ps 3 ?/5 V f GOLDEN VIALS Qoldtn oiah fall of odors, which art the prayers (, of the saints. — Revelations 6:8. GOLDEN VIALS BY LEAH HECtERT PORTLAND, OREGON COPYRIGHT 1911 BY LEAH HEGERT WALLACE PRINTING CO. 30 UNION AVE. NORTH /5 3^/ s- PREFACE I HAVE bread enough and some to spare, yet I am neither college-bred, well bred nor a thoroughbred. But considering life a good thing rather than a plaything, I am determined to to launch this little volume out into the world, with a prayer for its blessing. And so, if unduly criticised by those of the world, I freely forgive, for while yet in the morn of youth I will sow my seed, and in the evening I will not withhold my hand. Trusting that the seed of good which I may sow will be reproduced in the lives of others, preserved in the minds of others for rehearsal, repetition and reproduction, these seeds of good shall spring up into everlasting life. I have planted, Apollas has watered, but God ga\e the increase. — First Corinthians 3-6. v> GOLDEN VIALS Preserved for Rehearsal, Repefiiion and Reproduction. In the last day when the vials are o])ened, golden \:a!s. full of the odors which are the prayers of the saints. — Revelation 5:8. Arid they sanq- a new song, saying' with a loud \oice, W orthy is the Lanib that was slain to receive l)ower and riches and wisdom and strenoth and honor and glory and blessing. And the number of them was ten thousand times ten thousand and thousands of thottsands. Paul says. Hebrew 11:12: So many as the stars of the sky in multitude, and as the sand which is by the seashore innumerable. It seems to me that it mu.s't be a love'y picture to gaze upon, so many saints, and to be there at the open- ing of the vials. In my fancy I can hear the voices Kow. as coming from a thousand phonographs. Those prayers, how sweet they will soiuid. And I wonder how many people believe that they are going to have a golden vial there to be opened in that bright celes- tial city, and to reproduce all th.^ good enacted wdicn here upon this earth. I believe that heaven will be a reproduction of earth's joys. Thottghts are but the reproduction of thoughts. Truth is but the reproduction of truth. Kindness is but th.^ reproduction of kindness. Love is but the reproduction of love. Faith is but the re- production of faith. Prayer is btit the reprodtiction of prayer, and so our prayers are put into golden vials, preserved, and will be rehearsed in heaven. In fact, all good will be but the reproduction of good. Oh. celestial city ! Oh. mansions fair and bri.ght ! Oh. tiie saints, think of the earth's redeemed, their 4 GOLDEN VIALS flowers never fade or wither! Oh. think of the per- petual glory t'here, all its grandeur and beauty never yet was told. In my fancy I can imagine that 1 am there now. and as one by one the vials are opened 1 hear my mother's vial of prayers being reproduced Oh. it is grand in the extreme. I can hear her and see her now as she stands and listens to her own prayers being reproduced ther.? in glory. I can hear her saying, "Amen and amen." And again in u\y fancy I hear her say, "That' the prayer that saved mv girl my Leah. Oh. my darling, that's the prayer that brought her back to me to love m.^ and cherish me in my o'd days, that is the prayer that drove av/ay sorrow, th.at's I'he prayer that gave me encour- agement to go on through life and fight the good fight of faith." And again 1 can hear her saying, "That's the pray, r that increased my faith." O'h I can hear her say, "That's the prayer that lifted mv soul." and I can just see the happy smile on her dear face when she looks around and sees me there in h.^aven, num- bered with the saints, and hear her say. as her prayers keep on reproducing from the golden vial. "That's the prayor that brought her here." And I can hear her saying to me, "Those seeds which I sowed on earth, which I thought had blasted and withered, have sprung up at last into everlasting life." Oh. won't I be ^.lad that I ever prayed? Won't I be glad that I ever left the path of sin? Me thinks I can see just now an angel wiping the tears from my dear, sainted mother's eyes, the tears she wept over me when I was roaming in sin, grieving her poor heart. The angel sees in her tears great suffering, deep sorrow wrung from her heart. The angel, knowing such tears are not shed in vain, scans the future, takes a scope of vision, sees where these same tears ultimately have brought her daughter into eternal bliss — her wayward girl that no one else would pray and weep for. The angel puts them in a golden vial to gladden mother's GOLDEN VIALS 5 heart throup;hout eternity, ^'e^^, and ] shall sej those t ars and pra}'ers. 1 will want to listen to her pravers ten thousand years, and gaze upon her tears ten thou- sand years. I know that they will glisten like jewels in the darkened night, transparent as light as they