j) UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNJA LOS ANGELES TALES BY THE O'HARA FAMILY. SECOND SERIES. COMPRISING THE NOWLANS, AND PETER OF THE CASTLE. ." Farewell the plumed troop and the big wars." Othello. IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. II. LONDON: HENRY COLBURN, NEW BURLINGTON STREET. 1826, I ONUON I'RIN'TKD BY S. ANO R. BEXTI.EY, DORSET-STREET. THE NOWLANS. (continued.) vol. II. A 2 500400 LIBRARY THE NOWLANS. CHAPTER I. John Nowlan did go home the next morn- ing ; but, after the final chances of the night, he might as well have staid where he was. Riding very hard from the mean public- house where he had left Horrogan, he soon gained Long-hall. As he entered, the servants were in confusion. He enquired the cause, and learned that Mr. Long had retired to bed ra- ther ill. Mr. Frank was also in his chamber, yet unacquainted, at Miss Letty's instance, with his uncle's accident ; and she remained up in the drawing-room. Thither John hastened, agitated with all the occurrences of the day, and of the previous evening, excited with the magistrate's bumpers, fired and unsettled in his VOL. II. B 2 THE NOWLANS. feelings, though imagining himself fixed in a o-reat resolution ; vehement, but without a plan. As he sprang up the stairs, John vaguely ap- prehended that he sought this interview for the purpose of at once breaking his dangerous fet- ters ; of at once telling Letty that he should leave in the morning, and bidding her some- thing like an eternal farewell. When he burst, rather abruptly, into the drawing-room, he did not know that his features, manner, and whole appearance, betrayed an irregular energy, the natural effect of his fluttering state of nerve. But Letty, roused by his entrance from her sad reverie at the fire, saw what he could not see ; saw the strange sparkling of eye, and the briskness of mien and motion which bespoke a panting purpose ; and her catching of breath, as he appeared, and her sudden rising from her chair, showed how much she was startled. " A thousand pardons. Miss Letty," John be- gan, out of breath ; " but you know I must be alarmed at your uncle's sudden illness, and very anxious to hear your opinion of it." " You are very good, Mr. Nowlan ;" her head cast down, as she pulled round her a lai'ge shawl to hide the half-disposition of her dress for bed ; but, however the illness must THE NOW LANS. 3 afflict us, I have hopes, as it is, unhappily, rather a constitutional one, that no serious dan- ger now threatens my dear uncle." " Thank God," said John ; and there was a long pause ; he standing with one hand rested on a table, she leaning against the mantel- piece ; while the loud breathing of both audi- bly echoed through the stilled room. Sud- denly he spoke again — " And good night, then, Miss Letty ; good-b'ye, indeed ; and remember me, as you know I wish to be remembered, to Mr. Long, in the morning." He advanced a step, his hand extended ; she turned, fixed her glance on his now pale face and streaming eyes ; grew pale in her turn, again looked away, and asked, " Why is this, Mr. Nowlan ? do I rightly understand that you leave us in the morning ? and if so, why in such speed .^" " I must go home to-morrow morning," he answered, speaking very slowly. " Indeed ? that is sudden and strange too," resuming her seat, to hide her faintness and trembling — " have we given you cause .'^" " I have given myself cause. Miss Letty ; I have done wrong in ever leaving my humble home ; and the sooner I now return to it, the better for myself — so, good-b'ye." He stepped B 2 4 THE NOWLANS. closer, took her proffered hand, and, while his tears wetted it, added — " and believe me most thankful — most grateful — most bound to pray — and bless — ''"' his voice failed him. " Good-bye, sir ; I am sorry — I wish you very well ;" and poor Letty wept outright, and snatching her hand, covered with both hands her agitated face, while, as she sank back in her cliair, her large shawl fell in folds around her. John mutely gazed on her in a wild state of feeling. It was, first, despair, then joyous dis- traction. Yet one who could have watched his face, would not, perhaps, have fathomed his heart. A faint and inane smile only played around his mouth as he thought " she loves me — that fairest creature, that most elevated, gifted, and noble creature, loves me ; and those tears, those agonies — "" Letty's passion rose higher; she sobbed aloud ; the calm purpose of despair, held even while he spoke, gave way at once ; every danger was forgotten ; or, if re- membered, braved ; he darted to a chair by her side, again seized her hand, and, "Yes, yes !" he cried, " good-b'ye ! good-b''ye for ever ! I go home indeed to-morrow morning, Letty, for both our sakes : I go, because to stay were crime and THE NOWLANS. 5 madness — ruin and death, here and hereafter; because I love, because I love !" pressing her to him ; " and because you love me I Do not turn and deny it ; do not make the sin of my confession useless as well as heinous; do not take away from me the only palliation that Heaven will remember when I cry out and groan and grovel for a pardon ; leave me but the certainty I now feel, the certainty that before I grew mad, I was honoured, blessed, cursed ! blessed and cursed together with your love ; leave me but that ! the consciousness that when I fell the brightest angel out of Heaven tempt- ed me ; let me have so much to plead, and I will not be without hope in my remorse and repentance. I will not be without the hope that God, when he permitted the glorious temptation, saw how impossible it was for me to escape it ! Letty, Letty, speak ! say the word ! I will have it from your lips ! my only excuse, my only plea, my only hope ! the only hope of my soul, though the eternal despair of my heart] — you love me! you love me! con- fess/' "I love you," she answered, as her trembling frame sank in his arms, " with my heart's full and first love,'' b THE NOWLANS. Muttering raptures and ecstasies, and now solely swayed by the tumultuous triumph of youthful affection, John fell on his knees, his arms still around her neck, her cheek resting on his ; and while Letty alone wept happy tears, he kissed her lips, her forehead, her closed eyes, her crimsoned neck, which the fallen shawl left more than usually shown. At this moment both started, for both thought a stealthy step came to the door. Letty suddenly caught up her shawl, and wrapped it in successive folds around her shoulders and waist : John drew back his hands, and they dropped at his side ; but he did not, or could not, rise from his knees : he listened ; the noise was not repeated : he grew assured with respect to that circumstaPiCe ; but his checked ecstasy did not return ; arrested, frozen, it allowed the sudden re-action of thought ; his flushed face grew pallid, as he still knelt. Letty saw his eyes distend and fix on the fire ; saw him gape ; saw cold moisture teem from his forehead; heard him breathe labori- ously ; heard him gasp : and at last, as he uttered a low groan, John slowly lifted up his arms, cast them forward, and fell prostrate with them; his head coming so violently in contact with the THE NOWLANS. 7 massive fender, that blood trickled on the carpet. This was a trying situation for a young crea- ture like Letty. Love urged her to cry out for help ; fear of observation, on his account and her own, stifled her voice. Apprehension for his safety, for hishfe, flung her on her knees by his side ; yet a consciousness, if not a recollection, of the scene that had just occurred — of the new, embarrassing, even doubtful relation, they began to hold towards each other, distracted her ef- forts to serve him, and confused her speech. And yet she raised his head from the hearth, rested it on her knee, and began to staunch the slight wound with her handkerchief, as she cried — " For God's sake, Mr. Nowlan ! rise. Sir, and retire, if you can ! — Speak, at least, and ex- plain this sudden misery ! John ! dearest John Nowlan, speak — was it illness — was it faintness? — are you better ? — Gracious God! he will not, or cannot answer ! — what is to become of me ! no help near that I dare call upon ; — and yet I must call up the house, John Nowlan, if you do not speak : ah ! now you revive, and will be better." " What 's this ?" he whispered, starting to 8 THE NOWLANS. his knees — " I remember," — groaning as he met her glance — " good night, Letty — farewell, in- deed, for ever !" He arose, staggering. " Sir ! — Mr, Nowlan 1" — in angry surprise — " explain this— explain" — correcting herself — " explain the cause of your embarrassment, your accident, I mean ; — was it sudden illness ? — giddiness ? — what do you mean ?" " My vow ! my eternal vow," He hid his lace, and leaned against the wall, " You are not a priest !" she screamed ; " you have not vowed a vow that makes your declaration to me — your attentions — your man- ner — the confession you have just extorted — Oh ! — I could not comprehend your dark mean- ing while you spoke ! I thought it doubt of me or of my sentiments ; any thing but that ! But you have not vowed a vow that makes all this insult, presumption, outrage to me, as well as to answer. Sir ! — you are not a priest !" He walked to the middle of the room, bowed his head, crossed his arms on his breast, and an- swered : " Curse me, as I deserve ; I cannot stand more accursed than I am, to God, to you, to man, and to myself: the vow is vowed ; and, as you say, I have as presumptuously, as bar- THE NOWLANS. 9 barously insulted you, as — as I have sunk my own soul !" and he left the apartment. Letty stood a moment gazing on the door through which he had passed, and then fell. The fe- male attendant, entering some minutes after, found her insensible. John slowly ascended to his chamber, locked himself in, and sank in a chair. The next ac- tion of which he was conscious was to start up, extinguish the light, and resume his seat in darkness. If time be truly defined as a succes- sion of ideas, for him whose brain holds but one abiding idea, there is no time. John Nowlan, at least, was not mindful of the lapse of this night into the morning. Objects began to be discern- ible around, and through the window ; sharp breezes siiook his window-frame, and Httle birds twittered by, and the rooks cawed loudly in the adjoining trees, ere he became aware of the long, dull, sleepless, tearless trance in which he had sat. Near the window was his toilet-glass ; his eye, glancing over its surface, caught the reflec- tion of his own face, dimly seen in the grey twi- light, pallid, rigid, and stained with the blood from his forehead. He started, as if, in his shivering lonesomeness, he had detected the b5 10 THE JsOWLANS. visage of some fearful stranger. He cast himsell on his knees, and, with his knuckles clenched at his forehead, began to pray. In some time he arose and packed up, in his little trunk, the few things of his which were to be found in the room. Next, he bathed his face in a basin of water, and arranged his dress ; and in a few moments sat to a table, and wrote two notes, one to Mr. Long, another to Letty : the first, pleading an urgent case of necessity for his sudden absence, and expressing anxious hopes for the speedy re-establishment of Mr. Loner's health, ended with warm and sincere thanks for all that gentleman's kindness ; the second must express itself in its own words : — " All you accused me of is true. My avow- al was sacrilege to God ; my extorted acknow- ledgment, sacrilege to you : all the feelings I dared hold to you, wicked, insulting, blasphe- mous. Humbled in the dust, kneeling on the knees of my heart to my God and my benefac- tress, praying pardon and oblivion, I have but one word to offer — not a word of extenua- tion — that I despise — for with ten times as much to plead, I am immeasurably guilty. Let me say the word, however. I never concealed, intentionally, that my vow had been made. I THE NOWLANS. - 11 thought you knew it perfectly. No more do I presume to say. I go to my father's house. Farewell. Be assured, the life I shall lead — the expiations I shall offer — the discipline my offended church must impose — the heart that from this day must wither — that I spurn — that I cast into the blight — all this will avenge you. Farewell. When I may dare to pray in the humblest hope of being heard, your name shall ever ascend from my lips. Blessings, as many as my curses, be with you for ever !" Having written his notes, he remained gazing through the window, until some slight noises told him the servants began to stir in the house. Then he stepped cautiously down stairs, met a kitchen-wench, gave her the notes, left direc- tions to have his trunk sent after him, half walked, half ran to his humble home, and en- tered under its roof with an unusual show of vivacity. Immediately after breakfast he set out for the house of his old reverend friend, Mr. Ken- nedy, often mentioned before in this story. His brow fell when the people there informed him that the clergyman had accompanied his bishop to Dublin, on business of moment, and was not expected home for many weeks. This 12 , THE XOWLANS, disappointment John thought grievous; and he was right in thinking it so ; much of his fate was involved in it. He looked round for some other spiritual adviser ; his recollections or likings proposed none to whom he could will- ingly unbosom himself ; and he determined to spend in solitary self-examination and discipline the time that must elapse before the arrival of his best friend. He shut himself up in his little study, and prepared to lay his breast bare to Heaven. But it was a place of distracting recollections ; and pleading to Peggy and his mother a preference for his father''s room, a busy removal of books, shelves, and other furniture, ensued, and his wish was soon accomplished. He at last sat down to his task, most tremblingly anxious to speed it ; but his powers of self-abstraction were not equal to his will ; it was too near his time of passion ; nature refused to be so sum- marily trampled down ; the very feverish impa- tience of his purpose unfitted him for success ; and his first day and night produced nothing but sullen reveries, traitorous recurrences, ar- dent aspirations, and bitter, bitter tears. In the middle of the next day, he reflected that he was bound to make enquiries after the THE NOWLANS. 13 health of Mr. Lono;: circumstances, to which that gentleman was a stranger, could not war- rant a neglect that must seem so strange and ungrateful. He therefore despatched one of his father's men to Long Hall, instructing him to add an enquiry concerning the health of all the family. The messenger staid away much long- er than was needful ; John grew impatient for his return ; he could do nothing, in the mean time, but watch him out of tlie window that commanded his path : he expected, hoped, in fact, something more than an answer to the questions he had sent ; yet he dared not tell himself he did. Towards evening, the man at last appeared, and John's anticipations were not proved vain. Miss I^etty sent assurances that her uncle was better ; and with these assurances, a note to Peggy, accompanying and explaining various rare patterns of gowns, frills, and caps ; and another to John, enclosed in it, that, the young lady informed her fair friend, would tell Mr. Nowlan how to sow and cultivate certain flower roots, and slips, for which he had seemed anxi- ous, and which were forwarded by his mes- senger. Peggy ran to John with the note ; he retired to his room, and read as follows : — 14 THE NOWLANS " Rev, Dear Mr. Nowlan J " The man will convey to you the pleasing news that my dearest uncle is not seriously ill ; and you can imagine what joy this must be to one who loves him better than her own father and mother — than any second being on earth. Many thanks for your kind enquiries. " I send the Dutch tulip roots I promised you ; also, some specimens of the yellow picote which I can warrant ; and the rare geranium slips you seemed to admire. As the two first will demand all your care, you must study, out of the book of the London florist that accompanies them, the best mode of culture recommended. Pray, accept, at the same time, a little portfolio con- taining a few drawings you used to flatter me about, particularly a carefully finished drawing of the first sketch you saw me make on the morning of our walk from your house to Long Hall. The music of the wild and beautiful ballad of " Lord Ronald," and of other songs, which I believed you half asked from me, are also in the portfolio. " I got your note : but, indeed, I do not un- derstand it. Of what could I " accuse" you ? Nothing that my calm recollections suggest; nothing that you ever deserved ; nothing that THE NOWLANS. 15 it must not have been as cruel as it was indeli- cate for me to glance at. I say from my heart, Re\\ dear Sir, I have not, I never had, the slightest reason to reproach you. Let the eve- ning before last be eternally forgotten. I know not what happened ; I do not wish to know. But whatever I said or did, must have been caused by the weak and wandering state of heart and mind into which I was thrown by the sudden illness of him who merits and possesses my undivided affection. So, instead of your asking pardon from me, I ask it of you. In- deed I do, Mr. Nowlan, most sincerely. For the slightest undeserved word that could have caused you pain, I am — believe me I am — sorry and afBicted. Therefore, in the name of good feeling, and good sense, abandon every thought of visiting upon yourself, in any such shocking way as you hint at, or as the severity of your religion may (if you wrongfully accuse your heart) enjoin, — an imaginary error. Promise me this, or else a knowledge of your continued in- tention will make me, as I ought to be, the true sufferer, and humble and degrade me beyond expression. " In fact, we should both forget that evening ; I repeat it again. I have had an undisturbed 16 THE NOWLANS. day and night to reflect — perhaps more than reflect — thanks to your prudent generosity — and such is my opinion. We have both been led astray by erroneous impressions ; no farther does our fault extend ; let us show that the mo- ment we are set rio;ht, we can act as becomes us. It was all exceeding folly : and any vehement words or resolutions about it would only be a greater absurdity. Let us meet again as if it had never occurred. That is the better way. I will never believe that, in your breast or mine, prepossession is stronger than reason. Come to enquire after my dear uncle's health, whenever you will, — as soon as you will — and one of us, at least, shall prove it is not. " Adieu, dear Rev. Sir. I enjoin the utmost care to be paid to my scarce and beautiful tu- lips : and pray burn this note : that is my last and strongest request. " I am, dear Rev. Sii", " With respect and esteem, " Your faithful friend, *' I.. A.^' John knew nothing of women ; he had never associated with them ; this note astonished hhii to excess ; ay, more, it mortified him, and put him in a passion. What ! after all that THE NOWLANS. 17 had occurred, — after all his high opinions of her — (and of himself he ought to have added) — was she but a coquette — did she say words she had never felt ? " Undivided affection !" and " above any second being on earth !" of whom were those things so deliberately spoken ? Then the tone of utter contempt in which she alluded to the past — to him : and her challenges to meet him again with such indifference ! He would meet her half-way, at least. He would prove, as fully as she could, that in his breast " prepossession was not stronger than reason." Only two phrases of her letter at first divi- ded his sentiments. One was, " thanks to your prudent generosity ;" prudent ! Did this mean more than met the eye ? Did it contain, or hide, a reproach for his silence of one day ? and was she piqued with him .'' The next pas- sage was — "a day and night to reflect — perhaps more than rejied ;" what " more ?"" — His con- jectures subdued him ; he saw her, for a mo- ment, weeping away the night, alone in her diamber, and his own tears started at the picture. Then he read her letter again ; and all that portion of it which sought to save him from future suffering, took full hold of his heart. 18 THE NOWLANS. An idea of her self-devotedness, self-sacrifice, surprized him into admiration, gratitude, and a return of the deepest, tenderest love; he flung himself on his bed ; detected the treache- rous wandering; started up, and again and again, the groans of his young heart went up for relief. We shall pass a few days, and accompany John to pay a formal visit at Long Hall, not in anger, nor yet in guilty impulse, but from a sedate conviction of the propriet}^, in every way, of such a step. He found Mr. Long in his library, looking pale and shaken ; but after some conversation, he found Letty in the drawing-room, looking more pale and shaken. Prepared for his appear- ance, she received him with a calm smile ; and though blushes and tremors came in spite of her, she was able to conceal them from him. Frank sat by, his arm not yet well. The in- terview aimed at quiet vivacity, but was dull and overstrained. Frank rose to leave the room ; John started, like a culprit, at his mo- tion, and withdrew before him. Letty 's appearance shocked him to the soul ; and though not a word had been spoken about it, John thought of nothing else on his way THE NOWLANS. 