POSMS JOAQ.UIN MILLER STATE NORMAL SCHOOL, Los Angeles, Cat. CONTENTS. SONGS OF THE SIERRAS. ARIZONIAN 1 WITH WALKER IN NICARAGUA 23 ' CALIFORNIAN 65 THE LAST TASCHASTAS 107 INA 120 / THE TALE OF THE TALL ALCALDE 195 I KIT CARSON'S RIDE 243 BURNS AND BYRON 255 . MYRRH 267 I EVEN So 277 \ SONGS OF THE SUN-LANDS. ISLES OF THE AMAZONS . 7 FROM SEA TO SEA 105 BY THE SUN-DOWN SEAS 115 IN THE INDIAN SUMMER . 149 SONGS OF THE SIERRAS. 4 ARIZONIAN. Kiss'd by kine and the brown sweet bee For these have the sun, and moon, and air, And never a bit of the burthen of care ; And with all of our caring what more have we ? I would court content like a lover lonely, I would woo her, win her, and wear her only, And never go over this white sea wall For gold or glory or for aught at all." He said these things as he stood with the Squire By the river's rim in the fields of clover, While the stream flow'd under and the clouds flew over, With the sun tangled in and the fringes afire. So the Squire lean'd with a kind desire To humor his guest, and to hear his story ; For his guest had gold, and he yet was clever, And mild of manner ; and, what was more, he, In the morning's ramble, had praised the kine, The clover's reach and the meadows fine, And so made the Squire his friend- for ever. His brow was brown'd by the sun and weather, And touch'd by the terrible hand of time ; His rich black beard had a fringe of rime, ARIZONIAN. As silk and silver inwove together. There were hoops of gold all over his hands, And across his breast, in chains and bands, Broad and massive as belts of leather. And the belts of gold were bright in the sun, But brighter than gold his black eyes shone From their sad face-setting so swarth and dun, Brighter than beautiful Santan stone, Brighter even than balls of fire, As he said, hot-faced, in the face of the Squire: " The pines bow'd over, the stream bent under The cabin cover'd with thatches of palm, Down in a canon so deep, the wonder Was what it could know in its clime but calm. Down hi a canon so cleft asunder By sabre-stroke in the young world's prime, It look'd as broken by bolts of thunder, And bursted asunder and rent and riven By earthquakes, driven, the turbulent time A red cross lifted red hands to heaven. And this in the land where the sun goes down, And gold is gather'd by tide and by stream, And maidens are brown as the cocoa brown, 6 ARIZONIAN. And a life is a love and a love is a dream ; Where the winds come in from the far Cathay With odor of spices and balm and bay, And summer abideth for aye and aye, Nor comes in a tour with the stately June, And comes too late and returns too soon To the land of the sun and of' summer's noon. "She stood in the shadows as the sun went down Fretting her curls with her fingers brown, As tall as the silk-tipp'd tassel'd corn Stood strangely watching as I weigh'd the gold We had wash'd that dny-where the river roll'd ; And her proud lip curl'd with a sun-clime scorn, As she ask'd, Is she better or fairer than I ? She, that blonde in the land beyond, , Where the sun is hid and the seas are high That you gather in gold as the years go on, And hoard and hide it away for her As a squirrel burrows the black pine-burr ? ' " Now the gold weigh' d well, but was lighter of weight Than we two had taken for days of late, So I was fretted, and, brow a-frown, ARIZONIAN. 7 1 said, ' She is fairer, and I loved her first, And shall love her last corne the worst to worst.' Now her eyes were black and her skin was brown, But her lips grew livid and her eyes afire As I said this tiling : and higher and higher The hot words ran, when the booming thunder Peal'd in the crags and the pine-tops under, While up by the cliff in the murky skies It look'd as the clouds had caught the fire The flash and fire of her wonderful eyes. " She turn'd from the door and down to the river. And mirror'd her face in the whimsical tide ; Then threw back her hair, as if throwing a quiver, As an Indian throws it back far from his side And free from his hands, swinging fast to the shoulder When rushing to battle ; and, rising, she sigh'd And shook, and shiver'd as aspens shiver. Then a great green snake slid into the river, Glistening, green, and with eyes of fire ; Quick, double-handed she seized a boulder, And cast it with all the fury of passion, As with lifted head it went curving across, Swift darting its tongue h'ke a fierce desire, 8 ARIZONIAA. Curving and curving, lifting higher and higher, Bent and beautiful as a river moss ; Then, smitten, it turn'd, bent, broken and doubled, And lick'd, red-tongued, like a forked fire, And sank, and the troubled waters bubbled, And then swept on in their old swift fashion. " I lay in my hammock : the air was heavy And hot and threat'ning ; the very heaven Was holding its breath ; and bees in a bevy Hid under my thatch ; and birds were driven In clouds to the rocks in a hurried whirr As I peer'd down by the path for her. She stood like a bronze bent over the river, The proud eyes fix'd, the passion unspoken When the heavens broke like a great dyke broken. Then, ere I, fairly had time to give her A shout of warning, a rushing of wind And the rolling of clouds and a deafening din And a darkness that had been black to the blind Came down, as I shouted, ' Come in ! come in ! Come under the roof, come up from the river, As up from a grave come now, or come never 1 ' The tassel'd tops of the pines were as weeds, ARIZONIAN. 9 The red- woods rock'd like to lake-side reeds, And the world seem'd darken'd and drown'd for ever. " One time in the night as the black wind shifted, And a flash of lightning stretch'd over the stream, I seem'd to see her with her brown hands lifted Only seem'd to see, as one sees in a dream With her eyes wide wild and her pale lips press' d, And the blood from her brow and the flood to her breast ; When the flood caught her hair as the flax in a wheel, And wheeling and whirling her round like a reel, Laugh'd loud her despair, then leapt long like a steed, Holding tight to her hair, folding fast to her heel, Laughing fierce, leaping far as if spurr'd to its speed . . Now mind, I tell you all this did but seem Was seen as you see fearful scenes in a dream ; For what the devil could the lightning show In a night like that, I should like to know I " And then I slept, and sleeping I dream'd Of great green serpents with tongues of fire, And of death by drowning, and of after death Of the day of judgment, wherein it seem'd io ARIZONIAN. That she, the heathen, was bidden higher, Higher than I ; that I clung to her side, And clinging struggled, and stniggling cried, And crying, waken'd, all weak of my breath. " Long leaves of the sun lay over the floor, And a chipmonk chirp'd in the open door, But above on his crag the eagle scream'd, Scream'd as he never had scream'd before. I rush'd to the river : the flood had gone Like a thief, with only his tracks upon The weeds and grasses and warm wet sand ; And I ran after with reaching hand, And call'd as I reach'd and reach'd as I ran, And ran till I came to the canon's van, Where the waters lay in a bent lagoon, Hook'd and crook'd like the horned moon. " Here in the surge where the waters met, And the warm wave lifted, and the winds did fret The wave till it foam'd with rage on the land, She lay with the wave on the warm white sand ; Her rich hair trail'd with the trailing weeds, And her small brown hands lay prone or lifted ARIZONIAN. ii As the wave sang strophes in the broken reeds, Or paused in pity, and in silence sifted Sands of gold, as upon her grave. And as sure as you see yon browsing kine, And breathe the breath of your meadows fine, When I went to my waist in the warm white wave And stood all pale in the wave to my breast, And reach'd for her in her rest and unrest, Her hands were lifted and reach'd to mine. " Now mind, I tell you I cried, ' Come in ! Oome in to the house, come out from the hollow, Oome out of the storm, come up from the river ! ' varied, and call'd, in that desolate din, Oiough I did not rush out, and in plain words give her A wordy warning of the flood to follow, Word t>y word, and letter by letter : But she xnew it as well as I, and better ; For one*} in the desert of New Mexico When I sought frantically far and wide For the famous spot where Apaches shot With bullets of gold their buflalo, And she followed faithfully at my side, ( threw me down in the hard hot sand 12 ARIZONIAN. Utterly famish'd, and ready to die, And a speck arose in the red-hot sky A speck no larger than .a lady's hand While she at my side bent tenderly over, Shielding my face from the sun as a cover, And wetting my face, as she watch'd by my side, From a skin she had borne till the high noon-tide, (I had emptied mine in the heat of the morning) When the thunder mutter'd far over the plain Like a monster bound or a beast in pain, She sprang the instant, and gave the warning, With her brown hand pointed to the burning skies. I was too weak unto death to arise, And I pray'd for death in my deep despair, And did curse and clutch in the sand in my rage, And bite in the bitter white ashen sage, That covers the desert like a coat of hair; But she knew the peril, and her iron will, With heart as true as the great North Star, Did bear me up to the palm-tipp'd hill, Where the fiercest beasts in a brotherhood, Beasts that had fled from the plain and far, In perfectest peace expectant stood, With their heads held high, and their limbs a-quiver , ARIZONIAN. 13 And ere she barely had time to breathe The boiling waters began to seethe From hill to hill in a booming river, Beating and breaking from hill to hill Even while yet the sun shot fire, Without the shield of a cloud above Filling the canon as you would fill A wine-cup, drinking in swift desire, With the brim new-kiss' d by the lips you love. " So you see she knew knew perfectly well, As well as I could shout and tell, \ The mountains would send a flood to the plain, Sweeping the gorge like a hurricane, When the fire flash'd, and the thunder fell. Therefore it is wrong, and I say therefore Unfair, that a mystical brown whig'd moth Or midnight bat should for evermore Fan my face with its wings of air, And follow me up, down, everywhere, Flit past, pursue me, or fly before, Dimly limning in each fair place The full fix'd eyes and the sad brown face, So forty times worse than if it were wroth. 