TO A DE SALES THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF NORTH CAROLINA AT CHAPEL HILL PRESENTED BY Estate of Ann A. Zener UNIVERSITY OF N.C. AT CHAPEL HILL 00024013& Jntrn&iutton to FROM THE FRENCH OF ST. FRANCIS DE SALES Bishop and Prince of Geneva TO WHICH IS PREFIXED AN ABSTRACT OF HIS LIFE Jtetertrk $ mUt $c (Ha. Printers to the Holy Apostolic See and the Sacred Congregation of Rites RATISBON, ROME, NEW YORK, CINCINNATI THE LIBRARY " THE UNIVERSITY OF NORT1- 1 C AROI IN A = AT CHAPEL HILL Printed in U. S. A. CONTENTS Abstract of the Life of the Author A Dedicatory Prayer . The Author's Preface Page. IX XIII . xv Part Jfert. Chapter. I. — The description of true devotion . II. — The propriety and excellency of devotion in. — Devotion is compatible with every station of life iv. — Of the necessity of a guide to conduct us in the «vay of devotion v. — That we must begin by purifying the soul vi. — Of the first purgation, which is that of mortal sin fsi wen VII. — Of the second purgation, which is that of affections < Vin. — Of the means to make this second purgation . IX. — First meditation. — On our creation . x. — Second meditation. — On the end for which we created xi. — Third meditation. — On the benefits of God xii. — Fourth meditation. — On sin .... Xiil. — Fifth meditation. — On death .... XIV. — Si::th meditation. — On judgment XV. — Seventh meditation. — On hell .... Xvi. — Eighth judgment. — On heaven XVII. — Ninth meditation. — By way of election and choice o heaven 42 ivin. — Tenth meditation. — By way of election and choice which the soul makes of a devout life . • 24 26 29 32 35 38 40 45 !▼ CONTENTS. Chapter. Pass. xix. --How to make a general confession .... 48 XX. — An authentic protestation, to engrave in the soul the resolution to serve God and to conclude the acts of penance 50 XXI. — Inferences drawn from the foregoing protestation . 53 xxii. — That we must purify ourselves from affection to venal sin 54 xxill. — That we ought to purify ourselves from an affection to unprofitable amusements 57 txrv. — That we must purge ourselves from our evil inclina- tions .59 Part Bttovto. I. — Of the necessity of prayer .»..». 61 fl. — A short method for meditation; and, first, of the presence of God, which is the first point of prepara- tion 65 III. — Of invocation the second point of the preparation . 68 IV. — Of the third point of preparation, which consists in proposing the subject of the mystery on which we intend to meditate ....... 69 V. — Of considerations, which form the second part of the meditation 71 VI. — Of affections and resolutions, the third part of medita- tion 72 vil. — Of the conclusion and spiritual nosegay . . .73 vni. — Certain profitable advices on the subject of meditation, 74 IX. — Of the dryness which we sometimes experience in meditation 7) X. — Of the morning exercise 79 XI. — Of the evening exei'cise and the examination of con- science 81 XII. — Of spiritual recollection . ... 83 XIII. — Of aspirations, ejaculatory prayers, and good thoughts, 8? xrv. — Of the holy sacrifice of mass, and how we ought to hear it 93 XV. — Of vespers, and other public exercises .... 96 XVI. — Of the honor and invocation of saints . ... 97 CONTENTS, V Chapter. Page, xvii. — How we ought to hear and read the word of God . 99 xviii. — How we ought to receive inspirations .... 101 Xix. — Of holy confession 105 xx. — Of frequent communion ....... 109 XXI. — How we ought to communicate 114 Part GCfrirtJ. I. — Of the choice we ought to make as to the exercise of virtues 117 n. — A continuation of the former discourse about the choice of virtues . . . . . . . 123 m. — Of patience 127 IV. — Of exterior humility 133 V. — Of more internal humility 136 VI. — That humility makes us love our own abjection . . 143 VII. — How we are to preserve our good name in the prac- tice of humility 147 vni. — Of meekness towards our neighbor, and remedies against anger 152 IX. — Of meekness towards oui'selves 158 X. — That we must treat our affairs with diligence, but without eagerness or solicitude ..... 161 XI. — Of obedience 164 XII. — Of the necessity of chastity 167 Xlll= — Advice how to preserve chastity 172 XIV. — Of poverty of spirit to be observed in the midst of riches 175 XV. — How to practise true and real poverty, being notwith- standing really rich 179 XVI. — How to practise riches of spirit in real poverty . . 184 xvn. — Of friendship ; first, of that which is evil and frivolous, 186 xvin. — Of fond love 189 Xix. — Of true friendship 194 XX. — Of the ditference between true and vain friendships . 198 XXI. — Advices and remedies against evil friendships . . 201 xxn. — Other advices on friendships 205 xxni. — Of the exercises of exterior mortification . . . 208 VI CONTENTS. Chapter. Page. xxiv. — Of conversation and solitude . . . 215 XXV. — Of decency in attire 219 xxvi. — Of discourse; and, first, how we must speak of God . 221 xxvil. — Of modesty in our words, and the respect we owe to persons 223 xxvin. — Of rash judgment 226 xxix. — Of detraction . , 232 xxx. — Other advices with respect to conversation . . . 239 xxxi. — Of pastimes and recreations ; and, first, of such as are lawful and commendable 241 xxxn. — Of prohibited games . 243 xxxin. — Of balls and pastimes which are lawful but dangerous, 245 xxxiv. — At what time you may play or dance .... 248 xxxv. — That we must be faithful both on great and small oc- casions . 249 xxxvi. — That we must keep our mind just and reasonable . 253 xxxvii. — Of desires ... 256 xxxviii. — Instructions for married persons . . 259 xxxix. — Of the sanctity of the marriage bed . . . . 269 XL. — Instructions for widows 274 XLI. — A word to vh-gins .... ... 280 Part ^ourtfj. I. — That we must disregard the censure of worldlings . 282 II. — That we must always have good courage . . . 286 III. — Of the nature of temptations, and of the difference between feeling temptation and consenting to it . 28S iv. — Two good examples on this subject .... 291 v. — An encouragement to a soul in temptation . . . 294 vi. — How temptation and delectation may become sinful . 296 vn. — Remedies against great temptations .... 299 Vlil. — That we must resist small temptations . . . . 301 IX. — What remedies we are to apply to small temptations . 303 x. — How to fortify our hearts against temptations . . 304 xi. — Of inquietude 306 XII. — Of sadness . 310 XIII. — Of spiritual and sensible consolations, and how we must behave ourselves in them 313 CONTENTS. Vll Chapter. fAGE. xiv. — Of spiritual dryne:^ 322 XV. — A remarkable example iu confirmation of the pre- ceding- remarks 329 Part Jtftfj. I. — That we ought every year to renew our good resolutions by the following exercises 334 II. — Considerations on the favor which God does us in calling us to his service, according to the protestation set down heretofore 336 in. — Examination of our soul on its advancement in devotion, 339 iv. — An examination of the state of our soul towards God, 341 v. — An examination of our state with regard to ourselves, 344 VI. — An examination of the state of our soul towards our neighbor . 346 Vll. — An examination of the affections of our soul- . . . 34? Vlil. — Affections to be performed after this examination . . 348 IX. — Considerations proper to renew our good resolutions, 349 X. — I. Of the excellence of our souls ... . 350 XI. — II. Of the excellence of virtue 351 Xii. — III. On the examples of the saints 353 Xin. — IV. Of the love that Jesus Christ bears us . . 354 XIV. — V. Of the eternal love of God towards us 356 XV. — General affections on the preceding considerations, and a conclusion of this exercise 357 XVI. — Of the sentiments we must retain after this exercise . 359 xvil. — An answer to two objections which may be made to this introduction ......... 360 Xviii. — The three last and principal advices for this introduction, 362 Conference between an eminent divine and a poor beggar, on the means of attaining to Christian per- fection . . 365 ABSTEACT OF THE LIFE ST. FRANCIS OF SALES. FROM THE LESSONS READ OX HIS FESTIVAL IN THE ROMAN BREVIARY. ippRANCIS was born of pious and noble parents in «?« the town of Sales, which gave name to his family. From his tender years he gave signs of future sanctity, by his innocence, and the gravity of his manners. Having in his youth applied himself to the liberal sciences, he soon after engaged in the stud) 7 of phi- losophy and theology at Paris ; and, that nothing might be wanting to the cultivation of his mind, he obtained the degree of Doctor, both in the canon and civil law, with great applause, in the university of Padua. During a visit which he made to the holy house of Loretto he renewed the vow of perpetual chastity, which he had long before made at Paris, and nevei' suffered himself to be withdrawn from a resolute adhesion to this virtue, either by the deceits of wicked spirits, or the allurements of the senses. Havino- refused an eminent dignitv, offered him in the parliament of Savoy, he embraced the clerical state, X LIFE OF ST. FRANCIS OF SALES. and being ordained priest, and made provost of the church of Geneva, he so perfectly acquitted himself of every duty of that station, that Granerius, the bishop, made choice of him to preach the word of God to the inhabitants of Chablais, and other territories bor- dering upon Geneva, in order to reclaim them from the errors of Calvinism. He undertook this mission with cheerfulness and alacrity, and in the course of it suffered incredible labors, hardships, calumnies, and injuries, being often sought for by the heretics, and in danger of being assassinated by them. But in the midst of these numberless perils his constancy was always so firm and inflexible, that, by the assistance of God, he is said to have reclaimed to the Catholic faith no less than seventy-two thousand persons, amongst whom are numbered many illustrious for their nobility and learning. After the death of Granerius. who had prevailed upon him to accept the office of coadjutor, he was consecrated Bishop. The brilliancy of his sanctity, the lustre of his zeal for Church discipline, his love of peace, his compassion for the poor, and all his other virtues, soon spread themselves abroad on all sides. For the greater honor and glory of God, he instituted a new order of religious women, which took its name from the Visitation of the blessed Virgin, under the rule of St. Austin ; to which he added his own con- stitutions, no less admirable for their wisdom than for their mildness and discretion. He also illustrated the Church by his writings, replete with heavenly doctrine, in which he points out a safe and plam way to Christian LIFE OF ST. FRANCIS OF SALES. XI perfection. At length, in the fifty-eighth year of his age, on his return from France to Annessy, after having celebrated mass at Lyons, on the festival of St. John the Evangelist, he was seized with a grievous illness, and on the following day departed to heaven, in the year of our Lord 1622. His body was carried to Annessy, where it was honorably interred in the Church of the Nuns of the above-mentioned order, and soon became illustrious for several miracles ; which being duly proved, he was canonized in the year 1665 by Pope Alexander VII., who assigned the 29th of January for his festival. In the bull of his canonization the following miracles are recorded to have been, upon the strictest examina- tion, found incontestable : — 1. Jerome Gemin, who had been drowned, was carried in his winding-sheet to the grave ; his carcass, by its stench, denoted that putrefaction had already com- menced : when suddenly he returned to life, moved his arms, and raised his voice to publish the praises of Francis of Sales, who, as he related, had at that very instant appeared to him in his episcopal habit, with a mild and glorious countenance. Many other wonder- ful circumstances greatly added to the lustre of the miracle. 2. Claudius Marmon, a boy of seven years of age, who had been blind from his birth, after having per- formed nine days' prayer, whilst he was lying prostrate at the feet of the holy prelate, received his sight upon the spot. 3. Jane Petronilla Evrax, five years old, labored XII LITE OF ST. FRANCIS OF SALES. under so inveterate a palsy that no hopes were enter- tained of her recovery, her hips and legs being quite withered. At the very hour at which her father was praying for her, at the tomb of Francis, she was on a sudden perfectly cured, and, getting up, ran to her mother. 4. Claudius Julier, aged ten 3-ears, was afflicted in like manner with a palsy, which he had brought with him into the world, in so grievous a manner that he had not the use of either of his hips or of his legs. Being carried by his mother, for the third time, to kiss the tomb of Francis of Sales, he received, upon the spot, strength and vigor in all his joints and limbs, which were before useless, and in a moment raised himself up, stood upon his feet, and walked. 5. Frances de la Pesse, who, by falling into a river., had been drowned, was restored to life at the tomb, and b} r the intercession of the holy prelate. All the marks of deformity which that dreadful accident had left in her body, together with the livid color and swelling, were on a sudden wonderfully removed. 6. James Guidi, whose nerves were contracted, amf who had been an absolute cripple from his birth, im- ploring the assistance of the prayers of the servant of God, was in an instant perfectly cured. 7. Charles Materon, who had been a cripple from his very birth, and strangely deformed in his whole body, was, by the intercession of the saint, instantly cured, so that he received upon the spot the perfect figure of a man, together with the use of his limbs. All these miracle*- with their respective circum- PRAYER OF THE AUTHOR. Xni stances, were proved with the utmost evidence, both ae to the matters of fact, which were attested by many credible eye-witnesses, and as to their being clearly beyond all the power of nature or art ; the more so, because they were all of them wrought almost instan- taneously. A DEDICATORY PRAYER OF THE AUTHOR O sweet Jesus, my Lord, my Saviour, and my God ! behold me here prostrate before thy Majesty, devoting and consecrating this work to thy glory ; give life to its words by thy blessing, that those souls for whom I have composed it may receive from it the sacred in- spirations which I desire for them. And particularly grant them that of imploring for me thy infinite mercy : to the end that, while I point out to others the way of devotion in this world, I may not myself be eternally rejected and confounded in the other ; but that with them I may forever sing, as a canticle of triumph, the words which with my whole heart I pronounce, in tes- timony of my fidelity amidst the hazards of this mortal life : Live, Jesus! live, Jesus! yea, Lord Jesus! live and reign in our hearts forever and ever. Amen THE AUTHOR'S PREFACE. My dear Reader, I pray thee to read this Preface for our mutual satisfaction. f^?LYCERA,the nosegay-inaker, knew so well how to &&M diversify and arrange her flowers, that with the same flowers she made a great variety of nosegays. The painter Pausius, in attempting to imitate them, failed in his design, for he could not diversify his painting so variously as Glycera did her nosegays. It is in like manner that the Holy Ghost disposes and orders, with so much variety, the instructions of de- motion which he gives us by the tongues and pens of his servants, that, although the doctrine be the same, the mode of treating it differs according to the several methods in which they are composed. I neither can nor will, nor indeed ought I to write anything in this Introduction, upon this subject, different from that which has been already published by our predecessors. The flowers which I present thee are the same ; but the nosega}' which I have made of them differs from theirs, being made up in a different order and method. Almost all that have hitherto treated of devotion have had in view the instruction of persons wholly re- ared from the world ; or have taught a kind of devo- Son leading: to this absolute retirement ; whereas my xv XVI PREFACE. intention is to instruct such as live in towns, in fami- lies, or at court, and who, by their condition, are obliged to lead, as to the exterior, a common life ; who frequently, under imaginary pretence of impossibility, will not so much as think of undertaking a devout life : believing that as no beast dares taste the seed of the herb Palma Christi, so no man ought to aspire to the palm of Christian piety as long as he lives in the bustle of temporal affairs. Now, to such I shall prove that as the, mother-pearl-fish lives in the sea without receiving a drop of salt water; and as towards the Chelidonian islands springs of fresh water may be fount placed you in this world because he had need of you, for you are altogether unpro- fitable to him, but only to exercise his goodness in you, by giving you his grace and glory. To this end he has given you an understanding, to know him ; a memory, to be mindful of him ; a will, to love him ; an imagination to represent his benefits to yourself: eyes to behold his wonderful works ; ti tongue, *o praise him ; and so of the other faculties. 2. Being created, and placed in the world for this end, all actions contrary to it are to be re- jected, and whatever conduces not to it, ought to be condemned as vain and superfluous. 3. Consider the wretchedness of worldlings, who never think of their end, but live as if they believed themselves created for no other purpose than to build houses, plant trees, heap up riches, ind amuse themselves with such like fooleries. AFFECTIONS AND RESOLUTIONS. 1. Confound yourself, and reproach your soul irith her misery, which has been hitherto so gwat THE END FOR WHICH WE WERE CREATED. 25 that she has seldom or never reflected on these truths, Alas ! Of what was I thinking, O my God ! when I thought not of thee ? What did I remem- ber when I forgot thee? What did I love when I loved not thee? I ought, alas ! to have fed upon truth, and yet I glutted myself with vanity ; I served the world, which was created only to serve me. 2. Detest your past life. O vain thoughts and unprofitable amusements, I renounce you ! O hateful and frivolous remembrances, I abjure you ! O false and detestable friendships, lewd and wretched slaveries, miserable gratifications and irksome pleasures, I abhor you ! 3. Return to God. O my God and my Saviour ! thou shalt henceforth be the sole object of my thoughts. I will no longer apply my mind to amusements which may be displeasing to thee. My memory shall be occupied all the days of my life with the recollection of the greatness of thy clemency, so sweetly exercised towards me ; thou shalt be the sole delight of my heart and the sweetness of my affections. Ah ! then the trifles and follies to which I have hitherto applied myself; those vain employments in which I have spent my days ; and those reflec- tions in which I have engaged my heart, shall henceforth be the object of my horror ; and with this intention I will use such and such effectual remedies. 26 A DEVOUT LIFE. CONCLUSION. 1. Thank God, who has created you for so ex- cellent an end. Thou hast made me, O Lord ! for thyself, and for the eternal enjoyment of thy incomprehensible glory ! O when shall I be worthy of it ! When shall I bless thee as I ought ? 2 . Offer. I offer to thee, O dear Creator ! all these affections and resolutions, with my whole heart and soul. 3. Pra}^. I beseech thee, O God ! to accept these my desires and purposes, and to give thy blessing to my soul, that it may be able to accomplish them, through the merits of the blood of thy blessed Son shed for me upon the cross. Our Father. Hail Mary. Make a little nosegay of devotion. CHAPTER XI. THIRD MEDITATION.— ON THE BENEFITS OF GOD. PREPARATION. J^LACE yourself in the presence of God. 2. -jLs? Beseech him to inspire you. CONSIDERATIONS. 1. Consider the corporal benefits which God has bestowed on you : what a body ! what conven- iences to maintain it ! what health ! what lawful comforts fo^ its us**- «nd recreations for its sup- ON THE BENEFITS OF GOD. 27 port ! what friends and what assistances ! How different is the situation of so many other persons, more worthy than yourself, who are destitute of these blessings ! Some are disabled in their bodies, their health, or their limbs ; others abandoned, and exposed to reproaches, contempt, and infamy; others oppressed with poverty ; whilst God has not suffered you to become so miserable. 2. Consider the gifts of the mind. How many are there in the world stupid, frantic, or mad, and why are not you of this number? Because God has favored you. How many are there who have been brought up rudely, and in gross ignorance? and you, by God's providence, have received a good and liberal education. 3. Consider the spiritual graces. O Philothea ! you are a child of the Catholic Church ; God has taught you to know him, even from your child- hood. How often has he given you his sacra- ments? How man}' internal illuminations and reprehensions for your amendment? How fre- quently has he pardoned your faults ? How often has he delivered you from those dangers of eternal perdition to which you were exposed? And were not all these years past given you as so many favorable opportunities of working out your salva- tion ? Consider a little, by descending to partic- ulars, how sweet and gracious God has been to you. AFFECTION'S AND RESOLUTIONS. 1. Admire the goodness of God. O how good is my God to me ! O how good indeed ! How rich is thy heart, O Lord, in mercy, and liberal in 28 A DEVOUT LIFE. clemency ! O my soul ! let us recount forever the many favors he has done us. 2. Wonder at your ingratitude. But what am I, O Lord ! that thou shouldst have been so mindful of me ? Ah ! how great is my unworthiness ! Alas ! I have trodden thy blessings under foot. I have abused thy graces, perverting them to the dishonor and contempt of thy sovereign goodness. I have opposed the abyss of my ingratitude to the abyss of thy bounty and favors. 3. Excite yourself to make an acknowledgment. Well, then, O my heart ! resolve now to be no more unfaithful, ungrateful, or disloyal to thy great benefactor. And how? Shall not my soul be henceforth wholly subject to God, who has wrought so many wonders and graces in me and for me? 4. Ah ! withdraw then your body, Philothea, from such and such sensual pleasures, and conse- crate it to the service of God, who has done so much for it. Apply your soul to know and ac- knowledge him by such exercises as are requisite for that purpose. Employ diligently those means which are in the Church to help you to save your soul and love God. Yes, O my God ! I will be diligent in frequenting prayer and the sacraments ; I will listen to thy holy word, and put thy inspira- tions and counsels in practice. CONCLUSION. Thank God for the knowledge which he has now given you of your duty, and for all the benefits which 3 r ou have hitherto received. 2. Offer him ON SIN. 29 your heart, with all your resolutions. 3. Pray that he would give you strength to practise them faithfully, through the merits and death of his Di- vine Son. Implore the intercession of the blessed Virgin and of the saints. Our Father. Hail Mary. Make a little spiritual nosegay. CHAPTER XII. FOURTH MEDITATION. — ON SIN. PREPARATION. jpJ^LACE yourself in the presence of God. 2. •Jls? Beseech him to inspire you. CONSIDERATIONS. 1. Call to mind how long it is since you began to sin, and reflect how much, since that time, sin has multiplied in your heart ; how every day you have increased the number of } T our sins against God, your neighbor, and yourself, by work, by word, or by desire. 2. Consider your evil inclinations, and how far you have followed them ; and by these two points you shall discover that your sins are more numer- ous than the hairs of your head, yea, than the sands of the sea. 50 A DEVOUT LIFE. S. Consider in particular tne sin or ingratitude against God, which is a general sin, that extends itself over all the rest, and makes them infinitely more enormous. Consider then how many bene- fits God has bestowed on you, and how you have abused them all, by turning them against the giver. Reflect in particular how many inspira- tions you have despised, how many good motion*: you have rendered unprofitable, and, above all how many times you have received the sacraments, and where are the fruits of them? What are be come of those precious jewels wherewith your deal spouse has adorned you? All these have beer) buried under your iniquities. With what prep- aration have you received them? Think on this ingratitude : that God having run so often after you, to save you, you have always run from him to lose yourself. AFFECTIONS AND RESOLUTIONS. 1. Be confounded at your misery. O my God ) How dare I appear in thy presence? I am, alas ! out the corruption of the world ; a sink of ingrati- tude and iniquity. Is it possible that I should have been so ungrateful as not to have left any one of the senses of my body, or of the powers of my soul, which I have not corrupted, violated, and de- filed, and that not so much as one day of my life has passed which has not produced its wicked effects ? Is this the return I should have made for the bene- fits of my Creator and the blood of my Redeemer? 2. Crave pardon, and cast yourself at the feet of our Lord, like the prodigal son, like Magda- ON SIN. Oi len, or like a woman who has defiled her marriage bed with all kind of adultery. Have mercy, O Lord, upon this poor sinner! Alas! O living fountain of compassion ! have pity on this mis- erable wretch. 3. Resolve to live better. No, O Lord! never more, with the help of thy grace, never more will I abandon myself to sin. Alas ! I have al- ready loved it too much ; I detest it now, and I embrace thee. O Father of mercies ! I resolve to live and die in thee. 4. To expiate my past sins, I will accuse my- self of them courageously, and will banish every one of them from my heart. 5. I will use all possible endeavors to eradi- cate the sources of ihem from my heart ; and in particular such and such vices to which I am most inclined. 6. To accomplish this, I will fervently em- brace the means which I shall be advised to adopt, and will think that I have never done enough to repair such grevious offences. CONCLUSION". Return thanks to God for waiting for you till this hour, and bless him for having given you these good affections. 2. Offer him your heart, that you may put them in execution. 3. Implore him to strengthen you. Our Father. Hail Mary. Make a spiritual nosegay. 32 A DEVOUT LITE. CHAPTER XIII. FIFTH MEDITATION. — ON DEATH. PREPARATION. ►LACE yourself in the presence of God 2, Beseech him to inspire you by his grace. 3. Imagine yourself to he in the extremity of sick- ness, lying on your death-bed, without any hope of recovery. CONSIDERATIONS. 1 . Consider the uncertainty of the da/ of your death. O my soul ! thou shalt one day depart out of this body! but when shall the time be? Shall it be in winter or in summer? In the city or in the country ? By day or by night ? Shall it be suddenly or after due preparation? By sick- ness or by accident ? Shalt thou have leisure to make thy confession ? Shalt thou be assisted by thy spiritual father? Alas! of all this we know nothing ; one thing only is certain : we shall die, and sooner than we imagine. 2. Consider that then the world shall end for you, for it shall last no longer to you ; it shall be reversed before your eyes ; for then the pleas- ures, the vanities, the worldly joys, and vain affections, of your life, shall seem like empty shadows and airy clouds. Ah, wretch ! for what toys and deceitful vanities have I offended my £k)d? You shall then see that, for a mere ON DEATH. 33 nothing, you have forsaken him. On the other hand, devotion and good works will then seem to you sweet and delightful, Oh, why did I not follow this lovely and pleasant path? Then the sins which before seemed very small will appear a^ large as mountains, and your devotion very small. 2. Consider the Ions; and languishing farewell which your soul shall then give to this poor world? She shall then bid adieu to riches, vani- ties, and vain company ; to pleasures, pastimes, friends, and neighbors ; to kindred, children, husband, and wife; in a word, to every crea- ture ; and finally to her own body, which she shall leave pale, ghastly, hideous, and loathsome. 4. Consider with what precipitancy they will carry off this body to bury it under the earth ; after which the world will think no more of you than you have thought of others. ( ' The peace of God be with him," shall they say, and that is all. O death ! how void art thou of re- gard or pity ! 5. Consider how the soul, being departed from the body, takes her flight to the right hand or to the left. Alas! whither shall yours go? what way shall it take? Xo other than that which it began here in this world. AFFECTIONS AND RESOLUTIONS. 1. Pray to God, and cast yourself into his arms. Ah ! receive me, O Lord ! into thy protection at that dreadful da}' ; make that hour happy and favorable to me ; and rather let all the other days of my life be sad and sorrowful. 34 A DEVOUT LIFE. 2. Despise the world. Since then I know not the hour in which I must leave thee, O wretched world ! i will no more set my heart on thee. O my dear friends and relations ! pardon me if I love you no more, but with a holy friendship, which may last eternally ; for why should 1 unite myself to you, since I shall be one day forced to break those ties asunder? I will then prepare myself for that hour, and take all possible care to end this journey happily ; I will secure the state of my conscience to the best of my power, and will form immediate and efficacious resolutions for the amendment of such and such defects. CONCLUSION. Give thanks to God for these resolutions which he has given you. Offer them to his Divine Majesty. Beseech him to grant you a happy death, through the merits of the death of his beloved Son ; implore the assistance of the blessed Virgin and the saints in heaven. Our Father. Hail Mary. Make a nosegay of myrrh. ON JUDGMENT. 35 CHAPTER XIV. SIXTH MEDiTATION —ON JUDGMENT, PREPARATION. J^LACE yourself before God. 2. Beseech him J& to inspire you. CONSIDERATIONS. 1. After the time God has prescribed for the duration of this world ; after many dreadful signs and presages, which shall cause men to wither away through fear and apprehension ; a fire, raging like a torrent, shall burn and reduce to ashes the whole face of the earth ; nothing that exists shall escape its fury. 2. After this deluge of flames and of thunderbolts, all men shall rise from their graves, excepting such as are already risen, and at the voice of the angel they shall appear in the valley of Josaphat. But, alas ! with what difference ! for some shall arise with glorious and resplendent bodies ; others in bodies most hideous and frightful. 3. Consider the majesty with which the Sover- eign Judge will appear, surrounded by all the angels and saints. Before him shall be borne his cross, shining m re brilliantly than the sun; a standard of mercy to the good, and of rigor to the wicked. 4. This Sovereign Judge, by his awful com- mand, which shall be suddenly executed, shall separate the good from the bad, placing the one at 36 A DEVOUT LIFE. his right hand, and the other at his left. O ever- lasting separation, after which these two companies shall never more meet together ! 