^7 ly>u^^ <^^ Z- C z z? ^ ~^\ z^- o- Zl?Z v^mJ.M, %&% ^...ot^:; FANNY S COTTAGE. Fftniiy, Flower Oirl. F A N N V. U2E FLOWEB-GiBlj ®x, fffiustg $ttoarh)». BY SELINA BUNBURY, AUTHOR OP "GLORY, GLORY, GLORY," BTO. TO WHICH ARE ADDED OTHER TALES. SEW YOEK: HURST & CO.. Publishers, Ik 7 (&AA n ill Hit i a : *fV • j * i VER-GIRL. 41 Would take care of her ; and if we both were dead, Mrs. Walton would take care of her; and if Mrs. Walton were dead, God would take care of her. I see you cannot yet learn the little lines she is so fond of — " ' Mortals flee from doubt and sorrow, God provideth for the morrow.' " Well, not very long after this conversation came a very warm day, and in all the heat of the sun came Mr. Walton, scarcely able to breathe, into Mrs. Newton's cottage; he was carrying his hat in one hand, and a newspaper in the other, and his face was very red and hot. " Well, Mrs. Newton," said he, " what is all this about? — I can't make it out ; here is your name in the paper!" "My name, sir!" said Mrs. Newton, staring at the paper. " Aye, indeed is it," said Mr. Walton, put« ting on his spectacles, and opening the papei at the advertisement side, — u see here I" And he began to read, — .4* 42 FANNY, THE FLOWER-GIRL. "If Vts. Newton, who lived about fifteen years ago near the turnpike on the P road, will appl}* to Messrs. Long and Black, she will hear of something to her advantage. Or should she be dead, any person who can give information respecting her and her fam- ily, will be rewarded." Mrs. Newton sat without the power of speech — so much was she surprised; at last she said, "It is Fanny's father! — I know, I am sure it can be no one else!'' Mr. Walton looked surprised, for he had never thought of this ; he was almost sorry to think his little flower-girl should have another protector. At length he said it must be as Mrs. Newton thought, and he would go up to London himself next day, and see Mr. Long and Mr. Black. So he went; and two days after- wards, when Fanny had returned from Mrs. Walton's school, and was sitting with Mrs. Newton in the little shady arbor they had made in the garden, and talking over early days, when they used to sit in another arbor, and Fanny used to learn her first lessons from FANNY, THE FLOWER-GIRL. 43 flowers, then came Mr. "Walton walking up the path towards them, and with him was a fine-looking man, of about forty-five years of age. Mrs. Newton trembled, for when she looked in his face she remembered the features ; and she said to herself, "Now, if he takes my Fan- ny from me ? — and if he should be a bad man ?# Bat when this man came nearer, he stepped hastily beyond Mr. Walton, and catching Mrs. Newton's hands, he was just going to drop on his knees before her, when he saw Fanny star- ing at him ; and a father's feelings overcame every other, and with a cry of joy he extended his arms, and exclaiming " my child I — my child !" caught her to his breast. Then there followed so much talk, while no one knew scarcely what was saying; and it was Mr. Walton, chiefly, that told how Fanny's father had had so much to struggle against, and so much hardship to go through, but how he had succeeded at last, and got on very well ; how he had tried then to find out Mrs. Newton and his dear little Fanny, but could not, because 44 FANNY, THE FLOWER-GIRL. Mrs. Newton had changed her abode ; how, at last, he had met with a good opportunity to sell his land, and had now come over with the money he had earned, to find his child, and repay her kind benefactor. Oh, what a happy evening was that in the widow's cottage! the widow's heart sang for joy. The widow, and she that had always thought herself an orphan, were ready to sing together — " Mortals flee from doubt and sorrow, God provideth for the morrow." Mrs. Newton found that Mr. Marsden, that was the name of Fanny's father, was all that she could desire Fanny's father to be : — a Chris tian in deed and in truth; one thankful to God and to her, for the preservation and care of his child; and who would not willingly separate Fanny from her, or lether leave Fanny. As he found Mrs. Newton did not wish to leave kind Mr. Walton's neighborhood, and that his daughter was attached to it also, Mr Marsden t Dok some land and a nice farm-house, FANNY, THE FLOWER- GIEL. 45 not far from the Manor House, where Mr. Walton lived. He had heard all about the half-sovereign, and loved his little flower-girl before he saw her. So Mrs. Newton had to leave her widow's house ; and she shed tears of joy, and regret, and thankfulness, as she did so ; she had been happy there, and had had God's blessing upon her and her dear girl. But Fanny was glad to receive her dear, dear grandmother into her own father's house; her own house too; and she threw her arms round the old lady's neck, when they got there, and kissed her over and over again, and said, " Ah ! grandmother, do you recollect when I was a little girl tying up my flowers while you lay sick in bed, I used to say so often — " ■ Mortals flee from doubt and sorrow, God provideth for the morrow.' " They had a large garden at the farm-house, and Fanny and Mrs. Newton improved it ; and Mrs. Newton would walk out, leaning on Fan- ny's arm, and look at the lilies and roses, and 46 FANTST, THE FLOWER-GIRL. jessamine, and mignonette, and tall; of past times, and of their first garden, aad tlieir first flowers, and of their first knowledge of the God who made them ; who watches the opening bud, and the infant head; who sends his rain upon the plant, and the dew of his blessing upon the child who is taught to know and love Him. And Fanny's father, when he joined them, talked over his trials and dangers from the day that his poor wife lay dead, and his helpless buby lay in his arms, aud then he blessed the God who had led him all his life long, and crowned him with loving-kindness. Three years passed, and Fanny, the little flower-girl, was a fine young woman. A farmer's son in the neighborhood wished to get her for his wife; but her father was very sorry to think of her leaving him so soon for another home. He spoke to Fanny about it, and said, — "My dear girl, I have no right to expect you Bhould wish to stay with me, for I never was able to watch over your childhood or to act a father's part by you." FANNY, THK FLOWER-GIRL 47 And Fanny answered, with a blush, and smile, u And I, father, was never able to act a daughter's part by you until now, and there- fore I think you have every right to expect I should do so for some time longer. I have no objection* to be Charles Brierley's wife, and I have told him so : but we are both young, and at all events I will not leave you." "Now," said Mrs. Newton, who was sitting by, "instead of that young man taking more land, which is very dear about here, would it not be a good plan if he were to come and live with you, Mr. Marsden, and help you with the farm." And Mr. Marsden said, a That is the very thing ; I will go and speak to him about it ; and Fanny and her husband can have the house, and farm, and all, as much as they please now, and entirely at my death." So it was all settled ; and Fanny was mar- ried at the village church, and Mr. and Mrs. "Walton were at the wedding. Good Mrs. Newton lived on at the farm-house, and when Fanny's first child was born, it was put into 48 her arms. Then she thought of the time when Fanny herself was laid in the same arms ; and she blessed God in her heart, who had en- abled herto be of use to one human creature, and to one immortal soul and mind, while she passed through this life to the life everlasting. Joy and sorrow are always mingled on this earth; so it came to pass that before Fanny's first child could walk alone, good, kind Mrs. Newton died, and was buried. As a shock of corn cometh in in its season, so she sank to rest, and was gathered into the garner of her Lord. But — " The memory of the just Is blessed, though they sleep in dust ;" and Fanny's children, and children's children, will learn to love that memory. Many a day, sitting at work in her garden, with htr little ones around her, Fanny let them gather some flowers, and talk to her about them ; and then they would beg, as a reward for good conduct, that she would tell 49 them about her dear grandmother and her own childish days ; and much as children love to hear stories, never did any more delight in a story, than did these children, in the stoi v of Fanny, the Flower-Gill. 5 Little Frances was crying ; her sister Mar/ hearing her sobs, ran in haste to inquire what had happened ; and saw her sitting in a corner of the nursery, looking rather sulky, as if she had recently received some disappointment. " What is the matter, dear little Frances ? why do you cry so ?" Frances pouted, and would make no reply. " Tell me, dear Frances ; perhaps I can do something for you." " Nothing, Mary," she sobbed, " only" — " " Only what, little Frances ? It cannot be nothing that makes you cry so bitterly.' ' " Only mamma would not give — " she look- ed a little ashamed, and did not finish her sen- tence. " What would she not give C 52 CONVEMENT FOOD. " Nothing." " Nothing I Frances, I am afraid there is something naughty." Frances shook her elbows, as if troubled by Mary's inquiries, but the tears continued flow- ing down her cheeks. Just at that moment their sister Anne came into the room, singing in the joy of her heart, with a piece of plum-cake in her hand, holding it up, and turning it about before her sisters to exhibit her newly -acquired possession, on which Frances fixed her eyes with eager gaze, and the tears flowed still faster, accompanied with a kind of angry sob. " Frances I what is the matter that you are crying so? see what I have got! you will spoil all the happiness of our feast." At the word feast, Frances' tears seemed ar- rested, and her mouth looked as if she were going to smile. She left the corner, and im- mediately prepared to do her part for the feast, setting a little square table, and then, drawing her own little stool, seated herself in readiness as a guest. CONVENIENT FOOD. 53 " Stay," said Anne, " we will make some little paper dishes and plates, and divide the cake ;'' so saying, she began the operation, and laying down the paper dishes, "there at the top, see ! there shall be two chickens, at the bottom a piece of beef, at one side some pota- toes, and at the other some cauliflower;" breaking her cake into small pieces to corre- spond to her imagined provision. Frances looked very impatient at the long preparation, and as Anne seated herself, in- viting Mary to partake, Frances stretched out her hand to take the beef for her own por- tion. " No, no, Frances, you must not help your- self, you know ; wait until we all begin in order." Frances very reluctantly withdrew her hand, and, whilst she waited, betrayed her impa- tience by a little jerking motion of the body, that threw he" breast against the table, as if she would beat time into quicker motion. u O we must not forget William!" Anne exclaimed ; " where is he ? he must taste our 5* u4 CONVENIENT FOOD. feast ; stay here, Mary, with Frances, and 1 will go and find him." Away she ran, and left poor Frances in a fret at this additional delay, but she began to amuse herself by picking up the small crumbs that had been scattered on the stool, and at last proceeded to touch the beef and chickens. " Do not do so, Frances," Mary said, in a reproving voice. Frances colored. " Do not sit looking on, it you are so impa tient; employ yourself, and get a seat ready tor William." " You may get it, Mary." "Very well; only do not meddle with Anne's feast." Mary had to go into another ro^m for the Beat, and whilst she was away. Frances quickly helped herself to half of the pieces which were on the dishes, and, when Mary returned, re- sumed her position as if nothing had happened. Mary was so busy in arranging the seats, that ahe did not observe what had been done. Presently Anne came back, accompanied by CONVENIENT FOOD. 55 her brother William ; hastening to her place, and looking on her table, she started with sur- prise, and seemed to say to herself, as she gazed, How came I to make a mistake, an think my pieces of cake were larger? but th expression of her face called Mary's attention, who at once said, " Anne, I am sure you placed larger pieces on your dishes." " Indeed, I thought so, Mary ; who has taken any?" " I do not know." " you are only pretending, and you have been hiding some." " No, Anne ; I would not have said I do not know, if I had hid it." " No, no more you would, dear Mary. Never mind," she said, glancing a look at Frances, not altogether without suspicion, " it is only to play with, it does not signify whether it is much or little. " William, shall I help you to a little chick- en?" "O no, Anne, you have forgot, help the 56 CONVENIENT FOOD. ladies first ; and beside, you ought to have placed me at the bottom of the table to carv< this dish. What is it?" " Beef, William. ' 11 O beef, very well. Come, Miss Frances, let me sit there, and you come to the side of the table." In haste to begin the eating part of the play, she rose immediately to change places, when, to her disgrace, a quantity of crumbs, which had lodged unobserved in a fold of her frock, fell out, and disordered the neatness of the table. " There !" said William, " we have no ques- tion to ask who took the liberty to lessen the dishes." " For shame, William, I—" " O Frances, take care what you say, tell no falsehoods ; I will tell one truth, and say you are a greedy girl." Frances began to cry again, " For shame, William, to call me names." " I call no names, I only say what I think , and how can I help it, when it is only just COKVENIENT FOOD. 57 11 u¥ yon cried so, because you said mamma had given me a larger piece of cake than your- self; for you must know," he continued, turn- ing to Mary, " we have both had one piece before, and she half of mine to make her quiet ; and then she cried again because a piece was put by for you and Anne, and she cannot be contented now, though Anne shares hers amongst us. If this is not being greedy, I do not know what greedy means. It is no names, it is only saying what a thing is." " Now I know another thing," said Anne ; " when mamma called me to receive my piece of cake, she said, ' And you shall take a piece also to Mary/ but when she unfolded the paper, there was only one piece ; mamma did not say anything, but I think she thought something." At this