BANCROFT LIBRARY O THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA iHEl A SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POETRY AND PROSE SELECTED FROM THE WRITINGS OF MRS. C K. SMITH. ("LUCRETIA RUSSELL") MARCH 13, 1908. ] Yes, I am ninety-one today ; The world is just as bright and gay As when I was but " sweet sixteen," And not so many years between ! SAN DIEGO, CALIFORNIA. DECEMBER, 1908. Printed at the office of The Humanitarian Review, Los Angeles, Cal. .2. - S4/S- SOUVENIR COLLECTION, POETRY AND PROSE 5 INTRODUCTION LUCRETIA RUSSELL GRAY SMITH, the author of the contents of this book, was born at Reading, Vermont, March 1 3th, 1817, but removed thence when two years old, so that her earliest recollection is of a home on the beau- tiful Quechee River at Woodstock, in that state. She is the daughter of Dr. Joseph and Eunice Russell Gray. Her father was a cousin of George Bancroft, the historian, and was a prominent physician of his time and locality. He lived to be 9 1 years old, retaining to the last an unusual degree of vigor both of body and mind. Her mother was a native of Cavendish, Vermont, sister of John Russell, LL. D., and a relative of Lord John Russell of Eng- land. She possessed good literary taste, a refined mind, a cheerful spirit, a vivid imagination that invested her con- versation with peculiar charm, and was especially consid- erate of the feelings of others. She passed away at the age of 68. Dr. John Russell was born July 31st, 1 793, and lived to be 70. He was distinguished as a scholar and author. His most active years were spent in Central Illinois, where, as teacher and writer, he exerted a great and beneficent influence. One of his productions, " The Worm of the Still," found a place in the school readers of the time, and by its 6 SOUVENIR COLLECTION, POETRY AND PROSE translation into several languages became well known as a classic in the temperance literature of the world. The history of Mrs. Smith's life after marriage is briefly outlined in the account of her golden wedding anniversary published herein. This book contains only a portion of what Mrs. Smith has written during her long and useful life. It is published while the beloved author is still living, at the request of her loving children and especially for them, and its contents were selected and prepared for publication by them. It contains something, either in prose or rhyme, from every year of the author's life to date since she began to write for publication, although dates are given of only a few of the selections and they are not, as a whole, arranged accord- ing to the sequence of their production. Some of the selec- tions were published over the author's real name, some over the name of Lucretia Russell, and some over other pen names. Explanatory notes have been inserted where they seem to be demanded. San Diego, Cal., October, 1908. B. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS TRANSMUTATION. August, 1907. Like the ocean's ebb and flow Force and substance change also, While we wake and while we sleep, Equilibrium to keep. Putrid would the ocean be Were it still, like a dead sea; Give and take alone is life, Where activity is rife. Sow with clover-seed a field, Substance the earth will yield ; When the clover is well grown, By all husbandmen 'tis known, That plowed under it will yield Substance back unto the field. Study nature you will learn What with money you can't earn ; Consider how the lilies grow By digging you can never know. Transmutation is the word By which nature all is stirred ; Water, earth and air combined Never will create a mind. Mind can study and discern Qualities that will return ; Moral features cultivate There is no such thing as fate. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS Straight and narrow fs the way From which none should ever stray. Uprightness and rectitude Abide with us* or ever should. Plants by cultivation thrive, But they first must be alive. What is it that gives them life ? Will this question lead to strife ? Canst thou God by searching find- See, canst, thou more than the blind ? Then look ap and nature view. And the truth wifl come to you. Eyes see not and ears hear not,. Nor has entered in the thought, Things that here have been prepared! To be now by people shared. AH things do in circles ran. Meeting where they first begun ; Yesterday was as to-day Thus it has been all the way. Jesus tried to teach us this, But ignored were words of His. Babes are born, old people die, Can a person tell us why? Sages say that it was sin Oped the door to let death in ! Will not something close that door Which grim death still stands before? If we live the living life Dwell together without strife, Is the way it can be closed- Nothing then can be opposed I Law is God, and God is law; This the sages surely saw SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 9 As they clambered o'er the rocks ; Rocks compared with running brooks. Also with the roving flocks. People reap just what they sow, Figs do not on thistles grow ; Plant a seed, it may be grain, You expect the same again And upon the selfsame ground Will the fruitage all be found ! With capacity so small. No one person can know all 1 ! What we fix the mind upon, On that subject light wili dawn. One learns this, another that, There is nothing to combat; Give and take is here the plan To be exercised by man ; You can give me what you know. Something I return to you ; Doing thus for one another Proving truly each a brother! Every inch of space is filled. The creator has so willed ; All His ways are orderly, This the wise ones always see. Nature gives example true How humanity should do Do the more and say the less, None would then be left to guess, *'Do his will, and ye shall know," This is positive and true ; If we daily heavenward go, Beneath broader landscapes show, And we get a clearer view Of the past and present too ! 10 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS BORN LEADERS. Some persons are born leaders, Others must be led. All cannot be the fingers, Nor each one be the h sad. Each in his place is needed, Not one can be denied. If only worth is heeded Their usefulness is wide. No one should feel inferior, If well he fills his place. He aids his own superior And saves his hsad disgrace. Can we tell which is the first The ebb or flow of the tides? But the force that sends them forth In the return resides. The sun sends his warming rays, The earth responds and feeds The luminous, ardent rays, And no obstacles it heeds. Thus the world is kept in poise, Diminish and supply. Neither hear we shout or noise As these great feats go by. Men of true discernment see And duly understand That all is ruled in harmony, Just as the Lord has planned. How little would be written And how little would be said, If only what we nou) we fanou) Were ever published or read. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 1 1 * WORDS, WORDS, WORDS! 1 'Over 225,000 Words In the English Language." What can we do with all these words If we can't rhyme them into swords? Swords two-edged, which cut both ways And pierce delinquents or delays ? The sword that hung by just one hair By no means will with this compare ; The modern sword which by a chain Hangs pendent from the people's brain! The people's verdict galling is To one who dares assert as his The privilege of saying what Is truly his own honest thought Away with prosy words and cant ; Away with things we do not want; Give people scientific facts, That truth may govern all their acts 1 for one will not object To having every word protect Each person in his struggles for Expression true as true thoughts are. WHATS BEST FOR THEE IS BEST FOR ME. What's best for thee is best for me, For all are of one family ; Whatever sullies thy fair name, To me likewise occasions shame. One upright, honest, noble face, Which well befits the human race, A blessing is to all mankind, Because it elevates the mind. 12 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS "NO NEW THINGS/ What the wise man said is true, There is surely nothing new : " No new things under the sun," All that can be has been done. Man in ancient times discerned, What we yet may not have learned, That a circle does not end. That God's laws do not unbend. Five times five was twenty-five, When the wise man was alive ; So it is with every law, Always just, without a flaw. As to-day was yesterday, So it will be all the way ; Morning, noon and night the same, Changed is nothing but the name. What has been again will be, This each thoughtful one can see. History itself repeats ; This the truth also admits. Thus the poet seemed to know That reality would show Much of life was like a dream, " And things are not what they seem. Laws are stable, sure and true, But they never can be new ; We may learn them if we will, But the laws, the same are still. SATISFACTION. Naught can come to do me harm, God can every foe disarm ; He in me and I in him Fills my cup unto the brim ! SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 13 KNOWLEDGE. This is the scientific age, Which may be read on nature's page So plain that he who runs may read- No one need ignorance to plead. * Tis time to leave all fallacies, Time Truth to own for what it is ; Too long we ! ve groped by merely guessing, Now we must know and get the blessing The blessing of the Truth bestowed; Throw off the old, pernicious load, And waken to the light of Truth, Which will alone renew our youth. Truth also now can be applied To all that is to earth allied ; Philosophizing has gone by. Behind must all but knowledge lie ! LONGEVITY. The Bible tells of persons who Lived several hundred years ! Could people now the same thing do By banishing their fears ? We should not fear disease or death, Nor any evil thing, Because the author of our breath Can only goodness bring. Believing God does all things well, That every thing is right, We can in peace and comfort dwell, Walking by Faith, not sight. 14 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS BE HOPEFUL. Why grumble and bring on distress And weariness of heart, When God intends our souls to bless And every good impart ? Why can't we grateful be alway For mercies which are ours, Instead of fretting on what may Exhaust our men Lai powers? We barter all our strength away On things imaginary On things that last but one short day And every hour they vary ! They vary as the shifting sands, The waves are tossing round ; Whereon today one safely stands. Tomorrow naught is found. SUN WORSHIPPERS. I do love the brilliant sun, Emblem of the Holy One, Typifying Life and Love, Emblem of our heaven above. Ancient wise ones, we are told - Wise ones, ardent, too, and bold, Did their God in Phoebus see Which wa not idolatry. But true worship of the Good As the ancients understood ; Light and life, as warmth and air Emblems of our Father's care. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 1 5 CHANGE. Change, not loss, is going on, Nothing gained and nothing gone ; Much required where much is given, Much used aright, the path to heaven. You can find heaven even here, Here upon this earthly sphere ; Need not wait until you die, For the bliss is always nigh. You may accept or may deny, On this same fact you can rely ; Heaven and hell are everywhere, Either one you can now share! Then joy or sorrow you may reap And happiness within can keep ; However turbulent outside, In peace and quiet you reside ! COMPENSATION. If you think, and say, .and do, What is right, and just, and true, Then the graces you will woo All the way your journey through. Cloudy days will then seem bright, Dark will never be the night ; Light within will radiate, Circling 'round your outward state. And the thoughts within that burn Will externalize in turn, And your pathway surely strew With the choicest flowef s that grow. For thoughts and words are real thing* And they fly as if with wings, And whate'er you think or say Will return to you some day. 16 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS OCEAN BEACH. (San Diego, Cal.) A sight where Nature loved to trace As it for gods a dwelling place ; A wealth of scenery sublime, And music as of bells in chime. The music of the ocean wave, Where gently rolling billows lave A varied beach of rocks and shells, And sea-flowers in their dainty dells. The changing views on sea and land Are picturesque, and truly grand ; The mussels fresh you here procure, How gladden they the epicure ! Both Art and Nature here aspire To rival each with something higher Than heretofore has been achieved, Or by the world has been received. A sheltered nook where lovers meet, In golden silence here repeat The sentiment of love alone, For words are needless on Love's throne. No pencil, pen or oral speech C^m fitly picture Ocean Beach ; One day the waves dash mountain high Again in quietude they lie. I beg you, visit this quaint spot, Explore at will the Fairy Grot, And if you can believe your eyes, You'll think youVe entered Paradise ! SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS I 7 TO A CHILD PLAYING WITH A SUNBEAM. Thou'rt trying to grasp a sunbeam, With thy skill and might, Which the "King of Day" is tending forth So dazzlingly bright. With admiration thou dost gaze Upon those lucid beams, Wond'ring a ray thou canst not clasp, As across thy hand it gleams. Many a child when older grown Than thou, my Mary Jane, Has pressed a phantom to his brow, And sought its hold to gain. O may such wisdom beam on thee As shall guide thee aright More just, more substantial and true. Than the dictates of sight. In the sunlight of God's eye, May'st thou ever be kept ; Even when from this broad earth, All that's mortal be swept. In that land of constant day, Where God eternal dwells, And a radiance all His own, The sun's brightness excels. There among that glittering throng, Mayest thou be found, When the ransomed ones of earth Shall His throne surround. 18 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS WHISPERINGS OF NATURE. Watching the tree-tops in the wind, Swaying to and fro, Rocking, swinging in the breeze As it was high or low. And they trembled, quivered, nestled, As if clasping hands, And were thus protection seeking From the reckless winds. Then a heavy branch went bending Seemed to startle leaves, And adown they hung their heads Like a child that grieves. So, like sentient things they frolicked In their airy home, Laughing, sporting with each other "Neath the lofty dome, How much we miss, not looking up, Even below the skies ; Nature smiles and tells her friends She has for them a prize. We must go to her to find it And we must look, to gain What she has in store for us In order to obtain. Fairies dwell within each leaflet As in the days of yore, And they whisper if we listen Just as they did before. Ah, what lovely tales they tell us Of what we do not see, Because our mental eyes are holden We see not things that be. There is naught but love above us, Naught but love below, Naught but goodness round about us, And all is white, like snow. SOUVENIR COLLECTION ;;OF POEMS 19 THE RESTLESS SEA. O, the sea, the restless sea ! Fmblem of humanity Where's the oil to still the waves ? Check their making watery graves J* High the billows toss and roll ; Low the liquid shallows stroll, L ike the human seas of earth, Wild with sad or joyous mirth, Heaving, tossing, never still, As the surging human will, Follows the receding wave, Surging to a lonely grave. JSo do people in their wrath, Travel in an unknown path, Leading to the very brink Where the fatal depth would sink. E'en the most substantial 'Sailing windward or afloat, Sailing east or sailing west, Change they find, but never rest. WHAT IS CALLED DEATH. (April 31, 1908.) O death 1 we welcome thee Not as an enemy, But as a friend brought nigh On whom we can rely I Paul said to die is gain, Nor need we then complain, For we shall live again On Jerusalem's Plain ! Death can no more hurt life Than darkness can end strife ; Life is life and will not die, God alone can tell you why ! 20 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POE.MS PREJUDICE. We build a wall of prejudice; A wall both high and strong, And think that all outside of this is to be shunned as wrong ! We hardly dare to peep above This wall that we have built; We might see something that would shove Us down in depths of guilt I Our love is overcome by fear, We dare not trust ourselves ; The light to us is never clear As one in darkness delves. Until our needless fears are quelled No progress do we make, Just as a forest tree that's felled No further growth can take. The aim of the Freethinker is To raze this senseless wall. This senseless wall of Prejudice, And Freedom give to all ! HIS EIGHTIETH BIRTHDAY. (On the Eightieth Birthday of Charles Kendall Smith, husband of the Author.) I note the silver halo About the dear one's head, I note the voice so mellow In all that he has said. His ripened visage tells me He has not lived in vain, However strong the ills be, He never does complain ! SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 21 Though physically aged. His spirit always young, He leaves no things engaged in With head, or hand, or tongue, He's growing old gracefully No, no, he is not old He stands upright as ever And walks as straight and bold. The cheerful never do grow old. They only seem more ripe ; This is a tale that is twice told. But never old or trite 1 LOVE UNAPPRECIATED. So few accepted Jesus When in the world He dwelt, No wonder that H= sorrowed, While love for all He felt Love always for reviling He never failed to give, And yet they chose Barabbas Instead of Christ to live. How foolish are most people In choosing not the best, While searching for the blessings Of which they are in quest HARMONY, Study nature, and you'll see On the mountain and the lea, Although great diversity, There is always harmony! 