy young mind's dawning light, And there its impress cast. Yes, gentle, tender pains she took To train thy budding mind, And smiled upon thee with a look So gentle and so kind. She was to thee, in childhood's hour, A stay and comfort sure, And thou didst feel a mother's power. How strong, how deep, how pure. A mother's look, what charms impart ; Her smile gives pure delight. And sheds its sunshine o'er the heart, Like rays of morning light. That she is dead 'tis sad to think, And worse to feel 'tis so. That thou this bitter cup must drink, And taste its dregs of wo. But such is life, uncertain life — 'Tis like a fleeting dream ; It bears us on awhile in strife. Then sinks beneath the stream. 38 POETIC FRAGMENTS; Thy mother useful Hved, and long, And well her course did run, • And now she's numbered with the throng Of whom 'tis said " Well done," Blessed are they whose names are found Within the book of life ; Thrice blessed, for they're free from sound Of toil, or wo, or strife. Seek then to meet her in that land Where parting is no more, And press again her angel hand, When all life's griefs are o'er. LAST WORDS OF STONEWALL JACKSON. "Let us go across the river and rest beneath the shade of the trees." Said the good and valiant chieftain, when his battles all were o'er. And his wounded form was lying near the Rappahannock shore. When his body, racked with anguish, and his soft eye glanced around At his sad and sorrowing comrades, and the dark and bloody ground, When his pulse beat low and feeble, and his vision seemed to fade, " Let us go across the river and rest beneath the shade." OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 39 O the beauty and the pathos of that sad yet soothing thought, Coming at the end ot labors, at the close of battles fought ! Did it cheer the dying soldier, did it light his weary eye, To behold the bow of promise and the river flowing nigh ? Not the rolHng Rappahannock, but death's dark and narrow stream, And the trees of life beyond it, far beyond life's fitful dream. He was a Christian soldier brave, with a firm, unfaltering trust, That the sword he held, and cause espoused, was noble, true and just. No warrior stern of antique mold, with fierce eye flashing keen. His look was mild as women's are, and gentle was his mien ; Yet, terrible as a thunder- bolt, he rode the battle's crest, And carnage strewed the vanquished field where'er his cohorts pressed. No warrior clad in glittering steel e'er raised an arm of might, And struck more quick and stunning blows amid a bloody fight ; No eagle eye more quickly saw the point to make a breach, And startled foemen felt his hand ere they thought them- selves in reach. 40 POETIC FRAGMENTS; He fought not for fame or love of strife, for war and strife he did deplore; He struck because he thought he saw invading foemen at his door. Then cherish his noble memory, though sad his fate to tell, For he sleeps beneath his native shade in the land he loved so well. Though dead his memory liveth, as chieftain noble, brave and good ; What he deemed was right, he upheld in fight, and like solid stone wall stood ; But his spirit has crossed beyond the dark and shadowy shore — Beyond the sun, in the light of God ; he needs the shade no more. Let us imitate this chieftain, of a hundred battles fought, And with fiirmness, faith and courage, fight our battles as we ought; And when pain and death o'ertake us, and life's stream is ebbing low. And we see the purple twilight, and dark shadows come and go, Let us trust with hope and joy, as life's visions slowly fade. That we only cross the river to rest beneath the shade. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 41 OUR LOVED AND LOST. Is there no bright, unfading dime, Beyond this world of severed ties, To fill the wants that mock in time, And dry the tears from sorrow's eyes ? Where blast of winter never blows, And endless spring brings deathless flowers ; Where we may see the face of those Who loved us in this world of ours ? Is there no pure, immortal sphere Beyond this realm of fleeting time. Where hopes and fears that mock us here Will blossom into bhss subhme ? Where ceaseless joys on angel's wing. With golden harps shall chase the hours, And we shall hear the dear ones sing Who loved us in this world of ours. The summers bloom, the autumns fade. And winters blow along our way, And 'mid earth's changing light and shade Are memories of those passed away. They come amid our griefs and pain. Like songs we've heard in days gone by, Whose murmurs, like the distant main, Grow loudest when the storms are nigh. 3 42 POETIC FRAGMENTS; Bright laurels fade and honors rust, And oft our barque is tempest-tossed, And willows wave above the dust Of those whom we have loved and lost. Yet, in our bright and saddest dream, Their silent forms we often see. Like shadows floating o'er time's stream. Cast from the vast eternity. The flowers of springtime in their turn Bloom in fresh beauty o'er the lea, And brightest stars that set, return. And view their faces in the sea. Beyond the sunset and the night. Where pain and sorrow has no power. Our loved and lost shall greet our sight When we close life's transient hour. There is a fair, perennial world. Where hopes and joys that mocked us here Will lift their banners high unfurled To music of that blissful sphere. And there our souls with rapture greet, 'Mid anthems of bright rolling hours. With folded wings in converse sweet. Those we loved in this world of ours. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 43 TO ETTIE,THE ROSEBUD OE THE HILLSIDE. I know where lives a pretty maid Upon a sunny hillside, Where summer flowers latest fade, And soft zephyrs gently glide. She is as fair as any flower. As pretty as a lily, Bending from a lovely bower, Looking down upon a valley ; She is in her youthful pride ; She is young, and gay, and pretty, And her name is charming Ettie, The rosebud of the hillside. And I never saw a maiden With a form more lithe and free. Nor till in the distant Eden Do I e'er expect to see A maid more gay and lively, With an eye more softly blue. And a ringing laugh more lightly, Or cheeks of richer hue. Than those of our blooming pride. The young, the gay, the pretty. With the lovely name of Ettie, The rosebud of the hillsi(|e. Yes, she is a fair young blossom That is blooming on the hill. 44 POETIC FRAGMENTS; Her young heart with joy so fulsome That 'twould make your being thrill. She is very gay and sprightly, And she looks so trim and neat, And she trips along so lightly. And bows and smiles to those she greet. Then search the world so wide, You'll find none more fair and pretty. With more lovely name than Ettie, The rosebud of the hillside. In the summer should you meet her, As she trips along the street. And should gently bow and greet her. As upon the walk you meet, I'm sure you never would forget Her smile so gay and sweet. But say you never fair one met That made your heart so beat. Like the sunHght spreading wide. From face so tair and pretty, As that of sweet and smiling Ettie, The rosebud of the hillside. But thy time is passing, Ettie, " Stamp improvement on its wings," For the flowers that bloom so pretty That the summer gently brings, Soon do perish, soon are faded. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 45 And the fairest forms of earth Death's hand ofttimes unaided Blasts amid their bloom and mirth. Then, whate'er may thee betide, Be thou good, and wise, and pretty, Yoiing, light-hearted, charming Ettie, The rosebud of the hillside. May thy days be bright and sunny, May joys thy heart e'er tune, May thy charms mature as bonny As the flowers that bloom in June ; May thy life be long and useful, Growing better with thy years, Till thou bloom on hillsides peaceful In that realm where drops no tears. Far beyond time's rolling tide. Be an angel, pure and pretty. Bloom with life immortal, Ettie, A rose on Eden's hillside. 46 POETIC FRAGMENTS; ETTIE, THE ROSEBUD, HAS PERISHED. Ettie's dead; she has faded Like a flower in its bloom — Death's cruel hand unaided Has laid her in the tomb. In her bright and smiling beauty, Fair and fragile as a lily, With her winning ways so lovely, Shedding fragrance o'er the valley, She has passed from 'neath the sunlight To a narrow chamber lonely. Darker than the gloom of midnight. Yes, our gay and charming pride, With her face so fair and pretty. With the lovely name of Ettie, Has vanished from the hillside. I met her in the summer, Not many months ago, When the leaves did sigh and murmur. And the zephyrs gently blow. She asked me, with a sunny smile And cheery voice so gay. If I would write upon her name A pretty little lay. Said I, " with pleasure, charming Ettie, If you'll allow a kiss for pay, I will gladly write upon your name so pretty." OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 47 Then she bowed with charming pride And said : " If your piece is very pretty You may get a kiss from Ettie, The rosebud of the hillside." * I never wrote for money, I never thought of fame, But the glowing smile of beauty. Oft stirred poetic flame. I've sometimes loved to sing Like the wild bird on the bough, Just as I felt the sweUing song. And nature taught me how ; And as it sings where none can hear But the silent, sighing trees, I cared not if it touched the ear, Or died upon the breeze. But I felt with joy and pride 'Twould be glorious pay, and pretty, To obtain a kiss from Ettie, The rosebud of the hillside. How short is Ufe, how very brief. Even when it slowly closes In the " sear and yellow leaf; " But, when fading like the roses, How deep and dark the grief. But, oh ! sad, indeed, to know, That, like a tender, fragile lily. Trying to bud, and bloom, and grow. 48 POETIC FRAGMENTS; She has drooped from ofif the valley, , And lies buried 'neath the snow. And it's so o'er all the world so wide ; No flower more fair and pretty- Bloomed with sweeter charm than Ettie, Yet she's faded from the hillside. They folded her soft, white hands Upon her snow white breast, Closed her laughing, bright blue eyes — Laid her in her cofiin to rest. Dead ! Do not speak the word so loud. Is the bright blooming blossom dead And folded in her shroud ? And will any think, when they tread In thoughtless gayety o'er her head, That she ever was gay and proud ? Alas ! in all this world so wide, O'er all the fair and pretty. As well as our charming Ettie, Death rolls his whelming tide. She flashed upon our shadowed path, Like a golden gleam of sunlight — Like a bright and beauteous star Glowing in the fields of midnight. But she's passed to the tearless realm. Where there's neither night nor gloom — Where there's fadeless beauty ever. And naught is laid within the tomb ; OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 49 Where the tear-drop never gHstens, And the flowers ever bloom, Far beyond time's rolling tide, As an angel pure and pretty, Blooms with life immortal, Ettie, Now a rose on Eden's hillside. A DISTANT VIEW. Methought upon time's farthest verge, Within the range of countless worlds, I saw the ceaseless ages surge, And suns like mazy snowflakes whirled; And, standing on the farthest star That decks creation's realms so wide, I viewed the rolling earth afar In all its pomp of death and pride. I saw it spin through realms of space And circle fleetly round the sun, And changing seasons quickly chase Each other o'er the path she run. Dipped half in darkness, half in light, As whirling on her poles she flew, Till, lessening, as a bird in flight, She faded from my wistful view. " It was the vast Eternity," I, musing, said, and thought I knew. 50 . POETIC FRAGMENTS; That drank her in its shoreless sea, As ocean drinks a drop of dew. Methought is this the solid earth On which I trod with joyous feet, And was it spoken into birth To fade with worlds my vision greet ? Is man the creature of an hour, An insect of a summer day, Decked with the gaudy show of power. And wrapped with pride that sinks to clay ? Is that his home, his life, his all, Where, with the bubbling toys of time, He feebly treads a crusted ball. Nor looks, nor soars to worlds subHme ? O man, with crouching spaniel heart ! With lust of wealth and bounded brain. Is there no high and noble art To heal the " world's immortal pain ? " When viewed from o'er the realms of space, Passion's candle dimmed, and on the shelf. How grovelling seems that noble race Smote by the " dark disease of self." Man's soul is like the rolling world. Dipped half in darkness, half in light, And each with maddening speed is whirled. To brightest day or darkest night. