THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF cc Os I o £ i I CO 0) CO THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF NORTH CAROLINA ENDOWED BY THE DIALECTIC AND PHILANTHROPIC SOCIETIES B23U6 .D8 1897 back covin This book is due at the WALTER R. DAVIS LIBRARY on the last date stamped under "Date Due." If not on hold, it may be renewed by bringing it to the library. .DUE + O 0flTy RNED RETURNED HAY 12 im QECJ 7 20U - Form No 513, Rev. 1/84 THE LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN Digitized by the Internet Archive in 2013 http://archive.org/details/lifeofernestrena2346robi . OS THE LIFE OF \ SV7 ERNEST RENAN MADAME JAMES DARMESTETER (A. Mary F. Robinson) BOSTON AND NEW YORK HOUGHTON, MIFFLIN AND COMPANY 1897 To MADAME JEAN PSICHARI (No^mi Renan) I DEDICATE THIS PORTRAIT OF HER FATHER, WHICH OWES TO HER DEVOTED HAND ITS MOST LIFE-LIKE TOUCHES 682677 CONTENTS PART I CHAP. PAGE h Tr£guier ..... 3 II. Henriette . . . . .13 III. The Seminary . . . . . 22 IV. A Doubtful Vocation 34 V. A Great Resolution . . 48 VI. Dominus Pars ..... 57 PART II I. New Ideas . . , . .71 IL 1848 . . . . . . 81 III. The Vale of Grace .... 97 IV. The Moral Philosopher . . . 111 V. Marriage . . . . .120 VI. A Mission to Phoenicia . . .129 PART III I. The College of France . . .149 II. The Life of Christ . . . .159 III. The Origins of Christianity . . 169 vii viii CONTENTS CHAP. PAGE IV. Politics ...... 177 V. The War— Renan as Prophet . . 187 VI. The £lite .... . 196 PART IV L The Antichrist .... 207 II. The Origins of Christianity : the Philo- sophers . . . . .215 III. Souvenirs ..... 223 IV. ECCLESIASTES IN A DEMOCRACY . . 230 V. The History of Israel . . .255 VI. Last Days ..... 266 PART I CHAPTER I TRfiGUIER ERNEST RENAN was born at Treguier, in the Cotes du Nord, on the 28th of February 1823. For the third time in sixty years Brittany gave birth to a man-child who should transform and renew the religious temper of his times. Chateaubriand and Lamennais were scarcely past their prime when the young Renan first went to school in Treguier. In him, as in them, the racial strain is strong. Under the ex- uberance of Chateaubriand, the revolt of Lamen- nais, the sentiment and irony of Renan, we meet the same irregular genius, mobile and sensitive beyond the like of woman, yet, in the last resort, stubborn as Breton granite under its careless grace of flowers. All these were great writers, but in their style, as in their intellectual quality, they have small share in that Latin order which is the birthright of a Bossuet, a Racine, or even a Voltaire. Their genius is a sort of hippogriff, as Renan used to say of himself, belonging to no known 3 4 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN race of mortal herds. Their style is a mid- summer medley saved from incongruity by an infallible grace. Romance and Antiquity meet there, and the old world and the ultra-modern — the harp of Tristan and the echo of Paris. Celtic magicians, they see the world through a haze of their own, at once dim and dazzling, full of uncertain glimpses and brilliant mists, like the variable weather of their moors. There are men of genius whose birthplace is of no moment. Who remembers that Shelley was born in Sussex ? But Renan is as Breton as Merlin himself. Those who know nothing of Celtic places must find it hard to understand him. When I write : " Renan was born at Treguier," I would desire that my readers should call up, not neces- sarily Treguier, but the grey steepness of any large hill-town in Brittany, Scotland, Northumberland, Wales, Ireland, or Cornwall. Let them remember not only the gaunt and solitary aspect of the place, but the kind of persons who dwell in these small grey cities, at once so damp and so scantily foliaged, under the incessant droppings of the uncertain heaven. There is a great indifference to worldly things. And the dreamer — we may count him as ten per cent, of the population — be TREGUIER 5 he poet, saint, beggar, or merely drunkard — is capable of a pure detachment from material in- terests which no Buddhist sage could surpass. There is a vibrating " other worldliness " in the air ; the gift of prayer is constant ; religious eloquence the brightest privilege, and religious fervour a commonplace. Yet, all round, in the high places and the country holy-wells, Mab and Merlin, the fairies and the witches, keep their devotees. And over all the grey, veiled, mel- ancholy distinction, which first strikes us as the note of such a place, there is the special poetic, Celtic quality, the almost immaterial beauty which has so lingering a charm. Many landscapes surely are lovelier than these weatherbeaten moors of wet heath and harsh gorse, of wild broom and juniper. Look at them, overhung by the wreathing hill-mists, traversed and seamed across by the deep-sunken river valleys which hide such unsuspected wealth of hanging woods. There is scarce a tree on the upper level — a stunted pine, perhaps here and there, or half-a-dozen lady- birches, mixed with thorn, clustered round some menhir by the yellow upland tarn. The keen sea wind has torn and twisted the scanty trees and blown their branches all one way. The purple heather barely hides the rock which pierces the sterile soil, as a bony arm frays a worn-out gar- 6 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN ment. The ocean, the melancholy ocean of a Celtic shore, bounds the horizon with its illimitable grey. The Breton coast near Tr^guier is the softest, the prettiest, of these typical Celtic land- scapes. But even there the country wears a barren grace. Yet what Norman pasture or Burgundy vineyard can boast the strong attrac- tion of the moors ? The same quality — neither rich nor sound but infinitely sweet — clings about the people. The men in the fields gaze at you with stern dark faces in an almost animal placidity. In Renan's youth, they were still almost as wild as their country, strange rude men, with flowing hair, wrapped up in goatskins in wintertime. The girls are charming — it is difficult to say why — their slender and yet rough-hewn figures have no more grace of curve than a thirteenth century church saint in her niche. Their pale faces, with down-dropped lids and delicate pointed chins, have very little bloom. In their black dresses and white coifs they have the austere distinction, the demure reserve, of very young novices who renounce they know not what. This Breton race, apparently so severe, is one of the most pleasure-loving, and one of the most garrulous in France : a very storehouse of myth and legend, of song and story, of jest and gibe. TREGUIER 7 These melancholy men and maids, visible emblems of renunciation, are capable of mirth and wit and passion. Fond of the glass, quick to repartee, they glory in the gift of the gab, but only when the door is shut on strangers. The extraordin- ary strength of idealism, the infinite delicacy of sentiment, which form the inmost quintessence of the Celt, impose on him an image of seemliness, a pure decorum, to which he incessantly con- forms the old Adam rebellious in his heart. Reserve and passion, prudence and poetry, are equally inherent in him. The very sinner who trangressed most flagrantly at last week's wake or " Pardon," will show to-day in every act and every word a serene tranquillity, a justness of thought and phrase which is no more hypocritical than was the passionate fantasy of his falling- away. Treguier is an ancient cathedral city set high upon a hill at the confluence of two lovely rivers. A solitary place whose quiet streets are bordered with blank convent walls over which the garden tree-tops wave at intervals. The steep and silent city is crowned by a Gothic cathedral, an admir- able structure whose simple lines soar upwards from a broad and massive base, ever slenderer, ever narrowing, till they terminate in a spire of extraordinary delicacy and loftiness, a land-mark 8 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN for many miles around. Beautiful cloisters, as old as the church itself, surround the grassy churchyard. But the glory of the cathedral is the large tomb of St Ives which it contains. The patron saint of Brittany, who is at once the patron of Truth and the patron of Rhetoric, is buried there. Such is Treguier on the hill. Two steep streets connect this " haunt of ancient peace " with the seaport of Treguier, a busy place, yet opening quietly, not on the full sport and hurry of the ocean, but on a land-locked estuary folded be- tween tranquil promontories wooded to the water's edge. Treguier port traffics in fish and grain, and the trading population centres round the quay. But this stir of life is hushed as we mount the hill. Only a few retired sea-captains, a sprinkling of the local gentry, and the numerous clergy, find on that peaceful summit an undisturbed asylum. In the first quarter of the present century, a certain Renan, of the fisher-clan of the Renans of Goelo, having made some money by his fishing-smack, bought and inhabited a pleasant house on the hill, near the cathedral and the desecrated Episcopal Palace. The house we speak of is a tall, narrow, irregular building, no two windows of a line, whose gable-casements com- mand a pleasant view of hills and woods seen treguier 9 across an abrupt hill-side flight of steep-pitched roofs. " Captain " Renan (i.e., captain of his fishing- smack) was a feckless, musing man, an obstinate dreamer, convinced of his gift for practical affairs. Yet a man of character, of a silent tenderness of sentiment, with a strain of melancholy even in his happiest affections. The name he bore was well known in Treguier, for his father was one of the most ardent among the Republicans of the place. In those days, when Charles X. was on the throne, Republican opinions were out of fashion ; but Charles X. had no less devoted subject than the elder Renan. He too was a sailor : it is the Bretons who chiefly man the navy of France. On the very morrow of the Coronation this obstinate old skipper walked down Treguier High Street adorned by an immense tricoloured cockade. " I should like to know who will snatch these colours from me ! " cried he. " No one, Skipper ! No one ! " answered the townsfolk of Treguier, and taking him by the elbow, they led him home. For though party passion ran high in Treguier — aye, even scaffold- high ! — a general neighbourliness tempered preju- dice ; and men who had threatened each other's heads a short while back, showed a willingness to render each other any kindly service, while fully io LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN aware that on the morrow the old political quarrel might break out afresh. In one of these hours of truce, the son of this staunch old sailor, Captain Renan — a good Republican himself — had married the daughter of a respectable Lannion trader. She had been reared in the religion of the altar and the throne. Her mother's house had been, throughout the Terror, the devoted hiding-place of non-juring priests. But the brilliance and the success of post- revolutionary adventure had left Captain Renan's bride of a more modern way of thinking. She was a Philippist — an Orleanist, as we should say to-day : — a little lively gipsy of a woman, black as a prune from Agen, and with Gascon blood in her. She had ever a witty answer ready, and knew how to defend her opinions and bring the laugh on her side. Her sharp brilliance formed the strongest possible con- trast to the dreamy melancholy of her gentle husband. The Celt is not only religious and political, he is also innately superstitious. There were wonder-working saints and fairies, and wise-women in plenty, on all the moors round Tr£guier. When Ernest Renan was born, — a seven months' child, — his anxious mother feared he could not live. Old Gude, the witch, took the babe's little shirt TREGUIER and dipped it in a country holy-well. She came back radiant : " He will live after all ! " she cried, " the two little arms stretched out, and you should have seen the whole garment swell and float : he means to live ! " The fairies loved the child, de- clared old Gude, and had touched him with their wand before his birth. Wise old dame, she saw from the first the strength and the charm of Ernest Renan ; a sort of natural magic, a sort of immaterial grace. There was the fairies' kiss ! Renan almost cer- tainly exaggerated his debt to a Celtic ancestry. But this much at least he owed them : this, and that obstinate sweetness, that rare fidelity of his, which contrasted so strangely with the liveliest impressionability of the nerves. And some whilom bard, most surely, bequeathed him the peculiar music of his style, clear as the bell about the neck of Tristan's hound, which rang so sweet that whoso heard it forgot forthwith his cares and all his sorrow. Seven hundred years ago the Celtic poets in- vented a new way of loving. They discovered a sentiment more vague, more tender, than any the Latins or the Germans knew, penetrating to the very source of tears, and at once an infinite aspira- tion, a mystery, an enigma, a caress. They discovered "l'amour courtois." Yesterday their 12 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN descendant, Ernest Renan, would fain have in- vented a new way of believing. . . . The " amour fine " of Launcelot has passed from our books into our hearts ; we feel with a finer shade to-day because those Celtic harpers lived and sang. I dare not say that Renan has done as much for Faith— that he has transported it far from the perishable world of creeds and dogmas into the undying domain of a pure feeling. But, at least, the attempt was worthy of a Celt and an idealist. CHAPTER II HENRIETTE T X 7E have spoken of fairies. The true fairy — * * the guardian angel, rather — of Ernest Renan's youth was his only sister, Henriette. Henriette had already one brother, Alain, an excellent lad of fourteen, sober, just, and silent. She was twelve years old when Ernest was born, a little woman already, troubled about many things, dimly aware of the struggle for life and able to understand her mother's tears, as she watched her rock the baby on her knees, weeping passionately over this second son, so long desired, and now born, as it seemed, into a world of sordid misfortune. Already the head of the family, in his dreamy but obstinate unworldliness, had half ruined the little household. Henriette, who inherited her father's silent and tenacious character, bore him a child's absolute devotion. She adored him and understood his moody reserve, as ruin gathered closer. She loved the vivacious mother whom she so little resembled, and who showed 13 14 LIFE OF ERNEST REN AN the plain child but scanty tenderness. Above all, she hugged to her inmost heart this new-born brother, as though she felt that for him, through him, and in him, she should attain to a completer existence than any she had dreamed of hereto- fore. Henriette was neither quick nor brilliant. She was not at all pretty, in the usual sense of fresh country prettiness. We might say of her, as it was said of the Maid of Siena, " speciositas naturaliter in ea non inerat excessive? Her delicate features were marred by a birthmark. But she had eyes of the sweetest, long, white beautiful hands, and even in childhood a bearing of modest distinction. A sort of