! MM MNNm ^ :« <: c o c cc cc I cc C C C WA N MIN WHI STOi & ALL flDafce Zby lla? flDine AND OTHER POEMS BY • OFC* ^COFYR.. NoV 20 1886 '^ * Hew HJorfc & WHITE, STOKES, & ALLEN 1886 Copyright, 1886, By WHITE, STOKES, & ALLEN. CONTENTS TAGS Make Thy Way Mine I While We May 3 A Year Ago 6 Perfection in Division 9 A Finished Chapter 12 The Benediction of Light 15 My Cross His Crown 17 The Dual Struggle 19 Mysticism 21 As God Leads 24 Submission 27 Our Legacies 29 Italy 31 Love's Prayer . 34 Jesus Crucified 36 The Silver Cross 37 iv CONTENTS. PAGE Songs with Words 39 Solicitude 42 Our Haunted Way 44 A Child's Thought 46 Trust 48 Torrigiano to his Statue of Christ . . . .50 Influences 53 I Know in Whom I Have Believed . . .55 Autumn's Tired Flowers . , . . . .57 The Chosen One 59 His to Lay Aside 61 Blighted 63 " Tysie'' 65 Sacrifice 67 Footprints 69 The Slaughtered Brave 71 Patience with the Love 73 His Thoughts 75 Not by Mistake 77 Unwritten Language 79 What Can it Matter 81 A Child's Plea for a Little Life . . . .82 Hour by Hour , 84 CONTENTS PAGB The Skein We Wind 87 Tomorrow's News . 89 Recompense 91 Why Mother is Proud 94 Perhaps 96 Could Love Rebel ? 99 Let Them be Glad 102 MAKE THY WAY MINE. FATHER, hold thou my hands ; the way is steep, I cannot see the path my feet must keep ; I cannot tell, so dark the tangled way, Where next to step. Oh, stay ; Come close ; take both my hands in thine ; Make thy way mine. Lead me. I may not stay : I must move on, but oh, the way ! I must be brave and go ; Step forward in the dark nor know If I shall reach the goal at all — If I shall fall Take thou my hand : Take it ! Thou knowest best How I should go, and all the rest ; 1 cannot, cannot sec ; DM ; I hold my hands to thee ; I own no will but thine ; Make thy way mine. T WHILE WE MAY. H E hands are such dear hands ; They are so fulL They turn at our demands So often. They reach out, ught about, j many time* They do very many things for me, for you ; If their fond wills mista- fe may well bend, not break. They are sir. :' rail lips That speak to us. Pray, if love H Them of discretion many tirr Or if they spea'-: w, or quick, such crimes We may pass by, for we may see Days not far off when those small words may be Held not as slow. t out of place, but dear Because the lips are no more here. WHILE WE MA Y They are such dear familiar feet that go Along the path with ours ; feet fast, or slow ; And trying to keep pace, if they mista Or tread upon some flower that we would take Upon our breast, or bruise some reed, Or crush poor Hope until it bleed, We may be mute, Not turning to impute Grave fault, for they and we Have such a little way to go, can be Together such a little while along the way, We will be patient while we may. So many little faults we find : We see them for not blind Is love ; we see them, but if you and I Perhaps remember them some by and by They will not be Faults then — grave faults — to you and me, But just odd ways, mistakes, or even less, Remembrances to bless. WHILE IVE MAY. Days change so many things — yes, hours— We see so differently in suns and showers ; Mistaken words to-night May be so cherished by to-morrow's light ! We may be patient, for we know There's such a little way to go. A YEAR AGO. I WAS so rich a you . Thai every day A little child looked up to me Amid its play. - 50 very rich because The child was mine. I did not think he was but lent A little time. I dreamed for him bright dreams. And he ? The castles that he built Were all for me. I cannot tell you, if I try, How golden bright The head upon my pi. Every night. A YEAR How sweet this child oi Or half how rich I : Horn way ridi I "•->-, And now I H . n the path — Is*. •': — • poor I That ever sh Cndd anki bm ridi. But i And looking down On trodden hope, as -.rimson wind-flower Turned to b I see that, though I am For ..l-:e, I may be glad that God saw fit His d A YEAR AGO. I may be glad, because I loved him so, That God should do so kind a thing, And let him go, Before the world's breath ever Swept his face — What could my love have done To grant such grace ? What could my love have done ? I could not keep My child, with all my love, so safe But he would weep. PERFECTION IN DIVISK SOME flowers bear violet on their bosoms, and ■M blue ; Some love a hue re tender, and you know, Some are as white as snow. If all the colors slept upon one breast Our eyes would ask for rest. Some birds have gifts of song ; Others, of wings so strong They rule as kings : some, going by, Flush nature's heart with crimson dy;, Or blue, or gold ; and some With just a chirp of gladness come. If all birds' wings were strong, or red, Or all birds' songs said Each to each the same on hills, through vales below There would be tears I know. PERFECTION IN DIVISION. Some human lips part singing ; some with cries ; Some spirits weep or smile from out their eyes ; Some eyes are blind. Some hands are strong to loose or bind, And some but cling : Some spirits are so strong of wing, With such a sweet control Reaching from soul to soul ; And others never try To rise and fly. If all lips sung, or cried, Or wings of spirits tried The same broad flight, Lips would fade white. Gifts are divided. Some hands hold A weight of gold ; Some just a child ; Some, acres where the sun hath smiled. God never made A hand without a gift— though gifts do fade- PERFECTION IN DIVISION. And some, so many hold that they forget The gift, God-set, High toward the Throne, and so Bend down too low. A FINISHED CHAPTER. ONE chapter of my life is ended ; One chapter cut so short ; extended Such a little way, so brief : And I must put it by ; turning a new white leaf, So white, so marked with change, So different from the last ; so strange ; Without a line to guess the reading uy : A page as yet stained but with tears that cry B^ood-red to heaven, and ask what I shall write First on the white. The last sweet chapter, though so new, so strange At the beginning, came with change All tremulous with added life And whisperings of new-created lips ripe With tlieir benediction. Life added unto life, complete In benison of God, sung a ne -* osalm along the white, new leaf, replete A FINISHED CHAPTER. 