am THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES TWE POET'g WPyE?\T>i. Tp POET'S Wi^W^^h BEING K gEI^ECTIOJ^ OF POEM BY /iDatilDa 1F?arri50u. [COpihi'.lhl.] The Poet's soul on wings of light Can soar teyond tlioso shailes fif night. Br.AOKr.VRN : "Express and Stanuahd" (Jknkkai, I'rintinc; Wouks. 1890. 475"^ M-4I4- f DEDICATED TO 'I'HE MEMORY OF THE I.ATE Benjamin Ibarorcavccs lEcni., OF AUDEX TIATJ., ACCRIXOTOX. AROUNO THE UKVKH I) .MKMOKV OK THAT <;0()l) MAX I TWTNK MV Hl•^rIiLE WliEATH OF I'OESY, IN l-'ONI) REMEMIillANCE OF HIS BEAITIFUI, AND CONSISTENT LIFE, AND IN HONOURABLE ACKNOWLEDGMENT OF THOSE RAKE CHRISTIAN VIRTUES, THE DAILY PRACTICE OF WHICH THREW AROUND THAT LIFE A SINGULARLY SWEET AND MYSTICAL CHARM, AND WON FOR HIM THE RESPECT AND ADMIRATION OK ALL WHO CAME WITHIN THE RADIANT SPHERE OF HIS TRULY CHRISTIAN NATURE. MV EARLY RECOLLECTIONS OF A TRULY fiOOD MAN ARE CONNECTED WITH HIM ; AND MUCH OF THE INSPIRATION OF MY EARLIEST POEMS I CAN TRACE TO THE CONTEMPLATION OF HIS CRAND AND NOHLE CHARACTER, WHICH HAS WREATH'D HIS NAME WITH A HALO OF UNDYING SPLENDOUR AND REAUTY, WHICH NOT ONLY ON EARTH BUT IN THE ARCHIVES OK HEAVEN SHINES WITH EVER ENHANCING RADIANCE, TO THE HONOIK AND rU.ORV OK HIS GOD FOR EVER. MATILDA HARRISON. 868796 3n nDcinoriani-^JSenjaniin Ibarorcaves. " They rest from their laboui'S." Repose, noble soul ! thou art wortli}' of rest ; Thy much-honour'd name shall the working man bless ; Thy deeds of benevolence, mercy, and love Shall add to thv iov in the kino'dom above. The last of a noble house, bounteous and free. The virtues of one and all centred in thee ; Thy well-spent existence that lovM name has wreath'd In a halo most sacred bv grateful hearts breath'd. If prayers were still needed thy bliss to augment. Many lives thou hast cheer'd in that work would be spent ; Many hearts thou hast gladden'd, and homes thou hast blest. Will blend thy dear name in their visions of rest. Ease tem])ted thee not — it might well have been thine ; Wealth held not for thee the charms most divine : Thy unselfish life to His honour was spent, Who in infinite goodness thy talents had lent. And well hast thou render'd thy Maker His due. In a life of strict rectitude, faithful and true ; In a glorious endeavour life's ills to assuage, Thy name stands recorded on heaven's vast page. Poor hungry ones often thy bounteous hand fed ; The sinful and erring thy counsel oft led ; The fatlierless found thee a friend in their need — The widow rejoiced in a jmtron indeed. No trum])et voice sounded thy ])r;uses around ; On the flag of ambition thy name was not found : In silence and secret thy goodness was shown. Sufficient for thee that to (lod it was known. And now with life's journey most valiantly run. The work He had given thee most faithfully done. Well pleased is thy Saviour such service to own. And rewards thee at last with a kingdom and crown. PREFACE. T the earnest entreaty and through the kind assistance of many friends, I submit this, my first book, to the critical eye of the public ; and in doing so I beg the kind indulgence of those who have happily had the advantages of education, for 1 have not ; and I only state the fact here because I think the knowledge of it will help them to excuse any error of composition which their superior training may enable them to detect. In answer to the oft repeated question as to how I write these Poems, I may lionestly say I cannot tell ; I only know that at curtain times, and under certain influences, there is tlie unfolding of a higher nature — the rolling away of the mists and shadows of earth, and the conscious and exquisite delight of a more congenial existence in tlie higher and sublimer realms of thought — then, and then only, can I write. There is then no difficulty ; nay, the ditKculty would be in suppressing the natural desire and tendency to speak my thoughts in poetry. MATILDA HARRISON. THE POET'S WREATH. THE ax(;el'8 wreath. I sat me in twilight's poetical hour, To await the poetical tide ; But a mass of confusion pervaded my mind, And a subject I could not decide. Impatient, I laid down the pen to withdraw From a task that so fruitless would seem, When a voice whispered near me, " Stay, mortal, oh, stay ; I'll weave thee a beautiful dream." With the words came a feeling of excpiisite ))liss. And the mortal sight closed to the world ; But, instead of confusion or chaos, indeed, A most wonderful vision unfurled. Before me, transcendantly radiant, there stood A being of holier moidd. Entwining a wreath of magnificence rare. Of irrandcur and bcautv untold. Each floweret sent forth a most brilliant ray, Never borrow'd from rainbow or sun ; Each petal outshone the earth's costliest gems. Or a thousand such merged into one. Each leaf seem'd a mirror of radiant light, Iicvealing frcsli wonders to view ; Whilst traced 'mid its delicate blossoms so fair Shone the words, " Ever faithful and true." 10 THE POETS WREATH. I asked the bright being for whose honour'd head He had twined such a coronet rare. He smiled as he answer'd, for one who is not To the world either wealthy or fair ; But one who has wept 'ncath its cold bitter scorn, And borne her full share of its sorrow ; But ever remember'd earth's dreariest night Would be lost in a glorious moiTOw. For one who has wrought out a beautifxil life By a thousand and one noble deeds, Whose name never shone in the records which boast Of empty profession or creeds. Enshrined in the hearts of earth's suffering ones, Entwin'd in the sinner's last prayer. Inscribed in celestial annals of fame Is the name that my garland must bear. I have watch'd through the years of her mortal career With a joy ye on earth cannot know, And the light of her faith has shone clearest and best 'Mid the darkness of earth's bitter woe. Unselfish and true, with a heart that can feel For a weak, erring sister or brother. Whose highest ambition is only to spend And be spent for the good of another. Though humble her birth, she has liv'd to adorn The ranks of the poor and the lowly. And honour'd the name of our Father and God By a life most devoted and holy. The world knows her not, for she joins not the throng Who worship ambition and fame. But trac'd by immoi'tal hands, fadeless and bright, Shines for ever that poor toiler's name. THE POETS WREATH. 11 These beautiful flowerets are truly her own, And spring from her beavitiful life, They are sown in the thousand and one loving acts That lighten the earth's bitter strife. Dream not that your lives are a secret untold, For sure as the sun follows rain, So sure shall ye reap what on earth ye have sown, Be the fruit either pleasure or pain. Mark well the rich gems of my garland so fair. Watch carefully through the bright range. And know that some scene of a life is reveal'd In each varied and wonderful change ; 'Tis thus we can judge of your spiritual life. No matter your form or your creed. The laws that obtain in these realms of the soul Are unerring and faithful indeed. But my crown is complete, and awaits but tlie time When its beautiful wearer shall cease From trials so nobly endur'd on the earth And enter her haven of peace ; Rouse now to thy work, bid the earth-toilers learn To weave out life's purposes well. And the wliereforc of luiich that s(j puzzles them now, The unveiling of spirits shall tell. With a smile that still lingers he Avav'd an adieu, And away to some happier sphere, And tlie sad dreary hum of this discordant world Broke mournfully over my ear ; Yet oft as fond memory brings back the scene Of that Angel-wreath'd coronet rare, I ask if in all the wide world there can be One fitted those jewels to wear. 12 THE POETS WREA TH. A WASTED LIFE. Nay, ask me not to leave this grave, Kind sexton, let me stay ; 'Tis all of earth I ask or crave, Beside this mound to pray. I've wander'd many a dreary mile. To reach this hallow'd spot ; To rest my weary soul awhile, Kind sir, forbid it not. Here lie the dreams of happier years. Here richest treasures sleep ; Oh, could I win them back with tears, I would for ever weep. I was not always what I seem, A poor besotted slave ; Life once was like a poet's dream, With scarce one ruffled wave. A father's joy, a mother's pride, I passed my eai'liest years. With scarce one childish wish denied, Or cause for childish tears. But in the giddy whirl of youth, 'Neath foi'tuue's golden spell, I turn'd aside from paths of truth, I gambled, drank, and fell. I broke my gentle mother's heart, I bow'd my father's head ; I play'd a cruel, treacherous part. Would God I'd died instead. THE POET'S WREATH. 