ya5 18&8 ' LIBRARY OF CONGRESS. Chap.3?S'3it^^oi)yriglit No, ^^ UNITED STATES OF AMERICA BUDD WILKINS AT THE SHOW/' AND OTHER VERSES. # €^ A COLLECTION OF POEMS FOR READERS BOTH PUBLIC AND PRIVATE, SAMUEL ELLSWORTH KISER. # m # THE HELMAN-TAYLOR COMPANY, CLEVELAND, O. 1898. Copyright by The Helman-Jaylor CoMPANVr Cleveland, Ohio. iiCi,L'v^s:u^ fe^u^l^^ INTRODUCTION.... Somebody has said that a book of poems should never be published without a good excuse. The present author thinks he has one. Many of the rhymes contained in this little volume have been printed and reprinted in the American newspapers, and many inquiries have come to the author from people who were good enough to express desires for his verses *'in book form.'' Hence another tender foundling is placed upon the world's doorstep. S. E. K. Cleveland, Nov. 9th, J 898. CONTENTS. Character Sketches. Budd Wilkins at the Show, Visiting Laura Belle, Little Kate, When Dad Got Religion, . An Easy Man, Deacon White's Confession, Grandma's Lament, To-morrow, Uncle Henry's Downfall, The Missing One, "They've Named Him After Me Only a Woman, Uncle Rufus in the City, Beneath Old Glory, . An Every-Day Wonder, Uncle Henry On Theology, Nellie's Feller, . The Man Who Only Smiled, Ma's Boy, Art, . The Hired Man's Confession, The Other Man's Boy, . When the Riffle Is Made, . The Birth of the Rose, . Day and Night, Queer Old Nature, Apple Blossoms, Love's Calendar, Fellowship, The Wind in the Evergreens, Blossoms and Fruit, The Cricket, , J. 5 . 9 . II • H i6 . 20 . 22 24 , 26 e," ■ . 28 31 34 . 36 . 38 . 40 42 , 47 . 51 . 55 . 59 . 61 Moods. . 65 , 66 . . 68 . 69 . 70 . 71 . • 72 . 74 . • 75 CONTENTS. The Painted Leaves, October Days, Nature's Funeral Day, The Wind and the Leaves, The Dying Year, Miscellaneous Verses The Things That Are Denied, . 85 The Old Grind, .... 86 A Happy Man, .... . 87 The Ways, 88 A Transformation, 90 The Man Who Failed, 91 The Meeting, .... 92 The Answer, .... 93 Innocence, .... 95 Tears and Smiles, .... 96 The One Below, .... . 98 The Sweet Old Way, 100 The Man Who Is Not Needed, . 102 The Banished Vision, 104 The Infidel 105 Her Tears, ..... 107 Words in the Sand, 108 His New Suit, .... 109 Visions of the Past, III Where She Is, . . . . 113 Going With the Crowd, 114 The Course of Love, 116 If, 119 Miss ** I-Don't-Care," 121 Happiness, .... 123 The Man of Faith, .... 124 Living It Over, .... 126 The Quarrel, ..... 128 The Man Who Didn't Rise, 129 Love's Mirror, .... 130 131 Contentment, . . . . . Lines to a Cobbler, .... 133 Lost Candor, . . . . . 134 76 78 79 80 81 CONTENTS. The Little Old Church Down Town, Since She's Away, On Life's Ladder, A Wish, .... Passing of a Good Samaritan, " When the Devil Was Sick," The Man Who Was Forgotten, A Song for the Selfish, . Waiting for Something to Happen, When Doctors Disagree, A Resurrection, Faith, The Search for Gold, The Man Who Hadn't Time, . The Qviarrel in the Cornfield, Love Asleep, This Queer Old World, The Recompense, 135 137 138 139 140 142 144 146 147 148 ISO 151 152 153 154 156 157 159 A Few Boys. Song for the First Born, There is a Santa Claus, . The Boy Whose Pa Has Spells, Confessions of Little Willie, When Sorrows Come, Getting To Be a Man, . Meditations of Johnny, A Boy's King, She Never Was a Boy, Riding the Old Gray Horse, The First Christmas Tree, The Good Night Kiss, . A Boy's Complaint, . 163 164 166 169 171 172 173 174 176 177 178 179 181 CHARACTER SKETCHES. BUDD WILKINS AT THE SHOW. Since I've got used to city ways and don't scare at the cars, It makes me smile to set and think of years ago. — My stars! KovvT green I was, and how green all them country people be — Sometimes it seems almost as if this hardly could be me. "Well, I was goin' to tell you 'bout Budd Wilkins: I declare He was the durndest, greenest chap that ever breathed the air — The biggest town on earth, he thought, was our old county seat, With its one two-story brick hotel and dusty bizness street. We'd fairs in fall and now and then a dance or huskin' bee, Which was the most excitin' things Budd Wilkins ever see. Until, one winter, Skigginsville was all turned upside down By a troupe of real play actors a-comin' mto town. The court house it was turned into a the- ater, that night. BUDD WILKINS AT THE SHOW. And I don't s'pose I'll live to see another sich a sight : I guess that every person who was able fer to go Jest natchelly cut loose fer oncet, and went to see the show. Me and Budd we stood around there all day in the snow, But gosh! it paid us, fer we got seats right in the second row ! Well, the brass band played a tune er two, and then the play begun. And 'twa'n't long 'fore the villain had the hero on the run. Say, talk about your purty girls v/ith sweet, confidin' ways — I never see the equal yit, in all o' my born days, Of that there brave young heroine, so clingin' and so mild, And jest as innocent as if she'd been a little child. I most forgot to say that Budd stood six feet in his socks. As brave as any lion, too, and stronger than an ox! But there never was a man, I'll bet, that had a softer heart. And he was always sure to take the weaker person's part. BUDD WILKINS AT THE SHOW. Budd, he fell dead in love right off with that there purty girl, And I suppose the feller's brain was in a fearful whirl, Fer there he set and gazed at her, and when she sighed he sighed, And when she hid her face and sobbed, he actually cried. He clinched his fists and ground his teeth when the villain laid his plot And said out loud he'd like to kill the rogue right on the spot. And when the hero helped the girl, Budd up and yelled "Hooray!" He'd clean fergot the whole blame thing was nothin' but a play. At last the villain trapped the girl, that sweet confidin' child. And when she cried fer help, why I'll admit that I was riled ; The hero couldn't do a thing, but roll and writhe around And tug and groan because they'd got the poor chap gagged and bound. The maiden cried: "Unhand me nov/, or, v/eak girl that I am — " And then Budd Wilkins he jumped up and give his hat a slam. And, quicker'n I can tell it he was up there raisin' Ned, A-rescuin' the maiden and a-punchin' the rogue's head. 3 BUDD WILKINS AT THE SHOW. I can't, somehow, perticklerize concernin* that there row : The whole thing seems a sort of blur as I recall it now — But I can still remember that there was a fearful thud, With the air chock full of arms and legs and the villain under Budd. I never see a chap so bruised and battered up before As that there villain was when he was picked up from the floor ! — The show? Oh, it was busted, and they put poor Budd in jail. And kept him there all night, because I couldn't go his bail. Next mornin' what d'you think we heard? Most s'prised in all my life! That sweet confidin' maiden was the cruel villain's wife! Budd wilted when he heard it, and he groaned, and then, says he : ^'Well, I'll be dummed! Bill, that's the last play actin' show fer me!" VISITING LAURA BELLE. I've just been up to tov/n to see my daughter Laura Belle — She married Henry Lee, you know — they're doin' mighty well! Live right in style, I tell you, in a house that's big enough For half a dozen fam'lies most, and oh the piles of stuff That they've got scattered through it, sich as bricky-brack 'nd books, And they're keepin' "first" and "second" girls 'nd chambermaids 'nd cooks, And kerridges 'nd all sich like, *nd she wears diamond rings — I vow, it must make Henry hump to pay fer all them things! And they are in society, clean over head 'nd all- Card parties 'nd receptions, 'nd now and then a ball. And operies 'nd dinners at the club — gosh ! I dunno How folks can do much work 'nd be for- ever on the go ; And I told Henry plain that this here bein' out at night VISITING LA URA BELLE. And sleepin' late next mornin' wasn't altogether right. But he paid no attention 'cept to sort of draw up straight And say in kind of sneerin* tones, "Some folks was out of date." Now, that makes me remember what I started out to say : I didn't notice it at first, but seemed, from day to day, As if they had a notion that I wa'n't the proper style, Because when comp'ny come they kept me busy all the while A tendin' to the children, in the nursery, upstairs, And they never took me out to no society affairs. And in a lot of ways I seen that they appeared to be — Well, what's the use to hold it back? They was ashamed of me! Excuse me — I've ketched cold, I guess — I wonder what I done With that there henkerchief of mine — gosh, how my nose doos run! I can't help thinkin' of the time when Laura Belle and me Was just like two old cronies! She would set upon my knee, And I would teach her pieces, 'nd hug her to my heart, VISITING LA URA BELLE, And tell her that some day I s'posed some man 'ud make us part, And then she'd always kiss me 'nd look up at me 'nd say That I was all the beau for her, *nd she'd never go away. And when her mother died I mind how she held up so brave, And kept me from a breakin' down right there beside the grave, And when we got back home agin, where all appeared so bare And empty like 'nd lonesome, just 'cause mother wasn't there, She come 'nd put her arms around my neck^ 'nd then we cried Together there right on the spot, almost, where mother died ! Oh Lord, I don't know why it was — but I could plainly see. When I was there, that Laura Belle was sort of 'shamed of me! I s'pose I am old-fashioned, 'nd Henry may be right About my bein' out of date, 'nd mebby I'm a sight — But I ain't never robbed no cheated no one yit, And I have never took a thing I couldn't fairly git. But in the city things like them don't seem to count fer much — VISITING LA URA BELLE. They honor people fer their bonds 'nd railroad stocks 'nd such, And for the servants they can keep, 'nd the costly clo's they v/ear — They haven't any kind of use fer such as me, up there! I'm glad to be at home agin — back here upon the place Where I was born, 'nd where I'm not afraid to show my face — Here where I'm just as good as any one that I may meet. And where I do not have to walk behind folks in the street ! I wish that I'd not went up there at all, 'nd that I had My little Laura Belle agin, to love 'nd pet her dad, As long ago she used to — but no! that cannot be — Oh Lord, it breaks my heart to think that she's ashamed of me! LITTLE KATE. *'Well, daughter, you, of course, should know the best about your name ; If Kathryn's what will suit you best, why then adopt the same; You've been away to college, and I s'pose you've learned a lot, And you ought to have as fine a name as any girl has got. "No, I don't say you mustn't change to Kathryn — not at all, The difference, as far as I can see, is very small — But, lawsy me! I can't, somehow, keep back the tears to-day — I guess it's cause you look so much like her that's gone away. ''And, speakin' of your mother, dear, it seems as if I jest Could see her lyin' there again, with you upon her breast — Ah, what a glad look filled her eyes when I bent down and said I'd call our baby after her — jest 'fore her spirit fled *'I s'pose that I'm old fogyish — that I'm 'way out of date, LITTLE KATE, And that it's foolishness for me to want to call you Kate ; But that's the name that she went by — a name that's dear to me, And when I call you by it I keep fresh her memory. *'Yes, daughter, change to Kathryn, if that name will suit you best. But we called you Kate the day you lay asleep upon her breast — There, there, my dear, don't cry no more — you ain't a bit to blame — I knew your heart was true to her and that you'd keep her name. " 10 WHEN DAD GOT RELIGION. I ain't no hand to argy; never could remember dates, And that's a fatal failin' for a feller that debates ; I don't, jist now, remember whether Moses up and smote The rock before or after Noah sailed off in his boat ; I know that little David knocked the giant feller out, But I've gone and clean forgotten what the trouble was about ! The Bible's full of chapters that I never understood, But there's one thing I am sure of: that religion's mighty good! My step-dad used to be a man that every- body feared; The very old horned devil had got in him, it appeared; He used to knock poor mother down and drag her by the hair. And if I bared my back to-day, you'd see his trade marks there! I couldn't help but trimble if he'd even look my way, WHEN .DAD GOT RELIGION. And that'd make him angry, and, great grief! the things he'd say! On many a night when he was out and I had went to bed, My mother'd kneel beside me and we'd wish that we was dead ! One winter they got up a big revival meetin' there — Church was packed — it seemed that we'd religion in the air! Mourner's bench was crowded every night for many a week; I tell you it'd raise your hair to hear that preacher speak! He'd make you think that Satan was right there behind your back. To git you if you didn't take the straight and narrow track! Night after night I laid awake, afraid to close my eyes, For fear I might get took because I'd been a-tellin' lies. Seemed as if dad looked jist like the preacher pictured out The old boy, in them sermons — but I 'magined it, no doubt; And, one night, when he come and stood beside the trundle-bed, I thought he micant to beat me, and I covered up my head ; And then I laid and trimbled! I could seem to feel his blows, WHEN DAD GOT RELIGION. But purty soon I felt him gently pullin' at the clo's, And when I bared my face agin and looked tip at him, he Stood there awhile and cried, and then knelt down and prayed fer me. He never whipped me after that, nor scolded me no more, And I never knowed that life was half as beautiful before; All the world seemed brighter; it appeared as if the sun Had got to shinin' fairer and a new world had begun! I'm not no smart theologist that's got the facts all pat Concernin' sects and creeds and forms and all sich things as that , The Bible's full of passages I never under- stood, But there's one thing I am sure of: that religion's mighty good! 13 AN EASY MAN. Never seen an easier rnan in all my livin' days Than my old neighbor, Lisha Green, nor sich slow-goin' ways! Knowed him from his boyhood up — always jist the same, Never seemed to care a cent — took things as they came ; In the spring when other folks would git to breakin' ground, Lisha' d wait fer fairer days, and jist keep settin' round. Farm his father left him was the finest thereabout, But fences soon got shaky and the vreeds begin to sprout ; Buildin's got to leakin' and the crops they wouldn't grov/ — Plastered on a mor'gage — then the cattle had to go! — Still he didn't mind it, and no one ever found Lisha doin' anything but merely settin' 'round. Sort of dried up — Lisha did — -and one day blowed away, AN EAST MAN. Leavin' nothin' back of him but lots of debts to pay. Guess he's up in heaven now — hope he is, at least — Know he never purposely done harm to man or beast ! — Mebby he's got golden wings — mebby