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Then 'tb& yo*^--Ia%l^^j?em^ lea^es-iti a id^fea*n3^'«tElte= bf 1 Sctddettly? -a ^ Iiatiff towehec^ fift^ i?M,-^%ii MB^Go4dttia&st«od^>efor«li^iiifi'^ ^"- -'■^-' - -vt*4 Wiill^yoBf coine. iH ta dlnfieT?^' ^he^'sk^d gtfe* imturedly . ^>>B4&e ieA,*^ fR-^^ tri eagi^ foodiiJdr Sromnganiieia.tJaii ,Ki:j »in ydiwJ j^o ID it-ijq^^-iij iivrjuiii^oin. ^iii iiJiw i>^(iooJ^sl BBi if idai v/'Jl fi io Umia-s i^ii A .aJ«o8f'dj ilguoiil-J -u^ai^si'l .o^uod y:iJ oJ {j:>iiiuJj-i od 'ioob JiTvYt odtJHJtIiqtERin^.>v/ yd ,li/jfi jcU iiiW^E]gL^!Ni>^"Gheebs-fltfsh«drSlfg1ktly as he dfse>pfe ^»e^?Q$^ii :«n4 ft)l*Of\*^ l^'^b<^# tod t^ie'd^ffffiB^i-TOdtflv' l-^-' --^^^ ,ino;):^ i-- vd ] ^^heiieiM^/i&oldE&aW'pTiea^n^e^ Mim ^o-Hiif D I F P E It B Jt e « s /I ^; old lady, and, in turn, iiHi'odlte^v KeV"a«i " Madame la Generale Outon." - aiJh?z§-'^l^'yMk=t''^' I J ' " Wfeyi^^ 4^^ m^ msLtp^ '' '-i^m^ ^ Of - ati , I -^mA I w^^a36ttiein th^ -t^Bfce ^thrs^ jMYti^^ I id^/%^^lbA^#7 ^iW3^1f;'%itti nobody btifc^ I o\n'Si^^' ! ne^^' 'aiM,- ^Ititoikt-'mj^ pi&rCeitWg '4tV lie I placed a pistol, a loaded '^lst<>iya^WV diver',' 46 Differences. " Well, what of that," asked Mr. Gold- man. "What of that?" repeated Sharp, with the greatest indignation. ** Did you never hear of a pistol going off? Have you never read of people being shot without the least notice, by ac- ably they wiU refuse. But Antonia's man- ner of refusing may tell me much." " You may be sure that this seedy Ger- man surveyor is after the wealthy Miss Goldman, and quite likel3^ to succeed in his plans." " Do you mean to say that she likes him?"*^ " Why not? He is handsome." "That is no reason. Her mother will never allow it." "Nor is that a reason, if she likes him." "Bah! He talks German literature and romantic poetrj'- to her, and it amuses." " Perhaps he gives her illustrations of the love scenes." " No. He could not so far forget himself, nor she. Still I feel uneasy ; in truth, I am jealous." " Why not drive him from the neighbor- hood?" " We are at it, I believe. You at least." *' Yes. I have spread his fame as au ab- olitionist, until every one is turned against him. Still it will need something more to drive him away." 9 130 Differences. " You do not mean violence? No, that must not be!" " Not exactly violence. A little tar and feathers." " Never. I would defend him with my body." " He will need all the defenders he can muster, if this election should go against us. An abolitionist will not be safe in Claiborne County, if the republicans carry it." "He will at least have time to escape." *' Scarcely. Our men are organized, and on the election going wrong, they will rise at once." "Well, the matter must soon be settled. And now I will station a nigger on the road, to inform me when Mrs. Armistead's carriage passes, so that I may be able to dash over to Pineland in time, and observe the reception." " Depend on it, she will fight for him." " I don't think so." . " You are a model of confidence." " And you of suspicion." It was not long before a little fellow, whose head was covered with several pounds of \NM)oly hair, so that he looked like a sable mop, came dashing into the room, and announced the passage of Mrs. Armis- tead's carriage. Tourtelotte mounted his horse, and ar- rived at Fineland very soon after the car- riage. He entered the parlor at once. Mrs. Goldman sat upon the sofa with a Differences. 131 troubled look upon her countenance. Ma- dame la Generale, who occupied a high arm-chair, was very red, and her eyes sparkled fiercely. Antonia stood behind her grand aunt's chair, pale, and with com- pressed lips. Fronting them, sat Mrs. Armistead, a lady of aristocratic features, with hair white as the driven snow, though she could not have been older than forty- five. Mrs. Armistead was speaking in a soft, apologetic kind of voice : " But my dear Madame Outon, this is the reason why I brought the invitation my- self. I felt it necessary to explain to you personally this seeming breach ©f manners, which I am compelled to commit toward you. Political opinions run so high, that I would hazard the peace of my entertain- ment, were I to ask Mr. Welland." " Truly ?" inquired Madame la Generale, with cold hauteur. " I have had the for- tune to attend at entertainments where half the monarchs of Europe were assem- bled, and where every political system and all extremes were represented. But I have never observed that well-bred people en- dangered the peace of a salon, no matter what their opinions." " I do not doubt it, Madame Outon," re- sponded Mrs. Armistead. " But you for- get that our planters are people far more independent, and perhaps not quite as high bred as the monarchs of Europe." " What do you say, mother?" asked An- tonia. 132 Differences. "I really don't understand tho affair," replied Mrs. Goldman, piteously. " My nerves trouble me 60 to-day, that I must leave every decision to your aunt." Thus she extricated herself from this difficulty. The Armisteads were not only wealthy, but a truly aristocratic family, of great social position and influence. Mrs. Goldman had worshiped at their shrine, and saw now, with terror, a breach opened between her house and their's. So she de- termined not to commit herself, but keep her forces in reserve. "You see the impossibility of accepting an invitation thus limited," said Antonia to Madame la Generale. " Do you not, dear aunt?" "Decidedly. Accept our regrets, Mrs. Armistead. Our guest, whatever his polit- ical opinions may be, is our guest. If the family visit any entertainment, he accom- panies us. If we accept any invitation, it must include him." And the old lady opened her fan, as a peacock might unfold his tail, and waved it in the manner ot the Empress Maria Louisa. " But consider my dear Madame Outon. I owe some regard to the excitement of minds just now !" "I can not advise you as to your duties, madam. But I know that we shall, with regret, miss a pleasant evening at your house," said the old lady, with a politeness somewhat acidulous. " But thev would surelv quarrel. I am Differ KNCEs. 133 sincerely grieved that you will not attempt to compreheud my position." " You have, no doubt, acted as be.seemsa lady of Mrs. Armistead's breeding. You possess my regard too entirely, for me- to review your motives in any case." Mrs. Armistead was silent for a few mo- ments. Then she resumed, with a grace- ful smile : " Will you pardon my want of tact, and accept my invitation for all your family, in- cluding Mr. Welland, or any other guest you may please to bring? I shall be happy t« see you all, and grateful for the honor." At this, Mrs. Goldman, ignoring nerves and all, hastened to reply : "With great pleasure, Mrs. Armistead. I am Sure, my aunt can find no further ob- jection." Madame la Generale looked but half sat- isfied, and said nothing. So Mrs. Armis- tead resumed : "Accept my apologies Madame Outon, and remember, that whatever happens, I am irresponsible. If uncongenial minds are forced together, no one can foretell the result." And she prepared to take her leave. Madame la Generale accepted the invita- tion, and with Mrs. Goldman accompanied their visitor to the door. Tourtelotte had been sitting in a corner all this time, seemingly engaged in looking over a book of engravings. But he had 134 Differences. been deeply attentive, notwithstanding. He had seen, morever, what was not ob- served by the rest, that Antouia was so ag- itated during this conversation, that she pulled to pieces an elegant little feather fan she happened to hold in her hand, without seeming to be aware of what she was do- ing. As the ladies left the parlor, she sat down, and oblivious of Tourtelotte's pres- ence, heaved a deep sigh. He came softly, and stood behind her. He observed through the window, that when Mrs. Armistead had gone, Mrs. Goldman's carriage drove up, and that lady and her aunt retired to dress for their drive. After a few minutes they re-appeared, and were driven oft' by the sable coachman. Still he spake not a word, but stood silently behind Antonia, who gazed into her lap buried in thought, and entirely unconscious of his presence. It was very quiet in thatlarge, cool room. The sun made fanciful figures of light and shade, and the wind playing with the boughs, sent the shadows spinning over the green lawn. There was a soothing rustle in the leafy elm trees, and the hum of a sunny day pervaded the air. At last Tourtelotte heaved a sigh, and said : ''Poor fan!" Antonia started and rose. She rallied in a moment, and said with an assumption of playfulness : *♦ Mr. Tourtelotte, how could you manage Differences. 135 to keep so quiet ? You deserve to be eieoted god of silence." But Tourtelotte gathered up the frag- ments of the fan, and the scattered feathei-s, and asked, reproachfully : *'At whose shrine was this sacrificed? Not to the god of silence ?" Antonia blushed violently. Still she en- deavored to keep up the playful tone she had assumed, and replied : " No. Gods are uot propitiated by hav- ing their own gifts rent to pieces before them. Don't you remember, you gave me this fan ?" " Yes. Nor are men propitiated by such a proceeding." ** Don't be severe, Mr, Tourtelotte. I am very sorry, for I prized this fan highly, but still more sorrj^ if I have offended you. When I am agitated, I can not keep my fingers quiet. I am a real bird of prey then, and always tear what is nearest to me." " I know it; and you have torn my heart more than once," " I think I p.ever held that article in my hands," replied Antonia, turning some- what pale. *' I am sure that it would be in bad keeping if confided to me." "Oh, if you would accept it !" cried Tour- telotte, seizing her hand, his dark eyes flashing with passion. '* Better retain it for the present, sir," said Antonia, withdrawing her hand, and forcing herself to smile. " I would not 136 D I F F K K F. N C E .S . know what to do with it. T'esides you will need it, if the South goes to war. " Take it, and rend it as you have this fan I But only take it." " I like you too much Mr, Tourtelotte — " "And love me too little! Oh, I knew it!" Antonia saw that he was highly excited. So she rose,, ajod gently holding out her hand to him, said in those deep, rich tones that thrilled every heart : '• Frank Tourtelotte, don't make your- self miserable by giving waj' to feelings, which had better be repressed. I am your friend, be content." " Content Avith the perfume, while an- other plucks the rose? Content with your friendship, while another enjoys your love? Antonia, this is impossible !" " Another ? Sir I j'ou are insulting I" " Oh, jealousy has sharp eyes 1 But I will make the South too hot to hold him. I will be rid of him before long. And if the entire devotion of a true heart can not move you, circumstances may arise, which will make Frank Tourtelotte's *arm and r>rotectiou necessary to you." *' I can not listen to such language." " Miss Goldman^ we will forget evcrA* thing that has transpired between us this morning. Let events take their course, and we may understand each other better at some future time." " I hope so," replied Antonia, smiling sadly. "Why have you visited us so sel- Differences. 137 domoflate, Mr. Tourtelotte? i^ it true that jDolitics claim yoa to such an extent, that every other occupation is crowded out of your thoughts?" " It is true. Every occupation is crowded out, but one." " And that is ?" *' Thinking of you." " I am very grateful, though I did not imagine myself to be a subject requiring much thought." *' Still, all my thoughts are devoted to you." '' Don't let us drift into sentimentalities again, I pray. Have you heard the new song ' Dixie' ?" " No ; "will you favor me?" " With pleasure. When aunt is at home, I dare not venture on a song like this." She sat down at the piano, and Tourte- lotte gathered the fragments of the tan, and pressed them violently against his beating heart. CHAPTER XVI. About four days after the Presidential election, Mrs. Armistead's party came off. It was a beautiful November evening, and the full moon deluged the landscape with soft, silver light. The leaves had turned, but very few of the trees had shed their foliage. Here and there stood a maple, with the deep, burning red upon its branch- es, like a blood spot on the orange-brown mantle of the hills ; a grape myrtle shook 138 Differences. out its boughs of crimson and gold, like a flanie divided in many tongues. The air had that mellow autumn fragrance which simulates the flavor of a ripe apple, and the cool wind saturated with dew, made one shiver with a sensation half pleasant and half annoying. The guests had assembled in great num- bers. The parlors, boudoir, sitting-room, library, music-room, in fact the whole house had been thrown open, and was filled with groups of gaily-attired persons. Flow- ers and lights met the eye at ever^'- turn. In windows and corners, and from all prominent points, hung elegant baskets of gilded wire, full of bright red verbenas, bordered with snowy asters. Vases, crowned with japonicas, dazzling in their transpar- ent purity, were relieved by sprigs of scar- let geranium and orange blossoms. Branches of ivy wound around the various statuettes, and a magnificent bust of the Venus di Milo was draped in a coil of pas- sion flower, wit-h its voluptuous purple buds overhanging that face of undying beauty. Every table and stand Mas laden with gorgeous vessels to hold flowers, and the fragrance of the roses, the odor of the he- liotropes, sweet allysura and mignonette, combined with the heavy perfume of hya- cj^nths, cape jessamines and azaleas, filled the house. Lamps were strewn about in magnificent profusion, and a covered walk bordered with Venetian lanterns of every Differences. 139 color, led into a large tent that had been erected in the garden for the dancers. The parlors were very elegant. Rose- wood furniture covered with white silk da- mask, and a carpet of white velvet, strewn with moss roses. The pictures, and mirrors, and curtains, gave life to this colorless splendor. In a corner stood Mrs. Armis- tead, supported by her husband and daughter, receiving the guests. They had an engaging word for all. As people left this group, they strolled whither their in- clinations carried them. Some of the older ladies and gentlemen made at once for the librarj'^, where card tables were set out. The very young assembled in the music- room, and had chats, and laughter, with now and then a song, to give countenance to the conversation. The matrons, and mature young ladies gathered in groups in the parlors, to greet and perhaps criticise new arrivals. The gentlemen were every- where, especially in the bachelor's den, a small apartment, of whose existence the ladies were supposed to be ignorant, and in which wines, and liquors, and iced rum punch were served by two mulatto boys. The Goldmans arrived late. Mrs. Armis- tead advanced two steps, and greeted tiiem with especial politeness. To Welland she was markedly kind. Mrs. Goldman in purple moire-antique ; Madame la Generale in black velvet, Brus- sels lace and diamonds; Antonia in the most vivid apple green, with bunches of 140 Differences. grass and silver sprigs in her hair ; these were their dresses. Immediatelj' after hav- ing bowed to their hostess, WeUand took Antonia to the music-room, while the oth- ers remained in the parlor. There was a Ixush on their appearance, and then con- versation only recovered after some spas- modic efforts. WeUand at once felt that intuitive chill, w^hich attacks one when conscious of being out of place, or not wel- come. The ladies of his acquaintance, who addressed Antonia or gathered around her, bowed to him with that politeness which keeps one at a distance. The gentlemen merely acknowledged his salutations, or made frigid remarks in reply to his obser- vations. With the self-possession of good manners, the young man kept countenance notwithstanding all this, though occasion- ally his dark eyes flashed with anger. From the tent in the garden, arose the strains of music. All began to engage la- dies. Hassel, wnih Mrs. Waddlekins on his arm, led the way. Mrs. Waddlekins was attired in the black satin that would only hook on top, and draped in the shawl that covered the defects of this garment. As that lady swept b}' WeUand, she turned her head away, and by a motion of her hand, prevented the black satin from com- ing in contact with him. This was pro- ceeding to an extremity that the young la- dies were not prepared to approve of, and so they flushed, and one said : "^ ** Mr. WeUand, I hope j'ou are not in love Differences. 141 with Mrs. Waddlekins. If so, your rival seems to be in the ascendant." " Yes," replied Welland, " and contrary to the proverb, he seems to have equal for- tune with ladies and in cards." A laugh rewarded this sally, and soon all were dancing in the large tent, with wai- ters diving about, handing lemonades and ices. " Miss Goldman, will you accord me per- mission to withdraw?" asked Welland, as soon as he had an opportunity of address- ing her alone. " I do not seem to be wel- come." " It is in consequence of political excite- ment," replied Antonia, "but stay here, IDlease ; stay and face it, Mr. Welland. Will you do so, for my sake?" " I will do whatever you wish." Tourtelotte approached, and with an apology to Welland, carried Antonia off for a waltz. Being left alone, the young German walked into the howse, and en- tered the parlor. His appearance was the signal for a knot of gentlemen to gather around him. "Mr. Welland," said one of them, an English lawyer, '"'you are a gentleman of deep study. Have you ever in your histo- rical researches discovered traces of a na- tion, that was continually occupied with attempting to free the slaves of others, vrhile it never succeeded in liberating it- self from slavery? It was a nation of Teu- tonic origin, I think." 142 Differences. "The very same that liberated the Brit- ons from their invaders, centuries ago," re- torted Welland. " They are truly unselfish," said an- other. " They claim the negro as a brother, and we help to equalize these brethren in spirit, by tarring the one a little that he may resemble his brother also in appear- ance." *' That is, no doubt, a convincing argu- ment," returned Welland. " And it should be, since it is the only one." " Oh no, we have others. There are beautiful horsewhips manufactured in the South." " And in the North, sir, they make fine revolvers." Mr. Armistead broke into the circle, fol- lowed by a servant with a tray of refresh- ments. " Gentlemen, will you not take ices?" he asked. " Mr. Welland, I have a message for you. Miss Armistead is about to sing something, and requests you to accompany her on the piano." Welland bowed, and crossing to the other side, offered the young lady his arm to lead her to the music-room. By the time Miss Armistead had finished that song, and tried another, a good num- ber of young people had returned to the room. There was a lull in dancing. The , mudcians declared that they must rest a I little. I So when she left the side of the piano, Differences. 143 Miss Armistead requested Welland to give them a song, some German or Tyrolean ballad. He bowed, and striking some rich accords, began that beautiful Alpine song: "The May breezes." With touching pathos, he repeated the sad chant: "When Spring time returneth, The flowers bloom once more; But love in a life-time Blooms once, and 'tis o'er." Then Miss Goldman sang an aria from some opera, and others followed. Pres- ently a young man turned to Welland, and said: *'How^ queer people are! Now it is in- comprehensible to me how any one of no- ble feelings and good education, can not see at once that our negroes are best situ- ated as at present, and that thej- would perish of want if left to themselves." " Who would perish of want ?" inquired W^elland. '* The masters ?" "The negroes, sir!" repeated the young man, fiercely. " I have little doubt of it," replied Wel- land. "They have not been taught to act for themselves. I don't know how this condition is ever to be amended, but I have given little thought to the subject." "If you have given little thought to it, why do you act as you do, sir? Why do you not leave the South in the proper en- joyment of their property, sir?" " My dear young man," replied Welland, smiling, " has the South delegated you to put this question to me? I am not aware 144 DiFFEREXCHS. of having disturbed it in the enjoyment of its property." "Excuse me," returned the other, a lit- tle confused, ** but are you not — I beg your pardon, for applyi-ng such a term to you— don't feel insulted if it isn't true — are you not r.n— an abolitionist?" " And ir I vere ? Don't 3-0U believe that abolitionists p) to heaven sometimes?" " No sir," replied the Rev. Mr. Broad- cloth, who had heard this question. *' Abo- litionists do not go to heaven, because they act contrary to the commands of the bible, ■which orders slavery, and which has cursed the race of Ham, and which subordinates the heathen to the believer. We are in- struments of God's vengeance in enslaving the African race, sir." Mr. Armistead came up, and seized the Rev. Mr. Broadcloth's arm. *' Will jon say grace, my dear sir ? We are about to proceed to table." And every gentleman ofiered his arm to a lady, and followed Mr. and Mrs. Armis- tead to the dining-room, where the ladies took seats, and the gentlemen waited on them. Soon foaming champagne was handed about in those large goblets, light as a feather, that correspond so well with the character of the wine, and seem bub- bles themselves, ready to burst or melt at a touch. Conversation grew sprightly be- yond description, and the Armisteads, with infinite art, knew how to put in a word here, loin in a laugh there, and start DiFFEREXCES. 145 subjects that set people talking or laugh- ing. Their servants were perfection. They anticipated the wants of the guests, and while they prevented any one from being at trouble to help his partner, they were not obtrusive enough to rob the gentlemen of the gallant privilege of supplying the ladies. There was animation in every countenance, and a smile on every lip. Antonia and Welland were in the recess of a window, chatting and laughing in great good humor. While they were eat- ing heartily, the lady exerted herself to the utmost to drive away the clouds which previous conversations had conjured up on his brow. She succeeded admirably, Wel- land had soon forgotten the existence of everybody else, and gazed into those sea- blue eyes with the devoted intensity of an Arabian astrologer, seeking to read his fate in the stars of heaven. They were so near to each other, that the breeze entering at the window, once or twice blew one of her sunny curls across his face, and made him shiver at the contact, with an intensity of delight that he had never before experi- enced. Caution, reason, resolutions, all melted away as snow, before the fascina- tion of the moment. He was completely bewitched, and had ceased to be master of his emotions. Suddenly a hand was thrust through the open v/indow, and seized him by the arm. He turned. It was Sellington Sharp, who stood upon the verandah. He whispered : 10 146 Differences. " Come out at once. Great danger threat- ens you, so help me God ! Come out, and away with me." " But," returned Welland, " I can not understand—" A great noise arose in the hall. Every one turned an expectant face to the door. Heavy steps approached, and a man, roughly clad, and covered with dust, en- tered. At bis appearance, Mr. Armistead sprang forward, and cried in a voice choked with excitement: *' Have you news? What is the result?" ^' Abraham Lincoln has been elected," replied the man. A deadly silence ensued, followed by a, cry of exeera.t.ioH. CHAPTER XVII. " Step out immediately," whispered Sel- lington Sharp. " You will not be able to pass by the door, on account of the crowd. Step out of this window." The window was of French fashion, and reached down to within a few inches of the floor. Sharp, who had seized Welland's arm, drew him out of the room with fran- tic energy, while Antonia, vaguely sus- pecting the danger, hastened his retreat by urgent entreaties. **Well, what do j'ou want?" inquired Welland, reluctantly following his guide, who kept hold of his arm, and walked j^im through the garden. Differences. 147 " I will tell you in good time, Mr. Wel- land," replied Sharp, opening a door at the further end of the garden, and passing out with his captive. A buggy was in waiting. " But my hat, Mr. Sharp," said the young man, " let me return for it." "Get in immediately. I am thinking more of your head, than of your hat." They both got in, and the negro who drove, whipped up the horse in fine style. It went rapidly over the smooth, sandy roads toward Pineland. Welland could not avoid noticing that they made use of by-roads, and rather kept aloof from the highway. As Mr. Sharp was silent on the subject of this extraordinary abduction, Welland thought it better not to question him, but await the development with pa- tience. The moon half veiled, gave a timid light, a light that seemed to pass through the me- dium of ground glass. There were milky vapors in the atmosphere. On both sides of the road the pine woods rose, full of mys- tic silence and awful shadows. The con- tinued crunching of the sand as the wheels passed over it, was the only sound they heard, beside the croaking of the bull frogs in their swampy meres. At last they reached Pineland. The>» approached it from the rear, and dis- mounted near a door that led to Sharp's apartments. *'Ned," said the manager, "put the 10* 148 Differences. horse into the stable, and go to bed. Don't mention that you've been away." The intelligent negro nodded, and Sharp now led the way to the rooms. After en- tering them, he locked the door and said : *' Now, Mr. Welland, make j^ourself com- fortable, for you must remain here all night. I can trust to Ned's discretion, but beside him none ot the servants must know of your presence." ** My dear Mr. Sharp, all this looks very mysterious. May I ask, first of all, why you have carried me away bareheaded from Mrs. Armistead's house, without even giving me time to take leave of my hostess? And then, may I inquire what those hints of danger import, which you have thrown out to me ? You are too grave a man to perpetrate a practical joke, but I puzzle my brains iu vain to discover the cause of your proceeding." " It is no joke. Would it wereJ" " What Ciin j'ou mean ? We are not in France or Aiistria, where a secret order may doom a man to imprisonment for manj' years, nor in Italy where bravos as- sassinate one unawares." "We are in worse than either of these countries. Much worse. Much worse!" And Mr. Sharp cast a troubled look into his millstone, and seemed to derive no gratification therefrom. " Speak plain, if you please." ** We are in a country where the men ac- quire their civilization, as we eat soup, in Differences. 149 large doses. All the ferocity of the savage is left, and comes to the surface ^vhen they are stirred up, just as the forced meat-balfs will float on top, -when I stir my soup." *• But what have I to do Avith their civili- zation ?" "Enough. Have you never heard of lynch law?" " Yes, often. It is the virtuous expedi- ent of the populace when a crime is com- mitted, that outrages humanity, and which the laws can not reach, or its executives will not punish." Sharp looked at him with a pityingsmile. *' It may be so defined in your university books, but it's a different thing here. Do you know what it is here ? Do you know ? Here it is a mob of a thousand or more people crazy with liquor and excitement. Here it is a crowd of intoxicated beasts, of raving wolves, of mad bulls. Here it is a concourse of maniacs that have gotten hold of one poor human being and are deter- mined to torture him with a coat of seeth- ing pitch and a ride on a rail ; and if the stones thrown and the pistols discharged do not make an end of him, they duck him in a horse-pond until it is discovered that he Is a corpse. That is lynch law in Ten- nessee." " Do these things actually happen ? " ^ " Do they happen? Look at him,"' cried Sharp, appealing to the ceiling, "look at him sitting there and asking: do these things actually happen ? Mr. Welland " 150 Differences. he cried with a pounce atbim, '* you would have experienced what lynch law was, had I not gone for you to the Armisteads. Mr. Welland, the town is crazy over the election of Abraham Lincoln, and they were going to lie in wait for you, and lynch you as an abolitionist spy." "But I am not an abolitionist. I actually do not belong to any political party." " Much good this assertion would have done you. You might as well have re- monstrated with a mad dog that had you by the throat." " I can scarce believe in the reality of this danger, and besides it would not have been easy to use force with me," said Wel- land, shaking his muscular arm. "Are you crazy ?" cried Sharp, "or can you slay thousands like Samson ? " " Neither the one nor the other. But I am a man who knows how to defend him- self." " I have no patience with you. If you are absolutely mad, and want to fight somebody, I will have my servant Ned called, and you can pound him as long as you like." " Forgive me," said Welland, " but I can not realize my danger as yet." "I should think you could not. Now you have gotten me into an excitement, and spoiled my digestion." " I hope not. Let us entirely lay aside the question of my danger, and talk of a more pleasant subject." Differences. 151 "Ah, true! Your queer ideas have driven all thoughts of propriety from my mind. Remember, you will stay here with me, unbeknown to any body in the house. That is necessary for the safety of the fam- ily." "If my presence endangers any one, please let me go at once." "Mr. Welland," screamed Sharp, "if you are not entirely crazed, don't provoke me any further. But," he continued, in a milder voice, " I am forgetting my duties as host. Mr. Welland," and he laid his hand confidentially on the young man's shoulder, " you must feel chilled and tired. You shall taste my Italian wines, and a bit of Boeuf a la mode of ray own cuisine^ before you retire." In vain were all protestations to the con- trary. In a few minutes the little stove, which stood in a corner of the room, blazed with a merry fire. Mr. Sharp put a white apron on, rolled up his sleeves, and opened a large cupboard. Thence he procured a saucepan and some dishes. Presently he disappeared, and returned with a piece of steak, folded in a white napkin. Now the manager began operations in earnest. His face glowed with satisfaction, as he ex- plained to Welland the various stages of the process he was subjecting the meat to. "First of all, my dear sir," he said, "I put a lump of goose grease into the pan. This is preferable to any other fat." "Now," he continued, with the tears 152 Differences. running down bis cheeks, " I slice these small onions, and pnt them into the fat. The cover must come on, because the on- ions are to be soiiffle to retain their full flavor. They insisted on that in the 48th of the line." " And now," he said, " the onions being browned, I add claret, and stir the mess. They prefer Rhine wine or Moselle in Strasburg, but claret is more correct." "These are Champignons, mushrooms they call them here," he continued, show- ing Welland the small pyramidal bodies. *' I slice them, and put them with the rest, just one minute before I add a few bits of carrot. Some people also suggest potato, but that is vulgar." " Now comes the seasoning. Then more claret, and one spoonful of Madeira. Look at this meat !" he cried. "It is larded as they call it. Perforated with little holes, and bits of goose fat forced in ! A bit of garlic rubbed over it ! A thought of red pepper! And into the pan it goes! On with the cover, and stew- for ten minutes. This was the favorite dish of His Majesty, the King of the French." "Louis Phiilipe?" asked Welland. " Yes, and he w^as a connoisseur. I knew his body cook." " Now," he continued, " I will set the table," and he proceeded to do so with great neatness, ^y the time he had fin- ished, the meat was ready, and being Differences. 153 turned out upon a dish that had be?n warming, it was placed upon the table. '' Before we eat," said Shari?, ^'let us drink this;" and he poured from a large bottle a deep yellow wine into two very small glasses. Welland drank. *' This is Vermouth," he said, recognizing that aromatic wine of Pyrmont, which, re- sembling Abscynthein bitterness of taste, has come into general use as an appetizer. •' Aye," replied Sharp, " and of the best. But is impolite to let the meat wait. Permit me to help you. A king of France might eat of this on his wedding daj." Welland tasted it. It was delicious. The vapors that arose from the dish, might have tempted a god to desert his nectar. There was an aroma of culinary refine- ment, and a perfection of taste in it, that justified Sharp's countenance beaming with triumph. He was glorified, and while his eyes watched every emotion of pleasure on Welland's face, with increasing satis- faction, he himself allowed, so to say, the morsels to melt on his tongue, and swal- lowed them at last, with a sigh of pleasure. No Lucullus ever enjoyed a meal to such an extent. Welland wished to speak once or twice. But Sharp lifted his hand in a frightened manner. "Don't disturb me," he whis- pered. " Don't speak. Give your mind to the eating. This hoeuf must be eaten with 154 Differences. all attention, lest you lose some of the fla- vor." So they feasted in silence. Presently Sharp lifted two bottles from under the ta- ble. "Burgundy or Capri Rosso?" he in- quired. *' Capri," replied Wellaud, extending his glass. The wine was old, and sparkled in ruby splendor in the cut goblet. It was magnificent. Rich, warm, dry almost to crispness, and with a great deal of body. " Glorious," cried the young man; "it is a long — " " Don't speak," interrupted Sharp. "Put all your mind on your palate. It is eigh- teen years old." They finished the bottle. Sharp arose and removed the d ishes. He placed roasted chestnuts and Italian cheese upon the table. Then procured new glasses, and another bottle of wine. " What excellent chestnuts," remarked Welland. "I boil them, and soak them in claret before roasting," replied Sharp. " Now taste this wine." As he opened the bottle and filled the glasses, the room was per- vaded with a perfume as of flowers. The wine was of a bright, golden hue, and frag- rant beyond description. " This is the nectar of the gods," cried Welland. "Only Amarena di Siracusa, The best dessert wine in the world." Differences. 155 It was divine. It was the sunshine of Italian skies ; it was the fragrance of orange gardens, the mellowness of over- ripe figs, the fire of a southern climate, and the sweetness of Sicilian summers, liquified and imprisoned in a bottle. There is no wine in the world at once so soft and so fiery, so sweet and so strong, as this mag- nificent Amarena. While they were still sipping it, a noise like the growl of the sea, was heard ap- proaching the house. As it neared, it proved to be the cry of a great multitude. Both arose from their chairs. Sharp was pale as death. ** You see," said Welland, calmly, "your efforts were in vain." '* Great heaven," cried Sharp, " it is the mob !" " I will go and meet them. This house shall noi be endangered by my presence." ** For God's sake, stay," cried Sharp. " You endanger it by showing- that you were hidden here. Promise me to sray, and I swear to you, I will send you forth in time to prevent any mischief to this man- sion." " But how will you do it?" " Let me manage. I can do more than prepare boeiif a la mode/^ 156 Differences. CHAPTER XVIII. The north-eastern part of Tennessee re- sembles North Carolina in many respects. In none more than in the possession of a number of so-called *' poor whiles." — These are miserable beings, raised in the swamps and pine woods on corn and bacon, and hereditarily endowed with scrofula and diseases of the liver, while intermittent and remittent fevers are their semi-annual guests. They cultivate a small patch of ground in a poor, lazy way, and keep a few half starved hogs. Their huts are filthy, and their gardens choked up with weeds. They marry quite young, and very many of their children are yellow and dropsical. Their intelligence is at mini- mum. The chief sources of dependence of these poor whites, are the large plantations. They trade in a small way with the negro servants for the articles that they have raised, or filched from the produce of the plantation. They eat the crumbs that fall from the planter's table. They accept cast- off things, and are indifierent to the extent of their misery, if not compelled to work. To enumerate all their sources of rev- enue, we must not forget that they manu- lacture slats from the pine tree, win a little turpentine from the same, burn charcoal, and gather kindling wood from the decay- ing trunks, and trade in blackberries. This part of the population is ever ready Differences. 157 to do a planter's bidding. They look up to him as vassals to their feudal l^rd. They follow his lead, especially at the polls, and their vote goes as far as that of any other man. Moreover, th-ey are handy with the rifle and bowie knife, and therefore, not to be despised in actual difficulties. It was chiefly of these poor whites the mob was composed, which now approached the house atPineland. Sharp and Welland had both entered one of the front rooms, and saw them come near. They also saw, behind the main crowd, several figures on horseback, which seemed to direct the movements of 'the rest. At a little disr tance from the house a halt was made, and a consultation held. Then four or five de- tached themselves from the main body, and approached the front door. Sharp hastened down-stairs to receive them, while Welland remained on the upper landing to overhear, if possible, their con- versation. On being admitted, the spokesman of the five, who was a tall, gaunt figure, in a broad-brimmed hat and dirty homespun, inquired, politely enough, for Mr. Gold- man. " He is from home," replied Sharp. "He and his family are at Mr. Armistead's house.'' ** Where is the young man that has been staying here for the past week?" was the next question. "Vv^hom do 3/oa mean ? Mr. Welland?" 158 Differences. "Aye, that's his name, I believe," replied the other, with a laugh. " Where is he?" " He has gone with the lamily to Mr. Armistead's." " But he isn't there any more." '• Then I don't know where he is. 1 ex- pect him to return with Mr. Goldman. They must be here soon." '* Well, we'll wait, and inspect the house meanwhile." *' In a moment. Permit me to order can- dles, and something to drink for you." Sharp left the room, and rushed up- stairs. In a minute, he had ascertained that guards surrounded the house. So he seized Welland, and dragged him back into his own room, pushed him into the closet where his dishes were kept, and crowded him behind a huge dresser. *' Remain quiet for our sake and your own !" he whispered, and ran down again, rousing his servant by the way, and order- ing lights. *' Now, gentlemen," he said, " if you will come into my own room, and taste some superior brandy I have there, your people can search the house, as you seem to con- sider that necessary." "Of course we do," replied the leader, and sent one of his followers for some more assistance. " Nothing shall be touched. All we want is the young abolitionist." "Is he an abolitionist?" asked Sharp, leading the way to his apartment. " Didn't you know it ?" asked the leader. Differences. 