14 ARIZONIAN "I gather'd the gold I had hid in the earth, Hid over the door and hid under the hearth : Hoarded and hid, as the world went over, For the love of a blonde by a sun-brown'd lover ; , And I said to myself, as I set my face To the East and afar from the desolate place, ' She has braided her tresses, and through her teara Look'd away to the West, for years, the years That I have wrought where the sun tans brown ; She has waked by night, she has watch'd by day, She has wept and wonder'd at my delay, Alone and in tears, with her head held down, Where the ships sail out and the seas swirl in, Forgetting to knit and refusing to spin. She shall lift her head, she shall see her lover, She shall hear his voice like a sea that rushes, She shall hold his gold in her hands of snow, And down on his breast she shall hide her blushes, And never a care shall her true heart know, While the clods are below, or the clouds are above her. " On the fringe of the night she stood with hei pitcher At the old town-pump : and oh ! passing fair ARIZONIAN. 15 'I am riper now,' I said, ' but am richer,' And 1 lifted my hand to my beard and hair ; * I am burnt by the sun, I am brown'd by the sea , I am white of my beard, and am bald, may be ; Yet for all such things what can her heart care ? * Then she moved ; and I said, ' How marvellous fair ! She look'd to the West, with her arm arch'd over; ' Looking for me, her sun-brown' d lover,' I said to myself, with a hot heart-thump, And ttepp'd me nearer to the storm-stain'd pump, As approaching a friend ; for 'twas here of old Our troths were plighted and the tale was told. " How young she was and how fair s*he was ! How tall as a palm, and how pearly fair, As the night came down on her glorious hair ! Then the night grew deep and the eye grew dim, And a sad-faced figure began to swim And float in my face, flit past, then pause, With her hands held up and her head held down, Yet face to face ; and her face was brown. Now why did she come and confront me there, With the mould on her face and the moist in her hair, And a mystical stare in her marvellous eyes ? 14 ARIZONIAN "I gathered the gold I had hid in the earth, Hid over the door and hid under the hearth : Hoarded and hid, as the world went over, For the love of a blonde by a sun-brown'd lover ; , And I said to myself, as I set my face To the East and afar from the desolate place, ' She has braided her tresses, and through her tears Look'd away to the West, for years, the years That I have wrought where the sun tans brown ; She has waked by night, she has watch'd by day, She has wept and wonder'd at my delay, Alone and in tears, with her head held down, Where the ships sail out and the seas swirl in, Forgetting to knit and refusing to spin. She shall lift her head, she shall see her lover, She shall hear his voice like a sea that rushes, She shall hold his gold in her hands of snow, And down on his breast she shall hide her blushes, And never a care shall her true heart know, While the clods are below, or the clouds are above her. " On the fringe of the night she stood with hei pitcher At the old town-pump : and oh ! passing fair ARIZ ONI AN. ij 'I am riper now,' I said, ' but am richer,' And 1 lifted my band to my beard and hair ; ' I am burnt by the sun, I am brown'd by the sea , I am white of my beard, and am bald, may be ; Yet for all such things what can her heart care ? ' Then she moved ; and I said, ' How marvellous fair ! She look'd to the West, with her arm arch'd over; ' Looking for me, her sun-brown'd lover,' I said to myself, with a hot heart-thump, And ktepp'd me nearer to the storm-stain'd pump, As approaching a friend ; for 'twas here of old Our troths were plighted and the tale was told. " How young she was and how fair sTie was ! How tall as a palm, and how pearly fair, As the night came down on her glorious hair ! Then the night grew deep and the eye grew dim, And a sad-faced figure began to swim And float in my face, flit past, then pause, With her hands held up and her head held down, Yet face to face ; and her face was brown. Now why did she come and confront me there, With the mould on her face and the moist in her hair, And a mystical stare in her marvellous eyes ? 1 8 ARIZONIAN. So I lifted my voice and I spoke aloud : ' Annette, my darling ! Annette Macleod ! ' She started, she stopp'd, she turn'd, amazed, She stood all wonder with her eyes wild-wide, Then turn'd in terror down the dusk wayside, And cried as she fled, ' The man is crazed, And calls the maiden name of my mother ! ' " From a scene that saddens, from a ghost that wearies, From a white isle set in a wall of seas, From the kine and clover and all of these I shall set my face for the fierce Sierras. I shall make me mates on the stormy border, I shall beard the grizzly, shall battle again, And from mad disorder shall mould me order And a wild repose for a weary brain. " Let the world turn over, and over, and over, And toss and tumble like a beast in pain, Crack, quake, and tremble, and turn full over And die, and never rise up again ; Let her dash her peaks through the purple cover, Let her plash her seas in the face of the sun I have no one to love me now, not one, ARIZONIAN. ig In a world as full as a world can hold ; So I will get gold as I erst have done, I will gather a coffin top-full of gold, To take to the door of Death, to buy Content, when I double my hands and die. There is nothing that is, be it beast or human, Love of maiden or the lust of man, Curse of man or the kiss of woman, For which I care or for which I can Give a love for a love or a hate for a hate, A curse for a curse or a kiss for a kiss, Since life has neither a bane nor a bliss, To one that is cheek by jowl with fate; For I have lifted and reach'd far over To the tree of promise, and have pluck'd of all And ate ate ashes, and myrrh, and gall. Go down, go down to the fields of clover, Down with the kine in the pastures fine, And give no thought, or care, or labor For maid or man, good name or neighbor ; For I have given, and what have I ? Given all my youth, my years, and labor, And a love as warm as the world is cold, For a beautiful, bright, and delusive lie. 20 ARIZONIAN. Gave youth, gave years, gave love for gold, Giving and getting, yet what have I But an empty palm and a face forgotten, And a hope that's dead, and a heart that's rotten ? Red gold on the waters is no part bread, But sinks dull-sodden like a lump of lead, And returns no more in the face of Heaven. So the dark day thickens at the hope deferr'd, And the strong heart sickens and the soul is stirr'd Like a weary sea when his hands are lifted, Imploring peace, with his raiment drifted And driven afar and rent and riven. " The red ripe stars hang low overhead, Let the good and the light of soul reach up, Pluck gold as plucking a butter-cup : But I am as lead and my hands are red ; There is nothing that is that can wake one passion In soul or body, or one sense of pleasure, No fame or fortune in the world's wide measure, Or love full-bosomed or in any fashion. " The doubled sea, and the troubled heaven, Starr'd and barr'd by the bolts of fire, ARIZONIAN. 21 In storms where stars are riven, and driven As clouds through heaven, as a dust blown higher j The angels hurl'd to the realms infernal, Down from the walls in unholy wars That man misnameth the falling stars ; The purple robe of the proud Eternal, The Tyrian blue with its fringe of gold, Shrouding His countenance, fold on fold All are dull and tame as a tale that is told. For the loves that hasten and the hates that linger, The nights that darken and the days that glisten, And men that lie and maidens that listen, I care not even the snap of my finger. " So the sun climbs up, and on, and over, And the days go out and the tides come in, And the pale moon rubs on the purple cover Till worn as thin and as bright as tin ; But the ways are dark and the days are dreary, And the dreams of youth are but dust in age, And the heart gets harden'd, and the hands grow weary Holding them up for their heritage. " And the strain'd heart-strings wear bare and brittle, 22 ARIZONIAN. And the fond hope dies when so long deferr'd ; Then the fair hope lies in the heart interr'd, So stiff and cold in its coffin of lead. For you promise so great and you gain so little ; For you promise so great of glory and gold, And gain so little that the hands grow cold ; And for gold and glory you gain instead A fond heart sicken'd and a fair hope dead. " So I have said, and I say it over, And can prove it over and over again, That the four-footed beasts on the red-crown'd clovei, The pied and horned beasts on the plain That lie down, rise up, and repose again, And do never take care or toil or spin, Nor buy, nor build, nor gather in gold, Though the days go out and the tides come in. Are better than we by a thousand fold ; For what is it all, in the words of fire, But a vexing of soul and a vain desire ? " WITH WALKER IN NICARAGUA. Come to my sun land! Come with me To the land I love ; where the sun and sea Are wed forever: where palm and pine Are filled with singers; where tree and vine Are voiced with prophets ! O come, and you Shall sing a song ivilh the seas that swirl And kiss their hands to the cold white girl, To the maiden moon in her mantle of blue. WITH WALKER IN NICARAGUA. T TE was a brick : let this be said Above my brave dishonored dead. I ask no more, this is not much, Yet I disdain a colder touch To memory as dear as his ; For he was true as any star, And brave as Yuba's grizzlies are, Yet gentle as a panther is, Mouthing her young in her first fierce kiss ; Tall, courtly, grand as any king, Yet simple as a child at play, In camp and court the same alway, And never moved at any thing ; A dash of sadness in his air, Born, may be, of his over care, And, may be, born of