TinraiWtgnifl^lTnilMMpMUM^i***' ■* r^AK /fc^ UriTf (^ i^'L he. h^ U^IaT' 1 THE POETRY OF PATHOS ^ DELIGHT JC'^Mxcu.'J'Aflr ( (fve^/Ty t7*^0^*^€. THE POETRY OF PATHOS & DELIGHT From the Works of COVENTRY PATMORE Passages Selected by ALICE MEYNELL WITH A PORTRAIT AFTER J. S. SARGENT, A.R.A. LONDON: WILLIAM HEINEMANN MDCCCXCVI All rigktt reserved ris INTRODUCTORY NOTE This book does not offer a selection in the usual sense. The poetry of a master is selected before it is written, and before it is conceived ; and the mind that conceives it is selected. Mr. Coventry Patmore's art and labour do but second that original distinction. Therefore it is hardly neces- sary to say that my intention has not been to make a collection of " best passages." What has been intended is to collect passages in which the poet has dealt with two things — delight and sorrow, those human and intelligible passions to which all real poetry has access, but which this poetry touches so close as to be mingled with them and changed into them. So to offer great poetiy to the natural human sensibility, should be to gain for the poet's whole work new readers. I confess that is my motive. INTRODUCTORY NOTE Because of their youth, which has not allowed them to read very much, or because of accident, there may be many readers still to gain. Among them may be the fittest — not the less fit because they have been for a time under the influence of a fashion for inordinate haste, or for inordinate leisure, of appreciation. Mr. Patmore's greatest work is neither so new as to gratify the eagerness of one fashion, nor so old as to flatter the reluctance of the other. It is a work of the beginning of the last quarter of our century. It is dated later than Mr. Swinburne's best, for instance, but it had its place in literature before the pi'esent young love of poetry had taken life. Again, many poets are heard because a chorus of contemporaries sings with them and like them. Mr. Coventiy Patmore's voice is single in his day, and single in our literature. It makes part of no choir loud by numbers, and so it needs an attentive ear. To that attentive ear it sounds alone, as the divinest voice of our time. There is a dignity in Mr. Patmore's reputation (attendant on the exceeding dignity of his art) that might be offended — though it could not be vi INTRODUCTORY NOTE injured — by officious praises. But it is not inop- portune to say thus much : Readers of this book and of the entire poems may be promised a perfect respite from the tedious controversy as to matter and manner, thought and expression. They shall not be invited to attend to discussions as to the relative importance of two things that in truth have no high im}x>rtance if they can be divided so as to be merely related. The dispute is an inconsiderable one ; it is perfectly opportune in the criticism of all poetry below a certain perfectly definite standard of art, and there only. Above that standard, thought and foi-m are not opposed, nor merely related ; they are one. It is not difficult to make a definition of classical poetry, if classical poetry may rightly be defined as all poetry — be its thought what it may, and its form what it may — in which thought and form are one. Classical poetry of every age — and every age has had a little — is that in which there is no antithesis, in which there is more than a bond — union and fusion. The classical poem may be a mere " To Althea from Prison," or even a mere ''To Blossoms." In the small classic the word is fused with its fancy, and in the great vii INTRODUCTORY NOTE it is fused with its passion ; and the greater the passion the greater the splendour of the fire of that fusion — the " integrity of fire." The more essential passages of Mr. Coventry Patmore's much earlier work — The Angel in the Ho7ise — are classic, and very high in that noble rank. He plays with this power of his art in the brief metre, the symmetrical stanza, and the collo- quial phrase. He has here accepted the dailiest things and made them spirit and fire. There has been something said against these colloquialisms ; and indeed they would not be tolerable in hands less austere and sweet. The newest Philistine, who is afraid of the reproach of Philistinism, who denies Philistinism in the name of a Philistine, and ultimately i-eceives a Philistine's reward, has been known to make light of some of Mr. Patmore's couplets, which he finds too "domestic." But such " domestic " couplets as those in " Olympus," for instance, are a smiling defiance of Philistinism. So are the brilliant stanzas, made of life, sense, and spirit, in which the very accessories, — the spoilt accessories — of a modern English wedding are rendered grave and bhthe, and the bridegroom viii INTRODUCTORY NOTE is restored to the dignity of the sun. Mr. Patmore makes the Wedding Sei-mon (at the close of The Angel in the House') the improbable opportunity for the finest wit and thought, tenderness, mystery, and celestial knowledge. One of the things that have baffled the trivial in these eai-ly poems is probably what they have taken for triviality or artlessness in the metre as well as in the word. Locks and bars and bolts are less secure for the locking away of a poet's privacy, than is his unintelligible candoui*. In his solemnity the world recognises a mystery ; but by his frank play and simplicity it is sometimes baffled and misled into disregard. The Odes are greater than the earlier poems, because they have greater capacity for the quality that is in all Mr. Patmore's work. As for their metre, it is their very poetry. They move with indescribable dignity, and with the freedom of the spirit. The wind bloweth where it listeth. With absolute art the poet sighs, or pauses, or recovers Ijreath, in the " irregular " line, with an effect of infinite liberty and pathos. "Thou hearest the sound thereof" One of Mr. Patmore's worthiest ix INTRODUCTORY NOTE conteni])orai-ies has said that the Odes are almost too mournful to be readj because they are so close to the thought : " the verse attending on the thought, and having no independent life of its own." This appreciation is insufficient, for there is union rather than "attendance;" but it ex- presses hastily the effect of this most sensitive and vital line — precisely the effect, which, in another art, results from the phrases of a Parsifal. Take the regular stanza as answering to a symme- trical melody ; you will perceive that neither stanza nor tune can be so immediately sensitive as are those sentences of music, and those lines of the ode in the hands of a master. No other metrical form could be so free and so living a communi- cation. What is here to be communicated is vital and mortal pathos and felicity. Even as far as the reader has capacity to perceive that passion, he is aware that it is greater than his experience, and he confesses that it was uttered out of a greater capacity than his. Compassion with that greater passion is a high and worthy manner of admiration. It may be the " terror " that Aristotle joined to INTRODUCTORY NOTE " pity." Compassion in the highest degree is the divinest form of rehgion. The compassion of the shghter acquaintance with sorrow for the greater, and of the smaller capacity for the vaster, is a remorse of tenderness, lowliness, and respect, the paradox of worship. Dexterity — the lower technique — may become habitual, and the more brilliant kinds of habit are often mistaken for the actual intention of great art ; but great art is never habitual. Art has a perpetually living intention. All the Imes and passages here gathered together are proofs of this instancy of art. And they are chosen as instant communications of the two passions of happiness and pain, because these are the most simple. It would have been easy to represent Mr. Patmore by an anthology proving him the poet of wit, or the poet of beauty, or the poet of indignation. But the most classic subject of classic poetry is the most intelligible in kind, however enormous in degree — felicity and infelicity. Of melancholy — the black humour — none of Mr. Patmore's work has a sign. XI CONTENTS To the llnhiown Eros Tage i England 5 Re?nnant of Honour 8 'Victory in Defeat y Saint Ualentine^s Day 12 The Wedding Sermon 15 The Paragon 16 The Rose of the World 18 215^ Lover 21 Heaven and Earth 23 The Letter 24 The Revelation 27 The Doubt 28 Security 29 7^^^ Spirit's Epochs 3c 7X^ Mtf/V 31 Acceptance 32 Betrothed 33 xiii CONTENTS The Dance Tagc 34. Entreaty 3^ The Revulsion Z1 Praises 4° Marriage 4 ' The Rosy Bosomed Hours 42 Wind and Wave 4 5 Be at a 47 If I were Dead 48 Deliciee Sapientia de Amore 49 Mignonne 55 Mildred 57 Rfjected 5^ Z-oz/^ f» Tears 59 Zoc/^'i Will be Done 61 F/r// Loj'^ Remembered 62 L(?j/ £o€'^ "5 Away 66 iJ^r/^^/ 72 2T^^ Voice of One I Knew 73 /» the Woods 7 5 £^/7/^ 77 Her Counsel 7 8 Spans a Dei 79 XIV CONTENTS To the Body Tage 83 Auras of De light 86 Psyche 88 Dawn 89 The Edge of Bliss 90 Eros 9 1 Amelia 92 After Storm 96 l^enus and Death 98 Semele 99 7^£' Married Lover 100 7^^ Amaranth 102 7^^ Letters 103 O//^ Spring 109 M/z 5^//^ III ^ Farewell 112 Departure 114 7^^ dixalea 116 Eurydice 118 T"-^^ Z)^j ^^T To-Morror? 121 Tired Memory 1 24 T'/f^ y^jj 128 Winter 130 L'Jllegro 133 eA Retrospect 136 XV TO THE UN- KNOWN EROS. What rumour'd heavens are these Which not a poet sings, O, Unknown Eros ? What this breeze Of sudden wings Speeding at far returns of time from interstellar space To fan ray very face. And gone as fleet. Through delicatest ether feathering soft their soli- tary beat. With ne'er a light plume dropp'd, nor any trace To speak of whence they came, or whither they depart ? And why this palpitating heart. This blind and unrelated joy. This meaningless desire. That moves me like the Child Who in the flushing darkness troubled lies. Inventing lonely prophecies. TO THE UNKNOWN EROS Which even to his Mother mild He dares not tell ; To which himself is infidel ; His heart not less on fire With dreams impossible as wildest Arab Tale, (So thinks the boy,) With dreams that turn him red and pale, Yet less impossible and wild Than those which bashful Love, in his own way and hour. Shall duly bring to flower ? O, Unknown Eros, sire of awful bliss. What portent and what Delphic word, Such as in form of snake forebodes the bird, Is this ? In me life's even flood What eddies thus ? What in its ruddy orbit lifts the blood. Like a perturbed moon of Uranus, Reaching to some great world in ungauged dark- ness hid ; And whence This rapture of the sense Which, by thy whisper bid. Reveres with obscure rite and sacramental sign A bond I know not of nor dimly can divine ; TO THE UNKNOWN EROS This subject loyalty which longs For chains and thongs Woven of gossamer and adamant, To bind me to my unguess'd want, And so to lie. Between those quivering plumes that thro' line ether pant. For hopeless, sweet eternity ? What God unhonour'd hitherto in songs, Or which, that now Forgettest the disguise That Gods must wear who visit human eyes. Art Thou ? Thou art not Amor ; or, if so, yon pyre. That waits the willing victim, flames with vestal fire ; Nor mooned Queen of maids ; or, if thou'rt she. Ah, then, from Thee Let Bride and Bridegroom learn what kisses be ! In what veil'd hymn Or mystic dance Would he that were thy Priest advance Thine earthly praise, thy glory limn ? Say, should the feet that feel thy thought In double-center'd circuit run. In that compulsive focus. Nought, TO THE UNKNOWN EROS In this a furnace like the sun ; And might some note of thy renown