A 1 Mrs. Henry' Wood UNIVERSITY OF NORTH CAROLINA BOOK CARD -~ en en £ Please keep this card in ' «* * book pocket ~ Z THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF NORTH CAROLINA ENDOWED BY THE DIALECTIC AND PHILANTHROPIC SOCIETIES PR5842 .W8 S3 1889 This book is due at the WALTER R. DAVIS LIBRARY on the last date stamped under "Date Due." If not on hold, it may be renewed by bringing it to the library. DATE DUE RETURNED DATE DUE RETURNED DEC 2 ' :uiz { i FORM NO 513, REV. 1/84 T / MARTIN'S EVE. D igitized by the Internet Archive in 2013 http://archive.org/details/stmartinseveOOwood_0 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. BY MRS. HENRY WOOD, AUTHOR OF "EAST LYNNE," "THE CHANNINGS," " JOHNNY LUDLOW," ETC., ETC. LONDON: RICHARD BENTLEY AND SON, ^ubltsfiers m ^rtimarg to p?er JHajestg tfte ®ueen* 1889. {All rights reserved.') CONTENTS. CHAPTER I. The Little Heir PAGE I II. Faithful to the Dead II III. The Unexplained Reason 18 IV. A New Mistress at Alnwick 28 V. On St. Martin's Eve ... ... 36 VI. The Alnwick Superstition 46 VII. A Shadow of the Future 55 VIII. Wasting away 65 IX. Changes at Alnwick ... 74 X. Miss Rose Darling 82 XI. Georgina Beauclerc's Love ... 104 XII. The Fair at Alnwick 123 XIII. Only as Brother and Sister ... 132 XIV. St. Martin's Eve ... 142 XV. Conflicting Statements 152 XVI. Investigation 163 XVII. Honour's Ravings 174 XVIII. Adeline de Castella 190 XIX. Taking a Portrait ... 210 XX. Love's First Dream 224 vi CONTENTS. CHAPTER PAGE XXI. A Fading Child ••• 233 XXII. All about a Stupid French Marigold 243 XXIII. Jealousy - 255 XXIV. Foiled! 273 XXV. A Crisis in a Life ... 288 XXVI. The Sick Chamber 305 XXVII. The Little Child Gone ••• 319 XXVIII. Mrs. Brayford's Belief ... ,.. 332 XXIX. Louise's Whispered Words 343 XXX. The Reception of the Dead 356 XXXI. Unavailing Repentance ... 365 XXXII. Some Months Onwards 376 XXXIII. A Telegram ... 395 XXXIV. Walking out to Dinner ... 414 XXXV. On the Terrace ... 432 XXXVI. Locked in ... 441 XXXVII. A Meeting in Paris ... 451 ST. MARTIN'S E VE e The dull sombre light of a November afternoon was rapidly giving place to twilight. The day had been wet and cold; and the sodden leaves that strewed the park of one of England's fair domains did not contribute to the cheerfulness of the scene. The mansion belonging to it stood on a gentle eminence, well open to view, and looking boldly down on its lands : a long but not high house of red brick, with many windows ; a cheerful house, rising behind a wide and gently sloping lawn, which on this ungenial day gave out as wretched an apppearance as did all else of outward nature. But if the weather was rendering the demesne desolate, it seemed not to affect the house itself. Lights were gleaming from many of its numerous windows, were passing from room to room, from passage to passage ; and fires added their red glow to the general brightness. A spectator might have said that some unusual excitement or gaiety was going on there. Excitement in that house there indeed was, but of gaiety none ; for grim Death was about to pay it a visit : not to call any waiting for him in weary old age, but to snatch away the young and lovely. Had you entered the hall, so bright with light, what would have struck you most was the hushed, unusual silence. Nearly all the servants of the establishment were gathered there ; but so still were they, so motionless in their repose, that it had something unnatural about it. They stood in small groups, for the most part only half showing themselves, and gazing towards a closed dining-room, sorrow and consternation im- St. Martin's Eve. 1 CHAPTER I. THE LITTLE HEIR. 2 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. printed on their faces. Two physicians, almost as hushed in manner just now as the servants themselves, were partaking of refreshment within it. The butler himself waited on them ; and as he came out and crossed the hall with noiseless tread, he repeated an ominous opinion he had heard hinted at. One of the women-servants, her tears streaming, started up the broad, carpeted staircase with impulsive but soft footfalls, and a younger girl, looking frightened to death, followed her. They stole along the corridor to the right, and halted at a door there. Why, or for what purpose, they could not have told, since they might not presume to enter the chamber; for their lady was lying there at the point of doom. A handsome, spacious bed-chamber, opening into a dressing- room, but the door was almost closed between them now. Over the dressing-room fire was a tall, upright, middle-aged woman, more intelligent and respectable-looking than are some of her class. She wore a clean print gown, and a close white cap shaded a cheerful countenance. The fire shone full on her brown eyes, and on the tears that glistened in them. Strange sight ! for the continuous scenes of sickness, some- times of death, in which these hired nurses' lives are passed, tend to render them callous to outward emotion. Pacing the carpet slowly and sadly, his eyes cast down in thought, was a little man of ruddy complexion, sharp, thin features, and hair going grey with years. It was Mr. Pym, the family medical attendant. His hands were clasped behind him, as he walked, and his gaze, worn and anxious, was never lifted from the ground. "This will make the second case we have lost this year," suddenly observed the woman, whose name was Dade, in whispered tones. " What can make it so unlucky a year?" The surgeon gave no answer. Perhaps he did not like the "we" in her remark. B.ut he knew that his duty was always performed to the very utmost of his skill and power ; that it had been so in the two cases to which she alluded ; and his con- science, so far, was at peace before God. "There are no further means that can be tried?" resumed the nurse, using the words as an assertion, more than a question, and she glanced towards the partially-open door connecting the two apartments. " None," was the conclusive reply. "She is sinking rapidly." A long pause. The nurse stood motionless, the surgeon THE LITTLE HEIR. 3 pursued his slow and noiseless tread. Suddenly he stopped and turned his head, speaking in quick tones. " Where's the baby, Mrs. Dade ? " " He's in the cradle, sir, by her side. She looked as if she wanted him left there." And then the doctor remembered, and paced on as before. He had spoken in momentary forgetfulness. The silence within the sick chamber was as great and more painful : the moments of bustle and anxiety had passed away. The fire in the grate had burnt down to embers ; a pale light was emitted from the shaded lamp ; the air was redolent, almost to faintness, of perfume. Essences had been sprinkled about in profusion, as if they would make pleasant the way to death ! The heavy blue velvet curtains were drawn back from the bed ; and, lying there, was a form young and fair, with a pale, exhausted face. Ever ything in the chamber spoke of wealth, comfort, luxury : but n ot all the wealth and luxury of the whole world combined, had they been brought together, could have arrested the fast- fleeting spirit already on its wing. On the far side of the bed stood a pretty cradle, ornamented with blue silk and lace : the little child so quietly and unconsciously sleeping in it, had seen the light but yesterday. Leaning over the bed was a young man bowed down with grief, of attractive features and gentlemanly bearing. Not long had they been man and wife ; but a year at most ; and now it was hard to part ; doubly hard with this new tie which had been born to them. Yet they both knew it must be so, and he had thrown his arm lightly across her, and laid his cheek, wet with tears, against hers, vainly wishing, perhaps half hoping, that his heart's bitter prayers might avail to renew her life. The silence between them had been long and agonizing : each heart was aching with painful thoughts ; yet it seemed in that last hour as if they could not give them utterance. May Heaven shed its balm on all such partings ! He raised his face and pushed his hair from his brow as he looked at her, for she had moved restlessly, as if in sudden pain. It was not pain of body : of that she was free in this, the passing : but pain of mind. An anxious care, one of the many she must leave on earth, was pressing upon that lady's brain. "When the months and the years go by," she murmured, breaking the silence, and clasping her hands in feeble supplica- tion to him, " and you think of another wife, oh choosy one that 4 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. will be a mother to my child. Be not allured by beauty, be not tempted by wealth, be not ensnared by specious deceit ; but take one who will be to him the loving mother that I would have been. Some one whom you know well and can trust. Not a stranger, not a " " I shall never marry again," he interrupted in impassioned tones, when his first surprise allowed him to speak. " You, my first and only love, shall be the sole wife ever taken to my bosom. Never shall another woman usurp your place. And here I swear " " Hush ! hush ! " she panted, laying her hand upon his lips to stay the incautious words. " It were cruel of me to exact such a promise from you : and it would be useless for you to make it, for you would never keep it, save with self-upbraiding. The remembrance of this scene will pass away; the remem- brance of me will pass ; and then you will ask yourself why should your life be condemned to solitude. No, no. To remain faithful to the dead is not in man's nature." He thought in his own heart, honestly thought it then, that her opinion was a mistaken one, and he marvelled that she should so speak. He felt as sure as he could feel of anything in this world, that he should prove a living refutation of it. Dying though she was, partially oblivious already to earth and earth's interests, she yet saw clearer into human nature than he. " Yet oh, forget me not wholly ! " she whispered. " Let there be brief moments when the remembrance of me shall return to you ; when you will dwell upon me as having been the one you once best loved on earth ! " Another deep silence from words, for he could not answer : his sobs were choking him ; the pulses of his anguished heart ) were beating wildly. She spoke not from exhaustion ; and several minutes passed on. " What will you have him named ? " he asked abruptly, pointing towards the cradle. " Call him Benjamin," she replied, after a minute's thought, and she spoke now with difficulty. " He cost Rachel her life, as this child has cost mine. And oh, may he Be to you the solace that Benjamin was to old Jacob ; and may you love and cherish this child as he did his ! " Her voice gradually failed her, a spasm smote her features, and she lay more heavily on the pillow. Her husband raised her : he clasped her fluttering heart to his ; he wildly kissed THE LITTLE HEIR. 5 her pallid face. But that face was losing its look of conscious- ness, and no tenderness could arrest the departing spirit. In a paroxysm of alarm : as if, now that the moment had come, it took him by surprise, a thing that had not been looked for : he cried out to the medical man in the adjoining chamber. Mr. Pym came in, followed by the nurse. He gave one glance at the bed, and then whispered the woman to summon the physicians. He knew their presence would be utterly useless, but at such times man deems it well to fulfil these outward forms/ They hastened up the stairs. They remained but a few minutes in the room, and then left it ; soon left the house. The better part of that lovely lady had quitted it before they did. And it was only the previous day that the joybells had rung out in the adjacent village on account of the birth ! Only this same morning that the local newspaper, wet from the press, had given forth the festal news to the world ! "On the ioth inst., at Alnwick Hall, the wife of George Carleton St. John, Esquire, of a son and heir." And the journal went its way, as journals do go their way, into many a neighbouring home, whose inmates made their comments on the one piece of news that was of more interest to them than all the rest, and congratulated each other on the birth of Alnwick's heir, little conscious of the tragedy that was supervening upon it. Amongst the houses to which the journal penetrated was one on the other side the village of Alnwick. A small, unpretend- ing dwelling, this house, standing a little away from the high- road, but a pretty place withal, hidden amidst its surrounding shrubs and trees. It was called "The Cottage." Its mistress had named it so with a sort of affectation of humility, for it was superior to a cottage, even to an elegant one. Lying back in a lounging chair, in one of the pretty sitting- rooms, where she had just thrown herself, not from illness but from fatigue, was the owner of the house, when the newspaper was taken in. A woman of nearly fifty years, but looking a great deal younger, with her still bright blue eyes and her auburn hair. She was a widow; a widow for the second time. Barely twenty years of age when her first husband, Mr. Norris, died, she had soon espoused another, Colonel Darling. In ten years after that she was a widow again, and had remained so. 6 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. She chose to retain the name of Norris, without any right to it, and her cards were printed "Mrs. Norris Darling," so that people, especially strangers, hardly knew by which to address her, and sometimes called her Norris and sometimes Darling. The fact is, Mrs. Darling was a little given to pretension, as ladies will be, when conscious of a want of dignity in themselves or their surroundings. She had been packing things all the morning ; she, her maid, and two of her daughters ; for they were summoned from home unexpectedly ; and she was falling into a doze when the footman entered. " What is it ? " she asked in peevish accents ; and the man looked up in surprise at hearing it from his usually easy-tempered mistress. " It is only the newspaper, ma'am." " Put it down, Tomkins," she answered, too idle to take it. " I think I was asleep. I am very tired." The man laid it on the table and quitted the room, meeting a staid-looking, rather old-fashioned young lady who was enter- ing it, for whom he made way. It was Miss Darling, and she looked thirty years of age if she looked a day. But she was only five-and-twenty. " Well, Mary Anne, is it all done ? " " It is all done, mamma. Prance is waiting for Tomkins to cord the boxes." Mrs. Darling closed her eyes again, and her daughter took up the unopened newspaper, when another young lady, very much resembling the first, and looking quite as old, came in. She gave a slight shiver as she passed the window, and began to stir the fire. " What a miserable day it is ! I wish we could put off our journey." " Where's the use of wishing that, Margaret ? " said Miss Darling. " But it is miserable. Has Charlotte found the cover of her desk ? " " I don't know. I don't suppose Charlotte has looked for it. I heard her tell Prance that none of her things must be forgotten." " True. When did Charlotte ever trouble herself to look for anything ? " was Mary Anne Darling's response ; but she spoke it more in soliloquy than as a reply. Margaret Darling — she was one year younger than her sister -—drew her chair in front of the fire, and put her feet upon the fender. THE LITTLE HEIR. 7 " Is that the newspaper? Is there any news, Mary Anne ? " " Yes, there's news," was the quiet answer : but Miss Darling's manner w T as always quiet. " A baby is born at the Hall." " What ? " exclaimed Mrs. Darling, starting up as she caught the words, and all her lethargy was gone. " Is the baby born, Mary Anne?" For answer, Miss Darling read out the words : " On the ioth inst, at Alnwick Hall, the wife of George Carleton St. John, Esquire, of a son and heir.' 7 " I am glad it's a boy ! " exclaimed Mrs. Darling. " How proud they will be of it ! On the ioth — that w r as yesterday. Then rely upon it those bells Charlotte said she heard ringing, were for this. And now, how can I manage it? I must contrive to see Mrs. St. John before we go away." "But why, mamma?" "Why?" repeated Mrs. Darling, turning rather sharply on her daughter Mary Anne, who had asked the question. " Because I should like to do so ; because it's neighbourly to go to her, poor young mother ; because it may be months before w r e are back here, and I have the opportunity of seeing her again ; and because I'm curious to hear all the interesting particulars. That's why, Mary Anne : and I shall go." Mrs. Darling allowed no interference with her will — at least from these daughters, and Mary Anne was dutifully silent. " I was only thinking, mamma, what an unpleasant day it would be for you to walk over," she presently said. " And I don't see how you will have time for it." "Plenty of time; and for the unpleasantness I don't care; you never yet knew me to stop indoors for weather. Pretty Mrs. St. John ! Let me read the announcement for myself." She took the paper in her hand, and was gazing at the words with a pleased smile, when the door again opened, and some one else entered the room. A tall, elegant girl of apparently only three or four-and-twenty, an imperious, regal, haughty girl, whose raven-black hair was braided over pale, regular features, and whose rich silk attire glistened and rustled as she walked. Who would have believed that she was older by some three or four years than the Miss Darlings ? — who would have believed that they were even half-sisters ? — she, with her stately beauty, her costly attire, and they with their homely faces, old-fashioned look, and plain green merino gowns. 8 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. Mrs. Darling had two daughters who absorbed all the money that she could spare for dress ; the eldest, Charlotte Norris, and the youngest, whom you will meet by and by ; no wonder that these two middle ones, Mary Anne and Margaret, with their meek spirits and quiet tastes, were obliged to dress in plain merinos. " Charlotte, here's news in the paper," Mary Anne was beginning, but Mrs. Darling drowned the words : and Mary Anne saw with some momentary surprise, that her mother had crushed the paper in her hand, as if not caring that it should be seen. " Charlotte, my darling, would you mind telling Prance that I shall want my black silk cloak taken out of the hair-trunk again ? Go to her now, dear, before she has it corded." Miss Norris, who had still the door-handle in her hand, quitted the room again. Mrs. Darling turned to her daughters. " Say nothing to Charlotte of this announcement. I will tell her of it myself. It is my pleasure to do so." " I beg your pardon, mamma," said Mary Anne. " Of course you know best." Mrs. Darling did know best. At any rate, the two daughters before her were taught to think so. Mary Anne and Margaret Darling had been reared to implicit obedience in one ; respect — never to question the line of conduct pursued by Mrs. Darling to their half-sister; never to comment on it in the slightest degree. Mrs. Darling folded the newspaper as small as she could, crammed it into her pocket, and followed Charlotte upstairs. Later in the day she set out to walk to Alnwick Hall. It was growing dark, and she had not intended to be so late as this, but one thing or another had detained her. The Hall was nearly three miles distant from her own home, through the village of Alnwick ; but the road was by no means lonely in any part of it. She walked quickly, not stopping to speak to any one she met, and had left the village behind her some time, and was nearing the Hall, when the death-bell of Alnwick church rang out suddenly, but not very distinctly, on the heavy air. It was quite dark then. " Poor old Mother Tipperton must be gone ! " Mrs. Darling exclaimed to herself, standing for a moment to listen. "Pym told me she could not last long. Well, it was time : I suppose she was eighty." THE LITTLE HEIR. 9 Not another thought, except of old Mother Tipperton, entered her mind ; not the faintest suspicion that the bell was tolling for one younger and fairer. She went on, over the broad winding way through the beautiful park, and gained the door of Alnwick Hall. It might have struck her — but it did not — that besides the man who opened the door to her, other servants came peeping into the hall, as if in curiosity as to the visitor. She stepped over the threshold out of the gloomy night. " How is your mistress, Haines ? Going on all right ? " she asked, rubbing her shoes on the mat. " Oh, ma'am, she's dead ! " Mrs. Darling certainly heard the words, but they appeared not to penetrate her senses. She stared at the speaker. " She is just dead, ma'am ; not an hour ago. Two physi- cians were had to her, besides Mr. Pym, but nothing could be done." Down sat Mrs. Darling on the hall bench. Perhaps only once before, in her whole life, had she been so seized with consternation. "Dead! Good Heavens ! I came to sit half-an-hour with her before leaving Alnwick, for I may not be back for months. What an awful thing ! Poor Caroline Carleton ! " Drawing her cloak around her, Mrs. Darling crossed the hall towards the housekeeper's room, unconsciously calling the de- ceased by her maiden name, the one she had longest known her by. " I should like to see the nurse," she said, " if she can spare a moment to come to me." The housekeeper, a stout, very respectable woman, who had come to the hall a year ago with its now dead mistress, was at the table writing a note as well as s*he could for her tears, when Mrs. Darling entered. Laying down her pen, she told all she knew of the calamity, in reply to the low and eager questions. But Mrs. Darling grew impatient. " A fine beautiful baby, you say — never mind the baby, Mrs. Tritton. What can have caused the death ? " The stout old lady shook her head. " She died from ex- haustion, they say, ma'am. But she had a fall a few days ago, and I believe that had something to do with it. I can't bear to think of it just yet. Alive and well and merry but a day or two since ; and now dead ! It seems like a dream." Her sobs deepened. The ready tears filled Mrs. Darling's 10 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. eyes. She wiped them away, and inquired what would be done about bringing up the child. Mrs. Darling was a practical woman, and had never allowed feeling to interfere with business. " That's the first great care," was the reply of the house- keeper. " Mr. Pym does not know of any one just now that could come in. I suppose it will have to be brought up by hand : and the master, I believe, wishes that it should be. As Mr. Pym says, the boy's so big and strong, that he'd bring him- self up almost, if you put him outside the street-door. And it's true." "Does Mr. St. John take it much to heart?" "Ay, that he does," was the emphatic reply. "He is shut up in his own room where he keeps his business papers and things. But, ma'am " — and the tone was suddenly subdued — " a body going by, and pausing a moment, may hear his sobs. If any young husband ever loved a wife, Mr. Carleton St. John loved his. Poor child ! she's gone early to join her parents ! " Mrs. Darling, who had her full share of curiosity — and what woman has not, in a case like this ? — stole upstairs to see the baby ; to see the baby's poor young mother ; to talk for a minute or two with the nurse, Mrs. Dade, who could not come to her. And then she stole down again ; for time was getting on. The housekeeper asked her to take some refreshment, but she declined, explaining that a summons to her sick mother, who was very old, was taking her and her daughters away from home. They were starting that evening by the seven-o'clock night train. "And they are at the station already, I am sure," she said; "and I must run all the way to it. Sad news this is, to cheer me on my journey ! " Sad indeed. And the public thought so as well as Mrs. Darling. The same week the newspapers put forth another announcement. "On the nth inst, at Alnwick Hall, in her twenty-third year, Caroline, the beloved wife of George Carleton St. John." ( II ) CHAPTER II. FAITHFUL TO THE DEAD. "To remain faithful to the dead is not in man's nature." Such were the words spoken by Mrs. Carleton St. John in dying ; and a greater truth was never recorded by Solomon. The seasons had gone on ; spring had succeeded to winter ; summer to spring ; autumn was succeeding to summer. Nothing like a twelvemonth had passed since the death, and yet rumour was whispering that George Carleton St. John had begun to think of a second wife. The baby had thrived from its birth. Mr. St. John appeared to have an invincible repugnance to any woman's supplying the place of its mother ; and so they fed the child upon the next best food that was proper for it, and it had done well. The housekeeper strongly recommended Mr. St. John a niece of her own to take care of it, and the young woman arrived from a distance; a comely, fair-complexioned, nice-looking young woman, named Honoria Tritton; and she entered upon her charge. All things went smoothly; and Mr. St. John's first grief yielded to time and change : as all griefs must so yield, under God's mercy. Friends had come to visit Mr. St. John during the summer. Relatives, they were, indeed, but distant ones. Gay people they proved to be ; and they stayed on, and gradually the Hall held its festal gatherings again, and its master began to go out amongst the county families. Whether it might be to escape the sorrow left on him by his great loss, or to make things pleasanter for these visitors, certain it was that George St. John no longer eschewed gaiety, whether in his own house or abroad. Mrs. Tritton's opinion was, that he had invited his relatives to stay with him, because he found his life now at the Hall so monotonously dull. If so, their advent had had the desired effect, and had taken him out of himself and his trouble. It is surprising, when once an effort of this sort is made, and we awaken from a prolonged grief, how easily that grief is laid aside. Unconsciously it seems to slip away from us, and is forgotten. From that eleventh day of November down to June, 12 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. Mr. St. John had done nothing but indulge his sorrow. It had grown calmer, of course, by degrees ; but he had not in the least striven to lift from himself its bitterness. No very long term, some may say, this seven months ; but let me tell you that it is long when given wholly to tears and solitude. A re- action must succeed to all violent emotion, even to that caused by the death of one dearly beloved ; and it came to George St. John; came with the sojourn of his visitors. A fortnight's association with them, and he was not the same man. As host, he had to exert himself, and with the exertion came the pleasure in it. Ere June was ended, he had forgotten three-parts of his sorrow. It seemed, as he might have described it himself, to have slipped away from his heart, leaving healing and semi- forgetfulness in its place. He would have told you that he regretted his wife as much as ever ; but he did not do so ; for other interests were reasserting their sway within him. Sorrow had nearly spent itself, and was dying out. Do not blame him : man cannot act against his nature ; least of all when in the heyday of youth. He could not offer a churlish reception to his visitors, who had journeyed far to sojourn with him. They were of the world, and expected to be entertained. Mr. St. John invited people to the Hall to meet them ; and went out with them in return. In July the county families began to seek their homes after the whirl of the London season, bringing their guests with them, and gay parties were the rule of the hour. Archery, boating, lawn dances, dinners ; never a day but something more agreeable to the rest succeeded to the other. Mr. Carleton was pressed to attend all, and did attend a great many. Can you wonder at it? Of great prospective wealth, heir-presumptive to a baronetcy, and withal an attractive man — the world knew how to estimate him. But the prize was not as great as it had been, since no other woman who might succeed in gaining him, or whom he might choose himself irrespective of any seeking on her own part, could reasonably hope to give birth to the heir that should succeed. That heir was already in the world — the little child whose advent had cost a precious life. It could not be said that Mr. St. John had very much right, especially now, to the name of Carleton. His name had been simply George St. John, until he married the rich heiress, Caroline Carleton : and with her property he had to assume FAITHFUL TO THE DEAD. 13 her name, for her dead father had so enjoined it in his will. But for that expectant baronetage, he might have added the new name after his own. As it was, he did not do so. The new name was rather a convenience : there were several branches of the St. John family, one of them far higher in the world's social scale than George St. John of Alnwick, or even his uncle the baronet ; and people fell into the habit of calling him Mr. Carleton, as a distinction. The little child had also been christened Carleton. And so George Carleton St. John, yielding to the soothing hand of time, forgot in a degree her who had lain on his bosom and made the brief sunshine of his existence. He went out in the world again, and held gatherings of his own, and was alto- gether reinstated in social life. On a lovely day in September, Alnwick Hall was filled with guests* Chiefest of all the fetes by which that autumn and the neighbourhood had been distinguished, was this last one held at the Hall. Mr. St. John had spared neither pains nor money to render it attractive : and he certainly succeeded. Brilliant groups were in the park, in the temporary marquee on the lawn, and in the house itself; a sort of fete-champetre. Was it out of place, all that glittering gaiety, with the closing scene of only ten months before? — the young life so suddenly sacrificed? Perhaps so : but the idea did not once occur to George St. John. It was not likely to do so now, when another was casting her spells upon his heart. I have told you that rumour had already whispered of a second mistress at Alnwick. In a pleasant room, opening on one side to the conserva- tory, its front windows looking to the park, several ladies were assembled. They were of various ages, of various degrees of beauty. One stood conspicuous amidst the rest. Not for her beauty, though that was great ; not for her dress, though that was all that can be imagined of costly elegance; but for a certain haughty, imperious air, and a most peculiar expression that would now and again gleam from her eyes. An expres- sion that many had observed and that none could fathom ; a sort of wild expression of absolute will. It was not often noticed ; but it was apparent just now. You have seen that tall, finely-formed girl before, her well-set head, her swan-like neck ; you have seen the pale features, regular as any ever carved in sculpture, the thin lips so firmly closed, the luxuriant 14 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. raven hair. Quiet to a degree in bearing and manner, in spite of her haughty air there was an indisputable attraction about her. Could the rumour be true — that the greatest match of the county was about to be laid at Charlotte Norris's feet ? If so, what a triumph for her mother ; what a triumph for herself, so proud and portionless. Mrs. Norris (she was Mrs. Darling, you know) stood by her side. Very pretty still, but not half as grand a woman as her daughter. Charlotte looked well to-day; never better; in her pretty white gossamer bonnet and sweeping white bernouse, you could not have thought her to be much past twenty. And the ladies around looked on her with envious eyes, and repeated over to themselves, what a triumph for Mrs. Norris Darling ! Perhaps so ; but that lady was as yet unconscious of it. She had no more idea that that particular triumph was in store for her, or that Charlotte had, even in rumour, been given to Mr. St. John of Alnwick, than had Alnwick's little heir, who was crowing before her eyes at that moment. This was the first time Mrs. Darling had been to the Hall since that melancholy evening visit in the past November. Only the previous day had she returned to her cottage home. In the centre of the ladies stood a young woman, holding the baby. That he was a fine baby none could dispute. He was not indeed what could be called a pretty child, but a rather unusual look of intelligence for one so young dis- tinguished his features and his clear grey eyes, rendering his face excessively pleasing. And had he possessed all the beauty that since the creation of man has been said or sung, those fair women, displacing one another around him, could not have bestowed more praise upon him — for he was the heir of Alnwick, and Alnwick's possessor was there to hear it. George St. John's cheeks were flushed with pleasure, and his eyes shone as he listened to the flattery; for he fondly loved his child. The little boy wore a broad black sash on his white frock, black ribbons tied up his sleeves, and his pretty round fat arms were stretched out to any one who would notice him. "Yes, he is a fine little fellow," observed Mr. St. John, more gratified as the praises increased. " He will walk soon." " Pray is that his nurse ? " inquired Mrs. Norris Darling, FAITHFUL TO THE DEAD. *5 scanning the maid through her eye-glass. " What is your name, young woman ? " "My name is Honoria, madam,'' replied the girl, looking pleased and curtseying, " but they call me Honour. Honoria Tritton." " And what is the name of this dear child ? " asked Miss Norris, drawing nearer. " I have always heard him called Baby." " Well, his name gets abbreviated for the same reason that we shorten Honour's," laughed Mr. St. John. " He was christened Benjamin, but is universally known amongst us as Benja." Mrs. Norris Darling (let us give her both names once in a way !) continued to examine the nurse by the help of the glass. She needed a glass just as much as you or I, reader ; and had she not been surrounded by that fashionable crowd, would as soon have thought of looking at Honour through the ring of her parasol. But pretentiousness is given to many little ways pertaining to pretentiousness, and that is one of them. Mrs. Norris Darling possessed an idea that an eye-glass added immensely in some way to her dignity. She turned her glass on Honour from top to toe, in the same cool manner that other glasses are turned ; and she saw a sensible-looking young woman, with a clear, fair skin, a good forehead, and truthful light blue eyes. " Honoria Tritton ? " she repeated. " You must be a relative of Mr. Carleton St. John's housekeeper ! Have you had sole charge of the baby ? " " Oh yes, madam, the sole charge." " It is a great responsibility," remarked Mrs. Norris Darling, dropping the glass, and speaking, not to Honour, but to the ladies around. Mr. St. John had taken his child from the nurse's arms, and was fondly caressing it. His very actions, his movements, betrayed the depth of his affection, and a sharp feeling of jealousy shot through the heart of the beautiful Miss Norris as she watched him. " Will he ever love another child as he loves this one ? " was the thought that arose unbidden to her mind. No, never, Miss Norris ; you need not ask or wish it : man does not love another as he loves his first-born. But her beautiful features were smooth as polished crystal as she drew near to Mr. St. John. He glanced at her with a welcoming smile. i6 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " Do let me nurse him ! " she said in low tones. " I adore children ; and this one seems made to be loved." Mr. St. John resigned the boy to her. She carried him away into the conservatory, to a remote bench out of sight, sat down, and amused him with her gold neck-chain. The little fellow sat confidingly on her knee; one hand enclosing her fore-finger, the other grasping the glittering coil. Mr. St. John followed her. " Look at him ! " she said, her quiet face changed to rapture as she glanced at Mr. St. John. " Look at his nimble little fingers and bright eyes ! How happy he is ! " "Happy in all things save one," whispered Mr. St. John, leaning over the child, but gazing at herself. "He has no mother to love and guide him." Those unfathomable eyes of hers were cast down, so that the eyelids concealed them, and a crimson flush mantled to her usually pale cheeks. " He wants a mother," proceeded Mr. St. John ; " he must have a mother. Not now will I urge it, when so many are near; but, Charlotte, you know whom I would entreat to be that mother and my beloved wife." A strange whirl of agitation shook her, impeding instant utterance. Mr. St. John saw the signs, and laid his hand upon her with a smile. " Ought you to talk to me of a beloved wife ? " she asked, in an impassioned tone, as she glanced momentarily up at him. "She who lies buried in her grave was yours." " I did not love her as I shall love you," he hastened to avow — and in the moment's fervour it may be that he thought he spoke truth. " Had I known you better then, I might never have chosen her." " Yet see how you love her child ! " " And I will passionately love any that may be born to you, Charlotte," he whispered. But the very remark, had Mr. St. John been cool enough or wise enough to analyze it, might have told him that her heart, even now, before she was any- thing to him, was shaken by jealousy of the child. He was neither cool nor wise just then. He bent his head lower and lower ; he murmured vows of everlasting tenderness ; he suffered his face to rest against hers, as it had once rested against that of his dying wife. She resisted not. But when a host of intruders came flocking in, FAITHFUL TO THE DEAD. 17 she raised her haughty head, and swept on with a scornful step, as she resigned the infant into the arms of its nurse. George St. John had loved his wife with the fresh, rapturous feelings that he could never know again ; and he loved her memory. Yet, here he was, ere ten short months had elapsed, willing to swear to another that she was the first who had awakened true passion in his heart ! But Caroline Carleton had faded from his sight, and Charlotte Norris stood before him in all her beauty. It is the way of man ; ay, and often of woman. To remain faithful to the dead is not in man's nature. The fete was over, and they were driving home — Mrs. Darling and her daughter. To judge by the manner of the two ladies, one might have thought it was the mother who had received so momentous a proposal ; not the daughter. Char- lotte sat quiet and calm, leaning back in her corner of the chariot ; Mrs. Darling was flushed, restless, evidently disturbed. Mr. St. John had said to her a word of enlightenment in parting, and it startled her out of her equanimity. " Charlotte," she began — and not until they were drawing near the end of their homeward road, and the village of Alnwick was left behind them, did she speak — " Charlotte, I hope I misunderstood Mr. St. John ? " Charlotte lifted her eyes. "I do not know to what you allude, mamma. In what do you hope you misunderstood Mr. St. John?" " He hinted to me that he should call to-morrow to speak to me about you. Charlotte, it will be of no use : I cannot let you marry Mr. Carleton." "Please not to call him by that name," was the quiet re- joinder. "Mr. St. John, then — what does it matter? I should not like you to marry him. Has he really asked you to be his wife ? " " Yes." " It must have been very sudden ! " " Not so. I think we have understood each other for some little time past." " Then he has been in the habit of coming to the cottage ? " " Oh yes." Mrs. Darling, who had raised herself in some commotion as she asked the last question^ sank back again, and a look of St. Martin's Eve. 2 iS ST. MARTIN'S EVE. mortification, of mental trouble, settled on her face. The carriage was approaching their door ere she spoke again, her tones betraying an agitation that was ill suppressed. " I cannot spare you, Charlotte ! Charlotte, my darling, I cannot spare you ! How often have I hoped, and urged, and prayed that you would never leave me — that you would be the one to stay and cheer my old age ! ,? Charlotte shook her head with a smile. Had her mother been less agitated, less evidently in earnest, she might have enlarged on the unreasonableness of such a wish. As it was, she only answered playfully, that her mother need not think of old age these twenty years. "Are you marrying him for his money — his position?" resumed Mrc. Darling. " I am tired ; mamma ; I wish you wouldn't question me. Really I can't exactly particularize why I am marrying him." " You a second wife ! Have you reflected, Charlotte, that Caroline Carleton was his first choice ; that there's already an heir to Alnwick who will inherit all ; that George St. John has hardly a shilling beyond his entailed estates " " Don't mamma ! " was Charlotte's interruption, and her brow had contracted as if in pain, " It is quite useless your saying this. I should marry George St. John, though I knew that I must beg my bread afterwards from door to door." A moan, as of one in sorrow too great for utterance, broke from the lips of Mrs. Darling, and she sank back in the carriage and clasped her hands in pain. CHAPTER III. THE UNEXPLAINED REASON. Not a word was spoken by either mother or daughter as they entered their home. The little French clock in the drawing- room pointed to eleven — for the festivities at the Hall had been prolonged into evening — and Charlotte, perhaps afraid of further contention, said good night, and went up at once to her chamber. Mrs. Darling threw off her cloak and bonnet and began to pace the room. It was rather a habit of hers when disturbed or vexed. THE UNEXPLAINED REASON. 19 Never had she been so disturbed as now. Her ordinary crosses had been but light ones, which she scolded or talked away ; this seemed to be too deep, too real, for any talking. It might be unreasonable ; every one who knew of it said it was so ; but Mrs. Darling had lived in the ardent hope that her eldest daughter — more fondly cherished by her than all the rest — would never leave her, never marry. She had planned and schemed against it. Some two or three years ago, a suspicion arose in her mind that Charlotte was falling in love with George St. John, and she checked it by carrying off Char- lotte, and keeping her away until the danger was over. He had married Caroline Carleton before they came back again. No one living had suspected this manoeuvre on the mother's part, or that Charlotte had been in danger of loving the master of Alnwick — if she had not loved him — except Margaret Darling. Surely it must have been unreasonable. Mr. St. John was a free man then in every sense of the word, and Charlotte's son, had she married him and borne one, would have been the heir ! That Mrs. Darling's love for Charlotte had always been inordinate, those about them knew. But, as a woman of the world, she might have foreseen how utterly powerless would be a mother's love to keep her daughter always by her side. Charlotte once said to her in a joking way, that she had better put her into a convent, and make a nun of her : and indeed that would have been about the only way of preventing it. And now, in spite of her precaution, Charlotte was about to marry ; to be a second wife. That fact alone brought some gall to Mrs. Darling. She had deemed Charlotte so secure. She had never dreamt of the treason that was afloat. Their visit to her old mother in Berkshire had been prolonged until June, and all that time Charlotte had been safe under her own eye. In June, old Mrs. Darling (it was the same name, for Mrs. Darling's second husband had been a distant cousin) grew so convalescent that they had no scruple in quitting her; and Mrs. Darling had despatched Charlotte to Alnwick under convoy of Mary Anne, who was so much older than her years, and might be thoroughly trusted. Margaret remained behind with her grandmother, and Mrs. Darling went to France to see her youngest daughter Rose, who was at school there. She only intended to be absent a fortnight ; by the end of that time she meant to be at 20 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. Alnwick ; but ere it was concluded, she was summoned back in haste to her old mother, who had had a relapse. So that it was September before Mrs. Darling really returned to Alnwick. She arrived just in time to attend the fete at Mr. St. John's, and she went to it without any more prevision of what was to happen than a child unborn. It was the first time that Charlotte had been away from her, and she was blaming herself bitterly. Perhaps self-reproach was never sharper than Mrs. Darling's as she paced the drawing- room this night. It seemed to her, now, that she might have foreseen something of the sort ; that she should have kept her attractive daughter under her own eye. But she thought she had taken every precaution. She had charged Mary Anne not to admit gentlemen as visitors during her absence — unless, she had added, they were of a certain standing as to age, and married. Some few she had especially interdicted by name. Above all others would she have interdicted Mr. St. John of Alnwick, had she supposed that this would be the result ; and she mentally heaped the most bitter reproaches on Mary Anne, and felt that she should like to shake her. She turned to the bell with a sudden impulse, and rang it ; indeed, Mrs. Darling was always an impulsive woman. All the servants had gone upstairs on Mrs. Darling's entrance, ex- cept the lady's-maid ; hours were early in the quiet household. Mary Prance came in : a slender woman of five-and-thirty, with dark eyes and brown marks on her thin face ; she wore a neat grey alpaca gown and small white linen wristbands and collar. A woman devoted to her mistress's interests, but disliked by the servants, who went so far as to call her a " deceitful cat." But Mary Prance was a clever woman, and not deceitful on the whole. She gratefully liked Mrs. Darling, who was always kind to her, and she loved the eldest daughter; but she cared for no one else in the wide world. She had entered the service as housemaid, a young girl, but her mistress had called her " Prance " from the first. Mrs. Darling — you remember the hint I gave you — could not call her servants by their simple Christian names. She turned sharply as the door opened. " Where's Miss Darling?" "Miss Darling has been in bed some time, ma'am. She went at eight o'clock. Her sore-throat was painful, though a trifle easier." " Prance, who has visited here during my absence ? " inter- THE UNEXPLAINED REASON. 21 rupted Mrs. Darling, impatiently drowning the words. " What gentlemen ? " The lady's-maid considered for a moment, recalling the visitors. " Dr. Graves, ma'am ; he has come the oftenest, I think. And Mr. Pym, and old Sir William " " Not those old people, Prance ; I don't care to hear about them," said Mrs. Darling, peevishly. " I mean young men- single men." " Not any, I think," answered Prance, after a pause. " Miss Darling was denied to them." " Mr. St. John of Alnwick has come ? " " Oh yes, Mr. St. John has come. He has come often." With the answer, Mrs. Darling quitted the room for the chamber of her unconsciously offending daughter. The poor girl woke up, hot and startled at the unexpected entrance ; at the sharp questions that so rudely assailed her ear. Not for some few moments did she understand sufficiently to answer. Mr. Carleton St. - John? Yes, he had been there rather frequently in the past few weeks. Had Charlotte had oppor- tunities of seeing him alone? Yes, very likely she had; it might be so. " Did you know," resumed Mrs. Darling, suppressing the storm of reproaches so ready to break from her lips, " that any attachment was arising between her and Mr. St. John ? " " No, mamma, I never knew it," replied Mary Anne, fully awake now. " I did not think of such a thing. Has it arisen ? " "Yes, it has arisen, you unhappy, careless creature, and I fear that she's going to marry him," retorted Mrs. Darling. "You are a hundred years older than Charlotte in staid experi- ence. I entrusted her to your charge here as I might a younger sister, and you have suffered her to meet George St. John, and this is the result ! I shall never forgive you, Mary Anne. Did I not warn you that I would have no single men calling here during my absence ? " " But — but— Mr. St. John is not a single man," returned the unfortunate Mary Anne, too bewildered to collect her senses. " I'm sure I did not think of him as anything but a widower steeped in grief. It seems only the other day that his wife died. I did not think of him at all as a marrying man." Neither, in point of fact, had Mrs. Darling, or she might have expressly interdicted his visits by name, as she had those of others. 22 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. Mary Anne Darling was collecting her wits. She sat up in bed, thinking possibly that might help her. u Mamma, you cannot really expect to keep Charlotte unmarried ! Remember her beauty. If it were me or Margaret, you might ?? " You or Margaret ! " screamed Mrs. Darling, excessively in- censed at something or other in the words. "I wish you were both going to be married to-morrow ! or to-night, for the matter of that." " I was going to ask you, mamma," pursued Mary Anne, meek still in spite of the covert sneer, "what objection you can possibly have to her marrying Mr. St. John?" " That's my business and not yours," said Mrs. Darling, tartly. Mary Anne had never heard her mother altogether so cross, never seen her so vexed, and the girl wondered excessively. Hitherto, she had supposed the objection which existed to Charlotte's marrying, and which she had not failed to detect, arose from an exalted idea on her mother's part that no one likely to present himself was worthy of Miss Norris in a worldly point of view. But surely this could not apply to Mr. St. John of Alnwick ! She spoke again, pursuing her train of thought. "He will be Sir George St. John sometime, mamma; he will be more wealthy than he is now. It is really a better match than even Charlotte could have hoped for." " I would give every shilling I possess in the world, rather than Charlotte should marry him ! " spoke Mrs. Darling, in low, determined tones. " I would sacrifice half the years I have yet to live to keep her with me always ! I shall never forgive you, Mary Anne. When you found that George St. John was taking to come here, you ought to have sent me word." " Mamma, listen. I have told you that I never thought of such a thing as that Mr. Carleton St. John came, or could come, with any such idea; he, who has only just lost his wife. But if I had thought of it, if I had known it, what would have been my will against Charlotte's ? It might have pleased her that he should be admitted ; and you know you have taught us to give way to her in all things." "Then you might have written to me. I repeat to you, Mary Anne, that I shall never forgive you." "It must be, that he was previously married — that Char- THE UNEXPLAINED REASON. 23 lotte's children will not inherit," cried Mary Anne, speaking aloud in her wonder, as she strove to find reasonable grounds for the objection to Mr. St. John. "But " " Hold your tongue," interrupted Mrs. Darling. "You have done mischief enough, without seeking for reasons that may not be disclosed." More and more surprised grew Mary Anne. The last words were not spoken in reproach or anger, but in a tone of deep, bitter pain. They bore a sound of wailing, of lamentation; and she could only stare after her mother in silence, as Mrs. Darling quitted the room not less abruptly than she had entered it. Mary Anne Darling lay down again, and curled the clothes round her with a pettish movement, feeling excessively aggrieved. But that was nothing new. She and Margaret had suffered all their lives through Charlotte, and had never rebelled. Miss Norris had been first and foremost ; had received all the love, all the consideration, all the care ; the house had only seemed to go on in reference to the well-being and convenience of its eldest daughter. Brought up to this from their earliest years, Mary Anne and Margaret Darling had accepted it as one of life's obligations. But the young lady was feeling now that she was being unjustly censured. If there did exist any objection to Mr. Carleton St. John, Charlotte should be blamed for falling in love with him, or else be made to relinquish him. But Miss Darling did not believe in any objection : she thought her mother only wished to keep Charlotte to herself in her jealous affection* — that she could not bear to part with her. " I never knew anything so unreasonable," grumbled the young lady, giving the pillow a fierce poke upwards. " Char- lotte was sure to marry sometime, and but for her mother's great watchfulness, she'd have been married before this. I cannot understand mamma. What though Charlotte is the apple of her eye, ought she to wish to prevent her fulfilling woman's proper destiny? The love of most mothers causes them to wish their daughters to marry \ some to go the length of scheming for it : in this case it is schemed against. It is very selfish, very inconsistent; and yet mamma is not a selfish woman ! I can't understand her." Mrs. Darling's opposition was not yet over. She sat the next day in her own room, thinking what an ill-used woman she 24 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. was, calling up every little remembered cross of her past life ; as many of us are prone to do in moments of annoyance, when things wear a gloomy aspect. She had married — a girl not out of her teens — Mr. Norris, of Norris Court, a gentleman whose standing in the county was almost as good as that of the St. Johns of Alnwick. But ere she had well realized her position as the wife of a wealthy man, the mistress of a place so charm- ing as Norris Court ; almost ere her baby was born, Mr. Norris died, and the whole thing seemed to pass from her as a dream. Had the child proved a boy she had been well off, and Norris Court still been hers as a residence ; proving a girl, it lapsed from her to the next male heir in the entail. She turned out of it with her baby, the little Charlotte, and a small income of a few hundreds a year. These hundreds, at her own death, would be Charlotte's. The pretty house she had since called her home was in point of fact Charlotte's, not hers. It had come to Charlotte on her father's death, but she had it to reside in for her life. Norris Court was two miles distant from Alnwick ; and Mrs. Norris in her young widowhood had quarrelled with its new possessors. The breach had never been healed, So that Charlotte was a stranger to her forefathers' home. Except for this cottage and the few hundreds a year, all in expectation, Charlotte Norris had nothing. How Mrs. Norris had bewailed these past untoward circumstances, her own heart alone knew. Her own subsequent marriage with Colonel Darling had not greatly improved her circumstances in the long-run. At the Colonel's death, the chief portion of what he had passed to their son. A little was settled on the daughters, and Mrs. Darling had a certain benefit for life. But altogether her in- come was not a large one, especially considering her many wants, and that she was not one who could make a sovereign go as far as most people ; and Mrs. Darling was in the habit of thinking that fate might have been kinder to her. In the lost glories of Norris Court, present benefits, real though they were, were overlooked. But for these comparisons, bred of discontent, some of us would get on better in the world than we do. She sat in her own room, glancing back at these past griev- ances, dwelling on others that were more recent. It was the day following the fete. The interview with Mr. Carleton St. John was over, and Charlotte was his promised wife. Mrs. Darling had done what she could to oppose it — to the secret THE UNEXPLAINED REASON. 25 surprise of Mr. St. John ; but her opposition was untenable, and had broken down. " If you have any tangible objection to me, name it, and let me combat it as I best may," said Mr. St. John. But apparently Mrs. Darling could bring forward none, save the foolishly fond one that she could not part with Charlotte ; and the engagement took place. As Mrs. Darling sat now, alone, her mind was still busy with a hundred wild schemes for its frustration. But she saw clearly that they would all be worse than use- less; that unless there was some special interposition of Providence, Charlotte would go to Alnwick. What was the secret of her opposition ? Ah, my reader, you must turn over many pages ere you arrive at that. She had one very great and good reason for dreading the marriage of her daughter with George St. John of Alnwick. Charlotte happened to come into the room as she sat there. Mrs. Darling held out her hand ; and Charlotte — who might have looked radiant with happiness but that she and her countenance were of an undemonstrative nature in general — came and sat on a stool at her feet, her dress, bright mauve muslin, floating around, her delicate hands raised from their open lace sleeves to her mother's knee. " I must say a few words to you, Charlotte. Promise to hear me patiently and calmly." " Of course I will, mamma." " There's no of course in the matter, I fear. Times have been, Charlotte, when " " Oh mamma, never mind all that. I'm going to be good. Tell me what it is." " Do you remember, some three years ago — yes, it must be quite three years now, for we did not leave London that year until August — that we saw a good deal of George St. John ? We had met him in London that season; we met him on our return here; and he fell into the habit of calling on us often." - " I remember," replied Charlotte. " The beginning of October we left home for Paris ; a sudden resolution on my part, you girls thought; which was true. Charlotte, I must tell you now why I went. I was taking you from danger ; I was carrying you away from George St. John." A momentary glance upwards of Charlotte's eyes. Did Mrs, 26 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. Darling read anger in them ? That something made her quail, there was no doubt, and she laid firm hold of both those slender wrists resting on her knee. " For your sake, Charlotte ; it was for your sake. I feared you were growing to love him." " And if I were ? " retorted Charlotte. There was a long pause. Mrs. Darling appeared to be weigh- ing some question with herself : she looked anxious, troubled, undecided : but she still held the hands with a firm grasp. " Charlotte, I want you to trust me. There is a reason, why you should not become the wife of Mr. Carleton of Alnwick ; but I cannot tell you what it is. I cannot so much as hint at its nature. I want you to trust me that this cause does exist ; and to act upon it." " To act upon it ? " " By declining to become Mrs. Carleton St. John." " No," said Charlotte, very quietly. " What is the cause ? " " My darling, I have said that I cannot tell you : and that is why I ask you to trust me as confidently as you did when a little child. The thought came over me just now, while Mr. Carleton was here, to speak openly to him. The next moment I felt faint and sick with dread at the bare thought. I may not tell Mr. Carleton ; I will not tell you " " I do wish you wouldn't call him by that name ! " Charlotte interrupted. " My dear, it is that I have fallen into the habit of it," mur- mured Mrs. Darling. " It's like a scene in a play," exclaimed Charlotte. " I may not marry George St. John for some reason, and I may not know what the reason is ! He is not going to turn out my brother, or cousin, I suppose? Rather romantic, that, for these matter-of-fact days ! " " Oh, Charlotte, be serious ! Do not indulge in nonsense now. You know that you are Charlotte Norris, and that he is George St. John ; and that you never were related yet. It is not that : I wish it were nothing else." "What is it?" " I cannot tell you, Charlotte. I cannot ; I cannot." " Have you heard anything against him, that you are con- cealing ? " Mrs. Darling lifted her hand to her face, partially hiding it. She did not answer the question. THE UNEXPLAINED REASON. " Charlotte, you know how I love you. Well, I would almost rather see you die, than married to George St. John. No mother ever schemed to get her daughter a husband, as I schemed three years ago to keep you from one, when my sus- picions were aroused that you were in danger of loving George St. John." " The danger had ripened," said Charlotte, in low tones. " I did love him." " My poor girl ! And his love, though I did not know it then, was given to Caroline Carleton " " Don't say it ! " interrupted Charlotte : and for the second time during their interview Mrs. Darling quailed, the tone was so wild, so full of pain. " I do not wish to be spoken to of his first wife," she added calmly, after a pause. " You will not, surely, be his second, Charlotte ! Charlotte, my Charlotte ! You will not break my heart ! " " You will break mine, if you forbid me to marry Mr. St. John," was the whispered answer. " But indeed, mamma, I think we are talking nonsense," broke off Charlotte. " I am no longer a child. I am nearly nine-and-twenty ; and that's rather too old to be told I may not marry, when there's no real cause why I should not do so." " No real cause ! What have I been saying, Charlotte ? " " I think there is none. I think what you are saying must be a chimera." Mrs. Darling let fall the hands she held ; she had only hoped against hope. Charlotte rose and bent over her mother to kiss her, whispering a few decisive words. Cruel words to her mother's heart. " It is of no use trying to separate us, mamma. You did enough mischief in separating us before — but until this hour, I knew not that you acted intentionally. But for that, I might have been his first wife, chosen before all." Charlotte Norris was wrong, so far : Mr. St. John's love had never before been given to her : it never would be given to her as it had been to Caroline Carleton. The first fresh green of the heart's spring had had its day, and was gone for ever. A few more days ; another attempt or two, futile as this one ; a short, sharp battle with her secret wishes, and Mrs. Darling gave up opposition, and grew apparently reconciled to what she could not prevent. And in mid-winter, just after the new 28 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. year came in, the newspapers had another piece of news to relate, concerning Mr. St. John. " On the 2nd of January, at the church of St. Mary, Alnwick, by the Reverend Dr. Graves, George Carleton St. John, Esquire, of Alnwick Hall, to Charlotte Augusta, only child of the late Herbert Norris, Esquire, of Norris Court." CHAPTER IV. A NEW MISTRESS AT ALNWICK. The mourning habiliments hitherto prevailing at Alnwick Hall were put aside during the wedding-tour of its master, and the servants appeared in gayer colours. Master Benja's grey merino frock was exchanged for a scarlet, and the black sash and sleeve-knots were replaced by white ones. Benja was a sturdy little fellow of fourteen months now, sufficiently forward in walking to get about the room and bring himself into all manner of mischief. A second marriage, a new mistress suddenly brought to an established home, rarely gives pleasure to its inmates. This applies in an especial degree to its women-servants. Whatever the cause may be, or whence the feeling in the jealous human heart takes its rise, it is an indisputable fact, that the second marriage of a master is rarely liked, and the new bride is re- garded with anything but love. The case was such at the Hall. Tritton, the housekeeper, had lived in the family of Miss Carleton before she was Mrs. St. John ; had come with her to the Hall when she married ; and it was only natural, perhaps chat she should look upon her successor somewhat in the light of a usurper. Honour shared the feeling. Ardently attached to her young charge, having been trusted with him, possessing almost full control over him, the prospect of a new mother for the boy and a mistress for herself could not be palatable. But both Tritton and Honour were conscientious, good women ; and there is no doubt this feeling would have soon worn itself out, but for circumstances that occurred to increase it. Mrs. Darling was not wise. Her intentions no doubt were good, but her judgment was not so. From the day following A NEW MISTRESS AT ALNWICK. 