, U . N ,I VER . S T ,. F CALIFORNIA, SAN DIEGO 3 1822 02258 6325 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA HIS DIARIES LETTERS AND REPORTS EDITED AND ARRANGED BY RICHARD LOVETT, M.A. AUTHOR OF 'NORWEGIAN PICTURES' ETC WITH A PORTRAIT, TWO MAPS AND FIVE ILLUSTRATIONS THIRD AND CHEAPER EDITION LONDON THE RELrciOUS TRACT SOCIETY 56 PATERNOSTER Row, 65 ST PAUL'S CHVKCHYARD 1895 Christ, in Thee my soul hath found, And found in Thee alone, The peace, the joy I sought so long, The bliss till now unknown. 1 sighed for rest and happiness, I yearned for them, not Thee ; But while I passed my Saviour by, His love laid hold on me. Now none but Christ can satisfy, None other name for me ; There 's love, and life, and lasting joy, Lord Jesus, found in Thee. PREFACE THIS book in its more expensive forms has been before the public for nearly two years. It has been very widely read, and it has received extraordinary attention from many .sections of the press. The author has received from all parts of the world most striking testimonies as to the way in which this record of James Gilmour's heroic self-sacrifice for the Lord Jesus and on behalf of his beloved Mongols for the Master's sake has touched the hearts of Christian workers. It has deepened their faith, strengthened their zeal, nerved them for whole-hearted consecration to the same Master, and cheered many a solitary and lonely heart. Many requests have been received for an edition at a price which will place the book within the reach of Sunday School teachers, of those Christian workers who have but little to spend upon books, and of the elder scholars in our schools. The Committee of the Religious Tract Society have gladly met this request at the earliest possible moment. In this new form their hope and prayer is that James Gilmour, being dead, may yet speak to many hearts, arous- ing them to diligent, and faithful, and self-denying service for Jesus Christ The book, in this its newest form, is identical in all respects with the first and second editions, except that only one portrait is given and the appendices are left out. CONTENTS CHAPTER PACK I. EARLY YEARS AND EDUCATION 15 II. BEGINNING WORK 46 III. MONGOLIAN APPRENTICESHIP 55 IV. THE FIRST CAMPAIGN IN MONGOLIA . . . . 88 V. MARRIAGE 98 VI. ' IN JOURNEYINGS OFTEN, IN PERILS OF RlVERS ' . . 105 VII. THE VISIT TO ENGLAND IN 1882 134 VIII. SUNSHINE AND SHADOW 154 IX. A CHANGE OF FIELD 176 X. PERSONAL CHARACTERISTICS AS ILLUSTRATED BY LETTERS TO RELATIVES AND FRIENDS . . . . 228 XI. CLOSING LABOURS 256 XII. THE LAST DAYS 298 LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS PORTRAIT OF JAMES GILMOUR FROM A PHOTOGRAPH TAKEN AT TIENTSIN ON APRIL 1891 . . . / frontispiece A MONGOL ENCAMPMENT 109 A MONGOL CAMEL CART 139 A CHINESE MULE LITTER 156 JAMES GILMOUR EQUIPPED FOR HIS WALKING EXPEDITION IN MONGOLIA IN FEBRUARY 1884 159 JAMES GILMOUR'S TENT 245 MAPS 1. MAP ILLUSTRATING JAMES GILMOUR'S JOURNEYS ON THE GREAT PLAIN OF MONGOLIA 54 2. MAP ILLUSTRATING JAMES GILMOUR'S LABOURS IN EASTERN MONGOLIA 179 For readers of James Gilmotir of Mongolia not familiar with Among the Afongo's, a new Editi n of that Work has been prepared and published, price Two Shillings and Sixpence. JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA CHAPTER I EARLY YEARS AND EDUCATION JAMES GILMOUR, of Mongolia, the son of James Gilmour and Elizabeth Pettigrew his wife, was born at Cathkin on Monday, June 12, 1843. He was the third in a family o. six sons, all but one of whom grew up to manhood. His father was in very comfortable circumstances, and consequently James Gilmour never had the struggle with poverty through which so many of his great countrymen have had to pass. Cathkin, an estate of half a dozen farms in the parish of Carmunnock, is only five miles from Glasgow, and was owned by Humphrey Ewing Maclae, a retired India merchant, who resided in the substantial mansion-house on the estate. There were also the houses of a few residents, and a smithy and wright's workshops, for the convenience of the surrounding district. James Gilmour's father was the occupant of the wright's shop, as his father had been before him. His brother John, one of three who have survived him, has furnished the following interesting sketch of the family life in which James Gilmour was trained, and to which he 1 6 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA owed so much of the charm and power which he mani- fested in later years : ' Our grandfather, Matthew Gilmour, combined the trades of mason and wright, working himself at both as occasion required ; and our father, James Gilmour, con- tinued the combination in his time in a modified degree, gradually discarding the mason trade and developing the wright's. Grandmother (father's mother) was a woman of authority, skill, and practical usefulness among the little community in which she resided. In cases requiring medical treatment, she was always in request ; and in order to obtain the lymph pure for the vaccination of children she would take it herself direct from the cow. She was also a neat and skilful needlewoman. ' Matthew Gilmour and his wife were people of strict integrity and Christian living. They walked regularly every Sunday the five miles to the Congregational Church in Glasgow, though there were several places of worship within two miles of their residence. I have often heard the old residents of the steep and rough country road they used to take for a short cut when nearing home tell how impressed they have been by the sight of the worthy couple and their family wending their way along in the dark winter Sabbath evenings by the light of a hand-lantern. Our parents continued the connection with the same body of worshippers in Glasgow as long as they resided in Cath- kin, being members of Dr. Ralph Wardlaw's church. It was under his earnest eloquence, and by his wise pastoral care, we were trained. The distance of our home from the place of worship did not admit of our attending as children any other than EARLY YEARS AND EDUCATION 17 the regular Sabbath services ; but we were not neglected in this respect at home, so far as it lay in our parents' ability to help us. We regularly gathered around our mother's knee, reading the impressive little stories found in such illustrated booklets as the Teacher's Offering, the Child's Companion, the Childreris Missionary Record (Church ot Scotland), the Tract Magazine, and Watts' Divine Songs for Children. These readings were always accompanied with touching serious comments on them by mother, which tended very considerably to impress the lessons contained in them on our young hearts. I remember how she used to add : " Wouldn't it be fine if some of you, when you grow up, should be able to write such nice little stories as these for children, and do some good in the world in that way ! " I have always had an idea that James' love of contributing short articles from China and Mongolia to the children's missionary magazines at home was due to these early impressions instilled into his mind by his mother. Father, too, on Sabbath evenings, generally placed the "big" Bible (Scott and Henry's) on the table, and read aloud the comments therein upon some portion of Scripture for our edification and entertainment. During the winter week-nights some part of the evening was often spent in reading aloud popular books then current, such as Uncle Tom's Cabin. ' Family worship, morning and evening, was also a most regular and sacred observance in our house, and consisted of first, asking a blessing ; second, singing twelve lines of a psalm or paraphrase, or a hymn from Wardlaw's Hymn-book ; third, reading a chapter from the Old Testa- meat in the mornings, and from the New in the evenings ; i8 JAMES GILMOUR Of MONGOLIA and fourth, prayer. The chapters read were taken day by day in succession, and at the evening worship we read two verses each all round. This proved rather a trying ordeal for some of the apprentices, one or more of whom we usually had boarding with us, or to a new servant-girl, as their education in many cases had not been of too liberal a description. But they soon got more proficient, and if it led them to nothing higher, it was a good educational help. These devotional exercises were not common in the dis- trict in the mornings, and were apt to be broken in upon by callers at the wright's shop ; but that was never enter- tained as an excuse for curtailing them. I suppose people in the district got to know of the custom, and avoided making their calls at a time when they would have to wait some little while for attention. Our parents, however, never allowed this practice or their religious inclinations to obtrude on their neighbours ; all was done most unas- sumingly and humbly, as a matter of everyday course. ' Our maternal grandfather, John Pettigrew by name, was a farmer and meal-miller on the estate of Cathkin, and was considered a man of sterling worth and integrity. Having had occasion to send his minister, the parson of Carmunnock parish, some bags of oatmeal from his mill, the minister suspected from some cause or other that he had got short weight or measure. The worthy miller was rather nettled at being thus impeached by his spiritual overseer, and that same night proceeded to the manse with the necessary articles required for determining the accuracy of the minister's suspicions. When this was done, it was found there remained something to the good, instead of a de- ficiency ; this the miller swung over his shoulder in a bag EARLY YEARS AND EDUCATION 19 and took back with him to the mill, as a lesson to the crestfallen divine to be more careful in future about chal- lenging the integrity of his humble parishioner's transactions ' While James was quite a child the family removed to Glasgow, where our father entered into partnership with his brother Alexander as timber merchants. During this stay in Glasgow mother's health proved very un- satisfactory, and latterly both she and father having been prostrated and brought to death's door by a malignant fever, it was decided to relinquish the partnership and return to their former place in the country. James was five years old at that time. When he was between seven and eight he was sent with his older brothers to the new Subscription School in Bushyhill, Cambuslang, a distance of two miles. Here he remained till he was about twelve, when he and I were sent to Gorbals Youths' School in Greenside Street, Glasgow. We had thus five miles to go morning and evening, but we had season-tickets for the railway part of the distance, viz. between Rutherglen and Glasgow. Thomas Neil was master of this school. We were in the private room, rather a privileged place, com- pared with the rest of the school, seeing we received the personal attentions of Mr. Neil, and were almost free from corporal punishment, which was not by any means the case in the public rooms of the school Mr. Neil being, I was going to say, a terror to evildoers, but he was in fact a terror to all kinds of doers, from the excitability of his temper and general sternness. ' Here James usually kept the first or second place in the class, which was a large one ; and if he happened to be turned to the bottom (an event which occurred pretty often 93 20 JAMES G1LMOUR OF MONGOLIA to all the members of the class with Mr. Neil), he would determinedly endeavour to stifle a tearful little " cry," thus demonstrating the state of his feelings at being so abased. But he never remained long at the bottom ; like a cork sunk in water, he would rise at the first opportunity to his natural level at the top of the class. It was because of his diligence and success in his classes while at this school, I suppose, more than from any definite idea of what career he might follow in the future, that after leaving he was allowed to prosecute his studies at the Glasgow High School, where he gained many prizes, and fully justified his parents' decision of allowing him to go on with his studies instead of taking him away to a trade. At home he prosecuted his studies very untiringly both during session and vacation. ' After entering the classes of the Glasgow University he studied in an attic room, the window of which overlooked an extensive and beautiful stretch of the Vale of Clyde. I remember feeling compassion for him sometimes as he sat at this window, knowing what an act of self-denial it must have been to one so boisterous and full of fun as he was to see us, after our work was over of an evening, having a jolly game at rounders, or something of that sort, while he had to sit poring over his books. ' James was not a serious, melancholy student ; he was indeed the very opposite of that when his little intervals of recreation occurred. During the day he would be out about the workshop and saw-mill, giving each in turn a poking and joking at times very tormenting to the recipients. If we had any little infirmity or weakness, he was sure to enlarge upon it and make us try to amend it, assuming EARLY YEARS AND EDUCATION 21 the role and aspect of a drill-sergeant for the time being. He used to have the mid-finger of the right hand extended in such a way that he could nip and slap you with it very painfully. He used this finger constantly to pound and drill his comrades, all being done of course in the height of glee, frolic, and good-humour. This finger, no doubt by the unlawful use to which he put it, at one time developed a painful tumour, to the delight of those who were in the habit of receiving punishment from it. James pulled a long face, and acknowledged that it was a punishment sent him for using the finger in so mischievous a manner. ' There was a pond or dam in connection with the saw- mill. In this James was wont to practise the art of swimming. I remember he devised a plan of increasing his power of stroke in the water. He made four oval pieces of wood rather larger than his hands and feet, tacking straps on one side, so that his hands and feet would slip tightly into them. But my recollection is that they were soon dis- carded as an unsuitable addition to his natural resources. He was fond of hunting after geological specimens, getting the local blacksmith to make him a pocket hammer to take with him on his rambles for that purpose. He seldom cared for company in these wanderings among the mountains, glens, and woods of his native place and country. He would start early in the morning, and accomplish feats of walking and climbing during the course of a day. Indeed, none of his brothers ever thought of asking James to go with them in their little holiday trips, knowing that any- thing not the conception of his own fancy was but very rarely acceptable to him ; and he was never one who would pander to your gratification merely to please you. ^^ JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA 1 James was fond of boating. Once he hired a small skiff near the suspension-bridge at Glasgow Green, and pro- ceeded with it up the river. Having gone a good way up, the idea appears to have taken him to endeavour to get the whole way to Hamilton, where, father having retired from business in 1866, our parents were now residing. This proved to be a very arduous task, as in a great many places on that part of the Clyde there is not depth of water to carry a boat He managed, however, to accom- plish the task by divesting himself of jacket, stockings, and shoes, and pulling the boat over all such shallow and rocky places (including the weir at Blantyre Mills, where the renowned African missionary and explorer, Dr. Livingstone, worked in his boyhood), until he reached the bridge on the river between Hamilton and Motherwell, a distance of eleven miles or more from Glasgow in a straight line, and much more following the numerous bends of the river. Here he made the boat secure and proceeded home, a distance of a mile, very tired and ravenously hungry. The great drawback to his satisfaction in this feat was his fear of the displeasure the boat-owner might feel at his not having returned the same night, and the rough usage to which he had subjected the boat in hauling it over the rocky places. He was much delighted, when he arrived with the boat down the river during the day, to find that the man was rather pleased than otherwise at his plucky exploit, telling him that he only remembered it being attempted once before. ' During part of the time James attended college at Glasgow University, the classes were at so early an hour that he could not take advantage of the railway, and so had EARLY YEARS AND EDUCATION 23 to walk in the whole way. This was an anxious time for his mother, who was ever most particular in seeing to the household duties herself, and always careful that her children should have a substantial breakfast when they went from home. I remember some of those winter mornings. Amidst the bustle of making and partaking of an early breakfast so as to be on the road in time, mother would press him to partake more liberally of something she had thoughtfully prepared for him ; he would ejaculate : " Can't take it no time ! " and if she still insisted he would add in a solemn manner : " Mother, what if the door should be shut when I get there ? " which, being understood by her as a scriptural quotation, was sufficient to quench her solicitations. ' To avoid the worry of getting up so early, it was decided after a time that he should take advantage of an unlet three or four apartment house in a tenement which belonged to father in Cumberland Street, Glasgow. So a couple of chairs, table, bed, and some cooking-utensils were got together, and James entered into possession, cooking his own breakfast, and getting his other meals there or outside as his fancy or inclination prompted. Here I think he enjoyed himself very much. He had plenty of quiet time for study, and he could roam about the city and suburbs for experience, recreation, and instruction, visiting mills and other large manufacturing industries as he was inclined. ' After our parents had removed to Hamilton, James took lodgings in George Street, a regular students' resort when the old college was in the High Street. It is now removed to the magnificent pile of buildings at Gilmorehill, in the western district of the city. The site of the old one in the High Street which James attended is now occupied by the 24 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA North British and Glasgow and South- Western Railway Companies.' James Gilmour left England to begin his Mongolian life- work in February 1870, and then commenced keeping a diary, from which we shall often quote, and which he care- fully continued amid, oftentimes, circumstances of the greatest difficulty until his death. He gives the following reasons for this practice at the time when he was living in a Mongol tent learning the language, hundreds of miles away from his nearest fellow-worker : ' I think it a special duty to my friends, specially my mother, to keep this diary, and to be particular in adding my state of mind in addition to my mere outward circum- stances. In my present isolated position, which may be more isolated soon, any accident might happen at any moment, after which I could not send home a letter, and I think that by keeping my diary punctually and fully my friends might have the melancholy satisfaction of following me to the grave, as it were, through my writing.' In the record of his first outward voyage he included a sketch of his early life, which we briefly reproduce here, as the correlative and complement of the picture outlined by his brother : ' The earliest that I can remember of my life is the portion that was spent in Glasgow, before I came with my parents out to the country. Of this time I have only a vague recollection. Then followed a number of years not very eventful beyond the general lot of the years of child- hood. One circumstance of these years often comes up to my mind. One Sabbath all were at church except the servant, Aggie Leitch, and myself. She took down an old copy of Bunyan's Pilgrims Progress, with rude plates. a.nd EARLY YEARS AXD EDUCATION 25 by the help of the pictures was explaining the whole book to me. I had not heard any of it before, and was deeply interested. We had just got as far as the terrible doings of Giant Despair and the horrors of Doubting Castle, when all at once, without warning, there came a terrible knock at our front door. I really thought the giant was upon us. It was some wayfaring man asking the way or some- thing, but the terror I felt has made an indelible impression on me. ' When of the approved age I went to school, wondering whether I should ever be able to learn and do as others did. I was very nervous and much afraid, and wrought so hard and was so ably superintended by my mother that I made rapid progress, and was put from one class to another with delightful rapidity. I was dreadfully jealous of any one who was a good scholar like myself, and to have any one above me in class annoyed me to such a degree that I could not play cheerfully with him. ' The date of my going to college was, I think, the November of the year 1862, so that my first session at Glasgow University was 1862-63. The classes I took were junior Latin and junior Greek. In Latin I got about the twelfth prize, and in Greek I think the third. The summer I spent partly in study, partly in helping my father in his trade of a wright and joiner. 'During 1863 and 1864 I lived in Glasgow, and worked very hard, taking the first prize in middle Greek and a prize in senior Latin, as well as a prize for private work in Greek, and another for the same kind of work in Latin. This last I was specially proud of, as in it I beat the two best fellows in the Latin class. Next session (1864-65) I took a prize in senior Greek. I got nothing in the logic, but in moral philosophy in 1865 I was one of those who took an active part in the rebellion against Dr. Fleming, who, though he was entitled to the full retiring pension, 26 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA preferred to remain on as professor, taking the fees and appointing a student to do the work. We made a stand against this, and were able to bring him out to his work ; but it was too much for him, and he died in harness, as he had wished. ' In English literature I made no appearance in the pieces noted by the students, but came out second in the competitive examination, which of course astonished a good deal some of the noisy men who had answered so much in the class and yet knew so little. I was really proud of this prize, as I was sure it was honestly won, and as I also felt that from my position in class I failed to get credit for anything like what I knew. This session I went in for the classical and philosophy parts of the degree, and got them. I enjoyed a happy week after it was known that I had passed ; and the next thing I had to look for- ward to was going to the Theological Hall of the Congre- gational Church of Scotland, which met in Edinburgh in the beginning of May. The session at Edinburgh I enjoyed very much. I had not too much work, and used at odd times to take long walks and go long excursions. I was often on the heights, and about Leith and Porto- bello.' The Rev. John Paterson of Airdrie, N.B., Gilmour's most intimate college friend at Glasgow, thus records his recollections of what he was in those days : ' I first made James Gilmour's acquaintance in the winter session of 1864-5 at Glasgow University. He came to college with the reputation of being a good linguist. This reputation was soon confirmed by distinction in his classes, especially in Latin and Greek. Though his advan- tages had been superior to most of us, and his mental calibre was of a high order, he was always humble, utterly EARLY YEARS AND EDUCATION 27 devoid of pride or vanity. No doubt he was firm as a rock on any question of conviction, but he was tender in the extreme, and full of sympathy with the struggling. He was such a strong man all round that he could afford to give every one justice, and such a gentleman that he could not but be considerate. One day a country student through sheer nervousness missed a class question in the Junior Humanity, though the answer was on his tongue : the answering of such a question would have brought any man to the front, and with a sad heart he told his experience to Gilmour, whose look of sympathy is remembered to this day. He always seemed anxious to be useful, and he suc- ceeded. During our second session, a brother of mine married a cousin of his, and this union led to a closer intimacy between us, and in future sessions we lodged together. ' Throughout his college career Gilmour was a very hard-working student ; his patience, perseverance, and powers of application were marvellous ; and yet, as a rule, he was bright and cheerful, able in a twinkling to throw off the cares of work, and enter with zest into the topics of the day. He had a keen appreciation of the humorous side of things, and his merry laugh did one good. Altogether he was a delightful companion, and was held in universal esteem. One of Gilmour's leading thoughts was unques- tionably the unspeakable value of time, and this intensified with years. There was not a shred of indolence in his nature ; it may be truthfully said that he never wilfully lost an hour. Even when the college work was uncon- genial, he never scamped it, but mastered the subject. He could not brook the idea of skimming a subject merely 28 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA to pass an examination, and there were few men of his time with such wide and accurate knowledge. ' Unlike many of his fellows, he did not relax his energies in summer. During the recess he might have been seen wending his way from the old home at Cathkin to the college library, and returning laden with books. His superior scholarship secured for him excellent certifi- cates and many prizes, both for summer and winter work, and it was noticeable that he shone most in written exami- nations. On one occasion, in the Moral Philosophy class, which then suffered from the failing health of the pro- fessor, the teacher pro tern, appended, as a criticism of an essay of Gilmour's on Utilitarianism, the words, " Wants thoroughness." This was a problem to the diligent student, who tackled his critic at the end of the hour, and apparently had the best of the argument ; for he told me afterwards that he had puzzled the judge to explain his own verdict. There was a strong vein of combativencss in him ; he liked to try his strength, both mentally and physically, with others ; and it was no child's play to wrestle with him in either sense, though he never harboured ill-feeling. He had the advantage of being in easy circumstances, but was severely economical, wasting nothing. He had quite a horror of intoxicating drinks. On one occasion, perhaps for reasons of hospitality, some beer had found its way into our room : he quietly lifted the window and poured the dangerous liquid on the street, saying, " Better on God's earth than in His image." ' As the close of his career in Glasgow drew near, some of us could see that all through he had been preparing for some great work on which the whole ambition of his life EARLY YEARS AND EDUCATION 29 was set. He always shrank from speaking about himself, and in those days was not in the habit of obtruding sacred things on his fellow-students. His views on personal deal- ing then were changing, and became very decided in after years. Earnest, honest, faithful to his convictions, as a student he endeavoured to influence others for good more by the silent eloquence of a holy life than by definite exhortations, and I feel sure his power over some of us was all the greater on that account. When it became known that Gilmour intended to be a foreign missionary, there was not a little surprise expressed, especially among rival fellow-students men who had competed with him to their cost. The moral effect of such a distinguished scholar giving his life for Christ among the heathen was very great indeed. To me his resolve to go abroad, though it induced a painful separation, proved an unspeakable bless- ing. The reserve which had so long prevailed between us on sacred things began to give way, and much of our correspondence during his residence at Cheshunt College was of a religious turn, though still more theological than practical. ' The last evening we spent together before he left for China can never be forgotten. We parted on Bothwell Bridge. We had walked from the village without speaking a word, burdened with the sorrow of separation. As we shook hands, he said with intense earnestness, " Paterson, let us keep close to Christ." He knew Him and loved Him much better than I did then ; but about nine years ago, after hearing good news from me, he wrote to say that for twelve years he had prayed for me every day, and now praised God for the answer.' 30 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA In the diary from which we have already quoted Gilmour thus concludes the sketch of his education : ' Near the close of the session of 1867 I opened negotia- tions with the London Missionary Society, the consequence of which was that I was removed to Cheshunt College in September of that same year. Here (1867-1868) a new experience awaited me resident college life. At Glasgow we dined out, presented ourselves at classes only, and did with ourselves whatever we liked in the interval. At Cheshunt it was different. All the students live in the buildings of the college, which can accommodate forty. Of course I felt a little strange at first, and even long after had serious doubts as to the settlement of the question, Which is better, life in or out of college ? The lectures, as a rule, were all in the forenoon. ' The summer vacation I spent in studying for the Soper scholarship, value twenty pounds, which was to be bestowed after examination. 'I commenced the 1868 and 1869 session at Cheshunt very busily, and in addition to the class work and the Soper work, read some books which gave almost a new turn to my mind and my ideas of pastoral or missionary life. These books were James's Earnest Ministry, Baxter's Reformed Pastor, and some of Bunyan's works, which, through God's blessing, affected me very much for good. 'The Soper examination should have come off before Christmas, but it did not, so that I remained over Christmas at Cheshunt, grinding away as hard as I could. I was longing eagerly for the time when the examination would be over, that I might the more earnestly devote myself to the work of preaching and evangelising. Well, the examination came and passed off satisfactorily, and I got the twenty pounds. ' Now was the decisive point. Now had I come to EARLY YEARS AND EDUCATION 31 another period, when there was an opportunity of going on a new tack ; but I found myself tempted to seek after another honour, the first prize in Chcshunt College. In my first session I had got the second only, and now I had an opportunity of trying for the first It was a temptation indeed, but God triumphed. I looked back on my life, and saw how often I had been tempted on from one thing to another, after I had resolved that I would leave my time more free and at my disposal for God, but always was I tempted on. So now I made a stand, threw ambition to the winds, and set to reading my Bible in good earnest. I made it my chief study during the last three months of my residence at Cheshunt, and I look back upon that period of my stay there as the most profitable I had. ' In September, 1869, 1 entered the missionary seminary at Highgate, and also studied Chinese in London with Professor Summers. I went home again at Christmas, and on returning to London learned that I could go to China as soon as I liked. I said I would go as soon as the neces- sary arrangements could be made, and February 22, 1870, was fixed upon as the date of my departure.' In this brief and rapid manner James Gilmour sketched, with not a few most characteristic touches, the first twenty- six years of his life. He enables us to see the quick, merry, receptive lad, developing, after a brilliant collegiate course and a careful training in theology and in practical Christian life, into the strong, resolute missionary. No one who knew him during this time failed to perceive the force of his character and the charm of his personality. The writer first came under his influence during his second session at Cheshunt. He was then in the prime of his early manhood, in the full possession of physical and intellectual 32 JAMES GILMOVR OF MONGOLIA vigour, and his soul was aflame with love to the Saviour and to the perishing heathen. He retained, moreover, the love of fun, the high spirits, the keen enjoyment of a good joke, and the constant readi- ness for an argument upon any subject under the sun, which had endeared him to his comrades in Glasgow. Every Cheshunt man of that day readily recalls, and re- joices as he does so, the memory of his good-natured prac- tical joking, of his racy and pointed speeches upon all momentous ' house questions,' of his power as a reciter, and of his glowing personal piety. To know him even slightly was to respect him ; and to enter at all into sympathy with him was to love him as long as life lasted. There are many reminiscences of those Cheshunt days, from which we can cull only a sufficient number to enable the reader to understand what manner of man he then was. These are drawn from the letters of his fellow-students, and from their recollections of his sayings and doings. ' How well,' writes one, ' I remember his coming to Ches- hunt ! I was acting-senior at the opening of that session, and, according to custom with the new men, went to his room to shake hands with him. He said, "Who are you?" I told him. " What do you want ? " I told him I had come according to custom to welcome him, and held out my hand, whereupon he put his hands behind him and said, " Time eno' to shake hands when we've quarrelled. But where do you live ? " " Immediately over your head." " Then look here," said he, " don't make a row ; " and so we parted. Dear old fellow ! his memory makes life richer.' Another writes : ' He was a good elocutionist. He was also a keen debater, and so fond of argument that he would EARLY YEARS AND EDUCATION 33 not hesitate to take opposite ground to his own cherished convictions and beliefs, simply for the sake of provoking discussion. So earnestly and logically (for he was a good dialectician) would he carry on the discussion that it was difficult to believe that he did not really hold the opinions for which he so pertinaciously contended. Sometimes this habit of mind reacted very amusingly upon himself, as the following will show. The subject fixed one Friday evening for debate in the discussion class was, " Have animals souls ? " Though fully accepting the common belief that they have not, Gilmour, purely for the sake of argument, took the affirmative, and with such enthusiasm pleaded his cause that he brought himself to believe, as he told me afterwards, that animals have souls.' ' At no time during his residence at Cheshunt could there have been any doubt as to Gilmour's piety or conse- cration to the great work of his future life ; but during the second year it must have been manifest to all who knew him intimately that there was a deepening and broadening of his spiritual life. As I look back over the interval of years I can see that it was then he began to reach the high-water mark in Christian life and devotion which was so steadily maintained throughout his career in China and Mongolia. An apostolic passion for the salvation of his fellow-men took hold upon him. He would go out in the evening, mostly alone, and conduct short open-air services at Flamstead End, among the cottagers near Cheshunt railway station ; seize opportunities of speaking to labour- ers working by the roadside or in the field through which he might be passing. He became very solicitous for the conversion of friends in Scotland, and would come to 34 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA my study and ask me to kneel and pray with him that God's grace might be manifested to them, and that His blessing might rest upon letters which he had written and was sending to them. The ordinary style of preaching towards which students usually aspire lost its attractions for him, and his sermons assumed more and more the character of earnest exhortations, and addresses to the unconverted. When he knew what was to be his field of labour after his college course was over, how solicitous he was to go out fully prepared and fitted in spiritual equip- ment ! The needs of the perishing heathen were very real and weighed heavily upon his heart, and he was very anxious to win volunteers among his college friends for this all-important work. How he longed and prayed for China's perishing millions only his most intimate friends know.' The Rev. H. R. Reynolds, D.D.,for the past thirty years the honoured President of Cheshunt College, has recalled some of his early recollections of James Gilmour. ' Though brusque and outspoken in manner, he was in many respects reserved and shy, and very slow to show or accept confidence. We all felt, however, that underneath a canny demeanour there was burning a very intense enthusiasm, and that a character of marked features was already formed, and would only develope along certain lines, settled, but not as yet fully disclosed to others. ' There was not a particle of make-believe in his com- position. He shrank from praise, and was obviously anxious not to appear more reverential or wise or devoted than he knew himself to be. He even used, because it was natural to him, a rugged style of expression when speaking of things or persons or institutions which for the most part EARLY YEARS AND EDUCATION 35 uplift our diction and generally induce us to adorn or make careful selection of our vocabulary. He rapped out expres- sions which might have suggested carelessness or irrever- ence or suppressed doubt, but I soon found that there was an intense fire of evangelistic zeal and an almost stormy enthusiasm for the conversion of souls to Christ. 'Some special services were held at Cheshunt Street Chapel, in which Gilmour took part, and the part was at least as demonstrative, perhaps more so, except the music, as that of the modern Salvation Army ensign or com- missioner. He started from the chapel entrance, on the Sunday evening, when considerable numbers were as usual parading the country street, and bare-headed approached every passer-by with some piquant, vigorous inquiry, or message or warning. In the main, his bold summons was, " Do you believe on the Lord Jesus Christ ? " The entire population in the thoroughfare was stirred, and uncompli- mentary jeers mingled with some awe-struck impressions that were then produced. ' During the year 1869 he had those interviews with the late Mrs. Swan, of Edinburgh, which led to his choice by the London Missionary Society, at her instance, to reopen the long-suspended mission in Mongolia. For a while he remained in Peking preparing himself by familiarity with the people, their ideas, their language, and religion, for those almost historic bursts into the great desert and across the caravan routes to the huge fairs, and the renowned temples, to the living lamas and famous shrines of the nomadic Mongols, incessantly acting the part of travelling Hakim, itinerant book vendor, and fiery preacher of the Gospel of Christ.' C2 36 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA In the- year 1869 the policy of the London Missionary Society in the education of its students was very different from that which now obtains. After a course at a theo- logical college of two, three, or four years, according to the literary attainments of the man at the time of his acceptance by the Directors, he was sent to the institution at Highgatc designed to give training suitable for the special require- ments of the embryo missionaries. In theory this institu- tion was admirable ; in practice Gilmour and others, much as they esteemed the principal, the Rev. J. Wardlaw, found it or thought they found it very largely a waste of time. The year 1869 saw the beginning of an investigation which ended in closing the missionary college at Highgate, and in the steps that led to the enquiry Gilmour took a leading part. One of his contemporaries at Highgate has thus described his influence upon both his fellow-students and the institution to which they belonged. ' I first met Gilmour at Farquhar House, Highgate, the London Missionary Society's Institution, where in those days missionary students spent their last six months before going to the field. Some spent the time in studying the elements of the language of the land to which they were going ; others attended University College Hospital, for the purpose of getting a little medical knowledge; while all tried to make themselves acquainted with the history of the people among whom they were to labour. Courses of special missionary lectures, which were highly valued by the men, were delivered by the Rev. J., afterwards Dr., Wardlaw. 'Some of us were at Highgate a day or two before Gilmour came up from Scotland ; and as his fame, or rather reports about him, had reached us from Cheshunt EARLY YEARS AND EDUCATION 37 College, we were all very anxious to meet with him. When he did arrive we were, I think, all more or less dis- appointed, and yet I doubt if any of us could have told why, except that he was not the man we had pictured from the reports we had heard. When he walked quietly into the library I, for one, could hardly believe that the almost boyish- looking, open-faced, bright-eyed young man was really Gilmour. His dress made him appear even more youthful than he was, while there was an aspect of good humour about his face and a glance of his eye revealing any amount of fun and frolic. A great writer has said : " Nature has written a letter of credit on some men's faces, which is honoured almost wherever presented." James Gilmour's was a face on which Nature had written no ordinary letter of credit ; for there was a sense in which one might very truly have said that his " face was his fortune." Honesty, good nature, and true manliness were so stamped upon every feature and line of it, that you had only to see him to feel that he was one of God's noblest works, and to be drawn to the man as by a magnetic influence. ' Gilmour was a puzzle to most of our fellow-students, and they could not quite make him out. By some he was regarded as very eccentric, which is another way of saying that he preserved a very marked individuality, and always had the courage of his convictions. They did not seem to understand how so much playfulness and piety, fervour and frolicsomeness could dwell in the same person. Long before we parted, however, in January, 1 870, I feel certain that all had come to have not only a profound respect, but also a real heart-love for " dear old Gillie " ! 