THE UNIVERSITY OF NORTH CAROLINA LIBRARY THE WILMER COLLECTION OF CIVIL WAR NOVELS PRESENTED BY RICHARD H. WILMER, JR. /I (/ jyiUaitRCOLLfcjCiiUi THE MONT AN AS; OB UKDER THE STAKS. 21 li0mance« BY SALLIE J. HANCOCK OP KENTUCKY. '• A day, an hour, of virtuous Liberty Is worth a whole eternity of bondage." ^. NEW YORK : Carleton, Publisher^ 4.13 Broadway. M DCCC LXTL Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1S66, by GEO. W. CAELETON, in the Clerk's Office of the District Court of the United States for the Southern District of 2^ew York. f The New York Printing Company, 8i, 83, and 85 Centre Street, New York. To OUR CIRCLE IN TKE DEAR OLD HOME, IN THE DAYS OF OUR WAITIXG AXD WATCHINa FOR ONE WHO STOOD BY THE FLAG OF THE XATION, TJXDEE ITS STARS WAS LOVINGLY INSCRIBED BY HIS SISTEB THE AUTHORESS. 602937 The Montanas. CHAPTER I. " Spontaneous joys ! where Nature has its play, The soul adopts and owns their first-born sway. " Goldsmith. It was one of those spaces that ensue when Nature, wearied of the convulsions from which spring mountains lofty and grand, hills « rock-ribbed" and broken into ranges vast and far, comes down to repose for a while on smooth lawns and crystal streams, whose currents dash in wild- ness adown the steeps, then tamely ripple through an interval of gentle gliding on their journey to the distant sea. There, in one of those vales of quietness in which nestled the town of Waybum, where, after having given up our handsome house in New York, we came to live in a little cottage, around which the snow wrapped its great white arms in winter-time ; while the cheeiful fire glowed and crackled on the hearth within, from which arose a genuine old-fashioned chimney of the Puritan times, where the swallows hold their summer revels to this day. I wonder if they missed me, for my childish hands had often fed them, when after our brief sojourn we three went away— one to the sunny, and two to the sUent land ? Or if m their calen- dar there may be found any record of the time when first 8 THE MONTANA S. the echoless space reigned there grimly, as if in constant reminder of the voices that had ceased to speak as they were wont to speat, and now uttered words in tones that made the home music cheery to other time and place than these, when the merry cricket sang his season song by the hearth-side? Even now I never see a band of swallows cutting the sunshine with their dark wings but I think of Raphael, and how they were his only companions in the solitary house, where he lived with his memories of a beau- teous love-lighted past; and how he fed and cared for them at the last, just before his great soul — emancipated — mounted the blue stairs to heaven where Julia was, with a footstep light as " swallows on the wing." The thoughts which come to me to-day are not alone of him or the swallows that he loved ; though I too loved them, for they were long the only tenants of my broken home. A memory lies far back amid the great billows of the past ; a calm space beneath a sky that was sweetly, brightly blue, and each season's sun arose on flower-strewn banks. The tides of life broke stilly on those morning shores, and the golden days rippled by with a gliding tread that was half rest, half dream. I have often wondered if other homes were like tbis one of mine in the feeling and the pre- sence ; time has not answered my question satisfactorily. I know now how the bright links in the chain are apt to fall apart when misfortune comes, cutting into them with the sharp sabre of her discipline. And how wide asunder the hearts of the hearth-circle may become, when spaces of the outside world come in between. But I thought not these thoughts then, as I lay in the stilly nights looking from the windows of my little room, breaking the course of the moon from the first pale cold flicker of her empty cycles, to the fall glory of her perfection ; or pondering of THE MONTANA S. ' 9 the great untried world outspread under the stars ; and of the heaven that seemed so vast and so far. I never felt that we were poor, for I was so rich in all those attributes which tend so much to brighten life, and make it treasured in whatever sphere its altitudes may be cast. There was a genial warmth in God's sunshine, and a glory in all things His hands had created. Oh ! now for the worship of that childhood time ! My father marvelled that I never repined at our chano-e of circumstances, he was himself so sore at heart ; and when I saw him bowing lower day by day, I began to feel very wicked that I did nothing to take the sting from his crushed spirit ; and grasp by one effort of the will aH he meant, when he said to me that his " last venture had failed him." There was no change apparent in our house- hold, yet my father came to be a laborer for his daily bread. Wayburn had its manufactories, as have all North- em towns, and at one of these he worked, growing each day more gloomy and morose. My gentle mother, too, suffered ; how good she was to hide the pain that was gnawing at her heart, and appear to sympathize with my gaiety of mood, which seemed only to wound and iiTitate him. Men so rsrely understand their young daughters, though they often forgive the wildest freaks and the gravest incursions upon authority, if the error is perpetrated by a son. I had one female companion, Leah Eldridge, of whom I was very fond ; we often ran riot in our garden grounds while my father sat silent, and mother looked on with an expression I shall never forget. There was such charity for our shortcomings, and such tender love in it. Oh ! where in after years do we find the heart that will hold for us these things like a mothei''s ? 1* 10 THE MONTANA S. At such times Leah left me early in the evenings ; then I would brush my father's scattered hairs, and j)re9sing a good-night kiss upon the lips of each, would steal quietly to my little room and count the stars, until sleep came so softly to my pillow I half imagined I numbered them in dreams. Then at morning I would watch the sun, as with golden fingers he knocked at the portals of Mr. Kings- well's great square house on the slope, just beyond our groimds, with its white colonnade, and mantUng i\^, and broad sides encrusted with the lichens of years. It was pleasant to see the mists as they rolled like sheets of crystal ether from the summits of the New Hampshire hills, with their forests of cedar rising dark into the sky. In the early evenings, too, I loved to watch life at the great house ; its ebb and flow ; its lights flitting to and fro, and shining in the darkness like my stars. How strangely came about my acquaintance with its inmates. I first met Mrs. Kingswell at the house of Captain Bob Eldridge ; so he was called by everybody in Wayburn. Everybody seemed to know him ; the smallest child could have pointed out to the curious stranger the eccentric seafarer's abiding- place. It was a tall, rickety, old domicile, very bam-like in ap- pearance, with very steep roof and weather-stained gables, to which were attached martin boxes of a peculiar style of architecture, around which the wind shrieked and howled most piteously in the chill seasons; and a greenish slime choked the few simple blossoms that dared to hft their trusting heads, and look for summer shine in the atmo- sphere of such dense thickets of arbor vitae and box, whose lower limbs ran together in dense masses on the ground. Notwithstanding the exterior was thus unprepossessing, within were the marks of thrift visible everywhere; for THE MONTANAS. 11 Mrs. Alice was a tidy housewife, and Leah was swiftly growing into the ways her mother had striven to teach her ; so, despite one lowering shadow, this too was a happy home. Mrs. Eldridge had been for years an invalid. She seemed spirit-broken like my father. The ways of sorrow are common ways, and we fall into them very readily. Captain Bob was a cheerful fellow, very full of jokes and stale aphorisms. He came often to our house, and his visits seemed to cheer my father though they were short, and the evenings usually long ; yet his presence, however brief his stay, was a source of comfort to the old man. We love to have those about us who are well and strong, when we are weak and suflfer. I say old, though my father was still young in years ; I did not then know that time is the last thing to blanch the cheek and silver the hair. There are bypaths to age much shorter than those throuo-h the years which we live upon earth ; those of grief and sin are briefest of all. Mrs. Eldridge was suffering more than usual, and Mrs. Kingswell spent much time with her. Even then I had a vague presentiment, which afterwards became a certainty, that kind as was this lady to his wife, her visits annoyed Captain Bob ; and that he, of manner usually off-hand and careless, was restive and uncomfortable in her presence. Though I was surprised at the brusque tone of his declination of a courtesy so gentle, when she suggested that her husband would come down with her " in the evening for awhile," the Captain very gruffly thanked her, saying he would prefer, since she chose to come, that she came alone! The lady's face flushed for a moment, but she checked herself in the manifestation of the slight feeling of resentment for the — " eccentricity" of the old sailor. Yes ; she was actually 12 TUE MONTANAS. charitable enough to attribute his manner to this source, and her face settled again to its usual sweet placidity when she saw the deprecating, pleading eyes of the sick woman fixed earnestly upon her. " I will come this evening, as I promised to do," she said, and left the house. Mrs. Eldridge ventured very timidly to expostulate wdth her husband after their guest had departed, saying : " It is too bad, she has been so kind ; it was only this day she said it gave her such an unaccountable pleasure to be here. I was almost tempted to tell her why it was so. In my younger days I was much like William. There may yet be enough left of the old manner to have attached her to me. I wanted to take her in my arms and proclaim the tie that existed between us, but I dared not." Captain Bob was usually kind and patient towards his wife, but now he seemed in danger of losing his temper, quite. ," Alice, are you a fool ? Excuse me, but have you no pride ; what would you receive fi'om that man ? Did he not, in his letter of scathing reproach, bid you ' whatever came to pass, never speak to him, or seek to have him recognise you, for he should feel degraded by the contact ? ' " Do you expect me to receive here, in my house, the man who used such insulting language to my wife ? Am I to humble myself before this proud aristocrat ? He is rich ! / am poor I But my self-respect equals his, and I would rather die in want than play the despised suppliant to any nabob in the land. Just count Bob Eldridge out, will you ? Not even for you would I do this ; and you well know that durinor our life to2:ether it is the first thinor I ever refused which you asked of me, or even hinted would give you pleasure." His voice had softened much before he uttered the last THE MONTANAS. 13 words. Tliey were unaware of my presence in an adjoinino* room, where Leah had left me while she went above stairs to fetch some prints they had brought from China. I felt guilty in thus listening to what it was not designed by either I should hear ; and was just on the eve of with- drawing when the wife's gentle tones arrested me, so earnest were they : " You have always been good to me, Robert, and kind ; but you are unjust to William. He, too, was good to me once, as he is to the whole world now — of his friends and acquaintances. Those words of his — those written words, which struck us both so cruelly — were hasty; they were unlike any others that came from him ; and I have no right, knowing William as I do, to lay them up in anger against him. They were prompted by the first heated impulse up- springing from a deep sense of injury. Ask yourself if you would not have said more had you been in his plape and he in. yours ? " Captain Bob hung his head, and though he did not admit that she was correct in the assumption of this truth, he certainly did not feel called upon to assert that she was wrong; he remained very sensibly silent while his wife proceeded : " You are proud, Robert, and self-respectful. So am I ; but it has not been pride that has kept me, Alice Eldridgc, from William Kingswell. Oh ! the bitter, bitter memories that have made such barriers betvv-een us. I only remain asunder because I could not early bear to be near him. Could I look him in the face, and have his eyes always say- ing to me, though his lips were never so silent, ' Ah ! Alice, there are two graves at your old home which, but for you, had not been made so early ? ' I could never bear this, and that is why we have not met ; that is why I have 14 THE MONTANAS. blindly obeyed your mandate. Yes ; believe and forgive me, Robert, the only reason." The Captain was visibly moved, and said m a tender tone, " And did you love me, Alice, and are you sorry that you •went away with me ! " She turned her tearful eyes upon him; the same dear love for him that always shone there was shining still. "No, Robert! not sorry I went, but sorry I stayed. I was so vainly happy in your love. I never thought how my poor, blind mother's heart was break- ing for her wayward child. After I became a mother I could understand those things, and that was why I wished to come back, but it was too late ; they were gone, and the old home desolate. Though I would see William, Robert, before I die — go away never to come back ; just one word to tell me you consent." He sat thinking, with his head upon his hand. I was thinking, too, perhaps it was better not. Sympathy can- not take the sting from the remorseful heart, however potent in alleviating sorrow. Leah came back at this juncture, and I heard no more save a few broken sobs at interv^als, and then a heavy, low, deep sigh from Captain Bob ; from a soul that refused to be loosed from the torture-rack of its error. Tliese are the most galling spirit-bonds, where reason and judgment assert a premise which will and in- clination utterly disclaim. Oh! had he but known, that rough, though kind-hearted man, how one little word fitly spoken would have opened wide the gates, through man's pardon, to a just God's ; have taken off the dragging weight of a terrible life-long suspense from the wings of a noble spirit ; unsealed the close-shut fountains of tenderness in the heart of a worthy man ; taken girlish feet from out the ways of temptation, where the lines of her life might chance to fall, and the possibilities of sin, to place them on THE M0NTANA8. 15 the heights where principle would hold them firm, and those, too, his child's — his young daughter's feet. And more perhaps than all this, taken a thorn from out his dying wife's side ; and strewn with beautiful flowers even the darkness of that death in whose lowerinor shadow he then groped. All this one little word might have done, and yet the summer went by for them. The harvest of its golden days was ended ; and that one word, under sun or stars,- was never spoken. I remember one evening Captain Bob came round as usual ; he had left Mrs. Kingswell with his wife. He and my father sat talking, or rather he talked and we listened, until it was far into the night. This was his story, told feelingly at broken inter\'als, interspersed with such apho- risms as he always chose to season his discourses. Some strange caprice had unlocked the floodgates this night. "I think, Mr. Montana, a man should think long and seriously before he takes a young girl from her parents' roof into the rough world with him, no matter how dear his love for her, or what the feelings which prompted him. It may do very well while the money lasts, but when wealth is gone, and health is gone — aye ! sir, ' there's the rub.' When I was able to support my wife in a style to which she was accustomed before, I was happy and she was happy ; but now, since we have fallen from that estate, she droops, and I have to see her failing day by day, and I cannot help her. Oh ! it is very hard, Mr. Montana ; very hard, sir." He bowed his head, and I could see by the light of my stars that there were tears upon his cheek. Then he pro- ceeded as if talking in justification of himself : " Though, in sooth, a less susceptible man than myself would have loved my Alice, for she was a beauty and no 16 TEE MONTANAS. mistake. Our acquaintance was so romantic, too. I sat singing one afternoon as T watched the lowering quay — our ship had just come into port — one of my wild sailor songs, when she, chancing to pass that way, paused to listen ; per- ceiving the motion I sank my voice to its most melodious tone, and chanted rather than sang one of those old ballads which I had heard the Italians sing when steering their gondoliers by moonlight on the Arno. The song concluded, she passed on. I, charmed by her wondrous beauty, fol- lowed her at a respectful distance to see where she lived. Then I sent her flowers every day ; then it came to pass that she recognised me, and we exchanged notes at stated intervals ; and I knew she loved me, though she never in- vited me to call. " I was not far wrong in my suspicions as to the true cause of my exclusion. She had many suitors — one, who was accepted hy her parents ; and she well knew they would never look with any degree of favor on me. My pride was hurt at this, for Bob Eldridge was one whose conduct had never been such as to exclude from him the right to stand up as the equal of any honest man, whatever difference circumstances might make in their conditions. So I said to myself, ' There are pretty women in every port ; do not make a fool of yourself. Bob, about this one ;' but I had grown to be twenty-five without ha\'ing really loved any one, until Alice, with her sweet face, crossed my path. And the more I tried to forget her, the more impossible I found it ta do so. I was man, too ; and there were both reveno-e and vanitv in mv nature. I resolved to marry her at all hazard. Her haughty friends would have looked down on me and called me plebeian, and I for this meant to set their authority and scruples at defiance. Then there were two or three young men, each of whom fancied him- THE MONTANAS. 11 self the favored suitor of Alice. I just thought how charming it would be to play a Spanish trick upon the whole ship's crew of them ; and Alice readily consenting to my proposals, we were married on the vessel the very morning she sailed — Alice merely leaving a note behind to say she had ' found a protector who was better suited to her than any they could have selected.' We neither of us thought what false construction might be and was put upon her hasty flight, until William Kingswell's letter came to us beyond the seas. He should have known Alice better than it seems he did. No ; we never dreamed of this, we were so happy. I felt very like a prince to have that beau- tiful young thing clinging to me, all my own; I, as she said, 'her. only protector.' And at evening, sitting on the broad deck with my arms around her, and the great sea heaving round us both, I sang to her the olfl songs under the stars, and thanked the Master who had held the helm in all the storms through which I had passed for His gift. " I had always spent money very freely, but I had saved a very pretty sum, and for years Alice never wanted a luxury ; and it has been my pride to say that even in the darkest days of our reverses she never lacked a comfort. We might yet have been happy and prosperous in~our home beyond the sea ; but after she heard of the death of her parents — she was tenderly attached-to both — more especially her mother, who had been blind from birth, she seemed possess- ed of an uncontrollable desire to return to her native land. Then when we came to her old home, she could not bear to remain there ; so we drifted out here, and somehow we have been going" down hill ever since ; for now I see that she is leaving me from day to day ; I have little heart to work, and seem to care very little about prosperity. True, 18 THE MONTANAS. there is Leah ; but what will I do with the girl, and no mother to train and teach her ? " Captain Bob looked down here. Again I saw his tears swift falling in the still, white moonlight, but he soon recovered himself, and then w ent on to saj as though he had never ceased his narrative : " I wish, though, that Alice had never insisted upon my coming to Wayburn. I did not know until recent- ly it was because William Kingswell had located here." " Does he suspect," said my father, " that she is " " No, no ! and what is more, T do not intend he shall. My pride is too strong for that. His wife seems an angel, almost, and Alice is very fond of her. And they two have well-nigh upset my plans several times ; but why am I talk- ing idly on and on of the things which oppress me from day to day ? I must be going. You will not betray me, 1 am sure. Come back to work as soon as you are able. We want you ; the hands need a master-spirit." Here Captain Bob laughed a rather hollow-sounding laugh at his own joke. As there was a heart of tenderness, so was there a broad, sunny area in the nature of this man — very commonplace, yet possessing attributes that isolated him from the majority of his kind. It was one of his most marked peculiarities that he never failed to see the point of his own jokes, how- ever blunt and imperceptible they were to others. Now he bade us adieu, and went singing down the road, thinking, perhaps, the eflbrt at gaiety might take the weight from his spirits. Men are strange creatures; they turn the by-paths to avoid sorrow, and when they must stand face to face with it, how they seek, by many an idle subterfuge, to es- cape from its circling influence. It so happened that I was iU for several weeks, confined at home ; and when I was able to go abroad, Captain Bob made no longer a pretence of singing away the dreary THE MONTANAS. 19 weigKt that oppressed him; surely, now, there was no- thing left him but to face his woe. Poor old man, how I pitied him, sitting alone with Leah in the solitary house. The wife and mother's chair was empty ; from her earthly dwelling-place she had been trans- ferred to a house whose roof was low and narrow, and long and dark— close shut mthin four walls. There she slept, out under the clinging sunshine, under the stars — in her last }iouse — the gravel The house for which the rich and mighty of this world must exchange their " castles full of splendor," and the weak and the weary find their first, long, dreamless rest. Ah ! as surely, too, was " that vast sea which rolls round all the world," bearing my loved ones on its bosom ; and upon the shores of youth and morning wave meeting wave, and the circle that runs its round with the race of man, came into itself again. To those that were going, gone, there was the boundless area of an im- mortal destiny; while to me, who loitered playing with the golden sands— and to the desolate old man in his soli- tary home, his motherless child clinging to him, and the waves, fiercer than those he had often ridden at half-mast, when the storm-clouds were dark and tides ran high, lash- ing him as he sat on the barren, beaten shore — this house was alike long and low and narrow and dark, when those we held most dear were locked in its grim silences ; and of all that had been to each of us, only this green-growing door, shut close until the resurrection mom, to drop tears upon. There the soul of youth and the soul of age kept tire- less watchips of memory under the. eternal stars. 20 THE MONTANAS. CHAPTER II. "Love is not in our power. Nay, what seems etrapger, is not in our choice ; We only love where fate ordains we should." Feoudk. I ROSE quite early one morning, and walked out to my favor- ite haunt on tlie strand. The sun, just rising, had stained to amber the current of the bright-flowing river, with its flood of golden beams. Long I, sat in the still glory, as I was accustomed to do on mornings like this, tracing names upon the sand, and watching the light waves as they came up to wash them out. Soft gliding down the stream came a small sail-boat, light and airy as a swallow, cutting the smooth surface with her painted prow, in which sat a youth of most striking appearance. Turning his skiff" half round, resting on the left oar, he floated with the current near to where I sat, then sprang lightly on the sands. There was a grandeur on his face as he stood, the bright morning reflected from waves that kissed the shore at our feet, girding him about as with a retinue of sunbeams. He regarded me with a look half amused ; as he bowed with a grace so winning and courteous, I was undecided whether it were best to treat him with the frankness due a boy, or the reserve vrith which I would have received a man whose years bespoke for him a man's prerogative of earnest civility. He wore a suit of spotless linen, silken half-hose, and slippers of shining leather, panama hat with broad black band ; his collar and wristbands were fastened with buttons it dazzled my eyes to look upon. These little details of dress I mention because they form a part of the strange mystic impression that fixed itself upon me then as pre- THE MONTANAS. 21 senting so strildng a contrast to the sober, drab-apparelled youth of Wayburn. " I fear I have interrupted your very pleasant occupa- tion," he said, naively. " It is a favorite pastime of mine ; I love to trace names upon the sand, yet how soon the tides wash them out." I am sure I blushed, for I was so con- fused I could make no reply, but sat heaping up the shining, particles, my hands dripping with the surf. He added, apologetically : " I have few lady acquaintances in Wayburn ; I wish we could be friends ; I am sure that I should like you, now that I have found you here the presiding genius of wave and sunbeam — tracing names upon the sand. Why not write your inscriptions where they will be more lasting? Nature is an inconstant jade, for ever ringing in the dirges of her seasons. Do not trust her, she is faithless ; she will not teach us the lessons which, as sweethearts and lovers, we should know. They should wear the insignia of eternal truth." I looked at him very quizzically, forgetting how embar- rassed I had been, thinking he must be a very precocious fellow to talk about love in any sense. I was as romantic as young ladies given to star-gazing and romance-reading are expected to be in their pinafore days. Yet it was dif- ficult for one of my ardent temperament to detect in the form of my cavalier one feature in accordance with my standard of a hero, who would probably talk about " woo- ing nature," or "sweethearts," or "lovers," or "eternal truth." Nor in my humble estimate had an individual any right to aspire to such distinction who had not arrived at the dignity of his first beard, even though he wore diamond buttons of first water and lifted his panama hat to a simple rustic like myself with the grace of Adonis. I imagine he 22 THE MONTANAS. divined my thoughts, for he said, half seriously, half play- fully : " Your ideas of love are circumscribed. To what age or condition does it specially belong ? What power has ever yet encompassed its vast range ? To childhood and youth it is one thing, to philosophers another, to painters and poets yet another, to the great heart of nature and humanity still another. There can be no standard suflBciently just and accurate to measure what is illimitable. Again, can love, a thing itself infinite, be reduced to system involv- ing form and law ? " I felt that this youth, at whom I should have sneered five minutes ago, was entirely without the pale of my ridicule; being disinclined to measure lances with him, I terminated a brief fit of musing with the question, " Do you live here ? " " No ; I am only sojourning at Way bum with my uncle, Mr. Kingswell. New Orleans is my native place, and there I reside a portion of each year." My feeling now was more than mere surprise ! It was the wrapping about my Northern proportions the garb of sectional sanctity, in a manner that said, " I am holier than thou ! " From that land, reeking with the curse of Ca- naan ; that far away Sodom, which I had been taught to regard with horror, not by my parents but by teachers and ministers of the gospel, who looked at the evil through the spectacles of a fanaticism which lent no enchantment to the view. I pursed up my mouth with a very self-righteous expression, and bade my cavalier a cold good-morning ; with the same gi-aceful alacrity that marked his demeanor on landing, he fastened his boat and was by my side, ere I was aware of his intention, to accompany me home. " Do you live here ? " he said, as I halted at the piazza of our vine-covered cottage, the dimensions of which he THE MONTANAS. 23 had compassed in one hasty, indifferent glance. Now I had asked of him a similar question previously ; he responding politely and kindly. Why could not I do likewise ? Be- cause my eyes were blinded to one of those grand truths luminous as the sun in heaven. One of the lights shrouded with the dark mantle of prejudice might make for us, were reason and judgment permitted to rend the veil in twain, the radiance of a great peace in the glooms where a nation lies struggling, bleeding, under her stars 1 Perhaps, too, it was because I contrasted my humble sphere with his evidently superior position that I answered him with such bitter asperity. " Yes, and my father is a day-laborer in yonder factory. You who are taught to look upon work as beneath the dignity of ladies and gentlemen — regarding those who in your esteem degrade themselves necessarily in the per- formance of any duty, as slaves are menial, I presume would scarcely have taken the trouble to escort me home had you known me as the daughter of such a one." " Then you mistake me very much," he answered, with sudden dignity and not a little coldness in his tone. " I was taught by my parents not to recognise between the people of any locality or the representatives of any race, distinctions, save those traced by the hand of God. There is no superiority save the majesty of mind, which gives dignity to any system, and asserts itself in any condition. It was this I saw shining in your face when we met. My mother was a Northern woman, my stepfather and present guardian is a Northern man ; believe me, we in the South think much less of these things than you affect to do. I fear, however, I am guilty of unpardonable intrusion ; I hope you can forgive me ; I will promise not to offend again. Good-morning ! " 24 * TEE MONTANAS. Strange, strange, in the days that came and went, go often as I would to my old trysting-place, I saw him no more ; but that one golden morning, with its brightness circling about him, shone in my life for ever after. Several times I saw him lying under the shadow of the great trees on the terraces of Ridgely. Time passed. I traced names upon the sand and the waves washed them out, until the summer was quite gone and the amber glow of late October was on the New Hamp- shire hills. Still my golden riv^ glided on — on ; now under the bright sky of morning, now under the stars. "VMiither was it bearing me in my dream ? AMiy was it I sang no longer through the days, but pondered more frequently about our change of circumstances, and grew more into the home ways with a gentler care for all ? Even now as I look back I can find no place in the far sunbright memory for what came next. My father went one morning to his work as usual, but soon returned pale and ghastly as a corpse. He sank fainting into a chair. My mother's shriek brought Eleanor, our maid of all work, to her aid ; while I, stupified, lent my assistance in the application of such restoratives as we could command. We soon had the happiness of seeing him so much revived that by noon he was enabled to sit against a prop of pillows, and talk very calmly to my mother about the things he wished, and what it would be needful for us to do when he was gone. At length, after a long inteiTal of sobbing, my mother said brokenly : " May I not write to Clififord James, and tell him your true situation ? Perhaps, after all, it has not been the want of brotherly affection that has kept him from you ; it may be that the cares and the responsibilities of his Southern life have so multiplied about him, he finds no leisure for THE MONTANAS. 25 the duties that once were pleasures. Let me tell him how your final venture has failed you, and the last effort is fruitless." "No, no, wife; he neglected me when my position was equal to his. I know not who was most to blame ; but I do know that one of those sectional barriers grew up gradu- ally and strong between our brother hearts. I railed at his slaveholding. He has requited my interference with years of silent, contemptuous indifference. I cannot now be brought to force my broken life upon his remembrance. He would not like to hear the sad story." Oh, pride ! thou who dost build barriers between brother hearts and other hearts that love, in all the highways and byways of this earth ! thou shouldst have no place here — where one broken, sorrowing man is coming down with weary feet to the border-land of death — where his brother, too, shall come one day — down from the high eminence of wealth and position, lowly as he should stand now by his side — though one should stay, and one go out into the miknown alone. Unable to combat these thoughts, for I had often re- gretted my father's estrangement from his brother, I passed to my own room, where I could weep in solitude. Uncon- sciously I walked to the low window and looked out through tears of silent bitterness upon my bright river, golden still, in the autumn noonday. A- light-hearted child, should I ever play upon its banks again ? Echo answered " again ? " — my heart responded — never, any more. I was closing the blinds when the Ridgely carriage passed with the Southern youth and Mary Kingswell, loung- ing gracefully on the cushions. Her fair face was shaded by a jaunty hat, and he held her hand in his. Why not ? — she was his cousin. Though somehow, the sight hurt 2 2G THE MONTANAS. me, T shrank back peevishly, closing the blinds with a snap of the clasp, and retumed to mv father's room. There I found Mr. Kingswell sitting by his side. I knew my father had sent Eleanor to his place of business for him, though I had not expected such promptitude in answer to the summons. "You are not well, Mr. Montana," he said kindly, wiping from his brow the perspiration that chill autumn day, for he had come hastily, not knowing what need there might be. " Xo, no — it is almost over," answered my father com- posedly. " I sent for you, sir, because I know you are the friend of the widow and orphan. I am sure you will com- ply with my request. I have a brother in the South ; there is no kindly tie between us. For myself I will ask nothing, but when all is ended for me here, you will write to him ; will you not, in behalf of my wdfe and daughter, solicit from him a home which I shall not be able to leave them ? There is a mortcrajxe on this cotlajje which would more than cover what it would bring if disposed of now. That was the money I lost in my last unlucky speculation. You will be kind enough to attend to the sale for me ; there may be enough left to pay you for your trouble ; if not, God will reward you, sir; I am sure of it." " You trust Him then," said Mr. Kingswell, searchingly. The answer came tremulously : " Yes, though only through Christ's mercy have I hope." " Who of us dare hope for pardon on the score of our own questionable merit ? " said Mr. Kingswell again, with trae hu- mility. " Trusting and feeling this as you do, my friend, while you hope for forgiveness through God's great mercy, have you shown mercy and forgiveness to your brother ? — have you left any evidence that he was pardoned ; that the bitterness has passed away from your spirit ? — if so, ask of him these THE MONTANA S. 27 things yourself. I will transfer your messages, verbal or written, to Mr. Clifford Montana — whose wife was one of my earliest friends — through my nephew, Clyde Ingram, who leaves for New Orleans to-morrow." There was some pre-occupation in Mr. Kingswell's manner, and the light of far-off memory in his patient eyes, as he added : " I hope you will rest easy, my friend ; I will arrange all things as you have suggested." He took my father's hand with an expression almost divine resting like sunshine on his noble face ; he held it in that strong firm clasp which always springs spontaneously from great hearts, adding — " You will try and write your brother, if only a few words, will you not ? " There was pleading in his tones now, and my father pro- mised; he could not do otherwise. ^Vho else with so few words could have effected a reunion between those widely severed hearts, and how was he able so to do ? Only be- cause there was that in his daily life which convinced men, thinking men like my father, of an eloquent fact : he was striving humbly and patiently to do God's work on earth ; every word and deed gave strength to the conviction. From his apparent earnest desire to do good to his fellow-man, came the power with which he swayed my father. lie left us then ; with my father's last remnant of strength he wrote the letter to my uncle. When he had finished, a great peace came to him, and never left him any more — the issue was with God. Later in the afternoon Mrs. Kingswell came, taking from her carriage — the same carriage in which Clyde Ingram had ridden out with her daughter at noon-time — a basket filled with delicacies to which we were unaccustomed ; for our home fare was very frugal. With her own hands she made the tea, and beguiled my father into drinking a cup, which 28 THE MONTANA S. refreshed him very much. WTien she took her leave, carry- ing ^yith her the letter which her husband's nephew was to bear with him on his homeward journey to the far South, there were many sunbeams glistening in the room, which I had not observed at her coming. My poor father looked after her, a bright, sparkling tear fell on my hand, holding his own, as he exclaimed : " She is one of God's angels of mercy ! Oh ! if her arms were long enough to embrace all she loves, they would be thrown around the whole world. How many come within the range of her care it is impossible to know, for she goes everywhere ; her husband's means, without limit, are at her disposal. Many among the poor in this quiet town can at- test her goodness. Some that lie cold on yonder hill died blessing her ; many more live, saved by her timely aid and kindness." Day after day she came and ministered. Night after night I sat looking out sorrowfully at my pitying stars, and the pale, cold moonbeams as they gathered around the New Hampshire hills, around the sheltering house of Ridgely ; its terraces sloping down to where the river, not golden now, glided slow and grey between its locks and falls, until the liquid track was lost in mist and foam below ; — thinking of this death. It came at last. My father was borne along the shadowy road — shut in from our sight by the new-made grave in the cemetery just above Ridgely. I kept ceaseless vigil at my mother's side, until she too, worn by anxiety and sorrow, sank to rest. After that I knew no more, for so long it seemed ; and even now, as I look back to that dark time, the events are confused. Of my mother's going to sleep one cold, grey night, when there were no stars shining ; no music in the THE MONT ANAS. 29 roar of the nisliing river — going to sleep very soundly, while \ watched — I have an indistinct remembrance. Then of Mrs. Kings well coming at morning trying to arouse her, talking meanwhile to some strange lady about me, and how she said " Poor stricken child " as she took my hand away, for it was locked tightly in the cold death-gTasp of my mo- ther. I seemed to hear the crashing, too, of the great door of destiny which shut me out into the world of loneliness and orphanhood. After that the weeks seemed a blank, for I struggled with brain-fever, and it left me no power to remember. I am very thankful the sorrow of that summer season has not lingered with me ; for oftenest when I go back to the days when I lived with my parents in the cottage at Way burn, the same blue sky is over them, and at nightfall I looked to see the old stars shining, with their gentle, then sorrow- ful radiance. I can recall too, the dark, earnest eyes of the handsome youth, who even then looked into the deeps of my soul with the eyes of destiny. At other periods the sky of memory is overclouded ; then I see only two graves and a lot cast amid the richer flowers of a southern land. Flowers that blossomed brightly once. Now they will bloom no more ; for a deluge of blood has swept them away. With hearts young and warm and brave, which, too, have sunk beneath thy crimson tides, O revolution ! Can it be that upon the darkness which shrouds their last sleep, a nation's stars refuse to shine ? Aye ! but God's stars do not withhold their radiance, and I will, of many, keep bright and glowing the memory — for I loved them — still love them — and feel assured that he is able, and will awaken them to all the beatitudes of a perfect peace. 80 THE 'MONT AN AS. CHAPTER III. "Oh 1 there are tones and looks tliat dart An instant i^unshine through the heart; As if the soul that minute caufrht Some treasure it through life had sought." MOOBE. A GREAT blank succeeds in memory ; the sky of stars and river gliding goldenly under the bright morning and calmly under the clear arching noonday. An overwhelming con- sciousness of desolation succeeded the long journey which I made in company with Mrs. Montana, who I could scarcely realize w^as my uncle's wife. On arriving at her magnificent home I was ill again for a long time ; when convalescence came lingeringly, it was diflBcult to grow familiar wdth my new surroundings. Every tie binding me to the old life seemed utterly broken. I was sensible through the misty dimness of the presence of many who were kind to me ; but my poor heart was dumb as my lips, and made no response to any save the lady who had taken my hand from a dead mo- ther's clasp — it seemed to me — ages before. Among the visions which floated up in the strange be- wilderment, there was one mth form and curls that clus- tered like morning light about the beautiful head ; a sweet face bent over me often, and cherry lips called me sister; but as yet I could make no answer, the old wounds were bleeding too profusely. One afternoon I seemed to waken, soul and sense, as from a long, restless lethargy. Windows were wide open, and the delicious aroma of a thousand flowers came to me like the resurrection of buried summers. I could only weep in unison when I heard the fall of a fountain near with a liquid murmur like trickling tears. I was puzzled : THE MONT AN AS. 31 could it be that I had slept while that long winter of grief had passed mto the spring? While I mused, a face— the face of my morning dream at Wayburn— appeared, to look, as he thought, upon my unconscious rest. At this junc- ture a bright-eyed mulatto girl came from her post of duty to inquire if I wanted anything. I did not ; nothing that she could give me : I only wanted to think and to be rid of her presence. I dismissed her by saying " my head ached, and I should prefer to be alone." " Lord bless you, Miss, I wouldn't dare to leave you for a single minnit; Miss Stanley rode down to town with young Mars, and she gave me my orders to stay right here in this room until she came back." I was about to inquire who Miss Stanley was, when the lady herself looked in at the open door. She wore a jaunty riding-cap of blue velvet plumed with white, and her curls rippled in waves of gold upon the rich blue of her habit. With light footstep she came to where the mulatto stood, and spoke softly in tones as silvery a^ the murmuring fountain without : " Has she been quiet since I left, Haw- sey, and have you waited upon her well ? Are you sure ? " she added, surrendering to the girl her whip, gauntlets, etc. " Yes, marm," was the creature's only response to the seve- ral inquiries of her mistress. Stanley retu-ed briefly to her own apartment for the purpose of changing her costume ; she reappeared clad in a dress of flowing white. Coming to my side as I lay with my thm hand shading my tear-wet eyes, she kissed me, supposing me to be asleep. The little caress thrilled me through and through; I clasped her in my arms; my heart had broken the chains of its stern silence ; hence- forth, from that day and hour, she was my best-beloved, my soul sister. 