22 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS TO MY MOTHER. Words have no power to express All her soul's deep tenderness, In my heart of heart's recess Tis only known. Days of weariness and toil, Nights of anguish and turmoil, Never could her kindness foil Or grief proclaim, In her bosom she would bear, Every sorrow centered there, And did not wish her child to share In her distress. When called to leave my native place. She bade " good bye" with smiling face, Nor wished that aught should e'er efface !Jj^*. My happiness. Now when kindly letters come From her to my western home I feel the friend I'm parted from, More dear to me. TO CHILDREN GONE FROM HOME. What is life worth away from friends, Away from those you love ? A few brief years, and travel ends, And you no longer rove ! Why bruise the heart with loneliness ? Why trudge along alone Afar from home and happiness, To dearest joys unknown ? Why not come back and dwell with me As erst in days gone by ? The same bright days again we'll see As swift the moments fly ! SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 23 Ah, no^ we can't live o'er again The selfsame blissful days ! For mem'ry with its mingled pain Says changed are all ttiose ways? Yes, change Is written over all The checkered walks of life, And weal and woe alike befall The parent, child and wife! Then fasten not your hopes on things That perish with their use ; Neither let riches, which have wings. Tempt to the -souPs abuse. But bags well buy which wax not old And garments that endure, Garments neither bought nor sold, Raiment white and pure. When friends we'll find where'er we go. And homes and hearts most true ; And loneliness no longer know; Each day brings something new! Thus heaven and earth combine to make The dwellers here rejoice, And we as well our share may take Extend the same with heart and voice. TODAY, Let the dead past, bury its dead This has in Scripture been well said. Today we'll try to do and be What seemeth right and best to Thee ! 24 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS CALIFORNIA POPPY. The State Flower, Eschscholtzia, A beauty like the morning star It opes its petals to the sun, And shuts them when the day is done Who knows but while we also sleep It folds it eyelids, not to weep But to regain refreshing rest, As low the sun sinks in the west ? Like living things at sunrise dawn r If you look out upon the lawn, You'll there behold its gorgeousnesss As if it came the earth to bless. Some are creamy, almost white r Laughing in the silvery light, But more are vieing with the sun, From brightest gold to orange run. The foliage green and delicate Its dainty stems of pearly slate, Trembling with the wealth of sheera Which mingles with the olive green. But you must see the flower to know How it can talk, and laugh, and grow ; Then you will think it understands The all of life and its demands. QUESTIONINGS. The world has stood since Time began Before the cognizance of man. We, mortals, living in this age, In doubtful questionings engage. Whence we came and where we go We feel that we may never know ; So many theories afloat, We look around to find a boat, SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 25 A boat that's staunch, where we, at ease. May safely cross lifers billowy seas, And we may learn without a doubt, And know the Universe throughout Do we have longings not supplied ) Are all our questionings denied ? Does God give aspirations void No satisfaction e'er enjoyed ? God does not work that careless way; Find out these things ; he says we may, if we inquire within for facts, The truthful answer is not lax. But if we halfway want to know, The answers coming will be slow; In earnest thou must always be, And then the truth will come to thee. NOW IS THE TIME. Some talk of happy days gone by My happy days are now ; While memory brings past bright days nigh. This day's good we allow. Yes, each new day 1 try to make Advance on yesterday One day less of earth's road to take Toward the heavenly way. As day by day we walk that way The road grows smooth the while; The somber clouds and evening gray May brilliant hopes beguile. Thus we may happiness possess, And happiness impart; Making in life our troubles less. With loving, hopeful heart. 26 SOUVENIR COLLECTIONT OF POEMS PROGRESS. IVe hitched my wagon to a star, I've chained the wheel of chance 1 The highest my ambitions are, And thus I must advance ! I will not tarry to contend With those of lesser speed,. But will go on unto the end, And surely shall succeed. I shall succeed in finding out Some things I ought to know,, From seen and unseen element: How nature's products grow! How nature is a part of All, And All a part of One ; Not even does a sparrow falU Nor any slight thing done Without trie nctice cf tre Cne Who is Omnipotence ! Through whom all efforts are begun For truth against pretence ! MY MOTHER. The whole world seemed changed to me When my precious mother died. Although far apart were we This did not our souls divide. She still watches over me And is often by my side ; Though her form I do not see. Yet she can with me reside. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 27 Tis a pleasant thought to me That she still can be my guide As in youth she used to be When she was my only pride. When the summons comes to me - To engage in scenes untried, With my mother and soul free, I shall then be satisfied ! "LIVE WHILE WE LIVE." To number three score years and ten, To dwell in richest halls of men, To travel all this wide world o'er And gain a wealth of human lore This this is not to live. To scale the brow of Science' hill, To wield a monarch's staff at will, To roam o'er star-paved fields of thought, And vain chimeras bring to naught This this is not to live. Our Saviour Christ was older far Than was indeed Methuselah, For life is not made up of years, Nor yet of famous deeds or fears This this is not to live. To daily, hourly dedicate Our time and talents, small or great, With all our strength, and mind, and might, To God, to wisdom, and to right This this it is to live. "Live much, live long, live instantly," This should our contant motto be, And ever while on earth we dwell, Make days count years by living well;. This this it is to live. 28 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS "BURY ME IN THE GARDEN." [A little girl had been crushed by the wheel of a loaded cart having passed over her, and the only words she uttered while dying were, " Mother ! Mother! don't let them carrj me away down to the dark, cold graveyard, but bury m< in the garden in the garden, mother. " And when her lit- tie sister bsgged her to speak to her, she only replied, " Bury me in the garden, mother bury me in the " and a quivering came over her limbs and all was still.] ** Bury ms in the garden, mother, " Where the purple violets bloom; Don't take me to the cold graveyard, Nor to the lonely tomb ! ** Bury me in the garden, mother, " Where my sister's feet will tread, Where daisies and sweet rosebuds will Their fragrance round me shed. The weeping mother was bending o'er The little dying girl : Her sister to her side had crept And clasped a tiny curl. And all, in speechless agony Around the couch drew near, That her low, last dying whisper They might be sure to hear. *" Bury me in the garden, mother, Bury me '* she faintly said, And ere the feeble words were uttered, The sufferer was dead ! BALLAST POINT. (San Diego, Cal.) Away on the ocean's brink, Where the sea-gull dips his wing, Where the awkward penguins drink, And the waves their dirges sing. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 29 Where the mountain range in sight Its snow-crowned summit lifts, Where the dashing breakers white The wave inrolling drifts ; On a grassy slope we spread Our cloth for a noon repast 1 cannot tell on what we fed The viands were so vast ! The eye was nourished from all sides Above, and round about, The ear drank music from the tides We would not wish shut out. Here you can ask of Nature, why The senses swallow up The influence of sea and sky And on ambrosia sup ? Ask the zoophyte why he makes Beneath the surf his bed ? The breezes, why their oarless strokes Disturb the ocean dread? The throbbing sea in ebb and flow, Why waste its giant strength ? Why not disport the waves below The eye's observant length ? The answer comes, in billowy thrusts From out the wild expanse In watery tones and weeping gusts Of loftiest romance Romance so real and so bright. So free from all pretense. The voices we interrogate Must be endowed with sense ! 30 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS THE MORNING HOUR. Rousing from the last night's rest Nature always smiles the best, As if but now had opened eyes And discerned the brightening skies ! The clouds just tinted with the morn, The old moon looking most forlorn Because the sun, just peeping up, Eclipses now her brightest hope. Wondrous painter I with what skill Does this brilliant orb at will, Touch with colors bright and warm, And every inch of earth transform ! MEMORY. O ! the scenes of long ago 1 How through mem'ry's haunts they flow, Bringing back in vivid dyes Scenes resembling paradise! Blessed memory that can thrill Thoughts of other days at will, And we live them o'er and o'er Gladd'ning us as heretofore ! A mother's love, the purest stream On which the sun of life doth gleam ; The mem'ry of her loving kiss, The sweetest of all earthly bliss ! KIND WORDS AT HOME. Like honey dropping from the comb Fall words from lips we love- Words laden with affection's tone, Ah, these the soul can move. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 31 They sweeten all the cares of life, Make Eden of our home; They banish sorrow, prevent strife, And gem the fireside dome. Gem it with stars emitting light All o'er the path of time, Dispersing all the clouds of night, And warming earth's cold clime. How cheerless would our hearthstone be, Did not the friendly voice Repeat the oft-told tale, that we Are still affection's choice. SAN DIEGO. What I think of San Diego? Asks my quondam friend of Boston ; I will tell my friend of Boston What I think of Diego. 'Tis the finest little city You will find between the oceans Between the oceans, bays and gulfs Between the bays and gulfs for climate. Up the coast of the Pacific Down the coast of the Atlantic, You may wander, wander, wander, And across the seas may travel, Searching for a better climate For a climate more salubrious, For a place for air more balmy, Where the views are more extended, Or the scenery more sublime ; And the people yes, the people, For we do have people here People white and cultured also. Whom you'd think now lived in Boston, Lived in Boston, cultured Boston, Though they never may have seen The Boston famous and renowned. 32 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS "ANGELS UNAWARES/' Said a wealthy man beyond the seas, " I 'have enough to take my ease ; " This was his own mistaken thought, The sequel shows how poor his lot. A garden with exotics rare Was tended with the greatest care, With here and there a dainty seat Within that charming, cool retreat. But best of all, a fountain played Into a basin, all inlaid With gems that sparkled in the spray, Like diamonds on a roundelay. A fairy grot beside the road Not far from this rich man's abode, Wherein was water, pure and sweet, In view of all who passed that street. None but the proud, the rich, the great, Those who possessed a large estate, I I Who needed not the crystal drink Ever approached the fountain's brink. A woman who a black hood wore, With tattered garments, and footsore, Came slowlv up the dusty road, And paused just where the owner stood. She only asked to sit awhile In grateful shade upon the stile And quench her thirst with cooling drink That trickled down the basin's brink. "This is not a public fountain, There is water near that mountain Where such as you do congregate, And readily your thirst can sate I " " The way is long, my feet are sore, You see my garb, that I am poor ; I am so tired and thirsty too Please let me take a sip or two. " SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 33 " Drive her away ! " the rich man said ; Just then the begger turned her head ; Her black hood dropped, revealing hair All gfoMen. and exceeding fair. Her rags unseemly fell away, And shimmering robes as brignt as day About her fell, as angels wear, Which caused the man to wildly stare. He trembled fearfully, and cried : " A drink of water I denied An angel who from heaven came And asked for drink in beggar's name ! When a rough beggar comes again He shall with my consent remain, For such a burning thirst I have, Continually this drink I crave. " Now he is constantly athirst, And feels himself doubly accursed Because an angel he refused, And otherwise unkindly used ! But once again the woman came, While thus lamenting in his shame, And asked again that she might quench Her thirst, while sitting on that bench. He gladly gave the cup to her, And begged that she would never stir From off the grounds till quite refreshed, And all her grievances redressed. She took the cup filled to the brim And gravely handed it to him ; He drank it, not at all afraid ; At once his cruel thirst was stayed ! Now evermore the beggars find A man who is both rich and kind ; The poor are welcomed to his stand, More so than are the rich and grand ! 34 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS YAVEH. Yaveh, Yaveh, Yaveh, Yaveh! There is magic in the name ! Say it over, over, over, Say it till you know tne same !j| Say it over till you feel it Through your system tingle, Till your conduct shall reveal it And in your soul shall mingle. Mingle in your spirit's center, And your being fully feels it Where no wordly thoughts can enter, Nor no hiding place conceals it. Then how lifted up from earth bands Will the soul serenely be ; And a sense of sordiJ dearth lands From you will forever flee ! Yaveh, Yaveh, Yaveh, Yaveh ! There is magic in the name ! Say it over, over, over, Say it till you know the same ? LIBERTY. God is life, love and liberty, This constitutes the trinity; If you have life and love, but not The liberty of your best thought, You understand but partially The meaning of divinity. None are compelled or forced to eat The hidden manna to complete The earthly preparation due, Nor the road we must pursue To reach the strait and narrow gate Through which we pass to that blest state. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 35 GOD IS WITHIN, Believe not your God is high above the stars ! For " my kingdom is within you, " Christ declares ; Where but in His kingdom would the king reside ? This for themselves His true subjects can decide. Through every living atom God is expressed, Through everything uplifted God is addressed, Every flower that opes its petals gives God thanks, As well as every stream that flows within its banks. The stars in the heavens, the sands on the shore, As also the snow flakes that fall by your door The treetops that tremble in the evening breeze, All tell of His goodness with infinite ease. Why should man praise some far off being, instead Of accepting the one by whose hand he is led ? W hy can he not discover the God within, Then strive to express Him, and happiness win ? THE WHEAT AND TARES. A sower went forth to his mellowed ground, And plentifully strewed good seed around ; Then he hied him home, and his inner breast Told of reward in abundant harvest " But while men slept," an enemy came, And carefully mingled tares with the grain ; And they side by side, the tares and the wheat, Ripened together with fullness replete. "In the time of harvest" the reapers will bind The tares in bundles, and they shall be burned ; But safe in the barn the wheat may find store The tares shall flourish with the grain no more. Then sinners beware, e'en though for awhile Securely you bask in prosperity's smile. Sooner or later the harvest will come, And you will lament your sorrowful doom. 36 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS OMNIPOTENT LOVE. [The following poem, which was contributed to a New England paper, reached the author, who was not aware that it had been published, through her son, Charles K, Smith, Jr., of j^fonmouth, Illinois, who, seeing his mother's name attached to it, bought a copy from a blind man who was selling it on the streets of that town as a means of obtaining a livelihood. J Love, like the dauntless boy he is, Entered a neighbor's home one day r And there he found, to his surprise To his surprise and deep dismay Contentions, bickerings and wrath. " I've staid away from here too long, I am to blame for this, " Love saith. " I will remain and right the wrong. I'll pour the wine of gladness in Each inmate's bitter cup, And place it right beside him where He is always wont to sup. I'll pour the oil of peace upon The troubled water's flow ; I will not leave till I have done The work I came to do. Til turn the channel of their words Into another course ; I'll stay until the sunshine comes Into each heart perforce. ** Love can untie the cruel knots In threads of all discourse ; Love can divert the angry thoughts Without the aid of force. Ah, wondrous is the power of love ! Why is it so neglected ? It lifts a person high above The ills of life detected. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 37 It smooths the rugged paths of life, It soothes the troubled breast, St gives one hope amid earth's strife Of home among the blest. T1S EASY TO IMAGINE. "Tis easy to imagine A place where we might dwell In harmony together In some secluded dell, Or rather on a mountain, Or in some forest grand, And drink at love's pure fountain A useful, happy band. For all the world we'd labor Not for ourselves alone, Each one should be our neighbor, Our brother every one ! We never should discriminate Between our friends and foes For kindness would eliminate All bitterness and woesJ "We'd send thoughts big and helpful To all who could receive. And, as far as possible All maladies relieve. And by our simple living vV e find the time our own For getting or for giving, And no lost time bemoan. How beautiful in thinking What this whole world might be. Were people only wishing Each other's good to see! 38 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS DREAM LIFE. I followed my dream in its airy flight, I swung on a cloud, so fluffy and white, I leaned on the moon she was full and bright, Then counted the stars as they shone by night. I sought for the planets, whose people are Wiser and better than we by far ! Then hurried through space from st^r to star With the speed of the breeze on my wind-made car. I searched the depths and I mounted the heights, I paused on the brink of the northern lights! I planted our flag high on the north pole So voyagers may know when they reach that goal I JOYOUS MEMORIES. Joyous memories their welcome bring They fly to us on unseen wing, Today will make them for tomorrow Some of pleasure, some of sorrow. Tomorrow's thoughts are of today, For weal or woe they long will stay, As thoughts endowed are with life Pure should they be and free from strife. ENCOURAGEMENT. Good often comes of seeming ill, In fact, all ills are seeming, " Whatever is, is right, " is still Most true, and hope redeeming. Things that our senses deem as bad May much of good enfold, So if we unkind thoughts discard And only just ones hold, SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 39 We may assist the world of thought In its best endeavor. To abrogate or bring to naught All savorings of error ! And if we can't reform the world We may improve just one, And by examples manifold Will be reform begun ! A GOLDEN KEY. There is a key, a golden key, That will unlock treasures iare, But he who handles it must see It used both wisely and with care ; Let not the weak or careless dare Presume to use this mystic key, Whatever his thoughts and wishes are To him returned will always be. Unless the thoughts are pure and true What is received will cause despair ; If what is right he won't pursue For unlocked woes he must prepare. A QUERY. There is so much we do not know In this enlightened age of ours, How dare we say, f it is not so, 1 Unless we have supernal powers ? We are so sure that we are right, That every other way is wrong, We close our eyes, shut out the light, And thus our ignorance prolong. Look out upon God's works and see How Nature follows Nature's laws, And naught is there but harmony, And no result without a cause ! 40 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS SUNSHINE, CLOUD AND STORM. I love bright days of sunshine When gladnes Ms the earth. And the warble of the bird lings Makes air vocal with mirth. For they mind me of that sun With healing in his beams. Wherein warm and genial climes His brightness always gleams. I love dull days of cloud-sky, All quiet, like the night, When no rain-drop comes pattering On the casement of light For they point me that time When the weary shall rest, When the harvester returned Shall sit down with the blest And I love a rainy day, When heavy drops come down, As if the angry storm-king Meant earth to feel his frown. For it speaks of Him who h oldeth In the hollow of his hand, The habitants and elements Of air, and sea, and land. HAPPINESS. Age is tne bme for happiness Wlien cares are growing less and less And children more mature are grown And take your burdens as their own. The afternoon of life has come, And we are drawing nearer home ; Already fed die twilight hour Has a serene and soothing power. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 41 Heaven you now know is within. And here the joys of heaven begin ; You realize eternal bliss Must be something much like this! And as the days go gliding by We bless the power that rules on high. The same on earth as in the sky. That all is good you feel assured, Because true wisdom has secured To all the dwellers here on earth To each according to his worth. TO THE TRUTH. For shame, to walk about so nude, As if you did not care If people shunned you as they would The bare legs of a chair! Sometimes at wicked folk you stare, As if you knew them well, And of their doings was aware And could a story tell. Anon, you go around so sly, The people watching you Have no idea you are nigh. Or seeing what they do. So they go on in wickedness, Thinking themselves alone, Until the Truth makes them confess, And all they've done make known. Aug. 4, 1908. 42 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS SONNET. "* Who could brook That even those who love us best should know The secret springs of many an hour of woe ? ** RESPONSE. Twere better " those who love us best should know The secret springs of many an hour of woe." The kindly smile, the cheering word of hope, From those whose every word we know to be A well-spring of affection gushing up From love's own fountain, pure and free, Is balm unto the bruised and broken spirit, Which should our fervent gratitude call forth To Him from whom we every good inherit With grace imbued, what privilege to have One friend whose tone, whose sympathizing look Can 'suage the inward grief that frets and smarts And weighs the spirit down J Ah, who could brook That best loved friends should be debarred our hearts. MISMATED. The clematis married a beech tree tali, Her friends were surprised, as she was so small ; While courting his branches bent gracefully to her And that is the way he managed to woo her. But soon he desired her to stand quite alone, Which she could not do, he had very well known ; "I wish I had married a sunflower, *" he said, " Or some other one -who could hold up her head. ~ Then dae clematis grieved as a woman would When the fatal mistake she now understood, And she drooped still more than nature demands, While die beech tree enforced his stern commands. So they drifted apart, as diversities will ; Though fee did not love her, the vine loved him still, SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 43 And sent up her tendrils as high as she could To the wonder of plants that grew in the wood. Prouder and prouder the tree daily grew, Higher and higher his foliage he threw, Not a twig sent he forth that the vine could reach; On the ground it trailed at the base of the beech. ROSE HARTWICK THORPE, [The following acrostic was addressed to the distiiT guished author, Mrs. Thorpe, on her birthday anniversary, December 5, 1893, at her home, Pacific B^ach, near San Diego, Cal.] Rose is called the queen of flowers. One of fragrance and of powers; So it is a lovely name. Even now allied to fame 1 How delightful it must be Always everywhere to see Rarest roses in degree Thereon twining tenderly. We well know the understood Is the gift of all that's good, Doming in as sunlight does, Keeping with and warming us. Thus the poet well may find Happiness within the mind, Only heeding harmony, Rarest of the things that be. Purity and love divine, Each with poesy combine. Pacific Beach. Cal., Dec. 7. 1893. My dear Mrs. Smith: Your kindly thoughts, clothed in the language of my heart (rhyme), is as precious to me as the flowers of which you wrote. I received a number of such loving testimonials after the reception and shall place them all with my treas- ures to be carefully preserved for the future, and for those who will live when we have passed away. Lovingly Yours, Rose Hartwick Thorpe. 44 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS SAN DIEGO IN NOVEMBER. We've reached the embers of the year, The summer months gone by.. And yet cold weather is not here The days much like July ! Flowers are blooming all around, The humming bird flits by, There is no frost upon the ground, No rain clouds shade the sky. And filled with thankfulness and hope Are those who come to stay, Who live on the Pacific slope, Near San Diego Bay ! November, 1903. OUR ELDER BROTHER. The common people gladly heard The man of Nazareth, They listened to His every word Listened with bated breath. He spake as never man did speak, As all who heard him know, He told them clearly how to seek And find redemption's glow. Yet when He came unto his own. His own received Him not, But to as many as was shown To have received His thought To them He gave especial power As being sons of God, And, at His own appointed hour* To gain their just reward. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 45 Then pxatiently all can await Decisions of the Just, When opened is the book of Fate, And joyously they trust. Will not the Judge of all the earth Do always what is right- Judging according to our worth, No worthy one to slight? HAVE YOU READ NATURE'S BOOK? Have you read Nature's bible yet The scripture of the violet ? And turned the leaves of Sharon's rose, Learned how and why the green grass grows ? Did you one day with Jesus walk And hear the babbling waters talk ? Or did you note the branching trees Nodding gracefully in the bresze? Did you learn what they were saying In the wind while limbs were swaying. And the birds on the higher boughs Carolling in their leafy house ? O, wondrous are Dame Nature's ways, And wondrous beauties she displays, Hidden away in leafy sprays As if eluding human gaze ! VEIL OF ISIS. The veil of the Temple was rent When Jesus Christ was crucified, And ever since that grave event The entrance has been opened wide. And all who have Shekinah seen Will total darkness feel no more, Light will across their pathway gleam, Until they reach the shining shore. 46 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS Christ was the light erst symbolized ; He came to earth that all might see ; The truth by Him was not disguised, He raised the veil of mystery 1 He was the true Shekinah bright. Though many failed to understand ; Their eyes were holden from the light They marvelled at his wise command. So down the ages some have groped, Believing not the veil was rent ; Still gazing at the Temple hoped Shekinah would yet give content, And shine again as sacred song Asserts that it was wont to do For those who watched and waited long The first faint glimpse of light to woo I But disappointment meets them all Christ was the Way, the Truth, the Life, And when they fail on Him to call They meet embarassment and strife I To them the veil is always closed ; No hand invisible is raised Naught to thick darkness interposed, Thus leaving gazers sore amazed ! PERFECTION. If you would perfection see, Purest thoughts must cherished be, Neither jealousy nor hate Must be found in your estate. Yes, the wrong doer himself wrongs More than he can another one, And his unhappiness prolongs By every wrong that he has done ! SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 47 LOVE. If you love me tell me so ; It is what I like to know Like the sunshine, love is warm, And it never doeth harm. Love is what the world now needs ; It would stimulate good deeds, And it would eradicate All the vestiges of hate. Wrong we never those we love ; Rather do we from above Call the richest blessings on Every weak or erring one. Then let loving thoughts be sent Till they fill the firmament ; Would not then *' life's troubled sea Always calm and peaceful be? BIRTH. When earth was born one lovely morn, The stars together sang; They sang with glee, in jubilee The joyous anthems rang! Where, then, was I, when first that cry, n Ye must be born again," Came like a knell or angry swell, Which soundeth forth amain? Each time new thought the brain has caught We thus are born again; And every day Time whiles away New births do then obtain. Some once are born, and all forlorn, Go plodding on their way; They seek no truth from early youth, Not born again are they ! 48 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS LETTERS FROM FRIENDS. [June. 1 90S.} There comes with them a wealth of ore, Not diamond dust or gold in store. But something worth much more by far Than either gold or diamonds are. The love that comes between the lines, That may be read as heart inclines, Revealing such a soulful song As does our happiness prolong. Who has not been depressed and lone And fek the need of friendly tone, When lo 1 the postman brings a note Which sends the loneliness afloat, And we our cheerfulness regain, Feeling no reason to complain, Our daily duties then resume ; Dispelled at once is all our gloom. NEW ENGLAND SPRING. No such surprises come to us In this more southern clime, Because our winter, spring and fall Seem all like summer time. We see no verdure green the -while Snow lies in patches white, Nor do we see just peeping up, The early springs delight We never search beneath the snow For checker berries red, Nor do we watch when soon it melts, For the arbutus bed. We never walk upon the crust Of frozen snow in March, Nor gaze upon the icy branch Across the crystal arch. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 49 We never put a metal cup Up to a thirsty lip And find it closely to it glued Before we take a sip ! Nature sports in various ways With her fantastic toys, Adding superbly to the wealth Of early earthly joys. 'THE WORLD WITHOUT A SABBATH." [Suggested on reading these words as the subject of a prize essay at a college exhibition, December 17, 1873.] The world "without a Sabbath would A weariness assume, Assuaged by no recruiting rest, Enriched by no perfume. The flowers of life would withered lie Across the trodden way, And thorns spring up to choke the path That finds no Sabbath day. Ah, yes ! the busy, active world Without a day of rest, Would be like ever-shining sun Without the shadow's crest. Twould be like rough machinery, Without the rubric oil To keep it smoothly at its work, Relieving human toil. Twould be like delving in the rocks, With only soil of sand ; An arid, parched and desert waste, With naught whereon to stand. Bless God . we have a Sabbath day, A holy day of rest, In which to garner strength and grace To dwell among the blest. 50 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS -SWEET SIXTEEN/* [The following poem was addressed to Miss Rosa B. Smith (now Mrs. V. Ray Bennett), granddaughter of the author, and was read at a party given in celebration of her sixteenth birthday at her home in San Diego, California, April 7, 1890.] Now sweet sixteen, as may be seen, Becomes Miss Rosa well, Whose winning grace and smiling face Unitedly compel The love of those who now compose The circle of her friends. Shf- says " Look here, my grandma dear, I want a gift from you ; Not something bought that comes to naught But something nice and true, Which you can -write for me tonight And which can be preserved by me As long as life extends. " What can I say which rightly may Some happiness confer, While life is young and wishes sprung So lavishly on her ? The best of all that I recall Is love to God and man. Thus also she, like busy bee, Has learned this wiser plan, And His strong arm will keep from harm All who will trust in Him. With sweet content and confident Of His abiding care, Will we throw trouble, like a bubble, Out into the breezy air. Calmly await whatever fate He Jtias for us in store, He'll fill our cup of blessings up, Hell fill it to the brim. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 51 So sweet sixteen, as may be seen Becomes dear Rosa well, Whose smiling face and winning grace Unitedly compel The love of those who now compose The circle of her friends. MY NINETIETH BIRTHDAY. (March 13, 1907.) God every day is good to me, Like rain upon a thirsty lea ; I will drink in the nutriment, The wine that is to me thus sent. 