19 home. Conclusions that he shrunk from draw- ing, but that he could not resist, seized upon his mind. She was, indeed, the sufferer more than he. * Gracious , God ! her suppressed feel- ings — her choked passion — her despairing love — her love of him ! it was striking at her life. She was dying ! He might assist her to triumph over her malady : and his presence, father than his ab- sence, would be the best assistance. Constant interviews, that would end in nothing, yet that would accustom both to regard each other as simple friends ; cheering conversation on topics she delighted in ; exercise, picturesque walks that she was now giving up; — all this might effect a cure, and he determined to be the phy- sician. The notion of her weakness made him strong ; made him confident ; forgetful of his own weakness ; presumptuous. Though he Avould not dream of again taking up his abode at Long Hall, they met, therefore, very often, and read or sang in the drawing- room, or lectured on flowers in the garden, or walked out, accompanied by Mr. Long or his nephew, to sketch ; and John's hopes seemed crowned with success. Blushes and embar- rassment when they met, or sighs or reveries 20 THE NOWLANS. when they were together, oi* faltering adieus, or pressures of the hand, when they parted, gave him, indeed, some imeasiness on his own ac- count, as well as Letty's ; but still he was braced and bold in virtue, and his constant prayers seemed ever to be answered with a promise. They had strayed, one evening, into a fine solitary scene, Mr. Long with them, and Letty made some pleasing sketches. Her uncle sug- gested that she and John should turn aside, over an embankment, to look about for a changed grouping of objects, which he believed might form a still better sketch. ]>oth hesi- tated : it was the first time, since the scene in the drawing-room, they expected to be alone ; at last, Letty suddenly gave her arm, and in a few seconds they lost sight of Mr. Long, and sauntered by the edge of a mountain stream. Letty set the example of talking fast and much, he tried to follow her : but they soon grew mu- tually silent. They stept over a very narrow part of the stream, and continued their walk on the other side, now doubling towards the point from which they had started. The view did not answer Mr. Long's promises, and Letty urged a speedy return to her uncle. It was again necessary to cross the stream ; but as, at THE NOWLANS. 21 the place they now paused, it could not be stept over by Letty, John proposed to carry her over : she refused, with a consciousness of manner that communicated itself to him ; but catching her- self in error, at once assumed much indifference, withdrew her dissent, and was lifted up in hi>s arms. The rash boy trembled under his feathery weight. As mere matter of course, her arm twned round his neck ; and, burning in blushes, that for a moment overmastered her paleness, he had never seen her look so enchanting. With tottering limbs he walked to the edge of the stream ; she called out to him to let her down, observing that he was not able to bear her across ; and as she spoke, her eyes met his. " Ay," he answered, " able to bear you across an ocean of fire ! — Letty, Letty, the heart, not the limbs are weak," — and, as he stept into the water, murmuring these words, his arms, in irresistible impulse, pressed her to his heart. " Set me down, Sir !" she exclaimed, " what- ever may be the consequence, set me down !" — ^lie staggered among the sharp stones and rocks — " No, no," in another tone, " take care, take care of yourself, for mercy's sake." 22 THE NOWLAKS. When they gained the opposite bank, her head rested on his shoulder ; tears streamed from her eyes ; she sobbed, and made no effort to leave his arms. Maddened, distracted, he embraced her again; she started up, and with a sudden effort, walked towards the place where her uncle was. At the thought of her returning, alone, and unassisted, he ran after her, and kept by her side till she had come up to Mr. Long. The now gathering t^vilight hid the agitation of both ; and John, making a confused apology, hastened home. The next morning Letty sent, in a book care- fully sealed up, the following note : — " We are unmasked to each other. All our false pretences are torn away : all our false phi- losophy shown to be imposition. Now there can be but one course. Let us never meet affain. Let seas, countries, oceans, worlds divide us. I can die away from you, as well as at your feet — and at your feet I should die if No, no ! let us never meet in this world again. With our common sufferings, let us retain the virtue that will give us hopes of meeting in another. That is all we have to look to. I am dying, and (though I have never noticed to you) your brow and cheek tell me the state of your heart. THE NOWLANS. 23 Farewell. I loved, and I love you above the earth's promise, without you; above myself; but also above the thought of sacrificing you to the terrible vengeance of the stern religion you proffer to rae ; pardon the Avord, that you conscientiously and honourably believe in. This you already know — fully know — and, therefore, I may say it. — Farewell. We must fly to the world's extremities asunder. I will prevail on my dear, injured uncle to go immediately to — no matter where ; you need not know that. — Attempt not to see me — dare not. — Save us ! it is in your power to do so. Farewell till eter- nity." After a day's imaginary calmness, John an- swered thus. " The resolution you have taken was mine also. We shall, indeed, part unto eternity. But stir not you. Stay by your uncle's side; he needs your care, and is not in a state for travelling. To fly, and fly far, is alone my duty. And already I have taken measures to leave Ireland for Spain. The clerical relative you have heard me speak of will readily assist me ; and I have written to him on the subject. Indeed he spoke of it be- fore. I return the first present you ever gave 24 THE XOWLAXS. me, the little ring I found in my room ; also your books and drawings. The flowers I had planted I have torn up by the roots, as I tear up your memory : and I would not have them bloom behind me, in my native country, in my father''s little garden, while no flower can ever more spring up in my heart. " You say you are dying. I believe, indeed, neither of us shall long outlive this struggle ; but that will not be a crime ; and if God so wills it, and since you love me as you say, I do not regret the prospect. We shall brave death in the performance of our duty ; and while our memories remain pure after us on earth, death, and the hope beyond the grave, will be our reward. No more can be expected from human hearts. *• Love me to the last, when I am away : I shall so love you. Surely this can be no sin ; for, in proportion as I love you, will the sacrifice of my love to my duties be great and acce])table. " Ay, let us part, indeed ; but not, as you urge it, without a parting. Do not start nor tremble. I have long reflected on this point ; and a glorious opportunity of beginning the sa- crifice, a holy one for practising, together, the self-triumph we are called on to make, presents TIIK NOWLANS. 25 itself. I shall go, this evening, in a post-chaise with my sister Peggy, to Nenagh, so far on our way to Dublin : it will await me on the road, at the middle stile, a little after six o'clock. All my preparations are made. Meet me, accom- panied by your brother Frank, at tlie stile, and let us walk and converse one half-hour together, your brother, my sister, you and I ; and then let me take your unimpassioned hand for the last time. You shall see me worthy of this in- dulgence, and I shall see you worthy of grant- ing it. Farewell till six." Having despatched this letter, John proceed- ed, amid the tears of his family, to complete his very last arrangements for the road. Towards evening, he called Peggy into his room, and asked her if Mr. Frank had yet proposed for her to her father ; Peggy, in an affliction he could not explain, and which alarmed him, re- plied in the negative. He was about to proceed in the brotherly strain he felt as his duty — for John was now full of duties, — when he recollected that Mr. Frank's arm had been ill since the very night they spoke on the subject; and with but a few delicate cautions, which Peggy still took very strangely, he put an end to the subject. The hour of separation from his father and VOL. II. c 26 THE NOWLAXS. mother arrived ; it will be imagined for us. Two men preceded him with his luggage to the road-side. Peggy took his arm as he walked from the threshold of his home. About half way to the stile, she professed, in a hesitatmg manner, to have forgotten something ; said she would return for it ; and he walked on alone. Inside the stile, he met Letty and her bro- ther. The young gentleman carried a fowling- piece, to have a shot, as he expressed it, at whatever might conte in the way. He also took from a side-pocket a pair of travelling pistols, of which he begged John's acceptance. The young priest refused them, with a smile at their use- lessness to him ; but his friend was politely pressing, saying, as his journey was a long one, he did not know when they might be useful, and John accepted them ; laying them on a bank where all were now sitting, in expectation of Peggy's arrival. The lovers began their interview in the very way, indeed, they had sternly promised to each other's breasts ; and neither trembled until the post-chaise was heard arriving, on the road near them. John then expressed his surprise at Peg- gy's delay ; and Frank clambered up an emi- nence to look out for her. But " she did not yet THE NOWLANS. 27 come in view,'' he said, " although the twihght might hide her figure." Then looking in ano- ther direction, he cried out — " A fox ! I must have a shot at him !" — and disappeared before John or Letty could urge him to remain. Upon thus finding themselves alone^ they shook like condemned criminals. They were silent. They arose, and stept apart, affecting to be engaged in looking out for Frank or Peggy. The sudden report of Frank's fowling- piece was heard. Letty bounded as if its con- tents had been levelled at her heart — then tot- tered, and was falling. John caught her in his arms. Absolutely overpowered, she clung to him. Again he returned her embrace ! In but a few moments more he was rush- ing, haggard and wild, out of the little retreat. He had started from his blaspheming knees, tearing his hair, foaming, — a maniac. The pistols given him by Frank lay in his way. He snatch- ed them up, with a cry of mad joy, and ran for- ward, in the impulse of but removing himself from her sight, and then putting an end to his own life. A stifled laugh sounded close to his ear — he turned, expecting to see standing pal- pable before him, the triumphant enemy of man. Maggy Nowlan, now showing no symp- c 2 28 THE NOWLAKS. torn of laughter, confronted him at the turn from the dell. " Stop, priest John !" she cried, " I was lookin'' for you to tell you a sacret ; last night, your sister Peggy lost herself to a friend of yours, and they are now hard by together, an"" she on her knees, beggin* him to make her an honest woman.'" His random suspicions of the day burst in his already raging breast. " Bring me to them !" he gasped. " This way, then ;" and Maggy walked on. " Salve et benedicite, brother," interrupted the steady tones of Friar Shanaghan, stopping his " poor grey,"" at the road-side, in view of John. The madman uttered another shout, sprang back to the road, stuffing the pistols into his breast, clasped the astonished old man by the hand, then seized his arm, and cried out — " Down from your saddle, Sir ! — down, quickly !" " Why, and whither, man .?" *' To do a good deed ! to save souls ! — Hea- ven sends you ! down, down ! — life and death are in it ! down V He forced him down, and the old friar, thus exhorted, allowed himself to be hurried along. THE NOWLANS. 29 Again John met Maggy ; again called on her to lead the way. " Only on one promise do I lade eitlier of you,"" she answered ; " promise — swear ! — that you will not tell him I warned you-." " We swear by ten thousand heavens and hells — go on !" " There they are, then," resumed Maggy, pointing to a gap in a field, as she retreated far from the coming scene. John dragged in the friar, and saw, indeed, Peggy kneeling to Mr. Frank, and with the wildest energy, urging him to something, while he stood over her in an impassioned but stern attitude. " Villain !" screamed John Nowlan, bursting between them ; " right her this moment ! here is your own gift to make you," presenting the pistols ; " and here is the priest God has sent to help you." Peggy started, screaming, from her knees, calling on liim to hold his hand and his pur- pose ; Frank, shrinking back, utterly confound- ed, asked what he meant. The friar laid his hand on his arm. John sprang aside : " Touch me not, sir !" he roared ; " let no man venture that ! but proceed, in your duty, to make this 30 THE NOWLANS. guilty pair man and wife ; or, by the Heaven we have all outraged, you shall be my victim, before I shoot him and her, and then destroy myself ! Take her hand, seducer, villain ! she already wears a ring — that will do ! take her hand I say, or — " " John Nowlan ! brother !" interrupted Peg- gy, again dropping on her knees to him ; " why do you ask this ? what terrible madness has come over you ?"" " The madness that is necessary for this ! Up, woman, and stand by his side ! one of our father's children, at least, shall have a good name after this night, a patched-up good name, may be, but no matter ; up ! or as sure as the same mother bore us, I will kill you at my feet !" He held the pistol to her head; it pres- sed her forehead ; she sprang up ; still pointing the pistols at her and Frank, he continued to roar for the office of the friar. " Let the madman have his way,*" said Frank coolly, after a pause, and he took Peg- gy's hand ; she struggled, and " Hear me, John !" she cried ; " I wish not this, I — " " Not another word !" he exclaimed. All further opposition seemed not only useless, but really dangerous, to a degree too horrible to THE NOWLANS. 31 contemplate ; in vain did the friar try to exert his voice ; in vain did Peggy add — " Brother, brother, you are ruining me !"" At the maniac's still increasing threats, the old ecclesiastic drew out his missal, and, in a few moments, Mr. Frank and Peggy Nowlan were married. *' That will do, I wish ye joy !" resumed John, when the sudden ceremony was over: " good-b'ye, sister; brother Frank, good-b^ye,"" shaking their hands ; " and now for my own luck ; you '11 hear of me if ye do not hear from me : good night !" He was rushing from them : " John ! John !"' cried Peggy, " throw down the pistols ;" she ran after him, and a second time fell at his feet. He stopped a moment. His glaring eyes darted into hers. He flung the pistols far over her head ; kissed her cheek, and finally dis- appeared from his overwhelmed sister. A few bounds brought him back to the poor Letty. She reclined, senseless, on the earth. He caught her up in his arms, muttering — " And now no tie but that one which crime has tied, which hell binds close ! No lot but your lot, my victim ! Here lowly you shall not lie, to be spurned and scorned of all, and I the undoer ! 32 THE NOWLANS. Come, I can yet sacrifice myself with you ! The father's and mother's curse, the curse of that church whose ftillen minister I am, the shouts of the world, shall follow me ; still we shall be one ! Come, Letty !"" he ran with her to the post-chaise, lifted her into the seat his sister Peggy was to have occupied ; was whirled off on his road to Dublin, and seven years elapsed before any positive tidings of John Nowlan reached his native place, with the ex- ception of a circumstance known only to the old clergyman, Mr. Kennedy, which that gen- tleman never divulged. THK NOWLANS. 33 CHAPTER II. Had we to rehearse a story woven out of our own brains, imagination, unable or unwilling to recognize any plausibility in the stern truths of real life, would, perhaps, have rejected the sudden catastrophe of the last chapter ; and, even allowing John and Letty finally to commit crime, have invented some more gradual pro- gress to it. The lovers of beautiful fiction may exclaim against their fall at the very moment when they had braced themselves in virtue, and only met to prove to each other how straight and how firmly they could walk their path. But human nature, such as it is known to those who study it, must be an appeal from possible censure in this instance. Temptations that have long borne hard, and often made a dis- tinct, though imwelcomed impi-ession, are not to be set at bay by any other means than total estrangement from the object or opportunity c 5 34 THE NOWLANS. that has set them on. In the presence of that object or opportunity, Will, however previous- ly made up and determined, may, in one second, be dethroned and trampled down. We prose, or we sermonize ; but, in illustration of the oft- repeated, though oft-forgotten theory, cannot the sagest reader recollect any slight case in which he has made the identical slip he had spent much preparation to avoid ? Crime is not meant ; the most trivial counteraction of " re-resolved" rea- son, by a momentary pressure of old tempta- tion, will suffice — indeed, more than suffice ; — for, as it is ordained that the greater the sin the greater shall be the temptation to commit it ; and, as in the instance recorded, the sin and the passion accordingly balanced each other ; so, if but an ordinary Infatuation has over- thrown the wisest plans of the wisest reader, an extraordinary one must have had equal power, more power, over the best resolves of this poor boy and girl. At the utmost speed the unhappy young pair were whirled in the post-chaise to Nenagh. We believe Letty was half sensible of being lifted by John into the vehicle ; but she made no re- sistance ; she even showed no consciousness. THE \'OWLANS. 35 He held her in his circling arms, as they now- sat together ; still she remained passive and motionless ; her head hanging towards the cor- ner of the chaise, or falling on his shoulder. Night closed ; he could not see her ; and yet she stirred not. It suddenly struck him that she was dead ; but he did not start at the thought ; nor call out to stop the chaise ; nor utter a cry ; the wretched youth only smiled to himself. His feeling could not be understood, were it even well-defined ; it is left then, in the darkness and confusion that gave it birth. Thus, without moving or speaking, they gained Nenagh. The horn of a night coach was heard coming to the inn-door. The driver told him he could have two seats for Dublin, and asked should he change his luggage from the chaise. John calmly answered him. The man re-appeared, saying the coach was about to start, and offering his assistance to remove the lady. John fiercely turned from him, caught her up, suddenly and unassisted, and with some difficulty, removed her himself. '' Is the lady very sick. Sir ?''' enquired a surly old gentleman, as, after much squeezing among well-wrapt knees, broad shoulder.s, 36 THE NOWLANS. el bows squared, and heads wearing white night- caps, John placed her in the corner of a " six- inside."" *' Very, Sir ;"" imagining he answered a com- miserating person. " Then wouldn't it be more comfortable to you and her, Sir, to travel alone, than for us to travel with you ?"" continued the man. " Answer your question your own way, Sir,'"" growled John Nowlan. " Guard !" cried the knowing stage-coacher, thrusting his head out at the window. The moving woolsack appeared at the door. *' Do you mean that I am to travel in your coach to Dublin, with a sick and dying body cheek by jowl with me ?" " Rascal !"" exclaimed John, and was starting from his seat to seize the old barbarian, when, to his utter surprize — horror — liCtty roused herself — caught his arm, and said, scarcely ar- ticulate — " I am not very ill. Sir ; I am only — only^ — and burst into tears. Even the crabbed selfishness of a cruel-heart- ed old man melted at her voice and her sorrow ; apologies were instantly made to John and her ; the pert voices of two younger passengers broke out in assurances of satisfaction and good wish- THE NOWLANS. 37 es ; the guard disappeared to his place, the horn sounded, the driver's whip cracked, and John proceeded on his journey, half-thinking, even amid the chaos within him — " So this is our first welcome among; mankind." After Letty had spoken, she sank back in the corner of the coach, covering her face, although it was pitch-dark, with some loose drapery ; and did not utter another word du- ring the remainder of the journey : nor did John once address her. He did not now even hold her in his arms : and she seemed to shrink from his touch. The night, the dreary, horrible night wore on, unnoticed and uncared for. Without wea- riness, without a tear, without a thought, John sat by the side of his poor partner in guilt, in misery, and in despair. If, as his unwinking eyes strained through the blank at the window, perception brought, now and then, a notice of any thing to his mind, it was only to encourage the mood that was upon him. The howling of the midnight wind over the black bogs of Tipperary ; the gusty beating of the rain against the glass; the feeble glimmering of lanterns at the doors of misei*able inns or cabins, as the coach stopped to change horses, 38 THE NOWLANS. and the miserable, half-dressed, ghost-like, figures, roused out of their sleep, who vaguely appeared and disappeared in the dreary light and engulphing darkness; such circumstances or sights, if at all observed by John Nowlan, could only tend to answer, in an outward prospect, the inward horror of his soul. When the first ray of grey dawn entered the coach windows, he found himself puHing his hat over his eyes; then glancing at Letty's face, which was still covered, and then fear- fully around him, into the faces of the other passengers : — and thought of her, because for her, now at last began to break his trance, and, folding his arms hard, he fell back in his seat. The two younger passengers awoke, yawning, shrugging, and pulHng off, one a night-cap, the other a smart fur-cap ; and turned to him and Letty, expressing hopes that they had found themselves comfortable during the night. John scarcely answered, Letty did not breathe. They spoke to each other of causes pending in Chancery and the Common-pleas and the King's-Bench ; and of " latitats," writs, de- clarations, pleas, plaintiffs, and defendants ; plainly indicating, to any one that would pay THE NOWLANS. 