29 that of the ceremony, when Mr. ^,nd Mrs. St. John were fairly away, Mrs. Darling haunted the Hall. Anxious for the com- fort of Charlotte as she had never been for anything in her life, she fell into the mistake of interfering with Charlotte's future home before she entered upon it. She went about the house, peering here, peeping there ; she had changes wrought in the rooms, in the furniture; she found fault with the arrangements made by the servants, who had done their best, and superseded them at will. She changed the position of beds, she examined linen, she turned Benja and Honour from their day-nursery into another; she ordered this to be done, she countermanded that. This might have been tolerated in Mrs. Darling; indeed it must have been ; but what the servants could not and would not tolerate, was a second edition of it in Prance. Prance generally accompanied her mistress to the Hall ; one or two nights was left to sleep there ; Mrs. Darling's worrying orders were often transmitted through Prance ; and Prance, as unwise as her mistress, assumed a supercilious superiority (which in- deed was partly her natural manner) excessively distasteful to Mr. St. John's rather indulged but most respectable house- hold. It was a sad mistake. It was perhaps the first link in a heavy chain, whose fetters would have to be worn for ever. Mrs. Darling ought to have waited until her daughter came home, she could then have suggested these alterations privately to her if she deemed them so essential, and suffered Charlotte's own authority to carry them out. How Mrs. Darling, a shrewd, sensible, easy woman in general, fell into the error, must remain a marvel. It caused the servants to look upon her as a meddling, underbred woman, who was interfering most un- justifiably in what did not concern her. She was really nothing of the sort ; it all arose from her surpassing anxiety for Char- lotte's comfort. This, I say, must have been borne from Mrs. Darling; but when that unfortunate Prance came in, all the resentment was turned upon her. Prance ordered after her mistress. Worse still, she did not order as from her mistress, but as from her- self ; and her cold, you-must-obey-me tones, exasperated the maids at the Hall almost to rebellion. Putting present ill- feeling apart, the result was unfortunate : for it created a pre- judice against their new mistress, which Mrs. St. John would have to live down. Altogether, what with the advent of the 3o ST. MARTIN'S EVE. new wife, the perpetual visitation of Mrs. Darling, and the hatred to Prance, Alnwick Hall was kept in a state of internal commotion. In the midst of this, the day came round for the return of Mr. St. John and his bride. In the afternoon, Master Benja, in apple-pie order, the short scarlet frock and the white ribbons — for they were expected to arrive every hour — was toddling about the nursery, drawing a horse. Honour, in a new cap with white satin trimming, sat watching him, and talking to one of the housemaids, Edy, who had looked in for a gossip. It may be as well that you should notice how these nurseries were situated. They were at the side of the house facing the east. Mr. St. John's bedroom was at the end, looking on to the park, and forming as it were an angle on that side the house. You saw the room once ; some one was dying in it. His room opened to two others, one on either side of it. The one looking to the front was his own dressing-room ; the other looking to the side, had been called the dressing-room of the late Mrs. St. John ; and all three rooms opened to the gallery. It was this last room that had been Benja' s nursery, and out of which Mrs. Darling had turned him. The next room to this, which opened to no other room, was the new day-nursery. Honour and Benja are in it now. And beyond it, the last room on this side the house, was the one in which Honour and Benja slept. The next to this, the first one looking to the north at the back of the house, was Mrs. Tritton's — but it is unnecessary to mention that. The passage in which the doors of these nurseries were situated was narrow, not like the wide front corridor or gallery. Immediately opposite the door of Benja's bed-chamber was the back staircase used by the servants. Honour, with her charge, was the only one who assumed the privilege of passing up and down the front stairs. It was as well to mention this : you will see why, later. Honour bitterly resented being turned from the nursery. It was unreasonable that she should do so (though perhaps not unnatural), as the room would be required for the new Mrs. St. John. She was gossiping with the housemaid in the manner that servants like to gossip, when a voice in the next room startled them both. It was the voice of Prance ; and the servants had not known she was in the house. " There's that woman here again ! " exclaimed Edy, in a whisper. A NEW MISTRESS AT ALNWICK. 31 Honour had her finger to her lip in an attitude of listening. She wondered to whom Prance was talking. Tones that could not be mistaken for any but Mrs. Darling's, answered her. In point of fact, Mrs. Darling had come over to receive her daughter, bringing Prance to carry a few last trifling belong- ings of Charlotte's. " Of course ! " ejaculated Honour. " I knew they'd be here." Honour was good in the main; sincere, thoroughly trust- worthy ; but she was not exempt from the prejudice to which her class is especially prone. You cannot help these things. It was her custom, whenever she found Mrs. Darling and her maid appeared upstairs, to catch up Benja and dart down to the housekeeper's room, with a vague feeling, arising from resentment, of carrying Benja out of their reach. She took him up now, horse and all, and was making her way to the back-stairs when Mrs. Darling suddenly looked out of a chamber and called to her. There could be no pretending not to hear. She had been seen, and therefore was obliged to arrest her steps. It had not come to open rebellion against Mrs. Darling. "I want you, Honour. Step here a minute.'' " Carry the baby down, Edy," whispered Honour, giving her the child. "Tell Mrs. Tritton that they are up here, if she does not know it," she added, as a parting fling. When Edy reached the housekeeper's room, she found it empty, except for the presence of a woman in black, who sat there with her things on, and who laid siege to the baby as if she had a right to him. It was the nurse, Mrs. Dade, who came occasionally to see the child, as she had opportunity. Edy, only a few months in the service, did not recognize her. Edy willingly resigned the charge, and made her way to the hall as fast as her feet could carry her : for a bustle in it warned her that their new mistress had arrived, and all her woman's curiosity was aroused. She was crossing the hall on Mr. St. John's arm, a smile of greeting on her pale face as she glanced to the right and left. Mr. St. John laughed and talked, and mentioned two or three of the principal servants by name to his wife. Edy stood in a nook behind the rest, and peeped out \ and just then Mrs. Darling, having become aware of the arrival, came down the stairs with loud words of welcome. The bustle over, Mrs. Tritton went back to her own room, 32 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. shutting the door upon Edy. Nurse Dade had the boy on her knee, talking to him ; and Honour, a privileged visitor, came in. Honour's tongue could be rather a sharp one on occasion ) but the unexpected sight of the nurse arrested it for the moment. " I should not have come up to-day, had I known," Nurse Dade was saying to the housekeeper. " It must be a busy day with you." " Middling for that : not very. You heard of the marriage, I suppose ? " " I saw it in the newspapers. I had not heard of it till then. I have been away for six months, you see, and news came to me slowly. How well this little fellow gets on, Honour ! You have done your part by him, that's certain." Honour gave a sort of ungracious assent to the remark. " What do you think she wanted with me?" asked she, turning to the housekeeper, alluding to Mrs. Darling. " You know that pretty sketch that master drew of Benja in the straw hat, one day in the garden, and hung it up in his bedroom ? Well, she called me in to say she thought it had better be taken down and put elsewhere. I told her I must decline to meddle with my master's things, and especially with that, though it was done only on the leaf of a copy-book ; and I wouldn't touch it. She first looked at me and then at the sketch ; but just then there was a bustle in the hall ; she ran down and I came away." " And it's left hanging ? " " It's left hanging. Ah ! "—and Honour drew a long breath — " Nurse Dade, we have changes here." " There's changes everywhere, I think," responded the nurse. " But I must say I was surprised when I read it in the papers. So soon ! and to recollect what his grief was then ! But law ! it's the way of the world." Honour took Benja, carried him to the far end of the room, and began amusing him with his horse. They made a con- siderable amount of noise, almost drowning the voices of the two women by the fire. "Do you happen to know her?" the housekeeper had asked, and the nurse knew by intuition that she spoke of the bride. " I've known her ever since she was a baby. My mother was nursing at Norris Court, and I went there for a day and a A NEW MISTRESS AT ALNWICK. 33 night, and they let me hold the baby on my lap, to say I had had it. I was quite a young woman then ; a growing girl, as one may say." " I don't know anything of her, hardly, " said the house- keeper. "I've not chosen to ask questions of the servants, and I and Honour, as you are aware, are strangers in the neighbourhood. Her father was a colonel, was he not ? " " A colonel ! No ; it was Mrs. Norris's second husband that was a colonel — Colonel Darling. Miss Norris's father was Mr. Norris of Norris Court. Very grand, rich people they were : but as there was no boy, it nearly all went from the widow when Mr. Norris died. She married Colonel Darling when the first year was out." " She must have been very young," remarked the house- keeper. " She does not look old now." " Very young. I remember the first time I saw her in her widow's cap. I began wondering how / should look in a widow's cap, for she did not look much older than I was. She was very pretty. People said what a pity it was Mr. Norris should have died so soon and left her." " What did Mr. Norris die of? " " I can't tell you. I have never known. * nere was some mystery about it. My mother always said she did not know : and I don't think she did, she was so curious over it. He was ill about a week or ten days, but nobody was let go near him, except Mr. Pym and the valet, and a man-nurse they had. Some of the servants thought it was some infectious disorder : but nobody knew." "And he died?" "He died. The little baby, Miss Charlotte, as she was named afterwards, was born whilst he lay ill. My mother said Mr. Pym took her in to show her to her father; which was very wrong if it was fever ; and when Mr. Pym came out his face was white, as if he had gone through some painful scene." The housekeeper, who was by no means one to deal in mysteries, stared at the nurse. She had hushed her voice to that tone we are apt to use when speaking of things that must not be openly discussed. She sat gazing at the fire, as if recalling the past, the black strings of her bonnet hanging down. " How do you mean, Mrs. Dade ? " St. Martin's Eve. 3 34 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. "Mean?" "You speak as if you were scared." " Do I ? I suppose I caught the tone from mother : she used to speak so when she talked of it. It was her way, when there was any sort of mystery in her places. Whether she came to the bottom of it herself, or whether she didn't, she always used a tone in speaking of it that partly scared you and partly sent you rampant to know more." "But what mystery could there be in regard to Mr. Norris ? " " That's just what I am unable to tell you. There was a mystery : everybody knew that ; but I don't believe anybody fathomed it. Whether it lay in his illness, or in his death, or in neither, mother never knew. Sometimes she thought it was connected with his wife. They had been a loving couple until one night, when some dispute occurred between them, and there ensued an awful quarrel : one of those dreadful disturb- ances that terrify a household. Mrs. Norris, a gentle, loving, merry young girl, as she had seemed until then, dashed her hand through a cheval glass in her passion, and cut it terribly. It all took place in their own room. Mr. Pym was fetched ; and altogether there was a fine hullabaloo." " Were you there? " " I was not there ; nor mother either. It was not for some days afterwards that she was sent for to Mrs. Norris : but the servants told her of it. Mr. Norris had been ill ever since ; and three days later he was dead. The butler said — and he no doubt had it from the valet, for they were great friends — that it was that night's quarrel that killed his master." " How could the quarrel kill him ? " cried the wondering housekeeper. Nurse Dade shook her head. " I don't know. All sorts of things were said — as things in such cases often are, and per- haps not a word of truth in any of 'em. At any rate, Mr. Norris died, and nobody knew for certain how he died or what was the matter with him, or what could have given rise to the dreadful quarrel that led to it. There were but two persons who could have told the truth— Mrs. Norris and Mr. Pym." " Mr. Pym must have been a young man then," observed the housekeeper, after a pause. " About thirty, I suppose. He must be sixty now." " Mr. Pym's not sixty ! " "He is hard upon it. Nobody would take him for it, A NEW MISTRESS AT ALNWICK. 35 though, he is so active. Mrs. Norris had to leave the Court when she got well, for the new people to come to it ; she went straight to the house she's in now, which of right belongs to Miss Charlotte — I should say Mrs. St. John." " I hope she's amiable ? " observed the housekeeper. "She is when she likes, I believe. I don't know much of her myself. She has a temper, they say — but then she has been so much indulged." "She is very handsome. But she's not in the least like Mrs. Darling." " She is very much like her father. Mrs. Darling's fair, Mr. Norris was " A clear, sonorous voice, calling "Benja," interrupted the words. Honour heard it, for it penetrated even above the shouts of the boy and the creaking of the steed. It was a call she was accustomed to. Often and often, in passing through the hall, going out or coming in, had Mr. St. John thus summoned his child. " Not the horse," said Honour to the boy, as she picked him up. " Papa's calling. Benja shall come back to the horse by- and-by." Mr. St. John was in the hall, waiting. He took the child from Honour, kissed him lovingly many times, and then carried him into the drawing-room. Honour followed. She had not been told to go down, and there was an irrepressible curiosity in her mind to see Mrs. St. John. She was seated alone, near the window, with a work-box before her and some embroidery in her hand, looking as much at home as though she had always lived there. Her raven hair was partially turned from her forehead, showing off the finely- cut but very thin features. Turning her head quickly at the opening of the door, she saw her husband enter. "I have brought you Benj?,, Charlotte. He must make acquaintance with his mamma." She rose with a smile, her dark-blue silk dress gleaming brightly from its ample folds, met them midway in the room, and took Benja. The boy, rather astonished perhaps at the summary proceeding, stared at her from his wide-open great grey eyes. "You will love mamma, Benja?" she said, kissing him tenderly; and she placed him on her knee and held up to him her shining gold chain, as she had clone some two or three months before. " Mamma means to love Benja." 36 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. But Benja was impervious to bribes to-day, and would have nothing to say to the gold chain. Suddenly, in the midst of his prolonged stare, he burst into tears, with a great deal of unnecessary noise. " I am strange to him," said Mrs. St. John. " He will know me better in a day or two. See ! what have I here for Benja ! " She took up a sweet biscuit from a plate that happened to be on the table. What with the biscuit, and her persuasive words, her kisses, Benja suffered himself to be coaxed, hushed his sobs, and kissed his new mamma. " Friends from this minute," she said triumphantly, glancing up at her husband, who had stood by, smiling. " I will try and be a good mother to him, George." " I shall like her better than I thought," decided Honour from the door, who could find no fault, even in her prejudice, with her new mistress. " I shall like her much if she will only love the child." And thus the future lady of Alnwick had entered on her home. CHAPTER V. ON ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " At Alnwick Hall, on St. Martin's Eve, the wife of George Carleton St. John, Esquire, of a son." This was the next announcement in the local papers ; some ten months, or a trifle more, having elapsed since the last one. And I hope you will have patience with these notices, and not find fault with their frequency : they are not yet over. "On St. Martin's Eve!" Was Mr. Carleton St. John a Roman Catholic, that he should chronicle the birth of his children by the saints' days ? No. And it was not by Mr. St. John's wish that it had been so worded, but by Mrs. Darling's. It was no doubt a somewhat singular coincidence that this second child should have been born on the same day as Benja, the ioth of November. Mrs. Darling, who was temporarily sojourning at Alnwick Hall, and was naturally a little inclined ON ST. MARTIN'S EVE. 37 to be superstitious, regarded it as a most ominous event. What, she thought, if the advent of this child should be Succeeded by the dreadful tragedy that had so fatally charac- terized the last ? And it would perhaps hardly be believed, but that some of you may have had opportunities of witnessing these foolish fancies, that she dreaded the announcement being made in the newspapers in the same words as the last. " I cannot bear it," she said to Mr. St. John, " I could not look at it without a shudder. Put anything else you like, but don't put ' On the ioth of November ! ' " Mr. St. John laughed outright ; he could not help it. " Charlotte is as well as she can be," he rejoined. " I know ; but a change might take place at any moment. Pray do not laugh at me, Mr. St. John. Call it folly; super- stition ; what you will ; only don't word this announcement as you worded the last." " But how am I to word it ? " he asked. " If the child was born on the tenth, I can't put it the ninth or the eleventh. I won't send any notice at all, if you like ; I don't care about it." " Not send any notice of Charlotte's child ! " she echoed in displeasure. " That would be a slight indeed." " As you please. But you see the little fellow has chosen to come on the tenth, and we can't send him back again to await a more convenient day." "Put 'On St. Martin's Eve,'" said Mrs. Darling, after a pause of somewhat blank consideration. " St. Martin's Eve ! " " Yes ; why not? It is St. Martin's Eve, you know." " Indeed I don't know," returned Mr. St. John, very much amused. " I'm not sure that I knew we had a St. Martin at all in the calendar." " That comes of your having lived so little out of England. The English pay no attention to the saints' days. I have been abroad a good deal with my children, and know them all. St. Martin's is a great day in some parts of France. Please let it be so worded, Mr. St. John." He took a pen and wrote it as she desired, laughing much. "I should like to see Dr. Graves's eyes when he reads this/' quoth he, as he put it into the envelope. " A rubbishing old Low Churchman ! " slightingly spoke Mrs. Darling. " He's nobody." 38 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. So the notice was sent off ; and in due time returned to the house in the newspapers. Mrs. Darling carried one upstairs proudly to her daughter. " See, Charlotte ! How well it looks ! " Mrs. St. John took the paper in her delicate hand and read it in silence; read it twice. "How came George to put it in like that— ' St. Martin's Eve " Because I requested it. You are quite well now, darling, as may be said : but I would not have the announcement made to the world in the same words as the last." " It never could have been so made, mamma," " Yes it could. Were not the two children born on the same day of the year ? " "Oh, that," coldly returned Mrs. St. John, as if the fact were not worth a thought. " The other had an addition which this must lack. It ran in this way : * the wife of George Carleton St. John, of a son and heir' " Mrs. Darling made no rejoinder. But she cast a keen, stealthy glance at Charlotte from time to time, as she busied herself with some trifle at a distance. Things had gone on very smoothly at the Hall during the past few months. Mrs. St. John had been at least kind to Benja, sufficiently loving in manner; and Honour liked her new mistress tolerably well. The girl's feeling towards her may best be described as a negative one ; neither like nor dislike. She did not dislike her as she had formerly believed she should do ; and she did not very much like her. Perhaps if there had been a characteristic more prominent than another in the disposition of Charlotte Norris, it w r as jealousy. Mrs. Darling had been obliged to see this — and to see it exercised, too — during the course of her daughter's past life; and one of her objections to the master of Alnwick Hall, as a husband for Charlotte, was the fact that he had been once married and his heir was already born. That Charlotte would be desperately jealous of the little Benja, should she bear a son of her own, jealous perhaps to hatred, Mrs. Darling felt sure of: she devoutly hoped there would be no children ; and an un- comfortable feeling had been upon her from the hour she learnt of the anticipated arrival. So long as Charlotte was without a son, there could be no very formidable jealousy of Benja. But there might be afterwards. Certainly, there existed a wide difference between the future ON ST. MARTIN'S EVE. 39 of the two-year-old boy, sturdily stamping about the gravel- path underneath, the great St. Bernard's dog, "Brave," har- nessed with tape before him; and that of the young infant lying in the cradle by the fireside. Many a mother, far more gentle and self-forgetting than was Charlotte St. John, might have felt a pang in contemplating the contrast. Benja had a title in prospective; he would be rich amidst the rich. George (by that name the infant was already registered) might count his future income by a few hundreds. The greater portion of the Alnwick estate (not a very large one) was strictly entailed ; and the large fortune brought to Mr. St. John by his first wife, was now Benja's. Mr. St. John would probably have wished to do as well by one child as by the other, but he could not help himself ; he could not alter the existing state of things. The settlement he had been enabled to make on Miss Norris was very, very small ; but he intended to redeem this by putting by yearly some of his large income for her and her children. Still the contrast was great, and Mrs. Darling knew that Charlotte was dwelling upon it with bitterness, when she laid that emphasis just now on the "son and heir." That Mrs. St. John would inordinately love this child of hers, there was no doubt about — far more so than might be well for herself or for him. Mrs. Darling saw it as she lay there — lay looking with eager, watchful eyes at the little face in the cradle ; and Mrs. Darling decided within herself — it may have been from experience — that such love does not bring peace in its wake. " I wish it had been a girl ! " thought Mrs. Darling. Charlotte Norris had all her life been subject to taking likes and dislikes — occasionally violent ones ; and she took a strong dislike to the nurse that was now in attendance upon her, barely suffering her in the ropm, and insisting on Prance's see- ing to the baby instead, for Prance was at the Hall with her mistress. The result was, that when, at the end of a fortnight, Mrs. Darling quitted the Hall, Prance was transferred to Mrs. St. John's service, and remained as nurse to the infant. Some months went on, and spring came round. Mr. Carle- ton St. John, who was in parliament, had to be in London ; but his wife remained at Alnwick with her baby, who seemed delicate. Not to have brought to herself all the good in the world, would she have stirred without him. The frail little infant of a few days had become to her the greatest treasure 40 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. earth ever gave ; her love for him was of that wild, impassioned, all-absorbing nature, known, it is hoped, but to few, for it never visits a well-regulated heart. And in proportion to her love for her own child, grew her jealousy of Benja — nay, not jealousy only, but dislike. Mrs. Darling had foreseen correctly : the jealousy and the dislike had come — the hatred would only too surely follow. Charlotte strove against this feeling. She knew how wrong it was, how disloyal to her husband, how cruel to Benja; and she fought against it well. She would take Benja on her knee and fondle him ; and the child grew to love her, to run into her at all moments when he could triumphantly escape from Honour, and she would take him and pretend to hide him, and tell Honour to go into the woods and see if the little wild boy had flown thither. It is true that once or twice, upon some very slight provocation, she had fallen into a storm of passion that literally rendered Honour motionless with alarm, seizing the child somewhat after the manner of a tiger, and beating him furiously. Honour and Benja were alike frightened; even Prance looked on aghast. Matters were not improved by the conduct of the two nurses. If dislike and dissatisfaction had reigned between them when Prance was only an occasional visitor at the house, how much more did it reign now ! They did not break frequently into a quarrel, but a perpetual system of what the other servants called " nagging" was kept up between them. Fierce and fiery was the disposition with which each regarded the other ;. a war of resentment, of antipathy — call it what you will — smouldering ever in their hearts. It did not want fuel. Honour naturally wished Benja to be regarded as first and foremost in right of his seniority and position as the heir. Prance held up the infant as the chief ; and it need not be said that she was tacitly, if not openly, sup- ported by Mrs. St. John. It was doubly unfortunate. The squabbles of the nurses need not have done harm, but their rivalry in regard to the children enhanced the feeling in their mistress. To do Mrs. Darling justice, she absolutely discour- aged any difference being made, even in thought, between the children, if such came under her notice in her temporary visits at the Hall ; and once, when she heard a sneer given by Prance to Honour and Benja, she had called the woman to her privately, and taken her sharply to task. ON ST. MARTIN'S EVE. 4i Well, the time went on to Easter. On the Thursday in Passion-week Mr. St. John was expected home ; and his wife, who loved him much, anticipated his return in a sort of im- passioned eagerness, not the less strong because it was con- trolled under her usual cold and calm demeanour. The pony- carriage went to the station in the afternoon to meet the train \ and Alnwick's mistress took her place at an open window that overlooked the approach, long and long before the carriage could return. It was a warm, brilliant day ; one of those lovely days that sometimes come in spring, presenting so great a contrast with the past winter, and raising many a heart to Heaven. As she sat there, Benja darted in. The door was not firmly closed, and the child pushed it open triumphantly and flew to Mrs. St. John, black as any little tinker : hands, face, dress, a sight to be seen. She wore a charming gown ot apple-green figured silk, and a coquettish little lace head-dress, fastened with large gold pins. "Benja, what have you been doing to yourself?" Benja laid his little black hands on her gown, and told her a tale not very easy to be understood — his grey eyes laughing, his pretty teeth glistening. Brave had run somewhere, and Benja had run after him, and the two — or perhaps only Benja — had fallen down by the cocks and hens, where it was dirty. And they had stayed down apparently, and rolled about together. " Then Benja's a naughty boy to get himself into such a state," she cried, having quickly interposed her handkerchief between the silk and the dirty hands. "Where's Honour?" Benja broke into a merry laugh. He had contrived to double upon Honour and evade her, while she was looking for him. The child kept his place at her knee, and chattered on in his imperfect language. Mrs. St. John did not give herself further trouble to understand it ; she fell into a reverie, her fingers unconsciously rambling amidst the child's fair curls. " Oh ! so you are here, sir ! " exclaimed Honour, looking in. "My goodness ! I've been all over the house after you." " Me wid mamma," chattered Benja. " And a fine pickle you are in, to be with your mamma, naughty child ! " "You should not let him get into this state, Honour." " It's not my fault, ma'am \ he ran away from me after the dog." 42 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. "Take him into the nursery," concluded Mrs. St. John, turning her eyes again to the window and the winding road. Honour carried him away, talking lovingly to him — that he was a sad little boy to make himself so dirty, and dirty little boys never went to heaven, unless they got clean again. And Mrs. Carleton St. John sat on, dreamily watching. The first thing that aroused her from it was the sound of voices outside. She looked out and saw Honour and Benja. Master Benja was now dressed in a handsome green velvet tunic, and looked as if he had just come out of a bandbox. Honour had her. things on for walking. "Where are you going?" inquired Mrs. St. John. "Me going to see papa," responded Benja, before Honour could speak, his eyes bright, and his cheeks glowing. " I am taking him to meet the carriage, ma'am." " But " Mrs. St. John was beginning, and then suddenly stopped ; and Honour was half scared at the blank look and the momentary flash of anger that succeeded each other on her face. " Why should you take him there ? " she resumed. " He will see his papa soon enough at home." " Why should I not take him, ma'am ? " rejoined Honour, quite respectfully, but in a bold spirit. And Mrs. Carleton St. John could not say why ; she had no plea for refusal at hand. Honour waited a minute, but no words came. " It's as well to walk that way as any other, ma'am," she said, taking Benja's hand. " His papa might be disappointed, else. When he used to return home last year, and did not meet Master Benja in the avenue, he'd cry out for him before he got well inside the doors." "Oh, very well," said Mrs. St. John. "Keep in this upper part, within view." They turned away slowly, Honour secretly rebelling at the mandate ; and the mistress of Alnwick looked after them. She had been lost in a reverie, anticipating the moment of her hus- band's entrance, when, after her first welcome to him was over, she should summon her child and place it lovingly in his arms. It seemed that another child was to be first in those arms ; and she had not bargained for it. One wild, unhealthy longing was ever haunting, half-unconsciously, the mind of Mrs. St. John — that her husband should love her child better than that other one. ON ST. MARTIN'S EVE. 43 . She ran upstairs to Prance. She bade Prance hasten to attire the baby, and take him out to meet his papa. The child was asleep. Prance glanced at it as if she would have said so ; but her mistress's tone was imperative, evidently admitting neither contradiction nor delay. " Oh, so you've come ! " was Honour's salutation, not very graciously expressed, when she found herself joined by Prance. " What's the matter with him ? " The question applied to the crying baby, fractious at being awakened out of its sleep. Prance, who rarely condescended to quarrel in words, went on with her quiet step and supercilious manner, her head in the air. "I've as much right here as you," she said: "and Master George as the other. Mind your own business, and don't talk to me." Presently the carriage came in view, Mr. St. John driving. He pulled up when he found himself near the children, gave the reins to the groom, and leapt out. Little Benja danced about his papa in an ecstasy of joy, and Mr. St. John clasped him in his arms. Two minutes at the least elapsed before he remembered Prance, who had stood perfectly still, she and her charge. He turned to the baby to caress it, but his voice and face were strange, and of course it set up a loud cry, the more loud that it had not recovered its temper. Mr. St. John left it and walked across the grass with Benja,. his whole attention absorbed by his first-born. The boy was sometimes caught up in his arms for a fresh embrace, sometimes flitting along by his side on the grass, hand in hand, the steel buttons on the child's green velvet tunic flashing in the sun. He had taken off his cap, throwing it to Honour, and his pretty curls blew away from his brow with every movement, displaying that winning expression of feeling and intelligence of which his features had given promise in his infancy. Mr. St, John waved his hat to his wife at the open window. She had seen it all ; the loving meeting with the one child, the neglect of the other. Passion, anger, jealousy, waged war within her. She could no more have controlled them than she could control the wind that was making free with her husband's hair. All she saw, all she felt, was that he had betrayed his ardent love for Benja, his indifference to her child. In that one moment she was as a mad woman. 44 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. What exactly occurred upon his entrance, George St. John could not afterwards remember; he was too much scared, too terrified, it may be said, to receive or retain any correct im- pression. A strange, wild look on his wife's face, telling, as it seemed to him, of madness ; a wail of reproaches, such as had never been addressed to him from woman's lips ; Benja struck to the ground with a violent blow, and his cheek bleeding from it, passed before his eyes as in a troubled vision. It appeared to last but a moment ; but a moment : the next, she had sunk on a sofa ; pale, trembling, hysterical. George St. John collected his scattered senses, and picked up the child. He wiped his poor little outraged face with a handkerchief, laid it on his bosom for an instant to soothe him to composure, and carried him into the hall to Honour. The girl cried out when she saw the cheek, and looked up at her master with inquiring eyes. But his were averted. " An accident," he quietly said. " Wash it with a little warm water." He returned to the room, closing the door on himself and his wife. He did not reproach her by so much as a word : he did not speak to her : he went to the window and stood there in silence, looking out, his back turned to her, and his fore- head pressed against one of the panes. She began to utter reproaches now, sobbing violently ; fond reproaches, that all his affection was lavished upon Benja, leaving none for her child. He replied coldly, without turning round, that his affection was as lively for one child as for the other ; he was not conscious of any difference, and hoped he never should be : but an infant of five months old who cried at his approach, could not yet be made the companion to him that Benja was. " Oh, George, forgive me ! " she sobbed, coming close to him, and laying her hand on him caressingly. " I love — I love you -; and I could not bear it. He is our child, you know; yours and mine ; and it seemed as if he was nothing to you beside Benja. Won't you forgive me?" He could not resist the pleading words ; he could not throw back the soft hand that was stealing itself into his. " I forgive it; if you think forgiveness lies with me, Charlotte," he answered, turning round at last, but speaking sadly and quietly. " You have not kissed me," she whispered, the tears chasing each other down her cheeks. ON ST. MARTIN'S EVE. 45 He bent to kiss her at once : just in the same cold, quiet manner in which he had spoken ; as if his mind were withdrawn from the present. She felt it bitterly ; she blamed her " quick feelings " aloud ; and when her tears were dried, she ran up to the nursery in a sudden impulse, seized Benja, and sat down with him upon Honour's rocking-chair. There she fondled him to her ; she pushed his hair from his brow ; she laid his hot cheek, clear again under the influence of the warm water, against her own. "Benja love mamma still?" she murmured softly in his ear. " Mamma did not mean to hurt him." And the noble little fellow broke into a loving smile in her face, by way of answer, and kissed her many times with his rosy lips. "Be very gentle with his poor cheek, Honour," she said, as she put him down and left the room. "It is only a little bruised, I see." "Then it was an accident, as master said," decided the wondering Honour. "I declare if I did not think at the time she had done it herself! " Mr. Carleton St. John had not stirred from his place at the window. He stood there- still, looking out, but seeing nothing. The entrance of his wife into the room did not arouse him. " I have been to make my peace with him, George," she said, almost as inaudibly as she had spoken above. " Dear little Benja! — We are better friends than ever, and he has been giving me a hundred kisses of forgiveness. Oh, George, my husband, I am so sorry ! Indeed, indeed, I will strive to subdue my fits of passion. I will not strike him again." But George Carleton St. John stood as one who understands not. He did not hear : his thoughts were in the past. The injunction — nay, the prayer — of his dying wife was present to him ; the very look on her sweet face as she spoke it ; the faint tones of her loving voice, soon to be silent for ever. " When the months and the years go by, and you think of another wife, oh, choose one that will be a mother to my child. Be not allured by beauty, be not tempted by wealth, be not ensnared by specious deceit ; but take one who will be to him the loving mother that I would have been." Bitterly, bitterly, the prayer came back to him. How had he fulfilled it? He glanced round at the wife he had chosen, and could have groaned aloud in the anguish of his remorseful heart. 46 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. CHAPTER VI. THE ALNWICK SUPERSTITION. The time went on at Alnwick Hall just as it goes on every- where, and the two boys grew with it. It was autumn weather. Benja was a sturdy gentleman of nearly four, strong and in- dependent ; George, a delicate little fellow of nearly two, with fair curls and a bright rose-tint in his cheeks. Mr. Carleton St. John spent more time in London than was absolutely demanded by his parliamentary duties, frequently remaining there when the House was not sitting \ and during his sojournings at the Hall, it seemed that he never wanted an excuse for being away from home. Shooting, fishing, coursing, hunting, riding about the land with his steward, superintending improvements ; presiding on the small magisterial bench of Alnwick ; going over to the county-town for more important meetings ; staying a day or two with bachelor neighbours — with one plea or another, the master of Alnwick Hall was nearly always out. What his wife thought of these frequent absences cannot be told. A dark cloud often sat upon her brow, but things went on smoothly between them, so far as the servants knew. It was whispered that George St. John had not found in Charlotte Norris the angel he had anticipated : how many men have secured angels in marrying for beauty ? It was autumn weather, I say — September ; and Mr. St. John was at home. He had thought of taking a walking-tour in Bel- gium during the month of October; but an illness that attacked Mrs. St. John caused him to be summoned to Alnwick. A serious if not dangerous illness, and brought on by some unseemly and violent fit of temper. Mr. St. John was growing accustomed to hearing of these violent fits of temper now. Four or five he had heard of during their married life, but the one described in the last chapter was all he had himself wit- nessed. Some temporary hurt to her child, through the care- lessness of a servant, had this time caused it; and the immediate result to herself was disastrous. Mr. St. John .found Mrs. Darling at the Hall, and Mr. Pym was in frequent attendance; but she was already beginning to improve. THE ALNWICK SUPERSTITION. Mr. St. John sat on a bench on the grassy slope before the windows, idly revelling in the calm beauty of the September day. The trees were glowing with the warm tints of autumn ; and the blue sky, flecked here and there with delicate white clouds, seemed to rise to a wondrous and beautiful height. The two children, attended by their nurses, were gambolling in the park with the favourite dog, Brave : their shouts and Brave's deep bark reaching the ears of Mr. St. John. He was plunged in thought, as he sat — rather lazy thought. The children before him, the sick wife upstairs, and the not very comfortable state of affairs altogether, furnishing its chief themes. It had carried him back to his second marriage. Caught by the beauty of Charlotte Norris, he had rushed into the union headlong, giving himself no time for proper delibera- tion; no time, in fact, to become well acquainted with her. " Marry in haste, and repent at leisure," he murmured to him- self; and just then he became aware of the proximity of Mrs, Darling. She was coming across the park, having walked to her own house that morning, and back again. She was a great walker, enjoying it thoroughly : and she came up with a merry smile on her bright and still pretty face, as she nodded to her son-in-law. " How idle you look, Mr. Carleton ! " she exclaimed, as he made room for her beside him. She generally called him by that name. " I have felt idle lately, I think. Did you find all well at home ? " " Quite well. Mary Anne has the mumps ; but she is subject to them. I told her to lie in bed and rub hartshorn on her face. Is Charlotte up ? " " I don't know. I have been sitting here these two hours;" " Mr. Pym said she might get up to-day for a short time, provided she lay on the sofa. How those little ones are en- joying themselves." She pointed to the park. Mr. St. John was also looking at the children, to all appearance. His right elbow rested on the arm of the bench; his hand supported his chin, and his eyes gazed out straight before him. In reality he neither saw nor heard ; he was buried just then in the inward life of thought. "What causes these illnesses of Charlotte?" he suddenly asked, without altering his position. " This is the second time." 48 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. If ever there was a startled look on a woman's face, it was on Mrs. Darling's then. " She is delicate, I think," was the answer given, after a pause. " I think not ; not naturally so," dissented Mr. St. John, with emphasis. " I hear of fits of temper, Mrs. Darling, so violent as to suggest the idea of madness for the time being," he resumed. " That was the source of this illness, I understand. The result was only a natural consequence." " Who told you that ? " eagerly asked Mrs. Darling. " Mr. Pym?" "No; Mr. Pym has never spoken a word to me on the subject in his life. I mentioned it to him on the occasion of the other illness, ten months ago ; but he would not under- stand me — turned it off in an unmistakably decisive manner." Mrs. Darling bit her lips. That she was in some great and annoying perplexity, none could doubt who saw her counte- nance ; but she kept it turned from Mr. Carleton. " I have witnessed one of these scenes of violence myself," he resumed. " I declare that I never was so alarmed in my life. I thought Charlotte had suddenly become mad." Mrs. Darling's lips grew white. But the revelation — that he had witnessed this — did not come upon her by surprise : for Prance had told her of it at the time. " If I mention this to you now, Mrs. Darling, it is not done in the light of a complaint. I married your daughter, and I must abide " he paused here, as if he would have altered or softened the phrase, but went on with it immediately — " by the bargain. She is my wife ; the mistress of my house ; and I have no wish that it should be otherwise : but my object in speaking to you is, to inquire whether you can suggest any means by which these violent attacks of temper can be pre- vented." Still there was no answer. Mrs. Darling looked cold, white, frightened ; and she turned her head further away than before. " You have had a life's experience with her ; you must know a great deal more of this failing than I," resumed Mr. St. John. " Has she been subject to it all her life?" "Yes," said Mrs. Darling, speaking at last. "But not often. I speak the truth in all sincerity, when I say that until she married I cannot remember that she had been so put out more than three or four times. It is an unhappy failing ; I acknow- ledge it to be so; but it is over in a minute, Mr. Carleton." THE ALNWICK SUPERSTITION. 49 " But think of what it is for the minute ! She might — she might kill some one in one of them. I am sure she had no control whatever over herself the day I saw her." Mrs. Darling looked distressed, and spoke in pleading tones of excuse. " She is always so sorry for it afterwards, Mr. Carleton ; she is repentant as a child. You are very sweet- tempered yourself, and perhaps cannot make allowance for those who are otherwise," she added, turning to him with a smile. "If you only knew how many thousands of violent tempers there are in the world ! Charlotte's is only one amongst the number." "That is not the question," he hastily replied. "I have said I am not complaining of the fact, and I am vexed at having to speak to you at all ; I only wish to know whether they can be in any way prevented." " I don't know of any. It is very stupid of Charlotte ; very. One might have thought her last illness would be a warning to her ; and now this one again ! She will never have another child to live, if this is to go on." "It is not only the injury she does herself ; there's the fear of her doing injury to others. She might, I say, strike a fatal blow; she is mad in these " "No, no; not that," interrupted Mrs. Darling. "Pray do not say so, Mr. St. John. She is not mad." " I am sorry to pain you. I mean, of course, that while the paroxysm is upon her, she is no more capable of self-control than a woman absolutely mad would be. If there were any means, any line of conduct we could adopt, likely to act as a preventive, it should be tried. I thought it possible you might have learnt how to check it in the past years." " I never knew yet that there was any effectual remedy for violent temper. A clergyman will tell you it may be controlled by prayer ; a surgeon, by the help of drugs ; but I suppose neither is certain always to answer. I had a servant once, a very good and valuable servant too, who w r ould fly into the most frightful passion once or twice a year, and break all the crockery." Mrs. Darling spoke with a laugh, as if she would make light of the whole. It jarred on the feelings of Mr. St. John, and he knit his brow. " Then there's nothing at all that you know of to be sug- gested, Mrs. Darling ? " St. Martin's Eve. 4 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. ' ; I really do not. But I think they will wear out of them- selves : as Charlotte grows older, she must grow wiser. I will take an opportunity of speaking to her. And she is so sweet- tempered in a general way, Mr. Carleton, though a little haughty, perhaps, that these few lapses may surely be pardoned." Mr. St. John made no answering remark. He rose and stretched himself, and was moving away. Mrs. Darling de- tained him with a question. " How did you learn that this illness was so brought on ? Did Honour tell you ? " " No ! I was not aware that Honour knew of it." " Neither am I aware that she does. I mentioned Honour, because I should suppose her to be more of a confidential servant to you than are the rest, and might acquaint you with what takes place here in your absence." Mr. St. John brought his clear truthful eyes to bear stead- fastly on those looking at him. He was open, honourable, unsuspicious as the day; but he could not help wondering whether the words concealed any double meaning. " I have no confidential servant, Mrs. Darling. If I had, I should not allow him, or her, to repeat tales to me of the home of which my wife is mistress. When Honour speaks to me, it is of Benja ; and all the world might hear, patience permitting, for I believe she takes him to be a cherub without wings. The one to tell me of it was Charlotte." "Charlotte!" The echo fell upon empty air. Mr. St. John had turned off in the direction of the children. " Is it this that has been worrying you in London ? " asked Mrs. Darling, following him. " Worrying me in London ? Nothing has been worrying me in London." " Has it not ? You were looking so ill when you got down here : thin, and worn, and changed. I said nothing, for fear of alarming Charlotte." " I have not felt well for some little time. But it is really my health that is in fault, Mrs. Darling ; not worry." " You were worn out with the long session : those late hours do fag a man. This country air will restore you." " I hope so," he replied in a dreamy tone, and his eyes had a far-off dreamy look in them. " It would not be well just yet for yon little fellow to be the master of Alnwick." THE ALNWICK SUPERSTITION. 5i Mrs. Darling thought nothing of the remark : perhaps George St. John thought as little. It was an indisputable fact that he was looking thin, ill, not so strong as he used to look : but many men, wearied with the late hours, the wear and tear of a London season, look so every autumn, and grow robust again by spring. The fact was, he began to suspect that his health was failing. And when a man, neither a coddler nor a hypochondriac, suspects this, rely upon it, it is time he looked into the cause. Mr. St. John was careless of himself, as men mostly are ; a year ago he would have laughed outright at the idea of going to a doctor. But the feeling of intense weariness, of almost utter want of strength, which had come upon him in London, coupled with a rapid wasting away, and all without any cause, had forced him to wonder what was the matter. He had made an engagement for a walking-tour, and then doubted whether his strength would be equal to it. That somewhat aroused him ; not to alarm, more to a curiosity as to what could be wrong ; and close upon that, came the summons to Alnwick. For a day or two after his return, he felt refreshed, stronger, better in all ways. But the momentary renovation faded again, and by the time he had been a week at Alnwick he felt weaker than he had felt at all. The day previous to this conversation with Mrs. Darling, he spoke to Mr. Pym, telling that gentleman that he thought he wanted tonics. " Tonics!" repeated Mr. Pym. "What's the matter with you?'' " Nothing that I know of. There it is. I haven't an ail- ment in the world, and yet I feel so weak and get so thin. It seems a sort of wasting away." A recollection, sharp as a needle, and causing a great deal more pain, darted into Mr. Pym's mind as he looked at him. Other of the St. Johns of Alnwick had wasted away without apparent cause ; wasted to death. "We'll soon set you right again," said he, a shade more quickness in his speech, than usual. " You shall have some tonics." The tonics came ; and Mr. St. John took them. He tried other means ; cold bathing, driving out, living almost in the open air ; but he did not grow stronger. " Didn't my father waste away like this ? " he suddenly said to Mr. Pym, one day. 52 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " Oh, pooh, no ! " quite angrily replied the surgeon. " Your father had a peck of troubles upon him — and I'm sure you can't remember anything about him, for you were only five years old when he died." George St. John laughed. " You need not fear frightening me, Pym. I think he did waste away ; but that's no reason, you know, why I should do so." He said nothing to his wife of this feeling of indisposition, or that he was consulting Mr. Pym. This was from no particular wish of suppressing it ; more, that he really did not think it sufficiently important to speak about. But it came to her knowledge incidentally. She grew strong again, and was sitting on the slopes one afternoon with her embroidery, quiet, gentle, smiling, as if not a cloud of anger had ever distorted her fair features, when she saw Mr. Pym approach and enter the house. It suddenly occurred to her that she had so seen him once or twice lately, and had wondered, in a passing way, what he wanted. Certainly his visits were not to her now. " What can it be that he comes for ? " she said aloud, pausing in her work, and gazing at the door through which Mr. Pym had disappeared. If the question was not addressed to air, it must have been meant for Benja, that young gentleman being the only person within sight and hearing. He was sitting astride on the arm of the bench at Mrs. St. John's elbow, absorbed in a new picture- book that Honour had bought him, and teasing Mrs. St. John's patience out with his demands that she should admire its marvels. "Mr. Pym comes for papa," said quick Benja. " For papa ! " she repeated. " Nonsense, Benja ! Papa's not ill. He's looking very thin, but I am sure he's not ill." " Mr. Pym comes for him, and he sends him physic," per- sisted Benja. " For I was in the room yesterday, mamma, and heard them talking." Mrs. St. John thought this rather singular. Presently she saw Mr. Pym and her husband come out and go strolling down the avenue together. The latter soon turned back. " Benja, go and tell papa that I want him." Mr. St. John caught up Benja when the boy met him, kissed him, fondly put him down again, and the two came on together ; Benja leaping and holding his papa's hand, Mrs. St. John was THE ALNWICK SUPERSTITION. 