159 " He is a regular spy, sent here to carry ofif niggers." " You astonish me. How do you like this brandy ?" *' It's first rate. Makes one feel right pert," drawled out one of the five. "Tastes after more," decided the leader. So the glasses were re-filled. There they sat on chairs and lounges with the little table, at which Welland and Sharp had supped, in their midst, and the half-open closet where the former was con- cealed, not ten feet from any one of them. Others searched the house, without result, while these drank Sharp's excellent brandy. Suddenly they heard the sound of wheels approaching the house, followed by a loud noise at the front door. They listened for a moment, and then de- scended. The family had arrived, accom- panied by Tourtelotte. The carriage halted at a little distance from the mansion, while Tourtelotte, who was on horseback, dashed up to the door and inquired in a voice of thunder ; • " What does all this mean ? What do you want here?" The men were silent, but one of the fig- ures on horseback approached, and seized Tourtelotte's arm. '• Don't interrupt them," he said, " they are looking for the abolitionist spy, Wel- land." '* Hazelton !" cried Tourtelotte. " And 160 Differences. you are leading them? Now, by the eter- nal God, call these fellows off, or you are a dead man !" He had drawn a pistol from his holsters, and brought its muzzle in con- tact with Hassel's forehead. The gambler shrank back. "ItV none of my concern," he said. "I am not tl^oir commander, nor haye I set them on." *' Yon are my surety that they shall leave, at any rate," cried Tonrtelotte, shak- ing him until he slid from the saddle to the ground. And then, turning to those that had been in the house, and whom the noise had called to the door, he cried : "Get out of this house, ye swamp hounds, that prowl about at night ! How dare you enter a gentleman's house without his leave ?" " We are looking for an abolitionist here, ]Mr. Tourtelotte," said the tall, gaunt leader. " Do you suppose he would sit down and wait for you, stupids? He might be half way to Kentucky b}^ this time." *' We^e searched the house, and can't find him, so we might as well go," replied the other, turning a questioning glance upon his companions. " The old gentleman's liquor is first rate. Let's get some more," suggested one. ** I'll season your liquor with powder and ead, my boy," cried Tourtelotte. " Ofx wiin vou men, and if vou want to find Differences. 161 abolitionists, look for them on the way to Cumberland Pass." The crowd, however, were unwilling to depart without a '* treat." They mur- mured, and finally demanded it. So Sharp, who now ventured out, made some negroes bring forth a keg of spirits and tin cups, and began to supply the mob with drink. Tourtelotte had returned to the carriage, and quieted the ladies. Madame la Gener- ale was indignant beyond expression, and talked of paying a visit to the French min- ister at Washington, and demanding satis- faction from the United States for this out- rage, committed on a French subject. Antonia was pale and silent, while Mrs. Goldman grew profuse in her expressions of gratitude to the young Creole. Finally, the mob broke up, and the la- dies left the carriage, and entered the house. As soon as they were fairly in the parlor, Mrs. Goldman fainted away com- fortably upon a sofa. Salts and cold water being brought into requisition, she gave signs of returning life, and finally was brought to entirely, with a great deal of trouble. Madame la Generale had not got- ten over her rage, but still siiow red French denunciations upon the sauvages, who dared to invade the privacy of a gen- tleman's mansion. Antonia, who was painfully embarrassed by the course of events, hastened to make an end of the present scene, by dismissing Tourtelotte. " Sir," she said to him, " you have proved 11 163 Differences. yourself a ^preiiz chevalier^ this night. Be- lieve me, I shall not forget your chival- resque interference in our behalf. Let me entreat your return to-morrow morning, for we need the advice of our friends in this unfortunate affair." She gave her hand to him, and in bow- ing, her curls, heavy and damp, touched his fingers. Quick as lightning, ho lifted that slender soft hand, and brushed it with his lips. A sea of blushes deluged the young lady's face and neck, succeeded by a sad, pale color, and a glance of her sea- blue eyes, serious and pityful. So Tourtelotte passed out, and mounted his horse. Giving him the spurs, the noble animal bounded away swift as the wind. But presently the rider changed his mind, and drew the check rein with such vio- lence, that the horse was forced back on his haunches, and made a desperate deyni volte, in order to keep on his feet. Tourte- lotte turned, and shook his fist at the house. **Sentawayby that witch of a girl, while he is probably concealed in the gar- ret! Well, 'tis the last time. The events of this evening have given me claims on her. Let her see to it, that slie satisfy them ! A time is coming, when the strong arm of a man will be required to shield the wealth of fathers, and the honor of daugh- ters. Antonia, I claim thee as mine own from this night ! Thy sea-blue eyes and sunny curls, thy wealth and intelligence. Differences. 163 all must be mine ! Thou art my angel — God grant that I may not be thy devil !" He rode slowly on. " As for him," he said, **I must make an end of him. He will attempt to go North "by the Pass, to-morrow or the day after. I will tell Hazelton, and lend him my blood- hound." He lifted up his eyes, and behold, the morning was breaking. While the expir- ing moon fluttered like a wan shadow on the sky, the hills in deep violet stood out from the rose-tinted east behind them. The early birds began to chirp, and the freshness of a new day rose on the atmos- phere. " God help me," he said, "I will not be a scoundrel. Whether he stays or goes, I will hit him openly and in front. But I will not set Hazelton on him, for he is worse than a bloodhound." And he galloped home, and sought his couch. At the window of her room stood Anto- nia, and gazed after the retreating figure. When he had disappeared behind the trees that bordered the road, she extinguished her lamp, drew back the curtains that swept the ground, and raised the sash. The fresh morning air came in damp with dew, those tears that drop from the starry eyes of night. The gray vapors rose from the hills in large and fanciful shapes. The east was bright with every shade of red, and the sky above had the milky transpa- 11* 164 Differences. rency of pale, blue glass. The great golden beams of the sun began to flash through the red glow, and the day had fairly bro- ken. The delicate girl at that window gazed out upon the sky and the trees, but saw nothing. Her sea-blue eyes had a vacant and abstracted look. Her sweet face was somewhat wan. And the hair, with its or- naments of green grass and silver sprigs, hung listlessly upon her shoulders. "I am afraid of him whenever he talks so," she whispered to herself. *'I really don't know what to do." There was a tap at ker door, and on per- mission a bright mulatto girl entered, who immediately exclaimed : ** Missie Tony, you'll catch your death of cold. Let me shut that window. Has your lamp gone out ?'' and she busied her- self re-lighting it. •' Undress me," said Antonia, wearily sitting down upon a stool. '* Yes Missie," and she began her task. '* I've got something to tell j'-ou," " What is it." "Master Sharp wants me to ask you when you can come to his room to-morrow, before evening." ''What for?" *' Don't know. He wouldn't tell me." "I'll see him in the afternoon, when mother takes her drive." As she gave this reply, was there a brighter blush on her cheek ? . Differences. 165 CHAPTER XIX. In the afternoon of the following day, Antonia entered Sharp's room. The old man received her, smiling slyly. "Mr. Welland is in the house," he said. "I supposed so," replied Antonia. " When will he leave?" " To-night, in case you consent to see him." "And if I refuse?" " He will remain in the neighborhood." "That is certain death. Why does he insist on seeing me ?" she asked, with the most innocent face in the world. "I don't know," replied Sharp, winking at his millstone. " He has been talking to me all day of that hillside at the eastern end of the estate. He says it contains large quantities of iron, and needs only to be worked to realize a colossal fortune. Perhaps he wants to discuss the subjeofc with you." Antonia blushed and smiled. " Is it truly so about that red streaked hillside?" she asked. "I am not sure," replied Sharp. "I told him that our Tennessee mining au- thorities had found the cost of digging out the iron of the Alleghanies to exceed the profits, especially in these parts." "And he?" " Merely laughed, and said he had in- vented a new way, by which iron could be won from the combination in which it is 166 Differences. found here, with less than half the expense of other methods. He explained it to me, but I couldn't follow him." ** Don't you think his ideas are correct ?" *' Yes, yes. He is very smart, and knows a great deal. I believe he is correct. But if I had a hundred thousand dollars in bank, I wouldn't invest them in this enter- prise." " I hope he will reach the North safely." ** You will see him then ?" *' Yes. As he wants to see me, I suppose I must." *' Will you see him here ?" " No. In the garden at sundown." "Impossible. I couldn't allow that. It is not safe for him, or quite proper for you." *' Perhaps you are right. Wait a mo- ment. I will see him here." " Now ?" " Now." Sellington Sharp left the room, and re- turned presently with Welland. "Miss Groldman," said the latter, "for- give me for troubling you. But I couldn't leave this State without seeing you, espe- cially as I have no speedy return in view." " I appreciate your motives," replied Antonia. " Y^ou wished to convey through me your farewell messages to my parents and aunt." SellingtoQ Sharp listened with a satiri- cal smile to this ex(?hange of common- places, and then said : Differences. 167 " Pray, excuse me. I have business that requires my presence," and left them alone. They both grew very embarrassed. "Miss Goldman," said Welland, and then stopped. Antonia recovered her com- posure first. She rose and gave him her hand. " Dear friend," she said, letting the full gaze of her true sea-blue eyes rest upon his face, "dear friend, must we then part ? How many hours do I owe you, and how sadJy shall I miss the companion by whose side I have so often wandered through the pleasant fields of literature! Let me hope that quieter times will induceyou to return hither, where we all, father, mother, aunt and Mr. Sharp, have grown to look upon you as a dear friend." Welland looked up, and met her glance. "Very precious to me," he said, "are these assurances. To be considered a dear friend by those I respect so highly, is a satisfaction that counterbalances all the odium with which the people of this neigh- borhood seem to regard me. Still, Miss Goldman, I am about to abuse the confi- dence with which your parents have re- garded me, and carried awaj^ by my pas- sion, I am about to commit an act un- worthy of a man of honor." " You are incapable of it, sir," cried An- tonia with enthusiasm. " I myself would vouch for your honor." The blood rose to Welland's cheeks, and 168 DiFFEREJTCES. hie eyes burned with that brilliant, far-off light which shines from the stars of a Southern sky. "Yon shall be the. iudge," he said. "It is but a few months ago that with small means and unknown I came to this region and entered the house of your parents. There I was received with an open and graceful hospitality that recalled the sense of home to rae, to me, who has been home- less for so long a period. This kindness diminished not when scandalous reports regarding my former life were spread by an enemy, and found, as I now know, general belief in the neighborhood. They permitted me from the first to associate without restraint with their daughter, a young and beautiful lady, whose spirit surpassed even the charms of her personal appearance." " Mr. Welland," cried Antonia in a voice choking with emotion, " that daughter owes to your companionship what no schools or study could ever have taught her. You have opened to her the gates of the highest realms of human thought." Welland pressed the hand he still held in his own, and replied : "And that daughter has opened to me the gates of the highest realms of human happiness. For— I dared to love her." Antonia felt herself grow dizzy, and reel beneath the influence of these words. When consciousness returned she was up- held by the strong arm of Welland. Differences. 169 •* It was ungenerous, it was perhaps dis- honorable for nie to nourish aspirations in regard to you," he pleaded, *' but I couldn't help it! I fought against it, and I thought I could conquer it. But it has conquered me f" She only rested heavier against his arm, and her head was bowed down still lower. "Antonia," he cried, "I love you! Dear Antonia speak one word in reply !" Still no answer, only her head sank low upon his breast. And he, with the fire of passion, threw his arms around her, and pressed her to his beating heart. It was but a moment. Still it was a mo- ment of ineflable bliss. Then Antonia recovered her self-pos- session, and gently extricated herself from his embrace. " Mr. Welland," she said, in a voice scarce above a whisper, ** you have seen that you are not indifferent to me." '* Antonia," he replied, trembling with joy and emotion, "you are an angel !" She smiled sweetly ; for the compliments of a lover are as precious jewels to a woman. " Let us now remember," continued An- tonia, "what is due to my parents. The factof our love," and she blushed deeply, " is beyond recall, but it leaped into exist- ence without our will." " My reason fought against it, and I have battled with my heart, until I thought it subdued. But a single glance from your 170 Differences. even was enough to re-light the flame I la- bored to extinguish." **Then the fault is mine," she said, with a roguish glance. "I confess that I have never fought against this inclination, or battled with my heart, because — " she turned away, and with her handkerchief hid her face, which was covered with blushes. "Because?" cried Welland, seizing her hand, and covering it w'ith kisses. " Because it made me so happy," mur- mured Antonia. The lover was in raptures. But Antonia restrained him. '* Louis Welland," she said, '* it was due to our feelings to make this declaration. It is due to my parents to proceed no further. Let us rest satisfied with the con- sciousness of mutual afifection, until the time arrives when you may judge it proper to demand my hand. Is it a compact ?" •' And you will keep that hand for me? I am seltish, I know. But Antonia, I love you unspeakably !" ** You will find me as you leave me. A little older perhaps, but with the same heart." " Give me a keepsake ; some token that I may look upon as a memorial of my Anto- nia." Antonia hesitated for a moment, and then took from the table a small volume, bound in blue and gold, which she had brought with her. Differences. 171 " Here is Kinkel's Otto, the Hunter; he composed it for his bride. It is as pure and affectionate as my feelings for you. Accept it as a tolien." Welland took it, and bowed down to kiss her hand. But with a quick motion she touched his head, and bending until her perfumed tresses swept around him, im- printed a light kiss on his brow. At the same moment she escaped by the door. Welland ran after her. But both stopped in surprise at what they beheld. Mr. Sharp, with his face turned to the op- posite wall, was executing a pas de seul. He gently and reflectingly hopped from one leg to the other, with the air of a bird that is suffering from some internal disor- der, attended by griping pains. But his teelings must have been of an opposite na- ture, since he accompanied this primitive dance with a tune that sounded much like the purr of a well pleased cat, and that was occasionally interrupted by a short and joyous laugh. As he proceeded, he in-, cr^^ased in sprightliness. His humming grew louder, and his leaps were of a more ambitious nature. He seized his long flap- ping coat tails, and shuffled beautifully, ending with a grand pirouette. Antonia burst into an immoderate fit of laughter, and Welland underwent tortures in endeavoring to keep countenance. Mr. Sharp looked at her indignantly. " Look at her," he cried, with the voice of an ill-used person, "look at her, Mr. 172 Differences. Welland ! I've born her, and I've bred her, and she is making: fun of nie !" The laughing girl hastened away, while her silvery peals inundated the air. But Mr. Sharp was truly indignant. He puffed, and blowed, until he coughed. And when he coughed, he only puffed and blowed the more. And when he had got through his coughing and puffing, he was in quite an alarming state, and had to be assisted to a chair, where he sat with a flushed countenance, and panted for breath. "Do you feel better?" asked Welland, when he was in a condition to be talked to. Mr. Sharp mournfully shook bis head. " It wont let me alone. I can't get rid of it," he said. " What is it?" inquired Welland. **What should it be?" returned Mr. Sharp impatiently; " J^" " Well, what is your ' it' ?" "What is my it? Don't you see? my cough. But I got around it the other night. I got the better of it." "Ah!" "Yes. I'll tell you how." Mr. Sharp panted a little more, and then continued : " I had gone to bed, and was just falling asleep when it came upon me. All the evening I had been up and around, and the confounded thing hadn't troubled me a bit ! It lay in wait, however, until I was just about to close my eyes. And then, curse it ! it shook me, and plagued me, and Differences. 173 took away my breath, and wouldn't leave me alone until I had gotten up. But the moment I sat up in my large arrn-chair, it stopped. Just notice its spite! Whenever I tried to lay down it pounced on me, and it stopped as soon as I sat up in my chair. * Devil take you !' I thought, * I'll be even with you!' So I remained a long time in my chair, and kept very quiet. By and bye, I threw a glance all around, and noth- ing stirred. So I gently extinguished the lamp, and got out of the chair, very quietly, and on my tiptoes, without making the least noise whatever, I reached my bed. I turned the cover back very softly, and crept in, and covered my head. And, would you believe it? It never noticed that I had gotten out of the chair, but left me alone all night ! What do you think of that?" Welland expressed his admiration of Mr. Sharp's genius, and then asked when it would be time for him to start. •' After dinner," said Mr. Sharp. " You will dine with me here, and start when the moon rises. My boy Ned will go with you to Kentucky; he knows the passes well. I have a horse ready tor him, and have given him the necessary instructions." 174 Differences. CHAPTER XX. The moon had risen, and the trees stood shivering in the cool night air. There was a watery dimness upon the stars, and their beams trembled like the glances of an eye bathed in tears. Moist vapors float- ed on the breeze. It was a cold, damp autumn night. Behind the garden at Pinelan-d, Ned, Mr. Sharp's mulatto servant, held a couple of horses. Ned was not alone ; the girl of his heart bore him company. They were mak- ing the most of the time remaining, and their leave taking was very tender. There was slobbering, to any extent, on Ned's part, and responsive digs in the ribs, on the part of the lady. She was of a bright black color, that looked as if it had been varnished. Her features were pleasing. *' Who give you the pistols?" asked the girl. " Niggers doesn't carry pistols." " Mister Welland give me 'em. He think niggers just as good as white folks." " What a fool !" and she laughed as if it were a good joke. " What for God give 'em black skins ?" " You donno, girl," said Ned, sagely. " They's just as smart sometimes." " Why, aint they got niggers to wait on 'em then?" asked the girl. "Heigh! wouldn't I make 'em fly ? Git out !" ** I'se heard 'em say, that all the folks is equal. All the niggers and all the white men." Differences. 175 "J isn't equal," returned the girl. *'I Avouldu't be equal with the field hands. Think I'se associate with these common niggers?" ** Git out. Mister Welland is coming." It was so. Welland and Sharp left the house, and passed into the moonshine, that lay upon the lawn between it and the gar- den. A window, in the upper story, was opened. Welland turned, and beheld An- tonia. Her golden hair fell upon her shoulders, and her eyes beamed upon him with tender solicitude. She stood there like a fairy, bathed in the rays of the moon, while the yellow glare of a pine wood fire made the lurid background the picture. She held a rose in her hand. Pressing it to her lips, it fluttered in the air, and fell to the ground. Welland w^as at the spot in an instant, and picked up, not only the rose, but a soft gray silk glove, that had fallen with it. Pressing them to his heart, he kissed his hand to the sweet lady above. For a moment, a handkerchief fluttered on the breeze like a white dove, and then the window was deserted. With a heavy heart he turned his steps to the garden. *' Ned knows the way," said Mr. Sharp, pressing Welland's hand, " Ey to-morroale moon above. A flush, as of youth, setMi;ed to pass over his features. His lips grew red, his cheeks glowed, and his eyes brightened. " Like his mother! Like his mother!" he murmured, "calm, self-possessed, good and true! I thought I should have recog- nized those eyes among a thousand, and yet, if Hassel had not given me the particu- lars of his family, I would have looked upon him as a stranger to this day. Oh, what glorious eyes his mother had! I grow young again in thinking of thpm. Little did she imagine, when the wounded French soldier boy was quartered on her family, that he would keep alive his love for her through many years, and show it at last in benefiting her son. Beautiful lady," he cried, turning his blushing old face up to the sky, " thou art an angel now, and my love is neither a presumption, nor a sin." Meanwhile Welland trotted gaily on, with Ned bringing up the rear. Ned's horse bore a portmanteau containing the young man's papers and instruments, to- gether with some of his clothes. The rest of his possessions Sharp had promised to send on. Welland had also left in his Differences. 177 hands letters for the State authorities, in which he resigned his position, with an ex- planation of the reasons that forced him to do so. It is almost beyond belief at this time, the rapid and simultaneous uprising in the border States, after Lincoln's election to the Presidency. In the more southern re- gions of the country, the slave-holding party was too universal, too dominant to leap into action at once, when the result of the election was announced. Not so in the border States. Feelings had run high there; and these were not mere feelings against far distant States, but feelings against your neighbor of diflerent political views, and feelings against the people of abolitionist opinions, living in your midst. It was very natural. In the border States the one part of the population had to antic- ipate every sort of antagonism from the other. They feared that their slaves would be incited to revolt, or run off to the North. They feared that the votes of the mechanics in the cities, with those of the small farm- ers, would, combined, form a considerable power. And finally, they did not like the success which generally attended the la- borious and saving immigrants from the North. On the other hand, the northern settlers took every opportunity to attack the pecu- liar institution. They could gain wealth in Tennessee, but they were socially put down, and involuntarily imposed upon 12 178 Differences. and awed by the hereditary aristocracy of the State. It was Madison Avenue against Fifth Avenue. Hereditary wealth against Shoddy. The man who has earned his dollars, against the man who, ignorant of the world's battles and struggles, has lived a life of refinement and mental culture on the wealth he inherited. To the one, the dollars represented so much sweat and la- bor, a»:d so many hard years of his life, to the other, they were the means of enjoy- ment, of cultivation, and of satisfying hir> noble or ignoble desires— but nothing more. A state of society like this, in a re- public -vrhere the principles of equality find oflicial recognition and social endorsement, is always irritating beyond measure to the self-made part of the population. Con- scious of their own merits in building up a fortune, they are also conscious of the stains of meanness and dirt left upon their hands by the process, and of the impor- tant place which money will always oc- cupy in every one of their calculations. They bow then to classes that, having been raised in the lap of great fortunes, treat this great idol money in a nonchalant and ohivalra'^que manner, and they hate these classes for being compelled to bow before them. It is the old storj^ of king Philip II claiming precedence of his father, the em- peror Charles V, because he was the son of an emperor, while his father was but the son of a king. In Tennessee the liames burst out first. D I P F E R E N C K S . 179 and even at present, fierj^ coals continue to glow there, under the ashes of the late re- bellion. AVelland and his guide did not remain upon the highway. By lanes and paths they went in a northern direction, expect- ing to reach the mountain pass by means of a cross road not much in use. The night was dark, for the moon soon went to sleep lapped in a bed of clouds, and the stars were far from bright. This was an advan- tage to our traveler, who would have found it unpleasant to be discovered, and in the company of a negro especially, as the latter circumstance might have been taken as evidence against him. Fortunately he did not encounter any one. Through the deep silence he rode, with eyes gazing bravely into the future. Had he not a rose warm with Antonia's kisses, and a glove fragrant from the touch of her hand, to bid his lov- ing heart hope? Did not the old God who had conducted him safely through so many ditficulties, still live? And more than all, had he not a guardian angel watching over him in the mother he had lost so early, and of whom he never ceased to think, as if her spirit were really floating in the air he breathed ? These were the thoughts which passed through his mind. "Take care Massa," said Ned, after a ride of several hours, "we must ford the river here. Ferry boat js further up 12* 180 Differences. stream. Massa Sharp said, not cross with ferry boat." •' Well Ned, do you ride in advance. Yoa know the ford I suppose?" *' Know it ? I knows every ford in Clai- borne County. The water am high now, and the horses will go in pretty deep." Welland put the stirrups across his sad- dle, and his legs over the horse's shoul- ders. Thus, with Ned preceding, and the swift, dark water rushing around him, he passed over the Clinch river. On the opposite side, the road entered a dark wood of pines and cypresses, and at the distance of about a half mile took an abrupt turn. As thej' neared this turn, the negro suddenly pulled Welland's sleeve, and pointed to a bright glow above the trees, in the direction toward which the road led. Both halted immediately. " Let me go and see, Massa," said Ned. " I think it's a fire, and maybe its some of the white folks watching for you.'' Welland held the horse, while Ned went swiftly forward to reconnoiter. Soon he returned. " Donno what people they iSc They's three men with guns and packs, and they's asleep on their packs. I doesn't think they am of this State." "Must we pass them on this road? Is there no other path to get by ?" "Tes, Massa, there am. But it's hard to travel.'' Differences. 181 " Lead on then. I had rather avoid doubttul company at present." Ned turned back a little way, and then dismounting, led his horse into the swamp. The path was very narrow, and scarce per- ceptible to eyes unaccustomed to swamp roads. The animals had great difficulty in getting through the soft, mushy ground that formed it, which on either side was skirted by deep, pond-like stretches of wa- ter ; from these rose the enormous black trunks of cypress trees, with their strangely-shaped knees and excrescences overhanging the dark, smooth water, and their melancholy boughs shutting out every glimpse of the sky. As they pro- ceeded, the trees grew thicker, and the path softer. The horses and men sank knee deep into the mud at every step. Fi- nally Welland halted. " It is impossible to go on, Ned." *' Jist a few steps, Massa Welland. We am almost at the canal." They continued their march with nothing- hut the plashing of mud breaking the si- lence, until the trees thinned out, and they emerged upon a tair road, at the side of a canal filled with black, stagnant water. " This am Jericho canal," said Ned. '• Now we can ride sharp for the Pass." They gave their horses a rest, and then put spurs to them. Glad to have gotten upon a fair road, both animals threw up their heads, and galloped along in fine style. The mufiied sound of their hoofs 182 »D 1 r F E R E N C E s . was reverberated from the dense woods. The night breeze lifted their nrianes, and cooled the brows of the riders. Gradually the trees grew thinner. Bushes and swampy undergrowth supplied their places. These, in turn, gave way to fields of dry, hard weeds, about three feet high, with a young pine tree now and then breaking the monotony of their dun-col- ored masses. At last there were spare bits of pasture and barren rocks. The canal had disappeared. The scenery on every side grew bolder. At no great distance, a chain of hills of considerable height arose, while the horizon line was concealed by the blue masses of lofty mountains. They were compelled to moderate their pace as the road gradually ascended, and wound around, and between the hills. Rocks of gigantic size, covered with lich- ens, and streaked with the blood-red marks of iron ore. frowned upon them from the roadside. Kifted banks, knit together by the mighty roots of the trees that crowned them, overhung the way, and deep clefts and precipices appeared at times to inter- cept their course. "We are now approaching the Pass, I believe," said Welland. '* Yes," replied Ned, "Taylor's house is not far." When they had ridden a mile further, the negro pointed to a rocky path, which led off from the main road. " Massa Sharp," he said, " Massa Sharp D I K F K a E N C E s . 183 told me we had better go to the house by the back way." So they followed the path, which wound around the body of a hill through pine woods, from which it suddenly emerged upon a small clearing. On this clearing stood the house. A deep voice bade them halt. " What's your business with me," asked the owner of the voice from one of the windows, but without showing any part of his person. Welland set about to advance. ** Stay where you are," cried the voice. ^' I am well armed." " I was not prepared for such hostile de- monstrations," replied Welland. " Mr. •Sharp at Pineland directed me to call here, saying that you are a northern man." " Aye, that's what I am. Of northern birth and principles. But what do you want with me ?" Ned took the word. " Massa Taylor, we wants to rest here till night. We am traveling north. I'se Mr. Sharp's boy, and sent along to show the -way." "If you are a northern man," said Wel- land, *' you'll not refuse me hospitality. I've been driven from Sycamore because I am supposed to be an abolitionist. I shall travel on to-night. But the horses need rest, before they can go on." The owner of the house appeared in the doorway. 184 Differ ENCKs. " I bid you heartily welcome," he said, extending a big brawny fist, and motion- ing them to come near. " I don't know how safe a shelter I can give yon. I've sent my own family to my wife's parents in Ohio, to be out of the way of trouble. The mean vermints may attack me at any hour, and burn my shanty. For they know that I am an abolitionist." " Why have you staid yourself?" Wel- land could not help asking. ** Well stranger," said the other, leading him into a nice, clean sitting-room, and putting away his rifle, while Ned took care of the horses, "I, too, was about leaving. But I kind of thought that if they were go- ing to burn my house andfixins, and carry off my furniture, I should like to see the house and fixios burn as well as the rest, and I sort of wanted to know who got the furniture. I'd feel sure about it anyway, and that's better than uncertainty." '' After I've given you something to eat," continued Taylor, ** I want the boy to help me take the horses to a safe place in the mountains. We may be driven out here, and then we'd be hard up without horses." In a little while, a rough repast was ready, of which Taylor and his guest par- took by the light of the pine wood fire, upon which the host had fried the meat and boiled the coffee. Ned, at a respectful distance, also partook of his share. Then a flask of spirits passed around the circle. " And now, we must house the horses," Differences. 185 began Taylor; "daylight peeps over the mountains." Welland threw himself upon a couch to rest. The rifle was at his side, to defend the house, if necessary, in the absence of the owner. CHAPTER XXI. It was late in the afternoon of the same day. "Welland, ready to continue his jour- ney with the fall of darkness, was listening to the advice of his host concerning the route, when Ned rushed in upon them with a frightened countenance. "There's a lot of white men coming, with guns," cried the negro, " and they've got a dog with them." "I am endangering your house," said Welland to Taylor. " I shall leave it at once." " Don't go," replied the other. *' They're after me as much as after you." "What do you intend to do? How many are they, Ned ?" " About twenty, I think, and they's got guns." " Resistance is impossible," urged Wel- land. " Let us get away. If we repulse these, more will come." But Taylor was immovable. " I know I shall be driven out," he said. " But I wont leave of my own free will. I wouldn't feel right toward the old house, if 1 was to leave it to those rascals, without making a show of fight." 186 Differences. " Very well," said Welland. " We can retreat at any time through the back door, if we can only keep them at bay till dark. Fortunately the sky is covered with clouds, and there will be no moon." " If you are going to stop with me," said Taylor, " which I don't ask, you'd better send the boy away to the horses, and have him wait there. They've got a dog, and if the boy is with us, they can trace our steps easily." " Perhaps it is best," replied Welland. *'Nedgo up, and stay with the horses." The negro obeyed with great alacrity. "Now, look to your pistols and your powderflask," said Taylor. " Have you given your baggage to the boy?" "Yes. Where are you going to post yourself." •' On this side. I have cut a hole through the wall. Over there is another, through which you can tire." "Very well. But can't they attack us in the rear?" " No. There is but one path, and that I have made impassable to-day. They've got to take us in front." The attacking party arrived in front of the house. They were poor whites of the most miserable description, but well armed, and led by Hassel, who had Tour- telotte's hound " Uglj^" with him. The gambler advanced to the door and knocked. There was no answer. He re- peated the knock. DiFFERKNCKS. 187 "What do yoa want here?" inquired Taylor. " We want to get in." " You can't come in." " We'll beat the door down, if you don't open," cried Hassel. " We are twenty men, sent from town." •' I don't care how many you are, nor who sent you. This is my house. I am a peaceful citizen, and I don't want you in here." " The cursed abolitionist is going to re- sist," cried Hassel to the others. " Come here some of you, and kick down this door." And he began doing so himself. A sharp report was heard, followed by a shriek from the gambler, who hastily re- treated. A bullet had pierced the fleshy part of his arm. The others immediately discharged their pieces at the house, but without any eftect whatever. Thereupon they drew back be- hind a clump of pines, and held a council of war. In a little while, one of them advanced, waving a white handkerchief, and said : " Don't shoot, Mr. Taylor, we don't come here to harm you." '' What do you want of me, then ?" " We want to search your house. We are pursuing a young devil of an abolition- ist, who has carried a nigger off." " You see," whispered W^elland. *' It is I that have brought this danger upon you." 188 Differences. "Nonsense," laughed Taylor. ''I'm their game just as much as you." "Well," he cried to those outside, "you can't search my house, or come in. Get away from my premises, for I don't want any of you here." " This will cost you dearly," cried Has- sel from behind the trees. "If we have to use force, you shall rue it." " I guess you wont hang me, before you've caught me," replied the other. " Patience is a great virtue." " Curse you, miserable hound," cried the gambler, sending a bullet toward the house, which proved as harmless as the others. The attacking narty saw that they could not succeed by force, without exposing themselves to the bullets of the inmates of the house. They were unwilling to incur this risk, and concluded to watch the dwelling on every side, and wait for night, in order to approach it under cover of darkness. Withdrawing from the immedi- ate grounds, and entering the woods, they scattered in various directions. Each was to approach from a dififerent side. At the same time some employed themselves m gathering pieces from the decayed trunks of the pitch pine. These were for the pur- pose of setting tire to the house, if other means of gaining possession failed. Has- sel directed the movements of the rest, and he purposed to carry on a regular siege. The pain of bis wound increased a thou- D I F F E R K N C K S . 189 sandfold the ill feeling he bore Welland. He vowed to himself that he would have the other's life, to get rid of his airs of su- periority. " The world is not wide enough to hold us both," he murmured. " One of us must go. As for the next world, if there is one, we are not in danger of meet- ing." His bitter laugh betrayed the deso- lation of his heart. Meanwhile, the besieged party was not very comfortable. The total cessation of hostilities on part of the others, showed them but too clearly that a plan of attack had been adopted, v/hich was to be carried out under cover of darkness. *' We must abandon the house as soon as it is dark enough," said Welland, **or we are lost. Are all the shutters on the ground floor well secured ?" *' They are. I don't fear the vermints. We can keep them off for a while yet." Night fell. With it, and just before the two were about to slip out of the [house by the cellar door, they noticed the cautious approach of the others. Creeping over the ground, they came from all sides. Each carried a fagot of pitch pine and his gun. Slowly the two got back, mounted to the upper story, and prepared to defend them- selves. Welland opened one shutter in the rear, and discharged three of the barrels of his revolver at as many of the assailants. Two were wounded, and withdrew into the woods. But the third darted forward, and gained a position under the stoop, from 190 Differences. which it was impossible to dislodge bim. In the meanwhile, Mr. Taylor had not been idle. Those that approached in front were repulsed by the quick succession of shots with which he saluted them. One was wounded. The others would have lost their courage, but for Hassel. He proposed that they should light the pitch pine and throw it upon the roof, from the nearest point of cover. But each refused to make a mark of himself by showing a light. Just then a bright blaze shone out in the rear of the house. The man that gained a cover under the back stoop, had lighted his fagot and set fire to the building. The dry stoop blazed up with the rapidity of tinder, and illumined the woods and hills far and near. With a cry of exultation, ihe whole partj' hastened to that side, leav- ing Hassel alone to keep watch on the front door. " Now is our time," said Welland. "We must get out by the front door." "Wait a moment," replied Taylor. ** First of all, we must draw their fire." He opened a shutter with great caution, and having placed his hat upon a stick, slowly protruded it from the window. It was on that side where the stoop was burn- ing, and where the majority of the besiegers were assembled. They heard the creak of the shutter, and no sooner did the hat ap- pear before their eager eyes, than every gun in the party was discharged at it. With a doleful groan, Taylor dropped the Differences. 