Xariffa's Poems By 'hi^^ Uj^v^cy ^frww^e-KfiC. / PHILADELPHIA ^ J. B. LIPPINCOTT & CO 1870. TO MY MOTHER, Dear Mother ! In the still and solemn hours That come so often in my lifetime now, Like rocks that rise to intercept the flow Of tides that sweep too swiftly past their shores, How tenderly my heart thy name adores ! I see thee on thy pinnacle of years, Thy feet just trembling on the Future's floors ; Thy locks of strength by Time's relentless shears All shorn ; toward the Yonder World thine eye Uplifted yearningly. O Mother mine ! As the swift footsteps of the years go by I cling to thee as to a thing divine, And feel how dark a path my life would be, Noblest of mothers, if bereft of thee. CONTENTS PAGE To my Mother 3 The Backwoodsman's Daughter. ii "John." ^7 The Torchlight Procession ^9 Wife Words ^^ At the Ball ^3 How Much do you Love me ? 25 Epithalamium ^7 The Sudden Shower 3° A Tenant's Petition to a Landlord 33 My World 3^ Katy Did 44 Bring me no Captive Pets 49 November -> Fidelitas 53 Sunrise -^^ God Bless You ! ^^ Malvina 3 The Baby • ^5 To an Old Portfolio ^^ Somebody A Memory 9 8 CONTENTS. PAGE Lines to Cora 72 The Slaughtered Crane 75 The Organ-Grinder 80 To Baby Lily 82 The Haunted House 84 To my Sister 88 Waiting 90 My Grandsire's Watch 91 Umbrae 93 Gertrude 96 " You are Not Forgotten." 98 Ode to the " Mother Hubbard" of a Fancy-Dress Ball 100 My Birth-day 102 Acrostic 105 The Box of Old Shoes 106 Willie's Wife in The Murderer 113 We Twa 117 Woman's Work 120 The March Snow-Storm 123 Deserted 125 To Guy 127 Do Angels Weep ? 128 Ingemisco 130 The Old Willow Tree 133 Zura 136 A Reverie 141 The Bandit's Burial 143 The Lion's Ride 146 Elodie 150 Song 153 By the Fire 155 Inscription for a Tomb 158 CONTENTS. 9 PAGE Mary Moore ^59 Mirabelle i6i Little May Ballard 165 Lizzie 1^7 Love Lines ^7^ To Some False Hair ^73 The Little Fiddler's Song I75 To a Flower from Gertrude's Tomb 178 After the War ^79 Lines ^^^ Lines to a Bouquet io4 Never Complain ^^" Ebb and Flow ^90 The Old Clock in the Corner 191 The Odd Fellow's Funeral 194 My Pupils 197 Luther Lane 200 Childe Sibyl 204 The Toy 207 Our Own 210 The Church Bell's Lament 212 Blood 216 Pressed Flowers 219 Don't You Remember ? 221 Creed 226 AToast 228 To-Whoo 229 The Suicide 232 Twilight 234 Trust 236 Fallacia 238 Invocation 43 The Lover to the Blue Ribbon that had tied Laura's Letters. ... 244 lO CONTENTS. PACK At Ada's Tomb 245 Fair Coz 247 SONNETS. Renunciation 249 The Maiden 250 The Man 251 To a Caged Mocking-Bird 252 To One Beloved 253 To my Pen 254 Lake Pontchartrain 255 To the Mouse that Nibbled my MSS : 256 Sacramentum Amoris 257 At the Wheel 260 Xariffa's Poems. THE BACKWOODSMAN'S DAUGHTER. I WAS a wanderer from my place of birth, Seeking among the wide world's busy throng A peaceful harbor for my woe-wrecked heart. The charm of home was gone — the links of love, So blessed in their brightness, broken were. And I had turned away, striving to heap Upon the black grave of the past the dust Of dim forgetfulness. Toward the West I turned my troubled brow. I had heard much Of that fair land, where the untrammeled herd The echoing turf salutes with scornful hoof. Where verdant plains lie like unfolded scrolls Whose emerald pages Nature paints with flowers ; Where the proud stag beside his timid mate Drinks from undesecrated streams ; and all Seems like the Eden Garden ere the stain Of sin besmeared its beauty. There I turned. Not with the hope to find my joys again, 11 12 THE BACKWOODSMAN' S DAUGHTER. But with intent my misery to hide Out of men's sight for ever. In the car Which bore me on — whither I cared nor knew, So it was westward and away — I marked Among the travelers a swarthy pair — A woodman and his wife. Between them sat A child — a little girl — whose deep blue eyes, Beneath their golden lashes hiding, looked Like twin forget-me-nots by sunbeams kissed. About her pretty brow and shoulders bare Her yellow locks, not curled nor braided, hung In glittering ripples to her slender waist. So wonderfully fair she looked beside Her rough protectors in her fragile grace. She seemed like some frail wind-flower peeping out From the broad shadow of two gnarled old oaks. Her lips, steeped in their early innocence Like morning buds in dew, parted at last. And her few words tripped lightly over them Like footsteps over flowers. " Father dear," She softly said, and twined her little hand Amongst the old man's gray and stubborn locks — " Dear father, tell me, are we almost home ? I am so weary of this clattering car. This dust and din, and all this careless crowd Of people whom I never saw before — Tell me, dear father, are we almost home?" '' 'Most home !" the sire returned and laid his hand Upon her upturned brow ; " and why, my child. THE BACKWOODSMAN'S DAUGHTER. 