PR G047 lUg/ Class J^I^iJ GoipghtN^L^AS COFnUCHT DEPOSIT. 0- ■K A MEN AGE A TROIS -^ ACROSS THE STYX cAND OTHERo ADVENTURES IN VERSE -by Lt. Col. sir frank POPHAM YOUNG K. B. B., C. I. E. A. M. ROBERTSON SAN FRANCISCO -p-{?UO ^\ Copyright, 1922 By Lt. Col. Sir Frank Popham Young M IS 1923 ©C1A697001 Made by Sunset Press ^^ I CONTENTS 1. Kismet 2. In the Mist. 3. California or Cathay 4. Vox Feminae Vox Dei 5. Kl and K2 6. Intercessional. 7. A Cup of Cold Water 8. Noblesse Oblige 9. Creeds, Constellations, and Creeping Things 10. A Menage a Trois Across the Styx TO THE LADY WHO HAS PLACED HER HAND IN MINE COME WEAL OR WOE THIS LITTLE VOLUME IS DEDICATE F. P. Y. * "KISMET' HAT which is built by mortal hands Time lays to waste, But 'tis not so with those mysterious commands, Which on man's forehead traced, Link life with life by interwoven strands Of Destiny. These cannot be effaced. [1] "IN THE MIST" a OVE has thundered, Venus beckoned, Thor and Odin held their sway; (See the light upon the mountain And the ripple on the sea!) Brahma counselled, Shiva threatened; Christ has died. (Hear the rustle on the mountain And the murmur of the sea!) Sternly preached Mahommed; Gently smiling, practised Buddha. Yet alway Human steps have wandered. Human hearts have cried "What is Truth? But lift the curtain, Making Love more pure, and Faith more certain." (The light has died upon the mountain — Mists enshroud the sea). 2] CALIFORNIA OR CATHAY X RESTED in the Shalimar where, tier on tier, The jewelled garden nestles 'neath th' eternal hills, And broods above the sleeping surface of the lake. The great "chenar" trees whispered "It was here Jehangir held his court," and all the little rills Told of a storied Past. I pondered only half awake; Pictured the smooth and scheming courtiers, silken clad. When Islam with a fierce, intense, and vivid sweep Led, dominated, ruled, and then declined. By sloth and luxury beguiled, and power-mad, Akbar's great Empire-fortress tottered till its keep, Sapped by fanatic hate, was slowly undermined. And then the jangled music of soft camel bells Announced a "Kafila" beyond the carven gate. Austere and supercilious, gaunt, reluctant, slow, From Samarkand, Bokhara — weaving magic spells — These central Asian genii discharged their freight, Into the living present, stark Romance of long ago. I watched the bearded, hawk-nosed trader from afar. Engirt with pistols, hung about with keen edged knives. And judged his treasure to be something worth. Perchance He carried priceless jewels — some great, shining star Of Asia ! Or perchance this care betokened wives Suspect of light and loose — and dangerous — dalliance. NOTE: Kafila — a train of camels. [3] He made ablutions. Then with fervent, supple grace Salaamed to Allah, faced the setting sun in prayer. A half raised "burka," which had draped the form Of one who, patient, sat behind, revealed a face Which well might turn an Emperor from the fretting care Of march and countermarch, of combat, siege, and storm. Long curving lashes swept the olive tinted cheek Stained with a tea-rose flush. Then slowly dropped the veil. The little figure softly lit upon the ground. To outward seeming humble, acquiescent, meek, Followed the age old path of servitude behind the male, Rebel at heart — her eyes had told it — gagged and bound. Long years have passed, and more than half the circled world Divides me from that terraced garden of delight. Softened by night the rough Pacific hills enfold. On the calm bosom of the bay the sails are furled. The water plashes and low voices of the night Bring back to me that scene, the tale that half was told. The wizardry of art has wrought with loving skill, Has caught the spirit of the Orient ; and here Curved arches, cunning lines of building, terraced slopes, The sense of quiet water, and the brooding hill, The richly perfumed air — all waft me to Kashmir, And tell a thousand tales of bygone fears and hopes. [41 Once more I see that stealing glance with eyes abrim, The little henna-tinted feet, the blush, the blanch of fear, As gleaming in the folds of his silk "kamarband" Sharp steel forbade all speech with any man but him, (Owner of lips unsmiling. Lord of a tremulous tear) Who brought his wares to India from distant Samarkand. Written in the garden of the Samarkand Hotel, Santa Barbara, Calif., February 28, 1921. [5] vox FEMINAE VOX DEI INSCRIBED TO . G ARELESSLY I trod and recked not that my feet Oft injured little peeping things of life. The frond unfolding, and the shyly sweet Florescence of green leaf and yellow bud. Born in a world of strife, Small things essayed their wings. Or crept, across my path. Those little animate things I crushed unheeding. Careless hands destroyed them. Careless footsteps spilled their innocent blood. The righteous wrath Of God made me more blind. The timid questionings of some untutored mind, The gropings of a human soul, The silent plea for sympathy — all these sacred claims I passed unheeding. Like the sightless mole I burrowed, thinking all the while that selfish aims Carried me upwards. I had hurt and bruised