a despair In early love I never knew ; WITH WALKER I question'd not, as many do, Of things as sacred as this is ; I only knew that he to me Was all a father, friend, could be ; I sought to know no more than thil Of history of him or his. A piercing eye, a princely air, A presence like a chevalier, Half angel and half Lucifer ; Fair fingers, jewell'd manifold With great gems set in hoops of gold ; Sombrero black, with plume of snow That swept his long silk locks below ; A red scrape with bars of gold, Heedless falling, fold on fold ; A sash of silk, where flashing swung A sword as swift as serpent's tongue, In sheath of silver chased in gold ; A face of blended pride and pain, Of mingled pleading and disdain, With shades of glory and of grief; And Spanish spurs with bells of steel That clash'd and dangl'd at the heel IN NICARAGUA. The famous filibuster chief Stood by his tent 'mid tall brown trees That top the fierce Cordilleras, With brawn arm arch'd above his brow ; Stood still he stands, a picture, now Long gazing down the sunset seas. WHAT strange strong bearded men were these ,He led toward the tropic seas ! Men sometime of uncommon birth, Men rich in histories untold, Who boasted not, though more than bold, Blown from the four parts of the earth. Men mighty-thew'd as Samson was, That had been kings in any cause, A remnant of the races past ; Dark-brow'd as if in iron cast, Broad-breasted as twin gates of brass, Men strangely brave and fiercely true, Who dared the West when giants were, Who err'd, yet bravely dared to err ; A remnant of that early few Who held no crime or curse or vice WITH WALKER As dark as that of cowardice ; With blendings of the worst and best Of faults and virtues that have blest Or cursed or thrill'd the human breast. They rode, a troop of bearded men, Rode two and two out from the town, And some were blonde and some were brown And all as brave as Sioux ; but when From San Bennetto south the line That bound them in the laws of men Was passed, and peace stood mute behind And streamed a banner to the wind The world knew not, there was a sign Of awe, of silence, rear and van. Men fiiought who never thought before ; I heard the clang and clash of steel From sword at hand or spur at heel And iron feet, but nothing more. Some thought of Texas, some of Maine, But more of rugged Tennessee, Of scenes in Southern vales of wine, And scenes in Northern hills of pine As scenes they might not meet again ; IN NICARAGUA. 29 And one of Avon thought, and one Thought of an isle beneath the sun, And one of Rowley, one the Rhine, And one turned sadly to the Spree. Defeat meant something more than death The world was ready, keen to smite, As stern and still beneath its ban With iron will and bated breath, Their hands against their fellow-man, They rode each man an Ishmaelite. But when we struck the hills of pine, These men dismounted, doffed their cares, Talked loud and laughed old love affairs, And on the grass took meat and wine, And never gave a thought again To land or life that lay behind, Or love, or care of any kind Beyond the present cross or pain. And I, a waif of stormy seas, A child among such men as these, Was blown along this savage surf And rested with them on the turf, 10 WITH WALKER And took delight below the trees. I did not question, did not care To know the right or wrong. I saw That savage freedom had a spell, And loved it more than I can tell, And snapped my fingers at the law. I bear my burden of the shame, I shun it not, and naught forget, However much I may regret : I claim some candor to my name, And courage cannot change or die. Did they deserve to die ? they died. Let justice then be satisfied, And as for me, why what am I ? The standing side by side till death, The dying for some wounded friend, The faith that failed not to the end, The strong endurance till the breath And body took their ways apart, I only know. I keep my trust. Their vices ! earth has them by heart. Their virtues ! they are with their dust. IN NICARAGUA. How wound we through the solid wood, With all its broad boughs hung in green, With lichen-mosses trail'd between ! How waked the spotted beasts of prey, Deep sleeping from the face of day, And dash'd them like a troubled flood Down some defile and denser wood ! And snakes, long, lithe and beautiful As green and graceful-bough'd bamboo, Did twist and twine them through and through The boughs that hung red-fruited full. One, monster-sized, above me hung, Close eyed me with his bright pink eyes, ' Then raised his folds, and sway'd and swung, And lick'd like lightning his red tongue, Then oped his wide month with surprise ; He writhed and curved, and raised and lower'd His folds like liftings of the tide, And sank so low I touched his side, As I rode by, with my broad sword. The trees shook hands high overhead, And bow'd and intertwined across WITH WALKER The narrow way, while leaves and moss And luscious fruit, gold-hued and red, Through all the canopy of green, Let not one sunshaft shoot between. Birds hung and swung, green-robed and red, Or droop'd in curved lines dreamily, Rainbows reversed, from tree to tree, Or sang low-hanging overhead Sang low, as if they sang and slept, Sang faint, like some far waterfall, And took no note of us at all, Though nuts that in the way were spread Did crush and crackle as we stept. Wild lilies, tall as maidens are, As sweet of breath, as pearly fair, As fair as faith, as pure as truth, Fell thick before our every tread, As in a sacrifice to ruth, And all the air with perfume fill'd More sweet than ever man distill'd. The ripen'd fruit a fragrance shed And hung in hand-reach overhead, IN NICARAGUA. 33 In nest of blossoms on the shoot, The bending shoot that bore the fruit. How ran the monkeys through the leaves ! How rush'd they through, brown clad and blue. Like shuttles hurried through and through The threads a hasty weaver weaves ! How quick they cast us fruits of gold, Then loosen'd hand and all foothold, And hung limp, limber, as if dead, Hung low and listless overhead ; And all the time, with half-oped eyes Bent full on us in mute surprise Look'd wisely too, as wise hens do That watch you with the head askew. The long days through from blossom'd trees There came the sweet song of sweet bees, With chorus-tones of cockatoo That slid his beak along the bough, And walk'd and talk'd and hung and swung, In crown of gold and coat of blue, The wisest fool that ever sung, Or had a crown, or held a tongue. 8 34 WITH WALKER Oh when we broke the sombre wood And pierced at last the sunny plain, How wild and still with wonder stood The proud mustangs with banner'd inane, And necks that never knew a rein, And nostrils lifted high, and blown, Fierce breathing as a hurricane : Yet by their leader held the while In solid column, square, and file, And ranks more martial than our owii 1 Some one above the common kind, Some one to look to, lean upon, I think is much a woman's mind ; But it was mine, and I had drawn A rein beside the chief while we Rode through the forest leisurely ; "When he grew kind and questioned me Of kindred, home, and home affair, Of how I came to wander there, And had my father herds and land And men in hundreds at command ? At which I silent shook my head, Then, timid, met his eyes and said, IN NICARAGUA. 35 u Not so. Where sunny-foot hills run DOWL. to the North Pacific sea, And Willamette meets the sun In many angles, patiently My father tends his flocks of snow, And turns alone the mellow sod And sows some fields not over broad, And mourns my long delay in vain, Nor bids one serve-man come or go ; While mother from her wheel or churn, And may be from the milking shed, There lifts an humble weary head To watch and wish for my return Across the camas' blossom' d plain." He held his bent head very low, A sudden sadness in his ah* ; Then turned and touched my yellow hair And took the long locks in his hand, Toyed with them, smiled, and let them go, Then thrummed about his saddle bow As thought ran swift across his face ; Then turning sudden from his place, He gave some short and quick command. WITH WALKER They brought the best steed of the band, They swung a bright sword at my side, He bade me mount and by him ride, And from that hour to the end I never felt the need of friend. Far in the wildest quinine wood We found a city old so old, Its very walls were turn'd to mould, And stately trees upon them stood. No history has mention'd it, No map has given it a place ; The last dim trace of tribe and race The world's forgetfulnesss is fit. It held one structure grand and moss'd, Mighty as any castle sung, And old when oldest Ind was young, With threshold Christian never cross'd ; A temple builded to the sun, Along whose sombre altar-stone Brown bleeding virgins had been strown Like leaves, when leaves are crisp and dun, IN NICARAGUA. 37 In ages ere the Sphinx was born, Or Babylon had birth or morn. My chief led up the marble step He ever led, broad blade in hand When down the stones, with double hand Clutch' d to his blade, a savage leapt, Hot bent to barter life for life. The chieftain drove his bowie knife Full through his thick and broad breast-bone, And broke the point against the stone, The dark stone of the temple wall. I saw him loose his hold and fall Full length with head hung down the step ; I saw run down a ruddy flood Of rushing pulsing human blood. Then from the crowd a woman crept And kiss'd the gory hands and face, And smote herself. Then one by one The dark crowd crept and did the same, Then bore the dead man from the place. Down darken'd aisles the brown priests came, So picture-like, with sandall'd feet And long gray dismal grass-wove gowns, WITH WALKER So like the pictures of old time, And stood all still and dark of frowns, At blood upon the stone and street. So we laid ready hand to sword And boldly spoke some bitter word ; But they were stubborn still, and stood Dark frowning as a winter wood, And mutt'ring something of the crime Of blood upon the temple stone, As if the first that it had known. We turned toward the massive door With clash of steel at heel, and with Some swords all red and ready drawn. I traced the sharp edge of my sword Along the marble wall and floor For crack or crevice ; there was none. From one vast mount of marble stone The mighty temple had been cored By nut-brown children of the sun, When stars were newly bright and blithe Of song along the rim of dawn, A mighty marble monolith ! IN NICARAGUA. 