'Twill fill my brain; 'twill fill my soul Until I feel completely whole, And every want will be supplied, And not a needful thing denied. I shall be full of hope and love Shall seek for wisdom from above, Nor will a groveling thought oppress. His presence with me always bless. NO MIRACLES. For all effects there is a cause, God does not break his own wise laws; What seems to be miraculous Is only ignorance in us. Ignorance of God^s high power Which shadows forth in every flower, Wisdom in every plant that grows, The secret of its growth who knows? We cannot measure wisdom's ways By our own petty, childish days ; E'en when we climb high on Life's hills We Lave to say "just as God wills J" 52 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS SERENADE, Fairy Sleep had locked my eyelids And the mystic key had hidden Telling me 1 must not waken, 'Till the rosy morn had bidden. Twas the witching hour of midnight When the moonbeams brigkt were playing Hide and seek with trembling treetops, And the wind their branches swaying. That the music of some country- Earth or heaven I could not tell Came into my chamber window, With a grand and warlike swell. Far too loud for fairy minstrels Were the strains that met my ear ; Surely, could I be mistaken I was in the angel sphere ? " Sister ! Sister ! You are dreaming This is no celestial land ! If you could but lift your eyelids You would see the Monmouth band I" SAN FRANCISCO. (Oct. 28,^ 1875.) Here we are on Frisco's strand, The world- wide, far-famed golden land, About which as a fairy dream Did stories of it always seem. But like the wise man's guest of old, We found the half had not been told ; The truth is wonderful to tell. And savors of some wizard dell SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 53 Or else Aladdin's wondrous lamp Which changed all nature, giving stamp Of golden hue to colors brown Above our reach, brought blessings down- But this is real, it's not a myth ; We are tied, not by a withered withe, But tied with June's October sun, And fruits and flowers, May's garden won. Go to the mint and see the gold ; To Woodward's Garden and be told. Of rare and costly fruits and flowers From foreign lands, fairer than ours ? Oh, no ! no fairer clime exists, Except in fancy's nlmy mist, Than here on fair Pacific's slope, The rich man's home, the poor man's hope. "ALL IS GOOD?" I've tried to think that all is good How can it thus be understood When to each other men are rude And manifest ingratitude? How can we ** all is good ** decide When daily papers columns wide Are filled with theft and suicide And evil deeds are multiplied ? If God says '"evil I create," And so the Bible does relate, As well as love there's also hate, Then it admits of no debate ! Of no debate by those who claim To follow Scripture as their aim ; The Bible and God's Word ^the same- How can they " all is good " proclaim 2 54 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS GREETINGS. [To Mrs. C. K. Smith, on her birthday, by Dr. C C. Parry,* March 13, 1883.] Youth is the time of buds and flowers Nurtured by sunshine and by showers, Age with its golden tinted leaves, Garners ripe fruit within its sheaves. All that is rich and sweet remains Through summer's heat and autumn's rains* And holds within its close embrace, Germs of the new-born living race. May this and future birthdays prove Rich with such fruits of hope and love, And all, harmoniously combine To crown with joy this life of thine ! RESPONSE BY MRS. SMITH. Thanks, my friend, for this bright lay, Written upon my natal day ; ' Tis fresh and sweet as if for youth, And not for age as 'tis in truth. And why not hope for future hours, As well as early youthful powers ? 'Tis Erood to have increase of years, When not accompanied with fears. With fears of what there may await The passage through death's open gate, And can we not almost discern, Or rather, previously learn By noting, what today has wrought, Perceive with what the morrow's fraught. * Dr. Parry was born in England. He was a distin- guished botanist. He died at his home, Davenport, Iowa, February 20, 1890, aged 66 years. He had gathered flowers in every one of the United States. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 55 So would I thus return to thee Good wishes now expressed for me, And may your hundredth birthday be Pleasant as is this day to me ! LAND-LOCKED BAY. Placidly the waters lay In the San Diego bay ; Though old ocean madly wars, Lashing his sides upon its shores, Nothing ruffles thy calm breast; Like a sleeping babe at rest, Silently thy waters lay In the quiet, land-locked bay. O, the cooling breeze that comes O'er thy bosom to our homes, Mellowed by the distance lent With thine own so graceful bent. Yes, I know old ocean would Step across thee if he could, And most likely wash away Thy best features, land-locked bay. But the friendly band of earth Which in old time gave thee birth Now extends his solid arm Keeping thee from ocean's harm. Let him rock and foam at will, Thou art safely guarded still, And thy pleasant surface may Be serene, thou land-locked bay ! Though the sun his rays pour down On the parched and thirsty ground, Hotly claiming for his own All the vegetation grown, Thou dost send thy moistened breath, Rescuing from certain death All the herbage that shall lay Near thy borders, land-locked bay ! 56 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS RELEASED. [The transition of Mr. Charles Kendall Smith, husband of the writer, occurred on September 12, 1900, soon after the celebration of their 65th wedding anniversary, which he enjoyed. He would have been 90 years old on the 21st of the next December. He closed his eyes peacefully and the watchers thought he was asleep, but he had passed to the beyond, and this poem was written concerning his release, by his devoted wife. ] At early morn the angels came And took one from his house of clay ; So lovingly they made their claim, We could not feel to say them nay. "Just what is best for him, " we cried, Regardless of the aching hearts, And thus the angels did decide, And acted well their several parts. His real self is with us yet, And with us he can still remain ; Already freed ones he has met Met them on progression's plane. Scarcely a thin veil hangs between The living and the so-called dead Between the seen and the unseen, Together side by side they tread. We should rejoice rather than mourn, When weary ones are thus released, When bodies to the grave are borne, And turmoils of the flesh have ceased. For God still doeth all things well, And we can trust Him for His grace, As when the men of old did tell, Angels with men talked face to face. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 57 MEASURE OF THE SOUL. The angel came down, it was measuring day, The soul to be gauged had to come that way ; Howe'er one might wish the test to avoid, Each would receive either blame or reward. The gold bar adjuster could make no mistake, All were measured as true as figures could make ; Though some might object to a process so true No one could escape the measure his due. 1 thought I had done much good the past year, And hoped that my measure would prove bright and clear, But when secret motives were exposed to view, How selfish appeared the record so true! Evade it as each one might try to do, The golden measure ail the facts would show ; The state of the soul was clearly revealed, Not a secret though* or deed was concealed. WHAT SHALL WE DO WITH JESUS ? [ Suggested by hearing a sermon on this topic, ] What shall we do with Jesus ? is asked again today ; What can we do but love Him ? Love Him and watch and pray ; Love Him, includes all duty all else we have to do, For none can truly love Him and prove to man untrue. Then follow His example as He was doing good , When through this rough world walked He, and sin's worst wiles withstood. And when He met repentant, a sinful, erring child, He said with great compassion, in accents soft and mild, Neither do I condemn thee, go, sin no more, my child. "What shall we do with Jesus?" Who can to this reply? What shall we do wihout Him ? should be the earnest cry; So speak to thoee who cloubt Him that they to Him may fly. 58 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS HAGAR IN THE DESERT. The bread and the water were gone The lad was weary and faint ; The mother despairing sat down, And to God sent up her complaint Hagar now hears the angel's reply, * Fear not, lift the lad in thine hand, For he is not going to die His sons shall inherit the land." Then God opened her eyes as He willed, And a well of pure water she saw, And the bottle again she fille^, Resuming her journey with awe ! CHRISTMAS. Open wide the door of hope, Let Christmas cheer come in ; Give every one the freest scope True happiness to win. What better day than this to choose, For errantry sublime ! To let all closed-up purse strings loose, And celebrate the time When angels sang in heaven for joy, When Christ to earth was given, The son of God, the human boy, To point the way to heaven. Let gladness hover "round each hearth, Let generous hearts respond To wants of dwellers nere on earth, To needs on every hand. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 59 More blessed 'tis to give than take, More blessed to relieve The wants of poor and destitute, Than ever to receive. Then hail the hopeful Christmas day I The day when Christ was born ; Let happiness and cheer alway This blessed day adorn. "LEAST OF THESE. " Are people today wiser Than when the Christ was slain? Or would they be more loving If He should come again? Oh, yes ! on looking backward, And Christ we read about, We surely would accept Him, No home would shut him out! Today He is so honored, When ragged outcasts come, We welcome them as Jesus Into our pleasant homes! This was what was meant, no doubt. By " the least of one of these, " When Christ himself assured us We himself that way could please i Now, poor aged wanderers In this good Christian land, You need not feel forsaken Relieved by Christ's command 1 Correct is this plain picture ? Or should it be explained That only in the retrospect Are these good things obtained ? 60 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS "TO MY SISTER" AND RESPONSE. (The following correspondence in ryhme between the author and her sister, Mrs. E. E. Orcult, was carried on through the columns of the Monmouth (111.) Atlas, on the part of the former and the columns of the Boston Olive Branch on the part of the latter. The first in order " To my Sister " was written for the Olive Branch by Mrs. Or- cutt, at Woodstock, Vermont, May 1, 1851. The "Re- sponse" was written for the Atlas by Mrs. Smith, at Mon- mouth, Illinois, July 12, 1851.) When our last farewell was given, How our trusting hearts were riven, Faint the smiles we strove to wear, Tears their right asserted there. Though deep waves between us flow, Thoughts may travel to and fro, On the mystic wire of will, That binds our hearts together still. And now I come at evening dew, When fancy spreads her wings anew, And sit in thought beside your hearth And join the social chat and mirth. I see dear children 'round you come, And hear them sing again "Sweet Home," Those buds in heaven are with me, too, Though now they bloom away from you. They need no more your tender care, But live forever young and fair ; I hear the voice of song and praise, And hoping, wait for brighter days. Oh, dear ! the thought that soothes the heart, When from our loved ones rent apart, . That we shall one day meet again, Beyond the reach of every pain. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 61 Yes, sister, in that better land, Where pleasures bloom on every hand, And sacred joys perennial reign *Tis sweet to think we'll meet again. And should we not each other greet 'Till in that blissful land we meet, May all the intervening time Be spent in fitting for that clime. And while the past has power to bring Glad thoughts to us on memory's wing, Oh, may the future lend a charm, Which shall the cares of life disarm. May each routine of duty be The advent of new liberty, New liberty for mental eyes To pierce the gates of paradise. There may the eye of faith behold The lambs Christ gathered to His fold, And as their beckoning glance we meet, And hear their lisping tongues repeat The song of "home, sweet home " above, Oh, how our hearts in grateful love, Pour forth the hopeful, ardent prayer, That we ere long their bliss may share. TRUE KNOWLEDGE. How long it takes to learn to live In this good world of ours, Though very much it has to give To lighten up our powers. We do not open our blind eyes To see what's to be seen ; We do not listen with our ears To what " glad tidings " mean. 62 SOUVENIR COLLECTION QF POEMS Jesus desired that we should know What He had learned so well, And grieved because we were so slow While on this earth we dwell. Why can't we find the Christ within, And learn what's best to know, Instead of floating on in sin, As turbid waters flow ? Oh, what * lovely world is this, If men were only true ! How much of happiness they miss By what they now pursue ! Seek God's kingdom and righteousnes. The first thing that you do, Then all things else in plenteousness Will be secured to you. CHRIST CRUCIFIED. Discouraged the Disciples felt As prostrate 'neath the cross they knelt; Jesus from them now was taken, Fearfully their faith was shaken ! They thought He was the One who would Now fill the world with -brotherhood And never more that sin should reign Satan no more a foothold gain ! They thought invulnerable He was To being nailed upon the cross, Or ever human beings could Deprive Him of His livelihood. Now had this brightest prospect fled, And all their brilliant hopes lay dead, As Jesus on the cross expired And nothing seemed of them required. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 63 Shortsighted were Disciples then Like people now, when told again The mission of the Saviour here To bless with righteousness this sphere. Today Christ is not understood, Though pioclaimed loudly that He could, If sinners would but trust in Him, From sin's bondage deliver them. Though many of His graces ring A wordy trust is not the thing, And works must follow in the wak^ Of pious preaching for His sake. The faith of just a little child The pure religion, undenled Drink to the thirsty daily given, Are passports on the road to heaven. Some think of Christ as far away : His spirit can, and does each day Come in to sup without delay As a loved guest had come to stay. THE INNER VOICE. Let not your conscience e'er be seared But heed its dictates true, Accept not all that has appeared As a reality to you ! But listen to the inner voice And wisdom therefrom gain. Give no heed to external noise, From outward calls refrain. Pause and consider now which way Your steps today are leading, Waste not the time that's called today Earths lessons all unheeding. 64 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS PERFECT LOVE. Give me the love that casts out fear, The love that brings the Savior near; This is the message Jesus brought, For this he suffered, toiled and fought. He fought the fight of faith to win The bliss of being freed from sin ; To bring the human race to know How they could save themselves from woe. 11 1 am the way, the truth, the life," All other ways are filled with strife ; His burden is so very light It lifts the darkness from the night. ' Twas love that sent him to this world, Love's banner caused to be unfurled, That guilt might flee, the Father be Through Christ discerned and loved as he. Christ within that glorious hope, Not brought by either priest, or pope ; This is the love that frees the soul, From bondage of the flesh control. ADVANCEMENT. I don't denounce the views I left More than the shoes I have outgrown : They served me when I younger was, And were the best I then had known. The road I traveled o'er last week Led me to the point I craved ; To stay there was not what I wished E'en though much labor thus I saved. 1 My Father worketh hitherto ; n Should I then ever try to shirk Whatever seemeth best to do, When Jesus said, * I also work ? " SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 65 If fruit trees get the sun and rain, And soil is loosened round them, The fruit will surely faster ripen Than if the dry earth bound them. Then cultivate both heart and mind, Just as one would his garden till, For neither will expand and grow By sleeping, or by standing still. GOD'S KINDERGARTEN. " We aie all children in the kindegarten of God. -The Philistine. Yes, in God's Kindergarten we Are only babies yet, you see, And just now learning A, B, C ! When we get to syllables two, ' And the muses begin to woo, What will our teachers with us do ? For life's large book is so abstruse, And so filled up with diverse views, Can we adapt it to our use ? If step by step we persevere, And to right teaching do adhere, The " little learning " will appear. Though "little " is a dangerous thing, Without it can we ever bring Ourselves within the charmed ring The charmed ring of authors rare, Or be enabled to declare Our pinions to be free as air On Fancy's fairy wings to fly, Free as the bird flits in the sky, And warbles to the stars on high ? 