'The night before Gilmour left Highgatefor the Christmas 38 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA vacation we were all in his study, when someone, remarking on the risk he was running in going home to Scotland by sea, instead of by train, said in a jocular way : " Suppose the steamer is wrecked and you get drowned, to whom do you leave your books, Gilmour ? " " Yes," he said at once, " that is well thought of. Come along, you fellows, and pick out the books you would like to keep in memory of me, if I never return." Of course we only laughed and said it was all a joke ; but he said, " It is no joke with me, I mean what I say ; " and so he did. He was in dead earnest, and nothing would satisfy him but that each should pick out the book or books, he would like to have if he never returned. He then turned to me and said : " Now, I leave the rest to your care, and if I never return I want all on this shelf sent to my father and mother, and you can do anything you like with the rest." Had anyone else acted in that way, we should have certainly suspected that he had gone "queer"; but it was Gilmour, and we all understood the straight, matter-of-fact way in which he went about everything he did. ' Through a misunderstanding, as we afterwards dis- covered, the students at Highgate came into collision with the Directors of the Society over the studies to be pro- secuted. Additional classes were arranged, and these some of us declined to attend. This act of rebellion, as it was regarded at the Mission House, had to be put down with a firm hand, and a special meeting of the Board of Directors was called to deal with us. ' The night before we were to meet the Board we met in Gilmour's study, to settle what we were to say to the Directors when we met them. One only of our number, EARLY YEARS AND EDUCATION 39 when he saw that there was likely to be a rather serious interchange of ideas between us and the Directors, caved in completely, and would have nothing further to do with our resistance. ' When we met the Board Gilmour made his defence in his frank, straightforward way, and, I am afraid, upset some of the Directors very much by his plain speaking. They did not know the man, and regarded him as one of the ringleaders in rebellion, and, of. course, were not in the humour to do him justice. But when we met the sub- committee appointed to deal with us the misunderstanding came to an end, and they admitted that we had been in the right in objecting to the extra classes thus imposed.' During these last months in England James Gilmour paid much earnest heed to the culture of his soul. Just before he sailed for China, he set forth his inner experience and his keen sense of the difficulties of the course upon which he was embarking in the following letter to a Ches- hunt friend : 'Companions I can scarcely hope to meet, and the feel- ing of being alone comes over me till I think of Christ and His blessed promise, " Lo, I am with you alway, even to the end of the world." No one who docs not go away, leaving all and going alone, can feel the force of this promise ; and when I begin to feel my heart threatening to go down, I betake myself to this companionship, and, thank God, I have felt the blessedness of this promise rushing over me repeatedly when I knelt down and spoke to Jesus as a present companion, from whom I am sure to find sympathy. I have felt a tingle of delight thrilling over me as I felt His presence, and thought that wherever I may go He is still with me. I have once or twice lately felt a melting sweet- 40 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA ness in the name of Jesus as I spoke to Him and told Him my trouble. Yes, and the trouble went away, and I arose all right Is it not blessed of Christ to care so much for us poor feeble men, so sinful and so careless about honouring Him ? the moment we come to Him He is ready with His consolations for us ! ' I have been thinking lately over some of the induce- ments we have to live for Christ, and to confess Him and preach Him before men, not conferring with flesh and blood. Why should we be trammelled by the opinions and customs of men ? Why should we care what men say of us ? Salvation and damnation are realities, Christ is a reality, Eternity is a reality, and we shall soon be there in reality, and time shall soon be finished ; and from our stand in eternity we shall look back on what we did in time, and what shall we think of it ? Shall we be able to understand why we were afraid to speak to this man or that woman about salvation ? Shall we be able to understand how we were ashamed to do what we knew was a Christian duty before one whom we knew to be a mocker at religion ? Our cowardice shall seem small to us then. Let us now measure our actions by the standard of that scene, let us now look upon the things of time in the light of eternity, and we shall see them better as they are, and live more as we shall wish then we had done. It is not too late. We can secure yet what remains of our life. The present still is ours. Let us use it. It may be that we can't be great, let us be good ; if we can't shine as great lights, let us make our light shine as God has made it to shine. Let us live lives as in the presence of Christ, anxious for His approval, and glad to take the condemnation of the world, and of Christ's professed servants even, if we get the com- mendation of angels and our Master. The " well done ! " is to the faithful servant to the faithful, not the great. Let EARLY YEARS AND EDUCATION 41 us watch and pray that we may be faithful. It is a little hard to be this, and to care little for man. ' Yesterday afternoon I preached here at home, and took the most earnest sermon I had, " Behold, I stand at the door and knock" Well, in doing so, I thought I was acting quite independently of man ; and even after I had preached it, thought I would not care for man. But one man praised it, and I felt pleased, and, as might then be expected, felt a little hurt when a friend called this morning and told me that what I gave them yesterday was no sermon at all. Now, if I had been regarding Christ alone, I would not have been moved by either the one or the other of these criticisms ; and I wish that I could get above this sort of thing, and get beyond the attempt at pleasing men at all. Why should we confer with men ? ' James Gilmour was ordained as a missionary to Mon- golia in Augustine Chapel, Edinburgh, on February 10, 1870, and, in accordance with Nonconformist custom, he made a statement about the development of his religious life from which we take the following extract : ' My conversion took place after I had begun to attend the Arts course in the University of Glasgow. I had gone to college with no definite aim as to preparing for a pro- fession ; an opportunity was offered me of attending classes, and I embraced it gladly, confident that whatever training or knowledge I might there acquire would prove serviceable to me afterwards in some way or other. ' After I became satisfied that I had found the " way of life," I decided to tell others of that way, and felt that I lay under responsibility to do what I could to extend Christ's kingdom. Among other plans of usefulness that suggested themselves to me was that of entering the ministry. But, in my opinion, there were two things that everyone who 42 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA sought the office of the ministry should have, viz., an experimental knowledge of the truth which it is the work of the minister to preach, and a good education to help him to do it ; the former I believed I had, the latter I hoped to obtain. So I quietly pursued the college course till I entered on the last session, when, after prayerful considera- tion and mature deliberation, I thought it my duty to offer myself as a candidate for the ministry. ' Having decided as to the capacity in which I should labour in Christ's kingdom, the next thing which occupied my serious attention was the locality where I should labour. Occasionally before I had thought of the relative claims of the home and foreign fields, but during the summer session in Edinburgh I thought the matter out, and decided for the mission field ; even on the low ground of common sense I seemed to be called to be a missionary. Is the kingdom a harvest field? Then I thought it reasonable that I should seek to work where the work was most abun- dant and the workers fewest. Labourers say they are over- taxed at home ; what then must be the case abroad, where there are wide stretching plains already white to harvest, with scarcely here and there a solitary reaper ? To me the soul of an Indian seemed as precious as the soul of an Englishman, and the Gospel as much for the Chinese as for the European ; and as the band of missionaries was few compared with the company of home ministers, it seemed to me clearly to be my duty to go abroad. ' But I go out as a missionary not that I may follow the dictates of common sense, but that I may obey that com- mand of Christ, " Go into all the world and preach" He who said " preach" said also, " Go ye into and preach" and what Christ hath joined together let not man put asunder. ' This command seems to me to be strictly a missionary injunction, and, as far as I can see, those to whom it was first delivered regarded it in that light, so that, apart altogether EARLY YEARS AND EDUCATION 43 from choice and other lower reasons, my going forth is a matter of obedience to a plain command ; and in place of seeking to assign a reason for going abroad, I would prefer to say that I have failed to discover any reason why I should stay at home.' On February 22, 1870, James Gilmour embarked at Liverpool upon the steamship Diomed, and thus fairly started on the work of his life. Among his extant corre- spondence is a long letter which describes the voyage to China, and the way in which he utilised the oppor- tunities it afforded for trying to do his Master's will. ' We sailed from Liverpool, and my father saw me off. The passengers were few nine or ten. We had a cabin each. There was a Wesleyan medical missionary named Hardey going out to Hankow. We soon drew together. The doctor of the ship was a young fellow from Greenock, and had been at Glasgow College when I was there last. Among the 1,200 we had not stumbled upon each other. The married man was something or other in the Consular service. A young lady passenger was the daughter of a judge in China. A young man was going out to try his fortune in China : his qualifications were some knowledge of tea and a love of drink. Another decent young fellow was going out to China as a tea-taster. Another young fellow was going out to Australia vid Singapore. Thus, you see, I was the only parson on board ; and as the ship's company was High Church, and I a Dissenter, it may be seen that we did not fit each other exactly. Some of the passengers were so High Church that one of them told me he thought we Dissenters were sunk more deeply in error than the Papists. ' The captain was a sensible kind of rough seaman, and I at once volunteered my services as chaplain, and was 44 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA accepted, though with some caution. He evidently thought me too young to be trusted with a sermon ; the Church of England prayers I might read, and he put into my hands a book with a sermon for any Sunday and holy-day in the year. I took the book and said I would look through it. The Bay of Biscay was calm when we crossed it, but on Sunday morning we were tumbling about off the Rock of Lisbon. As I could hardly keep my legs, I did not think we should have had service ; but we crowded into the smoking-saloon (we were afraid to venture below, for sickness), and I read prayers. Next Sunday I read a sermon from the book. All the Sundays after that I gave them my own, and, as I was under the impression that they had not heard much plain preaching, did my best to let them hear the gospel pure and simple. I half suspected they did not quite like it. It was hinted to me that they complained of my preaching. The next Sunday came, and, under the impression it might be the last time I would have the opportunity, I made the most earnest and direct appeal to them I possibly could. I was not a little thankful and astonished when, soon after, in place of being asked to shut up, I was thanked for it, and assured it was the best I had given them, and told that it was a waste of, &c., &c., for me to go out as a missionary I should have stopped at home. After that I had no trouble with the passengers, and we got on well together. ' As for the men, from captain to cabin-boy there were about sixty. Among these was one earnest Christian man, a German and a Baptist. He was a quarter-master. He was a little peculiar in appearance, and spoke English not quite smoothly. On one occasion, when some of the passengers were laughing at something he had done and said, the captain happened to pass, and, seeing what was up, remarked that the man was a first-rate fellow he never caught him idle. If you except this man, the captain, EARLY YEARS AND EDUCATION 45 and the boy, the whole ship's company swore like troopers. So universal was the vice that the men, I almost think, were hardly aware that they did swear. I was puzzled. Sometimes when I went out in the morning I would hear a volley of oaths coming from the mouth of a man who had been talking quite seriously with me over-night ' Few of the men came to the service, and as they would not come to us we went to them. Hardey and I, usually in the evenings, conducted short little services in the fore- castle as often as we thought desirable. We were always well received and listened to respectfully. I think I may say safely that all on board had repeated opportunities of hearing the gospel as plainly as I could put it, and a good many had something more than mere opportunities. After it was dark I used to go out and get the men one by one, as they sat in corners during their watch in the night. All they had to do was to be within call when wanted, and many a good long talk I have had with a good many of them. Of course, my object in accosting them was re- ligious conversation, and this I usually succeeded in having ; but on many occasions, that we might be quite on a footing of equality, I had in return to listen to their yarns. The man on the look-out was a frequent victim. I was always sure to find a man there, generally alone, and never asleep. The man, also, was changed at regular intervals, so that I knew exactly when I would find a fresh man. When I talked to the look-out man, I used to keep a sharp look- out myself, lest by distracting his attention I should get him into trouble. Many a good hour have I stood at the prow as we passed through the warm Indian Ocean, till my clothes were wet with the dew of night ; and then I would find my way down to my cabin about midnight, with my head so full of the ghost-stories I had just heard that I was really afraid I might meet a real ghost coming out of my cabin.' CHAPTER II BEGINNING WORK IN 1817 two missionaries, the Rev. E. Stallybrass and the Rev. W. Swan, left England to begin Christian work among the Buriats, a Mongolian tribe living under Russian authority. At Selenginsk and at Onagen Dome they laboured for many years ; but in 1841 the Russian Emperor ordered them to leave the country. From the command of the autocrat there was no appeal, and the mission came to an end. But in the good providence of God the two missionaries had translated the whole Bible into Buriat ; the Old Testament being printed in Siberia in 1 840, the New Testament in London in 1846. Notwithstanding the suppression of the mission, the Word of God in the Mongol tongue continued to circulate among the people. It was to the reopening and development of this mis- sionary work among the Mongol tribes that James Gilmour consecrated his life. He was appointed, in the first instance, to the London Mission at Peking, and that centre formed his first base of operations. He continued also a member of that mission until the close of his life. He reached the Chinese capital on May 18, 1870. At once he settled down to hard and continuous work at the Chinese language, endeavouring also from the first to discover the best means BEGINNING WORK 47 of restarting the Mongol Mission. The very full diary which he kept lies before us as we write, and enables us to understand the varying progress and hindrance, encourage- ment and despondency of this time. * June u, 1870. Mr. Gulick advises me to pay little attention to the Chinese and go in hot and strong for the Mongolian. I am not quite sure that he is not right, after all. However, I mean to stick into the Chinese yet for a time to come with my teacher and to mix among the people as much as I can. I went out to-night and with the gate- keeper and two of his companions had a lot of talk, in which I learned a good lot. I hope to benefit largely by this pleasant mode of study. Perhaps by this means I may be able to do them good. Lord grant it ! ' ' June 12, 1870. I am to-day twenty-seven years of age, and what have I done ? Let the time that is past suffice to have wrought the will of the flesh. The prospect I have before me now is the most inspiriting one any man can have. Health, strength, as much conscious ability as makes one hope to be able to get the language of the people to whom I am sent, a new field of work among men who are decidedly religious and simple-minded, left pretty much to my own ideas as to what is best to be done in the attempted evangelisation of Mongolia, friends left in Britain behind me praying for me, comfort and peace here in the prosecution of my present studies, the idea that what 1 do is for eternity, and that this life is but the short prelude to an eternal state, the thought that after death there shall break on my view a thousand truths that now I long in vain to know these thoughts and many others make my present life happy, and in a manner careless as to what should come. In time may I be able to do my part as I ought, and may God have great mercy upon me! ' 48 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA On June 22, 1870, the news of the Tientsin massacre reached Peking. A Roman Catholic convent had been destroyed and thirteen French people killed. Very great uncertainty prevailed as to whether this indicated a further purpose of attacking all missions and all foreigners, and for a while things looked very dark. It was a time in which the nerve and courage and faith of men were severely tried, and splendidly did Gilmour endure the test. While unable to escape wholly from the fears common to all, his reply to the counsels of worldly prudence and selfish dread was advance in his work. When others were wondering whether they might not have to retreat, he, alone, in almost total ignorance of the language, entirely unfamiliar with the country, went up to the great Mongolian plain, and entered upon the service so close to his heart personal intercourse with and effort for the Mongols. How trying a season this was his diary reveals. Under date of June 23, 1870, the day after the first tidings of the outbreak had been received, he writes : 'The Roman Catholic missionaries have suffered severely, and the Protestant missionaries are not in a very safe condition. We are living on the slope of a volcano that may put forth its slumbering rage at any moment. For example, people ask why there is no rain, and blame the foreigners for it ; and should a famine ensue, we may fare hard for it. Now is the time for trying what stuff a man's religion is made of. We may be all dead men directly ; are we afraid to die ? Our death might further the cause of Christ more than our life could do. We must die some time or other ; now that we have a near view of its possibility, how can we look forward to it ? God ! do Thou make my faith firm and bright, so that death may BEGINNING WORK 49 seem small and not to be feared. Help me to trust Thee and Christ implicitly, so that with calm mind I may work while Thou dost let me live, and when Thou dost call me home, let me come gladly.' The further entries in his Diary at this time depict his inner experience from day to day : 'July 10. Rose 6.20. Dull morning, rained a little. Felt uncomfortable at the idea of being killed ; felt troubled at the idea of leaving Peking. How am 1 to pack and carry my goods ? Felt troubled at remaining in the midst of a troubled city, with a government weak and stupid. How is my mission to get on beginning thus ? O God, let me cast all my care upon Thee, and commit my soul also to Thy safe keeping. Keep me, O God. in perfect peace ! Rain made a thin meeting this morning, but all was quiet. In afternoon went with Mr. Edkins to the west ; things un- commonly quiet and peaceful. ' July 12. While others are writing to papers and trying to stir up the feelings of the people, so that they may take action in the matter, perhaps I may be able to do some good moving Heaven. My creed leads me to think that prayer is efficacious, and surely a day's asking God to overrule all these events for good is not lost. Still, there is a great feeling that when a man is praying he is doing nothing, and this feeling, I am sure, makes us give undue importance to work, sometimes even to the hurrying over or even to the neglect of prayer. ' July 22. A good deal troubled about the present state of matters. I don't exactly know how to estimate rumours and reports, and this may cause me more uneasiness than there is any need for. Still, I don't know. At times I feel a great revulsion from being killed, at other times I feel as if I could be killed quietly, and not dislike the thing much. Sometimes the tone of those about us is hopeful, and that D 50 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA causes hope also. Sometimes the prospect of a speedy removal, a half flight, comes upon me with great force, and to see all its annoyance, not to speak of the danger, is not pleasant at all. Oh for the simple, childlike faith that can trust all things to God and leave all care upon Him! Ought we not to have it ? Is God not the same God now that He was when He delivered His people from Egypt, and His saints from the hands of their enemies, from the mouth of the lions, and the fiery furnace ? Cannot God keep us yet will He not do it ? But then comes the thought, perhaps God does not wish us to live, but to die. Often has He allowed His saints to be slain. What then ? Well, as the men in the furnace said of God, " Will He care to defend us? if not, be it known unto you we will not yield." I might have died in childhood, in youth, before conversion, and if then, alas ! alas ! I can remember the time when the pains of hell got such a terrible hold upon me that I would have gladly changed places in the world with anyone who had the hope of salvation. Death, life, prospects, honour, shame, seemed nothing compared with this hope of salvation, which I was then without " Could I ever be saved ? " was the question ; " would I ever have the hope that I knew others had ?" Had I died in darkness God be thanked, the light has shined forth, and I have the hope of eternal life. May God make me more Christlike, and give me stronger hope ! Well, then, this hope I have ; from this fearful pit I have been delivered ; in the light I now walk. God I call my Father, Christ my Saviour, heaven my home, earth and the life here the entrance to real life. If there is anything in our faith or in our belief, then heaven is as much better than earth as it is higher than earth, and our soul's life is insured from all harm. If a man is insured against all possible harm, why should he be afraid ? Not one hair of our head shall perish ! O Lord, help me to live this faith and to be in this frame of mind. In this city are BEGINNING WORK 51 many foreigners, who came here to learn the language, &c., and many of them have no great hope of heaven. They seem calm enough, and are no doubt calm enough ; shall the courage of the world, shall the courage of scepticism, shall the courage of carelessness be greater and produce better fruit than the courage of the Christian ? O Lord, preserve me from the sin of dishonouring Thy name through fear and cowardice ! Let us be bold in the Lord! ' By the end of July 1 870, Gilmour had reached a fixed resolution to go to Mongolia as soon as the necessary arrangements could be made. A severe test had been applied to him, and the way in which he met it gives the key to the whole of his after life. He used the trial as a help onwards in the path of duty, and the chain of events which would have led many men to postpone indefinitely the beginning of a new and hard work only drove him the more eagerly into new fields. The reasons that influenced him are set forth in his official report written many months later. ' After the massacre at Tientsin, very grave fears pre- vailed at Peking ; no one could tell how far the ramifications of the plot might extend, and it was impossible to sift the matter. The people openly talked of an extermination, and claimed to have the tacit favour of the Government in this ; nay more, the Government itself issued ambiguous, if not insinuating, proclamations, which fomented the excite- ment of the populace to such an extent that the days were fixed for the "Clearing of Peking." The mob was tho- roughly quieted on the first of the days fixed by a twenty hours' pour of tremendous rain, which converted Peking into a muddy, boatless Venice, and kept the people safely at home in their helpless felt shoes, as securely as if their feet had been put into the stocks. This was Friday. 5* JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA Tuesday was the reserve day ; Saturday and Sabbath one felt the tide of excitement rising, and on Monday morning the Peking Gazette came out with an Imperial edict that at once allayed the excitement, and assured us that there was no danger for the present * We had then to draw breath and look about us calmly, and the general conclusion that the " Old Pekingers " came to was that the French would be compelled to resort to force of arms to gain redress. The attitude of the Chinese people and Government made them think so, and so they determined to wait on quietly in Peking till things should get thick, and then it would be time to go south. I think I may safely say that everyone drew out an inventory of his things, and not a few had their most necessary things packed " on the sly," and were ready to start on short notice. ' Up to this point I stood quietly aside ; but now was my time to reason, and on the data they supplied I reasoned thus : " If I go south, no Mongol can be prevailed on to go with me, and so I am shut out from my work, and that for an indefinite time. If I can get away north, then I can go on with the language, and perhaps come down after the smoke clears away, knowing Mongolian, and having lost no time." I felt a great aversion to travelling so far alone, and with such imperfect knowledge of the language, but as I thought it over from day to day I was more and more convinced that to run the risk of having to go south would be to prove unfaithful to duty, and so I conferred no longer with likings or dislikings, resolved to go should an opportunity offer, and in the meantime worked away at Chinese. ' By-and-by a Russian merchant turned up ; he was going to Kiachta, so I started with him. I could not go sooner, as it was not safe to travel in the country before the Imperial edict was issued ; to wait longer was to run the risk of not going at all,' 100 English Miles. 200 390 MAP ILLUSTRATING JAMES GILMOUR'S JOURNEYS ON T11E GRUAT PLAIN OF MONGOLIA CHAPTER III MONGOLIAN APPRENTICESHIP THE name Mongolia denotes a vast and almost unknown territory situated between China Proper and Siberia, con- stituting the largest dependency of the Chinese Empire. It stretches from the Sea of Japan on the cast to Tur- kestan on the west, a distance of nearly 3,000 miles ; and from the southern boundary of Asiatic Russia to the Great Wall of China, a distance of about 900 miles. It consists of high tablelands, lifted up considerably above the level of Northern China, and is approached only through rugged mountain passes. The central portion of this enormous area is called the Desert of Gobi. A kind of highway for the considerable commercial traffic between China and Russia runs through the eastern central part of Mongolia, leaving China at the frontier town of Kalgan, and touching Russia at the frontier town of Kiachta. Along this route during all but the winter months, caravans of camel-carts and ox-carts attended by companies of Mongols and Chinese are constantly passing. The staple export from China is tea ; the chief imports are salt, soda, hides, and timber. The west and the centre of Mongolia is occupied by nomad Mongols. They have clusters of huts and tents in 56 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA fixed locations which form their winter dwellings. But in summer they journey over the great plains in search of the best pasturage for their flocks and herds. They are conse- quently exceedingly difficult to reach by any other method than that of sharing their roving tent life. In the south- eastern district of Mongolia there are large numbers of agricultural Mongols who speak both Chinese and Mon- golian. The towns in this part are almost wholly in- habited by Chinese. The winter in Mongolia is both long and severe ; in the summer the heat is often very oppressive, and the great Plain is subject to severe storms of dust, rain and wind. Buddhism is all-powerful, and the larger half of the male population are lamas or Buddhist priests. ' Meet a Mongol on the road, and the probability is that he is saying his prayers and counting his beads as he rides along. Ask him where he is going, and on what errand, as the custom is, and likely he will tell you he is going to some shrine to worship. Follow him to the temple, and there you will find him one of a company with dust-marked forehead, moving lips, and the never absent beads, going the rounds of the sacred place, prostrating himself at every shrine, bowing before every idol, and striking pious atti- tudes at every new object of reverence that meets his eye. Go to Mongolia itself, and probably one of the first great sights that meet your eye will be a temple of imposing grandeur, resplendent from afar in colours and gold.' 'The Mongol's religion marks out for him certain seem- ingly indifferent actions as good or bad, meritorious or sinful. There is scarcely one single step in life, however insignificant, which he can take without first consulting MONGOLIAN APPRENTICESHIP 57 his religion through his priest. Not only does his religion insist on moulding his soul, and colouring his whole spiritual existence, but it determines for him the colour and cut of his coat. It would be difficult to find another instance in which any religion has grasped a country so universally and completely as Buddhism has Mongolia.' l It was to the herculean task of attempting single- handed to evangelise a region and a people like this that James Gilmour addressed himself. His early journeys arc fully set forth in Among the Mongols, and we do not pro- pose to repeat them here. Our object rather is to depict, so far as possible, the inner life of James Gilmour, and the real nature of the work he accomplished. He left Peking on August 5, and reached Kalgan four days later. On August 27 he started for his first trip across the great plain of Mongolia to Kiachta. A Russian postmaster was to be his companion, but, to avoid travelling on Sunday, Gilmour started a day ahead, and then waited for the Russian to come up. Here is his first view of scenes he was so often in later life to visit. ' Sabbath, August 28. Awoke about 5 A.M. just as it was drawing towards light, and saw that we were right out into the Plain. ' I am writing up my diary, with a lot of people looking into my cart. I have just given them a Mongol Catechism, and I hope it may do them good. God, do Thou bless it to them ! Would I could speak to them, but I cannot. I am glad to be saved the trouble of travelling to-day. My mind feels at rest for the present. I am looking about me, and having my first look at the life I am likely to lead. 1 Among the Mongols, p. 211, 58 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA There are several more Mongol dwellings within sight, plenty of camels, horses, and oxen. The Mongols have a tent of their own, and the " commandant's " tent has also been put up. A Mongol has just come up and changed his dress, his cloak serving him as a tent meantime. I am hesitating whether to try to read in my cart or go off a little way with my plaid and umbrella. ' Had not a very intellectual or spiritual clay after all. Went in the afternoon away to the east. Had a good view and a time of devotion at a cairn from which an eagle rose as I approached. Returned to the camp and bought milk and some cheese. Intended to make porridge, but the fire was not good on account of the blowing, so I drank off my milk, ate some bread, and went to sleep.' The journey across the desert, including a visit to Urga, occupied a month. It was full of intense interest for the traveller, and many of the most abiding impressions of his life and work were then received. His diary reveals the deep yearnings of his heart for the salvation of the Mongols. Under the date September u, 1870, he writes : ' Astir by daybreak. Camels watering ; made porridge and tea. This is the Lord's day ; help me, O Lord, to be in the spirit, and to be glad and rejoice in the day which Thou hast made ! Several huts in sight. When shall I be able to speak to the people ? O Lord, suggest by the Spirit how I should come among them, and guide me in gaining the language, and in preparing myself to teach the life and love of Christ Jesus ! Oh, let me live for Christ, and feel day by day the blessedness of a will given up to God, and the happiness of a life which has its every circum- stance working for my good ! ' MONGOLIAN APPRENTICESHIP 59 His constant rule was to rest from all journeying, so far as possible, on the Sabbath. After another week's experi- ence, on September 18 he thus records his impressions : ' Encamped just over the plain we saw at sunset last night. We are some distance from the real exit, but not far. This is the Lord's day ; God help me to be in the spirit notwithstanding all distractions. Oh that God would give me more of His Spirit, more of His felt Presence, more of the spirit and power of prayer, that I may bring down blessings on this poor people of Mongolia ! As I look at them and their huts I ask again and again how am I to go among them ; in comfort and in a waggon, with all my things about me ; or in poverty, reducing myself to their level ? If I go among them rich, they will be continually begging, and perhaps regard me more as a source of gifts than any- thing else. If I go with nothing but the Gospel, there will be nothing to distract their attention from the unspeak- able gift. ' 8. 1 5 A.M.-3. 15 P.M. Good long walk. Met camels and came upon a cart encampment, estimated at one hundred and seventy. Know where I am on the map. There is a camel encampment where we are. Two huts from which comes fuel. Read to-day in II Chronicles xvi. God never failed those who trusted in Him and appealed to Him. God was displeased with the King of Judah because, after the deliverance from the Lubims, Ethiopians, &c., he trusted to the arm of flesh to deliver him from the Syrians. Do we not in our day rest too much on the arm of flesh ? Cannot the same wonders be done now as of old ? Do not the eyes of the Lord run to and fro throughout the whole earth, still to show Himself strong on behalf of those who put their trust in Him ? Oh that God would give me more practical faith in Him ! Where is now the Lord God of Elijah? He is waiting for Elijah to call on Him. God 60 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA give me some of Elijah's spirit, and let my power be of God, and my hope from Him for the conversion of this people. ' It is nothing to the Lord to save by many or by them that have no power. Help me, O God, for I rest on Thee, and in Thy name I go against this multitude ! ' Kiachta, on the southern frontier of Siberia, was reached September 28, 1870, and there Gilmour was at once plunged into a series of troubles. The Russian and Chinese authorities would not recognise his passport, and he had to wait months before another could be obtained from Peking. He found absolutely no sympathy in his work. He knew next to nothing of the Mongol language. Yet with robust faith, with whole-hearted courage, with a re- solution that nothing could daunt, he set to work. A Scotch trader, named Grant, was kind to him, and found accommodation for him at his house. At first he tried the orthodox plan of getting a Mongol teacher to visit and instruct him. Before he secured one he used to visit such Mongols as he found in the neighbourhood, trying to acquire a vocabulary from them, asking the names of the articles they were using, their actions, and all such other matters as he could make them understand. But his loneliness, his ignorance of the language, the inaction to which he was condemned, partly by his difficulty in getting a suitable teacher, and partly by the uncertainty as to whether the authorities would allow him to remain, told upon his eager spirit as week after week passed by, and he became subject to fits of severe depression. Here is a picture of one of these early days. He had been trying to talk with a Buriat carpenter, in a place called Kudara, not far from Kiachta : MONGOLIAN APPRENTICESHIP 61 ' After getting my quota of words I walked through the town. The main object in it is the church, a large white- washed structure built by Mr. Grant's father-in-law when he was a rich man. He was made poor, comparatively speak- ing, in one night by a great fire which burnt up all before it. In addition to the church are some streets of Cossack houses, desolate enough looking, the streets desolate enough at best, but rendered much more so this morning by the snow melting in the sun, which is still high, and manages to thaw away all the snow that falls in places where it shines, though it was frost all day in the shade. Passing the town I made for the river, which rolled on quiet and cold. Passed through large orchards of apple (?) trees ; doubled about, went to the extreme west, got on a hill, and came round home again in time for dinner at 4 P.M. I felt very lonely, and not having a teacher I am thrown idle, as it were, a great part of the day after I get my words. It is true I am taking notice of all I see, but it always occurs to me that this is not furthering the Mongolian Mission in any direct way. I often think of what Dr. Alexander said in his charge at my ordination : " You do not go to discover new countries." Would I had a teacher, that the language might go on full swing ! To-day I felt a good deal like Elijah in the wilderness, when the reaction came on after his slaughter of the priests of Baal. He prayed that he might die. I wonder if I am telling the truth when I say that I felt drawn towards suicide. I take this opportunity of declaring strongly that on all occasions two missionaries should go together. I was not of this opinion a few weeks ago, but I had no idea how weak an individual I am. My eyes have filled with tears frequently these last few days in spite of myself, and I do not wonder in the least that Grant's brother shot himself. Oh I the intense loneliness of Christ's life, not a single one understood Him ! He bore it. O Jesus, let me follow in 62 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA Thy steps, and have in me the same Spirit that Thou hadst ! ' Read papers in the evening (Oct. 5). So Jones of Singrauli is dead ! I heard him in Exeter Hall, May, a year or two ago, and heard a good deal of him through Dr. Evans, of Cheshunt College. I am persuaded he was a missionary among a thousand. When he returned to his station he found that during his absence matters had got out of order a good deal, and he set about putting them right. Now he is dead! How prodigal God seems of His workers Hartley, Jones, both A I, both gone. God's ways are not ours. We would have preserved these two at all risk and expense, but God takes them away, and it seems to us as if He were hurting His own cause. God knows best, but to us it is a great mystery.' Two days later he received a letter telling him of the death of a brilliant young Glasgow student, and he enters in his diary comments which received only too complete an illustration in his own subsequent career : ' Another splendid student going from college to the grave. This is a thing of common occurrence with refer- ence to Glasgow College, and, if I am not mistaken, I have seen it somewhere publicly commented on. Men, poor it may be, strive through college with a mind and deter- mination beyond their circumstances and bodily strength, fight a great battle with poverty and more clever students, resolute to take the first place if possible, and just as the college is finished with them, and sending them forth to the field of life decorated with all the honours it can bestow, the fond Alma Mater has to keep on mourning and drop her tear over an early grave. ' Are the young men to blame ? Who can be restrained by the cold-blooded calculation of preserving health? MONGOLIAN APPRENTICESHIP 63 "There is my opponent, I'll thrash him if I can ; better to toil out my life-blood drop by drop than let it mount to my cheek as a mantle of shame when I find myself defeated when I might have been victorious." Then they conscien- tiously work themselves to death. If they did not work as hard as they do, and refrain from recreation as they do, they would have in their breasts the uneasy feeling that they have not done as much as they might have done ; and what noble nature can be content to live under that accusation written against them by the supreme court in their own breasts ? 'Several times I have resolved to refrain for health's sake, but in a short time found such an uneasy feeling about not doing as much as I might, that I had to give it up and go at it. I never feel that I have done as much as I might, and when I am doing most I feel best.' Very dissatisfied with his progress, and stung one day by a remark of Grant's to the effect that he did not seem to speak Mongolian readily, Gilmour changed his plans. He resolved to go out upon the Plain, and persuade some Mongol to allow him to share his tent. On December 13, 1870, he left Kiachta and journeyed out into Mongolia to the first cluster of tents, named Olau Bourgass. There he found a friendly Mongol. ' Grant's contractor. Found him at his prayers. He motioned me to sit down, and when his devotions were finished he gave me a warm welcome. He lives alone in his tent, having nothing to care for but the horses for the courier service, and a couple of lamas ' to attend to his wants, one of whom goes with the letters when they come. We talked, and I learned a great 1 A lama is a priest of the lama section of Budclists. More than half the population of Mongolia are lamas. 64 JAMES G1LMOUR OF MONGOLIA deal, when at last I broke my mind to him, and was glad to find that he received it favourably. I settled to remain there during the night. Nothing very remarkable hap- pened except that we were invaded by a great blustering lama, intoxicated. He came ramping into the tent as if he would have knocked everything down. After a time he went away and lodged in the next hut. I went to bed about ten and slept well, though my feet were cold towards morning.' The next three months were passed mainly in this tent. Gilmour used, whenever possible, to return to Kiachta to spend the Sunday at Grant's house ; but by enduring the hardships and suffering all the inconveniences of ordinary Mongol life he rapidly acquired the colloquial, and he also made an indelible impression upon the minds and hearts of the natives, who ever afterwards spoke of him as ' Our Gilmour.' He saw Mongol life as it was, free from all the illusion and romance sometimes thrown around it. He became intimately acquainted with the various Mongol types, and he began to enter into the native habits of thought. His diary contains many a scene like the following : ' I gave the lama a book on Saturday, and when I came back on Tuesday I found he had read it through twice. He set upon me with questions, getting me to admit premises, and then reasoned from them. Christ being at the right hand of God was a great point with him. If God has no form, how can anyone be at Hi? right hand ? Then, again, if God is everywhere, Christ is every- where right and left of God, and how can that be ? ' The omnipresence was a staggerer. Was God in that MONGOLIAN APPRENTICESHIP 65 pot, in the tent, in his boot ? Did he tread upon God ? Then was God inside the kettle ? Did the hot tea not scald Him ? Again, if God was inside the kettle, the kettle was living ! And so he held it up to the laughing circle as a new species of animal. I asked him if a fly were inside the kettle, would the kettle be alive ? " No," he said ; " but a fly does not fill the space as God must do." " Well, then, ' said I, " is my coat alive because I fill it ? " This settled the question.' In March 1871 he visited Selenginsk and Onagen Dome, the scene of the labours of Stallybrass and Swan from 1 8 17 to 1 841, and then he took a run into Siberia, cross- ing Lake Baikal and visiting Irkutsk. At the latter place he reviews the past few months : ' Another week has passed over my head with many hopes and fears. This day, a week ago, I was ncaring Ana in doubt as to many things ; now I am in Irkutsk, having my path marked with mercies. In many points of my journey I expected difficulties which might have stop- ped me short in my path, but all these have disappeared, and I am here, having succeeded beyond expectations. One thing is not right : my readiness to forget the ways in which God has helped me. Sometimes for weeks and months I look forward to some crisis which is coming ; it comes off well, and in two days I am as if I had forgotten that to which I had looked forward with so much appre- hension. In this manner I am not only guilty of ingrati- tude, but lose much joy and strength of faith and hope. What should make me more happy than the thought of the helps and deliverances that God has vouchsafed me ; and in troubles present and to come, what can give me more faith and courage than to remember that out of such troubles I was delivered before ? 