53 watching with compressed lips. Even still she could not bear to see the love of her husband for Benja. It was very foolish of her, very wrong, and she knew herself that it was so : but, strive against it as she would, as she did, the feeling kept its mastery over her. " George, what is the matter with you ? " she asked, as her husband sat down beside her, and Benja ran off with his pictures. " Why does Mr. Pym come ? " " I think he comes partly because he likes the walk," was the answer, given with a smile. "I asked him for some tonics during the time he was attending you, and he constituted me a patient directly. It's the way with doctors." "Don't you feel well?" "•I don't feel strong. It's nothing, I suppose. You need not look alarmed, Charlotte." Mrs. St. John was looking more surprised than alarmed. She wondered her husband had concealed it, she said, half reproachfully. "My dear, there was no concealment in the case. I felt languid, and spoke to Pym : that was all. It was not worth mentioning." " You have no complaint, George?" " None whatever, that I know of." " And are in no pain ? " " None." "Then it can't be anything serious," she said, reassured. " Of course it can't. Unless any one chooses to look at it ominously. I accuse Pym of doing so, and he retorts by wanting to know if I think him superstitious. There's an old belief abroad, you must know, Charlotte, that the St. Johns of Alnwick never live to see their thirty-third birthday." She looked up at him. He was speaking half jestingly, half seriously ; with a smile, but not a gay one, on his lips. " But that's not true, George ? " " As true as most of such sayings are, invented by old women over their tea-cups. It need not alarm either of us, Charlotte." " But I mean, it is not true that such a belief is abroad ? " "Oh, thats true enough. Ask Pym. A great many of us have died just about that age; there's no denying it; and I presume that this has given rise to the popular fancy." " What have they died of? " 54 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. "Some of one thing, some of another. A large proportion of the whole have fallen in battle. My great-grandfather died early, leaving seven little sons. Three of them were taken in childhood ; the other four lived to see thirty, but not oneTof them saw thirty-three. I imagine that the premature death of so large a number of sons must have chiefly given rise to the superstition. Any way, there's no denying the fact that the St. Johns of Alnwick have not been long-lived. " "And the St. Johns of Castle Wafer ? " "It does not apply to them. Why, Isaac St. John is now all but fifty. It is owing to this mortality that Alnwick has been so often held by a minor. The Hall came to me when I was five years old." " But George " — and she spoke hesitatingly and wistfully — "you don't think there's anything in it ?" " Of course I don't. Should I be telling you this gossip if I did?" She thought not, either. She glanced at his fresh com- plexion, so bright and clear ; at the rose-red on his cheeks, speaking, apparently, of health ; and her mind grew easy, and she laughed with him. " George ! you are now thirty- three ! " " No. I shall be thirty-three next May, if I live until then." " If you live till then," she echoed. " Does that imply a doubt of it in your own mind ? " " Not at all. I dare say I am in no more danger of dying than others — than Mr. Pym — than old Dr. Graves — than any man you like to think of. In one sense we are all in danger of it, danger continually ; and, Charlotte, when any circum- stance brings this fact to our minds — for we forget it too much — I think it should serve to make us very regardful of each other, more cautious to avoid inflicting pain on those we love." His words and tone conveyed a pointed meaning. She raised her eyes inquiringly. "Subdue those fits of temper for my sake, Charlotte," he whispered, letting his hand fall on hers. "You don't know how they pain me. I might recall to you their unseemliness, I might urge the sad example they give the children ; but I would rather ask it by your love for me. A little effort of will ; a little patient self-control, and you would subdue them." " I will, George, I will," she answered, with earnest, willing A SHADOW OF THE FUTURE. 55 acquiescence. And there was a look that told of resolution in her strange and dreamy eyes, as they seemed to gaze before her into a far-off vision of the future. And all in a moment a thought rose up within her — a con- viction, if you will— that this fancy, belief, superstition — call it what you please— of the premature deaths of the masters of Alnwick, must have been the secret and still unexplained cause of her mother's opposition to the match. CHAPTER VII. A SHADOW OF THE FUTURE. October came in, and was passing. George St. John sat at his desk, reading over a letter he had just penned, preparatory to folding it. It may facilitate matters if we read it also. " My dear Mr. St. John, " ' It behoves all sane men to make a will/ Do you recognize the sentence ? It was from your own lips I heard it spoken, years ago, when I was a little chap in tunics, and somehow it has never left my memory. Then, you will say, why have you, George St. John, lived to your present age and never made one ? And in truth I can only plead carelessness as the excuse. I am about to remedy the omission. Not that there would be much trouble with my affairs were I to die without leaving a will, as Benja takes nearly all I possess ; and there's my wife's marriage-settlement — you know how poor it is — to claim the remainder. On that score, therefore, the obligation is not a very onerous one ; and perhaps that fact may have induced the carelessness I admit. But there is another phase of the question that has latterly forced itself on my attention — the necessity for providing proper guardians for my children in the event of my death. " Will you, Isaac St. John, good and true man that you are, be this guardian ? I say, ' this guardian ; 1 for though another will be associated with you for form's sake, I shall wish you to be the acting one. The other of whom I have thought is General Carleton, my late wife's uncle ; and the General, being a bilious old Indian, will not like to have any active trouble ST. MARTIN'S EVE. thrust upon him. I hope, however, the charge would not entail trouble upon you, any more than upon him ; as my present wife will be constituted the children's personal guardian. Let me have an answer from you at your convenience, but do not refuse my request. " Give my kind regards to Mrs. St. John. Is Fred with you ? What about Lady Anne ? " Believe me, " Ever your sincere friend and cousin, " George Carleton St. John." The letter was folded, sealed, and addressed to Isaac St. John, Esquire, of Castle Wafer. George St. John laid it aside with others for the post, and then turned to a mass of papers, which he began to sort and look into. Indeed, he seemed latterly to have taken quite a mania for arranging his affairs and putting them in order : and his steward said privately to a friend, that Mr. St. John w r as growing as methodical as he had formerly been careless. Whilst he was thus engaged, his wife came in, Georgy in her arms, whom she was making believe to scold. The two-year- old boy, indulged, wilful, rather passionate, did just as he liked, and he had now chosen to pull his mamma's hair down. He was a loving, charming little fellow ; and whatever there was of wilfulness in his conduct, was the fault of his mother's great indulgence. " Look at this dreadful little boy, papa ! " she exclaimed, standing before her husband, her luxuriant hair, dark and shining as a gipsy's, flowing on to her light muslin dress. " See what he has done to poor mamma. Don't you think we must sell him to the old cobbler at Alnwick ? " Mr. St. John looked up from his crowded desk, speaking half crossly. The interruption annoyed him. "How can you let him pull you about so, Charlotte? George, you want a whipping." She sat down, clasping the boy to her heart in an access of love. " Whipping for Georgy ! " she fondly murmured in the child's ear. " No, no : Georgy pull mamma's hair down if he likes." But Honour could have told a tale to prove that she was not always so tolerant. Benja had once pulled her hair down in play — it was just after she came to the Hall — and she had left the marks of her fingers on his face for it. It is true A' SHADOW OF THE FUTURE. 57 she seemed sorry afterwards, and soothed him when he cried : but she did it. Letting George sit on her knee, she did up her hair as well as she could. George laughed and chattered, and tried to pull it down again ; altogether there was a great noise. Mr. St. John spoke. " I wish you'd take him away, Charlotte : I am very busy." " Busy ! But I came to talk to you, George," she answered. " What about ? " "Something that I want to do — something that I have been thinking of. Here, Georgy, amuse yourself with these, and be quiet," she said, taking up a small plate containing a bunch of grapes, which happened to be on the table, and giving it to the restless, romping child. " Eat them whilst I talk to papa." " Won't another time do, Charlotte ? " " I shall not keep you a minute. Next week November will come in. And the ioth will be — do you remember what the ioth will be?" " Benja's birthday," said Mr. St. John, speaking without thought, his attention wholly given to the papers before him. You should have seen the change in her face — it wore an evil look just then. " And George's also ! " The tone jarred on. Mr. St. John's ear, and he raised his eyes quickly. " George's also, of course. What of it, Charlotte? " The angry emotion had raised a storm within her, and her breath was laboured. But she strove for self-control, and pressed her hand to her heart to still it. " You can think of Benja, you cannot think of Georgy ! It is ever so." " Nay, you are mistaken," said Mr. St. John, warmly. " I think as much of one as I do of the other : I love one as much as I do the other. If I answered you shortly, it is because I am busy." Mrs. St. John was silent for a few moments, apparently play- ing with the child's pretty curls. When she spoke, all temper appeared to have been subdued, and she was cordial again. " I want to keep their birthday, George." "With all my heart." " But to keep it grandly, I mean : something that will be remembered. We will have an outdoor fete " 5 8 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. "An outdoor fete!" was the surprised and involuntary interruption. " Yes ; why not ? Similar to the one you gave three years ago. Ah, George ! don't you remember it, and what you asked me then*? We have never had one since." " But that was in September ; this will be November — too late for that sort of thing." " Not too late if this fine weather lasts. It is lovely yet." "The chances are that it will not last." " It may. At any rate, George, if it does not, we must enter- tain the crowd indoors instead of out. But I have set my heart on keeping this day." "Very well : I have not the least objection." "And now, George, shall we invite " " If you will kindly leave me alone for half-an-hour, Charlotte, I shall have done what I am about, and will talk it over with you as much as you please," he interrupted. " I expect the steward in every minute, and am not ready for him." " We'll go then, Georgy, and leave papa alone. Make haste." The "make haste" applied to eating the grapes, which Master Georgy was already accomplishing with tolerable speed. Mrs. St. John, her arm round him, held the plate on his little knees ; the other hand was still wandering amidst his hair. A charming picture ! The child's generally bright complexion looked very bright to-day ; the fair skin white as snow, the cheeks a lovely rose colour. It might have been taken for paint; and the thought seemed to strike Mrs. St. John. " If he could only sell that," she said to her husband, as she pointed to the bloom ; " how many women there are who would give a fortune for it ! " " I would rather see him like Benja, though," was the prompt and prosaic answer. " That rose-red has been found a fatal sign before now in the St. Johns of Alnwick." " You have it yourself," said Mrs. St. John. "Something like it, I believe." " Then, how can you say it is fatal ? You— you — don't mean anything, surely, George?" George St. John laughed out merrily ; a reassuring laugh. " Not as to him, at least, Charlotte. He is a healthy little fellow — as I hope and believe." A SHADOW OF THE FUTURE. 59 Georgy made an end of the grapes, and, by way of finale, tossed the plate up. Mrs. St. John caught it, so there was no damage done. Putting him down, he ran up to his papa, eager to see whether there was anything else on the table, either to eat or to play with. His mamma took his hand, and was rewarded with a cry and a stamp. "You have been writing to Isaac St. John?" she exclaimed, her eyes falling on the letter that lay there. " Do you correspond with him ? " "Not often." " Why have you been writing to him now ? " "Only to ask him a question." " Oh ! " she concluded, taking Georgy up by force, who resisted with all his might. "I thought you might have been writing to invite him here, and he would be such a trouble." " He wouldn't come, if I did." " Is he so very unsightly, George ? " "No : not unsightly at all." " And the other one — Frederick ? Is he so very beautiful ? " George St. John burst into another laugh, "Beautiful ! What a term to apply to a man ! But I sup- pose he is what you women would call so. He is good-looking : better-looking, I think, than any one I ever saw. There, that's enough, Charlotte. Put off anything else you have to ask me until by-and-by." This fete, as projected by Alnwick's mistress, was carried out. It need not have been mentioned at all, but for a misfortune that befel Benja while it was being held. The weather, though growing gradually colder, still retained its fineness ; and when the day rose, the ioth of November, it proved to be bright and pleasant. Crowds flocked to Alnwick. As it had been on the ioth of November, during Mr. St. John's widowhood, the fete or fetes, so it was now — a gathering to be remembered in the county. The invitations had gone out far and wide ; visitors were staying in the house, as many as it would hold ; day-guests came from ail parts, near and distant. It was one of those marked days that never fade from the memory. But the guests, as it drew towards the close of the afternoon, might have searched for their host in vain, had they happened to want him. Mr. St. John was then in his own sitting-room 6o ST. MARTIN'S EVE. (the one where you last saw him), leaning back in an easy- chair, and looking tired to death. A little thing fatigued him now : for there could be no mistake that the weakness he com- plained of was growing upon him. He lay back in the chair in that perfectly still attitude indicative of great weariness; listlessly conscious of the noise outside, the music, the laughter, the gay and joyous sounds; and amidst them might be caught distinctly the shouts and cries of the two boys, Benja and George, who were busiest of the busy that festal day. Presently George St. John stretched out his hand, and took a letter from his desk — the answer from Isaac St. John. It had arrived only that morning, and Mr. St. John, engaged with his guests at breakfast, had only glanced at its contents. He opened it now again. " Castle Wafer, November gtk. " My dear George. " You will think I have taken a great deal of time in replying to you, but I wished to give the question mature consideration, and could only snatch brief moments between my sufferings, which are just now very great. "I accept the charge. Partly because you were always a favourite of mine (as I believe you know), and I don't like to refuse you ; partly because I assume that I shall never (speak- ing in accordance with probability and human foresight) be called upon to exercise my office : for I hope and trust you have no reason to expect this. I had fully made up my mind never to accept another guardianship : not that I had reason to suppose one was likely to be offered me : the bringing up Frederick has been a great responsibility for one situated as I am. " However, as you say in this case there would be no personal guardianship required, I dare say I could manage the money matters, and therefore consent to accept it. Hoping at the same time, and assuming, that I shall never be called upon to fulfil it. "Why don't you come and see me? I am very lonely: Frederick is only here by fits and starts, once in a summer's day, and gone again ; and Mrs. St. John writes me word that she is prevented coming down this autumn. You can go about at will, and why not come ? So much can scarcely be said of me. I should like to make the acquaintance of your wife and A SHADOW OF THE FUTURE. 61 of my future charges, who, I hope, never will be my charges. You ask about Anne : nothing is decided ; and Frederick holds back mysteriously. " Ever truly yours, dear George, " Isaac St. John." George St. John folded the letter again, and sat with it on his knee. He was beginning to think — with that unmistakable conviction that amounts to a prevision — that his cousin would be called upon to accept the charge. Perhaps at no very dis- tant period. Pym was getting cross and snappish : a sure and certain sign to one who knew him as well as George St. John did, that he thought him ill : had he been improving, the surgeon would have been gay as a lark. But it needed not Pym or any one else to confirm the fact of his increasing illness : the signs were within himself. He was glad that Mr. St. John had accepted the charge : though he had felt almost sure that he would do so, for Isaac St. John lived only to do good to others. A man, as personal joint guardian to his children, could not be proposed ; if they were left, as it was only right they should be left, under the guardianship of his wife. There had been moments in this last month or two when, remembering those violent fits of passion, a doubt of her perfect fitness for the office would intrude itself upon him ; but he felt that he could not ignore her claims ; there was not sufficient pretext for separating the mother from the child. As he sat, revolving these and many thoughts in his mind, he became conscious that the sounds outside had changed their character. The gay laughter was turning into a murmur of alarm, the joyous voices to hushed cries. He held his breath to listen, and in that moment a wild burst of terror rent the air. With one bound, as it almost seemed, Mr. St. John was out and amongst them. The crowd was gathering round the lake, and his heart flew to his children. But he caught sight of his wife standing against a tree, holding George to her side against the folds of her beautiful dress. That she was agitated with some great emotion, there could be no doubt : her breath was laboured, her face white as death. " What is the matter ? What has happened ? " cried Mr. St. John, halting for a moment his fleet footsteps. 62 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " They say — that — Benja's — drowned," she answered, hesita- ting between every word. He did not wait to hear the conclusion : he bounded on to the brink of the lake, throwing off his coat as he ran, ready to plunge in after his beloved child. But one had been before him : and the first object Mr. Carleton saw as the crowd parted for him, was the dog Brave, swimming to shore with Benja. " Good dog ! Brave ! Brave ! Come on, then, Brave ! Good old dog ! Save your playfellow ! Save the heir of Alnwick ! " All safe. Only on the bank did the good dog loose the clothes from between his firm teeth, and release Benja. Mr. St. John, more emotion on his face than had been seen there since the death of that child's mother, caught the boy with one hand and caressed Brave with the other. His wife had not stirred. She stood there, calm, still, as one stunned. Was she frightened ? those who had leisure to glance at her asked it. Had her love for her step-son, her dread at losing him, transformed her into a statue ? It was not that she was so much frightened ; it was not that she loved Benja. Perhaps she was as yet unconscious of what feelings the moment had served to arouse ; partially unconscious that the thought which had blanched her face with emotion and wildly stirred the pulses of her beating heart, was one fraught with danger : if Benja were drowned, her child would be the heir. Voices were calling out that the boy was dead, and Mrs. St. John lifted her face, a sort of haggard, yearning look upon it. But Mr. Carleton, the boy pressed in his warm arms, knew that he was only insensible. He was hastening to the house, Honour, half frightened to death, at his side, and eager sympathizers following in his wake, when he bethought him of his wife. " Honour, just run and tell your mistress that he'll be all right soon. She's there; under the elm-trees." " Is he dead ? " she asked ere Honour could speak, as the girl went up. " Oh no, madam, he's not dead, thank Heaven ! My master has sent me to tell you that he is all right." Mrs. St. John did not appear to understand. It seemed to Honour — and the girl was a quick observer — as if her mistress had been so fully persuaded he was dead that her senses were A SHADOW OF THE FUTURE. 63 at first sealed to the contrary impression, and could not admit it. " Not dead ?" she repeated, mechanically. "He is not dead," said Honour. "He is in no danger of dying now." For one single moment — for one moment only — a wild sort of glare, of angry disappointment, shot from the eyes of Mrs. St. John. Honour drew back scared, shocked : it had betrayed to the attendant more than she ought to know. But do not set down Charlotte St. John as a wicked woman. She was not wicked yet. The feeling — whatever its precise nature — had arisen unbidden : she could not help it ; and when she became conscious of it, she shuddered at it just as much as Honour could have done. But she did not detect its danger. The party dispersed. And Mrs. St. John, in a soft muslin wrapper, was watching by the cradle of Benja, who was in a sweet sleep now. She had kissed him and cried over him when they first met ; and George St. John's heart throbbed with pleasure at these tokens of her affection for the child. Benja had slipped into the lake himself, and for two or three minutes was not observed; otherwise there had been no danger. The danger, however, was over now, and Mr. Pym had gone home, loudly promising Benja a hatful of physic as a punish- ment for his carelessness. Mrs. St. John and the household went to rest at midnight, leaving Honour sitting up with the boy. There was not the least necessity for her sitting up, but she would not hear of his not being watched till morning. The child, in fact, was her idol. Presently Mr. St. John came in, and Honour started and rose. She had been half asleep in her chair, and she had thought her master had gone to bed. He lay with his little face, unusually flushed, on the pillow, his silken hair rather wild, and one arm outside the clothes ; a charming picture, as most children are when asleep. Mr. St. . John bent over the boy on the other side the crib, apparently listening to his breathing j but Honour thought her master was praying, for his eyes were closed, and she saw his lips moving. " We should not have liked to lose him, Honour," he observed with a smile, when he looked up. " To lose him ! Oh, sir ! I would rather have died myself." 64 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " It might have been a care less for me to leave, though ! " he resumed in an abstracted tone. " His mother gone, and I gone : the world may be a cold one for Benja." " But you are not — you are not fearing for yourself, sir ! " exclaimed Honour, quite forgetting, in the shock the words gave her, that it was no business of hers to answer the thoughts of her master. " I don't know, Honour. I have fancied of late that I may not be here very long." " Heaven grant you may be mistaken, sir ! " was the im- pulsive aspiration of the girl : " for this child's sake ! " Her master looked at her, struck by the tone of terror, as much as by the words. " Why for his sake ? Should anything happen to me, Honour, you must all take the greater care of him. Your mistress ; you \ all of you." An impulse came over Honour to speak out somewhat of her thoughts ; one of those strange impulses that bear the will with them as a torrent not to be controlled. " Sir, for the love of mercy — and may God forgive me for saying it, and may you forgive me ! — if you fear that you will be taken from us, don't leave this child in the power of Mrs. St. John ! " " Honour ! " " I know ; I know, sir ; I am forgetting myself ; I am saying what I have no right to say ; but the child is dearer to me than any living thing, and I hope you'll overlook my presumption for his sake. Leave him in the power of anybody else in the world, but don't leave him to Mrs. St. John." • " Mrs. St. John is fond of him." f " No, sir, she is the contrary. She tries to like him, but she can't. And if you were gone, there'd no longer be a motive — as I believe — for her seeming to do so. I think — I think " — and Honour lowered her voice beseechingly — "that she might become cruel to him in time." Bold words. George St. John did not check them, as perhaps he ought to have done; rather, he seemed to take them to him and ponder over their meaning. " To any one else in the world, sir ! " she resumed, the tears forcing themselves down her cheeks in her earnestness. " To any of your own family — to Mrs. Darling — to whom you will ; but do not, do not leave him in the power of his step- mother ! " WASTING AWAY. 65 What instinct caused Honour Tritton thus to speak ? And what made Mr. St. John quit the room without a word of re- proof, as if he silently bowed to it ? CHAPTER VIII. WASTING AWAY. But though Honour's words certainly aroused Mr. St. John to a sense of precaution, they did not cause him to act upon it. A doubt lay almost in his mind as to whether his wife did, or could, like Benja : it was based upon her unmistakably jealous disposition, and on the blow she had once given Benja when she was as a mad woman : but with her daily conduct before him, her love displayed as much for Benja as for her own child, he could only believe that the boy was safe in her care. Cer- tainly the words of Honour recalled those unpleasant doubts forcibly before him ; but he suffered the impression to wear away again. We all know how time, even if you count it only by days or hours, softens the aspect of things; and before November was out, the master of Alnwick had made his will, leaving both the children under the personal guardianship of his wife. And the winter went on, and George St. John grew weaker and weaker. Not very perceptibly so to the eyes about him ; the decline was too gentle for that. In February, instead of going up to London when Parliament met, he resigned his seat, and then people grew sensible of the change in him, and wondered what was wrong with Mr. Carleton St. John. Mr. Pym came up constantly, and was more and more testy at every visit. He sent drugs ; he brought other doctors with him ; he met a great physician from the metropolis ; but the more he did, the worse seemed to be the effect upon his patient. " You'd better give me up for a bad job, Pym, and leave off worrying yourself," Mr. St. John said to him one day as they were strolling down the park together — for Mr. St. John liked to go out with the doctor when he had paid his visits. " I do you no credit" St. Martin's Eve. 5 66 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. "It's because you won't do it," gruffly retorted the surgeon. " I order you to a warm climate, and you won't go." " No ; I won't. I am best here. Send me away to those hot places, and I should only die the sooner. Pym, dear old fellow " — and Mr. St. John put his hand into the surgeon's — "you are feeling this for me more than I feel it for myself. I have settled my business affairs; I have settled— I humbly hope — other affairs of greater moment ; and I can wait my summons tranquilly." " Have you made your will ? " asked Mr. Pym, after a pause, which seemed to be chiefly occupied in clearing his throat. " No end of weeks ago. The chief thing I had to settle was the guardianship of the children. Of Benja, I may say. George would have naturally fallen to his mother without a will." "And you have left him — Benja ?" "To my wife, just as I have the other. Mr. St. John, of Castle Wafer, and General Carleton, are the trustees. I thought of my wife's half-brother, Captain Darling, as one of them ; but his regiment will probably be ordered abroad, and he may be away for years." They walked on a few steps further in silence, to the spot that Mr. St. John called his turning-place, for it was there he generally quitted the surgeon. As they were shaking hands, Mr. Pym retained his patient's fingers in his, and spoke. " Will you forgive an old man for his advice ? He is double your age, and has had twenty times the experience. For acquiring good practical lessons of life, commend me to a doctor." u I'll take it," said Mr. St. John, " in anything except quitting Alnwick." " Don't leave Benja under your wife's charge." "Why not?" came the question, after a pause of surprise. " I have my reasons. For one thing, she is not very strong, and the charge of the two children, with you gone, might be found a heavy task." "I think that's nonsense, Pym," quietly replied Mr. St. John. "She has plenty of servants, and at a proper age Benja will go to school. George also. You must have some other reason." " True. But I am not sure that you would like me to men- tion it." " Mention what you will, Pym. Say anything." WASTING AWAY. 67 " Has it occurred to you that it is within the range of possi- bility your wife may marry again ? " " My widow may. Yes." " Then, should this prove the case, and she formed new ties about her, Benja might find himself neglected. George is her own child, secure in her love, whatever betide ; Benja is differ- ent. Have you provided in any way for the contingency I have mentioned ? " " No. I have left my wife personal and resident guardian at Alnwick until Benja shall be twenty-one. At that period she must leave it, or only remain there as Benja's guest. It is right, I believe, that it should be so. And I have a precedent in my father's will." " But his widow was your own mother." Mr. St. John made no immediate reply. The distinction had probably not occurred to him. "Take my advice, George St. John," said the surgeon im- pressively ; " do not leave Benja under the charge of your wife. I would rather not discuss with you the why and the where- fore ; but rely upon it some other plan will be better both for the boy and for Mrs. St. John." He went away as he spoke, and George St. John turned slowly back to the Hall. The conversation recalled to his mind with vivid force the almost-forgotten words of Honour; and an uncomfortable feeling of indecision crept into it. Still he did not see any feasible way of altering the arrange- ments he had made. When he died, Alnwick Hall would be Benja's, and must be the boy's chief home during his minority; he could not turn his wife out of it, and he could not place any one else in it as Benja's personal guardian. He had no means of providing a suitable residence for his widow if she left the Hall : in fact, it was only as the heir's guardian that he could at all adequately provide for her. Neither, it must be con- fessed, did Mr. St. John himself see any great necessity for separating them : but he was a man amenable to counsel, open to advice, and the opinion of two friends (surely both may be called so !) so attached to him as Mr. Pym and Honour, bore weight with him. It had not been George St. John had he ignored it. "May God help me to do right!" he murmured, as he entered the house. He dwelt much upon it during the remainder of the day ; 63 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. he lay awake part of the night : and only when he came to a decision did he get to sleep. Early the next morning he rang for his servant ; and at eight o'clock the pony-carriage con- veyed him to the railway station at Alnwick to take the train. As the market people looked at him, passing them betimes in the fresh February morning, at the bright colour in his face, the wavy brown hair stirred by the gentle breeze, they said to them- selves, how well Mr. Carleton St. John was looking, though thin. He was going over to Castle Wafer. An hour and a-quarter's journey brought him to a certain town ; there he waited twenty minutes, and took another train. Rather more than another hour and a-quarter of very quick travelling, for this last was an express, conveyed him to Lexington, and thence he took a fly to Castle Wafer. It was one of the most charming houses ever seen, nestling in lovely grounds, amidst rising trees of many species. A modern house, built by its present owner, Isaac St. John, who possessed a rare taste for the beautiful, and had made it ex- quisite. That house was his hobby in life ; his care was his half-brother, Frederick St. John. The estate of Castle Wafer was the entailed inheritance of these St. Johns ; and Frederick was heir presumptive : the positive heir, said the world ; for it was beyond the range of probability that its present owner would ever marry. They were second-cousins to the St. Johns of Alnwick, and were next in succession. Of great wealth themselves, far more so than was George St. John, and of more note in the world, they were yet below him in succession to what might be called the original family property. That was not Alnwick. An old baronet of eighty-one, Sir Thomas St. John, held it ; he was childless, and therefore it would come at his death to George St. John, and to George St. John's sons after him. Had he, George St. John, also been childless, the w T hole, in- cluding the title, including Alnwick, would lapse to Isaac St. John. George St. John had nearly a two-mile drive. He noted the familiar points on the road and in the fine landscape, as they stood out in the clear but not very bright February day. The sprinkling of cottages near Castle Wafer ; the solitary public- house, called the Barley Mow, with its swinging sign-board ; and the old-fashioned red-brick house, Lexington Rectory, WASTING AWAY. 69 which the wiseacres of other days had built nearly two miles from its church and Lexington proper. It stood close to the grounds of Castle Wafer ; was the only house of any social standing very near to it \ and as George St. John glanced at its windows as he passed, he remembered that its present possessor had received his title to orders from a church in the neigh- bourhood of Alnwick, of which his father was patron ; but he had been a very, very little boy at the time. The house looked empty now ; its windows were nearly all closed : and he supposed its incumbent, Dr. Beauclerc, Rector of Lexing- ton and Dean of Westerbury, was away at his deanery. " Mr. St. John is at home ? " he asked, as the woman came out to throw back the lodge gates. " Oh yes, sir." And indeed George St. John had little need to ask, for Mr. St. John rarely, very rarely, was away from Castle Wafer. A few minutes' turning and winding, and then the front of the house burst upon George St. John's view, and he was close upon it. The sun broke out at the moment, and he thought he had never before seen any place so beautiful ; he always did think so, whenever he thus came upon Castle Wafer. The glistening white front, long rather than high, with its elabora- tion of ornament ; the green terraces, covered with their parterres of flowers, already in bloom, and stretching beyond to the less open grounds ; the low French windows, open to the breeze — never did any dwelling impart so cheerful, so attractive a look as did Castle Wafer. To a stranger, having no idea of the sort of house he was going to see, perhaps surprise would be the first feeling ; for the place was as unlike a castle as any place could be. Isaac St. John said laughingly sometimes that he ought to change its appellation. There might have been a castle on the lands in the old feudal ages, but no trace remained of it : and the house, which had been pulled down to give place to this fairy edifice, had looked like a companion to the Rectory — red, gaunt, and gloomy. As the hall-door was thrown open, and the bright colours fell on its mosaic pavement from the stained-glass windows, gladdening the eye of George St. John, a tall, portly man, rather solemn and very respectable, not to say gentlemanly, was crossing it, and turned his head to see who the visitor might be. Mr. St. John at once stepped past the footman and 7° ST. MARTIN'S EVE. greeted him. It was Mr. Brumm, Castle Wafer's chief and most respected servant; the many years' personal attendant, and in some respects a confidential one, of its master. George St. John held out his hand, as affable men will do by these valued servants, after years of absence. " How are you, Brumm ? I see I have taken you by surprise." " You have indeed, sir," said Mr. Brumm, in the slow manner natural to him. " Not more so, I am sure, sir, than you will take my master. It was only this morning that he was mentioning your name." " How is he now? " " Better, sir, than he has been. But he has suffered much of late." Mr. Brumm was leading the way into an inner hall, one light and beautiful as the first, with the same soft colours thrown from its several windows. Opening a door here, he looked in and spoke. " A visitor, sir — Mr. Carleton St. John." By a bright fire in this light and charming room — and if you object to the reiteration of the term, I can only plead in excuse that everything was light and charming at Castle Wafer — with its few fine paintings, its glittering mirrors, its luxuriant chairs and sofas, its scattered books, and its fine harmonium, sat a deformed gentleman. Not any hideous phase of deformity that repels the eye, but simply with a hump upon his back : a small hump, the result of an accident in infancy. He had a pale, wan face, with the sharp chin usually accompanying these cases ; a face that insensibly attracted you by its look of suffering, and the thoughtful earnestness of its bright, clear, well-opened hazel eyes. Of nearly middle height, that hump was the only unsightly point about him ; but he was a man of suffering; and he lived chiefly alone, he and his pain. His hair was dark, silken, rather scanty ; but not a thread of silver could be seen in it, though he was close on his fiftieth year. Laying down the book he was reading, Isaac St. John rose at the mention of the name ; and stepped forward in the quiet, undemonstrative way characteristic of him, a glad smile lighting up his face. " George ! how pleased I am to see you ! So you have thought of me at last? " WASTING AWAY. 7i " I was half ashamed to come, Mr. St. John, remembering that it is five years since I came before. But I have met Mrs. St. John repeatedly in London, and sometimes Frederick ; so that I have, as it were, seen you at second-hand. I have not been well, too." Suitable, perhaps, to the difference in their ages, it might be observed that while the elder man called the younger " George," he himself was addressed as "Mr. St. John." But Mr. St. John had been almost grown up when George was a baby, and could remember having nursed him. " You do not look well, George," he said, scanning the almost transparent face before him. "And — are you taller? You look so." " That's because I'm thinner. See ! " — opening his coat — " I'm nothing but a skeleton." " What is wrong? " "I can't tell you. I grow thinner and thinner and weaker and weaker, and that's about all I know. I may pick up as spring comes on, and get right again ; but — it may be the other way." Isaac St. John did not answer. An unpleasant reminiscence of how this young man's father had wasted away eight-and- twenty years ago kept him silent. " What will you take, George? Have you come to stay with me?" " I have come to stay with you two hours : I must be home again by nightfall if I can. And I won't take anything until my business with you is over ; for I confess it is my own selfish affairs that have brought me here. Let me speak to you first." "As you will. I am ready." " Ever ready, ever willing to help us all ! " returned George St. John, warm gratitude in his tone. "It is about the guardianship that I wish to speak. I thank you for accept- ing it." Isaac smiled. " I did not see that I could do otherwise for you." " Say for my children. Well, listen to me. I have left my wife personal guardian to my children. She will reside at the Hall until Benja is of age, and they with her, subject of course to their school and college intervals. This is absolute with regard to the younger, but in regard to the elder I wish it to be dependent upon your discretion." 72 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " Upon my discretion ? " George St. John had his hands upon his knees, leaning for- forward in his great earnestness ; he did not appear to notice the interruption. " I wish you (when I shall be gone, and the boys have only their mother) to take means of ascertaining from time to time that Benja is happy under his step-mother's care, and that she is doing her part by him in kindness. Should you find occasion to doubt this, or to think from any other cause that he would be better elsewhere, remove him from her, and place him with any one you may consider suitable. I dare not say take him yourself : children are noisy, and your health is imperfect ; but place him where you can be sure that he will be well done by. Will you undertake this, Mr. St. John ? " " Why do you ask this ? " was the reply of Isaac St. John. " Is it a new thought — a sudden thought?" "It is a new thought, imparted to me chiefly through a conversation I had yesterday with Pym, our surgeon and old friend. He does not think it well that Benja should be left under the absolute control of Mrs. St. John, as he is not her own child. He said, for one thing, that she might marry again, and Benja would be as it were isolated amidst new ties ; but when I pressed him for other reasons — for I am sure he had others — he would not give them ; preferred not to discuss it, he said. He was — I could see that — for having the boy entirely away from her, but that is not to be thought of. I reflected a good deal on what he said, and have come to the conclusion that it may be as well there should be some clause inserted in the will that shall take absolute power from her, and hence I come to you." "Your wife is kind to the boy?" asked Mr. St. John. " Pardon me the question, George." " Very much so. When George was born, she showed some jealousy of the oldest boy, but all that has passed away. Benja was nearly drowned last November, and she was quite hysterical afterwards, crying and sobbing over him like a child. The nurse, a most faithful woman, thinks, I know, with Pym, but that's nothing." " You wish me, in the event of the children being left father- less, to ascertain whether the elder is well done by at the Hall, and is happy there. If not, I am to remove him ? This is what you ask, as I understand it ? " WASTING AWAY. 73 " Precisely so. Should you, in your judgment, deem that Benja would be better elsewhere, take him away. I shall endow you with full power." " But how am I to ascertain that ? ' " In any way you please. Use any means that may suggest themselves. Go over and see for yourself, or send some suit- able substitute, or question Honour " " Who is Honour ? " " Benja's nurse. She took to him when my poor Caroline died. My present wife does not seem strong ; at least she has had one or two serious illnesses lately; and Pym says the care of the two boys is more than I ought to put upon her. Perhaps it would be." "Why not at once leave Benja under another guardian- ship ? " " I should not like to do so. The world would regard it as a slight, a tacit want of confidence in my wife : and besides, in that case I should be divided as to whether to leave the Hall as a present residence to her or to Benja. I — mark me, Mr. St. John — I place full reliance upon my wife ; I believe she will do her duty by Benja, and make him happy ; and in that case there is no harm done. I am only providing for a con- tingency." " I see. Well, I accept the charge, George, though it might be well that you should entrust it to a more active man." " No, no ; you and you only." They continued talking together for the brief space George St. John had allotted for his stay. Little more was said on the one subject, for George quitted it somewhat abruptly, and they had other topics in common ; family matters, news on either side, as is the case when relatives meet after a prolonged separation. At the appointed time he was driven back to Lexington in Mr. St. John's carriage, took the return train, and reached Alnwick about six in the evening. His wife had sent the close carriage for him, fearing the night air. George St. John directed the coachman to drive round by Mr. Drake, the lawyer's ; and when that gentleman came out to him he asked him to step up to the Hall on the morrow, on a little matter of business relative to an alteration in his recently-made' will. But Mr. St. John of Castle Wafer, pondering on these matters after his relative's departure, remained puzzled, and could by 74 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. no means arrive at a satisfactory conclusion as to whether there was danger that Mrs. Carleton St. John might be cruel to Benja, after the fashion of the vindictive uncle of the " Babes in the Wood," or whether it was feared that she would kill him with kindness. CHAPTER IX. CHANGES AT ALNWICK. On a charming summer day in that favourite room whose windows overlooked the broad lands of Alnwick, sat Mrs. Carleton St. John in widow's weeds. Opposite to her, in mourning also, her travelling shawl unpinned and slipping from her slim, falling shoulders, her bonnet dusty, was Mrs. Darling, not five minutes arrived. Changes had come to Alnwick, as these signs betrayed. Its master, so much loved and respected during life, was no more. In the month of May the deceitful, as poets have it, the crisis came for George Carleton St. John, and the Hall passed to another owner — the little boy too young to be conscious of his full loss, and whose chief idea connected with it was the black attire with which officious attendants hastened to invest him. Death at the last was sudden, and Mrs. St. John was alone when it came. Her mother, Mrs. Darling, had gone abroad, and beyond a very brief note, just telling her of the event, Mrs. Darling received no direct news from her. She wrote letter after letter, for it was not convenient to return home immediately ; but all the replies— when she received any — came from Prance. And Prance, who was in a degree in the confidence of Mrs. Darling, ventured to intimate that her mistress was " sulking," and much annoyed by the will. The last item of intelligence stirred all the curiosity pos- sessed by Mrs. Darling. It also troubled her. She was aware that George St. John had little actual property to bequeath to his wife — and George St. John's own private opinion had been that Mrs. Darling's opposition to his marriage with her daughter arose from that sole fact — but there were ways and means of remedying this ; and now Mrs. Darling supposed they had not CHANGES AT ALNWICK. 75 been taken. As soon as she was able, after June came in, she made arrangements for returning to England, and hastened down to Alnwick Hall. But for the escutcheon on the outer walls, and the badge of widowhood worn by her daughter, Mrs. Darling might have thought things were as they had been — that no change had occurred. The windows were open, the sun was shining, the park was green and flourishing : even Charlotte was not changed. And Mrs, Darling scanned her with a critical eye. " My dear, you are looking better than I hoped for." " I am pretty well, mamma. I wish Prance would come in with Georgy ! " she continued fretfully. I want you to see him, he is so grown ! " " Dear little fellow ! I was so sorry that I could not come over at the time, Charlotte, but " " It did not matter," interrupted Mrs. St. John, speaking quickly. "Indeed I think I was best alone. You know, mamma"— turning her deep eyes full upon her mother — "I was always given to being independent. How is Rose ? " " Oh, dear ! " returned Mrs. Darling, with a groan, as if recalled to some very annoying subject. " Don't talk of Rose." A half smile crossed the young widow's lips. " Has she been doing anything very dreadful ? " "No : but she is so rebellious." "Rebellious!" " At being kept at school. Mary Anne and Margaret fully expected she would break bounds and conceal herself on board the boat. We had sighted Folkestone before they felt any sort of assurance that she was not there." " Did Mary Anne and Margaret come over with you ? " " Yes ; I left them in London. Frank is expected." " I think Frank might come down to see me ! " said Mrs. St. John, haughtily. " My dear, I am sure he will. But he cannot always get leave when he would." There was a pause. Charlotte, cool, haughty, reserved, as she had ever been, even to her mother, turned to the window again, looking out for her little son. Mrs. Darling was burning to ask various particulars of things she wanted to know, but did not just now see her opportunity. She rose from her chair. 7 6 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " I think I will go, Charlotte, and take off my travelling things. I am as dusty as I can be." " Do so, mamma. Your old room. Prance will not be long." Prance was entering the house even then : she had brought Georgy in the back way. There was a boisterous meeting; Mrs. St. John coming out to join in it. Georgy chattered, and shook his fair curls from his pink cheeks, and was altogether lovely. Mrs. Darling did not wonder at the faint cry of pain — that intense love, whose expression amounts to pain — with which his mother caught him to her heart. " Where is Benja ? " asked Mrs. Darling of Prance. Oh, Master St. John would be coming in sometime, Prance supposed. Honour had begun with her insolence, as usual, so they parted company. And Mrs. Darling, as if she would ignore the words, made her way hastily towards the staircase, Prance following in attendance. Mrs. Darling scarcely gave the woman time to close the chamber-door before she began to question her eagerly. Re- member that Prance was, so far as Mrs. Darling was concerned, a confidential servant, and she imparted all she knew. Mrs. St. John was to remain at the Hall as Master St. John's guardian, with four thousand a-year. "I heard the will read," said Prance. "Old Drake the lawyer came to us after they returned from the funeral, and said we were wanted in the large drawing-room. Mrs. St. John was there in her new mourning and her widow's cap ; and she looked very cross and haughty as we filed- in. The gentlemen who had gone to the funeral were there, and Dr. Graves, and Mr. Pym. I had the little one, and Honour came in with Master St. John " "Why do you call him Master St. John? — he was always called Master Benja," interrupted Mrs. Darling. " He has been called so since that same time, ma'am," was the woman's answer. " A gruff old gentleman who was one of the mourners, upright and stiff as a backboard and yellow as gold — it was General Carleton, I believe — heard one of us call the boy Master Benja, and he spoke up very severely, saying he was not Master Benja, but Master St. John, and must be nothing else to us until he should be Sir Benjamin. The servants were quite taken to, and have called him Master St. John ever since." "Well, go on." CHANGES AT ALNWICK. 77 " We found we had been called in to hear the will read. I did not understand it altogether ; but I am quite certain that Mrs. St. John is to reside at the Hall and to be paid four thousand a-year as the heir's guardian. There was something I was unable to catch, through Master Georgy's being trouble- some at the moment, about the four thousand being reduced to two if Master St. John went away. And, on the other hand, it is to be increased by two, whenever he comes into the title and the other estates. Which will make six thousand a-year." " Then what did you mean, Prance, by sending me word that your mistress was annoyed at the terms of the will? Four thousand a-year now, and six in prospective ! She cannot find fault with that. It is munificent." " You may depend upon it, ma'am, that she is so," was the unhesitating reply of Prance. " She is very much annoyed at it, and she has shown it in her manner. It is some clause in the will that vexes her. That precious Honour " "Stay, Prance," interrupted Mrs. Darling. "How often have I warned you not to encourage this ill-feeling against Honour ! " " It's Honour's fault," promptly answered Prance. " It is the fault of both of you," returned Mrs. Darling ; " of the one as much as the other. It is a strange thing you cannot be at peace together ! You will arouse jealousy between the two children next ! " "It never comes to open quarrelling between us," rejoined Prance. "But she's uncommonly aggravating." " Be quiet, Prance ! I desire once for all that there may be more pleasantness between you. It is a scandal that the two upper maids of the Hall should be ever at variance, and it's a thoroughly bad example for the children ; and it's — you know it's not well for your mistress. Mrs. St. John requires peace, not " Prance uttered an exclamation : it caused Mrs. Darling, who was looking into a bandbox at the time, to turn sharply. Mrs. St. John was standing there, behind the bed-curtains — to the startled lady's intense dismay. How much had she heard ? " Charlotte, my dear, I did not know you were there. I was just giving Prance a lecture upon this ill-feeling that seems always to be going on between her and Honour. Have you come to stay with me, child, whilst I unpack ? " added Mrs. 78 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. Darling, seeing that her daughter was seating herself com- fortably in an easy-chair. " Then, Prance, I think you may go now." But while she so spoke, Mrs. Darling was tormenting her- self, as much as one of her easy disposition can do so, as to whether she had caught a word of her conversation with Prance — that part of it relating to money. There had been some noise in the room from the opening of drawers and moving of boxes, which must have prevented their hearing her come in. " I'll speak of it," thought Mrs. Darling. " It's better to take the bull by the horns and make the best of it, when one does get into these dilemmas." She stole a glance at her daughter, while busily intent to all appearance in straightening the trimmings of a bonnet she had just taken out of a bandbox. Mrs. St. John looked cold and stern. Had she heard anything ? " Charlotte, my dear, I am so very anxious about you : as to how things are left, and all that. I dropped a remark to poor Prance, but she seems to think it is all right ; that you are left well-off and remain here. These simple servants can't know much, of course. I am glad your husband made a just and proper will." "He made an infamous will," cried the young widow, her cheeks flaming. The words completely took Mrs. Darling aback, and she forgot to enlarge on the opinion, she had just expressed of poor, simple Prance's imperfect knowledge. "An infamous will, Charlotte !" she exclaimed, "when you have the Hall and four thousand a-year." "It is infamous. I am left dependent upon the heir." " The heir ! Do you mean Benja ? " " There's no other heir but he. Why did George leave me dependent upon him ? " "I don't quite understand you, my dear. In what way are you dependent upon Benja ? " " The four thousand a-year is paid to me as his guardian only, — as his guardian and Georgy's. I only remain at the Hall as Benja's guardian. It's all on sufferance." " But, my dear, your husband had it not in his power to leave you comfortably off in any other manner. All the settlement he could make on you at your marriage — I really don't think it will amount to more than six hundred a-year — he did make. CHANGES AT ALNWICK. 79 This, of course, is yours in addition ; and it will be your child's after you." "Think of the contrast," was the rejoinder; and Mrs. St. John's bosom heaved ominously, as if the wrong were almost too great to bear. " The one with his thousands upon thousands, his title, his state, everything that's high and mighty ; the other, with his few poor hundreds and his obscurity." "But, my dear Charlotte, there was no help for this. Benja was born to it, and Mr. Carleton could no more alter it than you could." "It is not the less unjust." " Unjust is not the right word. The law of entail may not be an equitable law, but Englishmen live under it, and must obey it. You should not blame your husband for this." " I do not blame him for it." " You blame his will, which is the same thing." Mrs. St. John was leaning back, the broad lappets of her cap thrown from her face ; her elbows rested on the arms of the chair, and she pressed the tips of her fingers nervously together. The slight storm had passed outwardly, and all her habitual coldness of manner had returned to her. " Why did he add that codicil to it ? " " Was there a codicil ? What was it ? But I don't know what the will itself was, Charlotte." " He had left the children under my exclusive guardianship. They were to reside at the Hall here with me, subject to their absences for education, and he willed that a sum of four thousand a-year should be paid to me." "Well?" said Mrs. Darling, for she had stopped. "That was in the will. But the codicil altered this, and Benja's residence with me is subject to the pleasure of Mr. Isaac St. John. He has it in his power to remove Benja from me if he sees fitting ; and if Benja is so removed, two thousand of the four are to be withdrawn, and my allowance reduced thereby one half. Why did George do this ? Why did he do it secretly, and never say a word to me about it ? " " I'm sure I don't know," said Mrs. Darling, who was revolv- ing the news in her mind. " Benja to be removed from you at the pleasure of Isaac St. John? But is he not a helpless invalid?'; " Physically he may be next door to it, but he is all powerful as to Benja. This codicil was dated the day subsequent to a So ST. MARTIN'S EVE. visit George paid Castle Wafer at the close of winter, a long time after the will was made. Isaac St. John must have put him up to it that day. I will pay him out, if I live." "Well, I can't tell why he should have done it," cried Mrs. Darling, who felt altogether puzzled. "He does not want the two thousand a-year; he is rich and an invalid. Did you question him of his motives, Charlotte? I should have done so." "Question whom? — Isaac St. John? I have never seen him." " Did he not come to the funeral ? " "No; he was too ill, they said. His brother came — hand- some Fred. Mamma, I hate Isaac St. John." " Hush, my dear. It is more than likely that he will never interfere with you. I have always heard him spoken of as one of the most just and honourable men breathing." " I don't like it to have been done. I don't like the world to know that George could put so great a slight upon me. It is known everywhere. The servants know it. He desired that they should be present while the will was read. Did you ever hear of such a thing ? " " Your husband desired it ? " " He did ; at least, Mr. Drake says so. When they were about to read the will, and I had come down into the drawing- room before them all, Mr. Drake said to me, ' I am going to call in the servants, with your permission; Mr. Carleton St. John desired me to do so.' I objected, but it was of no use ; Mr. Drake appeared not to hear me ; and I could not make a fuss at a moment like that. But now, mamma, don't you see the drift of all this ? " "N — o," said Mrs. Darling, gathering no idea of Charlotte's meaning. " I do," said Charlotte, the keen look sometimes seen in them gleaming from her unfathomable eyes. " That will was read out to the servants on purpose that they might know they have it in their power to carry tales to Isaac St. John. I hate him ! I hate him ! But for him, I am sure my husband would have entrusted me absolutely with Benja. Who is so fitting to bring him up as I ? " "And I think you will bring him up, Charlotte. I don't understand all this that you are telling me; but I feel little doubt Isaac St. John will be all that is courteous and kind. CHANGES AT ALNWICK. 