32 THE 'MOITTANAS. From her lips I learned that she was my cousin, the dauofhter of Uncle Clittbrd Montana, She had one bro- ther, with whom she had ridden that afternoon ; she called him Ray ; and another, who, though no relative, was in truth all of a brother and more : her mother's stepson. I asked her mother's former name. Edith Ingram. I lay quite still now, holding her hand in my own, which trembled a little, from physical weakness of course ! Edith Ingram, the face I had seen at my window, then, was no dream. The odor of jdowers, and murmur of the fountain ; the soft luxurious atmosphere ; the almost fabulous splen- dor of the room in which I lay, was so strano^e ! Yet the break in my life was still yawning widely at my side ; a gulf never to be recrossed. But the flower-strewn vistas of a new life were open to me — outstretching where ? Ah, who could foresee that ! I closed my eyes, still holding those tiny hands of Stan- ley, saw ray stars arise from that long night of pain, count- ed the sands upon far-away shores that 1 had left, and the youth who came adown the stream in the morning light ; saw my golden river gliding — gliding as it chimed its rip- ple with the murmuring fountain, flowing outward until it seemed to mingle confasedly with the roar of the sea. All these things were present with me often ; and during that tardy convalescence Stanley was beside me always. "When I was strong enough to walk, Clyde Ingram came to escort me below stairs. Upon his young arm I leaned during those first tottering steps about the beautiful grounds of Claremont. He had adopted a singular system of re taliation for the hospitality I had manifested towards him in my own land. I saw that he remembered it ; for he really seemed to take pardonable pleasure in thus heaping coals of fire on the defenceless head of his ancient enemy. THE MONTANAS. 33 He was too generous, however, to vaunt his triumpli in my present weak state of mind and body ; that would not have been politic. How handsome he was ! more so, even, than I remembered him ; and the light of genius, grand and glo- rious, beamed from every lineament of his classic face, and burned in his deep, clear eyes. Afterwards, whenever I walked, Clyde or Ra3m3ond was at my side. That summer was like a wandering amid the flowers of fairy-land. Old misunderstandings, arising from prejudice, were foro-otten, and oh ! we were all so happy together. In the autumn we separated ; Stanley and myself were sent away to school, Raymond and Clyde went to a German university. We met not again for four years ; years of study, of men- tal and physical development for all of us ; to Clyde and Raymond, years of classic research amid time-stained re- cords of the ancient masters for treasures that other years could not dim. Meantime, Stanley and myself, busy in acquiring more superficial accomplishments, thought most of their return. To Claremont those four springs came soft and dreamy as the first one I remember there. The summers, too, glided by with calm quietness as by-gone summers at Waybum were wont to do. Autumn came gently to the last of these. October had kindled her fires in the dark line of forest ris- ing high into the lurid sky, tinged with the gleam of boughs glancing brightly in the red sunshine ; rich flowers, preceding the fall, blossomed everywhere. The birds sang gaily as in spring-time ; voices came softly from beyond the grey expanse of sea, so plaintive and subdued, they seemed the echo of golden harps swept by the fingers of unforo-otten dead. This was the season in which Clyde and Raymond came back. I had parted very tenderly from my young cavalier 2* 34 THE MONTANAS. four years p^e^'ious. He had told me, with a look in his great, earnest eyes which I shall never forget, "how he would miss me when the sea rolled between us." I had treasured those words till the coming Lack. Now they were returned, cousin Ra}Tnond — our frank, handsome Ray — had taken me into his arms and kissed me again and again ; Stanley and Clyde greeted each other, meantime, no less warmly, yet when the latter came to me holding out his arms I could not for my life have gone into his embrace. There was something in the face and manner of the tall, elegant young man, so removed, so different from the boy with whom I had parted, abashed, I shrank back in silence. The same earnest eyes pleaded, " Have you no greeting for me ? " Only for an instant, then the look of surprised in- quiry passed ; then one of pain was succeeded by an expres- sion of wounded pride. He glanced at Raymond — his face flushed, then grew white. Well I knew how his sensi- tive nature had withdrawn into its own grand proportions, though these mute evidences were all that he gave of hav- inor felt a slight that cut him to the soul. This was not our first painful misunderstanding — would to Heaven it had been our last ! Winter came and passed, just touching with frosty finger the flowers and grasses ; but the ice-king found no welcome in this balmy tropical clime w^hen he would have gil'ded it about with frozen chains. It was morning, dewy and crisp, in the spring succeed- ing. How fragrant the aureole breath ; how the amber sunshine wrapped us in its folds as we stood in the grand arcade of our Southern homestead waiting — Stanley and I, patiently as even the most exacting might expect us to do, while holding in strictest remembrance certain innuendoes which a gentleman, Clyde Ingram — of whose tardiness we THE MONTANAS, 35 were the amiable victims in the present instance — ^had cast at us in days that were gone for delinquencies of like nature ; which even those most addicted to fault-finding could but decide was not a circumstance compared to the delay which had kept us in an urbane state of " durance vile " for the space of half an hour; durmg which probationary season we had paid due court to sundry reflections and refractions of our persons in the mirror of the escritoire ; each suc- ceeding glance only serving to confirm the original impres- sion that no improvement was necessary. Being thus fortified with the opinions of two ladies of taste and judg- ment, we cajoled ourselves and each other into the belief that we were looking quite as well as it was possible to do, the style of each subdued by a drab travelling suit surmount- ed by a hat of similar hue, when Clyde made his smiling appearance, announcing his entire readiness to depart. The astounding fact would under other circumstances have called down upon his guilty head a tirade of raillery — -An indulgence quite dignified and fashionable in these days. I cannot tell how it happened, the aforesaid scolding Clyde did not receive upon that day or any other ; for each had its own record of such enjoyments on his. part, yet I am sure he remembered gratefully long afterwards that he was minus one tongue-lashing. Perhaps it was because we knew he had been in Aunt Edith's room in close conference with her, for we saw tears upon her cheeks when she came out to us ; scarcely less dear than her own manly boy was to her this son of his dead father. Then came the adieux upon which I will not linger; suffice it to say Stanley and I were in imminent danger of having our self-sustained verdict reversed ; for a gushing shower of drops had almost washed the roses from our cheeks ere we became conscious that this time Clyde was 36 THE MONTANA S. the martyr, not the patient one we had been either, as he stood tapping his patent leathers with a spray of catalpa, and whistling an air from Lucia de Lammermoor, in the interval of directing servants who were loading the bao;o;ao-e. I speak advisedly ; for so ponderous a quantity of lug- gage rarely falls to the honest portion of two unpretending young misses of the modest dimensions of Stanley and my- self. Finally the last article was safely deposited ; from the two-story trunk, in a capacious corner of which we might have buried ourselves after the capricious fashion of Ginevra — should fancy have dictated so grave a course — to the brown paper parcel quite Dickens-onian in appearance, con- taining sandwiches and other elements of comfort wrapped in a snowy napkin which peeped suggestively from the willow basket which Stanley persistently refused to abandon, influenced by private injunctions of mine, and fortified with a colored legion headed by Aunt Dinah, who I think religiously believed that travellers' salvation depends upon sandwiches. I am furthennore assured, upon the best evidence, that the old lady's idea of the peace and comfort of heaven lies in the hope that she may find plenty of sandwiches there. She had been the faithful slave of the Ingi'ams during a long lifetime; yet I do not believe I should be doing her injustice to assert that should a shadow of doubt regarding the truth of these ^^ews, in strict adher- ence to which her head had grown white, cross her mind, she would prefer remaining for ever within the immediate vicinage of these creature comforts, to being emancipated in a region where they were not. Our cavalier rebelled at the sight of the basket ; but all his protestations and the most comforting assurance of cofi'ee by the way, could not annihilate one of Aunt Dinah's THE MONTANAS. 37 blunt straie^litforward aroniments in favor of the sandwiches : so he yielded reluctantly and came back to where Aunt Edith stood. After pressing the last kiss upon her lips, he entreated her again and again to take good care of herself — she was not so well as she had been — and expressed an ardent hope to find her better on his return ; a hope which found a dim sad echo in my heart, for I had a pre- sentiment #hat in this world Aunt Edith would never be strong and well any more. "I will not forget," he said, in his deep, rich voice, " what you have said to me this morning, mother ; I shall treasure your words — I will take my place in the world's front ranks, and cause you yet to feel that your tender care of my infant years was not misplaced." He spoke these words with his strong arm around the frail form of the woman who had held him in her true heart, and loved him as her own ; somehow he seemed the only tie between buried years and a love whose loss she mourned still — a tenure yet so strong ; though the mists of another separate life had fallen, the radiance was not wholly dimmed. A fitful gleam of the old fire was in her heart, and the light in her eyes was for him alone ; Stanley and I had no share in it; He saw it too and felt it, for he caught her in his arms again, as though he would keep always the love that was pouring out its last riches upon us on earth. But ah ! the angel love that would be ours for ever ! Perhaps it was the electric power of this sympathy — ^my part of a common grief — a joint sorrow, that caused the touch of Clyde's hand to thrill me as he handed me after Stanley into the carriage, and took his place beside me. I never have seen hun look as he did then.; the dim shadow of future years was in his deep eyes ; a sure foreboding of impending bereavement shone from out their depths. He 38 • THE MONTANAS. neither saw nor felt our presence — of course we chose not to remind him of facts so apparent — only waited with an un- defined perception that a world of ambition was belted by that little space of thought. As we passed the curve in the road, and the trees which one by one like sUent sentinels of the morning hid Clare- mont — dear, lovely Claremont, and the pale spiritual mother- face from our view — the face that had shone as the sun in his childhood, we ceased to remember it would not always shine for us. When the full glory of the day burst upon us, the shadow was gone ; for youth is buoyant and san- guine, prolific of many sources of enjoyment. We turned our faces towards the city, whose spires stretched heaven- ward to the God who looked upon it, all astir in the morn- ing light; and the blue gulf stretching far away to its ocean boundary, the river with its myriad fleets paling in the sweet May sunshine — heard the drowsy murmur of the breeze, the hum of bees, and the distant song of the lark from groves of palmetto and larch, reaching a dim wilder- ness of sea-ffreen fi-om the east windows of Claremont to the gate of Sunrise. Crushing the shells of the beautiful lake-shore road beneath the wheels of our ponderous carriage, we soon found ourselves upon Canal street, incorporated with vehi- cles uncompromising as our own. We waited some time in front of my uncle's bank, surrounded by the tumultuous din, ere the august dignitary made his appearance. During years of Southern life, he had not become a devotee at the court of its customs, or learned to take things easy. At length he came out, a pen behind his ear, spectacles upon his head, his hand full of exchanges which he transferred to Clyde for our joint benefit. He then bid us a hasty good- bv, adding the pleasing information in anything but an THE MONTANA S. 39 amiable tone — Raymond tired of waiting for us, and had gone somewhere, he knew not where ; but of one thing he was certain, we should miss the train if we went to look for him. He thought, however, it would be well enough to call at the Saint Charles, then drive speedily to the depot, as though such a thing were possible, until we had been emancipated from that thronged thoroughfare — Canal street. We did not find Raymond ; we scarcely succeeded in reaching our destination, having girded on an armor of the defensive and " run the blockade," successfully edging our way through jostling crowds, almost deafened by the sounds of preparation for departure, undergoing the neces- sary preliminaries — passing through the routine with the pleasant consciousness of having left one of our party behind. Scarcely had we taken our seats, when Ray sauntered into the car whistling with that air of careless abandon, half reckless, half self-dependent, which sits so gracefully upon Southern youth to the manner born. His face was radiant beneath the leghorn hat, sitting jauntily upon his curls. He crushed the tendrils of my hand in his firai grasp, and kissed Stanley vigorously, as a brother might be expected to do such a sister. " Just in time," he exclaimed, as the sharp click of the engine drowned the thunder-tones in which the conductor vaunted to us the startling fact, that we were " all aboard 1 " the clang of the bell reiterating an assertion which was barely a verity, so far as our party was concerned. Raymond remarked how very narrowly the pompous in- dividual in shining hat had escaped telling a fib. Then we all laughed merrily as participants in the earnest drama of 2l frantic rush could laugh, whose triumph was so hardly won. Our mirth was succeeded by a pensive quietness ; as 40 THE MONTANAS. the train crept softly through the suburbs, we with one accord turned to take a last view of Claremont. The May day was very full of memories of our days to- gether there, never to be forgotten ; there were long loiter- ings upon the bright green hillsides, and flower gatherings in the valley sunshine; there were hand-clasps remembered, and words of kindness from those who had so brightened my orphan life, treasured in that season during which we four had lived and loved together ; to whose dewy morning time, weary and awed by the greatness of the after-pilgrim- age, we turned so often back from the dusty highway, upon which a burning sun of actualities had risen to that period, when with fresh hopes and fresh hearts we enjoyed hfe- times in the liofhtness of one summer's radiance and the fragrance of its flowers. On and on we passed, more swiftly now ; and when the sun of that day of our departure from Claremont was merged in noon's fierce heat, the loved home with its groves of bright- winged birds, its shadow}^ walks, and the lonely mother's eye wandering through them ; the city with its towering spires and gilded domes ; the river with its painted fleets, and gulf, whose mists were all cleared away, blazing like a silver sheet passed to the ocean — all these which we saw at morning were soon far behind us, so we cast dreaminsf to the winds and surrendered ourselves to the pleasures of the moment. The monotony was varied by snatches of sweet carolling from Stanley, interlarded with fragmentary bursts of eloquence from Raymond ; varied by an occasional recitation from myself, who, for the most part, was delighted to play auditor while Clyde re- called some trifling though interesting incident of their life beyond the seas. I was very often interrupted in my quiet enjoyment, to parry for Clyde, who was shrinking and THE MONTANAS. 41 "sensitive, some acrimonious shaft aimed by Ray in his merriment ; thougli oftentimes for hours together my stra- tegy was held in strictest requisition to defend my unoffend- ing self against some merciless prank perpetrated by this common enemy of our peace. How charming we found the little incidents of travel, including sandwiches, lemon pies, etc. ; and the strangest thing of all, was to observe how much Clyde enjoyed them, notwithstanding his torrent of opposition, which Stanley and I had bravely stemmed in order to bring them. But then he could not have heard Aunt Dinah mutter in her triumph, at the close of the successful contest with Mars Clyde, the very plaids of her turban starting from the fabric, and quivering with separate wrath : " Sense he done been of to dat German Varsity and larned to be so grand as to do widout etin' hisself, he thinks everbody else ort to do it to. Them are chillen haint been raised to no sich notions ; lor' knows ole Dinah hopes de'U never git no farrin' larnin' in their blessed heads ef it makes 'em kind o' crazy like." No ! he could not have heard at the time this aside of the old lady's, or, in very respect to her memory, he would surely have desisted ; if not in consideration for our pam- pered stomachs, at least in charity to himself. And thus time passed during the pleasant days of our journey until the mornings, with quick, sharp breath and atmosphere altogether new and strange about us, proclaimed that we were in a northern land^the land of bright rivers and calm skies ; of brisk, busy life for old and young ; of patient work alike for all. Our pathway lay for miles along the shores of Seneca Lake. " This," said Clyde, " is the lake storied in song. I re- 42 THE MOXTANAS. member, during a season north at my uncle's, hearing a strange legend of this little body of water. Owing to its cold, crystal purity, which preserves bodies from decompo- sition, its dead arc never raised^ but held firmly in those pristine deeps awaiting the final resurrection. In direct contrariety to scriptural affirmation, * Dust thou art, to dust thou shalt return.' " "Which assertion is verified in few instances," Rapnond answered ; " for illustration : do you remember, Clyde, what we were told by that old monk when we visited a con vent on the Seine ? He said the poorer classes of the Pa- risians were permitted to rent graves for their dead only during the space of three years; at tlfe expiration the bodies were exhumed to give place to others. In those long contested battles during the Napoleonic confiict which convulsed all Europe thousands were left to blanch upon the field unburied." " God grant the red hand of war may never fall upon our nation," exclaimed Stanley, fer\'ently. From the depths of our four hearts in chorus came an earnest amen. We fell into a reverie befitting time and place. We saw the sun go down into the deeps, smooth, glassy, and dia- mond clear ; it seemed as if no storm of earth could ever mar it, or even the tiniest ripple break its halcyon calm ; I thought it like some natures whose capacity was unrevealed, externally placid, yet far down lay power strong enough either to madden or destroy while thirsting for gifts they never seemed to care for. The natures that are always mis- understood rarely love, because ever feared ; the natures which never appear to suffer, yet suffer most. Such was Clyde Ingram — our brother Clyde. That sunset was like the waning of the sun of some gor- geous dream ! Each separate beam multiplied by a hun- THE MONT ANAS. 43 dred others upon the silver surface, until the face of the. deep was lighted by a glow of crimson, curling into waves of molten sapphire, then melting away into mists of opal and amethyst. Ah ! how rarely and radiantly beautiful it was under the enchanted spell. We gazed upon the pic- ture until the forms of the trees lengthened and the shadows of twilight gathered about it ; then from behind those same trees, whose proportions in the still gloaming lay dark upon the water, the bright moon of May rose up in her splendor, mirroring palaces of amber whose tall spires glittered and qui- vered, broken by the waves in the sharp breath of evening, growing less and less as the night queen climbed higher up her ladder of stars, until at last the shadow of summer, of wood- land, was quite gone ; then there was only the moon with her nio-ht train full orbed, shining from the heavens and from the crystal surface of the deep. How mute were the spirits of the morning ! For a long time silence reigned ahnost audibly. Stanley's fair brow rested on Ray's shoulder, and moonbeams were playing with her bright hair. There is in my memory to-day a picture — that summer lake and sweet moon beaming around above, below, and the strange look upon Clyde's face, which I did not rightly interpret then nor fully understand until years had dragged by their slow length of days that were each burdened with the anguish of a fearful mistake. When he turned to me, holding out his arm in intimation that I should rest as Stanley had often done in its clasp, I thought he only did so from pique that she had shown this prefer- ence for Ray, who was so wont to prefer him to her bois- terous brother ; so I turned away as though the motion and the look in his dark, soul-full eyes was unseen, to the landscape dark with fir and hemlock, for we had left the lake with its miiTored stars and summer moonshine far be- 44 THE MONTANAS. hind us. I drew my victorine closer about me and shud- dered in the night gloom. I might have seen him shudder, too, if I had not felt the chill of other memories which had their birthplace in the region of our present touring, creep- ing into my heart. Into those darker musings there glided a shadow, one which, as Dickens would say, lay on my heart with no dark and shuddering chill, but was cast by an object in itself so pure and holy that the shade seemed only a subdued brightness and the light which cast it a glory. But a shadow it was, whether it had its origin in fact or only in my thought — of unrequited love. Clyde sat wrapped in the impenetrable armor of reserve into which my caprice or Stanley's indiflference had plunged him, looking out upon gliding forests so dark that not even one ray of a May moon's brightness could pierce their gloom, with a far-off gleam on his fine face, like a statue of the old time, the dim light from car lamps falling in spectral glamour upon sleeping forms about us. Stanley too was sleeping, smiling through her dreams ; the brightest beams gathering where she sat, and wrapping her with a chastened glory like the robes of the redeemed. On the morrow we arrived at Waybum. There, half hid by the vines, was the cottage, and just beyond the red square brick house, with dark solemn firs dotting the ter- raced grounds ; below, the town outspread with its neat yards and daintily set fencings ; afar off the New Hamp- shire hills with agricultural products climbing their steep sides. Everywhere were these httle white nests of homes so close beside, yet each eloquent of indi^dduality and redolent of that sweet presence without which the most costly and elegant structure is but four walls and a ceil- ing. The sun was hanging on a sharp spire of the tall church THE MONT AN AS. ' 45 balcony when our train, arrived, passing all dusty and panting into the depot. We occupied the carriage which we found awaiting us, and were soon en route for Mr. Kingswell's. CHAPTER ly. "Know then this truth (enough for man to know), Virtue alone is happiness below." Pope's Essay ox Mait. The shadows of twilight descending tinted into flame with rays of the sinking sun of the far away South, with its groves of orange and palmetto, had enwrapped Claremont in their misty folds when we came in this same twilight up the slope to Ridgely. It is impossible to imagine two localities more utterly at variance in point of style than were these two. Wayburn and its vicinage savored of the brisk Northern presence which creates more than enjoys ; hospitality is regarded in the light of social duty rather than an impulse. The atmosphere was one of business. Mr. Kingswell came to meet us down the tan-bark walk with its neatly shorn sides — a handsome man still ; and there was in his greeting such brisk heartiness which made us feel he must once have been fiery and impetuous Hke the youth in whose charge we repined and sufiFered. We were met on the threshold by his ladylike, self-possessed wife, who did the honors gravely yet cordially. Her kmd eyes lingered upon my face, seeming to say, " You have changed a great deal;" but they had not; they looked exactly as on the morning when he lighted the sweet torch of peace which illumined the mazes of the estrange- 46 THE MONTANAS. ment between my father and Uncle Montana, in whose house destiny had made my home in the sunny land far away from old scenes and friends. What pleased us most was the perfect understanding existing between Clyde's uncle and aunt, manifest in many ways beside the mute suggestions for our personal com- fort. It was evident to us that between these two, who had loved and wed in youth, there was but one heart; and that same love-light and youth-light was on their faces still, subdued and chastened, the after radiance which comes when the stonn and conflict with the world had been triumphantly passed — this calmness the victory. Stanley and I made this disclosure to each other upon retiring to our chamber for the purpose of refreshing our- selves with bath and siesta, being weary and travel-worn with the long journey; which, to our everlasting credit be it said, we did upon that occasion with remarkable dis- patch, making our appearance promptly at the late tea which had been arranged for our convenience. We found the young gents on hand as they usually were, sitting with father and dauorhter within the radiance of the home-light on the piazza. Mary Kingswell was lovely ; fair like Stanley, with the sweetest face it has ever been my pleasure to see ; there were roses, northern roses, upon her cheeks, and the home- light too was in her beautiful eyes as she came forward to greet us with a soft, deprecating grace so far removed from the lansniishino: hauteur of Southern manners — mo- dest, timid, yet there was earnest truth in it. Raymond's quick eye observed it, and Stanley, too, with that delicate intuition by the aid of which we recognise kindred attributes, saw it as readily. Conventionalism is well enough ; there are many persons in intercourse with THE MON TANAS. 47 wliom it would be intense pain to go beyond forms ; they are a safeguard in many instances, a refuge from the ser- vile element with which emancipated minds could not as- similate, any more than a ray of sunshine could be a part of the dusty highway it warms and brightens. The puerile resort to these to disguise native deficiency ; yet true charac- ter has a self-centred sustaining dignity above such com- monplaces. It towers supreme, lofty in the consciousness of man or womanhood, far removed from such necessities. It was thus in this instance, ere twelve consecutive sen- tences had been spoken by any one of us, Mary had taken her place in our four lives — separately, yet relatively — an individual though a joint possession, to have and to hold, to joy and trusting and love to the uttermost. Grovelling spirits cavil because unable to understand that mysterious system of blessed recognition which binds the lofty of the earth in one glorious brother and sisterhood ; who behold, flaming in the higher radiance, signals marking God's chosen, when they hear the mystic watchword spoken ; ties grow strong in one short hour, as though riveted with trust, and cemented by an intercourse of years. There is in truth a freemasonry between those who wear the insig- nia of that higher life of the soul ; who have unfettered thought, and come to hold converse with spirits of suWiraer truths than the world in its every-day reaches can grasp or fathom ; who look upon life from the stand-point of a higher purpose, meaning nothing more than doing God's work on earth, with a patient, steady out-look of will and energy, creating while they perform ; thus filling full the measure of each day with good deeds and generous actions. The kind of life which infuses serene content, and has in it something of the spirit of the Great Master. Thus it was in this family. 48 THE MONTANAS, When we sat down to our first tea with them at Ridgely, we felt as if w« had always been acquainted. I learned, in the course of the evening, that Captain Bob Eldridge was living still, all alone, in the rickety old house. Leah, it seemed, had been deceived by Fred. Seaman, a young fellow in Wayburn, of whom I had often heard her speak during our childish life together. The father, hard and unforgiving, had shut close the doors of his home and heart against the poor, motherless girl, who had gone out into the wide world friendless. Bitter tears fell that night, as I lay looking upon the little white cottage from the win- dows of Pddgely ; for her who had been my childhood's friend, thus fallen and forsaken. Winding my arms about Stanley's neck I fell asleep, not counting the stars as I had so often done, but I knew they were shining still, as of old ; then prayed, even in my dreams, that poor Leah, betrayed and stricken, might by their sweet life find way to some quiet nook of peace, far from the broad highway of sin, into which her feet had strayed. Ah ! those were sunny days, and sunny are the memories of them. It was May then, it is May now ; though be- tween the reality and the memory, six long weary years are lying, yet not one golden beam has gone from their primitive brightness. I feel assured they will shine on until we all shall meet, perchance, in some sweet Maytime of the hereafter. The snow lies cold upon the May flowers to-day, but has blighted none of those blooming in that fairy past Each hour was full of enjoyments ; those two calm spirits planned every species of amusement for us. One day we made a pilgrimage to the hills opposite, the river lying between. Ray gave to Mary his strong arm, Clyde escorted Stanley, and it became my pleasant portion to be led up the rocky heights by the kind, firm hand of Mr. THE MOKTANAS. 49 Edngswell. I am sure I never passed a day so pleasantly ; his wonderfully fine taste, blended \dth poetic impulses, was so heightened by his geniality, and tempered by cor- rect judgment; his views on any subject, whether it in- volved the discussion of Fine Arts or the manufacturing interests of his section, were so far-reaching, so lucid, so characterized by sterling worth and sense, bearing unmis- takably the stamp of sex, his society was to me a perpetual source of speculation and wonder. I was unprepared to find this degree of refined intellio-ence coexistino- with such thorough and efiicient business capacity as I had always heard attributed to Clyde Ingram's uncle. We were seated on one of the grassiest slopes, hundreds of feet above the level — crowned with sunshine like a dia- dem — observing the mist as it gathered about the spires of Wayburn, and gloamed in vales below ; there was a shim- mer in the air — it seemed as though the very rainbow danced ; thus completing one of the most gorgeous scenes I ever beheld. Tears gushed from his eyes ; not for the grandeur and beauty of what he saw, but because he loved and venerated the source from whence it sprang. We sat silent a long time. At length Stanley came to us, her young face radiant, wild flowers dimpling the waves of her sunny hair. " Mr. Kingswell," she exclaimed, " will you assist Jennie and myself in climbing this last slope ? the boys are too indolent for further exertion, but I feel unwill- ing to rest until I have gained the highest pinnacle." " You would have figiired well as a politician, Stanley, upon my word, and would have appeared more advantage- ously than I do now; behold me, nephew," he added, turning to Clyde, " a blush rose between two thorns.'''' This he said with a quaint exhibition of humor, taking the hand of each of us. 3 50 THE MOKTAKAS. " Thanks to the presiding genius of my lucky destiny for having transferred one of them from my side to yours, uncle," answered his affable and accommodating relative. " Spoken ^vith characteristic generosity ; that spirit of self-congratulation would commend you anywhere," Mr. Kingswell said, with a shade of sadness in his tone. He felt, I question not, that he would rather face the universe at contrariety than feel the sharp wounds of those little friendly arrows. Men who know the world and understand the nature of true friendship rarely deal in them ; they grow kinder, more considerate for the feelings of others with the passing on of time. " I doubt very much if my nephew, notwithstanding his grave aspersion of the several attributes of these young ladies in whom he avows so reluctant a proprietorship, would under any consideration manifest a willingness to transfer said thorns to the side of a younger, handsomer man than I am," observed Mr. Kingswell sententiously. I glanced at Stanley as our peacemaker closed his sen- tence ; her eyes had wandered from the rainbow-tinted valley to the mists gathering in the dim distance beyond ; seeming afar off as the future which is with us while we dream of its coming. How strangely witching she looked — like a wood-nymph she looked then ; I wondered if Clyde felt her loveliness as I did. Yes, I think so ; though he lay on the grassy slope looking so provokingly indiffer- ent I half questioned if a score of handsome women could have moved him to animation, until he raised his face to mine ; then I saw a look of faith, of doubt, and inquiry pass over it, the shadows haunting his " lucky destiny," which told him then and there the time would come when each would leave him — one from choice, the other from a cruel misunderstanding which would blight all her life ; yet to THE MONTANAS. 51 the last how fearlessly in spirit would she cling to him. He arose finally, offering his arm to Stanley with mock pomp and hauteur; we made the ascent, enjoying the view more if possible than those preceding. Descending after we had indeed climbed to the highest peak, my escort stumbled suddenly upon a shapeless mass of something — kind heaven, was it a man ? I should never have recoo-nised God's imagre in the mutilated semblance upraised by the firm arm of Mr. KingsweU, and supported tenderly as if he had been an infant while he led him slowly down the path to a house near the riverside. " I could not have done that," said Raymond, his voice betraying intense contempt for the man, who was beyond all consciousness of what was passing. Mr. KingsweU answered gravely : " Ah ! my young friend, when you shaU have come to know this world as well as I ; have felt its rough corners rub hard against you, and been pierced with sharp angles of its fate ; realize how full to the brim of temptation it is, and snares and pitfalls for the unwary ; when you have been brought in swift, unsatisfying contact with aU classes of men for forty years, you will have learned to feel no con- tempt for any error generating in the weakness of those who know not the way of strength. Conscience at some time or other mflicts the reprisals of justice ; inevitable suffering succeeds, and penance is the final result. I confess I have little patience with those who err when every vaster consideration is on the side of right, circumstances conspir- ing to hold them firm ; but knowing as I do the heights from which men fall — ^from which that young man fell — the fearful odds against him, I thank my God that I have not been tempted as he has been I He too was upright once ; only two short years ago. Let us not vaunt our strength : who shall say what wrecks we may not become, crashing 52 THE MONTANAS. amid 'stem rocks' on a 'pathless sea,' through which a worthy divine has told us lies the narrow way through mortal endeavor to immortal destiny. He loved a worthy girl who was poor and lived under the same roof with hira, perfonning household duties for his parents, who were wealthy ; he wished to marry her — they refused ; he per- sisted — when TN-ith imprecations they drove her from their presence. Her father was old, depending entirely on the wages she received for his support. When he found she had lost her place through an ill-conceived attachment, he was very angry and sent her away. After having sought vainly for work, she left Way bum in the hope of being more successful elsewhere. Fred followed her ; but did not find her, I think, for he soon came back. Maddened by the in- justice of his parents to the girl, and his own despair, he plunged recklessly into dissipation, and is this day what you have seen him." "The girl?" I asked,. breathlessly. " She has not been heard from since. But to return to this boy ; he is in truth a noble fellow, and has ever been a favorite of mine : I have wept tears over his do'«^^fall, and would give almost everything I possess, for power to reclaim and see him stand up God-fearing, self-reliant, looking the man that he is." Here we paused at the residence of Mr. Seaman. " I shall leave you here, Frederick," said Mr. Kingswell, kindly. Somehow, the intoxicated man was not so stupidly unconscious as he appeared before. He turned towards his benefactor with an uncertain expression upon his bloated features, though mingled with the shame there written. I traced a gleam of grateful emotion as his swollen eyes en- countered my own. There must have been hoiTor in my look, notwithstanding all that had passed ; for I recognised THE MONTANAS. 53 the betrayer of my friend Leah with an anguish too deep for words. Darkness was gathering upon the face of the waters as we recrossed the river to the home shore. Mrs. Kingswell sat waiting in the Ridgely carriage to take us home, where we found a fragrant tea awaiting us. How happy we were! how wretched those two wandering "without the pale." Oh ! did not kind Father eyes from that far heaven look pityingly upon them — knowing how they had lost their way in the darkness ? Was not His the heart which prompted the sublime response to sorrowing Mao-dalen — "Neither do I condemn thee, sin no more." There were re-unions planned for us in which all Way- burn participated. The elite came by dozens to call upon us : very soon Mary's fragile card-basket was filled to over- flowing with solicitations from every available source. We decided to accept an invitation from my mother's distant relative Mr. Solomon Hayne, who was occupying his sum- mer place at Wayburn. While the rest talked of him, speculating upon the probable return from Europe of his bachelor son Warren, Mrs. Kingswell and myself, apart, conversed of my mother. I have so often thought of the good lady's words on that occasion. " If on earth we truly love a human being, it is because we feel and know him to be worthy our affection. Esteem is a necessary appurtenance to the durability of affection : we have seen those whom, though brilliantly accomplished, we never cpuld have loved, because their inner life held not this prolific germ. There are others — passed awav, lono- hidden from our sight, of whom we never think without a gushing wave of buried tenderness, which calms the tumult of every-day life like a benediction." It was thus we remembered my mother in heaven these 54 THE MOXTANAS. many years. I really felt grateful for the warmth with which I was received and welcomed into strange house- holds for her sake. Those who knew her best while living in their midst, who were her daily associates — ever referred to her as having been loving, patient ; never faltering in the hard way which fate had assigned to her. The circle was held together by her memory as it h^d been brightened by her presence. All was sadly changed since then : some had prospered, others had not ; some had grown grey in the hard world's service : many I missed who claimed my childish remembrance — -who, like her, had " gone the way of all the earth ! " None, I rejoice, had grown so sordid or avaricious with accmnulated wealth and care, as to deny me this one bright spot amid the vast wilderness of all the past : in the land which held my mother's grave, the heart of her orphan child was sunny and light. We were ushered into the midst of a brilliant assem- blage that evening, when the Ridgely carriage left us at Mr. Hayne's. Our host and hostess, in consequence of urgent solicitation on our part, had accompanied us, as we were to leave them on the morrow. They were not participants in the gaieties on this occasion ; but did not object to having their child mingle in the festivities. Christianity was to them a divine power lifting itself above forms — wholly independent of externals; religion that was bigoted or intolerant, could not coexist in the atmosphere of their unpretending piety. How this simple goodness charmed me ! And what reverence I was daily growing to feel for the inmates of this household, with the glorious spirit of love in their midst; the great love which circles all objects with its munificence — a power, a possession, which even the least of God's creatures shared. In that family we first learned to pray; at early morning and quiet evening- THE MONTANAS. 