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THE QVEST OF HERACLES AND OTHER POEMS BY HVGH MCCVLLOCH IVNIOR STONE AND KIMBALL CAMBRIDGE • CHICAGO MDCCCXCIV -^ Copyright, 1893, by -:• Hugh McCulloch, Jr. TO MY MOTHER I DEDICATE ALL IN THIS BOOK THAT IS LEAST UNWORTHY OF HER CONTENTS PAGE THE QUEST OF HERACLES 13 HERMAPHRODITUS 32 ISIS 40 MIDNIGHT 41 A BALLADE OF ROSES 44 BALLADE OF MOLIERE ...... 46 ANTINOUS 48 A BALLADE OF DAWN 55 9 PAGE REFUGE 57 STRIFE 58 SHADOW'S HOUSE 59 SPRING-SONG 60 SCENT O' PINES 61 PHAETON 62 MOON-RISE 73 PR.ETERITA 74 A BALLADE OF RIDING 75 REQUIEM 77 10 PAGE FIVE SONNETS 79 NURSE'S SONG 84 COMPLETION 85 RETIREMENT 86 SONG 87 CONFESSIONS 88 HER PICTURE 89 SAINT LOUIS 90 II THE QUEST OF HERACLES ^{^^^HE eleventh labour unto Heracles Eurystheus bade ; the golden fruit to bring From out the grove of the Hesperides. When he departed it was early Spring ; The sea and earth and heaven were serene, And joyousness clothed every living thing As with a garment. Yet the breeze was keen — A little, fearing, as it seemed, lest heat Should still men's ardour, parch the foliage green Ere Summer's fulness made their lives complete. A kind of expectation filled the air; Uncertainty, that made the world-heart beat With longing as for some possession rare. A part of all the world was in his heart When he began his journeying, a share Of nature's confidence serene, a part Of her great longing to achieve the deed His soul was bent on, by his strength and art. 13 THE QUEST OF HERACLES For he was confident he should succeed, Albeit he could not tell the how, or why ; As men are sure that from the planted seed The grain will grow, yet cannot justify Their faith with explanation. For he knew Not even where the enchanted grove might lie — Except that from the westward breezes blew That bore to men the garden-scent and spice Which filled their hearts with aspirations new, Recalling memories of paradise And of the golden age. So toward the west He journeyed out of Thebes, his laughing eyes Set ever on this new labourious quest Which promised dangers to be dared, and fame Enough to still the longing of his breast. He journeyed onward swiftly till he came Unto the sea, beyond whose utmost shore. Somewhere afar, and toward the sunset flame, The garden lay, and there the tree which bore The golden fruit of the Hesperides. Upon the sand a hundred boats or more Were beached, and from among them Heracles Chose him the one that fittest seemed to bear His mighty strength across the billowing seas; 14 THE QUEST OF HERACLES A tiny boat, most men would scarcely dare To journey far in, almost like a toy, But strongly built, well jointed everywhere. While he began with eagerness of joy To make her ready, storing meat and wine Within her, he beheld a half-grown boy Toward him running, making many a sign For him to wait. And when the boy drew near He prayed by all the immortal ones divine That he might go ; for he was used to steer, He said, and skilled to row and set the sail, Inured to hardship, destitute of fear. And longed to link his name to some brave tale As friend to heroes. Then the Hero bent His gaze upon the lad, nor saw him quail Beneath the scrutiny, and was content To have him come, he looked so fair and brave. So westward then the boy and Hero went. By daylight tossed they westward o'er the wave. At night upon some shore they beached their boat, When shore appeared and welcoming shelter gave. Or else, compelled beneath the stars to float, They talked the night away, of valourous deed Discoursing, or retold some tale of note. 15 THE QUEST OF HERACLES And oft the boy by cunning trails would lead The Hero to recount the labours done Aforetime ; tell his shifts in time of need, His fights appearing lost, but finally won By constancy and persevering might. And often Heracles, as to a son. Would teach the boy to guard him in the fight. To save his force until the foe should tire. In dubious hours demean himself aright, And so at last to come to his desire. For many days they journeyed o'er the sea Southwestward; while the noonday sun grew higher. Then came they to the land of mystery, To Africa, and journeyed from the shore. Enquiring where the enchanted grove might be Of all they met, and learning little more Than they had known when they began their way. For each one answered : "Somewhere midst the roar Of waves implacable, our legends say. Divided from us by untraversed seas. Lie blessed Islands, countless leagues away, And there the grove of the Hesperides. But where these Islands are we do not know," One day a sage replied to Heracles : i6 THE QUEST OF HERACLES " Myself, I cannot tell the way; but go To Atlas, a week's journey from the sea ; To Altas, sky sustaining, where the glow Of midday sun is hottest. It may be That he can tell thee where these Islands are ; None else in all the world is wise as he." So Heracles began to journey far Within the Southland, where the untrodden ways For weaker men all journeying would bar. Since desert lands extended there for days, And jungles, where the ground was always wet. And slimy as with serpents. Where the gaze Met nothing but dense, thorny barriers set Against advance. The Hero overcame Such obstacles, and journeying on, he met Mysterious people, tribes without a name, Unthinking, hardly knowing they were men, And ignorant of evil and of shame. Withal a peace-eyed folk, and courteous when They met the Hero in their forest glade And shared with him their stores; or in some glen Besought his company until he stayed And rested him amidst their simple care. Delighted with their truth, and unafraid - 17 THE QUEST OF HERACLES Of treachery. With such he loved to share His strength and knowledge, teaching many a thing, And helping them their heaviest loads to bear. And when he journeyed onward, all would bring Their simple gifts, and, loath to have him leave, Beseeching him, about his limbs would cling ; And failing thus to gain the least reprieve. Would journey with him, honouring his might. Until the Hero, eager to retrieve Delay, had hastened onward from their sight. At last he came where Atlas held the sky Upon his shoulders; where, by day and night. The burden bore, and had no hope to die. Him Heracles accosted, asking where The garden of the blessed fruit might lie. Then Atlas answered with a cunning air Which Heracles perceived not (Atlas saw The Hero's strength, and knew what he would dare) : " Forever am I bound by deathless law To bear the heavens; and I cannot think To answer thee, so much the burdens draw Upon my strength. But if thou dost not shrink From bearing up my burden for a space, Perchance I can direct thee to the brink l8 THE QUEST OF HERACLES Wherefrom thine eyes can see the wished-for place." Then Heracles made haste to answer him Lest he should falter in the proffered grace : " Yea, I can easily support the grim Immortal burden, who with Jason went. Who countless leagues of struggling sea could swim Unconquered, when my soul on conquest bent Would slay the beast whose tawny fell I wear. Give nie the burden. Earth and heaven blent Affright not me, since I am strong to bear The mightiest spirit ever known to men." And Atlas laughed to shift his burden there. Which laugh the Hero did not notice then. Engrossed with bearing up the bending sky. And Atlas, wild at being free again. Stretched out his limbs, stretched up his hands on high. Laughed, as though wakened from a painful dream And found it false, nor longer cared to die. Then Heracles addressed him : " Since you seem Recovered from your weariness, I pray That I may learn beside what distant stream The garden lies, and how to find the way To lead me to the far Hesperides." Then Atlas, laughing soft, as at the play 19 THE QUEST OF HERACLES Of his own fancy, answered: " Heracles, The way is far, but easy ; straightway west You journey, sheer unto the western seas ; And westward straight upon the ocean's breast A ten days' journey from the eastern shore, Unto the purple Islands of the Blest. But thou art tired, and cannot journey more ; Thou hast, beside, the heavens to upbear Whereof thou hast relieved me. I therefore Will journey in thy place. If thou shalt hear No tidings of me, thou wilt know that I Have found the Islands, and for many a year Shall liv-e in bliss, while thou dost hold the sky Instead of me." But Heracles, the while, Was silent, for he would not stoop to cry On treachery or wrong however vile When he was powerless to do the right. And his great heart was ignorant of guile. Meanwhile the boy, who loved the Hero's might, And yearned to aid him, whispered in his ear A stratagem which though it seemed so slight Might cost the treachery of Atlas dear. For Atlas, in his freedom seeming mad, Unreasoning in his pleasure, lingered near; 20 THE QUEST OF HERACLES Such joy to see his shifted toil he had. Then Heracles in sobered accents spoke : '"T is well, great Atlas ! You may well be glad^ Since you have caught me napping, and this yoke I needs must bear, and needs must bear it long. You surely are the wisest of all folk. But though beyond all mortals I am strong, I have my burden in such awkward wise I scarce may hold it. Lest they suffer wrong, I pray you, but a moment hold the skies. That I may take them rightly as you do. Who well my strength and wisdom may despise." The Giant in his heart thought : " It is true; He holds it wrongly ; he is free from guile; He 's strong and foolish ; all his wisdom grew To bone and brawn. 