39 attention, that they were two rising young attornies from Limerick, going up to term : but our poor friends Avere still abstracted, and the surly old fellow was still asleep, or, the better to avoid any talk of his former rudeness, pretended to be so. They changed the topic, and — in the acceptation of the term among young Limerick attornies who knew town — waxed witty : evidently exhibiting, with a polite intent, to interest the lady whose face they could not see. Practical joking, (now that people began to pass along the road) which, to any one that can enjoy it, is the life of an Irish stage, went on among those of their friends and acquaintances who, as they expressed it, had " endorsed the coach," and they contributed as much as they could : still no one but themselves took the least notice of their cleverness. John scarce heard or heeded any thing ; or, if he did hear and heed, it was only to loathe it. Even tranquil, rational happiness he would have loathed ; and how must he have felt affected by mere trifling? The chastest wit Avould have played round him in vain ; how must he have relished buffoonery ? The coach entered Dublin. Streets and high houses closed around him ; other night-coaches 40 THE NOWLANS. passed him coming in from the country ; or day-coaches whisked by starting from town. In the trading and manufacturing district of the metropohs by Avhich he entered, that of James- street and Thomas, street, groups of " opera- tives" were aheady in motion towards the places of their daily occupation ; the early cries were sung or screamed aloud ; carts, drays, and such vehicles ground their way over the stones ; from different pubhc-houses, the voices of very late or very early tipplers now and then came in vehement accents ; every thing gave him the novel sensation of a morning in a great city. To the young person who, for the first time, experiences such a sensation, it brings — no matter how calm may be his mind and breast, how certain and soothing his prospects — depression rather than excitement'; a bleak strangeness seems around him : he doubts and slirinks more than he admires or wonders; he is in a solitude, unlike the remote solitudes he has quitted ; in solitude with men, not nature ; without the face of nature to cheer him. But, added to this common depression, John Nowlan felt remorse for the past, despair of the present, terror of the future. First — his distracted spe- culations only made on his own account, — he THE XOWLANS. 41 saw himself sunk in crime, an outcast among men, poor, hopeless, helpless ; — his eye glanced to Letty, and he started to find his thoughts occupied without her ; he shuddered to behold her at his side ; to behold her torn by him from rank, name, and affluence, and dependent on him, alone, for future protection, for mere ex- istence ; on him who was unable to protect him- self; who had no earthly means of shielding his own outcast head from poverty, shame, ruin ; and who dared not now even call on God to interpose between him and his crime and punishment. The passengers left the coach, and the waiter often invited him to descend before John heard or understood the request. Still he was obliged to take Letty in his arms into the hotel : she appeared almost as helpless as ever. The young attornies and the cross old gentleman eyed him and her from top to toe, as he bore her through the hall ; and, had his observation been acute, he might have seen many a leer and grimace upon their features, as well as those of the waiters, called up by his clerical dress, primitive air, and questionable situation. Again the waiters winked at each other as, in a tone that showed little of the self-confidence 42 THE NOWLANS. of an experienced traveller, he requested a bed- chamber for the lady. A female attendant ap- peared, however ; Letty retired with her ; and then John rapidly left the Royal Hibernian hotel, Dawson-street, in prosecution of some plans he had calmly, as he thought, within the last few hours, determined upon. Turning down Grafton-street into College Green, and thence over Carlisle Bridge into Sackville-street, he gazed from house to house, only anxious to find open shops of a particular kind, and un- interested by the fine city prospect about him, indeed unconscious of it. Few shops of any kind were, however, yet opened ; and for nearly two hours he walked about the streets, awaiting the leisure of the Dublin shopmen and ap- prentices, who had no motive to leave their well-esteemed beds before the hour prescribed by their masters. At last they began to take down their windoAv-shutters, and John entered a ready-made clothes shop ; purchased a suit that did not show a bit of black ; put it on in the back parlour, into which, at his request, the young man had ushered him, and walked out among the awaking crowds of Dublin, so far disguised from their most dreaded scrutiny. Beautifully closing the perspective of Sackville- THE NOWLANS, 43 Street, he saw the steeple of George's Church ; he knew it must belong to a Protestant place of worship ; and, in furtherance of his most impor- tant plan, John hastily walked towards it. Arriving before the church, (a little architectural gem,) he proceeded to make enquiries for the residence of the clergyman, which he supposed must be in the neighbourhood ; and, after much trouble, was at last directed to his house. At his request for an interview upon par- ticular business, an amiable old gentleman appeared. In a few Avords, which sounded with a startling abruptness and energy, he stated that between himself and a young lady, his companion in town, crime and misery had taken place : that they were obliged to fly from their friends in the country, had arrived in Dublin that morning, and now besought the clergy- man to confer upon them the only consolation their sorrow and remorse could admit; to marry them. After some questions that evinced a due sympathy in the case, the clergyman said he should but attend, with all despatch, to the ne- cessary preliminaries, and at once meet his re- quest. John's face showed the only gleam of relief that had lately visited it. He pressed the old gentleman to name an hour ; " Twelve 44 THE NOWLANS, o'clock," he \vas answered. " Could it not be sooner ?" Impossible. " Well, he was most thankful :" and he rose to take his leave, with- out naming a place of meeting. The clergy- man now spoke of seeing him and his lady in tlie church. John clasped his hands, and beg- ged him not to insist on that ; the poor young lady was too ill, she could not stir out. The clergyman paused ; but, with a benevolent smile, said he would, in that case, call at the hotel ; and his suitor, eloquent in thanks, left tlie house. " It is the only step I can now take," thought John, as he walked rapidly through street after street, he did not know where, — " the only one : she is a Protestant, and this will help to bring her to some peace with herself ; it will give some little relief, no matter how little. Accord- ing to her creed, my vows can form no bar ; and even the laws of the land make it a good marriage. As for myself, and my own creed and obligations, why, it is but heaping blasphemy upon blasphemy, sacrilege upon sacrilege. Well, no matter about me ; I have destroyed her, and the least satisfaction I can offer is my own de- struction at her feet ; and I am bound to cheer her present despair, and to guard her future lot, THE NOWLAMS. 45 by any means, earth, heaven, or hell, can sug- gest. I have chosen my fate ; I have made it, and it must be gone through ; it shall be gone through : from this hour let me be as forgotten by myself, as I am shaken off" by the world; let me live and die only for her ; suff*er and perish here, and for ever, so I but help her to a conso- lation. Come, there are other things to do ; come, come, no drooping, no tardiness, no neg- lect of a moment." It was but nine o"'clock : he had to wait three hours ere he could meet Letty with the clergyman, and without him he dared not meet her ; to that resolution he had tied down his soul. But she must not be left uninformed about him, in the mean time. So he strove to retrace his steps into the more bustb'ng parts of the town ; enquired his way to a tavern, called for breakfast, of which he could not touch a mouthful ; seized a sheet of paper, wrote her a line, saying, that he was engaged on business which concerned them both, and which would not allow him to wait on her till noon ; sent it by a messenger procured by the waiter ; paid for the untouched breakfast, and once more sal- lied forth into the streets. To a goldsmith's shop John next bent his 46 THE NOWLANS. steps, and asked for a wedding-ring. The man enquired the size ; John recollected the ring he had so long worn round his neck, and so lately returned, selected one that he believed was about its compass, purchased it, together with its guard, clasped both in his palm, and amid the titters of the shopman and his boys, hurried out. More than two hours were yet to elapse, before he could face towards the hotel. Again he wan- dered, he did not know nor care whither. Pass- ing through a private street, a person, he thought he should recognise, stopped at a hall-door op- posite to him, and knocked. Another look con- vinced him ; it was, indeed, his old reverend friend and relative, Mr. Kennedy. AVhlle he looked, and as the door opened, the clergyman started and glanced towards him. John felt as if cleft by a thunderbolt. His face turned down, he expected every instant the approach of his old guide and patron ; but it seemed that Mr. Kennedy refused to believe the suggestion of John''s identity, which his first glance and start intimated ; the changed dress, the unlikely situation, must have baffled him, for the door sounded as if heavily shut to. John ventured to peep up; the clergyman had retired into the THE NOWLANS. 4)7 house. He turned, walked a few steps very slowly, gained the corner of a cross street, there began to run forward with all his speed, got into other streets, still more private and silent, without knowing it, upon the Circular Road, thence into the Phoenix Park, and under shelter of a clump of trees, there cast himself upcn the grass- It would be superfluous to display his feel- ings ; every reader will comprehend them. He was roused from his trance by a near clock striking eleven, and the chimes for a quarter. Starting up, and examining his watch, he saw, indeed, he had but three quarters of an hour to get to the hotel, and keep his most important appointment. He staggered to the gate of the Park, enquiring his way to Dawson-street. The people told him he was very far away from it. Again he ran along the Circular Road ; found himself in the town ; turned into street after street, without asking any proper direction, or without thinking of a hackney coach : as he rushed by a stand of them, however, a Dublin jarvey hailed him, and after some trouble made him understand the nature of the service offered. John gladly bounded into the crazy machine ; gained the steps of his hotel a fev/ minutes 48 THE NOWLANS. before twelve ; looked up and down the street for the clergyman ; precisely at the appointed moment saw him approach ; accompanied him into a waiting-room, and then, pausing to compose himself, slowly ascended to Letty's chamber. He tapped at her door ; no voice sounded in answer : he tapped again, all was silent : seiz- ing the handle in much alarm, he entered, and, at the remote end of a large apartment, saw her kneeling, her back turned, in earnest prayer. He started, and stood motionless. Letty did not seem aware of his presence, but, her hands clasped, and her head raised, conti- nued to pray. Still Jolm stood without moving; without a loud breath ; but he shook from top to toe ; and, his feelings at last exhausting him, he staggered against the wall. Then she looked round, and, seeing him, buried her face in the bed. He manned himself, stept softly towards her, gently took her hand, placed in it the wed- ding-ring, and in a solemn tone said, " The Protestant clergyman is in waiting." She looked at the ring, again hid her face, groaned dolefully, but, in a few seconds, rose up, snatched a white veil that lay near her, threw it over her head and neck, and, without THE NOWLANS. 49 venturing a glance at John, took his arm, and walked with him to the waiting-room. The moment the door opened she curtsied, profoundly and lowlily, not raising her eyes from the ground, and advanced with John into the middle of the floor, both scarce able to move. The good clergyman, fully understand- ing the scene, spoke only few words, and those few of the gentlest accents, but at once opened his book, and performed the marriage service ; his servant standing by as a witness. John and Letty did not know the ceremony was over, when, taking their hands, he caused them to confront each other, as he said, " Salute one another, my poor children ; wife, behold your husband ; husband, behold your wife." Letty at last looked up, pale, shivering, and in blinding tears ; she saw John stand with ex- tended arms : shrieking, she cast herself upon his neck, and was clasped to his despairing heart, and their united sobs were soon echoed by the clergyman : until, as he tried to lead the sinking girl to a seat, she dropped, fainting, at her husband's feet. When recalled to her senses, the former scene was renewed. The poor young pair again clung to each other, sobbing aloud, and VOL. II. D 50 THE NOWLANS. continuing to pour forth tlie first shower of blessed tears that had conic to melt the hardness of their sorrow. Now and then Letty mur- mured, " I knew it — I expected it. — I knew you would immolate yourself, John, to your wretched Letty. — I knew I was to be your ruin !"" — and he only replied — " My joy ! my only joy and hope, you mean ! — my only life — my pride — my own Letty — my wife ! my wife, dearly loved, and honoured for ever !" The clergyman, again taking their hands, withdrew. Hours lapsed while they still re- mained weeping in each other's arms. It was a miserably happy nuptial day ; a day and even- ing of delightful anguish ; of terrible enjoy- ment. She clung to him, now in a sense of vir- tue somewhat restored, as her sole earthly good ; — all other good — every one and every thing lost for him ; and a hope of the future, by his side, springing up in her heart : he clung to her with a conscience unrelieved, a remorse un- soothed, a future uncalculated or dreaded, and yet with a surpassing pity and love, an obli- vion of self that humanized even the black visaffe of despair, and made him determined, if not content, to think tins world and the next "well lost" upon her bosom. He felt the joy of fren- THE NOWLANS. 51 z-^^ the secret of despair, that sends the poor suicide to the bed destined to be drenched in his blood, smiling upon the hard-crammed pis- tol, which, at a certain hour, is to give him his supposed triumph over misery. 2 52 THE NOWLANS. CHAPTER III. They did not stir out for days, having no business, and totally uninterested about the at- traction of their novel Situation in a large city. John further felt unwilling to go out, lest he should meet Mr. Kennedy. From morning to night they sat, then, by each other's side ; al- most as silent, too, as they were inactive ; for not a word was spoken of the past or the fu- ture ; not a word about Letty's uncle, or about John's family, or the vows he had broken, or the common ruin of both. They even thought very little ; they were afraid to think. But, of the two, Letty thought most. As John had anticipated, she looked with no horror on his entering into the marriage state, in the face of obligations her conscience did not represent as binding ; and Letty hoped her uncle might yet half forgive her elopement, and that John, aided by his friendship and in- THE NOWLANS. 53 terest, might get on in the world. She took it as granted, that, with his priest's vows, he had changed his rehgion; the selecting a Protest- ant clergyman to marry them, confirmed her ; he had talents of, she believed, the first order ; some learning too ; a manner and address cal- culated to fascinate ; her uncle certainly liked him ; her brother Frank admired him ; and, on the whole, poor Letty's heart began to lighten with hope ; and, upon the first afternoon John left her alone, she wrote two letters, one to Mr. Long, another to Frank, confessing her mar- riage, praying pardon and mercy, and throwing herself and her husband on their indulgence. John went out in a different frame of mind. For him there was no hope. He had not given up his religious creed. He was still a Roman Cathohc: nay, according to the ordi- nance of his church, and his own continued be- lief, still a Roman Catholic priest, living in a monstrous state of sin, against all laws and authority. Letty might suppose they were married; he knew they were not married; he knew they never could be : and though he indulged her illusion, partly in furtherance of his plan to sacrifice every thing to her happi- ness—his own thoughts, feelings, despair, the 54 THE NOWLANS. truth, as well as himself — still he distinctly felt, that while, in his own person, he stood a renegade, a giver of dreadful scandal, a blas- phoner, an outcast, and a marked sheep, she led with him a life of partaken sin, and was, in fact, no more than his mistress. Do what he might, he could not prevent that. Immo- late himself as he might, he believed he dared never call her his wife ; and his blood curdled at the thought. It was the most horrible thought of all, because it involved her ; because, even while he gave himself up to ruin for her sake, she really derived no advantage from the sacri- fice : he could not pray to God to bless her as a married woman. But, upon this day, he walked into the streets with an additional cause of despair. A voice had called him forth to think in solitude — a voice he durst not resist — the awful one of the future. It fell on John's heart like the mutter of approaching desolation. He heard it coming on, as the spell-bound in a hideous dream await, wordless, and shivering, the pro- gress of some chimera monster, whose grasp is to crush and destroy. He knew not the world, no more than the world knew him ; and where to face, or how to turn himself THE NOW LANS. 55 for the support — ay, the common support — of the unconscious partner of his crime, John had no more notion than a sprawhng infant in the streets might have how to escape the cart-wheel that rolled on to grind over his little helpless carcass. Yet there she was by his side ; a young, gentle, delicate creature, reared in lux- urv and elegance ; unacquainted with even the name of want : and as he turned, in miserable smiles, to walk out and think of her and for her this day, he found, after settling his hotel bill, that of the unusually ample purse supplied by his poor family for his voyage to Spain, only a few pounds were left. Willing he was to exert himself ; but how ? His nerves strained to be set to work ; but at what ? He wandered in the direction whither he had been led upon the first morning of his arrival in Dublin, and once more entered the Phenix Park. Seeking one of its wild little solitudes, he sat down, determined to think. Deep as was his de- spair, no extravagance was now in his mood or his actions. He did not, as before, cast himself on the ground, nor groan, nor shed a tear. The wretch, when his death sentence is pronounced, may shi'ink, or faint away ; yet he can after- wards walk firmly to the gallows, and ascend it 56 THE NOWLANS. without much visible emotion ; and thus was John Nowlan at present sobered, by famiharity with the fate, which, at its first view, made him frantic. Calmly, therefore, he sat down to reflect and plan. The impulse to throw himself upon his knees and pray, more than once occurred, but he checked it. From him, he believed, prayer would not only be blasphemous, but useless. Before he durst breathe one aspiration to lieaven, his present connexion with Letty must be dissolved and that was impossible. It also occurred to him to write home for as- sistance to his mother, or to his sister Peggy ; but a second thought decided against this step too. He had separated himself from them as well as from God. He could no longer be any thing to them, nor they to him. He must struggle through his fate, without a friend on earth or in heaven. " Ay,"" he added, " I have made my bed, and must lie on it." Centring his thoughts, then, on what he might possibly do by himself, he got before him, with more method than a few weeks pre- viously he could have done, his present situ- ation, his chance of future employment, and the best steps to be taken in setting himself to THE NOWLANS. 57 work. Pounds, shillings, and pence, were in- cluded in his calculations ; he even took out a pencil and a yoiece of paper, emptied his purse into his hand, and summed up how long, ac- cording to a certain system of economy, he had a chance of not starving, before he should suc- ceed in obtainina: a situation. After hours of patient and minute arrange- ment, he arose, determined on a little train of action. Alarmed by the extravagance of the hotel bill, he first resolved to seek some more humble place of residence. As he slowly walk- ed homeward, through an outlet called Phibs- borough, notices of " Furnished Lodgings" caught his eye, posted on the windows of some small, but neat and cleanly-looking houses. He entered more than one ; even here the terms seemed too high for his means. At last he inspected a single room, accommodated with a turn-up bed, which, in the day-time, was con- trived to look like a sofa ; and though he disliked the persons who showed it, and the room it- self, neat and tidy as it was, still the rent came within his views, and John engaged the lodg- ings, provided his lady should like them. Proceeding still homeward, he debated how he should dispose of his watch, as he had de- D 5 58 THE NOWLANS. termined to add whatever it would produce to his httle stock-purse ; indeed, it was ah-eady in- cluded in his calculations. Knowing little of the trade of pawnbrokers, he thought his best way would be to offer the article at a watch- maker's, and he was looking out for a shop of this description, when a placard of " Money lent," attracted his notice. The announcement puzzled him in the first instance ; he was really simple enough to debate the question of its being a benevolent offer to assist the needy : at all events he entered the house, handed his watch at the counter, and received for it about a third of what he had calculated. But then he understood this was only a loan ; and trying to feel contented, he hurried to Dawson-street, most anxious about breaking to Letty, in the best manner, his proposed change to Phibsbo- rough ; uneasy, on her account, at his long ab- sence, and, in the midst of all his blacker feel- ings, experiencing the tenderest yearning of the heart, once more to see before him, and to clasp in his arms, the poor devoted one who sat so solitary in her chamber, dependent on him alone for society and happiness. Letty met him at the door of her apartment, with outstretched arms, and a happier face and THE NOWLAN&. 