UCSB LIBRARY : Mr. Townsend continued his labors, with very little relaxation from suffering. Nature seems to have been frequently oppressed; but it was evident to all around him, that the spiritual triumphed over the material. On Saturday, June 24, he writes, "I tremble in the pros- pect of the labors to-morrow will bring; but the Lord has helped me in times past." On the following day, when inclined to sleep after six o'clock, he was roused by that passage, What meanest thou, O sleeper 1 ? arise, and call upon thy God. The injunction was obeyed, and the effect that early morning produced on his sJiat- REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 109 tered frame, is thus described; "How beautiful are yonder hills! how gratefully are the birds chanting the praises of their Creator and Benefactor! The new- mown hay, the shrubs, the flowers, are uniting their fragrance to delight man, the master of all. But these are temporal blessings; let me enter into the enjoyment of those that are spiritual, by taking a view of the heav- enly paradise. I will approach the tree of life, and sit down under the shade. O Lord, give me faith to pluck the rich and satisfying fruit, that I may be strengthened and refreshed thereby! Has not the Lord of the gar- den said, in the most kind and condescending way, Eat, O friends, $-c." In the autumn of this year, Mr. Townsend was men- aced with an attack on the lungs, similar to that in the spring. The sea-side was recommended, and, in Sep- tember, he went to Hastings, where quiet and retire- r&ent partially restored him. On his return to London, we find him pursuing the grand objects of his life, with the consciousness of one who feels the sentence of death within him. He writes, "Still very ill, unable to walk. I long to pass this day in my beloved study; but the widow, the fatherless, and the afflicted demand my time. How this weak, disordered body hinders the soul in its operations! Apprehensive that my work is nearly finished, I am amazed that I am not more deeply impressed by a consciousness of my responsibil- ity; that I am not more ardent in my addresses to the consciences of both saints and sinners. When I enter the celestial world, shall I not be ready to exclaim, Why me, O Lord, why we?" The trifling support the Congregational School re- ceived, appears to have been a source of much anxiety; and, as he found nature sinking, the fear of its being resigned for want of funds, was very painful. A new object, in the November of this year, engaged his at- tention. In his journal is the following entry: "At- tended the committee of examination, at the Missionary *10 110 MEMOIR OF Rooms. Another valuable missionary is gone to his re- ward: he leaves a widow and fo.ur children. Cannot I do something for their relief? Inspire me, O my Godl with wisdom and courage to commence and digest a plan, adapted to this object, which would relieve the funds of the Parent Society, allay the fears and anxie- ties of our missionaries respecting the future circum- stances of their widows and children, and lead to the training of their sons for that glorious work, in which their pious fathers sacrificed health and life. We shall close this year of suffering and discipline, with the following remarks: Dec. 31, 1820. "This world is indeed a barren wilderness, yielding no refreshing fruit, or springs of living comfort. Had not our God promised to guide and take care of us, we should have lost our way, and fainted under the pressure of affliction and temptation; but, the eternal God is our refuge, and His everlasting arms are underneath us. We have our bread from heaven, and our water is sure. In those streams of living water, we may wash and be clean; of this bread, we may eat every day and be satisfied. Be- sides the bread and water of life for our supply, we have, in the wilderness, the pillar of cloud by day, and the pillar of fire by night. What these were to the Jews of old, the Word and Spirit are to the Christian pilgrim. Thus has the Lord led me, and once more would I say, Ebenezer! I have been near to Jordan, and must soon pass over; my passage is still delayed, but I am sure the message will come: it may be soon; it may be suddenly. Whether I shall find the waters deep or shallow, agitated or tranquil, I know not. Help me, O Lord, to say, when 1 step in, This God is our God for ever and ever! Let me not, then, think so much of the passage over the river, as of the glorious things which are beyond it. There stands the New Jerusalem, the city of the living God; there I shall join the spirits of the just men made perfect; there . JOHN TOWNSEND. Ill is the new paradise, in which stands the tree of life. Why, then, do I mind these terrestial things? Why do I still cleave to this land of darkness and vanity? 'O for the wings of faith to rise!' and, in the blest anticipation of all this glory, let me cry, Why are thy chariot ivheels so long in coming 1 ! O Death, where is thy sting? O Grave, where is thy victory? Yes! Death shall be swallowed up in victory. This mortal shall pfitf'on immortality; this corruption shall put on incor- r'uption." The foe, which had attacked the citadel, and had been repulsed, did not relinquish his purpose, but pur- sued the soul through every avenue of life, till he suc- ceeded in laying low the venerable structure which bent to fall. The illness of this year was never recovered; but the mind rose in its energies, and heavenly princi- ples triumphed over the pains of mortality, and the feebleness of sinking nature. For a few quotations from the diary, in proof of these assertions, the reader is referred to the next chapter. CHAPTER X. EXERTIONS IN BEHALF OF THE IRISH EVANGELI- CAL SOCIETY, &EC. January 1, 1821. "On this day commences another portion of my time. Ought I to allow it to pass with- out recording the goodness of my God to me and mine during the past year? Blessings and sufferings have been ours; bereavements, sickness, recovery. Shall we not, with David, sing of mercy and judgment? Shall I not recal the interposition of that God, who heals our diseases, and who has restored me to health, at least, hra degree sufficient to enable me to prosecute my delightful employ of publishing to others the power 112 MEMOIR OF and the grace of our Savior? During my illness, I was favored with the knowledge that my ministry had been useful. I must continne to preach the same truths, to look up to God for his blessing, and to press upon my own recollection, and on that of my dear people, the absolute necessity of the Spirit's agency, to render sermons useful and effectual for salvation. Mine, hon- ored by God as they have been, are destitute of all in- genuity and external ornament. One feature only to recommend them they consist of Scripture truths, expressed and urged with freedom and warmth. Yes, I am more and more convinced, that it is the naked sword of the Spirit, which pierces the heart. The sword may be decorated and ornamented with the trappings . of human oratory, and may thus be more pleasing to the intelligent and refined parts of society, but these accompaniments will add nothing to its power. Let me then continue as long as I am able, to study, to pray ? and to preach, and leave the issue to Him, who does more for us than we can either ask or think." "Some excellent remarks, in a recent discussion upon diaries, have made me carefully review my motives for continuing this journal. Having so done, I have de- cided to perpetuate, for the benefit of my children and grand-children, a memorial of the goodness of God. I find also, that a daily record of particular events, and active duties, induces gratitude and watchfulness; while, from communion with my own heart, I obtain humbling views of myself, and a deeper sense of the purity and holiness of an omniscient God." Jan. 3. "Indisposed, and would gladly have remain- ed in my beloved study, but was obliged to go to Lon- don to attend a special committee of the directors of the Missionary Society, to arrange the plan of schools, at the Cape and in India, for the children of missiona- ries. In the evening, met, in my own vestry, the gen- tlemen who were to balance the accounts for repairs. Great was our joy and gratitude on finding that we had RKT. JOHN TOWNSEND. 113 succeeded to raise nearly 1200 in less than two. years." Jan. 7. "Yesterday was a trying day, but was able to preach three sermons and administer the Lord's Supper. The unchangeable priesthood of our Savior was my theme. The glory, the efficacy, and the per- petuity of the priesthood of Jesus Christ, is the glory of Scripture, the ground of salvaiion, and the hope of eternal life to perishing sinners." 10. "Rose this morning languid and ill; sent for a coach, being unable to go by stage; went to the Deaf and Dumb election; the day was fatiguing. Returned home earlier than usual, filled with gratitude that I was able to render some little assistance to that valuable and useful Institution. Two of my early and zealous coad- jutors in that good cause, have in the last year finished th^ir labor, and gone to their rest. I must soon follow; but I desire to work whilst it is day, knowing that the night cometh, in which no man can work. My gracious Benefactor has done much for me; all I can do for Him, for His cause, and for His poor, is much too little." 1 1 . "Went yesterday morning to London, to obtain the pension of a poor widow from the India House. Returned, and commenced my weekly visits among the sick and poor members of my church. In the even- ing, preached the weekly lecture. My mind was anx- ious for the welfare of souls wandering from the paths of truth and holiness, but I had little pleasure in speak- ing. Feelings, however, are not the proper criteria of usefulness; pain and restlessness, the preceding night, had produced much debility in body, and weariness in spirit." Jan. 12. "Rose with less pain and difficulty in breathing. After the devotional exercises of the morn- ing, wrote letters, and went to the bank to receive div- idends for the Deaf and Dumb; from thence to Homer- ton, to attend the committee of the Old College. As- 1 14 MEMOIR OF sisted at the examination of two candidates for admis- sion. They appear promising young men. May they prove learned and faithful ministers of Christ! Return- ed home to prayer-meeting, and afterwards visited a sick friend. 25. "Called to-day on a friend, to converse on the state of the Widows' Fund. We discussed some im- portant topics, with a view to increase its revenue, and to extend its usefulness, and are to meet again respect- ing this important subject, which 1 long to assist before my season of labor finally closes. This, I have reason to think, will be soon; and yet, thinking so, may I not exclaim, 'Why is my heart so far from thee, My God, my chief delight? Why are my thoughts no more by day With thee, no more by night? 7 In the evening, preached at Orange-Street. A letter from Mr. G informed me of his child's death. I sympathized with him, well remembering my own feel- ings when I lost my dear ; but I have had reason to be thankful, and to acknowledge the mercy, that removed my little lamb to the fold above." Jan. 28. "Blessed be God for the preservation of the past night, and for the light of a day sacred to the interests of the soul, and the things of a better world. May all my thoughts and all my desires harmonize with the holy character of this holy day; and whilst I preach to others, may I grow in grace, and make progress to- wards the New Jerusalem! I desire to be more fully acquainted with its glory, more powerfully assured of my interest in it, and more desirous of entering into the possession of it." Feb. 2. "Rose with pain in the side, and consider- able oppression in the chest. In the morning, prepared tracts and essays for publication; in the afternoon, vis- ited the sick and dying; in the evening, attended the ' prayer-meeting." REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 115 3. "Another Sabbath is gone, and I have preached three sermons. Grant, O Lord, that I may be thank- ful for the assistance thou hast afforded thy unworthy servant, and that thy Spirit and blessing may attend thy ministers and thy churches!" 4. "Attended the printing committee of the British and Foreign Bible Society, and the general committee at twelve. Some of the letters read were of the most encouraging description. This glorious object is taking possession, with renewed vigor, of the understandings and the consciences of the wise and good. New trans- lations into languages in which the Holy Scriptures have never been printed, are fast increasing; and the day, we hope, is not far distant, when the Christian world shall hail their distribution in every country under the canopy of heaven. In the evening, attended the missionary player-meeting in Union-Street. Grieved was I to find so small an attendance: twelve ministers in the district, and only five attended at this post of duty. 5. "Last night very restless; cough and breath worse than usual. Was desirous of calling to recollec- tion some spiritual subjects, but found wanderings and stupor pervade my mind. The following lines, how- ever, opened a train of thought and feeling, suited to the hour of pain and restlessness: 'In darkest watches of the night, I'll count thy mercies o'er, I'll praise thy name, for mercies past, And humbly sue for more.' " April 2. "Had yesterday a severe day's service: preached three times, and administered the Lord's Supper. Determined my sermons should be short; but my prudence and resolution were overcome by my anxiety to give a full statement on the three following texts: Col. i. 2; 1 John i. 7; Ephes. ii. 8, 9. I was extremely fatigued, and my chest painful; but can we spend health and life in a more honorable or useful em- ploy, than that of endeavoring to exalt the Redeemer? 116 MEMOIR OF It is delightful to meditate on, and speak of, the con- cerns of His kingdom." 16. "This day has been passed in London. Went to the Missionary Society at eleven; to the Audit of the Deaf and Dumb at one; and to the committee of the Congregational School at five. Returned at seven, and visited some members of the church. Much pain in the side, and general debility: arn strongly admon- ished of the approach of the last enemy; the whole tab- ernacle totters to its foundation, and is hastening to the decay exhibited in the 12th chapter of Ecclesiastes. I long to think, feel, and act as one just stepping into eternity." June 6. "Had a sad night, but determined to fight against languor and weakness. Went to London to meet the auditors of the Evangelical Magazine; from thence to Lewisham, to meet the sub-committee of the Congregational School." July 9. "This is the day of our half-yearly election for the Deaf and Dumb. If I listen to the voice of prudence and affection, I should absent myself from the bustle and anxiety necessarily produced; but I can- not resist the call of friends, to assist them in the elec- tion of children, for whom they are much interested. Evening. "Have passed through the fatigues of (he election much better than I expected, considering the inflamed state of the arm in which I was bled. After obtaining the list of successful candidates, returned home, weary in body, but cheerful in spirit, and, I hope, thankful to see how wonderfully God has pros- pered that Institution, which was begun with three names as annual subscribers. It has now nearly 8000 on the books; some of the candidates had more than 5000 votes." The above selections have been given from Mr. Townsend's diary; but they present a very imperfect view of his labors, which still continued, notwithstand- ing the entreaties of friends, and the injunctions of his REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 117 medical attendant. In July he went to Hastings, where he derived some benefit, but his complaints were never subdued, they were only mitigated. Aug. 17. "Had a restless night, and feel some fore- bodings of my malady increasing, and that faith and patience will be tried by pain and debility; but let me remember it is the hand of God, and pray for grace to suffer, and do, all that the Lord shall please to appoint. It will be a blessing if my complaint should be so far moderated, as to admit of a continuance of ministerial labors, and attendance upon the institutions with which I am connected, and I am also anxious to finish some of the numerous essays, and religious tracts, which I have begun, and which require little more than tran- scribing and arranging. The greater part of the mate- rials is completed, and if finished, they might be useful, wtien my head is laid in the silent grave." Oct. 5. "Considerable pain in my chest, with an overwhelming lassitude, but having several sick and aged persons to visit, must rouse myself. O Lord, give me strength and spirits for every day's duties and trials: alas! why should I talk of trials? I have none; all is mercy and kindness; my cup is full as to earthly com- forts; my trials are an infirm debilitated body, and a mind that cannot reach the high attainments of abstract- edness from earthly objects, but cannot I say? 'Our God how firm his promise stands, E'en when he hides his face; He trusts in our Redeemer's hands His glory and his grace.' "The stability of God's covenant, and the truth and certainty of God's promise, form the only solid ground of the Christian's peace and comfort; his own feelings vary and fluctuate so much, that no dependence can be placed upon them. Light and darkness, joy and sorrow, succeed each other, and the mind can rest only in the covenant and promises of the Mediator." 11 118 MEMOIR OF Oct. 30. "Scarcely able to walk, from debility and oppression in the chest. Attended the printing com- mittee of the Bible Society, and the committee of the Missionary Society; also the committee of the Protest- ant Society, to consider the principles and provisions of Mr. Brougham's Education Bill." In the spring and summer of 1822, the health of our valuable friend was free from the violent attacks of the two preceding years, and its improvement induced him, in the autumn, to form part of a deputation to Ireland. His family much opposed this exertion, as they feared not only the effects of travelling, but anticipated that, in crossing the Irish channel, he might rupture a vessel on the lungs; but duty seemed to call him to this ser- vice, and he could not resist the summons. In the Irish Evangelical Society, he had taken a deep interest from its commencement, and circumstances had arisen which required energy and zeal. Two veterans were selected on this occasion, the Rev. M. Wilks, and the Rev. .T. Townsend, who were to be accompanied by Mr. Walker, the treasurer of the society. A quotation from the diary, will prove the characteristic warmth and ac- tivity, which existed before the decision was made. August 6. "What reason have I to be thankful to God, that my ministry is still acceptable and useful. To be useful is the highest privilege and blessing; popu- larity, honor, wealth, are all nothing; but to win souls to Christ, and train them up for heaven, is a service which angels would deem honorable. Is it not, how- ever, necessary that I should relinquish travelling for public societies, and, as much as possible, confine my- self to light and home duty? Yet I cannot lay aside the most honorable and delightful service, in which a human being can suffer. It is the cause of God; and it is for the salvation of immortal souls; it is that cause in which many eminent reformers and martyrs willingly died, not counting their lives dear to them, that they REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 119 might finish their course with joy, and the ministry which they had received of the Lord Jesus Christ." A few extracts from letters written during a rapid journey of eleven days, may not be uninteresting to the reader. "Birmingham, Sept. 10, 1822. "My very dear C "We arrived here at eight o'clock ihis evening, my fatigue not so great as I had feared. The coach passed through Leamington and Warwick, and it was with pleasure I contemplated the interesting scenes through which our dear E had recently wandered. Mr. Wilks being en- gaged to preach for the Missionary Society to-morrow evening, I think it probable that Mr. Walker and myself will proceed. "Sept. 11. When 1 returned last night to my solitary room, all seemed cold and dreary; I heard a whisper of 'Sweet Home, Sweet Home!' however, I was much consoled by the recollection that you were in the company of old and kind friends, whom you love, and who would, by their solicitude, mitigate your grief at our temporary separation. After committing your dear self and family to the care and blessing of God, I retired to bed, and had a tolerable night's rest. "Rose this morning at six; was disposed to sleep longer, but the lines of the poet determined me to resist the inclination; 'Rise, my soul, and stretch thy wings, Thy better portion trace; Rise from transitory things. Towards Heav'n thy native place.' "Left my room at seven, intending to purchase an inkstand, but on en- tering tin- first street from the inn, came to a spacious and handsome chapel, which I thought might probably be one of the new churches; finding it open, I entered and saw a platform already raised, with one solitary individual on it, and fearing he was left to bear Uie burden of the service, I felt it a duty to volunteer my assistance. An excellent and de- vout prayer was offered hy Mr. Brook, who wrote the lives of the Puri- tans. He requested me to give an exhortation, and to conclude in prayer, to which I consented, and at the breaking up of the meeting, 1 was sur- rounded by a little host of ministers and friends. Invitations to breakfast followed, but supposing Mr. W would wonder at my absence, I re- turned to the inn, and so completely lost myself in Missionary subjects, that I forgot to purchase an inkstand, which had been my object in this early walk. Mr. W is come, and, laughing at my letter, says, 'You are writing very soon.' At eleven o'clock we leave here for Shrews- bury, except a kind of press-warrant should forcibly detain us, of which I have my fears, but shall do my utmost to escape, as my strength will not allow of travelling to-morrow night." "Shrewsbury, Wednesday Night. "Just arrived from Birmingham, and, as we start to-morrow rooming at 5 o'clock, I write to prevent any anxiety. 120 MEMOIR OF "I left Birmingham without seeing Mr. and Mrs. J being unable to reach their house: some expressed surprise at my leaving, but I felt satisfied it was my duty. "We travelled with an Irish lady and gentleman, who were friends of Bible Societies, Religious Tract Societies, and especially of the Hiber- nian School Society. Of the poor Irish Evangelical Academy, they knew nothing. To me, this is a strong proof that little or no efforts are made on the other side, to make it known or to extend its benefits; of course it is time that it was either given up, or made more efficient and useful." "Holyhead, Thursday, 9 o'clock. "Being yet without pen and ink, must correspond in pencil. 1 have retired to converse with you, my dearest earthly object, and also with Him, who is, I hope, dear to us both, committing myself, you, and all our beloved circle, to His protection, who has dealt so mercifully with us and ours through so many years. Let us often call upon our souls, and all that is within us, to praise His holy name. "I have been delighted to day with my journey. The scenes of ro- mantic grandeur falls of water over rocks of the most picturesque kind, immense hills, beautiful vallies, especially those through which rapid streams of water meander among the broken rocks, the white surf, visi- ble through the various trees which grow upon the banks, while the sound wnich falls upon the ear, is more enchanting to me than the finest music. "We crossed the Bangor Ferry in about ton minutes, and rode through the Isle of Anglesea, which is as flat and dull, as North Wales is delight- ful and enchanting "I am fatigued, but my health not worse than when I left home. The wind is fair, and the weather promising, but these and all earthly things are precarious; not so the things which are spiritual and heavenly; they are eternal, the same yesterday, to-day, and for ever." "Dublin, Friday, 4 o'clock. "Just arrived, after a pleasant passage of seven hours and a half. Breeze only sufficient to facilitate our crossing, without any degree of in- convenience from the motion of the vessel: this was favorable to so indif- ferent a sailor as myself. "Lord and lady D were among" the passengers. It was pleasant to see the kind attention the former paid to his lady and family: what a blessing would it be, if all the nobility were of the same domestic char- acter! "The scenes around me are of the most novel kind splendid buildings, spacious streets; but, alas! what poverty, what rags, meet the eye in every direction; and the destitution of clothing is terrible. On entering the hotel in Sackville-slreet, I was much disappointed at not receiving a letter from you. We have already had invitations, but shall have no ime to spare. I am fixed for three sermons." "Dublin, Sept. 14. "I have had a tranquil night, and risen much refreshed and invigorated. O that the strength I have, may be spent in the service of God, and for the good of immortal souls. Time is short: I would that every inch of it might be employed in the spread of divine truth. Blessed Jesus, take to thyself thy great power, and reign over all worlds, and in all hearts, and especially in mine; let every thought and purpose be sacred to thee! REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 121 "We have received many invitations, and all here unite in condemning my hasty return; but the business done for the Irish Evangelical Society, and I delay no longer. The necessity of our coming is evident, and I hope the result will prove highly beneficial to the Institution, and ulti- mately tend to the increase of pure religion in this dark benighted coun- try, where darkness and superstition reign, in all their horrors. O may the light and power of the Spirit be effectual in their dispersion!" "Dublin, Sept. 15. "Weary and tired with the labors of the day, I write hastily to say thai this will be my last letter from hence, and that I hope to be with you at Reading on the 21st, and also to fulfil my pulpit engagements for the fol- lowing day. Again no letter from you. What can be the reason? I con- sole myself with the recollection that hope deferred makes the heart sick, yet when the desired good comes, it is the sweeter. "I shall leave Ireland, with feelings of gratitude that my lot is cast in England; but this sentiment will, I hope, induce deeper sympathy with this benighted land. I long much to see you again: how many days will elapse? only six. How soon will these be gone! Ah! how soon will the whole of our days be numbered, when the place that knew us shall know us no more for ever. Well, let these days of mortality fly away; are they not dull, dark, and winterly days? And will they not be succeeded by one long, one bright, one peaceful day; a day without clouds or storms; a day, o\jK which the shades of night shall no more be drawn? "Yours till death." On the 1st of October, Mr. Townsend was inform- ed, by letter, of Mr. Owen's death. The sentiment produced was deep and solemn. Not only was the invaluable and laborious secretary deplored, but the friend of fifty years; with whom associations of early life had been mingled, which had given, to the more solid attachment of after years, a tenderness ever in- creasing by the worth of its object. In the diary are the remarks which follow: "How mysterious are the ways of Providence! The Bible Society hast lost the most important and useful of its agents; but we must indulge no murmuring, there must be no questioning either the wisdom, the goodness, or the justice of the divine government in the manage- ment of the great concerns of the Redeemer's king- dom. All power in heaven, and on earth, is His. We may say with the prophet, 'My father, my father, the chariot of Israel, and the horsemen thereof,' but the great work in which we are engaged, in the cause of God 122 MEMOIR OF and of truth, is under the direction and influence of His Holy Spirit, and must, and will, prosper. Never was there an agent more calculated for the work in which he was engaged than the much lamented John Owen; but the God who gave him his intellect and energy, has the residue of the Spirit. May the committee be guided in the selection of a successor! Many who are most desirable and suitable, will shrink from the arduous ser- vices the station demands, and the deep responsibility which it involves. Physical and mental strength are essentially necessary, and the temper must be the most cool and placid. The great man we have lost, fell a victim to the intense ardor of his gigantic mind, which was too powerful for his frame. Fifty years have pass- ed away, since Mr. Owen and myself were led by our excellent fathers, to worship under the roof of the de- spised Tabernacle, where we sat near each other. May we not have been greatly indebted to that Whiten" eld, whose glorious and successful labors still leave an im- pression of their power and extent?" On the 7th of October, Mr. Townsend preached a sermon for Cheshunt College; he esteemed every insti- tution of this kind, as a fountain from whence flowed the pure streams of sound learning, with a knowledge of scriptural theology, sending to the world, not merely classical scholars, but able ministers. These schools of the Prophets ever came within the objects of his duty. Half the night appears to have been devoted to the preparation of this discourse, which was from 1 Tim. iii. 1. Mr. T. thought that this college did not receive sufficient assistance from the wealthy members of the connection to which it belonged, who seemed to forget that the reputation, growth, and stability of a large por- tion of the community, were dependent on the pros- perity of this establishment. He endeavored to im- press on the minds of his hearers, the claims of Him, who, giving the blessing of both worlds to them, de- manded in return the sacrifice of their personal and REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 123 domestic comforts, if necessary, to the promotion of His universal dominion. On the day following this exertion, Mr. T. was menaced with a return of his former complaint, which induced the resolution of de- clining any extra service during the ensuing winter. He writes "Cough returned, with pain in the side; my frame languishes, and will ere long be dissolved; time shortens, and he on the pale horse will soon be at my door. I would be ready I would be watching; above all, I would be working, as one who must give an ac- count of his stewardship." November 7th, we find the following entry: "Went yesterday afternoon to the Sunday School Tract Soci- ety, of Orange-street. The annual report detailed the extent and energy which attended the operations of this committee, and excited universal surprise. They have vklited between three and four thousand families; the jails, hospitals, workhouses, and barracks in the neigh- borhood. Rarely has so much good seed been sown by so few hands, and in so short a time. It having been widely circulated, and as generally believed, that the Religious Tract Society originated in the Bible Society, I will here leave for my children, a statement of the true and legitimate descent of the most import- ant institutions of these times. 1st. The London Missionary Society. 2ndly. The Religious Tract Society. 