66 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS WHERE? Where is heaven ? and where is hell ? Just where the proper persons dwell ; Two may be sitting side by side, And each in heaven or hell reside. You are in heaven if heaven's in you, This may to you be something new, But you will learn that it is true, As air is in and outside too ! We all do happinsss desire, To gain the same it will require Determined will and energy Practiced with patient industry. Love must lift the heavy-laden Ere one can reach this earthly Eden ; ' Tis love alone produces sweets, And heightens all the joys he meets ! Then start with Love divine, and know That you will reap just as you sow. Nature in all her ways is just Measure impartially she must ! HEAVEN. There is in every dewy flower, That opes its leaves at morning hour And every raindrop of a shower, A mighty lesson which has power To tell of heaven to man. There is in every lamp on high, In every orb that meets the eye, The sun, whose rays the stars outvie, And every cloudlet in the sky, What tells of heaven to man. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 67 There is in every shrub that grows, In every leaf that Nature knows, In every breath of wind that blows, And everything that God bestows, What tells of heaven to man. Shall man, God's noblest work, alone His Maker's sovereign care disown? Refuse the terms that would atone, For all the wrongs that he has done, And purchased heaven for man ? THY WILL, NOT MINE. Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done, Thy will be done in me ; Then all that's worthy will be won And swallowed up in Thee. Thy will not mine should ever be The principle applied ; No higher blessedness we'll see Than to in this abide. The grace and wisdom from above, The trust that gives true peace The blissful harmony of love Will never, never cease. Then why in deadly strife and toil Should daily man engage ? Why not escape all the turmoil That doubts and troubles wage ? Why not accept the words of Christ, Ye shall find peace in me ? The words in which the saints rejoiced And blessedness was free ? 68 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS PLANTS AND FLOWERS. Yes, their interest to us is doubly enhanced By knowing that there is intelligence in plants ; You speak to them and they will nod the head As if they understood just what you said ! Note that tendril reaching out to find support, As if it knew the lay of twigs it seeks to court ; Intelligence that only vines will exercise And taking thought of sturdy strength likewise. They seem to know when eyes bend o'er them lovingly And almost grasp the hand they do appear to see. Pet birds, also turn the back upon persons they know And with ruffled feathers their keen dislike will show! Both plants and birds know much more than people think Estimating the same by what they eat and drink, For they do need nourishment somewhat as humans do, And they wilt and fade for the want of it, also. Cruelty to animals has justly been a theme Calling in the care of them for a kindlier scheme ; But for cruelty to plants has not been thought worth while To change the order of their care to a better style. Oct. 5, 1908. DO OUR LOVED ONES COME > Do our loved ones come again to their home And know how we miss them here ? Do they look in the heart and solace impart While the form lies cold on the bier ? Come the breathings of love from the pure spheres above To cheer the desponding and tried ? Oh, then there is rest for the one bereft Who longer on earth must abide. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 69 If these things be so, and the truths we may know, Then will we not thrust them aside, But for wisdom will ask, and think it no task When Jesus -we have for our guide, Jesus Christ, the day-spring, to earth came to bring Life and immortality to light ; Then who should despise, or think as unwise, His heavenly teachings so bright I Let us take His word and follow our Lord, Assured He is always our friend ; His peace He will give while to him we live Though trials sore may us attend. COLUMBUS In fourteen hundred ninety-two Columbus started with his crew; He sought not honor, fame or wealth -, He came not to restore his health. The world must have one sided seemed Before the thought in his brain teemed, That there must be a continent Off where the setting sun was sent. Look on the map and see the space That now the old world would embrace, Had not Columbus with his band Crossed over to this goodly land. So for the unknown, foreign shores The briny waters he explores ! His faith is strong that there must be A continent beyond the sea. Then cheers for good Queen Isabel Whose wisdom was her citadel, Whose generous aid Columbus gained Through whom success and honors rained. 70 SOUVENIR COLLECTION QF POEMS THE BIBLE. The Bible is not chained within A fortress dark and old ; Its truths from out the paths of sin Will lead you to Christ's fold. Then give your energies today To trace its sacred lore, Nor throw the heavenly truth away If thus you've done before. 'Twill tell you how the Saviour talked When he was but a child ; 'Twill tell you how the righteous walked This rugged earth and wild. * Twill tell you to escape the woes That wickedness befalls ; ' Twill tell you how to conquer foes, And build up Zion's walls. * Twill tell you of that love divine Which gave the Son to die. That all accepting Him may find A home beyond the sky. THY WILL BE DONE. Not my will but Thine be done ; Thus be every day begun, Then, whate'er my duties be, It will still be well with me. Heavenly guidance all the way Daily, hourly have, we may. Ask it shall be given thee. For the giving is most free. Wisdom has this good way planned Governed by God's own command. Perfect love casts out all fear, And there'll be no danger near. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 71 DREAM OF HEAVEN. I dream of heaven ; great peace have they Whose minds are stayed on God ; They use no words, with thoughts they pray, To Him who is the Lord. Their bodies, radiant and pure. Their beauteous garments fine ; So full of life that will endure ; May life in heaven be mine. While we in earth our mansions build, Our garden fill with flowers, And every day becomes enfillee With bright, supernal powers! We get a taste of heaven here, While tarrying below, Which those now in the higher sphere, In glory so well know. THE NEW AND THE TRUE Dec. 10, 1875. Tell me something newer Than the latest news ; Something that is truer Than the morning dews. The news is old to-morrow, The dew is gone ere noon ; Everything but sorrow Perishes thus soon. Give me something sparkling, Something like new wine, Which with age advancing Renders it more fine. 72 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS M % Y SEVENTY-FIFTH BIRTHDAY. March 13, 1892. Seventy-five years ; and where have they blown ? Tell if you can where the summers are gone ; The wings of Life and the ocean of Time Have floated them off as a rythmic rhyme. I feel not so old as the years would tell, The days of my youth I remember well ; The charm of living is as great as then, Old age has no terrors to darken my ken. The world looks as lovely, belonging to God The world as His footstool where'er I have trod; 'Tis as well to be old as it is to be young, As sweet as the sowing is the harvest song sung. God is the giver of every gcod thing, Autumn as bright as the hopefullest spring ; Time is not counted by days and years, 'Tis counted by heart-throbs, by smiles and tears. Then hail, all the days as they swiftly fly ! We will use them well as they hurry by, For life does not end with our earthly days, And God holds the keys to the heavenly way. I can trust the future as in the past, All will be well when the end comes at last ; I shall be " satisfied " when I awake In His dear likeness when the dawn shall break. OUR SIXTY-FOURTH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY. San Diego, Cal., July 7, 1 899. We are nearing the end of our journey, The mountains begin to look bright, Very soon we may enter the portals Where there will be no more night. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 73 From trials our life has not been exempt, But day always followed the night ; Have ever been blessed beyond our deserts, Our path undeservedly bright. More cause for thankfulness than repining, Have seen more of pleasure than pain, Every cloud has had its silver lining, And darkness changed to light again. " 1 have meat to eat that ye know not of," Said Christ when his heart was full of love ; We also may feed on food divine, Nor hunger, nor thirst, nor feel to repine. We get what we seek, if we seek aright, His yoke is easy and His burden light ; Brighter and brighter grows our pathway, Till now we nre nearing the perfect day. To loved ones who meet with us here to-day May flowers spring up all along your pathway, That the evening of life your best may be, All ripe for a blissful eternity. THE MOON JS BEAMING BRIGHT, LOVE. (To Eliza.) The moon is beaming bright, love, Its mellow light on me ; It sheds its rays to-night, love, As sweetly, too, on thee. What consolation this, love, Though distant you may be, And your kind voice I miss, love, We both this beacon see. How often we have strayed, love, Beneath its smiling beams, Where cooling zephyrs played, love, Beside the silver streams. 74 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS Perhaps you are to-night, love, Even as I am now. Gazing on its light, love, And thinking of our vow. Good night, then, good night, love, Since parted we must be, I'll hail this beacon light, love, Which speaks to me of thee. TRUTH. The book of life is opened wide That he who runs may read ; The word of Truth is by your side, Its sacred contents heed. We need not wander from the right And bend the knee to error, When Christ's example, pure and bright Relieves us of all terror. The star of Truth forever shines, Be guided by its rays; From dross, Truth's crucible refines The purest of Life's days. WORDS. Why use the little words that sting, Or tones that will cause suffering ? Why not be affable and kind, And something pleasant bring to mind Why not forget unpleasant things ! A well-bred person never flings A painful word to anyone Neither sarcastic nor in fun ! SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEiMS 75 If the past you know has been What looked like accident or sin, Which made a fellow mortal blush, Why on that subject should you push ? There would be more of happiness While traveling through earth's wilderness If all would try to aid each other, Treating each one as a brother ! The Golden Rule teaches the same. We are to help the blind and lame Not merely physically blind, But those whom Truth doth not yet bind. ONE LOVELY MORN. BY MRS. C. K. SMITH. One lovely morn when May was born On the Pacific Coast was I I breathed the breath of roses then As their fragrance rich swept by. There's goodness in the human heart, Say what you will about it, If we would only trust it more, Not be so quick to doubt it. There's sometimes goodness in a heart, Where least you would suspect it, ' Tis hidden in a soul apart Because it's been neglected. ' Tis best to see some good in all Instead of thinking ill, Better to keep in memory's hall The Champion of good will. 76 SOUVENIR COLLECTION QF POEMS INDEPENDENCE. July 4, 1850 Here we meet, a little band To commemorate the day, When the fathers of our land, Met allegiance vows to pay. Not allegiance vows to power, Nor allegiance vows to fame ; These, the trappings of an hour, Are not worthy of the name. But the consecrated vows, We commemorate this day, At whose shrine Columbia bows, Were the vows of Liberty ! Strong in God's protecting power To uphold a nation free, Were the patriots of that hour, Which proclaimed our Liberty ! Now let Freedom's song be sung, And her noble story told ; Sound it forth from every tongue, As in thrilling strains of old ! Let pealing bells be heard, And be Freedom's flag unfurled, Until, like a swift-winged bird, Liberty shall fan the world ! CONTEMPLATING SUICIDE. Courage, woman, live out your days, At the worst they will be brief, And and not so hard will be your ways, For suicide gives no relief. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 77 You will be more alive when n dead " Than when you thought yourself alive ; You can never oblivion wed, Nor will you in self murder thrive ! Better to bear a few short years What may be called the ills of life, Than, overcome by paltry fears Of sorrow or discordant strife. Your burdens may be hard to bear, The load you carry heavy be, But look around, you'll see elsewhere Some toiler would exchange with thee. Then " angels unawares " might come And dwell with you within your home ; A soothing influence it would be Which you would feel, but might net see. Oct. 10, 1908. A SIMILITUDE. Suppose the sun, which shines on high, Enlightening all around, Could from its orbit in the sky, Survey this lower ground, And view the effects its rays produce, As if it reason had, And knew the blessings of its use In making nature glad. ' Twould then behold in every sea, In every river, lake and stream, The image of its majesty, Its own reflected beam. Nay, the loftiest mountain tops, The snowy glaciers too, Would then lift up their dazzling caps, To its resplendent view. 78 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS ' Tis thus the Sun of Righteousness, In every soul renewed, Beholds his own divine express, As in a mirror viewed. And through the beauty of his Son, Does our Eternal Father see The beings here that Christ hath won, And smiles complacently. "SHALL SEE GOD." Yes, they'll see Him in His works, And they'll see Him in His ways ; They'll see Him in the form of man, And in the lapse of days. They'll see Him in the meanest worm 1 hat crawls upon the earth ; They'll see Him in the tiniest form That e'er in life had birth. They'll see Him on the broad hill-side; They'll see Him in the valley ; They'll see Him on the ocean wide, And in the meanest alley. Though to earth's remotest bound They could take wings and fly, Like one of old they would have found Jehovah still was nigh. ALONE. Oh, no, I never feel alone And never know a fear, For all along my path are shown Companions that are dear. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 79 I see them in the stubborn rocks, I see them in the stream, I see them where the tempest mocks And lightening flashes gleam. I meet them in the lowly flower, And in the forest grand, I meet them at the morning hour When dews are on the land ; For then the fragrance is sublime, The freshness is complete ; And then all nature is in rhyme With everything that's sweet. O, who would miss the grand display Of nature's handiwork, As seen in every dawning day Where rich surprises lurk. SPIRIT FRIENDS I would not keep them near me If never best for them ; I ask them not to hear me Or loving words proclaim, Unless the blessed meeting Should mutually be A happiness to them As well as 'tis to me. How selfish are we mortals In claiming loved ones dear To tarry at earth's portals Because we want them here, When they would gladly hasten To higher realms than this, Where they might be partaking Of endless love and bliss. 80 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS LIFE. Now,, while life is full and free* I'll hasten to define it ; Life is in the land and sea, If only we divine itl Life is only Love expressed ; Life is not life without it ; This truth is to all addressed However they may doubt it I Life is light as well as love, Love is life in motion ; The angels bring it from above As free as in the ocean I Can you dip the ocean dry ? Life is thus exhaustless ; There is always full supply To all who will endorse this. Then why don't all men have it And manifest alway, Since there is plenty of it With none to say them nay ? BEAUTY. There's beauty in the virgin spring, When in the wood she weaves her bowers There's beauty where the wild birds sing, And echoes start among the flowers. There's beauty in the pine-clad mount, Where zephyrs sigh, and tempests fall, There's beauty in the gushing fount, Where heaven's arch is over all. There's beauty in the humble flower, In mead or grove on green hill side A beauty of enticing power, Wherever lovely flowers abide. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS There's beauty in the silver moon. The twinkling stars that shine by night That on our world look mildly down. And glad us with their mellow light There's a beauty which never dies A beauty of the rarest kind, Jt claims its kindred in the skies. It is the beauty of the mind. When this in kindness, truth and love, Beams forth upon mankind, We own its source is from above. And feel its power divine. POETS. There are living poets, who Never wrote a word of rhyme. They enjoy a sunset view. Or a cataract sublime. You may meet them, sitting by Some needy sick one's bed, Or with homely duties try To soothe an aching head. Real poets do not spend All their time in writing, Though at times they may have penned Something most inviting. But poetry in practice is Better than in theory No public voice establishes Praise to written poetry. Actions do ofttimes express More poetry than words; And actions potent are to bless More than the speech affords ! 