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 LEONARD C. BOWLES, 
 
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 1832. 
 
Entered according to act of Congress, in the year 1832, 
 by Leonard C. Bowles, in the Clerk's office of the District 
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 CONTENTS. 
 
 Days of Sickness, - 5 
 
 The Beatitudes, - - - - 71 
 Mary Jones, - - - - - 177 
 
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DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 IT THE AUTHOR OF THE * TALISMAN. 
 
Entered according to act of Congress, in the 
 year 1831, by Leonard C. Bowles, in the Clerk's 
 office of the District Court of Massachusetts. 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 One morning about twelve o'clock, Robert 
 Arnold came running upstairs to his mother's 
 room, calling out before he was half way up 
 (as it was his habit to do) ' mother, mother, 
 where are you?' 
 
 His mother answered, c here, my son, do not 
 call so loud.' 
 
 Robert. Has Lucy come home? 
 
 Mrs A. Yes. 
 
 R. Where is she? is she ready? you 
 know you said we might go out together this 
 morning after school and buy our printing 
 press if it was fair, and 1 am sure it is a very 
 fine day. 
 
 Mrs A. I am sorry to disappoint you, 
 Robert, but Lucy is ill; she came home an 
 hour before school was done; there she is en 
 the sofa. 
 
 1 
 
6 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 Lucy. But my head does not ache so much 
 now, and perhaps walking out may make me 
 feel better. 
 
 Mrs A. You told me that walking home in- 
 creased your headach. You are not better, 
 Lucy, although I dare say the excitement of 
 seeing Robert makes you for the moment for- 
 get your indisposition. 
 
 L. (Gets up.) I do feel better indeed, 
 because I am rested by lying down: it is but a 
 short walk, and when I come home I will lie 
 down again; and you know I premised to go. 
 
 R. Yes, mother, and you know T you 
 promised we should go, and if you do not let 
 us, you will break your promise. 
 
 Mrs A. It sometimes happens that we can- 
 not keep our promises. 
 
 R. But we must keep them, or we 
 shall do very wrong, for you know the psalm 
 mother — c And though he promised to his cost, 
 He makes his promise good.' 
 
 Mr s A. We ought certainly to keep our 
 promise if possible, and therefore we should 
 be cautious about making such as it may be 
 difficult or improper for us to keep. When 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 7 
 
 circumstances occur to prevent us which we 
 could not have foreseen, w T e are excusable. 
 R. Well, mother, if you do not keep 
 this promise you need not make me any more, 
 because you know I cannot trust to them. 
 
 Mrs A. You never knew me to break a 
 promise, which I could keep with propriety. I 
 believe \ must appeal to your own sense of 
 right in this instance. Do you not think that 
 since it is sobad a thing to break promises, and 
 I cannot keep mine now without endangering 
 Lucy's health, you ought to release me from it? 
 This will be doing right, which gives a feeling 
 worth all the printing-presses in the world. 
 Come, Robert, will you not release me ? 
 R. Yes mother, I will. 
 Mrs A. I am much pleased with you, my 
 son. You have relinquished your own sel- 
 fish desires for the good of another. It de- 
 lights me to see you improving in the habit of 
 self-control; to give up our desires from a sense 
 that it is not right to indulge them, is self-con- 
 trol there is no power worth so much as this. 
 I am willing you should go by yourself and 
 buy the printing-press and bring it home. Lucy 
 
8 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 will be able to play with you a little I hope. 
 
 #. O I cannot go without Lucy. You know 
 we have both saved up our money together to 
 buy i f , and she must choose as well as I. 
 
 Mrs A. Then bring it for her to see before 
 you conclude the bargiin, and if she does not 
 like your choice you can exchange i:; so that 
 difficulty is removed. 
 
 R. But there is another; Lucy said she 
 would ask for it when we get into the shop, 
 and >he would inquire the price, and if we did 
 not like the one handed us she would ask to see 
 another, and if t'lere were only two sets of types 
 she would tell the shopkeeper we wanted one 
 with four sets, for we cannot print much unless 
 we have more than two alphabets. — 
 
 Mrs A. Why cannot you say all this yourself? 
 you seem to have got it pretty well by heart. 
 
 R. Yes, to say to you, but I do not like 
 to speak to a stringer, and I never know how 
 to begin, but Lucy always can, and she knows 
 just what to say. 
 
 Mrs A. I think it is time you made some ef- 
 fort to overcome this bashfulness, and this is a 
 good opportunity. 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. U 
 
 a. 
 
 R. Do let me wait till tomorrow and then 
 I hope Lucy can go. 
 
 Mrs A. I will if you prefer it, but 1 am afraid 
 Lucy will be no better tomorrow, I think she 
 is going to have the measles because several 
 children of her school are sick with it. 
 
 R. O dear, that is too bad; I wonder 
 what good the measles dc>! You always say- 
 mother, that everything is ordered for some 
 good end, but I am sure there is no good in 
 sickness; is there, Lu y? 
 
 Lucy, (hesitatingly.) Yes there must be; is 
 it not to teach us patience, mother, do n: t you 
 think it takes a great deal of patience to be 
 sick? 
 
 Mrs A. Yes, pat'ence is one of the lessons 
 taught by suffering, and many others not less 
 valuable: if Lucy is going to be sick, I hope she 
 will not suffer in vain, but learn these important 
 lessons, and then she will perceive that our 
 heavenly Father who knows far b3tter than our- 
 selves w T hat is best for us, never afflicts us but 
 for our good. 
 
 R. I hope Lucy is not going to be sick 
 mother, and 1 know almost she is not, for she 
 
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 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 Is sitting up and looks quite well now, and I 
 think she might go out without danger. 
 
 Mrs A. It will require many trials, I fear, to 
 teach you patience, Robert, but I must not ex- 
 pect too much of one of your irritable temper- 
 ament. I am sure that if you really believed it 
 would make Lucy worse to go out with you, 
 you would prefer she should remain at home, 
 for you are an affectionate boy and love your 
 sister better than you do your toys, even new 
 
 ones 
 
 J?. I should, if I could only believe so. 
 Mrs A. You must allow me to be the judge 
 of that. 
 
 L. I wish we had the printing press this af- 
 ternoon, because it is a holvday and Robert 
 would be at home to play with me. 
 
 Mrs A. If Robert wishes to get it now, 
 and will accept of me as a substitute for your- 
 self. I will go' with him to buy it. What do 
 you say to this proposal, Robert ? 
 
 R. I should like to go with you mother, for 
 I wish to have it this afternoon. 
 
 Mrs A. Come along, then, there is no time 
 to lose. 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 11 
 
 Robert and his mother were absent about an 
 hour, when the street door was thrown violent- 
 ly open, and Robert ran up the stairs as fast as 
 the heavy parcel he held in his hand would per- 
 mit, and called out, Lucy, Lucy, here it is. 
 
 Mrs A. Hush, hush, Robert perhaps Lucy 
 is asleep. 
 
 R. (stops) . O! I forgot. I will open the door 
 very sofily mother, and just look in. — Her eyes 
 are open, she is awake. 
 
 L. Come in, I am not asleep. 
 
 R. I am glad, Lucy, you could not go, tha* 
 is 1 am glad mother went, for we have purchas- 
 ed a b'gger one and a better one than we should 
 if only you and I had gone for it. 
 
 L. How ? did mother give you more money? 
 
 R. You shall hear. First we went, you 
 know to Miss N. as you and 1 agreed; she had 
 sold all hers but one which was not complete, 
 though it was a large one, and she said she 
 would let us have it cheap. I wanted to take 
 it, but mother said she should prefer one that 
 was perfect if she could find it. — Miss N. said 
 she should have some more in the next arrivals 
 from Germany, but that would not be this af- 
 
\% DAYS OF SICKNKSS. 
 
 ternoon, so we went to another toy shop in 
 Cornhiil. 
 
 L. 1 am sorry you did not get it at Miss 
 N's. because I like her. 
 
 R. So do J the best of all the toy 
 shops. 
 
 Mrs A. The best of all those who keep toy 
 shops, I suppose you mean. Miss N. is not a 
 shop. 
 
 R. (laughing) No indeed. 
 
 Mrs A. Be careful to express yourself 
 correctly that you may form the habit early, and 
 then yo'ir conversation will not be inelegant or 
 unintelligible. I beg your pardon for interrupt- 
 ing you. 
 
 R. The man was obliging also in the 
 next shop we went to, and showed us a num- 
 ber of presses. Mother thought some too small, 
 others too dear. 
 
 Lucy. How dear lucre they. 
 
 J?, there was one grand one for five 
 dollars, and we bad but two, you know. 
 
 Lucy. Well, what then? 
 
 i?. Then mother said she would be 
 obliged to him to look once more and see if 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS 13 
 
 be had not one between these sizes; which he 
 did, and at last he found one. You will see 
 when I open it w 7 hat an excellent one it is. This 
 was $2 50. Mother said she would give me 
 tbe half dollar, and she said she would send to 
 the type foundry and buy us some more types. 
 There are only four alphabets, two large and two 
 small, and some figures and stops. 
 
 Lvcy, Come, let me see it. 
 2?. (opens the paper in what the prpss is wrap- 
 ped) — Now look, this is the drawer for the 
 types : it will hold a great many more. Here 
 is another drawer; in it is a little cup of ink, 
 we can get more at the printers' when this is 
 used up. 
 
 L. What are these two little round cushions, 
 with such cunning handles ? 
 
 R. These are daubers. 
 
 L. Daubers, what are they ? 
 
 R. Things to put the ink on to the types 
 when they are set. I shall show you. 
 
 This is the box to set the types in, and a 
 cross piece, just where we want it, with a screw 
 to keep them steady. 
 
 L. what is this long twisted stick at the 
 top? 
 
14 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 R. That is the screw, to make it press, that 
 is, as mother said, to produce the pressure. 
 Now I will print something, may 1 mother. 
 
 Mrs A- Yes, get some paper and a little 
 water, for the paper must be damp when you 
 print, it. 
 
 R. Yes, you know how wet the newspaper 
 is ; I have to dry it every morning. 
 
 L. And you have heard people say 'wet 
 from the press'. Come, begin. 
 
 Mrs A. My dear Lucy, your cheek is very 
 much flushed, you are not able to bear this ex- 
 citement. Robert, you must put away the press 
 for the present. 
 
 L. He need not if he will take it into the 
 parlor and play by himself. 
 
 R. No, I had rather wait till you can play 
 with me. Dont you think she will be able af- 
 ter dinner, mother? 
 
 Mrs A. Perhaps so, but first she must take 
 some medicine an d li e d o wn qui e tly . 
 
 Lucy did as her mother wished, and in a few 
 hours awaked much refreshed. Her brother 
 was called and the press again brought out. 
 
 R. I will call for the letters, and you shall 
 
DATS OF SICKNESS. 17 
 
 hand them, Lucy . — Let me see, what shall I 
 print? 1 will print my name. No 1 will print your 
 name, Lucy Arnold. First, L, there it is in 
 that row; all the gieat letters are by themselves, 
 and all ihe small ones. Now u. No, not great U, 
 little u, or do you wish it to be all in capitals.' 
 
 L. No, only the initials. 
 
 i?. What sort of letters are those? 
 
 L. Dont you know ? the first letter of each 
 word. R. A. are your initials. 
 
 R. O yes. I have R. A. on some of 
 my clothes instead of my whole name ; but now 
 T have a press, 1 shall mark everything with my 
 whole name ; you know little Joseph Carter 
 marked a set of napkins very neatly for his mo- 
 ther, with his press. — Come, give me little u. 
 
 L. Here are all the letters ; how quick- 
 ly I have found them. Although they look up- 
 side down, or some how wrong. 
 
 R. That is done to make them come 
 right on the paper like the letters on mamma's 
 seal. She told me that they were cut wrong 
 but look right when an impression is made, be- 
 cause they are reversed. Now I have it all set, 
 I will screw it up steady, so that the letters can- 
 
16 DAYS OF SICKNESS* 
 
 not be moved by the press. Put some ink on 
 the daubers and give them to me. 
 
 Mrs A. Take this little brush; do not ink 
 ) T our fingers or clothes. Printers' ink makes 
 a stain that cannot be washed out. I hope this 
 press will assist you in forming habits of neat- 
 ness. 
 
 R. I will be very careful, mother. There 
 is ink enough, Lucy ; now look at me, I have 
 seen the printers daub it on, first one hand, 
 (hen the other. Their hands go so fast, one 
 can hardly see them. 
 
 Mrs A. A meihod has been invented lately 
 of inking the types by machinery, which does 
 the work much faster. I will take you and 
 Lucy to see the hydrostatic press. 
 
 R. 1 wish you would, mother, but I should 
 prefer putting on the ink myself, for I like 
 that part of the business. Now the types are 
 ready, — where is the paper? 
 
 Mrs A. That orght to be ready prepared. 
 Wet it, and wipe off the water with a cloth, 
 which will leave it just damp enough. 
 
 R. Give it to me if you please. See — 
 I lay it on the types as they are set — then an- 
 
DAYS OF STCKNESS. 17 
 
 other piece of paper over to keep the types 
 from pressing through. Then I place it under 
 this flat board and turn the screw, till it press- 
 es very hard. Now I will turn the screw back 
 and you shall see your own name, Miss Lucy 
 Arnold, printed by your own brother. — Here it 
 is. But do look at it ! 
 
 L. What is the matter.? — it is not my 
 name, here is d, little d, first. 
 
 R. It is all backwards — Lucy Arnold 
 backwards. How could that be ? It is right 
 on the types. You can read it, mother; what 
 makes it come wrong on the paper ? 
 
 Mrs A. Take the types as they are now set. 
 Place a bit of paper on them. Observe where 
 the d at the end of your name comes ; is it not 
 at the left hand where the beginning ought to 
 be? 
 
 R. O yes, I see now how it is; the nnme 
 should be spelled backwards with the types and 
 then it will come right on the paper. 
 
 L. Like your seal, mother, because the im- 
 pression is reversed. 
 
 R. Do printers always have to spell back- 
 wards ? 
 
18 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 Mrs. A. Their types seem to be set in that 
 way. I am surprised that you did not observe 
 this when you visited them. 
 
 R. I did not go very near to the press. You 
 told us, mother, that you wished us to buy a 
 printing press because it would teach us to 
 spell, but you do not want us to learn to spell 
 backwards. 
 
 Mrs. A. No — printers do not spell back- 
 wards; they put the letters upside down. Take 
 a piece of paper printed on but one side. Hold 
 it up to the window, with the beginning of the 
 page down, and the printed side from you. Now 
 read it, commencing at the bottom. The letters 
 and words appear as the types do to the printer. 
 
 i?. O mother ! look at Lucy ; while we have 
 been talking she has laid down. She looks very 
 pale. Mother, she is fainting. Ring the bell. 
 
 Mrs A. I vvill not wait, but run for some 
 water myself. 
 
 Lucy was indeed more ill than she had con- 
 fessed, and the interest she had taken in the 
 new press had quite exhausted her. Her 
 mother requested Robert to leave the room, 
 drew the window curtain, and after Lucy had 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 19 
 
 been revived by suitable applications, sat down 
 quietly by her bed and would not allow any one 
 else to come near her, — for she was well aware, 
 that children are as easily fatigued by noise 
 and confusion when they are sick, as older 
 persons, although they do not always know 
 what it is that worries them. 
 
 Mrs Arnold sent for a physician; he told her 
 Lucy's symptoms were like those of the measles, 
 and he hoped the eruption would appear the 
 nest day. — He gave her some composing med- 
 icine, which he said was all he wished to have 
 done that night. This Doctor was a very 
 kind man, particularly to children. Lucy was 
 fond of him, and it was but a day or two before 
 that she had said, how long it is since Doctor B. 
 has been here. I believe I must get a little 
 sick, that mother may send for him. Mrs Ar- 
 nold reminded Lucy of this when he came in. 
 ' O dear,' she exclaimed, 'I did not wish to be 
 so ili as I am now; can't you give me some- 
 thing, Doctor, that will cure me to night?' 
 
 'I can give you something, he replied, that will 
 relieve you, and as I hope enable you to sleep, 
 but not cure you quite so soon. You are such a 
 
20 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 patient Tittle girl however, that [ can cure you 
 much sooner than I could some children. I 
 visit one little girl with the measles, who has 
 cried so much because her head ached, and 
 because she was required to take medicine, 
 and because she was not allowed to eat a bit of 
 cake which an injudicious friend brought her, 
 that I fear her eyes will be almost ruined. 
 You must remember Lucy, that the measles is 
 a disease which afFects the eyes, and refrain 
 from crying, and even from rea ding, if you 
 have it. 
 
 4 Not read,' said Lucy. ' Shall I have to lie 
 in bed all the day and not read ? 
 
 c I fear so,' answered Doctor B. ' at least, 
 for some days.' 
 
 ■ Can I draw, or sew Dr.? 
 
 4 No, I shall not allow you to use your 
 eyes at all, if you have the measles, even if 
 they are not (as is generally the case) much 
 inflamed; but your mother will find some way 
 of amusing and employing your mind, if your 
 eyes and hands are idle. Good night. I hope 
 to see you as red as a scarlet-bean-blossom 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 2 jt 
 
 Lucy bad a less comfortable night than the 
 Doctor had anticipated; her mother hardly 
 closed her eyes; but whan morning came the 
 measles did not appear, and Lucy was much 
 worse. When the Doctor saw her, he said he 
 had no doubt of the disease, and should like to 
 have a warm bath tried. l Mother,' said Lucy, 
 'I wish you would not, I can't bear a warm bath.. 1 
 'Lucy.' said the Doctor, 'as you area reasonable 
 child I trust your mother will be able to 
 persuade you to take it willingly, as it would 
 otherwise be less beneficial. Pray why do you 
 dislike a bath? 
 
 Lucy. I feel so sick I can't move; and it 
 frightens me to go into the water. 
 
 Dr. As to your moving, you shall not have 
 that trouble, for your mother will have you 
 moved in very gently, and you know there can 
 be no danger in your lying in a tub of warm 
 water with your mother sitting by your side; 
 you will allow that it is foolish to be frightened 
 when there is no danger. 
 
 Lucy. I do not think it will do me any- 
 good to take a warm bath. 
 
 Dr. Now who my dear Lucy, do you sup- 
 
22 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 pose is the best judge of this matter, you who 
 never saw any one with the measles, or myself 
 who see a dozen or more every day?' Lucy 
 made no farther objections but took the bath so 
 tranquilly that it had the desired effect. The 
 next, morning she began to feel less distress- 
 ed, still however she was very ill, and her 
 mother left her scarcely a moment, and afford- 
 ed her every alleviation in her power; and was 
 so v ery tender and kind, that Lucy experienc- 
 ed a pleasure in her presence that almost charm- 
 ed away her suffering. ' Dear mother,' said 
 Lucy, ' it takes more patience to be sick than I 
 thought it would. Do you think I have been 
 pattern?' 
 
 c Yes,' answered her mother, 'as much so as 
 could be expected from a little girl of your 
 ase, and this has no doubt alleviated vour 
 distresses. 
 
 Lucy. I have tried to be so, for I remem- 
 bered what you said the other day; that you 
 hoped I should not suffer in vain, but learn pa- 
 tience by my sickness. 
 
 Mrs Arnold. You ought certainly to en- 
 deavor to learn since it is God who is teach- 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 23 
 
 ing you the lesson. He is a kind Father and. 
 designs our good in every thing that happens 
 to us; and we ought not by our willfulness to 
 frustrate his design. 
 
 Lucy. Cannot God do every thing he 
 pleases ? 
 
 Mrs Arnold. Yes, he is all powerful. 
 
 Lucy. How then can we hinder his mak- 
 ing us good when he chooses ? 
 
 Mrs Arnold. He has ordained that our 
 virtue should be voluntary, ihat is, depend in 
 some degree on ourselves. God has given us 
 a capacity for virtue, and all the assistance and 
 encouragement requisite, but has left it to our- 
 selves to determine whether we will be good 
 -or not. However much we may admire vir- 
 tue we cannot secure it without constant effort, 
 and the help of our Heavenly Father, which 
 if we pray for sincerely we shall be sure to 
 obtain. Therefore my dear Lucy you must 
 keep in mind, that although it is sometimes 
 very hard to do what you know you ought to 
 do, as for instance, to bs patient while you 
 .are sick, yet that you can do it, if you try, and 
 that you will suffer the misery of self reproach 
 
24 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 and consciousness of the displeasure of God if 
 you do not. Have you learned no other les- 
 son by your sickness ? the lesson of kindness 
 for instance. 
 
 Lucy. Why, mother, it is you who have 
 learned that; yon have been kinder to me than 
 when I am well. 
 
 Mrs Arnold. The lesson w T as designed for 
 me no less than for yourself; but 1 wish you 
 to reflect how acceptable my kindness is to you, 
 and when you have sick friends, and still more 
 when you know of any one who is sick without 
 friends, do all in your power for their comfort 
 and relief. 
 
 Lucy. O mother, I shall always be kind 
 to sick persons: if Robert has the measles I 
 will do every thing for him. 
 
 Mrs Arnold- You see now the value of 
 friends; they enhance our enjoyments, but how 
 much more can they alleviate our sufferings L 
 And who gave us our friends, Lucy ? 
 
 L. I know mother no one but God could 
 give such good gifts. 
 
 Mrs A. Then my dear child learn above 
 all other lessons, that of gratitude to God, for 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 25 
 
 this and every good gift. And since even a 
 weak imperfect child like yourself can thus per- 
 ceive the advantages of suffering in your own 
 case, learn to feel a perfect reliance on this wis- 
 dom and goodness even in cases when this ad- 
 vantage is not apparent. This feeling of reliance 
 to God is faith, it is a never failing support to 
 the religious mind in the severest trials. 
 
 Perhaps this conversation may be dull to 
 some of my young readers, who are not in the 
 habit of talking on such subjects with their 
 parents and friends: but I can assure them it 
 was not so to Lucy, who often conversed 
 with her mother in this way, and had thus ac- 
 quired a power of affection and an interest in 
 various subjects certainly uncommon at her age. 
 Lucy loved God for his goodness to herself and 
 to all the creatures he has made. Her ideas 
 of his wisdom and power, though imperfect 
 and sometimes vague, were sufficient to excite 
 the sentiments of reverence and piety in her 
 mind. This was a long night to Lucy. If she 
 fell asleep her cough soon awakened her; her 
 mother was so anxious that she did not go to 
 bed, but laid down by Lucy's side, ready to rise 
 whenever she was needed. 
 
26 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 Children generally are not aware how much 
 fatigue and anxiety their mothers endure for 
 them especially when they are ill, but Lucy 
 had reflected on this and she told her mother 
 she wished she would go to bed. ' I can call 
 you,' said she, c if I want any thing;' but her mo- 
 ther answered, c not to night, Lucy. I can lie 
 down tomorrow and get as much sleep as I re- 
 quire.' 
 
 Thursday morning came and Mrs Arnold 
 fo*md her daughter but little relieved. The 
 Doctor arrived, and said she was very ill. He 
 directed some new applications and ordered her 
 to be kept very quiet. 
 
 After he was gone Lucy said, ' I wish, mo- 
 ther, you could read to me, but I suppose the 
 room is too dark.' 
 
 4 T fear it is,' said her mother,' as my eyes 
 are not strong.' 
 
 ? 1 have very unpleasant thoughts,' said Lucy. 
 
 4 I wish something could drive them away.' 
 
 ' What thoughts my dear?' 
 
 ' All sorts of ugly shapes and creatures, and 
 
 then I think that I am falling down, and then 
 
 that it is all a dream, but I have not been asleep. 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 21 
 
 Do sit close by me.' said Lucy, with. a very 
 distressed look and tone. 
 
 Her mother perceived that a slight attack of 
 delirium not unfrequent with her children when 
 they were feverish, was coming on, and she 
 felt it to be important to soothe and tranquillize 
 her mind. She had intended to call the maid 
 to sit by Lucy, while she laid down; but she 
 deferred doing this, and seating herself by the 
 bed look Lucy's hand, kissed her burning cheek, 
 and said, ' shall I tell you a story, Lucy?' 
 
 'Do, mother.' — Mrs Arnold endeavored to find 
 something which would not call forth much 
 thought or feeling, but only gently engage the im- 
 agination of her sick child; and upon the spur 
 of the occasion related the following. 
 
 THE DISCONTENTED CAT. 
 
 There was once an old woman, who lijred 
 on the edge of a wood by the road side. It 
 was an unfrequented place, though not very- 
 far from the village. This old woman was fond 
 
28 DAYS OF SICK.NFSS. 
 
 of a solitary life, seldom went to the village, and 
 rarely saw any one at her hut, or passing her 
 door. 
 
 She had one son, now grown up to be a man, 
 and he was a sailor. Whenever he arrived from 
 Ills voyages, if it was at any port near enough for 
 him to visit his mother, he always went to see her, 
 and carried her some little present. Once in the 
 stormy month of November, his ship was cast 
 awry on our own coast, and several of the sail- 
 ors lost their lives. The old woman's son, 
 (whose name was Thomas) was preserved; he 
 was thrown by the waves on a roc'< which was 
 near the shore, «md being a good swimmer, 
 as soox as he recovered his strength sufficiently, 
 he swam tn the land, and when nearly exhausted 
 reached it, and was barely able to crawl up a 
 little way on the sand, and then laid down quite 
 overcome, and fell asleep. He slept for a 
 long time, he did not know how 1 ng when 
 he awaked, till looking up, he observed that 
 the sun was setting, and remembered that it 
 was near noon when he was cast away. He 
 could not tell where he was, nor did lie at first 
 call 10 mind the dreadful scene through which 
 he had passed. He felt something soft on his 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 29 
 
 cheek, and perceived a kitten, which had snug- 
 gled down close to his face while he slept, to 
 keep herself warm. He now recollected that 
 the last thin^ he saw when he was leaping from 
 the rock on which he had been thrown was this 
 kitten, (which was born on board the ship) 
 struggling in the waves, and he had a strong 
 desire to save it, but he knew that he must give 
 all his strength to reach the shore, so he left 
 the kitten to tier fate. Stic 1 , as he now found, 
 had followed him and landed safely like himself* 
 Thomas, who was a ki. id-hearted man, rejoiced 
 to see the kitten alive, and tak'n g her up in his 
 arms, said, L 1 will carry you home to motberj 
 1 have lost everything, and this is the only pre- 
 sent I can make her.' 
 
 The little kitten felt very happy and comfort- 
 able in Thomas' arms, but she cou'd not like 
 him experience the thankfulness with which 
 Thomas' heart was filled, when he reflected on 
 his late danger and the goodness of God in pre- 
 serving him in the midst of so much peril. 
 ' It was for my old mother's sake, I am sure/ 
 said he, ' it would have broken her heart to 
 have lost her oidy sen.' Thomas knelt dowa 
 2 
 
30 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 and offered a fervent and pious prayer to God. 
 He then looked around for his companions, but 
 he did not see one, nor even a bit of the ship, 
 although as he learned afterward several of the 
 men were thrown on the coast not far from the 
 spot where he was saved. They were hid from 
 his sight by a high rock, and taking a different 
 direction from him, he did not hear anything 
 of them till some time after. 
 
 Thomas walked on with his kitten, and reach- 
 ed some dwelling houses in the course of the 
 night, where he met with a friendly reception 
 and found out that he was not very far from home. 
 In the course of a day or two he got back to 
 his mother, with nothing but the clothes he had 
 on, and his kitten. 
 
 The old dame told Thomas not to lament 
 the loss of his little property, which consisted 
 in a small adventure, and his chest of clothes, 
 but be grateful to God who had preserved his 
 life and strength to go to work again. She was 
 much pleased with the kitten, and said she 
 should never look on it without thinking of 
 his wonderful preservation, and if in his absence 
 she was ever anxious for his safety, she would 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 31 
 
 remember that God could protect him. 
 
 Thomas remained with his mother a week, 
 and then went to Boston. He obtained a re- 
 commendation from his late Captain, who he 
 was glad to find had been saved in the ship- 
 wreck. And in less than a month (during 
 which time he was not idle,) he was shipped 
 for another voyage. 
 
 The kitten remained with the old dame, who 
 had a cow and gave the kitten milk three times 
 a day. In the evening when she sat down to 
 read her Bible she always held kitty in her lap. 
 When the sun shone the kitten sat on a 
 shelf under the window. She grew very fast 
 and seemed to be as happy as ever a cat was 
 in the world. The old dame believed the cat 
 loved her as much as she did the cat, but we 
 shall find she was mistaken. 
 
 The hut was different from the ship in which 
 pussy was born, and notwithstanding the dame's 
 kindness to her she was discontented and 
 thought she could do better elsewhere. I have 
 known some little children as silly as this cat, 
 and although they had kind friends and a com- 
 fortable home, yet indulge in discontented feel* 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 33 
 
 ings, and be always wishing for something they 
 have not got. 
 
 The winter had come on, the ground was 
 covered with snow, and one morning when the 
 dame was busy, the duor being open, pussy 
 walked out. The sun was shining bright, pus- 
 sy ran along the fences skipping from one rail to 
 another, now and then dropping on the snow and 
 enjoyed it very much. She was soon far from 
 the hut, but did not see any other house. She 
 thought she would climb up a tree to find a bird 
 for her dinner, for she began to be hungry. 
 But the birds had all flown away to a warmer 
 climate, and she had to come down again, then 
 she tried to smell along the ground for a mouse 
 or a mole, but the snow was too deep for her to 
 find anything. At last after wandering about 
 till [light and getting very cold and hungry she 
 spied a light. She hop j d it vas the old dame's 
 hut, and ran up to it bui it, was a strange house, 
 and there were strange faces in it. Neverthe- 
 less as she looked in at the window, the fire 
 burned so bright and there were so many good 
 things on the table for supper that she thought 
 she would iro to the door and wait till some 
 
34 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 one opened it, and then creep slily in. When 
 she came to the door a great dog lay there, and 
 he growled at her, and frightened her very 
 much. She was loth to quit such a comforta- 
 ble shelter, so she did not go directly off; then 
 the dog barked, and the man, when he heard 
 the dog bark, came to the door and beat poor 
 pussy with a stick. Though very cold and 
 hungry, she w T as obliged to go away. Puss 
 then w T ent to the barn, where she had a good 
 bed on the hay, but no supper, for there was 
 nothing to eat there, not so much as a mouse 
 for her to catch. Even the flies, which she 
 used to get in the dame's sunny window, were 
 not to be found here, for it was too cold for 
 them to live in the barn; so morning came, and 
 pussy saw the dog coming out, and she ran away 
 from him as fast as she could. 
 
 Alas, thought pussy, why did I leave my kind 
 mistress? if I had stayed with her, I should now 
 have a nice saucer of milk and sit in her lap by 
 the fire. 1 wish I could find the way back, 
 thought she. So she tried; but took the wrong 
 way, for it is easier to stray from home than to 
 find the way back again. The farther she ran, 
 
days or SICKNESS. 35 
 
 the farther she removed from the old dame's 
 hut. 
 
 This kind old lady was grieved when she 
 found the cat was gone, ft was the only com- 
 panion she had and she loved her for her son's 
 sake. She is an ungrateful puss, said the dame, 
 and will, I am sure, repent of having left me. 
 She went to the door several times in the 
 course of the morning, and called puss, puss, 
 puss! but puss could not hear for she was a 
 great way off. 
 
 In the mean time pussy crept along as well 
 as she could on the sunny side of the road, and 
 did not see another house for some time, * and 
 only one or two teams, with their drivers all 
 muffled in great coats driving to market. She 
 climbed up on a load of wood that was in one 
 of them, and the driver was so kind as not to 
 touch her, but let her ride unmolested. At last 
 they passed a butcher's cart, which was stand- 
 ing by the door of a farm house, just ready to 
 go to market. Pussy smelled the meat and 
 quickly jumped down and ran to the cart. Be- 
 fore the butcher saw her, she had seized a little 
 bit, but at that moment he discovered the thief, 
 
36 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 and set his dog at her, and away she scamper- 
 ed, but kept the meat in her mouth till she ran 
 up a tree where the dog could not reach her, and 
 there she sat and eat it up. This made her 
 feel a little better, but she was still hungry. 
 Thus she roamed about without friends or home 
 and with very little food, till she reached the 
 city. There she got down to the wharves and 
 found her way into a ship. 
 