5^ time, the father had kiielt with us^ — a cahn peace on his brow ; he wore it now amid these scenes : I think the great- est tumult could not mar for an instant the holy serenity of his spirit. After we had paid our respects to Mr. and Mrs. Hayne, and interchanged the necessary pleasantries with that cour- teous lady and gentleman, we were moving away, when to my surprise and pleasure I beheld cousin Warren standing amid a group near the centre of the room. He joined me immediately after. A cordial greeting was the result, during which he held my hand between his slender fingers, his large dai'k eyes wandering often to Stanley, who was promenading with Clyde. That reminds me I have never yet essayed to describe my heroine. Perhaps I have de- layed thus from consciousness of the extreme diflSculty involved in the undertaking. The sunbeam and sweetest strain of the thrush ; the soft whispers of slowly coming spring, which steal upon you with lulling, indescribable charm, a thrill to the soul, a conviction to the sense — are things that may be felt but never delineated. Such was Stanley Montana's beauty; being of that rare type defying all description, whose charm is infinite variety — not so much a personality as a very ^subtle presence, which made itself manifest without the aid of any embellishment whatever. She carried with her and diffused her own peculiar atmosphere; all who breathed were filled with sweet exhilaration in her circle ; the very essence of the charm crept stealthily along the fibres of their being — a sensation none were likely to forget. Her features were singularly perfect, though her eyes of dark ocean-blue were the most wonderful creations of all. I had never seen her look lovelier than in the snowy-white which showered about the very essence it seemed of her 56 THE MONTANAS. spirit's virgin purity ; white was Stanley's favorite dress. Now her curis fell over shoulders fair and round like waves of sunlight. Then her eyes — how I have gone down into their depths with my own, to find rest in that true soul as yet unwarped by earthly contact ; a grand soul, the mirror of her woman's heart, where all of love and affection that was divine shone forth ; an avenue through which may be obtained glimpses of the immortal. Warren said as he crushed my hand, " Why did you never speak to me of this peerless creature ? I have never met one looking so youthful — empress-like as she appears." "She is distantly allied to the Haynes," I answered, saucily ; " that circumstance may in itself be sufficient to elucidate the problem of her surpassing loveliness." He smiled his old imperious smile, which I loved best to see upon his kingly face ; then answered while his eyes followed Stanley as she glided through the intricate mazes of a polka quadrille in progress, which she and Clyde danced admirably together. This diversion had been one of our favorite amusements at Claremont ; it was strange to see it in vogue at Wayburn, so quiet and puritanical in its usages once. "Some of the city fashions the Haynes had brought from New York with them," remarked Mrs. Seaman, the ill-conditioned wife of a church deacon, who had become sufficiently reconciled to this fashion to become a spec- tator in this instance. Warren smiled again as I remarked, " What cannot be cured must be endured." " I observe you have not lost your propensity to be sar- castic, Jennie ; as a child you were exceedingly cruel to me ; I find you unchanged. Tell me, in your sunny home have you ever thought of our pleasant days together in New York ? How uncle's decision that he would reside in Way- THE MONT AN AS. 57 bum broke into our arrangements ; afterwards you became a recluse. My friend Milverton has not forgotten you ; lie speaks of you often, and has sent you messages through the medium of my letters, to which you never once re- sponded." I heeded not his reminder ; my heart had gone out into that school-time with the bereavement which ensued ; I thought of the two graves in the cemetery near by, their white stones gleaming in summer moonshine like spectres of the old days. Warren had been so unfortunate as to sweep these chords of bitterness. Now taking my hand caressingly he led me towards the sitting-room ; I made a deprecating gesture when he would have taken me to the piano ; instead, we passed into the garden, treading its paths in the shadowy night — through clustering dewdrops that shone like diamonds, flashing back the starry radiance in which we walked. " Now, Jennie, you must tell me something more about this Hebe cousin of yours. How long do you remain in Waybum ; where will be your next halting-place ; and when will you transplant your southern lily to her native bowers again ? " " You give me no time to answer one query ere you ply another. Stanley is the only daughter of Uncle Clifibrd Montana. We leave Waybum to-morrow, go to Boston, Nahant, and home in September." " Who is the young fellow with whom she dances ? " " Clyde Ingram, her mother's stepson." " Ah ! yes, I understand ; I learned from Aunt Hayne that she was accompanied by a most devoted suitor, who really monopolized her. Arrived at Waybum I was regaled as usual with the gossip of the place ; heard the merits of your beautiful cousin discussed before you came this even- 58 THE MOKTANAS. ing. Tell me, Jennie, is it trae that her father is seeking to negotiate for her a marriage with him because he is rich ? " I felt that the pain at my heart was suddenly checked by this trite conclusion to his interrogatory : something very like angry defiance flashed into my face, when I saw the lofty expression of triumphant disdain in the magnificent eyes of my cousin Warren; though in his courteous tones there was moderate surprise afiably expressed — nothing more, in the words he spoke now : " Her suitor, is he — indeed ? " There remained nothing for me save a course of repentance for my hasty -wTath, then to laugh immoderately at his diplomatic quietus upon my intended defence of Clyde. Warren too laughed, each knowing why the other laughed, though no further inter- pretation of 9ur risibility was vouchsafed by either. By and by Warren said very tenderly : " You are a strange girl, Jenny. I shall be more cautious about looking for my proposed triumph over this Quixotic rival, if such I may consider him, especially when I have an auditor who is ready to convert my glance into an imaginary dagger " " And your cool disdain into an impossible conquest," I answered, thus concluding the sentence in a manner foreign to his design. Then we passed into the house. Stanley was seated at the instrument, singing with Clyde an invocation to the South ; words and music were her own. AVe managed to get a position amid the throng of listeners, near the singer. I have never since seen my cousins look as they did that night. Stanley fair and beautiful as the angel of a dream ; Warren showing how he felt all the witchery and power of her loveliness. His soul bowed down, wrapt in humble adoration, while those slender, child- THE MONTANAS. 59 ish fingers swept its chords as none else had ever swept them — the wild, sweet strains would linger with him, doubt- less, until he heard other strains very Uke them from angel fingers come over the cold, grey waters from bright harps beyond. When she had ceased singing, he crept reverently to her side, thanking her in such courtly terms and with such mani- fest pleasure. As I looked upon my proud cousin, I could not help feeling keenly the distinction between what he might have been, and what he was 1 — a disciple of that selfish class of worldlians, whose higher impulses are invariably at the mandate of interest, who worship at the shrine of that inexorable MootiI — Mammon ! We met my cousin again ; he joined us at the early breakfast prepared at Ridgely for our especial benefit, before leave-taking, in which he too participated. He went his way, and we went ours, missing very much the kind voice, genial manner, and handsome face of Warren Hayne. CHAPTER y. •* In many ways does the full heart reveal. The presence of a love it would conceal." GOLESIDGE. Almost immediately upon our arrival at the Tremont, War- ren paid his respects to us ; he had lingered at Waybum only long enough to telegraph his intention to his father, who he knew could readily supply his place, in the event of a, protracted absence. It was evident he had decided to become one of our party, though far too gentlemanly to think of monopolizing Stanley's society to the exclusion of 60 THE MONTANAS. Clyde, who was her legitimate escort, though he never failed to join us in the evenings, no matter where he went. He invariably preceded us to the Opera. On entering, we were sure to behold him in some conspicuous place, often leaning against one of the sculptured columns, ostensibly much absorbed in the performance. However, even through his well counterfeited semblance, it was manifest that his indifference was unfelt ; that he was silently drinking inspi- ration from Stanley's mystic presence, while she, in her touching girlish beauty, w^as wholly unconscious how this world-sending man, with stealthy tread, was treading the avenues of her young heart — a heart from her earliest child- hood so loyal to Clyde. Thus, in a few brief days were swept away " the ties of long, long years." One afternoon, returning from a shopping expedition with Raymond, I ran across the corridor to Stanley's apart- ment for the purpose of displaying some new purchase in which she was interested. She stood before a mirror, roll- ing over her taper fingers the wavy bands of golden hair, a picture of unconscious loveliness, her eyes lustrous — dreamy ; such misty splendor, such trusting fondness, in their depths. She turned suddenly, beholding me, cast her arms about my neck, blushing with a consciousness that I too felt, for I held no place in her reflections then. The room was filled with the odor of jasmine clusters and tea roses. " See my flowers ! " lifting from the window-seat where it stood without the Venetian blind, a goblet of silver elegantly chased ; inclosed within a beautifully wrought device on one side, was the little word " Stanley." Somehow there was a blur in the air about me, as I inhaled the fragrance of those flowers. " From Clyde ? " I asked with apparent indifference, stifling thd dull pain at my heart, to which of late I had TEE MONTANAS. 61 grown so accustomed, crushing it down as unworthy of me and of our friendship. "I imagine they came from Mr. Hayne," she answered firmly, though with evident emotion. " Was there a card ? " I persisted. " A blank one,'' was her reply. My mental query was, why did she suspect him of hav- ing sent them ? Only because in her secret heart she would have been pleased most that he was the donor of this beau- tiful gift. It was like his delicacy, I mused in pursuance of the thought ; he would not openly address Stanley, thinking Clyde her suitor. Or else — a terrible suspicion crossed my mind — would he, by these indirect means, in- veigle himself into her affections without making in return the slightest concession or giving her the faintest hold on his ? These were Warren's old tricks — heart-breakino- had been his favorite pastime. " To kneel at many a shrine, Yet lay Ms heart at none." I could have brought forward numberless epistles from various members of the circle to which we were attached, to say nothing of the convincing and convicting record of his own lithe pen, recounting innumerable victories between the ages of seventeen and twenty-seven, as proof positive that my assertion was correct. I should have told her then and there to beware ! There was a bright, bright structure forming under heaven that some cruel hand would shiver to atoms; gaudy tissues wea\^ng which a breath of fate would scatter so widely, at the inevitable mandate of other time and place, that neither might ever again find that which was lost in the days whose golden sands we counted 62 . TEE MONTANA S. during the pleasant time of our sojourning there together. God grant such loss raay not stand clear in heaven. Clyde saw and felt this as I did, and fearing it was War- ren's intention to trifle with Stanley, he haughtily held him aloof as one unworthy his esteem and confidence. I attri- buted this feeling to the sorrow he experienced in Stanley's manifest preference for Warren. He spoke more and more coldly to his rival : with secret misgiving I beheld this silent antagonism growing up between them. I sym- pathized deeply with all parties, though fearful of being unjust to cousin Warren, whom I liked sincerely notwith- standing his many faults and ficklenesses ; I resolved to keep my own counsel, leaving to God the issue. One of my cousin's favorite pastimes was to promenade the long hall at the hotel, his princely head inclined for- ward, making the outline perfect. It was thus always, and thus I ever remember him — walking and waiting — in other days, when we came not in answer to his summons. He often invited Stanley to accompany him alone to the theatre and other places of amusement. On such occasions Clyde invariably appeared restless and wretched. I pitied him, and sought to mitigate his sufi'ering and cheer him with my simple songs and talk as I had often done at Claremont, when my endeavor was less vain than now. Once he seemed so grateful for the efi"ort, which he duly appreciated, he was almost happy ; his face actually softened into the pleasant smile I loved so well and had not seen for so long. He was almost transformed one evening when I passed to his side, indulging in the old habit of shaking hands on bidding him good-night. He said suddenly, speaking with vehement eagerness : " Aljean, have you ever loved ? " The hot blood rushed to my cheeks ! What right had he, Stanley's sorrowing, THE MONTANAS. 63 disappointed lover, to question me thus ? I was turning away when I caught the anxious expression in his face. I could not be unkind, so I answered, half recklessly : " Yes ! I have loved, but my love is unrequited ; none will^ever know " He shrank back into his wonted silence with the look of white angruish his face had often worn of late : then I left him, regretting the next instant my hasty avowal, since it had seemed to recall with such force and bitterness his own burden of wasted affection. On the following afternoon Clyde accompanied me on a tour through the city in search of an article Aunt Edith had specially requested us, if possible, to find for her. Raymond was engaged in the execution of commissions for Uncle Montana ; Stanley had gone driving with Warren. Clyde knew that there was no one else to escort me, other- wise I think he would have declined. His manner towards both Stanley and myself had changed very much since the acquisition of Mr. Hayne to our party. I sometimes fan- cied he imao-ined us both in love with Cousin Warren, who compelled us by force of example to treat him with due consideration — a belief which I rather encouraged than otherwise ; anything sooner than he should come to know and feel my secret love for him. Ever since that strange interview he had been more dis- tant than ever ; now he appeared very patient while I over- looked, assorted, matched, and purchased interminable par- cels for the benefit of the household at Claremont. During the measurement of a robe designed for Aunt Edith, he selected a silk Marie Louise blue — ^just the color of her eyes — ^brocaded with tiny sprays of lilies of the valley, for Stanley. While it was being wrapped up, I myself having added the trimmings, I heard him sigh heavily once or twice. 64 THE MONTANAS. " Are you not well, brother ? " I asked, compassionatelv. " Yes, very," he answered, in a strange, hunky voice ; " but, Aljean, I wish you would not call me brother ever any more. I do not care to have you mock me thus." I was speechless with surprise and pain ; I could not even inquire what he meant by those strange words, until he added : "There is a beautiful lavender of similar pattern; will you wear it ? " Did he think by this assumption of the old manner to obliterate from my mind the memory and effect of his capricious and cruel speech? I determined not to let him see how deeply that one little sentence had wounded me ; when I responded there was no pain manifest, only bitter sneering in my tones. " No ; I thank you, Mr. Ingram, I never wear lavender ; it is unbecoming my complexion." " Select your own color ; here is any shade you wish." " I shall not make a selection," I said, with angry vehe- mence. His sarcastic answer pierced me like an arrow : " Who has objected to your accepting and wearing my gift ? I have the right to ask, for some one has of late influenced you against me strangely." " Your questioning, sir, I consider unwarranted by my refusal to accept what you offer. As this is from Stanley you can compel her to answer you ; she who has the right to object to your interrogating me, if she choose." " My sister ; yes, she has the right, but would not avail herself of it ; she has more consideration for me. I shall be well content to feel assured Mr. Hayne has not the right to demur to her acceptance of the little purchase I made for her. Though, I am sure, I as her brother should not object to her receiving gifts from whom she choose — even from him, if he and she so willed it." THE MONTANAS. 65 Did lie really think to teach liis poor heart to look upon her as a sister — nothing more ? Then why his an^ry ques- tionmg words to me who was less to hun even than this ; how had I merited them ? At the remembrance of all, my wrath flashed up again, and I answered excitedly : " Granting the truth of all you say, Mr. Ingram, is that any reason you should speak as you have done to me ? I - have accepted your mother's charity— it does not neces- sarily follow that I should degrade myself by receiving yours, or that you should insult me by offering it." Alas ! I did not then know — for he had generously con- cealed from me, from all of us, the painful fact that to hun and to him alone were we indebted, one and all, for every- thing ; even the very bread we ate. He answered very sorrowfully — I wonder now how he could have been so patient with me — with a forced resig- nation to his fate : " I perceive you strangely misconstrue my motive, Aljean ; I meant no insult to you ; God knows I speak tnily. I requested you not to call me brother, because it pains me to hear you call me so ; why you do not comprehend, I see ; so let it pass ; some day you will learn to know me better ; then you will readily forgive my hasty words." " I have already forgiven you, Clyde," I answered, tremu- lously. Somehow that little sentence of concession had melted the wall of anger suddenly arisen between us. I too had been hasty ; why did not I ask pardon of him as well? — ^because I was sure he would grant it whether I asked it or not ; for how good and kind and forgivino- he had been to me always ! Eeturning to the hotel, we found Stanley and Warren, who had preceded and were awaiting us. She sat beside him on a divan ; her bonnet was of white cactus ; there 66 THE MONTANA S. were clusters of blue violets and daisies in the face-trim- ming; these were so incorporated with waves and ripples of sunny hair, it would have been difficult to discern the exact boundary between them. On one pomt at least the beholder could be specific, fearless of being inaccurate : this was regarding the very beautiful roses encircled by the fairy garland which had that day been invoked by Warren Hayne. They were Christian roses, and manifested no spirit of interference or encroachment upon their surround- ings, even while they bloomed thus brilliantly, mute syni- bols of his triumph. I had seen it from the first all along, though I think Clyde had never realized it until that inter- view. To avoid meeting his eyes, I took my seat beside her, took her tiny, trembling hands in mine, and sought to turn her beaming face away from his searching gaze. Very soon Ray came back, and the three gentlemen joined us at dinner, at the conclusion of which meal, at the suggestion of our brother — Clyde was not our brother any more — we repaired to the parlor ; the gentlemen, excepting Warren, w^ho never smoked, decided to forego their cherished cigars in lieu of the "family chat" which they proposed. Warren was in full force that evening ; it was the next thing to impossible to avoid growing genial in his presence ; ere the conclusion of the second glass of champagne he became exceedingly voluble, saying some very "witty things with true Southern dash, and many friendly winning ones with such heartiness it was, as I before hinted, akin to impossible to resist their influence : even Clyde apparently became pacified and companionable. During the course of the evening the conversation assumed a political form; that quicksand Stanley and I, as cicerones, had hitherto sought to a^oid ; our endea- vor in this instance had been worse than useless. THE MONTANAS. 67 I really feared for Ray, who blurted out his opinions without stint or reservation. He expressed a con\dctiou that the " Republican candidate for the Presidency would be elected by a sectional element, not by the voice of a united people ; in almost any event he fancied the Republic would be dismembered, and dissolution be the final result. This he had long apprehended, an event which never seemed so likely to ensue as now. The institution of slavery had ever been a pretext to agitators, an eyesore to both North and South. It is a question of vast import to the South in estimating the value and interest of the Gulf States, where white labor is unavailable ; though it should be a con- sideration of little moment to those North, who are the first to cry out, ' Down with it ! let slavery be for ever ex- tinguished! ' " • ' ■ " You do not, you cannot, even though you maintain slavery to be right, and justifiable in the sight of God and man, claim the premises that it is advantageous to any com- munity, in whatever section their lot may be cast," remarked Warren earnestly. "I hold it to be a festering evil, a chasm bridged over by custom, sustained by the pillars, now rotten and cinimbhng, upon which it was reared — an institution fit only for the darker ages ; a structure whose foundation-stone came from heathendom. The world has made gigantic evolutions, from generation to generation, through vast areas of progress, with this Gorgon of the feudal period clinging to the power-wheels of civilization. The scales have drooped one by one from the brightening eyes of nations, each of whom has been born again into a glo- rious realm of freedom ! America stands alone. Even the universal revolution has long since crossed the ocean ; the North rose up in its strength, as one man ; humanity, with probe and knife removed the moral cancer from her vitals 68 THE MOXTANAS. shook from the strong limbs of the people, in at least one portion of the Republic, the lethargy that had bound them in a state of inactivity. By her magnanimous example the bondman was made free. "But your country, that vaunted, boasted land of the sunny South ! the canker is yet in her glorious heart, the poison of this system in her veins, retarding every attempt at progression, a malaria binding her to the rack of feudal deformity — a lamentable condition of mental and physical inanity. " Russia stands stronger to-day than when the structure of her national pomp and pride was reared upon the pil- lars of serfdom ; so would it be with you, if from your system of government this evil was purged out. It is pro- lific of convulsions ! for the giants in intellect among you, and these are comparatively few, there are thousands who are helplessly and hopelessly dwarfed, cringing in vales of wretchedness, ignorance, and poverty. It is a diplomatic and adroit process of sifting the rights of the small from the wrongs of the great ! or rather rights of the few from the wrongs of a multitude ! This is your boasted system of human slavery. The iron heel of its pernicious usages grinds the white laborer down to a condition infinitely worse than that of the most abject servitude." " You are right there," Clyde answered blandly ; " the blacks enjoy amenities and privileges from which the poorer class of whites are debarred. To those who chance to be personally acquainted with these facts, your argument in favor of improving the condition of the negroes sounds strangely inconsistent. In nine cases out of ten they are satisfied with their condition, and would not exchange their present state for all the immunities of a freedom the signi- ficance of which they have not the power to comprehend. THE MONTANAS 69 I understand tlie subject well, and realize how mucli supe- rior in circumstance and destiny are those held in lineal servitude to the poorer class of whites. In nine cases out of ten, as I before remarked, you would n6t better the con- dition of the slave." " That may be so ; I am not pleading the cause of the negro at the tribunal of these fair arbitresses ; it is only the cause of humanity. By your own admission, the con- dition of nine-tenths of your net population is infinitely worse than that of the lineal bondsmen. Oh, were this crushing, bindings burden but taken from the shoulders of these poor men, that they might come up gradually from the mazes of their ignorance — come to feel that they are in truth men among men, and learn to comprehend in its fullest significance all the dignity and power implied in the term, to stand as freemen, shoulder to shoulder, heart to heart ; then there would be a new order of things. Ave- nues would open as if by magic ; through those shining portals vistas of a higher destiny would become visible; feet now wandering in poverty, faltering in obscurity, would soon learn to walk firmly and hopefully the sunnier life-track. " There is a work, a great work for the present age to perform ; the pathway to it is beaten and blood-stained : toiling up from the stand-point of black-pinioned doubt millions of freemen will come scattering life and treasure, the nation's bone and sinew, by the way, to the goal of this end. '' I am convinced, as well as him who sees the end from the beginning, that the liberation of the slave, the white man's advancement towards the civilization in which pos- terity will rejoice and thank us for, united under the flaming head of freedom, will be triumphant." 10 THE MONTANAS. " Then it will be a triumph dearly won," answered Clyde, with flashing eyes. " Even the cause which you vaunt as a pretext must elude you ; for the South, rich and poor, great a^d small, bond and free, will stand up as one man to defeat your purpose ; high hearts will bleed and break, and their death-throes will shake your govern- ment to its very centre and convulse the material universe ere this shall come to pass." I have often since recalled this prophecy of Clyde's, though none of us seemed to feel or scarcely to heed it then, and by some adroit strategy on our part the con- versation was changed. They talked now of the beautiful countries through which they all had passed ; where War- ren Hayne, more especially, had grown rich in those men- tal treasures which made his society a resource so prized by all — invaluable to a young enthusiast like Stanley. On that occasion I remember he talked magnificently; there was such power in his eloquence, coupled with the lofty charm of his manner, such grandeur in the personality thus asserted. I too was captivated, and appreciated my cousin more than ever before ; he possessed a strange capacity to magnetize his auditors. Now, while he spoke of Germany, we listened to the chime of Bohemian bells and heard the sounds of the rushing Rhine : he glided on to other themes, themes world-wide and comprehensive ; we beheld spheres rhetorical and metaphorical spheres evolving through the mystic spaces of his thought, bathed in sunlit mists, embalmed in the fragrance of their flowers ; we seemed to hear two sweet strains of soul music while he thus grandly swept young heart-strings that were twining into the recesses of his own, with what power and effect only God knew. I scarce knew whether I most joyed or sorrowed for the THE MONT ANAS. 7] turn affairs had taken ; I could not but listen sometimes to the deep voice of hope in my own being whispering, it is best; but when I looked on Stanley's face, which darted occasional glances of unrest into my own, owing to some undefined cause, or upon Clyde, who was at times so moody and watchful, I felt it would perhaps have been better for all if we could have had the old time back with- out the added sunshine of this new presence. Cousin Warren made one of our party to Nahant ; to my surprise we there encountered the Soules and the Aus- tins from Xew Orleans. Now I had just cause for disliking Retta Austin ; she had been a pupil at the same academy in which Stanley and myself, as Ray jestingly remarked, had " climbed the hill of science ;" there I had held her aloof, after the fashion of school-girls, though now, with characteristic littleness, she deemed it politic to avail her- self of the acquaintance in consideration of the gentlemen attached to our party, though it was easy to see and feel she had not quite forgotten or forgiven the old score. From her first introduction to Warren she persisted in claiming a portion of his time, even at the expense of her delicacy and his manifest preference for Stanley. The days passed very charmingly in this ocean-girded retreat ; each was fall to the brim of that busily-idle pre- carious life of pleasure, which is ever succeeded by a sense of loss or a consciousness of wanting something to occupy the void they leave behind them. Such seasons of exaltation are ever followed by periods of corresponding depression. Meanwhile, mists were fleecing and thickening on the far- rolling sea ; sunshine mellowing on the paths in which we often walked or drove ; summer song-birds drew feathery mantles closer about shivering little forms, wet with ocean spray, and trooping, chattered of their southward voyage. 12 THE MONTANA S. We, too, began to think of returning to Ridgely, often wondering, as many a summer party has done before, if we should ever meet again. Aye ! perhaps. Ere we came, the life journey ended to a darker ocean-side, if not beyond seas. Warren's fiiend, Milverton, too, had joined us at Nahant. We found him a valuable acquisition to our party ; so genial, so quick in his perception and comprehension of things ; so witty and voluble, we could scarcely realize that we had actually existed previous to his arrival. He saw there was something amiss, and set himself at work to discover and amend it. I knew not how it all came about, but Clyde was feeling better, I found, as the days went by. Pride had served him in good stead ; he was strong, and in my secret heart I honored him for his triumph and dignified submission to what was apparently inevitable. I was very kind to Clyde, more so than I had been for months. Once I caught his eyes fixed upon me with a queer expression of inquiry — timid, yet full of meaning — which I dared not in- terpret according to the dictates of my own feelings. Stan- ley's deportment towards him was that of a sister ; he rarely caressed, never repelled her. Raymond was the brightest spirit in our midst ; he permitted nothing to mar the harmony of our days together there, now rapidly draw- ing to a close. One early evening I sat with Clyde beside a low window, listening to the crashing waves beneath. Afar out upon the trackless deep a solitary ship was ploughing her fearless pathway into the unknown. Clyde spoke no word, only pointed to the isolated sail — in the swift breeze fluttering like a thing of Kfe. " Clyde," said I, after a long pause, " will you tell me why you will not let me call you brother ? " THE MONTANAS, 73 " Aljean, I have asked myself that question many times ; you answered it once /or all time.'''' " When — where ? " I asked, in my eagerness. "In the parlor at the Tremont one evening when we were alone together." What, because I had avowed my unrequited love, was that sufficient reason why he should refuse me his bro- therly affection ? 1 was growing restive and uncomforta- ble. I was very glad when Raymond joined us and com- menced talking to Clyde on some business matter be- tween them, and Warren, sauntering that way, claimed me for a promenade ; he held my hand, as he always did when we walked together. I imagine Cousin Warren was well aware of the fascination which his presence exerted ; I even, I who often warred with him, could not wholly resist it ; however vindictive and resentful in his absence, I was inva- riably amicable w^hen he was by my side. This influence was extended to all who came within the circle of it. How he contrived, under the semblance of his kingly indifi"er- ence, to comprehend my struggle between liking and dis- approbation — to assimilate these contesting elements and cause me to forget everything save that his full dark eyes were upon me in cousinly afi'ection and confidence — is more than I shall ever be able to" account for. Upon the occar sion above referred to, he said earnestly : " One more week of bliss, such as the gods might envy, and then — oh! how desolate I shall be when you are gone ! " Accustomed as was Warren to this phraseology, wrapping rhetorical tissues about empty words, oftentimes with no other object than to conceal an indifierence he really felt, I believed him to be serious now ; though for once fact was stronger than fancy ; though I replied in a jesting manner : " Ha ! ha I my anchorite has decided to 4 74 THE MONTANAS. play the sentimentalist ! Well, the character becomes you, trifler that you are. Oh ! cousin, you are so wretchedly fickle there is no trusting what you say. You will go to Cape May or Atlantic City and forget us all in a fortnight ; in antici- pation of this melancholy oblivion I forewarn you, Stanley, and I may follow your illustrious example in that regard." " Jennie, you are unjust to me as usual. Even you, wilful witch that you are, I could not forget if I were to try, Stanley — " lowering his voice at the mention of her name, until its tones were rich, full, almost reverent — "to forget her would be to forget the world of women, the universe of glorious nature, its birds, flowers, and sunshine ; its light and music; the heaven and hope beyond; in short, a total obli\'ion of all things, for she is all of these ; she is life itself to me — ^the only perfect woman I have ever known. You may look surprised and incredulous, as I see you have a mind to do, but if I had lived among such women I should never have been the heartless cynic, the male flirt, the world esteems me to day." " If Stanley has faith in your words, I should be msane to doubt their truth." I looked into his face ; he seemed moody and reflective, sad withal ; then spoke more in re- sponse to his own thought than in answer to my adroitly worded sui^srestion : " She does not know it yet; shall never know, unless her own heart first teaches her the beautiful trath." Quick a?i lightning a conviction crashed through my heart- strings. I looked at "Wan-en ; there was a strange set fiminess about his mouth so unlike the expression upon Stanley's pure face, with its roses and frame-work of falling curls, as she passed us in the promenade, all radiant in the twilight, leaning on the arm of Milverton. Would Warren dare to trifle with her ? A bitter rejoinder sprang to my lips, but the mist THE MONT AN AS. 75 cleared away from before my eyes as I felt the magnetic pressure of his hand, and felt his own reading mv thoughts, while the serenity that was habitual to both resumed its empire again. " No, Warren, you will not miss our party ; even here there are some pleasant people, two or three whom you may find sufficiently charming to beguile the hours of our lamented absence. I am sure you will not lack for entertainment ; then there cannot exist the faintest pretext for ennui within the circte of your favorite, Retta Austin. She has spirit enough to animate a whole party ; she is highly combustible, however, and may at least endanger your broadcloth. No one can tell to what length she might go in her wild pranks, if Jane was not constantly checking her. I am sure you will not be permitted to grow tame in such company." " Miss Austin is not a favorite of yours," remarked Cou- sin Warren loftily, as though he held such trifling variances far beneath his gentlemanly consideration. I appreciated his exclusiveness, and in this instance, so I answered carelessly : " Oh, no ! if I cared anything at all about her I should do violence to my sense of justice if I did not dis- like her very much. I understand her thoroughly ; could not avoid conning -the distasteful lesson during my daily contact with her in our school days. Her assumption of artlessness, which she vainly seeks to vaunt under cover of versatility, is but another cloak for her wilful and intricate designs. During our residence at the Academy, I have seen these dangerous qualities brought to bear upon many a guilelesss school-girl who had chanced to incur Retta's haughty displeasure by excelling her in some pursuit, render- ing the probability of her missing the first premium almost certain. In such cases she would not scruple to forge and 76 THE MONTANAS. fabricate, until she had amassed evidence suflScient to cause the young lady's dismissal. Being a favorite with the pre- ceptress, she usually succeeded in any undertaking upon which she had set her head and heart. Now you will under- stand why I say it is dangerous to deal with her, and why I repeat the assertion. If I had any feeling other than perfect indifference for her, it would be one of distrust and dislike." " You are evidently not a favorite ^vith her ? " he answered, seeming to grow more interested in my narrative, smiling meantime at my warmth, " and she is at least frank enough in this instance to make no effort to conceal the fact." " It is a palpable case. I unmasked her once, and she, measuring my spirit by her own very narrow one, vaunts her revenge as an offset to the contempt she imagines I feel for her, which I am astonished that I do not feel, though I do not hesitate to express the opinion hitherto asserted, that Retta Austin is a dangerous woman — even as a friend — treacherous as lago ! " " Precisely," said Cousin Warren ; " and this is the woman into whose false fair clutches you would have me surrender myself in the event of your absence." " I retract, Warren," I answered, with mock symptoms of relenting ; " it may be dull for you here, but you have many resources independent of her or any other woman. I have accused you of being fickle in some respects ; but in this instance the impression will last beyond the hour. I do not think it will fade before the snow has fallen to chill the life from your beautiful summer-flowers." We scarce lifted our eyes in recognition as a beautiful woman swept by us with a lofty glance, and just the pre- text of a nod in my direction, though I saw her own bent in pride and passion on Cousin Warren ; it was Retta Austin ; fi*om that hour I knew her secret welL THE MONTANAS. 77 At this juncture Stanley joined us ; Warren offered her his arm. I laughingly remarked that I should leave them, through fear of relapsing into a terrible third. " Not at all," answered Warren rapidly. " I have nothing to say to Miss Montana which I should not say fearlessly if all the world stood listenino-." True ! I had seen it in Stanley's face in those days at Boston ; the pleasant drives to Haverhill, Melrose, and during long quiet lingerings upon the velvet turf of the beautiful common, with that bright young face by his side, had taught her to love him, and in return he had no ivords for her which all the world might not hear. We three were silent for a long time ; Warren was the first to speak. " AATiither will you bend your course from here ? though really I shall know whether you take the trouble to answer me or not. Satellites invariably gravitate towards the one great solar centre. It will be thus with all Miss Montana's friends and admirers ; there too in that bright orbit I shall run my destined . circle, whether to bliss or misery who shall say. Emerson, I think it was, whose definition of fate was ' free will.' I will demonstrate the truth or falsity of his assertion." Stanley's cheeks hung out white signals of pain ! For her sake I answered for us both. " We are not to delegate to ourselves the slightest com- pliment in the appropriation of your well-meant gallantry, cousin, since in obeying this recognised law of ' gravitation ' which forces you into our orbit, insomuch as you are so unwilling a victim to the martyrdom imposed by the science which governs the centripetal and centrifugal forces of our being ; leaving you no alternative but submission." Next instant I repented having said so much. Warreft was tco wretched to make any response to my raillery ; I sincerely pitied him without knowing why it was he should suffer thus. 78 THE MONT AX AS. On the morning following we drove upon the beach. Raymond had gone up to the city on business; AVarren took his place in the carriage — so there was only we four. Clyde escorted me ; he and Warren had, it seemed, enjoyed a much better understanding of late ; when Stanley and I left them to dress for the drive, they locked arms, much to our surprise, and walked to and fro together in the morning sun- shine. There were many things that to me were utterly incomprehensible, only because all this while 1 had regarded Clyde's passion for Stanley in the light of a stubborn fact, had grown to accept it as a matter of course, attributing to him feelings foreign to his nature or intention ; though bj' look or word he had never, save in my estimation, revealed more than a brother's affection for her. What an inexorable tyrant love is ! often rushing us blindly into some conclusion which brings upon its swift wings only misery. He and Warren had never been other than kind to each other, except in my thought; baning that first bitter siispicion of Clyde's that Warren might prove traitor to Stanley's pure young love. Adovrn the beach we passed — we four together in the bright morning sunshine. What cool and refreshing breezes from the sea ! what exhilaration in the very air we breathed ! Our steeds stinick fiery sparks from the pebbly road while bearing us along with a motion so rapid it left us no time for thought. Stanley and WaiTcn were so happy they asked of the Infinite nothing beyond this day and its glory ; no hope, no promise for the morrow. Be- tween Clyde and myself there was only silence I " There is a silence which hath been no sound, There is a sUence which no sound may be." I could find no word — ^he sought none ; we two sat thus THE MOKTANAS. 