innocent dignity was hers — a dove-like dignity made of mildness and quiet and reserve. Nothing of the poetic charm of her birth-place was lost upon the pensive child. The shadow of the convent walls, the stillness, broken at intervals by the clash of church bells, the distant moan of the sea, the half-understood Latin sentences which the good Sisters taught her in the psalter, all were things to be pondered in her heart, — subtle influences to mould her tender nature. Her education, if limited, was exquisite. As she grew out of childhood, the noble families of Treguier, banished by the Revolution, crept back, one by one, HENRIETTE 15 fatigued and penniless, to wither in their ruined homesteads. Many single ladies of the most authentic nobility, were glad to earn their bread by giving lessons — a praiseworthy habit they had contracted during the Emigration. One of these impoverished damsels completed the training of Henriette Renan, and added to her natural sweetness that touch of good breeding which enhances every grace. Henriette, sensitive to every refinement, quickly caught the trick of unspoken and apparently deferent authority. While she was still a mere child, she was in great request as a tamer of wild spirits, and the young madcaps of the place yielded to her tranquil charm. She was born to guide, to soothe, and to educate. And when she was twelve years old she began the education of Ernest Renan. "She attached herself to me with the whole strength of her tender and timid heart, athirst for love. I still remember my baby tyrannies ; she never chafed at them. Dressed to go out to some girlish party, she would come to kiss me good-bye, and I would cling to her frock, beseech her to turn back, not to leave me ! And she would turn round, take off her best gown and sit at home with me. One day, half in fun, half as a penalty for some childish offence, she threatened 16 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN to die if I would not be good, and thereupon she leaned back in her arm-chair, closed her eyes and made believe to be dead. I have never felt any- thing so vivid as the pang of terror with which I saw my dear one, immovable, absent — for our destiny did not permit that I should watch her last moments. Wild with grief I sprang at her and bit my teeth in her arm. I can still hear her scream ! But I could only say, in answer to all reproaches ; 4 Why did you die ? Oh, will you ever die again ? 9 " 1 When Ernest Renan was five years old and his sister just turned seventeen, their father's ship came into Treguier port without a skipper. None has solved the mystery of the end of Captain Renan. Did the sea wash him overboard ? Did he seek in suicide the bitter remedy for his troubles ? His body was washed ashore off the sandy coast of Erqui. He died in debt. Not mere anxiety, but real poverty, was henceforth the portion of his little household. Everyone at Treguier knew and respected the Renans. The widow was left undisturbed in her little home ; her creditors were confident she would pay off, little by little, her heavy inherit- ance. But it is difficult for an inexperienced woman to earn, for the mother of three children 1 " Ma Soeur Henriette," p. 13. HENRIETTE 17 to save. I suppose they had some thoughts of letting the little Treguier home, for after the unhappy skipper's death, when Alain left to make his way in Paris, Madame Renan, Henriette, and Ernest removed to Lannion, where the widow had the support and comfort of her own family, respectable and well-to-do people of the trading class. Neither Henriette nor Ernest liked the change. The country between the sea and Lannion is the very cradle of romance. On the sandy shore near Plestin, King Arthur fought the dragon ; at Kerdluel he held his court. Scarce a gun-shot from the coast there gleams the isle of Avalon. But in the most romantic neighbourhood, the life of a country town is essentially commonplace. The uncles and aunts of the little Renans had not much in common with Launcelot or Enid. These small shop-keepers, in their trivial and difficult prosperity, these worthy Marthas troubled about many things, had little in common, either, with our two immature idealists. Henriette especially felt the transplantation. Her delicate and tender spirit seemed to soar ever upward, like the distant spire of Treguier, further, further, from this too solid earth. Home-sick for Tr6guier and heart-sick for her dead father, Henriette Renan B 1 8 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN saw nothing in this world to tempt her from her wish to enter a convent. Ernest was the confi- dant of her vocation, and their happiest moments were these winter evenings when they would slip away to church together, the tall sister walking briskly with little Ernest completely hidden under the ample folds of her Breton cloak. Which was the happier then ? She, God in her heart, the child she loved at her knees ? Or the little lad himself, delighted to move in this warm loving darkness, clinging to his sister's skirts, crunching under his feet the fresh, firm snow ? Long after- wards, this would still be their relation, on the one side a tender guidance, on the other a con- fident and happy clinging ; and, as long as she lived, the cloak of Henriette Renan comforted her brother in this frosty world. It was Ernest, after all, who proved the chief obstacle to Henriette's vocation : Ernest's future and her father's memory. The poor child, with her delicate sense of honour, could not rest happy till those debts were paid. How was her mother to pay them ? Or Alain, in his 'prentice years ? It was all very well for the creditors to be patient : until the last sou was paid her father's name was that of a bankrupt. And then, Ernest ! One day Henriette noticed a certain careful awkwardness in the gait of her little brother, HENRIETTE 19 always a slow and heavy child. Her attention discovered his timid endeavour to hide an un- seemly rent in his baby garments. Poor child ! Such a humble little effort to be decent in tatters, was too much for Henriette's vocation. From that moment the convent was done with. She burst into tears and vowed to devote her- self henceforth to the welfare of this patient brother, who, with delicate instincts, seemed destined to cope unaided with the sordid struggle for existence. From that moment, Henriette Renan was the head of the household. Young as she was, a mere girl, inexperienced, she resolved to get the better of ill-fortune. The resolve of a Breton is a very dogged thing. Like that stone which a Yorkshireman keeps seven years in his pocket before he turns it, and then seven years more before he flings it, the resolve of a Breton is a thing which can bide its time. None of the British Celts possess that union of a tenacious obstinacy with a very sweet and tranquil temper which is the strength of the Breton. To go on willing the same thing for years, quietly, without making yourself or other people unnecessarily miserable about it, is, it must be owned, a great secret. And if the Breton neither drank nor dreamed — if the Breton cared in the least for success — there would 20 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN be no pulling against him in the race. Henriette's early efforts were all unavailing. First she at- tempted the thing which lay to her hand : she went back to Treguier with her mother and Ernest and tried to set up a school in their old home. Then in 1835, she started for Paris, as governess in an establishment for young ladies. Before leaving her dear Treguier on this desolate adventure, she received an unexpectedly brilliant offer of marriage from a man, much her elder, who felt the charm and rare devotedness of this fragile creature. But a hint that he did not mean to espouse her relations alarmed the high- strung Henriette and sent her off at a tangent on her career of self-sacrifice. She felt, it seems, some inclination for the kind and wealthy neigh- bour who shared her tastes and who offered her a Breton home. But, her father's debts — but, Ernest's future ! How could she forsake the two most helpless things in the world, the dead, and a child ? She thought of them. As for the happiness of Mademoiselle Renan and her estab- lishment in life, these were very secondary con- siderations. It was unfortunate, doubtless, that she was so morbidly timid, so afraid of strangers, so easily home-sick. She must try to overcome these failings. So she packed her trunk, pinned on her old green shawl, kissed a long HENRIETTE 21 good-bye to all she loved on earth, and, with a last cruel wrench as she crossed the threshold, she took her place in the Paris coach and watched the spire of Treguier till it faded to a smoke-line in the distance. CHAPTER III THE SEMINARY MADAME REN AN was no less religious than her children. But she wore her religion with a difference. A bourgeoise of Lannion, with a quarter-strain of Gascon in her, she was less dreamy than the family she had married into : these Renans, obstinate, ruminating men — skip- pers like her husband and her father-in-law, or bards and vagabonds like Pierre, her brother-in- law. Madame Renan's faith was, naturally enough, a little different from her daughter's ; less a per- petual elevation of the soul by thought and prayer than a convenient guide to life and death, cheerful on the whole, abundantly illustrated with all the most agreeable legends. She was an excellent churchwoman. She had brought up her eldest son to trade, but the dear desire of her heart was that her Benjamin — her last born gifted darling — should become a priest. Ernest was not six years old when first his mother placed him under the protection of the saints. When the child's father had been brought 22 THE SEMINARY 23 home and buried, she took the little lad by the hand and led him outside the town to the shrine of St Ives. St Ives is the greatest saint in Brittany — the advocate of all good Bretons in the heavenly courts. Madame Renan confided her fatherless son to the guardianship of the immortal lawyer. With what feelings since then, we may wonder, has St Ives surveyed the career of his ward and fellow-townsman ? The point is nice ; for St Ives, let us remember, is the patron saint of truth. Saint Yves de la Verite may pardon some heretical shortcomings to one who chose for his epitaph Veritatem dilexi. In 1829 Ernest Renan was six years old. The child must be taught to read and write, and must learn his prayers in Latin. Who so fit as the priests of the seminary to educate the ward and pupil of St Ives? When, shortly after 1830, the Renans returned from Lannion to Treguier, in order for Henriette to prosecute her scheme of school keeping, Ernest was placed under the care of the priests. There is an excellent seminary at Treguier : Renan never ceased to commend the virtue, the simplicity, the kindness, the intellectual integrity of his earliest pastors and masters. These ecclesiastics taught him mathematics and Latin ; they taught him little else. The notes of the teachers of Ernest Renan are still in the posses- 24 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN sion of his family. They are excellent notes; docile, patient, diligent, thorough, are adjectives which recur. We read, however, that " Ernest Renan is sometimes inattentive during service in church." Renan never ceased to extol the education given him by the priests. " They taught me the love of truth, the respect for reason, the earnest- ness of life. And these are the one thing in which I have never varied. I left their hands with a soul so tried and fashioned by them that the light arts of Paris could only gild the jewel : they could not change it. I believe no longer that the Christian dogma is the supernatural epitome of the sum of human knowledge : but I do believe, I do still believe, that our existence is the most frivolous of things, unless we conceive it as a grand and perpetual duty. Old and dear masters, nearly all of you dead to-day, whose image often visits my dreams — not as a reproach, but as a mild and charming memory, I have not been as unfaithful to you as you think ! At heart I am still your disciple." Twice a day, regular as clockw r ork, Ernest Renan might have been seen walking slowly up the steep High Street to the college. The years went by, the child of eight or nine became a lad of fourteen, but the mien never altered, nor THE SEMINARY 25 the slow, sober gait, already a little rheumatic, nor the amiable unremarking gaze lost in some pleasant dream. Be sure that he took never a glance nor a step more than was needful ; for this child, so curious in all matters moral or intellectual, was the least observant of mortals. Renan was a gifted rather than a clever lad, more meditative than brilliant, honest and profound rather than quick or versatile. His lighter gifts and graces came to him when youth was over. A certain heaviness and slowness, always characteristic of his appearance, appeared as yet to cling round his intrinsic genius, like the protecting envelope about the unripe burgeon. Laborious, conscientious, eager to please, he was not only the gifted but the good boy of the college. No child was more studious, more docile, more easily contented. When the day's task was done, no game, no long walk, no birds-nesting or black- berrying excursion tempted this odd schoolboy, always difficult to stir and averse to movement. He would take his book and sit in the inglenook on winter afternoons, or in the summer he would saunter round the cloister and watch the one old cow tethered amid the thick grass of the tombs. Life was full of interesting things. His mother's narrow house contained treasures of amusement. The child knew how to make a 26 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN great deal of happiness out of little things. He had brought back from Lannion wonderful archives of old bills found in his grandmother's garret : the quaint Gothic letterings of the headings filled his baby-soul already with the true historian's feeling for the Past. "There has been a deal of love spent on these," he used to say. Then there were long political discussions with Marie- Jeanne, the little maid-of-all-work ; interminable musings over an odd volume of the " Cantiques de Marseille"; best of all there were the vast histories, the complicated and intricate Breton souvenirs and legends which would fall, hour after hour, from the lips of " Maman " as she sat busy with her sewing or her knitting. Beloved " Maman," gayest and happiest of women, from whom the child inherited his temper of serene contentment, I think she taught him more, with her fund of myths and legends, than the good fathers up at the college, with all their Latin ! For here, in the peaceful house - place, the future historian of religions learned, as unconsciously as a child learns his mother's tongue, how the unknown becomes the supernatural in a rustic imagination, and how, in another wise, a fact becomes a faith. He learned other lessons which were to shape his life no less. Every influence taught him the duty of honour, the value of disinterestedness. THE SEMINARY 27 These qualities were not merely elemental virtues, but the privilege of a superior intelligence. All the boys at Treguier College who showed an unusual aptitude were destined to the priesthood, unless