Frail things and tender, newly born. For worse than open scorn Is chill indifference. I had thus abused The trust imposed in me, but gaily went Along the open road, blind to the narrow trails Which lead through brambles to the dazzling height. I had been sent To do God's work. The man who fails Not in his weakness, but because the light Is turned from in a selfish pride Had better died Before, with calloused soul, he learns [6] To hold that he is justified When he has failed to glimpse the Love, All else above, For which the whole of Nature aching ever yearns. And so, in truth, with eyes I thought uplifted, My steps were leading to a dark and ice-cold Hell. I had believed I marched and conquered. I had merely drifted. Then Grod compassioned with me ; and I met, And meeting loved — Estelle ! 7] G K 1. AND K 2. The fourth highest mountain peak in the world has been named bj cartiv gTaphers"K. 2." HALLENGING the giant Everest For world supremacy, it soars Lifting its snow clad crest Near thirty thousand feet into the azure of an Eastern sky, Stands sentinel above the rugged tableland of far Thibet, Whilst from its molten sides it pours Great streams of water into the teeming plains Where myriad voices ever raise the ceaseless cry "Assuage our thirst, enrich our fields, so we forget The pangs of hunger and the pains Of drought." Through the long years This mighty monarch of the Himalayan range Skyward rears The glittering lancepoint of its ice bound peak. Its snow draped sides untrod, Nor chance, nor change Affect its solemn, silent intercourse with God. Remote, mist -shrouded. Science had, perforce, to seek Amidst the tumbled mass of chasm and cliff, ravine and towering mountain top Its jealous guarded secret. Located after many years. Measured and charted, there appears The stately record of this vast outcrop Of rock primaeval. No grandiloquence Of nomenclature marks its consequence. (8] K. 2 is all the name By which it stands identified This far off mountain, which so long defied The curious interest of men. Its fame E'en now denied. ****** July the twenty-second. Here I sit Thinking of just a little bit Of femininity. A woman child By whose kind eyes beguiled The rusting decades slip away, And Youth sings sweetly "Life is work and play." Vision slips backwards, inwards; and I muse — If between dominating forces one could choose That which should lead and guide Would one abide By all that mountain seems to tjrpify — (Quest, domination, struggle; add and multiply) — In the harsh battle of ambitious aims Which made one long to climb and conquer? What's the use Of scaling heights if, left behind, In the cold effort to improve one's mind The tender claims Of laughing lips Of little, rosy, clinging finger tips Are passed and there remains, For all one's pains, A husk without a core, a sapless rind? 9] This other K Holds a more potent sceptre, has a wider sway. And so I lay These verses at her feet On this her natal day. K. 2, Go too! I have no wreath for you. This is K. 1. Smile with those bright eyes, Sweet! Will you not kiss me, K? To Kathleen (Kay) On her sixteenth birthday. [10] INTERCESSIONAL TO BESSIE McJ. BARRET A LADY FROM 'OLE KAINTUCK', IN WHOM THE WRITER HAS BEEN PRIVILEGED TO DISCERN THOSE CHIVALROUS QUALITIES WITH WHICH HE HAS ENDOWED MOSES HIGGINS. THESE VERSES ARE INSCRIBED F. P. Y INTERCESSIONAL X N the little room, above the bam, in ole Kaintuck One Moses Higgins breathed his last. He'd followed 'osses Most 'is life." These new machines had made things hard. But that stout heart had never lost its pluck. If old Mo' played a card And lost, you'ld never hear a whine about his losses. I'ld have you know that this old Mo', Above whose lonely grave wild grasses blow, Deserved as much that greatest epitaph, "A gentil, parfait knight," As any doughty, mediaeval champion of the fight. His sword a reaping hook. His spear a staff, Nature his Book, He played the game, ploughed a straight furrow, never lied, Lived cleanly, loved devoutly, laid him down — and died. The blue eyes glazed, and Moses Higgins looked upon a screen. "The Moses Higgins record!" called a voice. A shining figure — Mo' saw him fold his wings — Announced the choice. I guess it's me they mean, Thought Moses. ''That's the Arch-Director, Gabriel. 'Hello, Gabe'," he said. 15] "You've got me goin' round in rings." "Hold on!" said Gabriel. "We've got to size you up a bit To see if you pass fit. You know you're dead." "I guess," said Moses, "they're aint much to show. Jus' me behind the 'osses. It's a pretty team. The grey mare's savin' her off fore. There's Lizzie at the gate. She oughter know That I'm out lookin' for her. It do seem As if she reckerlected I was kinder sore The time she beat it off to town With that young drummer chap who called me clown. But, bless yer, Liz, I've gotten over that this long ago. You creep in here, and lie all cuddled like yer useter — so." "What's this yer showin', Gabe? Why that aint me! I guess that's Romeyo, or that Hamlick guy. Who stuck that fat chap, hid behind the curtain, with his sword. Gosh! How that made me larf! I'm