5. This separation being made, and the hook of conscience opened, all men shall clearly see the malice of the wicked, and their contempt of divine grace ; and, on the other hand, the penitence of the good, and the effect of the grace which they have received ; for nothing shall be hidden. O good God ! what confusion will this be to the one, and what consolation to the other ! 6. Consider the last sentence of the wicked : "Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, which was prepared for the devil and his angelse" Ponder well these awful words . " Depart from me . " A sentence of eternal banishment against those miserable wretches, excluding them from his pres- ence for all eternity. He calls them cursed. O my soul, what a curse ! a general curse, including all manner of evils ! — a general curse, which com- prises all time and eternity ! He adds, "into ever- lasting fire ! " Behold, O my heart ! this vast eter- nity. O eternal eternity of pains, how dreadful art thou ! 7. Consider the contrary sentence of the good. ''Come," saith the Judge. O the sweet word of salvation, by which God draws us to himself, and receives us into the bosom of his goodness ! "Ye blessed of my Father." O dear blessing, which comprises all blessings ! " Possess the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world." O good God ! what an excess of bounty ! for this kinodom shall never have an end. ON JUDGMENT. 37 AFFECTIONS AND RESOLUTIONS. 1. Tremble, O my soul ! at the remembrance of these things. O my God ! who shall secure me in that day when the pillars of heaven shall tremble for fear ! 2. Detest your sins, which alone can condemn on that dreadful day. Ah ! I will judge myself now that I may not be judged then ! I will examine my conscience, and condemn myself; I will accuse myself, and amend my life, that the eternal Judge may not condemn me on that dreadful day. I will, therefore, confess ny sins, and receive all necessary advice. CONCLUSION. Thank God, who has given you the means of providing for your security at that day, and tune to do penance. Offer him your heart to perform it. Beg of him to give you the grace duly tc accomplish it. Our Father. Hail Mary. Make your spiritual nosegay. 38 A DEVOUT LIFE-. CHAPTER XV. SEVENTH MEDITATION. —ON HELL- PREPARATION. J^LACE yourself in the presence of God. 2. a^5? Humble yourself, and implore his assistance. 3. Represent to yourself a city involved in dark- ness, burning with brimstone and stinking pitch, and full of inhabitants who cannot make their es- cape. CONSIDERATIONS. 1. The damned are in the abyss of hell, as within a woful city, where they suffer unspeakable torments in all their senses and members, because as they have employed all their senses and their members in sinning, so shall they suffer in each of them the punishment due to sin. The eyes for lascivious looks shall endure the horrible sight of devils and of hell. The ears, for having taken delight in vicious discourses, shall hear nothing but wailings, lamentations, desperate howlings ; and so of the rest. 2. Besides all these torments, there is yet a greater, which is the privation and loss of the glory of God, from the sight of which the damned are excluded for ever. Now, if Absalom found the privation of the amiable face of his father, David, more grievous to him than his banishment, good God ! what grief will it cause to be forever excluded ON HELL. 39 from the sight of thy most sweet and gracious countenance ? 3. Consider, above all, the eternity of those pains, which alone makes hell insupportable. Alas ! if a little insect in your ear, or the heat of a fever, makes one short night seem so long and tedious, how terrible will the night of eternity be, accompanied with so many torments ! From this eternity proceed eternal despair, infinite rage, and blasphemies, etc. AFFECTIONS AND RESOLUTIONS. Terrify your soul with the words of the prophet Isaiah. O my soul ! art thou able to dwell with this devouring fire ? Canst thou endure to dwell with everlasting burning? Canst thou think of parting with thy God forever? Confess that you have often deserved it. But henceforward I will take a new course ; for why should I go down into this bottomless pit ? I will use such and such endeavors to avoid sin, which alone can brino- me to this eternal death. Give thanks, offer, pray. Our Father. Hail Mary. 40 A DEVOUT LIFE. CHAPTER XVI. EIGHTH MEDITATION.— ON HEAVEN. PREPARATION. ^l^LACE yourself in the presence of God. 2. a^ Beseech him to inspire you with his grace. CONSIDERATIONS. 1. Consider a fair and clear night, and reflect how delightful it is to behold the sky bespangled with all that multitude and variety of stars ; then join this beautiful sight with that of a tine day, so that the brightness of the sun may not prevent the clear view of the stars nor of the moon ; and then say boldly that all this beauty put together is nothing when compared with the excellence of the great heavenly paradise. O how lovely, how de- sirable is this place ! O how precious is this city ! 2. Consider the glory, the beauty, and the mul- titude of the inhabitants of this happy country; millions of millions of angels, of cherubin and ser- aphin ; choirs of apostles, prophets, martyrs, con- fessors, virgins, and holy women ; the multitude is innumerable. O how glorious is this company ! the least of them is more beautiful to behold than the whole world ; what a sight then will it be to behold them all ! But, O my God ! bow happy are they ! they sing incessantly harmonious songs of eternal love ! they always enjoy a state of felicity ; ON HEAVEN. 41 they mutually give each other unspeakable con- tentment, and live in the consolation of a happy, indissoluble society. 3. In line, consider how happy the blessed are in the enjoyment of God, who favors them for- ever with a sight of his lovely presence, and thereby infuses into their hearts a treasure of delights. How great a felicity must it be to be united to their first principle, their Sovereign Good. They are like happy birds, flying and singing perpetually in the air of his divinity, which en- compasses them on all sides with incredible pleas- ure. There every one does his utmost, and sing.^ without envy the praises of his Creator. Blessed be thou forever, O sweet and sovereign Creato?' and Saviour, who art so good, and who dost com municate to us so liberally the everlasting treas ures of thy glory ! And blessed forever be } T ou says he, p\v beloved creatures, who have serve* me so faithfully, with love and constancy ; behold you shall be admitted to sing my praises forever. AFFECTIONS AXD RESOLUTIONS. 1. Admire and praise this heavenly country. how beautiful art thou, my dear Jerusalem ! and how happy are thy inhabit ants. 2. Reproach your heart with the pusillanimity with which it has hitherto strayed so far out of the way of this glorious habitation. Oh ! why have 1 wandered at so great a distance from my sover eign happiness? Ah ! wretch that I am, for these false and trifling pleasures I have a thousand and a thousand times turned my back upon these eter~ 42 A DEVOUT LITE. nal and infinite delights. Was I not mad to despise such precious blessings for gratifications so vain and contemptible ? 3. Aspire with fervor to this most delightful abode. O good and gracious Lord ! since it has pleased thee at length to direct my wandering steps into thy ways, never hereafter will I return back from them. Let us go, O my dear soul ! let us walk towards this blessed land which is promised us: what are we doing in Egypt? I will therefore disburden myself of all such things as may divert or retard me in so happy a journey ; I will perform such and such things as may con- duct me thither. Give thanks, offer, pray. Our Father. Hail Mary. >>*;< CHAPTER XVII. NINTH MEDITATION.— BY WAY OF ELECTION AND CHOICE OF HEAVEN. PREPARATION. SOLACE yourself in the presence of God. 2. *^s? Humble yourself before him, and beseech him to inspire you with his grace. 3. Imagine yourself to be in an open field, alone with your good angel, like young Tobias going to Rages, Imagine that he shows you heaven open above, ^vith all the pleasures represented in the last med L ELECTION AND CHOICE OF HEAVEN. 43 tation ; and that then he shows you beneath hell open, with all the torments described in the medi- tation on hell. Beino- thus situated in iniagi- nation, and kneeling before your good angel, make the following CONSIDERATIONS. 1. Consider that you are certainly placed be- tween heaven and hell ; and that both the one and the other lie open to receive you, according to the choice which you shall make. 2. Consider that the choice which we make in this world shall last for all eternity in the world to come. 3. And though both the one and the other be open to receive you according to your choice, yet God, who is ready to give you either the one by his justice, or the other by his mercy, wishes, nevertheless, with an incomparable desire, that you would choose heaven ; and your good angel also importunes you to it with all his power, of- fering you, in God's name, a thousand graces, and a thousand assistances to help you to obtain it. 4. Consider that Jesus Christ in his clemency looks down upon you from above, and graciously invites you, saying, "Come, my dear soul, to en- joy an everlasting rest, within the arms of my goodness, where I have prepared immortal delights for thee in the abundance of my love." Behold likewise, with your interior eyes, the blessed Virgin, who with maternal tenderness exhorts you, saying, "Take courage, my child ; despise not the desires of my Son, nor the many sighs which I 44 A DEVOUT LIFE. have cast forth for thee, thirsting with him for thy eternal salvation." Behold the saints also exhort you, and millions of blessed souls sweetly invite you ; they wish for nothing more than to see your heart one day united with theirs in praising and loving God forever ; and assure you that the way to heaven is not so difficult as the world would persuade you. " Be of good heart, dear brother," say they ; "he that diligently considers the way of devotion by which we ascended hither, shall see that we acquired these immortal delights by pleas- ures incomparably more sweet than those of the world." ELECTION. 1. O hell ! I detest thee now and forevermore ; I detest thy torments and pains ; I detest thy accursed and miserable eternity ; and above all, I detest those eternal blasphemies and maledictions which thou vomitest out against my God. And, turning my heart and my soul towards thee, O heavenly paradise, everlasting glory, and endless felicity ! I choose my habitation forever within thy holy and most lovely tabernacles. I bless thy mercy, O my God ! and I accept of the offer which thou art pleased to make me. O Jesus, my sweet Saviour ! I accept thy everlasting love, and the place which thou hast purchased for me in this blessed Jerusalem ; not so much for any other motive, as to love and bless thee forever and ever. 2. Accept the favors which the blessed Virgin and the saints offer you. Promise to make the best of . your way to join their company ; and give CHOICE WHICH THE SOUL MAKES. 45 your hand to your good angel, that he may con- duct you ; encourage your soul to make this choice. Our Father. Hail Mary. >*«< CHAPTER XVIII. TENTh MEDITATION. — BY WAY OF ELECTION, AND CHOICE WHICr THE SOUL MAKES OF A DEVOUT LIFE. PREPARATION. ►LACE yourself in the presence of God, %. Humble yourself before him, and implore his assistance. CONSIDERATIONS. 1. Imagine yourself again to be in an open field, fllone with your good angel ; and that you see the devil on your left hand, seated on a lofty throne, attended by many hellish spirits, environed by a numerous band of worldlings, who submissively Acknowledge him for their lord, and do him homage, some by one sin, and some by another. Dbserve the countenances of all the wretched courtiers of this abominable king. Behold some of them transported with hatred, envy, and pas- sion ; others killing one another ; others consumed with cares, pensive and anxious to heap up riches ; others hftnt. nnou vanity, unable to obtain any but empty and unprofitable pleasures ; others wailow- 46 A DEVOUT LIFE. ing in the mire, buried and putrified in their brutish affections. Behold, there is no rest, no order, nor decency amongst them. Behold how they despise each other, and love in appearance only. In a word, you shall see a wretched com- monwealth, miserably tyrannized OA^er by this cursed kin£ which will move you to compassion. 2. On the right hand, behold Jesus Christ crucified, who, with a cordial love, prays for these poor enslaved people, that they may be freed from the sway of this tyrant; and calls them to himself; behold around him, a band of devout souls with their angels. Contemplate the beauty of this kingdom of devotion. Oh, what a sight ! to see this troop of virgins, men and women, whiter than lilies ; this assembly of widows, full of holy mor- tification and humility ! See the ranks of divers married people living together with mutual respect, which cannot be without great charity. Behold how these devout souls join the exterior care of the house with the care of the interior, the lo\e of the husband or wife with that of the heavenly Spouse. Consider them all universally, and you shall see them in a holy, sweet, and lovely order, attending on our Lord, whom every one would willingly plant in the midst of his heart. They are joyful ; but it is with a comely, charitable, and well-ordered joy ; they love each other ; but their love is most pure and holy. Such as suffer afflic- tions amongst this devout people, are perfectly re- signed, and never lose courage. To conclude, behold how they look on our Saviour, who com- forts them, and how they altogether aspire to him. CHOICE WHICH THE SOUL MAKES. 47 3. You have already left Satan, with all his execrable troop, by the good affections you have conceived ; but you have not as yet enrolled your- self under the standard of the King Jesus, nor united with his blessed company of devout souls, but you have been hitherto hesitating between the one and the other. 4. The blessed Virgin, with St. Joseph, St. Lewis, St. Monica, and a hundred thousand others, who have lived in the midst of the world, invite and encourage you. 5. The crucified King calls you by name : Come, O my well beloved ! come, that I may crown thee ! ELECTION . O world ! O abominable troop ! No, never shall you see me under your banners ! I have forever abandoned your trifles and vanities. O king of pride ! O accursed king ! infernal spirit ! I re- nounce thee with all thy vain pomps, I detest thee with all thy works. 2. And, turning myself to thee, my dear Jesus ! King of eternal glory and happinness ! I embrace thee with all the powers of my soul ! I adore thee with my whole heart, and choose thee now and for- ever for my king ; with this inviolable fidelity, I pay thee irrevocable homage, and submit myself to the obedience of thy holy laws and ordinances. 3. O sacred Virgin ! beloved Mother ! I choose thee for my guide, I put myself under thy pro- tection ; I offer thee a particular respect and spe- cial reverence. 4. my good Angel ! present me to this sacred 48 A DEVOUT LIFE. assembly, and forsake me not till I am associated to this blessed company, with whom I say, and will say forever in testimony of my choice, live Jesus, live Jesus ! Our Father. Hail Mary. CHAPTER XIX. HOW TO MAKE A GENERAL CONFESSION. Jj^EHOLD here then, my dear Philothea. the »ai meditations necessary for our purpose. When you shall have made them all, proceed courage- ously in the spirit of humility to make your gen- eral confession; but, I beseech you, suffer not yourself to be disturbed with any kind of appre- hension. The sting of the scorpion is poisonous ; but the scorpion being reduced to oil, becomes a sovereign remedy against the venom of its own sting. Sin is shameful only when we commit it ; but, being converted into confession and penance, it becomes honorable and wholesome, — contrition and confession being so beautiful and odoriferous as to efface its deformity and purify its stench. Simon the leper said that Magdalen was a sinner, but our Lord said no, alluding to the sweet perfumes she poured forth, and the greatness of her love. If we be very humble, Philothea, our sins will infinitely displease us, because God is offended by them ; but the accusation of them will becon?* HOW TO MAKE A GENERAL CONFESSION. 49 sweet and agreeable, because God is honored thereby ; for it is a kind of comfort to acquaint the physician rightly with the nature of the evil that torments us. 2. When you kneel before your spiritual father, imagine that you are on Mount Calvary, under the feet of Jesus Christ crucilied, whose precious blood distils on all sides to wash and cleanse you from your iniquities. For, though it be not the very blood of our Saviour, yet it is the merit of his blood shed for us that waters abundantly the soul of the penitent at the confession seat. Open then your heart perfectly, that you may cast out your sins by confession ; for, as fast as they depart from your heart, the precious merits of the passion of your Divine Saviour will enter in, to fill it with his graces and blessings. 3. But be sure to declare all with candor and sincerity. Having fully satisfied your conscience that you have done so, listen to the admonitions and ordinances of your confessor, and say in your heart, " Speak Lord ! for thy servant heareth." — 1 Kings iii. 10. Yea, Philothea, it is God whom you hear ; since he has said to his vicegerents, ff He that heareth you heareth me." — St. Luke x. 16 t 4. Afterwards make the following protestation, which may serve for a conclusion of your contri- tion, and on which you ought first to have medi- tated and reflected. Read it attentively, and with as much devotion as you possibly can. 50 A DEVOUT LIFE. CHAPTER XX. AN AUTHENTIC PROTESTATION, TO ENGRAVE IN THE SOUL THt RESOLUTION TO SERVE GOO, AND TO CONCLUDE THE ACTS OF PENANCE. Wc N. N., in the presence of the eternal God, and ^' of the whole court of heaven, having considered the infinite mercy of his divine goodness towards me, a most unworthy and wretched creature, whom he has created out of nothing, preserved, sup- ported, and delivered from so many dangers, and loaded with so many benefits ; but considering, above all, the incomprehensible sweetness and clemency with Avhich this merciful God has so graciously borne my iniquities ; so frequently called upon me and invited me to amendment, and so patiently waited for my repentance and conversion until this present time, notwithstanding the innumerable instances of ingratitude, dis- loyalty, and infidelity, by which I have despised his grace, rashly offended him, and deferred my conversion from day to day ; having, moreover, reflected that upon the day of my holy baptism I was dedicated to God, to be his child ; and that, contrary to the profession then made in my name, [ have so often, so execrably and detestably, pro- faned and violated all the powers of my soul and the senses of my body, applying and employing them against his divine majesty ; at length, returning to myself, prostrate in spirit before the AN AUTHENTIC PROTESTATION. 51 throne of the divine justice, I acknowledge, avow, and confess myself lawfully attainted and convicted of treason against God, and guilty of the death and passion of Jesus Christ, on account of the sins I have committed, for which he died and suffered the torment of the cross ; so that, consequently, I deserve to be cast away and condemned forever. But, turning myself towards the throne of the infinite mercy of the same eternal God, having detested with my whole heart and strength the many iniquities of my past life, I most humbly beg pardon, grace, and mercy, with an entire absolution from them, by virtue of the death and passion of this same Lord and Redeemer of my soul, on which relying, as on the only foundation of my hope, I confirm again and renew the sacred profession of allegiance to my God made in my behalf at my baptism; renouncing the devil, the world and the flesh ; detesting their base sugges- tions, vanities, and concupiscences during the resi- due of my mortal life, and for all eternity. And, turning myself towards my most gracious and merciful God, I desire, purpose, and am irrevo- cably resolved to serve and love him now and forever ; and to this end, I give and consecrate to him my soul with all its powers, my heart with all its affections, and my body with all its senses, protesting that I will never more abuse any part of my being againsc his divine will and sovereign majesty, to whom I offer up and sacrifice myself in spirit, to be forever his loyal, obedient, and faithful creature, without ever revoking or repent- ing of this my act and deed. 52 A DEVOUT LIFE. But if, alas ! I should chance, through the suggestion of the enemy, or through human frailty, to transgress in any point, or fail in adhering to this my resolution and dedication, I protest from this moment, and am determined, with the assist- ance of the Holy Ghost, to rise as soon as I shall perceive my fall, and return again to the divine mercy, without any delay whatsoever. This is my inviolable and irrevocable will, intention, and resolution, which I declare and confirm without reservation or exception, in the sacred presence of God, in the sight of the Church triumphant, and in presence of the Church militant, my mother, which hears this my declaration in the person of him who, as her officer, hears me in this action. May it please thee, O my God ! eternal, al- mighty, and all-gracious Father, Son and Holy Ghost ! to confirm in me this resolution, and to accept this inward sacrifice of my heart, in the odor of sweetness. And as it hath pleased thee to inspire me with the will to do this, so grant me the strength and grace to perform it. O my God ! thou art my God, the God of my heart, the God of my soul, and the God of my spirit : as such I acknowledge and as such I adore thee now and forever. Live, O Jesus ! INFERENCES DRAWN FROM THE FOREGOING. 53 CHAPTER XXI. INFERENCES DRAWN FROM THE FOREGOING PROTESTATION. HEAVING made this protestation, open the ears ^^ of your heart to hear the sentence of absolu- tion, which the Saviour of your soul, seated on the throne of his mercy, will pronounce before all the angels and saints in heaven, at the same instant that the priest, in his name, absolves you here upon earth ; so that all this blessed company, rejoicing at your conversion, will sing a spiritual canticle with incomparable joy, and each of them give the kiss of peace and fellowship to your heart, now restored to grace and sanctity. Good God ! Philothea ! what an admirable contract, what a happy treaty do you here enter into with the divine Majesty ! By giving your- self to him, you not only receive himself in ex- change, but eternal life also. Nothing, therefore, further remains but cheerfully to sign, with a sincere heart, the act of your protestation ; then approach with confidence to the altar, where God will reciprocally sign and seal your absolution, and the promise he makes you of his heavenly kingdom, putting himself, in the blessed sacra- ment, as a seal or signet upon your renovated heart. Thus shall your soul, O Philothea ! be not only purged from sin, but from the affections thereto. But as these affections easily spring up again in 54 A DEVOUT LIFE. the soul, as well through the weakness of depraved nature as through concupiscence, which may be mortified, but can never die whilst we dwell in this mortal body, I will give you some instruc- tions, which, if diligently practised, will preserve you so effectually from mortal sin and all affection to it, that they will never find place in your heart hereafter ; but, in order that they may contribute to a still more perfect purification, I will previously say something of that absolute purity to which I am desirous of conducting you. >n& CHAPTER XXII. THAT WE MUST PURIFY OURSELVES FROM AFFECTION TO VENIAL SINS. JS at the approach of daylight we perceive more clearly in a mirror the spots and stains that disfigure our faces, so, as the inward light of the Holy Spirit more and more enlightens our consciences, we see in a more distinct and clear manner the sins, inclinations, and imperfections which prevent us from attaining to true devotion , and the same light which enables us to perceive diose spots and blemishes inflames us with a desire to cleanse and purify ourselves from them. You will, then, discover, my dear Philothea, that, besides mortal sins and the affection to them, from which you have been purified by the fore- WE MUST PURIFY OURSELVES. 55 going exercises, there still remain in your soul several inclinations and affections to venial sins. I do not say that you shall discover the venial sins themselves, but your affections and inclinations to them ; because the one is very different from the other ; for although we can never be altogether so pure from venial sins as to continue for a long time without committing them, yet we need not entertain any voluntary affection for them. Surely it is one thing to tell a lie now and then in jest, or in matters of small importance, and another to take pleasure in lying, and retain an affection for it on every occasion. I therefore say that we must purge the soul from every affection to venial sins ; that is to say, we must not voluntarily nourish the desire of persevering in any kind of venial tsm, be it ever so small ; because it displeases God, though not to that degree as to cause him to cast us off or damn us for it. Now, if venial sin offends him, the will and affection which wc retain to venial sin is no better than a resolution to entertain the desire of displeasing his divine Majesty ; but is it possible that a generous soul should not only consent to offend her God, but also to retain with affection the desire of offending him? Such affections, Philothea, are as directly op- posite to devotion as an affection to mortal sin is contrary to charity ; they depress and weaken the spirit, prevent divine consolations, open the gate to temptations, and although they kill not, yet they make the soul extremely sick. " Dying flies,'' says the wise man, " spoil the sweetness of the oint- 56 A DEVOUT LIFE. merit." — Eccles. x. 1. His meaning is, that flies which stay not long upon the ointment, but only taste it in passing by, spoil no more than they take, the rest remaining sound ; but those which die in the ointment, deprive it of its sweetness. Thus venial sins, which come upon a devout soul, and stay not long there, do it no great damage ; but if they dwell in it by affection, they make it lose the sweetness of ointment, that is, holy devotion. Spiders kill not the bees, but they spoil and corrupt their honey, and so entangle the honey- combs with their web that the bees cannot go forward in their work ; now this is to be under- stood when the spiders make any stay among them. In like manner, venial sin kills not the soul, but it spoils devotion and entangles the powers of the soul so much with bad habits and vicious inclinations, that she can no longer exert that promptitude of charity in which devotion con- sists, but this also is to be understood, when venial sin continues to dwell in our hearts, by the affec- tion with which we cherish it. It is not a matter of great consequence, Philo- thea, to tell some trifling lie, to fall into some little irregularity in words, in actions, in looks, in dress, in mirth, in play, in dancing, provided that as soon as these spiritual spiders are entered intc our conscience we chase and drive them away, as the bees do the corporal spiders ; but if we permit them to remain in our hearts, if we cherish the desire of retaining and multiplying them, Ave shall soon find our honey destroyed, and the hive of our conscience corrupted and ruined. Pu» I say once AMUSEMENTS. 57 more, what probability is there that a generous soul should take pleasure in displeasing her God, or affect what would be disagreeable to him, or willingly do that which she knows would give him offence ? >XKc CHAPTER XXIII. THAT WE OUGHT TO PURIFY OURSELVES FROM AN AFFECTION TO UNPROFITABLE AMUSEMENTS. J^LAY, dancing, feasting, dress, and theatrical <^s? shows, being things which, considered in their substance, are not evil, but indifferent, and such as may be used either well or ill ; nevertheless, as all these things are dangerous, to bear an affection to them is still more dangerous. I say then, Philo- thea, that although it be lawful to play, to dance, to dress, to feast, or to be present at innocent comedies, 1 yet to have an affection to such things is not only contrary to devotion, but also extremely hurtful and dangerous. The evil does not consist in doing such things, but in a fond attachment to them. Ah, what a pity to sow, in the soil of our heart, such vain and foolish affections, which take up the room of good impressions, and hinder the 1 It is not the meaning of the saint in this passage to justify the as sisting at any such comedies, or other plays, as have a tendency to en- courage vice, or irreligion; or which serve to inflame the passions, to enervate the soul, and to dispose her to impure love, which is too often the case with our modern plays. For such as these the holy prelate would by no means allow to be innocent, but rather would loudly con* XX< CHAPTER II. A SHORT METHOD FOR MEDITATION; AND FIRST OF THE PRESENCE OF GOD, WHICH IS THE FIRST POINT OF THE PREPARATION. ¥^UT perhaps, Philothea, you know not how to ^s» pray mentally, for it is a thing with which few T in our age are so happy as to be acquainted. I therefore present you with the following short and plain method, till, by custom, or reading some of the good books which have been com- posed on this subject, you may be mora fully instructed. I shall begin with the preparation, which con- sists in placing yourself in the presence of God, and imploring his assistance. Now, to assist you to place yourself in the presence of God, I shall set before you four principal means. The first consists in a lively and attentive apprehension of his presence, in all things and in every place ; for there is not a place in the world in which he is not truly present ; so that as birds, wherever they fly, always meet with the air, so we, wherever we go, or wherever we are, shall always find God present. Every one acknowledges this truth ; but few consider it with a lively attention. Blind men, 66 A DEVOUT LIFE. who see not their prince, though present among them, behave themselves, neverthless, with re- spect, when they are told of his presence ; but the fact is, because they see him not, they easily forget that he is present, and, having forgotten it, they still more easily lose their respect for him. Alas, Philothea, we do not see God, who is present with us ; and, though faith assures us of his presence, yet, not beholding him with our eyes, we too often forget him, and behave our- selves as though he were at a distance from us ; for, although we well know that he is present in all things, yet, not reflecting on it, we act as if we knew it not. Therefore, before prayer, we must always excite in our souls a lively appre- hension of the presence of God, such as David conceived when he exclaimed : " If I ascend up into heaven, O my God, thou art there ; if I descend into hell, thou art there ! " — Ps. exxxviii. And thus we should use the words of Jacob, who having seen the sacred ladder, said : " Oh, how terrible is this place ! Indeed the Lord is in this place, and I knewitnot." — Gen. xxxviii., meaning that he did not reflect on his presence, for he could not be ignorant that God was present every- where. When, therefore, you come to prayer, you must say with your whole heart, and in your heart: "O my heart! be attentive, for God is truly here." The second means to place yourself in his sa- cred presence, is to reflect that God is not only in the place in which you are, but that he is, in a most particular manner, in your heart ; nay. in METHOD OF MEDITATION. 