'T is but a little while. ..." And then aloud: " 'T is granted, Heracles." Then straight released him from the heavy pile As he continued : " Burdens such as these Must thus be borne. ..." But even as he said, Westward, toward the far Hesperides The Hero and the faithful lad had sped, Not venturing to linger in that land Lest Atlas new and subtler snares should spread 2* 21 THE QUEST OF HERACLES Beyond their simple brains to understand. For many weary days they wandered through Enormous soHtudes of desert sand. At length they caught a distant glimpse of blue Toward the west, and crying out : " The sea ! The sea!" they hastened joyously thereto. Beside the shore they found a sturdy tree Whose bark would do to make a rough-hewn boat Which must suffice, though savage it might be. And soon upon the crested waves afloat. They journeyed toward the ramparts of the Sun Whence Gods upon their subject empire gloat, Where Sol returns when every day is done. Ten days they journeyed o'er the golden way, And almost feared the prize would ne'er be won, So far from earthly goals they seemed away. But on the eleventh, close upon the dawn, When westward shot the Sun's awakening ray, A purple cloud upon the watery' lawn They saw. More smoothly o'er the silent sea Grown calm now, breathlessly they hurried on, 22 THE QUEST OF HERACLES The land more lovely seeming each degree They neared it. Then they heard a mingled song Of leaves from many an odour-bearing tree, The sound of rivers murmuring along, Of birds that caroled forth eternal bliss : The hymn of Nature, free from human wrong. And over all, the Gods' eternal kiss, There dwelt a savour of supreme content. Lulled by the blended sweetness of all this They beached the skiff, and through the forest went Toward a golden gate that gleamed like fire. With sound of many a murmuring instrument, Of lute and dulcimer, and harp and lyre, The gate swept inward, opening left and right. Then, passing through this portal of desire, They entered in the garden of delight. At evening, when the feverish day is done. And silence heralds the repose of night. The stars come twinkling on us one by one ; And we gaze upward, ever open-eyed. Upon their mystery, stretching sun on sun, 23 THE QUEST OF HERACLES To where eternal verities abide. But when from out the palpitating East The imperial moon in majesty doth ride, We turn us from the fading stars, to feast Our eyes upon the glory of her state. Our worship of the infinite increased. So Heracles, when he had passed the gate With his companion, quite forgot the sound Which lately made his weary heart wax great, And led him into this enchanted ground. He found him in the entrance to a glen Whose flowers, and trees, and perfumed rivers drowned The memories which had haunted him till then : The thoughts of mortal infamy and pain. The murmuring multitudes of weary men. The agony of sinew and of brain. Amidst the garden's melody and spice, Afar, across the joy enmantlcd plain. Flamed Argos with his hundred glowing eyes, The guardian of the treasure-bearing tree. Forever fiercer grew his glowing dyes, And ever more in dreams of luxur)' The Hero's fancy plunged. Upon the green Lay maidens, glancing carelessly to see 24 THE QUEST OF HERACLES Who trod the happy garden which had been Long time unvisited byUving men. But when the glorious Hero they had seen, Quickly they raised them from the grass, and then Ran toward him, plucking flowers as they ran, To wreath his forehead. Then they turned again, And bade him follow where the Pipes of Pan Were making all the perfumed garden glad. Almost the Hero yielded, and began To follow one whose limbs in saffron clad Were outlined by the fluttering of the breeze. The boy, meanwhile, but scanty notion had Of what temptations lay in sights like these To idleness. He passed the maidens by, And gazing on, beneath the spreading trees He saw a group of naked athletes vie In deeds of strength and skill. He longed to be Where he might find some novel feat to try. So, turning toward the weakening Hero, he Besought him to continue on the way. And pointed out the contest. Suddenly, Brought to himself, the Hero cast away All thoughts of idleness, and hastened where He saw two wrestling athletes grip and sway. 25 THE QUEST OF HERACLES No longer wore he the enamoured air He late had worn ; his eyes again flamed bright, He burned to be among the wrestlers there, — To feel again the joy of his own might Which came from feeling others bend and fall Beneath his prowess. His companion's sight, In boyish restlessness, had witnessed all It cared to of the struggle on the grass. He felt new things upon his interest call. He let his vision by the wrestlers pass To where, among the trees, he saw a dance, Hardby the place where eager Argos was. Forthwith his heart impelled him to advance. But now he heard the Hero breathing hard With lust for combat, — saw his eager glance Toward the wrestlers writhing on the sward. He felt that once among them, Heracles No more the nearing contest would regard With Argos, but would waste his strength with these In barren triumphs to the end of time ; For death is barred from the Hesperides, And life exults, forever in its prime. He laid his hand upon the Hero's arm, And, " Thou the subject of heroic rhyme," 26 THE QUEST OF HERACLES He said, "can'stthou be turned bypassing charm When Argos, the great enemy, is near? See, even now he glows in his alarm. If now thou turnest, he will think it fear." The eyes of Argos ever brighter grew To see the Hero pause in his career. Then Heracles with sullen bosom drew His gaze from off the wrestlers, and he turned Where Argos, menacing with flaming hues In hundred eyes, forever fiercer burned. And to the lad he muttered : "It was thou That brought me from the pleasure I had earned By my exertions, to this place, and now Dost urge me on again. But thou art right : Before I rest, I must achieve my vow ; Pleasure is fourfold welcome after fight." Then on he hastened toward the approaching quest. And now was Argos plainly in their sight. But what he was, in what apparel dressed. They could not see. Amid the sacred tree He burned as any sunset in the west. Like such a sunset where the eye can see No form specific, but a golden glow More overwhelming for its mystery. 27 THE QUEST OF HERACLES The Hero half despaired of such a foe, Which seemed unbodied, having never a Hmb To grasp ; but eyes that darted to and fro, Comminghng and retiring, to the brim With fury filled, as though with liquid fire. And so he stood, and firmly gazed at him. So filled was he with his supreme desire, He had not noted that about the tree A band of youths and maids in perfect quire Were dancing to their own soft minstrelsy. But now their choral drew his thoughts away, And made him half forget the fight to be. " What profits it, O creature of a day. To toil forever, to deny delight Until thy body turneth into clay ? When on the borders of eternal night Thou standest trembling, thou wilt weep for all The pleasure that thy pride hath made thee slight ; Tho' thou art Heracles thou art so small When thou art weighed against eternity. It doth not matter where thy moments fall. How idle mortals in their vanity To think the universal Whole can care For what or how their petty actions be. 28 THE QUEST OF HERACLES What seemeth virtue may but be a snare To lure a man to waste his precious bliss In chasing phantoms gibbering and bare. Reflect how empty any triumph is, How disappointing, and the toil how long, And bend thyself to pleasure with a kiss ! " But Heracles, when he had heard the song, Laughed with a laugh that lightened face and eyes, So frank it was, and answering the throng: "When on the earth my dying body lies, My mind shall dwell upon my triumphs won; I fear not toil, nor care I for the prize. I shall review my actions one by one. And finding I have borne me like a man, Await what cometh when our life is done, Unflinching. Now, with all the strength I can, I '11 fight with Argos ; let my arms but seize His body, and he cannot form a plan To escape me. Ware ! make way for Heracles ! " Fled all the youths and maidens. Toward the foe The Hero strode. It seemed that all the trees Were made of furious eyes. He faced their glow Undaunted, and unto the fruit of gold Went firmly, trusting in his strength. And,, lo ! 