blessed if I can't see Doug Fairbanks doin' stunts — and that blue eye I 'Id know a mile off — Mary Pick — My word! You don't say that them is me and Liz Cuttin' around, and doin' all that funny biz!" [16 "Why, yes, I'll say that when those actor chaps Was showin' how you'ld gotta play the game, And keep yer pecker up, and peg away, and tell the truth And trust yer girl, I useter feel That I'd no cause to squeal Because I didn't seem to make no headway. I thought p'raps It weren't no shame, Me bein' what that drummer called uncouth (Yokel was right enough, but when he named me churl That riz me, and I knocked his silly tooth Into his windpipe) — I thought it weren't no shame To make pretence that I was jus' the same As them bright fellers. I useter step along (Me, ole Mo' — some Romeyo!) Behind the 'osses with a kind o' song Singin' inside me. What's that Gabe? You've passed me? Reckon you're some babe. I go behind the curtain 'long o' Liz? And take the grey mare too? I'll say that is Worth waitin' for. I'll tell ole Pete That he must keep them actor chaps a seat. For sure they helped a lot, and kep things clean and sweet. When life was kind o' dull and work a grind In that ole Kaintuck shanty that I've left behind." Written in connection with Actor's Benefit Fund Pete at Los Angeles [17 "A CUP OF COLD WATER" c HE Haberdasher's Assistant saluted the clear dawn, Scratching the while with unclean finger nail A festering surface on his thigh, With a yellow fanged and offending yawn, A bleary eye, and a dismal sigh. Half snore, half wail. Through the green avenue of trees. Along the shining beach, They gave their willing horses rein. And the look i^ his pleasant tired eyes was like thai of a war worn Moor who sees In the desert a haven of rest, and a harvest af grain. At last within his reach. The Haberdasher's Assistant coughed, lay still, Caressed a pimple on his chin. And slowly counted the coins he had pinched By sly manoeuverings with ledger and with till. Made play with rusty razor, essayed cold water, shivered thereat and flinched. And so with dragging steps set forth his daily bread to win. 18 The little tor inkles round his tired eyes Creased into kindliness and mirth. Hillside and moor, flood, field and tropic suns. The silken salon, music, laughter, azure skies. Tempest, harsh conflict, belching guns. Had marred and made this man for such as he was worth. Through door ajar the Haberdasher's Assistant spied A bowed and broken figure; (Mary, pity women!) Youth astray, Hunger and misery enthroned where Love should reign ! And floundering in the squaHd mire of his Hfe, he lied, Denied himself, regretted, cursed, denied himself again. Found strength, gave comfort, shewed a better way. A Veritable Knight he seemed. '*No doubt he'd lived his life." (Those little bowed and broken figures by the way!) The road stretched fair in front. They talked and dreamed. ( Thus is the balance. Some spend and others pay.) Peace after battle. After Experience a wife. [19] The sun, slow westering, lit the hills across the bay. Made glorious the glittering tracery of the trees. And cast a halo round her golden hair. Aslant, down murky streets the dying day Groped for an entry up a narrow stair, But, fading, failed to find a form on bended knees. Is this the balance? In the cosmic veins A red corpuscle found a tardy birth. And aeons after with a surge as of rising tide, and of pent up flood, The vivifying Force which rules by yielding, and by service reigns. Multiplied and martialled the red corpuscles, attacked and routed, swept and cleansed the blood. And thus did the Haberdasher's Assistant play a part in creating a new Heaven long after his rickety and calcareous bones had re- turned to the good Earth. 20 'NOBLESSE OBLIGE' "NOBLESSE OBLIGE" © HE sceptre passes. In the "good old days" When Gurth the swineherd waited at the postern gate And hugged the chains which bound him, munched the proffered crust, Nor questioned Fate, A single golden phrase — "Noblesse Oblige" — born in the cut and thrust Of those fierce conflicts which ennobled and enslaved Men with an equal birthright, helped to compensate For all the hideous inequity which ruled — and rules — the world. '*Dieu et mon droit*' the buccaneering Baron raved, With pennons flying, banner of silk unfurled. And robbed, and raped, and murdered with his chosen partner — God. Some fed their appetites. Others hewed the wood And drew the water, tilled the kindly soil, Broken in spirit kissed the chastising rod, Nor understood That the keen blade and pointed lance Were edged and sharpened by their honest toil. The gallant bearing and the gay romance Of those who reaped what these poor hinds had sown Obscured the issue, and the circumstance Of puling infants, cradled in mangers or in palaces, Determined who should perish in the fetid hovel, who should occupy the gilded throne. Thus human fallacies Forged chains which link by link Priests tempered, monarchs strengthened, lackeys and peasants embraced. 