 The sailors saw her come on board and did 
 not drive her back*', because they think it good 
 luck to have a cat come on board when they 
 were going to sail. One of them seemed to have 
 a greater liking for cats than the others, and al- 
 ways fed her from his own mess. 
 
 Puss had some slight recollection of a ship 
 and scon felt at home and happy ., and resolved 
 not to quit her friends again. The sailors used 
 often to play with her and set her on deck, to 
 tell what the weather was going to bo. — It is 
 said that when it is going to rain, cats will sit 
 and stroke their faces wi;h their paws. This 
 may be true and it is probably owing to some 
 peculiar sensation which a moist atmosphere 
 (such as prevails before rain) produces in 
 them. 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 35 
 
 The ship was gone several months, and then 
 returned to the same port from which it sailed. 
 When it arrived all the men were glad to jump 
 on shore as soon as they could get permission. 
 The sailor who had been so fond of our cat. 
 took her in his arms, and set her down on the 
 wharf; but she leaped directly back, and would 
 not quit the ship. This man however seemed 
 determined to have her, and put her in a bag, 
 with only a little hole in it for the air to come 
 in, and swinging it over his shoulder carried 
 her off. 
 
 During all this time dame Trot was very sol- 
 itary and seldom saw a human being. O.ice 
 in a while one of her nearest neighbors would 
 wade through the snow to see her, and inquire 
 if she wanted any ihfng, and as this was an un- 
 usually severe winter, at last, he invited her tc 
 come to his house, and live in his family a few 
 weeks, till the snow went off, for he really fear- 
 ed she might suffer and even die alone. The 
 dame after much urging consented — but as Par- 
 mer Clap (this was his name) had a numerous 
 though well regulated household, the noise and 
 confusion of the busy scene fatigued the old 
 
33 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 lady, who often longed for her quiet hut. She 
 was sensible however of the kindness of the 
 farmer and his family, and made herself quite 
 useful among them; she knit socks for the chil- 
 dren, rocked the cradle, and read aloud in the 
 Bible, during the long evenings. As soon how- 
 ever as the snow began to melt she requested 
 to be carried back. She employed herself, in 
 putting her humble habitation in order after her 
 long absence. Twice a»,day she put on her 
 spectacles and read a chapter in her Bible, and 
 prayed to God to take care of her son, and to 
 suffer her old eyes once more to be blessed 
 with the sight of him. Scarcely a day passed 
 that she did not think of her lost cat, and some- 
 times she felt very sad and almost feared that 
 Thomas was lost also, for she had not heard a 
 word from him since he left her. Not that he 
 neglected to write to his old mother, but the 
 letters did not reach her. 
 
 The winter passed, and spring was coming 
 on; the grass looked green, and the violets were 
 peeping forth their blue heads around the old 
 dame's hut. She had planted some lettuce in a 
 box placed in the sun, where it had already 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 39 
 
 grown quite large. Perhaps, said she, by the time 
 it is fit to gather, Thomas may return to £at 
 some of it. How he will relish it after living so 
 long on salt meat, at sea. 
 
 One day when dame Trot was weeding and 
 watering her lettuce, she thought she heard 
 footsteps, an unusual sound, and looking up she 
 beheld her dear son by her side. ' Heaven be 
 praised!' exclaimed the old dame, her eyes run- 
 ning over with tears, ' here you are Tom, safe 
 and sound.' 'Yes, mother, and have made a 
 prosperous voyage, and brought you a world of 
 good things. My chest is coming out in neigh- 
 bor Clap's waggon. 
 
 'Thank you Tom, you are a blessing to your 
 old mother, and Heaven will reward you for 
 it. The richest lady in the land might envy 
 me my son. But what is in that bag?' 
 
 1 O I guess you will think you are going to 
 have a family of cats. But it is another cat, 
 who came on board our ship just as we sailed, 
 and the creature took such a liking to me, and 
 looked so much like the kitten 1 saved, that 1 
 would have her, although she was so attached 
 to the ship I was obliged to tie her up in this 
 
tO DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 ag to prevent her getting back; here she is,' 
 or while he was speaking he had untied the 
 bag, and out jumped the cat glad enough to 
 get free. 
 
 ' V\ hy Thomas it is the very kitten herself, 
 said the dame, ' I know her by the two brown 
 spots on her back. How glad I am to see her. 
 She ran away six months ago and 1 never ex- 
 pected to lay eyes on her again.' 
 
 'Well that is strange, I declare,' said Thomas, 
 c when she came on board we took to one anoth- 
 er at once. 
 
 The old dame lifted pussy up in her lap, 
 stroked her, gave her some milk from the same 
 saucer she used to be fed in, (which had a lit- 
 tle piece broken out of the edge, and was al- 
 ways reserved for pussy,) and told her she 
 hoped she would never run away agnin. Could 
 the cat have spoken, she would have thanked 
 her, for the milk was very grateful, and prom- 
 ised ne\( r to quit her mistress again. And she 
 might also have said that she had learned this 
 lesson by her wanderings, never to desert old 
 friends in search of new. 
 
 * Is that a true story, mother,' said Lucy, 'or 
 did you only make it up to amuse me ? ' 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 41 
 
 * It is one of my own invention,' answered 
 Mrs Arnold. ' I can only say it is not an un- 
 natural or improbable story, — but not that it re- 
 ally happened. I hope it has dispelled some 
 of your unpleasant fancies.' c O yes, 1 think 
 now I can go to sleep. I hope you will 
 dUo.' 
 
 'Yes, Lucy, I will; T shall lie down by your 
 side and then if you wish anything you can ea- 
 sily rouse me. 
 
 As soon as Mrs Arnold had rested her head 
 on ihe pi low beside her sick daughter, believ- 
 ing her not to be in immediate want of her at- 
 tention, she dropped to sleep, for she was great- 
 ly exhausted by watching and anxiety. 
 
 Lucy was less fortunate; the restlessness and 
 the unpleasant images which the narration of the 
 story had for a lime banished, began to return; 
 and her first thought was to awaken her mo- 
 ther; but being a considerate little girl and care- 
 ful for others comfort as, well as her own, she 
 immediately recollected how important rest 
 was to her, and resolved if possible not to dis- 
 turb her. It occurred to Lucy that as the story 
 had diverted her attention from herself, if she 
 
42 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 endeavoured to recall it and imagine herself re- 
 peating it to her brother, this might keep her 
 mind calm. She remembered that once when 
 she had the toothach, her mother advised her 
 to repeat to herself some of the little hymns 
 and poems she had learned, and having done 
 so it turned her attention from the pain. In- 
 stead therefore of asking her mother to repeat 
 the story of the cat, or tell another, she tried to 
 amuse herself and imagined herself telling it to 
 Robert. This employment proved tranquilizing 
 and before she had come to the end, she too fell 
 asleep, and when she awoke she found herself 
 much refreshed, and had the happiness to see 
 her mother sitting up by her side and looking 
 less fatigued than she had done before. 
 
 Shortly after, Robert's noisy step and 
 cheerful voice were heard in the passage, and 
 he entered the room, saying, c School is done, 
 how is Lucy, mother? where is my ball; I ana 
 going on the Common to play ball, may I spend 
 my ninepence for a bat?' All in a breath. 
 
 ' Not so fast, my son. Lucy is better, I am 
 glad you have come in just at this time. The 
 doctor says she may eat an orange to day: John 
 
DATS OF SICKNESS. 43 
 
 is very much engaged in some necessary work, 
 and 1 wish you to go to Court street and buy 
 some oranges. 
 
 R. What! all the way down there? why 
 can not I get them at Mr Adams's close by. 
 
 Mrs A. He has none that are sweet, I 
 have just sent there. 
 
 R. Well, then I can not play bat and ball, 
 for it will be dinner time when T get back. 
 
 Mrs A. I think you will have an hour to 
 play after your return, it is not much after 12 
 o'clock — but if you do not, are you not willing 
 to give up one game of bat and ball to oblige 
 your sister who is so sick? 
 
 R. I have to be in school all day, and I 
 want to play, in playing time. 
 
 Mrs A. I shall not urge you, because I 
 wish your attention to your sister to be volun- 
 tary, not from compulsion. I can assure you 
 however that if you go out to play, you will 
 feel that you are not doing right and be less hap- 
 py than if you went first for the oranges. 
 
 R. Well I suppose I must go. 
 
 Mrs A. No 1 leave it entirely to your own 
 determination to go for the oranges, or to play, 
 as you choose.' 
 
44 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 Robert took his ball out of the drawer and 
 walked slowly out of the room. Lucy looked 
 disappointed, 'cannot 1 have the orange till af- 
 ter dinner?' said she. 
 
 ' Yes,' answered her mother ' I shall not imi- 
 tate your brother, but put myself to the incon- 
 venience of sending John.' 
 
 'If Robert had ever been sick, he would 
 have gone, do not you think he would, mother?' 
 * I trust so; — our own sufferings lead us to feel 
 for the sufferings of others; and thus what at 
 first view might appear to have the effect of 
 making us think most of ourselves, is so wisely 
 ordered as to lead us to a consideration of 
 others. U we avail ourselves of these occa- 
 sions of improvement, (for as I have often told 
 you we must do our part) sickness will be the 
 means of cultivating a disinterested and benev- 
 olent disposition.' 
 
 As she spoke these words, Robert entered, 
 not with his usual animated manner, but slow- 
 ly and softly, and coming up to his mother 
 said, ' May I go for the oranges ? ' 
 
 His mother made no remarks on hie late be- 
 haviour, willing to encourage by her appro- 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 45 
 
 bation the slightest impulses to virtue, and 
 giving him the money said * yes, Lucy will 
 thank you, I am persuaded.' 
 
 Robert did not wait to hear whether Lucy 
 thanked him or not, but skipped out of the 
 room, and soon returned with a basket of fine 
 Havana oranges. 'There Lucy,' said he, 
 'are not these good. 1 told Mr Carter that 
 they were for my sister and she was sick. He 
 said I should have the sweetest he had, because 
 1 had come for them myself, and he looked 
 over a box and gave me these. Will you cut 
 one, mother? Here Lucy, try it, is it sweet ? ' 
 'Yes, said Lucy, it is the first thing that has tas- 
 ted good since I have been sick. Give Rob- 
 ert one, will you mother? ' 
 
 4 Yes,' said her mother, 'and in return, Rob- 
 ert, you must tell me which has made you most 
 happy, p!a\ ing ball or going for the oranges. 
 ' O going for the oranges mother, I am very glad 
 T went instead of John, for I got the best out 
 of a whole box, because 1 came for my sis- 
 ter.' 
 
 i Experience is a more succesful teacher than 
 precept,' said Mrs Arnold. 'When I told you 
 that you would not be happy if you followedyour 
 
46 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 own selfish desires, you would not believe me: 
 now you have felt that what I said is true.' 
 
 Lucy continued to suffer very much, and her 
 patience was exhausted more than once. 'O 
 mother, she said, how badly I feel; when shall I 
 get well ? I am tired of lying in bed.' 'My dear 
 Lucy,' answered her mother, ( do not complain if 
 you can possibly avoid it: this will aggravate 
 your distress. Your heavenly Father taketh 
 care of you, and will restore you to health 
 when he thinks best. Endeavor to engage your 
 mind in reflecting on the comforts with which 
 you are surrounded — your mother constantly 
 by your side, and many others ready to attend 
 to your smallest wants; a kind and skilful phy- 
 sician, who does all in his power, to alleviate 
 your suffering? and effect your cure. A pleas- 
 ant airy apartment, with every convenience for 
 your bodily comfort. How many children are 
 there at this moment ill with the measles in 
 close noisy rooms, without necessary attend- 
 ance, perhaps even without a mother to watch 
 over them or a doctor to direct the best meth- 
 od of treatment. — Their sufferings are much 
 aggravated, and in some instances their lives sac- 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 47 
 
 rificed, for want of proper care. You must 
 thank God for his goodness to you, and pray to 
 him to give you a submissive spirit.' 'I do, moth- 
 er,' said Lucy, 'and I will try to wait patiently 
 till he pleases to make me well. I wish I could 
 think of something that I could do without see- 
 ing. How do blind people employ themselves? 
 I would not be blind for the world.' 
 
 Mrs Arnold replied, 'It is a great calamity to 
 be blind, and yet it is said that the blind are 
 usually cheerful. They meet with much kind- 
 ness and consideration, and they are more grate- 
 ful for attention than those are who need it less. 
 There is no affliction which if it be endured 
 in the right spirit, may not improve our charac- 
 ter, and thus become a blessing. 
 
 'I once knew a little blind girl named Amy 
 Bennet, who was one of the most generous, af- 
 fectionate, pious characters I have ever known! 
 she was naturally ingenious and good tempered. 
 She lost her sight by the measles when she was 
 ten years old. She retained a distinct recollec- 
 tion of what she had seen, this added to her 
 pleasures and her means of employment, but also 
 increased her regret. Her mother was an in. 
 
48 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 valid and this child was her sole nurse. Amy 
 had one brother \ounger than herself, who after 
 he had learned lo read at a Sunday school used 
 to read to her. And ihis was a mutual benefit, 
 as his sister thus gained knowledge ;md he 
 profited by her remarks, and his interest in what 
 he read was increased by her sympathy and 
 instructions. 
 
 Amy's mind being deprived of exercise on 
 objects without, was the more active in its in- 
 ternal operations. Her memory was astonish- 
 ing, so that after her brother had read a chap- 
 ter in the Bible or a story she could always re- 
 peat the substance of it to her mother, who ap- 
 peared to enjoy it more in the words of her 
 daughter, than out of the book. 
 
 When I was a little girl I often visited her 
 with my mother. .1 never heard her complain, 
 never saw her idle; she used to wind thread and 
 silk for the neighbors; knit stockings, net pur- 
 ses and bags. She would cut out letters on 
 bits of wood, which she could distinguish by 
 feeling and compose words of them for her own 
 amusement, or to teach her brother to spell, by 
 the game which you know we often play, of 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 49 
 
 -j^y^^'n 
 
 Tv^— 
 
 making out the word from the letters thrown 
 promiscuously together. She always made 
 her mother's bed,— she cou'd :*ing sweetly and 
 play tunes on the Jew's- harp the only instrument 
 which (as she was poor) she co> Id afford to b*;y. 
 A young lady who lived near i.?r, had a 
 flageolet on which sli3 301 etimes pliye ! , nd 
 being t>ld that the bl nd girl was foi'ld of music, 
 sent for her to come and hear it. Amy '3 pleas- 
 ure was very great and sh : xpressed it so en- 
 thusiastically that the young lady was much af- 
 fected and gave her the flageolet and some in- 
 struction in p'ay ug on it, aid I remember, 
 she told me that her flageolet had never af- 
 forded her so much delight as at the moment 
 
50 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 she presented it to the blind girl. Music is 
 sweet, but the emotions of benevolence and 
 sympathy are far sweeter. 
 
 Amy, as I have told you, took care of her 
 sick mother, who w r as often confined to her 
 bed. By her mother's directions, and what as- 
 sistance she could obtain from her little brother 
 she managed all the household concerns, cook- 
 ed the food, washed the clothes and kept every 
 article of furniture neat and in order; her moth- 
 er being able only to do what little sewing was 
 requisite. Amy was fortunate in being thus 
 poor, I might almost say in being blind; since 
 these circumstances exercised and developed 
 her faculties, furnished her with that necessary 
 employment which is the best security against 
 discontent and led her early to think of God, 
 to whom the needy and afflicted never turn in 
 vain. 
 
 I have seen many a child in the full possession 
 of all its senses, surrounded with friends and 
 competence, who possessed neither the knowl- 
 edge, the virtue nor the content of this little 
 blind girl, and who might have changed with 
 her to advantage. 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 51 
 
 'But mother, said Lucy, 'I should be very sor- 
 ry to be blind,— ought I not to feel so? ' 
 
 'Assuredly you may; there is nothing wrong 
 in the feeling ; we are never to put ourselves 
 in the way of suffering ; but when our heavenly 
 Father sends these trials upon us, we know 
 that they are designed for our good, and so they 
 will always prove, if we endure them with sub- 
 mission and patience.' 
 
 ' Is it not a fine day, mother,' said Lucy, ' I 
 think there is a gleam of sunshine through 
 my curtain, how glad I shall be to see the sun, 
 and walk out again.' 
 
 ' Yes, you will fully realize the pleasure of 
 health,' said Mrs Arnold, 'of being able to skip 
 about in the open air, and go to school.' 
 
 ' I shall like to go to school better than ever,' 
 returned Lucy. ' 1 believe it is three or four 
 days since you were out, mother; I w T ish you 
 would take a walk, it would do you good and 
 I can be with Margaret; she will read to me, 
 her eyes are strong and she likes to read my 
 little books.' 
 
 ' I will go, if you are contented to be left with 
 Margaret, but you must keep quiet and not 
 
52 DATS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 talk much with her, for excitement will increase 
 your fever and perhaps bring on the delirium.' 
 
 Mrs Arnold called the maid and gave her 
 directions concerning Lucy and then went out; 
 for she knew that air and exercise were ne- 
 cessary to enable her to bear the fatigue and 
 anxiety of her daughter's sick chamber. 
 
 When she returned she found every thing as 
 she wished, and the succeeding night was bet- 
 ter than any one previous. 
 
 Lucy is now decidedly getting well. Her 
 complexion is beginning to recover its natural 
 hue, and her eyes can bear a linle light, still 
 she cannot use tliem> even to look a! pictures. 
 
 This morning, Robert came home as soon 
 as school was done, and s ".id, ' 1 should like to 
 read to Lucv, instead of 2:01112; on the Common 
 to play; here is the new bonk grandpapa gave 
 me, about insects; it is very interesting.' 
 
 His mother accepted the proposal, and 
 Lucy said ' I have been wish'ng to read this 
 book ever since you received it.' 
 
 'I will take my work and sit by the window, 
 said Mrs Arnold, for I should like 10 hear it also. 
 Draw the head curtain of Lucy's bed, Robert* 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 53 
 
 so as to skreen the light from her eyes, and 
 let it fall on your book.' 
 
 Robert read in an easy pleasant manner, for 
 he understood every word of it. His mother 
 had never allowed him to read any thing that 
 he did not understand when it could be avoided, 
 and thus he had not acquired the monotonous 
 manner of reading usual with children, and 
 even many grown people. 
 
 Robert read several very curious accounts 
 of the habits of insects and their mode of con- 
 structing their nests, and looked behind the 
 curtain to see how Lucy liked them — then shut- 
 ting his book he stepped very softly across the 
 room to his mother, and whispered, ' Lucy 
 is asleep, I have read her to sleep, 1 had bet- 
 ter not read any more now.' 
 
 'No, you are a thoughtful good boy,' said 
 Mrs Arnold, ' to be so careful not to waken 
 her. Now run out to your play, I am sure you 
 will enjoy it, because you have been good.' 
 
 Robert opened the door carefully. His mo- 
 ther did not hear his footsteps, but looking 
 out of the window, presently saw him bounding 
 across the Common like a fawn. 
 3 
 
64 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 Mrs Arnold felt happy, and said in her heart, 
 Robert has sensibility and right feeling, and 
 though thoughtless and passionate I begin to 
 hope that 1 shall in the end train him to habits 
 of disinterestedness and reflection. This will 
 be much harder than with Lucy, who always 
 regards the feelings of others. 
 
 Such reflections passed often through Mrs 
 Arnold's mind. Her husband had been dead 
 several years, and her chief concern was to 
 perform her duty faithfully and successfully 
 in the bringing up of those precious children 
 Heaven had confided to her charge. 
 
 Lucy awoke from her nap so much refresh- 
 ed, that her moiher thought she might venture 
 to send for her little friend and schoolmate Eliz- 
 abeth, to pass an hour with her. 
 
 Elizabeth was a pleasant well behaved child, 
 and never noisy or troublesome. 
 
 She came. Lucy was rejoiced to see her, 
 and asked her many questions about her school- 
 mates, and how far they had got on in their 
 studies, particularly their geography, * in 
 which,' said she, ' I am sorry to be so far be- 
 hind you all.' 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 55 
 
 4 1 dare say you will get up with us in a 
 week. You can get two lessons while the others 
 get one. I wish 1 had as good a memory as 
 you have. I never can remember anything.' 
 
 ' Your memory may be better than you im- 
 agine,' said Mrs Arnold. ' Perhaps you do not 
 give all your attention to what you are studying; 
 do not you think of something else at the time, 
 Elizabeth ? ' 
 
 4 1 suppose I do, but how can T help it ? ' 
 
 ' It may be that you are not sufficiently de- 
 sirous of helping it,' replied Mrs Arnold. ' We 
 are sure to remember what we are much inter- 
 ested in. If I were to promise you a new book 
 on condition that you came in for it tomorrow, 
 precisely at two o'clock, 1 dare say you would 
 be here at the moment.' 
 
 4 O yes, I should think of it all the time and 
 look at the dock.' 
 
 4 Just so,' said Mrs Arnold, 'if you thought 
 of your lesson and looked at your book with an 
 earnest desire to get the lesson correctly, you 
 would not fail to remember it. I have no doubt 
 that when Lucy is well enough to go to school, 
 she will have very little additional trouble in 
 
56 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 getting double lessons, because she will be ex- 
 cited by the desire to overtake her class.' 
 
 1 But do not you think that there is a differ- 
 ence in memories ? ' said Elizabeth. 
 
 'Undoubtedly, some persons have better 
 memories than others, but deficiencies of this 
 sort are more easily supplied by attention and 
 a desire to do well, than children are aware of.' 
 
 Elizabeth's mind was excited by these re- 
 marks, and they were of lasting advantage to 
 her. The idea that she could, if she made an 
 effort, equal those in her class, who had always 
 surpassed her, was new and pleasing, and stim- 
 ulated her effectually. The delight of her pa- 
 rents and teacher, and the rewards and praises 
 she received, furnished additional inducements 
 to her to continue her exertions ; till the habit 
 of giving her entire attention to whatever she 
 was upon became fixed, and she attained a su- 
 periority which her friends, or even herself had 
 never anticipated. 
 
 Ms Arnold was constantly throwing out 
 such hints and good advice to the young peo- 
 ple who visited her children, and the good she 
 did in this way was incalculable. 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 57 
 
 Lucy and Elizabeth now began to converse 
 about their own affairs. Mrs Arnold left them 
 wholly to themselves, knowing that the restraint 
 imposed by older persons represses the natural 
 flow of the affections, and checks the graceful- 
 ness of spontaneous communication. If she 
 noticed any feelings or expressions that needed 
 correction, she did not interfere at the time, 
 but reserved her admonition for another and 
 more favorable occasion. In about an hour 
 Elizabeth took her leave. The remainder of 
 the day was passed quietly by Lucy, who re- 
 quired no other gratification than the delightful 
 feeling of returning be j ,l h. This evenn^r was 
 Saturday. Lucy asked her mother to tell her 
 a true story and to let Robert come up and sit 
 with her and hear it also. 
 
 ( Now,' said Mrs Arnold, ' T will tell you a 
 story you have heard before, rnd I am curious 
 to know which of you will first recognize it.' 
 
 c What is the name ?' s; id Lucy. 
 
 1 You shall chose a name after you have 
 heard it.' 
 
 1 But if it is a true story,' replied Lucy, 'it 
 must have a name.' 
 
 • 4 
 
58 days or SICKNESS. 
 
 ' Well then,' said her mother, ' you can call 
 it, maternal solicitude, —or, the rescued child, 
 — or, the favored of Heaven; for either will be 
 a true name.' 
 
 4 Come begin mother,' said Robert, 'I dare 
 say Lucy will find out first.' 
 
 ' There was once a woman who lived in a far 
 distant country, — this country was ruled by a 
 cruel and wicked king. If the poor woman 
 could have got away, and lived anywhere else, 
 she would, but the king would not allow her or 
 any one to quit the kingdom without his per- 
 mission, and she was obliged to stay there, as 
 also were her husband, kindred and neighbors, 
 and work very hard for this king, who was even 
 so wicked as to take away their children and 
 kill them. This woman had a little baby, a 
 son, and she heard that the king intended to 
 send some one to take it away from her. She 
 was exceedingly distressed, and hid it some- 
 where, 1 do not know where, but in a place 
 w T here no one could hear it cry. The people 
 came for it, but could not find it, and went 
 away, believing she had no son. The mother 
 hid it in this way several months, but at last it 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 59 
 
 grew so big and could cry so loud, that she 
 could not conceal it any longer; and she was, in- 
 formed, that the servants of the king had dis 
 covered that she had a son, and were coming the 
 next day to take him from her. 
 
 How sad she was, and how she wept while 
 she looked on her boy, and thought that she must 
 part with him! Could the wicked king have 
 known what she felt , I think he would have 
 relented. 
 
 This mother however, was a woman of piety 
 as well as tenderness. She did not sit down 
 in despair, but prayed to God to instruct and 
 sustain her. A plan occurred to her mind, 
 which appeared to offer some hope of preserv- 
 ing the child's life. She constructed a basket 
 of reeds and lined it with clay, so that the water 
 could not get in, then she dressed her infant as 
 neatly as she could, and kissed his soft cheek 
 and smiling mouth over and over again, and 
 wet his face with her tears. It seemed as if 
 her heart would break, as she laid him in the 
 basket, and felt that this might be her last em- 
 brace. She took the basket to the river near, 
 and laid it in the flags by the brink, and the 
 
60 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 babe soon fell asleep. The mother had a kind 
 daughter, who went with her and promised 
 to watch the child, and see what became of it. 
 The mother returned home trusting in God. 
 The king's servants came and searched in vain 
 for the child; the mother's heart was relieved, 
 as she looked at their cruel countenances, and 
 remembered that her precious babe was not in 
 their hands. Meantime the sister remaining at 
 a little distance, saw some females walking 
 along, by the river side, and perceived that it 
 was the daughter of the king who had come 
 down, attended by her maidens, to bathe; as 
 was the custom of that country. The princess 
 saw the basket and sent her maid to fetch it. 
 She uncovered it and beheld the child, who 
 seeing strange faces, began to cry. The prin- 
 cess did not resemble her cruel father, but be- 
 ing tender h?arted, was moved by the cries of 
 the infant, and said she would take it home and 
 bring it up as her own child. All this time 
 the sister was watching and saw every thing 
 that passed, and drew nearer and nearer. She 
 heard the princess say, i I must have a nurse 
 for the child/ and then she ventured to come 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 61 
 
 forward, and ask the princess if she would al- 
 low her to go for a nurse. Having obtained 
 permission she ran for the child's mother, told 
 her all that had happened, and brought her to 
 the king's daughter, who put the child into her 
 arms and charged her to nurse it faithfully. 
 The mother longed to press him to her heart, 
 and could hardly restrain her tears. 
 
 As soon as she was alone with her son, she 
 kissed him with rapture, and thanked God with 
 fervent gratitude for his merciful Providence, 
 in not only restoring her child to her arms, 
 but in providing for him so fortunate a lot, and 
 so able a protector. She had trusted to her 
 Heavenly Father, and he had not deserted her. 
 How deeply did she reverence and adore his 
 power and goodness. — This child whose life 
 was so wonderfully preserved, grew up to be 
 one of the greatest and best men that ever lived.' 
 
 ' O! it was Moses,' said Robert, ' Moses in 
 the bulrushes; did not you think of it Luey? J 
 i Yes but not till mother had told a great deal, 
 not till the king's daughter came to the river 
 side.' 
 
 Lucy and Robert remained conversing with 
 5 
 
62 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 their mother, more than an hour before tliey 
 went to bed, and she related to them most of 
 the remarkable events in the life of Moses, and 
 the journeyings of the Israelites in the desert, 
 before they reached the promised land. She 
 made many explanations, which as it gave clear- 
 ness to their ideas, increased their interest in 
 these miraculous histories. 
 
 The next day being Sunday, Lucy said c she 
 supposed she should pass much of it alone, as 
 she was now so far recovered that it was not 
 necessary for her mother to remain at home on 
 her account.' 
 
 4 What I shall do, r said she, ' all this long 
 morning 1 do not know, for I cannot use my 
 eyes yet.' 
 'I shall only be abseni about two hours, said her 
 mother ; ' I trust you will find enough to think 
 of to employ that time well. You are just re- 
 covering from a severe and what has to many 
 proved a fatal disease, and your heart ought to 
 be filled with thankfulness to God, who has pre- 
 served your life, and restored you to health. 
 You will I am sure pray to him and thank him 
 for his goodness when you are alone, and en- 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 63 
 
 deavor to call to mind what peculiar blessings 
 you have experienced, and what good things 
 you possess, which you have not prized as 
 highly as you ought.' 
 
 ' How do you mean, mother?' 
 
 c Your sight for instance. Have you ever 
 before reflected on the value of this gift, or 
 been sufficiently grateful that you were not de- 
 prived of it.' 
 
 £ No, but I have thought of it often since I 
 have been shut up in this dark room, and there 
 are many other things like this that I remember 
 now. 5 
 
 ' Well, endeavor,' said Mrs Arnold, ' to em- 
 ploy your mind on this subject while I am gone, 
 and tell me on my return what blessings have 
 been brought to your mind and inspired your 
 gratitude, by this short illness. Margaret reads 
 very well, and will rear! the Bible to you.' 
 
 The time did not pass heavily with Lucy. 
 She adopted her mother's plan; who was pleas- 
 ed with the account she received from her of 
 her morning's reflections. ' If I could have us- 
 ed my eyes, mother, I should have tried to 
 make out a list, but I had so many thoughts 
 
64 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 that I dare say I should not have been able to 
 write them half down ; because I write so slowly. 
 I wish I could write as fast as you do, mother.' 
 
 1 This ease,' said Mrs Arnold, c is owing to 
 practise ; the more you write the sooner you 
 will acquire it. Shall 1 write down your 
 thoughts for you ?' 
 
 4 If you please, mother.' 
 
 With a few alterations and corrections, Mrs 
 Arnold wrote what Lucy had told her, in a little 
 book she kept for such purposes. This book 
 contained notes of interesting conversations 
 she had at any time held with her children ; 
 suggestions on education, that arose in her mind 
 from her daily experience and observation^ 
 stories she had related for their instruction and 
 amusement; and anecdotes and incidents of real 
 life. It is from this book that we have drawn 
 the present work, 
 
 SUNDAY MORNING REFLECTIONS OF A LITTLE GIRL 
 WHO WAS RECOVERING FROM A SHORT ILLNESS, 
 
 The first thing I am grateful for is the know- 
 ledge of my heavenly Father, for it ma^es me 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 65 
 
 happier and better, and I love to thank him for 
 all his goodness; when 1 suffer, I can bear it 
 better if J remember that he designs it for my 
 benefit. Next is my mother, she loves me so 
 much, that she is kind to me even when I do 
 wrong; how much more 1 should have suffered 
 in my illness if my dear mother had not been 
 by to comfort and amuse me. Then my broth- 
 er, who is a pleasant kind companion and loves 
 me as well as I do him. All my little friends 
 and playmates, and my good teacher, who is 
 so patient in instructing us. My sight, without 
 which I should lose the pleasure of seeing 
 those I love, and the sky and the flowers, and 
 the power of walking about by myself. If I 
 were to lose my hearing I could not converse 
 with my friends. I am thankful for health and 
 liberty and that I am not always shut up in a 
 dark room as 1 have been this last week, but 
 can walk out, ride into the country, and run about 
 the gelds and garden. The pleasures of know- 
 ledge are very great; how many curious, beauti- 
 ful things there are in the world to study and 
 become acquainted with, but I have not time to 
 
66 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 tell half of them. Then there is the satisfaction I 
 feel when I have done right. I hope I shall 
 become every day more watchful of my own 
 conduct, more kind to others, more obedient to 
 my mother, and more pious and grateful to my 
 heavenly Father.' 
 