they happened to be nobles, born thereby to certain other superior duties of their own, based on the same foundation of honourable disinterestedness. Commerce, money-getting, un- inherited wealth, were the pursuits and the compensations of men who had failed in their studies. Had they been quicker at their Latin grammar, they would certainly have chosen to be priests. For the self-made man was an inferior creature, half-educated, fond of gain, fond of his own opinion, harsh to the defenceless, pushing, and frequently discourteous ; doubtless useful enough in his proper sphere, infinitely below that of the priest or the noble. The man who seriously respects himself must give his best labours to an ideal cause, far removed from his own desires and necessities, wholly unconnected with his personal profit. No other life can be beneficent or noble. . . . Such was the conviction formed in child- hood which was to guide Ernest Renan throughout his life. But in childhood he translated this idea into the limited vocabulary of his age. He looked round him : the most disinterested, virtuous and studious persons of 28 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN his acquaintance were the priests at the Treguier Seminary. His mother was enchanted, the good priests smiled acquiescence, when this unpractical, deli- cate, sedentary lad, who was always first in the class-room and last in the play-ground, said, " I mean to be a priest ! " Of course Ernest Renan meant to be a priest : and, later on, Professor at Treguier, and, later still, perhaps, Canon of St Brieux. He would become the worthy emu- lator of his teachers ; and, since he loved books, — who knows ? — -he might compile or edit some history in the style of Rollin. " Maman " would live with him always, and keep his house, and mend his cassock while she told him stories. Man proposes. ... In the summer of 1838 Ernest Renan carried off all the prizes at Treguier College. We can imagine the joy of Henriette, withering and paling up in Paris from sheer hard work and home-sickness. All her heart was in her dear child. The news of his triumph flushed her and expanded her, and renewed her youth. The silent and reserved young governess could not keep this wonderful piece of news to herself. Her prophetic heart foretold great things for Ernest ! The doctor of the school where she taught was among the confi- dants of her discreet and tender enthusiasm, and THE SEMINARY 29 the good man, touched by the unwonted fire of this quiet creature, interested also in her Breton Phoenix, spoke to some of his friends about the marvellous boy of Treguier. Among others he spoke to Monsieur Dupan- loup, an elegant and brilliant — nay, the most elegant and the most brilliant — Parisian eccle- siastic. At that moment Monsieur Dupanloup was superior of a Parisian seminary which he had founded in order to give educational advantages, of an altogether exceptional kind, to young nobles and theological students. St Nicholas du Char- donnetwas meant to be a hot-bed of Catholic fervour and Catholic genius. Success, brilliance, talent, were among the evangelical virtues specially culti- vated there. In the eyes of Monsieur Dupanloup the glory of God, the mysterious Shechina, was a very visible and glittering light of a somewhat superficial radiance. This Parisian recruiter of Catholic genius was quite aware that good things might come out of Brittany. . . . Chateaubriand . . . Lamennais . . . When he heard of the Phoenix of Treguier, " Send him to me at once ! " he decreed. Renan was fifteen and a half. " I was spending the holidays wtth a friend near Treguier. On the afternoon of the 4th of 30 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN September a messenger came to fetch me in great haste. I remember it all as if it were yesterday ! We had a walk of about five miles through the country fields, then, as we came in sight of Treguier, the pious cadence of the Angelus, pealing in response from parish tower to parish tower, fell through the evening air with an inex- pressible calm and melancholy. It was an image of the life I was about to quit for ever. " On the morrow I left for Paris. All that I saw there was as strange to me as I had been suddenly projected into the wilds of Tahiti or Timbuctoo." 1 In Paris, at the seminary of St Nicholas du Chardonnet, the Phoenix of Treguier appeared but an awkward youth. Pale, sickly, ungainly, his stooping shoulders crowned by a head dis- proportionately large, the unprepossessing lad was as dull in manner as plain of face. He went mus- ing all alone, brooding ever in a solitary reverie, his fine eyes seldom lifted from the ground, his subtle, humorous, delicate smile extinguished in utter homesickness. Every now and then Henriette, in her old green shawl that spoke of Treguier, would call to see him in the parlour. And the rest of the time the unhappy boy struggled and stifled in the Slough 1 " Souvenirs d'enfance et de Jeunesse," p. iju THE SEMINARY 3i of Despond, where the foot sinks hourly deeper, whence the soul, past hope, desires no escape. The professors at the seminary must have been sorely disappointed in their Breton prodigy. But, one morning, the priest committed to read the letters written by the pupils to their parents, was struck by the profound, the yearning tenderness and heartbreak of Ernest Renan's outpouring to his mother. He set the letter apart and showed it, in some surprise, to the director, Monsieur Dupanloup. That evening contained the weekly hour appointed to read out, in presence of Monsieur, the list of the places taken by the boys in their different forms. Renan was fifth or sixth in composition. " Ah ! " cried the director, " had the theme been the subject of a letter I read this morning, Ernest Renan would have been first ! " From that hour he followed the lad in his studies, guided, supported, bewildered, enchanted him, and made the new interest of his life. Ernest Renan was not to die of nostalgia, after all. But something died in him all the same. " The Breton died in me ! " he used to say. The transition had been too brusque for his honest heart, for his solid and logical mind. What was there in common between the archaic faith of the Treguier priests and this brilliant, decorative, 32 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN literary and quasi-scientific Catholicism of Paris ? Nothing which seemed important in the eyes of Monsieur Dupanloup appeared supremely needful to those Breton saints. How could the same august and sacred name shelter two incompatible spirits ? If the one were true, the other must be false. If the one were false, the other might be false. If both were true, then Truth was no longer a thing one, simple and sole, but complex, infinite, susceptible of variation. These were the thoughts which darkened the mind of the young seminarist. He repulsed them as temptations, and redoubled his religious practices. " He was," writes the Abbe Cognat, " one of the most devout of us in his pious reserve : chorister, writer of hymns, dignitary of the Brotherhood of Mary. Nor was he without a touch of supersti- tion in his piety : never, for instance, did he forget to introduce a cross in the flourish which termin- ated his signature." 1 If the Breton died at St Nicholas du Chardonnet — and I, for one, stoutly deny that he died — " the Gascon in me," wrote M. Renan much later, " saw abundant reasons to live." The atmosphere of St Nicholas was no longer the still and humid air of Tr£guier cloister. The breath of the boulevards penetrated through 1 Abbe Cognat : M. Renan. Hier et Aujourdhui. THE SEMINARY 33 a thousand fissures into the closed circle of the seminary. Rollin was no longer the ideal man of letters, for the students discussed with passion Michelet, Lamartine, Victor Hugo, those rising glories of the hour. " I discovered that there was a contemporary literature. I learned with stupor that knowledge was not a privilege of the Church. My masters at Treguier had been far more advanced in Latin and mathematics than my new professors. But they dwelt sealed in a catacomb underground. Here, in Paris, the air of the outer world circu- lated freely. New ideas dawned upon me. I awoke to the meaning of the words, talent, fame, celebrity. A new ideal swam into my ken. This, perhaps, was what I had longed for so vainly, so vaguely, in the dim cathedral aisles of Treguier ! " 1 1 u Souvenirs," p. 185. C CHAPTER IV A DOUBTFUL VOCATION T IFE, which already had set a dozen fatal 4 questions to germinate in Ernest Renan's mind, had shaken the very foundations of the faith of Henriette. Already at Lannion, on the very mor- row of her vocation resisted, she had begun to doubt of the truth of Christianity — a strange thing when one thinks of the girl's age and her environment. Unhappy as a governess, she no longer desired to be a nun. The Paradise of her old dreams appeared to her as a poor piece of man's work, a projection of the human fancy ; and the adorable Mary, the hierarchies of saints, nay even the Good Shepherd, in whom she had believed, seemed so many sacred and pitiful ghosts. But out of the ashes of this old faith, reverently lifted on to the high places of the soul, there leapt a brighter flame, a new religion, imprecise, without text or dogma, and almost wholly moral : a belief in the vast order of the universe, speeding through cycles of time towards some Divine intent, and furthered in its grand and 34 A DOUBTFUL VOCATION 35 gracious plan by every private act of mercy or renouncement, by all the tendency of effort which makes for righteousness. Thus believing, however reverent towards the faith which had nurtured and prepared her soul, Henriette beheld with much misgiving her brother's progress towards the altar. How should a boy of fifteen appreciate the sacrifice demanded of him ? The lips said : abrenuntio I but the child knew not what he renounced. Most sisters would have thought, first of all, that he cut himself off from love, but I believe Henriette's instinctive thought was that he cut himself off from liberty : that the child bound the man to think as the child, — that the child bound the man to obey as the child, and bound him into an intricate and inextricable fabric from which there could be no subsequent deliverance save at such a cost of good name, public respect, and ancient friend- ship as made her pale to think of. But Henri- ette was aware that the only fruitful change in spiritual matters, is that which begins within. Her meddling could do no good, only harm. The child might take his vows and keep them all his life long in perfect inner liberty, his heart remaining in accordance with his rule. She said nothing, therefore, only in silence vowed him her devoted sympathy if this should not be the case. 36 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN Half hoping, half fearing, lest he should outgrow the vocation so placidly accepted, she went week after week to see him in the parlour of St Nicholas, and let no word pass her lips that might hasten the issue. But there came an end to these visits. Henri- ette found the struggle for life hard in Paris. Few were the savings she could send to Treguier. When Count and Countess Andrew Zamoyski offered her a brilliant situation, amply paid, she accepted. She went out into exile in Poland, trebly far way in those days of post-chaise and travelling-coach — into a climate peculiarly un- suited to her fragile constitution — into a foreign country which, among its population, contained not one friendly face. Poor timid soul, the ten years of her engagement, the last ten years of her youth thus offered up in filial sacrifice, must have ap- peared in the prospect longer than all her past. Yet she set out, in 1840. Doubtless, when she bid good-bye to the dear young brother whom at their next meeting she should find a man, she did not dream that, from the vantage point of distance, she should become more familiarly his confidant, far more intimately his guide and true Egeria, than in the happiest days of their companionship. All that Jacqueline Pascal was to the great tormented soul of her A DOUBTFUL VOCATION 37 brother, Henriette was gradually to grow to Ernest Renan. Some short while after Henriettas departure, Ernest Renan was promoted from the seminary of St Nicholas to the more advanced college of Issy, in the suburbs of Paris. There is no class of philosophy at St Nicholas. In the French University our fifth form corresponds to the class of rhetoric, our sixth or highest form to the class of philosophy, which is the direct portal to the Sorbonne, the Ecole Normale, or one of the various special schools of law, medi- cine, engineering, and the art of war. Something of this order is maintained in the seminaries. After the class of rhetoric, St Nicholas sends such of its pupils as are destined for Holy Orders to study philosophy in the great diocesan seminary of St Sulpice, which reserves for their accommoda- tion its country house at Issy. Two years later, the seminarists are received into the vast establishment of the square St Sulpice at Paris, where they are initiated into the mysteries of theology. Issy is an old French country house — a small suburban palace which belonged from 1606 to 1 6 1 5 to Queen Margot of gallant memory. The worthy fathers have since added a few wings, a few aureoles, a blue mantle or so, to the 38 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN mythological personages on the walls, and nothing else has been altered in the pavilion of the Queen. The long, low house looks on to a park planted in the usual French fashion with clipped alleys of lime and hornbeam enclosing wide irregular lawns where the flowers spring and the hay grows and ripens as nature wills. Not only in hay- time, but right through the autumn and on sunny winter days, Ernest Renan might have been found, spending his hours of recreation on a stone bench under the leafless limes, wrapt in a great houppe- lande or French Inverness-cloak. There, imper- vious to cold and damp, he read his book, without a glance, without a word, for aught around him. Every now and then M. Pinault, the reverend professor of mathematics, would stop to gibe at him : " O, the dear little treasure ! Look at him, don't disturb him. Now, pray, don't disturb him. See how completely he has rolled himself in his form ! Mon Dieu ! he will always be like that ! He will study ! — study ! — study ! Poor sinful souls will appeal to him for help. He will go on studying. He will murmur : Leave me ! Leave me ! I am just at such an interesting point ! " Ernest Renan would look up at his tormentors, a little troubled by the acuteness of the shaft, A DOUBTFUL VOCATION 39 would heave a sigh, and would, in fact, go on studying. Renan had entered Issy with a passion for Catholic scholasticism. The seriousness of his intelligence was satisfied by the vast and solid fabric of Catholic theology. Here was a subject more to his mind than Monsieur Dupanloup's course of rhetoric ; more to his mind even than those first fevered readings of modern romantic literature, though these had left an ineffaceable impression on his talent. But now he had come to the heart of things. " I had left words for facts. I was about to examine the foundations, to analyse in all its details, this Christian religion which appeared to me the centre of all truth." And hand in hand with the Catholic " philo- sophy of Lyons," Renan studied the Scotch metaphysicians. For some months Reid re- mained his ideal : — " My dream was the peaceable life of a laborious ecclesiastic — Reid or Male- branche — attached to his duties, relieved from his parish work on account of the value of his researches. Not until later did I perceive — with that degree of certainty which soon was to leave my mind no room for choice — the essential contradiction between these metaphysical studies and the Christian Religion." 