13 With utterances the tenderest of Time's lips, And all the writing ran so smoothly in straight lines, with slips But here and there, to show imperfect still The sweetest chapter of the whole, until The last, Which comes when all the rest is past. So full of benediction's breath, that other page, One might half guess what would be written and assuage The human yearning passionate, strong, strong as death, In its soft breath. But cut apart and laid in separate place That little chapter, and an angel face, New-crowned, looks in surprise, With rapture in its eyes, Along God's light. My new page is so white ! I i is so strange, so new, 14 A FINISHED CHAPTER. With nothing to be guessed about what I can do To make it mine ; yet I must do, must go, must write ; Too weak to do or think aright ; But God, who closed so soon the last fond chapter, Will show me soon what cometh after, And help me choose, And tell me just the words to use. THE BENEDICTION OF LIGHT. When I grow weak With beating human wings against infinitude, and seek From out the opened heavens, some new, strange sign, Some flame omnipotent to shine Upon my faith ; when I would reach too high — Beating my sin-clipped wings — and cry To see an opened heaven ; a spirit race ; My own bright angel with a face Lifted to God ; when I am weak, Lead me, too mute to speak, Where I may see — tender as thoughts of God — The light along the West, trod By the crescent and the one lone star, Which did not sin-stain mar, Might tremble with the wings of angels, and reach out To upper thrones. Could faith then turn about 16 THE BENEDICTION OF LIGHT. And ask a sign ? — look on infinitude Bowing to meet the finite ; from along the multitude Of spheres, just out of sight, Feel the strong breath of God, and ask for light God has held back ? The hand That swung out stars, within an angel band, Shall keep My angel till I fall asleep. MY CROSS HIS CROWN. MY cross ? Oh, can I take That cross to carry ? did He break My idol, and instead Lay this across the pathway I must tread ? How can I lift it up, so great — How can I lift so great a weight ? How can I rise and go Bent with this cross along the way ? I know He chose for me Himself and tried Its weight with tender hands ; was satisfied ; Laid it just here — and I ? I have not frowned. I did not cry To have it lifted ; would not change The cross he chose for me, but strange And terrible it looks !— I see— 18 MY CROSS HIS CROWN. Looking so hard— a light about the cross God chose for me : Looking so hard, I see my own child's face ; I see a crown just in my cross' place ; Looking so hard — I see A cross and crown. God gave to me The cross, brought it and laid it down, But, oh, my cross is but my angel's crown J THE DUAL STRUGGLE. I F I should say I will not strive to-day ; Will not step on a pace, But stand right here, looking upon the face Of all my woe ; Refuse to go, And let my hands drop Where they will ; crouching down close to Grief, Would it yet be relief ? Still, when I, by resolve, Prayed out and sought out, solve Grief's problem, reaching out a hand To put it back : leave it to stand One step behind, while I Dare, in my sorrow's passion, turn and try THE DUAL STRUGGLE. To look not on its face, What grace Comes to me so ? Must Grief Be left upon the wayside ? For relief Must Grief stand back ? Is love — Breath of the God above — So strong, so weak, That when its voice is hushed Grief must not speak ? With dual struggle day by day, I wrestle to leave Grief, to move away, Yet am not willing even to take A single step, so, fighting, I must break My will in two strong places, asking God to give Not only help to make me live At all, but so To help that I can will to live and go. MYSTICISM. THERE were so many, many things On every side, So many, many, wondrous things, Bright, glorified, That we could see them, he and I, The whole day long — Looking together always Light was strong. Light was so strong six months ago, That when at play. He came and stood with me to look, Day after day, And smiled into my face — this child — And lifted up MYSTICISM. His eyes from moss-urns at his feet, Or fringed cup, To look away, above, across Into the light — To look so far away — I thought The world was bright. And now, should 1 be asked to-day If God, though no less good, Had taken the brightness quite away, And understood, Better than we, our earnest needs, And made the light to fade From human hearts, and from the sun And darkness made, I could but say, looking alone I cannot see ; Looking alone, though God be good To him, to me, And gave him brighter things so soon — I cannot tell Why hands reach out, why lips can smile ! MYSTICISM. a 3 Though all be well, God keeping us, the world is dark. And I but lay My heart against the darkness And await the day. AS GOD LEADS. HOW can I go ; How rise, and take the path and know I have no hand to hold, no face To meet me on the way at any place ! I stand Just where I held his hand ; I took — Just here the wind hath shook His gold curls, and his feet This far came with me : then let me but repeat, Just standing where I am, All that his lips said — sacred as a psalm — While we were moving on, before I knew His footsteps would stop him. So new The way looks on beyond ; if I could stay, If I could but live over day by day AS GOD LEADS. The sweet gone-by ; if I could be Found waiting where he left me — but I see A step ahead which I must take. What that my heart should break ; What that I cry— Or am too mute to lift on high A cry for pity — I must go ; Reach out for other hands ; know The bleak places of new hills ; be strong : Carry my burden all along The uphill road ; leave All our footprints in the path that in and out, weave On together until now ; must take The new step on alone, and make My eyes lift to the sun, and look At purple hill, and throbbing brook, And make My hands reach out again to take Flowers, that will grow against my feet and