1 THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES THE MILL AGENT BY THE AUTHOR OV "OPPOSITE THE JAIL." BOSTON: S A.NT) YOTJUTG- KEW YORK: SHELDON & CO. CINCINNATI: GBO. B. BLANCHARP. 1864. Entered, according to Act of Congress, in the year 1863, by GRAVES AND YOUNG, In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of Massachusetts. TABLE OF CONTENTS. CHAPTER I. THE TAVERN AND ITS KEEPER 5 CHAPTER II. THE NEW ARRIVAL 19 CHAPTER III. THE LANDLORD'S RESOLUTION 27 CHAPTER IV. HAGER 54 CHAPTER V. PlOUS GOLDBT 60 CHAPTER VI. CHAPTER VII. A SABBATH DAY'S JOURNEY 105 CHAPTER VIIL THE DRUNKARD'S DELIRIUM 120 CHAPTER IX. WHAT THE COLONEL THOUGHT OF THE SABBATH 144 1670556 IV TABLE OF CONTENTS. CHAPTER X. THE FASHIONABLE PARTY 161 CHAPTER XL HAGEB AT PBATEE AND WHAT HER FATHER THOUGHT OF IT. 190 CHAPTER XH. A MYSTERIOUS DISPENSATION 198 CHAPTER XIII. GRANDE THE DOUBTER 211 CHAPTER XIV. THE GARDENER'S STORY 230 CHAPTER XV. A GREAT REFORMATION 244 CHAPTER XVI. A DAY IN THE WOODS 270 CHAPTER XVII, A NEW FEATURE 280 CHAPTER XVIII. DROWNED 302 CHAPTER XIX. A RESTORATION .....309 CHAPTER XX. THE COLONEL'S RESOLVE Pui INTO PRACTICE 325 CHAPTER XXI. A NEW ORDER OF THINGS 338 . % CHAPTER XXII. GOOD TIDINGS 349 THE MILL AGENT. CHAPTER I. THE TAVERN AND ITS KEEPER. SAINT dozed in his arm chair. Before the picturesque old tavern the elms stood statue-like, letting the light down in mosaic fragments through their pensile branches. The aspens made a quivering show of silver-lined leaves. Hill and valley, meadow and orchard, softened and bright ened by the mid-day sun, seemed indulging in completest rest. Clifton Locks was then is now in some degree a quiet by-town, seven miles from the rail road, and through which, once a day, the old-fashioned stage coach rattled clumsily, 6 THE MILL AGENT. conveying passengers into the interior. Its most conspicuous buildings were the Leffing- well mills three stately edifices, bristling with numerous windows, and the quaint old Coates House a revolutionary reminder, now known as Saint's Inn, not from any peculiar sanctity that attached to the place, but merely because it was kept by a man named Tristarn Saint. For twenty years he had been tavern-keeper in Clifton Locks. He was an easy going man, rather methodical in his habits, very set in his opinions and quite averse to going out of a regular routine in anything. Tristam Saint was far from being what his name de noted. What his opinions were upon all questions of that kind, nobody knew ; for there were none in Clifton Locks who ever talked of the matter. There were no church edifices, or societies, within four miles, and the very few who attended the old village meeting house at Hyde well, went thither in the family wagon, returning in time to spend the remainder of the Sabbath more to THE TAVERN AND ITS KEEPER. 7 their liking, in visiting, in sports, or in gathering round the bar in the old Saint's tavern, whose proprietor did a flourishing business on that particular day. Tristam Saint was a large man, and one whose face, had it been kept in repair by the constant polish of refinement, or the beautifying touch of religious culture, would have been strik ingly handsome. As it was, there hung a stolidity of expression over the whole coun tenance, that only cleared away under the influence of strong excitement, sufficiently to show what the man might have been. He generally sat in his bar-room, ready to ex change words with each new comer and when alone, with chair tilted back he was oblivious to all sense of sight or hearing, for he slept easily. On the day in which our story commences, he had stepped from his dining-room, in the same wing of the building with the bar, and placing his cushioned arm-chair in its easiest position, had taken his seat in dignified con- 8 THE MILL AGENT. tentment, soon dozing, as was his wont. The little room had not been much visited that day, for the farmers and mill hands were busier than usual, consequently the sanded floor had not yet lost its smoothness and whiteness. The counter, its red top well varnished and well kept, glistened in the red der sun. The tumblers stationed on a Japan tray, stood glistening, and inverted round the portly frame of a cut-glass decanter ; and the blue and black casks showed evil heads, under which lurked the gilded ruin of the old tavern. For the rest, all was well enough. Tristam Saint had a neat body for a wife, who kept the curtains snow-white, and the window-glass from speck or flaw of dirt. No dust lodged whenever she moved even the odious spirit-casks owed their immaculate lustre to her love of cleanliness. The walls were semi-annually white-washed, and the heavy rafters overhead, though long guiltless of paint, were equally so of cobwebs or dust. THE TAVERN AND ITS KEEPER. 9 A light step sounded on the door-sill. The inn-keeper looked lazily up. It is not likely that he had ever read Roger's Italy or thought with him " Her face So lovely, yet so arch, so full of mirth, The overflowing of an innocent heart! " but his eye grew softer as it met that of the beautiful, fairy-like creature standing there, smiling. "Ah Toddles !" he exclaimed, his dull eye brightening, " off to the mill ? " " Yes, father ; good afternoon," she re plied, merrily. " Good afternoon, Toddles," he answered. "Now, father, you promised you wouldn't call me Toddles; I don't like it," she cried, an incipient shadow on her brow. "Well, well, Hager, then be off, child, and let me get my nap," responded the tavern- keeper good naturedly ; and the girl, with a laugh and a hop, disappeared, taking her direction towards the mills. 10 THE MILL AGENT. It was getting near three before there were signs of active life in the vicinity of Saint's tavern. The weather had grown cooler, and wagoners now and then came in to slake their thirst. Presently a gray mare cantered up to the door ; a tall, portly, bluff personage flung himself from the saddle, and entered the inn. He was a man past fifty, and iron-gray hair showed under the broad brim of his shapeless Kossuth hat ; his whiskers were trim and gray, his eyes, cool and resolute in their glance, clear, and of a sparkling blue. Deep lines from the margin of the bold features to the square, determined chin, seemed to betoken force of character, as well as much thought. His dress was a buff waistcoat, high, glossy, black stock, and a blue dress-coat, garnished with bright buttons. His boots were carefully polished, and straps confined his nether gar ments tightly beneath them. He wore riding gloves of untanned leather, and held a whip, whose handle was highly ornamented, in hie hand. Add to this an elaborately ruffled shirt- THE TAVERN AXD ITS KEEPER. 11 bosom, and you have a gentleman of the old school in the person of Colonel Leffingwell ; the only modern part of his attire being the black Kossuth before mentioned, which he always wore when travelling. Tristam Saint met this man with a deferen tial bow. " Ah, Saint, how d'y do? how's business?" queried the colonel, walking directly, as was his custom, to the bar. "Tolerable brisk, thankee, Colonel," replied the landlord, waiting on his customer. " Well, Saint," the colonel had thrown him self into the only easy chair and flung his hat on the counter, as he sat eyeing his horse which was restless ; " Clifton Locks has gone on about as usual, I suppose ; no fires ; no robberies ? It makes a man uneasy who owns valuable property to stay away from its vicinity longer than a night. One has all sorts of visions of burning houses, especially mills ; or trouble of some sort. By the way, do you hear anything about the overseer ? is he gen erally liked, do you think?" 12 THE MILL AGENT. " I should judge he was," replied the tavern- keeper. "A good, capable man, eh?" "Yes, sir." " Drink much, think ? You know it won't do to encourage any immoderation in that direc tion." " Scarcely touches the thing, sir." " Ah ! glad to hear it," replied the colonel, with a half sigh of relief. " Now we Ve got a pretty likely fellow in that position, and the prospect of another coming, we shall get along admirably. I wonder what the opera tives think of Grande?" he added, thought- fully. "Toddles, that is, Hager, my little girl, likes him very much; says he is kind and polite to them all." " Ah ! I'm glad to hear it. I felt fearful ; it's a difficult post for a young fellow like Austin Grande ; but then you see, he has an excellent mother, and when a boy has a good mother, somehow it seems a guaranty for his future. By the way, I shouldn't wonder if THE TAVERN AND ITS KEEPER. 13 Coit came along to-night, the new agent ; what can you do for him?" " Really, colonel," the tavern-keeper paus ed, thoughtfully, " I don't know where I can keep him ; there is n't a single room in the house." "That's bad," interrupted Colonel Leffing- well, hurriedly. "None of the boarding- houses round here would exactly do for him, and the private families have accommodated as many as they can. " I'm sorry, sorry can't you manage some way ? " "Don't see how I can, colonel," returned the tavern-keeper. "At any rate," he added a moment after, " if I can't make room, I'll get him a place till I can." " Do so ; " the colonel had risen and was now pulling the whip cord through his fingers ; " you will oblige me very much. By all ac counts young Coit is a superior man, a man of sterling principle, they say, and I shall not probably lose so much money through his fingers as I did through Hunt's, the reprobate 1 14 THE MILL AGENT. You've heard nothing from Hose Hedge, I sup pose?" Nothing, sir," replied Tristam. " I saw Miss Mary riding, yesterday. She seemed bright as a button, sir. Master Merric came down with her to hire the long room so I suppose they'll have great doings Thursday night." "O, I'd forgotten yes, indeed trust Lin coln Lockers for such things yes, they'll have a gay party of course ; they always do." The colonel by this time was mounting his horse. It needed neither whip nor voice to spur the spirited animal on, for her face was turned homeward. After his departure, cus tomers came thronging in to the tavern bar room. Chairs and stools were appropriated. Smokers lit their pipes, and seated themselves on the wooden settees on the outside of the bar-room ; the laugh and the joke, and alas ! the oath went up unrestrained, for God was not honored in Clifton Locks : scarcely known. These smokers were soon surrounded by vil- THE TAVERN AND ITS KEEPER. 15 lageboys, who begged a whiff, or with corres ponding noises played games of marbles and tag. With the cooler breezes of waning day, matrons came out of their cottages, sewing or knitting in hand, and sat on steps underneath the shade of tall trees. Crickets began when the birds left off, and droned cheerfully. The whip cracked, and the hoarse " gee git up " of returning wagoners sounded on the air. Pleas ant bustle and the mixed confusion of myriad voices reigned supreme until the bell of the nearest mill joined in with its silvery clang. Then by scores came the operatives from the doorway of the mill young, old and mid dle-aged ; little toddling girls, bright eyed rosy-cheeked, carrying their shining kettles. Young maids, modest and shy, or saucy, de fiant and bold, flocked by, exchanging words, nods and smiles with those whom they passed. Soon again the sound of feet was hushed ; it was the end of a working day ; let the morrow take care of itself. Only one more incident and this chapter is finished. There was a 16 THE MILL AGENT. clatter of horse's hoofs a colt, white as snow, turned the corner, on which sat Mary Leffing- well, her veil floating like a cloud around her head. Following her on a coal black pony came a boy of some eighteen years, his face almost girlish in its outlines, and his hair quite long and curling, clustering thickly on his white collar and against his blooming cheeks. These were the pride of the town, the two beautiful, only children of Colonel Leffingwell. It was said that the boy was the idol of his invalid mother ; while Mary, the somewhat haughty, but in reality a sensible girl, was the pet of the old colonel. Rapidly they came on, alike, yet unlike ; her long sea- green riding habit contrasting delicately with his light linen suit ; her dark eyes and fair, colorless cheek, with his blue orbs and brown locks, that were like his mother's. They paused a moment at the quaint low door-way of Saint's inn, or rather the boy did, she moving onward very slowly. Tris- tarn had thrown down the s?^ii that formed its THE TAVERN AXD ITS KEEPER. 17 upper part, and was leaning upon it in a lazy way, with folded arms. The fair face of Hager peeped from the half closed blinds above ; the halo from the setting sun threw golden glory over the two young equestrians. The boy bowed the landlord bowed care lessly, never lifting himself. " Mr. Tristam, I'll see you about that affair to-morrow," he said. K Very well, sir," replied the landlord, then added : " perhaps you didn't know the colonel is come just gone an hour ago up to Rose Hedge." A glad smile leaped from lips to brow at this. w You don't say ; has he ?" half shouted the boy ; and hurrying after his sister, he told her the news. "There they go, hurry scurry," muttered Tristam ; " she 's nigh twenty, they say, but they neither of them look more than children. Well, the colonel's got a handsome family, that 's the fact ; what a pity that his wife is sick all the time ! " 18 THE MILL AC EXT. Hager had gone down stairs, meanwhile, and was now busy with the girls and her mother setting the table, while the savory odor of cooked viands made the air seem pleasanter to those who lounged without. CHAPTER H. THE NEW AEEIVAL. tavern-keeper changed his place to the arm-chair within ; by twos and threes the outsiders had gone, until there were left only those who were boarders at the house. One of these was a young man who sat some what apart from the rest. His arms were folded over his chest, and he was gazing ab stractedly westward, his eyes perhaps riveted on the dying glories of the Avondrous sun- tinted clouds. His face was that of a resolute man. Keen, dark eyes, deep set, looked out from under restless but thick brows. The outlines of his face appeared td have been sharpened and set before their time, and his thin lips were ever and anon pressed together, token of absorbing thought. This was Austin Grande, one of the officers of the mill-works ; 19 20 THE MILL AGENT. a man but yet twenty-one, looking older by three years and wiser by ten. The others were, one a clerk, in the employ of the mill, and several under officers ; two young men spending a college vacation at Clifton Locks, and one or two married men who had chosen the beautiful town for a summer sojourn with their families. w Stage is behind time," remarked one of the boarders, consulting his watch. "Not much," said Austin Grande, starting from his reverie ; "I wonder if the new agent will come to-night ? Hark ! there 's the horn." Presently the broad breasts of the leaders appeared, then the yellow-black front of the coach, and with a flourish, the driver, an old leathery-faced Vermonter, drove the vehicle in splendid style, sweeping round so that it went some ways ahead of the door, now filled by the portly personage of the inn-keeper, and by a dexterous move backing the horses till the stage steps were opposite the old horse block. The handsome bays stood patiently, THE \EW ARRIVAL. Page SI. THE KEW ARRIVAL. 21 regarding with wistful, sidelong glances, the old wooden trough nearly full of cool, fresh water, while everybody was gathered in win dows and hall to see who had come. One person, only, descended from the stage, a tall, gentlemanly looking man, dressed in drab clothes, who glanced about him with a rapid eye and pleased smile, then moved into the house before any one could take a good look at him. His baggage, a small black trunk, and two or three boxes, followed, and the landlord, softly rubbing his broad palms together, confronted the stranger with a cour teous bow. "Mr. Coit, I presume," he said. " That is my name, sir," responded the other, taking off his hat, and for a moment seating himself with a look of weariness, though the smile still brightened his lips. What volumes the displacing of a man's head-covering adds to his face ! Surmounted by the hat, the countenance of this stranger was pleasant, but not remarkable. Now, with 22 THE MILL AGENT. the soft, thick hair pushed back from a fore head full of noble expression, the whole face took a higher tone and commanded instanta neous respect, if not veneration. Young Grande, who had sauntered into the room, seemed struck with this new countenance. He glanced toward it eagerly, and the almost painful strain that appeared always to regulate his features, passed away, leaving only admira tion in its place. * Can I have a room, landlord ? " asked the new comer ; and his very voice was musical as if some undercurrent of melody were keep ing perpetual rythm in his soul. Tin very sorry, sir," said the landlord, beginning to apologize, w but the fact is, the house is full, and I shall have to find you other accommodations for to-night." * Mr. Saint, he is welcome to-my room, for the present, at any rate," said young Grande, speaking quickly and eagerly. w After such a long journey he must need rest." Guilford Coit looked up, and that sweet THE NEW ARRIVAL. 