13 Dost long to reach that spot which ill compares With those fair city scenes whence you have come ? Dost thou forget the rich man's splendid home, The busy streets, with all their glittering crowds, The gay shop-windows where each day you saw So many tempting toys and wondrous books? And dost remember how you loved to hear The chiming church-bells in the steeples high, And often drew your little hand from mine To climb the steps, and through the doorways vast Catch glimpses of Religion's love of show?" '' True, father dear," the little one replied — " True, I did like the bus}^ city crowds. The lofty houses where rich people dwell, The gay shop-windows and the pretty toys, Because they were so wonderful and new To my unpracticed eyes. In vestibules Of solemn churches, too, I loved to wait To hear the wings of music beat the air When the deep organ did the Sabbath greet. I well remember how I drew away My humble garments, lest they might defile The dazzling robes of those who could afford In worthier garb to worship. Yet I knew The heart lies naked in our Father's sight, Howe'er the form is clad ; and I was sure That He could see my fervent love for Him Beneath my simple gown. I envied none Their wealth, nor did I wonder that they wore Their best in presence of their King." "My child," The father said, while to his rugged face H THE BACKWOODSMAN'S DAUGHTER. A smile came tenderly, " thy words are good ; But bear In mind that in thy Western home All this which thou dost own to having loved. Will, to thy beauty-loving eyes, be lost ; Such things belong not, darling, to the poor." " The poor have memories just like the rich," She gently said. " I can remember all, And make my mind a picture-book to read To little friends who have not seen as much." Into the father's eye leaped a swift tear And trembled there, while with unsteady lip His questions still he plied : " But tell me why Thy little heart hath fixed itself, my child, So fondly on our lowly wildwood cot.^ There trials are, and hardships chain the hands Of those who love thee, and exacting toil Doth from affection steal her sweetest hours. How can that spot be brighter in thy sight Than homes where ease presides and care is not.^' Upon the woodman's wrinkled face the child Fixed her blue eyes in wonder at his words ; And then, as if her little lips returned The all-sufficient answer, she replied, '' Why, fiather, that is homer The shining tear That had been trembling in the old man's eye, Fell, at her words, down o'er his swarthy cheek, And with a quick embrace of thankfulness He clasped his darling to his rough, broad breast, THE BACKWOODSMAN'S DAUGHTER. 15 Praising the Father that his child possessed That best of blessings, a contented heart. She, smiling there within his loving arms, Recalled to him that little spot out West, Where, in the sunny forest-clearing stood Their lowly rough-hewn cabin, where each morn The merry brook ran laughing past the door, As if its freight were joy to all the world. " There," murmured she, half dreaming in his arms. " The livelong day among the woody wilds I find such pretty playmates and playthings. The velvet-footed rabbit waits for me Beneath the sheltering cover of the fern ; The squirrel, chattering o'er his nutty meal. Flies not at my approach ; and pretty stones, With fallen acorns, fill my lap with toys. The cool moss seems to welcome my bare feet, And birds recite their poetry to me As perfectly as though I were a queen. And never ask if I be rich or poor !" Across her hair, while thus she prattled on, The slanting sunbeams gently stretched themselves, Then stole away like worshipers content With having touched some consecrated thing. Before the day was wholly gone, the train Stopped at a backwoods station, and the child. Holding the hands of those whose prize she was, Passed from my sight for ever. She was