he is crowned — Bet his wings are folded though and that he's settin' round. DEACON WHITE'S CONFESSION. I've always been a Christian man and tried to live upright, But Satan laid a hidjeous plan fer me the other night: I went up to the wicked town to see my nephew Dick, And there became the victim of a low- down, wicked trick! And here I stand in meetin' to confess the whole affair — I've got to ease my conscience fer a weight is restin' there — And I'll tell it as it happened, of the dancin' girl and all, And I hope that you'll forgive me, fer the best of us may fall. You know when Dick was but a child, his folks they died, and so I had to take and raise 'im till a little while ago ; And since he's been up there he's rose uncommon fast, they say, But I'm afraid he's started out upon an evil way. I used to think that Dick was just as good as he could be, i6 DEACON WHITE'S CONFESSION, And how I loved to feel that he was like a son to me ! But I'm afraid 'twas all put on, fer other- wise he'd not Have put his uncle into such a fix as I have got. Him and a friend of his they said they had a treat in store, "The likes of which dear Uncle Ned had never seen before!" Well, they v/as right concernin' that! It was oncommon new — I hardly knowed where I was at, before the thing was through. A gaudy place it was, and we set up there where the folks Upon the stage could look at me and use me fer their jokes — They talked about my whiskers and they called me "Rube" and "Josh," And kept repeatin', all the time, "B'golly!" and "B'gosh!" At last a girl come out to sing — as purty as could be — But she didn't hardly wear a thing, as fur as I could see. Immejitiy she turned to us and then let loose a kick That made my senses teeter jus' as if I had been sick! And then she romped and danced and sung and tore around awhile— 17 DEACON WHITE'S CONFESSION. But I set stiff and solemn like and never cracked a smile — And so she kept agoin' on the worst I ever saw, Till, finally, she says to me: "You ain't mad, are you, paw?" Then everybody laughed, and Dick he punched me in the side And him and that there friend of his howled till they nearly died. And 'fore I knowed jus' what was up, the girl was there with me A-pullin' of my whiskers as familiar as could be! She called me "paw" and "baby," and she chucked me on the chin — And me a-knowin' all the time it was a wicked sin — But what, I ask you, bretherun — I ask it face to face — Could anyone of you have done had you been in my place? They ordered up the wine, them two; I heard the glasses chink. And not another thing would do but I must take a drink! The stuff it burned like poison! Her breath was on my cheek — But deep, deep down inside of me, I heard a small voice speak! And, jumpin' up, I hollered that I'd got enough of that, i8 DEACON WHITE'S CONFESSION. And so I simply bolted, without either coat or hat, And I run as if Old Nick himself was comin' on behind — With a weight upon my conscience and a blur upon my mind ! And here I stand a penitent before you all to-day — I know I oughtn't to have went to see no kind of play — But I have prayed and I have wept! I'll go to town no more, And, in my heart, I'm jus' as free from evil as before. * * Ah, thank you for your gracious words! They lift me from the dust! I raise my head again and take my stand among the just! I've told it to you truly, of the dancin* girl and all — I knowed that you'd forgive me, fer the best of us may fall f 19 GRANDMA'S LAMENT. "When we lived on the farm, pa used to get up with the sun, And prophesyin' weather was the first thing that he done ! He'd straighten up and stretch hisself and yawn awhile and blink, A.nd then he'd say! "It'll rain to-day, " or "Clearin' up, I think!" He had a hundred signs, or more, by* which he always told If it was goin' to shine or pour, or turn Qut hot or cold. But others come to live upon the old place long ago. (Dear, how I'd like to be there now, to see the peach trees blow!) And pa he's lost his knack of tellin' what it's goin' to do Since we've got settled here in town,, where everything's so new; When he gets up o' mornin's now first thing he's sure to say Is: *' Mother, where's the paper? What's the weather fer to-day?" Land sakes! I don't know what this world is surely comin' to! 20 GRANDMA'S LAMENT. They don't appear to be a thing 'lectricity won't do! It'll tell the weather days ahead; it's took the horse's place, And everybody knows just how it's wiped out time and space ! They's scasely any day goes by but some inventor finds Some new and startUn' thing to do to upset people's minds. But human nature ain't improved, as fur as I can see, And folks are even colder now than what they used to be ; Each man jest tries, with ail his might, to git some other downed, It's got to be a general fight among 'em all around! The rich are richer than they were ; the poor are poorer, too — And if you want to shine in church, you've got to rent a pew. I'm tired of it and I wish that I could wake, my dears. Some day and find that things had all rolled back 'bout thirty years; That all this rush had been a dream — that we was still out there. With the cows a-windin' down the lane and sweet smells in the air. And pa a-stretchin' hisself again in that old honest way, And sayin' lovin'-like to me: "Yes, it'll be fair, to-day!" TO-MORROW. *'Come, Betsy, let's be cheerful, 'taint no use to set 'nd fret; I know the crops look ragged, but they may turn out well yet; Your rheumatis' is hurtin', 'nd my back is stiff 'nd sore. But let's hope it's somethin' better that to-morrow has in store — You know that when the light comes, it is darkest just before. **0f course, I'm not pretendin' that the cares what we have had Was as deep as this one is, but some of them was purty bad, 'Nd to-morrow — there's no tellin' — we may hear from John by then, 'Nd find that he's recovered 'nd gone back to work again." The weeping mother murmured some- thing like a low "Amen!" The morrow came, and with it came a letter — not the one That they longed for and had prayed for, yet it told them of their son. The father wiped his glasses and read, and then reread — TO-MORROW. It seemed as if some weighty thing had struck him on the head — For the words were staring at him, and they told him John was dead ! **Well, mother, he is comin'," thus the old man spake at last; "The sickness that was on 'im's gone, the danger point is past, 'Nd he's comin' home to-morrow — comin' back here fer to stay" — She hurried to the kitchen, and old Jasper heard her say: — "Kill a chicken, he'll be hungry after travelin' all day." 23 UNCLE HENRY'S DOWNFALL. It takes all kinds of people to make up the world, they say, And I've met a mighty lot of different species, in my day — All with their various hobbies and their politics and creeds, The things that poison one may be just what some other needs ; One man'll claim you can't be saved unless you've been immersed, While the next one says of all the foolish doctrines, that's the worst — What one man likes another scorns, that seems to be the rule, And the chap that tries to please 'em all is just a common fool. Some folks can't stand the climate here and want to move away, While others think it's lovely — or, at least, that's what they say; One man'll read a story and he'll split his sides and roar, While the next one mebby'll say he never see such rot before ; Some people go to meetin' every Sunday, rain or clear. 24 UNCLE HENR7^'S DOWNFALL. While other fellers hardly hear a sermon once a year — What one man likes his neighbor has no use for, as a rule, And the man that tries to please 'em all is just a common fool. When you think the weather's pleasant the first fellow that you meet, As like as not'll grumble at the cold or else the heat; They made me school director here about a year ago. And I started out intendin' to give every one a show; I tried to keep from takin' sides — I done the best I could — Last week they kicked me out and said I wasn't any good! I guess that every other man is cranky, as a rule, And the chap that tries to please 'em all's an ordinary fool ! THE MISSING ONE. I don't think I'll go in to town to see the boys come back ; My bein' there would do no good in all that jam and pack ; There'll be enough to welcome them — to cheer them, when they come A-marchin' bravely to the time that's beat upon the drum; They'll never miss me in the crowd — not one of 'em will care If, when the cheers are ringin' loud, I'm not among them there. I went to see them march away, I hollered with the rest, And didn't they look fine that day a-marchin' four abreast. With my boy James up near the front, as handsome as could be, And wavin' back a fond farev/ell to mother and to me! I vow my old knees trimbled so when they had all got by, I had to jist set down upon the curbstone there and cry. And now they're comin' home agen! The record that they won 26 THE MISSING ONE. Was sich as shows we still have men when men's work's to be done! There wasn't one of 'em that flinched — • each feller stood the test — Wherever they were sent they sailed right in and done their best! They didn't go away to play; they knowed what was in store ; But there's a grave somewhere, to-day, down on the Cuban shore! I guess that I'll not go to town to see the boys come in; I don't jist feel like mixin' up in all that crush and din ! There'll be enough to welcome them — to cheer them when they come A-marchin' bravely to the time that's beat upon the drum. And the boys'U never notice — not a one of 'em will care, For the soldier that would miss me ain't a-goin' to be there! 27 "THEY'VE NAMED HIM AFTER ME." I never liked that Amos Gray, Somehow he seemed to be A sort of schemer in his way And so it bothered me X/ike sixty when he started home from church, one Sunday night, With our Alice, and they sot, without a spark o' light, A-talkin' and a-laughin* till Away past one o'clock, With ma a-frettin' fit to kill, And me as mad's a hawk! You see I've got the finest place In this hull township, and The way I figgered out the case Young Gray had simply planned To marry in the fambly and take hold and run affairs, And so I told him plainly that we seen his cunnin' snares! If him and Alice had to go And marry, well and good. But I took care to let him know How matters reely stood ! 28 <^ THEY'VE NAMED HIM AFTER ME:' 'Course Alice praised him up and cried And got her mother won, And then they both pitched in and tried To git me on the run, But I had took my stand and there I vowed that I would stay, And so, one day the words was said and the young folks went away! My grief ! how lonesome it did seem When Alice wa'n't about; Sometimes I wanted jist to scream To chase the silence out. Well, that was 'bout a year ago, And last night Amos he Come tearin' down to let us know They'd named him after me — I mean the little boy they've got — I've jist been up with wife, And I never seen as fine a child as him in all my life! And smart ! By George, when I stood there. As quiet as could be, He v/oke and smiled — he did — I swear And they've named him after me They say he's got my chin and nose. His eyes are like mine, too ; From his curly head clear to his toes, He's like me through and through! I'm goin' up to town to-day, to deed the farm away, 29 THET' VE .NAMED HIM AFTER ME.'' 'm tired workin' and I give the place to Amos Gray; We'll all live here and part no more, I've got 'em to agree — Say, did I mention it before? They've named him after me! 30 ONLY A WOMAN. He used to treat her shameful! I have heard the neighbors say That they wouldn't think of usin' a com- mon cur that way! Let her slave until her back ached and her fingers fairly bled, And once he throwed a hatchet that jist barely missed her head! She would do a hard day's sewin', and then he'd come home at night And abuse her if the supper didn't happen to be right. She might of married better, for she used to be as sweet And as fair a little maiden as a feller'd care to meet ; Her cheeks was round and rosy, and her eyes'd set you wild. And the world seemed mighty pleasant when she looked at you and smiled ! Had an ankle that was lovely, and her form was plump and trim — And everybody wondered when she went and married him, I s'pose she thought, like other foolish girls have thought before, 31 ONL r A WOMA N, That she'd make him quit his drinkin', but he only drunk the more — Went from bad to worse the minute that she'd given him her hand, And the way she'd stick up for him I could never understand — Law, she'd flare up like a wildcat when her folks' d interfere — But, alas, her girlish beauty soon begun to disappear! One night, they say, he choked her — Gol, I wish that I'd been there! — Knocked her down and beat and dragged her round the kitchen by the hair ! And so, with tears a-streamin' down her face, she went away To the home in which she hadn't set a foot for many a day — Went and laid her achin' head upon her weepin' mother's breast — Meekly went and sobbed and snuggled in the old home nest. After while we seen the roses bloom.in' on her cheeks agin, And she hadn't lost the purty little dimple from her chin, And in spite of all the sorrow and the troubles she'd been through She was jist as sweet as ever — and a little sv/eeter, too! — And the folks begin to gossip, as you know, folks always will, 32 ONLT A WOMAN. And wonder why she didn't hurry up and get a bill. Ke kept on, when she had left him, in his old disgraceful way; No one knew jist how he managed — but it leaked out yisterday That he'd got some sort of fever, and in order to git through, He'd have to have a doctor and some tender nursin', too! — O she smiled at me, one mornin', and the whole world seemed to swim! She is lovelier than ever — but she's goin* back to him ! 33 UNCLE RUFUS IN THE CITY. Been a-livin' in town with my boy James, now goin' on 'leven years, But I ain't got used to it yit, by gum! This city life appears To jest knock all your energy out, 'N' leave you sort of dead! I'm too blame tired to git about, 'N' I've a buzzin' in my head! I guess it's the noise of the cars 'n' things that rings in my ears all day, 'N', oh but I wish I could eat 'n' sleep in the good, old-fashioned way ! I'd like to be back on the farm agin, where the buds is sproutin' now, 'N', Lord, how I'd like to rise with the sun 'n' git out behind the plow! Turnin' the mellow furrow along Up over the slopin' hill, 'N' hearin' some farm hand's happy song Mixed up with his "Haw, there. Bill!" Seein' the crows a-circlin' round, way up in the clear blue sky, 'N' hearin' mother blowin' the horn fer breakfast, by 'n' by. I'd like to stop at the end of the field 'n' feel the country breeze, 34 UNCLE RUFUS IN THE CIT7\ As it comes through the orchard on the hill with the scent of the bloomin' trees; *N' I'd Hke to smell the sweet wood smoke That comes from the burnin' brush, 'N' instead of the sparrow's tiresome croak I'd hear the song of the thrush! 