C2Z A H" 1 6 CD 7 ^= -^ 1 2 — 1 6 THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES yfi . ^ /9ii-..^2-->^^ REST IN THE LORD ; AND OTHER SMALL PIECES. BY FRANCES POWER COBBE. FOB PRIVATE GIFT OMLY LONDON : PRINTED BY PEWTRESS & CO., 28, LITTLE QUEEN STREET, HIGH HOLBOKN, W.C. 1887. M4UI PREFACE. In human life, as in external Nature, there occur now and then luminous hours when our consciousness either of ]oy or pam, becomes suddenly and intensely vivid, even as the beauty or dreariness of a landscape reveal themselves in the sunburst dispelling a mist. Just as the form and colour of every rock on the mountain side, and of every tree in the waving wood, grow distinct in the radiant light, so feelings and thoughts which have remained dim and doubtful to us hitherto, seem all at once transparent and throbbing with life. In such moments as those 1 believe that every one to whom Writing is the natural Art of expression (as Music and Painting are to others) finds himself prompted to use language rising into the forms of Poetry. Something is needed, which the imagery and rhythm of poetic diction can alone supi)ly, to render his lucid thought and fervent feelings; and lie drops his wonted prose and adopts verse as spontaneously as the r. IV. swiimnor strikos out when lio finds the water in wliidi lie lias been wadiii}^ <^row deep. It is a mistake into which only the vainest fall, to confound this occasional verse-making with the composition of true pootry, oven of the minor sort. For that consummation not only something far loftier and more sustained, but something quite different from any such temporary flush of feeling is required. " The Poet in a golden hour was born ;" and must dwell in his own golden clime ; not merely inhale its ether for a moment. He is the Priest whose abode is ever in the courts of the Beautiful Temple. The other is onlj' a poor husbandman who goes up thither thrice a year to keep the Feast. Yet the verses composed in such days of illumination are not always wholl)' without value, even if they may not claim the title of Poems. Chiefest is their worth, no doubt, to the writer himself, for whom they partially revive in distant years the glamour of the hour which gave them birth. But to others also (at least to those who sympathise with the sentiments they express), they may resemble an amateur's sketch drawn on a favoured spot, which, rough and imj)erfect as it may be, possesses yd a certain freshness and charm of its own, though no comparison could exist between it and the work of a genuine artist. It is my hope that, as the lines in this little volume will only come (so far as I can contrive) into the hands of the dear friends of whose sympathy I V. am already assured, they will meet none but such kindly eyes ; and serve perhaps, a little to draw closer those links of affection which, as the evening of life comes on, grow ever more precious. I have been often asked for copies of two of the pieces which have been printed before, — the Address to Lord Shaftesbury, and the verses which I have placed first in the little collection, — and having once decided to put these in type, I have been tempted to add a few other records of the " luminous hours " in my long and liappy, but by no means dreamy or poetical, life. Of course there were others beside these, — especially numerous in the earlier period — long tales in verse dating from the raature age of thirteen ; the inevitable tragedy of eighteen, and several Addresses of purely personal kind to friends and relatives. These may all best be forgotten ; but it would give me pleasure to think that some of the lines I have here preserved, all faulty and inartistic as 1 know them to be, might touch some chords in the hearts of those who will read them. Perhaps the optimism which pervades them, and which in these latter days somids like some long-forgotten dear old tune, will provoke a sigh of dissent. But even now, in this midwinter of Pessimism and Unfaith, — of which " Locksley Hall Sixty Years After " is the too true exponent, — I cherish the belief that a Spring- time of Hope and Trust will come again over the world, though 1 shall not live to share it. The note of joy and thankfulness which my young heart VI. snii'4 Imlf a contnry nfjo. is. after all, truer than tlie iiiartiiMilato wail wliicli scoiiis the prevailing voice of these latter days of jjloom. " IJeyond the clouds is the Sun still shininviving power ; I bless Thee, my God! For the stately forest trees, and flowers so bright and fair, Springing from every spot of earth to show Thy Love is there ; I bless Thee, my God! For the birds of joyous song, for the brutes which serve us well, And for our care and gentleness their love so humbly tell ; I bless Thee, O my God ! For the fishes' sportive throng, and insects gay and free, For every creature which enjoys, — seen or unseen by me ; I bless Thee, my God ! 