67 the very centre of your spirit, which he enlivens and animates by his divine presence, being there as the heart of your heart, and the spirit of your spirit ; for, as the soul, being diffused through the whole body, is present in every part thereof, and yet resides in a special manner in the heart, so likewise God is present to all things, yet he resides in a more particular manner in our spirit ; for which reason David calls him "the God of his heart." — Ps. lxxii. And St. Paul says, " that it is in God we live, and we move, and we are." — Acts xvii. In consideration, therefore, of this truth, excite in your heart a profound reverence towards God, who is there so intimately present. A third means is to consider our Saviour in his humanity looking down from heaven on all mankind, but especially on Christians, who are his children ; and more particularly on such as are at prayer, whose actions and behavior he minutely observes. This is by no means a mere flight of the imagination, but a most certain truth ; for although we see him not, yet it is true that he beholds us from above. It was thus that St. Stephen saw him at the time of his martyrdom. So that we may truly say with the Spouse : "Be- hold he standeth behind our wall, looking through [he windows, looking through the lattices." — Cantic. ii. A fourth method consists in making use of the imagination, by representing to ourselves our Saviour in his sacred humanity, as if he were near us, as we sometimes imagine a friend to be present 5 saying, "Methinks I see him," or something of the 68 A DEVOUT LIFL. kind. But when you are before the Blessed Sacrament, this presence is real and not imag* inary, since we must consider the species and appearance of bread only as a tapestry behind which our Lord, being really present, observes us, though we cannot actually see him. Employ then some of these four means of placing yourself in the presence of God before prayer, not all at once, but one at a time, in as concise and simple a manner as possible. CHAPTER III. OF INVOCATION, THE SECOND POINT OF THE PREPARATION. ¥3£EIXG sensible that you are in the presence of A^ God, prostrate yourself before him with the most profound reverence, acknowledging yourself unworthy to appear before so sovereign a majesty ; yet knowing that it is his divine will that you should do so, implore his grace to serve and worship him in this meditation. For this end you may use some short and inflamed aspirations, such as these words of David : " Cast me not, O God ! away from thy face ; and take not thy Holy Spirit from me. Make thy face to shine upon thy ser- vant, and I will consider the wondrous things of thy law. Give me understanding, and I will search thy law, and I will keep it Avith my whole heart. t am thy servant ; give me understanding." — Ps. SUBJECT OF MEDITATION 69 c. viii. I would also advise you to invoke your guardian angel, as well as the holy saints who were concerned in the mystery on which you meditate. For example, in meditating on the death of our Lord, you may invoke the Blessed Virgin, St. John, St. Mary Magdalen, and the good thief, begging that the holy affections which they then conceived may be communicated to you. Also, in meditating on your own death you may invoke your good angel, who will then be with you, beseeching him to inspire you with proper considerations ; and so of other mysteries. CHAPTER IV. OF THE THIRD POINT OF PREPARATION, WHICH CONSISTS IN PROPOSING THE SUBJECT OF THE MYSTERY CN WHICH WE INTEND TO MEDITATE. |7J|FTER these two general points of the prepara- »*fc tion, there remains a third, which is not common to every kind of meditation, and which consists in representing to your imagination the whole of the mystery on which you desire to meditate, as if it really passed in your presence. For example, if you meditate on the crucifixion of our Lord, imagine that you are on Mount Calvary, and that you there behold and hear all that was done or said at the time of our Lord's passion ; or, if you prefer it, imagine that they are crucify- 70 A DEVOUT LIFE. ing our Saviour in the very place in which yoi: are, in the manner described by the holy evange- lists. The same rule is to be observed when you meditate on death, or hell, or any mystery in which visible and sensible objects form a part of the subject; but as to other mysteries, such, for example, as relate to the greatness of God, the excellency of virtue, the end for which we were created, etc., which are invisible things, we cannot make use of the imagination. We may, it is true, use some similitude or comparison to assist us in the consideration of these subjects, but this is attended with some difficulty ; and my intention is to instruct you in so plain and easy a manner, that your mind may be at perfect ease. By means of the imagination we confine our mind within the mystery on which we meditate, that it may not ramble to and fro, just as we shut up a bird in a cage, or tie a hawk by her leash, that she may rest on the hand. Some may perhaps tell you that it is better to use the simple thought of faith, and to conceive the subject in a manner altogether mental and spiritual in the representation of these mysteries, or else to imagine that the things take place in your own soul. But this method is too subtile for beginners; therefore, until it shall please God to raise you higher, I adri^e you, Philothea, to remain in the low valley which I have shown you. CONSIDERATIONS. t\ CHAPTER V. OF CONSIDERATIONS WHICH FORM THE SECOND PART OF MEDITATION. JgRffFTER the act of the imagination follows a™: medication, or the act of the understanding, which consists in making reflections and considera- tions, in order to raise up our affections to God and heavenly things. Hence meditation must not be confounded with study or other thoughts or reflections which have not the love of God or our spiritual welfare for their object ; but something else, as, for example, to acquire learning and knowledge, to write or dispute. Having, then, as I have already said, confined your mind within the limits of the subject on which you desire to medi- tate, either by means of the imagination, if the matter be sensible, or otherwise by a simple proposal of it, begin to form considerations on it according to the models I have proposed to you in the foregoing meditations. Should you relish the fruit of any one of them, occupy yourself without going further, like the bees, who never quit the flower so long as they can extract any honey from it. But if, upon trial, you succeed not with one consideration, according to youi wishes, proceed to another, calmly, tranquilly, without hurrying yourself or fatiguing your mind. VA A DEVOUT LIFE. CHAPTER VI. OF AFFECTIONS AND RESOLUTIONS, THE THIRD PART OF- MEDITATION. JWf EDITATIOX produces pious motions in the *X4: w jH 5 or affective part of our soul, such as the love of God and our neighbor ; a desire of heaven and eternal glory ; zeal for the salvation of souls; imitation of the life of our Lord ; com- passion, admiration, joy ; the fear of God's dis- pleasure, of judgment, and of hell; hatred of sin, confidence in the goodness and mercy of God, and confusion for the sins of our past life. In these affections our hearts should expand as much as possible. Tou will be greatly assisted in this part of meditation by reading the preface to the first volume of the meditations of Doin Andrew Capilia, where he shows the manner of forming these affections, as Father Arias does more at large in his second part of his treatise on prayer. Yet you must not, however, Philothea, dwell upon these general reflections without determining to reduce them to special and particular resolutions. For example : the first word that our Lord spoke on the cross will doubtless excite in your soul a desire to pardon and love your enemies. But this will avail you little if you add not to the desire a practical resolution saying: "Well, then, 1 will not hereafter be offended at what this or that person may say of me, nor resent any affront A SPIRITUAL. by forming three acts, which must be done frith the utmost humility. The first is to return thanks to God for the good affections and resolu- tions with which he has inspired us, and for his goodness and mercy, which we have discovered in the mystery of the meditation. The second is to offer our affections and resolutions to his good- ness and mercy, in union with the death, the blood, and the virtues of his Divine Son. The third is to conjure God to communicate to us the graces and virtues of his Son, and to bless our affections and resolutions, that we may faithfully reduce them to practice. T\ e then pray for the Church, our pastors, friends, and others, im- ploring for that end the intercession of the Blessed Virgin, and of the angels and saints; and, lastly, as I have already observed, we con- clude by saying Our Father, and Hail Mary. 74 A DEVOUT LIFE. which are the general and necessary prayers of all the faithful. Besides all this, as I have already told you, you must gather a little nosegay of devotion. One who has been walking in a beautiful garden, departs not willingly without gathering a few flowers to smell during the remainder of the day ; thus ought we, when our soul has been entertain- ing itself by meditating on some mystery, to select one, or two, or three of those points in which we have found most relish, and which are most proper for our advancement, to think fre- quently on them, and smell them as it were spiritually during the course of the day. This is to be done in the place in which we have been meditating, either remaining there in silence, or walking by ourselves for some time after. CHAPTER VIII. CEKTAIN PROFITABLE ADVICES ON THE SUBJECT OF MEDITmTIOK ^pBOVE all things, Philothea, when you rise '£*£ from meditation, remember the resolutions you have taken, and, as the occasion offers, care- fully reduce them to practice that very day. This is the great fruit of meditation, without which it is not only unprofitable, but frequently hurtful ; for virtues meditated upon, and not practised, often miff up the spirit, and make us SUBJECT OF MEDITATION. 75 imagine that we really are such as we resolve to be, which doubtless is true, when our resolu- tions are lively and solid ; now they are not so, but, on the contrary, vain and dangerous when they are not reduced to practice. We mast, therefore, by all means, seek every occasion, little or great, of putting them in execution. For example : if I have resolved by mildness to gain the hearts of such as offend me, I will seek this very day an opportunity to meet them, and salute them kindly ; or, if I should not meet them, at least to speak well of them, and pray to God in their behalf. After prayer, be careful not to agitate your heart, lest you spill the precious balm it has re- ceived. My meaning is, that you must, for some time, if possible, remain in silence, and gently remove your heart from prayer to your other employments ; retaining, as long as you can, a feeling of the affections which you have con- ceived. A man who has received some precious liquor in a vase of porcelain, in carrying it home walks gently, not looking aside, but gen- erally before him, for fear of stumbling, and sometimes upon his dish, for fear of spilling the liquor. Thus ought you to act when you linish your meditation ; suffer nothing to distract you, but look forward with caution ; or, to speak more plainly, should you meet with any one with whom you are obliged to enter into conversation, there is no other remedy but to watch over your heart, that as little of the liquor of holy prayer as possi- ble may be, spilt on the occasion. /6 A DEVOUT LIFE. You must even accustom yourself to know how to pass from prayer to those occupations which your state of life lawfully requires, though ever so foreign from the affections which you have received in prayer. Thus the lawyer must learn to pass from prayer to pleading ; the merchant, to commerce ; and the married woman, to the care of her family, with so much ease and tranquillity that their minds may not be disturbed ; for, since prayeL and the duties of your state of life are both in con- formity with the will of God, you must learn to pass from the one to the other in the spirit of humility and devotion. You must also know that it may sometimes happen that immediately after the preparation, you will feel your affections moved towards God. In this case, Philothea, you must yield to the attraction, and cease to follow the method I have before given ; for, although, generally speaking, consideration precedes affections and resolutions, vet when the Holy Ghost gives you the latter before the former, you must not then seek the former, since it is used for no other purpose than to excite the latter. In a word, whenever affec- tions present themselves, we must expand our hearts to make room for them, whether they jome before or after considerations ; and, although I have placed them after the considerations, I have done so merely to distinguish more plainly the parts of prayer, for otherwise it is a general rule never to restrain the affections, but to let them have their free course whenever they present themselves. This must be observed even with respect to SPIRITUAL DRYNESS. 77 thanksgiving, oblation, and petition, which may likewise be used in the midst of the considera- tions, for they must be restrained no more than the other affections ; though afterwards, for the conclusion of the meditation, they must be re- peated. But as for resolutions, they are always to be made after the affections, and immediately before the conclusion of the whole meditation ; because, as in these we represent to ourselves par- ticular and familiar objects, they would put us in danger of distractions should we mingle them with our affections. AVhile we are forming our affections and resolu- tions it is advisable to use colloquies, and to speak, sometimes to our Lord, sometimes to the angels and the persons represented in the mysteries ; to the saints, to ourselves, to our own heart, to sinners, and even to insensible creatures ; after the example of David in his psalms, and of other saints in their prayers and meditations. CHAPTER IX. OF THE DRYNESS WHICH WE SOMETIMES EXPERIENCE !M MEDITATION. ^JHOULD it happen, Pliilothea, that you feel *£* no relish or comfort in meditation, I conjure you not to disturb yourself on that account ; but sometimes open the door of your heart to vocaJ 78 A DEVOUT LIFE. prayer, complain of yourself to oar Lord, confess your un worthiness, and beseech him to assist you. Kiss your crucifix if you have it at hand, saying to him those words of Jacob, " I will not let thee go, O Lord ! till thou hast given me thy blessing," or ihose of the Cananean woman, " Yea, Lord ! I am a dog ; but yet the dogs eat of the crumbs that fall from their master's table." At other times, take up some spiritual book, and read it with attention till your affections are moved, or endeavor to excite fervor in your heart by some posture of exterior devotion, such as prostrating yourself on the ground, crossing your hands before your breast, or embracing a crucifix ; provided you be alone or in some private place. But if, after all, you should receive no comfort, be not dis- turbed, no matter how excessive the dryness may be ; but continue to remain in a devout posture in the presence of God. How many courtiers enter a hundred times a year into the prince's presence- chamber without hopes of speaking to him, but merely to be seen by him, and to pay him their homage. So ought we, my dear Philothea, to come to holy prayer, purely and merely to pay our homage, and testify our fidelity to God. Should it please his divine Majesty to speak to us and entertain himself with us by his holy inspirations and interior consolations, it would certainly be an honor above our merits, and the source of the sweetest consolation ; but should it not please him to grant us this favor, but leave us without taking any more notice of us than as if we were not in his presence, we must not therefore depart, but con- ON THE MORNING EXERCISE. 79 tinue with respect mid devotion in presence of his adorable Majesty. Observing our diligence, our patience, and perseverance, he will, when we come again before him, favor us with his consolations, and make us experience the sweetness of his holy prayer. Yet, if he should not do so, let us assure ourselves, Philothea. that we are highly honored by being permitted to appear in his presence. CHAPTER X. OF THE MORNING EXERCISE. RESIDES your daily meditation, and the vocal prayers which you ought to say once every clay, there are live other shorter exercises which are, as it were, branches of the principal prayer; the first is morning prayer, intended as a general preparation to all the actions of the clay, which may be made in the following manner. 1. Adore God most profoundly, and return him thanks for having preserved you from the clangers of the night , and if, during the course of it, you nave committed any sin, implore his pardon. 2. Consider that the present day is given you in order that you may gain the future day of eter- nity ; make a firm purpose, therefore, to employ it well with this intention. 3. Foresee in what business or conversation you will probably be engaged ; what opportunities you 80 A DEVOUT LIFE. will have to serve God ; to what temptations of offending him you will be exposed, either by anger, by vanity, or any other irregularity, and prepare yourself by a linn resolution to make the best use of those means which shall be offered you to serve God, and advance in devotion ; as also, on the other hand, dispose yourself carefully to avoid, resist, and overcome whatever may present itself that is prejudicial to your salvation and the glory of God. Now, it is not sufficient to make this resolution unless you also prepare the means of reducing it to practice. For example : if I fore- see that I am to treat of any business with one that is passionate, and easily provoked to anger, T will not only resolve to refrain from giving him any offence, but will also prepare words of meekness to prevent his anger, or use the assistance of some person that may keep him in temper. If 1 foresee that I shall have an opportunity of visiting some sick person, I will determine the hour of the visit, the comforts and assistances I may afford him ; and so of the rest. 4. This done, humble yourself in the presence of God, acknowledging that, of yourself, you are incapable of executing your resolutions, either to avoid evil, or to do good ; and, as if you held your heart in your hands, offer it, together with all your good designs, fo his divine Majesty, beseeching him to take it under his protection, and so to strengthen it that it may proceed prosperously in his service, using these or the like words interiorly : "Behold, O Lord! this poor, miserable heart of mine, which, through thy goodness, has conceived ON THE EVENING EXERCISE. 81 many good affections, but which, alas ! is of itself so weak and wretched, that it is incapable of exe- cuting* the good which it desires, unless thou im- part to it thy heavenly blessing, which for this end I humbly beg of thee, O merciful Father ! through the merits of the passion of thy Son, to whose honor I consecrate this day, and all the remaining clays of my life." Then invoke the Blessed Virgin, your good angel, and the saints, that they may aU assist you by their intercession. But all these spiritual acts must be made briefly and fervently, and before you depart from your chamber, if it be possible, that by means of this prayer, all that you are to do throughout the whole day may be sanctified by the blessing of God ; and I beg of you, Philothea, never to omit this exercise. >>*c CHAPTER XI. OF THE EVENING EXERCISE, AND THE EXAMINATION OF CONSCIENCE. £ |S before dinner you have made a spiritual re- We must, then, tell the fact, the motive, and the c aitinuance of our sins. For though we are not bcund to declare venial sins, nor absolutely obliged to confess them, yet those who desire to cleanse their souls perfectly, and attain to holy devotion, must be careful to make their spiritual physician acquainted with the evil of which they desired to be cured, no matter how small it may be. Fail not, then, to tell what is requisite, that he may perfectly comprehend the nature of your offence. For example, a man with whom I am displeased speaks a light word to me in jest, and I put myself into a passion, whereas, if another, more agreeable to me, had said something more harsh, I should have taken it in good part,- in this case I would not fail to say, I have spoken angry words against a certain person, and been affronted at some things he said to me, not so much on account of the words, as of my dislike to him. Moreover, if, to make the matter more clear, it was necessary to express what the words were, I think it advisable to declare them, as by doing so, you not only discover the sin, but also your evil inclinations, customs, habits, and other roots of the sin, by means of which your confessor acquires a more perfect knowledge of the heart he treats with, and of the most proper remedies to be applied. But you must always conceal the person who has had any part in your sin, as much as lies in your power. Be upon your guard against a number of sins which are apt to conceal themselves and reign FREQUENT COMMUNION. 109 insensibly in the soul. In order that you may confess them and be able to free yourself of them, read attentively the 6th, 27th, 28th, 29th, 35th, and 36th chapters of the third part, and the 7th chapter of the fourth part. Change not easily your confessor, but, having made choice of one, continue, from time to time, to give him an account of the state of your conscience, with candor and sincerity, at least once every month or every two months. Let him also know the state of your inclinations, though you may not have sinned by them ; for instance, if you should be tormented with sadness or with melancholy, or if you should be inclined to mirth, or to the desires' of acquiring worldly goods and such like inclina- tions. CHAPTER XX. OF FREQUENT COMMUNION. WT is said that Mithridates, king of Pontus, hav- *- ing invented the mithridate, so strengthened his body by the frequent use of it, that afterwards, endeavoring to poison himself to avoid falling under the servitude of the Romans, he could not effect his object. To the end that we should live forever, our Saviour has instituted the most ven- erable sacrament of the Eucharist, which contains really his flesh and his blood. Whoever, there- fore, frequently eateth of this food, with devotion, 110 A DEVOUT LIFE. so effectually confirmeth the health of his soul that it is almost impossible he should be poisoned by any kind of evil affection ; for Ave cannot be nourished with this flesh of life, and at the same time live with the affections of death. Thus, as men dwelling in the terrestrial paradise might have avoided corporal death by feeding on the fruit of the tree of life which God had planted therein, so they may also avoid spiritual death by feeding on this sacrament of life. If the most tender fruits, and such as are most subject to cor- ruption, as cherries, strawberries, and apricots, can be easily preserved the whole year with sugar or honey, why should not our hearts, however frail and weak, be preserved from the corruption of sin, when seasoned and sweetened with the incorruptible flesh and blood of the Son of God '' Philothea ! what raply shall reprobate Christians be able to make, when the just Judge shall upbraid them with their folly, or rather madness, in having involved themselves in eternal death, since it was so easy to have maintained themselves in spiritual life and health, by feeding on his body, which he has left them with that intention? Miserable wretches ! will he say, why did you die, having the fruit and the food of life at your command ? "To receive the holy communion every day," says St. Augustine, "I neither recommend nor discourage ; but to communicate every Sunday, 1 persuade and exhort every one, provided his soul be without any affection to sin." With the same holy doctor of the Church, I neither ab FREQUENT COMMUNION. 11) solutely condemn nor approve of the practice of communicating- daily, but leave it to the discre- tion of the ghostly father of him that would be directed in this point. As the dispositions re- quired for daily communion ought to be the most exquisite, it is not prudent to recommend it gen- erally to all ; and as these dispositions may be found perfect in many holy souls, it is not ad- visable to dissuade generally from it, but it is better to leave it to be regulated by the consid- eration of the inward state of each individual. Wherefore, as it would be imprudent to advise every one, without distinction, to frequent com- munion, so it would be imprudent also to blame any one for it, especially if he followed the advice of a prudent director. When daily communion was objected aguinst St. Catharine of Sienna, she returned this modest and graceful answer : " Since St. Austin blamed it not, I pray do not you blame it, and I shall be content." But as St. Austin, Philothea, strenuously ex- horts us to communicate every Sunday, comply with his advice as far as you may be able. For. since I suppose you have no affection to either mortal or venial sin, you are in that disposition which St. Austin requires ; yea, and in a more excellent degree, since you have not only an aversion to commit sin, but you do not even retain in you an affection to sin ; so that, should your confessor think it proper, you may profitably com- municate still more frequently than every Sunday. However, many lawful impediments may occur, not perhaps on your own part, but on the part of 112 A DEVOUT LIFE. Ihose with whom you live, which may occasion a discreet guide to advise you not to communicate so often. For example : if you live in a state of subjection to persons who are so ill instructed, or so capricious as to be troubled or disquieted to see you communicate so frequently, it would, in such a case, be advisable to condescend to their humor and receive holy communion but once a fortnight ; but this is to be understood, when you can by no other means remove the difficulty. As there can be no general rule prescribed in this case, we must act according to the advice of our spiritual director; though I may say. with assur- ance, that the distance between the times of com- municating, for such as desire to serve God devoutly should not exceed a month. If you act with prudence, neither father, moth- er, husband, nor wife, will prevent you from communicating often ; for if, on the day of you"' communion, you are not less diligent in the dis charge of your duties, but acquit yourself of them with more cheerfulness and alacrity, how- ever irksome they may be, there is no likelihood that any person will seek to prevent you from an exercise in which no kind of inconvenience is found. But if the spirit of those with whom you live is so perverse and unreasonable as to give you trouble on this account, as I have said already, your director will advise you to use some conde- scension. I must say a word to married people. In the old law, God disapproved that creditors should sxact their debts on festival days, but h& never FREQUENT COMMUNION. 113 disapproved that debtors should pay what they owed to such as exacted it. It is an indecency, though not a great sin, to solicit the payment of the marriage debt on the day of communion ; but it is not indecent, but rather meritorious, to pay it. Wherefore no one ought to be debarred from the communion for paying this debt, if otherwise their devotion incite them to desire it. The primitive Christians communicated every day, although married, and blessed with a generation of children ; whence I infer frequent communion is by no means inconsistent with the state of a parent, husband or wife, provided the party that communicates be prudent and discreet. As for bodily diseases, there are none which can be a lawful impediment to this holy devotion, excepting that which provokes to frequent vomiting. To communicate every eight days, it is requisite that one should be free from mortal sin, and any affectiou to venial sin, and have, moreover, a great desire of communicating ; but to communi- cate every day, it is necessary Ave should over- come the greatest part of our evil inclinations, and that it should be by the advice of our spiritual director. 114 A DEVOUT LIFE. CHAPTER XXL HOW WE OUGHT TO COMMUNICATE. ?PJ?REPARE yourself for holy communion the 2ks? evening before by many ejaculations of love, retiring earlier, that you may rise sooner in the morning. Should you awake in the night, raise your heart to God immediately, and make some ardent aspirations, in order to prepare your soul for the reception of her Spouse, who, being awake whilst you were asleep, prepares a thousand graces and favors for you, if, on your part, you are disposed to receive them. In the morning rise up with alacrity to enjoy the happi- ness you hope for ; and, having confessed, go with a great, but humble confidence, to receive this heavenly food, which nourishes your soul to im- mortality ; and after repeating thrice, "Lord, I am not worthy," etc., cease to move your head or your lips to pray, or to sigh, but opening your mouth gently and moderately, and lifting up your head as much as is necessary, that the priest may see what he is about, full of faith, hope, and charity, receive him, in whom, by whom, and for whom, you believe, hope, and whom you love. O Philo- thea ! represent to yourself, that as the bee, after gathering from the flowers the dew of heaven, and the choicest juice of the earth, reducing them into honey, carries it into her hive, so the priest, having taken from the altar the Saviour of thp HOW WE SHOULD COMMUNICATE. 