'N', then, to wash in the old tin pail with mother standin' there — What's this? Tears tricklin' down my face? AVell, I'm cryin', I declare! I've lost my appetite, somehow, since I ain't got nothin' to do, 'N' the days jest seem to come because they've got to be worried through! Out yonder the trees are in blossom now, As they blossomed when I was there ; But some one else is guidin' the plow 'N' breathin' the scented air, 'N' mother's asleep on the grassy hill beneath the poplar tree — 'N' I wish the leaves it's puttin' forth was also to shelter me ! 35 BENEATH OLD GLORY. I was down to the postoffice 'tother day, Settin' there and whittlin' away While Hammond sorted the letters, When all of a sudden it come to me How happy a feller ought to be That's born in this glorious land of the free, Where no one kneels to his betters. There was the flag above my head, With the stars and the blue and the white and the red, And I watched it float and flutter; And it made me proud to know that I Was as good as any man under the sky And wasn't compelled to help supply Some prince's bread and butter. But presently Silas Gifford he Come stroUin' along and set down by me. And then he begin to grumble: Nothin' seemed to be goin' right, Potatoes were poor and corn was a sight — Wheat had been injured by the blight. And rye had taken a tumble. I whittled away and listened awhile, And then says I: "Look here now, Sile,, What's the use of your frettin'? 36 BENEATH OLD GLORT. Look at the starry flag up there ; Look at them stripes wave in the air — Man, think what it is to be settm' where You're lucky enough to be settin' !" He set and looked and I heard him sigh, And I saw his face flush, by and by — He'd forgotten his doleful story ; And then he stood up and he says to me: "Lord, ain't it great," he says, "to be free — To be an American" — says he — "And stand beneath Old Glory!" 37 AN EVERY-DAY WONDER. I've lived in this here world of ours, now, sixty years and more, And things don't seem to strike me just as they have heretofore; I've been a-thinkin' hard about a lot of things of late, And folks I once despised I sort of look upon as great. For instance, there is old De Gull, who's owin' every one; I used to hold him up as an example for to shun. But though he's deep down in the hole, just see the way he lives, And think of all the parties and the charity he gives! I work for what I have, and don't owe any man a dime. While he rides 'round in carriages, and has a gorgeous time ; He goes in high society and lives 'most like a king. While folks don't think that I amount ta scarcely anything. Now, what I wanted to get at was some- thing like this here : 38 AN EVERT-DAT WONDER. It takes a genius to be a fraud, and yet appear As if he was the greatest man a person ever saw, Who makes the folks he owes stand off and gaze at him in awe. 39 UNCLE HENRY ON THEOLOGY. They say that story 'bout the whale and Jonah isn't true. And now they've gone — the preachers have — and tackled David, too; They say he didn't write the Psalms, at least, not nearly all — I wonder what'll be the next good old beUef to fall? They've even thrown suspicion on the birth of Moses, and The princess who discovered him down there in Egypt land — , They say there ain't no fiery lake, no devil, therefore no Such place as that which used to make the sinners tremble so. They've said that Noah's ark is just a piece of fiction, too, And that the tale of Daniel in the lion's den ain't true; They've said that Adam's just a myth, they've said the same of Eve — I wonder if there's anything they'll leave us to believe? They ridicule old Joshua for pointin' at the sun, 40 UNCLE HENRT ON THEOLOGT. And tellin' it to stop — they say the thing was never done; They've taken up the patriarchs and ques- tioned all their acts; They say the Bible's quite a book, but rather shy of facts. Well, let 'em preach and let 'em lay the whole great structure low ! I s'pose they have to talk that way 'cause people want it so; The good book doesn't suit some folks at all, but as for me — I'm satisfied to keep the faith I got at mother's knee. 41 NELLIE'S FELLER. You know there's always someone in each neighborhood that stands Above the other people, for his fam'ly or his lands, Or because he's reely smart enough to jist go right ahead And take the lead in ev'rything that's ever done or said, For folks, in that respect, are like the quackin' geese that fly Behind some knowin' gander as they trail across the sky — From the army to the hay field it's the same the whole way through, There must always be a leader if there's anything to do. Well, the man who sort of run things down in our neighborhood Was a feller by the name of — let's see — s'pose we call 'im Wood; He owned three of the finest farms within a dozen miles, And the common supposition was that he had wealth in piles. And in addition to them things, he measured six foot one, 42 NELLIE'S FELLER, And had a reputation for the fightin' he had done — Moreover, he'd a daughter, jist as hand- some as a rose, Who, at the age of twenty-one, had forty- 'leven beaux. One day there come along a chap from York State who began To work for Henry Holman — sort of quiet, slender man Along somewhere about the age of twenty-three or four, And Nellie Wood soon tired of the beaux she'd had before; But jist about the time that her and this young man agreed That they had ought to marry, her old dad decided he'd Step in and take a hand! Ordered John to vanish, nor never come agen — Said his girl could have her pick of fifty better men. But they kept on a-lovin' and a-meetin' here and there, And, of course, the busy-bodies had to follow the affair. Until one evenin' John was at the Corners, in the store. When suddenly there was a hush, for loomin' in the door Was Nellie's dad about as mad as any man could get, 43 NELLIE'S FELLER. And he went for that young feller like a hurricane, you bet! He didn't stop to argue, nor to throw his coat aside. But, without a word of warnin' started in to tan his hide. They say that kegs and boxes was sent whirlin' ev'rywhere. And that legs and arms and coat tails was a-spinnin' in the air; They was rippin', they was tearin', they was whiskers floatin' round. They sent the show-case flyin', and spilled groceries by the pound ; They tumbled over barrels and they ham- mered, till, at last John got the old man under where he held him hard and fast — Held him there and choked him — then, without a word to say Got up and brushed his clothin' and serenely walked away. Of course you know what happened then — John took the girl and went, But they didn't, like so many do, come back home penitent; He got a job in town and 'twa'n't so very long before We heard the feller'd went and bought an interest in a store. But Nellie's dad, he, somehow, had the hardest kind of luck. 44 NELLIE'S FELLER. From that time on, that any man in this world ever struck — Everything he touched jist seemed to go to pieces, and 'Twa'n't long before they took away the last rod of his land. Let's see — it's 'leven years since I come in to town to stay — My cracky ! how the months and years do seem to slip away! I guess the time has passed so fast because I've never had Sich happiness as this since she was here to make me glad — I mean my daughter's mother, who had died long, long before The episode I mentioned which occurred there in the store. And the little grassy mound upon the hillside where she lies Is the only thing that makes me like to keep up the old ties. * * * Yes, the names that I've referred to was to throw you off the track ; It was me that got the lickin' and was all tore up the back. And my son-in-law's the smartest little man in this here town, With something like a half a million dollars salted down! And him and Nellie's jist like two young spoonin' lovers yet, 4S NELLIE'S FELLER. Enjoyin' all the comforts that good money's made to get. With their little ones around them, all as happy as can be, And makin' this old world a reg'lar Paradise f er me ! 4*5 THE MAN WHO ONLY SMILED. I never saw a man as free from what is known as care As Ira Hamlin used to be — it seemed to me, I swear, Sometimes, as if the feller must jist laugh the whole day through And keep his smilin* up at night, while he was sleepin', too; Never used to meet him but he'd have a word to say To kind of cheer a feller up and drive the blues away. I mind the time his horse was killed — the best one that he had — He never gave a sign to show that he was feelin' bad; Jist kept a smilin' countenance and worked away the same As if he'd lost a nickel in a friendly little game; Nothin' seemed to break him down; always crackin' jokes — Makin' light of things that would have worried other folks. One fall his boy was taken sick — none of the doctors knew 47 THE MAN WHO ONLT SMILED. Jist what the trouble was, and so he lay all winter through A-hoverin' 'twixt life and death — still Ira smiled away — Always had his joke, or else a hopeful word to say. — Bat when the trees began to bud and the birds began to mate They laid his little boy away, up by the graveyard gate. We watched 'im, as he stood beside the little grave up there. But no one saw 'im shed a tear — he didn't seem to care — And when the last words had been said, he simply turned away. And went about his work again, with not a word to say — A-smilin' as he always had, and, in a day or so, A-jokin' as if sorrow was a thing he didn't know. Vv^ell, I jist couldn't stand it! He was plowin' on the hill: At first I says: "No, what's the use?" and then says I : "I will!" — So I went up, and we set down, upon the old wood sled, And he began to crack his jokes, and then I up and said I couldn't, fer the life of me, see how 'twas any one THE MAN WHO ONLT SMILED. Could throw his burdens off and go ahead, as he had done. *'I don't believe," says I, "that you are built like other folks: I've never seen you feelin* bJue — you're always crackin' jokes; Don't sorrow never git into your breast and rankle there? Or has the Good Lord made you so you never have a care? — But Ira'd put his face into his hands and bent his head. And I'd a given all the world to take back what I said. I never heard such sobs before ! We set there half a day, And never said a single word, for he jist wept away; Seemed as if the sorrow he'd escaped in former years Had all come on 'im in a flood, and same way with his tears; But when, at last he'd wiped his eyes, he turned around to me, And then between his sobs, in sort of chokin' words, says he: "I've tried to keep a cheerful face„ because I didn't care To burden other folks with woes that God gave me to bear ; 49 THE MAN WHO ONLT SMILED. They've troubles of their own; I thought that smilin' was the best, Yet often when I've laughed 'twas jist to ease my achin' breast — But now, it seems, you want a man to mope and moan and groan, Instead of keepin' back his tears till he can be alone — I'd nothin' more to say, and so that night when all was still I hunted out the little grave up yonder on the hill, And there I stopped beside the gate and leaned against the bars, And saw him kneelin' by the mound and lookin' toward the stars. 50 MA'S BOY, ART. Have you ever seen it stormin' when it seemed that every tree Would be ripped up by the roots, and all the furies were set free? When the earth jist fairly trimbled under angry Nature's wrath, And destruction seemed in store for every object in 'er path? When the rain come down so hard the drops appeared to have been sent Like rattlin' shot hurled out of some destructive instrument? — Well, that's about the sort of mood that dad was in the day That him and Arthur quarreled, and the latter went away. "Don't never dare to set your foot inside my door again!" Them 'were the words dad shouted, and his face was livid then. And Art was full of foolish pride — he grabbed his hat and went — He scorned the bill dad offered him— he wouldn't take a cent! He wouldn't be beholdin' for a thing to dad, he swore — 51 MA'S BOr, ART. It seems to me I see him now, a-standin' in the door, With mother hangin' on his neck — and, oh, her piercin' crjM For full a month I don't beh'eve her eyes were ever dry ! We plowed and planted and we hoed — the summier wore away. And every night when bedtime come, and mother knelt to pray, I'd hear her ask the Lord to send his richest blessin' down Upon her boy, away alone, up in the wicked town! And often she would look at dad, with pleadin' eyes that said The words she didn't dare to speak; but he would shake his head. And close his lips, and clinch his fists, and then she'd hide 'er face. And a sort of lonesome sadness seemed to hang around the place. Such crops as seemed worth harvestin' we put away, some how ; We hadn't more than hay enough to half fill up a mow — But we raised a flock of turkeys that was far the best around ! — We'd a gobbler dad declared would tip the scale at forty pound: *'I'll try to sell the others off Thanksgivin' week," he said, 52 MA'S BOTy ART. *'But I'm goin' to keep that gobbler, and we won't chop off his head! Somehow, I kind of Hke the way he lords it with the rest, For a heart is good, but still I like a haughty spirit best!" The day before Thanksgivin' come, and dad drove down the lane; The wind was raw, and sleety drops come rattlin' on the pane, And mother set there thinkin' — then she give a frightened start — The door was softly opened, and I looked, and there was Art, So white and thin and haggard that, at first it seemed almost As if it couldn't be himself, but just his hungry ghost — And mother ! Oh, her voice is still these many, many years. But the cry she give rings just as plain as ever in my ears! That afternoon, when dad come home, Art hid away, up stairs. And mother bustled 'round and tried to not expose affairs. But dad was hardly in the house before he stopped and said : ' What's goin' on? I want the truth! I'm not a punkin' head!" Then mother, trimblin' like a leaf, ketched hold of Arthur's hand, 53 MA'S BOr, ART. And led him slowly to the spot v/here dad had took his stand — And Art stood there and looked at dad, and dad looked back at Art, And mother prayed in whispers for the Lord to touch his heart. It seemed an hour that they stood — then mother she give way : "He's starved and sick," she cried to dad, "please say that he can stay!" At last, dad turned, without a word, and left the room, and then We set and wondered till, at last, we heard his step again. He'd gone and killed the gobbler — he brought him in and said: "He had a splendid spirit, and he held a haughty head — But his head is low, at present, and he's lost his spirit, too — How about Thanksgivin', mother? I'll jist leave it all to you." 54 THE HIRED MAN'S CONFESSION. I got to thinkin' t'other day, about this world's affairs; How some folks have it easy, and how some are bent with cares ; How some must work from