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PREFACE. n/t > The following "Tales and Sketches" were written at an early period of the author's career, during the first years of his married life, before he had attempted to carry any part of the world on his shoulders in the shape of a public newspaper, and found it by no means a comfortable burden. Yet possibly the period earlier still, when he produced his " Scenes and Legends," had been more favourable for a kind of writing which required in any measure the exercise of the imagination. The change to him was very great, from a life of constant employment in the open air, amid the sights and sounds of nature, to " the teasing monotony of one which tasked his intellectual powers without exercising them." Hence, partly, it may be imagined, the intensity of his sympathy with the poet Ferguson. The greater number of these Tales were composed literally over the midnight lamp, after returning late in the evening from a long day's work over the ledger and the balance-sheet. Tired though VI. PREFACE. he was, his mind could not stagnate : he must write. I do not mention these circumstances at all by way of apology. It has struck me, indeed, that the Tales are nearly all of a pensive or tragical cast, and that in congenial circum- stances they might have had a more joyous and elastic tone, in keeping with a healthier condition of the nervous system. Yet their defects must undoubtedly belong to the mind of their author. I am far from being under the delusion that he was, or was ever destined to be, a Walter Scott or Charles Dickens. The faculties of plot and drama, which find their scope in the story and the novel, were among the weakest, instead of the strongest, of his powers. Yet I am deceived if the lovers and students of Hugh Miller's works will not find in the "Tales and Sketches" some matter of special interest. In the first three there are, I think, glimpses into his own inner life, such as he, with most men of reserved and dignified character, would choose rather to personify in another than to make a parade of in their own person, when coming forward avowedly to write of them- selves. And, then, if he could have held a conversation with Robert Burns, so that all the world might hear, I think there are few who would not have listened with some curiosity. In his " Recollections of Burns" we have his own side of such conversation ; for it seems evident that it is himself that he has set a travelling and a talking in the person of Mr Lindsay. But of Burns' share in the dialogue the reader is the best PREFACE. Vii. judge. Some may hold that he is too like Hugh Miller himself, — too philosophic in idea, and too pure in senti- ment. In regard to this, we can only remind such, that Bums' prose was not like his poetry, nor his ideal like his actual life. Unquestionably my husband had a very strong sympathy with many points in the character of Burns. His tho- rough integrity, — his noble independence, which disdained to place his honest opinions at the mercy of any man or set of men, — his refusal to barter his avowal of the worth and dignity of man for the smiles and patronage "of the great, even after he had tasted the sweets of their society, which is a very different matter from such avowal before that time, if any one will fairly think of it, — all this, with the acknowledged sovereignty of the greater genius, made an irresistible bond of brotherhood between Miller and Burns. But to the grosser traits of the poet's character my hus- band's eyes were perfectly open ; and grieved indeed should I be if it could for a moment be supposed that he lent the weight of his own purer moral character to the failings, and worse than failings, of the other. Over these he mourned, he grieved, — I believe he would at any time have given the life of his body for the life of his brother's soul. Above all, he deplored that the all-prevailing power of Christian love was never brought to bear on the heart of this greatest of Scotland's sons. If Thomas Chalmers had been in the place of Russell, who knows what might have been ? But, Vlll. PREFACE. doubtless, God in his providence had wise purposes to serve. It is often by such instruments that he scourges and purifies his Church. For, let us not forget, that scenes such as are depicted in the " Holy Fair," however painful to our better feelings, were strictly and literally true. This I have myself heard from an eye-witness, who could not have been swayed by any leanings towards the anti-puritan side : and, doubt- less, many others are aware of testimony on the same side of equal weight. We may hope that the time is passing away when the more exceptionable parts of Burns' character and writings are capable of working mischief, at least among the higher and middle classes. It is cause of thankfulness, that in re- gard to such, and with him as with others, there is a sort of purifying process goes on, which leaves the higher and finer elements of genius to float buoyantly, and fulfil their own destiny in the universal plan, while the grosser are left to sink like lead in the mighty waters. Thus it is in those portions of society already refined and elevated. But there is yet a portion of the lower strata where mid- night orgies continue to prevail, and where every idea of pleasure is connected with libertinism and the bottle ; and there the worst productions of Burns are no doubt still rife, and working as a deadly poison. Even to a superior class of working-men, who are halting between two opinions, there is danger from the very mixture of good and evil in the cha- racter and writings of the poet. They cannot forget that he PREFACE. IX. who wrote " The cock may craw, the day may daw, yet still we'll taste the barley bree," wrote likewise the immortal song, " A man's a man for a' that ;" and they determine, or are in danger of determining, to follow the object of their worship with no halting step. Doubtless, political creed and the accidents of birth do still colour the individual estimate of Burns and his writings. It is but of late that we have seen society torn, on occasion of the centenary of the poet, by conflicting opinions as to the propriety of ob- serving it ; and many would fain have it supposed that the religious and anti-religious world were ranged on opposite sides. But it was not so. There were thoroughly good and religious men, self-made, who could not forget that Burns had been the champion of their order, and had helped to win for them respect by the power of his genius; while there were others, — religious men of old family, — who could remember nothing but his faults. I remember spending one or two evenings about that time in the society of a well-born, earnestly religious, and highly estimable gentleman, who re- probated Burns, and scoffed at the idea that a man could be a man for a' that. He might belong to a limited class ; for well I know that among peers there are as ardent admirers of Burns as among peasants. All I would say is, that even religious feelings may take edge and bitterness from other causes. But to the other class, — those who from loyalty and gratitude are apt to follow Burns too far, — well I know that my husband would have said, " Receive all genius as X. PREFACE. the gift of God, but never let it be to you as God. It ought never to supersede the exercise of your own moral sense, nor can it ever take the place of the only infallible guide, — the Word of God. 1 ' But I beg the reader's pardon for digressing thus, when I ought to be pursuing the proper business of a preface, which is, to state any explanatory circumstances that may be neces- sary in connection with the work in hand. The " Recollections of Ferguson" are exquisitely painful — so much so, that I would fain have begun with something brighter ; but these two contributions being the most import- ant, and likewise the first in order of a series, they seemed to fall into the beginning as their natural place. I have gone over the Life of Ferguson, which the reader may do for himself, to see whether there is any exaggeration in the " Recollections." I find them all perfectly faithful to the facts. The neglected bard, the stone cell, the straw pallet, the stone paid for by a brother bard out of his own strait- ened means, are not flattering to the " Enibro' Gentry;" but amid a great deal of flattery, a little truth is worth remembering. On the other hand, it rejoices one to think that Ferguson's death-bed, on the heavenward side, was not dark. The returning reason, the comforts of the Word of Life, are glimpses of God's providence and grace that show gloriously amid the otherwise outer darkness of those depths. The sort of literature of superstition revived or retained PREFACE. XI. in " The Lykewake," there are a great many good people who think the world would be better without. It chanced to me some three years ago, when residing in a sea-bathing village, and sitting one day on a green turf bank overlooking the sea, to hear a conversation in which this point was brought very prominently forward. A party, consisting of a number of young people, accompanied by their papa, a young French lady who was either governess or friend, and a gentleman in the garb of a clergyman, either friend or tutor, seated themselves very near me ; and it was proposed by the elder gentleman that a series of stories should be told for the amusement and edification of the young people. A set of stories and anecdotes were accordingly begun, and very pleasingly told, chiefly by the clergyman, — friend or tutor. Among others was a fairy tale entitled " Green Sleeves," to which the name of Hugh Miller was appended, and which evoked great applause from the younger members of the party, but regarding which, the verdict of papa, very emphatically delivered, was, "I approve of fairies neither in green sleeves nor white sleeves. However," — after a pause, during which he seemed to be revolving in his mind any possible use for the like absurdities, — " they may serve to show us the blessings of the more enlightened times in which we live, when schools for the young, and sciences for all ages, have banished such things from the world." So, with this utilitarian view of the subject let us rest satisfied, unless we are of those who, feeling that the xil. PREFACE. human mind is a harp of many strings, believe that it is none the worse for having the music of even its minor chords awaked at times by a skilful hand. I am unable to say whether "Bill Whyte" be a real story, ever narrated by a bona fide tinker of the name, or no. I am rather inclined to think that it is not, because I recognise in it several incidents drawn from " Uncle Sandy's" Experiences in Egypt, such as the hovering of the flight of little birds, scared and terrified, over the smoke and noise of battle, the encampment in the midst of a host of Turks' bones, &c. With the "Young Surgeon" I was myself acquainted. It is a sketch, strictly true. Owing to a mistake, there are three stories which find themselves in this volume, which the reader will likewise find in " Scenes and Legends of the North of Scotland." These are, " The Widow of Dunskaith," the story of " George Ross the Scotch Agent," and that of " M'Culloch the Me- chanician." When the plan of the "Tales and Sketches" occurred to me, I was thinking over the five or six opening- tales, which were written for "Wilson's Tales of the Bor- ders," during, as I have said, the first two years of their author's married life. I remembered that he had likewise written a number of shorter stories for " Chambers' Jour- nal" at the same period ; and as the " Scenes and Legends" had been written before our marriage, it did not occur to me that there could possibly be any repetition. I found, PREFACE. Xlll. however, when the printing had gone somewhat too far, that, by the kind permission of the Messrs Chambers, the greater part of what had appeared in their "Journal" had been incorporated with the "Scenes and Legends" in a later edition. Had I not overlooked or forgotten this, I would have found a place for " Letters on the Herring Fishery," which are, in fact, a series of sketches, and, in the opinion of many, equal to anything my husband ever wrote. This will be done, God willing, in another edition ; and, in the meantime, it is hoped that such readers as prefer the useful to the imaginative will be not unwelcomely reminded of two very excellent models for those who wish to rise and those who have risen. Of the same character is " The Story of the Scotch Merchant of the Eighteenth Century," written origi- nally at the request of a near relative of Mr Forsyth, for private circulation among a few friends, and now for the first time given to the public by the kind consent of the sur- viving relatives. LYDIA MILLER. December 23, 1862. CONTENTS. PAGE Recollections of Ferguson ..... 1 Recollections of Burns . . 53 The Salmon-Fisher of Udoll . . . .118 The Widow of Dunskaith . . . . .147 The Ltkewake . • . . • • 169 BillWhtte ....... 206 The Young Surgeon . . . • . .242 George Ross, the Scotch Agent . . . .261 m'culloch the mechanician . . . . .273 A True Story of the Life of a Scotch Merchant of the Eighteenth Century . . . . .283 ■Library. ° r California TALES AND SKETCHES. RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. CHAPTER I. « Of Ferguson, the bauld and slee. — Burns. I have, T believe, as little of the egotist in my composition tis most men ; nor would I deem the story of my life, though by no means unvaried by incident, of interest enough to re- pay the trouble of either writing or perusing it, were it the story of my own life only ; but, though an obscure man my- self, I have been singularly fortunate in my friends. The party-coloured tissue of my recollections is strangely inter- woven, if I may so speak, with pieces of the domestic history of men whose names have become as familiar to our ears as that of our country itself ; and I have been induced to struggle with the delicacy which renders one unwilling to speak much of one's self, and to overcome the dread of exertion natural to a period of life greatly advanced, through a desire of pre- serving to my countrymen a few notices, which would other- wise be lost to them, of two of their greatest favourites. I A 2 TALES AND SKETCHES. could once reckon among my dearest and most familiar friends, Robert Burns and Robert Ferguson. It is now rather more than sixty years since I studied for a few weeks at the University of St Andrews. I was the son of very poor parents, who resided in a seaport town on the west coast of Scotland. My father was a house-car- penter, — a quiet, serious man, of industrious habits, and great simplicity of character, but miserably depressed in his cir- cumstances, through a sickly habit of body. My mother was a warm-hearted, excellent woman, endowed with no ordinary share of shrewd good sense and sound feeling, and indefati- gable in her exertions for my father and the family. I was taught to read at a very early age, by an old woman in the neighbourhood, — such a person as Shenstone describes in his " Schoolmistress ;" and, being naturally of a reflective turn, I had begun, long ere I had attained my tenth year, to de- rive almost my sole amusement from books. I read inces- santly ; and, after exhausting the shelves of all the neigh- bours, and reading every variety of work that fell in my way, — from the "Pilgrim's Progress" of Bunyan, and the " Gospel Sonnets' ' of Erskine, to a "Treatise on Fortification' ' by Vauban, and the " History of the Heavens" by the Abbe Pluche, — 1 would have pined away for lack of my accustomed exer- cise, had not a benevolent baronet in the neighbourhood, for whom my father occasionally wrought, taken a fancy to me, and thrown open to my perusal a large and well-selected library. Nor did his kindness terminate until, after having secured to me all of learning that the parish school afforded, he had settled me, now in my seventeenth year, at the Uni- vcrsitv. RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. 3 Youth is the season of warm friendships and romantic wishes and hopes. We say of tiie child, in its first attempts to totter along the wall, or when it has first learned to rise beside its mother's knee, that ic is yet too weak to stand alone ; and we may employ the same language in describing a young and ardent mind. It is, like the child, too weak to stand alone, and anxiously seeks out some kindred mind on which to lean. I had had my intimates at school, who, though of no very superior cast, had served me, if I may so speak, as resting-places, when wearied with my studies, or when I had exhausted my lighter reading ; and now, at St Andrews, where I knew no one, I began to experience the unhappiness of an unsatisfied sociality. My schoolfellows were mostly stiff, illiterate lads, who, with a little bad Latin, and worse Greek, plumed themselves mightily on their scholarship ; and I had little inducement to form any inti- macies among them ; for of all men the ignorant scholar is the least amusing. Among the students of the upper classes, however, there was at least one individual with whom I longed to be acquainted. He was apparently much about my own age, rather below than above the middle size, and rather delicately than robustly formed ; but I have rarely seen a more elegant figure or more' interesting face. His features were small, and there was what might perhaps be deemed a too feminine delicacy in the whole contour ; but there was a broad and very high expansion of forehead, which, even in those days, when we were acquainted with only the phreno- logy taught by Plato, might be regarded as the index of a capacious and powerful mind ; and the brilliant light of his large black eyes seemed to give earnest of its activity. 4 TALES AND SKETCHES. 11 Who, in the name of wonder, is that 1 " I inquired of a class-fellow, as this interesting-looking young man passed me for the first time. 11 A clever but very unsettled fellow from Edinburgh," re- plied the lad ; " a capital linguist, for he gained our first bur- sary three years ago ; but our Professor says he is certain he will never do any good. He cares nothing for the company of scholars like himself; and employs himself — though he excels, I believe, in English composition — in writing vulgar Scotch rhymes, like Allan Ramsay. His name is Robert Ferguson." I felt from this moment a strong desire to rank among the friends of one who cared nothing for the company of such men as my class-fellow, and who, though acquainted with the literature of England and Rome, could dwell with interest on the simple poetry of his native country. There is no place in the neighbourhood of St Andrews where a leisure hour may be spent more agreeably than among the ruins of the cathedral. I was not slow in discovering the eligibilities of the spot ; and it soon became one of my favourite haunts. One evening, a few weeks after I had entered on my course at college, I had seated myself among the ruins, in a little ivied nook fronting the setting sun, and was deeply engnged with the melancholy Jaques in the forest of Ardennes, when, on hearing a light footstep, I looked up, and saw the Edinburgh student whose appearance had so interested me, not four yards away. He was busied with his pencil and his tablets, and muttering, as he went, in a half-audible voice, what, from the inflection of the tones, seemed to be verse. On seeing me, he started, and, apolo- REUOLLECTiOXS OF FERGUSON. 5 ^izinsr in a few hurried but courteous words for whit he © o termed the involuntary intrusion, would have passed, but, on my rising and stepping up to him, he stood. " I am afraid, Mr Ferguson," I said, 'tis I who owe you an apology : the ruins have long been yours, and I am but an intruder. But you must pardon me : I have often heard of them in the west, where they are hallowed, even more than they are here, from their connection with the history of some of our noblest Reformers ; and, besides, I see no place in the neighbourhood where Shakspeare can be read to more advantage." " Ah," said he, taking the volume out of my hand, — " a reader of Shakspeare and an admirer of Knox ! I ques- tion whether the heresiarch and the poet had much in com- mon." " Nay, now, Mr Ferguson," I replied, " you are too true a Scot to question that. They had much, very much, in common. Knox was no rude Jack Cade, but a great and powerful-minded man, — decidedly as much so as any of the nobler conceptions of the dramatist, — his Caesars, Brutuses, or Othellos. Buchanan could have told you that he had even much of the spirit of the poet in him, and wanted only the art. And just remember how Milton speaks of him in his * Areopagitica.' Had the poet of ' Paradise Lost' thought regarding him as it has become fashionable to think and speak now, he would hardly have apostrophized him as Knox, the reformer of a nation, — a great man animated by the Spirit of God" " Pardon me," said the young man ; " I am little acquainted with the prose writings of Milton ; and have, indeed, picked 6 TALES AND SKETCHES. up most of my opinions of Knox at second-hand. But I have read his merry account of the murder of Beaton, and found nothing to alter my preconceived notions of him from either the matter or manner of the narrative. Now that I think of it, however, my opinion of Bacon would be no very ade- quate one, were it formed solely from the extract of his his- tory of Henry VII. given by Karnes in his late publication. Will you not extend your walk V We quitted the ruins together, and went sauntering along the shore. There was a rich sunset glow on the water, and the hills that rise on the opposite side of the Frith stretched their undulating line of azure under a gorgeous canopy of crimson and gold. My companion pointed to the scene. " These glorious clouds," he said, " are but wreaths of vapour; and these lovely hills, accumulations of earth and stone. And it is thus with all the past, — with the past of our own little histories, that borrows so much of its golden beauty from the medium through which we survey it, — with the past, too, of all history. There is poetry in the remote : the bleak hill seems a darker firmament, and the chill wreath of vapour a river of fire. And you, Sir, seem to have contemplated the history of our stern Reformers through this poetical medium, till you forget that the poetry was not in them, but in that through which you surveyed them." " Ah, Mr Ferguson," I replied, " you must permit me to make a distinction. I acquiesce fully in the justice of your remark : the analogy, too, is nice and striking; but I would fain carry it a little further. Every eye can see the beauty of the remote; but there is a beauty in the near, — an interest at least, which every eye cannot see. Each of the thousand RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. 