3 g THBOUGH marches through the mazy wood, And may be through too much of blood, At last we came down to the seas. A city stood, white-wall' d, and brown With age, in nest of orange trees ; And this we won, and many a town And rancho reaching up and down, Then rested in the red-hot days Beneath the blossom'd orange trees, Made drowsy with the drum of bees, And drank in peace the south-sea breeze, Made sweet with sweeping boughs of bays. Well ! there were maidens, shy at first, And then, ere long, not over shy, Yet pure of soul and proudly chare. No love on earth has such an eye ! No land there is is bless'd or curs'd With such a limb or grace of face, Or gracious form, or genial air ! In all the bleak North-land not one Hath been so warm of soul to me 40 WITH WALKER As coldest soul by that warm sea, Beneath the bright hot centred sun. No lands where any ices are Approach, or ever dare compare With warm loves born beneath the sun, The one the cold white steady star, The lifted shifting sun the one. I grant you fond, I grant you fair, I grant you honor, trust and truth, And years as beautiful as youth, And many years beyond the sun, And faith as fix'd as any star ; But all the North-land hath not one So warm of soul as sun-maids are. I was but in my boyhood then, I count my fingers over, so, And find it years and years ago, And I am scarcely yet of men. But I was tall and lithe and fair, With rippled tide of yellow hair, And prone to mellowness of heart ; While she was tawny-red like wine, IN NICARAGUA. 41 With black hair boundless as the night. As for the rest I knew my part, At least was apt, and willing quite To learn, to listen, and incline To teacher warm and wie as mine. O bright, bronzed mairtens of the sun I So fairer far to look upon Than curtains of the Solonon, Or Kedar's tents, or any on, Or any thing beneath the sun ! What follow'd then ? WhaJ has been done, And said, and writ, and read, *nd sung ? What will be writ and read again, While love is life, and life remain * While maids will heed, and men hav tongue? What follow'd th,en ? But let that pass. I hold one picture in my heart, Hung curtain' d, and not any part Of all its dark tint ever has Been look'd upon by any one. But if, may be, one brave and strong As liftings of the bristled sea 42 WITH WALKER Steps forth from out the days to be And knocks heart-wise, and enters bold A rugged heart inured to wrong As one would storm a strong stronghold - Strong-footed, and most passing fair Of truth, and thought beyond her years, We two will lift the crape in tears, Will turn the canvas to the sun, Will trace the features one by one Of my dear dead, in still despair. Love well who will, love wise who can, But love, be loved, for God is love ; Love pure, like cherubim above ; Love maids, and hate not any man. Sit as sat we by orange tree, Beneath the broad bough and grape-vine Top-tangled in the tropic shine, Close face to face, close to the sea, And full of the red-centred sun, With grand sea-songs upon the soul, Roll'd melody on melody, Like echoes of deep organ's roll, And love, nor question any one. IN NICARAGUA. 43 If God is love, is love not God ? As high priests say, let prophets sing, Without reproach or reckoning ; This much I say, knees knit to sod, -And low voice lifted, questioning. Let eyes be not dark eyes, but dreams, Or drifting clouds with flashing fires, Or far delights, or fierce desires, Yet not be more than well beseems ; Let hearts be pure and strong and true, Let lips be luscious and blood-red, Let earth in gold be garmented And tented in her tent of blue, Let goodly rivers glide between Their leaning willow walls of green, Let all things be fill'd of the sun, And full of warm winds of the sea, And I beneath my vine and tree Take rest, nor war with any one ; Then I will thank God with full cause, Say this is well, is as it was. Let lips be red, for God has said 44 WITH WALKER Love is like one gold-garmented, And made them so for such a time. Therefore let lips be red, therefore Let love be ripe in ruddy prime, Let hope beat high, let hearts be true, And you be wise thereat, and you Drink deep, and ask not any more. Let red lips lift, proud curl'd, to kiss, And round limbs lean and raise and reach In love too passionate for speech, Too full of blessedness and bliss For any thing but this and this ; Let luscious lips lean hot to kiss And swoon in love, while all the air Is redolent with balm of trees, And mellow with the song of bees, While birds sit singing everywhere And you will have not any more Than I in boyhood, by that shore Of olives, had in years of yore. Let the unclean think things unclean ; I swear tip-toed, with lifted hands, iN NICARAGUA. 45 That we were pure as sea-washed sands, That not one coarse thought came between ; Believe or disbelieve who will, Unto the pure all things are pure ; As for the rest, I can endure Alike their good will or their ill. She boasted Montezuma's blood, Was pure of soul as Tahoe's flood, And strangely fair and princely soul'd, And she was rich in blood and gold More rich in love grown over-bold From its own consciousness of strength. How warm ! Oh, not for any cause Could I declare how warm she was, In her brown beauty and hair's length. We loved in the sufficient sun, We lived in elements of fire, For love is fire and fierce desire ; Yet lived as pure as priest and nun; We lay slow rocking in the bay In birch canoe beneath the crags Thick, topp'd with palm, like sweeping flags WITH WALKER Between us and the burning day. The red-eyed crocodile lay low Or lifted from his rich rank fern, And watch'd us and the tide by turn, And we slow cradled to and fro. And slow we cradled on till night, And told the old tale, overtold, As misers in recounting gold Each time do take a new delight. With her pure passion-given grace She drew her warm self close to me ; And, her two brown hands on my knee, And her two black eyes in my face, She then grew sad and guess'd at ill, And in the future seem'd to see With woman's ken of prophecy ; Yet proffer'd her devotion still. And plaintive so, she gave a sign, A token cut of virgin gold, That all her tribe should ever hold Its wearer as some one divine, Nor touch him with a hostile hand. And I in turn gave her a blade, IN NICARAGUA. 47 A dagger, worn as well by maid As man, in that half-lawless land ; It had a massive silver hilt, Had a most keen and cunning blade, A gift by chief and comrades made For reckless blood at Rivas spilt. " Show this," said I, " too well 'tis known, And worth an hundred lifted spears, Should ill beset your sunny years ; There is not one in Walker's band, But at the sight of this alone, Will reach a brave and ready hand, And make your right or wrong his own." IV. LOVE while 'tis day ; night cometh soon, Wherein no man or maiden may ; Love in the strong young prime of day ; Drink drunk with love in ripe red noon, lied noon of love and life and sun ; Walk in love's light as in sunshine, Drink in that gun as drinking wine, WITH WALKER Drink swift, nor question any one ; For loves change sure as man or moon, And wane like warm full days of June. O Love, so fair of promises, Bend here thy brow, blow here thy kiss, Bend here thy bow above the storm But once, if only this once more. Comes there no patient Christ to save, Touch and re-animate thy form Long three days dead and in the grave ? Spread here thy silken net of jet; Since man is false, since maids forget, Since man must fall for his sharp sin, Be thou the pit that I fall in ; I seek no safer fall than this. Since man must die for some dark sin, Blind leading blind, let come to this, And my death-crime be one deep kiss. Lo ! I have found another land, May I not find another love, True, trusting as a bosom'd dove, To lay its whole heart in my hand ? But lips that leap and cling and crush, IN NICARAGUA. 49 And limbs that twist and intertwine With passion as a passion-vine, And veins that throb and swell and rush Be ye forbidden fruit and wine. Such passion is not fair or fit Or fashion'd tall touch none of it. Ill comes disguised in many forms : Fair winds are but a prophecy Of foulest winds full soon to be The brighter these, the blacker they; The clearest night has darkest day, And brightest days bring blackest storms. There came reverses to our arms ; I saw the signal-light's alarms At night red-crescenting the bay. The foe pour'd down a flood next day As strong as tides when tides are high, And drove us bleeding in the sea, In such wild haste of flight that we Had hardly time to arm and fly. Blown from the shore, borne far a-sea, 4 50 WITH WALKER I lifted my two hands on high With wild soul plashing to the sky, And cried, " O more than crowns to me Farewell at last to love and thee ! " I walk'd the deck, I kiss'd my hand Back to the far and fading shore, And bent a knee as to implore, Until the last dark head of land Slid down behind the dimpled sea. . At last I sank in troubled sleep, A very child, rock'd by the deep, Sad questioning the fate of her Before the savage conqueror. The loss of comrades, power, place, A city wall'd, cool shaded ways, Cost me no care at all ; somehow I only saw her sad brown face, And I was younger then than now. Red flash'd the sun across the deck, Slow flapp'd the idle sails, and slow The black ship cradled to and fro. Afar my city lay, a speck IN NICARAGUA. 