THE UNSEEN SONGS IN TRIAL i^ JOHN M. BAMFGRD. ^^ THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES i bL^. BOOKSELLER MACHINE PRINTER !l^«^ THE UNSEEN SONGS IN TRIAL. THE UNSEEN, SONGS IN TRIAL JOHN M. BAMFORD, AUTiiOK OP "the disciple amonq the poor. IT n b n : PUBLISHED FOR THE AUTHOR, AT THE WESLEYAN CONFERENCE OFFICE, 2, CASTLE-STREET, CITT-EOAD; SOLD AT 66, PATEKNOSTER-ROW. LON DON ; PRINTED BY HAYMAN BROTHERS AND LILLY, 19. CROSS ST., HATTON 3ARDEN. E.C. TO HONOURED FRIENDS, WHOSE CHEEE AND AID WERE GIVEX TO THE WEITEB AND HIS FAMILY IN DATS OF TEIAL. PREFACE. o>a©iO THE DISABLED LABOURER'S DREAM. Full in my sight, The fields were white, Already in harvest-tide, The sun was high In Autumn sky, As reapers their sickles plied. The Master's voice Made all rejoice. As He cheered His willing men ; The sickles bright Glanced in the light As the stroke swept round again. The* busy throng. With cheerful song. Toiled on in the broiling sun ; But at the gates A labourer waits, As if the day's work were done. His head was bent. His look intent, On the busy reapers all : G3 . SOXGS AV TRIAL. His eye was sad, I thought he had A fresh tear ready to fall. Upon Ins breast His weak arm prcss'd, It strengthless and helpless lay ; And then I thought That arm had wrought On many a harvest day. A tear it cost, That he had lost The strength of active workers. It might have been That he had seen The harvest wait for reapers. The tear was dry, And bright Ijis eye, As the work was surely done ; " Though I'm not there. Lord, hear my prayer For the toilers in the sun." And as he knelt, A thrill he felt Of strength came with the prayer. Perhaps, ere long. He may wax strong. And reap with the workers there. " Lord, strong or weak, Thy will I seek, I adore Thy will alone. SOXGS IX TRIAL. 67 Lord, I believe I shall receive My due ia the Harvest Home." Matlock, July nth, 1872. MY CROSS. Oft it was a cross to me, Lord, to speak the truth for Thee ; But the cross is greater now, That I must in silence bow To the teaching of Thy will, While I hear Thy voice, " Be still.' The cross Thou bidd'st me to bear, Thy love hath promised to share, Though it be heavy to me, 'Twill lighten when cast on Thee ; I fail, if in self I try, I gain, if self 1 deny. SOUTHPORT, 1872. THE CHILD'S PRAYER AND THE FATHER'S ^ ANSWER. Composed to the music, in " American Soxgster," ot " Father, take my hand." The stonn is fierce, my Father ; the waves roll Deep and high, and the swell alarms my soul. F 2 G8 SONGS IX TRIAL. The winds beat roughly down and overwhelm ;My feeble bark. 0, Father ! take the hehn, And through the storm my Pilot be, Pilot be, Pilot be. Pilot Thy trembling child. Fear not, I am thy Father. I will save My anxious child from the treacherous wave. The storm beats o'er thee, but it shall not harm, And thou shalt surely prove how sweet the calm. Hear now thy Father s voice, " Be still," " Peace, be still ; peace, be still ; Thy fears be still, my child." The conflict's close, my Father, and the foe Presses his great strength hard to lay me low ; He lifts his giant head and proudly boasts Defiance against Thee, Lord of Hosts. If thus to Thee, what then to me. Then to me, then to me, Thy weak and helpless child ? Be strong and trust thy Father. In the fight I will shed on thee heaven's holy light. And the great cloud of witnesses shall see How thou canst battle and o'ercome for Me. Take now thy shield, and quench his darts, Fi'ry darts, fi'ry darts, Quench all his darts. My child. My ties are breaking. Father, and my heart Is well nigh broken too, as friends depart And leave me in my sorrow all alone ; Fain would I be with them before Thy throne, And gladlj^ join to worship Thee, Only Thee, only Thee, No more alone Thy child. SONGS IN TRIAL. 69 Alone ! and with thj' Fatlier ! I will lill Thy heart with sweetest company, nntil Thy tears are dried, and thy earth-broken ties Are golden bonds to link thee to the skies. My sacred oath, I will not leave, Never leave, never leave My lone yet loving child. Heaven is my home, Father. For its sake And for Thine I now patiently partake Of pain and loss, I bend my will to Thine For heaven and all in heaven are mine. I am joint-heir with Chiist the King, Christ the King, Christ tlie King, With Christ sliall reign Thy child. My child thou'rt near thy Father, and thy home Is not far from thee while thou still dost roam * On earth. The path is short which lies between The temporal and the eternal scene. Thy Father's hand will lift the veil. Lift the veil, lift the veil, And God will crown His child. HOTLAKE, November, 1872. SUNSET AT SEA. I PACED worn rocks and in the west The sun sank grandly to his rest, In robes of honour richly drest. Crimson, silver, and gold ; SONGS JX TRIAL. Right royal K'xus; in monarch's state, Bright cloTiils as humble courtiers wait, In willing homage round the great ; Wondering, I behold ! While gazing on the sunset scene, A low'ring cloud was roll'd between, As full of envy it had been, I shivered in its shade. Yet cheerful beams burst through and through. And cast their radiance in view, Beyond the dark'ning cloud which threw A frown to make it fade. The gloomy cloud they did infold. Burnished its sullen edge with gold. Till by deep contrast as it rolled, Illumed by light behind, The sun appeared to shine yet more Brightly than he had done before. And as I lingered on the shore I pondered in my mind. I mused on moral clouds, and felt That darkest shades could weave no belt To bind the light which God hath dealt To the believing soul. Temptation's edge the light will gild, Trial with blessing shall be filled, And heav'n-born grace shall be instilled To harmonise the whole. Darkness intensifies the light, And shadows blend with sunbeams briglit, Contrasts are pleasant to the sight, And fondly gazed upon. SONGS IN TRIAL. 71 So faith in trial doth outshine All radiant with light Divine, may this precious faith be mine, Throuii'h God's eternal Sou. IIOYLAKE, November, 1872. LISTEN TO ME. Listen to me, my Father, while I pray. Turn not Thy holy loving heart away, Incline Thiue ear while I bow down to Thee ; In tender mercy, — listen to me. Listen to me ; — for in Thy yoke I serve, The yoke make easy, and my soul preserve In sacred peace and true humility ; Thus would I learn ; — Lord, listen to me. Listen to me : — beneath the cross I bend, Lest it too heavy prove, Thy succour send To hold my spirit up, and keep it free From sinful murm'ring ; — listen to me. Listen to me : — if in Thy holy love The bitter cup may possibly remove ; If to Thy servant thus it cannot be. Help me to drink it ; — Lord, listen to me. Listen to me, while I walk through the vale. Which is so near to death that mortals quail, Because they see its shadow, yet with Thee No evil will I fear ; — listen to me. 72 SONGS IN TRIAL. Listen to me : — I'm but a pilgrim here, And to my Father's house am getting near ; save me from all sin that I may see My Saviour's glory ; — Lord, listen to me. HOTLAKE, Kovemher, 1872. ACTIVE AND PASSIVE DUTY. Dark thoughts had thrown A midnight gloom Upon the path I trod ; And fierce despair Was seeking where To tempt my heart from God. My faith was tried, And feebly cried How long ! Lord, how long ? So faint my hope, I blindly grope. And nearly hushed my song. Why am I here While work is there, And labourers are few ? Why doth Thy will Command " Be still," Whj^ not command " To do ? " o e * e e o Hark ! The alarm Disturbs the calm Of the still village round : SONGS IN TRIAL. 73 The life-boat's call To seamen all, And well they know the sound. The gun ! The gun ! In haste we run To the sea-beach hard by, And on the wave Gallant and brave, The life-boat we descry. The night is dark, A tiny spark Of starlight here and there. " Bend to the oar. The ship's ashore On the sunk rocks ! Beware ! " For boat and men, Again, again, Give a right hearty cheer, Both long and loud From all the crowd. Till the wrecked sailors hear. Who does not crave To reach and save Yon weather-beaten crew ? Who does not pray. Lord speed the way Of the brave men to you ? Ah ! this I thought Is what I ought To do as work for God : SONGS IX TlilAL. Pull through the wave, And lost ones save From sin's deceitful fiood. o o o e o a But look ashore, How more and more The light-house sheds its beam : Quiet it etands On lonely lands. Yet lights the tidal stream. Both wreck and boat And all atloat, On active duty bound. Have for a guide Upon the tide The liglit it shines around. In darkened night, Amid the fight Of waves, the watch looked out : " Thank God " his prayer, " The light is there, Put the ship's helm about." The dreadful fear. Which made him steer In anxious doubt, was gone, He blessed the beam Wliich he had seen, His ship went safely on. Now Lord I see. That I may be Silent yet full of light ; SOXGS IN TRIAL. 