home. Long did I muse upon the simple scene ; And like a sliarj^ rebuke the child's sweet words 5 THE BACKWOODSMAN'S DAUGHTER. Sank in my restless heart. She, with a cot, A few wild flowers and unfettered pets. Was rich ; whilst I, with all that wealth could give, A glittering home and hosts of titled friends. Lashed to the demon Discontent, was out Upon the world a wanderer ! Long years Have sped since then, but in my dreams by night And in my walks by day, by that child's voice I feel my sad heart haunted. Echoing there. It hath for me a strange significance. Out of the blazing blue of noonday skies. And up beyond the midnight's starry depths. It seems to gently lead my chastened soul, And leave it trembling by mysterious gates. While its soft echoes whisper, " That is home !" "JOHN.' I. I STAND behind his elbow-chair, My soft hands rest upon his hair- Hair whose silver is dearer to me Than all the gold of the earth could be- And my eyes of brown Look tenderly down On John, my John. II The firelight leaps and laughs and warms, Wraps us both in its ruddy arms — John, as he sits in the hearth-glow red. Me, with my hands on his dear old head— Encirling us both Like a ring of troth, Me and my John. III. His form has lost its early grace. Wrinkles rest on his kindly face ; 2* B 17 1 8 " JOHN:' His brow no longer is smooth and fair. For Time has left his autograph there ; But a noble prize In my loving eyes Is John, my John. IV. " My love," he says — and lifts his hands, Browned by the suns of other lands, In tender clasp on my own to lay — " How long ago was our wedding-day ?" I smile through my tears, And say, " Years and years, My John, dear John." We say no more — the firelight glows ; Both of us muse — on what, who knows ? My hands drop down in a mute caress — Each throb of my heart is a wish to bless. With my life's best worth, The heart and the hearth Of John, my John ! THE TORCHLIGHT PROCESSION. T N the dark, with a child on her bosom, i A woman is walking the floor ; And she moans while she hushes her darhng, " O God ! it is hard to be poor !" In the dark, with a child on her bosom- The dark of a comfortless room ; Not even a candle's dull ray to soothe The terrible ache of the gloom. Down the street throngs a joyous procession, With thousands of lamps all alight, And the red glare of whispering rockets Ascending the silence of night. Oil enough for the multitudes marching, And banners and ribbons and flowers, While the blue of the zenith is blazing With grand pyrotechnical showers. All alone with her poor little burden, A woman with hungering eyes Soothes, with lips that are pallid with fastmg. Her famishing baby's cries. 19 20 THE TORCHLIGHT PROCESSION. She catches the echoes of loud huzzas — " Great God !" she sighs, under her breath, " While Opulence squanders so much away. Must my little ones starve to death ?" Hark, the tramp of the marchers comes nearer ! Transparencies gleam past her door ; There " Our Cause," "- Our Kind," " Our Country,' she reads. But never one mottoed " Our Poor !" And she looks at the flickering torches, And counts the magnificent flags ; Then turns with a gasp to her darkness again. And her scanty, unseemly rags. Like a river of light, the procession Flows away down the stony street. And the star-studded gates of the midnight Close on the reverberant feet. The music dies out in the distance, All silently sink to their rest, Save a maniac mother pacing the floor, A little cold corpse on her breast. WIFE-WORDS. I. BELOVED one of my heart ! how bright The future lies before us ! Bathed in affection's purest Hght It casts its sunshine o'er us ; And all the past of bitter hours, Or ones of sadder seeming, Forgotten are amid the flowers On which our hearts lie dreaming. II The gladsome earth we e'en might deem Contained no grief or sadness, So bright and joyous is our dream Of Love's unclouded gladness. Like twin-born flowers, our earnest hearts Shall pass their days united ; And when the bloom of one departs, The other will be blighted. 