79 with eyes wandering out upon the sleeping deeps — very stilly they Avere in the morning light, which caressed white- winged fleets in the far harbor — and hovered about the city with its surging tides of human life with a radiance like the widespread circling pinions of Deity. We returned by way of a circuitous route, which brought us to another entrance of the hotel : as we were beincr handed from the carriage by Milverton, who anticipated our attendants in the performance of that duty, Stanley's dress was caught and held by a tack from a trunk which stood upon the steps, evidently but just dislodged from a travelliuo- cab which vet stood in waitiuo;. " There is something in your way^'' remarked our obse- quious gallant, waggishly glancing from Stanley to Warren, who had lent his efficient service to disengage the fabric. He gave a start of surprise as the name on the trunk — that of a rich heiress in Philadelphia, at the shrine of whose charins he had been a devotee — caught his eye. He lifted ^is face to Milverton with a queer expression neither of us understood. " Come, Warren, old fellow, you are to do penance hence- forth. I will take my oath it is not me she is after," was Milverton's comforting remark to his friend, who escorted Stanley to the parlor, where he left her in a maze of fitful abstraction, bowing merely, without requesting, as he always did on leaving us, that he might soon be permitted to see us «ao:ain. We spent most of the day in our own apartment. How sweetly Stanley looked, with her curls gathered in a net, through whose silken meshes rebellious rings of gold would break fi'om masses of the chestnut, seeming to mock in their sunny radiance the look of patient waiting on her lovely •face. Milverton and Clyde attended us at dinner, Ray 80 THE MOKTANAS. being still absent ; neither was "Warren present. When we came into the ball-room in the evening, he was there, the centre of a group, an imperious blonde hanging on his arm. Her form was perfect, though her features were almost ex- pressionless ; her blue eyes sleepy without being languid ; her manner haughty, almost to sternness. They were con- versing with a pompous grey-haired gentleman with very heavy watch-seal and gold-headed cane, who I readily suspected was her father, judging from their resemblance to each other. It was evident she had heard of us, for she turned to take a surv^ey of our party as we entered ; Milverton, perhaps, had told her something, for her gaze, though well bred, seemed to grow pitiless and hard as it rested on Stanley. I read the secret of those hau2:htv blue eyes as I had done that of another pair of eyes on the previous evening. The deduction was palpable. Warren Hayne was engaged to this woman ! She had doubtless been informed, as I before hinted, of his apparent devotion to the Southern belle, and had come down to Xahant for the purpose of warning her captive to his chains again. This then was why his love for my friend had never been spoken ; why he would wait until Stanley's heart had taught her the truth. The dead weight on my heart seemed crushing it into a far more fearful silence than that which hitherto had bound it. Retta Austin went into a series of transports at the present aspect of affairs; looked all kinds of triumph — a process to which Stanley appeared entirely oblivious and impervious — as she swept down the centre of the room, leaninor on the arm of her handsome brother, peerless, defy- ing competition ; a shower of white tulle falling in snowy waves about her person, swaying with each graceful undu- lation of her lithe form — the very impersonation of " Holmes's THE MONTANA S. 81 golden blonde." I had never been so proud of ber as at that moment. " The arrowy light " seemed to follow and lin2:er with her ; a very spirit of loveliness " brightening the scene." If my darling was heart-sick, Warren Hajoie should not know it. How in my soul I honored that brave little woman for the manner in which she kept this resolve ! I saw how War- ren's eyes followed her, the same deep mystery and subdued lustre in their depths which I had seen there in the mominrr. Many of Stanley's admirers at Nahant, who had given way to him as to one having superior claims — partly from re- spect to Mr. Hayne, again because they cared not to come into open competition with that gentleman, in a race for favor, in- volving certain defeat to themselves — now seeing his immola- tion, gathered about her in mute profession of the homage they felt. She appeared so gay, so brilliantly animated, even I was puzzled to decide if the assumption was real. It was strange to see how composed and self-sustained she was ; while he was correspondingly moody, sullen, and wretched. The chain he had worn so lightly hitherto, now galled him bitterly. I had never known this polished man of the world so entirely at a loss as upon that occasion. Milverton, considerate fellow that he was, charitably claimed Warren's fiancee for a polka; it was amusing to behold with what alacrity he resigned her to his friend and came at once to us. When within the enchanted circle of Stanley's pure presence " Richard was himself again." She smiled calmly, never once by look or act admitting that she felt his omission of the morning ; for he had been so constant previously in his devotion to our party it could be regarded in no other light. He was piqued at her appa- rent indifference, and grew positively angry when some favored friend of Raymond's led her forward to the dance. Ah ! how vain his wrath then ! I smiled when my eyes 4* 82 TEE MONTANA S. sought those of our tragedy king, for I really enjoyed his discomfiture. " I imagine you have enjoyed a charming tete-a-tete with your new-found friend," I remarked, as he came nearer. With cool sarcasm he answered : " To those who do not know better I might admit that I had ; but to you, who are informed that the contrary is true,- 1 do not hesitate to repeat / have not^ Retta Aus- tin watched him from a distant sofa, never once taking her black eyes,^ which shone like basilisks, from his face. " Cousin Warren," I said again, more gently now, for I pitied him, though with terrible meaning in my words, for I also pitied Stanley, "you have two women's hearts under your heel ! Which will you decide to crush, one or both?" He sprang hastily at the conclusion ; speaking so vehemently, I was really alarmed to see the cold, proud man thus moved. "Tell me frankly, Jenny — much depends upon my knowledge of these facts — do you think Miss Montana cares in the least for me, or does she love Ingram? If I could bring myself to feel they really loved each other, my course would then be clear; I should not for an instant hesitate. In the other instance to which there is reference in your meaning, I can assure you there would be no heart broken, simply because there is none to break. On the contrary, if I should crush Stanley's, with it I should set an iron heel upon my own. I have not spoken a tithe of what is in my heart for her, because in many regards it seemed not quite honorable so to do: though to none other am I bound by a positive promise. Miss Straw-bridge, in our New York circle, has been so accustomed to receive my attention she has come to look upon it as a matter of course to regard the monopoly as THE MONTANA S. 83 her right rather than her pri\dlege. Tell me, Jennie, be- fore Miss Montana joins us again; I must know, and shall know sooner or later." " Question your own heart, Warren, if hers has not long since taught her this lesson ? follow whither this knowledge may lead you." He gave his arm to Stanley as she came up flushed with the exercise of dancing ; she leant upon it, paling slightly beneath his burning gaze. The atmosphere of the room furnished sufficient pretext for his leading her to the veran- da that they might get a cool breath from the sea. AATien they passed the low window near to which I sat, I saw that he had taken both her hands in his, and heard him ask distinctly, in tones hoarse with suspense and suf- ferino; : " Shall not this wretched mockery cease ? " I heard not the answer she gave, for just then I went to dance with Clyde. Once, as we again neared the window, I saw them walking to and fro. I could not forbear a trium- phant leer in the direction of Miss Austin in retaliation for the glance she had sent after Stanley early in the evening. The quadrille ended ; we two, Clyde and myself, came out to join them where they stood looking out upon the broad expanse of water, over which the solitary ship with single sail had passed to the further tides. How deep and dark appeared that sea, outspread under the stars of hea- ven ! A cold, white moon uprose in the sky. What should we prophesy ? There was no speck or blemish in all its bright expanse. The ship was out of sight, swift glid- ing towards a port of the unknown. Again the bright river, as it ran through my morning dream, crossed my memory. A beam from the ghastly-faced moon, as she skulked within the gathering mists, cast of Stanley and 84 THE MONTANA S. WaiTen a joint image on the sanded floor, " while pulse to pulse and heart to heart was beating " — one little shadow united, nothing more ! Was this the all of love immortal as Deity? We shall see. Overhead God'i stars were shining ! Beneath their ra- diance we trod the pathway of in\'incible destiny. CHAPTER YI. " There is no future pang Can deal the justice on the self-condemned, He deals on his soul." Bybok's Manfbed. " Stan, you little princess ! " exclaimed Raymond, kissing her with great vehemence, when the engagement was made known to him ; " Hayne is the best match in all New York ! Half the women there are dying for him ; he is a kind of Adonis." " How sublimely selfish, Ray," I ejaculated, by way of response ; " you expect to settle in this locality. I have not forgotten your penchant for Mary Kingswell." " Neither have I," he answered, smiling. " By the way, Jennie, how does it happen you did not succeed in captivat- ing some one of the legion beaux at Xahant ? You might well have ' stooped to conquer ' another so elegant a fellow as Warren." I dared not look up — I was conscious that Clyde's eyes were upon me ; when once for an instant I met his glance, it was so full of as^onized tender reo^ret (for Stanlev's loss I thought), tempered with an appeal that was like gall to my spirit, remembered in after years. THE MONTANA S. 85 Leaving Milverton and Havne at the sea- side, we came back to Ridgely in the grey gloaming of an early autumn morn. We four ; the atmosphere of a nameless change about us, other than the one we knew of, into which had been infused the subtle essence of a new presence. Sur- rounded by love's delightful atmosphere, Stanley glided back into the quiet life so long forsaken. Somehow we all fell into the home ways at Ridgely, naturally as though we had never left them off; and the calm, broad, peaceful cur- rent had not been turned aside, and we tried our strenoth upon a deeper ocean of thought, feeling, and suffering. There were our mornings breaking in glorious light and beauty over the New Hampshire hills ; and our evenings, when the father joined us in our walks upon the terrace or lounged with Ray and Clyde upon the velvet turf, whilst we wove acacia buds into wreaths and tied frail mignonette blossoms into garlands for their brows, thinking how the dead wife in Ike Marvel's "Reveries" had loved it; and what a sad thing it would be to exchange the beautiful world, with its flowers and sunshine, for the decay and darkness of that terrible realm of the unknown. There were no unquiet thoughts in this dreamy spot ; we had left the tumult amid the gaieties of Nahant— in the heat and dust of the great metropolis. The glow came back even to Clyde's classic face, and a strange prophetic rest to my own tired heart. How graduaUy, yet naturally, Ray and Mary came to withdraw themselves from our midst; and during long, golden afternoons, to wander off in shady by-paths to con- verse in gentler, deeper tones— in short, to love each other more than all the world beside. I have never known a couple so entirely assimilated in disposition, taste, and feel- ing. Love to them was a calm, placid stream, upon which 86 THE MONTANAS. to launch their bark of life, whose current was a deeper peace. To us was left the regal flow, over whose crystal deeps we dashed onward mid rocks, wrecks to the eternal sea outspread beyond. Is there a fate linking the least of these sentiments with the Infinite ? and must the process needs be one of simple peace or deep, deep suffering, ac- cording as our natures require the chastening ? Through tho medium of these tender heart-chords does the Father seek to draw unto Himself agraiu His world-wan derinor children. I remember one evening, Stanley's head, with its wealth of golden brightness, was resting on my shoulder while the gentlemen talked. Mr. Kingswell conversed with them fre- quently and earnestly ; he never opened his mouth but pearls of wisdom dropped from it. How sagely he dealt with life ! Each simple stricture contained a lesson worth enshrining. We were fully conscious that his words were per^^aded by a deeper, more subtle philosophy than sages usually propagate or men of God at all times practise. On this occasion their subject was one — a man who was es- teemed among the great of this earth. Clyde remarked, cursorily : " I truly s}Tnpathize with him ; he has outlived his generation, or rather he has fallen behind the age in which he lived. Companions of his"^ mid-life orgies are widely scattered ; of all who revelled with him, very few" are left ; many who set out with him at the commencement of the journey have passed on. He walks the streets of his ow^n city ; the curious peer at him from every window ; old, familiar faces one by one have gone further into the mists beyond; homes where he was wont to go at evening, an ever-welcome guest, bear strange inscriptions upon their door-plates. What must be his feeling to know the world that he has served through all his life has 'thus changed to THE MONTANA S. 87 him ? The reflection must indeed be a melancholy one ; for he too is changed and grown unacquainted with its simplest usages. I can think of no one more, deserving my pity, and that of all men." " How few of our great men," remarked Mr. Kingswell in answer, " learn, until some unpleasant necessity forces upon them the simple truth — the world is Satan's taskmaster ! Those who do most to deserve its favor are those who oftentimes incur its severest censure. Besides, this man was a faithful disciple of his tutor; he has been one of the most noted Hbertines of his day. How many a simple- minded girl, chaste and pure before breathing the dreadful miasma surrounding him, has taken then the first step in that downward path within whose mazes he, the last of all his victims, has lost the way ; perhaps for all eternity. To such I accord my sympathy and regard as exceedingly unjust ; a tribunal which would exclude from all charity his -victims, while exalting and heaping its honors upon the man who has made these heartless triumphs, and consti- tuted them the stepping-stones to advancement within the ^rea of his ignominious celebrity." Raymond here observed between pufls of his Havana, omi- nously incorporating with white wreaths, blue ones of smoke : " The vanity and self-lov e of some men are absolutely dis- gusting ; judging from the manner in which they parade their debaucheries, one might imagine they considered every species of error in which they chose to indulge as being really exalted by their august participation. After having warred all their lives through with purity and uprightness, at last, upon the score of their very degradation, claiming amnesty from the God of truth and justice." Mr. Kingswell then remarked : " Ah ! but they cannot do this ; it is not in the power of 88 THE MONTANA S. man to do. Even tliose whose souls commune witb and in- terpret rightly the commands and exactions of Deity — those who are mighty in intellect — who can make stepping-stones of mountain peaks, and move within an area of the stars — cannot sin without coming dowTi from those proud heights for which they have toiled, thus nearing the everlasting sun. The spirit just begun to rejoice in its freedom is dragged back to the dusty highway of earth, where it grovelled first ere its fetters were rent in twain. R is one who has thus sinned in the face of Revelation and con- science, possessing the fine tastes of a mind born to a hifirher heritage. When tlie awakening comes, and these faculties assert themselves, he will be of all men the most miserable. He may wrap gaudy tissues about the form of sin ; but she will one day shake them ofi", and appear before him in all her loathsome deformity; a coarse, repulsive courtezan, assuming a thousand disgusting and repulsive aspects with which his higher nature cannot longer assimi- late. The soul will not trail its glory-tipped pinions 'mid the dust of the senses ; heavenward it soars ; ofttimes then is the afiiliation but very mockery. I think R has come to feel this already ! The soul has proclaimed her heritage of freedom ; the sun is going down upon the. last slopes westward lying, yet is the mortal part still bound by a thousand jagged tissues to the rack of past and present transorressions ; the age runs its round of days without hira. Hence, upon the earth, he who ever bent so ready a knee at the shrine of her pleasures is now a stranger and pilgrim. '\Miat account shall such a man render, not only of what has been done, which it were better to have left undone, but what might hare been accomplished had he not per- mitted selfish indulgence to blind the true, far-seeing eyes of immortal destiny." THE MONT AN AS. SO Here a shadow crossed the starlight, sleeping on the grass-plat at our feet ; and the figure of a woman, bearing in her arms a child, sank down as in supplication ; the light on her clearly cut features — so wan, suffering, and pale — showed to me the face of Leah Eldridge, the friend of my childhood, now, alas, a mother, who bore still her maiden name ! I uttered a sharp, shrill cry, as I recoo-nised her. Mr. Kingswell stooping, raised the poor creature, who had sunk from exhaustion on the stone steps, had Mien really with such force as to cause a serious contusion on one of her temples. Those kind arms lifted and carried her into the house, while Mrs. Kingswell took up the baby, a bright little fellow of perhaps a year old, with dark-flow- ing curls, very pretty I saw at a glance ; I also saw, when we came into the home light, not half a century of years could so thoroughly have changed my friend as that one year of sorrowing repentance had done. Some lives can only be brought to sin by being borne out of their usual channels ; when once the impelling force is removed that turned aside the pure, steady current, they surge back again to the upright course, and mirror the same beautiful soul-thoughts as before the beauteous spirit wings were trailed amid the dust and blight of the sunless way. I saw instantly how this was true with Leah. I hold with Mr. Kingswell that sin can never be exalted ; it is a bitter draught to some who feel that they would rather toil, work, starve, die, than drain its cup to the bitter dregs. This brave resolution was written where I readily translat- ed it in the white look of anguished endeavor on Leah's pite- ous face ; in the clothes she wore, the tatters that enwrapped her boy ; in her readiness to face all, that she might find one who would aid her in coming back, one who w^ould not simply tell her she had taken the wrong turning, but who 90 THE MOXTANAS. would point out the way and means by which she might return to the forsaken path of right. Did Mr. Kiiigswcll esteem himself too holy to do this for one so stricken and powerless as my poor fallen friend ? All these thoughts came to me as I bathed the wan temples from which the life-blood was freely flowing. " I think some angel must have guided me here," she said faintly, as if in a kind of dream. " How I prayed God he would take me somewhere, anywhere, out from under those cruel stars which seem to pierce me like the eyes of doom. I used to love them once, long ago, but stars are an awful thing to the homeless — shuiing afar off, like the light of joys we dare not hope to know again. Though henceforth I will say no haimful word of the stars ; they brought me here ; and oh ! if you knew all : what I have suffered in my prolonged and painful struggle with the world for work, for life, for myself and child, I am sure you would not send me away. I will labor for you all my life through ; I will be your faithful slave even, unless you really force me out into that wide, hard world again. I shoidd faint in the heat of its noonday suns, with my sinful burden. I could stand it no longer; I can only die, should this last resource fail me, this appeal to you, Mr. Kingswell, who was my mother's friend." She wept here. ^ I pressed her hand gently, and wiped away the blinding tears from her eyes ; then she looked at me ; a gleam of recognition overspread her wan features, but it faded swiftly as it came, for it seemed the sense of her true condition. Her shame so utterly overpowered her she could only exclaim, brokenly — " Aljean Montana, is it you ? Oh ! how wide the space between us has grown ! yet I remember you well, as though it were but yesterday we parted. I know not your way since, but mine has been through an endless winter. I THE MOXTANAS. 91 have fallen, Jennie, very low, but do not censure your poor friend ; may you never know what it' is to love as I have loved ; forgive me, you do not know all ; I am unworthy even to look upon your face, yet you hold my hand and bathe my brow — mine, poor, miserable, destitute as I am." I heard a voice say — it was Raymond^s, fiery, impulsive Raymond's — " Come away, Jennie." Then another voice — soft, tender like Jesus must once have spoken — " Let her remain ; this woman was her friend ! She needs her now." It was Mr. KingsweU's. Then both young men came and stood beside me while I bathed her brow, saying in turn to the host : " What shall you do with her ? " '• What shall I — what can I do ? The way of the trans- gressor is hard ; we should not seek to make it harder. I feel I have no right to cast at her the first stone, if in truth I have a right to cast any stone at all." Raymond look- ed abashed and humbled; the more so when Mrs. Kings- well, in her soft, mild voice, came closer to Leah and laid her sleeping boy upon the couch beside her, saying gently : " Do not weep so, child ; you shall not be sent away ; we will try to find you a home of refuge from the cold, wide world you dread so much, which has in truth dealt v^ery hardly with you. Now go to sleep and rest." That wife had her earthly reward in the look which her husband bestowed upon her as we were leaving the apart- ment. It was the seal of her sacrifice. On the following morning, at Mr. KingsweU's request, I walked with him to see Captain Bob Eldridge ; to inform him of Leah's state, and her presence at Ridgely. The poor girl shook her head when she knew we were going, and said it would be of no use ; she was sure her father could never foro'ive her, or receive her ; we surmised that 92 THE MONTANAS. she was right in her conviction ; but duty seemed to point in that direction, so we went. It was a mournful spectacle that met my eyes ; Captain Bob sitting still in the solitary house, as I had always re- membered him sitting there after his dead wife was borne away — grimly, as though he had for companions the ghosts of departed fancies. lie scarce raised his brow when we entered ; and even in that faint effort there was no uplifting of the spirit to sustam the motion. In one brief glance I saw how his daughter's shame — that more cruel scourge than sorrow for the dead — had ploughed deep furrows down his cheets, and burned a deep, deep record on his brow. His hair, grey and thin as I remembered it, was entirely gone now, sa\ang a small patch on either temple. I was more affected by this speechless lethargy than I could have been by any words he might have uttered. I went nearer to his side, smoothing his bare crown with my ungloved hand — questioned him regarding his knowledge of the past and of me. " Who asks if I know them ? " he ansTjjrered querulously ; " I know^ no one ; not even my own child." His voice, as he said those words of Leah, grew almost fierce; he stamped in rage upon the floor. I saw that he was al- most mad ; how terrible, and yet I had heard of his ha\ing been in this state for months at a time. The worst form of madness is that which never loses consciousness long enough to become cured of grief. Mr. Kingswell, thinking this opportunity as favorable as any that might occur, stepped to the other side of the old man, speaking very kindly but firmly of his wish and purpose : " It is of that child — your daughter, the knowledge of whom you have this hour denied — that I came here to talk to you. She has found her way to my house after THE MONTANAS. 93 having suffered much ; more than you and I, my friend, can ever know. Will you not pardon her ? She is stUl your own ; years of error on her part could never obliterate the tie that binds you to her; despite your course, a few bitter words could not break it — a few kind ones would make it strong again. She is yours still — yours and God's — who will not lose sight of her in her brave strivings to find the forsaken way. He will light her feet, and I myself righteously believe she means to walk in it, with His help, to the end. You, too, will help her ; she will repay you, I am sure, by taking this sting of grief and shame from out your poor old heart. I ask in behalf of Christ who died for sin ; in the name of her dead mother — in the name of the God who shall one day pass sentence upon us all — to take her into your home and heart again ; there let your child find rest and peace ! " I could not fail to observe all the while Mr. Kingswell spoke how Captain Bob quivered like an aspen leaf; I thought him a prey to some revengeful emotion ; perhaps he remembered still that his dead wife had said to him one day : "Kobei-t, you are unjust to William." How like the eloquence of that long silent voice were the tones to which he listened now, I fancied with some sign of relenting; but the memory only served to gall him more. Almost any other would have been a more successful ambassador just then ; yet the cause was a just one, and would triumph in the end. "Are you here, William Kingswell?" exclaimed the old man, surprisedly — every fibre starting into new vitality, as his voice attained fresh vigor ; " I have sworn you should never enter my door. That you have forced me to break my oath to the dead, is retribution dire. Leave me, I com- mand you, or I swear anew you shall be compelled to go ; 94 THE MONTANA S. there is yet sufficient strength in the right ann of Bob Eldridge to expel you summarily." He would have fallen in his agitation, the poor, feeble old man, whom I knew strong and well, had I not forced him back into his chair gently, so gently, he was scarcely aware of the action. Mr. Kings- well faced him fearlessly. " You mistake me strangely, my friend, if you imagine for an instant I came here to taunt or annoy you. I have told what I wish to say concerning Leah ; you still persist in refusing to see and receive her; she is under my pro- tection, and shall remain with me, since I must resign the hope of being able to place the poor girl under her father's roof. Since that may not be, I must not refuse to do for her what I can myself, and with God's aid I will." Finding his office of peacemaker at an end, he readily accepted that of protector. The old man, thoroughly aroused by this unconscious assumption on the part of Mr. Kingswell, answered him in tones full of withering scorn : " You can well aflPord to assume the office of general dis- penser in cases involving the slightest omi^ion of duty on the part of others, whose acts do not so much concern you; but have you always played the philanthropist, and been thus prodigal to your own flesh and blood ? At whose mandate did one fair and beautiful and good go away from you, never to return ? — for she went long ago to that bourne from whence no pilgi-im may return. Who was unforgiving then ? Who closed the doors of home and heart in that long-past time ? William Kingswell, you have commenced too late." I looked at Clyde's uncle ; the old man's manner was menacing, and his tones w^ere full of sneering, when he had hurled the last shaft at his ancient enemy. The dart had THE MOm'AN'AS. 95 not reached its aim; Mr. Kingswell was impemous to keener shafts even than these ; he was so accustomed to probe his own heart and lay it bare to his Creator. Un- marred was all the glorious inner life save bv this mistake of his youth. He was calm as one who had triumphed over remorse, and the victory thus achieved was through long sutFering, of which there was no trace now, however, only deep, painful anxiety in his tones, when he said tremu- lously : " Tell me, my friend, if you know aught of her — that poor, erring child ? I would give a world to know her fate, if I possessed one." " ^\Tiat would you know, William Kingswell ; more per- haps than I should care to tell you, if I could ? Let me alone ; I ask of you nothing, only that you will leave me." He pointed impatiently to the door. Feeling that nothing could be gained by remaining, we left the old man to his solitudes, and came sorrowfully up the slopes to Ridgely. It was hard to meet the expectant look in Leah's face, and have no answering word of comfort to give her. She saw how it was — as it had been ; tears trickled down the pale, thin cheeks, and fell upon the brown curls of her bov. "Your effort has not been altogether hopeless, Leah; you shall stay here as long as you like ; this shall be your home while you choose to make it so." With one of those s.vift, sudden impulses which in the erring seem the upheaving of a better nature — hidden, but not destroyed — she threw herself at the feet of Mr. Kings- well ; too full of gratitude, she held her benefactor's hands, while her tears fell down like rain. " Leah," he said, solemnly ; " do not thank me ; there is one to whom your gratitude is more directly du€." She understood him, and clasped anew her hands in earnest prayer. 96 THE MONTANAS. And thus it came to pass tliat Leah Eldridge came into the household at Ridgely, and took her place henceforth as one of its inmates. How strangely such things come about I We have never since had cause to regret what we did then, though in many instances we could not have acted thus with impunity. There is no standard by which to estimate error in degree so true, so just, as that of manifest sincere repentance. Then, again, we know that God is the God of the wretched, and Christ their Saviour. Who shall hide his glorious beneficence from the eyes of the world-weary, whose sin by tears of bitter suffering has been washed out ? Once more into our season of content came the image of Warren Hayne, bringing brightness, yet dispensing shadows he had left in the void where his presence was not. But Clyde ! I could not understand him, his conduct seemed so strange. I was sure he loved Stanley, though when her engagement had been first made known to him he evinced little feeling, only I imagined I saw the ago- nized regret burning deep in his soul-full eyes. How I worshipped this man ! even though he seemed towering high above me, as if his soul was set among the stars, in whose light I walked, where his feet too trod on the hard earth way beside me. His spirit seemed to soar and pierce the dim ether, yet never for an instant ceased to be fet- tered with the material part of life, or lose its hold upon the actual. Often, often have I seen that gleam, spectral as starlight, yet never once did I suspect or know until long after what the glance portended. How blind is the keenest insight at war with fate ! It soon became known in the circle at Wayburn that Warren Hajme would marry the beautiful Southern girl, guest of the Kingswells. Stanley verj naturally shrank THE MONTANAS. 97 from what seemed to her indelicate publicity of that which in her estimation should be held sacredly ; but Warren manifested a strange desire to parade his triumph. He was one of those men who disvalue any gift the world does not share and set high estimates upon. Many marry as though they anticipated having numberless spectators to every domestic scene from youth to age, so eager a desire they manifest to conciliate society in the choice of a partner for life, and court its due appreciation of then- selection. Mr. Kings well said little on the subject ; he was too thorough a gentleman to obtrude the expression of an opinion which had never been sought; I knew he had learned to love Stanley very dearly, and would have been pleased if she and his favorite, Clyde, had chosen each other. I knew he talked it over with his good wife when they were alone together ; for in each sober face I saw the verdict of their keener judgment than we possessed, which foresaw a time when the silver tides of this affection would sink amid the thirsty sands of after life. 'Twas thus the bright-browed summer passed, and in her stead came golden autumn showering treasures of crimson and amber; harvests fresh from the sickle were bound and stored ; " the grapes were purpling in the grange," yet we hngered at Ridgely — lingered because we had no courage to break the airy tissues of our happiness and seek to weave them about other scenes, lest in the process they should vanish, leaving us in darkness. At length a letter arrived which turned the balance in favor of Claremont. Aunt Edith was ill; Uncle Montana, em- barrassed by an unlucky speculation, required the services of his sons to set him right. I overheard Mr. Kingswell and Clyde talking softly about the matter, and judging from fragments of the conversation which reached me, I 98 THE MOKTANAS. was more than ever convinced that the suspicion I had hitherto entertained concerning Uncle Clifford's original investment was correct. I also knew that both Raymond and Stanley were ignorant of this fact ! therefore to no human ear did I breathe the knowledge which had unavoid- ably come to me. Some things were clearer now that before had appeared so dread a mystery. The scales were dropping from my eyes ! I thought I knew now why they had been so anxious to forestall matters in that regard and negotiate a marriage between Stanley and Clyde ; just then I was feeling sufficiently malicious to rejoice in secret that their plan of bargain and sale was prospectively thwarted by her anticipated union with Warren Hayne. Though for Uncle Montana, in any event, I foresaw trouble in the future. Austere, uncompromising man that he was, loving money as his God, it was very natural he should wish to wed his only daughter with great wealth. As for Warren, beyond a decent competence he had only his fine business capacity and indomitable energy, which were in themselves the surest avenues to future wealth and honor. At length we came back to Clarcmont. Aunt Edith sat up, wearing her sweetest smile with which to greet us, but there was so marked a contrast between the almost trans- parent whiteness of her complexion and the hectic glow on either cheek, as she rested them alternately against the purple velvet lining of her luxurious chair, we were startled ! Then the hand she held out to us was so thin and wasted, the look of it pierced our hearts with remorse. Why had we left her to eke out the frail remnant of her vitality in utter loneliness, while we pursued our pleasures ? How cruelly selfish we had been! I knelt beside her; pressed the poor wan fingers to my lips, choking down the anguish THE MONTANAS. 99 that would not drop its weight in tears ; while Stanley, her own child, her best beloved, unable to look upon the change which had struck us all so painfully, went to her own gorgeous apartments, tapestried richly and draped in blue • and gold, tasselled and min'ored in a style which would have rivalled the boudoir of an Oriental princess. 'Twas thus I found her, an hour later, her face buried in a rich couch in her chamber. Warren Hayne's beloved ! yes, and Clyde's too ! they both loved her. I loved her, and would soothe lier pain ; and I did, breathing in gentle words a hope which I felt to be hopeless ; meanwhile pic- turing a future which would be hers even when this bright sun of her youth was gone down in the darkness, and only the star of his love shining. I do not think Raymond really understood or duly ap- preciated the change in his worshipped mother. Yery soon he sat down to tell her of Mary, of his engagement and his happiness, she smiling calmly — a sympathetic re- cognition of his joy ; but when he went on to speak of Stanley and her love for Warren Hayne, she questioned until he told her all ! Then a shadow fell upon her face — a shadow as of disappointed hope — while her eyes sought Clyde, whose misery was so proudly still ; only she and I guessed how he suffered and how heavily the blow would fall on him. How wondrously does the social atmosphere affect and influence the physical ! Even that insidious foe, consump- tion, will relax his hold oftentimes for a little season, and allow his \dctims to linger securely in some sunny place by the wayside, even when most intent upon hunying them to the dark shades beyond. It was thus with Aunt Edith, who was so happy in having us home again, she rallied and gained strength suflScient to take her place at the table 100 THE MONTANAS. which, being physically unable to preside, she had been compelled to abandon weeks before. Aunt Dinah too was present, who declared it was " as solemn as a meetin' to have nobody to come to de table 'cept massa, who et nothin' hisself — hardly enough to keep a fish alive ; all de cookin' was done for nothin' while we was gone. As for Hawsey, she had pined after Miss Stan- ley tell she was no more 'an a shadder ! Pity young miss couldn't a tuck the child along wid her ; but I 'spose it was dangerous, dem folks up Norf is so mighty medelsum 'bout we niorg-ers." Aunt Dinah's feelings were almost abundantly poured forth in behalf of any one who ate little ; this, in her esti- mate, was a state approximating the very climax of misery. Even in ordinary conversations, not in the slightest degree pathetic, it was Aunt Dinah's habit to shed tears. They were as natural to the old lady as sun and air to plants, or as Raymond mischievously remai-ked, as " water to a duck." They were the invariable tribute of her susceptible heart on occasions either grave or gay. Now, however, the old lady was entirely excusable for her indulgence of the -emo- tion she felt at seeing her mistress well enough to resume her old place in the reunited family, and Hawsey, the apple of her tearful eye, reinstalled at her post of honor again. Said Hawsey was a faithful little creature, notwithstanding her propensity to regard the boys slily from out the corners of her bright eyes, and really attached so much importance to the performance of her duty as dressing-maid, regarding her service as so indispensable an adjunct to Stanley's com- fort, it was amusing to .witness her transports on our return. I verily believe she imagined Stanley's hair had not ap- peared well once during her long absence from home; good, kind, and indulgent as her young mistress was, she really THE MONTAJSTAS^^jLK /-. . l Q 1 permitted her to enjoy this belief, wKrcli'she did 'even with ^h the evidence of well kept glossy ringlets to the contrary. Hawsey's idea of a land where people waited on themselves / was anything but flattering to the m-oprietors of free soil. '' CHAPTER yil. "Be wise to-day, 'tis madness to defer ; Next day— the fatal precedent will plead ; Thus on, 'till wisdom is pushed out of life," YoiTNG's Night Thottghts. Claremont ! our fairy land ! How very lovely it was with long, cool verandas, shaded, by stately magnolias of dark shining foliage, and green slopes swelling southward to the gulf and westward to the sunset. AVliether in the light of morning or the garish brightnoss of noontime, the gradual waning of golden day or soft shadows of evening, descending gently as the footfall of angels, it was beautiful,' and its atmosphere was one of perpetual spring. Autumn had flitted caressingly over its shady groves and flowery walks, just touching with more gorgeous hue verdure and foliage, when Cousin Warren came to Aasit us. He ap- peared in a transport of rapture ; actually put aside his stately politeness— assuming the elegant necfUffe of South- em manners— took his place in our home circle natu- rally, as though he had been bred and born to the position he then occupied, and was self-constituted sole proprietor of his mystic surroundings. Often he would tell us over and over how very happy he was. One of his pet indulgences, I remember, was to pluck the fairest flowers, toy with them, then pull them to pieces, just for the pleasure of see- ing them borne afar off on the misty wings of breezes which 1 2 THE MONTANA S. came up softly from the gulf; again, lie would strew them in the path before him as he walked, and trample upon the dissevered petals with a careless indifference that wounded Stanley. One day she spoke to him of the strange habit. I sat upon the upper veranda and could not avoid hearing their conversation. He had woven a wreath of orange blos- soms and set it afloat upon the surface of water inclosed by a marble basin which held the fountain's falling spray, talking languidly as he watched golden minnows leap to catch them or trace their shadows underneath. She said, softly, it seemed an answer to her thought : " You may decide that I am fanciful, but I never see a leaf cr flower detached from the parent stem without a sensation akin to the keenest pain." He responded in his usual blase manner : " They are among the bright creations made to be en- joyed while they last ; " his look said : Then put aside to make room for others. " Gather the rose-buds while you may, Old time is stiU a-flying ; And the same flower which blooms to-day, To-morrow shall be dying." " Herrick is wise ; he has propagated a very comforting sort of logic, which I never fail to adopt." " Yet," said Stanley, " it is a very sad philosophy which teaches men to speak and act thus ; they would be inex- cusable for the promulgation of such sentiments were not word less culpable than deed ; men of the world aff'ect a species of bravado in adopting them. I should scarcely expect you could be brought to endorse a theory or prac- tice so chilling in its efi'ects. Many poets, whom fortunate genius has lifted above its severest casualties, seem to take THE MONTANAS. 