75 A beam to shine From time to time On toilers in the night. If I may not Pull in the boat To reach the shiv'ring wreck, If Thou forbidd'st Me in the midst Of seamen on the deck, Then be it mine, To brightly shine Out on the gloomy sea, Their blessing gain Upon the main. And recompense from Thee, HOYLAKE, November, 1872. TRUST IN CHRIST. Jesu, listen to my cry, While I lift my heart to Thee, For Thy tender love I sigh. Cast Thy gracious smile on me. I adore Thy right Divine To my confidence and love, Sanctify this heart of mine. Lead me to the land above. I have seen Thee on the cross, I have wept beneath Thy feet, SONGS IN TRIAL. I liave counti'il all things loss That I may with Jesus meet. As the branch is in the vine, As it cloaveth to the tree, Fully knit my heart to Thine, Lord, I would abide in Thee. Thou art true when others fail. Thou art love when others hate, Thou art nigh when foes assail, Thou dost rule my whole estate. Fain I would Thy witness be Among those who love Thee not. That Thine enemies may see Priceless treasure I have got. Often I have vowed before To confess Thee unto men. But my vows were scarcely o'er Ere I broke them all again. Lord I would more watchful be, Taking warning from the past. Seeking greater strength from Thee, Provins: faithful at the last. HOYLAKE, Becembsr, 1872. THE DYING CHILD. Mother tell me of my home. Which you say is in the sky, Where the good delight to roam, And the holy angels fly. SONGS IN TRIAL. 77 It will soothe my pain, To hear j'ou again Speak of the rest I hope to attain. Child it is a lovely place, More adorned than I can tell, Beautiful in ev'ry grace, Where God and His people dwell, No palace so fair As the mansions there, And one for thee our Lord will prepare. Its walls are of jasper built, Its foundations precious stone, And the whole city is gilt With glory from Jesu's throne : The city is bright With a burning light Which never goes out in day or night. Each gate of a pearl is made, And beams like a silv'ry star, Its street with fine gold is laid, Which glitters as glass afar. No lamp ever shone Like that on the throne. Burning undimmed as a crystal stone. And Jesus Himself is there, Exalted at God's right hand. And the saints His conquest share, As they all around Him stand. An emerald bow, In radiant glow, The seat of the King doth brightly show. Their robes are white as the moon, Their crowns are bright as the sun, SOXGS IX TRIAL. Tlieir harps in melod'oiis tune, And they sing of vict'iies won : Through trouhle they came Confessing the name, Bearing the sign of the bleeding LainU. o o o « o o c o Motlier dear, when I liave seen All the wonders you have told, The rainbow's emerald green, And the pearls and gems and gold ; I shall look for more In my Saviour's store. As I tread tliat calm and peaceful shore. Tell me what then I shall do, And who there will be to love; Shall I be parted from you In that grand city above ? It would pierce my heart Like a cruel dart If from my loving mother I part. I want very much to know What my duty there will be, And ere to that home I go. Shall I my dear mother see? If I leave thee now. In heaven wilt thou Imprint thy kiss on my beaming brow ? My child, when in you bright land. Thy mother thou wilt not need, For Jesus will take thine hand, And to living fountains lead, SONGS IN TBIAL. 79 Which flow from the throne In pure streams unknown Bv all who neglect their Lord to own. Sorrow there thou canst not feel, God shall wipe all tears fronn thee, And thy youthful brow will seal With the stamp of royalty. The hand of the King With His signet ring, Shall mark thee an heir beneath His wing. Mother, if in heaven above I need not thy care as now, Happy in my Saviour's love While before His throne I bow. If His holy will My affections fill, A place there will be for mother still. If I serve with all my heart, More God does not ask of me ; Never will He let me part With the love I bear to thee. Our love is Divine, My mother's and mine, And love like that can never decline. Thou hast taught me how to pray, And to sing of yon bright baud, Thou hast led me in the way To that holy happy land ; The land of delight, Where there is no night To cast its dark shadows on the sight. 80 SONGS IN TRIAL. I am near the city now, Angels fair are on the wing', Light is shining on my brow. Listen ! — I can hear them sing. So sweetly they sound Their harps all around, mother this must be heav'nly ground. When I stand within the gate. Free from ev'ry stain of sin, At the portals I shall wait Till my mother enter in ; And there I will sing All praise to the King, For mother to heav'n Jesus will bring. Or my Lord may let me be A bright guardian-angel near, Ministering unto thee Strength to aid in times of fear^ When I hear thy cry, swiftly I'll fly To dry the tear in thy glistening eye. But my dear one it may be, That we meet not as we part. When thou dost thy mother see. Heaven may absorb thine heart ; God's child thou wilt be, Not a child to me. But more than mother's His love to thee. Mother dearest, I am thine, Part of thy undying life, SONGS IN TRIAL. 81 And God tells me, thou art mine, Nor shall death's last mortal strife E'er sever us twain ; We shall meet again Mother and child on the holy plain. I shall know my mother's face, I shall feel my mother's love, When Ave mutually embrace In our blessed home above. If thee I caress Still Jesus will bless, He will be sure I love Him no less. I shall see thee sitting down On the right hand of the throne, And behold thee wear thy crown, For thou wilt not be alone. We all shall be there Thy triumph to share. And a true welcome sweetly declare. Hosts of angels will be near, Jesus will be nearer still. If thou lookest, mother dear. By thy side on Zion's hill Thou wilt find me, too, As thou'rt used to do In these days of love so tried and true. Death's stream ripples on my feet, " Jesus help Thy little one, Jordan's swell is cold and deep, Blessed Lord, I come, I come ! 82 SONGS IN TRIAL. I pant for Thy breast, And there I would rest, A lamb in Thy fold for ever blest." Fain the mother's longing eye Now would pierce the closing veil, See her darling in the sky, But the earthly light is pale ; The curtain is drawn Till the day shall dawn. The night must pass ere the coming morn. Dark'ning shadows intervene, Closing round the youthful saint, Dimly gazing on the scene Till her mother's heart is faint, Her deep stricken cry Goes up through the sky. And God looks down with pitpng eye. Ling'ring, weeping, sad and lone, Life with keen bereavement wrung, Suddenly a light is thrown Through heav'n's gate wide open flung A beam full of love ■ From the throne above, And hov'ring round like a gentle dove, Sweetly on her spirit falls Like dew on with'ring flowers ; While a voice from heaven calls To the celestial bowers, " Thy child is at rest In the Saviour's breast. Follow ! and thou shalt be ever blest." HOYLAKE, December, 1872. SONGS IN TRIAL. 