23 But one thought graced Those darkened ages. One lone star shone clear And helped the tossed and weather beaten craft to steer — Though blindly — to a haven where men should rest awhile. "Noblesse Oblige!" The Golden Rule applied To those who held the rank and wealth men almost deified. "Noblesse Oblige!" Surrender; sacrifice; Excuse for ignorance; The courteous smile When weakness hurled the angry insult; tolerance Of human frailties; pity for poverty. In this device Emblazoned on the banners of the chosen few A world distraught with hates and fears Found hope, held faith, gained solace for bitter tears, Courage in sorrow, measure of comfort, some small ruth for rue. The sceptre passes. Rank lingers on the stage Superfluous. "Captains and Kings depart." Science, not privilege, marks the accepted sage. The brains of men, their industry, their art Fashion the crowns worth wearing. Fearless eyes Look into eyes as fearless. Throughout a continent Stretching three thousand miles from sea to sea No man so daft As to deny his heritage Of all the earth. Not one who deifies Those ancient fetishes which have meant 24 So much to men who had not known the joy of being free. The crown of freedom presses on the brow Of every citizen of America, And here in the fair state of CaHfornia Where even now, When half the world is hungered and athirst, The horn is filled with plenty, and the presses burst With all the lavish products of a golden soil, That crown is studded with a thousand costly gems. Enthroned and sceptred by their enterprise and toil Winged are their feet to lead men forward. Myrrh and frankincense Are proffered by proud sovereigns of distant realms, Piteous, entreating hands would touch the hems Of garments worn by those whose eyes have seen the light Denied to them ; of men who can dispense Their favours regally; whose hands are on the helms Of all the little barques which set their timid sails To catch the winds of Freedom; of men who've fought and won — in part — the fight. But what of all that Privilege entails? "Noblesse Oblige." How far does that sweet phrase Govern men's conduct in these later days Of clash and clanguor and of storm and stress? These modern monarchs go their several ways And ask, no favours, plead for no largesse. They've learned to take what's theirs, to hold their own. 25] But what of giving? On the bare Caucasian slopes, Where the blue Danube rolls, on barren Russian plains. On Don, on Dneiper, Vistula; on Rhine and Rhone, Amidst the tumbled Balkans — everywhere the hopes Of famished men, of lonely women, helpless orphans, rest upon the generosity of those whose gains Have not been wasted in the cruel furnace of the war. And not in vain the quest! America has proved herself as great in giving as in garnering wealth. But money does not heal the scar Which sears the soul of men. What of the kindly thought, The knightly courtesy, humility in pride — Gifts of the spirit which can not be bought? There is no health In arrogance, or in the strength which boasts. And would deride The claims of those who cannot martial hosts To force them. "Noblesse Oblige." From that old world In which men groped towards the light. And, groping, bound themselves with iron chains Of Privilege, and Prejudice, and Fantasies, and Forms, Has passed the sceptre. No longer, scented, curled, Pampered, misled by intrigue, flattered by parasite, Does Royalty dictate the issue. Thews and brains Bred in the crowded cities, nurtured in the fertile plains Of free America can alone decide [26 Whether that civilization shall abide Which trembles in the balance. It is your pride That 'neath the stars and stripes, no crest, no coat of arms, no old device Of mud-stained chivalry- Can link your purpose with a tortured past. The stripes for union, and the stars for liberty! Let that suffice ! That "he alone must travel who would travel fast" Voices that other thought your stripes deny. The stripes for union ! Would you then confine That sense of union? Give the lie To half your emblem? Do the stars reflect God's light upon a single continent Of this small globe, which, swinging in the firma- ment. Carries the destiny of man. Do you reject The wider plan. Which tells you that the call. Resounding on your platforms, echoed in your press, applauded even in your Council Hall, "First comes America," can never satisfy The souls of those who wield the sceptre? Is it not better than that golden phrase Which helped the weaker, made more strong the stronger, in those "good old — bad old — days" — "Noblesse Oblige" — be written on the flag which leads the van? So shall America not permit to die Her own ideal — The Real Brotherhood of Man. 27] CREEDS, CONSTELLATIONS, AND CREEPING THINGS B HE sense of Oneness! If that only were achieved, And human brains conceived That greater thought which hnks Mankind, the sap which thrills with life The larkspur, poisonous red berry, and the little peeping frond. Born with a tender breath of spring into a world of strife, The fleeting moment and the Great Beyond, The furtive weasel as it homeward slinks Obscene with cruel bloodstains and yet sanctified In that she lives, as she had gladly died. To feed two cheeping, chattering