7 little plants that spring np at our feet has an interest and beauty to the botanist : the mineralogist would find some- thing to engage him in every little stone. And it is thus with the poetry of life : all have a sense of it in the remote and the distant ; but it is only the men who stand high in the art — its men of profound science — that can discover it in the near. The mediocre poet shares but the commoner gift, and so he seeks his themes in ages or countries far removed from his own ; whilst the man of nobler powers, knowing that all nature is instinct with poetry, seeks and finds it in the men and scenes in his immediate neighbourhood. As to our Reformers" " Pardon me," said the young poet ; " the remark strikes me, and, ere we lose it in something else, I must furnish you with an illustration. There is an acquaintance of mine, a lad much about my own age, greatly addicted to the study of poetry. He has been making verses all his life-long : he began ere lie had learned to write them even ; and his judg- ment has been gradually overgrowing his earlier composi- tions, as you see the advancing tide rising on the beach, and obliterating the prints on the sand. Now, I have observed that in all his earlier compositions he went far from home : he could not attempt a pastoral without first transporting himself to the vales of Arcadia ; or an ode to Pity or Hope without losing the warm, living sentiment in the dead, cold personification of the C4reek. The Hope and Pity he ad- dressed were, not the undying attendants of human nature, but the shadowy spectres of a remote age. Now, however, I feel that a change has come over me. I seek for poetry among the fields and cottages of my own land. I — a — a — 8 TALES AND SKETCHES. the friend of whom I speak But I interrupted your re- mark on the Reformers." " Nay," I replied, " if you go on so, I would much rather listen than speak. I only meant to say that the Knoxes and Melvilles of our country have been robbed of the admiration and sympathy of many a kindred spirit, by the strangely erroneous notions that have been abroad regarding them for at least the last two ages. Knox, I am convinced, would have been as great as Jeremy Taylor, if not even greater." We sauntered along the shore till the evening had dark- ened into night, lost in an agreeable interchange of thought. '•'Ah !" at length exclaimed my companion, "I had almost forgotten my engagement, Mr Lindsay ; but it must not part us. You are a stranger here, and I must introduce you to s.rnie of my acquaintance. There are a few of us, — choice spirits, of course, — who meet every Saturday evening at John Hogg's ; and I must just bring you to see them. There may be much less wit than mirth among us ; but you will find us all sober when at the gayest ; and old John will be quite a study for you." RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. CHAPTER II. Say, ye red gowns, that aften here Hae toasted cakes to Katie's beer, Gin e'er tliir days hae had their peer, Sae blythe, sae daft ! \ e '11 ne'er again in life's career Sit half sae saft. Elegy on John Hogg. We returned to town ; and, after threading a few of the narrower lanes, entered by a low door into a long dark room, dimly lighted by a fire. A tall thin woman was em- ployed in skinning a bundle of dried fish at a table in a corner. " Where's the gudeman, Kate t M said my companion, changing the sweet pure English in which he had hitherto spoken, for his mother tongue. " John's ben in the spence," replied the woman. " Little Andrew, the wratch, has been makin' a totum wi' his faither's a'e razor; an' the puir man's trying to shave himsel' yonder, an' girnan like a sheep's head on the tangs." " Oh, the wratch ! the ill-deedie wratch ! " said John, stalk- ing into the room in a towering passion, his face covered with suds and scratches, — " I might as weel shave mysel' wi' a mussel shillet, Rob Ferguson, man, is that you ?" " Wearie warkl, John," said the poet, " for a' oor philo- sophy." " Philosophy ! — it's but a snare, Rab, — just vanity an' 10 TALES AND SKETCHES. vexation o' speerit, as Solomon says. An' isna it clear hete- rodox besides ? Ye study, an' study, till your brains gang about like a whirligig; an' then, like bairns in a boat that see the land sail in', ye think it's the solid yearth that's turnin' roun'. An' this ye ca' philosophy ; as if David hadna tauld us that the warld sits coshly on the waters, an' canna be moved." " iloot, John," rejoined my companion; "it's no me, but Jamie Brown, that differs wi' you on thae matters. I'm a Hoggonian, ye ken. The auld Jews were, doubtless, gran' Christians; an' wherefore no glide philosophers too ? But it was cruel o' you to unkennel me this mornin' afore six, an' I up sae lang at my studies the nicht afore." " Ah, Rob, Rob !" said John, — " studying in Tarn Duns kirk. Ye'll be a minister, like a' the lave." " Mendin' fast, John," rejoined the poet. " I was in your kirk on Sabbath last, hearing worthy Mr Corkindale. What- ever else he may hae to fear, he's in nae danger o' ' thinking his ain thoughts? honest man." "In oor kirk!" said John : " ye' re dune, then, Avi' pre- centin' in yer ain : an' troth, nae wonder. What could hae possessed ye to gie up the puir chield's name i' the prayer, an' him sittin' at ver lujr '?" I was unacquainted with the circumstance to which he alluded, and requested an explanation. " Oh, ye see," said John, " Rob, amang a' the ither gifts that he misguides, has the gift o' a sweet voice ; an' naething less would ser' some o' oor professors than to hae him for their precentor. They micht as weel hae thocht o' an organ, — it wad be just as de- vout ; but the souu's everything now, laddie, ye ken, an' the KECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. 11 heart naething. Weel, Rob, as ye may think, was less than pleased wi' the job, an' tauld them he could whistle better than sing ; but it wasna that they wanted, and sae it behoved him to tak' his seat in the box. An' lest the folk should be no pleased wi' a'e key to a'e tune, he gied them, for the first twa or three days, a hale bunch to each ; an' there was never sic singing in St Andrews afore. Weel, but for a' that, it behoved him still to precent, though he has got rid o' it at last ; for what did he do twa Sabbaths agane, but put up drunken Tarn Moffat's name in the prayer, — the very chield that was sittin' at his elbow, though the minister couldna see him. An' when the puir stibbler was prayin' for the reprobate as weel's he could, a'e half o' the kirk was need- cessitated to come oot, that they micht keep decent, an' the ither half to swallow their pocket-napkins. But what think ye" " Hoot, John, now leave oot the moral," said the poet. " Here's a' the lads." Half-a-dozen young students entered as he spoke ; and, after a hearty greeting, and when he had introduced me to them one by one, as a choice fellow of immense reading, the door was barred, and we sat down to half-a-dozen of home- brewed, and a huge platter of dried fish. There was much mirth, and no little humour. Ferguson sat at the head of the table, and old John Hogg at the foot. I thought of Eastcheap, and the revels of Prince Henry ; but our Falstaff was an old Scotch Seceder, and our Prince a gifted young fellow, who owed all his influence over his fellows to the force of his genius alone. " Pry thee, Hall," I said, " let us drink to Sir John." 12 TALES AND SKETCHES. " Why, yes," said the poet, " with all ray heart. Not quite so fine a fellow, though, 'bating his Scotch honesty. Half Sir John's genius would have served for an epic poet, — half his courage for a hero." " His courage !" exclaimed one of the lads. " Yes, Willie, his courage, man. Do you think a coward could have run away with half the coolness 1 With a tithe of the courage necessary for such a retreat, a man would have stood and fought till he died. Sir John must have been a fine fellow in his youth." "In mony a droll way may a man fa' on the drap drink," remarked John ; " an' meikle ill, dootless, does it do in takin' aff the edge o' the speerit, — the mair if the edge be a fine razor edge, an' no the edge o' a whittle. I mind, about fifty years ago, when I was a slip o' a callant," " Losh, John !" exclaimed one of the lads, " hae ye been fechtin wi' the cats? Sic a scrapit face !" " Wheesht," said Ferguson ; " we owe the illustration to that ; but dinna interrupt the story." " Fifty years ago, when I was a slip o' a callant," continued John, " unco curious, an' fond o' kennin everything, as cal- lants will be," " Hoot, John," said one of the students, interrupting him, " can ye no cut short, man ? Rob promised last Saturday to gie us, ' Fie, let us a' to the Bridal,' an' ye see the ale an' the nicht's baith wearin' dune." " The song, Rob, the song !" exclaimed half-a-dozen voices at once ; and John's story was lost in the clamour. " Nay, now," said the good-natured poet, " that's less than kind : the auld man's stories are ave worth the hearing, an' RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. 13 he can relish the auld-warld fisher song wi' the best o' ye. But we maun hae the story yet" He struck up the old Scotch ditty, " Fie, let us a' to the Bridal," which he sung with great power and brilliancy; for his voice was a richly-modulated one, and there was a ful- ness of meaning imparted to the words, which wonderfully heightened the effect. " How strange it is," he remarked to me when he had finished, " that our English neighbours deny us humour ! The songs of no country equal our Scotch ones in that quality. Are you acquainted with ' The Gude- wife of Auchtermuchty 1'" u Well," I replied ; " but so are not the English. It strikes me that, with the exception of Smollett's novels, all our Scotch humour is locked up in our native tongue. No man can employ in works of humour any language of which he is not a thorough master; and few of our Scotch writers, with all their elegance, have attained the necessary command of that colloquial English which Addison and Swift employed when they were merry." " A braw redd delivery," said John, addressing me. " Are ye gaun to be a minister too ?" " Not quite sure yet," I replied. "Ah," rejoined the old man, "'twas better for the Kirk when the minister just made himsel' ready for it, an' then waited till he kent whether it wanted him. There's yourg Rob Ferguson beside you," " Setting oot for the Kirk," said the young poet, inter- rupting him, " an' yet drinkin' ale on Saturday at e'en wi' old John Hogg." " Weel, weel, laddie, it's easier for the best o' us to find 14 TALES AND SKETCHES. fault wi' ithers than to mend oorsels. Ye have the head, onyhow ; but Jamie Brown tells me it's a doctor ye're gaun to be, after a'." " Nonsense, John Hogg : I wonder how a man o' your standing" " Nonsense, I grant you," said one of the students : " but true enough for a that, Bob. Ye see, John, Bob an' I were at the King's Muirs last Saturday, and ca'ed at the pendicle, in the passing, for a cup o' whey, when the gudewife tell't us there was ane o' the callants, who had broken into the milk- house twa nichts afore, lying ill o' a surfeit, ' Dangerous case,' said Bob ; ' but let me see him : I have studied to small purpose if I know nothing o' medicine, my good woman.' Weel, the woman was just glad enough to bring him to the bed-side ; an' no wonder : ye never saw a wiser phiz in your lives ; — Dr Dumpie's was naething till't ; an', after he had sucked the head o' his stick for ten minutes, an' fand the loon's pulse, an' asked mair questions than the gudewife liked to answer, he prescribed. But, losh ! sic a prescription ! A day's fasting an' twa ladles o' nettle kail was the gist o't ; but then there went mair Latin to the tail o' that than oor neebour the doctor ever had to lose." But I dwell too Ions* on the conversation of this evening. I feel, however, a deep interest in recalling it to memory. The education of Ferguson was of a twofold character, — he studied in the schools and among the people ; but it was in the latter tract alone that he acquired the materials of all his better poetry ; and I feel as if, for at least one brief evening, I was admitted to the privileges of a class-fellow, and sat with him on the same form. The company broke up a little after RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. 15 ten ; and I did not again Lear of John Hogg till I read his elegy, about four years after, among the poems of my friend. It is by no means one of the happiest pieces fn the volume, nor, it strikes me, highly characteristic; bat I have often perused it with an interest very independent of its merits. CHAPTER III. But he is weak ; — both man and boy Has been an idler in the land. — Words worth. I WAS attempting to listen, on the evening of the following Sunday, to a dull, listless discourse, — one of the discourses so common at this period, in which there was fine writing without genius, and fine religion without Christianity, — when a person who had just taken his place beside me tapped me on the shoulder, and thrust a letter into my hand. It was my newly-acquired friend of the previous evening ; and we shook hands heartily under the pew. " That letter has just been handed me by au acquaintance from your part of the country," he whispered : " I trust it contains nothing unpleasant." I raised it to the light ; and, on ascertaining that it was sealed and edged with black, rose and quitted the church, followed by my friend. It intimated, in two brief lines, that my patron, the baronet, had been killed by a fall from his horse a few evenings before ; and that, dying intestate, the allowance which had hitherto enabled me to prosecute my 1 6 TALES AND SKETCHES. studies necessarily dropped I crumpled up the paper in my hand. " You have learned something very unpleasant," said Fer- guson. " Pardon me, — I have no wish to intrude ; but, if at all agreeable, I would fain spend the evening with you." My heart filled, and, grasping his hand, I briefly intimated the purport of the communication ; and we walked out to- gether in the direction of the ruins. " It is perhaps as hard, Mr Ferguson," I said, " to fall from one's hopes as from the place to which they pointed. I was ambitious, — too ambitious, it may be, — to rise from that level on which man acts the part of a machine, and tasks merely his body, to that higher level on which he performs the proper part of a rational creature, and employs only his mind. But that ambition need influence me no longer. My poor mother, too, — I had trusted to be of use to her." "Ah ! my friend," said Ferguson, " I can tell you of a case quite as hopeless as your own, — perhaps more so. But it will make you deem my sympathy the result of mere self- ishness. In scarce any respect do our circumstances differ." We had reached the ruins. The evening was calm and mild as when I had walked out on the preceding one; but the hour was earlier, and the sun hung higher over the hill. A newly-formed grave occupied the level spot in front of the little ivied corner. '' Let us seat ourselves here," said my companion, " and I will tell you a story, — I am afraid, a rather tame one ; for there is nothing of adventure in it, and nothing of incident ; but it may at least show you that I am not unfitted to be your friend. It is now nearly two years since I lost my RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSOX. 17 father. He was no common man, — common neither in in- tellect nor in sentiment ; but, though he once fondly hoped it should be otherwise, — for in early youth he indulged in all the dreams of the poet, — he now fills a grave as nameless as the one before us. He was a native of Aberdeenshire ; but held latterly an inferior situation in the office of the British Linen Company in Edinburgh, where I was born. Ever since I remember him, he had awakened too fully to the realities of life, and they pressed too hard on his spirits, to leave him space for the indulgence of his earlier fancies ; but he could dream for his children, though not for himself ; or, as I should perhaps rather say, his children fell heir to all his more juvenile hopes of fortune, and influence, and space in the world's eye ; and, for himself, he indulged in hopes of a later growth and firmer texture, which pointed from the present scene of things to the future. I have an only brother, my senior by several years, — a lad of much energy, both phy- sical and mental ; in brief, one of those mixtures of reflection and activity which seem best formed for rising in the world. My father deemed him most fitted for commerce, and had in- fluence enough to get him introduced into the counting-house of a respectable Edinburgh merchant. I was always of a graver turn, — in part, perhaps, the effect of less robust health, — and me he intended for the Church. I have been a dreamer, Mr Lindsay, from my earliest years, — prone to melancholy, and fond of books and of solitude • and the peculiarities of this temperament the sanguine old man, though no mean judge of character, had mistaken for a serious and reflective disposition. You are acquainted with literature, and know something, from books at least, of the lives of literaryjuen. B 18 TALES AND SKETCHES. Judge, then, of his prospect of usefulness in any profession, who has lived ever since he knew himself among the poets. My hopes from my earliest years have been hopes of celebrity as a writer, — not of wealth, or of influence, or of accomplish- ing any of the thousand aims which furnish the great bulk of mankind with motives. You will laugh at me. There is something so emphatically shadowy and unreal in the object of this ambition, that even the full attainment of it provokes a smile. For who does not know How vain that second life in others' breath, — The estate which wits inherit after death ! And what can be more fraught with the ludicrous than an union of this shadowy ambition with mediocre parts and at tainments ? But I digress. " It is now rather more than three years since I entered the classes here. I competed for a bursary, and was fortu- nate enough to secure one. Believe me, Mr Lindsay, I am little ambitious of the fame of mere scholarship, and yet I cannot express to you the triumph of that day. I had seen my poor Hither labouring far, far beyond his strength, for my brother and myself, — closely engaged during the day with his duties in the bank, and copying at night in a lawyer's office. I had seen, with a throbbing heart, his tall wasted frame becoming tremulous and bent, and the gray hair thin- ning on his temples ; and I now felt that I could ease him of at least part of the burden. In the excitement of the mo- ment, I could hope that I was destined to rise in the world, — to gain a name in it, and something more. You know how a slight success grows in importance when we can deem it RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. 19 the earnest of future good fortune. I met, too, with a kind and influential friend in one of the professors, the late Dr Wilkie, — alas ! good, benevolent man ! you may see his tomb yonder beside the wall ; and on my return from St An- drews at the close of the session, I found my father on his deathbed. My brother Henry, who had been unfortunate, and, I am afraid, something worse, had quitted the count- ing-house, and entered aboard of a man-of-war as a common sailor ; and the poor old man, whose heart had been bound up in him, never held up his head after. " On the evening of my father's funeral I could have lain down and died. I never before felt how thoroughly I am unfitted for the world, — how totally I want strength. My father, I have said, had intended me for the Church ; and in my progress onward from class to class, and from school to college, I had thought but little of each particular step, as it engaged me for the time, and nothing of the ultimate objects to which it led. All my more vigorous aspirations were di- rected to a remote future and an unsubstantial shadow. But I had witnessed beside my father's bed, what had led me seriously to reflect on the ostensible aim for which I lived and studied ; and the more carefully I weighed myself in the balance, the more did I find myself awanting. You have heard of Mr Brown of the Secession, the author of the ' Dictionary of the Bible." He was an old acquaintance of my father's ; and, on hearing of his illness, had come all the way from Haddington to see him. I felt, for the first time, as, kneeling beside his bed, I heard my father's breathings becoming every moment shorter and more difficult, and lis- tened to the prayers of the clergyman, that I had no business 20 TALES AND SKETCHES. in the Church. And thus I still continue to feel. 'Twere an easy matter to produce such things as pass for sermons among us, and to go respectably enough through the mere routine of the profession ; but I cannot help feeling that, though I might do all this and more, my duty as a clergy- man would be still left undone. I want singleness of aim, — I want earnestness of heart. I cannot teach men effec- tually how to live well ; I cannot show them, with aught of confidence, how they may d^e safe. I cannot enter the Church without acting the part of a hypocrite ; and the miserable part of the hypocrite it shall never be mine to act. Heaven help me ! I am too little a practical moralist myself to attempt teaching morals to others. " But I must conclude my story, if story it may be called. I saw my poor mother and my little sister deprived, by my father's death, of their sole stay, and strove to exert myself in their behalf. In the day-time I copied in a lawyer's office ; my nights were spent among the poets. You will deem it the very madness of vanity, Mr Lindsay ; but I could not live without my dreams of literary eminence. I felt that life would be a blank waste without them ; and I feel so still. Do not laugh at my weakness, when I say I would rather live in the memory of my country than enjoy her fairest lands, — that I dread a nameless grave many times more than the grave itself. But I am afraid the life of the literary aspi- rant is rarely a happy one ; and I, alas ! am one of the weakest of the class. It is of importance that the means of living be not disjoined from the end for which we live ; and I feel that in my case the disunion is complete. The wants and evils of life are around me ; but the energies through which RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. 