115 world, the true Son of God, who, as the dew, i.s descended from heaven, and the true Son of the Virgin, who, as a flower is sprung from the earth of our humanity, puts him as delicious food into your mouth and body. Having received him in your breast, excite your heart to do homage to the author of your salvation ; treat with him concerning your internal affairs ; consider that he has taken up his abode within you for your happiness ; make him, then, as welcome as you possibly can, and conduct your- self in such a manner as to make it appear by all your actions that God is with you. But when you cannot enjoy the benefit of really communicating at the holy mass, communicate, at least, spiritually, uniting yourself by an ardent desire to this life-giving tlesh of our Saviour. Your principal intention in communicating should be to advance in virtue, to strengthen }'our- self in the love of God, and to receive comfort from this love ; for you must receive through love that which love alone caused to be given to you. You cannot consider our Saviour in an action, either more full of love or more tender than this, in which he annihilates himself, or, as we may more properly say, changes himself into food, that so he may penetrate our souls and unite himself most inti- mately to the heart and to the body of his faithful. If worldlings ask you why you communicate so often, tell them it is to learn to love God, to purify yourself from your imperfections, to be delivered from your miseries, to be comforted in your afflic- tions, and supported in your weaknesses. Tel) 116 A DEVOUT LIFE. them that two sorts of persons ought to communi- cate frequently : the perfect, because, being well disposed, they would be greatly to blame not to approach |o the source and fountain of perfection , and the imperfect, to the end that they may be able to aspire to perfection ; the strong, lest they should become weak ; and the iveak, that they may become strong; the sick, that they may be restored to health ; and the healthy, lest they should fall into sickness ; that for your part, being imperfect, weak, and sick, you have need to communicate frequently with Him who is your perfection, your strength, and your physician. Tell them that those who have not many worldly affairs to look after ought to communicate often, because they have leisure ; that those who have much business on hand should also communicate often, for he who labors much and is loaded with pains ought to eat solid food, and that frequently. Tell them that you receive the holy sacrament to learn to receive it well ; because one hardly performs p.n action well which he does not often practise. Communicate frequently, then, Philothea, and as frequently as you can, with *he advice of your ghostly father ; and, believe me, as hares in oui mountains become white in winter, because the;y neither see nor eat anything but snow, so, by ap- proaching to, and eating beauty, purity, and good- ness itself, in this divine sacrament, you will be- come altogether fair, pure, and virtuous. art Cfnrtr* CONTAINS SEVERAL INSTRUCTIONS CONCERNING THE PRACTICE OP VIRTUES •: CHAPTER I. OF THE CHOICE WE OUGHT TO MAKE AS TO THE EXERCISE Of VIRTUES. |3pS the queen of the bees never goes abroad into *^ the fields without being surrounded by all hei little subjects, so charity, the queen of virtues, never enters the heart without bringing all the other virtues in her train, exercising and disciplin- ing them as a captain does his soldiers. But she neither employs them all at the same time, nor in the same manner, nor in all seasons, nor in every place ; for as the just man, like a tree planted by the river side, brings forth fruit in due season, so charity, watering the soul, produces a variety of good works, each one in its proper time. "Music, how agreeable soever in itself, is out of season in time of mourning," says the proverb. It is a great fault in many, who, undertaking the practice of some particular virtue, wish to exercise it on all occasions. Like some ancient philosophers, they either always weep or laugh ; and, what is yet worse, they censure those who do not always, like themselves, exercise the same virtues ; whereas, 118 A DEVOUT LIFE, we should w rejoice with the joyful, and weep with them that weep," says the Apostle; "for charity is patient, kind, bountiful, discreet, and conde- scending." There are, however, some virtues of so general utility as not only to require an exercise of them- selves apart, hut also communicate their qualities to the practice of other virtues. Occasions are seldom presented for the exercise of fortitude, magnanimity, and magnificence ; but meekness, temperance, modesty, and humility, are virtues wherewith all the actions of our life should be tempered. It is true, there are other virtues more agreeable, but the use of these is more nte- essary. Sugar is more agreeable than salt ; but the use of salt is more necessary and general. Therefore we must constantly have a good store of these general virtues in readiness, since we stand in need of them almost continually. In the exercise of the virtues we should always prefer that which is most conformable to our duty, not that which is most agreeable to our imagina- tion. St. Paula was prejudiced in favor of corpo- ral austerities and mortifications, that she might more easily enjoy spiritual comfort ; but she was under a greater obligation to obey her superiors. and therefore St. Jerome blamed her for using immoderate abstinences against her bishop's ad- vice. The apostles, on the other hand, being commissioned to preach the gospel and distribute the bread of heaven, thought that they should act wrongly by interrupting these evangelical exer- cises for Tlie relief of the poor, which, though, is PRACTICE OF THE VIRTUES. 119 in itself an excellent virtue. Every condition of life has its own peculiar virtue. The virtues of a prelate are different from those of a prince ; those of a soldier from those of a married woman, or a widow, and so on through every class of soci- ety. Though all ought to possess all the virtues, yet all are not equally bound to exercise them; but each ought to practise, in a more particular manner, those virtues which are most requisite for the state of life to which he is called. Among the virtues unconnected with our par- ticular duty we must prefer the excellent to the glittering and showy. Comets appear greater than stars, and apparently occupy a greater space ; whereas, in reality, they can neither in magnitude nor equality be compared to the stars ; for a^ they only seem great because they are nearer, and appear in a grosser manner than the stars, so there- are certain virtues, which, on account of their proximity, become more sensible, or, to use the expression, more material, that are highly esteemed and always preferred by the vulgar. Hence it i? that so many prefer corporal alms before spiritual ; the hair-shirt, fasting, going barefoot, using the discipline, and other such corporal mortifications, before meekness, mildness, modesty, and other mortifications of the heart; which are, neverthe- less, more exalted. Choose then, Philothea, the best virtues, not the most esteemed ; the most noble, not the most apparent ; those that are actually the best, not those that are the most ostensible or shining. It is profitable for every one to exercise some 120 A DEVOUT LIFE. particular virtue, yet not so as to abandon the rest, but to keep his spirit in a more settled order. A fair virgin, in royal attire, more bright than the sun, whose head was decorated with a crown of olives, appeared to St. John, bishop of Alexan- dria,- and said to him : " I am the eldest daughter ol the king : if thou canst have me for thy frie**3., I shall conduct thee to his presence." He under- stood that she was mercy towards the poor, which God recommended to him ; and therefore ever after he gave himself up so absolutely to the prac- tice of this virtue as to obtain the title of St. John the Almoner. Eulogius, the Alexandrian, desir- ing to render God some particular service, and not having strength enough to embrace a solitary life, nor to subject himself to the obedience of another, took a poor wretch, quite eaten up with the leprosy, into his house, that he might exercise towards him the virtues of charity and mortifica- tion ; and, to perform them the more worthily, he made a vow to honor and serve him as his lord and master : being tempted to separate, they addressed themselves to the great St. Anthony, who said, "Take care, my children, not to sepa- rate from each other, for being both of you near your end, if the angel should not find you together, you run a great risk of losing your crown." St. Lewis visited hospitals, and attended the sick as diligently as if he had served for wages. St. Francis had so extraordinary a love for pov- erty as to call her his lady, and St. Dominick, for preaching, from which his order takes its name. St. Gregory the Great, following the example of PRACTICE OF THE VIRTUES. 121 Abraham, took pleasure in entertaining pilgrims, and like him received the King of Glory in the form of a pilgrim. Tobias exercised his charity in burying the dead, St. Elizabeth, though a great princess, delighted in nothing so much as in abasing herself. St. Catharine of Genoa, in her widowhood, dedicated herself to serve a hospital. Cassian relates that a devout lady, desirous to exercise the virtue of patience, came to St. Atha- nasius, who, at her request, placed with her a poor widow, so exceedingly peevish, choleric, and troublesome, that by her insupportable temper she gave the good lady ample occasion to exercise the virtues of meekness and charity. Thus, among the servants of God, some apply themselves to serve the sick ; others to relieve the poor ; others to propagate the knowledge of the Christian doctrine amongst children ; others to reclaim souls that are gone astray ; others to adorn churches and decorate altars ; others to restore peace and concord amongst those who have been at variance. As embroiderers lay gold, silver, and silk on their several grounds, with such an admirable variety of colors as to resemble all kinds of flowers, so these pious souls make choice of some particular devotion to serve as a ground for the spiritual embroidery of all other virtues, holding thereby all their actions and affections better united and ordered, by referring them to their principal exercise ; and thus they show forth their spirit in its gilded clothing, surrounded with variety. Ps. xliv. 10. When assaulted by any vice we must embrace 122 A DEVOUT LIFE. the practice of the contrary virtue, and refer all the others to it ; by which means we shall overcome our enemy, and at the same time advance in all vir- tues. Thus, if assaulted by pride or by anger, we must, in all our actions, practise humility and meek- ness ; and make all our other exercises ot prayer, and the sacraments of prudence, constancy, and sobri- ety, subservient to this end. For as the wild boar, to sharpen his tusks, wets and polishes them with his other teeth, and by this means sharpens all of them ; so a virtuous man, having undertaken to perfect himself in that virtue of which he stands in most need for his defence, files and polishes it by the exercise of the other virtues, whilst the}? help to refine that one, make all of them become better polished. Thus it happened to Job, who, exercising himself particularly in patience, against the many temptations wherewith he was assaulted, became perfectly established and confirmed in all kinds of virtues. Nay, St. Gregory Nazianzen says, "that by the perfect exercise of one only virtue a person may attain to the height of all the rest ; " for which he alleges the example of Rahab, who, having exactly practised the virtue of hospi- tality, arrived at a great degree of Glory. But this is to be understood of a virtue which is prac- tised with great fervor and charity PRACTICE OF THE VIRTUES- 123 CHAPTER II. A CONTINUATION OF THE FORMER DISCOURSE ABOUT THE CHOICE OF VIRTUES. ^SJFOUNG beginners in devotion, says St. Austin, eUP commit certain faults, which, according to the rigor of the laws of perfection, are blamable and yet commendable, on account of the presage they £ive of future excellence in piety, to which they serve as a disposition. That low and servile fear which begets excessive scruples in the souls of new converts from a course of sin, is commendable in oeginners, and a certain foreboding of a future purity of conscience ; but the same fear would be blamable in those who are far advanced, in whose heart love ought to reign, which by imperceptible degrees chases away this kind of servile fear. St. Bernard, at the beginning, was full of rigoi towards those that put themselves under his direc- tion ; he told them that they must leave the body behind, and come to him only with the spirit. When he heard their confessions he severely reprehended the most trivial faults, and urged them on to perfection, with such vehemence that, instead of making them advance forward, he drew them back ; for they fell into despondency at seeing themselves so earnestly pressed up so steep and high an ascent. Observe, Philothea, it was an ardent zeal for perfect purity that induced this great saint to adopt this manner of proceeding. 124 A DEVOUT LIFEc This zeal of the saint was a great virtue, but a virtue nevertheless reprehensible ; of which God himself, in a holy vision, made him sensible, infus- ing at the same time into his soul so meek, amiable, and tender a spirit, that, being totally changed, he repented of his former rigor and severity, and became so gracious and condescending to every one as to make himself all to all, that he might gain all. St. Jerome having related Lloav his dear daughter, St. Paula, was not only excessive, but obstinate, in the exercise of bodily mortifica- tion, to such a degree that she would not yield to the contrary advice of Epiphanius, her bishop, and, moreover, that she suffered herself to be carried away with so excessive grief for the death of her friends as to be herself frequently in danger of death, concludes at length with these words : r ' Some will say, that, instead of writing the praises of this holy woman, I write reprehensions and dispraises * but I call Jesus to witness, whom she served, and whom I desire to serve, that I lie not either on the one side, or on the other, but set down sincerely what related to her, as one Christian should do of another; that is to say, 1 write her history, not her panegyric ; and that her vices are the virtues of others ; " meaning that the failings and defects of St. Paula would have been esteemed virtue in a soul less perfect, and that there are actions es- teemed imperfections in the perfect, which would be held great perfections in those who are imper- fect. It is a £food sign, when "at the end of sickness" ihe legs of the sick person swell, for it shows that PRACTICE OF THE VIRTUES. 125 nature, now acquiring strength, expels her super- fluous humors ; but this would be a bad symptom in a healthy person ; as it would show that nature has not sufficient strength to resolve and dissipate the humors. We must, my Philothea, have a good opinion of those who practise virtue, though imperfectly, since we see the saints themselves have often practised them in this manner. But, as to ourselves, we must be careful to exercise them, not only faithfully, but discreetly ; and to this end we must strictly observe the advice of the wise man, " not to rely on our own prudence," but on the judgment of those whom God has given us for conductors. There are certain things which many esteem as virtues, which in reality are not : I mean ecstasies, or raptures, insensibilities, impassibilities, deiflcai unions, elevations, transformations, and similar perfections, treated of in certain 'nooks, which promise to elevate the soul to a contemplation purely intellectual, to an essential application of the spirit, and a supernatural life. But observe well, Philothea, these perfections are not virtues, but rather the recompenses of virtues, or small specimens of the happiness of the life to come, which God sometimes presents to men, to make them enraptured with the whole piece, which is only to be found in heaven. But we must not aspire to their favors, since they are by no means necessary to the serving and loving of Gcd, which should be our only preten- sion ; neither are they such as can be obtained by labor and industry, since they are rather passions 126 A DEVOUT LIFE. than actions, which we may indeed receive, but cannot produce in ourselves. I add that we have only undertaken, and must e trenuously endeavor to render ourselves good, devout, and godly ; but, if it should please God to elevate us to these an- gelical perfections, we, also, shall then be angels. In the meantime let us endeavor humbly and devoutly to acquire those simple virtues for which our Saviour has exhorted us to labor ; such as patience, meekness, mortification of the heart, humility, obedience, poverty, chastity, tenderness towards our neighbors, bearing with their imper- fections, diligence, and holy fervor. Let us leave these supereminent favors to elevated souls ; we merit not so hiirh a rank in the service of God ; we shall be too happy to serve him in his kitchen or to be his domestics in much lower stations. If he should hereafter think proper to admit us into his cabinet, or privy council, it will be through the excess of his bountiful goodness. Yea, Philo- thea, the King of Glory does not recompense his servants according to the dignity of the offices they hold, but according to the measure of the love and humility with which they exercise them. Saul, seeking the asses of his father, found the kingdom of Israel. Rebecca, watering the camels of Abraham, became the spouse of his son. Ruth, gleaning after the reapers of Boaz, and laying down at his feet, was advanced to his side and made his wife. High and elevated pretensions to extraordinary favors are subject to illusion and deceit ; and it sometimes happens that those who imagine themselves angels are not so much as PRACTICE OF THE VIRTUES. 127 good men, and that there is more sublimity in their words and expressions than in their manner of thinking and acting. We must neither despise nor censure any one ; but, blessing God for the supereminence of others, keep ourselves in oui lower but safer way, less eminent, but better suited to our insufficiency and littleness ; in which, if we conduct ourselves with humility and fidelity, God will infallibly elevate us to a situation tha* will be truly exalted. CHAPTER III. OF PATIENCE. dpJATIEXCE is necessary for you ; that, doing *^ the will of God, you may receive the premise," — Heb. x. 36. If our Saviour him- self has declared, Luke xxi. 19, "In your patience you shall possess your souls," should it not be, Philothea, a great happiness for man to possess his soul ? — and the more perfect our pa- tience, the more absolutely do we possess them. Let us frequently call to mind, that as our Lord has saved us by patient sufferings, so we also ought to work out our salvation by sufferings and afflic- tions ; enduring injuries and contradictions with all possible meekness. Limit not your patience to this or that kind of injuries and afflictions, but extend it universally 128 A DEVOUT LITE. to all those that it shall please God to send you. Some are unwilling to suffer any tribulations but those that are honorable ; for example, to be wounded in battle, to be a prisoner of war, to be persecuted for religion, or impoverished by some lawsuit determined in their favor ; now these people do not love the tribulation, but the honor wherewith it is accompanied ; whereas he that is truly patient suffers, indifferently, tribulations, whether accompanied by ignominy or honor. To be despised, reprehended, or accused by wicked men is pleasant to a man of good heart ; but to suffer blame and ill-treatment from the virtuous, or from our friends and relations, is the test of true patience. I admire the meekness with which the oreat St. Charles Borromeo suffered a lono; time the public reprehensions that a great preacher of a strictly reformed order uttered against him in the pulpit, more than all the assaults he re- ceived from others ; for as the sting of a bee is far more painful than that of a fly, so the evils we suffer from good men are much more insupporta- ble than those we suffer from others ; and yet i J often happens that two good men, having each of them the best intentions, through a diversity of opinion, foment great persecutions and contradic- tions against each other. Be patient, not only with respect to the subject of the affliction which may befall you, but also with regard to its accessories or accidental circum- stances. Many conld be content to encounter evils, provided they might not be incommoded by them. I am not vexed, savs one, at being poor, PRACTICE OF THE VIRTUES. 129 if it had not disabled me to serve my friends, to give my children proper education ; or to live as honorable as I could wish. It would give me no concern, says another, were it not that the world would think it happened through my own fault. Another would be content to suffer the scandal patiently, provided no one would believe the detractor. Others are willing to suffer some part of the evil, but not the whole ; they do not com- plain on account of their sickness, but for the want of money to obtain a cure, or because they are so troublesome to those about them. Xow, I say, Philothea, we must not only bear sickness with patience, but also be content to suffer sick- ness under any disorder, and in any place, amongst those persons, and with those inconveniences, which God pleases ; and the same must be said of other tribulations. When any evil befalls you, apply the remedies that may be in your power, agree- ably to the will of God ; for to act otherwise would be to tempt divine Providence. Having done this, wait with resignation for the success it may please God to send ; and, should the remedies overcome the evil, return him thanks with hu- mility , but if, on the contrary, the evils overcome the remedies, bless him with patience. Attend to the following advice of St. Gregory : whenever you are "justly accused" of a fault, humble yourself, and candidly confess that you deserve more than the accusation which is brought against you ; but, if the charge be false, excuse yourself meekly, denying your guilt, for you owe this respect to truth, and to the edifi- 130 A DEVOUT LIFE. cation of your neighbor. But if, after your true and lawful excuse, they should continue to ac- cuse you, trouble not yourself nor strive to have your excuse admitted ; for, having discharged your duty to truth, you must also do the same to hu- mility, by which means you neither offend against the care you ought to have of your reputation, nor the love you owe to peace, meekness of heart, and humility. Complain as little as possible of the wrongs you suffer ; for, commonly speaking, he that com- plains sins, because self-love magnifies the in- juries we suffer, and makes us believe them greater than they really are. Make no com- plaint to choleric or consorious persons ; but if complaints be necessary, either to remedy the offence or restore quiet to your mind, let them be made to the meek and charitable, who truly love God ; otherwise, instead of easing your heart, they will provoke it to greater pain ; for, instead of extracting the thorn, they will sink it the deeper. Many, on being sick, afflicted, or injured by others, refrain from complaining or showing a sensibility of what the)' suffer, lest it should ap- pear that they wanted Christian fortitude, and resignation to the will of God ; but still they contrive divers artifices, that others should not only pity and compassionate their sufferings and afflictions, but also admire their patience and fortitude. Now this is not a true patience, but rather a refined ambition and subtle vanity. *They have glory," says the apostle, "but not PRACTICE OF THE A IRTUES. 131 with God." The truly patient man neither com- plains himself nor desires to be pitied by others ; he speaks of his sufferings with truth and sin- cerity, without murmuring, complaining, or ag- gravating the matter. He patiently receives condolence, unless he is pitied for an evil which he does not suffer, for then he modestly declares that he does not suffer on that account, and thus he continues peaceable betwixt truth and patience, acknowledging, but not complaining of the evil. Amidst the contradictions which shall infalli- bly befall you in the exercise of devotion, re- member the words of our Lord, John xvi. 21 : "A woman when she is in labor, hath sorrow because her hour is come ; but when she hath brought forth her child, she remembereth no more the anguish, for joy that a man is born into the world.*' For you have conceived Jesus Christ, the noblest child in the world, in your soul, and until he is quite brought forth, you cannot but suffer in your labor; but be of good courage, these sorrows once past, everlasting joy shall remain with you for having brought him forth. Xow you shall have wholly brought him forth, when you have entirely formed him in your heart and in your works, by an imitation of his life. In sickness offer up all your griefs and pains is a sacrifice to our Lord, and beseech him to unite them with the torments he suffered for you. Obey your physician, take your medicines, food, and other remedies, for the love of God, remembering the gall he took for your sake ; 132 A DEVOUT LITE. lesire to be cured, that you may serve him, but refuse not to continue sick, that you may obey him ; and dispose yourself for death, if it be his pleasure, that you may joraise and enjo}' him forever. Remember, that as bees, whilst making their honey, live upon a bitter provision, so we can never perform acts of greater sweetness, nor better compose the honey of excellent virtues, than whilst we eat the bread of bitterness, and live in the midst of afflictions. And as the honey that is gathered from the flowers of thyme, a small bitter herb, is the best, so the virtue which is exercised in the bitterness of the meanest and most abject tribulations is preferable. Consider frequently Christ Jesus crucified, naked, blasphemed, slandered, forsaken, and overwhelmed with all sorts of troubles, sorrows, and labors ; and remember that all your suffer- ings, either in quality or quantity, are not com- parable to his, and that you can never suffer anything for him equal to that which he has endured for you. Consider the torments the martyrs have suf- fered, and those which many at present endure more grievous without any comparison than yours, and then say : Alas ! are not my suffer- ings consolations, and my pains pleasures, in comparison of those, who, without any relief, assistance, or mitigation, live in a continual death, overcharged with afflictions infinitely greater than mine ? OF EXTERIOR HUMILITY. 133 CHAPTER IV. OF EXTERIOR HUMILITY. ^MORROTT empty vessels, not a few," said Eli- ■■** seus to the poor widow, 4 Kings iv. 3 ; " and pour oil into them." To receive the grace of God into our hearts they must be emptied of vainglory. As the Castrel, 1 by crying and looking on the birds of prey, affrights them by a secret property peculiar to itself, which makes the doves love her above all other birds, and live in security with her : so humility repels Satan, and preserves the grace and gift of the Holy Ghost within us. All the Saints, but particularly the King of Saints and his Mother, have always honored and cherished this blessed virtue more than any amongst the moral virtues. T\ r e call that glory vain which we assume to ourselves, either for what is not in us, or for what is in us, and belongs to us, but deserves not that we should glory in it. The nobility of our ancestors, the favor of great men, and popular honor, are things, not in us, but either in our pro- genitors, or in the esteem of other men. Some become proud and insolent, either by riding a good horse, wearing: a feather in their hat, or by beino; dressed in a fine suit of clothes ; but who does not see the folly of this? for if there be any glory in such things, the glory belongs to the horse, the bird, and the tailor; and what a meanness of heart 1 Or Kestrel, a bird of the hawk kind 134 A DEVOUT LIFE. must it be, to borrow esteem from a horse, from & feather, or some ridiculous new fashion ! Others value themselves for a well-trimmed beard, for curled locks, or soft hands ; or because they can dance, sing, or play ; but are not these effeminate men, who seek to raise their reputation by so friv- olous and foolish things? Others, for a little (earning, would be honored and respected by the whole world, as if everyone ought to become their pupil, and account them his masters. These are called pedants. Others strut like peacocks, con- templating their beauty and think themselves ad- mired by every one. All this is extremely vain, foolish, and impertinent ; and the glory which is raised on so weak foundations is justly esteemed vain and frivolous. True goodness is proved like true balm ; for as balm, when dropped into water, if it sinks and rests at the bottom, is so accounted the most excellent and precious ; so, if you would know whether l man be truly wise, learned, or generous, observe whether his qualifications tend to humility, mod- esty, and submission ; for then they shall be good indeed ; but if they swim on the surface, and strive to appear above water, they shall be so much the less true, in the same proportion as they appear. As pearls, that are conceived and nourished by the wind, or by the noise of thunder, have nothing of the substance of pearls, but merely the external appearance ; so the virtues and good qualities of men that are bred and nourished by pride, osten- tation, and vanity, have nothing but the appearance of good. OF EXTERIOR HUMILITY. 135 Honors, rank, and dignities, are like saffron, which thrives best, and grows most plentifully, when trodden under foot. It is no honor to be beautiful when a man prizes himself for it : beauty, to have a good grace, should be neglected ; and learning is a disgrace to us when it degenerates into pedantry. If we stand upon the punctilio for places, pre- cedency, and titles, besides exposing our qualities to be examined, tried, and contradicted, we render them vile and contemptible ; for as honor is beautiful when freely given, so it becomes base when exacted or sought after. When the peacock spreads his tail to admire himself, in raising up his beautiful feathers he ruffles all the rest, and discovers his deformities. Flowers that are fair whilst they grow in the earth wither and fade when handled ; and as they that smell the mandrake at a distance perceive a most agreeable fragrance, whilst they that approach become sick and stupefied, so honors give a pleasant satisfaction to those that view them afar off, without stopping to amuse themselves with them, or being earnest about them. Those who affect them, or feed on them, are exceedingly blamable, and worthy of reprehen- sion. The pursuit and love of virtue begin to make us virtuous ; but the pursuit and love of honor make us contemptible and worthy of blame. Generous minds do not amuse themselves about the petty toys of rank, honor, and salutation : they have other things to perform ; such baubles only belong to degenerate spirits. 136 A DEVOUT LITE. He that may have pearls never loads himself with shells ; and such as aspire to virtue trouble not themselves about honors. Every one indeed may take and keep his own place without prejudice to humility, so that it be done carelessly, and without contention. For as they that come from Peru, besides gold and silver, bring also thence apes and parrots, because they neither cost much, nor are burdensome ; so they that aspire to virtue refuse not the rank and honor due to them, pro- vided it cost them not too much care and attention, nor involve them in trouble, anxiety, disputes, or contentions. Nevertheless, I do not here allude to those whose dignity concerns the public, nor to certain particular occasions of important conse- quences ; for in these every one ought to keep what belongs to him, with prudence and. discretion, accompanied by charity and suavity of manners. CHAPTER V. OF MORE INTERNAL HUMILITY. |UT you desire. Philothea, to penetrate still deeper into humility ; for what I have hitherto said rather concerns wisdom than humility. Let us, then, proceed. Many neither will not and dare not consider the particular favors God has done them, lest it might excite vainglory and self- complacency ; but in doing so they deceive OF MORE INTERNAL HUMILITY. 