remark, Frances redoubled her cry- ing, but, for the sake of a share of the present feast, did not attempt to leave the party. No more was said, and the feast was concluded in good humor by all except the conscious greedy girl, and they then all went into the garden 68 CONVENIENT FOOD. together to finish their hour's recreation before they were callecl again to their lessons. There was a little plantation of young fir- trees at one corner of the garden, intended to grow there for shelter from the north-west wind : the grass was so high amongst them, that the gardener had orders to go and care- fully mow it down. He was engaged in the business when the children ran out to see him work. " Hush 1 hush !" he exclaimed, as they ap- proached, " I have just cleared a bough from the grass, and see what's there !" All curiosity, they went forward on tip-toe, and were directed to something lodged on the spreading branch of a young larch. " A bird's nest !" said William. " A bird's nest !" they all repeated. " But what is in it, I cannot tell." » "Look steadily," said the gardener, :i and you will find out." It was difficult to trace what it was ; some- thing all in a heap, brown naked skin ; alive, as might be known by the heaving breathing. CONVENIENT POOD. 69 William putting his finger to touch them, immediately four wide mouths stretched open, with little tongues raised, and the opening of their throats extended to the utmost. " Look at the little things," said William ; " they thought their mother was come when I touched the branch, and they have opened their mouths to be ready to receive what she would put in. " They are blind /" said William. " Yes, they cannot have been natched more than two days." " Will they take what the mother gives them ?" asked William. " Yes," said the man, " they trust her, and swallow down what she puts into their mouths." " I wish the mother would come," said Anne. " But she will not whilst we are here," Wil- liam replied. :' Touch it again, William," said Frances. I William touched the edge of the nest. "See!" said he, "they think the mother is some, they stretch theii mouths still ^ider." 60 convenient pood. " Hark !" said Mary, " what an impatient noise they make : they look ready to stretch themselves out of their nest, and as if their little mouths would tear." u Poor little things ! do not disappoint them, give them something,'' said Anne. " We have not proper food for them," said William. "I will run and fetch some crumbs," said Mary. Mary soon returned with a piece of bread, and giving it to her brother as the most expe- rienced, he broke it into extremely small crumbs, and, again touching the nest, awaken- ed the expectation of the young birds : they opened their mouths wide, and as he dropped a small crumb into each, they moved their tongues, trying to make it pass down into their throat. " Poor little things, they cannot swal- low well, they want the mother to put it gently down their throat with her beak." " See ! see !" said all the girls, " they want more, give them more." William dropped his crumbs again. CONVENIENT FOOD. 61 " More, more, William ; see ! they are not satisfied." "I dare not give them more for fear of kill- ing them, we cannot feed them like the mo- ther. We will stand still at a little distance, and you will see them go to sleep." When 4 all was quiet, the little nestlings shut their mouths, and dropped their heads. " I should like to see the mother feed them." " You would see how much better she would do it than we can ; perhaps, if we could conceal ourselves behind that laurel, she would come, but she will be very frightened, because all is so altered now the grass is cut down, and her nest is exposed ; but I dare say she is not far off, she will be watching somewhere." They took William's hint, and retreated be- hind the laurel ; they had not waited ten min- utes, before the hen bird flitted past, and, darting over the larch, as if to inspect whether her little brood was safe, she disappeared again. In a few minutes more, she returned, skim- ming round to reconnoitre that all was safe, she perched upon the nest. Instantly the little 6 I 62 CONVENIENT FOOD. nestlings were awake to the summons of her touch and chirp, and, opening their mouths wide, were ready for what she would give. She dropt a small fly into the mouth of one of them, and, having no more, flew away to pro- vide for the other hungry mouths as fast as she could. As soon as she was gone, they again shut their mouths, and dropt their heads in silence. " What a little bit she gave them," said Frances. " Yes," answered William, " but she knows it is plenty." "How contented the others seem to wait till she comes again !" "Yes, Mary," William again answered, un- able to resist the comparison which had come to his mind, "they did not take the little bit away from the other. Shall we wait till she comes again ?" "Odo." " Yery well, I want to see whether the one that was fed first will take away the bit the others got " CONVENIENT FOOD 63 The allusion made a little laugh, but, seeing that Frances understood and felt that it ap- plied to her, Anne said, "Do not let us tease Frances ; it is better to tell her at once what her fault is, than to seem to like to hurt her." " Indeed, dear Anne, I have not spared to tell her her fault, as she knows very well, for she has often given me reason, but I cannot make her ashamed of such things ; and I know mamma is very uneasy to see it in her." Frances looked grave, but did not cry ; turning pale, however, she .said, "O Mary take me out of this laurel — I am so sick I" Mary hastened to take her into the freer air, but all in vain. The sisters were alarmed, and took her in to their mamma; who received her gravely, without expressing any concern for her indisposition. "What can we do for Frances, mamma? Will you let her have your smelling bottle, or shall I run and get some sal volatile ?" " Neither, my dear Mary ; it is an indisposi tion caused by her own selfish appetite, and probably the relief may be obtained by her 64 CONVENIENT FOOD. stomach rejecting what she so improperly forced upon it. We will wait a short time, and if not, I will give her something less pal- atable, perhaps, than plum-cake, but necessary to remove it." Frances was too ill to make any remark ; she became paler still, and then quickly flushed almost a crimson color, her eyes were op- pressed, an'd her eyebrows contracted, and she impatiently complained, 41 my head ! how it beats ! What shall I do, mamma?" "Bear the consequences of your own in- ordinate appetite, Frances, and learn to sub- ject it to the wholesome rules of temperance." 44 the nasty plum-cake I I wish you had not given me any, mamma." 44 You once thought the plum-cake nice, and you would not be contented with the small portion I knew to be sufficient and safe for you." " O m/ head I I think it is very cruel, mam- ma, that you do not pity me." " I do pity you, Frances, and will take care CONVENIENT FOOD. 65 of you now that I see you require help, as I perceive tbat you will not have any relief without medicine." Frances began again to cry, " O, I am so sick ! I cannot take medicine. I am sure I cannot." " Come to your room, Frances ; I shall give you something proper, and you had better lie down after you have taken it; you will, per- haps, drop into a sleep, and be well when you awake again." Her mamma took her hand and led her up stairs, and Frances knew very well it was in vain to make any objection, as her mamma always made a point of obedience. The medicine was administered, although for some time Frances refused to look at it. When she laid down, her mamma placed the pillow high under her head, and, drawing the curtain to shade the light, left the room that she might be perfectly quiet. And when she re- turned to the drawing-room, she inquired of the other children what they had been doing, and received a full account of the feast, and the bird's nest, and all the little circumstances of each. 6* 66 CONVENIENT FOOD. It was time to resume their studies^ and, ex- cept that Frances was not in her usual place, all things proceeded as before. When the lessons were finished, they entreated their mamma to go with them, and see the bird's nest." '• It is so pretty, mamma !" sa.d Anne ; " and + hey know when the mother comes, and they take what she puts into their mouths." "We will first inquire after Frances," she answered ; " if she is well enough, she can accompany us." " I will run up, if you will be putting on your bonnet and shawl, mamma." " Very well, I hope you will find her re- covered, we will wait your return." Anne soon returned, — " She is gone ! I do not see her anywhere !" " Gone ! perhaps we shall find her at play in the garden." In this expectation they all went out, and as they drew near the spot where the nest was, tVy saw Frances looking very eagerly into the nest, and seeming to be in some agitation, CONYENIEXT FOOD. 67 then she ;hrew something out of her hand, and ran away as if wanting not to be seen. " She is about some mischief," William said, and ran forward to the nest. But what was his grief to see one of the little birds dead on the ground, two others in the nest with pieces of bread sticking in their mouths, gasping, unable to swallow or reject it, and the fourth with its crop gorged, and slowly moving its little unfledged head from side to side, strug- gling in death. Full of sympathy with the little sufferer, and indignant with Frances, he exclaimed, " Provoking girl ! she has stuffed the little creatures as she would like to stuff herself; and I believe she has killed them all." The lively interest the other children had in the nest, impelled them to hasten to the spot, and their lamentations, and even tears, soon flowed. " "William, William, cannot you do anything for them ? do try." "Well, stand still and do not shake my arm so saying, he began the attempt, and 68 CONVENIENT FOOD. drew the bread carefully out of the distended mouths of the two. "Now the other! the other, William!" " That I cannot help," he answered : " see ! she has forced it down, and we cannot get it back again ; it is dying now." Anne picked up the dead one from off the ground, and stroking it with her forefinger, "Poor little thing!" she said, "was she so cruel to you !" It was not long before they heard a rustling in the tree near the place, and then a chirp of fright and distress. " Ah !" said their mamma, " there is the mother ! poor things, we will go a little distance to let her come to the nest ; perhaps she will be able to save the two." They all withdrew, and the little parent bird was soon on her nest, fluttering and chirp- ing to awaken the dead and dying little ones, till at length she sorrowfully brooded down on her nest, and spread her wings over them, occasionally chirping as if to solicit an answer from her little brood. "Oh!' said Mary, bursting into tears, W I CONVENIENT FOOD. 69 cannot bear it !. cruel Frances, to be so unkind to the little lards !" " Go and find Frances," said their mamma, " and bring her to me." " I will go," William answered, " I think I know where she will hide herself." It was not long before William returned, leading Frances, who very reluctantly yielded to accompany him. "Come here," said her mamma, "stopping the accusations she saw were ready to over- whelm the offending little girl ; " come here, and let me talk to you about this sad thing you have done to the little birds. Do you see what you have done by your ill-judged kind- ness ?" "Kindness ! mamma," they all exclaimed. "Yes, dear children, she has been very faulty, but I believe she meant to be kind, and through ignorance did this thing which proves the death of the birds. You would not have done it, William, because you have already learnt there is such a thing as a necessary pru- dence to deal out your morsel? with wisdom, 70 CONVENIENT FOOD. and in a measure suited to the age and the capacity of the birds, and also that their food should be of a wholesome kind suitable to their nature. Nothing of this did Frances know, and it seems she had not learnt wisdom from the circumstances she had herself so lately fallen into. "It reminds me of the scripture, which teaches us to profit : ' Open thy mouth wide, and I will fill it.' These little birds first attract- ed your attention by their open mouths, which they had stretched to receive what their poor mother was preparing to put into them. As ohe lighted on the edge of their nest, they in- stinctively opened their little yellow-edged beaks ; she delighted to see them do so ; and they, taking with content what she had pro- vided for them, with the utmost confidence swallowed it down. She had a bit for every one of them in turn and they waited patiently until it was given them. All was well whilst they were nourished with parental tenderness and prudence, and none other meddled with them, or ventured to give them other things, CONVENIENT FOOD. 71 which they, being blind, received and knew not the hand that gave, nor the consequences of eating food not such as their parent would have provided. " Here you see Frances, neither prudent noi aware of consequences, has stuffed these little birds with improper food, both in quality and quantity. The consequences are fatal ; one is dead, another is dying, and it is very uncer- tain whether the others also will not die. She fed them without measure, and their crops and throats were gorged so as to stop their breath- ing. They took it greedily, because they knew not the fatal consequences. " Frances, you are a greedy girl. You had been suffering for this offence, and had not the wisdom to leave it to me to apportion your food. You opened your mouth wide, but you must remember it is not written that you are to fill it according to your own desires. ' I will fill it, 7 saith the Lord. He knows what is good for us, and he will measure his bounty according to his own wisdeiu" 72 CONVENIENT FOOD. Frances began to look ashamed and sorrow- ful. "I was to you," her mamma continued, "in the affair of the cake, endeavoring to fulfil this my duty, but you rebelled against my discre- tion, and would covet more than was right You helped yourself , you gorged your stomach, You were cross and peevish, and ill, and when the medicine had relieved you, as it was de- signed, you, without reflection, sallied forth and suffocated the little birds. You could not feed them as the mother would. You could not find in the air and on the ground the little insects, and small worms and little grains which were their proper food, and you should have left it to their own mother to fill their opened mouths. She would have made no mistake either in the quality or quantity convenient for them." "0," Mary said, "how that reminds me of the scripture in Proverbs xxx. 8: 'Feed me with food convenient for me.' " " Yes, my dear girl, it ; s a scripture of great importance and often does jt impress my CONVENIENT FOOD. 73 mind in combination with the other I men- tioned, Ps. lxxxi. 