103 an insane pride in thus braving life and scattering its trea- sure by the way. I can nev6r recall some of Moore's de- fiant lines without a shudder. Little by little we come to extend this selfishness to animate as well as inanimate ob- jects, which is apt to lead to practices very pernicious ! And were such indulgences mianimously adopted, the result would be to sweep all generosity from the universe." " The attribute of selfishness is more general now than you seem to imagine. I have already learned to endorse the theory — as every one must sooner or later in his Inter- course with mankind ; though truly it is a deplorable era in the history of an individual — the first faint realization of the fact that self-interest is the motive-power which impels the machinery of society. " Beyond one glorious truth, I hold all the world to be false as it is fair ; I am sure if I should learn to doubt this fact I should not want to live ! The blight would cover all my life, and the charred remains of the structure in which I have enshrined its hopes would blacken all the pathway to that golden realm of light shining yonder — a goal in the blue distances of coming time — and shroud in dark- ness the very canopy of heaven. This is the one gTeat truth whose existence I feel within the area of my heart's pulsations. There is only one — there can be but one love such as you have inspired — and since your little feet have walked in the hollow wastes of my life, I have known no other joy — " ' With thee conversing I forget all time, All seasons and their change do please alike. I love thee and I feel That in the fountain of my heart a seal Is set to keep its waters pure and bright For thee.' " 104 THE MONTANA S. Ah ! when other seasons, with their changes dread, came on, did one inky drop of the sad blight succeeding stain the crystal waters of the one pure fountain in his heart — whose golden seal was crushed and broken in obedience to a mandate of the world — the same world of which he talked so contemptuously, yet whose voice w^as stronger than the voice within ? Yes, out into this same world he passed, leaving the bright golden love-life afar back in its glory ! The pearly gates closed after him with a crash that shook the solid earth ; on he went through desert ways, joyless amid the seasons, gliding swift from flower to snow ; that same world lying henceforth all between his heart and hers. " Oh love ! what is there in this world of ours, That makes it fatal to be loved ? Ah ! why, With cypress branches hast thou wreathed thy bowers, And made thy best interpreter a sigh ? " When in Warren's far away home autumn was wearing the faded garlands of departed summer, the winter sky of a fearful strife between brother and brother, fi'iend and friend, was darkening underneath the heavens. The po- litical contest of 1860 terminated in' the election of Mr. Lincoln to the Presidency, which event was succeeded by the withdrawal of all Southern members from the repre- sentative hall of the nation, which course resulted in the secession of South Carolina, which was quickly followed by other States. Our hero began to grow restless, and longed for the busy world again. A system of pleasant dalliance by the wayside may bring feverish ecstasy to a man of active habit, but it can never wholly satisfy or in- sure to mind and heart lasting peace. Life is a steady current, ever rushing on, on ; we must sail or drift with its swift flow, and work our passage that we may come into TEE MOXTANAS. 105 tlie channel wliicli joins the ocean tides, which will bear us to golden portals of the bright beyond. Warren proposed that with the consent of all parties concerned, he and Stanley should be married at once and return to the North together ; she hesitated, from disin- clination to leave her mother in her present feeble health. Was it a dim foreboding in my heart that, if deferred, the result would be misery for both, that caused me to speak as I did? " You are wrong, Stanley, you should go with Warren ; he wants you. Auut Edith shall be well cared for ; be- sides, you know not what might come between you to prevent the ultimate consummation of your hopes. Should the national Union, as we have reason to fear, become dis- rupted, Warren may then be considered an enemy to your land ! Would you wish to marry him then ? Again, his former enchantress may yet win his love from vou : most men are stigmatized as fickle, you are well aware; he might not prove an isolated exception." An expression of deep pain passed over the features of my friend, though she answered not a little proudly : " I do not anticipate the first event to which you refer as though the occurrence were almost certain. Our na- tional league is too strongly augmented by the sacrifice of years to be broken by the guilty efforts of a few shameless partisans. As regards Miss Strawbridge, I do not fear her ! However, if the result which you intimate be proba- ble or possible, it were better I should know it at once ; I could not so thoroughly appreciate his homage were it less exclusive." Since I have growTi older, in justice to mankind I do not hesitate to express a belief that so called fickleness is only refined exclusiveness. Man cannot lay his heart at . 5* 106 THE MONTANAS. every strine to which he bows a willing tnee in anmse- ment or courtesy. Warren was not really unfaithful to Stanley in the test which followed ; his waywardness was wholly the result of events so complicated — so directly bearing upon his destiny and hers — he found it impossible to break the chain of irascible circumstances. When Mr. Montana became aware of the pending issue invoh-ing his daughter's preference for Mr. Hayne, he urged no grave expostulations, only evinced a pettish displeasure; which was manifest in his expressed wish to have the mar- riage deferred: "Wait," he said; "Stanley was scarce more than a child ! " He could make no other objection, know- ing how his daughter's heart was in the projected union ; he repeated in the interval of deep hard breaths : " Wait." Again, when Warren in person knelt with Stanley beside the pale-faced mother, asking the precious boon of her child's love, she could only clasp her trembling hands over that gold- en head with its falling curls ; while her white lips, too, said "Wait." Wliy should those tears have fallen then and there, upon the flower-garden of her daughter's youth and hope ? Only I knew how dear to each parental heart was the project of uniting her and Clyde, who was the sole in- heritor of Claremont and Brightland. His mother held nothing, now that he was of an age to claim them ; not even the slaves, except by suffrage : hence they looked forwai'd to this consummation of their scheme as to a final adjustment of pecuniary affairs, of late so complicated and uncertain. At this particular jimcture, if compelled to repay large sums of money frequently borrowed from Clyde's ready capital, the result would be utter ruin. It was because he felt he was not strong enough to breast the waves just then, that he said to Warren and Stanley : " Wait ! " and the pale-faced mother repeated after him the one touching, comprehensive mono- TEE MONTANAS. 107 syllable. I tLough.t I detected in the dark, splendid eyes of Clyde a gleam of tender appeal that, too, suggested — " "Wait ! " And my suffering, feverish heart responded with sad echo to the joint burden of that of the household — " Wait ! " and we waited, but not long. There was one person who advocated Warren's claims with great vehemence. Ray was the exception to the gene- ral expression of deference. He often repeated his asser- tion of a former occasion ; that Warren was the most fitting match in all New York. Then perhaps he knew nothing of the league in favor of Clyde ; or if he did, con- sidered that young geiftleman abundantly able to assert and advocate his own claims. But of some other things he was well aware, which we in our blindness did not know until long afterwards. Notwithstanding all that Raymond said in favor of a speedy union, it was decided that the marriage ceremony should not be performed until the coming spring. One morning, a few days later, it was arranged that I should drive down to the city with Clyde to do some shop- ping. I shall never forget the picture which met my eyes on going to Aunt Edith's room to receive special injunc- tions concerning her proposed purchases ; she sat in a large chair near an open window, while Hawsey combed her soft brown hair; Stanley rested from her embroidery on an ottoman beside her ; and a few feet distant. Miss Ellis, with her knitting- work. By the way, I have not yet had occa- sion to describe this very interesting personao-e ; whose most prominent characteristic was the aforesaid knitting- work, which was ever present with her. She was possessed of many family details, which she had repeated until we knew them word for word, though the lady in our house- hold was a " sarcophagus " of silence. She rarely spoke 108 THE MONTANAS. unless some one addressed her ; then, if possible, answered the question or remark with as few words as possible. Again Miss Ellis, or Miss J'hoebe as we usually called her, was well versed in the complicated record which held dates of every marriage and death which had occurred in almost every family of note in the section, for years and years agone. How she came in possession of so varied and *'aluable a stock of information, was a fact utterly incomprehensible ; for she never asked a question, unless, as we surmised, it was by some adroit process of storing what she learned incidentally; and by the exercise of the rare faculty she had of putting this and that together in the prolific soil of her own memory, which yielded in case of any emergency an abundant harvest of uncontrovertible testimony. This little lady, with her quiet ways, had been the lineal heritao-e of Claremont lonor before the Montanas had lived there. During the lifetime of the first Mrs. Ingram, Clyde's mother, she had been employed to superintend the arrangement of the household. Upon the occasion of the instalment of Mrs. Ingram second, she had been per- mitted still to hold her place. Then when the father and master had died, and Mrs. Montana assumed the direction of the establishment, she was still held one of the humble retainers. Through all these vicissitudes she had been so constant and patient in her duty- doing, step by step she had mounted, until now she stood upon the topmost round of the ladder, from which high eminence of hardly-won confidence it would have been difiicult to precipitate her, for she prided herself much upon this distinction. It was not a habit we children had acquired in our bringing up to like Miss Phoebe much ! She so persistingly kept upon the track of our waywardness, and brought to light all our little mischievous schemings ; she was sure to unravel our 4 TEE MOKTANAS. 109 mysterious confidences during vacations spent at home, and report them in her quiet way, so that we really stood much in awe of her in those days. Now, however, the feeling had passed away, and we had grown to appreciate and esteem her. It was easy to perceive she was yet a source of annoyance to Hawsey, upon whom she kept a sharp eye, though by day she never ceased her endless knitting. I watched her now curiously as she sat weaving into the web of counterpane upon which she worked, together with the notes of birds singing from their stately perches amid the foliage of magnolias ; • these mingled with the uncouth croakings of Stanley's paroquet ! All these were bound in long white meshes that fell from her wax-like fingers slowly as a moving shroud. Now and then was a square with which were interwoven the golden threads of hope — like those running through Stanley's bright years. Stanley had ever been a favorite ^dth Miss Phoebe ! Again, with the dream of Clyde's young manhood, some darker threads streaked the fabric — running strongly and steadily as the current of life that was ebbing before our eyes — though we scarcely realized it now. How blind we were to the sad, solemn truth ! All save the obsen-ing, kind-hearted, soft- voiced woman, who seemed so little likely to observe the fact, and yet who knew it first of all. There was no trace of the knowledge in her face ; only now as I recall the many incidents of that time, I remember too how her manner grew more subdued, and then she manifested as unaccount- able indifiierence to many of Hawsey's shortcomings ! and was seen much less frequently at her post of observation on the lower veranda, where her glittering needles were brought to bear upon the servants in their daily work. Aunt Dinah held undisputed sway in her realm ; and every morning after having washed the china, trimmed the lamps, brightened 110 THE MONTANAS. the silver with a piece of chamois leather, and dispatching a little dusky emissary to Miss Phoebe with the keys of the sideboard, descended thereafter to her own domain — often- times with full an added inch of turban on her woolly head. Her importance expanded each day ? And in proportion as her greatness increased, her severity to those in regard to whom her jurisdiction was faithfully exercised, grew more insufferable. Aunt Dinah's philanthropy had also dilated astonishingly ; her tears, usually so wont to flow, now gushed forth without the slightest provocation. In short she cuffed the little kinky heads below stairs, and wept penitently for the offence whenever she came into our higher realm of expiation. Of many things that were amusing in our household, and some that were very sad, I stood thinking while tracing that picture of the morning preceding the last evening which we all spent together, when I heard Stanley's voice calling me to come in from the veranda where I had stood musing long and abstractedly. "I wish, Jennie, you would call to see Retta Austin and procure for me if possible the pattern of that worsted- work ; I cannot go on with this until I familiarize myself with the original design ; you will confer a favor by so doing, for which I will be very much obliged."" She hummed a little snatch of melody from Trovatore, which Paroquet repeated in a hoarser voice. I promised to exe- cute her commission, and hearing Clyde descend from his dressing-room, I passed out on- the front veranda to let him see that I was in readiness. I soon received his signal as the horses came sweeping round the curve, with proud manes flashing and coats like autumn sunshine. How very gallantly, almost tenderly, he assisted me into the buggy and took his place by my side. We had long since ceased THE MONTANAS. Ill to address eacli otter save in the presence of otters ; now on this particular occasion silence was a luxury : the bright, bright river of my dream was gliding on; the golden water seemed to touch my feet as we went whirling along its margin with a speed that almost made me hold my breath, yet scarcely kept pace with its current. I was unable to decide if my fancy was not a reality, so strangely had this habit of musing grown upon me. At length I broke the spell of our silence by remarking, with enthusiasm : "Life seems a dream, Clyde, so blended with the Infi- nite that I can scarcely separate the real from the unreal, the life here from that I hope for." " I once thought," he said, a shadow coming into his fine face, " that life was a dream ! but the dream is over. Now it is a cheat, a delusion, a show, full of sound and fury * signifying nothing ! ' an autumn of reality in whose atmosphere wither and fade the bright things it brought from the depths of that great mystery in which it came — into which it shall be resolved again. I am shivering through a long November, which is fast darkening into an eternal winter. I have sowed — others will reap ; the har- vest is not my own." I saw the shadows darken on his face where the morninor light had been. I wanted to ask why it was so ; if it was because he felt he could have no life apart from Stanley's love ? Yet how bravely and quietly he accepted his sad destiny ! There was no despairing, no faltering of his life purpose in the path where duty lay, no frittering away of energy and integrity, because of that departed May of life and love whose mortal sacrifices are as so many taber- nacles reared to the Infinite. The interstices of passion lie above its downward paths : these should be avoided by the far-reaching vision of a love that may soar beyond ! 112 THE MONTANAS. enduring as the immortal power whose essence it is — re- generated, purified. Yes, with the inspiration of his presence round about me, in behalf of that other love, that love of his for her, I could have said all this and more, had not Lane Austin come alongside our vehicle returning from his morning drive. " I was cominor out to Claremont this morning, Miss Jennie," he said, in his cheery voice. " I have intended doing myself that pleasure ever since we came back from the North. I am actually dying to hear the sound of your voice ; I have heard no music worth listening to since we left Nahant ; you were kind enough to sing for me there on one or two occasions, I remember." " And we will either of us sing for you again should you come to Claremont for that purpose ; moreover, we will welcome you gladly." He tipped his hat gracefully and passed on as we drew up in front of our stopping-place. I requested Clyde to come back for me. I looked upon his fine face for the shadow when he handed me out of the buggy ; it was there, still deeper than ever, and with the resolution to chase it away if possible as we returned, I started on a journey to perform what Aunt Edith had given me to do. I went first to a dry-goods establishment in Canal street. Upon inquiring for certain articles I was instructed to walk to the further end of the store. Passing a row of assiduous' clerks, I came at last to one who fur- nished me with numberless specimens of flosses, gay- colored worsteds, and fancy articles of every description, talking busily meantime of the merits of the goods in ques- tion, while I made my selection, caring little for what he said ; Clyde's face, with its shadow, was at my side, aiid the bright river flowing far away. THE MONTANAS. 113 In my preoccupation I was just on the point of ha\ing him tie up the wrong package for me, when my attention was arrested by the sound of a haughty, imperious voice, belonging to a lady who requested, or rather commanded, to be shown very many things — goods of every style and quality — as though she had been appointed chief inspector of new fabrics, with an air that showed plainly she thought she was conferring a great favor by deig-ning to examine them at all, even with no design of purchasing. It chanced that Warren Hayne passed that way. She saw him, and immediately ordered one of the clerks to recall him. When he came she seized his hand with more than her usual warmth ; whereupon he expressed in courtly terms his unexpected pleasure in having met her. Cousin Warren was never at a loss for fashionable badinage ; now he told her he had never seen her looking more charmingly, even during the palmy days at Nahant. She thanked him cordially, and proceeded to ply a score of inquiries which sprang forth with the sharp vivacity of bullets from a seven- charged revolver. Firstly, " if he was quite well ;" secondly, if he came South immediately after taking his face from •their pleasant circle on the Ocean shore; if he purposed remaining long in New Orleans, and how he had passed the time since his arrival? He answered that he had not come South immediately after they parted, but had remained long enough to arrange his business, so that it might not suffer in his absence; that he was quite well — in short never better, and had passed the time at Claremont so very delightfully, it was a source of deep sorrow and regret that he should be compelled to return North during the winter ; but so it was, he should leave on the morrow. " I thought we passed you, Lane and I, as we were driv- ing a few days since." 114 THE MONTANAS. " Eh ! — I was on the road with Mr. Ingram ; went with him to his place ; fair locality — Brightland." "I presume," answered Retta, with an offensive and hauorhty leer from the corners of her sharp black eyes, almost hissing the words through rows of pearly teeth; " that is, I am sure you must have passed much of your time with Miss Montana, She will be married very soon. Father remarked the other day — * Unless Mr. Montana's dauo-hter mamed Mr. Iuo;ram he was a ruined man. The investments in the business, together with Claremont, Brightland, etc., are the exclusive property of Mr. Ingram. The estates came by his father ; Mr. M. has held them in trust for many years — now his stepson is of age, and will probably want his capital for other purposes.' " She said much more, which I will not here repeat ; she went on talking in that gross, unlady-like fashion, in a con- spicuous place, of our family concerns, as though she had a personal interest in them, and the information favored that interest; talked on utterly ignoring the fact of Warren's preference for Stanley. He said no word, however; an occasional answer couched in monosyllables was all the response he vouchsafed to other queries when she had closed her harangue on this subject. " By the way," added Retta, appearing to have forgotten until then the very purpose for which she had called him in ; " I suppose of course you are aware that Miss Straw- bridge has arrived in the city ? I have not seen her my- self; it was Lane who informed me her father had grown anxious concerning the ability of at least one of his South- em patrons to meet the requisitions of creditors in this severe season of almost universal suspension ; consequently he came to satisfy himself they would be sustained by effi- cient backers m the event of failure. Mr. S. and his daugh- THE MONTANA S. 115 ter are at the St. Charles. I shall call there this morning. Perhaps," she added, turning carelessly from the piles of gossamer which an assiduous clerk had arranged for her inspection, " you will call with me. At all events I hope to have the pleasure of entertaining you this evening, the last of your stay in the city." " I should be most happy," Warren answered — though it must be confessed he did not appear so just then — " were I not previously engaged, to accept your kind invitation, granting the exclusive right to monopolize me for the evening. However, I may see you this afternoon." He took her little snow-flake of a hand — it was one of Warren's tricks — into his own, relinquished it, and was going, when she said again, assuming an expression of art- less simplicity — " Mr. Hayne, I have purchased recently an elegant floral album, and would like so much to have an acrostic or some- thing of the sort above your autograph. Really, it would en- hance the value of the trifle very much." Now who could have guessed the double purpose that lurked beneath this ap- parently single request ! Firstly, perhaps, it was influenced by her secret love for Warren Hayne ; secondly, it boded no good either to Stanley or himself. He answered, smiling : " I shall copy an extract for Miss Austin with great plea- sure, provided she makes the selection ; but I have out- grown the habit of extemporizing on paper for the delecta- tion of my friends." The truth was, Warren was in love ! and could not so readily di\'ide his sentimentality with the world of women as he had been wont to do ; they could have gallantry at his hand, it was their due, but he was chary of anything more than the merest lip service. Again she turned a little uncomfortably to the examina- 1 1 6 THE MOm'ANAS. tion of rejected laces. Again he endeavored to take liis leave, though at the very door of the establishment he en- countered Miss Strawbridge. A mutual salutation ensued ; then a consultation, in which Miss Austin joined delight- edly, leaving the assiduous young man to put away his goods without so much as thanking him for the effort to find for her what she really did not want. From my post at the further end of the store I beheld these proceedings, the finale of which was, Cousin Warren offered an arm to each of the ladies, and the trio passed together into the street. I was aroused fi'om a fit of musing by the voice of Clyde, who inquired if I was ready to go home. I gladly replied in the affirmative, speedily rectifying my mistake concerning the packages ; then we too went forth into the broad, bright noonday, and the city outspread — a map of busy life, its fluctuations and its vast concenis — through shady avenues, streets dusty and sun-beaten, towards the home-way. After what I had heard my ideas were so confused, that notwith- standing I traced the shadow still upon his face, I had neither mind nor heart to ask him why it was there, and no spirit to make the faintest endeavor to chase it away. So we two rode on in our accustomed silence back to Claremont. The same evening after I had listened to the conversation which took place between Retta Austin and Cousin Warren in the store in Canal street, Raymond came in — our bright, handsome Ray — tossing his brown curls and threading them with his fingers, having previously sailed his broad-brimmed Leghorn hat upon an imaginary sea ; which, being the most accommodating of hats, having, doubtless, imbibed the spirit of its owner, came back in a circle to the sofa in the upper hall upon which he had ensconced himself; uttering a shrill whistle, meant to illustrate the temperature of the day, suggesting furthermore that his gentlemanship was THE MONTANAS. 117 very much fatigued and would take it in higli dudgeon if no one came to fan him and inquire how he did. Stanley and I were sitting in front of Aunt Edith's room on the veranda, enjoying the soft breeze which came up from the lake with the lulling, indistinct murmur of waves breaking on a distant shore. Ray's whistle was unheeded very soon he called out, in tones of gay reproach : " Girls, you are inexorable to-day ; however, I happen to be possessed of a piece of news which I am sure will startle you very much. Jennie, bring your fan ; come sit here, Stan, I want to lay my head in your lap and have you guess who is in the city." I kept silence, waiting for Stanley to speak. However, after several attempts and failures, Ray answered his own question volubly : "To-day, about noontime, I sauntered into the St. Charles, thinking to meet a friend who is stopping there. While in waiting I chanced to glance through an open door leading into the ladies' dining-saloon, when I saw Hayne sitting at table with an old gentleman whom we met at Nahant, and two ladies. I was aware Hayne's stopping- place was the Veranda. I was surprised to find him here. A second inspection elucidated the mystery. The ladies in question were Retta Austin and Miss Strawbridge ! Now what in the name of St. CecUia do you suppose has brought her to this city ? and what would she accept from Warren after his open rejection of overtures from that quar- ter on a pre\T.ous occasion ? Ah, me ! poor Hayne ! I have an undefined conviction she will yet carry ofi" that fel- low and marry him against his will ! " After which chari- table speech our sage Raymond composed himself gently to sleep. I fanned him patiently until the hour arrived which I had appointed to see Miss Austin, if possible, for the pur- pose of executing Stanley's conamission. 118 THE MONT AN AS. I drove down with a servant that afternoon; Clyde came later, behind his ponies. I met both Warren and Miss Strawbridge at Mr. Austin's. That haughty young lady bowed very formally indeed when Retta pronounced my name, as though the accent insulted her or was associ- ated in her mind with something very unpleasant. She absolutely frowned as Warren said to me, when, after ha\dng obtained the samples for Stanley, I rose to depart : " Wait a bit ; I will drive with you ; " then glanc- ing hastily at his watch, added : " I forget I have an engage- ment to meet Ingram precisely at six ; I will come out with him." This word, and the accuracy of his emphasis in speaking it, were peculiar to Warren. WTien I had taken my seat in the carriage he said again : " This little affair will not occupy me long ; please say to the ladies I will do myself the honor to join them early this evening. Au revoir." He went his way ; and again I passed from the heated city into the shades of our conse- crated home. He was true to his word ! he came early. I sat with Ray upon the veranda, when we saw them coming out on the shell-road, he and Clyde in a light buggy together. How handsome they were ! How radiant they appeared, wafting graceful salutations to us as they came round the curve, caressed with slanting sunbeams. The blush of red autumn was upon the landscape and waves of the lake. The roseate hue deepened as the sunlight paled in shadow ; but the flush was in our memory long after, whenever we recalled the day upon which our fate came to us in the form of Miss Strawbridge. Clyde sent his cream-colored ponies and buggy with his groom back for Uncle Montana ; then joined us in the west parlor, where the glow of sunset was lingering still. That THE MONTANA S. 119 was a happy evening. By tacit consent no one spoke or seemed to think of Miss Strawbridge. We were very gay ; even Aunt Edith joined us. It was only one of a series spent thus in the same manner, but there was a strange charm in it ; I know not why, save that it was the last we were to have like it on this earth. Aye ! was it the last of clear bright sunsets and shadowless moonbeams falling through dark green foliage of fir and palmetto ; the last circle of smiling faces at the sumptuous board; the last musings and tender whisperings as evening waned ? Ah ! yes ; the last of everything as it had been ; of all things saving the farewells — one for a long time, and the other till eternity. Before Cousin Warren left us that night a chill autumn rain fell. It seemed to pervade all things like a dense gloom, and wrap its vestments around the sufferer. Wliich one ? is now the query of my heart as I write after the lapse of a few years which seemed to have been ages. We heard the sound of falling rain upon the house. It was over ; Warren was gone I but the rain and autumn leaves were falling still, with a dreary sound which drowned the music of the fountain. Vapors thickened about the Gulf, slowly descendmg and wrapping the harbor fleet like a shroud. I kept my watch at the window of my own apartment for a long time ; then I went to Aunt Edith's room and found Stanley sobbing on her mother's breast. Alas ! how many tears she shed in after time, when there was no bosom for her but her Saviour's and her friend's. My own was always faithful. When silence brooded in the great house and the world without; when slumber descended upon bright eyes, love- lighted with hope and joy, and eyes weighed down and weary with the long out-look ; when there were tears in the 120 ^^ THE MONTANA S. eyes of the stars — I saw the orange-wreath that Warren's hand had made, as it lay blighted in the misty night, beat- en by the fountain's falling spray, cast hither and thither by the drifting rain. A moan came up from the wide grey sea, as if in its great deeps the gusts of a hidden storm were breakinof. I went and sat by Stanley's side while she slept — a smile upon her fair young face. I knew she was dreaming of days that were like golden ripples on a sea which was shaken as by a presaged convulsion, whose moans were like human voices — agonized suflfering in the changeful night. CHAPTER YIII. *' For all that in this world is great or gay, Doth as a vapor vanish and decay." Spenser's " Ettens or Time.' The flush was gone from the red autumn ; leaves fell sor- rowfully with sharp sprinklings of snow that fell glistening like frozen pearls upon the grass ; scarlet beiTies hung in clusters looking sweetly picturesque, with their frame-work of nut-bro*vn foHage flaming amid palmetto and larch. I had never seen a Southern winter look so gloomy and for- bidding ; the orange wreath lay withered where the foun- tain fell, and that bright river which had hitherto kept pace with my Ufe, was no longer a part of my musings. I seemed to have been brought nearer to a dim space, shrouding the vast ocean with its tides, in the two months that had elapsed since Cousin Warren left us. The winter gaieties were full- fledged; old courtiers were wont to say they had never known a season so filled with attractive entertainments. THE MONTANA S. 121 We, being novices, were compelled to participate, and were courted and flattered with attention from all quarters beyond our power or desire'to retaliate. Thus the days passed, and we out into tlie unknown. Winter was drawino; to a close. No word from Cousin Wa'rren since he reached home. Once or twice he had written by the way, and that was all. What could mean his cruel silence ? Alas, its consequences were plainly visible ; Stanley drooped. I scarcely know how she was enabled to pass through the ordeal of her formal introduc- tion into society, yet she glided with her habitual queenly grace through scenes bewildering enough to have quite dazzled one less firmly poised. I remembered the words Warren had spoken on first beholding : " I have never seen one so youthful appear so empress-like." I have beheld since, how that same expression trembled on the lips of many within the circle of her own home. What to her were words of adulation ? They did but mock her, secretly pining as she was for the faintest sound that told of him. One sad day the mystery was explained in a manner which struck me dumb with astonishment. I chanced to pick up a Northern newspaper Clyde had let fall as he came from the breakfast-room. Glancing briefly at the contents, I was about to throw it aside when my eye fell on a marked paragraph, with Milverton's initials below traced with a pen- cil. Warren Hayne and Miss Stravjhridge were married ! It was this intelligfence that so amazed and shocked me. I could not for some time avail myself of a single idea ; at length, however, I found myself possessed of a vehicle through which I could transport my thought to the star- tling truth, uprisen in all its vast proportions, where the flowers of the old hope lay crushed and fallen. It all seemed so strange, so new and dreadful ! I made my way to Stan- 6 1 2 2 THE MONTANA S. ley's apartment, entirely unprepared for the sight that met me there. Wa^ that white, fixed figure, so still and cold, with glaring eyes of ocean blue, our joyous, merry -hearted child — our Stanley? I never should have been able to identify her but for the sunny hair falling in golden masses over her rich dressing- robe. She rose to receive me calmly, very calmly, so much so that I, in my agitation, was brought to doubt that she was yet aware of the strange, incomprehensible fact. Still no word from her lips, only that fearful, fixed look in her white face. My heart seemed burning within me — the room was reeling. I must speak. In as steady a voice as I could command, I said : " Stanley do you know — have you heard ?" Ever}^ precaution failed me here ; I burst into tears. I would have clasped the poor stricken bird to my heart, but that look on her face, so white and stony, repelled me. My eyes were dry now ; she was first to speak. As she did so, a look of wildness came into her beautiful eyes, but no glow to her marble cheeks. The red current seemed to have ebbed from sight with the tides of that bright dream and the shores of the old time. How strange and far back in the past it seemed; after all, it was only one of those exquisite shapes which float in the dim air about us, yet find no likeness in stern truths of every day. How many bright tissues we weave about the forms we love and hope to clasp so fondly ; yet at last, how they elude our eager grasp and float beyond our reach. Then we go our way through the semblance of things, our better, nobler, higher selves lying in the grave of some vain endeavor. I saw it would be thus with Stanley ; all heart and tenderness seemed utterly gone ; all that was fairest, loveliest, and best, sat mourning the far-off" time by the mortal remains of her THE MONTANAS. 12, \ bright, beautiful dream. Her words came slowly aud hoarsely : " Yes, I know ! I have better authority perhaps than you have; he was kind enough to forewarn me in a letter which arrived this morning. I should have taken your ad- vice, Jennie, which was, I believe, to clasp the chain about my captive when the effort would have cost me less and the distance have been more convenient. / envy you your relative.'''' I was cut to the heart by her cool sarcasm ; so wounded by this unnatural taunt, I forgot at that moment her suffer- ing and her wrong — everything. I now think that the burst of passion to which I gave vent was her savino- ordi- nance. My words relaxed the heart-strings winding more and more tightly around the swift coil of fate for a final terrible crash. " Stanley, I think now you should have married Warren when he wished it ; you loved him and he loved you ; it was owing only to caprice that you did not go with him when he willed it. But for this delay you might both to- day have been happier. You may have been the chosen instrument to save himself and others; you rejected the oflBce. Has conscience no voice in the matter ? I have no word to offer in extenuation of his conduct ; but I do say I believe it will be much modified when we come to know all the influences that impelled him to this hasty course." " I never wish to know more than I know now ! All the gilded tissues in the world could not disguise the horrible distorted fact. The very thought of extenuation is abhor- rent to me. Loved him ? Ah ! yes, as T, poor silly child,^ loved him he will never again be loved. That love was the glory of my life ! It lighted the earth by day and the hea- vens by night. I came to womanhood with no other 124 THE MONTANA S. thought or hope than those which circled about and cen- tred in him, ray ideal of all that was high, generous, and noble. How it is fallen and lying in the dust at my feet ! " She sat for some time so still-looking into the dark space that had opened into her young life so soulless and cold, I was really alarmed. She added, with a bitter mocking smile : " He said he loved me, that he lived but for my smile ; he called me tender names, but now — oh ! I believe I am mad ! for Warren Hayne's kisses arc burning on my lips, and his tones of endearment ringing in my heart ! Oh ! if I could only strike them from my monory as he has rifled my hope ! Could I but tear his image, with its earnest eyes — yet reading my soul — mocking me with that false one of his — from my life, and die. Ah ! yes, death, decay, darkness ; anything is preferable to this agonized torture. Oh ! why do I feel as if there was no truth on earth, and even God were false ! For is not he, Warren Hayne, now pouring into the listening ears of the woman he has chosen the story of the miserable little dupe who thus loved him ! whom he deceived and trifled with ! And she is gloating o'er her triumph ! — the triumph achieved through her paltry gold." She arose and walked the apartment slowly ; she was not agitated, on the contrary she was still so pretema- turally calm I really feared her ; to arouse gentler thoughts I spoke of her mother. " Oh ! my mother," she exclaimed, something like terror rising in her white face — whiter than before, but motionless of muscle and fibre as a tablet which marks a grave ; " she must not know this, Jennie ; it would kill her outright. Let fio word on this subject to any one escape your lips. I will fight this battle with myself alone." She emphasized the pronoun singularly, that other self she meant; she seemed to be seeking to discern it through new dim spaces THE MONTANA S. 125 — backward lying in her life — as she continued : " Never name it even to me. I have done with it utterlv as thouo-h it had never been. I regret nothing so much as the crushed idol fallen on the dusty way w^hich I must tread." She was tearless still, but there was a look of such utter weariness on her beautiful face that told of a great soul-sickness within. My heart bled for her, poor stricken bird, but I could only wait until the ice was broken up. I recalled Warren's words, the last evening at Nahant. I saw as then the great sea with its waves crashing near, and the storm risino- in its heart. Far out through mist in the depths of that im- measurable space into which she had drifted I saw the lone ship cutting her silent way, waves lashing her gilded sides, wind crashing through her sails, driving onward to the dim unknown. Ah ! could Warren, lashed to a dull shore which- she had left, do cheerfully his work of life- with eyes fixed on that timid sail fluttering white in the distance, which grew wider every hour? I felt then that his would be a drearier task than hers in the time to come ; so I spoke hopefully : " Stanley, you are young and beautiful and proud. Rise above this thing; strength will be given you to do so, I firmly believe. It will be hard. I know what it is ; for I have not myself been without sorrow. I tell you this, that I may claim the privilege of enduring with, you ; we will bear together in silence, yet in sympathy, this heavy burden, until we come to a calm resting-place in the great journey." " Thank you, Jennie, my true, true friend ; I will accept what you so kindly offer — confidence, sympathy, everythino- — any other time ; but to-day I am better off alone. Leave me, dear, and go to mamma; she will miss me, and she must not know ! " There was both appeal and warning in her face : in it I traced a gleam of the old self— the childish, guileless self — 123 THE MOXTANAS. looking througli the eyes of this strong "woman, who had so i)roudly mocked the image of her idolatry a few momenta earlier. Seeing this, it was hard to leave her ; Lut she wished it and I went. I heard her bolt the door ; then all day long she paced to and fro ; I, waiting in dumb anguish, served her meantime as best I could. Aunt Edith hiquired for Stanley. I answered her with as much cheerfulness as I could assume ; telling her Stanley was suffering from an attack of nen'ous headache ; had not slept the previous night, and wished to remain alone in her room ; she would soon be with us again. Then I gave Hawsey private instructions not to disturb her young mis- tress by going to her room ; she was sleeping, and would not come down to dinner. There was no one present when that meal was served, excepting Miss Phoebe and myself. Aunt Edith did not appear, and the gentlemen were not home until evening. Aunt Dinah was enjoying her usual state of teaiful solicitude about members of the household in general : her sympathy was manifest in effect. She con- sumed herself a double portion of the viands left untasted on the table, abundantly grateful for the blessings of Provi- dence, among which was health and strength to enjoy what was prepared for others. I carried a dainty little repast to Stanley's room; but she entreated me in tones of such broken sufferina: not to force anything upon her, that I descended again to the dining-room with her food untasted. Aunt Dinah's ban- dana was brought into solemn requisition. She had fears for " Miss Stanley, poor child." My heart echoed faintly, " Poor child ! " yet I felt no sorrow for her in that guise, loving, simple, trustful, hopeful — hke that I now felt for the Avoman, full-grown, developed in suffering — to whom these qualities were lost, and could never be restored. THE MONTANA S. 127 All that long, drowsy afternoon, with a secret knowled^-e how the spirit of this woman, stricken and proud, was striving with itself, I did my duty as usual ; I read aloud for Aunt Edith while Hawsey brushed and plaited her long brown hair. Miss Phoebe sat knitting, gentle and still, while the sunshine came in, barring walls and pictures, the bookcase, and bed where Aunt Edith sat propped by pil- lows — bringing upon shining wings the odor of flowers — faded and gone like the summer the murmur of the fountain — all were alike to what they were on a certain morning when I noted them before. The group, wanting one fio-ure, was likewise the same. I heard the words of Hawsey in her idle talk, mingled with the steady rattle of Miss Phoebe's needles as she knitted into the fabric of other strange occurrences, the broken threads of this broken dream of Stanley's. Its crash had not yet jarred upon the house- hold, which moved in the routine habitual to it. The har- mony was still unbroken. Golden ripples of sunlight crept lower on the wall; at length the shining track grew crimson and disappeared entirely. Grey twilight came softly; then the dimmest of darkness fell upon the picture and broken dream. The sun was gone doAvn into a great, wide, inexorable sea. I heard Raymond's voice in the hall calling, as usual, for his sister. I was amazed at the black, lowering brow with which he received the intelligence that she was not well. He gave me a piercing look, which I answered with a glance of assurance to him that she knew all and would bear it bravely. He drew me with him into the dining-room, in obedience to some little words of caution which I dropped concerning Aunt Edith. There he drew ft'om each pocket a revolver, burnished and glittering, with silver-mountings flashing in the dim light. " In the name of Heaven, Ray, what would you do with those terrible engines of death ? " 12S THE MOXTANAS. " In the name of Heaven^'' he answered, " I shall kill that contemptible villain who has deceived and wronged uiy sister." There was, indeed, murder in his eyes ! I could only shrink and tremble ; I was powerless to do or say any- thing that would turn him from his purpose. Poor, poor Stanley ! Our pet, our pride, our sunshine ! It was upon her that Warren Hayne had put this bitter insult. I saw it now in that light. Before, I had only thought of the suffering she must endure. My tears fell fast and burning, though I gulped down the hump in my throat and went to Ray, her brother, so stricken at the thought of her grief, lifted the matted curls from his fevered brow, and running my fingers through them, as was his custom, I essayed to speak — with poor success. He promised, however, to aid us in keeping the knowledge of what concerned us all so nearly from his mother. He did not relinquish, yet did not repeat the threat of vengeance : I saw his purpose deepening as the darkness gathered without — growing more solemn and certain of fulfilment every hour. Yes, I saw it, trembling with dread. It was a strangre, dismal meetinor round the tea-table that evening. My uncle was not present ; Clyde was moodily silent, as usual ; Raymond's brow wore somewhat the aspect of gathering thunderbolts. As for myself, I was thinking of Stanley's strange words in the forenoon, and did the honors constrainedly. Ray pushed his plate away, to the discomfiture of Aunt Dinah, who had broiled his quails to the nicest shade of brownness, leaving them untasted, and went slowly up-stairs. I heard him knock once, twice, thrice, at the door of Stanley's apartments. He was ad- mitted, and remained a long time ; finally, when he came down, looking softened and subdued, the thought of his threatened vengeance passed out of my mind. I carried a THE MONTANAS. 