21 32 WIFE-WORDS. III. Clasped to thy fond and faithful breast, The links of life seem lengthened, And round our spirits softly rest The ties our love has strengthened. Thus wandering on, with hearts in one, Souls linked so naught can sever : We'll side by side seek that bright home Where love endures for ever ! AT THE BALL. NAY, do not bend thy lips toward mine ear To whisper, 'mid the music and the light, And dizzy dancers' maddening career, The story of thy strong heart's early blight. I do not care to know. Of little worth I count that friendship which would fiiin exact As tribute due its accidental birth, The key to thy past's storehouse of grim fact. Keep thine own secrets hidden in thy heart ; 'Twixt them and me let Silence hang her screen ; T ask but to rely on what thou art — It matters little what thou may'st have been. There is a Bluebeard's chamber with us all, Perhaps — a little key, a lock all rust — Where hangs, beheaded, on the gloomy wall Within, our proudest hopes, our noblest trust. Each human life its solemn mystery hath. Its hidden love or its embittered hate ; Its weary wandering in some stony path, Its fruitless beating 'gainst the bars of fate ; 23 24 AT THE BALL. Its eager aims at empyrean heights, Its downward hurhng among lowly things ; The fading from its eyes of dearest sights, The silent folding of its bruised wings ; Its spring of promise, rich in bud and bloom, Its death and burial and its lonely stone. Hewn from the quarries of despair and gloom, To mark some grave to all the world unknown ! So, if thou hast thy wounds, display them not — True sympathy demands no show of scars ; Trust sponges from life's tablet every blot, And doubt no honest friendship ever mars. But come, the balcony grows chill, I feel ; Back 'mong the merry maskers let us go, To hear the tap of the hilarious heel, And see them point the educated toe. The rush, the whirl, the music and the glare. The masks that hide false faces, and the ends Encompassed by deception, all are there : Your arm — so — now, good-night, my best of friends. HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE ME? INSCRIBED TO ONE WHO ASKED THE QUESTION. HOW much do I love thee? Go ask the deep sea How many rare gems In its coral caves be ; Or ask the broad billows That ceaselessly roar, How many bright sands Do they kiss on the shore. How much do I love thee? Go ask of a star, How many such worlds In the universe are ; Or ask of the breezes Which soothingly blow. From whence do they come And whither they go. How much do I love thee? Go ask of the sun To tell when his course Will for ever be done ; 3 25 26 HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE ME f Or demand of the dust Over which thou hast trod, How many cold hearts Moulder under the sod. How much do I love thee? When billow and sea And star shall have told All their secrets to thee — When zephyrs and sunbeam Their courses reveal — Thou shalt know what this bosom Which loves thee can feel. EPITHALAMIUM. ONE trembling foot upon the threshold golden Of that mysterious door Which soon will swing upon its hinges olden, Beckon her through the portal thus unfolden, And ope for her no more. One foot on that untrodden threshold falling. One yet on girlhood's shore ; A voice on either side the portal calling ; Both tuned to love, but one almost appalling- One new, one known of yore. Both tender, one half tearful, and both pleading- Yesterday and to-morrow ; She gives a hand to each ; the Past, receding, Cries, ''Go! may thy true young heart know no bleeding, And thy pure soul no sorrow !" She lingers yet by girlhood's gladsome river. Her gaze upon the tide ; She sees the sunbeams through the shadows quiver. Life lures her with new charms it has to give her Upon the other side. 27 28 EPITHALAMIUM. The ripples reach her feet ; she knows not whether The more to joy or wonder ; And while she hesitates, the holy fatlier Has said, "Whom God our Lord hath joined together. Let no man put asunder." Let those who can shed no tears at a wedding — Death's jocund-hearted brother. Why should all tears be kept for funeral shedding? In marriage, too, its mystic pathway treading, Joy and w^oe kiss each other. There the same robing is in novel raiment ; The parting pangs ensue ; The loved one's bliss received as precious payment For grief which finds no other sweet allayment With those who say adieu ! The mother sees a coffin in the bridal. Smile on it though she may ; Her own heart lies there, shrouded, suicidal — Bereft of what most blest life's lone abidal In her she gives away. Yet sound the harp — cease, cease, O heart! to tremble — Joy to the wedded pair ! Lost is the tinkling brass and sounding cymbal Of thoughtless years in the ennobling symbol Their clasped hands now wei,u\ EPITHALAMIUM. 