66 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA ' One thing I sometimes think of. I left Britain with no intention of travelling ; I expected to settle down quietly and confine myself to a circle I could impress. This plan has been completely changed and overruled. Two months have I been in Peking ; two weeks have I been in Kalgan ; a month have I been in the desert ; a month have I been in Kudara, a small Russian frontier military post ; a month and a half have I been in Kiachta ; two months have I been in Mongolia ; and now two weeks have I been travelling in Russia. A year and a month have elapsed since I left home, and during that time I have been walking to and fro on the face of the earth, and going up and down in it. In this way I have not found my life at all dull, but very stirring. Indeed, many people would have left home to travel as I have done. I sought it not ; it came, and I took it. So as yet I have no hardships to complain of. To see the places and things I have seen Liverpool, Wales, Rock of Lisbon, Gibraltar, Malta, Egypt, Port Said, Canal, Suez, Red Sea, Cape Gardafui, Indian Ocean, Penang, Straits of Malacca, Singapore, Hong Kong, Shanghai, Tientsin, Peking, Kalgan, Desert, Urga, Kiachta, Russia, Baikal, Irkutsk only even to see these, men wil make long journeys. I have seen them all without seeking them, with the exception of Baikal and Irkutsk. These are all by the way, and I dwell upon them as proofs that God, in sending His servants from home and kindred, often gives them pleasure and worldly enjoyment on the way, which He does not promise, and which they have no right to expect.' After another but briefer sojourn at Olau Bourgass he set out on his return journey, visited Urga, then crossed the great plain on horseback in the course of fourteen days, and reached Kalgan on June n. After a rest there he made two excursions into Mongolia, visiting Lama Miao, MONGOLIAN APPRENTICESHIP 67 one of the great Mongol religious centres, in the first ; and occupying some weeks with a further spell of Mongol tent life during the second. His diary, under date of September 22, 1871, while he was resting at Kalgan, thus sums up his experiences : ' I desire to-day to look back on the way by which the Lord has led me for the last year. In September 1870 I was looking out eagerly, anxiously for someone who was going to Russia, that I might go with him. I could find nc one. I made it a subject of prayer, and at last, when I was on my knees, in came McCoy to tell me of a Russian who was going up without delay. I saw the Russian, and arranged to go, and started. " While they are speaking I will answer them." ' On the journey between Peking and Kalgan I was alone, I may say, and could speak little Chinese, yet I got on very well ; and though my money was in a box on the back of a donkey, yet it came in all safe, none lost. In Kalgan I had difficulty at first about finding camels, but at length the Russian postmaster turned out to be going home. The time when was uncertain, quite ; his departure depended on the coming of his successor. I prayed about this, and one day was informed that the successor had arrived much sooner than was expected, and that we were to start in a day or two. We did start, and after a pro- sperous journey arrived safely at Kiachta. ' There I found Grant and Hegemann, two Englishmen. I went to live in Grant's country house at Kudara. A difficulty arose about a teacher. I prayed about this, and strolling along came upon a tent in which was a man who was out of employment, and he being educated, I engaged him to be my teacher. In Kiachta, after some delay, I got a teacher, but not to my satisfaction. After I had been with him a time Grant remarked one day that I did not E2 68 JAMES G1LMOUR OF MONGOLIA seem to be making much progress in the language. This stung me to the quick, and made me go down into Mongolia. Here I was directed to the tent of Grant's contractor, and with him I made arrangements to live. I thank God for not permitting me to get a gcod teacher in Kiachta. Had I got a good teacher there, I would simply have remained there, and I am sure would not have learned half as much of the language as I did in the tent at Mongolia, would have got none cf the insight I gained into the style of Mongolian life, and would not have got the introduction I had there to numerous Mongols. At the time I was immensely chagrined that I could not get a proper teacher, but now, after the lapse of only a few months, I can see good reason for thanking God for lead- ing me by that way. This should teach me to trust Gx>d more than I do when things seem to thwart my purpose. ' Again, I was under a great disappointment about the delay that occurred in the sending of my passport from Peking. In consequence of its not coming I was unable to go to Urga with Lobsung and Sherrub in February. I felt it much at the time, but some months after (in June) I learned that these men with whom I wanted to go suffered excessively on the road ; so much so that, had I gone with them, I might have got my feet frozen and died with the cold. Here again I have to praise God for not giving me my own way. "Thy way, not mine, O Lord; However dark it be." ' Then, again, I had long desired to visit the' scene of the former Siberian Mission, and through the mercy of Providence I was permitted to do this. My journey back through the desert also was marked by mercies. Truly I may stand and say, MONGOLIAN APPRENTICESHIP 69 "When all Thy mercies, O my God, My rising soul surveys, Transported with the view, I'm lost In wonder, love, and praise."' After his wanderings even Kalgan was a haven of rest, and he had secured there a base of operations. ' Now/ he writes, ' that I have got my study window pasted up, and a nice little stove set going, it seems so comfortable that it would be snug to stay where I am. But comfort is not the missionary's rule. My object in going into Mon- golia at this time is to have an opportunity of reviewing and extending my knowledge of the colloquial, which has become a little rusty consequent upon its disuse to a great extent while here, trying to get up the written.' All who are even superficially acquainted with Chinese matters know how difficult it is to acquire the colloquial, and still more the written language. Mongolian is not nearly so difficult, but it presents a task needing vigour of intellect and strength of will. Both of these Gilmour pos- sessed in a measure far above the average. 'In the written,' he states on October 7, 1871, 'I am still far from at home. Most of the Bible I can read slowly and at sight. Many words I can write. I think I could write a bad letter myself alone. The other day I did so. My teacher said it was well written, and said also he re- joiced in the progress of his scholar ; but I put this down to mere politeness/ During this visit he stayed in the tent of a Mongol named Mahabul, who lived there with his wife and an only son, a lama. They were all much addicted to the Use of whisky. 70 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA ' October 1 4, '71. To-day rose before the sun, read words, wrote at the account of my journey from Urga, went to the mountain for devotion, revisited the silver worker, who is making the bride's ornaments, dined, visited the Norying's lama son, who fell from a horse and broke his leg, had tea, and went to visit tents a mile or two to the south. There found, as master of the tent, a blackman (a layman) I had seen before, and as visitor a lama I had left in Mahabul's tent when I went out. From one thing to another we got to speak of God and His book. At last they asked me to read them a portion. I read in English a few verses, and then gave them the parable of the Prodigal Son in Mongol colloquial. I also gave them a specimen of a sermon, and explained shortly the nature of God, when they all seemed pleased. The lama finished up the' thing by saying, " Your outward appearance differs from us, but inwardly you agree with us." Coming home I felt amply repaid for all the uncomfort and solitude, and leading a Mongol life, by the comparative ease with which I can converse with them, and the manner in which they wonder at my proficiency in the colloquial.' In his official report he rapidly summarises the achieve- ments of the last nine months : ' By the middle of February I had a limited knowledge of the colloquial, picked up from listening to and joining in the conversation going on among the inmates of the tent at Olau Bourgass, and those with the numerous visitors who took occasion to call on my lama, who was rather a famous man. At the end of February the lama returned south to Urga, and I went back into Russia, and got a Buriat teacher. This individual, however, turned out so incredibly lazy, and I felt so dull alone in my large comfortable rooms, after the friendly bustle and crowd of MONGOLIAN APPRENTICESHIP ?I the little tent, with its cheery fire, that I could not stand it. So I got my teacher and myself into a tarantass, and went off to visit the scenes of the former mission in Siberia. My teacher proved very useful. He spoke Russian very well, I spoke Mongolian to him, and thus we travelled, the doubtful wonder of all Russians, who could not under- stand how a man not born a Buriat could get acquainted with that language, and yet know no Russian. After visiting the converts, partly for the sake of diverting the curious eyes of the Russians from the great aim of my journey and partly in the traveller's spirit, I turned west- : ward and crossed the Baikal on the ice, and remained a few days in the capital of Siberia, Irkutsk. On returning to Kiachta I found another teacher, and went out for another month into Mongolia and tent life. All the while that I was in Mongolia I used to return to Kiachta once a week, usually on Saturday, and abide in the land of habi- tations till Monday. ' Early in May I started for the south I had intended to remain over the summer in Urga, but unexpected diffi- culties turned up, and led me to decide on going down to Kalgan at once. From Urga to Kalgan (600 miles) was done on horseback, accompanied by a single Mongol ; and as we carried no luggage, we had to depend on the hospitality of the Mongols for lodging and cooking, or, as they call the latter, " pot and ladle." ' In this way I saw a very great deal of tent life during the twelve or thirteen days the ride lasted. I got into Kalgan just two days before the rainy season came on (June 15), and having, after difficulty, secured a teacher, passed the summer in Kalgan studying the book language and practising writing. In October I went up again to the grassland and spent some weeks revising my knowledge of the colloquial and observing the difference between the northern and southern manner of speaking. I finally left ?2 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA Mongolia in a furious storm on the morning of November I, and re-entered Peking November 9.' Gilmour on his return was naturally an object of great interest to all the missionary and to some of the official community. He soon settled down to the study of Chinese, and to such mission work as he could usefully engage in during the winter at Peking. A letter to the writer, under date of January 21, 1872, enables us to realise somewhat the life of this period : ' My dear Lovett, Though I acknowledged receipt of your last welcome epistle, I am aware I owe you a return, and here it is ... I have thought that perhaps an account of how a Sabbath goes in Peking might not be uninter- esting, and I'll just confine myself to to-day. Well, this morning, on getting up, I found my stove was out This is a very unusual thing, but it just happens once, say, in three weeks. The thermometer was about 5. The first thing after getting dressed was not to call my servant, as you might suppose, but to go in quest of letters. A mail had come in the night before, but I had returned home toe late last night to see it. So I went over to Dr. Dudgeon's house before he was up, prowled about till I found the mail, but there was nothing for me. I returned to my cold room, and was there till the breakfast-bell rang. I board with Edkins, and to go there is a pleasant break in the monotony. 1 On coming back to my quarters I found the room full of smoke, doors and windows open, my boy on his knees fussing about the stove, and saying, Moo too poo shing "the wood won't do." I saw at once that that would not do for me, so I buttoned up my coat and went out on to the great street for a walk. The street on which we live, the Ha Ta Mun (great street), runs north and south, and a cold wind was 73 blowing down the road, carrying clouds of dust with it. Through the dust, however, were visible the paraphernalia of two funerals, one going north, the other going south. They met just opposite our place. That going south was much the grander of the two, and had a long procession of people carrying emblematical devices, honorific umbrellas, drums, gongs, and musical instruments. Ever and anon a man took quantities of paper discs with square holes cut in the centre and scattered them to the north wind. The papers are supposed to represent cash, and were scrambled for eagerly by the urchins, though they could be valuable only as waste paper. In the procession also was carried the chair in which the deceased used to ride, his mule cart also figured conspicuous, and then came the mourners. ' As you know, mourning garb in China is ivhite, and I noticed that some of the mourners had adopted a neat device. All Chinamen who can afford to be warm in winter wear robes lined inside with fur. A rich robe is lined with fine material, but the common thing is white lamb- skin. Well, these fellows simply become turn-coats for the time, and put on their fur robes inside out, and thus were in the fashion. The coffin itself was laid in a magnificent bier towering high, surmounted by a gilt top piece, hung with silks, and borne by forty-eight bearers. ' Of course everything has to make way for the funeral. The Peking streets are very wide, and at the same time very narrow. In the centre and high up is a cart road with an up and a down line, along the sides of this are ditches and holes, beyond these ditches and holes is another way more or less passable, and beyond that again the shops. The funeral procession took the crown of the road, crept along at its snail's pace, while the traffic took to the side roads. ' After a good long walk among stalls and wheelbarrows I got back to my abode, found a good fire, and that it was high time to go to the Chinese service. I don't understand all 74 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA I hear, but I understand some, and make a point of hearing one and sometimes two Chinese sermons on the Sabbath. An old Chinaman was preaching, and I could see from the manner of the congregation that he was securing the fixed attention of his hearers. Before the sermon was ended there was a bustle at the door, and in came three Mongols with my Chinese card. They were asked to wait till the service was concluded, then I took them to my quarters and had some conversation with them. One of them had come for the doctor, and wished to get cured of so prosaic a disease as the itch. ' Before I was finished with them, my servant came to say that another Mongol had called for me and was waiting for me in Edkins's. When I went over I found an old Mongol, a blackman, fifty-eight years of age. This layman was named Amasa, and has been in the habit of paying Mr. Edkins visits every winter when he comes down to Peking. Last year he did not come, and we were concluding that he had died. Of course we were glad to see him. I got him into my room and we had quite an afternoon of it. The old man knew a good deal about Christianity, and I gave him what additional instruction I could. Of all the Mongols I have seen he is, perhaps, the most ready to receive instruction. ' It was quite late in the afternoon before he left, and I had just time to take a walk at sunset and be back in time for dinner. Immediately after that the people began to assemble for evening service. This is held every Sabbath evening in Mr. Edkins's parlour. Upwards of twenty usually compose the congregation. The missionaries take the service in turn. After service the mass of the congregation separated, but one man came with me to my room, and there we sat talking till midnight, when my visitor rose to depart. 4 There, you see, I have given you the history of one MONGOLIAN APPRENTICESHIP 75 Sabbath in Peking. It is a pretty fair sample of what goes on here very frequently. However, when I find myself free on the afternoon I accompany Mr. Edkins to some one of the two chapels, which are in distant parts of the city. I do not go so much to hear him preach as to have his conversa- tion on the way there and back, and, as you may suppose, we sometimes stumble upon an argument, and this makes it quite lively.' The self-denying and arduous labours of his first sojourn in Mongolia had given to James Gilmour a knowledge of the language and an acquaintance with the nomadic Mon- gols of the Plain far in excess of that possessed by any other European. But even then, as also at a later date, the question was raised whether more fruitful work might not be done among the agricultural Mongols inhabiting the country to the north-east of Peking. Hence, on April 16, 1872, he started on his first journey through the district in which in later years the closing labours of his life were to be accomplished. He spent thirty-seven days in this pre- liminary tour, and travelled about 1,000 miles. Gilmour's first estimate of this region as a field of mis- sionary enterprise, expressed on April 25, 1872, remained true to the end, even though in later years the exceptional difficulties of work among the nomads induced him at last, as we shall see, to settle among the agricultural Mongols : ' Though I saw a good many Mongol houses, yet I must say, I do not feel much drawn to them in preference to the nomad Mongols. The only possible recommenda- tion I can think of is that, coming among them, I might go and put up for some days at a time in a Chinese inn. This would save me from great trouble in getting introductions, 76 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA and it might be less expensive. The great objection I have to them is that, though a mission were established among them, it would be more a mission in China than anywhere else. The Mongols in these agricultural villages speak Chinese to a man, and I cannot help feeling that, since there are so many missionaries in Peking speaking the Chinese language, these Mongols fall to them, and not to me.' Soon after his return from this trip into Eastern Mon- golia, Mr. Gilmour sent home an elaborate report upon the conditions and prospects of the Mongol Mission. He deals with the whole question of the work, showing why, in his opinion, the agricultural Mongols should be evan- gelised by Chinese missionaries. Mr. Edkins and others thought that Gilmour should undertake that labour, but after having seen more than any missionary of both regions and classes of Mongols, on the ground that he was the man ' who had to go and begin,' he decided for the Plain. Even at this early date Mr. Gilmour urged repeatedly and strenuously upon the Directors the pressing need he felt for a colleague. And thus early began the long series of seeming fatalities that prevented him from ever receiving this joy and strength. Partly from the needs of the Peking Mission, and partly from respect to a notion which the American Board of Foreign Missions had that their occupancy of Kalgan, on the extreme southern limit, constituted all Mongolia into one of their fields of work, the Rev. S. E. Meech, Mr. Gilmour's old college friend, who had been designated as his first colleague, was stationed at Peking. With reference to this, in closing the report above referred to, Gilmour wrote : MONGOLIAN APPRENTICESHIP 77 ' Mr. Meech's perversion from Mongolia to China is much to be deplored. I think it would be wrong in me not to inform you of the true state of matters, and to remind you that it is little short of nonsense to speak of reopening, the Mongolian Mission so long as there is only one man in the field. I am fully aware of the difficulty of finding suitable men, and most fully sympathise with you, but don't let us delude ourselves with the idea of Mongol Mission work progressing till another man or two come and put their shoulder to the wheel. All that I can do I am quite willing to do, but my own progress is most seriously hampered because I am alone.' His whole subsequent life is evidence of the splendid way in which Gilmour justified these words, yet perhaps no legitimate blame can be laid at the door of the Directors of the London Missionary Society. Both the friends and the critics of missions are sometimes more ready to tabulate converts than to ponder and estimate aright the difficulties and drawbacks of the work. But in any estimate of the comparative success and failure of the Mongol Mission it should be borne in mind that Gilmour never really had a colleague. He never even had a companion for his work on the Plain, except his heroic and devoted wife. And in later years circumstances over which the Directors could exercise little or no control successively deprived him of the fellowship, after a very brief experience, of Dr. Roberts and Dr. Smith. In the summer of this year, in the company of Mr. Edkins, he visited the sacred city of Woo T'ai Shan, a famous place of Mongol pilgrimage. An amusing illustration of his well-known love of argu- ment occurred on this trip. In Mr. Edkins he found a 78 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA foeman in all respects worthy of his dialectic steel. Chinese mules will only travel in single file, even where the roads are wide enough to allow of their travelling abreast, and as Gilmour's went in front of that ridden by Mr. Edkins, he used to ride with his face to the tail of his beast, and thus the more readily and continuously conduct the argument then engaging their attention. In November he tried the experiment of living at the Yellow Temple in Peking during the winter, in order that he might meet and converse with the numerous Mongols who visit the capital every year. Here he not only made new friends, but he also frequently renewed acquaintance with those he had met on the Plain. These visited him in his compound, and were occasionally a weariness and vexation to him, inasmuch as they very frequently severely tried his patience, without affording him the comfort of knowing that the good tidings of the ' Jesus book ' were finding an entrance into their dark minds and hard hearts. In a letter to an intimate college friend, the Rev. T. T. Matthews of Madagascar, which he wrote, November 21, 1872, he vividly describes this part of his work, giving some of his typical experiences : ' I am writing in the Yellow Temple, about a mile and a half from Peking, and three or four miles from our mission premises. I have rented a room, brought my Chinaman servant, and live as a Chinaman, all but the clothes and the paganism. The reason of all this is that near here, and in this temple, numerous Mongols put up when they come from Mongolia to Peking. Our premises being three or four miles away, and in a busy part of the town, the Mongols can't easily find our place ; so if they can't come 79 to me I just go to them. I came here yesterday, and can't tell yet how I may get on. Mongols are shy in Peking, and even out here a little difficult of access ; but I must do what I can, and have patience. 'Just now a company of eight or ten have arrived and put up, three or four of them in the same court with me, the others in a place close by. These are likely enough to come to see me ; of course I'll go and see them. You in Madagascar, I suppose, can't realise what it is to be a missionary to a people whom you can't approach without difficulty. Here the difficulty does not end ; those I can catch don't care one straw for Christianity. They have a system which quite satisfies them, and what more do they want ? Such is their feeling, so you see I have got quite plenty to do ; a hard enough task, even the human part of it. But don't mistake, I am not bewailing my lot, for that I have neither time nor inclination ; I am only telling you about my state. ' I don't believe much in people talking about what they mean to do in the future, but perhaps you will permit me to say that I would like to start for Mongolia again in February or March. I have got a sheepskin coat, so need not fear the cold. I perhaps may take with me a stock of made-up medicines for specific diseases which are common, and this may make an introduction in some cases at least. Dr. Dudgeon has on our premises in Peking a hospital well attended by Chinamen, and I go there sometimes and sec how he doses them. ' Now let me tell you a little about the inner life of Mongols. People travelling through Mongolia wake up in the morning as their camel-cart passes some rural encamp- ment ; they rub their eyes and say, " How pleasant it would be to live in Mongolia like these Mongols, free from care and the anxiety of busy life. They have only their sheep, &c., to look after." This reflection is accompanied with a So sigh when they reflect on their own hard lot. Now the fact of the matter is, these travellers know nothing about it. They may print as much as they like about the pastoral felicity of the simplicity of Mongol life ; it is all humbug. Last night, two Mongols whom I know well, a petty chief named " Myriad Joy " and his scribe named " Mahabul " (I can't translate this last), came into my room, and we had a tea-spree there and then. The two have been for fifteen days in Peking on Government duty, and last night their business was finished, and they were to mount their camels and head north this morning. The chief gets from Peking about 3O/. a year, the scribe about 4/. ; and when they come thus on duty their allowances, though small, enable them to make a little over and above their salaries. The chief can stand no small amount of Chinese whisky. I suspect he is deep in debt, and am sure that he could pay his debt two or three times over if he only had the money it took to paint his nose. The scribe was one of my teachers in Mongolia. I lived in his house some time, and know only too well about his affairs. He is hopelessly in debt. He had a large family once, but now they are all dead except one married daughter and one lama son about seventeen years of age, and good for nothing. His " old woman," as the Mongol idiom has it, is still alive, and fond of whisky, like her husband. If they had only been teetotalers they might have now been comfortable ; such, at least, is my impression. I shall say nothing about what I saw in his tent, and confine myself to last night and this morning. ' Drinking my tea last night, Mahabul (the scribe) says to me : " My chief here won't lend me nine shillings to buy a sheepskin coat for my old woman, therefore she must be frozen to death in the winter ; my chief won't lend me anything, other people he lends." The chief said nothing for a while ; but the scribe went on harping on this string, till MONGOLIAN APPRENTICESHIP 81 at last the chief launched out right and left on his scribe, shouting loud enough for all the compound to hear. The scribe took it coolly, and stopped him, saying : " Enough, enough ; it is past, it is past ; my old woman can die, all die ; no matter." This did not soothe the irate chief at all, and a minute or two later a furious quarrel broke out between them about something else. The storm raged a long time, and in my room too, while they were my guests ! After some time the scribe left the room to attend to the camels, when the chief confided to me his opinion of his scribe. Later the chief left the room, and the scribe confided to me his opinion of his chief ; and I must say that the two seemed well matched, with very little to choose between. The freedom with which they spoke of each other was partly to be accounted for by the fact that both were more or less drunk. ' The chief squared up his accounts with the people about here, and showed me in the scribe's absence a small parcel of silver which he had reserved for use on the road. He showed it me under strict injunctions not to tell the scribe. The scribe had more difficulty in squaring up his account. The last item that stuck in his throat was a little bill his son had left. This son had started a day or two before, and of course the father was responsible for the debt. How he was to pay it he did not know, as he had not a single cash about him. The Chinaman of the place threatened to detain him, and the scribe laughed a bitter laugh at the idea. After a great row they went off to sleep. ' This morning early the scribe was at me before I was dressed. It was the small debt again. The Chinaman knew better than to seize the man ; that would not have paid ; he seized his coat, and actually was detaining that as ransom for a sum equal to fourpcnce English ! He made a direct appeal to me to pay it, and of course I did it ; 82 JAMES ClLMOUk OF MONGOLIA though I was a little disgusted with the man's meanness, as I had given him a present of money amounting to about i/. a few days before. This son of his is a great eyesore to me. He is a young lama, about as wicked a boy as I know. His brothers died of consumption, and this fact enables him to do anything he likes with his parents. If they refuse anything, he has only to feign sickness, and they are in a huge state over him. He is a thoroughly bad lad. Will not work, will not study, will do nothing but make trouble and expense for his parents. Just fancy ! His father and mother are poor as church mice ; and when his father was coming to Peking the boy must beg to come too, and the father like a fool must take him, and be at great expense for travelling, &c. One thing made me furious. Out of the money I gave him he spent about 4^. or more buying his good-for-nothing son an elegant snuff-bottle. In short, the man's folly makes it utterly useless to help him. I once before relieved him from threatened deten- tion for debt for the amount of twopence-halfpenny, just after I had made him a present, and I expect perhaps to have to do so again. What astonishes me is that the Mongols can get into debt so far. I don't believe my Mongol can pass a single man he knows without being in danger of being dunned for some hopeless debt or other. And yet his debt does not seem to distress him. He is most distressed because people will not lend him more money. 1 The last of the chief was rather rich. He is (he says) to have a profitable piece of Government work in hand in spring, and on the strength of that wanted me to lend him now a shoe of silver, about 1 5/., to be repaid to me in spring. Of course I did not. He then, though my guest, kept on saying, " Heart small, heart small," which pretty much amounts to saying, " Coward, coward." He finally took revenge by offering to lend me a shoe of silver in MONGOLIAN APPRENTICESHIP 83 spring, but of course I declined. A pretty pair they are ! If what they say be true, in spring they may make a good thing of it ; but this has happened to the scribe before, and in two months after he was as poor as ever. In short, they are foolish and thriftless. ' While I have been writing this letter I have overheard my Chinese servant saying, in reply to a question from a Chinaman, " There is such a thing as a preaching letter : you can preach by a letter." So I am going now to preach. Don't get weary ; stick to it. Don't be lazy, but don't be in a hurry. Slow but sure ; stick to it. We have no great effort to make, but rather to stick to it patiently. " No good work is lost" Sir William Thomson used to say in his philosophy class, and it is eminently true in our case. (I wish these Chinamen would hold their tongue.) All our good work will be found, there is no doubt about that. All I am afraid of is that our good work will amount to little when it is found. (These Chinamen are a bore.) I sometimes think that if all we say be true, as it is, that men at last shall stand before God and we shall see them after they know that all we say is true and they will pitch into us for not pitching into them more savagely ; for not, in fact, taking them by the "cuff" of the neck and drag- ging them into the kingdom of God. I speak now of our countrymen and foreigners. As regards heathen, they too shall stand revealed ; and their mud gods also, and rotten superstitions, shall stand revealed : how then shall we feel when they shall look at us and blame us for not waking them up more vigorously ? An infidel has said that if he could believe that men's future state depended at all upon what was done in this life, he would let nothing hinder him from being up and at men. He would be content to be counted a madman anything, if only he could do anything to make men's state better in the world to come. (I wish these Chinamen would shut up ; I came here to meet Mongols, F 3 84 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOUA and I am like to be flooded out by Chinamen whose lan- guage I only half understand.) ' Now, we believe : how much do we do ? Are there not some men whom we might stir up who now escape ? Could we do more ? Are not souls valuable enough for us to face anything if only we can save some ? Let us look to the end, or rather let us look at the present. In the room in which I now write (the Chinamen have gone) is Jesus, where you read this is Jesus : He stands and looks to us. He has given up the clean heaven, and walked here and lived among dirt and poverty, in solitude, misunderstood, without one intelligent friend ; He has borne the scorn of men, He has been put to the horrible and shameful death of the cross, all to save us and others. We trust Him, He saves us ; and all He asks is that we should tell men about what He has done ; and is there one man we meet to whom we shall not speak ? shall Christ look to us in vain to declare simply what He has done ? Perish the thought ! Whatever may be between us and speaking to men, let us go through it. If it be a foreign language, remember Christ lived thirty years in preparation. If it be hardship, cold, poor food, scorn, slight, deaf ears never mind, go ahead. Christ looks to us to go ahead, or come ahead, for He has gone through it all. Trouble, hardship, trial, suffering, all will soon pass and be done. And is there a trouble or hardship we have yet surmounted for Christ's sake that does not seem sweet to look back on ? Then, come what likes, let us face it ; or; if we be overwhelmed, let us be overwhelmed with undaunted faces looking in the right direction. By the mercy of God may we be saved ; and if saved how splendid it will be no trouble, no trial, no indigestible beef and brick-tea : every- thing better than we could wish it, and complete joy. : All this is not imagination or rhetoric, but really before us ; so, by the strength which Christ gives, let us go en to it. Pray for me, I pray for you ; and if we don't meet MONGOLIAN APPRENTICESHIP 8$ on earth, you know the trysting-place, " the right-hand side."' It can readily be seen that, under conditions of the kind sketched in this letter, time was not likely to hang heavily on his hands. Interviews like the following were held from time to time, and were not only encouraging and hopeful but reacted strongly upon his own heart and brain : ' This afternoon (Sabbath, November 24), I met Toobshing Baier in the dispensary of the London Miss : on Hospital. At first I could not remember the man. " he face I knew. After a time his name came out without, i flatter myself, his perceiving that I was fishing for it. He was most anxious to see the doctor's medical instru- ments and appliances. After he had seen quite a number of these, he came to my room, and we sat down for a talk which lasted nearly from 5 to 7 o'clock. He began by reading a part of the rough draft of the new trans- lation of St. Matthew in Mongolian, which happened to be lying on my table. He suggested that in place of " prophet," a word which has been transferred bodily, we should use juoug beelikty. He also remarked that our translation of " the foal of an ass " was not the thing, and gave the word he thought was right. He was accompanied by a young lama, who agreed with him in this suggestion. The lama seemed well up, read Mongolian as easily as Toobshing himself, and when Toobshing gave the Thibetan word for juoug beelikty, the lama looked over his shoulder, spied a book on a shelf, took it, found the place at once, and showed me the Thibetan and Mongolian side by side. 'Shortly after this Toobshing set himself up and pro- posed questions and cases such as : ' " Is hell eternal ? 86 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA ' " Are all the heathen who have not heard the Gospel damned? ' " If a man lives without sin, is he damned ? ' " If a man disregards Christ, but worships a supreme God in an indefinite way, is he saved or not ? ' " How can Christ save a man ? ' " If a man prays to Christ to save him morn and even, but goes on sinning meantime, how about him ? ' " If a man prays for a thing, does he get it ? ' " Do your unbelieving countrymen in England all go to hell? ' " Are there prophets now ? ' " Is a new-born child a sinner ? ' " Is one man then punished for another's fault ? ' " Has anybody died, gone to heaven or hell, and come back to report ? [A Mongol has !] ' " Did Buddha live ? " and so forth. ' [Answer, He lived, but did not do what is now said of him.] ' " If so, how do you know that the account of Christ is not made up in the same way ? Could not the disciples conspire to make the Gospels ? " ' To these and all other questions I endeavoured to give proper answers ; and this, our most delightful and profitable talk, lasted till there was just time for me to snatch a hasty meal before the usual service at 7.30 P.M.' Discussions of this nature were calculated to deepen thought and to promote heart-searching on the part of the Christian worker. They also illustrate some of the special difficulties which missionaries in China and India have to meet. With an elaborate religious ritual and litcra'ture, both Buddhist and Hindu can often, and do often, object against Christianity many of those, sometimes obvious, MONGOLIAN APPRENTICESHIP 87 sometimes subtle, difficulties which the Gospel of Jesus Christ alone can remove, and which it removes by sanctify- ing and dominating the heart. In February 1873 Gilmour visited Tientsin for the first time since he passed through it on his arrival in China. Here he took part in several readings, temperance meetings, and religious services. At one of the readings : ' One joke happened. I was asked to give a recitation at a penny reading for sailors. The piece was " The Execution of Montrose." I got up in tragic style, said, " Come hither, Evan Cameron," with the appropriate beckoning action, when a sailor in the middle of the audience responded to the call, pressed his way out of the passage, and was making for the platform. I could not stand this, so I uttered a yell, and rushed off to hide myself, and it was some time before the audience and speaker could compose themselves for a fresh start Next day we were told that the unfortunate sailor was beckoned to come hither from all parts of the ship.' CHAPTER IV THE FIRST CAMPAIGN IN MONGOLIA IN 1873 Gilmour resumed his visits to the Plain and on March 1 5 he was at Kalgan, writing, ' No appearance of getting away to the north. I promenade daily the streets and accost Mongols, but with no success as to getting camels, or even a horse to hire as far as Mahabul's. A day or two later Mahabul arrived in Kalgan on his way to Peking, and by his aid Gilmour secured two camels, and on March 24 he started north, reaching Mahabul's tent on the 28th. He at once endeavoured to secure the services of a Mongol named Lojing, and the usual series cf delays and vexations occurred. ' To-day (March 29) I got impatient and went for a walk. Came back, and Lojing came and said he would go. Felt relieved ; he wants me to come back this way, and I consent, though I would rather not. He came back in the afternoon, saying that he could not get off his engagement to read prayers with some other lama for Gichik's soul, 1 so that we cannot start before Thursday at noon. Mahabul's wife gave him some whisky, and he went to the officers and got drunk. He waited for a camel which was offered for sale. The camel came when I was out. 1 The son of the chief referred to on page 80, who had recently been killed by a fall from his horse. THE FIRST CAMPAIGN IN MONGOLIA 89 He was drunk, did not watch it, so it drifted away before the storm. A boy on horseback was sent after it. When it came it was a perfect object, yet they asked twenty taels for it. He is to go after a camel to-morrow. He was so drunk that, remembering Gichik's fate, I am uneasy to think of his riding my tall camel. O Lord, give me patience ! ' This and the three subsequent journeys over the Plain, made in the course of 1873, were full of incident illustrative of the difficulties of the work, the peculiarities of the people, and the restless energy and indomitable perseverance of the missionary. But the limitations of space forbid us to linger ; we extract a few notes from the diary. It was on the second of these journeys, while at Lama Miao, that he witnessed the ' Mirth of Hell,' as he calls it, described in Among the Mongols, Chapter XI. 'April 19, 1873. To-day had more provocation from my Mongol, and my earnest prayer is that I may be able to stand it all, and not get soured in temper and feeling against the Mongols. I must have patience. Some knowledge of camel's flesh also would help me not a little. As it stands, I feel an incompetent "duffer."' 'May 6. Travelled parallel to the road in a stupid manner over hill and dale, because Lojing chose to consider it a nearer way. The way was no nearer at all and much more steep. At last got to a lot of tents down in a hollow, called the " Great Water " (Ihha Osso}. Had quite a lot of people. One lama the most provoking child (25 years old) I think I ever met. He was a perfect nuisance ; even the tone of his voice I could not abide. This individual came to my tent even after I was down in bed. I was glad he was done for once. Next morning he was in my tent 90 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA before I was up, remarking, " W 7 hat a great sleeper you arc ! ' Last night he had remarked, " How early you go to bed ! " I am afraid he is the most empty, poor fellow I have known.' 1 May 1 3. To-day also occurred another of my lama's conspicuous stupidities ; after asking the road to a set of tents where dwelt friends of his own, he suddenly left the road and began the ascent of a steep hill. I asked where he was going. He said to the tents. I followed some distance, and then from the convergence of paths judged that there was no pass where he was going, and accordingly shouted to him to stop. Stop he did, and also looked thunder. I asked him, " Have you travelled this way before ? " " No," said he. " Come this way, and follow the road." " You go that road," said he, " I go this road." " Nothing of the kind," said I. " You come here, and we'll get to tents." He came ; but then and there began one of his intolerable tirades against me, saying how disobedient I was, and that this was his own native place, he knew. What a bad man I was! He had hardly finished his fuiy when lo, behold, close before us, right in our path, the very tents we were looking for ! He is, to use a Mongol idiom, " Stupider than stupid." ' 'Sept. 12. We are now in a diphtheria district I go into it, and hope to remain some time, trusting myself to the hands of God. I am safe enough in His hands. If He can forward mission work more by my death than by my life, His will be done.' 