23 smile broke over his face again, as he met the young man's eyes, and the landlord made them acquainted. K I am indeed very much fatigued," he said, "and need, as you see, some ablution after the dust of travel, but I should be sorry to dis commode you." " You are perfectly welcome," replied Aus tin Grande, who seemed somehow to have grown younger all at once. " Let me take you there, sir," he added, leading the way. In another moment Austin Grande was down stairs again, leaning against the window, deep in thought. Suddenly he spoke unconsciously aloud, w The first man I ever liked, at first sight. O ! the difference between him and that cur, Hunt ! I wish he'd room with me ; if he will, he shall." It was not long before the bell rang for sup per. The dining room, like everything else in this public house, was a model of neatness. Hager Saint, an untaught poet, always placed 24 THE MILL AGJEXT. garden-flowers on the table, and nowhere could be found whiter clothes than those that graced this pleasant dining hall. To be sure, the room was furnished in the plainest man ner, but the sun yet lingered, and streaming through the lilac bushes and the elm branches, made golden pictures on the wall. Nearly all were seated at the table when the new comer appeared, and every eye seem ed attracted toward him. To such a face as his, granted but to few, the most hardened heart in the world might have opened. There was a mysterious sweetness traced over all those features, a something set upon that brow that seemed to distinguish him from the ordi nary masses of men. He sat down ; his place happened to be at tfce extreme end of the long table ; cast a rapid glance from face to face, all intent upon him, and with one of his rare smiles, he lifted his hands, clasped them to gether, saying, "Father, for these blessings, for thy jour neying mercies, for thy holy love, for the dear THE NEW ARRIVAL. 25 gift of thine only son, for all these, may we be truly thankful, for the sake of Jesus Christ Our Lord, Amen." Consternation would be a weak word by which to express the tumult that followed. Xot in language, not in action, but in the minds of all who sat there. The landlady, who was just in the act of raising the tea-urn, set it down again, her face turning white as a sheet. The half-suppressed smile lingered on more lips than one, while several were so con fused, they appeared not to know for what purpose they had come together. An ominous frown blackened the features of the landlord ; little Hager seemed almost terrified and gazed from the stranger to her father, as if she did not exactly know whether to cry or not. Austin Grande sat with eyes bent upon his plate, his thin lip curling with something like a sneer, though a suspicious glitter on his eye lashes told how powerfully that simple bless- sing craved, had moved him; his mother's voice spoke through it in those sweet tones. 26 THE MILL AGENT. But he who had been the cause of all this commotion, was the first to attempt its removal. His pleasant tones betrayed no astonishment at the blank silence that followed. With the grace of a natural gentleman, he passed what ever was in his way, speaking now to this one, now to that ; and the ladies stopped toying with their spoons, the landlady lifted the tea- urn, though her hand shook, from some sup pressed emotion ; while young Grande, taking another glance at the fine face, with its lumi nous eyes, and innocent smile, sighed quietly. It was beautiful to see how Guilford Coit held the attention even of those wlio were disposed to avoid him. His low but ringing, healthy-sounding laugh, was oftenest heard at the board, and the very youngest there seem ed to listen and long for his voice. Still that innovation could not be forgotten. Of all the four thousand inhabitants of Clif ton Locks, not one of those placed over fam ilies, ever raised hands for blessings on God's daily-given food. CHAPTER III. THE LANDLORD'S RESOLUTION. ITH your kind permission, then, I am to room with you to-night ;" said Guilford Coit, rising from his seat by the doo'. , where young Grande and himself had been sitting, talking in the moonlight. The evening was glorious. The grand old elms stood motionless in the mild, soft light, their black shadows lay as if cut in ebony across the white road. "You are very welcome to do so," replied Austin Grande, as he too arose, and after glancing once in the calm face of his compan ion, turned his meody countenance heaven ward. " What fine evenings we are having, now," he said ; " it seems as if the stars were un usually brilliant, to-night." 28 THE MILL AGENT. " The heavens declare the glory of my God," murmured Guilford Coit, in a tone of solemn pleasure. "Oh! my friend, what splendors, must be in reserve for us, His children, if He has made this poor earth so beautiful !" Austin ventured no reply, only set his lips more firmly together, and made a slight, ner vous motion with his shoulders. " God never enters my soul so fully," coj - tinned Guilford Coit, " as when it is lifted up by the contemplation of such scenes as this. What majesty in His being ! How matchless His mercy His unbounded love I " "Mercy!" muttered Austin Grande, the word seemed to spring from his lips, uncon sciously. Guilford Coit, turned suddenly, and fixed his dark eyes on the troubled face beside him. "Do you doubt His mercy ?" he asked, ten derly. " I doubt everything," was the dull reply. "O, no," said the new agent in a cheerful voice ; K it seems you had confidence enough THE LANDLORD'S TIESOLUTIOX. 29 in me, to offer me a lodging with you. How do you know what sort of a man I am ? " Austin Grande looked up, met the full lumi nous eye. The troubled cloud cleared away, the light of a trusting confidence shone in that glance. "I can't doubt you, some way," he half whispered. "Then, don't doubt the great God, whose servant, I am," responded Guilford Coit, smiling back upon him ; " but, excuse me, I never allow myself late hours." "I will come up, presently," said Austin Grande ; he dimly foresaw that the stranger would wish, for a time, to be undisturbed. Guilford Coit went into the chamber alone. It was a small, white-washed room, but scrupulously clean. The windows were hung with half-curtains of dimity ; one narrow strip of home-made carpeting, stretched across the floor. The agent placed the little light upon the table, took from his trunk a bible, and knelt quietJy down. Not long after, Austin 30 THE MILL AGENT. Grande came up. The light was still burn ing. The little bible, well worn, lay open, a mark against the page. Something prompted the young man to take a closer look at the holy volume, and his eye caught simply the words : w What is that to theef follow thou me." He started as if stung. A look of defiance passed over his face, instantly succeeded by an expressio'n that seemed almost hopeless. He paused for a moment before the bed where Guilford Coit lay sleeping. "What a glorious face that is ! " he thought to himself. "How it attracts me! What peace rests upon every feature ! Likely enough his lines have fallen in pleasant places. He has had no terrible temptations to encoun ter; no bitter, living trouble to cloud his days. It is easy for him to trust in God ; easy for him to be what he undoubtedly is, a ' Christian." There was no bending of the knee, no prayer spoken, no sweet confidence between this young man and his Maker but THE LANDLORD'S RESOLUTION. 31 the words followed him even into the world of dreams, "What is that to thee, follow thou me." Meanwhile there had been a conference over the kitchen fire. The bar-room was tended on evenings by one of the hired men, for Tristam was fond of his ease, and generally sat and smoked, in the large, comfortable kitchen after the girls were gone to bed. On this night he had been unwontedly roused by the blessing asked at his table. "If it wasn't that I promised him, the fel low shouldn't sleep here to-night," said Tris tam, biting at the end of his pipe. "I should like to know what right he had to bring his cant into another man's house ? He might at least have asked if 'twould be agreeable. I don't like him. He's one of your pious fanat ic sort; I wont have him praying over the vittles." "O, Tristam ! " murmured his wife, who sat knitting a white stocking, "Somehow it done me good. I haven't heard a prayer before as 32 THE MILL AGENT. I know on, for forty year. I just remember when father did that same thing, and he was counted a good man. Why you don't know how it came over me ; I thought I should sink to the floor." "Pshaw!" muttered Tristam, sulkily, "a woman's whim. Don't you see what it would come to, if I kept the fellow here? Not a blessed boarder could I depend on. Who wants to hear a parcel of Bible words when they set down to vittles ? I tell you it will ruin the reputation of the house. People comes here because it's free and easy ; no set ways or set rules. Besides, if he's one of the reg'lar pious ones, he'll be down on my keep ing bar, and if he don't talk to me, he will to the boarders, and perhaps go to thinking he can reform things. Let him try it. If folks in this village don't make it too hot for him to stay here, I miss my guess. Who cares for prayers here? Who cares for meetius? Don't we enjoy ourselves just as we please, without no minister to come poking his pale THE LANDLORD'S RESOLUTION. 33 face in to tell us we're all going to ruin ? I say I wont keep him. Let Col. Leffingwell find a place for him ; if anybody needs prayers and them things, I'm sure he does, if what folks say is true." Tristam knocked the ashes spitefully out of his pipe, and proceeded to fill it again. "But Tristam," said his wife gently, "there was a time once " "O, you be quiet," interrupted the tavern- keeper, impatiently, "I know you'll say that I was under conviction, as they call it, but that was when I was green. And 'twas hah caus ed by folks appealing to my vanity, and say ing what a proper minister I'd make, and 'cause my heart was tender after the death of mother, but I've got bravely over that." Hulda Saint, patient woman, only sighed. "At any rate, he can't stop here." "O ! Tristam, don't say that." "I do say it ; I'll stick to it." "O ! husband, you can't think how different I feel since I know that a real, pious, praying 34 THE MILL AGENT. man is under our roof. "We're both gettin' in years, Tristam, and to my mind this isn't just the way to go on ; never thinkin' of God or heaven, or eternity. I don't feel satisfied,'' she continued, using more energy as she saw her husband was on the point of interrupting her ; "my mind ain't easy, and it's hard to get light in this place, especially in a tavern, where one has to go through with so much work. Now, Tristam, don't you refuse to let that man stay here, for my sake. He'll have to eat his meals by himself in the morning, and I'm sure he won't mind if we change the din ner hour, and for supper let him have his way. I'll talk with the boarders, and if they don't care, why should you or I? " "No use, wife. I tell you he'll be down on us, in every thing we do, and then, there's the bar. I" "Tristam," said his wife, earnestly, "you know we never kept no bar before colonel Leffingwell set his mills agoing. It isn't your bar, you only get so much on all the liquors THE LANDLORD'S RESOLUTION. 35 you sell, and to my thinking, we've never got along so well, since we began it. Look at that poor gentleman, who only came here six months ago, (and I'm sure he's a gentleman, and I'm sure his poor daughter is a lady) twice, he's tried to murder himself, after he's got liquor from your bar. I tell you, Tristam, if he'd really died that last time, after his daugh ter's coming here, and begging you so not to sell him drink, I do believe I should have gone distracted. It don't seem to me I could 'a lived. If I had, I'd been tortured all my life, with the thoughts of it. But I don't be lieve this young man will meddle with it, and for my part, I shall feel like another woman, with a real Christian, (as I know he is) , sleep ing under my "roof." " You talk just like a woman," growled Tristam, and he meant it for no compliment. The truth was, there were a few large tears running down the patient, sweet face, of Hulda Saint, and the inn-keeper knew how good, gentle and true she had ever been to 36 THE MILL AGENT. him, and how much he was indebted to her foresight, prudence and energy, for what worldly success he had met jvith, and being naturally an easy man, extremely fond of his wife, he could not bear to refuse her once for all. " There's that rich young man, who came down for his vacation ; he's tired ef fishing, he says, tired of the country, and thinks he shall go home next week. Give this new agent his room ; I'm sure he'll pay you well for it," said Hulda. " Yes, next thing we shall be having prayer- meetings here," muttered Tristam. " Hulda Saint's heart gave a great leap, as the thought " I wish we might," came upper most, but she said, quietly, " he doesn't seem like a man who would force his opinions on people." "Doesn't, eh? I should like to know if he didn't force that prayer on us, over the vittles ? It looked like it, any way.* I'll tell you ; he shall stay here till it comes to a p'int like THE LANDLORD'S RESOLUTION. 37 that. If he behaves himself quietly, and don't meddle, why he's welcome ; but if he begins to cant, and snivel and hint, or anything of the kind, out he goes, and Colonel Leffingwell may do the best he can for him. One thing I know, he'd find it pesky hard, getting along here. Folks hasn't got his notions in this part of the country, unless " he laughed a little, "it's old work-house Goby, pious Goby. I wish 'tother agent had kept his fingers in his pockets, where they should have been ; he was a clever fellow in the main, and I liked him better than this canting Coit, any way." So it was determined, that for the tune, Guilford Coit should be a boarder at the tavern. In the morning, as had been arranged, the new agent and Austin Grande breakfasted alone, Hagar waiting upon the table. It was curious to see how stealthily and constantly the child, she was but fifteen, and looked much younger, watched the stranger. When he asked a blessing, her eyes followed his upward 38 THE MILL AGENT. glance, as if she expected to behold some unusual vision, and her motions were quiet, almost reverent, whenever she supplied his wants. The young man seemed in an un usually happy, even merry mood. His very face seemed as if a sunbeam had been let into some dark prison-place, diffusing light and cheer on whoever came near him. Austin Grande, on the contrary, was never in a gloomier mood. Sometimes it seemed as if he felt annoyed at Guilford's cheerful laugh, for his brows came together ominously, when ever he heard it. Still such was the charm possessed by Guilford, that in spite of himself, the moody young man relented at last, and left the house more cheerful in his manner. The mills were a good ten minutes' walk from the tavern. It was early morning, and but very few were stirring, as the bell had not yet rung the signal for the commencement of the day's labor. The stage was just being brought round in the road, the horses were led by an urchin in questionable attire, and hard by the THE LANDLORD'S RESOLUTION. 39 pump and water trough, an old man of vener able air, whose bald crown was ornamented on either side by long flowing curls, snowy white, bent over his task, sawing the wood which had been left the night before. The air was filled with farm-sounds. Hens with their broods, strutted leisurely about; the calves lowed in the barn, and on every side the myriad birds, all silver-throated and full of melody, sang a welcome to the newly risen sun. " What a fine looking old man that is ! " said Guilford, turning his head to gaze at the wood-sawyer. " O, that's pious Goby," replied Austin Grande, with a sneer. w I guess he's about the only Christian we've got in these parts," he added. w Ah I " said Guilford, " I must go and speak with him ; " his face had grown sud denly grave, more because of the thoughtless manner of the young man, than for any other reason. 40 THE MILL AGENT. " I will walk on," said Austin. " Very well, do so ; " was the reply. Guilford stepped toward the old man. " Good morning, my friend," he said in a low voice. The old man started, looked up, stopped the motion of his saw. " My brother in Christ, I hope ; is it so ? " queried the young man, smiling, and holding out his hand. "All who approach in that name, are wel come ; " replied the wood-sawyer in a grave manner, and with the accents of a gentleman, meeting the pressure of that other hand. " Are you a visitor, here, sir? " " I have come to reside among you some time," was the reply. " What ! are you the new agent, sir ? " " That is what they call me," replied Guil ford, pleasantly. "And a Christian?" still queried the old man. " I humbly trust so," said Guilford. THE LANDLORD'S RESOLUTION. 