13 Once more an angel to my side, In tenderest pity came ; Man never won a lovelier bride, Or wreck'd one fairer name. This cliurch records my marriaoe vow, Those bells rang out my bliss ; Great God, that mortal man should bow, And sink so low as this. That stately hall across the way Was once my father's pride ; 'Twas there he spent his lifelong day, 'Twas there he droop'd and died. There, too, I made my wife hei- liome, And vow'd no earthly power Should tempt me from her side to roam, Or caiise one sorrow's hour. A few brief years I answer'd well Xo home could ha)j[)ier be, No tongue my Ada's love could tell, None knew how dear to me. Oh, Memory, cease thy backward roll, Mar not those years so fair ; In mercy to my tortur'd soul, Thy last dread torture spai'c. But no, the faithful tide rolls on, Earth's fairest scenes are past, The last fond smile of love is gone, I stand alone at last. 14 THE POETS WREATH. Yes, lone and penniless I stood, One bitter winter's morrow, My household angel \mvQ and good, Was left alone in sorrow. Her only child, her little Fred, The flower of three short years, Lay tossing on his little bed. Unconscious of her tears. With breaking heart, all night alone, She watched the waning life ; And just before the morning's dawn, He pass'd from earthly strife. That self-same night with madden'd brain, On drink's wild tempest tost, I shook the God-curs'd dice again, I stak'd my all and lost. Yes, all was lost, the little bed, Where darling Fred had died ; Where lay in death his ciirly head, All wreck'd on drink's dark tide. Stung with remorse, o'ercome with shame. And wild with poisoned breath, I thought my darken'd ruin'd fame Had better end in death. I could not meet my homeless wife, Nor look on Fred's last slee}) ; Better to end \\\\ useless life In Linden's (piiut deep. THE POETS WREATH. 15 On Linden's bank at last I knelt, To breathe one broken prayer, When fingers soft and light I felt Pass gently through my hair. That fond caress, I knew it well, It soothed my burning brain. And like some wondrous mystic spell, Check'd every inward pain. And as those tender fingers swept Across my fever'd brow, Some angel surely nnist have wept, I feel that teai'-drop now. Then came in tones L knew so well. To but one mortal given, " My poor misguided one farewell, I'll wait for thee in heaven." It needed none to tell me now That voice was hushed for ever. That gentle hand my throbbing brow, Would ])ress again, no never. Yes, she was dead, tliat last cold whirl Of drink's dark seething sorrow. Had brought my faithful angel girl, The dawn of heaven's morrow. Ill dreamless shnul)er, side by side. Lay wife and child at rest ; She, lovely as when first a bride, Her boy upon her l)reast. 16 THE POETS WREATH. One last fond lingering look I gave, One last wild frenzied kiss, Then laid them in this lowly grave With all my dreams of bliss. Ten years have pass'd, yet not one day Has fancy failed to bring- That last sad scene of life's dai'k way, On memoi'y's faithful wing. And ever o'er life's busy swell, That angel whisper's given, " My poor misguided one farewell, I'll wait for thee in heaven." Yes, Ada waits, and if, e'en now, I may but be forgiven, Here, at her humble grave I vow. To live for God and lieaven. And should it be as some would say. Unerring wisdom's will, T pray that her ])ure sj)i)-it may Yet love and <>'uide me still. Dear, gentle Ada, teach m}' soul Thy own p\ire noble life. Till far beyond death's ceaseless roll, I clasp my angel wife. THE POET'S WREATH. 17 A SAD STORY. She was tired and hungry and sad, And had Avalked weary miles through the day, And her poor aching heart had been glad To have met but a friend by the way. But of all she had passed was not one She could claim by this most common tie, And with courage and strength almost gone, She had scarcely a wish but to die And yet she was young, she was fair, Only twenty-three !-ummers had fled. Since the child of a fond mother's care, Life's brightness around her had spread. But life's changes had tauglit her young heart That all is not sunshine below. That the lov'd and the loving nuist part, And the best of us sorrow must know. That mother had languished and died. And the orphan had sorrow'd alone, For in all this cold, bleak world beside, Were but few that her young heart had known. One maiden aunt only was left, Who had offered, though much against will. To the lonely young creature })ereft. The place of the lost one to fill. She was one of that class who believe 'Tis a sin to love mortals below. And that all who such notions conceive, Ai'e in justice condemned to nnich woe. 18 THE POET'S WREATH. A strict and a constant regard For the Church the old lady profess'd, Bnt the rest of the world she debarred From a share in lier glorified rest. With her, the poor orphan returned, When her final farewell she had said, And her heart, which for sympathy yearned, Only met with much coldness instead. Time pass'd, and in passing restored The smiles and the bloom of her youth. And her soul ever sought and adored The God of all wisdom and truth. And yet she would not have profess'd That her life was all blameless and true, Or that Heaven had specially blessed And chosen her one of its few. She thought it no sin to be kind, Obliging and free unto all, And the love which no mortal can bind Had answered her lonely heart's call. One lov'd her whose life like her own, Unlov'd and uncared for had l)een, Who much bitter sorrow had known, And little of comfort had seen. He was no hypocritical saint, Nor worshipped a creed for its name. And yet not a blemish or taint Ever sullied his pure honest fame. THE POETS WREATH. 19 They lov'd, and as lovers before, Have fancied their joys would abound, So they, from that bright dreamy shore. Discerned not the breakers around. Two years on the bright sunny stream They had floated in happy content ; Two years of a married life's dream Tn blissful repose they had spent. Then sorrow had broken the spell, And darkened their life's sunny sky, And as wave after wave rose and fell. They re-echoed their hearts' bitter cry. One sweet little gem they had seen I'ass away at its brightest and best, Like the beautiful dream that had been Ere sorrow had entered their rest. And now the young early-tried wife Had a sorrow nuich greater in store. For he whom she loved as her life, Would soon in the world be no more. Consumption, that blight of our land, That robs us of earth's fairest flowers, Had weakened the heart and the hand, And numbered his days and his hours. Long and earnestly, too, had he prayed, And struggled to live for her sake. Till even proiul death had delayed, As thouji-h it were cruel to take. 20 THE POETS WREA TH. They had long ago spent their last cent, And strangers and fi-iends had been kind, But of all who had come or had sent, The creed-loving aunt was behind. ■^j '» Their lettei's unanswered