'Sept. 1 8. To-day let pass me, as all were starting from the temple, about six men and three women without telling them of Jesus.' At the close of the year Mr. Gilmour sent home another elaborate report, a large portion of which appeared in the Chronicle of the London Missionary Society for Pecember THE FIRST CAMPAIGN IN MONGOLIA 91 1874. We extract here a few paragraphs not then printed for obvious reasons. There was still a difficulty with the American Board, and there was still in London some inability to grasp the exact bearing and the full needs of the situation. The first extract is given here simply be- cause it illustrates the noble unselfishness of Gilmour's character, and the way in which he persistently refused to be stopped by hindrances that would have barred the road against most men. He supplied a statement of account showing that even with the most rigid economy he had exceeded his allowance by no tacls, equivalent to from 25/. to 3O/. ' This leaves me with a deficit of 1 10 tacls 63 cents, and explains how it is that I ask next year's (1874) grant to be raised to 1 50 taels at least. I had only two courses open to me, either to use up the grants for 1872 and 1873, and stop without accomplishing all I could, or to make full proof of my ministry and exceed the grants. Con- sidering the cause more important than silver, I chose the latter course, and, despite the most rigid economy, exceeded to the above amount. Present circumstances enable me to make up the deficit from my own private purse, and I don't ask to be refunded, but I don't know that I shall be flush of money next year, and do ask that the grant may be not less than 1 50 taels, which is the lowest estimate I can make. ' As proof of the reasonableness of my request, and of my anxiety to avoid drawing on the funds of the Society beyond what is absolutely necessary, I may be allowed to state that this year, in addition to making up the lacking 1 10-63 taels, I walked afoot behind my caravan in the desert for weeks t to avoid the expense of purchasing another camel,' 92 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA On the question of Christian literature he placed on record some wise words, as needful now almost as when he penned them, in order to correct the notion that it is enough simply to place into the hands of a heathen a copy of the Word of God in his native tongue. The reply of Candace's eunuch, ' How can I understand unless some- one shall guide me ? ' meets the missionary of to-day, as it met Philip in the days of old. The practically unanimous opinion of the Shanghai Conference held in 1890 shows that the same need is still strongly felt by the missionaries of all the societies. ' In addition to the Scriptures and the Catechism, I think small simple books containing little portions of Scrip- ture history or little portions of Scripture teaching would be very useful. The Bible is all very well for those who have advanced a little, but there is very little of the narrative portions even the simplest parts of the whole book which you can read without encountering terrible names of persons or places, or quotations from the prophet Isaiah or Jeremiah. When a Mongol comes upon these he feels inclined to give up in despair. Even in China my experi- ence has been that people are slow to buy a complete gospel, even at less than the paper on which it is printed costs, while they will buy with avidity very small books at almost their full value. ' Chinamen themselves notice this, and when surrounded by a crowd I have heard them remark laughingly, " Small books go quick." Remembering my instructions, which among other things say, " Pause before you trans- late," I have hitherto refrained, but now have a very small illustrated narrative in the press, another also illustrated in manuscript, and other two not illustrated in contemplation. If I find funds the Peking branch of the Tract Society is THE FIRST CAMPAIGN IN MONGOLIA 93 bankrupt just now and get them out, you shall have speci- mens. Probably they won't look well, being first attempts, but you need not be ashamed of the Mongol of them, as they have been written under my direction by a " crack " native scholar, and carefully revised by Schereschewsky, who is a general linguist of good ability, and has paid so much attention to Mongolian that he revised the Gospel by Matthew in conjunction with Mr. Edkins, and is at present at work on a Mongol dictionary.' Medical missions were only in their infancy in 1874, and Gilmour in the same report describes what many another has felt. He illustrates also one of his fixed principles, viz.> always do something ; and never let the work stop simply because you cannot do what is ideally the best. ' I know very little about diseases and cures, but the little I do know is extremely useful. Almost every Mongol, man and woman and child, has something that wants put- ting right. To have studied medicine at home would have been a great help, but though I cannot hope now ever to gain a scientific knowledge of the subject, I am glad that in our hospital here I have a good opportunity of learning much from Dr. Dudgeon, and all I can do now is to make the best of this good opportunity. I am told that pro- fessional men at home arc suspicious of giving a little medical knowledge to young men going out as missionaries. I sided with them till I came here, but here the case is different. At home it is all very well to stand before the fire in your room, within sight of the brass plate on the doctor's door on the opposite side of the street, and talk about the danger of little knowledge ; but when you are two weeks' journey from any assistance, and see your fellow-traveller sitting silent and swollen with violent tooth- ache for days together, you fervently wish you had a pair 94 JAMKS G1LMOUR OF MONGOLIA of forceps and the dangerous amount of knowledge. And when in remote places you have the choice of burying your servant or stopping his diarrhoea, would you prefer to talk nonsense about professional skill rather than give him a dose of chlorodyne, even though it should be at the risk of administering one drop more or less than a man who writes M.D. to his name would have done ? ' I speak earnestly and from experience. No one has more detestation than I have for the quack that patters in the presence of trained skill ; but from what I have seen and known of mission life, both in myself and others, since coming to North China, I think it is a little less than culpable homicide to deny a little hospital training to men who may have to pass weeks and months of their lives in places where they themselves, or those about them, may sicken and die from curable diseases before the doctor could be summoned, even supposing he could leave his post and come.' During the summer of 1874 James Gilmour continued his itinerating work among the nomads of the Plain. He met with much to discourage him, but he steadily enlarged his knowledge of the people and his acquaintance with the best methods of work among them. How difficult it was to adapt ordinary methods of teaching to their habits may be judged from the following sketch : ' My tent is not only my dwelling-house and dispensary, but also my chapel. I always endeavour to instruct* the visitors and patients as far as I can. Preaching to Mongols is a little different from preaching at home a little different from preaching in China even. You can get a congregation of heathen Chinese to listen for, say, twenty minutes, or half an hour, or even longer ; but begin to preach to a lot of THE FIRST CAMPAIGN SN MONGOLIA $5 Mongols, and they begin to talk to each other, or perhaps to ask you questions about your dress and your country. ' The nature of their own service is partly to blame for this. When a Mongol sends for a lama or two to read prayers in his tent, the inmates, though present, don't think it necessary to attend much to what is going on. Though they did attend, they would not be able to understand, so talking goes on among them pretty much as usual. If I were to stick myself up and begin, and start off sermonising to them, I would be treated much as they treat their own lamas ; so I confine my preaching to conversations and arguments a style of teaching which I find secures their attention ' Many, too, are the sketches in his letters and diaries of the men he met. They are all drawn with that remarkable and largely unconscious power, which he possessed so fully, of being able to see very vividly the striking points and details of passing events, and of enabling those to whom he wrote, by his aptly chosen words, also to see exactly what passed before his eyes. One or two out of many examples must suffice : 'This season (1874) I met a deaf and dumb man. He was uneducated, but of great quickness and intelligence. He could converse easily and readily with his fellow-Mongols by signs, and I could ask many simple questions and understand his answers without trouble. His perception was remarkable. While sitting in the dusk outside my tent, a messenger came from his father's tent to tell him that some of the sheep were missing. A single turn of the hand followed by a glance around, as if search- ing for something, was all that was required. He had been sitting quietly in the circle, looking at us talking ; but the moment the communication was made he uttered an 96 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA inarticulate sound betraying great excitement, knocked the ashes out of his pipe, stuck it into his boot, threw him- self into the saddle, and rode off into the gathering dark- ness to search for the lost sheep. All agreed that he had an extra share of intelligence, and he was evidently regarded as a capable and useful member of the community. ' One of the sad sights seen was that of a sick Chinaman near his end. He was one of a company of four, who went about dressing skins of which the Mongols make garments. He had been an opium taker, and an incurable diarrhoea had seized him. At the time he was lodging with the Mongol for whom the party had come to dress skins ; but the Mongol, seeing he would die, and fearing trouble and expense over his death, ordered him off the premises. Borrowing an ox cart, his companions had him conveyed away some five or ten miles, jolted in the rude vehicle and suffering from the blazing sun, to a place where some Chinese acquaintances were digging a well. They had a tent of their own, most likely a poor ragged white cloth affair, open to the winds and pervious to the rain ; and in this the poor man hoped he might be permitted to die. It was the dark side of the picture. The glorious summer, the green and flowery plains, the fattening flocks, the herds exult- ing in the deep pastures, the gay Mongols riding about, the white tents bathed in the sunlight and gleaming from afar. In the midst of all this, a feeble man, far from home and kin, sick unto death, cast forth from his poor lodging, and seek- ing for a place to lie down and die in. The Mongols are a hospitable race, but pray ye that ye may not get sick on their hands. ' On the whole I have been very well received every- where, and have been treated with great confidence. I have sometimes wondered at the readiness with which they take medicine from the hand of an utter stranger. One reason why they are ready to trust me, doubtless, is that going THE FIRST CAMPAIGN IN MONGOLIA 97 among them, they can go round my tent and see that there is nothing secret and terrible behind it ; they enter it and see all that is in it. They know and see that I am utterly in their power, and, perhaps, reason that I am there with no intent to harm, because if I made trouble I could not move another step without their consent. ' In the shape of converts I have seen no result. I have not, as far as I am aware, seen any one who even wanted to be a Christian ; but by healing their diseases I have had opportunity to tell many of Jesus, the Great Physician.' O CHAPTER V MARRIAGE DURING the year 1873 James Gilmour devoted much thought to the natural and all-important question of marriage. Uncommon as he was, in so many ways, it was, perhaps, to be expected that in this great undertaking he would depart from ordinary methods. The Rev. S. E. Meech had married, in 1872, Miss Prankard, of London. After the return of Mr. Edkins to England, in May 1873, Mr. Gilmour went to board with Mr. and Mrs. Mecch. There he saw the portrait of Mrs. Meech's sister, and often heard her referred to in conversation. Towards the close of 1873 he took Mrs. Meech into his confidence, and asked permission to enter into correspondence with her sister. The following most characteristic letters show the course of subsequent events : ' Peking, January 14, 1874. ' My dear Parents, I have written and proposed to a girl in England. It is true I have never seen her and I know very little about her ; but what I do know is good. She is the sister of Mrs. Meech, and is with her mother in London. Her mother supports herself and daughter by keep- ing a school. One of the hindrances will be perhaps that the mother will not be willing to part with her daughter, as she is, no doubt, the life of the school. I don't know, so I ha.ve written ^nd made the offer, and leave them tq MARRIAGE 99 decide. If she cannot come, then there is no harm done. If she can arrange to come, then my hope is fulfilled. If the young lady says " Yes," she or her friends will no doubt write you, as I have asked them to do. . . . You may think I am rash in writing to a girl I have never seen. If you say so, I may just say that I have something of the same feeling ; but what am I to do ? In addition I am very easy- minded over it all, because I have exercised the best of my thoughts on the subject, and put the whole matter into the hands of God, asking Him, if it be best to bring her, if it be not best to keep her away, and He can manage the whole thing well.' By some mischance this letter was delayed, and Mr. Gilmour's relatives were startled, one March day in 1874, by receiving from an entirely unknown lady in London a letter, containing the unlooked-for statement : ' Your son, Mr. Gilmour, of Peking, has asked my daughter to write to you, telling you of her decision to join him as his wife. She has wished me to write to you for her, and will be pleased to hear from you when you feel inclined to write.' The friendly intercourse that followed soon convinced Mr. Gilmour's family, as any knowledge of Emily Prankard herself soon convinced all who made her acquaintance, that, however unusual it might appear, this was indeed one of the marriages made in heaven. By both parties God's blessing and guidance were invoked, upon both His benediction rested, and, after a brief separation in this world, they are now both enriched with the fuller knowledge and the perfect joy of the life beyond. No time was lost in the arrangements for Miss Prankard's departure to China. In a letter to his mother, dated October 2, 1874, Mr. Gilmour writes : ico JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA 1 You have seen Miss Prankard, but you have not told me what you think of her. She was delighted with her visit to Scotland and with you all. You will be glad to hear that I have had some delightful letters from her. I wrote her, and she has written me in the most unre- strained way concerning her spiritual hopes and condition, and though we have never seen each other, yet we know more of each other's inmost life and soul than, I am quite certain, most lovers know of each other even after long personal courtship. It is quite delightful to think that even now we can talk by letter with perfect unreserve, and I tell you this because I know you will be glad to hear it. I knew she was a pious girl, else I would not have asked her to come out to be a missionary's wife, but she turns out better even than I thought, and I am not much afraid as to how we shall get on together.' In the course of the autumn of 1874 Miss Prankard sailed, and in a letter to the writer, December 1 3, 1 874, Gilmour thus refers to the close of his unusual but satis- factory courtship : ' I was married last week, Tuesday, December 8 ! ' Mrs. Meech's sister is Mrs. Gilmour. We never saw each other till a week before we were married, and my friends here drew long faces and howled at me for being rash and inconsiderate. What if you don't like each other ? How then ? It is for life ! As if I did not know all this long ago. Well, the time came, the vessel was due at Shanghai, but would not come. Mr. Meech and I went down to Tientsin and waited there a fortnight, but no tidings. At last on the evening of Sabbath, November 29, a steamer's whistle was heard miles away down the river. It was Mr. Meech's turn to preach. After sermon he and I walked away down the river side to see what we MARRIAGE 101 could see. After a while a light hove round the last bend, then a green light, then the red light, then came the three lights of the steamer ! We listened. It was the high- pressure engine of the steam launch which is used to lighten the deep-sea steamers before coming up the narrow river. Fifteen minutes more and she was at the landing stage. A friend went on board. Miss Prankard was on board the Taku, which was still outside the bar, waiting for water to bring her over and up to the settlement. The lighter was going to unload and start down the river at five A.M., and Meech and I went in her. About eight A.M. we met the steamer coming up, and when she came abreast we saw Miss Prankard on board, but could not get from our vessel to hers. The tide was favourable for running up, and they were afraid to lose a minute, so would not stop the steamer ; we did not get on board till we reached the bund at Tientsin about eleven A.M. We started for Peking next day, got there on Thursday, and were married follow- ing Tuesday. ' Our honeymoon is now almost over. I am to have only a week of it. I hope to start with Meech on a mission trip to the country on Tuesday next.' Miss Prankard's first view of her future husband was hardly what she might have expected. Mr. Meech has also sketched that scene on the river. ' The morning was cold, and Gilmour was clad in an old overcoat which had seen much service in Siberia, and had a woollen comforter round his neck, having more regard to warmth than to appearance. We had to follow back to Tientsin, Gilmour being thought by those on board the steamer to be the engineer ! ' Two letters may be quoted in this connection. The first was to one of his most intimate Scotch friends. /AMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA ' London Mission, Peking, 'January 31, 1875. ' My dear , Your kind, long, and much-looked-for letter dated May 12, 1873, and August 21, 1874, reached me on January 9, 1875. Many thanks for it, but I think it would be quite as well in future to send me half the quantity in half the time, if you really find you cannot write me oftener. As I was married on December 8, 1874, to Mrs. Meech's sister, that lady, Mrs. Gilmour, had the great pleasure of reading your earnest, long, and reiterated warning to me not to have her. Your warning came too late. Had you posted your letter on May 12, 1873, it might have been in time, as the first letter that opened our acquaintance was written in January 1874. If nothing else will have effect with you, perhaps the thought that you might have saved me from the fate of having an English wife may have some effect in moving you to post your letters early, even though they should not be so long and full. ' About my wife : as I want you to know her, I introduce you to her. She is a jolly girl, as much, perhaps more, of a Christian and a Christian missionary than I am. I don't know whether I told you how it came about I proposed first to a Scotch girl, but found I was too late ;. I then put myself and the direction of this affair I mean the finding of a wife into God's hands, asking Him to look me out one, a good one too, and very soon I found myself in a position to propose to Miss Prankard with all reasonable evidence that she was the right sort of girl, and with some hope that she would not disdain the offer. We had never seen each other, and had never corresponded, but she had heard much about me from people in England who knew me, and I had heard a good deal of her and seen her letters written to her sister and to her sister's husband. The MARRIAGE 103 first letter I wrote her was to propose, and the first letter she wrote me was to accept romantic enough ! ' I proposed in January, went up to Mongolia in spring, rode about on my camels till July, and came down to Kalgan to find that I was an accepted man ! I went to Tientsin to meet her ; we arrived here on Thursday, and were married on Tuesday morning. We had a quiet week, then I went to the country on a nine days' tour, and came back two days before Christmas. We have been at home ever since. Such is the romance of a matter-of- fact man. 'You will see that the whole thing was gone about simply on the faith principle, and from its success I am inclined to think more and more highly of the plan. Without any gammon, I am much more happy than ever even in my day-dreams I ventured to imagine I might be. It is not only me that my wife pleases, but she has gained golden opinions from most of the people who have met her among my friends and acquaintances in Scotland and China. My parents were scared one day last year by re- ceiving a letter from a lady in England, a lady whose name even they had not known before, stating that her daughter had decided to become my wife. Didn't it stir up the old people ! They had never heard a word about it ! My letter to them, posted at the same time with the proposal, had been delayed in London. The young lady went to Scotland, and was with them two weeks, and came away having made such an impression on them that they wrote me from home to say that " though I had searched the country for a couple of years I could not have made a better choice." ' Perhaps I am tiring you, but I want to let you know all about it, and to assure you that you need not be the least shy of me or of my English wife. She is a good lassie, any quantity better than me, and just as handy 104 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA as a Scotch lass would have been. It was great fun for her to read your tirade about English wives and your warning about her. She is a jolly kind of body, and does not take offence, but I guess if she comes across you she will wake you up a bit.' The other letter was to Miss Bremner, and referred to the part Gilmour was to take in her marriage in 1883 to his brother Alexander : ' Now as to your affair, a much more serious matter. Aicx has said something about my part. I want to take part, but only such a small part as will make it true to say, "assisted by the brother of the bridegroom." It is for you and Dr. Macfadyen to say what that small part shall be ; all I have to say about it, the smaller the better. ' My experiences of the ceremonies of social Christianity have been mixed a little. In England I baptised a child by a wrong name, and had actually to do it again. In China on a similar occasion I began by saying, " Friends, God has given you this child," when the seeming father stopped me, and explained that God had not given them this child, but he himself had picked it up in a field where it had been exposed. ' I think I married only one Chinese couple, and to this day I doubt if either the one or the other uttered a syllable where they should have said, " I do." In my own case I think I must have said " I will " in a feeble voice, for my wife when her turn came sung out " I will " in a voice that startled herself and me, and made it ominous how much will she was going to have in the matter. Wishing you all blessings, ' Believe me yours truly, ' JAMES GILMOUR.' CHAPTER VI 'IN JOURNEYINGS OFTEN, IN PERILS OF RIVERS* THE year following the marriage, owing to the absence of Dr. Dudgeon on furlough, was spent almost entirely in Peking. In his absence Mr. Gilmour took charge of what may be called the unprofessional work of the hospital, the purely medical superintendence being in the hands of Dr. Bushell of the British Legation. He varied this work and the routine of ordinary mission duties by an occasional trip to other centres where fairs were being held, in the company of Mr. Murray, of the National Bible Society of Scotland, for the purpose of selling Christian books. There was often a very keen friendly rivalry as to which could sell the most, and not unfrcquently very large quantities of tracts and booklets were thus put into circulation. Early in 1875, with the object of enabling his colleagues and his friends among the other missions which have centres in Peking the better to realise what life in Mongolia was like, he set up his Mongol tent in the compound, and invited them in companies of five or seven to partake of a Mongol dinner, cooked in Mongol fashion, and served as on the Plain. His diary records that five such entertain- ments were necessary, the utmost limit of the tent accom- modation being reached on each occasion. io6 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA 1 The guests came,' we are told, ' at the appointed time, and the fire of wood was lighted in the middle of the tent. While the guests sat around on felt spread upon the ground, Gilmour proceeded to cook the millet and the mutton which furnished the feast. When all was ready a blessing was asked and the meal was eaten. On one occasion a reverend gentleman was called on to ask the blessing, but declined, feeling apparently that what he was expected to eat was not of such a quality that he could ask a blessing on it. Gilmour used often to refer to this with much amusement, though at the time he felt some chagrin.' In 18/6 the Mongolian trips were resumed. No col- league had yet been secured for him, and, with a bravery and consecration beyond all praise, Mrs. Gilmour accom- panied him. This she did not once simply. For the first journey the novelty of the experience and the conviction that she could at any rate help to preserve her husband from the feeling of utter loneliness, which had been so hard to bear in past years, were powerful reasons. But she went a second and a third time. She went after the novelty had worn off, after she had learned by very stern experience how hard and rough the life was, after previous exposure had told but too severely upon her physical strength. And thus she deserves the eulogy passed upon her by her husband : ' She is a better missionary than I.' Comparisons of this kind are obviously out of the question. But it would be hard to find a more beautiful illustration of true wifely affection than the love for her husband that made her willing to share his Mongol tent as readily as the Peking compound. And if James Gilmour manifested 1 IN JO URNE YINGS OFTEN, IN PERILS OF RIVERS ' 107 a Christlike love for the ignorant and stolid Mongols, so also did the delicately nurtured and refined lady who, in order to do her part in winning them to the Saviour, endured privations, faced perils, and bore a daily and hourly series of trials so irksome and so repugnant that no motive short of all-absorbing love to Jesus Christ is strong enough to account for her endurance. Here are some pictures of what this life meant to Mrs. Gilmour. The first journey which they took together lasted from April 4 until September 23, 1876, one hundred and thirty-six days being passed in Mongolia itself. 4 On the evening of April 25 we came upon our servants' tent, already pitched beside some Mongol tents near a stream. Our things were unloaded from the Chinese cart, which soon drove off and left us fairly launched out on the Plain. We had two tents one for ourselves and one for our servants. They were both alike, made of common blue Chinese cloth outside, and of commoner white Chinese cloth inside. It was originally intended that our tent should be private for our retirement and for Mrs. Gilmour's use ; but we soon found that this idea could not be carried out. The Mongols are so much in the habit of going freely into everybody's tent in Mongolia that we found we could not retain our tent to ourselves without running risk of offending them by our seeming haughtiness. That they should think us uncon- genial and distant would have been an obstacle to our success among them. So we made a virtue of necessity, and kept open house in the literal sense of the word. At our meals, our devotions, our ablutions, there they were much amused and interested, of course. It was sometimes annoying to have them so much and so constantly about, but there was no help for it, and soon we began to care xoS JAMES G1LMOUR OF MONGOLIA little for them, and took their presence not only as a matter of course, but without being disturbed by it. ' One advantage of this sort of public life was that Mrs. Gilmour, being almost constantly in the presence of the spoken language, picked it up very accurately and very rapidly. It is hardly possible to conceive a better plan of becoming easily and well acquainted with any language than that of thus living where it is impossible not to' hear it in almost constant use. ' Another advantage of this sort of public life was that one gained the friendship of the people. This perfect free- dom of intercourse pleased them much, and even conciliated those not very friendly inclined. It was quite common to hear visitors remark that, while other foreigners in Mongolia are distant and harsh, these people were gentle and acces- sible, and that such friendly people did a great deal to remove the unfavourable impressions made by other less considerate travellers. ' Our sojourn extended to the end of August, giving us a little over four months at a stretch of tent life. In that time we had experience of many kinds of weather. At first it was cold. Even in May ice was to be seen in the mornings. Then came heat, premature and burning, and all the more trying for ourselves and cattleon account of the lack of rain. Then we had a furious tempest, which raged for about thirty-six hours, overturning our covered cart and threatening to sweep ourselves and our tents away. We had to load down our tent ropes with bags of earth, stones, sod, the bodies of our carts, wheels, boxes, and anything we could find, and even then we had but a precarious existence. Every now and then, by day and by night, there would arise a shout from the one tent or the other, and amid the roar of the wind we heard cries for the hammer and the spare tent pins. We managed to fix ourselves without being blown away, and ' IN JO URNE YINGS OFTEN, IN PERILS OF RIVERS ' in when the storm was over we patched our riven tents, and were thankful we had weathered it so well. Then came the summer rains late in season, it is true, but great in strength pouring and lashing and roaring, the great drops bursting through our rent cloth, broken up into spray and looking like pepper shaken from a box. We had waterproof sheets, but it was next to impossible to keep anything dry. While the rain lasted we sat huddled in our rain cloaks, or, spade in hand, cut new channels for suddenly extemporised streams and pools that grew larger and continued to come closer to our bedding and boxes. As soon as the sun returned, there was a general drying ot garments, mattresses, and sheepskin robes. The heat was perhaps the most trying of our meteorological experiences ; but even that passed away at last, and before we had left the plains night frost had reappeared, covering the pools about well mouths with thin sheets of ice. ' Later in the season, one afternoon, the loungers in the tent looked out and remarked, " The Mandarin has come," and gave place to a richly dressed, corpulent Mongol, who entered the tent, followed by one of his servants. Saluta- tions over, he soon showed his colours and unmasked his batteries. He had come to fight, and we both went at it tooth and nail. He had read a good deal, and had come evidently prepared and primed, not in any spirit of un- friendliness, but under the evident conviction that a better case could be made out for Buddhism than for Christianity. The tent was crammed with eager listeners, and we reasoned together from the Creation to the finish, including ail manner of side issues and important questions. It was a long time before he could be convinced that our Jesus was not spoken of and made known in the Buddhist classics. When he was at length satisfied (on that point), he wanted to know about the Trinity ; how men could get good ; how it was right that men should escape punishment due to U.3 their misdeeds by praying to Jesus ; why God allowed animals, such as starving dogs, to lead a life of suffering ; why God did not keep sin from entering the world ; how could Jesus come, when it is said He is always with us ; and how about the souls who died before Jesus came. 'At last the sun got low, and the Mandarin, with many words of friendship, rode away, promising to come another day. But he never came.' In a later journey they had a very narrow escape from one of the frequent perils of this tent life : ' In Mongolia we had one rather serious adventure. The south edge of the Plain is famed for storms, and the night we camped there, just after dark, began one of the fiercest thunderstorms I can remember having seen. The wind roared, the rain dashed, the tent quivered ; the thunder rattled with a metallic ring, like shafts of iron dashing against each other, as it darted along a sheet-iron sky ; the water rose in the tent till part of our bed was afloat. It was hardly possible to hear each other speak ; but amid and above all the din of the tempest rose one sound not to be mistaken, the roar of rushing water. There was a river to right of us, but the sound came more from the left. Venturing out, I found there was a great swift-flowing river on both sides of us ; that we could not move from the little piece of elevated land plain on which we had our tent ; and that a few inches more water, or an obstacle getting into the path of the upper river, would send the full force of the current down on our tents. Flocks, herds, men are said to be swept away now and again in Mongolia, and for an hour our case seemed doubtful ; but about 1 1 P.M. the storm ceased and the danger was over, and, though we had hardly anything left, we went to sleep, thanking God for His preserving mercy.' 1 IN JO URNE YINGS OFTEN, IN PERILS OF RIVERS ' 113 Courageous, undoubtedly, Mrs. Gilmour was ; her ex- ample of self-sacrifice in the Master's cause was lofty in itself, and is stimulating to every Christian mind. Yet it is to be greatly feared that the first of these journeys aggra- vated, if it did not actually develope, the disease from which she ultimately died. She found the ceaseless round of millet and mutton so unpalatable as at the last to be able hardly to eat at all ; and experience of tent life was needful before she could realise how absolutely devoid it was of almost everything that a European lady looks upon as essential to daily existence, and thus make adequate preparation for the life. Yet, in 1878, she not only accom- panied her husband again, better equipped by reason of previous experience, but she also took with her their infant boy. The winter of 1876 in Peking was devoted to work more or less directly bearing upon the Christian conquest of the nomad tribes. ' Since returning from Mongolia I have had here a teacher whom I had come from the plains. I read some Buddhist classics with him, then had him write to my dictation some of the more striking incidents narrated in the Book of Daniel ; then finally had him write for me an explanation of the way of salvation through Jesus. The extracts from Daniel were written mostly with the idea of accustoming him to my dictation ; but the expla- nation of Christianity was a tract that I had long wanted to write, in which I sought to make it as plain as possible, not only that Jesus does save, but also that there is no salvation through any other name. The Religious Tract Society has consented to print for me both the extract from Daniel and the explanation of Christianity.' II 114 JAMES G1LMOUR OF MONGOLIA During 1877 the ever-recurring question, inevitable, perhaps, and yet very paralysing to any steady progress, as to whether it was really worth while to continue labour in such a sterile field, came up once more for discussion. In an elaborate report, designed rather to elicit the views of the home authorities than to express his own, dated August 1 8, 1877, Mr. Gilmour depicts rapidly and clearly his relations, on the one hand, to the workers in the station of the American Board at Kalgan, and, on the other, to his colleagues of the North China Committee of the London Society The American Board had sent out another missionary, and Mr. Gilmour was at first inclined to the view that, although working independently, they might yet act practically as colleagues. * In addition, the new man, Rev. W. P. Sprague, and I one day undertook to climb a mountain together, and, by the time we got half-way up, we discovered that our ideas about working together quite agreed, and that there was a fair and good prospect of our making good harmonious colleagues in one work, though we belonged to different societies and hailed from different nations. Here, then, the thing seemed to be accomplished ; here was a colleague ready to my hand, or I to his.' But Mrs. Gulick, a most energetic and enthusiastic missionary to the Mongols, died, her husband was invalided to Japan, and Mr. Sprague found himself with the whole mission on his shoulders. ' If things are to remain as they are, it amounts pretty much to this, that in the warmer months of the year I can travel through parts of Mongolia teaching the Gospel and dispensing medicines ; the rest of the year I c$n turn my 1 AV JO URNE YINGS OFTEN, IN PERILS OF RIVERS ' 11$ attention to Chinese work in Peking. This is a pleasant enough arrangement for me, but it is not a very vigorous prosecution of the work of the Mongol mission. On the other hand, such is the fewness of people to be reached in Mongolia that it is only by alternating these periods of deprivation with seasons of activity among the Chinese that a man can keep his spirit alive. ' As regards the opinion of other members of the Com- mittee here, I have never called for any formal expression of it, nor have they (the members of Committee) ever been invited to discuss the question of the Mongol mission in committee, but I know their individual opinions in an in- formal way. Messrs. Meech and Barradale don't say much ; Mr. Owen thinks we will never do much in Mongolia working upon so distant a base as Peking ; Mr. Lees thinks it a pity to take up such a seemingly unproductive field while so many more promising fields call for atten- tion ; he moreover thinks that the only way to do much for Mongolia is through China ; Dr. Edkins thinks I spend too much time and labour over the Mongols, his idea being seemingly a combination of Mongol and Chinese work, with a preponderating tendency towards Chinese ; Dr. Dudgeon has always regarded the Mongol mission as hardly practicable. ' On the principle, however, of Sow beside all waters, and Thou knowest not which shall prosper, this or that, per- haps it is well that the Gospel should be exhibited to the Mongols also, and if anyone is to go to Mongolia, perhaps many people would have more disqualifications than myself." In 1877 there was what seemed to be a very hopeful development of Christian work in Shantung, and Mr. Gilmour and Mr. Owen visited that district and baptized a large number of converts. Still later, Dr. Edkins and Mr. OwQnon a,nothier visit, baptized sprue two hundred people. 11 2 n6 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA With reference to this latter ingathering Mr. Gilmour wrote, ' I much regret that we have not some definite system of putting men on a period of probation. . . . About these two hundred I have nothing to say, but of the hundred odd Mr. Owen and I baptized in November I have to admit that, making all allowances, some of them cause me more anxiety than satisfaction.' There was, unfortunately, only too much ground for this fear. Ultimately the movement dwindled almost as rapidly as it had developed, and with little permanent benefit to the missionary cause. Shan- tung had been devastated by famine, locusts, and cholera. Missionaries brought relief to the stricken people, giving both money and food. Large numbers were drawn towards the new religion by this example of its deeds, and most of the converts had professed Christianity in the hope of getting something by its means. But this incident brought to a head a divergence of view as to the whole conduct of affairs in the Peking mission between the two older missionaries, Dr. Edkins and Dr. Dudgeon, and their three younger colleagues, Mr. GiJmour, Mr. Owen, and Mr. Meech. Into this strenuous and protracted controversy we do not propose to enter. Both parties were actuated by high and honourable motives ; both were able to express their views pointedly, and with all appropriate force. In the end the view advocated by Mr. Gilmour triumphed. This was that, so far as possible, no pecuniary inducement whatever, either by way of payment for services, or even employment in connection with the mission, should be allowed to influence a Chinaman's judgment in the accept- ance of Christianity. Gilmour could take an active pare in the discussions only during his winter residence in ' IN JO URNE YINGS OFTEN, IN PERILS OF RIVERS ' 117 Peking. But the reader who has followed its history so far will be quite prepared to learn that he made up for the infrequency of his participation in the controversy by the energy which he displayed when he did so. And in depicting Gilmour as he was, it is essential that he should be seen when opposing no less than, as he much preferred to be in all matters affecting the welfare of the mission, in the heartiest concord with his colleagues. And yet his keenest opponents would cordially assent to the following statement by one who took an active part in all the discussions. It is mainly for the purpose of empha- sising this testimony that the matter is referred to here. 