59 freer manner than she had lately shown ; her mind was lightened by writing her letters to her uncle and brother, and, as we have seen, hope fluttered in her heart. She had made her toi- let, too, with more than usual care ; John saw her dressed in one of the gowns he had pur- chased for her; altogether, while she looked perhaps more beautiful than ever, his feelings for her took a peculiar turn of fondness and de- votion ; and he folded her to his breast in murmurs of melancholy delight. As evening approached, he studied to shape, in the most delicate way, the announcement of a change of abode ; but the words stuck in his throat : he knew the lodgings he had selected were too humble for Letty"'s former rank, tastes, and comforts ; and he durst not explain why she was not to be introduced to better lodg- ings ; he durst not speak to her of pecuniary matters yet. But Letty saved all his feelings on this sub- ject. She had reflected as much as he during the day, and started her own plans, and taken her own resolutions. " Dearest John," she said, as they sat side by side before dinner, " perfect confidence should exist between all married persons, and 60 THE NOWLAKS. especially between us, on account of our pecu- liar situation. You know I have no property in my own right, or at my own immediate dis- posal, and I know you are similarly circum- stanced ; and until our friends think of forgiv- ing and assisting us, of which I do not despair, whatever little funds we possess between us should be known to both, and all placed in your hands : so, dear John," as she hid her face on his neck, " keep this little purse for me ; it is the amount of a half-year's pocket- money allowed by my generous uncle, and I brought it out upon that evening — the evening we met — to apply it to some particular purposes ; — now we may surely use it ourselves." He put up the purse without an observation. — " And I have been thinking, too, how very expensive this place is ; you must, every way, have already spent much money, dear John ; and the sooner we leave it for a humbler abode — a very humble one — (you know, though lately accustomed to luxury, my early life, at my fa- ther's, was thrifty and humble enough) — why, John, the sooner that step is taken, the better. We can await, anywhere, answers to my letters.'"* The same evening they occupied the single apartment at Phibsborough. When Letty first THE NOWLAKi?, 61 entered it, John did not see her strange glance around ; he only saw the smile she assumed as he turned to consult her features, and heard the cheering tone in which she compelled her- self to admire the Uttle thriftily-contrived room, and say it even went beyond her expectations, and was a state-room compared with that as- signed to herself and three of her sisters at Mount Nelson. But, notwithstanding Letty's manner and expressions, John continued to dislike, on her account, and indeed on his own, the room, and the house, and the people of the house, and every thing connected with it and them. His dislike of the very first day in- creased each day he remained ; and yet he could not exactly tell why. It was not a very wretched house, and they were not ill-conduct- ed or disreputable people; on the contrary, their abode and themselves bespoke independ- ence, even comfort; and yet he had an inde- finable notion that it was all mean, pinching economy, miserly comfort, unwarranted neat- ness and propriety ; cold, heartless, Avorthless independence. It more overpowered him with ideas and apprehensions of poverty, than could a scene and group of squalid misery ; and he 62 THE NOWLANS. feared the same impression would be made on Letty. Although very small, containing, indeed, but four rooms altogether, every inch of this house had been made the most of; nay, over-occupied, over-attended to, over -done, in fact. From his window John looked into a little yard, around which were various wooden sheds, clumsily con- structed in his evening leisure hours, by the old man of the establishment, assisted by as old a helper, a kind of jack-of-all-trades in the neighbourhood, and composed of all the scraps of boards and staves both could pick up, here and there, without paying for them. There was a little shed for coals, another for turf, another for ashes, another for odds and ends ; another for " case of necessity ;" and in the middle of the yard rose an impoverished grass plat, from whicli a sickly laburnum tree vainly strove to draw moisture for its scanty boughs and leaves. Below stairs, in the parlour, was the bed of the old couple; a daughter and a niece slept in the kitchen ; and next to John's room, was another chamber " to be let." Each apart- ment was barely furnished, (and yet furnished) with articles selected, from time to time, wher- ever they could be found cheapest, of the old- THE NOWLANS. 03 est known fashion, and all out of suit with one another ; yet all shining and polished from in- cessant care, into a presumptuous appearance of respectability. An oil-cloth, composed of three different scraps, of different patterns, spread over the little hall, or passage, from the street-door ; a shame-faced attempt at a hall lamp, suspended by the old man's pecvdiar contrivance, dangled so low as to oblige one, at the risk of one or two shillings for a new green glass, to stoop under it, or walk round it ; and the little narrow stairs boasted a strip of carpet, half as narrow as itself^ patched up, like the oil-cloth, darned over and over, like the heels of all the old fellow's stockings, and yet absolutely looking smart from endless brushing and dusting every day, and shaking and beat- ino; once a week. The carpet of John's own room was an ex- traordinary patch-work of diamond bits of cloth, showing every colour in the rainbow, and each no biffffer than the corner of a card. His sofa- on bed was covered, during the day, with stamped calico of a venerable pattern, half washed out ; his one window had a curtain of a different pat- tern, and his five chairs, covers still diversified. His one table was of old mahogany, dark even 64 THE NOWLAKS. to blackness, and shining as a mix'ror ; his chest of drawers was of oak, more ancient still, and also glitterhig so as to put him out of patience ; his corner cupboard pretended to be Chinese ; six high-coloured, miserable prints hung in black frames, and at the most regular distances round the room, of which three sides were pa- pered, and one wainscot ; but the old people had ventured on one modern article, in the shape of a long narrow chimney-glass, set in a frame of about an inch deep, and presenting to the eye about as faithful a reflection of the human face, as might a river or a lake with the wind blowing higii upon it ; nay, a row of flower-pots were placed inside the window, in a curious frame-work ; as if to show a wanton exultation in the midst of this scene of beg- garly contrivance, flowers had actually been prostituted in its service, and Nature's rarest perfumes deemed well employed in scenting its shreds and patches, and its crazy " fragments of an earlier world." " Poor flowers !" sighed Letty, after she had given them one first and only look ; '' poor flowers ! what brought ye here ?" The old man, who had some petty situation of thirty or forty pounds a year in some public THE NOWLANS. 65 office, was upwards of seventy-five years, tall, shrivelled, stooped in the neck, ill-set on his limbs, and with a peculiar drag of one leg, which, from certain reasons, and taken with other things, rendered him very disagreeable to John. He was obliged to be up every morning at seven, in order to reach his office, or place of occupation, by eight ; and he might be heard creeping about the lower part of the house, making the parlour and kitchen fires, to save his daughter and niece so much trouble ; cooking his own solitary breakfast, his fat wife lying in bed ; and then cautiously shutting the hall-door after him, as, rubbing his hands, he tried to bustle off" in a brisk, youthful pace, to his important day's work. His voice could never be heard in the house : if ever a man of a house lived under petticoat law, it was he. The coarse, masculine, guttural tones of his spouse often rose indeed to some pitch ; but his, never. In other respects, too, he showed utter pusillanimity of spirit. He would never appear to John, in answer to a summons for arranging any misunderstanding (and several there soon arose) between him or poor Letty, and the daughter or niece : his wife always represented liim ; and he would run to hide behind a door, or into the yard, if he heard 66 THE NOWLA>!S. John's foot on the stairs, during these domestic commotions ; nay, even when all was at peace, his habitual poverty of nerve urged him to shun a single rencontre with his lodger ; or, perhaps, he still dreaded to be called to account for any thing his wife or daughter had said ; and when- ever he was caught by John in the passage, or the yard, his fidgets, as he lisped and mumbled, and continually tapped his chest with one hand, ever complaining of his asthma, called up senti- ments of irresistible disgust. His sole attempts at manhood we have indi- cated, in describing the way he used to step out to his day''s labour every morning. But rarer proofs of this still farcical and contemptible hu- mour came under John"'s eye. As he and his ancient fellow-labourer before described (a con- trast to him, by the way, being square-built, erect in his body, cross in his temper, and loud and independent in his tones,) used to fumble about in the yard of an evening, chopping or sawing sticks and rotten boards, and mending the little sheds with them, or for ever waterincr the roots of the sad laburnum tree, there was a would-be briskness in his every motion, (he knew his wife was always looking at him out of the parlour window,) an energy in the way he THE NOWLANS. 67 grasped his saw, adze, or hammer, or his water- ing pot, and jerked them from hand to hand, or upon a bench, when he had done with them ; all of which plainly bespoke his ambition not to pass for " so very old a man, neither ;'' certainly to give the idea that he was a miracle for his age. Every Sunday he appeared caparisoned for church in a complete shining suit of black, taken out of a press, and in a hat, also shining, ex- tracted from one of his wife's early bandboxes ; the clothes and the hat some ten years in his, or rather in her possession, and thus displayed once a-week during that period, yet both look- ing as if sent home the Saturday night before; and, indeed, considering that they had encoun- tered scarce three months of careful wear alto- gether, namely, the Avear of about two hours every seventh day for ten years, it was not after all so surprising they should look so new. Some- times his wife allowed him to invite to a Sunday dinner five or six old men like himself, all clad in shining black too ; and when John saw them come crawling towards the house, or, joined with their host, crawling and stalking about the yard, he felt an odd sensation of disgust, such as he thought might be aroused by the sight of so 68 THE NOWLANS. many old shining black-beetles; the insects that, of all that crept, were his antipathy and loath- ing. His wife has been called fat ; she was so, to excess ; so much so, that she waddled under her own fardel — herself; but she was strong and sturdy too ; and her waddle did not lessen the length and stamp of her stride, when, upon occasions that required a show of authority, she came out to scold, or, as her niece called it, to " ballyrag," in the kitchen, at her handmaidens, or in the hall, at her poor lodgers up stairs. Then the little house shook from top to bottom under her heavy and indignant step, as well as \\dth the echoes of her coarse man"'s voice, half smothered amid the fat of her throat, and the sputterings of her great pursy lips. And poor Letty also shook, from top to toe, on these occasions, and flew for shelter to John's arms. When not called upon thus to enforce law in any refractory branch of her garrison, Mrs, Grimes spent the day in a vast indolent arm- chair, reading pathetic novels of the last age, or casting up her accounts, to re-assure herself, over and over again, of the pounds, shillings, and pence, laid up during the last month or week, and how half a farthing might be split for six THE NOWLANS. 69 months to come. Every day, by twelve o'clock, she was dressed " like any lady," (still according to her niece,) to receive her cronies, or strike with importance the tax-collectors or landlord's ao-ent, none of whom had ever to call a second time ; and that was her constant boast ; but even there, shut up in her parlour, the old fe- male despot was fully as much dreaded as if her voice and her stride sounded every moment through the house, — or as much as if she had lain there screwed down in her coffin, and that, at the least turn of a hand, herself or her ghost might come out to roar for a strict reckoning. Her daughter and niece (the latter an or- phan) supplied the place of a servant maid, in lieu of the eating, drinking, and sleeping, such as it was, that came to their lot. They were of a size, and that size very little ; of an age, and that more than thirty ; but from their stunted growth, hard, liny shape, and non-descript ex- pression of features, might pass for ten years younger, or ten years older, as the spectator fancied. They gave no idea of flesh and blood. They never looked as if they were warm, or soft to the touch. One would as soon think of flirtina: with them, as with the old wooden effi- gies to be found in the niches of old cathedrals. 70 THE NOWLANS. They imparted no notion, much less sensation of sex. But tliey were as active as bees, and as strong as httle horses ; and as despotic and cruel, if they dared, and whenever they dared, as the old tyrant herself. From the moment they arose in the morning, thump, thump, thump, went their little heels, through the passage, to the kitchen, up stairs and down stairs, or into the par- lour, to see after the fires the old man had light- ed ; to make up the beds; to prepare breakfast ; to put every thing to rights; to sweep, to brush, to shake carpets, to clean shoes, knives, and forks ; to rub, scrub, polish, and beautify, for ever and ever ; the daughter always leading the niece ; and the whole of this gone through in a sturdy, important, vain-glorious manner ; ac- companied by slapping of doors, every two minutes, and (ever since Letty had refused to go down to the parlour to join an evening par- ty,) by loud, rude talking, and boisterous laugh- ing, just to .show that they did not care a far- thing for the kind of conceited poor lodgers they had got in the house. The housekeeping of the establishment was peculiarly loathsome to John. The baker had never sent in a loaf, bunn, roll, biscuit, or muf- fin, since the day, now some fifteen years ago, THE NOWLANS. 71 when Mrs. Grimes came to reside in the neigh- bourhood : and even the home-made bread was of the coarsest possible quality, and often used a fortnight after it had been baked. Each day, the dairy-man left one halfpenny worth of milk at the door. They made their own precious mould candles, or burnt such nefarious oil in the kitchen lamp, or, upon a gala night, in the passage, as poisoned and fumigated the whole house. The morning tea leaves were preserved and boiled for evening. No eggs, no fresh but- ter ever appeared. The fires, after having been once made up in the morning, were slaked with a compost of coal-dust and yellow clay, which, shaped into balls, also formed stuffing between the bars. Upon a Saturday evening, the old man sneaked out to drive hard bargains for some of the odds and ends left in the butcher's stall after the day's sale ; and these, conveyed home by stealth, furnished, by means of salting and hanging up in a cool place, savoury dinners for the week. Upon a washing-day, starch was made out of potatoes, to save a farthing. No charity was in the house, nor in a heart in the house. In the faces of all professed beg- gars the street door was slammed without a word, but with a scowl calculated to wither up 72 THE NOWLANS. the wretched suitor ; and with respect to such as strove to hide the profession under barrel- organs, flutes, flageolets, hurdy-gurdies, or the big-drum and pandean pipes, their tune was, indeed, listened to, but never requited. Yet the family was a pious family. Mr. and Mrs. Grimes sallied out to church every Sunday, and sat at the parlour window every Sunday evening, (while their daughter and niece went- in turn, to have a rest, as they said,) a huge old Bible open before them, and visible to all passers by, that the neighbours might remark — " There's a fine old couple." John, however, thouglit it odd, that after all this, his cold mutton or his cold beef used to come up to him, out of the safe, (a pretty " safe," truly) rather di- minished since he had last the pleasure of seeing it ; and one Sunday evening, after listening for half an hour to the daughter's shrill voice, read- ing the Bible before supper, when, on particular business, he somewhat suddenly entered the parlour, he was still more surprized to find the good family seated round the ham, (a rare temp- tation, no doubt, in their system of housekeep- ing) which that day had formed part of his dinner. But nothing irked him half so much as the THE NOWLANS. 73 ostentatious triumph over starvation, the pro- voking assumption of comfort, nay, elegance, as it were, and the audacious independence which resulted from the whole economy. He felt it, as before hinted, to be the most irritating specimen of poverty. Old Grimes"'s glossy Sun- day coat, perpetually the same, was worse than the clouted gaberdine of a roving beggar. Every burnished thing around him seemed to shine with a beggarly polish. The whole house and its inhabitants had an air of looking better than they really were, or ought to be; and the meanness, the sturdiness, the avarice, the hard- heartedness, that produced this pohsh and this air, he considered as loathsome as the noise, the thumping about, the loud talking, and the end- less fagging of the two little skinny Helots was brazen and vexatious. We should not, indeed, have so long dwelt on this domestic sketch, did we not wish to s-ive some clear idea of the causes, that, during many weeks, while he and Letty awaited an answer from the country, served to keep up, in John's mind, a continvied though petty ferment. And still no answer came ; and at last his poor companion began to droop, and, like him, de- VOL. ir. K 74 THE NOWLANS. spair : although she did not dream how long his feelings had anticipated her. Almost their last pound had been changed, when a large and bulky letter was finally de- livered by the postman, directed to John. He tore open the envelope, and found two notes for himself, and one for Letty. He waited to hear hers : it was from her brother, as follows : — " My Dearest Sister, " I write in the greatest hurry, by stealth, and against the vehement commands of our dear uncle. He is indignant, and, I fear, not to be moved ; — yet do not quite despair : what- ever a brother can do, I will do. You know how close he holds me in money matters, and lately he has even tightened his hand, lest (as I suppose) I should bestow his allowances where he knows my heart inclines me : so that, dear Letty, I can only inclose a poor ten pounds, until better times, which I hope are not far off, though I fear they are. God bless you. Your immediate family are still more outrageous. Heaven melt and convert them all, prays your affectionate brother, "F. A." THE NOWLANS. 75 As Letty remained stupified over this note, John began to read his epistles aloud, in a deep, steady voice. " Dear, Dear John, " What can I say ? what comfort can I offer? Oh, nothing; none. Oh, did you see us, it would move your heart ; — but that is moved, I am sure, by this time, at least ; if, in- deed, it was ever hard or wicked, which I, for one, will not believe. My husband — the hus- band you have given me, dear John, tells me where to address this; and you will find a line from another friend — or one that was a friend, your best friend — along with it. Oh, listen to him, John, dear brother, listen to him ; listen to us all. Humiliation, time, penance, and a good life, may yet go near to make up for the past, if you would only turn your heart to think of it : but if you do not, oh see what is to hap- pen ! Read his letter, and see ! God help you, John ; and God help me, your loving sister, and the poor old couple, and their grey hairs. I don't know what to think ! Oh God, pity, in particular, the poor young lady, who, whatever way you turn, must be the victim ! e2 76 THE NOWLANS. " John, Dearest John, I liave thought of your situation in every view ; and, with other things, remembered you would want what your poor Peggy has not to give, and strove to procure it elsewhere, from father and mother, and from another person, now nearer to me than either, but all in vain ; And oh, dear, poor brother ! what are you to do ? or what am I to do, who cannot assist you ? Once more, on my knees, I pray of a merciful Hea- ven to have mercy on you. " Oh, John, I thought Frank, at least, could send you help, and I asked him again and again ; but from what he says, I believe he has very little in his power, indeed. And I '11 say nothing, John, about the kind of husband he is to me ; not a word : for not a word to give you fresh pain would I say for worlds. You had your own reasons for the part you took ; and no matter now, until we meet again, and can' speak of them. But John, John, will that meeting ever come.'' No one but yourself is able to answer. And again I cry out to you, in tears and misery, listen to us all, and, above all, to him who writes along with me. I have told 30U nothing of our father and THE NOWLANS. 