41 ' " Thanks to His blessed name," exclaimed the old man, raising his hand reverently. "O, sir, I've been praying these ten years, night and morning ; aye, it has been in all my thoughts, that God would send us one of His servants, for indeed, indeed, this is a dark place, sir ; no gospel ; no church ; no Christ." "Is it so bad as that?" inquired the young man. " Well may you ask, sir. When I first came here, I was brought by an accident. Never was there a more wayward creature than I. Not always what you see me was poor Goldby, sir oh ! no, no ; " and the old man shook his head. "Sir, I've been rich and wicked," resumed the old man, for he had paused a moment, " I am now poor and dependent ; an inmate of the work-house in winter for you see when cold weather comes on, my injury affects me still, and I can't work at all. In summers I contrive to keep myself; yet, sir, in this fallen condition, as some might call it, I'm happier, 42 THE MILL AGENT. blessed be God, than when a wealthy blas phemer, I rode 'in my carriage and mocked the Giver of all good, oh, a thousand times I " He stopped a minute, wiped the gathering tears from his eyes, and said softly, fervently, as he looked up again, "I'm glad you've come ; I hope you'll do us good, sir." "I hope at least, I shall do you no harm," replied Guilford. " I am glad we have met. You and I will have some precious times to gether in the service of our Lord. I must bid you good morning ; I shall see you again soon." They parted ; the old wood-sawyer looking gratefully after him, and with a lighter heart resuming his work. The new agent did not overtake Austin till the latter was close by the mill. There he found him laughing and chatting with several young women, and not wishing to disturb him, he moved around to the other side of the mill, where he could see the race dashing on, throwing up a fine, glowing light as the rush- THE LANDLORD'S RESOLUTION. 43 ing drops glittered and danced, and swept by, taking in all the colors of the rainbow. The mills were situated at the base of a hill, where trees here and there nestled in groups, and wild flowers grew in crevices of the rocks that partly formed its sides. In sight was a rustic bridge, and on the left, crowning a gentle acclivity, the ahnt palace-like walls of Col onel LeffingwelTs mansion, shone whitely in the sun. Beautiful vines wound about the pillars, and even at that distance, the stone vases upon the marble steps, the stone dogs, couchant, who guarded the portals dumbly, could be seen. All around were blooming terraces, highly cultivated, and from thence spread out meadows, orchards and intervale. As he stood there, the sound of horses' hoofs was heard, and presently came Colonel Leffing- well, on his gray mare, while following him his daughter Mary rode her own milk-white colt. "Upon my word ! " cried Colonel Leffingwell, bowing to Austin, and recognizing Guilford, 44 THE MILL AGENT. W I was just going to take the tavern in my ride and call on you. So you arrived last night, of course ; I expected you. My daughter, Miss Mary," he added, as Guilford came forward, hat in hand. The young lady bowed in a stately way, and, touching her steed, cantered slowly forward. "Go on as far as youjplease, my love," called the colonel, placing the glove he had pulled from his right hand into the other, "I shall stop here a while with Mr. Coit." So saying, the colonel dismounted, and fastening his horse led the way into a small wing in which were the offices of the mill. Just then the bell struck, and as if by magic, the roads were instantly filled. A low hum sounded along the air, laughing girls thronged the passages, and the whir and whiz beginning not long after, told that the mighty machinery was moving its vast arms and capacious lungs for the fulfilment of its daily labor. For a long time the colonel and the new agent had been conversing in the little, but pleasant THE LANDLORD'S RESOLUTION. 45 office. Colonel Leflingwell, stood over the desk, at which he had been showing his books and explaining about matters connected with the mill-work. Now he appeared to be talk ing of other things. "Yes, sir," he continued, "when I came here, some seven years ago, more on account of my wife's health than any other matter, Clifton Locks was a dead and alive place. No life, no stir, no ambition, nothing that was pleasant to a man of taste and refinement. I saw immediately that the people wanted waking up, and found that this fine stream was well calculated to give them a shock. I went to work at once and commenced a plan thafl had long thought of. I built my mills and set them going as the people flocked in. I have given them no excuse for being unhappy, for the houses are all comfortable, convenient and pleasantly situated. I then went to work and managed to find amusement for them, by en larging the old tavern, and adding a handsome hall, where they might enjoy themselves with 46 THE MILL AGENT. gatherings to their liking, get up dances, games and the like. My people are all satis fied that I wish them to be happy, and they treat me accordingly. Sometimes I go down and join in their sports, occasionally taking my son and my daughter. Thus you see I am as a patriarch over a large and pleasant fami ly in the style of the old English tenantry where every land-holder was a father and a friend ; a benefactor to both bodies and souls. I despise the stiff, lordly assumption of the modern aristocrat over the common people, as they term the working classes." All this the new agent listened to, quietly ; his face taking a variety of changes, as he agreed with, or differed from, the opinions of his employer. Colonel Leffingwell ended by inviting him to the next ball. " I thank you very much for your kind in vitation," he said, politely ; " you will pardon me, I am sure, for declining to accept it, on the score of principle. I can easily fall in with much that you have described to me, but THE LANDLORD'S RESOLUTION. 47 as a professing Christian, you see I show my colors at once", he added, smiling, and appear ing somewhat embarrassed : " I could not con sistently make my appearance in a ball room." " Very right ; very right, I am sure ; " said the colonel, in a sharp voice, after one quick glance of surprise. His face had grown quite red, and he turned almost abruptly away. In a moment, however, he recovered his presence of mind, also his politeness, and offered to take the young man in the mills. This he did ; in troduced him to a few persons, and then pleading business, left him to their care. Guilford was somewhat surprised at the change apparent in young Grande, for whom he had taken a sudden and sincere liking. Immersed in business, his face was lighted up by the in terests that absorbed him. When he spoke, his face grew bright with smiles ; he seemed not to be oppressed with the singular moodi- ness that hung upon him after work-hours. Guilford pondered upon this, afterwards ; but at present his attention was called off upon THE MILL AGENT. the busy scene around him. He looked anx iously along the lines of operatives. Eight and left were rows of faces, many of them in telligent, vivacious and beautiful. For a moment, his heart was oppressed by the weight of the responsibility he found himself called upon to assume. " Give me grace, oh, God," he cried, from the innermost depths of his heart, " to fulfil my duty as in thy sight. O ! make me the means of leading some of these immortal souls in the paths of peace and righteousness." Moving further on, he was arrested by the bearing of a girl, who seemed to' be nineteen or twenty-years of age in figure and face, but who betrayed, by a something, not exactly in manner or expression, that she was inured to suffering. There was an appearance of quiet dignity about her that was extremely pleasing. One would involuntarily think, without know ing why, at the first glance at such a face as hers, she is seeing or has seen some deep trouble ; some misfortune that has brushed all the youthful bloom from her heart. THE LANDLORD'S RESOLUTION. 49 Near her, working almost at her side, was little Hagar Saint, her sweet, childish face, deep dimples, and fresh, rosy cheeks, formed a strong contrast with the style of her co- worker. Her blue eyes took on instantly that expression of deep awe that had marked her childlike sense of his superiority (to her mind) from the first. She did not even smile, when he addressed her, gently; but a look of quick, deep delight, passed over her face. " That is the new agent, I suppose," said Sarah Church, gazing after him, as he walked forward. w Yes," replied Hagar ; " and you don't know how queer he is ? " " Queer ! " responded Sarah, smiling. "Yes. I mean good, of course; why he's so good " added the girl, almost breathlessly, " that he prays every time he eats only think of it ! " "Does he?" queried Sarah, quietly. " Yes ; did you ever know any one dp auch. a thing as that ? " asked little Hagar. 50 THE MILL AGENT. " O, yes," was tlie reply, and for a moment the girl's hands fell listlessly at her side ; her eyes took on a far off look, and there were tears in them ; " Yes," she said again, sighing heavily, "when I was a child, my mother always did; but " the sentence was closed abruptly. What wonder; her father was a drunkard, and she supported him. " Well, now, I never heard of it. Why ought everybody to be so good as that? I thought if we said ' Our Father,' in the morn ing, and 'Now I lay me,' at night, that was surely enough ; don't you think it is ? " and the bright blue eyes were raised earnestly. Sarah hesitated for a moment. " Chris tians do not think so," she said, sadly ; " but as I am not a Christian, I'm sure I can't tell you what to do." " You not a Christian," queried Hagar Saint, simply, " why, I thought we were all Chris tians, provided we didn't do anything very wicked. I've always tried to be good to father and mother, and though I wanted money THE LANDLORD'S RESOLUTION. 51 ever so much, I didn't come into the mill a whole year ago, because they said they'd rather I wouldn't. If I'd coaxed very hard, I might but I was afraid that would be wicked, and something might happen to me. I guess you're a Christian, for I've heard ever so many people say how good you were." Sarah smiled, a little sadly, at this artless speech, and there was a long silence, broken again by Hagar. "Are you going to the ball, to-morrow night?" she asked. "I don't know," was the reply. Sarah Church was very proud. Disguising her father's sin, as much as was in her power, she felt oftentimes as if the great disgrace was hidden from the world. Hence she strove to appear as brave as the bravest, and though she had not a decided inclination for scenes of pleasure, she yet attended them, that she might not give cause for people to say she could not go while old Church drank up all her money. Many sleepless nights she spent 52 THE MILL AGENT. in devising some piece of finery out of scant materials ; and it pleased her father, who had once moved in high circles and mixed in fashionable pleasures, to see her thus employ ed. But the soul of this girl was never satis fied ; it craved higher food. The noble self- sacrifice that prompted her to remain with her father, rather than accept the free offering of an honorable affection and the delight of a happy home, was only one of the phases of her finely constituted character. It gratified, in a measure, her yearning for something bet ter, to feel that she was capable pf, and could do, this good. But that there was a beyond, that haunted her, a possibility of duties and hopes and wishes unattained, yet within her reach, and for the neglect of which she must be responsible, was never absent from her mind. The words of Hagar, that the new agent was so good, that he prayed every time he ate, kept recurring to her. They brought to her mind a little picture that had been her mother's, and with which she had never part- THE LANDLORD'S RESOLUTION, 53 ed ' The Last Supper' over which the Holy Christ presiding, held clasped hands, and called for a blessing before he should eat. Sarah was very silent, very thoughtful, for the rest of that day. CHAPTER IV. HAGEE. Y HEART burns within me to do this neglected people good," thought Guilford that evening. The duties of the day were done, and the dusk was stealing softly over the hill tops, displacing their robes of gold and purple, for the more sombre raiment of night. " Well, what do you think of us ? " said a voice at his elbow. The question was untimely ; for the agent had but that moment been expressing to him self, his conviction of the great worldliness apparent in the population by whom he found himself surrounded. "I think you are an industrious people," said Guilford, still looking away. " But wofully wanting in the religious sen- HAGEE. 55 timent; perhaps you might add," rejoined Austin Grande. " I perceive," replied Guilford, " that God is not in all their thoughts." " Perhaps not in any of them," said Austin. w I can speak for one that yours would be in my case a true judgment." Guilford turned and fastened a penetrating gaze upon the face of his companion. He did not appear to have spoken lightly ; on the con trary there was a tinge of deep sadness on every part of his countenance, and his thin lips were painfully locked together. "My friend," said Guilford, "you were a different man, when I saw you in the mill, to-day." "O, there yes," replied Austin; "my energies were all employed ; my mind full, my hands and head busy. It is only in the ex citement of action that I am I wont say happy, but in a degree, satisfied; after that there's a void, unless there's something out of the usual way of going on for instance, a 56 THE MILL AGENT. ball, or an agreeable gathering of some land. I'm queerly constituted, I sometimes think." " We are all of us queerly constituted," said Guilford. "You, at least, appear to be an exception," returned Austin. " Not by constitution, however," said Guil ford, with a grave smile ; " but " he looked solemnly upward, then yearningly into the troubled face of his companion " by the grace of God, I am what I am." Austin Grande first frowned, then sneered ; the latter movement, however, was scarcely observable. "You are what circumstances have made you," he said in a moment after. " I am what Christ has made me," returned Guilford, softly. " Yes, granted for a moment ; but the con trolling mediums of your life, of your religion, even, have been the positions in which, you have been placed, and the aids or disturbances by which you have been surrounded. Let me HAGER. 57 read your past : educated by a gentle mother ; hemmed in on all sides by the best of in fluences ; watched over ; guarded from con tamination, from moral pollution ; growing up under careful eyes, and in the fear of God ; nursed in church doctrines ; fed upon clerical pap ; folded at last in the loving arms of the church have I read aright ? " " No, sir," said Guilford in a low, but very firm voice ; "no, sir," he said again, in tones that were absolutely thrilling ; " would that you had, and then much sin, much suffering, had been spared me. I have been through a bitter experience. I have had no mother from my birth ; no father since I was seven years of age. Contamination from moral pollution, was almost certain in my circum stances. I have grown up under hard, evil eyes ; no church has enfolded me in her friendly arms ; I knew nothing of the fear of God ; sir," he turned abruptly round, " I was once but little removed from the heathen ; I was sunk down, down deep in the mire of in- 58 THE MILL AGENT. fidelity, from which no less that an Almighty power can save any man." Austin Grande was silent his lips, how ever worked uneasily. " For my part," he said bitterly, " I have seen nothing but hypocrisy, double deal ing, and anything but unworldly selfishness through my short career. What am I to do, when after pinning my faith upon this or that Christian, I find that after all, he has. worse than my short-comings ; for I, infidel, I sup pose you would call me, could not stoop to the petty, mean, contemptible motives that actuate many of these people." " He who pins his faith upon any mere mor tal, deserves all the disappointments that may fall to his lot, " said Guilford gravely ; " and with regard to the failings of others, Chris tians or worldlings, remember what Christ, the infallible, says, " What is that to thee? Follow thou me." Austin Grande started ; the very words his eye had caught the very words that, since HAGER. 59 the preceding night, had echoed through his brain. At all times he seemed to hear them ; they were written on the sky ; on the ground over which he passed ; at intervals on the blank pages of the books used in his business, and even in the faces he saw. He threw ofi the impression, however, in a moment, and the hard, defiant feeling came back again. "My father," he muttered, "made my life miserable ; I have never forgiven him ; I never icill forgive him never, never ! " " O ! that is a hard saying, " responded Guilford, a look of pain crossing his face. " Let me hope that you will both give and find mercy. Christ tells us that if a man hate his brother he cannot love God, how much less if he hate his father. Don't cherish such enmities, they are unworthy of you." " If you had seen your mother dying the lingering death of the gambler's wife," said Austin Grande, hoarsely, "and not only of the gambler " his voice broke down. It seemed as if some anguished memory filled 60 THE MILL AGENT. his soul he turned away abruptly, and enter ed the house. Guilford gazed after him, yearningly, but respecting his grief, whatever it was, did not follow; he only said in the fulness and sorrow of his spirit, w give him to me, Lord, I pray thee, give me this one soul." Guilford entered the tavern. In the low ceiled parlor sat Hager. Before her on a table were spread beautiful flowers and green leaves, from which she was selecting certain kinds to make wreaths. I have before said that this sweet young girl was unconsciously a poet. The finer pulses of a delicate and sensitive temperament vibrated through her organization. She was so constituted, that her heart was open to the holier influences of spirituality, and only waited to be enlighten ed before its tendrils would reach forth and cling to that mysterious support that we call faith. She had always been the sun and warmth of that house, had stood in the place of God in her father's soul, for unconsciously, HAGER. 