3rdly. The British and Foreign Bible Society. From the London Missionary Society also sprang, 1st. The Hibernian Society. 2ndly. The Irish Evangelical Society. ordly. The Society for the Conversion of the Jews. 4thly. The Church Missionary Society. "Unworthy as I am of being so distinguished, may I never cease to be grateful to God that I have had the honor and felicity of taking part in the origin, progress, and final success of these great and prosperous Institu- 124 MEMOIR OP tions.* Their utility and prosperity are the subjects of admiration and praise, even to those who have censured agents in them, for devoting themselves too much to Public Societies. O that my children, and my chil- dren's children, may ever befriend the cause of mis- sions! God greatly honored your grandfather by per- mitting him to be one of the nine ministers who first met to form the London Missionary Society, and may none of his descendants forsake or slight it! When I look at my numerous grandchildren, and think how variously they may be situated in life, the prayer of the Psalmist for the youth of Israel is mine for them. That our sons may be as plants grown up in their youth, that our daughters may be as corner stones polished after the similitude of a palace. I wish them to know and remember this, when I am laid in the silent grave, may they become sincere Christians, that we may meet in our Father's house above!" Mr. Townsend having preached a sermon for a school of Industry in the vicinity of London, from 2 Cor. viii. 9, For ye know the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, that, though he was rich, yet for your sakes he became poor, that ye through his poverty might be rich, re- ceived the following short, but impressive letter, con- taining an anonymous donation: "Ah! for my sake He became poor, that I, through His poverty, might he made rich. My silver and gold shall be His; and what give I but of His own." The year 1823 was marked by the same alternations as the preceding; but, in its last three months, our friend's health and spirits were much shaken by his efforts to rescue an innocent and important character, from the effects of slanderous and malevolent reports. His native sense of justice induced him to proceed in this matter upon the great maxim, so essential an ele- ment in our laws, "never to believe a man guilty of a * The Church Missionary Society excepted. REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 125 crime till convicted upon the clearest evidence." Act- ing on this principle, he brought all the vigor of his mind, and exerted his constitutional firmness, to aid one, whom he believed much injured. Wearisome days, and sleepless nights, were the effects of this exertion; and, though frequently fearing his health would sink under such painful anxieties, he still persevered, till a long investigation had established the complete inno- cence of the injured individual. In the course of this affair, he writes, December. "Had a good night's rest, compared with many of late. I believe it has arisen from my mind being more composed, hoping, as I do, that the business of will end favorably, and that he will be restored to peace in his own mind, and to the confi- dence and good opinion of others." .{The year 1824 was ushered in with much indisposi- tion. Mr. Townsend says, "My mind and body both feel the chilling influence of winter. O that I could feel the higher enjoyments of religion in a larger meas- ure, and could obtain more lively communion with God! A small addition to my present maladies, will break the golden bowl, and loose the silver cord." But the thread of life was not yet to snap, more suffering, more duty, more patience, were to be exemplified in this eminent Christian. The feeble body was not yet to be gathered to his fathers; the spirit was to be trained for a still more glorious mansion in the realms of light. Who can tell what may have been the effect of sermons, preached under the influence of pain and disease, and with an impression that the realities of the eternal world might open on his spirit before the close? And such were all his later discourses. The diary annexed to this sketch will be the best portraiture of both external duty and internal feeling but even there we fail, as the half yet remains to be told. The duty was daily it was monotonous and the reader would weary in its sameness, though he 126 MEMOIR OF might be edefied by the exhibition of the holy princi- ples, which induced the unwearied zeal that braved weather the most trying to his infirmities, and overcame every obstacle that impeded his benevolent wishes. In July we find him at Reading, whither he had gone to preach on three Sabbaths. To this town he was much attached, from the peculiar friendliness of the residents. While there, he was seized with an acute and alarming disease, and on the morning of the Sunday found himself very ill, but was determined to conceal his bodily anguish. Aware of the dangerous nature of the malady, he summoned no medical at- tendant till after his last sermon; when, hastening quickly home, he sent for a surgeon, who found him in much danger, and who could scarcely believe that the sufferer he was called in to relieve, was the minister who had delivered a sermon of an hour's length. But if the indifferent spectator had been thus deceived, the watchful eye of affection had sen the pallid cheek, and remarked the sinking form as it fell back, almost fainting, after the work was accomplished. We will give the details as written, to record the goodness of Him who preserved in that time also. "Yesterday was a day never to be forgotten. Dis- ease had been gradually increasing, and after my morn- ing sermon I was very ill, and pain became great; but I knew that if medical advice were called in, preaching would be prohibited. In the afternoon I again perform- ed pulpit duty, and had a deeper sense of obligation to a Redeemer, more love to His person, and greater fer- vor in proclaiming His Glory, His love, and His suffer- ings for guilty man. Thinking I should soon give an account of my labors to God, I was resolved to make a last effort in the Savior's cause, and in the evening should have taken the text, There is but a step be- tween me and death, but my wife and daughter were present, and I feared the effect on them. My pain and torture were such, that I could scarcely keep up my REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 127 recollection. On my return home the agony became excruciating, and I was stupified with pain." To the active skill, the unremitting attention, the kind solicitude, of the medical friend who subdued the malady under which Mr. Townsend then suffered, his family here pay their tribute of grateful and continued remembrance. As time shortened, and eternity advanced, our venera- ble friend felt all his responsibilities increasing. Heaven was the object full in view, and thither he wished to conduct souls, whose value he daily estimated at a higher price. Thus we find him in the pulpit, and at committees, when a less ardent spirit would have yield- ed to the commands of the physician, the solicitations of friends, and the exhaustions of nature. A few pas- sages from the diary, in this his last year of duty and ser- vi^e, may not be uninteresting to those who knew him. January 17, 1825. "Preached three times yester- day: a tranquil night enabled me to meet the duty and pleasure of attending the Bible Committee this morn- ing. At four o'clock went to the Missionary committee of tours, to express my desire of being released from an engagement to visit Plymouth, Cornwall, &c.; plead- ing the bad state of my health: at five attended the meeting of the directors; went from thence, at six, to the committee of the Congregational School." January 31st. "Yesterday, preached three times: in the evening my sermon exceeded the hour; forgot to watch the clock. But, really, how can we count minutes, and mark the hand of a time-piece, when we are anxious to awaken souls from sin and death, and persuade them to come to a Savior, for salvation and eternal life. If we had the Apostle's spirit and temper, we should rise more above the cold and chilling influ- ence of prudence and self-preservation. I would be willing to devote the last atom of my strength to the publication of the Gospel, and pray to be more imbued with the love of immortal souls. O Lord! arise; shine 128 MEMOIR OF upon every department of Thy church, and let there be great joy in heaven and on earth, for the conversion of sinners and the prosperity of Thy redeemed people. February 26th. "To-morrow's duties are heavy; but I will retire to rest, hoping to find refreshing sleep, that my strength may be renewed. O Lord! merci- fully grant that, out of my weakness, Thy strength may be perfected. Let the services of the ensuing Sabbath be greatly blessed; and if this pain and weakness are the precursors to a closing of my ministerial labors, for- give all my past infirmities, and help me, as I pass over Jordan, to say, O death, where is thy sting! O grave, where is thy victory! But, if the triumph of faith is not to be mine, let me lean on Thy mighty arm, and feel the support Thou hast promised to those who love and trust Thee." March 24th. "I have this day reached the age of sixty-eight. With what seriousness of spirit, and with what feelings of humility and regret, do I call to re- membrance my many and great offences against the God of my father, the God of my mercies, the God whose protection and goodness have followed me for so many years. I have been indulged by divine Provi- dence far beyond all my expectations; but, oh! the in- sensibility, the forgetfulness, and the ingratitude of my heart! O that I could recover time and wasted seasons! Opportunities of doing good have been too much slighted; and my soul has lived at a distance from God, forgetting the blessings He has bestowed on me. O that I might have more zeal, more usefulness, more faith, and more love. If eternal life rested upon my innate vir- tue, or any works of righteousness which 1 have done, I should utterly despair. I know it is the gift of God through the blessed Redeemer, discovered and appropriated by the Holy Spirit working faith in the soul. I entreat for that faith, I pray to be prepared, and desire to hail the hour of my departure with con- fidence and joy; yet I feel nature recoiling, the weak- REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 129 ness of faith very prevailing. There are times when my soul is so deeply penetrated with a sense of the ho- liness and majesty of God, and with the mysterious and solemn aspect of the eternal world, that I am ready to exclaim with the prophet, Woe is me! for I am un- done; because lama man of unclean lips. Isaiah vi. 5; and with Job, xlii. 5 and 6, / have heard of thee by the hearing of the ear; but now mine eye seeth thee. Wherefore I abhor myself, and repent in dust and ashes. Quicken me, O Lord, according to thy word', for my soul cleaveth to the dust. Lead my thoughts more to death and eternity. May 1 join the happy society of those dear parents, whose excellent instructions, and earnest prayers to God for my salvation, have laid me under obligations never to be cancelled." May 1 1 . "Another general meeting of the Mission- arytSociety has gladdened my heart, and I would say, surely the time, the set time to favor Zion is come; fa- cilities for spreading the Gospel have increased, with an eagerness to receive instruction. Never did the field of the world wear a more pleasing and inviting aspect. The heathen, the Mahometan, and the Roman Catho- lic countries seem to cry, Come over and help us. I have seen the return of this meeting of the tribes with gratitude; probably this will be the last at which I shall assist. Daily am I expecting some powerful attack will carry me into eternity. Father of rny spirit! enlighten, warm, purify, this cold and wretched heart of mine: fill it with heavenly desires; help me to set my affections more upon Thee and on eternal things!" 19. "Left London for Newport Pagnell, where I was to preach the anniversary sermon for the Academy. With great kindness my friends there received my fee- ble efforts, and mentioned with pleasure a discourse I had delivered twelve years since. They wished to have it printed, and would have guaranteed me from all expense; but to this I could not consent." 12 130 MEMOIR OF May SO. "A restless night has much indisposed me for the heavy day's work before me; but God is all- sufficient, and will give me strength, while I willingly devote that, and my time, to His cause and to works of humanity. May I be looking inward to the state of my own soul, forward, to the valley of the shadow of death, and upward, to the glory promised and secured to all who love and trust in our Redeemer." And the soul was daily ripening, the faith was soon to be exercised in the valley, and the glory was shortly to be entered upon. In July the reluctant invalid was forced from his duties, to quiet and inactivity. He went to Hastings, where he writes: "My spirit is overwhelmed within me, but I can lift up my eyes to the Rock of ages, and implore grace and strength to meet my hours of pain and sleeplessness. Jn knowledge and faith I am still a mere child; but I long to be absorbed in spiritual and eternal things, and to have my mind moulded after the image of my dear Redeemer, that I may be penetrated with the sublime views of the heaven where He reigns there, no sleep will be needed, because our bodies shall be fashioned like unto his own glorious body; even his, who is the resurrection and the life." Hastings. Sabbath-day, August 29. "Did not leave the cottage yesterday, but made some addition to the skeletons of sermons which I have commenced. To- day have preached to a serious and attentive auditory, as if I had neither disease nor debility. With earnest- ness and fidelity I addressed the people, feeling it would be the last time, and urging the necessity of preparing for that eternity, in which days, and months, and years will be reckoned no more. 1 told them we were most probably taking our last farewell on earth, as my age and state of health offered little probability of myj sur- viving the winter; and that I drew all my hope, peace, and comfort, from the atonement, righteousness, and intercession of Christ. Mr. D read, and engaged REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 131 in prayer. As I sat in the' vestry rny agitation was ex- treme, fearing I should be unable to complete my en- gagement; but my attentive friend had placed for me a seat in the pulpit, and thus enabled me to bear another testimony to the love and power of a Savior." Sept. 3. "On this day, bade a final farewell to Hastings. How sweet, how delightful is home! What pleasure I anticipate in again seeing my congregation, in the employment of prayer and praise! O Lord, meet with us! grant that, on the morrow, we may have a fore- taste of the meeting of the whole Church at the mar- riage supper of the Lamb! O happy hour; O blest abode!" CHAPTER XI. CONDUCT IN THE PROSPECT OF SPEEDY DISSOLU- TION. HIS DEATH. AUTUMN of 1825. Retirement from public duties, with the bracing and invigorating air of the sea, had this year failed in producing their ordinary beneficial effects, and Mr. Townsend appears to have returned home with a conviction that nature was soon to be dis- solved. In September and October he went to the College at Wymondley, where, on the latter visit, he was so much indisposed, that an immediate return to London was considered necessary; but a sermon had been promised in a neighboring town, and he determin- ed on fulfilling the engagement. He left on the follow- ing morning at six o'clock, and on his arrival at home, was menaced with the rupture of a vessel on the lungs. To prevent this, he was bled on that, and on the suc- ceeding day; which, with other remedies, averted the threatened attack; but the breaches made in the citadel were daily widening, and every repulse grew feebler. 132 MEMOIR OF In November, Mr. Townsend re-commenced public duties. On the 10th of that month he met, for the last time, the ministers of the Congregational Board; and on the evening of the same day, he preached at Orange- street, and on the ] 1th, at Hackney. On the 13th he delivered three sermons, and on Monday, the 14th, we find him at various committees. On Monday, November the 21st, he attended a gen- eral committee of the British and Foreign Bible Socie- ty, praying earnestly, before he left home, that God would give wisdom to the decisions of that day, that a spirit of calmness and moderation might pervade their counsels, and that all present might act as became Christians, who professed to be influenced by the pre- cepts of that holy Book, which it was their united ob- ject to circulate. But this variety and extent of exertion tended to exhaust the little remaining strength of our venerable friend, who frequently reposed all night in his chair, his malady allowing him very little sleep. On the 26th of November, he was again bled to reduce inflammation, and on the 27th he preached two sermons; after which he writes: "My public ministry will soon close, and I fear I must yield to the doctrine, so long and earnestly urged upon me, 'Spare thyself;' but I shall not submit without another struggle. Necessity only shall lead me to abandon my pulpit and my study. I have much rea- son to record the goodness of God, especially in grant- ing me a calm and resigned state of mind, more spirit- ualized, and enlightened with the hope and prospect of that blessedness which will be the portion of all who be- lieve in Christ. Affliction is a school, in which many important and profitable lessons are to be learned; but I am a dull scholar, and need line upon line, and pre- cept upon precept. O for a larger measure of wisdom and grace, that I may be more anxious for the glory of God, the spread of pure and unadulterated truth, and REV. JOHN* TOWNSEND. 133 the conversion of immortal souls! How mean, how insignificant, are all pursuits compared with this!" There was little cessation of service in December; in the early part of which, a physician had been called in, whose prescriptions had relieved some of the worst symptoms. Mental vigor and religious principle, car- ried him through the duties of that month. On the 29th he preached, for the last time, at Fetter Lane: the sub- ject a favorite one Practical Religion the text appro- priate, Matt. vii. 20. On the 30th he delivered a ser- mon at the Adelphi, from Matt. xxi. 22; tlabuditory were unusually attentive, and the impression ral on his own mind was that of hope and pleasure. We are now approaching the last scenes of life scenes, ever most interesting to survivors, and whose details are sought with avidity. Affection would catch the last look; friendship would treasure up in memory the last sentence. We cannot follow the spirit of those who wing their flight to unknown and untried worlds; but we like to descend into the valley with them, we linger on the shore, and anxiously watch their passage over the river. Such scenes are opening to us; but ere we record them, we must tell of Christian principles, evidenced by sermons delivered when the preacher was, in fact, a dying man. In January, Mr. Townsend preached on the first four Sabbaths twice on each; he also performed all his other pastoral duties, and attended most of the committees. On Thursday, the 19th, he officiated at Orange-street; and on Sunday, the 22d, delivered his last sermon there, and at Jamaica-row, from the text, Consider what I say, and the Lord give thee understanding in all things. On the Saturday evening previous, his daughter had observed symptoms which told her that the last hours were rapidly approaching. With all the solicitude of affection, she implored him not to preach on the mor- row; but the father's ruling passion was love to the souls of men, and this, strong even in death, prevailed over *12 134 MEMOIR OF every consideration of prudence. So decided was her conviction of her parent's real danger, that she passed the night without sleep. On the Monday morning, his usual medical friend was summoned; who, on leaving him, said "Never have I seen Mr. Townsend so ill." Distressing symptoms rapidly increased, and all gave signs that the over-taxed frame would, ere long, dis- lodge the "tenant soul." Now were the humility, pa- tience, and resignation of this eminent servant of God in full exercise. The self-abasement which had attended him through his long and useful life, was most con- spicuous, together with a deeper sense of the purity and holiness of God. These are sentiments, that generally attend the Christian, who has long held communion with the majesty of a holy Being, and contemplated with attentive scrutiny his own internal corruptions. It is not that faith is weaker, or that he does not see the glory and all-sufficiency of Him who died to save those who believe in Him; but that long contemplation of that which is holy, gives an emphasis to penitential feeling, which increases as the soul waits to be delivered from its body of sin and death. Thus it was with our venerable friend; his humility deepened, while his hopes were within the veil, and his soul was sustained by that peace which is perfect. The hovering shades at the entrance of the dark valley did not appal him, for it was irradiated by the beams of the Sun of righteousness. There was no dependence upon past duties; all hopes of salvation rested upon the atonement of a Savior, and the immutability of divine love. He was overwhelmed with regret that he had done so little for God; the rec- titude of his conduct, the purity of his motives, were mourned over as defective. On a minister recalling to him the prospect of meeting those in heaven, to whom he had been useful while on earth, he replied, "I hope so." The same friend mentioning to him the promised crown as waiting for him, he exclaimed, "It is well for REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 135 me that it is a blood-bought crown, or I could never expect to wear it." His resignation during attacks of pain was remarkable; in a conversation with his eldest daughter on the subject, he concluded with the follow- ing lines: Whate'er thy sov'reigfl will ordains, () give me strength to bear; And lei me know a Father reigns, Nor doubt a Father's care/' He said lo a young friend, who was soon to enter on the Christian ministry, "The promises of God are my support, they are yea and amen in Christ Jesus. I have no extatic joy, but I have a sure hope and peace in God." On being reminded of the numerous persons to whom his ministry had been useful, he said, "Yes, I am thankful that I have been made an instrument of goed. This is a proof that it is not the most eloquent address, nor the greatest talents; not by might, not by power, but by my Spirit, saith the Lord" He con- cluded the conversation by saying, "Remember, from the lips of a dying man, you are charged to preach the Gospel of our Lord and Savior." On one of his family asking him how he did, resting his arm on his Bible, he replied, "Here I am, safe. I know it is a finished righteousness;" and on another occasion, "The prom- ises in this book are my sheet anchor." On the 1st of February, having considerably revived, he expressed a hope, that he might be able to address his people at the sacrament of the Lord's Supper, on the following Sunday. His daughter said, "I do not think you must attempt that." The reply was in the words of the beloved disciple, "My dear, I would only say, Little children, love one another." Indeed, this amiable spirit characterised him in death, as in life; for his only anxiety was, that his church might continue in peace and harmony; and his frequent prayer ascend- ed, that they might be directed in the choice of a successor. 136 MEMOIR OF To God he attributed all the kindness he had met with from friends, and particularly from ministers; from whom he could not recollect having received one act of unkindness. The reply was, "It would have been sin- gular had this not been the case, when you have been uniformly amiable." The humble Christian shook his head, saying, "My dear, do not praise me, only pray for me." His sufferings were very severe, and it was with difficulty those who attended him could support the sight of them. Some of the following expressions were uttered in these moments: "My sufferings are not worth a thought, When, Lord, compar'd with thine." "Human nature cannot bear this long. What must have been the sufferings of the martyrs at the stake? What must have been the Savior's agony, when, in the pros- pect of death, he cried out, Father, if it be possible, let this cup pass from me; nevertheless, not my will, but Thine be done?- What are my sufferings, compared to the Savior's in the garden, when he sweat, as it were, great drops of blood?'' With peculiar emphasis, never to be forgotten, he prayed, "Father of mercies, hear my poor prayer; if not to relieve, to help me to bear, and suffer, 'A guilty, weak, and helpless worm, On thy kind arms I fall: Be Thou my strength, and righteousness, My Jesus, and my all!' It is the hand of the Lord: I desire to bow with sub- mission. This suffering is all necessary to loosen my strong attachment to my beloved family: 'Why should I shrink at thy command, Whose love forbids my fears, Or tremble at the gracious hand That wipes away my tears? 'No, let me rather freely yield What most I prize, to Thee, Who never hast a good withheld, Or wilt withhold, from me.' " REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 137 His affection to those whom he had long loved still triumphed over pain and suffering. To his tenderly beloved wife he said, "You have made an idol of me, and God is removing me; but look up to Him: He will take care of you." He committed her as a legacy to his friends and children, entreating his daughter to guard her from all recollections that vrould remind her of the loss she would soon have sustained. To his brother, who was much agitated at the prospect of their separation, he said, "You must be still, and remember it is the will of the Lord." On a relative taking a final leave of him, he made the following remark: "As a minister of Christ, let usefulness be your constant aim." For the eternal interests of his grand-children he was most anxious; frequently did he entreat them to remem- ber their Creator in the days of their youth. That total absence of every consideration of self, which marked the active days of our admirable friend, was exhibited in the passive scenes of sickness. When in extreme pain, not a murmur escaped him; but he constantly feared that those who attended him would suffer from exertion, as great weariness of his frame was induced by the nature of his disease, which pre- cluded all possibility of taking repose in a recumbent posture. A few hours before his death, he said, "What will you do, when I get weaker?" But the Sun of peace was soon to rise, never to set; relative affections, pastoral duties, benevolent feelings, were shortly to be absorbed in the vision of uncreated beauty and excel- lence. He was soon to hear the harps of the angelic world, welcoming him to the abodes of holy joy and peace. On Tuesday evening, the 7th of February, his broth- er, who was to preach the lecture, saw him previously, when he asked what was the proposed text, making some remarks which proved that there was no decay of intellectual vigor. After this conversation, he had a short and quiet sleep; on awaking from which, his 138 MEMOIR OF daughter inquired how he felt. His reply was, I am refreshed, but my disease is not abated." She said, "Your mind seems perfectly composed." The answer to this remark, was a testimony to the fidelity of his God, "Yes, the Lord is good, a strong hold in the day of trouble; and he knoweth them that trust in him." The sands were now running low the tide of life ebbed rapidly. The dearest object of a hallowed affection entered the room: his lips uttered an expression of deep tenderness; he gently laid his head on her shoulder, and the unfettered spirit took its upward flight to that world with which he had long held communion. So favored was he, that the cold waters of death had been seen only in perspective. None of the usual precursors had agitated the dying saint. So calmly did he die, there was no sting. One moment expressing the tenderest earthly love; the next, ushered into the presence of the Best Beloved. The angel of death had a short triumph the wing was felt, the arrow was pointless. CHAPTER XII. REFLECTIONS ON MR. TOWNSEND 5 S MOST PROMINENT CHARACTERISTICS. IT has been asserted in private charges have been de- livered from the pulpit, accusing those who are active and zealous in aiding the general and universal interests of religion, of neglecting their studies, not fulfilling their pastoral duties, forgetting their sick and afflicted, with many similar aspersions from the less ardent and less zealous servants of the same Master. But the writer of this memoir can affirm, that, as a pastor, Mr. Townsend was exemplary. His church had been or- ganised by himself, on the form he believed most scrip- REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 139 tural, that of Congregational Dissent; and the firmness of his character secured to him that peace, which so many pastors in the same denomination never find. He always urged on his people the necessity of prayer, with the utility and duty of attending meetings for this devotional exercise. Whatever his other en- gagements might be, this part of divine worship was neither forgotten or neglected, and was, perhaps, never performed with more touching solemnity, and more deep humility, than by our excellent friend. The privilege of coming to the sacrament was con- stantly exhibited in his sermons: he encouraged the timid, and pointed out the obligations they were under, to obey the dying injunction of their Redeemer. His conviction of the sin that attends those who live in the neglect of this ordinance, induced him to publish a tract "Qn the great neglect of the Lord's Supper." When the members of his church were ill, he was ever ready with his sympathy and his prayers, though in this part of his pastoral obligation he found an occa- sion for greater self-denial than in some others. Still he esteemed it so primary a duty, that no committee was allowed to interfere with it. He frequently went, when sinking under extreme debility^ to visit such claimants, who were resident some miles distant. His affectionate disposition, united with much judgment, eminently qualified him for visits to the house of mourn- ing: his consolations were soothing, his conversation instructive. To the aged and the young he was alike acceptable. He was ever anxious to know the wants and necessi- ties of his people; but his visits to the tables of his con- gregation were rare, as they did not enter into the list of what he considered pastoral duties. An unexpected summons to a committee, or to preach a charity ser- mon, would make him relinquish the most agreeable social interview; and a biscuit and draught of cold water, taken in London, were frequently substituted for 140 MEMOIR OF the well-spread board, at which he would have been a welcome guest. The schools attached to the chapel received a large share of his attention: he found lime, not merely to catechise the children, but to exhort and warn them of sins, incidental to their age and circumstances. In the pulpit, Mr. Townsend had been singularly useful to persons in almost every rank of life. His sermons were plain, simple, unadorned; having neither the aid of rhetoric nor imagination. They had all the comprehensiveness of vigorous thought, with little ab- stractedness, their tendency being obvious to the mean- est capacity. He always cultivated simplicity in preach- ing, as he believed it characterised the primitive teach- ers. Order and arrangement were evident his mate- rials were full and clear his manner impressive and grave. From the Bible he brought his arguments, his reasonings, his appeals; and never did he enter on any of the abstruser points of doctrine, without supporting his assertions with a quotation from Scripture. The understanding, the conscience, the heart, were the ob- jects of his attack he convinced, awakened, and com- forted. His doctrines ' were orthodox, and he never separated them from duties, but insisted on the neces- sity of practical religion arising from evangelical prin- ciples, and each truth of the Gospel was displayed in his sermons. The free and sovereign grace of God was the favorite theme of his preaching, but the effect he displayed as necessarily arising from the reception of such grace, was pure and undefiled religion, which had its seat in the heart, and its birth in the love of God. He taught that faith in Christ must necessarily produce love, from which obedience arises, with a conformity to the divine image. The doctrines of justification by works, and of baptismal regeneration, were frequently assailed in his sermons, as he believed they set aside the righteousness of Christ, and the influences of the Holy Spirit. He delighted in the exhibition of the REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 141 consolations of religion; but he could strike his hearers with awe and terror, when he felt it his duty to rouse the lethargic, or to recal the wandering. Mr. Townsend has been aptly styled "the apostle of charity;" such in very truth he was. The sphere of his philanthropy was so large, and embraced so great a variety of objects, that the relation would be tedious. He had not only commenced and reared two lasting monuments of his benevolence and perseverance, but he belonged to almost every society that embraced either religious, moral, or physical relief to his fellow men. The perusal of the accompanying sketch will give an imperfect view, which is more fully developed in the selections from the Diary. There are, however, some acts of beneficence, to be related only by those, who knew him in his more private habits. With a lim- ited income, he allowed aged persons a small stipend to assist them in the winter, at which season he distri- uted coals; giving not merely to those of his own con- gregation, but extending his liberality to the poor of his neighborhood. So early as the year 1786, he had established a society for visiting the sick; and the love and respect shown him by the miserable and destitute of his own vicinity, equalled the tribute of admiration which he was ever receiving from the noble and the wealthy. He was sometimes honored by being appoint- ed almoner; but this never superseded the usual draft upon his own funds, which was extended with every increase of income.