81 Whilst you do your part by Benja, there can be no plea for removing him. You will do it ? " "I shall do it, certainly ;" and Mrs. St. John fully meant what she said ; " I shall make no distinction between the boys. If Benja needs correcting, I shall correct him. If Georgy needs correcting, I shall correct him. The thing's easy enough, and simple enough ; and there was not the least need for inter- fering with me. What I dislike most, is George's having kept it from me." " I dare say he did not think to mention it to you," said Mrs. Darling, soothingly; and it was notable that she was in the habit of smoothing things to her daughter always, as though she were afraid of her. " And you are quite right, my dear, not to make any difference between the children ; your husband did not." " Not outwardly, or in a general way. In his heart, though, he loved the one and not the other ; and I love the other and not the one. Oh, Georgy ! Georgy ! if you were only the heir!" " That's an unprofitable thought, Charlotte. Don't indulge it. Benja was the first-born." " How can I help indulging it? Georgy is my first-born, and it seems as a wrong done him — done to us both." "My dear, where's the use of this? You married George Carleton St. John with your eyes open, in defiance of me. It is too late to repent now." " I don't repent. I would marry him again to-morrow, though he had two heirs instead of one. But I can't help — I can't help " " What can't you help ? " " Never mind. The position is unalterable, and it is useless to dwell upon it. Mamma, I shall never speak of this again. If you want any other particulars of the will, you can get them from old Drake. Tell me now all about Rose and her rebel- lion. I have often thought I should like her to live here when she leaves school." Why, Mrs. Darling could not have told; but she felt the greatest relief when Charlotte thus quitted the subject. It was next to impossible that any child could have been born with a disposition so jealous as had Charlotte Norris ; and Mrs. Darling had been pleased, but for curtailing her income, that Benja should be removed from her. She had no fear that St. Martin's Eve. 6 82 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. Charlotte would be unkind to him ; systematically unkind she believed Charlotte would not be to any one ; but, so long as the boy was with her, he must and would keep alive the jealousy she felt on Georgy's account. Two thousand a-year, however, in Mrs. Darling's estimation, was — two thousand a-year. Willingly she turned to the topic named by Charlotte — her youngest, her troublesome, but most lovable daughter. And it is quite time, my reader, that you made her acquaintance also. To do which it will be necessary to cross the water. CHAPTER X. MISS ROSE DARLING. You all know that crowded seaport town on the other side the water — Belport-on-the-Sea • and are therefore aware that its educational establishments, good, bad, and indifferent, are numerous. But I must ask you not to confound the one you are about to enter, Madame de Nino's, with any of those others, no matter what their merits may be. The small, select, and most costly establishment of Madame de Nino was of the very highest standing ; it was intended solely for the reception of gentlemen's daughters — was really confined to them ; and no pupil could be admitted to it without an undeniable introduc- tion. It was perhaps the only French school to which anxious parents could confide a daughter free from doubt on the score of her associations : whatever her fellow-pupils might be in mind and manners, they were sure to be of gentle birth. On that very same day that took Mrs. Darling down to Alnwick Hall on the visit to her widowed daughter, Madame de Nino's pupils were gathered in the large schoolroom. Class was over for the day, and the girls were tired enough. They hated Fridays. There was no dancing, no drawing, no walking; nothing but hard unbroken learning, writing, and practising. Look at this class of elder girls, their ages varying from six- teen to twenty, sitting on a bench at the first-class table. Those in the middle sit very back, their spines crooked into a bow, those beyond them on either side sit rather forward, and the two end girls are turned, each sideways, an elbow on the desk ; MISS ROSE DARLING. S3 so that they form a semicircle. They are gossiping away in English, which is against the rules ; but the teachers are also fatigued with the long and hot day, and do not pay attention. The studying for prizes had begun, and during that period the work was greatly augmented, both of pupils and teachers. Look well at the three middle girls. We shall have little to do with the others, but a great deal with them. And they are noticeable besides, for two of them are beautiful, but so unlike in their beauty. The one is a very Hebe, with laughing blue eyes, brilliant complexion, and a shower of golden curls ■ and she is Mrs. Darling's youngest daughter, Rose. The other is Adeline de Castella, a name and face fit for a romance in history. She is graceful, charming, with dark-brown eyes and hair, and more exquisite features than were ever carved in marble. The third is Mary Carr, quiet and ladylike, whose good sense served to keep the wildness of Miss Rose Darling somewhat in check. For Rose was one of the wildest girls that had ever kept alive Madame de Nino's staid and most respectable school ; wild, wilful, clever, careless ; and vain as a peacock. Had Rose been of a more sedate disposition, less given to random ways, Mrs. Darling might not have kept her at school so long, for Rose was eighteen. She was dreadfully rebellious over it, and perhaps the judiciousness of the measure, as a restriction, may be questioned. Mrs. Darling, by way of sooth- ing the pill, allowed Rose to visit much ; and when the girls came to this age Madame de Nino acquiesced in the parents' wishes, but Rose went out more than any previous pupil had ever been known to do. She had many friends sojourning in the town, and was courted on her own account, being exces- sively liked by every one. Always in scrapes of one sort or another, or getting out of them, was she : and she had her own way in the school, and would have it. One of Miss Rose Darling's propensities was to be con- tinually falling in love. Almost every time she went out, she would favour the envious girls, on her return, with a description of some fresh cavalier who had laid siege to her heart ; for half her pleasure in the thing lay in these boasts to her companions. The last idea of the kind had prevailed longer than usual. A gentleman, whom she had only seen at church or in their walks, was the new gallant. Rose did not know his name, but 84 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. he was very handsome, and she raved of him. The school called him her fiance ; not in the least to Rose's displeasure. On this evening, as you look at them, Rose is in a state of semi-explosion, because one of the other girls, Miss Caroline Davis, who had been fetched out that evening by her friends, was now telling Rose that she had seen this gentleman as she was being conducted back to Madame de Nino's. " That comes of my being kept at school. Mamma ought to be punished. You be quiet, Mary Carr ! I shall talk against my mother if I like. Where did you see him, Carry Davis ? " " In the Grand' Rue. He was strolling up it. My aunt bowed to him." " I know he was watching for me ! These horrid Friday evenings ! I wish the school could take scarlet fever, or some- thing of that sort, and then perhaps Madame might send us out every day ! Your aunt must know him, Davis, if she bowed : didn't you ask his name ? " "No, I forgot to ask it." " What an idiot you are ! If I don't learn it in a day or two I shall go mad. He " " Hush ! " whispered Caroline Davis. " See how those French are listening ! They'll go and tell Mademoiselle that we are speaking English. There's a new pupil come in to-night," she added aloud, in the best French she could call up. " Not a pupil," dissented Adeline de Castella. " She used to be a pupil, but is coming now on a sort of visit to Madame, during her mother's absence in England. They have been travelling lately in Italy." " Who is she ? " asked Rose. " What's her name ? " " Eleanor Seymour. Her mother is the Honourable Mrs. Seymour; she was the daughter of Lord Loftus," continued Adeline, who spoke English perfectly, and understood our grades of rank as well as we do. " Eleanor Seymour is one of the nicest girls I know ; but I suppose she will not be Eleanor Seymour very long, for she is engaged to Mr. Marlborough." " Who's Mr. Marlborough ? " asked Rose again. "I don't know him," said Adeline. " He is very rich, I believe; he is staying at Belport." "Le souper, mesdemoiselles," called out Mademoiselle Henriette, the head-teacher. As Adeline de Castella said, Eleanor's mother was the MISS ROSE DARLING. 35 Honourable Mrs, Seymour and the daughter of Lord Loftus. Being this, Mrs. Seymour held her head higher, and was allowed to do it, than any one else in the Anglo-French watering-place, and prided herself on her " blood." It some- times happens that where this " blood" predominates, other requisites are in scarcity; and it was so with Mrs. Seymour. She was so poor that she hardly knew how to live : her aristocratic relatives helped her out, and they had paid Eleanor's heavy school bills, and so she got along somehow. Her husband, Captain Seymour, dead this many a year ago, had been of even higher connections than herself; also poor. Lord Loftus had never forgiven his daughter for marrying the portionless young officer ; and to be even with her, erased her name from his will. She was a tall, faded lady now, with a hooked nose and supercilious grey eyes. When Eleanor left school — as accomplished a young lady as ever Madame de Nino's far-famed establishment turned out — she went on a visit to her aristocratic relatives on both sides, and then travelled to Italy and other places with her mother. This spring they had returned, having been away two years, and settled down in the old place. The tattlers said (and if you want tattle in perfection, go to any of these idle continental watering-places) that Eleanor would never get the opportunity of changing away the name of Seymour : men of rank would not be very likely to seek one situated as she was, and Mrs. Seymour would never allow Eleanor to marry any other. The battle was soon to come. There came into Belport one day, on his road to Paris, a good-looking young fellow named George Marlborough. Mrs. Seymour was introduced to him at the house of a friend, and though she bowed (figuratively) to his personal attractions, she turned up her haughty nose afterwards when alone with Eleanor, and spoke of him contemptuously. One of the rich commoners of England, indeed ! she slightingly said ; she hated com- moners, especially these rich ones, for they were apt to forget the broad gulf that lay between them and the aristocracy. The old Marlborough, Mr. George's father, had begun life as a clerk or a servant — she could not tell which, neither did it matter — and had plodded on, until he was the proprietor of an extensive trade, and of great wealth. Iron works, or coal works ; or it might be cotton works ; something down in the North, she believed ; and this George, the eldest son, had been 86 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. brought up to be an iron man too — if it was iron. She desired Eleanor to be very distant with him, if they met again : he had seemed inclined to talk to her. Now poor Eleanor Seymour found this difficult to obey. Mr. George Marlborough remained in the town instead of going on to Paris, and was continually meeting Eleanor. She, poor girl, had not inherited her mother's exclusive notions; labour as Mrs. Seymour would, she had never been able to beat them into her ; and Eleanor grew to like these meetings just as much as Mr. Marlborough did. It was the old tale — they fell in love with each other. Mrs. Seymour, when the news was broken to her, lifted her haughty eyelids on George Marlborough, and expressed a belief that the world was coming to an end. It might not have been disclosed to her quite so soon, but that she was about to depart for England on a lengthened visit to an elder sister, from whom she cherished expectations, during which absence Eleanor was to be the guest of Madame de Nino. Mr. Marlborough, who had never once been admitted within Mrs. Seymour's house, took the opportunity of asking for an interview one evening that he had walked from the pier in attendance on them, by Eleanor's side. With a slight gesture of surprise, a movement of her drooping eyelids, the lady led the way to the drawing- room, and Eleanor escaped upstairs. She sat in her own room, listening. About ten minutes elapsed — it seemed to Eleanor as many hours — and then the drawing-room bell was rung. Not loud and fast, as though her mother were in anger, but quietly. The next moment she heard Mr. Marlborough's step, as he was shown out of the house. Was he rejected ? Eleanor thought so. The bell rang sharply now, and a summons came for Eleanor. She trembled from head to foot as she went down. "Eleanor!" began her mother, in her sternest tone, "you knew of this application to me ? " Eleanor could not deny it. She burst into frightened, agitated tears. The disgrace of having encouraged the addresses of an iron man ! It is iron : he made no scruple of avowing it. Indeed, you may well cry ! Look at his people — all iron too : do you think they are fit to mate with ours ? His father was nothing but a working man, and has made himself what he is by actual labour, and the son didn't blush when he said it to me ! Besides MISS ROSE DARLING. 37 — I hope I may be forgiven for plotting and planning for you — but I have always hoped that you would become the wife of John Seymour." " His wife," sobbed Eleanor. " Oh, mamma, John Seymour's nobody." " Nobody ! " echoed the indignant lady. " Lord John Sey- mour nobody ! " " But I don't like him, mother." " Ugh ! " growled Mrs. Seymour. " Listen. I have not accepted the proposals of this Mr. Marlborough ; but I have not rejected them. I must say he seems liberal enough and rich enough ; proposing I don't know what in the way of settlements : but these low-born people are often lavish. So now, if you have made up your mind to abandon your rank and your order, and every good that makes life valuable, and to enter a family who don't possess as much as a crest, you must do so. Mr. Marlborough obligingly assured me your happiness was centred in him." Ah, what mattered the contempt of the tone, while that sweet feeling of joy diffused itself through Eleanor's heart? " No reply now/' continued Mrs. Seymour, sternly. " The decision lies with you ; but I will not have you speak in haste. Take the night to reflect on the advantages you enjoy in your unblemished descent ; reflect well before you take any step to sully it. To-morrow you can announce your answer." You need not ask what Eleanor's answer was. And so, when she entered on her visit at Madame de Nino's, she was an engaged girl ; and the engagement was already known to the world. Miss Seymour requested that she might be treated entirely as a pupil. She asked even to join the classes, laughingly saying to Madame de Nino that it would rub up what she had forgotten. She took her place in the schoolroom accordingly. Rose Darling saw a pale girl, with dark hair and a sweet countenance; and Rose criticized her mercilessly, as she did every one. Another of the schoolgirls, named Emma Mow- bray, a surly, envious girl, whom no one liked, made ill-natured remarks on Eleanor. Miss Seymour certainly presented a contrast to some of them, with her beautifully arranged hair, her flowing muslin dress, and her delicate hands. School- girls, as a whole, are careless of their appearance in school ; and, as a rule, they have red hands. Madame de Nino's pupils 83 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. were no exception. Rose was vain, and therefore always well- dressed ; Adeline de Castella was always well-dressed ; but Emma Mowbray and others were not. Emma's hands, too, were red and coarse, and more so than even those of the careless schoolgirls. Adeline's were naturally beautiful; and Rose took so much care of hers, wearing gloves in bed in winter, with some mysterious pomade inside. Rose made little acquaintance with Eleanor that day. She, Rose, went out to tea in the afternoon, and came back very cross : for she had not once set eyes on her fiance. The story was told to Eleanor Seymour; who sympathized with her of course, having a lover of her own. The next day was Sunday. The French girls were con- ducted at ten o'clock to mass; the English would leave the house as usual for church a quarter before eleven. Rose was dressed and waiting long before; her impatience on Sunday mornings was great. Rose was in mourning, and a source of secret chagrin that fact was, for she liked gay clothes better than sombre ones. " And so would you be worrying if you had some one wait- ing for you at the church as I have," retorted Rose, in answer to a remark on her restless impatience, which had been proffered to Miss Seymour by Emma Mowbray. " Waiting for you ? " returned Eleanor, looking at Rose, but not understanding. " She means her lover, Miss Seymour," said Emma Mowbray. " Yes, I do ; and I don't care if I avow it," cried Rose, her face glowing. " I know he loves me. He never takes his eyes off me in church, and every glance speaks of love." " He looks up at the other schools as much as he looks at ours," said Emma Mowbray, who could rarely speak without a sneer. " Besides, he only returns the glances you give him : love or no love, he would be a sorry gallant not to do that." "Last Thursday," cried Rose, unmindful of the reproof, "he smiled and took off his hat to me as the school passed him in the street." "But little Annette Duval said she saw you nod to him first ! " said Charlotte Singleton, the archdeacon's daughter. "Annette Duval's a miserable little story-teller. I'll box her ears when she comes in from mass. The fact is, Miss Seymour," added Rose, turning to the stranger who had come amidst them, " the girls here are all jealous of me, and Emma MISS ROSE DARLING. 89 Mowbray doubly jealous. He is one of the divinest fellows that ever walked upon the earth. You should see his eyes and his auburn hair." " With a tinge of red in it," put in Emma Mowbray. " Well, you must point him out to me," said Eleanor, and then hastened to change the conversation, for she had an instinctive dread of any sort of quarrelling, and disliked ill- nature. Emma Mowbray had not favourably impressed her : Rose had, in spite of her vanity and her random avowals. " You are in mourning, Miss Darling ? " " Yes, for my eldest sister's husband, Mr. Carleton St. John. But I have a new white bonnet, you see, though he has not been dead many weeks : and I don't care whether mamma finds it out or not. I told the milliner she need not specify in the bill whether the bonnet was white or black. Oh dear ! where is Mademoiselle Clarisse ? " Mademoiselle Clarisse, the teacher who took them to church (and who took also a book hidden under her own arm to read surreptitiously during the sermon, not a word of which dis- course could her French ears understand) came at last. As the school took its seats in the gallery of the church, the few who were in Rose's secret looked down with interest, for the gentleman in question was then coming up the middle aisle, accompanied by a lady and a little girl. " There he is ! " whispered Rose to Eleanor, next to whom she sat, and her voice was as one glow of exultation, and her cheeks flushed crimson. " Going into the pew below. There : he is handing in the little girl. Do you see ? " " Yes," replied Eleanor. " What of him ? " " It is he. He whom the girls tease me about, my fiance y as they call him, I trust my future husband. That he loves me, I am positive." Eleanor answered nothing. Her face was as red as Rose's just then ; but Rose was too much occupied with something else to notice it. The gentleman — who was really a handsome young man — was looking up at the gallery, and a bright smile of recognition, meant for one of them, shone on his face. Rose naturally took it to herself. " Did you see that ? did you see that ? " she whispered right ana left. " Emma Mowbray, who took first notice now ?" The service began. At its conclusion Rose pushed uncere- moniously out of the pew, and the rest followed her, in spite go ST. MARTIN'S EVE. of precedent, for the schools waited until last ; and in spite of Mademoiselle Clarisse. But, on the previous Sunday, Rose had been too late to see him : he had left the church. On this, as the event proved, she was too early, for he had not come out ; and Mademoiselle Clarisse, who was in a terrible humour with them for their rudeness, marched them home at a quick pace. " If ever truth and faith were in man, I know they are in him ! " raved Rose, when they got home, and were in the dressing-room. " He'll make the best husband in the world." " You have not got him yet," cried Emma Mowbray. " Bah ! Did you see the look and smile he gave me ? Did you see it, Miss Seymour ? — and I don't suppose you are pre- judiced against me as these others are. There was true love in that smile, if ever I saw love. That ugly Mademoiselle Clarisse, to have dragged us on so ! I wish she had been taken with apoplexy on the steps ! He Where's Miss Seymour gone to ? " broke off Rose, for Eleanor had quitted the dressing-room without taking off her things. " I heard her say she was invited to dine at Mrs. Marl- borough's," answered Mary Carr. " I say ! there's the dinner-bell. Make haste, all of you ! I wonder they don't ring it before we get home ! " That afternoon Madame de Nino conducted the girls to church herself. A truly good Catholic, as she was, she was no bigot, and now and then sat in the English church. The young ladies did not thank her. They were obliged to be on church-behaviour then : there could be no inattention with her ; no staring about, however divine might be the male part of the congregation ; no rushing out early or stopping late, according to their own pleasure. Rose's lover was not there, and Rose fidgeted on her seat ; but just as the service began, the lady and little girl they had noticed in the morning came up the aisle, and he followed by the side of Eleanor Seymour. The girls did not dare to bend forward to look at Rose, Madame being there. The tip of her pretty nose, all that could be seen of her, was very pale. " The forward creature ! the deceitful good-for-nothing ! " broke from Rose Darling's lips when they got home. " You girls have called me bold, but look at that brazen Eleanor Seymour ! She never saw him until this morning : I pointed him out to her in church for the first time ; and she must go MISS ROSE DARLING. 9i and make acquaintance with him in this barefaced manner ! As sure as she lives, I'll expose her to Madame de Nino ! A girl like that would contaminate the school ! If our friends knew we were exposed to her companionship, they'd re- move " Rose's passionate words were cut short by the entrance of Madame herself, who came in to give some instructions to the teachers, for she was going out for the evening. Rose, too angry to weigh her words or their possible consequences, went up to Madame, and said something in a fast, confused tone. Madame de Nino, a portly, dark-eyed, kind woman, concluded her directions, and then turned to Rose, who was a favoured pupil. "What do you say, Mademoiselle Rose? Did I see the gentleman who was at church with Miss Seymour? Yes; a very prepossessing young man. I spoke with him to-day when they came for her." A moment's puzzled wonder, and then a frightful thought took hold of Rose. " Do you know him, Madame ? " she gasped. " Who is he ?" "Young Mr. Marlborough. Mademoiselle Eleanor is be- trothed to him." Madame left the room. And the girls sat breathless with astonishment, scarcely daring to steal a glance at Rose Darling's white and stony features. The weeks went on to the sultry days of August, and most of the girls were studying away might and main for the prizes. A day-pupil had temporarily entered the school, Anna Marl- borough, the youngest of the Marlborough family, and the only one who had come abroad with her mother. It was not Madame de Nino's habit to admit day-pupils, but she had made an exception in favour of this child, who was to be in the town but a few weeks. Will it be credited that Rose Darling was still pursuing her preposterous flirtation with George Marlborough, in the face of the discovery that he was engaged to Eleanor Seymour? But there was something to be urged in her favour, though you are no doubt surprised to hear me say it. Had a jury been trying Rose, they might have returned a verdict, "Guilty, with extenuating circumstances." Rose seemed bewitched. There is no doubt that a real, an ardent passion for George Marl- borough had arisen in her heart, filling its every crevice ; and 9 2 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. she regarded Eleanor (she could not help it) with a fierce, jealous rivalry. But the girl, with all her random folly, was no fool; and but for certain events that arose, might have remained as quiescent as she could, until her ill-starred love died out. It did not, and could not, contribute to any good resolutions she might have had strength and sense to form, to find herself on intimate terms with Mr. Marlborough, a frequent visitor to his house. That mistake was, in the first instance, Eleanor Seymour's. Eleanor had been commissioned by Mrs. Marl- borough to invite three or four of the young ladies to accom- pany her there to dinner ; something was said in the school about her not daring to ask Rose ; and Eleanor invited Rose forthwith. Rose went. It had been more prudent had she stayed at home : but Rose was not one of the prudent sort : and the temptation was irresistible. Mrs. Marlborough was charmed with her, and so was George. Whether the gentleman detected Rose's feelings for himself, and was flattered, or whether he had no objection to a flirtation with a pretty girl, although engaged to another, certain it was he paid Rose con- siderable attention, and laughed and joked with her much. Joked with her. It was all done on his part in the spirit of joking, as Eleanor Seymour might have seen; but joking some- times leads to something more. Messages from one to the other, begun in folly, often passed ; and Anna Marlborough, a giddy girl of twelve, was the go-between. Just upon this, Rose's brother, Captain Darling, came to Belport; he soon struck up a friendship with Mr. Marlborough, and here was another link in Rose's chain. She would meet the two young men in the street, and leave the ranks, in defiance of rules, ostensibly to shake hands with Frank, really to talk nonsense with Mr. Marlborough. Even Eleanor Seymour, when out with the school, would conform to its rules and only bow and smile as he passed. Not so Rose. The girls would have gone the length of the street, two sometimes, before she caught them up, panting and flushed and looking radiant, and boasting of what George had said to her. It was of no use the teachers remonstrating and forbidding ; do it she would, and do it she did. This was what may be called the open, harmless stage of the affair. But it was to go on to another. There was a large party given one night at a Scotch laird's, MISS ROSE DARLING. 93 Sir Sandy Maxwell, and Miss Seymour and Rose were invited. You may be aware, perhaps, that it is the custom in French schools, generally speaking, for the pupils to visit or not, according to the directions left by the parents. This had been accorded to Rose by ]ytrs. Darling ; and Eleanor Seymour was not as a schoolgirl — therefore Madame de Nino, though openly expressing her disapprobation of these large parties while young ladies were pursuing their studies, did not refuse. Emma Mow- bray offered a bet to the school that Mr. Marlborough would dance more dances with Rose than with Eleanor; and so eager were the girls to hear the result, that those in the large dortoir kept awake until they came home. It had struck one o'clock, and Madame was up in arms ; she had only given them to half-past eleven, and they had kept the coach waiting all that time, while Madame's own maid, old Felicite, was inside it. After all, there was nothing to hear, for Mr. Marlborough had not made his appearance at the party. Class was not over the next morning until very late ; it always was late just before giving the prizes. It was the third Thurs- day in August, the sorti day, and three of the girls were going with Eleanor to dine at Mrs. Marlborough's : Rose, Mary Carr, and Adeline de Castella. The invitations were left to Miss Seymour, and she always fixed on Rose, in- a sort of bravado, but she never once chose Emma Mowbray ; and this gave that young lady considerable offence, as was known to the school. They were to partake of the usual dinner at school by way of luncheon, the Marlboroughs not dining until six. While the cloth was being laid, the girls dispersed about, some in the courtyard, some in the garden, all in the shade, for it was very sultry. There was certainly something more than common the matter with Rose : she appeared half-crazy with joy. "It is because she's going out," remarked Mary Carr to Eleanor. "Is it, though!" put in Emma Mowbray; "that's only a little item in the cause. She has just had a love-letter from Mr. Marlborough." Eleanor Seymour's cheek changed. " Don't talk absurdities," said Mary Carr to the Mowbray girl. "Absurdities!" she retorted, moving away. "If I can, I'll convince you." A minute or two, and she came back with a letter in her 94 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. hand — an open letter, addressed in George Marlborough's hand to Rose — and handed it to Mary Carr. " Am I to read it?" asked the latter. " If you choose. It is pro bono publico^ Rose says." And Miss Carr read the letter aloud. " My dearest, "You must have been surprised not to see me at Sir Sandy's. I was dressing to come, when a message arrived for me from the Hotel du Nord ; poor Priestley had met with a sad accident to his hand from the bursting of a gun. I have been sitting up with him until now, four o'clock a.m., but I write this to you before I sleep, for you have a right now to my every thought, to know every movement. You dine here to-day, my fair fiancee also ; but I wish you were coming alone. " Ever yours only, "George Marlborough." Was there any mistake in the letter ? Mary Carr had often heard of such. Could it have been written to Rose ? Alas, yes ! it was all too plain. The writing was George Marl- borough's ; the address, " Miss Rose Darling, En Ville," was his; and the seal, "G. M.," was his also. Mary rose, and stood before Eleanor, shielding her from observation, as she beckoned to Anna Marlborough : while Emma Mowbray looked defiant, and asked whether they would believe her next time. The child was dancing about the courtyard. She was young, and the school made her a sort of plaything : she came danc- ing up to Miss Carr. a Now, Anna, I have something to ask you ; and if you equivocate by so much as a word, I will acquaint Madame de Nino that there's a letter-carrier in the school ; you would be expelled that same hour. Did you bring a note here from your brother this morning ? " " Yes, I did," stammered Anna. " Don't tell of me, please." " Ill not tell, if you speak the truth. To whom did you bring it?" " To Miss Darling." " Did he send it to her ? What did he say when he gave it to you ? " " He told me to give it into her own hands when nobody MISS ROSE DARLING. 95 was by, and to give his love with it," answered Anna. "Oh, pray don't tell of me, Miss Carr ! It's nothing much more than usual; he often sends his love by me to Miss Darling." "Was this the letter you brought?" holding out the one she still retained in her hand. " Yes, it was that. I'll never do it again," continued Anna, growing frightened, and bursting into tears. Which caused Miss Mowbray to rate her for a " little fool ; " and Anna ran away, glad to be released. Close upon that, up dashed Rose in agitation, having discovered the loss of her note. The note had not been declared by Rose to be pro bono publico, and Emma Mowbray had dishonourably abstracted it from her apron pocket. Rose got possession of it again, but she was in a great passion with Emma Mowbray : in fact, with them all. And poor Eleanor Seymour ! She was white as marble when Mary turned to her. Sitting there, on the old wooden bench, so outwardly calm and still, she had heard the whole. Clasp- ing Mary Carr's hands with a painful pressure, she burst into an uncontrollable fit of weeping, and glided in at the porch- door to gain the staircase. " Make any excuse for me at the dinner-table, Mary," she whispered. Need you be told that that letter was really written to Eleanor ? The words " fair fiancee " in it alone related to Rose, and Mr. Marlborough had penned them in laughing allusion to the joke in the school. The plot was Emma Mowbray's, a little bit of revenge on Eleanor and Rose, both of whom she envied and disliked. She had made Anna her tool. The child, at her prompting, wrote a letter to Rose, and got her brother to direct and seal it ; and Emma Mowbray opened the two envelopes cleverly by means of passing a penknife under the seals, and substituted the one note for the other. Thus Eleanor's letter was conveyed to Rose; the other Emma Mowbray burnt; and she promised a whole charrette full of good things to Anna to keep her counsel. Being a mischief- loving little damsel, Miss Anna did so ; though she was nearly frightened out of it by Miss Carr. This may sound very shallow, very weak, but I assure you the circumstances took place just as they are described. Had George Marlborough only put Eleanor's name in the note, the trick could not have been played. But he did not do so. And neither Rose nor Eleanor suspected for a moment that there 9 6 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. was anything about the note not genuine ; or that it had not been written to Rose. They went to dinner at Mrs. Marlborough's — Eleanor with her beating heart of resentment and her outraged love, Rose radiant with happiness and beauty. The evening did not mend matters, but rather added very much to the broil. May the word be forgiven ? — I was thinking of the French one. Eleanor, cold, haughty, contemptuous, was almost insulting to Mr. Marlborough ; and Rose, it is to be feared, let him see, that evening, where her best love was given. He took more than one opportunity of asking Eleanor how he had offended her, but he could get no answer. If she had only given him a clue to it, how much trouble and misery would have been saved ! but the very asking on his part seemed to Eleanor only adding insult to injury. You see they were all at cross-purposes, and just for the want of a little word of explanation. From that hour there was no peace, no mutual understanding between Eleanor and Mr. Marlborough. He repeatedly sought an explanation of the sudden change in her behaviour, some- times by letter, sometimes in words. She never would give an answer to either. She returned his letters in blank envelopes, or tore them to pieces before the messenger's eyes ; she refused to see him if he called ; she haughtily held aloof from him when they met. Mrs. Marlborough saw that something was wrong, but as neither of them made her their confidant, she did not interfere, and she supposed it to be only a lovers' quarrel. She had not known Eleanor long, having come to Belport only the week before that Sunday Rose first saw her at church. Rose alone seemed in a state of happiness, of ecstatic delight ; and Anna now carried no end of notes and messages to and fro, and kept it secret from the school. Rose had committed one great folly — she had written to Mr. Marlborough after the receipt of that first letter. But then, it must be always remembered that no suspicion had yet crossed her mind that it was not written to her and meant for her. Rose fully believed — let it be her excuse — that Mr. Marlborough had transferred his affections from Eleanor to herself : the school believed it. Whether she really hoped she should succeed in supplanting Eleanor in the offer of marriage, in becoming afterwards his wife, cannot be told. The girls thought she did, and they were sharp observers. At any rate, Rose now deemed the field as legitimately open to her, as it was to Eleanor. MISS ROSE DARLING. 97 The day for awarding the prizes was a great day. The girls were attired in white, with blue sashes and blue neck-ribbons ; and the hairdresser arrived very early in the morning to get done in time. A large company arrived by invitation; and just before the hour for going in, some of the girls saw Rose in the garden talking to a gentleman. Madeleine de Gassi- court, usually so short-sighted, espied her out. " It must be her brodare wid her," cried Madeleine, who was not in the secret. " She will derange her hair before we do go in." Emma Mowbray peered through the trees. It was no " bro- dare," but Mr. Marlborough. He was bending down to Rose ; she appeared to be crying, and he held her hand in his as he talked to her earnestly. Emma Mowbray glanced round at Eleanor, who was at the window, and saw it all. She was very pale and still, her lips compressed. But Rose's stolen interview could have lasted only a few fleeting minutes. The hands of the clock were then pointing towards two, and as the hour struck she was amongst them, and they were being marshalled for the entrance to the prize-room. It was a pleasing sight when they went in, making their reverences to the assembled visitors. Two pretty young English girls walked first — sisters ; and certainly the two prettiest of the elders walked last ; Rose Darling and Adeline de Castella ; both beautiful, but so unlike in their beauty. Adeline gained nine prizes ; Rose only two. But Rose had been study- ing for another sort of prize. The holidays succeeded — dull and quiet. Of the elder girls, Adeline, Rose, and Mary Carr alone remained, and there was, of course, Miss Seymour. Mrs. Marlborough was leaving the town ■ George was not. Eleanor, who seemed to be visibly declining, would not go out anywhere, so she did not meet him ; but Rose, always out, met him constantly. One afternoon, when Eleanor was growing paler day by day, a bit of folded paper was brought to her in the schoolroom. She opened it, and saw a few words in pencil — " I am now waiting in the salon. You have been denied to me as usual ; yet, Eleanor, let me entreat you to grant me, for this once, an interview. I leave by the boat for London to- night, but if I can see you now, my voyage may not be neces- sary. By the love we once bore each other, I beseech you, Eleanor, come. — G. M." St. Martin's Eve. 7 9 3 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. Eleanor read it, tore the paper deliberately in two, and handed the pieces to Clotilde. " Give that to the gentleman," she haughtily said. " There is no other answer." Rose followed the maid from the room. " Clotilde," she whispered, "who is in the salon?" " The handsome monsieur that was going to marry himself, as people said, with Mademoiselle Seymour," was the servant's rejoinder. " Give me the answer," said Rose, taking the torn pieces from her hand. " I want to send a message to Madame, his mother, and will deliver this. I say, Clotilde, don't tell Madame that he's here." The unsuspicious servant went about her business ; and Miss Rose tripped to the salon, and stayed as long as she dared. That same evening Eleanor Seymour was giving Mary Carr a description of Rome ; they were seated in a corner of the small class-room ) and Adeline de Castella corrected her when she was wrong, for she knew Rome well. Mademoiselle Jose'phine (Mam'selle Fiflne, the school called her in general), the only teacher remaining, was at her table in front of the window, writing letters. When it grew too dark to see, she closed her desk, turned round, and suddenly, as if surprised not to see her with the others, asked where Rose was. The young ladies did not know. Rose had been upstairs in the bedroom since the afternoon. She came down for collation, and went up again directly. Mam'selle Fifine began to scold ; she was the crossest of all the teachers, except Mam'selle Clarisse. It was not likely Miss Rose was stopping upstairs in the dark ; she must have got a light, which, as Mesdemoiselles knew well, was contrary to rules. And she told Miss Carr to go and desire her to come down. Mary Carr rose with a yawn ; they had been sitting there long, and she felt cramped. "Who will go with me?" she asked. Both the young ladies responded, and all three stumbled up the dark staircase together. They found no light in the bed- rooms, and could see nothing of Rose. Thinking it possible she might have fallen asleep on one of the beds, Adeline ran down and got a candle from one of the servants. There was no Rose; but on her bed lay a sealed note, addressed to Miss Carr : — MISS ROSE DARLING. 99 "Dear Mary, " I know you have been against me for some time. Miss Seymour and I were rivals — equals on a fair ground ; you would have helped her on, though it left me to a broken heart. I believe it has been a neck-and-neck race between us, but I have won. I hope mamma will reconcile herself to the step I am taking ; I always longed to make a runaway marriage, it is so romantic ; and if Frank flies out about it, I shan't care, for I shan't hear him. When next you see me I shall be "Rose Marlborough." " Look to Miss Seymour ! " broke from the quivering lips of Adeline de Castella. And it was timely spoken, for Eleanor was fainting. Scarcely had she revived, when Mam'selle Fifine came up, angry at the delay. The note they did not dare to show ; but were obliged to confess to the absence of Rose, saying, tout bonnement, as Adeline called it, that they could not find her. Rose not to be found ! Madame de Nino was dining out, and Mam'selle Fifine was terrified out of her sober senses. In the midst of the hubbub that ensued, Julie, the head fille-de- chambre, put her head in at the door, and said, " The Honour- able Mrs. Seymour." At a time of less commotion they would have burst out laughing. Julie had been nurse in a nobleman's family in England ; she had there become familiar with British titles, and was as fond of using them as she was of using her English. One day Ethel Daw's mother came to see her; a very fine lady, all flounces, and feathers, and gold chains. It was Julie's luck to show her to the salon ; and she came to the schoolroom afterwards, flung open the door, and called out, "Mrs. Daw, Esquire." Julie did not hear the last of that. The girls called her ever after Squire Daw. " The Honourable Mrs. Seymour." With a sharp cry Eleanor started up, and flew into her mother's arms, sobbing convulsively. " Oh, mamma, take me home ! take me home ! " Mrs. Seymour was thunderstruck, not only at Eleanor's cry of pain, but at the change in her appearance. She had just returned from London. Mary Carr disclosed a little of the truth. She thought it best ; and, indeed, was unable to evade the keen questioning of Mrs, Seymour. But Rose's note, with IOO ST. MARTIN'S EVE. the information it contained, was buried in silence still. Mrs. Seymour took her daughter home at once ; and there Eleanor told the whole — that Rose had really gone away with Mr. Marlborough. Mrs. Seymour folded her aristocratic hands, and distinctly desired that no further allusion to it should ever pass her daughter's lips, as it would not her own. It was a retribution on them, she said, for having trusted an " iron man." Meanwhile, Adeline de Castella and Mary Carr kept their own counsel through sheer obligation : as they had not declared all they knew at once, they dared not declare it now. And Madame de Nino verily believed Rose had been spirited away to the skies. It was three days afterwards. Mrs. Seymour sat in her drawing-room, the green Venetian shutters partially closed, and the blinds down, for Eleanor lay on the sofa quite prostrated. Mrs. Seymour was in a state of as much indignation as was consistent with her high birth and her proclaimed assertion that they were " well rid of him ; " for, in spite of the " iron 99 drawback, she had grown to hug to her heart the prospect of this most desirable establishment for Eleanor. Suddenly the door opened, and the iron man himself walked in. Eleanor struggled up from the sofa, and Mrs. Seymour rose in hauteur, all the blood of the Loftuses flashing from her light grey eyes. Then ensued a contest ; each side struggling for the mastership ; Mrs. Seymour refusing to hold commune with him, and Mr. Marlborough insisting upon being heard. He had gone to England three days ago in search of her, he said ; he then found she had left for France, and he had followed her, His object was to request that she would lay her commands on Eleanor to afford him an explanation. Eleanor had been his promised wife ; and without offence on his part, without any known cause, her behaviour had suddenly changed to him. In vain he had sought an explanation of her ; she would afford him none ; and his only resource was to appeal to Mrs. Seymour, If Eleanor refused to fulfil her engagement with him, he could not insist upon it ; but he must insist upon knowing the reason for the change : to that he had a right. " You had better leave the room quietly, sir," said Mrs. Sey- mour in frigid tones. " It will not be pleasant to you if I call my servants.' 1 MISS ROSE DARLING. IOI "I will not leave it without an explanation," he replied. a Mrs. Seymour, you cannot refuse it ; if Eleanor will not give it me in courtesy, I repeat that I must demand it as a right. Eleanor's conduct at the time seemed to imply that there was some cause of complaint against me. What was it ? I declare to you solemnly that I was unconscious of it ; that I was innocent of offence against her." His words and manner were painfully earnest and truthful, and Mrs. Seymour hesitated. " Has there been any mistake, Eleanor ? " she hesitated, appealing to her daughter. " Oh, let me know what it is," he implored, before Eleanor could speak. " Whatever it may be — mistake — cause — reality — let me know it." " Well, sir," cried Mrs. Seymour, making a sudden resolution, " I will first ask you what you have done with that unfortunate young lady, whom you took away from her sheltering roof and her duties, three days ago ? " " I took no young lady away," replied Mr. Marlborough. " What have you done with Miss Darling ? " "Not anything." " You did not induce her to elope with you? You did not take her to London ? " " Indeed, no. I saw Miss Darling on the port the evening I went away, and left her there. She was with her brother. But this is no explanation, Mrs. Seymour. Eleanor," he added, walking up, and standing before her, " I once again appeal to you. What was the cause of your first and sudden coldness ? " " Speak out, Eleanor," said her mother. " I know almost as little as Mr. Marlborough, but I now think the matter should be cleared up, that we may come at the truth. There must be a strange mystery somewhere." Eleanor pressed her thin hands upon her side in agitation. She could only speak in a whisper, in uneven sentences : and she told of the love-letter written to Rose the day following the dance at Sir Sandy Maxwell's. " It was written to you, Eleanor," said Mr. Marlborough. " 1 read that note," she answered, gasping for breath. " It was written to Rose." " It was written to you, Eleanor. I have never written a loving note, as that was, to Rose Darling in my life ; on my sacred word of honour." 102 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " You have written several notes to Rose !" " True ; since ; but never loving ones : they might all have been posted up on the schoolroom walls, and even Madame de Nino herself could not have found fault with them. If this note was given to Rose, Anna must have changed the envelopes. I remember directing one for her to Miss Darling that morning. Eleanor," he gravely said, " I fear you have been running your head against a chimera." " Rose loves you/' she whispered, her heart and voice alike softening. "No; nonsense !" — but for all his denial there was a glow of consciousness on Mr. Marlborough's countenance. " Eleanor, I honestly believe that you have been listening to the folly talked by those schoolgirls, and taken it for gospel. Rose Darling is very pretty, and likes to be admired ; and if I have been thrown a good deal with her, who threw me? You, Eleanor, by your coldness and avoidance of me. I don't deny that I have talked lightly and gaily with Rose, never seriously ; I don't deny that " I have kissed her, he was going to add in his candour, but thought it might be as well to leave that out before Mrs. Seymour. " But my love and my allegiance have never swerved from you, Eleanor." She burst into happy tears. Mrs. Seymour cut them short sternly. " Eleanor, this note that you talk of, left by Miss Darling on her bed the other night, must have been meant as a hoax upon you and the two credulous young ladies, your companions. I did think it a most strange thing that a young lady of position should be guilty of anything so vulgar as an elopement. Not but that it was excessively bad to make it the subject even of a jest." " I suppose it must have been," sobbed Eleanor. " And it seemed so earnest ! " Mr. Marlborough could have disclosed how earnest, had he chosen. In that interview in the salon with Rose, when he told her he was going away, he learnt how much she loved him. In the anguish of parting, Rose dropped words that sufficiently enlightened him — if he had not been enlightened before. He passed it all off as a jest ; he said something to the effect that he had better take her with him to Gretna, all in jest, in simple folly : and he spoke in this light manner for Rose's sake : he would not suffer her to think she had betrayed MISS ROSE DARLING. 103 her secret. What, then, was his astonishment when, in coming out of the permit office at night on the port, preparatory to stepping on board the boat, to see Rose ! She had taken his words seriously. What he would have done to save the boat in his dilemma — for he must inevitably have lost it while he escorted Rose back to Madame de Nino's — he did not know ; but at that moment who should come up but Captain Darling. He gave the young lady into her brother's charge, with a half- word of explanation ; and he never supposed but that Rose had been safely lodged at school within the hour. But Mr. Marl- borough was a man who could keep his counsel on these particulars, even to Eleanor, and he did keep it. " Let this be a warning to your wedded life, Eleanor," ob- served Mrs. Seymour. "Never have any concealments from your husband. Had you frankly spoken to Mr. Marlborough of that first misdirected letter, which seems to have been the primary cause of all the mischief, the affair would have been cleared up at once." " It's enough to make a man swear he will never use another envelope," exclaimed Mr. Marlborough, with his old happy smile of love. "But you need not have doubted me, Eleanor." Meanwhile, where was Rose? Madame de Nino, in the eleventh stage of desperation and perplexity, sent ten times a day to Captain Darling's lodgings; but he had disappeared also. Mam'selle Fifine, who of course came in for the blame, alternately sobbed and scolded aloud ; and Adeline and Mary Carr felt sick with the weight of the secret they were keeping. This state of things, stormy within doors as the weather was without, lasted for three days, and then Rose returned, escorted by her brother. But what a shocking plight she was in ! Drenched with rain and sea-water ; clothes soaked and clinging round her ; quite prostrated with three days' sea-sickness; lying half-dead all that time in a rolling fishing-smack, the wind blowing great guns and she nearly dead with fright ; nothing to eat and drink on board but salt herrings and sour beer, even supposing she could have eaten at all ! — no wonder Rose forgot her good manners and told her brother he was a brute for taking her. Rose had happened to put on her best things, too : a white chip bonnet and pearl-grey damask dress. You should have seen them when she came in ! So it was quite a mistake, Miss Carr and Adeline found, a 104 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. trick, no doubt, played them purposely by Rose, and there had been no elopement at all, or thought of one : nothing but a three-days' cruise round the coast with her brother, in the fishing-smack of some honest, rough, hard-working sailors ! Captain Darling made a thousand apologies to Madame de Nino when he brought her home — the object that Rose pre- sented upon his handing her out of the coach ! — and laid it all to the fault of that treacherous wind; which had kept them at sea three days, when he had only contemplated treat- ing her to a little excursion of an hour for the good of her health. Madame was appeased at length. But Mam'selle Fifine is sore upon the point to this day. As she justly observed, there must have been something out of the common amiss with that par- ticular fishing-boat. Granted the rough wind ; but other boats made the port fast enough, so why not that one ? Rose could or would give no explanation, and was as sullen as a bear for a whole month. And ere that month had well run its course, news came down from Paris of the marriage of George Marlborough and Miss Seymour. CHAPTER XI. GEORGINA BEAUCLERC'S LOVE. We must go to Castle Wafer. Isaac St. John has his writing- table drawn to the open window this mellow September day, and sits at it. But he is not writing now. He leans back in his padded chair, and the lines of thought — of care — lie on his otherwise serene face. Care for Isaac St. John the recluse ? Verily, yes; even for him. If we could live lives of utter isolation from our species, we might escape it; otherwise, never. Looking at him now, his back buried in the soft chair, his face, so pleasant to the eye, turned rather upwards, and his thin white hands resting listlessly, one on the elbow of the chair, one down on his knee, a stranger would have failed to detect anything amiss with the person of Isaac St. John, or that it was not like other men's. For the first forty years of Isaac St. John's existence, his days had been as one long, ever- GEORGINA BEAUCLERC'S LOVE. 105 present mortification ; that disfiguring hump and his sensitive- ness doing battle together. Why it should be so, I know not, but it is an indisputable fact, that where any defect of person exists, any deformity — two of the qualities pertaining to our nature exist in the mind in a supereminent degree, sensitive- ness and vanity, perhaps for the good of the soul, certainly to the marring of its peace. It has been so since the world began; it will be so to its ending. Isaac St. John was no exception. There never can be an exception ; for this seems to be a law of nature. Remember the club-foot of Byron, and what it did for him. This shrinking sensitiveness, far more than his health, had converted Mr. St. John into a hermit. It was terrible to him to go forth unto the gaze of his fellow-men, for — he carried his deformity with him. Now that he was advancing in years, growing onwards to be an old man, the feeling was wearing off ; the keen edge of the razor which had cut all ways was becoming somewhat blunt : but it must ever remain with him in a greater or lesser degree. He was not thinking of it now. It was when he was in the presence of others, or when making up his mind to go into their presence, that the defect was so painfully present to him. As he sat there, his brow knit with its lines, two things were troubling him : the one was a real, tangible care, the other was only a perplexity. His own mother had lived to bring him up ; and how she had cherished and loved her unfortunate son, the only heir to the broad lands of the St. Johns, that son's heart ached even now to think of. At the time she died, he wished he could die also ; his happiest thoughts now were spent in her remem- brance ; his most comforting moments those when he lost him- self in the anticipation of the meeting that awaited them hereafter. He was a grown-up man, getting old it almost seemed to his lonely heart, when the little half-brother was born, the only issue of his father's second marriage. How Isaac St. John took to this little baby, loved it, fondled it, played with it, he might have been half ashamed to tell in words. The boy had been his ; as his own ; since the death of their father, he had been his sole care ; and now that boy, grown to manhood, was going the way of the world and bring- ing trouble into his home. No very great and irremediable trouble yet : but enough to pain and worry the sensitive heart that so loved him. io6 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. As if to compensate for the malformation of the one brother, the other was gifted with almost surpassing beauty. The good looks of Frederick St. John had become a proverb in the gay world. But these favoured sons of men are beset by tempta- tions in an unusual degree, and perhaps they may not be much the better for the beauty in the long-run. Had Frederick St. John been less high-principled by nature; or been less carefully and prayerfully trained by his brother Isaac, things might have been a great deal worse with him than they were. He had not parted with honour, but he had parted with money ; a hand- some patrimony which he had succeeded to when he became of age, was mortgaged thick and threefold, and Mr. Frederick was deep in debt and embarrassment. Mr. St. John glanced towards some letters lying on his table. The letters had brought the trouble to him. It would seem as if Frederick's affairs had in some way come to a sudden crisis, for these letters, three of them, had all arrived in the course of the past week. They were ugly letters from ugly creditors asking him to pay them ; and until their reception Mr. St. John had not possessed any knowledge of the state of affairs. He had believed Frederick to be in the habit of getting rid of a great deal more money than he had need to do ; but he had not glanced at debt, or embarrassment. It had so completely upset him — a little thing did that in his delicate health — that for a day and a night he was incapable of action ; he could only nurse his pain. Then he sent answers to the parties, saying that the matters should be examined into; and he wrote to Frederick, who was in London, to come to him without delay. He was waiting for him ; the senses of his ears were opened now, listening for his footsteps : he was growing anxious and weary 5 for Frederick might have responded to the call on the past day. That was the trouble. The other care mentioned, the per- plexity, regarded his little cousin at Alnwick. He had pro- mised George Carleton St. John (as you may remember) to take means of ascertaining whether Benja was well done by, happy, and cared for by his step-mother ; but now that it came to action, Isaac St. John did not quite see how he was to set about it. Something he must do ; for the promise lay on his conscience : and he was, of all men, the most conscientious. Mr. Carleton St. John had died in May; it was now Sep- tember; and Isaac knew little or nothing of the affairs at GEORGINA BEAUCLERC'S LOVE. Alnwick. He had corresponded a little with Mrs. Carleton St. John in the intervals of his own illness — for he had been seriously ill twice this summer ; at the time of the death, and for some time after it, and again in July — and he had addressed two letters to Benja, simple letters fit for a child, and desired that that young gentleman would answer him by deputy. Some- body had scrawled these answers, probably the nurse, or guided Benja's fingers to do it. " He was very well, and Brave was very well, and he thanked his gardian, Mr. Saint John, for writeing to him, and he hopped he was very well, and he sent his love." This did not tell Mr. St. John much : and the in- voluntary thought crossed him that had Benja been her own child Mrs. St. John might herself have helped him with the answers. He had therefore been making up his mind to go over to Alnwick, much as he disliked to show himself amidst strangers. But for this news concerning Frederick which had so troubled him, and the expected arrival of his brother, he would have been already away ; but now he had put it off for a day or two. This was Tuesday; and he thought, if all went well, and Frederick came to-day, he should go on Thursday. It was not the loss of the money that brought care to Isaac St. John ; his coffers were deep ; but the great fear that this young man, dear to him as ever son could be to father, might be falling into evil. He was aroused from thought by the entrance of his atten- dant, Mr. Brumm. The master of Castle Wafer looked up wistfully : he had thought it might be another entering. " Will you have luncheon brought in here to-day, sir, or take it with Mrs. St. John and Lady Anne ? " "Oh, I don't know" — and the sweet voice bore its sound of weariness. " I will take it with them to-day, I think, Brumm : they say I neglect them. Is it one o'clock ? " " Hard upon it, sir." Mr. St. John rose. Ah, how changed from the delicate-faced man whose defects of form had been hidden ! The hump was all too conspicuous now. Passing out of the room, he crossed the inner hall, so beauti- ful with its soft rose-coloured hues, its tesselated pavement, and opened a door on the other side, where luncheon was laid. Two ladies entered almost at the same moment. The one was a tall, fine, still elegant woman, not much older than Mr. St. io8 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. John himself, though she stood to him in the relation of step- mother; the other was an orphan daughter of the highest branch of the St. John family, the Lady Anne : a nice-looking girl of two or three and twenty, with dark-brown eyes and a pointed chin. Castle Wafer belonged exclusively to Isaac St. John ; but his step-mother frequently resided at it. The utmost good-feeling and courtesy existed between them ; and Frederick, her only son, and his half-brother, was the link that drew them together. Mrs. St. John never stayed there in the character of visitor : Isaac would not allow it : but as its undisputed mistress. At these times, however, he lived a good deal in his own rooms. She had been there about a