61 he worshipped her. Almost any other child so deferred to, so idolized, would have de veloped dangerous tendencies ; not so Hager. She was a woudrously winning creature in any mood; now she seemed as fresh and beautiful as the flowers, and to an outward ob server, as innocent. As Guilford came in she half rose from her seat, while the peculiar awe of her counte nance made him smile. "Keep at work, Hager," he said gently, familiarly, w don't let me disturb you. What beautiful flowers ! You have fine taste, my child, " he added, lifting a bouquet that was just finished. The young girl reddened with delight. Praise from one she thought of as superior to all she had ever seen in her little world, was something to be glad for. K Thank you, sir," she said timidly ; w I was never taught, but I love them so it seems as if I could do anything with them." w And what festival are you preparing them for?" queried Guilford. 62 THE MILL AGENT. w O, for the ball, sir, to-morrow night." "And you will attend, I suppose," he said. " O ! yes, sir ; " her eyes sparkled, " there is nothing I like in this world so well as dancing. Don't you think it delightful, sir?" Something in his look abashed her ; she turn ed her eyes away uneasily. " I did once," he said in a very soft voice, " but I have found something better." K Better than dancing ? " murmured Hager, vaguely wondering what it could be. "Yes, better than dancing, a thousand times better. And you would say so, if you knew just what I mean. I take more pleasure in one hour spent in communion with heaven, than others in years of these dissipations." "I don't quite understand what you mean by spending an hour in cpmnmnion with heaven," she said, simply, emboldened by his seeming confidence in her. " And have you never heard of our Sav iour?" HAGER. 63 "Once in a great while," she answered, w and since you have been here, when you pray. Only my mother talks of him, some times." "Is that all?" " There 's nobody here, that I know of, cares about such things," returned Ilager. " No minister ? " queried Guilford. " There is no minister here, sir." " Where do you go to church ? " " I never go to church, sir," said Hagar, "they have none here, and it's seven miles to the nearest meeting-house too far for me, sir, unless we kept a carriage. I thought you were a minister, when I first saw you,' she added blushingly. He shook his head ; he had grown very sad over Hager's ans\vers. She silently took up the flowers, tied them together, and felt strangely nervous. "How few," he said, rather to himself, " know of the great joy so far more glorious than these earthly pleasures a joy that 64 THE MILL AGENT. renovates instead of exhausting ; that bears no regrets, no headaches, no tired limbs, no jealousies and heart-burnings. That joy is in the service of Christ Jesus, who loves us as no earthly being can ; who died for us ! " That upward glance of holy fervor ! the sweet, heavenly, trusting composure that ir radiated every line of his face, and made of it a luminous beauty ! that smile ! not like other smiles she, the unsophisticated girl, felt in her inmost heart, that nothing of earth could so transfigure the human countenance. The sight, the words just spoken, her own exceeding reverence for the man who seemed a new revelation to her, so wrought upon her sensitive nature, that the tears welled up to her eyes and would not be restrained. He laid his hand gently on her sunny head, say ing, " God bless you, my child ! I did not mean to make you sorrowful. Be happy, Hager, happy and light hearted all the time ; I like that ; but oh ! seek first the kingdom of God ; you will say then that you never knew happiness before." HAGER. 65 He left her alone with her new, strangely sol emn emotions . Overhead in the long hall, her father and mother were busy getting things in readiness for the coming entertainment. She heard their footsteps but cared not to seek them. CHAPTER V. PIOUS GOLDBT. OU WILL go in, of course," said Aus tin Grande, who was putting the fin ishing touches to his toilet. "You needn't dance, you know, and I always think it's worth something to see so many people in holiday attire." " Thank you. I should not enjoy it at all ; and could not conscientiously enter a place in which my principles forbade me to remain." " What a parade ! " muttered Austin Grande to himself. " You Christians are altogether too strict for my notions," he said aloud a moment after ; w an innocent enjoyment like that can harm no one." "It has harmed me, however," replied Guil- ford, " and knowing that, feeling conscious 66 PIOUS GOLDBY. 67 that I have in my heart something I would not exchange for all the joys of this poor earth how can I go? Besides, it would be no pleasure to me ; one cannot relish food for which he has no appetite you will admit that." Austin muttered a dissatisfied yes. Guil- ford walked away, came back a few steps irresolutely, then moved up near Austin and laid his hand on his shoulder. The young man turned, quite startled, and met those beaming eyes. " For your own sake," whispered the agent, " allow me to hope that some time this merely exciting and temporary pleasure, may be as distasteful to you as it is to me. The water of the river of life is free." Austin Grande changed color. Perhaps it was on his tongue to make some keen, unkind retort. If it was, the mild sorrow in those clear eyes, disarmed him, and the hand which he placed in that of his friend, trembled. Guilford Coit knew enough of the entertain- 68 THE MILL AGENT. ments of those times, (not much altered are they to-day) to wish for a seclusion not prac ticable there. He had seen some of those beautiful flowers carried in the bar-room to decorate its polluted, contents. That the weary dancers would resort thither for stimu lants he saw was expected, indeed inevitable, and he had no wish to witness the degradation consequent upon intemperance. So in obedi ence to a long cherished desire, he left the house and wended his way to the poor-house, where lived " pious Goby," the veteran wood- sawyer. He found the old man seated outside the work-house, enjoying the soft, bland south ern wind, that seemed to touch his white locks reverently. It was beautiful to note the glow of pleasure that instantaneously suffused the aged features. " You are very kind, sir," he said, extend ing his hand, and half rising " I am glad to see you. Miss Mary came to the old place this afternoon ; bless her sweet face ! I didn't expect this favor from you so soon." PIOUS GOLDBY. 69 w You refer to the daughter of Colonel Lef- fingwell," said Guilford, taking a seat at his side. "Yes, sir, you may have seen her; she is one out of a thousand, sir, in many respects. She knows my story, sir, knows that the poor old man was once blessed with beautiful daughters and brave sons, and she feels for me, sir. To others she may seem cold and reserved, they say haughty, but never to me, sir. It seems, sir, at times, as if that young lady was very near the kingdom. I wish she might give the beauty of her youth to Christ, for if there is one way more than another by which Colonel Lcffingwell might be saved, it would be through his children. He idolizes them, sir. Did you ever meet his son, Merric?" " I never did," said Guilford. "A charming young gentleman," the old man went on, "just as sweet and good as his sister, to me. He has been going to college, but his health failed a year ago, and he has 70 THE MILL AGENT. remained at home until now. They think he is quite restored, but the consumption runs in the family, I have heard, sir, and I fear for him at times. A lovely young gentleman he is, and like his father, proud of his good name, trusting in his good works. I don't pass judgment on them, sir ; they themselves allow they don't need Christ, sir ; they say they don't. But oh ! you and I, sir, know they do ; know that the whole world needs him," he laid his thin hand on Guilford's knee, and his face was bright, yet solemn with an inward joy. "Yes, yes, Christ is the only Saviour," murmured the young man. " O ! sir, if Miss Mary, if dear young Mas ter Merric, if the old colonel only felt this as their need, what a place we should have here ! There is not a more beautiful town than Clif ton Locks ; there is not one more destitute of all religious influences. There are churches in" the other villages, but at such a distance that the people do not care to travel on foot. PIOUS GOLDBY. 71 There are those here, too, who profess them selves disciples of the Lord, who harness up and drive to God's house, come back in the afternoon^nd join in the sports that are carried on, on that day." " Sports ! " ejaculated Guilford, incredu lously. " Certainly, sir ; the young men have games, there are drives and promenades, and often picnics on the Sabbath. Worse than all, the more dissolute get up cock-fights and dog- baits, as they call them. Ah ! sir, you little know the extent of Clifton Locks' depravi ty ;" the old man sighed as he ceased. " I pity them the more," he continued, "be cause I have myself gone great lengths in practical infidelity. I was brought up in the very midst of fashionable society, and heard of God only as my nurse taught me to pray. I grew to manhood ignorant in a measure, of redeeming grace and dying love ; for my Sabbaths were spent in pleasure. God took my wife from me, but that blow seemed only 72 THE MILL AGEXT. to harden my heart. Then my two sons died, one of them a sudden and violent death ; my two daughters, after they were happily mar ried, died within a month of each other. These things almost broke my heart, but though I heard the voice of God in my afflic tion, and felt, in spite of all my reasoning, that He only could heal the wounds my grief had made, I would not bow to Him. After that it seemed as if my heart was set in me to do evil. I gloried in defying the Almighty. Becoming reckless in business operations, I first endorsed to a large amount, then plunged in speculation. Ah ! sir, I woke one morn ing and found myself a beggar. There I was, no family ; sons and daughters gone down to the cold grave ; no wife to cheer me, penni less and friendless, for who befriends the ruined man of the world ? " Well, sir, defiant thoughts came into my brain. I felt that having gone to excess in pleasure, my constitution was hopelessly shat tered, and what had I to live for? To my PIOUS GOLDBY. 73 darkened mind there was but one remedy for all my sorrows death. After contemplating all kinds of desperate measures, I at length came calmly to the determination of taking my own life. The blank horror and darkness that enveloped my soul, no tongue can de scribe oh ! sir, a man without God is a pitiable creature ! He can look nowhere for help. The faces of his fellow men might as well be cut in stone, for he can see no sym pathy there. They cannot enter into his feel ings ; they cannot see the dread despair that eats at his heart and cankers every thought. They know not of that hopeless sinking, that paralysis of all evil, that dreadful anguish that finds vent in groans without a voice, in hot tears that are never shed ; in shrieks that shat ter the body, though they may not be heard outside of its poor walls. I felt all this, sir. Waking, I was in torment ; sleeping, in agony, for my dreams but repeated my sor rows. I could almost hear suggestions of evil that appealed to me on all sides ; I felt 74 THE MILL AGENT. their import it was that horrible temptation to rid myself of life. O, sir, I hope the sun, the blessed, blue daylight, never looked to you as it has to me the memory of that time almost overcomes me. I believe, that verily, demons were fighting for my soul . And the worst of that unhappy state, was, my relent less hate of God. Words cannot describe to you the blackness of that hate. I was madden ed to find myself so powerless to fight against Hun. I looked upon him as the destroyer of all my hopes ; the undying persecutor of my soul. If I opened a page that spoke of his goodness, I dashed it from me with bitter curses ; a more utterly malignant spirit than possessed me then, the world of darkness does not hold. And all this, with the full knowledge that I had deliberately chosen evil, that it was not forced upon me that I held the balance of my hardly earned retribution independently of all powers in heaven or on earth. Sir, I distinctly felt 'this; I believe every evil-doer feels it, and his contempt and PIOUS GOLDBY. 75 loathing of himself extend 'to every created thing, and above all, more malignant than all, to the great Uncreated, by whom all things are made. Finally, I took a deliberate stand. I spent my last cent for a railroad-ticket to a certain place, and determined in some man ner to end my miserable life before the jour ney's end. I have not told you how proud I was, by nature. My temper had never been controlled, yet this pride enabled me to hide, its paroxyms from everybody but myself. During this awful struggle, men saw me smile, heard me laugh, and though they knew that I was ruined, they expected to see me stem the tide and sometime enter into pros perous business again. So when I had made up my mind to end my struggle and my exist ence together, I was too proud to have men know it. They should not call me Goldby the suicide never ; my death must appear to be the result of accident. O, sir I God was merciful," added the aged man, great tears streaming down the hollows of his 76 THE MILL AGESTT. cheeks. "You remember, perhaps, the ter rible accident of forty-seven ; fifty people perished, and I, poor wretched sinner, was saved. I the hater of God the rash seeker for a dread eternity I was saved ! There were little innocent children mangled ; there were brave and noble women crushed to death ; there were great and holy and honor able Christian men sent to the eternal world, and poor miserable I the outcast from self and heaven I was rescued, with broken limbs, it is true, and sad internal injuries but oh I for more than this, to be a monument of God's great forbearance of His sweetly gentle pa tience, with the man who had longed to curse Him and die. Can you wonder, sir, at this emotion? Should I not be less than man if this poor frame did not shake, and these thankful tears fall, as I recount the Gracious goodness of my God ? " "When I came to consciousness, I found myself in a bed, luxurious for its softness, and around which hung beautiful curtains. But PIOUS GOLDBY. 