mornin' tiJl the sun sinks in the West, And other people only do the things that suit 'em best — I set there while the horses switched the buzzin' flies away, And I thought how I had got to keep a-slavin' every day. While them wealthy summer boarders that had come to us from town, Spent the money that their dads, no doubt, had earned and salted down. And, referrin' to them boarders, there is one among 'em who Is the beautifullest maiden any mortal ever knew; Oh, her voice is just like music and she's got an angel's face, And since she come she's sort of made a heaven of the place. And I've often set and watched her and then wished that I could be 55 THE HIRED MAN'S CONFESSION. Rich and handsome like them others, so that she would notice me — But, of course, I'm just a farmer, with big, bony, calloused hands, Only fit to love in secret every spot on which she stands. And while I set there, thinkin', she come poppin' in my mind. And then I got to dreamin' and my cares were left behind — Got to thinkin' of myself as rich and handsome and forgot All about the tired horses standin' out there in the lot! But that couldn't last forever, there was work I had to do, And I dropped down out of Cloudland, wishin' all of it was true. And I rose up where I'd rested, in the corner by the tree, And my heart stood still, for she was standin' there in front of me! I don't know how it happened, but we stood there in the shade. And I said a lot of things that sounded foolish, I'm afraid — At least, I know I told her how I'd got to slave away, And how I'd planned to go and get a job in town some day — How I'd like to have white hands and dress in stylish clothin', too, 56 THE HIRED MAN'S CONFESSION, How I'd like to go and mingle with the people that she knew ! And how my face was burnin', and my heart, oh, how it beat! And all the while she stood there, gazin' straight down at her feet. After while she looked up at me, and I never shall forget How sad and sweet her smile was and I hear her talkin' yet! "You must work, it is your fortune, and your hands are big and bruised. But to work is only manly — " them's the very words she used — "And the man whose hands are softest and whose clothing is the best Doesn't always have the bravest, purest heart within his breast ; You must work, while over yonder men put in their time at play, But to me you're worth a dozen of those others, any day." Then she shook my hand and left me, and I took the reins agen, And workin', somehow, seemed to be all fired easy then ! Of course, I know she only said them words to ease my mind, Said 'em only, heaven bless 'er, 'cause she wanted to be kind. But although I know I never could expect that such as she 57 THE HIRED MAN'S CONFESSION. Would forsake the world she lives in, or could love the likes of me, Far down into my bosom I have hid her words away — Words she never meant, I reckon — but which cheer me on, to-day. 58 THE OTHER MAN'S BOY. "If that there boy belonged to me," said Deacon Holliday, *'I'd hate to tell you what I'd do to make 'im change his way. I'd thrash 'im till he couldn't see; I'd chase 'im from the place! There ain't no use of bein' mild or kind in such a case. His father surely ought to know that he is doin' wrong To spare the rod and let 'im go his own way right along — Laws! If that boy was mine, I'll bet I'd make 'im change his way; I'd lick 'im till he couldn't set!" said Deacon Holliday. The Deacon had a little son who grew, as boys will grow. And every boy must have his fun, or he's no boy, you know ! The outraged neighbors wondered why the Deacon was so mild, They marveled that the father spared the rod and spoiled the child. In every plot, however dark, that bad boy had a share ; 59 THE OTHER MAN'S EOT, And on two brows he left his mark in many a whitened hair ! Ah, the Deacon had a Httle son, who grew as boys will grow, And the Deacon, when all's said and done, was just a man, you know! 60 WHEN THE RIFFLE IS MADE. I s'pose I should feel like a man to-day fer the first time in my life, Although I come purty nigh feelin' that way when Mollie was made my wife; And that night when our little Albert was born, gol, didn't I sort of rise Right up in my boots and feel as if I'd got about growed full size! Still, they was somethin' I needed yit, and oh, it was far away ! But I buckled down and I worked fer it — and the farm is mine to-day ! When Mollie and me commenced, I guess I'd a hunderd dollars or so, And she pitched in and she helped me save, but Moses! wasn't it slow! Many and many a time I've gone and got blue and wanted to quit, But Mollie'd say: "Keep a-goin', John, we'll make the riffle yit!" That was afore little Albert come — when the Lord sent him, why then 'Course, no sich thought as givin' it up ever entered my head agen. I've jist been up to the county seat — the last red cent is paid: 6i WHEN THE RIFFLE IS MADE. The farm belongs to me complete — the riffle at last is made, And, oh, what a feelin' it is to know that the roof above your head Belongs to you and has got to go to them you love, when you're dead! No man has ever been quite a man who couldn't set down somewhere. And say to himself: "This ground is mine and I've earned it fair and square. ' ' Still, I ain't as happy by far, to-day, as I've often been before; The last incumbrance is cleared away — but MoUie ain't here no more! I promised I'd deed it over to her, but that can't never be. For the Lord saw fit to take her away from little Albert and me, And I'd give up all if she'd leave her grave, with her smiles and her patient ways. To help me earn and to help me save, as in the old, happy days. 62 NATURE AND HER MOODS, THE BIRTH OF THE ROSE. A thistle once grew near a lily, A stately lily and fair, And the wind swayed the one to the other, And the spirit of love was there. And unto the lily and thistle A sweet little flower was born. And the lily bent down to caress it, And her finger was pricked by a thorn. The blood that the pale, pure lily, In the joy of her motherhood shed, Gave the sweet little stranger its color. Gave the rose its beautiful red. The rose that unto the lily And unto the thistle was born, By the lily was given its beauty, By the thistle was given its thorn. 65 DAY AND NIGHT. When it is day, and traffic roars about me in the street, I need no guidance to elude the snares about my feet; When ii is day I go my way among the haunts of men, Nor care who holds the stars in space, nor doubt nor question then ; I take the world for granted, and so toil and scheme away, I hear the passing hour struck nor pray the hands might stay. When it is day. When it is night, and I, alone, walk down the quiet lane I hear the rustling blades of grass make God's high purpose plain; When it is night the gleaming stars that through the distance roll Send by the zephyrs messages to whisper to my soul, I hear the chimes exult because of Time's unceasing flight And feel my littleness, with all the Universe in sight. When it is nisfht. 66 DAT AND NIGHT. Life is day; the grave is night! Oh, when the pall is spread Will there be constellations then still gleaming overhead? When, after all the dreams and schemes that quicken men are gone, When, after all the rush and roar the silent night comes on. Will there be empty darkness and a pulse- less lump of clay. Or will the Sun have just sent forth the first refulgent ray That wakes the day? 67 QUEER OLD NATURE. "Why is it," asked a wondering child (Sweet, simple little thing), '*That the foolish tree puts on its clothes When the sun shines, in the spring. And then, when chilly autumn comes And the winds of winter blow. Why does it stand out there, all bare, In the frost and sleet and snow?" "Wise Nature has arranged it thus," I told the little one, "The rustling leaves can only live Beneath a smiling sun ; The tree that, in the summer time. Makes shady bowers for you Must have its rest, therefore it stands Asleep the winter through." She sat in silence for a while And gazed far into space, And lines of thought and trouble came To mar her childish face ; And so, at last, she turned and said : "I'm sorry for the tree, And glad that Nature wasn't left To fix things up for me!" 68 APPLE BLOSSOMS. The rose that blooms in the hot house Is rare and fair to see, But still the fragrant blossoms Of the dear old apple tree That stands in the edge of the orchard Somehow appeal to me ! I remember how she loved them And wore them on her breast; Of all the flowers that bloomed, she liked The apple blossoms best, And when we laid her away a bunch Of them in her hands was pressed ! The rose that blows in the hot-house Is rare and fair to see. But the fragrance of the blossoms Of the dear, old apple tree Somehow remains far sweeter And lovelier to me ! 69 LOVE'S CALENDAR Or when 'tis joyous summer time Or when the wintry blast howls by — Whate'er the land, whate'er the clime, 'Tis all the same to me, for I Find that the longest, dreariesi day When thou, my dear, art far away ! Or when the ground is white with snow And swallows to the South have flown, Or when the rose and lily blow, Or fruit trees 'neath their burdens groan, That day is shortest, sweetest, dear, When thou, with thy glad smiles, art near! 70 FELLOWSHIP. I sat upon the hillside yesterday And saw the fellowship that moved the herd; I listened to a bell that, far away, Called striving men to hear the Savior's word, And every bud there bursting whispered hope To every blade upon the verdant slope. I journeyed back into the noisy town, And mingled with the throng that choked the way ; I saw men push their weaker fellows down, And each man's watchword there was: "Will it pay?" The bell of peace that I had heard before Was silent in the turmoil and the roar. 71 THE WIND IN THE EVERGREENS. When the drifted snow has hidden Roads and fences from the sight, And the moon floats through the heavens Like a frozen thing, at night, Flooding all the frigid stretches with a ghostly, bluish light, I like to lie and conjure Up old half forgotten scenes. As the savage wind goes howling Through the sighing evergreens. There's a cottage I remember. With an orchard in the rear ; There's a winding pathway leading To a spring that bubbles near — Ah, the dipper that I drank from bears the rust of many a year! — There's a peach tree near the window Of the room where oft I lay In the long ago, and listened To the wild wind howl away. When a range of snowy mountains Stretch along the winding lane ; AVhen the gently sloping meadow Has become an icy plain, What a joy it is to snuggle under quilts and counterpane, 72 THE WIND IN THE EVERGREENS. And hear the peach tree creaking, At the corner where it leans, While the wind goes madly shrieking Through the mourning evergreens. When the ruminating cattle Stand in bedding to their knees; When the sheep are warmly sheltered, When the horses are at ease, And the kittens in the kitchen are as happy as you please — When father's work is ended, And mother sits and sews, There's a wondrous mystic music In the angry wind that blows. Ah, the rambling little sheepfold's Weatherbeaten, so they say; The horses are no longer Munching at the fragrant hay — Beneath the old-style kitchen stove no happy kittens play * * * And, out behind the village church, A mossy gravestone leans Above two mounds o'er which the wind Sighs through the evergreens. 73 BLOSSOMS AND FRUIT. The bloom of the tree in the spring Is a fragrant and beautiful thing, But, after all, Is it half as sweet or as rare As the fruit that is found hanging there In the fall? A maiden's a beautiful thing — A sweet, fresh blossom of spring — Careless and wild! But rarest and fairest of all Is she whose happy tears fall On her first-born child! 74 THE CRICKET. I hear the cricket grinding out his oft repeated lay, And know the time for leaves to fall is not so far away; It is a plaintive song he sings and always just the same, But Nature fixed it so for him, and he is not to blame. Ah, what a wondrous set of lungs it is that he employs! There's such a little bit of him and such a lot of noise. Wherefore this insect brings to mind some men who seem to take The view that men are measured by the noise that they can make. 75 THE PAINTED LEAVES. CHILD. All the trees are gold and crimson and they look like pictures now ; Did the one who spread the colors do it with a brush, or how? All the big Outdoors is painted, there is color everywhere, But I didn't see the artist when he came and put it there. ANSWER. There's an ancient faithful painter, and a magic brush he wields; 'Tis his work you see when looking at the woods across the fields; Oh, he uses splendid colors, and he shows unequaled skill. But no child has ever seen him, and no maiden ever will. CHILD. Does he bring his pretty colors in the up so night when I'm in bed? Tell me how he paints the treetops, high above his head? 76 THE PAINTED LEAVES. Does he climb a long, long ladder that goes half-way to the sky — What if he should ever tumble when he's working up so high ! ANSWER. Yes, when you are sweetly dreaming this old artist works away, And while you, awake, are playing, he keeps toiling on all day ; But he needs no lengthy ladder, so put off your idle fear, He will never fall or fail us in his autumn painting, dear. CHILD. All the leaves are gold and crimson ; what an artist he must be! And how swiftly he must labor to get over every tree! But I wish he came in springtime; it's a pity, after all, That he makes the leaves so pretty just before they have to fall! 77 OCTOBER DAYS. The squirrels are barking in the trees And the leaves unto crimson are turning. And the smell of wood smoke floats along on the breeze From the brush heaps the farmer is burning. The song-birds are singing their plaintive farewells To the brooks that are silently flowing, And over the hills comes the tinkling of bells And the echoes of nutters halloing. A sigh for the days that are lost in the past, When a bare-footed boy did his dream- ing, When the world spread around him, com- placent and vast, And his heart never ached after profitless scheming. 78 NATURE'S FUNERAL DAY. O, Indian summer days, When the hills are blue with haze, And the sounds of tinkling cow-bells come afar across the lea, What a sense of rest there lies In the azure of the skies. And what peace there is reflected from the bosom of the sea. In a holy calm the year Is about to disappear, Merely merging with the past in solemn, sweet solemnity ! And I, too, would linger till The blue haze is on the hill — Serene in Indian summer, when the sum- mons comes to me. THE WIND AND THE LEAVES. The wind is fate, The leaves are men — They are blown along for a little space, And then A few emerge and tumble ahead. Over and over and over again, In a maddening race, And here and there One lodges and clings in a lonesome place. Until, at last, but a single leaf Whirls onward into the far Somewhere. And the many leaf-men that are left behind Gather in clusters here and there And are whirled about by the wilful wind. And, at last, when the great white quilt is spread, And all is over and done They silently lie and slowly rot. Each on the barren little spot Where its troubles were begun. 