keep Reminding me I have no other hands to put them in ! Steep 26 AS GOD LEADS. Be the way or level, can it matter now ? If I must leave his footprints does it matter how ? If 1 must go ; walk just the same, Without his love-lips murmuring my name, I only know It cannot matter much the way I go So that the path leads high, Leads closer, every day, toward the sky ; Leads, as God wills, toward the meeting-place Where I shall look upon my angel's face. w SUBMISSION. HAT can I do? Oh, little Life, in you I lived, and now, how can I care To live at all ? Despair Would take me by the hand, but shall I go ? If it should take me by the hand, and you should know, Would you be glad ? or, would you rather see A nobler following after thee ? For thy sweet sake I put the hand aside, I will be brave, my Glorified ; Lift up my face and go ; Look out upon the light, and up, and so, Leaving despair, Push on to nobler things to do and dare, For thy sweet sake— and His, Whose glory is 28 SUBMISSION. Revealed to thee so soon — and be What your bright thought could wish for me — A pure, true life Brought nearer heaven, and thee, by each day's strife ; Love crystalized to deeds ; remembrance purified By keeping close to Him, and close to thee, my Glorified. OUR LEGACIES. IF some hand is quite still That we have loved, and kept in ours until It grew so cold ; If all it held hath fallen from its hold, And it can do No more, perhaps there are a few Small threads that it held fast Until the last, That we can gather up and weave along, With patience strong In love. If we can take But some wee, single thread, for love's sweet sake, And keep it beaten on the wheel A trifle longer ; feel The same thread in our hands to add unto and hold, Until our own grow cold, 30 OUR LEGACIES. We may take heart above the wheel and spin With weak hands that begin Where those left-off, and going on Grow strong. If we bend close to see Just what the threads may be Which filled the quiet hands, Perhaps some strands So golden, or so strong may lie there still That we our empty hands may fill, And even yet Smile though our eyes be wet. ITALY. VICTOR EMMANUEL is King of Rome ! Italy lives — is free. There shone A quivering light on her breast of snow, As she lay in her sleep long ago, And she lightly stirred while her breath went forth From Apennine to Alp of the North. But the swathes which bound her were netted strong By the sinewy fingers that bound them on — It was only a breath she had flung afar, She was Italy dead, a shrouded star. When on other shores, with the centuries, trod France, Lombard, Goth, from ashes and blood Noble empire came forth with giant tread Grander, bv far, than the step of the dead. But Italy, land of eloquence, art, Lay unmoved, cold, still, with her frozen heart ; 32 ITALY. Her name unforgotten ; too great in the past To be lost, yet aside with obloquy cast. While she lay in her sleep, Proud monarchies sweep The hem of their purple o\ r er her face, And mar, as they trample, the lines of its grace, And a Hierarchy springs from her bosom whose hands Sprinkle with blood, rivet her bands, Plant on her breast the weighty tiaras — Sprinkle with blood of Dante, Rienzes. She awoke, and from Piedmont, from valley and hill, Swordsmen sprung into birth, a clarion shrill From glacier to glacier rung forth, and with blood, War-legions moved on through the purple flood. Neapolitan, Tuscan, the down-trodden Lombard, With grasp, and with nerve drew the sword from its scabbard, And France, with her banners in glory unfurled, Over Italy's bosom held her shield to the world. She had stirred, was freed, was aroused — but in part— VICTOR EMMANUEL. 33 The shroud yet tightened above her heart ; She lived, but the cords which bound her fast Were kept by the shield and sword of France. Now Victor Emmanuel is King of Rome ! Italy has passed to her ancient throne. There is rapture which swells on her haunted shore, There are voices — their burden is, evermore — Italy lives, she reigns, is free, Viva Roma, capitale d' Italia ! LOVE'S PRAYER. LOVE'S heart was dumb in asking. Could it choose, And so refuse The boon of having God choose for it, knowing best Just what to send at Love's behest ? So dumb before God's throne that no words came, Calling some wish by name — When it would pray; No words but, — " Keep him day by day; And grant this last, That he may find thy heaven when days are past;" So mute it could not plead, But agonize and bleed, While on its breast The child-face, night by night, smiled in its rest And slept. Could Love do more ? Could it ask better grace ? implore Some earthborn glory — ask instead For genius, power; for honor on the golden head ? LOVE'S PRA YER. 35 This boon alone, a place in Heaven, and all things else as best, Leaving to God the rest; This was the prayer, day following day, With such a tender hope that God would find a way To make a long bright pathway for the feet, With all earth's sweetest utterances complete, Before he gave the last, best gift, For human life must drift In human channels somewhat, human love is strong. But when the prayer was granted, and along The free, glad light, God sent to call his angel to a way more bright, Knowing quite best That this was sweetest of behest, Love's heart was speechless, holding up Such empty hands — to God held up — Such empty hands! So strong was Love It dared not lift a wish above; It dared not choose — Oh, Love is strong That dares not risk to choose the wrong ! JESUS CRUCIFIED. JESUS, the Crucified ; Jesus, the Crucified. What are shades of eventide, What the midnight, if beside Jesus, Jesus crucified ? What that lives must touch and part; Phantoms tread the echoing heart; Sorrows come in every way — Sorrows new with every day — What it all, if Jesus be, Jesus crucified for me ? Quivering heart; oh, quivering heart, Yearning, longing soul apart, What is anguish ?