29 THE QUEST OF HERACLES As he approached the sacred tree and old, The eyes that menaced him with raging heat Grew fainter in their colouring, grew cold ; And fading into some unseen retreat They were not. As if Argos had not been, But seemed to be to frighten from the feat The dauntless Hero, who could yield to sin, To lust, and combat, but who mocked despair, And every cowardice contained therein. Bewildered, for a moment stood he there. Then laughed to think of Argos fled away. So silent and so strange, he knew not where ; Then shook the tree until the apples lay A-glimmering in the flower-besprinkled grass. And gathering them he said: "No time for play ! Upon our homeward journey must we pass To find us fresh adventures to pursue." The boy, now weary, answered him : "Alas ! Thou hast the prize ; what further wouldst thou do ? What thou hast toiled for wilt thou give to one That hath done nothing? If old tales are true, This fruit is precious. Glowing like the sun It makes the owner mighty ; keep it then." But Heracles: "When once a deed is done, ^o THE QUEST OF HERACLES However great among the sons of men, I care not for it. I had rather bring The fruit of victory from this perfumed glen Unto the palace of the laggard king Than keep it here amidst the fragrant mead. My heart exultant evermore must spring, Forever reaching toward a mightier deed." "M HERMAPHRODITUS ^^HEN all the world had felt the breath of Spring And thrilled at his caress ; when every thing LJ/ 'v*/ In all the world renewed its leaves and flowers To gladden man ; when all the days and hours Brought ever fairer gifts unto their lord, — Hermaphroditus raised him from the sward Where he was lying, blissful but to be, And journeyed slowly inland from the sea Whereon he long had pondered. As he went His heart was filled with a supreme content To see the might and beauty of the earth; To see the rivers dimpling in their mirth. And over all the fields and flowers and trees The great sun shine. Yet thought he not of these, But rather felt them in a subtle-wise That had no need of seeing, and his eyes Were raised unto the vast expanse of skies That seemed inwoven of sun and mystery. 32 HERMAPHRODITUS Now in his slow, sweet journeying came he Where greenest meadows sloping met a stream Whereon the sun did dance and play and gleam Like beaten gold : and coming there, he bent To spy sate crossing. There some rocks had pent A portion of the stream into a well, A pool of light for shapes of sleep to dwell In quietness. And when he glanced therein He saw himself reflected. Sure no sin For any maid to dream and long for him ! His father, Hermes, had endowed each limb With his perfection, and his sunburned face Flashed back the lustre of his mother's grace. Yet he had never dreamed that he was fair, But only knew him happy. Crossing where The stream was shallow, pausing to admire The rocks and darting fish, with no desire To gaze on his own beauty, on he went. The blossoms, that had all their beauty spent To welcome him, from him caught grace anew ; The grass was bright with diamonded dew ; And over all a mighty stillness hung — The awe, that quieted a world still young, Fearing to break the slumber of the gods. 3 iz HERMAPHRODITUS And through this stillness, o'er the glowing sods, Embalmed in beauty, strayed the Cyprian's son, A part of nature. Now the day had run The half-way of his course, and held his steeds A moment on the zenith poised (he needs, Yea, even he, a little space to rest), And every flower, its head upon its breast, Was slumbering, excepting the sun's flower. The heliotrope, for whom the choicest hour Had come wherein the sweetest scent was made. Hermaphroditus, longing for the shade Of trees, again descended toward a stream That crossed his path, and where, with many a dream. Dwelt peaceful hours forever. Then he turned, Allured by some suggestion he discerned In subtle-wise, to trace the stream that spurned So pettishly the rocks and roots of trees That strove to stay it : now the hum of bees And sounds of woodland creatures met his ears : Mysterious rustlings, timorous faint fears Of forest things; yet followed he the stream Unheeding, like one walking in a dream, A waking revery. And soon his guide Grew smaller and more threadlike, still to glide 34 HERMAPHRODITUS Half-mocking over last year's fallen leaves. On either side rose wooded hills where sheaves Of bushes hid all view of field or road, Or aught that lay beyond. The valley showed No sight but arching trees brown-gray and green. Except the brook, no other thing was seen Of all the world. The stream turned at this place ; Hermaphroditus saw that for a space The hills receded, and thus made a glade Whose light was half of sunlight, half of shade Commingled. And from out the soft green grass Whereon fleet shadows of the trees would pass Grew heaps and heaps of roses. All the air Was sweet with them ; a million blossomed there, And all unknown, in seeming, unto men. Hermaphroditus startled, wondering, when He came upon this roseland, half forgot The stream that brought him hither to the spot ; Then suddenly remembering, he sought His guide with downward eyes, and when he caught A glimpse of it, and followed with his eyes An hundred steps or so, to his surprise Beheld it issue from a widening pool As still as evening air. It lay there cool 35 HERMAPHRODITUS And quiet, clear and deep, a miracle. A willow grew beside the woodland well ; And there was carved through bark and skin of this The nymph's name of the fountain, Salmacis. Naught knew Hermaphroditus of this name, But saw the fountain cool to quench the flame The sun had made in his blood. He threw aside His saffron tunic with its border wide, And plunged into the depths of that still pool. Ah, it was sweet to feel the water cool His sunwarmed veins ; to feel it lave his head And chest and limbs ; and in his heart he said, *' If Salmacis be god or maid or man. My thanks are due ..." Exultant he began To swim with long, slow strokes around, and cleft The clinging water joyously. Now left He every thought, save of the present bhss Till suddenly he felt a burning kiss, Felt rounded arms about his neck entwine. And in his ear a murmur heard, divine. That whispered : " Oh, my own, you tarried long, Until I sent my stream to woo with song And mystery ; now you are come ; — the bliss To gaze and love — even I am Salmacis ! " 36 HERMAPHRODITUS Hermaphroditus felt the joy depart From all his soul ; and in its stead, his heart Grew heavy ; all his joyous, eager bliss Seemed tainted by the memory of the kiss His lips returned not. Hastily he flung The nymph away, whose arms about him clung, And gained the bank. He threw his tunic on And turned to go; yet might he not be gone From that sweet place — he felt the roses call Him to return ; the trees, the hilly wall All spoke to him, the very skies above. Ah, foolish boy ! He heard the wings of love. Still he remained ; the lady all the while Gazed at him with a piteous wavering smile Half tearful: on the grass he lay; and he, Though reared up in Love's house, the mystery Of love knew nothing. Silent sat he there Unheeding Salmacis' unspoken prayer. Then she began aloud : " Oh, Zeus, whose throne Forever liveth, give me for mine own This boy whom thou hast fashioned for me ! " And Zeus in majesty was sad to see The water-nymph's despair and misery. Then spoke the boy : " Great Zeus, grant not her prayer. 37 3* HERMAPHRODITUS What have I done that I should tarry there With her I love not ? Pitiless is she ! " Then Salmacis: " Let him be part of me, — Nay, be myself, — since then his scorn must die." And Zeus, the omnipotent, Zeus, the most high, All knowing, saw within the boy's young heart Love growing, though his will there had no part; And to the nymph he gave her heart's desire. For straight Hermaphroditus felt a fire Arise v^ithin him, first a timorous flame That ever greater and more fierce became. And then he crept unto the nymph who lay With ashen face, as pale as unborn day, And kissed her softly. With the first caress She rose in all her perfect loveliness To render back his kisses unto him. When lo ! a marvel ! every lovely limb Melted like gold and was a part of his, And only one remained — and Salmacis Was given her prayer, and each was made a part Of each, one soul, one body, and one heart — One being. So through all the years that sped Each had his love, nor yet was satiated 38 HERMAPHRODITUS Possessing : never felt the heart sink, tired To death of one that lately was desired Beyond all gifts of life. And so men said When some one asked which one of all the dead Gave love most ample in its perfect bliss : *' Hermaphroditus unto Salmacis." 