80 THE DYING YEAR. I have no tear for the dying year, No wreath of vain regret To place with those upon the bier That the world will soon forget — Let hopeless others turn and gaze Back on the fading past, And sigh again for blissful days That were too sweet to last — I have no tear for the dying year That the world will soon forget. I have no tear for the dying year. No sigh for yesterday ; The spreading future stretches clear. And Hope still points the way ! Let him for whom the sun has set Bemoan the fading past; To him a wreath of vain regret For days too sweet to last — I have no tear for the dying year. Since Hope still points the way. 8i MISCELLANEOUS VERSES. THE THINGS THAT ARE DENIED. Why must I ever tell him "No" — My pleading baby boy? The things he craves 'twould please me so To witness him enjoy. Poor child, he leaves me with a sigh And doubting in his mind, Because he does not know that I Am "'cruel to be kind." I long for things I cannot get ; In vain I toil away; And oft I doubt and grieve and fret As he has done to-day. Why am I thus denied? Why do I seek and fail to find? Mayhap my loving Father, too, Is "cruel to be kind." 8k THE OLD GRIND. Sometimes I look upon the rich With envy in my breast, And think how pleasant it would be To just "saw off" and rest — To smoke cigars and loaf around, While others worked away — With plenty "salted down," of course, For the future rainy day. Oh what a joy 'twould be to tell The man who bosses me That I was tired of his style — To brace up and be free ! And, in the lazy mornings, how I'd like to lie abed, And what a pleasure to get out And be a thoroughbred ! Such thoughts I have sometimes, but when I'm ill and have to stay Indoors a day or two, ah, then My envy fades away ! I think of all the boys at work, And know no peace of mind, Until they let me out and I Resume the good old grind ! 86 A HAPPY MAN. I have no lofty station, Nor riches nor renown — An atom in creation, I travel up and down — I come and go unheeded, I toil as millions do, But O, I still am needed, And gladness claims me, too! The sky is blue above me. And Hope points out the way — You tell me that you love me, And you are three to-day. I envy not my neighbor Whose name is known to men; He may not need to labor With scythe or pick or pen, But yet, despite his riches. He still is poor, for he Has not the sweet care which is Confided unto me ! Blue, blue the sky above me While Hope points out the way And you are here to love me. You who are three to-day! 87 THE WAYS. Do you traverse a way That is likely to end At Something, some day, My friend? Or, do you belong To the great plodding throng On the broad, level way That leads to Nowhere — That will end, some day. In Nothing, out there? There are paths leading out From this broad, level way — You have seen them, no doubt, For you pass them each day— That lead to Somewhere, That glorious place, So distant, so fair — Like a mirage in space! But these pathways, you say, Are so stony and steep ! And the broad, level way Is so easy to keep I You have heard of Somewhere, And you'd like to go there If a way could be found THE WATS. That was easy, and wound In a smooth, broad course that led on around And up the height, Where the city stands, a glorious sight. Peopled by only immortals, and where There is honor for each that, at last, gets there ! Ah, there is no way that is level and broad Leading up to this glorious place, Some- where, And no man yet who has only trod A way that is easy and smooth and broad Has ever succeeded in getting there ! A TRANSFOP.MATION. Ere you went to live upon "The Avenue" You were sweet and fair and jovial with me; But a sudden change has taken place in you, Since you've gone to live upon "The Avenue," And my maid, so fair and free. Where, oh haughty one, is she, Since you've gone to live upon "The Avenue?" Since you've gone to live upon "The Avenue" You are distant, you are stiff, and you are cold ; You have donned the ugly false and put oif the lovely true, Since you've gone to live upon "The Avenue," And my jolly maid of old Kneels before a calf of gold, Since you've gone to live upon "The Avenue." 90 THE MAN WHO FAILED. With you," he cried, '*to cheer me on I'll brush all obstacles away, And scale the heights whereon is fame, And all the world shall praise thy name And envy you, some day." Ah, that was many a year ago! He hasn't scaled the height. But if — oh heaven ! — if he were Not sorely handicapped by her, He often thinks he might. 91 THE MEETING One day, in Paradise, Two angels, beaming, strolled Along the amber walk that lies Beside the street of gold. At last they met and gazed Into each other's eyes. Then dropped their harps, amazed, And stood in mute surprise. And other angels came. And, as they lingered near, Heard both at once exclaim; "Say, how did you get here?" 92 i( THE ANSWER. The great man knelt in prayer: "O, Lord of Hosts," he said, Permit thy blessing now to rest Upon thy servant's head ! — Men gnash their teeth and scowl at me, O, give them eyes, that they may see! "My wordly store is great, O, Lord; My power increases day by day; Here I bestow, as Thou dost know, If there I take away — Yet men cry out, reviling me. Lord, give them eyes, that they may see! "Upon thy footstool, Lord, behold A hundred spires rise ! Through them thy servant points the way To glories in the skies — Still, men stand here reviling me, O, give them eyes, that they may see!" Unto the great man kneeling there A Thunderous Voice replied : "Thy worldly store indeed is great, Thy power vast and wide — But who, thou worm, has given to thee Authority to act for Me? 93 •THE ANSWER. I see the traces of thy hand! A starving child is there, Deep in the shadow of the spire That thou hast reared in air! — Speak out, thou worm ! Who vested thee With power to rearrange for Me? Here thou hast taken ten away, There thou hast given one — Who fixed the toll to be retained For this that thou hast done? Speak out ! Speak out ! Who vested thee With rights to give and take for Me?" 94 INNOCENCE. She took a fragile flower from a bunch against her breast — Sweet little maiden that she was! Its petals for a moment at her honeyed lips were pressed — Dainty little maiden that she was! Then she bade me sweet "Good day," Threw the scented bud away — And I watched it where it lay — Pretty little maiden that she was! I knelt beside the flower where it fell upon the floor — Tender little maiden that she was ! I fondly pressed it to my lips, as she had done before — Darling little maiden that she was! And then, turning suddenly, At the corner I could see Her slyly watching me — Cunning little maiden that she was! 95 TEARS AND SMILES. The skies cannot always be clear, My dear; The merriest eye must still have its tear, My dear; The clouds that are frowning above us to-day Will presently break and go floating away, And the skies will be blue that are sullen and gray, My dear! We can't have just happiness here, My dear; You would never be glad if you ne'er shed a tear, My dear; The sorrow that lurks in your bosom to-day, Like the clouds, when you've wept, will go floating away. And the skies will be blue that are sullen and gray. My dear! If it's going to rain, it will rain. My dear; No matter how bitterly we may complain. My dear; 96 TEARS AND SMILES. There are sorrows that every good woman must bear; There are griefs in which every good man has a share ; It is only the fool who has never a care, My dear! The skies cannot always be clear, My dear; Sweets wouldn't be sweet were no bitter- ness here, My dear; There could never be joy if there never was sorrow, The sobs of to-day are the smiles of to-morrow, And there's gladness as well as vain trouble to borrow. My dear! 97 THE ONE BELOW. I gazed on piles of marble — Saw servants come and go, And my breast was filled with envy, And my soul was steeped in woe. * * * It was a tired cripple who stopped me at the gate. And Hope, I saw, was his, although his burden was so great; And, as I bought his pencils, I saw his thankful smile, And envy turned to pity, and I bade him stay awhile. *'And do you, brother, never," I said, "bewail your lot? And do you never envy men who have what you have not? Is life still worth the effort, and can you, brother, too, Still thank your God for favors that he has bestowed on you?" He smiled, and then he answered: "There stands in yonder square A blind man who is begging of the people passing there : 98 THE ONE BELOW. He cannot see their faces ; but there, day after day, He, pleading, stands, with outstretched hands, to those that pass his way. "I see the bhie of Heaven; I see the glorious sun ; I see the world, and marvel at the things that God has done ; And when the day is ended I leave the market place, And hold my baby in my arms and look upon her face ! "Sometimes I feel the burden and bend beneath its weight ; Sometimes I cry aloud against the cruel- ties of Fate — But there he stands, with outstretched hands, before his fellow-men; I gaze into his sightless eyes, and I am glad again!" Ht % H: He hobbled on. I watched him With painful steps depart; He took my pennies with him, And left a buoyant heart. 99 THE SWEET OLD WAY. We live, alas, in an age of greed, Greed of power and greed of gain — Gold begins and ends our creed. We weigh the purse instead of the brain ! Chivalr3.''s buried, never again To be resurrected, so they say — But, in spite of the struggle for riches, men Still fall in love in the sweet old way. The days when honor was all are dead ; We have little time for rhyme or art; The world of to-day obeys the head, We have turned in rebellion against the heart; But through the rush and the strife and the roar, Still come the sounds of gentle sighs, And men are thrilled as they were of yore By the looks of love in women's eyes! Fame is no longer for him alone That wins in the field or charms with his pen ; By the lengths of their bank accounts are known The grades of our modern gentlemen; THE SWEET OLD WAT. Few of us even have time to pray- To the God that is still enthroned above — But women still charm in the sweet, old way, And money-mad men still fall in love. THE MAN WHO IS NOT NEEDED. I'm sixty years of age to-day. And I have worked and slaved, And someone else shall presently Get all that I have saved! But it is not The simple thought Of going that I deplore; 'Tisthis: When I In the cold earth lie. They'll think of me no more! I've labored on from day to day With one hope in my mind, 'Twas that when I was laid away I'd leave a void behind — Something, you know, To ahvays show That I had lived and wrought; But now, at last, That dream is past — I've got to share the common lot. I've thrown a fever off to-day And risen from my bed ; For months I've been but helpless clay, With wild thoughts in my head. I'd fondly thought The mill would not I02 THE MAN WHO IS NOT NEEDED. Run if I were not there to see — But it kept right on While I was gone, And that's the thing that saddens me. 103 THE BANISHED VISION. I saw a splendid castle whose towers cleft the air, And troops of hurrying servants spoke in frightened whispers there ; Beside a bed all richly spread the kneeling master wept, And, pressed against its mother's breast, a fragile infant slept. Outside the castle gates I saw a ghostly rider sit Upon a pale, impatient steed that madly champed its bit, And, as I looked, the gates were swung to let the rider through. And then a baby's laughter swept the castle from my view. I turned and kissed a rosy cheek and stroked a curly head. And pitied him who knelt beside that richly-covered bed; I heard a happy mother's song, and, hearing, was aware That gladness may be far away from towers that cleave the air. 104 THE INFIDEL. O man of eloquent speech, O man of massive brain. What is this thing you preach, And what do your followers gain? You have seen the stars in the sky, You have watched the billows roll, You have heard the infant cry, You have heard the mother sigh, And still you have flowery words to deny The existence of the soul ! You have searched the Bible through, O man of wonderful brain, And you hold its fallacies up to view, But what do your followers gain? You have garnered a wealth of lore. And you splendidly deal it out. From your lips the flowery sentences pour, And men who had simple faith before Depart with sickening doubt. But I have knelt at a knee, O man of wonderful scope. And one with a soul has given to me The trust that fosters hope ! And the simple faith she had to give Will live a thousand years for each los THE INFIDEL. Brief year, O man, that you may live, To charm with your flowery speech. O, man of words that burn, O man of words that sway. What do you offer in return For the faith you would take away? The trust she gave was free, O man of wonderful brain — You would destroy for pelf, but she Taught not for selfish gain! You have garnered a wealth of lore, She was moved by a Mind above; You pile up a wordly store — She gave from the fountain of love ! You have searched the Good Book through, O man of massive brain. You hold its fallacies up to view — You garner gold and you scatter pain ! But I have knelt at a knee, And I have listened to you. And her prayers come back, and I know that she Who loved me and taught me knew — That the word she gave to me Is the wonderful word that is true. 1 06 HER TEARS. Let others bask in her smiles! I know That her yearning heart is mine, Although She pretends to be gay With another, to-day — Last night I caused her tears to flow ! She is making a fool of him! I know 'Tis not his love sets her cheeks Aglow ! Let him bask in her smiles, And be fooled by her wiles — Last night I caused her tears to flow ! Oh, dearer than all her smiles May be Is the glorious charm of knowing That she Who pretends to be gay With another, to-day, Wept, last night, when she quarreled with me! 107 WORDS IN THE SAND. They strolled together on the shore He held her little hand, And where the waves had dashed before They wrote words in the sand. They wrote the words that lovers say, They joined their names together, And merry-hearted took away No thoughts of stormy weather. The waves of Time have broken o'er Her heart and his since then, As the waves have washed the sandy shore And left it bare again. And the words they fashioned in the sand Are gone and gone forever, For the heart is but a shifting strand. Wave-washed — and constant never. io8 HIS NEW SUIT. I remember well the way- She looked up at me that day When I first put on the gray, And said good-bye, back there in '63. She and I were sweethearts then, And I hear her voice again. As she nestled up to