little balls of fur, Pressing with soft, pink, clawless pads her swollen teats, Which constitute the Universe to her! Rapine, surrender, sacrifice, low greed, and lofty feats Of knightly chivalry, all inextricably bound and tied Into the very fabric of the lives Of men and mice and metals, hunter and hunted, prelates and butchers, doves, cormorants, cretaceans, prostitutes, and wives! If man but understood ! The plains of France bear witness. Seamed and scarred The barren fields are sown with skulls and bones To ripen into hate twixt humans yet unborn: The erstwhile fruitful orchard and the peaceful wood All charred: 28 Sweet homesteads ravished, women dishonoured, little ones forlorn. Is there no gain to balance? Nothing which atones? "A greater love no man can have than this." Through the long ages how those words resound! Stirred by a wave of generous, patriotic thought, (Come death! Come sickness, or the crippling wound !) They held themselves as naught, Embraced the steel, welcomed the shattering roar of cannon, and the bullet's hiss. If England lived — If France escaped her doom — If the lost provinces of Italy could be redeemed — If young America could show the world That the free banner which she had unfurled Could not be stained by lust of conquest. Ebb and flow Mark all the processes of Nature. Dying embers nurse the glow From which again shall leap the sacred flame. It has even seemed That the filth-crusted, dust-encumbered room Of human habitation Has been garnished, cleansed and swept. Whilst strong men writhed in agony and women wept, For the greater delectation Of seven times seven devils who have entered in. Revise your phrases! Recognize that sin Is clear insanity: That egotistic faith to which you pin Your hopes of gaining something which you've missed [29 A sheer inanity ! *'Sic vos non vobis." When the stern crusader kissed The cross which made a handle to the blade He fain would crimson with the blood of men Born in a distant land, He failed to understand That he blasphemed his own ideal. The tide creeps higher, despite the frequent retro- cession, Now as then. For not less real Has been the blundering ineptitude which has led Teuton and Gaul, Celt, Slav, and many a mingled breed Welded in selfless loyalty to a mere geographical expression To suffer jubilantly without heed To personal advantage. Yet the red blood they shed On Moloch's altar is accepted as a sacrifice In that it marks a dawning sense Of the extension of the sphere of influence Of that great Concept which shall one day kill The creeds which help to float the swimmer and then with strangling hold Engulf him in a sea of self. To heal the essential ill It shall not suffice That Mongol and Aryan would as lief Hamper or hurt each other as a thief Would steal the wage that he himself has earned. Far more bold Must be man's grasp of that Infinity, So faint discerned — 30] The infinitely small and infinitely great, The mite, the microbe, men, Martians, and the Milky Way, Larva of dead volcanoes, laughing children, wondrous webs of spiders, stinging nettles, fragrant flowers in May, Love-linked, though seemingly distraught with hate, Inseparate, Inviolate — The One in All, and All in one, which is Divinity ! [31] A MENAGE A TROIS ACROSS THE STYX A MENAGE A TROIS ACROSS THE STYX XT'S a dashed nuisance that we've lost our grips. That weird old fellow at the helm's to blame. I'm bio wed If I'll bestow upon these grinning boatmen any tips. I like this place. We'll breakfast here. The air was chill Crossing that river. Strange I cannot recollect the name. I wish I'd rowed To keep me warm. Why do you kiddies sit so glum and still? What does it matter where we've landed? It's the same So long as we're together. Sweetheart, lend your lips! Encircle me with your soft arm! That's better. Feel myself again. And now to breakfast. I vote we go and sit In the vine-trellised arbour yonder. P'raps we'll get a drink. It doesn't look as if this place Was ruled by that damned prohibition. Shine or rain We've stuck together since Claire made a hit With me, and I began to think In terms of real soul freedom, and this little Grace, Wife of my springtime, recognized the truth That man is polygamic — kept her hand in mine — 35 Never reproached because we found that on a certain plane We met no longer; whether it was Youth That sprouted fresh within me — or the brute. I'm not abusing any part of God's creation. They are just as fine As we are — these frank, healthy, sane, Erotic, questing, hunting, fighting, lusting beasts. Well, anyway, Grace understood and played the game, And here we are — the three of us! Doesn't she look cute In that frilled nighty? Give me your lips, Claire! It's blamed queer That after all our feasts Of Love and Reason, when we talked, and danced, and sang, Touched life at every point. And never gave a hang For damned conventions, we should be sitting here In this rum joint. And dressed like this, as if we three had had a call At midnight which we could not shirk or stay. "So that's it, is it? You two knew that Life Held us no longer — that