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 51 One view has gladness and the cheering sun, The other, darkness and the sombre dream, And passion marks the course they run, And life is like a turbid stream. Strong passions lose their power to please, Joy, sickening, drops her sweetest charm y Nor balmy sleep the bosoms ease Where grief has showed its power to harm. Oblivion sweeps not o'er the past, And memory ofttimes has a sting. Affection's jewels will not last, And hope sometimes forgets to sing. " What, then, is earth, and what is man ?" I ask, in gloomy thought and pride. As on the viewless stars I stand, , And view the countless worlds so wide. Sure, it is but a meteor bright That shoots awhile through ether clear, And man upon it sinks from sight As earth drinks up a falling tear, A lofty scorn I dared to cast On human passions, hopes and fears. Because afar the world had past. I stood beyond the rolling years. But humbled is my gloomy pride ; With bended head I hide my grief. Nor seek to mock time's rolling tide, Nor scorn life's fleeting years so brief. 52 POETIC FRAGMENTS; Contentment is the home we need, With will to work and patient wait, And faith will give us wings of speed. And hope will sweeten cruel fate, And love will bring us golden bliss, And heal the bleeding wounds of earth ; And in a fairer world than this We'll bloom in bright and endless birth. A prisoner in earth's wintry waste, I'll find enough of fleeting breath To plume time's wing with gentle haste. Nor fear the hungry eyes of death, I'll think and soar on fearless wing While others grovel in the dust, And faith will tune the song I sing — In God and Heaven shall be my trust. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 53 SLEEP, DEATH AND OBLIVION. Sleep, that smooths the rugged brow of care. That fans us with the zephyrs from an angel's wing, That o'er the mind, with softness of the balmy air, Does her dark mantle of deep silence fling — That checks the heated flow of burning thought, And cools it with the waters from a mossy spring, Until it drinks the misty dimness that is brought, And fades into the twilight that its soothings bring — Sleep, that wraps the world in darkness dim and deep. Yet, all unseen, and felt alone in that we feel it not ; All else has something of a touch but balmy sleep, It steals our senses, and we know it not. We walk like spectres through its silent shades. Nor feel its spongy soil beneath our tread; But the closing daylight and the darkness fades. And by oblivion's fabled waters we are led. Yet oft we journey through its dreamy land. As though it were a world of motion and of light, And in its visions, joy and sorrow take our hand, As though our mind looked through the doors of sight. It is the soothing balm and solace of a restless world. Which else would roll m madness and despair. Men would pray for it, as for the sun if hurled From his bright chariot in the fields of air. 54 POETIC FRAGMENTS; This angel sleep, that brings us sweet repose, That blunts the edge of grief, and from heaven unfurled Lets down our loved ones, silent uprose, And led me down into its lower world. And lo ! I stood beside a silent creeping stream, That constant through a land of gloomy twilight stole ; Its sombre cliffs stood deep and dark in dream. The' stream slid on, nor did its drowsy waters roll, But glided smooth, unruffled as the flowing oil, And slipped 'twixt gloomy cliffs, with dismal crest, On which stood pines unvexed by breeze ; and on its soil The poppies droop — the winds were folded on its breast. " Is this oblivion's stream ? I asked of sleep, Are these the waters of the fabled Lethe ? And o'er whate'er they darkly sweep The past is lost and buried far beneath — Where sweet or sad forgetfulness is found. Where men who've searched in near and distant lands. And, after treading restless earth around, Have lifted here their pale, beseeching hands, And found forgetfulness? " But sleep silent stood, With eyes still closed, and then I asked again, " And why should men forget ? Is there some blood That cries from earth, like Abel's 'gainst a Cain ? Is Lethe the fabled fancy of a feverish brain. Invented, when the gory hand of cruel deeds Was shaken in man's face by victims slain — When remorse, like a vulture, on his memory feeds ? OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 55 But methought sure sleep gives peace and rest. And for a time forgetfulness. And then I look, And lo ! the earth was lying in her breast, As a sick, moaning child whom peace and rest forsook. Have men drank poison, and can sleep no more ? Is it the restless longings of the soul, or cares of life, The sting of conscience, or proud thoughts that soar ? Must man e'en in his dreams mix in hot strife ? Then, where's forgetfulness ? " with anxious heart Again I asked, that I may bring it to the upper earth ; That it may still life's pangs, and soothe pain's smart; That men may dwell in peace, with quiet mirth, When lo ! I saw, but just beyond, a stream. Whose dark and chilly gloom did make me start. 'Twas • deep and narrow, and o'er it light nor shadows gleam. So dark the gloom ; and cold, as if it came from heart Of more than thousand icebergs. I knew 'twas death. I saw the grim, wan ferryman, with his shadow boat. Like spectres gHde, freighted with mortal's breath — With silent oars and deathly stillness did it float. Methought, here man is your obUvion of life. This narrow stream will wipe out all your fears. Your loves and joys and dark and restless strife. Here you'll forget earth's pains, and toils, and tears. Methinks I've learned this m sleep's shadowy deep, These silent streams are not so far apart, 56 POETIC FRAGMENTS; And death may have its dreams Hke sleep. Sleep stills the mind, death stills the heart — They are twin brothers. One, lasts in time ; The other, we know not how long it lasts ; But each locks up our senses in an unknown clime — The one builds up the body that the other blasts. Sleep, death and oblivion, are things that mock ; Sleep, in dreams ; death and oblivion, in the grave ; And yet we are not mocked. We only walk Amid realities that bind us like a slave. Sleep soothes and cheers ; death grimly reaps and slays. It makes earth but a tomb — its house of revelry ; It stalks amid life's dark and brightest ways And takes its victims. All are 'neath its slavery. With chilling frosts it nips life's brightest flowers, And with pale faces and a gasp they go, And vaguely trust to bloom 'neath other bowers, Where death's grim hand will never blast them so. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 57 MIND. Hail, invisible spirit ! immortal essence of Divinity, Creative breath that breathed upon cold, sluggish clay, And every atom felt the warm and thrilling touch of in- ward Deity — A central, a]l-pervading presence, a bright and glow- ing ray Of heaven-sent light, and hope, and joy, and swelling life. That thrills and trembles through its conscious being. Like the tremulous silver of the sea in gentle strife That waves and sparkles in the sun and breeze. God breathed on clay, and man became a living soul. 'Tis God in man — a spark struck from omniscient life, That, radiating from its central source, does warm the whole, And give new touch and teeling to unconscious dust ; To the dull habiliments that wrap its viewless form, And down receding time does hold its life and power, Its essence fadeless, and its being indestructible as the breath Of Deity that gave it birth, and smiled upon its natal hour. Incomprehensible, yet comprehending more than aught besides ; Viewless as the shifting air, yet viewing things visible and unseen; 4 58 POETIC FRAGMENTS; Swayed by volitions that surge through all its depths like tides ; Whispering intuitions, feeling thoughts, and weighing what they mean. Like Deity, a viewless eternal spirit, yQt not like it unborn And uncreated. Thou wast created by the Uncreated,^ And wrapt in finite dust — mortal in all through which thou manifests thyself, Yet feeling an inborn power, an endless birth, pro- gressive and imperishable. That spark once struck from Deity — breathed from His breath — That made one living man, divisible, yet unimpaired. Has thrown off other sparks of vitalizing breath. Until that uncreated creating breath has brought forth millions, Peopled nations, and the realm of spirits beyond the stream of death. God made but two ; it was enough to people endless worlds , . Ne'er trod by living feet, or swept by wing of soaring spirits. Through all the cycles of immeasurable duration as they ceaseless whirl. The casket of decay that wraps this fadeless gem, Like solid substance all, does perish with the use. And weighs this essence down, like monarch's head is bowed by diadem ; OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 59 And shackles it like slave condemned to toil beneath a heavy chain, So that it can not soar to whence it came, and soon Must go to viewless realms where spirits reign. Yet warm and glowing, as the sun at noon, It makes this casket thrill with intense joy or pain. And from its living centre wildly sweep Bright burning thoughts, sensations soft or sharp. That tremble on the nerves with feeling deep. Until they quiver at its touch, like strings upon a harp, And sweet or saddest music swells through all the cham- bers Of this wondrous mechanism of creative power, And wears it till it can not hold its panting prisoner, Then takes its flight and leaves it as a ruined tower. Crumbling and time-worn to fall and moulder to decay, Lone and silent, deserted by its lordly guest, That once upon a checkered summer day Did tread its joyous halls, then with strength and beauty blest. The link once broken, or severed by time's rust. That binds the immortal to its ** mortal coil," That strange, connecting link between mind and dust, No hand can forge again the brittle link by science, art or toil. Though clothed upon, and shackled down, yet still It soars through all the doors of thQught and sense. 60 POETIC FRAGMENTS; And sees, and hears, and action does its dwelling fill ; It sweeps far out into the realm of other worlds ; It looks on matter with a calculating eye ; It weighs it — treads amid the stars that glitter as they whirl — Measures the all-dazzling sun that sweeps above the vaulted sky, With all its retinue of worlds that circle round it as they fly. It tracks the comet as it shoots upon its burning course; It sails through space upon the wings of air, and by a tireless force — A magic sweep of fancy's touch it views bright scenes far o'er the deep. By subtle power it traces matter to its elemental source. Nor knows its bounds, but seeks o'er all the universe and time to leap. Like its father spirit it moves on chaos, and it turns to light; It smiles upon the world, and life and joy like flowers spring up. And matter feels its subtle essence, and morning dawns above the night. 