39 ISIS 50 fear is in those eyes, no love, no hate, Nor aught of mortal, nor have men a name For her emotions wherein pride and shame Are known as slightly as men know their fate. In awful calm the end she doth await. Ten thousand years ago all mortals came Unto her image with supreme acclaim. She doth not care that worshippers abate. Now men affirm of her that she is not : Yet, when no word of man can be forgot But ever liveth, thrilling through the airs: When not a deed of man but bears its fruit. Can speaking lips be barren as tho' mute ? Might not a goddess spring from many prayers ? 40 MIDNIGHT S|AS it a dream ? The mid-moon's light Flung sheer athwart the misty night, Opened long reaches to my sight, Faint with the quivering delight Of moon-lit mist. And but for this, that here and there The moon made clear the tremulous air, The mist hung silent everywhere, And ugly things were changed to fair. Enrobed, and kissed. And as I passed, I saw the place Was filled with tombs (then, for a space, The moon had torn the mist's frail lace). Me seemed some prehistoric race Had reared these stones In days when Ocean's river ran Around the earth ; for now no man 41 MIDNIGHT With all his new-found servants can Uprear such slabs by spell or ban To hold his bones. But even these could not defy Time's mightier hand, for some did lie All shattered, and some, still on high, Half tottered as I wandered by, Yet stood upright. And then I saw a mightier tomb Half ruined ; an abyss of gloom Yawned in the midst, and in the room Of stones I saw a shadow loom — A shade of light. I saw more clearly as I neared The riven ruin; the mist veered A little, and the moon shone weird Upon a skeleton that leered From out the gloom; — Then wrote upon the prostrate door That lay upon the ground before MIDNIGHT My feet, the moonlight glancing o'er, While steadfastly mine eyes did pore : " Nousfht — but the tomb ! " I turned, and slowly walked away Into a garden fair, that lay Hard by, with birds and flowers gay. Sweet with the sounds and scents of May, Where joy was rife : I sat me down and bound my head With garlands fitted for the dead, And to my love of loves I said : " We may forget, when life has sped. This dream of life." 43 A BALLADE OF ROSES " I hid my heart in a nest of roses." SWINBL'RNE. HID my heart in a nest of roses Far from the glare of the midsummer skies, — There where the humble-bee drowsily dozes, There where the perfumed breezes rise. And I said : "As long as the humming-bird flies Ceaselessly over thee, O my heart. From all the lures that the love-god tries, Forever and ever secure thou art." And safe it lay as a leaf that reposes On the river's breast when the twilight dies ; And still it was as a flower that grows is As a lily that cool in the water lies. And never a foe came there to surprise The fortress wherein I hid my heart ; And I said : "Of mortals I am most wise : Forever and ever secure thou art." 44 A BALLADE OF ROSES But the queen of the flowers in the garden-closes, The maiden with mystical, wonderful eyes. Whom a wall of scornfulness aye encloses^ Safe from all lover's prayers and sighs — She for whom never a love may suffice Out of its fortress drew my heart; And yet I say on, in braggart-wise, *' Forever and ever secure thou art." 45 BALLADE OF MOLIERE ^HEN life in France meant court and king, When marquises judged art and play, When every poet strove to sing The praise of Louis, great and gay ; When wars and pensions swept away The peasants' living, grain and sheep, The poet told them (sad as they) : " To laugh is better than to weep. " When grief and care your bosoms wring, Laugh as you wander on your way ; For weeping cannot ease the sting That grief in troubled hearts may lay ; Though pleasure comes not all the day. Though all your joy be buried deep, Though trouble through your houses stray, — To laugh is better than to weep." 46 BALLADE OF MOLIERE Whatever evil life might bring, He mocked at it, and so grew gray With laughter, never sorrowing For wrongs his hands were weak to stay, So, when Armande was led astray. When all his joy was buried deep, When he was sick to death, he 'd say : "To laugh is better than to weep." Envoi Poet, we grieve too, but betray Our grief with tears ; we cannot keep The rule thy strength could still obey : To laugh is better than to weep. 47 ANTINOUS .Tc3/\GT CLOUDLESS sky above a treeless plain rJVJ^^C Of sand and sandhills, where one longs in vain ^S^^'^^2 For shade which neither cloud nor tree affords Though hosts may die — where thirst and death are lords Of all the long, lone land and breathless air Which stifles every breeze with its despair. A traveller entering hardly may return From out this land, where thirst and famine burn Death's incense ; whereon gazing, he must feel A doubt through all his veins and sinews steal That gods are good, since they have made this land Hate-worthy, with its death-ensnaring sand Forever seeking for some further prey. And so Antinoiis, all the livelong day, Thrice seven days that seemed like seven years, With night and day contending, sharp as spears, 'Gainst bitter grief, he lay and gazed athwart The desert, feeling hatred in his heart 48 ANTINOUS Toward all the gods. The terrace where he lay Was faint with heat and garish with the day ; He knew it not, but buried his head deep Within the cushions that would have him sleep For joy to hold him, and moaned '' Hadrian ! " And all the long courts murmured " Hadrian I " For Hadrian, the lord, was sick to death ; The days dragged on, and men could scarce see breath Upon the mirror held above his mouth. His pulse scarce stirred; the languor of the south Enwrapped his limbs ; and messengers had sped To Beza, to the god, where truth was wed To prophecy most surely, there to learn If he must die, or if he might return To life through any leechcraft known to men. 'T was time the seekers should return again With answer, so men waited. Now of all His followers of war, or chase, or hall. The great lord loved Antinoiis the most. There was no warrior chief in all his host, No maid of all the fragrant singing bands That tended him, the choice of many lands, He loved so much. Antinoiis returned His love so greatly that he scarcely yearned 49 ANTINOUS For love of women. So he sadly lay Upon the terrace, gazing on the way Whereby the messengers should come. And now He saw a speck upon the desert's brow, A tiny speck against the setting sun In silhouette. And shortly, one by one, A train of camels, carrying each a man Grew from the cloud, and ere the night began Drew near unto the palace. Each man knew The answer, seeing them. Antinoiis, too, Saw by their looks that he to whom he gave His love, might live. And to the foremost slave That entered, he gave thanks for the good cheer He brought. The weary messenger drew near In solemn-wise, and said with tearful voice: ■" 'T is well for us, Antinoiis, to rejoice — The emperor may live : and yet 1 fear He '11 grieve therefor, since thus-wise in my ear The great god spoke, ' The emperor may live In health and peace, if only he will give The life of whom he loveth most : if not His bones must lie within the hopeless spot Where now he lieth, 'T is the only way His eyes may rest upon each new-born day 50 ANTINOUS With gladness in the joy thereof.' " And then The slave traversed the courtyards thronged with men, Unto his resting-place. Antinoiis left Alone, gave thanks like one not all bereft Of gladness, yet not happy quite. He knew The import of the oracle ; him too The god had mentioned in his guarded-wise Unnaming, since of all beneath the skies The emperor held him dearest. And for this He had been born on earth ; had known the bliss Of love surpassing woman's love ; had known The joy of straining arms about him thrown, The free companionship of Hadrian, — That he might give his life for Hadrian. He wrestled fiercely in his anguished heart Against his love ; he wept, that he must part From life and all its joy, to wander where He never more could breathe Bithynian air, Nor see Hyrcanian lions battle fierce 'Gainst Dacian slaves ; no more see spear-heads pierce Broad breasts of men ; nor see the choking fight, The wounds and blood and death and sickening fright He loathed and fiercely loved. He fought