10 : ' Open thy mouth wide, and /will fill it,' in their spiritual application, when I am providing for you, and dividing out your portions, and considering what diet is most suited to your constitution, and limit- ing the quantity of dainty or rich luxuries not convenient for you. I am also frequently led to apply it to myself, and to offer my petition to the Lord that he will graciously judge for me, both temporally and spiritually to fill my mouth, and feed me with, food convenient for me." "I think too, mamma, that there is some meaning belonging to this in our Lord's teach- ing us to pray, 'Give us this day our daily bread,' Matt. vi. 11." " Assuredly, my dear child, and I am rejoiced to find you are led by this subject to compare spiritual things with spiritual. "You see how the word of God interprets itself, and we are taught to go direct to the bounteous hand who giveth liberally, but never wastefully Our daily bread is sufficient for the 71 CONVENIENT FOOD. day, and we must wait on him still for the daily bread of the succeeding day ; so we are in structed to open our mouths wide to ask the Lord to fulfil his promise and to fill them, and to be contented with convenient food." "0 mamma, you cannot think how many scriptures seem to come to my mind, and to give me a clearer understanding. You know the manna which was given in the wilderness, was convenient food when it was gathered daily as the Lord commanded, but when they laid it up, you know it was no longer convenient, for it stunk and bred worms. Does not this teach us to trust God as well as not to disobey him?" " May this ready application of the word of God proceed from that grace, my child, which teaches you, like Job, to esteem the word of God more than your necessary food, for you will also remember what our Lord said to the tempter, ' It is written, Man does not live by hread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God.' But we are too apt to forget this, and to imagine that we can CONVENIENT FOOD- 75 provide well for ourselves by fulfilling the desires and lusts of the flesh, and by so doing, we are likely to be brought to forget God, the bountiful and wise Supplier of all our wants." "I remember the text, mamma, which has in it, 'Feed me with food convenient for me-, 7 and in another part, ' lest I be full and deny thee,' Prov. xxx. 9 ; and this little bird's nest has helped me to understand it better." " May the Holy Spirit engrave it on your heart, for it will often remind you of the thank- ful contentedness with which you ought to wait on the Lord." ''Yes, mamma," William said, "but there is no harm, you know, in opening the mouth wide.'''' "No, William, certainly no harm, for it is a duty. ' Open thy mouth wide,' is an injunction of Grod, but it is immediately subjoined and strictly said, ' and I will fill it.' Therefore bear in mind the double instruction. Neither take the filling on yourself, nor be ready to swallow every crude and unwholesome morsel which the ignorant or the wicked would pre- 76 CONVENIENT FOOD. sent to you. Do you remember a Certain day last week when something happened?" William looked anxious to recollect what big mamma alluded to, and in less than a minute he shook his head, and said, " Ah, mamma, that is too bad, you mean when Mrs. Arnot called, and you were out." " Yes I do, William ; you all opened your mouths wide, and she filled them. Her sweet things did not prove convenient food. You see, therefore, we should learn to discriminate be- tween a heavenly Father's provision, and that of a stranger, whose busy interference may cost you your life. I was not many minutes away from my little nest, when a stranger came, and, by mistaken kindness made you all ill. "Frances, have you never read that scrip- ture : c Put a knife to thy throat, if thou be a man given to appetite.'" Frances cried, and, sobbing, said, " I do not know what it means ?" " What can it mean, my dear Frances, but parallel with, those, 'If thy right eye offend thee, pluck it out if thy right hand offend CONVENIENT FOOD. 77 thee, cut it off. It is better for thee to enter into life halt or maimed, than, having two hands or two feet, to be cast into everlasting fire,' Matt. xvvi. 29, 30. ii. 8, 9. It means that spirit which will sacrifice the lust of the heart, and deny itself, though it should be a present mortification. The throat of an inordi- nate or diseased appetite is to be cut, and its carnal desires crucified." "Was it not something of this kind that Isaac fell into when he sent Esau to hunt ven- ison, and make him savory meat, such as his soul loved ? Gen. xxvii. 4." "Yes, William, and this very thing he de- sired presented the temptation by which he was deceived. And you might have men- tioned, too, how Esau himself yielded to his appetite, and sold his birthright for a mess of pottage, Gen. xxv. 29. When we yield to these propensities of the flesh, we lay a snare for our own souls, and expose our weakness to an adversary, ever ready to take advan- tage of our infirmity. It is a common fault m children to desire with greedy appetite such 78 CONVENIENT FOOD. fool as is pernicious, and to wish for more than even a mouth opened wide requires — till at length they learn to lust after forbidden things. And what does it lead to ? Frances, you began to pick and steal, and your own iniquity chastised you: — you were sick and ill." Frances hid her face in her frock. "Ah mamma," said Anne, "I shall be afraid of wanting anything, as I used to do; and I hope I shall remember how much better you can feed me, than I can feed myself." " I wish I may too," said William. " If Eve had but waited for the Lord only to fill her mouth, she would not have eaten that which brought sin and death." " Tell me, Frances, if you feel the force of all we have learnt from the little birds, and your own mistaken idea of what would be good for tbem ?" Frances did not answer. " But you know, my child, you were guilty of another fault; when the medicine was of- fered, whzoh was likely to do you good, you CONVENIENT FOOD. 79 refused to open jour mouth, and was long be- fore you would let me fill it, so you see we must leave it all to the Lord to gi/e us much or little, bitter or sweet, just as he knows to be convenient for us." "Yes," Mary said, "these poor little birds will long teack us a lesson. We may imitate them to open our mouth wide, but we must be warned by what happened to them, to let the Lord only fill them." " Let us look again at the nest." They ap- proached, and frightened the mother so, that she flew off. " See, see ! William," said Anne, "the two little things are opening their mouths again. O how delightful ! let us never meddle with them any more. Only remember, ' Open thy mouth wide, and I will fill it.' Now, Frances, do not cry any more : come, we will play to- gether, and make a coffin, and bury these little dead birds." Frances wiped her eyes, and Anne giving her a kiss, they went away to do as she pro- posed. After they had made a little coffin, BO CONVENIENT FOOD. they put the two little dead birds into it Then William got a spade, and dug a grave just large enough to hold the little coffin : and, as he lowered it into the grave, Mary wiped away the tears which gathered in her eyes. When William had filled up the grave, they all returned to their mamma, who said — "My dear children, do not let us dismiss this interesting subject without a closer appli- cation. My dear Frances, come near to me, and hear what I have to say." Frances drew near with some timidity Conscious of her faults, and expecting the word of truth to be directed to her heart, she had at that moment rather have escaped from it. But her mamma, taking her hands into hers, and sitting down on a garden stool that was nigh, she felt that the words would be words of love, aif.d her heart beginning to soften, the tears were ready to flow, for she knew that her mamma would speak to her of Jesus and of his blood, which was shed for sinners. 4 'Do you know quite well, my child, that CONVENIENT FOOD. 81 among the fruits of tne Spirit enumerated, Gal. v., there is one called Temperance ?" "Yes, mamma," she replied. " Are you not also conscious, my dear child, that your desire of indulging your appetite ia quite contrary to this holy fruit ?" " Yes, mamma." " Then what are you to do in order to over- come the one, and to obtain the other ?" " I must ask the Lord Jesus to give me the Holy Spirit." " Yes, my child, to him must you come for all help, and he will not send you empty away. Here is a subject on which you must indeed open your mouth wide, in earnest prayer, and wait on the Lord for his gracious answer. 'Ask, and ye shall receive,' he says, and after showing how an earthly father will act towards his child that asks for bread, how does he con- clude?" " He says, ' How much more will your heav- enly Father give the Holy Spirit to them that AskHim!'" " Will you then, my dear Frances, profit by 82 CONVENIENT FOOD. this gracious instruction, and will you ask for the Holy Spirit?" " Yes, mamma, I will try." " Do you believe the Lord will give you the Holy Spirit when you ask?" " He says He will, mamma." " That is enough, my child ; what the Lord says is yea and amen. It is written, ' Hath he said, and will he not do it?' " "Yes, mamma, I know God is Truth, He cannot lie." "But you know also, my dear Frances, when the Holy Spirit is given, he takes up his abode in the heart, and he acts in the soul, and will not dwell there without producing his holy fruit ; and tell me now what is the fruit you particularly want to overcome this sinful de- sire of appetite which prevails in your heart." " Is it not temperance, mamma?" " Yes, and if He comes into your heart, he will give it you, and moreover teach you tc repent of your sins ; for consider, my Frances, ■in is an offence against him, and needs to be repented of. Do you repent?" CONVENIENT FOOD. 83 4< I am very sorry, mamma." " But repentance is more than sorrow ; it vill make yon ashamed before God, and make /■qu feel yourself vile ; and it will also make you carefully watchful against the temptation ; 3t will make you anxious to quit the sin, and clear your soul from its power; it will make you indignant against it, and urge you to seek that strength from the Spirit, which will resist the sin, and overcome it. When, therefore, you ask for the Holy Spirit, be willing that the Lord should fill you. .Be ready to exercise the mighty gift for all his offices, to convict you of sin, to lead you to true expectations, and to strengthen you to overcome your sin, giv- ing you that grace which is specially opposed to the leading sin of your heart." "I wish I had this gift ; for my sin makes -me very unhappy: I know it is wrong." • "Do not stop in wishes, dear child, go and pray ; ' Ash, and ye shall receive.' ' Open your mouth wide' in the full iterance of all your distress, and of all you desire ; pray for what you wan\ name it; pra" for repentance. 84 CONVENIENT FOOD. and for temperance. Pray that the lus: of y cur appetite may be crucified, and pray that the blood of Jesus, the Lamb of God who taketh away sin, may be sprinkled upon your guilty soul, and cleanse it from all sin. He giveth liberally, and upbraideth not. He is angry only when we neglect his promises and his gifts. " It is not long since, dear Mary, that you and I conversed on this text, 'My people would not hearken to my voice, Israel would none of me : so / gave them up to their own heart's lusts, 1 Psa lxxxi. A dreadful judg- ment ! what would become of you, dear Frances, if you were given up to the dominion of your appetite?" "But, my dear mamma," Mary said, "do you not remember the end of that psalm, what a sweet verse there is ?" "Kepeat it, dear girl, and let little Frances hear it 1" " ' Had they hearkened and obeyed, then should he have ieu them with the finest of the wheat, and with honey out of the rock should I have satisfied them.' " CONVENIENT FOOD. 85 " O my children, said their mamina, " here is spiritual food for the spiritual appetite ! You know who is the Bread of Life, and who is the Eock of our salvation. Turn unto him your whole heart, and though you feel the burden of the body of this death, you shall soon be able to thank God, who, through Jesu? Christ our Lord, will deliver you." Poor Esau repented too late, That once he his birth-right despis'd, ^, And sold for a morsel of meat, What could not too highly be priz'd . How great was his anguish when told, The blessing he sought to obtain Was gone with the birth-right he sold, And none could recall it again ! He stands as a warning to all, Wherever the gospel shall come ; hasten and yield to the call, While yet for repentance there 's room! Your season will quickly be past ; Then hear and obey it to-day, Lest when you seek mercy at last, The Saviour should frown you away. 8 8fi CONVENIENT FOOD. What is it the world can propose? A morsel of meat at the best ! For this are you willing to lose A share in the joys of the blest? Its pleasures will speedily end, Its favor and praise are but breath ; And what can its profits befriend Your soul in the moments of death ? If Jesus, for these, you despise, And sin to the Saviour prefer, In vain your entreaties and cries, When summon'd to stand at his bar< How will you his presence abide ? What anguish will torture your heart J The saints all enthron'd by his side, And you be compelled to depart. Too often, dear Saviour, have I Preferr'd some poor trifle to thee ; How is it thou dost not deny The blessing and birth-right to me ? No better than Esau I am, Though pardon and heaven be mine ; To me belongs nothing but shame, The praise and the glory be thine. I. Ift* little fabiirr. "Ev^r * r lild is known "by his doings, whether his work be pure, and whether it be right." — Proverbs, ix. 11. Elappy the child who is active, intelligent and obliging, and who takes pleasure in serving those that are about him ! Happy above all is the child, who, fearing and loving the Lord, shows himself thus zealous and obliging, from a feeling of piet} r , and a desire to please God. Such was Francis, and this we shall soon see, from the following narrative: Francis, who was about eight years old, waa spending the month of June with his Grand- papa in the country. His Grandpapa lived in a pretty house, roofed with slates, and surrounded with a verandah, in which were seats, and between each seat, some flower-pots, Jessamine and 88 THE LITTLE PAVIOR. roses entwined themselves around the veran- dah, and adorned it with elegant festoons of flowers. Behind the house was a yard, where chick- ens, turkeys, and guinea-fowls, were kept; and in the front, looking towards the west, was laid out a fine garden, well provided with ever- greens, such as holly, yew, and pine-trees, and amongst these, also, many birch and ash- trees flourished. At the bottom of the garden, which sloped a little, flowed a pure, but shallow stream, which was crossed by means of a wooden bridge, surrounded with elders and large hazels. This was a delightful dwelling-place, but those who inhabited it, were still more delight- ful than the beautiful garden or the smiling groves. For it was the beauty of piety which was found in them, united with that gentle- ness and amiability of character, that humble spirit of cordiality, which our Saviour enjoins upon ali his true disciples. These inhabitants, so good and so amiable, THE LITTLE PAVIOR. 