1 1 " Souvenirs," p. 217. 40 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN After Reid came Malebranche, then Hegel, Kant, and Herder. From the first page, these more audacious and more universal thinkers exercised on Renan's mind an irresistible attrac- tion. " I studied the Germans," he has written more than once, " and I thought I entered a Temple ! " A temple, indeed, vaster than any church. ... At the two remotest poles of human thought there are situate two opposite conceptions of the universe. Orthodox and traditional trans- cendentalism shows us a definite act of creation, a living God, a Providence which guides the world, and the infinite army of the immortal souls of men. At the furthest extremity of metaphysical science exists the mystical doctrine of immanence, which, in place of a definite creation, explains the universe by the gradual evolution of a germ. All Being is Becoming : an eternal process, an infinite continuance, over which an unconscious deity broods in the abyss. The universe is animated by one single Soul, in whom all living beings share, but of which, so to speak, they only enjoy the usufruct, since they fade and vanish like sparks that fly upwards, while It remains eternal. Of these two creeds, Renan was bound in honour to believe the first. Little by little, he inclined towards the second. The retentive and tenacious mind of Renan A DOUBTFUL VOCATION 41 let nothing slip of these early readings. All his philosophy is there in germ. The mystical pantheism of Herder, the Hegelian idea of development, supplied him with the theory of evolution — of a world perpetually in travail of a superior transformation. Kant renewed for him the impelling principle of Duty. And Renan's theology is contained in a phrase of Malebranche's — Dieu n'agit pas par des volontes particulieres : God does not act by special pro- vidences. " I greatly like your German thinkers (he wrote to his sister in September 1842), though they be somewhat pantheist and sceptic. . . . One's first impression of philosophy is that it tends towards a universal scepticism. One is struck by the uncertainty of human knowledge, the slight foundation for all opinions save those based on reason. What we had always taken for Truth appears mere prejudice and error. . . . Philosophy excites, and only half satisfies the appetite for Truth. I am eager for mathe- matics ! " 1 Nothing could be more characteristic of R.enan's peculiar intellectual constitution than the manner in which this very appetite for proof served to re- strain his scepticism. He appears to have decided, 1 Ernest et Henriette Renan : " Lettres intimes," pp. 88, 96, 97. 42 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN almost immediately, that the pure toil of the human intellect in the void could produce no solution of the eternal problem. He demanded, not a system, but a proof ; and while continuing to read Kant and Herder, and especially Male- branche, he devoted no less a part of his time and strength to the pursuit of mathematics and natural science. " Who shall criticise the Eternal without knowledge ? " he cried with Job. ... By a sort of instinct which had not yet found its right outlet, Ernest Renan sought in exact science an answer to the terrible problems which philosophy had set him, and which the approximative or historical sciences were at length to resolve. In this state of suspense, voluntarily imposed, there were moments when Renan relinquished all his doubts with the great cry of Faust : Gefiihl ist alles ! His heart had never wavered an instant in its absolute attachment to the Catholic Church. If faith be a sentiment, if we know God only by the heart, then Renan was a Christian. No life to him appeared so beautiful, so desirable, so true to the highest ideal, as the life of a priest. " Even if Christianity be only a dream," he writes to his sister in September 1842, " Even if Christianity be only a dream, the priesthood remains a divine type." Your true vocation is revealed by a certain inaptitude for A DOUBTFUL VOCATION 43 any other career. Renan, with his passionate love of study, his taste for seclusion, his complete incapacity for practical affairs, — Renan, with his vague and lofty aspirations towards the infinite, seemed born to be a priest. From Issy, in 1843, he wrote to Henriette : — " In fact I am only fit for one sort of life — a life of study and reflection, retired and tranquil. All the ordinary occupa- tions of mankind appear insipid to me ; their duties taste flat against my palate and their pleasures are a weariness. The motives that guide them are odious to me. It is clear that I am not born for a life of action. " A private life would be my happiness. But that a man should live merely to himself taints his retirement with egoism. Even if it were possible that I should live so, and not be a burden on those I love ! The priestly life offers all I desire without any compensating disad- vantage. The priest lives for his fellows : he is their repositary of wisdom and good counsel. He is a man of study and much meditation, and, at the same time, a brother unto his brethren. And this is in my eyes the ideal life. " I am deep in philosophy and physics — deep in Malebranche, the finest dreamer, the most implacable logician who ever existed. Yet he was a priest. More than that ; he was a monk. 44 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN And he lived unmolested in an age when Rome was jealous of her powers. See how man, by the mere impetus of his own weight, is constantly carried up the steeps of Hope ! " 1 But for Henriette, vehement and tender, he would, no doubt, have given way. She, with her piercing insight, her wide prescient outlook, her innate incapacity for compromise in a case of conscience, was for ever exhorting him, enjoining, remonstrating. More than once his heart fails : " Ah, Henriette, I am weak ! " She will have no mercy ! She sees, she feels, all that is fatally ignoble, hypocritical, and arid in the life, and at last, in the mind even, of the unbelieving priest. That vocation which Ernest beheld on its ideal side only, she saw in all the formidable consequences of its limitless subordination. Can an ecclesiastic dispose of his own soul ? Is he not subject, even in spiritual things, to the direction of his superiors? Should he see the better part, is he always free to chose it ? Is he not bound to follow in a track made to suit the common herd ? Must not the tyranny of custom and number drag down to the level of the majority the rare devotees of an ideal duty? Anxiously, eagerly, she entreats her brother to assume no bond too soon, to wait until he be of man's estate before he take upon himself 1 " Lettres intimes," p. 118. A DOUBTFUL VOCATION 45 the vows and service of a man. " Above all, do not think of us — of our family well-being ! There is no true claim there. I can suffice ! " She pro- poses to him other prospects. As a professor or as a public schoolmaster he might live the life of study he desires, and be useful to his fellows — and yet be free ! She promises to find some sure solution — not, no doubt, the ideal of his dream. " But that ideal does not exist, I fear, upon our work-a-day earth. Life is a struggle. Life is hard and painful. Yet, let us not lose courage. If the road be steep we have within us a great strength ; we shall surmount our stum- bling-blocks ! It is enough if we possess our conscience in rectitude, if our aim be noble, our will firm and constant. Let happen what may, on that foundation we can build up our lives." Meanwhile, at Issy, other influences, no less determined, no less sincere, were concentrated upon the unstable soul of Renan. In June 1843, Renan, towards the end of his course at Issy, was informed that he was among the chosen few admitted to the tonsure. The young man implored a delay, immediately granted : " But keep this affair," said his director, " separate from the question of your vocation. They are distinct, and you know my opinion as to the second." " And would you believe," writes Renan in- 46 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN genuously to his sister, " that I too am now much more assured of my vocation. All my directors are convinced of it. . . . As for the question of intellectual liberty, I have answered myself : there are two sorts of independence ; the one presumptuous and bold, railing at all that is respectable, — this is indeed denied me by priestly duty : but in any case, my conscience and my desire for truth would forbid me such audacities ; of this sort of independence, there can, therefore, be no question. There is, however, an independence of another fashion, wise, sage, respecting what is worthy of respect, despising neither beliefs nor persons, examining all things calmly, in good faith, using reason as a divine gift, and neither accepting nor rejecting any conclusion on the mere sanction of a human authority. Such independence is open to all men, and why not to a priest ? It is true that in the case of a priest this liberty is subject to a certain restriction from which other men are free. The priest must know when to be silent ! He must place a guard upon his lips. He must not scandalize the weaker brethren ; for their name is legion who take umbrage at that which they can not comprehend. But, after all, is it so hard to keep one's mind to oneself in solitude? It is often a secret movement of vanity which A DOUBTFUL VOCATION 47 leads us to communicate our opinions. The law of silence ought, perchance, to be the chosen por- tion of the lover of peace. ' We must have a silent opinion at the back of our mind/ said Pascal, ' which is our secret standard in all things, while we speak the language understanded of the people/ " CHAPTER V A GREAT RESOLUTION T N this frame of mind Renan left the seminary at Issy, and proceeded in due form to the great College of St Sulpice, in order to take his degree in theology prior to entering the Church. Here he began to study Hebrew. From the first he displayed a singular gift for Semitic philology. And this appeared to simplify his career. It seemed so obvious that Renan was destined to be professor of Oriental languages in a Catholic seminary. But in reality, every month of study led him further and further from the Church. Here, in these questions of date, in this patient study of those inflections which serve to prove a date, — here was that certainty, that proof positive, for which he had so vainly craved in the throes of his doubts. Renan, by natural gift, was not a pure thinker, but a historian. The proofs of history were, in his eyes, the only authentic proofs. And these were all against the Church. No impartial philo- logist can maintain that the second part of Isaiah is due to the same hand as the first. The Book 4 8 A GREAT RESOLUTION 49 of Daniel is clearly apocryphal. Who can sup- pose that the grammar or the history of the Pentateuch date from the period of Moses? Admit one error in a Revealed Text and you incriminate the whole. In another order of facts it is clear that many a dogma of the Church reposes on the erroneous translations of the Vulgate. The Church, like the Scriptures, was therefore fallible ! Meanwhile, St Sulpice laid the accent on philology, insisted on Renan's peculiar gift, and gave him every possible advantage. A special permission allowed him to follow M. Quatremere's course of Hebrew and Syro-Chaldaic tongues at the College of France. In 1844 he was intrusted w r ith a preparatory class of Hebrew grammar at St Sulpice. At twenty-two years of age the young professor applied to the Semitic languages the system which Bopp had recently deduced from the comparison of the different Indo-European tongues. Renan's General History of Semitic Languages was to spring from this class at St Sulpice. The young scholar tried to stifle his doubts, to apply himself relentlessly to exact studies, to pay the least possible attention to his religious convictions. A professor in a seminary would not need the living faith of the simple parish priest. Alas, his exact and D So LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN patient mind assimilated all the knowledge afforded him by the College of France, and by his masters at St Sulpice, and found therein new material for disbelief. But while his reason disengaged itself day by day from the authority of the Church, his heart found every day some new reason to be grateful. Rome has never dis- regarded the talents of her servitors. In our time she is especially tender to such of them as show a superior capacity for science : since at that outpost she is most frequently attacked. The directors of St Sulpice were not at all in- clined to under-rate their pupil, they were ready to make almost any sacrifice in order to keep him where his talents were so greatly needed. They hoped also, doubtless, that science would prove a derivative, a happy counter-irritant, likely to allay the excess of German metaphysics — and this shows their sincerity : they could not suppose the truth upon the other side ! Who can blame their zeal ? They were not only wise and prudent, according to their generation ; they were charitable with an eternal charity. Their work of faith and rescue was, to thern, none the less a work of faith and rescue, because it was accomplished with an ulterior aim and an extraordinary diplomacy. It was of no avail. Renan was honest, and at the other end of Europe there was Henriette A GREAT RESOLUTION 51 ceaselessly exhorting him to honesty. In his experience, science had confirmed the doubts aroused by speculation. He knew what was the essential minimum of Catholic belief: and he knew that he did not possess it. In this mood he returned to Treguier in 1845, to spend the summer vacation with his mother. " Ah, dear Henriette, the future fills me with fear. I, so weak, so inexperienced, so lonely, so unsupported, — with only you, five hundred leagues away, to help me — how am I to shatter bonds so mighty, and to wrench myself from a path whither a superior power has led me ! I tremble when I think of it ; but I shall not fail. And then — do you think I tear my faith out of my heart without a pang? Do you think I quit, without reluctance, these projects which for so many years have made up my life and my happi- ness ? And all this world of mine, in which I was so at home, will cast me out for a renegade ? And that other world — will it accept me ? The first loved me, and made much of me : what does it not promise even to-day ? Henriette, my good Henriette, keep me in heart ! Oh, how sad and barren life appears to me in these moments ! . . . Oh, my God, into what a snare hast Thou led my feet. I can only free myself by piercing my mother's