137 themselves ; for since the best means to attain the love of God (says the great angelical Doctor) is the consideration of his benefits, the more we know them the more shall we love him ; and as the par- ticular benefits he has conferred on us more power- fully move us than those that are common to others, so ought they to be more attentively considered. Certainly nothing can so effectually humble us be- fore the mercy of God as the multitude of his benefits ; nor so much humble us before his justice as the enormity of our innumerable offences. Let us, then, consider what he has done for us, and what we have done against him ; and as we reflect on our sins, one by one, so let us consider his favors in the same order. We must not fear lest the knowledge ol his gifts make us proud, so long as we are attentive to this truth, "that whatsoever there is of good in us is not from ourselves." Do mules cease to be disgusting beasts, because they are laden with the precious and perfumed goods of the prince ? " What hast thou which thou hast not received?" says the apostle, 1 Cor. iv. 7. "And if thou hast received it, why dost thou glory?" Nay, on the contrary, the lively consideration of favors received makes us humble, because a knowledge of them excites gratitude. But if, in considering the favors that God has conferred on us, any thoughts of vanity should attack us, it will be an infallible remedy to recur to the consideration of cur ingratitudes, imperfections, and miseries. If we consider what xv e did when God was not with u.s, we shall easily oe convinced that what we do while he is with us iS not of our own exertion ; Ave shall indeed rejoice 138 A DEVOUT LIFE. in it, because we enjoy it, but we shall glorify God, because he alone is the author of it. Thus the blessed Virgin confesses that God had done great things for her, but it is only to humble herself, and to glorify God: "My soul," says she, ff doth magnify the Lord, because he has done great things for me." Luke i. 46, 49. We often confess ourselves to be nothing, nay, misery itself, and the refuse of the world ; but would be very sorry that any one should believe us, or tell others that we are really so miserable wretches. On the contrary, we pretend to retire, and hide ourselves, so that the world may run after us, and seek us out. We feign to wish ourselves considered as the last in the company, and sit down at the lowest end of the table ; but it is with a view 7 that we may be desired to pass to the upper end. True humility never makes a show of herself, nor uses many humble words ; for she desires not only to conceal all other virtues, but principally herself; and, were it lawful to dissemble, or scandalize her neighbor, she would perforin actions of arroganey and haughtiness, that she might conceal herself beneath them and remain altogether unknown. My advice, therefore, Philothea, is that we should either not accustom ourselves to words of humility, or else use them with a sincere interior sentiment, conformably to what we pronounce outwardly. Let us never cast down our eyes but when we humble our hearts ; let us not seem to desire to be the lowest, unless wo sincerely desire it I think this rule so general as to admit of no OF MORE INTERNAL HUMILITY. 139 exception ; I only add, that civility requires Ave should sometimes offer precedency to those who will doubtless refuse it, and yet this is neither duplicity nor false humility; for in this case, as the offer of precedency is only the beginning of honor, and since we cannot give it them entirely, we do well to give them the beginning. I say, though some words of honor or respect may not seem strictly conformable to the truth, yet they are sufficiently so, provided the heart of him that pronounces them has a sincere intention to honor and respect him to whom they are addressed, for although the words signify with some excess that which we would say, yet we do not act wrongly in using them when common custom requires it ; however, I wish our Avords were always as nearly as possible suited to our affections, that so we might follow ; in all and through all, a cordial sincerity and candor. A man that is truly humble would rather another should say to him that he is miserable, and that he is nothing, than to say it himself; at least, if he knows that any man says so he does not contradict it, but heartih r agrees to it ; for, believing it himself firmly, he is pleased that others entertain the same opinion. Many say that they leave mental prayer to those that are perfect ; that, as for themselves, they are unworthy to use it. Others protest they dare not communicate often, because they find them- selves not sufficiently pure. Others fear they should bring disgrace upon devotion if they meddled with it, by reason of their great misery and frailty. Others refuse to employ their talents 140 A DEVOUT LIFE. in the service of God and their neighbor, saying they know their own weakness, and fear they should become proud if they proved instruments of any good ; and that, in giving light to others, they should consume themselves in the flames of vanity. All this is nothing but an artificial kind of humility, false and malicious, whereby they tacitly and subtilely seek to find fault with the things of God ; or, at the best, to conceal the love of their own opinion, humor, and sloth, under the pretext of humility. " Ask thee a sign of the Lord thy God either unto the depth of hell, or to the height above," said the prophet (Isaias vii. 11) to unhappy Achaz ; and he answered, "I will not ask, neither will I tempt the Lord." Oh ! the wicked man ! He would seem to bear an extreme veverence to God, and excuses himself, under the ^olor of humility, from aspiring to that grace which the divine goodness offers him ; but does he not see, that when God desires to give us his graces, it is pride to refuse them ;that the gifts of God oblige us to receive them ; and that it is humility to obey, and to comply as nearly as Ave can with his desires? The desire of God is, that we should be perfect, uniting ourselves to him, and imitating him as nearly as possible. The proud man, who trusts in himself, has just reason not to attempt anything ; but he that is humble is so much the more courageous, by how much the more he acknowledges his own inability ; and the more wretched he esteems himself the more con- fident he becomes ; because he places his whole trust in God, who delights to display his omnipo- OF MORE INTERNAL HUMILITY. l4l tence in our weakness, and to elevate his mercy upon our misery. We may then humbly and devoutly presume to undertake all that may be judged proper for our advancement by those thai conduct our souls. To imagine we know what we do not know il folly ; to desire to pass for knowing that of which we are ignorant is an intolerable vanity. For my part, as I would not make a parade of the knowl- edge even of that which I know ; so, on the other hand, I would not pretend to be ignorant thereof. When charity requires it we must freely and mildly communicate to our neighbor, not only what is necessary for our instruction, but, also, what is profitable for our consolation ; for humility, which conceals virtues, in order to preserve them, discovers them, nevertheless, when charity re- quires it, in order that w^e may enlarge, increase, and perfect them. In this respect humility imitates a certain tree in the Isles of Tylos, that at night closes up her beautiful carnation flowers, and only opens them to the rising sun ; and as the inhabitants of the country say that those flowers sleep by night, so humility covers all our virtuous and human perfections, and never unfolds them except for the sake of charity, which, being not a human and moral, but a divine and heavenly vir- tue, is the true son of all other virtues, over which she ought always to have dominion. Hence we may conclude that those humilities which are prejudicial to charity are assuredly false. I would neither pretend to be a fool nor a wise man ; for if humility forbids me to conceal my 142 4. DEVOUT LIFE. wisdom, candor and sincerity also forbid me to counterfeit the fool ; and as vanity is opposite to humility, so artifice, affectation, and dissimulation are contrary to sincerity. But, if some great ser- vants of God have pretended to be fools, to render themselves more abject in the eyes of the world, we must admire, but not imitate, them ; for, having had peculiar and extraordinary motives that in- duced them to this excess, no one ought thence to draw any consequence for himself. David, when he danced and leaped before the ark of the cove- nant with an excess that ordinary decency could not admire, had no design to make the world be- lieve him foolish ; but, with all simplicity and openness, he made use of those exterior motions to express the extraordinary and excessive joy he felt in his heart ; and when Michol, his wife, re- proached him for it, as an act of folly, he did not regret to see himself vilified ; but, continuing in a true and sincere manifestation of his joy, he testi- fied that he was glad to be reproached for his God. Wherefore remember, Philothea, that if, for acts of a true and sincere devotion, the world shall esteem you mean, abject, or foolish, humility will make you rejoice at this happy reproach, the cause of ^vich is not in you, but in those that reproach you. ON SELF-ABJECTION. 143 CHAPTER VI. THAT HUMILITY MAKES US LOVE OUR OWN ABJECTION. ^ PROCEED now, and tell you, Philothea, that A in all, and through all, you should love your own abjection. But you will ask me what it is to love your own abjection. In Latin " abjection" signifies " humility," and " humility " signifies "abjection"; so that when our Lady, in her sacred canticle, says, that " all generations should call her blessed." because our Lord had regarded the "humility of his handmaid," her meaning is, that our Lord had graciously looked down on her abjection, her meanness, and lowliness, to heap his graces and favors upon her. Nevertheless, there is a difference between the virtue of "humility" and our " abjection " ; for our " abjection " is the lowliness, meanness, and baseness that exists in us, without our knowledge ; whereas, the virtue of " humility " is a true knowledge and voluntary acknowledgment of our abjection. Now, the main point of this humility consists in being willing, not only to acknowledge our abjection, but in loving and delighting in it ; and this, not through want of courage and generosity, but for the greater exaltation of the divine Majesty, and holding our neighbor in greater estimation than ourselves. To this I exhort you ; andf that you may comprehend me more clearly, I tell you that among the evils which we suffer some are abject, and others hon- 144 A DEVOUT LIFE. orable ; many can easily accommodate themselves to those evils that are honorable, but scarce any one to such as are abject. You see a devout old hermit covered with rags ; every one honors his tattered habit, and compassionates his sufferings ; but if a poor tradesman, or a poor gentleman, be in the like case, the world despises and scoffs at him ; and thus you see how his poverty is abject. A religious man receives a sharp reproof from his superior, or a child from his father, with meekness, and every one calls this mortification, obedience, and wisdom ; but should a gentleman or lady suffer the like from another, and although it were for the love of God, it is then called cowardice and want of spirit. Behold, then, here another evil that is abject. One has a canker in his arm, and another in his face ; the first has only the disease, but the other, together with the disease, has con- tempt, disgrace, and abjection. I say, then, that we must not only love the evil, which is the duty of patience, but also embrace the abjection, by virtue of humility. There are, moreover, virtues which are abject, and virtues which are honorable. Patience, meekness, simplicity, and even humility itself, are virtues which worldlings consider as mean and abject ; whilst, on the contrary, they hold prudence, fortitude, and liberality, in the highest estimation. There are also actions of one and the same virtue, some of which are despised and others honored ; to give alms, and forgive in- juries, are both acts of charity ; yet the first is honored, whilst the latter is despised in the eyes of the world. A young gentleman or lady whf OX SELF ABJECTION. 145 refuses to join in the disorders of a debauched company, or to talk, play, dance, drink, or dress, as the rest do, will incur their scorn and censure ; and their modesty will be termed bigotry or affec- tation ; to love this is to love our own abjection. Behold an abjection of another kind. We go to visit the sick : if I am sent to the most miser- able, it will be to me an abjection according to the world, for which reason I will love it. If I am sent to a person of quality, it is an abjection according to the spirit, for there is not so much virtue or merit in it. and therefore I will love this abjection. One falls in the midst of the street, and. besides his fall, receives shame ; we must love this abjection. There are even faults which have no other ill in them besides abjection ; and humility does not require that we should deliber- ately commit them, but that we should not vex ourselves when we have committed them. Such are certain follies, incivilities, and inadvertencies, which as we ought to avoid before they are com- mitted, for the sake of civility and discretion : so when they are committed, we ought to be content with the abjection we meet with, and accept it willingly, for the sake of practising humility. I say yet more : should I. through passion or anger, have spoken any unbecoming words, wherewith God and my neighbor may have been offended, I will repent, and be sorry for the of- fence, and endeavor to make the best reparation I can, but yet will admit of the abjection, and the contempt which it has brought upon me : and could the one be separated from the other, I 146 A DEVOUT LIFE. would most cheerfully cast away the sin, and humbly retain the abjection. But though we love the abjection that follows the evil, yet we must not neglect, by just and lawful means, to redress the evil that caused it especially when it is of consequence ; as, for ex- ample, should I have some disagreeable disorder in my face, I will endeavor to have it cured, but not with the intention of forgetting the abjection I received by it. If I have been guilty of some folly, which has given no one offence, I will give no apology for it ; because, although it were an offence, yet it is not permanent ; I could not, therefore, excuse it, but only with a view to rid myself of the abjection, which would not be agreeable to humility. But if, through inadver- tence or otherwise, I should have offended or scandalized any one, I will repair the offence by some true excuse ; because the evil is permanent, and charity obliges me to remove it. Besides, it sometimes happens that charity requires we should remove the abjection for the good of our neighbor, to whom our reputation is necessary ; but in such a case, though we remove the abjection from before our neighbor's eyes, to prevent scandal, yet must we carefully shut it up in our heart for its edification. But would you know, Philothea, which are the best abjections? I tell you plainly, that those are most profitable to our souls and most accepta- ble to God which befall us by accident, or by our condition of life ; because we have not chosen to em ourselves, but received them as sent by God, HOW TO PRESERVE A GOOD NAME. 147 whose choice is always better than our own. But were we to choose any, we should prefer the great- est, and those are esteemed such as are most contrary to our inclinations, provided that they be conformable to our vocation ; for, as I have already said, our own choice spoils or lessens almost all our virtues. Oh, who will enable us to say : " I have chosen to be an abject in tht* house of God, rather than to dwell in the taber- nacles of sinners"? — Ps. lxxxiii. 11. Xc> one certainly, Philothea, but he who, to exalt us, lived and died in such a manner as to become the reproach of men, and the abjection of the people. I have said many things to you which may seem hard to you in theory, but, believe mo, they will be more agreeable than sugar or honey when you put them in practice. 3X*JC CHAPTER VII. HOW WE ARE TO PRESERVE OUR GOOD NAME IN THE PRAC- TICE OF HUMILITY. JURAISE, honor, and glory are not given to ^^ men for every degree of virtue, but for an excellence of a virtue ; for by praise we endeavoi to persuade others to esteem the excellency of those whom we praise ; by honor we testify that we ourselves esteem them ; and glory, in my opinion, is only a certain lustre of reputation that 148 A DEVOUT LITE. arises from the concurrence of praise and honor, so that honor and praise are like precious stones, from a collection of which glory proceeds like a certain enamelling. Now, humility not enduring that we should have any opinion of our own excel- lence, or think ourselves worthy to be preferred before others, cannot permit that we should seek after praise, honor, and glory, which are only due to excellence ; yet she consents to the counsel of the wise man, who admonishes us to be careful of our good name (Ecclus. xli. 15), because a good name is an esteem, not of an excellence, but only of an ordinary honesty and integrity of life, which humility does not forbid us either to acknowledge in ourselves, or to desire the reputation of it. It is true, humility would despise a good name if charity did not need it ; but, because it is one of the foundations of human society, and that without it we are not only unprofitable, but prejudicial to the public, by reason of the scandal it would receive, charity requires, and humility consents, that we should desire it, and carefully preserve it. Moreover, as the leaves, which, in themselves s are of little or no value, are, nevertheless, necessary, not only to beautify the tree, but also to preserve its } r oung and tender fruits ; so a good reputation, which, though of itself not very desirable, is, not- withstanding, very profitable, not only for the ornament of life, but also for the preservation of virtue, especially of those virtues which are as jet but weak and tender. The obligation of preserving our reputation, and HOAV TO PRESERVE A GOOD NAME. 149 of being actually such as we are thought to be, urges a generous spirit forward with a strong and agreeable impulse. Let us, then, preserve our virtues, dear Philothea, because they are acceptable to God, the sovereign object of all our actions. But as they who desire to preserve fruits are not content to cover them with sugar, but also put them into vessels that are proper to keep them ; so, although the love of God be the principal pre- server of our virtues, yet we may further employ our good name as very profitable for that purpose. Yet we must not be over-nice in regard to the preservation of our good name ; for those who are too tender and sensible in this point are like those persons who, for every slight indisposition, take physic, and, thinking to preserve their health, quite destroy it. Thus, persons, by endeavoring to maintain their reputation so delicately, entirely lose it ; for by this tenderness they become whim- sical, quarrelsome, and insupportable, and thus provoke the malice of detractors. The overlooking and despising of an injury or calumny is, generally speaking, by far a more effectual remedy than resentment, contention, and revenge ; for contempt causes them to vanish ; whereas, if we are angry, we seem to own them. Crocodiles hurt only those that fear them, and detraction, those that are vexed by it. An exces- sive fear of losing our good name betrays a great distrust of its foundation, which is the truth of a good life. The inhabitants of towns that have wooden bridges over great rivers fear lest they should be carried away by every little Hood, but 150 A DEVOUT LIFE. they that have bridges of stone only apprehend extraordinary inundations ; so they that have a soul solidly grounded on Christian virtue despise the overflowing of injurious tongues ; but those that find themselves weak are disturbed with every discourse. In a word, Philothea, he that is too anxious to preserve his reputation loses it ; and that person deserves to lose honor who seeks to receive it from those whose vices render them truly infamous and dishonorable. Reputation is but a sign to point out the resi- dence of virtue ; it is virtue, then, that must be preferred in all and through all; wherefore, should any one call you a hypocrite because you are devout, or a coward because you have pardoned an injury, laugh at him; for, although such judg- ments are passed on us by the weak and foolish, we must not forsake the path of virtue, even if we were to lose our reputation, because we must pre- fer the fruit before the leaves, viz., interior and spiritual graces before all external goods. It is lawful to be jealous, but not an idolator of our reputation ; and, as we should not offend the eyes of the good, so we must not strive to satisfy those of the wicked. The beard is an ornament to the face of a man, and the hair to that of a woman ; if the beard be plucked from the chin, and tha hair from the head, it will hardly grow again ; but if it be only cut, nay, though it be shaved close, it will soon be renewed, and grow stronger and thicker than ever; so, although our reputation be cut, or even shaved by the tongues of detractors, which David compares to sharp razors, we must HOW TO PRESERVE A GOOD NAME. 151 not make ourselves uneasy, for it will soon shoot forth again, not only as fair as before, but much more firm and durable. But if our vices and wicked course of life take away our reputation, it will hardly return, because it is pulled up by the root ; for the root of a good name are virtue and probity, which, as long as they remain in us, can always recover the honor due to it. If any vain conversation, idle habit, fond love, or custom of frequenting improper company blast our reputation, we must forsake these gratifications because our good name is of more value than such vain contentments. But if, for the exercise of piety, the advancement of devotion, or our progress towards heaven, men grumble, murmur, and speak evil of us, let us leave these, like curs, to bark at the moon ; for should they, at any time, be able to cast an aspersion on our good name, and by that means cut and shave the beard of our reputa- tion, it will quickly spring up again, and the razoi of detraction will be as advantageous to our honor as the pruning-knife to the vine, which makes it abound and multiply in fruit. Let us incessantly fix our eyes on Jesus Christ crucified, and proceed in his service with ''onfidence and sincerity, but yet with wisdom and discretion ; he will be the protector of our reputation ; and, should he sutler it to be taken from us, it will be either to restore it with advantage, or to make us profit in holy humility, one ounce of which is preferable to ten thousand pounds of honors. Are we blamed unjustly, let us peaceably oppose truth against calumny ; does the calumny continue, let 152 A DEVOUT LITE. as also continue to humble ourselves, resigning our reputation, together with our soul, into the hands of God ; we cannot secure it better. Let us serve God in evil and in good report ( 2 Cor. vi. ) , according to the example of St. Paul, that we may say with David (Ps. xviii.) : "For thy sake, O Lord, I have borne reproach, and shame hath covered my face." I except, nevertheless, certain crimes, so horrid and infamous, that no man ought to suiter the false imputation of them, if he can justly acquit himself; and also certain persons, on whose reputation depends the edification of many ; for. in these cases, according to the opinion of divines, we must quietly seek a reparation of the wrong received. CHAPTER VIII. OF MEEKNESS TOWARDS OUR NEIGHBOR, AND REMEDIES AGAINST ANGER •fjYHE holy chrism, which, by apostolical tradition, < ^ s we use in the Church of God for confirmations and consecrations, is composed of oil of olives mingled with balm, which, amongst other things, represents to us the two favorite and well-beloved virtues which shone forth in the sacred person of our Lord, and which he has strenuously recom- mended to us ; as if by them our hearts ought to be in a particular manner consecrated to his service, and dedicated +o his imitation. "Learn MEEKNESS TOWARDS OUR NEIGHBOR. 153 of me," says he, "for I am meek and humble of heart." (Matt. xii. 29.) "Humility" perfects us with respect to God ; and " meekness," with regard to our neighbor. The balm, which, as I have before observed, always sinks beneath all other liquors, represents humility ; and the oil of olives, that swims above, represents meekness and mild- ness, which surmount all things, and excel amongst virtues, as being the flower of charity, which, according to St. Bernard, is then in its perfection, when it is not only patient, but also meek and mild. But take care, Philothea, that this mystical chrism, compounded of meekness and humility, be within your heart, for it is one of the great artitices of the enemy to make many deceive themselves with the expressions and exterior ap- pearance of these two virtues, who, not exam- ining thoroughly their interior affections, think themselves to be humble and meek ; whereas, in effect, there are no virtues to which they have less pretensions. This may be easily discovered, for, notwithstanding all their ceremonious mildness and humility, at the least cross word, or smallest injury, they exhibit an unparalleled arrogance. It is said that those who have taken the preserva- tive which is commonly called "the grace of St. Paul," do not swell when they are bitten and stung by a viper, provided the preservative be of the best sort ; in like manner, when humility and meekness are good and true, they preserve us from that swelling and burning heat which injuries are wont to raise in our hearts. But if, being stung and bitten by detractors and enemies, we 154 A DEVOUT LIFE. swell, and are enraged, it is a certain sign that neither our humility nor meekness is true and sincere, but only apparent and artificial. That holy and illustrious patriarch Joseph, sending back his brethren from Egypt to his father's house, gave them this only advice : "Be not angry with one another by the way." Gen. xlv. 29. I say the same to you, Philothea ; this wretched life is but a journey to the happy life to come ; let us not, then, be angry with each other by the way, but rather march on with the troop of our brethren and companions meekly, peaceably, and lovingly ; nay, I say to you, absolutely and with- out exception, be not angry at all if it be possible, and admit no pretext whatsoever to open the gate of your heart to so destructive a passion ; for St. James tells us positively, and without reservation, "The anger of man works not the j-ustice of God." St. James ii. 20. We must, indeed, resist evil, and restrain the vices of those that are under our charge constantly and courageously, but yet with meekness and compassion. Nothing so soon appeases the enraged elephant as the sight of *. little lamb, and nothing so easily breaks the forct of a cannon-shot as wool. We do not value so much the correction which proceeds from passion, though it be accompanied with reason, as that which proceeds from reason alone ; for the reasona- ble soul, being naturally subject to reason, is never subject to passion but through tyranny ; and, therefore, when reason is accompanied by passion, she makes herself odious, her just government being debased by the fellowship of MEEKNESS TOWARDS OUR NEIGHBOR. 15^ tyranny. Princes do honor to their people, and make them rejoice exceedingly, when they visit them with a peaceable train ; but when they come at the head of armies, though it be for the common good, their visits are always disagreeable; for although they cause military discipline to be rigorously observed among their soldiers, yet they can never do it so effectually but that some disor- ders will always happen, by which the peasant will be a sufferer. In like manner, as long as reason rules, and peaceably exercises chastise- ments, corrections, and reprehensions, although severely and exactly, every one loves and approves it; but when she brings anger, passion, and rage, which St. Austin calls her soldiers, along with her, she rather makes herself feared than loved, and even her own disordered heart is always the sufferer. "It is better," says the same St. Austin, writing to Profuturus, " to deny entrance to just and reasonable anger, than to admit to it, be it ever so little ; because, being once admitted, it is with difficulty driven out again ; for it enters as a little twig, and in a moment becomes a beam ; and if it can but once gain the night of us, and the sun set upon it, which the apostle forbids, it turns into a hatred, from which we have scarce any means to rid ourselves ; for it nourishes itself under a thou- sand false pretexts, since there was never an angry man that thought this anger unjust. It is better, then, to attempt to find the way to live without anger, than pretend to make a moderate and discreet use of it ; and when, through our imperfections and frailty, we find ourselves 156 A DEVOUT LIFE. surprised, it is better to drive it away speedily than enter into a parley ; for, if we give it ever so little leisure, it will become mistress of the place, like the serpent, who easily draws in his whole bod} r where he can once get in his head. But how shall I banish it? you may say. You must, my dear Philothea, at the first alarm, speedily muster your forces ; not violently, not tumultuously, but mildly, and yet seriously; for as we hear the ushers in public halls and courts of justice crying Silence, make more noise than the whole assembly ; so it frequently happens that, by endeavoring with violence to restrain our anger, we stir up more trouble in our heart than wrath has excited before ; and the heart, being thus agitated, can be no longer master of itself. After this meek effort practise the advice which St. Austin, in his old age, gave the young bishop Auxilius. Do, says he, that which a man should do, if that befall you of which the man of God speaks in the Psalms : " My eye is troubled with wrath." Ps. xxx. Have recourse to God, crying out, " Have mercy on me, O Lord ! " that he may stretch forth his right hand to repress your anger. I mean we must invoke the assistance of God, when we find ourselves excited to wrath, in imi- tation of the apostles when they were tossed by the wind and the stonn upon the waters ; for he will command our passions to cease, and a great calm shall ensue. But the prayer which is made against present and pressing anger must always be performed calmly, and not violently ; ^nd they must be observed in all the remedies MEEKNESS TOWARDS OUR NEIGHBOR. 157 against this evil. Moreover, as soon as ever you perceive yourself guilty of an act of wrath, repair the fault immediately, by an act of meek- ness towards the same person against whom you were angry. For, as it is a sovereign remedy against a lie, to contradict it upon the spot, as soon as we perceive we have told it, so we must repair anger instantly by a contrary act of meek- ness ; for fresh wounds are most easily cured. Again, when your mind is in a state of tran- quillity, supply yourself with meekness, speaking all 3^0111* words, and doing all your actions, little and great, in the mildest manner possible, calling to mind, that as the Spouse in the Canticles has not only honey in her lips, on her tongue, and in her breast, but milk also, so we must not only have our words sweet towards our neighbor, but also our whole breast ; that is to say, the whole interior of our soul ; neither must we have the aromatic and fragrant sweetness of honey only, viz., the sweetness of civil conversation with strangers, but also the sweetness of milk amongst our family and neighbors ; in which those greatly fail, who in the street seem to be angels, and in their houses demons. 