remained, Their pleadings for help were in vain, Till the heart-broken girl had attained A state of distraction and pain. She threw herself wildly beside The one she was powerless to save, And murmured, " Would (iod we had died With the darling now laid in her grave." Then rousing herself with a start. And clasjiing the dearly loved form, She whispered, " Take courage, dear heart. We shall meet beyond reach of the storm. Then calling a friend to her side, She calmh' informed licr that now. No matter how wild ran the tide, To the course of events she would bow. She would start for her aunt's in that liour, If she but consented to stay, And surely some unforeseen power Would move all her sternness awav. But when her "good-bye" she would say To the one for whose sake she had striven, Her newly-fovuid courage gave way, 'Twas so hard from his side to be driven. THE POETS WREA TIL 21 One moment she wavered and felt That nothing could tempt her to leave ; The next she instinctively knelt, Entreating he would not thus grieve. " I will not be long from yoiir side, But something, you know, must be done ; All other fair means have I tried, And nothing remains but this one. I mean to get something for you. For I know that you suffer from want, Besides, dear, the rent is quite due, And your covering sadly too scant. My aunt has enough and to spare, Her income no little one is. Then why should I want for a share 1 Or whv siiould I suffer like tliis 1 1 think when she looks upon me, How weary, how worn, and how spent. She cannot a Christian be, Tf her heart docs not softiv relent." He tried in his weak feeble way, Her purpose to change, and replied, "Don't leave me, my darling, I pray. For I fear that some ill might betide. 'Tis six weary miles by the way, "^['oo much for your strength I am sure, Then, deai'cst one, stay with me, stay, For your absence 1 could not endure." 22 THE POETS WREATH. Again, did she linger and wait, And soothe hi in by kindly caress, And agcxin, while her coni-age seemed great, Did she nmrniur a loving "God bless." And tearing herself from his side Reluctantly h.istened away. And the cold bitter winds she defied. They were jjowerless her footsteps to stay. On, on, through the streets and the lanes, Impell'd by a love strong as death, Still on, till she wearily gains The home where she drew her first breath. She would gladly have rested awhile, Within sight of her once happy home, But there yet remained two weary mile That her poor aching feet must yet roam. 'Twas there we had seen her pass by. So tired and hxmgry and sad. With scarcely a wish but to die. For her heart nevermore could be glad. She entered at length through the gate Of the home where so lately she dwelt, And stern and unflinching as fate, She checked the wild fear that she felt. Her timid and scarcely heard knock Was answered by one she Avell knew. Whose heart seemed encased in a rock, While her look pierced her tender heart through THE POET'S WREA TH. 23 The cold cruel words that then fell From this meek hypocritical saint, 'Twould serve no good purpose to tell, Neither care I her virtues to paint. 'Tis enough that I know she refused To receive the poor girl for a night. Then to church she went airing her views. Proud to think she had done what was right. 'O* In the meantime her neice had been found, Overcome by fatigue and distress. On the hard and unpityiug ground, In a state which demanded redress. .She had fainted from weakness and pain. From over-exertion and cold. And 'twas doubtful if ever again Those lips would her sorrows unfold. Kind hearts bore her buck to the home From which she had lately been driven Nevermore from its threshold to roam Till she passed to the thrcsliold of heaven. When from church the old lady returned, And understood all that had j^assed. Her creed-loving conscience was turned To its long-despised duty at last. She saw what a liollow pretence Her boasted religion had been, And vowed tliat for ever fi-oiii hence, The fruit of her life should be seen. 24 THE POETS WREATH. She left not the side of hei* niece, ■') As she lay through the long weary night, Unconsciously dreaming of peace And talking with angels of light. Unce only her memory came Like a gleam from some far sunny land, And softly she murmured the name For which she had pledged heart and hand. Once only a beaiitiful smile, Which the watchers will neyer forget, Played o'er her fair features awhile. And chased every shade of regret. Once only her gentle yoice broke On the ears of the friends who had met, But the few loving words that she spoke Are echoes of memory yet. She spoke not of ills that were past. Nor troubles that soon would be o'er. But of pleasures that ever shall last, Beyond this, our earth's dreai-y shore. Of the poor, weeping aunt she implored That she would not herself so distress. For that God, whom the angels adored, Her earth-wearied spirit would bless. Then breathing a prayer for the one AVho soon w'ould rejoin her again, 'Ere fell the last word, she was gone. And free from all sorrow and jjain. THE POET'S WREATH. 25 Tlicj brought the poor husband with care, And tenderly told him the truth, AVhile he murmured but one simple prayer. To rejoin the lovd friend of his youth. Once only he looked on the face Of his once h.ippy blooming young wife, And a smile which no sorrow could chase Revealed a new dawning of life. He uttered no needless farewell, But cjuietly passed from her side, And ere the next morning rays fell. He, too, had rejoicingly died. Together they laid them to rest. With the darling who passed from their sight, And who shall deny they are blest fii tlie realms of celestial lijrht ? •o" And now my sad story is told. And this lesson to me it would teach. If the name of a ("hristian we hold. We must practice the virtues we preach. THE SLIUIDES GRAVE. Judge liiiii not, mortal mau. Leave him witli the God who can. Dare not, righteous though ye be, Judgment pass on such as he. 26 THE POETS WREATH. Judge him not, ye ne'er can know, E'er he struck the fatal blow. E'er he took his life away. How far reason held her sway. Judge hira not, he once was free, Once could boast as well as ye, Once respected was by all, Friend, beware, ye too might fall. Judge him not, ye ne'er can tell How he struggl'd ere he fell. How that heart, now cold and still, Wrestl'd with impending ill. True he sinn'd, and deeply too, So have I, pray, have not you 1 Guilty all. Oh then who can Dare to judge his fellow man. Have ye not a thought to spare For an aged father's care ? One whose heart is bow'd with grief. Would ye tender no relief ? Could ye not at least restrain Cruel words, that only pain 1 If ye can no comfort give. Let at least his memory live. Think of what he was at best. In his grave inter the rest ; Let his funeral shadow fall O'er his faults and failina;s all. THE POETS WREATH. 27 MY CHILDHOOD'S HOME. (on seeixg it demolished.) Ye might have spared my childhood's home, That long remember'd spot That wheresoe'er on earth I roam, Will never be forgot. Smile not because those walls are dear, More dear than words can tell. Nor deem me weak if, with a tear, I bid them now farewell. 'Twas only there I knew the love, That comes but once in life, Which streams from purer realms above, Beyond earth's weary strife. There only for a few short years That gentle mother led ; And there I wept my first sad tears For that lov'd mother dead. To me those walls re-echo yet The songs of eventide, When father, sisters, brothers met There by our ain fireside ; Each well-loved form I watch again As one by one they sever. Oh ! memory, 'tis a bitter pain. To know they're gone for ever. 