And high behest Thus in enigma be expressed : ' There lies the crown Which all thy longing cures. Refuse it. Mortal, that it may be yours ! It is a Spirit, though it seems red gold ; And such may no man, but by shunning, hold. Refuse it, till refusing be despair ; And thou shalt feel the phantom in thy hair.' ENGLAND J-jO, weary of the greatness of her ways, There lies my Land, with hasty pulse and hard. Her ancient beauty marr'd. And, in her cold and aimless roving sight, Horror of light ; Sole vigour left in her last lethargy. Save when, at bidding of some dreadful breath. The rising death Rolls up with force ; And then the furiously gibbering corse Shakes, panglessly convuls'd, and sightless stares. Whilst one Physician pours in rousing wines. One anodynes. And one declares That nothing ails it but the pains of growth. My last look loth Is taken ; and I turn, with the relief Of knowing that my life-long hope and grief 5 ENGLAND Are surely vain. To that unshapen time to come, when She, A dim, heroic Nation long since dead. The foulness of her agony forgot. Shall all benignly shed Through ages vast The ghostly grace of her transfigured past Over the present, harass'd and forlorn. Of nations yet unborn ; And this shall be the lot Of those who, in the bird-voice and the blast Of her omniloquent tongue. Have truly sung Or greatly said. To shew as one With those who have best done, And be as rays. Thro' the still altering world, around her changeless head. Therefore no 'plaint be mine Of listeners none. No hope of render'd use or proud reward. In hasty times and hard ; But chants as of a lonely thrush's throat. At latest eve, 6 ENGLAND That does in each calm note Both joy and grieve ; Notes few and strong and fine. Gilt with sweet day's decline. And sad with promise of a different sun. REMNANT OF HONOUR Remnant of Honour, brooding in the dark Over your bitter cark. Staring, as Rispah stared, astonied seven days Upon the corpses of so many sons. Who loved her once. Dead in the dim and lion-haunted ways. Who could have dreamt That times should come like these ! 8 VICTORY IN DEFEAT Ah, God, alas. How soon it came to pass The sweetness melted from thy barbed hook Which I so simply took ; And I lay bleeding on the bitter land. Afraid to stir against thy least command, But losing all my pleasant life-blood, whence Force should have been heart's frailty to withstand. Life is not life at all without delight, Nor has it any might ; And better than the insentient heart and brain Is sharpest pain ; And better for the moment seems it to rebel. If the great Master, from his lifted seat. Ne'er whispers to the wearied servant ' Well ! ' Yet what returns of love did I endure, When to be pardon'd seem'd almost more sweet Than aye to have been pure ! But day still faded to disastrous night, 9 VICTORY IN DEFEAT And thicker darkness changed to feebler light, Until forgiveness, without stint renew 'd. Was now no more with loving tears imbued, Vowing no more offence. Not less to thine Unfaithful didst thou cry, 'Come back, poor Child ; be all as 'twas before.' But I, ' No, no ; I will not promise any more ! Yet, when I feel my hour is come to die. And so I am secured of continence, 'I'hen may I say, though haply then in vain, " My only, only Love, O, take me back again ! " ' Thereafter didst thou smite So hard that, for a space. Uplifted seem'd Heav'n's everlasting door. And I indeed the darling of thy grace. But, in some dozen changes of the moon, A bitter mockery seem'd thy bitter boon. The broken pinion was no longer sore. Again, indeed, I woke Under so dread a stroke That all the strength it left within my heart Was just to ache and turn, and then to turn and ache. And some weak sign of war unceasingly to make. And here I lie. lO VICTORY IN DEFEAT With no one near to mark. Thrusting Hell's phantoms feebly in the dark, And still at point more utterly to die. O God, how long ! Put forth indeed thy powerful right hand. While time is yet. Or never shall I see the blissful land ! Thus I : then God, in pleasant speech and strong (Which soon I shall forget) : 'The man who, though his fights be all defeats. Still fights. Enters at last The heavenly Jerusalem's rejoicing streets With glory more, and more triumphant rites Than always-conquering Joshua's, when his blast The frighted walls of Jericho down cast ; And, lo, the glad surprise Of peace beyond surmise. More than in common Saints, for ever in his eyes. ' II SAINT VALEN- TINE'S DAY Well dost thou. Love, thy solemn Feast to hold In vestal February; Not rather choosing out some rosy day From the rich coronet of the coming May, When all things meet to marry ! O, quick, praevernal Power That signall'st punctual through the sleepy mould The Snowdrop's time to flower. Fair as the rash oath of virginity Which is first-love's first cry ; O, Baby Spring, That flutter'st sudden 'neath the breast of Earth A month before the birth ; Whence is the peaceful poignancy. The joy contrite. Sadder than sorrow, sweeter than delight. That burthens now the breath of everything. Though each one sighs as if to each alone The cherish'd pang were known ? 12 SAINT VALENTINE'S DAY At dusk of dawn, on his dark spray apart. With it the Blackbird breaks the young Day's heart; In evening's hush About it talks the heavenly-minded Thrush ; The hill with like remorse Smiles to the Sun's smile in his westering course ; The fisher's drooping skiff In yonder sheltering bay ; The choughs that call about the shining cliff; The children, noisy in the setting ray ; Own the sweet season, each thing as it may ; Thoughts of strange kindness and forgotten peace In me increase ; And tears arise Within my happy, happy Mistress' eyes. And, lo, her lips, averted from my kiss. Ask for Love's bounty, ah, much more than bliss ! Is't the sequester'd and exceeding sweet Of dear Desire electing his defeat ? Is't the waked Earth now to yon purpling cope Uttering first-love's first cry. Vainly renouncing, with a Seraph's sigh. Love's natural hope ? Fair-meaning Earth, foredoom'd to perjury ! Behold, all -amorous May, 13 SAINT VALENTINE'S DAY With roses heap'd upon her laughmg brows. Avoids thee of thy vows ! Were it for thee, with her waiin bosom near, To abide the sharpness of the Seraph's sphere ? Forget thy foohsh woi-ds ; Go to her summons gay. Thy heart with dead, wing'd Innocencies fill'd, Ev'n as a nest with birds After the old ones by the hawk are kill'd. Well dost thou, Love, to celebrate The noon of thy soft ecstasy. Or e'er it be too late, Or e'er the Snowdrop die ! 14 THE WED- DING SERMON The truths of Love are like th e sea For clearness a nd for mystery. Of that sweet love which, startling, wakes Maiden and Youth , and mostly breaks The word of promise to the ear, But keeps it, after many a year, To the full spirit, how shall I speak ? My memory with age is weak. And I for hopes do oft suspect The things I seem to recollect. Yet who but must remember well 'Twas this made heaven intelligible As motive, though 'twas small the power The heart might have, for even an hour. To hold possession of the height Of nameless pathos and delight ! 15 THE PARAGON When I behold the skies aloft Passing the pageantry of dreams. The cloud whose bosom, cygnet-soft, A couch for nuptial Juno seems. The ocean broad, the mountains bright. The shadowy vales with feeding herds, I from my lyre the music smite. Nor want for justly matching words. All forces of the sea and air. All interests of hill and plain, I so can sing, in seasons fair. That who hath felt may feel again. Elated oft by such free songs, I think with utterance free to raise That hymn for which the whole world longs, A worthy hymn in woman's praise ; A hymn bright-noted like a bird's. Arousing these song-sleepy times i6 THE PARAGON With rhapsodies of perfect words. Ruled by returning kiss of rhymes. But when I look on her and hope To tell with joy what I admire. My thoughts lie cramp'd in narrow scope. Or in the feeble birth expire ; No mystery of well-woven speech, No simplest phrase of tenderest fall, No liken'd excellence can reach Her, the most excellent of all. The best half of creation's best, Its heart to feel, its eye to see. The crown and complex of the rest. Its aim and its epitome. Nay, might I utter my conceit, 'Twere after all a vulgar song. For she's so simply, subtly sweet. My deepest rapture does her wrong. 17 THE ROSE OF THE WORLD Lo, when the Lord made North and South, And sun and moon ordained. He, Forthbringing each by word of mouth In order of its dignity. Did man from the crude clay express By sequence, and, all else decreed. He form'd the woman ; nor might less Than Sabbath such a work succeed. And still with favour singled out, Marr'd less than man by mortal fall. Her disposition is devout. Her countenance angelical ; The best things that the best believe Are in her face so kindly writ The faithless, seeing her, conceive Not only heaven, but hope of it ; No idle thought her instinct shrouds. But fancy chequers settled sense. Like alteration of the clouds i8 THE ROSE OF THE WORLD On noonday's azure permanence ; Pure dignity, composure, ease Declare affections nobly fix'd. And impulse sprung from due degrees Of sense and spirit sweetly mix'd. Her modesty, her chiefest grace. The cestus clasping Venus' side. How potent to deject the face Of him who would affront its pride ! Wrong dares not in her presence speak. Nor spotted thought its taint disclose Under the protest of a cheek Outbragging Nature's boast the rose. In mind and manners how discreet ; How artless in her very art ; How candid in discourse ; how sweet The concord of her lips and heai't ; How simple and how circumspect ; How subtle and how fancy-free ; Though sacred to her love, how deck'd With unexclusive courtesy ; How quick in talk to see from far The way to vanquish or evade ; How able her persuasions are To prove, her reasons to persuade ; How (not to call true instinct's bent 19 THE ROSE OF THE WORLD And woman's very nature, harm), How amiable and innocent Her pleasure in her power to charm ; How humbly careful to attract. Though crown'd with all the soul desires. Connubial aptitude exact. Diversity that never tires. 20 THE LOVER He meets, by heavenly chance express. The destined maid ; some hidden hand Unveils to him that loveliness Which others cannot understand. His merits in her presence grow. To match the promise in her eyes, And round her happy footsteps blow The authentic airs of Paradise. For joy of her he cannot sleep ; Her beauty haunts him all the night ; It melts his heart, it makes him weep For wonder, worship, and delight. O, paradox of love, he longs. Most humble when he most aspires, To suffer scorn and cruel wronars From her he honours and desires. Her graces make him rich, and ask No guerdon ; this imperial style Affronts him ; he disdains to bask. 21 THE LOVER The pensioner of her priceless smile. He prays for some hard thing to do. Some work of fame and labour immense. To stretch the languid bulk and thew Of love's fresh-born magnipotence. No smallest boon were bought too dear. Though barter'd for his love-sick life ; Yet trusts he, with undaunted cheer. To vanquish heaven, and call her Wife. He notes how queens of sweetness still Neglect their crowns, and stoop to mate ; How, self-consign'd with lavish will. They ask but love proportionate ; How swift pursuit by small degrees. Love's tactic, works like miracle ; How valour, clothed in courtesies. Brings dowii the haughtiest citadel ; And therefore, though he merits not To kiss the braid upon her skirt. His hope, discouraged ne'er a jot. Out-soars all possible desert. 