83 BELLS. Midnight bells ring merril}-, Let me listen quietly, If inclined to listen, too, I will tell my thoughts to you. Precious moments fleeting go. Precious, for I love them so, Precious memories remain. Precious resolutions gain. Precious year, 'tis at an end. We are parting with a friend ; Real friends are very few. Shall we gain one in the new? While I hear the merr}^ bell, I regret to say farewell. But a weakness at my heart Tells me dearest friends must part. Let us, therefoi'e, part in peace. Fretful thoughts for ever cease. Precious gifts are yet in store, Christ is mine for evermore. Precious year, though well begun, Stained with sin ere it was done, Precious Saviour, pardon me, Daily make me more like Thee. Precious vows I make anew. Grant me grace to keep them too, Print on me Thy seal Divine, And preserve me ever Tliine. Precious trials in the past, — Trials do not ever last, — g2 84 SONGS IN TRIAL. Precious lessons we may learn, Precious heritages earn. Precious joys have fled away, Joys are not for ev'ry'day, While I do Thy holy will, Precious peace abidetli still. Precious light on holy mount, Many sunny scenes I count, Precious rest in soothing shade, When in lowly vale I laid. Precious years may bud and fade, God still sends both light and shade, " God is light," and to the end, Light or shade, will be my Friend. Merry bells the new year ring, Joys and sorrows it will bring. On my God I cast my care, He will bless me everywhere. Precious faith my heart within. Old year out and new year in : Merry bells ring loud and long, God shall have my grateful song. HOYLAKE, December Slst, 1872. " BLESS ME." God, my Father, hear my prayer. And let me with Thy children share Thy sacred gifts both rich and free, Bless me, Father, even me. SONGS IN TRIAL. 85 If trial weigh my spirit down, And I provoke my Father's frowii, Yet all unworthy let me see, Thou wilt in love bless even me. If Satan tempt me to repi&e. And mm-mur at the will Divine, Lord my great Redeemer be, And bless with vict'ry even me. If hope deferred excite my fears, And stain my cheek with bitter tears. Still let my will with Thine agree, And wait assured Thou %\41t bless me. Not as the world giveth I desire, Of worldly gifts my heart would tire, Speak as of old, Lord, speak to me, " My peace thy sacred blessing be." If my faith tremble in its hold. Thy deeper truth to me unfold. Faint yet pursuing after Thee, 1 feel Thou dost bless even me. HOYLAKE, December, 1872. DEVOTIOX. Jesus, what may I do for Thee How can I best Thy witness be? Fill my whole soul with light Divine, In all my daily life outshine. Incline me now Thy touch to feel, Press deeply in my heart Thy seal. 8G SONGS 2N TRIAL. Dwell ill me as Thy j^iire abode, And wrap me in Thy royal robe. A liviug temple I would be. With all my powers worship Thee, Filled with the incense of Thy love, And fragrant as the courts above. Breathe in my heart tlie quenchless iire, My soul with living faith inspire, Faith which shall pierce the veil between. And gaze into the things unseen. Shall I on Thy great Throne sit down? Am I Thine heir to wear a crown ? O maj^ its lustre even now, Shine in true glory on my brow. HOYLAKK, January, 1873. DEVOTION. God ! with Thee I humbly jDlead For grace to help in time of need, Let mercy now Thy succour bear, And bless me while I bend in prayer. Eevive the life of grace within, Cleanse me from all the seeds of sin, Let nothing root or bud in me, But what is planted, Lord, by Thee. Help me to daily bear the cross. No matter what my worldly loss. From Thee I shall have richer gain, And with Thee shall for ever reign. SONGS IN TRIAL. 87 I follow Thee, and self deny, For Jesus I would live and die, Let nie Thy holy strength partake, And witness for my Master's sake. let me closely cleave to Thee, That the dull world may truly see, How Christ doth fill the human soul, How grace doth sanctify the whole. HOYLAKE, January, 1873. COVENANT. God ! wilt Thou regard my cry, While humbly at Thy feet I lie ? Awed by the light of Thy pure throne 1 mourn my sins to Thee alone. With heartfelt grief I ponder now My oft-repeated broken vow. My vows unpaid, how shall I dare To hope that Thou wilt hear my prayer ? I do not come in my own name. No right have I to make a claim, Jesus, my Advocate, doth plead, Jesus, to the Father lead. Again I knock at mercy's door, Again I crave at mercy's store, Canst Thou still give Thy grace to me. Though I have been untrue to Thee ? My dead works on my conscience lie, O'er broken bonds with tears I sigh, 88 SONGS IN TRIAL. may the blood of Christ atone, And cleanse my heart for Thee alone, Though I have grieved Thee in the past, Though my vows were too weak to last, Yet rather than my Lord deny, 1 feel I would for Jesus die. What shall I render, Lord, to Thee For all Tliy benefits to me ? help me on this holy day. Fresh vows to make, and old ones pay. Thy mercies now my heart constrain To cov'nant with my Lord again; may tliis newest cov'nant be Enduring as eternity. Seal Thou my heart with love Divine, Take all I have for ever Tliine, And let my daily life reveal The imprint of Thy royal seal. HOTLAKE, First Sundmj, 1873. " MOES JANUA YIT.E." OR, " DEATH THE GATE OF LIFE." Composed after seeing the celebrated painting by Sir J. Noel Paton. With vision rapt I saw A soldier of the cross. And full of sacred awe Beheld him count the loss Of the hard fight, and reckon all the spoil. SONGS IN TRIAL. 89 " If tlie greiat world I gaiu, E'en though it be the whole, The bargain were in vain, I lose my priceless soul And die a bankrupt after all my toil. " Pleasant to carnal lust Sin's worldly gain may be. But shall I dare to trust Its subtle llattery, And crave its wares though valuable they seem? I win a tempting prize, But lose it ere 'tis drawn, 'Twill vanish from my eyes. And, my lost soul in pawn, No price can then the fearful pledge redeem. " Christ bids me to deny Myself from day to day, And on His grace rely. Though rough the heavenward way ; Fight the good fight of faith and thus lay hold Upon eternal life. And win the victor's crown, Pass from the heated strife. And on His throne sit down, His everlasting glory to behold. oooooooo " Welcome the cross, I take It up, and humbly bear It for my Master's sake ; He bore a larger share Of pain, — His cross was heavier than mine. With Him I suffer now, AVith Him I soon shall reign, 90 SONGS IN TRIAL. To Ilim my lieart I bow; " ' Lord cleanse it fi'oin all stain Of wilful sin, and make it pure like Thine.' ' Look in the hottest front Of buttle, where the brave Bear manfully the brunt, And the tempest'ous wave Of warfare rolls like the fierce surging sea ; Gath'ring its crimson tide, Advancing more and more, Till in full swell of pride It breaks upon the shore. And s^iends its life-flood in eternity. With helm and sword and shield. Well clad in suit of mail, His weapons he doth wield With valour to prevail, As though his single arm a host had been. The struggle is severe, And e'en his well-scarred face Which knows no craven fear, Ennobled by the grace Of bravery, blanched in the strife is seen. The favour of his God He strongly seeks to win, " Eesisting unto blood And striving against sin," All honour gives where it alone is due. He royally maintains God to be all in all. Daily he conquest gains, Daily his foes do fall, And his free heart to God is ever true. SONGS IN TRIAL. 91 Fainting yet linn he rests Upon his trusty blade, Wlien in his armoured breast He sees an awful shade, Eeflected from the low'ring outspread wing Of the last foe of all, The angel-dread of death ; Chilled by the herald's pall, The brave man pants for breath, But boldly cries, " death, where is thy sting ? " The angel leads him through A valley dark and lone, — Earth vanishes from view, He hears the hopeless moan, Yet steadfastly he paces Death's domain ; Sees Death in terrors robed. Hears tempters threaten still Ere he pass Death's abode His precious life to spill, And swear by hell no refuge he shall gain. Feeble, he follows now With barely room to tread, And on his stricken brow As he moves near the dead. Appears the latest passion of his soul. Death spreading his dark wing In dissolution's hour, Unslieaths his fatal sting, And in one stroke of power Puts all his strength, and makes him feel the whole. Touched by the angel-guide, As thouiih a cruel dart 92 SONGS IN TRIAL. By skilful archer plied Shot through his quiv'ring heart, Stirring tlie pangs of mortal agony. Hard by an open grave His strength begins to sink, No human fi-iend can save, He yields upon the brink, But gasps, " grave, where is tliy victory? " Dropping liis bruised helm, His sword and beaten shield, Closed in by Death's dark realm, No light as yet revealed To show the way beyond the yawning grave. Hush ! listen to his plea, " For me the Saviour died, My Lord I look to Thee, No other trust beside, I rest upon Thy grace alono to save." Wliile thus he bows in prayer. With outstretched pleading hands ; Clad in a beauty rare The noble angel stands. Transformed into a herald radiant. He turns a veil aside, Eeveals the " Gate of Life," Now robed as royal guide To lead from mortal strife. And beams with pity on the suppliant. Tlie colours of the bow In pure transparent rays. Melt in harmonious glow, And shed immortal grace Upon the warrior's rapt countenance. SONGS IN TRIAL. 