the Moving Picture Play Is over for the three of us? Well, after all It had to come some day. Styx or Spoon River! Loose me for a moment, Claire. I want that little Grace, My wife, [36 Back in my arms. Guess we've got to face This thing together. You, too, Claire! I didn't mean To hurt you, sweetheart. You and I Have got to try To straighten this thing out — be fair and square To this dear child on whose calm strength we've learned to lean. How did we die? ****** "I remember now, Claire. You had sung And thrilled me with the passion of your splendid voice. It seemed that liquid fire coursed my veins. I had no choice. A star, low hung. Lit that sweet path which led To rapture. Grace had slipped away, To sleep or pray. You had shed Upon me all the generous, poignant beauty of your love, Showered upon me all the glorious wealth Of that wild, wayward heart, which made your eyes Rubies for me, your breasts great chalices of wine. Gave to your voice the soft caressing murmur of of the mating dove, And made your hair a mesh which held me by a thousand strands of gold. And then with stealth Came footsteps to surprise, Came Greed and Violence to snatch poor gauds of mine. [37 And when I started to resist I felt the clinging hold Of your soft arms. One shot in panic killed us both. Terror had made that poor, stealing coward bold. And Grace here — she could not have been far off, Claire — Nothing loth (Not far off! By God! That mak.es one thinly. Oh, yes! She'd acquiesced. But was it fair?) Took that to drink Which brought her little body to the brink Of the dark river which we've crossed. So it's all over! All is won or lost. We three have got to face the music — count the cost ! The harvest ripens. Well, t'was I that sowed the seed ! Hi! Waiter! Where's that queer old Ganymede?" "Gen'man with two ladies, Sir! Wants to pay the bill. Seems that 'e's 'ad 'is fill And doesn't know the rules of this establishment. 'Can't pay for wot I've 'ad?' 'e says. ' 'Oo runs this show? Is this a bloomin' maze? I've 'eard,' 'e says, 'of 'umans being' sent Along the broad and easy path plumb down to Hell, Or up the straight and narrer — ^jus' two ways. But this would craze A bleedin' Archimandrite to be told' (You'll pardon me, Sir, if I'm overbold. I'm usin' jus' the langwidge w'ich 'e used) 'That wot a fella's bought 'as not bin sold, And that the one 'oo pays Is not the chap wot's fed the biggest appetite. I'd rather be excused From entering any of the many mansions in this 'ouse' (His actual words, Sir, were that 'e'd be damned) *If I can't settle this account. I'll do wot's right. I've never subterfuged, or lied, or shammed, And I'll pay up, wotever the amount.' In fact 'e claimed to be the one and only mouse As ate the cheese. Judg'n, 'owever, that Yer Honor's ruling in this case Seems to be likely to affect the 'uman race Considerable, since they've chucked the good old wheeze 'Bout marriage bein' made in 'Eaven, I've brought the crowd along. I guess the little 'un supplies the leaven To sweeten the 'ole lump, Altho' she aint carollin' no sweet song. There's suthin' about 'er seems to brighten this old dump. Well! That's your job, Sir. 'Scuse me now! So long!" "I see you misconstrue the purpose of this Court. I'll not enter now Into those super-subtleties to which your minds are not attuned. 39 This is no anteroom to a kind of psychic health resort, Such as your quacks who flourish down below Construct to fit their predilections. You have mooned About your souls, and sought to justify A living lie By reference to Truths you've really failed to grasp, Altho' you've glimpsed them. Now you three Before me, in brief respite, stand at the last gasp Of those detached, encircling, envelopes of flesh (Drops, rivulets, then rivers, then the open sea!) Which for a space have circumscribed Those fragments of the essential. Universal stuff" Short loaned to you. Each held within, and peering through, a mesh Has given to each, and has from each imbibed, And yet in futile, human arrogance has maintained The personal, egoistic standpoint. You believe That it is not enough That the whole Universe of circling orbs Should swing in ordered, rhythmic unison; that each scrap Of interlocking, interchanging, interacting dust, Each particle a Cosmos which has waxed and waned, (Grass, fibre, shuttle, warp and woof, and, lo! the Final Weave!) Should form a part of that Infinity of Mind Which grasps, reflects, ordains, reacts, absorbs All processes — is Life, is Love, is Hope, the very Sap And Substance — Hunger, Thirst, Soft Pity, Rabid Lust [40] Sex, Music, Dissolution, Reconstruction, Sun and Wind, Heat, Vapour, Waves, Vibrations, Impulse, Act, Art, Mechanism, Ether, Poetry, Concept, Fact, Ape, Vegetable, Man, Sloth, Flea, and Cataract. All this is not enough, but you must hold Since we've endowed a certain fragment of our whole With cerebration — matter in motion whirled around So that the things you call volition, thought. Follow on certain groupings — your mentalities enfold A separate entity; that the human Soul Amounts to something which, as though in honour bound. We