77 oh ! sir, the loveliest thing in that room of splendor was a little child of seven years, whose face was the first image of recognition. I can see it now an angel's countenance, round which hung soft curls. It seemed to be one of my own lost children, restored to youth and innocence again. Presently I closed my eyes ; the curtains were shut, the little face gone, but I could hear voices the mother and her little one were talking." " lie looked, at me," said the little voice. " Yes," was the reply," he is probably con scious, but must not talk yet." "Do you suppose he will die, mamma?" queried the child. "I can't tell, my darling I hope not," said the mother. + r , "Don't you suppose he'll be glad to see Jesus, if he does die?" queried the artless voice. "And if he does die, mamma, and talks before he dies, I'll ask him if he'll find little brother Robby in heaven. If he can't find him, Jesus will tell him where he is, wont he?" 78 THE MILL AGENT. "Simple as was this childish talk, my young friend, it thrilled me through and through. What ! I see Jesus I, loaded down with sins of thought and word and deed, and all manner of hate I, see Jesus? I, look for a little lamb who died in his innocence and stood be fore Christ with holy hands ? It is a wonder that the agony and remorse that rushed over me did not end my life. The vileness I felt at that moment, can never be described never, never. I did not dare to raise my thoughts to God, even in gratitude. I was penetrated with shame ; I was before Him then, the searcher of hearts, one mass of in iquity. I saw his eye upon me as plainly as I see yours. Moment by moment, hour by hour yes, in that anguish it seemed years upon years, that Christ stood and looked at me. My every thought, emotion, shade of feeling, was read by His sorrowful eyes. I could see nothing else but that look and my own vileness. Everything I had ever done passed in review before Him and my heart PIOUS GOLDBY. < 79 yes, the book was opened there the frightful book of my life. "The doctor came to my bedside I could see him but still I saw that eye. "Is there no hope ? " I cried. " Your recovery is not altogether doubtful," he replied. " No matter for that," were my despairing words, "let the body go but is there no hope for the soul?" " O ! yes," he replied, and I saw his face brighten, " Christ says, ' come unto me all ye that are weary and heavy laden, and I will give you rest.' " " I have hated Him too long," I cried weep ing like a child. " No longer than he has loved you," was the reply. " I thought my heart would break when he said this. Had Christ loved me He whom I had put to open shame, had not only despised but mocked had not only mocked but cursed could it be possible that He ever had, 80 THE MILL AGENT. ever would, love me ? Pure as I felt He must be, could he touch my polluted hand; the hand that had led others into the ways of sin ? If I could have experienced His instantaneous displeasure ; had I have heard his voice con demning me in tones like thunder, it would have been relief yes, even to be hated by Him but to feel that He loved me, it was too much oh ! it was too much. It shook my soul to its foundations ; it pierced me like an arrow ; it condemned me utterly, and yet through all the mists, the darkness, the de spair of sin, it shone down like a warm sun beam ; it penetrated the stony soil of my heart, it saved me, glory be to God. " My dear sir, this emotion is too much for you," said Guilford, himself shaken at the recital. "O ! let me weep," cried the old man brok enly, "it is His mercy, His goodness makes me. The very rocks might melt if they had consciousness and could feel what it is for an immortal soul to pass from death, unto life. PIOUS GOLDBY. 81 Think of it, sir, think of it ! " and he lifted his thin arms upward, while the pure white light of the moon made his face saintly ; " all eternity to praise God in ; it will not be too long for me; " and the tears glittered on his furrowed cheeks like drops of silver. " I have read of people being reprieved at the foot of the gallows, on the steps of the scaffold, and given back to blessed life again," he said in a softer voice. " I have thought what joy it must have been ! how sweet, how full of blessedness the existence they had all- most given up ! But what must that rapture be, think you, that reprieves an immortal soul? Have you felt it? Perhaps so, in some degree. I see that expression in your face that none wear but the children of God ; still, unless you had gone the frightful length in sin that I had, you could not have quite the full ness of joy that I have felt, that overcame me I mean, the especial moment when I could cry my Father and my God ! " " And you convalesced at that house, I pose." 82 THE MILL AGEXT. " O ! truly I did, I had nearly forgotten. It was the home of a physician; body and soul were objects of his care. Ah ! that good man, that healing man ! If all physicians were like him ! Sir, every medical man should be an experimental Christian. How can men take the responsibility of such a profession, unless they know how to give comfort to the failing soul ? Who like they can tell when the spirit gives notice that it is soon to quit its earthly tenement? It may be days, it may be weeks hence ; the poor patient is flattered, he is not ; oh, he should see with something else beside the eye of science ; the eye of pity and holy tenderness. Who so easily as he in his daily visit, can drop a word that may save a soul ? In the poorest and most wretched outcast he would behold a being capable of enjoying heaven; compassion and Christian charity would mingle soothingly in all his offices, he would gain the hearts that to all other influences would be hard as adamant. Such a man was Doctor Hall. How for PIOUS GOLDBY. 83 weeks he bore with my wayward unbelief, leading me gently along from doubt to faith ! He is in heaven now, and so is that little child. ! blessed day that I first saw them ! It was nearly three months before I was able to move from my bed, but sir, the tot tering wreck of a man who walked with pain, whose cheeks were haggard, whose eyes were hollow, bore in his heart the love of the Lord Jesus. He was a new man, wretched as he seemed; a whole man, miserably broken though he might have been called. Well, sir, 1 obtained light employment, but it was found that a posture of ease and confinement with in doors were injurious. As long as I could, I worked and supported myself. On the death of Doctor Hall, I was taken violently sick, and became so reduced that a long con finement in the hospital ensued. Not to dwell upon my few reverses, I will only add that it was found advisable to change my residence to this place, and here I might be supported by private charity if I would, but I am hap- 84 THE MILL AGENT. pier as I am. My influence is limited, to be sure, but it is a blessing to have the little I do. There are a few Christians in this work house, sir ; it is not late ; suppose you go in with me and speak a word or two of comfort. There are some sorely suffering, sir." As he said this the old man arose, and Guil- ford followed him into a dreary looking hall, out of which several doors opened into differ ent rooms. A few aged paupers sat here at the long table, spectacles on nose, reading w T ith great avidity. They looked up in a pleasant way to the old man as he came along, having a gentle word for each. "Here, sir, is one of the saddest cases," said Guilford's companion, opening a door. At first sight the young man thought that he beheld a corpse, so deathly, so emaciated was the countenance that met his view. The eyes were closed, but the person was not asleep, as Guilford soon ascertained by noticing the figure. It lay extended on the bed, and was so thin that it made very little show under the bed-clothes. PIOUS GOLDBY. 85 "What is the matter?" queried Guilford, startled but interested. K A case of spinal disease," replied the other; "he does not hear us, as he is quite deaf. But he has lain there, with no power to move any part of his body but his head for nine years." "O, terrible !" exclaimed Guilford, deep pity in his face. The old man had approached the bedside ; he now bent down and spoke in a peculiarly distinct voice. "How do you find yourself? " " O ! nicely, nicely to-night," was the re sponse, accompanied with a smile, a very feeble smile, however. " Have you thought of what I told you to day?" asked the old man, still talking to the paralytic. "O ! yes, if He don't say in person, 'take up thy bed and walk,' He says in spirit, ' I will, be thou clean.'" "You have remembered it well, David," 86 THE MILL AGEXT. was the response. "He is very feeble in mind," added the old gentleman turning to Guilford. " I have to prop him constantly. He has got so that he can repeat a text of Scripture through a day ; two months ago he could hardly repeat it after me. " Who is it says that, David ? " asked the old man turning again to the patient. " Jesus Christ, sir." . "And you want to believe in Him?" "O, yes, sir indeed I do." w I can't make him comprehend ;" continued old Mr. Goldby, "what he must do to be come a Christian ; that simple belief and trust in Him, are all that are requisite to give him a peace and joy beyond expression. But, poor fellow, his extreme patience and gentle ness gives me hope that he is one of Christ's own children. I don't doubt that if I con tinue, never growing weary in this work of my Master, I shall have the satisfaction of seeing him happy in the love of God. You must pray for him, Mr. Coit he's a great suf ferer at times. PIOUS GOLDBY. 87 M Willingly will I pray for him, and assist you," murmured the agent ; " this is a season of refreshment to me, thank God ! that he has led me to enjoy as a pleasure, that which to the thoughtless souls in yonder ball-room would seem a task and a weariness." " In this room," said the old man, looking cautiously in, " is a woman who is considered hopelessly, though harmlessly insane. She has seen a great deal of trouble, not the least of which is the desertion of her children. Still, I have some hopes that her mind is now more open to religious impressions than it has ever been. She will listen to me, when she will hear nothing from the rest. Sometimes she imagines, by my gray hairs, that I am her father, and when she does, I can easily impress her mind with religious truths. I have no doubt but she will ultimately find peace, and in that way be cured of her sad affliction. I think perhaps it would not be better for us to go up in the sick wards, but some day if you will come here, I can show you some interest- ins: cases." 88 THE MILL AGEXT. This Guilford assured him he would do. He was full of admiration for this old man, and noted the elegance of his conversation, the quiet grace of his manner, his unpresuniing but deep piety, with unconscious surprise. The fact of having seen him at his humble employment, having heard him sneered at as "pious Goby," only strengthened his convic tion of the sterling worth of this noble old man ; nor was he surprised to learn that he was looked up to by the authorities of the town, that in fact, he was nominally at the head of the establishment, by virtue of his superior aptitude and eminent piety. Those who have little or no religion admire and trust it in others. CHAPTEE VI. AT THE MILLS. ST WAS with the consciousness of having spent a memorable and profitable evening, that Guilford, at a late hour, drew near the tavern. Long before he had gained its vicin ity, the soft tones of harmonious music reached him. Divested of its coarser features and heard in connection with the calm even ing, the radiant moonlight and his own thoughtful state of mind, its effect was rather soothing than otherwise ; but as he drew nearer, the clash and crash, the sound of springing feet, (none the lightest) , the loud, coarse laugh, and jingle of glasses, jarred on his spirit, and he could see the thoughtless revelry from the road. "How gay they seem ! " he murmured ; " and yet there are bitter jealousies and cruel rival- 89 90 THE MILL AGENT. ries in that small space. How many of them, I wonder, will go with pure hearts to their bedsides to-night, and with prayers on their lips ? Poor Austin Grande ! striving to feed his soul on the miserable husks of folly ; tasting of dead-sea-apples whose ashes settle in his heart ; I wish he knew what real com fort and peace there are to be found in serving the only true God." Was it a sigh, so close to him ? Pie turn ed there stood Austin Grande at the distance of a few feet only ; he must have heard him. If he had, however, he did not imply it by his manner. "It was so warm up there," he said, at tempting a laugh, " I came off to get cooled, and was lying down here when you first halted." "How are you enjoying yourself?" asked Guilford. " O ! royally never had a better time in my life. Colonel Leffingwell has just gone I came out with him, and pretty Miss Mary AT THE MILLS. has been there. Merric is over there now, you will like Merric anything but one of your sort, you know ; but then you're sure to like him, because he's one of the winning kind. Miss Mary asked after you, but her father told her you never attended balls from principle. I was close beside them, and you should have seen her open her eyes. " Why ! what kind of a man is he ? " she asked, " and what do you think the Colonel answered ? " "I'm sure I don't know," replied Guilford. ( ' O ! he 's one of the pious Goby sort,' ha, ha ; I laughed in spite of myself." " He gave me a high compliment," said Guilford, gravely. "Yes, I s'pose you'd think so, but I can tell you Miss" Mary did not. You should have seen her lip curl." "The approbation of a greater than she fills my heart," said Guilford; ""all the Marys and Colonel Lcffingwells in the world have not power enough to draw me from Christ. 92 THE MILL AGENT. I dread neither their sneers nor their con tempt. I wish neither for their favor or ap plause, save in the way of my duty. My foundation is a sure one heaven help them it their's should fail them ! " Austin Grande was suddenly silent. He walked on with Guilford to the door. Two or three half-drunken men talked idly and wandered round, still the mixing of liquors could be heard, and voices calling for more. There they parted, Guilford to seek his cham ber, which was on the opposite side of the house, Austin to join the dancers, but with an awakened conscience and uneasy mind. Very sweet was Guilford's communion with God, that night. He knelt down near the open window to be farthest from the noise and confusion, and there, tracing the hand writing of his God amid the stars, he remain ed in a silent trance of love and adoration. "Thou art giving me larger shares of grace," he murmured, "because thou dost see my new, and enlarging temptations, my new and AT THE MILLS. 93 perhaps bitter trials. Father, I thank thee that thou dost deem me worthy. Thou hast taken me from the pit of miry clay ; hence forth I am thine, do with me as thou wilt." Some little time before sunrise, but when its coming light made objects perceptible, Guilford was awakened by a slight noise. Austin Grande had just seated himself at a window. His throat was bared, his thick hair thrown back from a flushed forehead, and his eyes were restless. "" What ! are you up so early ? " asked Guil ford, half lifting himself from his pillow. " Up ! you don't suppose I've been to bed, do you ? " asked Austin with a short laugh. " Haven't you really been to bed, at all ? " queried Guilford, in astonishment. "$0, to be sure I haven't," replied Austin. " I can never go to sleep after a dance ; my temperament is such a wide awake one when there's anything exciting going on. I should make a queer Methodist, I fancy, should live on faith and sleep on hallelujahs." 94 THE MILL AGENT. " Don't, don't ! Austin," said Guilford, in a hurt tone, "don't make sport of religion. You'll be sorry for it, some time." "I may turn out as good a Christian as you, yet," said Austin, lightly." " O ! don't say that," cried Guilford, still in the same tender tones of remonstrance, " you make me feel my shortcomings wofully. That you may be a Christian is my fervent prayer, but take Christ, and Him only, as your pat tern." " I can't say that I am particularly anxious, ' replied Austin, in whom the spirit of vindic- tiveness was rising, "it is not my way to parade my feelings, and make a show of my principles on- all occasions. If religion calls for that, I'm sure I shan't become a disciple. You professors think that if a man enjoys himself, he must go to perdition. I hate such narrow mindeduess ; I tell you I hate it ! " Guilford was silent for some moments, then he said, gently, most sweetly and gently, "wouldn't it be better for you, my friend, AT THE MILLS. 95 to lie down and get a little rest ? I'm afraid the day's duties will be too much for you, if you don't." "Don't worry," said Austin, curtly, un graciously, and yet the tears stood in his eyes. He was angry with Guilford because he felt how immeasurably above him were the rules upon which he formed his life ; still, he was angry also with himself that he allowed the mastery of his evil disposition, for with all his bitter language against religion, he vaunt ed himself upon his morality, called himself better than many who were not of the world. "I believe I will rise," said Guilford, a moment after. " I suppose you want all the room there is here, to pray in," said Austin, and with this unkind, ungracious speech he left the cham ber. It was not long before Guilford, who had been some time through with his toilet saw the face of Austin at the door. In he came, impulsively. 96 THE MILL AGENT. " Guilford," he exclaimed, " I want you to forgive me." " My friend," said the agent, with smiling earnestness, w I have nothing to forgive." w Don't say that. I have been most im pertinent to you, this morning. The fact is, things went wrong last night, and just now I wasn't quite myself. Don't look so hor rified ; I mean that I was cross, hateful, bear ish ; I never drink, you will find nie guiltless of that fault, whatever else I do. I won't ask you to put up with my waywardness, that would be too much; but please remember that I am a poor, nervous being, easily in fluenced ; would to heaven I were not," he added, almost passionately. w Austin, will you let me say " w Ko, no; don't talk to me now, I beg," cried the young man, stepping back a little ; w I shall only say something that will hurt your feelings. ut putting religion aside, I am sure I wish to act like a gentleman, and some how when you mention some things, it heats AT THE MILLS. 