beautiful tE^fjougfitsf FROM Nathaniel Hawthorne James Pott & Company MCMVII USRARYofOONQRESS Two Gooies Recetvod JUL 18 »yu7 JLASS-'O. XXc,Mo. COPY 0. Copyright, 1907, by JAMES POTT & CO, / ^^ ^ Y JANUARY January 1st, "A happy New Year!" cried a watchman, eying her figure very ques- tionably, but without the least sus- picion that he was addressing the New Year in person. '' Thank you kindly," said the New Year; and she gave the watchman one of the roses of hope from her basket. " May this flow^er keep a sweet smell long after I have bidden you good-by! " Then she stepped on more briskly through the silent streets, and such as were awake at the moment heard her footfall, and said: "The New Year is come ! " — The Sister-Years. 6 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM January 2d. As regards Its Interior life, a large, dim looking-glass used to hang in one of the rooms, and was fabled to con- tain within its depths all the shapes that had ever been reflected there — the old colonel himself, and his many descendants, some In the garb of antique babyhood, and others In the bloom of feminine beauty or manly prime, or saddened with the wrinkles of frosty age. Had we the secret of that mirror, we would gladly sit down before It, and transfer its revelations to our page. — The House of the Seven Gables. January ^d. There are so many unsubstantial sorrows, which the necessity of our NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 7 mortal state begets on Idleness, that an observer, casting aside sentiment, Is sometimes led to question whether there be any real woe, except absolute physical suffering, and the loss of closest friends. — Young Goodman Brown. January 4th, " But I," cried the fresh-hearted New Year — " I shall try to leave men wiser than I find them. I will offer them freely whatever good gifts Providence permits me to distribute, and win tell them to be thankful for what they have and humbly hopeful for more; and surely, If they are not absolute fools, they will condescend to be happy, and will allow me to be 8 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM a happy year. For my happiness must depend on them." — The Sister-Years. January ^th. And with all its dangerous influ- ences, we have reason to thank God, that there is such a place of refuge from the gloom and chillness of actual life. Hither may come the prisoner, escaping from his dark and narrow cell, and cankerous chain, to breathe free air In this enchanted at- mosphere. The sick man leaves his weary pillow, and finds strength to wander hither, though his wasted limbs might not support him even to the threshold of his chamber. The exile passes through the Hall of Fan- WATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 9 tasy, to revisit his native soil. The burthen of years rolls down from the old man's shoulders the moment that the door uncloses. Mourners leave their heavy sorrows at the entrance, and here rejoin the lost ones, whose faces would else be seen no more, until thought shall have become the only fact. It may be said, in truth, that there is but half a life — the meaner and earthlier half — for those who never find their way into the hall. Nor must I fail to mention, that, in the observatory of the edifice, is kept that wonderful perspective glass, through which the shepherds of the Delectable Mountains showed Christian the far-off gleam of the Celestial City. The eye of Faith still loves to gaze through it. — Young Goodman B?'ozun. 10 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM January 6th. The children had seen Grandfather sitting in this chair ever since they could remember anything. Perhaps the younger of them supposed that he and the chair had come into the world together, and that both had always been as old as they were now. — Grandfathei''s Chair. January Jth. There is something extremely pleasant, and even touching — at least, of very sweet, soft, and win- ning effect — in this peculiarity of needle-work, distinguishing women from men. Our own sex is incapable of any such by-play aside from the main business of life; but women — be they of what earthly rank they may. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 11 however gifted with intellect or genius, or endowed with awful beauty — have always some little handiwork ready to fill the tiny gap of every vacant moment. —The Marble Faun. January 8th. It Is greatly to be feared that the Three Gray Women were very much In the habit of disturbing their mutual harmony by bickerings of this sort, which was the more pity, as they could not conveniently do without one another, and were evidently Intended to be Inseparable companions. As a general rule, I would advise all peo- ple, whether sisters or brothers, old or young, who chance to have but one eye among them to cultivate forbear- 12 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM ance, and not all Insist upon peeping through It at once. — J Wonder Book. January gth. The better life ! Possibly, It would hardly look so now; It Is enough If It looked so then. The greatest ob- stacle to being heroic Is the doubt whether one may not be going to prove one's self a fool; the truest heroism Is, to resist the doubt; and the profoundest wisdom, to know when it ought to be resisted, and when to be obeyed. Yet, after all, let us acknowledge It wiser, 'If not more sagacious, to follow out one's day-dream to Its natural consummation, although, If the vision have been worth the hav- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 13 ing, it is certain never to be consum- mated otherwise than by a failure. — The Blithedale Romance. January loth. Grandfather loved a wood-fire far better than a grate of glowing anthra- cite, or than the dull heat of an invisi- ble furnace, which seems to think that it has done its duty in merely warm- ing the house. But the wood-fire is a kindly, cheerful, sociable spirit, sym- pathizing with mankind, and knowing that to create warmth is but one of the good oflices which are expected from it. Therefore it dances on the hearth, and laughs broadly through the room, and plays a thousand antics, and throws a joyous glow over all the faces that encircle it. — Famous Old People. 14 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM January nth. But still she was a wonderfully pleasant-looking figure, and had so much promise and such an indescriba- ble hopefulness in her aspect that hardly anybody could meet her with- out anticipating some very desirable thing — the consummation of some long-sought good — from her kind offices. A few dismal characters there may be here and there about the world who have so often been trifled with by young maidens as promising as she, that they have now ceased to pin any faith upon the skirts of the New Year. But, for my own part, I have great faith in her, and, should I live to see fifty more such, still from each of those successive sis- ters I shall reckon upon receiving NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 15 something that will be worth living for. — The Sister-Years. January I2th. It is singular how very few there are, who do not occasionally gain ad- mittance on such a score, either in abstracted musings, or momentary thoughts, or bright anticipations, or vivid remembrances; for even the actual becomes ideal, whether in hope or memory, and beguiles the dreamer into the Hall of Fantasy. Some un- fortunates make their whole abode and business here, and contract habits which unfit them for all the real em- ployments of life. Others — but these are few — possess the faculty, in their occasional visits, of discovering a 16 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM purer truth than the world can Im- part, among the lights and shadows of these pictured windows. — Young Goodman Brown, January i^th. It Is the voice of Winter; and when parents and children hear It, they shudder, and exclaim: "Winter Is come. Cold Winter has begun his reign already." Now, throughout New England each hearth becomes an altar sending up the smoke of a continued sacrifice to the Immitigable deity who tyrannizes over forest, country-side, and town. Yet not un- grateful be his New England children (for Winter Is our sire, though a stern and rough one) — not ungrate- ful even for the severities which have nourished our unyielding strength of NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 17 character. And let us thank him, too, for the sleigh rides cheered by the music of merry bells; for the crack- ling and rustling hearth when the ruddy firelight gleams on hardy man- hood and the blooming cheek of woman; for all the home enjoyments and the kindred virtues which flourish in a frozen soil. — Snowflakes, January 14th. The aspect of the venerable man- sion has always affected me like a human countenance, bearing the traces not merely of outward storm and sun- shine, but expressive, also, of the long lapse of mortal life, and accompany- ing vicissitudes that have passed within. — The House of the Seven Gables. 18 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM January i^th. Side by side with the massiveness of the Roman Past, all matters that we handle or dream of now-a-days look evanescent and visionary alike. — The Marble Faun, January i6th. There is certainly no method by which the shadowy outlines of de- parted men and women can be made to assume the hues of life more ef- fectually than by connecting their images with the substantial and homely reality of a fireside chair. It causes us to feel at once that these characters of history had a private and familiar existence, and were not wholly contained within that cold ar- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 19 ray of outward action which we are compelled to receive as the adequate representation of their lives. — Grandfather s Chair. January lyth. Time — where man lives not — what is it but eternity? And in the church, we might suppose, are garnered up, throughout the week, all thoughts and feelings that have reference to eternity, until the holy day comes round again, to let them forth. Might not, then, its more appropri- ate site be in the outskirts of the town, with space for old trees to wave around it and throw their sol- emn shadows over a quiet green? — Twice Told Tales. 20 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM January i8th. Onward, onward, Into that dimness where the lights of Time, which have blazed along the procession, are flick- ering In their sockets ! And whither ! We know not, and Death, hitherto our leader, deserts us by the wayside, as the tramp of our Innumerable foot- steps pass beyond his sphere. He knows not, more than we, our des- tined goal. But God, who made us, knows, and will not leave us on our toilsome and doubtful march, either to wander In Infinite uncertainty, or perish by the way. — Young Goodman Brown. January igth. The founders of a new colony, whatever Utopia of human virtue NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 21 and happiness they might originally project, have invariably recognized it among their earliest practical neces- sities to allot a portion of the vir- gin soil as a cemetery, and another portion as the site of a prison. In accordance with this rule, it may safely be assumed that the forefathers of Boston had built the first prison- house somewhere in the vicinity of Cornhill, almost as seasonably as they marked out the first burial-ground, on Isaac Johnson's lot, and round about his grave, which subsequently became the nucleus of all the congregated sepulchers in the old churchyard of King's Chapel. —The Scarlet Letter. January 20th. When we find ourselves fading into shadows and unrealities, it seems 22 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM hardly worth while to be sad, but rather to laugh as gayly as we may, and ask little reason wherefore. — The Marble Faun, January 2ist. At last the children grew weary of their sports; because a summer after- noon Is like a long lifetime to the young. So they came into the room together, and clustered round Grand- father's great chair. Little Alice, who was hardly five years old, took the privilege of the youngest and climbed his knee. It was a pleasant thing to behold that fair and golden- haired child in the lap of the old man, and to think that, different as they were, the hearts of both could be gladdened with the same joys. — Grandfather s Chair. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 23 January 2 2d, What a pity that the kitchen, and the housework generally, cannot be left out of our system altogether I It Is odd enough that the kind of labor which falls to the lot of women Is just that which chiefly distinguishes arti- ficial life — the life of degenerated mortals — from the life of Paradise. Eve had no dinner pot, and no clothes to mend, and no washing day. — The Blithedale Romance, January 2^d. But, if the spectator broods long over the statue, he will be conscious of Its spell; all the pleasantness of sylvan life, all the genial and happy characteristics of creatures that dwell 24 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM In the woods and fields, will seem to be mingled and kneaded into one sub- stance, along with the kindred quali- ties in the human soul. Trees, grass, flowers, woodland streamlets, cattle, deer, and unsophisticated man ! The essence of all these was compressed long ago, and still exists within that discolored marble surface of the Faun of Praxiteles. — The Marble Faun, January 24th. This rose bush, by a strange chance, has been kept alive in history; but whether it had merely survived out of the stern old wilderness, so long after the fall of the gigantic pines and oaks that originally overshad- owed it — or whether, as there is a NATHAXIEL HAWTHORNE 25 fair authority for believing, it had sprung up under the footsteps of the sainted Ann Hutchinson, as she en- tered the prison-door — we shall not take upon us to determine. Finding it so directly on the threshold of our narrative, which is now about to issue from that inauspicious portal, we could hardly do otherwise than pluck one of its flowers, and present it to the reader. It may serve, let us hope, to symbolize some sweet moral blossom, that may be found along the track, or relieve the darkening close of a tale of human frailty and sorrow. — The Scarlet Letter. January 25th. Oh, Judgment Seat, not by the pure in heart wast thou established, nor in 26 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM the simplicity of nature; but by hard and wrinkled men, and upon the ac- cumulated heap of earthly wrong! Thou art the very symbol of man's perverted state. — Mosses from an Old Manse, January 26th, In the depths of every heart there is a tomb and a dungeon, though the lights, the music, and revelry above may cause us to forget their exist- ence and the buried ones or prisoners whom they hide. But sometimes, and oftenest at midnight, those dark receptacles are flung wide open. In an hour like this, when the mind has a passive sensibility, but no active strength — when the Imagination Is a mirror Imparting vividness to all NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 27 Ideas without the power of selecting or controlling them — then pray that your griefs may slumber and the brotherhood of remorse not break their chain. — The Haunted Mind. January 2'jth, Man's intellect, moderated by Woman's tenderness and moral sense ! Were such the legislation of the world, there would be no need of State-houses, Capitols, Halls of Par- liament, nor even of those little as- semblages of patriarchs beneath the shadowy trees, by whom freedom was first Interpreted to mankind on our native shores. — Mosses from an Old Manse, 28 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM January 28th. Happy the man that has such a friend beside him when he comes to die ! and unless a friend Hke Hollings- worth be at hand — as most probably there will not — he had better make up his mind to die alone. How many men, I wonder, does one meet with, in a lifetime, whom he would choose for his death-bed companions! — The Blithedale Ro?nance. January 2gth. His heart yearned within him; for he was eager to tell his wife of the new home which he had chosen. But when he beheld her pale and hollow cheek, and found how her strength was wasted, he must have known that her appointed home was in a better NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 29 land. Happy for him, then — happy both for him and her — if they re- membered that there was a path to Heaven, as well from this heathen wilderness as from the Christian land whence they had come. — Grandfather's Chair. January ^oth. I am apt to be fearful in old, gloomy houses, and in the dark. I love no dark or dusky corners, except it be in a grotto, or among the thick green leaves of an arbor, or in some nook of the woods, such as I know many In the neighborhood of my home. Even there, if a stray sun- beam steal in, the shadow is all the better for its cheerful glimmer. — The Marble Faun. 30 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE January Sist. This Is no strange thing In human experience. Men who attempt to do the world more good than the world Is able entlrly to comprehend are al- most Invariably held In bad odor. But yet, If the wise and good man can wait a while, either the present generation or posterity will do him justice. — Famous Old People. FEBRUARY February ist. It is perilous to make a chasm in human affections; not that they gape so long and wide — but so quickly close again ! — Twice Told Tales. February 2d. But, as thoughts are frozen and ut- terance benumbed, unless the speaker stand in some true relation with his audience, it may be pardonable to imagine that friend, a kind and ap- prehensive, though not the closest friend, is listening to our talk; and then a native reserve being thawed by this genial consciousness, we may 34 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM prate of the circumstances that He around us, and even of ourself, but still keep the Inmost Me behind Its veil. To this extent, and within these limits, an author, methlnks, may be autobiographical, without violating either the reader's rights or his own. — The Custom House. February ^d. These wooded and flowery lawns are more beautiful than the finest of English park-scenery, more touch- ing, more Impressive, through the neglect that leaves Nature so much to her own ways and methods. Since man seldom Interferes with her, she sets to work In her quiet way and makes herself at home. There is enough of human care, It Is true, NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 35 bestowed long ago and still bestowed, to prevent wildness from growing into deformity; and the result is an ideal landscape, a woodland scene that seems to have been projected out of the poet's mind. — The Marble Faun. February ph. It often happens that the outcasts of one generation are those who are reverenced as the wisest and best of men by the next. The securest fame is that which comes after a man's death. — Grandfather s Chair. February ^th. We were of all creeds and opinions, and generally tolerant of all, on every imaginable subject. Our bond, It 36 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM seems to me, was not affirmative, but negative. We had Individually found one thing or another to quarrel with In our past life, and were pretty well agreed as to the Inexpediency of lum- bering along with the old system any further. As to what should be sub- stituted, there was much less unanim- ity. We did not greatly care — at least, I never did — for the written constitution under which our mlllen- lum had commenced. My hope was, that, between theory and practice, a true and available mode of life might be struck out, and that, even should we ultimately fall, the months or years spent In the trial would not have been wasted, either as regarded pass- ing enjoyment, or the experience which makes men wise. — The Blithedale Romance. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 37 February 6th. Only by watching the efforts of the most skillful copyists — men who spend a lifetime, as some of them do, In multiplying copies of a single pic- ture — and observing how Invariably they leave out just the Indefinable charm that Involves the last. Inesti- mable value, can we understand the difficulties of the task which they undertake. — The Marble Faun. February yth. On the whole. It was a society such as has seldom met together; nor, per- haps, could It reasonably be expected to hold together long. Persons of marked Individuality — crooked sticks, 38 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM as some of us might be called — are not exactly the easiest to bind up into a fagot. But, so long as our union should subsist, a man of intellect and feeling, with a free nature in him, might have sought far and near with- out finding so many points of attrac- tion as would allure him hitherward. — The Blithedale Romance, February 8th, It is a little remarkable, that — though disinclined to talk overmuch of myself and my affairs at the fire- side, and to my personal friends — an autobiographical impulse should twice in my life have taken possession of me, in addressing the public. The first time was three or four years since, when I favored the reader — inex- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 39 ciisably, and for no earthly reason, that either the Indulgent reader or the Intrusive author could Imagine — with a description of my way of life In the deep quietude of an Old Manse. And now — because, beyond my de- serts, I was happy enough to find a listener or two on the former occa- sion — I again seize the public by the button, and talk of my three years' experience in a Custom House. — The Custom House. February gth. The little brook ran along over Its pathway of gold, here pausing to form a pool In which minnows were dart- ing to and fro, and then it hurried onward at a swifter pace, as if in haste to reach the lake, and, forget- 40 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM ting to look whither It went, it tum- bled over the root of a tree which stretched quite across its current. You would have laughed to hear how noisily It babbled about this accident. And even after It had run onward the brook still kept talking to itself, as if It were In a maze. It was wonder- smitten, I suppose, at finding Its dark dell so illuminated and at hearing the prattle and merriment of so many children. So It stole away as quickly as It could and hid Itself In the lake. — J Wonder Book, February loth. Often, In a young child's Ideas and fancies, there is something which It requires the thought of a lifetime to comprehend. — Grandfather's Chair. