Glass„ii'5 5 E Book . h^-i^^til- JO CX)Efl?IGHT DEPOSm /. 3 6- Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2011 with funding from The Library of Congress http://www.archive.org/details/memorysketchesOOcarr Memory Sketches ^^o S. H. Whoat hands am folSeS loni in trusi. Where crosses hlossom out of dust Memory Sketches f'.^:i k t ^ P*>J? 'Carroll, C. S. C. Author of * 'Round About Home," "Songs of Creelabeg," Etc. School Plays Publishing Company South Bend. Indiana \ ^ COPYRIGHTED, 1920 P. J. Carroll, C. S. C. SOUTH BBND, IND. APR ib 1920 ©C}.A565560 J- INDEX The Old Order Changeth Page 9 He Comes to Us Page 16 The Meechers Page 23 Jim Regan's First Communion Page 32 The Stranger Page 38 Choosing the People Page 47 The Holy Fathers Page 55 Dolores Page 61 A Glimpse of the Sea Page 68 Bogara Feh Page 76 The White Wake Page 84 The Martyrs Page 91 The Going of Tom Connelly Page 98 Knockanare by the Sea Page 105 The League House Page 115 The Brave Deserves the Fair Page 123 The Concert ..Page 132 The Bard of Ardagh Page 139 Miser's Heap Page 152 The Luck of Micky Mack Page 159 The Ghost Page 167 Kate Page 173 The Last Page Page 181 FOREWORD THESE bits of life, picked up from the morning, are brief, simple memories. They are recorded now, in the hope that the men and women of the race may catch from them the joy of recognition. For it has come to me they will see in my Father John, a Father John of their own; in the Deel gliding past Athery and Creel- abeg, a Deel making music elsewhere; in the hedge, the garden, the bogfield of my small world, a hedge, a gar- den, a bogfield in the world where their young lives were lived. I cannot tell you all the quiet comfort that has come to me following the unrecorded paths of our dear priest. That he is worthy a more ambitious chronicle, I well know; and that his unforgettable goodness did not ap- pear to one of more temperament and seeing will always seem to me a loss. These bits, however, are given out of the unwritten, larger life of the man in the trust that they may edify and please. There is no attempt at analysis, no trying to present spiritual seeing and inwardness. Just what a country lad saw and heard as from afar. God rest Father John! He had the mind of a poet and the heart of a soggarth. THE OLD ORDER CHANGETH TWAS a March morning when Father McCarthy said his good-by to Creelabeg. The bare oak hmbs out in the chapel yard wailed dismally when caught by the wind-gusts that blew down from Ballya- dan hills. Gray Ballyadan, hiding the vision of the flat farms to the west! The rain came in intermittent show- ers and beat on the large chapel windows like the crack of musketry. It was cold weather indeed. The cows stood close to the stone ditches, their backs thrust up against the wind; the sheep were huddled together In corners surveying with meek eyes the deserted fields; crows with motionless wings skidded down the wind, and cawed de- fiantly. It was just the time for a funeral or a leave- taking. A gray day Is for gray thoughts. Well, Father McCarthy was going at last. He had been in Creelabeg for six years, and we all began to think he would die there. Then, of a sudden, like a summer squall, we heard he was going, as all the others had gone, to a bigger and better parish. We were lone- some to be sure; but there had been so many changes in Creelabeg we were almost sorrow-proof, like profes- sional mourners at a wake. Father McCarthy was well over fifty when he re- ceived his promotion. He was a short, stout man who moved about with leisurely dignity, never mingling much with the people as his neighbor, Father Tracy of Knock- feen, used to do. He came at the Stations, when there was a sick call or a funeral, or of an odd time to bless 10 Memory Sketches a house to which misfortunes came thick and fast; or maybe if there were visitations from someone departed. When he walked along the road on week days he never stood by the stone ditch to have a word at the headland with the plowman turning down the stubbles. He sa- luted you when you lifted your hat; If he knew you well, he might Inquire after the condition of someone sick at home; but beyond that he did not encourage conversation. Father McCarthy preached on Sundays at the two low Masses; and while not what Jim Donnelly would call a "powerful preacher," yet he said very refreshing and practical things. He seldom scolded; but he could send home an unpleasant truth with art and finality when there was occasion. Once when there was an unpleasant- ness between a few of the "boys" back at Grageen "cross," he said from the altar the next Sunday, "In praying for the uncivilized pagans of foreign parts let us not forget to recommend the Christians who acted like pagans back at Grageen during the week." Well, and so he was to say his farewell that March morning of wind and cold and pelting wet. How quiet the chapel was In the pauses of the wind ! The low tones of the priest himself as he pronounced the prayers of the Mass, and the occasional cough of the kneeling wor- shipers only emphasized the stillness between the wind- gusts and the rapping of the rain. Then, after the Gos- pel, he turned to his people to say his good-by. Such sweet, mellow words he said, the memory of them still keeps at Creelabeg! The men fingered their hats; the women wept softly as they always do in Ireland when the priest is going away. "Faith," observed Mrs. Noonan, as she walked home after the last Mass, "Father McCarthy had a great heart The Old Order Changeth 11 an' a feelln' for the poor, for all that he was distant in his way." "Ay so; 'deed he had, 'deed he had. An' whin you would be sick he was kind and considerate." Mrs. Buckley — Jammle's wife at the east side of Dan- ahar road — made herself more snug under her gray shawl after this brief eulogy. ''He's goin' to a big place anyway," called Johnny Mangan, as he passed by the women, his head bent low against the gale. ''So they say, Johnny; so they say," observed Mrs. Noonan from behind her umbrella which she held direct toward the rain. "An' will he have a curate?" "Yerra, will he? An' will he have two — why don't you ask?" "But how could I ask, when I didn't think?" retorted Mrs. Noonan. "Of course you didn't think! Sure that's the trouble with everybody from Ballydehob to Drumagoo — they don't think. An' why don't they think? Because they don't, that's why." "Faith, Johnny," said Mrs. Buckley, "you walk like a counsellor or a mimber." "Ay," agreed Johnny, his heart lifted. "But you talk like a gommel," resumed Mrs. Buckley, completing her thought. Back at the chapel the people have all gone. The "clerk" has put away the vestments, covered the altar and locked the chapel door. In a little he leaves for his house and haggard at the back of Logan's bog a short distance to the north. Father McCarthy has finished his thanksgiving, has put away his soutane and stands at the sacristy door. 12 Memory Sketches He hears the melancholy music of the leafless oaks swing- ing back and forth in the gale. He looks across the level country, where a few months before contented herds grazed leisurely, following each vein of sweet grass. Every field is now as barren of life and vegetation as a desert. The onward sweep of the army of clouds, the swinging trees, the rain, lashing roof and windows— -all serve to quicken the pensive mood. *'The weather,'' he mused, ''Is gray and fitful, with the sun never far In hiding. 'Tis the race— sombre, not sullen, tried by afflictions yet always watching for the sun In the heavens. The divine melancholy, the poet's heart-longing — they have it, if any people have it." Then he went back into the sacristy, surveyed the moist walls, the old vestment case, the fireplace with its empty grate and the lately painted wardrobe in which two albs and two surplices were hung from wire hooks. "Not a great church, not a great parish — as we meas- ure by time," he continued to reflect as he passed out from the sacristy to the tiled sanctuary. "But measured by eternity these quiet people Tm leaving, whose days pass in the calm of the valley or on the hill where the sun and wind come — measured by eternity they are as rich as the gold chests of Solomon." On his way home he stopped in to see Alice Magee who had the "decline" for now two years and would never walk on her feet again. "Poor Alice," they all said, "and she with voice in her as sweet as a thrush! And she with features that lovely she might be a daughter o' the princess o' the North." "And how are you today, Alice?" asked the priest seeing the white face through the gloom of the day. The Old Order Changeth 13 "rm not suffering at all, Father, thank you," looking up wistfully at the priest. "But when the day does be dark and the wind wailing at the window I get lonesome for the sun and for a sight of the river Deel." "The sigh of the race, the sigh of the race!" mused the priest. Then to the girl: "Have no fear, child, have no fear. God is in the dark and in the light, in the storm and in the calm." "Ay, so you often tell me, Father. But sometimes I do be afraid. Especially today, and you going out of Creelabeg for always." "I'll not forget you, child, when Fm gone," answered the priest strangely touched. "And when Fm gone, I won't forget you, Father," she answered gently. She waited for a little and con- tinued. "Back at Laharona there's a place for me. Narrow it is and very small, but 'tis all FU want. Jackey Drew, who was back at Mary Hogan's funeral a week ago ere yesterday, says the ground is soft and the ivy ditch keeps the wind away." The girl had a spell of coughing, and her mother, a little woman with a patient face, moistened the lips of the sufferer. "Ay," answered the priest, "and up in Heaven your limbs will grow strong, and your breath will come easy and your heart will beat as angel harps. So don't trouble at all about the going, child — mine or yours. You're going a long way to be sure, but 'tis safe home at the end of the journey." **And, Father, 'tis very still at Laharona, for the ivy ditch keeps the wind away." "Ay so," answered the priest, "but Laharona is only the stopping place on the way to Heaven. 'Tis dark 14 Memory Sketches outside today, and there's blue mist blowing In from the sea, and the wind runs down the hollow places. But don't mind, child. In Heaven there's light always shining from His face and calm over all His eternity." From its place on the wall above the mantleplece, the circular clock called off the hour of two, while a sudden wind gust made the close-fitting windows vibrate. "Good-by, Alice, child," said Father McCarthy as he prepared to go. ''Think of me up beyond when you're near Him." ''Indeed I will. Father; but I'm thinking I'll have to wait for a bit in Purgatory, for I've a way of being cross at times." "Pray to her, child." "Our Lady?" "Ay. She'll put the blue mantle about you and take you home out of the dark. God bless you!" Once on the street. Father McCarthy was the same solemn, unbending man. He nodded to Tomeen Mad- Igan hurrying down the side-path to his home at the op- posite side of the river Deel. "Father McCarthy is like the sky," commented the same Tomeen to Mick Dannahar, the mill-man, when they met on the bridge. "An' why?" asked Mick. "An' why! Because why, he's cloudy — only the blue is behind the clouds." "I suppose It do be, Tomeen, but It don't often show," commented Mick with reflection. "No it don't, but 'tis there anyhow, so 'tis aequal." Well, Father McCarthy left us next day for the other side of the diocese. 