97 my blood, and I feel the risings of a temper that is not easily stirred. But Goilford Coit, understand me, I like you ; don't feel that you are in the way, though yon would be quite justified in leaving my company this minute. I like you, but I have an unaccountable dislike to your profession. However, if yon are all right, perhaps you are; perhaps I am wrong ; who knows what may happen in time ? I am not a happy man, I long ago gave up the hope of ever being one. To speak the truth, I am often weary of my life. Why? That I can't tell you. I love to look in your nice sometimes, there is such a peace there; I shall never know peace, never, never." w Do you forbid me to speak to you upon the important subject of your soul's salvation ? " asked Guilford, solemnly. n Dare you take the responsibility of a command involving such weighty consequences ? " " I don't wish a word said about it, not a word," exclaimed Austin, briefly. w Then you and I must part," said Guilford, sadly, quietly. 98 THE MILL AGENT. "Part! why?" exclaimed Austin, almost breathless. " I love you too much already, to leave you in your fancied security. If I am where you are, I must speak to you of Christ." Austin turned away. It was singular how deep an affection for this stranger had sprung up in his heart ; seemed so deeply seated that it gave him a pang to feel that they might be separated. His features worked with emo tion, a struggle was going on in his soul. " I will tell you what I will promise," said Guilford, deeply moved, " not to intrude upon you at unseasonable times ; to wait till you seem to lead, as you have on several occasions, as you will again, believe me, for the spirit is not done with you yet. Austin, my friend, will you let me promise this ? " Austin walked rapidly to the window. A sense of such utter desolation had come over him at the thought of losing the constant com panionship of this noble young man, that it amounted to absolute pain. And yet, the AT THE MILLS. 99 hatred, it can be called by no more gentle name, that possessed his heart and his imagin ation towards the humility and self-denial, and lowly-mindedness of the religion adopted by his friend, sprang up, fiend-like, and importun ed him to give no heed to his counsels, to break with him, rather, then and there. But a better spirit prevailed. Whether he saw the mournful eyes of the mother, who amidst all her suffering had been the gentlest of Christians, whether he heard her voice plead ing in the secret recesses of his heart, or whether the mere admiration of the agent, the magnetism, as it were, of a finer and nobler nature than his own, attracted his sympathies, cannot be told. " If you will wait till I lead, or seem to lead," he said, extending his hand, frankly, " then I give you permission, with all my heart, for I can't lose you." " Thank you ! God be thanked ! " said Guil- ford, fervently. At that moment the bell rang for breakfast. Little Hager stood at her 100 THE MILL AGENT. post, as usual, but the eyes, wont to be so sparkling, the cheeks, usually rose-red, were languid and pale. The dissipation of the pre vious night told upon her with startling effect ; she looked sad, jaded and wearied. She brightened a little when Austin asked her about the ball. "I never enjoyed myself so much in my life," she said frankly ; then as she marked the pitying glance of Guilford, she blushed crim son, for she had heard the whisper that went the rounds of the ball-room, that this young man thought it a sin to spend time in such amusements, and she felt in her very soul, little as she had thought of such things, that -it was no place for him. But if wrong for him, why was it not injurious for her, for those who had spent the night in such a scene of vanity and frivolity? This thought was but the opening wedge for others. She began to analyse her own motives, in a vague and childish way, to be sure, for it was a new oc cupation co her, but none the less seriously AT THE MILLS. 101 and faithfully. She brought the scene before her. There was Betty Day, whose mother was so poor, whose little brothers and sisters were never decently clothed, and yet there was Betty, one of the best dressed girls in the room, with showy gold ear-rings and a gold bracelet, all bought at the expense of proper food and clothing for the poor mother and little brothers and sisters at home. If it were not for this exciting pleasure, perhaps Betty would think more of her higher duties, but she was vain and wished to look as well as the rest. Then there was Frank Alford, who they said if kept away from the sight of liquor would never touch it ; how terribly drunk he was, and how some of the others, who ought to know better, would coa.x him down to treat them. She knew there must be a large score against him on the wall of her father's bar, and her cheek grew hotter than ever at the thought of the poor, kind old mother, from whom so much of her daily support must be taken at the end of the month for it would 102 THE MILL AGENT. break fearfully into his wages, and what had he to show for it, save the disgrace of the sot? She turned to Sarah, who had her own sad thoughts, and said, "what do you think, Sarah ; you know how it was last night. Isn't it all wrong ? " "Wrong about dancing, do you mean?" queried Sarah. " About such times as we had last night. Didn't you see how badly some of the men behaved?" " O ! that's because they had been drink ing." "But he thinks it's dreadful, I know, "said Hager, her clear eyes taking on a serious light. "And who is he, pet? our new agent, I suppose you mean. I noticed he was no where to be seen. No, he wouldn't go, be cause he's a professor of religion, and they never attend such places, and never ought to," she added thoughtfully. "Then if it's wrong for them, why isn't it for us ? " queried Hager, earnestly. AT THE MILLS. 103 " Perhaps it is," responded Sarah, in a low voice, a flush coming to her cheek ; " that is so far as it makes us wish for the pleasure for the sake of being seen, of showing off finery, or enjoying the mere excitement of motion. I never felt so tired of it as I did last night ; some way I was provoked with myself for going." "Maybe Mr. Coit will make us all feel so," said Hager, innocently. "You don't know how solemn like, and yet it was beautiful, he talked to me the night before. -I was making wreaths that are all faded now, poor things, and he told me what fine taste I had. He iasked me did I like dancing ; and I told him how much I enjoyed it. Well, I can't remem ber all he said; at any rate, he spoke of hav ing higher pleasures now; he had given himself, he told me, to the Lord Jesus Christ, and found, oh ! so much joy in serving Him. You ought to have seen his face when he said it. Then when I said we had no church, why ! you never saw any one give such a 104 THE MILL AGENT. look it made me feel as guilty ! and I 'm sure I never thought of the thing before." " Is that all he talked about ; " asked Sarah Church, her eyes bent on her work. "Yes, that's all he said then, but somehow there's something about him that's always talking even when he don't speak a word, he looks so good ! " " So he does ;" said the drunkard's daughter, thoughtfully. CHAPTER VH. A SABBATH DAY'S JOURNEY. H E Sabbath day came, sunny and serene. Tristam Saint had held sev eral conferences with his wife with reference to the new agent, while at the same tune he had sedulously kept himself out of his way. It was strange, but true, that Hulda Saint had seemed a different woman since Guilford Coit had come to the tavern. She had al ways been a quiet body, meek and placid, but now from under the quaint, frilled border of her cap, her eyes looked with a more con tented light, for she often said to herself. " I know good will come of it. I was certain from the first, that good would come of it." Tristam Saint always made a show of keep ing his bar closed on the Sabbath. 106 THE MILL AGENT. " I'm glad of that," said Guilford, pointing to the barred door. "Glad of what?" echoed Austin Grande. " That our landlord keeps his bar closed on the Sabbath. I was afraid he did not." w Neither does he, there's a back door to this establishment," replied Austin, seiiten- tiously, "that's open all day and many a good customer goes through it, too." w Is that a fact? " queried Guilford, in con sternation. " Worse and worse ; if this thing continues I must either remonstrate or leave my boarding-place." " What good do you think you would do ? " asked Austin, with an incredulous smile. " I should do my duty," replied the young man. K Now if you were with me, might we not move the town ? Christ has given a great promise to only two or three met in his name." K Never mind," replied Austin, uneasily, " I tell you once for all, there's no use in talking with me. I don't see things as you do ; I can't ; it isn't in me. I shall try to do right, A SABBATH DAY'S JOURNEY. 107 but as for this extra work, this going through a spiritual mill to be ground over, I don't be lieve in it, and what's more, it is at variance with my common sense ; I can't believe it." w It is not at variance with the Bible," said Guilford, softly. ff There it is again. The Bible, don't you see, my friend, is to me like a kaleidoscope, which shows to every one, different forms and colors, although the same bits of colored glass give shape to the varying figures." " I hope you do not compare the words of One who spake as never man spake, to worth less, painted glass," said Guilford, rebuking- iy- w Pshaw ! don't take things so seriously ; of course I have respect for the old writers of the Book of books, as it is named, for him who is considered the Saviour of the world, and all that ; but then, my meaning is this, I don't translate the Bible in your language, Perhaps what you would call white I should call black and vice versa." 108 THE MILL AGENT. Guilford was pained at this return of levity. " Take a cigar ? " said Austin, coolly offering one of the costliest. "No, I thank you, Austin ; I gave up my cigars not long after my wine drinking, my billiard-playing, my theatre going ; no more cigar smoking for me." " Come now," and Austin surveyed him with a cool, steady stare, "you don't pretend that you consider cigar-smoking a sin ; I might agree about the other things, and even those I should only dub follies, but the idea that smoking is a sin, that's what I call ridic ulously fanatical. For goodness sake en lighten me, what sin do you make of smoking, you old young man, you?" "I was thinking," said the other, coming out of a little brown study that had left some agreeable reflection in the form of a smile that touched lip and brow with sunshine, " of old aunt Ann Phipps." " What in the world has that to do with ci gar-smoking ? " A SABBATH DAY'S JOUKNEY. 109 "Much every way with mine. Aunt Ann Phipps was a queer old woman, and because queer, neglected. She had a house, such as it was, the foolish boys called it Jolly Castle. There was scarcely more than one room at all habitable, but aunt Ann managed to live in that. The poor old soul was a church-mem ber, but had grown strange in her years, and neglected the " meetin ," as she called it . There was something disjointed in her poor mind. Probably a long life .of poverty had embittered her. What made matters still worse for her, she had a brother who was very rich, who in town lived in style, and utterly ignored the poor soul because she was not as others were. Shall I go on about aunt Ann Phipps ? " " Certainly, tell your story, though I don't see what that has to do with smoking." " You shall. Aunt Phipps is forever da- guerreotyped on my memory. She wore a red calash, a green veil, a short black quilted petticoat that came only to her ankles, a bed gown, as the people used to call it, looped up 110 THE MILL AGENT. in a ridiculous fashion; in short, had she stepped out of some antique picture-frame a hundred years ago, she could not have look ed more provokingly queer. I never met her without such an inclination to mirthfulness as obliged me to turn my head. I believe peo ple got tired of old aunt Ann. Her bluntness, for she was always saying the most unpleasant things in an aggravating way of her own, made her visits distasteful. She was tolerat ed by the lady I then boarded with, but she frequently returned her kindness by ungrate ful remarks. I remember her saying once when she came in, f Miss Butts, that cheese you gave me wasn't fit for a dog, child, I don't see how your boarders can eat it.' ' Why didn't you bring it back ! ' asked the good lady. ' La ! I gave it to the cat.' "And yet with all this eccentricity there was genuine good in the woman. She was scru pulously neat and clean, and her one great trouble was the fear that she might yet have A SABBATH DAY'S JOURNEY. Ill to go to the poor house. For an old woman like her, she certainly fought hard to keep the wolf from the door. She planted her own little patch with vegetables and knit and spun while she had any strength. It was a picturesque sight to see her sitting in the low doorway of the ruined house, the high colors which she always contrived to wear, contrast ing with the gloom and dinginess within. Old aunt Ann Phipps always smoked a short pipe." "Ah ha!" said Austin, "there comes the moral." "No, it don't for Aunt Ann smoked till she died. Nobody had the heart to interfere with her privileges, poor lonely old soul. One day, a friend of mine was going by the ruined house with me. We heard sounds of distress within, and entered. There was the old creature almost in convulsions, because they were going to carry her to the poor house. She was ill, and could not work. The poor soul cried piteously, only to die at 112 THE MILL AGENT. home only not to be disgraced I ' O, Mr. Coit,' she pleaded, holding out her withered hands, 'save me and the blessing of the poor and needy will follow you through life.' Her streaming eyes, piteous tones, and gray hair, appealed to me powerfully. I said at once, " let her stay, gentlemen, I will be re sponsible for her expenses." We went out, Adam and I, and stood there looking at each other." "It will be at the least calculation, two dol lars a week," he said, " and you are by no means rich." Suddenly, it occurred to me, that.my last year's cigar bills averaged a dol lar a- week, and said I, "I'll give up my cigars that will pay one half." "I don't intend to be outdone," Adam responded. " I'll give up my cigars ; and the miserable old creature shan't go to the poor- house." We shook hands upon it, and were both, I doubt not, better men for the self- denial. For six months, we took care of old Aunt Ann. She never needed eyes, for we A SABBATH DAY'S JOURNEY. 113 went regularly to the tumble down cottage, and read to her by the hour. Her mind grew clearer towards the last. The broken faculties were re-united ; the clouds lifted, and the les sons of her dying hour were sublime ; I never have forgotten them. But here comes in the moral. Finding that cigars contributed but little to my happiness, I have never touched them since, and I have thus made a clear sav ing from that time to this, for the benefit of the poor and needy, of nearly eight hundred dollars. Now, you see, my friend, that sum would have been expended in smoke." w Rather convincing." And Austin put his well nigh exhausted cigar to his lips, and puffed softly. w I, however," he continued between the light spirals that went curling up gracefully, "am a very hardened sinner, I expect. ,The fact is, I love my cigar. It soothes me under my varied trials ; it consoles me for repeated disappointments, ; it is in fact" " Your substitute for religious faith," said Guilford, smiling. 114 THE MILL AGENT. M Well, to be candid yes ; I suppose it is. You take a fellow up so quickly ! but, I suppose that's the amount of the matter. I don't feel any particular movings of religious faith, that's certain and I do feel better for a good cigar. Yes : I suppose it comes to that." He laugh ed as he spoke, but he was conscious of a dead weight upon his soul, and an inner longing that all possessions failed to satisfy. He was far from being happy, and that consciousness mixed gall in his cup of pleasure. It was a charming walk for Guilford along roads scented with thousands of dewy flowers. It seemed as if the birds sang more sweetly, because it was the Sabbath morning. The people were not yet stirring ; no smoke came from the chimneys of the farm houses. Soft ly from tree to tree whispered the bland voices of summer. How beautiful the fields were, their feathery plumes swaying before tho light winds ! Lowly they bent in the presence of their Maker, those ranks of com, those armies of wheat, doing battle only with air A SABBATH DAY'S JOUBNEY. 115 and sunshine. The hallowed nature of the holy day seemed to brood over all inanimate things. It was a long walk, but in such sweet com munion had the time passed, to Guilford, communion not only with nature, but with nature's God, that he was quite taken by sur prise at sight of the plain white spire, rising beyond the thick foliagcd trees. O ! it was good to see that house of God, good to see the well-dressed people flocking to its pleasant doors. Happy as he had felt before, a new joy possessed hiin as he entered the sacred place and bowed before his Father. As he sat there revolving many thoughts of the years gone by, in his mind, the peace of God that passes all understanding filled him with joy unutterable. He felt as if he could almost see Jehovah, face to face, and earnestly went up that wrest ling cry for Austin, "give me his soul, oh, Lord ! " Then was the worship of the day begun. 