21 those should be provided for, and these warded off, are other- wise employed. I am like a man pressing onward through a hot and bloody fight, his breast opeu to every blow, and tremblingly alive to the sense of injury and the feeling of pain, but totally unprepared either to attack or defend. And then, those miserable depressions of spirits to which all men who draw largely on their imagination are so subject, and that wavering irregularity of effort which seems so unavoid- ably the effect of pursuing a distant and doubtful aim, and which proves so hostile to the formation of every better habit, — alas ! to a steady morality itself. But I weary you, Mr Lindsay : besides, my story is toll. I am groping onward, I know not whither • and in a few months hence, when my last session shall have closed, I shall be exactly where you are at present." He ceased speaking, and there was a pause of several minutes. I felt soothed and gratified. There was a sweet melancholy music in the tones of his voice, that sunk to my very heart ; and the confidence he reposed in me flattered my pride. " How was it," I at length said, " that you were the gayest in the party of last night ?' " I do not know that I can better answer you," he re- plied, " than by telling you a singular dream which I had about the time of my father's death. I dreamed that I had suddenly quitted the world, and was journeying, by a long and dreary passage, to the place of final punishment. A blue, dismal light glimmered along the lower wall of the vault; and, from the darkness above, where there flickered a thousand undefined shapes, — things without form or outline, — I could hear deeply-drawn sighs, and long hollow groans, and convul- 22 TALES AND SKETCHES. sive sobbings, and the prolonged moanings of an unceasing anguish. I was aware, however, though I know not how, that these were but the expressions of a lesser misery, and that the seats of severer torment were still before me. I went on, and on, and the vault widened, and the light in- creased, and the sounds changed. There were loud laughters and low mutterings, in the tone of ridicule ; and shouts of triumph and exultation ; and, in brief, all the thousand mingled tones of a gay and joyous revel. Can these, I ex- claimed, be the sounds of misery when at the deepest *? ' Be- think thee,' said a shadowy form beside me, — ' bethink thee if it be not so on earth.' And as I remembered that it was so, and bethought me of the mad revels of shipwrecked sea- men and of plague-stricken cities, I awoke. But on this sub- ject you must spare me." " Forgive me," I said; " to-morrow I leave college, and not with the less reluctance that I must part from you. But I shall yet find you occupying a place among the literati of our country, and shall remember with pride that you were my friend." He sighed deeply. " My hopes rise and fall with my spi- rits," he said ; " and to-night I am melancholy. Do you ever go to buffets with yourself, Mr Lindsay ] Do you ever mock, in your sadder moods, the hopes which render you happiest when you are gay % Ah ! 'tis bitter warfare when a man contends with Hope ! — when he sees her, with little aid from the personifying influence, as a thing distinct from himself, — a lying spirit, that comes to flatter and deceive him. It is thus I see her to-night. See'st thou that grave ? — does mortal know Auffht of the dust that lies below ? RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSOX. 23 Tis foul, 'tis damp, 'tis void of form, — A bed where winds the loathsome worm ; A little heap, mould'ring and brown, Like that on flowerless meadow thrown By mossy stream, when winter reigns O'er leafless woods and wasted plains : And yet, that brown, damp, formless heap Once glowed with feelings keen and deep ; Once eyed the light, once heard each sound Of earth, air, wave, that murmurs round. But now,- ah ! now, the name it bore, Sex, age, or form, is known no more. This, this alone, O Hope ! I know, That once the dust that lies below Was, like myself, of human race, And made this world its dwelling-place. Ah ! this, when death has swept away The myriads of life's present day, Though bright the visions raised by thee, Will all my fame, my history be ! We quitted the ruins, and returned to town. " Have you yet formed," inquired my companion, " any plan for the future 1" " I quit St Andrews," I replied, " to-morrow morning. I have an uncle the master of a West Indiaman, now in the Clyde. Some years ago I had a fancy for the life of a sailor, which has evaporated, however, with many of my other boyish fancies and predilections ; but I am strong and active, and it strikes me there is less competition on sea at present than on land. A man of tolerable steadiness and intelligence has a better chance of rising as a sailor than as a mechanic. I shall set out therefore with my uncle on his first voyage." 24: TALES AXD SKETCHES. CHAPTER IT. At first I thought the swankie didna ill,— Again I glowr'd, to hear him better still ; Bauld, slee, an* sweet, his lines mair glorious grew, G-low'd round the heart, an' glanc'd the soul out through. Alexander Wilsox. I had seen both the Indies and traversed the wide Pacific, ere I again set foot on the eastern coast of Scotland. My uncle, the shipmaster, was dead, and I was still a common sailor ; but I was light-hearted and skilful in my profession, and as much inclined to hope as ever. Besides, I had begun to doubt, — and there cannot be a more consoling doubt when one is unfortunate, — whether a man may not enjoy as much happiness in the lower walks of life as in the upper. In one of my later voyages, the vessel in which I sailed had lain for several weeks at Boston, in North America, — then a scene of those fierce and angry contentions which eventually sepa- rated the colonies from the mother country ; and when in this place, I had become acquainted, by the merest accident in the world, with the brother of my friend the poet, I was passing through one of the meaner lanes, when I saw my old col- lege friend, as I thought, looking out at me from the window of a crazy wooden building, — a sort of fencing academy, much frequented, I was told, by the Federalists of Boston. I crossed the lane in two huge strides. " Mr Ferguson," I said, — "Mr Ferguson," — for he was withdrawing his head, — " do you not remember me ?" RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. 25 " Not quite sure," he replied ; " I have met with many- sailors in my time ; but I must just see." He had stepped down to the door ere I had discovered my mistake. He was a taller and stronger-looking man than my friend, and his senior apparently by six or eight years ; but nothing could be more striking than the resemblance which he bore to him, both in face and figure. I apologized. " But have you not a brother, a native of Edinburgh," I inquired, " who studied at St Andrews about four years ago 1 Never before, certainly, did I see so remarkable a likeness" — — " As that which I bear to Eobert F he said. " Happy to hear it. Robert is a brother of whom a man may well be proud, and I am glad to resemble him in any way. But you must go in with me, and tell me all you know regarding him. He was a thin, pale slip of a boy when I left Scotland, — a mighty reader, and fond of sauntering into by-holes and cor- ners : I scarcely knew what to make of him ; but he has made much of himself. His name has been blown far and wide within the last two years." He showed me through a large waste apartment, furnished with a few deal seats, and with here and there a fencing foil leaning against the wall, into a sort of closet at the upper end, separated from the main room by a partition of un- dressed slabs. There was a charcoal stove in the one corner, and a truckle bed in the other ; a few shelves laden with books ran along the wall ; there was a small chest raised on a stool immediately below the window, to serve as a writing- desk, and another stool standing beside it. A few cooking utensils scattered round the room, and a corner cupboard, completed the entire furniture of the place. 20 TALES AND SKETCHES. " There is a certain limited number born to be rich, Jack," said my new companion, " and I just don't happen to be among them ; but I have one stool for myself, you see, and, now that I have unshipped my desk, another for a visitor, and so get on well enough." I related briefly the story of my intimacy with his brother ; and we were soon on such terms as to be in a fair way of emptying a bottle of rum together. "You remind me of old times," said my new acquaint- ance. " I am weary of these illiterate, boisterous, longsided Americans, who talk only of politics and dollars. And yet there are first-rate men among them too. I met, some years since, with a Philadelphia printer, whom I cannot help re- garding as one of the ablest, best-informed men I ever con- versed with. But there is nothing like general knowledge among the average class : a mighty privilege of conceit, how- ever." " They arc just in that stnge," I remarked, " in which it needs all the vigour of an able man to bring his mind into anything like cultivation. There must be many more faci- lities of improvement ere the mediocritist can develop him- self. He is in the egg still in America, and must sleep there till the next age. — But when last heard you of your brother ?" " Why," he replied, " when all the world heard of him, — with the last number of " Buddiman's Magazine." Where can you have been bottled up from literature of late ? Why, man, Robert stands first among our Scotch poets." " Ah ! 'tis long since I have anticipated something like that for him," I said; "but for the last two years I have RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. 27 seen only two books, — Shakspeare and the ' Spectator.' Pray, do show me some of the magazines." The magazines were produced • and I heard for the first time, in a foreign land, and from the recitation of the poet's brother, some of the most national and most highly-finished of his productions. My eyes filled, and my heart wandered to Scotland and her cottage homes, as, shutting the book, he repeated to me, in a voice faltering with emotion, stanza after stanza of the " Farmer's Ingle." " Do you not see it 1 — do you not see it all V exclaimed my companion; "the wide smoky room, with the bright turf-fire, the blackened rafters shining above, the straw- wrought settle below, the farmer and the farmer's wife, and auld grannie and the bairns. Never was there truer paint- ing; and, Oh, how it works on a Scotch heart ! But hear this other piece." He read " Sandy and Willie." " Far, far ahead of Ramsay," I exclaimed, — " more ima- gination, more spirit, more intellect, and as much truth and nature. Robert has gained his end already. Hurra for poor old Scotland ! — these pieces must live for ever. But do re- peat to me the ' Farmer's Ingle' once .more." We read, one by one, all the poems in the Magazine, dwelling on each stanza, and expatiating on every recollec- tion of home which the images awakened. My companion was, like his brother, a kind, open-hearted man, of superior intellect ; much less prone to despondency, however, and of a more equal temperament. Ere we parted, which was not until next morning, he had communicated to me all his plans for the future, and all his fondly-cherished hopes of return- 28 TALES AND SKETCHES. ing to Scotland with wealth enough to be of use to his friends. He seemed to be one of those universal geniuses who do a thousand things well, but want steadiness enough to turn any of them to good account. He showed me a trea- tise on the use of the sword, which he had just prepared for the press, and a series of letters on the stamp act, which had appeared from time to time in one of the Boston newspapers, and in which he had taken part with the Americans. " I make a good many dollars in these stirring times," he said. " All the Yankees seem to be of opinion that they will be best heard across the water when they have got arms in their hands, and have learned how to use them ; and I know a little of both the sword and the musket. But the warlike spirit is frightfully thirsty, somehow, and consumes a world of rum ; and so I have not yet begun to make rich." He shared with me his supper and bed for the night ; and, after rising in the morning ere I awoke, and writing a long letter for Bobert, which he gave me in the hope I might soon meet with him, he accompanied me to the vessel, then on the eve of sailing, and we parted, as it proved, for ever. I know nothing of his after-life, or how or where it terminated ; but I have learned that, shortly before the death of his gifted brother, his circumstances enabled him to send his mother a small remittance for the use of the family. He was evidently one of the kind-hearted, improvident few who can share a very little, and whose destiny it is to have only a very little to share. RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. 29 CHAPTER V. O, Ferguson ! thy glorious parts 111 suited law's dry, musty arts ! My curse upon your whunstane hearts, Ye Embrugh gentry ! The tithe o' what ye waste at cartes Wad stow'd his pantry ! — Burns. I visited Edinburgh for the first time in the latter part of the autumn of 1773, about two months after I had sailed from Boston. It was on a fine calm morning, — one of those clear sunshiny mornings of October when the gossamer goes sailing about in long cottony threads, so light and fleecy that they seem the skeleton remains of extinct cloudlets, and when the distant hills, with their covering of gray frost rime, seem, through the clear close atmosphere, as if chiselled in marble. The sun was rising over the town through a deep blood-coloured haze, — the smoke of a thousand fires ; and the huge fantastic piles of masonry that stretched along the ridge looked dim and spectral through the cloud, like the ghosts of an army of giants. I felt half a foot taller as I strode on towards the town. It was Edinburgh I was approaching, — the scene of so many proud associations to a lover of Scot- land ; and I was going to meet, as an early friend, one of the first of Scottish poets. I entered the town. There was a book-stall in a corner of the street ; and I turned aside for half a minute to glance my eye over the books. " Ferguson's Poems ! " I exclaimed, taking up a little 30 TALES AND SKETCHES. volume. " I was not aware they had appeared in a separate form. How do you sell this ?" " Just like a' the ither booksellers," said the man who kept the stall, — " that's nane o' the buiks that come doun in a hurry, — just for the marked selling price." I threw down the in one}-. " Could you tell me anything of the writer ?" I said. " I have a letter for him from America." " Oh, that'll be frae his brother Henry, I'll wad ; a clever chield too, but ower fond o' the drap drink, maybe, like Rob himsel'. Baith o' them fine humane chields though, without a grain o' pride. Rob takes a stan' wi' me some- times o' half an hour at a time, an' we clatter ower the buiks ; an', if I'm no mista'en, yon's him just yonder, — the thin, pale slip o' a lad wi' the broad brow. Ay, an' he's just comin' this way." "Anything new to-day, Thomas?" said the young man, coming up to the stall. " I want a cheap second-hand copy of Ramsay's ' Evergreen ;' and, like a good man as you are, you must just try and find it for me." Though considerably altered, — for he was taller and thin- ner than when at college, and his complexion had assumed a deep sallow hue, — I recognised him at once, and presented him with the letter. " Ah, from brother Henry," he said, breaking it open, and glancing his eye over the contents. " What ! old college chum, Mr Lindsay /" he exclaimed, turning to me. " Yes, sure enough ; how happy I am we should have met ! Come this way ; — let us get out of the streets." We passed hurriedly through the Canongate and along RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. 31 the front of Holy rood House, and were soon in the King's Park, which seemed this morning as if left to ourselves. " Dear me, and this is you yourself! — and we have again met, Mr Lindsay!" said Ferguson: "I thought we were never to meet more. Nothing, for a long time, has made me half so glad. And so you have been a sailor for the last four years. Do let us sit down here in the warm sunshine, beside St Anthony's Well, and tell me all your story, and how you happened to meet with brother Henry." We sat down, and I briefly related, at his bidding, all that had befallen me since we had parted at St Andrews, and how I was still a common sailor ; but, in the main, per- haps, not less happy than many who commanded a fleet. " Ah, you have been a fortunate fellow," he said ; " you have seen much and enjoyed much; and I have been rust- ing in unhappiness at home. Would that I had gone to sea along with you !" " Nay, now, that won't do," I replied. " But you are merely taking Bacon's method of blunting the edge of envy. You have scarcely yet attained the years of mature man- hood, and yet your name has gone abroad over the whole length and breadth of the land, and over many other lands besides. I have cried over your poems three thousand miles away, and felt all the prouder of my country for the sake of my friend. And yet you would fain persuade me that you wish the charm reversed, and that you were just such an obscure salt-water man as myself!" "You remember," said my companion, "the story of the half-man, half-marble prince of the Arabian tale. One part was a living creature, one part a stone ; but the parts were 32 TALES AND SKETCHES. incorporated, and the mixture was misery. I am just such a poor unhappy creature as the enchanted prince of the story." " You surprise and distress me," I rejoined. " Have you not accomplished all you so fondly purposed, — realized even your warmest wishes 1 And this, too, in early life. Your most sanguine hopes pointed but to a name, which you yourself perhaps was never to hear, but which was to dwell on men's tongues when the grave had closed over you. And now the name is gained, and you live to enjoy it, I see the living part of your lot, and it seems instinct with happiness ; but in what does the dead, the stony part, consist ?" He shook his head, and looked up mournfully in my face : there was a pause of a few seconds. " You, Mr Lindsay," he at length replied, — " you, who are of an equable, steady temperament, can know little from experience of the un- happiness of the man who lives only in extremes, — who is either madly gay or miserably depressed. Try and realize the feelings of one whose mind is like a broken harp, — all the medium tones gone, and only the higher and lower left ; of one, too, whose circumstances seem of a piece with his mind, who can enjoy the exercise of his better powers, and yet can only live by the monotonous drudgery of copy- ing page after page in a clerk's office ; of one who is con- tinually either groping his way amid a chill melancholy fog of nervous depression, or carried headlong by a wild gaiety to all which his better judgment would instruct him to avoid ; of one who, when he indulges most in the pride of superior intellect, cannot away with the thought that that RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. 33 intellect is on the eve of breaking up, and that he must yet rate infinitely lower in the scale of rationality than any of the nameless thousands who carry on the ordinary concerns of life around him." I was grieved and astonished, and knew not what to answer. " You are in a gloomy mood to-day," I at length said ; — " you are immersed in one of the fogs you describe ; and all the surrounding objects take a tinge of darkness from the medium through which you survey them. Come, now, you must make an exertion, and shake off your melancholy. 1 have told you all my story as I best could, and you must tell me all yours in return." " Well," he replied, " I shall, though it mayn't be the best way in the world of dissipating my melancholy. I think I must have told you, when at college, that I had a maternal uncle of considerable wealth, and, as the world goes, respectability, who resided in Aberdeenshire. He was placed on what one may term the table-land of society : and my poor mother, whose recollections of him were limited to a period when there is warmth in the feelings of the most ordinary minds, had hoped that he would willingly exert his influence in my behalf. Much, doubtless, depends on one's setting out in life ; and it would have been something to have been enabled to step into it from a level like that occu- pied by my relative. I paid him a visit shortly after leaving college, and met with apparent kindness. But I can see beyond the surface, Mr Lindsay, and I soon saw that my uncle was entirely a different man from the brother whom my mother remembered. He had risen, by a course of slow industry, from comparative poverty, and his feelings had c 34 TALES AND SKETCHES. worn out in the process. The character was case-hardened all over j and the polish it bore — for I have rarely met a .smoother man — seemed no improvement. He was, in brief, one of the class content to dwell for ever in mere decencies, with consciences made up of the conventional moralities, who think by precedent, bow to public opinion as their god, and estimate merit by its weight in guineas." " And so your visit," I said, " was a very brief one V " You distress me," he replied ; — " it should have been so ; but it was not. But what could I do 1 Ever since my father's death I had been taught to consider this man as my natural guardian, and I was now unwilling to part with my last hope. But this is not all. Under much apparent activity, my friend, there is a substratum of apathetical in- dolence in my disposition : I move rapidly when in motion; but when at rest, there is a dull inertness in the character, which the will, when unassisted by passion, is too feeble to overcome. Poor, weak creature that I am ! I had sitten clown by my uncle's fireside, and felt unwilling to rise. Pity me, my friend, — I deserve your pity; but Oh! do not despise me." " Forgive me, Mr Ferguson," I said ; " I have given you pain, but surely most unwittingly." " I am ever a fool," he continued. " But my story lags ; and, surely, there is little in it on which it were pleasure to dwell. I sat at this man's table for six months, and saw, day after day, his manner towards me becoming more con- strained, and his politeness more cold ; and yet I staid on, till at last my clothes were worn threadbare, and he began to feel that the shabbinesss of the nephew affected the re- RECOLLECTIOXS OF FEKGUSOX. 