'Twasn't a hundred miles off, to be sure, but 'twas out of the lives of the people of Creela- The Old Order Chang eth 15 beg. He went to the little station In the black side-car we all knew so well. There was a goodly number of well-wishers down there to bid him a respectful good-by. To the north some miles out from Foynes we hear the screech of the engine as It comes. There Is commo- tion, and loud conversation between the station-master and the porter. The little train pulls In and stops while the engine pants like a living thing. Just at the carriage door, the priest turns around, lifts his tall hat and so bids good-by to those who have come to see him away. The men lift their hats, and the boys their caps; the women wave handkerchiefs and weep softly. The priest enters the carriage; the porter closes the door. The usual whistle of the guard to the engine-driver follows, and the train moves away. "WIsha God speed him where he's going!" ejaculates Mary Hogan. "He's a good man," modestly observes Jammie Lacey. ''He Is; by gor he Is," agrees Tomeen Madlgan. ''He is a cloudy man, as we say, but the blue is always behind the clouds." II HE COMES TO US WELL, of all the days In the year, 'twas St. Pat- rick's day that Father Condon first said Mass In our chapel after Father McCarthy went away. And what a St. Patrick's morning It was too ! A calm, frosty air so that the breath of a man would be gray In front of him, the sun over everything, the Deel booming back at the dam, and the chapel bell ringing over all the parish. Now, Father Condon, who was always called "Father John" to distinguish him from his brother, "Father James," was a curate In the city before he came to us, and was known all over the county as a Land Leaguer. And what a man he was I Tall and eager with great eyes that looked at you as If with a light. He preached a sermon that first St. Patrick's day some lines of which still live over the years. "My dear brethren," he said, "this Ireland of St. Patrick Is not only a certain number of square miles of earth surrounded by the sea. It Is a love, a hope, a memory. Today, those beyond us In other continents, who have never seen this land of ours, but have heard of it from their fathers, are quickened with an affection as great as our own. Every hill white with the sun-blaze at noontime, every flat field where the herds wander In search of sweet grass, every lake reflecting sun and cloud, every river restless for the ocean is dear to the sons and daughters of our exiled brothers and sisters. "It is for us, my brethren, to keep alive through every change the love of country founded on Faith. With us 16 He Comes to Us 17 religion and country have been held together by suffering. When our country was torn and bleeding, our Faith gave us comfort. Then let us, when our country is out of her bondage and can walk in clear places where there is light, not forget our Faith that sustained us in hours of dis- tress." On the way home from Mass there was great talk about the sermon. Jammie Hoban observed: "By gor, the new priest spakes well at any rate." **Yeh, does he? You may say he doesl" exclaimed Mike Ahern with some feeling. "He's a tall man, isn't he? An' hasn't he a voice as clear as the chapel bell of a frosty mornin'?" Jammie added. Well, the days came and went and every hour made a new friend for the priest. 'Twas "Father John" here and "Father John" there from one end of the parish to the other. He was a member of the hurling team In Blackrock in his day and gave the boys some hints about the game the Sunday before they played Killmedy for the West county championship ; he wrote short plays for the school-children which the nuns trained them to repro- duce; he had a dancing-master from Ardee to teach Irish dancing, and trained a chorus of boys and girls in the first and second stages of "sixth"; he was honorary pres- ident of the Land League and often had to make speeches at meetings. If a tenant couldn't settle for the rent, 'twas Father John who went to the landlord to secure a few months of grace; if there was a disagreement between a couple of neighbors about the boundary line between two pieces of land, 'twas the priest who came and argued them into settlement out of court. He was a born leader, and always led along the ways of peace. 18 Memory Sketches "I'm a physical force man, Father John," protested a Limerick attorney while out from the city visiting the priest one afternoon. "And I'm anything — anything right — that will give Ireland her own." "Then why not arms? Why not an uprising? You priests are the leaders of the people. Why don't you use that power you have over them — us, I should say — swing us into line, start a rebellion and get Ireland what alone will satisfy her — absolute emancipation from England?" "It has been tried — that has been tried," mused the priest. "I tell you. Father John," persisted the attorney, "there never was a cause worth winning that hasn't been lost a hundred times before it was won at last. Dogged insistence, the insistence of the half-fanatic will win every time. What was '79? What was Emmet's attempt? What was '98? Not uprisings; — half-formed, ill-timed beginnings; expressions of the race's aspirations that wanted men of method and calm judgment to realize them. Father John, we're the greatest people that ever fought, and we'd have had Ireland for our own long ago if we had a calculating, painstaking, systematizing Yankee to lead us." "And yet which has secured us the most, the war of arms or the war of minds? Emmet or O'Connell? Grat- tan or Wolfe Tone? You speak of 'dogged insistence.' Precisely. It is because of 'dogged insistence,' the secur- ing this concession today and that other tomorrow, that we have received a measure of self-government now. Our fights with arms have been failures, because, some- how, as you say, we've always lacked system and gen- eralship. In the battle of minds we have had O'Connell He Comes to Us 19 — resourceful, towering, Insistent. He had a million men at Tara. What a revolution he might have quickened Into blaze with the spark of his spoken word! But he knew himself, and better, he knew Ireland. He was no soldier, and Ireland was prostrate. So he did what he was best fitted to do, and for what we must ever hold his memory In large honor — he secured what he could from a parliament that gave grudgingly. When he did not receive all he asked for, he took what was given. His successes are not so spectacular as they are permanent. Yes, all said, O'Connell did more for Ireland than did any one man since St. Patrick. He Is the man who began the policy of self-government by Instalment. He loved Ireland, not as an Idealist, but as a practical politician." "However, what we want, Father John, Is an Ireland of Idealists, not an Ireland of politicians. When Ireland becomes a nest of office-seekers fighting for the coziest place, then the Ireland of poets and mystics will pass away." " 'In my Father's house there are many mansions,' " quoted the priest. ''Ireland today needs the man of vi- sion and wise administering, just as well as the saint and the maker of songs." When the sun was midway to the west, the priest ac- companied the young attorney to the train. On his return he met Kate Purcell, the apple-woman, driving her mouse- colored donkey from the market of Ardee. ''How are the apples going, Kate?" he asked. "O faith, they'ren't goln' at all, your Reverence. 'TIs growing they are now, though very slow, for the spring is early yet." "Quite so. But I was thinking of the market." "Oh, the market. Well, there isn't much market to 20 Memory Sketches speak of. You see, your Reverence, the old apples are nearly all gone and the new ones that do be comin* won't be come till the autumn." "And you like to sell apples?" asked the priest as he walked beside the slow-moving donkey. ''I do, and I don't, your Reverence, dependin' on which way you take it. I like the apples, an' it sours the heart in me to sell thim. Whin I pick thim of a mornin*, they're wet with the dew an' rosy with young life, an* the smell o' thim is very sweet. An' whin I put thim away in the sacks each one seems to say to me, 'Good-by, Kate ; you'll take me with you to Ardee whin you're goin', but you'll come back without me.' An' all along the road the smell o' thim is about me an' I can't put the thought o' thim away. Thin whin a man comes into the market an' takes up my rosy apples an' feels the weight an' the soft- ness, an' says to me, 'How much?' my heart quickens an' the blood runs up to my face. An' so I say to him, maybe: " 'Is it to buy thim you want?' " 'Ay so ; an' I get thim chape.' " "Tis chape you want thim, is it? Faith I thought so the minit I saw you comin'.' " 'Well, I'm in a hurry. How much?' " 'They're a good apple,' I says to him seein' the way he handles a rosy one and bares the skin with his thumb- nail. " 'They're not any too good,' he tells me maybe, takin' up another fine fellow and holdin' him close to his nos- trils. " 'Wisha,' I say to him, 'the divil mind you' — God and your Reverence pardon me ! — 'an' 'tis a long time before you an' the likes o' you will be half as good.' He Comes to Us 21 " 'Stop your prate,' he says, 'an' give me a price on your apples.' " 'I won't give you a price, nor half a price, nor quar- ter a price.' " *An' why won't you ?' he says. "'An' why won't I? Haven't you just spoken bad about my apples an' do you suppose 'tis to the likes o' you I'd sell thim after that?' " 'You're a strange woman,' says he, lookin' at me out o* his wonderin' eyes." "But Kate," observed the priest with some curiosity, "I don't see how you sell your apples if you treat all your customers that way." "But I don't, your Reverence. 'Tis only with thim as have no consideration for my dear apples that I refuse to have dalin's. When one comes an' handles thim ten- derly an' looks on thim with a kind eye, I part with thim willingly, keepin' a glad heart; for I say to myself they are goin' to a friend. But whin one comes as has no feelln' excep' at the inds o' his fingers, it runs agin my grain like I was sellin' a church to a Protestant, or as if a child o' mine was settin' sail for Australia." "Kate," half mused the priest, "you have the senti- ment of the race for the land and what the land gives." "I don't know at all about that. Father; but I like my apples that are as rosy as the sun when 'tis back near Boganora hills of an evenin'." At the crossing of the roads the ways of the priest and the apple-woman divided. "Well, Kate," quoted Father John, " 'I tak' the high road and you tak' the low.' " "Wisha God speed and keep your Reverence what- 22 Memory Sketches ever road you go, though I hope it will always be up high where the sun an' the light is I" ''And you too !" wished the priest. ''O sure 'tis aqual about me. I'm a cratur as hasn't a soul dependin' on me. But sure we're all dependin' on you. So keep your health, an' don't expose yourself. For it takes only a draf to get a cowld upon a person, but it takes half the medicine o' Moylans' apothecary to get it off again." Father John walked the rest of the way to his home alone. 