1)3 The flood of liquid light Shows the brave man death-strick'n, But kindling his dim sight With the deep bliss of heav'n Blends with dying anguish joy triumphant. for a seraph's wing To veil our feeble eyes In presence of the King, And see the glorious prize Bestowed upon the saint, and see him crowned ; Crowned, for the strife is done, Crowned in his Captain's name, Crowned for the conquest 's won, Crowned with his Lord to reign. The veil is down. — Within the harpers sound. HOYLAKE, January, 1873. A MOENINQ HYMN. My God, my Father, while I raise My heart in early songs of praise. Lift up Thy holy face in light And scatter all the shades of night. Sun of Eternal Life now shine And fill my soul with beams Divine, Let nothing in my mind remain That is untrue, or dark, or vain. In holy fellowship with Thee No cloud of darkness can there be, Light in the trusting heart shall spring, And pure abiding joy shall bring. 94 SONGS IX TRIAL. Thy smile shall be my break of day, Thy hand shall lead me on my way, Thj' favour shall enrieh my heart, And daily be my better part. Thy AYord shall be my constant law. Thy iMTsenee my affections draw, So shall my limnble love be Thine, And Thy unchanging love l)e mine. Save me from all perplexing care, And for my duties Lord, prepare, Gird me with strength that I may prove While in the world my faith and love. Engaged amidst its toil and strife. Fain would I earn the " Bread of Life," And thus secure a lasting store When I can work on earth no more. If busy for this life I be, May I have perfect peace in Thee, Hold forth Thy Word that men may know My service is not all below. Though I have earthly work to do, I would fulfil the heavenly, too, O sulfer not my thought to swerve. That Thee, and Thee alone, I serve. There is another world than this, A world of endless life and bliss, A daily meetness may I gain In that pure world with Thee to reign, HOYLAKE, March, 1873. SONGS IN TRIAL. 95 AN EVENING HYMN. God, my thankful heart woukl bring Its loving homage while I sing ; 1 bless Thee that tliroughout the day, Thou hast sustained me on my way. I thank Thee for the light I've seen. And for the comfort Thou hast been ; As all my days have passed before, So this is crowned with mercy's store. I thank Thee for my daily bread, Thou hast in peace my spirit fed, grant in calm of eventide To me the shelter of Thy side. 1 thank Thee for my life and strength. My hope of reaching heav'n at length. That each day brings me nearer still The mansions of Thy holy hill. Help me to prove myself with care, If I be fit to enter there ; If not, Lord, now grant to me Moi'e grace and heartfelt purity. If I have grieved Thee, Lord, to day, If negligence has marked mj- way, If secret wrong hath entered in. For Jesu's sake forgive my sin. make me simple as a child, Happy because my Father smiled ; Finding a heaven in Thy love, And meetness for the home above. 96 SONGS IN TRIAL. Let Thy love like a magnet be, To draw my spii'it near to Thee, And when my daj's on earth shall end Be Thou my everlasting Friend. Wateh o'er me in the hours of night, Secure I lie beneath Thy sight ; soothe me that I calmly rest As infants on a mother's breast. Bless me again, Lord, bless me now. Deepen Thy seal upon my brow, And let the bright and royal sign Declare to all that I am Thine . HOYLAKE, March, 1873. A GREAT SORROW. FIRST PART. THE WAIL. ! my heart, art thou not broken. Since thy sorrows are so sore ? Sorrows which no tongue hath spoken. Sorrows I ne'er felt before. ! my heart thou canst not find Treasure such as thou hast lost ; O'er thy loss my stricken mind Is in wild confusion tossed. ! my heart, thy springing life Is all withered in thy pain ; Nor in thy tumult'ous strife Can it ever grow again. SONGS IN TRIAL. 97 ! my heart, canst thou survive, Now thy roots are torn away ? Is it worth for life to strive Now dark night spreads o'er thy day ? ! my heart is worn and weary, For its load is great to bear, And the path I tread is dreary, Nought to comfort anywhere. ! my heart, I feel thee bleed, Anguish tears thee with its throbs, All thy life faints in its need, All thy voice hushed in its sobs. ! my heart, I look in vain For a balm to heal thy grief ; Comfort fleeth from thy pain. Earth can give thee no relief. ! my heart, thy depths are filled With a bitter portion now ; Every joy thou hadst is spilled. And thy anguish wrings my brow. ! my heart, thou helpless thing. Sinking in my troubled breast, Nothing near where thou canst cling, Nothing near where thou canst rest. ! my heart, the deep'ning gloom Gathers round thee like a pall. And I seem to tread the tomb, Shiv'ring at my own footfall. 98 SONGS IN TRIAL. ! my heart, thy bitter wail Moves the pity of my God ; His Divine help cannot fail, Tliough He smite thee with Ilis rod. SECOND PART. THE PRAYEK. ! MY God, no hope have I Til] Thou bring it to my heart ; All my hope is drained and dry, My soul to the quick doth smart. ! my God, a feeble spark Flickers in my clouded soul ; Wilt Thou fan it ere the dark Shadows quench it as they roll ? ! my God, this heart of mine Is a weak and sliattered thing ; Wilt Tliou draw it. Lord, to Thine, Heal its wounds beneath Thy wing ? ! my God, the storm is wild. Thy great love must feel for me ; Save Thy wrecked and sinking child, Let me now some shelter see. ! my God, if Thou canst give Life back to the buried dead ; Then a dying one may live. And a heart may heal that bled. ! my God, Thou seest me lie Restless on an awful brink ; If Thou leave me I sliall die. If Thou loose me I shall sink. SONGS IN TRIAL. 99 O ! ray God, this fierce despair Flings me on a barren waste, Wilt Thou see me perish there ? Father, to my rescue haste ! O ! my God, if hope be gone. If tiiere shine no star for me, Then, a lost and lonely one, Let me perish near to Thee. O ! my God, my heart is cold. Draw me closer to Thy breast ; Let me in Thy love behold For my restless soul a rest. O ! my God, yet will I hope Mercy hath not gone from Thee ; Though in darkness still I grope For Thine hand outstretched to me. O ! my God, forsake me not. Though my life Thou dost bereave. Thou shalt still control my lot, Thou wilt ne'er Thy servant leave. THIRD PART. THE REST. Rest, my soul, the shadows flee ; Welcome, welcome, is the dawn ! Weeping through the night may be. But joy Cometh with the morn. Rest, my soul, may richer fruit Be the harvest of thy pain, H 2 100 SONGS IN TRIAL. Though the i^runing was acute, Sweeter produce shall remain. Rest, my soul, thy portion now Is in the eternal King ; To His blessed will I bow, To His constant love I cling. Rest, my soul, be not afraid, God will shield thee from all harm ; None thy refuge shall invade, None disturb thy sacred calm. Rest, my soul, thou'st borne the cross, Jesus smiles upon thee now, He doth recompense thy loss With the sunlight of His brow. Rest, my soul, a richer prize Than the world can give to thee, Glitters in the brighter skies Of a pure eternity. Rest, my soul, if thou hast given Dearer sacrifice than life, "When, at length, I enter heaven, God will not forget thy strife. Rest, my soul, the vale of tears Leads me to my home above, Hushed for ever be my fears. In the depths of Jesu's love. Rest, my soul, thine ark is sure, Though on raging billows cast, It shall ev'ry storm endure. And the haven reach at last. SONGS IN TRIAL. 101 Rest, my soul, I can not tell Wheat m}' Father may intend. But He hath done all things well, And He \vill do to the end. London, April, 1873. 0, LIGHT IS SWEET ! 0, LIGHT is sweet ! At early dawn, With joy we greet The bright'ning morn ; When lonesome night hath wove its shadows dense, And drawn them round us like a gloomy veil, Leaving us helpless in our own defence Till merry sunbeams midnight shadows scale. With nimble feet And laughing eye Skip o'er the sky; 0, light is sweet ! 