77 mother : I dare not tell you any thing ; but God look down on them and you, is the prayer of Your miserable sister, " Peggy Adams." Before he had read aloud a dozen lines of this epistle, John saw he must not continue to communicate its contents to Letty. Accord- ingly he told her, with a gloomy smile, it con- tained nothing but silly lamentations from his sister, which, while they were natural, would only serve to give her unnecessary pain ; and therefore he prayed Letty to excuse his silence. Then he finished the reading, to himself, with a brow of studied ease, a frozen eye, and a nerve braced to desperate firmness ; and, with- out pausing, took up the accompanying letter, to which Peggy had alluded, and which his heart readily instructed him to anticipate. We transcribe it also : " Wretched man ! It was, then, you indeed, whom I saw in Dublin ; although I could no more trust my eyes to the appearance you made, than I could trust my ears to the monstrous story of your scandal and sin, which awaited 78 THE NOWLANS. my return to this place. It is said here, it is believed here, that your fall was not from the temptation of the moment, but rather the ac- complishment of a plan, long studied, and, with deep deceit, carried into effect at your leisure. Even your bishop thinks this of you ; but can it be possible ? was that letter you wrote me, and was your story to your poor father and mother, (God pity them !) about going to Spain, all a deception ? a contrivance to raise means for your horrid purpose ? John Now- lan, I strive to believe, to hope, it was not. I pray morning and night, that you may not ultimately prove such an unparalleled sinner :— I recollect your youth, your character, — or what, perhaps, in my blindness, I supposed to be your character; I recollect our commun- ings together ; I recollect the laying bare your heart to me in the confessional, and those re- collections give me the hope. " But, listen to me, John Nowlan. Only in one way can you confirm my hope ; only in one way can you prevent certainty of the worst kind against yourself; and oh, miserable young man, only in one way can you ward off the dreadful curse that is collecting to burst over THE NOW LANS. 79 your head. — If you have fallen but through im- pulse, arise, and stand erect through reflection. Turn your back upon your sin, and your face to God and to your church — accuse yourself — humble yourself — repent— cry aloud for pardon and mercy, even after punishment — cry aloud for sackcloth upon your body, and ashes upon your head — ask to moisten the bitter bread of years to come, with your more bitter tears — and thus alone can you hinder even me, from re- garding you as a pre-determined sinner — thus alone can you hinder all Christian people from shuddering at your name — thus alone can you stay the final anathema of your insulted church and the eternal wrath of your insulted God. "Already, of course, you are a suspended priest ; and your bishop awaits but your answer to this letter, ere he commands me to pronounce your name as accursed among your own people, from the altar of your own chapel, and by the lips of your own priest and relation, and oldest friend. I say to you, John Nowlan, tremble ! — But a few days stand between you and your earthly curse, and your long woe. "Matthew Kennedy.'" 80 THE NOWLANS. This letter, too, John read to hhiiself, without betraying to Letty's observation an iota of the confirmed despair v/hich it fastened on his heart. He even smiled, again, as he put it uj) ; and, turning to her, strove to talk cheeringly of the future. He could exert himself, and gain some little independence, he said, notwithstanding the anger of all their friends ; or until they should grow more forgiving until his own stifled and cramped heart should burst into .shivers, he should have said, for that was what he felt. He sat down by Letty''s side, and seeing her still stuplfied, or else wrapped in reflection, con- tinued to speak empty words of comfort. To- morrow, John said, he would go out, and think of looking after some reputable employment. He was a good classical scholar, and he had heard that in Dublin a handsome income was to be derived from but limited tuition. Letty sud- denly started, looked full at him, again cast her eyes on the ground, and seemed really engaged with her reflections. The day, the evening, the night, wore away, and he did not stir from her side. They pre- pared to retire to their humble bed, and Letty fell on her knees, and, with swimming eyes, THE NOWLANS. 81 asked him to join her in prayer. He laughed, sh'ghtly, and said he was so cold he would pray in bed. She continued long kneeling; then, still in unrestrained but silent tears, her head lay for hours on his breast, both awake, though neither spoke. At last John heard her breathe more quietly ; after a further pause assured himself she was fast asleep ; then he gently removed her head from his breast, wet with her poor tears ; and then, and not till then, the pas- sion — the loaded shell of passion — that had so long remained fuzing in his breast, — exploded in the silence of the night. He sat up, flung aside the covering from his burning body, and, in an instinctive effort to hide his emotion from the unconscious creature at his side, desperately grasped the ticken in his spasmed hand. " Ay," he thought, "let them do their worst ! — let them brand me— curse me — outlaw me here, and bar the gate of mercy against me hereafter ! — I am prepared for it — I expected it — body and soul were freely staked before they spoke — ^yet let them have a care ! — Their ven- geance upon me is nothing — shall be borne — but if, through ruin to me, ruin shall fall upon this sleeping innocence, now at my side — if, by E 5 82 THE NOWLANS. their curse and ban, my exertions in her behalf shall be cramped, so as that she must be a com- mon victim — by the Heaven that I have out- raged, and that casts me off, they may rue it sorely !" Had John been called on to define the kind of vengeance he threatened, he could have given no answer ; yet this burst of excitement somewhat relieved him ; it was a partial escape of the pent-up volcano. No gentler relief would, indeed, come. He reverted to Peggy's letter, to its simple and touching tone, to her deep affliction at home; — to the whole picture of home, such as he had made it — yet not a tear flowed. Her half allusion to " the husband he had given her," and her mysterious hints as to the life they led together, supplied more matter to his boiling mood, than could her sorrow and her sisterly affection. He flamed impatiently at the thought of his having been too precipitate in forcing Peggy to marry Mr. Frank — in giving him a command and right over her. His whole soul rose as he allowed himself to doubt the truth of Maggy's informa- tion. And then the depth and ambiguity of Frank''s character began further to oppress and irritate him ; he brought to mind how lamely THE NOWLANS. 83 did Frank's letter of that day hold the promise of friendship given to him upon the accursed evening, when the young gentleman first turned his eyes to his present ruin ; the letter did not, in fact, mention his name ; and again, John, getting before him a supposed case, muttered to himself vague threats of revenge. As the morning broke on his sleepless eye, his former mood of composed despair again closed round him ; and again he was able, by an anomalous operation of mind that is one of the wonders of our nature, to form deliberate calculations for the coming day. When the hour for rising approached, he shut his eyes that Letty might think him asleep. They breakfasted without speaking much to each other ; and when John proposed to go out in search of an engagement, Letty quietly bade him farewell. He returned about four o'clock, and did not find her at home. He enquired when she had gone out, and the little kiln- dried niece sullenly answered, a few minutes after himself. Dreadful apprehensions crowded upon his mind ; but in about an hour, a knock came to the door, and Letty, modestly dressed, pale, fatigued, and yet with a tearful smile, fell on his neck. 84 THE NOWLANS. " Oh, love, love, liave you succeeded ?" she asked. " Not yet, but I have hopes still, Letty. I called at every public academy I could enquire out ; they were all supy)lied with efficient teach- ers : the}' told me, however, to advertise for private tuitions, and, no doubt, I should have employment. And now, Letty, a\ here have you been ? and why give me the shock of not find- ing you at home ? Oh, it was dreadful." " I did wrong there, indeed ; I should have contrived to be home before you: — where have I been, you ask ? Where. John, but trying, like you, to procure the means of honourable sub- sistence .'' — and, oh, dearest John ! thank God^ I return more successful !" " How ? where .'' what do you mean ?" " I '11 tell you all : — long ago, thinking of the worst, I purchased a few little materials un- known to you, and whenever you left me alone for an hour, sat down to make drawings, from recollection, of some of my former studies ; and — now hear me out — when you spoke of tuition yesterday, it occurred to me, for the first time, that I might teach drawing as well as sell my lit- tle works ; and so, John, when you went out, I hid my drawings under my shawl, and went out too ; and" — smiling — " while you were calling THE NOWLANS. 85 at the academies, I was calling at the boarding- schools ; but they all refused me, intimating that an introduction would be necessary ; and I was turning down the steps of the last, sad enough, when — when a good lady, who" — her voice broke — " who just then stepped out of her carriage at the next door, saw my tears, I be- lieve, and stopped mc, and addressed me very kindly and politely, and returned into the car- riage with me, and was good enough to look at my poor drawings and praise them, and offer to — to purchase them" — Letty here blushed scar- let as she wept ; — " and she did purchase them, John ; and, besides, she has daughters, and I am to teach them! and this, dear love, was what kept me out so long." Again she fell on his neck. " Did the lady ask any questions about your situation ?" enquired John. " She did, and I freely answered— for I be- lieve I was surprised into some energy ; I an- swered, that I had made a marriage, which, on account of a difference of religion, displeased my husband's friends and mine." " Did you say I was a priest, Letty ? '• No, that was not necessary ; particularly as you are not a priest now ; I only mentioned, in answer to the lady's questions, that I was a 86 THE NOWLANS. Protestant, and that you had been a Roman Ca- tholic, and it seems our good patroness is a Ro- man Catholic too, and perhaps on that account more disposed to assist me for your sake." " 'Tis likely,"" observed John; " but thanks, at all events, my own dear Letty, for this heroic proof of your love ; I need not say why I think it heroic — I will only say I am grateful." He pressed her, still in despairing tenderness, to his heart, and endeavoured to show that he shared with her a happy evening. Letty, ro- mantic and enthusiastic as she was, felt proud of herself ; her sparkling eyes, brilliant smiles, and cheering and playful conversation, told that she triumphed in the idea of having made a success- ful sacrifice and effort for the chosen of her heart ; and the vivacity of youth lacquered the future with delusive promise. At first, indeed, all seemed promising. Letty not only succeeded in pleasing her first pupils, but, through them, got many others ; and fur- ther, her friends interested themselves about John, and procured him also private tuitions, of which the produce, added to Letty's earniiigs, enabled them to live above fear of want. This turn of good fortune happened two months after their arrival in Dublin, and continued four months THE MOWLANS. 87 longer. Then, however, a change as terrible as it was unaccountable occurred. One by one their friends grew cold and distant ; one by one their pupils were withdrawn from them ; until, at last, while neither could guess a solution of the mystery, that at once struck them with wonder and consternation, Letty had not a tuition left, and John had but one. While they wondered, and drooped, and trem- bled, want closed round them more formidably than ever. The receipts from one pupil did not meet a third of even their humble daily expendi- ture ; and first, they were left without a pound ; and next — after both had repeatedly gone out, each unknown to the other, to dispose of different articles of dress — without any means of exis- tence. Then it was, while weeks of lodging- money became due, that they trembled at the sound of their tyrant landlady's voice ; then it was, as their poor attire and sad brows bespoke, too plainly, the state of their purse, that the rude flaunts of the hard-grained little daughter and niece sank into their souls ; then it was that, by tacit consent, they often went out at dinner-hour, pleading an engagement to the sneering attend- ant, to wander by the lonesome banks of the adjacent canals, Letty weeping away her heart. 88 THE NOW LA MS. and John stifling the despair of his, until he felt as if it would shiver his breast in atoms ; then it was that they feared to face home — alas, it was not home ! — to encounter the malignant consci- ousness of their poverty, that they thought they could read in the eyes of the creature who should open the door to their timid knock. Then it was that they felt the realities of the world, and, John believed, the first pouring out of their curse. To his single tuition they could only cling, in dismal hopes of its producing others. Meantime, poor Letty, long ignorant of the first enfeebling symptoms, that, to an older eye, would have pro- claimed her situation, at last knew she was to be a mother. John suspected the fact — and only suspected it— and in the silence of one dreary and bitter night, asked her if it were so. — "Your child stirs with life, under my bosom !■" she answered, in showering tears, and yet in a tender embrace. The event differently affected them. Letty trembled at the thought of not having a shil- ling to provide for her time of trial, or to pur- chase for her baby the commonest things ne- cessary to shelter it from the winds of heaven. It was now the beginning of a very cold April, and she had not a warm shawl or cloak to shelter THE NOWLANS. 89 herself. In fact, — miserable as ?s the fact— the only covering she liad left was the old gown she wore every day. John heard, in fulness of horror that equalled only his despair, the an- nouncement of his being about to be a father. That wretched infant, svhen born, would but prove the record of its father's guilt. Now, he could not even die and be forgotten ; his child would live after him, and leave, perhaps, another child, and that another still, so that the memory of the blasphemer must be perpetuated, in his race, upon earth. His abject state of poverty, and the suflTerings in store for Letty, gave him, indeed, dreadful anguish; but this, above all others, was the prepossession that brooded over his soul. In the eighth month of Letty 's pregnancy, in- stead of John's single tuition leading to others, he received a cold note from his young pupil's father, dispensing with his attendance even upon that one. He snatched up his hat, and ran to the gentleman's house, at last determined to demand a solving of this withering mystery. The person on whom he called was not at home, or was denied to him ; but, as he turned away from the door, an individual came out, and an eye met his, that at once seemed to supply an 90 THE NOWLANS. explanation. It was an old class-fellow in the Bishop's school at Limerick, ordained long be- fore him, and, as he now recollected, since offici- ating as a coadjutor in a Dublin parish. They exchanged one deep look ; and the young priest turned away, while John rushed through the streets in an opposite direction. Arrived at home, wild and breathless, he could no longer doubt the secret of his ruin. His and Letty's friends had all been Roman Catholics ; the story of the runaway priest had reached Dublin ; had become whispered about ; this brother clergyman, his own early friend and neighbour, had doubtless recognized his name, — which John had never thought of dis- guising, — or perhaps seen his person ; and the excommunicated and hardened sinner had con- sequently been shaken out of Christian society. Trembling with mingled rage, despair, and terror, still he would ask an explanation ; and he wrote and despatched to the gentleman he could not meet at home, a peremptory note, which was thus answered : — " Mr. acquaints the Rev. John Nowlan, that he cannot, with satisfaction or propriety, entrust the education of his son to a Roman Catholic clergyman who keeps a mistress." THE NOWLANS. 91 " Curses !" screamed John, starting up, after he had read this billet,— Letty, terribly alarm- ed, enquired what was the matter — " Ruin ! destruction !" he answered, stamping on the note ; " come ! we are hunted out of this — out of this city, as we shall be hunted through this world ! come !"" " Whither ?" she asked. " Anywhere, Letty ! anywhere out of the streets of Dublin— I durst not again show my- self in them ; the common rabble would shower curses on my head ! Come, get up, and dare not to pray !" Mrs. Grimes's daughter here opened the door without ceremony, and to John's furious " What do you want .?" answered, that her mo- ther would be much obliged, if, instead of stamping and roaring, to bring down the house, he would let her have her three weeks lodging. The note that had released him from his last tuition enclosed about the amount of the demand now made; he flung it to the Httle creature, and shut the door in her face. After an instant's pause, he again rose up, and desir- ing Letty to meet him at a certain point on the Circular Road, left her to follow. 92 THE NOWLANS. Hastily putting on her shabby little bonnet, and wrapping round her the relic of an old thin shawl, she soon obeyed him. He was not at the place appointed. She waited for him, shak- ing with horrid fears. At last he ran up to her, without a hat, and without the surtoutthat had served to cover the broken under-coat he lately wore beneath it. *' I have it !" he cried, as he held out his clasped hand, in which were the few shillings he had just obtained. " You shall see what it is, Letty ; you shall not starve on the road from Dublin ; but come now any road from Dub- lin ! in any other distant place let us hide our heads ; I can change my name, you know, and all will be well : come ; when you grow tired I will carry you, awhile, in my arms." THE KOWLAKS. 93 CHAPTER IV. Upon the evening of the second day after the scene described in the last chapter, in a town about twenty miles from Dublin, (out of particu- lar motives of dehcacy we do not give its name) a charitable club, composed of the respectable middle classes of the place, held its weekly sitting. Throughout many of the towns of Ire- land there are several of such clubs, very nume- rous in their members, and very moderate in their annual subscriptions, and all having in view the relief of objects of different kinds. The objects assisted by the club at present noticed, were poor way-farers, who, in passing through the town might stand in need of some little sum to gain them temporary food and lodging, and perhaps a help on their road. Its sittinirs, like those of all the others, commenced at seven or eight o'clock in the evening, when good folks might conveniently leave home, busi- 94) THE NOWLANS. ness, and wife for a few hours, and, each sure of meeting a neighbour's face in the club-room, rationally combine together a little relaxation, a little chat, a little charity, and a little whiskey punch. Let us not be supposed to speak in the slightest terms of satire of such excellent insti- tutions. We have known many of them, hum- ble as might be their pretensions, do a great deal of good ; while the antiquity of several of them (we could name one which has endured nearly a century) proves a persevering, an abiding, and an inherited benevolence, that re- flects much honour on their native towns and cities. The president of the night sat in his great high-backed, quaintly carved, venerable oak chair, worn into a polish all over from constant use, and ornamented with a coronal wreath of peace and charity, and faded gold letters, im- pressed on a blue garter, expressive of the name and object of the club. The ancient secretary, a superannuated pedagogue, whose father before him had held the same office, put on his specta- cles, mended his pen, opened his huge well- thumbed book, called " order" in the name of the chair, and business commenced, amid the grave looks of the elder members, and the sly THE NOWLANS. 95 winks and hems of some of the juniors, who saw no crime in dispensing charity with a Hght heart, and who were content to brave, now and then, the primitive fine of one halfpenny, for a jest upon the precision and pecuUarities of " Mr. Sec;' Referring to his official copy of the last list of objects, with the several sums dealt out at- tached to each name, he noticed to the last week's president, (who had received it from him for service, and whose further duty it was after- wards to give in his report, in the club-room,) to go over it aloud, along with him. As he called the names, the ex-president communi- cated, in brief words, his observations upon the cases of each ; for instance, when the secretary cried aloud, " Peter Dowhng," or " Mark Cas- sidy," or " Mary Whelan," he answered in this sort — " Peter Dowhng returns thanks, and walked for this morning ;" or " Mark Cas- sidy prays another week's money ;" or '* strike off Mary Whelan ; I saw her running out of Ro- nan's public-house, to jump into bed, and be sick, before I could pay her a visit to serve the allowance." As the reading of the list continued, the name of Nancy Clancy occurred, and the last week's 96 THE KOWLANS. president prayed, in her name, a continuance of the charity. " Stop," cried a young fellow, with a wink to his neighbours, " is that the pretty little strange girl that has a bed in the widow Laf- fin's cabin?"" The ex-presidcnt answered it was : " then strike out Nancy Clancy, for I saw somebody — I won"'t tell who," again winking to- wards the grave ex-presidcnt, " comin' out from her, last night, afther nine oYlock ; no time for servin'' the list, at any rate." The village jest was taken, the club set up a roar, and the secretary rose to give notice of a fine, according to the rules, against " Mas- ther Brenan," for a tendency to impurity in his speech ; the (question to be debated after the more regular business had been disposed of. " Here, Mr. Sec. to save you trouble," laughed the accused party, rolling up a half- penny. The reading of the list was over ; the secre- tary prepared his new one for the present week ; and while he was making it out, the acting pre- sident signified that this was the time for re- commending new objects. His predecessor rose, and gave in the name of George Spike, as THE •NOWLAXS. 