'We talk about a new dawn and a new day," he mused; "but in the light of that new day shall we have the sweetness and the patience and the cheerfulness and the dear faith that has set our race apart along the trying years? How will the new wine set m the old casks?" When he entered the house, the housekeeper an- nounced : "The man was here from Dublin about the altar wine." "Ay," he answered still musing, "but it may not set well in the old casks." Ill THE MEECHERS MIKE'S MIKEEN took care of Father John's gar- den and did odd jobs about the place. He was not the parish clerk, you understand, who rang the chapel bell and answered Mass of week days. Mike's Mikeen was different. One might call him a personal at- tendant, an attache, a persona privata, or the like. You see, Father John had a garden back of his house, where he grew vegetables, fruits and flowers. Little walks of slate stone made graceful curves around the flowerbeds and fruit trees. It was a place to dream of a summer morning, when the sun shone warm on the nodding roses, and the subtle scents of flower and fruit came to your nostrils pleasantly. There was the priest himself down at the end of the garden wearing his sou- tanne which the nuns at Ardee made for him. A short distance behind him stood the whitethorn hedge, and be- yond the hedge the fields ran level till they reached the base of the Ballyadan hills. Mike's Mikeen was ''earthing" the potato drills with the spade, and Father John stood watching him. What a glorious man he was — so tall, so erect, so strong! When he spoke, how mellow and measured his words; and when he looked how truth shone out of his eyes ! Yet he was not a man who read your soul, as it wefe; not a man who took a certain delight in being able to pen- etrate beyond the seeming His gaze was frank, not 23 24 Memory Sketches shrewd; his manner quiet, not lordly or pompous as if he were a general reviewing a regiment of troops. "Mikeen," he was saying as he watched the workman, "how long did you go to school?" " 'Bout, — 'bout, I should say," Mikeen answered, straightening himself and closing one eye while he looked at the sun, ''five year; or just whin I was ready to pass into first stage of fifth." ''That's only four years, allowing a year to each class." ''Ah no. Father; you see there's 'Red,' an' 'Green,' an' 'Second,' an' 'Third,' an' 'Fourth.' " "Red and Green?" asked the priest in perplexity. "Ay. 'Red,' that's infant class and 'Green,' that's the first class." "Quite so, I remember." His National School days came back to the man of Maynooth training and temperament. "And if you had more schooling what would you be doing today?" "What would I be doln'?" "Ay." "I'd be earthin' drills with the spade." "Mightn't you be riding a black horse like Dr. Moy- len, or mightn't you be a clever attorney at Limerick, like Myles Hartlgan?" suggested. the priest. Mikeen changed the spade and leaned on the handle with his left shoulder, while the steel blade sank into the soft earth. He shook his head slowly. "No, Father John. My brain was always powerful slow. I never could do six figures o' sums without making seven mistakes, an' I couldn't read a page o' readin' with- out havin' to stop to spell 'bout half the words." The Meechers 25 > )} " 'Dens resistit siiperhis et hiimilihus dat gratiam , quoted the priest with reflection. "True for you, Father," observed Mikeen. The priest laughed low and with unction as he turned and walked toward the whitethorn hedge at the end of the garden, and Mikeen resumed his toil. The blos- soms sweetened the air of the morning and lifted the heart of the priest like the odor of incense. ''The day is young," he said to himself; ''the flat fields are green and the sky is the painter's sky when he would have us dream of summer. I'll climb the hills this day and see visions." He went back through the garden to the house, changed his soutanne for his clerical coat and soon was journeying across the fields to the Ballyadan hills. The short grass was springy below his feet, and the yellow- hearted daisies shone starlike everywhere. Hiding meadow-larks rose with a start at his coming, and brown insects buzzed about the long spears of grass making the day drowsy. The fragrant air was sweet to the sense, and the vigorous walking quickened the blood down along his veins. Midway in his journey over the flat fields, a stream hurried, bearing its tribute to the river Deel. Jim Madigan's two boys, Martin and Jack, sat on the bank of the stream fishing for minnows, using pins for hooks. When they saw the priest coming, they stood up, took off their caps, sticking the ends of the improvised fishing rods into the soft earth of the bank. Martin was red-headed and freckled. Jack was dark-haired and white- faced. The boots of both boys were as brown as the clay on the top of Paddy Donahue's sand-pit; their hands were rough, their clothes loose and unkept. 26 Memory Sketches "No school today, boys?" questioned Father John sur- veying the two. Jack looked down and began to kick the green sod with the heel of his boot. Martin bit the linger nails of his right hand, and thrust his left into a torn trousers' pocket. The priest waited a little. "No school?" he asked again. "Yes, Father," Jack answered very low and sheep- ishly. "Then why are you here?" "We're meechin'," they both answered in a unison of abysmal humility. "Ah, ha, so you're playing truant!" Father John would insist on using the standard word. "Yes, Father," they replied not knowing what fate was awaiting them. The priest looked at the truants. They appeared so forlorn, so crushed, he pitied. The rough hands, the unkept clothes, the boots unpolished and badly laced served to check his rising indignation. Perhaps it was just as well. One is not so sure that Spartan severity is a more effective remedy for wrong-doing than is for- bearance. "Don't you know 'tis very shameful of you to spend your time out here when your parents think you're at school? You are young now, just at the age when you should be getting some schooling to help you on after- wards. What a shame it is to waste your time when you know 'twill never come back to you again ! O boys, boys, how you'll live to regret this when you're old ! Some day, as you work out in the garden in the rain and cold, you'll look back to this day and to other days like it and you'll say, 'If we only had sense and went to school we needn't The Meechers 27 be out here now In the chill and In the damp trying to make a livelihood.' Boys, don't you know, 'tisn't the teachers, nor your parents, nor me you are harming, but yourselves? Now, you are like soldiers making ready for battle — the battle of life. What a shame It will be for you, and how crushed you'll feel at the thought, that you wasted your time and never made ready for the bat- tle when you were young! God help you, and you so foolish as to throw away your chances to get a school- ing!" The two "meechers" cried softly and rubbed the hot tears away with the backs of their hands. To tell the truth their spirits were crushed under the mild reproof into which there entered pity and regret. The priest's heart went out to the offenders. "Come, walk with me," he said. They went beside him like two sheep-dogs that had been chasing the sheep and were called to reckoning by their master. "You are sorry?" asked the priest with his eyes on the hill range. "Oh, yes. Father, I am," Martin answered, his eyes on the ground. "An' Father, I'll never do It again," added Jack in sincere repentance. "We'll say no more about It. So long as you promise never to let this happen again, we'll let bygones be by- gones. Now, come with me to the top of the hill." Even as the priest, a boy trotting at either side to keep up with his pace, caught the breeze pungent with the odor of the heather, he forgot the "meechers' " sin of omission. How could he think of schoolboy sins that day and he at the base of the Ballyadan hills! There were 28 Memory Sketches the high skies of Ireland above him, and around him the bushes white with blossoms; there were mountain sheep searching in blissful leisure for sweet bits of green, their shorn backs white above the heath; robin, and linnet and thrush flashed forks of song across the air in a storm of melody. It was a long climb. At the top of the range, the priest paused and looked back over the way they had come. Far down, where the land was level, blossoming clover-fields lay still in the lap of the windless day, and wide ridges of potatoes were covered with stalks that stood matted together over the black soil. Growing mangold and turnip gardens, meadow-fields whitening to ripeness, acres of grain heavy with yield — all were spread before the city-bred priest as a wonder-world, the splen- dor of which he had never seen before. And glimmering through the bushes that grew on its banks, or smooth and shining as silver in the open spaces, the stream where the boys had been fishing, went songless to the river. Then the pulse that never ceases to beat came to him like re- mote thunder, the Deel leaping over the mill-dam on its way to the Shannon. ''It shall bud forth and blossom and shall rejoice with with joy and praise; the glory of Libanus is given to it; the beauty of Carmel and Saron; they shall see the glory of the Lord and the beauty of our God I" quoted Father John. A magpie, with his white-and-black plumage and long tapering tail, rose from an old ruin to the west and flew toward them. *'Bad luck entirely!'' exclaimed Jack Madigan in a low voice that carried mystery. *'Why bad luck?" asked the priest The Meechers 29 **Ah, you know, Father," explained Jack, proud of his knowledge, ''one magpie manes bad luck and two manes good." "Quite so, I remember,'' said the priest who had for- gotten the poetic imaginings of his peasant countrymen after years of wrestling with the nego and the concedo and the distinguo of dialecticians. "But how do you know that one magpie means bad luck?" "Well, Father," Jack ventured, forgetting his tru- ancy, "some say It does be true an' others again say 'tis only morhaya. Now to show that sometimes It does be true, there's Jim Dore who met one magpie when he was goin' to save hay back at Ballyadan. He fell asleep upon a cock o' timothy when 'twas very warm that same day, an' whin his mouth was open a lizard jumped into his mouth an' down his troat, an' he would ha' died only a nearby woman ran out o' her house with a bit o' fried bacon, an' put It up to his mouth an' whin the lizard smelt the bacon he jumped out again." "Yeh but," said Martin, "didn't Padeen Dannahar see two magpies the mornin' he was goin' to the forge an' didn't his horse run away anyhow an' lep over the ditch into Cronan's haggard?" "Ay so," asserted the priest, and added, ''Se non e vero e ben trovato." They walked along the hill-range to the ruins out of which the magpie had come. It was a still place, full of shadows. "Maybe a hermit lived and labored and prayed here," mused the priest while the boys wandered among the bushes in search of berries. "Maybe he dreamed his dreams and saw his visions, and maybe, too, he set them 30 Memory Sketches down In songs as sweet as the lyrics of Columba; but they're gone, If they ever were, like most of the sweet things of Ireland, and not an echo remains." He looked down the other side of the hill. Far off where the land was level white houses shone like stars above emerald fields. 