in vain; His love grew greater, showed his way more plain, 51 ANTINOUS Burned stronger from the conflict; and again He hid his head and murmured, " Hadrian ! " And all the long courts echoed, " Hadrian ! " Then summoned he a slave, and bade him bring His stylus and his tablets — everything — For writing; and like one enwrapt in spell, He wrote : " Oh, Hadrian, my friend, farewell ! A life love-worthy unto thee alone I offer up that thou mayst keep thine own Of all men needed. Pray thee, think of me When I am gone beyond the bitter sea Men mention with hushed breath. Again, farewell ! " His heart leapt up, although it heard its knell Pealed softly forth. He faltered not, but gave The letter to the still-attending slave. Bidding him lay it by the emperor's bed Against his waking. Then he softly sped Toward the stables, bade bring out a horse, Then mounted, and in swift unthinking course Rode far athwart the still, the moonlit night. The desert reached the palace on the right, Upon the left, a strip of fertile ground Stretched sheer unto the river bank to bound 52 ANTINOUS The waste of water and the waste of sand. Between two deserts lay this garden land. Through this AntinoUs galloped till he came Unto the Nile that gleamed like palest flame, So pallid, underneath the long moonlight, — A molten silver stream athwart the night. So broad that all the further bank was lost In mystery, save where a temple tossed The broken moonbeams from its polished walls. And all was still as death's enmuffled halls Skull-mounted. Here and there stars made a glade Within the Nile. Sometime Antinoiis stayed In musing lost and thought. His charger neighed For fear ; Antinoiis loosed him, and he sped Back homeward. There, as lonely as the dead, Antinoiis stood, the fairest born of men Beside earth's fairest river. Then again He murmured slowly, sadly, " Hadrian ! " And all the world made answer, " Hadrian ! " For to Antinoiis all the world's hope clung. Now gently went he, silently, among The river sedges, till advancing where The lazy river lapped its boundaries, there He paused a moment. On he went, the while The stream grew deeper. Then the mighty Nile, ** 53 ANTINOUS The great of rivers, rose to welcome him. The long waves wrapped around each cleaving limb And drew him onward. Then the gods were glad, And all was over. Only one was sad In all the world : the Emperor. When he read His friend's farewell, and knew that he was dead, He longed for death, and lived. But still he made In every court, in every temple shade, An image of the fairest born of men ; And it is told that on his deathbed, when His courtiers asked what man should hold the throne. He answered nothing, murmuring alone " Antinoiis." And surely of the twain Antinoiis was the happier, — his the gain Of love in death, while unto Hadrian The death in love. And in this later earth. With all its pain and pleasure, grief and mirth. There scarce is one who hath not in some place The image of Antinoiis. The fair face And sweet lips, telling us 'twixt sigh and smile The memory and mystery of the Nile — That tell us without need of speech or breath The joy of life, the wondrous peace of death. 54 A BALLADE OF DAWN " Placida notte, e verecondo raggio Delia cadente luna." ^(^^S^HE wan east quivers, and a chilling breeze fi< Comes trembling o'er the earth; the silence lies '"I Oppressively on all things, and the trees Don ever-changing shapes while night-time dies; From off the river feathery mists arise And clothe the shivering earth with garments rare. Changed things that seem like uncouth monsters glare Where late the moonlight cast a charmed glow. The stars grow faint and fade into the air, And in the west the weary moon hangs low. To-night has been a night of nights; great seas Of tremulous moonlight, pouring from the skies Enchanted all the earth and made surcease Of restlessness, and stilled each vague surmise. Its beauty charmed away earth's laboring sighs, 55 A BALLADE OF DAWN And brought nepenthe for its sharp despair. Strange shadows hurried o'er the meadows where The wavering mist now billows to and fro. Alas ! the night is gone that was so fair, And in the west the weary moon hangs low. And with the night hath fled the golden ease That filled my heart beneath the myriad eyes Of midnight. Day is near, and beauty flees Beneath her naked squalor. Now the cries Of birds are heard, who know that in some wise Another day must yield the wonted share Of hard-earned food. And all the beasts prepare To fight for niggard gifts their lives bestow. Day's murmurs stir them in their nightly lair. And in the west the weary moon hangs low. Yet this is but a symbol ; everywhere Could man find peace if his weak heart would dare To search ; the very dawn is joyful, though Its breath seems chilled with day and toil, and care. And in the west the weary moon hangs low. 56 REFUGE 5AIN would I journey from these barren lands Where I was born, unto the magic isles Of tropic seas, where Winter kindher smiles Than doth the Summer of our northern strands. And I would wander on the golden sands Of tropic rivers reaching miles and miles Thro' orchid-bowers where the sun beguiles Our hearts with scattered gifts from lavish hands. Then Homer to the Old World carries me In hollow ships across the crested main ; And Chaucer shows each April-haunted lane Of England. Spenser gives enchanted sea, His summer woods and purple pageantry, While Dante guides me through the world of pain. 57 STRIFE MAN may gather wisdom, growing old, "•/M^c And pleasure, as he sees each well-wrought task Approach completion ; yet his heart may ask Were youth not cheaply bought with learning's gold? And thou, oh world, may weep that having sold Thy birthright, thou didst leave the peaceful fields Of youth to struggle through the path that yields A finite joy with labour manifold. But we, the children of these later years, The years whose very faith is doubt-embued, Rejoice that, plunging in the path of spears, Thou left the land where peace doth ever brood. Our hearts, inured to wringing hopes from fears Had sickened in that endless quietude. 58 SHADOW'S HOUSE )T is a castle builded as of old Men built, with triple rampart girded round, And stored with vaults that reaching underground, Keep what the Past hath left of sinful gold. Armed sentries guard the entrance to the hold, To bar men out ; and till a man hath found The countersign, and murmured o'er the sound, He may not see the iron doors unfold. Yet one way is there to defy the bar ; . . . For oft a sleeping soul is borne therein And sees and mourns the shadow of her sin, \ And mourns the shadowy pleasure, flown afar. Returning then, while fear and darkness are, She shuddereth, knowing scarce where she hath been. 59 SPRING-SONG C^^f^WEET, since the Spring hath come with Qix}^l!~5 lengthening days, cCi>'i^_li; And all the world Is bright with many-flowered perfumed ways, And every bird is ofifering Love his praise With wing unfurled — Shall we keep silence in the golden hours ? Shall we not bend us to Love's sovereign powers? Shall we not love while all the young-eyed flowers With dew are pearled ? And sweet, since May's round moon is full and bright As when, in Thrace, The virgins met in each month's midmost night, And prayed with mystic charms of occult might For Dian's grace — Shall we, when all the night with love is ringing, When all the woods are sweet with dewdrops clinging. Shall we, with all the great world's heart a-singing. Not seek Love's face ? 60 'tv ' v» SCENT O' PINES ^(ilOVE, shall I liken thee unto the rose That is so sweet ? Nay, since for a single day she grows, Then scattered lies upon the garden-rows Beneath our feet. But to the perfume shed when forests nod. When noonday shines, That lulls us as we tread the wood-land sod, Eternal as the eternal peace of God — The scent o' pines. 6i PHAETON G^V!^y3N ancient days, ere man had quite outgrown r^ ^^ His young-eyed wonder at the lovely earth, ^L.