 Mrs Arnold read this to Lucy, after she had 
 written it, who said it was very much like what 
 she had told her, but not exactly. 
 
 'The ideas are the same,' said her mother; 
 4 but I have arranged them a little differently and 
 have altered a few expressions which were awk- 
 ward. And now,' said she, c Lucy, I am going 
 down to dinner, and I shall send you up a small 
 bit of beef, for you know the Doctor said you 
 might eat a little meat today.' 
 
 ' O yes,' replied Lucy, c l am very glad, 1 do 
 want to eat, [ am so hungry, mother. 1 think 
 I ought to put eating in my list; how glad I was 
 to get a piece of dry toast, after 1 had been 
 without several days.' 
 
 I trust you will not complain again if your 
 food is not just to your mind; if you cannot 
 always have chicken or turkey ior your dinner, 
 or a cake and sweetmeats at supper; but be 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 67 
 
 thankful you have a good appetite, and can rel- 
 ish plain wholesome food.' 
 
 The next day Lucy went down to dinner, 
 and in two days more as the weather was fine 
 she walked in the Mall. The day after her 
 walk her grandpapa took her and her brother 
 into the country. This ride was the pleasant- 
 est to Lucy she had ever taken. To quit her 
 sick chamber, to feel well, to see the flowers 
 and the grass, and all the beauty and variety of 
 country scenery, were charming indeed. — Lu- 
 cy's eyes did not become strong immediately, 
 although she was in all other respects very well. 
 It was not until after a month's absence that 
 she returned to school. She was welcomed by 
 her teacher and all her little school fellows, for 
 they all loved her. She took her place at the 
 foot of every class and was almost discouraged 
 when she found how far they had advanced in 
 their studies. 'How could you get on so far in 
 one month,' said she. ' A great deal may be 
 done in one month, my dear,' said her teacher, 
 'this will show you the importance of time. 
 Many little girls waste more hours in a year than 
 would make up a month . Will any of my schol - 
 
68 DAYS OF SICKNESS. 
 
 ars tell me how many hours they must waste a 
 day in one year to make up a month ? ' 
 
 Lucy answered first, she was very ready at 
 arithmetic; and this little instance of success re- 
 lieved her somewhat frcm the despondency 
 which was coming over her when she found hef 
 classmates so far ahead of her. 
 
 The geography class had got through their 
 geography and begun the book again. This 
 was quite fortunate for Lucy. She had learn- 
 ed her lessons thoroughly and she could easily 
 keep along with them now they were going over 
 the ground a second time, and get a lesson in 
 the part they had studied while she was ab- 
 sent; in order to reach her class in some other 
 studies, she omitted those which she used to 
 learn alone. 
 
 One day on her return from school she said 
 to her mother; 'it seems to me that I shall never 
 make up that month.' 
 
 ' It is hard to make up lost time, Lucy,' said 
 her mother, 'and this is a reason for employing 
 wisely all we have. But we need not count 
 your days of sickness lost time, for you have 
 during them, learned some things of the first 
 
DAYS OF SICKNESS. 69 
 
 importance. They were serious lessons, such 
 as sickness and suffering only can teach. You 
 are not too young however to appreciate their 
 value. The lesson of patience, which while it 
 alleviates your own sufferings renders it to 
 much easier for me to attend on you; gratitude 
 and love to those who do so much for your 
 comfort and happiness, and thankfulness and 
 devotion to your Heavenly Father, all whose 
 dispensations whether of joy or sorrow are de- 
 signed for your benefit. You understand bet- 
 ter than you ever did before, the value of health 
 and time, and of friends; and you will I trust 
 make a more faithful use of these than former- 
 ly. Instead of losing a month, you have prob- 
 ably gained many by the improvement you will 
 now be disposed to make of your time and ad- 
 vantages. Thus you perceive that our days 
 of sickness instead of being lost time, are, or 
 ought to be, among the most precious days 
 which God in his goodness bestows upon 
 
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 PREFACE. 
 
 The following Book, entitled ' The Beatitudes/ 
 is designed to convey religious instruction to chil- 
 dren, by stories, and familiar illustrations of some 
 of the doctrines and precepts of our Saviour. If 
 a single child should acquire from its perusal, a 
 better knowledge of the principles of our religion, 
 or imbibe a purer affection and deeper reverence 
 for its Divine Author, the mother, who wrote it, 
 will have her reward. 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 One Sunday Mary had been reciting to her 
 mother a lesson which consisted of the twelve 
 first verses, of the fifth chapter of Matthew — the 
 commencement of that best of all sermons that 
 was ever preached — c The sermon on the 
 Mount.' Her mother told her that the bless- 
 ings here pronounced by our Saviour, were 
 called l The Beatitudes' — and that it had been 
 said of some very good man, that he was £ a 
 man of the Beatitudes ;' because he exemplifi- 
 ed, to a very rare degree, the spirit and the 
 virtues which our Saviour here commends. 
 Now, Mary was a child who seemed to love 
 goodness for its own sake, and in all the little 
 temptations and trials to which she was subject, 
 was more than usually apt ; to choose the good 
 and refuse the evil.' She looked very thought- 
 ful for a moment, and then asked, * Mother, do 
 you think it could ever be said of any little child, 
 that she was a child of the Beatitudes ? do you 
 
76 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 think a little child could be good enough to hare 
 that said of her ?' 
 
 c I think, my dear, that it is the duty of every 
 child, capable of understanding the instructions 
 of our Saviour,to regulate her daily life by them, 
 and where there is such an effort, such an in- 
 tention, it will succeed to a greater or less de- 
 gree.' 
 
 * Yes, mother, but it seems to me that some 
 of those things which our Saviour teaches here, 
 are such as do not belong to little children at 
 all.' 
 
 * On the contrary, my dear, I think if I were 
 to explain them to you, you would find that 
 every one of them was appropriate to children.' 
 
 4 Well now mother, take the first beatitude, 
 if you please — ' Blessed are the poor in spirit.' 
 Perhaps I do not know what that means, but I 
 think I have some idea of it, and I do not see 
 how a little child is to show that she is ' poor 
 in spirit.' 
 
 1 I think I can soon make you perceive, my 
 dear; and in order to have my explanation 
 clearer, I will adopc the method of the teachers 
 of the deaf and dumb, who, when they wish to 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 77 
 
 communicate a new idea lo the pupil, present 
 the opposite, the contrast, and then the idea it- 
 self, made clearer by the contrast. So I will 
 ask you if you know what it is to be proud in 
 spirit ?' 
 
 * O yes, mother, I am sure I cannot help 
 knowing that, when I see so much every day 
 
 of Mary stopped, for she recollected, that 
 
 her mother never liked to hear her talk of the 
 faults of her companions. 
 
 ' You may go on, my-dear,' said her mother. 
 1 When we speak of other's faults from a prop- 
 er motive, that we may learn a lesson from them 
 of use to ourselves, we do no wrong ; but it is 
 both foolish and sinful to bring them into no- 
 tice, for the purpose of making ourselves appear 
 to greater advantage by the comparison. It is 
 much more for our own benefit to compare our- 
 selves with those who are better than we are, 
 than with such as have even more faults. But 
 to return to our subject. Tell me what you 
 think are the marks of a proud spirit. How 
 does Helen, who, I suppose you were going to 
 name just now, show such a spirit P 
 
 * Why, if she gets into any disputes or quar- 
 
78 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 rels with the girls at school, as often happens, 
 when it is entirely her own fault, the idea never 
 seems to enter her head that she can be in the 
 wrong, and sometimes when I know, and when 
 she tells me afterwards, she thinks herself the 
 blame was on her part, she declares she will 
 not acknowledge it to them. She cannot bear 
 not to have us agree with her in all her opinions, 
 to think just as she does, and be willing to do 
 just as she says, because, as you would suppose, 
 she really believes that whatever she says and 
 does must be right. If she takes an affront she 
 is very slow to forgive it. She often complains 
 that her father and mother wont let her have 
 her own way more, and is indignant at the 
 schoolmaster for every restraint he puts upon 
 us, as if her own will was the only law for her/ 
 ■ Well, my dear, a child to be poor in spirit, 
 must be just the reverse of all this. She must 
 never have so much confidence in herself as 
 not to be always watchful lest she should do 
 wrong; ready to suspect herself rather than 
 others, and to confess her errors when she per- 
 ceives them; willing not only to forgive injuries, 
 but to return good for evil; always desirous to 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 79 
 
 learn something from the virtues of others, and 
 willing to be guided by those who are wiser and 
 better than herself. It is only such who can 
 with any sincerity offer the petition, 'forgive us 
 our trespasses,' as it is only such who have that 
 sense of sin which makes pardon seem necessary.' 
 
 ' Well, mother, I think I see now that a child 
 may be 'poor in spirit, ' but before, it seemed 
 to me that this could be required only of those 
 who were grown up, and who had great fame or 
 wealth, or some such things to make them very 
 proud.' 
 
 ' It is almost unnecessary to remark, after 
 what I have already said, that in such instan- 
 ces, the duty is not more necessary, though 
 perhaps, a great deal more difficult.' 
 
 ' One word, if you please, mother,' said 
 Mary, 'upon the last part of the text we have 
 been considering. Our Saviour says, ' Bless» 
 ed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the king- 
 dom of Heaven.' What does he mean by say- 
 ing that * theirs is the kingdom of heaven?' 
 
 * His answer to the Pharisees on occasion 
 of their asking him when the kingdom of God 
 would come, explains this, He replied to them, 
 
80 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 ' the kingdom of God Is within you.' Blessed 
 indeed, must those be, of whom this can be said. 
 It is always considered a great happiness, you 
 know, to live under a wise and merciful gov- 
 ernment. Those who have the kingdom of 
 God within them, and obey his laws, enjoy, in a 
 peculiar manner, his favor and protection, and 
 are especially entitled to the rewards that are 
 promised to his faithful servants. Such have, 
 even while on eanh,a taste of the happiness of 
 Heaven. 
 
 1 Thank you, my dear mother; and now 
 will you talk with me a little longer, and help 
 me to understand better the next verse.' 
 
 * I have only time, now, dear, to tell you a 
 Story of two little girls, one of whom, Harriet 
 Somers, 'was a good deal like your acquaint- 
 ance Helen, and the other, Sarah Swift, of a 
 very different character.' 
 
 ' And what will you call the story? you 
 know I always like to have a name for a story/ 
 
 1 Well, then, it shall be called ' the story 
 
 OF THE PROUD GIRL AND HKR GENTLE FRIEND.' 
 
 These little girls were schoolmates and neigh- 
 bors, so that, of course, they had a good deal 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 8\ 
 
 of intercourse with each other. Harriet was 
 more fond of Sarah, than Sarah was of her; but 
 still, there was a good deal in Harriet that Sa- 
 rah could not help liking; for though very proud 
 and rather imperious, she had naturally a gener- 
 ous spirit, and a warm, affectionate temper. She 
 was almost always on bad terms with her school- 
 mates generally, but Sarah was so very sweet 
 tempered, so ' poor in spirit,' that she was al- 
 ways ready to forgive all her little offences, and 
 overlook her faults. 
 
 One Saturday afternoon, Harriet, accord- 
 ing to her usual custom, called for Sarah to 
 take a walk. Sarah declined, because, as she 
 said, she had engaged to go with Mary Horn; 
 * but you will wait till Mary comes,' said Sarah; 
 ' I shall be very glad to have your company too.' 
 
 Harriet took offence at this. * I thought it 
 was understood,' said she, c between you and 
 me, that we should have a walk together every 
 Saturday afternoon, and I wonder you should 
 engage to go with some one else and say noth- 
 ing to me about it.' 
 
 1 Why Harriet,' said Sarah, * I could'nt im- 
 agine that you would not be willing to have 
 
82 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 Mary of the party; and as she is a stranger, 
 removed from all her friends, and seems to take 
 a fancy to me, rather than to the girls she boards 
 with, I thought I should be unkind to refuse 
 her. She could not come till five, and I was 
 sure you would be willing, for the sake of oblig- 
 ing her, to wait till then.' 
 
 ' I don't care,' said Harriet, peevishly, ' it 
 may have been kind to her, but I think it was 
 very unkind to me; and 1 have no fancy foF 
 people that are always ready to forsake old 
 friends for new ones.' So saying, she abruptly 
 left her. 
 
 1 Now is it not strange,' said Sarah when 
 she went upstairs to her mother's room, 'that 
 Harriet should take offence so easily?' 
 
 < She will learn better by and by, 1 trust,' 
 said her mother, ' she will find that such folly 
 costs her too much.' 
 
 * What do you mean by that, mother ?' 
 1 1 mean that by indulging her pride of tem- 
 per she loses a great deal of love and good 
 will, besides a great many social pleasures, as 
 for instance, this walk; and therefore, her pride 
 may be said to cost her all these.' 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 83 
 
 * Now I dare say,' said Sarah, l that she 
 will refuse to go with us this afternoon, and it 
 is likely as not that she wont speak to me for 
 a week to come. , 
 
 * Well, my dear, don't let there be any change 
 in your manners towards her; at least, no dimi* 
 nution of kindness and good will.' 
 
 When Mary Horn came, Sarah condescend- 
 ed so far as to call for Harriet, which 1 suppose 
 some little girls would have been quite too 
 proud to do. When Harriet heard the kind 
 tones of Sarah's voice inquiring for her, she 
 had half a mind to resume her good humor, 
 and run down stairs to join her, but her pride 
 prevented, and she sent word she was engaged. 
 She followed the girls, however, with her eyes, 
 as far as she could see them, wishing, all the 
 time, that she was with them. Pride is a hard 
 master, a despot, that must be obeyed, wheth- 
 er his service is agreeable or not. 
 
 The next Monday, when Harriet came to 
 school, clouds were still on her brow, that not 
 even the bright good humor in Sarah's face as 
 she bade her a kind good morning, could dispel. 
 She kept aloof from Sarah all day, and avoided 
 
84 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 her, as much as she could, even when they 
 were going in the same direction home. 
 
 The next day they were to carry in their 
 compositions, for the first time since the com- 
 mencement of a new term. Their teacher 
 said he was going to adopt a new plan; which 
 was, that each girl should read her own aloud. 
 
 The girls were not prepared for this, and it 
 was a great trial to them. When it came to 
 Sarah's turn, who never thought it right or 
 proper to refuse anything that her teacher re- 
 quired, she immediately read hers, though with 
 a trembling lip, and in such agitation that she 
 almost cried before she had finished; but when 
 Harriet was called upon she first begged to be 
 excused, and when she found that her teacher 
 positively insisted on her doing as the rest had 
 done, she hastily threw the paper into the fire. 
 Sarah, foreseeing that her disgrace would be 
 the consequence, eagerly snatched it out, be- 
 fore it had kindled, and wmispering to Harriet, 
 begged she would read it, as, if she persisted 
 in her refusal, she would certainly be turned 
 out of school. With as much haste as she had 
 used in throwing it into the fire, she seized the 
 
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 THE BEATITUDES. 85 
 
 paper again, and read, or rather muttered it 
 over, so rapidly, that not one half of it could 
 be understood. The teacher said that would 
 not do; it must be read distinctly. Sarah, ea- 
 ger to save her friend, and sure that in the 
 present state of her mind she was incapable of 
 complying with this requisition, asked if she 
 might be permitted to read it for her. The 
 teacher, unwilling to come to extremities with 
 Harriet, and hoping she would be more rea- 
 sonable another time, replied in the affirmative. 
 Sarah took pains to read it as slowly, and dis- 
 tinctly as possible, hoping, by this means, to 
 efface the unpleasant impression of the scene 
 from the teacher's mind. It happened not to 
 be a very good composition; it had been 
 written hastily and carelessly. Harriet, though 
 a girl of good abilities, was very indolent, and 
 supposing that no one but her teacher would 
 see the composition, cared very little about it. 
 It caused her, therefore, a good deal of morti- 
 fication, and she began to feel provoked with 
 herself for her weakness, as she called it, in 
 yielding to what she thought was such a ridic- 
 ulous, unreasonable requisition on the part of 
 
86 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 her teacher. Completely out of humor with 
 herself and everybody else, when Sarah, who 
 felt very sorry for her, was going to lake her 
 arm as they w r ent home together, she rudely 
 repulsed her, saying she would have nothing to 
 do with a girl who, under the pretence of 
 kindness, only wished to do her an injury. 
 
 ' You know, Sarah,' said she, * that I never 
 took any pains with my compositions; and you 
 wanted to show how much better yours was, 
 than mine; that was the occasion of your great 
 eagerness to save it from the flames, and then 
 to read it yourself, when you knew I should 
 positively refuse again.' 
 
 This w r as too much, too hard, for poor Sa- 
 rah to bear without having her feelings very 
 much hurt. To receive reproaches instead of 
 thanks, where thanks are due, is a severe trial 
 both of temper and principle. Sarah made no 
 reply, but walked on in silence, till she reached 
 her father's door. The moment she entered, 
 her mother perceived that something troubled 
 her, and asked an explanation. Sarah told 
 the story of her wrongs with tears in her eyes. 
 14 Now mother,' said she, * was it not too bad — ■ 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 87 
 
 how can I ever have anything more to do with 
 her?' 
 
 ' I hope you do not mean to say that you 
 can never forgive her,' said her mother. 
 
 ' Why, no, mother, I will try to forgive her; 
 but it appears to me I can never endure to have 
 her for a companion again.' 
 
 y If you really forgive her, my dear, you will 
 be willing to associate with her; and if you are 
 actuated by a proper feeling, you will be wil- 
 ling, patiently to bear with all her foibles, in 
 the hope of curing or softening them by your 
 own forbearance and mildness.' 
 
 1 Ah! there is the very thing, mother. If I 
 continue, after what has passed, to treat her 
 just as I did before, I do not believe she will 
 ever be conscious how shamefully she has be- 
 haved.' 
 
 ' Do you recollect, my dear, the fable of 
 the sun and wind. The wind, with all its vi- 
 olence could not compel the traveller to part 
 with his cloak; he only wrapped it more 
 closely about him — but when the sun darted 
 upon him his hot rays in noonday stillness, he 
 was glad to throw it off. The ancients were 
 
88 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 by natural principles, enlightened and confirm- 
 ed by experience only; but we, who have the 
 aid of revelation., ought to be much wiser and 
 better than they. This fable was undoubtedly 
 intended to illustrate the principle which I now 
 wish to impress upon you — that mild and gen- 
 tle means will often prove more effectual, than 
 violent measures. To drop Harriet's acquaint- 
 ance would be a violent measure for you to 
 adopt, and would probably confirm all the dis- 
 agreeable traits in her character; but, continue 
 your usual, mild, and kind treatment of her, 
 and depend upon it, she will, in time, lay aside 
 the mantle of pride in which she wraps herself, 
 as the traveller did his cloak.' 
 
 ' If 1 could feel as sure of that as you do, 
 mother, I think, at least, I hope, I should not 
 hesitate what course to pursue — but Harriet's 
 seems to me a hopeless case.' 
 
 ' Well, my dear, granting that it is hopeless, 
 which I do not at all believe ; shall you do 
 wrong, because you consider her irreclaimable ? 
 Can you recollect none of the beautiful precepts 
 of our Saviour that apply to such a case as this ? 
 Can I not derive an argument from his own ex- 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 89 
 
 ample, the influence of which 1 know you some* 
 times feel, to prove to you what is your duty 
 in the present instance? ' 
 
 At this suggestion of her mother, several 
 such precepts as these, ' resist not evil,' ' love 
 your enemies,' &tc. he. immediately occurred 
 to Sarah; and she thought of our Saviour's pa- 
 tience, and gentleness, with those from whom 
 he received the worst, the most ungrateful 
 treatment. Her own naturally kind disposi- 
 tion inclined her to the side of clemency; and 
 now, that she felt a conviction of duty, she no 
 longer hesitated. 
 
 ' I will follow your advice, my dear mother, 
 or rather, perhaps, I should say, 1 will follow 
 the dictates of revelaiion, ' the Bible rule,' as 
 little Jemmy would call it.' 
 
 The next day, Harriet did not look well — 
 Sarah went to her, and kindly inquired what 
 ailed her. 
 
 ' Nothing, nothing at all,' said she, abruptly; 
 and immediately took her seat; pretending to 
 be very busy. Sarah took her seat also, which 
 was near Harriet's, and presently looking up, 
 perceived that she had become excessively 
 
90 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 pale. She hastily took a little bottle of cologne 
 water from her bag, and handed it to her. 
 Harriet shook her head, but in doing so, be- 
 came still more pale, and seemed on the point 
 of fainting away. Sarah supported her in her 
 arms; called for a tumbler of water — and then 
 begged there might be a carriage sent for, to 
 take her home. Meanwhile, she nursed her 
 with all tenderness; and when the carriage 
 came, accompanied her home. 
 
 In the evening, she went over to inquire how 
 she was, and found her very ill — a long fit of 
 sickness ensued. All this time, Sarah was un- 
 remitting in her attentions. At first, Harriet 
 was rather shy; but soon became so fond of 
 her that she could hardly bear to have her out 
 of her sight. Sickness gives us a sense of our 
 dependance upon the love and kindness of our 
 friends which hardly anything else can. Har- 
 riet's father being absent, she had no one to 
 attend upon her but his housekeeper ; who, 
 though a faithful nurse, was neither interesting 
 or agreeable. 
 
 Sarah was telling her mother, one day, how 
 necessary she had become to Harriet. ' I really 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 91 
 
 do not know what she would do without me,' 
 said she, ' for Miss Rachel says that (he mo- 
 ment she is awake in the morning, she calls for 
 the watch to see whether it is near the time that 
 1 usually go in, before school, and then keeps it 
 by her all day, and watches it constantly, for 
 the return of the accustomed hours of my vis- 
 its ; and that so sure as I miss a visit, she loses 
 a meal ; which, now that she is able to bear a 
 little food, is quite a disadvantage to her. 1 on- 
 ly wish it was vacation, and then I could be with 
 her all the time. She can bear some reading 
 now, and to be amused with my chat ; and she 
 loves dearly to have me bathe her head, and fix 
 her pillow, and do ten thousand little things for 
 her. She says Miss Rachel's hand is very- 
 rough, and mine smooth ; that Miss Rachel is 
 too loud, and too quick in all her motions ; 
 while I am sofily, and gentle. All that is ima- 
 ginaiion, I suppose, but the poor girl suffers so 
 much, that I am sure I ought to gratify her, in 
 every way I can.' 
 
 Sarah's mother thought this an opportunity 
 not to be lost, of inculcating a moral lesson, that 
 would make a lasting impression upon the mind 
 
92 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 of her child, and help to confirm all the best 
 tenderness of her nature. ' If you think so, my 
 dear,' said she, ■ had not you belter give up your 
 school, for the present? I have no objection to 
 that myself ; and I am sure your father will be 
 perfectly willing.' 
 
 * O I did not mean to suggest anything of 
 that kind mother; it is quite out of the question, 
 you know, because F am striving for the beau- 
 tiful prize that has been shown us for a bait; and 
 besides, my uncle William said if I obtained it, 
 as I think I certainly shall, he would give me a 
 new box of paints; of which I am really in great 
 need. Harriet would not wish me to give up 
 these, on her account, I am sure.' 
 
 'I dare say not, my dear; but so much the 
 greater would be the merit of the sacrifice.' 
 
 1 Why, 1 think, mother, if I rise very early, 
 and study very hardLI can be with her nearly 
 all the time out of school, after she wakes in 
 the morning, which is not, usually, till very late. 
 She seems entirely satisfied with that arrange- 
 ment; and, perhaps, really enjoys seeing me in 
 that way, more than if I were with her all the 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 93 
 
 1 That might be the case if she were in full 
 health, and could contrive her own amusements, 
 and procure her own pleasures; but now, your 
 society being the only solace and comfort that 
 she has, the more she sees you, the better, of 
 course. I was not thinking, however, so much 
 of the present happiness you might confer upon 
 her, as of the benefit to her character, which 
 could hardly fail to be the consequence of such 
 a magnanimous return, on your part, of good for 
 evil.' 
 
 ' O, as to that, mother, I know that she feels 
 very grateful for what I have done already ; and 
 I don't doubt she is very sorry for her foolish 
 conduct.' 
 
 '1 dare say, my dear, that she feels all this 
 now, very deeply; but still, all you have done 
 has been without any sacrifice; and is certainly, 
 no more than common kindness required. — The 
 impression of it, therefore, will not probably be 
 lasting — it will wear away as other impressions 
 of the sick room are apt to do; when the pa- 
 tient, restored to health, comes forth into the 
 world again, and amid the freshness and fulness 
 of his returning pleasures, forgets the past entire- 
 
94 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 ly; the scene ofloneliness and privation which 
 so lately surrounded him, fades from his mem- 
 ory, as spectres that haunt the imagination by 
 night, disappear with the light of the morning.' 
 
 1 That being the case, mother, it seems to 
 me that I had better take some other opportunity, 
 when she is in health, to make some great im- 
 pression upon her mind.' 
 
 < It is never best, my dear Sarah, to defer a 
 present opportunity of doing good. Life is too 
 short, too uncertain. I fear you set more value 
 on this prize, than on the chance of your friend's 
 reformation. But what will the temporary pleas- 
 ure it will afford you be worth, in the compar- 
 ison, with the lasting satisfaction of having dis- 
 charged your duty towards her, even if you 
 should not succeed, in producing the desired ef- 
 fect upon her character ? Were you to look to 
 the example of our Saviour, for guidance on 
 this occasion, what would you learn from it? 
 Was not his, a life of continual self-sacrifice, in 
 the service, and for the good of others ?' 
 
 This was an appeal which Sarah could not 
 find it in her heart to resist. It is no disparage- 
 ment to her virtue to say, that it cost her a hard 
 
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 Struggle to renounce the attractive prize, togeth- 
 er with all the honors that would accompany it; 
 without temptations, and infirmities, there would 
 be no positive virtue; but after she had made up 
 her mind what was her duty, she discharged it 
 cheerfully. 
 
 The day after this conversation, she repair- 
 ed, as usual, early in the morning, to the sick 
 room. After she had remained some time, 
 Harriet reminded her that it was past the hour 
 for school. 
 
 ' I know it,' replied Sarah, c but my mother 
 has given me leave to stay with you today.' 
 
 ' But you ought not to lose a single day,' said 
 Harriet, ' if you mean to gain the prize.' 
 
 4 O,' said Sarah, ' 1 think I can afford to lose 
 one day, at least,' without letting her know her 
 plan of giving up the school entirely. 
 
 The next day when Harriet again perceived 
 that Sarah had no intention of going to school, 
 she said to her, ' You ought to go, Sarah; you 
 will certainly lose the prize.' 
 
 ' But what if I had rather stay with you than 
 have the prize?' 
 
 Tears started from Harriet's eyes* She threw 
 8 
 
10 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 her arms around Sarah's neck; ' O,' said she, 
 ' forgive me, forgive me, for all my injustice to 
 you;' and sobbed aloud. 
 
 ' Forgive that ye may be forgiven, the Bible 
 says,' replied Sarah; 'we all have our faults, and 
 must mutually forgive each other.' 
 
 4 You hav'nt a fault in the world, Sarah. O! 
 if I only could be like you; but 1 cannot bear to 
 have you lose the prize on my account; I can 
 never consent to your making such a sacrifice; 
 so, my dear Sarah, get your bonnet this mo- 
 ment, and hasten to school as fast as you can; 
 but come back to me the moment it is out.' 
 
 '1 have no wish to go,' said Sarah; 'ifyou de- 
 sire my hapiness and allow me to be the judge of 
 what will contribute most to it, you will not op- 
 pose my staying here with you until you are 
 well enough to go out again.' 
 
 1 You are too good Sarah;' was all the reply. 
 Sarah then took a book to read aloud; and, 
 Harriet who had been a good deal exhausted 
 "by the excitement of this conversation, soon 
 fell asleep. Directly she began to talk in her 
 sleep; 'Father, forgive, forgive;' she uttered in a 
 low beseeching tone; then in an animated voice 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 97 
 
 exclaimed l Sarah ; angel ; hallelujah ; hal- 
 lelujah.' Sarah moved to the bedside and took 
 her hand. When she awoke, and her eyes 
 met Sarah's; 'O Sarah,' said she, '1 saw you in 
 my dream, looking as happy and beautiful as a 
 celestial spirit. I was kneeling, trembling, and 
 in tears, at the foot of the Bright One who seem- 
 ed to hold a crown over your head; and when 
 I saw him place it there, my prayer for forgive- 
 ness was instantly changed into a loud shout 
 of praise.' 
 
 'We are not quite in heaven yet,' said Sarah, 
 smiling; 'but I hopew 7 e shall enjoy something a 
 good deal like it here on earth.' 
 
 Sarah's hope was fulfilled; she continued to 
 be, as Harriet called her, a ministering angel, 
 during the remainder of her sickness, and when 
 Harriet appeared again among her companions, 
 thekindom of God seemed indeed to have come 
 in her heart. Sarah never had occasion, and 
 her other companions, hardly ever, to complain 
 of her proud spirit again.' 
 
 'O,' said Mary; 'Blessed are the poor in 
 spirit,' indeed, if they are like Sarah, and do 
 
98 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 as much good. I will try myself to be like Sa- 
 rah, motiier.' 
 
 The first time, after their last conversation, 
 that Mary perceived her mother sitting alone at 
 her sewing, she claimed the promise she had 
 made of taking the first opportunity she had, to 
 explain to her the next beatitude. ' This is it, 
 mother,' said she, reading from her little Tes- 
 tament — 'Blessed are they that mourn, for 
 they shall be comforted, ' — this seems very 
 strange to me,' she added, 'for I should think 
 that mqurners were the last persons that could 
 be called blessed.' 
 
 'Perhaps,' said her mother, 'this is intended 
 to apply chiefly to those who mourn for sin. No 
 one can ever do this, without, at the same 
 time, resolving to sin no more; and the resolu- 
 tion itself gives comfort, as I dare say you 
 have often felt, when you have done wronjc.' 
 
 'O yes, lmther, when T got angry with little 
 Grace, the other day, — for th? first time, f be- 
 lieve, and I hops the last, — and teased and vex- 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 99 
 
 ed her and was very impatient with her, and you 
 an d father were displeased with me, it seemed 
 to me I should die, but for the comfort of re- 
 solving that I would never do so again.' 
 
 'We may suppose, too, from the promises 
 God makes to the penitent, that He gives 
 comfort to their minds. But even those who 
 mourn for friends or for any earthly good which 
 they have lost,often find comfort, in the deepest 
 affliction, if they seek it in God — in their firm 
 belief that whatever he does is right, and that 
 though he bitterly afflicts them, it is for their 
 good. In such the blessed effects of affliction 
 are seen in some improvement of their character. 
 With them, its 'uses are sweet,' it makes them 
 think more of heaven and try to be better pre- 
 pared for It — It ' weans' them, as the scripture 
 expresses it, from this world; which, when they 
 are in grief, they see to be an unsatisfying 
 world.' 
 
 'Well, mother, there is another thing; that I 
 can't understand — why this world, which seems 
 to me a very happy world, should be called a 
 vain world, a sorrowful world, and all such sor- 
 rowful expressions. Almost everybody I see, 
 
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100 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 looks happy— and 1 am sure, I am always very 
 happy, that is, when I am good. Then we 
 have so many things to make lis happy — our 
 pleasant homes— our kind friends — our entertain- 
 ing books; our beautiful gardens of flowers, and 
 orchards of fruit; our pleasant walks and rides; 
 the green fields; the lofty trees and the glorious 
 sun, moon, and stars. I am sure it is a beau- 
 tiful world and a happy world.' 
 