158 A DEVOUT LIFE. CHAPTER IX. OF MEEKNESS TOWARDS OURSELVES. fjllENE of the best exercises of meekness we can ^^ perform is that of which the subject is within ourselves, in never fretting at our own imperfections, for though reason requires that we should be sorry when we commit any fault, yet we must refrain from that bitter, gloomy, spiteful, and passionate displeasure, for which many are greatly to blame, who, being overcome by anger, are angry for having been angry, and vexed to see themselves vexed ; for by this means they keep their heart perpetually steeped in passion; and, though it seems as if the second anger destroyed the first, it serves, nevertheless, to open a passage for fresh anger on the first occasion that shall present itself. Besides, this anger and vexation against ourselves tend to pride, and flow from no other source than self-love, which is troubled and disquieted to see itself imperfect. We must be displeased at our faults, but in a peaceable, set- tled, and firm manner ; for, as a judge punishes malefactors much more justly when he is guided in his decisions by reason, and proceeds with the spirit of tranquillity, than when he acts with violence and passion (because, judging in passion, he does not punish the faults according to their enormity, but according to his passion), so we correct ourselves much better by a calm and MEEKNESS TOWARDS OURSELVES. 15 V steady repentance, than by that which is harsh, turbulent, and passionate ; for repentance exer- cised with violence proceeds not according to the quality of our faults, but according to our in- clinations. For example, he that affects chastity will vex himself beyond all bounds at the least fault he commits against that virtue, and will but laugh at a gross detraction he shall have been guilty of; on the other hand, he that hates de- traction torments himself for a slight murmur, and makes no account of a gross fault committed against chastity ; and so of others. Now, all this springs from this source, that these men, in the judgment of their conscience, are not guided by reason, but by passion. Believe me, Philothea, as the mild and affec- tionate reproofs of a father have far greater power to reclaim his child than rage and passion ; so when we have committed any fault, if we repre- hend our heart with mild and calm remonstrances, having more compassion for it than passion against it, sweetly encouraging it to amendment, the repentance it shall conceive by this means will sink much deeper, and penetrate it more effectually, than a fretful, injurious, and stormy repentance. If, for example, I had formed a strong resolu- tion not to yield to the sin of vanity, and yet had fallen into it, I would not reprove my heart after this manner : "Art thou not wretched and abomi- nable, that, after so many resolutions, hast suf- fered thyself to be thus carried away by vanity ? Die with shame ; lift up no more thy eyes to 160 A DEVOUT LIFE. heaven, blind, impudent traitor as thou art, a rebel to thy God ; " but I would correct it thus, rationally saying, by way of compassion : " Alas, my poor heart, behold we are fallen into the pit we had so firmly resolved to avoid ! "Well, let us rise again, and quit it forever ; let us call upon the mercy of God, and hope that it will assist us to be more constant for the time to come, and let us enter again the path of humility. Let us be en- couraged ; let us from this day be more upon our guard ; God will help us ; we shall do better ; " and on this reprehension I would build a firm and constant resolution never more to relapse into that fault, using the proper means to avoid it by the advice of my director. However, if airy one should find his heart not sufficiently moved with this mild manner of rep- rehension, he may use one more sharp and severe, to excite it to deeper confusion, provided that he afterwards closes up all his grief and anger with a sweet and consoling confidence in God, in imita- tion of that illustrious penitent, who, seeing his soul afflicted, raised it up in this manner, Ps. xliii. 5 : f? Why art thou sad, O my soul, and why dost thou disquiet me? Hope in God, for I will still give praise to him, who is the salvation of my countenance, and my God." Raise up your heart, then, again whenever it falls, but fairly and softly; humbling yourself before God, through the knowledge of your own misery, but without being surprised at your fall, for it is no wonder that weakness should be weak, or misery wretched : detest, nevertheless, with all AGAINST AXXIETY AND SOLICITUDE. 161 four power, the offence God has received from you, and return to 3'our way of virtue, which you had forsaken, with great courage and confidence in his mercy. 3>^« CHAPTER X. THAT WE MUST TREAT OF OUR AFFAIRS WITH DILIGENCE, BUT WITH. OUT EAGERNESS OR SOLICITUDE. TjTliE care and diligence with which we should ^^ attend to our concerns must never be con- founded with anxiety and solicitude. The angels are careful of our salvation, and procure it with diligence, yet they are never agitated by anxiety and solicitude ; for care and diligence naturally result from their charity, whereas solicitude and anxiety are utterly incompatible with their fe- licity ; because the former may be accompanied by a calm and tranquil state of mind, whereas the latter never can. Be careful and attentive, then, O Philothea ! to all those affairs which God has committed to your care, for such a disposition in you is agree- able to the will of his divine Majesty, without suffering your care and attention to degenerate into inquietude or anxiety ; be not flurried about them, for an over-solicitude disturbs the reason and judgment, and prevents us from doing that properly for the execution of Avhich we are so eao-er and anxious. 162 A DEVOUT LIFE. When our Lord reprehended Martha, he said : " Martha, Martha, thou art solicitous, and art troubled about many things. You must here observe, that she would not have been "troubled," had she been but merely diligent ; but, being over-concerned and disquieted, she hurried fold troubled herself, and therefore received this rep- rehension from our Lord. As rivers, that fiow slowly through the plains, bear large boats and rich merchandise ; and the rain, which falls gently in the open fields, makes them fruitful in grass and corn ; or, as torrents and rivers, which run rapidly, and overflow the grounds, ruin the bordering country, and render it unprofitable foj culture ; so, in like manner, vehement and tem- pestuous rains spoil the fields and meadows. That work is never well executed which is done with too much eagerness and hurry. We must listen leisurely, according to the proverb. " He that is in haste," says Solomon, Prov. xix. 2, "is in danger of stumbling." We perforin our actions soon enough when we perforin them well. As drones, although they make more noise, and are more eager at work than bees, make only wax, and no honey, so they that hurry themselves with a tormenting anxiety, and eager solicitude, never do much, and the little they do perform is never very profitable. As flies do not trouble us by their strength, but by their multitudes, so affairs of importance give us not so much trouble as trifling ones, when they are in great number. Undertake, then, all your affairs with a calm and peaceable mind, and en- AGAINST ANXIETY AND SOLICITUDE. 163 deavor to despatch them in order, one after an- other ; for, if you make an effort to do them all at once, or in disorder, your spirit will be so over- charged and depressed, that it will probably sink under the burden without effecting anything. In all your affairs rely wholly on Divine Provi- dence, through which alone you must look for success ; labor, nevertheless, quietly on your part, to cooperate with its designs, and then you may be assured, if you trust, as you ought, in God, the success which shall come to you shall be always that which is the most profitable for you, whether it appear good or bad, according to your private judgment. Imitate little chil- dren, who, as they with one hand hold fast by their father, with the other gather strawberries or blackberries along the hedges ; so you, gathering and handling the goods of this world with one hand, must with the other always hold fast the hand of your heavenly Father, turning yourself towards him, from time to time, to see if your actions or occupations be pleasing to him ; but, above all things, take heed that you never leave his protecting hand, nor think to gather more; for, should he forsake you, you will not be able to go a step further without falling to the ground. My meaning is, Philothea, that amidst those or- dinary affairs and occupations, that require not so earnest an attention, you should look more on God than on them ; and when they are of such importance as to require your whole attention, that then, also, you should look, from time to time, towards God, like mariners, who., to arrive at tie i64 A DEVOUT LIFE. port to which they are bound, look more up towards heaven than down on the sea on which they sail ; thus will God work with you, in } r ou, and for you, and your labor shall be followed witi consolation. CHAPTER XI. OF OBEDIENCE. jf^HARITY alone can place us in perfection, but ^^obedience, chastity, and poverty, are the three principal means to attain to it. Obedience con- secrates our heart ;: chastity, our body ; and poverty, our means, to the love and service of God. These three branches of the spiritual cross are grounded on a fourth, viz., humility. I shall say nothing of these three virtues, as they are solemnly vowed, because this subject concerns the religious only ; nor even as they are simply vowed : for though a vow gives many graces and merits to virtues, yet, to make us perfect, it is not necessary they should be vowed, provided they be observed. For though being vowed, and especially solemnly, they place a man in the state of perfection ; yet to arrive at perfection itself, it suffices that they be ob- served : there being a material difference betwixv the state of perfection and perfection itself; since all bishops and religious are in the state of per- fection ; and yet, alas ! all are not arrived at perfection itself, as is too plainly tc be seen OF OBEDIENCE. 165 Let us endeavor, then, Philothea, to practise well these virtues, each one according to his vocation ; for though they do not place us in the state of perfection, yet they will make us perfect ; and, indeed, every one is obliged to practise them, though not all after the sime manner. There are two sorts of obedience, the one nec- essary, the other voluntary. By that which is necessary, you must obey your ecclesiastical superiors, as the Pope, the Bishop, the Parish Priest, and such as are commissioned by them ; as also your civil superiors, such as your Prince, and the magistrates he has established for admin- istering justice ; and, finally, your domestic su- periors, viz., your father and mother, master and mistress. Now, this obedience is called necessary, because no mar can exempt himself from the duty of obeying his superiors, God having placed them in authority to command and govern, each in the department that is assigned to him. You must, then, of necessity obey their commands ; but, to be perfect, follow their counsels also, nay, even their desires and inclinations, so far as charity and discretion will permit. Obey them when they ordei that which is agreeable, as to eat, or to take your recreation ; for though there seems no great virtue to obey on such occasions, yet it would be a great vice to disobey. Obey them in things indifferent, as to wear this or that dress ; to go one way or another; to sing or to be silent; and this will be a very commendable obedience. Obey them in things hard, troublesome, and disagreeable ; and thip will be a perfect obedience. Obey, in 166 A DEVOUT LIFE. fine, meekly, without reply ; readily, without dela}' ; cheerfully, without repining ; and, above all, obey lovingly, for the love of him, who, through his love for us, made himself obedient unto death, even to the death of the cross, and who, as St. Bernard says, rather chose to part with his life than his obedience. That you may learn effectually to obey your superiors, condescend easily to the will of your equals, yielding to their opinions m what is not sin. without being contentious or obstinate. Accommo- date yourself cheerfully to the desires of you? inferiors, as far as reason will permit ; nevei exercise an imperious authority over them so long as they are good. It is an illusion to believe that we should obey with ease if we were religious, when we feel ourselves so backward and stubborn in what regards obedience to those whom God has placed ovei us. We call that obedience voluntary to which we oblige ourselves by our own choice, and which is not imposed on us by another. YVe do not com- monly choose our prince, our bishop, our father or mother ; and even wives, many times, do not choose their husbands ; but we choose our con- fessor and director. H, then, in choosing we make a vow to obey, as the holy mother Terexa did, who, as has been already observed, besides her obe- dience, solemnly vowed to the superior of her order, bound herself by a simple vow, to obey father Gratian ; or if, without a vow Ave dedicate ourselves to the obedience of any one, this obe- dience is always called voluntary, on account of ON CHASTITY. 1S7 its being grounded on our own free will and choice. We must obey every one of our superiors, according to the charge he has over us. In political matters we must obey our prince ; in ecclesiastical, our prelates ; in domestic, our father, master, or husband ; and, in what regards the private conduct of the soul, our ghostly father, or director. Request your ghostly father to order you all the actions of piety you are to perform, in order that they may acquire a double value ; the one of themselves, because they are works of piety ; the other of obedience to his commands, and in virtue of which they are performed. Happy are the obedient, for God will never suffer them to go- astray. CHAPTER XIL OF THE NECESSITY OF CHASTITY. SjpHASTITY, the lily of virtues, makes men *^) almost equal to angels. Nothing is beautiful but what is pure, and the purity of men is chastity. Chastity is called honesty, and the possession of it honor ; it is also named integrity, and the opposite, vice, corruption. In short, it has its peculiar glory, to be the fair and unspotte^ virtue of both soul and body. It is nevei lawful to draw an impure pleasure 168 A DEVOUT LIFE. from our bodies in any manner whatsoevei, ex- cept in lawful marriage, the sanctity of which may, by a just compensation, repair the damage we receive in that delectation ; and yet, even in marriage itself, the honesty of the intention must be observed, to the end that, if there be any indecency in the pleasure that is taken, there may be nothing but honesty in the will that takes it. The chaste heart is like the mother-pearl, that can receive no drop of water but such as comes from heaven ; for it can accept of no pleasure but that of marriage, which is ordained from heaven ; out of which it is not allowed so much as to think of it, so as to take a voluntary and deliberate delight in the thought. For the first degree of this virtue, Philothea, beware of admitting any kind of forbidden pleas- are, as all those are which are taken out of, or even in, marriage, when they are taken contrary to the rule of marriage. For the second, refrain as much as is possible from all unprofitable and superfluous delights, although lawful and per- mitted. For the third, set not your affection on pleasures and delights which are ordained and commanded ; for though we must take these de- lectations that are necessary, I mean tho>e which concern the end and institution of holy matrimony, yet we must never set our heart and mind upon them. As to the rest, every one stands in great need of this virtue. They that are in the state of ^dowhood ouorht to have a courageous chast?t»-'. ON CHASTITY. lOV to despise not only present or future objects, but to resist also the impure imaginations which for- mer pleasures, lawfully received in marriage, may produce in their minds, which on this account are more susceptible of unclean allurements. For this cause St. Austin admires the purity of his friend Alipius, who had wholly forgotten and despised the pleasures of the tlesh, of which, nevertheless, he had some experience in his youth. In effect, as when fruits are entire and sound, they may be preserved, some in straw, some in sand, and some in their own leaves, but being once cut or bruised, it is almost impossible to preserve them but by honey and sugar, in the form of sweetmeats ; so untainted chastity may many ways be kept ; but, after it has once been violated, nothing can preserve it but an extraor- dinary devotion, which, as I have often repeated, is the true honey and sugar of the spirit. Virgins have need of a chastity extremely sincere, nice, and tender, to banish from their hearts all sorts of curious thoughts, and to de- spise, with an absolute contempt, all sorts of un- clean pleasures ; which in truth deserve not to be desired by men, since they are better enjoyed by swine. Let, then, these pure souls be careful never to doubt but that chastity is incomparably better than all that which is incompatible with it ; for, as the great St. Jerome says, the enemy violently tempts virgins to desire to make a trial of these pleasures, representing them as infinitely more agreeable and delightful than indeed they are, which often troubles them very much, whilst, 170 A DEVOUT LIFE. as this holy father says, they esteem that more sweet of which they know nothing. For as the little butterfly, seeing the flame, hovers with a curiosity about it, to try whether it be as sweet as it is fair, and, being borne away with this fancy, ceases not till it is destroyed at the very first trial ; so young people suffer them- selves frequently to be so possessed with the false and foolish opinion they have formed of the pleasure of voluptuous desire, that after many curious thoughts they at length ruin them- selves, and perish in the flames ; more foolish in this than the butterflies, for these have some cause to imagine that the fire is sweet, because it is so beautiful ; but those knowing that which they seek to be extremely dishonest, cease not, nevertheless, to set a value on that brutish pleasure. But as for those who are married, it is most true, though the vulgar cannot conceive it, that chastity is very necessary, also, for them ; because, in respect of them, it consists not in abstaining absolutely from carnal pleasures, but in contain- ing themselves in the midst of pleasures. Now as this commandment, Be angry and sin not, is, in my opinion, more difficult to be observed than this, Be not angry; and as one may more easily abstain from anger than regulate it ; so it is easier to keep ourselves altogether from car- nal pleasures than to preserve a moderation in them. It is true, that the holy liberty of mar- riage has a particular force to extinguish the fire of concupiscence ; but the frailty of them that enjoys this liberty passes easily from per ON CHASTITT. 171 mission to dissolution, and from use to abuse ; and as we see many rich men steal, not through want but avarice, so also we may observe many married people fall into excess by mere intem- perance and incontinency, notwithstanding the lawful object to which they ought and might confine themselves ; their concupiscence being like wildfire, which runs burning here and there, without resting in any one place. It is always dangerous to take violent medicines, for if we take more than we should, or if they be not well prepared, they may be attended with fatal con- sequences. Marriage was blessed and ordained in part as a remedy for concupiscence, and, doubtless, it is a very good remedy, but yet violent, and consequently very dangerous, if it be not used with discretion, I add, that the variety of human affairs, be- sides long diseases, oftentimes separates husbands from their wives ; and therefore married people have need of two kinds of chastity : the one for absolute abstinence, when they are separated upon the occasions of which I have been speak- ing ; the other for moderation, when they are together in the ordinary course. St. Catharine of Sienna saw, amongst the damned, many souls grievously tormented for having violated the sanc- tity of marriage, which happened, said she, not for the enormity of the sin, for murders and blas- phemies are more enormous, but because they that commit it make no conscience of it, and thereof continue long in it. You see, then, that chastity is necessary for all 172 A DEVOUT LIFE. classes of people : " Follow peace with all men," says the Apostle, "and holiness, without which no man shall see God ; " by holiness is here under- stood " chastity " ; as St. Jerome and St. Chrysos- tom observe. Xo, Philothea, no one shall see God without chastity ; no one shall dwell in his holy tabernacle, that is not clean of heart ; and, as our Saviour himself says, Apoc. xxii. 15, "Dogs and the unchaste shall be banished thence," and "Blessed are the clean of heart, for they shall see God." St. Matt, v. 8. CHAPTER XIII. ADVICE HOW TO PRESERVE CHASTITY. T^E exceedingly diligent in turning yourself from *£* all the approaches and allurements of inconti- nency : for this evil works insensibly, and, from small beo'innin^s, advances to 2'reat accidents, which are always more easy to avoid than to cure. Human bodies are like glasses, which cannot be carried, when they touch one another, without danger of being broken, or like fruits which, though ever so sound and seasonable, yet by touching one another are impaired. Water itself, in a vessel, be it ever so fresh, being once touched by any beast of the earth, cannot long retain its freshness. Never suffer any one, Philothea. to touch you uncivilly, either through play or love ; for though perhaps chastity may be preserved in HOW TO PRESERVE CHASTITY. 173 those actions which are rather light than lewd, yet the freshness and flower of chastity always re- ceive some detriment and loss ; but to suffer your- self to be touched immodestly is the utter ruin of chastity. Chastity depends on the heart as its source, yet regards the body as its subject ; and therefore it may be lost as well by the exterior senses of the body as the interior thoughts and desires of the heart. It is impurity to behold, to hear, to speak, to smell, or touch any immodest thing in which the heart entertains itself, and takes pleasure. St. Paul says positively, " Let not fornication be so much as once named amongst you." The bees not only have an aversion to carrion, but avoid and hate extremely all sorts of stench svhich proceed from it. The sacred Spouse, in the Canticles, has her hands distilling myrrh, which is the antidote against corruption ; her lips are bound up with, a scarlet ribbon, the mark of her modesty in her words ; she has the eyes of a dove, by reason of her cleanness ; her ears have gold ear- rings, in token of their purity ; her nose is amongst the cedars of Lebanon, which are incorruptible wood ; such ought to be the devout soul : chaste, clean, and pure, in hands, lips, ears, eyes, and in all her body. To this purpose I will remind you of an ex- pression which the ancient father John Cassian relates, as coming from the mouth of the great St. Basil, who, speaking of himself, said one day : "I know not what belongs to a woman, yet I am not a virgin. Certainly chastity may be lost as niairy 174 A DEVOUT LIFE. ways as there are kinds of immodesty and wanton- ness ; so that, according as they are great or little, some weaken it, others wound it, and others de- stroy it entirely. There are certain indiscreet and sensual familiarities and passions, which, to speak properly, do not destroy chastity, and yet they weaken it, leave it languishing, and stain its beau- tiful Avhiteness. There are other familiarities and passions not only indiscreet, but vicious ; not only fond, but dishonest; not only sensual, but carnal; and by these chastity is at least grievously wounded. I say, at least; because it dies by them, and perishes altogether, when these fooleries and wan- ton dalliances cause in the flesh the utmost effect of impure delight ; for then chastity perishes in a more unworthy, more wicked, more wretcheJ manner than when it is lost by fornication, or even by adultery and incest ; since these latter kinds of filthiness are but sins, but the former, as Tertullia^ says in his book of Chastity, are monsters of iniq- uity and sin. Now, neither does Cassian believe, nor do I believe myself, that St. Basil spoke of any such disorder, when he accused himself of not be- ing a virgin ; but I am of opinion that he only said this in relation to pleasure in evil thoughts, which, though they had not defiled his body, yet had contaminated the purity of which generous souls are exceedingly jealous. Frequent not the company of immodest persons, especially if they be also impudent, as is generally the case ; for as when goats touch the sweet al- mond trees with their tongues, they make them become bitter : so these corrupted souls and in POVERTY OF SPIRIT. 175 fected hearts scarcely speak to any, either of the same or a different sex, without causing them to fall in some degree from purity ; they have poison in their eyes and in their breath, like basilisks. On the contrary, keep company with the chaste and virtuous ; often meditate upon and read holy things ; for the word of God is chaste, and makes those also chaste that delight in it ; which made David compare it to the Topaz, — a precious stone which has the property of assuaging the heat of concupiscence. Keep yourself always near to Jesus Christ crucified, both spiritually by meditation, and really by the holy communion. For as they who lie on the herb called agnus castas become chaste and modest ; so you, laying down your heart to rest upon our Lord, who is the true, chaste, and immaculate Lamb, shall see that your soul and your heart shall soon be cleansed from all the defilements. CHAPTER XIV. OF POVERTY OF SPIRIT TO BE OBSERVED IN THE MIDST OF RICHES. J^LESSED are the poor in spirit, for theirs is *^ the kingdom of heaven." Matt. v. 3. Cursed, then, are the rich in spirit, for the misery of hell is their portion. He is rich in spirit who has riches in his spirit, or his spirit in riches ; he is poor in 176 A DEVOUT LIFE. spirit who has no riches in his spirit, nor his spirit in riches. The halcyons form their nest like an apple, and leave only a little opening at the top : they build them on the sea-shore, and make them so firm and impenetrable that, although the waves surprise them, the waters never can get into them, but, keeping always firm, they remain in the midst of the sea, upon the sea and masters of the sea. Your heart, dear Philothea, ought to be in this manner open only to heaven, and impenetrable to riches and all transitory things. Whatever portion of them you may possess, keep your heart free from the least affection towards them ; keep it always above them, and amidst riches let it hold them in contempt, and be the master of riches. Do not suffer this heavenly spirit to be the captive of earthly goods ; let it be aways their master, but never their slave. There is a material difference between having poison and being poisoned ; as apothecaries have almost all kinds of poisons for use, on several occasions, and yet are not poisoned ; because they have not poison in their bodies, but in their store : so you may possess riches without being poisoned with them, if you keep them in your house or purse, and not in your heart. To be rich in effect and poor in affection is the great happiness of a Christian ; for by this means he has the benefit of riches for this world, and the merit of poverty for the world to come. Alas ! Philothea, no one ever acknowledge.* himself to be covetous ; every one disavows thai base and mean passion : every one excuses himself POVERTY OF SPIRIT. 177 on account of the charge of children, which oppresses him, and on that wisdom which requires that men should establish themselves in the world ; he never has too much ; some pretence is always found to procure more ; nay, the most covetous not only deny they are avaricious, but even think in their conscience they are not so. Covetousness is a malignant fever, which makes itself so much the more insensible, by how much the more violent and ardent it is. Moses saw the sacred tire which burned the bush, and yet did not consume it ; but this profane fire of avarice, on the contrary, consumes and devours the covetous person, and yet does not burn him, for, in the midst of the most violent heats of his avarice, he boasts of the most agreeable coolness in the world, and esteems his insatiable drought to be a natural and and pleasing thirst. If you have a longing desire to possess the goods which you have not, though you may say you would not possess them unjustly, you are, nevertheless, truly covetous. He that has a long- ing, ardent, and restless desire to drink, although he would drink nothing but water, is certainly feverish. O Philothea ! I know not whether it be a jus- tifiable desire to wish to have that justly which another justly possesses ; for it seems by this desire we should serve our own convenience to the prejudice of another. If a man possesses any- thing justly, has he not more reason to keep it justly than we to desire it justly? Why, then, do we extend our desires to his possessions, to de 178 A DEVOUT LIFE. prive him of them ? At the best, if this desire be just, it certainly is not charitable ; for we would not, in any case, that another man should desire, although justly, that which we have a desire to keep justly. This was the sin of Achad, who desired to have Naboth's vineyard justly, which Naboth much more justly desired to keep ; Achad desired with an ardent and impatient desire, and therefore offended God. It is time enough, dear Philothea, to desire your neighbor's goods when he is desirous to part with them ; for then his desire will make yours not only just, but charitable also ; for I am willing you should take care to increase your wealth, provided it may be done, not only justly, but with peace and charity. If you have a strong attachment to the goods you possess, if you be too solicitous about them, set your heart on them, have them always in your thoughts, and fear the loss of them with a sensible apprehension, believe me you are still feverish ; for they that have a fever drink the water that is given them with a certain eagerness of attention and satisfaction which the healthy are not accus- tomed to have. It is impossible to take much pleasure in laughing without having an extraor- dinary affection for it. If, when you suffer loss of goods, you find your heart disconsolate, believe me, Philothea, you have too great an affection for them ; for nothing can be a stronger proof thereof than your affliction for their loss. Desire not, then, with a full and express desire. PRACTICAL POVERTY. 