33 For Language, — priceless human gift ! the power of commune sweet, Whereby the brain and heart of man his brother's heart may meet ; I bless Thee, my God ! For all deep wisdom's fountains, that Wisdom froin above, Thy Spirit pours on faithful souls, teaching all truth and love ; I bless Thee, O my God ! That same great Inspiration through all the ages rolled. Breaking through Moses' " tardy lips," and Plato's mouth of gold ; I bless Thee, O my God! For that fullest Word descending, like the wind which bloweth free, Through Him who called Thee " Father," on the Mount of Galilee ; I bless Thee, my God ! 34 For tlie throl) of pi'ticoful <,'laclness, when some endeavour weak Has obeyed the blessed mandate Thou dost through Conscience speak ; I bless Thee, my God! For the blank and troubled sadness when that Conscience is unheard ; For the anguish of remorse when its fearful wrath is stirred ; I bless Thee, my God! For every joy bestowed which brought my soul to Thee ; For every pang which showed Sin's foul deformity ; I bless Thee, my God ! For Thine endless gifts I bless Thee ! Yet, the gi-eatest would be small, Had'st Thou not added to them this — to trace Thy hand in all ; And bless Thee, my God ! 35 To read Thy goodness on the earth, Thy glory in the sky, And in my heart's deep sohtnde to feel Thy spirit nigh ; And bless Thee, my God ! To know that love of truest hiends but flows through them from Thee, That every joy which fills my life proves that Thou lovest me ; I bless Thee, my God ! Nor only me — each heart that swells on the wide bright earth before Thee, Every high Intelligence that dwells where the sons of the stars adore Thee. I bless Thee, my God ! For all the pure and sinless joys, unknown, unfelt by me Which through Thy realms all Infinite, flow down eternally. I bless Thee, my God! 36 I bli'ss Theo An- llu' dearest gift enjoyed or understood, I bless Thee that I know and feel that Thou Thyself art good. I bless Thee, my God ! .zm. Neivhridge, May, 1847. 37 GEIE F Mother, Mother ! can it be The grave holds all that once was thee, And thou art but a memory. My blessed Mother? A memory thy gentle heart, thy spirit pure and mild ? A memory thy speechless love for thy poor broken child? Thou dost not feel, thou dost not know, That heart to which my gloom was woe, Heeds not though mine is breaking now. Mother, mother ! for one moment but to lay my head upon thy breast. Or sleep by thy dear side and share the grave's eternal rest. 1 gaze around — thou art not here, My home has grown a desert drear, How bright was earth when thou wert near ! Where art thou, Mother? if man's dreams were true not Heaven's gate Could hold thee from thy child thou hast left desolate. 38 ]'»iit these arc dreams. The tlcad feel not. Thou art forj^ettiiif];, not forgot ; I suffer, thou can'st suffer not, ?*ry happy mother! Thy sleepless nights, thy days of pain and gi-ief, Are over now. Why is the thought such poor and faint relief'? I loved thee. Is love selfishness, Mother do I love thee less. If I would wake thee to caress, As oft thou badst me. Mother ? 1 lived for thee. The life thou gav'st was thine. And O ! right well I knew thy gentle soul was mine. Thine eyes are closed. No sunshine more Their gaze into my heart shall pour. Thy lips sweet task, to bless, is o'er, My angel Mother ! Thine arms will never fold around me now, Nor thy beloved breast pillow this aching brow\ 39 More strong than youthful beauty's might. Thy feeble steps, thy fading sight, My spirit did to thine unite, My poor old mother ! Age, pain, and weakness were the links which bound My every care and thought thy tottering steps around. And I, the light of thy dimmed eyes, Whom others saw, but to despise. In thy sight, beautiful and wise, "Was I not, mother? I smiled ; but 0, Earth's kingdom were to me, A poor and mean exchange for thine idolatry. Who now my griefs and tears will share ? Who watch my face with mother's care Arid pine, if but a cloud be there. As thou didst, mother '? My God ! My God ! art Thou for ever near ? Does Thy all-seeing eye behold each creature's tear ? Repiniii}:^ heart, be silent imw, Not to blind Fate, to Justice bow, And ask who suffers ? Sinner, thou ! God ! I submit. Break, breuk my ^^uilty heart, if such Thy just decree ; My earthly love is o'er, God ! I still love Thee. Nov. 1847. (Added six years later.) Mother adored ! it cannot be Yon lonely grave can hold not thee ; Thou hvest — blessed, pure, and free, My angel mother ! Only the form I loved so well is sleeping 'neath the sod, Thy memory is with thy child, thy spirit with our God. 41 Meet we again ? Ah, who may tell ? Perchance for her thou lov'st so well, Thy spirit yet on earth may dwell And watch me, mother ? Was it a dream, when I have felt thy view- less