 'It certainly is, my love, and we ought to re- 
 ceive and enjoy its good things, with a thank- 
 ful heart, and with not only a contented, but a 
 joyous spirit. Still, there are a great many 
 forbidden trees in this paradise world, that are 
 nevertheless, very fair and attractive to 
 look upon — and there are a great many evil 
 influences, which, though not embodied in the 
 form of a serpent, are as subtle and dangerous 
 as he was. 5 
 
 'Now mother, I do not think I perfectly un- 
 derstand you.' 
 
 'Well, deir, I will explain myself. You 
 know, I suppose, what I refer to, in speaking 
 of the forbidden fruit and of the serpent.' 
 
 1 O yes, to the story of Eve, in the garden of 
 
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 Eden — but 1 do not think now of anything 
 in this world that you can compare to them.' 
 ' Anything, that you are ever tempted to do, 
 or to indulge in, because you think it would be 
 very pleasant, which, nevertheless, you know to 
 be wrong, is i forbidden.' And even though it 
 may be something not positively wrong in itself, 
 still, if there is any reason which would make it 
 the occasion of sin to you, it is just as much 
 forbidden fruit. It is not necessary to tell 
 you that what are termed in scripture, * the 
 pleasures of sin/ nothing can ever excuse: — 
 but there are many other pleasures, of a per- 
 fectly innocent nature, which, notwithstanding, 
 are forbidden in some circumstances. Gay 
 clothes and fine ornaments are forbidden to 
 all but those who have a great deal more 
 money than is sufficient for their necessary 
 wants, and for their charitable duties. Even 
 the reading of agreeable and useful books is a 
 forbidden indulgence to those who need every 
 moment of their time for the performance of 
 positive duties. To ramble about in the woods 
 or fields, the live-long day, as you would iike 
 to do, would be wrong, because you know that 
 
102 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 some good portion of your time should be set 
 apart for regular and useful occupation. The 
 strawberries that the poor little girl, Julia 
 Forbes, toils the long hot clay to gather, are liter- 
 ally forbidden fruit to her, because the money- 
 she can sell them for is necessary to procure 
 comforts for her sick mother; but, at the same 
 time, it is right in you to purchase and eat 
 them. All pleasures, of whatever kind, are for- 
 bidden, when our indulgence in them would 
 interfere with any single duty. 
 
 ' O, now, mother, I see that the world is full 
 of forbidden fruit, and I know there is hardly 
 a day that 1 do not want to do something which 
 either I cannot, or ought not to do — but when 
 you use such big words, it always seems 
 to me that you must mean something great 
 and important.' 
 
 1 No, my dear, you will find, upon reflec- 
 tion, that our sins, as well as our pleasures, are 
 often in little things. This world is one con- 
 tinued scene of temptation; full, as I said be- 
 fore, of evil influences; by which 1 mean all 
 the motives, so numerous and so varied, which 
 ever lead us to do that which is wrong; and 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 103 
 
 those who wish to be good can never be per- 
 fectly happy, so long as they are at all under 
 the dominion of sin. Then, too, we are sub- 
 ject here to many calamities, such as the loss 
 of friends, of health, of limbs, of reason, or of 
 fortune, and finally, to death itself; all which 
 are reasons why, as the scriptures express it,, 
 we should seek to ' lay up our treasure in heav- 
 en.' Young folks are not apt to think much, 
 except on pleasant subjects; but if you will 
 reflect one single moment, you cannot help 
 remembering some scenes of misery, that you 
 have yourself witnessed.' 
 
 c O ! true, the poor family under the hill, 
 who have suffered so much from sickness and 
 poverty, that I cannot bear to see them. I 
 once heard the poor child, who has had the 
 consumption so long, say, she wished she was 
 in heaven; and I am sure I wished so too. 
 Then there is little Willy Freeman, who lost 
 his mother the other day; very often when I 
 go by now, I see him sitting in his grand- 
 mother's door, and his meek, placid look, al- 
 ways reminds me of what my dear little cousin 
 Isabel said, once, when she was reading an ac- 
 
104 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 count of some little orphan, and of his having 
 been left alone in the world, when his father 
 and mother died. When she came to this, she 
 broke out, and exclaimed with great impetuosi- 
 ty, ' He was not alone, he was not alone, God 
 was with him.' I thought God was with poor 
 Willy.' 
 
 1 And so I am told he thinks, because his 
 mother had taught him to believe that God 
 would take care of him, and by and by, if he 
 were good, would take him to heaven, where 
 he would join her, and they would both dwell 
 with God for ever; and he says, that while he 
 can remember all his mother's love, and can 
 have his Bible to read, which she had told him 
 was God's message to him and to everybody, 
 he would not be gloomy. Thus you see Willy 
 is one of those of whom it may be said; ' Bles- 
 sed are they that mourn; for they shall be 
 comforted.' He tries very hard to be good, 
 and is laying up his treasure in heaven.' 
 
 Mary wiped away the tears which the con- 
 versation about Willy had brought into his eyesj 
 and thought within her own litttle breast — 
 1 heaven is a better place than this worlds and 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 105 
 
 I will try to lay up my treasure there too.' 
 Her mother said she could not stay to talk 
 with her any longer then; but would resume 
 these explanations some other time. 
 
 A few evenings after their last conversation, 
 Mary and her mother were sitting alone togeth- 
 er. 'Now, mother,' said Maty, 'will you 
 explain to me another of those texts ? To be 
 sure, I am very busy reading my new book; 
 but then, I can have that at any time to amuse 
 me; and it is only now and then, that I can 
 get a chance to have a good long talk with 
 you.' 
 
 1 Well, dear, since you prefer my conversa- 
 tion to your interesting book, I am sure I can- 
 not refuse it to you; though I had just fixed my 
 paper to write a letter. Get your Testament, 
 and let us see what is the next verse.' 
 
 Mary did as her mother bade her, and read 
 ' blessed are the meek, for they shall inherit the 
 earih.' 
 
 * Now, mother, what is meekness?' 
 
106 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 { It is something) my dear, like poverty of 
 spirit; at least, one cannot exist without the 
 other. Though the exercise of this virtue may 
 be required in all situations and circumstances, 
 I should rather think it would be particularly at- 
 tributed to those, who, though eminent for 
 goodness, or power, or some of those gifts, either 
 of mind or of worldly circumstances, which are 
 apt to excite, vanity and pride are, nevertheless,, 
 humble, and, in their intercourse with those 
 who are inferior to them, show no conscious- 
 ness of superiority. Our blessed Saviour ex- 
 emplified in bis life, every virtue that he enjoin- 
 ed in his preaching: and perhaps none more re- 
 markably than meekness. Though pronoun- 
 ced by a voice from heaven to be the beloved 
 son of God, and though invested with such as- 
 tonishing power, he was always, to use the Bi- 
 ble language, " meek and lowly." You have 
 yourself remarked what great simplicity there 
 was in his manner of performing the most won- 
 derful miracles, never doing anything with pa- 
 rade or ostentation. When he rebuked the 
 raging of the sea, he said only, " Peace, be 
 still." When the leper tells him " Lord if thou 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 107 
 
 wilt, thou canst make me clean," he simply re- 
 plies, " I will, be thou clean." ' 
 
 * But mother, how can a little child, a 
 poor, feeble, helpless little child, imitate Jesus 
 an this virtue?' 
 
 ' ] will tell you, my dear; some children you 
 know, are superior to others, they are the fa- 
 vorites, perhaps, of their friends or teachers; 
 they are smarter at their lessons, more attract- 
 ive in their looks; born of wealthier parents who 
 can dress them belter, and furnish them with 
 many more advantages, and bestow upon them 
 greater indulgences:— but a child who wishes 
 to be like the blessed Saviour must never suf- 
 fer herself to be elated Dy any of these things. 
 You know what elated means, for you told me 
 the other day, that you thought you should be 
 very much elated, when you got anew hat. You 
 meant only, perhaps, that you should be very 
 joyful; but when children are so far elated, as to 
 have their vanity excited, the temper of mind 
 that is produced in them is sinful. If you happen 
 to be superior in any one particular,to those with 
 whom you associate, you must only be the more 
 careful never to show any consciousness of your 
 
108 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 superiority. This will only produce bad feel- 
 ing in others, at the same time that it may cause 
 mortification to them; whereas, if you have any 
 superiority, you should value it, not for the sake 
 of making a display; but only in proportion as 
 you can turn it to the advantage of others; as 
 it increases your usefulness, your means of do- 
 ing good. Besides, the most favored child must 
 not suppose that she may not learn something 
 valuable, or have occasion to be thankful for 
 some benefit, to the most lowly; God seems to 
 have intended, that all classes should be mutu- 
 ally dependant upon each other. 
 
 ' To show that there may be occasion for 
 meekness in our intercourse with all sorts of 
 people, and how beautiful a virtue it is, I will tell 
 you an anecdote of a lady I knew, who had a 
 woman in her kitchen, for whose religious char- 
 acter she felt a great respect. Now you know 
 there is always an acknowledged superiority, 
 of a certain kind, on the part of the master and 
 mistress over the servant. This woman was 
 feeble, and worked hard. At the close of 
 a day in which she had done a great deal, 
 and got very much fatigued, the lady went 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 109 
 
 into her kitchen, and spoke sharply, with a 
 good deal of impatience, when she found that 
 some little thing, which she had ' requested 
 might be done, had been omitted. I don't 
 know what the woman replied, but as she 
 did not think herself to have been in fault, she 
 made no apology. The next morning, how- 
 ever, the lady who reproached herself very 
 much, went into her kitchen and humbly beg- 
 ged the woman's pardon. Tears came into the 
 good creature's eyes. " Now," said she, " this 
 makes me think of what our minister says: that 
 in the kingdom of Christ there are no masters 
 or servants, but all are brethren."' 
 
 Little Mary's face glowed with interest and 
 pleasure during her mother's recital. ' O,' said 
 she, ' that is indeed better than to behave to- 
 wards servants as if they did not deserve the 
 same kind and just treatment which our friends 
 and equals receive from us. I will certainly 
 try to be a meek little girl, and to remember al- 
 ways that " all men are brethren." ' 
 
 4 Yes, my daughter, keep that in mind, and 
 you can never be arrogant in your intercourse 
 with your inferiors. The proudest mortal is> 
 
110 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 after all, but a worm of the dust, doomed to 
 death and the grave; and we cannot suppose 
 that the distinctions which separate the differ- 
 ent classes of society here, will ever be recog- 
 nised in another world. The poorest saint in a 
 worldly sense, may have the highest place at 
 God's right hand. ■ How foolish it is, then, to 
 value ourselves for the things that perish; our 
 strife should be to excel in virtue and wisdom 
 and usefulness, as, in that way, we 'lay up our 
 treasure in heaven.' The advantages of wealth, 
 of beauty, of grace, of personal accomplish- 
 ments, are confined to the body only; the mind, 
 the immortal mind is not necessarily benefited 
 by them, and though there must always be a 
 separation between the different classes of so- 
 ciety, yet it need never prevent us from treat- 
 ing all men as brethren, from living in the uni- 
 form exercise of good will, and kindness, and 
 affability towards all.' 
 
 s I am not sure that I know exactly what you 
 mean by affability, mother.' 
 
 ' He may be said to be affable who treats all 
 persons as if he was conscious of no superiority 
 that made it proper for him ever to dispense 
 
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 with that politeness and delicacy of manners, 
 which he would use towards his equals. It is 
 related of a governor of Virginia, (which, you 
 know is a slave-holding state) that while he 
 was talking one day with a merchant, a negro 
 passed by and bowed to him. The governor 
 returned the bow. The merchant expressed 
 great surprise that ' his Excellency' should con- 
 descend so much as to bow to a negro. ( I 
 should be very sorry,' he replied, ' to be out- 
 done in civility by a negro.' 
 
 Mary's mother was just then putting up her 
 work. ' O, do tell me, mother, what, is meant 
 by saying that ' the meek shall inherit the earth.' 
 
 I cannot tell, my dear, unless it is this — The 
 meek claim so little, that they are apt to receive 
 more than they claim, and are as well satisfied 
 as if they had the homage of the world — while 
 those who are always occupied with the idea 
 of themselves, thinking whether they are prop- 
 erly appreciated, whether they are treated with 
 proper consideration, &tc, are liable to be con- 
 stantly uneasy and dissatisfied.' 
 
 The next Sunday Mary rose very early, and 
 
 began her Sunday lessons soon as she was dress- 
 ed. 
 
112 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 1 Why are you in such haste ?' said her mo- 
 ther. 
 
 i Because, mother, I think, then, I shall be 
 able to recite them in such good season, that 
 you will have time left before tea, to explain 
 another Beatitude to me.' 
 
 Her plan succeeded; and seated by her mo- 
 ther's side with Testament in hand, she rear! 
 'Blessed are they that hunger and thirst after 
 righteousness, for they shall be filled.' 
 
 ' Now,' said she, 'I can have no idea of 
 what it is to hunger or thirst for anything but 
 our daily food or drink.' 
 
 4 This,' replied her mother, ' is what is term- 
 ed figurative language. Our Saviour here com- 
 pares the strong and habitual desire which the 
 good man feels, to do always that which is right; 
 to perform every duty so well as to seem righ- 
 teous in the sight of God; this he compares to 
 the cravings of the hungry and thirsty, and in 
 this way expresses the idea more forcibly, per- 
 haps, than he could have done in any other.' 
 
 1 It reminds me, mother, of what he said of 
 himself— that his meat and drink was to do the 
 will of his Father in Heaven.' 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 113 
 
 * I am very glad you recollect it, my dear. 
 Your quotation is very appropriate, and will as- 
 sist my explanation. To do the will of their 
 Father in Heaven is likewise the meat and 
 drink of those who hunger and thirst after right- 
 eousness; and in saying' (hat ' they shall he fill- 
 ed,' our Saviour gives the assurance that those 
 who honestly and earnestly seek to do that 
 which is right, shall not mistake their duty; and 
 compares the satisfaction they will feel from the 
 rewards of a good conscience, to that of being 
 filled or satisfied with food. Not that the pleas- 
 ure is not of a higher kind, but the same in de- 
 gree; for, as the hungry, man after eating a good 
 meal, has his appetite perfecily satisfied; so, 
 the good man in fulfilling his desires for ho- 
 liness and usefulness, experiences a gratifica- 
 tion which is full and complete.' 
 
 1 I am afraid,' said Mary, ' that it will be a 
 great while before I can be said to hunger and 
 thirst after goodness; though 1 am sure I like 
 to see it in others, and to feel it in myself.' 
 
 i And yet, my dear, a little child may have 
 this strong desire, as well as an older person. 
 The duties of children are, to be sure, confined 
 
114 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 within a small sphere; but still they are impor- 
 tant, and such as make them accountable to 
 that great Being who has given them their ex- 
 istence and made them rational creatures. 
 Youth is the time to fit ourselves for all that we 
 are to do and to be in after life. You know 
 I have often told you that unless you form a 
 habit of neatness, for instance, or of application 
 to your studies, now, you may never acquire it, 
 and the same is true with regard to habits of 
 virtue. Youth is the best, I had almost said the 
 only season to form and fix them; and though 
 you cannot be very useful now, perhaps, you 
 may be careful and diligent in preparing your- 
 self for future usefulness. 
 
 ' 1 should think, mother, that a person whose 
 meat and drink it is to do their duty, must be 
 always happy.' 
 
 ' They are certainly more sure of happiness 
 than any other persons; because, though every 
 other source of pleasure may fail, there is 
 always duty to be done; and always the power 
 of doing it. Duties are of a very different 
 nature, in different circumstances. The 
 healthy have active duties to perform, while the 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 115 
 
 sick, though apparently deprived of all their 
 powers, may in fact, be doing even more good. 
 To the rich, belong the duties of benevolence; 
 to the poor, those of contentment and patience 
 in tribulation. Poor old Mrs Seers, who has 
 been bed-ridden so long, was complaining the 
 other day that her usefulness was all gone. 
 Her clergyman told her that there was no more 
 useful class of people in the world, than the 
 sick and suffering, who set an example of pa- 
 tience and submission; and I have often thought 
 that the poor widow Morris, who labors so hard, 
 so faithfully and patiently for the support and 
 education of her children, fulfilled a far wider 
 measure of duty, than the rich who subscribe 
 ever so liberally to charitable objects.' 
 
 ' But after all, mother, it seems to me that 
 a little child can do nothing which shall entitle 
 her to this beatitude.' 
 
 ' Cannot a little child, my dear, be governed 
 by a principle of obedience to the divine will, 
 as well as an older person ? Is not she as ca- 
 pable of being actuated by a sense of what is 
 right, of what is her duty ? Whatever she 
 does for conscience* sake, be it ever so trifling, 
 
116 THE BEATITUDES./ 
 
 she does because she believes it is the will, 
 that is, according to the command, of her 
 Father in heaven; and by making conscience 
 her guide in all things, she will soon arrive at 
 such a degree of virtue that it may be said, it 
 is her meat and drink to do the will of her 
 Father in Heaven. 
 
 ' It is a great mistake to suppose that all our 
 little actions are beneath a heavenly rule. It 
 is not so much what we do, as the motives and 
 principles of our conduct, that give us favor in 
 the sight of Him, who knows our secret 
 thoughts. A little girl who is affectionate and 
 obedient to her parents, kind and gentle to her 
 brothers and sisters, and amiable and benevo- 
 lent towards everybody, is doing the will of her 
 Father in Heaven. If, in the exercise of these 
 virtues, she is ready to sacrifice a favorite in- 
 clination, to subdue a bad passion, to repress an 
 unkind emotion for conscience' sake, she is 
 . certainly fitting herself to be numbered among 
 the ' blessed.' 
 
 4 But do not you think, mother, that some 
 great trials of our virtue are necessary ? Do 
 not you suppose that Sally Newman practises 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 117 
 
 more virtue than I have an opportunity to prac- 
 tise, if I were ever so good ?' 
 
 8 1 think, my dear, that her conduct furnishes 
 one of the most eminent instances of virtue that 
 I ever knew. To bear so patiently with her 
 stepmother's unkind treatment and passionate 
 humor, and to be so faithful, and even tender, 
 in taking care of her neglected children, and 
 all without the hope of earthly reward or gain, 
 but for the sake of a good conscience, is 
 very uncommon merit. Her Father, who seeth 
 in secret, will reward her openly. But it 
 would have a very bad effect upon us, to be 
 dissatisfied with our ordinary course of duty. 
 He who has a high sense of duty, and looks 
 well into his heart, will perceive how very far 
 below a proper standard he is continually liable 
 to fall, even in the ordinary occurrences of 
 life. 
 
 1 To whom was this very sermon of our 
 Saviour addressed ? Was it not to a mixed 
 multitude of people, to whom his preaching 
 could have had no reference, had not his in- 
 structions been intended to apply to all the 
 common duties and circumstances of life ?' 
 
118 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 * Well, mother if I am only lo be a good 
 daughter, and a kind sister and friend, that 
 seems very easy duty for me, who have no 
 temptations to be otherwise.' 
 
 4 Never any temptations to be otherwise ! 
 Think a moment, my daughter, and I am sure 
 you will find yourself mistaken.' 
 
 Mary blushed, as she recollected that only 
 the very day before, when left to her own 
 decision, as to indulging in some favorite holi- 
 day pursuit, which she knew very well her 
 mother did not approve, she followed the bent 
 of her own inclinations, rather than her moth- 
 er's wishes. She threw her arms about her 
 mother's neck — 
 
 1 You are right, mother,' said she, ' it is diffi- 
 cult to be good as we ought to be, in any situa- 
 tion; I will try to be better than I have been, 
 and for conscience' sake.' 
 
 So saying, she followed her mother at the 
 sound of the bell which summoned them to tea. 
 
 * I am glad,' said Mary, when she was going 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 119 
 
 to bed, ' that there is to be a fast this week. 
 It will be an excellent time to get another ex- 
 planation of a beatitude from mother.' When 
 the day arrived, she did not forget her project; 
 but sat down by her mother as soon as they 
 returned from church in the afternoon, and, as 
 if it were all a matter of course, began to read, 
 ' Blessed are the merciful, for they shall obtain 
 mercy.' 
 
 'I have done quite too many merciful errands 
 for a certain merciful lady not to understand 
 what that means,' said she kissing her mother. 
 
 'But there are many other ways of being 
 merciful besides giving to the poor,' said her 
 mother, ' though that is a duty which our Sa- 
 viour enjoins with g reat urgency; so much so, 
 that in speaking of the final judgment, he repre- 
 sents himself as bidding the good into his Fa- 
 ther's kingdom, because they had given food to 
 the hungry, drink to the thirsty, clothes to the 
 naked, and kind attentions to the sick and the 
 prisoner. Still, when we give of our abun- 
 dance that which we shall never miss ourselves, 
 it is no great merit, though it would certainly 
 be very wrong to do otherwise. Your dear 
 9 
 
120 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 aunt Maria, who has a good deal of money at her 
 disposal, is very scrupulous about indulging 
 herself in dress and ornaments, such as other 
 ladies think quite indispensable: she prefers 
 expending the money they would cost, in acts 
 of benevolence. Wherever she is, the sick 
 and the poor are her care; and she delights, 
 too, in furnishing the means of education to 
 intelligent little children whose parents are 
 unable to afford them such advantages. Once 
 I was with her when she was on the point of 
 purchasing a pair of gold bracelets, which are 
 really a convenient as well as an ornamental 
 article of dress; but after turning them over in 
 her hand a moment, she laid them down — it 
 was on New Year's eve— -she took the money 
 she would otherwise have paid for the bracelets r 
 and appropriated it to the purchase of books, 
 which she presented as a new year's gift, to a 
 poor little girl of her acquaintance.' 
 
 'O,' said Mary, *I wish I could be like my 
 dear aunt Maria, in this and everything else; 
 but then I have no money, you know.' 
 
 k Still, my dear, if you wish it, I think I can 
 put you in a way to cultivate just such a dis- 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 121 
 
 position for benevolence. To be sure you have 
 no valuable toys to dispose of; no rocking 
 horse to sell, as was the case with a little boy I 
 heard of the other day.' 
 
 * O, do tell me about him, mother.' 
 
 * His name was Lewis, and I will call it 
 1 The Story of Lewis and his Rocking 
 Horse.' 
 
 ' This little boy was walking with his mother 
 one evening past a poor humble abode, where 
 lived a widow with six young children. All 
 the family were assembled in a corner of the 
 yard; one little girl was crying bitterly, and the 
 poor mother, who was a good woman, and 
 labored hard for the support of her family, 
 looked as if something had happened, that it 
 was very hard for her to bear. On approach- 
 ing nearer, they discovered a cow lying dead 
 upon the ground. The little girl who had 
 been crying, perceived something in the faces 
 of Lewis and his mother that encouraged her 
 to speak. 
 
 1 Only see,' said she,* our poor cow is dead, 
 quite dead. She has been sick, and we could 
 not cure her all we could do. She was a good 
 
122 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 cow, she was, and she gave us our milk every 
 morning and every night,' said the child, uncon- 
 sciously patting the neck of the poor animal, 
 ' and when Susy was milking her, I used to 
 stand by and say the verses out of the book that 
 the lady gave me — 
 
 Thank you, pretty cow, that made 
 Pleasant milk, to soak my bread. J 
 
 And then Susy would let me go with her and 
 drive her to pasture, and 1 would be good all 
 day long, so that I might go at night too, and 
 bring her home.' 
 
 Here the idea of all the pleasures she had 
 lost quite overcame her, and she began to cry 
 again. One of her sisters led her into the 
 house, and then Lewis'? mother made some 
 kind inquiries of the poor woman about the loss 
 of her cow, in such a way as to show that she 
 felt sorry for her; for nothing is more accepta- 
 ble to such people than some expressions of in- 
 terest and sympathy. 
 
 The woman said she was a poor widow, and 
 worked hard for the support of her children; 
 with the help of her cow she had been able to 
 keep them comfortable; but without that, she 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 123 
 
 feared they must suffer, as she had no means 
 of buying another. Her lips trembled, and the 
 tears stood in her eyes, though she looked meek 
 and uncomplaining. 
 
 After saying that they wished her to send, 
 every day, to them, for a pail of skimmilk, Lew- 
 is and his mother left her, promising to come 
 and see her again. 
 
 The moment they were out of hearing, Lew- 
 is said, ? 1 hope father will buy the poor wo- 
 man a cow, don't you think he will, mother?' 
 1 I fear, my dear, that he cannot afford such 
 a sum as would be necessary; for, though he 
 works hard at his profession, his means are no 
 more than sufficient for our comfortable sup- 
 port.' 
 
 c O, I wish I was a man,' said Lewis, ' and 
 then I could do some work and get some money 
 to buy a cow.' 
 
 ' It is easier to feel kindly than to do a gener- 
 ous act,' said his mother; { now, I think you 
 have the means, if you choose to use them, of 
 buying a cow for this poor woman.' 
 
 c I have the means !' said Lewis; ' how, what 
 do you mean, mother t 
 
124 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 { You know the rocking horse your uncle 
 gave you — you are very fond of it — and it gives 
 you a great deal of pleasure; but do you think 
 it is worth as much to you as a cow would be 
 to that poor family ?' 
 
 Lewis looked thoughtful for a moment, and 
 we are not sure that it was not quite as much 
 to save himself from confessing his unwilling- 
 ness to part with his favorite toy, (for after all, 
 a rocking horse is but a toy,) as out of regard 
 for the feelings of his uncle, that he replied, 
 ' Why, mother, do you think it would be prop- 
 er for me to part with my dear uncle's gift?' 
 
 ' I am quite confident,' said his mother, 
 J that your uncle, so far from objecting to your 
 parting with it, for such a purpose, would be 
 gratified that you should do so — but I will not 
 urge you; I had rather the matter should be 
 left to the decision of your own feelings.' 
 
 ' How do you know, mother,' said Lewis, 
 'that the money I should get for my rocking- 
 horse, would be enough to buy a cow?' 
 
 ' If not, my dear, 1 will wear my old coat 
 another yeair instead of getting a new one in the 
 fall, aslhadiintended, and the money which 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 135 
 
 would otherwise have been appropriated to its 
 purchase, you shall have to make up the defi- 
 ciency.' 
 
 It seemed to Lewis, at first, that he could 
 not think of selling his rocking horse, of which 
 he was very fond indeed. He was in the hab- 
 it of getting upon it every day in the intervals of 
 his lessons, and thought he could not possibly 
 do without it. 
 
 The next day he repaired to it as usual, for 
 his recreation, but he did not enjoy it as he had 
 done before. Somehow r or other it seemed to 
 him like a forbidden amusement, in which it 
 was wrong to indulge. That night he had a sin- 
 gular dream, which he related to his mother as 
 being very curious indeed. He said he thought 
 in his dream, that he was very hungry, and that 
 he searched the house in vain for something to 
 eat — not a scrap of anything could he find ; that 
 his mother seemed to pity him, and looked very 
 sad, but knowing there was nothing in the house, 
 did not say a word. He had been without food 
 all day, and at length became perfectly ravenous. 
 Then he remembered the cow, which he had 
 seen standing in the yard, and went to try if he 
 
126 TEE BEATITUDES. 
 
 could not get some of her milk. But lo ! and 
 behold ! when he got to her he found, to his 
 great consternation, that it was only a wooden 
 cow, covered with skin, to look like a real cow — 
 just as his rocking horse was made to look like a 
 real horse. 
 
 His mother smiled at the dream,but Lewis look- 
 ed very sober about it. : I suppose I know,' 
 said he, •' what made me have that dream ; and 
 if I can neither enjoy my horse in the day, nor 
 sleep without having bad dreams at night, 1 think 
 I may as well sell him at once.' 
 
 ' But I should be sorry,' said his mother, ' to 
 have you influenced by such selfish motives in 
 parting with your horse.' 
 
 l VVhy,Ido not think,mother,that they are entire- 
 ly selfish. My dream w r aked me very early this 
 morning, and while 1 was lying, waiting to hear 
 somebody up in the house, I thought the matter 
 all over, and came to the conclusion that 1 should 
 enjoy more in seeing all those poor children 
 come round the new cow with happy faces, and 
 in thinking how much comfort they would have^ 
 in her, than I ever did with my rocking horse, 
 even before you suggested to me that 1 had bet- 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 127 
 
 ter give it up. Charles Rodman says his mo- 
 ther has long been wishing to buy him a rock- 
 ing horse ; so if you please, mother, I will sell 
 it to him ; and when, sometimes, I get thinking 
 what I shall do to amuse myself, and begin to 
 long for my horse again, I will just take a walk 
 down to the poor woman's at milking time.' 
 
 His mother, of course, highly approved this 
 plan : the horse was sold, and the cow pur- 
 chased. Lewis's little sister insisted upon tak- 
 ing her spending money to buy a new milking 
 pail and stool for Susy ; and Lewis experienced 
 all the delight he had anticipated from seeing 
 the joy which beamed in the faces of the whole 
 family, when the cow was driven into the yard, 
 and they were told it was to be their own, 1 
 
 ' O, mother,' said Mary, when the story was 
 finished, c how I wish I had a rocking horse to 
 sell' 
 
 ' As I said before, my dear Mary, I can tell 
 you something you can do towards providing 
 yourself with the means of benevolence, and 
 something, too, which will require, perhaps, 
 more of an effort than Lewis was obliged to 
 make, in parting with the horse,' 
 9* 
 
128 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 1 What can you mean, mother ? ' 
 
 ' You know, dear, that you are very careless 
 of your books, and not very careful of your 
 clothes. Now if you would thoroughly improve 
 in these respects, I could well afford, from what 
 you would save in that way, to give you, eve;y 
 six months, two or three useful books to send to 
 that little cousin of yours at Chenango, who has 
 such a passion for reading, and hardly any 
 books at all. And besides these, I could also 
 give you a good new garment for the poor in- 
 valid we have spoken of before, whose comfort- 
 less appearance has often excited your pity.' 
 
 * O, that would be delightful, mother, and I 
 certainly will try my best.' 
 
 ' Well, my daughter, only persevere in this 
 determination, and you will certainly succeed. 
 It is easier to make such a sacrifice as Lewis 
 did, though it was a noble, generous act, and 
 one to which few children, I fear, would be 
 equal ; it is easier to make such a sacrifice, 
 which is done in a moment, and the full reward 
 of which is immediately enjoyed, than to perse- 
 vere in a continual succession of efforts, day 
 after day, and month after month, whose recom- 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 129 
 
 pense is still uncertain, until the term of trial is 
 completed ; and even if secure, would seem to 
 you very remote. But try, my dear, and 1 am 
 sure you will accomplish it. If not, there will 
 be so much lost to the needy, and you must 
 bear the reproach.' 
 
 1 After all, mother, it will be but very little 
 that I can give, compared to what Lewis gave.' 
 
 < Console yourself, then, with recollecting the 
 commendation which our Saviour bestowed up- 
 on the poor woman who cast two mites into the 
 treasury. I remember when you were a very 
 little girl, and were reading this account, you 
 laughed outright, atthe idea that anybody should 
 think of casting two mites into the great treasury; 
 but you soon found that our Saviour considered 
 this action highly praiseworthy. Jt is undoubt- 
 edly recorded to show us that it is not how much 
 we give, but how much in proportion to our 
 ability, that constitutes the merit of our benev- 
 olent deeds.' 
 
 4 You said, mother, that there were other 
 ways of being merciful besides by giving alms, 
 as the scripture expresses it : what other ways 
 did you mean ? ' 
 
130 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 4 You may show a merciful spirit, my dear, 
 by bestowing kind attentions and speaking words 
 of kindness, when you have no money to give, 
 and often, when money would not be received, 
 for the rich may sometimes be as thankful for 
 these, as the poor. You may, likewise, show 
 a merciful spirit by being tender to the feelings 
 of others ; careful never to say or do anything 
 that shall offend or give pain ; and, above all, 
 you may be tender of the reputations of others, 
 never joining in illnatured censure, but being 
 always anxious to screen from observation, so 
 far as you can, the faults of those with whom 
 you associate, and bring into notice their good 
 qualities. And now, dear, I cannot talk with 
 you any longer ; we must wait till another time 
 for the explanations thatremain.' 
 