191 stick, and seizing his hat, whispered sharplj' : "Follow me, and don't fire, on any ac- count." They ran out by the front door, and with noiseless leaps, sought to gain the shelter of the woods. Suddenly Hassel arose be- fore them with leveled gun. Bis eye was blazing with fury, but the M^ounded arm refused to obey the mandates of his wall, and the gun shook unsteadily in his hands. Without pausing, Taylor knocked him down, and did it with a strength and en- ergy that rendered the gambler senseless. Escaping further observation, they got among the pines.. "Now after me," said Taylor. "We must make for the Spanish Saddle. If we can reach that before they pursue us, we are safe." They hurried through the woods, first circumventing the house, then following a direction which led in a straight line away from the burning stoop. Soon they emerged upon a path that was illuminated by flashes from the flaming house. It led steeply upward, and then around the brow of a hill, which seemed but the stepping stone to a higher hill beyond. They turned simultaneously. The house stood in full blaze, but thoy vainly tried to make out the forms of their antagonists. " They are probably on the other side, or among the pine trees," observed Taylor. " Let us hurrv forward." 192 Differences. They bounded over the path. It was rough and stony. At times it seemed to disappear altogether. At others it led along precipices. Springs crossed it. And formidable rocks had to be scrambled over. At last they came upon a broad road. " This is the Pass," said Taj'lor, wiping the sweat from his brow, with a relieved look, " and yonder is the Spanish Saddle." A little walk brought them to the spot in- dicated. It was a passage between two rocks, about three feet wide, and narrowed still more by masses of creepers and un- dergrowth. The rocks, on either side, were thought to look like the high pom- mels of a Spanish saddle, while the passage itself not inaptly represented the seat. On both sides of these rocky projections were deep declivities, that skirted the road on to the north for some distance, and even ex- tended for a few feet on the hither side. The approach from the south was through a narrow, rocky defile, the highest point of which was the "'Saddle." The path, whereupon Taylor and Welland had come, followed the course of a rivulet down the precipitous side of this detile, and struck the main road that ran through it, not far from the Saddle. For over three quarters of a mile the road ascended steeply, and for nearly all that distance it was com- manded by this rocky passage. A better military position, for a few to hold against numbers, could not be conceived. Wei- Differences, 193 land appreciated its merits in a moment. " We are safe here," he said. ♦' Now," spoke Taylor, after a short rest, "I will go for the horses. You've got a couple of revolvers, and you must hold the Saddle against tbem. They can't get at you except by the road, for the preci- pices extend beyond the Saddle, The sides of the defile are not high enough to shoot at you from that point. So there is no possibility of taking your position, if you are watchful." ** Depend on me," said Welland. Both passed over the Saddle. Welland to take up his position of defense behind one of the pommels, and Taylor to strike into the woods, below and bej-ond, to get the horses. Their own hurry, and the noise of the woods and rivulets, had until now made them inattentive to sounds of pursuit. But as Welland sat down, keeping his eye steady upon the road, it seemed to him as if the tone of a deep, hoarse bark was borne upon the breeze. It arose, a>t inter- vals, above the plashing of the neighbor- ing springs. It seemed to «ome nearer, and there was little doubt of the fact that a bloodhound was upon their track. The young man kept his pistols ready. But it was very dark, especially in this rocky defile. He strained his eyes to the utmost, as he heard the gradual approach of the noise, but could perceive nothing that would oflfer a mark for his pistols. 13 194 Differences. There was an interval of sereral minutes, in which the silence was unbroken. Then a swift rush, and, with a short sharp bark, the hound was upon him. The attack was so sudden, that, bent forward as he had been, it bore him to the ground. In the fall he lost his pistol ; he felt the hound's breath on his cheek, saw his eyes burn, and the white gleam of his teeth, as he prepared to seize and throttle him. It was but a moment. At such times, however, ideas rush through the brain with remark- able swiftness. Welland recollected at this instant some story of his childhood, that he had not thought of for years, and in which a king of England, unarmed, is attacked by a lion. The royal hero, quickly resolved, thrust his gauntleted tist deep down between the jaws ot the monster, and embracing him with the other arm, held him thus, until an opportune courtier rushed up and killed him. Like lightning, Welland's own list, with the stout buck- skin glove upon it, flew into the jaws of the hound and down his throat, while his other arm pressed the struggling form to his panting bosom. It was a fierce com- bat. The hound was very powerful, but Welland had been a Turyier^ and practiced gymnastic games ever since his childhood. This came him in good stead. The animal, which felt itself choking, bounded from the ground, in its endeavors to shake off the adversary, and with its sharp nails tore through his clothes deep rents into the Differences. 195 flesh. But of the teeth that guarded the powerful jaws, it could make no use. Thus, with the bloodhound's head pressed close to his own, with its strong heart beating in mighty thumps against his breast, and with his arm locked closely around its writhing body, Welland passed a minute and a half, that seemed a century. He felt himself grow dizzy. His senses were slowly taking leave, while the strug- gles of the hound grew more frantic. A few more seconds, and his muscles must relax ; the fierce beast would lock its teeth in his throat. He was lost. At that mo- ment his tleeting consciousness was recalled by the report of a rifle. The hound escaped from his arms with a mighty bound, and fell dead into the abyss at the side of the road. Welland was seized bv the friendly arms of Ned and borne to a spring, where a little water dashed into his face, soon re- called him to a remembrance of the dan- gers overcome, and of those still threaten- ing. " Let us mount," be cried, *' and away !" They helped him to mount his horse, and his eagerness was such that be forgot the hurts he had received. Nor was there time for deh^^ The pursuers had not been far behind tiie dog, and the sound of the gun called them to the spot. But too late. Our friends had a good start, and their horses soon carried them beyond the reach of dan- ger. Next morning, Welland was housed in a good, old fashioned Kentucky tavern, 196 Differences. where Taylor dressed his wounds himself, to avoid suspicion. CHAPTER XXII. By slow stages our hero crossed Ken- tucky, and arrived at Cincinnati. Ned insisted upon following him. He main- tained that this was in accordance with Mr. Sharp's orders. Once at Cincinnati, Welland called the negro to him, and said: "Now Ned, we must part. I will give you letters to Mr. Sharp and the family at Pineland, and you can return whenever you are ready." " Donno about that, sir !" replied Ned. " I wants to go north, aud Massa Sharp give me this jjaper for you to let mo go with you." And he drew it from his pocket, and laid it on the table. Welland glanced at it. It was a permis- sion for the negro boy Edward to go north, and earn his living there as he best could. Inclosed was a note to Welland, stating, that under present circumstances, it w^as not advisable to procure liberation papers for the boy, but that they would be for- warded to him before long. In the mean- while, he might prove a good servant to Welland, whom he requested to take care of him. *' Very well," said Welland. "You can come with me, Ned, though I did not dreana that our connection would be permanent. So you want to go north." Differences. 197 *' Yes sir. Will you let me bo your ser- vant?" " I don't know, my boy, that I will be able to afford a servant, or that such will be the most advantageous position for you. We will see, when we get to New York." *' Very well, sir. When do we travel ?" ** This evening." Welland descended to the table, and was soon busy eating his soup. When he had finished, he raised his eyes and took a sur- vey of his company. With pleasant sur- prise, he recognized in his vis-a-vis, Keiche- nau, the Memphis merchant. That old gentleman glanced up at the same time, and smiled atfably, as he in turn recognized Welland. In a moment, they were deep in conversation. Their mutual experiences since their last meeting, the precarious state of the country, and the objects of their present journey, furnished ample food for discussion. " I shall not return to Memphis until the present excitement has subsided," said Reichenau. " I am abandoning great com- mercial interests there, but as I look for an eventual state of quiet, I do not count them lost. These border States are at present no place for a northern man to abide in." '* That has been my experience," replied Welland. *' So I return to New York, though without a definite idea of finding any suitable employment there." " Would you accept a position in a mer- cantile establishment on a large scale?" 198 DiFFKRENCES. inquired the other. *' I might be instru- mental in procuring you one." "That depends much upon the position itself," replied Wellund. " Thanks lor your kind intentions." They did not part again. The more they conversed, the more did Reichenau like Welland. He invited him to defer his journey till next morning, and then both traveled together to the metropolis. Usu- ally it is difficult for people who travel for thirty-six hours together, not to grow heartily tired of each other. They ex- change the general idea?, which each keeps ready like small coin for casual expendi- tures, and then hesitate to draw upon their deeper inner nature in behalf of acquaint- ances, that may eease to be such, with the ■end of the journey. Xot so with Wellaud and Reichenau. Thej^ were both strong, though quiet characters, and having taken a mutual liking, did not hesitate to put forth the salient points of their natures. The contrast could not be but entertaining. On the one hand, the highly educated gen- tleman, the University man, with the re- ined sensibilities of the German literary aristocracy, and yet with no end of respect for practical men and views. On the other, the man of business, successful in practical life, with a good general training, and a heart that bowed in admiration before the sciences and arts, and those who repre- sented them ; and moreover, with a secret conviction, that he would have excelled in Differences. 199 them, had he studied, instead of following mercantile pursuits, and on this account looking with a half-regretful glance at the vast fortuue he had succeeded in accumu- lating. When they neared the great city, Reiche- nau, affectionately placing his hand on Welland's shoulder, said : •* You must be my guest, sir! Doi^'t open your lips to refuse me, for I will not take a reiusal." " This is very kind, Mr. Reichenau. But if our acquaintance is not too short for you to invite me, it is too short for me to accept. Beside," he added, smiling, " I have an encumbrance in Ned." "Your servant. He must come along, of course. Don't say another word about it, but permit me to look upon the matter as settled. If you have any objections to urge, let me hear them a week from now." ** As you insist, I will accept your invi- tation for a week ; no longer. Do not for- get sir, that I am of moderate means look- ing for employment, and might not prove acceptable to persons in your circle. As for yourself, I do you the justice to hold you exempt from such prejudices." *' And you do me but justice. I insist on seeing men of mind and cultivation at my house, because they impart to me of their ideas and learning, which I am eager for. I don't care for seeing people that have no merit but that of being rich, because I don't 200 Differences. want to borrow their money. Thanks for your acquiescence." So, when they reached town, they en- tered a carriage, and drove to Reichenau's mansion. That kind old gentleman imme- diately saw AVelland bestowed in a pretty little bed-room, saying : " You must be content with small spaces and little rooms, my dear sir. House lots are narrow on Fifth Avenue." " I can get all my baggage in," laugh- ingly replied TVelland, pointing to the portmanteau which Ned had brought up, and which contained all he had with him. "Thanks to your Tennessee friends, I suppose," rejoined Mr. Reichenau, and with a caution about dinner, which would soon be announced, he hastened to his own room. Welland at onee proceeded to dress, as well as his limited wardrobe permitted him. He hoped that Sharp had sent the rest of his baggage, for, thought he, I will need all my finery while staying here. At the same time he did not, under the cir- cumstances, feel the least embarrassment on account of the shortcomings of his wardrobe. Full dress was an impossibil- ity, and he made the best of what was at his command. While dressing, he took a rapid survey of his position. His sojourn in Tennessee had not been profitable in a pecuniary point of view. He had expended as much as his salary amounted to, and DiFFERENCKS. 201 the price of the horse, which he had sold at Cincinnati, was perhaps all the money he brought away from his earnings in that State. The sum which he had saved from the wreck of his inheritance, and had taken with him to the United States, together with scraps of his fortune that were in the hands of friends and had been remitted af- terwards, he had kept untouched, and at this time they amounted to a fair compe- tence for a man of moderate views. But not for Welland. Without being extrava- gant, he adhered to the luxurious habits of the class he had belonged to in the old world, and to sacrifice one of the elegan- cies of life, or give up a reasonable wish becaure it involved expense, was a thought that he could not bear. With these views, it was surprising that he had gotten along, and not touched his capital. Still, his in- come had always been considerable, and his work, by occupying time, had also limited expenditure. Xow he was again in New York, and perhaps with the caprice of his class and age, rather unwilling to return to former employments. At the same time his pride revolted against taking advantage of Mr. Reichenau's kindness, and it needed all the suavity of the old gentleman, and his own liking for him, to smooth the ruffled plumes of that cardinal sin. But having once accepted his hospitality, he accepted it wholly with the grace and bonhommie of a gentleman. 202 Differences. At last he was ready. Vest and panta- loons of delicate gray, with a silk tie of the same color, and a black matinee coat. His magnificent hair fell in clusters of curls around the open brow, and his dark eyes shone all the more brightly, for the kiss be imprinted on the little book Antonia had given him. Ned, who was in attendance, received an exalted idea of his master's piety from this action, for he supposed the little book to be a bible, as a matter of course. The negro was in high glee over the sights he had seen during their transit from the depot, and he was ready to aban- don Tennessee for good, on condition of be- ing permitted to stay in New York. When Welland descended, he found the family already assembled in the parlor. Mr. Reichenau led him to aunt Margaret, and introduced him with a flattering re- mark, at the same time giving expression to the hope that he would remain their guest *pr some time. Then he presented him to his daughter. Emma Reichenau arose, and curtsied. Welland bowed, and remained standing before the young lady, lost in admiration of her dazzling beauty. She was dressed in black lace, and her throat of antique magnificence, rose from the dark soft dress, like the form of a swan from the blue surface of the water. The glory of her eyes was transcendant, and the full red lips seemed to throb with the warm life of her young being. There was an atmosphere fraught with electric Differences. 203 warmth, a sphere of iutoxicating perfume around her, which could not fail to exert its influence on so sensitive and poetic a nature as that of Welland. He sank upon the sofa at her side, and inhaled with lull breaths, all the charm of her neighborhood. Her prattle, which was of infantile grace, served but to increase the magnetic effect of her beauty. »* Since you have been in Tennessee, will you tell me what keeps papa there, most of the time? Are the attractions so great that we can not counteract them here?" asked the young lady. *' I do not think Mr. Reichenau intends to return at present," replied Welland, vainly seeking to collect his thoughts. " Thank you for the news. I shall be so glad to have him here. Yes," she added, reflectingly, " but for one thing." "And that is? if I may be allowed to ask—" "That I must play classic music to him. Isn't that a bore?" Welland lauiihed. "While I have the honor of being your guest," he said, " I shall be glad to relieve you." "Do you like to play classic music?" cried Emma, with astonishment. "What fun ! He will make you play Beethoven, and even Gluck, who has no tunes at all.'' "It is true," replied the young man, " Gluck has no tunes. But he has all the more music." " Please don't speak in riddle. You don't 204 D 1 F F E K E N C E S . look like a professor, and you shouldn't speak like one; I am very shallow, and couldn't understand you." ** WeJl, I will try to explain. You have heard of the troubadours ?" •' I have even seen the picture ot one. A beautiful youth with a cap full of plumes, a slashed jacket, and a harp in Jiis hand. He had a black moustache." •' You know that they were poets and minstrels. When they were inspired by the beauty of a lady, or the valor of a knight, or a noble action, they composed verses, and declaimed them to the accom- paniment of the harp or lute. Whenever their poetiy demanded song, they would burst forth into a melod> suitable to the meaning of their words. That was the be- ginning of music." " How could they ever do it without preparation?" "I do not say that they did it without preparation. All music is an amplification of this first principle, and has for its pur- pose a better expression of the sense than language can convey. Gluck's music is composed in accordance with this inter- pretation, and is therefore declamatory song, nothing more." '• Do vou think I am wise enough to un- derstand all this?" asked Emma, with a charming smile. " Why not, if you try ? Your appearance would be well calculated to inspire a min- strel, why should you not try to under- Differences. 205 stand their manner of expressing admira- tion?" "If you are resolved to teach me in so pleasant a style, I must needs become learned. But, in fact, I am a light minded girl, with my thoughts on balls, dresses, and amusements. I care more for the fashions than for the arts and sciences, and I believe that I am too stupid to under- stand the latter." Their conversation was interrupted by the call to dinner. During the meal, Wel- land was engaged in a discussion with Mr, Reichenau, of pictures in European galle- ries. More than once, as his voice rose in enthusiastic description and his face glowed, were Emma's brilliant orbs fast- ened upon his speaking countenance. When dinner was over, they found Mr. Charles Goldman in the parlor. CHAPTER XXIII. During dinner, Welland had been in a state of exaltation, caused by the extraor- dinary beauty of Emma Reichenau. He was like one walking in rich tropical woods, listening to the strange, passionate song of unknown birds, and inhaling pow- erful perfumes. Every nerve in his body was tingling with excitement, everj' artery beat higher. This sort of magnetic state seemed to re-act on the person who had caused it. Never had Emma's eyes shone 206 DIFFERE^'CES. with greater luster, never bad her face ex- hibited a more radiant look. Never had that peculiar intoxicating influence which surrounded her, been more subtle and per- vading. When they beheld Charles Goldman, it had on both the effect v.hich the breaking of an electric chain produces on those forming it. They became conscious of a sensation that resembled a fracture. Wel- land felt as if a cool breeze had sprung up, and kissed his brow. It seemed as if the fresh airs of morning, the brightness of dew drops, the early light of the sun had come, and dispelled at once the influences that held his soul captive. Emma, on her side, grew pale, and the peculiar bright- ness of her glance was dimmed. With hesitating coldness, she introduced Mr. Goldman to Welland, vrho greeted him with cordial words. ! But Charles Goldman was irresponsive. He felt in his own soul the shock, with ' which he had broken in upon their magne- tic circle. He stammered some words in reply to Welland's civilities, and then plunged into a conversation with Mr. Reichenau, on politicHl afljiirs in Tennes- see. Aunt Margaret sat placidly attentive I to the needlework she was engaged in, and I nothing remained for Welland but to re- j sunie his seat at the side of Emma. He did I so with reluctance, and yet with pleasure. I " What effects different persons have j upon us," he said to Emma. "Some at- Differences. 207 tract us powerfully, others repulse us, and we are not able to account for either feel- ing, except by the involuntary impression of our soul? Have you not been affected thus?" *• Often," replied Emma. " But aunt has always laughed at me. She never likes or dislikes anybody but for good reasons." **Itis only natures delicately strung that are affected by the contact with oth- ers differently constituted. The Aeolean harp vibrates to the sigh of every breeze." " But is not our plain sense as good a guide in the judgment of persons, as a feel- ing or pre-disposition we can give no rea- son for?" "Some say not. Our sense frequently errs. The impulses of our inner nature rarely." " But is it not awful, if we are to be judged by some intuitive impulses, instead of our works ? We would sutler for all the wickedness we might be capable of, at the same time that we had never actually been able to make up our mind to commit a sin- gle sin." " True. Perhaps we should not allow those feelings to prompt our decisions un- less supported by other evidence. Now you affect me strangely." •' Do I ? How ? Do you feel prompted to hate me ?" " On the contrary. I feel strongly at- tracted to you." 208 Differences. "That is strange. I also feel drawn to- ward you." Emma stopped. Her form was again throbbing with the pulses of an excess of vitality ; her eyes were again a-glow with magnetic fire, and her lips burned with a scarlet, that seemed to emit rays. Welland had leir, for some time, warm currents steal nowy breast—" and so on, breathing the "Lullaby," as tenderly and softly as the butterfly's kiss on the rose. ** This is the first time I have heard you sing not only with expression, but with a deep understanding of the music," re- marked Mr. Reichenau. " You have im- proved wonderfully, Emma." The young lady looked up at Welland with a glance, that told him how much she attributed Iier success to his presence. Slowly the magic influence of those eyes drew enchanted circles around him, and strange pleasures filled his bosom. The wild intoxicating fumes rose to his brain, and his eyes glowed in turn, not with the quiet, gentle radiance usual to them, but with weird fires. 214 Differences. Presently it was his turn to sing. With a brilliant accompaniment, he burst into an Italian love song, so warm, so throbbing with the agony of overpowering passion, that even aunt Margaret looked up, with calm surprise upon her placid features. " Though you have praised my taste Mr. Welland," said the merchant, smiling, "I can not praise yours in the choice of songs. In fact, I should have supposed so brilliant and extravagant a composition as the one you have just rendered, to be wholly at va- riance with every inclination of your na- ture. Perhaps j^ou have only given it to us as a sample of what this false and super- sentimental age can produce ?" Welland replied, covered with blushes: '* I have given it in good faith, though I like neither the composer nor the composi- tion. One linds, at times, however, that moods are possible, when music or litera- ture, that have seemed untrue to nature or ridiculously extravagant before, truly ex- jjress the emotions of the moment." ** You mean to say that there are feelings which Verdi is better able to express than Beethoven? Xo doubt. But those feelings should be placed in the same rank with the music that expresses them. Under lock and kej'." Welland blushed still more. But Emma was glorious in the brilliancy of her beauty. She even astonished her father, who thought to himself: "I have never seen any thing more beautiful in my life." Differences. 215 CHAPTER XXIV. What a queer character !" said Welland to himself, as comfortably tucked up in bed, he thought over the events of the eve- ning. " Iwas perfectly helpless before the magic of her beauty. And yet, no sooner had she turned her eyes awaj^, and I had escaped from her immediate neighbor- hood, than all the effect vanished, and I was even inclined to struggle against her influence. There is a magnetism in her, which, when you come within a certain radius, irresistibly attracts you and holds you in strong fetters. But at a distance she seems powerless, and to my inmost na- ture even repelling, I never saw such a woman before. It is of this otufif that Cleopatra, Helen, Lais, Diana de Poictiers and others must have been, that turned men crazy when they looked upon them, and made fools and slaves of the wisest, when they came near them. This girl pos- sesses an immense power, and a terrible beauty. She is a child as yet, and unaware of the arms with which nature haflS fur- nished her. Nay, not only is she uncon- scious, but she suffers from it. But when such a nature awakens, it is the awaken- ing of the tiger. She will use her power with a merciless heart, and trample on those yielding to it with a remorseless step. The only safety for her and her victims, is her encounter with a nature stronger than her own, and well fortified to resist her 216 Differences. charms. She will fall captive to such a one, and come out of the struggle with a regenerated spirit, or with a broken heart. Antonia, rosebud of my heart, sweet star of my love, let thy pure spirit guard me from the spells of this innocent and artless, but dangerous witch !" With Kinkel's poem upon his pillow he dropt asleej), and dreamt of the pungently fragrant pine woods, and of a figure in a sky blue habit, mounted on a gray pony, that was cantering through their solemn aisles. On the evening which he had appointed he went to see Charles Goldman. The young man occupied a handsome suit of apartments, consisting of a parlor, smok- ing-room and alcove, in one of the lower stories of the hotel. In order to be placed in any reasonable proximity to mother earth in a New York hotel, you must not only be inordinately rich and proportion- ately free of your money, but also a favor- ite of the proprietors, or of his high might- iness, the clerk. Charles had succeeded in this, find hence his comfortable lodging, while others climbed upward until it was a serious question, whether they were above the clouds or below them. There was not a trace of vexation left upon the handsome countenance of the young man, as he welcomed Welland to his apartments. The latter in turn took pains to counteract any unpleasantness which the events of the previous evening DiPFEEENCES. 217 might have occasioned. As a matter of course, one of the first subjects of discuss- ion, after generalities had been disposed of, was the Reich en an family. Wei land related in a simple honest fashion his first meeting with the merchant, their after ac- quaintance, their journey in company, and the invitation to his house. He also took care to speak of Emma as a very beautiful young lady, but he did so in that tone of indifference, with which one speaks of matters that do not concern one very much. Charles brightened up a great deal, and said in return, that he had admired Miss Reichenau for a long time, and had en- deavored to gain her regards. He hoped that she did not look upon him with indif- ference ; it was a very serious matter to him. " I wish you all success, my dear sir,'* said Welland, heartily. " You could not bring a more beautiful bride to Pineland." "No doubt of that," replied Charles, blushing, and permitting himself to in- dulge in pleasant anticipations. " She and my sister would turn the heads of half the gentlemen in the county. Did you not think Antonia beautiful." Now it was Welland's turn to blush, and cast down his eyes. *' Very," he said in a low voice. " She and Tourtelotte will make a splen- did couple," cried the young man. **T don't see why they hesitate so long. They might have been married already, and I 218 Differences. kDow it isn't Tourtelotte's fault that they arn't, nor my parents, either." "Excuse me," said Welland, with hesi- tation. " Has it never occurred to you that Miss Goldman might have had scruples of a religious nature?" Charles Goldman, blushed violently, and sprang from his chair, crying : " Sir, what do you mean ? How dare you insult me thus?" Welland gazed fully into his eyes. " Is my supposition an insult?" he asked, calmly, " I was not aware of it." Charles lost all self-possession. "By whatever chance you got to know of what faith my father is, you have no right to re- proach me with it here. You have proba- ably already made capital of your knowl- edge by imparting it to Mr. Reicheuau, and prepossessing him against me. Let me tell you sir, to employ such means against a rival is the height of meanness, and you shall give me satisfaction for it." " Mr. Goldman, permit me to say that I do not understand all this passion, and these reproaches." "What! have you so little of the ele- ments of a gentleman in your nature, that I naust strike you, to make you under- stand?" "If my remark regarding Miss Goldman is offensive, remember, you invited the dis- cussion !" "What business ef your's are our relig- ious convictions?" Differences. 219 " Is that the point ? Why, Charles Gold- man, I don't know what religion you affect, nor do I care. But as for myself, I am a Jew." This last remark changed the position of affairs sensibly. Whereas Charles had be- fore blushed with anger, it was now with shame. He sat down, and was silent for a long time. Then, looking up timidly, he said: "Have you lost all regard for me, Mr. Welland ? I am a moral coward on that point. I can not make up my mind to face continually the charges, just or unjust, which society has been in the habit of bringing against those of the Jewish— those of my father's— those of— our faith. Still, do not think, that I am ashamed of people holding that persuasion, for I asso- ciate wuth a great many, and visit their clubs. And, were I not so much in love with Emma Reichenau, I would even take a wife from their midst, as my parents urge me to do." "My dear sir," replied Welland, im- pressively, " what you have said just now, is unworthy of your character ; the great- est kindness I can show you, is to forget that you have said it. You have intimated to me in a former conversation, that you are an admirer of chivalric traits ; so am I. But the chivalry I admire, is the chivalrj'- of the heart. That chivalry which upholds the unjustly oppressed and calumniated, no matter what odium may result from the 220 Differences. action. And beside this, you are a Jew. You may as well tear the nose from your face as endeavor to solve your connection with your people. Whether for good or for ill, to break it, is an impossibility." There was a long silence, and then Charles Goldman seized Welland's hand, and said : " I am young and foolish. Please for- give and forget. We may be friends or not. But I shall always esteem you." " Would that we could be friends," an- swered Welland, with glistening eyes. Their conversation was interrupted by the call boy, who brought a card to Mr. Goldman. " Bring some wine," said the latter, " and then show the gentlemen up." " My friend Merrins," he explained to Welland, *' with a person who wishes to be introduced to me. This will show you that I am not as bad as I seem. Merrins is of our persuasion, and a good, clever fel- low, who has been of great service to me in New York. He knows nothing of my visits at Reichenau's, or my acquaintance in their circles, and you would oblige me by saying nothing about it. There is one thing"— he added, laughingly, " he seems determined on." "And that is?" asked Welland, smiling in turn. *' To supply me with a wife," roared Charles ; " I shouldn't wonder if his pres- ent visit was with that object. I do be- Differences. 221 liove," he added, more seriously, "that he has secretly communicated with my par- ents on that point, for he is so persistent, notwithstanding my rebuffs." " I wish you joy," cried Welland, laugh- ing. At that moment, the boy entered with wine ; the visitors followed him. " My dear Mr. Goldman," said Merrins, "permit me to introduce to you Mr. Abra- ham Watshin, of this city. Retail shoe store, &c., sition, and can not be turned, unless pulled up by the roots. Do you know why it turns this way ?" " I have told you that I understand noth- ing of the matter. Nevertheless, I thank you for your lesson in botany." "It turns thus, just as the human heart Differences. 245 conceives certain aflfections — no one knows why, no sage can explain the working of these things. They are — that is all we know. And now," he continued, approach- ing her, " will you grant me an hour of confidence at your own time? Some day when 3'our nerves are quiet. I have much to say to you. Do not refuse me this fa- vor." " For what purpose? Don't ask me." "Permit me to persist. At your own time." " I promise. I will let you know when. Haven't I talked much nonsense this after- noon?" " I am not able to judge. My mind is so pre-occupied with business matters to-day, that I must plead guilty to great inatten- tion. Do not forget your promise. Good day." And he took his dej^arture. Emma remained standing on the same spot, and in the same attitude, until she heard a step approach. Then softly creep- ing up-stairs to her own room, she mur- mured drearily and wearily : "Rejected!" Hours passed. She answered the sum- mons to dinner by pretending a nervous headache. On the same plea she refused to see any one. Her grief was her sole com- panion. It was the first blow her young heart had received, the first rebuff her hopes had met. She could scarce realize that it was possible. A man, who had remained si- 246 Differences. lent toward her, because, as she imagined, he feared that the difference of station, and social position, and wealth would preclude all hopes of a union, had rejected her, when she approached him with extended arms. He did not love her. And she had almost asked for his love. He would not marry her. And she had almost asked him. It was such a puzzle, that she could not find her way out. Only this was clear, that they must be strangers to each other for ever after, it thej^ would net be enemies. And Charles Goldman. How wantonly had she rejected his piteous appeal ! She called up bis glance of entreaty, she saw his fair face trembling with excitement, his sea-blue eyes so earnest in their gaze, his bright, sunny hair. And he was gone. Sent away with a bitter sorrow in his heart, ev^en as she now lay here, nursing her own bruised feelings. Was he indil!erent to her? She could not tell. Welland had appeared to her like a hero of romance, and his seeming indifference had first roused the wish to make a conquest of him. This had proved dangerous. She had been forced to capitulate, and the enemy had even disdained to hold her a prisoner. She slept soundly, after all ; but next morning, she felt that she had grown older. Her first illusion had been disj^elled, the first idol of her heart had been taken from her. It is this which makes the spirit old. Young it remains for all the years, if al- lowed to retain the dreams and illusions of Differences. 247 youth. Old it turns for all the youth, if these are dispelled. Thank God, for the eternal power of rejuvenating he has im- planted in the human heart. And Welland. He was sorely puzzled. He had not dreamt of this. After all, it was very flattering that a girl so beautiful, wealthy and proud, should be carried away to such an extent by her passion for him. It was a sort of flattery which few men are able to resist. The more he pon- dered, the softer grew his heart. What a magnificent beauty she was ! How com- pletely she threw away all reserve, all hesitation, to ask him for his love. With what delight would her father have hailed a consummation of this kind. To judge from some of his hints he even anticipated it. It was almost a pity, that it could not be. So loving and beautiful a girl; so kind and prepossessed a father ; a position of such advantage. It was a pity. Fate plaj'^s with men at cross jDurposes. The best chances occur, when one can not take advantage of them. Thus ran Welland's thoughts. Thus would any man's thoughts have run, after what had occurred. He could not help contrasting the brilliancy of his fortunes, the general consent and contentment, the absence of trouble, in case he married Emma Reichenau, with the long years of waiting, the heart-burnings, and the family opposition which his engagement with An- tonia entailed upon him. After acting 248 Differences. properly, and remaining faithful to his principles and promises, no man could have denied himself the small satisfaction of making reflections like these. But his love for Antonia only burned the brighter at last. She was the chosen one of his heart, and after permitting his thoughts to carry him away for a little while, they only returned to her with double strength. And with thoughts of Antonia, came also thoughts of her brother. Anxious to clear up their mutual misunderstandings, he hastened to the Fifth Avenue hotel, and sent up his card. It was returned with a " Kot at home," which thus put an eflectual bar to all en- deavors at explanation. In a weary and rather discontented state of mind, in short, in that state which the English have termed "the blues," Wel- land strolled about this evening. Sud- denly a hand was extended to him, and a voice asked : " How do you do ? How is friend Gold- man?" It was Merrins, dressed in the extreme of fashion, and looking more dissipated than ever. At such times one is glad of any companionship, and Welland returned the greeting with cordiality. " Where are you going ? Particular busi- ness?" asked Merrins. " No ; quite at your service. Have you planned out your evening ?" Differences. 249 " Never do. Makes one a slave to one's own resolves." " Well then, let us go and drink a bottle of wine. I have got the blues, I think." " Lost money ? Only thing gives me the blues." " No. Nothing of that sort," replied Welland, smiling. They were soon seated in the cozy nook of a wine-house, in the lower part of the city. "If it isn't money gave you the blues," remarked Merrins, " 'tis woman." ♦' You may be right," answered Welland. *' You seem to be experienced." *• Haven't lived all my life in New York for nothing. But I treat them philosophi- callj\" " You surprise me. I didn't know that the subject was capable of such treatment. Philosophy and women!" *' Have been three times on the point of proposing during the last week. Have each time gone to the house of the lady, with the firm intention of asking her to be my wife. Something occurred. A trifle, per- haps, disturbed me. A little over eager- ness on her part. Show of consciousness of my purpose on part of the mother. Or some such thing. Have gone away each time without committing myself. And have always felt happy over it afterward. A sort of thankfulness for being still at lib- erty. Aint it queer?" ♦* Don't you like the lady ?" 