— at thy side Is Jesus — Jesus crucified. THE SILVER CROSS. SH E laid in his hand a tangled thorn Crimsoned with berries, mountain-born; She had nothing else, though his locks were white, Nothing to give on the Christmas night: But he smiled and laid on her braids of gold The fingers, shriveled and spare and old, And was gone; but a cross of silver light Lay where he stood on the snow-drifts white. A morsel of porridge; the hands were small That divided the porridge, then gave it all. But he smiled, and bowed his locks of white — Frosted with snow of the Christmas night — Smiled and bent to the child-face cold, Touched it with fingers shriveled and old, And was gone; but a cross of silver light Lay where he stood on the drifts of white. 38 THE SILVER CROSS. Faces peered from cottage and hall Out on the midnight, great and small, Out on a pilgrim, shriveled and old, Pleading for alms; but who could have told That the little Christ on each threshold stood — In strange disguise, for evil or good, That the angels bearing His gifts might know The blessed by the cross in the drifted snow. SONGS WITH WORDS. IF birds but sung, and kept Their small nests in the grass, and swept Their pretty wings beneath the eaves, Amid the leaves, And higher toward the sun; If on the beaten rocks The flocks Of white wings swung Without a language, and the lifted forests rung With voices without words, Nature had loved the birds. But when, along the hush Of solitude, the thrush Tells of its love, or cries Across the silence to its mate of some surprise, When voices go from rock to rock, Seeming to mock 40 S02VGS WITH WORDS. The quiet of the air, with harsh, hard call, Or tenderer voices rise and fall With some pathetic cry, Songs with words unknown to us drift by, Of voices chattering of nooks to find Where nests may swing — soft nests be twined — It would be strange If nature, in exchange For voices all her soul to move, Gave no more love. The air is full of heart-throbs breathed in song, Of hopes and fears; perhaps of some grave wrong, Of patient effort and content ; Of sentiment As true , as real Within its little way as though a larger deal Governed the stakes ; of little conflicts And decisions ; of discussions ; interdicts On winged peoples; selections and rejections ; Of grave reflections Upon times and seasons, Of migratory reasons ; SONGS WITH WORDS. 41 Of ways and means ; of governmental factions ; Of distractions ; Of superior forces, power and cunning ; Of the seeking and the shunning, And the keeping and the giving ; Of the dying and the living ; Of the loving. Solitudes have many voices ; Song-birds sing in making choices, Sing in all the words they utter, Sing in chattering to each other ; Sing in wooing, willing, flying, Sing in fearing and in dying, Speak — in diction known to birds — In words. SOLICITUDE. A TINY dory just upon the shore ; A little new, white sail, and on before The beckoning sea. Around, the morning light upon the golden sand; The dreamy waters; ships far off from land; A scrap of idle foam beneath the lea. A little pure white sail, so pure, so white ! — Flushed roseate in the early light; A whispering tide: Beyond, the rocks lie deep: Beyond, the wierd winds sweep: The sea is wide. If, on the other side, across the sea, Day burns within the harbor of immensity, And all is safe SOLICITUDE. 43 Between this shore and that, winds sweep: Night shudders, crouching down from deep to deep, Torn sails beseech relief. If we turn white': if we would pray, Though but the breath of early day Touches the new, white sail ; Be still, for each new day Flushes to roseate hue all ships that drift away, Though ships be frail. The sail is white ; a pure, fair soul With loosened wings bound for a goal ; When all is night, When treacherous seas deceive, When death yields no reprieve, Will the white wings be white ? OUR HAUNTED WAY. WE cannot always keep The hands of friends, nor even reap Our grain beside them, or walk near That we may speak across, from path to path, and hear The words that they would say : we do not see The ways they go, nor be Quite sure if we would know Should they exchange this path below For one more bright, or how, or where. Just now and then We look into their eyes: from place to place We meet and look upon a face That we have carried, as we take The dream of some sweet flower which bloomed to make A pathway bright, and so W T e carry onward as we go, The influence cf so many hours, OUR HAUNTED WAY. 45 Of spirits that draw close to ours, Spirits that draw close and go, To come no more for aught we know, Yet leave a vision where they stood — A dream so bright, so strong, so good— That we are richer every day Because we tread a haunted way. A CHILD'S THOUGHT. A HAND Came, holding to my face a violet cup Half opened : " This came up Because it is the day that Jesus rose," The sweet lips said, and 1 suppose No violet to my face Will lift its purple breast in any place But I shall hear the words, and see The glad eyes smiling up at me Because one flower was found — Just one above the hardened ground — On Easter day. It was a face so bright — A boy's face, filled with light— This Easter tide Will find the sweet face glorified. A CHILD'S THOUGHT. 47 And, though for Jesus' sake, some flower may blow, No face with deeper love, I know, Will smile because its leaves unclose " The day when Jesus rose." TRUST. WE do not see. It was not meant for you and me To look beyond the near, dim West Dividing the present from the rest — From the to-come. Just one by one The steps we take ; Just one by one the glories wake, Or tempests beat. We go Nearer and nearer to the setting sun, and know But this, Whatever is, is best — Sweetest of words confessed By love's warm breath In life or death. We go Led by His shielding hand and know He will not make, TRUST. 