'When in Peking Gilmour took his full share in the debates which were constantly arising. Although he could and did argue to the extremest point, and very hot and sharp words might be spoken during the discussion, he harboured no bitterness of feeling against his opponents. After ex- cited argument he would get up and say, " Nevertheless I love you." Nor were these empty words. He was kind, and willing to help all, and was doing acts of service con- tinually for those who opposed him most.' Towards the close of 1878 the Rev. J. S. Barradale, of the Tientsin Mission, died, leaving the Rev. J. Lees alone without a Chinese-speaking helper. Mr. Gilmour sym- pathised deeply with him in his loss, and wrote to say that, so long as Mr. Lees was thus left alone, he would be glad to make two trips annually to his country stations, either ivith him m for him. Mr. Gilmour's journal of this work is not only a record of the willingness with which he added gladly to his own heavy labours in order to assist a colleague ; but it also gives some most realistic pictures of Ii8 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA what ordinary life in China is like, and under what condi- tions evangelistic itineration there is carried on. Some of the districts visited had just been devastated by a severe famine. ' From Tientsin to Hsiao Chang is five days' journey. Three hours out from Tientsin we came upon some dogs feasting on a corpse lying at a cross-road. The dogs belonged to cottagers near, but no attempt was made by the owners to keep them away ; no one took the trouble to bury the body or cover it up even. Later on we passed through one famine-devastated district. Half the houses in the villages were unroofed ; large tracts of land were untilled ; the landscape was almost entirely destitute of animal life ; travellers were nowhere to be seen ; round the villages the little stacks of straw and fuel were not to be seen ; the lanes were silent ; no dogs, no cocks and hens, no pigs ; no groups of children playing or running after the foreigner as he passed by ; and the words of Scripture came to my mind, " the land desolate without inhabitant." We continued to pass these desolations for about sixty English miles. We stopped a night in one of these ruined villages, and Mr. Lees took me round the place to see the- nature and extent of the destruction. Closer inspection revealed even more ruin than a mere traveller's passing look would detect ; for, evidently, some care had been taken to leave house walls and boundary walls on the street standing, so as to hide some part of the destruction, and thus make things look better than they really were. ' Natives of the place gave us numbers, which showed the population was then estimated at not much, if any, more than half the. former population. It was expressly stated, however, that the missing half were not regarded as all.dead ; very many were dead, had died in the place, but many had gone elsewhere in most cases no one knew ' IN JO URNE YINGS OFTEN, IN PERILS OF RIVERS ' 119 where. Of these some few would doubtless return ; but it is to be feared that the mortality in a hard year among famine refugees is very large, and of those who left their homes and native places, the few that may eventually return will be very few, I fear. ' Doesn't the Bible say that it is a harder fate to die of famine than to die by the sword to die stricken through for want of the fruits of the earth ? But of all those who died in the famine in North China there is one class whose case is perhaps more distressing than ordinary. A large number of people seem to have died just as the harvest a plentiful one ripened. Through all these hard dreary months, when, day after day, month after month, they looked for and longed for rain, those I now speak of struggled through, kept up hope, fared hard, hoped eagerly, and at last saw the rain come, saw the crops flourishing, saw them beginning to ripen, congratulated themselves and others on the pro- spect of abundant food and better days. But they were to see it with their eyes, but not to cat thereof. As far as could be gathered from the natives themselves, the case would seem to be thus. ' The great mass of the population was much reduced in bodily strength by the long period of half-starvation they went through ; summer and early autumn came with the rains and the attendant ague, which last the ague still more reduced the strength of their already emaciated frames. You can imagine them, with lean faces and hungry eyes, tottering about the fields, and counting the days that must yet elapse before the grain would ripen. The rage of hunger was no longer to be borne ; they anticipated by a few days the ripening ; took the grain, still a little green- perhaps sometimes very green and put it into the pot. But here again was another difficulty. The fuel used is grain stalks, and the famine deprived them at once of food and fuel. Green grain they might cook, but green-grain stalks 120 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA would not burn. Fuel was thus deficient ; and was it wonderful if, as they stood round the pot, and the fuel was deficient, their patience should fail them and they should fall upon the food half cooked ? That was bad enough ; but that is not all. The Chinese have nearly as little self- control as children ; and is it to be wondered at if, when at last, after long months of the 'slow torture of unappeased hunger, they found a full meal before them, they should have eaten to the full ? When a man emaciated from having gone through a famine, and further enfeebled after repeated prostrations by ague, at length rises up and gorges himself with farinaceous food, half ripe and half cooked, the consequences are not difficult to divine. Diarrhoea and dysentery set in, and became fearfully prevalent not only prevalent, but peculiarly fatal. To make matters worse, medicines in that part of the country are dear ; the people were too poor to get medical help, and great numbers who had lived to see the famine end and prosperity return lived only to see the prosperity, and to die when it touched them. The famine fever in summer seems to have been fearfully prevalent. It is said that in a single courtyard two or three people would be lying about the gate, two or thr.ce under the shadow of some house, two or three more inside the house all stricken down with fever. The air of some villages is said to have been loaded with the effluvia to such an extent that one riding along the street perceptibly discerned the taint in the atmosphere. The fever was deadly too, but evidently not so deadly in proportion as the autumn dysentery. Frequently, when talking to a boy, we would hear he was an orphan, and, "on inquiry, he told that his father had died in autumn ; frequently, in talking to a woman, we would hear that she was a widow, and, on asking when her husband died, the reply was, " Autumn." ' We reached Hsiao Chang in a snowstorm on Saturday afternoon. A few of the people, doubtless, heard of our 1 IN JO URNE YINGS OFTEN, IN PERILS OF RIVERS ' 121 arrival ; but those of the other villages probably, did not know we had come ; so that our being there, perhaps, did not materially increase the number of the congregation that assembled next day (Sunday). Sunday was a dull, uncom- fortable day ; the ground covered with snow ; the sky still covered with clouds ; no sunshine ; yet there was a congrega- tion of about one hundred and thirty, of whom eighty (about) would be women, and fifty (about) be men. The next Sabbath, January 26, was still dull ; the congregation numbered about two hundred and eighty men, say, one hundred and thirty ; women, say, one hundred and fifty. Mr. Lees took the women into the chapel. I took the men outside in another court, and preached to them from a terrace which gave me a commanding view of my congre- gation. Mr. Lees had too little ventilation, I had too much of it ; but both of our congregations listened well, though there was no sun, though the cold was intense, and though stray flakes of snow wandered slowly down among us as we worshipped. The next Sabbath, February 2, was fine. All except adherents were excluded, and the congregation numbered about eighty men, and one hundred and twenty women. Twelve men and seven women were baptized. ' The most novel feature of the work I noticed was the eagerness displayed to learn and sing hymns. Sometimes poor old women, from whom we could not extract much Catechism information about the unity in trinity and other theological mysteries, brightened up their old wrinkled faces when asked if they could sing, and when asked to give us a specimen of their singing, would raise their cracked and quavering voices and go through " There is a happy land," or " The Great Physician," or " Safe in the arms of Jesus," a good deal out of tune here and there, it is true, but on the whole creditably as regards music, and with an apparent earnestness and feeling that was hard to 122 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA witness with dry eyes. And if the old women sang thus, what of the young people ? They seemed to revel in hymns. The old, big, orthodox hymn-book used in our chapels got a good deal of patronage and attention ; but their great favourites were those in a small collection of the Sankey revival hymns translated (with a few excep- tions) and published by Mr. Lees. These hymns contain good gospel, seem to be easily learned, and are set to tunes which the Chinese seem never to sing themselves tired of. The preachers have mastered a goodly number of them, and teach them to all comers ; but, Mr. Lees being a singer, of course, when he arrived, there were high singing festivals, and the practice at evening prayers was sometimes so vigorous and prolonged that the tympanum of one of my ears began to show symptoms of defeat. These hymns I regard as a most powerful auxiliary to the other Gospel agencies at work, and I hope a great deal of good from them. ' Every Chinaman wants looking after. Even the best and most trustworthy men are all the better for being well and carefully superintended. In fact, the better a man is, the better he pays for being well looked after. The present state of country mission work in North China calls for careful supervision in an especial degree. Unforeseen circumstances arise that need prompt action where a \yrong course of action may be disastrous ; something or other happens that dismays the whole of the little Christian corn^ munity ; something or other happens that lifts them up into pride ; the Christians are like little islands of Christianity isolated in a vast ocean of heathenism, and the waves seem to threaten to swallow them up. The missionary, simply by going and putting in an appearance, or by giving a little simple advice, or by speaking a few words of encourage- ment, or by devising a few simple methods, or. making a few simple arrangements, can often keep the Church out of 1 IN JO URNE YINGS OFTEN, IN PERILS OF RIVERS ' 1 23 moral danger, infuse new hope and courage to the members and preachers, and, under God, put fresh life and vigour into the whole concern. As iron sharpeneth iron, so doth a man the face of his friend ; and this is true in an especial degree of a missionary and his preachers and converts.' In the course of a subsequent tour in the same district, in 1880, he gives in his diary a sketch of a sermon preached by Liu, his Chinese helper, one which may be taken as a specimen of the best class of address given by a converted Chinaman to his fellow-countrymen. ' Liu's subject was from Revelation, " Whosoever will, let him take of the water of life freely." He went into an elaborate detail about the use of water, washing, laying the dust in a room being swept out, (a la Bunyan) making a sinking sand hard and good for a cart and man to travel on. Finally, he got to a couple of good stories about a man who got drunk and had his face blackened, so that when he came home his own father did not know him and would not let him in, and when he saw himself accidentally in a mirror he did not know himself. His drunkenness had completely changed his appearance and voice even. ' So God made us in His own image, but sin has terribly changed us. Purified by the Holy Ghost we may again be like ourselves and God. ' The service lasted about two hours and ten minutes. The story parts of the sermon were very effective.' A later entry in the diary runs : ' Had service. Preached "Jesus saves," the sermon for the heathen of that name.' One who often heard him preach in China gives the follow- ing estimate of his power and method in delivering his message : . ' As a preacher Gilmour was most unconventional. His 124 JAMES G1LMOUR OF MONGOLIA sermons were direct talks, without any attempt at rhetoric. They were plentifully illustrated, largely from events in his own experience. Laughable allusions or quaint ways of putting things were frequently used. While there was not much attractive in the manner of the preacher, the directness of his remark and his evident earnestness always made his sermons appreciated and enjoyed. The Chinese were always glad to hear him, and words he used to speak are often referred to.' Writing on one occasion to a friend in England being educated for the Christian ministry, who had just taken one of the higher degrees at the London University, he said : * I don't think our work is so much unlike, after all. You witness for Christ, so do I ; and though you are in a Christian country and I in a heathen land, human nature is human nature, and not so different as might be supposed. You may, pray you may, see more fruit of your work than I do, but your trials, and difficulties, and temptations will be, no doubt are, pretty much the same as mine. May the Lord help you and bless you now and for ever ! I hope He will help you to have ever a heart ready to preach simply the simple Gospel to your hearers, half of whom, perhaps, know almost nothing of salvation, though theyliave been listen- ing to sermons about it all their lives, and would not know in the least to which hand to turn if they were aroused and became anxious to be saved. I'll give you a text, which I think peculiarly suitable for you, now a graduate. Isaiah 1. 4 " The Lord God hath given me the tongue of the learned, that I should know how to speak a word in season to him that is weary." I like to dwell on this text Learning should not make deep sermons, hard to be understood ; on the contrary, it should be ail employed ' IN JO URNE YINGS OFTEN, IN PERILS OF RIVERS ' 125 to make the road simple and clear. Forgive me for exhorting you so, but I can't refrain from it when I think of the many learned men I know at home and here who employ their learning in giving learned sermons, not in making the way simple and plain.' The sermon referred to in the extract quoted above from the diary is based on Matt. i. 21. It was never written out ; but the notes of it lie before us, and we quote them as an illustration of his way of addressing both Chinese and English audiences. It may interest the reader to endeavour to make out from it the line of thought, and any who may have heard him preach or speak will find it easy to recall how he preached it. 'Matt. i. 21. ' He shall save people from their sins.' ' Talk to a man, he admits he is sinner ; by-and-by he will break off and become good. ' He does not really know what sin is. Egypt ! ' It is a disease ; 'if you get it can you leave it off? Your blood is tainted. ' It is a fire ; once light it, you can't quench it, it smoulders and breaks out afresh. ' It is an evil root, evil weed, can easy sow, not extirpate. ' Sin is like the current above Niagara. ' It becomes a habit. Indulgence makes habit grow. ' It is like a spider ; one thread after another binds up a fly. ' Such is sin murder, robbery, theft, adultery, unclean- ness, lying, covetousness, hatred, anger, malice, want of love to God or man. ' Many of these sins you not accused of, but you have sin : sin is fatal, can you free yourself? Jesus is to do it. 126 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA ' Disease, fire, root, current, habit, fly. TJie man cannot free himself: Jesus must set him free. ' Not only from Hell, but from sin. ' Suppose you were freed only from Hell, and transported to Heaven, could you be happy ? Who would be your companions? ' Ignorant (wicked) man in company of learned (holy). ' A Tientsin vagrant became chair-bearer ; had clothes, etc., but only for a day ; he was soon naked again. ' Christ does not transport to Heaven only. 'Disease. Not die from it ; He cures it. ' Fire. Not consumed by it ; He quenches it ' Root of evil ; He clears from the ground. 4 Niagara. He lifts you out of the current on to an island. ' Habit. He sets you free from it. ' Spider's fly. He not only takes from the spider ; but He sets it free from the toils. 'Jesus gives second nature ; you are born again. ' But upon one condition, your consent. The disease is severe : you must obey doctor ; if you do not submit to operation ; not take bitter drugs ; then he docs not heal. ' Lead a man to Peking : not come, not follow : leave him : lead to heaven, paths of holiness not follow, not reach. ' Has Christ saved you ? If yes, visible to self and others. He is not only an object of respect, admiration : He is the doctor into whose hands you put your soul for treatment ' Two brothers, Kite, Loc, Pet Dog. ' John of Hankow's Liu, see Chronicle ; dead v. alive ; sick (of fever) v. whole. Is it last time ? Mongols feel queer. ' Missionaries. Mongol doctor who had rtot courage, to treat himself. ' 5. S. TeacJier : Paul : be a castaway, 'Christ Matt i. 21-23. 1 IN JO URNE YIA'GS OFTEN, IN PERILS OF RIVERS ' 127 ' Any religion good enough. No : no religion breaks bondage of sin : go down to death in sin's slavery. Only Jesus can save from sin. Ask, and He'll do //.' During the winters in Peking he still used every effort to get at the Mongols frequenting the capital. 4 The Mongols who visit Peking connect themselves with two great centres. " The Outside Lodging," which is about a mile or more north of the north wall of Peking, and is also called the " Halha Lodging," because it is the great resort of the Northern Mongols, and the " Inside Lodging," which is near the inside of the south wall of the Manchu City of Peking, is situated close behind the English Legation, and is also called the " Cold Lodging ; " this name being probably due to the fact that in the open space in this "Inside Lodging" a good many Mongols camp out in their tents, in place of hiring courts and rooms from the Chinese. These are the two great centres for Mongols in Peking. Many of them lodge in the immediate neighbourhood, and even those who lodge in other parts of the city frequent these two centres ; so that, if any one wants to know whether or not any individual Mongol has come to Peking, he seeks him at one or other of these marts. ' In the winter of 1879-80 I set up a book-stall, with a Chinaman to care for it, at the Outside Lodging, going myself, as a rule, every second day. This winter I followed the example of the pedlars, and, hanging two bags of books from my shoulders, hunted the Mongols out, going not only to the trading places, but in and out among the lanes where they lodged, visiting the Outside Lodging first and the Inside Lodging later in the day. The number of Mongols outside the city became latterly so small that it was not visited very often ; but during the Chinese eleventh and the first part of the twelfth month, the number of 128 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA Mongols to be met with at the Inside Lodging was fair, and the number of books disposed of altogether, both outside and inside the city, amounted to seven hundred and fourteen. ' In many cases the Mongols, before buying, and not unfrequently after buying, would insist on having the book read, supposing that they got more for their money when they not only had the book, but had me let them hear its contents. Of course I was only too glad to have the opportunity of reading, which readily changed to oppor- tunity for talking ; and in this way, from time to time, little groups of Mongols would gather round and listen to short addresses on the main doctrines of Christianity. Several men whom I accosted seemed familiar with the name of Jesus, and had some knowledge of Christianity. Some bought the books eagerly ; some not only did not buy themselves, but exhorted others not to buy ; some openly spoke against Christianity ; but a great many of those who listened to an address or took part in a conver- sation evinced interest in the subjects spoken of, and remarked that salvation by another bearing our sin was a reasonable doctrine. As the purchasers of these books hailed from all parts of Mongolia, the tracts thus put into their hands will reach to even remote localities in the west, north, and east, and my prayer is that the reading of them may be the beginning of what shall lead to a saving know- ledge of the truth in some minds. Hoping for some good result, I had my address stamped on many of the books, to enable such as might wish to learn more to know where to come. ' In some cases, Mongols wishing to buy books had no money, but were willing to give goods instead ; and thus it happened that I sometimes made my way home at night with a miscellaneous collection of cheese, sour-curd, butter and millet cake and sheep's fat, representing the produce of part of the day's sales/ ' IN JO URNE YL\CS OFTEN, IN PERILS OF RIVERS ' 129 A short time before he returned to England on his first furlough he drew up a report, in which he places on record some of the results of his ten years' experience of Mongol life and habits. ' On one occasion I was living some weeks in a Mongol's tent. It was late in the year. Lights were put out soon after dark. The nights were long in reality, and, in such unsatisfactory surroundings as the discomforts of a poor tent and doubtful companions, the nights seemed longer than they were. At sunrise I was only too glad to escape from smoke and everything else to the retirement of the crest of a low ridge of hills near the tent. This, perhaps the most natural thing in the world for a foreigner, was utterly inexplicable to the Mongols. The idea that any man should get out of his bed at sunrise and climb a hill for nothing ! He must be up to mischief ! He must be secretly taking away the luck of the land ! This went on for some time, the Mongols all alive with suspicion, and the unsuspecting foreigner retiring regularly morning after morning, till at length a drunken man blurted out the whole thing, and openly stated the conviction that the inhabitants had arrived at, namely, that this extraordinary morning walk of the foreigner on the hill crest boded no good to the country. To remain among the people I had to give up my morning retirement. ' The Mongols are very suspicious of seeing a foreigner writing. What can he be up to ? they say among them- selves. Is he taking notes of the capabilities of the cuuntry ? Is he marking out a road map, so that he can return guiding an army ? Is he, as a wizard, carrying off the good luck of the country in his note-book ? These, and a great many others, are the questions that they ask among themselves and put to the foreigner when they see I ;30 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA him writing ; and if he desires to conciliate the good-will of the people, and to win their confidence, the missionary must abstain from walking and writing while he is among them. ' On another point, too, a missionary must be careful. He must not go about shooting. Killing beasts or birds the Mongols regard as peculiarly sinful, and anyone who wished to teach them religious truth would make the attempt under great disadvantage if he carried and used a gun. This, however, is a prejudice that it is not so difficult to refrain from offending. ' The diseases presented for treatment are legion, but the most common cases are skin diseases and diseases of the eye and teeth. Perhaps rheumatism is the disease of Mongolia ; but the manner of life and customs of the Mongols are such that it is useless to attempt to cure it. Cure it to-day, it is contracted again .to-morrow. Skin diseases present a fair field for a medical missionary. They are so common, and the Mongolian treatment of them is so far removed from common-sense, that anyone with a few medicines and a little intelligence has ample opportunity of benefiting many sufferers. The same may be said of the eye. The glare of the sun on the Plain at all seasons, except when the grass is fresh and green in summer, the blinding sheen from the snowy expanse in winter, and the continual smoke that hangs like a cloud two or three feet above the floor of the tent, all combine to attack the eye. Eye diseases are therefore very common. The lama medicines seem to be able to do nothing for such cases, and a few remedies in a foreigner's hands work cures that seem wonderful to the Mongols. 1 In many cases, when a Mongol applies to his doctor, he simply extends his hand, and expects that the doctor, by simply feeling his pulse, will be able to tell, not only the disease, but what will cure it. As soon as the doctor AV JO URNE \ 'INGS OFTEN, IN PERILS OF RIVERS ' 131 has felt the pulse of one hand, the patient at once extends the other hand that .the pulse may be felt there also, and great surprise is manifested when a foreigner begins his diagnosis of a case by declining the proffered wrist and asking questions. 'The question of " How did you get this disease?" often elicits some curiously superstitious replies. One man lays the blame on the stars and constellations. Another confesses that when he was a lad he was mischievous, and dug holes in the ground or cut shrubs on the hill, and it is not difficult to see how he regards disease as a punishment for digging, since by digging worms are killed ; but what cutting wood on a hill can have to do with sin it is harder to see, except it be regarded as stealing the possessions of the spiritual .lord of the locality. In consulting a doctor, too, a Mongol seems to lay a deal of stress on the belief that it is his/- cession when they are carried to their grave. When one of these enormous funerals, with a procession sometimes a quarter of a mile long, comes by, it is a very bad job for your congregation. Out they go to have a look at it. 'Then the interruption is sometimes another thing, and this last one is a more difficult case to settle. When one of the upper ten thousand in China has a marriage, they want to have a great exhibition ; and after they have bought the furniture, they get and hire a great many men, and have them dressed to carry that furniture in procession along the streets and show it to their neighbours. ' First comes a great wardrobe, and then a little cupboard, a washstand, a square table, and all sorts of furniture. Now .when that comes, what are you to do ? They have been at the expense of paying for an exhibition for their neighbours -to see, and they feel that it would be unneighbourly if they did not step to the door and look out and see the things carried past, and there goes your congregation. Some- times unusual interruptions happen. I remember once a .woman put her head in at the door. Women do not come ^to;. these chapels often I am very glad they do not. That .woman put her head in at the door, and I saw danger. She glared round the place, and then she spied one man, and she shouted out something at him : " Come out of that!" and,, friends, he came out of that, in a big hurry, too. He disturbed us very considerably. It was not the jwornansQ much as the man we all pitied him as he went out. A ' Those audiences are very mixed, and they are very curious, to your eyes. Sometimes I see those audiences, most of whom we do not know anything about, listening to what I have to tell them, quite as still as you are now their pipes out, the smoke cleared away. They lean for- ward and listen just as still as audiences in this country sometimes listen when the preacher, in an interesting dis- course, is coming up to a division of his subject. And, friends, let me tell you what it is that makes them listen best of all it is the central doctrine of the truth of Christi 7 ^anity. When we come to tell them of how Christ left the surroundings of heaven, and came to spend so many years in such very poor, unsympathetic company on earth (and that is a subject that a missionary sometimes can talk -feelingly upon when he has been in a foreign country for some time), when we can tell them that, and then come to the last and greatest part of all : how Christ allowed Him- self, for love of man, to be nailed to the cross, and not only that, but kept in Him that gentle spirit that made Him pray for those who were putting Him to death oh, friends, THE VISIT TO ENGLAND IN 1882 tjf when we come to that and tell them of it I know that a Chinaman is degraded, corrupt, sensual, material, but he has a human heart ; and when you can get at the heart, it responds to the story of the Cross. We want to do some- thing in drawing the net, and so, on this table in the corner, there is a pile of books, and as it gets towards the time to close, I say to the friends, " Now, you will soon be going away to your evening meal ; and as I am a foreigner, pro- bably you have not understood all that I have said ; " and then I say, " Now, before you go, there are a number of books upon this table, where you will find the whole of this subject put down in black and white ; will you just come up and have a look at the books before you go ? " We want, if possible, to establish a point of contact with them, and so to get a little private conversation, as it were. If you ask them to come up and look at a book, and they ask TiHe price of it, you have an opportunity of talking to them, and some of these men not only buy the books, but they read them and come back for others. ' Now, how does the matter stand ? These heathen have been in our chapel, and we have taken the opportunity of putting some of the truth into their hearts ; but I know a good part, much, it may be, of what the man has heard when he goes out well, it is stolen away, or it is trampled under foot ; but some part of it remains. ' And now I can come to the practical part. I have not been trying to entertain you, but I have been trying to interest you, and what I want to impress upon you is this : after those men have left the chapel you can do as much for their conversion as we can do in China. I want you to pray for the conversion of these men to whom we in Peking, and others in other parts of the world, are the means of communicating these truths of Christ. I believe it is not only the earnestness of the missionary that is going to produce results, but it is your earnestness here/ UJ2 : JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA -We are your agents, and I believe, fervently, we shall have -results there in direct proportion to the measure of your learnestness here. I believe I am speaking to the right -people when I ask you to pray. Unprayed for, I feel very 6 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA promptly. March 26, 1889, was the day, and Peking the place. On April 4 he left Peking, and on the 2Oth he sailed from Shanghai. He arrived in London on May 25. This visit to England in 1889 was a great refreshment bodily, mental, and spiritual, to the overwrought labourer. The voyage itself, enforcing rest from all ordinary avoca- tions, by removing Mr. Gilmour from the depressing sur- roundings amid which he had spent so much of the last three years, began the restorative process. He was begin- ning to feel in himself great benefit from the change even by the time he reached London. But the six years which had passed since he last walked the London streets had left their mark upon him. He had drawn to the utmost upon his physical and spiritual strength in the service of those for whose conversion he lived and toiled. He had been through the deep waters of personal affliction when his wife passed into the sinless life. The many toils and hardships of the passing years had drawn deep furrows upon the cheery face, and the eyes showed evidence of the mental and spiritual strain. So sudden was the resolution to return, and so prompt his action upon it, that few knew even of the probability until he was actually here. On May 27, 1889, the writer was sitting in his room, overlooking the pleasant garden that brightens up the north-eastern corner of St Paul's Churchyard, in conversation with a gentleman, when a knock came at the door and a head appeared. Not seeing it very clearly, and at the same time asking for a minute's delay while the business in hand was completed, the head disappeared. As soon as the first visitor departed a man entered and stood near the door. I looked at him with A CHANGE OF FIELD 227 the conviction that I knew him, and yet could not recall the true mental association, when the old smile broke over his face, and he burst into a laugh, saying, ' Why, man, you don't know me.' ' Yes, I do,' I replied, 'you're Gilmour ; but I thought that at this moment you were in Mongolia.' But when I was able to scrutinise him closely I was shocked to see how very evident were the signs of stress and strain. It was not wholly inexcusable, even in an old friend, to fail to instantly recognise in the worn and apparently broken man, thought to be hard at work many thousands of miles away, the strong and cheery Gilmour of 1883. Carrying him off home, we talked far into the night, not because his host thought it a good thing for the invalid, but because he was so full of his work and its difficulties and its pressing needs, and what he hoped to do on behalf of Mongolia by his visit home, that there seemed no pos- sible alternative but to let him talk himself weary. And how splendidly he talked ! He pictured his life at a Mongol inn. He ranged over the whole opium and whisky and tobacco controversy. He gave, with all the dramatic effect of which he was so great a master, the story of how he forced home upon the Chinese and Mongols, until even tJiey admitted the force of the reasoning, how natural it was that famine should visit them when they gave up their land to opium, and their grain to the manufacture of whisky. He gave in rapid dialogue his own questions, the native re- joinders, and he so vividly pictured the scene that his hearer could fancy himself standing under the tent, surrounded by Chinese and Mongols, and assenting, as they did, to the earnest and far-reaching conclusions of the speaker. F2 228 CHAPTER X PERSONAL CHARACTERISTICS AS ILLUSTRATED BY LETTERS TO RELATIVES AND FRIENDS THIS break in active work affords a convenient occasion for exhibiting in a still stronger light, by means of selections from his correspondence, some important sides of James Gilmour's character. He was a good correspondent and wrote freely to his relatives and friends. We have quoted largely hitherto from his official reports and from letters that refer to the condition and progress of his life-work. But it is in the letters addressed to the circle of relatives and most intimate friends that he reveals more fully the deeper side of his life, and the strong and tender affection of his nature. He corresponded regularly with his parents until the earthly tie was broken by the death of his mother in 1884 and of his father in 1888. His letters to the latter were very beautiful, especially those designed to strengthen his faith in the closing years when he had passed the eightieth milestone. The tone of the correspondence may be judged from the following examples : ' Peking : Friday, January 23, 1885. 'My dear Father, So this must in future be the head- ing of my letters no longer my dear parents. Mother has gone. Yours of November 21 reached me this after- PERSONAL CHARACTERISTICS 229 noon, or evening rather. As I came home from the chapel I found a beggar waiting at the gate. I thought he was going to beg, but he did not. Inside I found the gate-keeper waiting at our house door for a reply note, to say that the letter had been delivered. I went to my study, and was praying for a blessing on the chapel preaching when Emily came. I let her in. She had your letter in her hand. It had come by Russia, and the Russian post sometimes sends over our mail by a Peking beggar, paying him of course. ' I have not had time to think yet. On my heels came in men for the prayer-meeting we hold in our house on Friday evening, and till now I have been almost continu- ously engaged. It is now 10.20 P.M. It so happens that this week I am much behind in my sermon preparation for Sunday, and it also happens that I am going to preach on whole families believing on Christ. What brought this subject to my mind is one of our old Christians who is dying, the only Christian in his whole family. His great grief is that they (his family) remain heathens. In addition, too, a Christian father admitted to a missionary the other day that he had not taught Christ to his daughter who had just died. Preaching on this subject I will have something to say about my own dear, good, anxious mother, and of how she used to say when I was a boy, " What a terrible tiling it will be if I see you shut out of heaven ! " She did not say terrible ; " unco " was her word. ' I have not yet had time to realise my loss, and cannot .think of the Hamilton house as being without her. Eh, man ! you know how good a mother she was to us, and I have some idea of what a companion and help she was to you. You two had nearly fifty years together. You must feel lonely without her. Fathers and mothers are thought much of by the Chinese, and you, at my suggestion, were most heartily and feelingly prayed for by the Chinese at 230 JAMES G1LMOUR OF MONGOLIA our prayer-meeting to-night. You would have felt quite touched could you have heard and understood them.' There is a special interest attaching to the sentence used frequently by his mother. On page 41 he refers to his conversion, but no record appears to have been pre- served, giving any detail or fixing with any exactness the date. But his brothers have a conviction that his constant recollection of the oft-repeated and well-remembered words, ' What an unco thing it will be if I see you shut out of heaven ! ' was one of the most potent influences in bringing about his conversion. The letters immediately following were written during the last two years of his father's life. * Let us not be disturbed at all about our not having more communication. I pray often for you and remember you more frequently still, and feel more and more that earth is a shifting scene, that here we have no permanent place, that heaven is our home, that your wife my dear mother has gone there, that my wife has gone there and is now in the Golden City, and that, sooner or later, you and I will be there, and that, when there, we'll have plenty of time to sit about and talk all together in a company. Lately I have come to see that we have but to put our- selves into the hands of Jesus and let Him do with us as He likes, and He'll save us sure and certain. He can make us willing even to let Him change us and train us. 'You are eighty years old. I am proud of you. I like to think of your life. Mother told me, when I was a lad, of some of your early struggles. God has been with you and guided you on through all to a good old age of honour and respect and love. Trust Him and He'll not leave you. Pcpend upon it, God has something better for us in the PERSONAL CHARACTERISTICS 231 world to come than He has ever given us here. And it is not difficult to get it. God wants to give it to us all ; offers it to us, and is distressed if we don't take it. We have only to go to Christ and ask Jesus to make it all right for us, and He'll do it. I know you are in earnest. Jesus will turn away no earnest man.' Mr. Gilmour senior acted as steward of the little store which his son by rigid economy was amassing for the benefit of his children. Scotch thrift was well exemplified in them both. But in the course of 1887 James Gilmour became troubled about this accumulation of even that small sum which he could call his own. In his lonely introspective Mongolian life the possession of money came to wear in his view the aspect of distrusting God. At this juncture the London Missionary Society was in a some- what serious state as regards funds. A special appeal had been sent out indicating that if additional funds were not forthcoming, some fields of work might have to be given up. James Gilmour's response was an order to pay over anonymously the sum of ioo/. to the general funds of the Society, and 5o/. to that set apart for widows and orphans ' March 1 6, 1887. ' My dear Father, Some explanation is due to you of the order to pay the London Missionary Society ioo/. of my money as a contribution to their funds. 1 The money that I have in the bank is the result of long and, much of it, of self-denying savings on my part and the part of my late wife more on hers than mine, perhaps. When she died, and I was going off to this remote and isolated field, it was a comfort to me to think- that in the event of my death there was a little sum laid past which would help my sons to get an education. I 232 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA have added to that sum all I could from my house-furni- ture sale, &c., and it has reached a good figure the exact sum I cannot yet tell I have not yet had your account for 1886. ' Some time ago God seemed to say, " Entrust that money to My keeping ! " and, as days went on, the command seemed to get more loud and be ever present, so much so that finally I could not read my Bible for it or pray. I had no resource left but to obey ; I did not like to give it up ; but finally it has appeared to me that God is only keeping the funds for the lads and that He will arrange for them to have them all right when they arc needed. How He can do this I need not ask. He may, for instance, keep me alive for the sake of the lads. In one sense it seems an unwise thing not to be laying up something for the children's education ; but that is only one side of it. God seems to ask me to trust Him with my children, and I trust Him with them. They are far from my care and control, and I know such painful cases of the children of missionaries growing up unbelievers that I dare not do anything that seems to me not to be putting them fully into God's care and up-bringing. ' In addition, I am exhorting people here to become Christians, by doing which they throw themselves and their children outside of the community. I tell them to do it, and trust God's protecting them in troubles and helping them in difficulties ; and I can hardly do that if I have not faith in God myself for me and mine. ' Again, I need God's help and blessing much in my work here, and I do not seem to myself to be able to expect it if I do not trust Him. So please regard the money removed as not lost, only put into a safer bank.' The following letter, also dealing with money matters from the Christian point of view, is so striking in many PERSONAL CHARACTERISTICS 233 ways that it has been deemed advisable to quote it in extcnso : ' Ch'ao Vang, Mongolia : May 6, 1888. ' My dear Father, Enclosed please find some directions about the disposal of my money. These arrangements are so contrary to my previous arrangements that some explanation is due to you and to my brothers. Here they are. ' In my mission work out here I am much thrown upon God. The field is a very hard one. The superstitions arc like towns walled up to heaven. The power of man avails nothing against them. As far as man is concerned I am almost alone. I turn to God. I hear the words, " Not by might nor by power, but by My Spirit," saith the Lord. I trust Him. I call upon Him. I commune with Him. He comes near me. I ask Him to convert men. There are conversions, a few true, as far as I can judge. But there seems some barrier between God and me to a certain extent. Thinking round to see what it can be, I hear a voice saying, " Can't you trust Me with the money you have laid up for your children ? " I think over it. I pray over it. I say, " I may die and the boys need the money." God replies, " If you trust Me with it, don't you think I'd give them it as they needed ? " I say, " But my father and brothers might not see it so, and might not like the idea of destitute orphan children on their hands." God replies, " With Me for their banker children are not destitute, and if you prefer father and brothers before Me, you are not worthy of Me." Then I say, " What will you have me do ? " God says, " Give Me the money ; I'll see they have all that is necessary." I dare not disobey. I don't want to dis- obey. I am so much exercised over the spiritual well-being of the boys, that I gladly do anything that will make them in any sense more specially protege's of God. I am alarmed 234 JAMES G1LMOUR OF MONGOLIA at the fate of some missionaries' children who have not turned out godly men. Preserve the boys from this ! ' This is no sudden resolution. I have thought and prayed much over it. I can delay this step no longer without feeling I would be refusing to follow God's guidance. I feel, too, that God has so many ways in which He can bless the lads and me, that in making this arrangement I am running no risk. The only thing I am not quite clear about is the detailed disposition of the money. Meantime, it seems to me that I can best use it for God in this mission here. I mean to bank it in Peking, in the first instance, and use it for renting or buying premises. ' As to the general principle of having money for our- selves or children, I do not think God asks us all to put all we may have or get thus in His keeping, or asks me even to put all into His keeping in this especial manner. You know the money was originally saved from the salary given by the mission, and in this sense is peculiar. Money that I had earned by trade, or otherwise come by, I do not think God would ask me to dispose of it so. But His voice seems very plain in this present case. ' My salary I shall still have paid to me, and the chil- dren's remittances shall come as usual. If I live I guess this will be enough for the education of the lads. If I die, the lads are not destitute. Even in a worldly sense, and quite apart from this sum which I am banking with God, and which I am sure He'll repay with compound interest when needed, if left orphans they would be in some sense provided for by the London Missionary Society, which, though it gives no pensions to any one, yet yearly raises funds and gives money to broken-down old missionaries, widows, and orphans. I don't suppose it is much or enough, but it is something. I say this that you may not be troubled should your faith be weak or waver. ' I hope that these arrangements may not seem unwise PERSONAL CHARACTERISTICS 235 to you, and will commend themselves to you far enough to have your consent if not your warm approval. For myself I am thankful that God has given me faith enough to trust Him so. It has taken time to come to this. Myself is a small matter it takes more faith to trust for one's children. Just fancy old Abraham offering his Isaac. Just fancy, God so loved the world that He gave His only Son. Let us respond to God's love. ' Your loving son, JAMES GILMOUR.' In compliance with his wish a sum amounting to several hundred pounds was sent out to Peking and there banked by him. Had not the many difficulties which Chinese habits placed in the way prevented the completion of negotiations, there is hardly any doubt that James Gilmour would have himself spent this money on his own mission- field. He died before any of the negotiations for pre- mises which he had commenced reached a successful issue. As he had not specified in his will that this sum was to be devoted to mission work, the trustees of his boys have had no alternative, and have felt it their duty to con- sider it a part of his estate, the income of which should be devoted to the education of his sons. But the intention of James Gilmour was clear and well known, and it is to be hoped that the interest felt by many friends in his life and work will prove strong enough to secure a per- manent home for the mission as a memorial of its founder, and on the site of his glad and self-sacrificing toil. A year or two later, in a letter to his boys, he seeks to enforce the duty of careful, systematic giving to God. 236 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA 1 Ch'ao Yang : August 19, 1890. ' I wonder if you are giving a tenth of all the money you get to God. I think it is a right thing to do and a good thing. Mamma did it : I do it : and God never let us want for money. I would be glad if you would like to do it. But don't do it merely to please me. Don't do it except you can do it gladly. God likes people to do things gladly. I am quite sure you would get blessing by it. Money given to God is never lost. And it is easier to begin the habit now than later. ' When you give it to God you can put it into the London Missionary Society box ; it would only be fair to give some little part of it at the collection at the church to which you go. You could give some of it for destitute children. It does not matter much where you give it. I think the London Missionary Society has the best claim. Think over it, boys. Jesus died to save us : surely we can show our gratitude by giving Him some of our money ? ' Later letters to his father outline for us his religious experience, and enable us to realise something of the spiritual experience of these years. ' Ch'ao Vang : March 29, 1887. ' I am wondering how you all are. God has been draw- ing me nearer to Him these last weeks, and I am living in the hope that He will bless me and my work largely some day. There is much ignorance to be removed, much sus- picion, much misunderstanding of me as a foreigner, and I am hammering away as hard as I can. There are moun- tains of difficulty to be removed, but I am trusting in God to remove them, and these last days I have had much peace and joy in my heart thinking of God's love to me and the salvation of Jesus. I have no doubt at all about PERSONAL CHARACTERISTICS 237 my being His, and sometimes the great hope is almost too much to realise. But I am often at the same time down- cast that I cannot see more people here converted, and I think that, if God has a favour to me and delights in me, He can well move the hearts of these people to believe in His Son, and choose out people to come and help me in my work. I am sometimes lonely here, and wish I had a friend to talk to and tell all my troubles, and then I think that Jesus is such a friend, and so I tell Him all my griefs ; but I would like to have a colleague. ' I hope, my dear father, that your heart is contented and happy in Jesus. Only let Him arrange all things for you as regards your soul, and He'll do it all right. He can be trusted. Heaven is not far away ; we'll soon be there ; comfort your heart. Won't it be too blessed to be again with our wives, freed from all that is earthly, and suffering, and surrounded by nothing but what is nice ! This is no dream : it is real ; it is true ; it is kept for us ; it will be ours. We'll see it soon ; you and I will be there together. It may be some time before we are there together ; but years soon pass. Cheer up, my father ! ' We miss much by not living near to Jesus taking Him at His word and expecting that He'll do all we need done for us both in saving us and in making our hearts good. Jesus is real and heaven is real, and our share in heaven, if we trust and follow Jesus, is real. You say you are busy : so am I. You have cares : so have I. Go ahead and look after your work and business ; but you'll do it all the better that your heart is at peace with God and at rest in Jesus. I find that the closer I am to Jesus the better I can meet and bear all troubles, trials, and diffi- culties, and you will find the same true if you try. 1 1 feel quite lifted up to-night. I have a room to myself. This is the first time I have had a room to myself since leaving Peking. January 25, It is pleasant to 238 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA be private a little. This room is private to me alone only after (say) 8 P.M., when I am left in peace. I hope to have this room for three weeks. ' I am afraid, if you saw the room, you would not think it much of a place. To-night, too, I have a pillow. For over three weeks I have rested my head on some folded- up bag or article of dress : to-night I have a pillow. Christ had not where to lay His head. In all things I am still better off than He was. If I could only see souls saved I would not care for the roughing it.' In a letter later in the same year to a missionary colleague in a distant field Mr. Gilmour unveils still further his religious history : Mongolia : October 7, 1887. 