 1 I wish you could talk with me more now,' 
 said Mary, ' but i know I ought not to ask it of 
 you, you have already been so very kind.' 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 131 
 
 Some time elapsed after this before Mary had 
 a chance to obtain another precious hour for 
 these favorite explanations. At length, one 
 evening when they were left almost alone to- 
 gether, she waited with impatience she could 
 hardly help expressing, for the last visitor to take 
 his leave, and when he did so, exclaimed, ' Now, 
 mother, we are all alone, and though it is near- 
 ly my bedtime, will you not let me sit up long 
 enough to hear you talk with me about the be- 
 atitudes, and I will get up just as early tomorrow, 
 and be very diligent.' 
 
 1 Well dear, let us begin at once then,' re- 
 plied her mother. 
 
 Mary eagerly took her little Testament from 
 the shelf — ' Here we begin tonight,' said she — 
 4 " Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall 
 see God." Now, mother, who are the pure in 
 h eart.' 
 
 ' They are those, my dear, who, in every- 
 thing they do, are actuated by the best inten- 
 tions, and whose motives are, in fact, what they 
 seem to be. Many people in this world get 
 credit for goodness they do not possess— what 
 pp ears so good in them may proceed from a 
 
132 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 selfish or unworthy motive. You are not yet 
 quite old enough to be told in how many, and 
 in what ways, an older person may be faulty in 
 this respect — but when I apply what I say to 
 children I think you will understand me at once. 
 ' A little child may be generous, merely be- 
 cause she wishes her generosity should be ad- 
 mired, and not because she really thinks ' it is 
 more blessed to give than to receive :' she may 
 be good natured, and obliging to her compan- 
 ions — not from a sincere desire to promote their 
 happiness — but because she likes to make her- 
 self a favorite among them, or in other words, 
 loves popularity: she may be assiduous in her 
 studies from a desire to eclipse some rival, per- 
 haps, or to obtain a prize, rather than from a 
 sense of the value of time, and the duty of im- 
 proving, to the utmost, her opportunities for 
 spending it profitably : she may tell the truth — 
 not so much from a principle of obedience to 
 the command of God, or from aversion to false- 
 hood, as from a fear of being disgraced : she 
 may go to church merely to pass off time, to 
 look about, or to exhibit some new article of 
 4ress — rather than from any desire to be in- 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 133 
 
 structed by the sermon, or to join in the wor- 
 ship: and she may say her prayers only to 
 avoid reproof for neglecting them — and not be- 
 cause she loves to thank God for his goodness, 
 or to seek his favor. In all these instances she 
 would not only act from unworthy motives, but 
 in most* of them, she would expect that her 
 motives would seem better than they really 
 were.' 
 
 f O, mother,' said Mary, j how can we help 
 being governed by some of these wrong motives 
 — it seems to me almost impossible.' 
 
 'It is very difficult, I admit, my dear Mary; 
 but that is a reason not, for discouragement 
 but for greater care and watchfulness. The 
 pure in heart love virtue for its own sake, and 
 because it is pleasing to God. To gain his 
 approbation, should be the first motive of all, 
 young and old. I know it is difficult for little 
 children to keep this moiive always in their 
 minds; it is so much more natural for them to 
 be occupied with whatever is present to their 
 senses, through the medium of which the 
 mind is continually furnished with ideas, 
 than with the thought of Him whom they can 
 
134 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 neither see nor comprehend. They should try 
 to think of him always, as in that relation in 
 which he seems pleased to represent himself 
 as their Heavenly Father — and when they 
 remember how sad it is to grieve or offend their 
 earthly parents, they must consider how much 
 more sinful it is, to offend Him, to whom they 
 owe a great deal more — who is not only their 
 kind Father in Heaven, but a holy being who 
 'cannot look upon iniquity but with abhor- 
 rence' — and an omniscient being, that is a being 
 who knows all things, who sees their hearts and 
 knows all their thoughts.' 
 
 ' O, mother,' said Mary, ' when I think of 
 all this, it makes me afraid that I can never 
 please him as I ought.' 
 
 'Wei!, my dear, in proportion to your fear 
 must be your carefulness; and you know, for 
 your encouragement, that this great Being is 
 very merciful and forgiving, and that he prom- 
 ises his aid to all that seek it. When a temp- 
 tation is presented, you can ask for strength to 
 resist it, and every day, when you pray ' De- 
 liver me from evil,' you must remember that 
 the greatest of all evils is sin.' 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 135 
 
 1 1 suppose, mother, said Mary, that hypo- 
 crites, such as the Pharisees, are farthest of all, 
 from being " pure in heart." ' 
 
 1 Yes, my dear, they sought only the praise 
 of such men as could be imposed upon by mere 
 appearance, and their ostentatious parade of 
 fasts, and prayers, and almsgivings, was so much 
 the more offensive, because they were notori- 
 ous for violating many of the moral duties of 
 life. Having no principle of virtue, they sub- 
 stituted or endeavored to substitute the appear- 
 ance for the reality; a foolish, idle vanity was 
 the only motive that governed them, and our 
 Saviour used harsher language towards them 
 than towards any other people. This vanity, 
 this Jove of admiration is but too apt to take 
 the place of better motives in the minds even 
 of the virtuous, though one would suppose it 
 might be always prevented by the reflection 
 that God, whom it most concerns us to please, 
 sees the springs of all our actions, though they 
 are hidden from the eyes of the world.' 
 
 ' 1 should think, mother, that the conduct 
 of the two gentlemen that father was mention- 
 ing last night, afforded a good illustration of 
 
136 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 proper and improper motives; such as we have 
 been considering.' 
 
 'What do you allude to, my dear? I do 
 not think I heard what he said.' 
 
 'He was telling aunt Maria, that he had 
 often heard Mr Shore admired for his great lib- 
 erality, especially in making large subscriptions 
 and donations to all charitable objects, and con- 
 trasted with Mr Home, who uniformly refused 
 to give anything for such purposes, and was 
 loudly and universally accused of avarice. 
 
 ' Now,' said he, ' it is ascertained that Mr 
 Shore is deeply in debt, and has actually rob- 
 bed from his creditors all the money with which 
 he has been making such a show of benevo- 
 lence; while Mr Home, who formerly failed 
 for a large amount, and obtained a release 
 from his creditors, after paying them all he 
 could, has been all this time saving every cent 
 that he could spare from his actual necessi- 
 ties, and patiently submitting to all the re- 
 proaches that have been cast upon him, until, 
 at length, he has completely discharged his 
 debts.' Father explained to me what was 
 me ant by a failure, and 1 could not help admir- 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 137 
 
 ing Mr Home very much, though I did not 
 think of applying to him the phrase c pure in 
 heart,' until since we have been talking to- 
 gether.' 
 
 ' Your anecdote is a very pleasing one, and 
 very much to the point, my dear Mary. You 
 perceive that it must have been vanity that led 
 Mr Shore to prefer a show of virtue to real up- 
 rightness of conduct; and that Mr Home was 
 too much governed by his conscience, by a 
 principle of duty, to let any other motive influ- 
 ence him.' +■ 
 
 ' But though our desire to please the world 
 may lead us astray so much,' said Mary, \ it 
 surely is not wrong for us to wish to please 
 our friends.' 
 
 ' O no, my dear: that wish to please our 
 friends which springs from our love to them, 
 is a very different thing from that wish to please 
 the world which is the result of vanity; and we 
 should be thankful to God, that he has furnished 
 us with so many motives to goodness, which 
 are delightful as well as commendable. What 
 can be more agreeable to a good little girl,, 
 than to conduct in such a manner as will make 
 
138 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 her truly beloved by all those she most wishes 
 to please; and this she can effect, by doing 
 those things which are pleasing in the sght of 
 God. She must be very careful, however, 
 that she is never tempted to appear better than 
 she really is, and to receive undeserved praise. 
 I remember being very much pleased wiih a 
 little incident that occurred during my visit at 
 your aunt's, last summer. One morning, your 
 little cousin Julia got up very early, and took 
 a long walk before breakfast. Her father had 
 often expressed a wish that she should do so 
 regulary; but as he did not actually lay his com-, 
 mands upon her, and she loved her bed dearly, 
 she had not been able to overcome the repug- 
 nance she felt to leaving it, at an earlier hour 
 than usual. On this occasion he commended 
 her resolution, and praised her very much, say^ 
 ing, that she never pleased him so well as wh en 
 she gave up her own pleasures, whether they 
 were of lying in bed, or anything else, for the 
 sake of gratifying him. Julia burst into tears. 
 This seemed very strange to her father, and 
 he insisted on knowing what was the matter. 
 < Why., father,' said she, ' I did not take the walk 
 
THE BEATITUDES, 139 
 
 this morning to please you, but because Henry 
 bet a shilling last night, that I should not take 
 one walk, before breakfast, the whole sum- 
 mer, and I wanted to gain the shilling.' Julia 
 is extremely fond of her father, and values his 
 praise more, almost, than .anything else, so that 
 the sorrow she felt from the consciousness of 
 not deserving it, in this instance, made it very 
 hard for her to own that she did not; and her 
 frank confession showed great strength of prin- 
 ciple. Perhaps, there is no greater temptation 
 ever presented to the mind of a child, than 
 that of withholding the truth, when by letting 
 herself be judged merely by what is seen, 
 she will appear to much better advantage than 
 if the real truth were known.' 
 
 ' I think, mother,' said Mary, after express- 
 ing her admiration of her cousin's frankness, 
 4 lhat Julia must be a very true little girl.' 
 
 ( Yes, my dear, I have no doubt that she 
 has a perfectly honest mind; for it is not in 
 speaking the trum, merely, that falsehood is to 
 be avoided. That thorough principle of truth 
 which produces perfect sincerity of character 
 and conduct, is indispensable to purity of heart; 
 
140 THE BEATlTtfDiKSv 
 
 it is a most important safeguard against the se- 
 ductions of that vanity wbich f as I have told 
 you before, so often tempts us to give false 
 impressions of ourselves, — or to let them re- 
 main when they have been given unintention- 
 ally, — that we may appear in the most favor- 
 able light.' 
 
 • One thing more, mother, and then, if you 
 please, we will proceed to the next beatitude. 
 The pure in heart, it is said, * shall see God' — •• 
 what is meant by that V 
 
 1 1 suppose, my dear, that in consequence 
 of their own purity they have a clearer percep- 
 tion or understanding of his glorious purity. 
 We are said, you know, to be created. in his 
 image, that is, with intelligent faculties' capable 
 of being directed to the wisest and best purpo- 
 ses; in proportion to our abuse of these faculties, 
 this image is defaced; and in proportion to our 
 right use of them, it is retained; blessed indeed 
 are they who, by keeping it pure and spotless, 
 most nearly resemble, and can best comprehend 
 the great and holy being who made them. 
 This image is a more glorious 'pattern' than that 
 shown to Moses on the mount, ' of the tabernaole, 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 141 
 
 and all the instruments thereof,' about which you 
 have exercised your imagination so much.' 
 
 ' Thank you, my dear mother: and now I 
 will read the next.' 
 
 'No, my daughter, it is quite too late; I can- 
 not let you sit up any longer; but tomorrow 
 evening your father will be absent again, and 
 then I shall have another opportunity to talk 
 with you.' 
 
 ' Blessed are the peacemakers. ' ' I think I 
 shall like to hear about the peacemakers,' said 
 Mary, the next evening, as she claimed her 
 mother's promise. ' I believe I know, mother, 
 who are the peacemakers,' she continued, ' for 
 often, when I am with a number of girls togeth- 
 er, some seem very desirous that all should 
 agree, and are willing to give up their own 
 wishes in the choice of a play, or as to the 
 manner of spending their time, for the sak^ 
 of peace — while others are not willing to 
 
142 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 up anything. Some are not at all careful about 
 giving offence, and say unkind words, or do 
 unkind things — while others are careful not 
 only to do nothing which shall offend, but if an 
 offence is committed against them, they easily 
 forgive it; if an angry word is spoken, they give 
 that soft answer, which, as the Bible says, ' turn- 
 eth away wrath.' 
 
 'I am glad to find, my dear, that you apply 
 the precepts of scripture to your own conduct 
 and that of others; and I was very much pleased 
 with the soft answer you returned the other 
 day to your impatient little brother, when he 
 reproached you so angrily for having destroyed, 
 as he supposed for your own amusement, the 
 little block-house he had been building; and, 
 notwithstanding, that in his impetuosity, he 
 spilled the ink, and spoiled the letter ycu had 
 been writing, you spoke very gently to him and 
 said, 'Why, George, I did not mean to knock 
 down your house, and I will build you another, 
 directly.' Then, you know, he not only re- 
 covered his good humor, but looked very sor- 
 rowfully at the mischief lie had done; whereas, 
 if you had replied to him in the same tone 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 143 
 
 which he used towards you, you would only 
 have exasperated him still more.' 
 
 c Well, mother, I must confess I was a good 
 deal vexed at first, and was upon the point of 
 telling him so; but I suddenly recollected what 
 I had learned about the soft answer.' 
 
 ' A great many of the wrong things we do, 
 my dear, would be prevented by a little reflec- 
 tion. From mere want of consideration, un- 
 just reproaches and accusations are often has- 
 tily made, and these are the occasion of a great 
 deal of angry feeling. If little George had given 
 himself time to think a moment, he would have 
 known that your frock caught his blocks by 
 mere accident, as you passed along. But we 
 cannot expect much reflection in young chil- 
 dren, and, therefore, should exercise towards 
 them a great deal of forbearance. Some chil- 
 dren, too, have naturally better tempers than 
 others, and every allowance should be made for 
 constitutional infirmity.' 
 
 ' I never shall forget, mother, what you told 
 me Doctor Priestley said to his grand-daughter, 
 just before he died: — " Remember, little thing, 
 the hymn you have learned — Birds in their lit- 
 tle nests agree." * 
 10 
 
144 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 1 1 am glad that it made so deep an impres- 
 sion upon your mind,' said her mother; ' and 
 the Bible, too, says, you know — ' Behold how 
 good and how pleasant a thing it is for brethren 
 to dwell together in unity.' It is so good and 
 so pleasant, thai I am anxious to point out to you, 
 whatever is most apt to disturb such harmony 
 between brothers and sisters. 
 
 1 One ol the most fruitful sources of ill-temper, 
 among children, is teasing, crossing each other's 
 inclinations, just by way of amusement, which, 
 though begun pleasantly enough, is sure to end 
 in a quarrel. This teasing is always very 
 wrong; but it is particularly so, when practised 
 on the part of those who are older, towards 
 those who are too young to defend themselves. 
 Good-natured as you are, my little daughter, I 
 have seen you do this someumes, and I have 
 seen those who are a good deal older than you, 
 doit. Little children are easily troubled; their 
 own pleasures, however trifling, seem as im- 
 portant to them as our more serious concerns 
 dp to us. When little Grace is rolling her mar- 
 bles about the floor, suddenly to gather them all 
 up, and place them out of her reach; when she 
 
THE BfiATlTtJDES. 145 
 
 is holding her hand for a bit of apple or any- 
 thing else you may be offering to her, suddenly 
 to withdraw it, twenty times over, perhaps, just 
 as she thinks she has it; when she is standing at 
 the window, intently gazing on some object in 
 the street, to take her forcibly away — and all 
 this, just to amuse yourself with her impatience 
 and passion — is worse than if you were to burn 
 her fingers, or feed her with something hurtful 
 — because the injury done to her temper is of a 
 more serious nature, and not so easily remedi- 
 ed — it cannot be cured with salve or medicine.' 
 
 'lam glad you have mentioned my fault,' 
 said Mary, ' for I never thought before of its be- 
 ing so wrong; and now I will try to avoid it 
 most carefully, together with everything else 
 that a peacemaker should avoid.' 
 
 4 You recollect how much interested you was, 
 the other day, in reading the account of our 
 Saviour's birth, and of the glory of the Lord 
 that i shone round about,' when the angel an- 
 nounced the event — and of the ' multitude of 
 the heavenly host' that were suddenly with him, 
 saying, ' Glory to God in the highest, and 
 on earth peace, and good will towards men.' 
 
146 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 The religion which our blessed Saviour taught 
 is eminently a religion of peace and good 
 will; and the 'peacemakers' seem to repeat 
 the glad proclamation which accompanied his 
 birth.' 
 
 ' Yes, mother,' said Mary, whose imagina- 
 tion easily kindled, c and there is a glory shin- 
 ing round about them.' 
 
 4 You are right, my dear; there is nothing 
 more beautiful than the gentle offices of peace 
 and good will. These offices are constantly 
 needed in the familiar intercourse of life, and 
 children can perform a share of them. Where 
 there is a contentious spirit, every word that is 
 spoken, every circumstance that happens, may 
 afford an opportunity for its indulgence; but to 
 one whose disposition is peaceable, there hardly 
 ever seems to arise any occasion for a quarrel, 
 or for angry feeling.' 
 
 ' I know, mother, that we should not get into 
 any quarrels ourselves ; but how can we help, 
 sometimes, taking a part in the quarrels of 
 others ; if it so happens that one of those who 
 are at variance is much more our favorite than 
 the other, and we think she has been injured, 
 how can we help taking her part ?' 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 147 
 
 1 But you must help it, my dear, if you do 
 not wish to exasperate her still more and in- 
 crease the difficulty of a reconciliation, which, 
 on the contrary, you should use a'l the means 
 in your power to promote ; saying and doing 
 everything you can to pacify the angry feelings 
 of both.' 
 
 'I think it is tolerably easy,' said Mary, ' not 
 to resent slight offences, but when some one 
 does or says what I think is very, very wrong, 
 and very unjust, either to me, or to anybody 
 that J love, I am angry and ready to quarrel 
 about it, before I think of it ; and it seems to 
 me as if I could not possibly help being so.' 
 
 ' Recollect, my dear Mary, our Saviour's 
 conduct towards Peter when he had thrice de- 
 nied that he had ever been with him or knew 
 anything about him; and this, too, at a time 
 when it was particularly base and cruel to de-> 
 sert him, just as he had been delivered into the 
 hands of cruel enemies. Did he overwhelm 
 him with angry reproaches? No; the scripture 
 says, ' the Lord turned and looked upon Peter, 
 and he went out and wept bitterly.' I suppose 
 that look expressed tenderness mingled with 
 
148 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 grief, which affected Peter more and made him 
 feel more penitent, than the severest reproof 
 would have done.' 
 
 ' It must have been a beautiful look, mother, 
 and I will try to remember what you have here 
 said about it.' 
 
 ' Our Saviour, in bidding us 'overcome evil 
 with good,' showed not only an exalted mo- 
 rality, but an intimate knowledge of the princi- 
 ples of our nature. There is hardly anything 
 so bad in the disposition of another towards us, 
 that it cannot be cured by kindness. 1 once 
 had a neighbor of a very jealous disposition, 
 who got seriously offended with me for some 
 slight she fancied she had received — so much 
 so, that she would hardly speak to me, and said 
 a great many unkind things, which were de- 
 signed to create bad impressions of me in the 
 neighborhood; but 1 did not change my manners 
 towards her, and took care to improve every 
 opportunity that occurred, of doing her a neigh- 
 borly kindness, so that, in time, she completely 
 recovered her good humor, and as I had good 
 reason to believe, felt very much ashamed of 
 her conduct towards me.' 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 149 
 
 * That makes me think, mother, of a little 
 girl at school, Emily Holmes. She once lent 
 a lead pencil to one Jane Sharpe, who is noto- 
 rious for her bad temper; and Jane, getting 
 angry, because Emily wanted it, and insisted 
 upon having it back again before she had done 
 with it, threw it into the fire. It so happened, 
 that soon after this, Emily's uncle made her a 
 present of a large bunch of pencils; which she 
 took lo school for the purpose of distributing 
 them among the girls. One said ' I would not 
 give Jane Sharpe any,' and another added ' O ! 
 no, it is an excellent opportunity to revenge 
 yourself,' but Emily gave no heed to them, 
 and Jane shared with the rest. She looked 
 reaiiy mortified, however, and Emily says 
 she has been perfectly good matured to her 
 ever since.' 
 
 ' And did you not admire Emily's conduct in 
 this instance ?' 
 
 ' O yes, mother, certainly, I did, though 
 some of the girls seemed quite to despise her 
 for it; remarking that Emily had no spirit at all. 
 I admire the peace-making system in its effects, 
 very much, though it seems to me, that it is 
 
150 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 not easily adopted in all cases. Have you 
 any farther advice or warning to give me on the 
 subject ?' 
 
 ' Yes, my dear, there is one very important 
 thing to be observed by those who wish to 
 promote peace, that I have not yet mentioned; 
 and that is an extreme carefulness in not repeat- 
 ing to one person what you may have heard 
 said to his disadvantage by another. Such 
 remarks are sometimes made accidentally or 
 thoughtlessly; or, perhaps sometimes unavoida- 
 bly, and it should be considered the positive 
 duty of those who hear them not only never to 
 repeat them intentionally — but to observe the 
 strictest caution in regard to them. The Bible 
 says, * the words of a talebearer are as wounds; 
 and where there is no talebearer the strife 
 ceaseth.' If you have ever had an angry or a 
 painful feeling excited in this way, you know 
 why you should be very careful not to occa- 
 sion anything of the same kind in the same 
 way.' 
 
 * I have felt these wounds, mother, many 
 times; for there is one acquaintance of mine 
 who seems to delight in treasuring up everything 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 151 
 
 she ever hears to my disadvantage, and then 
 repeating it to me. I was made very unhappy 
 by it at first, but I soon fouud out that in her 
 extreme anxiety to find something of the kind to 
 tell of, she would frequently mistake the inten- 
 tion of what was said, and sometimes, I sus- 
 pected, misrepresent it on purpose. Once I 
 remember, she told me that my favorite friend, 
 Sally Morgan, said I was the silliest girl she 
 ever knew; 1 thought this was very strange for 
 her to say, and determined I would speak to 
 her about it. She laughed, and said ' that mis- 
 chievous child told you only a part of what I 
 said, which was, that you was the silliest girl I 
 ever knew, because you bore with all the girls' 
 humors and did not stand up for your own 
 rights more.' 
 
 ' Well, my dear, as a general rule, it is always 
 fair to distrust habitual talebearers, because, as 
 they can be actuated by no good motives, it is 
 reasonable to doubt whether they always use 
 fair means, i could tell you a good many in- 
 stances of very serious mischief produced in this 
 way, besides that ' strife' which the text speaks 
 of; but at present, I choose to confine myself 
 10* 
 
152 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 to those consequences of talebearing which are 
 so destructive to 'peace.' And since you see, 
 my dear Mary, how odious and sinful a vice it 
 is, be careful lest you should sometimes be 
 guilty of it, from mere indiscretion.' 
 
 '1 certainly will, mother, be very careful. I 
 dislike very much to see quarrelling; and above 
 all I should feel ashamed and sorry to be the 
 occasion of making a quarrel.' 
 
 'You remember, Mary, what you always say 
 is your favorite text in the who'e Bible.' 
 
 ' O yes, mother, it is always that beautiful 
 one, • God is love; and whoso dwelleth in love, 
 dwelleth in God and God in him.' 
 
 ' How should we all seek, then, to dwell in 
 love ! It is said of the apostle John, who, you 
 know, was the ' beloved disciple,' that he lived 
 to a great age, and was often saying to the 
 Christians that surrounded him, 'My little 
 children, love one another;' and if you will 
 think one moment, my dear Mary, you will 
 recollect how beautiful every exhibition of 
 harmony and love, which we witness among 
 animals, appears to us; how beautiful to see the 
 hen with her chickens, the ' birds in their little 
 
THE BEEATITUDS. 153 
 
 nests agree,' an d the faithful, tender dove. 
 Thus you perceive that God has written the 
 law of love on his works, as well as in his word; 
 that it may be constantly impressed upon our 
 minds in all iis force and beauty.' 
 
 Perhaps some little girls will wonder what 
 Mary's mother could have to say to her on the 
 subject of the next and last beatitude. c Bles- 
 sed are they which are persecuted for right- 
 eousness' sake, for theirs is the kingdom of 
 heaven.' s Blessed are ye when men shall re- 
 vile you, and persecute you, and say all manner 
 of evil against you falsely, for my sake.' Ma- 
 ry wondered too, and said to her mother, that 
 though she did not see how she was liable to be 
 persecuted, even if she had any righteousness, 
 yet still she should like to know what was meant 
 by persecution. 
 
 1 When you are old enough to read church 
 history,' her mother replied, ' you will perceive 
 haw much the immediate followers of Christ 
 needed the promise and encouragement con- 
 
154 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 tained in this beatitude. Persecution is unjust, 
 unkind, or cruel treatment designedly inflicted 
 by one person upon another; and the early 
 Christians suffered the most dreadful kind of 
 persecution — bodily torture and death. The 
 Jews, who lived at the time of our Saviour's 
 birth, expected that the promised Messiah who 
 had been predicted long before in the writings 
 of their prophets, would be a great king, clothed 
 with splendor, and invested with power and 
 iJches; who would "restore again the kingdom 
 to Israel," for then the Jews had long ceased to 
 be a n;;tion. and Judea had become a Roman 
 province. Accordingly, when Jesus, of a low- 
 ly birth, the son of a carpenter, so poor that he 
 had not where to lay his head, and who declar- 
 ed that his kingdom was not of this world, was 
 proclaimed the Messiah, the Jews, many of 
 them, were enraged both at him and at them 
 who believed in him. Their dislike was con- 
 firmed, and their fury increased when they found 
 that both by the purity of his life and by the 
 docu ines he taught, he reproved them for their 
 sins, and that the relgion which he preached, 
 not only expressly forebade many vices in which 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 155 
 
 they had been accustomed to permit themselves 
 a free indulgence, but also condemned some 
 practices for which they gave themselves great 
 credit, and on account of which, they were 
 disposed to thank God, like the Pharisee, that 
 they were not as other men. The Romans, 
 too, and all who had heard of this new religion 
 were offended for the same reason, that it re- 
 quired such strict purity of life. Consequent- 
 ly, those who became Christians, and acknow- 
 ledged themselves believers in Jesus, as the 
 promised Messiah, were surrounded by enemies 
 on every side; both among the Gentiles and the 
 Jews. Gentiles, you know, is a word used in 
 distinction from Jews; all besides Jews are Gen- 
 tiles.' 
 
 * O mother, how could they be angry at such 
 a blessed being, and at those who loved him, 
 and tried to be like him?' 
 
 * When people are so very sinful, my dear, 
 they see no beauty in goodness. The Romish 
 religion was Pagan, you know: all that it requir- 
 ed of its votaries was, to offer certain sacrifices 
 and observe certain festivals; of course, there 
 was nothing in it calculated to touch the heart 
 
156 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 or improve the character, nothing of a purify- 
 ing or saving influence. The Jews, who in the 
 time when they were under the immediate and 
 almost visible guidance of God, were often re- 
 belious and idolatrous, relapsed more and more 
 into vice after they had ceased to be a nation, 
 and became dispersed throughout the heathen 
 world. The Christians, therefore, suffered 
 great persecution from both these; spies were 
 constantly employed, and those who were 
 known, or even suspected to have become 
 Christians, were often condemned to the most 
 cruel punishments. The Apostles, many of 
 them, suffered violent deaths, though the Bible 
 gives us no account of them. Peter is said to 
 have been crucified with his head downwards; 
 and Paul is supposed to have been beheaded. 
 The accused were often put to dreadful torture, 
 for the purpose of inducing them to renounce 
 Christianity, and return to Paganism or Juda- 
 ism: if they persisted in refusing to do so, they 
 were condemned; some to be burned alive, 
 others to be thrown to wild beasts in a public 
 show, and all to suffer death in the most horri- 
 ble modes that could be devised.' 
 
THE BEATITUDES. ] 57 
 
 1 O, pray don't tell any more about it, mo- 
 th er, only how long they had to suffer so, and 
 whether any, for the sake of getting rid of such 
 torture, denied the Saviour, like Peter.' 
 
 'Thny were never safe in the exercise of their 
 religion until about three hundred years after our 
 Saviour's birth, when the emperor Constantine 
 became, himself, a christian; — and though they 
 did not suffer at all times equally, yet they were 
 continually liable to pesecution. The instances 
 however were comparatively very few,in which 
 the sufferers were induced, for a moment, to re- 
 nounce their new religion, and sometimes, when 
 this was done, under the influence of what seem- 
 ed insupportable torture, the individual, restored 
 to liberty, repented of his weakness, and confess- 
 1 .ig Jesus again, voluntarily submitted himself to 
 the same torture, and to death.' 
 
 'O,' said Mary, 'how they must have loved to 
 think of what our Saviour said — Blessed are 
 they that are persecuted for righteousness' sake. 
 Has there ever been any persecution since, 
 mother?' 
 
 c O yes, my daughter; ever since the Chris- 
 tians have ceased to be persecuted by others, 
 
158 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 they have had persecutions among themselves. 
 Because all did not think exactly alike on reli- 
 gion more than on other subjects; they have 
 quarrelled about their religious opinions, and 
 the stronger party has persecuted the weaker in 
 all ages of the church.' 
 
 'But how can those who believe in Jesus and 
 profess to love him, quarrel with each other.' 
 
 'It is very sad, my dear Mary, that they 
 should do so, and very, very wicked.' 
 
 'Well, is there any persecution now, moth- 
 er?' 
 
 'There is none, I believe of the kind I have 
 been speaking of, that is, bodily torture and 
 death — except in Spain and her dominions, 
 where there is a tribunal called the Inquisition, 
 which you shall read an account of, when you 
 are old enough. There are many other modes 
 of persecution, however, which you are too 
 young to understand at present; but you are 
 quite old enough, my dear Mary, to be thank- 
 ful that you live in a time when every person 
 may profess his belief in what he thinks is the 
 truth, without endangering his life or fortune — 
 and all may worship God according to their 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 159 
 
 conscience. If you had lived in the time of 
 our Saviour, or in the first two or three cen- 
 turies after him, and had been taught his reli- 
 gion and tried to practise it, your. own parents 
 even, if they had not been Christians too, might 
 have thought it their duty to give you up to be 
 torn of wild beasts. Such was the miserable 
 ignorance of those who lived in that period.' 
 
 'Well, I am sure we ought to be very good 
 — when it is so easy to be good — and instead 
 of being punished for it, we are liked better by 
 those whom we really wish to please. 
 
 •'Yes, my dear, we are without excuse — for 
 though we may be persecuted it is not in a way 
 from which we shrink as the flesh shrinks 
 from the action of fire or the touch of the 
 knife.' 
 
 'Mother, do you suppose that a little child is 
 ever persecuted now?' 
 
 'Yes, my dear, little children are persecuted 
 for righteousness' sake, whenever, by pursuing 
 a right course of conduct in opposition to the 
 feelings, or wishes, or habits of those who are 
 less scrupulous than themselves— they incur 
 their ridicule, contempt, censure, or ill will, 
 
160 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 or are subjected to suffering of any kind what- 
 ever. Have you never seen this species of 
 persecution? 
 
 'O yes, mother, if that is persecution, I have 
 seen a good deal of it: there are always those 
 who are ready to ridicule and condemn in 
 others, wiiat they do not like to practise them- 
 selves; though sometimes, I think it is because 
 they are thoughtless, rather than malicious.' 
 
 ' 1 dare say that is often the case, my dear, 
 and we should always endeavor to interpret the 
 wrong conduct of others favorably as possible; 
 but still, whatever the motive of such conduct 
 may be, its effect upon us is equally painful 
 and disagreeable.' 
 