51 Of white against a line of blue; Around, half lounging on the deck, Some comrades chatted two by two. I held a new-fill'd glass of wine, And with the mate talk'd as in play Of fierce events of yesterday, To coax his light life into mine. He jerk'd the wheel, as slow he said, Low laughing with averted head, And so, half sad : You bet they '11 fight ; They follow'd in canim, canoe, A perfect fleet, that on the blue Lay dancing till the mid of night. Would you believe ! one little cuss (He turn'd his stout head slow sidewise, And 'neath his hat-rim took the skies) "In petticoats did follow us The livelong night, and at the dawn Her boat lay rocking in the lee, Scarce one short pistol-shot from rne." This said the mate, half mournfully, Then peck'd at us ; for he had drawn, By bright light heart and homely wit, WITH WALKER With full per cent against them, and Staked all upon a single hand, And lost or won, content the same. 1 never saw my chief again, I never sought again the shore, Or saw my white-wall'd city more. I could not bear the more than pain At sight of blossom' d orange trees Or blended song of birds and bees, The sweeping shadows of the palm Or spicy breath of bay and balm. And, striving to forget the while, I wander' d through the dreary isle, Here black with juniper, and there Made white with goats in summer coats, The only things that anywhere We found with life in all the land, Save birds that ran long-bill'd and brown, Long-legg'd and still as shadows are, Like dancing shadows, up and down The sea-rim on the swelt'ring sand. The warm sea laid his dimpled face, IN NICARAGUA. 55 With every white hair smoothed in place, As if asleep against the land ; Great turtles slept upon his breast, As thick as eggs in any nest ; I could have touched them with my hand. I would some things were dead and hid, Well dead and buried deep as hell, With recollection dead as well, And resurrection God-forbid. They irk me with their weary spell Of fascination, eye to eye, And hot mesmeric serpent hiss, Through all the dull eternal days. Let them turn by, go on their ways, Let them depart or let me die ; For life is but a beggar's lie, And as for death, I grin at it ; I do not care one whiff or whit Whether it be or that or this. I give my hand ; the world is wide ; Then farewell memories of yore. WITH WALKER With full per cent against them, and Staked all upon a single hand, And lost or won, content the same. I never saw my chief again, I never sought again the shore, Or saw my white-wall'd city more. I could not bear the more than pain At sight of blossom'd orange trees Or blended song of birds and bees, The sweeping shadows of the palm Or spicy breath of bay and balm. And, striving to forget the while, I wander'd through the dreary isle, Here black with juniper, and there Made white with goats in summer coats, The only things that anywhere We found with life in all the land, Save birds that ran long-bill'd and brown, Long-legg'd and still as shadows are, Like dancing shadows, up and down The sea-rim on the swelt'ring sand. The warm sea laid his dimpled face, IN NICARAGUA. 55 With every white hair smoothed in place, As if asleep against the land ; Great turtles slept upon his breast, As thick as eggs in any nest ; I could have touched them with my hand. I would some things were dead and hid, Well dead and buried deep as hell, With recollection dead as well, And resurrection God-forbid. They irk me with their weary spell Of fascination, eye to eye, And hot mesmeric serpent hiss, Through all the dull eternal days. Let them turn by, go on their ways, Let them depart or let me die ; For life is but a beggar's lie, And as for death, I grin at it ; I do not care one whiff or whit Whether it be or that or this. I give my hand ; the world is wide ; Then farewell memories of yore. 56 WITH WALKER Between us let strife be no more ; Turn as you choose to either side ; Say, Fare-you-well, shake hands and say Speak loud, and say with stately grace, Hand clutching hand, face bent to face Farewell for ever and a day. O passion-toss'd and bleeding past, Part now, part well, part wide apart, As ever ships on ocean slid Down, down the sea, hull, sail, and mast; And in the album of my heart Let hide the pictures of your face, With other pictures in their place, Slid over like a coffin's lid. The days and grass grow long together ; They now fell short and crisp again, And all the fair face of the main Grew dark and wrinkled at the weather. Through all the summer sun's decline Fell news of triumphs and defeats, IN NICARAGUA. Of hard advances, hot retreats Then days and days and not a line. At last one night they came. I knew Ere yet the boat had touch'd the land That all was lost : they were so few I near could count them on one hand ; But he the leader led no more. The proud chief still disdain'd to fly, But, like one wreck'd, clung to the shore, And struggled on, and struggling fell From power to a prison-cell, And only left that cell to die. My recollection, like a ghost, Goes from this sea to that sea-side, Goes and returns as turns the tide, Then turns again unto the coast. I know not which I mourn the most, My brother or my virgin bride, My chief or my unwedded wife. The one was as the lordly sun, To joy in, bask in, and admire ; 5& WITH WALKER The peaceful moon was as the one, To love, to look to, and desire ; And both a part of my young life. Years after, shelter'd from the sun Beneath- a Sacramento bay, A black Muchacho by me lay Along the long grass crisp and dun, His brown mule browsing by his side, And told with all a Peon's pride How he once fought, how long and well, Broad breast to breast, red hand to hand, Against a foe for his fair land, And how the fierce invader fell ; And artless told me how he died. To die with hand and brow unbound He gave his gems and jewell'd sword ; Thus at the last the warrior found Some freedom for his steel's reward. He walk'd out from the prison-wall Dress'd like a prnce for a parade, And made no n^ to of man or maid, IN NICARAGUA. 59 But gazed out calmly over all ; Then look'd afar, half paused, and then Above the mottled sea of men * He kiss'd his thin hand to the sun ; Then smiled so proudly none had known But he was stepping to a throne, Yet took no note of any one. A nude brown beggar Peon child, Encouraged as the captive smiled, Xook'd up, half scared, half pitying; He stoop'd, he caught it from the sands, Put bright coins in its two brown hands, Then strode on like another king. , Two deep, a musket's length, they stood, A-front, in sandals, nude, and dun As death and darkness wove in one, Their thick lips thirsting for his blood. He took their black hands one by one, And, smiling with a patient grace, Forgave them all and took his place. He bared his broad brow to the sun, Gave one long last look to the sky, The white- wing'd clouds that hurried by, 6o WITH WALKER The olive hills in orange hue ; A last list to the cockatoo That hung by beak from cocoa-bough Hard by, and hung and sung as though He never was to sing again, Hung all red-crown'd and robed in green, With belts of gold and blue between. A bow, a touch of heart, a pall Of purple smoke, a crash, a thud, A warrior's raiment rent, and blood, A face in dust and that was all. Success had made him more than king; Defeat made him the vilest thing In name, contempt or hate can bring : So much the leaded dice of war Do make or mar of character. Speak ill who will of him, he died In all disgrace ; say of the dead His heart was black, his hands were red Say this much, and be satisfied ; Gloat over it all undenied. IN NICARAGUA. 61 J only say that he to me, Whatever he to others was, Was truer far than any one That I have known beneath the sun, Sinner, saint, or Pharisee, As boy or man, for any cause ; I simply say he was my friend When strong of hand and fair of fame : Dead and disgraced, I stand the same To him, and so shall to the end. I lay this crude wreath on his dust, Inwove with sad, sweet memories Recall'd here by these colder seas. I leave the wild bird with his trust, To sing and say him nothing wrong ; T wake no rivalry of song. He lies low in the levell'd sand, TJnshelter'd from the tropic sun, And now of all he knew not one Will speak him fair in that far land. Perhaps 'twas this that made me seek, Disguised, his grave one winter-tide ; 62 WITH WALKER A weakness for the weaker side, A siding with the helpless weak. A palm not far held out a hand, Hard by a long green bamboo swung, And bent like some great bow unstrung, And quiver'd like a willow wand ; Beneath a broad banana's leaf, Ferch'd on its fruits that crooked hang, A bird in rainbow splendor sang A low sad song of temper'd grief. No sod, no sign, no cross nor stone, But at his side a cactus green Upheld its lances long and keen ; It stood in hot red sands alone, Flat-palm'd and fierce with lifted spears ; One bloom of crimson crown'd its head, A drop of blood, so bright, so red, Yet redolent as roses' tears. In my left hand I held a shell, All rosy lipp'd and pearly red ; I laid it by his lowly bed, For he did love so passing well IN NICARAGUA. 63 The grand songs of the solemn sea. shell ! sing well, wild, with a will, When storms blow loud and birds be still, The wildest sea-song known to thee ! I said some things, with folded hands, Soft whisper'd in the dim sea-sound, ' And eyes held humbly to the ground, And frail knees sunken in the sands. He had done more than this for me, And yet I could not well do more : 1 turned me down the olive snore, And set a sad face to the sea. London. 1871 CALIFORNIAN. (rlintings of any in the darkness, Flashings of flint and of steel, Blended in gossamer texture The ideal and the reai, Limrfd like the phantom-ship shadow, Crowding up under the keel. CALIFOKNIAN. T STAND beside the mobile sea ; And sails are spread, and sails are furFd From farthest corners of the world, And fold like white wings wearily. Steamships go up, and some go down In haste, like traders in a town, And seem to see and beckon all. Afar at sea some white shapes flee, With arms stretch'd like a ghost's to me, And cloud-like sails far blown and curl'd, Then glide down to the under-world. As if blown bare in winter blasts Of leaf and limb, tall naked masts Are rising from the restless sea, So still and desolate and tall, I seem to see them gleam and shine With clinging drops of dripping brine. 