must perpetuate. It matters naught That all the rotting refuse of the endless forms In which you see life spring and life decay Gainsay Your theories. You cling To that which is in truth a very little thing. The lesson of the bees, of gin, depression, exaltation, calms and storms. Of ions, coral, crawfish, Mamelukes and Kings, Seed, sceptres, sickness, health, volcanoes, wedding rings. Laws, revolutions, motherhood, receding tides, dead stars. Unions of labour, churches, comradeship, fierce wars — All these escape you, since you magnify That little spark which animates The brief association of dead leaf, dead fly, Mist of the mountain, and the ocean slime, [41] (Which, conscious of itself. Desires and copulates, breeds, barters, boasts, and hates) Into a rounded whole. But neither Space nor Time Limit the vision of that conscious Universe In which you claim That each fortuitous concatenation of our element, Which is to Nature as the sound of insects' hum or as the scent Of flowers, shall rest forever on its little shelf (Marcus Aurelius, Robert Browning, Caliban, Wong Sin, Yourself) Beatified, or blighted by some cruel, vengeful, undiscerning curse. You miss our aim. Soft dalliance with houris, blissful adoration, human intercourse With the few atoms you've contacted with before, Thrills without satiety, A chain of transmigration with each link, Detached in individual knowledge from the one behind — A weird variety Of futile aspirations centred round the core Of finite consciousness which you choose to think To be the very Source Of Something sempiternal. You must clear the mind Of all such aberrations. Hate, Love, Fear, Remorse Abide. No sparrow falls and leaves the Universe unchanged. Your acts have helped or hurt To all time. [42 I have ranged Beyond your comprehension. Hold to this. Clean dirt, {The sweat of agonized, effete endeavour Or fierce, forbidden, lusting, generous, sympathetic kiss). Noisome slime, {Deliberate and hypocritical denial of the truth) May clog and jam our mechanism, both alike. The one is swept away. Dust dancing in the sun's clear ray. The other, in that it retards th' appointed end, Endures forever. Confounds confusion, wrecks a myriad lives, Is cancerous in the heart of that which men call God. There is no ruth For meanness, self deception, Pharisaic lies. The man who strives And fails, has helped to clear the issue. Made The anti-toxin. The green sod Which lightly rests where he was laid Can deal with all that emanates. The little cries Of peewits marks the passing of that soul, Merged in the Infinite ; enwrapt ; oblivious ; fragment of the Conscious Whole. "I see friend Richard yawns portentously. Perhaps he thinks That all the troubles which afflict the tortured world — It always has been tortured; ever on the brinks Of endless crises — these are due 43 To the loquacity he has observed in Me, Indicative of that dread thing, senile decay. Instead of those harsh thunderbolts we hurled To drive our blithering sheep back into the fold, A stream of endless talk! Dick, I think that you Are justified. I said I would not deal in super- subtleties. But I see I've got you all balled up when I have only told The half of half of the tenth part of all that I might say. So to get back to earth! It has dawned on you That if my teaching holds, it matters naught To that dead self of yours if you have wrought Evil or good. Rewards, damnation, rapture, rue. All meaningless! A truce to metaphysics! I will merely hint At that which some day will be understood Even by humans. What if you are sick? You long for health. Thought conquers. You are well. Mind is the mint. Your little cosmos — revolving atoms; Sleep and Awaking ; Procreation; Brain Work; Food; Co-operation; Energy; Despair; Hope; Habit; Flame and Wick — Restores proportions, reckons values, skirts the brink of Hell, Emerges sane, and dances gladly down the path of Time. But when mind fails? Does not this mean That all the myriad component parts lack unison, have not the sense of rhyme, [441 Fail to react, to comprehend direction, are self- willed? Now grant this comprehension ! Does the new-born child Yearn to destroy the gentle breasts which wean? Does the lute strive to make a rasping discord? Yet it happens so, For lack of comprehension — which is Conscience. Dick! Those fabled tortures, burnings, keeping dead things quick That they may suffer anguish, are as melting snow To lips all cracked and parched, compared with that distress Which shatters, rends, and tears each fibre of the Inner Consciousness Of those who k^ow. Who've hurt, who've hindered, made insane, un- clean. The very thing they are — the All-Pervading, All-Embracing, Great Unseen. "It comes to this. The lightest kiss. The flicker of a half -born thought. Repression, Inclination — all these count. Each a microscopic fount Flowing eternal. Crushed insects fertilize a tiny seed ; The desert blossoms. From that little weed Follow the chain of consequence ! A flower plucked ; A darting rattlesnake; Human ambitions shattered, brought to naught; 45] Hearts broken; children wailing — a whole