82 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS SELFISHNESS. April 11, 1908. You live for self and nothing more, You'll find yourself alone, before You fairly realize the fact That you are thus, by your own act. We cannot live to ourselves alone, This everyone will have to own ; Independence is not for man, Nor was it the Creator's plan. Interdependence is the word, By which the sluggish pulse is stirred ; Selfishness the one-man power Will thrive hereafter not one hour. The Golden Rule at once forbids The selfsame motive Nature aids, A barren waste, no verdure green By this lone wanderer is seen. Build you mansions while here you stay, By doing good as yet you may, What you deserve you will receive, Let not your works cause you to grieve. But let the heart and hand employ The things that will result in joy. DO AS I DO. If you walk the way I walk, If you talk the things I talk, If you read just what I read, Then I bid you all God-speed F If you dare to go astray, Or to walk some other way, You are moving with the throng And are surely in the wrong. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 83 GOOD BYE. (On leaving Illinois for California, October, 1875.) Oh, no, I will not say good bye, I'll take you right along, And then I'll always have you nigh In solitude or throng. I'll carry you on mem'ry's wing And keep you by my side, And that will consolation bring From morn till eventide ! I'll take you in my inmost heart And give you ample room, We'll go where sweetest flowers start, And shed their rich perfume. We'll climb the rugged mountain side, We'll walk the valleys low, We'll step above the world so wide, And shun its toil and woe. Thus we will bridge both space and time And meet whene'er we will ; Though parted while in earth's cold clime Our souls will mingle still ! MY EIRD. A pretty little bird has come To stay with me and glad my home, And evermore 'twould grieve my heart One moment from my bird to pirt. From morn till noon, from noon till night This little bird is my sunlight, And when at eve I'm sad and weary Its music notes come then to cheer me. I thank my God, whose home is heaven, That He to me this bird has given ; May I be faithful to the trust Till dust again returns to dust. 84 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS REBECCA. Like the daily sunshine bright, Like a dancing fay or sprite ; Like a bird that lifts its wings, And upon the tree-top sings; Like a flower of varied hue, Budding, blooming, ever new ; Like the warble of a bird When in woodland it is heard ; Like the music of the spheres, Which the inner spirit hears ; Like the cadence of a river Singing praises to the giver; Neither babe, nor full grown woman, But a lovely child that's human. Grandma. San Diego, Cal., Dec. 24, 1902. NEW YEAR. The time has come the Orient light Of New Year's dawn is here ! Aurora bursts the gates of night, And lo ! a new born year ! How softly comes his gentle tread, As if 'twere Reason's child, And knew the Older Year was dead In Time's huge volume filed. His bearing is the most discreet, His breath is like the rose ; No snowy sandals on his feet, No pendants from his nose. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 85 The icicles he leaves behind, Old Boreas disdains ; To rob the North he's disinclined ; To suit the West he aims. He aims to suit our Western clime, Where loveliest flowers bloom, Where yellower than a golden mine The orange is at home. Last year he paid a visit here And learned what we'd accept ; For other lands, with colder cheer His frosty jewels kept. With open hand he warmly greets The dwellers near our bay ; He smiles on every one he meets, Then hurries on his way. For round the world his mission is, To leave no spot untrod ; Not sorrow, weal or woe are his All these he leaves with God. THE WAY TO HEAVEN. The way to Heaven is very short, Its steps are only three ; The Bible will the way impart, Then to its precepts flee. The first step is to purge the heart Of self, that inward foe, And Christ, soon as with that you part, Will claim you for his own. The last step only now you have Before this truth you'll see, And when you pass beyond the grave, This blessedness will be. 86 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS THE LIGHTHOUSE. ( n On the British coasts, there are nearly two hundred Lighthouses. On the northern and western coasts of France there are eighty-nine lights ; and the Dutch have twenty-six on their sea-coast and on the shores of the Zuyder Zee." ) On a rock far away from the shore, The towering lighthouse stands ; Where the rough waves unceasingly roar, There the lighthouse stands. Among the cliffs and dangerous shoals, The towering lighthouse stands ; Where the stormy wind a death knell toll?, There the lighthouse stands. To guide the traveler on his way, The towering lighthouse stands ; With its fire gleaming over the spray, There the lighthouse stands. To warn the mariner on the sea, The towering lighthouse stands ; That he may the boiling eddy flee, There the lighthouse stands. To aid the ship the harbor to gain, The towering lighthouse stands; Throwing its golden light on the main, There the lighthouse stands ; All along the watery highway, The towering lighthouse stands ; Where danger calls for its cheering ray, There the lighthouse stands. It stands, it stands, in its gothic pride, The towering lighthouse stands ; Rescuing souls from the swelling tide, There the lighthouse stands. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 87 ATLANTIS. In the old Atlantean days When people walked in simplest ways, All governing was done in love, Guided by wisdom from above. They knew the Universe contained Enough for all if rightly claimed ; It was the wish externalized Which brought to them what most they prized. They understood the silent law That they could from the unseen draw What was their own in the Universe To bring it nigh or to disperse. All selfishness was there unknown ; None ever called God's wealth his own ; Each happy in another's joy, Great peace was theirs without alloy. None were coerced, no jails, no crime ; All, proudly volunteered in chime: Morals and health went hand in hand None ill or hungry in that land. And here and there in modern days We find a man of kindred ways, Who would have justice done to all Without regard to " Adam's fall ! " In that clime did Bellamy dwell, That he should picture scenes so well ? Or did a saint from the angel world Give him the hints his pen unfurled ? 88 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS It was no dream or fancy's flight, Born of a fevered brain at night ; Times that have been will be again With true women and manly men ! DO THEY FORGET? Oh, no, my friend, they do not forget Away on that beautiful shore, But the things of earth are in memory yet As fresh as in days of yore. The friends whom they loved, they are loving still, And love is the work evermore Engaged in by them of their own free will, Away on that beautiful shore ! And the songs they sing are the same as then, And they sing them o'er and o'er ; It is love to God and our fellow men That is heard on that beautiful shore. But think not that love will call them away From dear ones they loved heretofore, Nay, rather the warmer their hearts burn to-day Towards those on the earthly shore. Oh, no, do not think the loved ones are lost, Nor severed from earth evermore, You may know by yourself, and thereby trust You'll meet on that beatiful shore ! SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF POEMS 89 POETRY OR PROSE. Some write prosey poetry, Others, poetic prose; It does not matter much to me If only words are those That tell me something I may use To benefit mankind ; Living true poetry or prose, Will always bless the mind The mind of him who writes or reads That which is well inclined, Whose life consists of human deeds, With words and deeds combined. 'Tis not surroundings that can make Our happiness complete ; 'Tis how vicissitudes we take That on our way we meet. A SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF THE PROSE WRITINGS OF MRS. C. K. SMITH. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE GOLDEN WEDDING BELLS. A FIFTIETH ANNIVERSARY CELEBRATED IN SAN DIEGO. [The following account of the golden wedding anniver- sary of Mr. and Mrs. Smith was published in the San Diego Daily Union, of July 8, 1885.] Not so often that we may not call it rare does the marriage relation endure to the fiftieth milestone. The scythe of Time spares comparatively few to the experience of fifty years of wedded life. Few are the ears that hear again the marriage bells of half a century agone ; few the memories that recall a sacred hour, when from the highest peak of life's experience they looked out upon a world that then and for them was perfect. Events in human life so rare deserve commemoration and, as well, a chronicle. Yesterday, July 7, 1685, was the fiftieth wedding anniversary of Mr. and Mrs. C. K. Smith of San Diego. Few, it was supposed none, outside the fam- ily connection knew the fact, though the sequel showed that a few friends were, unaccountably, in the secret. The family planned a quiet celebration. A morn/ng surprise for the worthy couple and after- vvard a trip to the Mussel Beds with Seely's coach- and-four was the programme. The surprise was in (93) 94 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE the presents. A little maneuvering drew the com- pany together in the sitting-room after breakfast, which was the opportunity wanted for presenting Mr. Smith with a fine gold-headed cane and Mrs. Smith with a purse of gold coin. These were the gifts of children and grandchildren, some here, some yonder in Illinois. Upon the handle of the cane was engraved: " Charles K. Smith, 1835 July 7, 1885. From his Children and Grandchildren." The pre- sentation was made by Mr. J. Russell Smith in the following well chosen words : 'Dear 'Parents : While my heart swells with joy and grati- tude at the pleasure afforded me in being with you today, I regret my inability to express my thoughts. It is needless to remind you that this, your fiftieth wed- ding anniversary (an event which falls to the lot of but few), is one that we have looked forward to with great an- ticipation, little realizing until recently that we should have the pleasure of being one of the number to commemorate it. Words will but feebly express the emotions of our breast that the good Father of us all has dealt so kindly with us in permitting me and mine, as well as so many of your dear children, to share this occasion with you. While cherishing a feeling of joy for this reunion, we do not for- get those who have gone before, as well as others of the family who would gladly have shared these pleasures with us if it had been in their power to do so ; and while they are far away, yet in their and our memories they can be with us and assist in making this wedding anniversary a joyous one. As the events of life crowd upon you, the fifty years just passed, no doubt, seem but a short era, but we are glad SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE 95 that with us you can live them over again. We are thank, ful, too, that Father Time has dealt so kindly and leniently with you in permitting you to share the pleasures of this occasion in so good health. May you have many golden days to cheer your pathway in life. Dear father, it affords me a great deal of pleasure at this time in behalf of your children and grandchildren to pre- sent you with this gold-headed cane, but while it feebly expresses our love toward you, we hope that whenever you look upon it or partake of its helpfulness it will re- mind you of this happy occasion and ever bring pleasant remembrance to your mind. To you, dear mother, 1 present these pieces of gold as coming from your children and grandchildren. What more can I say to make this a complete day of joy and gladness to your heart? Equally with father have you shared the joys as well as sorrows of life, but they are all forgotten in the blessings of today. These tokens but faintly bespeak our love, and while few know we express our gratitude but feebly, we hope the golden days that are in store for you will be free of alloy and that naught but happiness and joy will ever be yours. May the reunion of this day always gladden your hearts and give you a foretaste of a happy reunion awaiting us in heaven. To these fervent words Mr. C. K. Smith responded as follows : Mp Ever Loving Sons and Daughters : These tokens of kindness and affection on your part, so unexpectedly be- stowed, fill my heart with the most pleasing emotions of parental gratitude and affection. In former years I have occasionally carried a cane, simply as a convenience, but 96 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE this cane, so artistically wrought and elaborately engraved, I shall ever prize as a gift from loving hearts on this ever to be remembered fiftieth anniversary of our wedding day. I shall use it as a " staff " to lean upon as time ever carries me onward in its rapid flight ; and may you, one and all, be as happy in its bestowal as I am in its acceptance. And may He whose love is greater than ours, confer upon each and all of us greater blessings than we, ourselves, can give or receive. Mrs. Smith extemporized a poetic response in lines as follows : On looking back o'er fifty years How very brief the time appears ! The hours but moments seem to me ; That Time has wings I plainly see. The fact that figures don't deceive, Is all that makes me now believe That half a hundred years have fled Since in the church we two were wed. If years give wisdom, as they say, How wise we ought to be today. A present of pearls was received from Mrs. E. E. Orcutt, of San Diego, and a souvenir k f rom Mrs. Ly dia E. Anthony, of Mansfield Center, Conn., sisters of Mrs. Smith. Misses Etta L. and Rosa Belle Smith also remembered their grandmama, the former with a set of silver knives and the latter with a cabinet photo of her sweet little self. Mrs. Eunice Marsh, a niece, of Mansfield Center, Conn., also sent a souve- nir. Mr. and Mrs. J. H. Orcutt, of San Diego, pre- sented a beautiful gilt-framed oil painting of a sunset scene in Holland, executed by Mrs. Orcutt. Mrs. E. E. Orcutt's gift was accompanied by the following lines : SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE 97 Ring, ring again, ye marriage bells, O'er fifty years your music swells, For every joy along the way, Ring, ring ye bells, again today! And friends and kindred, far and near, Rejoice these marriage bells to hear. And with your crown of orange flowers Turn wishes golden for these golden hours ; And grateful notes, more sweet than joy, Now all our tongues and hearts employ. During the day, while all were absent, a beautiful basket of choice flowers from Mrs. A. J. Chase and a booklet " Golden Grain " from Mrs. P. D. Valen- tine, were left at^the door of the residence on Ninth street, between C and D, each accompanied by a note of congratulations. It was 8:30 o'clock when the start was made for the scene of the picnic that was on the programme. The company embraced Mr. and Mrs. C. K. Smith, Miss Rosa Smith, Mr. and Mrs. J. Russell Smith, Misses Etta L., Floy E. and Rosa Belle Smith, Ken- nie S. Smith, Mr. and Mrs. J. R. Berry, Mrs. E. E. Orcutt and Mr. and Mrs. J. H. Orcutt. The morn- ing was foggy and a little chilly; but it is a rare day in San Diego that does not have sunshine on a part of it, and by noon the fog was dispelled. An hour and a half sufficed to traverse the eight miles to the Mussel Beds. Two or three hours among the rocks, caves and shells, and there were whetted appetites demanding lunch. On the warm, clean, surf-washed sands the repast was spread. With the surf thun- dering at their feet, in the fresh, bracing sea-breeze, the company discussed the provisions till a very great miracle would have been required to collect 98 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE fragments for refilling the baskets that came thither well-filled. Lunch ended, a siesta of an hour fol- lowed, then a little more rambling on the beach dally- ing with the waves, and then the return home. This report is imperfect till it has given some ac- count of the worthy pair to whom the occasion chiefly belonged. Charles Kendall Smith and Lucretia Gray were married at Woodstock, Vermont, July 7, 1835, by Rev. B. C. C. Parker, Rector of the Episcopal Church at that place. Mr. Smith was at that time publishing a paper called the //enrp Clay, or the Ver- mont Courier. Two years later they removed to Graf- ton, 111., where he assisted in publishing The {Back- woodsman. In 1839 they removed to Rock Island, and in 1 847 to Monmouth, 111., at which latter place, Mr. Smith began the publication of ^he Monmouth Atlas, with which he continued until 1857. In Oc- tober, 1875, they came to California in search of health, spending the following winter in San Fran- cisco. In March, 1 876, they came south to Los An- geles and Anaheim, spending five weeks at the latter place. In May of the same year they came to San Diego, where they found the conditions of climate they were in search of and decided to locate. RESPONSE ( Mrs. C. K. Smith to her sister, Mrs. L. E. Anthony, of Mansfield Center, Conn. How the golden presents come Freighted with good wishes from Relatives and friends ! How these missives from afar, Friendship laden as they are, Bring to mind our friends ! SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE 99 Loving friends we knew erewhile, Who with hand and loving smile, Greeted us as friends. Far from friends so tried and true, Now we think of them anew, As trusted friends. Trusted friends with whom we dwelt All our woes by them were felt, Sympathizing friends. How our hearts within us burn, As from day to day we learn The fate of friends. One has climbed the stair of fame, And high up has placed his name, Among his friends. One has felt the deepest woe, And alone has had to go For want of friends. We shall surely reach a clime, Where will justice be in time, Meted out to friends. 