month now, and had brought with her this young cousin, Lady Anne. It had been a cherished project in the St. John family, that Lady Anne St. John should become the wife of Frederick. All wished it. The relatives on both sides wished it : they were several degrees removed from each other in relationship, she was an heiress, he would inherit Castle Wafer : altogether it was very suitable. But the parties themselves — were they anxious for the tie? Ah, less was known about that. Mrs. St. John gave an exclamation of pleasure, for the sight of her step-son amidst them was somewhat rare. He shook hands with her, and then Anne St. John came merrily up to be kissed. She was very fond of Isaac, and he of her. Nearly the only friend he had had in life, as these men of rare minds count friendship, had been the earl, Anne's father. " Mrs. St. John," he said, as they were at table, Brumm alone being in the room in attendance on his master, for sometimes the merest trifle of exertion, even the lifting of a plate, the filling of a glass, was a trouble to Isaac, " will you believe that I am contemplating a journey?" " A journey ! You, Isaac !" exclaimed Lady Anne. "Is it a drive round the farm in your low carriage ? " "It is a longer journey than that. It will take me five or six hours' hard posting, with good roads and four good horses." " Oh, Isaac ! How can you continue to travel post when you can take the railway ? " " I do not like the railway," said Isaac, quietly. "Well, I hope you will find relays. I thought all the old posting horses were dead and buried." " I have not found any difficulty yet, Anne. Brumm sends on to secure them," GEORGINA BEAUCLERC'S LOVE. 109 " But where are you going, Isaac ? " asked Mrs. St. John. "To Alnwick. I think I ought to go," continued Isaac, speaking in his grave, earnest, thoughtful manner. " Poor George left his boy partly in my charge, as you know ; but what with ill-health, and my propensity to shut myself up, which gets harder to break through every year, I have allowed too long a time to elapse without seeing him. It has begun to lie upon my conscience : and whenever a thing does that, I can't rest until I take steps to remedy it." "The little boy is in his own home with his mother," observed Mrs. St. John. "He is sure to be all right." " I do not fear that he is not. I should be very much sur- prised to find that he is not. But that probable fact does not remove from me the responsibility of ascertaining it. I think I shall go on Thursday, and return on Friday." "How dull we shall be without you," said Lady Anne. Mr. St. John smiled, and raised his soft dark eyes to hers. The fingers of one thin hand had been wandering amidst the crumbs of his bread, putting them into circles or squares : a habit of his when he talked at table, though perhaps an un- conscious one. He did not eat much, and had generally finished long before others. "I hope, Anne, you and Mrs. St. John will have some one here by Thursday, who will be a more effectual remedy for dulness than I could be at my best. Mrs. St. John, I am ex- pecting Frederick." " Oh ! " The mother's heart leaped within her ; the bright flush of expectancy rose to her cheek ; a fair and soft cheek still, for all her fifty years. " When ? " " I hope he will be here to-day. I think he may even have come by this morning's train. I wish to see him on a little matter of business, and have written to him to come down. Are you glad, Anne ? " "I am more glad than I can tell you," was the warm, eager answer. "I wish he could be here always." Ah, Isaac St. John, why that inward glow of satisfaction at the words ? Are you so little skilled in the signs of love as not to read them more correctly ? Don't you know that if there were any love, of the sort you have been hoping, in that fair girl's heart, she would go by the rules of contrary, and protest that it was a matter of perfect indifference to her whether Mr. Frederick came or not? There is no blush on her cheek; no ST. MARTIN'S EVE. there is no faltering in her tone : why should you deceive yourself ? The surmise was correct : Frederick St. John had come down by the morning's express train. You may see him as he walks out of the station at Lexington : it is that tall, slender, aristocratic man, with dark hair, pale refined features, and eyes of the deepest blue. The people at the station touch their hats to him and smile a greeting, and he smiles and nods at them in return, kindly, genially, as if he really thanked them for their welcome. There was neither heartlessness nor hypocrisy in Frederick St. John : he was a true gentleman at heart. "Would you like a fly, sir? I don't see any carriage come down for you." " No, thank you, Williams. I prefer walking such a day as this. Is Mr. St. John well, do you happen to know ? " " As well as usual, I think, sir," was the man's reply, who drove his own fly. " He walked through the fields to church on Sunday. The ladies came in the basket-carriage." " What a fine harvest you have had ! " " Beautiful, sir. Couldn't be better. My little stock of corn never was finer." " By the way, Williams, I had a portmanteau somewhere in the train : the guard put it out, I suppose. You can bring it up if you like." " Thank you, sir." Frederick St. John walked on. Striking into a path on the left, he continued his way through the fields, and came in due course to the back of the Rectory. From thence the way was through the cultivated grounds, the lovely gardens of Castle Wafer : the whole way being not much more than a mile and a half. By the highway it was a good deal longer. Seated under a projecting rock, a sketch-book and pencils lying beside her, was one of the fairest girls ever seen. She was reading. Going out to sketch, that mellow day, she had yielded to idleness (as she often did), and was passing the time in reading, instead of working. She was the Dean of Westerbury's niece, Sarah Beauclerc : and the dean was wont to tell her that she should not take a book with her when she went out to sketch. It might come to the same thing, so far as working went, she would answer in her independence : if she did not read, she might only sit and dream. But the dean was not at the Rectory just now : only his wife, daughter, and GEORGINA BEAUCLERCS LOVE. in niece. This young lady's home had been with them since the death of her mother, the Lady Sarah Beauclerc : her father was in India. The soft bloom mantled in Sarah Beauclerc's cheeks when she saw who had turned the corner and was upon her. His appearance took her by surprise : neither she nor any one else had known that he was coming. She put down her book and was about to rise : but he laid his hand upon her and sat down on the bench beside her. He kept her hand in his ; he saw the blushes on her cheeks ; and that her eyes fell beneath the gaze of his own. But the liking between them was not destined to go on to love : though indeed on her part, and perhaps also on his, the feeling had been very like love once. In her behaviour to him she had been a finished coquette : he set it down to caprice, to a want of real affection for him ; in reality it grew out of her love. She believed that, come what would, he was to marry Lady Anne St. John ; she believed that he accepted the destiny, though he might not be unwilling to amuse himself before he entered on it : and, one moment she had been gentle, tender, yielding, in obedience to her secret love ; the next she would be cold, repelling, the very essence of scorn. This had partially worked his cure : but in a meeting like the present, coming suddenly upon her in all her beauty, the old feelings would rise again in his heart. Ah ! how different might things have been in this life for one other woman, had Sarah Beau- clerc only known the real state of affairs between him and Lady Anne ! But she still retained enough of the past feeling to be con- fused — confused in manner as in mind. She put questions as to his unexpected appearance, not hearing one syllable of the answers ; and Frederick St. John detected the secret joy, and his voice grew more low and tender as he bent over her, and a smile, than which earth could possess nothing sweeter, sat on his lips. Perhaps even now, had he remained at Castle Wafer — but of what use speculating upon what might have been ? " I think you are glad to see me, Sarah." One flash of answering avowal, and then the lovely con- sciousness on the face faded, the light of love died out of it ; it grew hard, satirical, half angry. That she should so have betrayed herself ! She raised her head, and looked out straight before her from the depths of her cold light-blue eyes. 112 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " We are glad to see any one in this lonely desert, where the only gentleman of degree is Mr. St. John. Not but that I would rather see him than many others. Did you leave London this morning ? " Frederick St. John dropped the hand and rose. " I shall never understand you, Sarah. Yes, I left it this morning. Where's Georgina? She will be glad to welcome me, if you are not." " There's one will be glad to welcome you at Castle Wafer," she rejoined, laughing now, but the laugh sounded cold and cheerless. " Lady Anne has been wishing for you for some time." " Yes, I think she has. I must go on now. I shall see you again, no doubt, by-and-by." He hastened on his way, utterly unconscious that a pair of eyes, more lovely than those he had been gazing on, behind the grove of trees, had been unintentional witnesses to the interview. Georgina Beauclerc had been strolling about when she saw his approach through the trees. She was the dean's daughter — a lithe, active girl of middle height with a pleasing, piquant, rather saucy face, these wide-open grey-blue eyes, light-brown hair, and a healthy blood mantling under the sun- burnt skin of the dimpled cheeks — a daring, wild, independent young lady, but one all truth and ingenuousness ; and that is saying a very great deal in these days of most detestable arti- ficialty. Georgina had no end of faults, but Dr. Beauclerc knew her heart, and he would not have exchanged his daughter for any girl in the world. She, Georgina Beauclerc, had looked on from between the trees, all her veins throbbing, her pulses beating. A stronger, a purer, a more enduring love never made glad the heart of woman, than this one that filled Georgina Beauclerc's for Frederick St. John. To hear his step was rapture ; to touch his hand was as a ray of that unforgiven fire " filched for us from heaven ; " to see him thus unexpectedly was as if the whole earth had become suddenly flooded with a brilliant, rose-coloured light. But, even as she watched that other meeting with her cousin, the sharp pain — often enough felt there before — seized her heart, the loving light faded from her face, and her lips paled with anguish. Of keen, discerning faculties, she had seen all along that it was not from Lady Anne danger was to be feared, but from Sarah herself. A GEORGINA BEAUCLERC'S LOVE. 113 faint, low cry, as of a bird in pain, escaped her as she watched the meeting, and drank in its signs. Did anything in the world ever run so crookedly as this course of love ? Every one — uncles, aunts, guardians — wanted Frederick St. John to wed Lady Anne. Frederick did not want to marry her at all ; did not intend to marry her ; and she, on her part, hoped to marry some one else. But that was a secret not yet to be breathed to the world ; Frederick alone shared it ; and if things came to a crisis he intended to take on himself the whole onus of declining the match, and so spare Anne. They understood each other perfectly ; and that is more than can be said for any other two actors in our story. Nothing so very crooked there, you will say ; but look a little further. Georgina loved Frederick St. John with her whole heart ; and he never gave a thought to her. He must have known of her love; there had been things to reveal it to him — trifles in the past ; but he passed her by, and felt all too inclined to give his love to her cousin. She, Sarah, could have made him her heart's resting-place, ah ! how willingly ! but her head was filled ever with Lady Anne, and she met his incipient love with scorn. It was curing him, as I have told you ; but if the whole truth could have been laid bare, the lives of some of them would have been widely different. Georgina was obliged to come forth from her hiding-place, for his path lay through the shrubbery, and he must have seen her. Her colour went and came fitfully as she held out her hand; her bosom heaved beneath the thin summer dress, a flowing robe of muslin, adorned with blue ribbons. Her large straw hat was hanging from her arm ; and she began to talk freely and wildly — anything to cover her agitation. Their intercourse was familiar as that of brother and sister, for they had been intimate from childhood. "Well, Georgie ! In the wars as usual, I see, amidst the brambles. " He pointed to her robe, and she caught it up ; a long bramble was trailing to it. " It is your fault, sir. Hearing a strange voice, I came through the thorns to see who might be the intruder. What a strange, flighty way you have got into ! Coming down by fits and starts, when no one expects you ! We heard you were off to Finland, or some other of those agreeable spots. You'll frighten Castle Wafer into fits." St. Martin's Eye. 8 H4 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " Wrong, young lady. Castle Wafer sent for me.' 7 " That's one of your stories," politely returned Georgina. " I was at Castle Wafer after breakfast this morning, and Mrs. St. John was regretting that you did not come down this autumn • some one else also, I think, though she did not say it." He looked down at her as she spoke. There were times when he thought she divined the truth as regarded himself and Lady Anne St. John. "/wonder," she continued, "that you have kept away so long." "How is the dean?" "He is not here — only mamma. Tell me; what has brought you down ? " " I have told you. I was sent for." "By " " Isaac. You are as curious as ever, Georgina. But now, can you tell me why I am sent for ; for that is a puzzle to me. I fear " He stopped suddenly. Miss Beauclerc raised her eyes to his face. There was a shade of uneasiness in his tones, as if he were ill at ease. "I know nothing about it," she answered, earnestly. "I did not even know you were sent for. I would tell you if I did know." He nodded an acknowledgment, courteously enough, but very abstractedly, as if he thought little of Georgina or of any- thing she could tell him, and walked on alone, never once looking back. She leaned her forehead against a tree, and gazed after him \ her wild love shining forth from her yearning blue eyes \ her whole heart longing to call after him ere he should be quite beyond view, and the day's sunshine have gone out in darkness : " Oh, stay with me, my love ! stay with me ! " He went on to the house, straight into the presence of Isaac, who was then in his own room, and learnt why he had been summoned. That his embarrassments would, of necessity, become known to his brother some time, he had entertained no shadow of doubt; but he was one of those high-bred, honourable men who look upon debt as little less than crime ; and now that the moment had come, it brought him terrible mortification. "I have no excuse to offer," he said. "But do not think GEORGINA BEAUCLERC'S LOVE. 115 worse of me than you can help. Not one shilling of it has gone in dishonour." That he spoke the truth Isaac knew, and his heart went out to him — him whom he had ever loved as a son. " I will set you straight, only be more cautious in future," he said, never speaking, in his generosity, one word of reproach. " And, Frederick, this had better be kept from your mother. It would pain her, and perhaps alarm Anne. Don't you think it is time you married ? There's nothing to wait for. I'm sure — I fancy at least — that Anne is ready." And Frederick St. John, bound by a promise to Lady Anne, did not speak out openly, as he might have done, but evaded the question. On the following Thursday, in the long, low room at the Rectory, its windows opening to the lawn, sat Sarah Beauclerc, practising a piece of difficult music. She and her cousin were contrasts. The one, cold, calm, calculating, did things by rule ; the other did all by impulse, and could not be cold if she tried. Sarah was the least in the world artificial ; Georgina was too natural. Mrs. Beauclerc, thin and discontented-looking as of yore, the red tip of her nose growing redder year by year, sat at the French window of the room, talking to Georgina. Georgina, in a clear pink muslin dress, with open lace sleeves on her pretty wrists, stood just outside the window. She was partly listening to her mother, — as much as she ever did listen to Mrs. Beau- clerc's grumblings, — partly humming to herself the piece that Sarah was playing, as her eyes wandered wistfully, far far out in the distance, seeking one who did not come. " What are you looking at ? " Mrs. Beauclerc suddenly asked in sharp tones. " You never pay attention to me, Georgina." "I thought — I thought — " and though the answer was given with hesitation, she spoke the straightforward truth — " I thought I saw Frederick St. John. Some one was there, but he has turned away again, whoever it was. What do you want to say, mamma ? " " Mrs. St. John and Anne partly promised to come in and dine with us, sans ceremonie, this evening. I want you to go and ask them whether they are really coming." She stepped gaily over the threshold into the room, all her inertness gone. The short secluded walk through the private Ii6 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. grounds would be charming enough on that warm autumn day; but had it been one of stones and brambles, Georgina had deemed it Eden, with the prospect of his presence at the end of it. She halted for a moment to ask a question ; to ask it indifferently, as if it were of no moment to her, and she tossed her handkerchief carelessly about as she spoke it." " Is Frederick to come with them ? " " Dear me, Georgina ! Is he to come ! He can come if he likes." Absorbed in her music, Sarah Beauclerc had heard nothing of this. Georgina came in again with her bonnet on. " Sarah, I am going up to Castle Wafer. Will you come ? " The light of assent shone all too eagerly for a moment in Sarah's eyes ; but she recollected her resolution — to forget — and declined. " Not this morning." " Very well," said Georgina. " Don't say I didn't ask you. You said so once before, if you remember, Sarah, and a great passion you were in." Sarah Beauclerc's lip curled. " I don't think I was ever in a passion in my life. It is only the uncontrolled, the ill-regulated, who so forget themselves." " I would rather go into a good hearty passion and get it over, than be cold as an icicle. What a passion I once put Fred St. John into ! " added Georgina, half losing herself in the remem- brance. "He can be passionate, if you like ! " . "I don't believe it." " Dis-beliQve it, then," equably returned Georgina. " I have seen him in more rages than one. It's not a thing to forget, I can tell you. He is sweet-tempered in ordinary life ; ay, very ; but on rare occasions he can be roused. Ask Mrs. St. John ; ask Anne." She stepped out from the window, nodding to Mrs. Beauclerc, who was now at a distance bending over her favourite flower- bed, and pursued her walk. Suddenly a butterfly crossed her path ; she was then getting near to Castle Wafer. It was one of those beautiful insects, its wings purple and gold ; and Georgina, no better than a butter- fly herself and variable as one, began to give chase to it. In turning suddenly the corner of a hedge of variegated evergreens, she came upon a stranger. Springing back as one startled, her heart beat a shade quicker. GEORGINA BEAUCLERC'S LOVE. 117 Not that there was anything particularly to startle her, except that he was unknown, and that he stood in a stealthy attitude. He wore a rather remarkable hat, inasmuch as its crown was higher than those of ordinary hats and went tapering off in sugar-loaf fashion ; his clothes were shabby-genteel. Altogether he put Georgina in mind of the portrait of Mephistopheles, as represented on the cover of one of her pieces of music. He had been bending forward, peering through the trees at Castle Wafer; the position he held commanded full view of the front of the house. But he appeared equally startled with Miss Beauclerc, at being interrupted, glided away, and was lost to view. " What a strange-looking man ! " exclaimed Georgina. " And what was he doing there ? Perhaps wanting to take a photo- graph of Castle Wafer ! That tall hat must have been the one I saw from our house." She emerged from the sheltered path, crossed the lawn, stepped over the terrace, and into the drawing-room. The families were too intimate to stand on any sort of ceremony with each other, and as frequently entered each other's houses in this manner as by the more formal doorway. The room was empty, but almost immediately Frederick St. John came into it. His eye fell upon her for a moment only, and she caught the half-wistful, half-eager glance that went roaming round in search of another. " Are you alone?" he asked, as he shook hands with her. " Sarah is not with me," was the petulant answer. It was utterly impossible to Georgina Beauclerc not to betray her moods : and none but herself knew how cruel was the pain ever rankling in her heart. "But I did not come to pay a visit to you," she went on pointedly. " Where's Mr. St. John ? " " He has gone out, and will not be back until to-morrow." She had only asked the question in that listless fashion that requires no answer. The answer, however, aroused her surprise. Isaac St. John gone out until to-morrow ! " He left this morning for Alnwick," said Frederick. " He has gone to see his little ward, Benja St. John. A long journey, for he is posting. Did you want him, Georgina?" " No ; I came to see Mrs. St. John. Mamma supposes she and Anne remember their engagement to come in this after- noon and remain to dinner. Will you come also ? " n8 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " Is it a dinner-party ? " A dinner-party here ! Don't expect that. You may find nothing but mutton," she added, with a laugh. " It's ourselves only. Will you come ? " " I think not, Georgie. Perhaps, though : I'll see between now and dinner-time." He stepped out without further word or look. Ah, it needed not his coldness of manner to convince Georgina Beauclerc how utterly indifferent she was to him ! Lady Anne came in, and she began laughing and talking as though there were not such a thing as misplaced love in the world. In a few minutes Georgina left again, bearing Mrs. St. John's message of accept- ance of the invitation. As she was walking leisurely along she caught sight of Frederick in the distance. He was standing still, apparently examining something in his hand. Georgina's quick thought wondered whether it was the beautiful butterfly of purple and gold. Suddenly, in this same moment, as she looked, she saw the strange man go rather swiftly up to him and touch him on the shoulder. She saw Frederick St. John wheel round ; she saw him fling the man's arm off with a haughty gesture. And after a few minutes' parleying, during which the man showed him a paper — minutes of hesitation as it seemed, for Mr. St. John looked about him as a man uncertain of his course — they finally walked away together. Georgina went home wondering. Mrs. St. John and Lady Anne came in about four o'clock, bringing their work with them. Lady Anne was making a collection of ferns, and she began doing something to a dried leaf with water and a sponge. Mrs. St. John and Mrs. Beau- clerc were each knitting a soft woollen counterpane of divers colours, and began comparing progress. " Where's Frederick ? " asked Mrs. Beauclerc. " Is he not coming ? " " I don't know where he is," cried Mrs. St. John, in quick tones and looking up, as though the question recalled some- thing to her recollection. " We have seen nothing of him since the morning, and just now I received a pencilled note from him, saying he might not be in until to-night, or perhaps not at all, if he found his business detained him very late." " Has he gone to Lexington ? " " We don't know where he has gone. But it is very strange he should go out for any length of time, without mentioning it GEORGINA BEAUCLERC'S LOVE. 119 to me. The note was not dated, and the servants said a strange boy brought it. So very thoughtless of Frederick, to go out in this flighty manner! Anne was dreaming of him this afternoon." " Dreaming of him ! " repeated Mrs. Beauclerc. Lady Anne laughed. " Mrs. St. John insisted at the time that I was dreaming," she said. " We drove out in the pony- carriage after luncheon, and on passing the Barley Mow, I could have declared that I saw Frederick at one of the upper windows. But when we drew closer he had turned into a strange man in a tall hat. I suppose I must have been thinking of him, and so fancied it : or else the sun, which was full in my face, caused the mistake. Georgina, what is the matter ? " It was time to ask. Georgina Beauclerc was standing as one transfixed. She was as clever a girl at putting two and two together as could well be found ; and the whole mystery seemed to suddenly clear itself. Very rapidly she drew her conclusions : Frederick St. John had been arrested for debt, and the man was keeping him prisoner at the Barley Mow ! A mist gathered before her sight : her heart sank within her. Georgina had long known that he was in some temporary embarrassment; it came to her knowledge through an in- cautious word of his own ; and she had cherished the knowledge as a secret link between them. But she had not suspected this, and it came upon her with a crushing fear. She burst into laughter, for the question of Lady Anne re- called her to herself, making some evasive excuse. She would have died rather than betray him. " I know," she said. " He has gone over to Lexington to avoid dining with so many women. You could not expect him to stay for us, Mrs. St. John." "Very true, my dear; the same thought had occurred to me," was the satisfied answer. " But I don't see why he should hint at not coming home to sleep." "There may be a thousand things to detain him," said Georgina, throwing back her pretty head, as if to cool the fever crimsoning her cheeks. "And who knows but he may have gone on to Sir John Ingram's ? I made him so mad one day last year, teasing him about that gawky Jane Ingram ! Mamma nearly boxed my ears for it." 120 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. Watching her opportunity, Georgina stole away, snatched her hat and a garden mantle from the peg in the hall, and went out. Where was she going, this wild girl ? Need you ask ? In her impulsive, free, careless fashion, she was hastening to the Barley Mow, to see Frederick St. John. It sounds very bad, no doubt to the reader's ears. The name of the " Barley Mow " itself would be enough to alarm modest people, without the gentleman. But in this quiet little spot, the Barley Mow was as sedate and respectable a house to enter as any private one ; and Georgina had many a time gone into it with Dr. Beauclerc to sit ten minutes with one of its daughters, who had been an invalid for years. She went flying onwards, and gained the door in a few minutes. The landlord, a respectable, simple old yeoman, in a yellow waistcoat and top-boots, who was a farmer as well as an innkeeper, met her at the entrance. " Mary ain't quite so well, miss," he began, more hastily than he was in the habit of speaking. " She's lying down. I'm afeared I can't ask you to go up this afternoon." " I have not come to see her," returned Georgina, ignoring ceremony. " Is Mr. Frederick St. John here ? " The man seemed taken back. He might not admit it; he could not conscientiously deny it ; and he only stared by way of answer. " I know he is here," said Georgina. " You need not hesitate." "Well, miss, he is here, and that's the truth. But I mightn't say it." "I want to see him," she continued, walking into the family parlour, then vacant. " Ask him to come to me." It appeared that he could not come without his attendant in the curious hat, for when Mr. St. John, who came down imme- diately, entered the room, that gentleman's hat and head appeared over his shoulder. Very haughtily Mr. St. John waved him off, and closed the door to shut him out. " Georgina, what brings you here ? " " How did it happen ? " she asked eagerly. " Are you really arrested ? " " Really and truly," he said, speaking in a tone of hauteur that perhaps veiled a feeling of bitter mortification. " The marvel does not lie in that, but in how you came to know of it." GEORGINA BEAUCLERC'S LOVE. 121 " I guessed it," said Georgina. " Guessed it ! " She quietly told him the whole from the beginning : her meeting with the man in the morning, the news Mrs. St. John brought about the note, the fancied view of Lady Anne. " The truth seemed to come over me in a moment," she concluded. " I knew you were arrested ; I was sure it was nothing else. And I ran all the way here to ask if I can do anything for you. I saw by the note that you dare not tell Mrs. St. John." " Dare is not quite the word, Georgina. If I can spare her I will do so, for I know it would grieve her cruelly. The affair would not have been the trouble of a quarter-of-an-hour, but for Isaac's being away. Things always do happen by contraries." " You think he would — he would — what could he have done ? " she asked, her anxious face and its earnest eyes turned up to him. "He would have paid the claim and set me free. As it is, nothing can be done until he comes home to-morrow." " How much is the claim ? " Frederick St. John drew in his lips. " It is amidst the hundreds. Nay, how scared you look ! It was a clever trick, their sending the fellow down here after me." " Who is he ? " asked Georgina, lowering her voice, with an instinctive conviction that the individual in question was rather near the outside of the door. "He's nobody," was the reply. "But, neverthless, he is master of me just now, by virtue of the law. He considers himself a model of consideration and benevolence, and will expect me to acknowledge it substantially : otherwise he would have taken me off pretty quickly." "Whereto?" " To — it is an ugly word, Georgina — prison." " Oh ! But you will stop that, won't you ? " " Isaac will. The annoying part of the business is, that he should be away just this day of all days. It is rather singular, too, considering that he is at home from year's end to year's end. There's no help for it, however, and here I must stop until he does return, hiding myself like a mouse, lest I should be seen, and the news carried to my mother." " Can't I help you ? — can't I do anything for you ? " 122 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " Thank you always, Georgina. You are a good little girl, after all. No, nothing." She pouted her pretty lips. " Except keep the secret. And go home again as soon as possible. What would your mamma say if she knew you had come ? " he asked. " Scold me for a week. Will Mr. St. John be home early to-morrow ? " "I wish I knew. Any time, I suppose, from midday up to night. We must set some one to watch for him. He is post- ing, and therefore goes and comes the upper road, not passing here. I dare not send a note to Castle Wafer to await his arrival, for my mother, seeing my handwriting, would inevit- ably open it ; neither can I entrust the matter to any of the servants to inform their master : they might make a mystery of it, and so bring it in that way to the ears of my mother. Be- sides, to tell the truth, I don't care that the servants should know of it. Brumm alone would be safe, and he is with his master." "Entrust it to me," said Georgina, eagerly. "'Let me manage it for you. I will take care to tell Mr. St. John the moment of his arrival. If I can't see him, I'll tell Brumm." Mr. St. John paused a minute. The proposal certainly solved a difficulty. " But I don't like you to do this, Georgina," he said, follow- ing out his thoughts. " I will do it," she answered, the colour mantling to her cheeks. " You can't prevent me now." He smiled at her eagerness ; he saw how pleasant it was to her to serve him. She laid her hand on the door to depart. " Be it so, Georgina. I shall call you henceforth my friend in need." She opened the door quickly. On the opposite side of the narrow passage, his back propped against the wall, a cautious sentinel, stood the man. Mr. St. John saw him, closed his lips on what he was about to say, and motioned her into the room again. " You will not speak of this misfortune, Georgina, at your own house ? Is it known there ? " he continued, a sudden fear betraying itself in his voice. " Does Sarah know of it ? " " And if she did," retorted Georgina, the old pain seizing upon her heart again, " she does not know of it from me* THE FAIR AT ALNWICK. 123 Throwing back the door, she went straight out of the house, running all the way home lest she should be missed, her brain busy with the one thought. " Sarah, Sarah ! It is all he cares for in life ! " CHAPTER XII. THE FAIR AT ALNWICK. In the long, straggling street, which chiefly comprised the village of Alnwick, there was a break in the houses on the left- hand side. This was filled up by the common, or waste land ; it belonged to the lord of the manor, and no one might build upon it. It was a wide, untidy piece of ground, branching off into far-away corners and dells, which did very well for har- bouring trampers and gipsies. Once a year, for three days in September, this common was delivered over to all the bustle and confusion of a fair. Shows and booths, containing (if you could believe them) the wonders of the world, living and dead ; caravans ; drinking-tents ; stalls for fruit, ginger- bread, and penny trumpets; and here shoals of pleasure- seekers reigned in triumph during those three days. Sober shopkeepers, driven half wild with opposition drums and horns, talked a great deal about " getting the nuisance done away with ; " but the populace generally believed that no man living could put the threat into execution, except the lord of the manor : and he could only do it by refusing the use of the ground. However that may have been, the ground had not been refused yet, and the populace was triumphant. It was a bright September day, and the fair was in full glory ; as far as was consistent with the comparative quiet and re- spectability of the first day. Things on that day were ordered with a due regard to decorum : the music was kept within bounds, the bawling showmen were subdued and persuasive, the ladies' dresses and dancing were gentility itself. For on this first day the better families around would send their children to the fair (some had been known to go to it them- selves), and ladies'-maids and butlers congregated there in great force. The second and third days were given over to what these domestics called the riff-raff. 124 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. The fair was in its full radiance on this fine September day. Drums were beating, fifes were playing, pantaloons were shouting, ladies were dancing, and rival snowmen in scarlet and gold tunics were shouting out their seductive attractions, when two respectable-looking maid-servants, each in charge of a little boy, might have been observed in the street, about to enter the enchanted regions. The children were attired in black velvet, trimmed with crape, and their straw hats had black ribbon round them. The younger, a lovely child with a bright complexion and a mass of fair curls, looked nearly three years old ; the other was nearly five ; not a pretty child, but his countenance one of noble intelligence. An insignificant little fellow enough in years and stature, this elder one ; no one to look at : and yet a great many people touched their hats to him, child though he was, and that very fair was being held upon his own land ; for he was lord of the manor, and inheritor of Alnwick. Benja and George had been wild to set off to it. Indeed, for a week beforehand, from the raising of the first plank for the booths, it could hardly be said that either servants or children for miles round were in their sedate senses. Prance, however, was an exception. Prance seemed to have no affinity with fairs ; and she had drawn in her thin lips in withering contempt at Honour's open longing for it. There was no more cordiality between the two servants than there used to be, and a sharp quarrel would occur now and again, in which Honour, as far as words went, had the best of it. Honour was free-spoken ; there was no denying it. This fair had caused a desperate quarrel that same morning. Honour said everything she could to enhance its glories to the children ; Prance con- tradicted every word, and protested it was not a fit place to take them to. Mrs. Carleton St. John favoured Honour in the matter, told Prance she would not deprive the children of the shows for anything, and finally ordered her to be quiet. George took his nurse's part, and said Honour was a " nasty beast." Benja retaliated that Prance was, and George struck him. Mrs. Carleton St. John for once reproved George, and kissed and soothed Benja. It was a curious thing, not noticed at the time, but recalled by Honour in the future, that this little graciousness on the part of her mistress, this displayed affection for Benja, should have occurred on the day afterwards charac- THE FAIR AT ALNWICK. 125 terized by the unexpected visit of Mr. Isaac St. John. " As if it had been on purpose i " Honour was wont to repeat to herself with a groan. However, all this partisanship for herself and Benja only put her into a good humour at the time ; she could not see the future ; and when they started, after an early dinner, Honour was in a state of great delight, satisfied with everything and every one- Excepting, perhaps, with Prance. Prance showed no signs whatever of her discomfiture, but followed to the fair with George, impassive and silent as ever. As they were entering the bustle, and the little legs already began to dance to the drums, and the charmed eyes caught the first glimpse of the spangles and all the other enchantments, a dusty travelling carriage-and-four came bowling down the street, and stopped at the Bell Inn, which was situated opposite to the common. Such travelling equipages had become sufficiently rare to be almost a curiosity in the county, and both the maids turned to stare, utterly unsuspicious that it contained one who, as guar- dian, had all power over the heir of Alnwick. The first show they entered (on the principle of keeping the best to the last) was a very sober sort of affair, and purporting to be " An Emporium of Foreign Curiosities." The admission was threepence, the trumpet was loud, and the showman was magnificent both in person and persuasion. "I shall go into this," said Honour. "I should think you needn't be afraid of what you'd see inside," she added to Prance in tones, it must be confessed, of aggravation. " There's no dancing here." Prance's only answer was to draw down the corners of her thin lips and walk off with George to a leviathan booth whose company were executing a complicated quadrille before it. Honour paid her threepence, disputed with the money-taker about admitting Benja for three-halfpence, that functionary protesting that there was no half-price for gentlemen's children, and went into the show. Like many other shows, its interior did not realize the out- ward promise. There was a crocodile in stone, and a few more dead wonders, which Honour turned up her nose at, saying something about demanding back her money : but Benja's attention had become riveted by the pretty model of a church rising from the midst of green moss. It was white, and its coloured windows were ingeniously shown up by means 126 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. of a light placed within it. It really was a pretty and con- spicuous article in the dark booth, and Benja could not be moved from it. How little did Honour think that that sight was to exercise so terrible an influence on the unconscious child ! " Come along," she said, rather impatiently. " I could make you as good a one any day. Benja." " How could you make it ? " promptly asked Benja. " With white paper and thin strips of wood for the frame. Master Benja, then ! we shall have Prance going home and telling your mamma that we lost her on purpose. She's as deceitful as yonder crocodile." " Couldn't you buy it for me, Honour ? " returned Benja, not stirring a peg. " Of course I couldn't," answered Honour. " What a little simpleton you must be, to ask it ! The things here are not for sale ; the folks get their living by showing them. And a fine set of worthless rubbish it is ! Once for all, are you coming, Master St. John ? " "Will you promise to make me one?" persisted Benja. "Yes, I will. There!" " When ? " " As soon as I can get the things together. Now come. Benja reluctantly moved away ; but his head and eyes were turned for the last glance, up to the moment when Honour pulled him through the low green-baize opening. Meanwhile Mrs. Carleton St. John was sitting alone. She was of remarkably quiet habits by inclination, a great stay-at- home, rarely seeking society or amusement abroad ; and the still recent death of her husband tended to keep the Hall pretty free from idle visitors. One sole passion seemed to absorb her whole life, to the exclusion of every other ; it filled every crevice of her heart, it regulated her movements, it buried even her natural grief for her husband — and this was love for her child. The word love most inadequately expresses the feeling : it was a passion, threatening to consume every healthy impulse. She was quite aware of it : indeed, her conscience did not allow her to be otherwise. One thought was ever present to her ; it may be said that it had never left her mind since the day her husband died : that Benja was chief of Alnwick Hall, with all its wealth and dignity ; that she, Charlotte St. John, so arrogant by nature; THE FAIR AT ALNWICK. 127 was there only on sufferance, a home accorded to her as his personal guardian ; and that George was as nobody. They were as a sharp thorn, these reflections, ever piercing her. They ate into her ill-regulated heart and rankled there. And they went on to another thought, an unwholesome thought, which would have been a wicked thought but that it was not there of her own will ; a thought that carried danger in its train. In the first waking of early morning, in the fevered dreams of midnight solitude, in the glare and bustle of noon- day, it was ever thrusting itself forward — if Benja were to die, her child would be the inheritor. Was she aware of its danger ? No. And yet she was fond of tracing it back to its original source — the accident to Benja. When the boy was taken out of the water, drowned as was supposed, and as some one called out, the wild beating of Mrs. St. John's bosom — not with sorrow — called into life the thought that had certainly never existed there before, or else had lain dormant. Her increasing dislike of Benja should have acted as a warning to her. It was generated by the false view she took of the existing state of things : that Benja was a sort of ogre, whose sole mission on earth was to stand in the light of her child and deprive him of what might have been his birthright. She strove against this dislike — it might be better to call it hatred, for it had gnown into that — and she had to exercise a constant check upon herself in her behaviour towards him. None but she knew what it cost her to treat Benja with a semblance of love, or to make no very apparent difference between the children. She did strive against it — let us do her justice ! — not from any suspicion of danger, but from her own sense of equity. That very morning, in taking Benja's part and kissing him, she had acted from an impulse of good principle, an endeavour to do right. But no sooner were the children out of her sight, than the old bad feelings got the better of her, and she sat indulging all sorts of foolish dreams and visions of what she would do were Alnwick George's instead of Benja's. Will you believe that she had fallen into the habit of repeating their Christian names to herself, with the prospective title before them ? " Sir Benjamin St. John," " Sir George St. John ; 71 and she thought the one (you need not ask which of the two) sounded a thousand times more charming than the other. 128 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. Though very conscious of all this, she yet detected no danger in it. The night of her husband's death, she made a resolve to do her duty by her little step-son ; and when the codicil to the will was read, giving Mr. St. John of Castle Wafer the power to remove him from her, she resented it bitterly as a mark of want of confidence in her shpwn by her husband. No woman could have been more willing in intention to do right by a step-son than Charlotte St. John. If only her strength of will did not fail her, she might succeed. One result of the desire to carry out her resolve, was retaining Honour in her service. She very much disliked the girl, for her strong attachment to Benja in contradistinction to George, and her always taking his part against that rather capricious younger gentleman ; but she would not discharge her. To this desire to do her duty, rather than because her husband in dying had expressed a wish that Honour should be retained about Benja, the girl owed the fact that she was still in her place. Honour alone of the servants, save and except per- haps Prance, had detected all along the second Mrs. St. John's dislike to her little charge. She was aware, as surely as though she had seen it recorded, that her mistress regarded George as he who ought to be the heir, Benja as a usurper; and it aroused within her a feeling of indignation, which sometimes peeped out in her manner. Not sufficiently so for Mrs. St. John openly to find fault with ; and she only thought the girl quick in temper. And now I think I have said as much as I can say about the state of mind of Mrs. Carleton St. John. She deliberately intended to do right : but passion and pre- judice are strong ; unusually strong were they in her ) and her mind was undisciplined and ill-regulated. As she sat there to-day, the approach of a vehicle in the avenue attracted her attention. She soon saw that it was a fly from the Bell Inn, and all her motherly fears were at once up in arms, lest any accident had happened to Georgy, and he was being brought home, or she fetched to him. But it seemed to contain only one gentleman ; and he a stranger ; a delicate-looking man, who sat low in the fly. Not for a long time had she been so surprised as when the card was brought to her, and she found that her visitor was Mr. St. John of Castle Wafer. Had he come to remove Benja? The thought awoke a momentary affection for the child in her heart, and called up a resentful flush to her cheeks. But THE FAIR AT ALNWICK. 129 resentment faded away as Isaac came in, and held out his hand to her in his open courtesy. She saw she had nothing underhand to fear from him. What was perhaps more agreeable to her, as it is to all vain women — and Charlotte St. John was one of them — was the look of honest admiration that shone out of Isaac's face and manner. She presented a picture deeply interesting — in her young widowhood, in her beauty, in her manner so quiet and subdued. She burst into tears as they talked of her husband, of Benja ; and she told Mr. St. John that if he removed Benja from her it would break her heart. It was only a figure of speech. And it is very probable that the fact of two thousand a-year of her income being in peril, may have swayed her to earnestness more than any other feeling.- Mr. St. John took it all for loving earnestness, and assured her he thought no cause would ever be likely to arise for his removing Benja. In point of fact, Isaac St. John was most warmly impressed in her favour ; it was almost as if she had fascinated him. "Will you answer me a question ?" asked Mrs. St. John. " I cannot get it solved by any one else. Why did my husband leave this power in your hands ? Did he doubt me ? " " I do not know why he left it," was the answer of Mr. St. John : " unless he thought that you might be too kind to the boy — might indulge him to his detriment. I remember, too, his saying that you were not very strong, and the charge of the two children might be a tax upon you." She did not answer. She began to speak of more general things, and Isaac St. John sat talking with her for some time. She expressed her regret that Benja should happen to be at the fair, and laughed when Mr. St. John spoke of the noise that had assailed his ears from the drums. She pressed him to take up his quarters at the Hall until the morrow, but this he declined ; he was only an invalid at best, he said. He had engaged rooms at the Bell for himself and his servant, and he invited Benja to come and breakfast with him on the following morning. Mrs. St. John readily assented to the invitation. " You will allow his nurse to attend him," he said to her, as he rose to leave. " I should like to see and converse with the attendant of my little ward, and offer her a gratuity as an earnest of my favour." As readily as the other request was this acceded to, and St. Martin's Eve. 9 130 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. Mr. St. John departed, taking final leave of his cousin's widow — for he intended to leave Alnwick soon after breakfast the following morning. The fly had conveyed him almost through the park on his return to the Bell, when he saw two women-servants, in charge of two children. Rightly guessing who they were, he stopped the fly, opened the door, and talked to them from his seat. A noble boy, his ward, with an open, intelligent countenance ; a pretty little toy-boy the other, with his bright face, his fair curls, and his indulged petulance peeping out even then. The children were at home with him at once, showing him the fairings they carried — one a child's kaleidoscope, the other a drum. Benja told him some unintelligible story of a " church * Honour was going to make for him ; Georgy sounded the rataplan on his drum. He inquired of Honour whether she was the nurse mentioned to him by her late master, who had been with the child from his birth. Upon her saying she was, he told her she was to be at the Bell with Master St. John the next morning at nine o'clock ; he handed a sovereign to Prance ; he won the boys' hearts by a promise of a whole cargo of fairings to be sent up that evening; and then he drove on. Not one of them had noticed his hump j but they thought what a little low gentleman he was in stature. Benja had taken home a fairing for his mamma — a blue-and- white smelling-bottle, flat as a half-crown, with a narrow neck in which was a little cork as stopper. It had cost threepence, and he kissed her as he gave it to her. George's fairing to his mamma had been a Banbury cake, but he had unfortunately eaten it on his way home. Whether the contrast touched her, or that with Mr. St. John in the vicinity she did not choose to be otherwise than loving, certain it was that she kissed Benja heartily in return, praised his present as she put it into her waistband, and told Georgy he was a selfish little fellow. How gratified Honour was, and how, in manner, she crowed over Prance, Prance would not condescend to observe. Mrs. St. John was all graciousness, bade Honour make Master Benja very nice indeed for the following morning, and said the pony- carriage should take them down. The appointment was kept. Benja was treated to jam and other good things as he sat at breakfast with Mr. St. John — Brumm and Honour waiting on them. Afterwards, when the cloth was removed, Mr. Brumm had orders to take Master St. THE FAIR AT ALNWICK. John to the fair and show him the elephant, or anything else Mr. Brumm might deem expedient ; and Honour was requested to take a seat while Mr. St. John talked to her. He really saw no means of ascertaining whether Benja was well done by at the Hall, excepting this — the putting a 3irect question to the nurse. After what he had seen of the Hall's mistress the previous day, he would as soon suspect himself of being ill treated, as any child over whom she had control. Still it was as well to make sure upon the point. Honour answered his questions as straightforwardly as she could. But, it should be remarked, that in her present mood of graciousness towards her mistress (or it should perhaps rather be said of that lady's graciousness to her), she spoke more favourably of Mrs. St. John than she would have done at almost any previous time. She was not indulgent to Master Benja ; but on the other hand she was not generally unkind to him, was the substance of her answer. This rather surprised Mr. St. John. " I should have thought her in danger of being too kind," he said. Honour shook her head. " Mrs. St. John is too kind by a great deal to her own child, sir ; she indulges him dreadfully ; but there's no fear that she will ever do that by Master Benja." " I suppose you do not mean to say that Mrs. St. John is unkind to him ? " returned Mr. St. John, rather at a loss how to frame his words with a due regard to [what was due to the dignity of that lady, when speaking of her to her servant. " Well, no, sir, I can't say that she is unkind. She treats the two very much alike, only that she is always kissing and clasping the little one, and has him so much more with lier. She boxed Master Benja's ears the other day and made him cry. For no fault, either, that I could find out." Mr. St. John smiled. "A little wholesome correction is good for boys, you know." " I'm not saying that it isn't, sir. Altogether, things have gone on much more comfortably since my master's death than I used to fancy they would. There's not much to com- plain of." " On the whole, then, you cannot see cause for any inter- ference on my part ? You see no reason why Master St. John should not remain at the Hall under his step-mother's charge? " "No, sir; I cannot say that I do. And of course I am always with him, and can take care of him there as well as 132 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. I could anywhere else. I shall never let harm come nigh him from any one." It was conclusive, and Mr. St. John intimated that the con- ference was over. " You see, I speak to you as the confidential attendant of the child," he said. " You were named to me by your late master as one in whom every confidence might be placed. Do me the favour to regard what I have said as between ourselves, in the interest of this little orphan. And always remember, that in case of any emergency arising, where any — any counsel, or advice, or interference on my part should be desirable, a letter will find me at Castle Wafer. I shall come over from time to time — not often, for my health does not permit it ; and I shall hope to have a letter frequently from the little boy." He pressed a very handsome present into her hand as he concluded, saying it was in recompense of her trouble and attention to the child. Honour's eyes filled with tears as she took it ; it needed not money to enhance her jealous love for Benja. And the boy came back with Mr. Brumm in a state of ecstatic delight, for he had seen the elephant and everything else. He was despatched to the Hall with Honour, bearing compliments to its mistress, and a cargo of good things for himself and Georgy. And Mr. St. John set off on his home- ward journey to Castle Wafer. CHAPTER XIII. ONLY AS BROTHER AND SISTER. The September afternoon was passing into the twilight of evening ere the master of Castle Wafer drew near his home. Miss Georgina Beauclerc was almost at her wits' end. Deter- mined to carry out her promise of informing him of the mishap that had befallen his brother, she yet saw no means of doing it without its coming to the observance of Mrs. St. John, but by speaking to him in the moment that intervened between his stepping from his carriage and entering the house. For this purpose had she been hovering about almost ever since mid- day, keeping out of range of the windows, and ready to w r alk ONLY AS BROTHER AND SISTER. 