'Twas there the muse first taught my soul To try her feeble strings, And soar beyond earth's busy roll • On bright poetic wings ; 28 THE POETS WREA TH. To gather from celestial bowers Those richer gems of thought, Which often in life's darkest hours Have sweetest comfort brought. Though fairer scenes may charm awhile As through the world I roam, I'd pledge them all with but a smile For thee my childhood's home ; But tears are vain, and I miist bow With feelings none may tell, I bid thee, and for ever now, A final sad farewell. LEOPOLD, DUKE OF ALBANY. IN MEMORIAM. He is not dead ! oh ! no, not dead. Though pass'd beyond our mortal sight ; That well-trained" spirit has but fled Back to its home in realms of light. He is not dead ; oh ! no, not dead ; 'Tis but the mortal scene is o'er ; That life shall still its lustre shed. And reach us from the brighter shore. He is not dead ; oh ! no, not dead, But only dropped the worn-out clay ; While he, by angel guardians led. Has reached the home for which we pray. THE POETS WREATH. 29 He is not dead ; oh I no, not dead ; Such heaven-born goodness cannot die ; The path in which he lov'd to tread Leads on to life beyond the sky. He is not gone ; oh ! no, not gone, For ever from the lov'd one's side ; Affection's flower shall still bloom on In richer soil, beyond the tide. And though the mortal eye may fail To trace the loving presence ne;ir. We know that those beyond the veil Can oft oui' drooping spirits cheer. That life of promise bright and fair Can not in funeral gloom have set ; Intelligence so rich and rare, Can lend its ray to mortals yet. That loving soul that sought to bless The homes of this his honoured land. Still loves and labours none the less That England's sons yet free may stand. That soul of music's richest vein, That now can join the angels' song. Shall echo back some loftier strain, To cheer earth's restless wearv throng. Then dream not that his life is o'er. While but the mortal stage is run ; For on the bright celestial shore. His X'eal life is but begun. THE POETS WREATH. And voices on the silent air Float o'er us by sweet echoes led, And whisper to the mourner's prayer, " He is not dead ! oli no, not dead ! " PITY ME NOT. In a recent discussion on the merits and demerits of eternal torment, I was asked why I could not believe in the doctrine. I replied that the eternal duration of punishment seemed to me very unjust, and that a righteous, holy, and wise God could never have so ordained it. I was very much pitied, one friend observing that he was very sorry for me. To that friend I dedicate these few lines. Pity me not ! It were pity indeed, Did I preach to the world such a merciless creed ; Did I own that a God whom I love and adore. Would assim anv soul such a fate evermore. Pity me not ! That I dare to rebel 'Gainst the terrible creed of your favourite hell ; That I dare to renounce such a cruel decree, As unworthy that mercy, so Ijoundless and free. Pity me not ! That I cannot consent To join in the dirge of your hopeless lament ; To that doctrine, as yet, this most obstinate pen, Refuses to sign an eternal Amen. That sin must be punished, I freely admit. But in judgment on others, are you iit to sit 1 Have your lives been so holy, so spotless and true, That the fate of a Avorld must be ordered by you ? THE POETS WREA TH. 31 Oh ! if it were thus, I might tremble indeed, What a doom would be mine for denouncing your creed ! For teacliing the power of the publican's prayer. Instead of the wail of eternal despair. But conscious am I that the One whom I trust. Whose laws are mi changeable, perfect and just, In His infinite wisdom, could never decree. That a soul's retribution eternal should be. And if, as you intimate, some time I may Find out that in this I've mistaken my way ; If, for preaching of mercy to weak erring men, I am sent to perdition, oh I pity me then ! SONG— THE DRUNKARD'S DYING CHILD. Dear father, come stay with your darling. Poor mother is weary and sad. All day she has wept as she nursed me. And call'd me her poor dying lad. Yes, father, 'tis true I am dying. And something I'm wishful to say, 'Tis only this night I'll be with you. To-morrow I'll be far away. Chorus : Yes, father, I'm going away. Oh, promise your poor dying lad. That always at liome you will stay. When mother is lonely and sad. •32 THE POET'S WREATH. My father, I would not distress you, Or cai;se you one moment of pain, But, oh, 'tis a joy to behold you, My own sober father again. Just lay my poor head on your bosom, And call me your darling once more. And again I will pray that I meet you On 'i(\ them raise up some little one To childhood's life and beauty : And win some ciTing fallen one Back 1o their (iod and dutv. 50 THE POETS WREATH. Go send them to the toiler's home, AVhere children cry for bread ; And bid them cheer the fainting heart And raise the drooping head. Go draft them to the suiferer's side, Though poison'd streams may roll ; 'Tis their's, whatever may betide, To stand beside the soul. In short, go tell your Christians all To live Christ's beauteous life ; To open earth's sweet springs of joy, And stem her fearful strife. Do this, and stay the angel hand. Now writing Ichabod, Do this, and save your native land And glorify your God. IMPROMPTU ON PKIMROSE DAY. TO THE MEMORY OF LORD 13EAC0NSFIELD, Honour your Statesman ! ye friends of the blue. To his long rever'd memory be faithful and true ; Heed not, though the battle rage fiercely and long, Stand firm and unflinching, your Union is strong. Honour your Statesman ! by all that is pure, Whose life no political shade can obscure ; Whose life like some radiant beacon of light, Gleams brightest and best through the darkness of night. THE POETS WREATH. 51 Honour your Statesman ! though passed from your view — He lives, but a life more transcendently true; Death does not the bond of true sympathy sever, 'Tis the link that shall bind us in union for ever. Honour your Statesman ! by honest endeavour, All strife and dissension to banish for ever; Lost peace and contentment with justice restore. Till the cry of oppression is heard of no more. Honour your Statesman ! by noble ambition, To stem the wild torrent of proud o])[)()sition : By the spirit in whicli he once manfully stood, And calmly assured them that hear him they should. Honour your Statesman ! and take up' the strain, Bonie back by the wavelets of time once again ; And the propiietic force of his sentiments spoken. The future shall tell by a Union unbroken. Honour your Statesman ! your freedom demands it, Rouse to your duty, your Maker connnands it ; Peace to your country, your Queen, and your God, Is the cry that resoundeth from cloudlet to sod. Honour your Statesman ! whom none could excel, Whose loss to his country no Angel can tell ; Though dead he shall live in our annals of fame, And England for ever be proud of his name. 52 THE POETS WREATH. THE RIGHT HON. W. E. GLADSTONE, ON HIS SEVENTY-NINTH BIRTHDAY, DECEMBER 29tH, 1888. " Hail, Gladstone I" all hail to the time-honour'd day That saw thy barque launch'd upon life's stormy way, That witnessed thy star, lit by wisdom divine. Burst forth 'mid the gems of creation to shine. Though storms of wild fury thy barque have assail'd, Heaven-born is thy courage, that never yet fail'd. Though clouds of thick darkness have swept o'er thy sky, " Still on," was thy watchword, to conquer or die. Many wrecks have passed by thee on life's cruel tide, Which well might deter one less tempted and tried : But wrecks, nor yet breakers, nor rocks could appal, Tlioii hast mann'd the boat well, thou hast breasted them all. And fain woidd we wish in the sunset of life Thy soul might have rest from the conflict and strife, That crown'd with the laurels so gloriously won, Thy future days migiit have been ])eacefully run. But no ; the world needs thee, rest cometh not now. Though silver'd thy locks and care-furrow'd thy brow Once more the storm gathers, fierce, thickly, and fast Once more thou luust fight, but we i)ray 'tis the last On, then, noble champion, true-hearted and brave. To the rescue of those who have ])ray'd thee to save, Trust God for all counsel and wisdom to guide. Nor dread for the issue, Heaven's court shall decide. THE POET'S WREATH. 