me, Saying in her gentle way: 'Ah, how brave you look in gray, And how tall and handsome, too, Gray's the color, dear, for you!" There's a ragged suit of gray She has long had laid away — There are memories that cling around it, too; But the years have come and gone. And at present I have on A suit of Uncle Sam's beloved blue. When she saw me yesterday She wiped a tear away For the memory of the gray — That dear, old, ragged suit of '63, And she sweetly spoke again — Spoke more fervently than then As she nestled up to me, 109 HIS NEW SUIT, Saying, in her gentle way : 'Ah, how brave you looked in gray! But you're braver still in blue, Blue's the color, dear, for you!" no VISIONS OF THE PAST. THE WEARY ONE, The good old days — the good old days — ah! life was sweeter then Than it is since I must share the cares that weigh on toiling men. The fruit that grew on the bending trees when I was young and free Seemed sweeter far and juicier than fruit now seems to me. Oh, for another happy day back there in the long ago, Perched in the dear old cherry tree, and swinging to and fro! And oh for the big red cherries that I ate with a relish then, For the cherries are all wormy since I share the cares of men ! THE SAGE. Ah! the good old days would cease to charm if, with your present tastes, You were back again on the lonesome farm, with its briers and stony wastes. And you didn't enjoy the good old days when you had them to enjoy, VISIONS OF THE PAST. And you wouldn't now if you might again be a freckle-featured boy ! You think that the fruit was juicier then and sweeter than 'tis to-day; But fruit still grows upon the trees in the same old-fashioned way. And you found no worms in your cherries then, but 'tis certain that they were there ; You weren't looking for worms when you were a boy, and didn't care! 112 WHERE SHE IS. I do not mind the rabble in the street, The never-ceasing conflict and the whir; Around me clatter many tired feet, But dreamily I listen unto her. She hums a little song and I can hear Cool brooklets flowing gently to the sea; She smiles, and blossom-laden trees appear In fancy's dreamy vistas unto me. What matter, if the town be hot and dry? "Where she is, fragrant flowers ever blow; The noise and conflict still go on, but I Forget and dream of moments long ago, And gleaming sails, that drifted slowly by. "3 GOING WITH THE CROWD. Like a ship without a rudder That goes drifting here and there, Idly tossing, weather beaten, Never getting anywhere — Veering with the daily changes of the tide, On the wave or in the trough, upon her side — Is the man who merely shuffles With the crowd along the way, Bringing up to-morrow evening Where he started yesterday. Better far a wooden dory With a purpose that is plain Than a stately liner tossing Rudderless upon the main! Better far to toil obscurely for a time On some rocky path no other dares to climb Than carelessly to shuffle With the crowd along the way, Bringing up to-morrow evening Where you started yesterday. I greet the man who bravely Takes a course and fares along — Turns his steps into some rugged Path untrodden by the throng ; 114 GOING WITH THE CROWD. Fame is deftly interlacing laurels now To be wreathed upon the lonely toiler's ::; brow- Leaves that never come through drifting With the crowd along the way, Bringing up to-morrow evening Where you started yesterday ! "5 THE COURSE OF LOVE. 'Twas midnight, and the silvery moon Beamed down upon the scene Where Harold planned to carry off The lovely Geraldine. He was a brave and handsome lad, She was as sweet as fair, But, oh, her heavy-fisted dad Opposed the loving pair. He came out from behind a tree — He gave the cuckoo's call. And waited for the lovely maid Who held his heart in thrall. Eftsoons she softly raised the sash, And whispered: "I am here"; He ceased to gnaw his young mustache, And cried: "Hist! Hist! my dear!' She "histed" once; she "histed" twice, Her father snored awa}^ ; The lover dragged his ladder up. And brought it into play; He stood upon the lowest round. While she leaned out above — The moon was happy to have found This blissful scene of love. 'And are you sure," the maiden cried, "That you will ever be ;i6 THE COURSE OF LOVE. As brave and true as you are now, And always cherish me?" 'As long," the lover made reply, "As yonder moon doth shine And take her course across the sky, I'll love you, my divine!" He took another upward step, Her heart began to quake; Oh, what," she thought, "would happen now If father should awake?" Up, up, the happy lover crept Till she could feel his breath, And still the cruel father slept. And all was still as death. Another step, another round, And then their lips would meet — Alas! the ladder broke, and he Fell twenty-seven feet! The clatter would have raised the dead, It raised her sleeping sire. Who quickly bounded out of bed, Nor sought to curb his ire. They found the lover lying low, His clothes were badly torn; He'd fallen in a bramble-bush, And met with many a thorn. At last they brought him round again. Her father bade him go. He didn't stop to argue then. And it was better so ! 117 THE C O URSE OF LO VE. Ah, that was many years ago, They're married, he and she, But each unto another, and As happy as can be. She has a son that she's afraid May throw himself away — And he's the father of a maid He watches well, to-day! ii8 IF. When all is over, And the dear one lies Under the cover Of blossoms and clover — When the kind, weary eyes Are sightless forever — How thick and how vast do the ugly "if's" rise! "If I had been kinder— if I had obeyed, The hand of the reaper, mayhap, had been staved ! O, if I had thought, O, if I had cared, What heart-breakmg sorrows might she have been spared!" O, happy the lover, Thrice happy the son, If, when all is over And the dear, patient one Lies under the cover Of blossoms and clover. No "ifs" come trooping to taunt and torment ! O happy his lot Who can say: "I would not Undo or change aught — " Who requited her love ere she went! 119 IF. When all is over And the dear one lies Under the cover Of blossoms and clover. When the kind, weary eyes Are sightless forever, O would that there never Were "ifs" to arise! 1 20 MISS "I-DON'T-CARE." She is sweet, petite, and witty, But, alas, she's heartless, too! If you know her, oh, I pity — From my soul I pity you! Half a hundred hearts are breaking For this maid, so sweet, so fair — She with merriment is shaking, And exclaiming, "I don't care!" "Maiden," cried I once, "I love you; Let me claim your heart as mine; Every star that is above you But for you would cease to shine!' "Ah, you foolish, foolish fellow. Why bore me with this affair?" She repUed, in accents mellow, "Let the stars fall, I don't care!" "But my heart is fiercely burning! I must win your love!" I cried; Smiling cruelly, and turning Half away, the maid replied: "Ah, your breast is all on fire! That is awful, I declare! Still, if you will build a pyre In your bosom I don't care!" Fifty times I've knelt before her And in many ways I've sought 121 M/SS ♦'/ DON'T-CARE:'' To invoke a love spell o'er her, But it all has come to naught! Yesterday I swore I'd die if She my fortune would not share — 'Die then," said she, with a sigh, "if That will help you — I don't care!" 122 HAPPINESS. 'I would be happy," Greed's slave cries, "Could I but learn some way To win the great, elusive prize That ever flees from me — I would be happy could I be A millionaire to-day." 'I would be happy," Youth cries out "If Fate would grant me fame! O, that I might hear people shout My praises as I passed along — O, that in story and in song I might embalm my name!" Behold where happiness is found : Beneath yon spreading tree A fool, half stretched upon the ground, Holds in his teeth a bit of clay And blows white rings of smoke away — From sad ambition free. 23 THE MAN OF FAITH. He is the bravest man Who has the faith to feel That God's above to guide Him on through woe or weal — To him who has no doubt How can there come a fear? He plunges in or rushes out, Believing God is near, And, though by dangers hedged about Pursueth his career. For where there lurketh doubt, There, only, can be fear. He is the strongest man Who has the faith sublime To feel that he is kept In God's view all the time; He calmly goes his way. When once that way is plain, And keeps ascending day by day The height he is to gain ; The part that God gave him to play He plays with might and main. And never wanders from the way, Since God has made it plain. O, for the faith that lifts Men over earth's affairs — 124 THE MAN OF FAITH. The faith that strengthens hearts And blots out human cares! To him who has no doubt How can there come a fear? He plunges in or rushes out, Believing God is near. And, though by dangers hedged about, Pursueth his career, For where there lurketh doubt, There, only, can be fear. 125 LIVING IT OVER. If I had my life to live over, And could know what I know to-day; If I could go back O'er the uneven track, I would travel a different way. The prospect beyond me is gloomy, My pathway is rocky and steep: I must toil, though I know That the crops which I sow Are only for others to reap! Alas for the years that I've squandered, And the chances I've frittered away! Would that I might live it all over, Knowing life as I know it to-day!" 'And if it were all to live over, If you knew all you know to-day. If you could go back O'er the uneven track, You would still sing your pitiful lay, For the man who sits idle, regretting The chances that lie in the past Is never the one Whose work is well done, However his fortunes are cast ! There's a use for the years that are squandered 126 LIVING IT OVER. And the chances men fritter away; The man who succeeds is the man who can build On the failures of yesterday." 127 THE QUARREL. "There are quite as good fish In the sea --^ As anyone ever has caught," said he. "But few of the fish- In the sea Will bite at such bait as you've got," Said she. To-day he is gray and his line's put away, But he often looks back with regret ; She's still "in the sea," and how happy she'd be If he were a fisherman yet! 128 THE MAN WHO DIDN'T RISE. He worked away From day to day Year in, year out, he came and went; And others passed him in the race And lines began to mark his face, And in his breast was discontent. "I wonder why," He moaned, "that I Am stranded here, as on a rock? While others rise I'm doomed to stay!' And, ever as he worked away. He kept one eye upon the clock. 129 LOVE'S MIRROR. I. The sky was draped with somber clouds, A chill was in the air; My love was cold and gloominess Extended everywhere. I mingled with the busy throng, And scanned the faces there ; Each seemed a living mirror of Bereavement or despair. II. My loved one smiled upon me and The world was bright again ; E'en though the wind blew from the north It did not chill me then. Again I mingled with the throng, And sav/ but gladness when I peered into the faces of Those erst unhappy men. 130 CONTENTMENT. The man who grinds me down and thrives upon my daily toil Owns acres by the thousand, while I've not a foot of soil ; And in his vaults 'tis said that he has millions stored away, While I must labor for the things I need from day to day, Yet I would not change places with this multi-millionaire, For I have peace of mind, while he is weighted down with care ! I have a wife and little ones, who fill my foolish heart, While he, in crusty loneliness, is doomed to live apart ! He never felt two little arms around his wrinkled neck; He is not loved, although his gold is measured by the peck; He cannot go to bed at night and slumber as I can — No, no! I would not, if I could, change places with this man ! And when the labor of the day is done and I repair 131 CONTENTMENT. Unto my humble home, to eat the dinner steaming there, Ah, what a joy awaits me then! What prince's appetite Could ever be compared to that which I have every night? But, as for him — the millionaire — he lunches on a crust. Because dyspepsia mocks at him, and tells him that he must! Oh, let this sallow, wrinkled man grind on and save and save, And I will be content to keep on toiling as a slave ; Oh, let him have his sleepless nights, while happy dreams are mine; Oh, let him be the upas tree that holds no clinging vine ! Though he has wealth that lifts him high in thoughtless people's sight, I'll never envy him while I can soundly sleep at night. 132 LINES TO A COBBLER. Men look upon him with disdain, And scout his humble trade ; Poor soul, he has no teeming brain. No learning to parade! He only sits, from day to day. And plies his awl and thread ; No tender fancies ever play 'Round that dull, grizzled head. Still, be not hasty to despise This man of humble parts, For, though he has not drawn a prize. In choosing of the arts, His awl obeys a master's hand, And, oh, to be supreme In any honest thing is grand Beyond the poet's dream! 133 LOST CANDOR. I used to hold her on my knees, And softly stroke her sunny curls; I used to pat her dimpled cheeks. And call her loveliest of girls ; She used to look into my eyes, And smile and nestle down, serene — But that was when the maid was four, And I had just turned seventeen. I met her yesterday again, She placed a little hand in mine; She looked into my eyes and then I saw a blush that was divine ! I thought of those old days when we Had romped around upon the green- When she was four and frank and free, And I had just turned seventeen. Ah, would that I might speak to her As freely as I did of yore ; Would that she w^ere as frank with me As when she was a child of four ! But words that I would say to-day Unto this graceful little queen Forsake me, since I'm thirty-one And she is stately and eighteen. 134 THE LITTLE OLD CHURCH DOWN TOWN. Down in the smoke, where the roar and the rush Of traffic is heard all day ; Where the cars and the trucks and the carriages crush The cripple that gets in the way ; Surrounded by buildings that tower above And flanked by a bright bit of sod — An oasis left there in the desert of trade — Is a spot that belongs to God. I steal through the half-open door and sit down In an old-fashioned pew to dream — To forget the roar of the money-mad town — And through a memorial window a beam Of God's sweet sunlight forces itself, And illumines the dark old place ; And a smile of sweet welcome seems to spread O'er the pictured Saviour's face. And so for a while my mind is free From the world and its mad affairs. 