35 spectability of the uncle. His friend the soap-boiler, and his friend the oil-merchant, and his friend the manager of the hemp manufactory, with their wives and daughters, — all people of high standing in the world, — occasionally honoured his table with their presence ; and how could he be other than ashamed of mine ? It vexes me that I cannot even yet be cool on the subject, — it vexes me that a creature so sordid should have so much power to move me; but I can- not, I cannot master my feelings. He — he told me — and with whom should the blame rest, but with the weak, spirit- less thing who lingered on in mean, bitter dependence, to hear what he had to tell 1 — he told me that all his friends were respectable, and that my appearance was no longer that of a person whom he could wish to see at his table, or introduce to any one as his nephew. And I had staid to hear all this ! " I can hardly tell you how I got home. I travelled, stage after stage, along the rough dusty roads, with a weak and feverish body, and almost despairing mind. On meeting with my mother, I could have laid my head on her bosom, and cried like a child. I took to my bed in a high fever, and trusted that all my troubles were soon to terminate ; but when the die was cast, it turned up life. I resumed my old miserable employments, — for what could I else 1 — and, that I might be less unhappy in the prosecution of them, my old amusements too. I copied during the day in a clerk's onice that I might live, and wrote during the night that I might be known. And I have in part, perhaps, attained my object. I have pursued and caught hold of the shadow on which my heart had been so long set ; and if it 36 TALES AND SKETCHES. prove empty, and untangible, and unsatisfactory, like every other shadow, the blame surely must rest with the pursuer, — not with the thing pursued. I weary you, Mr Lindsay; but one word more. There are hours when the mind, weakened by exertion, or by the teasing monotony of an employment which tasks without exercising it, can no longer exert its powers, and when, feeling that sociality is a law of our nature, we seek the society of our fellow-men. With a creature so much the sport of impulse as I am, it is of these hours of weakness that conscience takes most note. God help me ! I have been told that life is short ; but it stretches on, and on, and on before me ; and I know not how it is to be passed through." My spirits had so sunk during this singular conversation, that I had no heart to reply. " You are silent, Mr Lindsay," said the poet ; "I have made you as melancholy as myself; but look around you, and say if ever you have seen a lovelier spot. See how richly the yellow sunshine slants along the green sides of Arthur's Seat ; and how the thin blue smoke, that has come floating from the town, fills the bottom of yonder grassy dell, as if it were a little lake ! Mark, too, how boldly the cliffs stand out along its sides, each with its little patch of shadow. And here, beside us, is St Anthony's "Well, so famous in song, coming gushing out to the sunshine, and then gliding away through the grass like a snake. Had the Deity purposed that man should be miserable, he would surely never have placed him in so fair a world. Perhaps much of our unhappiness originates in our mistaking our proper scope, and thus setting out from the first with a false aim." RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. 61 " Unquestionably," I replied, " there is no man who has not some part to perform ; and if it be a great and uncom- mon part, and the powers which fit him for it proportionably great and uncommon, nature would be in error could he slight it with impunity. See, there is a wild bee bending the flower beside you. Even that little creature has a capa- city of happiness and misery : it derives its sense of pleasure from whatever runs in the line of its instincts, — its experience of unhappiness, from whatever thwarts and opposes them ; and can it be supposed that so wise a law should regulate the instincts of only inferior creatures 1 No, my friend; it is surely a law of our nature also." "And have you not something else to infer 1 ?" said the poet. " Yes," I replied; " that you are occupied differently from what the scope and constitution of your mind demand, — differently both in your hours of employment and of relaxa- tion. But do take heart ; you will yet find your proper place, and all shall be well." " Alas ! no, my friend," said he, rising from the sward. " I could once entertain such a hope ; but I cannot now. My mind is no longer what it was to me in my happier days, — a sort of terra incognita, without bounds or limits. I can see over and beyond it, and have fallen from all my hopes regarding it. It is not so much the gloom of present cir- cumstances that disheartens me, as a depressing knowledge of myself, — an abiding conviction that I am a weak dreamer, unfitted for every occupation of life, and not less so for the greater employments of literature than for any of the others. I feel that I am a little man and a little poet, with barely 38 TALES AND SKETCHES. vigour enough to make one half-effort at a time, but wholly devoid of the sustaining will, — that highest faculty of the highest order of minds, — which can direct a thousand vigo- rous efforts to the accomplishment of one important ob- ject. Would that I could exchange my half-celebrity, — and it can never be other than a half-celebrity, — for a temper as equable and a fortitude as unshrinking as yours ! But I weary you with my complaints : I am a very coward : and you will deem me as selfish as I am weak." We parted. The poet, sadly and unwillingly, went to copy deeds in the office of the commissary-clerk ; and I, almost reconciled to obscurity and hard labour, to assist in unlading a Baltic trader in the harbour of Leith. CHAPTEPv YI. Speech without aim, and without end employ. — Ceabbe. After the lapse of nine months, I again returned to Edin- burgh. During that period I had been so shut out from literature and the world, that I had heard nothing of my friend the poet ; and it was with a beating heart I left the vessel, on my first leisure evening, to pay him a visit. It was about the middle of July. The clay had been close and sultry, and the heavens overcharged with gray ponderous clouds ; and as I passed hurriedly along the walk which leads from Leith to Edinburgh, I could hear the newly-awakened RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. 39 thunder, bellowing far in the south, peal after peal, like the artillery of two hostile armies. I reached the door of the poet's humble domicile, and had raised my hand to the knocker, when I heard some one singing from within, in a voice by far the most touchingly mournful I had ever listened to. The tones struck on my heart ; and a frightful suspicion crossed my mind, as I set down the knocker, that the singer was no other than my friend. But in what wretched cir- cumstances ! — what fearful state of mind ! I shuddered as I listened, and heard the strain waxing louder and yet more mournful, and could distinguish that the words were those of a simple old ballad, — O, Marti'mas wind, when wilt thou blaw, An' shake the green leaves aff the tree ? 0, gentle death, when wilt thou come, An' tak a life that wearies me V I could listen no longer, but raised the latch and went in. The evening was gloomy, and the apartment ill-lighted ; but I could see the singer, a spectral-looking figure, sitting on a bed in the corner, with the bed-clothes wrapped round his shoulders, and a napkin deeply stained with blood on his head. An elderly female, who stood beside him, was striving to soothe him, and busied from time to time in adjusting the clothes, which were ever and anon falling off as he nodded his head in time to the music. A young girl of great beauty sat weeping at the bed-foot. " Oh, dearest Robert," said the woman, " you will destroy your poor head ; and Margaret, your sister, whom you used to love so much, will break her heart. Do lie down, dearest, and take a little rest. Your head is fearfully gashed ; and if 40 TALES AND SKETCHES. the bandages loose a second time, you will bleed to death. Do, dearest Robert, for your poor old mother, to whom you were always so kind and dutiful a son till now, — for your poor old mother's sake, do lie down." The song ceased for a moment, and the tears came burst- ing from my eyes as the tune changed, and he again sang, — 0, mither dear, make ye my bed, For my heart it's fiichterin' sair ; An', Oh ! gin I've vex'd ye, mither dear, I'll never vex ye mair. I've staid ar'out the lang dark nicht, I' the sleet an' the plashy rain ; But, mither dear, make ye my bed, An' I'll ne'er gang out again. " Dearest, dearest Robert," continued the poor, heart- broken woman, " do lie down, — for your poor old mother's sake, do lie down." " No, no," he exclaimed, in a hurried voice, " not just now, mother, not just now. Here is my friend Mr Lindsay come to see me, — my true friend, Mr Lindsay the sailor, who has sailed all round and round the world ; and I have much, much to ask him. A chair, Margaret, for Mr Lindsay. I must be a preacher like John Knox, you know, — like the great John Knox, the reformer of a nation, — and Mr Lind- say knows all about him. A chair, Margaret, for Mi- Lindsay." I am not ashamed to say, it was with tears, and in a voice faltering with emotion, that I apologized to the poor woman for my intrusion at such a time. Were it otherwise, I might well conclude my heart grown hard as a piece of the nether millstone. ^COLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. 41 " I had known Robert at college," I said, — " had loved and respected him ; and had now come to pay him a visit, after an absence of several months, wholly unprepared for finding him in his present condition." And it would seem that my tears pled for me, and proved to the poor afflicted woman and her daughter by far the most efficient part of my apology. " All my friends have left me now, Mr Lindsay," said the unfortunate poet, — " they have all left me now ■ they love this present world. We were all going down, down, down ; there was the roll of a river behind us ; it came bursting over the high rocks, roaring, rolling, foaming, down upon us ; and, though the fog was thick and dark below, — far below, in the place to which we were going, — I could see the red fire shining through, — the red, hot, unquenchable fire ; and we were all going down, down, down. Mother, mother, tell Mr Lindsay I am going to be put on my trials to-morrow. Careless creature that I am : life is short, and I have lost much time ; but I am going to be put on my trials to-mor- row, and shall come forth a preacher of the Word." The thunder which had hitherto been muttering at a distance, — each peal, how r ever, nearer and louder than the preceding one, — now began to roll over-head, and the light- ning, as it passed the window, to illumine every object within. The hapless poet stretched out his thin, wasted arm, as if ad- dressing a congregation from the pulpit. "There were the flashings of lightning," he said, "and the roll of thunder ; and the trumpet waxed louder and louder. And around the summit of the mountain were the foldings of thick clouds, and the shadow fell brown and dark ■i'2 TALES AND SKETCHES. over the wide expanse of the desert. And the wild beasts lay trembling in their dens. But, lo ! where the sun breaks through the opening of the cloud, there is the glitter of tents, — the glitter of ten thousand tents, — that rise over the sandy waste, thick as waves of the sea. And there, there is the voice of the dance, and of the revel, and the winding of horas, and the clash of cymbals. Oh, sit nearer me, dearest mother, for the room is growing dark, dark ; and, Oh, my poor head ! The lady sat on the castle wa', Looked owre baifch dale and down, And then she spied Gil-Morice head Come steering through the town. Do, dearest mother, put your cool hand on my brow, and do hold it fast ere it part. How fearfully, — Oh, how fearfully it aches ! — and Oh, how it thunders !" He sunk backward on the pillow, apparently exhausted. "Gone, gone, gone,"' he muttered, — " my mind gone for ever. But God's will be done." I rose to leave the room ; for I could restrain my feelings no longer. " Stay, Mr Lindsay," said the poet, in a feeble voice ; " I hear the rain dashing on the pavement ; you must not go till it abates. Would that you could pray beside me ! But no ; you are not like the dissolute companions who have now all left me, but you are not yet fitted for that ; and, alas ! I cannot pray for myself. Mother, mother, see that there be prayers at my lykewake ; for, — Her lykewake, it was piously spent In social prayer and praise, Performed by judicious men, Who stricken were in days. KEC0LLECTI0NS OF FERGUSON". 43 And many a heavy, heavy heart, Was in that mournful place ; And many a weary, weary thought, On her who slept in peace. They will come all to my lykewake, mother, won't they ? Yes, all, though they have left me now. Yes, and they will come far to see my grave. I was poor, very poor, you know, and they looked down upon me ■ and I was no son or cousin of theirs, and so they could do nothing for me. Oh, but they might have looked less coldly ! But they will all come to my grave, mother : they will come all to my grave ; and they will say, — ' Would he were living now, to know how kind we are ! ' But they will look as coldly as ever on the living poet beside them, — yes, till they have broken his heart ; and then they will go to his grave too. Oh, dearest mother, do lay your cool hand on my brow." He lay silent and exhausted, and in a few minutes I could hope, from the hardness of his breathing, that he had fallen asleep. " How long," I inquired of his sister, in a low whisper, " has Mr Ferguson been so unwell, and what has injured his head 1" " Alas ! " said the girl, " my brother has been unsettled in mind for nearly the last six months. We first knew it one evening on his coming home from the country, where he had been for a few days with a friend. He burnt a large heap of papers that he had been employed on for weeks before, — songs and poems that, his friends say, were the finest things he ever wrote ; but he burnt them all, for he was going to be a preacher of the Word, he said, and it did not become 44 TALES AND SKETCHES. a preacher of the Word to be a writer of light rhymes. And Oh, Sir ! his mind has been carried ever since ; but he has been always gentle and affectionate, and his sole delight has lain in reading the Bible. Good Dr Erskine, of the Gray- friars, often comes to our house, and sits with him for hours together : for there are times when his mind seems stronger than ever ; and he says wonderful things, that seem to hover, the minister says, between the extravagance natural to his present sad condition, and the higher flights of a philosophic genius. And we had hoped that he was getting better ; but Oh, Sir, our hopes have had a sad ending. He went out, a few evenings ago, to call on an old acquaintance ; and, in descending a stair, missed footing, and fell to the bottom ; and his head has been fearfully injured by the stones. He has been just as you have seen him ever since ; and Oh, I much fear he cannot now recover. Alas ! my poor brother ! — never, never was there a more affectionate heart." CHAPTER VII. A lowly muse ! She sings of reptiles yet in song unknown. I returned to the vessel with a heavy heart ; and it was nearly three months from this time ere I again set foot in Edinburgh. Alas for my unfortunate friend ! He was now an inmate of the asylum, and on the verge of dissolu- tion. I was thrown by accident, shortly after my arrival RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. 45 at this time, into the company of one of his boon com- panions. I had gone into a tavern with a brother sailor, a shrewd, honest skipper, from the north country ; and find- ing the place occupied by half-a-dozen young fellows, who were growing noisy over their liquor, I would have imme- diately gone out again, had I not caught, in the passing, a few words regarding my friend. And so, drawing to a side- table, I sat down. " Believe me," said one of the topers, a dissolute-looking young man, " it's all over with Bob Ferguson, — all over ; and I knew it from the moment he grew religious. Had old Brown tried to convert me, I would have broken his face." What Brown?" inquired one of his companions. " Ts that all you know ?" rejoined the other. " Why, John Brown of Haddington, the Seceder. Bob was at Had- dington last year at the election ; and one morning, when in the horrors, after holding a rum night of it, who should he meet in the churchyard but old John Brown. He writes you know, a big book on the Bible. Well, he lectured Bob at a pretty rate about election and the call, I suppose ; and the poor fellow has been mad ever since. Your health, Jamie. For my own part, I'm a freewill man, and detest all cant and humbug." "And what has come of Ferguson now?" asked one of the others. " Oh, mad, Sir, mad," rejoined the toper, — " reading the Bible all day, and cooped up in the asylum yonder. 'Twas I who brought him to it. But, lads, the glass has been standing for the last half-hour. 'Twas I and Jack Robinson 46 TALES AND SKETCHES. who brought him to it, as I say. He was getting wild; and so we got a sedan for Mm, and trumped up a story of an invitation for tea from a lady, and lie came with us as quietly as a lamb. But if you could have heard the shriek he gave when the chair stopped, and he saw where we had brought him ! I never heard anything half so horrible ; it rung in my ears for a week after ; and then, how the mad people in the upper rooms howled and gibbered in reply, till the very roof echoed ! People say he is getting better ; but when I last saw him, he was as religious as ever, and spoke so much about heaven, that it was uncomfortable to hear him. Great loss to his friends, after all the expense they have been at with his education." " You seem to have been intimate with Mr Ferguson," T said. " Oh, intimate with Bob !" he rejoined ; " we were hand and glove, man. I have sat with him in Lucky Middle- mass's almost every evening for two years ; and I have given him hints for some of the best things in his book. 'Twas I who tumbled down the cage in the Meadows, and began breaking the lamps. Ye who oft finish care in Lethe's cup, — Who love to swear and roar, and l-ccp it up,— List to a brother's voice, whose sole delight Is sleep all day, and riot all the night. There's spirit for you ! But Bob was never sound at bot- tom ; and I have told him so. ' Bob,' I have said, — ' Bob, you're but a hypocrite after all, man, — without half the spunk you pretend to. Why don't you take a pattern by me, who fear nothing, and believe only the agreeable 1 But, RECOLLECTIONS OF FERCU80N. 47 poor fellow, he had weak nerves, and a church-going pro- pensity that did him no good; and you see the effects. "Twas all nonsense, Tom, of his throwing the squib into the Glassite meeting-house. Between you and I, that was a cut far beyond him in his best days, poet as he was. 'Twas I who did it, man ; and never was there a cleaner row in Auld Beekie." " Heartless, contemptible puppy ! " said my comrade the sailor, as we left the room. " Your poor friend must be ill indeed if he be but half as insane as his quondam companion. But he cannot : there is no madness like that of the heart. What could have induced a man of genius to associate with a thing so thoroughly despicable?" " The same misery, Miller/' I said, " that briDgs a man acquainted with strange bed-fellows? CHAPTER VIII. 0, thou, my elder brother in misfortune, By far my elder brother in the muses, With tears I pity thy unhappy fate ! — BuENS. The asylum in which my unfortunate friend was confined, — at this time the only one in Edinburgh, — was situated in an angle of the city wall. It was a dismal-looking mansion, shut in on every side by the neighbouring houses, from the view of the surrounding country, and so effectually covered up from the nearer street by a large building in front, that 48 TALES AND SKETCHES. it seemed possible enough to pass a lifetime in Edinburgh without coming to the knowledge of its existence. I shud- dered as I looked up to its blackened walls, thinly sprinkled with miserable-looking windows, barred with iron ; and thought of it as a sort of burial-place of dead minds. But it was a Golgotha which, with more than the horrors of the grave, had neither its rest nor its silence. I was startled, as I entered the cell of the hapless poet, by a shout of laughter from a neighbouring room, which was answered from a dark recess behind me by a fearfully-prolonged shriek, and the clanking of chains. The mother and sister of Fer- guson were sitting beside his pallet, on a sort of stone-settle, which stood out from the wall ; and the poet himself, — weak, and exhausted, and worn to a shadow, but apparently in his right mind, — lay extended on the straw. He made an at- tempt to rise as I entered ; but the effort was above his strength, and, again lying down, he extended his hand. " This is kind, Mr Lindsay," he said ■ " it is ill for me to be alone in these days ; and yet I have few visitors, save my poor old mother and Margaret. But who cares for the unhappy V I sat down on the settle beside him, still retaining his hand. " I have been at sea, and in foreign countries," I said, " since I last saw you, Mr Ferguson, and it was only this morning I returned ; but, believe me, there are many, many of your countrymen who sympathize sincerely in your affliction, and take a warm interest in your recovery." He sighed deeply. " Ah," he replied, " I know too well the nature of that sympathy. You never find it at the bed- side of the sufferer : it evaporates in a few barren expres- RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. 