53 Thy footprints are telling on life's busy way, And roiisinir to action the vouth of our dav , The life then hast lived so devotedly well, Years hence in the world shall its influence tell. And oh, what a joy must be thine at the last, When earth with its trials of state shall be past ; With the harvest before thee most gloriously won. And the Master's proud welcome, Most Faithfully done. Then hail to our statesman, so valiant and true. Of such noble England can boast but a few ; A friend to his country, his Queen, and his God, Let Gladstone re-echo from cloudlet to sod. MOTHER'S BOY. A mother deprived of her heart's dearest joy, Laiucntiuii' the loss of her idolized bov : Alone in her chamber, alone with her God, Her heai't almost broke bv tliis stroke of His rod. She weeps as she thinks of the joys that are fled. Fond hopes rudely blighted — the hopeful one dead ; Poor heart now so lonely, how welcome were death. Thrice welcome to one of such comfort bereft. Night's shades gather round her, but still she sits tliere. Nor yet can her soul find its solace in prayer ; In heart-broken anguish witli lowly bent head, She uuu'nnirs the name of her beautiful dead, 54 THE POET'S WREA TH. Why say we of those whom God takes to His rest — Why say we they're dead, when with life they are blest 1 Immortal and sinless, transcendently pnre, A deathless existence, eternal and sure. When the tempest of grief o'er that lone heart had passed, And the soul bursts the bonds that had bound her at last, When the trembling heart whispered, " 0, Father, I pray, Teach me to submit to Thy all righteous sway." A calm like the lulling of nature to sleep Soothes the mother's worn heart, and'she ceases to weep ; A voice lov'd and loving breathes tenderly sw^eet, " Mourn not, dearest mother, ere long we shall meet. You taught my young heart its first lessons of love. You told me of angels and mansions above ; The Bible you taught me to love and to read, And, mother, your labour is blessed indeed. In my home with the angels now safely at rest, 'Neath their care and protection most tenderly blest ; Your heart need not fear for me, dangers are o'er. Temptation and sin can beset me no moi'e. Then rejoice, dearest mother, and cease to repine, Your lot might be wept o'er, but, surely, not mine ; You're still in a world of temptation and care. But fear not, press onward, you'll conquer by prayer. And, mother, I'll watch you ; think not I forget. Though an angel in heaven, I'm mother's boy yet ; I'll guide you, and guard you, and whisper of rest. Till you join me again in the realms of the blest," THE POETS WREATH. 55 The mother was comforted, darkness was gone, Hope's star o'er her patliway shone cheeringly on ; She saw that her Saviour in mercy had smiled, As He took to His bosom her beautiful child. OUR CEMETERY. What memories awake as we gaze on this scene ; What ff)nd recHjllections of those that have been ; What mingl'd emotions of pleasure and pain — As fancy recalls us our lov'd ones again. We sec them once more as in life's sunny day, And fondly we linger o'er scenes passed away ; We hear the lov'd voices, remember'd so well, And listen again to their dying farewell. Ah ! yes we remember, we ne'er can forget, When our aching hearts murmur'd " O Father, n(jt yet." When we pray'd death to spare us our joy and our pride, He tum'd coldly from us and smil'd, as they died. Proud monarch, pale tyrant, we own thy vast sway ; We know that nought earthly thy arrows can stay ; Our fairest and loveliest, brightest and best, Pass away from the homes they have gladden'd and blest. Thou hast robb'd us of fathers most sacredly dear — Of mothers whose presence could comfort and cheer ; While the deai'ly lov'd sister so joyous and bright, With the brave-hearted brother have pass'd from our sight. 56 THE POETS WREA TH. Thou hast call'd the young husl)and, in manhood's full glow: Tlie blooming young l)vide at thy l)idding must go ; E'en the habes we have cherish'd and nurtured with care — No tears, no entreaties, could move thee to spare. Their lu-ight little heads are laid low at our feet ; We linger and wait almost hoping to meet — Nay, longing to snatch from the cold cheerless grave The darling young forms we had pray'd thee to save. We pray'd thee, but ah I did we know what we ask, Should we plead that their winning smiles longer might last? Did we see all their trials, temptations, and care, Methinks we should never entreat tliee to spare. Could we gaze on the home where our little ones dwell, More joyous than poets or sages can tell. Most tenderly guarded by angels' fond care, Our hearts woidd i"e-eclio 'tis well tliev are there. 'Tis well they are there, then, mothers, prepare. He'll give back vour treasui'es more bloominy' and fair : If faithful to Him who has call'd them away, Your joy will be greater at some future day. Earth is not our home : Heaven may be at last, When trials and troubles and dangers are past. Oh ! then we shall know, and in knowing be blest, That these farewells of earth have been all for the best. THE POETS WREATH. 57 SHIPWRECK'D, " In the midst of life we are in death." Words full of meaning and painfully true, Dying without even love's fond adieu ; Smiling one moment in beauty and life, Pluno-'d the next instant in death's cruel strife. Fathers of little ones left to bewail, Mothers whose cries make the stoutest heart fail. Brothers and sisters in life's early morn, From hearts that would shield them are ruthlessly torn. No pity has death on the newly-made bride, Or the darling young cherub, some fond mother's pride ; The heart's dearest treasures she cares not to save, But lays the lov'd forms in a watery grave. Oh, ye who have wept at the grave of the fair. And thought it a cruel affliction to bear ; Reflect for one moment on scenes such as this. Then your case will most surely seem temper'd with bliss. Your lov'd ones have died 'ueath your own tender care, (Jonsol'd and u]jheld by your own loving prayer ; While their last hajtpy words have rejoiced your fond heart, "In heaven we'll meet where no sorrows can part." But here no fond look or a token of love. Not even the welcome, " We'll lueet you above ; " The heart that so late with affection had thrill'd, 'Neath the cold cruel waters for ever is still'd. 58 THE POETS WREATH. Ah, death ! Thovi art mighty ; thy conquests are great ; No ofters can tempt thee one moment to wait ; Though breaking hearts pray tliee their lov'd ones to spare, In vain — all in vain — is their agoniz'd prayer. ^^'hat homes thou hast robb'd of their joy and their light. What beautiful forms thou hast hid from our sight ; What fond hopes lay wither'd, what bright joys are fled, What treasures lay buried — what lov'd ones are dead ! Sweet guardian spirits ! oh, say, can ye tell, With our beautiful dead may we hope it is well ? 'Neath your kind loving care do they happily roam 1 Do they bask in the bliss of your beautiful home ? Oh, yes, there be surely some happier sphere, Where all shall be plain that so puzzles us here ; Where the lost shall be found, be it land or Ijy sea, For all shall be gathered, kind Father, with Thee. AN APPEAL. [On the Moorfield Explosion.] Once again we must turn to our annals of sorrow, But where shall we seek fitting language to borrow, To add yet another sad link to the chain 'i Sure none but an angel could bend to the strain, THE POETS WREATH. 