29 They have gone forth on sunny seas united ; Their sail, Love's pure vs^hite wing — Their rudder, Trust ; by which they both stand plighted, Watching the compass which their way has righted — The golden wedding-ring. Let them pass on, friend, father, sister, mother ; With Hope's bright flag unfurled : Heaven loves the wedded as it loves none other — With perfect faith in God and one another They may defy the world. 3* THE SUDDEN SHOWER. THE weather, one day, appeared en jnasque^ With a deal of sunshine on — A flaunt of blue o'er his great rain-cask. Not a bit of cloud did he don. The streets arose from their slough of desjoond, The gutters felt mighty small ; The smiles came back to the face of the pond, The grace to the grasses tall. Too. tempting by far ! The belle and beau Looked forth at the masker gay ; Huzza for the satin that shineth so, For beauty and show to-day. Parasol tiny and lithe rattan, Bootee of patent leather ; Panama hat and sandal-wood fan. All shining with the weather. Rich -poult de sole and barege Anglais^ And petticoats tucked to the knee ; Satinets, cassimers, drap-d'ete^ And elegant organdie ; 30 THE SUDDEN SHOWER. 3^ And gorgeous silks, ten dollars a yard, The exquisite green sunshade ; Young India mull— blest theme for the bard- All join in the masquerade. The gayest masker amongst them all — The good-for-nothing weather — Stirs rich and poor and short and tall, All in a crowd together. Fashion flits by in her brocatelles And Beggary walks behind her, While Folly jingles her merry bells, And Youth flies past to find her. And wee ones, aping the larger ton, Gotten up with wondrous pains. Make up in furbelow^s, and so on. Whatever they lack in trains. Fair babes in mull and Valenciennes lace, In the blinding sunlight squirm. And '^ mamma" glides with as grand a grace As if not robed by a worm ! And up and down. In pomp and parade. Simplicity, decked in satins. Flirts in this merry masquerade With wisdom of the Latins. But suddenly, swiftly, where in the world Did all this deluge gather.? Where are the blue and the sunshine whirled.? What under the sun ails the weather.? 32 THE SUDDEN SHOWER. Ha ! ha ! a merry old traitor he, And the votaries of the sun, In dripping, bedraggled finery, Acknowledge themselves undone. The gutters swell to respectable creeks, The streets to rivers have grown, While roseate lips and blushing cheeks At touch of water have flown. Parasol tiny and lithe rattan. Bootee of patent leather, Panama hat and sandal-wood fan, In arms agfainst the weather. Rich foult de soie.^ and barege Anglais — Oh what a frightful muddle ! Petticoats tucked and drap-d'ete., Fine feathers dipped in a puddle ! Green sunshade over ten-dollar silk. Is shedding copious tears. And young Swiss mull, not so white as milk, Looks much too old for its years. Ha ! presto ! change ! fly. Jack, and begone ! Fine fashion in brocatelles ; Beggary with disfiguring frown. And Folly with muffled bells ; Flee, one and all, in sorriest plight. The maskers all together, Each with a sputtering word of spite At the sudden chang^e of weather. A TENANT'S PETITION TO A LANDLORD, BY THE OCCUPANT OF A SHUTTERLESS HOUSE. TO that Unknown whom auction sales have made A sort of myth or trenchant trick of trade, I would pour forth, in view of summer-time, My aggravated woes in rough-shod rhyme ; And were my simple foolscap lute or lyre, My landlord would its deepest strains inspire. Perchance this good man never yet has spent His days in some small dwelling made to rent — A sort of tea-box with four windows placed Where hieroglyphics usually are traced, Unlined by Chinaman's zinc-loving eye To keep its precious contents cool and dry. A roof as flat as flattest contradiction, And ceilings low as some PVench tale of fiction ; So that we sit beneath them seared and mute, And see our children turning to dried fruit ! Great cracks hung up on hinges and called doors. See-saws laid over sleepers and called floors, C 33 34 A TENANT'S PETITION. Walls beautified by spots where plaster was, And lank lath laughing with its broken jaws ! Rooms planned by some one skilled in short division, Who thought, no doubt, in making