* His distribution of tracts was very extensive: he never left home without a supply, and he embraced every opportunity of sending them abroad. An agent was constantly employed by him, to convey these use- ful little messengers of mercy to prisons, hospitals, and workhouses. * Mr. Townsend having met with a loss of property, his old and tried friend, Mr. Hawkes, bequeathed to him a sum which was an ample equiv- alent. 13 142 MEMOIR OF Mr. Townsend possessed a clear and vigorous tinder- standing. His conceptions were neither striking nor imaginative, but he had great originality and accuracy of thought. His intellectual endowments were not nu- merou, but he had a mind well informed on all sub- jects, connected with the general interests of the world and of the church. Prudence was a prominent feature in his character; and to this valuable gift, with his extraordinary energy and perseverance, may be attributed much that he effected. His caution never allowed him to communi- cate, in his private circle, aught that had transpired in committees, or in his pastoral visits. He had a singular power of abstracting himself from external objects, and could summon at will materials for the composition of a sermon, a tract, or an essay, not only in the crowded streets of a c\ty a but in com- mittee rooms, where, probably, his attention would be immediately called to discuss an intricate question. At such times he would rise, and, after apparent inat- tention to all that had previously passed, would make a luminous speech, aptly and immediately bearing on the subject under discussion. His power of embracing objects so multifarious arose, not merely from energy and a determination to accom- plish what he had undertaken, but he had that valuable art, too commonly neglected, of securing every frag- ment of time; not a minute was lost, either at home, or in society; no useless conversation was allowed to in- trude on hours sacred to usefulness. He knew no re- laxation, but that which arose from the variety of his pursuits. That there was an universal confidence in his judg- ment, was evident from the frequent appeals made to him for decision, in cases of difficulty. Churches and families submitted to him their most private affairs; and his character as a peace-maker beautifully blended with his sense of justice, which never allowed him to con- RKV. JOHN TOWNSEXD. 143 demn any man, but upon clear evidence of guilt. He never listened to surmises, nor to that species of slan- der from which the most innocent can find no refuge. The absence of all acerbity of character marked his decisions and his opinions severe to himself, he loved to display that mercy to others "Which becomes The throned monarch better than his crown/' 'In the course of justice, none of us Should see salvation: we do pray for mercy; And that same prayer doth teach us all to render The deeds of mercy." A dissenter from conviction, Mr. Townsend had im- bibed too much of the spirit of his Master, to allow an attachment to modes and sys?ms to separate him from Christians of a different party. With pleasure he united with all, who believed in the Lord, one Faith, one Baptism. Gentle in points where no dereliction of prin- ciple was involved, he was inflexible when duty requir- ed. His opposition to lord Sidmouth's bill, and Mr. Brougham's education bill, was both active and decided. The extracts we have given from the preface to Claude, will prove Mr. T.'s strong attachment to the principles of Protestantism. Had he lived in the sixteenth cen- tury, he would probably have ranked with a Luther and a Melancthon. In his domestic character, Mr. Townsend was con- stitutionally amiable he needed not that self-control which many Christians find necessary gentleness and tenderness were his characteristics; there was nothing selfish, nothing contracted. As a husband, he was af- fectionate and considerate. The only shade that crossed his brow during his last illness, was on the reflection of what a beloved wife might suffer for his loss. As a father, his great anxiety was, that he might see his chil- dren devoted to the service of God, in faith and good works. Many were the prayers he offered for them; and deeply, till the latest moment of life, did he value those, which his excellent parents had offered for him. 144 MEMOIR OF In his filial and fraternal relations, he was exemplary. His affectionate union with his brother was neither dimmed by increasing age, nor lessened by frequent absence. Sympathy of feeling, and similarity of senti- ment, so blended with the natural tenderness of their characters, that nothing arose, in a long life, to cast a shadow over the brightness of a love, which might be compared to that of David and Jonathan. As a master, he was always solicitous that his ser- vants should receive every comfort which their situa- tions could secure, and his attention to their religious improvement was constant. As a Christian, Mr. Townsend was remarkable for heavenly mindedness and humility. Prayer was his element; every distinct act of the day was consecrated by the blessing implored on it, before he left his study. It was his weapon of defence to secure him from all that might injure him in his commerce with the world. Never would he enter on sacred duty, without devoting an hour to holding communion with his God. He rose frequently at six, sometimes earlier, to secure this priv- ilege; esteeming it the only way to ensure tranquillity of mind, and purity in the affections. His humility was of an extraordinary character, and marked every action, every sermon, every conversation. The following quotation from a sermon delivered on the occasion of his death, will not here be irrele- vant: "He was a man of sincere and unaffected humility: his temptation to vanity were as powerful as could well have assailed any public character the applause of popular assemblies, the homage of the representatives of foreign nations, the condescensions of royal favor on the part of crowned heads, and of princes of the blood, the general estimation of the wise and good; yet all this abated not the lowly estimate he formed of himself. He was proof against 'the fascinations of the high-born smile,' which dissolved not his stedfast virtue, nor be- REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 145 trayed him into vain glorious display, or obtrusive pre- sumption. I heard a venerable Prelate of the Episco- pal church once say to him in a public company, 'Mr. Townsend, if you come to our city, and take up your quarters any where but in the Bishop's palace, I shall be quite affronted with you:' and this was not the only instance in which the Episcopal portals were open to receive him by express invitation." Neither envy nor jealousy entered his soul. The ris- ing star of a younger and more popular minister was hailed with pleasure; and if, by accidental levity in con- versation or in conduct, such were likely to fall under censure, his moral and Christian courage never failed to warn them of their danger. He has frequently in- curred the risk of losing their friendship, rather than encourage that which his devout spirit esteemed wrong. Any allusions to Scripture, uttered thoughtlessly, always grieved him, and the advice of the Apostle to the Ephesians* being his motto, was enforced on those with whom he associated. A strict adherance to truth marked his own conversation: he avoided narrative, as he dreaded the probability of giving an unintentional gloss, which might mislead those who listened. Christian principles were the basis of Mr. Townsend's character. Nature had given him much that was bright and excellent, and she might have made him a philan- thropist; but it was religion that sanctified the high and noble purposes of his soul, giving, as a motive, the heavenly consideration, that he was not his own, but had been bought with a price, which no duty, no sacri- fice, could ever cancel. This was the operative princi- ple of his benevolence the centre, from which diverg- ed every line of exertion. His list of duties was well arranged, and the arrangement acted on all had a due proportion nothing turned his well directed mind from its plans. Duty to God, duty to man, forbade anyper- * Ephes. iv. 29. *13 146 MEMOIR OF sonal indulgence, any love of self the will and the affections were imbued with that spirit, which turns to gold all it touches. He gave diligence to add to his faith virtue; to virtue knowledge, temperance, patience, godliness, brotherly kindness, charity; and can we doubt that the promised entrance was ministered to him abundantly, into the everlasting kingdom of his Lord and Savior Jesus Christ? When the Patriarch was buried, there went with him a great company, who mourned with great and sore lamentation. Thus it was with our venerable friend, at whose interment a tribute of respect and esteem was exhibited, which was almost unparalleled. The carriages covered a length of road that might have indi- cated a royal funeral. The voluntary homage of thou- sands, told that the poor had lost a friend, the helpless a counsellor, the children a father. Numerous were the testimonies of affectionate re- spect to the memory of her deceased husband which his widow received after his death. The following are not unworthy to be left on record. "At a Special Meeting of the Committee of the Asylum for the Deaf and Dumb children of the Poor, held at the City of London Tavern, on Thursday, the 9th of February, 1 826 "Resolved unanimously That this Meeting have to record, with feelings of the deepest regret, the lamented death of the Rev. John Townsend, the founder of this useful and extensive charity. "That the Committee beg to offer their sincere con- dolence to his widow, and his bereaved family, and to request permission to attend his funeral, as a testimony of respect for the memory of their excellent and much esteemed friend. "That a communication be requested with the Exe- cutor, in order that the intentions of the Committee REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 147 may be carried into effect in the way that shall be con- sidered the most respectful on the occasion, and most in accordance with the feelings of the family." A marble bust, presented by the Duke of Gloucester and the committee, will perpetuate, in the halls of this Institution, the memory of him, who first had compas- sion on its helpless and interesting inmates. "Religious Tract Society, Feb. 28, 1826. "At a Meeting of the Committee held this day, "Resolved That the Committee offer to the bereav- ed family and friends of the late Rev. John Townsend, their sincere condolence, and, at the same time, recur to his memory with sentiments of profound respect and most cordial regard; sensible that, in losing him, the Chlirch and the world have lost a bright ornament, and an eminent benefactor. "On his devotional spirit, on the soundness of his judgment, the simplicity of his manners, the suavity of his disposition, and his exemplary zeal in the numerous departments of labor into which his piety and philan- thropy conducted him, it were both easy and gratifying to expatiate. But to speak more appropriately, "In him, the Committee welcomed one of their earli- est friends, an acceptable contributor to their publica- tions, for many years a member of their body, and they feel persuaded, to the latest period of his life, an indi- vidual, whose congratulations and prayers accompanied the progress of the Society, in its operations throughout the world." "At a Meeting of the Board of Congregational Min- isters, on Tuesday the 14th of February, 1826, "It was unanimously resolved That though it has not been the usage of this Board to advert to the decease of its members, it is, nevertheless, deemed 1 48 MEMOIR OF proper to record on its minutes a special resolution, ex- pressive of its deep regret at the recent event, which, in the dispensation of Divine Providence, has removed from their fellowship on earth the REV. JOHN TOWN- SEND; whose memory they desire to venerate with grateful recollections, on account of his EMINENT CHRISTIAN PHILANTHROPY, and especially the PRAC- TICAL and EFFICIENT BENEVOLENCE which he dis- played on behalf of that denomination, to which this Board more particularly belongs. "On this occasion, they deem it their incumbent duty to pay this marked tribute of RESPECT and AFFEC- TION to the CHARACTER of their DEPARTED FRIEND, as the only practicable method of expressing their res- pect and veneration." The following is a copy of a resolution passed unanimously, by the Committee of the Congregational School, at their meeting held on Monday, the 20th April, 1826: "It having pleased the great Head of the Church, in the arrangements of his unerring Providence, to call home to himself, since the last meeting of this commit- tee, the venerable and excellent founder of the Con- gregational School, "Resolved That this Committee is anxious to em- brace the earliest opportunity of recording its sense of the very great loss which this School, in common with the numerous religious and benevolent Institutions with which the late Rev. John Townsend stood connected, has sustained by his removal. "This Committee will long and fondly cherish the memory of his amiable deportment, of his unaffected piety, of his disinterested zeal, and of the eminent services which he rendered, not only to this Institution, but to the cause of Christ at large." REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 149 The following excellent letter was written three days before Mr. Townsend's death, and addressed to his sorrowing wife: "February 4, 1826. My dear Friend, I have been confined by a severe indisposition to the house for these several weeks, else I should have personally inquired alter the afflicted state of your venerable husband, and my beloved friend. I learned, the day before yesterday, that it was deemed proper to keep him quiet and undisturbed, even by the approach of the tenderest friendship, except that of his own family: I have therefore taken the liberty, through you, of requesting your dear daughter to send me, if but two lines, as to the state of his health; for, as to his mind, I know he is with God, enjoying the anticipation of tys Savior, in his heavenly Father's house. He has, in the course of a long and useful life, done much for God; but he can yet, while the powers of articulation remain, continue the same sacred work, and he can in silence suffer for the honor of God; and, like a great man, 'He who has taught us how to live, can now teach us how to die.' Gather up, I beseech you, even the broken fragments of devotional feeling, as they fall from his lips; they will form a rich legacy to his beloved family, his church, and the extensive circle of his pious friends. The words of dying saints become living ora- cles to minds susceptible of feeling their worth. In regard to yourself, my beloved friend, the promises of your covenant God will be your support, and the melt- ings of heavenly sympathy the solace of your heart. You have an interest, I say, not only in the tender sym- pathies of all who know you, but what is infinitely bet- ter, in the tender compassions of the Son of God, whose bosom is the dwelling place of pity. While the natural and honorable feelings of your heart, in its risings to heaven, plead for his continuance a little longer with you and your family, in the dark evening of advanced 150 MEMOIR OF life, it is probable that there is another voice issuing from the excellent glory, addressed to your dearest friend, saying, Come up hither. Bow down in silent submission to the will of Him, who can do nothing wrong, nothing unwise, and nothing which, to His re- deemed people, is eventually unkind. If he depart, it is in answer to the Savior's supplication, Father, I will that they also, whom thou hast given me, be with me ivhere I am; that they may behold my glory. What a heart! He does not seem fully to enjoy his mediatorial reward, till His redeemed people become witnesses of its splendor, and also of the uncreated effulgence of the glory He had with the Father before the world was. "I shall ever bear him on my heart before the throne of our Father and our God; and beg you will convey to him the assurances of my tender sympathy and. earnest supplications, that he may be supported amid the billows by Him, who sits King on the floods, and be conducted in safety to the shores of immortal bless- edness. "With every sentiment of esteem and affectionate Christian attachment, I ever am, "My dear Friend, "Yours, very sincerely, "A. WAUGH." -J :.;:; EXTRACTS FROM THE DIARY. . JAN. 15, 1818. "This is the anniversary of the birth of my youngest son. In our eyes he was lovely to us, very dear. What a grave has the western world been to Europeans! To-day, he would have attained his thirty-first year. What varied and painful reflec- tions return to my mind! and, as often before, so now, I regret that I can procure no intelligence of his thoughts or feelings in his last hours. Never does the country REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 151 in which he died come to my recollection, but it pro- duces a chilling influence through all my frame. "Be content, my soul, with the will of Heaven. What thou knowest not now, thou shalt know hereafter. Rest in hope; he was instructed in the ways of right- eousness, he was the child of many prayers, and of many faithful admonitions. He gave, in his letters, some tokens of reflection upon those things which are of the first importance. Suffice it that God has said, They who sow in tears shall reap in joy. It cannot be, that prayer, and faith, and hope, shall prove utterly fruitless." Feb. 27. "This day paid a visit to my dear friend, Mr. Hardcastle, who is gradually sinking. He is per- fectly resigned to the dispensation of Him, whose wis- dom and mercy form the basis of hope and comfort to the Christian. The dying saint is willing either to live or die. In this submissive temper of mind, he said 'If I am to live, I shall welcome life, and thank its Giver if I am to die, I shall welcome death, and thank its Conqueror but if I have any choice, it is to die, and be with Christ, which is far better.' " April 11. This morning I have been reading the character, piety, and death of the Rev. David Brown, who was a burning and a shining light in the supersti- tious regions whither he had directed his steps. By the extent of his labors, by his uniform piety and disin- terestedness, by the ardor of his zeal, and the consum- mate prudence of his measures, he honored his divine Master, and exemplified the excellency, the power, and the purity of that Gospel which he preached to others. We seldom find such talents and usefulness, united with such unassuming modesty, unfeigned humility, and en- tire abandonment of all regard to personal ease, worldly interest, and human applause. If this eminent servant of Christ felt constrained humbly to deplore, and feel- ingly to lament his own unworthiness, regretting that he had not done more for God, what reason have I for 152 MEMOIR OF humility. O Lord, let the impressions made upon my mind to-day continue, that I may be stimulated to more diligence, spirituality, and self-denial, and be more as- siduous in the improvement of time and talents. April. "This morning received pleasing intelligence from , of the 99th regiment, now in Upper Canada. This officer dropped accidentally into a place of wor- ship in the city while I was preaching, and the Lord was pleased to make that sermon the means of his con- version to God. He had one short interview with me before he left England. He goes on well in the good way, and is laying himself out for great usefulness in that dark and uncultivated spot. He is stirring up the clergy, and such religious persons as he meets with, to acts of mercy and benevolence. / have no greater joy, than to hear that my children walk in the truth. Lord, grant me many more seals to my ministry, such as shall be my joy here, and my crown of glory here- after! May 5. "Attended the meeting of the London Aux- iliary Irish Evangelical Society. Some of the first speakers had condemned the measures of government in the treatment of Ireland. Aware that this might be injurious, I rose, and said: "This meeting is not onlv constituted of different denominations, but composed of persons who differ in political opinions; such topics, therefore, should be avoided. Our meeting respects the spiritual concerns of Ireland, and the chairman suit- ably remarked, in his opening speech, that we have nothing to do with the political or commercial interests of the sister kingdom, but are to aim exclusively at the evangelization of that superstitious country. Perhaps I may be blamed by some, who may think me timid and cold-hearted towards the great question of civil liberty; but I am satisfied this is neither the time, nor the place, for the discussion of such topics; and, as an old man, I may be forgiven for recommending pru- dence. More battles have been lost by a rash and in- REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 153 discreet zeal, than by cowardice or caution. Am I not supported by the example of Christ, when he sent out his disciples to preach the gospel? He did not think it needful to charge them to show great ardor in their at- tacks upon the kingdom of darkness and sin; but the soul and quintessence of that interesting charge lay principally in this sentiment: Be ye therefore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves. The nature of the times in which we live, and the watchfulness of our ene- mies to find occasion against us, loudly call upon us, t6 keep the advice of our divine Master in continual remembrance." Aug. 31. "Went this day to dine with the treasurer and friends of the Sea-bathing Infirmary at Margate. Before dinner, we walked over the wards, where I was much pained to see so large a number of sufferers, re- ducfd to the most deplorable condition by that cruel disease, scrofula. At the entrance hall of the Infirma- ry, were suspended several wooden crutches, left there by those who had received a perfect cure. How much more delightful to see these, than the swords and spears taken in battle, which remind us only of the dear-bought victories, where thousands have been sacrificed to av- arice or ambition. These crutches are the trophies of mercy, and proclaim the healing power of Him, whose mercies are over all his works, and who healeth all our diseases and forgiveth all our iniquities. The whole scene convinced me of the truth, and justified the say- ing of the Rev. Weeden Butler: 'The man who can be an enemy to such a charity, must have a hard heart indeed.'" Sept. 17. "Attended a meeting this evening for the formation of a society to be called the Continental So- ciety for spreading the Gospel, over the dark places of the Continent. Mr. Drummond read some letters from Switzerland, Geneva, France, &c., soliciting pe- cuniary assistance for the employment of some evan- gelical teachers, and for the diffusion of the Bible and 14 154 MEMOIR OF religious tracts. O that a blessing from the Almighty may rest upon our feeble endeavors." 30. "Domestic troubles have rolled in upon me this week; my spirits have been much depressed, and I have felt a great disposition to murmur. Let me now put my own doctrines into practice, and preach to my church and congregation, by my own temper, that which I have urged upon them, in seasons of affliction. Yes, be still, my soul, and confess the equity and good- ness of God; see how many mercies are still left, and how many excellent Christians are in deeper waters than those which have overflowed my tent. Let me, above all, think how much I need these friendly and merciful corrections; may they make me more humble, more spiritual, more prayerful, and wean me more from this vain and transitory state; preparing me for that better, brighter, more peaceful region, which so many of my friends, and some of my nearest relations, have already entered!" Dec. 7. "Went again to see Mr. Hardcastle; found him rather worse with 'the meekness of wisdom and the gentleness of Christ' shining in him. He told me, he should not be long here, but that he was thankful to his heavenly Father, that He had seen fit to remove him of late from the business of this world, that he might look towards another. 'I am desirous,' said he, 'of leading myself in His hands, who holds the keys of hell and of death.' He rejoiced when I recited to him the leading articles of religious intelligence which I had learned that morning at the Bible Society, and also at the meeting of the committee of the Missionary Society; especially that there was a Bible Society formed in Paris, by the consent of the civil government. Indeed we had that day experienced a delightful repast. The Rev. John Owen made his first visit to the committee, after his biblical tour in France, Switzerland, Germany, &c. The minds of all present were greatly impressed by the account of his journey. His speech on this REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 155 occasion was one of the most brilliant displays of the variety and excellency of this speaker's talents that I. had ever heard. He gave a comprehensive but rapid view of what he had accomplished; including his inter- views and conversations with the duke de Richelieu, count Boissy D'Anglas, &ic. The wisdom and pru- dence which had been discovered in his conduct at Paris and Geneva were no less conspicuous than his zeal. The whole narrative of his tour was expressed in so lively, humble, and interesting a manner, and was interspersed with such marked and pious confessions of gratitude to God, and devotedness to the cause of the Bible and Bible Societies, that a new impulse was given to the zeal of the committee. What an incalculable loss does the Church of England sustain, by allowing such men as Mr. Owen to occupy inferior posts, while she is qvery day raising to her high places, men, who, by their lukewarmness, their worldly-mindedness, and their incapacity, are doing more to retard her true progress, and to weaken her genuine strength, than any of her avowed enemies." March 12, 1819. "This has been a day of deep reflection. The honorable, but arduous, service of giv- ing the address at the interment of my dear friend Mr. H devolved upon me. As I passed among the tombs in Bunhill-Fields, the recollection of many whom I had loved and valued rushed to my heart; and I look- ed on that grave where lie buried my honored and be- loved parents. The last enemy is mowing down the few friends that remain; soon will he number me with those who are gone before. Do I know this? Do I feel this? Why then am I not less careful for the things of time, and more enamored of the realities of another and a better world?" May 8. "Had a restless night; endeavored to re- fresh and support my mind, by a repetition of the 8th chapter of Romans. What an interesting portion of Scripture! a description of human nature, agreeing 156 MEMOIR OF with my own personal experience. Here is the way of salvation by Jesus Christ chosen in Him, justified by his offering of himself, renewed and sanctified by the Holy Spirit, and made partakers of the divine image. Here is an enumeration of the privileges and blessings of a Christian. No condemnation to him; all things work together for his good. He has the Spirit of adoption, and is the heir of God, the joint-heir of Christ, and the inheritor of glory. Here are the proofs and evidences of a Christian's real state, and of those who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit." "August. In the delightful and well-cultivated grounds of my friends at Sunbury, I rejoice to have escaped from the smoke and hurry of the metropolis. Nature smiles around, the flowers in bloom, the trees, bending with riches, raise my heart in gratitude to God, who has provided me so pleasant a retreat; but, alas! even here I find care, anxiety, and a heart of unbelief, embittering the cup of human life, and reminding me, that this is not my rest; yea, convincing me, that, could the earthly Eden be restored, it would be nothing with- out a sense of the pardon of sin, and the Spirit of adop- tion." Jan. 2, 1820. "In the evening, preached a funeral sermon for two females, who regularly attended on my ministry. One of these individuals, who had lived to the age of eighty, was a striking proof of the beneficial influence of the impression made by catechetical exer- cises in infancy. Carried into the vortex of worldly folly, married to a man, who kept her from the ordin- ances of God; all failed to eradicate from her mind the powerful recollection of early instruction, and the re- ligion professed in her youth. Conscience gave her no rest, till she forsook the broad path of sin, and entered the narrow way of holiness." Jan. 17. "Met the directors of the Missionary Society, when I received the following letter: REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 157 'Sir, You will pardon, I hope, a stranger, who im- poses on you the duty of distributing the enclosed bank- note, to alleviate the distresses you so feelingly and powerfully portrayed on Sunday evening, in your ser- mon on justification, from Romans vi. 7.' "This is right good fruit arising from the good old doctrine of justification by faith. I had strongly advo- cated the necessity of good works, from the writings of the apostle Paul, who was the champion of justification by faith. I had challenged a disproval of the senti- ment that the advocates of justification by faith, em- ployed themselves in more works of mercy, than those who pleaded them for their acceptance with God." April 30. "Have been reading the life of Mr. John Janeway, which was written by his excellent brother, whose name was very dear to the early Non-conform- ists of Bermondsey. A firm faith in the promises of Go.d; an entire separation from, and holy elevation abdve, this world; a uniform and spiritual communion with God, by prayer and meditation; a devout longing for the enjoyment of heaven, living every day upon its confines, absorbed in the love of God; marked this young Christian. How few of these rich attainments are mine! So cold, so unbelieving, and so earthly, I am covered with humility, shame, and remorse. O Lord, infuse more of this vital religion into my soul! Spirit divine! Fountain of life! breathe on thy servant; impart to me this heavenly mind; help me to keep the same distance from the world, and to cherish the same spirit of prayer and meditation, keeping in view, inces- santly, the presence of the all-seeing God, and the so- lemnities of death and eternity. If I am raised up from this affliction, O grant that I may live in a much closer communion with thee, and feel more of that uni- form and ardent love for souls, which warmed the heart of this excellent youth. Grant that, in the hour when my heart and flesh fail, the holy principles which influ- enced him, may give me an equal indifference to the *14 158 MEMOIR OF retreating blessings of life, the same elevated views of the heavenly glory, with an assurance of my personal interest in it." May 5. "Read, this morning, my usual portion in the psalms, gospels, and epistles. All unite in confes- sion of human depravity, in renunciation of self-right- eousness, and in a hope through Him who obtained the remission of our sins, by the sacrifice of himself. 