250 Differences. " Yes. I like her ; a kind of," replied Merrins, reflectingly. " Figure's good, teeth pretty sound, cheeks nicely red, and plenty of black hair. Dresses gorgeously, and wears five thousand dollar's worth of diamonds at least. Educated too — plays piano by the hour. Don't you know her? Krakowwitzer & Co, Gents' Clothing and Furnishing Goods, Chatham street." CHAPTER XXVIII. It was a brilliant evening at the Aca- demy of Music. The season was almost over, and every body seemed anxious to listen once to the magnificent voices, that had delighted the New York public dur- ing the winter. The boxes were crowded. Every variety of opera costume was on ex- hibition. The most delicate and the most -vavid colors vied for the mastery, and dia- monds sparkled in magnificent profusion on necks and arms of marble whiteness. Presently Muzio appeared, and waved his baton. The overture began. Everj- body settled himself comfortably in his chair, and the ladies commenced to scrntinize each other's toilets, with the aid of pearl- mounted glasses. In one of the boxes sat Emma Reichenau and her father. Not far behind them was Welland. He had kept up his friendly re- lations with the family. But they extended novr, to the old gentleman, mainly. Thus Differences. 251 far had he and Emma found the necessity of sacrificing to appearances. But beyond this, their intercourse though friendly was cold and formal, and their conversa- tion made up of platitudes and common- places. Emma was more serious than when we saw her last. The two months, which had passed between her momentous interview with Welland and the present moment, had changed the girl into a woman. With the same proud forehead, and the same dazzling beauty an air of re- serve, and a certain coldness had come over her, which chilled the beholder. The curtain rose, and the introductory chorus was given. The opera was Verdi's Trovatore. Sweet Isabella Hinckley, whose voice now rises in the choir of angels, sang the part of Leonora. Every eye rested upon her lovely form, every ear was in- clined to her melodious tones. She retired, and Brignoli, with a voice breathing the sweetness of Italian springs, chanted the serenade. At that moment Emma became sensible of a pair of eyes gazing at her. Every one has felt the sensation. Every one has experienced this peculiar thrill. She languidly lifted her ov,^n, and saw Charles Goldman, directly opposite, with a thin wan face, from which his Sea-blue eyes, larger and brighter than ordinarily, stared at her. She felt a shudder pass over her, and half turned to Welland, to inter- rogate him with a glance. '' I have seen him," he replied. 252 Differences. "What keeps him in New York ?" she asked drearily. " His presence makes me uncomfortable." " I have heard but little of him," said Welland. " He has abandoned his old haunts, and seems to live without a pur- pose." " Do you not see him now and then?" *' Never now-a-days. He " "Silence," whispered Mr. Reichenau. " Listen to the trio," The first act was over. People took their ease. Welland bent down to Emma, and be- gan : "You have promised me an hour of con- fidence. I did not wish to remind you of it. But now I request you to appoint the time." Emma raised her eyes and threw a piercing glance at him. But he met it calmly and gently. "I shall be engaged evei-y afternoon this w^eek," she said. Then playing nervously with her fan, added : " I am afraid of your confidence Mr. Welland." '* Then I withdraw my request," he re- plied bowing. '* No. Come on Friday afternoon at two o'clock. I shall expect you." The overture began, and the curtain rose on the Anvil Chorus. In the meanwhile Charles Goldman, who had after the first act risen, and strolled Differences. 253 around the house, was picked up by the De Wolfs. **Do come here ray dear Mr. Goldman," cried the mother, extending three gloved fingers to him, "and tell us all about this music. You do it so charmingly." Charles approached with a flush of fever- ish excitement on his cheek. "I should be happy to do so," he said, " did I not know that Miss DeWolf under- stands it much better than I." " You are are satirical," said the young lady. "Tell us then, you wicked man, why you have broken all your promises, and never called ? Confess that you had forgotten all about it. Guilty or not guilty?" " Guilty and repentant. Where such fair eyes sit in judgment, the sentence must be merciful." "Must be? ' The quality of mercy is not constrained, But droppeth as a gentle dew from heaven—' Am I misquoting?" "I believe you are. What is to be my sentence?" " I must reflect on the case. Come back after the next act and inquire again. Dr. Solta, how do you do ?" and she bowed to a young Italian doctor, to whom Mrs. De Wolf extended two fingers with great dig- nity. "Permit me to introduce Signor Casa- bella, an artist, whose pictures are making him celebrated," said the doctor, producing a noble looking youth. 254 Differences. Another bow on part of Miss, and one linger on part of Mrs. DeWolf. "It is always advantageous for the painter to be acquainted with ladies whose speaking features are sure to suggest ideas to him," said the artist, with Italian gal- lantry. Charles passed on. He was greeted with many a bright smile from ladies more or less fair, and with many a eoquettish wave of the fan. He bowed here, and smiled there, but restlessly continued to move. " Why Charley, how are you ?" It was young Armistead from Claiborne County, a friend and schoolmate. " What in the world brings you to New York ?" inquired Charles, after the ex- change of hearty salutations. " I can't tell you just now. Let us wait until this act is over, and then go." When the curtain had fallen, they left the house, and adjourned to a room in a celebrated restaurant. Over a bottle of wine they talked of home reminiscences. " You wouldn't know the old county," said Armistead at last. " Every man has the war fever. They never meet now, but to drill and study tactics, and the ladies are embroidering flags, and getting ready lint and bandages all the time." ''Then things must have changed much of late," replied Charles. "Why, none of you contemplate seriously the beginning of a civil war? This is all mere fuss to frighten the North !" Differences. 255 "Mere fuss I" cried Armistead. **Tbe North will not find it so. I tell you Charles, there will be war ! Had you not been from home so long, you would not doubt it for a moment. Every old sword and gun in the county has been fished out and furbished up, and our people are drill- ing with an enthusiasm and a perseverance that speaks for the strength of their opin- ions." "Well, you know Harry, there has al- ways been more feeling on these subjects in the border States. I don't think the great Southern States will join in any movement of the sort. Their prosperity depends too much on peace." " They will sacrifice their prosperity and their very life ere they give up this cause ! You have received your opinions from Northern sources. The North wont be- lieve us, often as we have re-iterated our threats. They wont believe us until we thunder at their gates." "Pshaw! leave bombast at home. Can it really be so serious as you represent ?" "Charley, I swear to you it is bloody earnest this time! What do you think I have come to New York for ?" " To see the sights. To enjoy yourself." Armistead rose, and neared his lips to Charles' ear: " I have come to purchase arms for our people!" The other leaped up in great surprise : "Has it come to this?" he said. "Are 256 Differences. you already preparing to take the field with a military force?" " I have come to purchase arms for the officers and men of our battalion. We are all organized, and await but the word." " All of Claiborne County?" *' No. The adjoining counties have united with us, and our part of the State will not furnish the worst troops, I warrant you." Charles hung his head reflectively. " And now," resumed the other, " let me ask you, what keeps you in New York. I am taking an unwarrantable right per- haps, but my friendship for you will jus- tify it." " I can't tell you Harry. I wish I could." "Is it business? You needn't define of what sort." " No." " Is it mere pleasure then ? Tell me." "Pleasure!" and Charles smiled sadly. " No !" " You don't look as if it were. You are not dissipating then ?" " Harry !" "I beg your pardon. But I must ask further." " It's of no use, I can't tell you." " Is it a woman ? Charles, is it a woman ?" " I can't tell you Henry." There was a pause. Then Armistead moved his chair around, and laid his hand on Goldman's shoulder. " But I can tell you, Charles, that you Differences. 257 must go home. You look sick. Your face is thin and sallow, your eyes look like those of a man who has been unfortunate. I don't know what has happened to you, but I know if you stay here, you will fall a victim to dissipation or melancholy." ** In other words, I will be a drunkard or idiot!" said Charles angrily. "But," he continued after a while, ** you may be right, Harry." " There is another reason." "Well, speak on," replied Charles weari- ly, as the other stopped. *' Don't you see it, yourself?" " Oh, for heaven's sake, don't put me to the trouble of thinking. What is it ?" " Because you are one of us, and your place is in our ranks ! Every thing that the North has done to us, it has done to you. Charles, you were born in the South, you live there, and by God, you must fight for the South," " I don't see it quite so." " If our slaves are freed, your's will be all the same." " I don't care." "TJiatmay be so. You can free them yourself, if you choose. But you can't sur- render the privileges of your country, or see it attacked and stand calmly by." " I can't help feeling an inclination to do as you say." " For God's sake, give way to it. You are living a purposeless life here. Come away with me, come home !" • " 17 258 Differences. "And then?" " Do your duty like a man! Who doesn't stand by the South in this fight -will be branded as a coward and traitor all his life. Charley, I'd rather cut off my right hand than deny its service to my country, when she demands it, right or wrong !" *' That's queer doctrine !" " It's the only doctrine to work by. Sink your individual opinion in the desires of the nation, and work for the good of the whole. Pledge me, Charley, in a glass of champagne." And he touched the bell. A waiter appeared. " Champagne. Bring it at once, and put ic^ in the glasses." In a few moments the goblets were full of the foaming beverage. *' Kow" clink glasses," cried Armistead. They did so, and a bell-like sound mark- ed the contact. *' The South, right or wrong!" said Harry. "The South, right or wrong!" replied Charles. They finished their glasses at a draught, and'shook hands on it. "When do you return?" inquired Charles. " Day after to-morrow. As soon as I have shipped my wares," replied Harry. " And now let us return to the Academy. It will be long ere I again will hear an opera there, unless we should take New York by storm. Will you accompany me ?" Differences. 259 " Yes— now to the Academy, and day af- ter to-morrow to Tennessee." So they re-entered the Opera House. The cnrtain had just risen upon the fourth act. Miss Hinckley was singing on the dark- ened stage Leonora's song of passion and tender despair, in front of Manrico's prison. With tremulous sorrow she sounded the expiring notes, and immediately, melting together with her last thrill, rose Brignoli's voice, sweet as a nightingale's, in that marvelous prison song, which is one of Verdi's clief cVoevres. The audience was ■ spell-bound. Every eye was riveted on the stage but one. Charles Goldman looked at Emma. The song had entered his soul. That melan- choly Addio Leonora, so tender and so full of sadness, expressed the griefs, and yearn- ings, and passions of her own heart. His eyes grew moist, and when by chance Emma, whose feelings had also been stirred by the character of the music, glanced up and saw him, he kissed the tips of his fingers with passionate emotion. She blushed and bowed her head. *' Let us go," said Charles, pulling Arm- istead's sleeve. " Not now. The opera is almost over. Wait." So they waited. And then Charles was complaisant enough to linger in the foyer, and give his friend an opportunity of be- holding the fashion of New York. On they came, in silks and satins, with 17* 260 Differences. flowers in their hair and fans in their hands, with silliness and folly in their heads, those leaders of the bo7i ton, and their obedient followers. It was a splendid show, and delighted the heart of the young Tennesseean. Presently the DeWolfs passed. " Where is the delinquent?" said the young lady, smiling. " Give bail for your ai^pearance." "Forgive me," replied Charles. "And let me ask you to put ofif my trial for a long time, since I must return South day after to-morrow." "Return South? Spring is almost here, when the birds come back from there. Must you go?" "I must, for danger threatens my nest. Good bye." They passed on, and Armistead made the gallant remark : " Deuced pretty girl, Charles. Was she the cause?" "No, Harry. 'Tis no use guessing. Bet- ter give it up." Presently came another division of the crowd, and then the Reichenaus. Emma attended by her father, was almost face to face with Charles. Harry Armistead felt his friend's arm shake and tremble as with the palsy. He grew pale, and leant against the wall for support. Emma gazed at him sadly, and half inclined her head, while Mr. Reichenau bowed. Charles re- turned the salutation with constraint. Differences. 261 When they were gone, a lace handkerchief lay on the floor upon v/hich Cliarles pounced, and then followed his friend into the street. Harry Arinistead did not put any more questions. He had found the cause. CHAPTER XXIX. Charles Goldman returned home, and engaged in military pursuits, with an ea- gerness that betokened great devotion to the qause, or a feverish desire to escape the phiints of memory. In a battalion of cav- alry, which Tourtelotte commanded, he soon distinguished himself sufficiently to be elected to a subaltern's place. And, in truth, he was indefatigable. Mr. and Mrs. Goldman remonstrated with him on the excess of his zeal. But Madame la Gen- erale took i^ride in it. When the mother spoke of her fears, and hoped that active hostilities would not take place, Madame shook her beer-barrel curls energetically, and replied : " I know better. There will be war." " It is impossible to say so. These things have been before," replied Mrs. Goldman. " Pardon me, via chere. I can scent a revolution from afar." " If it comes to battles," said the anxious mother, " my son must stay at home. I will not suffer him to be shot at." "You can not prevent it, Sarah," replied 262 Differences. Madame. " The boy is brave and will go. Cest le sang de monpere, le GcneraU^ " Perhaps money might arrange it," sug- gested the father. Madame uttered a cry of indignation. "Charles Avould never consent. And I would spit in his face if he could." " You wish to have my boy killed then, my beautiful boy," cried the mother, " since you encourage these ideas?" " I wish to have the honor of my family preserved," replied the old lady with great stateliness. "If every gentleman in the county fights, Charles must fight, and bet- ter than the rest, because of his great grandfather." This silenced all but Mr. Sharp, who suggested that he might serve as quarter- master or cook, and so escape danger; urging that he had served in the latter ca- pacity', and never been exposed. Where- upon all the rest turned against him, and lie was compelled to defend himself or fly. In those days Tourtelotte was a frequent guest at Pineland. His connection with Charles was a plausible reason, though Antonia continued to treat him with a friendly kindness and openhearted consid- eration, that banished all hopes of a warmer feeling. Nevertheless he bided his time, and kept alive his hopes with the pertinac- ity of his nature. Events were hastening to a crisis. An impulse was given to military activity, which foretold its approach. Drills and Differences. 263 parades, the target shootings were of daily occurrence^ And not only did these call the men out, but the ladies were regular spectators, and gave a greater degree of animation to the exercises, by the interest they manifested. Madame la Generale was a constant attendant, and Antonia ap- peared frequently on her gray pony ; as much for the pleasure of Charles' escort home, as for witnessing the spectacle. It was on one of these returns home. Charles, whose feverish energy had de- serted him, walked his horse through the solemn pine Avood, oblivious of Antonia. But the sister kept at his side, and watched him with an affectionate eye. Finally she broke silence : " Brother of mine, there is a care on your mind. Do you grieve still — on account of that New York affair? Charles, confide in me, tell me every thing. Perhaps I can give you comfort." The young man smiled sadly. " My own little Antonia, you don't understand any thing of such matters." *' You did not always think so," she re- joined gaily. "Do you remember how you consulted me about Miss Quailey, who was ten years older than yourself, and wnth whom you were desperately in love ?' "What has become of the old thing?" .asked Charles, laughing. " Married, my poor brother. And about Clara Peters, to whom you used to write verses?" 264 Differences. "Did I? I was a fool." *' No. You were only a boy, like all boys. And how you fought with Harry Arniistead over Nelly Grant, with her red cheeks?" *' She is dead, aint she ?" " No, only dreadfully pious. Now, in those days I was your confidant, and I could give you advice and comfort. Wont you try me now, Charley ?" He hem'ed and haw'ed, and finally thought he would tell her, but only if she promised him true sympathy, and re- frained from being satirical. " You know I will," she said ; but could not help adding: "Do you expect me to weep at the touching parts?" " There ! That's how you'll sympathize ! And then you'll tell aunt, and she'll mur- der me with her French frivolities." " Come Charley. Don't be so touchy. Here's a nice spot. Let the horses pick a litte grass, and we can talk." Charles dismounted and let his horse graze. Antonia slackened the rein to give her pony an opportunity of doing the same. She had chosen a beautiful corner of the woods. A small lawn, enclosed on every side by trees, already showed tufts of grass and herbage, notwithstanding the early season. Charles came to her side. Taking ofi"his military cap, she gently stroked his sunny hair. For a while he was silent, Differences. 265 and then, evidently speaking Mith an ef- fort, said : " She is very beautiful. I saw her first at Saratoga. It was at a grand ball, and some of the greatest men in the country were there. She wore a dress of brilliant red silk, and a crown of golden ears of wheat. Her magnificent black hair hung down upon her snowy shoulders, and her eyes blazed with almost royal haughtiness. On any one else this costume would have looked outre, but she is of such proud and dazzling beaut j% that gorgeous colors seem but her appropriate raiment. I was per- fectly bewitched. I got an introduction, and danced a quadrille. It seems as if I were walking on clouds. My heart was so elated, that I spoke and acted without con- sciousness of what I said or did. This in- toxication continued for days. I lived but in her presence. The most delicate atten- tions it was possible to bestow, the most complete devotion any one can manifest, I lavished upon her. Happy that she ac- cepted them. Glad that she tolerated me." " Did she not respond in any way," in- quired Antonia. " I don't know. She seemed to like me, and to increase in confidence, as we got to know each other better. I was her cava- lier in New York. Her aunt favored the connection. Still she did not manifest any decided preference. I mean that she showed me no more than what could be construed as warm friendship. But I am 266 Differences. sure that 1 was working my way into her affections." "And then?" asked Antonia. "And then her father came. I was less fortunate in winning his good graces. He treated me with politeness, but not with the cordiality of friendship. Still, if Emma had accepted me, I do not think he would have refused his consent." " Poor Charles ! Was she so obdurate ?" " On the contrary. I felt that every day brought us into clever relations. I only hesitated on one account. I feared the ef- fect of telling her that I was not a Chris- tian." "Ah, brother of mine, that's the conse- quence of sailing under false colors. You should have told her before you ever were so deeply involved." " As if there was such a time! Don't I tell you that I w^as spell-bound from the moment I first beheld her?" Antonia smiled, and continued to stroke his hair. But Charles had become moody, and remained silent. Finally the sister asked in her deep, gentle voice : "And then?" "And then her father came again, and brought some one wuth him. Both were leaving the South on account of the trou- bles. They had become acquainted on the journey, and the old man was so infatuated as to invite this stranger to his house. What more can I tell you? He was a quiet fine-looking man, with an air of dis- Differences. 267 tinetion and romance, which captivated Emma. I saw it, I feared it. He did not seem to pay especial attentions to her, and yet she took him into favor more and more. I obtained the consent of our parents, and asked her to be my wife." " And she refused you ?" "She refused me." " Poor Charley." " She talked about having a husband of a strong character, who would compel her to his will. And about her ideal of such, and all sorts of romantic fiddle-faddle. And I saw that I had no chance. Especially when she advised me to look for a gentle maiden, while she waited lor her hero." '* That was too bad." " And while I tried to bring her to reason, her father's friend came toward the house. She saw him, and broke off immediately, Avhile manifesting the greatest joy at his approach. That told me how matters stood, and I left at once." *' Are they married ?" •* No, not even engaged. But every bf)dy says they will be." " And you love her still?" " I shall always love her." And then followed a great silence. At last Antonia, for the sake of saying some- thing, asked : *' Is this favored suitor unworthy of her?" "I don't know. I can't say any thing 268 Differences. against him. But I believe that be marries Emma for her money." " Ah ! You say he has lived South ?'' "Certainly. Didn't I tell you? In this county. I think, you must know him. He told me tliat he had been our guest, Mr. Welland." Every shade of color left the young lady's cheeks. Her sea- blue eyes gave one ag- onized glance at Charles, and then stared far away into the distance, where the golden sun was preparing to set. Golden gleams fell on the tips of the pine branches, and swept across the little lawn, between bars of lengthened shadow. A few birds chirjjed their evening song, and for the rest, all was quiet. Charles buried in his reflections, and Antonia in her's. In a voice, whose cold tremor made her brother raise his eyes, she inquired at last: " Are you sure it is the same Mr. Wel- land, who was in this county ? We all knew him well." " Yes, I am pretty sure. He said so, and seemed to know the people. What did he do here? I forget." "He was a State survej'or. Charley, I believe Mr. Welland is an honorable gen- tleman, and would scarce do what you im- pute to him. Are you sure there is no mis- understanding ? I mean sure that the lady refused you because she preferred him, and that he encouraged that preference ? Per- haps she only rejected your addresses be- cause she didn't know her own mind, and Differences. 269 Mr. Welland has nothing to do with it. You say they are not engaged." '* No. Not engaged as yet, I said." " Nor may ever be. What if you should labor under a mistake, brother?" "Antonia," cried Charles, in a ringing voice, " am I likely to make a mistake in such a matter? Oh I am but too sure of the truth of what I told you. Silly little sister, don't you know that I would give my right hand to be able to doubt it?" Antonia answered not. The matter was but too plain. "It is chilly," remarked Charles. "Let us get home." The gray cold of evening settled down upon the earth. Every beam of light, every flake of gold had disappeared. The pines rustled mournfully, and the sad sigh of the breeze swept through the pillared aisles of the wood. Suddenly Charles said ; " Walk your horse, Antonia. I've some- thing else to tell you. I am sure that there will be a great and bloody w^ar. I did not take much interest in political affairs at first, and would perhaps now be still pining in New York, and feeding on my disap- pointment, had not Harry Armistead roused me to action. As it is, J am glad to find an object which withdraws my thoughts from Emma. I will fight in this war with the best, not only because the in- terests of the State are at stake, and be- cause honor requires me to do so, but also 270 DlFFEREJTCES. for another reason. I will show Emma that, though gentle and obedient with la- dies, I have as much of the manly and dar- ing element in me, as her mock hero. I will convince her that Charles Goldman was worthy of her love, though she choose Welland. And Antonia, if a soldier's shroud be my lot, think that I am happy and at peace, and comfort father - and mother." " Dear brother, my heart is heavy with grief." " What, and all for poor Charley ? Nay, you must spare some of that little heart for Colonel Tourtelotte. Did you know he had been commissioned?" Antonia shook her head. *' We are brothers in arms, as we have been brothers in mind, and will be broth- ers in law, I hojje," he said, and forced himself to smile archly. But seeing her distressed face, he stopped, and cried : "Nay, 'twas but fun." And then burst into the merry carol of a serenade : " If heaven had tongues to speak, as well As starry eyes to see, What curious stories it would tell Of wandering youths like me! Did we but strive for heaven above, Half as much as we Sti^ive day and night, for woman's love, AVhat angels we should be!" DlFFEBENCES. 271 CHAPTER XXX. It was the custom lor Sharp and Antonia to have their contidences about Wel- land. Now and then a mail brought let- ters from him to the mauager, and then there was reading and re-reading. To save the proprieties, they contained not a single w^ord addressed directly to the young lady, except respectful regards at the end. But all the more was their sense ad- dressed to her heart. And old Sharp was as glad as a butterfly,that bears the love tokens of one flower to the petals of the other. On the day when Charles related the his- tory of his suit to Antonia, Sharp received a letter from Welland. He waited impa- tiently for the young lady's return to en- tice her Into his rooms, and communicate its contents. But before he could see her, she had retired. Plea, indisposition. When Mrs. Goldman appeared with tender in- quiries, the mulatto girl was bathing her head with ether and water. So quiet and rest were recommended, and the night fell upon one more aching heart at Pineland. Aching, but brave. Stricken, but well disciplined. A heart that fought out its battles, and when the combat was over buried its dead, put stones on their graves, and thought of them ever after with quiet sadness. When morning broke the fight was over. All that wild yearning, that craving love, and passionate admiration, all those burning sorrows had been laid 272 Differences. and put way, while memory scattered over them the whit« rosebuds of a dead passion. With the golden lights, and the brisk fresh- ness of coming daj'^, Antonia arose, quiet and collected, but wan and sad. Though we prove victor in these combats, we sutfer from our wounds for many days, and carry the cicatrices all our life. Sharp met her with a smiling counte- nance. "I have a letter from Mr. Welland," he said. " And I also," replied Antonia, calmly, " have heard of him yesterday." " Ah, has he written to you?" asked the old man, with surprise. "No. Mr. Welland has too much savior vivre to indulge in a breach of propriety. Let us drop the subject, please." "Drop the subject! Excuse me," he said, detaining her, " do you not wish to hear what he says?" " I am not curious," she replied, trying to escape. "But I do not understand you." " Perhaps you will, vrhen I tell you that Mr. Welland has proved unworthy of the contideuce I foolishly bestowed upon him." " It can not be. You are mistaken." " Pardon me. We will never speak of this subject any more. I shall break off any conversation with you in which the name of Welland occurs. Remember, this subject is tabood between us." And she swept into the breakfast-room. Differences . 273 *' I'll never believe it," said the old man, shaking his little head ; ** still I must try- to fathom this change." There was a gathering of ladies in Mrs. Waddlekin's house. All were deep in em- broidery. On three enormous breadths of silk, various figures had been completed by busy fingers. A sheaf of wheat, a plow, and a schooner were most prominent, while the word ** Agriculture" streamed across these in golden letters. It was the coat of arms of Tennessee, which they em- broidered upon the flag to be presented to the — th regiment of cavalry. As a matter of course, tongues were not idle while fin- gers worked. " What in the world detains Antonia Goldman !" cried the lady of the house, wiih some irritation. '* We want her to do the gold work on this sheaf of wheat, and we can't well go on until that is finished." '* Perhaps the Colonel is explaining tac- tics to her," said Mrs. Smockley, mali- ciously. " Which is much more proper than his explaining them to married ladies, in my opinion ma'am, if I may be so bold as to ofler an opinion," returned Mrs. Waddle- kins, to th-e general delight of all. For Tourtelotte had paid pointed attentions to the handsome and vulgar Mrs. Smockley, and every lady felt slighted and scandal- ized thereat. * " I don't know what you refer to ma'am," 18 274 Differences. returned the other. " I was not speaking of the Quartermaster." This was a dig at Mrs. Waddlekins, in whose house Hassel, Quartermaster ol the new regiment, lived. " Let us drop the matter," urged Mrs. Oglethorpe. " Every body knows that the Colonel and Miss Goldman are as good as engaged. And therefore," she continued, after a while, '^ I think it would be best to have Antouia Goldman present the flag. What do you think, ladies?" Thereupon a great discussion arose. Mrs. Waddlekins stretched out her arm, in the usual orational manner, and said with immense dignity : "Ladies, the presentation of this flag will be an event of no small importance in the history of our country. Don't think that it is a town, or a county afiair, or even a State matter. It is an act that will be noticed in the furthest corners of the land, and in the most distant isles of the sea ! Yea, in the most distant isles of the sound- ing seal" "Nobody says it wont," returned old Miss Quizzens, whom, after the manner of public speakers, Mrs. Waddlekins had fixed with her eye, and who therefore felt it incumbent on her to deny any disagree- ment with the assertion. " Don't interrupt me, ma'am, if you please^^^ said Mrs. Waddlekins, crushing the other with a majestic wave of the hand. Differences. 275 *' I I'cel the full importance of this act," she continued, laying her fingers ujdou her billowy bosom, "and therefore I submit to you ladies, whether it would not be bet- ter to choose a matron, whose family has historical associations with our great men, and whose ancestors have lived and died in Claiborne Countj^, to present this flag to our valiant warriors? I ask you ladies, all of you ?" and once more she fixed the unfortunate Miss Quizzens with her eye. But Miss Quizzens was not to be tempted to her destruction again. She bore the glance, and closed her lips tightly. As only Mrs. Waddlekins answered to the description given, every one felt that to oppose it would be to the signal for battle. So there was a deep pause. But the arch enemy slept not. Mrs. Smockley mustered her forces. "If it must be a matron with all those historical thing-um-bobs," she said, inno- cently, " it can only be Mrs. Armistead." " There are ladies in the county whose claims are of a prouder nature than Mrs. Armistead's," the old lady replied, bitterly. "-But persons who talk about historical ihing-iim-bobs, can recognize no claims but those of the minions of fortune." "Minions of what?" returned Mrs. Smockley. " What are minions ?" " Ma'am," cried Mrs. Waddlekins, " my conversation was not addressed to j'ou." " Have the goodness to hand me some 18* 276 Differences. cotton then, to stop my ears," retorted the other. " I shall be the better oflf." *' Ladies," said Miss Allen, ''this wont do. Don't quarrel. I think, myself, it is the custom for a young lady to present a flag." "Not at all," said Mrs. Waddlekins. " My grandfather often related how the General had told him, that Lady Washing- ton presented a flag to one of the regi- ments. And in Baltimore there was a lady of seventy, embroidered and presented a flag to a militia company. Think of it la- dies, this matter will be discussed in the newspapers. When our flag flaunts in the van of battle," and she raised her arm in the manner of Washington upon the pic- ture, " the world will ask : Who presented it? And what will you answer?" She again gazed tauntingly at Miss Quizzens, but that cautious old damsel taking warn- ing by her former fate, maintained an im- perturbable silence. "I ask again, what will you answer?" she cried, still tempting the venerable maiden. It was more than she could bear. "I wish you wouldn't ask me, if you dorf't want no answer," she said, sharply. "And I wish you wouldn't look at me in that way ma'am. I am not a hungry cassowary." "You will answer," continued the speaker, heedless of the interruption, " ' Antonia Goldman.' And the world will ask : Who is Antonia Goldman ? There is Dipfi:rences. 277 no such name interwoven with the history of this hind." " I don't care if there isn't," said Miss Allen. " She will look best, and speak best, and that's the main thing. If you are so bent to be there Mrs. Waddlekins, you can accompany her." "I don't desire any thing for myself," said that modest lady. " I merely wish to preserve the honor of the town." " We might all go there in a body," sug- gested another, "and a committee can carry the flag, and Miss Goldman make the speech." This opinion met with general approval, and after some further discussion, was adopted. When Antonia arrived, the result was communicated to her. " Though if you don't like to," added Mrs. Waddlekins, "I think my daughter or mj^self might do it, to please you." "Thank you," replied Antonia. "I shall be happy to accej^t the office, and only hope that I may be able to do. it jus- tice." " Are you not afraid of your courage fail- ing you at the last moment, child?" asked Miss Hopstring. " I remember that I was taken to a donation party by my father, when about twelve years old. It was at home in Xewburyport, and our new minis- ter had just moved into the parsonage. Father hitched up his horses, and gave me a big dish to carrj^ into the house, and saj'- to the minister : * Mother's sick^ sir, but "278 Differences. she sends her dutiful compliments.' I car- ried it in, and came right up to the minis- ter, and when he looked at me with his se- rious eyes I got frightened and dropped the dish, and burst into tears, and ran out of the house." " Do not be uneasy about me Miss Hop- string," said Antouia. " I shall neither drop the flag, nor burst into tears, nor run." The day of the presentation had arrived. Upon the green of S^'camore, which, as in all small towns is exceedingly ample, a battalion of cavalry was assembled. This battalion Tourtelotte had formed, and it was the only part of his regiment yet or- ganized. The magnificent trees that en- closed the green arched their young-leaved branches over the numerous beholders whom curiosity or patriotism there assem- bled. A platform had been erected at one end, upon which the speaker, committee of presentation, and as many more ladies as it could accommodate, were to be placed. Carriage after carriage drove up and de- livered its fair load. Soon the platform was crowded. Around the green were ranged vehicles from half a dozen of the neighborhood counties. This ceremony had assembled a greater number of stran- gers at Sycamore than the old town had ever contamed. In front of the platform, the sides of which were tastil^^ concealed by young pine trees, was a flight of steps bordered Differences. 279 by the same, and overarched with branches. Upon the highest of these steps stood An- tonia Goldman, and three ladies bearing the new flag. Anton ia was dressed in brilliant blue silk with a red scarf, the colors of the regiment, which was uni- formed in bluejackets turned up with red. Her sunny hair was covered with a chip hat, from which descended a long white plume. Mrs. Waddlekins, who was one of the three flag-holders, aired her immor- tal black satin, that would only hook on top, and Miss Oglethorpe, her colleague, had on a wonderful garment of brimstone hue. All the rest of the ladies were in bright, lively colors, and the platform pre- sented a picture which for brilliancy of tints could not well be excelled. Now the bugles sounded, and the battal- ion began to drill. Right— left— forward— halt-guard against infantry— guard against cavalry — wheel — and so on. At last •* charge !" — and as the whole front with drawn sabres came galloping on uttering fierce yells, every beholder's heart beat higher, and there was none there believed that a Northern line could resist such a charge. Finally they were gotten into or- der again, and mustered into line. The usual parade formula was gone through with, and when the battalion presented arms, the Colonel, accompanied by his staft', advanced to a point several paces from the steps of the platform. The pres- entation committee, with Antonia, de- 280 Differences. scended, and the latter advancing, said in a deep voice, clear as a bell : ** Colonel : In the name of the ladies of our county, I have the honor to present your regiment with this flag. We know- that j'ou will guard it, and defend it. We know that you will honor and love it. May it lead j^ou to victory, and freedom. May it droop gently over the graves of those destined to fall in the holy cause, and flaunt bravely in the eyes of the living, who will return after the heroic fight. Colonel, our hearts are with you. When- ever you cast your eyes upon this flag, re- member, that the women of the South ac- company you with their i:)rayers, and when you strike a blow for yourselves, like val- iant knights, strike another for your la- dies' sake. The God of right and justice be with you." Tremendous applause followed this speech, and Tourtelotte responded to it by a harangue, full of burning patriotism and grandiloquent assertions. The band, which was in attendance, came in with " Dixie," the " Marseillaise Hymn," and other ap- propriate tunes, and the ceremony was over. The flag was handed to its appro- priate bearer, and the regiment marched oflf with its silken folds waving over it in the sighs of the breeze. As the Goldmans drove home, Tourte- lotte and Charles galloped up, and took po- sition on either side of the carriage. Tour- telotte was in high spirits. He over- Differences. 