OSWALD CRAY Mrs. Henry Wood LIBRARY UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA RIVERSIDE OSWALD CRAY. WL Nobet- FY MRS. HENRY WOOD, AUTHOR OF "EAST LYNNE," "THE CHANNINGS," ETC. Woodj EJkv ] V^hs, ■ load 1 ' Jftftn--sccont( ^fjousnnti. LONDON-. RICHARD BENTLEY AND SON, Publishers tit ©tiunatg to $rr ffflajesstg tfjr ©item. 1896. (/I// rights reserved.) LONDON : FEINTED BI WILLIAM CLOWES AND SONS, LIMITED, STAMFORD STREET AND CHARING CROSS. CONTENTS. CHAPTER I. DR. DAVEXAL II. lady Oswald's letter . III. MISS BETTINA DA VENAL . IV. OSWALD CRAY V. RETROSPECT . VI. NEAL's CURIOSITY . VII. AX INTERRUPTION VIII. A BARGAIN . IX. EDWARD DAVEXAL X. A TREAT FOR XEAL XI. lady Oswald's journey XII. WAITING FOR NEWS XIII. PAIN .... XIV. A WHIM OF LADY OSWALD'S XV. mark cray's mistake . XVI. neal's dismay XVII. THE NIGHT VISITOR TO DR. DAVENAL XVIII. AFTER THE VISITOR'S DEPARTURE . XIX. COMMOTION .... XX. GOING DOWN TO THE FUNERAL XXI. THE INTERVIEW WITH THE DOCTOR XXII. THE WILL ..... 1 13 20 23 27 37 43 49 54 62 67 73 82 90 100 104 112 118 122 128 140 146 IV CONTEXTS. CHAPTER XXIII. neal's visit . XXIV. DR. davenal's "folly XX Y. VISITORS FOR MR. OSWALD CRAY XXVI. MORE DOUBT . XXVII. A WINTRY AFTERNOON XXVIII. THE LAST MEETING . XXIX. DICK'S LETTERS XXX. THE DOCTOR'S BIRTHDAY XXXI. BAD NEWS FOR HALLINGHAM XXXII. LAST HOURS . XXXIII. SORROW . XXXIV. WORK FOR THE FUTURE XXXV. mark's new plans. XXXVI. mark's evasion XXXVII. A NEW HOME . XXXVIII. HOPE DEFERRED XXXIX. AN UNPLEASANT VISIT XL. A FLOURISHING COMPANY XLI. A SLIGHT CHECK XLII. IN THE TEMPLE GARDENS XLIII. AN IRRUPTION ON MARK CRAY XLIV. NEW FEARS XLV. MRS. BENN's WRONGS XLVI. AN UNWELCOME VISITOR XLVII. COMMOTION XLVIII. DAY-DREAMS INTERRUPTED XLIX. THE SAME EVENING L. HARD LINES FOR DICK LI. WEARY DAYS . LII. SOMETHING AT LAST . LIII. AT HONFLEUR LIV. AT MTDN'TGHT PAGE 152 157 167 177 185 191 196 205 213 224 231 237 248 255 260 265 271 282 288 296 303 310 319 327 335 340 348 355 363 371 376 386 CONTENTS. CHAPTER LV. DESOLATION .... LVI. NO HOPE LVII. DREADFUL TREACHERY LV1I1. THE GALLANT CAPTAIN HOME AGAIN LIX. THE SERGEANT-MAJOR'S WIFE LX. L10HT ..... LXI. THE BARGAIN SEALED LXII. "FINANCE" .... LXI II. SIX MONTHS LATER . PAGE 395 401 409 415 424 429 434 443 450 OSWALD CRAY. CHAPTER I. DR. DAVENAL. It was market day at Hallingham. A moderately-sized and once beautiful town, cut up now by the ugly railroad which had chosen to take its way right through it, and to build a large station on the very spot where the Abbey Gardens used to nourish. Famous gardens once ; and not so long ago the evening recreation of the townspeople, who would promenade there at sunset, whatever the time of year. Since the gardens had been appropriated for railway purposes, a bitter feud had reigned in the place ; the staid old inhabitants mourning and resenting the desecration ; the younger welcoming the new rail, its station and bustle, as a grateful inbreak on their monotonous life. The trains from London (distant some sixty or seventy miles) would go shrieking and whistling through the town at any hour of the day or night : and, so far, peace for Hallingham was over. Possibly it was because the town was famous for little else, that these Abbey Gardens were so regretted. Hallingham Abbey had been renowned in the bygone ages ; very little of its former greatness was left to it now. The crumbling hand of time had partially destroyed the fine old building, an insignificant portion of it alone remaining ; just sufficient to impart an idea of its style of architecture and the century of its erection : and this small portion had been patched and propped up, and altogether altered and modernised, by way of keeping it together. It was little more than an ordinary dwelling-house now ; and at the present moment was unoccupied, ready for any suitable tenant who would take it. But, poor as it was in comparison with some of the modern dwellings in its vicinity, it was still in a degree bowed down to by Hallingham. There was something imposing in the address, "The Abbey, Hallingham," and none but a gentleman born and bred should venture to treat for it. It stood alone : the extensive gardens in front of it ; the space Oswald Cray. 1 OSWALD CRAY. once occupied by the chapel behind it. All traces of the chapel had disappeared, but its mossy gravestones were imbedded in the ground still, and the spot remained as sacred as a graveyard. The Latin inscriptions on some of these stones could yet be made out : and that on one of them attracted as much speculation as the famed gravestone in the cloisters of Worcester Cathedral. A few Latin words only were on it, meaning, freely interpreted, that its occupant had "lived and died in misery." no name, no date. Thoughtful natures would glance at that stone as they passed it, with an inward hope— perhaps a prayer— that the misery experienced by its unhappy tenant in this world had been exchanged for a life of happy immortality. This graveyard was not a thoroughfare, and few cared to wAk there who were absorbed in the bustle and pleasures of the world; but the aged, the invalid, the mourner might be seen there on sunny days, seated on its one solitary bench, and buried in solemn reflections. A short space of time, more or less, as it might happen, and they would be lying under gravestones in their turn : a short space of time, my friends, and you and I shall also be lying there. The broad public road running along the Abbey front divided it from the gardens, the gardens being the public property of the town. On the opposite side of these gardens, furthest from the Abbey, were the buildings of the new station and the lines upon lines of rails. It is well to say lines upon lines of rails ! Hallingham said it- said it with much groaning. Not content with a simple line, or a double line of rails, sufficient for ordinary traffic, the railway authorities had made it a "junction " — "Hallingham Junction ! " — and more lines branched from it than you would care to count. This was at the east end of the town. Beyond it was the open country. Some of the lines rounding a sort of semicircle, cut off a corner of the town, and branched onwards. True, it was a very shabby little corner of the town that had thus been cut off, but Hallingham did not the less resent the invasion. Walking down to Hallingham along the broad road leading from the Abbey, its busiest part was soon gained. Let us look at it to-day: Tuesday. It is market-day at Hallingham, and the hot July sun streams full on the people's heads : there is no room for the umbrellas, and they afford little shade in consequence. It is the wide, open space in front of the town-hall where we have halted, and here from time immemorial the market people have sat to chaffer and change, barter and sell. Country women expose their poultry and eggs, their butter and cream cheese, and other wares, all on this spot. No matter what the weather — in the warm days of summer, or the sharp snows of winter — here they are every Tuesday under their sea of umbrellas, which must be lowered to the jostling crowd when the market fills. The town had been DR. DAVENAL. 3 talking the last ten years of erecting a covered market-house ; but it had not begun to do so yet. Still on, down the principal street, leaving this market-place to the left, and what was called the West end of the town was gained. It was nothing but a street ; its name, New Street, proclaiming that it was of more recent date than some other parts of Hallingham. It was really a fine street, wide and open, with broad white pavements, and its houses were for the most part private, their uniformity being broken by a detached house here and there. It was a long street, and five or six by-streets and turnings branched off from it at right angles. Lying back from the street at the corner of one of these turnings was a handsome white house, detached, with a pillared portico in its centre and a plate on the door. It was quite as conspicuous as were the other houses which were placed closer to the pavement. A lawn was before it, and the whole was surrounded by low light iron railings, with a small light gate in the centre. Narrow flower- beds, filled with gay flowers, skirted the lawn before the rails ; on the sides flourished evergreens close to the railings, forming a screen. An enclosed garden lay at the back of the house, and beyond the garden were the stables. On the brass plate — you might read it from the street — was engraved "Dr. Davenal." He was the chief surgeon of Hallingham. Why he had taken his degree — a recent accession to dignity — people were puzzled to tell. Had he cared for high-sounding titles they could have under- stood it ; but he did not care for them : had he been a slave to example, that might have accounted for it, for taking degrees, as you must be aware, has come into fashion of late years : had he wished to court notoriety, he might have thought this a means helping him to it. But Hallingham knew Dr. Davenal better. He was a simple-minded man ; he liked to be out of the fashion rather than in it; and whether he wrote "doctor" or "surgeon" to his name, he could not be more deservedly renowned in his locality than he was already. He was a skilful surgeon, a careful and successful operator, and his advice in purely medical cases was sought in preference to that of any physician in Hallingham. A rumour arose, not to be traced to any certain source, that his son Edward, a dashing young captain of infantry, had urged the step upon him with a view to enhancing his own standing with his brother- officers. The son of Mr. Davenal, a country surgeon, might be thought lightly of : the son of Dr. Davenal need not be so. Be that as it might, the rumour gained some credence, but it died away again. One patient only ventured to question Dr. Davenal as to its truth. The doctor laughed heartily in his patient's face, and said he expected handsome Ned could hold his own without refer- ence to whether his father might be a royal physician or a parish apothecary. 4 OSWALD CRAY. Before we go on, I may tell you that you will like Dr. Davenal. He was a good man. He had his faults, as we all have ; but he was a good man. On this same hot July afternoon, there came careering down the street, in its usual quick fashion, a handsome open carriage drawn by a pair of beautiful bays. Dr. Davenal did not see why, because he was a doctor, his carriage should be sober, his horses tame and rusty. Truth to say, he was given to spending rather than to saving. I have told you he had faults, and perhaps you will think this one of them. He sat in his accustomed seat, low in the carriage, his servant Roger mounted far above him. He rarely drove, himself ; never when paying professional visits : a surgeon had need to keej) his hands steady. Roger was a favourite servant : he had been fourteen years in his present service, and was growing fat upon it. Dr. Davenal sometimes told him jokingly that he should have to pension him off, for his weight was getting too much for the bays. The same could not be said of Dr. Davenal ; he was a spare man of middle height, with a broad white forehead, dark eyes, and a careworn expression. The carriage was bowling quickly past the market-place— Dr. Davenal's time was too precious to allow of his being driven slowly — when a woman suddenly descried it. Quitting her station in the market, she set oft* towards it, flinging her hands up in agitation, and overturning her wares in her haste. Poor wares ! — gooseberries and white and red currants displayed on cabbage leaves to attract the eager eyes and watering mouths of juvenile passers-by ; and common garden flowers tied up in nosegays. Roger saw the movement. "Here's Dame Hundley flying after us, sir." Dr. Davenal, who was very much in the habit of falling into thought, seeing and hearing nothing as he went along, raised his head, and turning it in the direction of the market, met her anxious countenance. "Pull up, Roger," he said to his servant. The countenance was a tearful one by the time it had reached the doctor's side ; and then the woman seemed to become aware that she had done an unwarrantable thing in thus summarily arresting Dr. Davenal — not that there was anything in his face or manner to remind her of it. "Oh, sir, I beg ten thousand pardons for making thus bold! Seeing your carriage, I started off in the moment's impulse. I've been a-fearing all the morning as I sat there, that maybe you might be out when I called, after market was over. He is no better, sir : he is worse and weaker." "Ah!" remarked the doctor. "Couldn't he come in to- day?" " I don't believe there'll ever be any more coming in again for UK. DAVENAL. O him," was the woman's answer, as she strove to suppress her tears. "'Mother,' says he this morning, when I tried to get him up, ' it's o' no use trying. I— I ' " She fairly broke down. " Does the parish doctor see him regularly 1" " He comes, sir, about every third day. His eye caught sight of that bottle of physic that you wrote for and told me to get made up, and he asked where I got that, and I told him I had made bold to take my poor boy in to Dr. Davenal. So then he was put up about it, and said if we was going to be grand patients of Dr. Davenal's we didn't want him. And I thought perhaps he mightn't come again. But he did : he came in last night at dusk." " Has your son taken the physic ? " "Yes, sir. I gave him the last dose afore I came away this morning. But he's worse ; he's a deal worse, sir : maybe it's thesp hot days that's trying him." Dr. Davenal could have told her that he never would be any- thing but worse in this world ; a little better, a little Avorse, according to