24. "The situation of has, to-day, pain- fully occupied my mind. I long to impart some spir- itual good in his present affliction; but what can be said to support the mind, and comfort the soul, of one who does not believe the divine origin of that book, from whence I draw my every hope and comfort? 1 will send him Dr. Bogue's essay: perhaps his narrow es- cape from a sudden and unprepared death, may have induced a teachable and tender spirit. A letter, written with meekness, may win him to better principles; the small, still voice, may be more efficacious than the storm and the earthquake. In the school of affliction, may God teach him some of those profitable lessons which others have learned there! May he be taught his own lost condition as a sinner; then his discriminating and intelligent mind will perceive the suitableness, the ex- cellency, and the value of the remedy, so beautifully exhibited in the gospel of Christ. He already expresses a wish he could believe; and sees the inconsistency of those who, when on their knees, confess they are 'mis- erable sinners, and ha^e left undone' all that they 'ought to have done,' and from the pulpit read a lecture on the dignity of human nature, the power of man to make his own peace with God, and the efficacy of good works to procure for us eternal life. Yes, even this individual shall, in the judgment, condemn the self-righteous, who, professing themselves to be ministers of Christ, send 'miserable sinners' to their own virtues and duties for righteousness, in opposition to that apostle who says, By the deeds of the law, no flesh can be justified; that REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 159 if righteousness come by the law, then is Christ dead n May 31. "At the manufacturing committee of the Deaf and Dumb, received complaints against two boys, who went to Greenwich Fair without permission. How injurious to the morals of the lower orders are the scenes of vice exhibited at these places. Such is their demoralizing tendency, that all the correctives which Christian zeal and benevolence can supply, will not ele- vate the poor from their present state of irreligion. Our Bible Associations, our Sunday Schools, our village preaching, have done much to instruct and Christianize the population of the country; but those execrable nurses of every bad principle, and every bad passion, form an opposing current, which carries an innumerable multitude of infantile transgressors down the stream of vice, and furnishes our tribunals with hordes of juvenile offenders. It has been frequently asked, What good have the societies done? By unquestionable evidence it has been proved, that they have drawn many of the poor from those haunts of wickedness, brought them to fulfil their relative duties in the week, and to attend the worship of God on the Sabbath. It cannot be doubted, that, if the ministers of religion, and the magistrates of this country, had supported morality and good conduct, as the friends of Bible Societies have done, England, in religion and morals, would present scenes more pleas- ing to the Christian and the philanthropist. But the enemies of these Institutions cherish so great a hatred to what they denominate Puritanical Sabbaths and Cal- vinistic religion, that they leave the poor in ignorance and vice, rather than allow them instruction by those channels." June 13. "When my study-window was opened this morning, at half-past six o'clock, the sun shone brilliantly, and gave promise of a beautiful day; but, before nine, the clouds overcast the sky, a mist arose from the earth, and a blight fell upon the gardens, 160 MEMOIR OF threatening to destroy the hopes which the fine blossoms, and the abundance of tender fruit, had cherished. Two things occurred to my mind, from this sudden and unexpected change. It resembled the case of some young people, whose embarkation in life had been bright and cheerful, promising a pleasant and delightful day; when, soon, dark clouds overcast their worldly prospect, and their hopes were blighted in a moment. It resem- bled the first days of a splendid profession, which some have made, of religion. The blossoms were beautiful, abundant, and sweet the fruit seemed set and pros- perous when, lo! the whole scene changed an awful blight succeeded, the fruit perished, and it became evident how much we needed the exhortation of the Apostle: Therefore, we ought to give the more earnest heed to the things which we have heard, lest at any time we should let them slip. June 26. "Attended the meeting of Missionary Directors. What glorious intelligence from the South Seas! Such heart reviving news has not been publish- ed for many years may I not say, ages? What a scene presented itself when the King and Queen, with nearly six thousand of their idolatrous subjects, assem- bled to worship the living God, and to unite their assent to a code, framed upon the principles and laws of His holy Word. Shall we not exclaim, What hath God wrought! The north is now giving up, and the south does not keep back; the sons and daughters of our God are coming from the east, and from the west, to sit down with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob." Aug. 24. "Preached at Orange-Street Chapel, and referred to the memorable recollections belonging to this day. The Christian Church should never forget the massacre of the Protestants in 1572, nor that the diabolical deed was celebrated at Rome, as acceptable to God, and beneficial to his Church. "On this day, 2000 excellent and useful ministers were ejected from the Church of England an act REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 161 which was disgraceful to an English government, and injurious to the best interests of pure and evangeli- cal religion. In this impolitic and mischievous transac- tion was laid the foundation of that honorable and ex- tensive separation from the National Church, which has ever since been the object of its jealousy and fear." Hastings, Sept. 14. "Rose this morning at six o'clock. The beach, covered with boats and fishermen mending their nets, reminds me of the shores of that sea from whence the first founders of the Christian Church went forth, in the name and in the strength of their divine Master, preaching peace and the remission of sins, through the blood and righteousness of the Mes- siah. O how mightily did the Spirit of God work by them, to confound the heathen oracles, refute the spe- cious sophistries of the pagan philosophers, and the pridje and unbelief of the hardened Jews! They had no weapons to war with, but those which were spiritual; but these proved mighty, through God, to the pulling down of strong holds. How different the principles, the character, and the ministerial labors of those lordly rulers of modern churches, who claim an uninterrupted succession from the Apostles." Sept. 30. "In my morning reading, met with many very striking passages. The word of God is to the mind, what bread is to the body, being sweet, pleasant, and nourishing. It is a rich and valuable treasure, medicine to the sick and diseased soul. O that the Holy Spirit would give me faith to believe its solemn admonitions, its rich and consoling promises; and to say, More to be desired are they than gold, yea, than much fine gold; sweeter also than honey, and the honey- comb!" Oct. 18. "On my return home from London, catechised the children of the school, and preached from James ii. 1. While I pointed out the humility, meekness, and charity which characterised the real dis- ciples of Christ in their conduct towards the meanest 162 MEMOIR OF and poorest Christian, I cautioned the children against the abused application of the term equality, reminding them that Christ commanded honor to be paid to all in authority over them." Jan. 13, 1821. "Dr. Young may well conclude, that those who sleep in death would be void of rest and peace, if dreams infest the grave. What distracted illusions have disturbed my mind, while I lay in the im- age of death during the past night! I dreamed I had fallen into sin, dishonored my profession, and offended my God. The distress and agitation of my mind awoke me. Strong was the feeling of satisfaction that it was only a dream; but I could not shake off the de- jection which it produced. The latter arose from an impression that I was not making an efficient progress in a conformity to the mind and image of God. O Spirit divine! breathe upon my soul, and lead me into a closer and more perfect union with the Father, and his Son Jesus Christ! Be with me through the whole of this day; that in reading, writing, and conversation, I may do good and get good! Let thy blessing be upon all the branches of my family, that religion may be the first, the great, the constant concern of their minds." Feb. 9. "Passed the morning in my study; devoted the remainder of the day to the sick and afflicted. In my visits, met some who attended and patronised Ora- torios. These amusements 1 thought it my duty to con- demn in the most unqualified manner, as a profanation of sacred things. To make the sufferings and death of Christ the subject of public entertainment to put the solemn language of the expiring Mediator into the mouths of actors and actresses, whose principles and con- duct are at variance with every principle and precept of our holy religion is a prostitution of the awful scenes of Calvary, and of the dying agonies of the Messiah. March 31. "Finished Dr. Chalmers' Sermons on the application of Christianity to the commercial and ordinary affairs of life. How vigorous is the mind of REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 163 the preacher, who is one of the best moral anatomists, laying open the very nerves and arteries of the soul. The wickedness and duplicity of the human heart have not escaped him; well does he portray the deceitful- ness of sin, and demonstrate its powerful and ruinous tendencies." June 1. "Have had a tranquil night, and awoke with these words, 'Call me away from flesh and sense; One word of thine can call me hence.' These words were appropriate, as my spirits were de- pressed at the prospect of separation from my brother, who leaves me to-day. Blessed be God! we are united in spiritual as in natural bonds. May he have a safe and pleasant voyage; and while the feelings of my heart follow him, let me not forget that little band of mis- sionaries who have just left their native shores. May the great Pilot of the church guide them over the track- less deep to their desired haven. May the Holy Spirit fill them, and the members of the deputation, with pru- dence, firmness, and heavenly wisdom, that they may be happy and honored instruments in extending the kingdom of God our Savior. We must not expect uninterrupted success; there are too many who oppose: but He that sits on the mediatorial throne, shall reign till all his enemies are put under his feet." July 6. "Have finished Miss Edgeworth's life of her father, who appears to have been an active, honor- able, and useful member of society. Miss E is anxious to vindicate both him and herself from the cen- sure, that religion has no pre-eminence in their writings. Neither of them had scriptural views of Christianity: the old 'Whole Duty of Man' was their guide. They have no sentiments which harmonise with the doctrine of salvation by the obedience and death of Christ. What can be more in opposition than the following remark? 'If there is a state of just retribution in another world, 164 MEMOIR OF I must be happy; for I have suffered during the great- est part of my life, and know that I did not deserve it by my thoughts or actions.' Grieved am I that their works, securing, from their excellencies in some points, a large circulation amongst the young, should discover no knowledge of the moral degradation of the human heart, the beauty of religion, or the necessity of that inward and spiritual grace, of which baptism is the outward and visible sign. How different, how superior the writings of Mrs. Hannah More, which probe the heart, tear off the veil of external formality, and direct sinners to the Mediator, who was delivered for our offences, and raised again for our justification." July 27. "My portion of private reading this morn- ing was, the patriarch Jacob blessing the two sons of Joseph. How does this simple recital display the sove- reignty of God, who does not act in the order and di- rection most agreeable to our natural inclination, both in providence and grace. He does his own pleasure, and fulfils his own counsels. How often have I said, 'Not so;' and wished circumstances to be changed; but God does all things well, and, although darkness and clouds are round about Him, judgment and righteous- ness are the habitation of his throne." July 29. Hastings, Sunday morning. "No service at church. How disgraceful to the clergyman who possesses both livings, to the principal gentlemen of the town, and to the bishop of the diocese, who ought to know there is only one sermon in each church for so large a population. My zeal is stirred within me; I must bear some open testimony against such a disregard to the religion I love. But may I not injure, where to do good is my object? Zeal says, testify against these evils prudence, let not thy words be hasty. Our Lord says, Be ye, wise os serpents, and harmless as doves. Can I forget that an evangelical clergyman, who offici- ated for a few months at this place, excited such an increased attendance in the church, and so general a REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 1C5 reformation in the whole population, as made it evident that the true principles of the gospel are best calculated to enlighten the ignorant, awaken the careless, and pro- duce excellence of conduct throughout the whole mass of society. While, on the contrary, the formal and cold lectures of the moralist leave sinners in that darkness and impurity, from which Christ died to redeem them." Aug. 6. "Have been reading the life of Lord Bacon. If men could see the issue to which sin tends, how watchful, how circumspect would they be in all their conduct. The absence of this religious fear, has often made a life of honor and usefulness terminate dis- gracefully and miserably. The fear of God furnishes the strongest ground of a conscientious resistance to sin." 20. "Have been reading a review of the life of Grinville Sharpe. The reviewer says, 'This was not a great, but a good man.' Why should he not be called a great good man? He was great in piety, phi- lanthropy, and every deed of mercy, and eminently entitled to the praise and admiration of the wise and good. He was one of the most consistent churchmen I knew; not only avowing an ardent attachment to the ritual of the church, but was in the habit of observing all its fasts and festivals." Aug. 26. "The light of another Sabbath has dawn- ed upon the world. How few value the privileges of this day, or go up to the worship of God with joy and peace. To many it has no charms to render it a day of delight and honor, a day of pleasure and satisfac tion." "Thirty-four years have rolled away since my dear mother departed to her rest. How precious is the memory of her, who taught me to lisp the praises of the Most High, and gave power to her precepts and warn- ings by her prayers and tears." Sept. 3. "At the committee of the Bible Society heard some interesting letters from Turkey. Dr. Pin- 15 166 MEMOIR OP kerton took leave, on his departure for St. Petersburg. On his retiring, Mr. Owen related the following anec- dote: 'The late Patriarch of Constantinople, who was hung before the door of the Greek church by the cruel and furious Turks, said to Dr. P , when he was in that city, Are you a married man? On his replying in the affirmative, the Bishop said, What an excellent woman must your wife be, to part with such a husband, for the purpose of promoting the good of others. I pray you to carry to her, and share yourself in, my patriarchal blessing." Sept. 28. "Attended the committee of the Mill- Hill school, and the Bible Committee. On my return home, commenced a new course of catechetical exer- cises in the schools; attended prayer meeting in the evening; after which was taken suddenly ill. I lifted up my heart in prayer to God, but felt too much the temper of the tribes, who were anxious to stop on the side of Jordan next the wilderness. Why do I not realize a higher and more permanent confidence in the promises of God? I love his house, ordinances, and word; rest all my hopes on the mediation of Jesus Christ, praying to the Holy Spirit for his sanctifying influences; yet, amidst all, I am such a mystery to myself, that I can only say, 'Take my poor heart just as it is, Set up therein thy throne; Then shall I love thee above all, And live to thee alone.'" Oct. 6. "While preparing my sermons for to-mor- row, my mind was most painfully overwhelmed with gloom, thinking that, were I really a Christian, I should have more enjoyment of the love and presence of God. It appeared that I had no interest in the blessings prom- ised to the righteous. My soul was in an agony, and the tears flowed from my eyes; T rose from my seat, and poured out my heart to God in prayer; indeed, like the Patriarch, I wrestled with Him as a poor helpless sin- REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 167 ner; cast myself upon his mercy and grace; pleaded the blood and righteousness of the Mediator; and, after some time, found the blessing of having a throne where I could carry my sorrows. O that I may prize it more and more! I should be the victim of despair, could I not fly to the fountain opened to take away iniquity. How valuable is an all-sufficient and compassionate Sa- vior; He is, indeed, the fairest among ten thousand." Oct. 16. "Have been to Kingston, assisting at the ordination of a county missionary. An interesting re- port was read: twenty villages have willingly received our teachers. It was proposed to employ another in a new district: and, on the want of money being urged, one, who felt as a Christian ought to feel, engaged to give fifty pounds a year towards the object. Thus en- couraged, the society adopted measures which would setfure the instruction of four thousand poor people." Nov. 12. "At , a friend related a striking anecdote of a rector, and a nobleman, who was patron of the living. When dying, the latter sent for the cler- gyman, to whom he said, 'Do you not know that my life has been licentious, and that I have violated the commandments'* yet you never warned me of my dan- ger.' The clergyman was silent; when the nobleman repeated the question. 'Yes, my lord, your manner of living was not unknown to me; but your kindness, and my fear of offending you, deterred me from reproving you.' 'How cruel! how wicked!' said the dying man 'The provision I made for you and your family, ought to have induced a care and fidelity. You have neg- lected to warn and to instruct me, and now my soul will be lost.' These were the last words of one whose situation has too many parallels. Men living in con- tinued profligacy attend at church; where, frequently, from the pulpit, there is little said of the malignity of sin, and the hatred of God to all that violate his holy law. The teachers generalise, speaking indefinitely, and never giving a direct delineation of the state of the 168 MEMOIR OF heart; forgetting what God said to the prophet who did not warn the sinner, His blood will I require at your hands. But the nobleman could plead no excuse at the bar whither he had been summoned. His con- science must have warned him, while listening to the liturgy of the church, in which the defilement, guilt, and curse of sin are clearly exhibited." Nov. 21. "My dear has been ill, and my anxi- eties have been great. Do not these earthly affections engross my heart and interrupt my devotions? I long to say 'My God, my portion, and my love, My everlasting all; I've none but thee in heaven above, Or on this earthly ball:' and sometimes doubt if any Christian is so far from the spirit and enjoyment of these sentiments as I am; but my soul aspires to make God the fountain of its felic- ity. This becomes every day more needful, as hu- man joys and comforts are losing their beauty, and withering in my hands." Dec. 4. "From the committee of the Missionary Society went to Earl-street, where Mr. Owen read from the Christian Remembrancer, some violent and un- founded attacks upon the British and Foreign Bible Society. False charges, uncharitable insinuations, malignant invectives, mark that hostile paper. From whence arises the opposition to this noble and prosper- ous institution? Roman Catholics abroad,, uniting with a party in the Protestant church of England, to denounce the circulation of the Book given by God himself; the former causing it to be burnt, and excommunicating those who receive it into their houses; some of the bishops of the latter, in their charges, opposing, and in their private influence, disgracing, those who counte- nance Bible Institutions, while they promote those who oppose them. Is it not the spirit of the Romish church^ fostered in the bosom of our Protestant one? REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 169 March 22, 1822. "Rose with a frame much ex- hausted by extreme coughing, and a mind discomposed and agitated by that heart of unbelief, which opposes itself to my whole range of duties, secret, family, and public. Darkness, instead of light; sin operating where holiness should abound. I might use the expression of the apostle, that in me dwelleth no good thing, t depart not from the practice of a Christian, but aim to glorify God by making his love known to others, whose temporal wants I wish to relieve; yet, with all this, I am indeed an unprofitable servant. My communion with God does not take the high and spiritual character I desire; my religious exercises are loo much a duty, and I would they should be all pleasure." April 19. "Have this morning been reading in a periodical work, a letter, said to be written by the late Rev. Mr. , containing the following philipic against dissenters. 'The present system of dissent tends to break down all social order, and establish a host of petty tyrants. I have lately paid some attention to the subject, and am led to conclude, that the system of things is not adapted to the present state of society, nor has a foundation in Scripture. Church and State! "with all thy faults, I love thee still." ' On reading this paragraph, I wrote the following letter to the editors: "Gentlemen, By the medium of a letter said to have been written by the late Rev. Mr. , you have transmitted throughout the kingdom, an illiberal, un- founded, and libellous charge, against the whole body of dissenters. To say nothing, at present, on the ques- tion at issue between churchmen and dissenters, is it prudent? is it likely to produce any beneficial result, to revive such acrimonious expressions? When the ene- mies of the Christian faith, of Bible Institutions, and of Missionary exertions, have put out all their policy, all their power, is it not the duty of Christians to forget and lay aside their peculiar controversies, and, with one heart and mind, to strive together, for the glory of God *15 170 MEMOIR OF and the salvation of sinners? Instead of contending with each other, had they not better Contend for the faith, once delivered to the saints 6 ? It was a beautiful sentiment of the Bishop of Norwich, 'that unity of heart is better than uniformity of sentiment.' How awfully have the interests of truth and righteousness suffered, by the division and contentions of the Chris- tian world. The enemy has been sowing the land with tares, while we have been fighting for the best mode of extending religion. Let us, then, cease this unprofita- ble warfare about respective forms of Church govern- ment, and give our time, our talents, and our zeal, to nobler purposes. I esteem the dissenter and the churchman, who unite to revive these bickerings, as com- mon enemies of the great and mighty projects, in which the Christian world is so honorably occupied; works which, in point of extent and importance, should engage the watchful observation of every eye, the energy of every hand, and the union of every heart." May 6. "My dear brother is expected this evening; may the God of the sea and the dry land, give him a safe and prosperous voyage. I tremble when I reflect how much pleasure and enjoyment I have promised my- self from the sight of him, and in his society: '\Ve should suspect some danger r.igh, Where we possess delight.' With increasing years, we feel a growing attachment. How delightful the thought, that the friendship of Christians will be cemented by eternal bonds." 8. "Heard the first missionary sfermon from Dr. Hanna, of Belfast; the text, John xxi. 17; the dis- course, an hour and three quarters in length, but no weariness. I could not refrain from weeping, that my love and gratitude to Christ were so languid and cold. O Lord, shed abroad more of thy love in my heart! Increase my love to Thee, my zeal for thy glory, and the salvation of souls. I hope my heart is more and REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 171 more anxious for the prosperity of the Church, in all its departments and interests. I long to see Christians unite without any party feeling, considering themselves as the servants of one Master." May 24. "On seeing the sun rising above the hori- zon with great beauty and strength, these words darted to my mind, 'Now from tho altar of my heart, Let incense flames arise; Assist me, Lord, to ol}'er up My morning sacrifice.' On repeating favorite hymns, I find my memory is de- caying with my other faculties of mind and body. What is the lesson to be learned from these symptoms? Work while it is day; the night cometh, when no man can work. Rising at four instead of six, would give me facilities of finishing some of my tracts and essays, which I fear will be rendered useless, unless I devote to them this additional time." June 14. "My dear is recovered from the sudden and alarming attacks of Wednesday night. There is much mercy in this, as her life is of great im- portance to us all, and to me, more particularly valua- ble. She looked well to the ways of her household, and did not eat the bread of idleness. To my children, she has proved a wise, indulgent, and careful mother. In her religious character and conduct, she has been an example. The death of such a wife, and such a mother, would be an irreparable loss." July 18. "The disquietude and unsettled state of many dissenting churches, is, to me, a source of deep regret. This morning, saw the Rev. Mr. , &c.; these good men suffer from the pride, self-sufficiency, and self-interest, which prevail. When will the mild and peaceful influence of religion act upon human pas- sions, to produce forbearance and love? Attachment to Christ ought to be a bond of affection and union, that the world might say, 'see how these Christians love.' 172 MEMOIR OF The churches ought to be the emblem and epitome of that rest, which remaineth for the people of God that rest where all will be harmony and peace." Aug. 9. "Last night, was restless, and my wakeful moments characterised by an indisposition to meditate upon spiritual and eternal things. To rouse and direct my mind, I recurred to the hymns, and to the chapters of Scripture I had learned. These hours would not be tedious, if the songs of Zion more engaged the heart, and led it to humble and devout prayer. 'My thoughts surmount these lower skies, And look within the veil; There springs of endless pleasure rise, The waters never fail. There pleasure rolls its living flood, From sin and dross refin'd, Still springing- from the throue of God. And fit to cheer the mind. 7 Oct. 1. "The date of this memorandum, impresses me with a consciousness of the speed with which the last days of human existence fly. It seems a moment of time, since my anticipation of spring and summer. The falling of the autumnal leaves, the cold chill of morning and evening, say winter is near. Nature shrinks at the prospect, as the state of my lungs makes it doubtful whether I may survive it. Shortly, my services, moral, benevolent, and religious, will be as nothing. The grandeur of God, the solemnity of eter- nity, and my responsibility as a minister, almost over- whelm me. I must watch and pray, making the name of Jesus my only trust, and waiting his decision with humble hope and firm reliance upon his word." Nov. 20. "Awoke this morning with the following lines of Dr. Watts on my mind: 'Dear God, the treasures of thy love Are everlasting mines; Deep as our helpless miseries are, And boundless, as our sins.' < REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 173 "These sentiments harmonise with the doctrines taught by the prophets and apostles, and are adapted to en- courage the faith and hope of the tirnid Christian, when oppressed with a conviction of his un worthiness." Dec. 5. "Passed this day in my study; read the Bishop of Gloucester's third charge to the clergy of his diocese. If the English bench were filled with men who felt the importance of their office, and who were actuated by the love and zeal that animated the apos- tles if the parochial clergy were such men as this ex- cellent bishop wishes to make the clergy of his diocese, there would be a revival in, and glory shed round, the church of England, such as she has not seen since the days of Cranmer, Latimer, and Ridley." 