0, light is sweet ! When darkness frowned, And fierce storms beat The cringing ground. And lurid lightnings like bright burnished darts, Cleft the wild tempest with a giant's might. His fi'ry anger glancing to our hearts, Hath made us tremble at the awful sight. But gentle feet Behind his back. 102 SONGS IN TRIAL. Have smootlied his track ; 0, light is sweet ! 0, light is sweet ! When shiuing hours With radiance meet The oi)'niug flowers, And bid the prince of beauties not to shrink But with a fragrant modesty disclose, While pearly dew-drops melt upon its brink, The native splendours of the blushing rose. " 0, light is sweet ! " " In nature's bovvers ; " So sing the flowers, " 0, light is sweet ! " 0, light is sweet ! When in the cell With fettered feet As though in hell, The captive chafes and frets in midnight gloon) , Nursing a vengeance in his angry soul, Like a lost si^irit in its hopeless doom ; But e'en in his dark heart the morning stole Where passions beat, And seemed to say, " Kneel down to i^ray." 0, light is sweet ! 0, light is sweet ! When on the raft Wild billows beat The hapless craft Which weary mariners, from sinking wreck, Have lashed together to outride the sea, SONGS IN TRIAL. 103 Their eager watches eastern sunbeams beck, In hope that help may come to set them free ; Help! Help be fleet, If thou canst save From wat'ry grave ; 0, Hglit is sweet ! 0, light is sweet ! On trackless waste ; With blistered feet The trav'Uer's haste Carries him further in the wilds astray, Until the dreadful feeling comes, lost, lost ! With all his heart he looks and prays for day, And could he buy it, would give any cost ; His cries repeat Yet more and more Than e'er before, " 0, light is sweet ! " 0, light is sweet ! When on his bed With fev'rish heat And aching head The sufE'rer lies racked in his sleepless pain, And anxiously full oft he gasps for morn ; Even to him fresh slumber comes again In the mild moments of the springing dawn. 0, it is meet To let him sleep, And though we weep, The light is sweet ! 0, light is sweet ! When sinners bend 104 SONGS IN TRIAL. At Mercy's seat, And seek a friend To case their guilty conscience of its pain ; Like as a wounded deer pants for the stream, When mortal anguish doth its life-hlood drain ; what a blessed refuge it doth seem At Jesu's feet. Where love Divine Begins to shine ; 0, light is sweet ! 0, light is sweet ! Unto the heart. Whose piteous bleat And pungent smart Bespeak the presence of an inward grief, Which cast out peace and in its room hath dwelt ; The mourner seeks but fiudeth no relief, With hope so long deferred, heart-sick he felt. But, when complete, God's chast'ning plan, The stricken man Sings, " Light is sweet ! " 0, light is sweet ! To dying saint For heaven meet. But weak and faint In final conflict with the mortal foe ; Death aims full well his penetrating dart. And casting all his strength into the blow Drives it into his victim's quiv'riug heart. SONGS IN TRIAL. 105 In winding sheet The body lies, The spirit cries " 0, light is sweet ! " London, May, 1873. THE DISAPPOINTED SOWER. The fallow gi-ound Spread far around. And lab'rers here and there Went forth to sow, And broadcast throw The seed with tears and prayer. Tlie master sent His men who spent Their strength upon the field, But precious seed Was choked with weed And barren in the yield. Bad was the soil. And great the toil The furrows to prepare, The lab'rers few, And feeble too. To do much culture there. The stubborn clod So hard was trod. The ploughshare bright and keen 100 SONGS IN TRIAL. Was ronghl}^ spurned, And liardly turned A furrow on the scene. The rock was there To spoil the care With wliicli the seed was sown ; It sprung full soon But lieat of noon The blade scorched to the stone. But plots were found Of better ground In which the soil was deep ; So workman heed, Bring here your seed If you desire to reap. Yet even here. Where ground was clear And good in Avorkmen's eyes, The seed oft lay, Many a day, As thougli it ne'er would rise. A sower cast The good seed fast. The sweat broke on his brow, His busy hand Bestrewed the land With harvest to endow. When he had done He watched the sun And sliow'rs refresh the ground ; SONGS IN TRIAL. 107 As if he thought The sowing ought At once to spring around. He quite forgot It was the lot Of seed to lie unseen Through months of time, Before the prime Of harvest life was green. The sower fain Would look again Into the earth to see If seed did spring. And promise bring Of ripe maturity. He waited long Amid the throng Of workers in the field, With drooping mind He sat and pined Because it did not yield. One troubled day, On king's highway, He mourned the lack of sheaves, His care and cost Were labour lost, He thought, and so he grieves. His bitter tears And deeper fears For hope left little room, 108 SONGS IN TRIAL. 'Twas sad to seo One such as he Thus yearn for harvest bloom. O O O ft But now it seems That sweating teams Are toiling up this way, Filling the roads With harvest loads, And storing all the day. " Whence comes the wain With all this grain ? " The drooping sower asked ; " Tis from thy land And of thy hand," The reaper said and passed. : He asked once more, " Whence comes this store ? Are these sheaves thine or mine ? ' " What thou hast sown. That I have mown. So 'tis both mine and thine." Yet others came Who said the same, " Fruit of thy seed Ave bring ; Give us thine hand And join our band While harvest home we sing." They all agreed Without his seed No harvest could have been ; SONGS IN TRIAL. 109 While he had wept The seed which slept So long, was duly seen. With joy they met The man who set The harvest in the ground ; " Lift up thy voice," They cried, " Rejoice," " What thou hadst lost we found." " Give God the praise, For He doth raise The seed with large increase ; Though long it lay, We reap to day, And garner it in peace." HOYf^AKE, March, 1873. THE PHYSICIAN'S WAITING ROOM. Calmly we wait around. Yet in some hearts are found Secrets of anxious thought, which lie unknown, Save in the owner's breast. Where they too deeply rest, And to Divine Omniscience on the throne. Hard by is human skill, Whose touch on mortal ill We crave, and yet for power more potent call ; 110 SONGS IN TRIAL. Though not expressed in word The silent prayer is heard, And moves the Great Physician above alL Swift as a beam of light, Or e'en electric flight, Answers of peace are given to the soul ; And ministries Divine Our anxious hearts incline To cast all care on lliiu that bears the whole. If then the skill we seek, Though great, alas ! be weak. To meet the needs of our infirmity ; Yet One there doth remain To ease our heartfelt pain, Who ever liveth in eternity. Teach me to do Thy Avill, So I may best fultil Lord the duty Thou hast laid on me ; Whate'er I seek in means. If Thy will intervenes, 1 would deny myself to honour Thee. London, May, 1873. SONGS IN TRIAL. Ill The following lines were suggested as the writer stood by the Martyrs' Memorial Stone in Smithfield, London. The inscrip- tion is copied from the stone. " Within a few feet of this spot JOHN ROGERS, JOHN BRADFORD, JOHN PHILPOT, And other servants of God, suffered death by fire for the faith of Christ, In the years 1555, 1556, 1557." Do I now gaze upon the etain Where faithful martyrs have been slain ? And was it here they braved the stake As witnesses for Jesu's sake ? Here they were bound iu red-hot chains, Here that they sufEered mortal pains, Here they endured the bigot's fire Rather than take the traitor's hire Their Lord and Saviour to disown, And bring dishonour to His throne? Here that with life they freely sealed The truth Jehovah hath revealed ? Accounting it an honour given To testify and die for heaven, Holding the truth a greater prize Than any of their earthly ties, Wives, children, friends, forsaking all In answer to their Master's call ; Not with fanatic haste, but well And wisely counted cost to tell. The Word of God could ne'er be bound. Nor ought could shake the holy ground, — 112 SONGS IN TRIAL. Priests, Kings, and Councils, or the Pope — In which the anchor of their hope Was stroug, and sure williiu the veil Where persecution's fiercest gale Could never loosen its firm hold, Never ! though angry billows rolled. And deep cried hoarsely unto deep. And angry passions would not sleep ; Unfathomable depths were shown And beaten wrecks on rocks were thrown. Never, e'en then, coidd they be moved From Him whom they believed and loved. God, we bless Thee for the grand, Faithful, triumphant, martyred band ; Their ashes 'neath Thine altar lie. Aloud their awful voices cry, How long, holy Lord ! how long Shall men dispute the right with wrong? Deny, with unbelief and lies, That which alone can make them wise, And i3ure, and good, and fit to be In happy company with Thee ? Alone, uproot and cast away The sins which stain them ev'ry day, And make their hearts a temple bright Wliere nothing shall ofiEend Thy sight, But radiant with Thy glory shine. And burning with Thy love Divine ? Thankful that Smithfield fires are spent. We bless Thee peaceful times arc sent ; But never let us in this land Shrink to maintain a Christian stand ; Never disown in ease or pride The truth for which the martyrs died. SONGS IN TRIAL. 