spirit nigh. And still my heart refused to thrust the fond thought by ? I know not. This alone I know. We meet hereafter, if not now. When purified my soul shall grow Like thine, my Mother ; And before Him we now do both adore, Oiu" undivided hearts shall meet to part no more. Newbridge, 1853. I'i A CKl'KD. God is more good, Thau heart of man hath understood — More good on earth, to each, to all, To those who stand, to those who fall ; More good in Heaven where every soul Shall own at last His Love's control. A seraph's dream were all too low, A shadow of that Love to show ; A mother's heart reflects a ray Shed fi'om that Sun of endless daj' ; That God whose awful Happiness Can only be to love and bless ; AYho made for \irtue, joy, and love, Man and each starry Mind above ; Whose pm'pose firm no pow'r can bound Till the last wandering sheep be found. Love Him, love all. Hevere His Law, ^Miose " fleshly tablet " knows no flaw ; All law beside which human hand Hath traced and called it God's command, 43 Judge by those powers He destined thee ; And having judged, rest fearlessly. Thy sins abhor as wrought in spite Of boundless love and ample light ; Thy griefs endure with humbled heart, Justice appoints their bitterest part. Be Happy, nor Besigned alone, This thy sole prayer, " Thy will be done. -Wt Boniuj-glcn, Donegal, July, 1849. 11 AN ASI'IUATION. I would that I were letter ; that to child- hood's fervent soul, The strength were joined of solemn years o'er which life's noon doth roll. The strength to think, to feel, to do, only the holy Kight, To yield no step in the awful Eace, no hlow in the fearful Fight. That all I willed that I should do, while each conquered passion quailed, And the lordly soul o'er its subject powers like a throned God prevailed. I would that I were better ; that I loved with holier zeal That Source of Love whose goodness wide our hearts so poorly feel, That I could feel, as well as know. He is that One we seek. When our blind creeping souls explore earth's desert cold and bleak. 45 We look for love and find but woe, while He stands pitying by, "We grieve o'er frailty while we shrink fi'om infinite purity. We mourn the absent, — He is near ; the Dead, — He liveth ever ; The lost and fallen, the estranged, — the Eternal changeth never. God and Father, Hohest Lord ! Touch yet Thy creature's heart, And to my weak and palsied powers the life of life impart. Inspire, as well as offer Love ! Aid, ere Thou hearest Prayer ; Even Thy poorest sacrifice Thou wilt Thyself prepare. Make me to love Thee ! In that love strength, light and life shall flow And as Thy Will is done in Heaven, I shall do it on earth below. Neivhridge, Sept., 1852. iG A DEATH SONG. I DIE ! I die ! Blessed be God ! Blessed the Life Giver ! Blessed the Life Taker ! Blessed the dear God of holy Death ! Blessed be Thou, O Lord! I die ! I die ! Farewell, Earth. Farewell, beloved ones. I leave ye to our God ; The God to whom I go. He will be near us all, The Dead and the Living. 47 I die! I die! I go to the Life Eternal — The Life wliere Life is Life — Where Death is Death no longer Where Sin alone is Dead ; And Love for ever liveth. I die ! I go. Blessed be God ! Ncicbridgc, 1856. To Mary C. Lloyd. Friend of my Life, whene'er my eyes Rest with sudden, glad surprise On Nature's scenes of earth and air Subhmely grand, or sweetly fair, I want you, — Mary. When men and women gifted, free. Speak their fresh thoughts ungrudgingly, And springing forth each kindling mind Streams like a meteor in the wind, T want you, — Mary. When soft the summer evenings close, And crimson in the sunset rose, Our Cader glows, majestic, grand, The crown of all your lovely land, I want you, — Mary. When the dark winter nights come round To our " ain fireside " cheerly bound. With our dear Rembrandt girl, so brown, Smiling serenely on us down, I want you, — Mary. 41) Now, — while the vigorous pulses leap Still strong within my spirit's deep ; Now, while my yet unwearied brain Weaves its thick web of thoughts amain, I want you, — Mary. Hereafter, when slow ebbs the tide, And age drains out my strength and pride, And dim-grown eyes and palsied hand No longer list my soul's command, I'll want you, — Mary. In joy and grief, in good and ill, Friend of my heart: I need you still, My Guide, Companion, Playmate, Love, To dwell with here, to clasp above, I want you, — Mary. For O! if past the gates of Death To me the Unseen openeth Immortal joys, to angels given, Upon the holy heights of Heaven, I'll want you,— Mary. Written in Hartley Coombe, Liss, about 1875. L 009 508 UNIVHRSIIY OF ( AllIORMA LIBRARY Los Angeles 1 his luM)k is Dl'K oil the last date s(ain|>((I bilow. -32ni-8/58(5876s4)444 W ilohbfi - 4451 Rest in the Lord C27p — ^ — -1 UC SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBR) A A 001 416 PR 4461 C27r