'Tis part of Deity, and as immortal as its creative God. Death is but a shadow across its path of destiny. To the soul there is no grave ; the tomb can not grasp its viewless form ; Earth is but its birth-place — the cradle of its infancy — OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 61 Where it drops its cumbrous wrappings for the wings of immortality. Time, the vestibule of eternity, is where it points its course, and takes its leap Into the vast unknown, toward the Infinite and Eternal, and sweeps Out upon its endless progression in knowledge and perfection through immensity of worlds. This thing invisible is greater than the visible, the unseen than the seen; You cannot nail it to the cross, or puncture it with a spear. It can soar untrammeled, where matter ne'er has. been. Once created, ne'er uncreated, in time, eternity, far or near; It must exist. The creative will that kindled it to birth Can ne'er blast its glowing life, nor quench it in the ocean of His wrath ; The distant stars may fall, and nations perish from the earth ; Worlds upon worlds may vanish from their glowing path ; Man may sink to dust, and all the living moulder in the tomb ; Time and eternity may perish in their onward flight ; Earth may melt, the sun may crumble into specks of gloom. 62 POETIC FRAGMENTS; And darkness wrap the universe in chaos, death and night; Yet the thinking part, the soul eternal, the quenchless mind. Shall live in endless life, undimmed by age and death, And in the far-reaching, ceaseless ages still shall find It has a self-existent, deathless life beyond time's fleet- ing breath. WE MEET TO PART AGAIN. As we journey on in the path of life. Through its years of toil and fields of strife. There are those we meet in this journey long. Whom we greet as friends with affection strong ; But oft does the hour of parting draw near, When we bid them adieu, with regret and a tear. 'Tis thus in this world .of parting and pain. We meet but to part in sorrow again ; When eyes have learned with affection to view. And hearts to entwine in friendship true. And fondly each other's presence to cherish, 'Tis then that our hopes and our idol doth perish. They go away to some far distant land. For love of travel, or golden sand. And are hurried afar, with rapid speed. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 63 By the mighty ship, or the iron steed, Or borne sadly along, with muffled tread. To the city where lie the sleeping dead. Ah ! yes, we scarce, 'mid the hurry and strife Of this bustling world and its active life, Have time to grasp, with a friendly hand, The good, the true and the tried, that stand By our lonely side, 'mid sunshine and shade, Ere we see the clods o'er their bosoms laid. We have scarcely met and gazed awhile On some fair one's face, with its gentle smile, Learned her noble heart, and the soul that beams From her soft bright eyes, pure as angels' -dreams, Ere this shifting life, with its restless mien. Has brought us again to the parting scene. . How oft have we shed the sorrowing tear O'er the new made grave of some kindred dear, Took the parting hand of father or mother. And met with one friend but to part with another. Sad and often we've said farewell, now, good-bye. To those we ne'er shall see till we see them on high. Though this shifting life is full of farewells — Though the parting sigh oft the bosom swells, Yet we know when we reach that far off land, And meet with the pure on life's golden strand, We'll ne'er pause to say 'mid our raptures true, ■" Farewell, for I now must bid you adieu." 64 POETIC FRAGMENTS; BE FRUGAL WITH EACH TRUSTED THING. Do not squander precious hours ; They should earnestly be sought, To increase our budding powers, And unfold the flowers of thought. Do not waste the days of youth, But with glowing mind and heart, Seek the gems of lore and truth — Seek to take a noble start. Seek in future life to gain Honest wealth, by earnest toil, Honored name without a stain, And a soul without a soil. Seek to mount to higher heights. With a firm and steady aim. And by good and valiant fights, Have or earn success and fame. Save and waste not; 'tis unjust To cast away what's not your own. Life and time is but a trust, Where you reap what you have sown. Brief probation's fleeting days .. Bid you work, and save, and give, Seeking ever wisdom's ways, And for God and good to live. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 65 Be frugal with each trusted thing. And use it with your power; You know not what a day may bring, Nor when life's closing hour. You should not bury dark and deep Within the grovelling earth God-given talents meant to sweep' To realms of higher birth. Frugality, I know thou art A precious, fruitful flbwer, And cherished by the sons of art ; Would bid each gloomy hour, And oft-recurring want, depart ; With fragrance cheer the coming life. Chase darkest shadows from the heart. And greatly lessen crime and strife. But can we wonder, is it strange. When golden days have fled. When far across life's verdant range Life's withered hopes are dead — When prodigal of time and gold. They feel their need the most, That crime and sorrows sadly hold Such at their gloomy post? Life is just what you shall make it. It's your own uncultured field ; You can plow and cultivate it, And it fruit and flowers will yield. POETIC FRAGMENTS; But no other hand can do it; And if you leave it all undone, You will be the man to rue it When the harvest is begun. If you waste your life in riot, If, by loafing night and day, You try to kill time by it. Life will flitter soon away ; But when life is sadly ended, You will have no garnered sheaves, And nought of love or hope is blended Where there's only dark dead leaves. Do not seek with miser's greed, But strive to attain and stand Where you can give to those that need With kind and generous hand. O man! entrusted with your fate. To use life's fleeting breath. To fit you for a nobler state, Why will ye waste it unto death ? Then shun with care the useless waste Of money and of time. It soils the life, depraves the taste. And points the mind to crime. But cultivate this golden flower. And bravely toil and firmly wait. And soon amid life's tranquil bower Kind fortune's smile will vanquish fate. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 67 The damning curse of our age Is want of honesty and truth, The oft-recurring trust betrayed, And pampered follies of our youth. The ardent love of show and dress. The anxious haste for wealth and fame, And strong contempt, so oft expressed, For honest character and name. The spreading thought, too often praised, That crime is nothing, if it win ; And millions stole is sense displayed — To steal a little is a sin. Success is all that's to be sought, Regardless of the means and ways ; The only crime is being caught^ And in a prison end your days. These thoughts are poison to the mind, As scent of Upas trees. That, scattered on the whispering wind. Bears death upon the breeze. Another curse of modern day. Is lack of earnest aim in life ; We flitter half our years away In aimless thought and strife. The fashion, now too common, is, Receive a trust, steal all you can ; The people only call it " buis," And hail you as the rising man. 68 POETIC FRAGMENTS; Shall open shame go write her name On virtue, only prop of fame ? And grovelling men by acts proclaim, That vice and virtue are the same. Nay, though corruption now may sway. Yet honesty shall live and rise, And trust preserved have greater pay, And truth prove wiser far than lies. Integrity shall rule the land. And honest yeomen yet will rise. Maintain the trust that's in their hand, And fraud dishonor and despise. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 69 THE CAPTIVE JEWS. By the rivers of Babylon we sat down, Yea, with heavy hearts and looks cast down, For we long had journeyed with weary tread, As a captive band, by conqueror led; Our hearts were weary, and sad were we. As we hung our harps on the willow tree. We sadly wept when we thought of Zioh, Sorely torn, like the prey of lion, And oft turned our eager, tearful eyes To the hills that met the far off western skies. Jerusalem ! Jerusalem ! whene'er we thought of thee We sadly hung our harps upon the willow tree. When we thought of all our glories past. And how those glories closed at last — • Of our most beautiful, queenly city, Our hearts were touched and melted with pity ; We felt how hard it was a captive to be, And we hung our harps on the willow tree. Jerusalem! O, Jerusalem! if I forget thee. Thy lofty walls and stately cedar tree, If I forget thy beauty, thy glory cease to love. Thy blessed courts and temples — they seem like those above — May I forget my cunning, nor captive cease to be. But ever hang my harp upon the willow tree. 70 POETIC FRAGMENTS;- Though weary are our nights, and our labors long. They tljat led us hither captives require of us a song. How can we sing of Zion in a strange land ? We, a sad and feeble few of a captive band, When our hearts are far away by the Great Sea's billow^ And we have hung our harps upon the weeping willow. Though oft we heard sweet music within the mighty city,. It only roused our hearts to beat with hope and pity. Whene'er we saw her games and her festal days, Her many crowded streets and pleasure-seeking ways. With heavy hearts we'd lay our heads upon our pillOw, And sadly hang our harps upon the weeping willow. As Jehovah commanded, time our deliverance brought, And with happy tread our blessed land we sought ; Seventy long years after we entered the mighty town, Since by the rivers of Babylon sadly we sat down. Our captive bands were loosed, and we again were free, And gladly took our harps from off the willow tree. So we, like captive Jews in a strange land. When adverse winds cast our barque upon the strand, When many rocks appear, and many sorrows come, When breakers thick beset, and anchor we have none, When rudderless we drift upon life's stormy billow, Like them we hang our harps upon the weeping willow. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 71'. WOMAN. O ! would that I could touch my lyre, And bid its cords be free, To wake soft music, and aspire To sweetest melody, The highest note that I would touch, , Would praise creation's Sire, For His creative wisdom's such As make our souls admire. 'And 'mong the objects bright and rare Created by His power. There's none to man so pure and fair,. Or cheers his lonely hour, As woman. In her hallowed sphere She sits the queen of love; She has a smile, she has a tear, As pure as joys above. Earth hath no objects half so fair,. So heavenly and so pure; Man has no helpmate in his care. So lovely and so sure. 72 POETIC FRAGMENTS; As flowers their fragrance sweetly shed, Kind woman soothes the brow of care, And o'er man's darkest pathway spread The sunshine of a radiance fair. Methinks, o'er all the realms of space, Creative hand ne'er meant to trace A nobler form, or fairer face, With brighter charm, or sweeter grace, Than woman, who was sent to cheer Man in his lonely, hapless fate, With kindness, and affection's tear, And lead him to a higher state. Her charming face and trusting heart Wakes in his breast heroic flame ; For her he toils by strength and art, To carve his way to wealth and fame. He tills the soil, and sails the fleet. Subdues the earth, explores its wilds. To lay his treasures at her feet, For her approving love and smiles. In every land where women stand. In loving beauty by man's side, .His rudeness turns to manners bland. And truth and honor is his pride. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 73 First at the cradle and the grave, With sweUing heart and anxious breath, She ope's the eyes of great and brave, And shuts them in the glare of death. Then tyrant man, that scoffs at fear. At your own hearth, or where ye roafti, Strive with true love to bless and cheer This angel of our earthly home. 74 POETIC FRAGMENTS; FAREWELL TO MARY * Farewell, fair friend ! 'tis hard to part With one I thought to hold so dear; Though passion rend the feeling heart, It shall not start the bitter tear. Farewell ! for I will bid thee adieu, And faces fair as thine I'll see, And I will find a heart as true As thine could ever be to me. Though from thy brow bright beauty beam As fair and pure as it can be, And proud smiles on thy face doth gleam Too haughty, cold, and proud for me. I thought, in eternity and time, As less than stranger thou should'st be ; I thought indifference sublime Should waft me ever far from thee. But life's too short for bitter thought. Too brief for pride, too bright for tears ; The buried past to me is naught, And casts no shadow on the future years. * Every poet must have a Mary. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 75 I will not ask, when far away, One tender thought of love from thee, But only in life's future day That thou wilt kindly think of me. Remember me ! when sad thoughts steal Across thy fair young brow, When joy and hope do not reveal Their forms as bright as now. Remember me ! thou can'st not think Of one who held thee dearer, Or one whom time will fondly link Thy memory to him nearer. May joy and beauty with thee go. Nor ever from thee sever; May peace attend thy path below, And happiness forever ! 76 POETIC FRAGMENTS; TO JENNIE— REMEMBRANCE. Like dew gems of morning That sparkle so bright,. Like moonbeams adorning The glory of night, Like visions of beauty, Like stars in the main, Thy image, fair Jennie, Haunts bosom and brain.. Like roses of summer When fairest they bloom, Like streamlets that murmur 'Long banks of perfume, Like sweet music 'waking, O'er isles in the sea, Is memory's glance taking Bright glimpses of thee. The hopes that allure me To bliss in the skies. The promptings that bid me Be great and be wise. Are not in their beauty More pure and more true Than my heart's fond devotion, Fair Jennie, for you. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 77 Were this world ever bright And fair as it seems, Were our joys and dehght As we paint in our dreams, They could add no more bliss, As I journeyed along, Than thy smile and thy presence, Thou theme of my song. FAREWELL TO MISS B , ON HER DEPARTURE FOR COLLEGE. Miss B , farewell ! 'tis hard to tell, Amid life's checkered scenes, How oft the heart may wandering turn, And feel the soul within it burn. And hopes on which it leans Fade and depart, like autumn flowers Nipped by the blast in wintry hours ; But they know what it means. Who've said farewell to hopes and friends, And felt the pang that parting lends. Fair friend, you go, with mind aglow. To gather gems of thought ; To treasure truths and knowledge bright. To cheer your path with wisdom's light, And may you lack for nought ; 78 POETIC FRAGMENTS; But high the hill of science mount, Drink deep at the Castalian fount, " A soul-refreshing draught ; " And cultivate each social part That elevates the mind and heart. And may you learn, and' soon return To friends and kindred dear ; And may your life be tree from strife, And from all sorrows that are rife In this probation here. And now farewell ! 'tis hard to tell A friend we've known so long and well Farewell, without a tear. And may thy barque, borne by love's breeze^ Be wafted o'er bright, wavele&s seas. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 79 TO A FAIR ONE, AS AN UNKNOWN ADMIRER. I have seen thee, I have met thee, I know thy face is fair ; I know there's dimples in thy cheeks, And ringlets in thy hair. I know thou hast a soft dark eye. With hquid love it beams. It says thou art a lovely maid. Or says not what it seems. I know thou hast a pretty form, A step that's light and free ; And fancy oft has viewed that form Since 1 have looked on thee. I've seen thy eyelids gently droop, And shut bright glories in ; And yet the half-veiled glances said, " Look out ! I'm sure to win." I know thou hast a lovely mouth, 'Tis made hke Cupid's bow, And perfumed zephyrs from the south Have not such sweetness — no. And thy lips are red as rubies, Richly stored with honeyed bliss, And the gentle winds with pleasure sigh, Whene'er those lips they kiss. 80 POETIC FRAGMENTS; But 'tis unseeming in a stranger To thus address the fair, And in painting charms there's danger He may paint himself a snare. ,He does not bow at beauty's shrine Who pens this measured Hne ; He honors lasting gems of worth, The beauties of the mind. Yet sometimes, 'mid his deeper though Bright fancy wakes to birth, And brings, in glittering train unsought, The fairest forms of earth. .And when he sees some fair one's face, A stranger though she be. He views, with poet's eye, the grace Of form and symmetry, And asks if beings thus so fair, Have minds as fair as face, And if the heart has beauties rare As form is full of grace. And now a youthful stranger asks Your pardon thus to write, For when he does his thoughts unmask. He seeks the boldest flight. Yes, oft times flitting o'er his book, His glowing fancy paints The loveliest images, that look As fair and pure as saints ; OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 81 And he wonders if the fair ones here, Whose beauty pleased his eye, In beauty bright, undimmed by tear, Will shine in realms on high. LINES TO MISS LAURA. But just last Sabbath I went to preaching, To sing, and pray, and hear religious teaching. I quietly within a pew did sit me down, And to see what I might see I looked around. When, lo ! I saw as beautiful an object to behold As e'er by man was seen, or e'er by poets told. I have seen the sun on a morning bright ; I have seen the moon on a clear, still night; I have seen the rose in its beauty bud, And the rainbow bend o'er old ocean's flood; I've seen childhood sport in its innocent joy. And many of earth's flowers, and many a toy ; But never yet has such beauty rare Beamed on my sight as it did there. 'Twas a woman's form, but an angel's face. That sat in the pew with such queenly grace. Her form, it was perfect ; her face was as fair As the Grecian busts that are chiseled so rare; The soft raven hair, that waved on her brow. 82 POETIC FRAGMENTS? Was darker than clouds that rush waves on the prow ; The tinge on her cheek was as rich as the glow That crimsons the clouds when sunset is low ; Her eyes were like heaven's own azure dome blue, When the day it is fair, and the clouds they are few ; And her teeth were like pearls set in jewels most rare; And her countenance glowed with heavenly beauty most fair. And I thought as I quietly sat in my pew, % And fancy brought up many scenes to my view, Of the angels that dwell in the fair world of bliss, And are said sometimes to minister to mortals in this ; That 'mong the bright throng so celestial and fair, None more lovely could be found than she who sat there. Man's angel on earth ! heavenly woman so true ! As from visions of Eden I turn from the view. One glance at such beauty in soft rapture brings To my mind quiet joy, to my thoughts heavenly things. High, noble impulses rise up at the sight, And walk forth like the stars walk the fair fields of night,. And sweep through my bosom like song angel sings. And like the kind touch on a thousand harp strings. More potent than sermons preached from the stand. Was a glimpse at the work of Creator's wise hand. Nor did this lady fair make ray: devotion any the less, For a look at her inspired it, as I am willing to confess. And I felt a worthy ambition within my bosom rise To praise the great Creator, and be both good and wise. Asking that heaven might bless her and all the good each day. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 83 ^ Filled with heaven-born aspirations, I calmly turned away — Turned and fixed my wayward thoughts on the sermon. and its parts, And looked to Him who rules, and is searcher of all hearts ; Who sees the beauty of the soul and all its features fine — Beauties that are lasting, priceless, immortal and divine.. 84 POETIC FRAGMENTS; LINES WRITTEN ON THE MISSOURI RIVER, WHILE ON MY WAY WEST. To the West, to the West, I am bound for the West, The broad land of plenty, where millions are blessed ; Where the prairies are broad, and the forests are tall ; Where the air it is fresh, and there's room for us all; ' Where fair nature unveiled in her loveliest hues, Makes the heart ever glad and free from the blues ; Where the breezes refreshing, in frolicsome play, Kiss the many-hued flowers that bloom in their way ; Where the flowers blush at their beauty so sweet. Smile at the sun, and the breezes doth greet ; Where the heart is well tutored by nature's fair hand, And the mind at her fulness does widely expand; Where variegated landscapes in beauty are spread. As broad and expansive as nature's own tread. Then bear me, Missouri, upon thy smooth breast, For I seek a bright land still far to the West, Where the sun shines more brightly, the'sky is more fair, Where health is abundant and sickness is rare. Waft, waft me, ye winds, be propitious in flight, Tjjl I view other lands that will gladden my sight; Then bring me again to those scenes and this shore. To those friends and that quiet I knew once of yore. For I leave the dear scenes of jny childhood and youth. Where I sported in innocent simplicity and truth — -Many friends, many kindred, reminiscences dear. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. ' 85. That will cling to my heart, and in sadness will cheer. Yes, scenes that with pleasure my being did fill, Cling to me now, in years will cling to me still. I remember bright, eyes, fair faces, kind hearts, Whose forms from my memory will never depart. 'Tis strange but 'tis true, as the past has well proved. There are persons we meet, by whose faces we're moved,, The mind and the heart seems untutored to know, On whom true and fondly its affections to stow. Many friends and companions far behind me I leave, For many charming, love-inspiring fair ladies I grieve, Whose society and friendship I greatly enjoyed, Whom I long shall remember with pleasure alloyed — Alloyed on account of their absence from me, But perfect in this a sweet reminiscency. But I bid you adieu, kind maidens and fair, With your bright beaming faces and soft waving hair, With your gay, pleasant manners and bright winning ways, Your bewitching dark eyes that so cruelly slays, With your graceful forms and most perfect features. Farewell, ye supremely, admirable creatures. May you ever be thus charming and fair — ' Ever free from all trouble, sorrow and care ; And when you do wed may he worthy be In whom you trust happiness, life, liberty. Farewell now, my friends; pleasant scenes, fare ye well; The pain of this parting I will not now tell. For I seek other lands Avhere soft breezes sigh. Then welcome, ye plains ; Missouri, good-bye. POETIC FRAGMENTS; ELLA GRAY. In numbers here my song I'd whirl, And wake a tuneful lay To the virtues of a fair young girl, Whose name is Ella Gray. But lately I beheld her face, So perfect and so fair, The modest look, the quiet grace; O ! there was beauty there. I've seen fair woman in the pride Of gaudy fashion dressed, I've seen her mingle in the tide Where mazy dancers pressed; I've seen her in the parlor sit, With jewels in her hair, -And primp her face and try her wit. Some lover to ensnare. • Theirs is the glitter of an hour, The beauty of a day. But endless is true beauty''s power — That's found in Ella Gray. Some seek to wound you without cure. And cast your hopes away, But higher, nobler and more pure Are the thoughts of Ella Gray. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 87 For in fair Ella's lovely face Deception is not found, But guileless soul and modest grace Sheds beauty all around. There's purity upon her brow, As fair as heaven can be, And in her smile is beauty now. As bright as earth can see. There is a beauty in the soul, That outlasts aught of earth, Matter cannot the power control. To give such beauty birth. Fair Ella has this priceless gift. Religion lights her way. And piety her thoughts do lift To heaven and endless day. There's matchless beauty in her eye, And on her face I see A winning smile that I would prize. Though it were not for me. O Ella Gray ! fair Ella Gray, May beauty e'er be thine. May joys greet thee every day. And round thy pathway twine. 88 POETIC FRAGMENTS; May naught disturb thy peace of mind — Nay, heaven forbid they should — For heaven and justice round thee twined, Would blast them if they would. May heaven her richest blessings send Upon thy pathway here, And earth her choicest pleasures lend,. Nor ask of thee a tear. And Ella Gray, when far away, Think sometimes still of me. And I again, fair Ella Gray, Will oft times think of thee. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. A SOLDIER'S EPITAPH. Fellow-soldiers and friends, as you pass by- Shed a bright tear and heave a deep sigh, For a soldier's remains lie mouldering here, Whose memory is worthy the boon of a tear. Through many dangers and battles he passed. But sigh for his fate, for this was his last. 'Mid the tempest of battle, 'mid the havoc of fight, His bosom was pierced, his spirit took its flight. When his country demanded he came at her call, We rejoiced at his patriotism, but mourned at his fall. Then weep for his friends, for his country lament, That he can no more for them to battle be sent; That they and their brave young defender should part, One so valiant in spirit, so noble in heart. Weep also for him who, so young and so brave, Has found on this spot a premature grave. He went out in the hour of his country's deep gloom, To dispel which he rushed to a soldier's dark tomb. Let him rest where he lies, " on his death-bed of fame," And let liberty weep at the sound of his name. These words are a tribute to a soldier so true. For the soldier who wrote them wrote what he knew. 90 POETIC FRAGMENTS; FRAGMENTS TO MARY— REMEMBRANCE. The fleeting steps of time with muffled tread Have passed along, and many moons with Varied face have numbered months since on Your form I looked. Grim-visaged winter with His hoary locks has spread his snowy mantle O'er the earth, and time with icy fingers ushered in Another year since I have seen the sunshine of your Face light up the wintry pathway of a pilgrim here. Yet nothing that in thee most worthy was, or of a Noble stamp, that pleased the eye, or sent a thrill Of gladness through the heart, has been by me forgot. But ever and anon, as backward rolled the river of My thoughts, and I did gaze on memory's flowers That strewed its upper banks, I did behold. Reflected clear and bright, one that was fair, And in its lustre far outshone the brightest that E'er basked beneath an Orient sky, and in its Beauty and surpassing loveliness it did something Of your form and image take, that did beguile my Fancy of its brightest powers. And I have looked Upon it as a golden charm that lit the center Of my being with the glowing radiance of bright, Noble thoughts, as though I gazed upon a Flower of Paradise transplanted in a wintry cHme, To cheer with the fragrance of a heavenly smile The gloom and desolation of a weary round of life. Even as I gazed that smile, like sunshine, OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 91 Seemed to fill life's cup with bright and brimming joys, I wonder if I e'er will taste ? Or, like the fleeting Vision of a desert, will it tempt my thirst and Vanish as it came. Time will tell. I only know That I have built an altar in the land of memory, And, like pilgrims journeying to the holy city, I make a more than annual pilgrimage to Bow in wrapt devotion at its lovely shrine. Can such things be and yet are not ? Can memory With her glowing colors paint and lips portray a Living fraud ? 'Twas never in my mood. I wonder At the fancy that can paint a thousand beauties At a flash that never were. But memory who Has seen her idols, can she erect an altar to False and unknown gods ? We'll see. Has love Oped the dusky volume of my life, and penciled, with A quick and trembling hand, an image there that Stands fair and clear cut as the heart's bright frontis- piece, and memory will bring it up, she's such an Idol-worshiper ? Have I trod on magic ground, Or ventured in the Elysian fields that skirt the land of Love's bright dreams ? I know not. Yet I've thrown a Wealth of fancy round this memory's flower that will Weigh it to the earth, or lift it like a soaring angel To the skies. I wonder if I e'er shall meet one Loving heart so true, and we shall be the happiest Two that ever trod life's journey through ? I wonder If our path shall glide through valleys of peace, along Quiet rivers of joy, amid flowers of affection, beneath The ever-green foliage of constancy, where the gentle 92 POETIC FRAGMENTS; Whisperings of love will be sweeter music than the melody Of ^olian harps, where the bright rays of heaven Sent hope, and the golden sunshine of true happiness Shall gild the scene with a radiance and beauty That shall laden Hfe with sweetness, and our souls With peace and joy; and descendmg life's gentle Declivity shall the glorious, bright-beaming sun of Enduring, heavenly hope shimmer down through Bright-rifted clouds in golden-tmted hues upon Our closing pathway ? But time and sentiment, Like arm-hnked youths, go hastening by, and staid Propriety, with her sober smile, forbids a further Flow of deep or transient sentiment. And, Backward turning, memory recalls her distant Thoughts. Yet, still I feel the charm of grace And character that hovers round this memory's- Flower, and in my recollection treasured up. Amid the imges of things most beautiful and Lovely, I know it still is there. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 93 FRAGMENTS TO MARY. FRIENDSHIP AND THE PAST. Again I write, but not with glowing ardor And the buoyant hopes that thrill the soul Of youth, when every heart-string trembles at The breath of love, but with the kind and Steady glow of sacred friendship, Love's second Self. And with the wish that as true friendship Ever treasures up a friend, so may I claim Your kind remembrance to the last, nor altogether Be forgot. In the language of the blind and Aged bard of ancient Scio's rocky isle, *^ Forget me not, but let my spirit linger As a soft, shadowy twilight o'er thy mind, And, like a harp touched by thy finger, My voice shall whisper through the evening wind, Forget me not ! " Perhaps we each have little felt the slowly withering Touch of Time's corroding hand, that draws his Plowshare, softly tracing furrows on the brow. But a few more quickly fleeting years will Leave them there ; and they Will deepen into darker lines, and stand As marks of ocean's waves, deep-furrowed, stand Upon the rocky cliffs that girt her stormy shore. For life, like ocean's billows, has her ebb and Flow, her quiet, peaceful glidings, and her stormy, 94 POETIC FRAGMENTS; Whelming waves, all pressing onward to the bottndless And unknown. The petty cares and toils, dark, troubled Thoughts, the restless longings, and the chafing spirit, Like the rolling waves, do beat upon the soul- Reflecting brow, and leave their traces furrowed there. Perhaps we each have had our cares. There is beneath The ocean of my buried past, amid the tangled Sea- weeds of its lower depths, some once bright Thoughts, and sweet dead hopes, that might have Sailed upon the upper surface as a gallant Barque cleaves the blue waves with precious Freight, and buoyant sweeps upon the wing Of winds to its bright haven o'er the silvery sea ; But scarce ere they had budded, they were chilled by the touch Of a rough, cruel blast, that should have been a Heavenly breeze, and sank in their bright Fragrance, with a sad and wistful look. To the silent depths, where all the pebbles And the storms of life can scarce arouse Them from their silent, beautiful repose. There let them rest ! Such has been the fate Of better men. They may come up as pictures,. Or as dreams, whose beauty can not fade. It may be that ocean's waters cannot wash Them out, and they may glide along with Time, and last beyond this mortal breath. But Time, that laid them low, has robbed Them of their pang and bitterness, which Is enough. 'Twere better to have felt OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 95 A thousand pangs than, like cold marble And the sluggish clay, ne'er feel at all ; For after that may come some gleam of sunshine, And the glad heart leap up like larks to meet the sun. Though clouds may lower, and darkness hover O'er my path, I'll hold a steady helm, A young and fearless heart, and ride the waves. Whate'er the fate, my barque await ! FAREWELL TO SANTA FE. With mingled thought, and mingled feeling Of joy and sadness o'er me stealing, As from thy gates I now depart. With willing feet but saddened heart, I'll pause a moment here to say. In accents deep, and milder way. Farewell awhile ! farewell to thee ! Thou gay and lively Santa Fe. I've whiled away some pleasant hours Within thy gates, beneath thy bowers ; I've seen thy dark-eyed maidens oft Awake sweet music, clear and soft. Or mingle in the mazy dance, With skilful feet and winning glance. And welcome pleasure with a smile Of gladness beaming all the while. 