68 CALIFORNIAN. Broad still brown wings flit here and there. Thin sea-blue wings wheel everywhere, And white wings whistle through the air I hear a thousand sea-gulls call. Behold the ocean on the beach Kneel lowly down as it in prayer. I hear a moan as of despair, While far at sea do toss and reach Some things so like white pleading handg. The ocean's thin and hoary hair Is trail'd along the silver'd sands, At every sigh and sounding moan. Tis not a place for mirthfulness, But meditation deep, and prayer, And kneelings on the salted sod, Where man must own his littleness And know the mightiness of God. The very birds shriek in distress And sound the ocean's monotone, Dare'd I but say a prophecy, As sang the holy men of old, Of rock-built cities yet to be CALIFORNIAN, 69 Along these shining shores of gold, Crowding athirst into the sea, What wondrous marvels might be told I Enough, to know that empire here Shall burn her loftiest, brightest star ; Here art and eloquence shall reign, As o'er the wolf-reared realm of old ; Here learn'd and famous from afar, To pay their noble court, shall come, And shall not seek or see in vain, But look on all with wonder dujnb. Afar the bright Sierras lie A swaying line of snowy white, A fringe of heaven hung in sight Against the blue base of the sky. I look along each gaping gorge, I hear a thousand sounding strokes Like giants rending giant oaks, Or brawny Vulcan at his forge; I see pick-axes flash and shine And great wheels whirling in a mine. Here winds a thick and yellow thread, 70 CALIFORNIAN. A moss'd and silver stream instead ; And trout that leap'd its rippled tide Have turn'd upon their sides and died. Lo ! when the last pick in the mine Is rusting red with idleness, And rot yon cabins in the mould, And wheels no more croak in distress, And tall pines reassert command, Sweet bards along this sunset shore Their mellow melodies will pour ; Will charm as charmers veiy wise, Will strike the harp with master hand, Will sound unto the vaulted skies The valor of these men of old The mighty men of 'Forty-nine ; Will sweetly sing and proudly say, Long, long agone there was a day When there were giants in the land. CUEAMBO ! what a cloud of dust Comes dashing down like driven gust J CALIFORNIA N 71 And who rides rushing on the sight Adown yon rocky long defile, Swift as an eagle in his flight, Fierce as a winter's storm at night Blown from the bleak Sierra's height, Careering down some yawning gorge ? His face is flush'd, his eye is wild, And 'neath his courser's sounding feet (A glance could barely be more fleet) The rocks are flashing like a forge. Such reckless rider ! I do ween No mortal man his like has seen. And yet, but for his long serape All flowing loose, and black as crape, And long silk locks of blackest hair All streaming wildly in the breeze, You might believe him in a chair, Or chatting at some country fair With friend or senorita rare, He rides so grandly at his ease. But now he grasps a tighter rein, A red rein wrought in golden chain, And in hia tapidaros stands, 72 CALIFORNIAN. Half turns and shakes two bloody hands, And shouts defiance at his foe ; Now lifts his broad hat from his brow As if to challenge fate, and now His hand drops to his saddle-bow And clutches something gleaming there As if to something more than dare, While halts the foe that follow'd fast As rushing wave or raving blast, More sudden-swift than though were prest All bridle-bands at one behest. The stray winds lift the raven curls, Soft as a fair Castilian girl's, And press a brow so full and high Its every feature does belie The thought he is compell'd to fly ; A brow as open as the sky On which you gaze and gaze again As on a picture you have seen And often sought to see in vain, That seems to hold a tale of woe Or wonder, that you fain would know; A brow cut deep as with a knife, CALIFORNIAN. 73 With many a dubious deed in life ; A brow of blended pride and pain, And yearnings for what should have been. He grasps his gilded gory rein, And wheeling like a hurricane, Defying wood, or stone, or flood, Is dashing down the gorge again. Oh never yet has prouder steed Borne master nobler in his need I There is a glory in his eye That seems to dare and to defy Pursuit, or time, or space, or race. His body is the type of speed, While from his nostril to his heel Are muscles as if made of steel. He is not black, nor gray, nor white, But 'neath that broad serape of night And locks of darkness streaming o'er, His sleek sides seem a fiery red They may be red with gushing gore. What crimes have made that red hand red ? What wrongs have written that young face 74 CALIFORNIAN. With lines of thought so out of place ? Where flies he? And from whence has fled? And what his lineage and race ? What glitters in his heavy belt, And from his furr'd catenas gleam ? What on his bosom that doth seem A diamond bright or dagger's hilt ? The iron hoofs that still resound Like thunder from the yielding ground Alone reply ; and now the plain, Quick as you breathe and gaze again, Is won, and all pursuit is vain. I STAND upon a stony rim, Stone-paved and pattern'd as a street ; A rock-lipp'd canon plunging south, As if it were earth's open'd mouth, Yawns deep and darkling at my feet j So deep, so distant, and so dun Its waters wind, a yellow thread, And call so faintly and so far, I turn aside my swooning head. CALIFORNIAN. 75 I feel a fierce impulse to leap Adown the beetling precipice, Like some lone, lost, uncertain star ', To plunge into a place unknown, And win a world all, all my own ; Or if I might not meet that bliss, At least escape the curse of this. I gaze again. A gleaming star Shines back as from some mossy well Reflected from blue fields afar. Brown hawks are wheeling here and there, And up and down the broken wall Cling clumps of dark green chaparral, While from the rent rocks, gray and bare, Blue junipers hang in the air. Here, cedars sweep the stream, and here, Among the boulders moss'd and brown That time and storms have toppled down From towers undefiled by man, Low cabins nestle as in fear, And look no taller than a span. From low and shapeless chimneys rise 76 CALIFORNIA*'. Some tall straight columns of blue smoke, And weld them to the bluer skies ; While sounding down the sombre gorge I hear the steady pick-axe stroke, As if upon a flashing forge. Another scene, another sound ! Sharp shots are fretting through the air, Red knives are flashing everywhere, And here and there the yellow flood Is purpled with warm smoking blood. The brown hawk swoops' low to the ground, And nimble chip-monks, small and still, Dart striped lines across the sill That lordly feet shall press no more. The flume lies wai-ping in the sun, The pan sits empty by the door, The pick-axe on its bed-rock floor Lies rusting in the silent mine. There comes no single sound nor sign Of life, beside yon monks in brown That dart their dim shapes up and down The rocks that swelter in the sun ; But dashing round yon rocky sprr CALIFORNIAN. 77 Where scarce a hawk would dare to whirr, Fly hoi-semen reckless in their flight. One wears a flowing black capote, While down the cape doth flow and float Long locks of hair as dark as night, And hands are red that erst were white. All up and down the land to-day Black desolation and despair It seems have sat and settled there, With none to frighten them away. Like sentries watching by the way Black chimneys topple in the air, And seem to say, Go back, beware ! While up around the mountain's rim Are clouds of smoke, so still and grim They look as they are fasten'd there. A lonely stillness, so like death, So touches, terrifies all things, That even rooks that fly o'erhead Are hush'd, and seem to hold their breath, To fly with muffled wings, And heavy as if made of lead. 78 CALIFORNIAN. Some skulls that crumble to the touch, Some joints of thin and chalk-like bone, A tall black chimney, all alone, That leans as if upon a crutch, Alone are left to mark or tell, Instead of cross or cryptic stone, Where fair maids loved or brave men fell. I look along the valley's edge, \ Where swings the white road like a swell Of surf, along a sea of hedge jAnd black and brittle chaparral, And enters like an iron wedge . ^)rove in the mountain dun and brown, As if to split the hills in twain. Two clouds of dust roll o'er the plain, l Jtnd men ride up and men ride down, And hot men halt, and curse and shout, And coming coursers plunge and neigh. The clouds of dust are roll'd in one And horses, horsemen, where are they? Lol through a rift of dust and dun, Of desolation and of rout, CALIFORNIAN. 79 I see some long white daggers flash, I hear the sharp hot pistols crash, And curses loud in mad despair Are blended with a plaintive prayer That struggles through the dust and air The cloud is lifting like a veil : The frantic curse, the plaintive wail Have died away ; nor sound nor word Along the dusty plain is heard Save sounding of yon courser's feet, Who flies so fearfully and fleet, With gory girth and broken rein, Across the hot and trackless plain. Behold him, as he trembling flies, Look back with red and bursting eyes To where his gory master lies. The cloud is lifting like a' veil, But underneath its drifting sail I see a loose and black capote In careless heed far fly and float, So vulture-like above a steed Of perfect mould and passing speed. 8o CALIFORNIAN. Here lies a man of giant mould, His mighty right arm, perfect bare Save but its sable coat of hair, Is clutching in its iron clasp A clump of sage, as if to hold The earth from slipping from his grasp ; "While, stealing from his brow, a stain Of purple blood and gory brain Yields to the parch'd lips of the plain, Swift to resolve to dust again. Lo ! friend and foe blend here and there With dusty lips and trailing hair : Some with a cold and sullen stare, Some with their red hands clasp'd in prayer. Here lies a youth, whose fair face is Still holy from a mother's kiss, With brow as white as alabaster, Save a. tell-tale powder-stain Of a deed and a disaster That will never come again, With their perils and their pain. The tinkle of bells on the bended hills, CALIFORNIAN. 