the phases of the disease, and then would come the ending. "I shall, I believe, be driving out of Hallingham your way this evening, Mrs. Hundley, and will call and see him. Should any- thing prevent it this evening, you may expect me to-morrow. I'll be sure to come." The same good, considerate man that he had ever been, sparing no trouble, no kindness, when life or health was at stake. "I'll be sure to come ! " and the woman knew that he would keep his word. How few medical men in his position would have con- descended to say to this poor woman, "I'll be sure to come!" with the promise in his eyes as they looked straight into hers, as well as on his lips ! He had fellow-practitioners in that town, their time not half taken up as his was, who would have loftily waved off poor Dame Hundley, a profitless patient in every sense of the word, and sent her sorrow to the winds. Roger drove quickly on down the street between the rows of gay shops, and Dr. Davenal sat thinking of that poor woman's sorrow. She was a widow, and this was her only son. Did the anticipated loss of that son strike on the chords of his own heart, and set them vibrating '? He had lost a son, and under unhappy auspices. Save that woman's son he knew he could not ; his death fiat had gone forth in the fell disease which had attacked him : but he might possibly, by exerting his skill, prolong the life a little and certainly lighten its sufferings. Mrs. Hundley had toiled for this son, and brought him up well, in her poor way, and had looked forward to his helping her on in her old age : as he would have done, for he was steady, and dutiful. But it was not to be : God was taking him : and the mother in her alarm and grief scarcely saw why this should be. Not at the time that affliction falls, can 6 OSWALD CRAY. we see or believe in the love and wisdom that are always hidden within it. Roger drew up at the doctor's house, set his master down, and turned his horses into the lane — for it could not be called a street — to drive to the stables. Dr. Davenal went through the gate, and round the grass-plot to the house. As he was about to open the door with his latch-key, it was opened for him by his attentive man- servant. A very model of a servant in looks, voice, and manner. About forty years of age, his tall, slim, active figure gave him the appear- ance of being a younger man. His smoothly-brushed hair was black, and his white necktie and orthodox black clothes were without a flaw. But — in spite of his excessive respectability as a man and a servant — there was something in the sharp, white features, the furtive black eyes, that would lose their look of slyness when meeting yours, which had never been cordially liked by Dr. Davenal. "You saw me, Neal ? " " I was in your room, sir, speaking to Mr. Cray," was the man's answer : and in his low, respectful tones, and in his accent, there was really a pleasant sound of refinement. Not the charm of a refine- ment which is innate, but that refinement of voice and manner that may be caught from associating with the educated. "Has any one been here ? " " Lady Oswald, sir. She apologised for coming when it was not your day for receiving town-patients, but said she particularly wished to see you. I think she scarcely believed me, sir, when I said you were out." Dr. Davenal took his repeater from his pocket, where it lay loose, unattached to any chain, and glanced at it. A valuable watch, the present of a grateful rich man years ago, who believed that he owed his life, humanly speaking, to Richard Davenal's care and skill. ' ' Scarcely believed you ! Why, she knows I am never home much before three o'clock. It wants two minutes to that now. Mr. Cray, if he is here, might have seen her. "Mr. Cray has only just come, sir. I was showing him in when your carriage drove up to the door. Lady Oswald said she would call again later, sir." When three o'clock should strike, Dr. Davenal's door would be besieged by patients. Country patients to-day. On Tuesdays he would be very busy with them, and the townspeople did not intrude unnecessarily upon him ; all the other week-days were given up to them. They would come, these patients, and lay down their guinea before leaving. Dr. Davenal would see them twice for that ; sometimes more — several times more. He was not covetous, and distinguished between those who could afford to pay him, and DR. DAVENAL. 7 those who could not. When these last would timidly put down the fee, he would quietly push it back. "No, you paid me last time or so ; you don't owe me anything at present." Of wide reputation, he had scarcely a moment of the day that he could call his own, or that was not in some way or other devoted to his profession. Chief visiting-surgeon to the Hallingham Infirmary, always taking the operations in difficult cases, part of eveiy day had to be spent there. Early in the morning he saw patients at home, twice a week gratuitously. At a quarter to ten he went out, and between that time and three o'clock paid his round of calls and visited the Infirmary. At three he was at home to receive patients again ; at six he dined ; and it very rarely happened that he had not second visits to pay afterwards. Of course this routine of duty was often varied. Visits at a distance had to be paid, necessitating post-horses to his close carriage, if no rail conducted to the place. Patients hovering between life and death must be seen oftener than once or twice in the day ; perhaps in the night ; and sometimes a terrible case of accident would be brought into the Infirmary, demanding the utmost skill that the operator could give. In those emergencies it was Dr. Davenal who was sent for by the house-surgeon ; none of the other visiting-surgeons were so sure as he : and Dr. Davenal, though he had a whole dining-room full of patients waiting their turn to go in to him, fee in hand, would abandon them all, and stride away to the Infirmary with his fleetest step. The dining-room was on the left of the entrance-hall : it was of large proportions. Opposite to it, on the right, was a much smaller apartment, called by way of distinction ' ' Dr. Davenal's room." In this last the doctor saw his patients, who would go into it from the dining-room, each in his turn. The two rooms looked to the front, on either side of the door, and the window in each was very large. Behind the doctor's room was another room, opening from it, the windows of which looked on the evergreens skirting the narrow path between the side of the house and the railings bordering the lane ; a path so narrow that no one was sup- posed ever to use it. This second room was Dr. Davenal's bed- chamber, used by him ever since the death of his wife. Beyond this chamber was another apartment, partitioned off into two, one portion being used as a butler's pantry, the other as Neal's bedroom, which looked to the garden at the back of the house. Neal had a great partiality for that pantry, and would be in it all hours of the day or night, though it was never intended that he should sit in it. It was to all intents and purposes a pantry only, and a very scantily lighted one. It had a high window of four square panes, looking on the evergreens and on nothing else. There was a door at the side, opening on the evergreens also ; and one with a slim figure — as slim as Neal's, for instance — could go 8 OSWALD CRAY. out at that door if so disposed, take the narrow path, braving the shrubs, past the windows of Dr. Davenal's bed-chamber, and emerge in front of the house. It was not at all, however, in Neal's recognised duties to do so. Quite the contrary. When Neal entered Dr. Davenal's service, he was ordered to keep that pantry door always fastened. It was impressed upon him by Miss Davenal that there was no necessity ever to unlock it. His plate was there, she observed, and suspicious beggars frequented Hallingham, as they frequent most other places. On the opposite side, behind the dining-room, was the prettiest apartment in the house. It was called the garden-room, and opened to the garden at the back by means of glass doors. The state drawing-room was above, over the hall and dining-room, and the kitchens were down-stairs. Dr. Davenal's room was scantily furnished. A shabby Kidder- minster carpet, a square table, some horsehair chairs, and a writing- desk. Nothing else, except some books ranged round the walls, and a plaster bust or two. On the table, which was covered with a green-baize cloth bordered with yellow, lay some writing and blot- ting paper by the side of a large inkstand, and the desk was under the table on the carpet. It was the doctor's habit to keep his desk there ; he could not have told why. If he wanted to open it, which was very seldom — for he never used it when writing — he would lift it upon the table and put it back when he had done with it. Some of his patients sitting at the table waiting for the doctor to come in, or enlarging on their complaints as he sat before them, had unconsciously used it as a footstool, and the result was a con- siderably scratched surface of the polished mahogany ; but Dr. Davenal did not move it from its place. Tilting himself on a chair, with his feet on the edge of this very desk, sat a young man, carelessly humming a popular song. You heard Neal tell his master he was there — Mr. Cray. His face was sufficiently pleasing, his complexion fair, his eyes a light blue. It was not a remarkable face in any way ; and might have been some- what insipid, but for these same blue eyes that lighted it up, and a gay smile that was ever seen upon it. All that Mr. Cray appeared likely to be remarkable for as yet, was a habit of pushing his hair back— rather light, almost flaxen hair, and he pushed it off his fore- head at all times and seasons. But what with the blue eyes, the winning smile, and a very taking voice and manner, he was begin- ning to win his way in Hallingham. Dr. Davenal was glad that it should be so. He had taken this young man, Marcus Cray, by the hand, had made him his partner, and he desired nothing better than that he should become popular. But to win your way in a town is one thing ; to win hearts in it is another ; and Dr. Davenal was certainly not prepared to hear, as he was about to do, that Mr. Cray had gained one heart in particu- bit. DAVENAL. 9 lar, and had come then to ask Dr. Davenal's approbation to his having done it. Neal threw open the door of this room for his master, bowed him in with the air of a groom of the chambers, and Mr. Cray started from his tilted position to his feet. As they stood together his height was somewhat under the doctor's, and Dr. Davenal's only reached the middle height. "Is it you, Mark?" said the doctor quietly, rather surprised that he should be there at that hour of the day; for Mr. Cray's routine of duties did not lie at the house of Dr. Davenal. ' ' Any bad report to give me ? " Mr. Cray had no bad report. He entered upon a different sort of report, speaking rapidly, but not in the least agitatedly. He wanted the doctor's consent to his marriage with Miss Caroline Davenal. Perhaps it was the knowledge that they must so soon be interrupted by the doctor's country patients, that prompted Mr. Cray to enter upon the subject at that somewhat unseasonable hour. There would be less time for the doctor to object, he may have deemed — not that Mr. Cray was one to anticipate objections to any project he might set his fancy on, or to pay much attention to them if they arose. Dr. Davenal stood against the wall near the window, looking very grave in his surprise and, it may be said, his vexation. He had never dreamt of this. Mr. Cray had certainly been intimate with his family ; many an evening when the doctor had been out profes- sionally, had Mr. Cray spent with them ; but he had never glanced at anything of this sort arising from it. His connection with Mr. Cray was a professional connection, and perhaps that fact had blinded him to the possibility that anything else might come of it. "You look grave, Dr. Davenal," said Mr. Cray, breaking the silence, and retaining, very remarkably, his self-possession. "Yes," replied the doctor, "for Caroline's sake. Mark, I believe I had cherished more ambitious dreams for her." "Ambitious dreams!" repeated Mr. Cray. "She will at least occupy a position equal to yours, sir." "Equal to mine!" echoed the doctor. "But when, Mark 1— when 1 he added after a pause. "In time." " Ay — in time. There it is. How long must you wait for it ? " "We shall rub on until then, doctor. As others do." " Mark, I do not think Caroline is one to rub on, as you call it, as smoothly as some might, unless fortune favours her. Remember what your income is." "It is two hundred a-year," said Mark, pushing his hair from his brow, and speaking with as much equanimity as though he had said two thousand. "But I thought perhaps you might be induced to increase it— for her sake." 10 OSWALD CEAY Dr. Davenal opened the green Venetian blind and threw the window higher up, as if the air of the room were growing too hot for him. It was the window — or rather that portion of it ; for the window was in three compartments — nearest to the lane, and the doctor was fond of keeping it a little raised. Summer and winter would the passers-by see that window raised behind the green blind. ' ' Were I to double your income, Mark, and make it four hundred a-year — a thing which you have no right to expect me to do at present, or to ask me to do — it would still be an inadequate income for Caroline Davenal," resumed the doctor, closing the blind again, and turning from it. "I don't believe — it is my opinion, Mark, and I only give it you as such — that she is one to make the best of a small income, or to be happy on it." Mr. Cray had caught up one of the doctor's pens, and stood op- posite to him picking the feather-end to pieces. His attitude was careless, and his eyes were bent upon the pen, as if to litter the carpet were of more consequence than looking at Dr. Davenal. Mr. Cray was inclined to be easy over most things, to take life coolly, and he was characteristically easy over this. "Four hundred a-year is not so small an income," he observed. "That depends," said Dr. Davenal. "Incomes are large or small by comparison ; according to the requirements and habits of those who have to live upon them. Caroline has enjoyed the advantages of an income amounting to three times four. " " She may come into that fortune yet," said Mr. Cray. The first gleam of real displeasure shone now in the eyes of the doctor as he threw them searchingly on his partner. ' ' Have you been counting upon that? — Is that the inducement which has called forth this proposal ? " "No," burst forth Mr. Cray, feeling vexed in his turn and speak- ing impulsively, as he flung the dilapidated pen back on the ink- stand, and drew nearer the doctor. " I declare that I never thought of the money or the suit ; it did not so much as cross my mind ; and were Carine never to have a penny-piece to the end of her life, it would make no difference to me. It is her I want ; not money." Dr. Davenal drew in his lips. " Carine ! " They must have be- come tolerably intimate for him to use this familiar term. ' ' Pretty Carine " was her pet name in the household. " It was Caroline herself who mentioned the money," resumed Mark Cray. "We were consulting together as to how far my two hundred a-year would keep us, and she remembered the Chancery suit. 