97 a fit object for the largest allowance the usage of the club would afford. " He is a stranger, of course, Mr. Fagan ?"" asked the president, addressing the speaker. " He is, Sir ; and, I believe, a gentleman in distress,"" answered Mr. Fagan. " And has a young wife, 1 '11 engage, Mr. president," remarked " Master Brenan." " He has, Sir ; a very young creature." " I thought as much, Sir."" " Order, Master Brenan !"" cried the secretary. " "Where did you visit him .''"" continued the president. " I didn't visit him, at all,"""" answered Mr. Fagan ; " but I ""Jl tell the club how it was. Some of the objects on my list lived more than a mile outside the town, and as I had many calls to make in the town itself, I left the suburbs for the last, and wasn't able to get through with the whole till late this evening, just before I came to the room. Well : in crossing over the Dublin road, to come on a scattered row of cabins, where the road hasn''t a house at one side or other, I met this poor fellow, standin"* in the rain an"* could, for it ""s a rough April evenin', with his back against the VOL. II. V 98 THE NOWLA\S. fence ; and the crature of a wife in his arms, sinking with fatague and hunger, I suppose, and himself little betther off than she was. There 's a ione, waste cabin, built in a lone field, off o' the road, belongin' to a tenant of a friend o' mine, that never was able to live in it for the wet and damp, and afther a few words, I helped him to lift her over the fence, and lay her down in the cabin ; and then I went for a bundle o' sthraw, to put under her, and gave him an advance of half-a-crown, and asked him, was she well enough to be brought into the sthreets o"* the town, where we might get her and him a dacent lodgin"", and an apothecary, if need was : but the poor man only shook his head, and knelt down by her, and took her hand, and said, 'twas betther not stir her yet ; but he would buy food and dhrink with the half- crown, he said ; and he thanked me much. I bid him look about a spark of fire, and a scrap of candle ; and he said he would do that too : and then I left him, being in such a hurrv to the club, making him promise, that if she didn't grow betther, he would come to my house, or to this room, before bed-time." This case silenced all present disposition to merriment in the club, and the name of George THE NOWLANS. 99 Spike was entered on the list for the next week, at the allowance of one crown, the highest the rules could warrant. " What made you think he seemed like a gentleman in distress, Mr. Fagan .^" asked Master Brenan, in a changed tone. " Not his clothes, Will," answered Mr. Fagan ; " for he has hardly a rag on his back, and never a shoe to his foot, nor a hat on his head; but his words, and the way he bore it ail, — that was what made me think so." " He ought to be visited arly to-morrow morning Sir ; will you let me walk out with you, at six o'clock ?" Mr. Fagan assented. The club closed. The elder members retired, betimes, to their reput- able beds ; and though some of the juniors, and Will Brenan among the number, staid up tip. pling to rather a late hour, he was not much be- hind-hand in his appointment with Mr. Fagan, tlie next morning. The elderly and the young man struck out of the clustering thatched suburb, upon the Dublin road, and about a quarter of an hour's walk brought them in view of the lonely cabin in the lonely field. " And now for your poor gentleman, Mis- F 2 100 THE KOWLAKS. ther Fagan," said the youngster, as he vaulted from the crisp, frosty road, into the whitened grass ; " I 'm longin' to see how he is afther the night ; but all is safe, I suppose, or he ""d send or come to you, as you bid him." " I hope so," answered Mr. Fagan. " Is the wife as purty as she 's young, Sir ?" continued the lad, jeeringly. " Nonsense, now, Will ; it 's a shame, and nothin'else, to make light of a case of disthress, not to talk of my years : — but stop," as they approached very near to the cabin, — " where 's the dour of the house gone, I wondher ?" ^' Aha !" cried Will, " and your advance of the half-crown, Misther Fagan. I thought they Vl be no betther than they ought to be.'' " Let us step in, any how." They crossed the threshold — but sprang back, with a com- mon cry, the moment they had done so. The door of the cabin, which they had supposed to have been stolen, lay, supported by four large stones, on the wet floor ; upon it lay the corpse of a beautiful young woman, of which the arms clasped a new-born babe, also dead, to the breast ; a rushlight, stuck in a lump of yellow clay, flickered by their side ; and at their feet, kneeling on one knee, while the raised knee prop- THE NOWLANS. 101 ped his arm, and the arm his head, appeared a young man, his face as white as theirs, except where a black beard, long unshorn, covered it. The fingers of the hand that supported his head, grasped and ran twining through an abundance of dishevelled black hair. The other hand was thrust into his bosom. His unwinking, distend- ed eyes were riveted on the lowly bier. " The Lord save us !" whispered Mr. Pa- gan, outside the door ; " many 's the poor wake I 've looked at in my time, but never the likes o' that," " He 's mad," replied the youth, also in a whisper ; "" no one but a disthraeted crature could think of doin' what he done, takin' the dour off o"* the hinges, and gettin' the stones, and all : and may be he watched them, that Avay, the night long." " God preserve us ! may be so," resumed his companion, crossing himself; " and fovmd the rushlight on the hob, I suppose, and went out to light it at a neighbour's cabin ; and did you see his ould coat taken off, and thrown over the infant, all but the head ?" " What 's to be done ?" asked Will Brenan, " he can't be left here : come in again, though I 'm a'most afraid, and let us spake to him." 10!^ THE NOWLANS. " Conic, then, in the name of God." They stept lightly, once more, into the cabin, John Nowlxin appeared piecisely in the same position ; but, as they again entered, he fixed on them one flaring look, and instantly re- assumed his set gaze on the bier. They spoke. He did not answer. " It 's as 1 tould you," resumed Will ; ••' he 's mad, and neither hears us, nor heeds the sight before him." " Do I not ?" cried John, springing up and darting to them, his right hand still plunged into his breast ; " mad I may be — mad I am — but do 1 not heed nor feel ! Look at that !" He tore the hand from under his shirt, and with it a portion of the mangled muscle of his breast. " Look at that ! there's the way I was trying to keep it down." They spoke to him all the comfort that, as perfect strangers, horrified by such a scene, they could naturally suggest. 13ut he did not answer again. They left him to apply to ano- ther charitable club for a coffin. They return- ed with it, called upon the neighbours, and bu- ried for him, as the wandering poor are buried in Ireland, his supposed wife and child. He THE NOWLAXS. 103 grew passive in their hands. He received the articles of dress he most needed, and a little sum of money, collected througfi the town. He walked after the coffin to the grave, and, when all was done, asked to be left alone. The sorrowing crowd withdrcAv, a few only remaining, out of sight, to watch, — for they fear- ed what he might do. But when he thought himself quite alone, he only flung himself upon the fresh grave ; and, after some time, started up, walked rapidly out of the town, and to this day remains unknown, by his real name, among its simple and charitable inhabitants. But in some days after, his old friend, Mr. Kennedy, had a sight of him among his native hills. The clergyman had been attending a sick call at some distance, and was riding slowly homeward, along a rough and narrow road. The moon shone high in the heavens. At an abrupt turn in the road, a man, haggard, wild, and greatly agitated, jumped from a bank, some paces before him, holding a blunderbuss ujwn his arm. At the same instant, Mr. Kennedy dismounted and faced him. " I am John Nowlan !'" shrieked the wretch, " and you have 104 THE NOWLANS. cursed me, and banned me, and ruined me and her : — she is dead !" presenting the blun- derbuss. " I know you, John," replied the old priest, erecting himself to his full height ; " and I know, too, I have done my terrible duty by you ; and now you are here to kill me for it — that so you may add a priest's murder to a priest's apostacy. Do, then ! fire on my grey hairs, John Nowlan, and the sacrament lying on my breast ! look here !"" snatcliing out the little case in which John knew the sacrament was usually carried to the sick ; " and now, pull your trigger, man ! — fire !" extending his arms: — then, as his tone rose into one of stern and loud command, " Sinner ! down at my feet ! you dare not pull a trigger !" The courao;eous old man aug-ured ariffht. John Nowlan cast the deadly weapon on the ground, and flung himself after it : tlie frenzy that urged him to the horrid attempt, having at once quailed before the voice which his ear had, from infancy, been accustomed to obey, and in the presence of the sacrament which even mad- ness durst not steep in blood. As for an instant he lay upon the earth, the old clergyman prepar- ed himself to address the poor outcast in another THE NOWLANS. 105 tone ; but at the first sound of his words in kindness, John leapt up, and bounded, howling, from the road. Mr. Kennedy remounted his horse to pursue ; called up some peasants, who joined him ; and the search was continued until morning, but in vain. Upon the rugged banks of a mountain river, swollen with late rains, they found, indeed, a hat, and some letters directed to John Nowlan ; and at the discovery all crossed themselves, and stared aghast at one another ; and for many years it was believed among his native wilds, that John Nowlan had ended by suicide a life of crying sin. His own family, however, were not made acquainted with the report ; nor, as has before been mentioned, did Mr. Kennedy ever divulge the shocking rencontre which had that night taken place be- tween him and his unfortunate relative. F 5 lOG THE NOWLAMS. CHAPTER V. The fortunes of Peggy Nowlan now demand attention ; and the reader will be pleased to re- cur to her at the moment, when, in consequence of her brother"'s violence, she became the wife of Mr. Frank, according to the canons of the Ro- man Catholic church, though not according to the law of the land. Confounded and silent, Peggy, Mr. Frank, and old Friar Shanaghan, stood together in the field, listening to John's retreating steps. In a few moments the post-chaise was heard to drive furiously off. " There he goes," said the friar, breaking the confused silence — " and now, can any one tell me the meaning of this ?'''' " I cannot," answered Frank ; " except that he is grown stark mad of a sudden." " Nor I, Sir," added Peggy, " except (jn a like thought." THE NOWLANS, 107 " He seemed to speak of a necessity — a shameful necessity — for your immediate mar- riage, Peggy," continued Mr. Shanaghan. " He spoke in great error tlien," answered Peggy, holding herself erect, and looking firmly from the eyes of one gentleman to the other. " He did, Sir,'' echoed Frank ; '* in error that wronged us both : and his unaccountable preci- pitancy, although it confers upon me a happi- ness I long proposed to myself, under certain circumstances, and at a certain time, yet" — " Has made you this young girl's husband against your will, on this particular evening," interrupted the friar. " Not against my will. Sir ; that is, not against my feelings for Miss Nowlan, but solely against present expediency. I had hopes that time would have enabled me to obtain the consent of my friends ; to avow my marriage to them now would be ruinous." " Then what do you propose to do. Sir ?" de- manded the old ecclesiastic. " That is exactly the point necessary for us all to determine ; for it concerns us all : our com- mon safety is at stake." " You include me, Sir .'**' " Yes, good Sir. You know my immediate 108 THE NOWLAXS. family are rather violent religionists ; and should they at once become acquainted with your agency in this matter — that is, should they hear, while their feelings are warm, of your having solem- nized an illegal marriage between a Protestant and a Roman Catholic — " " They might prosecute me, under the Act of Parliament that makes my ministry penal ?" " Exactly so, my good Sir." " I thought so. But you "11 never mind that, if you please : leave me to take care of myself, and just consider the case without me." " Well, then, Sir ; if my uncle be at once in- formed of my marriage, I am convinced he would turn me off." " That 's more important ; and you therefore wish secrecy for tlie present ?" " For Peggy's sake, as well as mine, Sir, — yes : — the most inviolable secrecy. I wish we should promise each other not to speak of the matter to another human being." " Hum — let us see. Your wife's opinion will be useful here. Master Adams. Peggy, my child, what have you to say for yourself 'f Peggy had, since her last observation, stocxl by her husband's side as he held her hand, her head droo])ed perhaps more in thought than in THE NOWLANS. 109 embarrassment ; now she spoke firmly and dis- tinctly, though her voice was low : — " Since, by my brother''s doing, I am this gentleman's wife, Sir, it is my first duty to care for his interests ; and, therefore, I at once engage to keep our marriage a secret from every one but my father and mother — and, when slie comes home, my sister." " But that may be the very way to publish it to the whole country, dear Peggy — let me en- treat you to make no exceptions." " I cannot think," she resumed quietly, " that my father, mother, or sister, would break a trust upon the keeping of which my happiness de- pends ; and, as they could not get their right and their due, by being consulted on my sudden and strange marriage, the least respect we can now show them will be to tell them it has hap- pened ; nothing can alter my mind on that head — not even the commands of a husband." " Well ;" resumed Frank, after a reverie, during which the friar closely watclied liim — " I have your promise, Sir ?" " You have, Sir ; and besides," with a sneer so slight and peculiar, that even Frank could not perceive it — " my dread of a prosecvition will be your further security, you know."" HO THE NOULANS. " Tlien, dearest Peggy," continued Frank, in a manner seemingly changed into the sincerest vivacity — " ask this excellent old gentleman to see you home — communicate the event to your father and mother, just as you like, and expect me to join you at a little bridal supper, in less than an hour. Now I must look after Letty, who, since your brother's departure, waits me to squire her to Long Hall ; after that necessary service I shall fly to your father's. Adieu, Peg- gy ; you cannot refuse the bride's kiss at least," — saluting her — " And cheer up, my hfe ; for sudden and extraordinary as this has been, you know it is but an anticipation of my wishes, and every thing may be for the best — Farewell ! — Of course"" — in a whisper — " we meet at your fa- ther''s not to part again ; that is, you cannot ex- pect your husband to return home to-night." Burning in blushes, that immediately chang- ed to paleness and trembling, Peggy heard him in silence, and, taking the friar's arm, proceeded to her father's house. " Ay," muttered Frank, as he turned from them to seek Letty — " let the madman have his way ; he only gives me the triumph that nothing else could. She was not to be surprised — force would have been dangerous — but this mock TUK NOWLANS. Ill marriage compels her, according to her mum- mery creed, to receive me in her arms ; and thus his own very act, his own insolent violence, gives me my satisfaction for his own accursed blow, and for her share in it ; forgetting alto- gether the real liking towards the silly girl, that not even my grudge can smother. But how's this?"" as he entered the little retreat in which he had left Letty : " j\Iy excellent sister not here ? Ho ! Letty ! No one answers ; can it be possible ? can such double happiness have been in store for me ? No ; yonder she sits, in tender sorrow at his loss." The female figure he now more closely ap- proached, proved, however, to be Maggy Now- lan. She rose to meet him. " Ha ! Mag ! what brings you here after all my commands ? You have frightened Miss Letty away, I suppose." " I didn't frighten her away ; an' yet she 's gone away, sure enough, Masther Frank." " What do you mean ? gone home ? with a servant, come to fetch her ?'''' " Gone to DubHn, wid the priest," laughed Maggy. " How you sputter out your lies, old Mag ! It cannot be." 112 THE NOWLANS. " I only saw liim lifting her into the shay." He stood overwhchiied with contending emo- tions. The accomplishment, even of his own plans and wishes, shook him to the soul ; he liad been taken off his guard ; he could not have contemplated the event at this moment, although we liave heard him speaking loosely about it ; and the fate of a sister so suddenly determined, compelled a natural struggle even in the breast of such a brother as Mr. Frank, about whom, by the way^ the reader has yet much to learn. After a silence of some minutes, he left the spot, saying, in a low voice, to Maggy — " Now, you and your mother, and your bro- ther Phil, are to get to Dublin as fast as you can, Mag ; and as all has been settled, good night ; I will see you here to-morrow evening ; not a word in the mean time." He separated from her without further adieu, and walked slowly to his iuicle''s. Mr, Long had retired to bed. He enquired for Miss I^etty, telhng the servants she had left him, an hour since, to return home. They had not seen her ; he supposed slie also was in her chamber ; and asking a hght, he said he would go and see. Ascending alone to Letty's apartment, he found THE NOWLANS. 113 the door open, glanced round to ascertain if he was unobserved, locked it gently, put the key in his pocket, regained the drawing-room, inform- ed Letty's attendant she must have retired early, as her door was shut, and he could not get her to answer, supposed she had entered the house without their notice, and, finding herself fa- tigued, gone straight to repose : and dismissing the girl, with an injunction not to disturb her young mistress, Frank then laid his head on his hand in a deep reverie. " No use,'' he thought, " to agitate the house and my uncle to-night ; I can break the news myself, in the morning ; and pursuit will then be less dangerous than it now might prove to be. Maggy may be seen early, to serve as my informant, and to bring a message. Be- sides, I must hide it as long as possible from the Nowlans, too. Their blubbering about that clown would sadly interrupt the joy of Peggy's nuptials. Let me see. The priest will travel with her all night, so that they will reach Dub- lin to-morrow morning. Ay ; having once taken the step, he is not likely to dally on the road. Well; if I can now keep my uncle in my hands, all goes fair for independence. At his uncle's instance, Frank wrenched the 114 THE XOWLAX'S. Meeting every cursed demand upon me, a good portion of the old acres will be left free ; and I begin at last to breathe like a man.'"' As he moved suddenly in his chair, something fell off the table; he stooped and picked up one of Letty's portfolios ; at a glance he flung it far from him, and continued in a new train of thought. " Poor little wretch ! I ])ity her, Avhile her ruin is> my rise. I wish, after all, she could have been saved. But she could not when the question was between her partial suf- fering and my ruin, my utter ruin ; loss of cha- racter, perhaps loss of life, exposure, at all events, detection, — blowing up. If possible, she shall not want money. I will try to take care of that : — that is, if I can. And, after all, what has happened to her.^ She has just run away with the idol of her heart, as the saying is, and nothing more : and why should he not be able to support her? Stuff. I'm boring myself for no reason. The thing is to evade pursuit. Yes; I must see Mag, on my way home, in the morning. On my way home ! Come ; I was forgetting that this is my bridal niffht : — bridal fiddlestick ! If that old curmud- geon is saucy, the magistrate shall get him pil- loried, or whipt through Nenagh town, or trans- THE KOWLANS. 115 ported to Van's Land, or hanged, or whatever it is to be. Peggy, my love, I cruelly keep you waiting. Powers of chance ! to think of this : on the very night, in the beginning of which I had nearly run my neck in a noose, to have my fancy and revenge another way !" Muffling himself, he stole down stairs and out of the house, a servant, so far in his confidence as to wink at his occasional absence for a night, opening the door to him. Walking rapidly, he soon entered beneath the humble roof of the Nowlans. The old couple received him in tears, but they were tears of joy. Peggy and the friar, omitting John's violent interference, had made them assured that the important Mr. Frank Adams was now the husband of their eldest daughter ; and they readily consented to be silent on a subject which so nearly concerned them, and more than readily acceded to his own arrangement, proposed to Peggy, for celebrating, in a httle family feast, the happy night. The good dame herself led Peggy to her nuptial chamber. Early the next morning, he stealthily left the house, and bent his steps towards the wretch- ed cabin, in which lived Maggy Nowlan and her mother. Half way, he stopped upon the 116 THE NOW LANS. banks of a deep stream, looked round, assured himself he was alone, took out the key of Letty's sleeping apartment, hurled it into the turbid water, and then sprang onward ; met Maggy, gave her certain Instructions, and, desiring her to follow him close, turned to Long Hall. The moment a servant appeared, he asked, in the greatest seeming agitation, for his uncle. Mr. Long was not yet up. He hurried to his room ; tapped loudly ; was desired to come in ; and stood before the good gentleman's bed- side, well looking " the prologue to a swelling act." It might be tiresome, as well as disgusting, to give a minute account of the way he commu- nicated the elopement of his sister, which, he said, a strange woman, who had unfortunately witnessed it, just then imparted to him. The feelings of Mr. Long more forcibly interest us ; and they were indeed poignant, even to de- spair. He would not believe the story — it was so very impossible; had Frank sent to her room .? No— Frank had not thought of that ; but they would repair to the door together. They did so; and of course found it locked. The}-^ called ; and of course got no answer. At his uncle's instance, Frank wrenched the THE NOWLANS. 117 lock open, and they entered the apartment ; — alas — It was lonely. As if the lov'd tenant were dead !"— The delicately-framed invalid — the sensitive and outraged uncle — swooned under this dread- ful calamity, and was borne, insensible, to the library, by Frank and the servants he had summoned. When restored, Frank was at his side, and held his hand. Mr. Long fell weeping on his neck, as he said — '' Now, Frank, now, I have only you in the wide world ! do not deceive me, too!" — " Alas, Sir !" with a trembling voice, as he pressed the trembling hand he held so close. " But cannot the wretched creature be re- claimed ?" continued Mr. Long, rousing him- self — " can we not pursue, and bring her back ?" " Oh, Sir ! I have thought of that — it was and is my only hope — " " Where is this woman who saw them go ? — A post-chaise, you say ? and she walked out to meet him ^ Heaven and earth ! — it must have been long planned ! — the heartless, worthless 118 THE KOWLANS. creature meditated it ! And that ungrateful dis- sembler too! that smooth villain !