129 cup of tea to Stanley to please poor Aunt Dinah, wlio was growing more and more wretched and tearful every hour for the shortcomings of our degenerate household. I found my friend lying on a couch, her beautiful hair streaming wildly over her white pillow. Hawsey followed with a lamp, but Ray had lighted one of the wax tapers which stood on her toilet, so I motioned the faithful girl to leave us ; she obeyed with tears in her eyes ; they were in mine too. I prevailed on Stanley to drink the tea ; she was very pale, but I was rejoiced that no trace of the haughty woman, who had so sternly looked her desolation in the face, remained. She was tearful and silent, yet ap- peared patient and gentle as a child. She wound her arms about my neck and kissed me ; well I understood that silent caress. She was mutely asking my pardon for what trans- pired in the morning ; I looked my forgiveness all, but not a tithe of the great love which made her a possession of my own. I told her I was vain enough to feel that I had a place in her heart which no one else could fill, and that when the wheel went round and she came back to the place where she had left me, she would want me then and would not hesitate to let me know it. And so it happened from that hour — in every conflict with herself she achieved a victory over that stern, hard usurper of the morning all alone. On the following day Stanley arose and went about her ordinary life as usual; dissevered from the life that was ended, yet never looking back; no, nor forward to that which was to come ; she took her place at her mother's side as though nothing had happened. The severest mandate of grief is that we are ofttimes forced to wear a mask with which to hide its gnawings. Stanley's embroidery was resumed ; the knitting was in a comfortable state of progression. Hawsey combed Aunt ] 30 THE MOKTANAS. Edith's lono: hair, whilst I read from the crrcat volume. The father did his work of life in the city, assisted by Ray- mond and Clyde ; in our household everything was going on as it was wont to do ; only I observed with pain how Stanley grew whiter, more silently taciturn day by day. She often spent hours by herself; during which seasons, with the effort of keeping from Aunt Edith and the servants the knowledge of her sorrow, my energies were taxed to the uttermost. One afternoon she sat for a long time listlessly looking into space. I think she was unconscious of her attitude of deep pre-occupation until aroused by words of her mother : " "V\Tiere has been my sunshine of late ? She seems to have taken refuo^e behind an overarchhig: cloud of silence and reserve. Stanley, my pet, what is the matter ? " "jNTothing," the white lips answered. " Nothing, dearest, are you sure ? " Again the white lips moved, though now 'twas only an echo, repeated more faintly — " Nothing." The swift fingers of Miss Phoebe entwined the disavowal with her record of events. Hawsey's bright eyes were full of unshed tears as she trailed the coil of rich brown hair into a Grecian knot, then went out to shed them in secret. Aunt Edith's head drooped lower on the pillow; her heavy lids fell dreamily upon two sunken cheeks. To her life was a spirit fetter, nothing more ; yet to Stanley Ah ! w^as it nothing that the strong stay had failed her when most loved and trusted ? Nothing that the \xy ten- drils of her sweet afi*ection had been rudely torn from their support, and lay crushed and withered on the earth? Nothing that the universe was changed and the light of day gone from the face of heaven? Ah! nothing; the white lips said so. My heart repeated the echo of other words THE MONTANAS. 13\ spoken by other lips in other time and place, when the chain was cemented, and two shadows blent in moonbeams on the sanded floor; as Warren Hayne led Stanley forth one evening long ago. The world, which seemed now so narrow and blank, then was wide and fair, and life was beau- tiful ; but now, all this was nothing ! I repeated the word in the depths of my spirit many times. Only another stricken heart deprived of its anchor, hope ; from a twin bark dissevered, drifting out with the great tides of human destiny. The orange wreath lay withered where the foun- tain fell — the beautiful river was lost amid barren sands on a desolate shore ; its golden ripples broken to ebb no more, and a solitary ship driving on through mist and darkness, outward to the far-lying sea. I began to feel it my duty to inform Aunt Edith what had occurred to make this change in Stanley. I signified to her my intention of imparting something of importance; she bade me send Hawsey out of the room. Miss Phoebe was to remain ; she was one of us. I had commenced my narrative of sorrow- ful events, with which the reader is fully acquainted, when Retta Austin dashed into the room like a domestic tempest. She took great liberties in our household, so she informed us ; half expecting we would gainsay a fact of which we were all too sensible. She excused herself, however, upon the ground of her anxiety respecting Mrs. Montana's precarious health. It was this which induced her to avail herself of the opportunity of coming out with Lane, who was on his way to Brightland. Her quick eye caught Aunt Edith's look of depression, and my own of inattention, as she rat- tled on in her voluble fashion for a while ; then inquired of Miss Phoebe for Stanley. The gentle little woman replied by looking hopelessly in my direction ; which appeal I readily interpreted, and replied that Miss Montana was 1 3 2 THE MONTANA S. suffering from a severe attack of headache, and requested to be excused to visitors. "IIow long has she been thus affected?" she answered, with sarcastic coldness. I saw the drift of her thoughts — knew before the reason of her coming ; Miss Austin never did the slightest thing without a concealed purpose. I replied, with a haughtiness which equalled her own, "that Stanley had lain down since dinner." She sat for some time biting the fingers of her dainty glove ; at length she said, sharply : " I presume you were all much surprised to hear of Mr. Hayne's marriage ! " Miss Phoebe's knitting-work actually dropped from her fingers. I- answered -Aunt Edith's glance of inquiry with an aflirmative gesture, merely signifying that this was what I meant to tell her. She composed her face with an effort for which I blessed her in my heart, and replied that she had felt very little emotion on the subject. " Oh, no, of course not ; the difference to any one at Claremont would be very slight, whether Mr. Hayne were married or single in one sense ; though I supposed his friends " — she emphasized the word — " and relatives " — here she looked at me — " would naturally feel some little interest in his welfare, if only to rejoice in his having secured to himself so fortunate an alliance. Miss Strawbridge is a great beauty, you know, besides being a millionaire!''' I was only consoled in our joint endurance of this last palpable insult, to feel how these words had ploughed through Retta Austin's haughty heart and left their furrows there. I felt I never could have been brought to retaliate in the spirit which prompted her to say these things ; for she too loved my cousin Warren with all the strength and fidelity of which a nature like hers was capable. Both THE MONT AN AS. 133 Aunt Edith and myself were silent. When the black eves were brought to bear on Miss Phoebe she merely said, " Indeed ; I was not aware he had been so favored." Her speech referred merely to the money arrangement, after which she resumed her knitting with the usual quietness. After a few cursory observations, each pointed and signifi- cant, Miss Austin took from her pocket a tiny rose-colored note, sealed and scented, which she left with Aunt Edith for Raymond, remarking merely that it contained com- missions which he had promised to execute for her in the East. I fear my face must have expressed the terror I felt ; I knew I was pale; the life-blood was sinkmg slowly, and a coil of agony seemed tightening around my heart. I answered quietly as I could : " Of course, he will take great pleasure ; he goes, let me see, when ? " " This afternoon, I think ; he told me he thought he should leave on the five o'clock boat to-day. I called at the bank, but failing to find him, I came this far with Lane. Of course you will see him ere he departs." I was agonized beyond expression ; Miss Austin, without designing to do so, had been of infinite service to me. There was no time to lose. I rang the bell and ordered the carriage hastily ; left Aunt Edith with a promise to return speedily as possible. I then went to Stanley's room and informed her what must be done, and done quickly. She was lying listlessly, her slender fingers clasped over her white brow, from which her golden hair was flowing. It seemed cruel to bring this new terror upon her, though she was prompt to feel the force and exigency of the case. When the carriage came round we were ready to depart. Swiftly down the road over which Clyde and I had passed 134 TEE MONTANAS. on that bright morning in the autumn-time we glided now. On through busy thoroughfares and avenues all shady and fragrant with the breath of exotics, and by streets crisp and sere, teeming with life that was warped and withered, we passed to Uncle Montana's banking-house. Raymond was gone. We threaded our way through the busy throng on the levee, in imminent danger of being swallowed up in the tumultuous din, w^hen Lane Austin, who had come down to superintend his father's shipments a moment before, rescued us with great suavity. In answer to my inquiry he said, "Raymond is on board. I saw him standing with Ingram on the upper guard. I will en- deavor to secure his attention for you." So saying, he conducted us aboard, and after a few inquiries at the oflSce, led us back to an apartment near the ladies' saloon, in which sat the truants for whom we were searching.. The door was partially ajar ; I saw at a glance that Clyde's attitude was one of eager appeal, while Ray, our bright sunny Ray of old, now he was moody and still, his brows knitted in angry, gloomy defiance. How changed he was of late ! He started slightly on beholding us, but recovered himself instantly ; he endeavored to carry off with a high hand the part which he meant to play in this new, strange drama, though he found the effort very difficult beneath the calm scrutiny of his sister. She bent her white face over him with a look from which there was no es- cape ; she would speak, and he must listen; and he did, thouo^h the look of firm determination did not leave his glorious eyes even when he resolved to hear all that she wished to say. There was no visible emotion when she did speak in her face or voice, only she crushed my hand until the little plain gold ring, my love-gift of childhood, was almost THE MONTANAS. 135 buried in the flesh. My eyes followed the donor — once a brother, now so no more — as he passed through an outer door to the guard, and stood watching the sun-bright sur- face of the calm, still river, and the winter sun, half hidden in its heart. Bright beams gathered round, seeming to caress him with their sheen, while their fiery fingers toyed with his dark-brown locks, and danced to fairy music in the clear depths of his splendid eyes. How strangely Stanley's words broke on the spell with which I contemplated him — his attitude and expression. " Ray, why did you leave us, with never a word of fare- well?" The brother was silent; he did not tell her it was because he had seen how that silent sorrow was daily making inroads in her young life, and he could not bear to meet the look in her white face, mute evidence of the change la few short hours had made. He who loved her did not tell her what was in his thought and mind ; how we had in her home seen the orange blossoms lying crisp and withered; and through the crushed and broken dream no golden river glided. The rosy current, like the last tint from the sunset sky, had faded, and there were only the white, still waters of her young existence bearing the frag- ments of a morning hope to the far sea. Our hearts bled at the sight ; we could not bear to look upon it, though there was majesty in those depths of woman-nature thus revealed by the sudden sorrow — the majesty of one ready for the journey — equipped for the warfare with life and with fate. In answer to this new-bom strength and power, profound respect was added to her brother's fondness for his sister. The recognition of these attributes trembled in his tones when he answered her : " Stanley, I did not teU you, because — because T go to 136 THE MONTANA S. settle a terrible account with one who has wronged you." He broke down here utterly ; the faintest flicker of color, like the tinge of crushed roses, came up in her white cheeks for a moment, then sank again ; a wave of the old life touched once again the desolate coast where she was stranded. She did not falter in her purpose. I have heard such words but once, and hope I shall never hear them again. Oh ! the eloquence of woman's lips, trampling pride with every selfish consideration beneath her feet ; she can only speak as Stanley did when pleading for the life of him she loved, who was so far and yet so near. Ah ! so near, his presence in her own home — w^alking its paths with his kingly tread, crushing the flowers he scattered there. Nearer still, enshrined in her innermost heart of hearts, yet smiling peacefully from out blue spaces lying misty and far — distant beyond an eternal gulf, immutable as the shining heavens and the word that "shall not pass away." " Raymond, once for all, if you love me — if you have ever done so — hear me now. You must not go to Warren Hayne as the champion of a proud woman who would not thus admit and acknowledge his slight, if I died for locking it in my heart. Do not cast this stigma upon me. His life could not bring back my trust if he lost it, neither could that atone for what I should sufi"er in the knowledge that my name w^as bandied, the plaything of careless sport- ' ing tongues, as one whom he had won, betrayed, and for- saken. You have not thought earnestly of this thing, else, even in your just desire for vengeance, you would not render me liable to what I should incur in the event of his death at your hands. Besides, you mistake me ; I do not regret Warren now ; 'tis only what perished with him — my glorious ideal of manliness, my former self-^that wasted year, and THE MONTANAS. 137 all tlie other things that would never come back to me in this world, if he should die a thousand times over. " Besides, again, he may not be so culpable as we deem him ; the tenor of his brief letter I do not comprehend; it is ambiguous. ^\Tiat can he mean by this sarcastic refer- ence to miserable misunderstandings that have occurred, and the letters he has written me that have remained un- answered ? Why, because they were never received ; then his closing benediction : ' I hope you will be happy in your choice. Perhaps it was all for the best.' ^ATiat can it mean ? " " I regard that as a miserable subterfuge ; nevertheless, yours is perhaps the right view of the subject. It shall be as you say. Now I wish to speak to you of other things, of which Clyde and I have talked this morning ; matters are arranged for your acceptance or rejection." I left them here, and passed out through the door, and stood beside Clyde in that strange silence which of late was with us always. " Were you aware of Raymond's purpose of visiting the North ? " I asked, at length. " Yes," he answered, somewhat drily ; " though I imagine his main object was to meet cousin Mary ; though I believe he would have held Hayne accountable for his recent con- duct towards our sister." Our sister ! I was not his sister ; he had told me so once, and I was thinking of it as he stood looking dreamily at the water, then at the far-off sky, where it met and embraced the sea. Again the silence; I thought now it would never end. What if it should last from gliding age to age through- out eternity ? Yet better this than the words which dropped slowly like molten iron on my heart, and hardened as they fell. " Aljean, I believe you love me as a sister, though sometimes I have been led to doubt even that. Xow I 138 « THE MOXTANAS. want to ask your advice on a subject of \'ital interest to all concerned in it My step-father, wlio, as you know, has ever been indulgent and kind to me, has long ago set his heart upon ha\dng us married — Stanley and myself. He has frequently referred the subject to me indirectly. Until recently I have set the issue far from both of us. Now she is unhappy ; if I, in my sad way, can do anght to make the thorny path a little smoother for her feet, I will endeavor to do so if I assume the sacred duty. Let me hear what you have to say ; what I offer her rests with you entirely." Reader, I thouo-ht he was mockinoj me : and mv answering words fell seethingly from lips that were rigid and cold. " And you submit this to me, Clyde Ingram ? How could weak words of mine weigh against the voice of your heart ? It would be as a faint echo amid its sounds, a thing of air. What is my poor opinion worth to a man that stands so far beyond me — up among those rising stars yon- der ? Yet you have asked it, and you shall have it. Marry Stanley by all means ! She is not particularly fond of you, to be sure, but you, who have loved so long and so ardently, can allow for the lack on her part. If she can unlearn somo other lessons of her life, she may come in time to love you." " According to the evidence of your words and manner it would be an exceedingly difficult task," he answered, with bitter calmness ; " as regards what you say concerning my life-long devotion to her, I should certainly deem you insane did not other passionless utterances convince me to the contrary. You have clearly forgotten, I see, what it gives me both pain and pleasure to remember ; but that is far back in the past. I too will try to forget it has ever been, since you have not only outgrown the memory but have chosen to ignore the fact that the tnith ever existed. Mine will not be a long life ; I have a prophetic assurance THE M OS TANAS. 139 that you will surv^ive me many years. Some time, when tlie grass is growing through and through my heart, or the snow lies cold upon it, you will count its throbs of these silent days and know why I submit to you this last appeal under so strange a semblance. You will know it all then, and in the solitudes of coming years the burden of a prayer gone by will come to you, from which you turned to-day. Yours nmst be the final fiat. These months of silence are your wish and will ; I have taken no appeal from them save this ; jou can take none upon the silent ages that ensue." For answer I drew the little ring, which I had worn so long, from my finger and placed it in his hand, t even tried to smile when I said, " It must be yours now, Clyde ; you will soon be a married man, you know." " There is one thing needful," he added, in tones whose bitterness was tempered with graceful humor — " Stanley's consent. Cannot you and Mr. Austin take the prece- dence ? " In my astonishment I never knew how it came to pass that Stanley, for her dear mother's sake, put her hand in Clyde's and murmured some words about doing her duty towards him. Ah ! she never thought then of any vaster duty omitted in the very onset. A simple act of the State Legislature can legalize, but can it do the rest of many things involved in a marriage whose chiefest consideration is of duty that should be pleasure ? Lane Austin came to see us on the shore, appropriating rae to himself naturally as though I belonged to him. Then we left Ray, charged with a kind farewell to his mother, standing on the guard ; and when Lane saw us safely in our carriage, he, too, went his way, and we three in the winter twilight drove back to Claremont. Clyde silent, as usual ; Stanley's head upon my shoulder, her beautiful hair all wet 140 TUE MOXTANAS. with mist or tears, I know not which. It all happened so strangely, yet we found ourselves sitting quietly in Aunt Edith's room ; Hawsey was sleeping bolt upright on a cushion, and Miss Phoebe's busy needles were knitting into the eternal mesh the events of this strange day. My past life, as I recalled it, seemed like some wild, weird dream, broken here and there by the gleaming of a golden river of hope ; but the bitter agony with which I too fought my battle to its close and the victory achieved through God's aid, that was not a dream. A few evenings after I stood upon the veranda which bordered the west parlor looking out upon the far sea, lying cold and solemn and grey in the star-spangled starlight, when a low voice beside me asked : " Of what were you thinking, Jennie ? " I started slightly ; a shiver ran through my frame : a shi- ver that was half delight and half the chill of fate ; but I answered in low firm tones, with the voice that always came to me in my childish days — "I was recalling a portion of Maud Miiller; you remem- ber reading it to me one evening when we sat under tho cedars at Brightland — " ' For of all sad words of tongue or pen, The saddest are these — ' It might have been. ' " " Whittier was wrong, Jennie. There are words sadder far than these — of fuller, more bitter significance — ' It could not 6e.' " To my death hour I shaU never quite forget the tones in which Clyde Ingram uttered these words. I can hear their cadence still, and feel again the same wild impulse rising in my heart, to ask — Vslij it could not be ? Had I done so, the barriers would all have been swept away ; but. some fate THE MONTANA S. 141 kept me silent, and the struggle with which that silence was rife, Clyde Ingram never knew. Now at the close of years, which have rung their deep and solemn changes in between — I conclude that quotation as though he was this day my hstener: " Ah I well for us all some sweet hope lies Deeply buried from human eyes ; And in the hereafter angels may Roll the stone from its grave away." CHAPTER IX. Spring came — " Flowers in the valley, splendor in the beam : "Wealth in the gale, and freshness in the stream." Its whisper was in the breeze, from the lake and the moon, from the sea. All its voices were sounds of glad- ness ; flow^ers up-sprang where footprints were sunny through woodland ways. In our bright, beautifnl home were flowers and sunshine everywhere, without and within. " The world leads round the seasons in a choir — For ever changing and for ever new." " Blending the grand, the beautiful and gay, The mournful and the tender in one strain." Though in our home there was a white face growing whiter day by day, we were happy that she lingered with us. " Now there was no denying the fact — Aunt Edith was sinking slowly : the unfailing needles of Miss Phoebe told the story. During the oft-repeated recital we often saw how their lustre was dimmed with silent falling tears ; the 142 THE MONT AK AS. result was, they were a trifle more tardy in their round of duty than formerly. Oh ! it is dreadful to watch the slow consumption of vitality — a lingering death in life. It has ever been my prayer that to me or mine it should not come. Stanley sat all day long now by her mother's side ; yet when evening came — soft and balmy as evenings this season and clime are wont to do — when Aunt Edith slept a sleep of exhaustion, she would steal into her own beautiful room and sit thinking, with her eyes fixed on a little silver track of moonlight that always came and rested, brightened and faded at her feet. On coming one evening to her room, while she sat musing thus, I saw that the disc was overcast and the little beam paler even than usual. " Stanley, darling, why do you sit here in the shadow ? come into the piazza, it is \ery bright without," she answered sorrowfully. "You are right; but I do not enjoy so much what is given alike to all the world. This little ray is mine. It seems a symbol of your dear generous love, Jennie, which always comes to seek me out when sitting lonely in the shadow at evening time." I kissed the sweet, white face upturned to mine, lovingly as of old. The tears that were in my heart, despite my effort, would break hoarsely into my voice when I spoke. " Yes, I come to seek you, Stanley ; sometimes when I fear I am annoying you — often when I should leave you to yourself; but the house seems to want you, and then I too need you so much. It is from no merit of mine this love for you in my heart so constantly arises, and will not be put down. You yourself compel the sentiment by render- ing yourself necessary to my happiness. I hope I shall never see the day that will separate us entirely." THE MONTANAS. 143 " Nor I, Jennie ; you must live with me always after ; after this marriage, you know." She spoke resolutely — shudder- ingly. It was the first time since the evening of Ray's departure — in all our confidences — this subject had come between us. Now I trembled so \'iolently, I feared lest she should observe my agitation and divine the cause ; I adopted the subterfuge of appearing to misinterpret her. I turned my face away as I answered carelessly, taking first the pre- caution to steel my voice against the pain that was rankling in my heart : " Yes, I presume Ray and Mary will marry very soon. I imagrined as much on first becominor aware of his intention to estabUsh himself in busmess at the North." It was long before she spoke. Eye and? thought strayed from her little track of moonlight, out upon the purple space upwards, where worlds shone dimly and far offj like the dream and prayer gone by. " No, Jennie, you do not understand me ; it is not Ray's marriage to which I refer, it is my own ; yes, my own ! I have come to a point from which I can estimate very calmly things that must be ; they are in my destiny and will hap- pen ; I cannot avoid them — I shall try to do so no longer. It will make my sweet mother happy before she goes to see me marry Clyde and become permanently settled. It will save Claremont perhaps from strangers, and will require no sacrifice on my part. What little tenderness is left in my nature I consecrate to that brave, generous brother-husband, who will claim me. I will try very hard to make him happy ; with your help I think I shall succeed. But, Jennie dear, I always believed Clyde loved you, and sometimes have hoped you cared for him, until recently you have treated him so capriciously and coldly. Now do not curl your lip in that fashion, Jennie, and look at me so defiantly, 144 TUE MONT AN AS. I am not going to censure you. I should not do so even if I felt I had the right. I meant no reproach that it is not so. These things are beyond the range of finite will ; we have no power over them whatever." All along I had found myself hoping that Stanley would not marry Clyde; now I sat quite still while she told me these things ; my bright, bright dream was ended — passed away utterly as though it had never been. Oh, why could I not speak out and tell her all I felt, and all that I should suflfer in such an event ! No no, it were best not ; Clyde loved her with more than a brother's devotion ; she might in time learn to love him well. I at least would not deprive her of his strong, true arm, or grieve her with the story of an unloved, bleeding heart. Perhaps I should conquer it. My triumph would be one among the silent victories unwritten upon any record of earth. But oh, when tablets of the Infinite shall be brought into view, then will every leaf upon which the sacrifice that cost us most be unfolded. I should accept patiently my doom of loneliness ; not even to my sister-friend would I tell what was in my thought then. Farewell bright dream, thou hadst been set among *' stars that shine and fall," withered now like the smallest " flowers that drooped in springing." Again farewell, for all of earth and mortal time ! As I speak the words, I hear their dim echoes resounding through all thy vLstas, hollow, soulless world, and pealing through dim, unlighted vaults of the Eternal. I thought of my golden river flowing only in the past, and the solitary ship out upon a broad, deep sea ; but now, the bark was not Stanley's ; another heart and life were in it, yet it drifted on and on, never resting, no anchor cast, no beacon burning on the further shore. Oh, that the winds which drove the tides should be gathered together for a THE MONT AN AS. 145 little season of respite, in the hollow of one mighty hand, the same Father hand which held the threads in the compli- cated web that in one short year had been woven about us all so strangely. Stanley came to me on the following morning, saying she had just heard from Raymond. He had entered the house of Mr. Kingswell as book-keeper, and designed remaining in Wa3'bum. He would be married in a few weeks, and wished us to come on immediately. " He will take no refusal, Jennie," she added ; " you must go. / cannot go there I Anywhere else. I shall not see Ray married, though I would love to do so." " I think he cannot reasonably expect either of us. Aunt Edith is so ill, and " She interrupted me. " Mamma is no worse than she has been for months, Jen- nie. Miss Phoebe is with her night and day ; Hawsey too is there ; what can be done will be done without your assistance ; that is why I ask you to go ; some of us must ; I cannot." After all, thought I, it would be a change ; that was what I most needed ; my streng-th was fast giving way. At times my resolution almost failed me ; I should go because it would be very hard if no one from Claremont should witness the marriage of our only brother and son. I went quietly from room to room assisting and directing Hawsey, who was making necessary preparations for my departure. The mother's sad eyes followed me ; there was a wistful tenderness in their depths. I knew she was think- ing she might never see Raymond's bride ; yet she possessed a strange unaccountable conviction that her boy had chosen wisely and would be happy. She had known the father of Mary Kingswell. Miss Phcebe's burnished needles ap- peared likewise to have caught something of inspiration 7 146 THE MONTANAS. from the prospects of our eldest born, manifest in their acce- lerated motion. Just one year from the time we first left Claremont — with its peaceful groves and broad expanses of sky and sea stretching far away — we took passage on a boat for Louis- ville, en route for Wayburn. We found things much as usual. Uncle Montana and myself, when we arrived. There was the same brisk atmosphere, the same white spires and New Hampshire hillsides — the same neat pavement lead- ing up to the gTcat square house, with its terraced grounds and ivy-wreathed columns ; the Ridgely flowers and sun- shine too were there as I remembered them ; the family group and the home-lights beaming. When we came into their brightness, I felt the old choking anguish giving way and ray heart gi'owing joyous with its influence. Uncle Montana was formally introduced to Raymond's biide elect. It was wonderful to witness the magic efi"ect which Mar}''s simple beauty produced upon this staid, seri- ous man of business ; it was, as he himself expressed it, with a flash of the old gallantry which reminded me how I had seen my father kiss the hand of my sainted mother many a time ; it was the very beauty of gentleness, goodness, and purity. We passed systematically as possible through the necessary greetings. Mary claimed uncle's attention for a time ; when I had submitted to being vigorously hugged by that amiable bear Raymond, I ran off" to find Mr. Kings- well. Oh I how I loved him ! There was that in my soul which bowed in reverence at the shrine of his integrity, so lofty yet so blended with humanity that even the lowliest miffht have envied him the attribute. " So you are come, Aljean ; we are delighted to welcome you back ; Ridgely sadly missed your presence when you left us, though we never forgot you in our morning or THE MONTANAS. 1-17 evening prayer-time ; when the sun was melting into sha- dow, and mists gathering about the far hills you loved so well. Why did not Stanley come ? " He looked pained and grieved at iny answer, so I wound my arms around his neck and laid my head against the noble heart that had a kindly sympathetic throb for all humanity. Mrs. Kingswell, having disposed of uncle to their mutual satisfaction, left him to the enjoyment of bath and siesta, and came to join us. I said, as we took her into the circle of our clasped arms : "It is strange you find in your life a space that can be filled by any of us who are so unworthy, when you have her, so patient and so good, with yoa always." He answered me, his eyes beaming with all that he felt for this good true wife : " She is my gift from God, for which I daily, hourly thank him. I undertake no work but she is by my side to do and bear her part ; there is no task too difficult for / those hands of hers to assume — no burden of mine too heavy for her heart ; and we have sought to teach our child, our Mary, who will leave us soon, that the end of life is not here ; that this is only a season of daily tasks ; the circle must be travelled — a circle that terminates in another laro;er circle which holds other duties and other worlds in its grand compass ; and so the work of life must go on ; the strong must help the weak ; those who do most are those to whom the power so to do has been given. But of Stan- ley, why did she not come with you, Aljean?" He asked me frankly, and I answered him in the same spirit. " Aunt Edith was not well ; in truth she is very poorly, and then Stanley has had a hard trial recently. Cousin Warren, you know" — I could not say deceived her ; I could not feel it thus, with all the evidence against him. 148 THE MONTAXAS. "Ah ! yes^ I understand ; his marriage was purely a mer- cenary affair; I cannot tell what else could have influenced Hayne to sacrifice his happiness to this base end ; though he told me once, Stanley had trifled with him ! Averred that he only made the charge in justification of his appa- rently capricious conduct, which nothing could explain so well as her own written words. I thought he misjudged her, though he half succeeded in making the impression that he had been injured : whether he was suffering from pique that his truant game at hearts- for once had failed — he had lost and she had won, though he held the stakes." " Warren deceived you ! " I answered, vehemently ; " I should like to tell him so ; she it was who staked all, and lost ; though, if I meet him, I will play the game to its close. lie is conscious of having won that child's heart, and trampled its holiest feelings into the dust ; but no one shall know this. Stanley will marry Clyde Ingram ! And thus securely pin before the eyes of a discerning world the veil that he has dropped there in his wilful pleasure." Mrs. Kingswell put up her hand with a quick gesture, as if to ward off an impending blow. I saw I had surprised and wounded them both, though I had only spoken truth. With-out knowing just how to make amends, I withdrew from their kind clasp, and went out to seek Mary and Ray- mond. I found them sittino^ under the shadow of a dark fir, he twisting a cluster of wegelia into her brown hair. I kissed my finger-tips and passed them by, for I was think- inor how treacherous hands had woven orangre blossoms for Stanley's wealth of golden hair, and set them adrift ; and how they withered where the fountain dropped its liquid spray — murmuring ever ; and the great universe whirled its round as though they yet were fragrant, and her white brow wore not a crown of thorns instead. THE MONTANAS. 149 Uncle Montana saw me from Lis window, and came forth refreshed to join me, offering his arm, which I accepted. "It is dehghtful, here," he remarked; "seeing those happy children, Jennie, reminds me of the time when your father and mother were married." I led him gently along the hillside-path to the cemetery, till we came and stood by the graves of long ago. There were two grey stones — lichen-crusted and bowing — bearino; each the name of Montana. At the feet of these, a plain, white marble- slab was erected more recently. We stood silently beneath a gilead tree, while the long grass whispered how peaceful had been their sleep ; then he spoke so sorrowfully, his words cutting through my heart like a knife : " I would give anything I possess, Jennie, if I had not suffered myself to lose sight of my brother and his young bride. I never saw them after I left home, first. It *s the way of the world to grow so busy, we forget or eschew our heart duties ; one by one we allow our old associates to drop from the circle we run — too much preoccupied, or too careless to retain them, until at my time of life, when we have come to a smooth place in the journey, and have leisure to look about us — we discover ourselves standino; almost entirely alone, as when we first began the march. Then we miss what we have recklessly cast aside — what has drifted from us as the hurrying tide swept by. Oh ! this constant struggle for wealth is a cruel thing ; it rifles life of so much ; even home-ties grow irksome amid its feverish toils." " I presume, uncle, that no human being goes through life without some regTets clinging to him — sorrow for the lost, the treasured things- he would have liked to keep. But you have been so kind to me, so considerate in supply- ing every want of my father's orphan child — you have spared no pains to make those you love comfortable and happy." 1 5 THE MOXTANA S. " And yet, outside of my own household, I have none to love me; I have done no deed of kindness to suflfering hu- manity — thus writing my name upon hearts in which the hard strife with life would, at least, have left room for gra- titude. I have toiled ; but, oh ! how selfishly. What I see and know of this man has put my poor abortive schemes, to sorry shame ! I look back upon my life to the structure I have erected; it was the work of years, yet it totters now upon the verge of ruin — will soon be broken into frag- ments — leaving me in return only the crushing burden of a miserable failure. Ah ! better that quiet, unhonored sleep, than all this strife and tumult through years, to so little purpose." " Uncle, your words stiike a tender string very keenly ; they grieve me ; we never become acquainted with life, at least ^ith its joys, until they are ready to leave us. The bubble has burst, and we relapse into ages of silence again." '' Even you, Jennie, and my own children, seem to fear me sometimes," continued my uncle, speaking as though my words had left no trace upon the thoughts which welled up within him. "I saw you embrace Mr. Kingswell as you never embraced me ; is it that you love me less than this stranger, my child ? " My arms were around his neck in an instant ! At last I knew my uncle ; the crusty covering had fallen off and his heart lay bare to my view ; just as he himself had found it, after ha^dng stilled its longings, put aside its requisitions for years. As you will find yours, man of business, some sudden day ; the little frail thinor will ultimately grow too strong for you — it will rebound from the hard heel of your world service. It is God's voice speaking, and will be heard ! The divine voice of love which is eternal. " It is because Mr. Kingswell loves to have us caress him ; THE MONTANAS. 151 lie is never too busy for this process ; thougli we love you, my dear uncle, just as dearly as if vs^e had taken the liberty of manifestino- that love." o '' I see it all. I have made a cruel mistake ; but it will be so no more ; by these graves, I make a resolution to have it otherwise." Mr. Ivingswell summoned us to tea. When we came up the walk Ray and Mary joined us. It was a pleasant gathering round the cheerful board that evening, barring the shade on Mrs. Kingswell's brow, caused by what I had told her concerning Stanley's intention to marry Clyde. Tliey loved their adopted nephew, and the prospect of an unloving wife for him was like gall to their spirits. After tea we took our places on the piazza, as we were wont to do in the previous summer, talking of many things ; while the moon rose up, wrapping its silvery tissues around the form of her who , on the morrow would be a bride, as she walked the terrace with Raymond at her side. I thought of another bride in her stately home, wondering if her younir husband was as happy as we hoped Ray would be. Then again I thought of the fair, childish head, with its sleepless eyes watching the silver track of moonlight as it rested on a lonely pillow. I knew she was musing of us. Oh ! why were some wreaths made to be blighted ? and some blos- somed into life, never displaced or withered ? Last of all I thought of another, whose dai'k eyes seemed alwavs seekino- something through mist and space, thinking — thinking — Ah ! nobody knew, for he never told us ; a cruel silence sat evermore upon his lips. A chain of silence linking two lives, yet a barrier driving them apart. 