'Mark,' she said, ' that fortune may come tome, and then we should have no need to care about money.' It was not I who thought of it, Dr. Davenal. And I am sure I don't count upon it : Caroline herself would be wise not to do so. Chancery suits gene- rally absorb the oyster and leave the shell for the claimants." DR. DAVENAL. 11 "You have spoken to Caroline, then?" questioned Dr. Davenal Mark pushed back his hair again. "Oh dear yes." "May I ask when V "Well — I don't know," answered Mr. Cray, after considering the point. "I have been — I have been " "What ? " cried Dr. Davenal, surprised at the unusual hesitation. "Speak out, Mark." "I was going to say I have been making love to her ever so long," continued Mark, with a laugh. " In fact, sir, we have under- stood each other for some time past ; but as to the precise period that I actually spoke to her, I am not sure when it was." The contrast between the two men was observable in the silence that ensued. Dr. Davenal grave, absorbed, full of thought and care ; Mr. Cray self-satisfied, looking as if neither thought nor care had ever come to him, or ever could come. He lightly watched the passers in the street, over the Venetian blind of the middle win- dow, nodding and smiling to any acquaintances that happened to appear. Mr. Cray had made up his mind to many Miss Caroline Davenal, and it was quite out of his creed to suppose that any insurmountable objection could be raised. " Mark," said Dr. Davenal, interrupting the gentleman as he was flourishing his hand to some one, "you must be aware that circum- stances render it imperative upon me to be more than commonly watchful over the interests of Caroline." ' ' Do you think so ? But, Dr. Davenal, I would be sure to make her happy. I would spend my life in it : none would make her as happy as I." " How do you know that ? " asked Dr. Davenal. A smile hovered on the young surgeon's lips. "Because she cares for me, sir ; and for none other in the wide world." "I had thought — I had thought that another cared for her," returned Dr. Davenal, speaking impulsively. "At least a doubt of it has sometimes crossed me." Mark Cray opened his eyes wildly in his astonishment. ' ' Who ? " he asked. But Dr. Davenal did not satisfy him : not that he had any particular motive for observing reticence on the point. " It is of no consequence. I must have been mistaken," was all he said. " "You will not refuse her to me, sir?" pleaded Mr. Cray. A spasm of pain passed across the face of Dr. Davenal ; the w i >rds had called up bitter recollections. ' ' So long as I live I shall never forbid marriage to any over whom I hold control," he said, his tone subdued to pain ; and Mark Cray knew where the sting lay, and wished in his good nature he had not put the question. " I will urge all reflection, caution, prudence in my power ; but I will not forbid. Least of all have I a right to ^.o so by Caroline." 12 OSWALD CRA'y. The younger man's face lighted up. ' ' Then you will give her to me, Dr. Davenal ? " "I give you no promise," was the doctor's answer. "I must have leisure to reflect on this ; it has taken me utterly by surprise. And I must speak to Caroline. There is plenty of time. To marry yet would indeed be premature. " "Premature?" echoed Mr. Cray. ' ' Premature in the extreme. A man who does not know how to wait for his favours, Mark, does not deserve them." A lady, with a slow walk and a pale face, turned in at the front gate. It was patient the first. Dr. Davenal made no observation ; he scarcely saw her, so deeply was he plunged in thought. Mr. Cray, who stood closer to the window than a doctor expecting patients generally does stand, smiled and bowed. " It is Mrs. Scott," he observed, as the knocker sounded. " She looks very ill to-day." Attentive Neal was heard to come forth instantly from his pantry, open the door, and show the lady into the dining-room. Then he made his appearance in his master's room. "Mrs. Scott, sir!" Instead of the "Show her in," as Neal expected, Dr. Davenal merely nodded. Mr. Cray made a movement to depart, glancing as he did so at the very grave face of his senior partner. " I have vexed you, sir ? " " I feel vexed in this first moment, Mark ; I can't deny it," was the candid answer. "It is not altogether that Caroline might have been expected to do better ; it is not exclusively that I think her peculiarly unfitted for a make-shift life, or that with regard to her I feel my responsibility is weighty : but it is a mixture of all three reasons." " You consider, perhaps, I have done wrong to ask for her ?" ' ' I consider you have done wrong to ask for her so prematurely. In your place, I think I should have waited a little, until circum- stances had been more propitious." " And perhaps have lost Caroline ! " "Nay," said the doctor; "a girl who cannot wait, and be true while she waits, is not worth a brass button." He quitted the room as he spoke. At the risk of keeping his patients waiting, he must find and question Caroline. His mind was not at ease. Mr. Cray went out at the hall-door. Before Neal, who was on the alert, had shut it, a carriage drove up to the gate. A well- appointed close carriage, its servants in claret-coloured lively, and its claret-coloured panels bearing the insignia of England's baronetage — the bloody hand. The footman leaped down. Mr. Cray, stepping across the lawn, held out his hand with a smile to its only inmate — a little, LADY OSWALD S LETTER. 13 grey, nervous-lot iking woman, in an old-fashioned purple silk dress. " How are you to-day, Lady Oswald ? " And Neal, with his quiet, cat-like steps, had followed in tho wake of Mr. Cray, unseen by that gentleman, and stood behind him in his respectful attention : there might be some message to cany in to his master — leaving three patients, who had entered the gate together, to show themselves in alone. CHAPTER II. lady Oswald's letter. The room at the back, looking into the garden, on the opposite side of the passage to Neal's pantry, was the most charming apart- ment in all the house. Not for its grandeur ; it was small and simple, compared with the grand drawing-room up stairs : not for its orderly neatness, for it was usually in a litter ; a fascinating, pleasant litter ; and perhaps that made its charm. It was called the garden-room. The great drawing-room was kept sacred by its mistress, to whom you will soon have the honour of an introduc- tion : sacred, and uncomfortably tidy. The dining-room was tidy, also ; no extraneous things were allowed there, it must be kept free for the reception of patients : the Times newspaper and the newest local journal lay daily on the large mahogany table, and there the litter ended. Perhaps, therefore, it was no wonder that that other room was not always in the orda* it might have been. A charming room, nevertheless, on a sunny day. Water-coloured drawings and pencil sketches in plain frames lined the delicately- papered walls, loose music was strewed near the piano and harp, books lay anywhere, pretty little ornamental trifles met the eye, and fancy-work might be seen in more places than one. The glass doors stood open to the few wide steps that led to the lawn — a lawn particularly grateful on a sultry summer's day. For that lawn lay in the shade ; the sun in the afternoon shone full on the front of the house, and the lawn Mas sheltered from its rays. The scent of the roses, and other perfumed flowers, filled the air, and butterflies and bees flitted from blossom to blossom. It was quite a contrast to the other side of the house, with its busy street, its hot pavement, its restless crowd and its garish sun- shine. Seated on the lawn, on a garden-bench, was a young lady reading. 14 OSWALT) CRAY. A graceful girl of middle height, with large hazel eyes quite lumin- ous in their brightness, a well-formed gentle face, rather pale, and brown hair that took almost a golden tinge when the sun shone upon it. There was no very great beauty to boast of in the face, but it was one of those that the eye likes to rest upon — and love. A far more beautiful face was that of another young girl, who was restlessly moving amidst the shrubs and flowers, plucking the choicest blossoms. A face whose beauty could not be denied, with its dark violet eyes, its black hair, and the damask complexion that was all too bright. These strangely brilliant complexions do not always go with the soundest of constitutions. She was little, fairy-like, somewhat pettish and wilful in her movements. A stranger would say they were sisters, and be puzzled to tell which of the two was the elder, which the younger. There was really no likeness between them, except in the dress — that was precisely similar : a thin gauzy silken material, cool but rich, with a good deal of delicate trimming upon it, and open sleeves over white lace. Sisters they were not — only cousins. Suddenly there was a scream from the flowers, and the young lady on the bench raised her eyes. "What is it, Caroline?" She came forth in her beauty, letting fall the flowers she had gathered, and holding out her hand. There was a deep scratch upon it. ' ' Just look ! I am always tearing myself with those wild-rose brambles ! " "Poor hand Sit still, Carine; it is too hot for anything else to-day. What do you want with the flowers, that you need trouble yourself about them ? " "I don't know what I want with them. Nothing. Gathering them helped to pass away the time." " Why are you so restless this afternoon ? " ' ' Am I restless ? One can't be always as quiet as you-- read, read, reading for ever." An amused smile parted the reader's lips, bringing to view the pretty teeth, so white and regular. "I will retort in nearly your own words, Carine — am I quiet? I think not." "Yes, you are, except when the boys are at home. You are noisy enough then. I think I will go and eat some fruit." " Lend me your pencil first, Caroline." Miss Caroline Davenal put her hand into her pocket and could not find her pencil. "I must have left it somewhere in-doors," she said. " You will see it if you look." " I must mark a passage here." " What will Mr. Oswald Cray say to your marking his book ? " "Mr. Oswald Cray asked me to mark anything' that struck me. It is a delightful book." lady Oswald's letter. 15 Caroline Davenal went down the garden, singing a verse of a song, as she threw her handkerchief over her head to guard it from the sun. The upper half of the long garden was all pleasure and flowers ; the lower half all usefulness, vegetables and fruit- trees. Her cousin, book in hand, went up the steps and passed through the glass doors to find a pencil. She was bending over the centre table searching for one, when Dr. Davenal entered the room. " Is Caroline here 1 " " She is in the garden, papa." Dr. Davenal advanced to the window, and stood at it, ostensibly looking for Caroline. He could not see her ; the fruit-trees in the distance had effectually hidden her, and the doctor appeared lost in thought. Presently he spoke, without looking round. " Sara, did you know that — that — in short, have you ever observed that an attachment was arising between Mr. Cray and Caroline ? " Sara looked up, but did not at once reply. "N — o," she replied, at length. But the no, in its hesitation, sounded very much like yes. "My dear, I did not ask you to deceive me," was the grave answer ; "I ask for the truth." "O papa, you know I would not deceive you," she replied, quite distressed. And Dr. Davenal, pained by the tone, drew her to him and kissed her. He knew how good, how loving, how dutiful, was this daughter of his. ' ' The real truth is this, papa. Very recently, only for a day or two, a faint suspicion has arisen in my mind that it might be so. Caroline has not spoken, and I have had nothing to guide me to it, except the fact that Mr. Cray is so much here. Indeed, I do not know whether it is so or not. " "I believe I have been a little blind," observed Dr. Davenal, speaking quite as much to himself as to his daughter. "The fact is, Sara, I had an idea that some one else had taken a fancy to Caroline ; and I suppose I could see nothing beyond it. I speak of Mr. Oswald Cray." It was well that Dr. Davenal's eyes were fixed on the garden, or he might have wondered at the startled change in his daughter's face. It had turned of a glowing crimson. She moved again to the table, and stood there with her back to the light. "I suppose I was mistaken; that there was nothing in it, Sara?" ' " Nothing, papa, I think; nothing whatever," came the low-toned answer. " But Mr. Oswald Cray does come here a great deal when he is at Hallingham ? " pursued the doctor, as if willing to debate the question. 