49 sions of idle pity ; and yet, after all, it is but a paying the poet in kind. He calls so often on the world to sympathize over fictitious misfortune, that the feeling wears out, and becomes a mere mood of the imagination ; and with this light, attenuated pity, of his own weaving, it regards his own real sorrows. Dearest mother, the evening is damp and chill. Do gather the bed-clothes around me, and sit on my feet : they are so very cold, and so dead, that they cannot be colder a week hence." " Oh, Robert, why do you speak so T said the poor woman, as she gathered the clothes around him, and sat on his feet. " You know you are coming home to-morrow." " To-morrow !" he said : "if I see to-morrow, I shall have completed my twenty-fourth year, — a small part, surely, of the threescore and ten ; but what matters it when 'tis pastf " You were ever, my friend, of a melancholy tempera- ment," I said, "and too little disposed to hope. Indulge in brighter views of the future, and all shall yet be well." " I can now hope that it shall," he said. " Yes ; all shall be well with me, — and that very soon. But Oh, how this nature of ours shrinks from dissolution ! — yes, and all the lower natures too. You remember, mother, the poor star- ling that was killed in the room beside us ? Oh, how it struggled with its ruthless enemy, and filled the whole place with its shrieks of terror and agony! And yet, poor little thing, it had been true, all life long, to the laws of its na- ture, and had no sins to account for, and no Judge to meet. There is a shrinking of heart as I look before me ; and yet I can hope that all shall yet be well with me, and that very D 50 TALES AND SKETCHES. soon. Would that I had been wise in time ! Would that I had thought more and earlier of the things which pertain to my eternal peace ! — more of a living soul, and less of a dying name ! But Oh ! 'tis a glorious provision, through which a way of return is opened up, even at the eleventh hour." We sat round him in silence. An indescribable feeling of awe pervaded my whole mind ; and his sister was affected to tears. " Margaret," he said, in a feeble voice, — " Margaret, you will find my Bible in yonder little recess : 'tis all I have to leave you; but keep it, dearest sister, and use it, and in times of sorrow and suffering, that come to all, you will know how to prize the legacy of your poor brother. Many, many books do well enough for life ; but there is only one of any value when we come to die. " You have been a voyager of late, Mr Lindsay," he con- tinued, "and I have been a voyager too. I have been journeying in darkness and discomfort, amid strange un- earthly shapes of dread and horror, with no reason to direct, and no will to govern. Oh, the unspeakable unhappiness of these wanderings ! — these dreams of suspicion, and fear, and hatred, in which shadow and substance, the true and the false, were so wrought up and mingled together, that they formed but one fantastic and miserable whole. And Oh, the unutterable horror of every momentary return to a recollec- tion of what I had been once, and a sense of what I had become ! Oh, when I awoke amid the terrors of the night, — when I turned me on the rustling straw, and heard the wild wail, and yet wilder laugh, — when I heard, and shud- dered, and then felt the demon in all his might coming over RECOLLECTIONS OF FERGUSON. 51 me, till I laughed and wailed with the others, — Oh, the misery ! the utter misery ! But 'tis over, my friend, — 'tis all over. A few, few tedious days, — a few, few weary nights, — and all my sufferings shall be over." I had covered my face with my hands, but the tears came bursting through my fingers. The mother and sister of the poet sobbed aloud. " Why sorrow for me, sirs ?" he said ; " why grieve for me ? I am well, quite well, and want for nothing. But 'tis cold ; Oh, 'tis very cold, and the blood seems freezing at my heart. Ah, but there is neither pain nor cold where I am going, and I trust it shall be well with my soul ! Dearest, dearest mother, I always told you it would come to this at last." The keeper had entered, to intimate to us that the hour for locking up the cells was already past ; and we now rose to leave the place. I stretched out my hand to my unfor- tunate friend. He took it in silence ; and his thin, attenuated fingers felt cold within my grasp, like those of a corpse. His mother stooped down to embrace him. " Oh, do not go yet, mother," he said, — " do not go yet, — do not leave me. But it must be so, and I only distress you. Pray for me, dearest mother, and Oh, forgive me. I have been a grief and a burden to you all life long ; but I ever loved you, mother ; and, Oh, you have been kind, kind, and forgiving ; and now your task is over. May God bless and reward you ! Margaret, dearest Margaret, farewell !" We parted, and, as it proved, for ever. Robert Ferguson expired during the night ; and when the keeper entered the cell next morning, to prepare him for quitting the 52 TALES AND SKETCHES. asylum, all that remained of this most hapless of the chil- dren of genius was a pallid and wasted corpse, that lay stiffening on the straw. I am now a very old man, and the feelings wear out ; but I find that my heart is even yet sus- ceptible of emotion, and that the source of tears is not yet dried up. RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. 53 EECOLLECTIONS OF BUBNS. CHAPTER I. Wear we not graven on our hearts The name of Eobert Burns ? — American Poet. The degrees shorten as we proceed from the higher to the lower latitudes : the years seem to shorten in a much greater ratio as we pass onward through life. We are almost dis- posed to question whether the brief period of storms and foul weather that floats over us with such dream-like rapi- dity, and the transient season of flowers and sunshine that seems almost too short for enjoyment, be at all identical with the long summers, and still longer winters, of our boyhood, when day after day, and week after week, stretched away in dim perspective, till lost in the obscurity of an almost in- conceivable distance. Young as I was, I had already passed the period of life when we wonder how it is that the years should be described as short and fleeting; and it seemed as if I had stood but yesterday beside the deathbed of the unfortunate Ferguson, though the flowers of four summers and the snows of four winters had now been shed over his 54 TALES AND SKETCHES. My prospects in life had begun to brighten. I served in the capacity of mate in a large West India trader, the master of which, an elderly man of considerable wealth, was on the eve of quitting the sea ; and the owners had already deter- mined that I should succeed him in the charge. But fate had ordered it otherwise. Our seas were infested at this period by American privateers, — prime sailors and strongly armed ; and, when homeward bound from Jamaica with a valuable cargo, we were attacked and captured, when within a day's sailing of Ireland, by one of the most formidable of the class. Yain as resistance might have been deemed, — for the force of the American was altogether overpowering, — and though our master, poor old man ! and three of the crew, had fallen by the first broadside, we had yet stood stiffly by our guns, and were only overmastered when, after falling foul of the enemy, we were boarded by a party of thrice our strength and number. The Americans, irritated by our re- sistance, proved on this occasion no generous enemies : we were stripped and heavily ironed, and, two days after, were set ashore on the wild coast of Connaught, without a single change of dress, or a single sixpence to bear us by the way. I was sitting, on the following night, beside the turf-fire of a hospitable Irish peasant, when a seafaring man, whom I had sailed with about two years before, entered the cabin. The meeting was equally unexpected on either side. My acquaintance was the master of a smuggling lugger then on the coast ; and on acquainting him with the details of my disaster, and the state of destitution to which it had reduced me, he kindly proposed that I should accompany him on his voyage to the west coast of Scotland, for which he was then RECOLLECTIONS OF BUHNS. 55 on the eve of sailing. " Yon will run some little risk," he said, "as the companion of a man who has now been thrice outlawed for firing on his Majesty's flag ; but I know your proud heart will prefer the danger of bad company, at its worst, to the alternative of begging your way home." He judged rightly. Before daybreak we had lost sight of land ; and in four days more, we could discern the precipitous shores of Carrick stretching in a dark line along the horizon, and the hills of the interior rising thin and blue behind, like a volume of clouds. A considerable part of our cargo, which consisted mostly of tea and spirits, was consigned to an Ayr trader, who had several agents in the remote parish of Kirkoswald, which at this period afforded more facilities for carrying on the contraband trade than any other on the western coast of Scotland ; and in a rocky bay of the parish we proposed unlading on the following night. It was neces- sary, however, that the several agents, who were yet ignorant of our arrival, should be prepared to meet with us ; and on volunteering my service for the purpose, I was landed near the ruins of the ancient castle of Turnberry, once the seat of Robert the Bruce. I had accomplished my object. It was evening, and a party of countrymen were sauntering among the cliffs, wait- ing for nightfall and the appearance of the lugger. There are splendid caverns on the coast of Kirkoswald ; and, to while away the time, I had descended to the shore by a broken and precipitous path, with a view of exploring what are termed the Caves of Colzean, by far the finest in this part of Scotland. The evening was of great beauty : the sea spread out from the cliffs to the far horizon, like the sea of 56 TALES AND SKETCHES. gold and crystal described by the prophet; and its warm orange hues so harmonized with those of the sky, that, pass- ing over the dimly-defined line of demarcation, the whole upper and nether expanse seemed but one glorious firmament, with the dark Ailsa, like a thunder-cloud, sleeping in the midst. The sun was hastening to his setting, and threw his strong red light on the wall of rock which, loftier and more imposing than the walls of even the mighty Babylon, stretched onward along the beach, headland after headland, till the last sank abruptly in the far distance, and only the wide ocean stretched beyond. I passed along the insulated piles of cliff that rise thick along the bases of the precipices, — now in sunshine, now in shadow, — till I reached the open- ing of one of the largest caves. The roof rose more than fifty feet over my head ; a broad stream of light, that seemed redder and more fiery from the surrounding gloom, slanted inwards; and, as I paused in the opening, my shadow, length- ened and dark, fell athwart the floor, — a slim and narrow bar of black, — till lost in the gloom of the inner recess. There was a wild and uncommon beauty in the scene, that power- fully affected the imagination ; and I stood admiring it, in that delicious dreamy mood in which one can forget all but the present enjoyment, when I was roused to a recollection of the business of the evening by the sound of a footfall echoing from within. It seemed approaching by a sort of cross passage in the rock ; and in a moment after, a young- man, — one of the country people whom I had left among the cliffs above, — stood before me. He wore a broad Lowland bonnet, and his plain homely suit of coarse russet seemed to bespeak him a peasant of perhaps the poorest class ; but as RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. 57 he emerged from the gloom, and the red light fell full on his eountenanee, I saw an indescribable something in the expres- sion, that in an instant awakened my curiosity. He was rather above the middle size, of a frame the most muscular and compact I have almost ever seen ; and there was a blended mixture of elasticity and firmness in his tread, that, to one accustomed, as I had been, to estimate the physical capabilities of men, gave evidence of a union of immense per- sonal strength with great activity. My first idea regarding the stranger, — and I know not how it should have struck me, — was that of a very powerful frame, animated by a double portion of vitality. The red light shone full on his face, and gave a ruddy tinge to the complexion, which I afterwards found it wanted, for he was naturally of a darker hue than common ; but there was no mistaking the expression of the large flashing eyes, the features, that seemed so thoroughly cast in the mould of thought, and the broad, full, perpen- dicular forehead. Such, at least, was the impression on my mind, that I addressed him with more of the courtesy which my earlier pursuits had rendered familiar to me, than of the bluntness of my adopted profession. " This sweet evening," I said, " is by far too fine for our lugger : I ques- tion whether, in these calms, we need expect her before midnight. But 'tis well, since wait we must, that 'tis in a place where the hours may pass so agreeably." The stranger good-hum ouredly acquiesced in the remark; and we sat down together on the dry, water-worn pebbles, mixed with frag- ments of broken shells and minute pieces of wreck, that strewed the opening of the cave. 'Was there ever a lovelier evening!" he exclaimed. 58 TALES AND SKETCHES. " The waters above the firmament seem all of a piece with the waters below. And never, surely, was there a scene of wilder beauty. Only look inwards, and see how the stream of red light seems bounded by the extreme darkness, like a river by its banks, and how the reflection of the ripple goes waving in golden curls along the roof!" " I have been admiring the scene for the last half-hour," I said. " Shakspeare speaks of a music that cannot be heard ; and I have not yet seen a place where one might better learn to comment on the passage." Both the thought and the phrase seemed new to him. " A music that cannot be heard !" he repeated; and then, after a momentary pause, "You allude to the fact," he con- tinued, " that sweet music, and forms, such as these, of silent beauty and grandeur, awaken in the mind emotions of nearly the same class. There is something truly exquisite in the concert of to-night." I muttered a simple assent. " See," he continued, " how finely these insulated piles of rock, that rise in so many combinations of form along the beach, break and diversify the red light; and how the glossy leaves of the ivy glisten in the hollows of the precipices above ! And then, how the sea spreads away to the far ho- rizon, — a glorious pavement of crimson and gold ! and how the dark Ailsa rises in the midst, like the little cloud seen by the prophet ! The mind seems to enlarge, the heart to expand, in the contemplation of so much of beauty and grandeur. The soul asserts its due supremacy. And Oh, 'tis surely well that we can escape from those little cares of life which fetter down our thoughts, our hopes, our wishes, RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. 59 to the wants and the enjoyments of our animal existence ; and that, amid the grand and the sublime of nature, we may- learn from the spirit within us that we are better than the beasts that perish ! " I looked up to the animated countenance and flashing eyes of my companion, and wondered what sort of a peasant it was I had met with " Wild and beautiful as the scene is," I said, " you will find, even among those who arrogate to themselves the praise of wisdom and learning, men who re- gard such scenes as mere errors of nature. Burnet would have told you that a Dutch landscape, without hill, rock, or valley, must be the perfection of beauty, seeing that Paradise itself could have furnished nothing better." " I hold Milton as higher authority on the subject," said my companion, " than all the philosophers who ever wrote. Beauty in a tame unvaried flat, where a man would know his country only by the milestones ! A very Dutch Para- dise, truly !" " But would not some of your companions above," I asked, " deem the scene as much an error of nature as Burnet himself ? They could pass over these stubborn rocks neither plough nor harrow." " True," he replied ; " there is a species of small wisdom in the world, that often constitutes the extremest of its folly, — a wisdom that would change the entire nature of good, had it but the power, by vainly endeavouring to ren- der that good universal. It would convert the entire earth into one vast corn-field, and then find that it had ruined the species by its improvement." " We of Scotland can hardly be ruined in that way for an CO TALES AND SKETCHES. age to come," I said. " But I am Dot sure that I under- stand you. Alter the very nature of good in the attempt to render it universal ! How V " I daresay you have seen a graduated scale," said my companion, " exhibiting the various powers of the different musical instruments, and observed how some of limited scope cross only a few of the divisions, and how others stretch nearly from side to side. 'Tis but a poor truism, perhaps, to say that similar differences in scope and power obtain among men, — that there are minds who could not join in the concert of to-night, — who could see neither beauty nor grandeur amid these wild cliffs and caverns, or in that glorious expanse of sea and sky ; and that, on the other hand, there are minds so finely modulated, — minds that sweep so broadly across the scale of nature, — that there is no object, however minute, no breath of feeling, however faint, that does not awaken their sweet vibrations; — the snow-flake falling in the stream, the daisy of the field, the conies of the rock, the hysop of the wall. Now, the vast and various frame of nature is adapted, not to the lesser, but to the larger mind. It spreads on and around us in all its rich and mag- nificent variety, and finds the full portraiture of its Proteus- like beauty in the mirror of genius alone. Evident, how- ever, as this may seem, Ave find a sort of levelling principle in the inferior order of minds, and which, in fact, constitutes one of their grand characteristics, — a principle that would fain abridge the scale to their own narrow capabilities, — that would cut down the A^astness of nature to suit the littleness of their own conceptions and desires, and con- vert it into one tame, uniform, mediocre good, which would RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. Gl be good but to themselves alone, and ultimately not even that" " I think I can now understand yon," I said : " you de- scribe a sort of swinish wisdom, that would convert the world into one vast stye. For my own part, I have travelled far enough to know the value of a blue hill, and would not wil- lingly lose so much as one of these landmarks of our mother land, by which kindly hearts in distant countries love to re- member it." " I daresay Ave are getting fanciful," rejoined my compa- nion ; " but certainly, in man's schemes of improvement, both physical and moral, there is commonly a littleness, and want of adaptation to the general good, that almost always defeats his aims. He sees and understands but a minute portion ; — it is always some partial good he would introduce ; and thus he but destroys the just proportions of a nicely re- gulated system of things, by exaggerating one of the parts. I passed of late through a richly-cultivated district of coun- try, in which the agricultural improver had done his utmost. Never were there finer fields, more convenient steadings, crops of richer promise, a better regulated system of produc- tion. Corn and cattle had mightily improved ; but what had man, the lord of the soil, become 1 Is not the body better than food, and life than raiment 1 If that decline for which all other things exist, it surely matters little that all these other things prosper. And here, though the corn, the cattle, the fields, the steadings, had improved, man had sunk. There were but two classes in the district; — a few cold- hearted speculators, who united what is worst in the cha- racter of the landed proprietor and the merchant; — these 62 TALES AND SKETCHES. were young gentlemen farmers : and a class of degraded helots, little superior to the cattle they tended ; — these were your farm -servants. And for two such extreme classes, — necessary result of such a state of things, — had this unfor- tunate though highly eulogized district parted with a moral, intelligent, high-minded peasantry, — the true boast and true riches of their country." " I have, I think, observed something like what you de- scribe," I said. " I give," he replied, " but one instance of a thousand. But mark how the sun's lower disk has just reached the line of the horizon, and how the long level rule of light stretches to the very innermost recess of the cave. It darkens as the orb sinks. And see how the gauze-like shadows creep on from the sea, film after film ; and now they have reached the ivy that mantles round the castle of the Bruce. Are you acquainted with Barbour ?" " Well," I said ; — " a spirited, fine old fellow, who loved his country, and did much for it. I could once repeat all his chosen passages. Do you remember how he describes