11. "Rose with severe pain in my side; my mind incapable of meditation an involuntary sigh escaped with, Lord, help me! This short, but comprehen- sive prayer, was suitable to my heart, which was op- pressed with the danger of my dear child. May I have the faith, and pray with the importunity and persever- ance, of the Syrophenecian woman, and then the same Almighty Power may say, Be it unto thee even as thoit vtit." Dec. 31. "Before I close the memoranda of this year, I would solemnly and devoutly, O Lord God, offer up to thee, the heart-felt homage of a grateful mind. I would confess my own ingratitude and unfruit- fulness, and humbly implore the pardon and removal of these oppressive evils. With the new year, grant me an increase of new covenant blessings, and a larger por- tion of the Holy Spirit, that the remainder of my days may be more god-like, and more heaven-like. Deliver me from these earthly and grovelling affections, and let my conversation be as becometh the gospel. And you, my dear children, if you ever read this hasty and un- connected memorial of your departed father, know that, although you are seldom mentioned in these pages, you were never far from my thoughts. My heart has 174 MEMOIR OF often felt a deep and affectionate solicitude, for the eternal welfare of you, and yours. Unworthy as I am, yet, having found great favor in the eyes of my fellow- creatures, and been greatly prospered and blessed by the God of heaven, my name has hitherto been treated with respect do nothing, I implore you, that shall dis- grace it. O that the God of your father, and your father's father, may crown you with his grace and bless- ing! May we meet in heaven, to praise the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit, the one living Jehovah, the God of salvation; the God in whom I trust for pardon, sanctifi- cation, and eternal glory." January 20, 1823. "Cold intense; great distress amongst the poor. The following anecdote was told by a mother, to whom I had sent bread and coals. On returning home, she found her little family crying with the cold, and intreating for some fire. The reply was, 'I have no money to buy coals.' A child at the door exclaimed, 'There is a man with some.' 'Yes,' said the poor mother, 'but they are not for us.' Scarcely had she finished speaking, when the man inquired for her; and the sound of these coals, must have been music in the ears of the little shivering group. Oh! what dis- ease, what poverty, what distress, has sin brought into our world. What mercy to have escaped so many of these evils, for more than sixty-five years!" March 6. "The sounds of affliction and death have again saluted my ears. An early, diligent, and faith- ful assistant in the London Missionary Society, the Rev. Mr. Greathead, has finished his course. Many were the hours he devoted to his study. I hope to die either there, or in my pulpit, that I may be found working not loitering, nor sleeping; but let me indulge no pref- erence. God is too wise to err in his government, and too good to those who trust in Him, either to forget or to forsake them. Let me only aspire to die in his favor, and to enjoy his divine presence. REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 175 April 13. "The rector of St. John's is departed to his rest. This excellent man performed the duties of his office, with purity of motive and anxiety of mind. The milk of human kindness mingled in his character with much of the meekness of Christ. He was a dili- gent, faithful pastor; superintending his parish as one who must give an account. Kind and generous to the poor, tender and compassionate to the sick. Some of the parishioners knew not his worth; but those who de- spised and persecuted him, may one day acknowledge, that a prophet has been among them." May 5. "Went to the Bible Committee, where a letter was read from Mr. B , accepting the secreta- ryship. Its language was that of sterling sense, un- feigned piety, and true humility. How beautiful and happy are the effects of the Bible Society! Is not the uniofc of Christians, the very essence and glory of our common faith? Is not such union, the evidence of that love and harmony which the spread of the gospel is finally to accomplish? Is not this the spirit which reigns in the celestial world? Are the redeemed in that glori- ous state arranged in churches, sects, and classes? It is the tendency of the Bible Society to promote this union; it is this which constitutes one ground of objection in the miuds of bigots, and men zealous only for forms, modes, systems, and parties. But of such we will say, To their own Master, they must stand or fall: they must give account to Him, who judgeth righteously. The day is coming, when we shall know who have most effectually fulfilled their duty to Him; whether it is those who have joined the ranks of the Bible Society, and assisted in the dispersion of nearly four millions of copies of the sacred books, or those who have not only withheld their aid, but have opposed and slandered others, who have engaged in this work." Oct. 4. "Goodness and mercy have followed me and mine; and, with the returning light of another day, have returned the usual comforts. Yesterday had great 17G MEMOIR OF difficulty in visiting five or six afflicted families; some individuals very ill. Had an interesting prayer-meet- ing; returned home much indisposed; read and prepared some of the Essays, till three o'clock." Dec. 31. "Languid and ill, I would close the year with casting myself on thy care, O my God! Out of my great insufficiency, do thou perfect thy strength and glory! Apply, most Holy Spirit, to my conscience, the power of the Redeemer's atonement! May sermons preached during the past year, receive a heavenly ben- ediction; and, when my feeble labors are ended, may I have an inheritance incorruptible, undefiled, and that fadeth not away." March 4, 1824. Hatcham House. "This spot re- minds me of him with whom I once walked and took sweet counsel; but he has reached a happier clime, and walks along the avenues of that paradise in which the tree of life blooms in infinite perfection. What a mercy that the branches bend as low as the thorny paths of the wilderness; extending their shade to the sun-burnt trav- eller, producing fruit to sustain him when hungry, and leaves to make a balsam for all his maladies. Beauti- ful image of the excellency and value of the blessed Redeemer; and yet men forsake this Plant of renown, and fly to the brambles of the wilderness, which afford them no shelter." March 9. "Attended the Bible Committee: Lord Bexley in the chair; who conducted the business with his usual cool judgment and extreme gentleness. There was much warm discussion on the Apocryphal question. I fear that the unity, the beauty, and the strength of the society are endangered by the continued irritation which this subject excites." July 21. "Have passed an almost sleepless night; my mind could not meditate on any subject. Thou cold heart! how long shall I have to bear with thee and thy earthly propensities? Why art thou not sighing for REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 177 the elevation of mind which will be found in the wor- ship of the temple above? Raise thee, my soul, fiy up and run Through ev'ry heavenly street. And say there's nought below the sun Thai's worthy of thy feet.' " Nov. 27. "Another week has fulfilled its round, and the Sabbath again approaches. Let me enter into my own heart, -'Talk with [my] past hours, And ask them what report they bear to heav'n.' The week has been crowned with mercies, and strength has been given for my various duties: to-morrow is for God, and the momentous affairs of the soul; may it be marked by a spiritual and devout repose, which will maMfe it the foretaste of an eternal Sabbath." Dec. 25. "To-day, have met my large group of children and grand-children. This will probably be the last interview, as the year ensuing may be that of painful separation. To have my soul prepared for eternity is my first and dearest wish; and when the summons for departure shall come, may I be willing to enter the kingdom where neither sorrow, sin, nor death will be known!" Jan. 31, 1825. "My grandson from Hastings has been to breakfast with me; he was the only child of his mother, and she made him the subject of many pious and ardent prayers, and taught him to lisp prayer and praise to the God, whom she loved and feared. O that the faith and piety which was found in his dear parent, may be found in him!" Feb. 28. "In my conversation with a friend to-day, contrived to introduce the subject of the heavenly world; reference was made to some sentiments express- ed by Dr. Watts. It was admitted that he had given many sublime and scriptural views, but that a few of his descriptions had too much imagination. To me, his 16 178 MEMOIR OF hymns possess a great charm, as exhibiting in a pleas- ing form, the perfection, government, and mercy of Jehovah, with the degradation of human nature, till brought under divine influence. The perusal of these divine songs, excites in the mind adoration, love, and gratitude to Him, Who so loved the world that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life" March 24. "Spiritual and eternal things have much occupied my attention during the last few days. What discipline the mind needs f to keep it active and vigor- ous on heavenly objects! How unwilling to cherish the thought, that perhaps in a few days, my concern with time will cease, and I shall enter on a boundless eter- nity. Nothing can yield satisfaction, but the atone- ment and intercession of Christ. In my darkest and most painful conflicts, it is my consolation, that, if I perish, I shall perish at the foot of the cross. The evil of sin, and the deceitfulness of ray own heart, appal me; I would be holy, as God is holy, and as desirous of holiness and conformity to God, as I am of happiness." April 19. "Rose this morning weary, as if it were evening, yet I have had more sleep than usual. Help me, O Father of mercies, to be still and submissive under increasing infirmities, and to hear the gentle in- timation which they suggest, that soon I must mingle with the dust. I desire to feel the solemn injunction, Be ye therefore ready. My friend, Mrs. , is to be buried in Bunhill Fields; my grave lies beyond hers and that of Mr. H . I shall be carried by them both, but there will be no salutation there reigns per- petual silence. Delightful thought! that there is a place, where we shall meet, and spend an eternity to- gether; mutually rejoicing in, and praising, Him, to whom we owe our redemption." June 2. "Was much pleased to find that Mrs. , intended to found an Infant School. May the REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 179 Father of mercies crown it with his approbation and blessing! May the Savior receive and bless the chil- dren! then 'Infant voices shall proclaim Their early blessings on his name.' " June 18. "Assisted at the ceremony of laying the first stone of the grammar school at Mill Hill. The day was fine, the company numerous and respectable; all animated with the desire that this institution might long flourish. Its religious and moral character render it interesting, and it promises much literary excellence. If the liberality and energy of the present committee are perpetuated in those who shall succeed them, this establishment will rank with the best public schools in the country." July 20. "The extreme heat of the last few days hastfrequently reminded me of the slaveswho are work- ing under a burning sun, and of our missionaries in hot climates, who, suffering from heat and exhaustion, con- tinue their labors to enlighten those who are in heathen darkness. How inferior are all the services of English pastors, even should we preach six sermons in the week, and attend every benevolent object that claims our sympathy." 23. Yesterday, suffered much from langor and de- pression of mind; but when my spirit was overwhelmed within me, I looked to the Rock of ages, and implored strength to support in hours of debility and weakness. The shadows of evening are upon me; let me, then, gather up the fragments of my time. Many of these will make one whole day, and one whole day redeemed, is of great value." July 29. Our domestic happiness has been threat- ened with interruption by the sudden illness of our dear grand-daughter, but a merciful God has restored her to our wishes and affection. Thus we go on through the wilderness, the subjects of alternate pain and ease, hopes and fears; but how soon will these be 180 MEMOIR OF absorbed in one vast eternity! What unexpected cir- cumstances arise to interrupt the peace and comfort of us poor pilgrims! There is a world where all will be order, purity, and pleasure. Come, my soul, meditate upon this; seek a more clear and more extended knowl- edge of its blessedness, and endeavor to obtain a more complete and entire preparation for it." Sept. 3. "My friend, the Rev. Mr. , called this morning to consult me on the state of his church! How is this excellent and laborious minister depressed in his comforts, and injured in his usefulness, by the unholy spirit that prevails there. Awful and injurious is the temper, which these dividers of churches mani- fest: it seems as if they had never heard that their Master was meek and lowly in spirit, and that the fol- lowing is a divine command: Let the same mind be in you which was in Christ Jesus." 16. "Have risen this morning relieved from the pain which had made me suffer so considerably, but my spiritual maladies are far from being eradicated. My heart is still cold, my feet not walking in the heavenly road as I desire. I am all infirmity, but will look to Jesus, my great, my skilful, my compassionate Physician. He can heal and strengthen my soul. What thousands on earth, what millions in heaven, can testify of his wisdom, kindness, and ability." Dec. 30. Last night preached at Fetter-lane, and this evening at the Adelphi. My oppression in speak- ing was excessive, but it was not perceived. How does God perfect strength in the weakness and helplessness of his creatures? O that I. might increase in mental and spiritual vigor! Thou, O Lord, hast promised 'power to the faint,' and 'strength' to those 'that have no might.' " Jan. 1, 1826. "This year has opened upon me and my family with beams of mercy. O that our hearts may be filled with gratitude and praise to Him who is the giver of all good, and who has such a claim upon the homage of our hearts and the devotion of our lives' REV. JOHN TOWNSEND. 181 By medical skill, and attentive nursing, I have been restored from that state of suffering which threatened life itself, but still I ought to esteem it only a short sus- pension of the hour of my dissolution. O Lord! pre- pare me for the great change: it may come not only soon, but suddenly; and I ought to have nothing to do but to give up my spirit into thy hands, for hast thou not redeemed me, O Lord God of truth!" 15. Yesterday had a very fatiguing day, it being the election for the Deaf and Dumb. I must resign all duties in London. The tent must soon be taken down; but it is the Lord; let him do what seemeth him good. Jan. 23. "Weary and ill through the last week, but yet was enabled to preach at Orange-street on Thurs- day night: on Friday visited the sick; attended the prater-meeting in the evening, and hope I felt thankful for so much assistance. On Saturday composed a ser- mon on 2 Tim. ii. 7."* * This entry receives its interest from being the last record penned by Mr. Townsend. *16 EXTRACTS LETTERS, ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &c. "Edinburgh) June 28, 1800. "Mr VERY DEAR . ***** "Through the kind and indulgent care of God, I was broifght here in peace and safety last night; and though I have had a long and fatiguing journey, great is the cause for thankfulness, that every spring, every trace, every wheel, and the smallest link in every chain, had its commission to fulfil its office with punctuality. "My first companion, being of a talkative disposition, soon gave me a history of himself, which showed that he prospered, had money and land, &tc.; yet there seemed a spark of envy at a neighbor of his, who had in hand 400 loads of last year's hay, which he said was a fine thing indeed, since it fetched such a high price. "After travelling a few miles, he left us, when the coachman said, he thought I should find it irksome travelling alone. I told him there were times when a man was never so little alone as when by himself; he stared amazement, and left me, but desired an honest- looking Yorkshireman, who was outside, to come in. My new acquaintance being seated, a general conver- sation ensued, when, finding myself disposed to con- verse with him upon religion, I asked him respecting the number of churches and meetings in his neighbor- hood, and to which he went. 'To church to be sure,' 184 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, was his reply, and that the sermons were near half an hour long. This introduced some remarks from me, on the fall of man, recovery by Jesus Christ, the work of the Holy Spirit upon the heart, and the impossibility of going to heaven without we were really made Chris- tians by the grace of God, and the work of the Holy Spirit upon the heart. "The coachman that drove us through part of Hunt- ingdonshire, Northamptonshire, and Lincolnshire, ex- ceeded, in profane swearing, all the men I ever met with; and most of the ostlers, postboys, &tc., who gen- erally surrounded us where we changed horses, were greatly addicted to the same practice. I exceedingly regretted I had brought no tracts upon swearing. At the door of the Wheat Sheaf inn, near the sixty-seventh mile stone, I much wished to go among a number and reprove ihem; but, perceiving all to be much hardened, I declined, remembering that scripture, Cast not your pearls before swine. I doubt whether my heart was altogether free from shame and cowardice; but I have seen sinners, when reproved in bodies, turn against the reprover. When the coachman, who was the prince of swearers, came for his accustomed fee, I said, 'I am not certain that I ought to give you any thing; you are one of the worst swearers I have long met with. What can you think of yourself? You have been blaspheming the God that made you that every day preserves you from destruction. Do you remember that you must shortly die, and stand in judgment before God? Have you never read or heard the third commandment?' On giving him the money, I added, 'Let me beseech you to leave off swearing; it is a wicked and disgraceful practice.' He bowed, appeared ashamed; but, it is to be feared, was neither humbled nor convinced. "I was surprised to find so few cottages on this road, and very little of the waste land turned into garden for the poor. The price of labor, for a considerable way down the road, is, to the haymakers, no more than one ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &CC. 185 shilling and sixpence per day. 1 supped at Stamford, and, on re-entering the coach, was composing myself to sleep, and drew up the window. Conscience whis- pered, 'Though you cannot pray in the family or in your closet, in your accustomed manner, yet ought you not to look up to Him, who is the God of your life and comfort, in the way permitted by your pres- ent circumstances?' Putting down the glass, and turning my eyes toward the face of the widely-extended skies, over which the sable curtains of night were almost drawn, I committed myself, my dear Cordelia, my dear children, and the people of my pastoral charge, to the blessing and care of the God who has fed me and bles- sed me all my life long. I felt it a mercy that we have a monitor within, which stirs up our minds, by way of remembrance, to those things in which lie much of our dutjH and our comfort. I now placed myself in a sleep- ing attitude; but the sound of human voices, the clatter- ing of the whip, the wheels, the coach, all told that I was not reclining on the peaceful pillow, under the roof of my domestic palace. The multitude of glow-worms which bespangled the chalky sides of the road, attracted my attention through the night. I do not ever remem- ber to have seen them either so numerous or so brilliant. While ruminating on their nature and use, I saw in them an emblem of the glory and prosperity of the world, which, glittering but for an hour, is then lost in dark- ness, and of the transient and short-lived nature of the most splendid profession, when it is not accompanied by genuine religion. Yea, I thought they resembled myself, having sometimes light enough to shine before others, when my own soul is cold and dark. "Will you present my love to the dear children, and all friends. Write often, and long letters." Edinburgh, Saturday morning. "The weakness, prejudice, and bigotry, which have so long and so disgracefully divided 186 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, the ministers and churches of Christ, are here sadly visible. I still think there is scarcely an Independent minister in England, to whom the greater part of the ministers in this city would not refuse their pulpits, so frightened are they at the idea of innovation. There are, comparatively, no lectures in the town; and, where there are any, the ground is too holy to be occupied by an Independent. We have, therefore, no alternative, but that of being idle, or preaching out of doors in the villages round the city. On Monday evening, I deliver- ed an address to a large number of children, who are instructed by Mr. . On Tuesday, I preached at Newhaven, in the church-yard, to several hundred people. This place is inhabited chiefly by fishermen: the women and children make and bait the nets, and carry the fish to market. The former are remarkably hardy, carry heavy loads, and do more than their husbands, towards the general support of the family. Neither of the sexes like to marry out of their own vil- lages. On Wednesday morning I preached at Leith. Mrs. comes to hear me, in spite of all her church and family connections; and her sisters hear me when not in Edinburgh, but will not enter the court of the gentiles, for fear of the Rabbis. * * * # * "I hope that yourself and the dear children are well, and that, night and day, they study your comfort. Give my love and say, if you please, I remember them in my prayers, that God would make them his own children, that they may be the joy and strength of our old age." "Edinburgh, July 6, 1800. # # * * # * "The botanic garden here has a great variety of curious plants; and the morning on which I visited it, Dr. Rutherford, the pro- fessor of botany, lectured to nearly one hundred stu- ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 187 dents. The lecture was instructive and entertaining. How admirably is the wonderful wisdom and power of God displayed in the minutest fibre of the most obscure and least useful plant. The inattention and indiffer- ence of most of the students, who pay each three guineas for the course of lectures, astonished me. A few of them who had books with them, containing the various classes of plants, not only followed the Profes- sor from plant to plant, but also wrote the leading branches of the lecture. The rest were either too late, or listened in the most stupid or playful manner. I thought that if these sprightly youths attended all the lectures, as they do those upon botany, they may one day have the reputation of having been, at an univer- sity; but it is impossible that they should be much wiser than those who have never seen one." I Edinburgh, July 21, 1800. "My letter from Dundee was short and hurried, as a delay of two days would have made you uneasy. I was pleased with my visit to this town, which is fast improving in trade and buildings. The pier and the shipping present a lively and cheerful scene, and the manufactories are numerous, especially some very con- siderable for making sail cloth. "Provisions are very scarce and dear. At a village near Perth, a short time since, they had neither bread nor meal, the bakers being all without stock; the dis- tress of the women and children was great, having to wait till some could be procured from the neighboring town. The old lady with whom I lodged, was, in early life, an A-B-c-darian: she had twelve guineas a year for boarders, and tells me she bought fourteen eggs for one penny, and a leg of mutton for seven pence. You will guess that she is not very young. "At one o'clock in the morning, I left Dundee in the mail. The ride from thence to Perth is the most beau- tiful that can be imagined, and very rich and fertile. 188 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, Wheat, barley, and oats grow in profusion, as does the linseed, which rises to about the same height, as the canary in the isle of Thanet. At Perth, there is a capital bridge over the Tay; and the landscape reminds me of the view from Richmond. "We passed the celebrated lake of Lochleven: the castle still stands, from which the queen escaped. Do you not remember how pleased I was a few years since with the fine picture in Somerset House, on this subject? "I am requested to protract my stay, but I remind the good folk of the laws of the Medes and Persians, and say, "Home, home, home, is my watch-word." The ladies in Edinburgh say that the ministers from the south are so fond of their wives and their churches, that there is no keeping them beyond the time originally stipulated. "Tell my dear children, that our friend has lost a son fifteen years of age, and that I wish them to read and pray over Eccles. xii. 1, 2. and Tim. iii, 15, 16. "You know how delighted I was to hear you were in good spirits. May you cast all your care upon Him who careth for you, and rejoice always in Him, who has given you so much proof of the favor He bears you, and yours." Gloucester, October 1810. "This morning, after folding letters, and directing them to the gentry and clergy of the neighborhood, I walked to look at the session's-house, county jail, and several places of religious worship, each of which is respectable. I was pleased with the sight of the house where Whitefield was born, the school in which he was educated, and the church where he preached his first sermon. I felt much at the sight of all these places, on recollecting how God had blessed his labors. I have also seen the long-to-be-remembered spot, where ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 189 bishop Hooper was burnt; and the window in the clois- ters from which the savage and inhuman friars feasted their eyes with the scene. The bare recollection of this fact constrains me to say, What hath God ivrought? Now we sit under our vines and our fig-trees, none being allowed to make us afraid. Yes, from this coun- try, once so dark and so persecuting, the light of the scriptures, and the light of the gospel, are fast dissem- inating among the nations which lie in darkness and the shadow of death. Let us pray, and work; and wait in patient hope for the fruit: the promise has been given, that 'In due time we shall reap, if we faint not.' "The congregation at chapel, last night, was very large and attentive. The celebrated Dr. Jenner, of Berkeley, (the father of Vaccine inoculation) and his wife, were present; the latter is a very serious and excellent woman. "I was much delighted to find by your last, that you were well and happy, for I partake in your joys and sorrows. Look up, and look forward, all is well; all will be well; yea, eternally well; no sorrow, no doubts, no distress, shall attend the day of glory and joy above." Worcester, October 26, 1810. ***** "A talkative gentleman formed part of my travelling society to-day, who affected to be a wit, and passed many (as he thought) bon-mots. We were told by him very soon, that he had gone to Lon- don to seek his fortune, which he had found, and ex- plained this by saying the best fortune was contentment. I begged leave to correct him, by telling him, there was a wiser maxim contained in an old book with which I was acquainted. 'What' said he 'is that?' 'Godliness with contentment is great gain.' Who should this man be but , of celebrated note. The clock strikes and admonishes. 