LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. Shelf GUT7 UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. „- „ — ,. THREE VOWS BY WILLIAM BATCHELDEK GREENE "Oh, that mine enemy would write a book!" NEW YORK G. P. PUTNAM'S SONS 27 & 29 WEST 23D STREET London: SAMPSON LOW & CO., ,88 Fleet Stree-. tQQ t Copyright by G. P. PUTNAM'S SONS l88l Press 0/ G, P. Putnam's Sons New York PREFACE. In " Three Vows " I have endeavored to sustain throughout an unbroken thread of narrative, feel- ing convinced that any break, or deviation from the straight road leading to the climax of the plot, runs :he risk of wearying the reader, or in some way deteriorating from what general interest may be felt in a work of this kind. In following the example of certain Scandinavian writers, I have ventured in " Satan of the Sea " more than once to change the metre to suit the mood of some passages. And I would beg indul- gence for what might seem at first an unduly rough and almost uncouth manner of treatment through- out the whole piece. But, I trust, after due perusal, some of my readers may agree with me in believing that it is the only true and adequate mode of deal- ing with the subject and circumstances of the plot. I do not feel called upon here to say much as regards the very limited collection of shorter poems at the end of the book, as they have all appeared in print before, either on this or the other side of the Atlantic. My only reason for reproducing them in this form is to place them collectively. CONTENTS Three Vows, Part I . . . i Part II . . . 36 Satan of the Sea . . . -67 MINOR POEMS true poetry .... 99 " at the tomb of genevieve " . . ioi ARTEMIS ..... 104 FIRST LOVE ..... 106 MY MOUNTAIN MAID WHERE KATE WAS LOST TAKE A HANSOM A FRAGMENT 107 113 LINES ON LEAVING AMERICA . . 116 II 9 NOT YET SIXTEEN . . . 122 124 THREE VOWS. PART I. Twelve months — 'twas long, and yet to each It scarcely seemed more than a joyous day Spent in the sunshine of each other's love. And as this love was all their inmost life, It was a treasure far too sacred To be ever loudly on the air ; 'twas seldom Uttered forth in open words. The touch, the long And earnest gaze, the whisper intimate, With, now and then, a half-conceded sigh, Told all the oft-repeated tale. There was A lute that hung upon the pictured wall, and Every day they sought with eager hand To strike some chord in unison With their glad hearts. And oft when Martin's song 2 THREE VOWS. Had ceased, quick Isabel would snatch The lute, as if she thought to catch Some lingering remnant of his rhapsody Still clinging to the trembling strings, Which she might draw with nimble touch From out the ringing instrument, Unto her soul's delight. Old Allenday, Her father and a white-haired widower, Scarce fairly knew his daughter's mind. 'Tvvas said that Martin once her life had saved, In the back vista of past years ; 'Twas meet they should be friends — he owed him much — And Martin ever was a welcome guest. There were two suitors for the hand Of Isabel, abiding each his time : Carnac, and the good Doctor Honore. The first, an Indian officer, rich, handsome And a lord, seemed somewhat worldly In the old man's eyes ; too minikin THREE VOWS. 5 Of heart, and prone to flatteries ; Too scornful of the earth on which he trod, To make his child a gladsome bride. But Doctor Honore was true, well proven In all solid worth and staid sagacity, A man of fame and passing wealth ; yet now Perchance a trifle over-wrought in years To mate with child so young as Isabel, To match his locks of gray against her raven curls. " Oh yes — I love the doctor well," The old man dreamily would sigh, Amid a circle of enduring friends, At night, when all the doors were closed, As he watched dance the flame upon the hearth, That came and went, and rose and fell Like his own changeful thoughts, until His drowsy guests would softly rise and go. Oft he had seen the face of Martin In the fire-light — but quick dismissed the thought ; He'd ne'er consent to such a hazard match ! A young lieutenant lately ordered 4 THREE VOWS. With his ship to cruise in dang'rous seas ; to be Pent up from Isabel within a roving Prison-house, while she was left to pine, And count the heavy days by her soft Beauty's waste, as roses mew their tinted leaves. It were a sorry lot for any wife, Let 'lone a child so young and delicate. But Martin, like a bark that finds but toil And tossing on the outer reefs, and sees The fair arms open of a halcyon port Inviting him to come and nestle there, For the first time laid his flushed cheek On Isabel's white neck. Once there, he breathed But two or three quick, broken words ; While a soft light filled her bright eyes, As she bent low, and answered : " Yes." So, all was changed ; the veil was torn aside ; And it seemed now as if they could not Speak enough of love. With words they sought To picture out what all their love-lorne sighs And tell-tale eyes had so well marked THREE VOWS. 5 Before ; forgetful of all else, in love's Sweet selfishness. One twilight eve they sat Amid the flowers on the garden's bank, And Isabel's light fingers played With the gay purfle of her silk embroidery ; And Martin fixed his earnest eyes On Isabel — a look which sudden brake Into a beam of joy, when marking there A glow of happiness pervading all Her countenance. " So tell me now, sweet Isabel, Hast thou e'er loved before ? " She glanced at him In great surprise. "I love?" she said, With gentle gravity ; " My father and my Mother I have loved, not any else. But thou, Now tell me true, hast thou not loved before ? " "Yes, once I thought I loved ; 'tis now long past ; She was most wondrous beautiful— and yet, 'Twas like an early morning dream That is dispelled by light of healthful day. She loved not me alone, I found, and so 6 THREE VOWS. I left her free to be another's choice." " But, dearest Martin, could'st thou fly Her memory as readily as thou could'st Leave her side?" "When I knew all, unto my mind Her vision seemed bereft of soul, and then Reality despoiled the bright illusion Of its former charm. Now, I repeat, I love thee, Isabel ; and all Those nodding flowers round us here Do bear me witness in the same. Hut thou, my Isabel, must let Lord Carnac see that he no more must hope." " 'Twas, Martin, his own heart that gave him hope, If hope it was that made his manner bold ; I cannot bear his platitudes, His airy talk of India and the spangled Regiment his showy swagger so adorns." " And, bonny Isabel, there's Honore — 'Twill be a cruel blow for him ! " " Oh, Martin, Laugh not so. We both have loved to listen To his sage discourse ; he seems so good, THREE VOWS. 7 So learned and so wise. And often He's been kind to me." " Then thou dost pity him ? " " Not so much pity— as love thee ! But respite this, and let us walk." And Martin pressed her lips, and both arose And passed on, hand in hand, along the path. They had not heard a quick receding step, Whose haste seemed almost tremulous, As some one gently shut the garden gate. Tvvas Doctor Honore— and now he stopped And slowly wiped the cold drops from his brow ; Then striding on, he reached his cottage door, Where clustered thick the emerald vines. He entered in, his hat still on his head, Then turned, and closed the study door. He had heard nothing, but seen all ! And leaning on a table that was near, He buried deep his face in both his hands, And there remained subdued in grief. 3 THREE VOWS. " The look she gave, but one sure meaning had — And oh, the kiss — the kiss — that drove me mad ! Unhappy man that now I am, I loved her, Angel that she is — oh, Isabel ! I who, absorbed in study, work and books, had Said : ' I have no time for love ; love's not for me ; 'Tis but a waste illusion, fit for youth, For idleness.' How bitter comes this taunt ! I, at my age — and Isabel, a girl Of twenty odd, yet scarcely fairly weaned from School, — a child, that almost might my daughter be. 'Twould be the rosy future coupled with the halting Past. Still not so strange to worldly eyes, The lapse of time hath so oft been adjusted On the altar step, by shameless parents, For the price of gold ; but I have not the gold, Nor hath friend Allenday the shame ! That I have vaguely dreamt of paradise Like this, doth make me laugh when I do ponder On 't. What with my hermit character, My youthless, book-worm life, that hath explored The sunless realms of half-imprisoned lore, THREE VOWS. 9 I knew not that my heart must beat To call existence to its full account. And all these pondered tomes of cold Philosophy, whose master I had vainly Deemed myself, cry out, like starving beggars, On God's wondrous gift of woman's love ! Yes, blessed angel Isabel, I knew not Till this day I loved thee thus, thou beauteous one. My heart has played the truant with my head ; My love but wakes to find itself bereft." He rose, and paced the room, repeating all The while : " And at my age — yes, at my age — How strange I ne'er had loved before." But now he stops, his breath comes fast, As if for some unuttered cause he struggled With himself. " My star, my cherished Isabel — Not mine, alas ! I had forgot to-day — And oh, my aching heart, her star must Vanish now, that long hath graced with such Sweet promises love's hopeful firmament ! Gone like a meteor's flash, too bright to last ? Whose very lustre doth foretell its doom. lO THREE VOWS. When hope expires in the human breast, How darker than all other pomps Of death comes the o'ervvhelming night ! When peasants see a shooting-star, some whisper ' Tis a soul set free ; God guide that soul aright.' And all devoutly cross themselves. And I say : ' God bless thee, bright Isabel ! ' " The little village rang with the Eventful news. The gossips met along The quaint and narrow street, but could Not all agree. Some shook their heads : — " She wed a sailor — ah, poor thing ! I'd prayed for her a better fate. A man that goes with ev'ry wind, And comes not home with the tide ; In troth, it is a sorry lot To be the widow of a living thing." But now, all blithesome were the happy pair ; Days passed in the enchanted walks of love ; The sun-tipped flowers nodded as they came, THREE VOWS. II Kissed by the soft exultant breeze, on whose Uplifted wings the transient birds seemed full Of carolled promises for the fast ripening time That pointed to the nuptial day. At last, the marriage eve had come ; The pair, impatient of the hours That yet loitered ere the night, stole out Into the broadcast wood ; they walked on Starry-rooted moss, beneath the tow'ring trees, That from their green-lit upper boughs seemed gazing Solemnly below — their tall trunks, painted With a fallow shade, outstanding from The inner gloom of sylvan night. And soft the sacred-seeming stillness stole Down in the open soul of the young bride. " And is not this," said Isabel, " Like some cathedral nave, some holy place Wherein to worship God ? " And both passed on In reverie, yet ever and anon Exchanging a soft glance of undiminished 12 THREE VOWS. Love, until the prone-edge of the wood was reached, Where rose a narrow path ascending to A hillet's crest, where stood a shrine, A little temple of white stone, Far-back embedded in the heath against The fair blue sky, like some snow cloud that, fal- len, Sleeps beneath the watchful firmament. It had but three blank outer walls, crowned by The lichened roof ; the fourth partition Was an iron gate, that barred the altar steps. Above the altar, stretched along, was Rudely limned the image of our Lord, crowned o'er With thorns, and bearing on His neck His peo- ple's Cross, while at His bleeding feet was writ : " He, who would come and be with Me, Must take his cross and follow Me." "This is a sweet appeal to those who Crosses have," said Isabel, half childishly. THREE VOWS. 1 3 "We all should follow Jesus," Martin said. " Yes, dearest Martin, true, but those Who crosses have, are nearer far to Christ." " We all have crosses, Isabel." " Ah, call net crosses those that are not such ; Those are not crosses which we make and fash- ion Ourselves. True crosses must be sent of God." Here Martin answered not ; he marked That Isabel, now full of earnest thought, Was wrapped in gazing on the rough And time-stained effigy, that to his Fancy seemed to pause, like him, to hear Her speak again. At last she turned and said : " Now, Martin, that we have no cross, Let us pray God that should it ever be His holy will to send us one, We may with resignation carry it, Because 'tis He that sends it us — Thus bowing to our Master's will." Both knelt