281 whelmed Antonia with compliments ou her speech. *' You looked like an inspired priestess while delivering it," he said. '• The pink in your cheeks deepened to crimson, and the brilliancy of your eyes obscured their color." " I felt what I said/' returned Antonia, calmly, " But I was truly nervous. Mrs. Waddlekins loomed up at my side con- tinually, and did not cease to ply me with advice and suggestions." " Did you feel what you said when you promised that your hearts shoi:ld be with us?" " 1 did," she replied ; " but don't assume a sentimental tone on that account, please." " Give me leave for one moment. I may rely on your heart being with me then ?" " With you and with all that fight brave- ly. But especially with you and Charles." " Does that imply that you will not give your heart to any one else while we are away from home, fighting for the South," he asked, with some anxiety. " I give you leave to interpret it so," she replied. "And when you return victori- ously from the fields where you have fought for our rights and our liberty, when you come back with honorable laurels twined round your sword, then Frank Tourtelotte— " she paused with some con- fusion. "Then," he repeated. "For God's sake speak on!" 282 Differences. '* Then," she continued, the bright crim- son mantling her cheek, and the brilliant fire returning to her eye, " that heart may be given wholly into j^our keeping, and — " "And,'' repeated Tonrtclotte, bending down to his horse's neck, his face irradiated with uncontrollable joy, and his voice hoarse with deep emotion, " and?" " And something else added to it," she said, firmly, holding out her small wliite hand to him. He seized it and covered it with passion- ate kisses, which she suffered without re- buke. All this time they wei-e driving on, and Charles kept the attention of the others fixed on his side of the carriage. At least folks pretended not to notice any thing. Thus they arrived at Pineland. CHAPTER XXXI. It M^asa quiet, drowsy afternoon. Clouds covered the sky. The atmosphere was damp and heavy. The rain, which de- scended occasionally, fell without noise. One of those afternoons which turn people of gay temper serious, and the serious mel- ancholy. When dull reading matter and sleep prove the only possible pastimes, un- less wine and cards are resorted to. Welland was with Emma Reichenau — tete-a-tete for the first time since the after- noon when she had refused Charles Gold- Differences. 283 man. He was about to tell her his histor}-, a relation Avhich she dreaded. It had been put off once or t^vice, and in fact she had endeavored to escape it altogether. But Wellaud, with the utmost politeness and delicacy, yet with sufficient persistence, re- turned to the subject again and again. It was natural that he should do so. For the history of the past year furnished the key to his conduct toward her, and their rela- tions could never again rest uj^on the basis of sincere-! friendship, until she was ac- quainted with it. Emma's cheek was tinged with a fever- ish flush ; she sent fitful glances to every object in the room, except Welland. His face and eye she avoided. Being in a meas- ure compelled to hear his history, she T?7as stung to feverish irritation by the con- sciousness that it was to serve as an ex- planation of his rejection of her hand. She acknowledged to herself that this was the plain fact. Welland had evaded her ad- vances, and her pride, modesty and reserve had been alike sacrificed in vain. But all the more eager was she to carr^'- on that method of transparent deception which people call keeping up appearances, and without which the wheels of society would not revolve smoothly. True, nobody is de- ceived, but every one pretends to be. By this mutual concession, meddlers are kept at a distance, and prevented from touching our raws. But so are friends also who might apply healing balm to them. No 284 Differences. matter; we prefer to leave our sores to Time, whose finger is the only one that can touch them, without making them smart. Thus Emma bad received Welland with great liveliness, and now endeavored to make her conversation as sprightly as pos- sible, which attempt was aided by her co- quettish dress. " I was born in the Palatinate," he began, *• a province, every hill of which is a vine- yard, and every plain a patchwork of fields in the highest state of cultivation. In fact," he added, with moist eyes, " a per- fect garden of God." " You resemble the Turks, who are said to locate Paradise directly above Mecca — with coffee for nectar, I suppose." " Every man has his Mecca ; my father- land is mine." "Were you a remarkable baby," she asked, frivolously. " Very," he replied, half entering into her humor. ** The nurse, I am told, de- clared that I was the finest baby she ever saw. But as she was wont to make that observation regarding every new comer, I think I haye been excelled since. This fact demonstrates the constant improve- ment of the human race. " My father died early. My mother was the kindest woman in the world." " Every one's mother is." She repented as soon as she had said it. He looked at her, then returned : " I forgive you, for you never knew one. Differences. 285 — We lived in a rambling old house, with a garden full of flowers. My most vivid rec- ollections of boyhood are my strolling about that garden at my mother's side, and carrying the flowers she cut, or the fruits she gathered. Often we walked there in the bright moonlight, when the old trees waved their branches mysteriously, and the brook beyond the meadows filled the air with gentle murmurs. Then she talked to me of her favorite poets, and sought to open my mind to the beauties of their sim- pler verses. In this manner my imagina- tive faculties were developed early, and have acquired a power which forces me to keep them under curb continually." "Will imagination bear a curb, and live ?" " It must bear a curb, if the mind would live. Unrestrained, it carries one to the mad-house. When I left boyhood behind, my mother died." Emma cast down her eyes, and was si- lent. *' I grieved sadly at the time, and for years the recollection would bring on a paroxysm of sorrow. But I think of her now with calm joy, and I know that she is here at present, and I doubt not, con- scious of all I feel and think." " You are giving me a specimen of the powers of your imagination." ** True. But this is the imagination of the heart, which men call faith. " I was further educated by an uncle, 286 Differences. \vho sent me to college, where I passed some of the happiest years of my life." " I have heard what sort of stuff happi- ness at college is made of. Drinking, fenc- ing, and perpetratingpractical jokes," said Emma. ** The stuff," A'esponded Welland, " which it is made of everywhere, where wild 3'oung fellows, full of life and mischief, congregate." " Oh, how I should like to be among them ! That's unfeminine, aint it? But the wish came from the bottom of my heart," returned Emma. '• I was still at college," resumed the other, " when the revolution of '48 broke out. It assumed the best shape in those . provinces that were washed by the waves of the Rhine. There the inhabitants in- herit the warlike spirit of their ancestors, whose position, on the borders of France, involved them in every quarrel between the two countries. At the sam time they are a wine-drinking jDopulation, and pos- sess manj' traits of the French. Thither flocked the students. There was I. We fought in vain, but we fought gallantly." "And what did you fight for ?" " For liberty. For an ideal that can not be realized. We aimed so high that the impossibility of success was self-evident. We based our ideal on the virtue and con- stancy of men." " And found that those qualities existed only among women?" Differ ENCEs. 287 " We presume that they have them," re- plied Welland, bowing, " unless they have departed altogether from this world. To continue — one of my last acts previous to the breaking up of the revolutionary army, was an expedition to intercept a party ot soldiers, who were convoying a large sum in specie of Government funds. This being the property of the enemy, was a jDroper prize, as our treasury was sadly exhausted at the time. I acted under orders ±rom the Commanding General. We succeeded in getting the money, and were hastening back to camp. But our army had retreated. Compelled to follow with great caution we marched two days, forcing our roundabout way through the woods, and keeping as concealed as possible. On the second day we were compelled to bury the iron box containing the money, and divide in smaller parties to reach our people. The next day a considerable force was sent, which drove back the enemy's cavalry, and endeavored to secure the money. It was gone. The pit was there, the box had dis- appeared." "What bad luck," exclaimed Emma, be- ginning to take interest. *' It was the first great misfortune of my life," replied Welland, " since the death of my mother — if I can call it a misfortune, that an angel should be removed to heaven. The misfortune lay somewhat in the fact that I belong to a nation which all the 288 Differences. world is ever ready to susjxjct of dishon- esty." *' They did not suspect you ? How could they!" *' Many did not. Some did. Though by the evidence of my men I proved it to be impossible for me to have returned to the place where the money was concealed, yet they did not dismiss their suspicions alto- gether, simply because I was a Jew." *'A Jew!" she cried, with ill-concealed surprise. " Impossible." " And yet true. A veritable descendant of the wearers of yellow rags, that were hunted throughout Europe by every race on the continent; and as such, claiming and taking social equality with all, not as a favor, but as a right." " Excuse me," said Emma, with some confusion. *' The name shocked me. We are apt to halt at a name, though we accept the idea." " You are very kind," said Welland ironically. " I never thought of mention- ing this before, as you never told me what persuasion you belonged to." "But you are not " — a thought flashed upon her mind. Perhaps that was the rea- son of his indifference to her advances. He thought that she would disdain to marry a Jew. It was a little odd. But what cared she for his religion. Oh, how could she find out? He must finish the history of his life, and if religion prove the only obstacle, why — Differences. 289 With an eagerness that surprised Wel- lanri she urged the continuation of his tale. " Immediately afterward, our army was defeated and scattered. It was " sauve qui peuV^ I fled to Switzerland, and later to Paris, and finally to the United States. In the meantime, my patrimony, which was quite considerable, was seized by the Gov- ernment to idemnify the treasury. Fortu- nately it exceeded the sum captured. I was tried in my absence and condemned to imprisonment and hard labor, but have been pardoned since. Upon my pardon being granted, restitution was made of all that remained of my property, after satis- fying the treasury. Thus I can not com- plain of the Government," "Is this all?" inquired Emma impa- tiently. "Are you tired? Excuse me, I have been tedious perhaps." " No, no. Go on." And her eyes, full of the old charm, fastened upon his counter- nance. Her lips half opened, and the warm breath she exhaled seemed to touch his cheek. Again magnetic currents swept over him, and he grew confused and re- mained silent. " I must hear all," she repeated. '' Or have you done ?" " I have not done," he replied, continu- ing with an eflbrt. " I came to New York. Some time I devoted to get acquainted with the New World. Some more in endeavor- ing to find out what I could do with my- 19 290 DlFFEREI^CES. self. An old college friend, whom I chanced to meet, said : * Carve out a for- tune for yourself in America ? No Wel- land, you are not stupid enough, and ignor- ant enough, and thiek-skirmed enough to succeed in that." I found him correct to some extent. With mj^ means I might have engaged in mercantile pursuits with advantage, but my ideas v/ere too aristo- cratic, my sensibilities too acute to trade with profit to myself. Besides, I felt an unconquerable aversion to commerce. Label it with the grandest words, identify it with the greatest benefits to humanity, the simple working of it always remains a disposing of goods to advantage, a deception of another for your own profit. I know that I am expressing the impracticable ideas of a class that is passing away, but still they were my ideas at the time." "Welland had recovered his composure. Emma grew listless and heaved an impa- tient sigh. '* What then ?" she asked languidly. " Then I turned to the studies I had pur- sued without an idea of turning them to practical use. I bethought me which might answer best for employment. I sur- veyed land, instructed in methamatics, and wrote articles for the papers. My success was satisfactory. But I never cared to earn more than I needed. Thus years passed. I had few social ties in this large city. There was no house where I could meet those of my class exclusively, and I Differences. 291 would not associate with the ignorant or ill-bred, I was too much of a German for that. Finally I yearned to leave New York. The South attracted me most. I hoped to find there what I had heen com- pelled to abandon in the old countr3^ I had some friends who procured me an ap- pointment in Tennessee, and thither I went." " And after a few months you left there to return to New York. Is not that all?" asked Emma. "Not quite," replied Welland. While in Tennessee I was hospitably received by a family, one member of which you are ac- quainted with. I refer to Charles Gold- man's parents. I was their guest more than once. In their house I felt perfectly at home. For the first time during my sojourn in this country I tasted the sweet- ness of life, as a member of a family I could assimilate with ; I was charmed. I returned often. Cht^rles Goldman has a sister." He stopped for a moment. Emma was breathless and expectant. "She is like him," he resumed. "An- tonia is beautiful and good. From the first moment I beheld her I was attracted. Every day deepened the impression. But our circumstances are widely different, and I resisted the charm. In vain ; it grew on me. I loved to distraction and told her so. And that sweet angel gave me her heart. We are betrothed. Yes, we are betrothed, 19* 292 Differences. and I am the happiest man in the world. Oh, if you could hear that deep, glorious voice, see those sea-blue eyes, and notice her graceful, winning ways, you could not help but love her yourself." " You forget that my imaginative powers are not equal to yours," said Emma, in a voice hard and cold as ice. " Pardon my raptures " — But she asked : "Do the parents consent? I wish you joy-" "They know nothing of it, and would object, I fear." " Ah ! that is quite romantic. You in- tend then to carry your lady off secretly ? run away with her?", " You are pleased to laugh at me." *' Why not ? She would not object I sup- pose." ** Madame ! Antonia has too much heart, and I too much honor to think of such a measure." " Oh, what a couple of scrupulous lovers! T suppose you will be content to live sepa- rate in this life, hoping to meet in the next, where no cruel parents exist." " Not quite ; but years may pass before our bands are joined. "What matter, if we love each other?" " And is this all you wish to tell me?" "I fear I have detained you longer than necessary or pleasant." *' Make no apologies. My bird is the Differences. 293 only suiTerer. It should have been fed hours ago." '* Will you permit me to return on another day and bore j^ou on a different subject?" " I can't promise until I have reflected on what you have told me to-day." He took his leave, and Emma felt the old weariness creep over her. She leaned her forehead against the window, and looked out upon the drowsy, rainy world. All gray and leaden ; everything heavy and dank. Not a gleam of light, not a speck of brightness. Dull and weary without; dull and weary within. CHAPTER XXXir. Fort Sumpter had fallen. The first call for volunteers went forth. Civil war was in the land. Both North and South the excitement was immense. So great a pop- ular commotion found no precedent but in that of the French nation at tlie Fall of the Bastile. Men, women and children shar- ed alike in the strong feelings and the deep patriotism brought to the surface by the attempt to tear the country in two. Both sections arose, like rival giants, to enter upon a struggle, which was only to end when half a million of their sons had died a death alike glorious and holy. But it is not our intention to treat of the war, except as it concerns , the characters 294 DlifFERENCES. of this novel. We will therefore say that Welland, carried away by the enthusiasm w^hich, like a fiery cloud swept over the North, was one of the first to enlist. On account of his previous experience in the revolution of 1848, which Reichenau urged with those in power, his election to a lieu- tenancy was brought about. Thus we see him, the straps on his shoulder, make his /arewell visit to Emma and her father. That young lady had gone to account with herself, after her acquaintance with Wel- land 's history. His pre-engagement to Antonia was a salve to her wounded pride. He had known and loved another before ever seeing her, and honor forbade a swerv- ing from his plighted faith. She could only complain of fate. Calling up the real strength she was capable of exerting, she put down her sentimental attachment to Welland, and behold — when she once put her hand to the work, it was wonderful how little labor was necessary. It was a controversion of all the doctrines about first love, broken hearts, and eternal at- tachments. Perhaps the soil was not deep, and perhaps the feeling had not struck strong roots, but when she seized it with determined hand, out it came, and left her heart-whole. The patriotic excitement of the time served to fill the void, and she grandly flattered herself to have substi- tuted love of country for love of a man. So the bands plaj-ed, and the flags waved, and the people shouted, as the regi- Differences. 205 ments marched to the dei)ot. And away they went en 7'ouie for the National Cap- ital. Welland was accompanied by the negro boy Ned, who had become greatly attached to him. When they arrived in Washing- ton, and got settled in barracks, he was occupied at all hours in drilling not only his own company, but also every other in the regiment. This was not all. There were not a few of his fellow officers who needed the same teaching, and to them he administered it in private as well as possi- ble. He had been residing for two weeks in camp when, together with a pleasant letter from Reichenau, he received another from Sharp. With great delight he retired, and after glancing over the ifirst missive put it away, and prepared for reading the sec- ond. A chair w-as drawn to the window, and a cigar lighted. Ned pulled off his mas- ter's boots and substituted slippers. Then Welland leaned back, and placing his feet on another chair, reflectively looked at the letter. Slowly he called up in his mind the dapper little figure of the writer, with his sharp looks and kind smile ; then the pine woods and their long green aisles ; then Antoniaon her gray pony; and fin- ished by drawing the little book she had given him from a pocket inside his vest, and fervently kissing it. 296 Differences. At last he was in a proper frame of mind, and opened the letter. It ran thus : "My dear young friexd: — I am afraid the world is turning craz3'. I look about with astonishment, and can scarce recog- nize in our neighbors the people I have known so long. There is not a soul in Clai- borne County thinks about setting out the crops ; not a man has gone to work. All they talk of is secession, liberty and fight- ing, and other nonsense of this kind. The women are the worst. They jabber twenty times more than they ever did, and neglect their houses to pull lint and embroider flags, and above all, to see the soldiers. Every man is a soldier now, and the mis- erable canaille, instead of being content to leave tomfoolery to the planters, and try to earn an honest living, also spend their time in drilling and marching, and swear 'they'll bust up the North.' The very nig- gers are beyond management, and I am sick of my life, in trj'ing to get the Spring work done at Pineland. Of course, there being such a fuss about Northern people, all our Yankee overseers had to leave us, and those w^ere the only ones worth any thing. The Southern men I am able to get want high salaries, and are otf half the time, in the service of the country, they say. As if the service of the country would make the corn grow ! But I dare not say what I think about these things, in fear for life and limb. People are very rough, and there is no protection for a peaceable citi- zen. So I must even howl with the wolves. " There has been great rejoicing, and the most abominable firing of cannon over the secession act of the State. It was impossi- ble to go through the streets of Sycamore without risking one's life. Men, boys, and even children handled and discharged fi.re- Differences. 297 nrms of all kinds. I never was afraid of a French gun. But these American pistols and ritles are so unsafe, that one can't tell ^yhen thev will go off, and in which direc- tion they'll shoot. Besides, they have the agreeable liiculty of exploding occasion- ally, "I don't know why they are going to fight. It they had a king to drive awaj^ there would be some sense in it. Or if they bad a man tit to be made emperor. But as It IS, they are spending their monev in vam, and money enough it will cost, I as- sure you. "Our fomily is as bad as the rest. Mrs. Goldman is the only sensible person in the bouse. The others are downright crazy It It were only the children, I should ex- cuse them on account of their yoirth. As for Mr. Goldman, I could excuse him also, on account of his sinful indulgence in every Avhim of the spoiled voung ones. But think my dear friend, Madame la Generale' a lady ot the highest rank, of infinite ex- perience and lofty mind; a lady that has associated with kings and emperors, one of the best patience and r/iombre players in the world— Madame la Generale is crazy as well as the rest. She insists that Charley shall go into battles, and shoot oft' guns and fight with men, and get killed. And she says that he must win laurels. Why must he win laurels ? Who wants laurels? VV h at are they worth ? What shall he do with them, after he has got them ? Give me one sound reason for this absurd de- mand, and I will not say another word When they talk of gloire in France, I can understand. It means the legio7i cChonneur. That's something. When vou wear it in your buttonhole, people pull off their hats and the maire and genscVarmes are polite to you. But here in America? Nonsense. Madame encourages Charley, all she can 298 Differences. and to her it will be owing, if a misfortune happens. ''Antonia is no better. She has been embroideriug flags, and presenting them; she has pulled all the old rags in the house to pieces for lint, so, that one could not ap- proach her without getting one's clothes full of white threads. That however, has not prevented Mr. Tourtelotte, who is a Colonel now — isn't it ridiculous — from sit- ting with her and very near her too, when- ever he has leisure, which is all the time the soldiers are not drilling. He is the cra- ziest of all. But he knows why. There are debts and mortgages on his estate more than he can ever pay off, and they are all owned by Northern men. It pays for him to be crazy. It's a cheap way of paying debts. He has been very smart in this. But why should we be so? We have no debts or mortgages. Our lands and our crops belong to no Northern men. God knows ! "And now I must communicate a queer change in my little Antonia. She pro- claims herself to be a Southern woman, and enters into all the warlike and politi- cal tantrums with feverish excitement. In connection with this. Colonel Tourtelotte occupies a high place in her esteem, and does all he can to augment the violence of her anti-Northern opinions. Charley, who is a friend and devoted admirer of Tourte- lotte, must have inclined Antonia in his favor, and perhaps cried you down to her. I have several times endeavored to get him to speak of you, but in vain. He says that his acquaintance is so slight that he knows almost nothing of you. Antonia has spo- ken of you once and then with ceverity, and forbidden me ever mentioning the subject again. Notwithstanding, I have tried to get at the cause of this change, but unsuccessfully. She will not speak of you, or hear any thing said about you. 1:HX^ Differences. 299 ♦* My dear young friend, this turn has grieved me much. I don't know whether the fault is yours. I do not believe it is. But there seems little chance of settiu" matters right at present. I will risk the utmost to keen Antonia from taking an ir- remediable step, before you have had am- ple opportunity to clenr up the doubts, that seem to have crept between vou two. But that is all I can do. My plans were well liiid, my calculations correctly made, and all would have been brought to a satisfac- tory issue, had not this crazv nation taken it into its head to rebel, or reVolutionize, or at any rate set an excitement on foot, which an honest man could not calculate on. God grant that this state of affairs mav not last long, and then do not lose any tim^ein com- mg to Pineland. I have some difficulty in lorwarding this letter, and do not know when I will be able to hear from you. But write as soon as there is a reasonable chance of the letter reaching me. With great regard, lam Your friend and Obd't Serv't, Sellington Sharp." Welland was greatly perplexed by the contents of this epistle. He held the cigar in his hand until it had gone out, and then angrily threw it away. "Oh women, women," he cried, "the same all the world over ! Out of sight, out of mind. What if I had acted thus? But no— I am a man. I will hold to my troth until Antonia herself tells me that I must not think of her any more. Oh God !" and he laid his head back upon the chair, and tortured himself with all sorts of fanciful pictures, in which a young lady in a blue habit was carried oflf by a black-haired Creole, while he himself, killed in battle. 300 Differences. ■was carried to the grave to the mournful sound of muffled drums. Ned appeared. It seems that Welland's instructions had been of sonip service, for the negro boy could read a little. He had spelled out the postmark of the letter be- fore Welland's return, and knew it came from Tennessee. Accordingly he was full of expectation. When Welland remained silent, Ned took heart of grace, and asked : " Pleard from Massa Sharp, sir?" The young man turned impatiently, and said with forced composure : " Yes, Xed. He is well." " Don't he write nothing about me, sii*?" " Nothing, my bo3% Have you cleaned my sword?" "Bright as a tin pan. Don't he Avrite about the family, sir? Nothing at all?" •' Yes. He says they are well. Oet my dress uniform ready." " All ready, sir. Don't he speak of the ladies, sir?" "Yes. They are well. That button is loose, Ned." " I'll sow it on in a minute. What ladies do he write about, sir?" he continued while at work fastening the button. " All of them. You are sowing it on too high." " Just where the old button was. Do he write of the colored ladies?" " Of who?" asked Wellaud in great sur- prise. Differences. 301 "Of the colored ladies? Those that live in the house." "Nothing about them, Ned. Now give me my cap and gloves." Ned turned up his eyes, and heaved a deep sigh. " She have forgotten me, sir." "Ah?" and Well and smiled involunta- rily. *' Is she pretty ?" " She's the beautifullest saddle colored girl in the country, sir. And she have for- gotten me entirely!" " Well, don't forget to hand me my cap and gloves." The lieutenant left, Ned closed the tent, and then danced a jig to get rid of his rage. The way he pounded the floor, and struck out his elbows, would have made his for- tune in any New England minstrel troupe. It relieved him. He shook his tists at sev- eral imaginary gentlemen of color, whom he suspected of having supplanted him, and then being disturbed by the entrance of the wash-woman, began a flirtation with her over Welland's towels and collars, and consented to overlook the absence ot a handkerchief, in consideration of a kiss to be delivered there and then, which agree- ment was at once carried out to the satis- faction of the contracting parties. 302 Differences. CHAPTER XXXIII. Nearly sixteen months had passed. — Bull Run had been fought, and McClellan summoned. The three hundred thousand had marched to Washington. The Virginia mud had been cried down in all the forms of old and new anathemas, while the army was organized and drilled, wait- ing for its subsidence. At last they were embarked and landed at Yorktown, and that brilliantly conceived campaign opened, which failed in the end for want of sufficient support from home. Failed, when within the reach of success, by the rivalry or faint-heartedness of comrades and home officers, and the chivalrous leader was forced to turn back, to save the remnants of his army. Then the mad ca- reer of Pope began and ended, all in a few weeks. The great Virginia General neg- lected not to reap the fruits of his suc- cesses, but led his columns Xorth, into the fields of Maryland and Pennsj'lvania. A popular uprising in the former State was expected. But in vain. With the recall of McClellan, who gathered the fragments of the decimated Peninsular army, and the beaten battalions of Pope around him, the retreat of Lee began. On every road the Union army pressed forward. Horse, foot, and artillery they hurried on from jDoint to point toward that field of glory, where so many were to close their eyes for ever. Maryland seemed enveloped in the coils of Differences. 303 a huge serpent, as the continuous columns of dark blue crept forward on her highways. And at last they reached the hills in the North. Several spurs had been crossed in the rich September sunlight, while the shining fields, the silvery springs, and the hazy mountains, woke home feelings in every breast. Frederick City was entered, and the tail of the Southern army trodden on. Onward to Middletown! And now we are at Turner's Gap, which Longsireet holds and means to defend. Among those, who on that afternoon hur- ried forward to engage in the combat, was Rodman's division of the 9th Army Corps. This corps had come up from Newbern, then rested at Fredericksburg, and was in a far better condition than many others. They had been ordered to the front. Gen. Rodman with his staff rode in advance of the division. He was conversing with Welland, now a major of a New York regi- ment, on staff duty with him as Assistant Inspector General. They were ordered to send one brigade to the left, and themselves guide the other to a ridge on the extreme right, where Benjamin's battery held a loud conversation with the enemy's guns. Concealed in the woods, they supported this battery. The South Mountain range at this point is about a thousand feet above the level of the surrounding country. The irregular and tortuous gap which divides it for over half the height, is still four hundred feet 304 Differences. higher than the plains. The highway from Middletovvn passes through this gap. On one side, there rises a boldly-swelling ridge, on the other, two smaller ridges di- vided by a narrow strip of low land. The character of the whole is irregular and rockj'^, and the county road, as well as two country roads passing over the smaller ridges, is frequently'' bordered by low walls of stone. One must have been in the mountainous and rocky parts of our country to appreci- ate those stone walls. The materials are found on the spot. The farmer clears his field of flint and bowlders, and heaps them up around it in the shape of a rough wall. The dust flies, the rain falls, the butterflies and birds carry seed, and in time parasite plants spring up that cement the materials, and with a hundred vegetable arms bind each bowlder to its neighbors. The struc- ture is exceedingly firm, yet full of loop- holes, that permit the glance of an eye as well as the barrel of a gun to pass through. We have mentioned that the road was bor- dered by these. But we must not forget to say that they, in many cases, ran between fields, and traversed the land in every di- rection. The enemy had taken position in the pass. His batteries enfiladed the county road. Every ridge was loud with the boom of his cannon and the rattle of his mus- ketry. Cavalry was out of the question. But for artillery and infantry this was a proper Differences. 305 battle field. General Rodman detached his first brigade and sent it to the right. Wel- land guided it to the proper command- er, and then returned to the ridge, where the second brigade was just taking a cov- ered position in the w^oods, and from the crest of which Benjamin's guns kept up an enfilading fire. The resistance of the en- emy at this point was very strong. They had posted a brigade behind one of these stone walls, where the artillery could not reach them, and from which bullets re- bounded without effect. All the afternoon the efibrts to dislodge them were unavail- ing. Several regiments had tried, and been repulsed with loss. In addition to the other advantages of this position, there was a rocky depression or gorge on the federal side of this stone wall, which made a bayo- net charge if not impossible, at least highly hazardous. The points of this position were so clear, that the troops if not positively discour- aged, at least began to regard it as impos- sible to carry the ridge from that side. They commenced to seek cover, and fire at the enemy whenever it was perceived that a head rose above the upper periphery of the stone wall. But these few shots were worse than useless. They did not even prevent the Southern sharpshooters from picking ofl" our artillery men. And thus the afternoon waned. It was evident however that the position must be taken. This ridge commanded 20 306 Differences. the next, both commanded the highwaj^ through the Gap, and the lofty crest on the other side could not be held without pos- session of these. So a new advance was ordered, and new troops came to make it. Among these was a western regiment. A regiment that had been formed about a month before in the agricultural districts of Michigan. A regiment that had not been drilled much, or possessed much knowl- edge of tactics and the manual of arms. A regiment that did not keep a very clean, soldierly appearance, or practised that per- fect subordination and regard for military rank which some of our eastern regiments prided themselves on. In short, a regiment of rough, hearty, courageous western men, with sinews of steel and hearts of iron, with spare long-limbed bodies and sun- burnt faces, that knew what they were ex- X^ected to do, and could handle their mus- kets as the hunter of the prairies can han- dle his rifle. The aid-de-camp who directed this regi- ment, and the New York troops following it, was struck by a bullet as they emerged from the cover of the woods. At the Gen- eral's suggestion, Welland took his place. Forward, march ! Not by quickstep, but slowly they advance, their guns at ready, and their eyes upon the stone w^all. They come on, reserving their fire. Through the crevices of the rocky barrier, flash the guns of the enemy. Here a shot, and there a shot. Here a bullet, and there a bullet. Differences. 307 Here a dead comrade, and there a wounded one. No matter. Slowly, composedlj^ and without halt for dead or wounded, their muskets read^^ sighted, and their eyes on the stone wall, they still advance. Now they are at close range. A yell rings through the air. Simultaneously the whole rebel line arises, and a perfect sheet of fire sweeps across the gorge, and is returned at the same moment. A shiver passes through the regiment. For a moment it hesitates, then again advances. The flag has chang- ed hands. He who first bore it, now bears palms above. The front line has changed, and its fragments follow the rear line as best they might. Still onward ! Just then it becomes evident that the former manoeuver will be repeated, and in the long run, notwithstanding quick aim and ready fire, the Michigan men will have the worst of it. Accordingly the word is passed : *' Fire as soon as you see their caps." And well thej'- do it. Another yell, another leaping up of butternut suits, and the fire from our valiant westerners flashes in a long line over the crest of the stone wall, and every bullet has found its mark, ere it can be returned. Again and again. Over the rocky fragments, and the entrapping holes in the gorge, still onward, not quickly, but in slow time, and full of deliberation. At last they are at the wall. Now yell, brave soldiers ! Over in hot haste ! With mighty leaps they clear it. The muskets become clubs. The men are 20* 308 Differences. tigers. They bound upon the flying- rebels, and rend them. The New York Highland- ers come up. A tremendous fire dislodges the enemy, who tries to make a stand against the fragments of the Michigan regi- ment. They retreat, they fly. The ridge is ours ! Almostsirazy with excitement the Michigan men try to follow, and it is with diflficulty they are restrained. One third of the regiment is dead or wounded on one side ot the stone wall, and three hundred of the enemy lie on the other, every one shot through the head. A battery is brought up. It clears the next ridge. The pass is enfiladed. A charge sweeps back the columns of Long- street from a position which has become untenable. The ninth corps presses for- ward;over the dead body of Reno they wrest the palm of victory from the reluctant hand of the Southern leader, and the pass and battle of South Mountain are won. And where has Welland been during this time? Leading that gallant Michigan regiment — the 17th — until his horse was shot under him. Then he extricated him- self, and as well as his bruises would al- low, moved forward with a few, that had straggled, and posted them on the road to the right of the stone wall. More stragglers gathered, and all were put in such a posi- tion that they could command the road. The wisdom of this arrangement, to guard the position already gained, was immedi- ately evident. A bugle sounded, and a Differences. 309 company of the enemy's cjavalry galloped up the road to make a diversion in favor of their infantry, who had not yet given way to the New York 79th. They were allowed to approach ; then Welland commanded ** Fire ! ' The firing was not very accurate or efficient. Still it proved sufficient to in- timidate the cavalry. They halted, and the bugler gave the signal for " Wheel to the right ! March !" They turned and gal- loped off. Yet not all. Two remained on the field. One was a bugler, who lay dy- ing on the roadside, while his horse w^hin- nied over him. The other was a Colonel. His right rein had broken while violently pulling his horse about, and the motion sent the animal in a direction opposite from that intended. Before he recovered, the horse had carried him into Welland's line, and several guns were levelled at him. With a sweep of his sabre he beat them down, but could not turn his horse. He would have been a dead man had not Wel- land commanded his men not to fire. " You are ajjrisoner, Colonel Tourtelotte. Dismount!" Tourtelotte dismounted, and said, laugh- ing: " The fortune of war. Major Welland. I thank you for sparing my life." "I was returning a favor, sir. You did as much for me." ** Wo may call quits then," and the Southern Colonel followed his escort to the rear. ■]10 Differences. Welland held his position till late in the evening. But the point was not ag;ain at- tacked. He stepped up to the poor bugler, who lay with closed eyes, breathing heav- il3\ A bullet had passed through his chest. " Can I do any thing for you?" he asked. The man groaned. "Are the Yankees whipped ?" he inquired in a low voice, and with difficulty. " Tell me that." "They don't happen to be just now, my friend, I guess," said one of the men who had gathered around. '* The whipping's on the other side of the house." The dying man opened his eyes. " Never mind," he said, with more vigor, '•' the South'll prevail anyhow. God is with us Welland interfered. *' Have you any message for your friends ?" he asked, kind- ly. " I will take charge of it." " You don't catch me," returned the bu- gler. " You want me to give j^ou my love letters, and publish them in your infernal Northern papers. Xo, you don't." " Very well," returned the major. " Do as you think best." After a while the man handed Welland a small packet, and looking beseechingly at him, said : "Don't publish these. Send them to their address, and you may have my mare. I have raised her from a colt," " I'll attend to it. Your mare belongs to the Government," said Welland. Pocket- Differences. 