11- Shall we esteem God's word the less, In heart believe and not confess ; Our conscience telling us it's true, Our practice hiding it from view ; Strive to be all things to all men, Pray with the Church of Christ, and then Go out into the busy world Bearing the gospel banner furled. Or leave it secretly at home, That none may trace us as we roam A little just on mammon's side, The breach not maldng very wide? Just near enough the gospel door An extra stretch will bridge it o'er ; Dropping into our Master's cup, Of mammon's draught a little sup, Only a drop or two to taste : A pity worldly bliss to waste By being scrupulous or nice. When offered at so low a price. When such a bargain why not buy ? To make ends meet may we not try And serve both masters if we can ? Alas ! Is this a Christian man ? heaven let the martyr's cry Pdng loudly from the open sky. Hypocrisy shall fear and quake ; And all who name Thy name shall wake And brace themselves, with purpose strong. To spread the cry, — Lord ! how long ? With sworn and everlasting vow Their energy to Thee shall bow. And men shall be firm as the cross. Nor fearing earthly scorn or loss. 114 SOXGS IX TRIAL. Devils may tempt, and fools may sneer, But perfect love shall cast out fear, And though the world seduce and smile, Its arts shall ne'er again beguile. Mammon shall henceforth bribe in vain, Its gold may glitter, but its gain Shall leave behind no guilty brand To stain the consecrated hand, Xor ought TI13' witnesses shall shame To hide again Tliy royal name. London, May, 1873. A SOXG. Awake, awake, my weary heart, Thou shalt not droop and die. For thou hast now a royal part With multitudes on high. wake ! and sing a grateful song, Arise above thy cares, Thy sorrows may have lasted long. But God thy burden bears. If rough the path which thou hast trod, If rougher still before. And strength thou ueedest from Thy God, He now will give thee more. Rugged and steep may be the way, But iirace Divine is free. SONGS IN TRIAL. 115 Siifiicient ixnto ev'ry day, Sufficient unto thee. Jehovali's everlasting arm Is all around thee still, And thou shalt feel a holy cahu While bending to His will. On Him thou mayest daily lean. Yea, lean with all thy load. For His omnipotence hath been Thy staff upon the road. No foe that mighty staff can break, ! rest on it anew ; God's strength is pledged for Jesu's sake Till heaven appear in view. Nor will He leave thee at its gate. To gaze without, alone. But share with thee His rich estate, And place thee on His throne. HOTLAKE, August, 1873. THE LOED'S SONG, How shall I sing Jehovah's song Lone in a foreign land ? My exiled harp unstrung, hath long Been silent in my hand. Fain would I brace its feeble strings, And tune it o'er again, l2 IIG SOXGS IN TRIAL. But in so strange a land it rings Alas ! of heartfelt pain. Yet Avill I touch my harp and try The old inspiring tiieuie, It may be God will hear on high, Though played by Bal)'lon's stream. God ! the touch is somewhat strange, Yet does it sound like home, Nor would I murmur at the change, If for Thy sake I roam. Thy presence can, in ev'ry land, Provide a rest for me. Give power and freedom to my hand To play a song for Thee. grant me now Tliy Israel's skill A harmony to sound, With hallowed inspiration fill. Let faith and love abound. Then shall I tread the tempter down. Then shall my heart be free. Then shall I win the fadeless crown Thou boldest forth to me. Yea, now a greater strength I gain. Yea, now a sweeter cheer. Thy song I do not sing in vain, For Thou art truly near. HOYLAKE, August, 1873. SONGS IN TRIAL. 117 MY FATHER'S GRAVE. Rural it lies before my eyes, Marked by a marble stone, The spot is fair, but is it there My Father lies alone ? I see it now, beneath the bough Of an o'erspreading tree ; And as I gaze, the former days Rise up in memory. The buoyant life which in the strife Of earthly duties done, Yet sought the light of God's pure sight, And blest the rising sun. Depressing shade was rarely laid Across the path he trod. Though trial came it brought no shame. For he had peace with God. The spirit mild, which, like a child, Found joy in simple things. And revelled where no carnal care Dissatisfaction brings. The cheerful voice which would rejoice The hearts of those around, And e'er incite a pure delight The world ne'er sought or found. The father's heart, in ev'ry part. So tender wise and true, 1 1 8 SONGS IX TBI A L. Parental care was ever there, And guile it never knew. Tlie earnest soul, wliore used to roll The fount of Christian love. The gushing stream would often seem Replenished from above. The manly grace, the open face, The frank and beaming eye, The hoary head, the solid tread, These mem'ries never die. They live and last until the past Seems present o'er again, And we forget he slumbers yet. Unseen by mortal men. Yea, higher rise, beyond the skies To the immortal just. For earthly mould doth merely hold Its kin the mortal dust. And e'en his dust is in the trust Of Christ, until the hour When it shall rise, the honoured prize Of His redeeming power. Then shall we pause and weep because The grave hath his remains ? Nay on its brink we rather think That he with Jesus reigns. Shardlow, July, 1873. * SONGS ly TRIAL. 119 BATTLE. Wild is the storm, the tempest raves And roars in madd'ning winds and waves ; Its utmost fury is let loose, Xo interval of calm or truce, But fierce and stern determined battle : The arrows in its quiver rattle. Its bow is held with giant strength. And ev'ry dart drawn to its length ; Hissing they cleave the quiv'ring sky, Unswei'ving to their goal they fly, Shaft after shaft is buried deep, And life is changed for death's hard sleep. Yet no remorse the tempest knows, Nor pities nature in her woes ; Heedless of weather-beaten men Who shelter in the dripping den, All hoping, till they all despair, In misery they linger there. The passions of the storm increase, Eejecting ev'ry plea for peace. The forest trees of hoary age Are scathed and riven in its rage, Uprooted by the cruel blast, Their glor}' is for ever past; Upon the ground they prostrate lie. Where once they towered to the sky; Their massive trunks are basely torn. Their graceful branches rudely shorn, And all the chaste and silken life Of foliage withered in the strife, — The precious growth of many j^ears The tempest, in a moment, shears. 120 SOXGS IX TRIAL. Its cry is, havoc ! havoc still I Its fury now will have its fill ; Heaving the ocean to its deeps, And casting into fearful steeps Its waters, seething more and more, Like a huge cauldron boiling o'er ; Flinging afar its angry Hakes, Till e'en the bravest mariner quakes. His vessel shivers to the keel, And staggers with a drunken reel As though besotted in the strife, And mocking at both death and life. Its stately masts so strong and tall Come crashing with an awful fall. Its ragged rigging chokes the deck, Until a shattered helpless wreck It drifts upon the rock-bound coast. And ev'ry soul on board is lost. The greedy tempest claims its prey. And death acknowledges its sway. Fierce in its rage, but fiercer still. The storm which lashes human will. Rouses in the immortal soul "Wild billows, deeper in their roll. Strong passions beat with surging swell. As furiously stirred by hell. A dart is rankling in the breast. And conscience in its guilt can't rest. Anger and unbelief are there, And self-will stilles ev'ry prayer. Pride true obedience disdaius. And dark temptation only reigns. 