22 HEAVEN AND EARTH How long shall men deny the flower Because its roots are in the earth. And crave with tears from God the dower They have, and have despised as dearth, Aad scorn as low their human lot. With frantic pride, too blind to see That standing on the head makes not Either for ease or dignity ! But fools shall feel like fools to find (Too late inform'd) that angels' mirth Is oae in cause, and mode, and kind With that which they profaned on earth. 23 THE LETTER ' O, MORE than dear, be more than just, ' And do not deafly shut the door ! ' I claim no right to speak ; I trust * Mercy, not right ; yet who has more ? ' For, if more love makes not more fit, ' Of claimants here none's more nor less, ' Since your great woi-th does not permit ' Degrees in our unworthiness, ' Yet, if there's aught that can be done ' With arduous labour of long yearSj ' By which you'll say that you'll be won, ' O tell me, and I'll dry my teai's. ' Ah, no ; if loving cannot move, ' How foolishly must labour fail ! ' The use of deeds is to show love ; ' If signs suffice let these avail : ' Your name pronounced brings to my heart ' A feeling like the violet's breath, ' Which does so much of heaven impart 24 THE LETTER ' It makes me amorous of death ; ' The winds that in the garden toss ' The Guelder-roses give me pain, * Alarm me with the dread of loss, ' Exhaust me with the dream of gain ; * I'm troubled by the clouds that move ; ' Tired by the breath which I respire ; ' And ever, like a torch, my love, ' Thus agitated, flames the higher ; ' All's hard that has not you for goal ; ' I scarce can move my hand to write, ' For love engages all my soul, ' And leaves the body void of might ; ' The wings of will spread idly, as do ' The bird's that in a vacuum lies ; ' My breast, asleep with dreams of you, ' Forgets to breathe, and bursts in sighs ; ' I see no rest this side the gx*ave, ' No rest nor hope, from you apart ; ' Your life is in the rose you gave, ' Its perfume suffocates my heart ; ' There's no refreshment in the breeze ; ' The heaven o'erwhelms me with its blue ; ' I faint beside the dancing seas ; ' Winds, skies, and waves are only you ; ' The thought or act which not intends 25 THE LETTER ' You service, seems a sin and shame ; * In that one only object ends ' Conscience, religion, honour, fame. ' Ah, could I put off' love ! Could we ' Never have met ! What calm, what ease ! ' Nay, but, alas, this remedy ' Were ten times worse than the disease ! ' For when, indifferent, I pursue * The world's best pleasures for relief, ' My heart, still sickening back to you, * Finds none like memory of its grief ; * And, though 'twere very hell to hear * You felt such misery as I, * All good, save you, were far less dear * Than is that ill with which I die ! ' Where'er I go, wandering forlorn, ' You are the world's love, life, and glee : * Oh, wretchedness not to be borne ' If she that's Love should not love me ! ' 26 THE REVE- LATION An idle poet, here and there. Looks round him ; but, for all the rest, The world, unfathomably fair. Is duller than a witling's jest. Love wakes men, once a lifetime each ; They lift their heavy lids, and look ; And, lo, what one sweet page can teach. They read with joy, then shut the book. And some give thanks, and some blaspheme. And most forget ; but, either way. That and the Child's unheeded dream Is all the light of all their day 27 THE DOUBT The moods of love are like the wind. And none knows whence or why they rise I ne'er before felt heart and mind So much affected through mine eyes. How cognate with the flatter'd air, How form'd for earth's familiar zone, She moved ; how feeling and how fair For others' pleasure and her own ! And, ah, the heaven of her face ! How, when she laugh'd I seem'd to see The gladness of the primal grace. And how, when grave, its dignity ! Of all she was, the least not less Delighted the devoted eye ; No fold or fashion of her dress Her fairness did not sanctify. I could not else than grieve. What cause .'' Was I not blest ? Was she not thei-e .'' Ivikely my own ? Ah, that it was : How like seem'd ' likely ' to despair ! 28 SECURITY But as we talk'd, my spirit quaff" 'd The sparkling winds ; the candid skies At our untruthful strangeness laugh'd ; I kiss'd with mine her smiling eyes ; And sweet familiamess and awe Prevail'd that hour on either part, And in the eternal hght I saw That she was mine ; though yet my heart Could not conceive, nor would confess Such contentation ; and there grew More form and more fair stateliness Than heretofore between us two. 29 THE SPIRIT'S EPOCHS Not in the crises of events. Of compass'd hopes, or fears fulfill'd. Or acts of gravest consequence, Are life's delight and depth reveal'd. The day of days was not the day ; That went before, or was postponed ; The night Death took our lamp away Was not the night on which we groan'd. I drew my bride, beneath the moon. Across my threshold ; happy hour ! But, ah, the walk that afternoon We saw the water-flags in flower ! 30 THE MAID She wearies with an ill unknown ; In sleep she sobs and seems to float, A water-lily, all alone Within a lonely castle moat And as the full-moon, spectral, lies Within the crescent's gleaming arms, The present shows her heedless eyes A future dim with vague alarms. She sees, and yet she scarcely sees. For, life-in-life not yet begun, Too many are its mysteries For thought to fix on any one. 31 ACCEPTANCE Twice rose, twice died my trembling word ; The faint and frail Cathedral chimes Spake time in music, and we heard The chafers rustling in the limes. Her dress, that touch'd me where I stood. The warmth of her confided arm. Her bosom's gentle neighbourhood. Her pleasure in her power to charm ; Her look, her love, her form, her touch, The least seem'd most by blissful turn, Blissful but that it pleased too much. And taught the wayward soul to yearn. It was as if a harp with wires Was traversed by the breath I drew ; And oh, sweet meeting of desires. She, answering, own'd that she loved too. 32 BETROTHED What fortune did my heart foretell ? What shook my spirit, as I woke, Like the vibration of a bell Of which I had not heard the stroke ? Was it some happy vision shut From memory by the sun's fresh ray ? Was it that linnet's song ; or but A natural gratitude for day ? Or the mere joy the senses weave, A wayward ecstasy of life ? Then I remember'd, yester-eve I won Honoria for my Wife. 33 THE DANCE But there danced she, who from the leaven Of ill preserv'd my heart and wit All unawares, for she was heaven. Others at best but fit for it. One of those lovely things she was In whose least action there can be Nothing so transient but it has An air of immortality. I mark'd her step, with peace elate. Her brow more beautiful than morn, Her sometime look of girlish state Which sweetly waived its right to scorn The giddy crowd, she grave the while. Although, as 'twere beyond her will. Around her mouth the baby smile. That she was born with, linger'd still. Her ball-dress seem'd a breathing mist. From the fair form exhaled and shed. Raised in the dance with arm and wrist 34 THE DANCE All warmth and light, unbraceleted. Her motion, feeling 'twas beloved. The pensive soul of tune express'd. And, oh, what perfume, as she moved, Came from the flowers in her breast ! Ah, none but I discern'd her looks. When in the throng she pass'd me by, For love is like a ghost, and brooks Only the chosen seer's eye ; And who but she could e'er divine The halo and the happy trance. When her bright arm reposed on mine. In all the pauses of the dance ! 35 ENTREATY ' O Dearest, tell me how to prove 'Goodwill which cannot be express'd ; ' The beneficial heart of love 'Is labour in an idle breast.' 36 THE REVULSION 'TwAs when the spousal time of May Hangs all the hedge with bridal wreaths, And air's so sweet the bosom gay Gives thanks for every breath it breathes ; When like to like is gladly moved. And each thing joins in Spring's refi*ain, ' Let those love now who never loved ; ' Let those who have loved love again ; ' That I, in whom the sweet time wrought. Lay streteh'd within a lonely glade, Abandon'd to delicious thought, Beneath the softly twinklmg shade. And so I mused, till musing brought A dream that shook my house of clay. And, in my humbled heart, I thought, To me there yet may come a day With this the single vestige seen Of comfort, earthly or divine. 37 THE REVULSION My sorrow some time must have been Her portion, had it not been mine. Then I, who knew, from watching hfe. That blows foreseen are slow to fall. Rehearsed the losing of a wife. And faced its terrors each and all. The self-chastising fancy show'd The coffin with its ghastly breath ; The innocent sweet face that owed None of its innocence to death ; The lips that used to laugh ; the knell That bade the world beware of mirth ; The heartless and intolerable Indignity of ' earth to earth ;' At morn remembering by degrees That she I dream'd about was dead ; Love's still recurrent jubilees. The days that she was born, won, wed'; The duties of my life the same. Their meaning for the feelings gone ; Friendship impertinent, and fame Disgusting ; and, more harrowing none, Small household troubles fall'n to me. As, ' What time would I dine to-day ? ' And, oh, how could I bear to see The noisy children at their play. 38 THE REVULSION Besides, where all things limp and halt. Could I go straight, should I alone Have kept my love without default Pitch'd at the true and heavenly tone ? The festal-day might come to mind That miss'd the gift which more endears ; The hour which might have been more kind. And now less fertile in vain tears ; The good of common intercourse. For daintier pleasures then despised. Now with what passionate remorse. What poignancy of hunger prized ! The little wrong, now greatly rued. Which no repentance now could right ; And love, in disbelieving mood. Deserting his celestial height. Withal to know, God's love sent grief To make me less the world's, and more Meek-hearted : ah, the sick relief! Why bow'd I not my heart before ? 39 PRAISES I PRAISED her^ but no praise could fill The depths of her desire to please. Though dull to others as a Will To them that have no learacies. The more I praised the more she shone. Her eyes incredulously bright. And all her happy beauty blown Beneath the beams of my delight. Sweet rivalry was thus begot ; By turns, my speech, in passion's style. With flatteries the truth o'ershot. And she surpass'd them with her smile. * Nature to you was more than kind ; ' 'Twas fond perversity to dress ' So much simplicity of mind ' In such a pomp of loveliness ! 40 MARRIAGE Forth, from the glittering spirit's peace And gaiety ineffable, Stream'd to the heart delight and ease, As from an overflowing well ; And, orderly deriving thence Its pleasure perfect and allow'd. Bright with the spirit shone the sense. As with the sun a fleecy cloud. 