1 Yours of May 3 1 to hand three or four days ago. The China Inland Mission has a lot of good men in it. It does a good work. It is warm-hearted devotion that wins souls and gets God's approval. My experience has been different from yours, happily. All along I have gone on the " headlong for Christ " way of things here, even when preaching to the most intellectual English and American audiences, and they have received me royally. Man, God has waked me up these last years to such an extent that I feel a different man. I sometimes wonder now if I was converted before. I suppose I was, but the life was a cold, dull one. Just the other day Jesus, so to speak, put out His hand and touched me as I was reading a hymn, some- thing about desiring spiritual things and passing by Jesus Himself. I wanted His blessing more than I wanted Him. That is not right. Lately, too, I have become calm. Before I worked, oh so hard and so much, and asked God to bless my work. Now I try to pray more and get more blessing, and then work enough to let the blessing find its way through me to men. And this is the better way. PERSONAL CHARACTERISTICS 239 It is the right way. And I work a lot even now. Perhaps as much as before ; but I don't worry at the things I can- not overtake. I feel, too, more than I did, that God is guiding me. Oh ! sometimes the peace of God flows over me like a river. Then it is so blessed, heaven is real. So is God : so is Jesus. Our lot is a great one. ' Try not to fly around so much : take more time with God. Be more in private prayer with Him, and see if He will not give you a greater spiritual blessing for your people. After all, the great want, as I gather from your letters, is the spiritual blessing on the people. Ask it, man, and you'll get it. God's promises are sure. I am trying to combine the China Inland Mission, the Salvation Army, and the L.M.S. I have a great district, and a hard one, all to myself. There is said to be a young doctor on his way out to me. I am writing by this mail for three young laymen. Non-smoking and teetotalism are con- ditions of Church membership. I have seen no foreigner since January 25, and am not likely to see one till December 5. My mails take an enormous time to reach me, and I wo sent in June and July from Peking (eight days off) have never come to hand at all. I am baffled, battered and bruised in soul in many ways, but, thank God, holding on and believing that He is going to bless me. ' Eh, man, never talk of not going back. Go back, though you can only do half work ; go back, and work less and pray more. That is what you need. I have been a vegetarian for over a year. I find fasting helpful to prayer. Two books by Andrew Murray, Wellington, Cape Town Abide in Christ, With Christ in the School of Prayer have done me much good. May blessings be on your dear wife and children ! Yours, hoping to have a good long holiday with you in heaven, 1 JAMES GILMOUR.' 240 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA Some years earlier in his career he had written a letter of brotherly remonstrance to one who, in a moment of depression and without any adequate cause, felt himself slighted. The same spirit breathes through both, but is richer and fuller in the later letter. God had been teaching James Gilmour in a hard, but a fruitful school. ' I know of your zeal in working at home as well as abroad, and I am greatly grieved to find you think you arc badly treated. I think it is very unfortunate that any agent should have that feeling about his Society, L.M.S. or other. I am alarmed, too, my dear fellow, to find you express yourself so strongly. It is hardly the thing. Would Christ have said that ? I do hope you will pardon my speaking so, but you know sometimes a rash word does more harm than a deed even. And I am anxious that you should have a peaceful mind. / know your value, and wish to see you nearly perfect. Let me remind you of a thing we both believe, and a thought I have often been comforted by. Jesus has suffered even more for us than we can ever suffer for Him, and what you do in raising funds and endeavouring is done, not for L.M.S., but for Him, for Him, and He sees and knows and won't forget, but sympathises and appreciates, and at the end will speak up straight and open for His true men. I often lug portmanteaus, walk afoot, and, 'as the Chinese say, "eat bitterness," in China and in England. I am not thanked for it, but He knows. No danger of being over- looked. Now, don't be " huffed " at my lecturing you, and don't think I must think a lot of myself to suppose that I am running up a bill of merit, like a Buddhist, and think I am Jesus's creditor. My dear fellow, you know better than that. I point out to you and remind you of the only PERSONAL CHARACTERISTICS 241 way I know to be persistently useful, and at the same time happy.' But of all the relationships of life son, brother, friend, ambassador for Christ that which most naturally, most profoundly, and most beautifully reveals his very heart is when he writes as the loving father to his distant mother- less boys. A large number of his letters to them have been entrusted to the hands of his biographer. Many of them touch upon subjects too sacred for publication. They deal with those closest of earthly ties in which not even intimate friends can legitimately claim a share. But it was felt that they reveal a side of his nature and character that ought not to be entirely hidden in any picture of his life. For this reason a somewhat extensive selection has been made from this tender and helpful correspondence. When it first began the lads were too young to read the letters themselves, but he wrote long accounts of his work to be read to them, and it is pleasant to see how keen his eye became in noting such things as were likely to amuse them and to arrest their attention. Some of the letters are written in big letters resembling printed capitals. The brief, childlike letters that were sent to him by them were bound up into a paper volume, which he carried about with him during his Mongolian wanderings, and in looking them over he found an unfail- ing solace and refreshment. He often illustrated his own letters to them by rough but effective sketches of persons and things which he saw. The death of their mother had brought the lads and their father very near to one another, and although lost to sight, they always thought and spoke of the dear one who had gone as still of the family, as in Q 242 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA perfect happiness, and waiting only God's time to reunite them in the happy life of heaven. When it was decided to entrust them to the care of an uncle in Scotland, Mr. Gilmour set out the desires he cherished with regard to their training. It is only to be regretted that similar plans are not formed and acted upon in the training of all children. ' The laddies are here with me now, and I am both father and mother to them. To-night I darned three stockings for them when they went to bed. You see I have been away two months, and in a week or two I may have to part from them for ten years, so I am having a little leisure time with them. I sometimes do feel real bad at the idea of the two orphan lads going away so far ; but then the promise of Christ that no one leaves parents or children for His sake, without being repaid manifold, comforts me by making me believe that God will raise up friends to comfort them wherever they may be. ' Cheer up ! The two worlds are one, and not far separate. Mrs. Prankard, I hear, won't have Emily's name mentioned. We here go on the other tack, and the children are all day long talking about what mamma did and said, and ad- ventures we had together. And why not? The tears come sometimes : let them, they do no harm, are a relief more than anything, and the time is coming when God will wipe away all tears from our eyes. ' I wish them to be Christ's from their youth up. I wish them to get a good thorough education, not too expensive, to be able to read, write, and spell well. Should either of them turn out likely, I might be able to let both, or that one have a college education, but I don't want either of them to go there if they don't show adaptation for it. ' What I want of you is something money cannot buy, PERSONAL CHARACTERISTICS 243 motherly and fatherly care in Christ for the desolate lads, whose whole life in time and eternity too may largely depend on how they are trained and treated during the next few years. I am not rich, but I can support my boys. This Christian care and love, however, is what is not to be had for money, so I beg it. ' I had five hours' conversation with one Chinaman at a stretch the other day. I think he was not far from the kingdom of God at first, and I believe he is nearer now. All these things take time, and I am most anxious to be with the children much these last days. Oh, it is hard to think of them going off over the world in that motherless fashion ! We were at mamma's grave yesterday for the first time since September 21. We sang "There is a land that is fairer than day," in Chinese, and also a Chinese hymn we have here with a chorus, which says, " We'll soon go and see them in our heavenly home," and in English, " There is a happy land." The children and I have no reluctance in speaking of mamma, and we don't think of her as here or buried, but as in a fine place, happy and well.' Here are a few short extracts from the earlier letters : 'Cheer up, my dear sonnies! We shall sec each other some day yet. Tell all your troubles to Jesus, and let Him be your friend. I, out here, think often of mamma and her nice face, and how good she was to you and to me. You will not forget her. She sees you every day, and is so pleased when you are good lads. We'll all go some day and be with her, won't that be good ? Meantime, Jesus is taking care of her, and will take care of us. ' Sometimes, when I am writing a letter to you, and come to the foot of a page, and want to turn over the leaf, I dor.'t take blotting paper and blot it, but kneel down and pray while it is drying. Q3 244 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA ' I am going away, too, in a few days ; then I'll have no one but Chinese to speak to. Never mind, I'll just tell Jesus all my affairs ; I cannot go away from Him. He is never too busy to talk to me. Just you, too, tell Jesus all your troubles. He sees both you and me.' From the longer letters we select three or four, and give them exactly as they were written. From them the character of many others, from which only brief extracts can be taken, may be judged. ' Ch'ao Vang : April 10, 1887. ' My dear Sons, I am well and thankful for it. I am getting on well too, thank God. I have had terrible weather lately though. Daily I have my tent it is only a cloth roof on six bamboo poles put up in the market-place. We have had three days' wind. Eh, man, the first day the dust was terrible. But I had lots of patients and re- mained out all day. At last we had to takedown our tent. It could not stand. The tent was carried to the inn, but we remained with our table till evening. You would hardly have known us for dust. But patients came all the time. Next day the tent was blown down twice. Once a man's head got such a smack with the bamboo tent pole, but he said nothing and took it quite pleasantly. A peep-show man near us got his show blown down and scattered about He gathered it up and went home to his inn. ' I am so glad that the people like us and trust us and come about us for medicines. Women came too. Boys came too. Just now the school boys have holiday for the fair, and they stand for a long time together looking at. me doctoring the people. What the boys like to see is a glass bottle of eye medicine which I bring out and set up. Then I dip a glass tube in and press an india-rubber bulb. . PERSONAL CHARACTERISTICS 247 The air comes out in the water in bubbles and rises up to the surface, and the boys are so delighted to see it bubbling. They will wait a long time and like to see it ever so often. They are sometimes troublesome, then I send them away. When they are good I shove the glass tube deep down into the bottle, and they are so delighted to see the air bubbling up from the bottom. ' When a man comes to have a tooth pulled even the men are delighted, and advise him to have it out. They want to see the fun. Mothers send their little boys for medicine, and I am so pleased with some of the little lads. They are so modest and so polite, making a deep bow as they go away. Always be modest and polite, my sons, and people will love you and treat you well. ' The boys buy a lot of books too, and I preach to them earnestly, because in ten years to come they will be men, and if they know about Jesus now they may more easily become Christians some day soon. You, Jimmie, know Jesus; does Willie? Teach him. Mamma is not here to teach him, and I am far away. You are his big brother. Teach you him like a good laddie as you are. 'The other day when I was preaching a man was standing behind me with a little black pig under his arm. He wanted to hear me preach, but the pig would not be quiet. He held its mouth shut, but the little pig would still manage to give a squeak now and again. At ast it would not be quiet at all, and he had to go away with it. I could not help smiling at him. There is an old man here in my inn. He is owner of the inn. His son manages the inn. The old man is not very old. He is about sixty- five. But he used to be a great opium smoker. A year or more ago he had a very serious illness and gave up his opium, but he had wrecked his health by his smoking. He cannot now live many months. He can hardly speak plainly now, He comes to sec me in my room, and I try 24$ JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA to tell him about Jesus, hoping that he may be saved. He listens, but he is not very bright in his mind. I hope he may pray to Jesus. ' The other day I had to pull my own tooth. It was the back tooth and had been painful for days. There was no one who could do it for me, so I sat down with a little Chinese looking-glass before a candle, got a good hold of it with the forceps, and after a good deal of wrenching out it came. He zvas a deep-pronged fellow, and he did bleed. I was so thankful that God helped me to get it out. I can sleep now all right. ' Our Mongol donkeyman wants to be a Christian. I hope he is sincere, but he is very slow and dull at learning. There are three other men here who are learning about Jesus too, but it is too early yet to say much about them. A good many people learn some, then stop. But it is late and I must go to bed, else I won't be able to preach and doctor all day in the market-place at the fair to-morrow. ' Praying that God may bless you, my sons, and sending you much love, ' I am your affectionate Father, 'JAMES GlLMOUR;' ' Ta Cheng Tzu : Sept. 3, 1887. ' My dear Sons, I am well, and thankful for it. The three Christians here come daily to evening worship. There are here others who want to be Christians, but who have not courage enough. One man's wife won't let him be a Christian ; she says she will kill herself if he does. Another man is in the same case. He is a Chinaman, his wife is a Mongol. Still another man has a Mongol wife, and she kept him back. The other day he came and con- fessed Christianity. His wife does not consent, only says : " We'll see." Another man's father hinders his son from .Christianity. The lad is a very nice lad. 'Yesterday was the day when people make offerings of PERSONAL CHARACTERISTICS 249 food and fruit at the graves. One of the Christians was sent to do so. He brought the melon here, and we ate half of it with him. ' Still another man is forbidden by his father to be a Christian. That is, in all, five men are Christians at heart, and read our books and are learning Christianity, but do not confess Christ in this one place. Do you know what Jesus says about such people (Matt. x. 32-39) ? Jesus says that, if they obey others rather than Him, they are not worthy to be His disciples. I am praying for all these people. I ask you, too, to pray for these and all like them, that they may be able to confess Christ. It is difficult for men in China to be Christians. How different with you ! We all want you to be Christians. Your father and friends all help you to be Christians, and if you are not Christians we are all distressed. ' Boys, do be true to Jesus. In your words and deeds honour Him. Make His heart glad. Jesus wants your love. He loves you and died for you. You cannot but love Him if you think how He loves you. Good-bye. Mean- time I am just going to breakfast, and then for a day on the street, trying to tell the people about Jesus. God bless you, my dear lads ! ' It is now afternoon. I write a few lines. A lad in a shop here has a tame dove. He has painted it all over different colours. It looks absurd. I don't like to see it sitting about the shop. Doves look so happy flying about. Mamma, too, liked to see birds on the trees and houses wild, not kept in cages. ' I guess you are just about getting your breakfast. Here it is about 4 P.M. With you it should be 8 A.M. Saturday ; I wish I could see you. My love to you, my dear sons. May you always, both now and when grown, be boys and men that know and love Jesus ! I pray for you. Your loving father, ' JAMES GlLMOUR.' 250 / 'AMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA In August 1884 a third son was given to Mr. and Mrs. Gilmour, whom they named Alexander. In 1887 spinal trouble developed, and in December of that year he died. ' Though often ill/ wrote his father when announcing the death to the uncle after whom he had been named, ' his life was a happy one. It is now happier than ever. Thanks be to God that there is, and that we know that there is, a bright and happy life beyond. Let us make that the great meeting-place for ourselves and our children and friends. May it stand before us as a joy ! As ever and anon one and another goes there, may we feel that we have more and more interest there ! Let us live looking to the joy set before us ! ' This baby-brother is the Alick referred to in the following letter : Ta Cheng Tzii, Mongolia : February II, 1888. ' My dear Sons, I am well, and thankful for it. I got here two days ago. I had such a cold time of it on the road ! I never felt the cold so much before. 1 People here are very busy. This is the last day of the Chinese year. ' To-morrow is the first day of the Chinese year. Every- body is buying all sorts of food, because the shops do not open for some days after the new year. They are very busy, too, scraping off the old papers at the sides of their doors and pasting up new papers. They (the papers) are red, and look fine at first with the great black Chinese characters written on them. But the sun after a while takes the colour out of them. ' They are busy, too, pasting up the new gods in their houses. They (the gods) arc sheets of paper with pictures of gods on them. Every house has a god of the kitchen. They send him to heaven, as they think, by burning him. PERSONAL CHARACTERISTICS 251 They burnt the old one last Saturday. They are putting up the new one now. They think that when he is burnt he goes to heaven and reports to a god what he has seen in the house during the year. I ask them if I burnt them would they think they were going to heaven ? They buy sticky sugar-cakes to give him so that he may be pleased, and not tell on them for doing evil things. They think, too, that the sugar sticks his lips together, so that when he wants to tell on them he can't get his mouth open ! Isn't it all very silly and very sad ? The shopkeepers, too, paste up a " god of riches," thinking that thus they will become rich! ' To-morrow (Sunday) I hope to baptize a man. He is a Chinaman. That will make four Christians here. They all have faults and weaknesses, and I am not very easy in my mind about them. Pray that God may make them better and make them grow in grace. Pray, too, that God may convert more of the people. Pray, too, that God may give us a house of our own to live in. People here are afraid to let us have a house. Now that Dr. Roberts is coming, we will need a house. He is coming in six or seven weeks. Then he stays two months, and goes back to Tientsin for a while again. We saw the Christian at Ta Ssu Kou as we passed. The Ch'ao Yang man we have not seen yet. ' I have made all your letters to me into a book, and have them with me. Your letters are nice to read, and show great improvement in the writing. I am going to keep all your letters this year too and bind them. You may like to see them when you grow big. The last letter from you is dated October 27. ' My dear sons, I think of you often and pray for you much. ' You have a photo of mamma's grave. Little Alick's little mound is close to mamma's, on the side nearer little Edie's. 252 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA Mamma's and Alick's coffins touch down below. They lie together. But mamma and Alick are not there. They are in heaven, with its golden streets and its beautiful river, and its trees of life, and its beautiful gates, and its good, loving, kind people, and Jesus and God. They are having such a nice time of it there ! 1 My boys, don't be afraid of dying. Pray to Jesus, do the things He likes, and if you die you will go to Him, to His fine place, where you'll have everything that is nice and good. I don't know whether you or I will go there first, but I hope that by-and-by we'll all be there, mamma and Alick and all. I like to think of this. Meantime let us be doing for Jesus all we can, telling people about Him and trying to persuade them to be His people. Are your schoolfellows Jesus' boys ? Do you ever tell them .of Him ? Tell them, my dear sons. ' I hope to get letters from you in about a month. ' Good-bye, my dear boys. ' May you be good and diligent, and then you'll be happy. Jesus can make you glad. ' Your loving Father, 'JAMES GILMOUR.' Mrs. Meech had shown much motherly kindness to her little nephew Alexander, and only a few months after he had died she herself lost a little son. Mr. Gilmour, on hearing the sad tidings, wrote to her as follows : 'Mongolia: March 25, 1888. ' My dear Mrs. Meech, Many congratulations and condolences with you. Your little son has gone to Emily. She'll look after the little man as you looked after her little man. Just fancy ! we have family connections in heaven not a few, and ever increasing. I hope you are now getting better and going on all right. PERSONAL CHARACTERISTICS 253 ' I am much cheered by the good news of soul movements in the West Mission. May they continue and increase ! ' With many prayers for you all, and kept in constant remembrance of you all by the date block, ' Yours in loving sympathy, JAMES GILMOUR.' 1 May 30, 1888. 1 1 am doctoring a little homeless lad's head here. I put on ointment all over it to-day. He cried. I said I had medicine that would stop the pain, and brought out six cash one farthing and told him to go and have a bowl of buckwheat meal strings. All laughed, he stopped crying, and did not seem to feel the pain after that. Most of the people in the town are much impressed with the improve- ment in the boy's head. Before he came to me I saw a Chinese medicine-man poking at the lad's head with a straw. When he came I rubbed on ointment with my finger. The bystanders were much pleased to see I was not averse to touching the poor dirty lad's sore head. Jesus touched a leper, and I like to do things like what Jesus would do. That is the right way, boys. Always think what Jesus would have done, and do like Him.' ' Mongolia : Sept. 9, iSSS. ' My dear Sons, I am out on a journey. I knew letters were being sent me, and hoped to meet them. A long way off I saw a red umbrella, the sun shining through the oilcloth. The thought passed through my mind, " Can that be the messenger ? " But I forgot all about it, reading a book as I walked along. All at once I heard, " He's come," and looking up, saw the red umbrella close at hand. It was him. The messenger returns to-morrow. I had had no letters for eighty days. 254 JAM US GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA ' I wrote you last on August 2. Since then several men have professed Christ, and one man has been baptized. ' One of the Christians at Ta Cheng Tzu stole my bank- book and drew money of mine, amounting to about 3/. He says he is penitent, and we have put him on a year's probation to see how he does. He is a lazy man. Long ago I said, " If you are lazy, some day the devil will make you a sinner," and so he did. Had he been a diligent man he would not have been poor ; and would not have stolen. Diligence is a good thing, laziness is a bad thing. A good Christian cannot be lazy, because he knows Jesus does not like lazy people. I may write you again in a few days. Hoping next mail to get a letter from you (there was none this mail), and asking God to bless you in everything, and guide you in all your life, ' I am your loving Father, 'JAMES GILMOUR' Ch'ao Yang, Mongolia : Saturday, November 17, 1888. ' My dear Sons, On the street to-day I saw a crowd standing. I went up to see what they were looking at, and found two Chinese gentlemen showing off a trained bird. One of the men stood down on the street. The other put three little flags so that they stuck on the wall. The bird then flew away, caught up a flag, and came flying back to its master in the street, carrying the flag in its bill. It looked very clever. Every time the bird brought a flag it was rewarded by being fed with some nice food which it liked. It was very pretty to see it. But after all it was a very trifling employment for two grown gentlemen to be engaged in. Even the crowd of ordinary Chinese seemed to think so. I don't like to sec birds in captivity. It is pretty to see them wild flying about, and to hear them singing, but PERSONAL CHARACTERISTICS 255 I pity them in cages, and tied by string as the Chinese are fond of doing with them. When I see birds tied I often think of mamma who used so much to like to see them wild. ' I remember one day in Mongolia mamma stopped me from plucking a flower ; she said it looked so pretty grow- ing. Another time a beetle flew and alighted somewhere ; mamma said, " It is so glad that it is alive, don't hurt it." ' I am a good deal distressed to see the boys in the market-place. They steal just as much as ever they can from the sellers of straw and fuel, pluck out handfuls from the bundles and run away not at all ashamed. If the owner docs not chase them they get off with it. If he throws down his load and runs after them they drop the plunder, the owner picks it up, and no more is said about it. 1 In summer little naked boys follow people carrying fruit in open baskets and steal it as they can : it all seems so dishonest, and no one seems to care. On the street lots of people will see a thief stealing a man's pipe and never say a word, because it is not their business.' ' I often think of you and pray for you. You do not forget mamma, I am sure. She is with Jesus. Be you His lads, and do your lessons well, and He'll guide you all through life. Be diligent and careful lads, and you'll grow up useful and honoured men. Constantly tell Jesus all your affairs. ' Goodbye meantime, my boys. ' Much love from your affectionate Father, 1 JAMES GILMOUR.' 256 CHAPTER XI .CLOSING LABOURS JAMES GILMOUR remained in Great Britain less than eight months. The society of his boys was a great delight to him. He rejoiced in renewed intercourse with relatives and old friends. His religious convictions and his own spiri- tual life deepened still more. He went to a considerable number of meetings to speak on missionary work and needs, and he everywhere produced a great impression. Referring to this visit, and especially to his intercourse with the boys, a near relative writes : ' It was a time full of interest and pleasure. What a variety of moods, from the frolicsome to the pathetic, he displayed ! But evidently his wife's death had laid hold upon his very soul, and there seemed so much more of sadness and tenderness than on his former visit, when he had enjoyed her bright companionship. On one occasion, referring to a medical missionary who had brought his wife home from China hopelessly ill, and who was expect- ing the end, he said : " Eh, man, he little knows the terrible dark valley he has to come through, and if Christ is not with him he will be undone ! " He spoke the words as though he were again going through his own agony, and then added : " But if Christ is with him he will come out of CLOSING LABOURS 257 it with victory, and Christ will be dearer. But he has no idea what he has to face, though he thinks he has." ' He had looked forward to spending part of his time with his sons at Millport, where he had spent June and July 1883 with his wife and boys on his former visit. So we went there for a month, and they had a good time boating, and walking, and reviving old memories of the happy home circle. The thought of reunion was always made prominent. The boys must ever remember his earnest efforts to lead their thoughts heavenward, and they do think of heaven as a very real place. 'While at Millport he spent several nights in pasting up texts on every place likely to catch the eye ; on stones and gateways and fences all round the island. He felt he must work while time was granted to him. I had noticed him making paste, but thought nothing of it. I had heard the sound of a softly closing door at midnight, but thought it must be fancy. It had gone to my heart to feel his icy cold hand when he gave me his morning greeting. I noticed the little texts pasted up, but never thought of them as his work till the next day, when he began to make more paste, and then the whole thing came to me like a Hash. I begged him with tears not to go out in the cold night air, and said that I knew God would rather have him stay in his warm comfortable bed and get well and strong. He answered so kindly : " Sister, it pains me to grieve you." But he finished his work nevertheless. ' He was always wonderfully considerate, and grateful for any attention. Sometimes, when he saw me unusually tired, he would go and get an extra pillow and make me rest on the sofa, or when we came to the table he would R 258 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA place me in a comfortable chair and pour out the tea him- self, or he would say : " Sister, take a cup yourself first, then you will be able to help us." ' On the day before he left us to return to China he really said his farewell. We had finished dinner, and when he went out he stood and looked in through the window at the happy faces still around the table. He threw a kiss, and then his feelings overcame him, his lip quivered, the tears came to his eyes, and he hastened away. Later in the day, when I was speaking hopefully of seeing him again, he answered : " I shall see your face no more." ' I know he felt very much giving up the comforts of civilised life, but he set his face to it. It touched me much the last evening he was with us, when, after I had to remind him two or three times of some business it was needful for him to attend to before he would go, he said : " I can hardly drag myself away from this bright cosy scene." ' His was a rarely sensitive soul. It pained him to hear any one speaking evil of another. I have seen him turn deadly pale when he has heard any one impute a wrong motive. He longed for more of the spirit of Christ among men. How he longed, too, for more workers in the Mission field ! Many a time he would say, after a walk through Hamilton on a Saturday evening: "Just think! In a little town like this there are men preaching at every other street corner, and I am alone in all of those hundreds of square miles in Mongolia ! What you people are thinking of I cannot imagine ! " In a correspondence which he conducted with the daughter of one of his former professors there is very much CLOSING LABOURS 259 that reveals how deep and strong his religious life had become, and how he had noted the current of renewed spirituality which is evident now in all sections of the Evangelical Church. From this correspondence we have been permitted to cull some beautiful and helpful passages. ' Glasgow : November 18, 1889. ' May He Himself lead you into closer and closer communion with Him, and give you in very full measure His joy and His peace ! For myself and for you, I pray that we may be more captivated with Him and His friendship. You know, I suppose, No. 565, " In the Secret of His Presence," in the 750 edition of Sankey. No. 328, " O Christ, in Thee my soul hath found," is one I like too, as being the expression of partly experience and partly aspiration. He is truly the true source of true satisfaction. May we be led to trust Him more largely in all the things of our lives ! I am sure, too it will be the things where we have trusted Him most and been most consecrated in His service that we shall value most when we look back on life from the end. May you be largely satisfied with His blessing and Himself!' ' November 20, 1889. ' I wonder if your experience is anything like mine that I have often got less benefit than I had hoped from special withdrawals from common surroundings to get more into the presence of the Lord. One or two promi- nent instances of this have happened to me. I am glad He can be found anywhere, and that He is easy of access always with favourable or unfavourable surroundings. 'About feeling never mind that at all. Things are so whether we feel them or not. ^l,et us take God at His 260 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA \vord, and not consider our feelings. God refuses no one who comes to Him in sincerity. Let us be sure of this. I once heard Spurgeon say a good thing : " When doubts or the devil comes and says, ' You are not saved ; you are not right with God/ I go to Him and say, 'If I never came before, I come now ; if I never trusted before, I trust now.' " That cuts off all doubts about the present as stand- ing on the past, and gives a fresh start 'All over the kingdom there is a hunger and thirst among many for a life of greater nearness to God ; a feeling not only of the need of God being more of a daily, hourly reality and factor in our life, but that without Him more real and present life is not a satisfactory thing. When this feeling takes possession of one, we do not need to give up things as denying ourselves for Christ, so much as that we are changed in attitude towards many things. We drift away from them. Things that were gain to us we count loss for Christ. Our aims are different. May our lives be more fully taken captive thus ! To a life lived thus, death is not a breaking off of anything ; it is an en- largement of sphere." 'Hamilton: Decembers, 1889. ' All I know about the process is just going to God and telling what I want, and asking to be allowed to have it. " Seek, and ye shall find ; ask, and ye shall receive." I know no secret but this. . . . God understands His scholars, and knows how to teach each one. Different scholars may require different ways. We may trust ourselves in His hands, only let us be earnest students. I have at different times been quite surprised how a book, or a friend, or a remark conveying just the teaching needed at the time has been brought into my way. Yes, none teach like Him.' ' December 25, 1889. Oh that we may be more com- pletely given over and up to Him. to be used at His plea: CLOSING LABOURS 261 sure and as He pleases ! Oh for more faith in Him ! My lads are, I think, enjoying themselves ; I commit them to Him; but eh!' ' January I, 1890. Just returned with my two lads after a day spent in London seeing my ship, the " Peshawur " The ship is full. My berth is not in a good place but it is not bad, after all, and it is not for long. . . . You'll have lots of need of wisdom, and Jesus is made unto us wisdom as well as other things. . . . He'll teach you all right. Don't let us refrain for fear we make mistakes. The greatest mistake we could make would be to do no- thing. . . . ' Everyone is amazed to see me look so well. It is remarked on all round. I feel remarkably well too. . . . ' May God be pleased to use me in His service ! ' His heart was in Mongolia. At the very earliest moment which the medical authorities and the Directors ot the London Missionary Society would sanction he re- turned. He sailed for China on January 9, 1890. As the steamer was running down the English Channel he wrote a letter to an old college friend just returning to England whom he had not seen for twenty years, and whom he was very sorry to miss : ' In answer to yours of November 19 I directed an envelope to you long ago. It has lain in my writing-case ever since, often seen but always taken precedence of by the thing that stepped in before. Now's your turn. I'm sorry you'll not see me in England. I sailed yesterday My health has been restored, and I am off again. ' You say you want reviving Go direct to Jesus and ask it straight out, and you'll get it straight away. This revived state is not a thing you need to work yourself up 262 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA into, or need others to help you to rise into, or need to come to England to have operated upon you Jesus can effect it anywhere, and does effect it everywhere whenever a man or woman, or men and women ask it. Ask and yc shall receive. 'My dear brother, I have learned that the source of much blessing is just to go to Jesus and tell Him what you need. I am delighted to hear you say you need blessing, because I know there is plenty and to spare with Jesus. Oh for an outpouring on all parts of the L.M.S. missions ! ' There is so much that I would like to say that it is hardly worth while beginning to say anything ; so I'll simply commend you to Jesus in all His fulness.' On January 21, 1890, when nearing Port Said, he wrote : 'We have excellent company on board. Never had such a very pleasant voyage. Some of the First Salooners come to our Bible readings. Those who are unfriendly to Christianity are careful to give no cause of offence and are polite. So far our voyage has been an exquisite picnic. Knowing well what is before us, we still rejoice in the present Elim and calmly trust for the future. I went on board with a "tremendous cold." So did two or three others. Mine, as I expected, went with the exposure. . . . No one teaches like Him who also was the first of preachers. In daily, hourly, humble communication with Him you will want for no wisdom and for no guidance and for no shepherding. Rejoice in that you have Him to manage everything for you.' He reached Peking on March 14, 1890, and on March 24 started again for Mongolia. He entered upon his last spell of work with a good heart and with high CLOSING LABOURS 163 hopes. Dr. Smith was to be his medical colleague. While in England Mr. Gilmour had visited Chcshunt College, and had there fired the heart of Mr. Parker with the desire and purpose of being his colleague. He was looking forward to his speedy arrival. During his absence in England Dr. Smith had paid one brief visit to Mongolia by himself, and another, still briefer, in the company of the Rev. T. Bryson of Tientsin. Meanwhile the work had been going on slowly and steadily under the care of the native helper, Mr. Liu, and of some of the converts. We now follow the story of this last year's work as it is told in Mr. Gilmour's letters and reports. On May 9, 1890, he wrote to the Rev. R. Wardlaw Thompson : ' I have been all over the district, spending a month at Ch'ao Yang. There we were privileged to baptize four adults, one a woman, and one child, all Chinese. Two of these were young men who have been under instruction for eight or nine months, and are very pleasing cases indeed. The other two were a man and his wife, who is the first woman who has had courage to be baptized in this district. These last are an outcome of the medical work. They live in a small hamlet where the first beginning of an interest in Christianity took its rise from a man who came to me in the market-place with a bad sore in his leg, which had been caused by a wound from his own harvest sickle. The sore was cured, and friendly relations sprung up with the whole hamlet, and I am thankful to hear that, though only one family has put away its idols, all the neighbours are friendly. ' In Ch'ao Yang there are several inquirers. Some of the Christians give great satisfaction, others are not so satisfactory. One man, a Christian, tells me that his wife 264 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA was possessed by an evil spirit, and to please her and cure her he had to allow the rc-establishmerit of the worship of that spirit for her benefit. No sooner was this done than the woman was cured ! Such things are firmly believed in by the Chinese. * A most pleasing incident in our experience at Ch'ao Yang was a visit from a well-to-do farmer who lives some twenty li from the town. He has been friendly and an inquirer from the first. He has made no profession of Christianity, but says he reads his New Testament regu- larly, and prays. He has also taught two men in his neighbourhood. The one is a carpenter. The other is a farmer. They know the Catechism, observe the Sunday, and meet with Mr. Feng for worship. Both of these men we saw, and their story seems true. Feng came and spent a day with us. I asked him why he did not make an open profession of Christianity. His reply was that he lives with his parents, as all Chinese do, and that he cannot arrange his house disregarding them, who with his wife and children are still heathen. He has been able only partially to do away with idols in his own house. Outside too of his own house heathen pressure is so great that, he says, were he to join Christianity it would be no use for him to live ! He says he lacks the courage single-handed to meet all the persecution that would descend on him were he baptized. Meantime he is instructing those about him in the hope, apparently, that were there several together they could better stand the trouble. It is an interesting case, but not at all satisfactory. My hope about him is that, if he keeps conversant with the Word of God, the Spirit may give him no rest till he has courage to take his stand and make his confession. 