311 ing the parcel of letters, he mounted her, nevertheless. " Take him to a surgeon," he ordered. But it was iinuecessary. He died before they could lift him up. Welland now galloped back to Gen. Rod- man, whom he found very nervous. *' Where's the 1th Rhode Island ? Where's the 4th Rhode Island?" asked the General. '* I can't tind the 4th Rhode Island." Welland accompanied him in his search. The crest whereon Benjamin's battery was placed was densely wooded, and cut up by innumerable paths that crossed and re- crossed each other, so that it was exceed- ingly difficult to follow any direction with consequence. The regiments lay concealed in the underbrush, and it had grown so dark that it was an impossibility to find them, all the more, as the strictest silence had been enjoined. Thus it happened that the General and Ixis staff suddenly emerged from the trees at the bottom of the hill, and found themselves within a few rods of a rebel line. A i>recipitate retreat again car- ried them to the crest, without being able to perceive their own brigade. People were busy there. The fev/ miser- able huts that lay in the vicinity were crowded with the wounded and the dying. A one-story house to the right of the road accommodated over fifty. Not only the house, but the front yard was crowded with them. Hospital attendants spread their rubber blankets from tree to tree to 312 Differences. keep the chilly dews off. By the light of a tallow candle, which an attendant held, a surgeon was amputating a leg, while sev- eral bloody limbs at his side testified to his past labors. It was a short man, and one of practical sense. He assembled the at- tendants, and picking out three of the vil- est looking, said : " To-morrow morning, boys, I want you to go and steal whatever you can lay hands on in the meat line, fish, flesh or fowl. Bring it here. I authorize you to do it." Then he sent others to build a fire, and went on dressing w^ounds, and administer- ing whisky or morphine, as the case dic- tated. The hours flew. It was twelve o'clock ere the army could be heard to move on. The heavy wagons with their six mule teams rolled rumblingly over the road that had witnessed such fierce fighting a few hours before. Suddenly the surgeon stepped out of his hovel hospital, and halted one of them. Asa matter of course the whole line, miles of wagons, were com- pelled to halt. " I want some coffee, sugar and hard tack out of your wagon," said the medical man, in a decided manner. " Can't give you any," w^as the return. " Don't belong to me." *' I command you to let me have them for my sick. I'll give you an order, or a re- ceipt." " Can't do it, doctor. I don't know you. If you had an order from a General — " Differences. 313 ** Very well then. By order of General Humanity I require them. I must have them, and will take them." This decided tone, together with the im- mense amount of cursing which arose from the drivers behind, who wanted to get on, decided the soldier, and he resigned a moi- ety of his load to the doctor. In conse- quence, the latter was enabled to present to his wounded a cup of strong coffee at one o'clock at night, and even treat the enemy's folks, who lay weltering in their blood scattered over the wide field, and as yet uncared for, with some of the refreshing beverage. Welland slept on the field wrapt in his overcoat, as the General and all his stafif did, and dreamt that Tourtelotte had re- turned to Tennessee, married Antonia, and was relating to her how his life had been saved by the man she had loved and for- gotten. CHAPTER XXXIV. The sun of Antietam rose. The mists of morning had not yet unveiled the rich September landscape when the boom of cannon saluted the ears of the army. Burn- side's position was on the left, and his corps remained inactive during the greater part of the forenoon. The Commander of the army, not foolhardily risking the safe- ty of the Capital and of Pennsj'lvania and :U4 Differences. Maryland on the issue of this battle, at- tacked in a manner which made failure impossible, if it precluded a complete suc- cess. It must be confessed, ho-v^ever, that this success v.-as still lessened by Burn- side's tardiness. Gen. Rodman's division -was to attack the stone bridge in Burnside's front. They were shifted about in the "woods, and un- der cover of hillocks tj) escape the enemy's- shells until the proper time had arrived for the attack. That time was eleven o'clock. Then the commander calculated that his right wing would be grappling the- left and center of the enemj-'s line, and the Oth Corps could find little opposition. Eleven struck from the v.-hite steeples of Sharpsburg, Keedysville, and Hazardville, but was not heard in the noise of battle^ One of Burnside's aids came ealloping to Gen. Rodman and ordered the advance. Welland was despatched to Harland's brig- ade with this order. Harland led his regi- ments to the creek. Gently it flowed be- tween banks covered with green turf, and shaded by njagnificent willow trees that dipped their long branches in the water. An old fashioned stone bridge of a single arch spanned the limpid stream. On the •other side the bank was low and level for about thirty feet, and then rose abruptly to a considerable height, which was cov- ered with tre«3 and bushes* The regiments •endeavored ^o ford the stream, since the bridge was &wept by guns, and defended Differences. 315 by a strong force. A gallant captain of a Connecticut regiment, seeing the men hesi- tate, leaped into the water, and with sabre and revolver advanced to the center of the creek, where the bullet of a sharpshooter pierced his body. His men dragged him ashore. Learning that his wound was mortal, he said with a smile, " This is the death I have always wished to die." The same, when the da^ after, in the last ago- nies he was forced to retch violentlj-, said to the officers surrounding his bed : " Ex- cuse me, gentlemen, but I can not help it," and died. A polished gentleman to the last. There was considerable hesitation now. The men looked for cover, and fired at the opposite shore, where no mark was per- ceptible. The enemy's sharpshooters were well concealed and picked off about two hundred men. Valuable time was lost, and when Burnside's corps should have been tugging at the rebel line on the other side, a few regiments only were firing blindly across the creek from this. A t one o'clock, however, a positive order was given to carry the bridge. Gen. Ferraro, the best dancing master in the country, ad- vanced with his brigade. Leading them forward under cover of an inequalty of ground, he charged at a full run, and with an impetuosity and vigor which swept all obstacles from before him. Two New York regiments in strong column, with bayo- nets fixed, rushed across, and the guns 316 Differences. ■which had defended the position were pres- ently in their hands, and turned against the enemy. The whole corps crossed im- mediately after. It was not long before the steep ridge was cleared, and a considerable advance made. Soon, however, Burnside's troops were forced to descend into a hollow plant- ed with corn, that lay in the range of a battery posted on the crest of the opposite slope. An attack was ordered. Regiment after regiment charged through the thick standing corn. The field was bounded above by the road, and on the further side of this road ran a stone v/all. Troops sup - porting the battery were posted behind this rural fortification. As the charging columns came near a perfect hail of bullets burst from behind this wall and cut through the corn-stalks, dropping them right and left, and with them many a brave soldier. The battery opened at short range. Pieces of railroad iron, bags of nails, and iron bars, flew through the faltering regiments, who A^avered, rallied, fell back again, ral- lied once more, and finally fled to the cover of the hollow, or behind the further ridge. An old rail fence divided this corn field from the road. Two days after fifty bullet holes were counted in a piece of one of the rails a foot in length. A small regiment from the wooden nutmeg State attempted another charge. Their colonel at the head, they passed up the slope with true con- tempt of death. Another rally, and DiPPERENCES. 317 another attack! Again beaten back. Once more, and they have the batter^^ Their colors have changed hands every few min- utes. Their ammunition is spent. Their ranks have been cut down. Can they hold it? Xot unless fresh troops support them. But where are these? Not forthcoming. The enemy makes a desperate attempt to regain the guns. Worn down with fatigue, riddled with shot, dispirited by want of support, the brave little regiment reduced to few more than a hundred men, falls back and abandons the prize. They have done all, but sacrificed the entire regiment, and all in vain. Gen. Hodmau has been carried off the field with a bullet through his chest. Wel- land watches with him that eventful night. That night, when everybody looked for a renewal of the fight in the morning. At this time the General's wound is not thought mortal, though it afterward proved to be so. It is a fine old farm house they happened upon, and well stocked, as it turns out. Welland, the first moment he was at liber- ty, rushed to the kitchen for something to eat. He found Ned in the midst of a num- ber of pots containing preserved fruit, which the negro had carried down from the garret. He was engaged on preserved strawberries, and they disappeared down his throat by the ladleful. 318 Differences. "Some meat!" cried Welland, "can't you find me some meat?" " Plenty of chickens," replied Ned. " Shall I cook some for you ?" "Yes, immediately. What is this?" he asked, lifting the lid off a pot Avbich emit- ted a savory odor. " Chickens, by the eternal gods ! AVhose are they?" " They is for the servants," replied Xed uneasily. "I can get some ready for the gentlemen in a little time." " Thank you," replied Welland, " these ^'ill do." He lifted the pot from the fire, carried it into the sitting-room, where those of the staff that remained alive and sound were congregated with some of Burnside's offi- cers. They fell over the meat like starving men. A mess-kettle of cotiee that was sent from a field hospital established in the barn, proved most grateful. They drank it from old tin cups, and champagne rose could not have tasted better. The garden in front of the house was full of Avounded and dying. With lanterns the surgeons picked their way among them, giving comfort according to their ability. Straw, and perhaps a blanket, with the knapsack for a pillow, were all the accommodations, morphine and whis- ky the chief medicines, coffee and hard bread the food. Quiet was already settling on the exhausted sufierers, when an Order- ly galloped up and said : DlFFEUENCES. 319 ''AH the wounded that can be removed must be sent back at once. Another attack is expected." Now the ambuhmces are put in motion, and the poor fellows crowded in. There is a wild cry from many not to be left in the hands of the rebels. Others again, fa- tigued to death, demand to be abandoned to their fate. They will not stir. One cap- tain, with both legs shattered, is carried by four of his men in a blanket. Another, in the act of being put on a stretcher, ex- pires. Both have just come from home. The one a professor at Amherst College, the other a prominent member of the bar in New England. At last the ambulances are gone. Silence falls upon the barn and the garden. Sleep has closed the eyes of the sufferers, and the dead stillness is only broken by the tread of the guards, or the hurried step of a Zouave chasing a chicken over the bodies of his suffering comrades. CHAPTER XXXV. Thk morning comes, and the fight is not renewed. Both armies are employed in burying their dead. A number of wound- ed lie between the outposts of the two lines suffering from hunger and thirst, which can not be assuaged. Early in the morning a chaplain has ventured among them, and become a mark for the enemy's bullets. They are abandoned in consequence. 320 Differences. Welland galloped to the spot \<'here his regiment had passed the night. The Adju- tant met him with congratulations. "The Colonel is among the killed, and the Lieutenant Colonel badly wounded. The latter will be completely disabled. So I suppose you will take charge at once." "Of course," replied Welland. "I will report these facts at Division Headquar- ters." He was ordered to take command of his regiment, and a Colonel's commission was not long in arriving, especially as Reiche- nau kept his interests in view, and failed not to urge matters at Albany whenever there seemed to be any doubt or hesitation. In a few days the army left Antietam creek, and passed to Pleasant Yalley. They lay there all through the long sunny au- tumn days, wuth the gorgeous colors just tinting the leaves, and the verdant hills inclosing them on every side. A fine road ran along the hills to the left, under mag- nificent trees, and commanding a beautiful stretch of country, which led to the Polo- mac. As one approached the river the trees grew denser and darker, and at the end between two pine-covered promonto- ries, there was a region of perpetual gloom. Immediately beyond this, the sunlight slept wonderfully sweet and bright upon the broad glassy expanse of the Potomac and its picturesque banks. Ride to the North, and on one side flows the great calm river, while on the other rise the rocky Differences. 321 battlements of Marj'land heights. Ride to the South, and the hills assume a softer character, and wear mantles of velvetty turf. Cast your glance across, and Bolivar heights with the whole ridge frown down upon the red bricks of Harper's Ferry, while the Shenandoah, like a glittering ser- pent, picks its v/ay between these steep and rocky crests. The weather was beauti- ful, and the mellow October air, M'ith its soft hazes, contributed to enhance the peaceful aspect of this most pleasant of all valleys. Colonel Tourtelotte, while passing to the rear at South Mountain, had received a slight wound. He was lingering in one of the confederate hospitals at Middletown. When Welland heard of it he determined to pay him a visit. His doubts must be cleared up, his mind set at rest. He had not heard from Sharp, or indeed from any one in Tennessee, since the receipt of that letter at Washington, which gave so fatal a blow to his hopes. He would now find out what was the state of affairs from Tourte- lotte himself. "Xed," he said, one evening, "saddle my horse at five to-morrow morning. I a'nj going to be away for a couple of days." " Yes sir. Shall I go along on the bu- gler's mare?" *'If you wish. I am going to see one of your Tennessee acquaintances." " Master Charley? I don't want him to 21 322 Differences. see me, sir. I kept hid from him in New- York, sir. Is he a prisoner?" " No ; not master Charley, but Colonel Tourtelotte." Ned's eyes twinkled, and a broad grin overspread his features. " Is master Tourtelotte a prisoner?" " He is, and wounded." " Sir, is his dog Ugly a prisoner too?" " I don't know. Are you interested in the dog, Ned?" ** I'se want to kill him. What you going to do to master Tourtelotte? Make the Union soldiers tie his hands and feet? I'se like to see him." " You will not have an opportunity. Af- ter all, you had better remain here. Re- member at five, to-morrow morning." "Wellaud had received permission for himself, his Major and a lieutenant, acting as Quartermaster, to go to Middletown. They arose at five o'clock and gathered around the breakfast table, where the cook served them with coffee and cold meats. " Griddle cakes is coming, Kurnel," re- marked that worthy to Welland. They made their appearance presently. Wheat cakes si ighty baked on a griddle. Not unsavory if eaten Avith butter or mo- lasses. Major Schonherr, j)romoted a few days ago, and consequently an entirely new member of the field and staff mess, tasted them with hesitation, and then said politely : Differences.' 323 "Colonel, please help me to another of these thunderbolts." "You are a courageous man, Major," re- plied AVelland, " to attack our Jove of the kitcheji so openl3^" *' They's so heavy because of the morn- ing dew," said the cook, gruffly. "Cakes wont rise so early in the morning, any way you can fix it." They were all three well mounted, and galloped along at a slashing rate. The mists Avere still heavy, and obscured the view. But slowly the sun pierced and riddled them with golden shafts. As they rolled up, the trees and the tall waving grain were disclosed bathed in dew, and sparkling in the light with innumerable crystal drops. The birds sang gaily, and the horses blew clouds of steam from their nostrils. Major Schonherr was a German, with a head as round as a bullet, a complexion of clear white and red, large open eyes, and short hair. There were indications of a coming moustache on his upper lip, but all efforts of nature, assisted by art, had not yet succeeded in bringing out that mascu- line ornament. It is true, the Major did considerable pulling at the feAV hairs that could be seen, and his trunli contained no less than seventeen nostrums to make the beard grow. He had trusted in all, and been disappointed bj' every one. Some men would have taken to drinking. The Major buried his despair in another pas- 324 Differences. sion. He wore the finest clothes in the corps, and compressed his waist to an im- possible size. Notwithstanding all this, he was a good and smart fellow, with the sole affectation of praising every thing German, and deprecating every thing American. Lieutenant Geo. W. Dawson was a differ- ent man. Tall, thin, dark complexioned, and black-haired, American to the back bone. A born scoffer at every thing for- eign. A little slow of comprehension, but tenacious of retaining an idea once com- prehended. Scrupulous in line manners that did not sit quite easy on him ; firm of belief and trust where his honest heart had once placed confidence; and- a lover of poetry, and especially of Tennj^sou, whom he could not always appreciate at the time, but worked out by degrees. "What a fine morning," said Dawson — Americans discuss the weather more than any other nation — " there is nothing in the world to compare with our Indian sum- mer, I believe." " Except your chimney's," replied the Major. "Insufferably hot to the face, and cold to the back. Thus we have it now. Broiling at noon and freezing at night." " You don't understand how to treat our chimneys, th'at's the difficulty. You want to sit in a warm high-backed chair, or stand with your back to the fire." "Like Mr. Pickwick," said Welland. " I wonder when we are going to move?" asked Schcnherr. " Xo General iu the Differences. 325 world could wish for better weather to fin- ish a campaign in. But tlie Americans are initiating quite a new science of war," he added, sneeringly. " I suppose they are," returned Dawson. " And one that will knock spots out of the rest of the world, if you will permit me the expression." "No doubt," laughed Schonherr. "I'll bet that fifty thousand French soldiers would finish this war in three months." " What will 30U bet ?'' " Whatever you please." " Gentlemen," said Wellaud. " How are you going to decide ?" ♦ " Write to Nap. and let him send the troops," replied Dawson. " We invite com- petition, and we'll give them a chance." " No," said Schonherr. ''Seriously speak- ing, don't you see yourself that this is not a warlike nation? The men are not sol- diers, but mechanics and farmers. The commanders are not Generals^ but lawyers, merchants, dancing-masters, and what not. Does it not seem to you that it would have been better for Corfgress to hire out the job, and get the putting d6wn of the rebel- lion done by contract ? It would have been done cheaper and quicker." "Let me tell you, Major, that we take pride in being citizens that know how to earn their living honestly in peace. If we are not able to be moved about like dead machines, as European armies are said to be, we can fight nevertheless for the main- 326 Differences. tenance of our Government, even as we fought for its establishment with the great- est power of Europe. Your remarks are a little insulting, Major." "Well sir," returned the Major, hotly. " We both wear swords. I will give you satisfaction. I'll take my straps off." "If you mean by duel, Major, permit me to say that such a proposition is ridiculous. But if you'll take your straps off and in- sult me, I'll walk into you with my two fists, with all my heart.'' "That is the way boors fight, not gentle- men," returned the other. "Will pistols suit yon?" " Xonsense," interruj)ted Welland. "Ma- jor, remember the articles of war. Slash away at the enemy, if your fighting im- pulses are so uncontrollable." He gathered his reins, and cantered away. The others followed in silence. Bye and bye they came to a 'steep place, where they were compelled to walk their horses. Conversation recommenced. " I do not deny, Lieutenant," said the Major, " that the Americans may in time become a great nation, but they hJlve much to learn yet. At present they are like an overgrown boy full of conceit, and running into all sorts of extremes."- " Xor do I deny," rejoined the other, " that the Germans may become a great na^on, but they have much to unlearn. At i^resent they are like an old man, weak- ened in consequences of former excesses." Differences. 327 "Weakened? Xo, Lieutenant. Look at Germany ! In art, science, poetry and civilization the first nation on the face of the earth ! There is nothing in which it does not excel." "Beer, especially," replied the other, ".Not so?" "Yes, beer. That beverage which is the only one that will teach you Americans moderation in drink. You do not under- stand the art of drinking. You step up to a bar, swallow a number of glasses of -whiskey, and then go to roll in the gutter. You can not drink, and remain sober." " We are not seasoned, as you are, who imbibe with your mother's milk." " No, you are not capable of restraining yourselves. Consequently, a few of the better minded, acknowledging this inca- pacity, join temperance societies, and by keeping awaj^ from all manner of liquor, succeed in escaping the fate of drunkards. That is the reason." " You seem to have investigated the mat- ter." "I have. It is your unnatural endeavor to hurry through life, that lies at the bottom of all. You w^ant to save time, and swal- low hastily and too much. Time saved at the bar is spent in the gutter." " What has that to do with beer. Major." " Beer will reform you. One can't drink enough to intoxicate, and drink it quick, unless one is a beast altogether, and such will get drunk any way." 328 Differences. They arrived in the neighborhood of An- tietam battle field, and Welland thought of stopping at the house where General Hod- man had died, to get a draught of water and a slight lunch. Mr. Roebuck, the proprietor, was very happ3^ to see them. He was a sturdy Ma- ryland farmer, with sharp eyes, and a face tanned the color of leather. He called the girls, and the officers were served with what is called in the west "a square meal," consisting of meat, eggs, and cold beans. Cider was also set before them, and pies, accompanied by the inevitable " hunks" of damp cheese. They ate of exerj thing with great relish; but neither Welland nor Schonherr would touch the pies, notwithstanding the solici- tations of the young ladies, who had made them. Welland simply refused, but Schon- herr said v.ith energy : " I want to live a little longer ; so I never eat pies. I consider piecrust a deadlj^ poi- son. It is slow, but sure.' And it has the disadvantage of putting a man through all the tortures of dyspejDsia, ere it kills him. If I want to commit suicide I'll take opium. No, ladies, ofler pies to Americans, but not to civilized creatures." When they came out, Mr. Roebuck fol- lowed them. " Colonel," he said to Welland, "you've no objection to do the just thing, you know ?" *' None in the world," Welland replied. " What can I do for you, my dear sir?" Differences. 329 *' Just to sign a little paper, you know. It wont take you a minute." " AVhat sort of a pajjer? I must know the contents first." " 'Tvvould take too long to read it over, and you want to be going j^ou know. So you can just sign it now. I am an honest man, 3'ou know." " I don't care how honest j'ou are, sir. I can't attach mj^ signature to any paper un- less T am acquainted with the contents." " 'Twould take too long to read it. I don't think jou have time now, Colonel. I thought you'd do the just thing, you know." *' Lsave it to another time then." ''No. I've got to have it now. I'll tell you what is in it, you know." " Very Avell," and the officers sat down once more. "Well, 5^ou see," said Roebuck, putting himself into position, " you know that they started a hospital in my house, and took whatever they could lay hands on you know, you know. Don't you?" " Yes. They started a hospital here." " And, those New Yorkers, with the red caps, put their camp into my garden you know, and all the chickens that w-as left by the hospital they caught and killed, yoti know, and marchedoff with those chickens stuck on their bayonets. I wouldn't be- grudge any thing to the wounded. Colonel, but when healthj- men steals your chick- ens, you know, yoti ought to have indem- 330 Differences. iiity from Government. That's what's in the paper, you know." " I'll certify to that," said Welland. " Is that all." " Not exactly. There was three hundred chickens, you know, r.nd twenty-five eggs which hens was a ha' N C E S . " He is in that condition when a hair may turn the scales. He has been running down; but then his will is relaxed, he makes no effort, he does not try to get well. Considering all this, and the fact that if his nervous jDower was roused, it might save his life, I have consented that you should see him, if you yourself decide for it." " Thank you, father, thank you !" "You will see him, then? Have you considered?" " I have considered that I may save the life of a brave man." " And imperil the reputation of a pretty girl." " I don't care for the scandal-mongers. Do you? Aunt Mag goes with me, of course." "Of course. But there is another j^oint. Is it right to awaken hopes, which after- ward you may be compelled to disap- point?" " Don't inquire, father. Let matters take their course. I will order the carriage for eleven. Good morning." And with a radiant face, she kissed him, and ran up-stairs. He was puzzled and pleased. In truth, he had Ifpirned much of Charles Goldman in the last few days, and not only respected, but liked him. The latter feeling was augmented by his peculiar position, with no friend near him but Mr. Reichenau, who, in a measure, considered himself now the sole protector Differences. 391 of the young man. He knew enough of the circumstances of the Goldman family, to feel easy on the score of fortune, and so he determined to let things take their course, and even help them along if neces- sary. His constantly increasing desire to have a son-in-law who would be a reliable hefp to him in business, and whose pres- ence would at once brighten the now quiet mansion on Fifth Avenue, had much to do with his decision. At eleven o'clock, aunt Margaret, who, after a stormy address by her niece, had surrendered the point of etiquette and prom- ised to accompany her, appeared in the parlor, ready to go out. Emma joined her there, and both ladies entered the carriage, and were driven to the C Hotel. Thej- sent their cards up, and waited, aunt Mar- garet in nervous agitation, and Emma in a state of excitement that she could not mas- ter. Her face turned all manner of colors. Her eyes were brilliantly joyful at one mo- ment, and cast down the next. In vain she tried to prescribe some rule for her conduct toward Charles. It was impossi- ble to control her thoughts. The maid returned, and conducted them to Charles' room. Aunt Margaret entered first, and passing through the sitting-room stepped up to the bed, and said : " My poor dear friend !" Emma followed her, and in a moment they were face to face. There he lay with his white transparent 392 Differences. face; bis large burning e^-es were fixed upon ber, as if bis life bung upon tbat gaze. Tbe man sbe bad rejected. Wbom she had thought an efifeminate dandy. And tbe ugly wound, but lightly concealed by tbe bandkercbief thrown over it, seemed to cry out and ask, as be bad once done: " Have you no heart?" "I am deeply grateful for your kind- ness," said Charles at last, in tbat low thrilling voice which penetrates tbe heart. "I sball tbe less regret to die a stranger in a strange land." " To die !" said aunt Margaret. " Let us bope tbat it is not so bad. You are young. You must make an effort." " Why ?" said Charles. " I have nothing to live for except mj'- country, and sbe will find abler defenders." "You are speaking sinful words," re- turned tbe old lady. *' You bave much to live for. What a fine view of the park," sbe continued, stepping to tbe window, and looking out. Tbe young people were left alone, or as good as alone. Emma bad been unable to articulate a syllable. Sbe was deeply touched by tbe looks of Charles, wbom sbe recollected, brigbt, brilliant, and overflow- ing with bealtb and vitality. As be gazed at ber witb those large spectral eyes in wbose deptbs tbe burning love of tbe man found expression, ber tender pity gave way to emotions more tumultuous. She felt tbat joyous tbrob, which seems tbe es- Differences. 393 senceofall the glories of life, and which only the presence of a lover can awaken in a maiden's bosom, or the sight of the be- loved in that of man. Impulsive as ever, she seized his hand, and cried: "Charles, forgive me !" "Forgive you! Emma — ," and his eyes grew troubled. " You have done me no wrong. And had you, this kindness would atone for it all. Pardon me," and he pressed her hand to his white lips. " Charles, I have thought often of you. When you saw me last I was a rash, in- considerate girl, that did not know her own heart. I have changed since then. I am a woman now, and oh, Charles, I feel that I have not acted right toward you." " Emma, for God's sake, do not tell me now, when life is ebbing away, that there was happiness in store lor me yet ! Emma, say it is not so!" She bowed her head, and wept bitterly. " Yet, tell me ! Let me die happy ! Had I lived, could you have loved me, Emma? dear girl, tell me ; speak !" Instead of any reply whatever, she wound her arms around his neck and kiss- ed him passionately, while the tears from her eyes trickled over his face. His arms closed around her, and for a moment there was an unbroken silence in the room. From without, the rustle of the trees in the summer wind, and the low thrilling call of the female birds could be heard. Aunt Margaret turned and saw that passionate 394 Differences. embrace, saw the commingling of tbe sunny hair with the black. She approach- ed softly. At that moment, Charles' arms relaxed and dropped at his side. Emma raised her face, and gave one look, then leaped up wildly, and cried : *' He is dead, he is dead !" CHAPTER XLII. He was not dead, he had only fainted. Moses Useful appeared on the scene with restoratives, and in a short time Charles opened his eyes, and faintly attempted to seize the hand of the sobbing girl at his bedside. But now aunt Margaret inter- fered, and said : '' We are doing j-ou harm, Mr. Goldman. Good b\^e. If you behave well, we will re- turn soon." Without much further ado she led Emma off, and drawing that young lady's veil over her face, managed to get her into the carriage, without other manifesta- tions of hysterics than a violent trembling. The coachman was ordered to drive home. "A fine morning's work, child, I am afraid the poor fellow wont get over it. It was highly imprudent in me to let you talk to him," she said. " Not at all, aunt," replied Emma, " I feel sure now that he will recover. But oh, I can't tell you how I felt when I thought him dead." DiPFERKNCES. 395 '* Your partiality has arisen quite sud- denly, child." "As these things do. I feel like a chang- ed being. At first I experienced great pity for h m. Then I yearned to comfort him. When I thought he was dying, I put ap- pearances aside. And when he kissed nie the spell was complete. It tilled me with love." *• Emma, I will not hear such unmaiden- ly sentiments. I request that you remem- ber the respect due to me, if you are deter- mined to forget yourself. You are in a state of exaltation." " I am, aunt, and I care not to hide it. Dear aunty, 1 must talk to some one. Don't forbid me, please." " But Emma, how often have I urged that you practice the necessary self-con- trol ? It is the garment with which we cover the nakedness of our sentiments, not only to hide them from the world's gaze, but also protect them from its attacks." " But I don't care for the world just now. I am happy." " You were always romantic, and j^our father did all he could to encourage your fantastic notions. I wash my hands of this affair." " The De Wolfs are stopping at our door. Shall I have the carriage turn ?" ** No, they have seen us." The vehicle proceeded, and Mrs. and Miss DeWolf were encountered, and taken in. Aunt Margaret was rather pleased to 396 Differences. meet them at this moment. Several of their circle were guests at the C Hotel, and she was aware that their visit to Charles had been noticed. So like a good matadore, she determined to take the bull by the horns. The party were scarce seated in the parlor, when, w ith great liveliness, she said to the elder lady: " Where do you think we have been, ma'am ? Guess." " How can I?" replied the other. *' Per- haps with Miss Canfield, the bride. Have you seen the diamond set Mr. Gray gave her?" " No, we have not been there. Have we, Emma?" Emma was confused. She did not ap- preciate the tactics ot her aunt. So she murmured an indistinct negative. " I am sure I can not guess. Can you Amanda? Do tell us." " Well, my dear friend, we have been to see a gentleman." "What? visited a gentleman?" cried Mrs. DeWolf. " His wife, you mean." " No. For he has no wife. Actually, has no wife." "A single gentleman !" exclaimed Aman- da. " Then it was at an early picnic or breakfast party, and some ladymaternized it. Who could it have been. I haven't heard of the affair." ♦' Neither picnic, nor breakfast," replied aunt Mag. " A simple morning visit to an unmarried gentleman at his own rooms. Differences. 397 Isn't it horrid ! And of all things in the world, we found him in bed." Mrs. DeWolf grew very serious. But Amanda said laughingly : ** Now I understand ; some old bachelor relative at the point of death, who is going to leave you unnumbered thousands." *' No indeed. Aunt is teasmg you," said Emma. "We went to see Mr. Charles Goldman at the C Hotel, where he is wounded and a prisoner." "What!" cried both ladies. And Mrs. DeWoif added frigidly: "You must take a great interest in the young gentleman." " We do," replied Emma. " Aunt Mar- garet has always felt maternally disposed toward him, and when she insisted on go- ing, I offered to accompany her, to save the proprieties. Wasn't that right ?" " People have different opinions regard- ing these things, and it is best not to dis- cuss such differences," replied Mrs. DeWolf with reserve. " But we are really making quite a stay, when I only called to bid you good morning. Now come to see me soon. I suppose you will have some news to com- municate when you see me next." And the ladies took their departure. " That is the Avay the world will judge of it, Emma," said aunt Margaret, looking after the DeWolf carriage. " I do not care. If that girl had known Charles was in town, she would have come to see him, mother or the young lady, haughtily. 39S Differences. And thus it was. Miss DeAVolf was full of bitter regrets. Wounded and a prisoner, helpless and deserted in New York. What a chance for a lady merciful to step in and win his heart. How romantic, to take care of him all in secret, nurse him, per- haps save his life, and when people got to talk about it, appear as the bride of the wealthy and handsome Southerner, whose bravery was the general theme ! But now Emma had done all that, and she must be punished for it. Breathing revenge, the two ladies continued their calls, and at each house, told a longer and more mirac- ulous story of Emma's indiscretion, and the perfect impropriety ot sanctioning such a thing, as her aunt seemed to do. In the meanwhile, Charles lay on his couch, recovering from the effects of the shock, which too much joy had occasioned. Ho was very weak, and he seemed to him- self light as a feather. The rustle of the trees fell on his ear with a dreamy sound, and the varying lights and shades as thej' swept to and fro, with each breath of the wind, seemed to carry him with them, like the waves of a sea. When he closed his eyes, delightful visions dawned on him. Beseemed tioating in the blue empyrean, with the clouds below him spreading their masses of scarlet, purple and gold, and the stars revolving on either hand in luminous circles. Far below, hung the burning sun and the pale moon ; still lower, was the earth, w^ith the vast sea and lofty moun- Differences. 399 tains. He could hear the music of the spheres, and the voice of the planets, as they praised the Lord. And he gently floated away, rocked as if on summer waves, and drifted, drifted into the Infin- ite, where sight and hearing ceased, and the only consciousness of existence was in- • tense joy that filled the soul, and over- flowed. Moses Useful could not enter into these spiritual delights. He roused Charles from his dreams of glory to a reality that con- sisted of tea and a soft-boiled egg. Nor did the young man neglect to do justice to them. And then he relapsed into visions. Embarked on a boat of silver, he floated down a broad river. Balmy breezes fan- ned his silken sails. On either side, lofty palms waved their broad-leaved crests, and wondrous flowers nodded over the rushing water. But from the bosom of the river arose the Lotos, that mysterious lily, whose form is the essence of grace, and whose perfume intoxicates the mariner. They rose higher and higher M'ith their crystal petals, and seemed to crowd around him, and breathe upon him with warm passion- ate breaths, until' they took away his own, and the excess of pleasure became pain. Again Moses Useful appeared with a bit of steak, and some brandy and water. Charles partook once more, and relapsed again. A desert spread around him. The immense space was yellow sand, bright and merciless, burning in the rays of the 400 Differences. sun. The sky was glowing as if of red-hot copper. The earth was dry as if of molten brass. No cloud, no vegetation. The eye lost itself in the contemplation of the sky and the sand. Then he seemed to fly on broad wings over this desert, striving to reach the end, yet never seeing it. On and on, and yet far as the eye could see, burn- ' ing desert. Moses Useful interfered with some cool- ing lemonade. In the afternoon, Charles slept, and to- ward evening Mr. Reichenau called as usual. "You have saved my life," said Charles, taking his hand. ''Will you consent to make it happy?" "Have matters gone so far?" asked the merchant. Charles blushed. " Emma has been here," he said, " and I have reason to be- lieve that she is not indifferent to me." " Get well, first of all," said Mr. Reiche- nau, " and then we will discuss this aflfair further." So the young man had no reason to an- ticipate serious objections on the father's side. He took the proffered advice, and got well rapidly. Moses Useful fed him to an enormous extent. And the quiet loca- tion of the hotel favored a great deal of sleep. But if a man does not get well be- tween hearty eating and sound sleep, with a doctor who gives him no medicines, and friends that do not bother him with visits, Differences. 