89 were the Grandpapa and Grandmamma of Francis, and their domestics, who, with them seived the Lord, and lived in that peace, which His Spirit gives to such as delight in His Word. This dear Grandpapa then, since he was pious, was charitable, and took particular pleasure in visiting his aged neighbors, es- pecially the poor peasants, to whom he al- ways carried comfort and encouragement from that gracious God, with whom he himself daily endeavored more and more to live. He used generally to pay these charitable visits in the middle of the day ; after having read the Holy Bible for the second time, in a retired summer- house in the garden, near which a little gate opened upon a footpath, which, passing through the orchard, led to the village. Francis, who was already acquainted with his Grandpapa's habits, never came to disturb him while he was in the summer-house, and whenever he saw his Grandpapa going out of the little gate ; he took good care not to follow him. a* 90 THE LITTLE PAVIOR. But in about an hour or two, he would go to meet him, sometimes towards the road, at others, as far as the bridge over the stream; — his Grandmamma was never uneasy, because she knew that Francis was a prudent boy, and tli at God watched over him, as one of the lambs of the good shepherd. Grandpapa then, had just finished reading; he had put on his hat and taken his cane, and had gone out through the gate. Francis, who was sitting before the house, under the pretty green verandah, saw him pass behind the garden hedge, and was al- ready thinking of going to meet him at the end of an hour, when to his great surprise he saw his Grandpapa pass again behind the hedge, and then enter the garden through the little gate, walking apparently with much difficulty. "What is the matter, dear Grandpapa V s cried Francis, springing towards the garden. — "Oh! how you are covered with mud! It must be that rude Driver who wanted to fawn upon you. He has always such dirty paws." THE LITTLE PAVTOR. 91 "You must not scold Driver, but me," mildly replied his Grandpapa, "for I incautiously, and most imprudently, walked upon that part of the path which has been inundated by the water from the fountain." 1 Grandpapa, did you fall?" asked Francis, quite alarmed. " Yes my boy, your Grandfather fell like a heedless man. . . But thanks to our gra- cious God, who ever takes care of us ! it was nothing; I was only a little frightened. You see, Francis, you must not forget that we only stand, because God supports us." So saying, his Grandfather entered the house, and with the same serenity related his accident to his wife, who bestowed every at- tention upon him. Whilst his Grandfather was resting himself, and Francis had ascertained that he had not suffered much, he hastened to look at the spot where his kind Grandpapa had slipped and fallen. It was a little bit of the path, perhaps about three paces long, covered with the water which was issuing from the fountain, 92 THE LITTLE PAVIuR. and which being of clay, had become very slippery. The trench round the fountain had been already deepened more than once, in order to turn its course from that part of the orchard, but as the ground was rather low, the water always returned. Francis examined all this, and tried tc find out what could be done to remedy the evil, in a more durable manner. " I know!' 1 he cried at last. " I must make a pavement here, a little higher than the path is at present I" "Come! cheer up! 'Where there's a will,' says Grandpapa, 'with God's help there's a way.' To work, to work ! * For he who does nothing makes little progress,' says, also, my dear Grandpapa." It may be here well asked, how a little child, eight years of age, could even conceive such a project, and much more how he could have had sufficient strengt! to accomplish it. But Francis was not a t mghtless or inat- tentive child ; on the conti y he observed on THE LITTLE PAVIOB. 93 his way to, and from School, and when he walked oat with his Papa, everything that workmen did. It was thus that he had often noticed how the Paviors first laid down the stones, and then pressed them together, and as we shall soon see, he found no difficulty in what he was going to attempt. "First and foremost," said he, "the tools!" and immediately he ran off to look for a little wheel-barrow which his Grandpapa had made for him ; with the spade, the trowel, and the iron rake, which were at his disposal. When the tools were collected, Francis, having taken off his jacket, traced out the portion to be paved. "Now," said he, "I must take away two or three inches of earth, that the stones may fit in." He then took away the earth, and piled it up on the upper side of the path, in order to compel the water to pass by the drain. "Now," he said, "I must find some sand; where is there anj ? Oh ! behind the hen-house j 94 THE LITTLE PAVIOR. the masons, who plastered the walls of the yard over again, have left a large heap of it there' • — and then he quickly ran with his wheel • barrow, once, twice, and even three times\ and soon had as much as was necessary. He spread it out, and arranged it, and then pro- nounced the great word of all his work, "Stones! No stones, no pavement! I must have at least fifty of them !" He ran about, searched and gathered, near the fountain, round the house, and along the wall of the yard, and soon brought back four wheel- barrows full of nice stones, well shaped, and not too large. But there were not enough, for he was obliged to put five or six abreast. Where are there any more to be found ? "In the brook," cried he! "It is rather far off, but I shall soon be there!" And indeed in about a quarter of an hour, he had col- lected all the proper materials. Then should he have been seen at work! The trowel in his right hand, a stone in his left; the sand which he placed between each, THE LITTLE PAVIOR. 95 gtone, and the blows which forced it down, these things succeeded each other rapidly, and were often repeated ; till at length, at the end of the third hour, the slippery bit of foot-path was no longer in existence, but in its stead was to be seen a pavement slightly raised, which could never be wetted by the overflow- ing of the fountain. u That will not do well," said Francis, when he had finished, and was walking over the pavement; "it is uneven, Grandpapa will hurt his feet upon it." And so saying, he ran to the woodhouse in the yard, and returned, bending under the weight of the mallet, with which Thomas used to strike the axe and wedges, when he split the large pieces of oak. " Here is my rammer," said Francis, laugh- ng, as he thought of those used by the paviors ; and holding the mallet perpendicularly, he struck with the butt-end, first one stone, and then another, until at length the pave- ment was completed I It was solid, even and clean, and Francis, repeating in truth, " Where there's a will, with God's help, there's a way," 98 .THE LITTLE PAVIOR. gave thanks in his heart to that good heavenly Father, who gave him both the idea and the will to do this act of filial love, and enabled him to accomplish it. Some sand and a few stones remained; Francis took them up and carried them baok near to the house. Then he cleared away the rubbish, and having put on his coat again, re- turned joyfully to replace his tools in the green-house. All this was done after dinner, between the hours of three and six. The evening passed quietly away. Grandpapa had not re- ceived any bruises, and he could not suffi- ciently thank the Good shepherd, the Lord Jesus, who had, as it were, " carried him in his arms," and " kept all his bones." Grandmamma joined in his praises and thanksgivings, and these two faithful servants blessed the Lord together, whose mercies are over all his works. " To-morrow, please God," said Grandpapa to Francis, " I shall go and see old George. He must have expected me to day ! But be as THE LITHE P^VIOK. b, eured, my dear Francis, that your Grandpapa -will walk no more like a giddy child ; and if the path is still slippery, I shall place my foot prudently upon it." Francis said he hoped the path would be better; and however that might be, that the Lord would preserve him thenceforth from slipping, and above all, from falling. Grandpapa made Francis read the Bible as usual, to the whole household. He spoke piously of God's paternal care for our bodies as well as for our souls, and in his prayer he gave abundant thanks to the Saviour who had so graciously preserved him. The morrow came. Grandpapa had quite recovered his accident of the preceding day, and after reading in the summer-house, he got up to go and see old George. Francis, who was observing him from be- neath the verandah, no sooner saw him come near the little gate, than he ran round the iiouse to hide himself behind a hazel bush, a short distance from the pavement, in order to see what his Grandpapa would do. 98 THE LITTLE PAVIOR. Grandpapa walked on towards the orchard, and as soon as he set his foot on the path, he prepared to proceed very carefully. He took three 01 four steps, and then suddenly stopped, and raising his hands, exclaimed, a "pavement! a pavement here already ! How does this hap- pen ? Who could have done this? It must be my faithful Thomas I" — he continued — "I must thank him for it;" and he called out loudly, "Thomas! Thomas!" Thomas, who was in the cow-house, heard his voice, and ran to him in alarm. "Have you tumbled again, sir," he asked anxiously? " On the contrary," said Grandpapa, "thanks to you, Thomas, for having made this good substantial pavement so quickly and so well; it is really excellent," said he, stamping upon it with his foot, and walking over it in every direc- tion. " It is solid, and even, and slopes on either *ide ! I am very much obliged to you, Thomas.' - *' Alas! sir," said the man, "it is not I who did it — how vexed I am that I did not think of it what stupidity !" , . . TFE LITTLE PAVIOK. Q% " Who is it then ?" asked Grandpapa, " for this has been done since yesterday, and surely these stones are not mushrooms I Who could have thought of this ?" u I think I know who it is, sir," answered Thomas, "for yesterday in the afternoon I saw master Francis going down to the brook with his wheelbarrow. I could not think what it was for, but now I understand." " Francis ! did you say," exclaimed Grand papa; "how could that child have done ii even if he had wished? Are these stones only nuts, that that dear boy's little hands could have been able to knock them into the ground ?" • "Do you wish, sir, that I should look for him and bring him here ?" asked Thomas. Francis could no longer remain concealed. He ran from behind the bush, and threw him- self into his Grandpapa's arms; saying, "Dear Grandpapa, how happy I am to have been able to succeed." "It is you then, indeed, my son I" cried Grandpapa, as he shecl 100 THE LITTLE PAVIOR. bless your filial piety towards me ! May He retirn you two-fold all tbe good you have done my heart. But how did you manage?" "You ha\e often told me, dear Grandpapa, that 'Where there's a will, with the help of God, there's a way,' and I prayed to God, and was able to do it." "Well then, dear Francs," said Grandpapa, solemnly, " I promise you, that every day of my life, as long as I shall walk here below, when I pass over this pavement, which your affection has made for me, I will say to Gud *0 Lord, prevent Francis from falling in his way ! May thy goodness pave for him the path of life, whenever it becomes slippery.' '' Francis understood, and respectfully re- ceived this blessing; and whilst his Grand father paid his visit, the little pavior went and told his Grandmamma, what he had been able to do, and how God had already blessed him for ifc. 11. ®fci Silbtt Jsiult. " Then eaid Josus unto him. ■ (lo and do t icu lika- ■wise." — Luo, 2. 37. Mary. — (After having searched about the dining-room,) " Who has seen my silver knife ? William, John, Lucy, you who are amusing yourselves in the garden, have you seen my silver knife?" William. — (Going up to the window, and ii a sententious tone of voice,) " c Disorder/ says an ancient writer, 'occasions sorrow, and neg- ligence, blame.' " Mary. — " Admirable ! But that does not apply to me, for it is scarcely an hour since I laid my knife on this very table, which ccr tamly belongs to us." Lucy,— -" Are you quite sure of it, Mary !" •Tfiry— " Yes, indeed, there is no doubt of 102 THE SILVER KNIFE. it, for Sophy asked me to give her a pretty little red apple, as usual, before going to school. I went immediately to the fruit-room for it, and as it was a little spoiled, I cleaned it with my silver knife, which I laid on this table, whilst I was kissing her. I am there fore quite sure of it." John. — (Frowning,) — " For my part, I con fess, I don't like all these strangers who come about the house. For instance, that little Jane, who sells lilies of the valley, and straw- berries, and so on — I very much distrust her sullen look ; and who knows, if perhaps . . ?" Lucy — "Fie, fie, brother, to suspect that poor little modest gentle child, who supports her sick mother by her own industry 1 Oh I it is very wrong, John !" "What is the matter?" said their Father, who had heard this dispute from the garden, where he was reading under the shade of a tree. Mary related her story, and finished by say- in- ,— " Well, if it be God's will, So-be-itl Mj beautiful knife is lost !" * THE SILVER KNIFE. 