179 the wealth which you have not, and do not place your affection on that which 3 r ou have ; grieve not for the losses which may befall you, and then you shall have some reason to believe that, though rich in effect, you are not so in affection, but rather poor in spirit, and consequently blessed, because the kingdom of heaven belongs to you. >x*< CHAPTER XV. HOW TO PRACTISE TRUE AND REAL POVERTY, BEING, NOTWITH- STANDING, REALLY RICH. D ;HE painter, Parrhasius, painted the people of Athens in a very ingenious manner, represent- ing their several variable dispositions, — choleric, unjust, inconstant, courteous, gentle, merciful, haughty, proud, humble, resolute, and timorous, and all this together. But I, dear Philothea, would infuse into your heart riches and poverty, a great care and a great contempt of temporal things. Be more careful than worldly men are, to make your goods profitable and fruitful. Are not the gardeners of great princes more careful and diligent in cultivating and embellishing the gardens com- mitted to their charge than if they were their own ? And why? Because they consider them as the gardens of kings and princes, to whom they desire to make themselves acceptable by their services. 180 A DEVOUT LIFE. Philothea, our possessions are not our own, but were lent us by God to cultivate, and it is his will that we should render them fruitful and profitable, and therefore we do him an agreeable service in being careful of them ; but then it must be a greater and more solid care than that which worldlings have of their goods ; for they laboi only for love of themselves, but we must laboj for the love of God. Now, as self-love is violent, turbulent and impetuous, so the care which pro- ceeds from it is full of trouble, uneasiness, and disquiet ; and as the love of God is sweet, peaceable, and calm, so the care which proceeds from this love, although it be for worldly goods, is yet amiable, .sweet, and agreeable. Let us, then, exercise this peaceable care of preserving, nay, of even increasing, our temporal goods, whenever just occasions shall present themselves, and as far as our condition requires, for God desires us to do so through love of him. Bat beware lest self-love deceive you ; for sometimes it counterfeits the love of God so closely that one would imagine it to be the same. Now, that it may not deceive you, and that the care of your temporal goods may not degenerate into covetousness, besides what I said in the former chapter, we must practise a real poverty in the midst of all the riches that God has given us. Deprive yourself, then, frequently of some part of your property, by bestowing it on the poor with a willing heart ; for to give away what we have is to impoverish ourselves in proportion as we give ; and the more we give the poorer we become. PRACTICAL POVERTY. 181 It is true, God will repay us not only in the next world, but even in this ; for nothing makes us so prosperous in this world as alms ; but till such time as God shall restore it to us we remain so much the poorer by as much as we have given. Oh, how holy and rich is that poverty which is occasioned by giving alms ! Love the poor and poverty, and you shall become Truly poor, since, as the Scripture says, "we are made like the things which we love.'' Love makes the lovers equal. "Who is weak," saith St. Paul, "with whom I am not weak? He might have likewise said, Who is poor, with whom I am not poor? For love made him resemble those whom he loved; if, aen, you love the poor you shall be truly a partaker of their poverty, and poor like them. Now, if you love the poor, be often in their company, be glad to see them in your house, and to visit them in theirs ; converse willingly with them, be pleased to have them neai' you in the church, in the streets, and elsewhere. Be poor in conversing with them, speaking to them as their companion ; but be rich in assisting, by imparting your goods to them, since you have more abundance. Besides, Philothea, content not yourself to be as poor, but poorer than the poor themselves ; but how may this be effected? The servant is lower than his master ; make yourself, then, a servant of the poor ; go and serve them in their beds when they are sick ; serve them with your own hands ; prepare their food for them yourself, and at your own expense ; be their sempstress 182 A DEVOUT LIFE. and laundress. O Philothea ! this service is more glorious than a kingdom. I cannot sufficiently admire the ardor with which this counsel was practised by St. Lewis, one of the greatest kings that ever graced a throne ; great in every kind of greatness. He frequently served at table the poor whom he maintained, and caused three poor men to dine with him almost every day, and many times ate the remainder of their food with an incomparable love. When he visited the hospitals, which he frequently did, he commonly served the leprous, ulcerous, and such as had the most loathsome diseases, kneeling on the ground, respecting in their persons the Saviour of the world, and cherishing them as tenderly as any fond mother cherishes her child. St. Elizabeth, daughter of the king of Hungary, often visited the poor, and, for her recreation, sometimes clothed herself like a poor woman among her ladies, saying to them, "If I were poor I would dress in this maimer." Good God, Philothea, how poor were this prince and princess in the midst of their riches, and how rich in their pov- erty ! Blessed are they who are poor in this manner, for to them belongs the kingdom of heaven. rf I was hungry, and you gave me to eat ; I was naked, and you clothed me ; come, possess the kingdom prepared for you from the foundation of the world," he who is the King of the poor, as well as of kings, will say, when he addresses himself to the elect at the day of general judg- ment. There is no one, who, on some occasion or other, PRACTICAL POVERTY. 183 does not feel a want of some eonveniency. Some- times we receive a visit from a guest, whom we would entertain very well, but at present have not the means ; at other times, our best clothes are in one place when we want them in another, where we must be seen. Again, sometimes all the wines in our cellar ferment and turn, so that there remain only those that are bad or green ; at another time we happen to stop at some poor village, where all things are wanting ; where we have neither bed, chamber, table, nor attendance ; in line, it is very often easy to suffer the want of something, be we ever so rich. Now, this is to be poor in effect, with regard to the things we want. Philo- thea, rejoice on these occasions, accept them with a good heart, and suffer them cheerfully. But should you meet with losses which im- poverish }^ou, more or less, as in the case of tempests, tires, inundations, dearths, robberies, or lawsuits, then is the proper season to practise poverty, receiving those losses with meekness, and submitting with patience and constancy to your impoverishment. Esau presented himself to his father with his hands covered with hair, and Jacob did the same ; but as the hair on Jacob's hands belonged not to his skin, but his gloves, one might take away the hair without injuring the skin ; on the contrary, the hair on the hands of Esau adhered to his skin, so that if any one would attempt to pluck off his hair it would have caused excessive pain. Thus, when our worldly goods cleave to our heart, if a tempest, a thief, or an impostor, should take any part of them from us, (84 A DEVOUT LIFE. *vhat complaints, trouble, and impatience do we not fall into ? But when our goods do not cleave to our hearts, and are only considered on account of the carp God would have us take of them, should they be taken from us, we lose neither our peace nor our senses. Hence the difference betwixt beasts and men, as to their garments ; for as the garments of the former, viz., their skin, adhere to their flesh, those of the latter are only put upon them, so that they may be taken off at pleasure. CHAPTER XVI. HOW TO PRACTISE RICHNESS OF SPIRIT IN REAL POVERTY. ftP^UT if you be really poor, dear Philothea, be -Mm likewise, for God's sake, actually poor in spirit : make a virtue of necessity, and value this precious jewel of poverty at the high rate it de- serves : its lustre is not discovered in this world, and yet it is exceedingly rich and beautiful. Be patient ; you are in good company ; our Lord himself, his blessed mother, the apostles, and innumerable saints, both men and women, have been poor ; nay, even when they might have been rich, they refused to be so. How many great personages have there been, who, in spite of contradictions from the world, have gone to seek after holy poverty in cloisters and hospitals, and took indefatigable pains to find her 1 Witness PRACTICAL POVERTY. 185 St. Alexins, St. Paula, St. Paulinus, St. Angela, and so many others ; and behold, Philothea, this holy poverty, more gracious towards you, comes to present herself to you in your own lodging ; you have met her without being at the trouble of seeking after her ; embrace her, then, as the dear friend of Jesus Christ, who was born, who lived, and who died in poverty ; poverty was his nurse during the whole course of his life. Your poverty, Philothea, enjoys two great privileges, by means of which you may consid- erably enhance its merits. The first is, that she same not to you by choice, but b} r the will of God, who has made you poor, without any concurrence of your own will. Now, that which we receive purely from the will of God is always very agreeable to him, provided that we receive it with a good heart, and through a love of his holy will ; where there is 'east of our own there is most of God ; the simple and pure acceptance of God's will makes our offerings extremely pure. The second privilege of this kind of poverty is that it is truly poverty. That poverty which is praised, caressed, esteemed, succored, and assisted is nearly allied ^o riches ; at least, it is not altogether poverty ; but that which is despised, rejected, reproached, and abandoned, is poverty indeed. Such is ordinary poverty ; for, as the poor are not poor by their own choice, but from necessity, their poverty is not much esteemed, for which reason their poverty exceeds that of the religious ; although otherwise the poverty of the religious has a very great excellency, and is much 186 A DEVOUT LIFE. more commendable, by reason of the vow, and of the intention for which it is chosen. Complain not, then, my dear Philothea, of you? poverty ; for we never complain but of that which displeases us ; and if poverty displease you, you are no longer poor in spirit, but rich in affection. Be not disconsolate for your not being so well assisted as might appear necessary ; for in this consists the excellence of poverty. To be willing to be poor, and not to feel the hardships of poverty, is to desire the honor of poverty with the conven- ience of riches. Be not ashamed to be poor, nor to ask alms in charity. Receive with humility what shall be given you, and bear the denial with meekness. Frequently remember the journey our blessed Lady undertook into Egypt, to preserve the life of her dear Son, and how much contempt, poverty, and misery she was obliged to suffer ; provided you live thus, you will be very rich in your poverty. CHAPTER XVII. OF FRIENDSHIP; FIRST OF THAT WHICH IS EVIL AND FRIVOLOUS. /?-^OVE holds the first place among the several fc* passions of the soul ; it is the sovereign of all the motions of the heart ; it directs all the rest towards it, and makes us such as is the object of its love. Be careful, then, O Philothea ! to DANGEROUS FRIENDSHIP. 187 entertain no evil love, for, if you do, you will presently become evil. Friendship is the most dangerous love of all ; because other loves may be without communication ; but friendship, being wholly grounded upon it, we can hardly hold a communication of friendship with any person without partaking of its qualities. All love is not friendship ; for when one loves without being again beloved, then there is love, but not friendship ; because friendship is a com- munication of love, therefore, where love is not mutual, there can be no friendship. Nor is it enough that it be mutual, but the parties that love each other must know their mutual affection, for, if they know it not, they have love, but not friendship. There must be also some kind of communication between them, which may be the ground of friend- ship. Now, according to the diversity of the communications, the friendship also diners, and the communications are different according to the variety of the things which they communicate to each other; if they be false and vain, the friendship is also false and vain; if they be true, the friend- ship is likewise true ; and the more laudable the goods may be the more laudable also is the friendship. For as that honey is best which is gathered from the blossom of the most exquisite flowers, so that love which is founded upon the most exquisite communication is the most noble. And as there is honey in Heraclea of Pontus, which is poisonous, and deprives those of reason that eat it, because it is gathered from the aconite, which abounds in that country ; even so the friend- 188 A DEVOUT LITE ship, grounded upon the communication of false and vicious goods, is altogether false and vicious. The communication of carnal pleasures is a mutual inclination and brutish allurement, which can no more bear the name of friendship among men than that of beasts for the like effects ; and if there was no other communication in marriage there would be no friendship at all , but because, besides that, there is a communication in matri- mony of life, of industry, of goods, of affections, and of an indissoluble fidelity, therefore the friend- ship of matrimony is a true and holy friendship. A friendship that is grounded on the communication of sensual pleasures is utterly gross, and unworthy of the name of friendship ; and so is that which is founded on virtues which are frivolous and vain ; because these virtues also depend on the senses. I call those pleasures sensual which are immedi- ately and principally annexed to the exterior senses ; such as the pleasure to behold a beautiful person, to hear a sweet voice, to touch, and the like. I call certain vain endowments and qualities frivolous accomplishments, which weak minds call virtues and perfections. Observe how the greater pail of silly maids, women, and young people talk ; they hesitate not to say : Such a gentleman has many virtues and perfections, for he dances gracefully, he plays well at all sorts of games, he dresses fashionably, he sings delightfully, speaks eloquently, and has a fine appearance ; it is thus that mountebanks esteem those, in their way, the most virtuous who are the greatest buffoons. But as all these things regard the senses, so t.h* OF FOXD LOVE. 189 friendships whieli proceed from them are termed sensual, vain, and frivolous, and deserve rather the name of foolish fondness than of friendship ; such are the ordinary friendships of young people which are grounded on curled locks, a fine head of hair, smiling glances, mie clothes, affected coun- tenances, and idle talk; a friendship suited to the age of those lovers whose virtue is, as }'et, only in the blossom, and their judgment in the bud ; and, indeed, such amities being but transituiy, melt a^ay like snow in the sun. CHAPTER XVIII. OF FOND LOVE. fHEX these foolish friendships are maintained clflk between persons of different sexes without pretensions of marriage, they are called fond love: for being but embryos, or rather phantoms of friendship, they deserve not the name either of true friendship or true love, by reason of their excessive vanity and imperfection. Xow, by means of these fondnesses, the hearts of men and of women are caught and entangled with each other in vain and foolish affections, based upon these frivolous communications and wretched complacencies of which I have been just speaking. And although these dangerous loves, commonly speaking, terminate at last in carnality and down- 190 A DEVOUT LIFE. right lasciviousness, yet that is not the first design or intention of the persons between whom they pass ; otherwise they would not be merely fond loves, but absolute impurities and uncleannesses. Sometimes even many years pass before anything directly contrary to the chastity of the body hap- pens between them, whilst they content themselves with giving their hearts the pleasure of wishes, de- sires, sighs, amorous entertainments, and such like fooleries and vanities ; and this upon different pretensions. Some have no other design than to satisfy their hearts with loving and being loved, following in this their amorous inclination ; and these regard nothing in the choice of their loves but their instinct : so that at the first meeting with an agreeable object, without examining the interior, or the comportment of the person, they begin this fond communication, and entangle themselves in these wretched nets, from which afterwards they find great difficulty to disengage themselves. Others suffer themselves to be carried to fond loves, by the vanity of esteeming it no small glory to catch and bind hearts by love. Now these aiming at glory in the choice they make set their net and lay their snares in specious, high, rare, and illustrious places. Others are led away at the same time, both by their amorous inclination and by vanity ; for though their hearts be altogether inclined to love, yet they will not engage themselves in it without some advantage of glory. These loves are always criminal, foolish, and vain; criminal, because they end at length, and terminate OF FOND LOVE. 191 in the sin of the flesh, and because they rob God, the wife and the husband, of that love, and conse- quently of that heart, which belonged to them ; foolish, because they have neither foundation nor reason : vain, because they yield neither profit, honor, nor content ; on the contrary, they are attended by a loss of time, are prejudicial to honor, and bring no other pleasure than that of an eagerness in pretending and hoping, without knowing what they would have, or to what they would make pretensions. For these wretched and weak minds still imagine they have something to expect from the testimonies which they recede of reciprocal love; but yet they cannot tell what this is; the desire of which can never end, but goes on continually, pressing their hearts with perpetual distrusts, jealousies, and disquietudes. St. Gregory Nazianzen, in his discourse, ad- dressed indeed to vain women, but applicable also to men, says : " Thy natural beauty is sufficient for thy husband ; but if it be for many men, like a net spread out for a flock of birds, what will be the conscciuence? He shall be pleasing to thee who shall please himself with thy beauty ; thou wilt return him glance for glance, look for look ; presently will follow smiles and little amorous words, dropped by stealth at the beginning, but soon after they will become more familiar, and pass to an open courtship. Take heed, my tongue ! of telling what will follow : yet will I say this one truth : nothing of all those things which young men and women say and do together in these foolish complacencies is exempted from grievous 192 A DEVOUT LIFE. stings. All the links of wanton loves depend on one another, and follow one another as one piece of iron, touched by the loadstone, draws many others after it." How wisely has this great bishop spoken ! What is it you think to do ? To give love ? No ; for no one gives love voluntarily, that does not receive it necessarily. He that catches m this chase is like- wise caught himself. The herb wproxis receives and conceives fire as soon as it sees it : our hearts do the like : as soon as they see a soul inflamed with love for them they are presently inflamed with love for it. But some one will say, I am willing to entertain some of this love, but not too much. Alas ! you deceive yourselves, the fire of love is more active and penetrating than you im- agine : you think to receive but a spark, and will wonder to see it in a moment take possession of your whole heart, reduce all your resolutions to ashes, and }'our reputation to smoke. "Who will have pity on a charmer struck by a serpent?" Ecclus. xii. 13. And I also, after the wise man, cry out, O foolish and senseless people ! think you to charm love in such a manner as to be able to manage it at pleasure? You would play with it, but it will sting and torment 3011 cruelly; and do you know that every one will mock and deride you for attempting to charm or tie down love, and on a false assurance put into your bosom a dangerous serpent, which has spoiled and destroyed both your soul and your honor? Good God ! what blindness is this, to play aw*vy thus at hazard, against such frivolous stakes, OF FOND LOVE. 193 the principal power of our soul ! Yes, Philothea, for God regards not man, but for his soul ; nor his soul, but for his will ; nor his will, but for his love. Alas ! we have not near so much love as we stand in need of; I mean to say that we fall infinitely short of having sufficient wherewith to love God ; and yet, wretches as we are, we lavish it away foolishly on vain and frivolous things, as if we had some to spare. Ah ! this great God, who hath reserved to himself the whole love of our souls, in acknowledgment of our creation, preser- vation, and redemption, will exact a strict account of all these criminal deductions we make from it ; fcr, if he will make so rigorous an examination into our idle words, how strictly will he not exam- ine into our impertinent, foolish, and pernicious loves ! The walnut-tree is very prejudicial to the vines and fields wherein it is planted ; because, being so large, it attracts all the moisture of the surrounding earth, and renders it incapable of nourishing the other plants ; the leaves are also so thick that they make a large and close shade ; and lastly, it allures the passengers to it, who, to beat down the fruit, spoil and trample upon all about it. These fond loves do the same injury to the soul, for they possess her in such manner, and so strongly draw her motions to themselves, that she has no strength left to produce any good work : the leaves, viz., their idle talk, their amusements, and their dalliance, are so frequent, that all leisure time is squandered away in them ; and, finally, they en- gender so many temptations, distractions, sus- 194 A DEVlUT life. picions, and other evil consequences, that the whole heart is trampled down and destroyed by them. In a word, these fond loves not only banish heavenly love, but also the fear of God from the soul ; they waste the spirit and ruin reputation ; they are the sport of courts, but the plague of hearts . CHAPTER XIX. OF TRUE FRIENDSHIP. W2ZOVE every one, Philothea, with a strenuous Aa love of charity, but have no friendship, except for those that communicate with you the things of virtue : and the more exquisite the virtues are, which shall be the matter of your communications, the more perfect shall your friendship also be. If this communication be in the sciences, the friendship is certainly very commendable ; but still more so if it be in the moral virtues; in prudence, discre- tion, fortitude, and justice. But should your reciprocal communications relate to charity, devotion, and Christian perfection, good God ! how precious will this friendship be ! It will be excellent, because it comes from God ; excellent, because it tends to God ; excellent, because its very band is God ; excellent, because it shall last eternally in God. Oh, how good it is to love on earth as they love in heaven ; to learn to cherish TRUE FRIENDSHIP. 195 each otner in this world, as we shall cio eternally in the next ! I speak not here of that simple love of charity which we must have for all men ; but of that spiritual friendship, by which two, three, or more souls communicate one to another their devotion and spiritual affections, and make themselves all but one spirit. Such happy souls may justly sing : ''Behold how good and pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity!" Ps. cxxxii. 1. For the delicious balm of devotion distils out of one heart into another, by so continual a participation, that it may be said that God has poured out upon this friendship "his blessing and life everlasting." I consider all other friendships as but so many shadows in respect to this, and that their bonds are but chains of glass or of jet, in comparison of this bond of holy devotion, which is more precious than Make no other kind of friendship than this : I speak of such friends as you choose yourself; but you must not, therefore, forsake or neglect the friendships which nature or former duties oblige you to cultivate with your parents, kindred, bene- factors, neighbors, and others. Many perhaps may say : " "We should have no kind of particular affection and friendship, because it occupies the heart, distracts the mind, and begets envy ; " but they are mistaken, because having seen, in the writings of many devout authors, that par- ticular friendships and extraordinary affection are of infinite prejudice to religious persons, they there- fore imagine that it is the same with regard to the 196 A DEVOUT LIFE. rest of the world ; but there is a material difference ; for, as in a well-ordered monastery, where the common design of all tends to true devotion, it is not requisite to make these particular communi- cations of friendship, lest by seeking among indi- viduals for that which is common to the whole, they should fall from particularities to partialities. But for those who dwell among worldlings, and desire to embrace true virtue, it is necessary for them to unite themselves together by a holy and sacred friendship, since by this means they en- courage, assist, and conduct each other to good : for, as they that walk on plain ground need not lend each other a hand, whilst they that are in a rugged and slippery road hold one by the other, to Avalk more securely ; so they that are in religious orders stand in no want of particular friendships ; but they that are in the world have need of them, to secure and assist each other amidst the many dangerous passages through which they are to pass. In the world all are not directed by the same views, nor actuated by the same spirit ; we must therefore separate ourselves, and contract friendships according to our several pretensions. This particularity causes indeed a partiality ; but it is a holy partiality, which creates no other division but that which of necessity should always subsist betwixt good and evil, sheep and goats, bees and hornets. No one surely can deny but that our Lord loved St. John, Lazarus, Martha, and Magdalen, Avith a more sweet and more special friendship. We know that St. Peter tenderly cherished St. Mark TRUE FRIENDSHIP. 197 and St. Petronilla, as St. Paul did Timothy and St. Thecla. St. Gregory Nazianzen boasts an hundred times of the incomparable friendship he had with the Great St. Basil, and describes it in this manner : " It seemed that in us there was but one soul dwelling in two bodies, and if those are not to be believed, who say that all things are in all things, yet of us two you may believe, that we were both in each other ; we had each of us one only pretension to cultivate virtue, and to accom- modate all the designs of our life to future hopes ; going in this manner out of mortal earth before we died in it." St. Austin testifies that St. Ambrose loved St. Monica entirely for the real virtue he saw in her, and that she reciprocally loved him as an angel of God. But I am blamable in detaining you so long on so clear a matter. St. Jerome, St. Austin, St. Gregory, St. Bernard, and all the greatest servants of God, have had very particular friendships, without any prejudice to their per- fection. St. Paul, reproaching the disorders of the gentiles, accuses them that they were people without affection ; that is to say, that they had no true friendship. And St. Thomas, with all the wisest philosophers, acknowledges that friendship is a virtue; and he speaks of "particular friend- ship," since, as he says, " perfect friendship cannot be extended to a great many persons." Perfection therefore consists, not in having no friendship, but in having none but with such as are good and holvc 198 A DEVOUT LITE. CHAPTER XX. OF THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN TRUE AND VAIN FRIENDSHIP^ Sfl^BSERVE, Philothea, this important admoni- ^J* tion. As the poisonous honey of Heraclea is so similar to the other that is wholesome, that there is great danger of mistaking the one tor the other, or of taking them mixed together (for the goodness of the one cannot destroy the poison of the other) ; so he must stand upon his guard who would not be deceived in friendships, particularly when contracted betwixt persons of different sexes, under what pretext soever. The devil often effects a change in those that love ; they begin with virt- uous love, with which, if not attended to with the utmost discretion, fond love will begin to minsrle itself, then sensual love, and afterwards carnal love ; yea, there is even danger in spiritual love, if we are not extremely upon our guard ; though in this it if] more difficult to be imposed upon, because its purity and wmiteness make the spots and stains which Satan seeks to mingle with it more apparent, and therefore when he takes this in hand he does it more subtilely, and endeavors to introduce im- purities by almost insensible degrees. You may distinguish w r orldly from holy friend- ship in the same manner as the poisonous honey of Heraclea is known from the other ; for as the honey of Heraclea is sweeter than the ordinary honey, on account of the juice of the aconite, which gives it VAIX FRIENDSHIP. 199 an additional flavor ; so worldly friendship ordi- narily produces a great profusion of endearing words, passionate expressions, with admiration of beauty, behavior, and other sensual qualities. Holy friendship, on the contrary, speaks a plain and sincere language, and commends nothing but virtue and the grace of God, the only foundation on which it subsists. As the honey of Haraclea, when swallowed, occasions a giddiness in the head, so false friendship produces a vertigo in the mind, which makes persons stagger in chastity and devotion, hurrying them on to affected, wanton, and immodest looks, sensual caresses, inordinate sighs, and ridiculous complaints of not being beloved, to a studied and enticing carriage, tc gallantries, to interchanging of kisses, with other familiarities and indecent favors, the certain and unquestionable presages of the approaching ruin of chastity. But the looks of holy friendship are simple and modest ; its caresses pure and sincere } its sighs are but for heaven ; its familiarities are only spiritual ; its complaints but when God is not beloved. These are infallible marks of a holy friendship. As the honey of Heraclea affects the sight, so this worldly friendship dazzles the judgment to such a degree, that they who are infected with it think they do well when they act Wrongly, and believe their excuses and pretexts for two reasons : they fear the light, and love darkness. But holy friendship is clear-sighted, and never conceals herself, but appears willingly before those that are good. In fine, as the honey of Heraclea leaves a great bitterness in the mouth, 200 A DEVOUT LIFE. so false friendships change into lewd and carnal words and demands ; and, in case of refusal, into injuries, slanders, imposture, sadness, confusion, and jealousies, which often terminate in madness. Chaste friendship is always equally honest, civil, and amiable, and changes only into a purer union of spirits ; a lively image of the blessed friendship existing in heaven. St. Gregory Nazianzen says, that as the cry of the peacock, when he struts and spreads his feathers, excites the peahens to lust, so, when we see a man dressed in his best apparel, approaching to flatter, and whisper in the ears of a woman, without pretension to lawful marriage, then no doubt it is to incite her to impurity ; and every virtuous woman will stop her ears against the cry of this peacock, the voice of this enchanter, who seeks thus subtilely to charm her ; but, should she hearken to him, good God ! what an ill presage of the future loss of her heart ! Young people who use gestures, glances, and caresses, or speak words in which they would not willingly be surprised by their fathers, mothers, husbands, wives, or confessors, testify hereby that they are treating of something contrary to honor and conscience. Our blessed Lady was troubled when she saw an angel in the shape of a man, because she was alone, and because he gave her extraordinary though heavenly praises. O Saviour of the world ! if purity itself be afraid of an angel in the shape of a man, why should not impurity fear a man, even though he should come in the REMEDIES AGAINST EVIL FRIENDSHIP. 