this provision. Tenants, like dishes, if but closely packed, Run very much less risk of getting cracked ; Yet rent demanded which, in bank-notes small. Spread on the floor would nicely carpet all. In such a house for one long year I've borne The yoke of inconvenience, and I've torn My silent shoulders with its jagged weight, And only to myself bemoaned my fate. I've frozen when it froze, and mouldy grew When dampness oozed our tomb-like mansion through ; When summer suns their dog-day courses ran, I've dreamed, at night, that some hot frying-pan Held my poor frame, and fancied I was fish Left, cook-forgotten, in my scorching dish. I've plead for painters — panthers would sooner come ; For masons — my hearers suddenly grew dumb. I showed the stony walls, with moisture lined, " The powers that be" grew suddenly stone blind ! Thus, whatsoe'er I've asked for tenant's uses Has died a natural death of poor excuses. Finding it was " no kind of use to talk," I said," We will take up our beds and walk ;" Beneath this roof no more my blistered brains Shall frame their prayers in purgatorial pains ; A TENANT'S PETITION. 35 Like wandering Arabs we must roam about ; Rest we in rented houses on our route, Fate and self-preservation cry, "Move out." Still my resolves quite hard to manage prove ; They are not "balky," but they hate " to move." With hopeful patience do they turn and say, "••Make the house tenantable — let us stay !" My landlord, in this most enlightened age, When solving mysteries is all the rage, If I should tell what in this building housed Has these long lines of dull complaint aroused — If I should tell what ghostly fingers tap Upon the doors, to spoil my morning nap — If I should tell what spectres on the roof Make the tin sheets from shingles spring aloof — If I should tell what awful sights I see When sleep has blinded every one but me. What faces fill the unshuttered window-pane, I'm sure no tenant would live here again. Still worse than all, when the long summer day Its panting heart doth 'neath our roof-tree lay — When other homes are cool, and blinds of green Tone down full many a happy family scene, Laying soft shadows in the parlors neat. And rendering home completeness more complete — In this strange house, where breezes never play, Where noontide lies upon our roof all day. Where each hot room an inquisition seems Which fancy fills with tortured victims' screams — Oh, here — believe me, 'tis no idle tale I make — Some martyr daily bui'iieth at the steak. 36 A TENANT'S PETIT/ ON Of these strange things I've borne my silent share, And told no living being what they are ; And if, kind landlord, you will grant one plea, No mortal e'er shall know of them from me. In confidence I fain would say, of late Reports have got abroad about the state In which I keep my house. The other day I heard my baby had been seen to cry Because a grain of dust was in its eye ; And some one said 'twas just my careless- way, I hadn't dusted the poor child that day ! And then I heard, when we sat down to tea — My " gudeman" and my little toddlers three — Somebody saw the table-cloth was darned, And of this vulgar fact the village warned. And, with a shiver that portended chills, " This comes of women's meddling with goose- quills." Another said our shadows on the wall Were not kept perpendicular at all. But moved their heads, and rocked them to and fro, As well-bred shadows would not do, you know I'm puzzled how these horrid facts got out. Who took the time to peddle them about ; Hosts of good friends had kindly called on me. Broken my bread and sipped the cup of tea ; But who the foe that did me this good turn. Try as I would, was more than I could learn. I learned at last — discovered how 'twas done. You see, from morn till even does the sun A TENANT'S PETITION. 