'We had a splendid month in the market-place. Chinese and Mongols in plenty, both to preach to and to heal. One Mongol betrayed a most intimate and full knowledge of CLOSING LABOURS 265 Christianfty. The drought gave good opportunity of speak- ing of many things, and in most cases we had respectful attention. It was a Jiard month's work. Seven till noon or a little after was our market time ; the afternoon private patients, the evening inquirers, makes a very long day, which begins at daylight and does not end till after the second watch of the night has been set. The Chinese usually secure a rest just after noon, but frequently just then some patient would turn up, and put an end to quiet. In most cases the strain is relieved by holidays through rain and storm ; but even this was wanting this time, so we had almost uninterrupted work. ' I am more than ever eager to have the medical work given over to a medical man. One day in Ch'ao Yang a man came swaggering across the open space in the market- place. People pointed towards him and laughed. He was laughable, the ridiculous part of him being a straw hat which was an imitation, caricature rather, of a foreigner's hat. I could not help laughing. It was no laughing matter, though. He was a messenger from the cavalry camp just outside the town. He had come to take me to treat two soldiers who had received bullet-wounds in an encounter with Mongolian brigands. I had never seen a bullet-wound in my life, but I knew I could do more for the wounded men than any Chinese doctor ; so I went. The wounds were then forty-eight hours old, and I dressed them as best I could, paying a daily visit for about a fortnight. Two wounds, though deep, were merely flesh ; with these I had no difficulty. The third was a bone complication. I knew nothing of anatomy, had no books, absolutely nothing to consult ; what could I do but pray ? And the answer was startling. The third morning, when in the market-place attending to the ordinary patients, but a good deal preoc- cupied over the bone case, which I had determined should be finally dealt with that day if possible at all, there tottered 266 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA up to me through the crowd a live skeleton, the "outline of nearly every bone quite distinct, covered only with yellow skin, which hung about in loose folds. I think I see him yet the chin as distinctively that of a skeleton as if it had bleached months on the plain. The man was about seventy, wore a pair of trousers, and had a loose garment thrown over his shoulders. He came for cough medicine, I think ; if so, he got it ; but I was soon engaged fingering and studying the bone I had to see to that afternoon. I was deeply thankful, but amidst all my gratitude the thing seemed so comical that I could not help smiling, and a keen young Chinaman in the crowd remarked, in an under tone, " That smile means something." So it did. It meant, among other things, that I knew what to do with the wounded soldier's damaged bone ; and in a short time his wound was in a fair w r ay of healing. I was and am very thankful ; but, after all, I am more impressed than ever with the fact that things are badly out of joint when there are lots of Christian doctors at home, and abroad too, and I, knowledgeless, am left to do the doctoring in a large district like this quite beyond the reach of medical help, not only for the natives but even for myself should I need it ' A grim commentary on these wounds was the fact that in leaving Ch'ao Yang I was to pass through a brigand-infested district so badly infested that travellers have abandoned the road. As saith the Scripture, " The highways were un- occupied, and the travellers walked through byways." I had avoided this road twice, and was ashamed to avoid it again, so we went straight through it We saw no one to harm us, but a week ago it was just as likely that I should to-day have been lying on a Chinese kang, trying to dress my own wounds, as that I should have been sitting here writing to you. ' I am at present waiting for Dr. Smith, whose last word CLOSING LABOURS 267 to me, dated Tientsin, April 9, was that I should either see him or hear from him here between June 6 and 12. 'Yesterday, Sunday, June 8, had a pleasant day. The three Christians here have grown. Two of them have been through a good deal of trouble and stood it well. The farmer, who has been very ill, guessing we would be here, came in and spent the day with us. They seem very earnest.' The beneficial result of the home visit of 1889 was very evident at this time. It had arrested the ' running down,' from which he had severely suffered. It had enabled him to renew old friendships, and to form new ones. His whole- hearted devotion to the difficult work of his life and the wonderful intensity and depth of his faith had touched the hearts of many faithful men and women at home, who gladly responded to his oft-repeated request, ' Pray for me and for the conversion of the Chinese and the Mongols.' He renewed his interest in the broad current of the world's life. We have seen how some years previously he gave up all reading but the Bible. Now, while he studied the Bible with all his old eagerness, he had various newspapers sent to him, he rejoiced in the receipt of books sent by friends especially those bearing upon the culture of the soul and he kept his eye upon the religious and social movements of the day. The selections from his correspondence which follow illustrate these changes in him. He modified his mode of life in Mongolia. Having given up vegetarianism on his homeward voyage he did not resume it upon his re-entrance on Mongol life. He remained a total abstainer, and his hatred of opium, whisky, and tobacco continued as strong 268 as ever, although he did not now make abstinence from the two latter a test of Church membership. He reserved more of the Sunday as a day of rest, taking only the religious services with the Christians and inquirers, and not, as formerly, setting up his tent on the street. The old careworn look disappeared, his form regained much of its former life and spring, and his face filled out, his smile resumed the brightness of old, and the voice came back to a good deal of its early clearness. All these evidences of a change for the better served to augur many years of happy work. In a letter to a friend he playfully alludes to the twenty or thirty years of labour yet remaining, and he often half in jest and half in earnest asserted that life in the interior was so healthy that he should probably out- live his fellow- workers at Tientsin and Peking. By the mail that conveyed the letter quoted on page 263 he also wrote to an Edinburgh friend : ' Do you know Adolphe Monod's Fareivelll It was sent to me lately by Rev. C. New, of Hastings, an old Cheshunt fellow-student. I have enjoyed it all, but most, I think, chapter xii., " Of Things not seen." A volume of sermons, entitled The Baptism of the Spirit, and otJier Sermons, by Mr. New, I have enjoyed intensely. To the meek child- like spirit desiring the sincere nourishing of the Word nothing, I think, could be more helpful. ... If ever you send a book to the boys, let it be one that will do their souls good. ' I may be filling my life too full, but between medical work and spiritual work I have barely time to sleep, and I find that, for any hope of continuance of work, I must have time to sleep. For the last month I have been getting up at 4.30 A.M., and our evening worship and after conversa- CLOSING LABOURS 269 tion was not over till, say, 9 or 9. 15 or 9.30, or even, once or twice, till 10 P.M. Then it would take us some time to square up the day's affairs, and spread out my bedding. In the daytime I used to bolt my door, determined on an hour's quiet ; but often this was in vain. I would hear some poor cultivator come for medicine ; he had a long way to go home, and I could not but let him in and attend to him. ' Yesterday, as no one knew we were here, I escaped at 5.30 and made for the hot springs, twelve miles away. I walked there and back, and in consequence to-day am lame on my feet badly blistered. I had a grand day so quiet. Going, I sat down behind a mud wall and read the four first chapters of Hebrews. Arrived, I had my bath, then got an empty room in an inn, had sleep, dinner, tea, and read the rest of Hebrews. I never saw so much in Hebrews before. . . . On the road I had a four-mile conversation with a farmer, who finally said he believed Christianity was true. We have baptized six in all since I returned, five adults and one child all CJiinese. " Be not weary in well- doing. In due time we shall reap, if we faint not." We are on God's side. God has need of us. Oh let us be such as God can take pleasure in ! Faithfulness and love to Him are what He wants. Surely we can let Him have these two. Oh that it might be that everyone in every contact with us might feel the spiritual touch ! Would not this be ideal Christian life ? May He work it in us ! ' Have you been to any Salvation Army efforts ? I always felt better for going, but latterly did not go much I could not stand the "row." I am eager that you should identify yourself with some soul-saving agency. If it really is a soul- saving concern, I don't think it matters very much what it is.' On July 21, 1890, he wrote to the same friend : ' Since July 3 we have had most extraordinary weather 270 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA for this part rain and dull ; there have been only four or five days when I could go on to the street with my tent. I am therefore not so busy. In addition, Dr. Smith has joined me, and as he does all the indoor medical work, I am still less busy, and so I can write you more at leisure than usual. ' The rain reached a climax on Saturday night, July 19. Till then, roofs and walls held out well. There were leaks in places, but nothing serious. We thought it had cleared off. Not a bit of it. The wind changed, it is true, but the rain came down in torrents, the ceilings all reeds and paper began to give way. Ever and anon splash came a bag of water, as the paper burst in different places, and Dr. Smith and I had a lively time of it shifting our boxes and bedding to dry spots. By dusk it was serious. I was just about my wits' end when a Chinaman put his head into my room, and said with a grin, half in jest, half in earnest, " There is a tent standing idle out in that room, why not put it up in your room ? " The idea of putting up a tent in your bedroom seemed so absurd that we had a good laugh over it ; but after thinking over it awhile, and thinking out how the thing could be done, we actually did it. It covered two-thirds of my kang, and a little space on the floor where I put my boxes. The inner corner of the tent I put up to cover my stock of books and medi- cines, lit my lamp, brewed a pot of tea, and, squatting on my feet, called in Dr. Smith. He said I looked "just like an opium-smoker." Dr. Smith had a portable iron bed- stead. On the top he put floor mats and a waterproof, and, without undressing, we went to bed. After a little a great crash was heard. Some part of the buildings had come down. In the rain and dark it was not easy to see what it was, but we at last found there had been more noise than real damage. We were thankful when day dawned. CLOSING LABOURS 271 ' The Chinese suffered much more than we did. Such a rain happens so seldom once in three or four or five years that houses are not roofed to resist it ; the Chinese deeming it cheaper to take the wetting than to spend the extra money it would take to make the house stand such an extra rain. 1 In the wet weather I have been going into the Chinese Psalms, and have been much struck with the happy state of those who " fear the Lord," " trust in the Lord," and who, under a variety of expressions, are de- scribed as being on the Lord's side, and under His protection. 'And all these promises we can take for ourselves. Did you see in The Christian some time ago a story from Annan, of an old woman who was on the point of being sold out for not paying her rent ? She had no money. Her son was in America. A neighbour, thinking it strange that her son had not sent her money, asked to see her letters. There was one with a Post-office Order for jl. lew. in it. She had had it for some time, but thought it was only a picture. When cashed she was in funds. Wasn't she a stupid old woman ? To be bankrupt, with an uncashed P.O. Order in her possession ! How often we are much more stupid than she ! To be fearful, anxious, troubled, cast down, when we have all the promises of God in our possession, ready for our use. ' Let us cash our cheques. Nay, we have not only God's promises, but God Himself for our portion. Why should we be spiritually bankrupt ? ' Another thing I notice is the difference subjective states make in reading the Psalms. Sometimes I go over a Psalm and see little in it. At another time I go over the same Psalm and find it full of richness. How impor- tant it is to have the light of the Holy Spirit in our Scripture reading ! ' 272 ' July 30. The little Wordless Book you sent soon fell into the hands of a Chinese convert, who asked to be allowed to carry it off. He wants to speak from it. He likes it because it gives him carte blancJie, and lets him say just what he likes. . . . ' How full the Psalms are ! These days I am going through them in Chinese, as I said ; I take one each morning and commit some verses of it carefully. Then, during the day, as time permits, 1 read a few more. How one the soul of man is ! When dull and cold and dead, and feeling as if I could not pray, I turn to the Psalms. When most in the spirit, the Psalms meet almost all the needs of expression. And yet deluded men talk of the Bible as the outcome of the Jewish mind ! The greatest proof of the Divine source of the book is that it fits the soul as well as a Chubb's key fits the lock it was made for. . . Now I am off to the street with my tent.' ' Mongolia : July 28, 1890. 'My dear Meech, Dr. Smith came here July 2. The rains set in immediately on his arrival, and we have had it since. The spiritual rain has not come yet, nor are there any signs of it. When it does come may it come like the physical rain ! Glad to see you have been having some. May you have much more ! Make the valley full of ditches, brother, and then look out for the flood. Do you think we'll be able to go up to Him at last and say, " We did our part, but you did not do yours, Lord " ? Eh, man ! Elijah called down fire with a short prayer, but his servant made six vain journeys to the summit only to return with the discouraging news nothing. May the good Lord, who knows our frame and remembers we are dust, give us a little now and again, at any rate, if only to keep us going mean- time ! Eh, man ! there will be no lack on His part. He'll CLOSLVG LABOURS 273 shine up all right, not only to perform, but to succour His servants who trust in Him.' 'July 28, 1890. ' My dear Owen, I know worry should be an unknown element in a believer's experience. I am eager to have done with it I thank Him for much of its absence. But dis- satisfaction with the present state of things is not worry, but legitimate soul-longing, and the death of that would be a bad thing. ' I can hardly tell how I am. Since Dr. Smith came I have taken little note of inward things or outward either. It is very pleasant to have him here, and as the best sign of digestion is not to know one has a stomach or a digestion, is the best sign of spiritual health not to know one has a soul at all ? I wonder is this so? His presence has made a difference. Duty has kept me living quietly in good lodgings, with only such work as I can easily do without any over-rush, and the prospect of another month like it ! I fear I am not such company to him as he is to me. ' We have had terrible rains ; the rivers were not crossed for five or six days, and, even after that, two men were swept away on two separate days four men, in all, from this one town alone, ' I know you pray for us here. Eh, man ! if the thing would move, if the rain would come ! " As the eyes of servants" etc. (Psalms cxxiii., cxxvi.). I often read these Psalms together. And then I think what would please me best as a master would be to sec my servant going ahead, energetically, and faithfully, and loyally with his work, not moping about downcast. Then is not this what God wants in us ? So here goes cheerily and trustfully.' ' August 10, 1890. ' I cannot say God gives me all the victories I want, but He keeps me in peace and faith, and that is not a little S 274 JAMES G1LMOUR OF MONGOLIA thing. My devotional reading lately has taken the form of the Chinese Psalms, and Schereschewsky's high Chinese notwithstanding (for which may he be forgiven), they are very refreshing and strong. How like are the heart- longings and soul-breathings of the old Judean hunted outlaw brigand, if you like to call him so to the heart and soul feelings of the educated Occidental of the nine- teenth century ! Poor old Moses, another outlaw, what a battered old life he led, but what a grand soul, and how wonderfully he outlived it all, and was quite hale when called to die! How his people troubled him ! so like the Chinese Fancv Moses going up the mountain to die alone. It is so nice to have a later glimpse of him in the New Testament alongside of Elijah, who too was once under a cloud. God does not keep up things. " As far as the east is from the west, so far hath He removed our transgressions from us." Love to all. ' JAMES GILMOUR.' ' Ch'ao Yang, August 19, 1890. ' My dear Sons, I have just got here after a very hard journey of four days. It is summer and the rains are on ; the roads are very bad. ' Our first adventure was in a deep narrow gully going up a mountain. We met a cart coming down. There was no room to pass and no room to turn back. What were we to do ? One of the carts had to be pulled up the bank. Neither would go up. Both carters sat and looked at each other. Our cart was heavy, the other cart was light. After looking at each other awhile the other cart was pulled up and our carter helped him down again after we had passed. ' Our next adventure was in a river. The leading mule sank in a quicksand. The carter, shoes and all, jumped CLOSING LABOURS 275 into the water ; in a few seconds I had stripped all but a cinglet and pants, and was in the river too. We got out after a little while. ' Next day we stuck in a quagmire. We hitched the mules to the tail of the cart, pulled it out, then dug a new road in the side of the ravine and got past. ' The third day we upset our cart in a very muddy place early in the morning, and got caught in a thunder- shower in the afternoon. The fourth day we stuck in a mud-hole half a mile from the end of our journey, and when we got to our inn found our rooms in possession of a crowd of people doing a wedding. ' One thing made the journey very pleasant : it was this. Just as we were starting, one of the Christians, a Chinese farmer, but a man who is poor and dresses and eats very poorly, came and gave me two tiao, about $s. 2.d. y to give to God. I was so glad to see him do it, and no doubt God was glad too. Then at the end of the journey, when we were stuck in the mud-hole and could not get out, up came one of the Christians, took off his stockings and shoes, went into the mud and helped us out. The country was very beautiful all the way just at its best.' In a letter to another correspondent he depicts what is involved in Chinese travelling during the wet season : ' The last thing we had to do was to make a journey ot eighty miles. You would soon do that in England. Here, in August, it is no easy matter. It is just the time when, on account of the rains, no one should travel, and no one does travel who can help it. Carts would not go. I had to find my way home from a cart inn the night before we started along a newly rained-on muddy Chinese street in the dark. Next day I had much brightness shed on the journey by one of the Chinese Christians a poor man with, s 2 2 ;6 JAMES G1LMOUR OF MONGOLIA oh, so poor a coat giving a donation to print Christian books. It amounted to about 1.00 (one dollar) in all, but it meant a lot of self-denial to him ; and as I passed, a little later, the drought-parched district where he lived, and looked at the poor fields, I wondered where he got the money. I suppose God gave him the heart to give it Starting a journey with such a bit of light made it cheery. ' We travelled at those eighty miles four days, and rested one Sabbath, five days in all. Within three-quarters of a mile of the end of our journey our cart stuck in a mud- hole. We had passed, shortly before, the cottage of a Chris- tian, and, after we had been some half-hour or more in that hole, this Christian suddenly appeared on the scene. He is a great fellow for being neat and clean. In a few moments he was in the mud, ordering about the carter, shouting at the mules, and lifting at the stern of the cart Even the mules felt there was some new factor added to the problem. They made a new effort and out the cart came. Would you credit it? A cart had been upset there some days before ; it was said they had lost some thirty shillings in silver. The natives, hoping to find the money, literally dug up the high- way and left a pit there. We did not know this, thought it was an ordinary pool, and drove straight into it. The Chris- tian touch at the beginning of the journey, and the little Christian adventure at the end, made the journey and its remembrance quite pleasant. ' I am now reading Moule's Vent Creator, which came a few days ago. W'hat helps me most just at present is the Psalms. I take a few verses every morning (almost), and learn off the Chinese translations of them. I never knew there was so much in the Psalms before. I believe that even at the end of a long life, this (discovery of more and more in God's Word) will hold true of all the Bible, and then for the beyond there is the Inexhaustible Himself satisfaction for the present and plenty for the future. CLOSING LABOURS 277 ' The endless sorrows and sufferings of this people here come home much to me. I see much of their bodily suffering, and in some feeble measure bear their sorrows and carry their griefs without being able to relieve them much. How dead and dark they are to things spiritual ! ' Dr. Smith, who spent some weeks with Mr. Gilmour during this summer, has sent the following most interesting sketch of his daily life at this period. They were together for the most part at Ta Ssu Kou. ' He always got up at daylight, folded up bedding, and then began reading. About six a man arrived, selling hot millet and bean porridge. He bought two bowls of this for early breakfast. He continued reading Chinese, gene- rally aloud ; and when he came to a difficult word he re- peated it again and again, in order to impress it upon his memory. About eight he had breakfast, consisting of Chinese rolls and a cup of cocoa. 'At nine he went to the street with his tent, Mr. Liu, the native preacher, accompanying him. One of the inn- servants assisted the latter in carrying tent and medicine boxes and in erecting same. The tent was erected in a broad street at the back of our inn, where a daily market was held. The medicine boxes were placed on a little table, in front of which stood a wooden form and another at the side. The patients were seated on these. Any difficult cases were sent to the inn to be treated by me. On the table were also a number of copies of various tracts and portions of Scripture. Mr. Gilmour dispensed medicines, talked and preached as the oppor- tunity offered. ' About one he returned to the inn, and had dinner, con- sisting of meat, etc., which was bought at a Chinese cook- 278 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA shop. About three we generally took a walk to the coun- try. We used to go out to look at the various crops, and Mr. Gilmour would chat away to one and another whom we met on the road. He was generally recognised, and in the most friendly way. I have a very pleasant recollection of these times ; often our conversation would turn to home, to our boys and friends. Sometimes he would tell me about his student friends, while at other times he used to tell me of his deputation work at home, and about the various people he had met there. ' Often a gentleman would come up and ask, " Where are you going ? " to which Mr. Gilmour would reply, " We arc cooling ourselves ; we are going nowhere." It was always a mystery to people what we could possibly mean by taking walks to the country. One day two lads followed us for some miles across some low hills, anxious to know our busi- ness, and getting well laughed at by their friends, poor fellows, on their return to the town. ' One thing about Mr. Gilmour always impressed me deeply his wonderful knowledge of the little touches of Chinese politeness, and his wonderful power of observation. He loved the Chinese looked upon them and treated them as brothers, and was a man who lived much in prayer ; and in this lay his great power as a missionary. ' When he met a Mongol he would exchange a few words of Mongol with him, and it was wonderful to sec the man's face light up as he heard his own tongue. All the Mongols knew that he could speak their language, and as one of the few who did. ' As we returned to the town and were walking along the street, many of the passers-by would bow ; and here and there a shopkeeper would give him a friendly bow. Some- times he would buy a few peaches or apples, and not un- frequently he would give a sweetmeat vendor two cash for two sweets, handing one to me. CLOSING LABOURS 279 ' About half-past four \vc returned to the inn, and then, as a rule, some people would be there waiting to see him. Mr. Sun, the box-maker, used often to come to read the Scriptures with Mr. Gilmour, and then they would discuss various points ; Mr. Sun giving his opinion, and then Mr. Gilmour putting him right. Sometimes an outsider would drop in, and then, not unfrcquently, Mr. Sun would talk to him about the Gospel. 'About six Mr. Gilmour had some cocoa and bread. At the time of the lighting of the candles Mr. Gilmour had made it a rule for the Christians to assemble for evening prayers, and, accordingly, they all turned up then. A Chinese table was placed in the centre of Mr. Gilmour's room, and three wooden forms were placed round the table for the accommodation of the preacher and the Christians. Mr. Gilmour and I used to sit on chairs at the vacant side of the table. On the table stood two Chinese candle- sticks, each surmounted by a Chinese candle. A Chinese candle is made from the castor bean, and is fixed to the candlestick by running the iron pin on the latter into a hollow straw in the end of the candle. Then we also had a Chinese oil lamp. The upper vessel is simply a little earthenware saucer, containing a little oil, and in it lie some threads of cotton (a cotton wick). This is made to project over the edge of the saucer and is then lighted. The lower part of the lamp is simply an earthenware receptacle, in which the oil for replenishing the lamp is kept, and, while in use, the little lamp is supported in it. This often used to remind me of the parable of the virgins, and in reading that parable by the light of such a lamp one is able to make it very realistic to Chinamen. ' Our evening worship consisted in first singing a hymn, Mr. Gilmour leading. Then Mr. Gilmour offered up a short prayer ; after which we read a chapter cither in the Old or New Testament, reading verse about. Each man 28o JAMES G1LMOUR OF MONGOLIA had a copy of the Scriptures. Then Mr. Gilmour gave a little address on the chapter ; after which \ve had another prayer one of the Christians being asked this time. Then another hymn and the benediction. ' Usually one or more of the Christians would remain chatting with Mr. Gilmour. As soon as they had gone we had a cup of cocoa together. Then Mr. Gilmour and I used to have evening prayers together. He used to read a chapter from a little book by Mr. Moule, and then we both prayed. ' After this we used to sit chatting together until bed- time, and so ended a day.' In August 1890 Dr. Smith lost his wife, who as Miss Philip had become known and beloved by a large number of friends of the London Missionary Society, both in Great Britain and Australia. He had also become so ill that the ensuing weakness, together with the great shock of his wife's sudden loss, compelled him, early in 1891, to return to England on a visit. Before doing so he was able to take Mr. Parker, the young and active colleague appointed to assist Mr. Gilmour, out to Mongolia, reaching Td Ssu Kou on December 5. Greatly encouraged by the arrival of his young helper, Mr. Gilmour was grievously dis- appointed by the enforced return of Dr. Smith, and the indefinite postponement of the hospital scheme that was so near to his heart, and upon which he always asserted, in his judgment, the ultimate success of the mission depended. But discipline of this kind only drove him back more entirely upon God. In a letter to Mr. Owen, dated December 29, 1890, he writes : About myself I have lots to be thankful for. I am CLOSING LABOURS 281 mostly in the light, sometimes very sweetly. Sometimes, though, it is cold and dark ; but I just hold on, and it is all right. Romans viii. I find good reading in dull spiritual weather, and the Psalms too are useful. When I feel I cannot make headway in devotion, I open at the Psalms and push out in my canoe, and let myself be carried along in the stream of devotion which flows through the whole book. The current always sets towards God, and in most places is strong and deep. These old men eh, man ! they beat us hollow, with all our New Testament and all our devotional aids and manuals. And yet I don't know. In the old time there were giants one here and there. Now there are many nameless but efficient men of only ordinary stature. ' Brother, let us be faithful. That is what God wants. What He needs. W r hat He can use. I was greatly struck by one saying of Mrs. Booth's. It will not be so very different there (in heaven) to what it is here. I guess she is right. I guess there will be differences of occupation there as here, and I guess that our life here is a training for life and work there. Oh the mystery ! How thin a wall divides it from us ! How well the secret has been kept from of old till now ! May the richest blessings be on you and yours and your work ! ' Yours affectionately, . ' JAMES GILMOUR.' The year 1891 found Mr. Gilmour hard at work as usual, in good health and spirits, and with the hope and apparently the prospect of many years of service before him. And yet, just as the summer was beginning, he was called to the presence of the King, and to the per- fect work and fellowship of ' the Church of the firstborn.' Had he been able to choose his fate he would hardly have 282 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA wished it other than it was. His work in Mongolia was steadily growing ; slowly, it is true, but yet gaining a strength and impetus that will abide, and has well begun the conquest of Mongolia for Christ. Though practically without a medical colleague, and actually without the hospital for which he had so toiled and prayed, he was cheered and strengthened by the constant presence and fellowship of Mr. Parker. His letters are all in a cheery and buoyant strain, and, although referring not unfre- quently to the future life, without a hint or a suspicion that he was in any degree conscious of the rapid way in which the days of his earthly life were running out. In a letter to Mr. Thompson, dated January 7, he says, ' You will be glad to hear I am in good health and spirits.' To Mr. Owen he wrote on March 2 : - ' Does God not mean to have a medical man here ? I wonder ! Wondering, I tell Him as I tell you, and try to leave it with Him, and in very great part do leave it to Him too. It is good to have His calm mercy and help. How's your soul, brother? I'll tell you how mine is eager to experience more of the Almighty power inworking inside. Eager to be more transformed. Less conformed to the world. Eager to touch God more, and have Him touch me more, so that I can feel His touch. ' I am distressed at so few conversions here. But again sometimes very fully satisfied in believing I am trying to do His will. That makes me calm. I am scared at our property venture, but again trust in God, and the fears subside. The world to come, too, sometimes looms up clear as not far distant, and the light that shines from that makes things seem different a good deal' CLOSING LABOURS 283 From other letters that remain we catch glimpses of the course of his action and thought during these last weeks. During the year 1869 he met in Edinburgh Mrs. Swan, the widow of one of the pioneers of the Mongol Mission of 1817 to 1841, and that interview gave the chief direction to the work of his life. In March 1891 he heard of Mrs. Swan's death, and he wrote to Miss Cullen, her niece, the following letter : ' I sent you a post-card acknowledging receipt of your kind letter of December 10, saying that Mrs. Swan had passed away on November 22. I had not heard, and just then I had not time to write. I am now at the east end of my district, three days' journey from where the mail reached me. ' I am much moved to think that letter to me was her last. And there is a fitness that it should be so. " Baptized for the dead," as the phrase is. In some sense I am suc- cessor to her work, and it was not out of keeping that her last letter should have been to the field which all along had such a large place and keen interest in her heart, where so many more good works found a place. I often think of all the kindness and friendship I have experienced at her hands, both on my visits to Edinburgh and through letters. Missionaries miss such lives much when they are removed. I need not speak to you, who knew her so well, of what a charming hostess she made, and of how, even in her old age, all her great and abiding earnestness had run- ning through it all so much happy Scotch humour. ' I had no idea Mrs. Swan was so old. Eighty-one, she did not look old except about the last time I saw her, and then I had no idea her age was so great. She has gone ; but for many years to come, if I am spared, I shall from time to time revisit her in her house in Edinburgh, and see her at 284 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA the table with the quiet Jane moving noiselessly around, or see her seated at her desk in the corner, writing letters. Re- member me very kindly to your father fit brother for such a sister. Their separation cannot be very long at the longest. For that matter of it, those of us who are here longest must soon be gone, and when the going comes, or looms before us, let us look not at the going, but at the being there! Having paid considerable attention to the work and methods of the Salvation Army, the publication of /// Darkest England interested him greatly, and on March 9 he sent in a letter the following trenchant criticism, all the more noteworthy because of his strong sympathy with much in the Army that others find it hard to accept. ' Got here Saturday. Had a good Sunday with the Christians. To-day it snowed, and thus we have had time to put our house in order. I have read Booth's scheme in the Review of Reviews. I am greatly puzzled. It is so far a departure from Booth's principle of doing spiritual work only. It reads well, but Booth must know just as well as I do that much of the theory will never work in practice. What I dislike most in it is, it is in spiritual things doing exactly what it attempts to do in secular things namely, it threatens to swallow up in a great holy syndicate no end of smaller charities which have been and are working efficiently. Again, the finally impenitent are to be cast off. Yes, that is just the rub. It will leave the good-for-no- things, many of them cast out as before. Nor will Booth's despotism do in the long run. But I am for the scheme and for old Booth too ; but, nevertheless, there is both a limit and an end to all despotism and despotisms. But I am more favourable to the scheme than these words would seem to indicate.' CLOSING LABOURS 285 Mr. Parker, who bids fair to be a successor after Gil- mour's own heart, in his first report of his experiences in Mongolia gave a bright and hopeful view of his colleague. ' On arriving at Ta Ssu Kou we found Gilmour very well indeed ; looking better than he did when I saw him in England. He was jubilant over our coming, and it has been a great source of happiness to me to know that God's sending me here has up till now given happiness and com- fort to one of His faithful servants. I have had a slight taste of being left alone, and I must confess Gilmour has had something to endure during the last few years. ' We are living in hired rooms of an inn. Gilmour is not in this courtyard. I have been alone here with my Chinese boy for the last five weeks (Dr. Smith being in Ch'ao Yang until a few days ago). I have been unable to get a proper teacher at present. Gilmour's student has been teaching me. He speaks distinctly. With him I have made very fair progress. I hope in a few days to secure a proper teacher. ' Another thing which has taught me a good amount ol the Chinese I know is having to give orders to my Chinese boy in house-keeping generally. I am thankful to God for past experiences in my life, though they were rather rough ; for here I find they come in very usefully. I had to teach my boy how to cook and do things generally. It was rather an amusing piece of work, seeing that I knew nothing of the language. Each order I gave him was a comedy in two or three acts, all played out in dumb show. In telling him what I wished purchased I was obliged to imitate sounds which are peculiar to certain beasts and birds, which when he understood, he announced that fact by opening wide his eyes and emitting a loud " Ah ! " which was generally followed by the name of the thing indicated bellowed forth at the top of his voice as if I were deaf. 286 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA Also he in turn, when he had anything to tell me, ahvays stood in the centre of the room and went through a whole performance. On one occasion, when he wished to tell me that a certain dog had stolen the day's meat, the perform- ance was so amusing that, when he had got through, I asked him what he was trying to say, in order that I might once rnore see the fun. ' Forgive me for taking up your time with such frivolous things. But I have picked up much of the language in that way, although at the cost of being grimed with soot and burning my fingers. All that is now past, and the boy is very useful, and, although now a heathen, I am hoping that by my influence he may be led to know the love of Jesus Christ I am very glad that I came straight out here. I am sure I shall learn the language (of the people, perhaps not of the books} better than in the frontier cities. I am con- stantly forced to try and speak. Every day I have some visitors here whom I must try and entertain. I feel stupid at times with them, and perhaps they think I am ; but, nevertheless, each day's experience is adding to my vo- cabulary. And when so learnt, I know that people will understand me when I speak. ' Gilmour is doing a valuable work. Every day he goes to the street and sets out his table with his boxes of medi- cines and books. He has three narrow benches, on one of which he sits, the other two being for his patients. Of the latter he has any amount, coming with all the ills to which humanity is heir. It is a busy street, not of the best repute, for it is where all the traders in second-hand clothes and dealers in marine stores spread out their wares. ' For some weeks I went out at a certain hour to take care of Gilmour's stand while he went and got a " re- fresher " in the shape of some indigestible pudding made of millet-flour with beans for plums. He generally left me with a patient or two requiring some lotion in the eye CLOSING LABOURS 287 or some wound to dress. Then I, being a new-comer and a typical " foreign devil " (being red of hair and in complexion), always brought a large following down the street with me, and attracted a great crowd round the stand. At first it was not pleasant to sit there and be stared at without being able to speak to them ; but after a while I got very interested in the different faces that came round. On one occasion I noticed the crowd eagerly dis- cussing something among themselves, giving me a scruti- nising look now and then. Now and again one would turn to his fellow and rub his finger across his upper lip as if he was feeling for his moustache. I had only been here a week or so then, and knew very little of the language ; but I listened attentively, and at last I heard them speaking the Chinese numerals, and then it all dawned upon me that they were inquiring about and discussing my age ; so I up with my fingers indicating the years of my pilgrimage. I never saw a crowd so amused. " Ah, ah ! " they said, and opened their eyes, highly delighted that I was able to tell them what they wanted to know. Then I had my turn, and, pointing to a man here and there in the crowd, I used what little of Chinese I had in guessing their ages. ' But the sights of misery, suffering, and wretchedness which gather round Gilmour's stand are simply appalling. His work seems to me to come nearest to Christ's own way of blessing men. Healing them of their wounds, giving comfort in sickness, and at the same time telling them the gospel of Eternal Salvation through Jesus Christ. One day that I went I found Gilmour tying a bandage on a poor beggar's knee. The beggar was a boy about sixteen years of age, entirely naked, with the exception of a piece of sacking for a loin cloth. He had been creeping about, almost frozen with cold, and a dog (who, no doubt, thought he was simply an animated bone) had attacked him. ' The people here are desperately poor, and the misery 288 JAMES G1LMOUR OF MONGOLIA and suffering one sees crawling through the streets every day is heart-rending. I have not a doubt that I am in a real mission field, and thank God that He has given me the opportunity to do something towards alleviating some of this misery. But what about the work as regards the saving of souls and establishing of a Church ? I can only speak of the work in Ta Ssu Kou. It is in its initiatory stage. All the Christians and adherents can sit round the four sides of my table. But I am highly pleased with them. The letters of this period have a very tender and sacred association for all who received them, since they reached England after the telegraphic tidings of James Gilmour's death had brought sorrow to his many friends. They came, in a sense, like a message from one ' within the veil.' Some of these refer to the books he was reading, and from which he had derived benefit ; some depict phases of his experience ; some bear directly upon his work and its needs ; all possess the solemn value and are read in the clearer light imparted to them by Death. The first was written to one of his brothers. ' Do you know In the Volume of the Book, by Dr. Pente- cost? It is A i. I have just read it. It is not a dear book. Read it, man, by all means. It gives zest to the old Bible. I am reading through the New Testament at about the rate of a gospel a day, or two epistles. Rapid reading has advantages. Close study of minute portions has other advantages. All sorts of reading are valuable. Go for your Bible, brother. There is no end more in it than ever you or I have yet seen. I am going for it both in Chinese and English, and it pays as nothing else does. In Jesus is all fulness. Supply yourself from Him. May the CLOSING LABOURS 289 richest blessings be on you from Him ! Heaven's ahead, brother. Hurrah ! ' The next was to the Edinburgh correspondent from whose letters we have previously taken extracts. 