upon the steps, and Martin Bent his head against tne iron gate 1 4 THREE VOWS. Before the altar piece, and Isabel clasped Her white hands, and fixed her gaze upon The image of the Lord, that seemed to glow From out the faded colors of the wall, Responding to her fervent upturned eyes, while All around seemed burning with a subtle light. " O Lord, here prostrate at Thy sacred feet, We offer up ourselves. And should it come To pass, that Destiny, of which Thou only art the King, should load Us with an earthly cross, may we Submissive be to Thy most holy will, in Resignation and all meet humility." " I, too, unite myself unto that prayer," Said a grave voice behind the prostrate Boy and girl. Half startled and amazed, they turned ; And lo ! they saw the doctor standing there. At early dusk the three returned through The green-golden gloom of the grave wood. A solemn sense had crept between THREE VOWS. Each soul ; all three were mute, and walked In self-solicitude. For each, thus having Stopped in the full current of quick life, Looked down the past and up the airy future, Felt a mysterious crisis in self-being Wound about the spirit of this compact Sealed to mighty God — this triune orison ! In summer ease they found the good old Allenday there seated at his porch, With all the garden flowers circling 'round That Isabel had loved so well ; And there were other friends, that stood beside His chair ; but these were only human After all, and had their failings at the best. The old man had not been at peace Since Isabel had thrown her frail arms 'Bout his wrinkled neck, to win her suit, Bedewing with such touching tears her prayers, That all aversion to her earnest wish Had slowly sunk into the sad reserve that Now sat still in silence on his brow. 1 6 THREE VOWS. A shimmer had come o'er the waters Of the night ; the moon was drowned in morning mists, The white stars blotted out by day ; while like A young awakening sprite the upstart winds Unloosed the dying night, and fanned the drowsy Sexton's cheek, that clambered up the belfry stairs To wake the village with a marriage peal : Ding a-ling, along, ding-ding-dell ! For the village all must know, They must know. — bells all go : Ding a-ling, along, ding-ding-do ! Now the cocks have ceased to crow, All below, all below, And the farmer rubs his eyes, And the maiden, dreaming, sighs, All below, — now they go : Ding a-ling, along, ding-ding-do ! And the sun from out the east, Shooting past the gothic arch, Casts the shadow of the sexton THREE VOWS. I J On the wall, gaunt and tall, Bending low, to and fro, Pulling long, hard and strong, And they go : ding-ding-dong ! 'Tis young Martin's happy day, Tis a daughter's wedding morn, 'Tis a father's bitter-sweet, — Are these bells, so loud and strong, Are these bells, that ring so long. And to one they sound in sorrow, — One who long hath feared the morrow ; To one heart it is a knell ; Full of sadness is this bell, That goes lightly to and fro : Ding a-ling, along, ding-ding-do ! But the merry peasant maids. With their blue eyes and their braids, Know not what this music tells — Gay, yet sad, mysterious bells ! The time, the day, the hour had now come, And Isabel's black eyes shone 'neath a radiant Io THREE VOWS. Wreath of orange-white. The doctor was not there ; He'd made some blunt excuse to leave the place ; Some patient in a neighb'ring town, 'Twas thought, had sudden claimed his services. But Carnac came, like some black raven, To the marriage feast, to smile with covered hate Upon th' unconscious pair. Old Allenday Saw but his child, in all the swaying throng That pressed for nearer view ; saw all possession, In his lonely future, slowly slip from out His aged, hungry arms. " She will be happy," Pondered he, "she will be blest— e'en happy still Away from me." And then to check or to dis- guise A truant tear, he turned and asked : " Where is Friend Honore . . . Gone to a consultation, So you say ? . . .1 think I know," he'd mut- ter low ; But his poor heart forsook him when they sang The nuptial hymn, — 'twas then he fairly wept. At eventide, when they and all the guests had Gone, the old man walked beside the garden bank, THREE VOWS. 1 9 And thought of both locked in each other's arms. And then he stood 'mid all the flowers Isabel had loved, and tended day by Day, now left like orphans of her patient care Bereft of her kind hand and gentle smile, That with the rain and sunshine made them thrive. 'Twas scarce a day, and yet to him it was An age, that she was gone, and all things Seemed bereft. At last, the calm, still moon looked down Through all the layers of the silent air, Above the glist'ning foliage of the trees, And seemed to say to father Allenday : " Old man, thou art alone, thou art alone." Joy is fleeting, so is pain. Six months Had past in bliss for the fond wedded pair, When, at the early morning meal, was served A letter with a broad red seal, and as Poor Martin read, his brow grew dark ; He passed the missive unto Isabel, and Turned away his face. She read the words, but 20 THREE VOWS. Hardly caught the sense of all at first, till The warm tears came leaping to her eyes. And she Let fall the rustling paper to the ground, while Martin knelt beside her, at her feet, and gazed, With sad and stricken love, into her Half-drowned eyes, while her quick sobs caught up The choking tale ; for the dread summons now Had come at last, and he must go. His days were Numbered on the shores of love ; for if the sea Give up her dead, she doth reclaim The living to her fitful element. The blow was struck to sever these twin hearts ; Now putting fate, and time, and dread surmise, Between them and reunion in this state. Tvvas sad to watch poor Isabel, with Falt'ring fingers, store the seaman's chest With all most needful for so long a cruise — So long she scarce could picture his return ; Yet hope gave life, and she strove on. Oft their eyes Met, but turned aside again, for when they gazed THREE VOWS. 21 Too long, the cadent tears would start afresh, And their hearts'-wound would bleed anew. And now, alas ! the day had come when He must go. Down to the landing both passed, Arm in arm, they'd had their own long bitter Parting in the house before, that none Might comment on their grief ; and now To see them, 'twould be scarcely dreamt they were Half-dead with heart-sick grief within. And as the Boat pushed off, there was no cry of agony. And Isabel turned back to watch the ship ; But did not see that Carnac too, was come Among the crowd, to watch, with prurient eye, Her face obliquely-turned, that peradventure He might trace some token of her self-hid suffering. Returning to the tedious round Of life, poor Isabel found little time to Nurse the sorrows and the longings of a heart Bereaved. Her father, Allenday, was Sadly fallen off from health, and claiming all Her duty and her utmost fortitude, she 22 THREE VOWS. Scarcely had a waking thought that she might Call her own. Yet oft, in dreams, she heard The splash of the white waves, and saw three Swaying masts on a vext wilderness of sea, And cloud, on cloud, pursuing cloud. But only 'Woke to gaze upon her father's face, all still And sunken 'gainst the snowy sheet. Her time Was short, and Doctor Honore had said She should not watch again. At last, It was pronounced that Allenday had passed A better night — so she was taken to her bed, And 'rose not thence, until her hour'd come. And she brought forth a little girl, for all the World like to herself, but very delicate. Old Allenday had died — she knew it not — But as the new life came, the old one went. Now twice the skipping earth had rolled about The ancient sun, and winter stood at hand Once more, and the sad winds flew round the House and shook the outer fastenings. And ever and anon, the pelting rain THREE VOWS. 23 Fell drumming on the roof, while rushed The noisy concourse of the water-spouts Upon the tired hearing of her lonely heart. But Isabel most dreaded the long troubled Nights, when the foul Tempest rose amain And madly seized all nature roused without, And from the darkness shook his wild, wet locks Upon her, from the window-pane. 'Twas then She turned, and clasped her trembling, bloodless hands In prayer for Martin on the open seas. One howling night, all torn with wind and rain, 'Twas in the dreaded season on that coast, While watching by her babe, she heard a blind, That long had swung upon its creaking hinge, Slam with an angry thump against the window- Sash. She started, and looked up, and thought she saw Her husband's face ! And then another face — Lord Carnac's Eyes peered in upon her from without, then passed Like lightning, and she heard a sharp, quick ring, 24 THREE VOWS. And all seemed dead within her, save her heart, That beat as if it must rush forth And leave her terror-rooted where she stood. Then came a servant with a startled mien ; But ere she'd spoken, Isabel, regaining Sudden nerve to move, with some wild horror In presentment, had headlong rushed without, And there before the open door, where streamed Through the black night the wind and rain, A dripping, muffled figure stood : — "From Madras, hot haste, I have flashed my way, Nor paused till now, with my dark news. Thy husband's ship lies at the bottom Of the sea ! And now my duty is performed." And Carnac wrung his wet hat o'er the floor, But looked not up lest he should meet the stricken Woman's eyes. " Yes — yes ! But Martin lives ? ' cried she ; Yet Carnac said not. " Read ! " quoth he. The hand Was lifted for the paper he held forth, THREE VOWS. 2$ But dropped again like a lopped bough, as if 'twas Sudden paralyzed. And Isabel was carried Silently and laid within her chamber, near Her babe. And Carnac turned upon his heel, And stalked out to the night, from whence he came, As if conspiring with the less dread Elements of darkness and the storm, to strike, With murd'rous haste, a last, black blow. For months She lay, with vague uncertain hold on life ; It seemed as if the germ of her existence Had been struck, the life-thread torn, and that she Only struggled upward to renewing health To show the depth and anguish of the wound. She heard smooth words of comfort, but with pain, And only wept, and turned her ever To the wall again. All had despaired, Save the good Doctor Honore. Both night and day, in darkness and in light, With muffled tread and anxious, thoughtful care, 20 THREE VOWS. He was the ever patient watcher at her side. And time passed on — and yet he wearied not, Like those great hearts that serve a life's Devotion out, without encouragement or praise. At last, one day, at th' earliest peeping of the Dawn, when the barred-light glowed through the slanting blind, And a quick sense crept through the soul of life, In silent awe, awakening to the will of God, she turned, and eyed the doctor sitting there, Who neither spoke, nor changed his pensive gaze. " Why have you let me live," asked Isabel, " When I so wished to die — and be with him ? " " Because," said Doctor Honore, " I have been Prayed by some one here to save your life." And rising up and going to the cradle Of the child, he took the helpless little one And laid it by the 'stonished mother's side. Then, with a sudden cry, she caught it up And drew it to her breast. It nestled there, arul The warm mother's tears sushed forth from THREE VOWS. 2~] The deep well of her worn eyes, and brake The long dull bond of pain that so had wrung Her love-lorn heart. " She's saved ! " the doctor whispered, And rushed out to tell to all the joyful tale. Thus was a mourning-season turned to weal ; The mother's soul responded to the call ; Yet still, to closer minds, less sanguine than was Honore's, she seemed too frail of life, Too much distracted 'tween high Heaven And this earth, as if, forever, she had lost The first quick spark of hope and buo>ant youth. The village went en fete at the good news, For Honore had rapped at every neighbor's House, and told all of the wondrous cure. And Rosy maidens brought bright flowers to the door, For Isabel had been warm friends with all, In bygone days, through kindly words and timely Charities that had not been forgot. The doctor, too, his manner grew more brisk 28 THREE VOWS. And gay ; he often came to try to tempt Faint Isabel to drive. " Not yet," she'd say ; "I'll wait till spring. I cannot bear that wind that Shakes the trees and drives the ships upon the rocks. Good doctor, wait ; I am far better so." The doctor waited ; yet she moped and failed ; She gave her babe her every thought and word ; Her lips seemed