— oh, Frank, I suspected this long ago, and told you I did !" " Yes, my dear uncle, yes ! — and I shall blame — hate myself eternally, for rejecting your suspicions and counsel — indeed I shall — " '' But this woman— where is she ? — her infor- mation may give their route at least — "" Frank rang the bell; Maggy soon appeared, and after describing, with needful additions, the manner of the elopement, delivered to Mr. Long the following false message from his niece. " Afther I spoke to her. Sir, an' bid her take heed what she was doin', an' she scoulded me for my pains, the young mistiness tould me to bring you these words. Sir — ' Go to my uncle, in the mornin\ an', for your life, not afore the mornin',' says slie, ' an' advise him, from me, to give himself no great throuble on my account, for, the thing I 'm now doin' I long planned to do ; an' my coorse is my own free choice, an' neither he nor any other can turn me from it ; tell him I was tired of livin' the life I led, shut up from the world in that big house, an' it 's time for me to follow a likin' o' my oun ; as to THE NOWLANS. 119 the fortin he promised me, he may give it or keep it ; I 'm not afeard of seeking my own.' "" On account of some vulgar embelhshments added by Maggy herself to this preconcerted message, Frank thrilled with fear during its delivery, lest it should prove too strong, too strangely unnatural, for his uncle's ear ; but the good gentleman's feelings did not permit him to see nice distinctions ; perhaps, too, he allowed something for the messenger's character and probable exaggeration ; at all events, he did not suspect it to be a cheat; and it in- stantly caused him to alter his determination of pursuing his unhappy niece. When Maggy withdrew, he remained a long time silent, resting his face on his hands. " Human nature is the nature of a beast, Frank," he at last resumed ; " there is no ge- nerosity in it ; no heart or soul ; and, what is worse, not even the gratitude of beasts for love and caresses conferred. As to delicacy or taste, sensitiveness or dignity of character, pshaw ! — that is a dream. Here was such a creature as we do not see every day, and yet she only proves the more finished deception. Good Hea- ven ! so young, too ! so seemingly pure, sim- ple, and innocent ! and after all my cherish- 120 THE NOWLANS. ing. Frank, Frank ! I am abused as much as I have been deceived." His nejihew, while Mr. Long once more hid his face in liis hands, spoke all the comfort that love, duty, and sympathy, could naturally be supposed to suggest. Mr. Long interrupted him. " I will deal very plainly with you, Frank. I hope you may continue every way worthy of my confidence and esteem ; but, after this chance, and in recollection of your earlier life, I doubt, I fear, Frank — pray, let me speak on — If Letty can, all of a sudden, deceive and out- rage me, you, who have been in the habit of deceit, may relapse at your leisure." " My dearest uncle ! rash, headlong, and most guilty I have been, but pardon me if I remind you, not so much through plan as through impulse." "I do not know, Frank. It was after I, received the first private notice of your cul- pable proceedings at Oxford, and after you promised me future amendment, that your fleecing of that young nobleman came to ray ears, in a way too you could not have pos- sibly suspected ; upon the occurrence of that shameful act, which, but for my unwearied ef- THE NOWLANS. 121 forts, would have <;ost you expulsion ; you had been, young as you were, an experienced gam- bler for three or four years, and you know people said there was some plan in setting upon the thoughtless boy in the way you did. About the same time, too, you contrived to get your- self cut on the turf, while your suspected ac- quaintance with the domestic inmates of cer- tain places in and near St. James' s-street ex- posed your friends to dreadful doubts of what might be your more hidden courses. Excuse me, Frank, for this retrospect ; but the present event has startled me into candour ; I believe you will see it make me an altered man ; at all events, it pushes me upon a question : why have you lately showed no anxiety to resume your journey to Dublin, for the purpose of entering college .'*" " His arm had scarce been well," Frank said, " and he was just thinking to ask leave to run up — and, if his dear uncle pleased, he would start that very day."*' " No, Frank ; there must now be an end of the scheme ; as I have said, you are the only friend left to me in the world, and that brings me back to my point. I hope your reformation is complete, Frank : I will believe it is, but VOL. II. G 122 THE KOWLANS. mark me : while we live, here or elsewhere, on terms of perfect good-will and confidence, your actions and the character of your whole life must give me the best proof; I expect to see no mystery, nothing equivocal, nothing to start the shadow of a doubt ; and I fairly warn you, Frank, that I shall be more watchful, and, if necessary, more decisive than ever. I tell you again, I am changed — this morning has changed me, but let us never allude to her again ; leave me, I wish to be alone some time. Stay, Frank; when you go out to the drawing-room, remove any thing you may find there that — you know what I mean ; farewell." With a good affectation of repentant hu- mility, Frank listened to his uncle, and now retired, bowing very lowly. When he had left his presence, " I am warned," he mut- tered, " and, being no fool, shall stand on my guard ." It is unnecessary now to say that the letter his poor sister had addressed to his uncle, never reached Mr. Long. The news of John Nowlan's fall soon spread to his humble family. We shall not attempt to describe their agony. Peggy's letter to him THE NOWLANS. 123 may have indicated it. Tlie public denunci- ation of the refractory sinner at the altar of his own chapel, remained hidden from the two old people : no one, not even the most babbling and unfeeling neighbour, would tell them of that. Peggy knew it, however, and it withered up her heart. Along with, perhaps, more im- mediate causes for solitary drooping and fret- ting, it made her life a waste and a burden. After her beloved and lost brother refused to answer her affectionate letter, and after his de- nouncement, she never raised her head. Her young and handsome features never wore a smile. Frank seemed to exert himself to the utmost to soothe the first storm of anguish felt by her and her father and mother : that was a passing consolation. But, in about a month from their marriage, he began to absent himself from the house ; and his few meetings with Peggy show- ed neither the tender anxiety of a husband, nor even the fervor of a lover. The old couple noticed the change to her ; she made no reply, and did not so much as weep in their presence. Time wore on ; and Peggy presented to the eyes of her watchful mother promises of a na- g2 124 THE NOWLANS. tural event. Mrs. Nowlan, urged by the feel- ings of wounded pride and parental affection, spoke warmly to Frank upon the necessity of acknowledging his marriage. The young gen- tleman was very cool and deliberate, and re- quested, next day, a private interview with Peggy. They met in a lonesome place. " My dear Peggy," he began, " you do not wish to ruin your husband, and the father of your child." " God knows," she said, " how my heart ans- wers the question ; — I am careless, for my own part, how soon or how late you own me as your wife, Frank, if that is what you mean." '' But your mother, Peggy, — she is obstinate and foolish ; and if my uncle hears of our mar- riage, I tell you, once again, I am a ruined man. Will you go to Dublin, for a time, where one of my friends is anxious to attend to you .?" " No, Frank ; I cannot leave my mother's side during this trial ; but I promise you to do my best with my mother to make her hold her peace ; and let the good neighbours say just Avhat they like of me ; let them say, that the sister of the runaway priest — " " Come, come, Peggy ; no whimpering; that, you knowj is useless : and sit down here ; you THE NOWLANS. 125 are weak; and taste this — " producing a phiaJ. " As a husband, you know I must be alive to your situation, and its necessary comforts ; so, here is a little draught I have got from the best physician in Limerick, to strengthen you, and do you good — taste it, dear Peggy."" " What is it, Frank ?" she asked, taking the bottle, and gravely looking on it. '* I have told you ; a nourishing draught for persons in your state : — and "'tis not so disagree- able neither — just try it." " My mother will know better than either of us, Frank, and I will first show it to her." " No, Peggy," snatching it, as she was about to put it up, " if you so unceremoniously reject my opinion, no other person shall decide betwixt us ; and I must tell you, madam, this is more unceremonious, more insolent than I reckoned upon, from you to me." He rose up pale and trembling, his handsome eyes flashing, for the first time, fiercely and ominously on Peggy. " What do you mean, Frank ? what have I done ?" not able to rise with him. " Since explanation is necessary, madam, I shall tell you. Vou call me a husband ; you profess to hold towards me the duty of a wife ; I put it to your affection and obedience to oblige 126 THE NOWLANS. and obey me in two distinct matters, and you re- fuse both ; but by the hght of Heaven ! — by — *" He stamped, and was becoming outrageous, when Peggy interrupted him, — " Give me the draught, again, Sir ! give it, dear Frank ! I am sorry for having vexed you — give it — I will drink it, at once ; there can surely be no harm in so simple a matter." Wholly unsuspicious, although she had been prudent, Peggy reached outlier hand. His eyes flashed with a different passion as he gave the bottle, and said — " That''s my own good gentle Peggy, drink, and get strength." She raised the phial to her lips, — when, at a hop, step, and jump, tumble over a bank came Peery Conolly, and with one judicious tap of his cudgel shivered it in pieces, as he cried out — " The divil's-dam's cordial ! not a taste of it do we want ! hould your hand, a-chorra! it's the dance it 'ill gi' you ! the dance, a-vourneen ! the dance that'll never let you alone, night or day, over-an-hether, in town or counthry !"" — and con- tinuing to speak after his deed was done, Peery capered about, with might and main, as if to hold up himself as an example of the visitation he conditionally prophesied. THE NOWLANS. 127 " Impudent rascal !"" cried Frank, collaring him, " how durst you do that ?"" " It 's not that, but this, a-roon,"" answered Pcery, as, with great skill, he tripped up his heels. Frank started to his feet in a moment, and, while Peggy screamed aloud, again ap- proached him as he exclaimed " Scoundrel ! you shall be duly punished for your insolence ! what is your name ? who or what are you ? Villain ! you shall shake for it i*** " My name it 's Conolly the rake — " And Peery got through his verse, still capering strangely, " an' that 's my name, so it is ; an' about the shakin', let us thry who 's to shake first : whisper a bit — " He darted suddenly to Frank's ear, gave one inaudible whisper, and the result showed that Frank, indeed, was the person doomed first to shake, and shake fearfully too. He started back as if he had been shot ; and while he trembled from head to foot, gazed horribly on poor Peery. His eyes glazed and set, his lips parted widely, and moved as if in slight con- vulsions. Presently a sudden change came over his face, his brow knitted, his glance lightened, his teeth clenched, and he slowly moved his 128 THE NOWLANS. arm to his breast, and thrust in his hand, as if searching- for something. l^t-'ggy leaped up, frightened to death. " Frank !"" she cried, " rouse yourself, what are you about to do .'* what do you search for ?" " Off, woman !" flinging her aside, so rudely . that she reeled and fell. " I search for that which I ought to be accurst for not finding, for that which, after his assault, would get me but a lawful revenge, in self-defence ! Damnable traitor !" he continued, addressing Peery, " breathe that word again, and you are lost ! Even as it is, tremble ! you are an idiot, in- deed, and none will believe you — but beware ! Come to me, and come soon ; fall upon your knees at my feet, and promise and swear, and humble yourself in the dust, or woe upon your miserable head ! Beware ! I say." He rushed out of sight, and Peery, remain- ing a moment ludicrously to mimic his frown and gesticulation, gave two or three transcend- ent capers, and with a " pilla-la-loo-oo-ah !" danced off in another direction. " The good God deliver me from that man !" cried Peggy, now left alone, as she sat weep- ing on the ground ; "the good God that gave me into his power, deliver me from his hands ! THE XOWLANS. 120 It was poison he wanted me to drink, I 'm sure of it now ! Oh, brother ! brother ! where are you this day to reheve me in the suffering your own madness brought on me ! Oh, I haven't a friend in the world to stand up for me ! what am I to do ? what am I to do ?" '* You are to put your trust in the God you have invoked, ma-colleen, and you are to act a bold and an honest part," said the voice of Friar Shanaghan, close by her. " Oh, Sir, Sir, pity and help me !"" clinging to the old man's knees : *' You do not know what has happened — what has just liappened, in this very place, on this spot !" " But I do though, my child, I heard all the bad man said to you ; and my own hand should have dashed the phial from your lips, had not that poor silly creature been before me." *' He wanted to poirson me and my child, Sir !" continued Peggy, sobbing wildly. " No, Peggy, you wrong him a little there ; he only wanted to wither up, before its time, the infant you are bringing him ; nothing else could he have intended — simply because he dared not ; but that he certainly thought to do." " You tell me so, Sir.?" she resumed, slowly g5 ISO THE NOW LANS. rising with the friar's help, and apparently more shocked at this certainty, than at her first suspicion ; " the inhuman man ! could he mean thatr " T have my own reasons for thinking — per- haps for knowing what 1 say, child. You have heard I am an inquisitive ould fellow, though I don't always seem so, and that I ask ques- tions and get answers when nobody minds me ; and then you see I am mostly on the foot, here and there, or, to tell the blessed truth, it's the poor grey that 's mostly on the foot, and I snug on her back ; so, to make a long story short, I believe I heard say where and how he got the little bottle yesterday evening, and for Avhat he wanted it." " Then, Sir," resumed Peggy, who had list- ened with profound attention, " my part is taken." " And what part is that, a-vourneen ?"" " To save myself and my infant from this man. Sir." "But how, child.? how.?" " By never seeing his face again, Mr. Sha- naghan." " No," rejoined the old friar, frowning shrewdly, as he shook his head and looked THK MOWLANS. 131 down ; " that won't do neither. Listen to nie, ma-colleen. There 's a little bird that comes to me with news, now and then, and is just after telling me another thing : your husband wants to say he 's not your husband, and that your child is not to be an honest child." Peggy looked simple astonishment ; she knew nothing of the statute book, and could not comprehend the meaning or practicability of this. " And moreover, my pet, he has been put- ting questions, I hear, as to whether he can get me sent to Botany Bay, or hanged, for marry- ing you and him." She looked still more confounded. The friar explained briefly and clearly. Peggy was quick at apprehending, and she at once understood the whole question. " So that you see, Peggy my child, it isn't by never seeing his face again, that you and your little burden are to be saved from shame and danger." " No, Sir, it is not, I believe that, now : nor can you, either, Sir, be saved in this way." Her agitation subsided, and she only looked very thoughtful. " Never mind me, Peggy ; and I tould him 132 THE NOWLANS. just the same thing before; only look sharp on your own account, and you can yet do your- self a service, may be. Have you a strong heart, Peggy ? have you courage ?" " I am not a coward in the right. Sir ; and I think God will give me great strength in this business." " Well ; I don't fear you ; and now wait till I tell you what I think you ought to do. You know, he depends entirely on his uncle. You know, too, his uncle is as good a man, as he is a bad one." " I do. Sir ; and I see the way you want to point out ; indeed, I was thinking of it." " That 's my brave colleen ; I expected no less, and you '11 just put yourself at once un- der Mr. Long's protection, won't you ? Just tell him the whole story, plump and straight, in your own little way .?" " I will tell him the whole truth. Sir, from beginning to ending, if you stand by me." " And may be I won't. Do you know what, Peggy .? The poor grey is nibbling a bit, at the end of the bosheen : bundle yourself up, body and heart, together ;— take my arm; I '11 put you sitting on the crature's back, for I know you can ride sideways in a man's sad- THE NOWLANS. 1S3 die : I saw you at it once, before you went to the nunnery ; and you needn't have the laste fear. My poor grey is as asy as a sedan-chair ; but to make all sure, I '11 lade you by the bridle, and in half an hour, or so, we'll be walking up Long-Hall avenue : what do you say ? There ""s no time to be lost ; a night must not go over you for nothing, and the dark is now coming on ; so, here 's an ould man's arm for you, if you can trust him." " In my God, Sir, in you, and in the right, I put my only trust," answered Peggy, as she accepted the proffered arm. 134 THE NOWI.AKS. CHAPTER VI. After leaving Peggy and Peery, Frank Adams bent his steps to his uncle*'s, at first walk- ing rapidly, and then slowly and thoughtfully, when he began to grow ashamed of the vehe- mence into which he had been betrayed. An avoidance of the danger threatened in poor Peery's whisper, became his chief subject of meditation. Even Peggy Nowlan, and all con- nected with her, at present yielded to the su- perior importance of this matter. Ere he had gained a view of Long-Hall, Peery's destruc- tion was not only resolved upon, but planned without the seeming possibility of failure. All the means were at hand. As if fortune studied to favour him, a person, deemed by Frank to be most useful, indeed, indispensable in the project, met him outside the shrubbery, near the house. He could not expect to see his friend in that very place, although he knew he THE NOWLANS. 135 was within call. They whispered together a few moments, but were obliged to separate very suddenly, as a slow step came down the shrub- bery walk ; and Frank, now alone, advanced to see his uncle. After a salutation, " Who was that ?" asked Mr. Long. ''Where? when, my dear Sir? whom do you mean ?" " The person that turned from your side, at the far end of this path, as I came up." " Dear uncle, I was quite alone ; no one turned from my side ; you must have seen my own shadow among the trees, faintly cast by the moon just beginning to shine, — and how beautifully she does shine ! — or the shadow of one of the stems. Sir."" " Perhaps ; yet I am not quite certain, Frank." " My dear uncle ! what can you mean ?" " This, Frank, — you begin, — you have more than begun to break the compact last entered into between us — pray do not interrupt me. We were to have had no mystery, no doubtful, or secret goings on : but, Frank, all you do, all you say, all connected with you, is doubtful and secret. The very tones of your voice, the 136 THE NOWLANS. very expression of your eyes, grow troublous — fearful to me. I am here, a solitary, nervous invalid, and you terrify me with mystery ; you begin to make me tremble. I will come to particulars with you. I cannot bear this existence. Strange people lurk about my grounds : men, whose appearance and faces, as I catch glimpses of them, are not like the pea- santry of the country, and I fear, Frank, I fear some of them lurk in my house ! Listen to me. But last night, as I lay awake, I heard you, notwithstanding all your precautions, arranging to leave the house, (and there is another in- stance of your secret proceedings,) and much interested, of course, I arose, dressed myself, saw you issue towards the village disguised — but that is not the point : liaving watched you from the parlour windows, I was return- ing alone to my chamber, a lamp in my hand, when a foot sounded stealthily in the stairs above me ; and, looking up, I caught indis- tinctly the profile of a face I had before seen, although I had no right to see it a second time, in my own house, at the dead of the night. Do not smile, Frank, do not attempt to tell me I might have been mistaken ; that pale, calm, marbly face, is never to be forgotten : — and it THE NOWLANS. 137 was, Frank, the face of the Englishman, who deposed, along with you, to the robbery of the mail-coach — the face of Lawson." " And, my dearest uncle," said Frank, con- tinuing to smile, " I know it was : now, for common charity. Sir, hear me out, in turn. Some months ago, I got reason to believe that one of the fellows engaged in the outrage, to which you allude, lived in the neighbourhood, and, under cover of assumed insanity, thought to hide himself from notice. I contrived to see him, and became rather assured he was the very person who fired upon me, and wounded me in the arm. But, before I would take any de- cided steps, I wrote to Mr. Lawson." " He could give you no assistance, Frank, in identifying the man : for Lawson's deposi- tions, drawn up by himself, and which I still hold, assert his ignorance of the persons of any of the mail-coach robbers." " And so tliey do, uncle ; and that was not my motive in writing, at all ; I only deemed that two respectable witnesses to the fact of the robbery would be better than one ; so, my dear Sir, after many delays, Mr. Lawson at last con- sented to come over to Ireland. Early in the evening of yesterday, he announced to me, by 138 THE NOWLANS. a private message, his arrival in the village ; I sent him word to meet me as privately in the house, here, that we might go over the whole matter, alone; he came towards midnight: act- ing upon particular information, I repaired to the village, to obtain, in a public-house, a se- cond closer observation of the robber; Mr. Lawson remained behind me, and you saw him : I returned perfectly convinced ; indeed, more than ever so, of the identity of the fellow in question ; and we but await the assistance of competent officers to lodge our joint informa- tions, and secure his arrest. And now, my dearest uncle, you will ask, why conceal this from you ? But need I answer ? You were an invalid ; your nerves shattered, indeed, from various irritations ; and surely it was my duty, the common duty of grateful affection, to save you from any protracted annoyance on this head ; to wait until the thing was done, and then at once inform you of it ; not fret you about it, morning, noon, and night, during Mr. Lawson's long delay and indecision, which from the beginning I foresaw." " Is the gentleman now in the house ?" ask- ed Mr. Long. " No, Sir ; ha has walked down to the vil- THE NOWLANS. 