133 quietly forward as any ordinary visitor, as soon as the carriage came in sight. But the carriage did not come ; and Georgina, conscious that the Rectory dinner-hour was approaching, knew not really what to do. Just as she was ready to take some desperate r step, had she only known what, she heard the sound of wheels, and the dusty carriage with its four horses drew quickly up. Georgina was not less quick. But ere she had well gained the entrance, ere the carriage door was opened, who should come out of the house, but Mrs. St. John, her hands raised, her voice lifted in consternation. It was a very unusual proceeding, and Georgina halted : she would not approach Isaac then. Devoutly wishing Mrs. St. John over in Asia, Georgina listened, and caught sufficient of what passed to hear that Castle Wafer was in alarm about Frederick. He had not been seen or heard of since the pre- ceding day. It turned out afterwards that he had written a second note to Mrs. St. John, which the messenger, sent with it, had never delivered. Georgina could not approach ; and while she looked, Mr. St. John and his step-mother disappeared within doors together. Excitement was rendering Georgina ill. Have you realized what an arrest such as this must be to a young lady, shielded from the ways of the world ? a threatened prison for one all too dear? As she stood there, crouching behind the dwarf shrubs on the lawn, not very conspicuous in the evening light, Mr. Brumm came to the carriage, opened the door to take something from the seat, and she darted up to him. " Brumm," she said, emotion lending a catching sound to her voice, " I want to see Mr. St. John. I must see him, and without delay. If I go round by the other door and get into his sitting-room, will you contrive to send him to me ? I dare say he is in the drawing-room with Mrs. St. John." For a minute or two Brumm only stared. He looked upon the dean's daughter, if the truth must be told, as a rather flighty damsel ; and he did not believe she could want anything with Mr. St. John. That is to say, nothing of importance. "My master is excessively fatigued, Miss Beauclerc," he said at length. " I fear he will not be able to see any one to-night." "Don't be an idiot, Brumm," peremptorily retorted the young lady. " I tell you I must see him : the matter is almost 134 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. one of life or death. You get him to rne in some way ; but take care you do it without arousing suspicion in Mrs. St. John." She stole round the house as she spoke, on her way to Mr. St. John's own sitting-room — the pleasant room you have sometimes seen him in. Brumm, in doubt still, yet seeing no • remedy but to obey, collected the things from the carriage, handed them to a footman, and then went to the drawing-room. His master was not seated, but standing. By this Brumm knew that he did not intend to remain in the room. Mrs. St. John was telling him of what she called Fred's mysterious conduct, and showed him the note received on the previous day. She spoke complainingly, and avowed her belief that her roving son had taken French leave to go back to London. At any rate, there was nothing Mr. St. John could do in the matter ; and in point of fact his fatigue was such he could not in any case have done much. Excessive bodily fatigue takes from the power of the mind ; and he did not seem to attach much importance to what Mrs. St. John was saying. He went out of the room, carrying the note with him ; and there he was arrested by Brumm. " Will you be so kind, sir, as step into your sitting-room for an instant ? " " I am going upstairs, Brumm. I have not felt so tired for years." " But — I beg your pardon, sir," resumed Brumm, speaking in the covert tone he had before used, and which a little sur- prised his master — " you — you are wanted there. If you will step this way, sir, I will explain." Mr. St. John quitted the proximity of the drawing-room, which was evidently what Brumm wished. " Miss Beauclerc was waiting to speak to him," he whispered as he crossed the hall. " She said she wanted a word with him in private." " Miss Beauclerc ! " Wondering very much, not perhaps at her wishing to speak to him, there was nothing extraordinary in that, but at the air of secrecy that Brumm seemed to invest the affair with, Mr. St. John went to his sitting-room. Georgina was pacing it somewhat like a caged bird, hardly able to suppress her impatience. " I have been waiting outside for you since twelve o'clock ! p she exclaimed, ignoring all ceremonious greeting. " I thought you would never come ! " ONLY AS BROTHER AND SISTER. " Do you want me ? " asked Mr. St. John. u Do I want you ! I never wanted any one so much in my life. Has Mrs. St. John been telling you that Frederick has disappeared ? " " Yes. She thinks he has gone to London." " What nonsense ! " ejaculated Georgina, pushing back her bonnet from her flaming cheeks. " As if he would go off to London in that manner ! I have come to tell you about him, Mr. St. John. He had no one to trust, and so he trusted me. He could not send a letter to await you, lest Mrs. St. John should open it. He is at the Barley Mow all this time; a prisoner." " A what ! " exclaimed Mr. St. John. " He was arrested yesterday morning. I saw it done, but I did not understand it then. It's a horrible man in a great high hat, and he has got him at the Barley Mow, until you release him." Isaac St. John sank into a seat, in his pain — his consterna- tion. Living always completely out of the world, never having been brought into contact with its rubs and crosses, a thing of this nature was calculated to shock him in scarcely a less degree than it had shocked the young girl before him, who stood there looking at him with her large grey-blue eyes. " Arrested ! " he murmured. " Frederick ! " " You will go and release him, won't you ? " said Georgina, anxiously. "It is a great deal of money; he told me it was some hundreds ; but you will pay it for him ? " "Yes, I will pay it," replied Mr. St. John, speaking as one lost in thought. " How came he to tell you about it, Georgina ? " "Oh, I went and saw him there. I guessed what had happened; there's no time to tell you how; and I went. I promised to keep his counsel. He is in a fever lest Mrs. St. John should get to know it." "And you will keep it, my dear!" cried Mr. St. John, seizing her hand and speaking in imploring accents. " It is a cruel disgrace for a St. John." "Trust me; trust me ever," was the girl's earnest answer, as she said a word of farewell and stole away. Little more than an hour later, Frederick St. John was sitting in that same room with his brother — a free man. He Ayas disclosing to him the whole of his embarrassments ; which 136 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. he had not done previously. Not disclosing them altogether willingly, but of necessity; for Mr. St. John's questionings were searching. The more Frederick told, the more amazed grew Isaac St. John ; it may be said the more utterly astounded and angry. He had never himself been exposed to the temp- tations that beset a young man of position on entering the world, and he judged them in by no means a tolerant spirit. "Frederick, I could not have believed that any human being, gifted with reasoning faculties, had been guilty of such extravagance ! n "The money seems to have melted, /had no idea it was diminishing so fast." " It has been recklessness, not simple extravagance." Frederick St. John was seated at the table opposite his brother, one elbow leaning on it, the hand of the other playing with the seal attached to his watch-chain. The attitude, the voice, the bearing altogether, seemed to display a carelessness ; and it vexed Mr. St. John. " How has the money gone ? Is it of any use my asking ? " " It would be of no use if I could tell you," was the reply. " I declare, on my honour, that I do not know. As I say, the money seems to have melted. I was extravagant ; I acknow- ledge that ; I spent it thoughtlessly, heedlessly ; and when once the downward path in money-spending is entered upon, a man finds himself going along with a run, and can't pull up." " Can't ? " reproachingly echoed Mr. St. John. " Well, Isaac, it is more difficult than you could imagine. I have found it so. And the worst is, you glide on so easily that you don't see its danger ; otherwise one might sit down half- way and count the cost. I wish you would not look so grieved." u It is not the wilful waste of money that is grieving me," returned Isaac ; " it is the — the thought that you should have suffered yourself to fall into these evil ways." Frederick St. John raised his earnest dark-blue eyes to his brother. "Believe me, Isaac, a man can get out of money without running into absolute evil. I can with truth say that it has been my case. A very great portion of mine has gone in what you and my mother have been wont to call my hobby : buying pictures and running about after them. Wherever there was a gallery of paintings to be seen, I went after it, though it might be at the opposite end of Europe. I bought largely, ONLY AS BROTHER AND SISTER. 137 thoughtlessly ; never considering how I was to pay. I assisted a great many struggling artists, both English and foreign, and set them on their legs. I always travelled — and you know how very much I have travelled — as if I were a wealthy man ; and that is costly. But of evil, in your acceptation of the word, those vices that constitute it, I have not been guilty. Of extravagance, even, I have not been so guilty as you may think." Mr. St. John lifted his eyebrows. "Not guilty of extrava- gance ? " " Isaac, I said not so guilty as you may deem me ; not so guilty as appears on the surface. I fell into that dangerous practice of drawing bills. When I bought pictures and could not pay for them, I would give a bill for the amount. When the bill was due, if I could not meet it, I borrowed money upon another, and so patched up the deficiency in that way. It is that that has ruined me. If I owed a hundred pounds I had to pay two for it, sometimes three. Let a man once enter upon this system, and he won't be long above water." " Did you never think of the ending ? " " Yes, often. But I could not pull up. There it is ! Fairly enter on the downhill path, and there's no getting back again. I can redeem myself in time, Isaac. If I choose to give up all sources of expense, and live upon a shilling a day, as the saying runs, things will right themselves." " How long do you think you would be doing it ? " " Four or five years, I suppose." " Just so. The best years of your life. I should not like to see it, Frederick." " It might do me good." " It would scarcely be a position for the heir of Castle Wafer." " Isaac, believe me, I have never presumed upon that idea ; have never acted upon it. There have not been wanting insidious advisers urging me to forestall my possible right to its revenues, but I never listened to them. Though I squandered my own property, I have not trenched on yours." "Quite right," said Mr. St. John. "If anything in the world could make me wish to deprive you of that heirship, it would be the finding that you had presumed upon it for unjusti- fiable purposes. Though you are as much the heir-apparent to Castle Wafer, Frederick, as though you were my son, 133 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. instead of younger brother, and I have assured you of this before, it is well that the world should remember that the doubt exists." "I wish to remember it also, Isaac. It would be simple folly on my part not to do so. So long as you live, your inten- tions may change." " Well now, listen to me. This matter has shocked me very greatly, but I see that it might have been worse ; and if it has purchased for you that experience without which I conclude you worldly young men cannot settle down, I shall not think the cost too dear. You must begin again upon a fresh footing. A totally different one. I will help you upon two conditions." " What are they ? " " The first is, that you give me your word of honour never to put your name to another bill." " I will give it with all my heart. It is only these embarrass- ments that have caused me to draw bills, and I had already made a firm resolution never to touch another, if once clear. I hate bills." " Very well then, so far. The other condition is, that you marry." For a minute Frederick St. John was silent. The avowal seemed to cause him no surprise. He did not look up, only paused in thought. It may be that he had anticipated it. " I fear I must demur to that, Isaac." "Hear me farther. It has always been my intention to resign to you Castle Wafer on your marriage. If I have made the abode beautiful, Frederick, I have only done it for you. I shall go to that little place of mine in the North, and when I come to Castle Wafer, it will be as your guest. Do not interrupt me. No right to deprive me of it? Nonsense ! I dare say I should be here six months in the year. Let me go on. Your own property I will free at once from its encum- brances; and I should make over a liberal income to you besides ; one fitting for the occupant of Castle Wafer. The settlements on your wife also shall be liberal. Is there any- thing more that you would desire ? " " I do not desire half this," was the warm reply. " You have ever been too generous to me, Isaac. But" — and Frederick St. John laughed gaily — "before I can say that I will marry, it is necessary to fix upon a wife." "That, I hope, has been done long ago, Frederick." ONLY AS BROTHER AND SISTER. 139 " Not by me," he answered, speaking very quietly. " It has not of course escaped my observation that you and my mother have had your wishes turned towards Anne : but — I — I — have not encouraged this." " It has 'been the universal wish of the St. John family that you and Anne should marry." " I dare say it has. But the fact is, Isaac, I and Anne do not care for each other. As well perhaps avow it, now it has come to a point. Hitherto I have only evaded the question." " Could you wish for a better wife than Anne ? " " I could not find a better in real worth. But we marry for love, not for worth : at least, worth goes for little when there is no love. My inclinations do not lie towards Anne.' 5 Mr. St. John's face looked deathly pale as he leaned forward. The fatigue of the day was making itself acutely felt : and at ihese times crosses tell upon the heart. "Do you know that her father wished it?" he said in low tones. " He mentioned it to me more than once when he was dying — how glad he should be if he thought you would marry Anne. You were but a boy then ; but you were a favourite with the earl." "Fathers' wishes go for little in such matters," was the unwelcome reply. " Let me ask you a question, Frederick. Have you formed any other attachment ? " " No. At least " — and he laughed again — " I am not sure but I had a fancy of the sort once. I believe it has passed." " Is there anything between you and Georgina Beauclerc ?" asked Isaac. " Any love ? " " Not on — " my side, had all but escaped him in his impul- siveness. But he was in time to alter the phrase. " Not any- thing." " Then it is not she who is keeping you from Anne ? " " Neither she nor any one else. I decline Anne of my own free will. But indeed, Isaac, one great and essential objection is, that I do not care to marry at present." " Why don't you ? " "I am unable to give you any particular reason, except that I don't. And I really do not know who would have me." "Anne would have you." A peculiar smile hovered for a moment on his lips. It was followed by words that bitterly offended Mr. St. John. ST. MARTIN'S EVE. "I shall not ask her." Bit by bit the dissension grew. One word led to another, and a grievous quarrel ensued. It was the first that had ever taken place between the brothers. Hasty words were spoken on both sides : things that leave a sting upon the mind : and when, an hour later, Frederick dashed out of the room, it was because he could not control'his passion within it. Lady Anne was the first he encountered. The sounds had penetrated outside, and she was in a paroxysm of alarm and uneasiness. " Oh, Frederick, what has been the matter ? Is it anything about me ? " Even then he was generous. Putting the cause upon him- self, rather than on her, and disclosing what at a calmer moment he would not have done. " I was arrested, Anne, and Isaac and I have been quarrelling over it. Where's my mother ? " "Waiting dinner all this time. We thought you were never coming. They are coming in for the evening from the Rectory, and will be here before we have dined." He was turning away in search of his mother, when Lady Anne caught him by the arm, speaking in a whisper : " Nothing came out about Captain Saville ? " " Not a word. Be easy. Have I not told you you might trust me ? " Seeking the presence of his mother, he startled her by saying he was at once going up to London, by a night train. In vain Mrs. St. John strove to combat his resolution, to ascertain par- ticulars of the stormy interview just passed. Even as she was pressing for it, he kissed her, and was gone ; asking Brumm to see that his things were sent after him. Swinging away from the door in his independence, he com- menced his walk to the station at Lexington, with a step firm and fleet, as became an angry man. For a very short way his road lay through the covered walk, and here, as he was going along in his haste, he encountered Mrs. Beauclerc, her niece and daughter. "Were you coming to escort us?" asked Georgina, her words ready as usual. " I am hastening to Lexington," he said. " I am going back to London by the first train that passes." "What for?" He made no reply. He turned to Mrs. Beauclerc, asking if he could do anything for her in town. ONLY AS BROTHER AND SISTER. 141 "Nothing, thank you," she answered, " unless you should see the dean. He was to be in London about this time, I believe. If you do see him, tell him that the sooner he joins us the better it may be for Miss Georgina. /can do nothing with her; she's placing herself beyond my control. Would you believe that she was out some hours to-day, never coming in until dark, and she will not tell me what was keeping her or who she was with ! " Frederick St. John hardly heard the complaint. He turned to Sarah, who had walked on, as if impatient at the encounter. "Will you not say God speed to me? I may not be here again for a long, long time." She did not put out her hand. She simply wished him good evening. Just this same freezing conduct had she observed to him in the one or two interviews that had taken place since his arrival. Who knows but it was the turning-point in their destiny? But for this repellent manner, made unnecessarily so, and which had told so disagreeably on him, he might in this contest with his brother have said : " Not Anne my wife ; change her for another, and I will not say you nay." That it would have been listened to by Isaac St. John, there was little doubt. "I never saw mamma in such a passion," whispered the giddy girl to him when the others went on. "I had kept dinner waiting, you see, and nothing exasperates her like that. Then she wanted to know where I had been : 1 Out with the gipsies/ I answered. I couldn't tell the truth, you know. She was so mad ! " "And where had you been?" " Where had I been ! That's good ! In this very grove ; here ; watching for the carriage of Mr. St. John. I came into it at half-past twelve, and never got out of it until between six and seven ! " "You are a good and true girl, Georgina, though you are random," he said, taking her hand and speaking in a softer tone than she generally heard from him. " How shall I repay you for what you have done for me ? 99 " Oh, it's not much," she said, her large grey eyes raised to his, discernible in the clear night. He might have thought he saw a moisture in them, but for her light tone, her careless laugh. " It's not much, I say. Tell me why you are going to London ? " 142 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " Because I have had a dispute with Isaac. Fare you well, Georgina; take care of yourself, child. Thank you ever for what you have done for me." The eyes had tears in them now, unmistakably; and her hand rested in his with a lingering pressure. Mr. St. John stooped in his heedlessness and left a kiss upon her lips. " There's no harm in it that I know of, Georgina. We have ever been as brother and sister" Her cheeks crimsoned, her pulses beating, her whole frame thrilling with a rapture hitherto unknown, she stood motionless as he disappeared round the turning of the walk. But ere she had realized the emotion to her own soul, it gave place to sober fact, untinged with sentiment, The delusive mist cleared away from her eyes, and she saw things as they were, not as they might have been. "As brother and sister !" she murmured in her pain. " Only as brother and sister ! " CHAPTER XIV. ST. martin's eve. It was the ioth of November, St. Martin's Eve, the birthday of the young chief of Alnwick, and of his little brother George ; the first birthday, as you will remember, since the death of Mr. Carleton St. John, and of the boy's inheritance. Benja was five, George three, that day. The day was one of ovation for Benja. With early morning a serenade of music had been heard underneath the windows, proceeding from some of the tenantry; the servants came in with their respectful congratulations ; and sundry visitors drove up after breakfast to pay the same. A present had arrived for Benja in the morning from General Carleton — a handsome gold watch, which must have cost twenty or thirty guineas. The General had never married, and knew far less about children than he did about Hottentots, so no doubt thought a gold watch was a suitable present for a young gentleman of five. Benja was highly pleased with the costly toy, and of course wished to appropriate it forthwith; so Honour attached some black watered-ribbon to it, which she put round his neck, and let ST. MARTIN'S EVE. 143 him display the watch and key from his belt. It was a key and seal in one; Master Benja's crest and initials were en- graved on it, and it was attached to the watch by a short gold chain. Matters were not progressing favourably between Prance and Honour. And if you think, my readers, that the squabbles of two maid-servants are, or ought to be, too insignificant to be thus frequently alluded to, I can only say that the fact bears so much upon the tragic event soon to be related, that the allusion could not be avoided. About a fortnight before this, Honour had had a day's holiday to go and see some relatives ; she had wished to take Benja with her, but Mrs. St. John would not allow it, and he was left under the charge of Prance. In the course of the afternoon, Mrs. St. John drove over to Alnwick Cottage, taking George. They remained there to dinner, and during this absence of hers Prance and Benja came to an issue. When Honour returned to the Hall — and she reached it before Mrs. St. John did — she found that Benja had not only been whipped with more severity than was seemly, but that he had been locked up alone in an isolated room, where his cries could not be heard. She found him exhausted with weeping, marks raised on his back — altogether in a sad state. Whether, as Prance affirmed, Master Benja had been unbear- ably insolent to her; whether, as Honour said and believed, she must maliciously have taken the opportunity to pay off old scores of dislike to him, was not satisfactorily settled. Probably the real fact might lie between the two. But you may judge what sort of an explosion came from Honour. Prance shut herself up in her chamber, and would vouchsafe no answer to it ; the servants took part with Honour, for Prance had never yet found favour with them. Mrs. St. John returned home in the midst of the commotion. Honour carried Benja and the complaint to her ; but she seemed to treat it with indifference, and did not reprove Prance, as far as the household could learn. Honour had been in a state of indignation from that day to this, and her animosity to Prance was bitter. " She'd kill the boy if she could," was a remark of hers that went openly through the house. Mrs. St. John sat in her drawing-room, waiting for the boys. She had promised to dine with them that day at two, and cut the birthday-pudding, foregoing her usual late dinner. Being a rather strict disciplinarian as to the children taking their meals 144 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. regularly, she preferred to change her own hour for once, not theirs. The boys were being attired, and she sat waiting for them, her outward demeanour calm as usual, her mind a very chaos of rebellious tumult. The marks of honour shown to Benja that day had not been extended to George. They were paid to the boy as the heir, not simply as Benja St. John. People had kissed Georgy, and wished him many happy returns, but there it ended. There had been no court paid to him, no music, no set congratula- tions ; they had been rendered to the chief of Alnwick. And Mrs. St. John was resenting this ; ah, how bitterly ! It was the first time the wide contrast between the position of the boys had been brought palpably before her, and but for the very greatest control, she had burst into a frenzy. " I can't bear it \ I can't bear it," she exclaimed to herself, clasping her hands in pain. " Why should my boy be displaced for that other — despised — passed over as nothing ! My dar- ling ! my life ! my all ! If he had only been born first ; if he had only been born first ! " She unclasped her hands, and bent her head down on them, striving to subdue her emotion ; striving, indeed, to put away the unhealthy train of thought. None knew better than herself how utterly futile it was to indulge it, how much happier it would be for her if she could drive it away to some far-off Lethe, whence it would never rise again. There is not the least doubt that this poor young woman, who had been born into the world with unwholesome passions, and had not had them checked in childhood, was really trying to do a good part by her step-son ; and she believed she was doing it. She relied entirely on her own strength : she had not learnt yet where to look for any other. The daily struggle was getting rather formidable. It was directed to two points : on the one hand, she strove partially to hide her most passionate love for her own child ; on the other, she tried to overcome her jealous dislike of Benja. But there were times, as to-day, when this jealousy raged within her, seeming to scorch her breast to madness. The children came in, radiant with good humour and happi- ness : Benja with his face of intelligence, Georgy with his shower of fair curls and pretty ways. Mrs. St. John lifted her pale face and kissed them both : she was striving, in her own feeble way, against her evil spirit. They wore new black ST. MARTIN'S EVE. H5 velvet birthday-dresses, with narrow crimped cambric frills round the neck, and on the left sleeve of each dress was a knot of crape, badge of their mourning. From Benja's belt was conspicuously displayed the new watch ; and Benja did not tire of rattling the chain. Even that little trifle, the present of the watch, was made a subject of resentment by Mrs. St. John. Benja had two watches now. In the last days of his father's illness he had taken his watch off and given it to Benja. " When he shall be twelve years old, Charlotte, let him take it into use/' he said to his wife. Yes ; Benja had two watches ; Georgy none. Georgy began, in his noisy fashion, to climb on his mother's knee, and Mrs. St. John threw back the white crape lappets of her cap as she clasped the boy to her. Georgy, however, did not favour clasping as a rule, and he struggled out of it now. "What's that ?" cried he, snatching at a note that lay on the table at his mother's elbow. "That's a note from grandmamma, Georgy; she cannot come to us to-day." " Oh, I am so sorry," cried Benja, who was exceedingly fond of Mrs. Darling, always kind and good-humoured to the children. "Why can't she come, mamma? " " She's not well," answered Mrs. St. John, languidly, but in a tone that seemed to indicate she did not care much about the matter, one way or the other. Mrs. Darling had been invited to spend the birthday with them ; but in the note just received from her by Mrs. St. John, she intimated that she was very un- well indeed. A rare excuse for Mrs. Darling to put forward, who was always in the possession of rude health. " Mamma, me want a watch." " You shall have one, my son." " When ? " continued Georgy. " As soon as I can get out to buy you one." " One that goes, like Benja's ? " demanded Master Georgy. " It shall be the best gold watch that I can buy for money," answered Mrs. St. John, allowing the passionate emotion that the subject called up to become momentarily apparent. An opportune interruption intervened : the butler came in and announced dinner. Mrs. St. John, feeling a relief, she could not tell from what, went quickly to the dining-room, Georgy held in her hand, Benja following. It was a sumptuous repast. The housekeeper had put forth St. Martin's Eve. 10 146 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. her strength to do honour to the birthdays ; but, had you asked her why she had so exerted herself, she might have said it was the heir she had thought of, more than the little one. Inviting as the entertainment was, however, there was one of the three who did little justice to it, and that was Mrs. St. John. She could not eat : but, as if the fire of her restless spirit had imparted itself to her body, she drank frequently, as one parched with thirst. Sherry and champagne were the wines used with dinner. She was kind and attentive to the boys, helping both to whatever dishes they chose, and to as much as they chose. Prance, who was in attendance upon Master George, seeing that his birthday-dress did not come to grief, forgot her good manners by telling him that he " ate enough for a little pig : " of which Mrs. St. John took no manner of notice, but con- tinued to heap his plate according to his fancy. Honour was not present, Master Benja being considered old enough now to be waited on by the men-servants. Dinner came to an end, the servants and Prance withdrew, and the children were left to take dessert with their mamma. Mrs. St. John was drinking port wine then and cracking walnuts, of which fruit she was very fond. By-and-by, when the boys grew tired of sitting, they slid off their chairs, and began to look out for some amusement. Had Mrs. St. John been wise, she would have rung the nursery-bell then, and sent them to /the nursery, where they might play at leisure; but she was absorbed with her walnuts and port wine, and did nothing of the sort. After capering about for a short time, George went up to Benja. " Let me have the watch on now," he began. "No," said Benja, "you'll break it." " Me shan't break it," lisped Georgy. " I'm afraid," returned Benja, rather undecidedly. " Honour said you would." " Mamma, Benja won't let me have his watch ! " "Don't ask him, my darling," said Mrs. St. John, her mother's heart more resentful at the refusal than Georgy's was, for the conversation had penetrated to her senses. " I will buy you a better one than that." "But me want that now," retorted resolutely Master George, who had a will of his own. " Me won't break it, Benja." Benja possessed one of the kindest hearts beating. Pie looked at his watch, thinking he should not like it to be ST. MARTIN'S EVE. 147 broken, and then he looked at Georgy, who stood turning up his pretty face, eagerly protesting he would take care of it. In another moment, Benja had hung the watch round the younger one's neck. Gratification enough for the time. Georgy paraded up and down the room, the watch hanging before him on his velvet tunic, as if the walls were alive with eyes, and he was chal- lenging their admiration. Presently he stood still, took off the watch, and began to open it. " Don't do that," interposed Benja, who had been watching all the time. " You'll spoil it. Give it back to me." " No," said Master George, very positively. " Give it back to me, I tell you, Georgy." " Give him back his watch, Georgy, my dearest," inter- rupted Mrs. St. John. " Let him keep it to himself if he is so selfish." Benja, child though he was, felt a sense of injustice. But the reproach told, and he made no further remonstrance. There was ever a certain timidity in his heart when in the presence of Mrs. St. John. So George thought he could go as far as he pleased with impunity, and his next movement was to take firm hold of the short gold chain and swing the watch round and round after the manner of a rattle. "Oh, mamma, mamma ! " cried Benja, in an agony, running up to Mrs. St. John and laying his hands upon her knee, to attract her attention, "do not let him spoil my watch. See what he is doing with it ! " Mrs. St. John's usual self-control deserted her. That self- control, I mean, which enabled her to treat Benja and George with equal justice. Whether the morning's doings, the ovations to Benja, were really exciting her more than she could bear, or whether — but let that pass for the present. However it might be, she tacitly refused to interfere, and pushed Benja from her with a gesture of dislike. The boy, finding he could get no redress where it ought to have been afforded, ran back to Georgy and seized him just as he was flying to his mother for protection. The naughty, spoiled child, finding he might no longer retain possession of the watch, dashed it into a far corner, and they heard its glass crash on the floor, beyond the turkey carpet. Benja was by nature a sweet-tempered child : he had also been kept under by Mrs. St. John ; but this was more than he 148 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. could bear. He burst into a loud fit of weeping, and struck out at Georgy with all his might and main. Georgy roared, screamed, kicked, and tried to bite. As a tigress flies to protect its young, up rose Mrs. St. John, her voice loud, her eyes wearing that strangely wild look at times observable there. A passion, mad and fierce as that you once saw her in, in the presence of her husband, overpowered her now. As she had hurled Benja to the ground that ever-to- be-remembered day, so she would have hurled him this ; but the boy was older and stronger now, and he struggled against it. Better that he had yielded! It might in a degree have appeased the mad woman who was upon him : and his strength was as nothing compared with hers. His little head was struck against the table, his costly new birthday-dress was torn. He screamed with pain, Georgy screamed with terror, and Honour, who happened to be near the door at the time, came rushing in. "Good Heavens!" she exclaimed, "what is it? What has he done ? " "Me took his watch," sobbed little Georgy, in a fit of remorseful generosity. " Me not want mamma to hit him like that." "How can you for shame treat him in such a manner, ma'am ? " cried Honour, indignantly, as her own passion rose ; and she spoke to her mistress as she had never dared to speak before. " Poor orphan child ! Nobody to protect him ! How can you reconcile it to the memory of my dead master ? " Mrs. Carleton St. John stood glaring at the girl, her hand pointed imperiously, her voice low now with command. It was as if some soothing oil had been thrown on the wounds of passion. " To-morrow morning you quit my service, Honour Tritton ? I never tolerate insolence, and I find that you have been here too long. Take that boy out of my sight." Somehow in the fray, they had all hemmed themselves into a corner, and the broken glass was cracking under Mrs. St. John's feet. Honour picked up the watch with a jerk which bespoke the temper she was in, clasped the sobbing boy tenderly in her arms, and went upstairs with him, meeting Prance at the dining- room door, as she was gliding in. " It's a burning shame ! " broke forth Honour, sitting down by the nursery fire and dashing the coals about with the poker, ST. MARTIN'S EVE. 149 while she held Benja to her with the other hand—" it's a burn- ing shame that he should be so treated ! If she does turn me away, I'll go every step of the way to Castle Wafer and tell all I know to your guardian, Benja. If I don't do it, may Heaven never prosper me ! " Poor little ill-treated child ! He lay there in her lap, smarting with the pain, his trembling heart beating. " Let the worst come to the worst, my precious lamb, it can only be for a few years," began Honour again. " I know it said in my master's will that you were to be sent early to Eton." " What's Eton ? " sobbed Benja. " Something very good," rejoined Honour, who had no definite ideas on the subject herself. "And when you are of age, my darling, all Alnwick will be yours, and she and Master Georgy must turn out of it." "Where will they go?" asked Benja. " I don't know where, and it don't matter where," continued the woman in her injudicious partisanship. " You will be master at Alnwick, and nobody can live here then unless you choose to let them." "Who is master now?" questioned Benja. " You are, my pretty boy, and have been ever since your papa died ; only she lives in it and gives orders because you are not old enough. Master's wits must have gone a wool-gathering," added the exasperated Honour in soliloquy, "when he left her with any power over the child at all." Honour was right in the main. Benja remained on her lap, his sobs gradually subsiding. He lay thinking of many things, such as occur to children, his ideas running from one topic to another. Presently he spoke. " Honour, when is my church to be finished ? " "Suppose I finish it this afternoon," cried Honour, starting up. "There's scarcely anything left of it to do, and if I am turned away it may never get done at all." Opening a closet-door, she took from it what seemed to be the model of a very pretty country church, with its spire, begun in pursuance of her promise to Benja after the visit to the " Emporium of Foreign Curiosities." Like many another thing entered upon in haste, this coveted treasure had not yet been completed. The fact was, Honour found more trouble over it than she had anticipated, and Benja, in the protracted waiting, torgot his eagerness. All that was left to be done now was the ST. MARTIN'S EVE. pasting on of the coloured windows. They were cut out of thin rose paper; the walls of the structure being of thicker paper and white, and the framework of thin wood. Honour collected her materials, and soon accomplished her task, though she had not been sparing of her windows. Benja forgot his troubles in watching her. She had taken off his velvet dress, with many a lamentation over the rent, and put on him a brown-holland tunic, handsomely trimmed with black silk braid. Over that she tied a white pinafore, lest he should make too free acquaintance with the paste. At dusk all was completed, and this famous church lighted up by means of the bit of candle inside. Benja clapped his hands with delight. It was a novel, ingenious, picturesque sight, especially to a child. The fire had burned low and there was no other light in the room, so that the church was shown off to perfection, and was a really striking and conspicuous object. Suddenly the flame inside began to whiffle. " It's the draught from that door," observed Honour. " Shut it, Benja; shut it gently." She spoke of the door which opened into Mrs. St. John's dressing-room. It is possible that you may remember there was formerly no door there ; but Mrs. St. John had caused one to be made at the birth of George, that she might pass into the nursery at will, without going into the corridor. Now that George was beyond babyhood, this door was generally kept bolted, the bolt being on Mrs. St. John's side, not any on that of the nursery ; but it was sometimes, as now, left open. Honour turned her head to the door as she spoke, and saw the little boy place his hands upon the panel to push it to, after the manner of children, and it closed gently. Benja came to the table again to feast his eyes. The flame was steady now. " There ought to be moss all round here," observed Honour, pointing to the board on which the church rested. " But it's too late to put it on to-night : and, for the matter of that, I have no moss. If I stop, we will ask the gardener to get some." Benja did not care for the moss. To his admiring eyes nothing could improve its present aspect. He gazed at it on the drawers, he danced before it on the table, he carried it to and fro in the room, obeying Honour's injunctions to keep it upright and steady. In this manner some time passed, and they allowed the fire to go out. ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " Bother take the fire ! " ejaculated Honour. " And I have neither wood nor matches up here." She had her hand upon the bell, when it suddenly occurred to her that she would go down for the things herself. No one living liked a gossip better than she, and the scene in the dining-room was burning her tongue. Placing the church on the table, and strictly charging Benja not to touch it while she was away, Honour went out by the ordinary door, and descended the back-stairs. To this door, and I would have you note the difference, the fastening was inside. It was not a bolt, but a common button, placed high up beyond reach of the children. Never had Honour relished a gossip more than the one she now entered on with the servants. Every little detail of the dining-room affray, so far as she had been a witness to it, was related by her to the servants, who did not spare their com- ments or their sympathy. Honour was quite unable to tear herself away, until by the striking of the clock she found she must have been there nearly half-an-hour. Hardly believing her ears, she caught up a bundle of faggots and a box of matches, popped them into her apron, together with a pair of snuffers and an extinguisher, and ran up the stairs. Turning the handle of the door to enter hastily, she was surprised to find that she could not open it. " Master Benja, why have you fastened the door ? " she called out. " Come and undo it" There was no reply. "He .must have got upon a chair and turned the button," soliloquized Honour. But at that moment she became con- scious of a smell of burning, as of wool. Letting the things she carried fall with a crash, she flew along the passage and turned into her mistress's dressing-room, that she might obtain entrance that way. That door was also fastened, but on the outer side. It was no unusual occurrence — in fact, it was usually kept bolted, as was just now observed, and Honour at the moment thought nothing of it. Slipping back the bolt, she went in. Oh ! what did Honour see ! Where was the young heir of Alnwick? A dark mass smouldering on the floor at the far end of the room, the carpet smouldering, no trace whatever remaining of the pretty and dangerous toy she had made, no trace of him, save that shapeless heap from which the spirit had flown ! 152 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. With awful cries, with wild shrieks of terrified alarm, Honour flew through the dressing-room, and down the grand staircase, her cries arousing the household, arousing Mrs. St. John. CHAPTER XV. CONFLICTING STATEMENTS. How the night subsequently went on, few at the Hall could tell. For some time it was one scene of horror and confusion. One of the grooms, unbidden, saddled a horse and went galloping for Mr. Pym ; and in an almost incredibly short space of time, the surgeon was there. But what could he do ? That one precious little spirit had gone, never to be recalled by leech of this world. Another, however, wanted the atten- tions of Mr. Pym, — and that was little George. The child, aroused by the cries of Honour from a sleep he had fallen into in the dining-room, had escaped upstairs into the nursery. A rush of terror overtook him, baby though he was, at what he saw there, and at being told it was Benja, and he fell into a succession of fits of sickness and shivering. It must be assumed — it was so assumed in the house — that this burning was the result of accident ; the result, it may also be said, of Honour Tritton's carelessness. She had gone down secure in the belief that the boy would obey her mandate and not touch the church. Oh, how could she have been so foolish ! To look at a new toy and not touch it, to gaze at its attractions from a distance and not examine them, is philosophy beyond a child. Perhaps the little boy — for he was an obedient boy naturally — tried for some minutes to exercise his patience ; but no doubt could be entertained that he at length took the church in his hands again. In how short a time the accident occurred, and how it occurred, was as yet unknown — it may be said, it was hidden in mystery. The position of those in the house during this time appeared to be as follows. The servants were all downstairs, with the exception of Prance ; and Honour, as you have heard, was with them. Mrs. St. John and George were shut up in the dining-room, the latter asleep, the former, as she said, nearly if CONFLICTING STATEMENTS, 153 not quite asleep also. Where Prance was at the time did not as yet appear, neither had any question been raised in regard to it. But in the midst of the dreadful horror which had taken possession of the unhappy Honour, two points thrust them- selves prominently forward in her brain. The one was, How did the child get fastened in the room? the other was, that she had seen Prance hiding in a recess of the passage as she ran along it. This was not so much a remembrance as a conviction; and it seemed to Honour as if she had not noticed, or had very superficially noticed, Prance's being there at the time, but the fact had flashed into her mind afterwards. On the opposite side of the passage, about midway between the nursery-door and the dressing-room door, the recess was situated — a small arched recess. Poor Mr. Carleton St. John in his life-time had wondered laughingly whether the architect had put it there for ornament or for use. The first person Mr. Pym sought on his arrival, after he had taken a hopeless look at that sight in the nursery, where the floor was now half-inundated by the water employed to put the fire out, was Mrs. St. John. She was in the dining-room, and he found her almost unnaturally calm and collected; some people are so in these moments of calamity. The only sign of emotion was her death-like pallor. She gave him the account of what had occurred, so far, she observed, as she knew it; candidly confessing to the fracas that had taken place in the room after dinner. Benja had set upon George unmercifully, and in return she had corrected Benja : boxed his ears, and, she really believed, had shaken him. It was very rare indeed that she was so hasty with either of the children ; and she would give the whole world not to have touched him, now that he was gone. After Honour took him away to the nursery, she had remained in the dining-room, not quitting it until dis- turbed by the shrieks of Honour. Prance came in once or twice to ask if she should take George, but she did not let him go. The boy went to sleep in his papa's large chair, and she sat down by him and took his legs upon her lap. She was nearly asleep herself when the cries began, and she had felt startled almost to death. The whole fault, she feared, lay with Honour. The woman had confessed the facts in the first moment of terror : she had left Benja alone with some dangerous paper toy lighted up with a candle, while she went downstairs and 154 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. stayed gossiping with the servants. The poor little fellow must have set himself on fire. " But did no one hear his cries ? " asked Mr. Pym, who had not previously interrupted the narrative. Mrs. St. John supposed not. All she knew was, that they had not penetrated to the dining-room. The surgeon listened. He knew the walls on that side the house were massive, and if the child was shut up in the nursery— as it appeared he had been — it was hardly likely that he would be heard, unless any one had happened to be upstairs. The dining-room was in the other wing of the house, its doors were double ; and the kitchens were beyond the dining-room. "The odd thing to me is, that he did not run out of the room," cried Mr. Pym. " A strong lad of five years old would hardly stop in a room to be burnt, for the want of escaping out of it. The first thing most of us attempt -in a similar calamity is to run from the room : often a fatal step. But he does not seem to have attempted it/ 1 Mrs. St. John shook her head. She did not know any of the details : they must of course be left to supposition. Honour deserved hanging for having left the child alone with a lighted toy. It was at this juncture that Mr. Pym's attention was called to George. The child was very sick ; had been sick at intervals since the fright. After attending to him ; Mr. Pym went in search of Honour. He found her alone, in a lamentable state of distress, in the bedroom that had been hers and the un- happy child's. And now it must be mentioned that Honour had been arriving at a sudden and very dreadful doubt. As the mists cleared away from her brain and she was able to reflect more calmly upon the probabilities of the accident, she began to think whether it had not been wilfully caused. And the doubt was assuming the aspect of certainty in her mind, when Mr. Pym came in. For some minutes she could not speak 5 she could only cry and sob, and cover her face with her apron in very shame and remorse. Mr. Pym did not reproach her in her distress: he rather set himself, when she had gathered calmness, to learn what he could of the particulars. Honour freely confessed all. She told of the affair in the dining-room, giving a different colouring to it from that her mistress had done, and causing CONFLICTING STATEMENTS. 155 Mr. Pym's grey eyebrows to scowl themselves into ugliness. She told how she had afterwards finished the church for him, describing what it was, and where the idea had been taken from. She said she had left it with him lighted, had gone down for wood, and stayed talking the best part of half-an-hour. Not a thing did she conceal ; not a point that could tell against herself did she gloss over. " He was always an obedient boy," she wailed, " and I did not think he would touch it when I bade him not. And I never thought I had been down so long, till I heard the clock strike!" " It is strange you did not hear his cries ! " " The kitchens are too far off." " And it is very strange that the boy did not run out of the room : unless smoke overpowered him from the first. I cannot make out why he did not. It is a bad plan in general, but in this instance it might have saved his life by bringing help to him." Honour made no immediate remark. She had been sitting in a low chair, swaying her body backwards and forwards in her distress. Suddenly she looked up at the surgeon and spoke in a low tone. " I want to know who fastened the doors." "What do you mean?" asked Mr. Pym, after a pause of surprise. " I don't think he was burnt by accident, sir," she continued, glancing at the walls as if afraid of being overheard, and speak- ing in the faintest possible whisper. " I think it was done on purpose." " Good Heavens, woman ! " exclaimed the astonished surgeon, really wondering whether the trouble was turning her brain. " There are things connected with it that I can't understand," she continued. * ' They did not strike me particularly at the moment, but they do now that I can think of them. He coiddrtt get out of the room ; he was fastened in." That she was not suffering from mental aberration at present, was apparent enough to the surgeon ; the girl was as sane as he was. Honour thought he was never going to leave off staring at her. "When I left him upstairs, I left both doors open; that is, unfastened," she went on, "When I got back again, both i S 6 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. were fastened ; the one on the inside, the other on the out. I want to know who did it" It might have been a fancy of Honour's, but she thought the doctor changed countenance. " Are you sure of this ? " he asked. " As sure as I am that I am living and my darling child is dead." Mr. Pym's eyebrows contracted themselves yet more. u Just describe to me consecutively what occurred, will you ? " he said. " How did you know that the doors were fastened? " " Because I couldn't get in," said Honour, thinking it rather a simple question. " When I got back with my little bundle of faggots, I found the door was buttoned inside. I thought the child had got upon the chair and done it ; but, short as the moment was that I had for thought, it struck me as being strange, for I had never known him to do such a thing before. As I called to him to unfasten it, I fancied there was a smell of burning, and I ran round through my mistress's dressing- room and turned the handle of the door to open it, and found that door was also fastened, bolted on the outside. The smell was very strong then, and in my frenzy I forgot the strange- ness of the circumstance, for the door is in general kept bolted " "Then why should you be surprised at finding it bolted then ? " interrupted Mr. Pym. " Because it was not bolted when I went down," returned Honour. " It was open while I was finishing the church, and I told the child to shut it, as the draught caused the flame inside the paper walls to whiffle about. He pushed the door to with his dear little hands, and I watched him. That's how I know it was unfastened then, sir." " In your flurry afterwards, when you attempted to enter, you perhaps only fancied it was fastened," suggested Mr. Pym. ; " No, sir. When I tried to open it and could not, I found the bolt was pushed into the grove to its full extent. The end came beyond the grove, and I pushed it back with my fingers." Mr. Pym rose impulsively, as if he would look at the door for himself; but halted suddenly and sat down again. " That could not have been done without hands," proceeded Honour. " And why was it done ? " The surgeon made no attempt to answer the question. He CONFLICTING STATEMENTS. 157 seemed very greatly put out, as if the revelation had alarmed or unnerved him, scarcely noticing Honour. " Mrs. St. John says she heard nothing, 5 ' he presently observed to himself, as one in abstraction. " Honour, he continued in straightforward tones to the girl, " I think you must be mistaken. There appears to have been no one up- stairs who would have bolted it. Mrs. St. John tells me she did not quit the dining-room : the servants say they never came up at all during the afternoon." "One of them was up," rejoined Honour in the same low voice, and the same roving gaze round the walls, " and that was Prance. I saw her myself; I can't be mistaken. Does she say she was not upstairs, sir ? " " She has said nothing to me one way or the other," replied Mr. Pym. "I heard it said generally that the servants had not been upstairs." " Prance was ; and if she says she was not, she tells a lie. She was hidden in the recess outside, opposite the doors." " Hidden in the recess. When ? " "After I dropped the things from my apron, and was running round to the dressing-room, I saw Prance standing inside the recess ; she was squeezing herself against the wall, sir, as if afraid I should see her." " Did you speak to her ? " " No, sir ; and you may feel surprised at what I am going to say, but it's the truth. I was so flurried at the time, what with finding the first door fastened and with the smeli of burning, that I did not seem then to be conscious of seeing her. I suppose my eyes took in the impression without conveying it to my mind. But afterwards it all came into my mind, and I remembered it, and how she was standing. It was just as if she had fastened the doors, and then put herself there to listen to the child's dying cries." " Hush," authoritatively reproved Mr. Pym. " You are not yourself, girl, or you would not say it." "I don't think I am," candidly acknowledged Honour, bursting into tears. " My brain feels as if it were on the turn to madness. Prance has been cross and hard and cruel to the child always, and I'm naturally excited against her." " But she would not shut the doors upon him if he were burning," retorted the surgeon, some anger in his tone. " You should be careful what you say." 158 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " I wish I could be put out of my misery ! " sobbed Honour. "I wish they'd hang me for my carelessness in leaving him alone with a lighted toy ! I did do that ; and I hope I shall be punished for it. I shall never know another happy moment. Thus far the fault is mine. But I did not fasten the doors upon him, so that he could not escape for his life : and I am perfectly certain that in any fright, or calamity, or danger, the child's first impulse would have been to fly down the back- stairs to me." She threw her apron over her head, sobbing and crying, and swaying her body backwards and forwards on the chair as before, in the intensity of her emotion. The surgeon sat still a few moments, endeavouring to recall his scattered senses, and then rose and touched her shoulder to command attention. She let fall her apron. " This thing that you affirm "must be investigated, look you, Honour. For — for — for the sake of all, it must be sifted to the bottom. No one in their right minds," he emphatically added, " would shut the doors upon a burning child ; and that appears to be the theory you have adopted, so far as I can gather it. Have you stated these facts to your mistress ? " " I have not seen her since," answered Honour. ci Except at the first moment, when I ran down in my terror." " And she came out of the dining-room then? " " She did, sir. The little child — he is the heir now — ran out after her." " Honour," said the surgeon, gravely and earnestly, " I do not fancy the bent of your thought just now is a wholesome one. You had better put it from you. I want you to come with me and tell your mistress about the doors being fastened." He went out of the room, Honour following. In the pas- sage outside, suspiciously near to the door, was Prance. She made a feint of being in a hurry, and was whisking down the back-stairs. "Here, 'Prance, I want you," said the surgeon. u Iwas about to ask you to come to me." The woman turned at once, quite readily, as it appeared, and quite unruffled. She stood calm, cool, quiet, before Mr. Pym, in her neat black gown and silk apron, the black ribbon strings of her close cap tied underneath her chin. Not a shade of change was observable on her impassive face, not the faintest hue of emotion lighted her pale, sharp features. CONFLICTING STATEMENTS. " This is a very dreadful thing, Prance," he began. " It is, indeed, sir," she answered in her measured tones, which, if they had not any demonstrative feeling in them, had certainly no irreverence. "How did the doors get fastened on the unfortunate boy?" Prance paused for about the hundredth part of a minute. " I was not aware they were fastened, sir." And the answer appeared to be really genuine. " Honour says they were. Upon returning from the kitchen, and attempting to enter by this door" — pointing to the one still closed on the miserable scene — " she found she could not enter. The inside button had been turned during her absence below. Did you go into the nursery yourself and fasten it? No one else, I believe, is in the habit of frequenting the nursery but you and Honour." " I did not go, sir. I did not go into the nursery at all during the afternoon. Master George was downstairs with his mamma, and I had nothing to take me into it. If the button was turned in the manner described, I should think Master Benja must have got upon a chair and done it himself." Still the same impassive face ; and still, it must be acknow- ledged, the same air of truth. " That may be," remarked Mr. Pynn. " The same thought had occurred to me. But there's another point not so easily got over. Honour says that the other door was also fastened, the one leading into the dressing-room — was bolted on the outside." "I'm sure I don't know, sir," replied Prance; and this time there was a shade of uncertainty, of hesitation, in her voice ; not, however, very perceptible to ordinary ears. " That door generally is kept bolted," she added more freely, raising her eyes to the doctor's. " My mistress took to keep it so, because Master George was always running in while she was dressing." "But " " Be quiet, Honour," said Mr. Pym, cutting short the in- terruption. "You are in the habit of attending on your mistress, I believe, Prance, and therefore are sometimes in her dressing-room," he continued. "Do you remember whether that door was open to-day ? " " No, sir, I don't," said Prance, after a minute's considera- tion. " I dressed my mistress this morning for the early dinner, and put the room straight afterwards, but I do not remember i6o ST. MARTIN'S EV£. whether the door was open or shut. I should think it was shut." " It was wide open this afternoon," burst forth Honour, un- able to keep qiriet any longer, and believing Prance could remember if she chose. " The poor dear child shut it with his own hands while I was finishing his church." " Is it possible?" responded Prance, her perfect coolness of demeanour, her propriety of tone, presenting a contrast to the excitement of the miserable Honour. " I cannot re- member how it was when I was dressing my mistress, and I had nothing to do in the room after that." " And did not go into it ? " pursued the surgeon. " And did not go into it ? " repeated Prance. " Then you know nothing at all as to how the doors could have got fastened ? " proceeded Mr. Pym. " No, sir, I do not. I could take an oath, if need be, that I did not know the doors were bolted until you spoke to me now," added the woman, the least possible sound of emotion, arising as it seemed from earnestness, at length perceptible in her tones. " I assure you, sir, I had no idea of it until this moment. I — I should scarcely think it could have been so." There was an ominous glare in Honour's eye at the ex- pressed doubt. Mr. Pym did not want a passage-at-arms between the two then, and raised his hand to command silence. "Did you hear the child's cries, Prance?" he asked. "It is incredible to suppose that he did not cry ; and yet no one seems to have heard him." " You mean when he was on fire, sir ? " " Of course I mean when he was on fire." " I never heard them, sir. A child could not burn to death without making cries, and desperate cries, but I did not hear them," she continued, more in soliloquy than to the surgeon. "It is an unfortunate thing that no one was within earshot." Honour looked keenly at her from her swollen eyes. Mr. Pym spoke carelessly. " By the way, you were in the recess, Prance, just about the time. Did you neither see nor hear anything then ? " ; " In the recess, sir ? " rejoined Prance, turning her impassive face full on Mr. Pym in apparently the utmost astonishment. But not her eyes. "I was in no recess, sir." "Yes you were. In that recess; there," pointing to it. " Honour passed you when you were in it." . CONFLICTING STATEMENTS. 