sealed to all the world beside. At last, she moved more like a shadow than her Former self, and all the fibres of her strength Seemed sapped from dearth of self-willed Energy. One day the doctor said To her, with mien more grave than was his wont " List, Isabel, thou lovest to recall each Memory of him thou worshipped when on earth ; Yet there is one most sacred thou'st forgot." " Impossible ! But tell me what it is, THREE VOWS. 29 Since you remember it ! " said Isabel. " Most clearly I remember it. It was A vow — a solemn prayer — that you both made ; I made it too. The promises we seal in Our brighter days, to be redeemed through all Mischance and dread adversity, should Not be thus forgotten or denied. Now is the night of the fulfilment come." Overwhelmed by the upstarting thought that pricked her Conscience like her memory, she looked abashed. Then, falt'ring, spake : " Yes, but this cross — " " Is very heavy, Isabel," said Doctor Honore, full solemnly, "And so I Doubt not that the Lord hath sent it thee." Now she was mute, and a slow tear stood Trembling o'er her cheek. Still he went on , Yet twice he faltered in the lesson that lie gave, as if his own soft heart was bleeding At the cold sharp words that must cut first, ere They could save. " Think if a promise made to man, 30 THREE VOWS. And broken then, dishonor man ; how then shall Stand the vows to God ? Perhaps you never dreamt The day would dawn so dark that this light- winged Child's vow should rise from out the pent-up Past to cry, like life, to be fulfilled. Twere better were it never breathed in prayer. than Glare uncancelled in the face of God." This broke the barrier of her woe ; it worked On Isabel like some quick baptism ; As inert waters spring to living streams, It crucified the past, and she obtained New lease of life and blessed promises, In the fair calendar of well-spent days. Now dedicated to her child, she walked, And found renewing strength in cheering those Yet more afflicted than herself. Once more The daily freshness to her cheeks returns, As if in league with all the gladsome tints THREE VOWS. 3 I Of dawn. The doctor, too, seemed younger, Full ten years. 'Twas more a mastery of words Than Esculapian skill ; the proof was Isabel saved from the wreck she'd been. Soon Little Isabel — as she in play was called — Begins to walk, and takes the doctor's hand Across the fields, or pulls him by the coat, And climbs his knee, and calls him Uncle Honore, as children like to liuk those whom They love unto themselves by some familiar Name, held precious in their little world. The three were happy as the day is long, Till, in the fading autumn of the year, a maiden Aunt of Isabel's, who lived alone, Some distance from the town, and scarce had ever Called to see her orphaned niece, save when Upon her the stiff cords of etiquette Were strained, before her neighbors' eyes, Came tapping gently at the door. She'd called — 32 THREE VOWS. As duty bound — to render service to her niece, Who had no nearer kith or kin to counsel Her. The doctor's frequent visits had been marked, And it was time — as she and all her friends Had said — that something should be done, before The town, the world ! was wholly scandalized. Then followed notes anonymous, each with its Vein of wanton thoughtlessness between the lines ; All from " Dear Friends " of him that was now dead. The doctor found a change had come on Isabel ; she seemed not cold, but more reserved Toward him whose every thought, scarce conscious- ly, was Hers. His sudden warmer words found no re- sponse. And fell between them, as she stood abashed. At night he walked the streets perplexed ; He'd thought to ask her, but his heart so beat, He could not frame the words. THREE VOWS. 33 At last, he sought A comrade old — a well-tried college friend — With much ado, and after oft repeated calls, He loosed the whole — as far as he, poor man, Knew his own heart ; his friend divined the rest. " Go, marry her," he said ; " the case is plain." The doctor's eyes grew bright and filled with tears : " Can I thus plead my suit when I have 'tended Her? All my poor services — that some might Overrate — would stand before her and cry out ! She hath refused me once, before poor Martin Came to woo. 'Twould seem as if I'd waited To indebt her to myself, to broadside Force the startling question on. She is alone And all bereft, save of the child, which I do love as if it were mine own ! " His friend saw well how Honore was moved, And pitied him, and prayed that he might help to Comfort him, and hold him to the better course. At last, he took him by the hand, and strove 34 THREE VOWS. To touch his child-like nature and his noble Heart with words of fresh persuasion, such as these : " You say she's unprotected and alone, And that you love the child as if it were your Own ; be her protector and a father to the Child — you must choose this, o* leave her to her lot. From broken words and hints, falls woman's fame ; Then visit her no more, or sue her hand." " True, true." the doctor sighed ; " I must not see her More, though e'en I die." With this he rose and left, And walked straight to the beach. And there He saw the ships move with their shadows Keel to keel — it was an Indian-summer's day. Then he stood long, and watched the cloud-lands Float full many airy fathoms high along The azure sea o'erhead. Then passed these words All through his day-dream, as he stood, Repeated oft upon his inner ear : THREE VOWS. 35 " She is the sweet disorder of thy mind." Quick turning, as if to escape the thought, He started back ; for lo ! as if by some Mad chance, that only Fate foresees, Came Isabel, there walking on the beach ; She neared, and, as it were unconsciously, She took the hand that he held out, and both Of one accord sat down upon a rock. And Not a word was spoken, save that their eyes met, And each, 'twould seem, divined the other's thought, As if they had been one. 36 THREE VOWS, PART II. Methinks I hear the gentle reader ask : " Is this another ' Enoch Arden ' tale ? Or is this Martin truly dead ? " What passed 'Twixt Honore and Isabel, I cannot Well here tell. One saw them part, that day, Upon the sands, and said : " The doctor Lifted up his hands, as if in blessing Isabel, and went his way, while she Sat long and wept." "Was Martin dead ? The " Hector " sailed with orders sealed, And none on board for nine days knew Her destined course, till, on the quarter deck, The captain broke the seal : THREE VOWS. 3/ " First to Ceylon, And then to cruise in China seas. Up rose A goodly cheer. The ship was brought about With all points to the south ; the west wind put His shoulder to the sail, and she sped on Her sparkling wake, amid the massive Waves of blue that rose and fell, swayed by The breeze, and capped with crystal foam. Down through the south she sped, till the good south Seemed almost northerly for cold. And they had Planted canvas on the deck to break the wind As they moved round the Cape. And soon they Touched at Madagascar, where they found The British squadron in still waters moored. Then northward to Ceylon they crept, through throbs Of languid air, like the hot breath of noon. Here Martin wrote to Isabel, and learned, Before the Hector sailed again, the death Of Allenday, and that he was the happy 38 THREE VOWS. Father of a little girl, but nothing of The sickness of poor Isabel. He was O'erjoyed, and wrote again : " Call this, our child, Wee Isabel." On board, he told this glad news To the mess, and little Isabel was toasted Loud and long ; for all the aftership approved Young Martin well, and wished him all good things, In their stout open hearts. And now, All northward, day and night, they toiled Through a long chain of even months, To Okhotsk's desert sea, where three mock suns Were seen, by all the wond'ring crew, glide From on high, and pass beneath the shore. An evil omen thought, by Russian fishers Come to barter at the Hector's side. Then straightway south once more, by counter- Order's countermand, they sped, confused, To trap the slaver, smite the pirate craft That lurked beneath proud Borneo's reefs, Whose bloody nest was hid in Ladrone's Isle. THREE VOWS. 39 And now the Hector mounted guard, and moved Athwart the prostrate circle of the sea, — Now like the burnished disk of the broad moon, And then, anon, barred parallel with foam, — Where danced the twinkling wavelets, sky to sky, Blown by the steady trade-winds of the year. All seemed rejoiced as the long deck was heeled, Toward the rays of the down-pouring sun. Some, whose first cruise it was, were on the tiptoe For adventure ; others burned for plunder, For promotion, or prize monies, in their young Expectant hearts. But each slow junk, As it would seem, turned out some honest Merchantman. Yet all abroad was noised Strange ringing tales of landward piracies, That stung the blood of all on board that heard. At last, one covered night, while lying off A bamboo-furnished creek, was heard the turn And stealthy dip of paddles, to and fro, That came and went, till the first flush of dawn Crept with a slow uncertain stillness 4-0 THREE VOWS. 'Tween the Hector and the land. Next night, The launch was lowered deftly from the side, With Martin in command ; and they moved Up the sable waters of the creek, until The vague and thread-like outline of three mastj Broke dimly through the barrier of the night. They hailed the strange bark where she seemed to lie, For she put forth no light. She answered not, Save, on a sudden came a shot. And he That spoke fell backward, wounded, in the launch. And all at once, as if it were the signal For the fray, there seemed to flash a thousand Lanterns, right and left, between the upright reeds. Then prompt was primed the gatling gun, And high above the sharp uncertain crackle of The landward fusilade, when'er it was discharged. Were heard the tortured heathen's hideous howls. But some lay silent in the boat, and others, Who perchance were scarcely more than fairly scratched, Fell headlong in the waters and were lost. THREE VOWS. 4 1 Still undismayed, and with unerring aim, Each man that yet could stand, exchanged his shot For full a pound of Chinese iron ball. As God o'ershadows all, deliverance Came at last, but not a whit too speedily. Quick, at the first report that echoed to the ship From the black mouth of the mysterious creek, As from the heart of night, the men were In their boats, and pulled like madmen for their mates. So was the heat of struggle turned to ease, The lanterns scattered from the bloody banks ; The skirted heathen fled, till only seen Like some bright swarm of fire-flies That jewel-decked the up-turned margin Of a distant hill. And Martin straightway Boarded the strange craft. And she was booty crammed From deck to keel, the hatches pressed to bursting With good things, — the precious storehouse of 42 THREE VOWS. Some yellow chief, whose hated hand had palsied Half the trade along that stricken coast. 