100 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE LIFE WORTH LIVING. Is life worth living ? What an insane question ! Are dreams worth dreaming ? Are thoughts worth thinking ? What does anyone know about life ? Every person finJs himself in possession of life and the use he makes of what life he has will decide the question whether his life is worth living whether it is worthy of the Life Giver a noble son of a noble Father. A worthy son makes himself worthy of his honored father. If he makes a dishonorable use of his life, he dishonors his father. God is the father of us all. If we use the life he has given us, improving all our talents in usefulness, then we make our life worth living. No one can step out of life because he thinks it not worth living. He may separate himself from his body and find himself hampered for the want of it. A traveller may drown his horse and find himself hampered for the want of it. He is still a traveller, obliged to get over the ground the best way he can. Is it not better to avail our- selves of all the facilities for journeying through life than to cut them off or shut ourselves out from them ? Since we are started on life's journey independent of our own volition, can we not trust to the power of the One to carry us safely through our journey's end ? But who can fore- tell the end ? Who knows anything about the beginning ? Shall we refuse to eat delicious fruit because we do not know which was first the tree that bore the fruit or the seed that produced the tree ? Sufficient for us hungry mortals to know that it is for us to pluck und eat. So of the life that is ours. We cannot possibly relinquish it any more than we can check the sunshine or stay the rain and SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE 101 evening dew. We have the life and we have no right to ask if it is worth living any more than to ask, is the sun worth shining, or the stars worth twinkling ? We are helpless in the matter of changing the order of our life as well as the order of the celestial orbs. Life is not in our control, worth living or not, neither the beginning nor the ending. TEMPERANCE. John B. Gough, a reformed dram-drinker, says " every moderate drinker could abandon the intoxicating cup if he would every inebriate would if he could !" What a forcible declaration to induce those who only indulge in an occasional glass to abstain from it altogether. Neither once, nor twice drinking to excess makes the inebriate. It has grown on him gradually from a beginning of what he termed temperate, harmless drinking. But there is no such thing as temperate drinking. Upon the temperate and the venders of this poison, does the sin of the inebriate in a great measure fall. Let the man who in his sober senses quaffs his harmless glass, relinquish it entirely let the rumseller exchange his traffic for an occupation more en- nobling to humanity, and the time is nigh at hand when the hopeless inebriate will be known only among the things that were. 102 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE BILLY'S CAP. [The publisher of Word and Works, a monthly, St. Louis, Mo., offered a prize for the best second chapter to a story entitled Billy 's Cap, the first chapter of which appeared in the November (1907) issue of that paper. This prize was awarded to the author of the contents of this book. The first chapter of Billy s Cap dealt with a boy named William Harrison MacDougall, familiarly called Billy, to whom the fault of carelessness was imputed because he so frequently lost his cap. Billy's Aunt Geraldine lived with the family, with ideas of the discipline adapted to correct Billy's fault that were rather more severe than those of his own mother. Billy's taste of his aunt's disciple came when his mother went off on a visit. In her absence, Billy was in charge of his aunt. During this time, as punishment for the loss of his cap, Billy was kept at home from a lawn party which he wished very much to attend with his^sister Dorothy. But it turned out that this time Billy had not in fact lost his cap. On the contrary, he had hung it 011 its proper peg, upon which also, and over the cap, Aunt Geraldine had hung her jacket and in this jacket the soft cap became so folded that it escaped notice till the aunt took off her jacket which she had worn to the lawn party. The dis- covery of the cap relieved Billy of blame for its loss and opened the way for him to attend the lawn party in the afternoon, which he did. The prize chapter above re- ferred to, and which follows, is a sequel to the finding of the cap.] As soon as Aunt Geraldine learned that Billy's cap had all the time been under her jacket while she was saying to him severely, " nobody has taken your cap away," it came SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE 103 to her memory like a flash that coming in late the night before and in the dark, she had temporarily thrown her jacket onto Billy's peg. Then when ready to go up stairs had snatched it off quickly with the soft, unruly cap inside of it Next morning, to be early at the lawn, as she was one of the young ladies who were working hard to make the party a success, donned her jacket without discovering the unusual hump, although it did'nt feel just right ! She thought of her words implying a falsehood or a mis- take on the part of Billy and his sister in the positive as- sertion, " if you hung your cap there last night and haven't taken it down this morning, why, then, it hangs there now. That stands to reason.'* Billy and his sister both admitted *' it stands to reason," at the same time insisting that it was not there. Now at this unpleasant stage of affairs, while good Aunt Geraldine was feeling like a culprit, she was reminded of a circumstance which occurred when she was taking a graduate course at college where was taught cooking, dish- washing, ironing and other household duties, including bringing up children. One of the rules was to waste no time idly waiting for orders, but to have some needle work handy to pick up, and notice how much can be accomplished by improving these few moments. On one occasion she had laid a light piece of embroidery on the seat of an open window anJ on returning to pick it up, found it was gone. Her first exclamation was, " I left it here, and it could not have got away without hands." But the sequel proved that it did get away without hands, though no more alive than Billy's cap. (04 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE After searching everywhere and giving it up as not to be found, a white thread was seen hanging down from one of the shade strees, and investigating the affair it was found that a bird had lined its nest with the fancy work. Aunt Gerald ine had been blessed with a good share of native ability, and her opportunities for culture had been rare ; she had imbibed correct theories upon managing a household, especially of bringing up children. The more she loved them, the more she cared for their welfare, so much the more should she be strenuous in the ways that were deemed for the best. ' *' Train up a child in the way he should go," will apply and do to follow in all cases. As before said, Aunt Geraldine had all these good theories to perfection, but this visit to her married sister was her first opportunity of putting them in practice. And this re- sult of the first effort was not a little humiliating. All this while Billy was learning for the first time that there is a pleasure in self-denial, and a lesson in disappointment. Although he was sure he was right about his cap being in its proper place, he knew there had been times when he had annoyed his parents by carelessness, and felt that he deserved punishment. He seemed suddenly to have grown older, more manly and more reasonable ; seriously considering that he must guide himself into correct ways, and not wait for a wise aunt to direct him. And while he was giving the matter thought, his aunt was undergoing self-examination. She had a right to feel wise and self- satisfied, for has she not out-stripped all her competitors ? But she learned that experience is a good teacher ; so both parties profited by the unpleasant mistake. Aunt Geraldine was loving and desired always to be just, and so she considered it neccessary to make amends as far as possible, for Billy's severe disappointment. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE 105 Billy had an indulgent father and a loving mother* When his father showed him a memorandum of the caps he had lost the last six months, he felt a slight tinge of re* gret, for he loved his father, and he was naturally amiable. But it did not touch him personally, and boy fashion, he rather liked to have a new cap often. Had he been put to some disagreeable task until he had earned the money to buy another cap, he might have learned the lesson earlier. Being deprived of going to the lawn party was his first ex- perience in self-deniaL Billy's mother had been very judicious in her instruc- tions, love always manifest in her severest discipline. Al- ways careful not to impose too many restrictions at one time. Children who would like to please mother by obe- dience, sometimes get " dou't do this or don't do that," so mixed in their minds that it is difficult to separate them. Then their attention is easily diverted by some incident or suggestion, causing apparent heedlessness. I am reminded of a little tot telling her mother the teacher taught her a verse : " Fear not, I will send you a quilt," "Comforter" was the word, instead of quilt. Numerous instances of innocent substitutions of words of similar meaning could be related. As the unpleasant episode of the lost cap had spoiled the pleasure of the morning at the lawn party anticipated by Billy, Dorothy and Aunt Gertrude, they were by the contrast better prepared for enjoyment in the afternoon. But the first thing was to find the boy. While feeling the injustice of the present punish- ment, he learned the lesson that it was not so hard to be blamed wrongfully as it was to be really guilty ; he had a hearty cry soon as he was by himself which gave him re- lief, but he did not want his sister and aunty to know he 106 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE was baby enough to cry ; then he enjoyed remembering that he truly did not lose his cap this time ; his sister knew it, too, so he was comparatively calm when found at work on his window seat. To his aunt's surprise Billy was less agitated than she was herself. Dorothy could hardly con- tain herself for joy ; she sprang to him, clasping him close, happier than her brother. Things at the lawn party had gone on slowly all the morning, try as they would to make it a success. Now the afternoon would be better ; the air was cool and the "don- key riding was the best of anything," said Billy. The smiles of the aunt and sister, gladdened by his enjoyment gave him such pleasure and freedom as he had never be- fore known. Not once did they say " don't lose your cap,'* don't get hurt," " don't run against that child," not one of the disagreeable don'ts. Ever after Billy was more care- ful, his aunt less strenuous, and the mother most happy to perceive that her sister's discipline had not been fruitless. HOW TO KNOW. Emerson says : " Why should not we have a poetry and a philosophy of sight, and not of tradition ; and a religion of revelation to us, and not the history of foregoing genera- tions? Why should wa grope among the dry bones of the past? The sun shines today also." Many people are striving to "know the Lord," while neglecting to know themselves, the only avenue. When they recognize and cultivate the good within them, they will know the Lord, and in no other way. Dr. Geo. W. Carey once said : " A spiritual scientist brought some oxygen and hydrogen to God and asked, 1 Lord, what are these gases ?' and the Lord said ' they are the molecules in the blood and body of the universe.' 'If SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE 107 so, what manner of molecules constitute thy blood and body ?' The Lord answered, ' they are the same. I am the universe and besides me there is no other ! ' ' What then is spirit ? ' ' As water and ice are one, so spirit and matter are one. ' " The spiritual scientist then said : ' Lord I now perceive that when I breathe I breathe Thee, when I drink I drink Thee, and when I eat I eat Thee. And the Lord said, ' Let there be Light. Thou art redeemed by thy understand- ing.'" It is only through the fires of transmutation that we are enabled to see that all life is one, Eternal Life and there- fore cannot be taken, injured or destroyed. A FALSE OPINION. A false opinion or belief affects the person who holds it more than any one else. The truth can no more be con- fined than the sunshine. And it is equally exhaustless. Nei- ther can it be monopolized ; whoever thinks he has it all within his grasp is unfortunate. It is a sad delusion ; it will take an eternity to learn it all; no hope for the one who thinks he knows all now ; what will he do throughout the coming years with nothing more to learn with that broad avenue of happiness closed ? There is nothing more exhilerating to one who wants to make a discovery than the coming mental light which shows or exemplifies to him the heart of the subject he is contem- plating. Perseverance on a given line discloses a fact or elucidates a truth which enables the searcher to perceive other desirable agents which he continues to grasp until immensity broad opens before him. His ardor is strength- ened as knowledge increases and he is gladdened accord- ingly. 108 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE TRIP TO THE MOON. [June. 1901.] I had been reading a treatise on dreaming, which con- tended that a person could learn through a dream much that was important and true, which it was impossible to obtain in any other way. This is the modus operand i. " On retiring at night, think of something you want ex- plained or elucidated, concentrate the mind upon it, driv- ing out all foreign thoughts and your dreams will reveal the facts upon the subject you are contemplating." This was tried one night most satisfactorily. Having heard from childhood that the moon was made of green cheese, and never quite sure of its truth, here was an opportunity to solve the vexed problem. In my dream that night I went directly to the moon. The inhabitants greeted me with the united exclamation " here is a man from that dull star called the earth ! " They were not so much surprised as they otherwise would have been, because I was not the first person who had visited them from a far away planet. Very soon after my arrival I ascertained that the moon was verily composed of green cheese ! The dwellers upon the moon all seemed to be aware of this, and simultane- ously cried, " how could we be sustained if it were not so ? " They showed me how they cut slices from it whenever they were hungry. They had gold knives, silver knives, iron knives and wooden knives with which to cut the cheese. Singularly SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE 109 enough, cheese cut with each knife produced a different article of diet. So that whatever their appetite craved, they had only to take the knife which that kind of food represented. This arrangement would relieve them of all anxiety as to what they should eat, what they should drink, or wherewithal be clothed. Their heads and bodies, ex- cept the face and hands, were covered with a short, hand- some fur. They called themselves twins, instead of brothers as we do, and they looked exactly alike. I could not tell one from another. All one in the moon ? All seemed to be of one mind. What one knew they all knew. I would talk with one and then direct my speech to another, and he would go right on with the argument as if he had been the one I was at first conversing with ! A more contented, self-satisfied people could never be found. There was no night on the moon, or rather it should be said it was all night. The same, cloudless, mellow moon- light all the time. No cold winters, no hot summers. Just deliciously warm and deliciously cool. They related to me their experience with a man from the planet Jupiter, who once upon a time paid them a visit. He told them such wondrous stories of the inhabitants of that planet, they knew he was a deceiver, and pitched him over the rim of the moon, and that was the last of him ! " He said that the people on the planet Jupiter had brains, which they carried in their heads, and we did not believe it." Then they asked me outright if I ever heard of any such people upon the earth where I came from ? Now I I perceived that I must answer them cautiously, or I might share the fate of my Jupiterian brother. 