96 POETIC FRAGMENTS; I've heard of fair Italian skies, Of dark-eyed beauties' beaming eyes. Of fair Castilia's blushing maids, Where love assumes far deeper shades, And mantles with a richer glow The rosy cheek and breast of snow, Or trembHng on the lips, does course With impulse quick and passion's force. But here within this pleasant vale. Where mountains part the wintry gale. And form a wall both strong and high. To meet the earth and prop the sky. Are dark-eyed mai'dens, soft and fair, And moonUght nights as bright and rare As e'er Italia's skies can boast, Or Castile number with her host. Along these mountain sides are seen Cedars and pines, forever green ; Below, the ancient town you view. And Little River flowing through. Far in the distance view the land Where rolls the turbid Rio Grande. Here would I sit, with some fair maid, Upon a rock, beneath the shade, Fanned by the soft breeze passing by. Charmed by a glance of her dark eye, And accents of Castilian tongue, Where melody and sweetness hung, OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 97 And view the pleasant scenes below, The quiet streets, the river's flow ; The Casas Blancas and the spires Of churches gleam like glowing fires. The sun at mid-day scarce looks down Upon the earth with ardent frown, But throned above in splendor bright, Smiles on the earth with warmth and light. And seasons come and seasons go. Nor changes much his warmth and glow ; And when he sets above yon hills. With golden splendor heaven he fills. Here would I sit in the mid-day, A pleasant hour to while away; But when the night sweet silence brings, .'Spreads ©'er the earth her sable wings, And bids the moon, with modest face, Look down on nature's resting-place, Then would I stroll alone, and view Unconscious Nature in her softest hue. And as I viewed the starry skies. The glittering host with twinkling eyes. And felt the soft, the gentle breeze Steal o'er the streets and through the trees, How could I but with warmth exclaim, '■ Would thy beauties were known to fame ! In other lands, I well do ween, More lovely nights were never seen." 98 POETIC FRAGMENTS;-, I would not to the Italian sky One truthful tribute e'er deny, For poets sing and travelers talk Of orange groves and moonlit walk j But this I do with candor claim For these fair nights more honored name, And boast it, as I well may dare, Italian nights are not more fair. But let not maids, nor mountains high. Nor quiet vales, nor lovely sky. Obscure the friendship that I hold For fairer forms of gentler mould. Transplanted from another land,. Of fairer race and face they stand ; Columbia's daughters, bright and free, Farewell ! I say, farewell to thee ! I paused, to bid a last adieu To scenes hke these I lately knew ; But when I paused, my fancy's trace Had more of lengthiness than grace. But now adieu to Spanish maids. With deep black eyes and sable braids j, And now, again, farewell to thee. Most gay and lively Santa Fe ! OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 99 DESCRIPTION OF A DAY AND NIGHT ON THE PLAINS— ECLIPSE OF THE MOON, Etc. The day was very bright and fair,. The sun rode high in upper air ; On wheels of fire he seemed to ride Through trackless seas of ether wide. Majestic was his silent tread, And as he looked on earth he shed, From countenance supremely bright, Kind, glowing warmth and living hght.. So brightly shone his dazzling face That human eye could scarcely trace Whether it was with ardent frown Or genial smile that he looked down. As o'er the trackless plain he rose, Nature awoke from calm repose, Shook off her lethargy to greet The king of day's returning feet. The plain extended far and wide. And in the distance seemed to glide Where earth and sky commingling met, In azure bright, or darkening jet. 'Twas level, save when here and there Appeared a bluff or hillock bare. These in the distance gloomy stood With sable brow and sullen mood. No forests tall were to be seen, too POETIC FRAGMENTS ; No pleasant vales or meadows green, No habitations there of man ; Far as the keenest eye could scan It was a monstrous waste of land, Of coarse brown grass, and scattered sand. But who can well with pen describe This broad expanse of prairie wide ? The weary traveler when he stands Amid this endless sea of lands Feels isolated, lone and lost. Like one on ocean's bosom tossed. With trackless waters round him spread. And heaven's canopy overhead. But when the bright and beauteous sun His daily course had glorious run, • With larger face and brighter hue. As if he bade a kind adieu, He sank far in the distant west, As weary traveler sinks to rest. Then twilight came, with sotter ray. As rearguard of the parting day, To chase awhile, with sombre light. The gathering shades of coming night. This sober hour oft have I sought To join in meditative thought, Wake nobler feelings in my breast, Calm wilder feelings into rest. And view the slow expiring day As emblem of man's sure decay. The night advanced with gathering gloom, OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 101 And lowering clouds did darkly loom, Like monsters of the upper deeps That revel while kind nature sleeps. The balmy winds that blessed the day, Swollen with pride, now swept their way,. Howling across the level plain Like requiem sung o'er foemen slain. Though sable clouds thick floated round,. A few light clouds were to be found Amid the latter, and between Rode the full moon with placid sheen. I looked, and saw a shadow deep Along the moon's edge slowly creep, And when I looked again, did mark The growing shadow grow more dark. The earth its shadow slowly trace Along the pale moon's silvery face. Between the sun and moon she passed. And cast her shadow on the last. To see the moon come out again I cast me down upon the plain, No covering but the restless sky. No sounds save that of winds passed by. The clouds still floated thick above, But whether from respect or love They still did leave a vacant space Through which the moon might show her face,. I watched that shadow long and well, And saw the light die where it fell, Until the moon was covered alL 103 POETIC, FRAGMENTS; And wrapped as in a funeral pall. Then darkness flapt her sable wings, And deeper gloom spread o'er all things. It lasted thus perhaps one hour, When light first showed her glowing power. And rayless moon that hung like lead In heaven's vault, now softly shed From half-veiled face, bright silvery light, That pierced the gloom that rob'd the night And soon again night's sable queen Looked forth unshadowed and serene. And soon the winds did sink to rest, And dark clouds hovering floated west. And night assumed her placid mien, And moon her calm, unruffled sheen. And with a kind and winning grace Looked down on earth with modest face. Ah ! placid moon, oft hast thou viewed The battle-field with corpses strewed. Reproachful viewed each bloody deed, And pitying saw their victims bleed. Viewed calmly as thou now dost ride Full many a wreck of storm and tide ; Full many a ship on ocean's wave That long hath found a watery grave ; Full many a theft and horrid crime, Long hidden by the lapse of time; Full many a nation swept away. Her rise, her progress, and decay ; Full many lovers as they walked OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 103 And in low love-tones softly talked ; Who otten raised their love-lit eyes And beaming face to moon-Ut skies, And saw thy smiling face above Look down and bless their mutual love ; And vowed the flame they blushed to own Was far more constant than thine own. ^'i But time sped on, while fancy keen Sought from the moon what she had seen. And night passed by with silent feet Till she and dawning day did meet. Then light o'er earth did gently creep. And man awoke from healthful sleep, And rising sun proclaimed the day^ ]. And gloomy darkness fled away. 104 POETIC FRAGMENTS; FAREWELL TO MISS W. I am thinking now of a lady fair, With deep blue eyes and golden hair, With virtues many and beauty much, And all hearts feel her magic touch. With manners pleasant and winning mind,. And fair as the fairest ot her kind. 'Tis true I have not known her long, Bur I know that her virtues are worthy of song,. That goodness and beauty in her doth combine To soften the heart and tutor the mind; But this the sad sequel is hardest to tell, Soon for distant lands she'll bid us farewell. Farewell, then, Miss W., may you ever be From trouble and sorrow forever free. May thy path be strewn with garlands fair. And life yield thee joys both solid and rare. And this with truth you may ever know. My best wishes go with you wherever you go. May the blessings of heaven attend in thy course, And the joys of this earth add its bhss to their force,. And the fullness of both, like the beautiful sun, Shine bright on thy path till thy race thou hast run,. Till with smile on thy face and hope in thine eye. To earth and its changes thou'lt bid a good-bye. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 105 FRAGMENTS. EDUCATION. Education is a drama in which each one acts his part ; It begins when we begin, and ends when we depart ; It is the full development of body, mind and heart. SCHOOL DAYS. Those hours were pleasant that in play were spent, Or culling from books, with mind intent. Most useful knowledge, that, in future days, Should guide our feet and cheer our ways. YOUTH AND AGE, Youth is like the glowing morn, bursting into brighter day, Like the ardent sun that sweeps swiftly on to noontide's ray; Youth is bursting life and joy, pressing on with ardent feet To the noontide of life's day, to where strength and manhood meet. Age is like the setting sun, sinking in the twilight gray, Like cold starlight shimmering down at the close of winter day — Like benighted traveler lost, waiting for another dawn. Whose day of strength is past, and he fears to venture on. 7 106 POETIC FRAGMENTS; PRIDE. I love a manly pride, that sets with gentle grace Upon a noble brow and a firm and manly face ; I love an honest hand, and a fi-ank and earnest eye, That says, " Life is my battle-ground; I conquer or I die." The pride that says, " I'll be a man of high and noble stamp. That honesty shall be my guide, and truth shall be my lamp; Too brave to lie, too proud to steal, I'll live an honest life. And buffet back temptation's waves, or perish in the strife." SCORNFUL PRIDE. Scorn or contempt I ne'er could brook, Anger and hatred I'd rather see ; I cannot bear the scornful look, That says, *' You are no match for me." Were I to lay an honest heart At feet of one I loved most well, A little scorn would make me start. And snatch it as from gates of hell. THIS WORLD A FLEETING SHOW. O, this world I it is dreary. And how many grow weary Of its toils and its cares, And its troubles and snares ! OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 107 Many there be who would not regret, Should their sun of life set. In this world is wealth, honor and merit, But we know even these are vexations of spirit. All the pleasures and joys that man can e'er gain, Beginneth in fear and endeth in pain-; All the power and glory that he can e'er crave, Is his but a moment, then spoils of the grave. Who, then, that treads along the slippery paths of life, Meandering through labyrinths of toil and fields of strife, But who would meekly bow to death's oblivious rod, And sleep in peace, that they might wake with God ! TO VIRGINIA. Though we parted once in sadness, 'Mid the halcyon days of yore. Soon we'll meet again in gladness. More fondly than before. O ! that glorious, happy meeting. Beneath a brighter sky, With our hearts in union beating. And love light in our eye. Then we'll meet and naught can sever. Bound by love's gentle band, We will walk life's pathway ever. Together hand in hand. 108 POETIC FRAGMENTS; How I long, dear, darling Jennie, To see thy smiling face; I have seen the smiles of many. But none can take thy place. Thy face is fair and lovely, Thine eyes are softly blue. And who could help but love thee. Who knows thy heart so true — Who knows the wealth and depth of love That in thy bosom glows, The purity, like heaven above, That from thy spirit flows ? Thy soul looks through the doors of sight, And beams from out thine eye With golden light, both pure and bright. As angels passing by. O ! could I gaze into those eyes That beam with heavenly thought, I'd feel the ties of love I prize. Still nearer to me brought. I knew when first I saw thy form, When first thy smile I felt. That heart more pure and love more warm Ne'er in a bosom dwelt. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 109 O ! happy were the hours I spent While sitting by thy side, And once with love-toned voice I bent And wooed thee for my bride. I told thee how I loved thee, I took thy hand in mine And drew it gently to me, And asked thee to be mine I saw the tear-drop in thine eye, I felt the ocean deep Of love within my heart roll high, That I could make thee weep. That hour I never shall forget. But memory will retain it. And time will only deeper set That diamond gem within it. But, dear, we soon shall meet again. And blessed will be that meeting. And passed will be the pang of pain. And glad will be the greeting. Then I will claim thee for my bride, My precious one, my dearest, My lovely, fair and darling pride, The sweetest and the nearest. 110 POETIC FRAGMENTS; Now, fleeting time, go plume your wing, And dip your feet in pleasure. And from the streams of bliss go bring Us joy without measure. For soon upon life's restless main, We'll tie our barques together, And joyful sail till port we gain. Nor fear no stormy weather. FAREWELL TO THE ATHANEAN SOCIETY. Hail hope ! propitious fortune hail ! And light my future way. Nor let my barque 'mid sorrow sail, When from these halls I stray. For fate has bid my feet depart, 'Mid other scenes to go; Yet how it pains the yearning heart The cruel thought to know. The many pleasant hours I've spent Within these classic walls, In other days, like music sent. Will tread though memory's halls, 'Tis here I've met, in' converse sweet, Kind, noble-hearted youths. In wisdom's ways they train their feet, And seek for heaven-born truths. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. Ill 'Tis here each one has brought his store Of knowledge and of thought, And each has sought from hidden lore To drink a heavy draught. Here we have met congenial friends, Saw mental combats rage, And how each mind its power lends To make each rising sage. There is one word I soon must speak, I hate that word to tell. That I soon other scenes will seek. And bid these halls farewell. Farewell, my friends ! ye scenes, farewell ! I leave you with your joys, x I love you more than words can tell. More than gay scenes and toys. 112 POETIC FRAGMENTS; ON HEARING OF THE DEATH OF A LADY FRIEND. This wondrous world is full of change, Of varied scenes and things most strange, Where joy and woe each have their day, Where pleasures charm and vices slay, Where old and young, and power and gold 'Neath time's relentless wheels are rolled ; Where death its spoils and victims claim. In every land of every name. Nor less the grave //i victories boast. For legions are its sleeping host, And in its pulseless breast shall lie The prince, the potentate, and I. But O! indeed 'tis sad to think That all men tremble on its brink — The rich, the poor, the high, the low, Soon its oblivious rest shall know. The vigorous youth in childhood's hour, The maiden fair and manhood's power. The lover with his golden dream. The wedded fair in joy's brigh beam, The great in thought, the great in name. The great in earthly power and fame, Soon each shall feel death's cold embrace, And in the tomb shall end their race. These were my musings, this my thought, OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 113 When from afar sad news was brought That she was dead. Can it be true, That in the tomb she slumbers too ? She who was fair, divinely fair, For beauty famed and talents rare. From her bright eye there sweetly beamed A beauty that all heaven-born seemed, And every feature of her face, Glowed with soft beauty, truth and grace ; The pendent ringlets of her hair Were dark as night and soft as air; Her form was pretty, and full of grace Was every motion she did trace. The radiant beauty of her soul Increased the lustre of her outward mould ; For still the maid her charms improved, With inward greatness nothing moved. I knew her in her early youth. And saw her grow in beauty, truth. Now in life's early morn she stood. Just budded into womanhood. When death, destroyer of our race. Did on the wall a writing trace, And numbered all her mortal days. Then tuned htr harp for heavenly lays. To a brave youth she was engaged. Who grasped the sword while battles raged. Now that the sun of peace did shine, The white flag round the sword did twine, The fires of war did cease to burn. 114 POETIC FRAGMENTS; He soon to home and friends would turn. Yes, just before this sad event A loving epistle to her he sent, Stating, that now the war was o'er, His bloody sword he grasped no more ; He soon would have those vows fulfilled That four long years his being thrilled ; That she had been his star and guide 'Mid dangers dark and battle's tide ; That he had faithful been he knew, Nor doubted she had been less true ; That time had naught decreased his love, That he had loved her, and would love ; And dreary would the hours pass by Till he could view love in her eye, And hear the music of her tongue On which his hopes impending hung ; That she to him was life, was all. While he stood on this earthly ball — The ocean thence his thoughts did flow, The garden where his hopes did grow, The star that led him through the night. The sun that flashed him glorious light. Most gladly she his letter received. For the long separation each had grieved ; And they both had been to each other true. Their love not chilled by time's cold dew. He came : but O ! his sorrow and pain. When in the tomb he heard she was lain. But a few short weeks before this event, OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 115 With her mother's remains to the grave she went ; But a few days before her bridal day, After brief sickness, she was taken away. Her lover o'er his grief did ponder. And, as one in a dream, did sadly wander. Or like one who has lost a precious treasure, And the depth of his grief is unable to measure, He wandered alone on a beautiful night To the new-made grave that hid her from sight, And there his impassioned soul he did pour O'er the rehcs of her who would cheer him no more. He bowed his head on his heaving breast, And fixed his eye on the grave's cold crest, And heavily leant on a marble block ; While grief, like a storm, his soul did rock. Then burst these words with fearful force. While the tears adown his cheek did course : " Farewell to earth and earthly toys ! Here lie my buried hopes and joys. I, daring, thought to write my name High on the gates of deathless fame. And hoped that she might share the same — My fortune and my deathless name. Bur O ! this fleeting world of ours, Where hopes are twined round fading flowers. The dead leaves scattered o'er the dead. Are emblems of bright visions fled. And here I bow in quenchless grief. That her pure life should be so brief, That death should claim such beauty bright, 116 POETIC FRAGMENTS; And grave should hide her from my sight. Ye stars ! ye moon, with pitying ray ! , Know ye this was her bridal day ? I have, while here in grief I lean, The end of all perfection seen." Then turned he mournful from the mound, And sadly in the dust sat down. Here we will leave him in his woe, Nor seek his future course to know ; But e'er we part we'll drop a tear To worth and beauty slumbering here. OR. COLLEGE POEMS. 117 SCIPIO AND THE CAPTIVE PRINCESS. " The first Scipio, when he conquered Spain, took a beautiful Spanish princess prisoner, who was soon to have been married to a prince of that country, and returned her to her lover not only untouched, but giving her a for- tune besides." — Chesterfield's Letters. Hail, Apollo ! touch my lyre With thy fingers' magic power, Till it wakes heroic fire. And with music charms the hour. It is sad to tell the story, How a hero was cut down In the midst of power and glory And the bloom of his renown. But 'tis sweet to sing of heroes Who, when fickle fortune smiled, Did not act the part of Neros, But were gentle, just, and mild. Then assist my faltering fingers. And the gentle muses bring, For each sound in discord lingers, And no common theme I sing. 118 POETIC FRAGMENTS; 'Tis of the right noble Scipio, The continent and brave, And how while, he Spain did lay low, A Spanish maid did save. She was gentle, young, and fair, Such as fan love into flame. And to her many beauties rare She added wealth and name. She was a feeble captive brought, And by the rules of war He could have used her as he sought, And broke no binding law. Yet when he saw this captive maid. And heard her mournful story. He far aside power, passion laid. And showed heroic glory. When she in his proud presence stood She bowed in silence low, Then plead her cause in mournful mood With the " eloquence of woe." She said, " I stand a captive here, Your mercy to implore. And should not he who knows no fear Know pity still the more ! OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 119 " My father lived beside the Tagus, A prince of high degree, And wealth and fortune favored us Full many joys to see. " In innocent childhood's happy hours I gladly roamed the dell, And sat 'neath Andalusian bowers, And fairy tales did tell. " And there was one who strolled with me In the evening's rural walk, And plucked the fairest flowers for me, And in discourse sweet did talk. " He was a noble, dark-haired youth, With manly mien and bold. The soul of honor and picture of truth, My equal in rank and gold. *• And as we grew in years apace Our love increased with time. Till we fondly viewed each other's face In love and trust sublime. " I tell you, sire, he was in truth A worthy, noble man. And scorn the love of such a youth No woman easy can. 120 POETIC FRAGMENTS; " Ah ! great the bUss that we enjoyed, As together hand in hand, With trust in the future unalloyed. We strolled in the bright woodland. " 'Twas on a bright, mild summer day, I do remember well. He did his burdened heart reveal, A tale of love did tell. " Our hearts did then congenial meet In mingled trust and love. Such as the angels mortals greet To heavenly joys above. " And there we pledged our sacred word Forever to be true; Our whispered vows the forest heard. And saw our joys renew. " Ah ! would those hours had been prolonged, Those hours so bright and sweet. Whose memory still will linger long To cheer my faltering feet. " But while I thought misfortune far. And with my joy was flushed, I heard the clarion notes of war. Saw men to battle rushed. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 131 " And now I stand a captive here, My father is no more ; My gallant lover is not here, He's banished in his woe. ** And ah ! brave sire, you cannot tell The wealth of woman's love ; The eagle knows his eyrie well, Nor droops his wing, but mounts above, " And o'er it broods with anxious care ; So woman does love's mantle fling. With softness of the doves that pair, And tireless as the eagle's wing. " Who has my promised hand and heart Is worthy of them all, And while he acts the hero's part, Like hero he may fall. " But mine the sorrow and the woe When comes the mournful day ; I shall not long these sorrows know. But soon beside him lay." " Be calm, fair maid," the hero said, " And still this bursting grief. The sorrows that bow down thy head Shall have a life most brief. 8 122 POETIC FRAGMENTS; " No longer thou art a captive here, But a fair and worthy guest, And all my power I'll use with care To make thy portion blest. " I forgive thy lover, who boldly fought Against my country's arms, And will have him to thy fair side brought Long to enjoy thy charms. " 111 restore him to his former place As ruler in the land, And he shall here before my face In marriage claim thy hand." The lover came ; a few days passed In hours of joy and glee. When to lighted halls, and bugle's blast, - Came a gallant company. They came in pomp and noble pride To the happy marriage feast. And there flowed of wine and wit a tide That not till morning ceased. In the height of music and mingled talk There came a silence still, When entered this couple with stately walk, That sent through the halls a thrill. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 123 And there they took each other's hands, And heard that solemn tone That bound them in hymeneal bands, And made of twain the one. And many thronged round to congratulate This happy bride and groom ; And joy and glee at their happy fate With gladness filled the room. Among the rest brave Scipio came To offer them his hand, Happy as when the trump of fame Hailed him conqueror of the land. He said, " May thy happiness never end, But prosperous be thy days ; May fortune ever her favor lend, And smile upon thy ways." To make amends for the loss of war Five hundred talents he gave, . And showed the Roman was as liberal far As he was gallant and brave. Long lived this noble and happy pair Their country for to bless, Their virtues known, and acknowledged rare, Nor time did make them less. 124 POETIC FRAGMENTS; And as they trod life's pathway sHm And down its vista passed, Their love with time did not grow dim, But faith and trust did last. Mr Like some tall pine that rears and sits Above the forest high, While the trees below bow but to it, It bows but to the sky. So they, while others homage paid, Their virtues did exalt, And in the skies their treasures laid. And heavenlier virtues sought. And now the moral is plain to all — Virtue will have reward; 'Tis something acknowledged by great and small, And prospered of the Lord. Besides the pleasure that Scipio felt In such a virtuous deed. Mortals and gods applauding knelt And proffered him the meed. Two thousand years have passed away ; Millions have reaped and sown ; Joy, vice, and woe have had their day, Yet still this deed is known. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 125 And now, friends, youths, and ye who hold The power within your hand, Be virtuous, and in mildness bold, e And gladden all the land, Even to a poor, defenseless maid Be gentle and be kind ; Such actions are in glory laid, And show the noble mind. To tell the story of such a deed History will never tire, And poets will award the meed. And wake poetic fire. 126 POETIC FRAGMENTS; TO-MORROW. Trust not the future, strive to-day, And wait not for to-morrow, For time, that bears you on the way, Ere then may bring you sorrow. Waste not to-day and fondly dream To-morrow will be pleasant. The only time that you can claim Is now, the living present. To-day even is not all your own, Much less unborn to-morrow ; And what to-day is reap'd or sown Is past the reach of sorrow. Fret not away the now — to-day — And idly wish to-morrow, For when it comes its brightest ray May bring but grief and sorrow. Besides, there is no lease of life. To-day nor yet to-morrow, Ere then the soul may sink in strife. Nor one day more may borrow. To-morrow is the unborn day. Held in the hand of Deity, And it may find you on time's way. Or in the vast eternity. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 127 I knew a lady friend who said, " To-morrow will be pleasant, For two dear friends are coming then, How dreary seems the present." To-morrow came, also her friends, She joyous ran to meet them. Her heart leaped up with sudden bound, With gladness then to greet them. She caught their hands and said, " How glad," No other words did utter, But sudden fell before their feet. Her heart had ceased to flutter. The sudden bound, the joyous thrill. Life's brittle thread did sever ; Her heart leaped once and then grew still, To-morrow was forever. I knew a friend who merry said, " To-day is fine for hunting. To-morrow we will try our hand. And have some glorious shooting." To-morrow came, he took his gun, . And starting, paused a moment To say, " To-day we'll have some fun." The gun spake with the movement, 128 POETIC FRAGMENTS; For from the door-sill where it rest It slipped, and quickly rended His warm and buoyant throbbing breast, And life with him was ended. The longed for day, to-morrow, came. Though truly never comes to-morrow. It always is the now — to-day — That brings us joy or sorrow. Yet still, we say to-morrow came, And hope and joy were blending, He little thought himself the game. To-morrow's dream unending. Another, in proud manhood's strength, Said, " I will hunt to-morrow. But while I think I'll load my gun, That game may come to sorrow." He took his gun from off the rack. And said, " I wonder if it's loaded ; Wife, will you pull the hammer back While I blow in the muzzle ?" A shudder shook her frame, she said, " The gun it may be loaded. And I might shoot you through the head — Oft evil is forboded." OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 129 He placed the gun upon the floor, His foot upon the hammer, He thought not death was in its bore. Life on its shppery hammer. He placed his mouth upon the bore And blew down in its muzzle. His foot slipped off on to the floor, Leaden death shot down his palate. To him to-morrow never came. But with a flash life left him, He tasted death that sudden came. And took his checks to cash them. You say it was a careless risk. That filled his friends with sorrow. That caused his wife to weep and mourn, A widow, on the morrow. And yet you take a thousand risks, A thousand dangers borrow, And, thoughtless, dream through all you'll pass, And count a sure to-morrow. I knew a youth who joyous said, " To-morrow I'll be happy, It is the day on which I wed. Who then could be unhappy ? 130 POETIC FRAGMENTS; " To-morrow I shall see her face, In joyous love and gladness, And I will kiss away each trace Of anxious thought or sadness. " Within an hour I'll take the train, 'Twill bear me on with swiftness, The iron horse will snort and strain, I'll glory in his fleetness." He took a seat within the cars, They whistled and they started ; He thought they met 'neath happy stars, Met never to be parted. He thought they stood in loving pride, And faithful vows were plighted, He thought he claimed her for his bride, They two were one united. He read her letters, nor fancy slept. The cars swept on with fleetness, His bosom heaved he almost wept, For joy so full of sweetness. But quick a shock ran through his brain, And darkness passed before him. From, off the track had plunged the train. Its wreck was strewn above him. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 131 The plighted one she gleeful said, " To-morrow I'm to marry, It is so strange, I'm nearly wed, For time will never tarry. " My dress is not entirely done, And I'm in quite a flurry, My lover comes with morrow's sun, Time goes in such a hurry. " To-morrow, it will soon be here, I feel a little sadness, And yet how many wed, nor fear, But enter in with gladness. " He loves me, and I'll look so neat. In veil and dress of whiteness ; He'll kiss me, say I am so sweet And fairer than the fairest." To-morrow came ; the glorious sun Rose high with warmth and brightness, And a happy heart that day begun With cheery glee and lightness. Her cheeks were dimpled with a smile, Her lips were red with ripeness, Her busy thoughts the hours beguile, Her face was flushed with brightness. 132 POETIC FRAGMENTS; He came not, though the train was due, Still later and no lover, Then anxious fears her spirit knew, And o'er her heart did hover. The guests were there, the marriage hour Stood in the living present ; How strange no bridegroom at that hour, How awkward and unpleasant. But soon one came and breathless said, " Found 'neath the train, his skull was broken." She caught the words, she fell as dead, Her heart was rent and broken. And thus two lives that wished the morn, And yearned for bright to-morrow, Found, when it came, its early dawn Brought only death and sorrow. And thus it is o'er all the land We spurn to-day and seek to-morrow ; And hopes are wrecked upon that strand Unknown to joy or yet to sorrow. And men may die and hearts grow cold Between the evening and to-morrow, Yet still the sunset weaves its gold For those who smile, for those who sorrow. OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 133 And graves are made, and men grow old, Betwixt to-day and bright to-morrow. And still new lives and loves unfold To those who smile, to those who sorrow. And joy may snap life's brittle thread, And so may sudden sorrow, And hopes and lives be with the dead Before the dawn to-morrow. For joy and hope, and grief and death, Fill up to-day and make to-morrow, And will until we close life's breath And cease to dream of bliss or sorrow. 134 POETIC FRAGMENTS; MY IDEAL. I have a bright ideal, whose presence makes me blest, It warms my brain with sweetest thought, and glows within my breast, It brightens fancy's magic touch with radiant life and power. And yields its joys and nectared sweets to every passing hour. Its smile lights up the darkest path, and points me on to duty, It charms me with its soothing voice and face of fairest beauty ; With glowing heart and heaving breast, and gaze fixed on the future. Its beaming eyes that ardent shine immortal fires nurture. It is not beauty, with her cheek of richly tinted color. With gay attire and costly dress, perfumed with sweetest odor. With jewels sparkling on her breast, soft eyes that glow with pleasure. And seek fond admiration's gaze, and know no higher treasure. It is not pleasure flushed with.- wine, and eyes that flash with passion, Whose heaving breasts with ardor sigh, and seek but love and fashion, OR, COLLEGE POEMS. 135 With flowing, loose, disshevelled hair, and to the waist dismantled, With lips still red with passion's taste, extended arms un- trammelled. It is not wealth, that takes its ease, and rides in finest carriage, That worships gold, and worships self, and joins the two in marriage ; That seeks and hoards with miser's care, nor gives to grief or pleasure, But makes the golden calf its god, and paltry pelf its treasure. It is not fame, that takes her seat high on the heights of glory, That glitters in the minstrel's song and in heroic story, That blows her trump, and nations gaze, and down the coming future The storied urn, the marble shaft, nods over buried virtue. It is not beauty all alone, she lacks for soul and culture ; It is not pleasure's necked zone, she lacks the blush of virtue ; It is not wealth with greedy hand, she is too proud and selfish ; It is not fame with pompous breath, she is too cold and cheerless. 136 POETIC FRAGMENTS; These all have charmed me, and I've felt that joy was in their presence, That gladness followed at their feet, and bliss made up their essence ; I've often wished to twine my arm around the waist of beauty, To gaze on pleasure's beaming eyes that dim the path of duty. I ve often thought a worthy name, that fame could justly honor, Would add to life a brighter charm than pleasure, wealth, or power ; I've sometimes gazed on deathless names with fondness of a lover, While fancy painted glories bright that round their lives did hover. But they are not so charming yet as is my bright ideal. They wake not joys in the breast so quiet, true, and real. They cast not o'er the present life, nor o'er the coming future. Such radiant light, such glory bright, nor heavenly visions nurture. For my ideal, fair and bright, has the loving face of duty. With eyes of truth and guileless breast, mind rich with thoughts of beauty. Soul fresh with purity and love, and stored with fadeless pleasure, A smile of quiet joy and peace, and heaven's unfading treasure.