37 All day walk staring our small windows through, And finding out each trifling thing we do, Goes gossiping around among the folks, And tells our misdemeanors as good jokes. I've not the least protection from his boldness ; He mocks me when I would repel with coldness. Now this is rather more than I can bear : Even sunshine shall not enter here to share My home and hearthstone, and turn traitor there. I would like shutters, sir, to keep him out ; I cannot have such ruthless folks about. Now, if you have the heart to tell me nay. The worst I wish you is some summer's day, When suicidal flies ftiU in the butter. Yielding the ghost with many a greasy splutter ; When moths grow sick of daylight, and grown brave Seek in our cup of tea a watery grave ; When one's most cool ideas seem turned to oil, And one's afraid to keep them lest they spoil ; When melting moods grow rancid in the heat. And one can scarcely keep his temper sweet, — Then do I hope, if you resist my plea. You may be doomed to pass an hour with me, And in this furnace, seven times heated, learn How readily do Blind delinquents burn ! 4 MY WORLD. The mind is its own place, and in itself Can make a heaven of hell, a hell of heaven. — Milton. I HAVE a world — a world that is mine own ; A realm that teems with all things bright and fair, That blooms or perishes, exists or dies, Is sunlit, shadowed, peaceful or at war. As I may will. It is a changeful world *" Whose beauties turn to terrors, and whose joys Melt into gloom as meteors fade in night. To-day, the silver cascade's sparkling mirth With the swift flash of gorgeous bird-wings joins ; The grass is green, and laughing rivulets Under the w^eedy banks with shadows play ; While over all the cloudless heavens hang Like some triumphal arch, beneath whose blue. In chariot of gold, with flower-twined wheels, The Princess Royal, Youth, rides down Life's road Toward the Palace of Futurity. To-morrow, all things bright and gay have fled ; Stupendous rocks the dark skies seem to bear 38 MT WORLD. 39 Upon their craggy shoulders. Where the Sun, Provider prodigal for Earth, his bride, But yester lavished splendor, all is night And wild bewildering tumult, while the sea From the stern shores that manacle its strength Preaches its solemn sermons. Tis my will At times to woo the spirit of the storm. And wait his coming through the gates of cloud. The howling winds his lusty heralds are, Who shriek his advent over moor and main ; While through their clear, aeolian trumpets roll — The breath of tempests and the blasts of woe. Weaving in weird yet wondrous harmony, Destruction's battle-march. Mantled in mists. His angry hands of noisy thunders full. The livid lightning flashing from his eyes. His wrathful brow with scowling fury black, The Storm-king comes — cloud-armies at his back — A veteran host whose hoary locks have waved In Nature's conflicts since creation's birth. The hills, stern in their resignation, yield Their brows, sunbrowned by ages, to the stroke Which seeks their hearts. The valleys sob, the rills Put up a petulant cry, the forest kings Bow down their lofty heads, rocks crashing fall. The angered mountains veil their battled fronts. The billows gnash their teeth ; confusion dire Claps her jubilant hands and Nature's queen. Earth, the all-beautiful, lifts her wet eyes In mute appeal, and vanquished lies beneath Her conqueror's gaze. 40 MT WORLD. Aofain, a-wearied gTowii With hearing Nature's harp discordant strung, I turn aside ; and lo ! the sun rides forth Serene in splendor through unclouded skies, And like a royal lover proudly folds The sorrowing earth in his forgiving arms. Rebukes the angry seas, and woos the winds To rest. With gentle touch he fondly lifts The rose which fell beneath the storm's rough heel. And with a smile he dries the crushing tears Out of the lily's overladen heart. The frailest flower joys at his approach, And lifts its head to meet his kind caress. All hail to thee, supernal king of light, Who thus at once a universe canst sway, And stoop a daisy's little face to kiss ! I am sole ruler in my world, and make It calm and lovely, terrible and wild, To suit my mood. I dwell therein alone, Amid the hosts of things inanimate. The only animate one, or I do throng Its ways with merry feet and joyous hearts, And forms all grace and gayety, which float Like zephyrs to my arms, and offer me The smile of cordial welcome. Souls are there, True as eternal truth ; and eyes whose light, Steady as vestal fires, illumes my life. And hearts whose faithful throbbings echoes are Of footsteps which crossed over them to death. MY WORLD. 