King Robert's rencounter with the English knight V My companion sat up erect, and, clenching his fist, began repeating the passage, with a power and animation that seemed to double its inherent energy and force. " Glorious old Barbour !" ejaculated he, when he had finished the description ; " many a heart has beat all the higher, when the bale-fires were blazing, through the tutor- age of thy noble verses ! Blind Harry, too, — what has not his country owed to him !" " Ah, they have long since been banished from our popu- RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. Go lar literature," I said ; " and yet Blind Harry's ' Wallace,' as Hailes tells us, was at one time the very Bible of the Scotch. But love of country seems to be getting old- fashioned among us \ and we have become philosophic enough to set up for citizens of the world." " All cold pretence," rejoined my companion, — " an effect of that small wisdom we hav r e just been decrying. Cosmo- politism, as we are accustomed to define it, can be no virtue of the present age, nor yet of the next, nor perhaps for cen- turies to come. Even when it shall have attained to its best, and when it may be most safely indulged in, it is ac- cording to the nature of man that, instead of running counter to the love of country, it should exist as but a wider diffusion of the feeling, and form, as it were, a wider circle round it. It is absurdity itself to oppose the love of our country to that of our race." " Do I rightly understand you ?" I said. " You look for- ward to a time when the patriot may safely expand into the citizen of the world ; but in the present age he would do well, you think, to confine his energies within the inner circle of country." " Decidedly," he rejoined : "man should love his species at all times ; but it is ill with him if, in times like the pre- sent, he loves not his country more. The spirit of war and aggression is yet abroad : there are laws to be established, rights to be defended, invaders to be repulsed, tyrants to be deposed. And who but the patriot is equal to these things ? We are not yet done with the Braces, the Wallaces, the Tells, the Washingtons, — yes, the Washingtons, whether they fight for or against us, — we are not yet done with them. The G4 TALES A^D SKETCHES. cosmopolite is but a puny abortion, — a birth ere the natural time, — that at once endangers the life and betrays the weak- ness of the country that bears him. Would that he were sleeping in his elements till his proper time ! But we are getting ashamed of our country, of our language, our man- ners, our music, our literature ; nor shall we have enough of the old spirit left us to assert our liberties or fight our battles. Oh for some Barbour or Blind Harry of the present day, to make us once more proud of our country !" I quoted the famous saying of Fletcher of Salton, — " Al- low me to make the songs of a country, and I will allow you to make its laws." " But here," I said, " is our lugger stealing round Turn- berry Head. We shall soon part, perhaps for ever ; and I would fain know with whom I have spent an hour so agree- ably, and have some name to remember him by. My own name is Matthew Lindsay. I am a native of Irvine." " And I," said the young man, rising and cordially grasp- ing the proffered hand, " am a native of Ayr. My name is Robert Burns." CHAPTER II. If friendless, low, we meet together, Then, Sir, your hand, — my friend and brother. Dedication to G. Hamilton. A light breeze had risen as the sun sank, and our lugger, with all her sails set, came sweeping along the shore. She had nearly gained the little bay in front of the cave, and RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. G5 the countrymen from above, to the number of perhaps twenty, had descended to the beach, when, all of a sudden, after a shrill whistle, and a brief half-minute of commotion among the crew, she wore round and stood out to sea. I turned to the south, and saw a square-rigged vessel shooting- out from behind one of the rocky headlands, and then bear- ing down in a long tack on the smuggler. " The sharks are upon us," said one of the countrymen, whose eyes had turned in the same direction : " we shall have no sport to- night." We stood lining the beach in anxious curiosity. The breeze freshened as the evening fell : and the lugger, as she lessened to our sight, went leaning against the foam in a long bright furrow, that, catching the last light of evening, shone like the milky way amid the blue. Occa- sionally we could see the flash and hear the booming of a gun from the other vessel ; but the night fell thick and dark ; the w r aves, too, began to lash against the rocks, drowning every feebler sound in a continuous roaring ; and every trace of both the chase and the chaser disappeared. The party broke up, and I was left standing alone on the beach, a little nearer home, but in every other respect in quite the same circumstances as when landed by my Ameri- can friends on the wild coast of Connaught. " Another of Fortune's freaks !" I ejaculated ; but 'tis well she can no longer surprise me." A man stepped out in the darkness, as I spoke, from be- side one of the rocks : it was the peasant Burns, my ac- quaintance of the earlier part of the evening. "I have waited, Mr Lindsay," he said, "to see whether some of the country folks here, who have homes of their own E 66 TALES AND SKETCHES. to invite you to, might not have brought you along with them. But I am afraid you must just be content to pass the night with me. I can give you a share of my bed and my supper, though both, I am aware, need many apologies. 1 ' I made a suitable acknowledgment, and we ascended the cliff together. " I live, when at home, with my parents," said my companion, " in the inland parish of Tarbolton ; but for the last two months I have attended school here, and lodge with an old widow-woman in the village. To-morrow, as harvest is fast approaching, I return to my father." "And I," I replied, "shall have the pleasure of accom- panying you in at least the early part of your journey, on my way to Irvine, where my mother still lives." We reached the village, and entered a little cottage, that presented its gable to the street, and its side to one of the narrower lanes. " I must introduce you to my landlady," said my com- panion, — "an excellent, kind-hearted old woman, with a fund of honest Scotch pride and shrewd good sense in her com- position, and with the mother as strong in her heart as ever, though she lost the last of her children more than twenty years ago." \Ye found the good woman sitting beside a small but very cheerful fire. The hearth was newly swept, and the floor newly sanded ; and, directly fronting her, there was an empty chair, which seemed to have been drawn to its place in the expectation of some one to fill it. " You are going to leave me, Robert, my bairn," said the woman, " an' I kenna how I sail ever get on without you. I have almost forgotten, Bin? you came to live with me, that RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. G7 I have neither children nor husband." On seeing me she stopped short. " An acquaintance," said my companion, " whom I have made bold to bring with me for the night ; but you must not put yourself to any trouble, mother : he is, I daresay, as much accustomed to plain fare as myself. Only, how- ever, we must get an additional pint of yill from the clachan ; you know this is my last evening with you, and was to be a merry one at any rate." The woman looked me full in the face. " Matthew Lindsay !" she exclaimed, — " can you have forgotten your poor old aunt Margaret ! I grasped her hand. " Dearest aunt, this is surely most unexpected ! How could I have so much as dreamed you were within a hun- dred miles of me '?" Mutual congratulation ensued. " This," she said, turning to my companion, " is the nephew I have so often told you about, and so often wished to bring you acquainted with. He is, like yourself, a great reader and a great thinker, and there is no need that your proud, kindly heart should be jealous of him ; for he has been ever quite as poor, and maybe the poorer of the two." After still more of greeting and congratulation, the young man rose. " The night is dark, mother," he said, " and the road to the clachan a rough one. Besides, you and your kinsman will have much to say to one another. I shall just slip out to the clachan for you ; and you shall both tell me, on my return, whether I am not a prime judge of ale." "The kindest heart, Matthew, that -ever lived," said my 68 TALES AND SKETCHES. relative, as he left the house. " Ever since he came to Kirk- oswald he has been both son and daughter to me, and I shall feel twice a widow when he goes away." " I am mistaken, aunt," I said, " if he be not the strongest minded man I ever saw. Be assured he stands high among the aristocracy of nature, whatever may be thought of him in Kirkoswald. There is a robustness of intellect, joined to an overmastering force of character, about him, which I have never yet seen equalled, though I have been intimate with at least one very superior mind, and with hundreds of the class who pass for men of talent, I have been thinking, ever since I met with him, of the William Tells and Wil- liam Wallaces of history, — men who, in those times of trouble which unfix the foundations of society, step out from their obscurity to rule the destiny of nations." " I was ill about a month [ago," said my relative, — " so very ill, that I thought I was to have done with the world altogether ; and Robert was both nurse and physician to me. He kindled my fire, too, every morning, and sat up beside me sometimes for the greater part of the night, What wonder I should love him as my own child 1 Had your cousin Henry been spared to me, he would now have been much about Robert's age." The conversation passed to other matters ; and in about half an hour my new friend entered the room, when we sat down to a homely but cheerful repast. " I have been engaged in argument for the last twenty minutes with our parish schoolmaster," he said, — "a shrewd, sensible man, and a prime scholar, but one of the most de- termined Calvinists I ever knew. Now, there is some- RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. 60 thine, Mi- Lindsay, in abstract Calvinism that dissatisfies and distresses me ; and yet, I must confess, there is so much of good in the working of the system, that I would ill like to see it supplanted by any other. I am convinced, for in- stance, there is nothing so efficient in teaching the bulk of a people to think as a Calvinistic church." " Ah, Robert," said my aunt, " it does meikle mair nor that. Look round you, my bairn, an' see if there be a kirk in which puir sinful creatures have mair comfort in their sufferings, or mair hope in their deaths." " Dear mother," said my companion, " I like well enough to dispute with the schoolmaster, but I must have no dis- pute with you. I know the heart is everything in these matters, and yours is much wiser than mine." " There is something in abstract Calvinism," he continued, " that distresses me. In almost all our researches we arrive at an ultimate barrier, which interposes its wall of darkness between us and the last grand truth in the series, which we had trusted was to prove a master-key to the whole. We dwell in a sort of Goshen ; there is light in our immediate neighbourhood, and a more than Egyptian darkness all around : and as every Hebrew must have known that the hetlge of cloud which he saw resting on the landscape was a boundary, not to things themselves, but merely to his view of things, — for beyond there were cities, and plains, and oceans, and continents, — so we in like manner must know that the barriers of which I speak exist only in relation to the faculties which we employ, — not to the objects on which we employ them. And yet, notwithstanding this consciousness that we are necessarily and irremediably the bound prisoners 70 TALES AND SKETCHES. of ignorance, and that all the great truths lie outside our prison, we can almost be content that in most cases it should be so ; not, however, with regard to those great un- attainable truths which lie in the track of Calvinism. They seem too important to be wanted, and yet want them we mast ; and we beat our very heads against the cruel barrier which separates us from them." " I am afraid I hardly understand you," I said. " Do assist me by some instance or illustration." "You are acquainted," he replied, " with the Scripture doctrine of predestination ; and in thinking over it in con- nection with the destinies of man, it must have struck you that, however much it may interfere with our fixed notions of the goodness of Deity, it is thoroughly in accordance with the actual condition of our race. As far as we can know of ourselves and the things around us, there seems, through the will of Deity, — for to what else can we refer it 1 — a fixed, invariable connection between what we term cause and effect. Nor do we demand of any class of mere effects, in the inani- mate or irrational world, that they should regulate themselves otherwise than the causes which produce them have deter- mined. The roe and the tiger pursue, unquestioned, the instincts of their several natures ; the cork rises, and the stone sinks ; and no one thinks of calling either to account for movements so opposite. But it is not so with the family of man ; and yet our minds, our bodies, our circumstances, are but combinations of effects, over the causes of which we have no control. We did not choose a country for ourselves, nor yet a condition in life ; nor did we determine our modi- cum of intellect, or our amount of passion ; we did not im- RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. 71 part its gravity to the weightier part of our nature, or give expansion to the lighter ; nor are our instincts of our own planting. How, then, being thus as much the creatures of necessity as the denizens of the wild and forest, — as tho- roughly under the agency of fixed, unalterable causes as the dead matter around us, — why are we yet the subjects of a retributive system, and accountable for all our actions V " You quarrel with Calvinism," I said ; " and seem one cf the most thoroughgoing necessitarians I ever knew." " Not so," he replied : " though my judgment cannot dis- prove these conclusions, my heart cannot acquiesce in them ; though I see that I am as certainly the subject of laws that exist and operate independent of my will as the dead matter around me, I feel, with a certainty quite as great, that I am a free, accountable creature. It is according to the scope of my entire reason that I should deem myself bound; — it is according to the constitution of my whole nature that I should feel myself free. And in this consists the great, the fearful problem, — a problem which both reason and revela- tion propound ; but the truths which can alone solve it seem to lie beyond the horizon of darkness, and we vex ourselves in vain. 'Tis a sort of moral asymptote ; but its lines, in- stead of approaching through all space without meeting, seem receding through all space, and yet meet." " Robert, my bairn," said my aunt, " I fear you are wast- ing your strength on these mysteries, to your ain hurt. Did ye no see, in the last storm, when ye staid out among the caves till cock-crow, that the bigger and stronger the wave, the mair was it broken against the rocks ? It's just thus wi' the pride o' man's understanding, when he measures it 72 TALES AXD SKETCHES. against the dark things o' God. An' yet it's sae ordered, that the same wonderful truths which perplex an' cast down the "proud reason should delight an' comfort the humble heart. I am a lone, puir woman, Robert. Bairns and hus- band have gone down to the grave, one by one ; an' now, for twenty weary years, I have been childless an' a widow. But trow ye that the puir lone woman wanted a guard, an' a comforter, an' a provider, through a' the lung mirk nichts aiKha' the cauld scarce winters o' these twenty years ? No, my bairn, — I kent that Himser was wi' me. I keut it by the provision He made, an' the care He took, an' the joy He gave. An' how, think you, did He comfort me maist '? Just by the blessed assurance that a' my trials an' a' my sor- rows were nae hasty chance matters, but dispensations for my gude, and the gude o' those He took to Himsel', that, in the perfect love and wisdom o' his nature, He had or- dained frae the beginning." " Ah, mother," said my friend, after a pause, " you under- stand the doctrine far better than I do. There are, I find, no contradictions in the Calvinism of the heart." RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. CHAPTER III. Ayr, gurgling, kiss'd his pebbled sliore, O'erhung with wild woods tbick'ning green ; Tbe fragrant birch and hawthorn hoar Twined, amorous, round the raptured scene ; The flowers sprang wanton to be prest, The birds sang love on every spray, — Till too, too soon, the glowing west Proclaim'd the speed of winged day. To Mary in Heaven. We were early on the road together. The day, though, some- what gloomy, was mild and pleasant ; and we walked slowly- onward, neither of us in the least disposed to hasten our parting by hastening our journey. We had discussed fifty different topics, and were prepared to enter on fifty more, when we reached the ancient burgh of Ayr, where our roads separated. " I have taken an immense liking to you, Mr Lindsay," said my companion, as he seated himself on the parapet of the old bridge, " and have just bethought me of a scheme through which I may enjoy your company for at least one night more. The Ayr is a lovely river, and you tell me you have never explored it. We shall explore it together this evening for about ten miles, when we shall find ourselves at the farm-house of Lochlea. You may depend on a hearty welcome from my father, whom, by the way, I wish much to introduce to you as a man worth your knowing ; and as I have set my heart on the scheme, you are surely too 74 TALES AND SKETCHES. good-natured to disappoint me." Little risk of that, I thought. I had, in fact, become thoroughly enamoured of the warm-hearted benevolence and fascinating conversation of my companion, and acquiesced with the best good-will in the world. We had threaded the course of the river for several miles. It runs through a wild pastoral valley, roughened by thickets of copse wood, and bounded on either hand by a line of swelling, moory hills, with here and there a few irregular patches of corn, and here and there some little nest-like cot- tage peeping out from among the wood. The clouds, which during the morning had obscured the entire face of the heavens, were breaking up their array, and the sun was look- ing down in twenty different places through the openings, chequering the landscape with a fantastic though lovely carpeting of light and shadow. Before us there rose a thick wood, on a jutting promontory, that looked blue and dark in the shade, as if it wore mourning ; while the sunlit stream beyond shone through the trunks and branches like a river of fire. At length the clouds seem to have melted in the blue, — for there was not a breath of wind to speed them away; and the sun, now hastening to the west, shone in unbroken effulgence over the wide extent of the dell, light- ing up stream and wood, and field and cottage, in one con- tinuous blaze of glory. We had walked on in silence for the last half-hour ; but I could sometimes hear my companion muttering as he went; and when, in passing through a thicket of hawthorn and honeysuckle, we started from its perch a linnet that had been filling the air with its melody, I could hear him exclaim, in a subdued tone of voice, " Bonny, bonny RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. 75 birdie 1 why hasten frae me ? — I wadna skaith a feather o' yer wing." He turned round to me, and I could see that his eyes were swimming in moisture." " Can he be other," he said, "than a good and benevolent God who gives us moments like these to enjoy? Oh, my friend, without these Sabbaths of the soul, that come to re- fresh and invigorate it, it would dry up within us ! How exquisite," he continued, " how entire, the sympathy which exists between all that is good and fair in external nature, and all of good and fair that dwells in our own ! And Oh, how the heart expands and lightens ! The world is as a grave to it, — a closely-covered grave ; and it shrinks, and deadens, and contracts all its holier and more joyous feelings under the cold earth-like pressure. But amid the grand and lovely of nature, — amid these forms and colours of richest beauty, — there is a disinterment, a resurrection, of sentiment; the pressure of our earthly part seems removed; and those senses of the mind, if I may so speak, which serve to connect our spirits with the invisible world around us, recover their proper tone, and perform their proper office." " Senses of the mind!" I said, repeating the phrase; " the idea is new to me ; but I think I catch your meaning." " Yes ; there are, — there must be such," he continued, with growing enthusiasm. " Man is essentially a religious creature, — a looker beyond the grave, — from the very consti- tution of his mind ; and the sceptic who denies it is untrue, not merely to the Being who has made and who preserves him, but to the entire scope and bent of his own nature be- sides. Wherever man is, — whether he be a wanderer of the wild forest, or still wilder desert, — a dweller in some lone 76 TALES AND SKETCHES. isle of the sea, or the tutored and full-minded denizen of some blessed land like our own ; — wherever man is, there is religion, — hopes that look forward and upward, — the belief in an unending existence and a land of separate souls." I was carried away by the enthusiasm of my companion, and felt for the time as if my mind had become the mirror of his. There seems to obtain among men a species of moral gravitation, analogous in its principles to that which regu- lates and controls the movements of the planetary system. The larger and more ponderous any body, the greater its attractive force, and the more overpowering its influence over the lesser bodies which surround it. The earth we inhabit carries the moon along with it in its course, and is itself subject to the immensely more powerful influence of the sun. And it is thus with character. It is a law of our nature, as certainly as of the system we inhabit, that the inferior should yield to the superior, and the lesser owe its guidance to the greater. I had hitherto wandered on through life almost unconscious of the existence of this law ; or, if occasionally rendered half aware of it, it was only through a feeling that some secret influence was operating favourably in my behalf on the common minds around me. I now felt, however, for the first time, that I had come in contact with a mind immeasurably more powerful than my own : my thoughts seemed to cast themselves into the very mould, — my senti- ments to modulate themselves by the very tone, — of his. And yet he was but a russet-clad peasant, — my junior by at least eight years, — who was returning from school to assist his father, an humble tacksman, in the labours of the approach- ing harvest. But the law of circumstance, so arbitrary in RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. 