heart. Oh, mother ! Mother ! I do 52 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN all I can to paint the future, to cheer her as best I may, to soothe her fears. . . . How often have I resolved to cast my doubts and scruples to the winds and go straight ahead ! She is there, two paces away ! God knows if I love and revere her : it is but a torture the more. 1 " Her endearments break my heart ; her day dreams — which she is for ever repeating, and which I never find the cruel courage to gainsay — are a continual grief. Ah, if she only understood ! I would sacrifice everything to make her happy — everything except my conscience and my duty. Ah, why was I not born a Protestant in Germany! Herder was a bishop, and he was barely a Christian. But in the Catholic Church there is no room for heresy. " My German philosophers are my resource. There I behold the continuation of Jesus Christ ! What sweetness and what strength ! Christ will come from the North at His Second Ad- vent. . . . " I still believe. I pray. I repeat the Pater with rapture. I love to be in church. Pure, simple, artless religion touches me profoundly in my lucid moments : then I feel the perfume of 1 " Lettres intimes." A GREAT RESOLUTION 53 God. Yes, I am pious, fervidly pious, sometimes, in spite of all my doubts, I think I shall always remain pious in any case. Piety has surely a value of its own — be it merely subjective. " Here they take me for a good little seminarist, very religious, very gentle. God forgive me, it is not my fault ! How could I make them under- stand ! I could never put so much German into the heads of my honest Bretons. " There are moments when I think I will amputate my reason, and live only for the mystic life. Except my judgment, except the faculty which weighs and criticises, the Catholic Church responds to every function of my soul. I must therefore sacrifice either the Church or my judg- ment ... a difficult and cruel operation, but God knows I would perform it if I could think it His will. Ah ! how I dread the end of the vacation ! When it comes to practice, what shall I decide ? " 1 This young Hamlet of the Inner Life was none the less a Breton, with a spring of resolve in him on which he did not count enough. More than once in his career the man who — in the phrase of Montaigne — was among all others " undulating and diverse," was to exhibit this same admirable obstinacy for conscience' sake. He left Treguier 1 Letters to the Abbe Cognat : " Souvenirs," p. 382 et seq. 54 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN on the 9th of October 1845, and returned to St Sulpice prepared to temporize and dally, far from certain of his future choice. A sort of innocent duplicity made the constraint of pious practices not entirely odious to him ; a certain artless macchiavellism, which he never lost, made the difficult and mortal game he played rather interesting, than merely cruel, or repugnant. Moreover, the beauty of Catholicism satisfied his artistic instincts, his tender sensibility. And his education had fostered in him his natural optimism, so that he still sometimes envisaged, as quite practicable, heaven knows what chimaeric fusion between an inward sincerity and an out- ward observance of the Noble Lie. But his religious education had also fostered in him an extraordin- ary strength of conscience — backed at the last extremity, as we have said, by the Breton's doggedness. It was evening when Renan arrived in the square of St Sulpice. A surprise awaited him. The directors, who had dallied and gone saunter- ing long enough, thought the moment had come for a brusque tightening of the rein, for a flying leap over the hedge. Renan found himself no longer a pupil of the seminary. During his absence he had been appointed professor in the Archbishop of Paris's new Carmelite College. A GREAT RESOLUTION 55 To accept was to give a pledge of good faith to the Church. To refuse so honourable a position was inexplicable. Renan sought his superiors, explained his whole position, his doubts, his scruples, which, instead of diminishing, in- creased with every month. Once at bay he stood firm, refused to temporize, and showed the obstinate grit in him. The Fathers im- mediately gave way ; their bonds apparently fell from him. The same evening, with- out any sort of scene or storm, desperately alone, but not outcast, the young seminarist crossed the threshold of the seminary, traversed the square, and entered a small semi-clerical hotel at the north-western corner of it. " A man of much talent said once of M. Renan : — " ' Renan thinks like a man, feels like a woman, and acts like a child/ " " Did he act like a child, the poor young Breton who fled from St Sulpice aghast because he no longer thought the lessons of his masters all quite true ? It was, perhaps, a piece of childish folly to renounce the splendid future which awaited him in his chosen path, to affront extreme poverty, without resources, without pros- pects, sustained by the sole impossibility of living for aught else than a conviction. Those 56 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN who think that the hall-mark of a man is his sincerity in regard to the world and his own soul, will grant that on that occasion the child showed himself twice a man." 1 1 James Darmesteter : Ernest Renan. " Critique et Politique," p. 63. CHAPTER VI DOMINUS PARS Paris, Rue du Pot-de-Fer October i^th, 1845. " A T last, my Henriette, my dearest friend, I can pour out all my heart, I can tell you all the trouble which corrodes my soul ! The last few days count in the record of my life ; perhaps they are the most decisive, certainly the most painful I have experienced. So many events have crossed each other in this narrow space that the mere recital of them will imply all my feelings. And it will console me to tell you everything, for here, now, my isolation is terrible, and my lonely, tired heart finds an infinite sweet- ness in resting upon yours. " Only one word first, dear, of this last vacation ; a sweet and cruel time for me. My position was of the strangest. To enjoy the companionship of my kind mother, to wait on her, caress her, cheer her by my day dreams, is so delightful a pastime to me that I believe there is no trouble, no anxiety, 57 58 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN that I could not forget in her society. And then, a peculiar indefinable sense of well-being hangs about my native place. All my childhood, so simple, so pure, so heedless, survives in its at- mosphere, and this revival of my past charms me almost to tears. The life of that country is but a common, vulgar life, I know. But there is a repose about it, a quiet well-being, in which thought and feeling, when not prisoned in the narrow circle of our daily round, are able to exercise their sweet gift of healing. Ah, how I feel to the core that vanished sweetness ! I am weak, my dear Henriette. I sometimes think I could be quite happy in a simple, common life which I should ennoble from within. Then I think of you and I look higher. " Yet in this mild and calm atmosphere of Treguier, you can easily see how difficult was my position with regard to mamma. She had but the faintest suspicion of my state of mind, and she tried to trace my secret thought under the least of my words and actions. And I was afraid to let her see the truth and yet I felt I ought not to conceal it. Think how I suffered ! The necessity of telling her all, the fear of her cruel disappoint- ment, led me, hour by hour, into almost contra- dictory courses. And our good mother, with a disastrous cleverness, interpreted them all accord- DOMINUS PARS 59 ing to the desire of her heart. She would take no hint, no mere suggestion. At last one day — one hour — which I shall never forget, I was forced to be more explicit. I said clearly that my vocation was doubtful . . . that I must exact a delay. Well, from that hour she had been more calm. She is less afraid when I speak of study- ing in the Paris University, when I speak of a possible journey to Germany. I knew how to turn all these projects in harmony with her dearest scheme — our meeting, the progress of my studies, &c. Do not mention to her that I am at an inn ! Ah, dear mother, how dear she is to me — my greatest happiness but also my greatest trouble. I should hate to be vulgar in any part or parcel of my inner nature ; but I am sure that I am not, in my love for her ! " I arrived in Paris on the 9th of October, in the evening. That same night I slept at the hotel. The next days I passed with all due gravity and decorum in terminating my connection with St Sulpice. I was charmed by the esteem and the affection which the fathers showed me. My Hebrew professor has promised to recommend me very warmly to M. Quatremere: he holds to me as to his favourite pupil. I could not have imagined so much broadness of view in the strictest orthodoxy. They are persuaded that I 6o LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN shall return to St Sulpice, and, — would you believe it, dear Henriette ? — I like to think so myself, and was enchanted to hear them say so. Accuse me of weakness if you like. I am not of those who take a side, and never lose hold, whatever they may think, whatever Science prove. And Christianity is so large a thing, a man may well hold more than one opinion concerning it, accord- ing to the different degrees of his instruction. Still, at this moment, I do not see how I can in conscience become a Catholic priest. " I have seen Monsieur Dupanloup : he was delightful ! He granted me an interview of an hour and a half — a thing he never does. How well he understood me at once ! He did me so much good ! He replaced me in my lost high sphere, whence these practical preoccupations had caused me to fall in some degree. I was quite frank and explicit with him, and he was very pleased with me. I recognised the superior mind in his advice, so clear and to the point. He promised to do his utmost for me. . . . " You must let me assure you, dearest, that, say what you will, I cannot spend all this year at your expense. I have quite decided to accept some post which will not encroach too much upon my time and may even be useful to me. . . . DOMINUS PARS 61 u I have been to see the directors of Stanislas College. I had the best of references. Some of my old comrades are there and had spoken of me. I allow that I should like, best of all, to enter as a teacher at Stanislas. There, my dear, I should be treated honourably and morally. Perhaps you do not like the prospect, as the college is directed by ecclesiastics ; but it is formed exactly on the model of the University. And I have been most frank. I have explained to the provisor the reason of my leaving St Sulpice. And think what an admirable transition ! No one would be astonished to see me pass from St Sulpice to Stanislas, and no one would be astonished to see me move on from Stanislas to another college of the university ! And mamma would be de- lighted : it was one of her ideas." Stanislas is in fact a Jesuit college participating in the examinations and other advantages of the lay public schools of Paris. In the touching and honourable engagement which the venerable Order of St Sulpice was fighting with an inexperienced governess in Poland for the soul of Ernest Renan, the last rally had not yet been sounded. The Church did not by any means despair of her acolyte. And he, perhaps, had never felt more drawn towards the House of God. " I spend my evenings in the church of St 62 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN Sulpice," he wrote to his friend, the Abbe Cognat. 1 . . . There is no more happiness for me on earth. . . . I remember my mother, my little room, my books, my dreams, my quiet walks at my mother's side. . . . All the colour seems to have faded out of life." It is probable that the Fathers counted on this reaction and were well aware that the towers of St Sulpice never look more noble than from the other side of the square — from the windows, say, of Mademoiselle Celeste's stuffy but respectable small clerical hotel. Nor can we wonder at their error. They knew their pupil in his sweet humour and his docility, in his attachment to themselves and to the Church : they knew him as an imaginative, serene, and hopeful child ; they did not recognise as yet that granite resistance which underlay this graciousness of disposition, and which it was impossible to undermine. Un- impassioned, sincere, curious above all things of the truth, Ernest Renan was not to be led in any path but that he saw before him. Even while the reverend ecclesiastics of Stanislas and St Sulpice were putting their heads together in a charitable purpose of friendly circumvention, Renan was writing to his sister concerning " the 1 Renan's letters to the Abbe Cognat, during the years 1845-6, are reprinted in the Appendix to his <£ Souvenirs de Jeunesse." DOMINUS PARS 63 singularity of his relations with them, which afforded him the opportunity of making the most valuable psychological observations." He was interested, and touched, and sceptical, and heart- broken, with equal sincerity. The fathers, strangely enough, knew little of his religious scruples : Monsieur Dupanloup alone asserted that they amounted to a total loss of faith. Prompted by a reserve which made him dread to exhibit in public his inmost wound, — and, perhaps, inspired by that morbid horror of the commonplace which haunted Renan throughout his youth, — he kept to himself the moral and philosophical origin of his doubts, and put forward only his scientific scruples. He was acutely conscious (the theme recurs again and again in his letters), that the recalcitrant seminarist is rarely a heroic personage. If he had to doubt, at least he meant to doubt with distinction and originality. So he spoke to the astonished Fathers of the inexact philology of the Vulgate, or the erroneous date assigned by the Church to the Book of Daniel. St Sulpice knew how to deal with the mere sensuous backslider; it knew how to deplore, to deprecate, and if need be to imprecate, the torments of revolt, the passionate despair, of a Lamennais. It could not take these niceties of scholarship so seriously — a mitigated contact 64 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN with reality would soon, it opined, bring the fancies of a dreamer within bounds. And doubtless St Sulpice counted also on the contrast between the warm kindness of the Church and the shrewdness of the world, ever suspicious of the unfrocked clerical. Monsieur Dupanloup offered his purse to Renan. He can not have been quite pleased to hear that, out of her savings, Mademoiselle Renan had already sent her brother a sum of eight and forty pounds. Moreover, by some prodigy of feminine ingenuity, the little governess at Zamocz had obtained for her brother letters of introduction to the most eminent scholars of the day. She had thus made Renan in some measure independent of the Church. The worst of his trial was now, in truth, over for Renan. His great act of resolution had, as it were, cleared the air. There was no more com- promising. Like many naturally undecided per- sons, Renan pursued tenaciously a course of conduct once adopted, knowing in what an eddy of ceaseless irresolution he would be flung by another change of