^^iSb The ocean swelling with exultant moan At her vast travail, all the four winds' mirth, The sky that bendeth over perfumed airs In hovering wise, the rivers that engirth Immortal islands, all the world which wears Such beauty manifold — in those old days One god might not suffice for all men's prayers ; But temples rose in many a sacred place To many gods. And chiefly where the sky Contemplates Egypt with unchanging gaze All mortals lived and worshipped reverently. And in far ^Ethiopia, where man's care Bore lightly on him, anthems soared on high To various gods and heroes. lo there Brought Epiphas, the son of Zeus, and dwelt In temples, midst the incense-laden air. 62 PHAETON But none the less in other temples knelt The people ; for in that land Clymene, The great queen, ruled, for whom Apollo felt Such love that in one flowery April she Brought forth to Phoebus Phaeton ; and all The earth rejoiced to see his progeny. But Epiphas, the son of Zeus, was thrall To envy, and it stung his soul to hear Men honour Phaeton in every hall As son to Phoebus. So with many a sneer He vexed the sun-god's child ; declared that he Was basely born, and envious, would sear With ribald jest the heart of Clymene. Now Phaeton at length had reached the age When boyhood yields to manhood ; lustily He yoked his steeds, had been where battles rage And borne him manhke. In his face there shone His mother's beauty and his father's sage. Immortal glory. But one thing alone Declared him mortal; an abyss of grief Enimaged in his eyes ; a silent moan That slumbered in their depths, with no relief Of tears ; his inmost heart being filled with doubt Instilled by Epiphas. His mother chief 63 PHAETON He doubted ; next the glad triumphant shout Wherewith men hailed him as Apollo's son. So one day when the sacrificing rout Was on some pilgrimage, when Spring had run Her dainty course, and Summer in her place Was ruler of the hours, went Phaeton To Clymene, and begged with glowing face And eager heart, that she would let him go Unto his father to beseech some grace, Some sign from Phoebus, that the world might know The truth. Then Clymene with falling tears Besought him tenderly, but he would show Scant mercy, so she yielded ; and his years Were nearly those of manhood. Forthwith he Departed, half with hopes and half with fears Upon his distant journey. By the sea He travelled first, nor was his heart too filled To marvel at its beauty ; at the glee Wherewith it raced upon the sand, now stilled, Now troubled with some deep abysmal pain. Anon it laughed innumerably, as willed Its lord, Poseidon. Slowly did he gain The Egyptian land, the land of hoary eld. So old, that all the stars might strive in vain 64 PHAETON To count the years that in her hands she held. There many marvels saw he as he prayed To mystic Isis. Then in ships impelled By oars and sails, he traversed, unafraid, The roseate sea to Araby the blest. And journeyed on through sunlight and through shade Unceasingly. Fail* cities wooed to rest His wearied limbs, and spice-perfumed airs Allured him ; but with ever-quickening zest He onward went. Not Babylon the fair, Nor famed Damascus, Nineveh the great, Persuaded him to pause. The fiery glare Of deserts, nor the humid, awful state Of mountain forests, where the day's bright eye Scarce enters, stayed him. Tigers lay in wait, Then fled at his approach. The burning sky Of Burmah saw he, and he onward went Through India, where old cities hidden lie In sacred groves. Still on his steps were bent Across th' unending plains of strange Cathay, Sheer on into the utmost Orient. There stood the glowing portals whence the day Thrilled all the world. The palace from the sea Towered upward ; he could see the billows play 5 65 PHAETON Around its base in rhythmical rough glee ; And all the house with golden lustre burned, A palace meet for gods. The mystery Of this still house, whose gold reflection turned The creeping sea to gold, filled Phaeton With curious wonder; all his being yearned To enter, and behold th' enthroned Sun In his great hall. A staircase from the strand Leapt up in soaring arches, everyone Of storied gold strange-wrought by cunning hand. Unto a mighty portal. Up this stair Went Phaeton, albeit he scarce could stand Through trembling. Firmer grown, he entered there And gazed fulfilled with glory. 'T was a hall Sustained on marble columns, midst an air With perfume heavy ; golden was the wall, And gold the far-reflecting architrave. So smooth the fair translucent pillars all, It seemed a journey-wearied man might lave His limbs in their cool depths. And high on throne The god sat, bright with glory which he gave. In utmost majesty ; nor sat alone ; For round him were the Days and Weeks and Hours, Each girded with a golden, clinging zone, 66 PHAETON And lying lapt in heaps of golden flowers, With godlike youth that knows the bliss of youth Ere age comes near to sigh for youthful bowers And maidenhood. But Phaeton, in sooth, Saw nothing but his father sitting high In that high hall, convinced that he in truth Was son to Phoebus. Boldly drew he nigh His father, and with eyes that did not shrink. Gazed at his splendour. The god's gaze did lie Full tenderly upon his child, to think That youthful loveliness was his ; that he Had dowered the earth with beauty, which should link Its men with gods. His pulses thrilled to see His lineaments impressed on every curve Of Phaeton. He said, caressingly : " My son, what king so potent dost thou serve, That thou hast come upon so hard a way Unto my house ? It straineth every nerve. As I know well, returning every day With my yoked steeds. Hast thou a master, stern As him great Heracles once served ? " Then, " Nay," Said Phaeton with fervour, "but did yearn To gaze on thee, my father, to behold The source whence came my life. I wished to learn 67 PHAETON The truth of things whereof I had been told By Clymene, things doubtful unto men. And since the heart thou gavest me was bold, I came. Give proof of my high origin, I pray, that men give credence to my word And know me for thy son." Apollo, then. Whose heart had hungered fiercely as he heard. Made answer: " Phaeton, but name the sign, And take it." And his sacred answer stirred The listening heavens with a fear divine. By this time all the portals of the east Were open flung, and on the hall's confine Stood the Sun's chariot, while the light increased Within the hall. From far away there came The faint-heard chant of worshipper and priest. Adoring with high gaze the coming flame. Then Phaeton, beholding the yoked team. Thrilled with a plan to quench his brand of shame. "Oh, father," cried he, "clothe me with the beam Of thy great glory ! Let me for a day Urge on thy horses, and my body gleam With thy hot rays ! " But Phoebus: " Put away This thought, oh, my beloved. What other thing Thou wishest, take ; but ask not this, I pray. 68 PHAETON My steeds are fierce ; and even me, their king, Will hardly suffer ; me, though I am strong. How canst thou hope that they will homeward bring Thy youth in safety? And the way is long. At first it lies along the eastern steep Where footing is so hard that many a throng Of stars falls earthward ; then across the deep Empyreal ocean ; then unto the west A steep descent. And by the pathway sleep. Or wake, or forage, fierce with eager zest, Star monsters. In one place the ravening Bull, The Scorpion, and afar, with labouring breast, The Archer standeth, with his quiver full Of winged shafts. Yet if thou dost persist, I must permit it, having sworn. But pull With steady hand upon the reins ; resist The impulse to gaze earthward ; chiefly spare The whip ; but best of all, do not insist On this rash present. Take some other share Of my dominion, houses full of gold. And soft-hued slaves, fair women who shall bear A wondrous offspring to thee ; thou shalt hold Great kings as in the hollow of thy hand — Ask not my steeds ! " "Deem not my heart too bold," 5* ^ 69 PHAETON Then answered Phaeton, *' tho' I withstand Thy prayer, oh, father ! for this utmost boon Is asked by utmost grieving. Many a band Of wrestlers have I thrown ; besides, not soon Do I grow weary hunting ; many a steed Hath owned me master, nor doth highest noon Impair my strength. Thy counsel I shall need About the journey, then I fain would go." Apollo might not waver, though his seed Should perish, though his father-heart must know That ill would come, he yielded, having sworn. Last words of counsel gave he ; how the low Descents must not be trod, lest death be borne Unto the earth. And then, with gathered reins. The boy quick followed in the steps of morn. The coursers sniff the billowing ocean plains And snort defiance to the hated bit. Already Phaeton every sinew strains To keep them on the path, whose steep no whit Affrights them, since they breast it gallantly, Unpanting, spurning it. Their long manes knit Of fire, flame joyous o'er the wanton sea, And soon they come unto the soaring arc That spans the earth. There, waiting ravenously, 70 PHAETON The Bull herds clustering stars. The horses mark His fiery eyes, and with a sudden start Plunge wildly on their way, a glowing spark In every eye. No more can mortal art Suffice to check them, for they plunge and rear Unsuffering guidance, till the tense reins part In sunder, and the golden chariot sheer Upon the brink of heaven is hurried on. Yet Phaeton is unassailed by fear ; He gives no