103 "Yes, my dear girl," answered her father, " What God wills, is always best. But it is His will that I should watch over my house- ho'd. I must therefore know what has become of your knife. Did you ask Elizabeth if she had taken care of it, when she cleaned the room ? " Mary ran to the kitchen, and enquired of Elizabeth. " Your silver knife ! Miss," said the servant, coloring. " Have you lost that beautiful knife, Which was given you on your birthday ?" "I .ask you, if you have taken care of it," answered Mary. " I laid it this morning Upon the table in the dining-room, near the window." Elizabeth. — (with astonishment,) — Near the window ! Oh ! — I know where it is, now. About half an hour ago, when I went into the dining-room, to . . . put ... down c . some plates, I saw the great magpie, which build 9 its nest up in the large elm-tree, at the end of the garden, sitting on the window-ledge. It flew away as soon as it saw me ; but it had 104 THE SILVER KNIFE. something white and shining in its beak. Oh! yes, I remember now! it was the silver knife!" " The magpie," exclaimed Mary, " with my knife in its beak !" "Oh! Miss," replied Elizabeth, "there is no thief like a magpie. When I was at home, one of their nests was once pulled down, and nine pieces of silver were found in it, and a whole necklace of pearls ! Oh ! magpies are terrible birds, and you may be sure that your knife is in their nest." Mary returned to her father in the garden, and related to him all that Elizabeth had said, Dut added, " For my part, I don't believe a word of it |" 11 And why not?" exclaimed John, sharply, " Elizabeth is quite right ! Nothing steals like a magpie. Everybody says so. Come ! let us to work ! A ladder, a cord, and a long stick! Down with the nest! — Papa, will you allow me to climb the tree !" Luq/. — ( Holding John by the arm.) — " Brother, how can you think of it ? The THE SILVER KNIFE 105 elm is more than eighty feet high! Papa, I fceg of you, not to allow it." Father. — (Calmly.) — " No one shall get up the tree and risk his life, for a thing which certainlj is not there." u There is no thief like a magpie," repeated John, looking at the nest, which might be seen through the higher branches of the tree ; " but I confess it would not be easy to reacn it. These branches are very long and very slender !" William, who had said nothing as yet, but had been walking backwards and forwards, with his head down, and his hands in his pockets, turned suddenly round to Mary, and said, " I have been thinking we can soon know if your knife is in the nest. We only want a polemoscope for that. Hurrah ! long five optics !" "A lemoscope!" said Lucy, "What is that* Is it a long hook?" William. — (Smiling rather contemptuous^.; Poor sister ! What ignorance 1" Father - -" William, speak kindly — tell youi 06 THE SILVER KNIFE. sister what this instrument is, and wnat ycu want to do with it." William. — (Scientifically.) — " In war, when a besieged garrison wishes to know all the movements of the enemy, without being seen, they erect behind the walls, or the ramparts, a mirror, placed at the end of a long pole, and inclining towards the country. You under- stand, then, that everything that takes place outside, is reflected in the mirror, and can be seen from within, or in another mirror placed at the bottom of the pole, and sloping inwards. This, Lucy, is what is called a polemoscope- - that is to say, an instrument far observations In war." " Thank you," William, said Lucy, " but what are you going to do with it?" William. — *" The thing is quite plain. I am going to fasten a small mirror on a light pitchfork, inclining it downwa* ds. This pitch- fork I shall fasten f>mly to pole ; then some one will climb, dear papa, vithout any danger, as far as the strong branches reach ; from r iience he can draw up the pole and its mirror, THE SILVER KNIFE. 107 with a long string, and by raising the mirror above the nest, he will enable us to see, with the aid of your telescope, all that the nest contains. This is my plan, and I think it is not so bad I" Father. — (Smiling.) — " Dear William. It is a great pity, however, that you are so blind. There are two things you have not consid ered. One is, that the branches which cover the nest, are very thick and tufted. Therefore, your mirror, even if it reached their summit, would only reflect the leaves, and consequently neither the nest nor the knife ; and the other thing which you do not observe, is this, that the magpies, by an admi- rable instinct, which God has given them, build their nests, not like a basin, as you supposed, but in the form of a ball ; so that the nest is covered with a vaulted roof, formed cf sticks closely interwoven, which shelters the bird and its brood from bad weather, and above all, from the cruel claw of the kite or hawk." " I am rr.ucli obliged to you, dear papa," 108 THE SILVER KNIFE. said William. "What a pity " ae added, with a sigh ; " for my plan would otherwise have been infallible." "Let us seek a better one," said their father. " Mary, go and see if you have not left yout knife in the fruit-room. Perhaps it was yes- terday, that you peeled the apple for Sophy." 1 • I will do so," said Mary, and she went into the house for the key of the fruit-room. She soon returned, exclaiming, "The key is not in its place, and I put it there this morning." "Miss Mary is mistaken," said Elizabeth, coming out of the kitchen; "I see the key in the door." " Papa," said .Mary, " I recollect, when I put the key in the cupboard, this very morning, Sophy looked at it, and said, "It is certainly the prettiest key on the bunch." " Let us go to the fruit-room," said the father, directing his steps thither. " I fear this will prove a sad affair " " What is this, too," cried Mary, examining the shelves, " the big key of the cellar here THE SILVER KNIFE. Where did it come from ? And this key cov- ered with cheese, from one end to the other I " "Let us go to the cellar!" said the father. M I believe we shall find out more there than we can here." They opened the door, and found the bril- liant silver knife, not in the magpie's nest, but sticking in a cheese, from which a large portion appeared to have been detached. The children were amazed, and their Father much grieved. "Here is your knife, Mary," said John, who first saw it. " Certainly, there is no need of a looking-glass to find it." " Yon must not joke, "my children," said the Father; "this is a very sad business. I am thankful it has taken place in the absence of your dear Mother, and I forbid you writ- ing her anything about it. This must concern me, and me alone." William. — (Indignantly.) — "It amounts to a theft, a falsehood!" Lucy. — "Bat who has done it, William? Did not Mary leave her knife here ?" 10 119 THE SILVER KNIFE. William. — " Who saw the Magpie carrying it off, in his beak?" Mary. — (To Lucy.) — "Do you not under- stand that it was poor Elizabeth, who came here with my knife, which she took off the table where I left it, and who, after having cut a piece of cheese with it, went to the fruit* room, no doubt to steal some apples also." John. — (Angrily.) — "Papa, Elizabeth has acted deceitfully— will you allow her to re- main with you? One of the Psalms, the 101st, I think, says, 'He that worketh deceit shall not dwell within my house.' " The Father, — (Gravely.) "It is said also in Holy Scriptures, my son, that 'mercy re- joiceth against judgment,' and perhaps, John, if any of us, had been brought up like poor Elizabeth, we might have done even worse than this." "I am quite vexed," said Mary, "Oh! why did I not take more care of that wretched knife!" William, — "But, Mary, it was not your knife left upon the table, which tempted her THE SILVEE KMFE. Ill to take two keys secretly out of the cupboard, and which made them the instruments of this theft. For Papa," continued he, " it is a theft, and a shameful one too ! These stolen keys are no small matter 1" The Father.— (Calmly.)— "I know it my children, and it grieves my heart, that one of my servants, who daily hears the word of God read and explained, should so far have forgotten the fear of the Lord ! This is what saddens me, and wounds me deeply." Lucy. — "Elizabeth has not long been our cook, and probably she never heard the word of God before she came here. Poor girl ! she is perhaps very unhappy now, — and I am sure, she will repent and turn to God." The Father. — " That is right, my dear child, I rejoice tq hear you plead the cause of the unhappy, and even of the guilty, for as I said before, 'mercy rejoiceth against judgment.'" "I was therefore wrong," said John, "and I confess it .... for certainly I scarcely pitied her I did wrong ! and now I think as Lucy does." 112 THE SILVER KNIFE. "And 1 also," said William, "' Clemency governs courage, 7 says a Grecian historian, and" The Father. — (Very seriously.) — "But, my dear William, what have the pagans of old and their morals to do here? My son, you know it is the word of God which rules our conduct, and which commands us to suffer and to forgive." Lucy. — "Papa, ^ill you allow me to re- peat a passage, which I learnt by heart last Sunday?" The Father. — "Kepeat it, Lucy, and may God bless it to us all ! " Lucy. — " ' Execute true judgment, and show mercy and compassion every man to his brother.' It is in the seventh chapter of Zechariah. " "I too, was wrong then," said William, " very wrong ! for it is the wisdom of God alone, that enlightens us." " True, my son," said his Father, " may God always remind you of this. I am going to epeak to Elizabeth/ he added, "as for you. THE SILVER KNIFE. 113 my children, do not say a word about it , and above all, bless the Lord, for having made known to you his grace and holy law. Pray to him together, that my words may have their due effect upon the mind of this poor guilty creature." The Father went out to look for Elizabeth, and the children repaired to William's room, who, having knelt down with them, prayed to the Lord to take pity upon her, and to touch her heart, and he ended the prayer in the fol- lowing words: — "In thy great wisdom, Most Gracious God, and in thine infinite com- passion, through Jesus Christ, grant unto each of us true repentance, and a sincere change of heart, and may this affliction be turned to the glory of our Saviour Jesus." The children then returned to their several occupations, and not one of them ever thought of judging Elizabeth, or even speaking harshly of her. We may add, that the exhortation of her charitable master, produced sincere penitence in Elizabeth, and that the poor girl was not 10* 114 THE SILVER KNIFE. sent out of the house; for "mercy pleaded against judgment." It is thus that God deals with us ! Oh ! which of us can tel' low often he has re- ceived pardon from the Lord I fjrt fPflWn firms, The light cometh when do man can work."— -John, Ix, 4 "Ob! my sister! my sister! What a lesson r^ay we learn from the death of our dear Arrelia ! She was but sixteen years old like myself, and only two years older than you are, but how much had she done for the Lordi I saw and heard her, when Jesus came fcu call her to himself; I was in the churchyard when they placed her body in the grave! )h ! what a solemn warning! and now I frel humbled before God, and I pray Him to pour into my heart the same Spirit *which He bestowed so abundantly upon our friend, as well as that lively faith, which al- though .Amelia 'is dead, yet speaketh/ as it is said of A "bel, and which sha.1 speak through her for m rjj years to come ! 116 THE MODERN DORCAS. I wrote to you less than a fortnight ago, that Amelia was unwell ; but how little I then thought it was her last illness ! Oh ! how uncertain our lifj is, dear Esther, and how much wiser we should be if we would only believe so ! ' On the seventh day of her illness, her mother said to me, " Anna, your friend is going to leave us ; the danger of "her disorder increases every hour, and we must give her up to God 1" I wept much and bitterly, and could not at first believe it ; but when I was alone with Amelia, the next day, she said to me, with that calm peacefulness which never left her, " I am going away from this world, Anna ; yes, dear Anna, I am going to depart ; I feel it, and .... I am preparing myself for it !" I tried to turn away her thoughts from this subject ; I told her that she was mistaken, and that God would certainly restore her ; but she stopped me with firmness of manner, and said, 11 Do you envy my happiness, Anna ? Do you wish to prevent me from going to my THE MODERN DORCAS. 117 Heavenly home, to my Saviour, unto his light and glory ?" The entrance of her father and the Doctor prevented my reply, and I left the room in tears. " You must not cry," said her mother to me. m We must pray, and above all, seek profit from the occasion. The time is short I Her end is at hand ! But," added this servant of Christ, " thai end is the beginning of a life which shall have no end !" Three more days passed away. On the fourth, we had some faint hope, but the fol- lowing day, all had vanished, and towards evening, Amelia declared, that the Lord was about to take her. " Yes r ,my dear parente, my excellent father and mother," she said, with a beam of heav- enly joy on her countenance, "I am about to leave you ; but I do not leave my God, .'or I am going to see Him, l face to face.' " " My dear parents," she continued, affec- tionately, u rejoice at my departure ; I am going to Heaven a little before you, it is true, but it is only before you, and you know it; 118 THE MODERN ZJORCAS. anl the Apostle says, that, * to be with Christ is far better.' " I was present, Esther, and was crying. " Why do you cry, Anna ?" she said, " Are 30U sorry to see me go to my Father's house ?" " But, Amelia, /lose you ; we all lose you ; and . . . . " " I do not like to hear you say that, Anna ; do not repeat it, and do not think of it. Our Saviour says that, ' He who believes on Him shall not see death ;' and I am certain, that my soul is about to join those of His saints who have already departed this life, for His grace has also justified me." " Ah !" said her aunt, who had not left her bedside for two days, " you have always done the will of God, dear Amelia ; you are there- fore sure of going to Him." "Dear aunt," she replied, with sorrow on her countenance, " I assure you that you grieve me. I have been during the whole of my life, but a poor sinner, and have by no means done what you say ; but .... God Himself has pardoned me, and it is only, my THE MODERN DORCAS. 