'We take no note of time but by its loss.' 17 190 EXTRACTS TROM LETTERS, "May we improve it, redeem it, and close it, with a calm and tranquil mind, and with a triumphant, or, at least, a steady faith." " Cheltenham. * * * * * "I cannot have a collection for the Deaf and Dumb at the chapel, as a heavy debt remains unpaid, but have circulated a .large number of bills and letters; and my last text, which was, 'Zealous of good works,' supplied me with materials, towards the close of the sermon, to touch on the subject, and this has already operated to produce some fruits. I do not expect much, as the great business of those who come here, is to spend; and the gamesters who live here by their profession, entangle many in their snares. I fear there is much gambling, among the gentlemen, and much card-playing and scandal, among the ladies. I do not think it possible, that 'what shall we do,' and 'where shall we go,' can occur any where more fre- quently in the ranks of the gay and thoughtless, than at Cheltenham. In the library, this morning, was struck with the singular figures that came in quest of novels. Their insipid conversation, and the intolerable restless- ness with which they seemed to be tormented, were somewhat relieved by the bustle which soon after com- menced, on the arrival of Sir William Guise and his friends. The bells rung, some few guns were fired, and, I suppose, many a bumper of claret drunk. I shall transmit you a copy of a satirical ballad published on this occasion, that you may judge of the spirit and temper which is discovered in this electioneering war- fare; and bids fair to keep the country in a ferment, till after the meeting of parliament. "I breakfasted yesterday morning with Dr. Jenner and a party of gentlemen, where we had much pleasing conversation. The doctor is an intelligent and affable man. He shewed me his last return of persons vaccin- ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 191 ated in India by the regular professional men; above 237,000 in 1808, and above 150,000 in 1809. He thinks the Brahmins, and other irregular vaccinators, had operated on many more; and named some large cities, in which the system of vaccination had so com- pletely triumphed, that the small-pox had entirely dis- appeared for four years. He gave me two guineas, and another of the breakfast-party one, for the Deaf and Dumb. "Though absent on duty, my home is often painted in memory and imagination, in the most pleasing colors. I count the days, till I shall see it again and take up my winter quarters with renewed delight." Thursday morning. ***** "It is a wet, dark, morning; and the leaves of the high trees opposite my chamber window are scattering down the High Street in wild confusion. Such is the effect produced upon the sons and daughters of Adam, who flourish to-day in youth and prosperity, and, to morrow, are blown; down by the storm of adversity and of death; being swept away to mingle with their mother earth. "I am now going to pay my homage where it is so justly due, and to express obligations, which, for num- ber, variety, and value, far, very far, exceed all I can think, or say, or do. O that my soul, and all I have, were more entirely and exclusively devoted to Him who, in providence and grace, has done so much for me! But, alas, wherever I am, or whatever I do, I find earth and sin mixed with all; and that man is doomed to sigh, and struggle, and fight, until mortality shall be swallowed up of life; and He who is 'My God and your God,' 'My Father and your Father,' shall take us to the house not made with hands; the mansions of rest and peace, where body, soul, and spirit, shall be pure and holy." 192 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, "Norwich, July 3d, 1811. * * * * "This city is large and popu- lous, with many congregations; some of them numer- ous; but, there is not a proportionate degree of zeal and vigor. This part of the country must be visited often, before we can engage its liberality. "The two Arnolds (Deaf and Dumb) found me out, and drank tea and supped with me; one of them is an excellent sculptor. "The more I travel, and the more places, churches, and families I see, the more I am reconciled to my lot, and thankful for the goodness of God. O that I could love Him, praise Him, and serve Him, more than I have ever yet done. He is worthy of all I have, and all I am. Braintree, , 1811. ***** "While our God is sending showers to water the earth, that it may bring forth, O that He would rend the heavens, and come down; making the spiritual clouds distil righteousness and refresh his re- deemed people with his rich and abundant blessing. It is pleasing to see the increase and progress of divine truth, both at home and abroad. The barren wilderness is beginning to blossom as the rose, and the heathen des- erts, which were without the Bible and the Gospel, are becoming as the paradise of God. I have been com- mending you to Him, who is able to keep us from all evil, from without, and from within. May we enter into his more public worship on the ensuing Lord's day, with joy and gratitude: may we have a devout and un- divided heart and worship our God with joy and accept- ance." ***** ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 193 Yarmouth, , 1811. * * * # "I am glad this journey was resolved upon, as the country people know scarcely any thing of the Missionary Society, or its concerns; of course, making these visits will prove very beneficial. I think I hear you say, 'Let the young men make them;' indeed, if all the ministers would undertake them alter- nately, the sum would finally be large; but I am aware that some are not suited for such a hurrying plan of operation. Melbourn, , 1811. * * * * "The place I preached at yesterday morning, is one of the small villages which you may sJe on the hill, at the back of Melbourn. It is so small that it will support neither lawyer, doctor, butcher, nor baker: the last lives five miles off, the doctor five, and the butcher three; yet the collection for the Missionary Society was between eighteen and nineteen pounds! "The clock is striking eight, and calls me to meet you before the throne of mercy, where the great God gives audience to poor, sinful, helpless, and unbelieving man. May the spirit .of grace and supplication rest upon us, and may our prayers come up before the Lord, as the incense of the evening sacrifice." "Bedford, 1813. ****** "Previously to entering the stage for this place, I went into Bunhill-fields, and walked around the tomb of my dear father and mother, and poured forth a sigh of sincere and affectionate respect, recollecting how much I owed to their tenderness and affection, and not forgetting how soon I might mingle mv bones with theirs. 17* 194 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, "This town is remarkably quiet and well conducted, on the sabbath; the shops are shut, and none appear occupied in business or pleasure. There is not a pop- ulation of five thousand inhabitants, and there are five churches, three dissenting meetings, a Wesleyan chapel, a Moravian chapel, and a Jews' synagogue. I shall preach on the spot, where the good John Bunyan stood to proclaim the mercy of God to man." "Wakefield, 1815. "Disappointment in the plan of my operations pre- vented rny earlier writing to you. My journey has been pleasant, having travelled 177 miles entirely alone not one inside passenger from London to Ferry Bridge; I, therefore, had the privilege of converting the York coach into a study. The country is beautiful; the crops are abundant and fine: men, women, and chil- dren were busily employed, gathering in the well ripened harvest. I thought I had put the notes of my Sunday evening sermon, the text of which was 2 Cor. iv. 7, among my papers, but looked for them in vain; and, as I had fixed upon that for my text, the first night at Pontefract, I took out my papers, French Testament, pencil, knife, and the cover of a letter from Miss S to dear : the sight of these names carried me in a moment to Bermondsey and Sunbury, and the agreeable hours we had all enjoyed together. This reverie hav- ing passed, my thoughts returned to my sermon, and, on reading the passage, perceived that the French ver- sion differs from ours; but, as you understand that lan- guage better than I do, I shall venture no criticism upon their difference, nor introduce any into my sermon; for, you know, I prefer plain and serious remarks to the most serious or ingenious criticism. I was proceeding with rriy sermon, when another York coach came up, and as the coachmen wished for' a chat about horses, guards, and opposition coaches, drove some time abreast, and all'eyes were directed into the new study, ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 195 I could perceive a disposition to smiling and laughter at the seat bestrewed with papers, my Testament, notes, and pencil. However, as the road soon narrowed, I pursued my study without further interruption. My sermon finished, I read "Hall on Free Communion" till the day -light closed. This work must be a fatal blow to the system of strict communion amongst the Baptists. The most plausible and the most powerful points of defence taken from the strongest champion Booth, have been so well sifted that I think no very weak sensation will be produced. "I hope to see you to-morrow evening, as my journey of 700 miles is now closing. I have been absent twenty-five days, and preached twenty-six sermons, and collected for the Congregational School three hundred and seventy-one pounds, with twenty- three annual subscriptions. Farewell! my heart re- joices at the thought of our so shortly meeting." Chatham, 1816. * "Our reverend friend, with whom I am to be a guest while at Maidstone, grows an old man. Memory fails, and he finds preaching three times a-day too much. He has been thirty-five years pastor of this people, and has not the liberal support which such a congregation should afford. I see in him a picture of what I soon must be, if spared a little longer: but I would not be discouraged, nor fear the debility and uselessness which are the attendants on old age, but rather leave all to the wise disposer of human events, and be thankful for the varied goodness which has been shown to me and mine. Indeed, although prone to think much of the painful occurrences of life, your resolution and mine should be, to imitate David, who said, 'I will sing of mercy and judgment; unto thee, O Lord, will I sing.' " 196 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, TO A GRANDSON AT SCHOOL. "Mr DEAR "I hope this will find you in health, and diligently applying to the duties which devolve upon you in your new situation. The morning of life is a most import- ant part of your journey; and, if it be not carefully improved, and a stock of useful knowledge laid in, the evil will be felt through your future existence. The kindness of Providence has placed you in a situation most favorable to the acquisition of useful learning, and you should not let one single moment, which is due to this object, be devoted to play, or loitered away in idle- ness. This is a disease which is of the most malignant nature; and which, if once deeply rooted in the human mind, produces a most mischievous influence through the whole journey of life, and makes the individual a curse to himself, and to the family of which he is a member. The boy at school is the man in miniature; and, therefore, it is almost certain, that the boy who is an idler at school, will be the same in his profession or in his counting-house. It is for this reason that I am so anxious to excite you to activity and diligence at your books, because it will form you into a good habit, and every good habit formed at school is one step towards excellence and success, in all the future walks of life. "School is the nursery where the infant mind should be furnished with good principles, and where good prin- ciples should be cherished and strengthened. Next then, to the importance of attending to your studies, let me direct you to look to your disposition and habits, watching the movements of your own heart, and exam- ining if there be any principles or feelings cherished there, which are either unworthy of yourself, or may lead you to act unworthily towards others. "Happy shall I be to learn that you give to your masters all that submission, attention, and obedience ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 197 which is their due. Add nothing to their anxiety, their trouble, or their vexations. Study to please and oblige them; remember that, in all things, they will study your welfare, and only aim to advance your education; and that this is the greatest kindness that they can show to you, and also an act of justice towards your parents, who believe that the tutors will watch over you, and use every means to promote the great object for which you are placed under their care. 'If sinners entice thee, consent thou not.' It is an old and unquestionable maxim, that 'Evil communications corrupt good man- ners;' and may well form the basis of an admonitory lesson from a grandfather to his grandson, for whose spiritual and eternal welfare he is not only anxious, but for the which he .offers fervent and humble prayer to the Father of mercies. Receive, therefore, my dear child, this friendly epistle with a teachable and humble spirit, and, when you have carefully read it, lift up your heart to God in prayer, that He would make it a bless- ing to your tender and inexperienced mind. "Your dear father and myself are both deeply inter- ested in your improvement. "Believe me, your affectionate grandfather, "JOHN TOWNSEND." TO A YOUNG LADY IN HER LAST ILLNESS. "MY DEAR YOUNG FRIEND, "Having heard of your long-continued and painful illness, I feel interested in your spiritual and eternal welfare, and am induced to snatch a few moments from the numerous objects which engage my attention, to write you on the all-important subject of religion the only object worthy your attention or anxiety. Distance precludes my visits, and the state of your health ren- ders it probable, that we may never meet again on 198 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, earth, but I hope we shall one day unite in the grate^l hosannas, that are sung by the redeemed, in adoration of that Savior to whose obedience and death, we owe the entire expiation of our transgressions. "I hope, that before this period, you have been priv- ileged to know your sinfulness and danger, and that the Holy Spirit has led you to Jesus Christ, renewed your immortal nature, and made you the child of God, and an heir of the kingdom of heaven. Inquire seri- ously on these points, for the Holy Scriptures have affirmed that, there is salvation in no other, Acts iv. 12; and that, except we be born again, we cannot enter the kingdom of God. John iii. 3. "It has pleased the wise and merciful God, to make you an early subject of affliction; but this is not to be regretted, as the inspired volume' has pronounced that, 'It is good for a man that he bear the yoke in youth,' Lam. iii. 27; and that, although 'no chastening for the present seemeth to be joyous, but grievous: yet after- ward it yieldeth the peaceable fruit of righteousness, unto them which are exercised thereby.' Heb. xii. 11. It is said also, 'Whom the Lord loveth, he chasteneth.' In days of health and prosperity, we forsake this God; therefore in mercy, He surrounds' us with the thorny hedge of affliction. Remember then, my dear young friend, that our sorrows do not come by chance, but from Him, by whom the hairs of our heads are num- bered. "Not only remember that your affliction comes from God, but that He has given you many promises to sup- port and console the mind. I will suggest one or two of these, and hope the Lord will give you power to believe and to plead them at his throne of mercy. 'When thou passest through the waters, I will be with thee, and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee; when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee.* Isa. xliii. 2. I doubt not, my dear young friend, that ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 199 your present circumstances are to you, deep waters, and fiery trials; perhaps, in fear and distress, you are tempted to say, 'All these things are against me;' but let not your heart be troubled: distresses the most severe have in times past, and do still, work together for good to them who love God. "Commit your soul, my dear young friend, with all its vast and complicated concerns, into the hands of a Savior. Plead, before the throne of God, the virtue of his sacrifice, the perfection of his righteousness, and the prevailing intercession which he has promised for his people. When He was upon earth, going about doing good, He was the decided Friend of children and young people; of the former, He said, 'Suffer them to come untp me, and forbid them not, for of such is the kingdom of heaven.' tThough, like myself, you are a sinner by nature and practice, yet, Christ came to save sinners, and He is a tender-hearted and compassionate Savior, who does not 'break the bruised reed,' and who will be faithful and just to forgive us our sins, if we confess and for- sake them. It is probable, that when you attempt to pray for pardon, you feel much opposition, with a cold and wandering heart, and a deep sense of your own insufficiency, saying only, 'God be merciful to me a sinner.' Be not discouraged; a short prayer, if it be the language of a broken heart, will be heard in heaven, and presented by our immortal Advocate. "In proportion as you decline in health, and approach the eve of your dismission out of this very sinful world, your mind may be depressed by apprehension of faint- ing in the last trying hour, when the enemy of souls may assault your tender and inexperienced mind by his fiery darts. In that moment, remember the same enemy stood at the right hand of Joshua, to accuse him, but the Lord rebuked him, and pardoned, blessed, and strengthened his servant, saying, 'Is not this a brand plucked out of the fire?' Adding, 'Behold, I have caused 200 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, thine iniquity to pass from thee.' Zech. iii. 2. 4. I hope the Holy Spirit will give you strength to support your pain and weakness, and that He will give you power to say, 'Death is swallowed up in victory,' and that for you 'to die is gain.' "Sure and steadfast hope, founded upon the Holy Scriptures, will reconcile you to an immediate separa- tion from your dear parents, when you consider that you will immediately join the company of holy angels and the spirits of just men made perfect. You will say with David, 'In thy presence is fulness of joy, and at thy right hand are pleasures for evermore. "I must take leave of you, my dear young friend, in the words of the Jewish high priest: 'The Lord bless thee, and keep thee: the Lord make his face to shine upon thee, and be gracious unto thee: the Lord lift up his countenance upon thee, and give thee peace.' ' : Numb. vi. 2426. "Till I meet you in a happier and better world, believe me, "Truly your friend, JOHN TOWNSEND." A mutineer in the fleet, in 1797, who lay under sen- tence of death, requested a visit from Mr. Townsend; on application being made to the Admiralty, this was refused, end the following letter was written. "1 am unable to express how much your application has distressed me; not only that you are in such mel- ancholy circumstances, but that I cannot comply with your request of seeing you; as, though you are entirely unknown to me, I would willingly render you any as- sistance. "Your letter did not reach me till noon this day; and as you expected to be removed from the Neptune im- mediately, I know not where you are; but this is not ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 201 the only obstacle, as I am much indisposed, and con- fined to town by the duties of next Sabbath. "If the letter I have received was dictated by your- self, I rejoice that you can read your Bible, and have some general knowledge of the doctrine of salvation by Jesus Christ, who came to save sinners, and who ad- dressed them in the endearing language, 'Come unto me, all ye that are weary and heavy laden, and I will give you rest.' I hope your chief burden is a sense of your sin, and a deep concern to have it pardoned and washed away in the precious blood of Christ. Read 1 Pet. i. 18, 19; and 1 John i. 7, 8, 9. If your mind is at all rightly affected, you see yourself among the 'chief of sinners,' 1 Tim. i. 15; and the prayers you offer daily to God, are much in the spirit and lan- guage of the 38th and 51st Psalms, which I beg you to Read attentively. Study much the sinfulness of your own heart and nature. Look back upon the thoughts, words, and actions of your past life, and you will surely find that you can draw no comfort from these. If you look at them, as they are judged by the righteous God and by his holy law, you must feel shame and remorse, and humbly express yourself in prayer to God, in the following language: 'Woe is me, for I am undone, be- cause I am a man of unclean lips.' Isa. vi. 5. 'Behold I am vile; what shall I answer thee? I will lay my hand upon my mouth.' Job. xl. 4. Beware of trusting for your pardon and salvation, in any thing but the blood and righteousness of the Lord Jesus Christ: this is the provision grace has made for sinners. Study and pray over Luke xviii. from the 10th to the 14th verse. Never indulge a thought that you are not so bad as others, or that God is not very strict to mark iniquity, nor yet that you can make your peace with God by your confessions, prayers, tears, or receiving the sacrament: these are false refuges, and have deluded many. Suffer me to tell you, that you are a very great sinner; you have left undone the things you ought to have done, and done 18 202 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS those things which you ought not to have done, and consequently there is no good in you. Remember, also, that sin is odious to God. The wages of sin is death, even eternal death; and how awful is it, to die in sin, and be lost forever. Read carefully Luke xvi. 22d to 31st verse. Methinks I hear you say, (O that you may say it from the heart!) How then shall I be saved? What do I want to make me a" Christian? What do I want, to prepare me for death and judgment? Impor- tant inquiry this! May you never be satisfied till God himself answer, by showing you that He is your God, and your salvation: till He speak these words with power to your soul. 'Thy sins are forgiven.' Luke vii. 47. I will answer your inquiry in the words of Scrip- ture: 'Except ye repent, ye shall likewise perish.' Luke xiii. 3. 'Ye must be born again.' John iii. 7. 'With- out holiness no man shall see the Lord.' Heb. xii. 14. 'He that believeth and is baptised, shall be saved.' Mark xvi. 16. Finally, the whole doctrine which concerns the salvation of a poor sinner, is comprised in these words: 'Let the wicked forsake his way, and the un- righteous man his thoughts, and let him return unto the Lord, and He will have mercy upon him, and to our God, for He will abundantly pardon.' Isa. Iv. 7. Yes! to miserable sinners, God says, 'Come, let us reason together; though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool.' Isa. i. 18. I will endeavor to show you, the great encouragement there is to look for for- giveness of sin, through the Lord Jesus Christ; for this is the only way by which sinners can be pardoned. Remember, I entreat you, in all your supplications to God, that He forgives only in the name and for the sake of Christ. He died to make atonement for the sins of men: you may read this in the 53d of Isaiah, verses 4, 5, 6. Never harbor a thought, that your sins are either too many or too great, for Him to blot out. He is a great Savior, and able to save to the uttermost ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 203 Heb. vii. 25. He has saved the greatest of all sinners, Manasseh, Mary Magdalene, and the thief upon the cross, and he is willing and able to save you and your poor sinful companions. Look to Him, trust in Him, and he will not cast you out. He invites, intreats, and commands guilty sinners to come to Him. Pray to be delivered from an unbelieving heart pray to be kept from looking to, or trusting in, any thing, but Christ. Pray to the Holy Spirit, to teach you your need of Christ, and the remission of sins by Him. May God send his Spirit to enlighten, help, and comfort; then will you feel all that happiness of which David speaks, Psalm xxxii. 1, 2. 'Blessed is he whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered. Blessed is the man unto whom the Lord imputeth not iniquity, and in whose spirit there is no guile.' If your faith be genu- ine 1 , it must be known by its fruits. It deeply humbles the sinner in his own eyes; it makes sin very hateful; it makes Christ valuable; it leads the soul to desire holiness as much as happiness, and to mourn more on account of the sin it has committed, than the misery which it has procured. O pray much to the Holy Spirit to seal upon your spirit, the salvation which is in Christ. This will support you in the prospect of death. 'The sting of death is sin, and the strength of sin is the law, but thanks be to God who giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.' 1 Cor. xv. 54, 55. My congregation and myself will pray, that God will pardon, bless, and save you for Christ's sake, taking you under his own teaching, and finally receiving you into his kingdom. You may read this letter to your companions, and, if you have a Bible, read the 53d and 55th chapters of Isaiah; the 3d, 4th, 5th, 6th, 7th, and 8th chapters of Romans; and the 1st and 2d chap- ters of Ephesians." POSTHUMOUS CHARGE TO HIS CHURCH. "CHRISTIAN FRIENDS, "After laboring among you nearly forty years, it is impossible to realise the thought of my departure from you by death, to give an account of my steward- ship to the great Head of the Christian church, without mingled and strong feelings. In transmitting these thoughts to you, I wish you to accept them as the last effort of my pen to promote your spiritual and eternal interest, and as a last token of my affection. "The first years of my relation to the church and congregation at Jamaica-row, were stormy and painful, owing to evil tempers in some, and the introduction of Antinomian principles among others; but for many years it has pleased God to bless us with truth and peace. "Considering the period which I have exercised my ministry among you, the occasions of scandal and the necessity of going to the dernier resort of church disci- pline, (namely, excommunication) have been as few as in most of our Independent churches. I cannot fully express the pleasure I feel, that I am leaving you with your place of worship in a good state of repair, free from debt and embarrassments, the pews all let, and the church and congregation in a state of prosperity. "When I review the long term of my sojourning among you, I feel grateful for the many proofs it affords of your good-will and affection. I might, in this docu- ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 205 ment, review the whole course of my ministerial and pastoral labors; and in doing this, 1 feel sensible that I ought to be deeply humbled, on account of my short comings and imperfections; but yet I have faithfully preached the Gospel of the Son of God, in the fullest sense of the expression, including DOCTRINES, EXPE- RIENCE, and PRACTICE. I have visited the aged, the sick, and the dying, and have uniformly directed them to the Savior for their justification, and to the Holy Spirit for their sanctification and comfort. And now that you can see my face no more, suffer me, though dead, to speak to you in this farewell address, and kindly receive its reproofs and instructions. Pardon me, it I express a fear, in some instances, that I have labor- ed in vain, and spent my time for nought. How can I do otherwise, in regard to those who have been alto- geiher careless of the best interests of their immortal souls? You, I fear, have come to the worship of God, somewhat in the spirit and manner of those hearers in the time of Ezekiel, (chap, xxxiii. ver. 21.) You have been pleased with, and even commended, my la- bors; and yet, it may be, you have never received them with the demonstration of the Holy Spirit, or experi- enced a genuine conversion to God, but you have rested in the name and profession of religion. "Some of you, I have reason to hope, have felt the power of those alarming and pointed discourses, which I have delivered to you from the impressive parables of our Lord, and on other practical and awakening sub- jects. Yea, you, like Felix, have trembled. O! do not say, as he did, 'Go thy way for the present!' THESE ARE MY LAST WORDS. O! that they may touch your hearts, and bring the seed to maturity! "lu the parlor, as in the pulpit, I have urged the pro- priety and necessity of your coming out from the world, and cleaving closer to God and religion, in favor and in love, resolving on a closer union to the church. Shame, fear, and a divided heart, have kept you irresolute and *18 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, distant; and, to this moment, you have sinned against your own convictions, offended the Lord your Re- deemer, and greatly wronged the interests of your own souls. "My removal to another world will open the way for you to exercise a great privilege, and the performance of a great duty that of choosing a NEW PASTOR, to go before you as a spiritual shepherd, to watch over you in the Lord, and to promote your spiritual in- terests. "While you are attending to this duty, allow me to remind you of the difficulty of performing it rightly. O how much depends upon your making a wise and Christian choice! Think seriously, my dear Christian friends, how much the interest of your own souls, the souls of your children and servants, and the spiritual good of the whole neighborhood, depend upon your decision. "You are entering upon a service of great difficulty. To most of you, it is a new measure; and too often it excites so much feeling, and is mixed up with so many prejudices, and so many various and conflicting inter- ests and opinions, as to produce much contention and strife for the mastery, till division and distraction flow in like an overwhelming torrent. "You have long lived, my dear brethren, in love and peace, and I do hope these will long continue; but to promote them, you must make some sacrifices. You must, individually and collectively, look up to God to enable you to make, a scriptural decision. Lay aside every personal, every subordinate consideration, and steadily, and with all your hearts, keep in view the glory of God, the good of the church of which you are members, and the salvation of the souls of the heathen at large. All other ends and objects will be unworthy of you, and tend to frustrate the great end of ministe- rial instruction; for it ought not to be forgotten by you, that he will be the best and most beneficial minister, ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &tC. 207 whose ministry has the most obvious tendency to awaken and convert carnal sinners and slumbering professors, and to build up Christians in their most holy faith, pro- moting their growth in grace, and in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. "In the arduous duty of choosing a NEW MINISTER, the first movement, will, of course, devolve upon the Deacons. Bear with me in urging upon you, the great responsibility under which you are laid by the widowed state of the church. O! that a double portion of the Spirit of wisdom and prudence may rest upon you. Almost every thing depends upon your making a cau- tious and wise selection of supplies. Many churches have been disturbed, divided, and destroyed, for want of proper attention in this particular. My very dear brethren, your spiritual safety, harmony, and peace, must depend on your not admitting ONE INDIVIDUAL. into your pulpit, who is destitute of sound knowledge, the powerful experience of religion, and a sterling char- acter for piety and holiness. If one showy necessit- ous man is introduced among you, he will make a party, and will determine to settle in your vicinity. Especially guard against being prejudiced or influenced by private friendship, by relative bias, or by first appearances. These have so often deceived the churches, that you should not be precipitate in your decisions; and yet I would guard you against unnecessary delay: that is almost as mischievous as too much haste. "That you may not be hurried away, or commit yourselves hastily, by prematurely supporting and pro- moting the election of a successor, allow me to offer a few friendly hints. Do nothing without consultation, and in nothing act separately, or in opposition to each other; but consult with cool and impartial consideration, guarding against a positive and dogmatical spirit. It would be wise and suitable, to hold special meetings for prayer, to ask counsel of the God of wisdom and grace. 