77 ruling the destinies of common men, exerts but a feeble con- trol over the children of genius. The prophet went forth commissioned by heaven to anoint a king over Israel, and the choice fell on a shepherd boy who was tending his father's flocks in the field. We had reached a lovely bend of the stream. There was a semicircular inflection in the steep bank, which waved over us, from base to summit, with hawthorn and hazel; and while one half looked blue and dark in the shade, the other was lighted up with gorgeous and fiery splendour by the sun, now fast sinking in the west. The effect seemed magical. A little glassy platform that stretched between the hanging wood and the stream was whitened over with clothes, that looked like snow-wreaths in the hollow ; and a young and beautiful girl watched beside them. " Mary Campbell !" exclaimed my companion; and in a moment he was at her side, and had grasped both her hands in his. " How fortunate, — how very fortunate, — I am !" he said ; " I could not have so much as hoped to have seen you to-night, and yet here you are ! This, Mr Lindsay, is a loved friend of mine, whom I have known and valued for years, — ever, indeed, since we herded our sheep together under the cover of one plaid. Dearest Mary, I have had sad forebod- ings regarding you for the whole last month I was in Kirk- oswald ; and yet, after all my foolish fears, here you are, ruddier and bonnier than ever/' She was, in truth, a beautiful, sylph-like young woman,— one whom I would have looked at with complacency in any circumstances ; for who that admires the fair and the lovely in nature, whether it be the wide-spread beauty of sky and 78 TALES AXD SKETCHES. earth, or beauty in its minuter modifications, as we see it in the flowers that spring up at our feet, or the butterfly that flutters over them, — who, I say, that admires the fair and lovely in nature, can be indifferent to the fairest and loveliest of all her productions 1 As the mistress, however, of by far the strongest-minded man I ever knew, there was more of scrutiny in my glance than usual, and I felt a deeper interest in her than mere beauty could have awakened. She was perhaps rather below than above the middle size; but formed in such admirable proportion, that it seemed out of place to think of size in reference to her at all. Who, in looking at the Yenus de Medicis, asks whether she be tall or short ? The bust and neck were so exquisitely moulded, that they reminded me of Burke's fanciful remark, viz., that our ideas of beauty originate in our love of the sex, and that we deem every object beautiful which is described by soft waving lines, resembling those of the female neck and bosom. Her feet and arms, which were both bare, had a statue -like svmmetry and marble-like whiteness. But it was on her ex- pressive and lovely countenance, now lighted up by the glow of joyous feeling, that nature seemed to have exhausted her utmost skill. There was a fascinating mixture in the ex- pression, of superior intelligence and child-like simplicity ; a soft, modest light dwelt in the blue eye ; and in the entire contour and general form of the features there was a nearer approach to that union of the straight and the rounded, — which is found in its perfection in only the Grecian face, — than is at all common, in our northern latitudes, among the descendants of either the Celt or the Saxon. I felt, how- ever, as I gazed, that when lovers meet, the presence of a BECOLLECTIOXS OF BUBNS. 79 third person, however much the friend of either, must always be less than agreeable. " Mr Burns," I said, " there is a beautiful eminence a few hundred yards to the right, from which I am desirous to overlook the windings of the stream. Do permit me to leave you for a short half-hour, when I shall return ; or, lest I weary you by my stay, 'twere better, perhaps, you should join me there." My companion greeted the proposal with a good-humoured smile of intelligence ; and, plunging into the wood, I left him with his Mary. The sun had just set as he joined me. " Have you ever been in love, Mr Lindsay V he said. " Xo, never seriously," I replied. "lam perhaps not naturally of the coolest temperament imaginable ; but the same fortune that has improved my mind in some little degree, and given me high notions of the sex, has hitherto thrown me among only its less superior specimens. I am now in my eight-and-twentieth year, and I have not yet met with a woman whom I could love." " Then you are yet a stranger," he rejoined, " to the greatest happiness of which our nature is capable. I have enjoyed more heartfelt pleasure in the company of the young- woman I have just left, than from every other source that has been opened to me from my childhood till now. Love, my friend, is the fulfilling of the whole law." " Mary Campbell, did you not call her ?" I said. " She is, I think, the loveliest creature I have ever seen ; and I am much mistaken in the expression of her beauty if her mind be not as lovely as her person." " It is, it is," he exclaimed, — " the intelligence of an aDgel. 80 TALES AND SKETCHES. with the simplicity of a child. Oh, the delight of being tho- roughly trusted, thoroughly beloved, by one of the loveliest, best, purest-minded, of all God's good creatures! — to feel that heart beating against my own, and to know that it beats for me only ! Never have I passed an evening with my Mary without returning to the world a better, gentler, wiser man. Love, my friend, is the fulfilling of the whole law. What are we without it 1 — poor, vile, selfish animals ; our very vir- tues themselves so exclusively virtues on our own behalf as to be well-nigh as hateful as our vices. Nothing so opens and improves the heart, — nothing so widens the grasp of the affections, — nothing half so effectually brings us out of our crust of self, — as a happy, well-regulated love for a pure- minded, affectionate-hearted woman !" "There is another kind of love of which we sailors see somewhat," I said, " which is not so easily associated with good." Love !" he replied : " no, Mr Lindsay, that is not the name. Kind associates with kind in all nature ; and love — humanizing, heart-softening love — cannot be the companion of whatever is low, mean, worthless, degrading, — the asso- ciate of ruthless dishonour, cunning, treachery, and violent death. Even independent of its amount of evil as a crime, or the evils still greater than itself which necessarily accom- pany it, there is nothing that so petrifies the feeling as illi- cit connection." "Do you seriously think so?" I asked. "Yes, and I see clearly how it should be so. Neither sex is complete of itself, — each was made for the other, that, like the two halves of a hinge, they may become an entire RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. 81 whole when united. Only think of the Scriptural phrase, one flesh : it is of itself a system of philosophy. Refine- ment and tenderness are of the woman; strength and dig- nity, of the man. Only observe the effects of a thorough separation, whether originating in accident or caprice. You will find the stronger sex lost in the rudenesses of partial barbarism ; the gentler wrapt up in some pitiful round of trivial and unmeaning occupation, — dry-nursing puppies, or making pin-cushions for posterity. But how much more pitiful are the effects when they meet amiss, — when the humanizing friend and companion of the man is converted into the light, degraded toy of an idle hour, — the object of a sordid appetite that lives but for a moment, and then ex- pires in loathing and disgust ! The better feelings are iced over at their source, chilled by the freezing and deadening contact, where there is nothing to inspire confidence or so- licit esteem ; and if these pass not through the first, the inner circle, — that circle within which the social affections are formed, and from whence they emanate, — how can they possibly flow through the circles which lie beyond 1 But here, Mr Lindsay, is the farm of Lochlea; and yonder brown cottage, beside the three elms, is the dwelling of my pa- rents." 82 TALES AND SKETCHES. CHAPTER IV. From scenes like these old Scotia's grandeur springs, That makes her lov'd at home, revered abroad, Cottars Saturday Night. There was a wide and cheerful circle this evening round the hospitable hearth of Lochlea. The father of my friend, — a patriarchal-looking old man, with a countenance the most expressive I have almost ever seen, — sat beside the wall, on a large oaken settle, which also served to accommodate a young man, an occasional visitor of the family, dressed in rather shabby black, whom I at once set down as a pro- bationer of divinity. I had my own seat beside him. The brother of my friend (a lad cast in nearly the same mould of form and feature, except perhaps that his frame, though muscular and strongly set, seemed in the main less formid- ably robust, and his countenance, though expressive, less de- cidedly intellectual) sat at my side. My friend had drawn in his seat beside his mother, a well-formed, comely brunette, of about thirty-eight, whom I might almost have mistaken for his elder sister ; and two or three younger members of the family were grouped behind her. The fire blazed cheerily within the wide and open chimney, and, throwing its strong light on the faces and limbs of the circle, sent our shadows flickering across the rafters and the wall behind. The con- versation was animated and rational, and every one contri- buted his share. But I was chiefly interested in the remarks RECOLLECTIONS OF BURKS. 83 of the old man, for whom I already felt a growing venera- tion, and in those of his wonderfully gifted son. " Unquestionably, Mr Burns," said the man in black, addressing the farmer, " politeness is but a very shadow, as the poet hath it, if the heart be wanting. I saw to-night, in a strictly polite family, so marked a presumption of the lack of that natural affection of which politeness is but the portraiture and semblance, that truly I have been grieved in my heart ever since." " Ah, Mr Murdoch !" said the farmer, " there is ever more hypocrisy in the world than in the church, and that, too, among the class of fine gentlemen and fine ladies who deny it most. But the instance" " You know the family, my worthy friend," continued Mr Murdoch : " it is a very pretty one, as we say vernacu- larly, being numerous, and the sons highly genteel young men, — the daughters not less so. A neighbour of the same very polite character, coming on a visit when I was among them, asked the father, in the course of a conversation to which I was privy, how he meant to dispose of his sons ; when the father replied, that he had not yet determined. The visitor said that, were he in his place, seeing they were all well-educated young men, he would send them abroad : to which the father objected the indubitable fact, that many young men lost their health in foreign countries, and very many their lives. ' True,' did the visitor rejoin ; ' but, as you have a number of sons, it will be strange if some one of them does not live, and make a fortune.' Now, Mr Burns, what will you, who know the feelings of paternity, and the incalculable, and assuredly, I may say, invaluable, value of 84 TALES AND SKETCHES. human souls, think when I add, that the father commended the hint, as showing the wisdom of a shrewd man of the world !" " Even the chief priests," said the old man, " pronounced it unlawful to cast into the treasury the thirty pieces of silver, seeing it w T as the price of blood ; but the gentility of the present day is less scrupulous. There is a laxity of prin- ciple among us, Mr Murdoch, that, if God restore us not, must end in the ruin of our country. I say laxity of prin- ciple ; for there have ever been evil manners among us, and waifs in no inconsiderable number broken loose from the decencies of society, — more, perhaps, in my early days than there are now. But our principles at least were sound ; and not only was there thus a restorative and conservative spirit among us, but, what was of not less importance, there was a broad gulf, like that in the parable, between the two grand classes, the good and the evil, — a gulf which, when it secured the better class from contamination, interposed no barrier to the reformation and return of even the most vile and profli- gate, if repentant. But this gulf has disappeared, and we are standing unconcernedly over it, on a hollow and dan- gerous marsh of neutral ground, which, in the end, if God open not our eyes, must assuredly give way under our feet." " To what, father," inquired my friend, who sat listening with the deepest and most respectful attention, " do you at- tribute the change ?" " Undoubtedly," replied the old man, " there have been many causes at work ; and, though not impossible, it would certainly be no easy task to trace them all to their several effects, and give to each its due place and importance. But RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. 85 there is a deadly evil among us, though you will hear of it from neither press nor pulpit, which I am disposed to rank first in the number, — the affectatiou of gentility. It has a threefold influence among us : it confounds the grand, eternal distinctions of right and wrong, by erecting into a standard of conduct and opinion that heterogeneous and artificial whole which constitutes the manners and morals of the upper classes ; it severs those ties of affection and goodwill which should bind the middle to the lower orders, by dis- posing the one to regard whatever is below them with a too contemptuous indifference, and by provoking a bitter and in- dignant, though natural jealousy in the other, for being so regarded ; and, finally, by leading those who most entertain it into habits of expense, torturing their means, if I may so speak, on the rack of false opinion, disposiug them to think, in their blindness, that to be genteel is a first consi- deration, and to be honest merely a secondary one, it has the effect of so hardening their hearts, that, like those Car- thagenians of whom we have been lately reading in the volume Mr Murdoch lent us, they offer up their very chil- dren, souls and bodies, to the unreal, phantom-like necessities of their circumstances." " Have I not heard you remark, father," said Gilbert, " that the change you describe has been very marked among the ministers of our Church V " Too marked and too striking," replied the old man ; "and, in affecting the respectability and usefulness of so im- portant a class, it has educed a cause of deterioration distinct from itself, and hardly less formidable. There is an old pro- verb of our country, — ' Better the head of the commonalty 86 TALES AND SKETCHES. than the tail of the gentry.' I have heard you quote it, Robert, oftener than once, and admire its homely wisdom. Now, it bears directly on what I have to remark : the ministers of our Church have moved but one step during the last sixty years ; but that step has been an all-important one; — it has been from the best place in relation to the people, to the worst in relation to the aristocracy." "Undoubtedly, worthy Mr Burns," said Mr Murdoch, ". there is great truth, according to mine own experience, in that which you affirm. I may state, I trust, without over, boasting or conceit, my respected friend, that my learning is not inferior to that of our neighbour the clergyman ; — it is not inferior in Latin, nor in Greek, nor yet in French litera- ture, Mr Burns, and probable it is he would not much court a competition ; and yet, when I last waited at the Manse regarding a necessary and essential certificate, Mr Burns, he did not so much as ask me to sit down." " Ah !" said Gilbert, who seemed the wit of the family, " he is a highly respectable man, Mr Murdoch : he has a tine house, fine furniture, line carpets, — all that constitutes respectability, you know ; and his family is on visiting terms with that of the Laird. But his credit is not so respectable, I hear." " Gilbert," said the old man, with much seriousness, " it is ill with a people when they can speak lightly of their clergymen. There is still much of sterling worth and serious piety in the Church of Scotland ; and if the influ- ence of its ministers be unfortunately less than it was once, w T e must not cast the blame too exclusively on themselves. Other causes have been in operation. The Church eighty RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. 87 years ago was the sole guide of opinion, and the only source of thought among us. There was, indeed, but one way in which a man could learn to think. His mind became the subject of some serious impression ; he applied to his Bible ; and, in the contemplation of the most important of all con- cerns;, his newly awakened faculties received their first exer- cise. All of intelligence, all of moral good in him, all that rendered him worthy of the name of man, he owed to the ennobling influence of his Church ; and is it wonder that that influence should be all-powerful from this circumstance alone 1 But a thorough change has taken place ; — new sources of intelligence have been opened up ; we have our newspapers, and our magazines, and our volumes of miscel- laneous reading ; and it is now possible enough for the most cultivated mind in a parish to be the least moral and the least religious ; and hence necessarily a diminished influence in the Church, independent of the character of its ministers/' I have dwelt too long, perhaps, on the conversation of the elder Burns ; but I feel much pleasure in thus develop- ing, as it were, my recollections of one whom his powerful- minded son has described, — and this after an acquaintance with our Henry M'Kenzies, Adam Smiths, and Dugald Stewarts, — as the man most thoroughly acquainted with the world he ever knew. Never, at least, have I met with auy one who exerted a more wholesome influence, through the force of moral character, on those around him. We sat down to a plain and homely supper. The slave-question had about this time begun to draw the attention of a few of the more excellent and intelligent among the people, and the elder Burns seemed deeply interested in it. 88 TALES AND SKETCHES. " This is but homely fare, Mr Lindsay," he said, pointing to the simple viands before us, " and the apologists of slavery among us would tell you how inferior we are to the poor negroes, who fare so much better. But surely ' man liveth not by bread alone !' Oar fathers who died for Christ on the hill-side and the scaffold were noble men, and never, never shall slavery produce such ; and yet they toiled as hard, and fared as meanly, as we their children." I could feel, in the cottage of such a peasant, and seated beside such men as his two sons, the full force of the remark. And yet I have heard the miserable sophism of unprin- cipled power against which it was directed, — a sophism so insulting to the dignity of honest poverty, — a thousand times repeated. Supper over, the family circle widened round the hearth ; and the old man, taking down a large clasped Bible, seated himself beside the iron lamp which now lighted the apart- ment. There was deep silence among us as he turned over the leaves. Never shall I forget his appearance. He was tall and thin, and, though his frame was still vigorous, con- siderably bent. His features were high and massy ; the complexion still retained much of the freshness of youth, and the eye all its intelligence ; but the locks were waxing thin and gray round his high, thoughtful forehead ; and the upper part of the head, which was elevated to an unusual height, was bald. There was an expression of the deepest seriousness on the countenance, which the strong umbry shadows of the apartment served to heighten ; and when, laying his hand on the page, he half-turned his face to the circle, and said, " Let us worship God," I was impressed by RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. 