'Twas then the falling of the tide, and they Cut loose her bonds that she might glide, in all The laden glory of her size, down the still Creek into the quiet basin at the mouth. And ere the sun had risen from the early Wind-curled sea, she lay beside the stately Hector, moored in all security. A glorious prize was she, and all rejoiced — Save they had not the heinous pirate's head Withal, to cap the taper mast. Then was the Hector ordered on again, And Martin put on board the prize, with A sufficient crew to bring her to Ceylon, Where she might be sold, Martin, as the captor, Taking the best share. They watched the Hector's white Heels in the humming breeze, her bright-winged pennant Coupling sea and sky. And with her went their hearts, THREE VOWS. 43 That long had beat between those narrow sides, — Their manhood's foster mother, and their Deep-sea home. The passage to Ceylon Was troublesome and long. The " prize " proved crank, Was lumberly to man, and prone to be The creature of the winds, that blew at first Adversely to her course. But Martin Comforted himself with thoughts of Isabel, Of settling down awhile, to revel In the smiles and happy sunshine of the love Of his sweet wife and child, upon the little Fortune he had won. How proud his Isabel Would be of these exploits. At Ceylon He would write and tell her the glad news, — At Ceylon, where his letters waited him. And then poor Martin muttered imprecations 'Gainst the craft that seemed to creep along as if Eternity were hers. Anon, his eyes were Fixed upon some stedfast point, beyond 44 THREE VOWS. The creaking bulwarks of the ship, That ever rose and fell ; and thought Of little Isabel, and what a big child She must now be grown. Months passed In little but the tacking up and down, With scarce a Ug-book vantage on The destined course. * Yet patiently, like all Fair mariners, they toiled, until by lapse Of time and dint of desp'rate will, all Wearied out and laden with the dizzy blast, They reached the ever-prayed-for, blessed Ceylon, And hailed with mad and open-throated cheers The brine-bit beacon of the Point de Galle. Hope, to the old man, is his crutch ; A staff to climb with, for the young ; But disappointment, like an earthquake, Shakes us all in its self-willed decree. Here at the Adm'ral's House young Martin found No letters waiting him. Have you e'er THREE VOWS. 45 Waited years, or even months, in distant parts, And feasted on the thought of having news from Home ? And had it miss ? Good Reader, let me trust 'T has never been your lot. At first poor Martin Scarcely seized the words — he asked again ; And still he thought the clerk, perfunctory Withal, had surely erred. He questioned Him once more, and stated that the letters Would be *' Hector " marked. " The ' Hector'?" Cried the man. "There is no 'Hector,' sir ; She foundered some twelve months ago, with all Her complement. Oh, I remember well The ship; she had been fitted here ; 'T is now Four years last Spring." And marking that The light had fled from Martin's face He changed his tone, and, turning round, He took the " Records " down, and rustling o'er The leaves, he said : " Here, sir, here is the date : — 46 THREE VOWS. First-class corvette of twenty guns." And Martin Looked upon the page, but could not read. Mechanically he moved toward the door ; And there the busy people in the street Half wakened him. Yet o'er the shoulders Of the moving crowd, he faintly, in His fancy, saw the Hector sailing, Sailing ever-on. And then the faces Of his mates rose up before him, as they Were wont to sit at mess ; they talked and laughed; But he could hear no sound, save the Dull hum and bustle of the street, That intervened and sought to rouse him To himself. Two days he lingered near The " Offices," to learn what things he could Of the ill-fated Hector's loss. And then He took his pen to write to Isabel, To ask why letters had not come ; but On the instant when the pen was to the Paper met, it fell from out his hand. THREE VOWS. 47 A crushing thought had struck him like A knell. What if she thought him dead ! She might well deem him lost with all the Hector's host, not knowing that he had Unshipped, returning with the " prize." He stood confounded, seized with awe, at this Strange issue to his dreams. If this were true That she now deemed him lost — Oh, freezing thought ! He dare not write, informing her that He was yet alive, in dread the sudden news, Such wanton bursting into being, without care, Might shake her mind, or subtly injure her. And sadly Martin pondered long. He felt His seeming solitude come hard upon him, Like the folds of a cloud-covered night, Full of a vext suspense, that brooded o'er The unsolved present and the future, like An evil spell. What was the news That had reached home ? This, was the doubt, The taunting mystery he burnt to know. What tidings had met Isabel ? This, 4-8 THREE VOWS. Martin asked himself, till e'en his own Swift shadow seemed to echo : " What ?" Pursuing him, and ever crying : " What ?" At last, in few, He settled on a plan. He 'd read along The columns of " The Gazette of the Point De Galle" the names of many officers Recalled unto their Indian posts by The uneasy aspect of the times, and Was about to 'mark he knew not one, When, as by chance, the name of Carnac Stood from out the rest. This was his plan : To meet Lord Carnac, who was then expected Shortly at Madras to join his regiment, And learn from him, who, doubtless, all would know. He left Ceylon, and hopefully he journeyed On to Fort St. George, to sandy, hot Madras, And there awaited him. And Martin strove To read, for outward things absorbed him not, To drive at bay the irking time that hung Rebellious on the hour hand, and mocked THREE VOWS. 49 His patient nights, and pictured to his weary Wakefulness dark empty days to come. At last Lord Carnac came ; but dazed-like, stared Long after Martin had cried out : " 'T is I ! " And said his name, and held to him his hand ; And then when Carnac took the hand, it seemed As if 't were more to reassure himself Of Martin's being flesh and blood, Than to renew th' acquaintance of the past. " I thought the greedy fishes of the sea Had eaten thee — thy ship was lost, 'T was said, with all her complement." Then Carnac turned, and looked away, And filliped with his sword, as if Unconscious Martin still was there. But Martin, boyishly, let loose the theme That long had gnawed his heart and struggled On his lips : " Does my wife know the Hector's lost?" " She thinks thee dead with all the rest." " Great mercy! I had thought — I'd feared all this, — 50 THREE VOWS. Go on — say more — how is she now ? " "Well— well. Thy child is also well." " My little one ! " cried Martin, and he watched The officer like one who thirsts and hungers Yet for more, and covets what he almost dreads. Now Carnac slowly paced the ground, his eyes Cast down, with cautious steps, as if he feared The bridge of his disclosures would not Bear him o'er. At last, from out the corners Of his eyes he glanced at Martin's face, Then spoke, as if determined for the blow : — " 'T is long the Hector hath been lost." From head to foot a chill through Martin ran ; There was a seeming sense of hidden meaning In the words, that had struck back his blood. " Speak, Carnac, is there something strange in this? Nay, say the worst, if there be aught to tell ! She — she — she cannot be betrothed ? " " Thy wife and Doctor Honore are one ! " So saving, Carnac having done his worst, As best to keep himself in countenance, THREE VOWS. J! Turned full, and stared at Martin where he stood ; Who clung now to the parapet to keep From falling ; for his bent knees shook Like one that 's palsy-stricken in the legs. "O, Isabel ! O, Isabel ! " he cried, And breathed as if it were his last. Then came a mutt 'ring 'tween his teeth : ' Had I not visioned-up some dread mishap Of shadows come 'tween me and thee— and Carnac's Here to put the black cap on it all — I'd not believe thy heart could change in haste. But I can reason now— I am not blind, Or deaf, or anything but what I am — A wretched man. Could'st thou not wait ?— 'Twere better had'st thou seen me dead. The Doctor hath undone me in her sight, Base man— black heart— unhallowed friend !— Yet— no, 't is false— I'll not believe— Sdeath, 't is a lie— an awful lie ! " On this, a something of exultant hate, Repressed by caution, if not fear, passed like 52 THREE VOWS. A flash, imperfectly, o'er Carnac's eyes, Yet brisk his all-dissembled part Recovering, he featly made reply : " I saw them wedded, walking arm in arm, All through the village, in the noonday sun." And Martin shook again. " No more ! " he cried, " No more ! my ears are rent with this accursed Harbinging. Speak not, good Carnac ; say no more. For when I feel his heart so in the sun, Thus clothed withal by seeming lawful ties, Perchance, fanned softly with sweet love — con- soled, Forgetful that it loved before, — With given right to claim my child as his, That she may call him ' Father ' evermore. My very soul, revolting, sees a thousand Devils round me play ! And I know not the thing I say, or do. Some Godless treachery While I was out on those cursed seas hath Sucked her into this — my Isabel — my wife ! " " Come, then," said Carnac, now unburdened THREE VOWS. 53 To perceive that Martin questioned on no more, But had drunk in the poison to his heart ; " My men may watch us here. Come to my quar- ters, And rest there at ease. T is better, come." And once within, poor Martin cast him down And prayed. While Carnac's countenance Set free a strange triumphant shade, that deep- ened As the silent, stricken mariner still Unremitting knelt ; his honest shoulders bent In immolation of his grief to God, A last bright ray of succor in despair. When Martin rose, upon his brow cold drops Stood like the scars of hard-won victory O'er the deep passions that upheaved his Inmost and all-centred self ; the struggle To uproot the past and bury it for aye, To find new strength, to seize the broken future With both hands, still to push on a blasted life. " I am resolved ! " at last he murmured out, 54 THREE VOWS. Like one who hath pronounced his own death sen- tence On himself, and waits 'tween earth and heaven For the blow. "Those fiercer comforts that as- suage A soul that hath not higher attributes, Become me not in this ; I am resolved." " Resolved to what ? " broke Carnac forth. " Do nothing, — dead men nothing do. But I will seek Venezia's port, Where sleeps a cloistered islet on the wave, And there, with altered spirit, will I dwell, And end my now dismembered days ; That Isabel may never know the Hector Could give up her dead, to walk like some Dread surplus on the face of the green earth, As swollen flotsam slowly finds the shore." " Well mastered ! " cried the lord. ' k Thou speak- est well, Right manfully. It is the very step I would commend, a wonhy plan THREE VOWS. 55 To dote upon. Thou shalt accoy thy mood To circumstance, that thou may'st find fresh life To wear away the tatters of the old. My heart sore bled at first, in breaking Thus to thee what fate alone was master of. But now, I see thee as a prayerful man ; Besides most resolute in heart, defiant Of those dread alternatives I could have Feared for thee. Thou couldst have gone stark Rabid in a craze to kill thyself, and seen To hook thine own self-murder round my neck, Because I deemed it fair to tell thee all. Then I am glad — this for thy sake — Thou dost not crave inabstinence ; To over-board thyself into some nobbier Of niminity ; to drown thyself, Yet let thy sorrow swim. This could not fool or Fuddle thy good head into oblivion ; The past would e'en dispute the bottle In thy hand, and make thee look with even more Dyspeptic eyes on thy abnormal lot. Still one word more ; Though young in years, I'm tutored $6 THREE VOWS. And grown old in gray experience By dint of many slips, that I seem full At times of importune advice ; yet mark, If this be thy determined will, most manly, Noble as it is, that Isabel, thy wife, Should still account thee dead, be prescient To depart, and screen thyself. Be off at once, Lest some in my old regiment should dream They 'd seen thy face before, and aught be hawked And fly abroad on our village air. Go, mask thy life, or be it on thy head ; Resile not from thy fixed intent. Adieu ! " "Farewell ! Grief wants no comment ere it err," Cried Martin, as he passed with his life burden Down the hill. While Carnac watched him moving O'er the drooping shoulders of the slope, until He'd vanished down a grassy fold. Then round About the fort there crept the double shade Of the soft breathing night, while northward O'er Madras shone a dull baleful light, like an THREE VOWS. 5.7 O'erhanging evil star, whose blunted rayons, Fanned by some unnatural breath, flashed darkly, Like Lord Carnac's raven eyes, as in wrapped Reverie he paced the sidelong parapet. On went Martin, ever on, with shadows Round him like the night, yet his eyes fixed Upon a steadfast point, — -a certain light, a pure White, sacred flame, that burnt upon him In the gloom, like a bright rift ascending Unto God. The pledge he 'd plighted In the dead years past came throbbing into life, Like some new goal that beaconed his approach To realms of peace. And e'er he 'd journeyed far He kissed the cross, and bore it with him, And eftsoons it chastened him. Though shadows played About him, ever played, as oft would glide The vision of the wedded pair, close bound, And seemingly rejoicing in their state. In few, at last, through many way-worn days, He reached San Lazzaro, the little " islet " 53 THREE VOWS. In Venezia's port. And there, to one old Startled monk, confided all his tale ; And how he would shut out dead years, And live anew a life without a past. " Thou shalt be novice here," said the good man, "Three years before thou take the final vows." And Martin thanked the old monk from his heart, And there abode between the shelt'ring walls Of the round isle, and changed his name, And donned the novice's long garb. And as time passed, he took a comfort In the services, and in the worship Of the holy Rood, which