41 THE ROSY BOSOM'D HOURS A FLORIN to the willing Guard Secured, for half the way, (He lock'd us in, ah, lueky-starr'd,) A curtain'd, front coupe. The sparkling sun of August shone ; The wind was in the West ; Your gown and all that you had on Was what became you best ; And we were in that seldom mood When soul with soul agrees. Mingling, like flood with equal flood, In agitated ease. Far round, each blade of harvest bare Its little load of bread ; Each furlong of that journey fair With separate sweetness sped. The calm of use was coming o'er The wonder of our wealth. And now, maybe, 'twas not much more 42 THE ROSY BOSOM'D HOURS Than Eden's common health. We paced the sunny platform, while The train at Havant changed : What made the people kindly smile, Or stare with looks estranged ? Too radiant for a wife you seem'd, Serener than a bride ; Me happiest born of men I deem'd. And show'd perchance my pride. I loved that girl, so gaunt and tall. Who whispered loud, ' Sweet Thing ! ' Scanning your figure, slight yet all Round as your own gold ring. At Salisbury you stray'd alone Within the shafted glooms. Whilst I was by the Verger shown The brasses and the tombs. At tea we talk'd of matters deep. Of joy that never dies ; We laugh'd, till love was mix'd with sleep Within your great sweet eyes. The next day, sweet with luck no less And sense of sweetness past. The full tide of our happiness Rose higher than the last. At Dawlish, 'mid the pools of brine. 43 THE ROSY BOSOM'D HOURS You stept from rock to rock, One hand quick tightening upon mine. One hokhng up your frock. On starfish and on weeds alone You seem'd intent to be : Flash'd those great gleams of hope unknown From you, or from the sea ? Ne'er came before, ah, when again Shall come two days like these : Such quick delight within the brain. Within the heart such peace ? I thought, indeed, by magic chance, A third from Heaven to win. But as, at dusk, we reach'd Penzance, A drizzling rain set in. 44 WIND AND WAVE The wedded light and heat. Winnowing the witless space. Without a let. What are they till they beat Against the sleepy sod, and there beget Perchance the violet ! Is the One found. Amongst a wilderness of as happy grace. To make Heaven's bound ; So that in Her All which it hath of sensitively good Is sought and understood After the nan-ow mode the mighty Heavens prefer ? She, as a little breeze Following still Night, Ripples the spirit's cold, deep seas Into dehght ; But, in a -while, 45 WIND AND WAVE The immeasurable smile Is broke by fresher airs to flashes blent With darkling discontent : And all the subtle zephyr hurries gay. And all the heaving ocean heaves one way, T'ward the void sky-line and an unguess'd weal . Until the vanward billows feel The agitating shallows, and divine the goal, And to foam roll. And spread and stray And traverse wildly, like delighted hands, The fair and fleckless sands ; And so the whole Unfathomable and immense Triumphing tide comes at the last to reach And burst in wind-kiss'd splendours on the deaf- 'ning beach. Where forms of children in first innocence Laugh and fling pebbles on the rainbow'd crest Of its untii-ed unrest. 46 BEATA Of infinite Heaven the rays, Piercing some eyelet in our cavern black. Ended their viewless track On thee to smite Solely, as on a diamond stalactite. And in mid-darkness lit a rainbow's blaze, Wherein the absolute Reason, Power, and Love, That erst could move Mainly in me but toil and weariness. Renounced their deadening might. Renounced their undistinguishable stress Of withering white. And did with gladdest hues my spirit caress, Nothing of Heaven in thee showing infinite, Save the dehght. 47 IF I WERE DEAD 'If I were dead, you'd sometimes say, Poor Child ! ' The deal' hps quiver'd as they spake. And the tears brake Fi-om eyes which, not to grieve me, brightly smiled. Poor Child, poor Child ! I seem to hear your laugh, your talk, your song. It is not true that Love will do no wrong. Poor Child ! And did you think, when you so cried and smiled, How I, in lonely nights, should lie awake. And of those words your full avengers make ? Poor Child, poor Child ! And now, unless it be That sweet amends thrice told are come to thee, O God, have Thou 710 mercy upon me ! Poor Child ! 48 DELICI^ SAPIENTI^ DE AMORE 49 Love, light for me Thy ruddiest blazing torch. That I, albeit a beggar by the Porch Of the glad Palace of Virginity, May gaze within, and sing the pomp I see ; For, crown'd with roses all, 'Tis there, O Love, they keep thy festival ! But first warn off the beatific spot Those wretched who have not Even afar beheld the shining wall. And those who, once beholding, have forgot. And those, most vile, who dress The chamel spectre drear Of utterly dishallow'd nothingness In that refulgent fame. And cry, Lo, here ! And name The Lady whose smiles inflame The sphere. D DELICIiE SAPIENTIiE DE AMORE BrinfT, Love, .anear. And bid be not afraid Young Lover true, and Love-foreboding Maid, And wedded Spouse, if virginal of thought ; For I will sing of nought Less sweet to hear Than seems A music in their half-remember'd dreams. The magnet calls the steel : Answers the iron to the magnet's breath ; What do they feel But death ! The clouds of summer kiss in flame and rain. And are not found again ; But the heavens themselves eternal are with fire Of unapproach'd desire. By the aching heart of Love, which cannot rest. In blissfullest pathos so indeed possess'd. O, spousals high ; O, doctrine blest. Unutterable in even the happiest sigh ; This know ye all Who can recall With what a welling of indignant tears Love's simpleness first hears The meaning of his mortal covenant, 50 DELICI^ SAPIENTI^ DE AMORE And from what pride comes down To wear the crown Of which 'twas very heaven to feel the want. How envies he the ways Of yonder hopeless star. And so would laugh and yearn With trembling lids eterne. Ineffably content from infinitely far Only to gaze On his bright Mistress's responding rays, That never know eclipse ; And, once in his long year. With praeternuptial ecstasy and fear. By the delicious law of that ellipse Wherein all citizens of ether move. With hastening pace to come Nearer, though never near, His Love And always inaccessible sweet Home ; There on his path doul)ly to burn, Kiss'd by her doubled light That whispers of its source. The ardent secret ever clothed with Night, Then go forth in new force Towards a new return. Rejoicing as a Bridegroom on his course ! 51 DELICI^: SAPIENTI^ DE AMORE This know ye all ; Therefore gaze bold. That so in you be joyful hope increas'd, Thorough the Palace portals, and behold The dainty and unsating Marriage-Feast. O, hear Them singing clear ' Cor meum et caro mea ' round the ' I am,' The Husband of the Heavens, and the Lamb Whom they for ever follow there that kept, Or losing, never slept Till they reconquer'd had in mortal fight The standard white. O, hear From the harps they bore from Earth, five-strung, what music springs. While the glad Spirits chide The wondering strings ! And how the shining sacrificial Choirs, Offering for aye their dearest hearts' desires. Which to their hearts come back beatified. Hymn, the bright aisles along. The nuptial song. Song ever new to us and them, that saith, ' Hail Virgin in Virginity a Spouse ' ' Heard first below 52 DELICI^ SAPIENTI^ DE AMORE Within the little house At Nazareth ; Heard yet in many a cell where brides of Christ Lie hid, emparadised. And where, although By the hour 'tis night. There's light. The Day still lingering in the lap of snow. Gaze and be not afraid Ye wedded few that honour, in sweet thought And glittering will. So freshly from the garden gather still The hly sacrificed ; For ye, though self-suspected here for nought. Are highly styled With the thousands twelve times twelve of unde- filed. Gaze and be not afraid Young Lover true and love-foreboding Maid. The full noon of deific vision bright Abashes nor abates No spark minute of Nature's keen delight. 'Tis there your Hymen waits ! There where in courts afar, all unconfiised, they crowd. As fumes the starlight soft 53 DELICI^ SAPIENTI.E DE AMORE In gulfs of cloud, And each to the other, well-content. Sighs oft, ' 'Twas this we meant ! ' Gaze without blame Ye in whom living Love yet blushes foi* dead shame. There of pure Virgins none Is fairer seen. Save One, Than Maiy Magdalene. Gaze without doubt or fear Ye to whom generous Love, by any name, is dear Love makes the life to be A fount perpetual of virginity ; For, lo, the Elect Of generous Love, how nam'd soe'er, affect Nothing but God, Or mediate or direct. Nothing but God, The Husband of the Heavens : And who Him love, in potence great or small, Are, one and all. Heirs of the Palace glad. And inly clad With the*bridal robes of ardour virginal. 54 MIGNONNE Whate'er thou dost thou'rt dear. Uncertain troubles sanctify That magic well-spring of the willing tear, Thine eye. Thy jealous fear. With not the rustle of a rival near ; Thy careless disregard of all My tenderest care ; Thy dumb despair When thy keen wit my worship may construe Into contempt of thy divinity ; They please me too ! But should it once befall These accidental charms to disappear. Leaving withal Thy sometime self the same throughout the year. So glowing, grave and shy. Kind, talkative and dear As now thou sitt'st to ply 55 MIGNONNE The fireside tune Of that neat engine deft at which thou sew'st With fingers mild and foot like the new moon, O, then what cross of any further fate Could my content abate ? Forget, then, (but I know Thou canst not so,) Thy customs of some praediluvian state. I am no Bullfinch, fair my Butterfly, That thou should'st try Those zigzag courses, in the welkin clear ; Nor cruel Boy that, fledd'st thou straight Or paused, mayhap Might catch thee, for thy colours, with his cap. 56 MILDRED Mildred's of Earth, yet happier far Than most men's thoughts of Heaven are. 57 REJECTED ' Perhaps she's dancing somewhere now ! ' The thoughts of light and music wake Sharp jealousies, that grow and grow Till silence and the darkness ache. He sees her step, so proud and gay, Which, ere he spake, foretold despair ; Thus did she look, on such a day. And such the fashion of her hair ; And thus she stood, when, kneehng low, ^ He took the bramble from her dress, And thus she laugh'd and talk'd, whose 'No' Was sweeter than another's ' Yes. ' He feeds on thoughts that most deject ; He impudently feigns her charms, So reverenced in his own respect. Dreadfully clasp'd by other arms ; And turns, and puts his brows, that ache. Against the pillow where 'tis cold. If only now his heart would break ! But, oh, how much a heart can hold. 58 LOVE IN TEARS If fate Love's dear ambition mar. And load his breast with hopeless pain. And seem to blot out sun and star. Love, won or lost, is countless gain ; His sorrow boasts a secret bliss Which sorrow of itself beguiles. And Love in tears too noble is For pity, save of Love in smiles. 