'Tis a fair land — too fair to be in bondage,'* he thought as he surveyed the quiet country in the length- ening shadows. ''Maybe God wishes It; ay, no doubt He wishes it — for His own wise designs." It was an hour later than usual when Martin and Jack reached home that evening. ''Where were ye?" demanded their father sternly. "Meechin," Jack answered without a tremor in his voice. "Yerra, my God, what do I hear?" exclaimed his sire. "Yeh, Jack," said Mrs. Madigan, who happened in, ''is it takin' lave o' your sinses you are to talk that way?" "But 'tis true," the boy insisted. *'Get me the switch !" cried his father In a voice that always carried terror. "But sure Father John knows. We tould him, an' he forgave us whin we promised not to do It any more." "Father John!" said the father In amazement. "Ay. We met him down at the stream whin we were fishin'- We tould him the truth whin he asked us, an' he tould us to be good boys an' not do the like any more. We promised and wint with him to the top of Ballyadan, where we spint the day. That's why we're late." "Do ye mane our own priest, our Father John?" again asked the man of the house in wonder. "Ay!" The Meechers 31 ''Don't mind the switch, Jimmie," he advised a younger son who had set out to secure the Instrument of punishment. "But all the same, if ye grow up like tinkers somebody else will be to blame." **Don't spake that way about the priest, Jim," ad- vised Mrs. Madlgan. ''Who's spaking about the priest, I'd like to know?" "Oh, well. If you arn't, 'tis aeqal," said his wife. " 'Tis; of course 'tis." Then with finality, "All the same, if thim boys grows up like tinkers 'tis I won't be to blame — 'tis I won't be to blame." IV. JIM REGAN'S FIRST COMMUNION. DR. MANGAN drove from Creelabeg in his side- car to see Jim Regan who had the typhoid fever. Jim was a large, ungainly, wondering-eyed boy who never came by his senses when they were due him. He lived with his people down at Coonamara, a bog-land valley where the mists hung heavy in the early morning before the sun lifted his head above Progue's Point. "Gray Coonamara," is what everybody called the long stretch of rush-covered bog that slept silent under the fostering of two hills. Out of this bog men lifted the black peat for the hand-turf; and, as they worked, you would think they were spirits, so shadowy they looked through the gray mist of the day. Well, Jim Regan was a big, soft lad whose mind wandered like an empty boat adrift. He could work down in the bog, to be sure, lifting the dark earth with his shovel; he could run to the spring and fetch a gallon of water to his mother; he could walk over to Craig's Hill in mid-May for the sheep and drive them back to the river for the washing. But for all that, Jim was a wondermg-eyed, half-witted creature who never thought alone or consecutively. He went to school when he was young, but you might as well try to make a sieve hold water, as Jim Regan's head hold ideas. Many an hour that good man, Mr. James Sullivan, gave to the defective lad trying to teach him the mysteries of the alphabet. You could hear the monotonous repetition, "A— A, B— B, C— C," above the 32 Jim Regan^s First Communion 33 hum of the voices till your head grew dizzy. ''Now, Jim," asked the teacher, "what letter is this?" Mr. SulHvan placed the pencil-point on the letter ''E." The large eyes looked long and fixedly at the letter, the tongue unloosed and Jim answered, ''B." Mr. Sul- livan shook his head sadly and Jim guessed again. It was no use; Jim Regan could not master the alphabet by any method known to the pedagogy of those days. There are other and newer methods now, but are children better and more quickly informed than before fads and faddists? One w^onders. Father John himself worked Saturday after Saturday In the early part of the day trying to get the elements of the catechism safely moored in. Jim's head. Sometimes It would seem as if a truth were anchored, when, lo, it was swept out to the open sea again ! "We'll let the lad alone for awhile," said the priest to Mrs. Regan one day. "We only worry and frighten him. In His time and way, God will make clear and easy what now seems so dark and difficult. We'll let the boy be for a time till we learn God's holy will in his regard." Well, Jim left school In his tenth year not a bit wiser than he was the day he began. . *'Goodby to you, Jim. I think 'tis best you go for the time being at least." The teacher shook hands with his pupil. "Ay, sir," Jim agreed, looking at the teacher with wide-open eyes. "Work in the open. You may learn more from the fields than you do from books." ''Ay, sir." And Jim went away. 34 Memory Sketches Then one day, years later, after he had wrestled with wind and rain season after season, Jim was brought to earth by typhoid. That was what hurried Dr. Mangan down the road from Creelabeg. ''He's not well, ma'am; not well at all, and he should have the priest." "Yeh, but Doctor," whispered the mother, "sure the boy has never 'received' at all because he was never right in his mind." ^"'Quite so, ma'am; quite so. And yet, ma'am, a visit from Father John would be a service; indeed a great service." "Ay, so, an' thank you. Doctor ! An' at your biddin', Fll send for the priest this day." Shortly afterward the eldest boy of the Regans went up the shortcut for Father John. In the afternoon the priest walked down over the fields to Coonamara. It was a silent, sunless day; a day of moods when memories tread on memories. As the priest paced along, grazing sheep lifted their heads and looked at him with quiet, well-bred curiosity. The gentle animals, exhaling their breaths on the windless day, quickened the priest to reflection. "Christ took the shepherd and the sheep," he mused, ''to symbolize the intimate and tender relationship of rulers and people in His Church. The shepherd is watchful, solicitous, patient; the sheep docile, low- voiced, trustful." Down at Regans' poor Jim tossed about on his bed like a pine tree in a gale. When Father John entered th§ room, the large eyes rested on the priest's face. ^'Hpw are you, Jim?'* Jim Regan's First Communion 35 ''How am I?" the boy echoed, while his eyes searched the priest's countenance, as If trying to remember. Then after a little: ''Ay so, ay so; yes, you're Father John." "Yes, I'm Father John, come down to see you. You're a sick boy, and that's why I'm come. And Jim, dear, when we're very sick, we're like a man walking a tight wire trying to hold his balance." "I know. Sure I saw him In the circus." "Quite so. Sometimes he holds on and sometimes he falls off." "He held on when I saw him." "Quite so. But whether he falls off or holds on, if he's wise he'll have a net under him so he won't be hurt if he should fall." "Ay. 'Twill be all aequal to him thin, sure." "Now, Jim, as I said, when we're very sick we're like the man walking the wire. Eternity is under us. Do you understand?" "No." "Quite so, Indeed. Eternity goes beyond our deep- est sounding," mused the priest. "Well, the life to come Is under us. 'TIs a long, long fall from this life to the life hereafter. Confession and Holy Communion and Extreme Unction are the nets to soften the fall. 'TIs better to fall on a net that yields under us than on the rough, hard ground; and 'tis easier to fall on God's yielding mercy than on His hard justice. Do you follow me, Jim?" "I do; 'deed I do. An' if you give me the net I'll take it." Simply, by means of little illustrations from the life which the sufferer knew, the priest explained Confession, 36 Memory Sketches Holy Communion and Extreme Unction. Jim could not keep apart sharp-edged distinctions, nor did the priest make any attempt to draw them. He arrived at the truth, half-hidden in the mists of his feebleness, that Holy Communion is receiving God, dwelling in some mysterious way in a small circular-shaped piece, that looks like very white bread, that Confession Is telling our sins to a priest through whom God forgives us if we are very sorry. The days went and Jim grew weaker. Then one summer morning Father John went down the growing country bearing the Bread of Life in the little brown burse which the nuns had made for him. The sun burned like a great sanctuary lamp from the blue of the sky; the yellow-hearted daises, fringed with white, adorned the level fields below Ballyadan; thrush and linnet and robin sang their hymns to the Presence as It passed. We always knew when Father John carried the Blessed Sacrament. It was not the little black bag he had In his hand, nor the silk string around his neck that told us. Indeed, It was not anything he carried that served as a sign. It was himself. His face was very still and very grave; he walked gently as if he were edging his way through the angels ; his salute was a nod, and he never looked when he nodded. *'Have you brought Him?" asked Jim, his face as wan as the pillow. "Yes," answered Father John ever so gently. Mem- bers of the family crept into the room and knelt down. "I was dramin' of Him this mornin'." The priest went on with his preparations for giving the Holy Viaticum. He read a short, sweet prayer of welcome which the sick boy recited after him and then he placed the Bread of Life on the parched tongue of Jim Regan^s First Communion 37 the sufferer. The family and the priest retired to the kitchen and Jim was alone. A little later the priest returned. "Are you feeling better, Jim dear?" asked Father John. "Yeh no; I'm very tired and goln' like. But 'tis aequal now an' He with me, for I'll fall into the net." The eyes closed languidly, the head tossed from side to side. The priest saw that Jim was passing out. He placed the white Crucifix to the lips of the dying boy and ejaculated the Holy Name. Jim opened his dimming eyes feebly and murmured *'JesusI" A few moments later he took the priest's right hand between his hands, now growing moist and cold, and murmured: 'Tm fallin' — fallin', but He's with me, so — so — 'tis aequal." A little twitching of the mouth, a little turning of the head, a little convulsive tightening of the hands on the hand of the priest, a gasp, one heavy breath, and Jim Regan had fallen off the wire of life to eternity. The family came quickly to the bedside, while the priest stood watching the silent dead. "Is it gone, he is?" asked Mrs. Regan, not yet un- derstanding. "Yes, gone," answered Father John. "Sure he had hardly time to make his thanksgiving, and this the day of his First Communion," observed the mother. "He will finish it in Heaven, where he Is," answered Father John, as he passed out from the room. V THE STRANGER. THE autumn was on us with summer only a melan- choly memory. The bees that droned above the June roses still droned around faded spears of grass, but the roses were gone; the trees waved their salutations when the wind came gently from the nearby sea, but their leaves that awhile ago were soft with sap and green with life, now rustled below the bare feet of children returning from school. It was mid-afternoon, sombre and still. Father John had walked down to the north side of the parish to settle some dispute between a couple of neighbors, and was midway on the return journey. We often wondered, to tell the truth, why he always walked forth and back, hither and yon along out-of-the- way paths, in among fields, instead of the white roads where cart wheels and the feet of people went unceasingly. Perhaps it was the wish to be alone which some men have. Silence makes us pensive and fills our day with the people of our dreams. In the silence memory comes and hovers, and brings back the friends who are away; from over a sea, that flings its spray on the edges of two continents, from over a continent that hears the music of two seas, they reach us. They greet us when they come, they converse with us, and when the hour comes — they go away. Father John was just on the top of Progue's Point, with white-washed houses all along the valley below. He 38 The Stranger tfi 39 walked through a gap in the stone ditch, where the herds went when passing from one field to another. To the right of the gap a man stood watching the level land ex- tending from the base of the slope. His face was clean-shaved and thin; the edge of hair appearing below his hat shone white. One would say he was between sixty-five and seventy. ''Good evening," said the priest resting his eyes for a moment on the face of the man. ''Good evening. Father." The stranger lifted his hat like one accustomed to life's niceties. Father John was about to continue his journey, but something in the man's quiet manner arrested him. "You don't live around here, do you? I ask, because I have a hidden conceit I know everybody within a radius of ten miles." *'No, Father, I don't live here — at least not now." "Maybe a native returned then?" How quietly, without any least suggestion of shrewd- ness, did Father John put the question. The stranger looked at the priest and smiled ever so gently. "Father, I have traveled and seen men. I've watched men's eyes to read their souls. I've had to, else I mightn't be alive to tell it. I don't often answer a ques- tion that relates to myself. I can't afford to. But now, and to you, 'tis different. The truth is — I am a native returned. "Ay," was all the priest answered as he set off on his journey. "Father," the stranger called, "wouldn't you like to hear my story ? Maybe you'd find it worth listening to ?" Father John returned and leaned his elbows on the ditch beside the "native returned." 