81 The hum of bees in the orange trees, And the lowly call of the beaded rills Are heard in the land as I look again Over the peaceful battle-plain. Murderous man from the field has fled, Fled in fear from the face of his dead. He battled, he bled, he ruled a day And peaceful Nature resumes her sway. And the sward where yonder corses lie, When the verdant season shall come again, Shall greener grow than it grew before ; Shall again in sun-clime glory vie With the gayesf green in the tropic scene, Taking its freshness back once more From them that despoil'd it yesterday. The sun is red and flush'd and dry, And fretted from his weary beat Across the hot and desert sky, And swollen as from overheat, And failing too ; for see, he sinks Swift as a ball of burnish'd ore : 83 CALIFORNIAN. It may be fancy, but methinks He never fell so fast before. I hear the neighing of hot steeds, I see the marshalling of men That silent move among the trees As busily as swarming bees With step and stealthiness profound, On carpetings of spindled weeds, Without a syllable or sound Save clashing of their burnish'd arms, Clinking dull death-like alarms Grim bearded men and brawny men That grope among the ghostly trees. Were ever silent men as these ? Was ever sombre forest deep And dark as this ? Here one might sleep While all the weary years went round, Nor wake nor weep for sun or sound. A stone's-throw to the right, a rock Has rear'd his head among the stars An island in the upper deep And on his front a thousand scars CALIFORNIAN. 83 Of thunder's crash and earthquake's shock Are seani'd as if by sabre's sweep Of gods, enraged that he should rear His froc ', amid their realms of air. What moves along his beetling brow. So small, so indistinct and far, This side yon blazing evening star, Seen through that redwood's shifting bough ? A lookout on the world below ? A watcher for the friend or foe ? This still troop's sentry it must be, Yet seems no taller than my knee. But for the grandeur of this gloom, And for the chafing steeds' alarms, And brown men's sullen clash of arms, This were but as a living tomb. These weeds are spindled, pale and white, As if nor sunshine, life nor light Had ever reach'd this forest's heart. Above, the redwood boughs entwine As dense as copse of tangled vine Above, so fearfully afar, CALIFORNIAN. It seems as 'twere a lesser sky, A sky without a moon or star, The moss'd boughs are so thick and high. At every lisp of leaf I start ! Would I could hear a cricket trill, Or that yon sentry from his hill Might shout or show some sign of life, The place does seem so deathly still. " Mount ye, and forward for the strife ! * Who by yon dark trunk sullen stands, With black serape and bloody hands, And coldly gives his brief commands ? They mount away ! Quick on his heel He turns, and grasps his gleaming steel Then sadly smiles, and stoops to kiss An upturn'd face so sweetly fair, So sadly, saintly, purely fair, So rich of blessedness and bliss ! I know she is not flesh and blood, But some sweet spirit of this wood ; I know it by her wealth of hair, And step on the unyielding air ; Her seamless robe of shining whito, CALIFORNIA^- 85 Her soul-deep eyes of darkest night : But over all and more than all That could be said or can befall, That tongue can tell or pen can tracey That wondrous witchery of face. Between the trees I see him stride To where a red steed fretting stands Impatient for his lord's commands : And she glides noiseless at his side. Lo ! not a bud, or leaf, or stem, Beneath her feet is bowed or bent ; They only nod, as if in sleep, And all their grace and freshness keep ; And now will in their beauty bloom, In pink and pearl habiliment, As though fresh risen from a tomb, For fairest sun has shone on them. " The world is mantling black again ! Beneath us, o'er the sleeping plain, Dull steel-gray clouds slide up and down As if the still earth wore a frown. The west is red with sunlight slain ! " 86 CALIFORNIAN. (One hand toys with her waving hair, Soft lifting from her shoulders bare ; The other holds the loosen'd rein, And rests upon the swelling mane That curls the curved neck o'er and o'er, Like waves that swirl along the shore. He hears the last retreating sound Of iron on volcanic stone, That echoes far from peak to plain, And 'neath the dense wood's sable zone He peers the dark Sierras down.) " But darker yet shall be the frown, And redder yet shall be the flame. And yet I would that this were not That all, forgiven or forgot Of curses deep and awful crimes, Of blood and terror, could but seem Some troubled and unholy dream ; That even now I could awake, And waking find me once again "With hand and heart without a stain, Swift gliding o'er that sunny lake, Begirt with town and castle- wall, Where first I saAv the silver light CALIFORNIAN. 87 Begirt with blossoms, and the bloom Of orange, sweet with the perfume Of cactus, pomegranate, and all The thousand sweets of tropic climes; And, waking, see the mellow moon Pour'd out in gorgeous plenilune On silyer ripples of that tide ; And, waking, hear soft music pour Along that flora-formed shore ; And, waking, find you at my side, My father's moss'd and massive halls, My brothers in their strength and pride.' (His hand forsakes her raven hair, His eyes have an unearthly glare : She shrinks and shudders at his side, Then lifts to his her moisten' d eye, And only looks her sad reply. A sullenness his soul enthrals, A silence born of hate and pride ; His fierce volcanic heart so deep Is stirr'd, his teeth, despite his will, Do chatter as if in a chill ; 88 CALIFORNIAN. His very dagger at his side Does shake and rattle in its sheath, As blades of brown grass in a gale Do rustle on the frosted heath : And yet he does not bend or weep.) " I did not vow a girlish vow, Nor idle imprecation now Will I bestow by boasting word Feats of the tongue become the knave, A wailing in the land is heard For those that will not come again ; And weeping for the rashly brave, Who sleep in many a gulch and glen, Has wet a hundred hearths with tears, And darken'd them for years and years. Would I could turn their tears to gore, Make every hearth as cold as one Is now upon that sweet lake shore, Where my dear kindred dwelt of yore ; Where now is but an ashen heap, And mass of mossy earth and stone ; Where round an altar black wolves keep Their carnival and doleful moan ; CALIFORNIA^. 89 Where horned lizards dart and climb, And mollusks slide and leave their slime. " But tremble not. This night, my own, Shall see my fierce foe overthrown ; And ere the day-star gleams again My horse's hoofs shall spurn the dead The still warm reeking dead of those Who brought us all our bitter woes ; WMle all my glad returning way Shall be as light as living day, From ranches, campos, burning red. And then ! And then, my peri pearl " (As if to charm her from her fears And drive away the starting tears, Again his small hand seeks a curl, And voice forgets its sullen ire, And eye forsakes its flashing fire) "Away to where the orange tree Is white through all the cycled years, And love lives an eternity ; Where birds are never out of tune And life knows no decline of noon ; Where winds are sweet as woman's breath, 90 CALIFORNIAN. And purpled, dreamy, mellow skies Are lovely as a woman's eyes, There, we in calm and perfect bliss Of boundless faith and sweet delight Shall realize the world above, Forgetting all the wrongs of this, Forgetting all of blood and death, And all your terrors of to-night, In pure devotion and deep love.** As gently as a mother bows Her first-born sleeping babe above, The cherish'd cherub lips to kiss In her full blessedness and bliss, He bends to her with stately air, His proud head hi its cloud of hair. I do not heed the hallow'd kiss ; I do not hear the hurried vows Of passion, faith, unfailing love ; I do not mark the prison'd sigh, I do not meet the moisten'd eye : A low sweet melody is heard Like cooing of some Balize bird, Sc fine it doeb not touch the ah-, CALIFORNIA^*. Qi So faint it stirs not anywhere ; Faint as the falling of the dew, Low as a pure unutter'd prayer, The meeting, mingling, as it were, Of souls in paradisal bliss. Erect, again he grasps the rein So tight, as to the seat he springs, I see his red steed plunge and poise And beat the air with iron feet, And curve his noble glossy neck, And toss on high his swelling mane, And leap away ! he spurns the rein, And flies so fearfully and fleet, But for the hot hoofs' ringing noise 'Twould seem as if he were on wings. And she is gone ! Gone like a breath Gone like a white sail seen at night A moment, and then lost to sight ; Gone like a star you look upon, That glimmers to a bead, a speck, Then softly melts into the dawn, And all is still and dark as death. Q2 CALIFORNIAN. I LOOK far down a dewy vale, Where cool palms lean along a brook As crooked as a shepherd's crook. Red parrots call from orange trees, Where white lips kiss the idle breeze, And murmur with the hum of bees : The gray dove coos his low love-tale. With cross outstretch'd like pleading hands That mutely plead the faith of Christ, Amid the palms a low church stands : I would that man might learn from these The priceless victories of Peace, And woo her 'mid these olive trees, And win an earthly paradise. I see black clouds of troops afar Sweep like a surge that sweeps the shore, And check'ring all the green hills o'er Are battlements and signs of war. CALIFORNIAN. 93 I hear the hoarse-voiced cannon roar : The red-mouth'd orators of war Plead as they never plead before ; While outdone thunder stops his car And leans in wonderment afar. A fragment from the struggle rent Forsakes the rugged battlement, And winds it painfully and slow Across the rent und riven lands To where a gray church open stands, As if it bore a load of woe. Curambo ! 