'Tis Belial's malignant hour. The tempter triumphs iu his power ; SONGS IX TRIAL. 121 Fain would lio end the strife, and kill Body and soul to glut his will. ! minist'ring angels, where are ye ? This mental conflict haste to see, And if ye may, some heav'nly balm Drop from your wings and bring a calm. Befriend the agitated heart, And in its trouble take its part; Cherish its feeble languid vows, Its better principles arouse, Impart new strength to keep at bay, Yea, drive its enemies away. Breathe sympathy into the soul, 'Till heaven hath well inspired the whole, Immanuel supreme proclaim. And plant the banner in His name. Jesus, Master, in this hour Of battle, let Thy voice of power Si^eak as the Prince of truth and peace, And bid this hard fought conflict cease. Cast down the tempter's evil throne. And magnify Thy right alone To rule, with royalty Divine, And make the human heart like Thine ; No pride, or discord, or self-will, But all within so pure and still, That God may be distinctly heard, Nor ought oppose His ruling word. Its homage to Jehovah bound, Its pleasure in His favour found. Its duty learned from God the Son, " Father not my will, Thine be done." HOYLAKE, Aufjust, 1873. 122 SONGS IN TRIAL. TiiH piL(ii;nrs night soxg. The suiiliL;-lit is fading, Tlie road is so dreary, Tlic darkness is shading ]\Iy patli, and I'm weary ; licavenly Guide, wilt Thou give me Tliine hand ? Tliou only shalt lead me while in this strange land. I wait for the morning, But I'm sometimes afi-aid That ere it is dawning I shall sink in the shade, T5ut if I do fail still my Lord is with me, And a merciful Judge I know He will be. Though faint, I'm pursuing, For my goal is before, In weakness enduring. But a rest is in store; Each step of my travel brings nearer the close, Then after the journey how sweet the repose. I am often perplexed But I never despair. Though temptation hath vexed IMe, I cast all my care Where I know there is power my load to sustain, And love to refresh me whatever my pain. In Tliy miglity guiding How can danger befall ? In Thee I'm confiding, For no evil at all SONGS IN TRIAL. 123 Can hide the bright beaming whicli flows from Thy face, With Thee ever shining I trust if not trace. All my doubts drive away, My feeble heart strengthen, Lead by night and by day, Then shadows may lengthen, And every step of the road be unknown, Still in faith I sliall walk with Thee to Thy throne. HOYLAKE, August, 1873. THE AXGEL OF HOPE. Hail ! holy Angel, Spread Thy pinions briglit, May Thine evangel Bring me purer light ; wing Thy welcome way into my breast, And soothe my ruffled spirit into rest. Break the hard fetter Which enchains my heart, And give me better Thoughts, to heal the smart Of my bruised soul, now on temptation's brink. Which, but for Thee, in its dark depths would sink. The tempter hath flung Himself in my waj', 124 SOXGS IN TRIAL. And conflict hath wrung My spirit to pray : Blest Anfjel now smite him, and backward roll His legions, whose arrows have scathed my soul. Thou seest his snare With subtlety planned, But with Thee I dare Defy hi« bold hand; Thy glittering shield shall cover me well, And drive all my enemies back into hell. Angel Divine, Direct from above, No merit of mine Hath won Thy great love. Yet in Thy free gift there's something to spare ; To strengthen my heart when burdened with care. My spirit upraise, 'Tis soiled in the dust, teach me to praise, And help me to trust ; For though I have oft been nigh to despair. Thou never could'st leave me to jjerish there. When no other friend Is near to my side, Thou succour dost send. And with me abide ; Through ev'ry dark cloud Thy smile I behold Eegilding the sky more richly than gold. In dead of the night There's ever Thy star, SONGS IN TRIAL. 125 To shed its clear light And guide mo afar, Its beautiful shining seemeth to say, Fear not the darkness it soon will be day. HOYLAKE, August, 1873. WHEN I FEEL THAT LIFE IS LONELY. When I feel that life is lonely, When I think that it is sad, When, of all my friends, One only Can make my dull spirit glad. When I feel that hope is waning, When I fear that it is gone. When, in all my prospects, gaining Guiding light from only One. When the storm is wildly beating, When I hear it sigh and moan, Wlien, of all my helpers meeting, Eefuge is in One alone. When my harassed soul is fretting O'er the tempter's subtle snare, When I seek relief, but getting Not a comfort anywhere. Then the mighty One revealing Tender sympathy with me. And though yet escape concealing, Surely makes my spirit free. 12G SOXGS IN TRIAL. Blessed be the One abiding, Blessed be His open door, 111 His goodness still confiding. Lot nie learn to love Him more. HOYLAKE, August, 1873. THE WOUNDED SOLDIER'S OUT-LOOK. HEAVEN ! a wounded soldier prays, Wilt Thou his pleading heed ? heaven, bless the tender heart, The hands wliieh take the healing part, Of the Samaritan's deed. bless the love which sought me out Like the great Friend of friends ; The healing oil is sweeter still, Because it comes with such free will, And true compassion blends. My wounds are easier to bear While sympathj- is near ; And if I sicken or I die. Great Captain let Thy servant lie Where he the fight may hear. Next to the glory of the strife, 'Tis glorious to be Wounded upon the battle field, And see and hear my comrades wield Their strength and life for Thee. SONGS IN TRIAL. 127 comrades, stand ye all like men, And make the foeman fly ; How little should I think of pain, While many valiant still remain Eeady to dare and die. If unbelievers truth deny And some weak spirits fail. No matter who may stand or fall, 'Tis not a doubtful fight at all. Truth does and shall prevail. The issues of the conflict leave, Heaven will avenge its loss, And let your steady purpose aim To do God's will, as He who came To do it on the cross. Let not a selfish thought of praise Your strong arm paralyse, For if in human strength ye trust. Your banner shall be trailed in dust From which it cannot rise. Let not a mere desire to win Be in your battle cry ; Let ev'ry one be at his post, Thougli devils threaten all the host. And many brave men lie Disabled on their battered shields, And bearing mortal scars ; Yet e'en while life is ebbing fast, They watch ye to the very last. Till borne in vict'ry's cars 128 SONGS IX TRIAL. To hear their noble Captain say " Ye have your duty done : Let each receive his promised crown, And, full of holy zeal, look down Till tlie grand conquest's won. " The foe is bound — I liold liis chain, Satan and liell shall see That all who have My glory souglit, I glory for them, too, liAve bought. Eternal life with Me." HOYLAKE, August, 1873. OUK MOTHER'S BIRTHDAY. Dear mother, 'tis thy natal day. How many years art thou ? Dost tire of life's uneven way, Or art thou weary now ? Dost feel the weight of coming age, Dost think thy life is spun, That short is now thy pilgrimage. Thy mother's duty done ? Dost think that there is little left To keep tliee ling'ring here. Already of so mucli bereft. That nouglit remains to cheer ? Nay, thou hast loving children still, And children's children too, SONGS IN TRIAL. 129 And if thou canst not now fulfil What thou hast used to do, Thy children do not love thee less Than they have done before, But all with true affection bless And cherish thee the more. The silver of thy glist'ning hair Is to thy children dear, And easier lies their load of care "Whilst their good mother 's near. Thy precious Ufe is more to them Than any earthly gold, And years are but a diadem To crown tliee when thou'rt old. Thy presence, like a loom of power, Weaves all thy children's love. And the warm robe shall be thy dower, Till thou art robed above. They gather dignity from thee. They warm their love by thine. And daily shall their purpose be. To honour thy decline. They love the outbeam of thine age, They love the soul within, And noble purposes engage. An earnestness to win A place in thy true mother's heart. That what they lose or gain, Whate'er may gather or depart. Thy blessing may remain. 