59 And yet eveu he, had he gazed on the sight, And were asked to record it in mansions of light, Had he heard the loud wailing so painfully deep, At the sad recollection that angel would weep. Then how shall a mortal presume to unfold The tale that could never by angels be told 1 How breathe the sad notes of the mournful refrain 1 We must pass o'er the scene of such terrible pain. With a fervent heart-prayer that tlie God of all love, May send consolation and strength from above, With blessings that none but a God can impart. To soothe and to comfort the poor stricken heart. May the widow trust always His power to defend. May she prove Him her truest, her tenderest friend ; May the fatherless little ones yield to His care. He'll guide and ])rotcct them tliough fathei''s not thei'e. We pray that our wounded ones, Father, may share. Thy ministering angel's attendance and care. That soon from their pain they may hope to be free. And render their rescued lives back unto Thee. We pray Thee to guard and most graciously save Our gallant explorers, so daring and brave. Such hearts, we are sure, must have honoured the name Of England's ])roud heroes we boast of in fame. We thank Thee, kind Father of earth and of heaven, For aid to the suffering, so readily given ; May the blessing of those who were ready to fall, Like a halo of glory encircle them all. 60 THE POETS WREA TH. Ye wealthy, on whom the fair goddess has smiled, Who know not the struggles of poverty's child, In pity res]3ond to humanity's call, That we soon may rejoice in provision for all. If ye give to the poor, ye but lend to the Lord, 'Tis the safest investment, He well can aitbrd To give gO(jd })er cent, in a prosperous store, With a kingdom of glory and life evermore. Then give in the Name of the One we adore, Who commended the widow, though small was her store Remember the cup of cold water was blest, Then tlirow in vour gift, ve shall fail not the rest. Such deeds of benevolence, kindness, and love. Though sown on this earth, shall be garnered above ; Shall shine to your honour and glory at last, \\ lion these painful bereavements for ever are past. IN ME MORI AM. [Lines suggested by the Sunderland Catastrophe, by which nearly 200 Children were killed.] Poor, innocent darlings, whose pen shall portray The heartrending scenes of that ill-fated day '? Whose hand but an angel's their sufferings can trace 1 Whose love but a God's nieet the sorrowful case 1 THE POET'S WREATH. 6l Poor, heartstricken niourners, your grief must be deep, And well may your country in sympathy weep ; Though carefully chosen, our words must be vain, Our efforts must fail in this terrible strain. Not yet could we ask you your tears to restrain, For the overcharged heart must find vent for its pain ; From those silent, but eloquent, tokens of sorrow. The grief-burdened spirit much comfort can borrow. But, oh I while you weep for your innocent dead. Dream not that for ever life's pleasures are fled ; Forget not that yet through this dense cloud of sorrow, Ye shall hail the grand dawn of a glorious morrow. This sorrow, remember, belongs but to earth, We are all of us heirs to a nobler birth ; This wave on life's ocean, this loud-breaking swell, Has but wafted vour loved ones with angels to dwell. Scarce closed were the bright little eyes in this death, Scai'ce gone from the lov'd little frame the last breath, Scai'ce fell the first tear in this wild burst of grief. Ere the bright little spirits had found sweet relief. Think not, weeping mothers, yoiii- little ones lay Unnoticed }jy all as they thus jjassed away ; Dream not that no hjving hand smootiied tlie pale brow, Or those lips were unkissed that can tell you not now. Oh I no, not alone did your little ones die. Let the thought ever cheer you, God's angels were nigh, Ever bent on scjnie mission of mercy and love. They bore them from earth to (iod's mansions above. 6-2 THE POETS WREA TH. Reflect that your loss is your child's richest gain, Freed once and for ever from sorrow and pain ; No sin shall e'er tenij)t them, no blight can destroy Your sweet cherub girl, or your bright angel boy. No less are they yours because gQne from your sight, No less do they love in those realms of delight, No dream of forgetfulness ever can chase The fond recollection of mother's sweet face. Thus nurtured and ti'ained in that Ijright summer land, Oh ! say will they not form a noble young band, Is the prize they have gained, and the home they have found. Not a bright cheering s|)ot 'mid the darkness around 1 Then live, mothers, live, for your little ones' home, Whei'e away from your side never more shall they roam ; Where the lovely young flowers ye thought faded and gone. Ye shall find in rich beautv have ever bloomed on. TO THE MEMORY OF LORD FREDERICK CAVENDISH. Where the weary heart for ever Evermore in peace may rest — Where the wicked enter never — Frederick lives, supremely blest. THE POET'S WJiEA TH. 63 Where no farewell words are spoken, Where no tear-drop dims the eye, Where no loving hearts are broken, Frederick lives, no more to die. Where no bold assassin meets him. Where no fear his heart can chill, Where a loving mother greets him, Frederick there is happy still. Where no storm clouds ever darken, Where no sickness taints the air, Where to cherubs' songs he'll hearken, Frederick fiiids a home more fair. Where the sunny skies are brightest. Where the flowers forget to fade, Wlierc once aching hearts are liglitest, Frederick finds a welcome shade. Where heaven's kind and holy Father, Smiles approval on him now, While tlie angels round him gather, I'lacc the crown u[ion Ids brow. Yes, the victor's crown adorns him. Richly gemm'd by Christian ])rayer ; Fngland as a nation mourns him. Angels shout him welcome there. There while seraph bands snrround him, Wliile their anthems louder swell. Let us, 'iiud the grand resounding, Bid our martvr'd one farewell. 64 THE POETS WREA2H. LILLY MAY, OH THE BACHELOR'S STOKY. I saw her in her youthful pride, So beautiful and fair, Nor drearn't that aught could e'er betide, To cloud that brow with care. I heard the music of her voice. Like evening's soothing chime, That well-known song, " Fond lieart rejoice," She sang in strains sublime. 1 knew her gentle winning smile Was sought by not a few. And even T, tliough firm a wliilc. At last had yielded too. And if it be to mortals given, Amid life's busy whii-1, I think, as Angels love in heaven, I lov'd that gentle girl. xlnd if not wisely, far too well, I lov'd, yet lov'd in vain, Would heaven that few like me might tell Of slighted love's deep pain ! I was not fortune's favoured child. And could not offer gold, And she, alas ! so good and mild. To one of wealth was sold. THE POETS WREATH. 65 A mother's pride had led the way, By prayer and tear and sigh ; And she, accustomed to obey, Bade me a fond " Good bye ! " Yet once again I saw her stand, A fair and lovely bride ; I saw another take the hand. For which I would have died, Not caring then whcie'cr 1 went. Or what fate had in store. From home and friends my steps I bent, And sought a distant shore. And there in time as though to shame. Or recompense the past, Proud fortune smiled, and 1 could chiirii, A wealthy name at last. But ah ! too late ! the golden tide For me had dcign'd to flow ; It coidd not now my sorrow hide, Or soothe my heart's deep woe. Twelve years I wandered sad, and lone, Along life's cheerless way, Hoping that time nnght yet atone, And chase my grief away. But rest came not, it could not be, Too long I'd worn the chain ; There never came the day for me, When 1 could love again. 