41 The iinforgotten fill fLimillar nooks, And still, deep natures, calm as summer lakes, Ofler Love's fragile bark safe anchorage. There all that's noble In mankind is man's ; And woman's womanliest attributes Surround her nature like a belt of stars. - There sweet-lipped Sympathy takes up the cross Of sobbing Sorrow, and her burden shares. No serpent there e'er writhes beneath the rose, No love forgets — no friendships fade away. The good, the true, the beautiful are there ; The triune bright, whose mission is to teach Earth, after all, is one of heaven's gates. I can go hence once more among the wqrld. Whose hidden rocks had wellnigh wrecked my trust In human kind, with calm, uplifted brow, A glad forgetfulness of wrongs, a heart Rejoicing to forget and to forgive, A spirit schooled to bear. Thus do I live, A dweller on the earth, 3'et by the hand Of Thought, that mighty and mysterious Prince Of the fair House of Life, led up above It and its woes to dream my dreams and sing My songs in pensive solitude. Whene'er The outer world is cruel unto me. When friends I've loved and trusted changeful grow, Or when misfortune lays her heavy hand Upon my brow, and human pangs press hard 4«- 42 MT WORLD. Against my human heart, I hie me here, To this my inner world, and shutting out All that. may cold or uncongenial seem, I kneel me down, and lifting up my voice Broken and full of sobs to Him who rules All rulers, I pour out my griefs and lean With all my woes on his consoling breast. Then doth my world — that world whose stilly shores Shut out all earthly bleakness — glow with scenes Of sacred beauty, as we see the walls Of dim and shadowy cathedrals hung With scriptural scenes. A warm and tender light, By rosy clouds subdued, illumes my soul ; And like an organ touched by reverent hands My heart peals anthems ! Go ye who have endured The blight of change and sorrow and deceit Which stains the outer world — go build ye up A temple fair, an inner world that teems With all that's pure and true and beautiful ; Where at the foot of its great cross tliy life May kneel and show its wounds, and, healed, arise ! There will ye find a refuge from all ills — A balm for every pain ; in need, enough ; In place of hatred, love ; in place of foes. Friends constant as the stars. So shalt thou find That calm and all transcendent peace which comes Of the surrendering of earthly things To hold unveiled communion with thy God ! And thou wilt find among the silent paths Many a broken altar of thy life, Beside whose ruined columns thou wilt bend, MT WORLD. 43 Not mourning or aggrieved to see it thus, But thankful that thou didst not lean too long Upon its weakness. Thou wilt sigh, perhaps. The thistle and the clambering brier to see Where thou hadst planted roses, yet thoult feel That thorns make surer ladders than rose leaves. With which to scale the great eternal gates. KATY DID. YEARS ago a gentle maiden, With a heart of love and truth, And a bosom all unladen With the sins of modern youth. Gave her purest, best affection. Without vs^orldly-w^ise reflection. But with hasty heart-selection To one she loved too blindly — Too blindly and too w^ell. And the maiden's mien v^^as simple. Like the heart w^ithin her breast — Heart w^here Truth had built her temple — Heart where Virtue's wings found rest ; Katy was the maiden's name — Modest name untouched by shame. Till her winsome lover came. With young Love's thrilling whisper Beguiling Katy's ear. Oh he wooed her and he won her, As have men before and since ; Spreading luringly before her All the picture's brightest tints. 44 KATT DID. 45 Life he painted well and fairly, Tempting pencil guiding charily, And when he besought her warily To fly with him, she did, she did. Poor, trusting Katy did. Far from home and those who loved her. With his promises so fair. He to distant scenes removed her ; Then he left her pining there. Other hearts have blindly trusted ; Other love has, cankering, rusted ; But no mortal, woe-encrusted. E'er fell a fairer ruin Than hapless Katy did. With a woman's adoration Katy strove to hide the dart. And with blind infatuation Pressed it deeper in her heart ; And with weary feet she wandered. And with aching brow she pondered On the hopes that she had squandered For a vision and a falsehood : Katy did, Katy did. Back to scenes of early gladness Katy's heavy footsteps turned — Love of home, with all her sadness, In her bursting heart still burned. But no form sped forth to meet her, No loved lips were oped to greet her — Oh, no human flight is fleeter ^