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 41 February nth. In truth, It is desperately hard work when we attempt to throw the spell of hoary antiquity over localities with which the living world and the day that is passing over us have aught to do. Yet, as I glanced at the stately staircase down which the pro- cession of the old governors had descended, and as I emerged through the venerable portal whence their fig- ures had preceded me, it gladdened me to be conscious of a thrill of awe. — Howe's Masquerade, February I2th. It will be seen, likewise, that this Custom-House sketch has a certain propriety, of a kind always recognized 42 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM In literature, as explaining how a large portion of the following pages came into my possession, and as offering proofs of the authenticity of a narra- tive therein contained. This, in fact — a desire to put myself in my true position as editor, or very little more, of the most prolix among the tales that make up my volume — this, and no other, is my true reason for as- suming a personal relation with the public. — The Cust07n House, February i^th. Would Time but await the close of our favorite follies, we should be young men, all of us, and till Dooms- day. —Twice Told Tales, NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 43 February 14th. But It is an awful thing, indeed, this endless endurance, this almost Indestructibility, of a marble bust! Whether In our own case, or that of other men, it bids us sadly measure the little, little time, during which our lineaments are likely to be of Interest to any human being. It Is especially singular that Americans should care about perpetuating themselves In this mode. The brief duration of our families, as a hereditary household, renders it next to a certainty that the great-grandchildren will not know their father's grandfather, and that half a century hence, at farthest, the hammer of the auctioneer will thump Its knock-down blow against his block- head, sold at so much for the pound 44 BEAUTIFUL THOU GET 8 FROM of Stone! And It ought to make us shiver, the Idea of leaving our fea- tures to be a dusty-white ghost among strangers of another genera- tion, who will take our nose between their thumb and fingers (as we have seen men do by Caesar's), and Infalli- bly break it off, if they can do so with- out detection! — The Marble Faun. February i§th. Her simple, careless, childish flow of spirits often made me sad. She seemed to me like a butterfly at play In a flickering bit of sunshine, and mistaking It for a broad and eternal summer. We sometimes hold mirth to a stricter accountability than sor- row — It must show good cause, or NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 45 the echo of Its laughter comes back drearily. — The BUthedale Romance. February i6th. And, to tell you the truth, I can- not help being glad that our foolish Pandora peeped Into the box. No doubt — no doubt — the Troubles are still flying about the world, and have increased In multitude rather than lessened, and are a very ugly set of imps, and carry most venomous stings In their tails. I have felt them al- ready, and expect to feel them more as I grow older. But then that lovely and lightsome little figure of Hope ! What In the world could we do without her? Hope spiritualizes the earth; Hope makes it always 46 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM new; and even In the earth's best and brightest aspect Hope shows It to be only the shadow of an Infinite bhss hereafter. — A Wonder Book. February lyth. Amid the seeming confusion of our mysterious world, Individuals are so nicely adjusted to a system, and sys- tems to one another, and to a whole, that, by stepping aside for a moment, a man exposes himself to a fearful risk of losing his place forever. — Twice Told Tales. February i8th. And yet, though invariably happi- est elsewhere, there Is within me a feeling for old Salem, which. In lack NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 47 of a better phrase, I must be content to call affection. The sentiment Is probably assignable to the deep and aged roots which my family has struck Into the soil. It Is now nearly two centuries and a quarter since the orig- inal Briton, the earliest emigrant of my name, made his appearance In the wild and forest-bordered settlement, which has since become a city. And here his descendants have been born and died, and have mingled their earthy substance with the soil; until no small portion of It must necessarily be akin to the mortal frame where- with, for a little while, I walk the streets. In part, therefore, the at- tachment which I speak of Is the mere sensuous sympathy of dust for dust. Few of my countrymen can know what It Is; nor, as frequent transplantation 48 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM is perhaps better for the stock, need they consider it desirable to know. — The Custofn House. February igth. Men are wonderfully soon satisfied, in this day of shameful bodily enerva- tion, when, from one end of life to the other, such multitudes never taste the sweet weariness that follows ac- customed toil. I seldom saw the new enthusiasm that did not grow as flimsy and flaccid as the proselyte's moist- ened shirt-collar, with a quarter of an hour's active labor under a July sun. — The Blithedale Ro?nance. February 20th. It is a good state of mind for mor- tal man, when he is content to leave NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 49 no more definite memorial than the grass, which will sprout kindly and speedily over his grave, if we do not make the spot barren with mar- ble. Methinks, too, It will be a fresher and better world, when It flings off this great burden of stony memories, which the ages have deemed It a piety to heap upon Its back. — The Marble Faun. February 2ist, Purity and simplicity hold con- verse, at every moment, with their Creator. — Mosses from an Old Manse. February 2 2d. I know not whether these ancestors of mine bethought themselves to re- 50 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM pent, and ask pardon of Heaven for their cruelties; or whether they are now groaning under the heavy conse- quences of them, in another state of being. At all events, I, the present writer, as their representative, hereby take shame upon myself for their sakes, and pray that any curse in- curred by them — as I have heard, and as the dreary and unprosperous con- dition of the race, for many a long year back, would argue to exist — may be now and henceforth removed. — The Custom House. February 2^d. Some illusions, and this among them, are the shadows of great truths. Doubts may flit around me, or seem to close their evil wings, and settle NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 51 down; but, so long as I imagine that the earth is hallowed, and the light of Heaven retains its sanctity, on the Sabbath — while that blessed sunshine lives within me — never can my soul have lost the instinct of its faith. If it has gone astray, it will return again. — Twice Told Tales. February 24th, It is a mistaken idea, which men generally entertain, that nature has made women especially prone to throw their whole being into what is technically called love. We have, to say the least, no more necessity for it than yourselves ; only we have noth- ing else to do with our hearts. When women have other objects in life, they 52 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM are not apt to fall In love. I can think of many women distinguished in art, literature, and science — and multitudes whose hearts and minds find good employment in less osten- tatious ways — who lead high, lonely lives, and are conscious of no sacri- fice so far as your sex is concerned. — The Marble Faun. February 2^th, And, finally, unless there be real affection in his heart, a man cannot — such is the bad state to which the world has brought itself — cannot more effectually show his contempt for a brother mortal, nor more gall- ingly assume a position of superiority, than by addressing him as *' friend." Especially does the misapplication of NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 53 this phrase bring out that latent hos- tility which is sure to animate peculiar sects, and those who, with however generous a purpose, have sequestered themselves from the crowd ; a feeling, it is true, which may be hidden in some dog-kennel of the heart, grum- bling there in the darkness, but is never quite extinct, until the dissent- ing party have gained power and scope enough to treat the world gen- erously. — The Blithedale Romance. February 26th, We all of us, as we grow older, lose somewhat of our proximity to nature. It is the price we pay for experience. — The Marble Faun. 54 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM February 2ph. He had faith enough to believe, and wisdom enough to know, that the bloom of the flower would be even holler and happier than Its bud. Even within himself — though Grandfather was now at that period of life when the veil of mortality Is apt to hang heavily over the soul — still. In his Inmost being he was conscious of something that he would not have ex- changed for the best happiness of childhood. It was a bliss to which every sort of earthly experience — all that he had enjoyed, or suffered, or seen, or heard, or acted, with the broodlngs of his soul upon the whole — had contributed somewhat. In the same manner must a bliss, of which now they could have no conception^ NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 55 grow up within these children, and form a part of their sustenance for immortality. — Grandfather s Chair. February 28th. It is very singular how the fact of a man's- death often seems to give people a truer idea of his character, whether for good or evil, than they have ever possessed while he was liv- ing and acting among them. Death is so genuine a fact that it excludes falsehood, or betrays its emptiness; it is a touchstone that proves the gold and dishonors the baser metal. Could the departed, whoever he may be, re- turn in a week after his decease, he would almost invariably find himself at a higher or lower point than he had 56 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE formerly occupied on the scale of pub- lic appreciation. — The House of the Seven Gables. February 2gth. Yonder sun has left us, and the whole world is fading from our sight. Let us sleep, as thi's lovely little figure Is sleeping. Our Father only knows, whether what outward things we have possessed to-day are to be snatched from us forever. But should our earthly life be leaving us with the departing light, we need not doubt that another morn will find us somewhere beneath the smile of God. — Mosses from an Old Manse. MARCH March ist. We can be but partially acquainted even with the events which actually Influence our course through life, and our final destiny. There are Innu- merable other events, If such they may be called, which come close upon us, yet pass away without actual results, or even betraying their near ap- proach, by the reflection of any light or shadow across our minds. — Twice Told Tales. March 2d, There are some Individuals, of whom we cannot conceive It proper that they should apply their hands to 60 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM any earthly Instrument, or work out any definite act; and others, perhaps not less high, to whom it Is an essen- tial attribute to labor. In body as well as spirit, for the welfare of their brethren. Thus, If we find a spiritual sage, whose unseen, Inestimable Influ- ence has exalted the moral standard of mankind, we will choose for his companion some poor laborer, who has wrought for love In the potato field of a neighbor poorer than him- self. — Young Goodman Brown. March sd. The sick In mind, and, perhaps, in body, are rendered more darkly and hopelessly so by the manifold reflec- tion of their disease, mirrored back NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 61 from all quarters, in the deportment of those about them; they are com- pelled to inhale the poison of their own breath, in infinite repetition. — The House of the Seven Gables. March ph. Wealth is the golden essence of the outward . world, em.bodying almost everything that exists beyond the limits of the soul; and therefore it is the natural yearning for the life in the midst of which we find ourselves, and of which gold is the condition of enjoyment, that men abridge into this general wish. — Mosses from an Old Manse. March ^th. From generation to generation, a 'chair sits familiarly in the midst of 62 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM human Interests, and is witness to the most secret and confidential inter- course that mortal man can hold with his fellow. The human heart may best be read In the fireside chair. And as to external events, Grief and Joy keep a continual vicissitude around it and within It. Now we see the glad face and glowing form of Joy, sitting merrily In the old chair, and throwing a warm firelight radi- ance over all the household. Now, while we thought not of it, the dark clad mourner. Grief, has stolen Into the place of Joy, but not to retain it long. The imagination can hardly grasp so wide a subject as Is em- braced In the experience of a family chair. — Grandfather s Chair. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 63 March 6th, Christian faith Is a grand cathe- dral, with divinely pictured windows. Standing without, you see no glory, nor can possibly imagine any; stand- ing within, every ray of light reveals a harmony of unspeakable splendors. — The Marble Faun. Rest, rest, thou weary world! for to-morrow's round of toil and pleas- ure will be as wearisome as to-day's has been; yet both shall bear thee onward a day's march of eternity. — Twice Told Tales. March yth. It Is to the credit of human nature, that, except where Its selfishness Is brought Into play. It loves more read- 64 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM ily than It hates. Hatred, by a grad- ual and quiet process, will even be transformed to love, unless the change be Impeded by a continually new irri- tation of the original feeling of hos- tility. — The Scarlet Letter. March 8th. It is a very miserable epoch when the evil necessities of life in our tortu- ous world first get the better of us so far as to compel us to attempt throw- ing a cloud over our transparency. Simplicity Increases In value the longer we can keep It, and the farther we carry It onward Into life; the loss of a child's simplicity. In the Inevitable lapse of years, causes but a natural sigh or two, because even his mother NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 65 feared that he could not keep It al- ways. But after a young man has brought It through his childhood, and has still worn It In his bosom, not as an early dew drop, but as a diamond of pure, white luster — It Is a pity to lose it, then. — The Marble Faun. March gth. Could we know all the vicissitudes of our fortunes, life would be too full of hope and fear, exultation or disap- pointment, to afford us a single hour of true serenity. — Twice Told Tales. March loth. If you could choose an hour of wakefulness out of the whole night, 66 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM it would be this: Since your sober bed-time, at eleven, you have had rest enough to take off the pressure of yes- terday's fatigue, while before you, till the sun comes from " Far Cathay " to brighten your window, there Is almost the space of a summer night — one hour to be spent In thought with the mind's eye half shut, and two In pleas- ant dreams, and two In that strangest of enjoyments, the forgetfulness alike of joy and woe. The moment of ris- ing belongs to another period of time, and appears so distant that the plunge out of a warm bed Into the frosty air cannot yet be anticipated with dismay. Yesterday has already van- ished among the shadows of the past; to-morrow has not yet emerged from the future. You have found an In- termediate space where the business NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 67 of life does not intrude, where the passing moment lingers and becomes truly the present ; a spot where Father Time, when he thinks nobody is watching him, sits down by the way- side to take breath. Oh, that he would fall asleep and let mortals live on without growing older ! — The Haunted Mind. March nth. The past is but a coarse and sen- sual prophecy of the present and the future. — The House of the Seven Gables. March I2th. The root of human nature strikes down deep into this earthly soil; and it is but reluctantly that we submit to 68 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM be transplanted, even for a higher cul- tivation in Heaven. I query whether the destruction of the earth would gratify any one individual; except, perhaps, some embarrassed man of business, whose notes fall due a day after the day of doom. — Young Goodman Brown. March ijth. What IS Guilt? A stain upon the soul. And it is a point of vast in- terest, whether the soul may contract such stains, in all their depth and flagrancy, from deeds which may have been plotted and resolved upon, but which, physically, have never had ex- istence. Must the fleshly hand and visible frame of man set its seal to the evil designs of the soul, in order to NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 69 give them their entire validity against the sinner? — Twice Told Tales. March 14th, Nobody, I think, ought to read poetry, or look at pictures or statues, who cannot find a great deal more in them than the poet or artist has actu- ally expressed. Their highest merit is suggestiveness. — The Marble Faun, March 15th, Why are poets so apt to choose their mates, not for any similiarity of poetic endowment, but for qualities which might make the happiness of the rudest handicraftsman as well as that of the ideal craftsman of the 70 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM spirit? Because, probably, at his highest elevation, the poet needs no human intercourse; but he finds it dreary to descend, and be a stranger. — The House of the Seven Gables, March i6th. The strangest wishes — yet most in- cident to men who had gone deep into scientific pursuits, and attained a high intellectual stage, though not the loftiest — were, to contend with Nature, and wrest from her some secret, or some power, which she had seen fit to withhold from mortal grasp. She loves to delude her aspir- ing students, and mock them with mysteries that seem but just beyond their utmost reach. To concoct new minerals — to produce new forms of NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 71 vegetable life — to create an insect, if nothing higher in the living scale — is a sort of wish that has often revelled in the breast of a man of science. — Mosses from an Old Manse. March lyth. Hast thou exhausted possibility in the failure of this one trial ? Not so ! The future is yet full of trial and success. There is happiness to be en- joyed ! There is good to be done ! — The Scarlet Letter, March i8th. How wonderful that this our nar- row foothold of the Present should hold its own so constantly, and, while every moment changing, should still be like a rock betwixt the encounter- 72 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM ing tides of the long Past, and the infinite To-come ! — The Marble Faun. March igth. Oh! who, in the enthusiasm of a day-dream, has not wished that he were a wanderer in a world of sum- mer wilderness, with one fair and gentle being hanging lightly on his arm? In youth, his free and exult- ing step would know no barrier but the rolling ocean or the snow-topt mountains; calmer manhood would choose a home, where Nature had strewn a double wealth, in the vale of some transparent stream ; and when hoary age, after long, long years of that pure life, stole on and found him there, it would find him the father of NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 73 a race, the patriarch of a people, the founder of a mighty nation yet to be. — Mosses from an Old Manse. March 20th. All at once, as with a sudden smile of Heaven, forth burst the sunshine, pouring a very flood into the obscure forest, gladdening each green leaf, transmuting the yellow fallen ones to gold, and gleaming adown the gray trunks of the solemn trees. The objects that had made a shadow hitherto, embodied the brightness now. The course of the little brook might be traced by its merry gleam afar into the wood's heart of mystery, which had become a mystery of joy. Such was the sympathy of Nature — that wild, heathen Nature of the 74 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM forest, never subjugated by human law, nor Illumined by higher truth — with the bliss of these two spirits! Love, whether newly born, or aroused from a death-like slumber, must al- ways create a sunshine, filling the heart so full of radiance, that It over- flows upon the outward world. — The Scarlet Letter. March 2ist. In truth, there is no such thing In man's nature as a settled and full re- solve, either for good or evil, except at the very moment of execution. Let us hope, therefore, that all the dreadful consequences of sin will not be incurred unless the act have set its seal upon the thought. — Twice Told Tales. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 75 March 22d, Be cheerful ; whatever may happen, be nothing but cheerful. — The House of the Seven Gables. March 23d. Unless people are more than com- monly disagreeable, it is my foolish habit to contract a kindness for them. The better part of my companion's character, if it have a better part, is that which usually comes uppermost in my regard, and forms the type whereby I recognize the man. As most of these old Custom-House offi- cers had good traits, and as my position in reference to them, being paternal and protective, was favor- 76 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM able to the growth of friendly senti- ments, I soon grew to like them all. — The Custom House, March 24th, It must be a spirit much unlike my own which can keep itself in health and vigor without sometimes stealing from the sultry sunshine of the world to plunge into the cool bath of soli- tude. At intervals, and not infre- quent ones, the forest and the ocean summon me — one with the roar of its waves, the other with the murmur of its boughs — forth from the haunts of men. But I must wander many a mile ere I could stand beneath the shadow of even one primeval tree, much less be lost among the multitude of hoary trunks and hidden from the NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 77 earth and sky by the mystery of dark- some foliage. Nothing Is within my dally reach more like a forest than the acre or two of woodland near some suburban farmhouse. When, therefore, the yearning for seclusion becomes a necessity within me, I am drawn to the seashore which extends its line of rude rocks and seldom-trod- den sands for leagues around our bay. — Footprints on the Seashore. March 25th, There Is sad confusion, Indeed, when the spirit thus flits away Into the past, or Into the more awful future, or, In any manner, steps across the spaceless boundary betwixt Its own region and the actual world; where the body remains to guide Itself, as 78 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM best It may, with little more than the mechanism of animal life. It is like death, without death's quiet privilege — its freedom from mortal care. — The House of the Seven Gables. March 26th, According to these highly respect- able witnesses, the minister, conscious that he was dying — conscious, also, that the reverence of the multitude placed him already among saints and angels — had desired, by yielding up his breath in the arms of that fallen woman, to express to the world how utterly nugatory Is the choicest of man's own righteousness. After ex- hausting life In his efforts for man- kind's spiritual good, he had made the manner of his death a parable, In NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 79 order to impress on his admirers the mighty and mournful lesson, that, In the view of Infinite Purity, we are sin- ners all alike. It was to teach them, that the holiest among us has but at- tained so far above his fellows as to discern more clearly the Mercy which looks down, and repudiate more ut- terly the phantom of human merit, which would look asplrlngly upward. — The Scarlet Letter. March 2yth. Thus It Is, that Ideas which grow up within the Imagination, and ap- pear so lovely to it, and of a value beyond whatever men call valuable, are exposed to be shattered and anni- hilated by contact with the Practical. It Is requisite for the ideal artist to 80 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM possess a force of character that seems hardly compatible with its delicacy; he must keep his faith in himself, while the Incredulous world assails him with Its utter disbelief; he must stand up against mankind and be his own sole disciple, both as respects his genius, and the objects to which It Is directed. — Mosses from an Old Manse. March 28th. Yes, the wild dreamer was awake at last. To find the mysterious treas- ure he was to till the earth around his mother's dwelling and reap Its prod- ucts; Instead of warlike command or regal or religious sway, he was to rule over the village children, and now the visionary maid had faded NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 81 from his fancy, and In her place he saw the playmate of his childhood. Would all who cherish such wild wishes but look around them, they would oftenest find their sphere of duty, of prosperity, and happiness within those precincts and In that sta- tion where Providence Itself has cast their lot. Happy they who read the riddle without a weary world-search or a lifetime spent in vain! — The Threefold Destiny. March 2gth, Dispositions more boldly specula- tive may derive a stern enjoyment from the discovery since there must be evil In the world, that a high man is as likely to grasp his share of It as a low one. A wider scope of view, 82 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM and a deeper insight, may see rank, dignity, and station, all proved il- lusory, so far as regards their claim to human reverence, and yet not feel as if the universe were thereby tum- bled headlong into chaos. — The House of the Seven Gables. March joth. Who more need the tender succor of the innocent, than wretches stained with guilt? And must a selfish care for the spotlessness of our own gar- ments keep us from pressing the guilty ones close to our hearts, wherein, for the very reason that we are innocent, lies their securest refuge from further ill? — The Marble Faun. WATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 83 March ^ist. It Is not until the crime is accom- plished that guilt clenches its gripe upon the guilty heart and claims It for Its own. Then, and not before, sin Is actually felt and acknowledged, and, If unaccompanied by repentance, grows a thousandfold more virulent by its self-consciousness. — Twice Told Tales. APRIL April 1st. This venerable figure explained that he was In search of To-morrow. " I have spent all my life In pursuit of It," added the sage old gentleman, " being assured that To-morrow has some vast benefit or other In store for me. But I am now getting on a little In years, and must make haste; for un- less I overtake To-morrow soon, I begin to be afraid It will finally escape me." " This fugitive To-morrow, my venerable friend," said the Man of Intelligence, " Is a stray child of Time, and Is flying from his father Into the region of the Infinite. Continue your pursuit, and you will doubtless come 88 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM up with him; but as to the earthly gifts which you expect, he has scat- tered them all among a throng of Yesterdays." — Mosses from an Old Manse. April 2d. It is the special excellence of pic- tured glass, that the light, which falls merely on the outside of other pic- tures, is here interfused throughout the work; it illuminates the design, and Invests it with a living radiance; and in requital the unfading colors transmute the common daylight Into a miracle of richness and glory in its passage through the heavenly sub- stance of the blessed and angelic shapes which throng the high-arched window. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 89 It is a sad necessity that any Chris- tian soul should pass from earth with- out once seeing an antique painted window, with the bright Italian sun- shine glowing through it ! There is no other such true symbol of the glor- ies of the better world, where a celestial radiance will be inherent in all things and persons, and render each continually transparent to the sight of all. — The Marble Faun. April sd. In youth, perhaps, it is good for the observer to run about the earth — to leave the track of his footsteps far and wide — to mingle himself with the action of numberless vicissitudes — and, finally in some calm solitude, to 90 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM feed a musing spirit on all that he has seen and felt. — Twice Told Tales. April 4th. What other dungeon is so dark as one's own heart? What jailer so in- exorable as one's self? — The House of the Seven Gables. April ^th. Giovanni's first movement on start- ing from sleep, was to throw open the window, and gaze down into the gar- den which his dreams had made so fertile of mysteries. He was sur- prised, and a little ashamed, to find how real and matter-of-fact an affair it proved to be, in the first rays of the sun, which gilded the dew drops that NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 91 while giving a brighter beauty to each rare flower, brought everything within the limits of ordinary experience. The young man rejoiced, that, in the heart of the barren city, he had the privilege of overlooking this spot of lovely and luxuriant vegetation. It would serve, he said to himself, as a symbolic language, to keep him in communion with nature. — Young Goodman Brown. April 6th. Is there no reality in the penitence thus sealed and witnessed by good works? And wherefore should It not bring you peace? — The Scarlet Letter, But we may safely leave brethren and sisterhood to settle their own 92 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM congenialities. Our ordinary distinc- tions become so trifling, so impalpa- ble, so ridiculously visionary, in com- parison with a classification founded on truth, that all talk about the mat- ter IS Immediately a common-place. — Young Goodman Brown. April yth. The great folio. In which the Man of Intelligence recorded all these freaks of idle hearts, and aspirations of deep hearts, and desperate long- ings of miserable hearts, and evil prayers of perverted hearts, would be curious reading, were it possible to obtain It for publication. Human character In Its Individual develop- ments — human nature in the mass — may best be studied in Its wishes : and this was the record of them all. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 93 There was an endless diversity of mode and circumstance, yet withal such a similarity in the real ground- work, that any one page of the vol- ume — whether written in the days be- fore the Flood, or the yesterday that is just gone by, or to be written on the morrow that Is close at hand, or a thousand ages hence — might serve as a specimen of the whole. — Mosses from an Old Manse. April 8th, There Is an Influence In the light of morning that tends to rectify what- ever errors of fancy, or even of judg- ment, we may have incurred during the sun's decline, or among the shad- ows of the night, or in the less whole- some glow of moonshine. — Young Goodman Brown. 94 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM April gth. Persons who have wandered, or been expelled, out of the common track of things, even were It for a better system, desire nothing so much as to be led back. They shiver In their loneliness, be It on a mountain- top or In a dungeon. — The House of the Seven Gables. April 1 0th. A picture, however admirable the painter's art, and wonderful his power, requires of the spectator a surrender of himself. In due propor- tion with the miracle which has been wrought. Let the canvas glow as It may, you must look with the eye of faith, or Its highest excellence es- NATHAyiEL HAWTHORNE 95 capes you. There Is always the neces- sity of helping out the painter's art with your own resources of sensibility and imagination. Not that these qualities shall really add anything to what the master has effected; but they must be put so entirely under his con- trol, and work along with him to such an extent, that, in a different mood, when you are cold and critical, instead of sympathetic, you will be apt to fancy that the loftier merits of the picture were of your own dreaming, not of his creating. — The Marble Faun. April nth. The afternoon being far declined, the sunshine was almost pensive, and the shade almost cheerful, glory and 96 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM gloom were mingled In the placid light; as If the spirits of the Day and Evening had met In friendship under those trees, and found themselves akin. — Twice Told Tales. April 1 2 th. How often Is It the case, that, when Impossibilities have come to pass, and dreams have condensed their misty substance Into tangible realities, we find ourselves calm, and even coldly self-possessed, amid circumstances which It would have been a delirium of joy or agony to anticipate ! Fate delights to thwart us thus. Passion will choose his own time to rush upon the scene, and lingers sluggishly be- hind, when an appropriate adjust- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 97 ment of events would seem to summon his appearance. — Young Goodman Brown. April Ijth, Man's own youth Is the world's youth; at least, he feels as if It were, and Imagines that the earth's granite substance Is something not yet hard- ened, and which he can mold into whatever shape he likes. — The House of the Seven Gables. April I ph. If you look closely Into the matter It will be seen that whatever appears most vagrant, and utterly purpose- less, turns out. In the end, to have been Impelled the most surely on a preordained and unswerving track. 98 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM Chance and change love to deal with men's settled plans, not with their Idle vagaries. If we desire unex- pected and unimaginable events, we should contrive an iron framework, such as we fancy may compel the future to take one inevitable shape; then comes in the unexpected, and shatters our design in fragments. — The Marble Faun. April l^th. These nearer heaps of fleecy vapor — methinks I could roll and toss upon them the whole day long! — seem scattered here and there for the re- pose of tired pilgrims through the sky. Perhaps — for who can tell? — beautiful spirits are disporting them- selves there, and will bless my mortal NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 99 eye with the brief appearance of their curly locks of golden light, and laugh- ing faces, fair and faint as the people of a rosy dream. — Twice Told Tales, April 1 6th, Strange, that the finer and deeper nature, whether in man or woman, while possessed of every other delicate instinct, should so often lack that most invaluable one, of preserving itself from contamination with what is of a baser kind! — Mosses from an Old Manse. April lyth. Grief is such a leveller, with its own dignity and its own humility, that the noble and the peasant, the beggar and LOfC. 100 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM the monarch, will waive their preten- sions to external rank, without the officiousness of Interference on our part. If pride — the Influence of the world's false distinctions — remain In the heart, then sorrow lacks the earnestness which makes It holy and reverend. It loses its reality, and becomes a miserable shadow. — Young Goodman Brown. April i8th. It is a great mistake to try to put our best thoughts into human lan- guage. When we ascend Into the higher regions of emotion and spirit- ual enjoyment, they are only express- ible by such grand hieroglyphics as these around us. — The Marble Faun. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 101 April igth. It makes me melancholy to see how like fools some very sensible people act, In the matter of choosing wives. They perplex their judgments by a most undue attention to little niceties of personal appearance, habits, dis- position, and other trifles, which con- cern nobody but the lady herself. An unhappy gentleman, resolving to wed nothing short of perfection, keeps his heart and hand till both get so old and withered, that no tolerable woman will accept them. Now, this Is the very height of absurdity. A kind Providence has so skillfully adapted sex to sex, and the mass of Individuals to each other, that, with certain obvi- ous exceptions, any male and female may be moderately happy In the mar- 102 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM ried state. The true rule Is, to ascer- tain that the match is fundamentally a good one, and then to take it for granted that all minor objections, should there be such, will vanish, if you let them alone. — Young Goodman Brown. April 20th. Moonlight, and the sentiment in man's heart responsive to it, are the greatest renovators and reformers. And all other reform and renovation, I suppose, will prove to be no better than moonshine. — The House of the Seven Gables. April 2 1st. It is remarkable, that persons who speculate the most boldly often con- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 103 form with the most perfect quietude to the external regulations of society. The thought suffices them, without In- vesting Itself In the flesh and blood of action. — The Scarlet Letter. April 22d. The step of time stole onward, and soon brought merry Christmas round again, with glad and solemn worship In the churches, and sports, games, fes- tivals, and everywhere the bright face of Joy beside the household fire. — Mosses from an Old Manse. April 23d. There Is something truer and more real, than what we can see with the eyes, and touch with the finger. — Young Goodrnan Brown. 104 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM April 24th. Come ! another log upon the hearth. True, our little parlor is comfortable, especially here where the old man sits in his old armchair; but on Thanksgiving night the blaze should dance higher up the chimney and send a shower of sparks Into the outer darkness. Toss on an armful of those dry oak chips, the last relics of the " Mermaid's " knee-timbers — the bones of your namesake, Susan. Higher yet, and clearer, be the blaze, till our cottage windows glow the rud- diest In the village, and the light of our household mirth flash far across the bay to Nahant. — The Village Uncle, NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 105 Jpril 25th. How it Strengthens the poor human spirit in its reliance on His provi- dence, to ascend but this little way above the common level, and so at- tain a somewhat wider glimpse of His dealings with mankind! He doeth all things right! His will be done! — The Marble Faun. April 26th, Our first youth is of no value; for we are never conscious of it, until after it is gone. But sometimes — al- ways, I suspect, unless one is exceed- ingly unfortunate — there comes a sense of second youth, gushing out of the heart's joy at being in love; or, possibly, it may come to crown 106 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM some Other grand festival in life, if any other such there be. — The House of the Seven Gables. April 2yth. All persons, chronically diseased, are egotists, whether the disease be of the mind or body; whether sin, sor- row, or merely the more tolerable calamity of some endless pain, or mis- chief among the cords of mortal life. Such individuals are made acutely conscious of a self, by the torture in which it dwells. Self, therefore, grows to be so prominent an object with them, that they cannot but pre- sent it to the face of every casual passer-by. — Mosses from an Old Manse. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 107 April 28th. Only put yourself beyond hazard, as to the real basis of matrimonial bliss, and it is scarcely to be imagined what miracles, in the way of reconcil- ing smaller Incongruities, connubial love will effect. — Young Goodman Brown. April 2gth. After all, what a good world we live In! How good and beautiful! How young It is, too, with nothing really rotten or age-worn in It. — The House of the Seven Gables. April ^Oth. To choose another figure. It Is sad that hearts which have their well- 108 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE spring In the Infinite, and contain in- exhaustible sympathies, should ever be doomed to pour themselves into shal- low vessels, and thus lavish their rich affections on the ground. — Mosses frojji an Old Manse. MAY May 1st. The sculptor, habitually drawing many of the images and illustrations of his thoughts from the plastic art, fancied that the scene represented the process of the Creator, when He held the new. Imperfect earth in His hand, and modeled It. '' What a magic Is In mist and vapor among the mountains! " he ex- claimed. " With their help, one sin- gle scene becomes a thousand. The cloud scenery gives such variety to a hilly landscape that It would be worth while to journalize Its aspect from hour to hour. A cloud, however — as I have myself experienced — is apt to grow solid and as heavy as a stone 112 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM the Instant that you take In hand to describe It. But, In my own heart, I have found great use In clouds. Such silvery ones as those to the northward, for example, have often suggested sculpturesque groups, figures, and at- titudes; they are especially rich in attitudes of living repose, which a sculptor only hits upon by the rarest good fortune." — The Marble Faun. May 2d, Oh, that I could soar up Into the very zenith, where man never breathed nor eagle ever flew, and where the ethereal azure melts away from the eye and appears only a deep- ened shade of nothingness ! — Twice Told Tales, NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 113 May 3d. There is at least this good In a life of toll, that It takes the nonsense and fancy work out of a man, and leaves nothing but what truly belongs to him. If a farmer can make poetry at the plow-tail. It must be because his nature insists on it; and if that be the case, let him make it, in Heaven's name! — The Blithedale Romance. May 4th, For it Is thus, that with only an inconsiderable change, the gladdest objects and existences become the saddest; hope fading Into disap- pointment; joy darkening into grief, and festal splendor Into funereal dusk- 114 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM Iness ; and all evolving, as their moral, a grim identity between gay things and sorrowful ones. Only give them a little time, and they turn out to be just alike! — The Marble Faun. May ^th. But the black, lowering sky, as I turned my eyes upward, wore, doubt- less, the same visage as when it frowned upon the ante-Revolutionary New Englanders. The wintry blast had the same shriek that was fa- miliar to their ears. The Old South church, too, still pointed its antique spire into the darkness and was lost between earth and Heaven, and as I passed, its clock, which had warned so many generations how transitory NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 115 was their lifetime, spoke heavily and slowly the same unregarded moral to myself. — Edward Randolph's Portrait. May 6th. Sweet has been the charm of child- hood on my spirit throughout my ramble with little Annie ! Say not that it has been a waste of precious moments, an idle matter, a babble of childish talk, and a reverie of childish Imaginations, about topics unworthy of a grown man's notice. — Twice Told Tales. May yth. The trees were not yet In full leaf, but had budded forth sufficiently to throw an airy shadow, while the sun- 116 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM shine filled them with green light. There were moss-grown rocks half- hidden among the old brown fallen leaves; there were rotten tree trunks lying at full length where they had long ago fallen; there were decayed boughs that had been shaken down by the wintry gales and were scattered everywhere about. But still, though these things looked so aged, the aspect of the wood was that of the newest life, for, whichever way you turned your eyes, something fresh and green was springing forth, so as to be ready for the summer. — A Wonder Book. May 8th. Nothing can be more picturesque than an old grapevine, with almost a NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 117 trunk of its own, clinging fast around its supporting tree. Nor does the picture lack Its moral. You might twist It to more than one grave pur- pose, as you saw how the knotted ser- pentine growth Imprisoned within Its strong embrace the friend that had supported Its tender Infancy ; and how (as seemingly flexible natures are prone to do) It converted the sturdier tree entirely to Its own selfish ends, extending Its Innumerable arms on every bough, and permitting hardly a leaf to sprout except Its own. — The Marble Faun. May gth. Oh, how stubbornly does love — or even that cunning semblance of love which flourishes In the Imagination, 118 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM but Strikes no depth of root into the heart — how stubbornly does it hold its faith, until the moment come, when it is doomed to vanish into thin mist! — Young Goodman Brown. May loth. Giovanni knew not what to dread; still less did he know what to hope; yet hope and dread kept a continual warfare in his breast, alternately van- quishing one another and starting up afresh to renew the contest. Blessed are all simple emotions, be they dark or bright! It is the lurid intermix- ture of the two that produces the illuminating blaze of the infernal regions. — Young Goodman Brown. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 119 May nth. Only this Is such an odd and Incom- prehensible world. The more I look at It, the more It puzzles me, and I begin to suspect that a man's bewilder- ment Is the measure of his wisdom. Men and women, and children, too, are such strange creatures, that one never can be certain that he really knows them ; nor ever guess what they have been, from what he sees them to be now. — The House of the Seven Gables. May J2th, But stay! A little speck of azure has widened In the western heavens; the sunbeams find a passage, and go rejoicing through the tempest; and on 120 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM yonder darkest cloud, born, like hal- lowed hopes, of the glory of another world, and the trouble and tears of this, brightens forth the Rainbow ! — Twice Told Tales. May 13th. And, after all, the idea may have been no dream, but rather a poet's reminiscence of a period when man's affinity with nature was more strict, and his fellowship with every living thing more intimate and dear. — The Marble Faun. May 14th, So far as my experience goes, men of genius are fairly gifted with the social qualities; and in this age, there appears to be a fellovz-feeling among NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 121 them, which had not heretofore been developed. As men, they ask nothing better than to be on equal terms with their fellow men ; and as authors, they have thrown aside their proverbial jealousy, and acknowledge a generous brotherhood. — Young Goodman Brown, May 15th. Most men — and certainly I could not always claim to be one of the ex- ceptions — have a natural indifference. If not an absolutely hostile feeling, toward those whom disease, or weak- ness, or calamity of any kind, causes to falter and faint amid the rude jostle of our selfish existence. The education of Christianity, It Is true, the sympathy of a like experience, and 122 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM the example of women, m.ay soften, and, possibly, subvert, this ugly char- acteristic of our sex; but it is orig- inally there, and has likewise its analogy in the practice of our brute brethren, who hunt the sick or dis- abled member of the herd from among them, as an enemy. It Is for this reason that the stricken deer goes apart, and the sick lion grimly with- draws himself into his den. Except in love, or the attachments of kindred, or other very long and habitual affec- tion, we really have no tenderness. — The Blithedale Romance, May 1 6th. Morally, as well as materially, there was a coarser fiber In those wives and maidens of old English birth and XATHAXIEL HAWTHORXE 123 breeding, than in their fair descend- ants, separated from them by a series of six or seven generations; for, throughout that chain of ancestry, every successive mother has trans- mitted to her child a fainter bloom, a more delicate and briefer beauty, and a slighter physical frame, if not a character of less force and solidity, then her own. — The Scarlet Letter. May I ph. Now, the chair in which Grand- father sat was made of oak, which had grown dark with age, but had been rubbed and polished till it shone as bright as mahogany. It was very large and heavy, and had a back that rose high above Grandfather's white 124 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM head. This back was curiously carved in open work, so as to represent flow- ers, and foliage, and other devices, which the children had often gazed at, but could never understand what they meant. On the very tip-top of the chair, over the head of Grand- father himself, was a likeness of a lion's head, which had such a savage grin that you would almost expect to hear it growl and snarl. — Grandfathers Chair. May 1 8th. Methinks it is a token of healthy and gentle characteristics, when wom- en of high thoughts and accomplish- ments love to sew; especially as they are never more at home with their own hearts than while so occupied. — The Marble Faun. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 125 May igth. Nature would measure time by the succession of thoughts and acts which constitute real life, and not by hours of emptiness. — Mosses from an Old Manse. May 20th, Life figures itself to me as a festal or funereal procession. All of us have our places, and are to move on- ward under the direction of the Chief Marshal. The grand difficulty re- sults from the invariably mistaken principles on which the deputy mar- shals seek to arrange this immense concourse of people, so much more numerous than those that train their 126 BEAUTIFUL THOU GET B FROM interminable length through streets and highways in times of political ex- citement. — Young Goodman Brown, May 2 1st. Every morning and evening the Lady Arbella gave up her great chair to one of the ministers, who took his place In it and read passages from the Bible to his companions. And thus, with prayers, and pious conversation, and frequent singing of hymns, which the breezes caur;ht from their lips and scattered far over the desolate waves, they prosecuted their voyage, and sailed into the harbor of Salem in the month of June. — Grandfathe/s Chair. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 127 May 2 2d. It was no great distance, In those days, from the prison-door to the market-place. Measured by the pris- oner's experience, however. It might be reckoned a journey of some length; for, haughty as her demeanor was, she perchance underwent an agony from every footstep of those that thronged to see her, as If her heart had been flung Into the street for them all to spurn and trample upon. In our nature, however, there is a pro- vision, alike marvelous and merciful that the sufferer should never know the intensity of what he endures by Its present torture, but chiefly by the pang that rankles after It. — The Scarlet Letter. 