16 OSWALD CRAY. The crimson grew deeper. Dr. Davenal did not seem to observe that there was no answer. ' ' How the idea came to arise, I do not understand. Heaven knows I should be the last man in the world to plan marriages — for Caroline or for any one else. Such matters are best left to come about of themselves. But, Sara, I wish one thing — that it had been Mr. Oswald Cray, instead of Mark." " Do you, papa ? " with the blushing face still turned from him. ' ' Ay, I do. I could have trusted her to Oswald. How could she choose the other in preference to him ? " Sara lifted her face. Eager words were on her lips — to the effect that perhaps Mr. Oswald Cray might not have chosen Caroline. But they died away unspoken. " I wish you would go and tell her I want her, Sara." Sara slipped past the doctor, crossed the cool lawn to the distant sunny paths, and met her cousin. "Papa wants you, Carine." Caroline recoiled in her self-conscious timidity. " What about ? " she whispered. "Did he say what about ? " "I think," said Sara slowly, scarcely knowing whether she was doing right or not, ' that it is something about Mr. Cray." For a moment Caroline made no rejoinder. She walked on and had nearly reached the lawn when she turned her head again. Sara had lingered. "Sara ! Sara ! Did he seem angry 1 " she whispered. " Not exactly angry. Vexed, I thought." Dr. Davenal stood at the glass doors still. He put out his hand as she approached him. " Did you want me, Uncle Richard V ' ' Mr. Cray has been making an application to me concerning you. Caroline, were you cognisant of it 1 " ' ' Now, Uncle Richard ! If you are going to be cross, I — I shall be so unhappy." "When did you ever know me cross?" he gravely rejoined, and Caroline Davenal burst into tears. ' ' Caroline, my dear, we must put away this childishness. You are only affecting it, and this is a serious moment. I must talk to you very earnestly. Come in, Sara. It is cooler in-doors than out." Sara, who in her delicacy of feeling would have remained out- side, went within the room and sat down to the table with her book. Caroline had dried her tears, and was stealing a glance at Dr. Davenal. "You are angiy, Uncle Richard." "If I am, Caroline, it is for your sake. My chief emotion, 1 believe, is surprise. I never gave a thought to this ; not a sus- picion of it crossed me. " LADY OSWALD'S LETTEH. 17 k 'I fancied you must have guessed it," was the murmured answer. "Guessed that ! No, child. But the blindness was mj r own, I believe. I had got it into my head, Carine, that it was on your account we were indebted for the frequent visits of Mr. Oswald Cray." _ Caroline lifted her face, and Dr. Davenal observed how genuine was the surprise on it. " Uncle Richard ! " "I see. I see now, child, that the idea had no foundation. But, Caroline," he gravely added, "I would rather it had been Oswald than Mark. All the world must respect Oswald Cray." " I should think it was void of foundation ! " indignantly returned Caroline, resenting the slight cast on Mark. " Why, Uncle Richard, Oswald Cray likes Sara a thousand times better than he likes me ! But not with that sort of liking," she hastened to add, lest a con- struction should be put upon her words which most certainly she never intended. " Oswald Cray's heart is buried in his ambition, his busy life ; he gives little thought to anything else. Uncle Richard, I would not marry Oswald Cray if he were worth his weight in gold. He would find fault with me all day long." "Well, well; let us drop Oswald Cray, and return to the point, Caroline. If " "Lady Oswald, sir." The interruption came from Neal. They had not heard him open the door, and the announcement was the first intimation of his presence. Of course all private conversation was at an end, and the doctor half groaned as he turned to Lady Oswald. She came in, her warm cashmere scarf drawn round her, and her purple gown held up gracefully on the right side, after the style of walking in the fashionable world in the days when Lady Oswald was young. Lady Oswald was one of those imaginary invalids who give more trouble to their medical attendants than a score of patients with real maladies. Fussy and fidgety, she exacted constant attendance from Dr. Davenal. She paid him well ; but she worried him out of his life. On his leisure days, when he could really afford to visit her, and the quarter-of-an-hour's chat spent in condoling with her upon her array of ailments and in giving her the gossip of Hallingham, he spared the time with a good grace ; but in times of pressure he chafed at having to pay this daily visit, when dying men were waiting for him. He had been with her that morning between ten and eleven : Neal had said she called whilst he was out ; and now here she was again ! Once or twice latterly he had sent Mi-. Cray in his stead, and she had not appeared to object to it. But she had come with a different object now. "Only two minutes' conversation with you, doctor," she said, in a voice naturally feeble. "You must spare it me, though it is Tuesday afternoon, and I see your dining-room is filling. Neal Oswall Cray. 2 i8 OSWALD CRAY. said you were here, so I came straight in, not to interfere with the patients. Only look at this letter which was delivered to me this morning, and see what it must have been to my nerves. Parkins has been giving me red lavender ever since." "But you know, Lady Oswald, that I object to your taking red lavender." " What am I to do when such a shock as this comes to me 1 Do read it, doctor." Dr. Davenal, feeling that he had no time for letters or nerves just then, was yet compelled in politeness to accede. He opened the note, which was a very short one, and ran his eyes over its contents. It was written to Lady Oswald by her landlord, a gentleman named Low. It appeared that Mr. Low had some little time back received an intimation from the railway company that they should require a small portion of the grounds attached to the residence occupied by Lady Oswald, for the purpose of erecting certain sheds necessary at that bend of the line. This note was to inform her that he had given his consent, and it ended with a polite hope and belief that neither sheds nor process of erection would prove any annoyance to her. Dr. Davenal folded the letter when read. Lady Oswald looked at him. " What would you advise me to do ?" she asked in fretful tones. "Indeed, Lady Oswald, I do not see what you can do," he thoughtfully answered, " except submit to it." " Submit to it ! submit to their erecting railway sheds in my very garden ! " she ejaculated in astonishment. "From the very first hour that I knew they were carrying that new line of rail close to your grounds, I felt sure it would prove an annoyance to you in some shape or other," observed Dr. Davenal. "It is a great pity, but we all have to submit occasionally to these untoward things, Lady Oswald, as we go through life." "I shall not submit to this," she resolutely returned. "They have no right to erect sheds on my grounds. I shall forbid it." "But the power to do so does not lie with you," objected Dr. Davenal. ' ' You are only a tenant on lease. In point of fact, I do not suppose such power lies with any one, not even with Low himself. The railway companies seem to do pretty much as they please in the kingdom. Mr. Low will be sure to be well paid, and his consent, according to this note, is already given." Lady Oswald pushed her grey hair nervously from her brow. "Dr. Davenal, I don't believe that the law has power so to annoy innocent people and drive them from their homes. Do you know how long 1 have lived in that house?" " A great many years now. Ever since the death of Sir John ? " "I have lived in it fourteen years, and I will not be driven forth lady Oswald's letter. 19 at their pleasure. I expected to die in it, and I \\ ill die in it. If they attempt to touch my grounds, I shall have them warned off as trespassers, and I will keep a couple of policemen on the watch day and night." Dr. Davenal did not then dispute this policy with her, or point out its futility. In her present mood he knew it would be useless to attempt it. " Because I am a widow they think that they can put upon me with impunity," she resumed ; " but they will find their mistake. I have telegraphed for Mr. Oswald Cray, and expecthim downto-night." "You have telegraphed for him ? " cried Dr. Davenal. "Of course I have. Who else is there to take my part, except him or you ? That letter was delivered just after you left me this morning, and I telegraphed at once. Oswald can fight them ; and he has influence : they will be clever to overreach him," Dr. Davenal suppressed the impulsive words he was about to speak. To what end recall to Lady Oswald's attention the fact that Mr. Oswald Cray, as one of the engineers to the liiis, must necessarily be against her, if she had not the sense to remember it ? He said a few words to the effect that he must go to his patients, gave Lady Oswald a half promise to see her that night, and left her to be entertained by Ids daughter. " My dear, why need Miss Carine have run away from me the moment I came in ? " Sara smiled. "Not from you, Lady Oswald; I think she wanted to run from us all. And perhaps she thought your visit was only to papa." " How is Miss Davenal?" "Quite well. Will you see her \ She is in the drawing-room." Lady Oswald hesitated. " My dear, of course I should be glad to see her ; I wish to pay her every respect ; but — you know it is so great a trial to me — with my weak little voice. However, I will go up, as I am here. 7s her deafness better % " "Not at all," was Sara's answer. " I don't suppose it ever will be better. It gets worse, we think, as she grows old." " Grows what ? " cried Lady Oswald. Sara had quick perceptions, and she felt that the word had offended Lady Oswald's ear. How changed do our ideas < <( age bo- come as our own years increase ! To Sara Davenal, with her twenty years, her aunt, verging on fifty, was old ; to Lady Oswald, who would count seventy-one next birthday, Miss Davenal seemed almost a young woman ! Lady Oswald passed slowly up the wide staircase. Sara followed her, and threw open the door of the handsome drawing-room. A large square room, beautiful as a show place; and to keep it beautiful was the hobby of Miss Bettina Davenal. 20 OSWALD CRAY. CHAPTER III. MISS BETTINA DAVENAL. Miss Davenal sat in her usual seat near the window, her straight figure rigidly upright, her knitting needles plying fast, the small inlaid table on her right holding the open pearl basket of wool. How many stockings, socks, sleeves, and chest-protectors were knitted by Miss Davenal in the course of the year, the poor alone could tell — for they were the recipients. Hallingham surmised that she must spend half her income in wool. She was, without doubt, a charitable, well-meaning woman at heart, but she did not always show it in her manner. A beautiful woman in her day must have been Bettina Davenal, with her pure complexion and her classical features. But the grey eyes had a cold hard look in them now ; and the nose, across the high bridge of which the delicate skin was drawn so tightly, was almost painfully thin. The name Bettina had been bestowed on her at the request of a godmother, a lady of Italian origin ; not an ugly name, but somewhat long for everyday use, and those familiar with her occasionally shortened it into " Miss Bett," a liberty that was resented by Miss Davenal. She laboured under that trouble- some defect, intense deafness, and also under the no less trouble- some conviction (not infrequently accompanying it) that she was not deaf at all. Her hair, a pale flaxen, soft and abundant still, was worn in smooth braids, and was surmounted by a rich lace head-dress, very high. She need not have added to her height ; she was tall enough without it ; as was seen when she rose to receive Lady Oswald. A straight-down, thin, upright figure, without crinolines or cordings, her grey damask dress falling in folds around her as she held forth her mittened hand. " I hope I see you better, Lady Oswald." The tone was unnaturally high : it sometimes is so in deaf people. Lady Oswald, with her weak nerves, would have put her hands to her ears if she had done as she would have liked. " I am not well to-day. I am worse than usual. I have had a most unpleasant shock, Miss Davenal ; an upset." "A what?" cried Miss Davenal, putting her hand to her ear. "An upset." "Bless my heart!" cried Miss Davenal. "Did your carriage run away ? " MISS BETTINA DAVENAL. 