59 DENIED The storm-cloud, whose portentous shade Fumes from a core of smother'd fire, His livery is whose worshipp'd maid Denies herself to his desire. Ah, grief that almost crushes life. To lie upon his lonely bed. And fancy her another's wife ! His brain is flame, his heart is lead. Sinking at last, by nature's course, Cloak'd round with sleep from his despair, He does but sleep to gather force That goes to his exhausted care. He wakes renew'd for all the smart. His only Love, and she is wed ! His fondness comes about his heart. As milk comes, when the babe is dead. The wretch, whom she found fit for scorn. His own allegiant thoughts despise ; And far into the shining morn Lazy with misery he lies. 60 LOVE'S WILL BE DONE Not loss, not death, my love shall tire. A mystery does my heart foretell ; Nor do I press the oracle For explanations. Leave me alone. And let in me love's will be done. 6t FIRST LOVE REMEMBEHED Asj ere the Spring has any power. The almond branch all turns to flower. Though not a leaf is out, so she The bloom of life provoked in me ; And, hard till then and selfish, I Was thenceforth nought but sanctity And service : life was mere delight In being wholly good and right. As she was ; just, without a slur ; Honouring myself no less than her ; Obeying, in the loneliest place, Ev'n to the slightest gesture, grace. Assured that one so fair, so true. He only served that was so too. For me, hence weak towards the weak. No more the unnested blackbird's shriek Startled the light-leaved wood ; on high Wander'd the gadding butterfly, Unscared by my flung cap ; the bee, 62 FIRST LOVE REMEMBERED Rifling the hollyhock in glee, Was no more trapp'd with his own flower, And for his honey slain. Her power. From great things even to the grass Through which the unfenced footways pass, Was law, and that which keeps the law. Cherubic gaiety and awe ; Day was her doing, and the lark Had reason for his song ; the dark In anagram innumerous spelt Her name with stars that throbb'd and felt ; 'Twas the sad summit of delight To wake and weep for her at night ; She tum'd to triumph or to shame The strife of every childish game ; The heart would come into my throat At rosebuds ; howsoe'er remote. In opposition or consent. Each thing, or person, or event. Or seeming neutral howsoe'er. All, in the live, electric air. Awoke, took aspect, and confess'd In her a centre of unrest, Yea, stocks and stones within me bred Anxieties of joy and dread. O, bright apocalyptic sky 63 FIRST LOVE REMEMBERED O'erarching childhood ! Far and nigh Mystery and obscuration none. Yet nowhere any moon or sun ! What reason for these sighs ? What hope. Daunting with its audacious scope The disconcerted heart, affects These ceremonies and respects ? Why stratagems in everything ? Why, why not kiss her in the ring ? 'Tis nothing strange that warriors bold. Whose fierce, forecasting eyes behold The city they desire to sack. Humbly begin their proud attack By delving ditches two miles off. Aware how the fair place would scoff At hasty wooing ; but, O child. Why thus approach thy playmate mild ? 64 LOST LOVE Fashion'd by Heaven and by art So is she^ that she makes the heart Ache and o'erfow with tears^ that grace So lovely fair should have for place, (Deeming itself at home the while,) The unworthy earth ! To see her smile Amid this waste of pain and sin. As only knowing the heaven within. Is sweet, and does for pity stir Passion to be her minister : Wherefore last night I lay awake. And said, ' Ah, Lord, for thy love's sake. Give not this darling child of thine To care less reverent than mine ! ' And, as true faith was in my word, I trust, I trust that I was heard. 65 E AWAY The multitude of voices blythe Of early day, the hissing scythe Across the dew drawn and withdrawn, The noisy peacock on the lawn. These, and the sun's eye-gladding gleam. This morning, chased the sweetest dream That e'er shed penitential grace On life's forgetful commonplace ; Yet 'twas no sweeter than the spell To which I woke to say farewell. Noon finds me many a mile removed From her who must not be beloved ; And us the waste sea soon shall part. Heaving for aye, without a heart ! Beholding one like her, a man Longs to lay down his life ! How can Aught to itself seem thus enough When I have so much need tliereof ? 66 AWAY Blest in her place, blissful is she ; And I, departing, seem to be Like the strange waif that comes to run A few days flaming near the sun. And carries back, through boundless night. Its lessening memory of light. Had I but her, ah, what the gain Of owning aught but that domain ! Nay, heaven's extent, however much, Cannot be more than many such ; And, she being mine, should God to me Say * Lo ! my Child, I give to thee All heaven besides,' what could I then, But, as a child, to Him comj)lain That whereas my dear Father gave A little space for me to have In His great garden, now, o'erblest, I've that, indeed, but all the rest. Which, somehow, makes it seem I've got All but my only cared-for plot. Enough was that for my weak hand To tend, my heart to understand. Oh, the sick fact, 'twixt her and me There's naught, and half a world of sea. 67 AWAY Yet, latterly, with strange delight. Rich tides have risen in the night. And sweet dreams chased the fancies dense Of waking life's dull somnolence. I see her as I knew her, grace Already glory in her face ; I move about, I cannot i*est, ' For the proud brain and joyful breast I have of her. Or else I float. The pilot of an idle boat. Alone, alone with sky and sea, And her, the third simplicity. Or with me, in the Ball-Room's blaze. Her brilliant mildness thrids the maze ; Our thoughts are lovely, and each word Is music in the music heard. And all things seem but parts to be Of one persistent harmony. By which I'm made divinely bold ; The secret, which she knows, is told ; And, laughing with a lofty bliss Of innocent accord, we kiss ; About her neck my pleasure weeps ; Against my lip the silk vein leaps ; Then says an Angel, ' Day or night, ' If yours you seek, not her delight, 68 AWAY ' Although by some strange witchery ' It seems you kiss her, 'tis not she ; ' But, whilst you languish at the side ' Of a fair-foul phantasmal bride, ' Surely a dragon and strong tower ' Guard the true lady in her bower.' And I say, ' Dear my Lord, Amen ! ' And the true lady kiss again. Or else some wasteful malady Devours her shape and dims her eye ; No charms are left, where all were rife, Except her voice, which is her life, Wherewith she, for her foolish fear. Says trembling, ' Do you love me. Dear } ' And I reply, ' Sweetest, I vow ' I never loved but half till now.' She turns her face to the wall at this. And says, 'Go, Love, 'tis too much bliss.' And then a sudden pulse is sent About the sounding firmament In smitings as of silver bars ; The bright disorder of the stars Is solved by music ; far and near. Through infinite distinctions clear. Their twofold voices' deeper tone Utters the Name which all things own. 69 AWAY And each ecstatic treble dwells On one whereof none other tells ; And we, sublimed to song and fire. Take order in the wheeling quire, Till from the throbbing sphere I start. Waked by the heaving of my heart. There comes a smile acutely sweet Out of the picturing dark ; I meet The ancient frankness of her gaze. That soft and heart-surprising blaze Of great goodwill and innocence. And perfect joy proceeding thence ! Ah ! made for earth's delight, yet such The mid-sea air's too gross to touch. At thought of which, the soul in me Is as the bird that bites a bee. And darts abroad on frantic wing. Tasting the honey and the sting. I grew so idle, so despised Myself, my powers, by Her unprized. Honouring my post, but nothing more, And lying, when I lived on shore. So late of mornings : weak tears streani'd. For such slight cause, — if only gleam'd, 70 AWAY Remotely, beautifully bright. On clouded eves at sea, the light Of English headlands in the sun, — That soon I deem'd 'twere better done To lay this poor, complaining wraith Of unreciprocated faith. 71 RACHEL You loved her, and would lie all night Thinking how beautiful she was. And what to do for her delight. Now both are bound with alien laws ! Be patient ; put your heart to school ; Weep if you will, but not despair ; The trust that nought goes wrong by rule Should ease this load the many bear. Love, if there's heav'n, shall meet his dues. Though here unmatch'd, or match 'd amiss : Meanwhile, the gentle cannot choose But learn to love the lips they kiss. Ne'er hurt the homely sister's ears With Rachel's beauties ; secret be The lofty mind whose lonely tears Protest against mortality. 72 THE VOICE OF ONE I KNEW All the bright past seems. Now, but a splendour in my dreams, Which shows, albeit the dreamer wakes, The standard of right life. Life aches To be therewith conform'd ; but, oh. The world's so stolid, dark, and low ! That and the mortal element Forbid the beautiful intent. And, like the unborn butterfly. It feels the wings, and wants the sky. But perilous is the lofty mood Which cannot yoke with lowly good Right life, for me, is life that wends By lowly ways to lofty ends. I well perceive, at length, that haste T'ward heaven itself is only waste ; And thus I dread the impatient spur Of aught that speaks too plain of Her There's little here that story tells ; 73 THE VOICE OF ONE I KNEW But music talks of nothing else. Therefore, when music breathes, I say, (And urge my task,) Away, away ! Thou art the voice of one I knew. But what thou say'st is not yet true ; Thou art the voice of her I loved. And I would not be vainly moved. 74 IN THE AVOODS And then, as if I sweetly dream'd, I half-remember'd how it seem'd When I, too, was a little child About the wild wood roving wild. Pure breezes from the far-off height Melted the blindness from my sight, Until, with rapture, grief, and awe, I saw again as then I saw. As then I saw, I saw again The harvest-waggon in the lane, With high-hung tokens of its pride Left in the elms on either side ; The daisies coming out at dawn In constellations on the lawn ; The glory of the daffodil ; The three black windmills on the hill. Whose magic arms, flung wildly by. Sent magic shadows o'er the rye. Within the leafy coppice, lo. 75 IN THE WOODS More wealth than miser's dreams could show. The blackbird's warm and woolly brood. Five golden beaks agape for food ; The Gipsies, all the summer seen Native as poppies to the Green ; The winter, with its frosts and thaws And opulence of hips and haws ; The lovely marvel of the snow ; The Tamar, with its altering show Of gay ships sailing up and down. Among the fields and by the Town ; And, dearer far than anything. Came back the songs you used to sing. And, as to men's retreating eyes. Beyond high momitains higher rise. Still farther back there shone to me The dazzling dusk of infancy. Thither I look'd, as, sick of night. The Alpine shepherd looks to the height. And does not see the day, 'tis true. But sees the rosy tops that do. Debtor to few, forgotten hours Am I, that truths for me are powers. Ah, happy hours, 'tis something yet Not to forget that I forget ! 76 LEAH Your love lacks joy, your letter says. Yes ; love requires the focal space Of recollection or of hope. E'er it can measure its own scope. Too soon, too soon comes Death to show We love more deeply than we know ! The rain, that fell upon the height Too gently to be call'd delight. Within the dark veil reappears As a wild cataract of tears ; And love in life should sti-ive to see Sometimes what love in death would be ! No magic of her voice or smile Suddenly raised a fairy isle, But fondness for her underwent An unregarded increment. Like that which lifts, through centuries. The coral-reef within the seas. Till, lo ! the land where was the wave. Alas ! 'tis everywhere her grave. 77 HER COUNSEL Oh, should the mournful honeymoon Of death be over strangely soon. And life-long resolutions, made In grievous haste, as quickly fade. Seeming the truth of grief to mock. Think, Dearest, 'tis not by the clock That sorrow goes. A month of tears Is more than many, many years Of common time. Shun, if you can. However, any passionate plan. Grieve with the heart ; let not the head Grieve on, when grief of heart is dead ; For all the powers of life defy A superstitious constancy. 78 SPONSA DEI What is this Maiden fair. The laughing of whose eye Is in man's heart renew'd virginity ; Who yet sick longing breeds For marriage which exceeds The inventive guess of Love to satisfy With hope of utter binding, and of loosing endless dear despair ? What gleams about her shine, More transient than delight and more divine ! If she does something but a little sweet. As gaze towards the glass to set her hair. See how his soul falls humbled at her feet ! Her gentle step, to go or come. Gains her more merit than a martyrdom ; And, if she dance, it doth such grace confer As opes the heaven of heavens to more than her. And makes a rival of her worshipper. To die unknown for her were httle cost ! 