they all kissed And held close to each breast, and in the tending Of sweet flowers fed by a bright living font Between the cloisters 'neath a cloudless sky. And thus, in few, three years had almost noiseless Slipped from out the even walks of his new life, And the fore -reaching hand of time had swung About, and pointed to the day when Martin was to kneel and make his last THREE VOWS. 59 Cenobic vows before the open shrine. And he was being wrought with all meet Questionings, close closeted with a priest, When all along the gallery there stole The hiss subdued of whispers passed from Mouth to mouth. And Martin then was called, And stood before a man of sturdy mould, With face full open to the sun ; a stranger Who had prayed so long to see the "brother " He described, that knowing well 'twas Martin whom He sought, the elders let him in, for Martin Had not vowed his life-long vows. Thus spake the man : " I was Lord Carnac's steward, and with his Last faint breath he charged me seek you out, To bear this letter unto you." And Martin broke the seal and read : " Of all the men I have most wronged, thou, Martin, Art the one I've spared least in revenge. But curse me not, for I do bleed to death, 60 THREE VOWS. And cannot live to see the sun go down This day. I cannot fly the voices that Arise as if to cry me into hell ! And I would make my soul more meet for God. I lied to thee, but curse me not ! The thought came swiftly on me to despoil Thy life of Isabel, whom I once loved, As thou knowest well, in rested years. One day, 't was After all had mourned thy certain-seeming loss, I saw the doctor take her hand ; I, having marked him come upon the sands With wild, dejected look, had hid myself Behind an upright stone. Thy wife spoke not Till he 'd poured forth his tale, and then, astonished, As 't would seem, thus plainly answered him : " Though Martin now be passed from earth, I am no less his wife ; for his soul lives And waits for mine to be set free, and join Him there, when I have carried to the end This earthly cross that I have sworn to bear." Then Honore rose up as if his spirit THREE VOWS. 6 1 Had been crushed ; but blessed thy wife and went His way — while she remained and wept. And this is holy truth, as I am now A dying man. Oh, Martin, curse me not ! " But Martin read no more, all things before His eyes began to reel and sway, And seeing the good steward, who 'd brought the note, Close at his side, he said : " Come in my cell And read these lines to me ; my mind has turned ; T cannot understand to read myself." And both went in, and Martin lay as In a maze. While the kind steward read the short Paper o'er and o'er, till Martin's spirit Opened to the words, and full-awakened Joy crept in his soul. And he cried out Exultingly, and praised Almighty God. And the steward said his Master 'd fallen At Cabul, from wounds of the dread Sepoy's lance, In an upstart revolt. And died confessing All that e'er he did — so penitent 62 THREE VOWS. E'en to the dust — that holy men despaired not That he would be saved. Then came the good Old monk, to whom he had confided first His sad and wond'rous tale, and he, kind soul, Rejoiced at Martin's strange deliverance, But argued such blest news should not Be too abruptly broke to Isabel. Discretion should be duly marked, he claimed, Let, first of all, some trusty messenger Be found to go, before he, Martin came. And take a trinket, why, a buckle or A ring, and say : " This I have charged myself To bring. And if she question, ' Hath his body, Then, been found and taken from the sea ? ' To answer fair : ' No man hath seen him dead.' So play upon her till the light break in, As day doth gently overslip the night, "Without awaking suddenly. And Martin Well approved the plan ; but who should be The trusty messenger ? " Then," said the good monk, " I would venture thence, were I not racked with years." THREE VOWS. 63 But spake the steward : " Give me the trinket — I have sworn unto my dying lord, Who was by conscience sore accouped, To see this great thing done, these twain hearts: met." And Martin cried : " Yea, go ! " " Then I depar And go in haste, but thou, young master Voyage leisurely upon my cautious track, Curb thy hot spirit as I quicken mine. And when thou 'st journeyed joyous to the end, Then 'bide without the village, at some inn Where I shall come." At Villa Allenday, With the sweet smell of new-mown hay, Amid the piping of the merry birds, Sweet-throated throstles, fond of mistletoe, And all the feathered host of summer noon, Before an open lattice that o'er-hung A sweep of em'rald lawn, sat Isabel. And, like a sunbeam, little Isabel came To and fro, and brought fresh flowers for 64 THREE VOWS. A wreath her mother twined. But there was still Another in the room, abiding cautiously His time — the kindly steward. ' How can I thank You, sir, enough," said Isabel, " or half Repay you for these cherished gifts which you Have brought to me, his widowed wife — A thoughtful care ? " " By trusting that a greater Joy is yet in store for you, the sweetest I Could name," broached the good steward, so dry and hungry Was he to be on. " I comprehend you not," Quoth Isabel, " and I pray you, fair sir, To speak no more like this." " But I have come To you, kind madam, on this very point." "Then," quickly answered Isabel, with her Full gaze on him that spoke, " beware, lest I Misunderstand you not, or that you raise Strange hopes, and play on one who is already Crushed to earth." " All that I ask is that You be prepared," returned the steward. And seeing little Isabel, who had stood By to hear, her mother caught at her, THREE VOWS. 6$ And holding her close to her breast, she said, With trembling voice : " I know not what this Stranger would — I understand him not." But the child understood the man, and saw That he spoke true, and cried : "Why ! Papa That was dead has come to life again — Hurrah ! " And the glad child rushed out with A long ribbon tied unto a stick and cried : 11 My father that was dead is now alive ! My father 's come home ! " And seeing that the time Was come, the steward left Isabel. And Martin, Who had stood without, came in, and clasped In his strong arms his fainting wife, and kissed Her parted lips, till he could hear her whisper " Martin — Martin — " in his ear, as she lay Motionless, half stunned with sudden ectasy — And there they both remained, till little Isabel came up, and stood before Her father's wond'ring eyes — a bonny child — And Martin kissed, and questioned her, and seeing 66 THREE VOWS. In her hand a wreath : " And what is this Fair wreath, my child ? " he asked. And sorrow fully She made reply : " This is for the great cross Of Uncle Honore," as she was wont To call him, out of childish love, " who saved Dear mother's life, when, father, you were dead/' " 'T is for the cross of the new tomb, she means," Said Isabel, and wound her arms about Her husband's neck, and wept. SATAN OF THE SEA. Oft, from the past, there comes the music Of a northern tale, all rude and bold. That when i?iy sister led me by the hand, Through childhood's sunny fields, she told ; Nor sung to any but to me. 'Twas rude withal by blighted Norland's reefs, Where, from the salted platform of blue-flint acute, The hard, round turrets lift their unbent necks, Dark cankered with the stain of iron bolts And tires, eaten out by the uplifted brine, Dashed to the clouds by the shrill winds of time. As yet the rock, defiant, lifts its head, And shakes the tempest from its dripping mane, Still laves and thumps the sidelong sea The water gate, and souses o'er the walls ; But all within is dashed abroad by the avenging hand 67 68 SA TAN OF THE SEA. Of Providence' fair rule, that sudden strikes The staggering tyrant in his rouse all cold And blackened to his rugged bed, like some Scourged hound night-strangled by an avalanche. PART I. A-past long centuries dwelt Kane, dread viking, By the polac main, of beetling brow, Black-eyed, black-bearded, quick-handed with the mace, Of sinewy nerve, with neck and arms of steel, And thick with quivering brawn. A mighty foe- man Whose lawless zeal, to booty, fearless might Enhunger in the dreaded night ; When, from his stormy, wind-wrapped keep, He flings his flaming cressets to the moon, False signals, to beguile the southern bark, Till his grim visage glares upon the storm-worn crew, Condemned to die, or be the dungeon's spoil ; SATAN OF THE SEA. 69 While dredges out and drags, the vassal pack, The heavy curling wave, for pelf, Along the torn and broken wreck ; And from the four blind walls, all dark within, Anon, doth rise the maiden's long shrill scream, Too oft extinguished ere the dawn, caught by The winds, and carried to the stars on high. But this was his night sport ; by day he held His court and sat, in all baronial pomp, Within his broad-arch'd hall ; where he might greet The embassies of potent lords, Dispense rude justice 'twixt vassal and to serf, And bind all to his stern decree. And on His right, sits Julian, slight, with golden hair, Not like his sire he, but, like his mother, fair. And on his left sate Helge, baron's younger son, But, like his father : see the cruel mouth, The untamed eye, the frowning brow withal. Now Kane loved Helge well, as the rude bear May love the whelp, that never crossed his path That bated down .to every wish, and was /O SATAN OF THE SEA. His awful counterpart ; that in the fight A comrade stood, a partner in the spoil. But Julian he loved not — his mother's dream, On whose blue eyes she fed her fondest hopes. Though now 't was long she 'd sought repose from all Despair and tears, fair lady Iugebarg, Once loved, revered by all but her harsh lord, The castle's angel light, the captive's hope, The tyrant's dread, but she, alas ! was dead. Sir Julian scarce remembered her, nor all Her goodly fruits, but, from mere fealty Of blood, within his father's walls, He bore his mother's cross ; oh, weary, weary Is the day, and hopeless is the night ; He 'd never heard the Saviour's name, nor seen The Spirit's light that shone upon the way. He sought the priest of Odin's star-built fane ; The tempest screamed along the sea, now cracked SATAN OF THE SEA, 7 1 The frozen hills above ; still to the priest With silver beard, with cowl and flint-hewn knife, In full heart's-hope he rides. Night after night By Balder's altar, burning red, he cries And conjures up the dull awakening past, The sleepless voices of his mournful thought : " Had but my brother lived ! " The old man's eye, So bright and cold, on runic cyphers dwells, Anon, on Julian's face it gleams, and now Stands fixed in thought. " Oh, would my beardless Brother breathed, who slew, with empty hand, The blue-toothed bear beneath the linden tree." Then sudden rose the hoary priest, his beard All streaming wild, and sought the outward night. Long gazed he on the East, but turning to The West, he marked the Nor god's light between : "Valhalla feasts without her guests, I ween ; Then learn thy brother lives, but banished, like A guilty thing, to India's torrid banks, Whose burning waters beam like burnished brass, J 2 SATAN OF THE SEA. By all a fitful sire's hate outcast, And with a scornful name, then branded, ' Satan of the Sea.' And there, he bears Dark Buddha's cross, all red athwart his brow ; And sits with savages at meat, No more to quaff the frothing nut-brown mead, Nor see the fair-haired Norland-maid's soft cheek Reflect the polar flame. As to The fatherland he cried ' Farewell,' he wept Upon my breast. ' Farewell, farewell for aye ! ' He sobbed, and pouring out his agony Against my heart, I felt his spirit break. 