21 " Tell her, Sara," groaned Lady Oswald. " I shall be hoarse for two days if I scream like this." "Lady Oswald lias had some unpleasant news, aunt. She has received notice that they are going to run the railway through her grounds. ; Miss Davenal caught a word or so, and looked terrified. "Re- ceived notice that they are going to run a railway through her ! What do you mean ? " "Not through her," said Sara, putting her lips close to the deaf ears. "Through her grounds. " "But I wouldn't let them," cried Miss Davenal, hearing now. "I wouldn't let them, Lady Oswald." " I won't," screamed Lady Oswald at the top of her voice. "I have sent for Mi*. Oswald Cray.'' Miss Davenal was dubious. "What good will that do ? Is it to pelt at them ? I hate those wicked railways. " " Is what to pelt upon them ? " " The clay. Didn't you say you had sent for some clay ? " " Oh dear ! Sara, do make her understand." Poor Sara had to do her best. ' ' Not clay, Aunt Bettina ; Mr, Oswald Cray." Aunt Bettina nodded her stately head. ' ' I like Mr. Oswald Cray. He is a favourite of mine, Lady Oswald." " As he is of every one's, Miss Davenal," returned Lady Oswald. " I should have remembered him in my will but for offending the Oswald family. They are dreadfully prejudiced. " Pinched ! " echoed Miss Davenal. " How is he pinched ? " "Prejudiced, Aunt Bettina. Lady Oswald says the Oswald family are prejudiced." "You need not roar in that way, Sara; I can hear, I hope. I am not so deaf as all that comes to. What's he prejudiced at ? — the railway? He ought not to be, he is one of its engineers." "Not Mr. Oswald Cray, aunt. The Oswald family. They are prejudiced against him.' " If you speak to me again in that manner, Sara, I shall complain to your papa. One would think you were calling out to somebody at the top of the chimney. As if I and Lady Oswald did not know that the Oswald famdy are prejudiced against Oswald Cray ? 1 don't think he cares for their prejudices, Lady Oswald," Miss Davenal added, turning to her. " He would be very foolish if he did. / don't. They are pre- judiced, you know, against me." "I think the world must be coming to an end. with all these rails and stations and sheds," fretfully spoke Miss Davenal. "The news has made me quite ill," said Lady Oswald, who liked nothing half so well as to speak of her own ailments. "I was getting better, as Dr. Davenal can tell you, but this will throw me 22 OSWALD CEAY. back for weeks. My maid has been giving me red lavender ever since." Miss Davenal resolutely shook her head. "Nasty stuff!" she cried. ' ' Red lavender never did any one good yet, Lady Oswald. Leave it off; leave it off." "I don't touch it once in a month in an ordinary way, " screamed Lady Oswald. "Only when anything unusual arises to flurry me." "I should not allow things to flurry me, Lady Oswald. I never was flurried in my life." "Temperaments are differently constituted," returned Lady Oswald. " Temper ! " cried Miss Davenal, as angrily as politeness allowed her : ' ' what has temper to do with it ? Who accuses me of temper ? " " Tem-per-a-ment, " corrected Lady Oswald, cracking her voice. "Sara, I must go." She rose quickly ; she could not stand the interview any longer ; but in spite of misapprehensions they took leave of each other cordially. The same scene occurred every time they met : as it did whenever conversation was attempted with Miss Davenal. It cannot be denied that she heard better at times than at others, occasionally tolerably well ; and hence perhaps the source, or par- tially so, of her own belief that her deafness was of a slight nature. When alone with the familiar family voices, and in quiet times, she could hear pretty well ; but in moments of surprise and excitement, in paying or receiving visits, her deafness was almost hopeless. Neal attended Lady Oswald to her carriage, waiting with its powdered coachman and footman, to the gratification of the juvenile street Arabs of Hallingham ; the same ever-assiduous servant, quite dignified in his respectability. Lady Oswald believed him perfection. " Your mistress grows more distressingly deaf than ever, Neal," she remarked, as he arranged her dress in the carriage, her own footman resigning the office with almost the same submission that he might have resigned it to Mr. Cray, had the young surgeon been at hand to assist her in, as he had been to assist her out. "She does, my lady. It is a great affliction. Home," loftily added Neal to the servants ; and he bowed low ag the carriage drove away. OSWALD CRAY. 23 CHAPTER IV. OSWALD CRAY. The house of Lady Oswald was an old-fashioned red-brick mansion of moderate size, two stories high only, and with gable ends. It was exceedingly comfortable inside, and was surrounded by rather extensive grounds. At the opposite end of the town to the station, it might have been thought that that vulgar innovation, the rail- road, so especially obnoxious to Lady Oswald, would at least have spared its offensive contact, but that was not to be. There was no accounting for the curves taken by those junction lines, and one of them had gone off at a tangent to skirt the very boundary of her land. Seated in the front drawing-room, the one chiefly used by Lady Oswald, was a woman of some forty years, attired in a neat green- coloured gown, and cap with white ribbons. This was Parkins, Lady Oswald's maid, recently promoted to be somewhat of a companion, for Lady Oswald began to dislike being much alone. A well mean- ing faithful woman, with weak eyes and weak will, and given to tears on very slight occasions. Parkins had also been lately made housekeeper as well as companion, and the weekly accounts con- nected with that department threatened to be the bane of Parkins's life. Add them up she could not ; make them come right she could not : and she received neither mercy nor assistance from Lady Oswald, who had always been her own account-keeper, and never found any trouble with it. Two tradesmen's books were before Parkins now, and she was bending over them in despair, during her lady's absence. " I can't as much as read the figures," she groaned ; " how, then, am I to add them up ? Last week there was an overcharge of ten shillings in this very butcher's book, and my lady found it out, and hasn't done talking to me about it yet. It isn't my fault ; all folks are not born with a head for figures. And why can't tradespeople make their figures plain ? " Had she not been so absorbed by the book and its complications she might have seen the approach of a visitor. A tall and very gentlemanly man of some eight-and-twenty years, with a counte- nance that would have been remarkably frank and pleasing but for its expression of pride : nay, that teas frank and pleasing in spite of the pride. He could not help the pride; it was innate, bom with him. The pale features were regular, the hair dark, the eyes dark blue, and set rather deeply in the head ; good, honest eyes 24 OSWALD CRAY. searching and truthful : and when he smiled, as he was smiling now, it made amends for deficiencies, obliterating eveiy trace of pride, and giving a singular charm to the face. His approach had been discerned by one of the maid-servants, and she had opened the hall-door. It was at her he had smiled, for in manner he was exceedingly affable. Perhaps the very con- sciousness of the pride that clung to him, and was his besetting sin, rendered him resolute that at least he should not offend in manner. " How are you, Susan ? Is Lady Oswald within ? " "No, sir, my lady's out," was the girl's reply, as she curtsied. ' ' Parkins is in the drawing-room, sir, I think : I dare say she can tell you whether my lady will be long." He placed on the hall-table a small roll of paper or parchment that he carried, threw off a light overcoat, and took up the roll again. Susan opened the drawing-room door. "Mr. Oswald Cray." Parkins gave a little scream. Parkins was somewhat addicted to giving screams when startled or surprised. Starting up from her chair and her perplexing books, she stood staring at him, as if unable to take in the fact of his presence. ' ' Oh, sir ! how did you come ? You must have travelled surely by telegraph." "Not I," answered Mr. Oswald Cray, smiling at her astonish- ment, but not understanding its cause. "I left London by rail this morning, Parkins." "A telegraph message went up for you an hour or two ago, sir," continued Parkins. My lady has had bad news, sir, and she sent for you." 4 ' I received no message. I must have left London before it arrived. What bad news has she had I " "It's the railway people, sir," explained Parkins. "They have been writing a letter to my lady — at least the landlord has — say- ing that they are going to take these grounds and build upon them. I haven't seen her so upset for a long while, sir. When she re- covered a little from the shock and had sent to the telegraph office, she ordered the carriage, and set off to tell Dr. Davenal." ' ' Do you expect her to be long V he asked, thinking that if so, he might go about some business he had to do, and come back again. "I expect her every minute, sir; she has been gone a great deal longer than I expected her to be away." He walked to the window, unrolled the parchment, and began to look at it. It seemed a sort of map, drawn with ink. Parkins, who, whatever companionship she might be admitted to by her mistress, knew her place better than to remain in the presence of Mr. Oswald Cray, gathered up her account-book and her pen and ink. ami prepared to quit the room. OSWALD CRAY. 25 " Shall I order you any refreshment, sir ? " she asked. " Not any, thank you." She closed the door, leaving him deep in his parchment. Another minute, and the carriage was seen bowling quickly up. He went out to meet it: and Lady Oswald gave a scream just as Parkins had done, and wanted to know how he had got there. "I came down on my own account, Lady Oswald," he said, as he gave her his arm. " My visit is a special one to you." " I'm sure you are very good, Oswald ! It is not often that you honour me with a visit. When you are staying in the neighbourhood for days and days, a simple call of ceremony is about all I receive." His lips parted with that peculiar smile which made his face at these moments so attractive. "When I am in the neighbourhood, Lady Oswald, business overwhelms me. I have very little time to call my own." Lady Oswald untied her bonnet, and threw herself into a chair : the drive merely to Dr. Davenal's had tired her. Parkins came into the room to take her things, but she waved her hand impatiently at the interruption. "Presently, presently," — and Parkins left them alone again. ' ' Oswald, do you know what a cruel letter I have had this morn- ing 1 They want to bring that wretched railway through my grounds. " "Not the railway," he said, correcting her. "They arc pro- posing to build some sheds upon your boundaries." " You know about it, then ? " "Yes; I came down to acquaint you with the fact, and I am sorry you should have heard of it from any one else first. I could have spared you one-half the alarm and annoyance it seems to have caused. Look here. This is the plan." He spread the paper out before her. He pointed out the very small portion of the grounds, and in the remotest part of them, not in sight of the house, or the parts ever approached by herself, that it was proposed to be taken: he assured her that the projected sheds were small, for barrows and trucks to stand under ; that they Would, in point of fact, be no annoyance to her, that she never need see or hear them. All in vain. Lady Oswald had set her mind against the innovation; she could neither be persuaded nor soothed, and she felt vexed with Mr. Oswald Cray that he should attempt it. " It is very well for you to praise it," she said resentfully. " Your interest lies in the line, not in me. Perhaps they have bribed you to say all this." For a single moment his face grew dark, and its haughty pride shone out quite repellently ; the next he was smiling his sweet smile again. None knew better than Oswald Cray how rebellious the tongue will be in moments of irritation. 20 OSWALD CRAY. "Dear Lady Oswald, you know that it is foreign to my nature to cause unnecessary pain. When this news reached me a week ago, I bestirred myself to see whether it might not be relinquished, and the sheds erected on any other portion of the line. But I find that there is no other space that would be at all available for the purpose in view." "There's that piece of waste ground halfway between this and the station," she answered. "Why can they not take that for their sheds?" "Another station is to be made there. One for goods." ' ' Another station ! Are they going to bring all the world to Hallingham 1 " "They are bringing a great many lines of rails to it." ' ' But they need not disturb my possessions to make room for them!" she quickly retorted. "Surely your interest might get this spared to me ! " In vain Mr. Oswald Cray strove to convince her that on this point he had no influence whatever. Nay, he confessed to her, in his candid truth, that as one of the engineers to the line, he could only acquiesce in the wisdom of the present movement." " I drew this plan out myself," he said, " partly from our charts, partly from my personal recollection of your grounds. I wished to demonstrate to you how very small a portion of them is, in fact, required. Will you put on your bonnet again, Lady Oswald, and walk with me to the spot ? I will show you the exact measure they intend to take." "No, I won't," said Lady Oswald angrily. "And you ought not to act against me, Oswald. If they wanted to take only one foot of my ground, they should never have it with my consent, and I will hold out against it to the last. Now you know." She sat nervously unpinning her cashmere scarf, and Oswald Cray slowly rolled up the parchment. He had come down from town at a very busy moment, when he could ill spare the time, with the sole hope of breaking the news to her gently, and putting her into good humour with what must inevitably be. He had received many little kindnesses from her in his life, especially in his boy- hood ; and he was one to treasure up the remembrance of kindness shown, and repay it if he could. It may seem a very trifling thing, this project of erecting a few low, trumpery sheds ; as may Lady Oswald's inveterate objection to it. But it is on trifles that the great events of life turn ; and, but for this project of the sheds, this refusal persistent on the part of Lady Oswald, the greater portion of this story need never have been written. RETROSPECT. 