79 SPONSA DEI So is she without guile. Her mere refused smile Makes up the sum of that which may be lost ! Who is this Fair Whom each hath seen. The darkest once in this bewailed dell. Be he not destin'd for the glooms of hell ? Whom each hath seen And known, with sharp remorse and sweet, as Queen And tear-glad Mistress of his hopes of bliss. Too fair for man to kiss ? Who is this only happy She, Whom, by a frantic flight of courtesy. Bom of despair Of better lodging for his Spirit fair. He adores as Margaret, Maude, or Cecily ? And what this sigh. That each one heaves for Earth's last lowlihead And the Heaven high Ineffably lock'd in dateless bridal-bed ? Are all, then, mad, or is it prophecy ? ' Sons now we are of God,' as we have heard, ' But what we shall be hath not yet appear'd.' O, Heart, remember thee. That Man is none, 80 SPONSA DEI Save One. What if this Lady be thy Soul, and He Who claims to enjoy her sacred beauty be. Not Thou, but God ; and thy sick fire A female vanity. Such as a Bride, viewing her mirror'd charms. Feels when she sighs, ' All these are for his arms ! ' A reflex heat Flash'd on thy cheek from His immense desire. Which waits to crown, beyond thy brain's conceit. Thy nameless, secret, hopeless longing sweet. Not by-and-by, but now. Unless deny Him thou ! 8i BONDS For, ah, who can express How full of bonds and simpleness Is God, How narrow is He, And how the wide, waste field of possibility Is only trod Straight to His homestead in the human heart, And all His art Is as the babe's that wins his Mother to repeat Her little song so sweet ! 82 TO THE BODY Creation's and Creator's crowning good ; Wall of infinitude ; Foundation of the sky, In Heaven forecast And long'd for from eternity. Though laid the last ; Reverberating dome. Of music cunningly built home Against the void and indolent disgrace Of unresponsive space ; Little, sequester'd pleasure-house For God and for His Spouse ; Elaborately, yea, past conceiving, fair, Since, from the graced decorum of the hair, Ev'n to the tingling, sweet Soles of the simple, earth-confiding feet, And from the inmost heart Outwards unto the thin Silk curtains of the skin, 83 TO THE BODY Every least part Astonish'd hears And sweet replies to some like region of the spheres ; Form'd for a dignity prophets but darkly name. Lest shameless men cry ' Shame ! ' So rich with wealth conceal'd That Heaven and Hell fight chiefly for this field ; Clinging to everything that pleases thee With indefectible fidelity ; Alas, so true To all thy friendships that no grace Thee from thy sin can wholly disembrace ; Which thus 'bides with thee as the Jebusite, That, maugre all God's promises could do, The chosen People never conquer'd quite ; Who therefore lived with them. And that by formal truce and as of right. In metropolitan Jerusalem. For which false fealty Thou needs must, for a season, lie In the grave's arms, foul and unshriven. Albeit, in Heaven, Thy crimson-throbbing Glow Into its old abode aye pants to go, And does with envy see 84 TO THE BODY Enoch, Elijah, and the Lady, she Who left the roses in her body's lieu. O, if the pleasures I have known in thee But my poor faith's poor first-fruits be, WTiat quintessential, keen, ethereal bliss Then shall be his Who has thy birth-time's consecrating dew For death's sweet chrism retain'd. Quick, tender, virginal, and unprofaned ! 85 AURAS OF DELIGHT And Him I thank, who can make Hve again The dust, but not the joy we once profane. That I, of ye. Beautiful habitations, auras of dehght. In childish years and since had sometime sense and sight. But that ye vanish'd quite. Even from memory, Ere I could get my breath, and whisper ' See ! ' But did for me They altogether die. Those trackless glories glimps'd in upper sky ? Were they of chance, or vain. Nor good at all again For curb of heart or fret ? Nay, though, by grace. Lest, haply, I refuse God to his face. Their likeness wholly I forget, Ah, yet, 86 AURAS OF DELIGHT Often in straits which else for me were ill, I mind me still I did respire the lonely auras sweetj I did the blest abodes behold, and, at the moun- tains' feet, Bathed in the holy Stream by Hermon's thymy hill. 87 PSYCHE ' What awful pleasure do thine eyes bespeak, What shame is in thy childish cheek, What terror on thy brow ? Is this my Psyche, once so pale and meek ? • • ■ • • And all thy life looks troubled like a tree's Whose boughs wave many ways in one great breeze.' 88 DAWN ' Ah, say not yet, farewell ! ' ' Nay, that's the Blackbird's note, the sweet Night's knell.' ' Thou leav'st me now, like to the moon at dawn, A little, vacuous world alone in air.' 89 THE EDGE OF BLISS ' Sadness and change and pain Shall me for ever stain ; For, though my blissful fate Be for a billion years, How shall I stop my tears That life was once so low and Love arrived so late ! ' ' Sadness is beauty's savour, and pain is The exceedingly keen edge of bliss ; Nor, without swift mutation, would the heav'ns be aught.' 90 EROS ' Accept the sweet, and say 'tis sacrifice ! Sleep, Centre to the tempest of my love. And dream thereof, And keep the smile which sleeps within thy face Like sunny eve in some forgotten place ! ' 91 AMELIA Whene'er mine eyes do my Amelia greet It is with such emotion As when, in childhood^ turning a dim street, I first beheld the ocean. There, where the little, bright, surf-breathing town. That shew'd me first her beauty and the sea. Gathers its skirts against the gorse-lit doAvn And scatters gardens o'er the southern lea. Abides this Maid Within a kind yet sombre Mother's shade. Who of her daughter's graces seems almost afraid, Viewing them ofttimes with a scared forecast, Caught, haply, from obscure love-peril past. Howe'er that be. She scants me of my right, Is cunning careful evermore to balk Sweet separate talk. And fevers my delight 92 AMELIA By frets, if, on Amelia's cheek of peach, I touch the notes which music cannot reach. Bidding ' Good-night ! ' • • • • And there Ameha stood, for fairness shewn Like a young apple-tree, in flush'd array Of white and ruddy flow'r, auroral, gay. With chilly blue the maiden branch between ; And yet to look on her moved less the mind To say ^ How beauteous ! ' than ' How good and kind!' And so we went alone By walls o'er which the lilac's numerous plume Shook down perfume ; Trim plots close blown With daisies, in conspicuous myriads seen, Engross'd each one With single ardour for her spouse, the sun ; Garths in their glad array Of white and ruddy branch, auroral, gay. With azure chill the maiden flow'r between ; Meadows of fervid green. With sometime sudden prospect of untold Cowslips, like chance-found gold ; And broadcast buttercups at joyful gaze. Rending the air with praise, 93 AMELIA Like the six-hundred-thousand-voiced shout Of Jacob camp'd in Midian put to rout ; Then through the Park, Where Spring to liveher gloom Quicken'd the cedars dark, And, 'gainst the clear sky cold. Which shone afar Crowded with sunny alps oracular. Great chestnuts raised themselves abroad like cliffs of bloom ; And everywhere. Amid the ceaseless rapture of the lark. With wonder new We caught the solemn voice of single air, ' Cuckoo ! ' • • • • • Now would I keep my promise to her Mother ; Now I arose, and raised her to her feet, My best Amelia, fresh-born from a kiss. Moth-like, full-blown in birthdew shuddering sweet. With great, kind eyes, in whose brown shade Bright Venus and her Baby play'd ! At iiunost heart well pleased with one another, What time the slant sun low 94 AMELIA Through the plough'd field does each clod sharply shew. And softly fills With shade the dimples of our homeward hills. With little said. We left the Vilder'd garden of the dead, And gain'd the gorse-lit shoulder of the down That keeps the north-wind from the nestling town, And caught, once more, the vision of the wave. Where, on the horizon's dip, A many-sailed ship Pursued alone her distant purpose grave ; And, by steep steps rock-hewn, to the dim street I led her sacred feet ; And so the Daughter gave. Soft, moth-Hke, sweet. Showy as damask-rose and shy as musk. Back to her Mother, anxious in the dusk. And now ' Good-night ! ' Me shall the phantom months no more affright. For heaven's gates to open well waits he Who keeps himself the key. 95 AFTER STORM So lay the Earth that saw the skies Grow clear and bright above. As the repentant spirit lies In God's forgiving love. The lark forsook the waning day. And all loud songs did cease ; The robin, from a wither'd spray, Sang like a soul at peace. Far to the South, in sunset glow'd The peaks of Dartmoor ridge. And Tamar, full and tranquil, flow'd Beneath the Gresson Bridge. There, conscious of the numerous noise Of rain-awaken'd rills. And gathering deep and sober joys From the heart-enlarging hills, I sat, until the first white star Appear' d, with dewy rays. And the fair moon began to bar 96 AFTER STORM With shadows all the ways. O, well is thee, whate'er thou art, And happy shalt thou be, If thou hast known, within thy heart. The peace that came to me. O, well is thee, if aught shall win Thy spirit to confess, God proffers all, 'twere grievous sin To live content in less ! 97 VENUS AND DEATH With fetters gold her captivated feet Lay, sunny sweet ; In that palm was the poppy. Sleep ; in this The apple. Bliss ; Against the mild side of his Spouse and Mother One small God throve, and in't, meseem'd, another. By these a Death-in-Life did foully breathe Out of a face that was one gi-ate of teeth. Lift, O kind Angels, lift her eyelids loth, Lest he devour her and her Godlets both ! 98 SEMELE No praise to me ! My joy 'twas to be nothing but the glass Thro' which the general boon of Heaven should pass. To focus upon thee. Nor is't thy blame Thou first should'st glow, and, after, fade i' the flame. It takes more might Than God has given thee. Dear, so long to feel delight. Shall I, alas. Reproach thee with thy change and my regret ? Blind fumblers that we be About the portals of felicity ! The wind of words would scatter, tears would wash Quite out the little heat Beneath the silent and chill-seeming ash. Perchance, still slumbering sweet. 