1 marked his look was changed, and there remained What scarce might seem a semblance Of his better mind." Then slowly sank Sir Julian on his bended knee, and wept. The old man turned within. The light upon The altar flared and died. A-down rushed all The unpent winds from the eternal snows. That smote the groaning shore amain, SA TAN OF THE SEA, 73 And slowly broke the roar from crumbling peaks, And hissed the giant ice bolt in the brine, Above the thunders of the rising sea. " Away to horse ! my brother shall be free ! Not venger of the blood I '11 be, but of Unnatural hate, a parent's craven love, That like the soulless savage beast Would strip and tear its nursling young." Rode Julian true, until, above the keen And slippery flint, there loomed on high The salt-burned bastions of the dreaded lord Against the outspread panoply of dawn. u What ! " cried the rugged Kane, as heaved His hirsute breast, " I did not tell thee He was dead ; " then knit his angry brow ; " Go with thy fancied dreams and shame no more My house. Out of my sight with thy Dead mother's face." Then, with great strides He crossed the hall, and kicked the dog that lay Athwart the porch ; then with another oath, 74 SA TAN OF THE SEA. He brake his ribs, because the poor brute groaned, And shattered half the door. Now Julian Turned him to the fair-haired serfs, that Nestled to the wall. " And have ye seen My brother of the sea ? " But all were mute With fright, and some e'en sought to fly. Then by the light of shimmering night, That dots the snow hills round and white, He sought once more the temple's shrine. The old man, there, was bowed in prayer. Great Balder's fire burnt no more ; The flame had died on the cold runic stone. " Oh, Odin, Frey, and mighty Thor ! " The old man cried, "have mercy on us now ; The light hath flown from out the fane, Portending danger to the North, Foreboding griefs as yet unknown, 'T would seem the Gods the thane rebuke ; That dread displeasure broods upon his walls, As ravens croak distress, and points adown To India in the sultry seas." SATAN OF THE SEA. 75 Perfidious night, propitiously had smiled ; Both live and dead, the booty strew The castle's deep-resounding court. And now there rose a great, coarse laugh As from some dread abyss, as if To mock the chaste and red'ning dawn, That coyly peeped above the airy keep. The thane, with Helge, cast the golden die For vantage in the gain ; a Dutch galleon T had been, deep freighted to her curving keel, With Eastern hordes, between her polished sides Thick packed, that had been raped and racked When the pale, watchful moon had sudden slipt Behind a dark, conspiring cloud. " Come, come, a truce to niggard luck " Quoth Kane, and quaffed his mead-horn dry, " Thou, Helg£, hast the pearls, and those Three half-crazed girls far better bare-foot bait For hounds along the Yule-tide snow, Than meet for else, I trow ; And I 7 6 SA TAN OF THE SEA. Will store these glossy staves of silk With that dun Cyprus wine, with foam of rose, With this score bars of gold, and what May now befall the wreckers on the wall Of what remains unshipped. What say'st thou, son ? Art thou content ? If so, 't is well." But now The bugle brays along the inner hall, The baron dons his cap of state, and all Are ranged within, and Julian sits Upon the right, and Helge on the left. Then, from the midst, an old man stands, Half-bent upon his staff ; his loins are girt ; His beard is swathed, like snow, upon his breast ; His cold, bright eye, now marks the thane ; And soft with accents calm, and cowl thrown back, Before the throng he holds his sage discourse : " Long live the thane ! Peace to thee, Kane ! — Amen. The priest am I of Odin's fane and SATAN OF THE SEA. 77 Balder's sacred grove, now from whose altarpiece The ghostly fire's fled — caught up to The eternal skies, from whence it dropped To thankless earth, ere the first Norland Jarl Had stripped and slain his earliest foe. Thou had'st a son, once cherished by the gods." Then through the knights a murmur spread, In tree-top fancy, like Boreas In the beeches, when the heavy season comes. And the thane, he held him quiet, As, in troubled thought, he pondered, And prepared to make reply. But the old man still was glaring, With his eyes so deadly cold. Now the hall is hushed to silence, For the thane would make reply : " Now, old man, take caution, As the best that I can give." Then sounds the trumpet's shrill alarm ; All eyes were on the door ; 7% SA TAN OF THE SEA. A messenger, steel-clad, then clattered in, And glittered in the foremost rank. " Who comes with such unequal strides To face the dread viking ? " " Four hundred Northmen lance Would parley with the thane." " What, ho ! Stand close with partisan and mace. Who are ye then that dare To break upon me thus ? " " The vassels of the great, high Jarl, Who knows the Norland's woe ; The fire 's out within the sacred grove." Then bowed the thrane full low : " Be honored to My court, I knew not who ye were ; Pray, enter ye, the foremost of the file, And quaff with me the goodly mead ; Then sit awhile at meat with all SATAM OF THE SEA. J 9 My knights so bold, and with them in the cup A second Jule-rouse hold." Then turning to a secret scribe : " Write letters to the south — Now claim the gods My son, that 's cast abroad by India's reefs." Then 'tween his teeth he murmured low : " All in the dark, send thence a bark, With such a trusty crew, that he shall find Some passing wave his head-stone and his grave, This Satan of the Sea ! " PART II. The halberdiers, wrapped in their shaggy bea skins, Kept watch o'er the towers of Kane, As the flag on the keep unbent its dark fold ; While the sun on the wave-top all glittered with gold ; And the guests of the thane sat merry within. Beside each knight's chair, a maiden, full fair, Stood smiling, to wait his beckon and will ; 8o SA TAN OF THE SEA. Like soft-moving stars, half hid by the cloud Of mirror-like breastplates and pluming-bright helms. The wild boar was hung with garlands all gay, And smelt the fresh dye of sweet rosemary From a platter of silver, that shone like the moon O'er the fields of white snow, and the Mead-horns now flowed with red Rhenish wine ; They drank to Lord Kane, he drank to the Jarl ; When the skalds had each sung a ballad Both bloody and long, and applause had been Given with the sword on the shield, Then rose the dark thane, with a look in his eye That, to those who knew best, portended no weal : " Some jousts, or sword-play we haply might see, Child-sport, to span the season ere night ; There sits my son o' the flaxen hair, At two-handed sword there is none so fair, I swear, and pledge him in this cup." The high Jarl's ancient knights, with faces scarred Like runic stones, and brows deep furrowed in SATAN OF THE SEA. 8 I Long wars, all slowly turned their necks of steel, And marked the youth, of whom the thane thus boasts. There sat fair Julian, and his curls Around his shoulders mantled like a girl's ; And on his arm his falcon perched, Shared half his loving master's plate ; Then glancing up to meet so many eyes, The crimson rose and fell, like fire on the snow. One ruddy knight then curled the lip in scorn, And others, worn with riper years, half turned And laughed, or caught a neighbor's eye With furtive look, half clothed in mockery. But some there were, who know his strong arm well, Who nod their plumes, and murmur him applause. Quick flies the flame to Julian's brow, Nor fades it now again ; up leaps he, like A blood-roused bear pricked to the quick by thorns, And shakes the angry falcon from his arm, That, screeching, rushes 'midst the taunting throng ; 82 SATAN OF THE SEA. Then quick unsheathed, he slashes down His willing sword upon the loaded board With such a might and furious din, That all the pent-up echoes ring From the high eaves and arches of the place. " How now ! How now ! " quoth one young knight, "I'll mate thee, with the two-edged sword ; Come, then, let 's to the sally-port without, And there, on solid ground, we'll have a bout, There measure prowess, man to man, And split a bonnet, he who can." The battlements were thronged, the dungeon tower, And all the airy keep. The spearmen on The sidelong hill, opposed, leaned on their shields Of shaggy hides, and silent gazed below, As on the plain between, the dauntless two Stood forth alone, and clutched their eager swords, Like two young eaglets, newly matched. Both fiercely glared, and slowly crept around, Uncertain where at first to plant a blow. SATAN OF THE SEA. 83 " Strike now, thou laggard, strike," quoth Julian To the knight, " I 've else to do than wait on thee ; Thou it was that challenged me." Then lunged the knight And followed up amain a double slash, That Julian flung aside, retorting with A sweeping cut, but missed ; then both drew off And stooped aside, while with quick panting breath They watched, and played, like lovers, with their eyes. Till now the knight comes on again, But Julian smites him 'twixt the necklace and The shoulder-piece, then turns him on his face. A-down the headlong slope, with brandishments And yells, came all the host, each like Th' avenger of a brother's blood let loose. Sir Julian, with a glance of scorn, Caught up the strange knight's fallen sword, Walked slowly to the barbican, and clapped His harnessed shoulders to the wall, and waite 1 84 SATAN OF THE SEA. Patiently, with, in each hand, a steel-blue sword, Till all the swarm had gathered howling round. " Get ye to bed, ye low-bred churls," he cried ; " Was not the sword-play fair and meet to see ? " Then, with a proud intrepid look, He sought each cow'ring eye, that leered away And dare'st not meet his gaze. Then some behind Cried : " On, and pin him to the wall ! " But those before said " Hold ! " But suddenly The sally-port flew open wide, like some Huge monster's jaw, and Julian darted through. As, when a mighty hunter turns aside, The savage wolf quick leaps upon his back, So, with a greedy cry, all rushed to follow On his track, pressed by the mass without. Down dropped the cullis with its crunching teeth Resounding with a hollow, death-like ring, With tons of scalding brine ; and for a space, Like worms, the burnt ones turn and squeak, All interlaced in knotted agony, — And no more sought to enter in. SATAN OF THE SEA. 85 Then vowed the northern knights, returning o'er The snows, to be revenged, ere thaw should touch Their hearts, ice-burnt, at such dishonoring deeds. Against the thane they 'd wield a force amain ; Bring all their yelping vassals at their heels ; Exterminate the race ■ and hoist The hateful towers at one crack ; scoop out The four dark walls ; and leave the empty shell To be the shrill derision of the winds. Now on the last Jarl's lance declining o'er The wrinkled necks, that joined the rigid Ghostly hills — all gaunt and desolate- — Toward the abyss of the upstarting night, Is seen the last chill quiver, red and white, In the cold ripples of the polar light. And from the keep the baron laughed a long Intemp'rate laugh, and turned below. Sir Julian laughed — not he ; but sought t' escape The servile courtesy and praise with which His eager vassals heralded his deeds, 86 SA TAN OF THE SEA. And made the goblets in the guard-room ring. He hung the dead knight's sword upon A linden tree, and left it there, to nod And curtsey to the breeze, to be forgot. And now, Sir Julian walked apart ; He seemed his own strict confidant in all ; Nor paired with any that approached ; Like the lone eagle, his sad soul Deserted all for boundless solitude ; By rock and crumbling cliff he wandered o'er The creaking sands, along the frozen shore ; And oft would stop some startled mariner To ask : " If t' were a southern wind that blew ? ' Old Time rolled on, borne on the season's wheel, But marked his furrows on Sir Julian's brow. The red sun, bent beneath the wintry sky, Pauses, and leaps from crag to peak, Along the phantom margin of the earth ; T' is neither night nor day, but some Half compromise doth pair and join the two. At last, 't was noised the rumor ; that SATAN OF THE SEA. &7 An Indiaman's white sail was seen afar, Like some suspended flake of snow, upon The southern limits of the open sea, Whose broad unnatural calm portended ill. Then rode the messengers abroad to every Neighboring thane and noble by the shore ; Lord Kane would hold a full levee, A banquet in his spacious halls, To welcome his returning son ; And prayed all hasten to his walls, Before the brewing storm break forth, And make inclement the highways. The red sun passed beneath the snow ; Soft darkness fell upon the keep ; Sir Julian marked the sail no more, And through him ran a thrill, which was Not that of glad, expectant joy, But like a quiver, cold and chill, That uninterpreted stole to his heart. And filled his breast with sadness and with awe. 88 SA TAN OF THE SEA. Anon, the warm south breeze in tiny whirlwinds Played below, but soon the billows whitened In the night, and cast their heads Against the stones, yet timidly at first. The lights were set upon the parapet, That hung embattled o'er the wave. ' T will be a troubled night," quoth one rough guard ; ''No living soul may land upon the rocks." " Are all the guests within ? " then asked his mate. " Ay ! marry ; all that enter by The water gate, the great state entrance to The banquet hall ; for them that come by land, Ask him upon the barbican ; — Look down, dost thou not mark the sea is changed ? " Within, there burnt a hundred lamps, Like stars, upon the tall refulgent walls ; And on the marble space beneath Was dressed the long baronial board ; SA TAN OF THE SEA. 89 While in an arbor knit of boughs Prepared by serfs, musicians sat And waited, with their instruments in hand. The guests were scattered o'er the hall, And walked in pairs, the soft white hand Upon the iron sleeve, the jeweled breast Reflected in the harnessed steel, Like glowing snow in northern twilight bathed. It was a beauteous sight ; the noble lords, Like waving oaks, their proud crests bent Among the clinging, rustling vines, to catch The rapturous murmur of the upturned leaves. Against a polished column Julian stood apart, And though his eyes were set upon the throng, He marked them not in his abstracted gaze ; He only heard the moaning wind without, Complaining to the wave that beat and wrenched The creaking hinges of th' assaulted gates. The night crept on with soft, mysterious steps. And now at banquet sat the guests, Beneath the broad and blazing hoops of light. 