 'Yes, indeed,' said Mary, 'there is nothing 
 in the world, except the displeasure of my 
 friends, that I am so afraid of, as ridicule.' 
 
 'That is very natural, my dear, and there- 
 fore you will have the greater merit whenever 
 you persevere, in spite of ridicule, in whatever 
 you think is your duty.' 
 
 'I am afraid I shall be more apt to turn aside 
 than to persevere, mother. I remember that, 
 last summer, when our wild cousin John was 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 16 t 
 
 here, he happened to come into the room one 
 day when George and ] were saying our pray- 
 ers, and he mocked us: after thnt i did not like 
 to have him know when we said our prayers; 
 but it made me kel very uncomfortable, to 
 think that I was ashamed of saying my prayers. 
 He was cons'.antly laughing at me, too, for 
 being as he called it i in leading strings,' be- 
 cause I would never go away with him or enter 
 into any of his schemes, without first asking 
 your leave, as you had always taught me to do; 
 and 1 was so afraid of his ridicule — for he was 
 more tormeniing in this wav than any one else 
 that I have ever seen — that I used frequently 
 to a>k you beforehmd when I thought he was 
 going to propose anything to me, what 1 should 
 do, so that I might appear to decide for my- 
 self. 1 blamed myself that I had not more 
 courage in doing what was right, being con- 
 stantly afraid I should yield to him — and so, 
 at last, it happened; for, one Sunday, when 
 he asked me just to take a little walk down in 
 the meadow by the river with him — a request 
 which 1 had not foreseen— I consented to go, 
 though 1 knew I ought not, without consulting 
 
162 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 yon, and that it was almost certain you would 
 not have given your consent, if I had asked it. 
 There, in the meadow, we idled away the whole 
 afternoon, but 1 felt very uneasy, and did not 
 enjoy it at all. That night 1 prayed that God 
 would forgive me ; and then, and every night 
 afterwards, while he stayed, when I repeated, in 
 my prayer, the petition " lead me not into 
 temptation, 1 ' I thought of that particular tempt- 
 ation. I determined too, from that time, that 
 1 would no longer be ashamed of openly asking 
 your leave, when I wanted it — and found that, 
 much as I dreaded his ridicule, it was easier to 
 bear it than it was to endure the reproaches of 
 my conscience.' 
 
 ( You find, my dear, that ' blessed are they 
 who are persecuted for righteousness' sake f 
 and since you so freely confess your faults, and 
 are so ready to reproach yourself, I am disposed 
 to remind you for your future encouragement, 
 of one or two instances in which your sense of 
 duty prevailed over your fear of ridicule, in a 
 manner that gratified me very much.' 
 
 4 1 shall be very glad if you will, mother ; 
 but I am sure I have not the slightest idea what 
 it is to which you allude.' 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 163 
 
 * You know, last summer, when we instituted 
 our little Sunday school for the black children, 
 and Were anxious that you and a few of your 
 companions should go, by way of encouraging 
 the others, and setting an example of regular 
 attendance and good scholarship, all the girls, 
 but you, refused ; and you thought you could 
 not possibly go alone, until your father remind- 
 ed you that it was your duty to embrace every 
 opportunity of doing good, no matter how small 
 or trifling it might see; n ; so you determined up- 
 on it at once, and persevered, in spite of the 
 laugh of all the girls, and the titles which were 
 bestowed upon you of Miss Blackamoor, and 
 the young African princess.' 
 
 'Well, mother, I was never sorry, 
 though it was very disagreeable at first ; for I 
 really believe that a good many of the little 
 black children learned and behaved better for 
 my being with them, and some of them got 
 quite fond of me.' 
 
 1 Nobody is ever sorry for doing what is right 
 from a conscientious motive. The beatitudes 
 include all virtues, you know ; so that none can 
 go unrewarded. The other instance I was go- 
 
164 THE BEATITUDE?. 
 
 ing to mention of your perseverance in spite of 
 difficulties, in what you believed to be right, 
 occurred at the time of your 4th of July party, 
 two years ago. The mother of one of the little 
 girls, you remember, had given a famous great 
 loaf of cake, which was to be called the Wash- 
 ington loaf, and which the managers wished to 
 ornament with a superb bunch of artificial flow- 
 ers, to be purchased by subscription among 
 themselves.' 
 
 ' O yes, 1 remember it very well, mother, 
 and I told them I thought it would be a foolish 
 way of spending our money, and that a bunch 
 of flowers from the garden would look just as 
 well. You had often talked to me about its be- 
 ing wrong for those, who had but little money 
 to give away, to bestow any of it upon trifles ; 
 and I was, in fact, keeping my spending money 
 to buy some comforts for old Mrs Warner — but 
 I did not like to tell the girls so, because the 
 scripture says w 7 e must not let our left hand 
 know what our right hand doeth. So some of 
 them sneered, and said I was so close-fisted 
 they did not see how I could open my hand 
 wide enough to pick even a flower from the 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 165 
 
 garden ; and others said, that one might be ex- 
 cused for refusing money on most any other 
 occasion — but on the 4th of July—the glorious 
 4th of July — they did not see how an Ameri- 
 can girl could have the heart to refuse anything. 
 I thought the girls were unkind, but 1 did not 
 know that their conduct towards me could be 
 called persecution.' 
 
 1 It is only in these little ways, and on such 
 trifling occasions, that children are liable to be 
 persecuted ; and it is only in these small ways 
 tnat the habit of patiently enduring " persecution 
 for righteousness' sake" can be acquired. I will 
 tell you a story of a little girl I knew when I was 
 a young lady, that bore persecution for righteous- 
 ness' sake, as I thought heroically.' 
 
 ' O do, mother — and what will you call it ? — 
 for, as I have told you before, I always like to 
 have a name to a story.' 
 
 1 Well, then, it shall be called " The Story 
 of Julia and her Strawberry Bed." ' 
 
 ' This little Julia was a sweat child, the daugh- 
 ter of a friend of my mother, to whom I was 
 paying a visit at the time when what I am going 
 to tell you happened. Julia's mother had just 
 
166 THE BEATIEUDES. 
 
 then taken into her family an orphan boy, the 
 son of a distant relative, about three years older 
 than Julia — a spoiled, thoughtless child, who 
 had always been permitted to do pretty much as 
 he chose. He was very fond of what he called 
 fun, which consisted in pulling tricks upon peo- 
 ple, and then laughing at the mischief they oc- 
 casioned. He was not an ill-natured boy, but 
 as I said before, he was thoughtless, and had 
 never been blessed with judicious friends who 
 could show him how wrong his conduct often 
 was, and teach him that he ought to have some 
 regard to the rights and interests of others, as 
 well as to his own amusement. He teased arid 
 tormented poor little Julia unmercifully, by try- 
 ing to persuade her to join with him in his mis- 
 chievous sports, and then ridiculing her if she 
 would not. He was so cheerful and pleasant, 
 withal, and, as Julia said, had such a coaxing 
 way with him, that it sometimes seemed almost 
 impossible to resist him. 
 
 One day they were in the garden playing to- 
 gether, directly under my chamber window, and 
 T overheard him say, ' Now, Julia, I have 
 thought of some capital fun — and it will not da 
 anybody any harm, either.' 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 167 
 
 * I do not believe that, James, 1 said she, ' but 
 what is it f ' 
 
 * Why, you know that poor lone man that you 
 and I call the hermit ; he has a strawberry bed 
 in his little yard, or garden, or whatever you call 
 it, that some good soul planted for him last year, 
 and he was telling me last night, how many 
 strawberries he should get from it ; and, that 
 though he was too blind to work much in his gar- 
 den, he thought he could pick the fruit, and that 
 would be pleasanter, even than the eating of it. 
 Now, I was thinking,' said James, 'that the next 
 time you and I went to walk in that lot close by 
 his house, we would manage to go between five 
 and six in the afternoon, when the old man goes 
 every day to the school house for the master to 
 read to him.' 
 
 ' O now, stop,' said Julia, 'you need not teU 
 me any more, for if you want to manage to be 
 there when old John is away, I know you are 
 going to do something wrong.' 
 
 ' O, poh! Julia, now do just hear me through, 
 if you please, and then, when you know what 
 my scheme is, you will have some right to say 
 whether it is a naughty one; but not till then.' 
 10 
 
168 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 ' Well, go on, but I know I shall not agree 
 to it.' 
 
 c O yes you will, Julia;, all I want of you is 
 just to help me take-up the strawberry plants 
 and put some dandelion roots in the place of 
 them; he is too blind to discover the trick, and 
 then it wilt be so funny, by and bye, to see him 
 poking with his fingers among dandelion roots 
 for strawberries.' 
 
 ' O,' said Julia, c how can you propose such 
 a cruel thing, James; cruel, and not very honest, 
 cither, I think.' 
 
 ' Why, as to the cruelty,' said James, we are 
 all liable to disappointments, and old John's 
 will be no greater than if mere should happen 
 to be a drought which would prevent the straw- 
 berries from ripening, as I have known happen 
 more than once in my short life — and as for the 
 dishonesty, I have got plenty of spending money, 
 and I will engage to buy him twice as "many 
 strawberries as his bed would yield, were the 
 season ever so good — and next fall I'll plant 
 another for him. Have not I said enough now, 
 to remove all your scruples, Julia?' 
 
 { No,' she replied — ' the golden rule is the sa- 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 169 
 
 fest to try all one's actions by. 4 Do unto oth- 
 ers as ye would they should do unto you.' I 
 would sooner 'have my own dear little strawberry 
 bed spoiled, which father has planted for me, 
 than that poor old John's should be destroyed.'' 
 6 You would, would you,' said James, 'we 
 will see how that is — one or the other must be 
 clone quick; say which it shall be— will you go 
 with me to old John's, or shall I try my hand on 
 yours ?' James said this, not doubting that 
 when reduced to such an alternative, Julia would 
 no longer hesitate to yield — but when he found 
 that she still positively refused, though almost 
 trembling for the fate of her little bed, on which 
 she placed as much value as little girls are apt 
 to place on the things that please them, his pride, 
 of which he had a good deal, would not suffer 
 him to retract. By this time, too, his temper 
 was considerably excited, for though usually 
 good-natured, he was subject to sudden parox- 
 ysms of passion, under the influence of which, he 
 was very apt to do, what, a few moments after 
 he would be very sorry for. You perceive that 
 I speak of this infirmity as 1 would of a disease, 
 and it is because I consider it in that light. So 
 
170 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 he easily caught up the spade and proceeded \o 
 his work of destruction. 
 
 Mar)' did not utter a word, as anything she 
 could have said to induce James to forbear, he 
 would have interpreted as implying that she had 
 changed her mind; and was willing that, of 
 the two, old John should be the sufferer from 
 the present determination of his mind to mis- 
 chief; but the tears began to stream from her 
 eyes, when, by every stroke of the spade, as 
 many fair visions were dispelled as floated in 
 the head of the country maid with her milk-pail, 
 just before the milk, which was to lay the foun- 
 dation of her fortunes, was all spilled upon lh e 
 ground. 
 
 She could not help hoping that James would 
 throw the plants in the alley, sa that she could 
 replace them in the bed again; but no! by this 
 time he was quite too much excited not to make 
 his work of destruction thorough as possible^ 
 and he did not cease until he had deposited them 
 on a heap of rubbish which was burning in the 
 yard. 
 
 He then came back to the spot where Julia 
 had remained standing all this while, h is face 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 171 
 
 red with the exertion he had been making— 
 1 Are not you sorry, now, that you could not 
 be a little more obliging, Julia?' said he. 
 
 1 1 am not sorry that old John's bed is safe,' 
 she replied, and then turned and left him. 
 
 He was disappointed at her answer; he hop- 
 ed, at least, to find her very angry, if not sorry 
 for the choice she had made. When he was 
 left alone, and had time to recollect himself a 
 little, he began to feel very much ashamed of • 
 his conduct. And at the tea table, though Mary 
 was very sad, you would have said, at once, that 
 her heart was more at ease than his. Her pa- 
 rents were both absent at this lime, and I thought 
 it not best to interfere at all in the matter. They 
 had just before set out on a journey, to be ab- 
 sent a month. Julia and James had very little 
 intercourse for some time. I used to walk 
 with Julia, and she almost always chose to go 
 towards old John's, for the sight of his straw- 
 berry bed seemed to afford her great pleasure. 
 
 At length the day arrived when we expected 
 her father and mother home. As it drew to a 
 close, the hours seemed very long, and the chil- 
 dren were eager and impatient — so I proposed 
 
172 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 that we should have the tea-table spread, and 
 see how beautiful and refreshing we could make 
 it look to the weary travellers. ' Come, Julia,' 
 said I, ■ you must bring some of your finest 
 flowers to fill a tumbler for the centre, and 
 George must produce some of the famous rad- 
 ishes and peppergrass that he boasts of having 
 raised.' The tears came into Julia's eyes — 
 * O dear,' said she, ' what a beautiful saucer of 
 strawberries I might have had for my dear fa- 
 ther, but for' She stopped short ; for just 
 
 then James came into the room ; but he had 
 heard the beginning of her sentence, and soon 
 alter I saw him stopping a little girl at the gate, 
 and buying some strawberries, which he then 
 brought to me with the request that I would put 
 them on the table. 
 
 At length the carriage made its appearance — 
 we all ran to the gate — and in one minute Julia 
 was in her father's lap, with her arms around 
 her mother's neck. ' How d'ye do— how d'ye 
 do ? ' was echoed on all sides. 
 
 'Well, but very, very' tired,' was the an- 
 swer. 
 
 « Well, mother,' said Julia, i tea is ready 
 
THE BEATlTUD-ESv 175 
 
 for you' — and directly we were all seated around 
 the table, a joyous group, 
 
 ' Upon my word,' said her father, ; I have 
 not seen such a beautiful tea-table since I went 
 away — Jenny's hot, smoking tea, and fine white 
 rolls — our friend Caroline's elegant sponge 
 cake — Julia's flowers — George's radishes — and 
 these delicious strawberries, too — why, Julia, 
 your bed must have produced beyond your ex- 
 pectations.' 
 
 Julia had not observed the strawberries till 
 that moment ; her lips trembled, and she could 
 hardly command her voice to say, c These did 
 not come from my bed, father.' 
 
 Her father perceived that something troubled 
 her ; but, unwilling to mar the pleasures of the 
 tea-table— the social pleasures, I mean — he 
 asked no explanation, and proceeded to talk of 
 something else. After tea, however, he invited 
 her to walk in the garden with him, and then 
 drew from her the whole story of her wrongs. 
 ' But do not, father, say anything to James,' ad- 
 ded she, ' for I know he has been sorry enough 
 about it — and it was he, I suppose, that pro- 
 cured the strawberries for the tea-table.' 
 
174 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 c Well, my daughter,' said her father, look- 
 ing very much pleased, ' I hope you have nev- 
 er been sorry for your decision.' 
 
 1 O no, father ; I have taken more pleasure in 
 seeing old John's strawberries than I should 
 from his and mine both, if this had nothappen- 
 ed ; only I did feel very bad this afternoon, that 
 I had not any for you. 
 
 ' Well, my darling, this story has been better 
 to me than all the strawberries in the world ; 
 such a good little daughter is enough to make a 
 man happy and rich, if he were poor in every- 
 thing else.' 
 
 You may think how pleased Julia was with 
 her father's praise; she came in, looking bright 
 as a sunbeam, and her face glowing with what 
 has been called ' the color of virtue,' for a mod- 
 est little girl cannot be praised even by her fa- 
 ther, without blushing a li tie. 
 
 James all this while, looked rather uneasy, 
 as if in constant expectation of a disclosure, 
 that would bring upon him disgrace and re- 
 proof. Nothing was said to him however, and 
 his was too generous a nature, not to be affect- 
 ed by so much goodness and forbearance on 
 the part of Julia. 
 
THE BEATITUDES. 175 
 
 One morning, in the month of August, Julia's 
 father observed him reading a book, so rare a 
 thing, that he said to him ' what have you there, 
 James ? it is a strange sight to see you with 
 book in hand.' 
 
 ' It is one of your books on gardening, sir,' 
 said he, ' and I assure you I am very much in- 
 terested in it.' 
 
 Soon after this, James asked, one night, if he 
 could have old Rover to ride a few miles be- 
 fore breakfast the next morning. 
 
 1 Ride before breakfast ! you who are never 
 out of your bed until we have all done break- 
 fast ; what new character are you going to take 
 next, James ? ' 
 
 ' Let me have the horse, sir, and I will show 
 you,' said James laughing. The permission 
 was granted, and when the family were at 
 breakfast, inquiry being made for James some 
 one said he rode away at four o'clock ; it was 
 now eight. Soon after this he came running in. 
 
 ' Now, Julia, will you lake a walk in the gar- 
 den with me?' said he looking very significantly. 
 
 Julia went, her father followed, and lo and 
 LI 
 
176 THE BEATITUDES. 
 
 behold 1 they found the strawberry bed all set 
 with fine plants again. 
 
 ' And is this your doing, James ? You have 
 anticipated me ; I was thinking of doing it my- 
 self, soon, but I was at a loss where to get the 
 plants.' 
 
 * Farmer Smith told me that he would sell 
 me some,' said James ; ' I happened to ask him 
 the other day when he was in the village, be- 
 cause I knew he had a good many ; so I rode 
 there this morning to gel them. I have spent 
 the last two hours in setting them ; and now, I 
 hope, Julia will forget all about her old bed.' 
 
 c That I shall,' said Julia, ' and like this even 
 better than that.' 
 
 After this, they were great friends ; James 
 left off his mischievous sports, and became a 
 delightful companion for Julia ; but his favorite 
 amusement, of all others, was, weeding and 
 hoeing the strawberry bed. 
 
 So you see Julia was blessed for having suf- 
 fered persecution, in several ways ; the appro- 
 bation of her own conscience, the happiness she 
 gave her father, and the effect of her example 
 upon James.' 
 
MARY JONES 
 
 LITTLE GIRL WHO LEARNED TO BE 
 
 ALWAYS HAPPY AND ALWAYS GOOD, 
 
 FROM THE THOUGHT 
 
 GOD WAS NEAR HER. 
 
MARY JONES. 
 
 CHAPTER I. 
 
 Mary Jones was about eight years old, and 
 had learned to read very well, so that she could 
 understand all the little books that had been put 
 into her hands. She was obedient to her pa- 
 rents; and had been taught by them to be kind 
 and good humored to all with whom she lived; 
 to treat her brother and sister, who were young- 
 er than herself, with constant kindness; to be 
 patient when they disturbed her in her work or 
 her play; obliging when they needed her care 
 and attention; and forgiving when they were 
 not so kind to her as she had been to them. 
 For they were younger than she was; and 
 though their mother was careful to watch over 
 their conduct, and meant to make them amiable 
 and good like Mary, she always told her she 
 must set them the example; for with a bad ex- 
 
180 MARY JONES. 
 
 ample from her, they could not be taught to be 
 good. 
 
 Mary had learned too,how to sew very neatly, 
 and always had her task at her needle to perform 
 at school or at home every forenoon and after- 
 noon; and she took a great deal of pleasure in 
 saying that since she was five years old, her fa- 
 ther had never had a pocket handkererchief or 
 cravat hemmed except by herself. He too was 
 pleased that she loved to work for him; and 
 promised her that when she should be ten years 
 old, she should make his shirts. 
 
 Mary was a thoughtful little girl; and what 
 she had been taught by her excellent mother, 
 of God and his works, made her often reflect 
 about him. But it was difficult for her to see 
 how so great a being as God, who made the 
 world, and the heavens, the sun, and the moon, 
 and the stars — should take care of Aer; and she 
 was still more surprised to think that all her ac- 
 tions^should be noticed by him. Her mother 
 had often told her it was the case; and she knew 
 she was in the habit of asking in her evening 
 prayer for His protection while she slept, and 
 again praying for His care through the day, in 
 
MABT JONES. 181 
 
 the morning. But Mary never thought of God 
 as looking on her actions and observing all she 
 did, without feeling a little unhappy, and wish- 
 ing within her own mind, that God would not 
 notice her so. For though Mary was as good 
 a little girl as any other, and a great deal better 
 than some, she knew that she seldom thought 
 of pleasing God in what she did; and she fear- 
 ed that she often offended him. And when she 
 thought of his seeing her always in her play, 
 she could not help feeling sorry that He saw 
 her, for she thought that, to so very high and 
 great a Being, it must seem like a very idle and 
 foolish thing. 
 
 As soon as Mary's mother found that she bad 
 these feelings, and that the thought of God was 
 not always pleasant to her, she took great pains 
 to show her little girl that God though he was 
 very great, was also very kind, and she told 
 Mary, that she must learn to consider him as 
 her Father. Mary said 'I know he is my Fa- 
 ther in Heaven; but that makes him a great way 
 off.' Her mother said, c If you will do every 
 day as I can direct you, my dear Mary, I think 
 1 can soon teach you how you will feel very 
 
182 MARY JONES. 
 
 happy in the thought of God. And you will 
 think of him with the same pleasure at all times, 
 whether you are at work, or at play, — alone, or 
 in company. And you will find, too, that he is 
 very near, and not a great way off.' 
 
 c What is it that you would have me do, mo- 
 ther ? I will try to do as you teach me.' 
 
 ' Well, my dear, you may begin tomorrow 
 morning;' (for she was talking with Mary in her 
 chamber, after she had gone to bed and said 
 her prayers.) ' Tomorrow morning you must 
 begin to take particular notice, in your own 
 mind, of everything that happens to you. And 
 then try to think if there is not some kind 
 Being, whom you do not see, near, to keep you 
 from danger.' 
 
 Mary was surprised that this was all her mo- 
 ther wished her to do; and she said, ' Why, 
 mother, 1 am a little girl, and father and you 
 take care of me; and what can happen to me 
 worth thinking of? I go to school, and come 
 home again; and nothing ever happens to me..' 
 
 c How can you say, my dear, that nothing 
 ever happens to you, when you know that you 
 hardly ever come home from school, without 
 
MARY JONES. 1S3 
 
 having something to tell me, that you think 
 quite important, either what happens to you, or 
 to some of your companions. And it was on- 
 ly yesterday that you told me of your swing — 
 how it broke down just at the instant little Su- 
 san Gray got seated in it. And you yourself 
 remarked, how happy it was, that it did not 
 w^ait till she had begun to swing ; for then she 
 must have been sadly hurt — and as it was she 
 was not hurt at all.' 
 
 ' Well, mother,' said Mary, ' now I think of 
 it, it does seem as if some kind and good Being 
 was near, that we could not see; or else why 
 should it have come down just then — and no 
 sooner, or latter ? for if it had broken a minute 
 sooner, cousin Ann would have been terribly 
 hurt; for she got out of it just as Susan took 
 it. And she swung very high — so that we 
 were frightened and begged her to stop. It 
 was strange that it broke at that very moment, 
 was it not, mother ?J 
 
 ' It would be strange indeed,' said her moth- 
 er, ' if no kind and affectionate Being were 
 near to overrule everything. Now I think my 
 Mary must see that the thought of God can 
 
184 MARY JONES. 
 
 never be unpleasant to her f any more when she 
 is at play, than at other times; for she needs 
 his care at all times. And when little girls 
 observe our Saviour's directions, to be kindly 
 affectionate to one another; they need not be 
 sorry to think, that their heavenly Father sees 
 them in their amusements, any more than at 
 any other time.' 
 
 Mary saw that her mother was going to leave 
 the chamber, for she had slayed longer than 
 usual, and thought she had said enough to her 
 for that evening; but when she went to kiss 
 her, and bid her good night, Mary said, c I 'in- 
 sure I shall love to think of God now; and I 
 shall try to think of him tomorrow a great 
 many times.' 
 
 ' Do so, my dear,' said her mother, ' and 
 when I come to see you, after you have gone 
 to bed, you must remember and tell me all you 
 have thought of God during the day. But you 
 need not say anything about it to any one else. 
 Keep your thoughts carefully in your own 
 mind, and tell them to me alone.' Then her 
 mother left her, and little Mary was soon 
 asleep. 
 
p. 183. 
 
MARF JONES. 185 
 
 CHAPTER II. 
 
 The hymn which Mary always said the first 
 thing after she awoke in the morning, was the 
 following. 
 
 Father — to Thee my praise I pay, 
 Thy kind and gentle power 
 Is near to guard me all the day, 
 And in the midnight hour. 
 
 I trusted in thy gracious care 
 When slumber closed my eyes, 
 And now to thee my morning prayer 
 Of thankfulness fehall rise. 
 
 Teach me to raise my thoughts above, 
 And then in every hour 
 My heart shall love thee for thy love, 
 And fear thee for thy power. 
 
 Thy never-failing care bestow 
 Till all my days are past, 
 May peace be with me here below, 
 And heaven be mine at last. 
 
186 MARY JONES. 
 
 While she was repeating it to herself the next 
 morning, she could not help thinking of all that 
 had passed between her mother and herself the 
 evening before, and she said the hymn over a 
 second time, and wondered that she had never 
 thought more of the kind care which kept her 
 from all harm during the night when everybody 
 was fast asleep, and even her father and mother 
 needed protection as much as she did. As 
 she went on, the swing came into her mind 
 again, and when she said the last verse, she 
 thought that she certainly should not forget 
 again, that God was near her, and took care 
 of her. 
 
 She got up full of the thought of watching 
 everything that happened through the day. 
 But her mother had told her not to talk about 
 the thing to any one but herself or her father; 
 and so she said nothing about it to any of the 
 family. After having eaten her breakfast and 
 gone of an errand or two for her mother, she 
 took her little sister Fanny in her hand, and 
 set off for school. 
 
 Fanny was a clever little girl of four years 
 old; and this was the first summer that she had 
 gone to school; so that Mary had to take a good 
 
MARY JONES. 167 
 
 deal of care of her. And as they had to go 
 by the bank of a river, Mrs Jones used to 
 charge Mary not to let go of Fanny's hand, 
 lest she should play by the bank and fall in. 
 Mary always thought of it as she passed that 
 place ; for she loved her little good natured 
 sister; and would have been greatly grieved, 
 to see her hurt in any way. But as she was 
 going to school, this morning I speak of, she 
 saw a gentleman and lady coming towards 
 them in a beautiful chaise, and a little girl about 
 Fanny's age sitting between them on the seat. 
 This little girl looked at them, and pointed to 
 Fanny, and then said something to her parents 
 which Mary could not hear; but she thought 
 that her pretty little sister was the object of the 
 little girPs apparent delight. Mary in her turn 
 was gazing at her, and wondering who they 
 could be, that seemed so happy. The chaise 
 passed them, and just at that instant she felt 
 Fanny's hand pulling very hard on her own; 
 and on looking round found she was falling 
 over the bank; which she had quite forgotten 
 h ile looking at the gentleman and lady and 
 ittle girl. She had fallen .so far that Mary 
 
MART JONES. 
 
 could not save her, but she caught hold of her 
 gown, and soon reached over, and by kneeling 
 down was able to put her arm round Fanny's 
 waist, and by pulling very hard got her back 
 just as her bonnet touched the water. 
 
 They were both dreadfully frightened, and 
 after Mary had set her little sister on a great 
 stone which lay near, she too began to cry. 
 Just then their father, who had been walking 
 that way and was returning home, came up; 
 and seeing the children in trouble, he asked 
 them what was the matter. He saw something 
 had happened, and taking little Fanny on his 
 knee, he sat down on the stone himself. The n 
 he took Mary by the hand and said, 'what has 
 happened my daughter? Come, clear up and 
 tell me all about it.' 
 
 Mary told her father as well as she could, 
 how Fanny had almost fallen into the river. 
 1 But,' said her father, ' she did not quite fall in- 
 to the river; and why should you cry ?' 
 
 1 But I am afraid she is hurt,' said Mary. 
 
 Fanny still cried a little; but her father wiped 
 her eyes and said — ' Let us see, my little Fanny, 
 are you hurt ? Tell us where.' 
 
BfART JONES. 189 
 
 Fanny was Dot hurt, but frightened, and by 
 this time it was about over. So she said, * I 
 do not know where' — but looking down she saw 
 her gown was lorn uadly, and she said ' O my 
 gown!' 'Butyoui gown does not cry,' said 
 her father — Here the children laughed; and 
 their father, wiping both their faces with his- 
 handkerchief, asked how this accident happened. 
 
 Mary told him exsctlyhow it happened; and 
 said she was sure she should never again be so 
 careless of her little sister's safety. Mr Jones 
 then looked at the place where Fanny had fallen; 
 and told her sister she had great cause to be 
 thankful that it was here find not further back; 
 f for see,' continued he, c the bank is not steep 
 here; but had she fallen there, your strength 
 could not have been sufficient to pull her back. 
 And besides, you have to thank this friendly 
 stick which caught in her gown; for that w T as 
 what held her back, till you got your arm 
 round her waist. So, my dear little Fanny, 
 your toirn gown has saved your head, and after 
 ill there is much more cause to be glad than 
 sorry, a i it has turned out, so trot away to school 
 
1D0 MARY JONES* 
 
 as fast as your feet can carry you, and think of 
 the river when you come this way again.' 
 
 On they went to school quite light-hearted, for 
 their father had cheered them by his kindness; 
 and though Mary felt unhappy whenever she 
 thought that her want of care might have occa- 
 sioned great distress had Fanny been hurt, yet 
 she was delighted to think how sure she now 
 was of what her mother hacf told her the evening 
 before — that she was always in the care of her 
 heavenly Father. 
 
 She attended to her usual lessons at school, 
 and tried to give her mind to her work and her 
 reading; but she often caught herself thinking 
 over the accident of the morning and as often as 
 she thought of it, she felt as if she could never 
 think of God again without pleasure; since it was 
 He that had been near when she could not see 
 him, and had saved her from such great afflic- 
 tion as she should have had if little Fanny had 
 fallen in a more dangerous place, or if the stick 
 liad not kept her from the water till she could 
 save her. And when she looked at the dear 
 little girl while she sat on her bench and seemed 
 
MARY J ONES. 191 
 
 so happy, her eyes filled with tears of joy as 
 she thought that if it had not been for that heav- 
 enly Friend, Fanny might have been on a bed of 
 pain at that moment instead of smiling there so 
 pleasantly. 
 
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192 MARY JONES. 
 
 CHAPTER III. 
 
 At noon, when the children returned from 
 school, Fanny ran to her mother to show the 
 great rent in her gown and to tell her of her fall. 
 Mary was impatient too to let her mother know 
 the worst of her fault; and began telling her that 
 she never should be so careless again — but Mrs 
 Jones stopped her, saying, ' I've heard it all 
 from your father, my dear children. I hope 
 you are both happy that it was no worse; but I 
 cannot stay to talk of it now, for I have compa- 
 ny in the parlor to dine. Mary, you may change 
 your sister's gown and then come in/ 
 
 Mary had no opportunity to talk with her mo- 
 ther of the accident of the morning until after 
 she hud gone to bed, which was the time that 
 Mrs Jones preferred; Sor then all was so quiet 
 and peaceful that she thought Mary would be 
 more apt to attend to her instructions than at any 
 other time. And whenever the wished to im- 
 press her mind with very important and serious 
 
MARY JONES. 193 
 
 thoughts she chose that hour. So that it seldom 
 happened that Mary and her mother had not 
 some conversation together after she had said 
 her evening prayers. 
 
 The evening I am speaking of, she waited im- 
 patiently for her mother, for she longed to talk 
 with her about Fanny's fall. Mrs Jones soon 
 gave her the opportunity; for she too felt impa- 
 tient to hear what Mary had thought of it. And 
 as soon as she had put Charles and Fanny to 
 hed and heard them say their prayers, she came 
 to Mary, and sitting down by the bedside she 
 said—' Well, my dear Mary, this has been the 
 first day that you ever tried to keep in mind the 
 thought that your heavenly Father was near you. 
 Now tell me has it made you happy or unhappy?' 
 