99 THE MARRIED LOVER Why, having won her, do I woo ? Because her spirit's vestal grace Provokes me always to pursue. But, spirit-like, eludes embrace ; Because her womanhood is such That, as on court-days subjects kiss The Queen's hand, yet so near a touch Affirms no mean familiarness. Nay, rather marks more fair the height Which can with safety so neglect To dread, as lower ladies might. That grace could meet with disrespect. Thus she with happy favour feeds Allegiance from a love so high That thence no false conceit proceeds Of difference bridged, or state put by ; Because, although in act and word As lowly as a wife can be. Her manners, when they call me lord, 100 THE MARRIED LOVER Remind me 'tis by courtesy ; Not with her least consent of will, Which would my proud aiFection hurt. But by the noble style that still Imputes an unattain'd desert ; Because her gay and lofty brows. When all is won which hope can ask. Reflect a light of hopeless snows That bright in virgin ether bask ; Because, though free of the outer court I am, this Temple keeps its shrine Sacred to Heaven ; because, in short. She's not and never can be mine. lOI THE AMARANTH Feasts satiate ; stars distress with height ; Friendship means well, but misses reach, And wearies in its best delight Vex'd with the vanities of speech ; Too long regarded, roses even Afflict the mind with fond unrest ; And to converse direct with Heaven Is oft a labour in the breast ; Whate'er the up-looking soul admires, Whate'er the senses' banquet be. Fatigues at last with vain desires. Or sickens by satiety ; But truly my delight was more In her to whom I'm bound for aye Yesterday than the day before, And more to-day than yesterday. I02 THE LETTERS Let me^ Beloved, while gratitude Is garrulous with coming good. Or ere the tongue of happiness Be silenced by your soft caress. Relate how, musing here of you. The clouds, the intermediate blue. The air that rings with larks, the grave And distant rumour of the wave. The solitary sailing skiff. The gusty corn-field on the cliff. The corn-flower by the crumbling ledge. Or, far-down at the shingle's edge. The sighing sea's recurrent crest Breaking, resign'd to its unrest. All whisper, to my home-sick thought. Of charms in you till now uncaught. Or only caught as dreams, to die Ere they were own'd by memory. High and ingenious Decree 103 THE LETTERS Of joy-devising Deity ! You whose ambition only is The assurance that you make my bliss, (Hence my first debt of love to show That you, past showing, indeed do so !) Trust me, the world, the firmament. With diverse-natured worlds besprent. Were rear'd in no mere undivine Boast of omnipotent design. The lion differing from the snake But for the trick of difference sake. And comets darting to and fro Because in circles planets go ; But rather that sole love might be Refi-esh'd throughout eternity In one sweet faith, for ever strange, Mirror'd by circumstantial change. For, more and more, do I perceive That everything is relative To you, and that there's not a star. Nor nothing in't, so strange or far. But, if 'twere scanned, 'twould chiefly mean Somewhat, till then, in you unseen. Something to make the bondage strait Of you and me more intimate. Some unguess'd opportunity 104 THE LETTERS Of nuptials in a new degree. Butj ohj with what a novel force Your best-conn'd beauties, by remorse Of absence, touch ; and, in my heart, How bleeds afresh the youthful smart Of passion fond, despairing still To utter infinite good-will By worthy service ! Yet I know That love is all that love can owe. And this to offer is no less Of worth, in kind speech or caress. Than if my life-blood I should give. For good is God's prerogative. And Love's deed is but to prepare The flatter'd, dear Belov'd to dare Acceptance of His gifts. When first On me your happy beauty burst, Honoria, verily it seem'd That naught beyond you could be dream'd Of beauty and of heaven's delight. Zeal of an unknown infinite Yet bade me ever wish you more Beatified than e'er before. Angelical were your replies To my prophetic flatteries ; And sweet was the compulsion strong 105 THE LETTERS That drew me in the course along Of heaven's increasing bright allure. With j)rovocations fresh of your Victorious capacity. Whither may love, so fledged, not fly ? Did not mere Earth hold fast the string Of this celestial soaring thing, So measure and make sensitive. And still, to the nerves, nice notice give Of each minutest increment Of such interminable ascent. The heart would lose all count, and beat Unconscious of a height so sweet. And the spirit-pursuing senses strain Their steps on the stairy track in vain ! But, reading now the note just come. With news of you, the babes, and home, I think, and say, ' To-morrow eve ' With kisses me will she receive ; ' And, thinking, for extreme delight Of love's extremes, I laugh outright. Dearest, my Love and Wife, 'tis long Ago I closed the unfinish'd song Which never could be finish'd ; nor Will ever Poet utter more io6 THE LETTERS Of love than I did, watching well To lure to speech the unspeakable ! ' Why, haviiig won her, do I woo ? ' That final strain to the last height flew Of written joy, which wants the smile And voice that are, indeed, the while They last, the very things you speak, Honoria, who mak'st music weak With ways that say, ' Shall I not be ' As kind to all as Heaven to me ? ' And yet, ah, twenty-fold my Bride ! Rising, this twentieth festal-tide. You still soft sleeping, on this day Of days, some words I long to say. Some words superfluously sweet Of fresh assurance, thus to greet Your waking eyes, which never grow Weary of telling what I know So well, yet only well enough To wish for further news thereof. How sing of such things save to her. Love's self, so love's interpreter ? How the supreme rewards confess Which crown the austere voluptuousness Of heart, that earns, in midst of wealth. 107 THE LETTERS The Hj)petite of want and health. Relinquishes the pomp of life And beauty to the pleasant Wife At home, and does all joy despise As out of place but in her eyes ? How praise the years and gravity That make each favour seem to be A lovelier weakness for her lord ? And, ah, how find the tender word To tell aright of love that glows The fairer for the fading rose ? Of frailty which can weight the arm To lean with thrice its girlish charm ? Of grace which, like this autumn day. Is not the sad one of decay. Yet one whose pale brow pondereth The far-off majesty of death ? How tell the crowd, whom passion rends. That love grows mild as it ascends ? That joy's most high and distant mood Is lost, not found, in dancing blood ; Albeit kind acts and smiling eyes, And all those fond realities Which are love's words, in us mean more Delight than twenty years before ? 1 08 ONE SPRING For many a dreadful day. In sea-side lodgings sick she lay. Noteless of love, nor seem'd to hear The sea, on one side, thundering near. Nor, on the other, the loud Ball Held nightly in the public hall ; Nor vex'd they my short slumbers, though I woke up if she breathed too low. Thus, for three months, with terrors rife. The pending of her precious life I watch'd o'er ; and the danger, at last. The kind Physician said, was past. Howbeit, for seven harsh weeks the East Breathed witheringly, and Spring's growth ceased. And so she only did not die ; Until the bright and blighting sky Changed into cloud, and the sick flowers Remember'd their perfumes, and showers 109 ONE SPRING Of warm, small rain refreshing flew Before the Souths and the Park grew. In three nights, thick with green. Then she Revived, no less than flower and tree. In the mild air, and, the fourth day, Look'd supernaturally gay With large, thanksgiving eyes, that shone. The while I tied her bonnet on. So that I led her to the glass. And bade her see how fair she was. And how love visibly could shine. Profuse of hers, desiring mine. And mindful I had loved her most When beauty seem'd a vanish 'd boast. She laugh'd. I press'd her then to me. Nothing but soft humility ; Nor e'er enhanced she with such charms Her acquiescence in my arms. no MA BELLE Farewell, dear Heart ! Since needs it must I Dear Heart, farewell ! Fain would I stay, but that I love thee so. One kiss, ma Belle ! What hope lies in the Land we do not know Who, Dear, can tell ? But thee I love, and let thy plaint be, ' Lo, He loved me well ! ' III A FAREWELL With all my will, but much against my heart. We two now part. My Very Dear, Our solace is, the sad road lies so clear. It needs no art. With faint, averted feet And many a tear. In our opposed paths to persevere. Go thou to Etist, I West. We will not say There's any hope, it is so far away. But, O, My Best, When the one darling of our widowhead. The nursling Grief, Is dead. And no dews blur our eyes To see the peach-bloom come in evening skies. Perchance we may. Where now this night is day, 112 A FAREWELL Aiid even through faith of still averted feet. Making full circle of our banishment. Amazed meet ; The bitter journey to the bourne so sweet Seasoning the termless feast of our content With tears of recognition never diy. "3 H DEPARTURE It was not like your great and gracious ways ! Do you, that have nought other to lament, Never, my Love, repent Of how, that July afternoon. You went. With sudden, unintelligible phrase. And frighten'd eye, Upon your journey of so many days. Without a single kiss, or a good-bye ? I knew, indeed, that you were parting soon ; And so we sate, within the low sun's rays. You whispering to me, for your voice was weak. Your harrowing praise. Well, it was well. To hear you such things speak. And I could tell What made your eyes a growing gloom of love. As a warm South-wind sombres a March grove. And it was like your great and gracious ways 114 DEPARTURE To turn your talk on daily things, my Dear, Lifting the himinous, pathetic lash To let the laughter flash. Whilst I drew near. Because you spoke so low that I could scarcely hear. But all at once to leave me at the last. More at the wonder than the loss aghast, With huddled, unintelligible phrase. And frighten'd eye. And go your journey of all days With not one kiss, or a good-bye. And the only loveless look the look with which you pass'd : Twas all unlike your great and gracious ways. "5 4 THE AZALEA There, where the sun shines first Against our room. She train'd the gold Azalea, whose perfume She, Spring-like, from her breathmg grace dis- persed. Last night the delicate crests of saffron bloom. For this their dainty likeness watch'd and nurst. Were just at point to burst. At dawn I dream'd, O God, that she was dead. And groan'd aloud upon my wretched bed. And waked, ah, God, and did not waken her. But lay, with eyes still closed. Perfectly bless'd in the delicious sphere By which I knew so well that she was near. My heart to speechless thankfulness composed. Till 'gan to stir A dizzy somewhat in my troubled head — It was the azalea's breath, and she 7ms dead ! The warm night had the lingering buds disclosed, ii6 THE AZALEA And I had fall'n asleep with to my breast A chance-foiind letter press'd In which she said, ' Soj till to-morrow eve, my Own, adieu ! Parting's well-paid with soon again to meet. Soon in your arms to feel so small and sweet. Sweet to myself that am so sweet to you ! * 117 EURYDICE Is this the portent of the day nigh past. And of a restless grave O'er which the eternal sadness gathers fast ; Or but the heaped wave Of some chance, wandering tide. Such as that world of awe Whose circuit, listening to a foreign law. Conjunctures ours at unguess'd dates and wide. Does in the Spirit's tremulous ocean draw. To pass unfateful on, and so subside ? Thee, whom ev'n more than Heaven loved I have, And yet have not been true Even to thee, I, dreaming, night by night, seek now to see. And, in a mortal sorrow, still pursue Thro' sordid streets and lanes And houses brown and bare And many a haggard stair ii8 EURYDICE Ochrous with ancient stains, And infamous doors, opening on hapless rooms. In whose unhaunted glooms Dead pauper generations, witless of the sun. Their course have run ; And ofttimes my pursuit Is check'd of its dear fruit By things brimful of hate, my kith and kin. Furious that I should keep Their forfeit power to weep. And mock, with living fear, their mournful malice thin. But ever, at the last, my way I win To Avhere, with perfectly sad patience, nurst By sori-y comfort of assured worst, Ingrain'd in fretted cheek and lips that pine. On pallet poor Thou lyest, stricken sick. Beyond love's cure. By all the world's neglect, but chiefly mine. Then sweetness, sweeter than my tongue can tell. Does in my bosom well. And tears come free and quick And more and more abound For piteous passion keen at naving found, 119 EURYDICE After exceeding ill^ a little good ; A little good Which, foi the while. Fleets with the current sorrow of the blood, Though no good here has heart enough to smile. I20 THE DAY AFTER TO-MORROW Perchance she droops within the hollow gulf Which the great wave of coming pleasure draws. Not guessing the glad cause ! Ye Clouds that on your endless journey go. Ye Winds that westward flow, Thou heaving Sea That heav'st 'twixt her and me. Tell her I come ; Then only sigh your pleasure, and be dumb ; For the sweet secret of our either self We know. Tell her I come. And let her heart be still'd. One day's controlled hope, and then one more. And on the third our lives shall be fulfill'd ! Yet all has been before : Palm placed in palm, twin smiles, and words astray. What other should we say .'' 