128 BEAUTIFUL THOU GET ti FROM May 23d. It Is not at all times that one can gain admittance Into this edifice; al- though most persons enter It at some period or other of their lives — If not In their waking moments, then by the universal passport of a dream. — Young Goodman Brown. May 24th. Of all the events which constitute a person's biography, there Is scarcely one — none, certainly of anything like a similar Importance — to which the world so easily reconciles Itself as to his death. In most other cases and contingencies, the Individual Is present am.ong us, mixed up with the dally revolution of affairs, and affording a NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 129 definite point for observation. At his decease there is only a vacancy and a momentary eddy — very small, as compared with the apparent mag- nitude of the Ingurgitated object — and a bubble or two, ascending out of the black depth and bursting at the surface. — The House of the Seven Gables. May 2^th. Nature, in beast, fowl, and tree, and earth, flood, and sky, is what it was of old; but sin, care, and self- consciousness have set the human por- tion of the world askew ; and thus the simplest character is ever the soonest to go astray. — The Marble Faun. 130 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM May 26th, Oh, friend, canst thou not hear and answer me? Break down the barrier between us ! Grasp my hand ! Speak! Listen! A few words, per- haps, might satisfy the feverish yearning of my soul for some mas- ter thought, that should guide me through this labyrinth of life, teach- ing wherefore I was born, and how to do my task on earth, and what Is death. Alas! Even that unreal image should forget to ape me, and smile at these vain questions. Thus do mortals deify, as it were, a mere shadow of themselves, a specter of human reason, and ask of that to unveil the mysteries, which Divine Intelligence has revealed so far as NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 131 needful to our guidance, and hid the rest. Farewell, Monsieur du MIroir. Of you, perhaps, as of many men. It may be doubted whether you are the wiser, though your whole business is Reflection. — Young Goodman Brown. May 2yth. Is there not a deep moral in the tale? Could the result of one or all our deeds be shadowed forth and set before us — some would call it Fate, and hurry onward — others be swept along by their passionate desires — and none be turned aside by the Prophetic Pictures. — Twice Told Tales. 132 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM May 28th, It takes down the solitary pride of man, beyond most other things, to find the Impracticability of flinging aside affections that have grown Irk- some. The bands that were silken once are apt to become Iron fetters when we desire to shake them off. Our souls, after all, are not our own. We convey a property in them to those with whom we associate; but to what extent can never be known, un- til we feel the tug, the agony, of our abortive effort to resume an exclusive sway over ourselves. — The Bltthedale Romance. May 2gth. The fields and wood-paths have as yet few charms to entice the wanderer. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 133 In a walk, the other day, I found no violets, nor anemones, nor anything in the likeness of a flower. It was worth while, however, to ascend our opposite hill, for the sake of gaining a general idea of the advance of spring, which I had hitherto been studying in its minute developments. — Young Goodman Brown. May joth. We do ourselves wrong, and too meanly estimate the Holiness above us, when we deem that any act or enjoyment, good in itself, is not good to do religiously. — The Marble Faun. 134 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE May ^ist. Strength Is incomprehensible by weakness, and, therefore, the more terrible. There Is no greater bug- bear than a strong-willed relative In the circle of his own connections. — The House of the Seven Gables. JUNE t June 1st. Sometimes, it is true, the spiritual fountain is kept pure by a wisdom within itself, and sparkles into the light of Heaven, without a stain from the earthly strata through which it had gushed upward. And sometimes, even here on earth, the pure mingles with pure, and the inexhaustible is recompensed with the infinite. — Mosses from an Old Manse. June 2d. Methinks, for a person whose in- stinct bids him rather to pore over the current of life than to plunge into its tumultuous waves, no undesirable re- 138 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM treat were a toll-house beside some thronged thoroughfare of the land. — Twice Told Tales. June ^d. There Is hardly a more difficult ex- ercise of fancy than, while gazing at a figure of melancholy age, to recreate its youth, and, without entirly oblit- erating the identity of form and fea- tures, to restore those graces which Time has snatched away. Some old people — especially women — so age- worn and woeful are they, seem never to have been young and gay. It is easier to conceive that such gloomy phantoms were sent into the world as withered and decrepit as we behold them now, with sympathies only for pain and grief, to watch at death- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 139 beds and weep at funerals. Even the sable garments of their widow- hood appear essential to their exist- ence; all their attributes combine to render them darksome shadows creep- ing strangely amid the sunshine of human life. Yet It Is no unprofitable task to take one of these doleful creatures and set Fancy resolutely at work to brighten the dim eye, and darken the silvery locks, and paint the ashen cheek with rose-color, and repair the shrunken and crazy form, till a dewy maiden shall be seen In the old matron's elbow-chair. The mira- cle being wrought, then let the years roll back again, each sadder than the last, and the whole weight of age and sorrow settle down upon the youthful figure. Wrinkles and fur- rows, the handwriting of Time, may 140 BEAUTIFUL TH OUGHTS FROM thus be deciphered and found to con- tain deep lessons of thought and feel- ing. — Edward Fane's Rosebud, June ^th. Life, within doors, has few pleas- anter prospects than a neatly arranged and well-provisioned breakfast-table. We come to it freshly, in the dewy youth of the day, and when our spir- itual and sensual elements are in bet- ter accord than at a later period; so that the material delights of the morn- ing meal are capable of being fully enjoyed, without any very grievous reproaches, whether gastric or con- scientious, for yielding even a trifle overmuch to the animal department of our nature. — The House of the Seven Gables. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 141 June ^th. Old associations cling to the mind with astonishing tenacity. Daily cus- tom grows up about us like a stone wall, and consolidates itself into al- most as material an entity as man- kind's strongest architecture. It is sometimes a serious question with me, whether ideas be not really visible and tangible, and endowed with all the other qualities of matter. — Mosses from an Old Manse. June 6th, But there Is a wisdom that looks grave, and sneers at merriment; and again a deeper wisdom, that stoops to be gay as often as occasion serves, and oftenest avails itself of shallow 142 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM and trifling grounds of mirth; be- cause, if we wait for more substantial ones, we seldom can be gay at all. —The Marble Faun, June yth. Of all bird-voices, none are more sweet and cheerful to my ear than those of swallows, in the dim, sun- streaked interior of a lofty barn; they address the heart with even a closer sympathy than Robin Red- breast. But, indeed, all these winged people, that dwell in the vicinity of homesteads, seem to partake of human nature, and possess the germ, if not the development, of immortal souls. We hear them saying their melodious prayers, at morning's blush and eventide. — Young Goodman Brown. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 143 June 8th. There Is, I believe, only one right and one wrong; and I do not under- stand, and may God keep me from ever understanding, how two things so totally unlike can be mistaken for one another; nor how two mortal foes, as Right and Wrong surely are, can work together In the same deed. — The Marble Faun. June gth. Through the dim length of the apartment, where crimson curtains muffled the glare of sunshine and created a rich obscurity, the three guests drew near the silver-haired old man. Memory, with a finger between the leaves of her huge volume, placed 144 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM herself at his right hand. Conscience, with her face still hidden In the dusky mantle, took her station on the left, so as to be next his heart ; while Fancy set down her picture-box upon the table, with the magnifying glass con- venient to his eye. — Twice Told Tales. June loth. Thank Providence for Spring! The earth — and man himself, by sympathy with his birthplace — would be far other than we find them. If life tolled wearily onward, without this periodical infusion of the primal spirit. Will the world ever be so de- cayed, that Spring may not renew its greenness? Can man be so dismally age-stricken, that no faintest sunshine NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 145 of his youth may revisit him once a year? It Is Impossible. — Young Goodman Brown. June iith. Phoebe, It Is probable, had but a very imperfect comprehension of the character over which she had thrown so beneficent a spell. Nor was It necessary. The fire upon the hearth can gladden a whole semi-circle of faces around about it, but need not know the individuality of one among them all. — The House of the Seven Gables. June I2th. Decency, and external conscience, often produce a far fairer outside, than Is warranted by the stains within. 146 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM And be It owned, on the other hand, that a man seldom repeats to his near- est friend, any more than he reahzes in act, the purest wishes, which, at some blessed time or other, have arisen from the depths of his nature. — Mosses from an Old Manse. June i^th. Man must not disclaim his brother- hood, even with the guiltiest, since, though his hand be clean, his heart has surely been polluted by the flitting phantoms of iniquity. He must feel that when he shall knock at the gate of Heaven, no semblance of an un- spotted life can entitle him to entrance there. Penitence must kneel, and Mercy come from the footstool of NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 147 the throne, or that golden gate will never open! — Twice Told Tales. June 14th. You look through a vista of cen- tury beyond century — through much shadow, and a little sunshine — through barbarism and civilization, alternating with one another, like actors that have pre-arranged their parts — through a broad pathway of progressive generations bordered by palaces and temples, and bestridden by old, triumphal arches, until, In the distance, you behold the obelisks, with their unintelligible inscriptions, hint- ing at a past Infinitely more remote than history can define. Your own life is as nothing, when compared 148 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM with that Immeasurable distance; but still you demand, none the less ear- nestly, a gleam of sunshine, Instead of a speck of shadow, on the step or two that will bring you to your quiet rest. — The Marble Faun. June i^th. Alas, for the worn and heavy soul. If, whether In youth or age. It has outlived Its privilege of spring-time sprlghtllness ! From such a soul, the world must hope no reformation of Its evil — no sympathy with the lofty faith and gallant struggles of those who contend In Its behalf. Summer works In the present, and thinks not of the future; Autumn Is a rich con- servative; Winter has utterly lost Its faith, and clings tremulously to the NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 149 remembrance of what has been; but Spring, with Its outgushing life, Is the true type of the Movement ! — Young Goodman Brown. June i6th. It is often Instructive to take the woman's, the private and domestic view of a public man; nor can any- thing be more curious than the vast discrepancy between portraits In- tended for engraving, and the pencil- sketches that pass from hand to hand behind the original's back. — The House of the Seven Gables, June ijth. And be the stern and sad truth spoken, that the breach which guilt has once made Into the human soul Is 150 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM never, in this mortal state, repaired. It may be watched and guarded; so that the enemy shall not force his way again into the citadel, and might even, in his subsequent assaults, select some other avenue, in preference to that where he had formerly succeeded. But there is still the ruined wall, and, near it, the stealthy tread of the foe that would win over again his unfor- gotten triumph. — The Scarlet Letter. June i8th. There is a kind of ludicrous unfit- ness in the idea of a time-stricken and grandfatherly lilac-bush. The anal- ogy holds good in human life. Per- sons who can only be graceful and ornamental — who can give the world NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 151 nothing but flowers — should die young, and never be seen with gray hair and wrinkles, any more than the flower shrubs with mossy bark and blighted foliage, like the lilacs under my window. — Young Goodman Brown. June igth. What an instrument is the human voice ! How wonderfully responsive to every emotion of the human soul ! — The House of the Seven Gables. June 20th. The years, after all, have a kind of emptiness, when we spend too many of them on a foreign shore. We defer the reality of life, in such cases. 152 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM until a future moment, when we shall again breathe our native air; but, by and by, there are no future mo- ments; or. If we do return, we find that the native air has lost Its Invig- orating quality, and that life has shifted Its reality to the spot where we have deemed ourselves only tem- porary residents. Thus, between two countries, we have none at all, or only that little space of either. In which we finally lay down our discontented bones. It Is wise, therefore, to come back betimes, or never. — The Marble Faun. June 2 1 St. She had flung It Into Infinite space I — she had drawn an hour's free breath! — and here again was the NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 153 scarlet misery, glittering on the old spot! So it ever Is, whether thus typified or no, that an evil deed In- vests Itself with the character of doom. — The Scarlet Letter. June 22d, Is not Nature better than a book? — Is not the human heart deeper than any system of philosophy? — Is not life replete with more Instruction than past observers have found It possible to write down In maxims? Be of good cheer! The great book of Time is still spread wide open before us; and. If we read It aright, It will be to us a volume of eternal Truth. — Mosses from an Old Manse. 154 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM June 2jd, Old age is not venerable, when it embodies Itself In lilacs, rose bushes, or any other ornamental shrubs; it seems as If such plants, as they grow only for beauty, ought to flourish only In Immortal youth, or, at least, to die before their sad decrepitude. — Young Goodman Brown. June 2ph, My spirit wanders forth afar, but finds no resting place and comes shiv- ering back. It Is time that I were hence. But grudge me not the day that has been spent In seclusion which yet was not solitude, since the great sea has been my companion, and the little sea birds my friends, and the NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 155 wind has told me his secrets, and airy shapes have flitted around me in my hermitage. Such companionship works an effect upon a man's charac- ter as if he had been admitted to the society of creatures that are not mor- tal. And when at noontide I tread the crowded streets, the influence of this day will still be felt; so that I shall walk among men kindly and as a brother, with affection and sympa- thy, but yet shall not melt into the indistinguishable mass of humankind. I shall think my own thoughts and feel my own emotions and possess my individuality unviolated. — Footprints on the Seashore. June 2^th. Sweet must have been the spring- time of Eden, when no earlier year 156 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM had Strewn Its decay upon the virgin turf, and no former experience had ripened into summer, and faded into autumn, in the hearts of its inhabit- ants! That was a world worth hv- ing in! Oh, thou murmurer, it is out of the very wantonness of such a life, that thou feignest these idle lamentations ! There is no decay. Each human soul is the first created inhabitant of its own Eden. — Young Goodman Brown, June 26th. There is a wonderful insight In Heaven's broad and simple sunshine. While we give It credit only for depicting the merest surface, it actu- ally brings out the secret character withv a truth that no painter would NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 157 ever venture upon, even could he detect it. — The House of the Seven Gables. June 2yth. It may be, however — O, transport- ing and triumphant thought! — that the great-grandchildren of the pres- ent race may sometimes think kindly of the scribbler of bygone days, when the antiquary of days to come, among the sites memorable In the town's his- tory, shall point out the locality of The Town Pump ! — The Custom House, June 28th. No author, without a trial, can conceive of the difficulty of writing a romance about a country where 158 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHT}^ FROM there is no shadow, no antiquity, no mystery, no picturesque and gloomy wrong, nor anything but a common- place prosperity, in broad and simple daylight, as is happily the case with my dear native land. It will be very long, I trust, before romance writers may find congenial and easily handled themes, either In the annals of our stalwart republic, or In any character- istic and probable events of our in- dividual lives. Romance and poetry, Ivy, lichens, and wall-flowers need ruin to make them grow. — The Marble Faun. June 2gth. No man, for any considerable pe- riod, can wear one face to himself, and another to the multitude, without k NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 159 finally getting bewildered as to which may be the true. — The Scarlet Letter. June joth. What needs an earthly roof be- tween the Deity and his worshipers? Our faith can well afford to lose all the drapery that even the holiest men have thrown around it, and be only the more sublime in its simplicity. — Mosses from an Old Manse. JULY July 1st, It being her first day of complete estrangement from rural objects, Phoebe found an unexpected charm In this little nook of grass, and foli- age, and aristocratic flowers, and plebeian vegetables. The eye of Heaven seemed to look down into it pleasantly, and with a peculiar smile, as if glad to perceive that nature, else- where overwhelmed, and driven out of the dusty town, had here been able to retain a breathing place. — The House of the Seven Gables. July 2d. At this autumnal season the preci- pice is decked with variegated splen- 164 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM dor. Trailing wreaths of scarlet flaunt from the summit downward; tufts of yellow-flowering shrubs and rose bushes, with their reddened leaves and glossy seedberries, sprout from each crevice; at every glance I detect some new light or shade of beauty, all contrasting with the stern gray rock. A rill of water trickles down the cliffs and fills a little cistern near the base. I drain it at a draught, and find it fresh and pure. This recess shall be my dining-hall. And what the feast? A few biscuits made savory by soaking them in sea-water, a tuft of samphire gathered from the beach, and an apple for the dessert. By this time the little rill has filled its reservoir again, and as I quaff it I thank God more heartily than for a civic banquet that He gives me the NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 165 healthful appetite to make a feast of bread and water. — Footprints on the Seashore. July jd. Apple trees, on the other hand, grow old without reproach. Let them live as long as they may, and contort themselves into whatever perversity of shape they please, and deck their withered limbs with a springtime gaudiness of pink-blossoms, still they are respectable, even if they afford us only an apple or two in a season. Those few apples — or, at all events, the remembrance of apples in by-gone years — are the atonement which utili- tarianism inexorably demands, for the privilege of lengthened life. — Young Goodman Brown, 166 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM July ^th. But, after all, the most fascinating employment is simply to write your name in the sand. Draw the letters gigantic, so that two strides may barely measure them, and three for the long strokes; cut deep, that the record may be permanent. States- men and warriors and poets have spent their strength in no better cause than this. Is it accomplished? Return, then, in an hour or two, and seek for this mighty record of a name. The sea will have swept over it, even as time rolls its effacing waves over the names of statesmen and warriors and poets. Hark! the surf-waves laugh at you. — Footprints on the Seashore, NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 167 July ^th. Among the delights of Spring, how is it possible to forget the birds! Even the crows were welcome, as the sable harbingers of a brighter and livelier race. They visited us before the snow was off, but seem mostly to have betaken themselves to remote depths of the woods, which they haunt all summer long. Many a time shall I disturb them there, and feel as if I had intruded among a company of silent worshipers, as they sit in Sabbath-stillness among the tree tops. — Young Goodman Brown. July 6th. There was a spiritual quality In Phoebe's activity. The life of the 168 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM long and busy day — spent In occu- pations that might so easily have taken a squalid and ugly aspect — had been made pleasant, and even lovely, by the spontaneous grace with which these homely duties seemed to bloom out of her character; so that labor, while she dealt with it, had the easy and flexible charm of play. Angels do not toil, but let their good works grow out of them ; and so did Phoebe. — The House of the Seven Gables. July yth. One of the first things that strikes the attention, when the white sheet of winter Is withdrawn, Is the neglect and disarray that lay hidden beneath it. Nature Is not cleanly, according to our prejudices. — Young Goodman Brown. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 169 July 8th, How sad a truth — if true It were — that Man's age-long endeavor for perfection had served only to render him the mockery of the Evil Princi- ple, from the fatal circumstance of an error at the very root of the matter ! The heart — the heart — there was the little yet boundless sphere, wherein existed the original wrong, of which the crime and misery of this outward world were merely types. Purify that inward sphere; and the many shapes of evil that haunt the outward, and which now seem almost our only realities, will turn to shadowy phan- toms, and vanish of their own accord. But if we go no deeper than the In- tellect, and strive, with merely that feeble instrument, to discern and rec- 170 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM tify what is wrong, our whole accom- plishment will be a dream. — Mosses from an Old Manse. July gth. Standing in this Hall of Fantasy, we perceive what even the earth- clogged intellect of man can do, in creating circumstances which, though we call them shadowy and visionary, are scarcely more so than those that surround us in actual life. Doubt not, then, that man's disembodied spirit may recreate Time and the World for itself, with all their pecu- liar enjoyments, should there still be human yearnings amid life eternal and infinite. — Young Goodman Brown. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 171 July 1 0th, A crow, however, has no real pre- tensions to religion, in spite of his gravity of mien and black attire; he Is certainly a thief, and probably an Infidel. The gulls are far more re- spectable, in a moral point of view. These denizens of sea-beaten rocks, and haunters of the lonely beach, come up our inland river, at this sea- son, and soar high overhead, flapping their broad wings in the upper sun- shine. They are among the most picturesque of birds, because they so float and rest upon the air, as to be- come almost stationary parts of the landscape. The Imagination has time to grow acquainted with them; they have not flitted away in a moment. — Young Goodman Brown, 172 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM July nth. Whatever she did, too, was done without conscious effort, and with fre- quent outbreaks of song, which were exceedingly pleasant to the ear. This natural tunefulness made Phoebe seem like a bird In a shadowy tree, or con- veyed the Idea that the stream of life warbled through her heart as a brook sometimes warbles through a pleasant little dell. It betokened the cheerl- ness of an active temperament, finding joy In Its activity, and therefore, ren- dering It beautiful. — The House of the Seven Gables. July 1 2th. The moment when a man's head drops off Is seldom or never, I am In- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 173 clined to think, precisely the most agreeable of his life. Nevertheless, like the greater part of our misfor- tunes, even so serious a contingency brings its remedy and consolation with it, if the sufferers will but make the best, rather than the worst, of the accident which has befallen him. In my particular case, the consolatory topics were close at hand, and indeed, had suggested themselves to my medi- tations a considerable time before it was requisite to use them. In view of my previous weariness of office, and vague thoughts of resignation, my fortune somewhat resembled that of a person who should entertain an idea of committing suicide, and, although beyond his hopes, meet with the good hap to be murdered. — The Custom House. 174 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM July i^th. Among many morals which press upon us from the poor minister's mis- erable experience, we put only this into a sentence : "Be true ! Be true ! Be true ! Show freely to the world, if not your worst, yet some trait whereby the worst may be Inferred!" — The Scarlet Letter. July i^th. Not that beauty Is worthy of less than Immortality — no, the beautiful should live forever — and thence, per- haps, the sense of Impropriety, when we see it triumphed over by time. — Young Goodman Brown. July l^th. But still the good old sculptor mur- mured, and stumbled, as it were, over NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 175 the gravestones amid which he had walked through life. Whether he were right or wrong, I had grown the wiser from our companionship and from my observations of nature and character as displayed by those who came, with their old griefs or their new ones, to get them recorded upon his slabs of marble. And yet with my gain of wisdom I had likewise gained perplexity; for there was a strange doubt in my mind whether the dark shadowing of this life, the sorrows and regrets, have not as much real comfort in them — leaving relig- ious influences out of the question — as what we term life's joys. — Chippings With a Chisel. 176 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM July 1 6th. The smaller birds — the little song- sters of the woods, and those that haunt man's dwellings, and claim human friendship by building their nests under the sheltering eaves, or among the orchard trees — these re- quire a touch more delicate, and a gentler heart than mine, to do them justice. Their outburst of melody Is like a brook let loose from wintry chains. We need not deem it a too high and solemn word, to call It a hymn of praise to the Creator; since Nature, who pictures the reviving year In so many sights of beauty, has expressed the sentiment of renewed life In no other sound, save the notes of these blessed birds. — Young Goodman Brown, NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 177 July lyth. It Is a curious subject of observa- tion and Inquiry, whether hatred and love be not the same thing at bottom. Each, In Its utmost development, sup- poses a high degree of Intimacy and heart-knowledge; each renders one Individual dependent for the food of his affections and spiritual life upon another; each leaves the passionate lover, or the no less passionate hater, forlorn and desolate by the with- drawal of his subject. Philosophi- cally considered, therefore, the two passions seem essentially the same, except that one happens to be seen In a celestial radiance, and the other In a dusky and lurid glow. — The Scarlet Letter. 178 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM July 1 8th, Little Phoebe was one of those per- sons who possess, as their exclusive patrimony, the gift of practical ar- rangement. It is a kind of natural magic that enables these favored ones to bring out the hidden capabilities of things around them; and particularly to give a look of comfort and hab- Itableness to any place which, for however brief a period, may happen to be their home. A wild hut of underbrush, tossed together by way- farers through the primitive forest, would acquire the home aspect by one night's lodging of such a woman, and would retain it long after her quiet figure had disappeared into the surrounding shade. — The House of the Seven Gables. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 179 July igth. The truth seems to be, however, that, when he casts his leaves forth upon the wind, the author addresses, not the many who will fling aside his volume, or never take it up, but the few who will understand him, better than most of his schoolmates or life- mates. Some authors, indeed, do far more than this, and indulge them- selves in such confidential depths of revelation as could fittingly be ad- dressed, only and exclusively, to the one heart and mind, of perfect sym- pathy, as if the printed book, thrown at large on the wide world, were cer- tain to find out the divided segment of the writer's own nature, and complete his circle of existence by 180 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM bringing him into communion with it. — The Custom House. July 20th. How gladly does the spirit leap forth and suddenly enlarge its sense of being to the full extent of the broad blue, sunny deep ! A greeting and a homage to the sea ! I descend over its margin and dip my hand into the wave that meets me, and bathe my brow. That far-resounding roar is Ocean's voice of welcome. His salt breath brings a blessing along with it. — Footprints on the Seashore. July 2 1st. The blackbirds, three species of w^hich consort together, are the noisi- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 181 est of all our feathered citizens. Great companies of them — more than the famous " four-and-twenty " whom Mother Goose has immortalized — congregate in contiguous tree tops, and vociferate with all the clamor and confusion of a turbulent political meeting. Politics, certainly, must be the occasion of such tumultuous de- bates; but still — unlike all other poli- ticians — they instill melody into their individual utterances, and produce harmony as a general effect. — Young Goodman Brown. July 2 2d. The morning light, however, soon stole into the aperture at the foot of the bed, betwixt those faded curtains. Finding the new guest there — with a 182 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM bloom on her cheeks like the morn- ing's own, and a gentle stir of depart- ing slumber in her limbs, as when an early breeze moves the foliage — the dawn kissed her brow. It was the caress which a dewy maiden — such as the Dawn is, immortally — gives to her sleeping sister partly from the impulse of irresistible fondness and partly as a pretty hint that It Is time now to unclose her eyes. — The House of the Seven Gables. July 2^d. And now farewell, old friend! Little do you suspect that a student of human life has made your char- acter the theme of more than one sol- itary and thoughtful hour. Many would say, that you have hardly In- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 183 divlduality enough to be the object of your own self-love. How, then, can a stranger's eye detect anything In your mind and heart, to study and to wonder at? Yet could I read but a tithe of what is written there, It would be a volume of deeper and more comprehensive Import than all that the wisest mortals have given to the world; for the soundless depths of the human soul, and of eternity, have an opening through your breast. God be praised, were it only for your sake, that the present shapes of human existence are not cast in Iron, nor hewn In everlasting adamant, but molded of the vapors that vanish away while the essence flits upward to the infinite. — Mosses from an Old Manse. 184 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM July 2/J.th. How Invariably, throughout all the forms of life, do we find these inter- mingled memorials of death! On the soil of thought, and in the garden of the heart, as well as in the sensual world, lie withered leaves; the ideas and feelings that we have done with. There is no wind strong enough to sweep them away; infinite space will not garner them from our sight. What mean they? Why may we not be permitted to live and enjoy, as if this were the first life, and our own the primal enjoyment, instead of treading always on these dry bones and moldering relics, from the aged accumulation of which springs all that now appears so young and new? — Young Goodman Brown. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 185 July 2^th. Put on a bright face for your cus- tomers, and smile pleasantly as you hand them what they ask for. A stale article, if you dip it in a good, warm, sunny smile, will go off better than a fresh one that you've scowled upon. — The House of the Seven Gables. July 26th. It is dawn. The east puts on its immemorial blush, although no human eye is gazing at it; for all the phe- nomena of the natural world renew themselves, in spite of the solitude that now broods around the globe. There is still beauty of earth, sea, and sky, for beauty's sake. But soon 186 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM there are to be spectators. Just when the earliest sunshine gilds earth's mountain tops, two beings have come into life, not in such an Eden as bloomed to welcome our first parents, but in the heart of a modern city. They find themselves in existence, and gazing into one another's eyes. Their emotion is not astonishment; nor do they perplex themselves with efforts to discover what, and whence, and why they are. Each is satisfied to be, because the other exists likewise; and their first consciousness is of calm and mutual enjoyment, which seems not to have been the birth of that very moment, but prolonged from a past eternity. — Mosses from an Old Manse, NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 187 July 2yth. Externally, the jollity of aged men has much In common with the mirth of children; the intellect, any more than a deep sense of humor, has little to do with the matter; it is, with both, a gleam that plays upon the surface, and imparts a sunny and cheery as- pect alike to the green branch, and gray, moldering trunk. In one case, however, it is real sunshine; in the other, it more resembles the phos- phorescent glow of decaying wood. — The Custom House, July 28th, Let not the reader argue from any of these evidences of Iniquity that the times of the Puritans were more vie- 188 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM ious than our own, when as we pass along the very street of this sketch we discern no badge of Infamy on man or woman. It was the policy of our ancestors to search out even the most secret sins and expose them to shame, without fear or favor. In the broadest light of the noonday sun. Were such the custom now, perchance we might find materials for a no less piquant sketch than the above. — Endicott arid the Red Cross. July 2gth. We dwell In an old moss-covered mansion, and tread In the worn foot- prints of the past, and have a gray clergyman's ghost for our dally and nightly Inmate; yet all these outward circumstances are made less than vis- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 189 lonary, by the renewing power of the spirit. Should the spirit ever lose this power — should the withered leaves, and the rotten branches, and the moss-covered house, and the ghost of the gray past, ever become its reali- ties, and the verdure and the fresh- ness merely its faint dream — then let it pray to be released from earth. It will need the air of Heaven to revive its pristine energies. — Young Goodman Brown. July ^oth. I took it in good part, at the hands of Providence, that I was thrown into a position so little akin to my past habits; and set myself seriously to gather from It whatever profit was to be had. After my fellowship of toil 190 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM and impracticable schemes with the dreamy brethren of Brook Farm; af- ter Hving for three years within the subtle Influence of an intellect like Emerson's; after those wild, free days on the Assabeth, indulging fantastic speculations, beside our fire of fallen boughs, with Ellery Channing; after talking with Thoreau about pine trees and Indian relics, in his hermitage at Walden; after growing fastidious by sympathy with the classic refinement of Hilliard's culture; after becoming imbued with poetic sentiment at Long- fellow's hearthstone; it was time, at length, that I should exercise other faculties of my nature, and nourish myself with food for which I had hitherto had little appetite. - — The Custom House. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 191 July 31 St. Each moment wins some portion of the earth from death to life; a sudden gleam of verdure brightens along the sunny slope of a bank, which, an in- stant ago, was brown and bare. You look again, and behold an apparition of green grass ! — Young Goodman Brown. AUGUST August 1st. It Is an old theme of satire, the falsehood and vanity of monumental eulogies; but when affection and sor- row grave the letters with their own painful labor, then we may be sure that they copy from the record on their hearts. — Chippings With a Chisel. August 2d, As a general rule, Providence sel- dom vouchsafes to mortals any more than just that degree of encourage- ment which suffices to keep them at a reasonably full exertion of their powers. — The House of the Seven Gables, 196 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM August jd. So long as we love life for itself, we seldom dread the losing It. When we desire life for the attainment of an object, we recognize the frailty of Its texture. But, side by side with this sense of Insecurity, there Is a vital faith In our Invulnerability to the shaft of death, while engaged In any task that seems assigned by Provi- dence as our proper thing to do, and which the world would have cause to mourn for, should we leave It unac- complished. — Mosses from an Old Manse, August 4th. Oh, how heavily passes the time while an adventurous youth Is yearn- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 197 Ing to do his part in life and to gather in the harvest of his renown 1 How hard a lesson it is to wait! Our life is brief, and how much of it is spent in teaching us only this ! — A ffonder Book. August ^th. Nothing is more unaccountable than the spell that often lurks in a spoken word. A thought may be present to the mind, so distinctly that no utterance could make it more so; and two minds may be conscious of the same thought, in which one or both take the profoundest interest; but as long as it remains unspoken, their familiar talk flows quietly over the hidden idea, as a rivulet may sparkle and dimple over, something sunken in 198 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM its bed. But, speak the word, and it is like bringing up a drowned body out of the deepest pool in the rivulet, which has been aware of the horrible secret all along, in spite of its smiling surface. —The Marble Faun. August 6th I doubt greatly- — or, rather I do not doubt at all — whether any public functionary of the United States, either in the civil or military line, has ever had such a patriarchal body of veterans under his orders as myself. The whereabouts of the Oldest In- habitant was at once settled when I looked at them. For upwards of twenty years before this epoch, the in- dependent position of the collector NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 199 had kept the Salem Custom House out of the whirlpool of political vicis- situde, which makes the tenure of office generally so fragile. A soldier — New England's most distinguished soldier — he stood firmly on the pedes- tal of his gallant services. — The Custom House. August yth. O glorious Art! Thou art the Image of the Creator's own. The In- numerable forms that wander In noth- ingness start Into being at thy beck. The dead live again. Thou recallest them to their old scenes, and givest their gray shadows the luster of a bet- ter life, at once earthly and Immortal. Thou snatchest back the fleeting mo- ments of History. With thee there 200 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FRO 31 is no Past; for, at thy touch, all that Is great becomes forever present; and illustrious men live through long ages, in the visible performance of the very deeds which made them what they are. — Twice Told Tales. August 8th. That cold tendency, between in- stinct and Intellect, which made me pry with a speculative Interest Into people's passions and impulses, ap- peared to have gone far toward un- humanizing my heart. But a man cannot always decide for himself whether his own heart is cold or warm. — The Blithedale Romance. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 201 August gth. The trees, In our orchard and else- where, are as yet naked, but already appear full of life and vegetable blood. It seems as If, by one magic touch, they might Instantaneously burst Into full foliage, and that the wind, which now sighs through their naked branches, might make sudden music amid Innumerable leaves. — Young Good?nan Brown, August 1 0th. If there be a faculty which I pos- sess more perfectly than most men. It Is that of throwing myself mentally Into situations foreign to my own and detecting with a cheerful eye the de- sirable circumstances of each. — The Seven Vagabonds. 202 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM August Ilth. These names of gentleman and lady had a meaning In the past history of the world, and conferred privileges, desirable or otherwise, on those en- titled to bear them. In the present — and still more in the future condi- tion of society — they imply, not privi- lege, but restriction. — The House of the Seven Gables. August I2th. We, who are born into the world's artificial system, can never adequately know how little in our present state and circumstances Is natural, and how much is merely the Interpolation of the perverted mind and heart of man. Art has become a second and stronger NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 203 Nature; she is a stepmother, whose crafty tenderness has taught us to despise the bountiful and wholesome ministrations of our true parent. — Mosses from an Old Manse. August I^th. It contributes greatly toward a man's moral and intellectual health, to be brought into habits of com- panionship with individuals unlike himself, who care little for his pur- suits, and whose sphere and abilities he must go out of himself to appre- ciate. The accidents of my life have often afforded me this advantage, but never with more fullness and variety than during my continuance in office. — The Custom House. 204 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM August 14th. Some tracts, In a happy exposure — as, for instance, yonder southwestern slope of an orchard, in front of that old red farm house, beyond the river — such patches of land already wear a beautiful and tender green, to which no future luxuriance can add a charm. It looks unreal — a prophecy — a hope — a transitory effect of some peculiar light, which will vanish with the slightest motion of the eye. But beauty Is never a delusion; not these verdant tracts, but the dark and bar- ren landscape, all around them, Is a shadow and a dream. — Young Goodman Brown, August l^th. If ever you should doubt that man is capable of disinterested zeal for NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 205 his brother's good, then remember how the apostle Eliot toiled. And if you should feel your own self-interest pressing upon your heart too closely, then think of Eliot's Indian Bible. It is good for the world that such a man has lived and left this emblem of his life. — Grandfather s Chair, August 1 6th. A simple and joyous character can find no place for itself among the sage and somber figures that would put his unsophisticated cheerfulness to shame. The entire system of man's affairs, as at present estab- lished, is built up purposely to ex- clude the careless and happy soul. The very children would upbraid the 206 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM wretched individual who should en- deavor to take life and the world as — what we might naturally suppose them meant for — a place and oppor- tunity for enjoyment. — The Marble Faun. August lyth. It is really impossible to hide any- thing in this world, to say nothing of the next. All that we ought to ask, therefore, is, that the witnesses of our conduct, and the speculators on our motives, should be capable of taking the highest view which the circum- stances of the case may admit. So much being secured, I, for one, would be most happy in feeling myself fol- lowed everywhere by an indefatig- able human sympathy. — The Blithedale Romance. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 207 August l8th. O potent Art ! as thou bringest the faintly revealed Past to stand In that narrow strip of sunlight, which we call Now, canst thou summon the shrouded Future to meet her there ? — Twice Told Tales. August igth. It Is a truth (and It would be a very sad one but for the higher hopes which It suggests) that no great mis- take, whether acted or endured. In our mortal sphere. Is ever really set right. Time, the continual vicissitude of circumstances, and the Invariable In- opportunity of death, render It Im- possible. If, after long lapse of 208 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM years, the right seems to be In our power, we find no niche to set It In. — The House of the Seven Gables. August 20th. *' Oh, you are ungrateful to our Mother Earth! " rejoined I. " Come what may, I never will forget her! Neither will It satisfy me to have her exist merely In Idea. I want her great, round, solid self to endure In- terminably, and still to be peopled with the kindly race of man, whom I uphold to be much better than he thinks himself. Nevertheless, I con- fide the whole matter to Providence and shall endeavor so to live, that the world may come to an end at any moment, without leaving me at a loss to find foothold somewhere else." — Young Goodman Brown, NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 209 August 2 1st. While we live on earth, 'tis true, we must needs carry our skeletons about with us; but, for Heaven's sake, do not let us burden our spirits with them, in our feeble efforts to soar upward! Believe me, it will change the whole aspect of death, if you can once disconnect it, in your idea, with that corruption from which it disen- gages our higher part. — The Marble Faun. August 22d. The idea of Death is in them, or not far off. But were they to choose a symbol for him, it would be a But- terfly soaring upward, or the bright Angel beckoning them aloft, or the 210 BEAUTIFUL THOU&HTS FROM Child asleep with soft dreams visible through her transparent purity. — Mosses from an Old Manse. August 2^d. Sleeping or waking, we hear not the fairy footsteps of the strange things that almost happen. Does It not argue a superintending Providence, that, while viewless and unexpected events thrust themselves continually athwart our path, there should still be regularity enough, in mortal life, to render foresight even partially available ? — Twice Told Tales, August 2/j.th. Next to the lightest heart, the heaviest is apt to be most playful. — The House of the Seven Gables. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 211 August 2^th. The public is despotic in its tem- per; it is capable of cienying com- mon justice, when too strenuously demanded as a right; but quite as frequently it awards more than jus- tice, when the appeal is made, as despots love to have it made, en- tirely to its generosity. — The Scarlet Letter, August 26th. Fixing our attention on such out- side shows of similiarity or difference, we lose sight of those realities by which nature, fortune, fate, or Provi- dence, has constituted for every man a brotherhood, wherein it is one great office of human wisdom to classify 212 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM him. When the mind has once ac- customed itself to a proper arrange- ment of the Procession of Life, or a true classification of society, even though merely speculative, there is thenceforth a satisfaction which pretty well suffices for itself, without the aid of any actual reformation in the order of march. — Young Goodman Brown. August 2'jth. There was one thing that much aided me in renewing and recreating the stalwart soldier of the Niagara frontier — the man of true and simple energy. It was the recollection of those memorable words of his, " I'll try. Sir! " spoken on the very verge of a desperate and heroic enterprise, NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 213 and breathing the soul and spirit of New England hardihood, compre- hending all perils, and encountering all. If, in our country, valor were rewarded by heraldic honor, this phrase — which it seems so easy to speak, but which only he, with such a task of danger and glory before him, has ever spoken — would be the best and fittest of all mottoes for the Gen- eral's shield of arms. — The Custom House. August 28th, Still, there will be a connection with the long past — a reference to forgotten events and personages, and to manners, feelings, and opinions, al- most or wholly obsolete — which, if adequately translated to the reader. 