66 THE POET'S WREA TH. At length, once more I trod the soil Of this my native land, Whei'e England's sons for honest toil. May proudly foremost stand. I reached my childhood's home at last, A waiting mother wept ! But father from her side had passed, And in the graveyard slept. Too late I came, his life was o'er. Too late I came to save ; Death, cruel death, had been before. And claimed him for the grave. Why comes not death to those who pray, To those wlio wish to die ? The poet's muse declines to say. And echo answers " Why 1 " Time passed, and I had ceased to roam, T could no longer strav ; My gold had cheei'ed the dear old home, And brought a brighter day. 'Twas long before I breathed the name That yet had power to thrill ; I felt like inspiration's flame, A secret dread of ill. And when at last I dared to ask If all with her was well, I saw it was a bitter task, The mournful truth to tell. THE POETS WREATH. 67 The one I shall not call a man, Who lured her from mv side, Had changed, as only such men can. And turned life's ti'eacherous tide Wave after wave, in rapid whirl, Drew o'er her darkened life ; And soon they knew my once fond girl, A sad, neglected wife. He squaudcavd all his wealth away. In reckless sin and shame, And left the once bright Lillv May, With nothini:- but his name. He crossed the ocean's foaming tide, Fresh fields of sin to find ; She sought a home her grief to hide, Witli strangers, poor, but kind. Her mother long before had passed From earthh' scenes away, And deeply mourned the pride at last, That led her heart astray. And would you know, if e'er again In life we ever meet, I fain would answer " Spare that j^ain. And teach mo to forget?" But no, too long I've borne the i>ain, Fond memory lingers yet ; Too long, I've loved, though lov'd in vain, This heart can ne'er forget. 68 THE POETS WREATH. We met, but ali ! it was the last, And fraught with bitter pain ; That sorrow's hour of withering bhist I could not live again. One lovely night, with feelings strange, I wandered out to stroll. For thoughts of some impending change Disturbed my weary soul. I lingered near the church-yard scene, And thought of those who slept ; To father's grave Id often been, And o'er those ashes wept. Again I sought that sacred spot, To ease my tln*obl)ing breast ; And wondered if the dead forgot Those who still sigh for rest. I there in sad and pensive state Reviewed life's dreary way, And wondered why such bitter fate For me and Lilly May. I rose at last, o'ercome with care, And turned with noiseless tread. When on my ear a murmured prayer Seem'd echoed from the dead I I could not then have told you why That murmur thrill'd me through, 'Twas but a feeblv uttered cry, "Oh ! Fathei', take me too." THE POETS WREATH. 69 But something in the voice awoke Deep echoes of the past, And had I not kind Heaven invoked, That houi' had been my hist. For reason trembled on her throne. And life seem'd ebbing fast. But darkest hours sometimes atone, And blessings prove at last. 'Twas thus with me, the crisis o'ei'. There dawn'd a clearer light ; I vow'd, whatever lay before, To live and do the right Strong in this new resolve T turned In seai'ch of her who prayed ; The moon in brilliant beauty burned, As o'er the dead I strayed. Soon by her friendly light 1 saw A form I knew too well ; I stood transfixed in silent awe, With feelings none may tell. There by a little well trinuned grave, Which spoke of nuich fond care, Knelt her 1 would have died to save. Weeping in wild despair. An aged female lingering near, Most gcntlv raised her head ; Again she murmur'd " Leave me here ! I'll stay with little Fred," 70 THE POET'S WREATH. Quick as the lightning's swiftest gleam, I hastened to her side, Forgetting all life's weary dream. And years of sorrow's tide. Gently, her wasted hand I took, And whispered " Come with me ! " She started, gave one long fond look. And murmured " Yes, 'tis he ! " The old familiar happy smile I knew in 3'outh's bright day. Played o'er her lovely face awhile, Then slowly passed away. And in its stead a look of pain. Those marble features swept ; Oh ! in that hour of nature's strain. An angel might have wept. But words must fail, none e'er can know All that I suffered then, I could not write that scene of woe, 'Twould task an angel's pen. I passed that long, sad, dreary night. With friends around her bed. And knew when dawned the early light That Lilly May was dead. She spoke but once, we saw, with jniin. That life was ebbing fast, And whispered " We shall meet again ! " Then sank in peace at last. THE POETS WREATH. 71 We laid her with her little Fred, Where long she'd pray'd to be, And though they speak of her as dead, She is not dead to me. I know that on a brighter shore. Where beams eternal day, Where pride or death shall part no more, I'll meet dear Lilly May. HOMELESS. The old man tm-n'd at his cottage door, And wejit a fond farewell. As scenes from happier days of yore Came o'er him like a spell. Since first lie brought his fair young bride, Just fifty years had passed ; Twas there she lived, 'twas there she died, Her only home and last. There, through this weary world of strife. They'd borne, with many a sorrow ; And there the sunnier shades of life Had brightened many a morrow. There, too, had blossoin'd one by one, A family of seven, Who since had gather'd one by one 'Neath fairer skies in heaven. 72 THE POETS WREATH. And yesterday had borne away His wife, so tried and true ; Well might he weep, well might he pray, That he might die there too. Too feeble now to work for bread, His last-earn'd shilling spent ; The workhouse but I'emain'd instead, And tliithcr he was bent. Slowly he raised his drooping head, And gave one last sad look, And then with feeble, faltering tread, His weary way he took. Yet once again he paused ; 'twas when He reach'd the churchyard gate ; One fond good-bye to them, and then He'd welcome cruel fate. They saw him slowly wend his way Across the sacred ground, And there when pass'd the light of day. The poor old man was found. Tlie summer's gentle breezes play'd Aromid his snow-white head. Oh ! not in vain that soul had pray'd> The homeless one was dead. And there they laid him down to rest. With all he'd lov'd on earth, And now with them for ever blest He finds a nobler birth ; While they who might have foinid liim liread. And cheer'd his latest hours, Now raise a monument instead, And deck his grave with flowers. THE POETS WREATH. 73 Oh ! when will these things cease to be, When shall we learn to know, The heart's rich tribute, pure and free, Is not in flimsy show 1 When shall we to the living prove As sister, or as brother 1 The truest hearts are those that move In kindness to another. A SATIRE. Whether I please or whether I tease, I"ll ijive you my own honest mind, If the cap should fit you may wear it a bit, If not, you ma}' leave it behind, —./o/i/i Plowjhman. Wliat has he done'? Are you really quite sane That you ask with such scorn and contempt ? I certainly thought your most excellent brain From freaks of such nature exempt. I credited you with a little more sense, A little more charity, too, Than to rail at a name witli sucli sorry pretence Because it belongs to a Blue. You have liv'd in our midst ever bent on your gain, Full forty long yeai's if all told, And now you are asking, with righteous disdain, What others have done with their gold. 74 THE POETS WREATH. And well may you ask, if by asking you mean To remind me you've done quite as well ; But keep yourself cool, it can easily be seen. For the })ast will most faithfully tell. Just put to one side all this anger, I pi'ay, Let reason, not passion, control ; T heard you one Simday decidedly say That anger would ruin the soul. You spoke to the young of the beautiful life, < )f the lowly, despised Nazai'ene, And warn'd them to cease from dissension and strife, Which a curse to their country had been. I think, too, you said that you loved to look back ( )n your life's busy wonderful day. 