208 EXTRACTS PROM LETTERS, "The pulpit should be occupied by only one candi- date at a time. If you engage the attention of several candidates at once, and then call the church to decide which they approve, division and strife will almost necessarily follow. "Though you have but one person on trial at a time, yet it will require much caution in coming to a decision; nor should it be much pressed upon the church, unless there is a tolerably large proportion of the church and congregation in favor of that individual; and if there be a very general concurrence, the officers of the church should be extremely cautious in not lightly acting against the majority. On the other hand, the church and con- gregation should listen with great care to the recom- mendation of the officers, provided they have exercised due caution in the person selected, and carefully exam- ined into his character, principles, and talents. Indeed, I cannot but urge upon all parties in the church, that they be forward to make a sacrifice of their own opin- ions and inclinations, to what appears most conducive to the honor of God and the general good of the church. He that makes the largest sacrifice of his own will and inclination to the general good, acts most in accordance with the directions of inspired truth, and the homage and love which he owes to Jesus Christ. On the con- trary: he that distracts and divides the church, by a spirit of pride, selfishness, or love of pre-eminence, proves himself a Diotrophes, and deserves the severest censure and condemnation of all who sincerely love Zion, and who pray for the peace and prosperity thereof. "I do then hope and earnestly pray, that you follow the advice of the apostle, 'Let nothing be done through strife or vain glory,' but 'Let brotherly love continue;' and in deliberating and determining the important ques- tion, Who shall be the New Minister of the congrega- tion and church? be of one mind, keeping in view, especially, these three things: That he be well furnished with scriptural knowledge; that he have a warm attachment ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 209 to Christ and his gospel; and that he have a strong and prevailing desire for the welfare of immortal souls: for, although he be a real Christian, and act as becomes the gospel, these alone will not make him a successful minister of Jesus Christ. "It has often been matter of lamentation to me, that the young people of both sexes have not come forward so generally, or so ardently, in my congregation, as in many others, to assist in schools, and in the different Institutions* which have been formed for extending the light and blessings of the gospel. I will not say any thing in a way of censure, because there may be as much fault on my side, as on their's, owing to my nat- urally reserved disposition, the slender nature of my educational advantages, and the great press of pulpit and other engagements connected with the modern phi- lanthropic Institutions, in almost every one of which I had some concern, and, consequently, felt some solic- itude to uphold and extend them. I have often thought of trying to form our youth into classes, and making a stronger and more direct appeal to their understandings and consciences; but, I was fearful my resources of knowledge were too scanty, especially of that kind which is suited to entertain and arnuse, while it im- presses and instructs. I hope my successor may pos- sess a greater measure of that species of cultivation, which will give him facility for engaging the attention, and exciting the piety and zeal, of the young people of the congregation. I sometimes cherish the hope, that the period of my ministry has only been a seed time, and that my successor will have the unspeakable * Justice to Mr. Townsend's church and congregation, demands the following statement: They raise and support a Sunday School for girls and boys; a School of Industry, where the children are partly clothed; one consisting of twelve girls, where they are entirely so, and a Day School for twenty boys. They have also a society for visiting and re- lieving the sick the proceeds of which are sixty pounds per annum; sometimes the amount exceeds this sum an Auxiliary Missionary Soci- ety, and a Bible and Tract Society for local distribution, independently of their exertions in a branch Auxiliary Bible Association. 210 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, pleasure of reaping the harvest, and that it will be evident I have not labored in vain, nor spent my time for nought. "Though I may justly lament my want of greater success, and pray that it may appear more abundantly when I am removed, yet it would be criminal not to acknowledge not to express thankfulness to God, for what He has done through my feeble instrumentality. Some of you are seals of my ministry, and will, I trust, be my crown of rejoicing in the great day. I rejoice in the stedfastness with which you have resisted the in- sidious acts of the proud and hot-headed talkers of the times, who have, by their cunning and deceitful work- ing, beguiled the simple and unwary, and fomented strifes and divisions, which have not only destroyed the peace and the strength of the churches in which they have taken place, but have almost annihilated them. "Finally, then, my dear Christian friends, I pray you, be on your guard against those whom the inspired vol- ume has thus pointed out, 'Mark them which cause divisions.' "My constant and earnest desire on your behalf, and my devout prayer to God for every one of you, is, (Numb. vi. 24 26,) 'The Lord bless thee, and keep thee: the Lord make his face to shine upon thee, and be gracious unto thee: the Lord lift up his countenance upon thee, and give thee peace.' Amen and amen. ON PERSONAL RELIGION. Personal Religion has its seat in the heart, and is the blessing so distinctly promised in Jer. xxiv. 7, "And I will give them an heart to know me, that I am the Lord: and they shall be my people, and I will be their Got!: for they shall return unto me with their whole heart." "A. new heart also will I give you, and a new spirit will I put within you: and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh, and I will give you an heart of flesh." Ezek. xxxvi. 26. Here we see the scriptural source of all genuine religion; it is the gift of God, and the operation of his mighty hand. Our divine Master has illustrated this essence of religion in his representation of the union which subsists between Christ and his people. (John xv. 1 5.) "He shows, that we may as well expect a branch severed from a tree to yield blossom, and bear fruit, as that a natural man should bring forth the fruits of the Spirit, and do the works of faith." The apostle Paul has used another very appropriate figure to exemplify this. He consid- ers every real Christian as a member of the mystical body of Christ, and of course dependant upon his union with Christ, the living Head, for his spiritual life, and for his capacity to do that which is acceptable to God. Personal Religion has an intimate connection with the operation of the Holy Spirit in regeneration, as it is given in the sacred pages. The doctrine as stated by 212 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, Dr. M , is the most dangerous that can be propagated, as it leads unconverted and irreligious -per- sons to be satisfied with their own spiritual condition, and engenders that false peace, and that delusive hope, which have deceived so many. It also precludes those faithful and solemn addresses to the consciences of men, which are evidently needful for the great mass of our hearers, notwithstanding they have been baptised, and devoted to God in that ordinance, by praying and Christian parents. Spiritual regeneration, which is the basis of all per- sonal religion, includes considerably more than an intro- duction into a visible relation to the Christian Church, or a change of sentiments, or a mere improvement in the external conduct. All these are desirable, and have a degree of importance, but they may exist without the heart being really influenced by religion. This is sup- posed in the definition given by John the Baptist of his own mission: "I, indeed, baptise you with water unto repentance: but He that cometh after me is mightier than I He shall baptize you with the Holy Ghost and with fire," Matt. iii. 11; and this view of the subject is illustrated and confirmed, by the charac- ter and conduct of Simon Magus. He was convinced of the truth of Christianity, made a public profession of his faith, was baptized, and made some sacrifices to his new religion. He remained, however, a total stran- ger to its principles, for he thought to purchase the privilege of communicating the Holy Ghost to all those on whom he might lay his hands, and was pronounced by St. Peter to be "in the gall of bitterness, and in the bond of iniquity." Acts viii. 23. If we only glance at the passages of scripture in which the actual pos- sessor of Personal Religion is described, we shall uniformly find, that his state is wholly attributed to the communication of a new and divine principle. "There- fore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; and behold, all things are be- ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 213 come new." 2 Cor. v. 17. "For we are his work- manship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them." Eph. ii. 10. "Seeing ye have purified your souls in obeying the truth, through the Spirit unto unfeigned love of the brethren, see that ye love one another with a pure heart fervently: being born again, not of corruptible seed, but of incorruptible, by the word of God, which liveth and abideth for ever." 1 Peter i. 22, 23. There are several signs and effects of this new prin- ciple, which is the ibundation of Personal Relig- ion. The renewed mind attains a clear discernment of the nature of sin, and this induces a holy sor- row. (Jer. xxxi. 18, 19.) "I rejoice, not that ye were made sorry, but that ye sorrowed to repentance: fol ye were made sorry after a godly manner for godly sorrow worketh repentance to salvation not to be repented of: but the sorrow of the world worketh death." 2 Cor. vii. 9. It includes an unfeigned humility, and an hatred of self. (Luke xv. 18, 19.) "God be merciful to me a sinner." Luke xviii. 13. There arises a strong feeling of solicitude for the salvation of the soul, "What must I do to be saved," Acts xvi. 30; which issues in fervent and humble prayer to God: "Behold he prayeth." Acts ix. 11. Our own righteousness is then renounced as unprofitable, in the great question of justification before God. "And be found in him, not having mine own righteousness, which is of the law, but that which is through the faith of Christ, the righteousness which is of God by faith." Phil. iii. 9. Where Personal Religion exists, the individual will come out from the world. "Who gave himself for us, that he might redeem us from all iniquity, and purify unto himself a peculiar people, zealous of good works." Titus ii. 14. This passage contains a fine description of the Gospel, and of Personal Religion under its sa- 19 214 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, cred influence. The grace, the blessing, the power, the holiness, of the Christian dispensation, are therein ex- hibited. If we had more correct apprehensions of this dis- pensation, our enjoyments would be more transforming, and more elevating; we should never be tempted to prefer our own righteousness to the righteousness of Christ, and our earthborn pleasures to the rich and per- manent blessings of his religion. Do we ever feel the power of that sublime and impressive question "What is a man profited, if he shall gain the whole world and lose his own soul?" Matt. xvi. 26. Some ignorant and self-conceited enthusiasts deny the progressive nature of sanctification, which is one of the most evident truths in scripture. Are we not com- manded to grow in grace, and in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ? 2 Peter iii. 18. St. Paul, also, in his Epistles, discovers a deep concern that the Chris- tian converts should individually grow in spiritual stat- ure. It was not enough that he understood a church abounded with members, or that there were great ex- ternal gifts, or even the power of working miracles, and displaying unexampled zeal; his earnest desire and prayer to God was, that they might abound more and more in all the graces of the Spirit, in the mind and temper of Jesus Christ, and in the fruits of righteous- ness, "And this I pray, that your love may abound yet more and more in knowledge and in all judgment; that ye may approve things that are excellent; that ye may Ibe sincere and without offence till the day of Christ; being filled with the fruits of righteousness, which are by Jesus Christ, unto the glory and praise of God." Phil, i. 9, 10, 11. The apostle Peter also breathes the same spirit, in that fine description of Personal Religion, commencing with a true and living faith, and proceeding step by step, till our calling and election is made sure, and promises an abundant entrance into that heaven, where there is fulness of joy, in the presence ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 215 of God, and at his right hand, pleasures for evermore. 2 Peter i. 5, 11; Psalm xvi. 11. The growth of Personal Religion is not only urged as a duty, and prayed for as a blessing; but it is beau- tifully illustrated by the most natural and impressive images. The divine principle which forms the source of Personal Religion is compared to light, which shin- eth more and more unto the perfect day. Prov. iv. 18. It is compared to leaven, which, although it Worketh slowly and imperceptibly, yet effectually insin- uates itself into the whole mass. Matt. xiii. 33. It is set forth by the grain of mustard seed, which yields at last a tall, fruitful, and wide-spreading tree; (Matt, xiii. 31;) and to bread-corn, which produces, first, the blade, then the ear, and after that the full corn in the ear. Mark iv. 28. It is also exhibited to us by the ap<5stle, under the progress of animal life; and the spir- itual stature of Christians is marked by the threefold appellation of fathers, young men, and little children. 1 John ii. 13. The apostle Paul has several allusions of this kind: "Till we all come to the unity of the faith." Eph. iv. 12 16. The whole of this passage is natural and exquisitely beautiful. The growth of Personal Religion must be universal, including knowledge, experience, and practice. If we were to advance in knowledge only, we should be vainly puffed up; and, while professing to be wise, should in works deny Christ. If we were to grow only in expe- rience, our feelings, and the ardor of our zeal, would induce enthusiasm; and if we attached ourselves only to moral duties, we should soon become Pharisees, hav- ing much of the form, but denying the power of relig- ion. When the Christian really grows, and his growth is healthful, and from the influence of the Holy Spirit, it is a growth, in which the principle of proportion is clearly discovered. If we were to grow in knowledge, and not in purity in the confidence of faith, and not in filial fear or in spiritual joy, and not in humility 216 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, our growth, instead of exhibiting the signs of healthful vigor and prosperity, would display those distortions and protuberances, which are symptoms of disease, fre- quently destroying life itself. It is much easier to explain the nature, the origin, and the progress of Personal Religion, than it is to act upon its principles. If we would increase in Personal Religion, we must pray for spiritual discernment and prudence, to guide us in the choice of appropriate means, and we must exert all diligence in the use of them. We may as well expect life and health to be continued to the body, with- out food, and air, and exercise, as expect spiritual life and growth in Personal Religion, without a divine influ- ence, and a diligent and careful employment of all the means of grace. The apostle Paul was deeply im- pressed with this truth, when he said, "I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless, I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me, and gave himself for me." Gal. ii. 19. Our grace, \visdom, strength, and purity, must come from the ful- ness of Christ. John i. 1216; Phil. iv. 19. We must live a life of daily communion with God. We must walk with Him, as Enoch and Noah are said to have done. Gen. v. 4, and vi. 9. Having to wrestle, not only against flesh and blood, but also against principalities and powers, we must cultivate a spirit of constant, fervent, and believing prayer, which is urged by the apostle in the beautiful passage, "Praying always with all prayer and supplication in the Spirit, and watch- ing thereunto with all perseverance and supplication for all saints." Eph. vi. 18. This praying always, with all prayer, has a continued influence upon our graces, our duties, our sentiments, our tempers, and our actions, giving them a spiritual direction, and an energy and sta- bility, which they can acquire through no other medium. There must be an entire dependence upon the Holy ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &IC. 217 Spirit for his teaching and purifying influence. "But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, what- soever I have said unto you." John xiv. 26. We con- stantly need a renewal of impressions, nor is this truth any where more generally and devoutly confessed, than in the devotional services of the church of England. Above all, my dear if you would grow in Per- sonal Religion, you must keep at a distance from the company and pleasures of the world. Be assured, that the spirit, the opinions, the habits, and the conversation of worldly men, are all opposed to real religion, and therefore the apostle has given us this interesting exhort- ation, "Come out from among them, and be ye sepa- rate, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive y<^u, and will be a Father unto you, and ye shall be my sons and daughters, saith the Lord God Almighty." 2 Cor. vi. 17, 18. 19* TO STUDENTS AND MINISTERS. Every individual proposing to devote himself to a profession, if he be at all rightly impressed, carefully and seriously weighs its requirements, and adjourns his final decision, till he is satisfied that the plan he thinks of pursuing, is in itself a wise one, and that, as he ad- vances in years, in knowledge, and in experience, he shall neither regret his decision, nor abandon it for some other. The importance of this remark is so obvious in itself, and a proper attention to it is so requisite in contem- plating the settlement of youth in some honorable and useful pursuit, that it is very seldom overlooked or for- gotten; should it be so, evil consequences generally fol- low. It is soon discovered that the individual has not been placed in a suitable station he has no spirit to apply himself to its required duties; of course he ut- terly neglects them, or attends to them with a reluct- ance and an indifference which naturally lead to their being imperfectly performed. If these remarks are applicable in the general affairs of life, they will apply in a more especial manner to him, who intends to minister before the Lord in holy things. He who undertakes to cure the maladies of human nature, or to alleviate the pains by which they are accompanied, acts rashly, and hazards the life of the patient, if he is destitute of requisite knowledge and ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 219 experience. He who assumes the command of an army destined to defend his country, ought to be influenced by a love of that country, and capacitated by his knowl- edge, experience, and courage, to perform the duties of a general. Thus, in proportion as the interests of the church of God exceed the interests of a nation, and as the value of immortal souls transcends all the earthly interests of man, including even life itself, so the importance of the character, principles, and qualifications of spiritual teachers, is above that of generals and physicians, and yet the care and expense devoted to the one, exceed what is expended on the other in an almost infinite degree. tinder the melancholy and alarming impression which this truth suggests, the writer feels anxious to engage the attention, the serious and undivided attention, of all theological students who are preparing for the work of the Christian Ministry, whether churchmen or dissent- ers, and whether intended for foreign missions or for home service. To such especially, and also to his breth- ren in the ministry, in common with himself, the follow- ing questions are suggested. They are put in the char- acter of a Minister, who wishes to weigh the motives that induced him to enter the Christian Ministry; but the Student will not fail to see that many of them are directly applicable to his own case. "Do I keep in constant remembrance that the insti- tution of the Christian Ministry is a merciful provision of heaven, intended to produce great moral and spiritual effects upon the present and future happiness of man?" "Am I aware that to assume the office of a spiritual teacher, either to occupy a genteel profession, or to acquire worldly honors and emoluments, is degrading and dishonorable to myself and offensive to God?" "Do I examine sufficiently the motives which indu- ced me to enter on this high and holy employment, or am I a mere hireling in the vineyard of Christ, ruining 229 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, immortal souls by neglecting the duties of the Chris- tian Ministry, and by being unfaithful to its principles?" "Am I a real Christian, converted to God by the power of divine grace? One whom the Holy Spirit has convinced of sin, of righteousness, and of judgment, and brought to believe on the Lord Jesus Christ with the heart unto righteousness? Am I living in all his commandments blameless? Have I seen the evil of sin, and felt its bitterness? Do I recollect that the Holy Scriptures exact the most unequivocal and undeviating purity of heart and consistency of conduct, in all those who officiate in holy things? Do I not stand up between the living and true God, and the guilty descendants of Adam? Do not the Law the Prophets the Gospels the Epistles, conspire to say, 'Be ye clean who bear the vessels of the Lord?' " "Am I aware that, if I preach justification by works, either in whole or in part, I give up the atonement of Christ, prove that He has died in vain, and incur the guilt pointed out in Gal. i. 9?" "Do I keep in recollection the principles on which my ministry should be framed, and the rules by which it must be exercised? Do I believe that men are guilty sinners, and in danger of eternal death? That Christ has died to make atonement, and that my office is to entreat them to partake of, and embrace, this inestima- ble blessing? That 1 have no liberty either to leave out, to alter, or to add to this message; and that the first and greatest of my anxieties should be to save the souls of those who hear me, by pointing out the necessity of re- pentance for sin, faith in Christ, regeneration by the Holy Spirit, with sanctification of heart and holiness of life, remembering that I am to teach these things with all authority? Titus ii. 15." "Do I know that the highest honor that can be con- ferred on the Christian Minister, is that he is sent to instruct the ignorant, and to rouse careless sinners, 'To open their eyes, and to turn them from darkness ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 221 to light, and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins, and an inherit- ance among them which are sanctified?' Acts xxvi. 18." "Many of those who have considered me as their spiritual teacher, have finished their mortal race. Have they died in their sins, and are they beyond the reach of mercy? Am I satisfied that they are not lost through my neglect and inattention? Did I warn them faithfully from the pulpit? Did I recommend them to read the Bible? Did I endeavor to get access to them when sick and dying? If I have neglected any of these duties, I have not done all that might that ought to have been done." "Are my time, talents, and influence in society, de- voted to the service of my divine Master? Are they exerted to promote the honor and the salvation of the sotlls He has committed to my charge? Do I recollect that I am the sun of the sphere in which I am placed, and am I anxious that the rays should extend to the darkest cellar to the meanest cottage? Do worldly and trifling pursuits occupy my time, or do I attend to the frequent and solemn warnings addressed to Christian pastors, as 'Watch thou in all things do the work of an evangelist make full proof of thy ministry.' 2 Tim. iv. 5. 'Stir up the gift of God which is in thee.' 2 Tim. i. 6." "Am I, as the Minister of Jesus Christ, anxious to promote union and co-operation among Christians? Am I active in the dispersion of the Bible, the conversion of the heathen, the diffusion of religious knowledge, and the promotion of Christian education?" "Do 1 bear constantly in view the solemn day when my ministerial duties, and my opportunities of doing good, will not only have ceased, but when the Master will call for an account of my stewardship? Happy if, in that eventful hour, I can say, 'I have not shunned to declare the whole counsel of God.' " 222 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, It is evident, from the foregoing questions, that the office of a Christian Teacher involves duties and respon- sibilities of the highest and most solemn kind. To fulfil them well, there must be feelings appropriate, and a spirit of prayer to the Author of every good and per- fect gift, that He would bestow grace and strength to meet the labors, the discouragements, and the trials of a ministerial station; that, in the closing scene of life, we may say with the apostle, "I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept the faith: henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of righteous- ness, which the Lord, the righteous Judge, shall give me at that day." ON THE PROMISES OF GOD TO THE WIDOW AND FATHERLESS. Among the numberless excellencies which character- ise the Holy Scriptures, the rich and substantial conso- lation which they offer to the afflicted, under every variety of circumstances and feelings to which they are subject in this valley of tears, is one of the brightest. ^To select these promises from the sacred volume, and to arrange them in the distinct class to which they belong, that they may speak peace to the mourning spirit to whose afflictions they are appropriate, is a work of mercy, on which the blessing of heaven may be sought and expected. Many an oppressed and bewil- dered traveller in the journey of life, will be cheered by receiving these declarations of a compassionate Father and a faithful God. The tenderest encourage- ment is given to the most destitute "Leave thy father- less children, I will preserve them alive; and let thy widows trust in me." Jer. xlix. 11. How invaluable this promise from the God of the whole earth, who says, "the gold and the silver are mine, and the cattle upon a thousand hills." This great God, the possessor of heaven and earth, is the friend of the Fatherless and the Widow. Well, then, may they encourage themselves to trust in Him. Not long since, you were blessed with an amiable, kind, and tender husband. He was, in your estimation, the best and most desirable gift of heaven, and you rejoiced in the abundance and extent of your felicity. 224 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, If he were a joint heir with you of the grace of life; if you "took sweet counsel together, and walked unto the house of God in company" he was so much the more valuable you were so much the more happy in his society and friendship, and you were a large debtor to the goodness of God, who chose and appointed him to be your protector and friend. Amidst these airy dreams of human happiness, you thought peace and prosperity were completely established, and you were perhaps forgetful of the wants of the widows and the orphans who surrounded you. At such a moment of tranquillity, your sky assumed a dark and threatening aspect; a tre- mendous storm burst over you; that gourd, under the shade of which you had often reposed, and from the continuance of which you promised yourself so much delight that gourd perished the deepest pangs of agony wrung your agitated heart; bitter complaints issued from your lips, and life became a burden. A Widow, dejected and desolate the desire of your eyes taken from you, tells you of the mutable and un- certain nature of all earthly enjoyments, and proclaims in the most solemn and impressive accents, that they are broken cisterns, yielding only bitterness. You have leaned upon a broken reed, which is transformed into a spear, and has pierced you to the heart. Often had the inspired page told you, that on earth there was no permanent pleasure: often had you heard the admoni- tion repeated, by the bereavements with which your friends had been visited; and God himself now says to you, "Hear the voice, and who hath appointed it." Does it not reprove you, because you were forgetful and unthankful to Him, who, in his providence, gave you the husband you so deeply lament? And yet you did not give him the glory, nor pray to Him to bless the gift, nor did you love the Giver. May you not say with the poet To prize the gift was surely right, But through the folly of my heart, It hid the giver from my sight. ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 225 Sorrows, deep as yours, are not the effect of chance. God does not afflict the children of men willingly, nor for his own pleasure, but for their profit. You should say, "Show me wherefore thou contendest with me;" Job x. 2: and remember the words of the apostle, "Now no chastening for the present seemeth to be joyous, but grievous: nevertheless afterward, it yieldeth the peace- able fruit of righteousness unto them which are exer- cised thereby." Heb. xii. 11. Should such effects as these arise out of the great loss you have sustained, it will be your present, your eternal gain. It may be, that the Lord has taken away your idol, that he might convince you of sin, that he might, show you the folly of trusting in earthly enjoy- ments for your happiness, saying to you, "Arise ye, and depart; for this is not your rest;' Micah, ii. 10: "Give m^ thine heart, and let thine eyes observe my ways;" Prov. xxiii. 26: "Set your affections on things above, not on things on the earth." Col. iii. 2. In the days of your happiness, you forgot the interests of your im- mortal spirit. The Bible and the church were neglect- ed: prayer to God in secret was probably forgotten, or performed with indifference. A loud warning has sounded in your ears listen to the powerful voice; for- sake the vanities of the world, and trust in your Savior for wisdom, righteousness, sanctification, and redemp- tion. Trust not in your own righteousness, nor in the mere form and profession of religion. But my object is not merely to reprove and admon- ish you: I would administer the balm of consolation, by offering to you the promises given in holy writ. Read them with attention; treasure them up in your memory, and in your heart. Early did the Lord say, "Ye shall not afflict any widow;" Exod. xxii. 22.: and, to give weight to his commands, He describes himself as their advocate; (Malachi iii. 5.; Psalm Ixviii. 5.) "To visit the fatherless and widows" is made an evidence of pure and undefiled religion. James i. 27. You need 20 226 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, the care and blessing of this tender and merciful God, who invites you to depend upon Him. He can supply your wants, protect you from your enemies, avenge your wrongs, and make the days of your widowhood to abound in peace and comfort, providing friends for you and your fatherless children. Carefully read, and earnestly pray over, the history of such widows as are mentioned in the holy scriptures; cherish their temper, and follow their example. Their history furnishes a practical comment on Psalm xxxvii. 3. "Trust in the Lord, and do good; so shall thou dwell in the land, and verily thou shalt be fed." The widow of Sarepta was one who trusted in the Lord, practising self-denial and liberality, when she divided the scanty remains of her meal with his prophet. Naomi, the widow of Elime- lech, was a woman of much affliction, and had a suc- cession of bereavements. Ruth, her daughter-in-law, was also a widow, poor and distressed; but the God in whom she trusted, and to whose service and glory they were both sincerely devoted, appeared for them. In the New Testament, we read that our Lord raised the only son of a widow, and observed and commended the zeal of her who cast two mites into the treasury. Seeing then, that God honors those who honor Him, and that it is his blessing which maketh rich and add- eth no sorrow, let Him be your counsellor and guide; give Him an ascendancy in your affection; by devout and frequent prayer, seek the Savior of sinners, confide in Him who went to Bethany to weep over the grave, and to comfort the sisters of Lazarus in Him who is the fairest of ten thousand, and altogether lovely. If you obtain His favor, you will possess immense riches, unfading honor, and infinite happiness; then your mourn- ing shall cease, and sorrow and sighing shall flee away. ON THE IMPROPRIETY OF CHRISTIANS MAKING A PROVERBIAL USE OF THE HOLY SCRIPTURES. "Ye have perverted the words of the living God." Jer. xxiii. 