214 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM would serve to Illustrate how much of old material goes to make up the freshest novelty of human life. — The House of the Seven Gables. August 2gth, What a pretty satire on war and military glory might be written In the form of a child's story by describing the snowball fights of two rival schools, the alternate defeats and vic- tories of each, and the final triumph of one party, or perhaps of neither! What pitched battles worthy to be chanted In Homeric strains! What storming of fortresses built all of massive snow blocks! What feats of Individual prowess and embodied on sets of martial enthusiasm ! And when some well-contested and decisive NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 215 victory had put a period to the war, both armies should unite to build a lofty monument of snow upon the battlefield and crown It with the vic- tor's statue hewn of the same frozen marble. In a few days or weeks thereafter the passer-by would- ob- serve a shapeless mound upon the level common, and, unmindful of the famous victory, would ask: "How came It there? Who reared It? And what means It?" The shat- tered pedestal of many a battle monu- ment has provoked these questions when none could answer. —Snowflakes, August ^oth. The moss-grown wUlow-tree, which for forty years past has overshad- owed these western windows, will be 216 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM among the first to put on Its green attire. There are some objections to the willow ; it is not a dry and cleanly tree, and Impresses the beholder with an association of slimlness. No trees, I think, are perfectly agreeable as companions, unless they have glossy leaves, dry bark, and a firm and hard texture of trunk and branches. But the willow is almost the earliest to gladden us with the promise and reality of beauty, in its graceful and delicate foliage, and the last to scat- ter Its yellow yet scarcely withered leaves upon the ground. All through the winter, too. Its yellow twigs give it a sunny aspect, which Is not without a cheering Influence, even in the gray- est and gloomiest day. — Young Goodman Brown. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 217 August 31st, Nature thrusts some of us Into the world miserably incomplete on the emotional side, with hardly any sen- sibilities except what pertain to us as animals. No passion, save of the senses; no holy tenderness, nor the delicacy that results from this. Ex- ternally they bear a close resemblance to other men, and have perhaps all save the finest grace; but when a woman wrecks herself on such a be- ing, she ultimately finds that the real womanhood within her has no cor- responding part in him. Her deep- est voice lacks a response; the deeper her cry, the more dead his silence. The fault may be none of his; he can- not give her what never lived within his soul. But the wretchedness on 218 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE her side, and the moral deterioration attendant on a false and shallow life, without strength enough to keep it- self sweet, are among the most piti- able wrongs that mortals suffer. — The Blithedale Romance. SEPTEMBER September ist. Doubtless, however, either of these stern and black-browed Puritans would have thought It quite a suffi- cient retribution for his sins, that, af- ter so long a lapse of years, the old trunk of the family tree, with so much venerable moss upon It, should have borne as Its topmost bough, an idler hke myself. No aim, that I have ever cherished, would they rec- ognize as laudable; no success of mine — If my life, beyond Its domestic scope, had ever been brightened by success — would they deem otherwise than worthless. If not positively dis- graceful. "What Is he?" murmurs one gray shadow of my forefathers to 222 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM the Other. *' A writer of story books ! What kind of a business In life — what mode of glorifying God, or be- ing serviceable to mankind In his day and generation — may that be ? Why, the degenerate fellow might as well have been a fiddler! " Such are the compliments bandied between my great-grandslres and myself, across the gulf of time! And yet, let them scorn me as they will, strong traits of their nature have intertwined them- selves with mine. — The Custom House. September 2d. Two hundred years ago, and more, the old world and its inhabitants be- came mutually weary of each other. Men voyaged by thousands to the NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 223 West; some to barter glass beadsv and such like jewels, for the furs of the Indian hunter; some to conquer virgin empires, and one stern band to pray. — Twice Told Tales. September ^d. If people have but life enough in them to bear it, there is nothing that so raises the spirits and makes the blood ripple and dance so nimbly, like a brook down the slope of a hill, as a bright, hard frost. —A IVonder Book. September ^th. If anywise interested in art, a man must be difficult to please who can- not find fit companionship among a 224 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM crowd of persons, whose ideas and pursuits all tend toward the general purpose of enlarging the world's stock of beautiful productions. One of the chief causes that make Rome the favorite residence of artists — their ideal home which they sigh for in advance, and are so loath to migrate from, after once breath- ing its enchanted air — is, doubtless, that they there find themselves in force, and are numerous enough to create a congenial atmosphere. In every other clime they are isolated strangers; in this land of art, they are free citizens. — The Marble Faun. September ^th. Happier my lot, who will straight- way hie me to my familiar room and NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 225 toast myself comfortably before the fire, musing and fitfully dozing and fancying a strangeness In such sights as all may see. But first let me gaze at this solitary figure who comes hitherward with a tin lantern which throws the circular pattern of Its punched holes on the ground about hlm~. He passes fearlessly Into the unknown gloom, whither I will not follow him. This figure shall supply me with a moral wherewith, for lack of a more appropriate one, I may wind up my sketch. He fears not to tread the dreary path before him, because his lantern, which was kindled at the fire- side of his home, will light him back to that same fireside again. And thus we, night-wanderers through a stormy and dismal world. If we bear 226 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM the lamp of Faith enkindled at a celestial fire, It will surely lead us home to that Heaven whence Its radi- ance was borrowed. — Night Sketches. September 6th, The present Spring comes onward with fleeter footsteps, because Win- ter lingered so unconscionably long, that with her best diligence she can hardly retrieve half the allotted pe- riod of her reign. It is but a fort- night since I stood on the brink of our swollen river, and beheld the ac- cumulated Ice of four frozen months go down the stream. Except in streaks here and there upon the hill- sides, the whole visible universe was then covered with deep snow, the NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 227 nethermost layer of which had been deposited by an early December storm. It was a sight to make the beholder torpid, in the impossibility of imagining how this vast white nap- kin was to be removed from the face of the corpse-like world, in less time than had been required to spread it there. But who can estimate the power of gentle influences, whether amid material desolation, or the moral winter of man's heart? — Young Goodman Brown. September yth. Hence, too, might be drawn a weighty lesson from the little-re- garded truth, that the act of the pass- ing generation is the germ which may and must produce good or evil fruit 228 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM in a far-distant time; that, together with the seed of the merely temporary crop, which mortals term expediency, they inevitably sow the acorns of a more enduring growth, which may darkly overshadow their posterity. — The House of the Seven Gables. September 8th. The snow has vanished as if by magic; whatever heaps may be hid- den in the woods and deep gorges of the hills, only two solitary specks re- main in the landscape; and those I shall almost regret to miss, when, to- morrow, I look for them in vain. — Young Goodman Brown. September gth. Literature, its exertions and ob- jects, were now of little moment in NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 229 my regard. I cared not, at this pe- riod, for books; they were apart from me. Nature — except It were human nature — the nature that Is developed In earth and sky, was. In one sense, hidden from me; and all the Imagina- tive delight, wherewith It had been spiritualized, passed away out of my mind. A gift, a faculty. If It had not departed, was suspended and In- animate within me. There would have been something sad, unutter- ably dreary, In all this, had I not been conscious that It lay at my own option to recall whatever was valu- able In the past. It might be true, Indeed, that this was a life that could not with Impunity be lived too long; else. It might have made me per- manently other than I had been, with- out transforming me into any shape 230 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM which It would be worth my while to take. But I never considered it as other than a transitory life. There was always a prophetic instinct, a low whisper in my ear, that, within no long period, and whenever a new change of custom should be essential to my good, a change would come. — The Custom House. September loth. Bewitching to my fancy are all those nooks and crannies, where Nature, like a stray partridge, hides her head among the long-established haunts of men ! It is likewise to be remarked, as a general rule, that there Is far more of the picturesque, more truth to native and characteristic tend- encies, and vastly greater suggestive- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 231 ness, in the back view of a residence, whether In town or country, than In its front. The latter Is always arti- ficial; It Is meant for the world's eye, and is therefore a veil and a conceal- ment. Realities keep In the rear, and put forward an advance guard of show and humbug. The posterior aspect of any old farm house, behind which a railroad has unexpectedly been opened, is so different from that looking upon the immemorial high- way, that the spectator gets new ideas of, rural life and individuality In the puff or two of steam-breath which shoots him past the premises. In a city, the distinction between what Is offered to the public and what Is kept for the family is certainly not less striking. — The Blithedale Romance, 232 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM September nth. This long connection of a family with one spot, as its place of birth and burial, creates a kindred between the human being and the locality, quite independent of any charm in the scenery or moral circumstances that surround him. It is not love, but instinct. The new inhabitant — who came himself from a foreign land, or whose father or grandfather came — has little claim to be called a Salemite; he has no conception of the oyster- like tenacity with which an old settler, over whom his third century is creep- ing, clings to the spot where his successive generations have been im- bedded. — The Custom Home, NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 233 September I2th. A sculptor, Indeed, to meet the demands which our preconceptions make upon him, should be even more indispensably a poet than those who deal in measured verse and rhyme. His material, or instrument, which serves him in the stead of shifting and transitory language, is a pure, white, undecaying substance. It in- sures immortality to whatever is wrought in it, and therefore makes it a religious obligation to commit no idea to its mighty guardianship, save such as may repay the marble for its faithful care, its incorruptible fidelity, by warming it with an ethereal life. —The Marble Faun. 234 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM September i^th. There is no Impiety in believing that, when his long life was over, the apostle of the Indians was welcomed to the celestial abodes by the prophets of ancient days and by those earliest apostles and evangelists who had drawn their inspiration from the im- mediate presence of the Saviour. They first had preached truth and salvation to the world. And Eliot, separated from them by many cen- turies, yet full of the same spirit, had borne the like message to the New World of the West. Since the first days of Christianity there has been no man more worthy to be numbered in the brotherhood of the apostles than Eliot. — Grandfather s Chair. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 235 September 14th. Do we not all spring from an evil root ? Are we not all in darkness till the light doth shine upon us? — Twice Told Tales. September i^th. Yet, the longer I reflect, the less am I satisfied with the idea of form- ing a separate class of mankind on the basis of high Intellectual power. At best, it is but a higher development of Innate gifts common to all. Per- haps, moreover, he, whose genius appears deepest and truest, excels his fellows In nothing save the knack of expression; he throws out, occasion- ally, a lucky hint at truths of which every human soul is profoundly, 236 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM though unutterably conscious. There- fore, though we suffer the brother- hood of intellect to march onward together, it may be doubted whether their peculiar relation will not begin to vanish as soon as the procession shall have passed beyond the circle of this present world. — Young Goodman Brown. September i6th. Never before, methinks, has Spring pressed so closely on the footsteps of retreating Winter. Along the road- side, the green blades of grass have sprouted on the very edge of the snowdrifts. The pastures and mow- ing fields have not yet assumed a gen- eral aspect of verdure; but neither have they the cheerless brown tint NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 237 which they wear In latter autumn, when vegetation has entirely ceased; there Is now a faint shadow of life, gradually brightening Into the warm reality. — Young Goodman Brown. September ijth. Thus gradually, by silent and stealthy Influences, are great changes wrought. These little snow particles which the storm-spirit flings by hand- fuls through the air will bury the great Earth under their accumulated mass, nor permit her to behold her sister Sky again for dreary months. We likewise shall lose sight of our mother's familiar visage, and must content ourselves with looking Heavenward the oftener. — Snow flakes. 238 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM September i8th. When a writer calls his work a romance, it need hardly be observed that he wishes to claim a certain lati- tude, both as to Its fashion and ma- terial, which he would not have felt himself entitled to assume, had he professed to be writing a novel. The latter form of composition is pre- sumed to aim at a very minute fidelity, not merely to the possible, but to the probable and ordinary course of man's experience. The former — while, as a work of art, it must rigidly subject itself to laws, and while it sins un- pardonably so far as It may swerve aside from the truth of the human heart — has fairly a right to present that truth under circumstances, to a NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 239 great extent, of the writer's own choosing or creation. — The House of the Seven Gables. September igth. But It must be otherwise with our successors. On the most favorable supposition, they will be acquainted with the fireside In no better shape than that of the sullen stove ; and more probably, they will have grown up amid furnace heat. In houses which might be fancied to have their foun- dation over the Infernal pit, whence sulphurous streams and unbreathable exhalations ascend through the aper- tures of the floor. There will be nothing to attract these poor children to one center. They will never be- hold one another through that pecu- 240 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM liar medium of vision — the ruddy gleam of blazing wood or bituminous coal — which gives the human spirit so deep an insight into its fellows, and melts all humanity Into one cordial heart of hearts. — Young Goodman Brown. September 20th. This sunny, shadowy, breezy, wan- dering life, in which he seeks for beauty as his treasure, and gathers for his winter's honey what Is but a passing fragrance to all other men. Is worth living for, come afterwards what may. Even If he die unrecog- nized, the artist has had his share of enjoyment and success. — The Marble Faun. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 241 September 2ist. It was a countenance terrible from Its enormity of size, but disconsolate and weary, even as you may see the faces of many people nowadays who are compelled to sustain burdens above their strength. What the sky was to the giant, such are the cares of earth to those who let themselves be weighed down by them. And whenever men undertake what is be- yond the just measure of their abili- ties they encounter precisely such a doom as had befallen this poor giant. — A Wonder Book. September 22d. Not one woman In a thousand could move so admirably as Zenobia. Many women can sit gracefully; 242 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM some can stand gracefully; and a few, perhaps, can assume a series of graceful positions. But natural movement is the result and expres- sion of the whole being, and cannot be well and nobly performed, unless responsive to something in the char- acter. I often used to think that music — light and airy, wild and pas- sionate, or the full harmony of stately marches, in accordance with her vary- ing mood — should have attended Zenobia's footsteps. — The BUthedale Romance. September 2^d. Nothing in the whole circle of human vanities takes stronger hold of the imagination than this affair of having a portrait painted. Yet why should it be so? The looking glass, NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 243 the polished globes of the andirons, the mirror-like water, and all other reflecting surfaces continually present us with portraits, or rather ghosts, of ourselves, which we glance at and straightway forget them. But we forget them only because they vanish. It is the Idea of duration — of earthly immortality — that gives such a mys- terious interest to our own portraits. — Twice Told Tales. September 2^th. I felt It almost as a destiny to make Salem my home; so that the mold of features and cast of character which had all along been familiar here — ever, as one representative of the race lay down In his grave, another assum- ing, as It were, his sentry-march along 244 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM the main street — might still In my little day be seen and recognized In the old town. Nevertheless, this very sentiment Is an evidence that the connection, which has become an un- healthy one, should at least be sev- ered. Human nature will not flour- ish, any more than a potato. If It be planted and replanted, for too long a series of generations, In the same worn-out soil. — The Custom House. September 2jth. The sacred trust of the household- fire has been transmitted In unbroken succession from the earliest ages, and faithfully cherished, In spite of every discouragement, such as the Curfew law of the Norman conquerors; until. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 245 in these evil days, physical science has nearly succeeded in extinguishing it. — Young Goodman Brown. September 26th. There is something so massive, stable, and almost irresistibly "impos- ing in the exterior presentment of established rank and great posses- sions, that their very existence seems to give them a right to exist; at least, so excellent a counterfeit of right, that few poor and humble men have moral force enough to question it, even in their secret minds. — The House of the Seven Gables. September lyth. The secret of the young man's character was a high and abstracted ambition. He could have borne to 246 BEAUTIFUL TEOUQETS FROM live an undistinguished life, but not to be forgotten in the grave. Yearn- ing desire had been transformed to hope, and hope, long cherished, had become like certainty that, obscurely as he journeyed now, a glory was to beam on all his pathway, though not, perhaps, while he was treading it. But when posterity should gaze back into the gloom of what was now the present, they would trace the bright- ness of his footsteps, brightening as meaner glories faded, and confess that a gifted one had passed from his cradle to his tomb with none to recog- nize him. — The Ambitious Guest, September 28th. But, let good men push and elbow one another as they may, during their earthly march, all will be peace among NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 247 them when the honorable array of their procession shall tread on heav- enly ground. There they will doubt- less find, that they have been working each for the other's cause, and that every well-delivered stroke, which, with an honest purpose, any mortal struck, even for a narrow object, was indeed stricken for the universal cause of good. — Young Goodman Brown. September 2gth. Balmy Spring — weeks later than we expected, and months later than we longed for her — comes at last, to revive the moss on the roof and walls of our old mansion. She peeps brightly into my study-window, in- viting me to throw it open, and create a summer atmosphere by the intermix- 248 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM tiire of her genial breath with the black and cheerless comfort of the stove. As the casement ascends, forth into infinite space fly the innumerable forms of thought or fancy that have kept me company in the retirement of this little chamber, during the slug- gish lapse of wintry weather — visions, gay, grotesque, and sad: pictures of real life, tinted with Nature's homely gray and russet; scenes in dreamland, bedizened with rainbow hues, which faded before they were well laid on — all these may vanish now, and leave me to mold a fresh existence out of sunshine. — Youn^ Goodman Brown. September 30th. It is the iron rule in our day to re- quire an object and a purpose in life. XATHAXIEL HAWTHORNE 249 It makes us all parts of a complicated scheme of progress, which can only result In our arrival at a colder and drearier region than we were born In. It Insists upon everybody's add- ing somewhat — a mite, perhaps, but earned by Incessant effort — to an ac- cumulated pile of usefulness, of which the only use will be to burden our posterity with even heavier thoughts and more Inordinate labor than our own. No life now wanders like an unfettered stream; there Is a mill- wheel for the tiniest rivulet to turn. We go all wrong, by too strenuous a resolution to go all right. — The Marble Faun. OCTOBER October 1st. I should think it a poor and meager nature, that is capable of but one set of forms, and must convert all the past Into a dream merely because the present happens to be unlike It. Why should we be content with our homely life of a few months past, to the ex- clusion of all other modes? It was good; but there are other lives as good, or better. — The Blithedale Romance. October 2d. A wretched change, Indeed, must be wrought In their own hearts, ere they can conceive the primal decree of 254 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM Love to have been so completely abro- gated, that a brother should ever want what his brother had. When their Intelligence shall have reached so far, Earth's new progeny will have little reason to exult over her old rejected one. — Mosses from an Old Manse, October ^d. It Is the unspeakable misery of a life so false as his, that It steals the pith and substance out of whatever realities there are around us, and which were meant by Heaven to be the spirit's joy and nutriment. To the untrue man, the whole universe Is false — It Is Impalpable — It shrinks to nothing within his grasp. And he himself, In so far as he shows himself NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 255 in a false light, becomes a shadow, or, indeed, ceases to exist. — The Scarlet Letter. October ^fth. It is not good for man to cherish a solitary ambition. Unless there be those around him by whose example he may regulate himself, his thoughts, desires, and hopes will become extrav- agant, and he the semblance, perhaps the reality of a madman. — Twice Told Tales. October 5th. For, little as w^e know of our life to come, we may be very sure, for one thing, that the good we aim at will not be attained. People never do get just the good they seek. If it come at 256 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM all, It is something else, which they never dreamed of, and did not partic- ularly want. Then, again, we may rest certain that our friends of to-day will not be our friends of a few years hence; but, if we keep one of them, it will be at the expense of the others; and, most probably, we shall keep none. To be sure, there are more to be had; but who cares about m.aking a new set of friends, even should they be better than those around us? — The Blithedale Romance. October 6th. As these busts In the block of mar- ble, so does our Individual fate exist In the limestone of time. We fancy that we carve It out; but Its ultimate shape is prior to all our action. — The Marble Faun. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 257 October yth. When an unlnstructed multitude attempts to see with Its eyes, It Is ex- ceedingly apt to be deceived. When, however. It forms Its judgment, as It usually does, on the Intuitions of Its great and warm heart, the conclu- sions thus attained are often so pro- found and so unerring, as to possess the character of truths supernaturally revealed. — The Scarlet Letter. October 8th, When our infancy is almost forgot- ten, and our boyhood long departed, though it seems but as yesterday; when life settles darkly down upon us, and we doubt whether to call our- 258 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM selves young any more, then It is good to steal away from the society of bearded men, and even of gentler woman, and spend an hour or two with children. — Twice Told Tales. October gth. The sun was now an hour or two beyond its noontide mark, and filled the great hollow of the valley with Its western radiance, so that it seemed to be brimming with mellow light, and to spill it over the surrounding hill- sides like golden wine out of a bowl. It was such a day that you could not help saying of it, " There never was such a day before ! " although yester- day was just such a day, and to-mor- row will be just such another. Ah, NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 259 but there are very few of them In a twelvemonth's circle ! It Is a re- markable peculiarity of these Octo- ber days that each of them seems to occupy a great deal of space, although the sun rises rather tardily at that season of the year, and goes to bed, as little children ought, at sober six o'clock, or even earlier. We cannot therefore call the days long, but they appear, somehow or other, to make up for their shortness by their breadth, and when the cool night comes we are conscious of having enjoyed a big armful of life since morning. — A Wonder Book. October loth. In the Spring and Summer time, all somber thoughts should follow the 260 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM winter northward, with the somber and thoughtful crows. The old par- adisiacal economy of life is again in force; we live, not to think, nor to labor, but for the simple end of be- ing happy; nothing, for the present hour, is worthy of man's infinite capacity, save to imbibe the warm smile of Heaven, and sympathize with the reviving earth. — Young Goodman Brown. October nth. Gloomy as it may seem, there is an influence productive of cheerful- ness and favorable to imaginative thought in the atmosphere of a snowy day. My hour of inspiration — if that hour ever comes — is when the green log hisses upon the hearth, and NATHAXIEL HAWTHORXE 261 the bright flame, brighter for the gloom of the chamber, rustles high up the chimney, and the coals drop tinkling down among the growing heaps of ashes. When the casement rattles in the gust of the snowflakes, or the sleety raindrops pelt hard against the window panes, then I spread out my sheet of paper with a certainty that thoughts and fancies will gleam forth upon it like stars at twilight or like violets in May, per- haps to fade as soon. — Snowflakes. October I2th. A high truth, indeed, fairly, finely, and skillfully wrought out, brighten- ing at every step, and crowning the final development of a work of fie- 262 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM tion, may add an artistic glory, but is never any truer, and seldom any more evident, at the last page than at the first. — The House of the Seven Gables. October i^th. It is very true that, sometimes gaz- ing casually around me, out of the midst of my toil, I used to discern a richer picturesqueness in the visible scene of earth and sky. There was, at such moments, a novelty, an un- wonted aspect, on the face of Nature, as if she had been taken by surprise and seen at unawares, with no oppor- tunity to put off her real look, and assume the mask with which she mys- teriously hides herself from mortals. — The Blithedale Romance. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 263 October 14th. What a strange Idea — what a need- less labor — to construct artificial ruins in Rome, the native soil of ruin ! But even these sportive Imitations, wrought by man in emulation of what time has done to temples and palaces, are perhaps centuries old, and, begin- ning as Illusions, have grown to be venerable In sober earnest. — The Marble Faun. October i^th. Had our Adam and Eve become mortal In some European city, and strayed into the vastness and sub- limity of an old cathedral, they might have recognized the purpose for which the deep-souled founders reared 264 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM it. Like the dim awfulness of an ancient forest, its very atmosphere would have incited them to prayer. Within the snug walls of a metropoli- tan church there can be no such in- fluence. — Mosses from an Old Manse, October i6th. His mind was in a free and happy state and took delight in its own activity, and scarcely required any external impulse to set it at work. How different is this spontaneous play of the intellect 'from the trained diligence of maturer years, when toil has perhaps grown easy by long habit, and the day's work may have become essential to the day's com- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 265 fort, although the rest of the matter has bubbled away ! — A Wonder Book. October lyth. The enemies of a great and good man can In no other way make him so glorious as by giving him the crown of martyrdom. — Grandfather s Chair. October i8th. All of us, after long abode In cities, have felt the blood gush more joy- ously through our veins with the first breath of rural air. — The Marble Faun. October igth. It has been our task to uproot the hearth. What further reform Is left 266 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM for our children to achieve, unless they overthrow the altar too? And by what appeal, hereafter, when the breath of hostile armies may mingle with the pure, cold breezes of our country, shall we attempt to rouse up native valor? Fight for your hearths ! There will be none throughout the land. Fight for your stoves! Not I, in faith. If, in such a cause, I strike a blow, it shall be on the In- vader's part; and Heaven grant that it may shatter the abomination all to pieces! — Young Goodman Brown. October 20th. For I am a patriarch. Here I sit among my descendants, in my old armchair and immemorial corner, while the firelight throws an appro- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 267 priate glory round my venerable frame. Susan! My children! Some- thing whispers me that this happiest hour must be the final one, and that nothing remains but to bless you all and depart with a treasure of recol- lected joys to Heaven. Will you meet me there? Alas! your figures grow Indistinct, fading into pictures on the air, and now to fainter outlines, while the fire is glimmering on the walls of a familiar room, and shows the book that I flung down and the sheet that I left half written some fifty years ago. I lift my eyes to the looking glass, and perceive myself alone, unless those be the mermaid's features retiring into the depths of the mirror with a tender and melan- choly smile. —The Village Uncle. 268 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM October 2ist. In this republican country, amid the fluctuating waves of our social life, somebody Is always at the drownlng- polnt. The tragedy Is enacted with as continual a repetition as that of a popular drama on a holiday; and, nevertheless. Is felt as deeply, per- haps, as when an hereditary noble sinks below his order. More deeply; since, with us, rank Is the grosser substance of wealth and a splendid establishment, and has no spiritual existence after death of these, but dies hopelessly along with them. — The House of the Seven Gables. October 22d. Religion sat down beside it, not in the priestly robes which decorated, NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 269 and perhaps disguised, her at the altar, but arrayed In a simple matron's garb, and uttering her lessons with the tenderness of a mother's voice and heart. The holy Hearth! If any earthly and material thing — or rather, a divine Idea, embodied In brick and mortar — might be sup- posed to possess the permanence of moral truth, It was this. All re- vered It. — Young Goodman Brown, October 2^d, Few secrets can escape an Investi- gator, who has opportunity and license to undertake such a quest, and skill to follow It up. A man burdened with a secret should especially avoid the Intimacy of his physician. If the 270 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM latter possess native sagacity, and a nameless something more — let us call It Intuition; If he show no Intrusive egotism, nor disagreeably prominent characteristics of his own; If he have the power, which must be born with him, to bring his mind Into such affinity with his patient's, that this last shall unawares have spoken what he Imagines himself only to have thought; If such revelations be re- ceived without tumult, and acknowl- edged not so often by an uttered sympathy as by silence, an Inarticu- late breath, and here and there a word, to Indicate that all Is under- stood; if to these qualifications of a confidant be joined the advantages afforded by his recognized character as a physician — then, at some Inevita- ble moment, will the soul of the suf- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 271 ferer be dissolved, and flow forth in a dark, but transparent stream, bring- ing all Its mysteries into the daylight. — The Scarlet Letter, October 2^th. Thought has always its efficacy, and every striking Incident Its moral. — Twice Told Tales. A forced smile is uglier than a frown. — The Marble Faun, October 2^th. But there Is a species of Intuition — either a spiritual He, or the subtle recognition of a fact — which comes to us In a reduced state of the cor- poreal system. The soul gets the better of the body, after wasting ill- 272 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM ness, or when a vegetable diet may have mingled too much either in the blood. Vapors then rise up to the brain, and take shapes that often image falsehoods, but sometimes truth. The spheres of our compan- ions have, at such periods, a vastly greater influence upon our own than when robust health gives us a repel- lent and self-defensive energy. — The Blithedale Romance, October 26th, What a singular moment is the first one, when you have hardly be- gun to recollect yourself, after start- ing from midnight slumber ! By un- closing your eyes so suddenly you seem to have surprised the personages of your dream in full convocation NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 273 round your bed, and catch one broad glance at them before they can flit into obscurity. Or, to vary the meta- phor, you find yourself for a single instant wide awake in that realm of illusions whither sleep has been the passport, and behold its ghostly in- habitants and wondrous scenery with a perception of their strangeness such as you never attain while the dream is undisturbed. — The Haunted Mind. October zjth. How sad is the thought that one of the first things which the settlers had to do, when they came to the New World, was to set apart a burial ground ! — Grandfather s Chair. 274 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM Octgber 28th. The sun, meanwhile, If not already above the horizon, was ascending nearer and nearer to Its verge. A few clouds, floating high upward, caught some of the earliest light, and threw down Its golden gleam on the win- dows of all the houses In the street, not forgetting the House of the Seven Gables, which — many such sunrises as It had witnessed — looked cheer- fully at the present one. — The House of the Seven Gables, October 2Qth. And now for a moral to my reverie. Shall It be that, since fancy can create so bright a dream of happiness. It were better to dream on from youth -NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 275 to age than to awake and strive doubt- fully for something real? Oh, the slight tissue of a dream can no more preserve us from the stern reality of misfortune than a robe of cobweb could repel the wintry blast. Be this the moral, then: In chaste and warm affections, humble wishes, and honest toil for some useful end, there is health for the mind and quiet for the heart, the prospect of a happy life, and the fairest hope of Heaven. — The Village Uncle. October ^oth. Men who have spent their lives in generous and holy contemplation for the human race; those who, by a cer- tain heavenliness of spirit, have puri- fied the atmosphere around them, and 276 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM thus supplied a medium In which good and high things may be projected and performed — give to these a lofty place among the benefactors of man- kind, although no deed, such as the world calls deeds, may be recorded of them. — Young Goodman Brown. October 31st. It could not be that the world should continue forever what It has been; a soil where Happiness Is so rare a flower, and Virtue so often a blighted fruit; a battlefield where the good principle, with Its shield flung above Its head, can hardly save itself amid the rush of adverse Influences. In the enthusiasm of such thoughts, I gazed through one of the pictured NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 277 windows; and, behold! the whole ex- ternal world was tinged with the dimly glorious aspect that is peculiar to the Hall of Fantasy; insomuch that it seemed practicable, at that very instant, to realize some plan for the perfection of mankind. But, alas! if reformers would understand the sphere in which their lot is cast, they must cease to look through pictured windows. Yet they not only use this medium, but mistake it for the whitest sunshine. — Young Goodman Brown. NOVEMBER November ist. Intellectual activity is incompatible with any large amount of bodily ex- ercise. The yeoman and the scholar — the yeoman and the man of finest moral culture, though not the man of sturdiest sense and integrity — are two distinct individuals, and can never be melted or welded into one substance. — The Bltthedale Romance. November 2d. And now, again, the clock of the Old South threw its voice of ages on the breeze, knolling the hourly knell of the past, crying out far and wide through the multitudinous city, and 282 BEAUTIFUL TH0U0HT8 FROM filling our ears, as we sat In the dusky chamber, with Its reverberating depth of tone. In that same mansion — In that very chamber — what a volume of history had been told off Into hours by the same voice that was now trembling In the air! Many a gov- ernor had heard those midnight ac- cents and longed to exchange his stately cares for slumber. —Old Esther Dudley, November 5^. In a forest, solitude would be life; In the city. It Is death. — Mosses from an Old Manse. His joy was like that of a child that had gone astray from home, and finds him suddenly In his mother's arms again. — The Marble Faun. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 283 November ph, I have sometimes doubted whether there was more than a single man among our forefathers, who realized that an Indian possesses a mind, and a heart, and an immortal soul. That single man was John Eliot. All the rest of the early settlers seemed to think that the Indians were an inferior race of beings, whom the Creator had merely allowed to keep possession of this beautiful country till the white men should be in want of it. — Grandfather's Chair, November §th. Now, I need hardly remind such wise little people as you are that in the old, old times, when King Midas 284 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM was alive, a great many things came to pass which we should consider wonderful If they were to happen in our own day and country. And, on the other hand, a great many things take place nowadays which seem not only wonderful to us, but at which the people of old times would have stared their eyes out. On the whole, I re- gard our own times as the stranger of the two. — A Wonder Book. November 6th. Thus early had that one guest — the only guest who is certain, at one time or another, to find his way Into every human dwelling — thus early had Death stepped across the threshold of the House of the Seven Gables. — The House of the Seven Gables. NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 285 November yth. It Is a good lesson — though it may often be a hard one — for a man who has dreamed of Hterary fame, and of making for himself a rank among the world's dignitaries by such means, to step aside out of the narrow circle In which his claims are recognized, and to find how utterly devoid of signifi- cance, beyond that circle, Is all that he achieves, and all he alms at. I know not that I especially needed the lesson, either In the way of warning or rebuke; but, at any rate, I learned it thoroughly; nor it gives me pleas- ure to reflect, did the truth, as It came hom.e to my perception, ever cost me a pang or require to be thrown off in a sigh. — The Custom House. 286 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM November 8th. It Is my belief that social Inter- course cannot long continue what It has been, now that we have subtracted from It so Important and vivifying an element as fire-light. The effects will be more perceptible on our children, and the generations that shall succeed them, than on ourselves, the mechan- ism of whose life may remain un- changed, though Its spirit be far other than It was. — Young Goodman Brown, November gth. We have called the Evil; now let us call the Good. The trumpet's brazen throat should pour Heavenly music over the earth, and the her- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 287 aid's voice go forth with the sweet- ness of an angel's accents, as If to summon each upright man to his re- ward. But how Is this? Does none answer to the call? Not one: for the just, the pure, the true, and all who might most worthily obey It, shrink sadly back, as most conscious of error and Imperfection. Then let the summons be to those whose per- vading principle Is Love. This classi- fication will embrace all the truly good, and none In whose souls there exists not something that may expand Itself Into a heaven, both of well- doing and felicity. — Young Goodman Brown. November loth. Nothing so much depresses me In my view of mortal affairs as to see 288 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM high energies wasted and human life and happiness thrown away for ends that appear oftentimes unwise, and still oftener remain unaccomplished. But the wisest people and the best keep a steadfast faith that the prog- ress of mankind is onward and up- ward, and that the toil and anguish of the path serve to wear away the imperfections of the immortal pil- grim, and will be felt no more when they have done their office. — The Sister-Years. November nth. In classic times, the exhortation to fight " pro aris et focis " — for the altars and the hearths— was consid- ered the strongest appeal that could be made to patriotism. And it NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 289 seemed an immortal utterance ; for all subsequent ages and people have ac- knowledged Its force, and responded to It with the full portion of manhood that Nature had assigned to each. Wisely were the Altar and the Hearth conjoined in one mighty sentence! For the hearth, too, had its kindred sanctity. — Young Goodman Brown. November I2th. " Alas for you, then, my poor sis- ter ! *' said the Old Year, sighing, as she uplifted her burden. " We grandchildren of Time are born to trouble. Happiness, they say, dwells in the mansions of eternity, but we can only lead mortals thither step by step with reluctant murmurlngs, and 290 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM ourselves must perish on the thresh- old." — The Sister Years. November ijth. It Is our nature to desire a monu- ment, be It slate or marble, or a pillar of granite, or a glorious memory In the universal heart of man. — The Ambitious Guest. November 14th. Moonlight, In a familiar room, falling so white upon the carpet, and showing all Its figures so distinctly — making every object so minutely vis- ible, yet so unlike a morning of noon- tide visibility — Is a medium the most suitable for a romance writer to get acquainted with his Illusive guests. XATHAyiEL HAWTHORXE 291 There Is the httle domestic scenery of the well-known apartment; the chairs, with each Its separate Individuality; the center-table, sustaining a work- basket, a volume or two, and an ex- tinguished lamp; the sofa; the book- case; the picture on the wall — all these details, so completely seen, are so spiritualized by the unusual light, that they seem to lose their actual substance, and become things of In- tellect. — The Custom House. November i^th. But there Is no one thing which men so rarely do, whatever the provoca- tion or Inducement, as to bequeath patrimonial property away from their own blood. They may love other 292 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM Individuals far better than their rela- tives — they may even cherish dislike, or positive hatred, to the latter; but yet, in view of death, the strong preju- dice of propinquity revives, and im- pels the testator to send down his estate in the line marked out by cus- tom so immemorial that it looks like nature. — The House of the Seven Gables. November i6th. These barren and tedious eccen- tricities are all that the air-tight stove can bestow, in exchange for the inval- uable moral influences which we have lost by our desertion of the open fire- place. Alas! is this world so very bright, that we can afford to choke up such a domestic fountain of glad- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 293 someness, and sit down by Its dark- ened source, without being conscious of a gloom? — Young Goodman Brown. November lyth. The somewhat dim coal-fire has an essential Influence In producing the effect which I would describe. It throws Its unobtrusive tinge through- out the room, with a faint ruddiness upon the walls and celling, and a re- flected gleam from the polish of the furniture. This warmer light min- gles Itself with the cold spirituality of the moonbeams, and communicates, as It were, a heart and sensibilities of human tenderness to the forms which fancy summons up. It converts them from snow Images Into men and 294 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM women. Glancing at the looking glass we behold — deep within Its haunted verge — the smoldering glow of the half-extinguished anthracite, the white moonbeams on the floor, and a repetition of all the gleam and shadow of the picture, with one re- move further from the actual, and nearer to the Imaginative. Then, at such an hour, and with this scene be- fore him. If a man, sitting all alone, cannot dream strange things, and make them look like truth, he need never try to write romances. — The Custom House, November i8th. But as for the old structure of our story. Its white-oak frame, and Its boards, shingles, and crumbling plas- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 295 ter, and even the huge, clustered chimney In the midst, seemed to con- stitute only the least and meanest part of Its reality. So much of man- kind's varied experience had passed there — so much had been suffered, and something, too, enjoyed — that the very timbers were oozy, as with the moisture of a heart. It was it- self like a great human heart, with a life of Its own, and full of rich and somber reminiscences. — The House of the Seven Gables. November igth. And