152 THE MONT ANAS. CHAPTER X. " But happy they — the happiest of their kind, "Whom gentle stars unite, and in one fate Their hearts, their fortunes, and their beings blend." Even an event, great, solemn, and mysterious almost as death, could not break the routine of duty and hahit in this orderly household. Save a few extra preparations in the culinary department, and a few extra flowers in the several vases, the travelling trunk packed and strapped standing on the piazza, there was little change apparent ; one might have thought it an everyday occurrence to have a bride leave home. It was wonderful to see how the gentle mother bore up and spoke cheering words to Mary, who more than once broke dowai in the perfonnance of some little duty for the household, or as fresh tokens of her parent's kindness came to her. To those who weigh and estimate it as they should, marriage is scarcely less solemn than death ; it is putting off life, with its accustomed forms and usages, for the assumption of new duties ; an exchange of the certain for the uncertain, parting with idols of childhood for a promise of love and care that are richer, more treasured. It was not for long, however, that the faintest misgiving clouded the sweet face of Mary ; when Ray, bright and handsome and cheerful, came down, the mists all cleared away ; she ever had for him a greeting full of trustful affection. Once, I remember, as we threaded the terrace walks, he stooped to touch a sensitive-plant, saying to her mother as he did so — " This is like Mary." " I am almost broken-hearted when I think that Ridgley will be her home no more," the mother said, with quivering lip ; " when next she comes here it will be as a visitor." THE MONTANAS. 153 It was hard ; many a mother's heart has known a similar trial ; the sun-beam that so brightened home scenes ; the flower whose fragrance was emitted with every dawn till close of day, gone to lend their sweetness to another love- liest. In the old home there is only a vacant chamber ; footprints lingering in the accustomed ways, marked less and less frequently by the little feet the mother has so tended in childhood, the presence fading from her view ; the chair of age untended — this is what marriage is. Duties multi- ply in the new sphere of action, and the young bride will learn gradually to do without those whose care was once her greatest happiness. Raymond and ^lary were to live at Wayburn ; thus to parents and child there came no pain of prolonged separa- tion. Very brio-ht and beautiful was the weddino^-dav. I was amused, when, in answer to the customary question of the minister, " Do you take this woman?" (fcc, Ray's clear, " I do," was articulated with such firm heartiness. I observed the smile go round ; though it faded silently from lips that trembled slightly when they saw the father come to kiss his child. He could not speak the words he had meant to, only pressed her to his heart and left the room, weeping. Oh ! what a brave, loving Keart, was his ; and how tenderly it had held and sheltered her in its depths for eighteen years. Mary had been a good gii-l, always dutiful ; and the feeling between them appeared almost lover-like in its delicate manifestations of fondness for each other. The mother never once lost her self-possession during the ordeal ; yet in the silence of her ovm apartment, when the guests were departed, and we far on our way to a distant city, I thought of her, knowing that she was weeping and praying for her child. Uncle Montana, being in haste to return to Claremont, 7* 154 THE MONTANAS. left us at New York. I remained to see the vounir l»us- band and wife safely ensconced within their new home. We spent several weeks delightfully at the Metropolitan. Among numerous cards of invitation came one from War- ren Hayne, which we neither acknowledged nor accepted. They seemed to anticipate such a reception of their cour- tesy, for, Avaiving ceremony, they called at our hotel. Ray- mond, his wife, and myself, were in our private parlor when our unwelcome visitors sent up their cards. We consulted about the matter, deciding that it was best, for Stanley's sake, to exhibit no pique in consideration of his treatment of her ; therefore, the servant received instructions to show them up : accordingly they came. Mrs. Hayne, with her blonde hair, blonde face, blonde eyes, and bland, insinuating manner, bestowed much con- descending courtesy upon his beautiful bride, though she greeted Raymond with haughty formality. I, in my dress- ing-room adjoining, heard Warren's full, rich tones, in con- versation ; they always thrilled me strangely, despite my better judgment. Now he inquired in accents of well affected indifference for the family at Claremont ; he was not aware, it was evident, that Stanley had remained at home ; for when I appeared, in answer to his wife's express- ed wish to see also the young ladies — the Misses Montana — I observed that her dutiful husband kept strict surveillance over the door through which I emerged, doubtless expect- ing her to appear. " She did not come," I remarked, maliciously, in response to his frequent glance, my lips writhing half in amusement, half in scorn. For answer, he fixed upon me his large, brown, eyes, in such reproachful sternness, I absolutely quailed beneath their searching pride. Why did this man's spirit thus ever vaunt its power over me ? When I raised THE MONTANAS. 155 my eyes, there was sometliing in his face of agony endured, and a look that seemed to say through mine he would read her soul, and know why matters were as they were. Singular ; for months previous to this anticipated meet- ing with Warren Hayne, I had arranged and rehearsed the amiable speeches with which I meant to lacerate his feel- ings. Now, why died the words unspoken on my lips ? It was because in his one stern glance, I read a story of strife and victory, a spirit loftily poised, resting from the untold struggle. He rose naturally and offered me his arm ; I accepted it mechanically : and again I found myself walking with my cousin the long corridor, my hand held fast as he was used to hold it, in other days scarce one year past. I wondered why he asked me no questions con- cerning Stanley ; but he only talked in his usual courteous manner of things that were and things that had been; never once touching upon what was in my mind a constant thought. I did fiot then know man-nature as I have learned it since, or I should have accepted this avoidance of facts as the strongest possible evidence that he, too, was thinking of her, and the other time — gone ; in affaires de C(xurj the thing of which men think most they speak least. Other motives may have mfluenced his silence on this special topic. He told me it was his earnest vdsh to have the pleasure of our exclusive entertainment for one evening at least, during our stay in the great metropolis. He would arrange it so that the entertainment should not interfere in the slightest with our previous engagements. He had pre- viously spoken to Raymond and Mary, who submitted the matter to me. There was nothing left for me but an un- conditional assent, which I gave. We returned to the parlor. I sank upon a sofa in a 156 TEE MONTANAS. maze of strange reflections ; I could scarcely realize the occurrences of that afternoon, even when I saw cousin Warren standing at a distant window, one hand resting care- lessly on Raymond's shoulder, while with the other he held that of the young bride, to whom he talked gaily. I saw his well formed Grecian lips relaxing into smiles ; I heard his deep familiar accents, but I could not distinguish the words he uttered, for my golden river again was flowing — flowing somewhere. I sat listening to the liquid music of its TN-aves — perhaps the sound came up from the past, during this little ebb of time — I know not. I was unconscious of all things, save that I was dreaming impossible dreams — impossible of realization in this world, for their season had gone by. Cousin Warren said, in his blandest, most insinuating tones, preparatory to their leave-taking : " We have set Thursday evening for our party, Jennie ; you will come — come early." We promised; at the ap- pointed time we went. Once in that stately home, with its lights and music and summer flowers, I could dimly realize the temptation which had beset Warren to secure Miss Strawbridge's fortune — with herself of course — after his accidental discovery that Claremont was a possession of Clyde Ingram's. Everything was in magnificent keeping ; grandeur was apparent in the minutest details ; every arrangement was perfect, from the eleo-ant dressing-room, into which we were conducted by a neatly attired maid who gave the finishing touch to our elaborate toilets, to the supper-room in w^hich was sensed a repast fitting for the most fastidious palate. Warren did the honors with his accustomed ease of manner, while Mrs. Hayne presided chosen goddess of the coflee-urn, in a man- ner which so entirely won my heart, I almost forgave her THE MONTANAS. 157 for having a blue ribbon twisted with ber blonde hair, after the fashion in which Stanley was accustomed to weave it with those golden curls of hers. The wine was so fra- grant we imagined it must have been distilled from roses. I think if I had not been fortified with a second glass of deUcious Rhine, I should never have found courage to speak to Cousin Warren as I did that night. We had returned to the drawing-room ; guest after guest came pouring in — the tinted waves of fashion. I had passed through an ordeal of such frequent introduction to people for whom I cared not a farthing — whom perhaps I should never meet again — I was very weary ; some way, the gay voices and sounds oppressed me. I was stealing off to the dressing-room — skipping lightly up the stairs to the music of a well timed varsovienne, when Cousin Warren called out : " Come back, truant ! " at the same time, circling my waist with his coat sleeve, he drew me forcibly into the dancing apartment. Notwithstanding my protestations, he led me to a position. It was during one of the pauses in the figure that he remarked, somewhat sadly : " Although they were accustomed to have dancing parties every week, he had not danced once since we were at Nahant the pre- vious summer." I waited to give him the opportunity to speak again before I said my say ; but he did not. " Ah ! what a delightful season we had there ! our promenades on those long, cool verandas overlooking the sea, all-mighty and vast, with the sweet moon shining on its troubled waves." He changed his position slightly, put his hand into the breast of his coat ; I felt his fingers tremble slightly against my own, which rested in the circle of his left arm ; but ho did not look at me as I went talking on : " Cousin Warren, there is a picture in my heart to-night ; 158 THE MONTANAS. two figures standing on that long piazza overlooking tlie sea — the moonlight blends their shadows in its silver fall One had played a part until his heart and soul were sick; I see him take the hands of that beautiful girl in his own, exclaiming : ' 'tis time this mockery should cease.' Trust- ing, she gave him her heart; but the mockery was only then begun. The picture fades as it has done before ; other figures come between ; in difierent lands, upon sepa- rate stages, I have seen each play a part since then. They do well. This last scene in the melodrama is rendered with special effect; I am enjoying it immensely. Ah! the false has mocked the true, stealing its semblance the long way through — wearing its regal hue ; she has spoken, yet no word from you." His face was very pale, and the lines about his handsome lips were drawn tightly. It seemed impossible for Warren, usually so easy of speech, to S3'llable one word of the many that were craving utterance from his "heart of hearts." At length he said, hoarsely : " You are right ! the mockery was only then begun ; now it must go on ; I presume it will last as long as life ; she has willed it, so let it be. How is she, and why did she not come ? The sight of her could not unman me now ; I have lost the hope of that time. This later phase of hfe upon which you comment so^ bitterly has Httle connexion with the trial which preceded my adoption of what doubtless seems to you a strange course. Though through all I am conscious of having presented my integrity of heart." This was said with a proud loftiness which, under the circumstances, could scarcely have been equalled ; though his accustomed blandness came into the tones in which he added : " Will you be kind enough to answer my questions concerning Miss Montana ? " If I had not believed he was feigning, I should have THE MONTANAS. 159 driven the shaft less keenly than I did ; as it wa^I was merciless. " 'Tis easy to talk of ' integrity of heart ! ' Comino- from you, it goes very far towards making up the sum-total of a lifetime mockery ; however, let us speak of this no more. Stanley is well and looking charmingly. She would have come North this season, only we could not both leave Aunt Edith, who is quite ill. I came on with uncle ; Stanley remained at home with Miss Phoebe and Mr. Ingram in charge of her mother." He turned upon me, a glance of angry inquiry flashing in his eye ; I an- swered his thought as upon the occasion of our first meet- ing in New York. - " Yes ; she will be Clyde Ingram's bride this coming autumn." The fingers seemed clutching at something that must have pressed upon his heart. Music again — brilliant, thrilling ; through the mazes of the Lancers he passed as though trampling some imaginary substance underneath his feet ; yet his manner was so proudly calm and cour- teous none would have guessed how in his heart there was an inner tempest raging. The quadrille ended, Warren led me to a seat ; then, in a voice which betrayed no excitement whatever, he spoke very indifferently, I thought heartlessly, of the persons about us. New York as a residence, and many other things which were far from our thoughts or feelings then, only he twitched my sandalwood fan nervously. I glanced at my watch — the evening was well-nigh spent. I went in search of Rajmiond, who sat with his bride in the drawing-room, listening to the recital of some old Mend who sat in an easy chair, his face towards their sofa, his back towards the door. Judge of my surprise on coming over to them at being brought tete-a-tete with Mr. Milverton, our mirth- 160 THE MONTANAS. fill spirit of Nahant, Stanley's friend, our joint admirer. He sprang up with sudden alacrity, seizing my hand, asked a dozen questions in the same breath concerning my health and happiness ; again of Stanley, whom he knew, and of her family, whom he did not, saving Raymond, Clyde, and myself. Said he had nothing earthly to do, at once pro- posed to accompany me home, a suggestion to which I readily assented, though I told him I feared he would find it very dull, the family were at Brightland; I should go there on my return ; his sojourn with us would be quite a contrast to his life here in the great caravansary. He answered me that nothing: would delicrht him more : he was tired of this locality, and deemed a change of cli- mate, even at that season, a saving ordinance from death of ennui, " I am sure I shall revive the very instant I come within the sphere of Miss Montana's presence. She has more than once saved me from premature death by one of those dazzling smiles of hers. You used to feel the force of them, eh, Hayne ? By St. Patrick, I once thought all the powers of earth could not have dispelled the illusion which bound you a willing captive to her side. How is it, old fellow? Confess now, or I shall deem you already in the leading-strings — afraid to own a former capture. How is it, ha?" Warren had followed me and taken his place amid our group in the drawing-room. Thus appealed to, he as- sumed a tone of careless badinage in his answer. "No one is more willino- than I to acknowledofe Miss Montana's superior fascinations, though I cannot agree with you in pronouncing her smiles a 'saving ordinance.' I have reason to think they are calculated to blight rather than exalt mankind.'''' The blood rushed over my face at THE MONT AN AS. 161 the conclusion of his unjust speech. Raymond's eyes flashed indignant fire ! A gentle hand was laid upon his ai-m — the defiant spirit was rebuked. I should have spo- ken to Warren when he offered me his arm a moment after, but in his face there was the same reproachful look of fixed sternness that had hushed my clamoring heart more than once before ; now his hand tightly clasped my fingers as we promenaded the drawing-room. He said at length : " You think me harsh and severe, Jennie ; I know wo- men have an idea there are some things which men should bear without a sign or sigh of complaint. I have borne a great deal, but you have tried me to-night almost beyond endurance. You and Stanley play good hands at your double game ! She won my love only to cast it aside as a worthless bauble. Not content with this, she has com- missioned you, who are doubtless party to the transaction, to probe the wound and decide if it is deep enough to prove fatal. Yes, I feel assured this has been your^chief mission to New York. You may say to your fair instruc- tress, it does not abash me to admit that the wound is sore and bleeding still. I should not hesitate to tell her this if she had come. The thing which I most regret is that I did not do so in the beginning. I should have heard my sentence from her lips alone ; instead, I listened to the voice of pride, donned this armor of reserve and indifference, hoping by such means to conceal from the world and from her what she had made me suffer." I opened my eyes wide with astonishment ! I actually for the moment thought Warren demented to talk as he did about the wounds that she had made. Then I remem- bered how, in that one letter to Stanley, he had accused her of deceiving him, and of having broken her plighted faith. 162 THE MOKTAKAS. We had deemed his words only a subterfuge to free him- self from an engagement which proved less advantageous in a worldly sense than it might once have done. Again, Mr. Kingswell had said Warren told him Stanley's written words were his proof of her falsity to him. A suspicion of foul play came over me like a flash ! though I knew not what I should say or do to detect it without compromising Stanley by the admission of her unchanged afl'ection for Warren. " Cousin," I said excitedly, " I am just now too intent on a purpose even to resent your insinuations concerning Stanley and myself — in league against you. There must be treachery somewhere. I think it will eventually be explained to our mutual satisfaction. To aid me in ferret- ing out the apparent cruel designs of some person or per- sons, I request you to send back her letters !" ^''Her letters?'''' he answered half contemptuously, pro- found surprise manifest in his tones and manner. — " For four long months after I left Claremont I heard no word from her ! At length, in answer to at least twenty wild appeals, there came from her just one curt brief mis- sive, stating her engagement, requesting very coldly that I should discontinue my portion of the correspondence. In a fit of rage and pique at her duplicity, I resolved that to her, of all the anguish I felt, I would make no sign. In the silence thus imposed, I became ah ! well you know the rest. I see by your face you deemed her incapable of this. Once I should sooner have doubted all the world be- side. She has since made me a sceptic regarding woman's truth. 1 congratulate Mr. Ingram upon the success of his suit ; he is to be envied, is he not ? " " Warren," I exclaimed with some severity, " repeat your innuendoes either to Raymond or Clyde, at fitting time THE MONT AN AS. 163 and place. I will assure you they will be responded to as they deserve to be. I shall not resent them, as I said before, because you have indeed been tried more than I had dreamed of. Now give me that note of Stanley's ; I would have the evidence of my own eyes here. 'Tis not that I doubt you, but I have so believed in her I could trust nothing less than this." He rose and offered me his arm with stately grace. I believe Warren could have been placed under no circum- stances so complicated or disagreeable that he could have forgotten to deport himself with lofty elegance ; though now the fingers which closed over mine, resting in the cir- cle of his arm, were cold and rigid. He drew me into his private study adjoining the library, where he seated me in his large reading chair, during the process of unlocking a secret drawer in an escritoire, from which he took a note bearing Stanley's superscription and stamp. I knew her letters ; it was easy to detect her stjle, which was uniform; I imagined I could be deceived as readily with regard to my own. The strangest of all was her chirography ! I could have qualified it as hers, in a court of justice. It would have been difficult to counterfeit her peculiar hand. My brain was reeling under the force of this blow. I was only conscious that Warren's eyes were upon me. I rallied, therefore, under his tones of cutting irony. " I presume you are satisfied ! at least you can doubt no longer the authenticity of letter or date." A bitter reply rose to my lips ! I longed to tell him that I had doubts, but not of her ; that I should not believe the whole world if they in one united voice declared Stanley false. But no, it were better not. I had no right to reveal one tithe of that long, hard struggle through which she had 164 THE }rONTANAS. passed. Accordingly I crushed back, in a deep, dark comer of my heart, my suspicions and convictions con- cerning a part some third party must liave played in this drama. I answered him falteringly — " The evidence is certainly against her ; until I am bet- ter fortified with strength to refute your charges, I shall not attempt her defence. Do not think of her too harshly, War- ren; remember those golden days at Claremont ; I am sure she has not forgotten them, they were so very bright." He sat with his eyes fixed upon the superscription of her note ; mine wandered far oflT. Shreds of my golden river came through the fissures of craggy rocks that loomed up, almost shutting out the heavens from view. I saw the opal drops sparkling crimson, as ruby — then diamond clear, breaking into gem-like beauty through the tissues of broken dreams. Warren's head rested on his left hand, while his right, within the breast of his coat, seemed clutching at some weight that was pressing on his heart. We were each awakened from our painful reverie by the sound of an unwelcome voice which broke upon us very harshly, with a vivacity that was anything but pleasing. We raised our eyes to see — a blonde face, transfixed in green- hued wonder and indio^nation. " I am astonished to find you here, Miss Montana ! Your brother has been seeking for you everywhere else. Mr. Hayne, you must have forgotten your duty and obliga- tion as host in my house. You have chosen to absent yourself during the entire evening — almost. Now many of our departing guests await the opportunity and privilege • of paying their respects to you. Will you come, sir, or shall I excuse you on the ground of this monopoly ? " She said this with a withering glance in my direction. It did not reach me, however ; I was thinking of other THE MONTANA S. 165 things ttan ter reproach, as I recalled and reviewed the wide, wide space that lay between those two — a difference uncancelled by pride of position ! a difference which was God-created ; neither years nor fate could abridge it, even though they were husband and wife. He felt it, too, just then, very keenly; I saw how the knowledge galled him; I hoped he Avould not resent her insult to me. I cared no- thing at all about it — but he did. " Perhaps, madam, you, who in i/our own house never \sLck courtesy towards any one of your guests — even those who are my relatives — might as well have extended your preroga- tive and denied your guests the privilege of dispensing adieus to their nominal host. You can do so still if you like ; at all events, suffer them to await my pleasure." She rustled her indignant flounces as she left us. Warren again gave me his arm. I thought, oh ! for one tiny ray of the sweet love life he and Stanley had lived to lighten the dark domestic atmosphere within this stately home. Oh ! for just one atom of pure gold amid all the dross sur- rounding my cousin ! Where should it be found ? A voice within answered, far down in the deeps of that true, manly heart, whose strings were held by one little hand which he would never be permitted to press or fondle again. How trustingly it had once nestled within his own ! I wonder if he was not thinking of it when those coarse, harsh tones broke upon his ear ? If so, the recollection had melted somewhat the resentment within him ; for as he spoke the fitting farewell to each departing guest, his tones were lower, richer, and seemed far off, like the sound of my golden waves. When we three took our leave, I saw upon his face the same absent expression, and he pressed my hand as though it might have been hers. We left him standing silently, moodily, on the pavement, within the 166 THE MONTAKAS. shadow of his wife's stately mansion, his form so still in its faultless outline. I was thinking of him as we went whirl- ing through the lighted streets, until our coachman let down the carriage steps at the Metropolitan. CHAPTER XI. "The highest hills are miles below the sky— And so far is the lightest heart below True happiness." I WAS out when Warren called on the following morning ; in the evening he came again, and while I was adding the finishing touch to my toilet, I could hear him as he walked the long corridor below with calm, finn tread, just as he was wont to do in the pleasant summer time gone by. Now he was gayer than I had seen him for a long time. There was in his manner no trace of the deep emotion manifest on former occasions. It was only the polished man of the world who greeted me, speaking with careless indifference, as though he would ignore the fact that he had ever been other than this. I was surprised and wounded at his levity, and thus expressed myself ; I shall never for- get his answer : " Fortunately, or unfortunately, as you perhaps esteem the fact, we men have too much to do of life's busy work — too constant a strife with the world and its strong necessi- ties, to permit ourselves to grow habitually depressed. In the long, weary march from cradle to grave there are so many customs that not only wither the sweetest flowers but set an iron heel upon any impulse of generous emotion. THE MONTANAS. 167 That stem dictator, duty, would make galley slaves of us all — even the most determinedly rebellious ; reducing kings to the condition of serfs and minions. A tiny hand holds the feather that turns the scale of destiny ; and from a sweet, sunlit way, where the brightest flowers lie, 'tis often but one step to deserts of darkness and misery.' We mourn the departed glory, but soon learn to trim our torches and smile while we do the work of life in an artificial radiance — enduring calmly, hopefully, philosophically, all that we must. We cannot always suffer — the time so to do is not given us. I like Owen Meredith's definition of life : " ' Honest love — honest sorrow, Honest work for the day, Honest hope for the morrow.' " I really like this aspect of the thing ; there is a bravery in it which but few people realize. As regards the sorrow, that is an attribute that is real and wears no false hue, though as regards honest love — ah ! there is little of that in this weary world." It almost broke my heart to hear Cousin Warren talk in this strain. Oh ! how I longed to look him in the eyes — to fix his conviction of what I uttered, and tell him there was at least one honest love in the Universe, stedfast and true as the sun, and how that loving one had sorrowed for this broken troth, as even he had not done — but I dared not. Oh, of all the idle words spoken, if I might have claimed just one little syllable with which to convey an intelligence of these things, it might have appeased the anguish in my heart — but it must not be! Loving as they two did, each knowing that the other loved, perhaps the frail barrier had melted away ; then they, standing face to face, man and woman, might have spoken as they did at 168 THE MONT AN AS. Nahant. Could they have borne the heavy cross being aware of this most harrowing truth ? I fear not. As these thoughts flitted through my mind I sat care- lessly toying with a little fillet of white and blue, a purchase I had made for Stanley. Warren regarded me so earnestly, I could not but feel that his tone and manner in the pre- vious conversation were assumed. " That is hers," he said at length. I looked at him with some surprise, answering in the affirmative. Then he went on to say : " Tliere is a peculiar atmosphere about everything that pertains to her. Even the most commonplace articles adapt themselves to her w^earing, assuming this peculiar personality the moment they are purchased. I have a little gift here ; it is justly her property, no one else could ever wear them. Will you give them, for me, into her charge ? " It was a set of pearls : a necklace whose inter- stices seemed a glitter of frost-work, l)rooch and pendants of rarest style and finish. I took the shining bauble into my hand, letting the string slip through my fingers like cluster drops of falling water, saying as I did so : " Warren, you very well know that, even under other cir- cumstances, Stanley would scarcely accept these ; now, she would be very far from doing so." " I can see the drift of your fancy, Jennie," he answered quietly, though proudly, in a subdued tone of poignant suf- fering. "They are not my w^ife's, and can never be hers; they are no part of that contract, thank Heaven — they are Stanley's. All the romance and brightness of my life are entwined with them, and they must be hers, though she has put from her the beautiful dream and sweet thoughts that were mine, as I worked for them. But she cannot go back into the golden maze of the past, and blot out the time THE MONTANA S. 169 when she herself gave me the liberty to think these thoughts of her, and to build the hope of my life upon them. Better try to obliterate the suns that are shining on our childhood, and the stars in the past whose radiance never pales in growing spaces of after years." " Warren, would you substitute these for the wreath you wove and left to wither in her own home ? They will be valueless to her now — that has faded." " Then lay them at her feet and let her crush them as she crushed the joy out of my life ; only bear them to her, with a request from me that she will wear them on her bridal day. In return I ask of you that little band of white and blue. I want it ; it will help me to learn to forgive her. I feel that I have almost done so already." " Warren, you do right to forgive Stanley. Try to think of her gently and kindly, for she too has suffered. Just think what a dreadful thing it is to be suiTounded by an imnsible net of circumstances whose meshes could not be broken ; it was fate ! Stanley was not to blame ! She will live to prove it to you." " Jennie, why will you taunt me with these things ? I knew the * circumstances' which influenced her to renounce me as she did. I, though not a poor man,. was not a mil- lionaire ! Clyde Ingram was. Of course, I do not blame her ; the difference was vastly in his favor ; it is the way of the world. Jennie, we must all learn it sooner or later. There is no bitterness in my heart towards her ; only a poig- nant sorrow when I recall all that was and is not, and all that might have been. But enough of this ; it sounds too much like weak repining at a decree that is inevitable ; the mandate is irrevocable, the fiat has gone forth. I shall learn to be happy in the knowledge that she is blessed. And now this is our last conference on this topic. To man, 8 170 TEE MONTANA S. woman or child, saving yourself, I liave never spoken these thoughts ; and never again will I lay this portion of my life bare to any one. It was too bright and beautiful for the actual ; it has drifted into dream-land, there let it rest. Suffice it to say, there is one word which I shall never take upon my lips again — the word love. It is among the sounds that are dead ! Shut in a chamber of my heart that is locked hard ; the key is in your possession ; the walls arc granite ; at the touch of one little hand they would crum- ble into dust ; but that touch will never come, and I must cease to miss and mourn it now ; the season has gone by." I stood gazing at him, with a deep pity in my heart, as he looked down towards the youth-land of romance as to a land of promise past. He went to his stately, beautiful home, and we to the quiet shades at Ridgeley. It was so pleasant to feel our- selves in this quiet little home-nest once more. To rise at morning with the lark, to see the glorious light breaking into prisms far over the New Hampshire hills, and the mist in the valley gather into purple columns that shone bur- nished with long bars of sunshine which came down through the trees that grew upon the mountain-side, darting golden spars into the very heart of morning to a mellow music that seemed a refrain of wood-nymphs. Then followed a day, a busy day, full of life and work ; the mellow grain fell be- fore adroit sickles, and the harvest-season, with its rich, ripe melody, went gliding by ; the task had been wrought — the reprisal garnered. It was amusing during that period to see Milverton in a broad-brimmed hat of oat straw, gathering golden sheaves, humming frag-ments of bacchanalian songs — such as wTeath the bowl, &c. — carrying his air of graceful nonchalance even into the harvest-field. He seemed always happy, living for THE MONTANAS. 1 7 1 the most part a surface life of pleasure, yet occasion ally- plunging into a vortex with a hearty will, as though this were all — this little narrow to-day, and there was no to-mor- row, no eternity. I could not avoid laughing at his drol- leries, though he always inspired me mth a sensation as though I was falling from great heights. The last evening, the one previous to our departure, came. Ray and Mary were comfortably ensconced in their new home. Mrs. Kingswell had dispensed the means that was the young wife's bridal gift with unusual tact and de- licacy, and furnished their house to the very best advantage. It was a second edition to the home at Eidgley — a minia- ture edition, relieved with a few of the rich tapestries and brocatelles of Claremont ; altoo-ether as snuo- and elegant a nest of love as could be found in the country. We were spending the last evening together — sittino-^ as we had often done before, on the broad piazza, in the light and smile of the young moon. True, there were missing ones to whose absence I was growing sadly accustomed of late. I spoke at length, and my words bore the burden of an inquiry made at many partings, yet never answered with the least certainty ; for in that bright to-morrow of our thought may lie the event that may make or mar the rem- nant of existence. Impressed with this mournful truth, I said again : " Uncle, life is a sad, hard thing, is it not ?" " Young people on first becoming acquainted with the actual facts of existence are ready to vote it so. I wonder, however, how many persons of your age could be brought to endorse your sweeping invectiv^e ?" " I know not what would be their verdict, uncle ; but it seems to me, on the verge of constant parting with some one whom I love — a fever of fierce heat — an aimless 1 72 THE MONTANAS. warfare of body and soul ! — a swift, sure deatli, and then " " Ah ! Jennie, what then ? Ask of faith what lies beyond this narrow stream of time — beyond the golden portals that bar eternity from view. Ask of that divine heart which poured its life-blood out, that upon the mortal tides we might be borne from the mazy darks of earth in the light of his great sacrifice, beyond the night of swift, sure death, to a morning of the Infinite, nis love means more and is more than the material compensations which await the per- formance of our daily task. God is in our lives everywhere, my child; he will take us to his great heart when the labor and strife are ended. He will be with you when the sun goes down, as he was when you came into the world. Do not grow weary ; live long in the days of your romance, drink often of those fresh, pure springs. Life is a circle ! Age comes back at last to bathe its dusky, time-worn visage in tbe primitive fountain, and when the race is ended reenters by the same portal through which it first emerged. Keep a spirit untainted by weak repinings, and you will not have far to come when the flesh has grown weary and weak, for the crown of righteousness Christ has promised." " Uncle, you make me feel strong to try, and I will." " That is a brave, good girl, Jennie ; the greater your efi"ort, the more glorious will be your triumph in the end. Remember, * the race to the swift or the battle to the strong' is not given. But to him that overcometh." How lofty shone that glorious spirit from his eyes, as he sat there, moonbeams falling on his silver hair ! Ah ! with a per- petual well-spring of youth in his loving, generous heart, he had conquered life and held its tissues in his venerable hand. How strong his words of encouragement always made me feel — equal to anything ; so I returned home with THE MONT AN AS. 173 a silent suffering deep in my heart, tlirough which ran a wish to comfort Stanley and to school myself with looking on her happiness, thus assuming the heavy cross and sacri- fice that must be mine. The family, including all the servants save Aunt Dinah, who always kept house in our absence, were at Brightland. The old lady, with her ever ready comfort in the shape of a bountiful meal, entertained us very pleasantly, Milverton and myself, as she did the honors. How delightful we find the little details of home gossip to one returned from long journeying. We enjoyed catechizing Aunt Dinah, espe- cially Milverton ; who, between alternate shces of cold ham and lemon tartlets, asked many questions concerning Stan- ley, who someway constituted his whole conception of our family. Once or twice the old lady essayed to adopt our policy, and venture a query concerning " Mars Raymond ; " though this was done with the air of one who feared the answer might contain intelligence that would strike her dumb. "«Well and happy, is he ? Lord save us ! Who ever thought, when I was a raisin' dat are bressed boy, it would come to dis. Just think," she added, wiping from her eyes the ever ready tear-drops, " of his being happy away from old Mars, his dear mother. Miss Stanley, and the rest of us ; it's too hard to bear, Aliss Algy." " It is the way of life, you know. Aunt Dinah ; sons must go out from their father's home, take their places in the great world, and bear their part of active duty there." " Yes ; but jest think o' him, tenderly as he'd ben raised, goin' way up thar to live whar people has to work fur the' livin'. Why didn't he marry that purty young crcetur. Miss Retty, and settle in town." A shiver ran through my fi-ame as I thought of Retta 174 THE MONT AX AS. Austin in Mary's place — Raymond's wife. The hasty com- parison, while doing no credit to the former, did much honor to the latter. " I presume Ray can best answer that question, Aunt Dinah ; and as to his working for a living, we all do that in one sphere or another, unless we are fortunate as Mr. Mil- verton, and have a patrimony handed down to us with no thought or care, but to spend it pleasantly to the best ad- vantage. In that case, one must needs be of a tempera- ment that will exempt us from the endurance of those hard spirit-toils for otbers that accrue in bearing burdens for those we love." " Well, God knows best — Christ bore one for us all," an- swered this faithful old bond-woman, solemnly. Later in the afternoon, we drove down to the city. Ac- companied by Uncle Montana, we took the train for Bright- land. Horses and carriage awaited us at the station ; after a swift drive of a few minutes only, we came to a -planta- tion, extended for miles, bordering one of the famous swamps so noted in the annals of Mrs. Stowe. SuiTound- ed by thick clumps of pine-trees, stood the white wooden house with long galleries circling around and dissecting the abode at right angles. In front, a long slope of yard with groups of woolly-headed children, playing; this was our home, or rather, Clyde's home. Here, many pleasant days of my childhood had been passed. With a great bound my heart went back to that old time. How natural it seemed that Clyde, who was sole master here, should come down the clay road to meet us, arrayed in an immaculate suit of snowy linen. The breeze strayed lovingly through his brown curls as he lifted gracefully his broad-brimmed Panama in answer to my salutation ; then came forward to shake Milford's hand in the true Southern greeting. How THE MONTANAS. l75 mv heart thrilled again when, stepping in front of his guest, he otfered me his arm, leaving Milverton to follow. Pleas- ure beamed from every lineament of his pui'e Grecian face as he exclaimed : " I am so glad you are home again, Jennie ; you can never know how we have missed you." I answered, vainly endeavoring to still my heart with a gasp : " Many thanks, Clyde ; it is kind of you to say so ; I think Stanley must have wanted me ; you would have been cruel not to have sympathized with her. I imagine it was nothing more than this — your desire to see me." I could not tell why it was — the radiance passed from his face, and again, then and there, between us, was inaugurated that cruel silence which so blighted both our lives. I saw the chano-e instantlv, and as usual attributed it to a source entirely foreign to the real cause. I was always wounding Clvde without meanino; to do so. This time I thouo-ht to bring back the glad smile, so I said : " How are Stanley, aunt, and the rest ? " " They are much as you left them, thank you," he an- swered, in a hurt, chilled tone. I, too, was grieved ; I withdrew my eyes from the sorry face that I loved, to behold coming down the path an appa- rition which I felt to be Stanley ; though I had never seen her when every ray of her glorious beauty seemed so con- centrated. It burst upon me with such force ; the cold, stony look had passed from her eyes ; golden arrows danced and glittered in her sunny hair. I was in her arms — close to her fond, true heart, in an instant. We maintained long that firm clasp, leaving Milverton to him- self, who proceeded to make the acquaintance of every dog and negro on the premises. Clyde stood looking over 1 7 u THE MONTANA S. those long, far fields with a dreamy, absent look upon his face with which at Claremont he had been accustomed to watch the waves roll in from a distant sea. Oh ! it was so sweet to have Stanley to myself again. Now that she was in her old place, close to my well tried heart, I felt how much I had really missed her all along. I was strangely happy that evening as I knelt by Aunt Edith's bedside, and wept that I was home again. Miss Phoebe, too, I think, was really glad to have me back ; she actually laid aside her knitting-work, seated me in a large chair, bathed my face, and combed my hair, while I told them about Ray and Mary; the wedding festivities, etc.; and how happy they were in their new home. I unguardedly chanced to speak of the Hayne enter- tainment; I saw that Stanley drew her breath in quick gasps, as though a stone lay heavy on her heart. I endea- vored to chano-e the curi'ent of her thoupjhts by referrinsf to the visible improvement in her mother's health ; but she said no word. With a regular motion the comb passed through my hair ; then Miss Phoebe answered : " Mrs. Mon- tana is always better at Brightland ; the atmosphere seems to inviororate her." I soon learned the cause of Stanley's silence, when her mother's health was alluded to ; this im- provement was the purchase of her sacrifice ; yet for the most part she was cheerful, and even assisted in the prepa- rations for the marriage with the greatest alacrity. Now came a message from the gentlemen that we should join them, which we did on the grass plat 'neath the arches of tall, dark cedars. Then we had a long, cheerful chat about old times, during which Clyde gave utterance to some caustic and witty things. As for Milverton, he always made it a point to say the greatest number of droll and humorous things. On this occasion he acquitted him- THE MONTAKAS. l77 self with unusual honor. Thus we sat after tea until chill dews gathered from the swamps, and the notes of the whippoorwill came m like a requiem. I saw shadows on Stanley's beautiful eyes ere we separated for the night, while in Clyde's manner there was that moody gloom which always cut me to the soul ! Often, in our horseback excursions adown the shadowy road bordering the swamp, he would ride by my side maintaming a silence so audible I could hear the beating of his heart. Then, as by some sudden inspiration, his soul would melt and come into his eyes— hang dazzling there for one brief instant, then sink back like the fall of some sweet song. Oh, if I had only dared to meet that glance which always wandered from my face out into the dim far space ; perhaps even now the shadow on my remnant of life had not lain half so darkly or so inexorably. Swiftly the summer days went by until the last were gone— we hngered; ere the autumn rains set in heavy and chill we took Aunt Edith back to Claremont ; only Clyde remained until the cotton was gathered in and he saw his people comfortably settled in their winter quarters ; then Brightland was closed for the season. It was pleasant to have Clyde with us again ; he read to us in the evenings; then he and Milverton arranged some private theatricals for our special benefit, in which we took the greatest delight. On one occasion MUverton inveigled that staid, sedate Miss Phoebe to accompany us to "the opera; then absolutely gloated over his triumph for a week to come. Clyde usually spent the day in the city. Mil- verton often accompanied him, though he returned to luncheon, after which he lounged in the south parlor, thrumming the piano or singing an amusing treble with the harp, to the utter disgust of Aunt Dinah and the total 8* ]78 THE MONTANA S. demolition of what little dignity Hawsey had succeeded in collecting during the short respite between pieces. He absolutely succeeded in so far coiTupting that young hand-raaiden's morals that she accepted a bribe to famish him the key to an apartment where old-fashioned dresses and bonnets were hung in state. Then actually assisted him w^hile he proceeded to array his somewhat pursy propor- tions in sundry antique habiliments. In this guise he made his appearance at the door of Aunt Edith's sitting-room, where he stood for an instant endeavoring to look Cleopatra ; failing signally, he gathered up his skirts w^ith dainty fin- gers, and bowed himself out, leaving us convulsed with laughter. We were very sorry when Milverton returned to the Xorth, I imadned because he did not wish to see Stanley married. There were many things to do now ; Stanley and I usually spent our forenoons shopping for the mantua- makers ; we returned at noon much wearied. Once we were displaying our purchases for the inspection of Aunt Edith and Miss Phoebe ; Clyde came in and stood looking upon the heaps of gossamer and laces with a stern fate in his indifferent face, which, with all my bravery heretofore, I could not bear to look upon. I cast down the baubles, going abruptly to my own apartment, whither Stanley came to seek me, as I had often done her when she left us to struo^orle all alone. " I am sick and tired," I said, in answer to her questions ; " very sick and tired, that is all." Oh ! if I had only known what those few impatient words would bring forth I should have died sooner than to have spoken them. The color left her face, white as death — wildly rushing like a torrent long pent up, came her words ; I could only shud- der and be still. TEE MONTANAS. 