135 THE LITTLE OLD CHURCH DOWN TOWN. Again my mother sits next to me, And I hear her whispered prayers! O, bhssf ul hour ! O, sacred spot, What sweet old memories do ye bring! O, cramped and crowded house of God, What glories still around thee cling ! Again I can hear the sweet old chimes, As I slowly move away. And I'm better for thinking of those old times — I've communed with Him to-day! Surrounded by buildings that tower above, And flanked by a bit of sod, There is rest, there is hope, there is happi- ness On this spot that belongs to God. 136 SINCE SHE'S AWAY. She's gone away — The sky is blue, But it was bluer yesterday ; The breeze, I trow, was sweeter, too, Before she went away. She's gone away — There seems to be A lack of something here, to-day ; The town is dead and drear to me Since she has gone away. She's gone away — I never knew, Until she started, yesterday, How fair she was, how helpful, too — And she is far — so far away ! She's gone away — I would that she Were coming back again, to-day. For it has just occurred to me How dear she is, since she's awav! 137 ON LIFE'S LADDER. I. For him who seeks to rise few hands reach down to claim his grip, Few warning words are heard above to save him from a sHp; Each upward step he takes must be through efforts of his own, For everyone that's gained the top would like to be alone ! IL For him who stumbles on the way a thousand hands reach out To grasp and pull him down into the misery-haunted rout ! There's scanty welcome at the top for him that wins, but oh What joyous greetings does he get who joins the ranks below ! 138 A WISH. If some good fairy were to come To me to-day and say : One wish I have to grant to thee — One wish, come say, what shall it be? And have it while you may," Dost think that I would ask for wealth, Or for unbounded fame? Nay, riches would not charm me then. Nor power to wield a glorious pen Would be the boon I'd claim. But I would make this simple wish : That I might once more stand Back in the happy days of old, With faith in the rainbow's pot of gold And glad behef in fairy land! 139 PASSING OF A GOOD SAMARITAN. Lay him away, It matters not where ; Dig a hole in the ground, And deposit him there ; 'Twill be useless to raise A shaft o'er his head, For Heaven's aware Of the fact that he's dead! Lowly his lot, And humble his sphere ; The world — the big, busy world knew not That he ever was sent to minister here ; He gathered no millions, he built up no trusts, — He cornered no markets, robbed no one of bread ; His raiment was ragged, he lived upon crusts — But Heaven's aware of the fact that he's dead! Did he worship in church In the orthodox way? Did the rafters ring when It was his turn to pray? Alas, I know not — But let it be said 140 I'ASS/JVG OF A GOOD SAMARITAN. That Heaven's aware Of the fact that he's dead! The orphan he fanned Through feverish days May live or may not To cherish his praise; The sick that he nourished when stricken himself, The starving- that, when he was hungry, he fed May pray for him now, or may not, as they list — But Heaven's aware of the fact that he's dead! Lay him away. It matters not where ; Dig a hole in the earth. And deposit him there ; When the last trumpet sounds He will hear, he will hear As well as the man O'er whose head people rear The highest of columns — Aye, put him to bed ! If there is a God He will not forget That this lowly man lived — and is dead ! 141 "WHEN THE DEVIL WAS SICK." A man who had delved in the lore of the ages And could tell you the weight of the stars, Who had added wise words unto Science's pages And written an essay on Mars, Arrived at the startling conclusion, one day, That lawyers who plead and preachers who pray, And doctors who claim to subdue peo- ple's ills With scalpels and nostrums and poison- ous pills Were nothing but swindlers, each in his way. But the man who had delved in the lore of the ages And studied the far-away stars, Who had earned the proud right to be classed with the sages, One day got in front of the cars ! They picked him up tenderly ; put him to bed, And, as he lay groaning and moaning, half-dead. 142 ''WHEN THE DEVIL WAS SICK.'' A preacher came in and knelt down at his side And called on the God that the sage had denied, And he heartily joined in the prayers that were said. Yet the man who had delved in the lore of the ages, And could name all the stars in the sky, Who had added wise words unto Science's pages, Was not quite ready to die ! He summoned a surgeon and patiently lay While the "brute of a butcher" was saw- ing away: He took all the poisons they gave him to take. Forgetting that "doctoring's only a fake" — And arose and hobbled away, one day. Now the man who has delved in the lore of the ages And can tell you the names of the stars. Who has earned the proud right to be classed with the sages And was knocked galley west by the cars — Who prayed when he thought he was go- ing to die, Who, ill, sent for him of whom, well, he fought shy. Has hired a lawyer to take up his case — To sue for the damages done to his face And the leg that he lost when the train went by. 143 THE MAN WHO WAS FORGOTTEN. "Set him there, where he may see me; Let me hold his little hand ; Keep my memory before him So that he may understand. Let him look upon my visage As I draw my latest breath ; Let him close my eyes, when, sightless, They shall stare at him, in death. "Let him look; he may remember! In the years to come, perchance He may still recall his father, Back across the dim expanse. God, thou hast been kind — I thank Thee! Thou hast given me to see Him whose flesh is mine — I pray Thee Let my son remember me." The wondering child bent over, And he kissed his father's brow; They that listened heard the grating Of the sable boatman's prow; There were tears and sobs and sighing, But the father only smiled, And, in death, still gazed up fondly At the prattling little child. 144 THE MAN WHO WAS FORGOTTEN. Envoy. There's a gravestone that is mossy, and a name is carved thereon; There's a wife that once was widowed, but the years have come and gone ; There's a son to whom a father's tender love is all unknown, And the name he bears is not the name that's carved upon the stone! 145 A SONG FOR THE SELFISH. When you and I were young, my dear, Ere lines had marked your brow, Ere God had sent the loved ones here That cling about us now^ When you and I were free from care, We thought the world was very fair — When you and I were young, my dear. But we are older now, my dear, And worried by the cares Of those who cling around us here And have their love affairs — Ere you were grieved by others' woes You were as radiant as a rose, But now your brow has furrows, dear. When you and I were young, my dear, We thought the Lord was good. But that was ere we had to bear The weight of parenthood! — The cares of those we love, sweetheart, A spice to human joys impart, And feed the hungry soul, my dear. When you and I were young, my dear, And neither knew a care, I trod a pathway that was clear, And led you, trembling, there — But the happiness of careless days Has broadened in a hundred ways Since others cling about us, dear ! 146 WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO HAPPEN. He grubbed away on a patch of ground, "Waiting for something to happen;" Year after year the same old round, "Waiting for something to happen;" The moments he had to spare he spent In ' ' waiting for something to happen ;" His hair grew gray, his shoulders bent, But he grubbed and he loafed, and was content To "wait for something to happen." His tools wore out, and his ground grew poor, "Waiting for something to happen," But he grubbed and he loafed and he still was sure That "something would some day happen," And many a chance he let go past, "Waiting for something to happen," Until there came a day at last When clods above his head were cast — Something had finally happened ! 147 WHEN DOCTORS DISAGREE. He looked at my tongue and he shook his head — This was Doctor Smart — He thumped on my chest, and then he said: "Ah, there it is! Your heart! You mustn't run — you mustn't hurry 1 You mustn't work — you mustn't worry ! Just sit down and take it cool ; You may live for years, I cannot say ; But, in the meantime, make it a rule To take this medicine twice a day!" He looked at my tongue, and he shook his head — This was Dr. Wise — 'Your liver's a total wreck," he said, "You must take more exercise! You mustn't eat sweets, You mustn't eat meats. You must walk and leap, you must also run ; You mustn't sit down in the dull old way; Get out with the boys and have some fun — And take three doses of this a day!" 148 WHEN DOCTORS DISAGREE. He looked at my tongue, and he shook his head — This was Dr. Bright— "I'm afraid your lungs are gone," he said, "And your kidney isn't right. A change of scene is what you need, Your case is desperate, indeed. And bread is a thing you mustn't eat — Too much starch — but, by the way. You must henceforth live on only meat — And take six doses of this a day!" Perhaps they were right, and perhaps they knew, It isn't for me to say; Mayhap I erred when I madly threw Their bitter stuff away ; But I'm living yet and I'm on my feet, And grass isn't all I dare to eat. And I walk and I run and I worry, too. But, to save my life, I cannot see What some of the able doctors would do If there were no fools like you and me. 149 A RESURRECTION. "Ah, Love is dead," She said ; "Flown through the open door! Never more While the sad winds blow And the sad brooks flow Shall there be For me The old, sweet, happy thrill — Joy has fled. And the world is dark and still, For Love is dead!" She heard a sigh. Sweet and low! Her heart beat high, She forgot her woe, And the glad wind blew, And the sun burst through The clouds o'erhead — The darkness fled, And then She looked with joy On the laughing boy — For Love was alive again! 150 FAITH. When the sky is blue and friends are true, And Fortune, fickle dame, Bestows her winning smile on you, With faith you are aflame. Then you can easily believe The words the preacher says, And for your erring brother grieve, And join in songs of praise. But, when the somber clouds descend And fortune wears a frown. When you in vain approach your friend — In fact, when you are "down" — Ah ! then can you your faith retain, Your voice in pleading raise, And say God's purposes are plain, And join in songs of praise? 151 THE SEARCH FOR GOLD. The gray Vv^olf scratches upon the door, While the fierce wind shrieks away, And a woman lies prone on her cabin floor And a little child shouts at play. The pine trees moan on a mountain side, Where a man lies stiff and cold, And stares at the far-away stars, dull-eyed, And grasps a nugget of gold. Let the gray wolf howl, let the mother weep. Let the little one shriek at the blast — Ah, what cares he who is lying asleep, Has he not found wealth, at last? 152 THE MAN WHO HADN'T TIME. He never had time to play, He never had time to rest, But he worked away and thought of a day When what he had done would attest The usefulness of his life, His worth as a man among men ; Then he would quit the strife — He would rest on his laurels then. As a bondman chained he slaved, Ever looking ahead ; As a miser he hoarded and saved, Grudging his daily bread ! Beyond was a happy day — Nearer and nearer it drew — When his work should be put away And care should be banished, too ! At last, upon a day. When the sun was low in the West, He put his work away. And sat him down to rest. But where was the dreamed-of bliss? And why was it now denied? Things seemed to be going amiss — So he brooded awhile and died. 153 THE QUARREL IN THE CORNFIELD. Up on the hill where the sweet breeze is blowing, I see the long rows of the ripening corn ; There by the fence where the tall grass is growing, Is the jug of sweet cider, beneath the white thorn. And the swish of the cutters that cleave through the stalks, And the song of the wind, as it blows through the shocks. Come as plainly again as they did on the day That I threw down the cutter and strutted away. I see the big, yellow, ribbed pumpkins that cover The ground where the corn has been taken away — Ah, there is a flock of wild geese flying over. Bound for some far-distant Southern bay, And I hear the stern tones of my father again, 154 THE QUARREL IN THE CORNFIELD. Bidding me go, as he coldly did then, And again in my throat I can feel the lump rise. And again the hot tears tumble out of my eyes! O, for the hill where the sweet breeze is blowing. As in the fair autumn it ever blows there ! O, for a taste of the sweet cider flowing Out of the jug tilted high in the air! O, for a rest from the roar and the rush. From the pushing, the crowding, the carnage, the crush ! O, for the swish of the blades through the stalks, And the song of the wind, as it blows through the shocks ! But the hill's far away, and the years have been speeding Some other is cutting the corn that waves there. And the wind sings away through the shocks, all unheeding The pain that grew out of a foolish affair! — O, for a sight of the corn on the hill, O, for the sound of a voice that is still. And O, for the years that have sped since the day That I threw down the cutter and strutted away. 155 LOVE ASLEEP. They builded air castles together, They wished by the stars in the skies, They played in the fields in fair weather. And the love light crept into her eyes; She sighed, but he laughed, and his laughter Came back in sad echoes years after — The love light shone out of her eyes. The maiden bound up her long tresses, And men praised her form and her face; No more did she romp in short dresses, A woman had taken her place ; But he saw not what Love had completed. As the boy treats the maiden he treated The woman who stood in her place. One day the doves cooed in May weather, And a stranger looked into her eyes; One day they departed together. And a boy fell to earth from the skies — A boy with a heart that was breaking And a love that, at last, was awaking. Fell headlong to earth from the skies. 156 THIS QUEER OLD WORLD. It is queer how things go by contraries here, 'Tis always too cold or too hot, And the prizes we miss, you know, always appear To be better than those that we've got; It is always too wet, or too dusty and dry. And the land is too rough or too flat. There's nothing that's perfect beneath the blue sky — But— It's a pretty good world, for all that. Some people are born but to dig in the soil. And sweat for the bread that they eat. While some never learn the hard meaning of toil And live on the things that are sweet ; A few are too rich and a lot are too poor, And some are too lean or too fat — Ah, the hardships are many that men must endure, — But— It's a pretty good world for all that. The man who must think envies them that must be 157 THIS ^UEER OLD WORLD. Ever pounding and digging for men, And the man with the pick would be happy if he Might play with the brush or the pen! All things go by contraries here upon earth, Life is empty and sterile and flat ; Man begins to complain on the day of his birth, — But— It's a pretty good world for all that ! :58 THE RECOMPENSE, Sometimes I wonder if the man Who wins renown on earth Finds that the plaudits of the crowd Are of exalted worth. I wonder if, when in the tomb His wasted clay is laid, The labor and the loneliness He knew have been repaid. I wonder if the common man. Who drifts along through life, Content with love and praises from His children and his wife, Has not less cause to murmur at The firm decrees of fate Than he that frets for future men To find that he was great? 