90 SATAN OF THE SEA. " My son shall come anon," quoth Kane ; " And be persuaded, he doth only bide The temper of this fitful wind, ere he, By this protraction, make us doubly glad." Then came a pause, and from without A brine-bolt struck the seaward doors amain, And sank receding with a moan. Some knights grew grave amd slow to speak, And fair dames smiled with cheek all pale, But, doubtless, 'twas the lamps, that sank And seemed to whiten with the gale. Now all was cleared for less substantial fare ; The wine was hurried in, and goblets filled, And some o'erflowed, and dripped upon the stones ; While many drank before a toast was passed. " Not such a night before hath racked this shore," Quoth one scarred ancient knight, as from The casement sprung the spray, and dashed them o'er ; And all above, the thunder pealed amain ; The great gate shook and bent its massive bolts ; SATAN OF THE SEA. 9 1 While unbeknown, from off the giddy keep, The sentry had been blown, but none had heard The hollow thump that jarred the court below. " Bring forth the Spanish dancers, ho ! Strike up the maddest, loudest strain ! We '11 be as merry as the gale," quoth Kane. Out nimbly stepped three black-eyed girls across The marble flags, before the dreaded arch ; And poised, with timbrels raised above their heads. A silence fell within, without ; A rushing sound, and then a double crash, And fell the timbrels with a hollow ring, As, noiselessly, the great doors swung within, Like two black magic wings, all loose and free, That noiseless bend at some dread spirit's call ; The guests had started to their feet, And scattered far and near. 'Twas now observed, Before the two great doors that dripped with brine, g2 SA TAN OF THE SEA. A muffled stranger bare-head stood ; He seemed to gaze around, and, as he turned, The wind caught up his sable locks, that hung Upon his swarthy brow, displaying there, Like sword-cuts met athwart, a faint red cross ; And, as he stood, the clamoring gale died down, The waves grew more appeased, till all Was hushed, by silence, to repose. " My son ! " quoth Kane, " My brother ! " Julian cried. None marked the faint, unhallowed haze That hung about his half uncertain form ; Yet stared the dark thane, with a thumping heart Against his ribs : " From whence dost thou appear ?" The figure moved, and pointed to the sea ; And seeing how astonished gazed the guests, The baron strode across the hall, and with A show of ostentatious love, SA TAN OF THE SEA. 93 Embraced his stranger son returned, Yet marvelled not his garments were not wet ; And, bowing to the ladies, and the lords Who now applauded loud and long, he led His new guest to the banquet spread, and sat Him at his right, beneath a candelabrum, Whose silver brnnches rose, and spread above The sparkling wine, like fire in the air, That gilds the cup and lights the maiden's breast. '* Now welcome thrice, my son, I drink to thee, Be not abashed, gaze on thy father's face, Or is it all these searching damsels' eyes, Clear as the deep-blue ice, soft as the snow, Whose novel northern beauty dazzles thee, And strains thine unaccustomed southern sight ? Or art thou wearied out by battling with The rude storm-ridden wave ? Behold, If thou wilt be refreshed, there's not a lord Or knight that would not drink with thee." Now, speechless, slowly turned the stranger's head, Erect — full-faced on him that spoke — 94 SA TAN OF THE SEA. " It has no eyes ! Stand by !— It is a corpse ! " And with fixed, glassy glare and upright hair, The thane arose, but staggered blindly back Against the massive candelabrum That stood behind and 'lumined all ; It reeled a moment, and then fell All burning, like a crashing meteor ; Then darkness breathed around ; The oil ran, and dripped o'er in bright flame ; The very wine within the beakers blazed ; The baron stood and moaned, the silver shaft Had snapped his thigh ; the wild dames rushed and ran Half frantic through an open arch, that led But few cared where, if 't were but from the flame ; While stood the knights aghast. The fire ' Bout their iron shoes they heeded not ; It was the sudden tocsin of the keep That trembled through the burning air Half smothered, yet distinctly there. Each looked SATAN OF THE SEA. 95 Upon the other's face, then cried : " To arms ! " And rushed to gain his post without ; all heard The clash of steel, the cry of " Jarl, Jarl ! " The coming on of men, the crash, The brief repulse, the cursing of the maimed. The cullis had been blocked, 't was wedged Immovable between the outer walls ; The enemy stole up the low and creeping Passages, surprising each, o'erwhelming all ; Though some withstood, with an astonished look, Yet were cut down at last ; the rest, All hacked and worn, were driven To the wall, where bleeding Kane still fought Upon one knee, while Julian stood aside To ward the blows dealt at his sire's head. But Helge 'd been despatched in some Dark gallery, that he had headlong sought To save himself when seeing all was lost. And still down closer to the wall They forced the desperate pair, who now Were left the last, yet stoutest of 96 SA TAN OF THE SEA. Their ancient race. At last Sir Julian reeled, Felled by a cruel mortal blow ; Then some rushed on, and, fiercely jesting, pricked Mad Kane with halberds, till he died ; While Julian, turning to his victors, cried : " If ye would grant a dying man his boon, Then lay me in the sand before the sea, That moans complaining to the shore, Where sleeps my brother evermore." MINOR POEMS TRUE POETRY. True poetry is not of earth, ' T is more of Heaven by its birth : A mingled feeling keeps us tied Fast down to earth where we abide ; Close to the precipice of time We eager creep with ventured rhyme, There stunned and staggered to behold The wonders of great truths untold, And fearful lest we lose our hold, Or mute — dumb-founded at the sight — The Muse recedes, or checks her flight. Truth— truth ! 't is all a poet's cry ; But earth comes in to give the lie ; E'en man's best nature is impure, And cannot too much light endure ; We 're happy still, content at least 99 I CO TR UE FOE TR Y. With what crumbs fall from nature's feast ; 'T is like a glass, — truth but reflects, Though darkly, through our intellects Clouded by care, or scarce aware What great things God would picture there. "AT THE TOMB OF GENEVIEVE." The midnight air creeps through the streets, There 's not a step, there 's not a sound, For Solitude staid Silence greets ; Still noiseless spirits move unbound, And walk as they had done of yore ; As vapors gathered on the shore, The passing winds their bosoms heave, Then kiss the tomb of Genevieve, Saint Genevieve. Now kneel I by the altar stone, 'And breathe a prayer, yet not alone, For one beloved, now thither flown, Flesh of my flesh, bone of my bone ; Yes — but a saint — could this atone For me, for one perchance so prone ? 1 02 A T THE TOMB OF GENE VIE VE. The evil time that lacks reprieve — And she so like to Genevieve, Saint Genevieve. Are not all men beloved the same, When, at the end, there comes the call, And all are purged from sin and shame, Before the Lord, the God of all ? Then answer, phantoms, bending low, For ye have learned ; tell what ye know Before the dawn, when ye must leave These cold gray stones of Genevieve, Saint Genevieve. I tremble now, I know not why ; A still white hand is on me laid, The arches reel, the shadows fly, " Boy, it is I, be not afraid." And it was she in brightness clad ; I looked again, and 1 was glad I was at peace, I ceased to grieve, And blessed this tomb of Genevieve, Saint Genevieve. AT THE TOMB OF GENEVIEVE. 103 Then mourn not o'er a fleeting breath, The last long gasp, the silent bed, Or all the ministers of death — The ever-living are the dead ! For lo ! she spoke to me a while, And kissed me soft, and seemed to smile, And bade me never more to grieve, For she now walked with Genevieve, Saint Genevieve. No longer mine, yet e'en more dear, More near, forever me to bless, No more imprisoned in her bier, Her winter and her summer dress. The flowers nestling on her tomb Must fade some day, and lose their bloom ; But she, ah, no ! I do believe, Can never fade, this Genevieve, Saint Genevieve, ARTEMIS. The goddess lights my sail ; And all the crested billows, spreading wide, Her face reflect, as pale As sunken Death's upon the swollen tide That lifts above the mast. While the huge black eddies of the frenzied sea. Enraged, rush roaring past The side, as the dripping cup is thrust to me : — " Here's to Diana, one and all, Whose unslaked thirst now rocks the deepest flood ; Whose eyes, when cites fall And rapine is abroad, are shot with blood ! " Ah ! in the storm thou'rt feared ; The shattered ships proclaim thy awful spell : 104 ARTEMIS. 105 Though thy disk is wan and weird, Thou hast the power to make the sea a hell ! But from the strand thou 'rt chill, Forbidding, as a virgin's eye unwooed By mortal touch : yet still Thou 'rt fair, though passion in thee finds no food, Save when thy silver beams In sleeping arbors play the lovers' amulet, And time those wakeful dreams That, having tasted once, we ne'er forget. A favor, then, pale moon ! As now thou seek'st to shun the morning light, Grant me this parting boon, — To drink thy health before we say " Good- night ! " Then in the silent air, Shining o'er me alike as o'er my grave, " Here 's to thy silver hair ! " I drink, and cast the goblet in the wave. FIRST LOVE. Oh ! I love thee for thy beauty ; Oh ! I love thee for thy duty, Paid to him who comes to claim thee ; For this heart can never blame thee, Though it loves, it loves, it loves thee ; Though it loves, it loves, it loves thee. Though I woo in awkward fashion, Though thou canst not feel my passion, Though thou sadly dost neglect me, Though full soon thou wilt forget me, Still I love, I love, I love thee ; Still I love, I love, I love thee. Still the wild bees, still, are humming ; But the winter's frost is coming, And the hope that lies within me Faints and fades and dies within me ; For I love, I love, I love thee ; Oh ! I love, I love, I love thee ! 106 MY MOUNTAIN MAID. PART I. The god-like mountains press the vale, and curve 'Twixt man and all the welkin's fainter blue ; Here tender streamlets part the beetling rocks, Like angel spirits from the upper snows. And here below, where plays a tiny mill, Across the vale, half swallowed up in green, Here dwelt my mountain maid — Sweet child of nature, like the lilies pale That swing and bow their heads, when The wet paddles chop the stream, and shake The upper mill-boards with a measured tread. Toil, toil, the sluggish wheel goes round To the bright-eyed maiden's song, And the birds in the trees sit hid in the leaves To list to her roundelay. 107 108 MY MOUNTAIN MAID. Why call her mountain maid, Since she dwells in the vale, In far less purer air than breathes The silent uplands now bereft Of her sweet face and holy songs, Wherewith from God she blest The dark entangled passes, far and wide, Cheering the startled stranger and his guide ? But now no more is she the pupil Of the giant spirit crowning the chaste snows , No more the playmate of the edelweiss and rose That hang upon the fringes of the depths ; But wooed to earth, from the e'erlasting peaks, To drink her earnest nature's fondest hopes Out of a cup of mortal love. 