are poured out b.foie my eyes. I think I wi'l recognize each tear — the love tear, tear of sorrow, tear of grief, tear of anguish, tear of gladness, pleasure and re- joicing. And I will want to see the tears that j- sus shed when He wept over all the world, and I will want to hear the prayers that He prayed when He wept over the City of J-Tusalem. Oh, Jerusalem, Jerusalem, I'hou that killest the prophets, and stonest them wdiich are sent unto thee, how often would I ha\e gathered thy children tog. ther as a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings, a'.id ye would not. Beho'd vour home is left unto you desolate And when h." w^as come near, he beheld the city and wept over it. I want to be theie when those tears are poured (iod forgive. I now repent and pray to Hini \Vho sent the vision, that 1 might live. To that dark corner in the den. Althongli Tve caui^ed her grief and pain. ( )fttimes I've caused her tear.^ to start. My misspent life of sin and shame Has broke niy inot'her's tender heart. And. reader, dear. I j^ray bevvar.'. Take heed to yoilr ways while in youth Remember your dear niotlier's prayer. Her ])atience, friendship, hne and truth Succ- ss will bless the mindful few. Take thought of all your actions, too. I>e careful what you do and say. Lest you, like me. should go a.straV. ADVICE. I write to you. oh. sinful man. I beg you cease your sinful wayj^. What is thy name, what is thy game What is thy destiny? I pray. I beg of thee while thou art young To leave oflP all bad company. Refrain from wine, young man. T pray. While thou aft happy, young and gay A lesson I would have you learn. Say unto Wisdom, thou art mine. For understanding wilt thou yearn. And may it round thy heart entwine. "Then shun saloons, oh. wayward boys. And do not ramble th'foUgh the slums. If, GOLDEN VIALS Go elsewhere when you seek employ. Don't mingle with the idle ones. Kef rain from placing eards. young man. The vilest foe which you have met. A worthless boy, a worthless man, O'h. do not smoke th-? cigarette. Remember her who prayed for you. Who pleads with Ood to save your souls. He who is merciful and true To keep you out of gambling halls. A few more suns, a few more moons. And thou wilt be numb- red with the dead. !^-fiek Jesus whilst thou are in thy bloom And forbid tha't hell should be thy bed. Vou can't afford to pay the price, To give your soul a sacrifice, So I'll warn vou now while I ha\"e breath : Broad is the road that leads to death. Then from bad languag.' do refrain. Take not the name of God in vain. [ pray you heed this good advice. , (Jh, meet me in that blest paradise. Ves. I would shield thee in thy youth. And from the tempter who b'guiles VVould teach the ways of love and truth. Then flee from Satan's cunning wiles. So I'll lend to you a helping hand. As through this world of sin I eo'. My prayer is, God save you. oh. man. From evil sin. from want and woe. 1 hen shun the offenses of sin. To read tl:e word of God begin \\'hile He knocks at thv heart's door let Him in I beg of you, oh. sinful man. GOLDEN VIALS 17 WHERE AM I? The sun has sunk l)ehin(l the hill The birds and beas'ts have ijcne to rest. All nature seems to sleep at will. Another day 's spent, is past. Hut \vh re. oil where am I pray tell? Am 1 in sluml^ering- with the rest? ( )r am I wandering- in the deil. C )r in a mansion fitly dressed? I hear the tor.ing of the bel\ The mournful sound seems .strange to me. ^\'hile listening" to th.^ notes that swell. I'm wondering" wd:ere I can be. The hour is late, I dare to .^ay. And wh^'re ani I so fa'nt and weak? Then, spirit, wouldst 1 say thee nay. _ Thou whom my weary soul doth seek? Xay. spirit thou hast not come in ^•ain, b'or thou shalt guid.^ me through the vale. Through the mists, to bliss and gain. Over brook and valle\ . hill and dale. C)h. spirit, lead nie where the sun has gone. Into perfect peaceful paths of morn. Hide my soul safe fioni din and throng \\'here brightest sunbeams there adorn. Ves. I'm content. I'll gladly go with thee. Although the world h.as rooni and son"ie to spare. But seems there's not a resting place for me. For I would fain be resting in th^> great somewhere. Somewhere, somewhere with thee at ease. Oh. spirit, gentle dove of peace. T's almost midnight, hear the cry so sbrill. The cry of horsemen coming o'er the hill 18 GOLDEN VIALS To carry me and thee, oh, spirit, there Where rest the saints beyond death's cold chiir. ( )ne smile upon a face so fair, A whispered peace, sweet peace now all is si ill. 