116 THE MILL AGENT. A venerable man led in a simple, seasonable, heart-felt prayer. Next came the melody so sacred to every Christian heart, dear OLD HUNDRED. How the solemn strains of that glorious tune carry us back to the times of the reformers, Luther and his devoted band ! He, doubtless, was the first to strike the grand old chords in the public sanctuary of his own beloved Germany. From his great, stentorian lungs they rang, vibrating, not through vaulted cathedral roof, but along a grander arch, the eternal heavens ! Each note was inwrought with his own sublime faith, and stamped with that faith's immortal ity. Hence it cannot die. Neither men nor angels will allow it to pass into oblivion. Can you find a tomb in the land, where seal ed lips lie that have not sung that tune ? If they were gray old men, they had heard or sung Old Hundred. If they were blue-eyed babes, they smiled as their mothers rocked them to sleep, singing Old Hundred. Sinner and saint have joined with the endless con- A SABBATH DAY'S JOURNEY. 117 gregation where it has, with and without the pealing organ, sounded on sacred air. The dear little children, looking with wondering eyes on this strange world have lisped it. The sweet young girl, whose tombstone told of only sixteen summers, she whose pure and innocent face haunted you with its mild beau ty, loved Old Hundred, and as she sang it with closed eyes, seemed communing with the angels who Avere so soon to claim her. He whose manhood was devoted to the service of his God, and who, with faltering steps, as cended the pulpit stairs, with white hand placed over his laboring chest, loved Old Hundred. And though sometimes his lips only moved, away down in his heart, so soon to cease its throbbings, the holy melody was sounding. The dear, white headed father, with his tremulous voice, how he loved Old Hundred ! Do you not see him now, seated in the vener able arm-chair, his hands crossed over the top of his cane, and a tear, perchance, stealing 118 THE MILL AGENT. down his furrowed cheeks as the noble strains ring out? Do you not hear that thin, quiver ing, faltering sound now bursting forth, now listened for, almost in vain ? If you do not, we do ; and from such lips, hallowed by four score years service in the Master's cause, Old Hundred sounds indeed a sacred melody. You may fill your churches with choirs, with Sabbath prima donnas, whose daring notes emulate the steeple, and cost almost as much, but give us the spirit-stirring tones of Old Hundred, sung by young and old togeth er. Martyrs have hallowed it, it has gone up from the dying beds of the saints. The ancient churches, where generation after gen eration has worshipped, and where many scores of the dear dead have been carried and laid before the altar where they gave them selves to God, seem to breathe of Old Hun dred from vestibule to tower-top ; the very air is haunted with its spirit. Think for a moment of the assembled company who have, at different times and in different places join- A SABBATH DAY'S JOURNEY. 119 ed in the familiar tune. Throng upon throng, the stern, the timid, the gentle, the brave, the beautiful, their faces all beaming with the inspiration of the heavenly sounds. " Old Hundred : king of the sacred band of ancient melodies ! " thought G-uilford ; " never will my ears grow weary of hearing, or my tongue of singing thee ! And when we reach heaven, who knows but this will be the first triumphant strain that welcomes us, ' Be them, God, exalted high!' " CHAPTER VIH. THE DRUNKARD'S DELIRIUM. SABBATH day's journey nearer hea ven, did that delightful season seeai. Guilford dreaded to leave this pleasant, God fearing village, for Clifton Locks. Its noise, its dreary, worldly aspect, came upon him as it never had before in contemplation. It seemed to be a place self-exiled from the light of God's countenance. He passed from the pleasant burying-ground where he had been musing over graves, and almost with reluct ance took his way home. The heat of the day was over, and the sounds of nature more animated than when he had passed over the same road in the morning. Children smiled at him from farm house-gates, and stout dogs gave friendly greetings. Here and there might be seen the cows on their homeward 120 THE DRUNKARD'S DELIRIUM. 121 track. Sometimes the young man paused to hear a sweet strain of old familiar music as it floated out of cottage windows. Now and then he met an aged man, tottering out by the roadside, for whom he made obeisance lower than he would to a crowned king. The flowers by the way, were dusty, but their fragrance still came pleasantly up. Never did the sky look fresher, bluer, fairer ; never did the smoke curl heavenward with more grace and lightness ; never seemed the trees such pleasant things, throwing long shadows. Nearing Clifton Locks, the first sight he saw was a brace of young men, coatless, bear ing fishing lines, while in baskets by their side, the dying trout leaped and lay gasping. Then as he passed these he heard a drunken song, and several couples, men and women, glided in and out of a small pine grove, where they had doubtless spent the day. The farther he went, the heavier grew his heart. Nature was just as beautiful ; but man was vile, thoughtless, Godless. 122 THE MILL AGENT. "It must not be so," he said to himself. " There must be a change ; some influence must be brought to bear upon this town, Jesus Christ, must be preached." " Just then he turned aside at the sound of horses' feet. A gay cavalcade swept past, headed by the Colonel's daughter, the win some, high-hearted Mary Leffingwell. "Alas, again," thought Guilford, as he bowed cooly; "there is all the company of Rose-Hedge passing the day in sport and pleasure ; how can it be expected when such as these profane God's Sabbath, that the peo ple who toil all the week, will sanctify one day in seven? Alas! beautiful, vain girl, God will not hold you guiltless in this thing, and may He give me grace even to say the same to you ; to speak the truth in the fear of Christ." He was now nearing i by-road or lane, on the outskirts of Clifton Locks, in which stood but one solitary cottage, very small and mean. As he passed by there, it seemed to him he THE DRUNKARD'S DELIRIUM. 123 heard strange sounds. He paused a moment, intently listening. He had scarcely com prehended the nature of the disturbance be fore the door opened, and Sarah Church ap peared on the step, gazing wildly round. Pier hair was dishevelled, her eyes red with weeping, and altogether her manner and ap pearance were calculated to fill any heart with sorrow. "What can be the matter with this poor girl?" said Guilford, half aloud, as taking a few steps, he presented himself before her. She saw him ; her cheeks crimsoned with shame, but her terror impelled her to cry out, "O ! sir my father ! my poor father ! " "What is the matter? pray tell me," asked Guilford, entering the narrow, neglected yard. "If I can help you in any way, command me." "My father, sir, is very unfortunate," and as she spoke the tears began to fall, rolling piteously over her cheeks. " He indulges sometimes in drink, sir, and to-day " she 124 THE MILL AGENT. sobbed, almost losing her self-control, "he went down to the tavern after he had promised me " she could get no further. Guilford pitied her in her distress as he had never pitied any one before. To see a daughter forced to expose the sin of an only parent, is of all sights, the saddest. " He is silent, just now," murmured Sarah, listening, " but it will not last long. O ! sir, he has very nearly accomplished an awful purpose, twice before, and now he is alone with me, if" she shuddered, the thought was too terrible for utterance. It was not long before sounds of anguish filled the air again. It was a fearful sight, the strong man, athletic, handsome, his livid face looking out from great meshes of snow- white hair, his eyes almost starting from their sockets. "Save me, child, save me," he cried, as his daughter entered the room, "there are ten thousand devils here ; they want to tear my soul from my body; to clutch my beating THE DRUNKAKD'S DELIRIUM. 125 heart out by the strings and leave me mangled and bleeding ; oh, heaven I heaven that I have mocked, save me ! " " Have you a Bible near?" asked Guilford, in a low tone, " if so, bring it here." The frightened girl took from a broken book-case the sacred volume that had belong ed to her mother. Guilford opened at the fly-leaf where, in a large bold hand, a name was written, and held it before the dilated eyes of the rum-maniac. " O ! I see, I see I " he cried tremblingly, " it is written on a tomb-stone in a grave-yard. Where is it Sarah ? Where did I bury your mother ! Did she have any cause of com plaint against me, after she was dead? An swer me that, girl. Did I not buy her a fine tombstone and place it where, where my child?" " His mind began to wander again. That fearful look of mania potu, that gathers in one convulsed expression, shot over his face as he turned away with moans and cries for mercy ; 126 THE MILL AGENT. cries that tormenting fiends were Over him. "O ! save me ! save me for the sake of my poor child, save me from their torture ! " Again Guilford held up the Bible, with a vague hope that the sight of it would restore him. "Ask Christ," he said solemnly, "He will save you." " Christ, Christ ! Where is He ? Give me that book ; is He in there ? Oh ! they are coming ! Show me what I shall do. Give me the Bible, they dare not touch that," and he snatched the sacred volume and held it to his bosom convulsively. " Find the name of Christ," he cried again more agonized than before, "quick, quick, find me the name of Christ. See they are pouring fire all over me. O, I am in flames, they torment me I they torture me ; find mo the name of Christ." Guilford turned to the name of the Saviour, he placed his shaking finger upon it, crying, " O ! Christ have mercy, don't let them tear me ; see the fire ! it runs from their hands, THE DRUNKARD'S DELIRIUM. 127 their lips see, they are throwing it all over the Bible, but it don't touch the name of Christ ; oh ! Christ save me ! " Thus did this victim of the thrice-accursed ruin-traffic, rave, imploring with piteous shrieks, the legions of phantoms that crowded and yelled and menaced, to let him alone. He clung to the Bible in all his agony ; he clung to the name of Christ, until, exhausted with his fearful struggle, he sank into a strange stupor that looked like death. Guilford pro vided aid for the unhappy man, and then left the cottage, his heart sinking within him as he thought of all he had seen and heard since he left the pleasant church in which he had wor shipped. It was nearly dark when he reached the tavern. Austin lay stretched on the settee outside the door, composedly smoking. He seemed to know Guilford's step, for he sprang up as he neared him, with an expression of hearty welcome. " I'm tired as a dog," he said languidly, in 128 THE AIILL AGENT. reply to Guilford's question. "It's no fun to ply a couple of oars, with a hot sun raining fire upon you." Guilford shuddered; he had so recently heard those fearful words, and in connection with such circumstances I K You look a little under the weather," said Austin, scanning his friend closely, " didn't your walk agree with you? " Guilford assured him that it did ; then re lated the scene that had so unnerved him. " Terrible ! terrible ! " exclaimed Austin, " but the old fool ! what does he drink for ? don't he know better than to torture that girl to death? and she supporting him hi his laziness? It's too bad!" Guilford was silent, as he thought of the gospel word, that man was as guilty in break ing one command as though he transgressed in all. He passed along, however, intending to go to his room, when Austin called him. r Come and sit down here," he said ; "there is no noise ; people get beat out here, on Sun- THE DRUNKARD'S DELIRIUM. 129 day, and go to bed early. I want to talk to you or rather, I want you to talk with me." " Willingly," said Guilford, seating himself; r what shall I talk about?" " Well," Austin hesitated, " it's been on my mind to ask you, more than once, how you got in this state ; how you experienced this change, I believe you call it." " I will tell you," said Guilford, with a joy ful bound at his heart ; " I will most gladly tell you. In the first, place I was once an infidel, and very nearly a deist. I had a cir cle of friends, who had led me to think as they did. There were eight of us, who had banished the Word from our homes and hearts seven of them energetic, sturdy, robust men, made in the image of the Crea tor. From sceptical readings, we each one of us fell in with free-thinking associates, and the result was a combination of intellect, means and tastes, by which we hoped to make our way and our fortunes in the world. " We were all young men, the oldest not 130 THE MILL AGENT. yet twenty-four, and AVC decided, at one of our meetings, to form a union with some others, who agreed with us in principles, and who were in the main, too selfish to think of anything outside of their own wants and desires, to set off for the West, where we might found a town, and raise a city in the midst of the wilderness. People from every part of the Eastern States, but more particu larly from New England, were then emi grating in great numbers, carrying with them, as we sneeringly said, their old religious pre judices and fanatical notions, to raise a fresh crop in the new homes of the West. w I was the youngest of the company, a boy of nineteen ; thrown an orphan on the world before I was five years old. I had been saved from utter moral destruction, only by the merciful providence of God. The oldest, the noblest, and the most of a man among us, was Watson Knowles. His physique was the most splendid that I ever beheld. A broad, decid ed brow; eyes deep, gray, and lustrous THE DRUNKARD'S DELIRIUM. 131 with a certain cheerful benignity, a cheek ruddy with health, an intellect as command ing 'as his stature was imposing, made him a very handsome man. In all things, Watson Knowles was tacitly permitted to take the lead. He had become an infidel by reading the works of Tom Paine, while yet very youthful, and before reason had matured his judgment, yet I never met a man who was his equal in debate. He was gifted with singular powers of attraction. All his co- workers loved him ; I perhaps better than the rest, for he had been more like a father to me than a friend. He was strictly moral. I never heard an oath from his lips ; I never saw him use the mildest of stimulants ; I never heard him speak in hot anger : he ob served the outward forms of goodness, and his disposition was peculiarly mild and affec tionate. The prominent display of such traits gave him an immense influence over those who were in anyway subordinate to him, and that was every one who came within his sphere. 132 THE MILL AGENT. With another man, Willoughby, by name, Watson Knowles went out to survey the promised land, and wrote back such glowing accounts, that we were all fain to start by the time whiter had fairly broken up. The land was rich, he said, and he had chosen his place forty miles from any other settlement, where wood and water abounded. We should have the best claim of any he had yet seen, and be fore many months our colony would surpass all the other towns along the river. It was in the month of March, we started, and in May we gathered together a strong party. We labored hard on six days, the seventh, which we regarded as a mere play- day, we devoted to amusements and idle rest. Bathing, swimming, fishing, and even dancing, composed the sports of those holy hours. We built a rude hall, where sometimes Wat son Knowles and others gave lectures on scientific and literary subjects. There were plenty of good musicians in our own little company, and our Sabbaths were as merry as THE DRUNKARD'S DELIRIUM. 133 a worldly heart could wish. Of course we gathered iu emigrants, as we were often oblig ed to confess, not exactly df the right sort. They were lazy, improvident persons, with villainous, hang-dog-faces, and nervous hands, that seemed forever shuffling imaginary cards. In fine, we had not a few gamblers and black legs among us, who kept us in continual fear, but who enjoyed our games and freedom from religious restriction, mightily. None shouted as loudly as they, in the sports ; none sang wilder songs or danced with less weariness, but as for work, the less they did of that, the better. It soon became evident that things did not go prosperously with us. It was very strange ; we had all we wanted, we were happy ; peo ple of some sort were joining us from time to time, but in fact the real homes of our prophesy did not rise, neither did the smoke curl up from peaceful chimneys. There were secret gin- shops, which Watson, with all his vigilance, and lecturing could not suppress. There were 134 THE MILL AGENT. lapses from virtue of the most aggravating character. The children strolled like very vagabonds, and shirked the schools that were provided for them; farms were neglected, and altogether the prospect grew discourag ing, even to such sanguine natures as ours. Only on the Sabbath did the people show any vitality. Then they came out in their best, ready for the lecture, the river, the dance, the fight, it mattered little which, provided they had a taste of each during the twelve hours sunlight. " I don't see how it is," Watson used to say, after any unusual wickedness had taken place, to me, his friend and confidant, " I don't see how it is ; " and he spoke in a discouraged way, "I've tried my best to make things right here, but they grow worse and worse every week. I'm ashaSned of the whole concern." It was proposed among us that Watson should make a trip to some of the other settle ments and stay a while. There was one to the right and one to the left in a most flourishing THE DRUNKARD'S DELIRIUM. 