27 CHAPTER V. RETROSPECT. Of some note in the country, though poor for their rank, were tho Oswalds of Thorndyke. Thorndyke, their country seat, was situated about five miles from Hallingham, and had been generally made the residence of the reigning baronet. It was a fine old place ; the dyke surrounding it, — from which the place no doubt partially took its name — was of remarkable width. It was filled up in the time of Lady Oswald's husband, the third baronet of his name ; and fine pleasure-grounds might be seen now where unwholesome water had once stagnated. Possibly that water had been the remote and unsuspected cause of the dying of so many of the house's children — as they had died in the old days. The second baronet, Sir Oswald Oswald, lost five children in suc- cession. Two daughters and a son alone lived to grow up : and per- haps it had been as well for the peace of Sir Oswald and his wife had those three also died in infancy ; for pain they all brought In une in one shape or other. They were self-willed and disobedient ; preferring their own ways. The son wished to go into the army : his father had the greatest possible aversion to it ; but he persisted, and went, in spite of remonstrance. The younger daughter, Frances, married an old man for his rank : Sir Oswald objected to it ; the man's character was of startling notoriety ; but Frances followed her own will and married him. A few short months only, and she was back again at Thorndyke, driven to take refuge from her hus- band in her father's home. The elder daughter, Mary, married Mr. Cray, a gentleman of no position in comparison with the Oswalds of Thorndyke. To this the most strenuous objection of all was made by Sir Oswald and his wife— in their haughty pride they looked down with utter contempt upon Mr. Cray. Miss Oswald disputed the grounds of their objection, urging that Mr. Cray, though of no particular note, was at least of gentle blood and breeding, and though his means might be small, she deemed them sufficient. It was of no use ; she could make no impression on her father and mother, she could not obtain their consent, and she married Mr. Cray without it. Public opinion on the matter was divided. Some took Miss Oswald's part. She was of an age to judge for herself, being, in fact, no longer very young ; and there appeared no good reason, save that he was not wealthy, for objecting to Mr. Cray. But iier family bitterly resented it, and said she had disgraced them. 23 OSWALD CRAY. Mr. Cray had about eight hundred a-year, derived from money in the funds, and he lived in the Abbey at Hallingham. The Oswalds enjoyed some five or six thousand a year, landed property, and they lived at Thorndyke, and were baronets, and of note. Of course there was a great difference ; but some thought the difference might have been overlooked by Sir Oswald. Some went so far as to say that Mr. Cray, with his fine manly person and steady con- duct, was a better man than that shrivelled old lord who was breaking the heart of his poor wife, the younger daughter. Sir Oswald and Lady Oswald could not be brought to see it ; none of the Oswalds could see it ; and, taken altogether, there was a large family of them. Mary Oswald married Mr. Cray, and he brought her home to Hallingham Abbey, and her friends never saw her after ; that is, they never recognised her. Many a Tuesday, on which day the family from Thorndyke would drive into Hallingham in their carriage and four — as was the habit with some of the country people —did they pass her without notice. They would be in the large close carriage, the old baronet and my lady, and their daughter Frances — who had no other home now — opposite to them, and they would see Mrs. Cray at the Abbey windows, alone or with her husband, as the case might be, and all the greeting they gave her was a stony stare. Time went on, and there appeared a baby at her side, a pretty little fellow, held in his nurse's arms. That baby was named Oswald Oswald, and was the Mr. Oswald Cray whom you have seen : but the stare from the baronet's carriage was not less stony than before. A twelvemonth more, when Oswald had just begun to run about in his pretty white frocks, another child was born, and died. Poor Mrs. Cray died herself a few weeks afterwards. People said she had grown weak, fretting after Thorndyke, after her father and mother, lamenting their hardness, regretting her own disobedience. But people are prone to talk, and often say things for which there is not a shadow of foundation. She died without having seen her friends — unreconciled ; and when Mr. Cray wrote to Sir Oswald a very proper letter, giving the details of her death, no answer was accorded him. Mrs. Cray, as Mary Oswald, had possessed a small independent income, and this on her death passed to her little son. It was just one hundred and six pounds a year, and she made it her dying request that he should use the surname of Oswald in addition to that of Cray — should be known henceforth as Oswald Cray. And it was so ; and when the boy first entered a noted public school, far away from Hallingham, and the boys saw him sign himself " O. Oswald Cray," they asked him what the " O" was for. For his Christian name, he answered. Was not Oswald his Christian name ? Yes, his Christian and Ids surname both— Oswald < >swald. It was his grandfather's Christian and surname, Sir Oswald retrospect. l:;) Oswald. Oh ! was he his grandfather ! Yes ; hut Oswald added in his inns.be love of truth — he had never been the better for him ; Sir ( >swald had r>.3ver spoken to him in his life ; there was something unpleasant between him and his own father ; he did not know what. No ; at that stage of the boy's life he was unconscious that his dead mother had caused the breach. Poor Oswald Cray had not had a very happy childhood ; he scarcely knew what was meant by the words, home-ties and home- love. He had never enjoyed them. There was a second Mrs. Cray, and a second family, and she did not like the boy Oswald, or care that he should be at home. He was only four years old when he was despatched to a far-off preparatory school, where he was to remain the holidays as well as the terms. Now and then, about once in two years or so, he would go home for a fortnight at Christmas, and Mr. Cray would make an occasional journey to see him. It was at ten years old that he was removed to the public school, where the boys asked him the meaning of the " O." Before that time came, grief had come to the family of Sir Oswald Oswald. His only son and heir had died in battle in India ; his daughter Frances, who had never gone back to the old lord, had died at Thorndyke ; and Sir Oswald and his wife were childless. Neither survived the year, and when Oswald was eleven years old, the title had devolved on the next brother, Sir John. Sir John was sixty when he came into it, and had no children. He had offended the Oswalds in the same way that Mary Oswald had offended them, by marrying a lady whose family was not as good as his own. That lady was the present widow, Lady ( ►swald, iioav lamenting the threatened innovation of the railway sheds. Sir John Oswald enjoyed the title for four years only, and then it lapsed to a cousin, for Sir John had no children. The cousin, Sir Philip, enjoyed it still, and lived at Thorndyke, and his eldest son would succeed him. They were proud also, those present Oswalds of Thorndyke, and had never spoken to Oswald Cray in their lives. The prejudices of old Sir Oswald had descended to them, and Sir Philip and Lady Oswald would pass Oswald Cray, if by chance they met him, with as stony a stare as had ever greeted his poor mother. Perhaps the only one of all the Oswald family upon whom the prejudices had not descended was the widow of Sir John. Upon the death of her husband, when she had to leave Thorndyke, she took on lease the house at Hallingham, and had never removed from it. Her jointure was not a large one ; but Sir John had bequeathed to her certain moneys absolutely, and these were at her own disposal. These moneys were also being added to yearly, for she did not spend all her income ; so that it was supposed Lady Oswald woidd leave a pretty little sum behind her, by which some one would benefit. There was no lack of aspirants on the look out for it, for Lady 30 OSWALD CRAY. Oswald had two nephews with large families, both of whom wanted help badly. One of these nephews, the Reverend Mr. Stephenson, was a poor curate, struggling to bring up his seven children upon a hundred and twenty pounds a year. Lady Oswald sent him a little help now and then ; but she was not fond of giving away her money. The pride and prejudices of the family had not fallen upon her, and she noticed and welcomed Oswald Cray. He was fifteen when she settled at Hallingham, and she had him to spend his first holi- days with her afterwards. She had noticed him ever since, invited him occasionally, and in her way she was fond of him ; but it was not in the nature of Lady Oswald to feel much fondness for any one. And yet, though not in her inmost heart cherishing the pre- judices of the Oswalds, she in a degree adopted them. She could not be quite independent. Conscious that she was looked down upon herself by the Oswalds, she could not feel sufficiently free to set up her own standard of conduct, and fling those prejudices to the winds. Upon tolerably good terms with Thomdyke, paying it occasional state visits, and receiving state visits from it in return, she did not openly defy all its prejudices. Though she acknow- ledged Oswald Cray as a relative, received him as an equal, there it ended, and she never, by so much as a word or a bow, recognised his father, Mr. Cray. She never had known him, and she did not commence the acquaintance. But in this there was nothing offensive, nothing that need hurt the feelings of the Crays ; Lady Oswald and they were strangers, and she was not bound to make their acquain- tance, any more than she need make that of other gentlefolk about Hallingham, moving in a sphere somewhat inferior to herself. Mr. Cray had continued to reside at Hallingham Abbey, and to live in a style that his income did not justify. However the Oswalds may have despised him, he did not despise himself; neither did Hallingham. Mr. Cray of the Abbey was of note in the town ; Mr. Cray was courted and looked up to ; Mr. Cray went to dinner-parties, and gave them ; Mr. Cray's wife was fashionable and extravagant, and so were Mr. Cray's daughters ; and altogether Mr. Cray was a great man, and spent thousands where he ought to have spent hundreds. He had four children, not counting Oswald— Marcus and three daughters— and it cost something to bring them out in the world. Marcus, changeable and vacillating by nature, fixed upon half a dozen professions or occupations, before he decided upon the one he finally embraced— that of a doctor. Chance, more than anything else, caused him to decide on this at last. Altogether what with home extravagance and the cost of his children, Mr. Cray became embarrassed; and when he died, about two years before the opening of this story, a very slender support was left for his wife RETROSPECT. Si and daughters. His will did not even mention Oswald. Two or three hundred pounds were left to Marcus— the rest to Mrs. Cray for her life, and to go to her daughters afterwards. Oswald had not expected anything. Where a home gives no affec- tion, it is not very likely to give money. When Oswald had come of age he found that his own income, of which his father was trustee, had not only been spent upon his education, but the principal had been considerably drawn upon as well — in fact, it would take years to redeem it. "I was obliged to do it, Oswald," his father said. " I could not limit your educational expenses, and there was the heavy premium to pay in Parliament Street. I would willingly have paid all myself ; but it has not been in my power." Oswald was not ungenerous. He grasped his father's hand and warmly thanked him, saying it was only right his own money should defray his own expenses when there were so many at home to educate. Ah, it was not the money he regretted. Had every sixpence been spent, he was young and strong, with a good profession before him, and brains and hands to work ; he could make his own way in the world, and he should do it. No, it was not the money. But what had hurt Oswald was the manner in which they had estranged him from his home ; had kept him from the father's affection which he had yearned for. He knew that the fault had been Mrs. Cray's ; that his father held aloof only under her influence. He did not allow himself to blame his father even in his own heart ; but he could not help thinking that, were he ever placed in a similar situation, he should openly cherish his first- born son, in spite of all the second wives in the world. Oswald had yet to learn by experience how utterly futile is that boast which we are all apt to make — that we should act so differently in other people's places. Never was there a truer aphorism than the homely saying : " Nobody knows where the shoe pinches except those who wear it." Oswald Cray had been born proud : it might be detected in every tone of his