119 dear aunt, because the blood of Jesus has washed away my sins, that I shall see God." It was thus, my sister, that Amelia spoke at intervals almost the whole night. Her voic at length became weaker ; and towards morn ing, after a slight drowsiness, she said to hei father, " Papa, embrace your child once more." She then turned to her mother, and said, a My dear mamma, embrace me also, and .... may Jesus comfort you all !" A few minutes after, our darling friend fell gradually asleep, and her last breath died away like the expiring flame of a candle. She experienced nothing of the agony of death. Truly, dear Esther, Amelia knew not what death was ! But oh ! how I have myself suffered ! and how difficult it is to tear one's self thus forever here below, from such a friend as she was ! Nevertheless, my sister, God knows we have not dared to murmur. I wish you had heard the prayer that Amelia's father offered up, when his daughter had ceased to breathe ! Oh I it was the spirit of consolation itself 120 THE MODERN DORCAS. which spoke ! And since that solemn hour, what piety, what strength and peace of mind, Amelia's mother his displayed ! I am sure you would have said, that the Lord was present, and that He was telling us with His own voice: "Amelia triumphs — she is in My glory!" I wished to be in the churchyard when our friend, or rather, when her body of dust, was committed to the grave. There were many persons present, but especially poor people ; some old men, and several children, came to take their last leave of her, A grey-headed and feeble old man was standing near the grave, leaning with his two hands on a staff, and with his head depressed. He wept aloud, when the clergyman mentioned Amelia's name, as he prayed, and gave thanks to God. He then stooped down, and taking a little earth in his hand, said, as he scattered it over the coffin : " Sleep, sweet messenger of consolation ! Sleep, until He whom thy lips first proclaimed to me, calls thee to arise 1" And with this, he burst into tears, as they filled the grave. THE MODEKN DOECAS. 121 When all was finished, and the funeral pro- cession had departed, the poor people who were present approached the grave, sobbing, and repeating, "Sweet messenger of goodness! Our kind friend, our true mother !" And two or three of the children placed upon her grave nosegays of box and white flowers. " Alas," said a young girl, " she will never hear me read the Bible again, nor instruct me how to live !" Another cried loudly, " Who will now come to visit my sick mother, and read the Bible to her, and bring her comfort and assistance." And there was a father, a poor workman, with two little boys, who, holding his children by the hand, came and placed himself near the spot where the head of Amelia was laid, saying to them, " Here, my poor children, under this sod, rests that sweet countenance which used to smile upon you, as if she had been your mother ! Her lips have often told you, that you were not orphans, and that God was better to you than apparent. . . . Well, my dear children, let us remember what she 11 122 THE MODERN DORCAS. used to say : ( God has not forgotten us, and He will sustain us P' I was with my brother, who himself wept with all his heart, to see the sincere grief of these poor people. He whispered to me, " I have a great mind to speak to them, and ask them what Amelia used to do for them." I hud the same wish ; so we approached a group which surrounded the grave, and asked them when they had become acquainted with Ame- lia. " For my part," answered the old man, already spoken of, "this messenger of peace visited me two years ago, for the first time. I lived near a family to whom she had brought some worsted stockings, for winter was just setting in, and so my neighbor mentioned me to her, as a poor infirm old man. She desired to see me, and had she been my own daughter, she could never have shown me more respect and kindness ! She procured me a warm quilt that same evening, and on the morrow, towards the middle of the day, she came with hej excellent mother to pay me a long visit. THE MODEEN DOECAS. 123 "You must know/ sir," continued the old man, to my brother, " I was then very igno- rant, or rather my heart was hard and proud towards God. I had no Bible, and did not care about one. Well, this dear young lady not only brought me one, with her own hands, but came to read and explain it to me, with great patience, at least three times a week, during the first twelve months. " God took pity on me," added the old man, in a low voice, " and last year I began better to understand the full pardon which is in Christ Jesus, and was even able to pray with Miss Amelia. " She used sometimes to call me, ' My old father,' but it was I who ought to have called her the mother, the true mother of my soul. " Just one month ago, she came to me for the last time ; she gave me with a sweet smile, these worsted gloves, which she had knitted herself, and then recommended me with much respect and kindness to thank our Lord, who sent them me ! This was the last of that sweet lady's charities to me !" . . . 124 THE MODERN DORCAS. Upon this, the old man turned away weep- ing, and as he walked slowly on, he frequently looked back upon the newly-covered grave. " The same thing happened to me," said the workman. The mother of these two little children died ten months ago ; we were in want of everything, then, and I knew not even how to dress these children. Believe me, Miss," he added, addressing me with feel- ing, " when the mother is gone, all is gone I . . but our gracious God did not forsake us, for He sent us his angel ; I say His angel, although she is at present much more than an angel I . . Is she not indeed a child of God in heaven ? . . but, in short, she clothed these two little ones, and I am sure she did not spare herself in working for them ; the clothes they now wear were made chiefly by that dear young lady's hands. Then she used to come and visit us; she often made my two children go to her house, and always gave them good advice. She also sent them to school, and although it was certainly her mother who paid for them, yet it was Miss .Amelia who taught them to read THE MODERN DORCAS. at home, and who, almost every Sunday, made them repeat their Bible lessons. " Ah, Miss," he continued, " all that that dear young lady did for us, for our souls as well as for our bodies, will only be known in heaven, and at the last day. For my part,' and I say it here over her grave, and in the presence of God, I am certain, that when the Lord Jesus shall raise us all up again, the works of Miss Amelia will follow her, and we shall then see that while upon earth she served God with all her heart. " No," he added, as he wiped away the tears from his children's eyes, " I would not wish her to return from the glory which she now enjoys, at the same time I cannot conceal from }^ou, that my heart mourns for her, and lhat I know we have lost our consolation, our benefactress, our faithful friend !" " Who has not lost one ?" exclaimed a poor woman, at whose side stood the little girls who had planted the flowers; " I know very well that Miss Amelia's mother will take her place, she is so good and kind ! but it was no 11 # 126 THE MODERN DORCAS. little joy to receive a visit from that sweet and amiable young lady, so good, so pious, and so full of joy. Oh I what should I have done with my husband, so long confined to his bed, if this messenger of goodness had not procured work for me, and recommended me to the ladies who now employ me. And then again, what were we, until Miss Amelia spoke to us ? How much she had to put up with when I refused to read the Holy Scriptures ! and yet she was never weary of me. Oh ! no ; she came day after day, to exhort and to teach me, and blessed be God, we begin now to know something of what the Saviour has done for us. " And," added she, drawing the little girls towards her, " I shall go on with my dear children, reading and learning that word of God, which was Miss Amelia's greatest joy. " Come, come, my friends," she said, in a persuasive tone, " we must also die, and be put each in his turn, under this ground ; but as our benefactress is not dead .... (no, she Is not dead, for the Lord has said it!) — so THE MODEKN DOKCAS. 127 also shall not we die, if we follow in hei steps." The poor woman then wished us good day, and moved away with her children. We all walked on together, still speaking of Amelia. My brother took the names and addresses of many of the poor people, with whom he had just been conversing, and spoke a few words to them of comfort and encouragement. As soon as we were alone, he showed me the list of names, at the head of which was that of the old man, and he said, " Here is a blessed inheritance which Amelia has left us. She has done as Dorcas did : her hands have clothed the poor, and her lips have spoken comfort to them. Dear Anna, Amelia was lot older than we are ; let us remember this, 'or we know not when the Lord shall call us." How wise and pious this dear brother is ! We have already been able to pay together, two of Amelia's visits. Her mother, to whom we related all we had heard, gave us further particulars of what the pious and indefatigable Amelia used to do. Ah Esther, her religion 128 THE MODERN DORCAS. was not mere " lip-service." The Spirit of the Lord Jesus Christ assisted her, and she might have said with truth, I show " my faith by my works." Let us take courage, then, my dear and kind sister ! we lament our loss in Amelia's death, but on her own account I lament her not. I can only contemplate her in the pres- ence of God, and of her Saviour, and I rejoice to think of her delight when she entered the region of heaven. How beautiful it must be, Esther, to behold the glory of that heaven 1 to hear the voices of saints and angels, and to know that God loves us, and will make us happy forever. Think, sister, of the meaning oi— forever 1 Amelia's father, whom I saw a few hours ago with her excellent and pious mother, said to me, in speaking of their darling child, "For my own joy and comfort I should have wished to have kept her with us ; but, my dear Anna, even if I could have done so, what would have been all our happiness, compared with THE MODERN DORCAS. 129 that which she now possesses in the presence of her God." But do not suppose, my sister, that Ame- lia, with all her piety, was less prudent with regard to the things of this world, than faithful regarding those of heaven. Her mother has shown me her books, and her different arrange- ments, all of which indicate that discretion spoken of in Scripture, carried out in the most minute particulars. First, as respects order and cleanliness in everything belonging to her : it would be impossible to imagine a more proper arrange- ment than the one she made of each article, both in her wardrobe, her writing-table, her work-box, and her account-book. She had not much money to devote to her works of charity, but her industry made up for her limited means ; for instance, in opening the Bible which she generally made use of, I found in it, four or five pages written with a great deal of care; and her journal informed her mother, who read it, of the reason of this circumstance. It runs thus : 130 THE MODERN DORCAS. " As old Margaret has but one Bible, some of the leaves of which have been lost r I have given her mine, which is quite complete, and have taken hers, adding to it some sheets of paper, upon which I have written the passages which were deficient. Thus I have saved the expense of a new Bible ; and it is the same thing to me." Amelia's diary is very remarkable ; her mother has allowed me to read many portions of it, and to copy out what relates to her usual manner of employing each day. I send it to you, dear Esther, and you will find, as I have done, that the Spirit of God always teaches those who trust in Him, how precious time is here below. The following is what our dear friend wrote upon this subject. "January 1st, 1844. — Nearly eighteen cen- turies and a half have passed away, since our Saviour took upon himself the form of human flesh for our salvation. Those years seemed long as they succeeded each other, but now that they are gone, they appear as nothing. THE MODERN DORCAS. 131 "Families, and nations, and the mighty generations of mankind, which, in times gone by, peopled the earth, have all passed away. Nothing remains of them here below ! "But such is not the case in heaven, — I should rather say, — in eternity. There, all these nations still exist, no man can be absent, out must appear before the Sovereign Judge, to answer for the use which he has made of his time. " How short that time is ! Where are the years that David lived, and where are those which Methusaleh passed in this world ? their whole duration seems, at this distance, in the words of St. James, 'Even as a vapor that appeareth for a little time, and then vanisheth away.' " It will therefore be the same with me. I know not how long I shall live here below, perhaps I shall see but a portion of this year, and shall enter into glory before it is con- cluded ; or perhaps I shall yet see many more years. This th3 Lord knows, and I ought not to consider that such knowledge would be of 132 THE MODERN DORCAS. any importance to me, since that which con- stitutes my life, is not its length or duration, but the use which is made of it. 44 It is to Tesus, then, that all my life must be devoted, without him I can do nothing. 