401 when, in the name of heaven, is he to get well? Oh, those happy days of convalescence ! Every now and then sweet fruit or delica- cies arrived from the Reichenau ladies. Then Merrins stepped in and amused the patient with his budget of news, and his own selfish comments. In the latter part of the afternoon fell Mr. Reichenau's yisit, who would say laughingly, that he came to assure himself of Charles safety, as he had gone bail for him. The wound closed up. A harrassing cough, that had troubled the patient at times, also disappeared. He gained in strength, and in spirits. But a couple of weeks had passed since Emma's visit, and he already ventured down- stairs, leaning upon the arm of Moses Useful, and en- deavored to eat a dinner at the table of the hotel. One sunny afternoon the Reichenau carriage waited in front of the hotel. Many stopped to take a look at it, and others waited to see who it was sent for. Charles came down, his sea-blue eyes bright with the fire of returning health, a flush pale as a rose leaf on his thin cheek, and his long golden hair waving around a face that had been spiritualized by the refining influ- ences of sickness. He wore the gray uni- form, with golden chevrons wandering up the sleeves, and a narrow binding of scar- let relieving the color. Moses Useful sup- ported him on one side, while a cane gave he requisite steadiness to the other. Thus, 26 402 Differences. he reached the carriage, and was seated on the soft cushions, especially arranged for him. It was quite a drive they took him, far out into the blooming country, where all nature seemed to throb with the life of spring in its full glory. He had never be- fore taken such exquisite delight in the simple productions of the fields as now. For he returned from the portals of death, and felt as if he must welcome each flower and rejoice with it, over the new lease of life granted him. The meadows were very green. Like golden stars the dandelions waved on light tubular stems. They did not stand singly, but in masses. Light flocks of buttercups hovered on the banks. The trees shook themselves airily. The clouds seemed playing »t bo-peep. The world was so pleasant, that it seemed to Charles as if he never could contentedly depart from it, and it Mas impossible to understand his feelings of a fcAV weeks ago. The carriage stopped at Mr. Reichenau's mansion, Charles was helped out, and into the house. He had been asked to dinner. The ladies awaited him in the parlor. It was with deep blushes that the young peo- ple met. But Emma regained her self- possession almost immediately, and assum- ed the duties and authority of a nurse. The confederate officer was placed upon a sofa, and bolstered up with all sorts of wonder- ful little cushions, which aunt Margaret had provided. They were the cushions of Differences. 403 a past age; small and hard, with parrots, lions, tigers or dogs upon them in gorgeous embroidery. Thus enthroned, the ladies declared that he could not wait till dinner time, but must partake of wine and a bis- cuit, to stay him till then. The happy dog! He suffered himself to be fed by the fairest hands in the world, and affected a great deal more exhaustion than he felt, in order to protract the performance. How differ- ent was Emma ! The quiet, matured woman, animated by a tender and loving heart, had taken the place of the proud and frivolous girl. The rosebud, with sharp thorns, had opened into a rose, whose beauty overshadowed the prickly defenses! Mr. Reichenau came home, and they had dinner. The old gentleman was full of kindness, but declared at once, that if the ladies made such a pet of Charles, he would believe himself insulted, and leave. He also interdicted much further talk on the young man's part. ** You must be kept quiet," he said. ^'The fault shall not rest with me if you have a relapse." Whereupon Charles declared himself ready to suffer any number of relapses, provided they were attended with such a visit as that of Emma. And Emma blush- ingly bade him not tell tales out of school, or she would regret her part in the affair. When the ladies had left the gentlemen with their wine, Charles Goldman said : li There is one question that, has been on 26* 404 Differences. ray tongue for weeks. Permit me to put it now. Will 3'ou give me Emma's hand? Will you give her to me, sir?" *' If I did not intend so, I should not have permitted her first visit to you. Yes, take her." " But — but — I am afraid youdonot know all about me." ** Indeed? What is it? Have you com- mitted murder or robbery?" " No sir, but I am — I am a Jew." Mr. Reichenau laughed. **And I have no religion whatever, except the belief in God and humanity." " It will not be an obstacle then—?" " Not at all, if you are an honorable man. And Emma, if she likes, may join you. She has not been raised in any of the be- liefs of our prevalent sects. The only faith I should object to in a son-in-law is the Mohammedan, and to that on account of the wives." " You are truly liberal in religious mat- ters, I am happy to find," said Charlee, with devout gratitude. " As most of the educated Germans. The prejudices which they still nourish, are not religious but social, and such, as a matter of course, are out of place in this country." They returned to the parlor, where Mr. Reichenau said at once : " The only condi- tion I shall insist on is this : You must live in New York one half of the .year." The young p«.ir thus saw themselves officially acknowledged as lovers. When Charles returned to the hotel, he found Madame la Generale and Antonia, w^ho, after many difficulties, had at last found him. D I r F E E E N C E s . 4X)o CHAPTER XLITT. There was great joj^ on both sides. Af- ter divers embraces, in which Madame hi Generalo gave Antonia little chance at Charles, the old lady composed herself to listen to the history of his sickness, as well as to relate (he incidents of her own pil- grimage in search of him. But a hostile power intervened to prevent this con- summation. Moses Useful stepped for- M-ard, and opined that it was time for the ladies to retire to their apartments ; they had taken some on the same floor. Madame glared at him in proud sur- prise, and Charles ordered him to hold his tongue, and mind his business. But Moses said, he was minding his business. The ladies might do as they pleased, "but yon must goto bed immediatoly, and go to sleep." "I'll turn you out of doors, sir, if you don't leave me alone." But Moses went, and took the young gentleman's coat off, notwithstanding his resistance. Charles grew furious. " I discharge you, sir. You need not at- tend on me any longer." Moses shook his head good-humoredly at the ladies, and said : " I never listen to what they say. I only do what the doctor tollis me," and he deprived Charles of vest and boots. Antonia saw that the matter was growing serious, and said to Madame la Generale : 406 Differences. " Come, aunt. Charles has had enough excitement to-day. I suppose the nurse is correct in ordering us off. We can talk at breakfast tomorrow. Come now." It was with a little difficulty however that Madame could be prevailed on to leave Charles. "Not for the matter itself," she said, "but because it seemed as if they did so, in obedience to the orders of that im- pertinent servant." She stood over the young man with tears in her eyes, and murmured: "My brave "boy, T bless you ! You are the true de- scendant of ition pere le brave General. Je vous salue, 'inon cher.^^ Charles growled at Moses, when the la- dies had departed, but to no purpose. The faithful lellow put him to bed, lowered the lights, and saw him soundly asleep before he himself turned in. But Madame, when she reached her own rooms, at once summoned her corps of ser- vants, consisting of the old negro and the mulatto woman. " I have seen just now," she began, shak- ing her beer-barrel curls, and raising her fore finger, "a dreadful examj^le of dis- obedience, obstinacy, and rebellion in a Northern servant agaiiist his master. I 2iave called you Juba, and you Mammy Mary to warn you against keeping com- pany with these people. You axe both ^faithful servants." " Yes, Missis, we am," said Juba, "Aint "xve, Mammy ?" Differences. 407 " I'se like to see the woman that says I'se not a good servant," she replied. '* Well, if you learn the ways of these Northern servants, you will be bad ser- vants, and the Lord will punish you for it. I have taken you with me because I trust- ed in you. You have always been taken good care of at Pineland. Have you not ?" "Yes, Missis," replied both. "I wish we was there now," added Juba. " But these Northern servants have no- body to take care of them. When they grow old and can't work, they must starve. You understand that, don't you, Juba?" " Yes, Missis. I understands all you say." "Very well. Because people here will talk to you, and tell you that you are free. It is not so. We have bought you, and paid for you, and if you run away, you steal our property." "I wouldn't run away for a thousand dollars," protested Juba, while Mammy said: "She w^as an honest nigger, and hadn't done no wrong." " Because, if you want to run away here, I can't prevent you." " You'd send the police and the hounds after us," said Juba, smiling. "No, I could not, in this unnatural country," persisted Madame. " Couldn't you put us in the calaboose and have us whipped ?" asked Juba again, with great curiosity. 408 Differences. "No, Juba. But God would punish you for it." "Well, Misses, I wouldn't run away for a hundred dollars/' " I trust you wouldn't. What would people at home think of it? You may go to bed. Mammy, undress me." Next morning, the party assembled for a late breakfast in Madame's bed-room. " Charles, 1 ask you to make quite a sac- rifice to my habits," said Madame, " but I always breakfast in bed now." In truth, Madame had had her hair dress- ed elaborately, and was adorned with a cap of a very coquettish pattern. " And now, dear aunt," said the young man, after he had demolished a chop and quarter of a dozen of eggs, " tell me of all the adventures you went through, for the sake of your scapegrace of a nephew. How did you pass the lines?" " We had a great deal of difficulty. They took us first for Northern people trying to get away from the South, and abducting Juba and Mammy." " It was not difficult to rectify that mis- take, I hope?" " You are in error. It was most difficult. For they would not believe us. In almost every town I had a scuffle with the Provost Marshals. The wretches ! I told them my opinion without reserve or prevarica- tion." " What did you do then ?" " I judged it best to go to the nearest D I F F E K K X C E S . 409 Leadqiiarters. There I explained every tiling to the General Commanding— a gen- tleman of the first water — a preiix cheva- lier—''^ and the old hidy kissed her hand "vvith a great affectation of youthfulness. " Truly he was very attentive to us," said Antonia, laughing. " But you did not show much apprecia- tion of his politeness," replied Madame, shaking her curls. *' You almost repulsed his kindness." *' May I light a cigar?" asked Charles. " If you will sit by the open window," replied Madame. *'This General furnish- ed us passes, and we came without further difficulty to the enemy's lines. Who do you think we met there ? A friend of ours; a Colonel in command of a brigade ; serv- ing in Gen. Burnside's corps. Who do you think?" ''t have not the remotest idea, aunt," said Charles, puffing away. '* Mr. Welland. I was never more glad in my life. I spent such a pleasant day with him !" *' What!" cried Charles. "I am glad to hear it." "Well, he took me all around their camp, and introduced me to the Generals, and procured me passes — it is a thousand pities that Antonia was unable to join us." '* What was the matter," asked Charles. " She had a violent headache, and kept her bed all day. The place where we were lodging, was a damp house, and she must 410 Differences. have caught cold. Mr. Welland was very sorry. He talked of her twice or thrice. What a time for a young lady to be sick, when a gentleman like Mr. I should say Colonel Welland is desirous of paying his respects to her." "I could not help it, aunt," said Auto- nia, blushing.. "Could I?" " Of course not. Still it was quite an- noying, because you are generally well. — After that I had no difficulties, except in finding you. I spent a great deal of time in Washington, and went from one office to another, and was on swords' points with one half of those boors of officials, who in- stead of telling me where to find you, made me wait — wait in their anti-chambres, and gave me ambiguous answers," " How did you find out at last ?" '* By calling upon the ambassador of my country. The ambassador of France did not make me wait, or return an ambigu- ous answer. He received me like a man who has moved in the Aa?t^cmo?ide of Paris, and promised information as soon as pos- sible. Two days after, he did me the honor to call upon me, and communicated that yon were in the city of New York, at the same time presenting me with a letter of introduction to the Consul in that city." " That was kind," said Charles. " It was the behavior of a gentleman of blood and. breeding to an old lady in need of assistance," cried Madame, with enthu- siasm. DiFFERENOES. 411 ** And you went to New York at once?" "We did, after declining the invitation of Monsieur V Ambassadeur to call on Afa- dame son epouse. And here, we found you at once, by appl3ang to the Provost Mar- shal." ** And now you have found me, what are you going to do with me?" " First of all, hear the story of j-oiir ad- ventures," said Antonia. " Now ? Right away? What a bore !" *' We are all ready. Begin, Monsieur mon frere.^'' ** I am so tired. Isn't it enough *to have lived through things, must one tell of them in the bargain ?" yawned Charles. " Oh, ye women !" " That's grand ! Abusing us after we have hunted for him half the world over ! But it shall not avail you, sir. Begin !" " I see that I am to be sacrificed. Where shall I begin?" *' From the very first," said Antonia. " Don't be so lazy, buddj^." ** Buddy" had been Antonia's first en- deavor to say "brother," when Charles was a boy of five, and she a toddling baby. It stuck to him for long years, and even now the appellation was used in moments of tenderness. He puffed at his cigar, and began : '* It was on a raid, the purpose of which was to surprise and destro}^ a U. S. depot. We had finished our work, and were re- turning. My men wanting a number of 412 Differences. things. Ave stopped at several farm-h-ouses to procure them. Of course, we didn't pay in federal scrip. Consequently the farm- ers offered an occasional resistance. In one of these squabbles 1 received my wound and liad to be left. When it was almost well, I reported to a federal officer who had taken my parole, and was sent here, until I should have recovered com- pletely." "And then?" asked Madame. " Then I will have the opportunity of in- specting the inside of a federal prison. To continue : in the meanwhile mj^ journey, and a number of other things, had made me sick. My wound re-opened and bled profusely. I fell into a fever and began to sink. I believe I was dying. In fact, I had made up mj'' mind that I was." "Horrible. Was this long ago?" cried Madame. "About two weeks. Xow I had one friend in this city." "Only one? when j-ou lived here so long," asked Antonia. " One was sufficient. His name is Mr. Keichenau." " What ?" said the young lady, " the gentleman — " "Exactly. The father of Miss Emma Reichenau. He saw that I was listless, despondent, without nervous energy, in short, he saw that I would die unless a pow^erful incentive to live were furnished me. So he sent his daughter to see me." Differences. 413 " Sent his daughter to see i/ou~a young man, unmarried," cried Madame la Gene- rale; ** did he send her alone?" •*Ko. Her aunt came with her." "What manners! What a country!" cried Madame. " Antonia, my child, I am sorry that you have heard of this indeli- cacy." "Madame, my aunt," cried Charles, blushing, "recollect that you are speaking of my future wife." " Is the boy mad ? " cried Madame, rais- ing herself in bed. " Your future wife ? " " My future wife," replied Charles, firmly " When she visited me, her visit saved my life, for it gave me something to live for. I grew better from that moment, and last night our engagement received her father's sanction." "I am completely dumb-founded. Charles, can this be so? Of course Miss— AVhat's-her-name is of your religion," said the old lady, disarranging her cap and curls in her agitation. "She is not yet," said Charles, hesitat- ingly," but will become so before long." "Will become so before long? Grand Bien, w^hat do you say to this, Antonia ?" They turned to her. Antonia had faint- ed. In a moment all was confusion and noise. Charles tugged at the bell handles, and called out into the hall. Madame, in a long ghostly night gown, leaped from the bed and dashed cold milk, which she took 414 Differences. for water, into her niece's face. The cham- bermaids streamed in. One opened the windows. Another undressed the young lady. A third crowded Charles out. Mammy, being informed, came howling from the servant's hall, and smothered her darling with kisses. Finally, amid all this hubbub, Antonia opened her eyes, and declared that the heat of the room had overcome her. She was carefully removed to her bed by the chambermaids, two of which retired on the instant to their own room and had a private fit of hysterics. Mammy remained with Antonia, smooth- ing her hair, and talking to her in those murmuring words of endearments that children, and persons in mental distress appreciate so well. When Charles stated that Emma Reiche- nau was his betrothed, Antonia became suddenly aware that, misled b\" her broth- er's representations, she had doneWelland grievious wrong. She had not only broken off their intercourse, but absolutely refused to see him when chance had thrown them together. This recollection, and the bitter thought that she had lost him overpowered her. She grew dizzy, and became uncon- scious. Now she lay as in a trance, with only this feeling uppermost, that she must con- ceal from everybody the .wounds of her heart. This idea nursed her to action. No one should perceive in her demeanor that it had been any thing but an ordinary Differences. 415 fainting fit. She would bear her burden, as such burdens must be borne, alone. Charles, in the meanwhile, penned a note to Emma, acquainting her with the arrival of his sister and aunt, who, he remarked, w^ere too fatigued to see anybody to-day, but would be happy to see the ladies and Mr. Reichenau on the morrow. What other expressions, suitable to letters pass- ing between people that expect to be mar- ried, this epistle contained, it is not neces- sary to mention here. But it was a four page affair, and closely written at that. And the w^riter was of the firm opinion, that every sentence contained matter of vital importance. The recipient seemed to be of the like opinion, for she read the letter over twice, and then put it away as care- fully as if it were the title deed of some vast estate. The drawer was locked, and every precaution taken against robbery. As if housebreakers made it their especial business to carry off a young lady's love- letters, in preference to the other valuables in the drawers, such as golden drops and silver spoons, bracelets and ear-rings, dia- monds and pearls. That day Charles, to the surprise of the other guests, entered the dining-room with two ladies. Madame la Generale, in heavy gray silk with real laces of immense value, and rich jewels in their old fashioned set- ting, had mounted a wonderful cap, which set off her aristocratic face to great advan- tage. But Antonia attracted all eyes. In 416 Differences. blue tarletan with white flowers in her hair and bosom, she was surpassingly lovely. Her golden curls, tied simply at the back of the head with a blue ribbon, floated down upon her shoulders in rich profusion. Her face was pale, but the sea- blue eyes bright with nervous excitement, shone wondrously. Her neck and arms were clasped b^^ ornaments of small Vene- tian shells, white and pearly, and altogeth- er, her appearance was a little strange, pe- culiar, reminding one of a water nymph or mermaid. Charles felt quite proud, when he noticed the universal stir occasioned by the aristocratic bearing of Madame la Gen- erale, and still more b}' the beauty of An- tonia. CHAPTER XLIV. Next morning at eleven, aunt Mag and Emma made their appearance. Madame la Generale had in the meanwhile reflected, and concluded to accept with grace what she could not prevent. The only condition of acceptance reserved in her own mind, was that Emma should have a fine figure and good manners. " The two things most requisite in a ladj'' that moves in society," said Madame to herself. The way in which the old lady received her visitors was admirable. Dressed in very quiet taste, she exhibited an elegance of manner and routine of social forms that Differences. 417 placed the callers at once at their ease while it did not involve the loss of a par- ticle of her own dignity. Antonia had been raised under her tuition and mani- fested the same qualities, with this differ- ence: an air of sweet sincerity and youth- ful buoyancy pervaded all she said or did. On the other side, aunt Margaret's straight common sense and exceeding kindness of heart, supported by a proper amount of self-dependence supplied the place of high breeding, and contrasted with Madame's manner, not unfavorably. Emma surpris- ed both the Tennessee ladies by the dignity and brilliancy of her beaut3% Her man- ners were rather outre, but like her loud- colored garments seemed to become the style of her face, and were in keeping with her whole appearance. Altogether, as Ma- dame said afterward: "She resembled more a half-civilized Russian princess than & parvenu, and if she was odd, she was not the less distingue.'^ Madame talked a great deal, and found an attractive listener in aunt Mag, who on this account was taken into favor at once. She resuscitated Napoleon and all his mar- shals, and told of evening parties to the waters of St. Cloud, and of reviews in the Champ de Mars, until the good old lady's mind w^as completely dazzled. Antonia and Emma retired to a window, and went at once into confidences: Emma with a rush, Antonia with j*eluctance. But they were not suffered to remain alone. Charles 27 418 Differences. insisted upon being admitted to the circle. So they put cushions into a rocking chair, and made him sit down and promise to keep quiet. "I will,'- said he, "if you'll let me smoke. Only one cigar." But they would not permit it. "Very well," he said, "I must be con- tent, since yoa saved my life for the second time just now." " You w^ere not in any danger, as far as I know," replied Emma. " Hidden danger, which you don't know of yet. Danger of being talked to death by my aunt. She has mounted the Napoleon horse." "For shame," said Antonia. "Avint is very interesting when she talks to stran- gers. I have always heard them confess as much." " I, for my part, find it so," said Emma. " How grand she is in manners !" " By the time you have heard her anec- dotes for the fiftieth time, you wont find it so," replied Charles. "And now I will give you a caution: Never speak in her presence of Napoleon or his times. Dis- courage every approach to the sulyect, un- less you wish a conversation kejjt up, without taking the trouble yourself." Lunch was served, and later in the after- noon the Reichenau carriage came. "Who is to go?" was the general question, for they had resolved on a ride in Central Park. Differences. 419 " Charles, as a matter of course," said Emma, ** and as he takes up two seats, I would beg Madame to do us the honor to make use of the remaining seat with aunt Margaret; this invalid needs better care than we young ladies should be able to give him." " I shall be but too happy," replied Ma- dame, with a courtesy, " to have an oppor- tunity to see the splendors of this city, af- ter having had occasion to admire the beauty of its belles." " I accept the compliment," replied Emma, smiling, "as it comes from one who has been a renowned belle herself in the fairest circles of the heaumonde.^^ " Oh, you flatterer," whispered Charles. " The bell is worn out, but the clapper re- mains in excellent condition." This arrangement was evidently the best, though sub rosa the young man de- murred against it. He thought it was a shame to send him out with an escort of old women. And, furthermore, he declar- ed loudly, that Emma and Antonia staid at home to plot against his peace and future welfare. That Antonia intended to inform Emma in what manner he might be mana- ged, and the whole was a conspiracy un- worthy of human nature. At last the carriage started, and the two girls were alone. Of course they retired at once to a cozy nook, and Emma, placing her arm around Antonia's neck, said: *' What a pretty little sister I shall have ! 27* 420 Differences. Do you know, dear, that my mother died when T was a baby, and I never had either brother or sister ? That is what makes me so forward and self-reliant. You must tell me whenever I am too much so, for I will be tutored by you without taking offense, and I want to make Charles love me al- ways as he does now." " He suspected that we would plot against his supremacy," said Antonia. " Emma, he is the very best boy in the world." " To me, of course. But for you there is a better, not so?" Antonia blushed a little, and said with embarrassment : " I know of none." " Oh, you little hypocrite! To be so re- served to your sister that is to be." " But, Emma, I can not confess where there is nothing to confess." " Nothing to confess ? I see that you do not honor me with your confidence." " I certainly do. In accepting you as my brother's betrothed, I give you all the claims, which a sister could make upon me." " The first claim that a sister would make is affection." "And have I not given you mine?" ask- ed Antonia, embracing her. "Yes, my sweet little one," replied Emma, drawing the other's head down upon her bosom, and playing with her curls. *' Yes. But the next claim is that of confidence. How is it in that regard?" Differences. 421 "I am willing to confide in you; but there are things one does not confide, even to a sister." •' Ah ! now we have it," said Emma, tri- umphantly. " And some of those things are loves and engagements. But if the sis- ter has heard of them before? What then, little reserve? Tell me !" " I do not knoAv what you refer to," re- plied Antonia. '* You are carrying the matter too far. Are you not engaged to be married?" " I am not, Emma. Charles has probably told you that I was. But no engagement exists between Col. Tourtelotte and my- self." " Col. Tourtelotte? Who is that?" *' The Colonel of Charles' regiment. A neighbor of ours." " And he has pretensions to your hand? Do you love him ? " " No. But he is a brave gallant gentle- man, and if he does his duty to his country, I have said, that he might hope for my hand. I thought Charles had told you." *' Not a word. This is very queer. An- tonia, I assure you this is the first I heard of Col. Tourtelotte. May I speak to you without reserve? Quite open?" asked Emma. "Please do so," replied Antonia, uneasily. She would gladly have escaped if she could have done so. " Well then, I thought you were engaged to Col. Welland. lu one word, he made a 422 Differences. confidant of me and told mft so. Did he speak the truth, or did he deceive me?*' Emma's cheeks flushed painfully as she pushed this inquiry. She was a-ware that other feelings beside sympathy for An- tonia were involved, in the answer. Not love, but the discovery that her idol was brass ; the finding out that her hero wor- ship had deified the unworthy. But Antonia raised her eyes to the speaker. "Mr. Welland," she said, "does not deserve this suspicion. He never states an untruth. He is an honorable gentle- man." " Then you are engaged to him, after all." " I am not. I can't explain it. I have been, but am not." " Tell me the whole, Antonia. Tell me, dear!" "I will teiryou as much as I can. We were engaged secretly, but 1 believed things that were urged against him, and broke off our intercourse. At present we are strangers, and I am promised to Col. Tour- telotte, when the war is over. And now no more on this subject, Emma. No more ' an thou lov'st me.' " With the approach of dinner time the carriage appeared, bearing Mr. Reichenau, who surprised the young ladies in their ex- change of confidence, and bade them come with him. Madame la Generale and aunt Margaret were in Fifth Avenue, waiting for them. Antonia retired to dress, and presently they were all three seated in the Differences. 423 vehicle, and proceediDg to the Reichenau mansion. The dinner was exquisite. Mr. Reiche- nau did all he could to pay court to Ma- dame la Generale, and Charles allowed himself to be nursed and petted by Emma. Aunt Margaret looked pleased ; Antonia was absent-minded. She could not but feel how difficult and complicated her present situation was. She desired to do justice to Tourtelotte, above all to keep her given word. But on the other hand she had treated Welland unjustly, and owed him reparation. And her heart plead loudly for the latter. Who would advise her ? To whom could she turn ? There was nobodj". Not even Mr. Sharp. And yet, if she made a confidant of anybody, it must be of him. These reflections were with her continu- ally, and thanks to the pre-occupation of the others, it was not observed how quiet and buried in thought she was. " Do you know, Madame, that I have im- posed a condition on Charles," said Mr. Reichenau. *' He is to live one-half the year in New York. I hope this will be an occasion for j^ou to repeat your visit often. It is difficult for me to comprehend how you can muster patience to live in the country." " I am getting old, my dear sir, and age loves quiet." "Not such age as yours. Years do not make old. One person is old at forty, and another young at sixty." 424 Differences. " Well, I will confess that as yet I do not feel too old to visit Xow York. 33ut you have not much society here." " Too much, Madame, too much. But the advantages^ of such a croM'd are that you can always find enough among them to suit your taste. Every one picks out his now clique. Do you not feel desirous of re-visiting France ?' ' " Candidly, no. I am afraid of the dis- appointments." " Even under the regime ©f Leuis Napo- leon?" " Even under the regime of the Emperor, I should be disappointed. Things may bo greater and brighter, but my ej-es are no more the ej-es of eighteen and twenty-four. I have conserved the j^ast in my memory, and I am never disappointed, when I re- cur to that," ** I purposed to take mj daughter lo Paris and have her presented at court, when this war is over. As matters are now I will still do so, if Charles consents to accompany us." *' I M'ill," cried Charles from the other side of the room, "on condition that you present us, aunt. You are no stranger in the Tuileries, and the emperor must remember you." " No doubt he would recollect me. He was a child, and 1 a young lady in a short waist and Grecian coitfure, when he saw me last." •'I fancv that it would make no difTer- D I F F E R li N C E S . 425 eiicG. Princes rarely forget any but those Avhom they desire to forget," said Mr. Reichennu. Emma and Charles were having a con- versation of their own. " A re you happy now, you craving boy," said Emma to the young man who had possessed himself of her hand. *' Quite haj^py. Andean you make up your mind to be content with one who hasn't carried you off by force, and is a pi- rate or a banditti chief, at least ? Or have your ideas moderated ?" "It is unpardonable in you to repeat this. I shall get angry." "Wait then, until I have gone to prison. Don't now." " What do you mean ? Have you mur- dered any one ?" " Why, my parole expires with return- ing health. As soon as I am completely well, I must report to the Provost Marshal, and will, in all probability, be sent to a military prison." " It can not be, Charles. You must put off your uniform, and take the oath of alle- giance. That will make them leave you free." " You are joking, dear. Xot for the world !" replied Charles. "Not for me? You will not refuse my first request." " I must. Think of my honor. You are requesting an impossibility." " What exaggeration to call this an im- 426 Differences. possibility ! I thought you would do any thing for me. Charles, I begin to doubt the strength of your love." " Dispose of my heart and life. They are yours. My honor is mine, and I must keep it bright." "What does your sister sa^', and j^our aunt. They object, I feel certain. Do they not ?" '• They have not said a syllable to keep me, and will not, I'm sure." " But they may exchange you, and then you'll have to fight again ! Imagine mj* feelings in the meantime !" " Emma, your feelings can not influence me in this matter." The young lady looked with admiration at the man, in whom she wan beginning to perceive the master. She felt proud of his superiority. Antonia and aunt Margaret were talking in a quiet manner, with great pauses of complete silence. When requested for some music, the young ladj^ began a classic piece, but soon rambled off into fantasies of her own, which no one paid any atten- tion to but aunt Margaret, who thought it very fine. Thus the evening wore, and finally the Goldman party returned in Mr. Reichenau's carriage to the C . Mammy was in waiting and undressed Madame, while Antonia remained by to talk to her, or rather to listen. It was the old lady's habit to criticize the people she had spent Differences. 427 thfi evening with, while preparing for bed. Nor did she neglect to do so now. " Has Charles retired?" she asked, anx- iously. When assured that he had, and that Moses Useful was putting him to bed, she added in a whisper: *' For we must be cautious in talking of those people before him. He only half belongs to our family now. It seemed to me as if their manners had infected him a little. How is it, An- tonia ?" "Thej^ have passable manners, aunt. Did you not think so?" " No, I did not. They are very good people, extremely good. Haut bourgoisie, but burgoisie to the core. The middle-aged lady is the best bred, undoubtedly. The father is kind, and adroit in conversation, but there is a certain something, a /e nesais quoi, which smells of the shop about him." "But the young lady is beautiful," said Antonia. ** Very beautiful. But her beauty is too loud. And she increases the effect by those bright colors and forward manners." " Which become her, nevertheless. Were you well entertained this afternoon ? You went to Central Park, I believe." " Yes, if that can be called a park, which has no trees. Charles amused us greatly by his comments on the passers by, and Avhen that subject was exhausted, he began to make love in a high-tlown strain to aunt Margaret, * as the representative of her niece.' " 428 Differences. "Willj-ou go there to-morrow? I be- lieve they expect us." *' To-morrow we must go and purchase dresses for yon, and hats for us both, and other trifles. We are terribly out of fash- ion, having been excluded from communi- cation with the civilized world for so long a time. So there is labor for us." *' Good night, aunt. We breakfast hero to-morrow." *' Good night, child. Take care of your light. Mammy will assist you." Mammy took off Antonia's clothes and put her to bed. Then she smoothed her hair, and murmured words of tenderness to her darling. And the weary spirit suc- cumbed to the caresses of her old attend- ant, and after a relieving burst of tears, Antouia sank to sleep, and forgot both Tourtelotto and Welland in the happy land of dreams. Softly the mulatto Avoman ex- tinguished the light, and left the apart- ment. CHAPTER XLV. About a month after the circumstances related in the preceding chapters, Colonel Welland received two letters. The one, with the delicate lines of a female hand upon the face of the envelope and the mon- ogram A. G. upon the back, scarce deserv- ed the name of letter; it was merely a note. The other, with no end of straight BiFFEIlENCKS. 429 official characters in the direction, was more than a letter; it Avas a packet. Of course, the note took precedence, and with a sense of happy surprise, Welland per- ceived that it came from Antonia. It was written closely, on very thin paper, and ran thus : Dear Sir:— I owe you many apologies, and sincerely beg your pardon for an act of misapprehension on my part. Unfortu- nately, reparation is out of my power. When my brother Charles returned from New York to Pineland, it was with the impression that you were the accepted sui- tor of Emma Reichenau. This impression he communicated to me with such assur- ances of its correctness, that I could doubt no longer. Hence the line of conduct I have pursued, for which I sincerely beg your pardon. What influence the fact may have had upon me that you are in arms against my country, I will not attempt to calculate ; but I did not expect to see vou ever leagued with the oppressors of a ""na- tionality battling for its rights. When I imagined myself free to dispose of my future, in consequence of your own act, I hesitated not to devote that future in some measure to my country. I animated a gallant gentleman, who has long been attached to me, to fight bravely for our Southern rights, by the promise of mv hand, in the event of the victorious con- clusion of this war. He went forth, and has fought and sutfered as our Southern patriots light and suffer; and while he is in the field, I shall hold the poor guerdon I promised him as faithfully as I can, and whether we are conquerors or conquered at the end of the war, my hand is at his dis- posal. Still, when we came to this city in search of Charles, for whom, as you know, we 430 Differences. came North, and found him betrothed to Emma Reichenau, I could not help feeling bitter regrets in addition to the pain -with ■which 1 had regarded my loss. It is sad to meet misfortune and sorrow, but terrible to feel that you yourself are the cause of it, and that it ^an not be repaired. In consid- eration of what I have suffered, be gener- ous and do not increase my troubles, by attempts on your part to see me, or cause a change in "mj'' intentions. For I must keep my word to Col. Tourtelotte, and shall surely do so. That my brother is happy, and that you are without blame in this affair, are my only consolations. Your truth and nobilitV of character arc com- forts to me, even now. May you be happy. And let me hope, that you will so far "^be able to obliterate from memory what has passed between us, that when we meet, we need not meet as strangers, but as friends. I have ceased to wish for happiness. I pray for peace. If this letter is unmaidenly, I can not help it. There are occasions and senti- ments that burst through the fetters of custom, and maintain their rights against all laws of demeanor. Good-bye, dear Louis, whom I call so once again, and no more. A. G. It is impossible to describe the feelings of the Colonel when he had finished this let- ter. He could not reflect upon the con- tents, but felt like one stunned. He read it two and three times, and still seemed not to comprehend its full intent. A vague feeling of pain, heavy and dull, was upon him. Mechanically he dropped the sheet of thin paper, and put out his hand for the heavy packet that still lay there unopened. On cutting the envelope, he found a note Differences. 431 from the B Consul in New York of the following import : Coloni:l: — The inclosed papers, contain- ing the conclusion of the Bureau of Justice of his Majesty, the King of B , upon reviewing the case of his Majesty's Gov- ernment, versus Louis Welland, born in G , in the Palatinate, by the light of additional testimony, deposed under oath by Frederick Hassel, born in L . in the Palatinate, are herewith furnished' to you for information and guidance, with the remark that the sum alluded to has been placed at the disposal of the under- signed, and can be received by you, at his office in New York, against receipts pr.op- erly signed and attested, and upon estab- lishing your identity to his satisfaction. Sebastian Pfister, Consul. Colonel Louis Welland, — th N. Y. Vols. There were a great many papers. In fact, quite a heap. Welland could make neither head or tail of them at first. But by an extraordinary effort of will, he con- centrated his attention upon the subject, and went through them all in regular or- der. There were accounts of the former trial against him, and the confiscation of his possessions. Again, there were ac- counts of the points re-considered upon re- ceiving the testimony of Hassel. And fi- nally came a synopsis of that testimony from which it appeared that Hassel and two others had removed the Government money, which Welland took from a party of soldiers in the revolution of 1848 by or- der of his General, and was afterward forc- ed to conceal in a wood : that Hassel and 432 Differences. the others had carried off as much as they could carry of this sum, which was mostly in heavy silver coin, and left the rest in a safe place in the same wood ; furthermore, that one of them, venturing to return, had been imprisoned and put to hard labor for firing a farm-house in the rev^olutionary times, and that the other two were thereby deterred from making the attempt to secure the whole of the money. In conclusion the exact place of concealment was specified, and accurately described, and an humble petition urged that if the money was found, so much of Louis Wellaud's heritage as bad been taken to indemnify Government for this loss, might be restored. Upon search being made, the money was found untouched, except the moiety car- ried off by Hassel and his companions. The case was accordingly reviewed, and the conclusion arrived at by the Minister of Justice was summed up thus, in brief: "As the said Louis Welland, born in G , in the Palatinate, has, bjM he grace of his Majesty, the King, been pardoned of the misdemeanors committed by him against the State, on condition that the losses occasioned to the War Department through his direct agency, be re-paid by the proceeds of the sale of all properties appertaining to him, and the surplus be transmitted to the said Louis Welland, and as the original sum missed has, in great part, been found and restored to the treasury of that Department, it is our opin- Differences. 