'Tis there I long to rest my weary soul. There the sun will never cease to shine, r)evond this ea:thlv sphere and waters shoal. Oh. spirit, lead me to that land divine. THE NEW AND OLD CAMP. Xear a cpiaint old w- sieni city. In a camp one summer day. 1 had gone there on a mission With a message to convey. Just to tell of good King Jesus. Just to do my Master's will. Just to tell to those around me. Of a camp on Zion's hill. All the camp boys gathered round me. And were seated on the ground r.istening patiently to hear me. Waiting to catch each word and sound. As I gently told the story How their eyes with tears did fill. When I fold them of the mansions In that camp on Zion's hill. T address, d them as dear comrades. As they knelt with me in prayer. Told them of that golden city With its streets and gates so fair. Tell me, comrades, are you ready For to meet' KHng Jesus there. Wdien He blows the gospel trumpet ^^'ill \-ou meet Him in the air? GOLDEN VIALS m In that camp of blest rejoicing There will be no tired teams. Th'-re will be no digging trenches , And no engines rtin by steam. For the Zion's camp was finished. , Planned and made at Jesus' will. Put your trus't in Him who's waiting ¥or yen up on Zion's hill. There will l)e no angry l^osses There to come and scold and frown. There will be no cafes and crosses, In that camp of fame's renown. Everybody there is peaceful How their souls with gladness thrill! Oil, the peace and joy of living At that camp on Zion's hill! T'here \\'\\\ be no car^nvorn mothers. No sick babies left at home. There is room for all in Zion. Jesus beckons them to come. And this servant who is writing These few lines at Jesus' will. I'll be there to shout God's praises. At that camp on Zion's hill. THE PLACE WHERE I PLAYED WHEN A CHILD. There is a dear place on earth, 1 remend)er so well, 'Tis the place of my birth, now to you I will tell. We lived in a cabin w'ith only one door. With cnlv one window and an oaken board floor. M\ dear loving daddv work-d hard everv day. Mv kind patient mother, she taught me to pray. 20 GOLDEN VIALS lUit time hath wroui^^h't changes in that home so in'hi. In that humble cabin where I played when a child. h'or death wilhou't merc}- has taken awa^' My kind, patient mother, away to the King, (^n.-^ cold winter's exening they bore her awav I\fethinks how the angels their praises did sing. ( )ft in the night as J lay in my bed Methinks 'that the angels watch round mv head. When I rise in the morning God's praises to sing, I 'vill ask Him if mother to me He will bring. Then it s-ems I hear daddy whisper-ng to me: "Dear child, she's in heaven, awaiting for thee." I'm weary and lonely and tired today Since the angels have taken dear mother awav. These ar-^ the songs she taught me to sing: "With Jesus My Savior." 'T'm Child of the King." And this is the prayer she taught me to say: "Now I lay me down to sleep. Lord hear me, T pray.'' She left me her l^)ible my ])athway to guide. It bids m.' to meet her on yon shining shore. In mansions of glory where no ills betide. To greet her and daddy, as in days of yore. But as long as I live that old cabin will be The dearest of all recollections to me. Oft I gaze o'er the m-^adows and woodlands so wild And long for the place where I played wdien a child. THE GOSPEL TRAIN. Some day I'll leave this vale of tears. O'f sorrow\ sickness. ]min and v>^oe. A few more days, weeks, months and y. ars And on to glorv I will go. GOLDEN VIALS 21 This life is but a few short years — Yea: s full of sorrow, grief and pain. ^Velcome the clay beyond all fears. I'm waiting- for the gospel train. Come. oh. thou Death, come answ-r me This question 1 will put' to thee : Where is thy all heartrending sting. And grave, where is thy victory? No longer will I doubt and fear Beyond this world, for all is gain ; I'm waiting for these words to hear: Come, journey on the gospel train. The road is narrow straight and plain : The engineer can plainly see ; The cars are all made free from stain. And I am going on t'hat train. My ticket is the gospel truth. The Holy Bible true and grand: I learned it when I was a youth Of a dear Savior's helping hand I pray from grace I may not fall And from temptation to refrain ; I'll bid farewell to one and all. For I am going on that train. And when I sit at Jesus feet And tell Him all my griefs and woe. My happiness He'll make complete. My joys will be full then I know. 22 GOLDEN VIALS MEMORIES OF THEE. ( )h. Mother, w'ny are your footstei)s slow. And why your shoulder.s bended low. And \vh}- is your hair aM silvery .