'Tis strange — aye passing strange — yet true, She loved the miller who wooed her To be the sunshine of his tedious toil ; He, of a coarser nature than was hers, Seemed worked upon by her diviner self ; MY MO UN TA IX MAID. IO9 She was the soul and he the body Of this most unequalled yoke ; Oft bowing to the vision, yet standing Half rebelled from what seemed hid from him, Because such power was not his Of soul, and shamed him to himself. He longed at last to be set free, For this had poisoned all, and love, As in more treach'rous beasts, the chance Of time had well-nigh turned to hate. Toil, toil, the sluggish wheel goes round To the bright-eyed maiden's song, And the birds in the trees sit hid in the leaves To list to her roundelay. PART 11. But the mountains threatened soon ; And the eagle swept down from his nest on high, Flew wild from the alpine wall, And compassed the valley, and screamed IIO MY MO UNTAIN MAID. O'er the mill : — " My Masters claim their own !" The clouds on the peaks were rent in twain, And many a glacier moved and groaned, The avalanche fell to the spurs below, And the battlements shook with thunder and hail, For lightnings had gathered to fall on the vale; And the mill it stood still, No water would flow. Then the woman rushed out, all stricken and pale, And cried: " I will come to my post On the hills, and dwell on your breasts By the life-giving rills, and care For the eaglets that cannot yet fly, And sleep in the hut the winds Have prepared ; but let not — O let not my husband then die !" The hills were appeased, The mountain was still, The streamlet flowed on and startled the mill, The cliff bared his brow and smiled on the plain, MY MOUNTAIN MAID. I I I The chamois returned to his mate on the rock, And the shepherd passed on with his comforted flock; For the wife of the miller was singing again. She sang to the valley, as she gazed oft below, Not marking the jealous eyes out of the snow, Nor the monster-mountain murmuring low ; She only heard the old kirk bell. The dear old bell she loved so well ; There was the mill, she saw the light, Her children were there, and it was night ! Her tears fell fast, she turned again, She toiled up the slope, nor paused she more Till all of earth seemed lost below, And round her lay the chaplet white, The zone flung round in heaven's height The cloud-like snow the winds do blow ; And at the zenith stood a star That fuller grew — a wondrous star — As if the night was pierced afar, And angel light was shining through. 112 MY MO UN TA IN MA ID. Then 'mid a stillness as at dawn Some voices said : " Two masters none can serve, The crown is thine, the diadem." She looked to the star, and saw it a gate That opened in to wonder and light, With angels coming robed in white ; And kneeling there, and bending low, She fell asleep in the arms of the snow, As died the sound of the old kirk bell, And vanished the mountain and all below. WHERE KATE WAS LOST. From where you stand, can you not see up there Above the rocks, where the bright snow seems tossed 'Neath that white cone, the smaller of the pair, That stands this way, apart ? There Kate was lost. The snow 's too deep to search, the guides all say ; There was a storm up there a week ago ; We had gone up to try and break a way, But had to leave when it began to blow. It 's long and dreary waiting on for Spring, The thaw is backward and the season's late, To gaze up there and not do any thing, For days and days compelled to sit and wait. 113 1 14 WHERE KA TE WAS LOST. I often take my glass and think I see A something cloud-like waving to and fro, A something vague, — but it can only be The wind that sweeps away the loosened snow. When the barometer is high, I climb To watch the glacier as it creeps around, Draining the upper snows — they say, in time, That in the ice below she will be found. If Spring should never come, I like to think That " Kate is coming nearer, day by day ;" They said this that my spirits might not sink, Kind people that I 'd met upon the way. If Spring comes soon, they say I must not go, It 's only lately that they 've talked like this ; Yet from my bedroom I can see the snow, And that's a pleasure that I would not miss. WHERE KA TE WAS LOST. 1 1 5 The leaves are out, and yet they make me wait ; When the time comes, I know I shall be strong. I asked to-day how soon I should see Kate ; The doctor said that now 't would not be long. LINES ON LEAVING AMERICA. With patience I 've waited the day For the cloud of my sadness to lift. The sun-god to show me his ray, Or the sail of distemper to shift. But the future doth ever belie What the present would tempt us pursue, And the hopes that I cherish so high To-morrow may vanish like dew. Though firm be the rock of the past, Still rude are the bulwarks of time, And steep as the canvased mast Now seemeth the hill that I climb. The heavens can never decay, The shores of the sea cannot rust, But man who aspires in clay Must dwindle and crumble to dust. 116 LINES ON LEAVING AMERICA. WJ The hour hath come to depart, And a chill is over the sea, A winter hath stricken my heart, And a tear hath froze in mine e'e. The landsman is pricking his light, The sailor is furling his sail, As westward advances the night, And slowly increases the gale. The shadows creep over the sand, And dim is the echoed salute ; The ocean now blends with the strand ; The breakers are distant and mute. Now darker and deeper the wave, And fainter, still fainter the shore — " America ! land of the brave ! Farewell ! I can see thee no more. " So vanish — save memory dear, Ye billows in sorrow may moan ! " For my lesson through many a year Has been that I 'm best when alone ; 1 1 8 LINES ON LEA VING AMERICA. And roaming I may be so long, That returning at last to this shore, No one will remember my song, And my country shall know me no more ! Pacquebot St. Laurent. February 24, 1872. "TAKE A HANSOM. 1 A ROUGH SKETCH. London. Where dwell the under clouds, Where the barred sun, spasmodically repress'd, Would break his yellow bonds of smoke and fog. Take a hansom, with a flying cob, Bob-bob, hob-nob, and bob. ''' Four-wheeler " sure to be unsound, And slower than "bus " or " underground.'* London. Where the green-wood park Shoots up its iron railings and its trees, To laugh at brick and dingy granite. Take a hansom, with a flying cob, Bob-bob, hob-nob, and bob. Tell him to skirt the park around, Where quiet blends with restless sound. 119 120 TAKE A HANSOM. Quiet, as should be the soul, While busy, earnest-seeking life Fast journeys to the light of lasting day. Take a hansom, with a flying cob, Bob-bob, hob-nob, and bob. Drive to the Abbey, where sleeps the saint, The actress here hath doffed her paint. London, of restless life incarnate, For multitude compact, but one might seem, One vast arch-monster, murmuring through the night. Take a hansom, with a flying cob, Bob-bob, hob-nob, and bob. A hurried glance, a fleeting face, All flashing past in peopled space. London, pressing on the mind absorbed, Like some dull sense of worn-out days returned, In day-dream and by night, 't is endless, 't is sub- lime. TAKE A HANSOM. 121 Take a hansom, with a flying cob, Bob-bob, hob-nob. and bob. A sixpence extra on the job, Bob-bob, hob-nob, and bob. " NOT YET SIXTEEN." A LETTER. " Dear Husband Fred : Come to your little wife ; I ought to love you, and I do — I did not mean to worry you ; I won't toss ball with Mary any more. I quite agree with all you say : 1 A married girl should never play.' " And Fred, I won't regret that I 've left school ; But only I do feel so old, And all the girls say I 'm so cold And stiff, because I wear a cap and train. But married ladies must dress so, As they 're quite old enough to know. " The house seems — oh ! so big and still, dear Fred, When you are gone. And when nurse too 122 NOT YET SIXTEEN. 1 23 Is cross, I don't know what to do ! I can't skip rope ; it makes the servants laugh — I heard them whisper on the green : ' Poor Mis'ess ! She 's not yet sixteen.' " I'll let them see I know what I 'm about ; I 've made a nest up in a tree, Where there 's just room for you and me ; And when those children come, I '11 say I 'm out, I '11 show them what is married life ! Won't that be right ? "Your little wife." A FRAGMENT. My fragile bark Was tossing on the waters blue, When on a sudden all the shore Was veiled from view, And heaven's hollow arch Was filled with flying mists, That trailed their smoky wings Upon the cold dark waves ; A dreadful pall swept o'er The heaving bosom of the main ; In huge round drops Great heaven's ointment fell Upon the swaying deck, While black, portentous thunder-clouds Commenced their omnious cannonade. My spirit failed me and I sang : Whatever this may be, 'T is e'en for the best ; 124 A FRAGMENT. 125 Though a shudder comes o'er me, My soul is at rest. In the church-yard, alone, My child is now sleeping ; While the billows do moan, And the heavens are weeping. Since men have forbidden — My darling, 't is better for thee, That the grave hath all hidden, And thy father should flee ; Yet thy spirit is near, On the wings of the gale — Yes, darling, thou 'rt here, By my storm-beaten sail. I hear thy voice calling ; 'T is sweetly the same, O'er the tempest appalling, That's calling my name. 126 A FRAGMENT. In fondness I follow, Though swift be thy flight, In the silence of sorrow And the darkness of night ! But with a sudden jar, I 'woke from out my rhap- sody ; A shock, as if a pack of wild dragoons Had all at once assailed Our frail defenceless garrison. Then came a long distressing shriek, That struck a chord of terror in my breast ; And then a deadly calm upon the elements, Wherein I heard a song of prayer That seemed a fervid orison Unto some mighty god ; While by a dazzling flash That blindly crossed the firmament, I saw a struggling man Afar, upon the buoyant crest Of a receding wave. A human groan escaped my lips, A FRAGMENT. \2J And with a wild and troubled eye, I gazed about the trembling bark : What means this stalwart seaman On his bended knees, With hands in meek contrition clasped, That scarce an hour since Had mocked fair fortune to the face, And called on niggard luck To grant the bark a safe and speedy course. How tyrant conscience doth abuse The broad advantage of his fears, — A few more minutes in the lease of life, Ere we are made poor outcasts Of this mortal state. Death is a hard philosopher, That scorns all argument. And The hour hath come when penitence, With trumpet voice, cries out upon my soul. I pray to that Almighty Being, The only lasting thing On earth, to our seeing It is permitted us to know, 128 A FRAGMENT. The King of kings anointed : Have mercy at this hour, When the spirit of my faulty course Has fallen from his tower, Wherein he held his fort — sophistic force. I' ve never seen the monster Death — Some say he hath soft azure in his eye, And some, sweet perfume in his breath ; I know not if this be — then let me die ! My mind is clouded and my sight is veiled, Yet still, methinks, my prayer was heard ; For on the distant crest of an advancing wave, Against a curtain of white spray, Sits silent Death in all his majesty. In his left hand he holds an hour-glass, And in his right the fatal scythe, Whose polished blade doth gleam Like some false beacon at each flash Oi the electric train. Now, like the victim of a serpent king, I stand, as if enchanted — locked by a chain That binds me in an awful spell ; A FRAGMENT. 12Q The dreadful wave increases. And still I stand with chattering teeth and pulses cold, My being centred in mine eyes — He comes ! He comes ! The monster Death, he comes ! And I am swept afar along the whirling eddies and The all-conflicting torrent of the boiling flood. How cold, how bitter, bitter cold Those black waves were that gurgled in mine ears And lashed against my face ! help ! I sink ! Down— down ! Great Heaven give me air ! 1 feel a thousand thumbs Upon my windpipe pressed — A desperate struggle and I rise. How blessed it is to breathe the air again ! But ah ! I scarce can feel, my limbs Are torpid, and my blood runs cold — Down ! down ! A second and a third time, down ! 13° A FRAGMENT. And then a calm delicious dream ■ It seemed that once again I walked beneath the ancient elms That 'domed the college grounds Where I had talked : a sickly verse Of blank philosophy. And then, methought, again Close to my breast I held my child, While crossing o'er an angry tide ; And then I passed to sunny Italy, Where all was drunk with joy ; My child was safe and I was free ! Then came a sweet contented sleep, From which my spirit only 'woke, To rise from out the ashes of my flesh, And seek its final resting-place. ^ : "--^-.-\ ,:"■... •