'tis a chief they bear ! And by bis black and flowing hair Methinks I have seen him before. A gray priest guides them through the door They lay him bleeding on the floor. He moves, he lifts his feeble hand, And points with tried and trenched brand, And bids them to the battle-plain. They turn they pause : he bids again ; They turn a last time to their chief, 94 CALJFORNIAN. And gaze in silence and deep pain, For silence speaks the deepest grief. They clutch their blades; they turn are gone: And priest and chief are left aloue. u So here my last day has its close, And here it ends. Here all is not. I am content. "Tis what 1 sought Revenge and then my last repose. Oh for the rest for the rest eternal 1 Oh for the deep and the dreamless sleep I Where never a hope lures to deceive ; Where never a heart beats but to grieve ; Nor thoughts of heaven or hells infernal Shall ever wake or dare to break The rest of an everlasting sleep ! "Is there truth in the life eternal? Will our memories never die ? Shall we relive in realms supernal Life's resplendent and glorious lie ? Death has not one shape so frightful But defiantly I would brave it ; Earth has nothing so delightful CAUFORNIAN. 95 But my soul would scorn to crave it, Could I know for sure, for certain, That the falling of the curtain And the folding of the hands Is the full and the final casting Of accounts for the everlasting ! Everlasting, and everlasting! " Well, I have known, I know not why, Through all my dubious days of strife, That when we live our deeds we die ; That man may in one hour live All that his life can bear or give. This I have done, and do not grieve, For I am older by a score Than many born long, long before, If sorrows be the sum of life. " Ay, I am old old as the years Could brand me with their blood and tears; For with my fingers I can trace Grief's trenches on my hollow face, And through my thin frame I can feel The pulses of my frozen heart 96 CALIFORNIAN. Beat with a dull uncertain start : And, mirror'd in my sword, to-day, Before its edge of gleaming steel Had lost its lustre in the fray, I saw around my temples stray Thin straggling locks of steely gray. " Fly, fly you, to yon snowy height, And tell to her I fail, I die ! Fly swiftly, priest, I bid you! fly ' Before the falling of the night t What! know her not? O priest, be ware I I warn you answer thus no more, But bend your dull ear to the floor, And hear you who she is, and where. " She is the last, last of a line, With blood as rich and warm as wine, And blended blood of god and king; Last of the Montezumas' line Who dwelt up in the yellow sun, And, sorrowing for man's despair, Slid by his trailing yellow hair To earth, to rule with love and bring CALIFORNIAN. 57 The blessedness of peace to us. She is the last, last earthly one Of all the children of the sun ; A sweet perfume still lingering In essence pure, and living thus In blessedness about the spot, When rose, and bush, and bloom are not. " Beside Tezcuco's flowery shore, Where waves were washing evermore The massive columns of its wall, Stood Montezuma's mighty hall. And here the Montezumas reign'd In perfect peace and love unfeign'd, Until, from underneath the sea Where all sin is, or ought to be, Came men of death and strange device, WTio taught a mad and mystic faith Of crucifixion and of Christ, More hated than the plague or death. " Nay, do not swing your cross o'er me ; You cross'd you once, but do not twice, Nor dare repeat the name of Christ ; 7 98 CAUFORNIAN. Nor start, nor think to fly, nor frown, While you the stole and surplice wear; For I do clutch your sable gown, And you shall hear my curse, or prayer, And be my priest in my despair ; - Since neither priest, nor sign, nor shrine Is left in all the land, of mine. " Enough ! We know, alas ! too well, How red Christ ruled Tonatiu fell. The black wolf in our ancient halls Unfrighten'd sleeps the live-long day. The stout roots burst the mossy walls, And in the moonlight wild dogs play Around the plazas overgrown, Where rude boars hold their carnivals. The moss is on our altar-stone, The mould on JVIontezuma's throne, And symbols in the desert strown. " And when your persecutions ceased From troop, and king, and cowled priest, That we had felt for centuries (Ah ! know you, priest, that cross of thine CALIFORNIAN. Is but death's symbol, and the sign Of blood and butchery and tears ? ) And when return'd the faithful few, Beside Tezcuco's sacred shore, To build their broken shrines anew, They number'd scarce a broken score. Here dwelt my father here she dwelt Here kept one altar burning bright, Last of the thousands that had shone Along the mountain's brows of stone, Last of a thousand stars of night. To Tonatiu Ytzaqual we bow'd Nay, do not start, nor shape the sign Of horror at this creed of mine, Nor call again the name of Christ : You cross you once, you cross you twice I warn you do not cross you thrice ; Nor will I brook a sign or look Of anger at her faith avow'd. I am no creedist. Faith to me Is but a name for mystery, I only know this faith is her's :" I care to know no more, to be The truest of its worshippers. CALIFORNIAN. " The Cold-men came across the plain With gory blade and brand of flame : I know not that they knew or cared What was our race, or creed, or name ; I only know the Northmen dared Assault and sack, for sake of gain Of sacred vessels wrought in gold, The temple where gods dwelt of old ; And that my father, brothers, dared Defend their shrines and all were slain. " * Fly with the maid,' my father cried, When first the fierce assault was made ' A boat chafes at the causeway side,' And in the instant was obey'd. We gain'd the boat, sprang in, away We dash'd along the dimpled tide. " It must have been they thought we bore The treasure in our flight and haste, For in an instant from the shore An hundred crafts were making chase, And as their sharp prows drew apace CALIFORNIAN. 1 caught a carbine to ray face. She, rising, dash'd it quick aside ; And, when their hands were stretch'd to clasp The boat's prow in their eager grasp^ She turn'd to me and sudden cried, ' Come, come ! ' and plunged into the tide. I plunged into the dimpled wave : I had no thought but 'twas my grave ; But faith had never follower More true than I to follow her. " On, on through purple wave she cleaves, As shoots a sunbeam through the leaves. At last what miracle was there ! Again we breathed the welcome air; And, resting by the rising tide, The secret outlet of the lake, Safe hid by trackless fern and brake, With yellow lilies at her side, She told me how in ages gone Her Fathers built with sacred stone This secret way beneath the tide, That now was known to her alone CALIFORNIAN. "When night came on and all was still, And stole the white moon down the hill As soft, as if she too fear'd ill, 'Again I sought the sacred halls And on the curving causeway stood. I look'd naught but the blacken'd walls And charr'd bones of ray kindred blood Was left beside the dimpled flood. " Enough ! Mine was no temper'd steel To-day upon the stormy field, As many trench'd heads yonder feel, And many felt, that feel no more, That fought beneath your cross and shield, And, falling, called in vain to Christ. You curs'd monk ! dare you cross you thrice, When I have warn'd you twice before ? To you and your damn'd faith I owe My heritage of crime and woe ; You shall not live to mock me more if there be temper in this brand, Or nerve left in this bloody hand. CALIFORNIAN. 103 I start, I leave the stony ground, Despite of blood or mortal wound, Or darkness that has dimm'd the eye, Or senses that do dance and reel I clutch a throat I clench a steel I thrust I fail I fall I die . . ." SHE stands upon the wild watch-towei And with her own hand feeds the flame The beacon-light to guide again His coming from the battle-plain. 'Tis wearing past the midnight hour, The latest that he ever came, Yet silence reigns around the tower. 'Tis hours past the midnight hour: She calls, she looks, she lists in vain For sight or sound from peak or plain. She moves along the beetling tower, She leans, she lists forlorn and lone, She stoops her ear low to the ground, 104 CALIFORNIAN. In hope to catch the welcome sound Of iron on the rugged stone. In vain she peers down in the night But for one feeble flash of light From flinty stone and feet of steel. She stands upon the fearful rim, "Where even coolest head would reel, And fearless leans her form far o'er Its edge, and lifts her hands to him, And calls in words as sweetly wild As bleeding saint or sorrowing child. She looks, she lists, she leans in vain, In vain his dalliance does deplore ; She turns her to the light again, And bids the watchman to the plain, Defying night or dubious way, To guide the flight or join the fray. The day-star dances on the snow That gleams along Sierra's crown In gorgeous everlasting glow And frozen glory and renown. Yet still she feeds the beacon flame, And lists, and looks, and leans in vain. CALIFORNIAN. 105 The day has dawn'd. She still is there I Yet in her sad and silent air I read the stillness of despair. Why burns the red light on the tower So brightly at this useless hour? But see ! The day-king hurls a dart At darkness, and his cold black heart Is pierced ; and now, compell'd to flee, Flies bleeding to the farther sea. And now, behold, she radiant stands, And lifts her thin white jewell'd hands Unto the broad, unfolding sun, And hails him Tonatiu and King With hallow'd mien and holy prayer. Her fingers o'er some symbols ran, Her knees are bow'd in worshipping Her God, beheld when thine is not, In form of faith long, long forgot. Again she lifts her brown arms bare, Far flashing in their bands of gold And precious stones, rare, rich, and old. Was ever mortal half so fair ? Was ever such a wealth of hair ? 106 CALIFORNIA^. Was ever such a plaintive air ? Was ever such a sweet despair ? Still humbler now her form she bends ; Still higher now the flame ascends : She bares her bosom to the sun. Again her jewell'd fingers run In signs and sacred form and prayer. She bows with awe and holy air In lowly worship to the sun ; Then rising calls her lover's name, And leaps into the leaping flame. I do not hear the faintest moan, Or sound, or syllable, or tone. The red flames stoop a moment down, As if to raise her from the ground ; They whirl, they swirl, they sweep a*vund With light'ning feet and fiery crown ; Then stand up, tall, tip-toed, as OD