'Twas pleasant to I'oam o'er the old beaten track. And see what you'd done by the way. Then wander with me through that mystical shade, That has yielded such pleasure to you, Perhaps a few scenes of a different grade I may find in a careful review. You must wake up your memory, else I shall fail. Without her most wonderful light ; Put passion to sleep and let reason prevail. Give conscience her i^lace for to-night. Go back over years that have passed like a dream. O'er bright sunny hours that are fled ; Still backward. Oh ! memory, bear on thy stream. Till we stand with the beautiful dead. THE POETS WREATH. 75 Yes, there is the scene I have sought to unveil, There one of the laurels you've won, Now tell me if pleasant reflections prevail As you gaze on the form of your son? A prodigal truly, but driven from home By stern hypocritical sway. Compelled a poor desolate outcast to roam Till he fall on life's pitiless way. Strange hands close the eyes that once smiled in your own, Strange lips kiss the cold marble brow. Had your own selfish heart the same tenderness shown, That son might have lionoured you now. Another scene rises, a poor widow-'s child Lies tossing in fever and pain. And the poor mother, almost distracted and wild, Appeals to your conscience in vain. Her rent is quite due, but her boy must be fed, Or soon he'll be under the sod. But you sternly demand what woidd furnisli liiin bread, Then tell her to trust in her Ciod. Yet another scene comes from the shades of the past Where you rob a poor man of his place ; And tlie dark dreary sorrows that round him were cast, Yet tell to your shame and disgrace. He pleads with a pitying sense of despair That justice from you may be given. You coolly refuse, but presumptiously dare To hojje for the mercy of heaven. 76 THE POETS WREATH. One more, 'tis the home of your true-hearted brother Now shatter'd in spirits and health, Too noble to live by oppressing another, He owns neither title nor wealth. In happier years he had saved your poor life. By a terrible risk of his own, And now after years of stern poverty's strife. To you lie is almost unknown. Tliauk ({od, he yet lives and the power is with you To save from a heavier sorrow ; His lie:i!tli and his prospects in kindness renew. And brigliten his future to-morrow. Talk less about Jesus and practice His life, Seek not for a false gilded fame, (Jhecr [)0verty's pathway and lessen its strife. And then you will honour His name. (io comfort the widow and fatherless child, Go dry the poor sufferer's tear. Go save a lov'd son from the world's dreaxy wild, And a mother's fond breaking heart cheer. Do this, and the future shall blot out the past. And thy spirit with joy shall yet see That the beautiful deeds in this life thou hads't cast Have borne a rich harvest for thee. THE POETS WREATH. -77 SONG— THE WANDERING BOY. Wearily, drearily, lonely and sad, I have wandered the long, cheerless day ; One smile would have made me feel hopeful and glad, And brightened my life's darkened way. But none seemed to pity me, none seemed to care, All pass'd me contemptuously by ; Would God I could breathe a poor sinnei''s last prayer, Then calmly and peacefully die. Chorus. Oh, would that my mather were with me to-night, No hunger or cold should I fear, Her love would make life again })eaceful and l)right, Oh, would that my mother were here. Oil, why did I leave her? What demon could tem])t ? AVhat power imi)elled me to roam ? If the ills wliich have followed my soul could have dreamt, I had never thus wandered from home. I cannot forget how my poor mother wept. As I tore from her loving embrace. Though storms of deep darkness my pathway have swept, That scene they could never efface. Chorus — Oh, would that, &c. This Bible she gave nie, is all I have left, She whispered, "You'll read it, 1 know ; And when of all comf(n-t thy soul is bereft, Remcmljei', I l)ray for thee, Joe." Oh, surely, those prayers have not been in vain. And, perhaps, all this sorrow were best ; If I only could reach the old home once again, I shoidd prize such an haven of rest. Chorus — Oh, would tliat, Ac. 78 THE POETS WREA TH. Some shelter I'll find from the cold bitter blast, And wait for the dawning of day ; And surely, some heart will feel pity at last, And grant me some help by the way. Already this darkness seems passing away, Already I feel a new joy ; Heaven spare my dear mother to welcome the day Which brings back her wandering boy. Chorus — Oh, would that, &c. SONG.— THE AVANDERING BOY'S RETURN. Again the loved shores of my dear native land Resound to my now joyous tread ; And visions that gi-eet me on every hand. Seem gifted with life from the dead. 'Tis well that the darkness befriends my return To the scene of my earliest years, For ill could I brook that a stranger should spurn, 'Twould awake but my bitterest tears. Oh ! England, my fatherland. Home of the free ; Back from a stranger land. Welcome to thee. Not many will know me, how changed I must seem ; How meanly and poorly I'm clad ; But the mother of many a beautiful dream, Will know her poor wandering lad. THE POETS WREATH. 79 Ob, yes, she will know and will love none the less, But call me her darling once more ; And I, if but spared, will her future life bless, And her long weeping days shall be o'er. Oh ! England, &c. How calm is the night, what a sense of repose, E'en the moon seems a holier light ; And a rapturous joy my poor heart overflows. For my boyhood's loved home is in sight. Yes, there is my home, just the same as of old. The home of my earliest prayer ; And dearer than all the world's treasures of gold, Is the peace that awaiteth me there. Oh ! England, &c. Softly, and almost with reverent tread, 1 enter the low narrow gate ; One moment and all the past seasons of dread "Will be lost in a happier fate. But listen 'tis surely no freak of the brain For I hear a soft murmuring prayer, 'Tis the voice I have longed but to hear once again, I will enter and kneel with her there. Oh ! England, »fec. A CHRISTMAS EVE'S VISION. 'Twas Christmas Eve, I had wandered alone To a quiet and beautiful spot. Where many Ijricf hours of rejiosc 1 had known, As the cares of the world were forgot. 80 TME POET'S WREATH, The time, and the place, with the silence around, Woke memories joyous and sad ; One moment a feeling of sorrow profound, The next I was wondrously glad. For wave after wave, at fond memory's bid, liolled back o'er the sands of old time ; lievealing lost treasures, long buried and hid, With a faithfulness truly sublime. Scenes varied as life's ever varying sky, Swept past on that hurrying stream ; And familiar echoes there floated me by — Like a far away beautiful dream. On s})ed the mysterious current, until All the present seemed merged in the past, Till every vestige of life's bitter ill Had pass'd from my spirit at last. Then a lull and a calm, and a conscious repose, AVith a joj' that was born not of earth ; Till 1 thought I had left this cold region of woes, And pass'd to a happier birth. No longer alone ; many forms that I knew, Who had gone fi'om this life's weary care. Who had been to their Ood ever faithful and true, Most joyously welcom'd me there. A strain of soft melody, borne on the breeze, Seem'd to breathe of a yet fairer land ; And softly I murnuu'M, " Sure, strains such as these, Must belong to some holier band ! " THE POETS WREATH. 81 " Most truly, my friend," whispered one who was near, " They are those of superior birth ; But the words are familiar, couldst thou but hear. For their song is