121 THE DAY AFTER TO-MORROW But shall I not, with ne'er a sign, perceive. Whilst her sweet hands I hold. The myriad threads and meshes manifold Which Love shall round her weave : The pulse in that vein making alien pause And varying beats from this ; Down each long finger felt, a differing strand Of silvery welcome bland ; And in her breezy palm And silken wrist. Beneath the touch of my like numerous bliss Complexly kiss'd, A diverse and distinguishable calm ? What should we say ! It all has been before ; And yet our lives shall now be first fulfill'd. And into their summ'd sweetness fall distill'd One sweet drop more ; One sweet drop more, in absolute increase Of unrelapsing peace. O, heaving Sea, That heav'st as if for bliss of her and me. And separatest not dear heart from heart. Though each 'gainst other beats too far apart. For yet awhile Let it not seem that I behold her smile. 122 THE DAY AFTER TO-MORROW O, weaiy Love, O, folded to her bi-east. Love in each moment years and years of rest. Be calm, as being not. Ye oceans of intolerable delight. The blazing photosphere of central Night, Be ye forgot. Terror, thou swarthy Groom of Bi-ide-bliss coy. Let me not see thee toy. O, Death, too tardy with thy hope intense Of kisses close beyond conceit of sense ; O, Life, too liberal, while to take her hand Is more of hope than heart can understand ; Perturb my golden patience not with joy. Nor, through a wish, profane The peace that should pertain To him who does by her attraction move. Has all not been before ? One day's controlled hope, and one again. And then the third, and ye shall have the rein, O Life, Death, Terror, Love ! But soon let your unrestful rapture cease. Ye flaming Ethers thin. Condensing till the abiding sweetness win One sweet drop more ; One sweet drop moi*e in the measureless increase Of honied peace. 123 TIRED MEMORY The stony rock of death's insensibility Well'd yet awhile with honey of thy love And then was dry ; Nor could thy picture, nor thine empty glove. Nor all thy kind, long letters, nor the band Which really spann'd Thy body chaste and warm, Henceforward move Upon the stony rock their wearied charm. At last, then, thou wast dead. Yet would I not despair. But wi'ought my daily task, and daily said Many and many a fond, unfeeling prayer. To keep my vows of faith to thee from harm In vain. ' For 'tis,' I said, ' all one. The wilful faith, which has no joy or pain. As if 'twere none.' Then look'd I miserably round 124 TIRED MEMORY If aught of duteous love were left undone. And nothing found. But, kneeling in a Church one Easter-Day, It came to me to say : ' Though there is no intelligible rest. In Earth or Heaven, For me, but on her breast, I yield her up, again to have her given. Or not, as. Lord, Thou wilt, and that for aye.' And the same night, in slumber lying, I, who had dream'd of thee as sad and sick and dying. And only so, nightly for all one year. Did thee, my own most Dear, Possess, In gay, celestial beauty nothing coy. And felt thy soft caress With heretofore unknown reality of joy. But, in our mortal air. None thrives for long upon the happiest dream. And fresh despair Bade me seek round afresh for some extreme Of unconceiv'd, interior sacrifice Whereof the smoke might rise To God, and 'mind him that one pray'd below. And so, 125 TIRED MEMORY In agony, I cried : ' My Lord, if thy strange will be this, That I should crucify my heart. Because my love has also been my pride, I do submit, if I saw how, to bliss Wherein She has no part.' And I was heard. And taken at my own remorseless word. O, my most Dear, Was't treason, as I fear } 'Twere that, and worse, to plead thy veiled mind. Kissing thy babes, and murmuring in mine ear, ' Thou canst not be Faithful to God, and faithless unto me ! ' Ah, prophet kind ! I heard, all dumb and blind With tears of protest ; and I cannot see But faith was broken. Yet, as I have said. My heart was dead. Dead of devotion and tired memory. When a strange grace of thee In a fair stranger, as I take it, bred To her some tender heed. Most innocent Of purpose therewith blent. And pure of faith, I think, to thee ; yet such 126 TIRED MEMORY That the pale reflex of an alien love. So vaguely, sadly shown, Did her heart touch Above All that, till then, had wooed her for its own. And so the fear, which is love's chilly dawn, Flush'd faintly upon lids that droop'd like thine. And made me weak. By thy delusive likeness doubly drawn. And Nature's long suspended breath of flame Persuading soft, and whispering Duty's name. Awhile to smile and speak With this thy Sister sweet, and therefore mine ; Thy Sister sweet. Who bade the wheels to stir Of sensitive delight in the poor brain. Dead of devotion and tired memory. So that I lived again. And, strange to aver. With no relapse into the void inane. For thee ; But (treason was't ?) for thee and also her. 127 THE TOYS My little Son, who look'd from thoughtful eyes And moved and spoke in quiet grown-up wise. Having my law the seventh time disobey'd, I struck him, and dismiss'd With hard words and unkiss'd. His Mother, who was patient, being dead. Then, fearing lest his grief should hinder sleep, I visited his bed. But found him slumbering deep. With darken'd eyelids, and their lashes yet From his late sobbing wet. And I, with moan. Kissing away his tears, left others of my own ; For, on a table drawn beside his head, He had put, within his reach, A box of counters, and a red-vein'd stone, A piece of glass abraded by the beach And six or seven shells, A bottle with bluebells 128 THE TOYS And two French copper coins, rang'd there with careful art. To comfort his sad heart. So when that night I pray'd To God, I wept, and said : Ah, when at last we lie with tranced breath. Not vexing Thee in death. And Thou rememberest of what toys We made our joys, How weakly understood. Thy great commanded good. Then, fatherly not less Than I whom Thou hast moulded from the clay, Thou'lt leave Thy wrath, and say, ' I will be sorry for their childishness.' 129 WINTER 1, SINGULARLY ITIOVed To love the lovely that ai'e not beloved. Of all the Seasons, most Love Winter, and to trace The sense of the Trophonian pallor on her face. It is not death, but plenitude of peace ; And the dim cloud that does the world enfold Hath less the characters of dark and cold Than warmth and light asleep. And correspondent breathing seems to keep With the infant harvest, breathing soft below Its eider coverlet of snow. Nor is in field or garden anything But, duly look'd into, contains serene The substance of things hoped for, in the Spring, And evidence of Summer not yet seen. On every chance-mild day That visits the moist shaw, The honeysuckle, 'sdaining to be cvost 130 WINTER In urgence of sweet life by sleet or frost, 'Voids the time's law With still increase Of leaflet new, and little, wandering spray ; Often, in sheltering brakes. As one from rest disturb'd in the first hour, Primrose or violet be^vilder'd wakes, And deems 'tis time to flower ; Though not a whisper of her voice he hear, The buried bulb does know The signals of the year. And hails far Summer with his lifted spear. The gorse-field dark, by sudden, gold caprice, Turns, here and there, into a Jason's fleece ; LiUes, that soon in Autumn slipp'd their gowns of green. And vanish'd into earth. And came again, ere Autumn died, to birth. Stand fuU-array'd, amidst the wavering shower. And perfect for the Summer, less the flower ; In nook of pale or crevice of crude bark, Thou canst not miss, If close thou spy, to mark The ghostly chrysalis. That, if thou touch it, stirs in its dream dark ; And the flush'd Robin, in the evenings hoar, 131 WINTER Does of Love's Day, as if he saw it, sing ; But sweeter yet than dream or song of Summer or Spring Are Winter's sometime smiles, that seem to well From infancy ineffable ; Her wandering, languorous gaze, So unfamiliar, so without amaze. On the elemental, chill adversity. The uncomprehended rudeness ; and her sigh And solemn, gathering tear. And look of exile from some great repose, the sphere Of ether, moved by ether only, or By something still more tranquil. 132 L'ALLEGRO Felicity ! Who ope'st to none that knocks, yet, laughing weak, Yield'st all to Love that will not seek, And who, though won, wilt droop and die. Unless wide doors bespeak thee free. How safe's the bond of thee and me. Since thee I cherish and defy ! Is't Love or Friendship, Dearest, we obey ? Ah, thou art young, and I am gray ; But happy man is he who knows How well time goes, With no unkind intruder by, Between such friends as thou and I ! 'Twould wrong thy favour. Sweet, were I to say, 'Tis best by far. When best things are not possible, To make the best of those that are ; For, though it be not May, Sure, few delights of Spring excel 133 L'ALLEGRO The beauty of this mild September day ! So with me walk, And view the dreaming field and bossy Autumn wood. And how in humble russet goes The Spouse of Honour, fair Repose, Far from a world whence love is fled And truth is dying because joy is dead ; And, if we hear the i-oaring wheel Of God's remoter service, public zeal, Let us to stiller place retire And glad admire How, near Him, sounds of working cease In little fervour and much peace ; And let us talk Of holy things in happy mood. Learnt of thy blest twin-sister. Certitude ; Or let's about our neighbours chat, "Well praising this, less praising that. And judging outer strangers by Those gentle and unsanction'd lines To which remorse of equity Of old hath moved the School divines. Or linger where this willow bends, And let us, till the melody be caught. Hearken that sudden, singing thought, 134 L'ALLEGRO On which unguess'd increase to Hfe perchance depends. He ne'er hears twice the same who hears The songs of heaven's unanimous spheres, And this may be the song to make, at last, amends For many sighs and boons in vain long sought ! 135 A RETROSPECT I, TRUSTING that the truly sweet Would still be sweetly found the true, Sang, darkling, taught by heavenly heat, Songs which were wiser than I knew. To the unintelligible dream That melted like a gliding star, I said : ' We part to meet, fair Gleam ! You are eternal, for you are.' To Love's strange riddle, fiery writ In flesh and spirit of all create, ' Mocker,' I said, ' of mortal wit. Me you shall not mock. I can wait.' Printed by Ballantyne, Hanson & Co. London Sf Edinburgh UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LIBRARY Los Angeles This book is DUE on the last date stamped below. JF^ ^-Jl may 81988 APR Form L9-100m-9,'52(A3105) 444 UC SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRA||Y [,'^,";,l'j'{;[,, AA 000 374 548 6