49 Except for love's sweet sake, A single day Shadowed along life's bitter way. When it is night We rest in this— He leadeth toward the light. TORRIGIANO TO HIS STATUE OF CHRIST. It will be remembered that Torrigiano, the celebrated Floren- tine sculptor, died, amid horrible tortures, at the hands of the Inquisitors, for the breaking of his exquisite statue of the Infant Christ. HAVE I shattered thee, O Beautiful! thou Christ- child pale and pure, Not broken thee, O Little-one ? I thought thou wouldst endure Down to the coming ages, and stand in all thy grace, In all thy power of loveliness in fame's most honored place, Breathing upon the distant air Torrigiano's name — Breathing with thy pure lips — rekindling his fame; — But all is lost ! Lost! Lost — he stands before a broken shrine; He bends above thee, Little-one ! Thine Is the favored part, Thy frozen, frozen heart TORRIGIANO TO HIS STATUE. 51 Knows not the woe it is to throb, to beat so high — To throb — and die ! Oh, I have shattered thee, thou Fair, but passion nerved the blow ; They thought to win thee, Beautiful, but I have laid thee low ! Did they think to buy thee with their bags — their cop- per bags, in truth ? Their thirty ducats ? — they have learned far otherwise, forsooth. 1 did not mean to desecrate the Name that thou didst bear — High Heaven, knowing all things, knows that I am guiltless there — I have stricken thee, O Beautiful, and jealous rage hath sworn To drink the blood of vengeance for thy wondrous beauty shorn : A little while and muffled feet will bear me from this cell— 52 TORRIGIANO TO HIS STATUE. The tortures of the after hours, who shall there be to tell? They may part my flesh among them ! I have wounded not the Christ ! It was only thee, thou Little-one — thou the lost, the last ! May the hand that makes the marble stand out with life and nerve, May the hand that wields the chisel over every sleeping curve, Not sway the severing hammer, where in lingering love before It hath bent with fiery ardor— love that kindles never more ! INFLUENCES. THE wind's breath comes and goes : It blows Along the south, and frail and fair A heart is lifted to the wooing air — A little heart so true It would not come at all unless the south wind blew — And stands, held quite aloft, so still That none have known it for a heart at all, until, Just as the wind forgets, It shudders — vain regrets !— A myriad flowers shudder when winds blow east, But yet, the winds have never ceased To blow, both night and day — Blow, south, and east, and every way, And you can tell the anguish of their breath If you will spell the language of the fields. Both life and death Winds blow on every side. 54 INFLUENCES. The rifted stems, brown, weird, and dried, Stand up before it, and, close by The shafts, so tender and so shy, That have but now just ventured forth, The winds shall sweep them from the north, And they will shudder, shrink, fade, die. With quiverings of life, or death, the winds go by. They may not know How much they do; they come and go, And maybe never know at all The truth, that no such breath can fall Quite idly. You and I Do many things : we cannot lie Inert as blades in painted sheath With all the panting earth beneath. We breathe, and kindle by each breath Some influence vowed to life and death, Just as the winds which blow On errands go. "I KNOW IN WHOM I HAVE BELIEVED." IF I but thought Christ kept my crowned one ; brought His crown, my cross, and all the tangled web of life, Joy-flushed, or paled with strife, Out from the treasure-house of God : If, as I trod With hands so empty reaching out to take The stone-cold tables written w ; th the laws to break My will against in my next step ; If 1 but thought my way was kept, Marked by its crosses and its times of light, Within God's sight, I would, transfixed with fear, .stand on the way Mute-lipped, frozen too still to pray, Frozen too still to go — But oh, I know The God in whom I have believed, 56 IN WHOM I HA VE BELIEVED. Who first my breath conceived, Whose life, vibrating through infinitude, Quickens these humans, quickened me and holds My goings in his hands ; unfolds This new, strange winding in my way ; Darkens my day, Lifting my light so high That walking in the dark I cannot choose but toward the sky Reach nearer than before, and keep The steepest path. My crowned-one fell asleep. I take my first steps on alone and go ; Reach through the dark ; step onward, for I know He keeps my light — my little loved-one's face — So bright, so sinless, in the trysting-place Where we shall meet, That 1 can trust He will my way complete, Helping my feet tread high, Keeping them steady till the by and by. AUTUMN'S TIRED FLOWERS. THEIR tired eyes close. The days have been so long ; the red sun rose So soon, so fervent, red, The sweetest hearts of all, touched by his breath are dead. Poor hearts ! poor weary eyes ! The wings above, in sad surprise Bend down : sweep The languid lips they may not keep ; Droop, crimson-dyed, but slow. With songs so sad, so low, And they ? — they fall asleep, poor eyes : The sun-wooed dies. Above, the brown, sear leaves Shiver : warm breath deceives 5 3 AUTUMN'S TIRED FLOWERS. More hearts than hearts of flowers, Blights in its warmest hours, And by and by Forgets the shivering heart it leaves to die. THE CHOSEN ONE. THE angel from the Throne One brow alone Touched with the mystic sign — Though two were there matched line for line, — Two faces, pure and fair. Pillowed so close, with intermingling hair Like threads of rumpled gold — And now the one sweet, silent face is cold ! One mother looked upon them both in love, And watched them sleep, and prayed the Heart abc To choose some sweet behest For these that slept upon her breast, Yet, when the angel came, And called one child by name, And let the spirit free — 60 THE CHOSEN ONE. Bound by mortality, and sin, and woe, — How hard to take the gift and let the spirit go. One face alone, with strands of rumpled gold, Sleeps fitfully, where two of old Were pillowed side by side ; The Glorified Is free. A new, sweet tone Trembles amid the anthems round about the Throne, And, from its place, The chosen spirit sees Emmanuel's face. HIS TO LAY ASIDE. A LITTLE tool am 1 ; just one within His hand ; Just His to choose And His to use ; Shaped out at His command. If He should lay me down, perhaps I might be sad, And wonder why He put me by, And never more be glad. Yet I would surely know, whatever He might do- However