world awry. "And now, my friends, I've chucked This highfalutin' talk. I'll have a try To size the situation up with which we've got to deal. In language suited to those mortal brains Which shortly must be used again for making grass or glow worms. We've got to balance losses, count the gains, Now that you three are dead. In spite of all I've said We go through all the forms Of judgment. What is your appeal? I'll do the pleading. There is nothing sacrosanct About an institution planned by men and ratified by priests. Who incidentally may be thanked For half the troubles Flesh is heir to. Marriage feasts Occasion frequent indigestion. We continually shift Our standards. Many a dead Turk, By honest work. Has helped to give your little world a lift. Whose amorous proclivities might have justified — If we did things that way — A course in higher mathematics for that cheerful myth The Recording Angel. Your point is Richard, that you haven't lied To your most intimate associate in the game of life, Your wife. 46 All those intensely complex forces which must play Upon the question — heredity, environment, attributes Of mind and body — you had better leave to me. I'll extract the pith. Men are brutes. Mists of the mountain top are part and parcel of the sea. The sum and substance of it all is this. — Clasp; handshake; soft caress; sweet, clinging, biting kiss — Who has been taking, who been giving, most? Just when you are, just where you are, just who you are. You've got to play the game, in peace or war, To help and not to hinder. The kindly crutch today Will atrophy sound limbs unless it's thrown away When all the host Of tiny filaments of nerve and tissue tingle at the call Of health restored. Just who you are, just where you are, just when. The world of men Must gain or lose by you. The supremest test Is giving and taking. One loved, and one abhorred By the Great Purpose. That's the all in all! Let go the rest! "One of you is rotten. That means a doom I've only vaguely adumbrated. Grace's pleading eyes Tell the old tale. Vicarious sacrifice Means nothing really. We have no room For purely human sentiment. And yet [47] You'll miss the balance, finer than the thread Of finest gossamer split in a billion strands, If you fail to get The inner meaning of the thing called Love. We put that above Aught else — The love which understands, Surrenders, suffers, and endures when passion's cold and dead. And if this wins no solace, no respite For the one loved, what use has been the fight? Your question, Grace! It all depends, my child, On the reaction of the man you've loved — the thing you've made. Depend upon it you've created something which will aid. — ^A spark! A seedling! — Pass, my daughter, unafraid. "Claire, you are trembling. Rash, wayward, wild, You've grasped as well as given. Perchance, not striven Too hard to conquer appetite. Dust dancing in the sunbeam, Claire! You recollect my simile. Well, well! Our air Cannot be all pure ether. You're all right! ****** "Oh, Yes! We know the women ministered for their own delight. Each in her separate way. There's much to say On your side, Richard. It's a fearful coil This old sex problem. Brain and brain; Body and body; that flashing keen insight [48] Into a world of art and beauty which is all the soul You humans are endowed with. Wit, laughter, share of toil — How these unite ! Give sense of rounded whole ! Pulses beat higher, comradeship ensues, A splendid gain, But clean outside that marriage contract. I will use A simple illustration — then have done. If something has been lost it often happens something has been won. ****** "Here is a type. Rigid, affectionate, honest, clean, upright. He passes to the home where that embrace Which Law has sanctified, Shall still the throb of Nature on this day of spring. A familiar face. Lips which have never lied. Quiescent, acquiescent, dutiful — the wife. And then the sting — We'll skip the details; how it came about; The chance acquaintance ; skirt uplifted, eyes that brimmed. Then flushed with the soft dew of passion — Aye the sting. The bruise — dear bruise — the hurt — sweet hurt — the bite Of vivid, vital, pulsing, energizing Life, By poets hymned. There's something lost. Inevitable deceit, A hidden background. (That has been left out In your case, Richard.) If in that retreat [49] ^ From rectitude and boredom there has sprung Real tenderness, real pity, longing for solace, that heartache Which makes men generous, something has been gained. Forces which mar are forces which can make. Fire can cleanse that which the smoke of fire has stained. All must be reckoned. When the urge was spent, The soft arms flung Beneath those flowing tresses, wrapt in sleep She lay. The glimmer of a tear Upon her cheek. Men prey and women weep! Into her shell like ear He murmured 'Oh! My dear! My dear! The pity of it !' We count that. "Have we arrived now, Richard? Do you sense The final judgment? — What I am driving at? We leave it in the very last event — You'll suffer, Richard! — to your Conscience." 50 Lb ly.. 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