36. "Jest not with the two-edged sword of God's word. Will nothing please thee to wash thy hands in, but the font? or to drink health in, but the church chalice?" Fuller. \ Whatever tends to lessen our reverence for the sa- cred Scriptures, must be evil, as it weakens an influ- ence which should be cherished with care and dili- gence. It has been with surprise and pain, that I have heard the delightful and awful truths of the Bible quoted in the most playful and irreverent manner. If, indeed, it be true, that "where the word of a king is, there is power," how much more authoritative should we esteem the words of the King of kings of Him who has said, "I am He that killeth, and He that mak- eth alive?" His voice is full of majesty; his word is true and righteous altogether. He therefore only claims his unalienable right, when He peremptorily says, "Ye shall reverence my statutes;" this divine and sol- emn injunction is applicable to all characters, from the highest to the lowest. It would not be inconsistent for an infidel to make a jest book of that volume, which we denominate the Holy Scriptures, and on which we rest our dearest hopes of salvation, and of eternal life but, for Christians to indulge in a practice so indica- tive of levity and irreligion, is an unquestionable re- 228 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, proach to themselves, and a dishonor to that lovely name by which they are called. But if there be any one class, upon whom a rever- ence for this sacred book is more imperative than another, it is the ministers of Christ, who stand between the living God and sinful men, and whose duty it is to explain and enforce the heavenly lessons which are ex- hibited in the volume of Inspiration. Clothed with an office of such dignity, placed in situations of such deep responsibility to God and man should it not be their first and highest duty to evince their own personal regard to the Bible? It is essential to its successful in- terpretation that they should impress the people with a conviction of their unfeigned respect and esteem for its wise and holy contents; and by this only, can they pro- mote the same feeling in those, to whom they are ap- pointed to explain and prove the truths thereof. Among the multitude and variety of ways in which man becomes amenable to the laws and justice of God, there is one too little considered. This is, what the Scriptures entitle, the iniquities of our holy things. All sin is condemned in the Christian code of laws; but if there be any sin particularly hateful to God, and injurious to ourselves, it is a desecration of that, which God accounts holy. The law given to Israel, on this subject, was most explicit and solemn. "They shall not profane the holy things of the children of Israel, which they shall offer unto the Lord." Lev. xxii. 15. How highly censurable then must be the profanation of the words of Holy Writ, by the wanton application of them to ordinary purposes, in a spirit of familiar playfulness, and connected with the ludicrous and the ridiculous? The Lord might say, "I have sent unto them the great things of my Law, and they have count- ed it a strange thing." The Word of God is holy, given by inspiration of the Holy Spirit, and should be approached with a sanctified heart, touched with a sanc- tified hand, and its truths pronounced with sanctified lips. ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 229 Men of the world will think me righteous over-much, but I shall have the approval of genuine Christians, of those who know the difference between things which are common, and things which are holy. They know how to distinguish between the precious and the vile; they will not they must not they dare not cast pearls before swine; they dare not cast that which is holy to dogs: and yet this is done by all, who take the words of Holy Writ, to show their wit and ingenuity, in making a good pun, a smart repartee, or a laughable allusion. Of those men who thus profanely use the holy .and weighty truths of Revelation, I must express my de- liberate and unqualified censure, as I believe it to be a sinful and daring contempt of the word and authority of God, and fraught with the most mischievous conse- quences to the parties themselves, and to every com- pany in which they perpetrate this high offence against the honor and the purity of sacred things. Can those, who are chargeable with this heinous offence, think for a moment of the threatenings of that Law, which the great Jehovah pronounced amidst thunders and light- nings, and of the promises of the new covenant, which Jesus Christ sealed on Calvary with his own blood? If these promises, which are the basis of our faith and hope, be really valuable I ask the Christian, the Christian senator, and above all, the Christian minister, if it be prudent if it be lawful to make these grand, these sublime, these holy things, the subject of his sportive and playful imagination, or of his ingenious and witty application. Against this often recurring and powerful temptation may we continually watch and pray, ever remembering the words of the apostle, in Ephesians iv. 29. "Let no corrupt communication proceed out of your mouth, but that which is good to the use of edifying, that it may minister grace unto the hearers." *20 ON THE MEEKNESS AND GENTLENESS OF CHRIST. THE Redeemer of the Church is described in the Holy Scriptures, as the light of the world to com- municate light to those, that sit in darkness and the shadow of death; and He expects that all whom He enlightens, should transmit the light received from Him, to others. In the sermon on the mount, He gave this solemn and appropriate charge to his disciples. "Ye are the light of the world. A city that is set on a hill cannot be hid. Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father which is in heaven." Matt. v. 14. 16. If ministers of Jesus Christ,, by their doctrine and exam- ple, shed light around them, how much more was this accomplished by the ministry and example of their di- vine Master, from whom they received both their com- mission and their qualifications. We do not here intend to enter on the matchless ex- cellencies which shone in the character and temper of Him, who was the Founder of our Faith. We shall take one prominent feature only, to resemble Him in which, is the honor and happiness of his disciples on earth, and will issue in a full resemblance in the heavenly world, when they shall "awake up in his im- age." That the blessed Jesus would be meek and gentle, was the subject of prophecy., "He shall not cry, nor lift up, nor cause his voice to be heard in the streets." Isaiah xlii. 2. "In thy majesty ride prosper- ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 231 ously because of truth and meekness and righteousness." Psalm xlv. 4. This lovely trait in the Redeemer's character, is shadowed forth in types and metaphorical allusions. As the good Shepherd, he is to gather the lambs with his arm, and carry them in his bosom, and gently lead those that are with young. Isaiah xl. 11. "He is brought as a lamb to the slaughter, and as a sheep before her shearers is dumb, so he openeth not his mouth." Isaiah liii. 7. The gentleness and meek- ness, thus portrayed in the prophecies, were fully illus- trated in bis life and ministry. Gentleness and meekness were not merely inciden- tal qualities in the character of Christ, but were essen- tial to the discharge of his mediatorial duties, as the Prophet, Priest, and King in Zion. In each of these offices, the Savior had to endure reproaches, indignities, and sufferings; and the apostles have exhibited these in their writings, and grounded upon the temper with which He endured them, some appropriate exhortations to afflicted, tempted, and persecuted christians, that they might be excited to the same spirit. In the epistle to the Corinthians, St. Paul says, "I beseech you by the meekness and gentleness of Christ." He stimulates the Hebrews to a patient endurance of all their afflic- tions and persecutions, saying, "Consider him who en- dured such contradiction of sinners against himself, lest ye be wearied and faint in your minds." Heb. xii. 3. The apostle Peter, who was an eye-witness of the Redeemer's gentleness, has thus applied it to a practi- cal and holy use. "For this is thankworthy, if a man for conscience toward God endure grief, suffering wrongfully. For what glory is it, if, when ye be buf- feted for your faults, ye take it patiently 5 But if, when ye do well, and suffer for it, ye take it patiently, this is acceptable with God. For even hereunto were ye called: because Christ also suffered for us, leaving us an example, that ye should follow his steps: who did no 232 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, sin, neither was guile found in his mouth: who, when he was reviled, reviled not again; when he suffered, he threatened not; but committed himself to him that judgeth righteously. 1 Pet. ii. 19. 23. While our Savior exhibits a dove-like gentleness in his own character and conduct, he has stamped this heav- enly feature upon his religion; and, in proportion as we are destitute of, and opposed to it, we are deficient in the evidence of being Christians, and disgrace the name by which we are called. The gentleness which the relig- ion of Jesus Christ breathes through its whole texture, is opposed to every religion of the heathen, and, equally so, to the persecuting and intolerant religion of popery, and of every corrupt edition of Christianity. The cru- elties and miseries entailed by these, made the religion of Christ, with whose name they have been associated, appear odious and cruel. Let us recollect, that the gentleness of Christ was inculcated by the Redeemer, upon the disciples, when He gave them their first commission. "Behold, I send you forth as sheep in the midst of wolves: be ye there- fore wise as serpents, and harmless as doves-" Matt. x. 16. This law is imperative upon all who profess to be the disciples and ministers of Christ. St. Paul, than whom there was not a more bold or zealous propagator of the faith, exhibited much of this heavenly spirit, and appeals to the Christians of Thessalonica. "We were gentle among you, even as a nurse cherisheth her chil- dren." 1 Thess. ii. 7. And when writing to young ministers, whose youthful ardor exposed them to the temptation of being too warm and too ardent, he en- forced the cultivation of this temper. To one he says, "Shewing all meekness unto all men;" Titus iii. 2: and on another he urges the maintenance of the same spirit, even in the most trying circumstances: "The servant of the Lord must not strive; but be gentle unto all men, apt to teach, patient in meekness, instructing those that oppose themselves. 2 Tim. ii. 24, 25. ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 233 If this meekness and gentleness be so desirable and important in the pastors of the Christian Church, it cannot be less so, in the character of all its members. In the epistles, they are entreated to "walk worthy of the vocation wherewith they are called, with all lowli- ness and meekness, with long-suffering, forbearing one another in love." -Eph. iv. 1, 2. "Put on, therefore, as the elect of God, holy and beloved, bowels of mercies, kindness, humbleness of mind, meekness, long-suffer- ing, forbearing one another, and forgiving one another." Coloss. iii. 12. And the apostle James says, "Who is a wise man and imbued with knowledge among you? let him shew out of a good conversation his works with meekness of wisdom." James iii. 13. But the writer in the New Testament, whose exhor- tations breathe the language and spirit of meekness and gentleness most ardently, is the beloved disciple. He had not only leaned upon his Master's bosom, but ap- pears to have imbibed the largest measure of his Mas- ter's spirit and temper, and every page of his writings teems with the lovely spirit of meekness and gentle- ness, making the very essence of religion to be love to God, and love to men. In direct opposition to the spirit and letter of the Christian religion, some who bear the name of chris- tians, indulge a temper, and pursue a line of conduct, highly derogatory to the honor and interests of true re- ligion; proving the absence of that wisdom which "is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, and easy to be entreat- ed, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy." James iii. 17. What is it that makes the world a scene of contention and confusion? The absence of that mind which was in Christ, and the indulgence of tempers, fit only for the regions where the god of this world holds his court. All must be peaceful and heavenly, where the Redeemer sways His mild and godlike sceptre, and where the atmos- phere is congenial to the growth of peace and love. ON SANCTIFICATION. In the unity and harmony of the material world, con- sist its beauty and perfection. Were the heavenly bodies to wander from their appointed orbits, disorder and con- fusion must ensue: but God having established his works of creation upon the principles of order and unity, every operation is performed with punctuality, and the whole continues to display the wisdom, goodness, and power of Him who made it. Is not the same unity and harmony, and, consequently, the same beauty and per- fection, visible in the great plan of our redemption, in which the divine glory is manifested for the salvation of sinners? There wisdom and beauty are complete; as its doctrines, promises, ordinances, and consolations harmonise to diffuse happiness, and to counteract the love and power of sin. What is it that presents the most powerful obstruction to the spread of that gospel, which reveals and pro- claims salvation by Christ, as a free gift to sinners? It is the disorganization of this great plan by human wisdom. Some deny the deity, and the atonement of the Son of God. Many expunge the great Protestant doctrine of justification by faith. Some substitute baptismal regen- eration for the scriptural washing of regeneration, and the renewing of the Holy Ghost. Others deduce false inferences from the gospel, as it respects the divine law, and the great question of sanctification by the Holy Spirit. The latter is not the least of those imaginary corrections, which the wisdom, or rather the folly, of ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 235 man, has introduced into these new editions of the gos- pel; and which have so disfigured, and dishonored the highest effort of infinite wisdom, and the most valuable blessing God has given to the children of men. To form the Christian character, the nature, neces- sity, and medium of Sanctification must be correctly understood, and rightly appreciated. When the depravity and deceitfulness of the human heart are considered, an enlightened mind will under- stand why the principles of Christianity should be coun- terfeited. There is not any part of the gospel so com- pletely opposed to the nature of degraded man, as the Sanctification described in the New Testament; that internal and spiritual purity which lays the axe to the root of all that is sinful, and diffuses a holy influence through body, soul, and spirit. TThe disciple of Mahomet performs his frequent ab- lutions, and thinks these, sufficient to purify and save. The Roman Catholic substitutes for the heavenly purity of the Holy Spirit, extreme unction, and holy water. Some Protestants attribute to the baptismal water, and the sacramental symbols of the Lord's table, the same virtue. Others imagine, like the Pharisee of old, that the essence of evangelical purity, lies in a moral de- portment towards men, and a fulfilment of certain duties which we owe to God. These fallacious and unscriptural views of Sanctifi- cation leave their advocates destitute of true and scrip- tural regeneration. Sanctification is a renewal of the mind, will, and af- fections, produced by the divine agency of the Holy Spirit. The principle is diffusive. The powers of the soul, thoughts, motives, and actions are changed; "Old things have passed away; behold all things are become new." 2 Cor. v. 17. A love of holiness, and an ab- horrence of sin, show the power of this new influence, which discovers a holy sensibility on the most distant approach of evil, even shuddering at its appearance. 236 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, A tenderness of conscience is established, which issues in the soul desiring to be holy, because Christ is holy. The devout and constant prayer then is, "Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts: and see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting." Psalm cxxxix. 23, 24. Sanctification is necessarily interwoven with the tex- ture of genuine Christianity, and is essential to the ex- istence of every true Christian. Judas was nominally a disciple; he had knowledge and zeal, and had doubt- less been baptised in the name of his Master, but he had not this great feature of Christianity. He was the son of perdition there had been no vital principle im- planted, no sanctifying influence communicated, and, consequently, there were no fruits of holiness. There can be no communion with God, unless an attachment to sinful pleasures be entirely subdued. Christians are called to be saints; (Romans i. 7.) a holy and peculiar people. (Titus ii. 14.) How fatal is the delusion of those, who imagine that the absence of personal holi- ness is supplied by the multitude, frequency, and punc- tuality of their ceremonial observances and acts of pub- lic devotion. Alas! they forget that the want of this Sanctification vitiates all these. Let such professors of Christianity hear the solemn address of the prophet to the house of Israel "To what purpose is the multitude of your sacrifices unto me? saith the Lord. When ye come to appear before me, who hath required this at your hand, to tread my courts? Bring no more vain ob- lations; incense is an abomination unto me; the new moons and sabbaths, the calling of assemblies, I cannot away with; it is iniquity, even the solemn meeting. Your new moons and your appointed feasts my soul hateth: they are a trouble unto me; I am weary to bear them. And when ye spread forth your hands, I will hide mine eyes from you: yea, when ye make many prayers, I will not hear." Isaiah i. 1 1 and four following ORIGINAL ESSAYS, StC. 237 verses. The king of Israel said, "If I regard iniquity in my heart, the Lord will not hear me." Psalm Ixvi. 19. Sanctification is essential to our coming into relation- ship with the true church of God, who receive Christ as their head and lawgiver, and who engage to live in the purity and love of the gospel; no man can enjoy the privileges, or perform the duties, of a consistent mem- ber of such church, if he has not been sanctified by the truth. That peace of conscience, and that joy in the Holy Ghost, of which the apostle frequently speaks, arise from the implantation of this holy principle. Sin is the torment of the human heart, a worm at the root of earthly and mental happiness. The gay and the thoughtless seem to live in peace; but the language of inspired truth is, "There is no peace to the wicked;" "fie way of peace have they not known." Their con- sciences are agitated at the slightest touch of disease, and if there be any prospect of death, they resemble Felix, who, when Paul reasoned of righteousness, tem- perance, and judgment to come, trembled; there is a joy which the lovers of sin possess, but it is well de- scribed by the wise man, "As the crackling of thorns under the pot." The joy, the hope, and the triumph of those, whose hearts are not sanctified by the Spirit, is consumed by the cares and afflictions attendant on human life. Sanctification is an integral part of our salvation, and so inseparably connected with it, that we cannot be loved by the Father, and justified by the righteousness of Christ, without being sanctified by the Holy Spirit. If we are not exhibiting the proof of a sanctified nature, and bearing the fruits of righteousness, every thing in our religion is merely profession. Our Lord has given a high tone to the necessity of Sanctification. "For their sakes I sanctify myself, that they may be sancti- fied through the truth." 21 238 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, Sanctification is essential to a tranquil and happy death. "The sting of death is sin;" if that sting be not extracted, there must be pain and torment, which can be avoided only by sin being pardoned, and the love and power of it subdued. The following passage beautifully portrays the character of him who may be expected to close his mortal career happily. "Mark the perfect man, and behold the upright: for the end of that man is peace." Psalm xxxvii. 37. The man after God's own heart said, "I shall be satisfied when I awake up in thy likeness;" and heaven is attractive to the Christian, as a place of perfect holiness there dwell the spirits of just men made perfect. Sanctifica- tion, is as essential to our admission into this kingdom, as justification. It is declared in the Holy Scriptures, that the unrighteous "shall not inherit the kingdom of God." l 'But ye are washed, but ye are sanctified, but ye are justified, in the name of the Lord Jesus, and by the Spirit of our God." 1 Cor. vi. 10, II. It is evident, from this passage, that the righteous, who shall enter into the kingdom of God, are not only justified in the name of Christ, but are also sanctified by the Spirit of God. This renewing principle entered into the Father's eternal pur- pose. "This is the will of God, even your sanctifica- tion:" and again, "Whom he did foreknow, he also did predestinate to be conformed to the image of his Son." Romans viii. 29. Christians may say, with St. Paul, "We are his workmanship, created in Christ Jesus unto good works, which God hath before ordained that we should walk in them." Eph. ii. JO. The Sanctification of fallen man is through the di- vine agency of the Holy Spirit. There are some who think they honor Christ, by confounding the work of the divine persons in the economy of Redemption. It is opposing their own wisdom and inclination to the wis- dom and counsels of God. The difference existing between Justification and Sanctification correctly exhibits the agency by which ORIGINAL ESSAYS, SiC. 239 each is accomplished. We are justified, in the name, and through the obedience and death of Christ we are sanctified, by the grace and power of the Holy Ghost we are justified, by a righteousness wrought out for us, and imputed to us on believing our sancti- fication, is wrought in us our justification, is one com- plete and entire act of infinite mercy our sanctifica- tion is progressive, through the means of Christian ordinances, and the dispensations of divine Providence; but neither ordinances, nor providences, operate in advancing our sanctification, without the influence of the Spirit, which strengthens every holy tendency and prin- ciple. Faith has an omnipotent and extensive power in this regenerating change; for it is said "to purify the heart, to work by love, and to overcome the world." Joy and peace are intimately connected with Sanctifi- ctation, as they can only thrive and grow in connection with tenderness of conscience. Love is also a powerful and active medium of pro- moting our Sanctification. Love to Christ leads his disciples to Gethsemane and Calvary, and fixes their meditation upon the sufferings and death of their best Friend. The fear of offending God, as our Father, operates to subdue and to restrain the corrupt affections of the human soul, and strengthens it, in the ardent pursuit of an habitual and increasing conformity to the divine nature. ON THE NEGLECT OF WEEKLY LECTURES AMONGST PROTESTANT DISSENTERS. The enlarged liberality which is exhibited in the sup- port of our numerous institutions to promote the religion of Christ, and the cordiality and co-operation subsist- ing between different denominations, would induce the belief that there is a wide diffusion of religious princi- ple. But there are signs of apathy, and even of de- clension, that make a retrograde movement too appar- ent. The devotions of the closet, and worship in the family, are not easily brought within the range of our examination; but that constant and serious attendance in the house of God, which prevailed some years since, is not equalled in the present day. The declension referred to, is evident from the indif- ference existing towards those lectures in the week, which were, formerly, attended as a duty and a priv- ilege. The morning lectures in the metropolis are now nearly deserted. If merchants and tradesmen are too much occupied to attend morning service, the female part of their fam- ilies might steal one hour in the week, from their ordi- nary cares and duties, to promote the higher interests of the soul. A still larger number of both sexes might be expected to attend those evening lectures where a list of interesting subjects is printed, which embrace an ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 241 excellent mixture of the doctrinal, the experimental, and the practical parts of Christianity. Those who neglect and forsake public ordinances, forget the prom- ise, "In all places where I record my name I will come unto thee, and I will bless thee." Exod. xx. 24. To ascertain the causes of this extensive and habitual neglect of week-day services, and to induce a more general attendance, are duties incumbent on ministers. If we could effect the latter, it would promote the spir- itual improvement of individuals, and would cheer and encourage those ministers, who feel it a duty to con- tinue the service for the very small number who at- tend. The neglect of Weekly Lectures arises from various causes; some of them no argument will weaken or de- stroy. There are Dissenters who think attendance onbe or twice on the Sunday, quite enough for all the purposes of making their peace with God, and securing their eternal' happiness. These persons seldom witness the commencement of the worship; yet, if it be extend- ed a few minutes beyond the accustomed time, their tempers are disturbed, their devotion spoiled, and they inwardly sigh the language of those who said of the Sabbath, "What a weariness when will it be over?" Their evening engagements during the week are never in the service of God, but at the dance, at the card table, or in the theatre. Here they breathe their native air, and pursue their course with spirit and energy till the approach of mid-night, without any apparent symp- tom of that weariness and disgust, which is so frequent and so evident in their devotions on the Sabbath. From such Dissenters, a cold and a casual attendance on the Sabbath is all that can be expected, and therefore to plead with them would be hopeless. There are however some, of whom we would hope better things, as they evidence in their conduct a desire to perform the duties of religion, and to enjoy its bless- ings, 242 EXTRACTS FROM LETTERS, The universal change which has taken place in the habits and routine of commercial transactions, has as- sisted to produce a neglect of lectures in the week. Merchants and tradesmen commence their business at a later hour than formerly, and are dining when their ministers are entering the pulpit; and, while these faith- ful pastors are praying that the influences of the Spirit may descend on them, and that they may make progress in knowledge, grace, and holiness, they seem by their absence to say, "We care little for these blessings; we must be diligent in business, and conform to the customs and habits of those, with whom it must be transacted." Industry is a duty, but activity in the affairs of this life is not the whole of our duty. The maxim of the apos- tle should be acted on, "Not slothful in business, fer- vent in spirit, serving the Lord." Let the counting- house, the exchange, and the warehouse, have each its due proportion; but let not God, Religion, and Eternity, be either forgotten or slighted. The question is; Ought not business to be so arrang- ed, and time so prudently distributed, as to secure one or two hours for the house and ordinances of God, and for that preparedness of mind, which the most active man could wish for, when he is commanded to lay aside his pen and his cheque-book, that he may retire to his chamber and die? The modern insatiable desire for riches, leads to the sacrifice of all, that is most valuable in morals and in religion. Christians forget that they who will be rich "fall into divers temptations;" their thoughts, their af- fections, and their energies are devoted with so much intenseness to the things which are temporal, that their hearts become cold and indisposed to those which are eternal. Our Lord said, "What is a man profited if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? or what shall a man give in exchange for his soul?" Matt, xvi. 26. This overwhelming anxiety, while it indis- ORIGINAL ESSAYS, &C. 243 poses the mind for sabbath-day duties, induces a total withdrawment from public worship in the week, removes all the guards and fences with which the professor of religion was for a time surrounded, and subjects him to the inroads and machinations of that vigilant and malig- nant enemy, who walketh about seeking those whom he may devour. Instead of being diligent in religious duties, the individual becomes a total stranger to those which once marked his course, till it may be said of him, as St. Paul said of Demas, "He hath forsaken me, having loved this present world." The apostle Peter declares, that the latter end of such is worse than the beginning, "For it had been better for them not to have known the way of righteousness, than, after they have known it, to turn from the holy command- ment delivered unto them." 2 Peter ii. 21. tSuch warnings should stimulate us to a rigid observ- ance of closet, family, and public worship. There are various and important duties which we owe to the pastor and to the church, with which we are connected in the sacred bond of Christian fellowship. There should be a minute, a steady, and an active perform- ance of these, and all should be so arranged as to pre- vent the one from interfering with the other. Let pastors and members of different communities read the epistles sent to the seven churches of Asia. There the privileges enjoyed, the duties commanded, and the dangers to which they are exposed, are faith- fully exhibited. They are cautioned against those de- clensions, which will inevitably steal into the church, where watchfulness, prayer, and vigilance are not in constant operation. Let them read, examine, and im- prove the following admonitory injunctions: "Be watch- ful, and strengthen the things which remain, that are ready to die: for I have not found thy works perfect before God." Revelation iii. 2. "Remember, there- 244 ORIGINAL ESSAYS. fore, from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place." Revelation ii. 5. THE END. UGSB LIBRARY A 000616918 9