40 Memory Sketches "Every man has a right to his secrets," said the priest. **Maybe 'tis because you do not seem curious to hear that I'm anxious to tell." "Very well, I'll listen with interest." "About forty years ago — or before you were born" — "No, I'm forty-one." "Well, you don't look it. At that time there used to be a house down near the base of Progue's Point on the west side where the land runs level to the river Deel." "I know it; the four walls are still standing in from the road. I walked through the place only last week." "Ay, that's it. Well, I used to live there about forty years ago with my father, mother and two sisters. Our next neighbor, a poor man with a large family, fell into hard luck with his stock for two years running, and in spite of his own pleading and the pleading of the priest, he was evicted just three days before Christmas. There was feeling galore all over this section of the country, and talk of armed resistance and what not. Well, it all came to nothing, of course, and the poor man and his family were pitched out on the road. I was loud in my talk about the shame of the thing, and said I would do this and do that, like any young fellow says whose feelings run ahead of his judgment. With the new year came an emergency man on the farm, and that meant no reinstatement of the tenant for years — if ever. The men of the neighborhood went wild with passion; it all seemed so inhuman and so unnecessary. They talked fiercely of the cruelty and injustice, and threatened venge- ance. And in order not to set myself down in any The Stranger 41 good light, I may say to you, Father, I was the wildest and fiercest among them. The government sent three policemen to guard the emergency man, but for all that he was shot through the heart one morning while count- ing some cattle In the middle of a large field. A slip of paper was found beside his body on which was written, 'The last resource of a famished people against a sys- tem.' I had been so loud in my protests, so Insistent In demands for justice at any cost, that at once I was sus- pected. Besides, I had some education, having gone to the Monks' school In Adare for four years. An official of the gov^ernment said, 'The bombast on the paper is written by a fellow with some education.' I had some education as I have said — not profound, you understand, but a smattering here and there with some small gift for making phrases In addition. I was suspected, and I knew it. To be done with protest and denial, let me say to you. Father — and It is now over a reach of forty years — I am as Innocent of the death of that man as you are. But protesting one's innocence was of little use in those days — I find It isn't of much use nowadays either. The day on which the emergency man was killed I bade my people goodby and went into hiding, as we called it. That meant keeping under cover as best one could — here today and there tomorrow. Of course that couldn't last, running from cover to cover like a fox with the hounds giving tongue behind him. I knew it couldn't. The longer I kept on the run the less my chance for final escape. "You didn't know Father Clancy, did you, Father? No, of course; he must be dead now thirty-seven or thirty-eight years. Ah, he was a man with a heart more 42 Memory Sketches like the heart of Christ than any other man I ever knew. 'Tis no wonder we Irish at home and over seas love the priests, for I tell you they have stood between us and annihilation. Well, In the dark of the night, after a week of agony, running from hiding to hiding, I rang the door-bell of Father Clancy's house. The maid answered the bell. "'The priest,' I whispered. " 'Ay,' she answered, and went upstairs to tell him. I sat In the little parlor waiting, and watched the blaze from the coal fire in the grate. A chill wind blew down from the Ballyadan Hills and all the stars were hid be- hind folds of black clouds. As the clock finished strik- ing ten, I heard steps coming down the stairs; then the parlor door opened and Father Clancy, wearing his soutane, stood in the middle of the room. " ^Father,' I cried, 'they're after me I' " 'I know that'," he said, 'but there Is no occasion for telling it to the whole world.' "Then It came to me I had spoken too loud. The priest pulled down the blinds, lowered the oil lamp a little, and then sat down by the grate fire. " 'Come here,' he said In a voice so kind I shall hear it always. I sat beside him, facing the fire. I stole a look at his face on which the flames played. I have never seen a human face so sweet. It was not so much a beautiful face, as it was an open, benevolent face. "'You didn't do that thing?' he said softly, looking at the fire. " 'I swear before God this night, I didn't.' " Tou needn't swear, my son. "Man's word is God The Stranger 43 in man." If your word Isn't good, I doubt If your oath would be.' '* 'Father, I never did that thing,' I declared looking up at him. " 'I bellev^e you,' he answered, resting his eyes on my face for some seconds. '' 'Now, my son, you must get out of here — and you must get out of here soon.' ''My heart sank within me for I thought he was going to turn me out. " 'They may not know you're here tomorrow, but they will surely know tomorrow week. So 'tis for you and me to waste no time making ready your escape.' "Father Clancy used to be an actor In his student days and made up the boys' faces to suit the characters they played. " 'You'll be a priest visiting me, and In a day or two you'll leave. Don't have much to say while you are here.' "Next day he made up my face and got me a clerical suit, and I looked for all the world like a young priest just out of Maynooth. I stayed with him for two days, walking out In his garden, but never speaking much to the people of the village. "All at once, on the third morning, the two of us went down to the village station and took the train for Limerick Junction and then Queenstown. Father Clancy had already secured me second-class passage for America, when we reached Queenstown, and the following morn- ing I set sail for America. The last act of that noble priest when I left him before passing Into the tender, 44 Memory Sketches was to press two five-pound notes into my hand as he said 'Goodby/ *' ''Twill give you a start, my son, in a new world. Be careful, and keep as close to God as ever you can." "The tears were streaming down my face as he waved 'Goodby.' '''His nephew, I suppose, goin' over to America for a few seasons before he gets a place here at home,' said an old woman going out to the big steamer to sell lace. "After I was a day out, I changed my clerical suit and became myself again. Fortune favored me in America, as it does many an Irish lad, for I made money in plenty out West in the mines. I will say, too, in justice to myself, that I didn't forget the great priest who stood by me in my distress, when I came into my own. "And now. Father," he concluded, "you will under- stand why I'm not afraid to tell my story to a priest. They have faults, maybe, like the rest of us, but they never tell; no, they never tell." "Father Clancy was the parish priest of Creelabeg, wasn't he, when he came between you and the law?" asked Father John, as he looked thoughtfully toward the white houses now losing their outlines in the falling darkness. "Ay, Creelabeg." "Well, I'm the parish priest there now." "You are ! Well, well, the kind God is still with me ! So you are the parish priest of Creelabeg. Then you must let me shake your hand for your own sake and for the sake of him that's gone." The priest and the exile shook hands. The Stranger 45 "My name is Father Condon," Father John said in his quietest manner. "And my name, Father, Is Hayes — John Hayes." "I have heard of you — your name's a tradition here." "And you never said so all this time I've been telling you my story!" "As I remarked at the beginning, a man has a right to his secrets." "Thank you. Father, thank you ! You are gener- ous," said Hayes, visibly touched. '*And now, sir," said Father John, in that grand man- ner that made us all love him, "I want you to come with me and spend the night In the house where you spent it years ago with Father Clancy." John Hayes, whose heart-aches for home forced him back to green fields and danger of arrest, spent a week with Father John. Together they stood above the grave of Father Clancy laid to rest In the chapel yard; together they climbed the Ballyadan Hills and saw the flat farms to the West, and to the East grazing cattle and sheep. Then on Monday morning the exile said to the man of Maynooth culture: "I've seen his grave so still and shady back in the chapel yard; I've seen the fields where I wandered as a lad, the blue stream winding down over the meadows, and the Ballyadan Hills. And, Father Condon, I thank you whose heart is like the heart of Father Clancy, whose heart I know was like the heart of Christ Himself. Goodby. I've seen all I want tq see, and I'm going back now. God bless you !" "God bless and keep you!" answered the priest. 