choose His tools to use — H is love was strong and true. 6<- HIS TO LAY ASIDE. Just looking in His face, although my heart might break, I could but know He loved me so, There could be no mistake. BLIGHTED. SHE was singing as he passed, Twining willows deft and fast ; Twining willows, singing low — Eyes of sunshine, cheeks aglow ; Did he then at last behold Eyes of light and locks of gold Matched to some Madonna old He had seen, an ideal fair, Mystic light on lip and hair ? — Andalusia's fairest maids He had scanned in woods and glades, Fairest maids from sea to sea, But none were fair of face as she. He wooed and won the little maid, And robed her in the rich brocade, And paid her court in regal hall. 64 BLIGHTED. But sad her smile amid it all. For nurtured where the willows grew, And where the mountain violets blew, She faded as a flower which dies In sighing for its own blue skies, I "TYSIE" T was last night. She looked into my face ; She smiled. The unforgotten grace Swept round her as of old, Her locks of gold Burned in the light, And then I said, So joyously, she is not dead. Night deepened, and I turned, Breathless with sudden cry — Some whisper passed me by, And I could find No soul enshrined In its fair guise, Bewildering me with its pure eyes Where light, just as of old, had burned. And then I said The vision fair hath given me in a dream 66 TVS IE. Light to carry onward, and I deem It no small gift — the vision of her face — Although, I always see, in every place, The beauty of a truer dream which is not dead, SACRIFICE. THE keynote of life's harmony is sacrifice. Not twice, or thrice, Beneath each sun will souls bow down To lay the crown Of will, or time, beneath strange feet, But many times, that life's chords may be sweet. Who sacrifices most Drinks deepest life's rich strain, counting no cost, But giving self on every side, Daily and hourly, sanctified But in the giving. Living Is but the bearing, the enduring, The clashing of the hammer ; the cutting, The straining of the strings, The growth of harmony's pure wings. Life is the tuning-time, complete Alone when every chord is sweet 68 SA CR1FICE. Through sacrifice. No untried string Can music bring : No untried life Has triumphed, having passed the strife. True living Is learning all about the giving. FOOTPRINTS. THE white, the blue, the violet hearts of flowers ; Each prism flashing in the showers ; The dew — Each tiny drop — each atom of a tender hue Of all the mists of skies ; Each transient beautiful that is, yet dies, But gives itself in wordless sacrifice which is not lost. And we ? With wavering lips, crossed Now with laughter, then with sighs and cries, We lift inevitable sacrifice To Good or Evil, and create Here with our changeful steps, on God's estate, A nobler following after good, a better sphere, Or bring to birth more strength for evil. Here- Here, on this bright, sad world — both you and I Must leave our chosen, irradicable mark, and die. No life so low is given, but it may hold 7° FOOTPRINTS. A benison to lips mute, parched or cold : No life so high but it may stoop to take The hand of Evil — stoop to wake Some sleeping thing debased which might have slept. Where we have stepped, Along life's path, the marks shall be Indelible to God, though man may never see. THE SLAUGHTERED BRAVE. AN armful of sweet flowers ! — he laughed to see So many on his arms for me, But held one up — One single, beautiful pure cup- Looking a moment, saddened at its grace, " But this," he said, and held it to my face ; " Stood up so brave and bright I could not bear to take its life ;'' — pure, frail, and ' white, I took it in my hand, and for his sake Who begged me just a sketch to make Of its sweet face, I drew a vine, And sketched this little flower of mine. And now when all the flowers are dead, And no more flowers can come instead In such dear hands, I turn to see The little flower he brought to me, 7 2 THE SLAUGHTERED BRAVE. And see, beside, his saddened face, And hear, just standing in his place, The words he sighed so low and grave Because his hand had slain the brave. T PATIENCE WITH THE LOVE. HEY are such little feet : They have gone such a tiny way to meet The years which are required to break Their steps to evenness, and make Them go More sure and slow. They are such little hands : Be kind. Things are so new and Life but stands A step beyond the doorway. All around New day has found Such tempting things to shine upon, and so The hands are tempted hard, you know. They are such new, young lives : Surely their newness shrives Them well of many sins : they see so much 74 PA T1ENCE WITH THE LOVE. That, being immortal, they would touch ; If they would reach We must not chide but teach. They are such fond, dear eyes That widen to surprise At every turn ; they are so often held To suns or showers — showers soon dispelled By looking in our face — Love asks for such, much grace. They are such fair, frail gifts ; Uncertain as the rifts Of light that lie along the sky — They may not be here by and by — Give them not love, but more above And harder — patience with the love. HIS THOUGHTS. TH ERE was a time When no wild thyme Grew anywhere ; When no sweet flower Held up its face toward the shower- When rocks were bare. Who thought first of the thyme ; Of all the stars that shine Amid the grass- White stars, and pink, and blue, And yellow flower-stars too On every pass ? Who could have ever thought , Or ever, ever brought Such bright, fair things 76 HIS THOUGHTS. To grow beneath our feet Pure bells and cups so sweet Fairer than bird's bright wings ? Our Father planned them out : Each one He thought about, And as they grow, We see His thought anew — The form He chose, the hue — Though strown so low. And if, however sad, We grow more glad When flower-cups lie Beneath our feet, it is because we see His thought for you and me In going by. w NOT BY MISTAKE. HAT could our love have done ? We tried To hold her fast : cried To the tender Hand That we might understand The right way, day by day — That she might stay. What could our love have tried ? What secret, mystified, Could we have found for her dear sake ? Hearts break ; Light dies ; life's tenderest breath Grows cold upon her lips, but death Chose her for Love's sweet sake ; Not by mistake. 