159 A FEW BOYS. SONG FOR THE FIRST BORN. Two twinkling stars of wonderful size Disappeared from the sky one night, And these are my dear little romancer's eyes, And, oh, he must close them tight ! Sweet little wanderer, go to sleep; Dear little curly head, mustn't peep — Two sleepy eyes of wonderful size. And a sweet little kiss, good night! A little white cloud had a wonderful fall From out of the sky, one night, And tnis is his bed and his pillow and all. So white and so soft and so light! Sweet little wanderer, go to sleep: Dear little curly-head, mustn't peep ! — The cloud is his bed and his pillow and all, So a sweet little kiss, good night ! The wind sang a song to the fairies that lay Asleep in the flowers, one night, And this is the song that is dying away, As fancy is winging its flight! Sweet little wanderer doesn't peep; Dear little curly-head's gone to sleep! — And this is the song that is dying away . In the dreams of my darling, to-night! 163 THERE IS A SANTA CLAUS. I'm jist as glad as I can be, And I won't lie no more, Nor make my mamma cry for me The way I have before ; I'll never, never run away, Nor swear again, because — I don't care what bad people say — They is a Santa Glaus! Some bigger boys 'an me, at school, Said Santa was a hoax. Somebody started once, to fool The little bits of folks; They told me that my teacher knew And grandpa understood — That your parents told you stories to Jist git you to be good. Nen I went and runned away, And I was awful bad ; I swored a lot of times that day, Because I was so mad ! I'd been as good as I could be Since way back in the fall^ And they was no Santa Claus to see Or know it, after all ! But when I'd got all tucked in bed I heard pa say, that night, 164 THERE IS A SANTA CLAUS. Old Santa Claus had got a sled And skates fer me, all right — He didn't know I heard him, though, Nen I cried, because I'd been so bad all day, and oh. They was a Santa Claus! So I got out of bed, at last, And climbed up on his knee. And when he stroked my head I ast If Santa'd pardon me; I told him all about how I'd Runned off and swored that day. And mamma she set there and cried, And pa he looked away! But purty soon he petted me, And after while he said: 'Well, never mind, jist wait and see — You'll git the skates and sled ! Those bad boys don't know what they say — Go back to sleep — for laws ! 'Thout him we'd have no Christmas day — 'Course they's a Santa Claus!" 165 THE BOY WHOSE PA HAS SPELLS. I've jist been down with Tommy Brown And helpin' him to fly A kite what his pa made for him, Way up into the sky. His pa he lets him play all day And have the mostest fun ! He's got a goat he drives around, And a nawful nice air gun, And his pa often plays with him, And every circus day They go to see the show, and oh Wisht my pa treated me that way ! My pa he stays away some nights Till awful, awful late, And so my ma she has to set Up all alone and wait, And then, next morning, my, but he Does tear around and jaw, And if I speak he strikes at me And does the same to ma, And when he's gone ma has to cry Hard as she ever can — Some day I'll take her part when I Grow up to be a man ! 1 66 THE BOr WHOSE PA HAS SPELLS. I guess 'at my pa never was No little boy at all, For he don't never want to fly No kites nor bat the ball — But wunst he stood and looked at me A long, long time, and I Was 'fraid he'd whip me, so I had To jist give up and cry, And then he come and stroked my head And didn't never speak, But jist bent down and hugged me And kissed me on the cheek, And then I cried more harder Than I ever cried before. And, oh, I wisht that some time he Would love me so some more ! Most other boyses pas they play With them sometimes, but my Pa he don't never play with me, Nor make no kites to fly, And I can't go to circuses Like all the other boys. And they are always tellin' me How their pas buy them toys. And their pas never punish them Unless they're awful bad — If my pa was that kind to me. Oh, wouldn't I be glad! Sometimes when he comes home at night And I've been sleepin' sound. He wakes me up and then I lay And hear him stompin' round, 167 THE BOr WHOSE PA HAS SPELLS. And then, next mornin', ma she cries And says he wasn't well — When I ast her what the trouble was — He's had another spell ! — I'm awful sorry for the boys Whose pas has spells, for, oh, When his spells come he gits so mad, And ma she takes it so ! But if, some day, he'll only stand And look at me again The way he did that first time, and Be just like he was then — Oh, then, I won't care if he don't Make kites for me to fly. And, oh, I'll be so happy if He'll only make me cry, By bein' good to me, because Most fun I ever had Was when I felt so awful bad Because I was so glad ! 1 68 CONFESSIONS OF LITTLE WILLIE. Pa says they ain't no spooks at all, Ni s'pose he ought to know, 'Cause he knows nearly everything worth knowin' here below; He says 'at only fraidy calfs believes they's ghosts around, For people can't git back on earth when you put 'em under ground. I don't believe in spirits when the sun is shinin' bright, And I can hear folks talk, or they's a livin' thing in sight, If they is jist a cat or dog around me I'm prepared For anythinsf 'at comes along, and ain't a bit a-scared. But sometimes I come home from school when ma's away, and then I go a-sneakin' up the stairs, and then sneak down again, And think I'll find the doughnuts or the raisins or the jam — And then I hear somebody step — or a door shuts with a slam. I know as well as I'm alive they ain't nobody there. 169 COJVFBSSIOJVS OF LITTLE WILLIE. But shivers creep along my back, and I can feel my hair Raise right straight up and stand as stiff as bristles on my head — And I believe in ghosts in spite of all pa ever said. I dassent turn around and look, for I'm afraid I'll see Some big white thing without no head a-standin' back of me — But after while I whistle or else I sing, and then Go out and run around the yard and git braced up again. And when it's dark at night, and I wake up and lay in bed, I can't keep ugly thoughts of ghosts from gittin' in my head. And then I hear pa snorin', and my blood gits froze, almost. For every snore sounds like the groan of some poor sinner's ghost. Pa says they ain't no ghosts, and I talk big, sometimes, and laugh At Eddie Gray, 'cause he believes, and call him fraidy calf. But when I do bad things and then am all alone, by Jinks, I know they's ghosts a-snoopin' round, in spite of what pa thinks ! 170 WHEN SORROWS COME. Oh, come to me, dear little baby boy, come Let me snuggle you close to my heart; Oh, come, let me kiss the poor, hurt little thumb, And so take away all the smart ! There, there, little one. You see it is gone. Now, dry up your tears and away. For the sun is scarce up ere the night is begun. So don't miss a moment of play ! Oh, come to me, dear little baby boy, come ! When childhood has faded behind. With the smart in your heart instead of your thumb. And troubles beclouding your mind — Oh, come to me then, Let me cheer you again. As I cheer you, my darling, to-day ! Don't sorrow alone o'er the coldness of men — And don't miss a moment of play ! 171 GETTING TO BE A MAN. I'm glad my hair ain't yallow, And all curled up and long; I'm glad my cheeks ain't dimpled, And that I'm gittin' strong, I wisht my voice was hoarser, To talk like Uncle Dan, Because I want to hurry And git to be a man ! I'm glad the women never Come up to me and say : "Oh, what a purty little boy!" In that soft kind of way. I wear big shoes, and always Make all the noise I can, Because I want to hurry And git to be a man ! I've got on pa's suspenders — Wisht I had whiskers, too. And that my feet was bigger, And schoolin' was all through. Wisht Edison or some one Would come out with some plan To help a boy to hurry And git to be a man ! MEDITATIONS OF JOHNNY. I wisht 'at I was bigger, so when I go out to play With older boys they wouldn't try to order me away, An* nen they wouldn't always make me set up on the fence, When they are playin' circus, an' be the audy-ence. I'd like to git into the ring, an' play I was the clown. Or else the bareback rider, who goes jumpin' up and down. Or I'd like to be ringmaster — wouldn't that be just immense ! But ev'ry time they make me play' at I'm the audy-ence. When I git bigger, someday I'm agoin' to have a ring An' be the lofty tumbler, an' clown, an' ev'rything, An' then the littler boys'll have to set up on the fence An' clap their hands when I perform — an' be the audy-ence. 173 A BOY'S KING. My papa he's the bestest man Whatever lived, I bet, And I ain't never seen no one As smart as he is yet. Why, he knows everything, almost, But mamma says that he Ain't never been the President, And that surprises me. And often papa talks about How he must work away — He's got to toil for other folks And do what others say ; And that's a thing that bothers me — When he's so good and great. He ought, I think, at least to be The ruler of the State ! He knows the names of lots of stars. And he knows all the trees. And he can tell the different kinds Of all the birds he sees, And he can multiply and add And figure in his head — They might have been some smarter men, But I bet you they are dead. 174 A BOT'S KING. Once when he thought I wasn't near He talked to mamma then And told her how he hates to be The slave of other men, And how he wished that he was rich For her and me — and I Don't know what made me do it, but I had to go and cry ! And so when I sat on his knee I ast him: — "Is it true That you're a slave and have to toil When others tell you to? You are so big and good and wise, You surely ought to be The President, instead of just A slave, it seems to me." And then the tears come in his eyes, And he hugged me tight and said :- "Why, no, my dear, I'm not a slave — What put that in your head? I am a king — the happiest king That ever yet held sway, And only God can take my throne And my little realm away!" 175 SHE NEVER WAS A BOY. When I come home, the other night, With an ugly lookin' eye That I had got into a fight, Poor ma commenced to cry; But when I told pa how it was. He clapped his hands for joy, And told me I done bully, 'cause Once he had been a boy. 'Boys will be boys," I heard him say, "They won't be otherv/ise, And the one that learns to fight his way Is the one that wins the prize; When I was his age fightin' was My greatest earthly joy — " But ma she kept on cryin', 'cause She never was a boy. My golly, but I'd hate to be A girl with braided hair. And always prim as A, B, C, With clothes too clean to wear ! When ma was small I s'pose she was Red-cheeked and sweet and coy — But, oh, the fun she missed because She never was a boy ! 176 RIDING THE OLD GRAY HORSE. The old gray horse jogs down a way That leads through a pleasant land, Where never a wrong is suffered to stray, And never a plot is planned ! And the breeze that blows revives and cheers And happiness fills the air. And sweet are the sounds that greet my ears, While the horse is jogging there ! Ride on, upon the patient steed, As another rode long ago, Down past the old enchanted mead. Where the flowers of memory blow — Through the beautiful town of Used-to-Be, Which lies in the pleasant way, And cling, as I clung to my father's knee. And urged the good old gray ! The old gray horse jogs down a lane That leads from the town of Care, Past running brooks and waving grain, And meadows wide and fair, To the glorious city of Heart's Content, Which stands on the hills of Joy, And where the head of the government Is a shouting little boy ! 177 THE FIRST CHRISTMAS TREE. Oh, dance around it, m}^ little man ! Oh, clap your hands and shout! Be merry, my darling, while you can. For the candles will soon burn out — There is care ahead. There are tears to shed. And there will be trouble and doubt. Oh, dance around it, to-day, my love ! Sweet faith has been given to thee — Faith in the Glorious Child above — The faith that was given to me! But scoffers will rise, To "open your eyes," And set you adrift on the sea. Oh, dance around it, my dear, to-day ! You are going to mingle with men. And the faith that you have will be taken away, And gloom will encompass you then ! — Till your own little one Sends care on the run, And brings the old faith back again. THE GOOD NIGHT KISS. I saw a sweet young mother place A hand upon her darling's head; A blush of shame o'erspread his face, As lovingly, she said : "Come, dear, 'tis late, You mustn't wait. So say good night, and go to bed." He looked at me with sheepish eyes, And softly tried to steal away ; I thought of one in Paradise, Who taught me how to pray : "And must I miss My darling's kiss?" I heard the fond young mother say. Her cheeks were round and soft and fair, As were another's long ago; I saw a child with sunny hair. O'er whom a mother bended low, I heard her say, As he fled away : "And pray for the orphan, too, you know." I sigh for the clasp of a tender hand. And the kiss that a shamefaced boy forsook ! 179 THR GOOD NIGHT KISS. I sigh for the love he could understand At last, when they bade him "come and look!" But a boy never knows Till the fond eyes close, And the Lord, in his wisdom, shuts the book. i8o A BOY'S COMPLAINT. Almost the last words father said To me before he fell asleep Were: "William, keep this in your head: The crop you sow you'll have to reap! Don't envy others what they've got, But you just do the best you can For all the world, and you cannot But grow to be a worthy man." I've had to work since father died — I've learned a lot I never knew Before he went; but still I've tried To do the things he told me to. I've never cheated anyone, I've always tried to shun the wrong; If he can see, he knows I've done My level best to help along. But every day or two I meet Someone that father used to know, Who says: "My gracious! It does beat Creation how these boys do grow!" And so he stops and looks at me. And I could knife him then, because He's sure to say I'll never be Quite such a man as father was. i8i A SOT'S COMPLAINT. A week ago my Uncle John Came on a visit from the West; 'Gosh, how you've grown since I've been gone ! ' ' He said — and then I guessed the rest. He grabbed me by the muscle — gee ! What an awful grip he had ! — But o' course," said he, "you'll never be Quite such a feller as your dad !" Still, mother tells me not to care What such unthinking people say ; She says she knows I'll make them stare, If God but lets me live, some day; 'For even Washington," says she, "No doubt was often sad because Folks told him he would never be The man his humble father was." 182