46 Memory Sketches Well, you know we never found out who gave the marble altar to the memory of Father Clancy, which to tell the truth, was much too grand for the rest of the chapel, though not, of course, for the Lord of Hosts. "Father John, who gave us the fine marble altar?" Mike's Mikeen ventured one day, by virtue of his in- timate position. "A man has a right to his secrets," answered the priest. "Ay; or a nod is as good as a wink to a blind man," ventured Mikeen oracularly. "Quite so," said Father John. VI CHOOSING THE PEOPLE. THE Whitmores of Knockderrig were rich Catholics of the landlord class, who owned one-half the farms of Creelabeg parish. The ''Great House" In which Captain Whitmore lived was set In some three hundred yards from the main road on the crest of a hill overlooking the river Deel. Although of the same Faith as the rest of the people, the Whitmores kept strictly within their class, never entering Into the life of the rank and file. They were charitable enough, in- deed, Mrs. Whitmore herself and Miss Emma and Miss Geraldlne often ministering personally to the sick and the poor. But, as you know. It Is one thing to help and to give as an angel out of the skies, and another to mingle with and live the lives of those we serve. Nor is this said In complaint. From the beginning till now there have been rich and poor, gentle and simple; and so, no doubt. It will be to the end of the world. Just as there are differences In the height of human beings, so there are differences in their worldly possessions and at- tainments. Religion cannot equalize people. All are free to kneel before the same altar, to receive the Bread of life at the same table, to confess and promise repara- tion within the same tribunal of mercy. Still, some are rich and gifted and some are poor and undistinguished; some walk the heights with the saints, and some are down in the depths thinking of God sometimes and striving a little to reach Him; or, perhaps, not thinking of Him at all. So you see, one has no fault to find with 47 48 Memory Sketches the Whitmores of Knockderrig for living more or less remote from the rest of the parish. All the priests we ever had were friendly with the family. It was very proper they should be, too, for the Whitmores served the chapel as no other family could. Every Saturday Miss Emma and Miss Geraldine deco- rated the altars with flowers from their own garden. Mrs. Whitmore played the little reed organ up in the gallery and the two young ladies sang. They donated rare flower vases, candlesticks, vestments, a set of silver- mounted Stations, not to mention hundreds of lesser gifts one forgets. So, all said, It was a special blessing to have such generous people within the parish limits of Creelabeg. The Whitmores had a chapel in their own house where the priest read Mass once a month. Sometimes, too, they invited him over to tea at four o'clock, or to dinner at seven. We all thought it was very pleasant for our parish priests to have one family to whom they could go every now and then and feel at home. Of course, they went to the poor and the lowly, too, when they were sent for, and often when they Vere /not. But with their nice discernment, the priests must have noticed that, try as they would, it was hard for plain people to be at ease In their presence. The art in serving lies in seeming not to serve. Well, Father John, more than any of the priests who went before him, was always a welcome guest at the **Great House." He was brilliant In conversation, mak- ing language step gracefully off his tongue. He ex- pressed his thoughts In unexpected fashion, and rarely allowed himself to run into the rut of an old phrase. But he was a man whose passion was the plain people, Choosing the People 49 who loved Ireland with the Intensity of a fervid Fenian. So, of course, he felt every time he visited the Whit- mores he must be silent on many a theme dear to his heart. Landownership by the people of the soil; the right on the part of a civilized race to govern Itself; the over-ridden condition of the country from soldiers and constabulary. Indeed, well-nigh every theme was a forbidden theme; for, somehow, every theme led back to Ireland. Well, anyhow. Father John had all the in- stincts of a rare gentleman, and preferred to be silent or Impersonal on many a subject rather than offend the man with whom he broke bread. But the longest boreen leads out to the main road some place, and the priest and the landlord came at last to where. In a sense, they reached the main road and parted company. The early summer of '87 promised great crops. Green ridges of grain, and potato drills rich with prom- ise were spread like the Garden of Paradise along the country-side. Men waited with hopeful hearts for the first potato-digging on the feast of St. James, and dreamed of wheat-ears ''the full of a fist" In late August. But when the long, lingering days of mid-June came, little brown spots were seen on the wide leaves of the potato stalks. "Great God," exclaimed Jim Ahern, '"tis the bhght'" It was. You have heard of the dread that falls on the Inhabitants of a city awaiting the Invading hosts when the first distant boom of cannon comes to them; you yourself have felt a mysterious catching at the heart when the heavens filled up with clouds, when the day grew dark and hot and very still, and when out of the west came the flashing light and the growling thunder. Well, that was Jim Ahern's feeling when he looked across 50 Memory Sketches the potato field from Danaher road that day in mid- June; and that was how everybody in County Limerick felt a week later as signs became certainties. When a merchant sees his cargo sink below the salt waters at the rim of the bay, it is no wonder he is heart-sick, and the fruition of his hope lost almost within his grasp! When a man, after a long climb, loses his grip at last and falls back into the abyss, his seems an unmerciful fate ! So, too, it was hard for all County Limerick to witness the green promise of late June blackened by the blight of early July. The blue and white blossoms withered and fell to earth; the stalks ^ rotted and freighted the warm wind of the south with a sickening odor. Where before men labored with glad hearts to weed around the bending stalks and to put fresh earth against the drills, they now looked with tired eyes, dreaming of what might have been and was not. When the November rents came due, Captain Whit- more sent out to his Creelabeg tenants the usual notices. The tenants had not the money to meet his demands. You cannot stop up a gap in a ditch with salt-water, as they say; neither can you pay a half-year's rent with 'trahneens.' Captain Whitmore did not like to evict any of his tenants; but, blight or no blight, he wanted his rents. He was in a dilemma, as Father Madigan used to say, and that is why he sought the aid of Father John. The priest and the Captain were walking along the road below Progue's Point in mid-November. It was a sullen day, with never a sign of a smile over the blue face of Lough Derrig, nor a single tree nodding a salu- tation. Matted clouds were spread below all heaven, and crows, black and unlovely, flew close to earth caw- ing impudently. Choosing the People 51 "Father John, It has come to a pass where IVe got to do something about my rents. I've had promises by the thousands, but no money. I'm convinced my tenants are playing on my good nature." The Captain showed some feeling as he spoke. 'Well," answered Father John, the quiet smile we all loved lingering on his lips, ''I haven't been under the Impression that people consider you a spendthrift in the matter of good-nature, my dear Captain." ''But, as a matter of fact, I am. Father John. I haven't evicted my tenants as hundreds of our landlords do, and I have permitted them to postpone payments almost every year. In return for my concessions here and my settlements there, I get a world of excuses, a poor mouth about the low prices this year and the fail- ure of the crops next. If 'tisn't one thing, 'tis another. In fact, I'm getting so tired of It all, I have come to the conclusion I must have my rents." ''Captain, 'tis rather an unfortunate year In which to take so drastic a resolution. You know what the blight has done." "I know — and next year there will be something else !" ''Now, Captain," said the priest, stopping In his walk and facing the landlord, ''you speak as if your tenants have been doing nothing from year to year but shirking. As a matter of fact, I happen to know they have been making great sacrifices to meet their obligations. You are obsessed with the idea of pay, pay, no matter how. A five-pound note seems a trifle to you; 'tis a small for- tune to some of your tenants. You assume that because they do not pay promptly, they do not wish to pay at all. As a matter of fact, when they do not pay, it is because they cannot." 52 Memory Sketches "Father John, I know these tenants, and I know they put me last In their reckoning." The priest smiled sadly as he looked at the Captain. "You know them? No, no. Captain, you do not. You see them from the sunlight of your mountain-top. They seem puny in their world of the plains. They seem sniveling, whining peasants, who will lie for the sake of a few pennies, who cannot look a man in the face for fear he might read their hearts. Unconsciously, my dear Captain, you set them apart as serfs, bloodless creatures, created to serve. You think because they do not pay you, they are lying to you. You cannot con- ceive that they have human loves, human sympathies, human honor. You take the attitude 'get what you can willy, nilly.' Indeed, you do not know this people, Captain." "Father John, will you please listen? I need the money as well as hundreds of other landlords all over the country, and it has come to such a pass that I must have it. And I'm going to ask you to use your influ- ence to help me get it. Your people idolize you. They'll pay me my rent, as a matter of duty, if you tell them to pay. You surely can make them see their obligation to pay a just debt. I want you to help me, as a friend." "Captain, I have influence with these people, if you choose to put it that way. I know their lives, lives of struggle against poverty and want. They get little, ex- cept what the earth gives, and when the earth's yield is affected they suffer. They struggle for the necessities of life, and the lords of this land are wasting its lux- uries. I know, just as surely as I see you, that there are men of this parish, tenants of yours, who are asking Choosing the People S3 a merciful God to show them a way to find food to feed the waiting mouths of little children tomorrow morning. You ask me to use my Influence with these people to secure you your rent. Let me state a more humane proposition. Let me use whatever small Influence I may have with you to secure for our people, yours and mine, consideration and mercy In this time of distress." "So, so. You would turn your guns on me; you would have me surrender; you would have me make whatever concessions are to be made." "Captain, you neither surrender nor concede. You show mercy, if you are merciful." "Father John, I asked you to help me In a small way; I asked you to urge your people to give me what is due me, and what the law of the land will let me have. I will not step down to mention my services and the services of my family to the religion we hold In common. I scorn to call to your mind my ministrations and my people's ministrations to these tenants. You know them, you must know them. Very good. Now comes [the one moment of all my years when I ask a priest whom I esteem highly, whose interests I have followed, to render me a service, and I take It, he refuses." "I cannot urge a tenantry to pay rents, when their children are hungry," answered the priest, his voice full of emotion. "You can serve a man who has served you and those who came before you for years and years," said the Captain bitterly. "When a service to my best friend works Injustice to a people, then I may not serve that friend." 