 ' O, it has made me happy, mother, very 
 happy ! for only think of dear little Fanny's fall- 
 ing into the river ! Did fa;her tell you all about 
 it ? how if she had fallen in another place I could 
 not have saved her — and about the stick that 
 caught her gown, and so kept her back till i got 
 my arm round her waist ? Was not it strange, 
 mother, that it should all have happened so 
 nicely ? — That when she came so near being 
 
194 MARY JONES. 
 
 dreadfully hurt, and perhaps drowned — she 
 was not hurt at all ! ' 
 
 ' You do not think it " strange," my dear, 
 when your father or 1 do kind things for you — 
 do you? Why then should it seem strange to 
 you that your heavenly Father should be kind 
 to you ? ' 
 
 ' I do not know, mother — but when I think 
 that a Being whom I cannot see, takes such 
 particular care of us, it does seem strange.' 
 
 ' I know,' said her mother, * it is not easy for 
 us to realize that any one sees us whom we can- 
 not see. But I think that you, my dear Mary, 
 will not watch all that happens to you many 
 days, without being sure that it is the case. But 
 there is one part of His kind care of you this 
 morning, that I see you have not thought of, my 
 dear child.' 
 
 * And what is that, mamma ? for T have been 
 thinking all day about His kindness, and what 
 have 1 forgotten ? ' 
 
 * Why,' said her mother, do not you think 
 you had more strength than common when you 
 pulled her back ? And being greatly frightened 
 as you. were, do not you think it strange that 
 
MARY JONES. 
 
 195 
 
 you should have known in the instant exactly 
 how to save her ? ' 
 
 'Yes indeed, mother, so it is strange — for 
 when I had got her back, I felt so weak, and 
 my hand trembled, and 1 was so frightened, that 
 J could hardly untie her bonnet.' 
 
 ' And how do you think you came by such 
 uncommon strength, and such presence of mind 
 -at the very moment when your sister's life de- 
 pended on your saving her ? ' 
 
 1 Mother,' said Mary, ' it must have been, 
 that God was near and gave me the help of his 
 great power ! ' 
 
 * Yes indeed, my child, that was the friend 
 who is always near you, and who, the Bible 
 says, never forsakes ;those who put iheir trust in 
 him. And it is beautifully said, in the Psalms, 
 of our blessed Saviour, that " God would give 
 ■his angels charge concerning him, lest at any 
 time he should dash his foot against a stone." 
 And we may not doubt that he will take the 
 same care of us, if we follow our Saviour in the 
 delightful confidence which lie always felt in his 
 Father's care and love. I have already stayed 
 too Jong, my daughter, sp good night. Remeu> 
 
J 96 MART JONES. 
 
 ber this is the first day of your notice of the 
 presence of God. Tomorrow you may not have 
 any great danger to pass through — but I dare 
 say you will find enough of kindness to make 
 you sensible that God is your best friend.' 
 
 Mary had already begun to feel sensible that 
 God was her best friend, and she never gave 
 herself to his heavenly protection with half the 
 pleasure that she felt that night. 
 
MARY JONES. 197 
 
 CHAPTER I\ T . 
 
 ! shall not follow my little Mary through ev- 
 ery day of her new life, or rather study, I may 
 call it ; for that would take more of my time 
 than I can spare, and make a longer story than 
 I intend. It will be enough if I show her pro- 
 gress and success from time to time, until she 
 became quite happy in thinking of God at all 
 times ; and found it easy to recollect him often 
 every day. Especially when she had any par- 
 ticular pleasure, she could see how it came from 
 Him ; when she was in any danger, she could 
 turn to Him as the friend who would he'p her ; 
 or when any alarm distressed he-", she could re- 
 call His presence in a moment ; and that gave 
 her confidence. If she was alone, she often 
 found the thought of God a comfort ; and she 
 had so much pleasure in dwelling on his various 
 kindness to her, and to others that she loved., 
 that it was like a new and agreeable study to 
 her mind — every day it became more easy ami 
 delightful. And her mother, .delighted at ihg 
 
198 MARY JONES. 
 
 interest she showed in it, and her happy pro- 
 gress, never failed to visit her at night and en- 
 courage her to go on. 
 
 I cannot forbear to relate one little incident 
 that occurred one evening, though I should 
 make my story too long if 1 were to mention 
 every one which interested Mary in her new 
 pursuits. Fanny did not sleep with Mary; she 
 had been taken care of from her infancy by an 
 excellent girl, and whenever Mary invited her 
 to come and sleep with her she used to say 
 ' No, Mary, I rather sleep with Betsey' — so 
 Mary slept in a trundle-bed in her mother's 
 chamber. It happened one evening that some 
 one was sick down stairs, and Betsey was at- 
 tending to them till quite late at night. Mrs 
 Jones too was engaged in the same way ; and 
 while they were all in another part of the house, 
 Mary heard Fanny cry and call, as if she was 
 frightened. She listened, thinking some one 
 would come up — but no one came. What 
 should she do ? — she could not hear her cry so 
 — she might step across the entry to her herself, 
 and take her into her bed. But Mary was one 
 of the most timid little girls in the world,, and 
 
MARY JONES. 199 
 
 above all things she dreaded to take a step in 
 the dark. Still she could not bear to hear Fan- 
 ny's sobs —she jumped up and went to the door, 
 but before she stepped one foot forward she 
 drew back, for something stood close by Fan- 
 ny's door —it was not light enough for her to 
 see what it was. ' 1 cannot go ! O how I wish 
 that Betsey or mother would come up. What 
 shall I do?' she exclaimed. Just then the 
 thought of her Heavenly Father came across 
 her mind—' He will not let anything hurt me,' 
 she said to herself—' and going as I am to 
 comfort my poor little sister, too; I wonder I 
 was so long in thinking of Him. Whatever it 
 is, it cannot have any power to harm me, while 
 God is near me.' By this time she was near 
 the thing that alarmed her, but she slipped into 
 the chamber without looking at it; finding, how- 
 ever, that she had passed it without any danger, 
 she felt new courage, and thought that she 
 would find out what it was when she went back. 
 Poor little Fanny had waked, and finding her- 
 self alone was frightened; and as Betsey did 
 not come when she called, she thought she had 
 gone away and left her. Mary found her with 
 12* 
 
200 MARY JONES. 
 
 her head under the sheet, her face and hair all 
 wet with tears and perspiration — ' Come, Fan- 
 ny dear,' said Mary, ' come and get into my 
 bed ; Betsey is taking care of James down 
 stairs, and is not ready to come to bed yet.' 
 The little creature was delighted beyond meas- 
 ure to feel her sister's face close to hers — ' O, 
 I should admire to go and sleep in your bed, 
 Mary — will you lead me?' 
 
 ' Yes, darling-, come along with sister.' Mary 
 was now very glad that she did rot give way to 
 her foolish fears! 'How silly it was to be afraid,' 
 said she to herself, as she passed along, I when 
 I know that God always protects me. And now 
 I dare say that is something that has been stand- 
 ing there all day which frightened me so. But 
 I will look as 1 go back' — She did look — and 
 in a second it all came into her mind— Her mo- 
 ther's bonnet and shawl hanging over a chair, 
 just where she heiself had put them that very 
 afternoon, when sent to carry them to their 
 proper place ! ' Well,' said she, as she got 
 into bed with little Fanny by her side, ' mother 
 will say 1 have been weil paid for leaving her 
 things where they ought not to be. But 1 re- 
 
MARY JONES. 201 
 
 ally intended to put them away as soon as I had 
 looked the little book through which I had in 
 ray hand. I shall remember it, I know, and I 
 shall not do such a thing again, for I was fright- 
 ened. But I do not believe 1 can be so weak 
 again as to be afraid to go and do> what is right, 
 when I know that the great Lord of Heaven 
 and earth is in every place, beholding the evil 
 and the good, as my mother told me last night. 
 And I hope I shall always remember that when 
 He is pleased with what i do He will give me 
 strength and courage to perform it.' 
 
202 MARY JONES. 
 
 CHAPTER V. 
 
 One Saturday morning, while they were at 
 breakfast, Charles told his mother that he had 
 really been an uncommonly good boy at school 
 all the week, and he expected to bring the me- 
 dal at noon for being the best boy in school. 
 
 c Then you think you shall bring home the 
 medal, do you, Charles ?' said his father — - 
 ■ well, I hope you will, my son. And in that 
 case 1 shall invite you to take a ride with me 
 this afternoon. I am going to the pasture to 
 take some salt to the cattle and sheep. And 
 you may ask your sisters to join us.' 
 
 'That will be charming, Charles, wont it?' 
 exclaimed Mary and Fanny, as he told them of 
 their father's intention. 
 
 Charles brought home the medal, as he was 
 sure he should, and they were all delighted, for 
 they had not been in a chaise, as Mary said, 
 since last Summer, — and now the trees were all 
 in blossom, and everything looked so beautiful! 
 
MARY JONES. 203 
 
 Mr Jones had a pleasant farm where he lived, 
 in Exeter. The house was situated at some 
 distance from the road on a rising piece of ground 
 in the midst of his orchard; and a pleasant lane 
 led to it from the road. It was half a mile 
 from the town by the road, but he had made a 
 path across his fields, which made the distance 
 much shorter. And the school which his chil- 
 dren attended was between his house and the 
 village — so that they had a pleasant walk to 
 school, and came into the road just by the river 
 which we have mentioned before. The village 
 was in plain sight from Mr Jones's house, and 
 formed one of the most beautiful prospects to 
 be seen. For there were many fine trees scat- 
 tered through it, and two pretty spires rising 
 just above them from the churches in the place. 
 Then the white houses that were placed among 
 them and looked so neatly, gave the idea of 
 quietness and plenty to all the scene. Mr Jones's 
 place too, was a lovely spot, and looked sweet- 
 ly from the village. The house stood in the 
 midst of the apple trees — it had a pretty piazza 
 in front, and was painted white, with green 
 blinds. His small farm was left him by his fa- 
 
204 MARY JONES. 
 
 ther, and he took great pains to improve it, and 
 keep it in order, though his business was in the 
 village, and he spent most of his time there. 
 He seldom had leisure to indulge his children, 
 by taking them to ride, and when he did give 
 them the opportunity they were very happy in- 
 deed. And they talked of little else from din- 
 ner until three o'clock, which was the time 
 their father fixed for them to be ready. When 
 he drove up to the door at that time he found 
 them all waiting, so he sat Mary and Charles 
 on the seat by him, and took Fanny on his knee, 
 as he said, to help father drive, which she thought 
 she did by holding the end of the reins and call- 
 ing to the horses to ' get up.' 
 
 It was now the pleasant season of the year: 
 the fields looked beautiful and the trees were 
 in blossom. They saw several small houses at 
 a distance in the fields where the children were 
 playing before the doors and enjoying their Sat- 
 urday afternoon. They saw cattle and lambs 
 feeding on the hills, which were covered with 
 green grass and clover. The smoke that rose 
 from the cottages in the valley lifted up its flee- 
 cy curls above the trees, while not a breath of 
 
MARY JONES. 205 
 
 air disturbed its rising till it gently lost itself on 
 high. Everything was calm and peaceful, and 
 the children's joy was, without their knowing it, 
 increased by the universal gladness which seem- 
 ed to breathe in every thing around them. Mary 
 was more silent than Charles and Fanny; for 
 the thought of God once becoming familiar to 
 her mind, as a friend, and one to whom she 
 might become attached as to a parent, she was 
 seldom long without thinking of him. To her, 
 every spot she looked upon seemed alive with 
 happiness, as it did to the other children; but 
 the thought that God formed it was also present 
 to her mind; till pleased with tracing His hand in 
 all the beauty and joy around her, she felt His 
 presence everywhere. He seemed to keep the 
 children from danger while they frolicked about 
 fearing no harm. He made the cattle enjoy the 
 green pasture and clear brook. The birds which 
 sung in the branches, and flew in rapid sweep 
 from place to place, seemed to raise their songs 
 to Him who tuned their notes to happiness. 
 
 So delightful were these new thoughts to Ma- 
 ry's heart that she could not bear to give them 
 up when they were interrupted, and she did 
 
206 MART JONES. 
 
 not speak till she had breathed a siient but sin- 
 cere and earnest prayer that she might in future 
 think of God oftener, and learn to know him bet- 
 ter, and love him more than she had ever done 
 before. 
 
 Charles and Fanny chattered so fast during 
 the ride, that Mary's silence was not noticed. 
 Indeed her father had as much as he could at- 
 tend to, in answering their questions, and in lis- 
 tening to their talk, which amused him very 
 much. When they came to the pasture he took 
 them all out of the chaise, and tied the horse to 
 the fence, while the children crawled under the 
 fence, and were among the pretty white sheep 
 and lambs. Fanny kept a close hold on Mary's 
 hand while they were in the midst of the sheep, 
 for she could not help being a little afraid; but 
 when she saw them lick the salt off from Charles's 
 hand, she began to take courage; and she laugh, 
 ed heartily, when Charles, to show how brave 
 he was, pot his arm round the neck of a pretty 
 large lamb, which, in trying to get away from 
 him, pulled him over, and they both rolled on 
 the ground together. 
 
 Mr Jones staid long enough to give the chil- 
 
MARY JONES. 
 
 207 
 
 dren a pleasant walk, where they found some 
 pretty flowers to carry to their mother, and then 
 returned, having given them all the delight that 
 their little hearts could desire. 
 
 Tea was on the table when they got home; 
 and Charles and Fanny were for once glad to 
 go to bed. Mary sat up longer. She found a 
 visitor had arrived while they were gone; a 
 cousin of hers, about her own age, who had 
 come with her mother to spend a week or two 
 with them. But I shall leave Susan Ray to be 
 introduced to my readers by and by, while I 
 follow Mrs Jones to Mary's chamber, after she 
 had gone to bed. 
 
 1 Now mother I 'm glad to see you — for I 
 was just trying to think over the pleasant thoughts 
 I had this afternoon, and I longed to tell you 
 what a sweet ride we did have.' 
 
 ' i came on purpose to hear about it, Mary — 
 what made it so very delightful ? you have been 
 to the pasture a great many times before, but 
 never came home witli a countenance so very 
 cheerful and happy.' 
 
 ' Indeed, mother, it was the very happiest 
 ride 1 ever had in my life, and can't you guess 
 the reason ?' 
 
208 MART JONES. 
 
 * Had not you better tell me ? Perhaps 1 
 should not guess right if I should try. 1 
 
 f O, mother, you know you could not guess 
 wrong— for what h;is made me enjoy every- 
 thing more, lately, than 1 used to do? 
 
 1 You told ine last night, that you did not 
 look at the simplest flower now, without feel- 
 ing more pleasure in it, than you used to have 
 in looking at a rose, because .you always 
 thought of the band that made it; and it seemed 
 so loving and kind in God to scatter such 
 beauties all over the earth.' 
 
 ' That was just the reason, mother — I knew 
 you could tell. I enjoyed the ride for thinking 
 of God. Everything 1 saw made me think 
 how good He is ! And I could not help 
 wishing that the children who were playing so 
 happily, the little birds, and everything, could 
 only know what a kind Being was taking care 
 ofthem.' 
 
 ' He has given that privilege to none of his 
 creatures but ourselves, my dear child; for he 
 has made none but man in his own image, 
 and capable of knowing him. Then do not 
 you think ^ve ought to try very hard to know 
 and love him ?' 
 
MARY JONES. 209 
 
 * Yesj mother, and 1 mean to. I have trierl, 
 mother, all this month— and I never could 
 believe it would be so pleasant and so easy to 
 think of God.' 
 
 4 1 suspect the reason you i bought it could 
 not be pleasant, my dear, was that you seldom 
 thodght of Him except when you did not do 
 right. And as for iis being easy — 1 am not 
 surprised that you wonder at that— for it would 
 not be easy for us to think of that which we 
 can never see, or hear, or know, except by 
 reflection. But God himself has made -it easy 
 in a way that shows his love for us more than 
 anything else.' 
 
 1 How is it r' said JMary. 
 
 f He condescends to help us in all our efforts 
 to know and to love him, by his own Spirit.' 
 
 ' But, mother,' said Mary, ' 1 do not know 
 whnt you mean.' 
 
 ' Perhaps I can make you understand — You 
 have no doubt that God is near you, though 
 yon Ho not see him ?' 
 
 1 No, mother.' - 
 
 8 Well, you have no doubt that God knows 
 your thoughts ?' 
 
 1 No, mother.' 
 
210 MARY JONES. 
 
 1 If God is near you without your seeing him. 
 and knows your thoughts without your telling 
 him— should not you think he might commu- 
 nicate his thoughts to your mind without his 
 speaking to you, or your hearing him ? ; 
 
 c Yes, mother, I suppose he could, but I did 
 not know that he did so.' 
 
 ' My dear, the eye is not necessary to see 
 him, nor the ear to hear him; yet he is near 
 our path to protect our steps, and his spirit is 
 about our hearts to teach us what is good and 
 pleasant in his sight. We are also told in the 
 Bible that there is nothing on which he looks 
 with so much pleasure, as a child who gives 
 its young mind to the knowledge and love of 
 Him. Then, my dear, is it strange that he 
 should make such a study easy by his own 
 teaching ? especially when he regards them with 
 the earnest love of a parent ?' 
 
 c But why,' said Mary, ' should he take more 
 pleasure in seeing a child love Him than any- 
 other person ?' 
 
 1 Because, my dear, the sooner a person be- 
 gins to love him, the more and better they will 
 love him; and the fewer years they will waste — 
 gnd the younger a person is, the more innocent 
 
Mary joncs. 211 
 
 is their heart* If you wish to give a flower to a 
 person whom you loved, would you not rather 
 choose one that had just opened, and was fresh 
 and sweet, than one which had been defaced 
 and soiled by hanging on the bush ? Just so 
 it is with offering the heart to God. The earli- 
 er it is given, the less it is defaced and soiled 
 by the world. You know, my dear, that Dr 
 Watts says, 
 
 £ A flower when offered in the bud, 
 Is no vain sacrifice.' 
 
 And she bid Mary good night, praying that 
 her own young heart would open under the in- 
 fluences of the Sun of Righteousness. 
 
212 
 
 MARY JONES* 
 
 CHAPTER VI. 
 
 The next clay was the Sabbath, and it was 
 always a sweet day at Mr Jones's. All was 
 quiet and peaceful within doors, and everything 
 abroad looked fresh and new. 
 
 It seemed as if the birds of the air and the 
 beasts of the field knaw r that it was God's holy 
 day. One seemed to sing a happier song, and 
 sat long upon the branches without fear oi being 
 driven from their sweet abode by the approach 
 of man— the other lay beneath the trees, or 
 stood by the cool brook, glad to rest from the 
 labors oi the. busy ueek. 
 
 After the children were dressed for meeting, 
 and each had said a hymn to their mother to 
 remind them that the day was one in which no 
 unkind word must be spoken, and all their 
 actions must be peace and love, they were al- 
 lowed to walk in the orchard near the house 
 until meeting time. 
 
 While they were walking to church, Mrs 
 Jones told Ulary that she hoped she would at- 
 tend to what Mr Robinson said, for she had 
 no doubt there would be many things- in the 
 
MARY JONES. 213 
 
 service that would instruct and please her if she 
 would but listen for them. Mary's manners 
 at church that day, proved to her mother that 
 she was not unmindful of her hint-— for she ob- 
 served with pleasure, that Mary was attentive 
 to what was said. The singing always pleased 
 her, but when the hymn beginning ' Lord of 
 the Sabbath' was sung with animation and 
 sweetness, Mary's heait did really join in the 
 service, and she was surprised to find how much 
 more delightful it was when she tried to raise 
 her heart and thoughts to her heavenly Father 
 in the language of that beautiful hymn and by 
 tiie sweet tune that expressed it, than when she 
 merely listened to the words and the music as 
 she was in the habit of doing. When she rose 
 in prayer time she did not lose the feeling that 
 the hymn had awakened, and though she did 
 not understand all that was said, she felt that 
 it was addressed to God, j^.nd she would not 
 offend his holy presence by giving her attention 
 to any other object. 
 
 But the chapter from Scripture which Mr 
 Robinson read, the 14th of St Joins, attracted 
 her whole mind, for it was one where our Sa- 
 
214 MARY JONES. 
 
 viour spoke of leaving the disciples; and his 
 tenderness and affection seemed very affecting 
 to her. But when he spoke of the spirit of 
 truth which God would send them after he 
 should be taken away — she thought of what her 
 mother had said to her about God's spirit, and 
 she longed to ask her more about it. She lis- 
 tened to the sermon and was soon interested in 
 the affecting picture which Mr Robinson pre- 
 sented to his hearers, of the separation of our 
 Saviour from his followers, and their forlorn 
 condition when he was gone from them. When 
 he ended, Mary was surprised to find how quick 
 the time of service had passed; and when her 
 mother told her it was as long as usual, she 
 could hardly believe it possible; but she was 
 glad she had learned the secret of making meet- 
 ing lime seem short. 
 
 As soon as she had a chance she told her 
 mother she wished she would tell her some- 
 thing more about the Spirit, and asked her 
 to explain what was said about it at church 
 that morning. 
 
 * It is a very simple story, my dear,' said 
 her mother, A kit one which you will think of 
 
MARY JONES. 2\o 
 
 with more and more comfort and delight as you 
 are called to act in life. 
 
 ' Our blessed Saviour came into the world 
 to teach mankind the true character of our 
 heavenly Father, and how they should please 
 him. While he was with his disciples, he was 
 very earnest to make them understand what 
 God was, and what were their duties toward 
 him. When he was about to leave them they 
 were very sorrowful, for they knew that when 
 he was gone there would be no one to teach 
 them of heavenly truih. But he told them that 
 it was better for them to part with him, for then 
 God would communicate with them by his own 
 Spirit, and that he would teach them all things 
 concerning himself and their duties, that it was 
 necessary for them to know. This was the 
 messenger who was to keep the knowledge of 
 God in die hearts of men after our Saviour, who 
 had brought it, should have returned to heaven. 
 And this Spirit is near to the hearts of men, 
 as God's presence is near to all the works which 
 he has made; so that we are aided by this 
 heavenly friend m all our meditations on' God t 
 and in all our eflbEts to please him, though it 
 13 
 
216 MARY JONES. 
 
 is in a way that we do not perceive — IndeeoV 
 my dear, I cannot better explain it than by 
 saying that it is a thought of our heavenly Father 
 meeting with our thought.' 
 
 c I understand this, mother. And it is a 
 pleasant thing when one wants to be good and 
 to do right, that there is such a power to help 
 ihem.' 
 
 Mary was quite satisfied and pleased with 
 her mother's explanation, and it ended the in- 
 struction of that Sabbath. Where is the little 
 girl that would not like to pass that day in the 
 same manner ? 
 
MARY JONES. 317 
 
 CHAPTER VII. 
 
 I have promised to introduce to my young 
 friends the little girl who had come to make 
 Mary a visit; and I hope their patience has not 
 given way while 1 have kept them wailing. 
 Susan Ray was about Mary's age, and her 
 cousin. But she was an only child: her father 
 died when she was young, and she was more 
 dear to her mother than all the world beside; 
 so that she was an indulged, and what is called 
 a spoiled child. She did not live with other 
 children, and of course had never learned to 
 give up her own inclinations to others, so that 
 when she was with them they had to give up 
 to her to keep peace, and she was never pleased 
 if they did not do everything to amuse her, 
 while she never thought of giving them any 
 pleasure in return. 
 
 At breakfast on Monday morning, Mrs Ray 
 said to Mrs Jones, 'you must not think of keep- 
 ing your children at home from school on Susan's 
 
218 MARY JONES. 
 
 account, for they will have time enough to play 
 after school hours, and 1 shall attend to her 
 reading and work at home.' Mrs Jones 
 thought it would be pleasanter to her sister to 
 have the noise of the children out of the way, 
 and so it was agreed that they should go to 
 school as usual. 
 
 They hurried home when the time came, and 
 found Susan in the garden, playing wiih Charles, 
 who had returned from his school earlier than 
 Mary and Fanny. He ran to meet them, as 
 he saw them coming — ' Well, Mary, 1 am glad 
 vou have come at last, for I have shown Susan 
 all my things, and she is quite tired of play- 
 ing with me. See, she is coming with my new 
 cup and ball*, but 1 can catch it twice as well 
 as she after all. though she is two years older 
 than I.' 
 
 1 That is only because you play with it a 
 great deal more than she does, and are used to 
 it,' said Mary. 
 
 Susan now came up; ' Here,' said she to 
 Charles, ' take your cup and ball — I am sure I 
 never wish to touch it again — it is an ugly 
 thing !' 
 
MARY JONES. 219 
 
 Poor Charles, whose cup and ball had been 
 given him for being a good boy at school, was 
 sadly grieved, to hear his cousin call it an 
 ' ugly thing,' and with a face just ready to cry, 
 he turned to Mary — ' it is not an ugly thing, is 
 it, Mary ?' 
 
 Susan was really not an ill tempered child, 
 but was so thoughtless of others, and so bent 
 on enjoying her own humors, that she never 
 took any care to save them from unhappiness, 
 or give them pleasure — but when she saw 
 Charles's trouble, she said, c Well, well, Char- 
 lie, I did not mean to say it was really ugly — 
 It is pretty enough I suppose.' Charles was 
 satisfied once more, and they all played peacea- 
 bly enough till dinner time. 
 
 Mary considered Susan as company, and felt 
 bound to try to make her enjoy herself, so that 
 she did not hesitate to comply with her wishes, 
 even when they were disagreeable to herself, as 
 was often the case. Mrs Jones soon saw that 
 it must be so, and urged Mary to have no dis- 
 putes with Susan, but to give up to her on all 
 occasions, unless she should wish her to do 
 something wrong. Mary's greatest difficulty 
 
220 MART JONES. 
 
 was not in giving up to her, herself, but Susan 
 claimed the same from Charles and Fanny, and 
 it was not so easy to make them polite ; so it 
 took all her care, to save them from quarrels. 
 She was daily obliged to promise Charles some- 
 thing which she knew her mother would give 
 him, and tell Fanny she would make something, 
 pretty for her, or take her to walk, or please 
 her in some way or other, if they would but give 
 up to Susan, and let her have her own way, 
 and not ask for their play-things, when she had 
 them. And it did really seem as if Susan's 
 chief pleasure in these things was in teasing the 
 children, for the moment they were willing to 
 yield, she cared no more about them. 
 
 Susan lived in Portland when she w 7 as at 
 home, where she found a great many things to 
 amuse her, and whenever she was tired of one, 
 she flew to another. If she found it dull at 
 home, she would go to her grandfather's ; and 
 there her uncles and aunts were always ready 
 to please her after her own fancy. If she wish- 
 ed to ride or walk — play battledoor or check- 
 ers — or anything else, some one of them was 
 ready to join her ? so that after the first few days 
 
MARY JOf.ES. 221 
 
 at her aunfs, she was tired of everything. Poor 
 Mary then began to stay at home from .school, 
 and she had a hard task to try to make Susan 
 happy — and after all, she said to her mother, it 
 did no good, for Susan would not be pleased 
 with anything. 
 
 ' Do not say it does no good, Mary — J assure 
 you it may be very useful to you, if it is not to 
 Susan.' 
 
 ' I am sure I do not see how,' said Mary, 
 c for it only frets me ; and if she would be 
 pleased and happy, how much we might enjoy 
 ourselves, and now neither of us enjoy our- 
 selves.' 
 
 * Still,' said her mother, l it may do you more 
 good, than if you did enjoy yourself.' 
 
 ' Now, mother, do tell me how that can be, 
 for I do not know what you mean.' 
 
 ' It teaches you how to be disinterested.' 
 
 * I do not know exactly what that is.' 
 
 ' It is preferring the gratification of others to 
 our own. And besides, my dear Mary, con- 
 sider what would be the case now, if you should 
 not give up.' 
 
 ' Why, mother, we should quarrel.' 
 
222 MARY JONES. 
 
 1 And how would that make you feel ? ' 
 
 ' Very unhappy, mother.' 
 
 1 Well, then it is not such a losing bargain 
 after all, is it? You save yourself the misery of 
 quarrels, and learn a lesson on real disinterest- 
 edness. It is easy to practise this virtue to 
 those, who will, in their turn, show it to us ; 
 but when we can treat those in the same way, 
 who are selfish and will not return it, we can be 
 sure that the virtue is real, and such as God 
 will approve. Our Saviour tells us, that we 
 must not confine our kind actions to those who 
 will return them, for there is no virtue in loving 
 those who love us; wicked people will do that. 7 
 
 Mary went away quite satisfied with herself, 
 and renewed her efforts to find amusement for 
 her cousin. She thought she succeeded rather 
 better than she had done before ; and when she 
 went to bed she told her mother so, and asked 
 her ' if she supposed Susan knew how much 
 trouble she gave others to please her ? ' 
 
 4 It is not likely she ever thinks of it,' she 
 replied. 
 
 ' How strange.' said Mary, ' I should think it 
 
MAKY JONES. 223 
 
 would make her quite unhappy to think that God 
 saw it.' 
 
 4 Indeed it would, my dear, and I doubt not 
 that she would cure herself of this selfishness if 
 she remembered the presence of Him who loves 
 io see all his creatures happy,' 
 
 13* 
 
224 MARY JONES. 
 
 CHAPTER VIII. 
 
 The next day Mary set herself to her usual 
 business, for business it had become, of finding 
 Susan some new pleasure. She asked her mo- 
 ther if she could not send them with some mes- 
 sage to somebody, just to give them a walk. 
 
 ' O yes — the ve y thing,' said her kind mo- 
 ther, ' I wish to send a basket of nice things to 
 old Mrs Turner, and if you would like you may 
 go and carry it.' Tney had a pleasant walk, for 
 the old lady lived a mile from Mrs Jones's ; 
 most of the way was shady, and it was a sweet 
 morning. 
 
 They found her itting by the window of her 
 little abode, knitting, while her daughter who 
 lived with and took care of her, was busy about 
 her housework. c Well,' said the old lady, after 
 looking into the basket, and handing it to her 
 daughter, c It is very good of your mother, my 
 child, to send me these things.' 
 
 c And they have come just at the right time,' 
 
MARY JONES. 225 
 
 said her daughter Betsey, as she took them 
 out ; ' for mother's appetite has been but poor- 
 ly for several days, and I was telling her this 
 morning that a little bacon would be mighty 
 good for her.' 
 
 c And cannot you have such things always 
 when you want ihem ? ' said Mary. 
 
 ' Generally, my child ; I do not want long for 
 anything I need, my friends are all so good to 
 me. The Lord deals very kindly with me, and 
 I may say never forsakes me. He puts it in the 
 hearts of those who have more than they need 
 to remember my necessities, and I am never 
 left, as I may say, to w 7 ant.' 
 
 'Not to real want, to be sure,' said Betsey, 
 who would sometimes complain, ' but we are 
 in straights, many is the time, and I often worry 
 to think what may come next.' 
 
 ' I know you do, Betsey, but when you are 
 carried comfortably through your days, as you 
 have been thus far, you will look back and 
 wonder that you could ever distrust the Shep- 
 herd of Israel. He has ever blessed our bask- 
 et and our store, and caused us to dwell in safe- 
 ty when seemingly there was none to help us. 
 
22<J MARY JONES. 
 
 And if you had seen the times that I have. Bet* 
 sey, you would know that there are worse 
 straights than any we meet with. I have seen 
 the day when I no more knew what it was to 
 want for food and raiment, than do these child- 
 ren now. I had enough and to spare, and yet 
 my spirit was sick within me. I waited for the 
 morning with troubled thoughts, and for the 
 evening with watchful and anxious suspense. 
 But God has brought me out of these and ma- 
 ny other troubles, and made ray old age com- 
 fortable and happy by his continual care and 
 presence.' 
 