78 NOT BY MISTAKE. Perhaps if we could see Where she dreams now of you and me ; Look once upon her face, We might be glad such grace Was shown our glorified — Be satisfied. UNWRITTEN LANGUAGE NOW I know That leaves have voices, very low And soft and tender, And the grasses, growing under, Whisper too, and call each other, Reeds that lean on one another, Mosses too, and dock, and cresses, Every one of these confesses Something — I can never tell you What; but mellow Are the voices, very gentle, Murmurs only accidental, When they earnest grow, or sadden To a wailing ; laugh, or gladden To a song — why, I can hear them, Listening closer to be near them, Listening at the garden border, 80 UNWRITTEN LANGUAGE. At the hillside, growing broader ; In the forest or the fallow, By the brook's heart reed and sallow : Hear them ?— why they wail and whisper, Sing, and when the leaves grow crisper Toward the autumn, you shall tell me What they say, if you can spell me Any words : they speak so gently, Though I listen so intently, I can scarcely tell a word Of all the chatter I have heard. WHAT CAN IT MATTER. H E goes before. How could we ask for more Than His right hand to hold the briars aside ; To make the pathway wide Or narrow for the feet ; To lead through dust and heat ? If we be blind : If we could never find The way alone ; And do not know the tone Of all the world's strange voices, but must weep, And wake, and fall asleep, And keep along the way but scarcely know A bit about the reason why these things are so, What can it matter, since just on ahead A Hand is held to us— a Hand once red ? A CHILD'S PLEA FOR A LITTLE LIFE. BE pitiful. That little stem Is such a fair, frail thing. Condemn It to the winds that beat — The winds will bind its winding-sheet, And it will go So dead, so cold, beneath the snow. It seems to hold its pale leaves up Toward thy face. This frozen cup, Death-mixed, drips Coldly on such fragile lips ; They would sink back So doomed ; so dead ; so black. It trembles where it stands : Quivers in reaching up its hands : A CHILD'S PLEA FOR A LITTLE LIFE. 83 Bends to the winds. To-night, When all thy hearth is bright, Its lips will drink The frost breath— stay and think. Be pitiful. Stoop down Toward this little life. So brown Will be the earth just here, you will be sad, When all the spring is glad, Because no more The bright face smiles which smiled before. HOUR BY HOUR. ONE single day- Is not so much to look upon. There is some way Of passing hours of such a limit. We can face A single day ; but place Too many days before sad eyes — Too many days for smothered sighs — And we lose heart Just at the start. Years really are not long, nor lives — The longest which survives — And yet, to look across A future we must tread bowed by a sense of loss, Bearing some burden weighing down so low That we can scarcely go One step ahead, this is so hard, So stern a view to face, unstarred, HOUR BY HOUR. 85 Untouched by light, so masked with dread. If we would take a step ahead, Be brave and keep The feet quite steady ; feel the breath of life sweep Ever on our face again. We must not look across — looking in vain — But downward to the next close step, And up. Eyes which have wept Must look a little way, not far. God broke our years to hours and days, that hour by hour, And day by day, Just going on a little way, We might be able, all along, To keep quite strong. Should all the weight of life Be laid across our shoulders, and the future, rife With woe and struggle, meet us face to face At just one place, We could not go ; Our feet would stop, and so God lays a little on us every day, 86 HOUR BY HOUR. And never, I believe, on all the way Will burdens bear so deep, Or pathways lie so steep, But we can go, if, by God's power, We only bear the burden of the hour, THE SKEIN WE WIND. I F you and I to-day Should stop, and lay Our life-work down, and let our hands fall where they will, Fall down to lie quite still; And if some other hand should come, and stoop to find The threads we carried, so that it could wind, Beginning where we stopped ; if it should come to keep Our life-work going, seek To carry on the good design Distinctively made yours or mine,. What would it find ? Some work we must be doing, true or false : Some threads we wind : some purpose so exalts Itself that we look up to it, or down As to a crown To bow before, and we weave threads 88 THE SKEIN WE WIND. Of different lengths and thickness, some mere shreds, And wind them round Till all the skein of life is bound ; Sometimes forgetting at the task To ask The value of the threads, or choose Strong stuff to use. No hand but winds some thread — It cannot stand quite still till it is dead — It winds and spins some little skein : God made each hand for work. Not toil-stain Is required, but every hand Spins, though but ropes of sand. If Love should come, Stooping above, when we are done, To find bright threads That we have held, that it may spin them longer, find but shreds That break when touched, how cold. Sad, shivering, portionless, the hands will hold The broken strands, and know Fresh cause for woe. TO-MORROW'S NEWS. T 'HERE will be news to-morrow : News of sorrow Maybe ; hard, and sharp, and cutting; Shutting Off a breath of sweetness; Life's completeness Shattering further : Clashing hard on one another Hope and faith; but God will choose The wisest news. If I to-night Were given to write, By my own will, the words to shape To-morrow's course, sleep would escape Me, and the wings Of my light heart be bound. God ordereth things. And I but pray: 9© TO-MORROW'S NEWS. Shape Thou my destiny, And use me to Thy will, Or, let me lie quite still Within Thy hand. The news Will be as God shall choose. RECOMPENSE. WE are quite sure That He will give them back— bright, pure, and beautiful — We know He will but keep Our own