^ray. Why is this change? do tell me. ])ra}\ Dut she softly whispered to me. '"Xay." Ah. Moth. r. why are your cheeks faded now. And why the wrinkle.s on your brow. Why do you look so sad each day. What has caus'd this change? oh. tell me. pray. lUit she only answered to me, "Xay." Why is your voice so faint and weak. Why does it tremble when you speak, WHiy are those tears in your eyes each day? Oh. Mother, dear, do tell me. pray. And still she answered to me, "Nay." Oh. Mother, why do you bow vour weary head. WHiy does your aching heart seem hea\y as lead? She lovingly clasped my hand and said: "It is thee, r.iy child, mv love, for thee." And Mother said. "'Jliat's what changes me." • GOLDEN VIALS 23 CONFESSION AND REPENTANCE. Spent, life, sweet life. Misspent or well spent. It is g-one with the years ; gone into a never end- ing eternity. And I regret, oh, I regret to say that I have lived a life of sin. and have drunk many cups of bitterness, all of which might have been avoided had I taken heed to my ways earlier in life. My life of sin and degradation has utterly haunted, tormented distressed me, even since my conversion. I had a dream that was terrible. I dreamed that I had died and gone to hell. I imagined myself there with everv secret act of my life, every conceivable sin that I had ever com- mitted: yes, they were all bfore me, there to haunt, torment, distress, disgust and to torture and punish me through an endless eternity. Oh, the scene was appalling, horrible to gaze upon the secrets of my own misspent life. And so I believe that hell will be a reproductin of earth's sins and pains and miseries, where all the heartaches of untold misery will be re- enacted. There liars, murderers, thieves, adulterers, fornicators, blasphemers, and in fact every individual who lives a life of sin and debauchery will have their part, their place of existence, to abide in torment for- ever and ever, where their wcrni dieth not and the fire is not quenched. Among my many other sins which were heaped up before me in hell was this one remembered, that I had not honored my mother. I remembered that I had sent her to her grave broken-hearted because of my sin. O'h, remember, young man and woman, that mother does not always remain in the home, and your's like mine, may be called soon by the angels, and then if you have not treated her right you will onlv be sorrv once, and that once will be all of vour 24 GOLDEN VIALS life. Sometimes I think, oh, that I could see her and beg her forgiveness or could I die .ind be buried with her I feign would moulder in the tomb by her side and sleep in the damp cold ground with her, my guardian angel mother and my guide. O'h. think of life, only one life God gives, and only once to live. O'nly one mother to pray, to love and care for us, to teach, to sing, to soothe, to drive our cares, our doubts our tears, our fears away. Honor her now, before the tortures of a misspent life will haunt and agonize you eternally as it has me. The tortures of hell seem to burn in ni}' conscience, penetrate the lowest recesses of my heart. Oh. my soul sinks within me with that awful feeling of re- morse. No human tongue can describe the tortures and miseries at the end of a misspent life. At the last it biteth like a serpent and stingeth like an adder. But now that I am old I have determined to make amendments of the past as best I can. and pray God's forgiveness upon me. And this is -why I beg of you, beware and honor thy father and thy mother. Try to make all of their declining years sweet and happy. Perhaps this lesson will help you. and if you pray to God he will hear you and help you, and you will escape the tortures and torments of a man or woman in after yer.rs, who has spent a life of idleness or lived in rebellion against God. Let me repeat again : At the last it biteth like a serpent and stingeth like an ..dder. I believe hell will b.? but a duplicate of earth's wickedness, increased only by the experience the devil has had in continually seeking out other wicked in- ventions to perpetuate his earthly kingdom, and the panoramic scene of reproduction 3-onder will be ter- rible to gaze upon. The most wicked of hell will want to cover their faces in shame, disgust, sorrow, anguish, misery and woe, and will desire to escape from such an awful GOLDEN VIALS 25 place. lUit there is no escape. A great gulf is fixed between earth's redeemed and hell's confines. Rememl^er the experience of the rich man and Laz- arus. The rich man lifted up his .yes in hell, and said: "Father A'braham, 1 beg" of thee to send Laz- arus that he might dij) his fingers in water and cool my parched tongue." Reniend:)er the rich man had received his good things in : arthlv life, like King Ijeltshazer when his heart was merrv and his soul was feasting npou the good things of earth's pleasures. cU.d there ai)i)eared the fingers of a hand writing on tlv wall. The Icing's countenance was changed for the writing was read to him, wliich told him (iod hath numbered thy kingdom and finished it. Tho art weighed in the balance and thv soul is found wanting. Then ask yourself now. how have I spent my life? If well spent or misspent, get right with God before thy soul falls into the balances^ or into hell, as did the rich man's. Let all thy spirit with God's spirit blend. And thou wilt find eternal peace and joy and liappi- ness. The end. ^UG 22 ^9»* One copy del, to Cat. Div. 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