130 SONGS IX TRIAL. daily may thy children's love Be more like love Divine, Supremely pledged to God above, And then for ever thine. But sweeter than our love can be Is that for which we call, May God a Husband be to thee, A Father to us all. HOTLAKE, September 1st, 1873. KOCK OF AGES. EocK of Ages ! still I cling With a trusting heart to Thee, And amid the storm I sing " Ever shall my refuge be. In tbe cleft above the waves, In the love wliicli fully saves." Though I hear the rising swell Of the tempest at Thy feet, And the blasphemies of hell In their angry passions beat. Casting unbelief and pride On Thy sacred riven side : Though I see with heartfelt pain Many wrecks around Thee lie. And the sinking souls disdain All the succour which is nigh. SONGS IN TRIAL. 131 Heedless in their dying day, Drifting ho^^elessly away : Rock of Ages ! still I cling With a trusting heart to Thee, And in gratitude I bring Now the oft-repeated plea, ' Let me all my life abide In the refuge of Thy side." Rock of Ages ! let no foe Ever tempt me to depart, Whither, whither can I go To repose my weary heart ? To Thy fount which doth alone For my sinfulness atone. Rock of Ages ! let my hand Cleave to Thee with stronger hold, Let my feet more firmly stand. Let my heart become more bold, Let me reckon gain and loss By the value of Thy cross. Rock of Ages ! let Thy peace Be the secret of my soul, And though earthly cares increase, Tliou can'st ev'ry one control, How, beneath Thy tranquil shade, Can I ever be afraid? Rock of Ages ! when I die Let my pillow be on Thee, When a sufferer I lie. Let me on Thy summit see k2 132 SONGS IN TRIAL. Glory blending with Tliy liglit, Heaven coming into sight. Rock of Ages ! still I cling With a trusting heart to Thee, Life may fail, and death may sting, But in all my hope shall be — Evil cannot reach me here, Faith hath conquest over fear. HOYLAKE, October, 1873. MY FATHER, BLESS ME. My Father bless me, though sinful I be, Let me the light of Thy countenance see. Let Thy favour be mine, my portion Divine, My heart be Thy Idngdom, and rule it as Thine. My Father, I cry, help me to rely On Thy changeless love which always is nigh. By temptation distrest, I fly to Thy breast, And there, like an innocent child, let me rest. M}^ Father, Thy hand leads me through a land, 'Tis toilsome to walk, and danger to stand. But if Thou dost reveal, and impress Thy seal On my weak trembling heart, what fear can I feel ? My Father, Tliy will may be myst'ry still. Yet what Thou bidd'st me I fain would fulfil. SONGS IN TRIAL. 133 If Thou dost not explain the cause of my pain, I know that I never can trust Thee in vain. My Father, in Thee my refuge shall be. Though dark be my path yet light is in Thee, For Thy goodness doth shine on me and on mine, And whatever Thou dost I ought not repine. My Father, I claim in Jesus's name. Thy grace to preserve from sin and from shame. Do Thou make my heart pure and strong to endure. And daily may Jesus and heaven be sure. My Father, I know Thou lov'st to bestow Thy succour to save, for now it doth flow ; Help me ever to live the truth I believe. Till, as joint-heir with Christ, a crown I receive. LiSCARD, Febrtiary, 1874. A FAMILY SONG. " Father which art in heaven," Enthroned in power above. Thou hast to us Thy mercies given, And blest us with Thy love. A family we meet In thankfulness to sing, And as we gather at Thy feet, Our cheerful homag-e brinsr. 134 SOXGS IN TRIAL. Our earthly home we love, For Thou hast made it dear ; The promise of a home above, A little heaven here. Thou hast from day to day Our constant need supplied, Thou never liast sent us away Of any good denied. Thou ft'iv'st us living- bread, And water from the spring. At whose eternal Fountain Head, Afresh in faith we cling. Unite us in that name Which is our guarantee, That we shall ever prove the same Kind Fatherhood in Thee. May each keep near the cross. May each Thy witness be, And grant, whatever be our loss, Lord we ne'er lose Thee. Jesus ! may Thy care So rule our life and heart, That in our Father's house we share An everlasting part. LiSCARD, Februanj, 1874. SONGS IN TRIAL. 135 A MOENING SONCt. God ! I own Thy kingly sway, And bless Thee for the light of day ; Thy power hath made the sun to shine, Thy love enkindles light Divine. 'Tis sweet at morn to see the sun, 'Tis pleasant when the day is done, But to the soul it 's sweeter still To catch the light from Zion's hill. God ! Thou art the Fount of light, Thy presence banishes the night, Though shadows on my spirit fall. No darkness is in Thee at all. And Thou hast said that I may be God, my Father, like to Thee, Foretasting of the joys above. The spring of sacred light and love. Lord, I look up ; Father, shine — Let me now see Thy smile Divine ; Let me now feel I have a part, Deep in my heavenly Father's heart. Strong I begin the work of day. Afresh pursue my pilgrim way, A promise in Thj'' love I see That as my days my strength sliall be. LiSCARD, March, 1874. 13G SONGS IN TRIAL. LORD, IS IT I? Care, care, dark care Lieth everyAvhere, "Who casteth its great load Of hard stones on the road ? Lord, is it I ? why, why ? Pain, pain, keen pain Cometh again. Who thrusteth the sharp steel Which in my heart I feel ? Lord, is it I ? why, why ? Fear, fear, weak fear Seemeth so near, Who letteth the foe in ? is it my own sin ? Lord, is it I ? O why, why ? Dust, dust, in dust Droopeth my trust, Who planteth the sly snare, And entangleth me there ? Lord, is it I ? why, why ? Down, down, cast down Under God's frown. Who hath my Father grieved And chastisement received ? SONGS IN TRIAL. 137 Lorfl, is it I ? why, why ? Hope ! hope ! yet hope, Lost heart look up ! Who is it in this hour Speaks with such love and power ? Lord, is it Thee ? 'Tis Thee, 'tis Thee. Egremont, 1874. WKITTEN FOR A BEREAVED MOTHER. A MOTHER had a flow'ret rare, 'Twas precious in its birth, She tended it with loving care, And could not tell its worth. She placed the young bud in her heart, That it might nourished be. And there fulfilled a mother's part With true fidelity. The mother passed her garden through, And all her plants looked o'er ; The bud was choicest in her view, And richest of her store. She watched its tender leaves unfold, So silken was their hue. 138 SONGS IN TRIAL. Ill her Avai-iii lovo afresh she rolled The lluw'ret. as it grew. It struck its roots into lier breast, Her life in its was bound, And closer still the mother prest The treasure she had found. The fragrance of the flow'ret filled The mother's inmost soul, And, in return, her love instilled Itself into the whole. But the great Husbandman on high, Loved the young flow'ret, too ; He saw it in her bosom lie And bore it from her view. The mother's heart did nearly break. When the young bud was gone, " Lord, alone, for Thy dear sake, Could I give up this one." The royal Husbandman looked down, And to the mother said, " Thy bud is i^lanted in ]\Iy crown. The flow'ret is not dead. " It liveth now ; it is My will To rear the bud on high, But it shall be thy flow'ret still. Though nourished in the sky." " Let hope of heaven heal thy i^ain. My flow'rets thou slialt see, SONGS IN TRIAL. 130 And thou slialt have tliy bud again When thou art come to Me." HOYLAKE, Janua)\i/, 1873. WOKK. LET me take hold of the plough, let me grip it again, 1 woukl put my strength to it now, As I toil with working men. Do I hold with a trembling hand And open furrow with care ? I joy in the smell of the land Which yields to the keen i^loughshare. give me the hopper of seed, And a broadcast let me throw. With an earnest heart in the deed, God loveth to have it so. It springs ! it springs in the blade ! And the blade into the ear, Heaven hath a ripe harvest made. And calleth its sons to shear. give me the sickle of love. The sickle so bright and keen, 1 reap for my Master above. And angels garner it in. 140 SONGS IN TRIAL God, I am working for Thee, I clieer mj'^ labour witli song. For richer my wages will be And rest is coming ere long. Have I mingled sowing with tears. And waited long for the sheaves ? Now I saj^, " Begone," to my fears, The reaper his due receives. Egremont, August, 1874. (\ ,TMAN^ROS. AND LILLT, CROSS STREET, HATTON GARDEN. N^R( V / ( This book is DUE on the last dale stamped below. 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