'My life is hid with Christ in God.' He has 'bought me with a price,' I ought, therefore, 4 to glorify God in my body, and in my spirit, which are God's/ " Truly to live is to know, that my thoughts and actions are all directed to the glory of Jesus, whether upon earth by faith and hope, or in heaven by the sight and by the glory of God. " But here below, I have only time at my disposal; that is to say, days composed of hours; or rather, I have in reality but a single day to make use of. Yesterday is no longer mine, and to-morrow, where is it? I have it not yet, and perhaps shall never see it. "Lo my earthly life is 'to-day.' What must I do then with 'to-day,' that God may be honored and glorified in it ? for after all, if I have the happiness of counting the year THE MODERN DORCAS. 133 1844, as dating from a christian era, and not from that of a false prophet with the Mahom* edans, nor yet of a false God, with the poor Indians, it must be to Jesus Christ, from whose birth I count my years, that thoso years should be dedicated. " Here I am, therefore, in the presence of my Saviour, of whom I implore the Spirit of wis- dom and prudence to guide me in the employ- ment of this my day, since in reality I have but one, and that is, ' To-day.' " But I cannot do better than walk in the footsteps of my Kedeemer, and in his conduct and conversation whilst on earth, I observe these three things : Temperance, piety, and charity, to all of which he wholly devoted him- self, and has thus left me an example to follow. " I will therefore imitate him first in his temperance. He rose early in the morning — he eat frugally — he worked diligently — he wearied himself in well-doing: in a word, he exerted the whole strength of his mind and body in the cause of truth, but never in the cause of evil. 12 134 THE MODERN DORCAS. " These, therefore, must be settled rules, moderate sleep, moderate repasts, moderate care and attention to the body ; active employ- ment, always to a useful purpose, profitable to my neighbor, and never interfering with my duties at home. " In the next place, I must imitate Jesus in His piety. His Father's will was as His daily food. What a thought ! To live wholly to God, and as He himself teaches us in His Holy Word. To do this, I must know His Word ; I must study it, meditate upon it, and learn it by heart. Besides reading, I must pray, for prayer is the life both of my heart and soul with God. What glory is thus permitted to me, a poor sinner, that I ought, and that I can, live to Him, love Him, and devote myself to Him ! It is heaven already begun on earth ; for in heaven my soul will enjoy no other happiness than that of knowing God, and living to His glory. This thought fills me w r ith joy, and I am encouraged by it to consecrate myself wholly t) Him, as did my Lord and Savioui THE MODERN DORCAS. 135 " Lastly, I will, by the grace c£ God, imi- tate Jesus in his charity. How many souls there are about me to love, to comfort, to enlighten and to assist. But I can only do it in the measure which God himself has assigned to me. At my age, and but a girl, subject to the wishes of my parents, I ought only to desire to do good in proportion to the means with which the Lord has furnished me. But I must, in so doing, endeavor to overcome selfishness, idleness, the love of ease, avarice, hardness of heart, pride, and indifference, and I must love my neighbor as myself. Oh! what an important undertaking, and how many excuses and deceits this kind of charity will encounter and overcome. " But I will look to Jesus, and pray to him ; I will implore the secret guidance of his Spirit ; and since he is faithful, he will not leave me alone, but will lead me, and enable me to walk day by day, I mean ' to-day/ in his sight, and in communion with him, who is so full of love and gentleness." This, my dear Esther, is what I have copied 136 THE MODERN DORCAS. from Amelia's journal. You see the light m which our friend regarded her life on earth, and how much importance she attached to one dtiy — a single day. As I read what sh« had written, I felt my soul humbled before God, and I trembled to think of the useless way in which I had hith- erto spent my time. You see in particular what Amelia felt on the subject of piety ; what love her soul had for God ! and this is what produced in her that active, sincere, and constant charity. You cannot form the least idea of. the works of kindness and benevolence which she was enabled to accomplish. That passage, " The memory of the just is blessed," is truly appli- cable to her. Amelia was justified in her Saviour, for she trusted in him, and thus was she also justified before God, by her faith in Jesus. The spirit of Jesus led her in " all her way," and in whatever family she appeared, her actions and words manifested a heavenly mind. Her naine is remembered with blessing in THE- MODERN DORCAS. 137 the hearts of all who knew her ; her counsels, her instructions, her example, and her acts of benevolence, are continually spoken of by those who witnessed them, and it is thus that she left behind a sweet savor of holiness, like a ray of heavenly light. Dear Esther, here is an example placed before us ; it has been the will of God that we should know her, that we might be charmed with her excellence, and that the happiness both of her life and death, might tempt us to imitate her. No, no, my sister, she is not dead ; she ia rather, as the poor workman said, at her grave, " a child of God in heaven." As she followed Jesus, let us also follow her, and let her memory be thus a blessing to us both. God be with you, my dear sister. I long to see you, that we may pray the Lord together, to make us like his faithful, holy servant, the dear and pious Amelia. Yours, &c, Anna- 12* IV. ®|t fact fomft bj % Mag-^ifce. "Take away the dross from, the silver, and there shall come forth a vessel for the finer." — Prov zxv, 4. Every one knows in these days what is meant by a religious tract. It is a little printed pamphlet, which is sold at a very low price, or is still oftener given away, or dropped in the streets and lanes, that those who either purchase, or accept, or find them, may read the truths of the Gospel, and the good advice which they contain. This is an old fashioned way of imparting instruction, both to high and low. It was in use, for instance, as early as the first days of the Reformation, when some faithful Christians of Picardy, in France, assembled together to read the Holy Scriptures, on which account they were exposed to persecution, death, and above all, to be burnt alive. THE TRACT FOUND BY THE WAY-SIDE. 139 These true disciples of the Lord Jesus com posed and distributed, with considerable diffi- culty, some little pamphlets, in which were taught the doctrines of salvation by Christ alone, and in a form which enabled the poor and ignorant to read and understand ; for it was impossible for them at that time to procure a Bible, which was not only a scarce book, but cost a large sum of money : indeed, almost as much as a thousand Bibles would cost in the present day, and which, besides, they could not carry home and read quietly to themselves, as they were able to do with a simple tract. At a later period, and chiefly for the last fifty years, this method has been adopted in almost all countries where true Christian churches and societies have been established ; and even now, millions of these tracts, adapted to all ages and conditions of men, are published and distributed every year. It is, however, but too true, that many tracts thus distributed are not religious tracts ; that is to say, the substance of them is not in conformity with the truth of scripture 1 . Many 140 THE TRACT FOUND BY THE WAY-SIDE. are published for the purpose of upholding false religion and wicked principles, and which, consequently, do great mischief to those who read them. And if it be asked, • How can a good tract be distinguished from a bad one?" we thus reply to this very natural question. A good tract is that which leads us to the Bible ; which speaks of the love of God in Christ ; and which encourages the reader to be holy from a motive of love to God. A bad tract is therefore that which does not speak of the Bible ; which tells us that salva- tion may be obtained by human merit, and which consequently would persuade us to be religious from interested motives: that is to say, to obtain pardon by means of our own good works. Those tracts, too, which speak of man's happiness as if it came from man alone, and not from God, and which consequently deny the truth of God's word : these must also be called bad tracts, and must therefore be care- fully avoided. THE TEACT FOUND BY THE WAY-SIDE. 141 The good that is done by the distribution of good tracts, can scarcely be believed. There are many families, even in prosperity, who never tasted real happiness until some of these evangelical writings found their way amongst them. The following anecdote is an interesting proof of this : The family of a vinedresser, in the Canton of Yaud, in Switzerland, was, unhappily, as well known in the village in which he lived, for his bad conduct, as for his impiety. The father, whose name we will not mention, was a proud and hard-hearted man, both intem- perate and dissolute ; and his wife, whc thought as little of the fear of God as her husband did, was what might be called a noisy babbler. The pastor of the village had often, but vainly, endeavored to lead these unhappy people to a sense of religion, but he was always received by them with scoffing and ridicule. The family was composed of the vinedress- er's thre^ children. The eldest, Mark, was as 142 THE TRACT FOUND BY THE WAY-SIDE. haughty as his father, and although he was only fourteen years of age, he was already able to join in the disorders of his drunken and gaming companions. He was entirely devoid of any sense of religion. His sister, Josephine, who was rather more than twelve years old, possessed a more amiable disposi- tion. The pastor's wife took much interest in this child, who could not help seeing that her parents were not guided by the Spirit of God. Peter, the youngest, was but ten years of age, but his brother's wicked example counteracted all the good which he might have received from that of his more amiable sister. About the end of May, there was to be, in a village not far distant, a match at rifle-shoot- ing. It was a public fete, at which all the people in the neighborhood assembled. On the morning of this day, Mark had answered his father with great insolence, at which he was so much enraged, that he pun- ished him severely, and forbad him, besides, to go to the fete. The father went thither THE TKACT FOUND BY THE WAV-SIDE. 143 himself, and Mark, after a moment's indecis- ion, determined not to heed the command he had received, but to follow him to the shoot- ing-match. He therefore took advantage of his mother's absence, who, according to her usual custom, was gone to gossip with some of her neigh- bors, and notwithstanding the remonstrances of Josephine, he hastened over fields and hedges, to the scene of the match. " What is this ?" cried he, picking up a little pamphlet, with a cover of colored paper, which was lying on the path near the opening in the hedge. " Oh ! it is one of those tracts they leave about everywhere ; it will do very well to load my gun ;" and so saying, he put the tract into his pocket, and ran on as before. But when he approached the village where they were shooting, dancing, playing, and making a great noise, he suddenly stopped, for he recollected that if he should meet with his father, who was there, he would certainly beat him, and send him home again, in pres- ence of all the people who might be assem- 144 THE TRACT FOUND BY THE WAT-SIDE. bled ; besides, his brother Peter was there also, and he might see him, and tell his father. He therefore kept at a distance, behind a hedge, not daring to advance any farther. " Supposing I read this book !" said he, at last, after having vainly racked his brain to find out how he could be at the fi§te without being discovered. " There is nothing in it but nonsense, I know beforehand ; however, it will occupy me for a while." This tract was called " The Happy Family," and Mark became so much interested in it, that he not only read the whole, but many parts of it twice over. "How odd it is," said he, when he had finished reading ; " I should never have thought it could be thus ; this Andrew and Julia, after all, were much happier than we are, and than I am, in particular. Ah !" added he, as he walked on by the hedge-side, looking on the ground, " possibly Josephine may have spoken the truth, and that, after all, the right way is the one which this lady points out." As he thought over the little story he had THE TRACT FOUND BY THE WAYSIDE. 145 been reading, lie retraced his steps towards his own village, at first rather slowly, bnt goon at a quicker pace, and he entered his father's house very quietly, and without either whistling or making a noise, as he generally did. " You have not then been to the fete," said Josephine. Mark. — (A little ashamed.) — "I dared not go, I was afraid my father would beat me." Josephine. — "It would have been better, Mark, if you had been equally afraid of of- fending God." Mark was on the point of ridiculing her, as he always did, but he recollected Andrew and Julia, and was silent. Josephine. — (Kindly.) — " But is it not true, Mark? would it not be better to fear God, than to be always offending him ?" Mark — (Knitting his brow.) — " Yes, as An- drew and Julia did I would it not?" Josephine. — (surprised.) — ( Of whom do you Bpeak, Mark ? Is it of "The Happy Family/ 1 in which an Andrew and a Julia are men- 13 146 THE TRACT FOUND BY THE WAY-SIDE. tioned. Have you ever read that beautiful story ?" " Here it is," said Mark, drawing the tract from his pocket, and giving it to his sister. Josephine. — "Yes, this is it, exactly I But brother, where did you get it, for it is quite new; did you buy it of a Scripture Reader." "Did l'buy it?" said Mark, sullenly. 