89 a feeling of awe and reverence to which I had, alas ! been a stranger for years. I was affected, too, almost to tears, as I joined in the psalm ; for a thousand half-forgotten associa- tions came rushing upon me ; and my heart seemed to swell and expand as, kneeling beside him when he prayed, I lis- tened to his solemn and fervent petition, that God might make manifest his great power and goodness in the salvation of man. Nor was the poor solitary wanderer of the deep forgotten. On rising from our devotions, the old man grasped me by the hand. " I am happy," he said, " that we should have met, Mr Lindsay. I feel an interest in you, and must take the friend and the old man's privilege of giving you an ad- vice. The sailor, of all men, stands most in need of religion. His life is one of continued vicissitude, — of unexpected suc- cess or unlooked-for misfortune ; he is ever passing from danger to safety, and from safety to danger ; his dependence is on the ever-varying winds, — his abode on the unstable waters. And the mind takes a peculiar tone from what is peculiar in the circumstances. With nothing stable in the real world around it on which it may rest, it forms a rest- ing-place for itself in some wild code of belief. It peoples the elements with strange occult powers of good and evil, and does them homage, — addressing its prayers to the genius of the winds and the spirits of the waters. And thus it be- gets a religion for itself; for what else is the professional superstition of the sailor 1 Substitute, my friend, for this, — (shall I call it unavoidable superstition f) — this natural religion of the sea, — the religion of the Bible. Since you must be a believer in the supernatural, let your belief be 90 TALES AND SKETCHES. true; let your trust he on Him who faileth not, — your an- chor within the vail ; and all shall be well, be your destiny for this world what it may." We parted for the night, and I saw him no more. Next morning, Robert accompanied me for several miles on my way. I saw, for the last half-hour, that he had something to communicate, and yet knew not how to set about it ; and so I made a full stop. "You have something to tell me, Mr Burns," I said: " need I assure you I am one you are in no danger from trusting ?" He blushed deeply, and I saw him, for the first time, hesitate and falter in his address. "Forgive me," he at length said ; "believe me, Mr Lind- say, I would be the last in the world to hurt the feelings of a friend, — a — a — but you have been left among us penni- less, and I have a very little money which I have no use for, — none in the least. Will you not favour me by ac- cepting it as a loan 1 ?" I felt the full and generous delicacy of the proposal, and, with moistened eyes and a swelling heart, availed myself of his kindness. The sum he tendered did not much exceed a guinea ; but the yearly earnings of the peasant Burns fell, at this period of his life, rather below eight pounds. RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. 01 CHAPTER V. Corbies an' clergy are a shot right kittle. — Brigs of Ayr. The years passed, and I was again a dweller on the sea ; but the ill fortune which had hitherto tracked me like a bloodhound seemed at length as if tired in the pursuit, and I was now the master of a West India trader, and had begun to lay the foundation of that competency which has secured to my declining years the quiet and comfort which, for the latter part of my life, it has been my happiness to enjoy. My vessel had arrived at Liverpool in the latter part of the year 1784; and I had taken coach for Irvine, to visit my mother, whom I had not seen for several years. There was a change of passengers at every stage ; but I saw little in any of them to interest me, till within about a score of miles of my destination, when I met with an old respect- able townsman, a friend of my father's. There was but another passenger in the coach, a north-country gentleman from the West Indies. I had many questions to ask my townsman, and many to answer, and the time passed lightly away. " Can you tell me aught of the Burnses of Lochlea ?" I inquired, after learning that my mother and my other rela- tives were well " I met with the young man Robert about h've years ago, and have often since asked myself what special end Providence could have in view in making such a man." " I was acquainted with old William Burns," said my 92 TALES AND SKETCHES. companion, "when he was gardener at Denholni, an' got in- timate wi his son Robert when he lived wi' us at Irvine a twalmonth syne. The faither died shortly ago, sairly strait- ened in his means, I'm fear'd, an' no very square wi' the laird; an' ill wad he hae liked that ; for an honester man never breathed. Robert, puir chield, is no very easy either." " In his circumstances V I said. " Ay, an waur. He gat entangled wi' the kirk on an unlucky sculduddery business, an' has been writing bitter, wicked ballads on a' the gucle ministers in the country ever sinsyne. I'm vexed it's on them he suld hae fallen; an' yet they hae been to blame too." " Robert Burns so entangled, so occupied ! " I exclaimed ; " y ou grieve and astonish me." " We are puir creatures, Matthew," said the old man ; " strength an' weakness are often next door neighbours in the best o' us ; nay, what is our vera strength ta'en on the a'e side, may be our very weakness ta'en on the ither. Never was there a stancher, firmer fallow than Robert Burns ; an', now that he has ta'en a wrang step, puir chield, that vera stanchness seems just a weak want o' ability to yield. He has planted his foot where it lighted by mishanter, and a' the gude an' ill in Scotland wadna budge him frae the spot," " Dear me ! that so powerful a mind should be so fri- volously engaged ! Making ballads, you say \ With what success'?" " Ah, Matthew, lad, when the strong man puts out his strength," said my companion, " there's naething frivolous in the matter, be his object what it may. Robert's ballads are RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. 93 far, far aboon the best things ever seen in Scotland afore. We auld folk dinna ken whether maist to blame or praise them ; but they keep the young people laughing frae the a'e nuik o' the shire till the ither." " But how," I inquired, " have the better clergy rendered themselves obnoxious to Burns 1 The laws he has violated, if I rightly understand you, are indeed severe, and somewhat questionable in their tendencies ; and even good men often press them too far." " And in the case of Robert," said the old man, " our clergy have been strict to the very letter. They're gude men an' faithfu' ministers ; but ane o' them at least, an' he a leader, has a harsh, ill temper, an' mistakes sometimes the corruption o' the auld man in him for the proper zeal o' the new ane. Nor is there ony o' the ithers wha kent what they had to deal wi' when Hobert cam' afore them. They saw but a proud, thrawart ploughman, that stood uncow'ring under the glunsh o' a haill Session ; and so they opened on him the artillery o' the kirk, to bear down his pride. Wha could hae tauld them that they were but frushing their straw an' rotten wood against the iron scales o' Leviathan ? An' now that they hae dune their maist, the record o' Hobert's mishanter is lying in whity-brown ink yonder in a page o' the Session-buik ; while the ballads hae sunk deep, deep intil the very mind o' the country, and may live there for hunders and hunders o' years." " You seem to contrast, in this business," I said, " our better with what you must deem our inferior clergy. You mean, do you not, the Higher and Lower parties in our Church ? How are they getting on now V 94 TALES AND SKETCHES. " Never worse," replied the old man ; an' Oh, it's surely ill when the ministers o' peace become the very leaders o' con- tention ! But let the blame rest in the right place. Peace is surely a blessing frae heaven, — no a gude wark demanded frae man ; an' when it grows our duty to be in war, it's an ill thing to be in peace. Our Evangelicals are stan'in', puir folk, whar their faithers stood ; an' if they maun either fight or be beaten frae their post, why, it's just their duty to fight. But the Moderates are rinnin' mad a'thegither amang us ; signing our auld Confession just that they may get intil the kirk to preach against it ; paring the New Testament doun to the vera standard o' heathen Plawto; and sinking a'e doc- trine after anither, till they leave ahint naething but Deism that might scunner an infidel. Deed, Matthew, if there comena a change amang them, an' that sune, they'll swamp the puir kirk a'thegither. The cauld morality, that never made ony ane mair moral, tak's nae hand o' the people ; an' patronage, as meikle's they roose it, winna keep up either kirk or manse o' itsel'. Sorry I am, sin' Robert has entered on the quarrel at a', it suld hae been on the wrang side." " One of my chief objections," I said, " to the religion of the Moderate party is, that it is of no use." " A gey serious ane," rejoined the old man ; " but maybe there's a waur still. I'm unco vexed for Robert, baitli on his worthy faither's account and his ain. He's a fearsome fellow when ance angered, but an honest, warm-hearted chield for a' that ; an' there's mair sense in yon big head o' his than in ony ither twa in the country." " Can you tell me aught," said the north-country gentle- man, addressing my companion, " of Mr R , the chapel RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. 95 minister in K ? I was once one of Lis pupils in the far north ; but I have heard nothing of him since he left Cromarty." " Why," rejoined the old man, " he's just the man that, mair nor a' the rest, has borne the brunt o' Robert's fearsome waggery. Did ye ken him in Cromarty, say ye 1" " He was parish schoolmaster there," said the gentleman, " for twelve years ; and for six of these I attended his school. I cannot help respecting him ; but no one ever loved him. Never, surely, was there a man at once so unequivocally ho- nest and so thoroughly unamiable." " You must have found him a rigid disciplinarian," I said. " He was the most so," he replied, " from the days of Dionysius at least, that ever taught a school. I remember, there was a poor fisher boy among us named Skinner, who, as is customary in Scottish schools, as you must know, blew the horn for gathering the scholars, and kept the catalogue and the key; and who, in return, was educated by the mas- ter, and received some little gratuity from the scholars be- sides. On one occasion the key dropped out of his pocket ; and when school-time came, the irascible dominie had to burst open the door with his foot. He raged at the boy with a fury so insane, and beat him so unmercifully, that the other boys, gathering heart in the extremity of the case, had to rise en masse and tear him out of his hands. But the curious part of the story is yet to come. Skinner has been a fisherman for the last twelve years ; but never has he been seen disengaged for a moment, from that time to this, without mechanically thrusting his hand into the key pocket." 96 TALES AND SKETCHES. Our companion furnished us with two or three other anec- dotes of Mr R . He told us of a lady who was so over- come by sudden terror on unexpectedly seeing him, many years after she had quitted his school, in one of the pulpits of the south, that she fainted away ; and of another of his scholars, named M'Glashan, a robust, daring fellow of six feet, who, when returning to Cromarty from some of the colonies, solaced himself by the way with thoughts of the hearty drubbing with which he was to clear off all his old scores with the dominie. " Ere his return, however," continued the gentleman, " Mr E, had quitted the parish ; and, had it chanced otherwise, it is questionable whether M'Glashan, with all his strength and courage, would have gained anything in an encounter with one of the boldest and most powerful men in the country." Such were some of the chance glimpses which I gained at this time of by far the most powerful of the opponents of Burns. He was a good, conscientious man ; but unfortu- nate in a harsh, violent temper, and in sometimes mistaking, as my old townsman remarked, the dictates of that temper for those of duty. RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. 9 J CHAPTER VI. It's hardly in a body's pow'r To keep at times frae being sour, To see how things are shar'd, — How best o' chiels are whiles in want, While coofs on countless thousands rant, And kenna how to wair't. Epistle to Davie. I visited my friend, a few days after my arrival in Irvine, at the farm-house of Mossgiel, to which, on the death of his father, he had removed, with Ins brother Gilbert and his mother. I could not avoid observing that his manners were considerably changed : my welcome seemed less kind and hearty than I could have anticipated from the warm- hearted peasant of five years ago ; and there was a stern and almost supercilious elevation in his bearing, which at first pained and offended me. I had met with him as he was returning from the fields after the labours of the day : the dusk of twilight had fallen ; and, though I had calculated on passiDg the evening with him at the farm-house of Moss- giel, so displeased was I, that after our first greeting I had more than half-changed my mind. The recollection of his former kindness to me, however, suspended the feeling, and I resolved on throwing myself on his hospitality for the night, however cold the welcome. "I have come all the way from Irvine to see you, Mr Burns," I said. " For the last live years I have thought G 98 TALES AND SKETCHES. more of my mother and you than of any other two persons in the country. May I not calculate, as of old, on my supper and a bed?" There was an instantaneous change in his expression. " Pardon me, my friend," he said, grasping my hand : " I have, unwittingly, been doing you wrong. One may surely be the master of an Indiaman, and in possession of a heart too honest to be spoiled by prosperity !" The remark served to explain the haughty coldness of his manner which had so displeased me, and which was but the unwillingly assumed armour of a defensive pride. " There, brother," he said, throwing down some plough irons which he carried; " send ivee Davoc with these to the smithy, and bid him tell Rankin I won't be there to-night. The moon is rising, Mr Lindsay : shall we not have a stroll together through the copice ?!' " That of all things," I replied j and, parting from Gil- bert, we struck into the wood. "The evening, considering the lateness of the season, for winter had set in, was mild and pleasant. The moon at full was rising over the Cumnock Hills, and casting its faint light on the trees that rose around us, in their winding- sheets of brown and yellow, like so many spectres, or that, in the more exposed glades and openings of the wood, stretched their long naked arms to the sky. A light breeze went rustling through the withered grass ; and I could see the faint twinkling of the falling leaves, as they came shower- ing down on every side of us. "We meet in the midst of death and desolation," said my companion ; " we parted when all around us was fresh RECOLLECTIONS OP BURNS. 99 and beautiful. My father was with me then, and — and Mary Campbell ; and now" " Mary ! your Mary !" I exclaimed, — " the young, — the beautiful, — alas ! is she also gone V " She has left me," he said, — " left me. Mary is in her grave !" I felt my heart swell as the image of that loveliest of creatures came rising to my view in all her beauty, as I had seen her by the river side ; and I knew not what to reply. " Yes," continued my friend, " she is in her grave. We parted for a few days, to re-unite, as we hoped, for ever ; and ere those few days had passed she was in her grave. But I was unworthy of her, — unworthy even then ; and now But she is in her grave !" I grasped his hand. "It is difficult," I said, "to bid the heart submit to these dispensations j and Oh, how ut- terly impossible to bring it to listen ! But life, — your life, my friend, — must not be passed in useless sorrow. I am convinced, — and often have I thought of it since our last meeting, — that your's is no vulgar destiny, though I know not to what it tends." " Downwards !" he exclaimed, — " it tends downwards ; — I see, I feel it ; — the anchor of my affection is gone, and I drift shoreward on the rocks." " 'Twere ruin," I exclaimed, " to think so !" " Not half an hour ere my father died," he continued, '' he expressed a wish to rise and sit once more in his chair ; and we indulged him. But, alas ! the same feeling of uneasiness which had prompted the wish remained with him still, and he sought to return again to his bed. ' It is 100 TALES AND SKETCHES. not by quitting the bed or the chair,' he said, ' that I need seek for ease : it is by quitting the body.' I am oppressed, Mr Lindsay, by a somewhat similar feeling of uneasiness, and at times would fain cast the blame on the circumstances in which I am placed. But I may be as far mistaken as my poor father. I would fain live at peace with all mankind ; nay, more, I would fain love and do good to them all ; but the villain and the oppressor come to set their feet on my very neck, and crush me into the mire ; and must I not re- sist ? And when, in some luckless hour, I yield to my pas- sions, — to those fearful passions that must one day over- whelm me, — when I yield, and my whole mind is darkened by remorse, and I groan under the discipline of conscience, — then comes the odious, abominable hypocrite, — the devourer of widows' houses and the substance of the orphan, — and demands that my repentance be as public as his own hollow, detestable prayers. And can I do other than resist and ex- pose him ? My heart tells me it was formed to bestow ; why else does every misery that I cannot relieve render me wretched ? It tells me, too, it was formed not to receive ; why else does the proffered assistance of even a friend fill my whole soul with indignation 1 But ill do my circum- stances agree with my feelings. I feel as if I were totally misplaced in some frolic of Nature, and wander onwards in gloom and unhappiness, for my proper sphere. But, alas ! these efforts of uneasy misery are but the blind gropings of Homer's Cyclops round the walls of his cave." I again began to experience, as on a former occasion, the o'crmastering power of a mind larger beyond comparison than my own ; but I felt it my duty to resist the influence. RECOLLECTIONS OF BURNS. 101 " Yes, you are misplaced, my friend/' I said, — " perhaps more decidedly so than any other man I ever knew ■ but is not this characteristic, in some measure, of the whole species ? We are all misplaced ; and it seems a part of the scheme of Deity that we should work ourselves up to our proper sphere. In what other respect does man so differ from the inferior animals as in those aspirations which lead him through all the progressions of improvement, from the lowest to the highest level of his nature ?" " That may be philosophy, my friend," he replied, " but a heart ill at ease finds little of comfort in it. You knew my father : need I say he was one of the excellent of the earth, — a man who held directly from God Almighty the patent of his honours % I saw that father sink broken- hearted into the grave, the victim of legalized oppression : yes, saw him overborne in the long contest which his high spirit and his indomitable love of the right had incited him to maintain, — overborne by a mean, despicable scoundrel, — one of the creeping things of the earth. Heaven knows, I did my utmost to assist in the struggle. In my fifteenth year, Mr Lindsay, when a thin, loose-jointed boy, I did the work of a man, and strained my unknit and overtoiled sinews, as if life and death depended on the issue, till oft, in the middle of the night, I have had to fling myself from my bed to avoid instant suffocation, — an effect of exertion so prolonged and so premature. Nor has the man exerted him- self less heartily than the boy. In the roughest, severest labours of the field I have never yet met a competitor. But my labours have been all in vain : I have seen the evil be- wailed by Solomon, — the righteous man falling down before 102 TALES AND SKETCHES. the wicked." I could answer only with a sigh. " You are in the right," he continued, after a pause, and in a more sub- dued tone : " man is certainly misplaced : the present scene of things is below the dignity of both his moral and intel- lectual nature. Look around you" — (we had reached the summit of a grassy eminence which rose over the wood, and commanded a pretty extensive view of the surrounding coun- try); — " see yonder scattered cottages, that in the faint light rise dim and black amid the stubble-fields. My heart warms as I look on them, for I know how much of honest worth, and sound, generous feeling, shelters under these roof-trees. But why so much of moral excellence united to a mere ma- chinery for ministering to the ease and luxury of a few of perhaps the least worthy of our species, — creatures so spoiled by prosperity, that the claim of a common nature has no force to move them, and who seem as miserably misplaced as the myriads whom they oppress ?" If I'm designed yon lording's slave, — By nature's law designed, — Why was an independent wish E'er planted in my mind 1 If not, why am I subject to His cruelty and scorn ? Or why has man the will and power To make his fellow mourn ? " I would hardly know what to say in return, my friend," I rejoined, " did not you yourself furnish me with the reply. You are groping on in darkness, and, it may be, imhappi- ness, for your proper sphere ; but it is in obedience to a great though occult law of our nature, — a law general, as it affects the species, in its course of onward progression, — particular, RECOLLECTIONS OP BURSS. 1C3 and infinitely more irresistible, as it operates on every truly superior intellect. There are men born to wield the desti- nies of nations, — nay, more, to stamp the impression of their thoughts and feelings on the mind of the whole civilized world. And by what means do we often find them roused to accomplish their appointed work 1 At times hounded on by sorrow and suffering, and this, in the design of Providence, that there may be less of sorrow and suffering in the world ever after : at times roused by cruel and maddening oppres- sion, that the oppressor may perish in his guilt, and a whole country enjoy the blessings of freedom. If Wallace had not suffered from tyranny, Scotland would not have been free." " But how apply the remark ?" said my companion. " Robert Burns," I replied, again grasping his hand, " your's, I am convinced, is no vulgar destiny. Your grief--, your sufferings, your errors even, the oppressions you have seen and felt, the thoughts which have arisen in your mine'', the feelings and sentiments of which it has been the sub- ject, are, I am convinced, of infinitely more importance in their relation to your country than to yourself. You are, wisely and benevolently, placed far below your level, that thousands and ten thousands of your countrymen may be the better enabled to attain to theirs. Assert the dignity of manhood and of genius, and there will be less of wron^ and oppression in the world ever after." I spent the remainder of the evening in the farm-house of Mossgiel, and took the coach next morning for Liverpool.