and His until we fall asleep. We know He does not mean To break the strands reaching between The Here and There. He does not mean — though heaven be fair — To change the spirits entering there, that they forget The eyes upraised and wet, The lips too still for prayer, The mute despair. He will not take The spirits which He gave, and make The glorified so new That they are lost to me and you. I do believe 92 RECOMPENSE. They will receive Us — you and me — and be so glad To meet us, that when most I would grow sad I just begin to think about that gladness, And the day When they shall tell us all about the way That they have learned to go — Heaven's pathways show. My lost, my own, and I Shall have so much to see together by and by. I do believe that just the same sweet face, But glorified, is waiting in the place Where we shall meet, if only I Am counted worthy in that by and by. I do believe that God will give a sweet surprise To tear-stained, saddened eyes, And that his heaven will be Most glad, most tided through with joy for you and me, As we have suffered most. God never made Spirit for spirit, answering shade for shade, And placed them side by side — RECOMPENSE. n So wrought in one, though separate, mystified— And meant to break The quivering threads between. When we shall wake, 1 am quite sure, we will be very glad That for a little while we were so sad. WHY MOTHER IS PROUD* LOOK in his face, look in his eyes — Roguish, and blue, and terribly wise — Roguish and blue, but quickest to see When mother comes in as tired as can be ; Quickest to find her the nicest old chair ; Quickest to get to the top of the stair ; Quickest to see that a kiss on her cheek Would help her far more than to chatter— to speak- Look in his face, and guess, if you can, Why mother is proud of her little man. The mother is proud— I will tell you this ; You can see it yourself in her tender kiss, But why ? Well, of all her dears There is scarcely one who ever hears WHY MOTHER IS PROUD. 95 The moment she speaks, and jumps to see What her want or her wish might be : Scarcely one. They all forget, Or are not in the notion to go quite yet ; But this she knows, if her boy is near, There is somebody certain to want to hear. Mother is proud, and she holds him fast, And kisses him first and kisses him last ; And he holds her hand and looks in her face, And hunts for her spool which is out of its place, And proves that he loves her whenever he can: Thai is why she is proud of her little man. PERHAPS. WHY will the flowers come back- Winding all along the track, Smiling up toward the sun Just as they have always done, Though he cannot, cannot come ? How can they bear to smile In such a little while ; Looking up so glad, so gay ? I wish them far away, These flowers that love the sun. Why will the birds sing so— Sing, going to and fro, Sing just as if his face, Not missing from its place, Was held to them this spring ? PERU A PS. g? Why will they flutter by, As friendly and as shy, As glad, it seems to me, As when he held his breath to see The quivering of each wing ? Why will the sun forget ; Why will it rise and set In all its gorgeous dyes ? It will not sacrifice A single ray, but bright- It is as bright and glad As though I were not sad, As though his eyes upheld, Yet all the mystery spelled— The legends of the light. Oh, heartless sun and flowers ! Oh, heartless birds ! The hours Are harder, are more sad, Because they are so glad ; 98 PERHA PS. And yet, perhaps, who knows ? If I could see his face In that dear far-off place, I would be glad as they, All through the livelong day, Because God loved, and chose. COULD LOVE REBEL? LOVE clasped her object close Bent over it ; chose Woof of costly looms to wrap about ; Held her own arms out Before it and around ; Consented to be bound ; Prayed while it slept ; And yet — it wept. Love dreamed but of the way To cherish each new day More sacredly her gift, And touched, with finger swift, A thousand chords, to wake, Just for its sake. New rhythms, but wondering mystified, COULD LOVE REBEL. It turned to her, with eyes more wide, Touched by a human woe ; swept By a breath Love could not keep away, it wept. Love suddenly grew blind, She could not find The lips to breathe against, The eyes which had commenced To look beyond our own; The light which shone, As light will sometimes shine About some presence, hallowed as a shrine ; She could not find Small, frightened, fondling hands : v> ind Her arms close about a little heart wounded cr glad, Or just a trifle sad : She had no child To watch, and wake above — and yet it smiled, Trying its new, free wings, that bitter night, Along God's upper light, Forgetting, as its free wings swept, That it had Wept. COULD LOVE REBEL. Love could not see it face. She could not trace The flight of its fair wings ; Nor see the things It smiled to look upon ; nor hold Her hands in benediction, as of old : Nor keep Her arms about, fearing some breath might sweep Too rudely and too near ; She had no cause for fear ! But, though alone, Transfixed in grief as carved stone, Could she rebel, or cry, Knowing that terrors sweeping by, Anguish pale-faced, and woe Which might invade her arms, could never go So high, So near the sky, So near to those whom God doth keep, That they should weep ? LET THEM BE GLAD. TH EY are not kind : Their words find Such hard syllables to dwell upon ; they see Such bitter sentences, and cannot free The spelling, as they read, From crooked letters, which, being interpreted, Would mean but prejudice. They spell, Forgetting that God's light would serve them well In such strange reading; Proceeding With truth's lips to read aright — Not putting dark for light. They are not just. But put aside their littleness, and trust To be content in simply passing by Their hardness : forget the reason why LET THEM BE GLAD. 103 Days are more sad. Let them be glad, If they can find a way, For in some far-off day What will it matter if they read aright, Or turned the writing from the light ? 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