'Do you suppose I should spend my money in such nonsense as that?" Josephine. — " Then how did you get it ? Did any one give it you ?" Mark. — (Slyly.) — "Ah I they have often tried to give me some, but I tore them to pieces, and threw them away, before their faces!" Josephine. — "So much the worse, Mark! for the truth of God is written in them, and it is very sinful to tear the truth of God in pieces." Mark. — (Rudely.) — " But you see I have not torn this, for it is quite whole I And as you are so anxious to know how I came by it, I found it on the ground, near the road, and just beyond the brushwood." THE TRACT FOUNT BY THE WAT-SIDE. 147 Josephine. — "Ah! then I know where it came from. The Pastor's son, and the two sons of the schoolmaster, have got up a Kelig- ious Tract Society, who distribute them in all directions." Mark. — (Reproachfully.) — "And pray why do they scatter them about in this way ? Can't they leave people alone, without cramming every body's head with their own fancies. Let them keep their religion to themselves, and leave other people to do the same." Josephine. — " Do you think, Mark, that An- drew and Julia did wrong to listen to their father and grandmamma, and to follow the precetps of the Bible in preference to the ridi- cule of scoffers." Mark. — (Softened.) — " I did not say that . . I think Andrew and Julia were right ; but . . . come give me back the Tract; I want to look at something in it again." Mark then went away, carrying the Tract with him; and shortly after, Josepnme saw him sitting in the garden, behind a hedge of sweet-briar, reading it attentively. 148 THE TBACT FOUND BY THE WAY-SIDE. { ' Where's that good-for-nothing Mark?" de« manded the vinedresser, when he returned home at night half tipsy. "Did he dare to venture to the shooting-match? I was told that he was seen sneaking about the outskirts of the village! where is he now?" " He went to bed more than an hour ago," answered his mother, "and was no more at the shooting-match than I was, for I saw him reading in the garden." "Mark, reading!" replied his father. "What could he be reading ? It would be a miracle to see him with a book in his hand. An idle fellow like him, who never did learn any thing, and never will!" The vinedresser's wife was silent, and after putting poor little Peter to bed, who was quite tired and weary, she managed to get the father to bed also, and peace reigned for a season in this miserable abode. Mark, however, who was not asleep when his father returned, had heard himself called a good-for-nothing idle fellow, and he trem- bled from head to foot, when he fouri he THE TRACT FOUND BY THE WAY SIDE. 149 had been seen in the neighborhood of the village. "What a good thing it was," said he to himself, " that I did not go on I It was cer- tainly God who prevented me I" added he, half ashamed of the thought because it was so new to him ; but he determined no longer to resist it. On the morrow, to the great surprise of his father and mother, Mark got up in good humor ; he answered his father without grumbling, and when he was desired to go and work in the field, Mark hastened to take his hoe and spade, and set off, singing merrily. " What has happened to him ?" asked the father. " One would scarcely believe it was he ! Wife, what did you say to him yester- day, to make him so good-humored this morn- ing?" " I never even spoke to him," said his wife, dryly. " You know how whimsical he *s." " I wish he may remain in his present mind !" said the vinedresser ; and thereupon he went off to the ale-house, to talk with hia 13* 150 THE TRACT FOUND BY THE WAY-SIDE. neighbors of the best shots of the preceding day. Josephine related the history of the little tract to the good pastor's wife, who advised her to meet Mark on his return from the field, and to speak to him again of what he had read. " Is it you, sister ?" said Mark, in a happy tone of voice, as soon as he saw her. " It ia very good of you to meet me." Josephine, who never received such a wel- come from him before, was quite delighted, and going up to him, she said, affectionately, " I want very much to talk with you again about Andrew and Julia." Mark. — (Seriously.) — " And so do I. I should like very much to resemble them." Josephine. — (Quickly.) — " Do you mean what you say, Mark ? Have you thought of it again since yesterday ?" Mark. — (Still serious.) — " I have thought so much about it, that I am determined to change my habits. Yes, Josephine, I think you are right, and that, after all, religion is better than ridicule." THE TRACT FOUND BY THE WAY-SHE. 151 The conversation continued as it had com- menced, and when Mark returned home, he went up and kissed his mother, who was just laying the table for dinner. " What's the matter ?" said she, with som surprise ; " you seem in very good spirits to- day." " Nothing is the matter, good mother, but that I wish to alter my conduct," replied Mark, seriously. " To alter your conduct," cried little Peter, as he looked up in his brother's face, and began to titter. " And you, too, little Peter," said Mark, "you must become good, also." " What a funny idea," cried the child, laughing. " What has made you turn school- master, all at once ? and, pray, when am I to begin?" " We shall see by-and-bye," said Mark, kindly. " In the meantime, come and help me to tend the cow." " There is something behind all this !" said the mother and she blushed to think that 152 THE TRACT FOUND BY THE WAY-SIDE. this change had not been occasioned by any. thing she had said or done to him, herself. When the father returned from the ale- house, they all sat down to dinner, and aa usual, without saying "grace" Josephine said her's to herself, and Mark, who recol- lected Andrew and Julia, blushed when he took his spoon to eat his soup. After dinner, when they were out of the house, Josephine said to Mark, " What a pity it is, brother, that papa does not pray before each meal." 11 All that will come in time, Josephine," said Mark ; " I never prayed myself, and yet . . . . I must now begin directly. But what shall I do ? Papa will be very angry if he sees me religious." " I do not think he will," said Josephine, li for I heard him say to mnmma, this morn- ing, that he should be very glad if your conduct improved." Mark blushed, bui did not reply. He returned to his work without being desired to do so, and his father, who was quite aston* THE TRACT FOUND BY THE WAT-SIDE. 153 ished, said to his wife, " There is something very extraordinary about Mark. I wish it may last." " You wish it may last !" said his wife ; " how can you wish that, when you do not care to improve yourself." " And you, my poor wife," said the vine- dresser, " do you care to change any more than I do? I think as to that matter, we cannot say much against each other." " Well, at all events," said his wife, " I am not a drunkard." " Nor am I a tattler," replied the husband. " And for this reason let us each think of our own fault, and if Mark is disposed to reform, do not let us prevent him ; for, my poor wife, our example is not a very good one for him." Josephine, who was working at her needle, in the adjoining room, could not help over- hearing this confession of her father, and she felt the more encouraged to uphold Mark in his good intention. She therefore went again to meet him, and repeated to him all she 1 ad heard. " I think," 254 THE TRACT FOUND BY THE WAY-SIDE. added she, " you will do well to relate what has happened to our father and mother, and read them the little tract." " Not yet," said Mark, " for my principles are not sufficiently strong. It is but an hour since the ale-house keeper's son laughed at mo, because I told him I would not play at nine-pins with him, during working hours. He asked me if I was becoming a Methodist, and I did not know what answer to make. However, I trust I am already improving, and I have read the little tract again for the third time." " Oh !" said Josephine, " we ought to read the Bible, and ,ve do not possess one." " True," said Mark, somewhat surprised. " I never thought of that. We have really no Bible in the house ! Indeed, this must not be," he added, looking on the ground, and striking it with his spade. " What shall we do, then ?" said Josephine, " for it would be very nice to have one." Mark became thoughtful, but said nothing From that day his conduct was always regu THE TRACT FOUND BY THE WAY-SIDE. 155 lar, and his habits industrious, so much so, that his father, who was never in the habit of showing him much kindness, said to him, at the dinner table, and before all the rest of the family, " Well, my good Mark, tell us what has happened to you ; for it is very pleasant to us to see how well you now behave. Tell us, my boy, what has been the cause of this improvement.' 7 11 It was from this book," said Mark, draw- ing it out of his pocket, where he always kept it. " What book is it?" said his mother, scorn- fully. " Is it not some of that horrid trash, that " Be silent," cried the father. " If this book has done good, how can it be horrid trash ? Do sour grapes produce good wine ?" "But," replied the mother, bitterly, "I will not have any of those books and tracts in this house." " Well, for my part," said the vinedresser, a I will encourage all that teach my children to do what is right. Mark has worked well for the last eight days ; he has not occasioned 156 THE TRACT FOUND BY THE WAY-SIDE. me a moment's vexation during the whole of that time, and as he says that this book has been the means of his improvement, I shall also immediately read it myself. Come, Mark, let us hear it. You can read fluently ; come, we will all listen. Wife, do you be quiet, and you too, Peter; as for Josephine she is quite ready." Mark began to read, but he could not pro- ceed far; his father got up and went out, without saying a word, and his mother began to remove the dinner-things. But as soon as the family re-assembled in the evening, the father said to Mark, " Go on with your reading, Mark, I want to hear the end, for I like the story." Mark read, and when he came to that part of the tract, in which the Bible is mentioned, the vinedresser looked up to a high shelf on the wall, where were some old books, and said, "wife, had we not once a Bible?" 11 Fifteen years ago," she answered, "you exchanged it for a pistol." The vinedresser blushed, and listened with THE TRACT FOUND BY THE WAY-SIDE. 157 out further interruption until Mark had done reading. When the tract was finished, lie re- mained silent, his head leaning on his hands, and his elbows on his knees. Josephine thought this was the time to speak about the Bible, which she had so long wished to possess, and she went up to her father, and stood for some time by his side without speaking. Her father perceived her, and raising his head, he said to her, "What do you want, Josephine, tell me, my child, what do you want to ask me?" "Dear papa," said the child, "I have long desired to read the Bible, would you be so kind as to buy me one ?" "A Bible," cried her mother, "what can you want with a Bible, at your age?" "Oh! wife, wife," said the vinedresser, much vexed, "when will you help me to do what is right?" "Yes, my child," he added, kissing Josephine's cheek, "I will buy you one to-morrow. Do you think there are any to be had at the pastor's house ?" 14 158 THE TRACT FOUND BY THE WAY-SIDE. " Oh I yes, plenty," cried Josephine, " and very large ones too !" " Very well then," said the father, as he got up, and went out of the house, "you shall have a very large one." "But," said his wife, calling after him, " you don't know how much it will cost." " It will not cost so much as the wine I mean no longer to drink!" replied the father, firmly. He kept his word. The Bible was pur- chased on the morrow, and the same evening the father desired Mark to read him a whole chapter. The ale-house saw him no more the whole of that week, and still less the follow- ing Sunday. His friends laughed at him, and wanted to get him back. He was at first tempted and almost overcome, but the thought of the Bible restrained him, and he deter* mined to refuse. "Are you gone mad, then?" said they. "No," replied he, "but I read the Bible now, and as it says, that drunkards shall not 1 inherit the kingdom of God,' I listen to what it says, and I desire to cease to be a drunkard." THE TRACT FOUND BY THE WAY-SIDE. 159 " You see," said Josephine to Mark, as they accompanied each other to church, "how good God has been to us. "We have now a Bible, and it is read by all at home." Mark, — "Have you been able to tell the pastor's son how much good his tract has done us?" Josephine. — " I told his mother." Mark. — " And what did she say?" Josephine. — "She said, 'God is wonderful in all his ways,' and that, \ He which hath begun the good work in us, will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ.' " Mark. — (Feelingly.) — " Who could have thought that when I went as a rebel to that Fete, that God was there waiting to draw me to himself. But. dear Josephine, there is yet much to be done." " But," said Josephine, " where God has promised he is also able to perform. He haa told us to pray in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ. Let us do so, and you will see that God will renew our hearts, and make us wise and good. 7 ' ^ fc tre*ta S me t rdy t ^ fl o^ e3COr • "ur happinesses also* 16 18 ™ the "nappy coIuinn *y _ _ ~TAe A' inele€n(h century. Faithful .-Stall. Will you not speak once more? My heart is crying Through the chill darkness to you! Can it be That I. .should call and you make no reply- ing, That no response should come from you to me? Have we not loved each other? Have we not, bending At the same shrine, together knelt in prayer? Have not our thoughts in absence yet been blending? Have we not grieved each for the other's care ? You loved me, and, though ofttimes sad and lonely, Your love sang like an angel in my heart; I loved you— I, one amongst many only, Yet you did set me in some place apart. I call— you will not answer; I am weeping Tears that there is no hand to wipe away; Athwart my life the shades of Death are sweeping; Do you not know it? Yet no word you say. . Have we not loved? Oh, bitter end of loving, Sflence and darkness! Nay, 'tis not the end Cf luve like ours! v 'Tis God Himself is , proving How much the heart of friend can trust in friend! "Trust me!" — so once you urged when we were nearest, When I could hear your voice and see your face: And I will trust you, hold you still the clearest, Will ne'er yield up the sweet Past's per- fect grace! Yea, we have loved! Love knows no chang- ing ever! Do we not love? Dear, with unfalt'ring will I cleave to you, thotr^h Life and Time may sever, And Death between us sweep more darkly still. And, though I call snd there comes no replying, And though I know not now your thoughts of me, Though only silence raeets my heart-sick crving. And no fruition of EiF faith I see, Though all my pray'rs. though all my tears avail not To win the words i yearn for— I still love!"— . . .. Yet will I trust, yet vill be sure you fail not ; Love, crownless here, angels may crown SHIRLEY WYNNE.