135 condition. It was a good idea, Watson said, and before the week was ended, he went. During his absence, the confusion grew un paralleled. Boats were stolen, a German was stabbed, a woman beaten nearly to death, and a hut set on fire. Depredations on fruit had been committed by the children, who acted more like fiends incarnate than human beings, most of them being foreigners of the lowest grade. By the time Watson returned, the heads of the colony had become generally dis satisfied, and were unwilling to continue in a position so hemmed about with responsibil ities which they found themselves unable to meet. " We were all anxious to hear the result of our friend's investigation, you may well be lieve, and our first query was, " what have you learned ? " "Boys," said he, "I've visited two settle ments, and become convinced of one thing; we shall go to the dogs if we don't make some show of religious teaching here. They aro 136 THE MILL AGENT. getting along famously down the river and up, too : churches in both places ; and the people do all their work and play, between the Sundays, so they told me. What do you think ! they have actually built a meeting house down the river, and it's full every Sab bath. One of the people there, told me they wouldn't live in safety, if it wasn't for the Sunday School ; and they have got along so well, that they pay a tolerable salary for a good preacher. Boys, it's no use for the sake of the public, we must get up a Sunday School." It seemed an odd proposition to all of us. What had come over our leader ? A Sunday School ! There were murmurs of disap probation ; still no one felt inclined to dis pute with him, only one and another alluded to the fact that we had no Bibles. "He said he knew that, and had purchased a few at the settlement. " I don't know as they will harm us," he added with a faint laugh. How well I remember that day! THE DRUNKARD'S DELIRIUM. 137 : Then he arose ; said he was going to give notice that there would be a Sabbath School on the next day, in the dance-house ; that he thought little by little we could cut off the gambling and boating. "No words can explain the state of OUT minds then ; mine was in a perfect tumult, and I could not think with any coherence. My friend seemed changed, yet in what man ner I could not tell ; there was something in his eye, something in the very tones of his voice, that went to my heart. " The morrow dawned, and out of absolute curiosity, I believe, there were nearly a hun dred people present, parents and children. We eight infidels, were confounded and un easy. I had never been to a Sabbath School in my life, and knew not what was expected of me. " They always open with prayer," whisper ed some one, " who of us can pray ! " "At least, I know the Lord's prayer," said Watson ; " I learned it at my mother's knee," 138 THE MILL AGENT. he added with a strange and tender solemnity. "Boys, I'll lead, but by next Sabbath, one of you must learn something." So saying he mounted the little platform, and folded his hands. The position was a novel one to him, as the sight was to us. He was about to ad dress that great God, of whom he professed, no mortal might inquire ; who was too lofty, too entirely above man's comprehension, too much absorbed in his mighty plans to notice the creatures who crawled upon his footstool. His face, even to his very lips grew white, and his voice trembled in a way we had never thought possible with him. I don't think one of us smiled. For myself, I was awe-struck, smitten with a nameless dread, and only thinking how much it ennobled that princely- looking man to stand erect before the pres ence of the Most High, in the attitude of sup plication. " When he had prayed, he opened the Bible. His hands shook as if they would drop the sacred volume I involuntarily step- THE DRUNKARD'S DELIRIUM. 139 ped forward. He placed the book in my hands, whispering, " I believe I am not well ; I will go home, and return soon, if I get better. Do you read." " I began to read with assurance, too igiio- rantly assumed. Unwittingly, I had opened at John 1 : 3, and as I read, the words im bued with a new and wonderful light, sank into my soul. These, with the impression of my friend's last expression, together with the remembrance of his appearance, affected me so, that I soon wavered, and my voice was drowned in tears. Another and another es sayed to read, and finally, one of the eight accomplished the chapter. The people seem ed affected at a sight so unwonted. Some of them remembered the religious ceremonies of Father-land ; others thought of the tree-em bowered New England Churches, in the sweet villages they had left ; still others felt the pressure of a mother's hand upon their heads, and seemed to hear the holy prayer 140 THE MILL AGENT. sent heavenward. At last, one weather- beaten man, whose voice and countenance betrayed his intense emotion, confessed the waywardness of years and his resolve to lead a better life. Then came two others, and that meeting ended in a storm of prayer. God appeared in the midst of that strange congre gation. Men and women sang for joy. I left them, terribly shaken in all my doubts and hurried to my friend. I found him ill and helpless ; he did not know me. Prone upon his humble pallet, lay that grand figure ; the hair tossed from the feverish brow ; the clenched hands uplifted, as he called on God to save, to be merciful to him. Day after day, night after night, we watched " him, through that fearful illness ; that fever of the brain. "At last, one beautiful morning, it was the Sabbath, he seemed rational again. Recog nizing me the first, he cried piteously, ' Oh, Guilford, forgive me, boy, I have taught you wrongly,' then with uplifted eyes and THE DRUNKARD'S DELIRIUM. 141 hands he said, ' there is a Jesus Christ. Go to him, plead for one who has resisted him so long. I am dying, Guilford, and I want you to tell them in the Sabbath School that with my last breath I proclaimed that there was a Christ ; that though poor, miserable and sinful I found myself, I depended on him for salva tion.' w Austin, my friend," and Guilford's voice fell low, w it was his last breath. He smiled, and then he slept, as I trust, in that Jesus he had despised. I trust, I know he had gone for pardon to Him who will in no wise cast out the penitent. " Oh ! as I looked at him then, that noble countenance bereft of life, yet taking on a halo of the brightness which encircled him now, my soul cried out hi its anguish for something to lean upon. "Words cannot tell how utterly alone, how entirely helpless I felt! " Ah ! that death was as the seed of life. Over that new-made grave we (alas ! now but 142 THE MILL AGENT. seven) renounced our infidelity. It is but a few years ago. I can seem to see that mound of freshly-heaped earth, the coffin, the bright, beautiful face, so placidly calm in death. I see the aged minister whom we had called to pray for us, feel the clasping of his hands, the pressure of each other's hands when the coffin was lowered. "We called the Sabbath School after his name. God blessed us. The holy day be came an honor and a glory in our midst. Quietly the population subsided into habits of thrift and steadiness. Farms smiled, business increased, churches sprung up, until when I left we could count a colony of eight thousand, and the white spires of five churches pointed the way to eternal life." A slight sob might have been heard at the conclusion of this affecting story. Hager sat back in the darkness of the unlighted room near where Guilford was ; she had heard much of it, for she stole out of the glare of the kitchen where two or three young men were smoking THE DRUNKARD'S DELIRIUM. 143 and talking, to escape by herself to think. Austin had listened quietly at first, but by and by his manner grew nervous, he flung v his half smoked cigar away, and folding his arms, sat back, his tightly closed lips indi cating much and deep feeling. He did not resume his former lightness of manner at the close, he was silent instead, and his face wore an expression of the utmost seriousness. CHAPTER IX. WHAT THE COLONEL THOUGHT OF THE SABBATH. the morning, Guilford felt it his duty to call upon the poor family in whom he had become interested the night before. Sarah met him on the threshold. " How is your father ? " asked Guilford. " Better, sir, but very weak. O! I am thankful you came that you said just what you did. It has saved him, I hope. He had three paroxysms during the night terrible ones, but he held on to the Bible, and seemed to think that would protect him. I trust you do not think we have such scenes often," she added, tears filling her eyes; "it is the first tune it has served him this way. Will you go in, sir? he has repeatedly asked for you." 14* THE COLONEL AND THE SABBATH. -145 Guilford assented, and they entered the room. The scattered furniture, which in his raving, the maniac had thrown about, was now restored to order, and on a deep lounge, that had felt the violence of his ravings, the drunkard lay, pale, wearied out, his trembling hands still folded over the volume that had not been out of his grasp. " O ! sir," he said, not trying to check tho tears that began to stream down his pallid cheeks, " I have been in hell." " That is a sad experience," said Guilford, gravely, taking a seat by his bedside. w Sad ! " exclaimed the man, with a look of horror, "yes, and you have used the right word experience, not imagination. No one need tell me that the sights I saw, and the sounds I heard, were the distortions of a per verted fancy. I did hear ; I did see. I have had drunkards and drunkard-makers round me, yelling, dancing and singing infernal music. It rings in my ears now. O ! how they seemed to gloat over me ! O ! how they 146 THE MILL AGENT. clutched at me ! and one of the fiercest, whis pered that they had come before the time. O ! sir, you are a Christian ; my daughter, that blessed child, tells me so ; do you see any thing in me worth saving ? Can I be saved from this appetite ? " He lifted himself, and with ghastly eyes fastened upon Guilford's face, awaited an answer. "Yea, you can be saved : because first, there is power in Christ to save you, and secondly there is power in you to seek salvation, and to keep the wondrous gift, forever, with the help of Christ. This Guilford enunciated slowly, his glance never once moved from the yearning look of the drunkard. " There is something in your face, that com forts me," said the troubled sinner, falling back again; "something that goes to my heart, and gives a warmth that I lost ages ago. O ! sir, you do not know me I have transgressed against light and mercy so long I " THE COLONEL AND THE SABBATH. 147 " And Christ has had patience with you for so long, I should think it would lead you to Him now. What a mercy you did not die in that dreadful delirium ! I think you could not survive another." "Do you, do you, indeed?" asked the man earnestly, sweeping back the silvery locks that fell over his forehead ; " oh ! how shall I save myself ! That fearful appetite ! " " Can you keep a promise ? " queried Guil- ford. "Pardon me for putting the question so bluntly ; I know how the demon appetite paralyses all good every effort of the strong est will." M Yes, yes, that's it," said the man, in a hopeless voice ; "but I think, I trust there is man enough of me left to keep a promise. I don't know, though ; how often have I at tempted it ? " a tremulous sigh closed the sen tence. " Do you keep strong drink of any kind in the house ? " Sarah blushed crimson, and turned away. 148 THE MILL AGENT. Poor child ! to hold him to her home, she had purchased the fiery liquor, which he was in the habit" of taking daily. " I always keep it," said the man, in a low voice. w Give it up, sir, or there's no help for you. It would be useless for you to pray, to call on Christ for mercy, while you sheltered satan in your very heart. Throw the vile stuff far from you. Kesolve, in the strength of God, that from this hour nothing of the kind shall pass your lips. Surround yourself with triple guards ; be even a prisoner in your own house, before you encourage the demands of that fearful appetite. Why, sir, in coming here this morning, I thought what a beautiful place might this be ! Here is land before your door, quite neglected. Here is a field on one side of your house, an orchard on the other. "With proper care you might be a king over that soil, a bounteous king, giving but to be blest ; enriching but to have wealth ten fold returned to you. Think how the flowers THE COLOXEL AND THE SABBATH. 149 would smile in your face, giving you mute blessings for their existence ? Beautiful flow ers ! only the clear water from heaven is their drink. O ! my dear sir, I plead with you as I would with my own father come out from the region of darkness into the land of light. You are in prison, shut in the iron walls of sin. Without is the sunshine of God's peace, the fruits of his blessings ; the arch of heaven, where you and I may meet hereafter bloom and beauty, and fragrance on all sides. Come out ; God did not give you life that it should see no Paradise in this world, poor as it is. Come, my dear sir, stand up and say, ' I, too, am a man a conqueror.' " "I will, God helping me," said the drunk ard, solemnly. " O ! sir, I have seen it all, as you talked ; my jail, this corrupt heart ; my jailer, the monster who putteth the bottle to his neighbor's lips. His business is to de stroy, to cut off hope ; to deform God's handi work, to change the human heart to a devil ; to desolate homes ; to curse God to his face ; 150 THE MILL AGENT. to make earth like hell ; to starve babes ; to fill church-yards ; to breed riots ; to feed jeal ousy; to corrupt every honest impulse, to blight every good resolve ; to teach mankind to be thieves and robbers, adulterers and mur derers ; and to glut the jails and prisons. Does Tie dare hope for mercy ? " The man had risen again ; every line in his face quivered ; his eyes flashed ; his lips trem bled; it was as the tempted accusing the tempter. " Father, dear father you must not get ex cited again." "No, daughter no, darling; oh! if I only thought I should ever be a father to you once more ; but, Sarah give me your hand, my child ; I promise you, I will try." " In the strength of God," whispered Guil- ford. "Yes. In the strength of God," repeated the old man ; "pray for me, pray for me, sir. O ! I have reason to bless you for coming here to me." THE COLONEL AND THE SABBATH. 151 And Guilford did pray ; with all the fervor of his soul, he sent his petition up to God, who heareth. " Let ine tell you, sir," said the old man, clinging to his hand, before he went : w you are the only living being I ever promised. To myself, I have done so many a time ; oh ! sir, I will try, indeed I will ; I will ask God to help me. You don't know how I long to be a better man." Guilford listened with pleasure ; spoke words of Christian sympathy, and set out on his way to the mill, after promising to send some one to remain with the sick man for sick he really was, with the reaction of his system, after so many, and fierce struggles. Colonel Leffingwell was riding up to the mills, as Guilford reached the door of his office. " Good morning," sir," said the bluff man, heartily. "Good morning," responded Guilford, modestly touching his hat. 152 THE MILL AGENT. Splendid day, isn't it ?" " God has given us a glorious day, sir." The Colonel cleared his throat ostentatious ly, before he said, " and yesterday was de lightful for for worshipping God, in the great temples He has made," and the Colonel waved his gloved hand and his riding whip over toward the groves beyond them. " Yes, sir," replied Guilford," all places are consecrated where we worship the Deity." " I suppose you would hardly agree with us, sir," said the Colonel, with another loud ahem ; w we spent our day in those ple'asant aisles. It carries the thoughts up, sir, to be surrounded by nature's beauties ; for my part, give me the peace and quiet of the woods. Did you attend church, sir?" " I did," responded Guilford ; w in the next village." " I had half a mind to send for you, to join us," said the Colonel, "but, perhaps, it would not have accorded with your notions." " Frankly, it would not," returned Guilford smiling. THE COLOXEL AND THE SABBATH. 153 "You prefer to swelter in a meeting-i house ; eh?" " I prefer to go up to the sanctuary," said Guilforcl, "where the soul is divested of all distracting outward surroundings, and where His people pray, and sing to His praise. I love it, sir ; my heart is bound up in the wel fare of Christ's Zion." " O ! I perceive you are rather on the fanat ical order," said the Colonel, lightly. " Now / see Go