201 shape of an angel, especially when he praises hej with sensual and earthly commendations ? CHAPTER XXI. ADVICES AND REMEDIES AGAINST EVIL FRIENDS* I §TJT what remedies must we take against this * multitude of filthy loves, fondnesses, and im- purities? As soon as you perceive the first approach of them, turn suddenly away, with an absolute horror and detestation, run to the cross of your Saviour, take the crown of thorns, and press it to your heart, so that the evil spirit may not come near it. Beware of coming to any kind of compromise with this enemy : do not say I will hearken to him, but will do nothing of what he shall say to me : I will lend him my ears, but will refuse him my heart. Oh, no ! Philothea ; for God's sake, be resolute on these occasions : the heart and the ears correspond with each other ; and, as it is impossible to stop a torrent that descends by the brow of a mountain, so is it hard to prevent the love which has entered in at the ear from falling suddenly down into the heart. Alcmaeon pretended that goats breathe by the ears, but Aristotle denies it ; as for myself I cannot decide the question ; but I know that our heart breathes by the ear ; and as it sends forth its own thoughts by the tongue, so it receives tb 202 A DEVOUT LIFE. thoughts of others by .the ear. Let us, then, keep a diligent guard over our ears, that we may not inhale the corrupt air of filthy words, for otherwise our hearts will soon be infected. Hearken to no kind of propositions, under w T hat pretext soever ; in this case alone there is no danger of being rude and uncivil. Remember that you have dedicated jour heart to God, and that your love having been sacrificed to him, it would be a sacrilege to alienate the least part of it from him. Rather sacrifice it to him anew by a thousand resolutions and protes- tations ; and, keeping yourself close within them, as a deer within its covert, call upon God, and he will help you, and take you under his protection, that you may live for him alone. But if you are already entangled in the nets of filthy loves, good God ! how difficult will it be to extricate yourself from them ! Place yourself before the divine Majesty, acknowledge, in his presence, the excess of your misery, frailty, and vanity. Then, with the greatest efibrt of which your heart is capable, detest them; abjure the vain profession you have lpade of them ; renounce all the promises received, and, with the most gen- erous and absolute resolution, determine in your heart never to permit them to occupy the least thought for the remainder of your life. An excellent remedy would be to withdraw yourself from the object ; for as they that have been bitten by serpents cannot easily be cured in the presence of those who were before Avounded by the same animal, so the person stung with love REMEDIES AGAINST o^VIL FRIENDSHIP. 203 will hardly be cured of this passion as long as he is near the other who has been similarly wounded. Change of place contributes very much to allay the heat and pains of grief or love. The youth of whom St. Ambrose speaks, in his second book of Penance, having made a long journey, returned home altogether delivered from those fond loves he haa formerly entertained, and so much changed that his foolish mistress meeting him, and saying, " Dost thou no. know me ? am I not the same that I was ?" — "Yes," answered he, "but I am no longer the same." Absence has wrought in him this happy change. St. Austin also testifies that, to mitigate the grief he suffered for the death of his friend, he withdrew himself from Tagasta, the place in which his friend died, and went to Carthage. But what must he do who cannot withdraw himself? Let him absolutely retrench all particular familiarity, all private conversation, amorous looks, smiles, and, in general, all sorts of communication and allurement, which may nourish this dangerous passion ; if he must speak to the other party, let it be only to declare, with a bold, short, and serious protestation, the eternal divorce which he has sworn. I call upon every one who has fallen into these wretched snares : cut them, — break them, — ■ tear them ; do not amuse yourself in unravelling these criminal friendships ; you must tear and rend them asunder ; do not untie the knots, but break or cut them, so that the cords and strings may be rendered useless : do not enter into any compromise with a love which is so contrary to the love of God. 204 A DEVOUT LIFE. But after I have broken the chains of his infamous bondage there will still remain some vestiges : the marks and prints of the irons will still be imprinted in my feet ; that is, my affections. No, Philothea, they will not, provided you have con- ceived as great a detestation of the evil as it deserves ; you will now be excited with no other motion but that of an extreme horror for this base love and all its appendages, and will entertain no other affection towards the forsak ,n object but that of a pure charity, for God's sake. But if through the imperfection of your repentance, there should, yet remain in you any evil inclinations, procure a mental solitude for your soul, according to what I have taught you before, and retire thither as often as you can, and by a thousand reiterated ejaculations renounce all your criminal inclinations, and reject them with your whole force. Read pious and holy books with more than ordinary application ; go to confession and com- munion more frequently ; treat humbly and sincerely with your director, or some prudent and faithful friend, concerning all the suggestions and temptations of this kind which may befall you, and doubt not but God will deliver you from those criminal passions, provided you continue faithfully in these good exercises. Ah, will it not be ingratitude to break off a friendship so unmercifully? Oh, how happy is that ingratitude which makes us pleasing to God ! But no, Philothea, I tell you, in the name of God, rhis will be no ingratitude, but a great benefit^ which you shall confer upon your lover ; because, ADVICES OX FRIENDSHIP. 205 in breaking your own bonds asunder, you shall also break his, since they were common to you both ; and though for the present he may not be sensible of his happiness, yet he will soon ac- knowledge it, and exclaim with you in thanks' giving : r ' O Lord, thou hast broken my bonds, I will sacrifice to thee a sacrifice of praise, and cal 1 upon thy holy name." Ps. cxv. CHAPTER XXII. OTHER ADVICES ON FRIENDSHIPS. T HAVE another important advice to give you ^ on this subject. Friendship requires great communication between friends, otherwise it can neither grow nor subsist. Wherefore it often happens, that with this communication of friend- ship many other communications insensibly glide from one heart to another, by a mutual infusion and reciprocal intercourse of affections, inclina- tions, and impressions. This happens especially when we have a high esteem for him whom we love ; for then we open our heart in such manner to his friendship that with it his inclinations and impressions, whether good or bad, enter rapidly. Certainly the bees, that gather the honey of Heraclea. seek nothing but honey ; yet with the honey they insensibly suck the poisonous qualities of the aconite, from which they gather it. Good 206 A DEVOUT LIFE. God ! Philothea ; on these occasions we must care- fully practise what the Saviour of our souls was accustomed to say: "Be ye good bankers," or changers of money ; that is to sa} r , " Eeceive not bad money with the good, nor base gold with the fine " ; separate that which is precious from that which is vile ; for there is scarcely any person that has not some imperfection. For why should we receive promiscuously the imperfections of a friend, together with his friendship? We must love him indeed, notwithstanding his imperfec- tions ; but we must neither love nor receive his imperfections ; for friendship requires a communi- cation of good, not of evil. Wherefore as they that draw gravel out of the river Tagus separate the gold which they find, to carry it away, and leave the sand on the banks ; so they, who have the communication of some good friendship ought to separate it from the imperfections, and not sutler them to enter their souls. St. Gregory Xazianzen testifies, that many, loving and admiring St. Bazil, were brought insensibly to imitate him, even in his outward imperfections, as in speaking slowly, and with his spirit abstracted and pen- sive, in the fashion of his beard, and in his gait. And we often see husbands, wives, children, and friends, who, having a great esteem for their friends, parents, husbands, and wives, acquire, either by condescension or imitation, a thousand little ill-humors in their communication of friend- ship. Now this should not be so by any means, for every one has evil inclinations enough of his own. without charging himself with those of ADVICES OX FRIENDSHIP. 207 others ; and friendship is so far from requiring it, that, on the contrary, it obliges us mutually to aid and assist one another, in order to free ourselves from all kind of imperfections. We must, indeed, meekly bear with our friend in his imperfections ; but we must not lead him into imperfections, much less imbibe his imperfections ourselves. But I speak only of imperfections ; for, as to sins, we must neither occasion them, nor tolerate them in our friends. It is either a weak or a wicked friendship to behold our friend perish, and not to help him; — to see him die of an imposthume, and not dare to save his life by opening it with the lancet of correction. True and living friend- ship cannot subsist in the midst of sins. As the salamander extinguishes the lire in which he lies, so sin destroys the friendship in which it lodges. If it be but a transient sin, friendship will presently put it to flight by correction ; but if it be habitual, and take up its habitation, friendship immediately perishes ; for it subsists only upon the solid foundation of virtue. We must never, then, commit sin for the sake of friendship. A friend becomes an enemy when he would lead us to sin ; and he deserves to lose his friend when he would destroy his soul. It is an infallible mark of false friendship to see it exercised towards a vicious person, be his sins of what kind soever ; for, if he whom we love be vicious, without doubt our friendship is also vicious, since, seeing it cannot regard true virtue, it must needs be grounded on some frivolous virtue, or sensual quality. Society formed for traffic among merchants is but a shad- 208 A DEVOUT LIFE. ow of true friendship ; since it is not made for the love of the person, but for the love of gain. Finally, the following divine sentences are two main pillars, upon which reposes a Christian life-, the one is that of the wise man : " He that fcareth God shall likewise have a good friendship " ; the other is that of the Apostle St. James : " The friendship of this world is the enemy of God. " CHAPTER XXIII. OF THE EXERCISES OF EXTERIOR MORTIFICATION. •YJYHEY who treat of agriculture tell us that if any £&> word be written upon a very sound almond, and it be again enclosed in the shell and planted, all the fruit which that troe shall produce will have the same word engraven upon it. As for myself, Philothea, I could never approve of the method of those who, to reform a man, begin with his exterior, such as his gestures, his dress, or his hair; on the contrary, I think we ought to begin with his interior. "Be converted to me," said God, Joel ii., "with your whole heart." "Son, give me thy heart." Prov. xxiii. For, the heart being the genuine source of our actions, our works will always correspond to our heart. The divine Spouse, inviting the soul, Cant, v., "Put me," says he, " as a seal upon thy heart, as a seal upon thy arm. Yes, verily; for whoever has Jesus Christ EXTERIOR MORTIFICATION. 209 in his heart Avill quickly show him in all his ex- terior actions. I desire, therefore, dear Philothea, above all things else, to engrave upon your heart this sacred motto, "Live, Jesus"; being assured that your life, which proceeds from the heart as an almond tree from its kernel, will afterwards produce the same words of salvation written upon all your actions ; for, as this sweet Jesus lives within your heart, so will he also live in all your exterior, in your eyes, your mouth, your hands, and even the hair on your head, so that you will be able to say, with St. Paul, "I live, now not I, but Christ liveth in me." In a word, he that has gained the heart has gained the whole man ; but even this heart, by which we would begin, requires to be instructed how it should frame its exterior behavior, so that men may not only behold holy devotion therein, but also wisdom and discretion ; for this end I desire your serious attention to the following short admonitions : — If you are able to endure fasting, }~ou would do well to fast some days besides those which are commanded by the Church ; for besides the usual effects of fasting, viz., to elevate the spirit, to keep the flesh in subjection, to exercise virtue, and acquire a greater reward in heaven, it is a great means to restrain gluttony, and keep the sensual appetite and body subject to the law of the spirit ; and although we may not fast much, yet the enemy fears us when he discovers that we know how to fast. Wednesdays, Fridays, and Saturdays are the days in which the ancient Christians chiefly exercised themselves in abstinence ; choose, theru 210 A DEVOUT LIFE. some of these days to fast, as far as your devotion and the discretion of your director shall advise you. I would willingly say to you, as St. Jerome said to the pious Laeta : "Long and immoderate fastings displease me greatly, especially in those that are yet in their tender age." I have learned, by experience, that young people, who become infirm through excess of fasting, easily give way to delicacies. We are greatly exposed to temp- tations, both when our body is too much pampered, and when it is too much weakened ; for the one makes it insolent with ease, and the other desperate with affliction. The want of this moderation in the use of fasting, disciplines, hair-shirts, and other austerities, renders the best years of many unprofitable in the service of charity, as it did even in St. Bernard, who repented that he had used so much austerity ; and the more cruelly they ill-treated their bodies in the beginning, the more were the} r constrained to favor them in the end. "Would they not have done better to have mortified their bodies moderately, and in proportion to the offices and labors which their condition obliged them ? Labor, as well as fasting, serves to mortify and subdue the flesh. Now, provided the labor you undertake contributes to the glory of God and your own welfare, I would prefer that you should suffer the pain of labor rather than tint of fasting. This is the intention of the Church, which exempts those labors that contribute to the service of God and our neighbor even from the fasts commanded. EXTERIOR MORTIFICATION. 211 Some find it painful to fast, others to serve the sick, or visit prisoners ; others to hear confession, to preach, to pray, and to perform similar exer- cises ; these last pains are of more value than the former ; for, besides subduing the body, they produce fruits much more desirable, and therefore, generally speaking, it is better to preserve our bodily bfcrength more than may be necessary, in order to perform these functions, than to weaken it too much ; for we may always abate it when we wish, but we cannot always repair it when we would. We should attend with great reverence to the admonition given by our blessed Saviour to his disciples, Luke x. 9: "Eat the things that are set before you." It is, in my opinion, a greater virtue to eat, without choice, that which is laid before you, and in the same order as it is pre- sented, whether it be more or less agreeable to your taste, than always to choose the worst ; for although this latter way of living seems more austere, yet the former has, notwithstanding, more resignation, since by it we renounce not only our own taste, but even our own choice ; and it is no small mortification to accommodate our taste to every kind of meat, and keep it in subjection to al J occurrences. Besides, this kind of mortification makes no parade, gives no trouble to any one, ind is happily adapted to civil life. To set one kind of meat aside to eat another — to eat of every dish — to think nothing well dressed, or sufficiently exquisite — bespeak a heart too much attached to delicacies and dainties. I esteem St. Bernard in 212 A DEVOUT LIFE. drinking oil instead of water or wine, more than if he had drunk designedly the most bitter draught : for it was a sure sign that he did not consider what he drank ; and in this indifference respecting our food consists the perfection of the practice of that sacred rule, rr Eat that which is set before you.'' I except, however, such meats as may prejudice the health, or incommode the spirit, such as hot and high-seasoned meats ; as also certain occasions, in which nature requires recreation and assistance in order to be able to support some labor for the glory of God. A continual and moderate sobriety is preferable to violent abstinences, practised occa- sionally, and mingled with great relaxations. A moderate use of discipline awakens the ap- petite of devotion. The hair shirt mortifies the flesh exceedingly ; but the use of it, generally speaking, is not proper either for married persons or tender complexions, or for such as have other great pains to support. However, upon some remarkable days of penance, it may be used by the advice of a discreet confessor. We must dedicate the night to sleep, every one as much as his constitution requires, so that he may be able to watch and spend the day profit- ably ; and also because the Holy Scriptures, the examples of the saints, and reason itself, strenu- ously recommend the morning to us as the most fruitful part of time, and our Lord himself is named the Orient, or rising sun, and our blessed Lady the dawning of the day. I think it a point of virtue to retire to rest early in the evening, that we may be enabled to awake and rise early EXTERIOR MORTIFICATION. 213 in the morning, which is certainly, of all other times, the most favorable, the most agreeable, and the least exposed to disturbance and distractions ; when the very birds invite us to awake and praise God ; so that early-rising is equally serviceable to health and holiness. Balaam, mounted on his ass, was going to king Balak ; but because he had not a right intention, the angel waited for him in the way, with a sword in his hand to kill them. The ass, on seeing the angel, stood still three several times, and became restive. Balaam in the mean time beat her cruelly with his staff to make her advance forward, until the beast at the third time, falling under Balaam, by an extraordinary miracle spoke to him, saying, Numb. xii. 28: " What have I done to thee? why strikest thou me, lo now this third time?'* Balaam's eyes were soon opened, and he saw the angel, who said to him, " \Vhy beatest thou thy ass ? if she had not turned out of the way giving place to me, I had slain thee, and she should have lived." Then Balaam said to the angel, "I have sinned, not knowing that thou didst stand against me." Behold, Philothea, although Balaam be the cause of the evil, yet he strikes and beats his poor beast, that could not prevent it. It is often the same case with us ; for example, a woman sees her husband or child sick, and presently betakes herself to fasting, hair-cloth, and the discipline, as David did on a similar occasion. Alas ! my dear friend, you beat the poor beast, you afflict your body ; but it cannot remedy the evil, nor is it on that account that God's sword is drawn against 214 A DEVOUT LIFE. you ; correct your heart, which is an idolator oi this husband, and which, having tolerated a thou- sand vices in this child, has destined it to pride, vanity, and ambition. Again, a man perceives himself frequently to relapse in a shameful manner into the sin of impurity ; an inward remorse as- sails his conscience, and his heart returning to itself, he says, "Ah, wicked flesh ! ah, treacherous body ! thou hast betrayed me ; " and immediately he inflicts great blows on his flesh, with immoderate fasting, excessive discipline, and insupportable hair-shirts. O poor soul ! if thy flesh could speak, as Balaam's beast did, she would say to thee, "Why, O wretch! dost thou strike me?" It is against thee, O my soul ! that God arms his ven- geance ; it is thou that art the criminal ; why dost thou lead me into bad company? why dost thou employ my eyes, my hands, and my lips in wan- tonness ? why dost thou trouble me with impure imaginations? Cherish or>od thoughts, and I shall have no evil motions ; keep company with those that are modest and chaste, and I shall not be provoked to lust. It is thou, alas, that thro west me into the fire, and yet thou wouidst not have me burn ; thou castest smoke into my eyes, and yet wouidst not have them inflamed. And God, without doubt, says to you in these cases, Beat, break, rend, and crush your heart to pieces, for it is against it principally that my anger is excited. Although, to remedy our vices, it may be good to mortify the flesh, yet it is still more necessary to purify our affections and refresh our hearts. But let us CONVERSATION AND SOLITUDE. 215 never undertake corporal austerities without tne advice of our spiritual director. CHAPTER XXIV. OF CONVERSATION AND SOLITUDE. TJT'O seek and avoid conversation are two ex- ^^ tremes equally blamable in the devotion of those that live in the world, which is that of which we are now treating. To shun all conversations savors of disdain, and contempt of our neighbor; and to be addicted to them is a mark of sloth and idleness. We must love our neighbor as our- selves, and to prove that we love him we must not fly his company ; and to testify that we love ourselves we must remain with ourselves when we are alone by ourselves. " Think first of thy- self," says St. Bernard, "and then of others." If, then, nothing obliges you to go abroad into com- pany, or to receive company at home, remain with yourself, and entertain yourself with your own heart ; but if company visits you, or any just cause invites you into company, go in God's name, Philothea, and see your neighbor with a benevolent heart and a good intention. We call those conversations evil which are held with an evil intention, or when the company is vi- cious, indiscreet, and dissolute ; and must avoid them as bees shun wasps or hornets. For, as when 21(> A DEVOUT LIFE. persons are bitten by mad dogs, their perspiration, their breath, aud their very spittle, become infec- cious, especially for children, and those of a tender complexion; so vicious and dissolute persons cannot be visited without the utmost hazard and danger, especially by those whose devotion is as yet young and tender. There are some unprofitable conversations held merely to recreate and divert us from our serious occupations, to which we must not be too much addicted, although we may allow them to occupy the leisure destined for recreation. Other con- versations have civility for their object, as in the case 01 mutual visits, and certain assemblies made 10 do honor to our neighbor. With respect to these, as Ave ought not to be superstitious in the practice of them, so neither must w T e be uncivil in contemning them, but modestly comply with our duty in their regard, so that we may equally avoid both ill-breeding and levity. It remains for us to speak of the profitable con- versation of devout and virtuous persons. To converse frequently, Philothea, with such persons will be to you of the utmost benefit. As the vine that is planted amongst olive trees produces oily grapes, which have the taste of olives, so the soul which is often in the company of virtuous people cannot but partake of their qualities. As drones cannot make honey without the assistance of the bees, so it is of oreat advantage to us in the exercise of devotion to converse with those that are devout. In all conversations, sincerity, simplicity, meet- CONVERSATION AND SOLITUDE. 217 ness, and modesty should be preserved. There are some persons who make no gesture or motion without so much affectation as to trouble the company ; and as he who cannot walk without oounting his steps, or speak without singing, would be troublesome to the rest of mankind, so they who affect an artificial carriage, and do nothing without affectation, are very disagreeable in con- versation, for in such persons there is always some kind of presumption. Let a moderate cheer- fulness be ordinarily predominant in our conver sation. St. Romuald and St. Anthony are highly commended, that, notwithstanding all their aus- terities, they had always both their countenance and their discourse adorned with joy, gayety, and courtesy. "Rejoice with them that rejoice." Rom. xii. 13. And again I say to you, with the Apostle, " Rejoice always, but in the Lord. Let your modesty be known to all men." Phil. iv. 4. To rejoice in cur Lord, the subject of your joy must not only be lawful, but also decent ; and this I say, because there are some things lawful, which yet are not decent ; and, that your modesty may be known to all, keep yourself free from insolence, which is always reprehensible. To cause one of the company to fall down, to disfigure another's face, are foolish and insolent merriments. But, besides that mental solitude to which you may retreat, even amidst the greatest conversation, as I have hitherto observed, P. ii. ch. 12, you ought also to love local and real solitude : not that you should go into the desert, as St. Mary of Egypt, St. Paul, St. Anthony, St. Arsenius, and 218 A DEVOUT LIFE. the other ancient solitaries, did; but that you should remain for some time alone by yourself in your chamber or garden, or in some other place, where you may at leisure withdraw your spirit into your heart, and recreate your soul with pious meditations, holy thoughts, or spiritual reading. St. Gregory Nazianzen, speaking of himself, says, "I walked with myself about sunset, and passed the time upon the sea-shore ; for I am accustomed to use this recreation to refresh myself, and to shake off a little my ordinary troubles ; and after- wards he relates the pious reflections he made, which I have already mentioned. St. Austin relates, that often going into the chamber of St. Ambrose, who never denied entrance to any one, he found him reading, and that after having remained awhile, for fear of interrupting him, he departed again without speaking a word, thinking that the little time that remained to this great pastor for recreating his spirit, after the hurry of his various affairs, should not be taken from him. And when the apostles one day had told our Lord how they had preached, and how much they had done, he said to them, Mark vi. 13: r ' Come ye apart into a desert place, and rest a little." DECENCY IN ATTIRE. 219 CHAPTER XXV. OF DECENCY IN ATTIRE. >QT. PAUL desires that devout women, and the ^^ same may be said of men, should be attired in decent apparel, adorning themselves with mod- esty and sobriety. 1 Tim. ii. 9. The decency and other ornaments of apparel depend on the matter, the form, and the cleanliness of them. As to the cleanliness, it should be almost always entire in our apparel, on which we should not permit any kind of tilth to remain. Exterior neatness represents in some degree the cleanliness of the interior ; and God himself requires corporal cleanliness in those that approach the altar, and have the principal charge of devotion. As to the matter, form, and decency of our dress, it should be considered according to the several circumstances of the time, the age, the quality, the company, and the occasions. People are ordinarily better dressed on holidays, and this in proportion to the solemnity of the feast which is celebrated. In times of penance, as in Lent, their ornaments are laid aside. At marriages they put on wedding-garments ; at funerals they use mourning ; when near the prince they dress themselves in their best attire ; which they put oft' when they are only amongst their own domestics. The married woman ma}' and ought to adorn her- self when she is with her husband, and he desires 220 A DEVOUT LIFE. it ; but if she should do so when she is at a distance from him, it will be asked, whose eyes she desires to favor? A greater liberty in point of ornaments is allowed to maidens, because they may lawfully desire to appear agreeable to many, although with no other intention than to gain one by holy marriage. Neither is it blamable in wid- ows, who propose to marry, to adorn themselves, provided they betray no levity ; for, having already been mistresses of families, and passed through the griefs of widowhood, they should be considered as being of a more mature and settled mind. But as for those that are widows indeed, not only in body, but in heart also, no other ornament becomes them but humility, modesty, and devotion ; for, if they have an inclination to gain the love of men, they are not widows indeed ; and, if they have no such desire, why do they carry about them the instru- ments of love ? Old people are always ridiculous when they wish to be gay ; this folly is only sup- portable in youth. Be neat, Phiiothea ; let nothing be negligent about you. It is a kind of contempt of those with whom we converse, to frequent their company in uncomely apparel ; but, at the same time, avoid all affectation, vanity, curiosity, or levity in your dress. Keep yourself always, as much as possible, on the side of plainness and modesty, which, without doubt, is the greatest ornament of beauty, and the best excuse for the want of it. St. Peter, 1 Epist. iii. 3, admonishes Avomen in oarticular not to wear their hair much curled ir Snerlets and wreaths ; but men who are so weak as OF DISCOURSE. 22\ to amuse themselves about such toys are justly ridiculed for their effeminacy ; and even women, who are thus vain, are esteemed to be very weak in their chastity; at least, if they are chaste, it is not to be discovered amidst so many toys and fop- peries. They say they mean no evil by these things ; but I again repeat that the devil thinks very differently. I would have devout people, whether men or women, the best dressed of the company, but the least pompous and affected ; I would have them adorned with gracefulness, de- cency, and dignity. St Lewis says, in one word, that each one should dress according to his condi- tion ; so that the wise and the good may have no rea- son to complain that you do too much, nor young people to say that you do too little. But, in case young people will not content themselves with what is decent, we must conform to the judgment of the wise. 3>*