thought to fiery Phlegethon, But dilates with an exultation fierce At the mad rush, as swifter still upon The perilous way he goes. And now he peers Down to the earth ; a madness seems to seize His throbbing brain. With blows that bite like spears He lashes the mad team by quick degrees To greater madness. Like a whirlwind now They rush, unwitting where they go, the breeze All vain to cool their fever. On the brow Of heaven's arch they stand an instant, then Plunge madly down and down and down where bow The clouds. And Phaeton, all quivering when The horses paused, at that supernal leap Felt loosed from bonds of flesh. Beyond his ken 71 PHAETON His exultation soared, the mighty deep Of earth and heaven thrilhng with sympathy At his emotion. Hardly could he keep From springing out o' the car. To agony His rapture grew, rapture too great for one Of mortal birth. But now Zeus chanced to see The horses plunging earthward, and upon The earth all things grow blackened ; and he saw The infinite bliss that maddened Phaeton ; He saw the smouldering heaps of earth and straw That once were houses, and he heard the prayer Men moaned for aid. Compelled by final law He hurled a bolt that, thrilling the parched air, Struck Phaeton and bore him from the car. And Hermes, the fair hero, he that bears Wan spirits, calmed the steeds. But like a star That slips from Heaven, toward the blackened plain Fell Phaeton, and as he fell afar And knew that Death was present, and his pain, He murmured : " Gladly pay I my last breath For this great rapture ; life had been but vain, Henceforward, one long yearning after death." 72 MOON-RISE HEN Adam on his first terrestrial day Beheld the dark devouring shades of night i/ Descend and hide the garden from his sight, He prostrate fell, and trembling strove to pray. He pressed his forehead deep into the clay, He harkened to earth's travail with affright; He strove to still his breathing, lest it might Enrage the Thing that drove the light away. But when, as borne upon the night air's breath A light shone, and the East therewith was dyed To silver, Adam rose and saw the wide Moon hurrying on as one that hasteneth. Then was his heart released from fear of death, And all the waiting world was glorified. 73 PR^TERITA l^^i^^(51IKE some old manuscript whereof each page ^ T^^ ^^ blazoned with its sombre king or knight Wv 's» S< Upon a golden ground whose aureole light Is dim with time — so seems the vanished age When sainted Louis held in vassalage The realm of France and her crusading might, Before Sire Joinville bade his scribe endite The deeds of Louis and his baronage. Between the iron rule of Charlemagne And the bedizened, reckless Renaissance It lies, this age when powers of Light were fain Against the powers of Darkness to advance ; A time as fair as Saturn's fabled reign — The golden age of mediaeval France. 74 ffi! A BALLADE OF RIDING 3O, for a horse on a summer night ! When the moon is full, and the winds at play Laugh aloud in their free delight, And have no will to stop nor stay. And on rush we, away, away. Under the forest boughs, so fleet That we stir the leaves to dance and play, And the whole world echoes with galloping feet Thro' forest glades where the air is bright. And moonlit branches glisten and sway, And on thro' the midst of the forest's might Where moonlight and shadow join tremulous fray, Through darker aisles where never a ray Of moon or star can find retreat; And the darkness opens to give us way, And the whole world echoes with galloping feet. 75 A BALLADE OF RIDING Hurrying on in our headlong flight, We speed till we come in the night's decay To the river, whose ripples, left and right, Murmurous up to the edges stray. Along the banks our course we lay. And eastward speed the dawn to greet. While the moon looks down so sad and gray, And the whole world echoes with galloping feet. Friend, is there any joy which may Compare with this, when the pulses beat. When life is young, and the heart is gay. And the whole world echoes with galloping feet ? 76 REQUIEM ^OW she is dead, What shall be said of her By any man whose hand hath stroked her head, Who was her worshipper? Her tale is said ; The glory of her palpitant life hath sped. Come, lay her in the tomb Where nought shall stir Within the mantling of the reverent gloom. She had no soul — Nay, you that knew her well, That made her timorous heart your utmost goal. Yea, even you must tell How the bells' toll Hath signified the closing of the scroll Whose rubric was her face. The funeral knell Hath rung the curtain on her radiant grace. n REQUIEM But where she lies Plant every flower that grows. Let violets set us dreaming of her eyes; And for her heart a rose With crimson dyes Shall paint for us a murmurous paradise. Let lilies flaunt and float Within the close In memory of the marvel of her throat. And for her hair Let tender fronds of fern Grow tremulous in the enamoured air Around her carven urn. She was so fair, We must not think what now is lying there Beneath the sod, Lest we should spurn What once we worshipped as the proof of God. 78 FIVE SONNETS 5IRST seeing thee, in heart a rebel, I Half-knew that thou wouldst rule my life for me, Yet impotently fought the tyranny As earth resists the dominating sky. I did not dare with mine to meet thine eye For fear of being utter thrall to thee. And half I hated — my hostility Was but a mask for love, was but a lie. Ah fool ! I did not know how sweet it is To own a master ; to give up the fight, And yield me to the overmastering bliss Of being loved and loving. How my sight, By struggle cleared, hath sounded Love's abyss, And rapturous I yield me to his might. 79 FIVE SONNETS II. It came upon me like a flash of sun A-piercing through the cloudy raiment spread Beneath the sky: "Why, this is love !" I said, "And this is she, the Love-appointed one." I know that long before had love begun To turn my heart to her ere I had read Its timorous path ; and so the sun had sped Behind the threatening veil the clouds had spun. Oh, who can tell the rapture of the thought That some one sitteth, murmuring my name Even as I murmur hers? So love hath brought Our souls into the compass of one frame ; We are twin spirits in one body caught. Two sister sparks of God's eternal flame. 80 FIVE SONNETS III. Together, side by side, we watched the dawn Creep slowly from the shrouded lap of night. The westering moon was shorn of half its light By day's advance, and all the stars grew wan. Within, the revelling dancers had not gone; We heard their far-off laughter of delight ; The music came with faint, pulsating might, And fell with dying cadence on the lawn. Beloved, I felt our twin-born spirits soar Beyond the barriers of this earthly frame. And mingling each with each, pass through the door Archangels guard, their swords alive with flame, Unto our Lady's feet ; and evermore I love the Virgin since she bears thy name. FIVE SONNETS IV. Her name makes glad my lips when I awake And laugh a welcome to the jocund day, The while, about me, memories of her play — Of things she did once, or of words she spake. And if inevitable care o'ertake My path — what life eternally is gay ? — I think of her, and hasten care away, And life is full of flowers for her sweet sake — And when at night I turn me to my rest, I think upon her love, and smile at fate. I marvel my affection should be blest With such a vast return ; thus, soon or late. Whether my fortunes be at worst or best. My livelong day to her is consecrate. FIVE SONNETS Now she whom I swore true eternally Has failed in loving, and I know not why. I shall not ask the reason — she and I Have been too near for questioning from me. I '11 not reproach her ; her love should be free However mine be bound; nor shall I cry Because she loveth me no more, nor try To hide from her my utter misery. Suffice it she hath loved, and I love still — More rapture than my merit had deserved ; No gift had I to please her, but the will. I did but duty had I never swerved From striving her sweet wishes to fulfil. I am rewarded in that I have served. 