front. Those who met him at the moment of his secession from St Sulpice observed in him none of the poignant anxiety of the Christian who feels his faith slip from him. He had the look of a young philosopher, calm, resolute, smiling, who sees new immense horizons DOMINUS PARS 65 open before him. For the moment he was pre- occupied by his practical affairs which he took seriously, although not tragically. It is characteristic of Renan's complex, curious and quiet-tempered nature that his change of opinion provoked in him no aversion towards his lost ideal. He did not desire to burn what he had once adored. He went on adoring with a difference. He maintained his fealty to M. Le Hir as a spiritual superior and chose him for his confessor — for this strange apostate continued to confess himself and to receive absolution. "It does me good, and is a great consolation. I will confess myself to you when you are in orders," he writes to his friend. He was on terms of intimacy — almost of unction — with the Abb& Gratry, the Superior of Stanislas. For Renan entered Stanislas, as St Sulpice intended him to do, much to the distrust and discomfort of Henriette. The young usher, at six-and-twenty pounds a year, admitted to terms of such flattering familiarity with his directors, saw Stanislas at first through rose-coloured spectacles. . . . Henri- ette's fears are a mythical survival, interesting to the scientific observer. " Because it is a College of Jes — - . . . Oh, my dear Henriette, is it possible that a clever woman in the nineteenth century can amuse herself with e 66 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN such nursery tales? In truth, I myself am no partisan of the Society : in all the force of the term, I do not love it. But from the bottom of my heart I laugh at the fantastic imagination which sees in it a sort of ogre-scarecrow to frighten babes with. It is a really remarkable item of psychology, a product of the faculty which gave us Bluebeard and other tales of wonder, Tis the love of mystery, the human need of the fantastic which has produced the legend of the Society of Jesus." All the same, a few days later our young psychologist left Stanislas, as he had left St Sulpice. He had been very happy with the Jesuits. But his lucidity saw through their judicious wiles. " Tis a duty to go. I have made a great sacrifice : it would be absurd to hesitate before a small one." When, therefore, Renan was required to wear a cassock and conform, merely in outward things of course, to his ecclesiastical environment, he sighed — but went away. " They were very nearly taking me again in their net," he wrote to Henri- ette. But he left them, shut upon him with a pang of regret the door of the House of the Lord, and sought that world of laymen which appeared to him so sordid, almost immoral, and unfriendly. " For I need an atmosphere of moral feeling," he remarked to his sister. What he needed still DOMINUS PARS 67 more was an atmosphere of independence, in which to work out his own salvation. That at least he found in the school for young gentlemen where he was admitted as parlour-boarder — or rather as a sort of pupil-teacher, since he received his board in return for the lessons he gave. The house was in a steep street of the Montagne Sainte Genevieve, known to-day as the Rue de l'Abbe de l'Epee. In those days it was called the Rue des deux Eglises. Renan must often have smiled as he read the name. For God had led him indeed into the Street of Two Churches, nor was the second, in his eyes, less holy than the first. " Long ago," he writes to the Abbe Cognat, " already when I went up to the altar to receive the tonsure, I was tormented by terrible doubts. But my superior urged me on, and I had always heard that it was my duty to obey. So I went up, but God is my witness that in the intention of my heart, I took for my portion that Truth which is the hidden God ! I dedicated myself to her quest, for her sake I renounced all profane motives and ambitions — nor shall I con- sider myself false to my vow until, abandoning my soul to vulgar cares, I content myself with the material aims which suffice to worldly men. Till then, I can repeat, Doniinus pars. . . . Man 68 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN can never be sufficiently sure of himself to swear unwavering fealty to a given system, though at the moment. of his vow he hold it true. All he may do is to dedicate himself to Truth, whatso- ever she be, wheresoever she lead him, no matter what the sacrifice she may demand." PART II CHAPTER I NEW IDEAS TN the first days of November 1845 Ernest Renan entered on his duties at M. Crouzet's school. They were not stimulating, they were not inspiring, but they left him his whole day free for work. During some two hours, of an evening, he superintended the studies of seven youths who followed the classes of the Lyc6e Henri IV. In return, without diminishing his sisters little store, he received a place at table and a small room to himself. His wants were supplied, his liberty was complete, his leisure was ample ; save for his state of mind— but that is everything ! — he might have been happy. Alas, he was dull and sad. The world, in his eyes, appeared terribly mediocre : a desert, tediously overpopulate, a shabby wilderness of fifth-rate souls. He felt numb and shaken as one who has had a great fall. A month ago he had been almost a priest, belonging by implication to a superior order. He had been appointed professor 71 72 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN in the Archbishop's College." He had been re- cognised as a Semitic scholar. And behold, he was little better than an usher in M. Crouzet's school. For more than two months he kept his situa- tion a secret from his mother. By a pious fraud he continued to " paint the future," to speak of Stanislas. But too many persons counted on Mme. Renan's influence over her devoted boy for his position to remain a secret. Poor loving woman, she did not attempt to persuade him ! She wrote him heart-broken letters. He, her delicate lad, her pride, her darling, to think he was " on the streets ! " for so she phrased it. " You know, dear, even a mouse in your room used to keep you awake. You were never used to hardship ! " O Joseph, mon aimable Fils affable, Les betes t'ont devore ! 55 In those first dull November days at M. Crouzet's school, something of the melancholy which had tarnished all things for the young seminarist of St Nicholas hung again over Ernest Renan, and menaced him with that creeping nostalgia so deadly to the Breton. His letters to Henriette are steeped in disappointment. . . , NEW IDEAS 73 " Now that I see them at close quarters, men are less refined, less intellectual than I had imagined them. ... I feel lost in this cold world, incurious of the Divine. . . . Since Chris- tianity is not true, nothing interests me or appears worth my attention/' What was the use of striving and struggling in this unim- portant throng of mortals ? " faime mieux ne pas mentir et caresser ma petite pensJe" he wrote to the Abbe Cognat in a phrase too charming to translate. Renan had no longer any hope of regaining his faith. . . . Faith is a sentiment, and, once lost, there is no regaining it by evidence. . . . Doubt is an act of reason in which evidence is everything. Once we judge religious history by the ordinary rules of scientific criticism, the authenticity of Catholic tradition can no longer compel our assent. Renan continued to read the Scriptures. But the Bible, read as any other book, appears merely a collection of Oriental masterpieces, beautiful as poetry, valuable as history, but holding no peculiar promise for our souls. He looked into the empty heavens, saw no Christ on His throne there, and brooded with an obstinacy which had a sort of pleasure in it over the completeness of his desolation. This delectatio morosa is dangerous to a con- 74 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN templative temperament. That way, if not mad- ness, melancholia lies ; the disease is potential in many Celtic constitutions. F'or some weeks, Ernest Renan, so like his mother, felt his father's dull and sluggish blood stir ominously at his heart. But a fortunate circumstance shattered his lethargy. A new friendship absorbed him. The oldest of his pupils, a young M. Berthelot, some eighteen years of age, was studying ad- vanced mathematics and philosophy at Henri IV. They lodged on the same landing. " It was in November 1845 that I first set eyes on Ernest Renan. He was four years older than I, but he had, perhaps, even less experience of life — if such a term may be used of young men, the one eighteen, the other two-and-twenty. He had just left the Seminary— not without some vague inclination towards a possible resumption of the sacerdotal cloth. His gentle, serious bear- ing, his taste for things intellectual and moral, pleased me at once, and we became friends." 1 " We had the same religion," says Renan simply. 2 " And that religion was the worship of Truth." Truth is a diamond of many facets, and the 1 Correspondance Berthelot — Renan. Revue de Paris : 1 5 Juillet 1897. 2 Discours et Conferences, p. 231. NEW IDEAS 75 young men had seen her at different angles. Each knew most things the other did not know. Renan was already expert in theology, philosophy, philology and history. But young Berthelot re- vealed to him a new world of vaster vistas and more precise perspectives : — the magnificent certi- tudes of physical and natural science. Forty years after those first conversations in their attics of the Rue des Deux Eglises, fragments and echoes of those midnight marvels linger still in the mind of Renan. " How infinitely the atomic theories of the chemist and crystallographer surpass that vague notion of Matter, which verifies scholastic philo- sophy ! . . , 1 " Think of knowing that our earth is a ball some three thousand leagues in diameter . . , that the sun, up there, is thirty-eight millions of leagues away, and that it is one million five hundred thousand times larger than the earth ! " 2 If Spinoza was a God - intoxicated man, Renan was a man intoxicated by the splendour of the universe ! There are stars whose light falls through space ten thousand years before it reaches us, falling at the rate of over 1 Discours et Conferences p. 16. 2 Feuilles D£tach£es$p. 156. 76 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN thirty millions of leagues in seven minutes ! There are suns, larger than ours, and perhaps whole solar systems, in the formless white blurs that film the skies on cloudless nights. The heavens proclaim, indeed, the glory of the Eternal ; and Renan knew how great a tempta- tion Job resisted when he cried, " I have seen the moon advance in her majesty, O God, and I have not bowed the knee ! " As the last shreds of his faith fell from before him, lo ! in their place he discovered the whole unspeakable mystery of the Cosmos. So, with the first elements of astronomy and physics, Renan learned that passionate devotion to the universe which engrosses the whole mind, and makes all private sorrow a thing of slight account. Already he might have exclaimed with Marcus Aurelius, " All that suiteth thee, O Cosmos, suiteth me ! " He was in very truth a " citizen of the great city," a conscient atom of the whole. The world was too vast, our span of years too short, the sum of science attainable too tremendous, for life, however sad, to be adjudged a failure. Yes, in 1846 he was already the Renan who, years later, wrote of Amiel : " The man w T ho has time to keep a private diary has never understood the immensity of the universe. There is so much to learn ! In face of this colossal piece of work NEW IDEAS 77 how can we stop to consume our own hearts, to doubt, to repine? . . . My friend M. Berthelot would have his hands full, had he a hundred consecutive lives, nor find in any one of them the time to write about himself! . . . Everything has to be done, or done all over again, in natural and social science. When we feel ourselves called to labour at this infinite task, we are too busy to pause and brood over the little private melancholies we may fall in with by the way." 1 . . . " When I think of the unique pair of friends we were," he says elsewhere, " I see before me two young priests in their surplices, walking arm in arm. We should have blushed to have asked each other a favour, or even a piece of advice. Neither of us was greatly occupied with himself, and neither of us was greatly occupied with the other. Our friendship consisted in what we learned together." 2 Indeed they learned many things together, but they learned many things apart. As time went on M. Berthelot was drawn more and more exclusively into the sphere of physics, and especi- ally of chemistry, as we all know, to our admira- tion. Semitic philology continued to engross M. Renan. He wrote to his sister : " I have 1 Feuilles Ditachies^ p. 359. 2 Souvenirs^ p. 339. 78 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN so many new and just ideas ! I am throwing all my heart into my work — all I know and all I am — and I have the instinct of success." His canvas was the series of lectures which he had delivered the preceding year at St Sulpice, and which the Abbe Le Hir strongly urged him to publish. The book was to be a Hebrew grammar. But, in the hands of this ardent young thinker, philology became a new instru- ment of psychology. For the character of a nation is transfixed in its language, and a Hebrew grammar is a diagram of the Semitic soul. In the speech of the Jew or the Arab, as in his nature, you will find something irreductible and stubborn, a dignified simplicity, a non-existence of the finer shades ; a something monotonous, which recalls the desert in its immense unifor- mity. So theorised young M. Renan, in that general history of Semitic languages which was to introduce him to the world of science. The first sketch of this important work, presented in manuscript to the Academy of In- scriptions in 1847, by a young man of four-and- twenty, a pupil-teacher in a school for boys, obtained the Prix Volney, one of the most important distinctions awarded by the Institute of France. NEW IDEAS 79 Thus, barely two years after leaving St Sulpice, Renan saw a new career open before him. He continued to pass his University ex- aminations : he was successively Bachelier and Licenci6. In 1 847 he took his degree as Agr6ge de Philosophie, that is to say, Fellow of the Univer- sity, and, in consequence, he was offered the Pro- fessorship of Philosophy in the Lycee of Vendome. Here, and later, — during the long vacation at St Malo, — Renan occupied his leisure by a thesis on Averroes which was to procure him his doctor's degree. Half convinced by so much success, his mother let herself accept some consolation. Her " fils affable " was still her " fils affable " : amiable, studious, gifted, as of old. He had come back to live with her. His grave morality seemed almost orthodox. No scandal had attended his secession from the priesthood. " My mother shows the truest liberality of mind," Renan wrote to M. Berthelot in 1 847 ; "she fully approves my system, which is never to express, by word or deed, either affection or antipathy for the profession which might have been my own. I soon brought