'This mail was sent off February 2. It came back the same day. The man was scared by robbers. He leaves to-morrow. We are well. We are idle. Would you believe it ? It is Chinese New Year time, and I cannot go on the street with my stand. No people : soon will be. We are thankful for the rest. It won't last long .... Oh, it is good to have Jesus to tell all to. May He be more of an intimate friend to you and to me ! The troubles of this earthly life are not few. How many were Paul's ! I am reading Farrar's Life and Work of Paul. It puts much new light on the epistles. What a time the man Paul had of it ! Yet he called them " light afflictions." How much lighter arc ours ! And the same heaven he looked to is for us the same crown not to him only, but to all who love the appearing of Christ. You love Him. Rejoice and be glad. I am so glad that the crown is not only for such as Paul, whom we cannot hope to imitate, but for those (ii. Timothy iv. 8) who have loved His appearing. We do that, don't we ? May the joy set before us enable us to endure, when endurance is needed ! May your heart rest in Him ! May your soul cling to Him ! May His light always shine on your path ! May I always, even in dark days and dark times, have His light in my heart and soul ! Don't regard me as one always on the sunny heights, but as one often cast down, often in much feebleness, in much umvorthiness, and falling so far short of my own ideal. But it is good to think that, in Christ, we are perfect, that He makes up all. ' Parker and I read Holy of Holies, when together. It i* T 290 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA a good book. Meantime, he and I are three days' journey separate, and may be so for a month to come yet. I hope he likes it It is a little hard on him, but I had to come here on mission business, and, if needed, will return to him at any time. Looking again at Heb. vi. 4-6.' His correspondent had asked him about this passage. ' It is said it is impossible to " renew them again to repentance." Does it not seem clear that what is described cannot be the case of one who has the repentant heart ? I think so decidedly, and that passage has no bearing on the sinner who repents No one will come to harm who commits himself to His keeping. And no one will lack leading who has God for his guide. If I could only hear of or from the friends I pray for, that they had given themselves over to God's keeping, I would be at rest and thankful. You are trusting in Him. You will not be ashamed. He will take care to supply every needed blessing at the right time and in the right way. ' Some day, I believe we shall stand in Eternity and look back on Time. How ashamed we then shall be of any want of trust and of any unfaithfulness ! May He help us to look at things now in that light, and how to do as we then shall wish we had done ! . . . ' I would be glad if you would send me half a dozen copies of the Wordless Book. Two copies fell into the hands of robbers and were thus lost. . . . ' I shall be glad to have the Life of Faith. You might mark any passages that strike you.' In a letter '.o the Rev. J. Paterson, dated April I, he writes : ' It helps me much out here to get the best consecrated literature, and to get it early. Men in the most difficult and dangerous fields should be the best armed and equipped. CLOSING LABOURS 291 Some of these books open up new treasures to me in God's Word. I do not use them in place of God's Word, but as openers to the treasures.' In almost the last letter from him received by his brother Alexander and dated April 24, 1891, the following passage occurs : ' The Practice of the Presence of God, being conversations and letters of Brother Lawrence. Please send a copy to yourself, John, Matthew, Paterson, Miss Gowan, and ten copies to me, charging all costs to me, of course. It is by a Roman Catholic : don't imitate his Roman Catholicism, but his practice of the presence of God.' In April Mr. Gilmour journeyed to Tientsin, and was unanimously elected to preside over the annual meeting of the North China District Committee of the London Mis- sionary Society as chairman. His last communication to the home Society, with the exception of one brief note upon a matter of committee business, was a post-card, dated April 20, 1891, received in London some weeks after the tidings of his death. It runs : ' Arrived here yesterday. The world keeps shrinking. Left Ta Ssu Kou Monday 8 A.M. Tuesday noon dined in a border Mongol village, in a Mongol's inn, served by a Mongol waiter, in presence of a number of Mongols. Got to London Missionary Society's Compound, Tientsin, Saturday, 5 P.M. Our headquarters are just five days from the extended railway. Am in A I health, everybody says so here, and that truly. Meantime am in clover, physically and spiritually With prayers for the home end. of the London Missionary Society's work. ' Yours truly, 'J. GILMOUR.' T 2 292 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA Just thirty-one days later he was lying dead in the same compound. How the interval passed is told by those who enjoyed those closing days of lofty spiritual fellow- ship. Had it been foreseen that the end was so near, the fervour and impressivcness and help of his presence could hardly have been increased. Before, however, passing to the details of this last month, the following letters are given in extenso, as they form the last lengthy sketches of his work drawn by his own hand. 'Tientsin, L.M.S. : April 20, 1891. My dear Mrs. Lovett, I guess you are at the bottom of io/. from Clapham Congregational Church Working Society (Ladies). Ar'n't you ? If so, thanks. If not I was going to say you ought to be but my courage fails me. Anyhow, you can read and please forward the en- closed with my best thanks to the friends. I got here two days ago, and am here for a short time. The railway has gone out eastwards, is still going, and has now a station near me in Mongolia near me being five long days' journey ; but that is near, as near and far go here. ' I have many grateful and many prayerful remem- brances of England and English friends, and a vivid remembrance of your kindness when I was with you. My regards to your parents. I hope you and your husband and children are all well. I heard of Mr. Lovett being in America A mcrican Pictures on the stocks ? ' I had intended to write you a nice letter, but it won't come, and the letter must go as it is. Please read into the remaining blank sheet all the feelings and good wishes I should express and do feel, and next time I write you, may it not be in the ebb tide, at the end of a mail. Your husband's a Director. I do hope they are sending CLOSING LABOURS 293 me a doctor. If he can do anything in the matter, I wish he would. 'Yours, dried up and feeling dumb, 1 JAMES GILMOUR.' Enclosed in the above was the following letter, dated March io,and addressed to 'The Clapham Congregational Church Ladies' Working Society.' 'Dear Friends, Many thanks for your handsome donation (io/.), notice of which has reached me last night. I am told you want to hear from me. All right. I am just back from a month's raid into Ch'ao Yang. Had a fine time. Good weather and plenty of work in the market- place. Baptized four adults, three being women all Chinese. It is the day of small things truly, but I am not a little encouraged, over the women especially. That now makes four Christian families in Ch'ao Yang or its imme- diate neighbourhood. The two wives baptized this time have Christian husbands. It has all along been our prayer that the unsaved relatives of the saved might be saved. ' Mrs. Chu's husband was baptized a couple of years ago. She consented to his taking their two children to me to be baptized, but she herself would have nothing to do with Christianity or Christ. This time she got over her difficulties. I was much pleased, especially as she had annoyed her husband a good deal last year about his having been beaten about his Christianity. She also had her little child baptized. Pray that God may keep and help them in all the many complications that will arise on account of their Christianity, living as they do in a com- posite family, the ruling powers of which are heathen. ' Mrs. Ning is a model wife. They are poor. Her husband cannot dress in good clothes, but is always as 294 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA neat as a virtuous wife, skilful with her needle, can make him. She mends so neatly. I once discarded a vest (Chinese) and gave it to her husband. He took it home, and later on I saw him swelling about in it quite like a neat old gentleman, though I was almost ashamed to give it him. ' They have had family worship in their home for a year or two they say. We went to baptize her. It was such a small, poor house, but so very nice inside. Mother and grown daughters and little girl, with father and grown son, all sleep on a little brick platform, hardly big enough for me one man. She and the grown daughter support the family by needlework making horsehair women's head fittings, which the father sells, when he has nothing more to do. ' The son is epileptic and can earn nothing, and is, in addition, a great eater. He is a good man and a Christian As we entered, the son and daughter went out. The mother and little daughter were baptized. The father did not wish his big daughter baptized. When she is married she will get a heathen mother-in-law, who will go for her and make her worship idols. So said the father. In a few days the father came back, saying that out of fear of the coming mother-in-law he had not had his daughter baptized, but that his daughter had pressed him so hard that she was as formidable as the mother-in-law. The daughter says she'll stick to her God and let them stick to theirs, and so she was baptized. She has a hot time before her. Chinese mothers in-law are no joke. Pray for the lassie that : (a) she may be steadfast ; () she may be wise ; (c) she may be gentle in her resistance; (d] enabled by God to endure ; and that the mother-in-law may be restrained. God can do all things. ' Here, in Ta Ssu Kou, two of the Christians have wives CLOSING LABOURS 29$ very much opposed to Christianity, and give their husbands hot times. Remember the husbands, please, and all such in their shoes, in prayer, and may the darkened women themselves be enlightened. You have no notion how deeply sunk in superstition the women are. Still another Christian has a wife whom he has to allow to worship a weasel, because the woman shows symptoms of being possessed by the beast if she does not worship it ! ' The other day a woman came to my stand in the market-place, saying that " Mr. Yellow " troubled her. " Mr. Yellow " turned out to be the weasel, and she firmly believed her sickness was due to the beast. ' We are badly in want of a lady medical man in this district. Don't you know of one who would do ? Are there none of you who could study medicine and go out as doctors to some of the many needy places ? Much was hoped for this district from the late Mrs. Smith, but God took her. Any one who comes here should have good health, and not fear seclusion from foreign company. I would suggest that a couple should come, a medical and a non-medical. There is a house which could be got for such a couple, only I don't sec how they could get on without knowing some Chinese. Perhaps some one of the Peking or Tientsin ladies already speaking Chinese would volunteer to be a medical lady's companion. Would that God would stir some of you up ! Meantime, thanks for the money. Thanks also for the prayers which I take for granted you let us have. You might also pray for a woman who has a very good, quiet, Christian husband, but herself has such a temper that she cannot in decency take on a Christian profession. Eh, man ! eh, man ! it is curious that I, a widower, should be left to look after women's souls out here, when lots of women are competing for men's situations and businesses at home. I guess things 296 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA will come right some day, though I may or may not see it ' Very gratefully, ' Yours sincerely, JAMES GILMOUR.' On May 8 he sent the following note to Mrs. Williams, the wife of the Rev. Mark Williams of the American Board. Their Society happened to be holding its annual meeting at the same time in Tientsin as the London Society. Mr. Gilmour was just entering his fatal illness as he penned these lines, the last, we believe, that he wrote. They are a beautiful testimony to the strength of his affection for the Mongols to whom he and his wife had ministered so well long before, and on whose behalf they had suffered so much and so deeply. Standing as he was on the borderland of the heavenly country, he recalls the hard toil of his early days, and he leaves to those who must carry on to a successful issue, not only his work, but also the great enterprise of winning all China for Jesus Christ, this as a last legacy the fruit of his prayer, his faith, his toil and his utter self-sacrifice namely, the conviction that the need of China is ' good, honest, quiet, earnest, persistent work in old lines and ways.' ' Tientsin : May 8, Friday. ' My dear Mrs. Williams, Thanks for returning the photos. Not having delivered them to you personally, I feared that in the present whirl of people and business they might have been mislaid, or even not reached you. 'It is a great pleasure to see you here at this time. Many memories of past times and days come up. Though never again likely to see Kalgan, I often in thought go CLOSING LABOURS 297 along its narrow, hard streets, and its up and down side- ways, call in at your house, see all your faces, even that of the youthful Stephen, and the studious Etta ; and often go up over the Pass into the grass land. ' It is like a rest for a little while beside the palms and wells of Elim to meet you all here. ' Your peaceful, happy family fills me with gratitude to God. May He bless them all (your children), and lead them not only into paths of peace and pleasantness, but of useful service for Him ! You and your husband seem well. May many useful years of ripely experienced labour be yours ! ' Lately, I am being more and more impressed with the idea that what is wanted in China is not new " lightning " methods so much as good, honest, quiet, earnest, persistent work in old lines and ways. ' With many grateful memories of all old-time Kalgan kindness, and hoping to sec a note from you, or Mr. Williams, say once a year or so, and with prayers for you and all Kalgan-wards Mongols, ' Yours, cheered by the vision of you all, ' JAMES GILMOUR.' 298 CHAPTER XII THE LAST DAYS AT Tientsin James Gilmour was the guest of Dr. Roberts for too brief a time his colleague in Mongolia and the doctor's sister, who kept house for him. The story of the closing days cannot be better told than in their words. To Miss Roberts fell the sorrowful task of sending the news of their irreparable bereavement to the two motherless lads in England. ' Tientsin : June 6, 1891. ' My dear Willie and Jimmie, You will wonder who I am that call you by your names and yet have never known you. ' But I think, when you hear that your dear father spent the last five weeks of his life with my brother, Dr. Roberts, and myself, perhaps you will not be sorry to get a few lines from an unknown friend. It is now many weeks since we received a letter from Mr. Gilmour saying he hoped to be able to attend the annual meetings in Tientsin, and who would take him in ? My brother replied at once, saying what a real pleasure it would be if he would stay with us. And so he came, and about a fortnight before the time, of which we were all the more glad. He looked the very picture of health on his arrival, and was in excellent spirits ; many remarked how very well and strong he looked. ' I remember well the day he arrived, it was a Saturday THE LAST DAYS 299 afternoon. I suggested that he should have some dinner at once, but, thoughtful-like, as your father always was, he said, " No, thank you, I have already had all I want ; I shall not require anything more till your next ordinary meal." 1 By-and-by we showed him his room, " whose windows opened to the sun-rising." We had made it as pretty and comfortable as we could, and brightened it with freshly cut flowers. The next day I noticed he had taken the tablecloth off his writing-table, and in the evening he handed it to me, saying, if I remember rightly, " Here, mademoiselle, is your tablecloth. I am afraid of inking it. You had better put it away." I was grieved, and begged he would use, and ink it, too, for the matter of that ; but it was no use, not on any account would he spoil my cloth, and therefore would not use it. ' He seemed very happy with us, and I think thoroughly appreciated the homelikeness of his surroundings after his lonely life in Mongolia, and the dismal rooms of a Chinese inn, and it was such a pleasure to minister to his comforts in every possible way we could think of. ' He used to spend his days, as a rule, in the following way : 'After breakfast he would write letters. At 10.45, after a cup of cocoa, he would go over to the hospital, returning at I o'clock to dinner. This over, he would go back with my brother to see the in-patients. At 4.30 we would all have tea together, after which he would make calls, or go for a walk, or talk over committee matters with Mr. Lees or Mr. Bryson. Many evenings he would be invited out, or would be at a meeting, or would spend it quietly at home ; and so the time went by till meetings began. Then the whole day till 4 P.M. was spent in com- mittee, and at six Mr. Gilmour had a Bible-class for an hour with the Chinese preachers who had come to attend some of the meetings. 3oa JAMES 'GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA ' These were nearly over when your father began to complain of feeling done up and of having fever. The following Sunday he was in bed. This was only eleven days before he died. On Monday, however, he was better and up, and was able to be with us all day, and took the Communion with us all in the evening. Then we chatted together for some time and sang hymns, amongst others, " God be with you till we meet again ! " No. 494 in Sankey's Songs and Solos. ' In this connection let me tell you some of Mr. Gilmour's favourite hymns in the book just mentioned. Amongst these were Nos. 494, 535, 150, 328. I dare say you would like to learn them and sing them for his sake. ' Your dear father was only in bed ten days before the end came, and all this time he spoke but little. He was too feverish and ill to want to talk or to listen : he just lay quietly, bearing his sickness with remarkable patience. One day, observing he was a little restless, I went to his bedside and asked him if he wanted anything. " No, nothing," was his reply, " only that the Lord would deliver me out of this distress." ' The last few days his mind was not clear, but all his wanderings were about his work. It was the last day but one of his life ; he was more restless than usual, trying all the time to rouse himself, as if for a journey, when he looked up and said, " Where are we going ? " ' " To heaven," I answered, " to see the Lord." ' " No," he replied, " that is not the address." '"Yes it is, Mr. Gilmour," I said again. "We are going to heaven ; would you not like to go and see the Lord Jesus ? " ' Then he seemed to take in the meaning of my words, and reverently bowed his head in assent, his lips quivered, and his eyes filled with tears ; and he was quieted, like a weary child who has lost his way and finds on inquiry that THE LAST DAYS -01 only a few more steps and he will be at rest and at home. ' The next day, his last, was still more restless. At one time he seemed to be addressing an audience and earnestly gesticulating with his hands ; and, with as much force as he could command, he said : " We are not spending the time as we should ; we ought to be waiting on God in prayer for blessing on the work He has given us to do. I would like to make a rattling speech but I cannot I am very ill and can only say these few words." And then he nodded his head and waved his hand, as if in fare- well to his listeners. ' It was seven o'clock in the evening when my brother saw the end was not far off, and at once we sent for all the other members of the Mission that all might watch with him in this last solemn hour. He was unconscious the whole time, and his breathing laboured. ' The two doctors battled for an hour and a half to keep off Death's fatal grasp, but to no purpose : the Lord wanted His faithful worker, and we could not keep him, though we wanted him much, and knew that Willie and Jimmie in England needed him more. ' Gradually the breathing became quieter and quieter, till at last, about 9.30, he just closed his eyes and " fell asleep," with the peace of Heaven resting on his face.' In a letter sent by Dr. Roberts to Dr. Smith, who was then in England, a few further particulars are given. ' He preached one Sunday evening a very solemn sermon on " Examine yourself," and no one can soon forget the way he preached. During the annual meetings he was extra busy. Everyone remarked what a good chairman he made, and in the devotional meetings from 9 to 9.30 A.M. he was always ready to lead in prayer or speak a 302 few words. Freshness, to the point, and to the heart cha- racterised all he did or said. In the evenings he conducted services for the native preachers present at the annual gathering, and to these meetings he took one foreigner each night to assist in the speaking. ' It was at the close of this busy week, when tired out, that he got the fever which eventually carried him home. The fever was very irregular in type, but after some days I felt it was an exceptional type of typhus fever. Great weakness of the heart was a characteristic feature all through his case, and but for this sad complication I believe he would have been alive to-day. Weak action of the heart was an old enemy of his. For the first week of his illness he did not feel very poorly, and we had many chats together, and some prayer and reading of God's Word every night nearly. But in the second week his temperature went up to 1 06, and, though it came down under anti- pyretics, he seemed never to regain his former ground. His mind became more and more clouded. Parker took the night nursing, my sister the day, and I sat with him when time allowed. On Thursday, May 21, the day on which he died, he was very delirious all day, though he knew us all. I did not give up hope till 7 P.M., when his heart failed him in spite of active stimulation. It was then that we all gathered round his bed. I did my utmost with the help of Frazer to avert the sad end ; but ere long, seeing our efforts were vain, we ceased, and sat in his room and saw him gradually and very peacefully pass away, his breath getting feebler and feebler till he closed his eyes and fell asleep in Jesus.' The funeral took place towards evening on May 23, THE LAST DAYS 503 189.1. It was a lovely afternoon, and the sun shining brightly lent additional force to the words of John Bunyan which were printed upon the simple sheet containing the hymn to be sung at the grave : ' The pilgrim they laid in an upper chamber whose window opened towards the Sun- rising.' The coffin was borne to the grave by two relays of bearers ; the first consisted of three European and three native preachers ; the second, on the one side, of the Rev. S. E. Meech, his brother-in-law ; the Rev. J. Parker, his col- league, and Dr. Roberts ; and on the other Liu, his faithful Chinese preacher and helper, Chang, the tutor of the theological class at Tientsin, and Hsi, his courier, a native of Ta Ssu Kou. His last resting-place immediately adjoins that of his dearly loved friend, Dr. Mackenzie, and the service at the grave was conducted by the Rev. Jonathan Lees and the Rev. J. Parker. Chang offered prayer, and a farewell hymn was sung. Sleep on, beloved, sleep, and take thy rest ; Lay down thy head upon thy Saviour's breast ; We love thee well ; but Jesus loves thee best Good night ! Good night ! Good night ! Until the shadows from this earth are cast ; Until He gathers in His sheaves at last ; Until the twilight gloom be overpast Good night ! Good night ! Good night ! Until we meet again before His throne, Clothed in the spotless robe He gives His own, Until we know even as we are known Good night ! Good night ! Good night ! Little Chinese boys who had known and loved Mr. Gilmour came forward and threw handfuls of flowers into his grave, loving hands laid upon the coffin a wreath of white blossoms on behalf of the now orphaned boys far 304 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA away, and the simple but beautiful service was closed by a spontaneous act on the part of the Chinese converts present. Pressing near the grave of him whose heart loved China and the Chinese with a fervour and an enthusiasm that may have besn equalled, but certainly have never been surpassed, they sang in their own tongue the hymn begin- ning, ' In the Christian's home in glory.' The labourer had entered into the rest he had so often seen by the eye of faith. ' There remains,' he wrote, less than a year before his death, ' a rest. Somewhere ahead. Not very far at the longest. Perfect, quiet, full, without solitude, isolation, or inability to accomplish ; when the days of our youth will be more than restored to us ; where, should mysteries remain, there will be no torment in them. And the reunions there \ Continuous too, with no feeling that the rest of to-day is to-morrow to be ended by a plunge again into a world seething with iniquity, and groaning with suffering.' Many pages might be filled with loving eulogies of James Gilmour. But the best of all is the simple story of his life. Yet two or three references to his work and influence must here find a place. From the pen of Dr. Reynolds comes this weighty testimony : ' The end of his career came ail too suddenly, and in gathering together my impressions of it as a whole, I am convinced that I have seldom seen a man so entirely possessed by a grand idea, so utterly persuaded that we had a debt to pay to the heathen world, so invincibly sure that Christian faith and life was the one supreme need of THE LAST DA YS 305 these regions beyond our circle of light. Few men have cast the bread upon greater waters, have sown the seed over a wider area, or had to mourn more sadly over those heart-breaking months which intervene between the seed- time and the harvest. Impartial critics have recognised the intense honesty, the shrewd wit, the faculty of vision, the power to tell the story of his rare experiences with such verisimilitude as to force upon the reader a ready acqui- escence in every detail of his narrative. But his Christian brethren saw a deeper vein than this in Gilmour's achieve ments. He was ablaze from first to last with a passionate desire to set forth Christ in His majesty and mercy, in all His power to heal and to command. I had unexpected opportunities of finding how tender and affectionate his nature was ; how grateful and enthusiastic his love to hi* Hamilton home, to his father, mother, and wife, and how faithful and loyal he was to the society and the brother- hood of his Alma Mater.' The Rev. G. Owen, at a memorial service held in Peking very shortly after Mr. Gilmour's death, gave a sketch of his character and work, and thus summed up his life : 1 He spared himself in nothing, but gave himself wholly to God. He kept nothing back. AH was laid upon the altar. I doubt if even St. Paul endured more for Christ than did James Gilmour. I doubt, too, if Christ ever received from human hands or human heart more loving, devoted service. ' If anyone asks, " Would it not have been better if Mr. Gilmour had taken more care of himself and lived longer?" I would answer: " I don't know. His life was beautiful, and I would not alter it if I could. A few years of such U to6 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA seivice as he gave Christ are worth a hundred years of humdrum toil. We need the inspiration of such a life as his. Heaven, too, is the richer for such a man and such a life. The pearly gates opened wide, I have no doubt, to receive him. Angels and men gave him glad welcome, and what a smile would light up the Saviour's face as He received His faithful servant home ! " ' And he being dead yet speaketh. He says, " Be faithful, work hard, for the night cometh when no man can work. Be earnest, for life is brief; be ready, for life is uncertain." But why did God call him away in the midst of life and work ? I don't know. Possibly work here is not of such importance as we think. Or there is more im- portant service elsewhere waiting for such men as Mr. Gilmour. He has been faithful over a few things ; he has been made ruler over many things, and has entered into the joy of his Lord.' Mr. Parker wrote to the sons of his late colleague on June 6, 1891 : ' It is sad that my first letter to you should be to tell you about your father's death, of which no doubt you have heard long ago. . . . The last photographs of yourselves which you sent out he always had where he could see them. Whenever he travelled he took them with him. At Tientsin during his last illness he had them on a low side table, just on a level with his bed, so that as he lay there he could see them. . . . He was very happy, and died like a faithful soldier who had finished his work. It is sad, dear boys, to lose a father such as he was, but it is a great blessing to have had such a father, one so brave, so courageous, one who for the sake of Christ suffered bodily discomfort and pain, suffered terrible loneliness that ho THE LAST DA YS 307 might win some of God's sinning children back to their Father's arms. He lived and suffered for the Mongols, and though God denied him the honour of baptizing even one of them, yet so faithful was he to his work that he toiled on to the very last. " Faithful unto death " are words fully exemplified in your father's life.' In his first letter from Mongolia after his prompt return to carry on in a like spirit of faith and devotion the work from which Mr. Gilmour had been summoned away Mr. Parker depicts the grief of the native Christians on learning their loss. ' The sorrow of the converts here (Ch'ao Yang) at the news of Gilmour's death was very touching Grown-up men burst into tears and sobbed like children when they were told he was dead. All along the route where Gilmour was such a familiar visitor, in the market-place, and at their fairs, the first question they asked as soon as they saw me was, " Has Mr. Gilmour come ? " And at my reply there was always great astonishment, accompanied by expressions of sorrow. Every day at evening prayers I can hear Gilmour's name mingled with their petitions. The Christians here have sent a letter of sympathy to his two boys. ' Here in Ch'ao Yang there are any amount of Mongols, not nomadic, tent-loving, but settled here, and hence they do not have to be sought. Right in the centre of tho town is an immense Mongol temple with two or three hundred priests. Every day I have several of the priests in here, and yet I have heard again and again that this mission is misplaced. Some such words often pained the heart that is now still in death. But this is, and shall be, essentially a Mongol mission in this, that as the best efforts of dear U2 308 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA Gilmour were for making Christ known to the Mongols, my best endeavours shall be to this end. But if some hungry Chinaman, standing by as I hold out the bread of life to his Mongol brother, seeks to eat of it, he shall have it, and be as welcome as the other.' The letter to the children referred to in Mr. Parker's report is a fitting description of James Gilmour's life, and he himself would have desired no other panegyric. It came from the hearts of men on whose behalf he had given his very best, and it shows how strong a hold he had obtained upon their affection. ' We respectfully enquire for the peace and happiness of your excellencies, our brothers Gilmour, also for the peace of your whole school. In the first place Pastor Gilmour in his preaching and doctoring at Ch'ao Yang, north of the Pass, truly loved others as himself, was con- siderate and humble, and had the likeness of (our) Saviour Jesus. Not only the Christians thank him without end, but even those outside the Church (the heathen) bless him without limit. We, who through Pastor Gilmour have obtained the doctrine of the second birth, and received the grace of Jesus, had hoped with Mr. Gilmour to have assembled on the earth until our heads were white and in the future life to have gone with him to heaven. Little did we think we should have been so unhappy. He has already gone to the Lord. We certainly know he is in the presence of the Lord, not only praying for us, but also for you our brothers. ' We pray you, when you see this letter, not to grieve beyond measure. We hope that you will study with in- creased ardour, so as to obtain the heavenly wisdom, like Solomon, and that afterwards you may come to China, to this Ch'ao Yang, to preach the Gospel widely. As the father did, may the sons follow, is our earnest desire. ' Signed by the Ch'ao Yang Christians, 4 LlU MAO LIN (preacher). Liu I (your father's servant). ' P'ANG TIEN K'UEI. SUNG KANG. 'WANG SHENG. ClI'U WEN YUAN. 1 NlNG FU TUNG. CHANG CHEN. ' CHANG WAN CH'UAN. CHANG MAO CHI. CHANG KUEI. NING KUANG CHEN. CHIANG SHENG. Liu CHO. WANG HUI HSIEN. T'IEN TE CH'UN. ' Hu TE.' Here, then, we leave him. If the story of his life fail to touch the heart, to deepen faith, to exalt our estimate of renewed human nature, and to revive enthusiasm in work for Christ at home and abroad, the fault must be in him who has tried to tell it, and to set in order the facts. God's ways are ofttimes dark. James Gilmour had often felt this, and, to those who knew him, it seemed as though he were taken just when God's work needed him most, when the first-fruits of the coming harvest were being gathered, when his knowledge of the Chinese and the Mongols, and their knowledge of him and affection for him, were beginning to tell. But God knows best, and nothing can deprive the Church of Christ of the splendid self- sacrifice, of the noble perseverance in the path of duty of the bright example of courage, devotion, enthusiasm for souls, and patient continuance in well doing shining so clearly through all the long years of toil. Love, self- crucifixion, Jesus Christ closely followed in adversity, in loneliness, in manifold perils, under almost every conceiv- 310 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA able form of trial and hindrance and resistance both active and passive these are the seeds James Gilmour has sown so richly on the hard Mongolian Plain, and over its Eastern mountains and valleys. ' In due time we shall reap if we faint not.' His work goes on. He is now doing the Master's bidding in the higher service. There, we must fain believe, he is rinding full scope for those alto- gether exceptional spiritual affinities, and powers and capa- cities which stand out so conspicuously all through the story of his inner life. Upon us who yet remain rests the responsibility of carrying forward the work he began, of reinforcing the workers, of bearing Mongolia upon our prayers until Buddhism shall fade away before the pure truth and the perfect love of Jesus Christ, and even the hard and unresponsive Mongols come to recognise the truths James Gilmour so long and so faithfully tried to teach them that they need the Great Physician even more than they need the earthly doctor, and that He is more able and willing to heal the hurt of their souls than the earthly physician is to remove the disease of their bodies. Is not the real lesson of James Gilmour's life twofold ? If it be looked at from the point of view of results, it should give clear and vivid ideas of the unwisdom of being cast down by the absence of results in face of the difficulties of missionary work in China. It is to be feared that there are still large numbers of good Christian people who believe that for the conversion of Chinamen and Mongols all that is requisite is to put into the hands of the heathen a copy of God's Word in their native tongue, and then preach to them the good tidings of salvation. No man in this, or in any past generation, has done this more faithfully than THE LAST DAYS 311 James Gilmour. No man ever believed more firmly in the truth that it is ' not by might nor by power, 1 but by the direct influence of the Holy Spirit, that the intellect and conscience and heart of the heathen are to be subdued to the Saviour. No man ever wrestled more eagerly and fervently in prayer on behalf of the ignorant and sinful, and yet his avowed converts can be numbered on the fingers. Does this prove that God is unfaithful ? Does this tend to show that the enterprise is hopeless ? Or has God been teaching us, by the life of one of His ablest and truest servants, the lesson of patient continuance in the path of His commands, whether He blesses or whether He withholds? Is He not proclaiming to His Church the need of a self-sacrifice in all its members com- mensurate with that displayed by James Gilmour and others who like him have not counted their lives dear unto them- selves in the struggle with heathenism ? Some must go in the ' forlorn hope.' Some must lay down their lives in pre- paring the highway of our God. ' Herein is the saying true, One soweth and another reapcth.' But succeeding toilers in the Mongolian field, as the direct result of James Gilmour's sowing, will be able in days to come to apply to themselves our Lord's words, ' I sent you to reap that whereon ye have not laboured : others have laboured, and ye are entered into their labour.' If the lire of James Gilmour be looked at altogether apart from the results that can be entered in tables of statistics, how splendidly inspiring it is ! Faithful to his Master, faithful to his work, although the Master seemed to delay the blessing, although the work wore down the worker. ' I,' said St. Paul to the thankless Corinthian 312 JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA Church, 'will most gladly spend and be spent for your souls. If I love you more abundantly, am I loved the less ? But be it so.' And in the Epistle to the Romans he applied to the Jews who were resisting the Gospel the ancient words of Isaiah : ' But as to Israel He saith, All the day long did I spread out my hands unto a disobedient arid gainsaying people. I say then, Did God cast off His people ? God forbid.' Nor will God cast off the Israel of China, or the Mongols who gave to the faithful teacher re- spect, attention, and in a way the love of their hearts, but who as yet have not surrendered those hearts to their true Lord. James Gilmour, in season and out of season, in almost constant solitude, in superabounding physical labours that often overburdened him, and once nearly broke him down, in the long disappointment of the most cherished hopes, and under the constant strain of what would have crushed any but a giant in faith, lived a life which, if it taught no other lesson, was yet well worth living to teach this that Jesus Christ can and does give His servants the victory over apparent non-success, after the most vehement and long-sustained effort to secure success, and that this is the greatest victory possible to renewed and sanctified human nature. PRINTED BY SPOTTISWOODE AND CO., NEW-STREET SQUARE LONDON CHEAP EDITION. . . Crown 8vo. 2s. 6d. cloth boards. JAMES GILMOUR OF MONGOLIA: HJS DIARIES, LETTERS, AND HE PORTS. EDITED AND ARRANGED IV RICHARD LOVKTT, M.A. Authoi of ' Jfonirrgian Pictures,' 'The Printed Enflitk Biblt' ' London J'itturtt,' PUBLISHED KY THE RELIGIOUS TRACT SOCIETY, 56 PATERNOSTER Row, LONDON. [I'.T.O. jpress Notices OF THE LIFE OF GILMOUR. ' The story of James Gilmour will, if we mistake not, take a place of its own in modern missionary literature. To a world devoted so much to mercenary interests, and a Church too given to take things easily, the life is at once a rebuke and an appeal not easily to be forgotten.' CHRISTIAN WORLD. 'We are sure that this work will be read with the deepest interest by Churchmen as well as Nonconformists.' RECORD. 'A notable addition to the number of impressive and fascinating missionary books a volume fit to stand on the same shelf with the biographies of Paton and Mackay.' BRITISH WEEKLY. ' James Gilmour may appear to some as a hero, to others as a deluded enthusiast, but no one who takes up this account of his life and work can fail to be fascinated by it.' MANCHESTER GUARDIAN. ' Out of sight the most interesting and valuable missionary bio- graphy of recent years.' LITERARY WORLD. ' Not only deeply interesting as a record of missionary labour, but teems with characteristic sketches of Chinese manners, customs, and scenery.' TIMES (WEEKLY). ' Unlike many missionary records, his letters and journals can be read. Indeed, it is difficult to stop reading, once you have begun.' NATIONAL OBSERVER. ' For an age which, as the editor remarks, likes " large and quick returns" for its investments, the history of a man who had for many years to possess his soul in patience has a real and permanent value.' DAILY TELEGRAPH. ' From every point of view the book deserves the highest praise.' GLASGOW HERALD. ' Not the least interesting portion of the book will be its strange pictures of life amid Mongol surroundings.' LIVERPOOL COURIER. By JAMES GILMOUR. AMONG THE MONGOLS. BY THE LATE REV. JAMES GILMOUR, M.A. With Engravings. 2s. 6d. cloth, gilt. ' There has been, if our experience serves us at all, no book quite like this since " Robinson Crusoe" ; and " Robinson Crusoe" is not better, does not tell a story more directly, or produce more instantaneous and final conviction. No one who begins this book will leave it till the narrative ends, or doubt for an instant, whether he knows Defoe or not, that he has been enchained by something separate and distinct in literature, something almost uncanny in the way it has gripped him, and made him see for ever a scene he never expected to see.' THE SPECTATOR. ' Mr. Gihnour tells a story well, and though he tells it quite simply and straightforwardly, he never misses the point of it. He writes, moreover, after having had exceptional chances of gaining a thorough acquaintance with the Mongolian character.' THE GUARDIAN. ' There is a charm in the quiet way in which the modest missionary tells of his life in Tartar tents, of the long rides across the grassy plain, and of the daily life of the nomads among whom he passed so many years. ' FORTNIGHTLY REVIEW. ' Mr. Gilmour's volume is one of the most charming books about a strangi- people that we have read for many a day.' NATURE. ' Mr. Gilmour has lived tZtt-cl-ttte with a Buddhist Lama under his own movable roof; he has shared the hospitality of the desert caravan ; he has taken his turn in the night-watch against thieves ; and he has dwelt as a lodger in their more permanent abodes of trellis-work and felt. As a picture of the raw material from which Chinese civilisation has l>een finally evolved the primitive stage of Tartar nomad communities these sketches possess a great sociological value ; while from the point of view of the reader for amusement alone they are full of liveliness and local colouring.' PAI.L MALL GAZETTE. 'Although it appears in unpretentious form, this is a really remarkably chronicle of travel and adventure.' THE GLOIIE. By JAMES "GILMOUR. Crown 8vo. 5s. cloth. MORE ABOUT THE MONGOLS. Selected and Arranged from Mr. GILMOUR'S Diaries and Papers By RICHARD LOVETT, M.A., Author of ' fames Gilmour of Mongolia' &>c. 1 The style of the writer and the novelty of the theme, and the heart which so longs for " Mongols " showing itself on many a page, combine to make the work intensely interesting, instructive, and impressive.' THE PRESBYTERIAN. ' The experiences of a devoted missionary, whose gift of circumstantial narrative has not inaptly been likened to Defoe's.' THE TIMES. ' It is indeed a delightful volume, which will be welcomed by all who desire the extension of Christ's kingdom on earth.' ENGLISH CHURCHMAN. ' Extracts from the diaries of one of the most adventurous and self-denying of missionaries. 'SATURDAY REVIEW. 'Will be welcomed wherever the name of James Gilmour is known.' THE RECORD. 1 A fascinating volume of travels, ar.d a series of observations on men and manners which show the stuff of which our British missionaries are made.' METHODIST TIMES. 'Will delight readers of all ages.' CHRISTIAN WORLD. Crown 8vo. 2s. 6d. cloth, gilt edges. JAMES GILMOUR AND His BOYS. By RICHARD LOVETT, M.A. With Facsimile Letters and many Illustrations. 'Ought to be in every Sunday School library.' THE CHRISTIAN. ' It is full of curious passages of adventure ; and has a strong religious interest which will not fail to give young readers an intelligent appreciation of the nature of foreign mission work.' SCOTSMAN. ' It has been skilfully put together and will make an admirable gift-book.' .... . . BRITISH WEEKLY. 'It should find a place in all Christian homes. WESTERN MORNING NEWS. It is one that all boys, and girls too, will delight to read.' SCOTTISH LEADER. ' A fascinating volume from beginning to end.' BAPTIST. PUBLISHED BY THE RELIGIOUS' TRACT SOCIETY, 56 Paternoster Row, London ; and Sold by all Booksellers. Sfottis-ivoode &* Co. Printers^ New-street Square, Lcmien. University of California SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY 405 Hilgard Avenue, Los Angeles, CA 90024-1388 Return this material to the library from which it was borrowed. JUN 7 1998