83 NURSE'S SONG ^^^HE serpent said; ' A maid hath come to slumber in the grass ; I will steal toward her softly, round her pass, And sting her dead. I am enamoured of her lovely head, And fain would make for me a nest therein, Where I may lie and brood on my great sin." The serpent said : " I shall make windows of her azure eyes, Where through my sight may reach unto the skies, When she is dead. I will be guardian of her golden head ; No worm shall gnaw the texture of her skin For fear of me and horror of my sin." 84 COMPLETION LOVED your body for its gracious might, Its suppleness, and for the vast repose That were to me as perfume, music, light, Complete in all things as a perfect rose. I loved your heart, since it was utter truth, And felt no need to mask itself, or lie ; I loved it for its openness of youth, Which never stooped to flatter or decry. I loved your mind for its audacity. Not caring what the world might choose to think ; Determined its own monitor to be. Disdaining from frequented wells to drink. And all these three, which made one rounded whole, I loved together, for I loved your soul. 85 p> RETIREMENT )N dusky Nubia Rameses the great Exhumed a temple from the living stone. He wrought it for the joys of Gods alone, Where they could dwell serene and brood on fate. Afar from mortal glory, paltry state, Eternally removed from hymn or moan, Horemku, Amen, Ptah, with crown and throne, The end of all things tranquilly await. I too would carve, with what I have of art. Inviolable, a sacred citadel Within the utmost province of my heart. Where, safe as spouse of God in convent cell, My buried love, forevermore apart. Serene unto eternity may dwell. 86 SONG 5iHERE met we last ? What recollections rise Within our hearts from out a shameful past ; My soul springs up as many tongues, and cries; "Where met we last ? " The self-same sun is hurrying westward fast; The same old landscape round about us lies ; The self-same trees are bending in the blast. But we who once gazed in each other's eyes Unceasing, pass on now with eyes downcast. We shudder as at faintly heard replies : Where met we last ! 87 CONFESSIONS 2:^1!PH, crimson rose, I 've searched the garden through, Alkired by sweetest scents and colours rare; rr^^ No other blossom shall my rapture share, My heart shall breathe its secret but to you. Oh, crimson rose, I know you will be true, As true as she whose plighted love I bear . . . With whispering plighted, while her glorious hair Bent to my kisses, and my worship grew. Oh, crimson rose, your glowing heart is deep, But hers is deeper, and it hath confessed Such secrets that the blessed angels weep With holy envy. See, your lot is blessed ; I send you from the garden stilled in sleep, To die with rapture on my Lady's breast. 88 HER PICTURE HAT of her picture ? Nay it is not she, Tho' all that lieth in it is so fair : :L/ The silken eyelid and the heapy hair. The haunting profile with its mystery — The woman's heart for honest eyes to see, The smile that drives a lover to despair, Tho' these which seem her very self are there That self from such imprisonment is free. And yet I love her picture, lacking her, And having her I still should cherish it. I love each feature, though it doth not stir I love the smiles that o'er her features flit. Seeing her portrait, I 'm her worshipper. And seeing her I love her counterfeit. 7* SAINT LOUIS "Pensa oramai qual fu colui, che degno Collega fu a mantener la barca Di Pietro in alto mar per dritto segno ! " Paradiso, XI, ii8. ."i^aAfFTLTHOUGH this world be evil as they say r,^mW;? Who struggle fiercely for the needful bread i^^V^^3 To link their bitter life from day to day ; Tho' it may be that pleasure soon is sped, That joy is shadowed by a hovering pain, And peace comes only when a man is dead ; Yet now and then there swelleth such a strain Of life harmonious on this earth of ours It proves that virtue is no more in vain Than is the beauty of the April flowers When Spring returns with rapture unto men And lends beatitude to all his hours. And one such life the whole world witnessed when St. Louis governed France with so much right That eyes may hardly see its like again. 90 SAINT LOUIS For three ideals kept he in his sight Which may by many knights have been defiled, Yet must have guided every perfect knight. The first : all duty to the God who smiled In yielding up his best beloved for us To come among us as a little child. The second : love and worship chivalrous For every woman, be she high or low, For sake of Mary mother piteous Whose offspring bore the burden of our woe. The third : obedience to the slightest call Of knightly duty that his strength might owe Unto his vassals both in cot and hall. Nor did he deem the last ideal the least r For ever strove he to be just to all And render others just. No knight nor priest Oppressed the peasant, lest the king should hear. And oftentimes he gave his royal feast Unto a beggar, and his royal gear, And took himself the beggar's crust of bread However hard ; nor dared a courtier sneer At seeing him dressed out in rags instead Of royal raiment such as monarchs wear. And any one whose heart with wrong had bled 91 SAINT LOUIS Was free to tell it, knowing he would care For all his people. Nay, he used to sit In summer in his orcliard-close, and there Surrounded by his knights and men of wit Would listen to complaints from every one, And having weighed the wrong, would answer it. And for the lofty saw he justice done As well as for the lowly, so that he Was held the justest man beneath the sun. And neighbouring monarchs in their rivalry, However jealous, would submit their claim To him, confiding in his equity. For ever did he deem it utter shame For man to use a woman scornfully, And utter ruin to a warrior's fame. When he was young with holy reverence he Demeaned himself to her that gave him birth, Tho' oftentimes right tyrannous was she. And as the finest knight in all the earth He ever bore him toward the southern wife His mother brought him from the land of mirth, Provence. At no time in the thick of strife, Tho' 'gainst his foes he bore him like a man. Forgot he courtesy in all his life. 92 SAINT LOUIS And when in the crusade he led the van, He acted rather as his people's sire, And spared their strength as much as leader can. And for the first ideal of his desire — His service to his Master — as a lad He taught his spirit upward to aspire. A keen dehght in godly things he had, He loved his matins and his vespers well, He made the hearts of Christian shepherds glad. And more ; a faith-sustaining miracle, Within the dingy walls of Paris-town He reared for Mary's love the Sainte Chapelle. Yet never suffered to be trodden down For all his meekness ; rather held his own With sturdy arm, and girt up knightly gown 'Gainst threateners of his conscience or his throne, Whether the crosier or the lance they bore. And even the Holy Father had to own The king was right, and never ventured more Against the Gallic freedom to advance While Louis IX. the royal mantle wore. Yet more he wrought for God; uplifted lance Undaunted did he bear in two crusades, Tho' all his heart was pining for his France. 93 SAINT LOUIS He toiled through perils, sudden ambuscades, Long sieges, fevers, battles, fights at sea, Nor 'scaped the skill of Saracenic blades. And though his prowess oft snatched victory From hopelessness, the times were not in tune For Palestine in Christian hands to be. So Louis was denied the utmost boon A knight could ask : to free the Sepulchre — Yet suffered in the trying, for, one noon. In Egypt, when the air could scarcely stir For sullen heat, while yet the battle roared More fiercely than the fabled thunderer. The king, with shattered strength and broken sword, Divided from his knights in the affray, Was captured by the Babylonian lord. And captive held until his land should pay A royal ransom for her knight and king. All Christendom was drowned in tears that day. His death came from his second journeying As holy warrior ; for a second time Against the Pagans warred this sainted king. But this time he was somewhat past his prime. Was spent with all his years of knightly war, And weary with combatting earthly crime. 94 SAINT LOUIS So, scarcely had he touched the northern shore Of Africa, the land of hoary sin, Which once th' adulterous Carthaginians bore (His purpose was 'gainst Tunis to begin The holy strife), when he was forced to lie Upon his couch, his royal tent within. Beneath the fervent Carthaginian sky Which cloudless gazes on the fevered earth, And changes not tho' kings and nations die. He lay as helpless as a babe at birth. And felt the fever stealthily advance While all man's leach-craft was of little worth. Just as he died, as tho' within a trance, The king forgot that cursed land and brown, And dying, thought him in his cherished France, Within his well-beloved Paris-town. And so he died, nor left his like behind, And changed his mortal for a martyr's crown ; By God made priest and king of all mankind. 95 THIS IS THE END OF THE QUEST OF HERACLES WRITTEN BY HUGH McCULLOCH, Jr. AND PRINTED FOR STONE & KIMBALL CAMBRIDGE AND CHICAGO AT THE DE VINNE PRESS i-: O u '/TJT--'/ _ ^^% \^PfP,: r^' '"" A^^ 1^ « o HECKMAN JINDERY INC. . DEC 88 »vvi=l^ N. MANCHESTER, *^fe^ INDIANA 46962 '^^