161 " It is quite a mistake, sir. What should I do in the recess ? If Honour says she saw me there, her sight must have deceived her." " How do you account for your time at the period of the occurrence?" inquired Mr. Pym. "What part of the house were you in ? " " I suppose I must have been in the dining-room, sir," she answered readily. " I was in there until just before the alarm was given, and then I had come up to my bedroom. " " Let's see. That is the room on the other side Mrs. St. John's bedroom ? " "Yes, sir; formerly my master's dressing-room. After his death, Mrs. St. John placed me and Master George in it. She felt lonely with no one sleeping near her." " And that's where you were when you heard the alarm ? " " I was in there with the door shut when I heard Honour come screaming along the passage, running towards the grand staircase. I had not been in my room above a couple of minutes at the most. I had come straight up from the dining- room." " And you did not go into the recess? " " Certainly not, sir. What object could I have in doing so ? I'd rather keep out of the place." Mr. Pym looked at Honour. His expression said plainly that he thought she must have been mistaken. " What had you done with yourself all the afternoon ? " he demanded of Prance. " I was about in one place or another," she answered. " Part of the time I was in the onion-room. I went there for a handful of a particular herb I wanted, and stayed to pick the leaves from the stalks. And I was twice in the dining- parlour with my mistress, and stayed there pretty long each time." " Talking to her ? " " No, sir, scarcely a word passed. My mistress rarely does talk much, to me or to any of us, and she seemed a good deal put out with the scene there was after dinner with Master Benja. Master George was put out, too, in his little way, and I stayed in the room soothing him. My mistress gave me a glass of wine then, and bade me drink the children's health. I went in later a second time, and stayed longer than the first, but I was waiting for Master George to awake that I might St. Martin's Eve. 11 l62 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. bring him up to the nursery, for it was getting the children's tea-time." " But you did not bring him ? " " No, sir, he did not awake, and I got tired of waiting. I came straight upstairs, and went into my room, and I had not been there two minutes when Honour's cries broke out. I had not had time to strike a match and light any candle, and when I ran out of the room to see what was the matter, I had the match-box in my hand." This seemed to be as comprehensive an account as Prance could give ; and Mr. Pym himself saw no reason to doubt her. Honour did. She had done nothing but doubt the woman ever since she came to the house. Honour believed her to be two-faced, thoroughly sly and artful ; " a very cat in deceit." But in a calmer moment even Honour might not have brought herself to think that she would deliberately set fire to an innocent child, or close the doors on him that he might burn to death. Again Mr. Pym went into the presence of Mrs. St. John, the two servants with him. She looked more ghastly than before, and she was sitting with Georgy on her lap, the child sick and trembling still. Mr. Pym mentioned to her what Honour said about the doors being fastened, asking if she could remember whether the one leading from her dressing- room was open in the morning She answered at once — and she spoke with the calmest and coldest self-possession, which seemed as a very contrast to her ghastly face— that she could not say with any certainty whether the dressing-room door was open that day or not. She remembered quite well that she had unbolted it that same morning while she was getting up, upon hearing the children's voices in the nursery. She had gone in to kiss them and wish them happiness on their birth- day. Whether she had rebolted the door afterwards or not, she could not say. She generally rebolted it when she had been that way into the nursery, but it was possible she had not done so this morning. " I wish you would not ask these questions/' she concluded, momentarily raising her eyes to Mr. Pym, for she had spoken with her face bent down, almost hidden. " But I must ask them," said the surgeon. " It frightens George so," she added L " See how he is shivering." INVESTIGATION. 163 And in truth the child was shivering ; shivering and trem- bling as one in an ague. Almost as his mother spoke, he raised himself with a cry, and was violently sick : and all Mr. Pym's attention had to be given to him. CHAPTER XVI. INVESTIGATION. The inquest was held the day following the death. A some- what hurried arrangement ; but in these small local places the convenience of the coroner has to be studied. It happened that the county coroner was coming to Alnwick that day to hold an inquest on a poor old man who had been accidentally killed ; and the Alnwick parish officials, represented chiefly by the beadle, decided that the second inquest should take place as soon as the first was over. It did so. The first was held at the workhouse, and was over and done with in half-an-hour ; the second was held at a public-house nearer the Hall : the Carleton Arms. The same jury sworn for the other inquest, attended for this one ; and the witnesses were hurriedly collected without any formal process of summons-serving. It was universally believed that the ill-fated little child had taken the lighted church, in defiance of the nurse's injunc- tion and had then fastened the door to prevent her sur- prising him in his disobedience. Honour's conviction alone protested against this ; in silence, not openly ; she was weary of arguing against the stream. That he had taken the church in his hands, she feared was too probable, but not that he had fastened the door to conceal his disobedience. A more open, honourable nature than his, child never possessed : he was always the first to tell candidly of a fault ; and she thought he would rather have thrown wide the door that Honour might see him at his disobedience, than close it against her. This, however, was not the popular view of the case : that was, that the child had taken the dangerous toy in his hand, had slipped the button, not to be caught, and then by some means set himself on fire ; the remote distance at which all the inmates of the Hall happened to be, just then, preventing them from hearing his cries. ST. MARTIN'S EVE. The fastening of the dressing-room door, which was spoken of by Honour, who was the principal witness, gave rise to some discussion. Nothing could be clearer or more positive than her sworn testimony that the dressing-room door was not fastened when she went downstairs, and that it was fastened when she came up — bolted on the outer side. The puzzle was, who had fastened it ? No person whatever had been in the rooms, so far as could be learned. Witnesses were ex- amined on this point, but nothing was elicited that could throw any light on the affair. It was Honour's word against facts — ■ facts so far as they seemed to be known. The housemaid, whose duty it was to attend to Mrs. St. John's rooms, proved that she had not been into them since the morning. From the time of putting them to rights after breakfast, she was not in the habit of again entering them until about seven o'clock in the evening, after Mrs. St. John had dressed for dinner ; neither did she on this unfortunate day. The other servants said they had not been upstairs at all : some wine had been given to them, and they were making themselves comfortable below. Honour was with them, talking, but not Prance. Prance was not downstairs, so far as the servants knew, after she left the housekeeper's room at the conclusion of dinner. Prance herself was called as a witness, and accounted for her time. Had gone into the dining-room whilst her mistress was at dessert with Master George, she said, Honour having then taken Master St. John upstairs. Had stayed there some little time. Her mistress had given her a glass of wine. She (witness) said that she had already taken a glass downstairs, but her mistress answered that she could no doubt take another. She did so, drinking to the two young gentlemen's health. After that, went upstairs to her room ; stayed there some time, doing a bit of work for herself, and putting up Master George's morning things, which she had not had time to see to after dressing him to dine with his mamma. Yes, she said in answer to a question from the coroner, this room was very near the dressing-room ; Mrs. St. John's bedroom only dividing them ; but could swear most positively that she did not go into the dressing-room. She entered no room whatever except this, her own. A juryman interrupted with a question. Where was deceased at this time ? With Honour in the nursery, the witness answered. It was INVESTIGATION. then that the paper toy, spoken to, was being finished and lighted up — as the Hall had learnt subsequently. Afterwards, witness continued, pursuing her evidence, she had gone down- stairs into the onion-room, as it was called, a place where herbs were kept ; had stayed there some time, getting an herb she wanted, and plucking its leaves from the stalks. Then — Another juryman interrupted, a worthy grocer and oilman, with whom the Hall dealt. What might witness have wanted with the herb ? The witness replied, with exemplary patience and the impressive manner that always characterized her, that she occasionally took a decoction of this herb medicinally. The cook was in the habit of preparing it for her, but when it was left entirely to that functionary, as much stalk as leaf was put in, and the decoction suffered in consequence; therefore she liked to pluck it herself. Very good, the juryman answered. She could go on with her evidence. After preparing the proper quantity of herb, had taken it to the scullery and laid it on what was called the cook's shelf. Did not see any of the servants except the under-housemaid, who was lighting up the lower passages, but heard their voices in conversation. Could not tell whether the under-housemaid saw her • thought not. Went then into the dining-room, to ask if she should not take Master George, as it was getting the hour for the nursery tea. Did not take Master George. He was asleep in the large chair. Waited some time, hoping he would wake ; but he did not. At last got tired of waiting, and left the dining-room, Master George still asleep, with his feet on his mamma's lap. Went straight upstairs then, and was about to get a light in her own room, when she heard alarming cries from Honour. Could only see the outline of her form as she flew along the corridor to the grand staircase. The upper part of the house had not been lighted up, only the lower, and a very faint reflection came upstairs. The cries were alarming, full of terror. Witness was frightened, and it was not a little thing that frightened her. Ran down after Honour, and saw Mrs. St. John come out of the dining-room, frightened also at the cries. For the next few minutes could not give a precise account of what happened. The chief thing she remembered was running back with others to the nursery. Poor little Master George also went He stole up unnoticed ST. MARTIN'S EVE. in the confusion, and saw what was left of his brother burning, or, rather, smouldering. That was all she knew. Mrs. St. John was not called as a witness. Having been shut up — as was understood — the whole of the time in the dining-room with little George, her evidence could not be of importance, and the jury had respect to her feelings and did not call her. It was announced to the jury that she freely acknowledged having gone from her dressing-room into the nursery in the morning, and that it was very possible she had omitted to fasten the door afterwards. That, however, was of no consequence : the door had been left open as Honour had proved : by whom did not matter. iVll the evidence was taken, and a discussion ensued in regard to the point not cleared up, the fastening of this door. Half the jury, including Mr. Pym, inclined to the view that it had not been bolted at all, only shut; but that Honour's state of haste and agitation had prevented her getting the door open at the first moment, and caused her to fancy that it was fastened. The other half of the jury including the coroner, thought that when the unfortunate little child had pushed-to the door in obedience to Honour, the bolt had shot into the groove with the movement : and this appeared the more reasonable solution. In vain Honour protested that neither was correct : that the door was bolted, and that it could not have bolted itself when the child closed it ; he shut it very gently, and she must have heard the movement had there been any. She might as well have talked to the wind : and to her excessive surprise Mr. Pym approached her with a stern whisper and a warning look. "I wouldn't say any more about this, Honour." Will it be believed that Mrs. Darling only heard of this calamity when the jury were sitting? Living some distance on the other side of Alnwick, news did not at all times penetrate quickly to her house. At any rate, this had not done so : re- versing for once the popular saying that ill news travels fast. Mrs. St. John had omitted to send to her — perhaps it was excusable in the dreadful confusion — and it was a positive fact that the inquest was being held before the tidings were carried to Mrs. Darling. She might not have heard it even then, but that she happened to send a servant into the village to execute a commission, and the maid brought back the news. As is usual in such cases, INVESTIGATION. she ran open-mouthed with it to her mistress. Mrs. Darling, who had been feeling very poorly ever since the previous day, and was saying to herself that if no better on the following one she should send for Mr. Pym, was lying on the sofa, when the door abruptly opened, and the servant burst in with the news, her very haste rendering her incoherent. Mrs. Darling started from the sofa in terror, only half comprehending. . " What do you say has happened, Cole?" : 'One of the little boys is killed," spoke up the- servant eagerly. " Oh, ma'am, it's true ! He was killed last night, and they are already holding the inquest on him. It was the heir, Master Benja." Almost as one turned to stone, stood Mrs. Darling. If ever woman looked in awful fear, it was she. She could not speak at first : she only gazed at the maid-servant, her lips apart, her eyes wild. " Killed ! Master Benja ! " she gasped. "He was burnt to death," cried the woman, with sobs of emotion. " I don't know the rights of it, though the place is full of nothing else ; some said one thing and some another. Any way, the fault was Honour's. She left him alone with a lighted candle, and he set himself on fire. There is a tale that somebody fastened the doors upon him to let him burn ; but you know, ma'am, it can't be true. Not a bit of business is doing at Alnwick, and most of the shops have a shutter or two up. The inquest is on now, at the Carleton Arms." With a prolonged shudder, Mrs. Darling seemed to come to herself. " How is it that I was not sent for ? " she asked : and though the servant took the question to herself, and answered that she did not know, it was evident that it was not put to her. All her indisposition forgotten, her bodily pain no longer felt in the greater mental pain, Mrs. Darling put on her cloak and bonnet and went out. The maid remonstrated that she was not fit to walk ; wished her to at least wait until a fly could be sent for : she was as one who heard not. Striking into the field-path, by which means she avoided the gossiping village — and she was in no mood for it then, Mrs. Darling emerged from the fields almost close to Alnwick Hall, just below the Carleton Arms. Had there been any way to avoid passing the inn, Mrs. Darling had surely chosen it : but there was none. As she came within view of it, and saw the idlers congregated around it in small groups, a sick feeling of dread took pos- i68 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. session of her, and she shuddered as she had done in her own drawing-room. Dread of what ? Perhaps Mrs. Darling could not precisely have defined what : but she did think it would be a mercy had the earth opened and let her through to the opposite side of the globe, away from all trouble and care. Not a word did she speak to any one, not a question ask. She drew her veil over her face, pulled her cloak more closely around her, and was hastening on, looking neither to the right nor to the left, when she nearly ran against Mr. Pym the surgeon, who had just strolled outside from the heat and bustle of the crowded inquest-room. "Is it you, Mrs. Darling?" " What is all this ? " was the rejoinder of Mrs. Darling, throw- ing back her veil for a moment, and then seeming to recollect herself, and putting it down again. " Is Benja really dead?" " Really dead!" echoed Mr. Pym. "He has been dead since yesterday evening. Had you not heard of it ? " " I never heard a word until half-an-hour ago. What was it ? How was it done ? " " Honour left him alone in the nursery with some paper toy that had a candle in it. When she got back he was burnt to death." Mr. Pym was speaking strangely, in a cold, hard sort of manner ; and, instead of looking at Mrs. Darling, his eyes were directed straight over her head. " Then it was an accident," said Mrs. Darling, after a pause. "That will no doubt be the verdict of the jury." The two stood in silence. Mr. Pym with his far-away gaze, Mrs. Darling stealing surreptitious glances at him through her veil. Presently she spoke, scarcely above a whisper. "What tale is it that people have got hold of, about the child being locked in the room ? " " Ah," said Mr. Pym, " that's Honour's tale. She says that when she left the boy, to go downstairs, the nursery doors were unbolted ; that when she returned, both were fastened. Her theory is, implied if not avowed, that the doors had been de- liberately closed upon the burning child." Mrs. Darling turned her face away. She was as little given as any one to betraying signs of emotion, but the eyes, for all they were not looking at her, saw that the face was turning livid. " It can't be true," she whispered. INVESTIGATION. 169 " As I tell Honour. Are you going to the Hall ? Most of its inmates are here, at the inquest." " Charlotte is not here ! " exclaimed Mrs. Darling, turning to him in what looked like alarm. " No. The jury dispense with her evidence." " Is— is— little Benja here ? n Mr. Pym shook his head. "The coroner and jury went up to look at the remains, and adjourned here. It is a dreadful thing; very dreadful." At the emphasized word, a sound, that was as much like a groan as anything, escaped Mrs. Darling's lips. The surgeon turned towards the inn door, she continued her way. Striking into the avenue amongst the fine old park trees, she threw back her veil where no eye was on her, gasping as it seemed for air, in the twilight of the coming night. A servant answered her summons, and she walked straight through the hall to a small sitting-room, where the man said he believed his mistress was. She went in gently, not to disturb her : but Mrs. St. John was standing still in the midst of the room in an attitude of breathless expectation ; of what looked like terrified expectation; and unless the darkness of the evening deceived her, Mrs. Darling had never seen her face so intensely pale, or with that haggard look upon it. "Charlotte!" " Is it you, mamma ? I thought you were ill." " I was ill ; ill for me, who never ail anything. But this — this What's that?" # Mrs. Darling sprang aside. A heap of something covered over on the sofa had startled her. Surely her nerves were un- strung to-night ! " It's Georgy," answered Mrs. St. John. " He has been ill since yesterday. Hush ! don't wake him." She took off her cloak and untied her bonnet, and sat down by the fire near her daughter. Mrs. St. John did not speak. "Charlotte, I have been dreadfully shocked. You should not have allowed me to hear of this by accident. How did it happen ? " " You must ask Honour that." " Was no one with him ? Could no one hear his cries ? " " It seems not." " Will you not give me the details, Charlotte?" " I only know them from hearsay." ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " But you — were — in the house at the time ?" li I was in the dining-room." Mrs. St. John was evidently not inclined to be communica- tive. She sat looking at the fire, and Mrs. Darling stole sur- reptitious glances at her face, as she had recently done at Mr. Pym's ; not that the face was very discernible in the increasing gloom of the November evening. " Do give me the particulars, Charlotte !" " I can't, I tell you, mamma. I only know them myself from hearsay. I was shut up in the dining-room with Georgy, and knew nothing until startled by Honour's cries." " You were shut up in the dining-room ! " " Just as you found me shut up in this room now. Georgy was asleep, and I had his feet on my lap. I wish you wouldn't ask me about it. It is not a pleasant thing to talk of. I am sorry now for having beaten hinu ,; " You beat him ?— Benja ? " " He was naughty after dinner. He had a new watch, and would not lend it to Georgy, and they got quarrelling. He beat Georgy, and I beat him. I am sorry for it now." "But it was not then that he was burnt!" exclaimed Mrs, Darling, scarcely understanding. " No. Honour took him away, and I stayed in the dining room with Georgy." " Did the accident happen immediately ? " " Not for a long while. Two hours, perhaps, I don't know how long exactly. I had been to sleep, It was daylight when he went away, and it was dark when we heard the screams." " And you, my poor child, had never moved from the dining- room ! " " Don't I say so, mamma ! " came the answer, a shade of peevishness at being questioned in the otherwise impassive tone. " I had kept Georgy with me." Mrs. Darling drew a long sigh : it seemed like a relief from some nightmare. "How came Honour to leave him with a lighted candle ? " she exclaimed in anger. " Mamma, I wish you would not ask me these things ! I don't care to talk of them." For some minutes there was silence, but Mrs. Darling was an impulsive woman, and it was almost impossible for her to think of any fresh point without breaking out with a question. She did so now ; suddenly, abruptly. INVESTIGATION. 171 " Is it true that the doors were fastened ? " " Who told you they were?" exclaimed Mrs. St. John. " Mr. Pym. I saw him as I came up here." " Mr. Pym told you the doors were fastened ? " repeated Mrs. St. John, fixing her strange eyes upon her mother. " Yes. At least What he said was, that Honour asserts they were fastened." "Ay, thafs true. But no one believes her. Mr. Pym does not believe her; he told her she must be careful what she said. Prance thinks Honour was so flurried at the time, that her recollection is not clear." Again there was a pause. Mrs. St. John sat as before, gazing at the fire, her haggard face — yes, it certainly was unnaturally haggard— bent on her hand. Mrs. Darling seemed buried in perplexity, and her fingers unconsciously smoothed down her bonnet-strings. Georgy stirred in his sleep, and they both looked at the sofa ; but he did not awake, and both were silent for a moment. "Is the inquest over, do you know?" asked Mrs. St. John. " It was not when I came past. Charlotte, have you written to Castle Wafer?" " I have not written to any one. Surely there's time enough ! " " My dear, I did not mean to anger you. I What's this ? T hey must be coming back from the inquest ! " The noise of many steps outside had called forth the inter- ruption. Mrs. St. John rose from her seat and stood in the middle of the room, facing the door ; waiting defiantly, as it seemed, to confront any who might enter. It was just the same position, the same look that had surprised Mrs. Darling when she arrived. The butler came in. "The verdict is 'Accidental Death/" he said. "Appended to which was a severe censure on Honour Tritton for leaving the child alone with so dangerous a toy. And ma'am," he emphatically added to his mistress, " she deserves it : and she seems to think so." The mistress of Alnwick sat down again. Mrs. Darling caught up her cloak and went out of the room, her curiosity on the rack for the sad details withheld by her daughter. Honour di:l seem to think she deserved the censure, as the butler had observed. Fully, fully had her repentant heart echoed the condemnation of the jury. A never-dying remorse 172 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. had taken up its abode within her. Mrs. Darling came upon her on the staircase. The girl's face looked flushed, her eyes glistening ; and there was a wildness in their expression that spoke of incipient fever, had any been at leisure to note the signs, or been capable of understanding them. "Oh Honour! what an awful thing this is !" breathed Mrs. Darling. "It's more than awful," answered Honour. "I suppose I shall get over it sometime, if I live : I don't know. Perhaps God will be pleased to take me." She spoke almost with the unnatural calmness of her mistress. That alone would have told of something mentally wrong, or becoming so. " Honour — indeed I don't wish to reproach you, for I'm sure your pain must be too great to need it ; but I must speak — how could you leave the child alone with that lighted candle ? " " Will you see him ? — what's left of him ? " was the rejoinder. And without waiting for reply, Honour went into the nursery. Something was resting there on trestles with a sheet thrown over it. Whether it was a coffin, whether it was not, Mrs. Darling did not stay to inquire. She arrested Honour's hand. " No," she said. " I don't know that I could bear the sight." Honour dropped the corner of the sheet again. "Well," she said, "he is there; my darling treasure that was dearer to me than anything in life. They were beating him black and blue in the dining-room, and I brought him out, and I finished the paper toy to soothe and comfort his poor little sobbing heart, and I did leave him alone with it, the candle lighted inside it. If I ever forget my folly, or cease to mourn for it in repentance, I hope God will forget me. But, I am not the sole author of his death ; Mrs. Darling, I am not Those who came and fastened the doors upon him, and so let him burn, are more guilty of it than me." " Hush, Honour ! You were mistaken. The doors could not have been so fastened." Honour laid her hand upon ^the sheet again, touching what was beneath it. "Mrs. Darling, don't you be deceived. Some do not believe what I say, and some are wishing to hush the matter up. I swear that it was as I assert : I swear it by this, all that's left of him. They say Benja must have buttoned the one door himself; let it go so : I don't think he did, but let it go so: INVESTIGATION. 173 but he could not have bolted the other on the outside. They are hushing the matter up ; and I must do the same : I am only one against many." " Who is hushing it up ? " asked Mrs. Darling, from between her white lips. "Mr. Pym, for one. I say nothing about others, I am only one amongst them. From this time I shall drop the matter, and speak of it no more : but I should like you to remember what I say, and to believe me. It is the truth. Heaven knows it is. The doors were fastened upon him, and he was left there — in a living tomb — to burn to death. When the facts come to light, as they will sometime, if there's justice in the world, we shall learn the truth. At present I don't pretend to under- stand it." Mrs. Darling felt frightened at the girl's words, at her reso- lute manner (her impassiveness had now changed to passion), at her hectic cheeks and wild eyes — all the symptoms of threat- ening fever or insanity. She quitted the room, retaining a last glimpse of Honour's throwing herself beside the trestles in a burst of anguish, and sought Prance. Scarcely able to speak from an agitation which she vainly endeavoured to suppress, Mrs. Darling commanded Prance to furnish her with the par- ticulars, to the minutest detail. Prance obeyed without the slightest hesitation, her account differing in no wise from the one she had just given to the coroner and jury. Mrs. Darling questioned her as to the alleged fastening of the doors : Prance maintained that the one door, at any rate, had been fastened in Honour's fancy only. It was possible, nay probable, that the poor little boy had himself fastened the one ; but as to the other, nothing but Honour's haste (as she, Prance, believed) had prevented her opening it. " The fact is," concluded Prance, a Honour was half paralyzed with fear at the time, through smelling the burning ; and she has been as one mad ever since." " And your mistress was shut up, I hear, in the dining-room all the time with little George." " Oh yes," said Prance, " and the servants were shut up down- stairs. Nobody could have gone near the room. If that door was fastened, why, the boU must have slipped as well as the latch when the child closed it," added Prance. "The coroner and jury thought so." Mrs. Darling sighed in very perplexity. She could not get 174 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. over Honour's positive and solemn assertion ; but it seemed equally impossible to believe any one had been near the door to bolt it. This last suggestion, that the bolt had slipped, was a welcome one, and Mrs. Darling would have given half her remaining lifetime to have been able fully to believe in it. There went forth another announcement in the local papers, Mrs. Darling wording it. " Died, on St. Martin's Eve, at Alnwick Hall, on his fifth birthday, Benjamin Carleton St. John, eldest son and heir of the late George Carleton St. John, Esquire." CHAPTER XVII. honour's ravings. It needed not many days for Honour Tritton to be in a fever, accompanied by delirium, the symptoms of which had been plainly showing themselves. Mr. Pym pronounced it a malady of the brain, brought on by grief, horror, and remorse. It would prolong her stay at the Hall, for she could not be removed ; otherwise Mrs. St. John had given her notice to quit it as soon as the funeral was over. Mrs. St. John had taken a shuddering dislike to her. The word is used advisedly. Once or twice, when she met Honour in the corridors, she was seized with a fit of shuddering that affected her whole frame. Freely she avowed that she could not bear the sight of the girl ; but for her, she said, Benja would be still living. But when the girl was taken ill they could not turn her out ; and Honour lay in bed, in the room that had been hers and Benja's. The pretty rosewood cot, shorn for ever of its occupant, was yet in the corner. At first she was not dangerously ill ; hot and feverish, and a little excited at times ; but not in danger. It was the day before the funeral that she took to her bed. Mrs. St. John seemed more affected by the death than was apparent to ordinary observers. Not a shade of emotion had been seen on her impassive face ; not a tear, so far as any one could trace, had been shed. But that she was grievously affected by it, those about her saw plainly. A species of ner- vousness — if the word may be applied to one so outwardly HONOUR'S RAVINGS. calm — seemed to have taken possession of her. She was ever brooding on the dreadful event ; she was afraid to go about the house alone after dark ; not all the cordage of a seventy- gun ship would have dragged her into the dressing-room, for it was next to the nursery where Benja was lying. She chiefly sat nursing George, who was ill still — remaining for an hour or two intensely calm and quiet, then starting up and pacing the room violently, as if unable to bear her own reflections — her grief for Benja. " My dear, be still, be calm," Mrs. Darling remonstrated one afternoon as she paced the room with wild steps. " All the sorrow in the world cannot bring him back : in a little time, if you can only realize it, you will gather comfort from the fact that he is better off." " Mamma, I would hang Honour Tritton if I could ! " was the only answer. What Mrs. St. John would have done without her mother at this time, it was impossible to tell ; though perhaps, had necessity imposed it on her, she might have been aroused to exert herself. Mrs. Darling, forgetting her own ailments, and she was feeling really ill, took everything upon herself, and had to do it. It was she who wrote letters to apprise friends of the calamity ; it was she who made arrangements for the funeral : Charlotte would take neither act nor part in it. Mrs. Darling did what she could to amuse her daughter, and divert her mind from the fatal night. She talked to her of family interests, she read letters to her from her daughter Margaret, who was in Berkshire; she enlarged upon the letters from her son Frank. There had been some trouble or escapade, or something un- pleasant with Rose, during his visit to Belport in the autumn, she said, but she could not get to the bottom of it, and per- haps never should : she expected it all arose from Rose's rebellion at being kept at school. These, and similar topics, did Mrs. Darling pursue; but her daughter was as one who heard not. It might, in fact, be questioned whether she did hear ; and if she answered it was only mechanically. The day of the funeral arrived, and friends and relatives came from far and near to follow to his last resting-place the ill-fated little heir of Alnwick. As it had been in the days when George St. John died, so it was again. Mr. St. John of Castle Wafer was too ill to attend, but Frederick St. John came down from London in his place. Captain Darling 'also came. Neither of them stayed beyond the day, and they agreed to travel back to town together. Indeed, none of the guests were i 7 6 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. asked to remain : the Hall was not in a mood for welcoming visitors just now. Mrs. Darling took the opportunity of asking her son what the hinted escapade of Rose's might have been ; but he only laughed it off, and did not explain. He had corrected her for it, he said, and he didn't think she would attempt a second. So the child was laid in the vault with his father and his poor young mother, whose life he had cost ; and the train of mourners and attendants returned to the Hall, and then dis- persed, none of them, Captain Darling excepted, having seen Alnwick's mistress. Something had been said about little Georgy — now the heir — going to the funeral; but it was decided that he was too young. And besides, he was not well. There was estrangement still between Isaac St. John and his brother ; but the aspect of affairs had changed, and Isaac, on his part, would have been all too willing to be reconciled. Lady Anne St. John was on the point of marriage with Captain Saville, who had unexpectedly come into a large inheritance. Anne confessed all to Isaac. How there had been a secret understanding between her and Captain Saville, and Frederick was keeping league with them, and to screen Anne, taking on him- self the blame of refusing to marry her. Isaac St. John would then have been reconciled to his brother. He did not make any decisive move towards it, but he allowed his wishes to become known to Frederick through Mrs. St. John. Mr. Frederick, however, had a spice of obstinacy in his compo- sition, and chose to hold on his own way. He had recently come into some money through an aunt, and this he was apply- ing to liquidating his own debts, living meanwhile quietly in London, and spending all his time at his favourite art — painting. The day of the funeral came to an end. Everything had passed off quietly, without undue bustle and agitation, which might perhaps have been expected under the circumstances of the case. Little George had burst into wailing sobs when the mourning carriages came back to the Hall, saying he wanted Benja. They told him Benja was gone to heaven to be happy for ever, and to play upon a golden harp. But the child still cried bitterly. Captain Darling carried him out on the slopes, and in due time brought him back soothed; having entered upon some magnificent promises touching a live pony, when HONOUR'S RAVINGS. 177 the young gentleman should have grown as tall as Benja was. On the following morning Mrs. St. John was to leave the Hall for a time. It was her own proposition, but Mrs. Darling seconded it. At first she was only going to the cottage, her mother's residence ; later she would take Georgy to some watering-place, and return to the Hall for Ghristmas. You cannot keep gossiping tongues still. Since the inquest, a great deal of discussion had taken place as to the disputed question of the dressing-room door. In the Hall, and out of it for miles, it formed the theme of conversation, and specula- tion was rife as to the real truth. Once establish the fact of the door's having been previously bolted, and there was an end to all mystery. Honour's unwavering assertion that it was bolted when she arrived, made weight gradually and silently ; the almost as indisputable fact that no one had been near to bolt it received full credence ; and the solution gradually arrived at was, that when the little boy had closed the door, the bolt had slipped. It appeared to be the only feasible explanation. The more it was talked of and dwelt upon, the more certain did it appear, and by the day of the funeral it was received as an undoubted fact. Mr. Pym so received it ; Mrs. Darling spoke of it as a discovery, not a supposition. Even Honour, weak, ill, and miserable, was brought to acknowledge that such might have been the case. " What a mercy that it's cleared up !" cried Mrs. Darling to her daughter. " It was so very unpleasant to have any mystery connected with it : the event was unhappy enough in itself, without that. We can so far dismiss the unpleasantness from our minds now, Charlotte." Mrs. Darling intended to return to the cottage with her daughter. She was busy in her room after breakfast on the morning of departure, putting together the few things which had been sent over for her use from home, when one of the housemaids happened to mention that Honour was worse, and " saying queer things." "What queer things ? " asked Mrs. Darling, in the midst of folding a crape collar. " Oh, ma'am, about the accident ; about the bolting of the door, that there has been so much talk over " " The door bolted itself when Honour caused it to be closed ; St. Martin's Eve. 12 173 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. it has been conclusively decided so," sharply interrupted Mrs. Darling. " I know it has, ma'am," replied the maid. " But Honour is off her head, and does not know what she is saying. She has been raving about her mistress, fancying she's at the bed- side, and asking her whether she did not bolt the doors on Master Benja when he was burning, or whether she set him on fire ? It's dreadful to hear her, poor thing." If ever a sudden change was seen in a woman, you might have seen it then in Mrs. Darling. Her ruddy, good-humoured countenance assumed the hue it had worn when shunning Mr. Pym's look that night before the Carleton Arms — though for the matter of that, he had equally shunned hers. " I'll go to her," she said, presently. " Poor creature, she must be quite mad ! I'll go and see what can be done for her. Perhaps a strait-waistcoat will be necessary." Accordingly Mrs. Darling made her way along the corridor. Crouching against the nursery-door, as she turned the corner, was what at first looked like a huge black balloon. It proved to be the petticoats of her daughter, who appeared to be listen- ing to something in the nursery. "Charlotte!" Mrs. St. John lifted her scared face : a white face, not so much of terror as of some great anguish, with wild eyes gazing from it. Softly rising, she spoke in a whisper. "I can hear his cries — his. I heard them last night, all night long." Mrs. Darling's heart leaped, as the saying runs, into her mouth. Was she going mad — was every one going mad ? " Listen ! There it is again ! " " Charlotte, my dear child, you cannot be well this morning. These troubles have unhinged you. When you " Mrs. Darling suddenly stopped, and began to feel a little "unhinged" herself. There certainly was a sound within the room ; a repetition of faint whining or moaning. " I knew they could never take him out of it ! " whis- pered Mrs. St. John. " Hark ! But his cries were louder then." Mrs. Darling looked at her. Could she be succumbing to superstitious fears? Mrs. Darling hardly thought it possible, being herself so very practical a woman, in contradistinction to an imaginative one. She no^more believed in ghosts than she HONOUR'S RAVINGS. 179 did in the spirits recently become fashionable : and she opened the nursery-door very gingerly and peeped in. It was the dog Brave. Poor Brave must have found his way into the room on the previous day, on the removal of the coffin, and had been shut in ever since. Not barking, not making any noise to attract attention, simply sitting there under the trestles, whining and crying. There had been some trouble with Brave since the death : he would find his way into the corridor, and there howl and moan. "See, Charlotte!" said Mrs. Darling, in reassuring tones. " Poor dumb creature ! " Deeming it well that her daughter should see, as the most effectual antidote to any such fears as those alluded to above, she gently took her arm to pull her forward. Charlotte drew back in sudden fear. " I carit look ! ,? she gasped. " You dare not force me ! Is he walking about with the lighted church ? " " Oh, Charlotte, do, do just glance in ! You are not your- self, I see " — and poor Mrs. Darling looked as terrified as her, as she was looking at the door. " It is only poor Brave ; he must have been shut in here." She threw the door open, went in, and drove out the dog. Mrs. St. John stood against the wall as it passed her, carefully avoiding all sight of the chamber. Her mood changed to anger when she saw Brave. " I gave orders that he should not be allowed to enter the house — that he should be kept chained up in the stables — sent away — sold — anything. How dare they disobey me ! " Mrs. Darling put her daughter's arm within her own and led her to her own chamber. " I will see that the dog does not annoy you again, Charlotte. Lie on the sofa and keep your- self quiet : we shall be ready to go in half-an-hour." Closing the door on Charlotte, she proceeded to Honour's chamber at the end of the passage. The girl was in bed, lying in all the restlessness of delirium. Her head was turning from side to side, her face was flushed, her speech rambled. Mrs. Darling involuntarily asked herself whether the whinings of the dog through the night in the adjoining chamber, which must have penetrated to Honour's ears, had contributed to this increase of the malady. No less than three maid-servants were posted round the bed, staring, listening, whispering. The sound of Mrs. Darling's IoO ST. MARTIN'S EVE. entrance seemed to attract the attention of the patient, who looked momentarily towards her; but the ominously-bright eyes evidently saw nothing : they turned to the opposite wall, gazing, as it were, beyond it. The words that escaped from her lips — not consecutively as they are about to be written, but by fits and snatches — startled Mrs. Darling as few things had ever startled her in all her life before. They were equivalent to accusing her mistress of the murder of her step-son. " He was the heir, you see, sir," she said, addressing some imaginary personage ; " he was keeping her own flesh and blood out of the inheritance. I saw all along that it was more than she could bear. Don't you remember the scene that day when you came home from London, and we took the two children to meet you in the park ? You took up Benja and carried him in, but the little one cried and we left him. Don't you remember it, sir? — she struck Benja to the ground and bruised him. You said it was an accident, but I knew better. Oh, sir, why did you leave him under her charge ? Wasn't it as well to make your will one way as the other ? " She was evidently in the past, and he whom she was address- ing in imagination, was her dead master. " It was so easy to accomplish ! " went on Honour, her head turning faster than ever, but her eyes fixed as before. "It was only the running up the stairs from the dining-room, where she was shut in, and setting fire to him, and bolting the doors on his screams, and running back again. Oh, why did you leave him to her ? Didn't you remember that he was keeping out Georgy? She says she never left the dining-room, but don't you believe her. She did, and I can speak to it." Mrs. Darling, who had been slowly gathering her presence of mind, and could not do it all at once, turned her ashy coun- tenance on the gaping servants. Perhaps she hardly knew what to say, or how to treat the ravings. " It is a very bad case of brain fever," she said, striving to speak with unconcern. " Her mind is quite gone, poor thing," — as indeed it was. " I had a governess once who suffered under an attack of the same. She persisted that I had killed my youngest daughter, Miss Rose Darling, and all the time the child was alive and well at her elbow. The two cases seem precisely similar. Go down, will you? I think the room ought to be kept quiet : and send one of the men instantly to hasten Mr. Pym." HONOUR'S RAVINGS. They filed out of the room in obedience, and Mrs. Darling sat down to remain, thinking, poor woman, that her lines were hard just now. She sat there until the doctor entered. "Ah, ha," said he, "so the brain's touched in earnest. I thought it would be so." "She is quite deranged, Mr. Pym; she has been saying the strangest things." " What things ? " Mrs. Darling turned the question off. " All sorts of non- sense," she said, coughing. " Mr. Pym, I think I shall stop here and nurse her myself. She is too ill to be left to servants." " And let Mrs. St. John go alone ? " " I think I must. Prance will be with her, and she will have her child. Perhaps in a few hours Honour may be better." Mr. Pym had drawn nearer to the bed. Honour was wandering again; was repeating again the same "nonsense," as Mrs. Darling had called it. Alas ! she must go on repeating it until some turn to the malady came. The excited brain had its task to perform, and could only go over it, over it, over it, until better moments should dawn. The surgeon listened and heard as much as Mrs. Darling had heard. "Yes," said he, "it maybe as well that you should nurse her. Servants are such gossips." "Three of them were in, listening, just now. Mr. Pym, how is it that these false notions take possession of an invalid's brain ? " asked Mrs. Darling. Mr. Pym paused before he replied. " How is it that dreams take possession of it ? " he returned. " The girl has had an awful shock, and the brain is suffering. The imagination is apt to be erratic at these times, indulging in absurd and fantastic fancies." " Very absurd and fantastic in this case ! " pronounced Mrs. Darling. "Well, I shall stay with her. It must be either myself or Prance." " Prance won't do," said the surgeon. " She and Honour hate each other like poison." The plan was carried out. Mrs. St. John, her child, and Prance departed for the cottage ; Mrs. Darling remained at the Hall in attendance on Honour; and Mr. Pym did hardly anything but dodge in and out of it all day, walking to and from Alnwick at the pace of a steam-engine. Honour was dangerously ill. 182 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. ) In the dusk of evening, when the house was quiet, and Mrs. Darling sat by the bedside, her brain almost as busy as the one she was there to guard, the thought arose to her that she would put at rest (as far as it could be put to rest) a question that troubled her. In closing the nursery-door quietly — as it had been represented the unfortunate child did close it — would the bolt slip into its groove ? Was it possible that it could do so ? Mrs. Darling had pondered the doubt that day more than she would have cared to tell. Rising from her chair, she was about to cross the room when some one came in. " Who's that?" sharply called out Mrs. Darling, somewhat startled. It was only one of the under-maids, bringing in some beef- tea in a cup. " How quietly you must have come up ! " exclaimed Mrs. Darling. " I have list shoes on, ma'am," replied the girl. She put down the cup and advanced on tiptoe to take a glance at Honour. The fever still continued, the brain was still at work ; but just now the head was quiet. " She seems a trifle better ! " cried the girl. "I fear not in mind," answered Mrs. Darling. " Her last fancy seems to be that she set fire to the child, and then ran away and left him." " Poor creature ! Well, so in a manner she did, ma'am, for it was through her want of caution that it happened." The girl gazed a few minutes and went down. Mrs. Darling — by the way, was that last assertion of hers a true one or a flight of fancy? — listened to the receding footsteps. She thought she heard them come back again, those or others, but silence supervened, and she concluded she was mistaken. Now or never! She did want to try that door, and the opportunity seemed favourable : for she would not for the whole world, no, nor for ten worlds, suffer it to be known that any doubt could enter her mind, or any one's mind, upon the point. Quitting Honour's room, she stepped to the nursery- door, and there — paused. What feeling came over Mrs. Darling at the moment she could never afterwards tell. Had she been of a superstitious nature it might have been accounted for ; but she was not. Some feeling or impulse, however, did cause her to walk away from the door without entering, and go on to the dressing-room, intending to see if she could try the experiment from that side. HONOUR'S RAVINGS. 183 As she quitted it she could have declared she heard a chair move within, only that she knew she must be mistaken. She went with soft tread across the dressing-room carpet in the twilight of the evening. The door stood half open ; to her surprise ; for since the fatal night it had been kept rigidly shut. She was about to pull it to, when it was closed from the other side, pretty smartly. In her consternation she opened it at once, and — stood face to face with Surgeon Pym. He had been trying the experiment on his own score. Their eyes met ; and it was curious to note the difference in the demeanour of the two as they stood gazing at each other. Mrs. Darling, agitated, nervous, almost terrified ; the surgeon, collected, keen, perfectly self-possessed. She tried to frame an excuse. " I was going to look into the nursery, to see whether the servants have set it to rights to-day. I fancy they have not." "And I," said the surgeon, "was seeing whether the bolt would slip if a person merely shut the door. I find it won't." Honour Tritton's ravings, the effect of a diseased brain, ceased with her recovery; and there remained with her no recollection whatever of having uttered them, for Mr. Pym tested her on the point. With her restoration to reason, Mrs. Darling was less confined, and she divided her time between the Hall and the Cottage, but did not yet finally quit the former. Mrs. Darling resolved to speak to her, and the opportunity came. One evening when she was alone in the drawing-room, Honour knocked at the door and came in The girl looked the wreck of her former self; thin, pale, shadowy, her black gown seemed much too large for her, and the dark circles under her eyes were excessively conspicuous on her naturally light skin. "Could I speak to you for a few minutes, ma'am?" she asked. " Yes," said Mrs. Darling, a feeling of nervousness arising within her at the request. " You had better sit down, Honour ; you are weak still." Honour obeyed. She had come to speak of her own departure ; to thank Mrs. Darling for her care of her, and to say that the sooner she was away now, the better. She thought of going on the following day, or the day after, if Mrs. Darling would allow it. ST. MARTIN'S EVE. Mrs. Darling heaved a sigh of relief, perhaps she could hardly tell why or wherefore. " I did not think you were strong enough to go anywhere yet. But as you please. Are you aware, Honour, what cruel things you said of your mistress ? " she resumed, in low tones. Honour looked up in genuine surprise. "/ said cruel things, ma'am ! What did I say ? " "I hardly like to tell you what you said," replied Mrs. Darling. "You accused her over and over again of having set fire to the child and left him to burn to death. Were you to say such words in your right senses, you might be in danger of transportation for speaking them." Honour burst into tears. She had no recollection whatever of her fault, and humbly begged pardon for it. "Of course we do not look upon you as responsible for what you said," continued Mrs. Darling; "the ravings of a diseased mind go for nothing. But they are not the less un- pleasant to hear, and your mistress feels enough grief from this matter without its being unnecessarily added to. You, of all persons, should be careful not to add to her sorrow. It was only this very day, when we were speaking of Benja, that she fervently exclaimed, if her whole fortune could bring him back to life, it should be given. There are moments" — Mrs. Darling dropped her voice as though she were speaking to her- self, rather than to Honour — " when I have fancied she would sacrifice even George's life, could that bring his brother back again. Believe me, she regrets him as much as you can do." Subdued, weak, humble, Honour could only give vent to excuses and penitent tears. She had never really suspected her mistress, she said, and, indeed, she had never suspected any one of her own good will ; it was her wicked thoughts that would rise up in spite of her. Not her mistress, however ; if she had indulged these thoughts, it was of Prance. It was desperately wicked, she knew, but the boy's death seemed to take her reason from her. She hoped Prance would not come to hear of it ; and for herself, she would never, never harbour such fancies again. So Honour left Alnwick Hall. She had to go first of all to Castle Wafer, Mr. St. John having sent for her. The fact was, the occurrence had made a most startling and unhappy impres- sion on the master of Castle Wafer. The account he had received of it was a very partial one, and he naturally wished HONOUR'S RAVINGS. 185 for correct details. When the summons came, Honour had flung up her hands in a sort of terror. How should she dare to meet Mr. Isaac St. John, and proclaim to him personally her wicked carelessness? Mrs. Darling also had seemed much put out : but there was no help for it, and she cautioned Honour. "Take care," she gravely said, "that not a hint of those wicked and foolish suspicions is dropped to Mr. St. John." In anything but an enviable frame of mind, did Honour enter on the interview with Mr. St. John at Castle Wafer. He sat on the sofa in his own sitting-room, his back propped up with soft pillows, and Honour, whom he invited to a seat, sat in her new mourning, and wept before him. The first timidity over, she confessed the whole ; made, as it were, a clean breast of it, and told how her own thoughtlessness, in leaving the child alone with the lighted toy, had been the cause of the calamity. Mr. St. John was painfully interested in the little coincidence she mentioned — that the first idea of the toy, the lighted church, had been gathered at the fair that was being held the very day he came to Alnwick. It was at this point that Honour burst into tears, which she was quite unable to control. However Mr. St. John might have been disposed to condemn the carelessness, he could only feel compassion for the sufferer. She should never know another truly happy moment, she sobbed, should never cease to reproach herself as long as life should last. She gave herself the whole blame ; she said not a word of the old doubts ; and when Mr. St. John questioned her as to the fastening of the doors, she declared that she could not tell herself how they had become fastened, but mentioned the conclusion come to by the household and the coroner. They decided that the little boy had himself fastened the one ; and for the other, some thought it had never been fastened at all ; only she, Honour, had fancied it in her flurry ; others thought it must have bolted itself when the little boy shut it, and she could only suppose that it did so bolt. She spoke of the great sorrow of her mistress, as testified to by Mrs. Darling, and told how she had left the Hall because she could not yet bear the sight of it : and not a whisper did she breathe of the unseemly scene which had occurred on that memorable afternoon. In short, it seemed that Honour was striving to make amends for the harsh and unjustifiable words she had used of her mistress in her delirium. 186 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. Mr. St. John inquired whether she was going back to the Hall. " Never, never ! " she answered ; she should take service as far away from it as possible, where folks would not point at her as having caused the death of an innocent child. Not as a nurse— who would be likely to trust her in that capacity now ? — but as a house or laundry maid. A moment's deliberation with himself, and then Mr. St. John offered her a service in his own household. One of the housemaids was about to leave to be married ; if Honour would like the situa- tion the housekeeper should engage her. Again burst forth the tears. Not suppressed sobs this time, but soft tears of gratitude. For there was a tone of compassion in Mr. St. John's voice that found its way to the heart of the unhappy woman ; none had addressed such to her since that miserable day, the Eve of St. Martin ; and she could have been his slave in all reverence for life. Thankfully did she accept the offered situation ; and it was decided with the housekeeper afterwards that she should enter upon it in a month's time, when both health and spirits might be somewhat renewed. Before the first week of that month had elapsed, Mr. St. John made an effort, and went over to Alnwick. In his courteous sympathy he deemed that a visit was due to Mrs. Carleton St. John ; the more especially that he had not been able to make it at the time, or to attend the funeral. There were also certain little matters of business to be mentioned to her, now that George was the heir, to whom he was also guardian ; but without any of the additional power vested in him, as it had been in regard to Benja. He went this time by rail. Brumm said so much of the additional length of the journey by road in his master's present weak state, that Mr. St. John yielded for once, and a compart- ment was engaged, where he would be alone, with Brumm to attend upon him. On arriving at Alnwick, they found Mrs. Carleton St. John was still at her mother's cottage ; and to the cottage Isaac went. Had he arrived only a day later, he would not have seen her whom he came to see. Mrs. Carleton St. John was on the wing. She was starting for Scarborough that very evening, as Mrs. Darling sharply expressed it, as if the travelling by night did not meet her approbation ; but she had allowed Charlotte to have her own way as a child, she whispered to Mr. St. John, and Charlotte chose to have it still. HONOUR'S RAVINGS. 