54 Memory Sketches "Then, as between me and the people, you choose the people." "Yes, I choose the people." The Captain shook hands with the priest, lifted his tweed cap and walked the road west to the *'Great House." Father John watched the frowning sky through the falling darkness. The face of Lough Derrig was as still as the face of the dead, and the air was silent, for the crows had winged themselves to their forest homes. Said Jim Donnelly to Johnny Magee a year later: ''The Whitmores don't seem to be as 'great' with Father John as they used to be." "They don't, man, an' I wonder why?" "Maybe they wanted him to do somethin' he didn't want to." "An' wouldn't he?" "Oh, faith, he's o' that kind, he wouldn't if he didn't want to." VII THE HOLY FATHERS THE fourth Sunday In May, at the last Mass, was the time set for the Mission to begin. Father John announced it from the altar two weeks before so we had time enough to think it over and, above all, to talk it over. We hoped and prayed that the weather would be fitting, — still days with the sun warm on all the land, calm nights and the sky pulsing with millions of stars. We knew there would not be so much work by then, for the potatoes would be "set" and the oats would be ready to peep above the ground. It would still be a little early to cut the meadow-hay, and the clover would already be made into '"cocks." So, all said, the time was wisely selected by the wise head of Father John. And then they came, that Sunday when daisies showed white and yellow on every field. God blessed us, too, with a blue sky and a warm sun as we had hoped. All the world about was still, as if listening, and a gentle wind came up from the mouth of the Shannon. The chapel was crowded to the doors; and beyond the doors out on the gravel men knelt or stood with bared heads during the holy Mass. Then when Father John had finished the Sacrifice and the little clerk had snuffed out the candles. Father Driscoll, the Franciscan, came out from the sacristy to preach the opening sermon. He was a man of average height, rather stout, dark complexloned with large, frank eyes. He looked at us for a period of twenty seconds before ever he said a 55 56 Memory Sketches word at all. Maybe it was to get his ideas into forma- tion for marching, or maybe to take mental accounting of ,^ our souls' condition: whether he should preach heaven or hell or purgatory or salvation through striving or judgment after death. One does not know. Anyhow, after his survey, he began with the single word: "Be- loved." Father McCarthy always started out with "My Brethren," sounding the first e like u. Father John said "My dear Brethren," or "My Brethren"; but sometimes, when thoughts surged against his brain; when, as we say, he was full of a subject and ideas sought an outlet, he began with a rush not saying "Yes," "Ay," or "No" to anybody. Well, when Father Driscoll said "Beloved," we thought it was a word peculiar to the diction of the "Holy Fathers," and that helped all the more to get what may be called the Mission atmosphere. To people who live in the hollow places of the world and who see none of the splendors of the heights, any little departure from the life they know quickens interest. That is why the brown habit and the white cord and the hood and the single word, "Beloved," suggested the strange, the mys- terious and the far-away. So many days have come and gone since that still, warm Sunday in late May, one does not remember any more the opening message of the Mission. One remem- bers the splendor of the sunlight, the listening throng, the attitude of the preacher and the cadences of his voice. These form a picture that holds a quiet corner all to itself in the memory. Father O'Kelly, the other preacher, was a slim man with a face as thin and as sweet as the face of St. Anthony, whose statue was set in our chapel next to the The Holy Fathers 57 Blessed Mother herself. One cannot be sure, of course; but I think Father Drlscoll's chief mercy was to pour the vinegar of cleansing on the wounds of our souls, while Father O'Kelly's great ministration was to lessen the smart with the oil of soothing. Each had his special work — to cleanse or to soothe. The vinegar was neces- sary, no doubt; but we liked the oil better. A wise God does not create all priests of a mould. Some must do the hard, unlovely work, must pluck bad habits out of our souls as we pluck a thorn out of the foot of a child. In doing so they hurt us, of course, but they cannot help that. So one does not set Father O'Kelly beside Father Driscoll for the sake of making what our own Father John would call "an invidious comparison." No, in- deed. They w^ent together doing good everywhere, the one supplementing and completing the other. Father O'Kelly was what you would call a quiet preacher. His thoughts were not billows breaking on the rocks with a rumble; no, they were like the waves of Lough Derrig, running upon the sand with a long swish. He preached one sermon on our Lady which Mr. Sullivan, the school-teacher, made us write down and keep. ''That is literature," he said; ''keep it always." "God set her in His Heaven," is a paragraph one re- calls, "a virgin and a mother. The virgin, she typifies that which makes woman fairest — purity; a mother, she typifies that which makes woman most lovable — mother- hood. You young women may look to her and see in her your model — the maiden undefiled, the lily without spot; you mothers may look to her and see in her un- selfish love of oftspring, her gentle fostering, her un- complaining watchfulness examples of the virtues that •58 Memory Sketches must find root and blossom and fruitage in your lives. We are all called to serve, but the service of each is somehow peculiar. Some serve in the school, in the or- phanage, by the sick bed; some in the home showing small hands how to join in prayer, young eyes how to raise in adoring love, young lips how to whisper the sweet Name. It matters not where we serve or how lowly the service. She — ^Mary Virgin, Mother — is the fair model of us all. We can not reach up to her — she is too high in the Heaven of her holiness; but we can look up to her and call to her out of the darkness of our world to the world made bright by her shining." One cannot begin to tell of the personal visits made to the poor and afflicted by these dear priests during their two weeks' sojourn among us. Mrs. Donovan who was bedridden for years, Maggie Noonan whose mind became affected in a strange way and imagined all kinds of horrors, Tom Condon who drank a bit at times, John Hogan, grown despondent because he lost a splendid position in Dublin through his own carelessness — these and ever so many others were seen and counselled and consoled; many of them received new hope for a fresh start. Then on the last Sunday we had the great Mis- sion-procession after the last Mass. The day, like all the days of the two weeks, was warm and still. Imme- diately to the west of the chapel a field lay flat above the town. At one corner of the wide acres Jim Donnelly and a couple of the boys, at the bidding of Father John, erected a great black wooden cross to which the white Figure was transfixed. How solemn the massive crucifix appeared under the still, sunlighted heavens that day as you looked toward the field from the edge of the town! It made you think of Calvary and His dear, bruised The Holy Fathers 59 body against the dark horizon. Only there was no roll- ing thunder, no cleaving of mountains, no white-faced dead awakened out of their graves from the horror that He was killed. The people of Creelabeg did not shake their clenched fists at the Sign looking down on them from the Mission Field that Sunday, as did the Jews when they looked at Him in the hours of His thirst and nakedness beyond Jerusalem. It was one o'clock before the head of the procession went through the chapel gates. There was the boy with the cross, and a clerk with a lighted candle at either side of him; came the school children next, certain chosen ones bearing blue-and-white banners, with Mr. Sullivan leading the Rosary. Jim Donnelly, carrying a great silken standard, cross-mounted, preceded the men for whom Captain Whitmore said the "Hail Mary." There were probably four hundred men, all told, of every size and age. The deep hum of their answering "Holy Mary" was pleasing to hear that summer day. The young ladles of the parish, whom Father John organized Into a sodality, prayed and sang alternately; the married women followed, but they made no attempt at song. One sees, to be sure, more imposing processions every month of the year; processions in which scarlet, and purple, and white, and cloth of gold are harmoniously blended; processions in which bands fill the sunshine with sound, and in which the swords of belted soldiers flash and grow dim. But, somehow, over wide seas and long years, those simple, unbedecked men, those women and children moving slowly around Mission Field above Creelabeg, the White Figure watching them from the cross, quicken the pensive mood and the sigh for the long ago. We were lonely when the "Holy Fathers" left us the 60 Memory Sketches next Monday morning for a mission somewhere else. Those of us who lived out in the country missed the sen- sation of walking up the fields calm evenings under the stars. We missed the forceful sermons of Father Dris- coll and the gentle preachments of Father O'Kelly. The two women out from Limerick to sell religious articles packed their tents into donkey carts and went to another town; the great Crucifix was taken down from its high position at the end of the field and looked no more to- ward Creelabeg; the chapel bell did not bid us hurry for the Rosary, sermon and Benediction; the children did not go to the chapel any more at three o'clock to say the Stations. All these ripples in our quiet life had ceased, and the stream ran on as always. Yes, the "Holy Fathers" were indeed gone, leaving us better for their coming but sadder for their going. *Tm not the same man any more since they came here," Johnny Mangan confided to Mike's Mikeen one day at the west end of the bridge, shortly after the "Holy Fathers" had left us. "How do you riiane?" asked Mikeen. "I mane I'm better like. An' I hope I'll sthay so." "Well, sure that's what they came for, man, to make you better." "Ay, but sometimes you shoot into a flock o' crows an' you miss a powerful lot o' thim," "Well, they didn't miss you anyhow, so 'tis all aequal." "Ay, 'tis so. I'm better in earnest now — if I only stay better." VIII DOLORES. 4 4"jy yr ARY DOLORES" was how they named her /\/ 1 when she was christened on the Feast of our •^ ^ -^ Lady's Seven Sorrows. Two strange facts followed soon after which you would never understand at all if you understood Creelabeg. First of all, people dropped the ''Mary" and called the child ''Dolores"; and secondly, they never shortened "Dolores" to "Doll" or "Dolly." Mike Hannon of Fennora used to say there were seven things the mind of man could never fathom, one of which was the source of the tide. To the seven must be added two new ones: the survival of the name "Dolores" and its survival without abbreviation. "Dolores" seemed a name too remote from the lives of plain people to be used in every-day speech; also, it seemed much too splendid for one whose retreat was set with the simple poor in the valley of life. It must have been a special favor from our dear Lady herself that the child had so lovely a name and that nobody ever dropped a single one of its sweet syllables. Well, then, Dolores Egan was born at the west side of Progue's Point, where the sun came all the afternoon, and was baptized Seven Sorrows' Day by Father McCarthy some years before he went away. Her dolors began before she felt their weight. On her second birth- day her young father was drowned while swimming back in the river Deel one Sunday after Mass. John Egan was just twenty-three when he was called so suddenly, leaving behind him a wife a year younger than himself. 