130 lage; but, if you wish, you can see him to- night, or else — " " Phru-u ! stop a bit, ma'am, if you please, here," interrupted the voice of Friar Shana- ghan, admonishing his " poor grey,"" as he led her up the avenue. " Who are those persons ?" enquired Mr. Long. " Heaven and earth !" Frank began, getting a view of the group : then checking himself — " Who can they be, indeed ? — oh, some wander- ing beggar with his wife, ass, and brats. Allow me, my dear uncle — these scenes are too strong for you ; I will soon relieve you from them. Pray turn towards the house. Sir ; the night-air does not serve you : thanks, dear uncle j and now—" " Do not dismiss the poor people roughly, Frank, whoever they may be ; give them a lit- tle assistance," interrupted Mr. Long, as he walked away. " Fear nothing, Sir,"" answered Frank, as he bounded from the shrubbery across the lawn that separated him from the avenue. " Welcome, Sir," began the Friar, while he came up ; " seeing you and your uncle toge- ther, we halted to speak a bit." 140 THE NOWLANS. " My uncle will ^i^ladly see you in the house, good Sir, and has sent me to say as much to you and your companion — Ah ! Peggy, my life, what brings you out, so late ?" " A httle business, Sir ; a little business, that concerns you and her," answered Mr. Shana- gan, as Peggy remained silent. " What, Peggy !" advancing closely to her, and speaking ardently, though in a suppressed tone, " can this mean that you propose to ad- dress my uncle on the subject of the connexion between us ?" *' Yes, Sir ; on the subject of our marriage,"" answered Peggy, with emphasis. " For God's sake ! for both our sakes ! But first grant me your private ear, only a moment — just allow me to lead the animal a step aside- just ask this good man to allow us one confi- dential word ; this cannot harm you, Peggy, and I entreat it !"" She requested the old ecclesiastic to take no notice of Frank and her, for an instant ; and Frank led her out of his sight and hearing, as the Friar muttered, " Ay ; let him palaver you again ; do ; I see the end of it." " Now, Peggy," resumed Frank, when they THE NOWLANS. 141 were quite alone, " I am your humble peti- tioner ; I will kneel, if you ask it, only to beg- that, for this night at least, you do not expose me to my uncle ! It would be my ruin ! he is in some unaccountable ill-humour against me — and if you ever loved me — and I believe you did, and hope you do — if you love the child you have not seen — " " Mr. Frank," interrupted Peggy — " these ifs come with little effect from you — from you, who this day thought to make me show my love for my unborn infant and for my God, in a way that — " " You mean that accurst draught — you sup- pose it was intended badly ; some fool and meddler has told you so— but, dearest Peg- gy, you wrong me, sorely ! I offered it but for your good — it could have produced no other effect — let me be confounded for ever if it could. The thought is horrible, Peggy! horrible, of your husband — of the father of your infant — throw it from your heart, and if this be your only reason for coming to destroy us both to-night, just turn home again, and see what to-morrow will do ! On my knees, in- deed," (he knelt) " I ask that." 142 THE NOWLANS. "It is not my only reason, Frank : I fear something even worse ; I fear you want to say we are not man and wife, that our child is to be a base-born child, and that I—" she stopped. " Madness, again, Peggy — worse than mad- ness ! I swear to you, on my soul, and my soul's hope, you are shamefully wronged by whoever has told you this. Listen to me. Only return home, and give me a few hours' preparation, and before the dawn of morning I will prove this cannot have been my intention. Let me have time to speak to a Protestant clergyman — and, about midnight — say twelve o'clock, exactly — let you steal out of your father's house, and meet him and me at the upper end of the Foil Dhuiv — 'tis the nearest point to his road — and there, the moon and stars for our sole witnesses, except the all-seeing eye above them, there, Peggy, shall you and I be re-married, according to the rite of the established church — will that satisfy you ? will that show how much I have been belied ? will that restore you to no confidence in the husband of your heart .'' — and, after it, can you not consent to await a proper time for my pubhc- ly taking you by the hand as my wife ?" " It would, indeed, satisfy me for the pre- THE NOWLANS. 143 sent, Frank ; and, I hope, my father and mother too. What is the name of the clergy- man you intend to bring with you ? have I seen liim ?" " You have, no doubt ; young Mr. Sirr ; an admirer of one of my sisters ; he shall be the man : I am quite sure of his obliging me." " Well, I '11 meet you, Frank, at the upper end of the Foil Dhuiv, at twelve exactly ; and no one but Mr. Shanaghan by my side." " No one on earth, Peggy ! — no human being by your side ! Consent to this, or we are indeed undone : I fear the imprudent babbling of your friends, one and all — see how they have injured me in your own opinion already — it cannot be — I will brave my uncle at once, rather than that." " But witnesses are always necessary," urged Peggy, coolly and watchfully. " I know they are, where doubt exists ; and, since you doubt me, Peggy, although I first thought to be quite alone, witnesses you shall have— -of my choice, though — Do not dissent, but listen ! one of my brothers and one of my Asters shall come with me, and be ready to take you by the hand — my eldest sister — Are you at ease, now ?'"" 144 TlfE NOWLANS. " You promise, this, Frank ?" looking seri- ously upon him. " On my life, I do ! — yet, if you will doubt me stillj what use of a promise or an oath ? have you not your remedy in your own hands ? If, when we all meet, you do not feel pleased at the arrangements I shall have made, can you not keep your cruel resolution until morning, and accuse me to my uncle then, as well as now ? Dearest and only-beloved Peggy, your heart must be quite hardened against me and my child, or you would not hesitate so long. This is the very harshest treatment — I did not merit it— God knows I did not.*" — She thought he wept. " Then I will fully depend on you, Frank — No ; I have no doubt ; I will have none ; I can have none ; I will meet you and your friends quite alone." *' Eternal thanks, my own dear Feggy ! But now, I ask you in turn, is this a solemn promise ?"" " It is : a solemn promise, before God." " No one shall even know you leave home ? — Assure meof that too ; for their suspicions would be as bad as any thing else : they would follow you, dog us, and you promise again ?" " Yes; 'tis but part of my first promise; I THE NOWLANS. 145 could not leave home alone, unless I hid my de- parture from every one in the house." " True, true ; — and there is another little matter that, as you say, also forms part of your first solemn engagement. If no one is to know where you go, you can tell no one ; neither fa- ther nor mother, nor yet this old priest — this good old gentleman — is it not so?" "• Certainly ; I must be as silent as I am careful."" " And of course, again, when he asks you what we have been saying, you cannot answer him r " Not a word.'' " But what will you say ? You must invent something ; — let us see." " No, Frank ; we are not obliged to invent any thing. It is not necessary, even if it could be done ; even if I would do it. Should he ask me, I will just plainly tell him not to ask me again ; and surely he cannot be displeased at any confidence between man and wife." '*- You are right, my good excellent girl ; you teach me what is right : in fact, then, he shall not know upon what account you alter the de- termination that has led you both here this even- VOL. II. H 146 THE NOWLANS. ing — what you intend, one way or another. You will merely say you defer your purpose ?" " Nothing more." " And as soon as twelve o'clock comes, you will meet me and my friends in the Black Glen ?" " I will ; but, Frank, I wish the hour was a little earlier, or the place another place. I am not very childish about these things ; but you know the Foil Dhuiv has a bad name, and is an ugly place at any rate."" " Pho, my dearest girl, I did not expect this from you ; nor do I, can I expect you will think of it a moment longer. All places are alike to those who fear no harm from having done bad, or from coming to do it ; and friends will be waiting for you, you know, and 'tisn't so far from vour father's door ; scarce a mile ; and be- sides, as I said, Mr. Sirr can so easily turn to the spot — that is the great point." " No matter then-— I will be punctual." '' Blessings on you, for ever, Peggy ! — and now, won't you give me a wife's farewell till mid- night, after all ? — Ah, Peggy, what a soft and silky kiss ! — none other in life is like it. Adieu, love, for a few hours ; and now let us return to Mr. Shanaghan." THE NOWLANS. 147 In perfect silence, except that he met ali stated with a " hum," or the end of a tune, the old friar received his charge, with her own request to be led home to her father's. They proceeded down the avenue, and along a good stretch of the road, and still the dry old man remained without speaking a word as he led the " poor grey" by the bridle, over rut and puddle. His humming of bits of tunes grew, indeed, more surly ; and sometimes he broke out into the opening of a Latin hymn, sucii as the " Mognijicaf or the " Coiifiteor tibi^ to which exercise of his voice for vespers he was, during his lonely quests, accustomed. At last, though still he did not speak, he began to interrupt himself with little bursts of splenetic laughter, and Peggy saw it was time for her to conciliate. " You are angry with me. Sir," she said. " Me angry ! — for what, child ? — God set- tle your poor little head, I have something else to think of; only, to tell the blessed and holy truth, I certainly was fancying, just then, what a respectable figure I cut, thrapsing about the country, myself and my grey, witli a wo- man on our backs, at this time of our life, that H 2 148 THE NOWLANS. knows just as much of her own mind, or her own good, as a blind cow does of a holiday." " I could not help changing my mind. Sir ; indeed I could not ; charity and fair-dealing obliged me to change it ; and, Sir,"" anticipating what she knew she had to encounter — " if I was at liberty to tell you our conversation, you would yourself say the same thing." " Oh, no doubt in the world of that, ma'am ; not the laste ; all quite right and as it should be, to be sure ; all settled to a hair, I know ; and all to be kept snug from the meddling ould friar that brought you the road ; sure I know, very well, thank God ! — you're a rock of sense ; grey hairs on a priest's head, no more to you than a mill sthrame to the Shannon : Ay, ay, and why not ; you understand him so well, and youVe such a match for him, particularly at the tongue. Well, praise be to God, I say ag.ain, it's a dacent calling I Ve turned myself into in the latter end o' my days ; the grey and 1 ; ay, yes, and good enough for us ; qups, Sheela, qups ; show your paces, miss, and mind your steps ; a wiser load you couldn't have on your back, supposing it the whole Council of Trent, and you an elephant big enough to carry THE NOWLANS. 149 them ; and a bettlier trade your masther couldn't have than roaming about with you, from post to pillar, day and night, as a carter with his load, or a raree-show-man with his wonders of the world." " Indeed, Sir, if you knew all, you would not be angry with me ; and indeed, and in truth, I am very grateful for your kindness, and very sorry for your trouble ; especially your walking so much, while I am on your horse ; and if I was a year younger, Sir, you should be on Shee- la's back, and I, as 'ud be my duty and pleasure, stepping along at your side ; and, badly as you know I am able, I will even now tire you no longer, if you please ; only just help me off. Sir, and,"— " Bother, child," interrupted the friar ; " bo- ther says Brotherick, when he lost mass ; stay where you are ; I'm not so tired, either, ould as I am, and such a fool as I am, tho' it's kind of you (poor thing like you) to think of it. No ma'am, I didn't mean to quarrel with you ; I like you too well, you baggage, for that ; so, there now ; and if you cry another tear, and if you don't give a good laugh at the ould friar, from the heart out, salvation to me. 150 THE NOWLANS. but I'll kiss you and run away witli you : — what — eh? — are we friends yet ?" Peggy made a dutiful answer. ^' Well : that 's right ; and now, Peggy, my child, we're in the bosheen, and I must lave you to step home by yourself, for neighbour Shear- man promised me a bed to-night ; and so God bless you, Peggy ; — and only one word — Do not depend on him, too far — do not depend on him at all ! — I know him, and you do not. What- ever he has said to you — whatever he has pro- mised, — ^look close at it. li you have promised any thing, think twice before you perform it. I don't want your little secrets ; even if I did, I see how it is ; — I might go without them ; nt) matter for that ; but — since you can have no utiier adviser, now advise with yourself; ask God to enlighten you. He is a bad man, I tell you, Peggy ; and so good night." They parted. After Frank saw them turn upon the road out of the avenue, he stood some time in deep and breathless meditation. Then he returned to the house, and sought his uncle. Mr. Long again candidly brought forward in conversa- tion the doubts of Frank he had before express- THE NOWLANS. 151 ed ; Frank combated them as adroitly as he could ; the topic changed to Mr. Lawson, and the prosecution of the mail-coach robber. At last it grew late ; Mr. Long rose to go to his chamber ; Frank, accompanying him, bore a night-lamp into his own ; shut his door, seemec' to lock it ; laid his lamp on a table ; listened to his uncle's movements ; heard a voice call to him out of an inside closet ; started on tip-toe to the key-hole, and vehemently whispered through it — Have a care, and curse you ! — not a move or a breath, yet !'*''' For more than ten minutes he continued to bustle about his chamber; then became mo- tionless, as if he had retired to bed ; again whispered into the closet, *' Open, but not a word !" — handed in the lamp to the person who there awaited him, stole to the outside door, gently opened it, listened for sounds in his uncle's room, and along the corridor, found all silent, and at last entered the closet. " You Ve staid d — d long to-night," said the man he had secreted in it, and who sat at a small table, with a whiskey bottle, Avater and sugar, before him ; " it has been hell-dark these three hours, except for the winking of the glim 152 THE KOWLANS. in at this little high window, that reminds me of a crib more than any thing I ever saw out of one ; and confound my — eyes, if I can stand all this much longer." " I 'm quite sure, Ned, you can't stand it this moment, if one may judge from the in- crease of your complexion, your flash, and the decrease of the black bottle ; but, hold your tongue, you drunken goose, and speak lower, while I tell you this, — we are on the brink of ruin ; you, Studs, you have ruined us." " As how, Master Frank ?"" " As how, you headstrong hound ? Last night, after I stole out to pack off' Mag, mother, brother, and the whole kit, and left you here to lock yourself in, and be d — d to you, with your promise to stay quiet, and behave your- self, out you must creep, to take the air of the house and the staircases, so that the old chap, who was watching me (he 's getting 'cute, Ned ; sharp 's the word) saw you on the land- ing-place above him, as he returned to bed ; saw you, and knew you, too." " He lies, Master Adams ; by this bottle, I never tramped an inch through his house last night." " Thou liest most ungratefully to say the THE NOWLANS. 153 word, as it was by that very bottle thou wert tlien led to it, and art now perjured." " Know me? know Ned Studs? well, that's a good 'un." " Not as Ned Studs, you stupid beast, but as Mr, Lawson, the English traveller."" " Oh ! all right ; and now, Mr. Lawson must be off, I take it ; and yet, that -ivon't do nei- ther." " No, curse you ! Mr. Lawson must stay where he is, and appear as Mr. Lawson, and as sober as he can to the elder, to-moiTow morning; and I '11 tell you why. But first, Ned, how goes on the httle firm over the water ? After you came last night, I was obliged to shp out before I could ask you all that ; this morn- ing you were too drunkenly asleep ; and all day I have been panting to pop the question, and thought I could when we met this evening in the shrubbery — Had the swag much luck .?" " A little, at first ; doubled or so ; and so kept on for a few months ; then— whew ! and off." «« D — d cross, that ; I believe you must play me loyal here, Ned ; for the final stake is too oreat to think you could nibble on what was to win it for us both." H 5 154 THE NOWLANS. " True blue, Master Adams ; no fairer man ; show it, by being liere ; for when one swag- went, I and another tried for as good a one ; got blown, talked about, looked after, and so, Ned Studs is a-drinking your Hirish stingo to- night, just for peace-sake, and a look up to Master Frank for a little help on the road, you know."*' " And you shall have it, Ned, if we step high for it ; but all the last year has been curst glum. I thought we could have coaxed off from the reversions half the rooks by this time ; but on they stick ; and then that run- ning interest ! I say, Studs, you were to have seen them for me ; what do they say ?" " Nothingk ; only this, that if you don't down the interest more regular, they '11 blab to old chap about that and other things." " Heirs fire round them ! He knows enough already, and thinks more, Ned ; and harps away on old matters from morning to night. More than once, since the Irish swag here, he has hit me in the teeth about that plucking I gave the young Oxford Lord, and that unlucky affair at Newmarket, and our lit- tle firm in the West-end ; and do you know, Studs, I begin to fear he has }>eard more than THE NOWLANS. 155 he ought concerning all the business of that firm. Could niy real name have dropt ?" " Do you mean the Brumagem affair, in l^ad Lane, or the heavy Ipswich swag, at Hankey's bundle ?" " Why, Ned, you know I must mean both." " Well, no fear of the last ; but while t''other lay in the ring, and the Bow-street barkers at it, with our broker, 'twas said your name teas a little blown, — a httle winded or so." " The devil ! I always thought that ; and he — but no ; could he really have caught a breath of it, I had not been here to-night. All must be safe, so far. Let us talk of business more at hand. You know, Ned, that upon the night of the swag, on this road, we expected a fellow to join us who did not come." " Ay ; there was you in, with Mag and Mo- ther Carey ; I, out with young Carey ; and two country chaps of your choosing, were to join the two Dublin chaps, of my own choosing, and only one came to the scratch ; but 'twas all well as it happened ; three could give as good a blank volley as four, while young Phil and I did bu- siness with coachee and guard; — never mind; remember it all ; snug, I say." " But listen to me, you stupid blunderer. 156 THK NOW LANS. This one fellew, who hung fire, was enhsted by Mag, d n her ; I never saw him ; she only told me his name, ConoUy; Conolly the rake, as he calls himself, and a good alias I thought it was. Since then, he has never come in my sight until this day ; and, indeed, as I was so sure my name was out of the thing, with all but you and Mag, why I never much troubled myself whether he might be alive or dead. But this day, I tell you, Studs, this very day, I met the fellow without knowing him ; and, before we parted, after telling or singing me his name, he put his lips to my ear and whispered, ' Who robbed the mail coach. Master Frank ?' Studs, I felt* as if cold lead went through my brain ! as II " As if Judge Best had asked you the ques- tion," interrupted Mr. Studs. " I think I know what you 'd say ; but. Master Adams, isn't that ""ere chap the very one you told me was to be put up for the self-same little swag you speak of, when we met this evening in the shrub- bery ?" " To be sure he is ; have you done as I bid you ? have you kissed primer before the good magistrate, my father ?*" THE NOWLANS. :- 157 " John Lawson, of the county 'of Suffolk, in England, gent., came before me this day, and maketh oath, and saith' " " Enough ; a point-blank deposition, I war- rant ; and my excellent brother, the police chief, will not be long without finding Master Conolly ; and then, if the idiot hasn't peached before- hand with us, which all the devils forbid, how strange he will look to see us take the pretty tale out of his mouth, while not a breathing creature but will laugh out at his true story. Well, Lawson, we must, by some means, have another examination sworn." " Against whom ? your own uncle, or your own mother, or who the devil ?"" " Only against an old popish friar. Studs, who has, in violation of the statute in that case made and provided, pretended to join in wedlock a certain young lady and your humble servant. I think I have the plan of the examination in my head ; but more about it, by and by ; only it must be done this very blessed night, and the priest put up by day-break. I hope they can't bail him ; do you know .? But why should I ask you about bailing any thing that isn't swin- dling, mail-coach swagging, hell-keeping, or. 158 THE NOW LANS. duly to honour the folHes of your youth, pock- et-touchuio-, shop-lifting, and petty larceny,