187 What struck Mr. St. John more than anything else in this visit, was the exceeding stillness that seemed to pervade Mrs. Carleton St. John. She sat in utter quietness, her hands clasped on her knee, her black dress falling around her slender form in soft folds, the white crape lappets of her cap thrown behind. The expression of her bent face was still, almost to apathy ; her manner! and voice were subdued. So young and pretty did she look in her grief, that Mr. St. John's heart went out to her in compassion. He saw a slight shiver pass through her frame when she first spoke of Benja : she grieved for him, she murmured ; and she told the tale of how she had struck him that fatal afternoon — oh, if she could only recall that ! it weighed so heavily upon her. Oh, if she could — if she could — and Mr. St. John saw the fervour with which the wish was aspirated, the drawn lines about the pretty but haggard mouth, the hands lifted for once and clasped to pain — if she could only recall him back to life ! She wanted change, she said ; she was going to Scarborough. George did not seem to grow strong again, and she thought it might do him good ; he was fractious and ailing, and per- petually crying for Benja. Mamma was angry at her travelling by night, but no one but herself knew how long and tedious her nights were ; she seemed to be always seeing Benja. When she went to sleep she dreamt he was alive again, and to awake up from that to the reality was more cruel than all. Isaac St. John, as he sat and listened to the plaintive voice, pitied her beyond everything. There had not been wanting people, even within his small sphere of daily life, to comment on the gratification it must be to Mrs. Carleton St. John (apart from the loss of the child and its peculiar horror) to see her own son the inheritor. Isaac St. John resentfully wished they could see her and hear her now. He acquiesced in the expe- diency of change, both for herself and the child, and warmly urged her to exchange Scarborough for Castle Wafer. His step-mother, Mrs. St. John, was there, and they would make her so much more comfortable than she could be at any watering-place. But he urged in vain. She thanked him for his kindness, saying she would prefer to go to Scarborough now, but would keep his invitation for a future opportunity. To the business matters she declined to listen. If it was at all necessary that he should discuss them, let it be with her mamma; or perhaps with Mr. Drake the lawyer. Mr. Drake 188 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. knew all about everything, she supposed ; and he would attend on Mr. St. John if requested. So, after a two hours' sojourn at the cottage, Isaac St. John quitted it, and the following day he returned to Castle Wafer. He had not mentioned that Honour was about to enter on service at Castle Wafer. Upon Honour's name occurring in conversation in connection with the accident on St. Martin's Eve, Mrs. Carleton St. John had shown symptoms of excite- ment : she wished Honour had died, she said, before she had wrought such ill : and Isaac, perhaps feeling rather ashamed to confess that his household was going to shelter her, let the subject drop. Mrs. St. John and the child started for Scarborough, Prance and three or four other servants in attendance upon her. Not Mrs. Darling. The younger lady had civilly but firmly declined her mother's companionship. She would rather be alone, she said, and Mrs, Darling yielded — as she had done all through Charlotte's life. But it appeared that Scarborough did not please her. She had been in it little more than a week, when Mrs. Darling heard that she had gone to some place in Westmoreland. From thence, after another short sojourn, she made her way to Dover. It was getting close to Christmas then, and Mrs. Darling, feeling an uneasiness she could not well define, hastened to her, under the pretext of accompanying her home. She found Charlotte anything but benefited by her travellings, if looks might be trusted, for she was more thin, more wan, more haggard than before ; and George was ill still. Whether George St. John had eaten too much at that memorable birthday dinner, or whether the shock and horror of seeing Benja, as he had seen him, was telling upon his system, certain it was the child had declined from that night. Mr. Pym had treated him for indigestion, and he seemed a little better for a few days, but the improvement did not continue. Never again was he the merry boy he had been : fractious, irritable, and mourning incessantly for Benja; his spirits failed, his appetite would not return. He had not derived benefit from the change of scene any more than his mother, and that, Mrs. Darling on her arrival saw. "What can be the matter with him ? " was the first question Mrs. St. John addressed to her mother, and the anxiety visible in the wild eyes alarmed Mrs. Darling. HONOUR'S RAVINGS. " Charlotte, calm yourself, my dear ; indeed there is no cause for uneasiness. I think you have moved him about too much ; children want repose at times as well as we do. The quiet of the Hall and Mr. Pym's care will soon bring him round. We will go back at once." " I am not going back to the Hall," said Charlotte. " Not going back ! " repeated Mrs. Darling. "Not at present." " My dear Charlotte, you must go back. How is the Hall to get on at Christmas without you ? " "Must?" significantly returned Charlotte. " I am my own mistress ; accountable to none." "Of course, my love; of course. But, Charlotte" — and Mrs. Darling seemed unduly anxious — "it is right that you should spend Christmas there. Georgy is the heir now." " He is the possessor," said Charlotte, calmly. " He is the possessor of Alnwick, he will be the inheritor of more ; he will be Sir George Carleton St. John — as his father would have been had he but lived." "Yes," said Mrs. Darling, stealing a side glance at her daughter, who was resting her cheek upon her slender fingers, her gaze fixed upwards. "But, mamma, I wish now it were Benja; I wish Georgy was as he used to be. I think a complete change of scene may do him good," she added after a pause, " and I shall take him abroad : immediately : for perhaps a year." Mrs. Darling stood aghast. " But, what's to become of the Hall ? what's to be done with it ? " "Anything," was the indifferent reply. "It is mine to do what I choose with — that is, it's Georgy's — and who is to question me ? Live in it yourself, if you like ; let it ; leave servants in it ; I don't care. Georgy is my only care now, mamma, and I shall take him abroad to get him strong." Yes, Alnwick Hall and its broad acres were George's now, but they did not seem to have brought pleasure in their train. Was it that the almost invariable law of nature was obtaining in this case, and the apples, coveted^ proved bitter ashes in possession ? Charlotte St. John looked back to the days and nights of warfare with existing things, to the rebellion of her own spirit at her child's secondary position, to the vain, ardent longing that he should be the heir and supplant Benja. Well, she had her wish. But where was the pleasure she had looked 190 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. forward to as in a vision, where the triumph? It had not come; it seemed to have vanished utterly and outwardly, even as had poor Benja. What was, what could be, the cause for this ? She crossed over" at once to the Continent, hoping there to find relief for the new ailments of Georgy as for her own worn spirits ; and Mrs. Darling went back to her cottage in dudgeon, and then took wing to her mother's to spend Christmas. And servants alone reigned at Alnwick Hall. CHAPTER XVIII. ADELINE DE CASTELLA. Christmas came for other lands, just as surely as it did for England ; and the young ladies of Madame de Nino's finishing establishment at Belport were gathered round the schoolroom stove on that festal morning. Rose Darling taking the best place as usual ; and also, as usual, swaying all minds to her own imperious will. Rose was in a vile humour ; believing herself to be the worst-used mortal in the world. She had fully reckoned on going home for Christmas — or at least into Berk- shire ; and Mrs. Darling's excuses about the uncertainty of her own movements only angered her the more. " Don't bother here about your privileges and advantages ! " she wrathfully exclaimed, elbowing the girls away from her, and tossing back her shower of golden curls. "What do the French know about keeping Christmas ? France is a hundred years behind England in civilization, just as the French girls are behind us." 4 4 Well done, Rose !" cried Adeline de Castella. " Adeline excepted, of course," went on Rose, addressing no one in particular. "Why, the French don't know as much as the use of the mistletoe ! — and our friends send us here to be trained and educated ! No Christmas ! no holidays — except a month in autumn, which you are not expected to take ! It is a pernicious country ; an unnatural state of things ; and the British government ought to interfere and forbid the schools to receive English girls." ADELINE DE CASTELLA. 191 "But don't the French keep Christmas ?" asked a new girl, and a very stupid one, Grace Lucas. " Bah ! " ejaculated Rose. " As if they kept anything except the Jour de l'An ! " "The what?" timidly asked Grace Lucas. " Qu'elle est bete ! " cried Rose in her careless manner. "Have some consideration, Rose," spoke Adeline in French. " Why, she has heard it fifty times ! " retorted Rose in English. " Every one is not so apt as you." "Apt at what?" asked Rose fiercely, a glowing coloui rising to her face. Since the episode connected with Mr. Marl- borough, Rose's conscience was prone to conjure up hidden sarcasm in every sentence addressed to her. " I meant at picking up French," laughed Adeline. " What else should I mean ? " "Oh, thank you," chafed Rose. "I understand." " Don't be cross, Rose. Have I not elected to spend my Christmas here, with you all ? You show me no gratitude." " You can afford to laugh — and to make a merit of stopping here," retorted Rose. "When in seven days from this you leave for good ! " " If Rose could only change places with you ! " interrupted Mary Carr. " Speak for yourself, if you please, Mary Carr," was Rose's fiery answer: "who wants to change places with her? But, Adeline, I do envy you the balls and gaiety between now and Careme." The Castella family must not be classed with the ordinary run of people frequenting Belport. Monsieur de Castella — in his own family chiefly called Signor de Castella — was descended from a noble Spanish family on the paternal side \ his mother had been a proud and well-bom Italian. His usual place of residence was Paris. But some years previous to this present time, symptoms of delicacy became apparent in. Adeline; the medical men strongly recommended the seaside, and she was brought to Belport. It appeared to agree with her so well, so establish her health and strength, that Monsieur de Castella took on lease one of the handsomest and largest houses in the town. Sometimes he had to make long absences in Paris, in Spain, and in Italy ; Madame de Castella always accompanied him, and Adeline would then be left at Madame de Nino's. This I 9 2 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. winter would probably be their last in Belport ; the summer was to be spent at the French chateau of Madame de Castella' s mother, an English lady by birth ; and after that they intended to resume their residence in Paris. They were very wealthy, highly connected and considered, and Adeline was their only child. There had been an elder girl, Maria, but she died : and this made Adeline all the more precious to them. As you read on, you will know her better — and love her. She was now about to be introduced to the world. New Year's Day was her birthday, when she would be eighteen ; and I dare say you are aware that it is about the greatest fete the French keep, always excepting All Saints' Day. Madame de Castella had issued cards for an assembly in the evening, and Adeline was to be introduced. The schoolgirls called it Adeline's inauguration ball. Amidst other hidden secrets, sedulously guarded from the teachers, Madame de Nino's pupils were in possession of a pack of what they called fortune-telling cards. They were not playing cards, but thin, small, transparent squares, made from the leaf of the sensitive-plant. On each square was a carefully painted flower, purporting to be an emblem. Rose, happy love ; cross-of-Jerusalem, sorrow ; snowdrop, purity ; bachelor's- button, vanity ; hyacinth, death ; and so on. Three or four of these squares were placed on the palm of the hand, the flowers downwards, so that one square could not be distinguished from another. They would in most cases curl slightly and leap from the hand ; but should any one adhere to it, it was deemed a proof of affinity with the owner, a foreshadowing of her fate to come. For instance : if it were the cross-of-Jerusalem that remained, the holder was pronounced to be destined to sorrow ; if the bachelor's-button, the girl's life was to be passed in vanity. It was at the best but a silly pastime, meet only for those silly girls ; but there are of those schoolgirls who, to this hour, would confess to a superstitious belief in them, unexplain- able alike to themselves and to any known law of reason. Else why, they would ask, should one particular leaf have clung always to Adeline de Castella, and been so singularly ex- emplified in her destiny ? That it did cling to her is a fact : otherwise, I should never have thought of noticing any pastime so puerile. The first time these cards were tried, the girls were in their room, supposed to be in bed. Mam'selle Fifine had gone down ADELINE DE CASTELLA. 193 with the light, and Rose had lighted one of her large wax tapers, which she kept locked up from prying eyes. Adeline had both her hands stretched out, three squares on each. Five of the squares rolled off quickly, more quickly than usual ; the sixth slightly fluttered, and then settled down, quiet and passive on her palm. Janet Duff took it up at length, but dropped it again as one startled. " Oh ! it is bad ! " she said, in a whisper. Mary Carr turned the square. It was a French marigold. " 6 French marigold : unhappy love ; its end possible death/ " read Janet Duff from the explanations. "It is about the worst in the pack." Some of the girls shivered — that dortoir was always cold. Adeline laughed merrily. " It is only nonsense/ she said : and she spoke as she thought. And the singular part was, that Adeline de Castella had tried those cards since, a dozen times at least; and this ill- omened French marigold had always clung to her whenever it was of those placed on her hand. The hyacinth had been dreaded so much from the first, that Janet Duff took it out of the pack. And the French marigold, so far as was seen, never rested on any other hand than Adeline de Castella's. "It is certainly singular," mused Adeline, when she tried her fate at the cards for the last time before leaving school, and the French marigold clung to her as usual. New Year's Day came in : and with its evening a clash of many carriages, impatient horses, and quarrelsome coachmen filled the streets, for the gay world of Belport was flocking to the house of Signor de Castella. It was a brilliant scene, those reception-rooms, brilliant with their blaze of light and their exotics. Adeline de Castella stood by her mother. The guests had known and thought of her but as a plainly attired, simple schoolgirl, and were not prepared to recognize her as she stood before them in her costly attire and wondrous beauty. Her robes of white lace, flowing and elegant, sparkled with emeralds ; single chains of emeralds encircled her neck, her arms, and confined in their place the waves of her silken hair ; lustrous emeralds, heirlooms of the ancient family of de Castella. Her features, pure and regular as if chiselled from marble, were glowing with the crimson flush of excitement, rendering more conspicuous her excessive loveliness. St. Martin's Eve. 13 194 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " Oh, Adeline," whispered Mary Carr, when she could steal a few words with her, " how beautiful you are ! " " What ! have you turned flatterer too ! " " Flattery — to you ! How mistaken they were to-night, when they supposed Rose would outshine all ! If they could only see you now ! " Miss Carr brought her words and her breath to a standstill, for, coming in at the door were Mr. and Mrs. Marlborough. " Yes," said Adeline, answering her exclamation of astonish- ment; "mamma met them to-day, just as they arrived from Paris, and made them promise to look in to-night. They are on their road to England. Lord John Seymour is with them." " What will Rose say? " ejaculated Mary Carr. Mr. and Mrs, Marlborough, Adeline, and others were stand- ing together when Rose came up. Rose was not aware in whose presence she was, till she stood face to face with George Marlborough. A random remark she had been about to make to Adeline died upon her lips, and her face turned white. Eleanor was crimson ; and there might have been an awkward pause, but for the readiness of Mr. Marlborough. "How do you do, Miss Darling?" he said, with a pleasant smile. " Nearly frozen up with this winter cold? It has been very severe in Paris." Rose recalled her scattered senses, and began to talk with him at random : but she barely exchanged courtesies with Eleanor. " Ellen," whispered Mr. Marlborough to his wife, later in the evening, " may I dance a quadrille with her ? " " How silly ! — to ask me that ! I think it is the best thing you can do." But there was a shy, conscious blush on Mrs. Marlborough's cheek, as she answered. Her husband saw it, and went off laughing, and the next minute Rose was dancing with him. "Which of my presents do you admire most?" asked Adeline of Mary Carr, directing her attention to an extensive display of articles ranged together in the card-room : all offer- ings to her that day from friends and relatives, according to French custom on New Year's Day. " What a lovely little clock in miniature ! " exclaimed Rose, looking over Mary's shoulder. " It is a real clock," said Adeline, "it plays the chimes at the hours, and those are real diamonds. My grandmamma always ADELINE DE CASTELLA. 195 said she should give me something worth keeping on my eighteenth birthday, and she sent me this. I am so sorry she was not well enough to come to us for to-night ! Stay, I will touch the spring." As Adeline raised her right hand hastily, anxious that Rose and Mary Carr should hear the melodious chimes of this ingenious ornament, the chains of her emerald bracelet caught in the button of a gentleman's coat, who made one of the group pressing round her. With a slight jerk she disentangled the chain, but it brought away with it a flower he had held in his hand. // was a French marigold! The brilliant hue deepened upon Adeline's cheek as she looked at the flower. She turned and held it out to the owner. He was a stranger, a young and most distinguished-looking man, possessing in no common degree that air of true nobility which can neither be concealed nor assumed. His countenance was one of rare beauty, and his eyes were bent with a pleasant earnest expression of admiration upon Adeline. You have met him before, reader, but Adeline had not. She addressed an apology to him, as she restored the flower, speaking intuitively in English : it required not an introduction to know that that tall, high-bred man was no Frenchman. He was answering a few words of gallantry, as he received it — that the fair hand it had been in invested the flower with an extrinsic interest — when M. de Castella came into the circle, an aged man by his side, " Adeline," he said to his daughter, " have you forgotten your old friend, the Baron de la Chasse ? " With an exclamation of pleasure, Adeline held out her hand. She had been so much with the English, that she had fully acquired their habit of hand-shaking. The old baron did not seem to understand her, but he took her hand and placed it within his arm. They moved away, and there was a general breaking up of the group. "Lottie Singleton," began Rose, "do you know who that handsome man is ? " "Handsome!" returned Miss Singleton. "Everybody's handsome with you. I call him old and ugly." " I don't mean the French baron. That distinguished- looking Englishman with the marigold." " He ! I know nothing of him. He came in with the Max- wells. I saw Sir Sandy introduce him to Madame de Castella." 196 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " Where could he have found that French marigold at this season of the year ? " wondered Rose. " Oh, Miss Maxwell has all sorts of odd flowers in that box of hers, four feet square, which she calls her conservatory,'' returned the archdeacon's daughter. "He must have found.it there." " Lord John," cried Rose, summarily arresting Lord John Seymour, who was passing, and whom she had never seen but once in her life, and that months before, " who is that hand- some man I saw you talking with just now?" "It is my cousin's husband, Miss Darling," lisped Lord John, who had an impediment in his speech. " Young Marl- borough." " I don't speak of him" cried Rose, impatiently, an associa- tion dyeing her cheeks. "A tall, pale man, features very refined." " You must mean St. John." " Who ? " repeated Rose. " Frederick St. John. Brother to St. John of Castle Wafer." Rose Darling drew a deep breath in her utter astonishment. " And so that's Frederick St. John ! I have heard of him and his beauty." " He is handsome," assented Lord John, " and he's more pleasing than handsome. Fred St. John's one of the best fellows going. We were together at Christchurch." " Is he staying at Belport?" " Only passing through, he tells me. He has been dining at the Maxwells' and they brought him here this evening." " I wish you'd introduce him to me." ("Well done, Rose," thought Mary Carr, who was near.) "With pleasure," replied Lord John : and he offered his arm to Rose. " No," said Rose, in her changeable, capricious, but most attractive manner, withdrawing her own as soon as she had taken it, "I think I'll go up to him myself. We are relatives, you know." " Indeed ! " said Lord John. "Connections, at any rate," concluded Rose. She chose a moment when Mr. St. John was alone, and ap- proached him. Beginning the self-introduction by holding out her hand. Mr. St. John looked surprised. "You don't know me," said Rose, " Lord John Seymour ADELINE DE CASTELLA. 197 offered to introduce you to me, but I said it was not needed between relatives. I have heard a great deal of Frederick St. John : we are cousins in a degree, you know. I am Rose Darling." The name did not recall any association to Mr. St. John. He stood smiling on the bright girl before him, with her sunny blue eyes and her mass of golden hair. "You forget, I see, and I must be more explanatory. My half-sister, Charlotte Norris, married Mr. Carleton St. John. Mamma saw you recently at Alnwick Hall. My brother Frank was there." His answer was to take both Rose's hands into his, as an apology for his stupidity, and assure her that he was proud and pleased to find such a cousin. Rose remained talking to him. " What a dreadful thing it was, that little boy's death ! " she exclaimed. " I had heard of him often ; little Benja St. John ! And to be burnt to death ! — oh, it was terrible ! Who was in fault ? " " The nurse. She left him alone with a paper toy that had a lighted candle within it, and by some means he set himself on fire. It was at his funeral that I met Captain Darling." " So much about the accident, mamma has told me in her letters; but particulars she has given none," said Rose. "It is too shocking a thing to write about, she says. Poor little fellow ! I wish he had been saved. What do you think of Charlotte ? " " Of Mrs. Carleton St. John ? I never saw her. She did not appear the day of the funeral. The child's sad death has had a great effect upon her, I hear ; both on her health and spirits. She has left the Hall for a time, and is travelling." "/know that," returned Rose with emphasis, in which there was a world of resentment. "Charlotte has been whirling about from place to place like a troubled spirit. It has kept mamma in a most unsettled state, and prevented her having me over for Christmas. I was so mad when I found I was not to go home ! Such a shame, you know, keeping me at school ! I shall be nineteen next birthday. We have had to give way to Charlotte all our lives." Mr. St. John smiled on the pretty, pouting, rebellious face. " I fear your sister has been grievously shocked by the death," he said. "Change of scene may be absolutely requisite for her." ST. MARTIN'S EVE. " Well then, all I can say is, that it is most unusual, for it is not in Charlotte's nature to be much affected by any earthly thing. She is apathetic to a degree. Of course, she could not help being shocked and grieved at the death ; but I don't understand its making this lasting impression on her and affect- ing her health, as mamma says it does. And now that her son is the heir — you are thinking me hard and cruel to say such things, Mr. St. John," broke off Rose, "but you don't know Charlotte as I do. I am certain that the succession of her own child, George, has been to her a long day-dream, not the less cherished from its apparent impossibility." " I think you don't regard your sister with any great degree of affection, Miss Darling," Mr. St. John ventured to say, smiling on her still. " I don't, and that's the truth," candidly avowed Rose. " If you only knew how mamma has made us bend to Charlotte and her imperious will all our lives, you wouldn't wonder at me. I was the only one who rebelled; I would not ; and to tell you a secret, I believe that's why mamma sent me to school." The strains of music warned Mr. St. John that he must listen to no more ; and, as Rose was herself led away, she saw him dancing with Adeline. He was with her a great deal during the rest of the evening. " The play has begun, Adeline," whispered Rose when she and Mary Carr were leaving. "What play?" " You are already taken with this new stranger : I can see it in your countenance : and he with you. What think you of the episode of the French marigold ? Rely upon it, that man, Frederick St. John, will exercise some powerful influence over your future life." " Oh Rose, Rose ! " remonstrated Adeline, her lips parting with merriment, "we are not all so susceptible to * influence' as you." "We must all fall under it once in our lives," rejoined Rose, unheeding the reproof. " Don't forget my counsel to you here after, Adeline. Beware of this stranger : the French marigold is an emblem of unhappy love." Adeline de Castella laughed : a slighting, careless, triumphant laugh of disbelief : laughed aloud in her pride and power, as she quitted Rose Darling's side, on her way to play her brilliant ADELINE DE CASTELLA. 199 part in the crowd around her. It was spring-time with her then. There was a singular fascination attaching to her, this child of many lands. It is no fable to call her such. England, France, Spain, Italy ; it was singular that she should be, through her grandparents, a descendant of all. But her nature was essentially English. Her rare beauty of form and feature is seldom found united with brilliancy of complexion, as it was in her, save in the patrician daughters of our own land : and the retiring, modest sweetness of her manners, their graceful self-possession, were English to the core. A stranger could have taken her to belong to no other country, and her perfect knowledge of the language, the absence of all foreign accent, would contribute to the delusion. She had been familiar with it from her infancy : Madame de Castella, speaking it herself as a native, took care of that. She had placed English nurses about her children ; and subsequently an English governess, a lady of good birth and breeding but fallen fortunes, had taken charge of them until Maria de Castella's death. It was from this lady that Adeline especially learnt to appreciate and love the English character • insensibly to herself, her own was formed after the model. In short, Adeline de Castella, in spite of her name and her mixed birth, was an English girl. A month or two rolled away. Adeline de Castella paid an occasional visit to her old schoolfellows at Madame de Nino's ; but her time was taken up with a continuous scene of gaiety and visiting. Balls, theatres, soirees — never was she in bed before two or three o'clock in the morning, and sometimes it was later than that. Madame de Castella, still a young woman in every sense of the word, lived but for the world. The school- girls noticed that Adeline wore a pale, wearied look, and one afternoon that she came in, she coughed frightfully. " That's like a consumptive cough ! " exclaimed Rose, with her usual want of consideration. " I have coughed a great deal lately," observed Adeline ; " and coming in from the cold air to the atmosphere of your stifling stove, has brought it on now." No one, however, thought anything serious of the cough, or the weariness. But that time was to come. It was Ash-Wednesday : and Mary Carr was invited to spend the day at Signor de Castella's. Madame de Castella had given a fancy-dress ball the previous Monday night, Lundi gras. 200 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. Rose and Mary had been invited to it, but Madame de Nino refused the invitation for them, point-blank, which nearly drove Rose wild with exasperation. After church, one of the servants attended Miss Carr to Madame de Castella' s — for I suppose you know that in France a young unmarried lady never goes out alone. The house seemed to be in some extraordinary commotion. Servants ran hither and thither with a look of consternation on their faces, and Madame de Castella, when Mary reached her presence, was walking about in her dressing-gown, sobbing hysterically, her breakfast cold and untouched at her side, and her maid, Susanne, standing by her. " What is the matter ? " cried Mary, in terror. "Oh, it is dreadful !" ejaculated Susanne, by way of answer. " Unhappy Mademoiselle Adeline ! " " She is dying ! " sobbed Madame de Castella. " My darling child ! my only child ! She is dying, and I am the cause. Heaven forgive me ! " " Oh, Susanne ! " exclaimed Miss Carr, turning to the maid, " what is it all ? " Susanne and Madame explained between them, both weeping, the latter violently. They were engaged, on the previous night, Mai'di gras, to "assist" at the crowning ball of the Carnival; but when it became time to dress, Adeline felt so ill and weary that she gave up the task in despair. Madame de Castella urged her to exert herself and shake the illness off, but the Signor interfered, and said Adeline had better go to bed. And to bed she went, at nine o'clock. Madame departed at ten for the ball, but came home before twelve, anxious about Adeline. She went into the latter's bedroom, and found her coughing violently, with every appearance of serious illness upon her. Adeline could say nothing, except that she had coughed like that for many nights. Terror-stricken, the unhappy lady alarmed the household, and the medical attendant was sent for. He came at once, aroused out of his slumbers. He thought consumption had set its seal upon Adeline. The seeds of it were, no doubt, inherent in her constitution, though hitherto unsuspected, and the gay scenes she had indulged in, that winter, had brought them forth : the exposures to the night air, to heat and cold, the thin dresses, the fatigue, and the broken rest. He did not say she would not be restored to health ; but he wished for a consultation. ADELINE DE CASTELLA, 201 So, when the early hours gave place to day, the faculty were called together, both French and English. They said just what the family doctor had said, and no more. " I suppose I may not ask to see Adeline," said Mary Carr, when she had learnt these particulars. " Not for the world," interposed the lady's-maid. "Perfect quiet is ordered. Mademoiselle has now a blister on her chest, and a sick-nurse is with her." But, just then, Louise, Adeline's maid, came into the room, with her young lady's love to Miss Carr, and an inquiry why she was so long going up to see her. "There !" sobbed Madame de Castella, "they have told her you are here. Just go to her for five minutes. I rely upon you not to stay longer." Mary Carr followed Louise into Adeline's room, and went on tiptoe to her bedside. The tears came into her eyes when she saw her lying there, so pale and wan. " So their fears have infected you, Mary !" was her salutation, as she looked up from the pillow, and smiled. " Is it not a ridiculous piece of business altogether ? As if no one ever had a cough before ! Do you know we had half-a-dozen doctors here to-day ? " "Susanne said there had been a consultation." " Yes, I could scarcely help laughing. I told them all it was very ridiculous : that beyond the cough, which is nothing, and a little fatigue from the pain in my side, I was no more ill than they were. Dr. Dorre said it was his opinion also, and that I should outlive them all yet." " I hope and trust you will, Adeline ! Is that the nurse ? " " A sick-nurse they have sent in. She is English, and accus- tomed to the disease. Her name's Brayford. You know con- sumption is common enough in your island." Mary Carr thought then — thinks still — that it was a grievous error, their suffering Adeline to know the nature of the disease they dreaded. It was Madame de Castella who betrayed it, in her grief and excitement. " There is so much more fuss being made than is necessary," resumed Adeline. " They have put a blister on my chest, and I am to lie in bed, and live upon slops. I dislike slops." " Is your appetite good ? " asked Mary. " I have not any appetite," was Adeline's reply. " But in .illness we fancy many things, and Louise would have brought 202 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. me up anything I asked for. There's no chance of it, with this nurse here. She seems tiresomely particular, and determined to obey orders to the letter. I asked her, just before you came in, for some wine-and-water, I almost prayed for it, I was so pain- fully thirsty. I could have coveted that three-sous beer some of the English girls at school are so fond of." " Did she let you have it ? J> " No. She told me she would not give me a drop of wine if I paid her for it in gold. I cried about it, I was so disappointed and thirsty. What with the flurry and excitement there has been all the morning, and, — papa and mamma's anxiety, my spirits were low, and I actually cried. But she would not give it me. She brought me some toast-and-water, and said she was going to make me something nice, better than wine. There she is, coddling at it over the fire — very nice I dare say it is / " Mrs. Brayford came forward, and whispered Miss Carr to take her leave. Talking was bad for Mademoiselle de Castella. " Farewell, dearest Adeline ! I shall soon come to see you again.- I know I shall find you better." She was half-way across the room when Adeline called to her. The nurse, who was again leaning over her saucepan, looked up, a remonstrance in her eye if not on her tongue, but Miss Carr returned. ' 4 Mary," she whispered, "go in to mamma, assure her, con- vince her, that I am not so ill as she fears : that it is her love for me which has magnified the danger." " Oh, it's nothing," cried Rose Darling, slightingly, when Miss Carr carried the tale of Adeline's illness back to school. " She will soon be well." " Or die," said Mary Carr. " Die ! You are as absurd as the French doctors, Mary. As if people died of a little night visiting ! I wish they would let me run the risk ! " " If you had seen the house to-day, and Madame de Cas- tella " "I am glad I did not," interrupted Rose; "such scenes are not to my taste. And nothing at all to judge by. The French are always in extremes — ecstasies or despair. So much the better for them. They feel the less." "That is a harsh remark, if intended to apply to Madame de ADELINE DE CASTELLA. 203 Castella," observed Miss Carr. " More intense grief I never care to witness." " No doubt. As intense as it is in her nature to feel ; and shown as the French always do show it, in ravings and hysterics. But I can tell you one thing, Mary Carr, that the only grief to be feared, that which eats into the heart, and tells upon it, is borne in silence ! " What a remark from Rose Darling ! Adeline de Castella grew gradually better ; apparently quite well. But the cold winds and frosts of winter continued that year very late, even to the end of April, and for all that period she was kept a close prisoner to the house. The medical men recommended that she should spend the following winter in a warmer climate. It was therefore decided that the summer should be passed at the Chateau de Beaufoy, as had been pre- viously agreed upon, and, with the autumn, they would go south. A new rumour reached the schoolgirls — that Adeline was about to be married. It was brought to them by Madeleine de Gassicourt, and her friends were intimate with the Castellas. That was a singular year, so far as weather went. Frost and snow, drizzling rain, bleak and biting winds, alternated with each other to the beginning of May : there had been no spring ; but, with that month, May, there came in summer. It was hotter than it often is in July. And this hot weather lasted for several months. It was the second day of this premature summer, and the usual Thursday holiday at Madame de Nino's. The girls were in the inner court, Rose in a furious state of indignation, and ready to quarrel with every one, because she had not been fetched out, when the roll of carriage-wheels was heard, and they peeped through a slit in the great wooden door so as to get a glimpse of the gate of the outer courtyard. Springing down the steps of the carriage, came Adeline de Castella, followed by her mother. A shout of delight arose, excited fingers pushed back the great lock, and a group burst into the outer courtyard. Adeline ran towards them, as de- lighted as they were. Madame de Castella, with an amused laugh and a pleasant word, passed on to the apartments of Madame de Nino, and Mademoiselle Henriette ordered forth Julie, and had the door double-locked. 204 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. Adeline looked infinitely beautiful : for though the face had little more colour in it than there is in Parian marble, the features retained all their exquisite contour, the flowing hair its silky waves, the dark-brown, lustrous eyes their sweet and sad expression. In the midst of Adeline de Castella's brilliant loveliness, there was, and always had been, a peculiar expres- sion of sadness pervading her countenance. It never failed to strike on the notice of the beholder, investing such a face as hers with a singular interest, but it was more than usually observable since her illness. Was it that the unearthly part of her, the spirit, conscious of and mourning for what was in store for her, cast its shadow upon her features ? The girls crowded round silently to look at Adeline's teeth, for one day, during the time she lay ill, Charlotte Singleton had said that the transparent teeth of Adeline de Castella were an indication of a consumptive tendency, and the girls could not agree amongst themselves whether they were so very transparent. " So I have come to see you at last," began Adeline, as she sat down with her two friends, Rose and Mary, on the bench outside the schoolroom windows. " What hot weather has come in all at once ! " " Adeline, how long your illness has been ! We heard you were going to Nice." " Not until autumn. And I don't know whether it will be Nice." "There's Julie !" cried Rose, springing up. "Julie, who's fetched?" " Pas vous, mademoiselle," answered the servant, laughing at Rose's anxiety. ' ' Ah bah! Adeline, we have heard something else. Ah! you know what I mean. Is it true ? " " I believe it is," she answered, a faint blush upon her face, and a careless smile. "Is he handsome?" continued Rose. Of course the first thought that would arise to her. "I have never seen him." " Oh, Adeline ! " uttered Mary Carr, involuntarily, whilst Rose stared with unqualified amazement. " Not yet. He comes from Paris this week to pay us a visit." "Who is he?" "The Baron de la Chasse. Do you recollect seeing, on my ADELINE DE CASTELLA. 205 . ball night, an old gentleman who remained most of the evening by the side of papa ? " " Yes. Well?" answered Rose, impatiently. " It seems he made overtures then to papa for my hand, though I did not know it, and " " It is a sin, an unholy thing, to sacrifice you to an old man ! " interrupted Mary Carr, starting up in her sharp dis- appointment. " Why, his sands of life must be well-nigh run out ! " "A moment, Mary," rejoined Adeline, calmly laying her hand upon Miss Carr's arm : " who is hasty now ? That old man's sands are run out. He died soon after he had played his part in that festal night, which he had come down from Paris purposely to join in. He and papa were old and very dear friends ; closer friends it would not be possible to con- ceive, though there was a difference of twenty years in their ages. His nephew inherits his fortune and title, and it is for him they destine me." " How old is he ? " inquired Rose. " I have not asked/' said Adeline. " Mamma says he is good-looking. It appears that this scheme of uniting the families has been a project of years, though they never told me. Had my sister lived, the honour was to have fallen to her." " I hope you will be happy," observed Miss Carr. " Thank you, Mary. But you speak with hesitation." " Not as to the wish. The hope might be more assured if you already knew, and loved, him who is to be your husband. It is a great hazard to promise to marry one whom we have never seen." " It is the way these things are managed in France," said Adeline. " And the cause that such doubtful felicity condescends to alight on a French ??ienage" broke forth Rose, who had been temporarily silent. " The wives make it out in their intrigues, though. It is a dangerous game, Adeline. Take care." u I hope you do not consider it necessary to warn me against such danger," exclaimed Adeline, the crimson flying to her cheeks. "No; for you have not a particle of the French nature about you," fearlessly returned Rose. "To you, strong in right principle, in refinement of feeling, it can bring only suffering — a yearning after what must never be." 2o6 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. "Englishwomen do not always marry where they love," mused Adeline. " Seldom or never," answered Rose. " With them the passion is generally over. They go more into society, have opportunities of mixing freely, as girls, with the other sex, which you have not, and so the years pass, and by the time their marriage comes, the heart is at rest ; its life has left it." "Then their marriage, even by your own showing, seems to be much on a par with what mine will be." "Their marriage is, Adeline, but their love is over, yours has to come. There lies the difficulty : and the danger." "Where did you get all these wise ideas from?" inquired Adeline, much amused. " I'm not an idiot," was Rose's answer. "And I am apt to speak freely when I feel disappointed. I thought you would be sure to marry an Englishman. You have often said so, and you admire the English so much more than you do the French. You remember that handsome Englishman, of French-marigold memory ? I set it down in my mind that your destiny and his were to be linked together." "You have set many things down in your mind, Rose, that never had place out of it," retorted Adeline, with a merry laugh. " I have not seen him since that night, and probably never shall see him again." " Mademoiselle Rose Darling," exclaimed Clotilde, putting her head out at the schoolroom window. "Oh the joy ! " cried Rose, as she flew away. " I know it's the Singletons." The Baron de la Chasse arrived from Paris, and was betrothed to Adeline de Castella. A small circle of friends were invited to meet him on the evening of the betrothment, and Adeline did not forget a promise she had made to invite Rose and Mary Carr. A man of thirty years, of middle height, and compact, well- made figure ; pleasing features, regular in their contour ; auburn hair, curly and luxuriant by nature, but sheared off to bristles ; yellow whiskers, likewise sheared, and a great fierce yellow moustache with curled corners. Somehow Rose, when Adeline said he was good-looking, had pictured to herself a tall, hand- some man : she caught sight of the cropped hair and the moustache, and went through the introduction with her hand- kerchief to her mouth, splitting with laughter. Yet there was ADELINE DE CASTELLA. 207 no mistaking the baron for anything but a gentleman and a high-bred man. " Mary ! " whispered Rose, when she found the opportunity, " what a sacrifice for Adeline ! " " How do you mean ? Domestic happiness does not lie in looks. And if it did, the baron's are not so bad." "But look at his sheared hair, and those frightful mous- taches ! Why does he not cut the ends off, and dye them brown ? " " Perhaps he is afraid of their turning green — if he has read < Ten Thousand- a Yean' " " Oh, Adeline ! Adeline ! I wonder if she is really betrothed to him ? " " That's a superfluous wonder of yours, Rose," said Mary Carr. " The white wreath is on her head, and the betrothal ring on her finger." " If a shaven goat — and that's what he is — put the ring upon mine, I should look out for some one else to take it off again," retorted Rose. " Dear Adeline ! " she continued, as the latter advanced, "let me see your ring." Adeline drew off her glove and her ring together. " You should not have taken it from your ringer," remarked Mary Carr. " We hold a superstition in Holland — some do — that a betrothal ring, once removed from the finger, will never be exchanged for a nuptial one." " Sheer nonsense, like most other superstitions," said Adeline; and her perfect indifference of manner proved that no love had entered into her betrothal — as, indeed, how should it ? " What had you both to do ? " " Only sign some writings, and then he placed the ring on my finger. Nothing more." " Except a sealing kiss," said Rose, saucily. The colour stole over Adeline's face. Even her fair open brow, as it met the chaplet of white roses, became flushed. " Who but you, Rose, would dream of these vulgar familiar- ities ? " she remonstrated. " Amongst the French, they would be looked upon as the very essence of bad taste." "Taste/" ejaculated Rose, contemptuously. "If you loved, you would know better. Wait until you do, Adeline, and then remember my words — and yours. It does not require much time for love to grow, if it will grow at all," she continued, in that half-abstracted manner which was now frequent with her — 208 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. as if she were communing with herself, rather than talking to another. " Probably not," remarked Adeline, with indifference. "But even you, Rose, susceptible as you are known to be, will scarcely admit that a few hours are sufficient to call it forth." " Nor a twelvemonth either, situated as you and he are," replied Rose, vehemently. " The very fact of being expected and required to love in any given quarter, must act as a sure preventive." M. de la Chasse drew up, and entered into conversation with them. He appeared a sensible, agreeable man, at home in all the polite and literary topics of the day. In his manner towards Adeline, though never losing the ceremonious politeness of a! Frenchman, there was a degree of gallantry (I don't know any better word : the French would say empressement) not unpleasing to witness, and, Rose thought, he had a large share of vanity. But where you would see one of his nation superior to him,' you might see ninety-nine inferior. " It may be a happy marriage after all, Rose," observed Miss Carr, when they were once more alone " Possibly. If she can only induce him to let his hair grow, and to part with those yellow tails." " Be serious if you can," reproved Mary Carr. " He seems to be in a fair way to love Adeline." "He admires Adeline," dissented Rose; "is proud of her, and no doubt excessively gratified that so charming a girl should fall to his lot without any trouble on his part. But if you come to speak of love, it sets one wondering how much of that enters into the composition of a French husband." No shadow, or doubt of the future, appeared that night to sit upon the spirit of Adeline de Castella. There was a radiant look in her countenance, rarely seen ; hiding, for the moment, that touching expression of sorrow and sadness, so natural to it. As the betrothed of a few hours, in a few months to be a wife, she was the worshipped idol of those around her, and this called forth what latent vanity there was in her heart, and she was happy. She could only think it a great thing to be an engaged girl. All do. Why 'should Adeline de Castella be an exception ? How little did she know, or think, or suspect, the true nature of the contract she had that day made in her blindness ! — what it involved, what it was to bring forth for her ! ADELINE DE CASTELLAo 209 The Chateau de Beaufoy, formerly belonging to the Chevalier de Beaufoy, was now the property and residence of his widow. She was of English birth, as you have heard. Of her two children, the younger was the wife of Signor de Castella ; the other, Agnes de Beaufoy, a maiden lady, had never left her. The property was situated near to Odesque, a small town some leagues from Belport on the Paris line of railroad. The Castellas departed for the chateau on their promised summer's visit. Mary Carr accompanied them at the pressing invitation of Adeline. But Madame de Nino would only grant her leave for a week. Adeline de Castella had represented the chateau in glowing colours ; which caused Mary Carr to be surprised, not to say disappointed, when she saw it. A long, straight, staring, whitish-grey building, all windows and chimneys, with a primly- laid-out garden stretched before it, flat and formal. Precise flower-beds, square, oval, round ; round, square, oval ; and long paths, straight and narrow ; just as it is the pride of French chateau-gardens to be. The principal entrance to the house was gained by a high, broad flight of steps, on either side of which was a gigantic lion, grinning its fierce teeth at all visitors. And these lions, which were not alive, but carved out of stone, and the steps, were the only relief given to the bare, naked aspect of the edifice, Before the house were two fountains, the carriage approach running between them. Each was surrounded by eight smaller lions, with another giant of the same species spouting up water from its mouth. Very ugly and devoid of taste it all looked to Mary Carr. But on the western side of the chateau improvements were visible. A stone terrace, or colonnade, wide, and supported by pillars, with a flight of steps at each end and in the middle, rose before its windows, and lovely pleasure-grounds extended out to the far distance. A verdant, undulating lawn ; fragrant shrubs ; retired walks, where the trees met overhead ; sheltered banks, grateful to recline upon in the noonday sun ; a winding shrubbery ; a transparent lake : all of their kind charming. For all this, Beaufoy was indebted to the taste of its English mistress. In the neighbourhood, within easy drives, were located other chateaux, forming a pleasant little society. The nearest house was only half-a-mile distant, and the reader is requested to take especial notice of it, since he will sometimes go there. It was St. Martin's Eve. 14 2IO ST. MARTIN'S EVE. not a chateau, not half large enough for one, and Beaufoy, with its English ideas, had christened it "The Lodge." It was a compact little abode, belonging to the Count d'Estival, an intimate friend of the Beaufoy family. This M. d'Estival was gifted by nature with an extraordinary love for painting and the fine arts. He had built a room to the lodge expressly for the reception of pictures, had travelled much, and was continually adding to his collection. Whilst other people spent their money in society and display, he spent his (and he had plenty of it) in paintings. Mary Carr was a connection of his : her eldest brother, an English clergyman, now dead, had married his niece, Emma d'Estival. You have heard of these Carrs before, in a previous work : of their birth and residence in Holland ; of the singular romance attending the early history of their father and mother ; of the remarkable action at law in Westerbury, by which their rights were established. You will not hear more of them in this history, for I don't suppose you like rechauffes more than I do. CHAPTER XIX. TAKING A PORTRAIT. Madame de Beaufoy, nee Maria Goldingham, was a genial old lady, stout and somewhat helpless. Her daughter Agnes, with her grey hair and her fifty years, looked nearly double the age of Madame de Castella — she was some ten years older. They were not in the least alike, these sisters : the elder was plain, large-featured, eyes and complexion alike pale ; Madame de Castella was a slight, small, delicate-featured woman, with rich brown eyes, and a bright rose-colour on her cheeks. To Mary Carr's surprise — for Adeline had never mentioned it — she saw that Miss de Beaufoy was lame. It was the result of an accident in infancy, On the morning following their arrival at Beaufoy, Adeline asked her grandmother if she knew whether M. d'Estival was at the Lodge, and was answered in the negative. He had come down from Paris with visitors, it was said ; but had gone away again almost immediately, the old lady thought to Holland. "So much the better," remarked Adeline, "we can go as TAKING A PORTRAIT. 2X1 often as we like to his picture-gallery. You are fond of paint- ings, Mary ; you will have a great treat, and you have a sort of right there. Suppose we go now ? " " Now ? " said Madame de Castella. " It is so hot ! " " It will be hotter later in the day," said Adeline. " Do come with us, mamma." Somewhat unwillingly, Madame de Castella called for her scarf and bonnet to accompany them, casting many dubious glances at the cloudless sky and blazing sun. They took their way through the shrubbery ; it was the longest road, but the most shady. And whilst they are walking, let us take a look at this said painting-room. It bore an indescribable appearance, partaking partly of the character and confusion of an artist's studio, partly of a gorgeous picture-gallery. The apartment was very long in proportion to its width, and was lighted by high windows, furnished with those green blinds, or shades, which enable artists to procure the particular light they may require. The room opened by means of glass doors upon a lovely pleasure-ground, but there were shutters and tapestry to draw before these doors at will, so that no light need enter by them. Opposite, at the other end of the room, a smaller door connected it with the house. That same morning, about seven o'clock, there stood in this apartment a young man arranging French chalks, crayons, painting-brushes, and colours, which lay about in disorder, just as they had been last used. A tall, pointed easel stood a few feet from the wall, near it a stand with its colour-box and palettes. There were classical vases scattered about ; plaster- casts from the best models ; statues and busts of porphyry, and carving from the marbles of Lydia and Pentelicus. The sculptured head of a warrior ; a group of gladiators ; a Niobe, in its weeping sorrow, and the Apollo Belvedere , bas-reliefs, copied from the statue of the Discobolon, and other studies from the antique. There was beauty in all its aspects, but no deformity, no detached limbs or misshapen forms : as if the collector cared not to excite unpleasing thoughts. On the walls hung copies from, and chefs-cPozuvre of, the masters of many lands : Michael Angelo, Salvator Rosa, Rembrandt ; groups by Raphael ; beautiful angels of Guido ; Carlo Dolce, Titian, all were represented there, with Leonardo da Vinci, the highly-gifted and unhappy. Of the Spanish school there were few specimens, Velasquez, Murillo, and one after Zur- 212 ST. MARTIN'S EVE. barban ; and less of the French, Nicholas Poussin, Le Brun, and Watteau ; but there were several of the Flemish and Dutch masters, copies and originals, Van Dyck, Ruysdael, William Van de Welde, and the brothers Abraham and Isaac Ostade, The gentleman finished his preparations, arranged his palettes, rolled the stand nearer, and sat down before his easel. But, ere he began his task, he glanced up at the window nearest him, and, rising, stood upon a chair, and pulled the green shade lower down to regulate the light. Then he began to work, now whistling a scrap of a popular melody, now humming a few bars, and then bursting out, in a voice of the deepest melody, with a full verse. He was copying a portrait by Velasquez, and had made considerable progress towards its completion. It was a lovely female head, supposed to be a representation of Mary Magdalen. But not even the head on which he was working ; not all the portraits and sculptured busts around ; not Girodet's " Endymion " by his side, betrayed more winning beauty than did the artist's own face and form. The rare intellect of his open brow, the sweet smile on his delicate lips, the earnest glance from his deep-blue eyes, these could not be imitated by painter's brush or Parian marble. Yet, though his head was cast in the most shapely mould, not to be hidden by the waves of the dark, luxuriant hair, and the pale features, regular to a fault, were of almost womanish beauty, it was not all this, but the expression which so won upon a beholder. Lord John Seymour was right when he said the countenance was more prepossessing than handsome — for you have been prepared no doubt to hear that the painter was Frederick St. John — because in the singular fascination of the expression was forgotten the beauty of the features. Mr. St. John worked assiduously for some hours, until it was hard upon mid-day. He then rose, stretched himself, walked across the room, drew aside the tapestry and shutters, and opened the glass doors. This part of the room seemed to be consecrated to indolent enjoyment ; all vestiges of work were towards the other end. An ottoman or two, some easy-chairs, and a sofa were here, on which the tired artist might repose, and admire the scene without — or the many scenes within. How beautiful was the repose of that outside prospect ! — It was but a small plot of ground, yet that, of itself, seemed fit for Eden. A green level lawn, from which arose the spray of a fountain, with its jets of TAKING A PORTRAIT. 2I 3 crystal and its mossy banks ; clustering flowers of the sweetest scent on the lawn's edge ; high, artificial hills of rock beyond, over which dripped a cascade* its murmurs soothing the ear ; all very lovely. The whole, not an acre in extent, was sur- rounded by towering trees, through whose dancing leaves the sun could penetrate but in fitful gleams ; fragrant linden-trees, which served to shut the spot out from the world. Mr. St. John threw himself upon an ottoman and looked out. He had a book in his hand, but did not open it. He was too hungry to read, for he had only taken a cup of coffee and a crust of bread that morning at half-past six, and he fell into an idle reverie. " Shall I be able to keep my resolution and bear on with this monotony ? " he said, half aloud, as he watched unconsciously the flickering sunlight upon the lawn. " A few months of this inexpensive life, and I shall see my way out of embarrassment more clearly than I do now. I will not be indebted to Isaac for my deliverance — no, I won't ; and if there were only some break in the life here — some relief— if d'Estival himself were only back " The door at the opposite end of the room opened, and a portly, pleasant-looking woman, who might be the mistress of the house in her plain morning costume, or its respectable housekeeper, looked in, and told Mr. St. John his breakfast was served. " Thank you, Madame Baret," he said, not in the least sorry to hear it. And as he followed her from the room, in all the alacrity of hunger, he did not observe that his pocket-hand- kerchief fell to the ground. It was about this time that the party from Beaufoy reached the Lodge, Madame de Castella grumbling dreadfully. She had borne the heat pretty patiently through the shaded shrub- bery, but in the open ground, and in that brazen cornfield, which had not so much as a hedge, or a green blade of grass on which to rest the dazzled eye, it had been intensely felt. A shocking state her complexion would be in i She could feel incipient blisters on it already. " Dear mamma, it is not so bad as that," laughed Adeline, " it is only a little red. Let us go in by the gate at once to the painting-room ! Madame Baret will keep us talking for an hour, especially when she gets to know who Mary is." "I am too hot to look at paintings," querulously returned 214 ST. MARTIN'S EVE, Madame de Castella. " You may go to the painting-room, but I shall seek Madame Baret, and get a draught of milk. I never was so hot in my life." She went on to the house as she spoke. Adeline and Mary passed through the little gate of the secluded garden, and sat down in the painting-room. Oh, how delightful it was there ! how delightful ! They had come in from the broad glare, the sultry mid-day heat, to that shady place; the eye, fatigued with the dazzling light, had found a rest ; the fields looked burnt up and brown, but here the grass was fresh and green; the cool, sparkling waters of the fountain were playing, and those lovely flower-beds emitted the sweetest perfume. It was grateful as is the calm, silvery moonlight after a day of blazing heat. Never had Mary Carr seen a place that so forcibly spoke to her mind of rest and peace. Adeline was the first to rise from her seat : something in another part of the room attracted her attention. " Mary ! look at this ! a painting on the easel ! and in pro- gress ! Grandmamma said M. d'Estival was away ! " Miss Carr turned her head, and in that glance, the first she had really bestowed on the apartment, thought its contents the most heterogeneous mass she had ever beheld. Adeline con- tinued to look at the easel. " There are touches here of a master's hand. It must be M. d'Estival. He paints beautifully. Many of these copies are by him. Or can it be an artist he has here ? " " Adeline, you have dropped your handkerchief," said Miss Carr, rising, and picking up one from the floor. She turned to its four corners. In the first three there was no name ; in the last, not "A. L. de C," as she expected, but, worked in hair, and surmounted by a crest, " Frederick St. John." A presentiment of the truth flashed across her brain. xA confused remembrance of a young man of noble presence, a French marigold, and Rose Darling's superstitious fears that he would exercise some blighting influence over her future life. She called to Adeline with breathless interest, and the latter came to her immediately, aroused by the tone. "See this, Adeline !" pointing to the name. " It is neither yours nor mine." Adeline read it quite indifferently. "Don't you remember — on your ball-night — he with the French marigold ? " TAKING A PORTRAIT, 215