61 62 Memory Sketches Young Mrs. Egan, (she used to be Anna McCabe) died six months later giving birth to her second girl. The infant lived an hour and was baptized by Mrs. Hackett before it gave up its young life. There had been many sad funerals at Creelabeg, for the years are long and death comes strangely, but never in all memory was any- thing so weighed with woe as was the placing away of Mrs. Egan and her second girl. She lay white and still in the coffin, the child beside her. She had a sweet face, for Anna McCabe was as lovely a woman as you would meet anywhere from Creelabeg to Athery. It seemed such a pity to see her taken and a little girl of two years left alone behind her! It was sad enough when John himself was claimed by the swift waters of the Deel, but it seemed the very crown and completion of sorrow when the mother had to answer' the summons. However, there is no use gainsaying the will of a wise God. Dolores was eight years old, when Father John came to Creelabeg. She lived with her grandmother, Mrs. James Egan, just at the edge of the village, while the farm below Progue's Point was ''let" to one John Sulli- van from Drunmore. She was nine short years when she injured her spine while lifting a bucket of water back at Feeney's well. The doctors went again and again and explained her trouble to be due to one cause today and to another tomorrow; but for all their visits and ex- planations Dolores remained the same white-faced, frag- ile child. Then Father John said to her grandmother: ''Mrs. Egan, let the doctors go for the present. She doesn't improve any under their care; maybe God doesn't want her to get well for some wise purpose of His own." Dolores 63 That was why the doctors ceased visiting and writing prescriptions, and that was why Dolores sat in the sun all the early part of the day when the sun was warm. Mary Condon, who had gone to the Nuns' school in Ardee for several years, gave her lessons in reading, writing, grammar, history, plain and fancy sewing every morning. Dolores had a quick mind that took in a truth with ease and retained it for always; so when she reached her fifteenth year she was still white-faced and fragile, but notably well informed. Many a summer morning on his way out from the village to the green country he loved. Father John lingered with Dolores where she sat beside the door in the warm sunlight. One day he asked: "Dolores, what are you reading?" "Ninety-Eight." "Ninety-Eight! That's a battle chant, and you're no soldier, my Dolores." "No, but the heart of a soldier is in me," she cried, her eyes shining blue below her wan forehead. "Am 1 to read it?" "Ay, 'tis battle. Yes, read; it makes the heart heavy because it recalls great, sad moments on which hung des- tinies; but go on, read anyhow, and put fire into it, Dolores." Ah, then you should have heard her flinging defiance at cowards from her chair in the sun: "Who fears to speak of Ninety-Eight? Who blushes at the name? When cowards mock the patriot's fate Who hangs his head for shame?" 64 Memory Sketches Ah, and you should have heard the low plalntlveness to quicken tears as she read: ''Some on the shores of distant lands Their weary hearts have laid, And by the strangers' heedless hands Their lonely graves were made; But though their clay be far away Beyond the Atlantic foam, In true men like you men Their spirit's still at home." ''That will do, my child, that will do," said the priest when Dolores had finished the poem,. "What else do you do besides reading?" he asked pre- paring to continue his walk. "Sometimes I write letters to a few friends." "Ay; but that doesn't fill the day. Isn't there anything else?" "Not much else. Father. Sometimes I sew a little — but there isn't so much of that to be done." "Quite so. But you'd have time to do sewing, or, say, fancy work if you got it?" "Oh, surely, Father. 'Tis what I'm waiting and pray- ing for — a little more to do." Two weeks later Sister Margaret of the Nuns' School at Ardee called to see Dolores. She was a pleasant woman, midway in life, whose sympathies were spent on the poor and suffering. "Dolores, you're always in the summer here." Dolores rested her eyes for a moment on the nun's face and smiled as she answered: Dolores \ 65 ''Not always, Sister. Often the mist that gathers at the base of Progue's Point remains all the day and then the sun never shows. Besides, the south-west wind brings the rain sometimes, and I must stay inside then." "Well, when 'tis raining, or when the fog doesn't steal off to the sky by way of Progue's Point, let there be summer in your heart. No matter how dark the day we can keep light and warmth there." "The nuns can, who are so near God," answered the sick girl suppressing a sigh. "Yes, and you can — and everybody can. Being a nun doesn't put you in the seventh Heaven." "Maybe not, but nuns seem always so happy." "They have their crosses too, child." The admission that, even to those who live away from the world and its temptations, suffering comes, consoled Dolores because she felt less alone. Good people are always happy to share their joys with others, but there is a sense of comfort In feeling that they can share their sorrows with people also. "Dolores," said Sister Margaret before leaving, "I have brought you some sewing and fancy work. It will help to keep you busy, and when we're busy we're less alone." The girl's eyes brightened. She had no need to say her thanks; her happy face spoke them for her. Father John never told Dolores that It was he who got Sister Margaret to secure the fancy work to keep her fingers busy, because Father John never published his good deeds. His chief purpose was to render service; the serv- ice rendered he gave his thought to other work. One day in late Spring Mike's Mikeen cut his finger while trimming the hedge at the end of Father John's 66 Memory Sketches garden. Straightway he made for the edge of town where Dolores sat sewing. ''Dolores, 'tis kilt I am!" exclaimed MIkeen. ''You don't look It," Dolores assured him, her eyes full of laughter. "But I'm bleedin', girl; bleedin' powerful!" "Let me see." Shutting his, eyes tight lest he jnlght witness the horror, MIkeen presented his bleeding finger. The cut was deep but not alarming. "I'll fix It for you," said Dolores, with rare confidence. "I don't think you can," said MIkeen. "I believe I must get the docther." "Nonsense. Don't I know?" "Ay, maybe; but I'm afeerd." Presently Dolores had strips of white cloth and a mysterious ointment. She cleansed the wound while MIkeen kept his eyes on the horizon exclaiming, "Ou I" and "murther!" and "'tis terrible entirely!" But when the wound was cleansed and the flow of blood stopped he forgot his horrors and said: "Dolores, an' I was goln' to marry I'd marry you." "Be off with your assurance!" cried Dolores, her eyes laughing again. "An' why wouldn't I?" asked MIkeen. "An' why wouldn't you!" she echoed. "Well, you wouldn't, because I wouldn't first." "Faith, thin, you might go farther and fare worse." "Be off I tell you! And I tell you again, be off!" cried Dolores giving his hand a healthy prod of her needle. "Murther, girl, murther! Sure 'tis into the bone you druv it." Dolores 67 '' 'Tis into your heart I'll be sending it, I'm thinking." ''Ah, I'll say nothin' thin, 'cept to go to th' other side o' the road whin I see you comin'." ''Yes, and go back now to the priest's garden and be glad I didn't make your finger worse than 'twas." "That was why I didn't say anythin' till you were 'bout finished." Dolores laughed, and Mikeen grinned comprehend- ingly. "Well, I'm goin'." "Go !" she comm^anded with a grand wave of the hand. "But just the same, an' there's a girl I know, not sayin' who she is or nothin', but just the same, an' I was goin' to marry I'd marry her." "Be off now — yourself and your blarney!" A month later Mikeen stopped before Dolores' chair on his way to Ardee. "Dolores," he said, " 'tisn't that I'm sayin' anythin' or manin' anythin', but I know a fine boy as says, an' he was goin' to marry he'd marry a nice girl as he knows." Long after Mikeen had continued on his journey the laughter that brought the tears to Dolores' eyes had not yet died down. Of course, I needn't tell you Dolores never married Mikeen. She sat in the sun when the sun was warm; but when the rain followed the wind from the southwest or when the mist lingered around the base of Progue's Point she tried hard to keep the sun in her heart. Yet not altogether; for she shared the sun that was in her heart with others whose lives were mostly in shadow. IX A GLIMPSE OF THE SEA WE NEVER referred to the Sunday Instruction of the children as ''Catechism," ''Sunday School," "Religious Instruction" or "Christian Doctrine." It always went by the Indefinite name, "Classes." Of the classes there were two, three or more, depending on the number of children. In Creelabeg we had Classes between first and second Mass, whereas down at Athery and up at Ardee they never took place till after last Mass. It was Father John himself who made the change, and we prayed our dear Lady herself to bless him for It. You see last Mass usually began at noon, which, with the sermon and, maybe, Benediction lasted an hour and a half. Classes followed for another hour; and by the time you were home and had dinner It was half-past three o'clock. So you missed half the hurd- ling or the football match or the regatta or the field sports or whatever other Sunday diversions might be on. Classes were taught by the schoolmaster, the school- mistress, the assistants and the monitors. The boys were graded In semicircles on St. Joseph's side of the chapel, the girls on the Blessed Virgin's side. We never sat-* in fact our chapel had no pews except In the gallery. After Classes were well under way Father John came out from the sacristy and spent some minutes with each division. Sometimes he asked questions, sometimes he explained a doctrine or a practice of the Church; or maybe he told us a story about an Irish saint of whom A Glimpse of the Sea 69 we had never heard, but, who, no doubt, occupies some secluded nook In Heaven. "And now, James," he said to Jamie Hackett, only he would never say ''Jamie," ''what Is forbidden by the Fifth Commandment?" "Murther, quarrelling and revlnge," answered Jamie. Father John had a heart of iron when It came to mis- pronouncing words; It was one of the seven deadly sins against language. He turned to Mr. Sullivan. "Why will these boys, all our people In fact, commit crimes against pronunciation. Why, for example, will they call 'm-u-r-d-e-r' — 'murther'?" "No doubt It is the retention of the old Irish sounds. English Is only our stepmother tongue. Our mother is dead." Now Father John liked Sullivan. They were both of an age, both had like tastes, and both were essentially the same in politics. "My dear Sullivan," said the priest in an aside, "you're singularly brilliant today." "The effect of your sermon this morning, my Father," answered the teacher. "Man, you flatter!" "Nay, my Father; we may flatter mediocrity. Great- ness we praise." "That's enough!" Resuming his Instructions: "James, how do you pronounce m-u-r-d-e-r ?" "Murther," James repeated. "No, no! What do you call the crime of killing somebody — a landlord, a policeman or an emergency man?" "Murther." 70 Memory Sketches "Listen ! 'Tis not mux-th-tv ; tis mur-