her to see my point of view. And indeed we have many a piquant conversation on this head." But despite the charm of home, despite his native air, Renan was not happy in the narrow provincial circle 8o LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN which he had re-entered. He missed the intel- lectual stimulus of Paris. He was glad when a small temporary appointment, — as assistant master in the Lycee of Versailles — permitted him to return to the capital and resume his interrupted studies. CHAPTER II 1848 THE father of M. Berthelot was a doctor, an intellectual man, above all, a benevolent man. His practice was in a poor neighbourhood ; of modest origin himself, he was interested in many philanthropic schemes. He was a firm Re- publican. " The first I had seen," wrote Renan, who barely could remember his father and his uncles. Opposed to the bourgeois spirit of the Monarchy of July, an enthusiastic believer in the Socialist transformation of society, Dr Berthelot influenced his son and, through him, the ever-impressionable Ernest Renan. . . . Yet all through the beginning of '48, immersed in his studies, the young scholar had listened to his friend's gospel with a somewhat vacant ear. He was engrossed by an essay on the study of Greek in Mediaeval Europe, which appeared to him more immediately important. In all things, always, he found it hard to take a side. He distrusted extremes. His sense of the relativity of appear- 82 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN ances debarred him from a passionate conviction in politics no less than in religion. Moreover, if he was by opinion a Liberal, by temperament Renan was Conservative. A natural love for the Past, a natural dread of innovation, hampered him in the sphere of political reform : " I shall never break many lances for this sort of thing," he wrote to M. Berthelot, in September 1847. Then the Revolution broke out in February. The King and his family went into exile. There was a riot in May. One morning Ernest Renan had to climb a barricade in order to reach the College of France. He climbed it and arrived in due time at the Sanscrit lecture-room ; but there was no lecture that day, and behold ! the College was full of soldiers ! The young scholar sighed and continued his walk, in order to study Sanscrit at M. Burnouf s private house. Civil war reddened the streets in June. Ernest Renan awoke in earnest and turned all his mind to the prob- lems of Socialism. I know no page in Flaubert's Education Senti- mentale which gives a more vivid picture of a political massacre than we find in some of Renan's letters to his absent sister. The dreamer, startled from his dream, sees the dreadful reality before him with a horrified acuteness. 1848 33 2$th June 1848. " Frightful sight ! The whole day we heard nothing but the whistling of bullets and the clang of the tocsin. . . 2&J1 June. " The evening and last night were worse than ever. There was a massacre at the Gate of St Jacques, another at the Fontainebleau Gate. I spare you details. The St Bartholomew offers nothing like them. There must be in human nature something naturally cannibal which bursts out at certain moments. As for me, I would willingly have fought with the Garde Nationale until, in their turn, the guards became the murderers. No doubt they are guilty, these poor mad insurrectionaries who shed their blood and know not what they ask — but are they not guiltier who, by system, have deadened in them every human feeling ? " 1st July. "The storm is over, If in such a state of things it were permissible to appeal to the artistic sense, I would call the Paris of these last days the strangest, the most indescribable of great sights. A few hours after the fighting was over I visited the field of the combat. Unless you 84 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN have witnessed such a thing, my dear, you cannot imagine the great scenes of humanity. In the Rue St Martin, in the Rue St Antoine, and in the Rue St Jacques, between the Pantheon and the Quays, there was not a single house but was riddled with cannon-ball. Some of them were perforated to sheer open work ! The fronts of the houses, all the windows, were pierced through and through with bullets — wide streaks of blood, broken and abandoned guns, marked the places where the fight had been the fiercest. Built with a marvellous art, and constructed, not as they used to be with heaps of cobblestone, but with the large flagstones of the footpath, the barricades, with their projecting and retreating angles, had a look of fortresses. There was one every fifty paces. The Place de la Bastille was the most frightful chaos : all the trees cut down or bent and twisted by the cannon balls ; on one side whole houses demolished or still in flames ; on another, veritable towers of defence, built out of beams of timber, overturned carriages, and heaps of stones. In the middle of all that, a crowd, dizzy and half out of its mind ; soldiers worn out with fatigue, asleep on the pavement, almost under the feet of the people. The rage of the vanquished disguised under an affected calm ; the disorder of the conquerors opening a path through 1848 85 the demolished barricades — the public pity craving alms and lint for the wounded ; all combined in a spectacle of the sublimest originality, in which the whole gamut of humanity was heard in an admirable discord : man, face to face with man, naked, without disguise, with nothing but his primitive instincts." 16th July, " Horror of exact reprisals ! I am always for the massacred, even though they be guilty. The National Guard has been guilty of atrocities I scarcely dare recount. " After the battle was over, posted on the terrace of the Ecole des Mines, they amused themselves by " potting M at their leisure, as a form of recreation, the passers-by in the adjacent streets, where the thoroughfare was still open. That may have been the last flicker of the fury of the fray. But what is awful to think of, is the hecatomb of prisoners sacrificed several days later. During whole afternoons I have heard the cease- less firing in the Luxembourg Gardens — and yet the fighting was over ! The sound and the thoughts it suggested, exasperated me to such a degree that I determined to see for myself, so I went and called on one of my friends whose windows overlook the gardens. It was too true. 86 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN If I did not see the murderers with my own eyes, I saw what was worse, what I never can forget, and what, if I did not try to lift myself above personal sentiments, would leave in my soul an everlasting hate. . . . The unhappy prisoners were packed in the garrets of the Palace, under the leads, in the stifling heat of the roof. Every now and then one of them would thrust his head out of the dormer window, for a breath of air. Each head served as a target for the soldiers in the garden below — they never missed their aim ! After that, I say the middle class is capable of the massacres of the Terror ! " ist July. " I am not a Socialist. I am convinced that none of the theories of the hour is destined to triumph, in its actual form. A system — a narrow, a partial thing by its very essence — can never realise itself. The system is a burgeon which must burst its sheath in order to become a truth, universally recognised, universally applied. . . . I am a Progressist, that is all. ... I persist in believing that from petty passion to petty passion, from personal ambition to personal ambition, through misfortune, through crime and bloodshed, we are none the less in the act of a great transfor- mation for the greater good of humanity." 1848 8 7 \6th July, " The great births of humanity should be seen from afar. We see the apparition of Christianity as something exclusively pure, sacred, and super- natural. . . . And yet what sects, how mad, monstrous, and immoral ! — accompanied, and were even confounded with that white and beautiful doctrine ! . , e We also have our gnostics ! " . . . 2nd August. " Adieu, dear, excellent Henriette ; think often of your brother. Never despair of France ! " 1 I know no more curious moment of psychology than the book in which Renan attempted to answer the problems posed by the movement of 1848. The immense volume is as young as a primrose, full of the joy of life, full of energy, charity, hope — above all, full of faith. The crowded, living, voluntary pages stretch out their hundred arms to the future like some monstrous Indian god, who needs innumerable hands to bestow with and to beckon, to bless with and to curse, and in whom the vital principle is too abundant for symmetry or grace. UAvenir de la Science, is our young priest's first sermon, heavier, more crammed with matter than those 1 Lettres de 48. Revue de Paris, 15 Avril 1896. 88 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN we are accustomed to from his golden lips ; full, not only of his own ideas but of the theories of his time and his environment. The multiple, hetero- geneous masterpiece takes for its text the mystic words of the gospel, Unum est necessarium. But this one thing needful is the Infinite — the Ideal, identic in its essence, whatever be the form in which it appears to us: — philosophy, science, poetry, art, moral beauty, moral strength, or mere natural loveliness, no less divine. To recombine these different elements — to trace these divergent rays to their common centre, which is God, should be the chief end of knowledge. The future of science is a new religion, to be founded, not on abstract reasoning, not on any pretended revelation from on high, but on the most patient, the most critical, the minutest study of all the material profusely strewn around us. Penetrate matter to find the secret soul in it ! The study of science is still the service of God. Such is the teaching of LAvenir de la Science. " I am convinced there is a science of the Origin of Man which will be constructed one day, not from mere ratiocination and hypothesis, but from the results of scientific research. He who shall contribute to the solving of this problem — though his test be imperfect, will do more for 1848 8 9 true philosophy than he had achieved by fifty years of metaphysics." Even while Renan was writing these lines a young naturalist of much the same way of think- ing was classing his specimens and comparing his notes. Some ten years later, we read the Origin of Species, A reaction against the vague and void official spiritualism of his day, inclined philosophy to draw its conclusions from the exact results of science. The tide has now turned so far in this direction that we forget the originality, in 1848, of doctrines which at present appear the merest com- mon-sense. In 1897 all our young philosophers are historians, or philologists, or physiologists, or students of natural or social science. But, fifty years ago, Philosophy was much too great a lady to do any useful work at all. She broidered her metaphysics in an ivory tower among the clouds. " Believe me," said Renan, " your true philo- sopher is the philologist, the student of myths, the critic of social constitutions. By the subtle study of speech we remount the stream of time till we reach almost the source, till we come within hail of primitive man. By comparative grammar we touch our first ancestors ; by com- parative mythology we understand their soul, by social science we watch their development. 90 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN Every speech, every myth or legend, every form of social organisation from the humblest to the most august, ought to be compared and classified. The man who could thus evoke the origins of Chris- tianity would write the most important book of the century. How I envy it him ! Should I live and do well, I mean that book to be the task of my maturity." 1 Science is thus an instrument of religion, nay, more, a religion in herself, modest but veracious, never going back from her word. The faith of the chosen few, must she remain incommunicable to the mass ? How can a religion exclude nine- tenths of mankind ? If intellectual culture were but a grace the more, but an added enjoyment, it might well remain the privilege of the elect, for man has no right to happiness. But once we admit that science is a religion — a temple where faith and truth join hands — how shall we forbid the threshold to those who chiefly need a religion ? Shall we look upon the poor barbarians as a necessary refuse of waste matter? Shall we consider only them human who know ? "I have seen the massacres of June. I have repulsed in my own heart the instinctive wish that the barbarians might perish. Shame on such a thought! There must be no more barbarians ! 1 Avenir, p. 278. 9i " Yet it is not easy to see how the many are to be induced to work out their own salvation. How shall we make a turbulent majority choose the better part when, as a matter of fact, it does not prefer it, thinks it tiresome, prefers the pothouse and the barricade ? The ancients had convenient means to this end : augurs, oracles, Egerias, who arranged the truth in a way understanded of the people. Others have had recourse to armies. . . . It is very clear that Science will none of these. It is much less clear, however, by what miracle she is to descend upon and illuminate the recal- citrant mass of the ignorant. . . . " Above all let us never dream that Science must descend to the level of people. A cheap science, an easy science, a popular science, is the most useless of catch-words. Science must be serious, difficult, comprehensible only to her own adepts, in her more abstruse and secret recesses. But by the diffusion of a sound elementary instruction all may be made capable of understanding the value and the gist of these researches — all may follow them in their outer circuit ; all may be set upon the sacred track. If you object that to attain such cultivation, the working class must receive more money for less work, in order to secure the time for study, I reply : so be it ! Let us simplify our lives. I have no objection to 92 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN the socialistic phalanstery, nor even to a salutary reign of terror. These do not interfere with Science. The artless life of a community where none would be rich or poor may even be favour- able to her development, Genius lives on simple things, and Spinoza contemplated the divine substance in no palace while he polished the lenses which brought him bread. Democracy has no terror for Science. Let us all be brothers, in truth, in simplicity, in generous and confident human sympathy." Such, in effect, is the gospel which Ernest Renan caught amid the gun smoke and the ominous fusillades of 1848. It is easy to see how much of these theories is natural to the author, the result of his real convictions and his peculiar temperament, and how much is due to the influence of the milieu and the contagion of an epidemic enthusiasm. All Renan's later work is based on that psychological interpretation of facts obtained by a patient scientific method which he advocates in his earliest book. His most fantastic philosophy has ever a solid piece of sober erudi- tion at the base. He often reads too much into his text, between the lines, but he starts from his text, and never evolves