voice, every turn of his well-set head, every lineament of his features. He could not help it. It is well to repeat this assertion, because pride is sometimes looked upon as a failing demanding heavy reproach. There it was, and he_ could not get rid of it any more than he could get rid of his other qualities or feelings. It was discerned in him when a little child ; it was conspicuous in his school-days ; it reigned paramount in his early manhood. "The boy has the proud spirit of his grandfather, Sir Oswald," quoth the gossips ; and no doubt it was from that quarter that it had come. Only in his later days, those years between twenty and thirty, when thought and experience were coming to him, did it grow less evident, for he had the good sense to endeavour to keep it under subjection. But it was not a bad sort of pride, after all. It was not the 32 OSWALD CRAY. foolish pride of the Oswalds generally, who deemed every orle beneath them. It was rather the pride of innate rectitude which keeps its owner from doing a mean, wrong, or disgraceful action. It was the pride of self-esteem and self-reliance. Other young men might plunge into the world's follies ; pride, if no better motive, kei)t Oswald Cray from them. He could not for very shame have borne a tainted conscience ; he could not have shown a clear exterior to the world, open and fearless, knowing that his heart was foul within. He was not proud of his descent from the Oswalds. Quite the contrary. He found no reason to pride himself on either the Oswalds or the Crays. So far as the Oswalds went, many a hundred times had he wished they were no connections of his. All his life he had received from them nothing but slights ; and slights to a man of Oswald Cray's temperament bring the deepest mortifi- cation. He knew now how they had treated his mother; he felt to his very heart how they despised himself. If he could have changed his dead and gone grandfather into some one else, a little less foolish and a great deal less grand, he had been glad to do it. But this very isolation from his mother's family had tended to foster his own pride — just as isolation from his own home, his father and the second family, had contributed to render him self-reliant. It is not your home darling, bred up in fond dependence, sheltered from the world's storms as a hothouse flower, who becomes the self-reliant man, but he who is sent out early to rough it, who has no one to care for him, or to love him, in all the wide earth. Not a more self-reliant man lived than Oswald Cray. He was sure, under God, of himself, of his good conduct ; and I think it is about the best assurance that a man or woman can carry with them through life. In moments of doubt, perplexity, difficulty, whatever might be its nature, he turned to his own heart and took its coun- sel — and it never failed him. It was with himself he deliberated ; it was his own good judgment, his right feeling, that he called to his aid. He had an honest, upright nature, was strictly honourable ; a proud man, if it is the proper sort of pride, nearly always is so. His ambition was great, bat not extravagant ; it did not soar in flights of fancy, vain, generally speaking, as they are absurd. He was determined to rise to the summit of his profession — that of a civil engineer — but he entertained no foolish dreams beyond it. To attain to that,- he would use every diligence, every effort, con- sistent with uprightness and honour. He was connected with a firm of high repute in Parliament Street : Bracknell and Street. Oswald Cray was a partner, but his name did not as yet appear : and, as you may readily imagine, the lion's share of the profits did not fall to him. In fact, he had entered it very much as his half-brother had entered the house of Dr. Davenal — to obtain a footing. For more substantial recom- RETROSPECT. 33 pense ho was content to wait. Bracknell and Street were engineers to the Hallingham line, and to Oswald Cray had been entrusted its working and management. He had said to Lady Oswald, when she reproached him with not calling to see her more frequently, that his time when at Halling- ham was much occupied. True, so far : but the chief motive which kept him from her house was a sensitive feeling relating to lier money. It was not that he dreaded people's saying he was looking after it : he would have scorned that kind of reproach : but he did dread lest any degree of intimacy should cause her to leave it to him. None but a man of nicest honour, entrenched, as it were, in his own pride, the pride of rectitude, could have felt this delicacy. He did not want Lady Oswald's money ; he knew that he had no claim upon any of it, no right to it, and he would not throw himself in her way more than he could help, even as a visitor. Gossipping Hallingham had said : "My lady would be leaving her nest-egg to Mr. Oswald Cray." The gossip had penetrated to Mr. Oswald Cray's ears, and his only retort was a haughty gesture of contempt ; but in all probability it tended to increase his dislike to going to Lady Oswald's. During these business visits at Hallingham, lie sojourned at an excellent inn of the old school, a little beyond the town and the Abbey Gardens, called "The Apple Tree," and had recently become more intimate with the family of Dr. Davenal. Driven all his days from his father's home, allowed to enter it only at rare intervals, and then as a formal guest, it cannot lie supposed that Oswald Cray entertained any strong affection for his half-brother and sisters. Such a state of things would have been unnatural, quite in opposition to probabilities. It would be wrong to say that they disliked each other ; but there was certainly no love : civil indifference may best express the feeling. Marcus, the eldest child of the second Mrs. Cray, was from three to four years younger than Oswald. It had been better that Mrs. Cray had fostered an affection between these boys, but she did just the reverse. She resented the contempt cast on her husband by the Oswalds of Thorndyke ; resented, most unreasonably, the fact that the small income of the first Mrs. Cray should have descended at once to Oswald : she even resented the child's having taken the distinguishing name ; he was Oswald Cray ; her son simply Cray. How worse than foolish this was of her, how wrong, perhaps the woman might yet live to learn : but altogether it excited her against Oswald ; and she had kept him aloof from her own children, and encouraged those children to be jealous of him. When tin; boys became men, they met often, and were cordial enough with each other ; but there was no feeling of brotherhood between them ; there never could be any. For a twelvemonth after Mr. Cray's death Mrs. Cray remained at the Abbey, and then left it. It was too expensive a resi- Oswald Cray. 3 o4 OSWALD CRAY. dence for her now — its rent absorbing half her income. She re- moved with her daughters to a watering-place in Wales, where, as she querulously said, she hoped they should " get along." Marcus, who had qualified for a surgeon, became assistant to Dr. Davenal, and that gentlemen at length gave him a small share in the profits. It was not a full partnership, openly recognised as ' ' Davenal and Cray," nothing of the sort. Hallingham knew that he was admitted to a small share of the proceeds ; and they knew that that was all. But he would no doubt become a full partner in time. He was liked in Hallingham, this young doctor, and Dr. Davenal had done it in kindness, to give him a standing. As the time went on, he would have no doubt a larger share — probably some time succeed to the whole. He was considered a suitable partner for the doctor ; the Crays of the Abbey had always been looked up to in the town ; and young Cray's skill as a medical man was in the ascendant. Lady Oswald was growing to like him very much ; she evinced a desire to patronise him, to forward his interests ; and Dr. Davenal was really in hope that she woidd adopt him as her at- tendant for the daily calls instead of himself. Mr. Cray could spare the time for these useless visits better than Dr. Davenal. He, Mr. Cray, resided in lodgings in the town, and was growing in favour daily in a professional point of view : not that he had dis- played any unusual skill, but simply that Hallingham gave him credit for possessing it, because they liked himself. There was a large family of the Davenals, as there was of the Oswalds — speaking, in both cases, of the days gone by. Years and years ago Surgeon Davenal's had been a noted name in Hallingham; he had a large practice, and he had several children. It is not necessary to speak of all the children. Richard (the present Dr. Davenal) was the eldest son, and had succeeded to the practice. The two other sons, Walter and John, had chosen to enter the Church, and both, when ordained, had gone out to the West Indies. One of them became chaplain to the Bishop of Barbadoes, the other obtained a church in the island. Both had married there, and Caroline Davenal was the only child of Walter, the elder of the two. Sara was twelve years old when her cousin Caroline arrived in England, an orjihan ; her father and mother were both dead. A poor clergyman in the West Indies, dying young, was not likely to have saved money, and the little child, Caroline, had literally nothing. Her father wrote an appealing letter to his brother Richard, on his deathbed, and Richard Davenal was not one to resist such an appeal. "She shall be as my child henceforth, and Sara's sister," said he, in the warmth of his heart, when the letter and the child arrived at Hallingham. And so she had been. But it was by no means so certain that Caroline Davenal would RETROSPECT. 35 hot some time be rich. A very large sum of money was pending in her mother's family, who were West Indians. It had become the subject df dispute, of litigation, and was at length thrown into that formidable court in England — Chancery. Should it be decided in one way, Caroline would receive no benefit; if in another, she would come in for several thousand pounds. The probabilities were in her favour — but Chancery, as you all know, is capricious, and does not hurry itself to personal inconvenience. Upon the death of Dr. Davenal's wife, his sister Bettina came to reside with him, and to rule his children. He had only three — Richard, Edward, and Sara. There had been others between Edward and Sara, but they had died young. Fine lads, those of Dr. Davenal, although they took to plaguing stern Miss Bettina, and aggravatingly called her "Aunt Bett." Fine young men, too, they grew up — well reared, Avell educated. Richard embraced his father's profession ; for Edward a commission in the army was purchased, in accordance with his strong wish, and he was now Captain Davenal. And Richard Davenal, the eldest son, where was he 1 Ah ! it Was a grievous story to look back upon. It had clouded the life of Dr. Davenal, and would cloud it to the end. Richard was dead, and Dr. Davenal blamed himself as the remote cause of the death. When Richard had completed his studies, and passed the College of Surgeons, he returned to Hallingham, and joined his father in practice, as it had been intended that he should. He grew in favour : he promised to be as clever as his father : and Hallingham courted him. He was a man of attractive presence, of genial man- ners, and he mixed a great deal of pleasure with his life of work. Dr. Davenal spoke to him seriously and kindly. He said that too much pleasure did not agree long with work, could not agree with it, and he begged him to be more steady. Richard laughed, and said he would be. A short time, and startling neAvs reached the ears of Dr. Davenal — that Richard was thinking of marrying one who was undesirable as a wife. Richard, his fine boy, of whom he was so fond and proud, marry Tier I It was not against the young lady herself that so much could be urged, but against her connections. They were most objectionable. Dr. Davenal pointed out to Richard that to wed this girl would be a blight upon his prospects, a blow to his reputation. Richard could not be brought to see it. Though not equal to themselves in position, she was respectable, he said ; and her connections had nothing to do with it ; he did not marry them, he married her. The feud continued : not an open feud, but an under-current of opposition and coolness. Richard would not give up his project, and Dr. Davenal would not view it with anything but aversion. As to giving his consent, that Dr. Davenal never would do ; and Richard, hitherto dutiful, way hot one to go to the extremity of marrying without it. 36 OSWALD CRAY. It was at this time, or a little before it, that the dispute had arisen in Barbadoes touching the money already spoken of. Par- ticulars of it were written to Dr. Davenal by his brother John, explaining also how Caroline's interests were involved in it. He, the Rev. John Davenal, said in the same letter that he was anxious to send his two little boys to Europe fur their education, and was waiting to find them a fitting escort ; he -did not care to trust them alone In the ship. As Dr. Davenal read this letter, a sudden thought darted into his mind like a flash of lightning. What if he sent out Richard ( Richard could learn the details about this for- tune, could, if expedient, urge Caroline's interests ; he could bring back the two little boys, and— the chief thought of all lay behind— it might break off his engagement ? Quite a glow of satisfaction came over Dr. Davenal at the thought. He sought a conference with his son. He told him that he wished him to take a voyage to Barbadoes ; that Caroline's interests required some one to go out ; that the two little boys had no friend to bring them over. Richard hesitated. To most young men a visit to 3 the West Indies would be a welcome distraction ; but Richard Davenal seemed strangely to hold back from it. Did some mysterious warning of what it would bring forth dart unconsciously across his spirit ? Or did he fear that it might in some way lead to his losing the young lady upon whom he had set his heart ? It cannot be known. Certain it was— oh how well remembered afterwards— that an unaccountable repugnance on Richard's part evinced itself, and only to the urgent persuasion of Dr. Davenal did he at length yield. He yielded, as it were, under protest, and he said so, sacrificing his own strong wishes to his father's. He set sail ; and he wrote on his arrival at Barbadoes, after a fine passage ; and the next letter they received, a fortnight after- wards, was not from him, but from his uncle, the clergyman. Richard had died of yellow fever. It seemed to turn the current of Dr. Davenal's life. He blamed himself : but for his scheming — and in that moment of intense grief, he called it scheming — Richard, his best beloved son, would be still by his side to bless him. He had ever been open and straight- forward ; and never, so long as he lived, would he scheme again. In his unhappiness, he began to reproach himself for having needlessly opposed Richard's marriage. He sent for the young girl, and found her pretty, modest, and gentle, and his repentance increased itself fourfold. He informed her very kindly and con- siderately of the unhappy fact of Richard's death, and told her that should any memento be found for her amidst Richard's effects when they arrived— any letter, no matter what— it should be given to her. But that death had changed Dr. Davenal into an old man ; in the two years which had elapsed since, he had aged ten years both in looks and constitution. No wonder that a spasm of pain crossed neal's curiosity. 