 Here Susan looked around the room and 
 again at the old lady, and wondered what it was 
 that made her more unhappy than her present 
 poverty : and she ventured to ask her if she was 
 sick and expected to die, that made her so un- 
 happy. 
 
 1 O no, my child — 1 thought I should be glad 
 to die. It was the sinful course of my only 
 son; he gave me a heavy heart for many years, 
 but repented at last, and I had comfort in him 
 before he died, poor soul !' 
 
 Encouraged by the old lady's telling them so 
 
MARY JONES. 227 
 
 much, their next desire was to know how she 
 became so poor, and they asked her if she had 
 always lived in that house. 
 
 ' O no,' said the kind old lady, ' my husband 
 was well-to-do in the world, and had a profit- 
 able trade, and my father left me, who was his 
 only child, a nice place when he died, where 
 we lived in very comfortable circumstances ; 
 and until my son took to his evil ways, I may 
 say, we were quite happy. 
 
 ' One night when my husband was away from 
 home, and no orie in ihe house but Betsey and 
 myself, and she sick — she was then ten years 
 old— my other children were mercifully away 
 from home, one was gone with her father and 
 the other went that night to stay with one of her 
 mates — But as I was telling, at midnight I was 
 waked by a great crash at the doer, and one 
 of my neighbors calling to me to run for my 
 life, for my house was on fire— be quick, says 
 he, and do not stay to put on your clothes, or 
 you will never get out. I do not know how it 
 was — I was always timorsome, but his dreadful 
 words only seemed to give me courage, for I 
 wrapped Betsey in the blanket and took her in 
 
228 MARY JONES. 
 
 my arms, and pushed through the smoke which 
 almost choked me, never stopping for a nig, of 
 clothes myself, and it was well I did not, for ihe 
 flames seemed to follow my steps, and I believe 
 had I stayed in the house a min-ite longer, I 
 never should have got out, sure enough. The 
 neighbors tried to put out the fire, but it was 
 too late; it burned to the ground, and all that 
 was in the house was consumed. Everybody 
 was kind to us. They led and clothed us ; and 
 my husband, by the sale of our land and his 
 work, was able to buy this little cottage, which 
 to be sure was better then than it is now, and 
 while he lived we continued to have a clever 
 support; but since his death, my small earnings 
 from knitting, and Betsey's work, and the trifle 
 that my two daughters who are married, and 
 settled at a distance, sometimes send me, a 
 gown or the like— would not keep me from want 
 if our friends were not good to us as they are. 
 God, who gave me presence of mind and power 
 to escape from the flames with my child at the 
 very moment of destruction, has not forsaken 
 me since ; nor have 1 ever forgotten his care 
 at that perilous hour. For whatever have been 
 
MARY JONES. 229 
 
 my fears or troubles since^ and they have been 
 many, I have never felt alone or disheartened. 
 I have always in him a very present help in time 
 of need. Yes, I have said it, and I may say it 
 again — He has never forsaken me.' And wip- 
 ing from her eyes the tears which this recollec- 
 tion of all his goodness seemed to bring there, 
 she took each of the children's hands in her own, 
 and said — ' My dear children, you are not too 
 young to feel that your Maker is your best 
 friend — and you may learn from an old woman 
 like me, that those who trust to his friendship, 
 and his care, will find him near in fears to give 
 them courage, in danger to protect them, and 
 in happiness to keep their hearts from sorrow.' 
 Both of the children listened to her with great 
 interest, her manner was so affectionate and 
 earnest; and Mary w T as delighted to see that 
 though she was so poor and had seen so many 
 troubles, she still seemed to enjoy great hap- 
 piness, only from thinking of God and making 
 him her friend. But she could not help think- 
 ing that it was a little strange that when most of 
 her troubles were sent by God, she should con- 
 tinue to love him and think of him with so much 
 
230 MARX" JONKS. 
 
 pleasure. And she determined to ask her mo- 
 ther about it. 
 
 As they walked home they talked about the 
 old lady. ' How mnny troubles she must have 
 had,' said Mary; ' her son's dying after he had 
 become good, just as he might have been a help 
 to her — and her husband too, who I should 
 think must have been a very good man — and 
 then their house being burned; the place too, 
 which her father left her, where I suppose she 
 lived when she was a little girl.' 
 
 ' And only think,' said Susan, l to hear her 
 talk of her 'comfortable' old age. I looked 
 round and thought it was anything but comfort. 
 There were on her shelves, just three or four 
 tea-cups and saucers; six plates, every one of 
 them different, and each mended with putty; 
 one blue tea-pot with a white lid; and a little 
 black one not bigger than a good sized apple. 
 Then half a dozen odd things set about, and 
 that was all. Then there was one table, and 
 four chairs, all odd ones, and a bed. To be 
 sure everything looked neat and tidy, but I 
 should not call it comfortable, 1 'm sure. For 
 my part, it is strange to me that she can be so 
 
MARY JONES. 231 
 
 happy.' Mary said nothing in reply to this 
 observation, for it was not so strange to her 
 that she could be happy, for she had learned 
 something of the happiness which arises from 
 love to our Heavenly Father, though she had 
 never before supposed, that those who were 
 very poor and afflicted, could be really happy 
 even with that. 
 
 Mary told her mother all that had passed 
 with Mrs Turner: ' and should you believe it, 
 mother? she seems to love God just as well as 
 if he had never given her any troubles to bear. 
 Don't you think that is strange, mother?' 
 
 'No, dear, I do not think it strange, because I 
 know that when God afflicts his children, he 
 makes them see that it is for their own good. 
 The Bible says, ' whom he loveth he chasten- 
 eth,' and you do not suppose that when he 
 brings affliction on any one to make them bet- 
 ter, he leaves them without consolations.' 
 ' How can he console them, mother?' 
 4 By his Spirit, my dear; when any one 
 meets with a great loss that nothing in the 
 world can make up, and they feel as if some- 
 thing had been removed from them which was 
 
232 MARY JONES. 
 
 so necessary to their happiness that they can 
 hardly live in the world without it — they nat- 
 urally turn to God, knowing that it is he who 
 has afflicted them. And then he shows to their 
 mind how he is indeed their Father ; and 
 how he pitieth them as a father pitieth 
 his children.' He reminds them by his Spir- 
 it of all the comforting promises of the Bi- 
 ble. He seems to say to their sorrowing 
 heart, ' Come unto me and I will give you 
 rest' — ' I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee 
 — ' I will give thee the oil of joy for mourning, 
 and the garment of praise for the spirit of heav- 
 iness.' This very intercourse with God gives 
 them a peace of mind which is more delightful 
 than anything the world could give. So instead 
 of loving him less for such afflictions, they love 
 him more. And so it is with this old lady. Every 
 trouble she has met with has made her more 
 intimate with her heavenly Father, till she has 
 found that his favor is more precious than all the 
 possessions of life.' 
 
 Mary was thoughtful a (ew moments, and 
 then said, ' Mother, if you were to lose our 
 sweet little Fanny, do you think you should 
 love God better after that than you do now?' 
 
MARY JONES. 233 
 
 * My dear Mary, I once had a sweet little 
 Fanny, who had she lived, would now be three 
 years older than you. When she died I had 
 no other child, and you can imagine what a 
 dreadful loss it was to your father and me!' 
 
 c Why, mother!' said Mary, 'I did not know 
 that you had a little girl before me.' 
 
 1 No I never felt like talking about it, and 
 should not now, but for your question, which ! 
 could best answer by telling you that until that 
 darling was taken from me, I never loved God 
 as a child should love a father.' 
 
 ' And could you then, mother?' 
 
 ' I knew that He had taken her away, and 
 so I went to him, praying that he would comf* rt 
 my wretched heart. Then I thought that my 
 child was not more mine than his — that he 
 gave her to me — that he had permited me to 
 enjoy the lovely gift for a delightful seas n, 
 watching over her himself, and keeping her 
 from sickness and from harm. And now that 
 he had seen fit to remove her to his own home, 
 was it for me to repine? He had taken her 
 from a wicked world while she was innocent, 
 and her sweet spirit would live in Heaven, 
 
234 MARY JONES. 
 
 where it could know no sin, or unhappiness. 
 She would go on from one perfection to anoth- 
 er — aid grow in the knowledge of every beau- 
 tiful work of God. And then at last I should 
 meet her again in that world, never to part any- 
 more, if 1 followed my Saviour's directions in 
 this. Then, my dear Mary, don't you think 
 that, grieved as I was to live without this light 
 of my eyes and joy of my heart — I had enough 
 to reconcile me to her removal, and could think 
 of her dwelling with our heavenly Father with 
 pleasure?' 
 
 < O, yes, mother, it seems, now that you have 
 told me this, that I shall love to think of Heav- 
 en more than I used to — now that 1 have a sister 
 there — and I am sure I shall not love God any 
 the less for taking her to live with him. Though 
 I hope he will let dear little Fanny live with 
 us, mother— do not you ? ' 
 
 'Certainly, my dear, — we should hope and 
 pray for the iives of those we love ; for though 
 God reconciles us when he takes them away, 
 he does not require us to give up the blessings 
 he bestows on us, until he calls for theni^ 
 
MARY JONES. 235 
 
 CHAPTER IX. 
 
 Susan's visit had arrived to the day but one 
 of her departure. And when Mary thought of 
 it in the morning, she could not help feeling 
 sorry that she was going away so soon, and 
 she was ready to overlook all the little causes 
 of discontent that Susan ha d occasioned her, 
 and wished she had thought less of them than 
 she had done. But she determined she would 
 forget ail on that day, and see how much pleas- 
 ure she could give her. 
 
 Susan too, w T as more in the humor of being 
 pleased than she had been; perhaps from the 
 thought of so soon leaving her kind cousins. 
 And it may be that she began to suspect that 
 her own manners had not been so kind to Ma- 
 ry, or to the other children, as, at the moment 
 of parting, she wished they had been. 
 
 Most of the morning was taken up by the two 
 cousins in rambling about the fields and woods 
 near Mr Jones's house. Susan urged Mary to 
 
MARY J ON CSV 
 
 come to Portland and return her visit ; and told 
 her of the delights she would find there — How 
 she should go with her to her grandfather's ; 
 where she said she was often allowed to have 
 little parties — one of her aunts played for them 
 to dance — and then her grandmother gave them 
 such a delightful treat ! She could ride about 
 too, and go to the shops ; and find a hundred 
 new things every day — : which is so pleasant? 
 you know, Mary, when one gets tired of staying 
 at home.' Mary confessed she did not know 
 what it was to get tired of staying at home, and 
 said she never had such things to amuse her as 
 Susan spoke of, so she supposed she could be 
 happy without them ; but she should be delight- 
 ed to see them, and be in Portland for a while, 
 though everything would be so new to her that 
 she should seem very awkward, she did not 
 doubt. And she said her mother had promised 
 to take her there when she could feel confidence 
 enough in her to be willing to trust her with her 
 own behaviour. 
 
 Mary thought Susan had never been so 
 agreeable as she was that morning, and she be- 
 gan to think she should like to visit her. She 
 
MARY JONES. 237 
 
 hoped too, that she would come to Exeter 
 again, and really felt sorry that she was going 
 away. 
 
 They returned to the house in great good 
 humor, and Susan did, for once, play pleasant- 
 ly with Charles and Fanny for some time, 
 much to their surprise, and more to their de- 
 light, and they often looked up in her face, to 
 be sure that it was she, and not Mary. 
 
 But all this delightful harmony was not to 
 continue to the end of the visit. And I am sor- 
 ry, after such a morning, to have a very differ- 
 ent afternoon to describe. 
 
 I dare say many cf my little friends will wish 
 I would stop here, if 1 cannot say the day was 
 finished as it was begun. But I must tell them 
 that when the good nature of a little girl de- 
 pends entirely on the humor of the moment, and 
 she cannot be pleasant for the sake of making 
 others happy, and because it is her duty, we 
 can never be certain that it will last long, for 
 the first thing that interferes with her pleasures 
 will cast a cloud over her good nature, and the 
 morning which saw a shining countenance will 
 not pass away so soon as that countenance will 
 
238 MARY JONES. 
 
 be changed to angry frowns and discontent 
 And our friend Mary too — I am grieved to 
 have anything to say of her that is worthy of 
 blame; but good and amiable as Mary was, I 
 hope none of those who read her history will 
 suppose she could not do wrong. I never saw 
 a little girl that had no faults, and though I have 
 not, in this story, had occasion to mention Ma- 
 ry's faults — and though I really think she had as 
 few as any little girl I ever was acquainted with; 
 yet I must now record an instance of sudden re- 
 sentment, such as she was seldom, if ever guil- 
 ty of before, and I think 1 may certainly say 
 such as she never again gave way to in the whole 
 course of her life. 
 
 It happened that Charles's good natured heart 
 w T as quite overcome by the change in Susan's 
 temper towards himself and Fanny, while they 
 were at home at noon, and as he walked to school 
 in the afternoon with his father, he said, * I'm 
 sorry Susan's going away tomorrow, an't you, 
 father?' 
 
 His father, who had not thought her visit had 
 been very delightful to Charles, was surprised 
 at this, and asked him why he was sorry* 
 
MAiir jones. 239 
 
 * Why, she played so pleasantly with Fan 
 and me today, that I really liked her — and I 
 think i'f she should stay a week longer, she would 
 get to be something like Mary, father — don't 
 you ?' 
 
 I Perhaps so — but what do you mean to do 
 about it Charles ? She cannot stay, you know, 
 for her mother has determined to go tomorrow 
 morning.' 
 
 I I know that, but I can't help being sorry. It 
 seems to me I should like to give her something 
 before she goes.' 
 
 1 Well — why don't you give her something, if 
 you wish to ?' 
 
 ' Why the reason is, father, I've nothing to 
 give — only my cup and ball — and I should bate 
 to part with that — but I would though if she lik- 
 ed it; but then she once called it an ugly thing, 
 — so I shall not give her that.' 
 
 Mr Jones was always glad to see any dispo* 
 sition to generosity in his children, and though 
 he could not afford to make presents to people 
 richer than himself, he never could discourage 
 any wish which his children expressed, to give 
 away, when he did not disapprove the object. 
 14 
 
240 MART JONES. 
 
 And in this instance he felt a wish to gratify 
 Charles. So he told him if his heart was set 
 on making his cousin a present, and he* really 
 thought the cup and ball would not do, he might 
 come to his store after school, and if he could 
 find anything in the street that would do, he 
 would get it for him. Charles was delighted, 
 and we shall not find a little boy of his age, who 
 would not forgive him, if he was not quite so at- 
 tentive at his school that afternoon as usual, and 
 thought more of his present than his lessons. 
 
MARY JONES. 241 
 
 CHAPTER X. 
 
 Mr Jones had found his promise lo Charles, 
 less easily fulfilled than he expected; for he look- 
 ed long in vain at the stores of the village for 
 something that might please the young lady. 
 She had so long been in the habit of having her 
 wishes gratified to their extent, and even pam- 
 pered, that it was not probable she would be 
 pleased by anything that. Exeter would afford. 
 But he at last found a kaleidoscope. It was the 
 first he had ever seen, and really a very hand- 
 some one. 
 
 Charles looked at the outside with delight — 
 but when his father told him to put his eye to 
 the little round glass in the end while he moved 
 it round, and he saw all the beautiful and bril- 
 liant changes, resembling the gayest flowers, at 
 the other; — he could contain himself no longer, 
 — he clapped his hands, and danced about for 
 
 joy- 
 All the way home Charles was contriving 
 
242 MARY JONES. 
 
 how he could surprise Susan with such an ele- 
 gant present. At Inst he thought he would cov- 
 er it with his handkerchief, and tell her there 
 was a roll of something for her — but at the same 
 time he would appear as if it was nothing very 
 handsome. So with the matter all fixed in his 
 own mind, he hurried in, and finding that the 
 girls were up stairs with another little girl of Ma- 
 ry's acquaintance, he ran up to the room, and 
 the moment he opened the door exclaimed, ' Su- 
 san — Susan Ray, I've' — here he stopped — for 
 Susan was playing checkers with the little girl 
 I have mentioned, and as he spoke she looked 
 at him with angry impatience and checked his 
 words. 
 
 Now Susan had been twice beat, which was 
 enough to sour her — for her uncles and aunts 
 always let Susan beat;— she was engaged in the 
 third game, and had just thought the luck was 
 coming to her — that is, if her partner would 
 only move quick, before she happened to see 
 the place which she had left open where Susan 
 could jump — she did not see it, and was just 
 moving somewhere else as Charles diverted 
 their attention and stopped Miss Green's hand. 
 
MARY JONES. 243 
 
 Susan was vexed at the delay, and gave him a 
 look to stop; this gave Miss Green time to see 
 the jumping place; and just as she moved the 
 man away, and thus destroyed Susan's hope of 
 a jump, Charles came up with the roll— poor 
 fellow! he had not got the words half out of 
 his mouth when she angrily struck the roll 
 from his hands, saying, ' do get out of the way — 
 spoiling our game !' — away went the present, 
 bang into the chimney corner — and its utter 
 ruin was the consequence. 
 
 Charles's disappointment, grief, and anger 
 were greater than he could bear, but he was 
 more angry them anything else, and flying at 
 Susan he would have struck her, but she, 
 ready for the battle, caught both his hands in 
 hers, and held them tight; this made him still 
 more angry, and he attempted a kick— but 
 Susan was stronger than he, and quite as angry, 
 and putting out her own foot, she tripped him 
 up, and he fell flat upon the floor with a 
 great noise. 
 
 Mary looked on the affray with increasing 
 anger, and when she saw Charles fall in this 
 way she could refrain no longer, and stepping 
 
244 MARY JONES. 
 
 up, she gave Susan a blow on the cheek, 
 which made her cry with pain. 
 
 All this passed in much less time than I have 
 been telling it, so that when Mrs Jones and 
 Mrs Ray got to the room, where they hasten- 
 ed on hearing the noise, it was all over-— a iook 
 convinced them that the three had been en- 
 gaged in the quarrel, and without asking any 
 questions, they sent each to their own chamber 
 to remain alone till their mothers should see 
 fit to visit them. Eliza Green was a witness 
 of the whole affair, and from her the mothers 
 received a fair account. And Mr Jones, who 
 soon after returned, finished the explanation, 
 by telling them all about Charles's intended 
 present. 
 
 Mrs Ray was grieved to see the share of 
 blame which fell to Susan; and indulgent as 
 she was to her faults, she now felt that she had 
 to correct a very selfish and passionate dispo- 
 sition. I shall not pretend to say what passed 
 between them in her chamber, but it is certain 
 that Mrs Ray found her daughter sullen and 
 cross, but left her ashamed and sorry for her 
 fault. 
 
MARY JONES. 245 
 
 When Mrs Jones visited Charles, who was 
 really most innocent and most injured of the 
 party, she found him at the window watching 
 the pigeons on the roof of the barn. He had 
 got through with a hearty crying, and now 
 only wished for permission to go down stairs; 
 which he begged as soon as he saw his mother; 
 saying, he thought it w 7 as too bad to keep 
 him up there, when he was not to blame in 
 the least. 
 
 e That Susan ! I wonder how I could ever 
 think of liking her — but she is going away to- 
 morrow, and 1 am glad of that. I hope she 
 will never come into this house again. O that 
 elegant thing ! to dash it in pieces so !' And 
 Charles's anger began to rise again as he thought 
 of his defeated purpose. 
 
 ' Stop, stop, my child,' said his mother; ' is 
 this passion going to mend the ' elegant thing,' 
 as you call it ? or will it do any good to rail 
 about Susan ? I dare say she is sufficiently 
 ashamed of her conduct by this time, and la- 
 ments it as much as you do.' 
 
 1 Do you really suppose she is sorry for 
 
246 MARY JONES. 
 
 it, mother ? If I thought she was, I should not 
 care so much about it.' 
 
 ' I have no doubt she is sorry for it, and it 
 seems to me, Charles, you have something to 
 be sorry for. Do you think your hands and 
 feet were given you to strike and to kick ?' 
 
 6 I did not hit her, mother — and if I had, she 
 threw me on the floor.' 
 
 4 1 am not speaking of what she did; that is 
 her affair. 5 
 
 1 Well, mother, 1 was angry, and who would 
 not be?' 
 
 'And supposing you were angry; do not 
 you think your feet would have served you as 
 well, had you employed them to leave the 
 room ?' 
 
 i Why yes, mother; but how could 1 think 
 of it?' 
 
 1 Perhaps you could not, just then; but sup- 
 pose such a thing to happen again; do not you 
 think you could remember, and ifyou are tempt- 
 ed by your anger to return evil for evil, you 
 could leave the spot before you do anything to 
 be ashamed of?' 
 
 1 1 rather think I could, if I ought too.' 
 
MARY JONES. 217 
 
 * Ought too ! Charles, do not you know 
 that it is one of the very wickedest things in the 
 world to return evil for evil ? and that your 
 being angry is no excuse for it? For if you 
 are ever so angry you can run out of the room.' 
 
 ' Well, mother, I will try the next time, cer- 
 tainly. And now may not I go down stairs; for 
 there is father in the garden, and I want to go/ 
 
 1 You may go, child,' said his mother; and 
 in another moment his father was trying to cheer 
 him up under his disappointment; and the good 
 natured little fellow was soon disposed to forget 
 it, in some other pursuit. 
 
 Mrs Jones's next visit was to Mary. She 
 found her silting on a trunk, looking as unhappy 
 as -possible. As soon as she saw her mother, 
 she flew up to her, and throwing her arms round 
 her neck, she cried as if her heart would break. 
 When she could speak she said, 'I never was 
 so unhappy in my life. I do not know what to 
 do. I am sorry I struck Susan, but I could not 
 bear to see her treat Charles so. I have tried 
 to ask God to forgive me; but I cannot take 
 any pleasure in thinking of his presence. I can- 
 not bear to think he saw what we did. O mo* 
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248 MARY JONES. 
 
 ther, 1 feel as if I never should be happy again.' 
 And again she burst into tears, as bitterly as at 
 first. 
 
 c It is well you are sorry for your fault, my 
 dear child,' said her mother, as soon as Mary 
 began to be composed. ' But if you would 
 have your peace of mind restored, and return 
 to your heavenly Father with pleasure, you 
 must do more than be sorry. Our Saviour has 
 taught us how to return to him in such a case 
 as yours, my dear Mary. He says, 'If thou 
 bring thy gift to the altar, and there re- 
 member that thy brother hath aught against 
 thee, leave there thy gift before the altar, 
 and go thy way; first be reconciled to tby 
 brother, and then come and offer thy gift.' Or, 
 to explain it, my dear, do not attempt to. pray 
 to God until you have been to your cousin and 
 confessed your sorrow for your fault, and made 
 a reconciliation with her. Do not leave her 
 until you have become friends. Then you 
 will feel confidence in coming to your heavenly 
 Friend and Father, and then I can assure you, 
 you will not find his presence painful to you.' 
 Mary did not like to ask Susan's pardon. 
 
MARY JONES. 249 
 
 She was truly sorry for her fault; she was asham- 
 ed to think of it, and would have given anything 
 in the world if she could but take back the blow 
 she had given. But then Susan had been to 
 blame. She had treated Charles shamefully, 
 and she could not think of her disappointing 
 him so, and then think of asking her pardon for 
 her own fault, without hanging back. 
 
 Mrs Jones observed in her downcast looks 
 her unwillingness to go, and readily guessed the 
 cause. ' But, mother, said Mary, do not you 
 think that Susan was more to blame than 1 was?' 
 
 1 Perhaps she was; but that is nothing to you. 
 Susan has her own fault to settle with her heav- 
 enly Father; and if it is greater than yours, she 
 is the more to be pitied. You see your own is 
 sufficiently great to make you unhappy in his 
 presence, and I have told you the only way of 
 making your peace with him. If you are not 
 willing to follow the plain direction which our 
 Saviour has kindly given us, I do not know of 
 any other way, my dear, by which you can be 
 happy again. Think but one moment of laying 
 your head on your pillow tonight without being 
 able to ask God's forgiveness and blessing, be^ 
 
249 MARY JONES. 
 
 cause you are not willing to come to him in Ins 
 appointed way.' 
 
 4 O mother, say no more; I will go to Susan 
 this very moment, and make up with her, 1 am 
 sure I will ; and I will ask her to forgive me; and 
 I will forgive her, I am sure I will.' 
 
 With this she flew to Susan's chamber — 
 ' Susan, 5 said she, ' I have come to ask you to 
 make up with me. I am sorry I struck you, — 
 are you willing to forgive me?' This w T as more 
 than Susan expected. She was deeply asham- 
 ed of her own conduct; and when she heard 
 Mary ask her forgiveness, she felt more sorry 
 for it than she had done before; so much so, that 
 she cried, and told Mary that if she could for- 
 give her she should be glad, for she was most 
 to blame; and she was sure she would never 
 think of her striking her again. Mary was de- 
 lighted, aud putting her arms round Susan's 
 neck, they kissed each other, and were friends. 
 
 1 O, said Mrs Jones,' who sat within hearing, 
 1 how beautiful are our Saviour's rules of action, 
 when practised by children! How suited to the 
 day-spring of their lives! Well has he said, 
 * suffer them to come unto me !' 
 
MARY JONES. 250 
 
 Here Mary came back with a light heart and 
 altered countenance. Susan too, looked sub- 
 dued and gentle, as she came before her aunt, 
 who took them to her side, and said, ' my dear 
 children, let this afternoon teach you both to 
 practise through life a beautiful and solemn ex- 
 hortation of scripture. 'Let not the sun go 
 down upon your wrath,' or anger. Had you 
 left this making- up till morning, your hearts 
 would have been hardened towards each other> 
 and perhaps for your whole lives you would not 
 have been cordial friends.' Kissing them she 
 bade them wash from their faces the signs of 
 what had passed, and to prepare to appear at 
 tea with good humor and affection. 
 
 She then left them; and seeing Mrs Ray in 
 the garden with little Fanny, she joined them 
 there, and told her sister what had passed up 
 stairs. I d o suspect that Susan's mother had 
 never felt so much satisfaction with this indulg- 
 ed daughter of hers, as on hearing of this symp- 
 tom of correct feeling: but still she did not dare 
 to urge it too far, and though she thought that 
 some concession was due from her to Charles, 
 
251 MARY JONES. 
 
 she was anxious that peace might be restore d 
 without it. 
 
 Mrs Jones knew quite as well as her sister, that 
 no such thing was to be expected from Susan, 
 and she went to prepare Charles to meet his 
 cousin pleasantly when she came down to tea. 
 4 Charles, my dear, this thing must be forgotten, 
 and when you meet Susan I hope you will try 
 to treat her as if nothing had happened.' 
 
 ' Why mother, I am willing to treat her well, 
 but as to forgetting it, that 1 cannot do.' 
 
 ' Well, well, my son, think as little of it as 
 you can,' said his mother, ' and when you are 
 with her try to think of something else.' 
 
 1 I am willing to try,' said Charles, J but I 
 guess that seeing her will make me think more 
 of that than I did before.' 
 
 4 If you must thii k of that, Charles, and 
 nothing else,' said his mother, ' 1 hope you will 
 take care to remember your own part in the 
 quarrel, and then perhaps you will not be quite 
 so unwilling to turn your thoughts.' 
 
 When the children appeared at tea, Susan 
 and Charles showed by their side glances and 
 silence toward each other, that they did not feel 
 
MARY JONES. 251 
 
 quite easy; but the reconciliation between the 
 girls was so entire, that so far from constraint, 
 they seemed more kind and affectionate than 
 usual. 
 
252 MARY JONES. 
 
 CHAPTER XI. 
 
 After Mary had bid good night, Mrs Jones 
 soon followed her to her chamber, for she was 
 anxious that the events of the afternoon should 
 make a strong impression on her heart, and teach 
 her an important lesson. 
 
 'You recollect, my dear Mary,' said she, 
 ' that it was in the spring I first asked you to 
 think of God's presence at all times, and to see 
 if it ever gave you anything but pleasure. Since 
 that, you have not omitted one evening to tell 
 me your thoughts, and in no instance, until to- 
 day, have you been sorry that he was near you. 
 You have often told me that it made you hap- 
 pier than you ever were before. Today you 
 could not bear to think that he had been present, 
 and why, Mary ?' 
 
 ' Because, mother, I was ashamed to have 
 him see our quarrel.' 
 
 £ Just so, my dear; you knew it would dis- 
 please him. Now, Mary, this is what I wish 
 you to lay to heart. Your own experience has- 
 
MARY JONES. 253 
 
 taught it you, therefore you know it to be true, 
 that there is nothing but our own guilt that can 
 make us unhappy in the presence of God. Try 
 to do what you know will be pleasing in his 
 sight, and his smile will gladden your heart, — 
 His spirit will enlighten your path,' — His pres- 
 ence will give you peace and joy. Do the 
 things which he is displeased with, and his frown 
 settles on your heart, making all thought of him 
 dark and unlovely. You fly from him, and hope 
 he does not think of you.' 
 
 'O mother, I hope I shall never wish that God 
 would not think of me! What would become of 
 me ?' 
 
 1 And yet did you not wish he would turn 
 away his eye from you this afternoon, Mary ?' 
 
 c I am afraid I did. But after I had made 
 up with Susan, I was glad to come to my heav- 
 enly Father, and when I asked his forgiveness, 
 it was easy, and I felt happier.' 
 
 ' Thank your Saviour for that, my child, and 
 rejoice that he has taught us the way to return 
 to the favor of God when we have offended him. ' 
 
 { Then our Saviour knew, mother, that if we 
 felt unkindly to any of our fellow beings, we 
 could not pray to God with satisfaction. ' 
 
254 MART JONES. 
 
 1 Yes, my dear, and also that God would not 
 like to hear us if we did. Our Saviour knew 
 everything that concerned us in relation to God, 
 and has given ns every instruction that can en- 
 able us to please him.' 
 
 4 Mother, I should like to know what those 
 instructions are, if you think I am old enough 
 to understand them ; for I should hate to feel 
 about God's seeing me, as I did this afternoon.' 
 
 ' Cherish this feeling, my child, and if you 
 have the least wish at any time, to hide yourself 
 from him, or that he would turn from you, do 
 not rest till you have found the way to return to 
 him, and be happy.' 
 
 I have now told you, my young friends, all of 
 Mary's story that I have time to write at pres- 
 ent. It is only a few months that I have made 
 you acquainted with ; but these were the most 
 important of her life, since she learned in this 
 time such a habit of thinking herself in the pres- 
 ence of God, that she seldom did anything with- 
 out having the thought of him cross her mind. 
 You will readily suppose that this often prevent- 
 ed her from doing wrong, and encouraged her 
 in doing right. And when she did wrong, she 
 
MARY JONES. 255 
 
 could never rest easy till she had been to her 
 mother and learned the way to please him again. 
 
 She found the kind directions of our Saviour 
 were always the very thing to restore her to his 
 favor. And from this time Mary began to form 
 a character which grew lovelier and lovelier, 
 every day. 
 
 I hope I shall find leisure to describe her 
 course, and to tell you how she learned to think 
 of pleasing her heavenly Father, even in little 
 things, just as good children think of pleasing 
 their earthly parents. And why has God taken 
 pains to tell us that he sees our most trilling ac- 
 tions, and notices our smallest thoughts, if it is 
 not that in those thoughts and actions, we should 
 think of him ; and thus learn to make them 
 good and holy. 
 
 I know that every child would wish to follow 
 her example, if they could but know how many 
 kind things she found ways to do, that most lit- 
 tle girls never think of. How particular she was 
 in the most trifling duties ; how cheerfully she 
 resigned her wishes, to gratify others ; and how 
 much happiness and contentment she spread 
 about her, wherever she went. 
 
256 MARY JONES, 
 
 Yes, I feel as if they would long to give iheir 
 hearts, as she did, to wisdom's ways, for they 
 would see how true she found it, that 'all her 
 ways were pleasantness, and all her paths were 
 peace.' 
 
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