1*70 " Yes, Jennie, I know you are tired of all this moclierv. I am so, too. I should wonder if we were not. I intend this day and horn* to put a stop to it. I do not love Clyde Ingram ; he does not love me. What will be this marriao-e but a bargain and sale, which I am resolved must not, shall not go on. If the cards had gone out, I should recall them. I have chosen my course. I would rather be Clyde's slave than do a noble man the injustice to become his wife with this lie upon my souL No ; as the days go on which bring us nearer to the consummation of this fraud, I feel more and more the \'iolence I should do to him and myself if I failed to retract this promise ; therefore, I shall do so at any risk." It was useless to expostulate ; I knew the feel- ing in her heart, for had I not beheld just such a look of soul- weariness in Warren Hayne's eyes when he took one of the little hands that were clenched hard too;ether now and led her from the gay throng to the stilhiess without. As then, I heard the sighing sea, and it seemed to calm us both. After a long time I ventured to say, in defiance of my re- bellious heart : " Stanley, it will kill Aunt Edith to have this cherished project of life fail her at the last." " No, no ; you misjudge her. When she knows how I shrink from the fulfilment of this vow, she will say that I am right. I will go to her on my knees, and tell her all. She will forgive me — but " " But Clyde ? " I rejoined, hoarsely. " Ah ! dear, noble Clyde, if I was sure he was quite happy, the sacrifice of my own feelings I would esteem very lightly ; but he is not — he is wretched. It will be a relief to him to have this bond severed — it has long been irksome." I know not how it was, but Stanley made her peace with ISO THE MONTANAS. them all ; and she and Clyde, in their changed relation, took their accustomed places at the tea-table that evening as though things had always been just as they were then. I afterwards learned from Miss Phoebe that Stanley had declared, in presence of her father, her willingness to sell herself, if needs be, for a stranger's gold, but never to Clyde Ingi'am, whom she loved as her brother. Clyde took his departure for Texas on the following morning. He sent back by his driver, from the city, a note to Uncle Montana, consigning Claremont to his charge. 'Twas thus it ended, ere the snow and the winter came ao;ain to Claremont. At breakfast there was only his vacant place. In our home and hearts, for many days and months, there was utter loneliness, for we missed him very sadly. CHAPTER XII. •' The atmosphere of home ! how bright It floats around us when we sit together, Under a bower of vine in summer weather, Or round a hearth-stone on a winter's night" Park Bkn'Jamix. Aunt Edith was feeling better as the spring advanced. Affairs at Claremont settled back into their accustomed routine, though from our home-circle we missed Clyde and Raymond — oh ! how much. It seemed so strange, so sad, to have, besides our own, only uncle's face at table ; then in our evening reunions we were so lonely that we welcomed even Lane Austin pleasurably. He became our constant escort on all occasions, and was, in truth, the very beau-ideal of chivalry. THE MONTANA S. 181 Thus winter wore away. There was mucli visiting in private circles in the great Southern metropolis ; inter- spersed with the usual amount of heartiness and heartless- ness in the society of New Orleans. Then there was the same cold grey look on the distant sea as its waves came rolling in with groan and sigh ; the same pulseless trance of nature ; the same bird-singing, grass-growing awakening from the spell ere spring in all her gladness burst upon us. Miss Phoebe's counterpane was laid aside, while her busy hands trained vines in the arbor and summer-house, where the boys went to smoke when at home. Beneath her touch, with the assistance of Hawsey, the flower-beds brightened, blushed, and grew fragrant. Claremont wore its loveliest hues when we began to think and talk of accepting Raymond's invitation to go North for the summer. We could not go to Brightland for the sum- mer. On account of his business, uncle could not accom- pany us. Clyde, who usually spent his summers with us on the plantation, was absent — we knew not for how long. There remained for us no alternative ; so biinging all our eloquence to bear on Aunt Edith, for the purpose of induc- ing her to go with us, we decided to spend the summer at the North. I was sure a change of scene would benefit her, "and it proved that my surmises were correct. Stanley was passive ; as for myself, I was anxious for anything that would in the least degree ease the quick, sharp anguish that always rang through my heart, when in fancy I canvassed the long life of loneliness outspread be- fore me. True it is, as the Scotch divine has so touchingly said : " We can bear one day's burden at a time, but the weight of an hundred days together would crush the strono;est." Lane Austin proposed to be our escort, and, in the ab- ]82 TEE MONTANAS. sence of our brother or Clyde Ingram, we accepted his kindness gratefully. The music of April, the flowers of May, the first rosy breath of June, were gathered into the category of nature's past treasures — into an echoless world of solemn silences — ere we took our departures. Then came long days of travel ! The shrill voice that announced the leagues by which we measured distances between ex- treme sections, and each little detail — some pleasurable, others wearisome — by which we were made to realize this fact, were gathered into the record of experiences past and gone, like those sunbright days, to return no more. A year had gone by ; a lightsome, flower-garnished year of calm, serene joy to Raymond and Mary in their new home ; a year of heart changes, soul-weariness, of vacant spaces, and unspoken pain to us at Claremont. We came into the new atmosphere gratefally, reverently. A gleam of the first morning joyousness came back to Stanley's face — so grave and quiet, save at sunny intervals, since that other summer time was ended — as she knelt beside the lit- tle crib and took the tiny velvet hand of her brother's first- bom into her own ; a baby girl — our sweet bird of immor- tality ; she seemed lying there winking diamond eyes of blue as Stanley twirled sunbeams of golden hair that were half shadow in the shrouded room, upon the white brow which she kissed oftener than the cherry lips ; it reminded her of another brow — but of this she did not speak. Aunt Edith voluntarily established herself by this little crib — on duty at its post. It was strange, the interest and delight she took in her Uttle grandchild. With more devo- tion even than was her wont, she prayed God that she might be permitted to see this little one grow strong to walk the hard earth way, ere she, frail as infancy, should be called to walk the ways beyond. THE MONTANAS. 183 " What do yon call lier, Ray ? " I asked, kissing the hem of her snowy robes, which was the most I could do, for I felt the holy presence of angels hovering about that child. " We have not yet decided, Jennie ; I wish you would as- sist us in finding a suitable cognomen for our little queen " — here the young father stooped and kissed his daughter's lips with dignity so tempered by love that was infinite, my heart bowed low down. Was this our Ray, so reckless, so rollicksome of yore ? Years of feeling with their purifying tides seemed to have passed over, leaving him an earnest man, reverent and God-fearing. " Call her Stanley," suggested the calm-faced mother. We all acquiesced save her who was most specially inter- ested. I was a little surprised at seeing Stanley turn her face towards Mary with the old white, stony look of an- guish upon its fairness, as she answered in tones hoarse with sufi"ering, crushed down by the burden of her life's one regret : " Oh ! no ; not that name, please, it would almost crush the little thing; it is a sorrowful name to bear." Then, more gently, she added : " I have a name in view ; it is odd, and very sweet ; I am sure you will like it, Mary — an artistic combination of two names, those of your friend and husband, Aljean and Raymond — Ala Ray." It was beautiful, so we all thought ; even Ray, who drew his sister to his heart, and in one long, tender embrace, his consent and gratitude were expressed. Thus was our little angel christened Ala Ray by a baptism of joyful tears ! her little pilgrimage inaugurated by the loves of parents, sister, and friend. Might not these strong links which were woven with our heart-strings round her keep her upon earth ? Was the chain, all shining brightly as it was, 184 THE MONTANA S. sufficient to bind an angel to tins \N-eary world, or should those little feet first learn to walk the gold-paved streets where eternal sunbeams lie, while for us the sands fall, the morning flowers perish in the broad noon's heat, and suns sink daily into night ? Mute lips have kissed thy rod, O Death, since the first golden morning dawned on Para- dise, and will continue to do so until the last sands fall — the flower wreaths of earth shall perish, and the last suns go down. But oh ! we never thought of the failing glories of this ■world or its waning sun, while beamed upon us this bright mornino; star from the firmament of the immortal. AVe basked in its radiance, never seeking to know if it would set in the darkness of night, as other hopes had done be- fore. We neither thought of nor feared the curse of idolatry. How strange and sudden sounded Mrs. Kinofswell's solemn warning one day to the little circle gathered round the crib. Aunt Edith held Ala in her frail arms ; Mr. Kingswell 'sat near, talking gravely to the little lady as though she was quite able to comprehend what he uttered, though I could see he regarded my aunt with as much tenderness as he did his grand-child and hers. The reverence almost with which Mr. Kingswell deported himself towards Aunt Edith and she towards him was to me a matter containing facts filled with grave speculation. 1 was puzzling my head about them when Mrs. Kingswell repeated her warning that we should not make an idol of Ala Ray. I saw that Raymond shared her apprehensions on this score, yet what availed their utterance then ? The silken fetters were already grown so strong — then the object of homage was so sweetly fair, our worship was involuntary. We could not withdraw one tithe of the great love we had given her as time flowed on, even though the sands fell, the flowers perished, the golden THE MONTANAS. 185 sun went down very calmly, and the night came on whose stars saw our hearts lying in the dust beneath the smiter's feet. The Haynes were occupying their summer residence near to Ridgely. Though TVarren was in Wayburn more than once during our stay, he and Stanley never met in private circles ; it would not have been quite safe for either. Notwithstanding the cold blue eyes of his wife, which had looked her displeasure so severely, in considera- tion of his attention to me at a party one evening, he would have sought us out and called to see Stanley, had I consented that he should. I had gTave reasons for my refusal. There was that in the very presence of each to the other, a spell which would have unsettled all resolu- tions for silence and calmness, even while past grievances were uncancelled, past wrongs unaccounted for. Ah ! when heart rose up to meet heart, each in their every throb true to the summer music of old; when soul and soul unmasked stood calmly looking beyond earth and time, where would have been those frail barriers then ? An act of the State legislature has made it possible, by the strong cords of society, law, and custom, to fetter a man ph}'si- cally with an external bond of marriage ; but in the holy rela- tion, can it do the rest ? Can a few formal words uttered by a minister of God make the music of his life and fireside ? Can rude hands of a custom that is universal unlock the inmost doors of his being and bring the treasures forth ? Ask of those who vamly try to still these voices uphfted above the hollow observance of rites sacred only when hal- lowed by a love undimmed as time flows on, consecrated by a truth that never pales. I met TS'arren several times during his stay at Wayburn. There was ever upon his face an anxious look, as though he sought something which he failed to find. I thought 186 THE MONTAKAS. "how, with that faded wreath, had perished the flowers of his life, and of the solitary ship cutting: its way to the heart of a lonely sea ; but never more ran my golden river now — a seal of fate was upon its lucid current. Aunt Edith was so much improved, it was thought best to remain at Ridgely until November, and thus another summer rippled by. The few months from spring to autumn had wrought in our baby a full, rich change, though I often saw the light which is not of earth dancing in her eyes ; hence, in recognition of a fact, awful, solemn, full of anguish, I could only bow my head and pray dumbly that she might linger with us. Often in the glow of autumn I pondered of these things, and marvelled why it was so — that the fairest and brightest things that are given us upon the earth should leave us thus. Many a sunset found Stanley sitting on the grass-plot with the child in her arms, watching the lingering light on those far New Hampshire hill-tops, and the blue mists gathering in the valley depths below ; then again until the full moon silvered them, and the stars took up their watch above, has Ala Ray sat silently looking into space, and seeming to feel a childish need of something we of earth could not give her, something it was not ours to give, but the Father^s. Then she would sink into a deep, sweet repose, smiling while she slept ; the mother said she was talking with the angels ; and the father, calm, thoughtful, yet fearing he knew not what, would kiss his little darling awake, and ask her over and over again if she loved to sleep under the stars. Again and ao-ain has he broiiorht her back, as it were, from her wanderings in Paradise, to lay her infant beauty to his great, true heart, as if in that strong father-love he would keep her with him for ever. We called her our spirit-child — our sun-ray. When the little folks at Waybum spoke of THE MONTANAS. 187 her, they always called her Ala Montana, as though she were half-grown, and not the infant she was. " We must take her with us to Claremont," Aunt Edith said ; and her tones were full of pleasant curiosity as to what Miss Phoebe and the servants would say of Ray's baby ; what rare exhibitions we would have of her infant accomplishments. Thus we went on scheming for the future, and making plans — as the sons and daughters of men have vainly essayed to do from the beginning of time. The little to-day is not deep enough nor broad enough for the life we would crowd into it. November came wdth its elections! Abraham Lincohi was chosen President of the United States. A Northern president ! think of that, ye delegates to the Bahimore con- vention ! Think of that, ye dignitaries at Charleston, who recklessly withdrew your support from the. great Douglas in favor of John C. Breckinridge. Ah! did they not thmk of it in after days — angrily, defiantly, ere they cut themselves aloof, with the states they represented, from the body of the nation ? The consen^ative heart went out to Douglas ! When wire-working partisans reversed the current in his favor, why should they manifest surprise that the faction to whom their act had given a majority should have asserted its latent power, and gathered strength in its triumphant course? Further still, when those Southern representatives in Congress and the Senate of the United States withdrew their voices from the legislative halls of our common country, what right had they to be amazed that the great machinery crashed on without them — whether to glory or to ruin ? Let those decide who shall write our Nation's history — perchance, her epitaph. Life in every department, in every grade, was a convul- sive tumult, agitated by the approaching storm, which has 188 THE MONT AX AS. since burst, oh ! how wildly ! Hearts that were brave and true ; graves where the clods are new, out-spread 'neath the heaven's bright blue ; sad tears for nie and for you, watching the long night through ; all, all, save the weary few, Ipng out 'neath th« crimson dew; red blood where the green grass grew ; our loved ones, where shall we seek them ? Yet they are everywhere save in the homes where their names are loved and cherished, where we shall miss them ever more. We may rebuild our national structure, erect pillars of her greatness that tower far towards the eternal heavens, yet we cannot mend the household altars that are broken into fraofments in this strife, or brinor back one tithe of that which has gone down beneath thy tides, O Revolution ! The sands are falling — bolts of death, the flowers perish and are consumed in the fierce fires of strife, which bum through long nights of anguish after the suns of many bat- tle days have set in blood, which all eternity may not wash out. But we are here to tell a simple story of the heart-trials of one small family of the millions that are unwritten — the God of battles, the Christ of peace has the record. ^\'Tien the reveille is sounded and the earthly roll-call has been vainly repeated, and those who were left sleeping by the way-side have failed to come in answer to the summons, we feel the assurance that many whose names were written among the " missing," have been folded to that infinite heart of the God of storm and refuge, who from out the battle tempest has taken them to himself. Thus came Xovember ! a cold, bleak, northern Novem- ber, of piercing winds and bare trees. I remembered that dear sojourner amid strange scenes had repeated to me, with such pathos in his tones, that thrilling poem of Hood's, THE MONT AX AS. 189 adding — " My life has been one long November ! " I knew and felt tbe tnitli of what he said then ; the autumn pre- vious, as we sat in the gathering shadows at Brightland — the Promethean fires of genius burning in his glorious eyes. Yes, he had his November as well as Hood, only Clyde Ingram's, unlike the great poet's, was unwritten — his genius was none the less immortal I an attribute that is never at home with the commonplace on earth. If it finds not the one haven which it seeks all through its world- bound range, a love pure, glowing, and eternal, it is ever with its possessor a stranger and pilgrim in the life-ways. Perhaps it was the fact of my having grown to woman- hood in the atmosphere of his presence, inhaling the invi- gorating breath of grand silences and soul-thoughts shin- ing through the few words we have need of, that has given me in some measure a clue to hidden natures, such as Clyde's. But certain it is I never hear any one say of another " they are peculiar, I cannot understand them," but I immediately di^dne there is something more than ordinary to be comprehended, something to admire, to love, to delight in, that the world knows not of, has not yet recog- nised ; for it is slow to acknowledge, and has no innate per- ception of any grand truth, individual or general. Those are the natures that always walk the loftiest paths of earth ! rarely coming out of their citadel of proud reserve ; to learn to know them well is to love them evermore. And where was that life — that November in the cold bleakness of our season at Ridgely ? Not one word from him since he left us the preceding autumn. Now that the flowers were perished I often walked out 'neath a sky low- ering and grey, repeating to myself a little poem I had once read. I recall it to-day, despite the time and space between ; there is comfort, and hope, and promise in it : 190 THE MONTAKAS. " We meet at one gate — When all's over. Thy ways they are many and wide ; And seldom are two ways the same, side by side — May we stand at the same little door when all's done ? The ways they are many, the end ii is one." There has ever been a light in these little lines that has shown me the dark way, and taupiht me a lesson which but for what has happened I might have been long in learning. I remember I was thmking of it the last evening of our stay at Ridgely. Clyde's uncle sat beside me, with his kind hand upon my head ; deep into my heart sank the words that he said. " There is true happiness, Jennie, without alloy, to be found in the performance of duty. Xo matter what rugged paths we tread — through wastes of life, to the sunny plains beyond. In working for destiny we are working for God ; and the most direct route to Him and to heaven is one that is wrought by hands that are ready and willing to do His will. There are heroes and heroines in this world more worthy the name than those who are sung in story or storied in song ; brave spirits ' who find God in the thing lying nearest to be done.' The record of such lives is yonder, where also will be revealed that silent struggle of yours, dear, and hers and his. Trust God ; wait in silence — only work for the end and the victory ; it will come to you ; if not here, hereafter. Be strong, little one." And listening to his words, I tried to believe him, for I felt he meant what he said — this practical Christian. I saw the radiance in his dear face shining like the sun over the far hill-tops that I loved ; further off from me in these long days and months of trial, seemed the faith of which he spoke, and the promise whose fulfilment he pictured. THE MONTANA S. 191 There was only for me the weary waiting ; yet I prayed silently to God in that November. Ten days later the same circle sat by the parlor fireside ill our own home. Besides our family, Raymond, Mary, little Ala, and Mr. Milverton came back with us to Clare- mont. The baby was delighted with ev^erything she saw — the tropical plants, and winter birds singing in the boughs of evergreens, the falHng fountains, the flowers that were everywhere; and everybody was delighted with her, even Aunt Dinah, who regarded her curiously between her spasms of tear-shedding as though she feared the little crea- ture might take wings and fly away, exclaiming over and over ao;ain : " Who would a thought I'd a lived to see Mars Ray- mond's baby ! at Claremont ? And the beautifiillest creetur too ! with skin like them little white daisies in the cabin gardens, and eyes jest like the blue sky ! and hair jest like our own Miss Stanley's when she was a infant." Hawsey was immediately installed chief protectress of her young mistress, and became so much enamored of her little ladyship, so won by her gentle ways, that she in her enthusiasm declared her intention of persuading Miss Mary and Mars Ray to permit her to follow the little blossom, watch and tend her even when transplanted to her Northern home. " What ! " said Aunt Dinah, " go up thar and be a free nigger? Never! De gal's gwine crazy plum." When she found that her mother greeted the proposition with such lofty indignation, Hawsey, to all intents aod pur- poses, relinquished her hope of becoming maid of honor to the juvenile Miss Montana. Though to all external appear- ance Hawsey acquiesced, I observed that she did a good deal of private wire-pulling through Raymond and the rest to gain her end. 192 THE MONTANA S. Miss Phoebe knitted more persistently than ever now ; slie declared lier purpose, before so vague and distant of fulfilment, had assumed a tangible shape. The counterpane had long been destined for Raymond's baby. Uncle Montana was delighted with his grand-child. The third day after her arrival he brought home a handsome cup of gold with her little name upon its side. Presenting the pretty gift to her little grace with mock pomp, he told the story of the golden cup in mythology, and how the bearer stood at the gate. Miss Phoebe interrupted him with saying : " It is my opinion that child will wait long at no gate ; not even the golden one up yonder ; it would unclose of its own accord to let the little angel in. She is too bright a spirit for this dark world of sorrow." We felt her words were true ! We made no answer ; how could we ? What should we say ? What was to be we left to time and God. CHAPTER Xm. " There's a Divinity that shapes our ends, Eough-hew them as we will." * Shakbpeasb. I AM off for Brightland ; who goes with me to-day ? was Raymond's interrogatory when he appeared armed with whip and gauntlets, equipped for a drive, a few mornings subsequent to our arrival at home. Stanley had gone to spend the day with some fi'iends in the city ; Milverton had gone with her ; Mary was doing some things for baby, sit- ting meantime in Aunt Edith's room, and preferred to re- TEE MONTANAS. 193 main with her during the forenoon. Accordingly, it became apparent that the pleasant duty devolved on me. With pleasurable anticipations I accepted Ray's proposition to drive behind Clyde's cream-colored ponies. The groom made a few observations as he gave the lines into the hands of his young master which amused me very much. " They will take you that seventeen miles to Brightlaud and back, most as soon as the railroad, young Mars ; Mars Clyde Ingram sot much store by dem bosses, so he did." ""Who ever beard of the railroad taking anybody any- where ! the cars do sometimes." With this amiable reflec- tion Raymond settled his patent leathers with a good deal of dasb, gathered up the reins with a flourish of the whip, and departed at a rapid pace, utterly ignoring Peter's voluble retort to the eflect that " Mars Clyde never whipped his hossesy I glanced down at the arched instep so daintily encased in shining boots, remarking mischievously : " Aunt Dinah has been sorely troubled lest, with your practical life at the North, you should feel called upon to dispense with some of the luxuries of li\^ng and elegances of apparel for which you were noted previous to your leav- ing home. I perceive you adhere to the old system in one regard at least ; you always believed in being well shod." He answered readily : " Yes, Clyde and I, when in Germany, formed a league within ourselves to support patent leather in extreme cases. My Marseillaise and linen suits have not been aired nearly so often of late. It has ever been my policy, however, to act upon the hypothesis that cleanliness is akin to god- liness ; I endeavor to approach by that means as nearly as possible to the divine standard. The first thing I did last spring was to order a genuine Panama, to which I clung persistently throughout the summer." Then changing his 9 194 THE MOKTANAS. high tone for one of earnest meanino:, he exclaimed im- pulsively, like the frank Raymond of old : " I wish Clyde was here, Jennie. I cannot conceive why he wanted to go away leaving his business in town, and Brightland out of kilter, as it is. To be sure, he hiis an overseer, but that is not like having the supervision one- self. I repeat, I cannot conceive why he left; can you inform me ? " " No— yes — if you really wish it, I will tell you why he w^ent. It was because Stanley refused to marry him," I answered, while a chill crept into my heart. " The reason you assign involves another aspect of the case. Why did Stanley refuse to marry him ; do you know ? " " I presume it was because she did not love him." " No ; it was because she felt Clyde did not love her, though for her sake, and to conciliate our parents, he would haA^e sacrificed his personal feeling in the matter. Believe me, Jennie, could Clyde have given his heart to Stanley, noble, generous, and true as he is, he would in time have won hers in return ; but it was otherwise. Now I am going to tell you a great truth, against which you have long shut your eyes. Clyde Ingram loves you, Jennie, devotedly and entirely, as it falls to the lot of but few women in this world to be loved. I only speak w^hat I have known for a long, long time — since we were children together." In my heart, now I believe Raymond spoke truly. I closed my eyes and clasped my hands tremblingly, while the glorious certainty of conviction, like waves of tenderness, swept over me. I heard sweet sounds from bowers russet and red, that girt us on every side. Out into the broad, bright light, streamed anew my golden river ; its current piped the first hope-lays my orphan heart had sung in that THE MONT AN AS. 195 fair land of promise. I was like one awakened from what seemed a lonof, troublous trance, thouo-li now tlie ancruisli seemed far oflf, as my faith had once appeared, when Mr. Kin2:swell told me once, the lio-ht ere long; would break in glory. It had broken, and I could think only of my great joy, not daring to look up, lest it should vanish. Now I opened my mind's eye wide. Great Heavens ! Was that my beau- tiful river, still rippling, gliding on? — its current stained with blood ! Yes, the tides ran crimson now — its channel widening, deepening — as it flowed onward to an ocean of gore ! I clasped my hands, exclaiming : " Oh, Ray, this is horrible ! " " I sympathize with you, Jennie ; this sudden revelation has bewildered you*, but, for the life of me, I cannot see what there is so horrible about it. Clyde is a chivalrous, noble fellow, one of those grand souls who would unhesitatingly lay down life for his love. Why could you not give him one little comer in that great heart of yours, little sister ?" " Do not ask me, Ray, anything about it ; some day I will tell you all I know." Just then, we came into the avenue leading to Brio-ht- land. Ah ! November, too, was here, sighing round the lonely house, brooding in the distant marshes, and in the bars and dots of mellow sunshine that came down throusfh the tall cedars to play at hide-and-seek upon the nut-brown grass. TTDcn in that solitary, loveless life of his — November always, from youth to age — one long November. Yet into my heart, illumined as it was with the light of the glorious truth that he loved me, none of the glooms and shadows about me could ever come again. Though I was happy in the knowledge of these things, I dared hope for nothing that promised the fulfilment of my hopes ; for oh, those 1 96 THE MONTANA S. crimson tides were sweeping on, the channel ever broaden- ing, deepening, while they ran. The servants, all anxious and excited by our arrival, imme- diately bestirred themselves in the eflfort to make us coiif- fortable and prepare for us a repast, as it was near noon. Meantime, I made a tour of the house, while Raymond talked over business matters with Clyde's overseer. I bathed my face, arranged my hair, and sat down for a breathing spell on the upper piazza. Brightland was situated on an eminence; below were nut-brown swamps dotted with forests of pine, through which coursed the little stream by whose side we often rode or walked, in the golden days when my bright river ran cheerily ; high over head the cold, grey sky arched over a November sea, I seemed to hear Clyde's voice and feel his presence everywhere ; and my heart sent forth a cry — Oh, brother, come back to me; I am weary, and want you so much. I knew now why it was he could not bear to have me call him brother ; knew also what he meant when he said " I loved one woman, but she loved not me." Yea, Raymond's words were true ; Clyde's heart was mine — only mine — through long years, blind years, when I saw it not. When I thought I loved alone, pride kept me silent ; now I felt that he too suffered — the barriers melted all away. Ray came jauntily round the comer of the porch, talking in his usual off-hand manner to Clyde's overseer, Mr. Marley. This gentleman was of Northern birth, with red hair, coarse, wiry, red whiskers, and cold, black eyes ; just the man to lord it over slaves ; one who would draw the rein tightly, never sparing the rod. He said, with his quick, sharp accent : " It has been some time since I heard directly from Mr. Ingram, though I hold weekly communication with his THE MONTANAS. 197 agent in the city. He told me that Mr. Ingram spoke of going to Australia, in a recent epistle addressed to himself. Crops were very fine last year of rice and cotton ; sugar, avei-age. We shall cultivate largely next year, while we have the hands. ' Make hay while the sun shines,' is our policy. Do you know ? " he continued, squinting one of his hard, black eyes until it was almost closed, " since peo- ple have become generally aware of the result of our elec- tions, many of our neighboring planters have had trouble in keeping do^vn their slaves. Mr. Ingram's' servants seem not to have become affected with the malaria, for he is a good master, and I believe if they had choice to-morrow, to go or stay, they would remain to a man, though the elements of dissatisfaction may arise here too, as they will, doubtless, all over the whole countr}-." The man's words actually startled me. The stonn had indeed been brewing a long time ; the crimson river was fairly booming now, and I felt the issue to be certain and near, and the end far off; yes, far beyond the blood-red tides of years ; as surely on that day as on this, almost four years between. " In the event of a war between the sections," continued Mr. Marley, "your sympathies would be with usV This last was said with an insinuating leer of familiarity which Raymond's recent democratic surroundings had not in the least degree prepared him for ; he drew himself up, answer- ing very coldly, never once deigning to look in the direc- tion of the hard, black, questioning eyes : " It should matter but very little to you, sir, or any one else, as regards the direction to which my s}-mpathies tend. I shall never permit them to sway me in the slightest, at the expense of principles involving right and justice ; which means duty to country as well as to my fellow-man ! " 198 THE MONTANAS. Spoken like our own Raymond, I thought — little Ala's father. " Bless her," he exclaimed, while his eyes ran over when we were fairly on the way to join her. " T cannot tell you half I feel for that little darling, Jen- nie ; or how intricately day by day she is growing into my life." " You need not seek to do so, Raymond ; I know it all. Ala is precious to every one of us ; but oh ! brother, I feel it is wrong to worship her blindly, passionately, as we do. Supposing we should lose her? Then, if war should be declared, which is possible and probable, you may be called upon yourself to go — for your country to die — leaving her alone in this weary world. In that case, dearest brother, would it not be better that she went first ? Remember, the golden portals are not closed against our Ala, Ray. Any time that God called she could go, and be welcome." " Oh ! don't," he exclaimed, as though my words were lances that cut-him to the soul; "it almost kills me, Jennie, to think of this, even." He dashed the tear-drops impa- tiently from his face, and we came swiftly up the Claremont road. Where was my warning when Hawsey came out to meet us with Ala seated upon her shoulder, holding her dainty little hands while the child very demurely and qui- etly smiled to us a welcome home ? Was it the slanting sunbeams streaming over her brow and face and hair that made her seem so supernaturally, almost divinely beauti- ful ? I only know I never saw on any other human face the expression which her baby features wore very often nowadays. A pleasant group sat dressed and waiting on the veranda in the Indian summer glow of a waning day, which I called my last day at Brightland. Tea was announced, which was spread in the most luxurious manner; broiled meats and THE MONTANAS. 199 game ; liot biscuits with coffee, tea, and cliocolate ; a side- ^able bearing fruits of every description which the season and climate afforded. Lane Austin joined us in this meal, as was his custom to do at evenings nowadays. Though on this special occasion he startled us with a formal announce- ment that the Haynes had arrived in the city for the win- ter. I saw the very shadow of a crimson flush come into Stanley's cheek, then fall again ; but she made no sign. " Will you call upon them ? " " No," Raymond an- swered abruptly and emphatically ; thus the matter rested, though Stanley suffered, ph ! how much : and I loved and sympathized with her, which was the most that I could do. I was powerless to help her in any way to bear her burden. The misunderstandings which had driven Clyde and nae asunder were nothing to this ban which made Stanley's pure love a sin in sight of God and man. We met them the next afternoon as we drove down to the city. Stanley was looking radiant in a dress of cherry silk, trimmed with guipure lace, finished with pomt collar and cuffs ; an ermine mantle, swinging by its snowy silken cord and tassel, partially enveloped her shoulders. Her eyes were sparkling, her curls flowing, cheeks glowing ; this was the picture that met Warren's eyes as we swept hastily by them. I intercepted his glance of recognition of her, em- bodying a wild, passionate gleam that made me tremble ; there was in it such an expression of reckless steadfastness which told he had suffered much, and in that instant was ready to do and to dare anything or everything for her ; even to ignore his galling bonds — to come out from them to her pure side again, and vow in the presence of aU the world the love that was consuming him. I knew that safety for either lay only in time and distance; in which even the frailest might take refage. They were both upright in 200 THE MONTANAS. principle, but love was at tlie helm ; and duty was a frail ship in which to combat the surging w^,ves while the tides of fate set stronor a