1 told them there were a few persons in our world who thought they had 1 10 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE brains, but if so they did not know how to use them ! They never, as we do, make any provision for the mor- row. Sufficient for the day is the supply thereof. No one ever sliced a bit of cheese which was not then and there devoured. Whether this was because, like the manna in the wildnerness, the cheese would spoil if thus kept, or because it was so accessible where it rested in the bosom of Mother Moon, I do not know ! Be this as it may, I told them that our earth was very much like their moon, inasmuch as all our supplies came from the earth, with this difference : while theirs was alike all around, giving each person an equal chance with all others, some portions of our earth offered more favor- able inducements to industry than others. There are in some places soft spots, requiring less labor to produce food. Besides, our people are different. We are only brothers, not twins, like you. We have also cunning men, learned in all the arts of accumulating. These are alert, always striving for the " soft places," ready to take slices from the different products of the earth sufficient for many years. Often getting more than they could use in a life- time. Every laboring man works with the hope of some day becoming like the favored ones. But many delve on till comes the change that comes to all on the planet earth, which change is wrongly called death. After this change the people find themselves enough alive to learn the truth and justice of the sentence, " with what measure ye mete it shall be measured to you again." One would naturally think that cutting slices from the moon for their daily sustenance, would diminish the size of their world. But not so. They tried to explain to me, SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE 1 1 1 that by some invisible process the substance they took from the moon was restored, and the supply always at hand. All was restored to the place from whence it came. Is our earth diminished by the food produced from the ground and consumed by the inhabitants? I never so fully rea- lized this till observing the simple process upon the moon. Think of the millions of tons of hay, grain and vegetables taken from the earth in one year ! If piled together in one bulk, what a huge mountain it would make, to say nothing of the live stock and forests added thereto ! One can hardly imagine the space such an accumulation would oc- cupy. The globe is not made smaller by the removal of this huge mass. So of the moon, nothing is lost or re- moved from the orb. Change is the order the same as in our world. The diminution is only local and temporary like an excavation made in our earth for any purpose. What astronomers call the " mountains in the moon " may have been produced by some localities having been left untouched for a given length of time. This might account for the craters seen also. Asaph Hall, the discoverer of the moons on the planet Mars says, " nobody knows how the strange craters scattered over the moon's surface were formed." Astronomers are divided in their opinions about the moon. They have never been there. Not one of them has ever talked with " the man in the moon." A di- versity of opinions also as to the man. It has recently been discovered that it is the " new woman " who looks smilingly down upon earth. Persons have actually seen a picture of Luna with a clear outline of the maiden's face ! It could not be mistaken for a man. A Chicago daily is authority for the statement that " a medallion likeness of W. E. Glad- stone and Delia Fox has been discovered in the moon." Yet in face of all these facts astronomers assert that " all moons are dead and cold orbs." Our moon, near to us as she is, and observable in detail by the telescope, is a great mystery." 1 12 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE " THE CHEERFUL NEVER GROW OLD." [ The following was written and published in the year 1850. Its sentiment is expressive of the temperament of its author whose longevity is no doubt attributable, among other virtues, to her unfailing cheerfulness which made her presence a constant benediction.] The saying that a " cheerful person is as young at the age of 60 as at 16," was verified in my mind, on visiting a few days since a lady who remembers to have seen our first President, General Washington. It was my pleasure to spend a day with this venerable lady, and the cheerful- ness, vivacity and graceful dignity with which she enter- tained her guests, made one forget age, and its accompany- ing infirmities. And even little children, in lively confi- dence consulted her about their amusements, as in unre- strained familiarity they would approach one another the consequence of which was, their unreservedly opening their young hearts to her, thus enabling her to become ac- quainted with their several peculiarities, and in an easy manner to direct their attention to the formation of right habits, without the children once suspecting they were re- ceiving a correction, or subjected to an irksome discipline. Now, what was the occasion of this lady's constant cheerfulness ? Was it because her life had been all sun- shine, and she had been exempt from the cares, misfor- tunes, and heart-rending bereavement incident to our mor- tal existence, and for which so many even in their younger days think they are excusable for indulging in gloom and melancholy? Far from it, To my own knowledge she has passed through afflictions of a peculiarly trying nature SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE 1 1 3 such as only those who have experienced the same, can in any degree appreciate. Not once did I hear her com- plain of head-ache, tooth-ache, or yawning lassitude, by which too many affected, sentimental misses are wont to annoy those in their presence. Was it because she never suffered from these ills of the flesh ? Assuredly not. But my young friends, it was owing to a discipline of the mind a principle of true politeness, which " consists in making everybody happy about you." A principle which forbids the expression or the action of any thing that would have a tendency to wound or offend another. Let this prin- ciple be early instilled in your minds and constantly acted upon, and you will find it not only a source of much hap- piness to yourselves, but will be the means of contributing greatly to the good of others. There is another, and not unimportant consideration, which will contribute to agreeableness, and will tend much to " making every body happy about you." It is, never to allow yourselves to be untidily dressed. Often, all that is requisite is a little industry on your part. It is not ex- pense so much that is needed to make a well dressed per- son, as a laudable taste and desire not to offend or dis- please the eye of your companions. Cultivate, then, as a duty you owe to others, and on the principle of contribut- ing to others' enjoyment, a taste for dress suitable and be- coming your station.. Do not let the fear of being called proud deter you from this duty. It is oftener regard for others, rather than any undue feeling of self-consequence, that directs a judicious attention to dress. Now, young reader, now, in the spring time of your youth, is the time to lay the foundation for a cheerful, use- ful and happy life. As your tastes are directed now, so 1 14 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE will the future reward you. Miss Maria Edgworth, when in her eighty-second year, wrote to a friend, "Our pleas- ures in literature do not, I think, decrease with age." She also stated in that year she had as much enjoyment from books as she ever had in any year of her life thus exem- plifying the durability of tastes and habits acquired in youth. CHEAP POSTAGE. [Editorial in Monmouth, (111.) ./ft /as, February 18, 1850.] We want cheap postage, and we want it now. The time has come when the people are willing to bear this oppres- sive tax no longer. Everywhere the public voice is unan- imous in demandiug a reduction of postage. The reduc- tion of postage is demanded as a right, not asked as a favor. The more enlightened a people become, the more unwilling are they to bear a yoke of bondage, be it in whatever form it may. And what can be more burden- some, more galling to a generous spirit, than to have this most delightful means of intercourse impeded by an ex- orbitant tax. And this tax is for what ? For the benefit of the poor, the oppressed, the widow, and the orphan ? Oh no, not for that. The tax is laid upon the many that a favored few, in this land of liberty and equal rights, may be wholly exempt from taxation that a favored few may be privileged to transmit their documents and messages, whether important or unimportant, free, from one end of the Union to the other. A petition is now in circulation in this place praying for a uniform postage of two and one-half cents on letters throughout the Union. Let these petitions be multiplied, and let miles of signatures be attached to them, that Con- gressmen may see that the people bear this oppression neither patiently nor silently. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE 115 VETO MESSAGE. [The following criticism was published in the Mon- mouth (111.) Atlas, August 18, 1854.] In today's paper is inserted President Pierce 's message to the House of Representatives, vetoing the River and Harbor Bill. This document requires no comment ; it bears upon its face its own condemnation. We think it time for our country to cease boasting of being governed by the " sovereign people," when individual acts of legis- lation like this veto and the late outrage at San Juan can trace their legitimacy and sanction to the American ex- ecutive. One of the president's chief reasons for placing his dis- approval upon the bill is a very strong one why it should have received his friendly consideration. Because it has "failed to obtain the approbation of successive Chief Mag- istrates " is a self-sustaining argument that it is high time the merits of its claim should be respected, and not ignor- antly and indifferently rejected as has heretofore been done. The President desires " requisite means " for consider- ing the whole subject. We wish he might abundantly ob- tain these means by a detention on the rapids of the Mis- sissippi obstructions of our great National highway and that, too, at a time when locomotive expedition on his part would be highly gratifying. The plea that the multiplicity of railroads supersedes the necessity of the removal of these obstructions is as falla- cious as it is absurd. It is a disgrace to the General Gov- 116 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE ernment to neglect the appropriation of the mere pittance that is demanded compared to the advantages of having our "ocean river" navigable. Every individual American is identified with the great Father of Waters the same as he is with Niagara Falls. Who does not feel a just pride and a sense of innate greatness and freedom in claiming nativity among such stupendous natural works ? When nature has done so much in the hundreds of miles of nav- igable stream, it looks faint-hearted in man to refuse to co- operate in the work and neglect the removal of slight ob- structions. Had nature in some benevolent fancy so thrown and leveled a continuous chain of rock as to con- stitute a natural track for a rail car over hundreds of miles of cultivated inhabited country, with only a few miles lack- ing to reach a center of commerce, and the executive re- fuse an appropriation for its completion would be about as penny wise as our President in exercising his present veto- ing privilege. We should think the western press, especially of the river towns, would keep the subject in constant agitation till something like a shadow of justice is obtained. WORRY AND WEARINESS. Much has been said and many essays written upon the worse than uselessness of worry. To anticipate trouble in the future, or to be continually distressed about the present is only a waste of vitality which should be conserved for the actual cares and duties of life, from which none are exempt. To worry about misfortunes thaat never come is folly, and if our worst fears are realized, we have lessened our capacity for bearing them, or overcoming their influence. SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE 1 1 7 So from every standpoint to cherish a serene hopefulness and positive expectancy would be the part of wisdom ; enough has been said oil this subject to convince any one who will give it a thought, of salutary effect. But as a beautifier, a brightener of a dull countenance, or an in- vigorator of tired limbs, as a real health lift, it has not so frequently been elaborated. Another mistake is sometimes made which leaves its im- press upon the countenance : that is in considering the de- tails of housekeeping low or menial. No useful labor should be so considered. Nor is a woman well educated, whatever other accomplishments she may have acquired, without the science of housekeeping. It implies general- ship as well as cookery and other details. How proud the young husband is to sit down to an appetizing meal that his lovely wife's own hands have prepared. Then what else can make a home seem more cosy and homelike ? In search of truth I'll use my brains, I'll learn what this bright earth contains, I'll know where heaven is, and gain A knowledge sense cannot explain. As grass does always upward grow, So should our thoughts thus upward flow. Up, up, toward the rising sun Henceforward all my thoughts shall run, Till life in this good world is done, For earth is but a stepping stone A stepping stone, or ladder strong, Which we must climb, or plod along Beneath the shadows in life's vale If we cannot the mountains scale. 118 SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE THE PRARIE MAMMOTH. [ The following graphic description of the flaming scourge that before the days of dense population occasion- ally devastated the great praries of the West was written about 1859.] Who has not heard of the buffalo and wolf of our prai- ries ? Many a night adventurer has been deterred from his pursuit by the distant howl of the prairie wolf. But there is an animal that courses over our prairies which is more mischievous and more to be dreaded than the most ferocious of these beasts. Many and various are the de- scriptions given of this animal by those who have beheld it. So varied are the shapes it assumes, it seems almost to defy description. On a calm, still day, when not a breath of wind is rust- ling the dry, leafy verdure, he may be seen quietly, slowly grazing the tufts of grass within his reach, and is then per- fectly harmless and manageable. But when a gentle breeze springs up, he hears the noise of its traversing and immediately elevates his head, extends his red nostrils, and becomes exceedingly restless and angry. He is now ad- miringly gazed upon as a gorgeous, magnificent and sub- limely beautiful creature, making his midnight path light as noonday with his own brightness. Indeed some of the largest of this class of animals have been known to illume the darkest night for miles in extent. But it is when the winds blow fiercely, that this giant beast becomes terrific and untameable, and is seen in his greatest strength and fury. His speed is swifter than the fleetest horse and many a luckless hunter has been caught SOUVENIR COLLECTION OF PROSE 119 in his savage jaws. I have seen whole families, men wo- men and children, rush from their firesides, with spades, boards, or other weapons they could seize, and as if for their lives, battle and try to destroy, or change the direc- tion of this huge, ferocious monster, when they have seen him with his fiery nostrils, his breath heaving dense col- umns of smoke, making rapid strides towards an enclosure which contained their all. A peculiar characteristic of this animal is, that the more his appetite is indulged, the more voracious he becomes ; and whenever he is permitted by a kind-hearted farmer to feed at one of his hay stacks, he exhibits his ingratitude by glutting himself till the yeoman's entire crop of hay, grain, oats and even every spear .of grass is consumed. Reader, would you know the name of this mammoth beast ? It is called a Fire on the Prairie ! SELFISHNESS. Man is triune animal, -human and spiritual. In some persons the animal seems to predominate. Selfishness governs all their actions. They may be sly like a fox, and not make plain their real motives. They may even upon occasions appear outwardly benevolent and humane, but at the bottom their efforts are with a view of their self-ag- grandizement. No difference how beneficial an endeavor may be to others, if it does not redound to their own ad- vantage it is considered an entire loss. Self, and self only, is the god they worship. CoulJ such men realize that they receive in return just what they give to others, their very selfishness would prompt them to activity and benevolence. But they do not know. Truly : " people perish for want of knowledge." Ignorance seems to be the sin of the world.