out of his own brain a system independent of historic proofs. He applies to the history of religion and to the problems of 1848 93 exegesis, the experimental method of a student in physics or natural history. Thus, in all essentials, the Renan of the Avenir de la Science \ is already Renan. True, the Renan of the future was to be no democrat. But his turn of mind, infinitely aristocratic, infinitely jealous of the rights of the minority, was never subject to the powers that be. The aristocracy which Renan commended was an aristocracy of personal merit, an upper house of virtue and intelligence. Spinoza and the fishermen of Galilee were the high barons of his heraldry. It is impossible to read the tender, human, fraternal pages of the Apostles and St Paul without perceiving how much of the great dream of '48 lingered in the mind of Renan. The day was to dawn when, mournfully, he was to admit that the barbarians are, in truth, a necessary refuse. But his barbarians were not merely the unpossessing classes : they were the selfish, the dull, the mean, the narrow, in every class, high or low, rich or poor, one with another. L Avenir de la Science is an example of the subjective quality of Renan's imagination. He has sympathy in abundance — the subtlest, the most penetrating, the most sensitive of any writer of his time — but he has not a particle of dramatic imagination. He interprets all things by himself. If he desire to save Society, he will adjure Society LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN to quit the seminary, turn philologist, and set itself to study the origins of Christianity. In the Avenir de la Science, Renan projects his own sensibility and his own experience into Contem- porary Society, just as later on he was to project them into Jesus Christ and Marcus Aurelius. No man ever lived more resolutely in the whole ; but in the whole, as he sees it, he puts a reflection of himself. He has the extraordinary gift, attributed by physicians to certain nervous patients, of ex- teriorising his own sensibility. By the time Renan had finished his book, '48 was over, the fever of democracy had passed : the young author could only regard his socialistic pro- jects as curious examples of the mythopoetic faculty. No doubt they interested him from this point of view also. Every mode and phase of his own and the world's development impassioned his eager intelligence. It was all matter for study. What though one star fell out of the myriads in heaven? What though your perfect demo- cracy proved a poet's day dream ? The universe teemed with other problems, other mysteries, equally important, equally engrossing. In 1849, M. Renan obtained from the French Government one of those travelling scholarships which, across the Channel, are dignified by the name of missions. He was to seek in the 1848 95 libraries of Italy certain documents required by the Academy of Inscriptions for its Histoire Litteraire de la France; he was also to com- plete his own thesis on Averroes. For eight months Ernest Renan remained in the Peninsula. Suddenly freed from the bracing influence of his environment in Paris, Renan rapidly regained his natural bent : dreamy, idealizing, poetic. More than once his letters from Rome must have exas- perated his democratic correspondent. 1 There is so much religion in them, so much art, vague piety, sentiment reflected from the Roman landscape ! " Tell me less about the monuments and more about the condition of the people" answers, in substance, Marcel Berthelot. In vaim ; Renan has fallen under the sway of the Past. "This journey had the most remarkable in- fluence on my mind. I knew nothing of Art, and lo ! I beheld her, radiant and full of consolations. A faery enchantress seemed to whisper me the words which the Church, in her hymn, says to the wood of the Cross : — " ' Flecte ramos, arbor alta, Tensa laxa viscera, Et rigor lentescat ille Quern dedit nativitas.' A sort of soft breeze relaxed my native rigour. 1 Correspondance Renan- Berthelot, Revue de Paris, 1 Aout 1897. 96 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN Almost all my illusions of 1848 dropped from me, for I saw they were impossible. I recognised the fatal necessities of human society, I resigned myself to a condition of the creation in which a great deal of evil serves to produce a little good, where a drop of exquisite aroma is distilled from an enormous caput mortuum of refuse." Yet, whilst admitting the absurdity of yesterday's chimera, Renan did not cease to follow the ever beckoning ideal. The Infinite remained the eternal guide. And on the ledger of the Monas- tery of Monte Cassino he wrote in 1850 : — " Unum est necessarwm; Maria elegit optimam partem" CHAPTER III THE VALE OF GRACE nPHE disenchantment which followed 1848 combined with the divine spectacle of Italy to turn the mind of Renan from the future towards the past. He saw no longer in his dreams a socialistic phalanstery with its Spinoza occupied in an optician's work-room. His fancy preferred to evoke some steep small Umbrian town with Etruscan walls and Roman ruins, with mediaeval towers set high above Renaissance palaces and the overladen Jesuit churches of the Catholic Revival. Here was food for the mind : the past is so poetic ! We imagine the future so flat and full of prose ! The Celt especially is open to the magical pathos of historic memories, and, now that once Ernest Renan had unsealed his hearing to that siren- song, the music of the barricades might pipe to him in vain ! Impressionable to excess, Renan, while guard- ing his will fixed on one steadfast aim, changed the colour of his thoughts according to the atmos- G 97 98 LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN phere he dwelt in. Imagine a chameleon, pro- gressing unswervingly in one direction, but some- times blue, sometimes rose, sometimes green, in the course of his invariable traject ! Such is Renan, the bizarre and eminently Celtic fusion of a constant mind with a sensitive temperament. Among the marvels of the Sabine Hills, the utili- tarian ideal which yesterday he had invoked, appeared odious to him. He continued to serve Truth and Science — but no longer in the precincts of Democracy. Rough-shod, iron goddess, might her feet never tread the Seven Hills ! " As for me, it is with something akin to terror that I face the day when life shall penetrate anew that sublime heap of ruins which is Rome ! I cannot conceive her other than she is : a museum of dilapidated majesties, a tryst for the exiles of our work-a-day world, a meeting-place for dethroned monarchs, disenchanted statesmen, and sceptical philosophers weary of their kind. Should the fatal level of modern common-place threaten this mass of sacred relics, I would fain the priests and the monks of Rome were paid to maintain within her ruins their customary melancholy and squalor, and to preserve all round about them fever and the desert." 1 Renan's democracy had been a short brain- 1 Essais de morale et de Critique , p. 2 59. THE VALE OF GRACE 99 fever. It had passed : the coup d'etat disgusted him once for all with the lower classes. The develop- ment of his ideas made it easy for certain of his friends to dissuade him from the publication of DAvenir de la Science. Although already in July 1849 a chapter of the book had been printed in a review, with the mention : " to appear in a few weeks," the volume did not see the light, in fact, until 1890 — less out of date than it would have been in the first flush of that reaction which forms the morrow of every revolution. Renan had been the first to suspect the inopportunity of yester- day's gospel. He was no longer under the exclusive influence of the Berthelots. On literary matters, he consulted Augustin Thierry — his mentor in letters — and M. de Sacy : each of them advised him to reserve his great work — to dispose of it page by page, chapter by chapter, in the form of essays and reviews ; but not to over- whelm the public with his whole stock of un- seasonable riches. Thus, in five years, Renan had lost two ideals — Christianity and Socialism. Despite his robust faith in the future of Science, the present world began to wear a disenchanted aspect. Our young fanatic of yesterday was in some danger of be- coming one of those "sceptical philosophers, weary of their kind " for whom the Eternal City ioo LIFE OF ERNEST RENAN appeared so convenient a limbo. If we could suppose a special Providence designed to watch over so notorious a heretic, now was the moment for its intervention. And lo ! his sister, having finished her ten years' engagement in Poland, summoned Ernest to meet her in Berlin. And Renan encountered his Egeria. " When we meet again, my dear, we shall hardly recognise each other," Renan had written to his sister years before. And after ten years they met. The slim young woman of nine and twenty, gracious of aspect, who had bidden fare- well to her brother in the seminary parlour, was grown into a woman of forty, plain in the face, prematurely aged and lined by the hard winters of Poland. The girlish lightness had departed from her figure ; an affection of the larynx threatened the sweetness of her voice. In air and dress Mademoiselle Renan affected an elderly fashion which nothing in her looks belied. Her brother glanced at her, realised the sad change, — and worshipped his austere Egeria as a second mother, the comforting mother of his mind. She, on the other hand, can have seen small trace of the ungainly provincial seminarist she had left in the travelled young philosopher of seven and twenty who stood before her. For a moment they were strangers in each other's eyes - — THE VALE OF GRACE 101 but they were intimate to the marrow of the mind. Henriette returned to Paris with Ernest. She had lost her youth and her health in Poland, but she had paid off her father's debts, redeemed the mortgage on her mother's property, established her brother in the way he should go, and a little purse of savings remained to set up house with. They were to live together. Each had long dreamed this dream, and five years before Ernest had written— "We shall be so happy, dear ! I am easy-tempered and gentle. You will let me live the serious simple life I love, and I will tell you all I think and all I feel. We shall have our friends too — refined and elect spirits — who will beautify our life." They chose a small apartment near the Val-de- Grace, with windows looking over the garden of the Carmelite Nuns. There was room for them and their books ; place for M. Berthelot to sit and discuss with them all things under the sun ; a seat for such of Ernest Renan's masters as would honour his home. Henriette had few friends and did not desire to enlarge her acquaintance. She had Ernest and that was enough. Ernest was absent a part of every day at the National Library : he had been appointed to a small charge of Sub-Librarian. His salary, 102 LIFE OF ERNEST REN AN with Henrietta's savings, sufficed for their daily wants. While her brother was away the devoted sister copied out his manuscripts for him, made long abstracts from volumes needed for his work, corrected his proofs, took notes which might be of use to him, compulsed a mass of documents, verified dates and authorities. For amusement she looked out of the window at the nuns in their convent garden, or waited for Ernests return. . . . Anxious pleasure of waiting, of listening for a glad step on the stair — and then the smile we expected, and the eager budget of the day's events ! In the evening, Ernest settled to his writing. " She had the greatest respect for my work. I have seen her sit by my side for hours of an evening, scarcely breathing lest she should in- terrupt my labours. Yet she loved to have me in her sight, and the door between our two rooms stood ever open. Her affection had be- come something so ripe and so discreet that the sweet communion of our thoughts was sufficient for her. Her heart, — jealous, exacting, as it was — demanded but a few minutes a day, since she alone was loved. Thanks to her strict economy, on our singularly limited resources she kept a house in which nothing was lacking and which could boast its own austere charm. . . . THE VALE OF GRACE 103 She was an incomparable secretary. Her delicate censure discovered negligences and brusqueries which I had overlooked. It was she who per- suaded me that every shade of thought can be expressed in a correct and simple style, that violent images and new-coined expressions betray either misplaced pretensions or ignorance of the real wealth at our disposal Hence a profound change in the manner of my writing. I ac- customed myself to reckon in advance on her remarks — hazarding many a brilliant passage to watch its effect upon her, whilst decided to sacrifice it if she observed it with disfavour." 1 Henriette examined not only the manner but the matter. Her simple rectitude was discon- certed by Ernest's recurrent irony. " I had never suffered, and a discreet smile provoked by the weakness or the vanity of man, seemed a sort of philosophy." Many a winged shaft was offered on her shrine. Fine writing, irony, and a certain abstract vagueness in spiritual matters ; such were the qualities which Henriette was anxious to dis- cipline and chasten in her gifted brother's writ- ings. The tender inquisitress was not satisfied until all was pure, exact, discreet, and true. She said to her brother, " Be thou perfect ! " 1 Ma sceur Henriette, p. 36. 104 LIFE OF ERNEST REN AN And a dash of mockery, a trace of vanity, the least little air of disdain, or flaunt of self- satisfaction, however pretty in itself, was a flaw in the absolute clear beauty she desired. Most of all, she sought to cultivate in him the habit of veracity, a habit the seminary had not in- culcated, it appears. " I have never told a lie since 1 8 5 1 ," wrote Ernest many years after her death. Her efforts were seconded by Ernest's friends — by Augustin Thierry, who in 1 8 5 1 introduced the young writer to the Revue des Deux Mondes ; by M. de Sacy, who admitted him on to the staff of the Debats. " It was these two organs," said M. Renan in 1890, "who taught me how to write, that is to say, how to limit myself, how constantly to rub the angles off my ideas, how to keep a watchful eye on my defects." 1 The extraordinary absence of vanity which character- ised Renan in his youth enabled him to profit by all this good advice without any juvenile soreness of feeling. He was right. Between the Avenir de la Science, written in 1848 and 1849, and the essays contributed to the Revue des Deux Mondes and the Debuts, in the years immediately following 1 8 5 1 , there is fixed the abyss which divides work of fervent and interesting promise 1 Preface to Avenir. THE VALE OF GRACE 105 from the peculiar ripe perfection of a great writer. Renan's genius was to grow freer and fuller, at once more human and more fantastic, more audacious and more penetrating. Henceforth it will lose rather than gain in moral grace, in a certain exquisite gravity and elegance of spirit. And, perhaps, never again was the historian of religions so religious. In Renan's delicate philosophy, made up of semi-tones and demi-tints, piety had out-lived faith. In 1856, he no longer believes in any of the myriad forms of the one informing soul. (?ro>.Xa bvo^ara Mop