will Death and Sorrow ever enter that proud mansion ? As surely as the dancers will be gay within Its halls to-night. Such thoughts sadden yet satisfy my heart, for they teach 296 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM me that the poor man In his mean, weather-beaten hovel, without a fire to cheer him, may call the rich his brother — brethren by Sorrow, who must be an Inmate of both their households; brethren by Death, who will lead them both to other homes. — Night Sketches, November 20th. At any nearer view the grandeur of St. Peter's hides itself behind the immensity of Its separate parts, so that we see only the front, only the sides, only the pillared length and loftiness of the portico, and not the mighty whole. But at this distance the entire outline of the world's cathedral, as well as that of the pal- ace of the world's chief priest. Is NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 297 taken In at once. In such remote- ness, moreover, the Imagination Is not debarred from lending Its assistance, even while we have the reality before our eyes, and helping the weakness of human sense to do justice to so grand an object. It requires both faith and fancy to enable us to feel, what Is nevertheless so true, that yonder. In front of the purple outline of hills, Is the grandest edifice ever built by man, painted against God's loveliest sky. —The Marble Faun, November 2ist. It Is not, I apprehend, a healthy kind of mental occupation, to devote ourselves too exclusively to the study of Individual men and women. If the person under examination be one's 298 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM self, the result Is pretty certain to be diseased action of the heart, almost before we can snatch a second glance. Or, If we take the freedom to put a friend under our microscope, we thereby Insulate him from many of his true relations, magnify his pecu- liarities, Inevitably tear him Into parts, and, of course, patch him very clumsily together again. — The Blithedale Romance. November 22d, In the course of generations, when many people have lived and died In an ancient house, the whistling of the wind through Its crannies and the creaking of Its beams and rafters be- come strangely like the tones of the human voice, or thundering laugh- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 299 ter, or heavy footsteps treading the deserted chambers. It Is as if the echoes of half a century were revived. — Edward Randolph's Portrait. November z^d. After drinking from those foun- tains of still fresh existence, we shall return Into the crowd, as I do now, to struggle onward and do our part in life, perhaps as fervently as ever, but for a time with a kinder and purer heart, and a spirit more lightly wise. All this by thy sweet magic, dear lit- tle Annie! —Twice Told Tales. November 2^th. Grandfather, too, had been happy though not mirthful. He felt that 300 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM this was to be set down as one of the good Thanksgivings of his life. In truth, all his former Thanksgivings had borne their part in the present one; for his years of infancy, and youth, and manhood, with their bless- ings and their griefs, had flitted be- fore him while he sat silently in the great chair. Vanished scenes had been pictured in the air. The forms of departed friends had visited him. Voices to be heard no more on earth had sent an echo from the infinite and the eternal. These shadows, if such they were, seemed almost as real to him as what was actually present — as the merry shouts and laughter of the children — as their figures, dancing like sunshine before his eyes. He felt that the past was not taken from him. The happiness of former NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 301 days was a possession forever. And there was something In the mingled sorrow of his hfetlme that became akin to happiness, after being long treasured In the depths of his heart. There It underwent a change, and grew more precious than pure gold. — Famous Old People, November 25th. A parishioner comes In. With what warmth of benevolence — how should he be otherwise than warm, In any of his attributes? — does the minister bid him welcome, and set a chair for him in so close proximity to the hearth, that soon the guest finds It needful to rub his scorched shins with his great red hands. The melted snow drips from his steaming boots, 302 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM and bubbles upon the hearth. His puckered forehead unravels Its en- tanglement of criss-cross wrinkles. We lose much of the enjoyment of fireside heat, without such an oppor- tunity of marking Its genial effect upon those who have been looking the inclement weather In the face. — Young Goodman Brown. November 26th. My life glided on, the past appear- ing to mingle with the present and absorb the future, till the whole lies before me at a glance. My manhood has long been waning with a stanch decay; my earlier contemporaries, af- ter lives of unbroken health, are all at rest without having known the weariness of later age; and now with NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 303 a wrinkled forehead and thin white hair as badges of my dignity, I have become the patriarch — the uncle — of the village. I love that name; It widens the circle of my sympathies; It joins all the youthful to my house- hold In the kindred of affection. — The Village Uncle. November 2'jth. Nevertheless, If we look through all the heroic fortunes of mankind, we shall find this same entanglement of something mean and trivial with whatever Is noblest In joy or sorrow. Life Is made up of marble and mud. And, without all the deeper trust In a comprehensive sympathy above us, we might hence be led to suspect the Insult of a sneer, as well as an Im- 304 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM mitigable frown, on the Iron coun- tenance of fate. — The House of the Seven Gables. November 28th. It Is sadly curious to observe how slight a taste of office suffices to In- fect a poor fellow with this singular disease. Uncle Sam's gold — mean- ing no disrespect to the worthy old gentleman — has, In this respect a quality of enchantment like that of the Devil's wages. Whoever touches It should look well to himself, or he may find the bargain to go hard against him. Involving, If not his soul, yet many of Its better attributes; Its sturdy force. Its courage and con- stancy, its truth. Its self-reliance, In NATHANIEL HAWTMORNE 305 all that gives the emphasis to manly character. — The Custom House. November 2gth. And then, at twilight, when laborer or scholar, or mortal of whatever age, sex, or degree, drew a chair beside him, and looked into his glowing face, how acute, how profound, how com- prehensive was his sympathy with the mood of each and all ! He pictured forth their very thoughts. To the youthful he showed the scenes of the adventurous life before them; to the aged, the shadows of departed love and hope; and, If all earthly things had grown distasteful, he could gladden the fireside muser with golden glimpses of a better world. — Young Goodman Brown. 306 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM November joth. An effect — which I believe to be observable, more or less, in every in- dividual who has occupied the posi- tion — is, that, while he leans on the mighty arm of the Republic, his own proper strength departs from him. He loses, in an extent proportioned to the weakness or force of his origi- nal nature, the capability of self- support. If he possesses an unusual share of native energy, or the ener- vating magic of place do not operate too long upon him, his forfeited pow- ers may be redeemable. The ejected officer — fortunate in the unkindly shove that sends him forth betimes, to struggle amid a struggling world — may return to himself, and become all that he has ever been. But this sel- NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 307 dom happens. He usually keeps his ground just long enough for his own ruin, and Is then thrust out, with sinews all unstrung, to totter along the difficult footpath of life as he best may. — The Custom House, DECEMBER December ist. It Is a heavy annoyance to a writer who endeavors to represent nature, Its various attitudes and circum- stances, In a reasonably correct out- line and true coloring, that so much of the mean and ludicrous should be hopelessly mixed up with the purest pathos which life anywhere supplies to him. — The House of the Seven Gables, December 2d. Afar, the wayfarer discerns the flickering flame, as It dances upon the windows, and halls It as a beacon light of humanity, reminding him, In 312 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM his cold and lonely path, that the world Is not all snow, and solitude, and desolation. — Young Goodman Brown. December ^d. I recollect no happier portion of my life than this my calm old age. It Is like the sunny and sheltered slope of a valley where late In the autumn the grass Is greener than In August, and Intermixed with golden dande- lions that had not been seen till now since the first warmth of the year. — The Village Uncle. December 4th. With how sweet humility did this elemental spirit perform all needful offices for the household In which he NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 313 was domesticated! He was equal to the concoction of a grand dinner, yet scorned not to roast a potato, or toast a bit of cheese. How humanely did he cherish the schoolboy's Icy fingers, and thaw the old man's joints with a genial warmth, which almost equaled the glow of youth! And how care- fully did he dry the cowhide boots that had trudged through mud and snow, and the shaggy outside gar- ment, stiff with frozen sleet; taking heed, likewise, to the comfort of the faithful dog who had followed his master through the storm ! — Young Goodman Brown. December 5th. The domestic fire was a type of all these attributes, and seemed to bring 314 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM might and majesty, and wild Nature and a spiritual essence, into our in- most home, and yet to dwell with us in such friendliness, that its mysteries and marvels excited no dismay. The same mild companion, that smiled so placidly in our faces, was he that comes roaring out of iEtna, and rushes madly up the sky, like a fiend breaking loose from torment, and fighting for a place among the upper angels. And it was he — this crea- ture of terrible might, and so many- sided utility, and all-comprehensive destructiveness — that used to be the cheerful, homely friend of our wintry days, and whom we have made the prisoner of this iron cage! — Young Goodman Brown, NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 315 December 6th, There are few uglier traits of human nature than this tendency — which I now witnessed in men no worse than their neighbors — to grow cruel, merely because they possessed the power of inflicting harm. If the guillotine, as applied to officeholders, were a literal fact, instead of one of the most apt of metaphors, It Is my sincere belief, that the active mem- bers of the victorious party were suf- ficiently excited to have chopped off all our heads, and have thanked Heaven for the opportunity. — The Custom House. December yth. What Is called poetic insight is the gift of discerning, in this sphere 316 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FRO 31 of Strangely mingled elements, the beauty and the majesty which are compelled to assume a garb so sordid. — The House of the Seven Gables. December 8th, Oh, I should be loath to lose my treasure of past happiness and become once more what I was then — a hermit In the depths of my own mind, some- times yawning over drowsy volumes, and anon a scribbler of wearier trash than what I read; a man who had wandered out of the real world and got Into Its shadow, where his troubles, joys, and vicissitudes were of such slight stuff that he hardly knew whether he lived or only dreamed of living. Thank Heaven NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 317 I am an old man now and have done with all such vanities ! — The Village Uncle. December gth. There is something peculiar In the aspect of the morning fireside; a fresher, brisker glare; the absence of that mellowness, which can be pro- duced only by half-consumed logs, and shapeless brands with the white ashes on them, and mighty coals, the remnant of tree trunks that the hun- gry elements have gnawed for hours. The morning hearth, too. Is newly swept, and the brazen andirons well brightened, so that the cheerful fire may see its face In them. — Young Goodman Brown. 318 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM December loth. As the pure breath of children re- vives the Hfe of aged men, so is our moral nature revived by their free and simple thoughts, their native feel- ing, their airy mirth, for little cause or none, their grief, soon roused and soon allayed. Their influence on us Is at least reciprocal with ours on them. — Twice Told Tales, December nth. In the course of world's lifetime, every remedy was tried for its cure and extirpation, except the single one, the flower that grew in Heaven, and was sovereign for all the miseries of earth. Man never had attempted to NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 319 cure sin by Love ! Had he but once made the effort, it might well have happened, that there would have been no more need of the dark lazar- house into which Adam and Eve have wandered. — Mosses from an Old Manse. December I2th. You must not think that there was no integrity and honor except among those who stood up for the freedom of America. For aught I know, there was quite as much of these qualities on one side as on the other. Do you see nothing admirable in a faithful adherence to an unpopular cause? Can you not respect that principle of loyalty which made the royalists give up country, friends, fortune, every- 320 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM thing, rather than be false to their king? It was a mistaken principle; but many of them cherished it hon- orably, and were martyrs to it. — Liberty Tree. December ijth. This perception of an infinite, shiv- ering solitude, amid which we cannot come close enough to human beings to be warmed by them, and where they turn to cold, chilly shapes of mist. Is one of the most forlorn re- sults of any accident, misfortune, crime, or peculiarity of character, that puts an Individual ajar with the world. Very often there Is an In- satiable Instinct that demands friend- ship, love, and Intimate communion, but Is forced to pine in empty forms; NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 321 a hunger of the heart, which finds only shadows to feed upon. —The Marble Faun. December 14th, Girls are Incomparably wilder and more effervescent than boys, more un- tamable, and regardless of rule and limit, with an ever-shifting variety, breaking continually into new modes of fun, yet with a harmonious pro- priety through all. Their steps, their voices, appear free as the wind, but keep consonance with a strain of music Inaudible to us. Young men and boys, on the other hand, play, according to recognized law, old, tra- ditionary games, permitting no capri- oles of fancy, but with scope enough for the outbreak of savage instincts. 322 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM For, young or old, In play or In ear- nest, man Is prone to be a brute. — The Blithedale Romance. December i^th. How does Winter herald his ap- proach? By the shrieking blast of latter Autumn, which Is Nature's cry of lamentation as the destroyer rushes among the shivering groves where she has lingered and scatters the sear leaves upon the tempest. When that cry Is heard, the people wrap them- selves In cloaks, and shake their heads disconsolately, saying: "Winter Is at hand." — Snowflakes. December idth. During the short afternoon, the western sunshine comes Into the study, NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 323 and strives to stare the ruddy blaze out of countenance, but with only a brief triumph, soon to be succeeded by brighter glories of Its rival. Beauti- ful It Is to see the strengthening gleam — the deepening light — that gradually casts distinct shadows of the human figure, the table, and the high-backed chairs, upon the oppo- site wall, and at length, as twilight comes on, replenishes the room with living radiance, and makes life all rose-color. — Young Goodman Brown. December lyth. And I, likewise — who have found a home In this ancient owl's nest, since its former occupant took his Heaven- ward flight — I, to my shame, have put 324 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM up Stoves In kitchen, and parlor, and chamber. Wander where you will about the house, not a glimpse of the earth-born, Heaven-aspiring fiend of ^tna — him that sports In the thunder storm — the idol of the Ghebers — the devourer of cities, the forest-rioter, and pralrle-sweeper — the future de- stroyer of our earth — the old chim- ney-corner companion, who mingled himself so sociably with household joys and sorrows — not a glimpse of this mighty and kindly one will greet your eyes. He Is now an invisible presence. There Is his Iron cage. — Young Goodman Brown. December i8th. Many writers lay very great stress upon some definite moral purpose, at NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 325 which they profess to aim their works. Not to be deficient in this particular, the author has provided himself with a moral — the truth, namely, that the wrong-doing of one generation lives into the successive ones, and, divesting itself of every temporary advantage, becomes a pure and uncontrollable mischief — and he would feel it a singular gratification, if this romance might effectually convince mankind — or, indeed, any one man — of the folly of tumbling down an avalanche of ill-gotten gold, or real estate, on the heads of an unfortunate posterity, thereby to maim and crush them, un- til the accumulated mass shall be scat- tered abroad in its original atoms. — The House of the Seven Gables. 326 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM December igth. People in difficulty or in distress, or in any manner at odds with the world, can endure a vast amount of harsh treatment, and perhaps be only the stronger for it ; whereas, they give way at once before the simplest ex- pression of what they perceive to be genuine sympathy. — The House of the Seven Gables. December 20th, The good old clergyman, my pred- ecessor in this mansion, was well ac- quainted with the comforts of the fireside. His yearly allowance of wood, according to the terms of his settlement, was no less than sixty cords. Almost an annual forest was NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 327 converted from sound oak logs into ashes, In the kitchen, the parlor, and this little study, where now an un- worthy successor — not in the pastoral office, but merely in his earthly abode — sits scribbling beside an air-tight stove. — Young Goodman Brown. December 21st. Evening — the early eve of Decem- ber — begins to spread its deepening veil over the comfortless scene. The firelight gradually brightens and throws my flickering shadow upon the walls and ceiling of the chamber, but still the storm rages and rattles against the windows. Alas ! I shiver and think It time to be disconsolate, but, taking a farewell glance at dead 328 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM Nature In her shroud, I perceive a flock of snow birds skimming light- somely through the tempest and flit- ting from drift to drift as sportively as swallows in the delightful prime of summer. Whence come they? Where do they build their nests and seek their food? Why, having airy wings do they not follow Summer around the earth, instead of making themselves the playmates of the storm and fluttering on the dreary verge of the winter's eve? I know not whence they come, nor why; yet my spirit has been cheered by that wandering flock of snow birds. — Snowflakes. December 22a. It is only through the medium of the imagination that we can lessen NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 329 those iron fetters, which we call truth and reality, and make ourselves even partially sensible what prisoners we are. — Mosses from an Old Manse, December 2^d. In one way or another, here and there, and all around us, the inven- tions of mankind are fast blotting the picturesque, the poetic, and the beautiful, out of human life. — Young Goodman Brown. December 24th. Pleasant is a rainy winter's day within doors. The best study for such a day — or the best amusement, call It what you will — is a book of 330 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM travels describing scenes the most un- like that somber one which is mistily presented through the windows. I have experienced that Fancy is then most successful in imparting distinct shapes and vivid colors to the ob- jects which the author has spread upon his page, and that his words become magic spells to summon up a thousand varied pictures. Strange landscapes glimmer through the fa- miliar walls of the room, and outland- ish figures thrust themselves almost within the sacred precincts of the hearth. Small as my chamber is, it has space enough to contain the ocean- like circumference of an Arabian des- ert, its parched sands tracked by the long line of a caravan with the camels patiently journeying through the heavy sunshine. Though my NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 331 celling be not lofty, yet I can pile up the mountains of Central Asia be- neath It till their summits shine far above the clouds of the middle at- mosphere. — Night Sketches. December 25th. When romances do really teach anything, or produce any effective operation. It Is usually through a far more subtile process than the osten- sible one. — The House of the Seven Gables. December 26th. Blessed, therefore, and reverently welcomed by me, her true-born son, be New England's Winter, which makes us one and all the nurslings of 332 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM the storm, and sings a familiar lullaby even in the wildest shriek of the De- cember blast. — Snoivflakes, December 2yth. How kindly he was, and, though the tremendous agent of change, yet bearing himself with such gentleness, so rendering himself a part of all life- long and age-coeval associations, that it seemed as If he were the great con- servative of Nature ! While a man was true to the fireside, so long would he be true to country and law — to the God whom his fathers worshiped — to the wife of his youth — and to all things else which Instinct or religion have taught us to consider sacred. — Young Goodman Brown, NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 333 December 28th. Where is that brilliant guest — that quick and subtle spirit whom Prome- theus lured from Heaven to civilize mankind, and cheer them in their Wintry desolation — that comfortable inmate, whose smile, during eight months of the year, was our sufficient consolation for Summer's lingering advance and early flight? Alas! blindly inhospitable, grudging the food that kept him cheery and mer- curial, we have thrust him into an iron prison, and compel him to smolder away his life on a daily pittance which once would have been too scanty for his breakfast ! Without a metaphor, we now make our fire in an air-tight stove, and supply it with some half-a- 334 BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS FROM dozen sticks of wood between dawn and nightfall. — Young Goodman Brown, December 2gth, Thus the great house was built. Familiar as it stands in the writer's recollection — for it has been an ob- ject of curiosity with him from boy- hood, both as a specimen of the best and stateliest architecture of a long- past epoch, and as the one of events more full of human interest, perhaps, than that of a gray feudal castle — familiar as it stands, in its rusty old age, it is therefore only the more diffi- cult to imagine the bright novelty with which it first caught the sunshine. — The House of the Seven Gables, NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE 335 December ^oth. It is a great revolution in social and domestic life — and no less so in the life of the secluded student — this almost universal exchange of the open fire-place for the cheerless and ungenial stove. — Young Goodman Brown. December 31st. The clock in the tall steeple of Doctor Emerson's church struck twelve; there was a response from Doctor Flint's, in the opposite quar- ter of the city; and while the strokes were yet dropping into the air, the Old Year either flitted or faded away, and not the wisdom and might of angels, to say nothing of the remorse- 336 NATHANIEL HAWTHORNE ful yearnings of the millions who had used her 111, could have prevailed with that departed year to return one step. But she, in the company of Time and all her kindred, must hereafter hold a reckoning with mankind. — The Sister-Years. 4 134