433 ion that so much of the proceeds of his property, as in addition to the restored sum exceed the deficiency occasioned, shall be paid over to him by the Department, in whose treasury it is at present, after a due deduction of just interest, expenses in- curred," &c. &c. The king had approved this opinion, and ordered it to be acted upon. The long and the short of the matter was this : Welland had his own again, and was possessor of a considerable fortune. It was only neces- sary for him to go to New York, indentify himself, sign receipts, and take up his money. When he had finished his perusal of the documents, and the whole case was clear to him, he again picked up his little note from Antonia, and read it over. It filled him with bitterness. " Unmerited suffering seems to be my lot," he said. " I was con- tent to live without her, and had regained my peace after seeing Tourtelotte. Now, to my knowledge, that she is another's, must be added the consciousness that she loves me still !" lie folded the note tender- ly, and laid it in the little volume which Antonia had given him. "And now, as I am again a rich man, I must secure my wealth, and take care of it," he added, and seating himself at the mess-table, he indited an application for leave of absence. It was granted to him, and he departed for New York. In a day or two his busi- 28 434 Differences. ness with the Consul was transacted, and a great part of his wealth invested in Gov- ernment stocks. These were safely depos- ited in various banks, and then Welland donned his gala uniform to wait upon Miss Reichenau. As he entered the parlor, he saw Emma in a rocking-chair with Charles at her side, but saw no one else. " My heartiest congratulations," he said, joyfully. "And how is the wound getting on?" "Quite well," replied Charles, pressing his hand. " I fear I shall have to report for prison in another week." "Isn't it dreadful, Colonel Welland," said Emma, exchanging hearty greetings with him, " he wants to leave us and go to prison ? I am sure it is but a romantic crotchet." " I can not agree with you, notwithstand- ing all the laws of politeness," said Wel- land. " The rules of honor are a soldier's conscience." " Oh, of course, you will tell me the same thing Charles does, being both in the army," said Emma. " And ladies are not supposed to have any judgment in military affairs." " We are both in the army, with a slight difference," said Welland, smiling. " I suppose you can communicate with home, Mr. Goldman, since our troops are in your State?" "Yes. We have had letters from Pine- Differences. 435 land last week. Both father and mother are well, and have found the Yankees not so terrible as they anticipated." "And Mr. Sharp? I claim him as a friend." " He is well. He rather enjoys the pres- ence of Northern troops." *' I come from Tennessee, but have not been near Claiborne County. Hence my inquiries. I have had the pleasure of meeting Madame la Generale lately. I be- lieve she is here now?" "Certainly," cried Emma. "And, bye the bye, here is a friend of yours, buried in her novel, I suppose, behind the curtain like a fairy in the play." She lifted the damask curtain which had been released from the loop and swept the floor. At the window sat Antonia, book in hand. She started up and flushed a bright red, then turned pale as a lily. Welland shook like an aspen leaf. He recovered his compos- ure almost immediately, and advancing to the slight figure in azure and lace, said : " This is an unexpected pleasure. Are you well, Miss Goldman?" " Thank you. Quite well." " It is some time since we met. I carried away the most vivid reminiscences from Tennessee. Indeed I can not think of it, without seeming to inhale the mingled odor of roses and pines." "We have not treated you well. "We scarce deserve that you think kindly of us," said Antonia. 28* 436 Differences. " You refer to the little ebullition of pop- ular feeling which compelled me to leave ? I have almost forgotten it. It was nothing personal. Merely a symptom of the com- ing storm. I can appreciate that now." ** Still, you were treated rather roughly I understand," said Charles. " Colonel Tourtelotte told me the whole of it, I think." " The Colonel proved a trusty friend to me at the time," said Welland. Emma had watched both attentively from the first. -She had noticed Antonia slip the loop of the curtain when Welland entered. The blushea and trembling did not escape iier. And the present conver- sation was too shallow to hide from her the feelings it was intended to cloak and dis- guise. " Let me ipake a gallant disposal of you, Mr. Welland," s^he said ; ** I wish to con- verse with Charles, and give you as cheva- lier d^honneur to Miss Goldman, to have and to hold, to entertain and to amuse, to attend and lo compliment, until—" " L'ntil the dinner bell rings," said Charles. So Welland was put at the side of Anto- nia, who found herself in great trepida- tion. But he did not take advantage of his position, and— such is human nature, with its ten thousand weaknesses— she regretted a little that he did not. He managed to keep up a conversation on general topics, talking a good deal himself, and continu- Differences. 437 iially drawing Charles or Emma in, by re- ferring to tliem. When Emma saw this, and appreciated that her little plan to unite the lovers— for such she considered them to be— had failed, she arose, opened the piano, and requested the Colonel to sing. He acceded with a good grace, and striking an accompaniment in some sad minor key, sang a German song, full of love and melancholy, full of plaintive mourning "for something lost. "It was enough to give one the blues for a week," said Charles pathetically to Emma. But scarce had he concluded it, when, as if struck by a sudden thought, he burst into that brilliant air from Rigoleito, which is the essence of light-hearted carelessness and frivolous ideas of woman. Later, Mr. Reichenau entered, and re- joiced heartily to find Welland. After their first interchange of greetings, the latter said: "I have had a fortune presented to me." "What do you mean," asked the mer- chant. "A fortune?" Welland gave him an account of his luck, and the means by which it had fal- len to him. Reichenau said, that he had known Hassel in connection with Tourte- lotte. All that evening, and for several days to come, Antonia and Welland preserved the cool, unconcerned appearance of friends, whenever they met in the presence of oth- ers. They never saw each other alone, un- 438 DiFFKRENCES. til the day before Welland's departure. Then, as it happened, he called to take leave of Madame la Generale. She was in- disposed, and he found Antonia in the sit- ting-room. He talked about indifferent matters in a quick nervous way, and she replied in short agitated sentences. At last he rose to take leave. " Present my respectful adieus to Ma- dame," he said. " If the fortune of war should leave me alive, I hope to find her still in Xew York, when these troubles are over. Mrs. Goldman intends to come here, I believe." '* Yes. She has written to us." " Should I have the opportunity of visit- ing Pineland, I shall indulge in happy rem- iniscences of the days I spent there former- ly. Good-bye." " Good-bye," said she, taking his hand and holding it. " Have j'ou received my letter?" -*' I have," he replied, stopping and gaz- ing into her sea-blue eyes. She cast them down. "And have you forgiven ?" she asked, almost inaudibly. " Where I would have gladly sacrificed my life, I am willing to sacrifice my happi- ness," he replied, in a very serious tone. "Though the one is worth little, without the other." " Do you know that you are speaking very cruel words?" she asked. *' Do you know that you have done a very cruel thing ?" he replied. Differences. 439 She hung her head. "Oh, if I could do as I would !" she murmured. "Everyone can do as he will. As for j-ou, Miss Goldman, you have acted— and if not in accordance with your will, if merely in obedience to circumstances, I pity you. A disciplined mind should re- sist the inlluence of circumstances. Good- bye." And he went. "He despises mei Oh Godi" and the poor girl sat down and cried heartily. " Perhaps it is better so. He will not re- gret me mu«h. While J, oh, I adore him!" Time passed. Charles went to prison and was exchanged. Tourtelotte, ex- changed at the same time, led some of the boldest raids of the war. The Goldmans resided now mainly in New York, except Mr. Sharp, who took care of the estate and Mrs. Goldman, who made long visits to be in the way of news from Charles. Wel- land did not take another leave of absence. His faithful services were rewarded by the grade of Brigadier General. He communi- cated frequently with Mr. Reichenau, but never inquired about the Goldmans, except transmitting his respects to the family. He was growing rapidly into a stern, serious man, of the confirmed heavy bachelor type, whose face was rarely illumined by a smile. 440 Differences. CHAPTER XLVI. The war was over. The Southern troops, deprived of their arms, were sent home in detachments, after having passed " sub ju- gum," that is, taken their parole. The South was filled with mourning and con- sternation at the success of the hated Yan- kees, and yet there was a general feeling of relief, because the long and harrowing war was over. The people succumbed peace- fully to the measures imposed by the North, but it was with the peace born of utter exhaustion. They suffered and suf- fered in silence, because they imagined that tho North would rejoice to hear their groans. They had ruined themselves com- pletely. Every able-bodied man had serv- ed in the field. Every one left at home, raised corn for the army. The cotton and tobacco was burnt, to keep it from the Yankees. The horses had been drafted or carried off. Their Government scrip was not worth the paper it was printed on. Their woolen stuffs, even down to carpets, had been cut up for army blankets. Their negroes were free, and had in many cases assumed a hostile attitude. And their proud patriotic ladies walked to the Pro- vost Marshal's office to take the oath of al- legiance, in order to secure rations for their little ones. These facts, with the quarter of a million of Southern graves studding the land, might well have planted despair in the hearts of those that loved the South D I F F K R E N O E S . 441 ^vUh that passionate devotion, so charac- teristic of the nature of her sons. It had made an old man of Frank Tourte- lotte. When he came back to Claiborne County, and in the public streets his own negroes met their former strict and some- times violent master with an impertinent laugh, it turned his soul to gall. When ho rode over the lauds of his estate and saw them lying fallow, and noticed the look of desolation which had crept over them ; when he contemplated his bouse going to ruin for want of repairs, and the stumps of the stately trees, all of which had been cut down because a Norihern Captain had thought it a military necessity to do so; when he recollected that, beside all this, there were mortgages on the land, and claims on the harvests for two years to come; when he reflected on the impossi- bility of escaping ruin, utter ruin every way he turned— then Frank Tourtelotte was not far from despair, and more than once did he regret not having fallen, while bravely fighting for the liberties and rights of his State. A feeling, which took pos- session of him more and more, was the de- sire to go away, to leave the land where it had become impossible for him to live in content. He at first imagined that all the South shared his own bitterness, and from day to day he hoped to hear of uprisings and guerrilla bands, and a predatory sort of warfare. But as the people submitted without a struggle, as the oath was taken 442 Differences. far and wide, he began to despise his own section, and encouraged a sort of misan- thropy, the leadingsentiment of which was hatred and contempt of every American, North or South. It was in this state of feeling he met Mr. Sharp. •' Ah, Colonel Tourtelotte," cried the old man. " Glad to see you back again. I congratulate you on the return of peace." " Save your congratulations, sir, for those that rejoice in peace; but don't bother me !" "Don't be angry with me, Colonel; you mustn't make your friends suffer, because the Xortli was too much for the South." "My friends? I have not the honor to count Mr. Sharp among them," retorted Tcurtelotte, in the worst of humors. " Xever mind. I give you leave to take that honor ; for I intend to be a friend to you. Colonel." " And give me advice, I suppose. Thank you, I don't need any." " No, not advice, but money. What do 3'ou say to that?" " That I do not believe it. Good day, sir," and he turned to go. But Sharp detained him. " Don't be so hasty, Colonel. I am an honest man, and one of feeling. I can imagine how irritating the present condition of affairs must be to you. 1 have thought it over, and as a busi- ness man and a neighbor, I have deter- mined to give you my opinion. Please do Differences. 443 not treat me so roughly, however, for you will frighten every idea out of my head." " If 1 have treated you roughly, I beg your pardon," returned Tourtelotte, re- suming the suavity of manner habitual to him. "The camp has spoiled our man- ners, and we can not put off the customs of militar}^ life as readily as we can the uni- form. I am waiting to 1 sten to j'ou, sir, if you have any thing to communicate." They sat down in a bow window of the hotel at Sycamore. There was nobody else in the room but a negro boy asleep on a chair. Sharp ordered drinks, and when they had arrived, cleared his throat several times, and said : " You imagine that I am more pleased at this termination of the war than you are. You are mistaken. I am not. All our ne- groes are gone as well as yours. And if your fields lie uncultivated for want of hands, so do the fields ot Pineland this summer. And w^hy do you not have hands, and why do we not have any ? Because we are unable to pay for them. You have lost money, and we have lost immense sums, and we are not as well able to stand it as you, I believe." *' I do not see why you are describing this condition which every gentleman in the South shares at the present moment. Every one, except, perhaps, Mr. Goldman. For he is rich, and not likely to have sac- rificed his interests to his poli'ics." " You are mistaken. Mr. Goldman sold 444 D I F F E R K N C E S . all his Northern stocks before the war, and invested in Sontliern bonds. He has lost immensely. I have advised him to sell Pineland, and go into business in Nev\' York, where he is at present with his fam- ily." " Yes. I thought it strange, that they had not returned before this. I imagined on account of Charley. But who will buy Southern estates now? With confiscatioii hanging over our head, and no hands to be got to work in the fields." *' Confiscation is nonsense. Xo estates will be confiscated. And those that have monej% can import German and Irish la- borers." " Have you heard of any one willing to buy ?" "I have. And I am even an authorized agent of a New Y''ork merchant for that purpose. Thus you see that my present conversation with you is not wholly disin- terested." " I thought tlu' cloven foot would show," said Tourtelotte, with a laugh. "Especi- ally w^hen you were so persistent." " You wrong me. Though not wholly disinterested myself, as I confess, yet what 1 have in mj^ mind, is also for your advantage. I can readily show you that." *' My dear ISIr. Sharp, remember that I listen to you from pure courtesy, and not because I have the slightest idea of heed- ing your advice. If you ritust talk then, make- it short, I sincerely pray. My tem- per has been tried sorely of late." Differences. 445 " My dear Colonel, remember that I talk to 3'ou from pure kindness and neighborly- feeling, which may be mistaken, but are sincere. As for any profit, it is not enough to merit my attention. I thank God, that I have enough invested in French stocks to purchase a quarter of a dozen of Southern estates and run them." ** I am glad to hear it ; yon have been fortunate," said Tourtelotte, with much envy, and a great deal more deference ; he was impressed in his own despite by the means of the little old man. "Let us hear what you have to propose." " First of all, I wish to get your permis- sion to state your case as a lawyer would, without fear and favor." " Very well. I am desirous of hearing what view a business man of Mr. Sharp's calibre will take of my affiiirs." "Well then: Your estate is mortgaged for two thirds its value." " How do you know that?" asked Tourte- lotte, flushing angrily. " What sort of an agent should I make, if I didn't?" smiled Sharp. "The two first harvests are also mortgaged." *'You are insulting me, sir. I will not bear it, even from an old man." " But for God's sake, Colonel, I am merely talking business! Shall I say your estate is free from debt, thriving and* productive? Just consider for a moment! I am stating a case, and business is not courtesv." 446 Differences. " Very well. I was hasty. Please con- tinue, sir." *' As matters are at present, our negroes are gone, and no working hands to be had. Capital is scarce. And those who have it, find more profitahle invtstments than lending it to Southern landlords. But it will not be long before our creditors of the North appear and pounce on us. They will require their interests for the four years of the war, and perhaps their capital. Wherewith shall we pay them ? Whence is the money to come ? Many of us will be ruined ; a great many will be fuined." "It is a sad fact," replied Tourtelotte, moodily. " But, what help?" " Wait a moment. Our social aflfairs are scarcely better. Our houses are dilapidated. Our furniture has been carried off by the negroes. I have seen a white damask sofa that came irom the parlor of the Armis- teads, used for a cot in a negro cabin ; their lace curtains turned into shawls for darkey women, and the nigger babies play with a book of their rarest engravings." "It is horrible; it makes my blood boil. I should have brained the wretches." " Yes. But the wretches were in the ma- jority. Well : the State will fill up with Northern merchants, and Western farm- ers. They w ill crowd the old blood out completely. They will buy our land, and cultivate it more successfully than we ever did. They will rule at the polls. In short, the Southern gentleman will be a character Differences. 447 to ridicule, perhaps pity, but never again to lead. He is a thing of the past. With Lee's surrender, his death warrant was signed." "The devil take you for this picture," cried the other, violentl}-. "And ii it were so, what help for it except a man drive a bullet through his brain? Why do you tell me all this?" " To show that there are but two alterna- tives. The Southern gentleman, as such, must disappear. That is an accomplished fact. If you remain on the soil, you will sink into a rank far below the Northern invader. This gentleman, if he can do so, should go to France or England and create for himself a position there. If not, let him go North, enter into commerce, and compete with the Northerner on his o\\ n ground. I have advised Mr. Goldman to do the latter." ** I can not do that. I am not fit for com- merce. And I will not descend to that. If I were not connected with the Gold- mans — " " You mean Antonia?" Tourtelotte nodded moodily. "Will you permit me a word on that subject?" asked Sharp cautiously. " Talk on." " Well, it seems to me that present cir- cumstances should dissolve that connec- tion. Of course, I know nothing but the practical aspect of the*affair." " You mean that I am too poor to marry 448 Differences. her? Do you speak with authority? Is that the drift of your talk ?" " Neither the one, nor the other. You are not too poor to marr^- her, as Mr. Gold- man himself is quite as poor, though his estate is not mortgaged. I have no autho • rity whatever for mj'^ opinions, except common sense. But where are you going to take her, and how are you going to live in comfortable style, and who will pay the debts on the estate, and furnish the funds to work it? Consider that, Colonel." "I depended on Mr. Goldman for funds to pay off the mortgages and work the ground," returned Tourtelotte. " And he would furnish them to his son- in-law if he could," said Sharp, " but ready monej^ he has none." "Still Antonia will have much when Madame Outon dies." *' Don't depend on her. She will found some charitable institution to commem- orate Napoleon with most of her mone^', and as for the rest — if she gives any to An- tonia, you know she loves you not." "Still she could not help giying Antonia a considerable sun)." "Perhaps. But tied up, and secured to her children, with a life interest for her. She is very provident, Madame is." " Well sir, we have gotten on a delicate subject. Let us drop it. I am much obliged for what you have told me. One more question, if you please." " Any number. Colonel. I am at your service." Differences. 449 ** How much could I get for my estate as it is? And— and could no other arrange- ment but that of a sale be suggested?" Sharp retlecled. " For the estate with its encumbrances," he said, slowly, "I could give dollars. As far as another ar- rangement is concerned, I would be ready to take it, I think, in lease for ten years, pay off the mortgages in that time, improve it generally, and give an annual rent of dollars. With capital to work it well, I think I might do that profitably." '* And keep up the old house?" "And keep up the old house. When you have thought of this, please let me know." " I will. Thank you. Good morning, Mr. Sharp," Tourtelotte mounted his horse, and rode off. TJie otters made by Mr. Sharp, ex- ceeded his expectations by far. Accepting either one of them, he would be able to live on the continent — say in Paris or Rome, not only in comfort, but in good style. He might leave the country, where life had become to him bitter as gall. Per- haps in foreign service, perhaps in foreign society there might be distinction and honor in store for him. But not in Amer- ica. There his part was played. As for Antonia Goldman, she had become an impossibility. That was clear. He could not descend to commerce and work day after day in the slow and devious paths, where dollars are gathered by tak- 450 Differences. iug advantage of your neighbors. No, he nmst resign her. Circumstances had part- ed them. After all, she had onh^ promised to be his if the South prove victorious. In reality, they were not engaged at all. It was a sign of the sad condition to which troubles and irritations combined with real misfortune had reduced Frank Tourtelotte, that he could give up Antonia. The man was, in truth, bowed down, in a state of ut- ter dejection and misanthropy, hating his country and his countrymen. He was as near brok.en-hearted as such a man could be. That day he wrote two letters. The one was addressed to Antonia, the other to Sharp. The fii-st ran thus : Dearest Antonia :— Fate is stronger than mortals. The misfortunes which have destroyed the South, have also wrecked my heart and fortune. I am not in a con- dition to ask for that hand, for the possess- ion of which I would willingly have re- signed my life. I shall leave this land, probably never to return. In foreign climes I shall seek to forget that my country is a captive and a slave, and that Antonia can not be mine. You are free, dearest and best beloved. I nullify your promise, because I think more of you than of myself—who is not fit now to"^brighten the life of a sweet innocent girl. Farewell, Antonia. I shall always love you and the South, though I have resigned both. Frank Tourtelotte. The other letter was to Mr. Sharp. The contents were these : Mr. Sellingtcn Sharp : Dear Sir: — Your proposition, regarding Differences. 451 the ten years lease, T accept herewith, on condition that doHars are paid to nie at once, over and above your ofler. Please forward the inclosed letter toMiss Antonia Goldman, and communicate your answer to the above as soon as convenient. Respectfully, FeANK TOITIITELOTTE. In the evening, he wrote a long letter to a cousin in Louisiana, acquainting him with his resolve and the reasons for it, and requesting that his cousin, Miss Tourte- lotte, might find a home in his house. If not, he should take her with him. But he hoped the latter would not be necessary, as his own means w^ere greatly straightened. CHAPTER XLA^T. It was a few daj^s before that ou which Charles was to be married. Emma Reich- enau had gone through the form of con- ' version to her future husband's faith. The Goldman family was delighted and grate- ful in consequence. This was chiefly due to "VVelland, w^ho smoothed the way on both sides. Since his return from the war, with a Brigadier General's straps on his shoul- ders, he had resided in New York, and re- sumed his former intimacy with the Reieh- enaus and Goldmans. But toward Anto- nia he maintained a coldness w^hich wasall the more chilling from a studied attention to the minutest dictates of social etiquette. She responded to it by a manner of veserv- 29- 452 Differences. ed but reproachful sadness. In arranging the matter of the conversion, Welland had said to Mrs. Goldman : " It is merely a custom, and not a posi- tive law that Israelites should not inter- marry with Gentiles. Even in the case of idolaters the bible, after urging that at- tempts be made to change the lover's mind, permits it, if such attempts prove fruitless. Moses himself married a Heathen woman, Solomon wedded the daughter of the Egyptian king, and Leah and Rachel, when J-icob wooed them, prayed to idols. It is probable that all these accepted their husband's faith after a while, but nowhere is mention made of any positive conver- sion, or any form used." " Is it not considered a sin in the bible?" asked Mrs. Goldman. *' It does not seem to have been. For in the instance of Ruth, a Moabite woman, her having been married to a Jew, is men- tioned without any blame being attached to the act." " But it is so ancient a custom." ^' Yes. But many more ancient customs have been disregarded of late, and the heavens have not fallen. Beside, it is per- haps not so ancient as you think. When the Israelites first left the holy land and scattered over the earth, in all probability, they intermarried with the nations among whom they settled." ** How do you know that it is so?" '• By the laws against it, which were Differences. 453 enacted in various lands some time after. A law against any practice, always pre- supposes such a practice to have existed." " That would scarce seem sufficient evi- dence," replied Mrs. Goldman. " You know that it is held our race has kept pure." " Such an opinion is perhaps flattering, but not true. I will give you physiological evidence. Whence come the blue and i^raj eyes, and the red and yellow hair among these pure descendants of the Orient? Whence the fair complexions? Climate will never do that to such an extent." To Emma, Welland said : *' God is God, whether adored in the Jewish, Christian or Mohammedan man- ner. For your husband's love, and the peace of your married life, go through the form of adopting the Jewish faith. It is but a different method of adoring the same Creator. You are not abandoning any thing old or accepting any thing new. The dogmas, moral teachings, and social pre- cepts are the same in spirit. The ceremo- nies only are different. Do it as a mani- festation of 3-our love for Charles and his parents." And so it was done. For the young couple, the daj^ of the wedding was also the one of departure. Tliey were to be married at twelve ; receive their friends till two ; and start for Europe at three. Mr. Reichenau accompanied them, and General Welland, desirous of 454 Differences. re- visiting his native land, had taken pas- sage on the same steamer. Aunt Margaret was to be the guest of the Goldmans dur- ing her brother's stuy in Europe, and the Fifth Avenue mansion would be shut up. As for Welland's bachelor rooms, he said, that he would lock them up and take Ned with him to Europe. "When, on the appointed day, the hour of noon drew nigh, the interior of that Jew- ish temple, in which the cerei;nony was to be performed, presented a gay appeanuice. The seats near the pulpit were filled by the friends of the parties. Ladies in silks of all tints, from the most delicate white to the deepest orange, with lace shawls and diamonds, filled the pews, while gentlemen in full dress stood behind them. A Rabbi awaited the couple. He was seated in the pulpit. The doors opened, and Mr. Goldman en- tered, leading Madame la Generale in mag- nificent silver gray satin, with Brussels, and diamonds, and pearls. The lace of her cap was worth a fortune. Mrs. Gold- man followed, leaning on Mr. Reichenau's arm. Then came Antonia, led by Mr. yharp, who was in wonderfullj^ fashion- able trim. And last of all, Welland es- corting aunt ]M!argaret. They took seats quite near the pulpit, but did not stand up, as Charles had declined all assistance of that sort, and declared that he would stand up alone. The organ plaj-ed a prelude, and the Differences. 455 happy couple entered. Charles was un- covered, but Emma's head drooped under the vail and orange blossoms. She was leaning on his arm, and with steady quick steps, the}^ walked up the aisle and paused in front of the pulpit, where the Rabbi awaited them. The ceremony was gone through with, and the blessing pronounced. The newly married couple shook hands, and left in the same manner, in which they had entered. Then followed the rela- tives ; and finally, the invited guests, those nearest the pulpit walking out first. It so happened, that in re-entering the carriages, Mr. Sharp caused a good deal of confusion in his party. Madame la Gen- erale and Mrs. Goldman, with Mr. Reiche- nau and Mr. Goldman, w^ere seated in one. Then Mr. Sharp handed Antonia into an- other, and detaining aunt Margaret, begged Welland to enter. The General bowed, and did so. No sooner was he seated, than Mr. Sharp gave a letter to Antonia, and slamming the door, signed the driv-er to go on. Himself with aunt Margaret, he de- posited in the next vehicle. Welland looked out, and seemed to feel vexed at this forced tete a tete. Antonia in confusion, baw no better escape than read- ing tho letter Sharp had given her. It was Tourtelotte's. When she had finished it, she said : " Xoble gentleman !" and with a grand gesture, gave the letter to Welland. He bowed, and read it. When ho had 456 I^IFFEIIEXCES. finished, his face showed much agitation. But he said nothing in reply to her inquir- ing glance. Driven by the importance of the opportunity, which was passing away with every step the horses made, she said softly : "Whatdoj'ou say to that, Louis Wel- land?" *' It is not for me to express an opinion, Miss Goldman," he replied, coldly. " But if you wish it — I thinK such noble senti- ments should be rewarded." "Rewarded? Aye. If I could do so without sacrificing a life's happiness." " It is easier to sacrifice the happiness of others, than one's own." "Have I merited this reproach?" slie asked, sadly. *' Perhaps I have, but if so, I am sufficiently punished." "If I have said aught to offend you, I beg your pardon," he replied, coldly. "Have you any commissions for Europe? You know that I go with this afternoon's steamer." " I have none. I do not believe that you lilCe America sufficiently ever to return. 1)0 you?" " Yes. I shall return when I get tired of drifting about without aim or purpose. But here we are. Permit me to assist you. You have forgotten the Colonel's letter." He picked it up, and handed it to her. She took it, and entered the house. The bridal couple were stationed in the embras- ure of a window. The nearest relatives Differences. 457 stood to their right and left. The guests passed in, offered their congratulations, and out at another door into the sitting- room, where the presents were disi)layed, and the dining-room where a cold collation and champagne awaited them. Mrs. and Miss DeWolf were among the foremost. The elder lady advanced with great dignity, and gave three fingers to the groom, two to the bride, and one to Anto- nia. " I wish 3-ou joy," she said. " You look so well in white satin and laces, that you should get married once a year at least." ** If you will engage to kill oft^ my old husbands, and provide me with new," re- plied Emma, " I will even do so." " How horrible to think of killing, when you have just been married!" exclaimed Miss DeWolf. ''Ave you not afraid, Mr. Goldman?" '' Xot in the least. Though I join you in the wish that Emma may postpone the idea of killing me, for a little while." "Wish you joy! Wish you joy," said Merrins. " Much better hands to fall into than old Mr. Plygood's. Though he is a good man. One of the best men in the vx'orld. Happy to make the acquaintance of Reichenau & Co. Known by reputation. Though we have not transacted business with each other." And so on. Madame la Generale enter- tained the French Consul and his lady. Mr, Goldman and his wife had asked some 458 Differences. old New Orleans friends, whom they had found in New York. Mr. Reichenau paid court to the business men. Antonia was supporting a conversation with some young men of fashion, when Sharp mo- tioned her away. "Well? Are you satisfied with the let- ter, child ?" "Yes, thank you. Col. Tourtelotte is a nol)le gentleman," "Is all arranged ? "What is the matter ?" " Nothing. General Welland iDrefers to adhere to his original intention of going to Europe, and I bade him God speed !" "Bosh and nonsense!" and the old man steamed off in search of Welland. " Permit me to say. General," he whis- pered, with great emi3hasis, " with all pos- sible excuses for my opinion, that 3'ou are an ass." " An opinion is subjective," replied Wel- land, " and every body has a right to his own. Perhaps I am." " I know you are. A proud, obstinate fellow, who can not see his own advantage, or will not take it." And he turned away. An hour passed. The happy pair with- drew, and got readj" to go to the steamer, accompanied by a number of their friends. Antonia was there, taking leaye of them. Leaning on the bulwarks, stood Welland with his hat off. The wind blew his black hair back from his forehead, and his dark eyes shone, out of a face pale and serious. He shared the adieus of the bridal party. Differences. 459 When Antonia shook hands with him, she could not master the expression of her sea- blue eyes. A glance full of reproach, sor- row and disappointment fell upon him, a glance that trembled with hopeless yearn- ing, and seemed loath to leave his face. In the next moment she had turned, embrac- ed Charles and Emma, and left the steamer with her parents. Mr. Sharp, however, again approached Welland, and went through a growling '' Good-bye. My last opinion of you is confirmed!" before he left. Antonia's last look haunted "Welland. He said to himself, that a woman who had once broken her promise, was unworthy of further trust. He reasoned, that it would be folly to expect love and confidence, for life in one who could doubt him on such slight premises. He assvired himself that doubt killed love, as the frost nips liowers. And yet, notwithstanding all his reason- ing, he felt the old love strong within him, and knew that he could never be very happy away from Antonia. And the breeze blew freshly, and the waves of the harbor danced in the sun- light, and the steamer left a snowy trail of foam as it made its way oceanward. Charles and Emma approached, both with the light of happiness in their eyes. " You are going to Europe, General, to select a she-General I suppose," said Cliarles, laughing. " I believe I am per- 460 Differences. mitted to make such remarks, being a mar- ried man." *' Of two hours standing,'' said Emma. " And I shall make use of my privilege as matron to look out a match for you. You have disappointed me sadl}', General. I thought you would be engaged before this." "ToAvhom?" asked Charles. "May I know?" " No, you may not. Unless you guess," replied Emma. " Miss DeWolf ? Isn't it?" "Horrible. Though I believe you ad- mired her yourself." " Well, I did, I will confess, and perhapc do still." " I will apply for a divorce the moment we ai-rive." " Beware of jealousy ! You are a perfect female Othello." And they strolled on. The features of Charles transfigured with happiness, re- called all the charms of Antonia to Wel- land's mind, and his heart began to long and yearn with a hunger that would not be satisfied or turned away by reasoning. Onward sped the steamer, and every revo- lution of the wheels carried him further f:om her. When he could return, where would she be ? Would her affection for him endure the chill of disappointment? Might not some one else this thought was torture. He paced the deck with D I F F E K E N C K S . 461 quick sleps. Suddenly he heard u noiso alongside, and saw the pilot descending into his boat and preparing to cast off. At the same time Mr. Reichenau appeared, and asked him to go down to dinner. With a hasty adieu he left his astonished friend, and hurried over the ship's side into the pilot boat. '* Wliere in heaven's name are j^ou go- ing?" asked the astonished merchant, lean- ing over the bulwarks. '* Back to New York," replied Welland, in a joyous voice. " Good-bye," and he waved his hand. The little boat was dancing on the waves, and the huge wheels of the steamer resum- ed their rapid revolutions. On, to the shores of the old world went the one, back to the metropolis of the new, the other. It was late in the night when the pilot boat reached the wbarf. Welland did not go to his rooms, but paced the streets till morn- ing. Then he took a bath. He tried to breakfast, but could not. It was impossi- ble for him to remain quiet. It seemed as if the forenoon would never wear awa3^ At last it struck eleven. He immediately presented himself at the C , and sent his card up to Antonia. She came down with a pale, scared face, and asked, trembling violently : " Has a misfortune happened?" " Not unless you consider mj^ return a misfortune," he replied, smiling brightly. 462 Differences. " But how did you come here. I thought 5'ou went with Charles." *' I did, but returned on the pilot boat." She drew^ a long breath, and relieved from her anticipations of an accident, ven- tured to look at him with greater atten- tion. His face was flushed. His eyes eagerly sought hers, and there was a certain ex- pression in his smile, which called the blushes into her countenance, and made her cast down her ej- es. He went to her, and tenderly took her hands. "Antonia," he said, "I judged you harshly. In my pride I thought to resign you. But I felt that with you I resigned my happiness. Dear girl, will you pardon a repentant heart ? Antonia, will you be my wife?" And she replied, gently and humbly : "1 will, Louis," and laid her head upon his bosom. Then he folded his arms around her, and kissed her sweet brow. " United in love," he said, "notwith- standing former differences." " United forever," she replied. I THE EN' I?. \ RARE BOOK COLLECTION THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF NORTH CAROLINA AT CHAPEL HILL Wilmer 780