37 his face when Mr. Cray asked him whether he should refuse him Caroline. You can now understand bis answer: "So long as I live I shall never 'forbid' marriage to any over whom I hold control : " and you can understand the anguish of the tone in which it was spoken. And we have now done with retrospect. CHAPTER VI. neal's curiosity. They sat around the dinner-table ; Dr. Davenal, Miss Bettina, Sara, and Caroline. It was an unusually silent table. Dr. Davenal could not digest the proposal of Mr. Cray for Caroline ; Caroline was conscious and timid ; Sara scented something not altogether comfortable in the air, and did not raise her eyes from her plate ; and it was one of the especially deaf days of Miss Bettina. Neal moved about noiselessly. Being a treasure of a servant, of course he always did move noiselessly. Quite an artistic perform- ance was Neal's waiting. In his own person he did the waiting of three ; and so tranquilly assiduous was his mode of accomplishing it, so perfect indeed were all Neal's ways in the household, that Miss Bettina rarely let a day pass without sounding his praises. Strange to say, the doctor did not like him. Why it was, or how it was, he could not tell, but he had never taken to Neal. So strong was the feeling, that it may almost be said he disliked Neal. And yet the man fulfilled all his duties so well that there was no fault to be found with him, no excuse to be given for discharging him. The doctor's last indoor man-servant had not been anything like as efficient as Neal, was not half so fine a gentleman, had ten faults where Neal did not appear to have one. But the doctor had liked good, honest old Giles, had kept him for many years, and only parted with him when he grew too old to work. Then Neal presented himself. Neal had once lived with Lady Oswald ; had been groom of the chambers at Thorndyke in Sir John's time, and Lady Oswald kept him for a twelvemonth after Sir John's death, and almost cried when she parted with him ; but Neal refused point-blank to go out with the carriage, and Lady Oswald did not wish to keep three men-servants. Neal found a place in London, and they lost sight of him for some years ; but hp made his appearance at Lady Oswald's again one day — having com*, flown by the new railroad to see what change it had made in the 38 OSWALD CRAY. old place, and to pay his respects to my lady. My lady was gratified by the attention, and inquired what he was doing. He had left his situation, he .answered, and he had some thoughts of trying for one in the country ; my lady was aware, no doubt, how close and smoky London was, and he found that it had told upon his health ; if he could hear of a quiet place in the country lie believed he might be induced to take it, however disadvantageous it might be in a pecuniary point of view. Did my lady happen to know of one ? My lady did happen to know of one : Dr. Davenal was then parting with old Giles. She thought it would be the very place for Neal ; Neal the very man for the place ; and hi her propensity for managing other people's business, which was as strong upon Lady Oswald as it is upon many more of us, she ordered her carriage, and drove to Dr. Davenal's, and never left him until he had promised Neal the situation. In truth, Dr. Davenal deemed that Neal would suit him very well, provided he could bring his notions down to the place ; and that, as Lady Oswald said, Neal intended to do. But to be groom of the chambers to a nobleman who kept his score or so of servants (for that, it was understood, had been Neal's situation in London), and to be sole indoor man-servant to a doctor, keeping only three maids besides, and the coachman in the stables, would be a great descent in life. Neal, however, accepted the place, and Dr. Davenal took him on the recommendation of Lady Oswald without referring to the nobleman in town. But even in the preliminary interview when the engagement was made, Dr. Davenal felt a dislike for the man stealing over him. Instinct would have prompted him to say, "You will not suit me;" reason overpowered it, and whispered, ' ' He will prove an excellent servant;" and Dr. Davenal engaged him. That was just before Richard went out to Barbadoes, and ever since then the doctor had been saying to himself how full of prejudice was his dislike, con- sidering the excellent servant Neal proved to be. But he could not get rid of the prejudice. Neal cleared the table when dinner was over, and placed dessert upon it. Dr. Davenal did not care for dessert ; deemed it waste of time to sit at it; but Miss Bettina, who favoured most of the customs and fashions of her girlhood, would as soon have thought of dispensing witli dinner. Dr. Davenal generally withdrew with the cloth ; sometimes, if not busy, he stayed a few minutes to chat with his daughter and Caroline ; but calls on his time and services were made after dinner as well as before it. On this day he did not leave his place. He sat at the foot of the table, Miss Davenal opposite to him, the young ladies between them, one on each side. Interrupted by Lady Oswald in the afternoon, he had not yet spoken to Caroline; and that he was preparing to do now. NBAIi'S CURIOSITY. 39 He drew his chair near to her, and began in low tones. Sara rose soon, and quitted the room ; Miss Davenal was quite deaf ; they were practically alone. "My dear, Mr. Cray is not the man I would have chosen fur you. Arc you aware how very small is the income he derives from his partnership with me ? " Caroline caught up the damask dessert napkin, and began pulling out its fringe. ''His prospects are very fair, Uncle Richard." "Fair enough, insomuch as he may enjoy the whole of tin's practice in time. But that time may he long in coming, Caroline; twenty years hence, for all we know. I shall be only seventy then, and my father at seventy was as good a man as I am now." Her fingers pulled nervously at the fringe, and she did not raise her eyes. "I hope you will live much longer than that, Uncle Richard." " As long as I live, Caixiline, and retain health and strength, so long shall 1 pursue my practice and take the largest share of its profits. Mr. Cray understood that perfectly when I admitted him to a small share as a partner. I did it for his sake, to give him a standing in the town. I had no intention of taking a partner ; I wished only for an assistant ; but out of regard to his prospects, I decided to give him a trifling share, and suffered it to be known in Hallingham that lie had become my partner. He has only two hundred a year from me." "It does not cost much to live," said Caroline. " We need not keep many servants." Dr. Davenal paused, feeling that she was hopelessly inexperienced. "My dear, what do you suppose it costs us to live as we do?— here, in this house ? " "Ever so much," was Caroline's lucid answer. "It costs me quite twelve hundred a year, Caroline, and I have no house-rent to pay." She did not answer. Miss Davenal's sharp eyes caught sight of Caroline's fingers, and she demanded what she was doing with the napkin. Caroline laid it on the table beside her plate. "I cannot afford to increase Mr. Cray's salary very much," continued Dr. Davenal. " I do not feel inclined to reduce my own style of living, and Edward draws largely upon me. Extravagant fellows, those young officers ! " added the doctor, falling into abstraction. "Not one of them, I believe, makes his pay suffice." He paused. Caroline took up a biscuit and began crumbling it on her plate. "The very utmost that I could afford to give him would be four hundred per annum," resumed Dr. Davenal; "and I believe that I shall inconvenience myself to do this. But that is not it. There -" 40 OSWALD CRAY. ' ' Oh, Uncle Richard, it is ample ! Four hundred a year ! Wo could not spend it." He shook his head at the interruption and at its unconscious ignorance. ' ' Caroline, I was going to say that the mere income is not all the question. If you marry Mr. Cray, he can make no settlement upon you ; more than that, he has no home, no furniture. I think he has been precipitate ; inconsiderately so. Few men would ask a young lady to be their wife until they had a house to take her to ; or funds to procure one." Caroline's eyes filled with tears. She had hard work to keep them from dropping. "Carine," he said caressingly, "is it quite irrevocable, this attachment ? " The tears overflowed now. She murmured some words which the doctor only caught sufficiently to gather that it was irre- vocable—or that at any rate the young lady thought so. He sighed. ' ' Listen to me, child. I should never attempt to oppose your inclinations ; I should not think of forbidding any marriage that you had set your heart upon. If you have fixed on Mr. Cray, or he on you — it comes to the same — I will not set my will against it. But one thing I must urge upon you both — to wait." " Do you dislike Mr. Cray, Uncle Richard ? " ' ' Dislike him ! no, child. Have I not made him my partner ? I like him personally very much. I don't know whether he has much stability," continued the doctor, in a musing tone, as though he were debating the question with himself. " But let that pass. My objection to him for you, Caroline, is chiefly from a pecuniary view of the matter." " I am sure we shall have enough," she answered. "If I give my consent, Carry, I shall do it under protest; and make a bargain with you at the same time." Caroline lifted her eyes. " What protest ? — what bargain ? " she asked. "The protest, that I give my consent against my better judg- ment. The bargain, that when you find you have married im- prudently and cannot make both ends meet, you don't turn round and blame me." She bent her eyes with a smile and shook her head in answer, and began twisting the chain that lay upon her fair neck. She wore the same rich dress that she had worn in the afternoon, as did Sara; but the high bodies had been exchanged for low ones. "I will not withhold my consent. But," he added, his tone changing to the utmost seriousness, " I shall recommend you both to wait. To wait at least a year or two. You are very young, only twenty." NEAL's Cf UIOSITY. 41 "T am twenty-one, Uncle Richard," she returned quickly. "It is Sara who is only twenty." He smiled at the eagur tone. One year seems so much to the young. "Twenty-one, then: since last week, I believe. And Mark is three or four years older. You can well afford to wait. A year or two's time may make a wonderful difference in the position of affairs. Your share of that disputed property may have come to you, rendering a settlement upon you possible ; and Mark, if he chooses to be saving, may have got chairs and tables together. Perhaps I may increase his share at once to help him do it." "Would you be so kind as enlighten me as to the topic of your conversation with Caroline, Dr. Davenal ? " The interruption came from Miss Bettina. Deaf as she was, it was impossible not to perceive that some subject of unusual moment was being discussed, and nothing annoyed her more than to fancy she was purposely kept in the dark. For the last five minutes she had sat ominously upright in her chair. Very upright she always did sit, at all times and seasons ; but in moments of displeasure it was unpleasantly perceptible. Dr. Davenal rose from his seat and walked towards her, bending his face a little forward. He disliked talking to her on her very deaf days : it made him hoarse for hours afterwards. " Caroline wants to be married, Bettina." Miss Bettina caught the right words this time, but she doubted it. She had not yet learnt to look upon Caroline as anything but a child. Could the world have gone round in accordance with the ideas of Miss Bettina, no one with any regard to propriety would have married until the age of thirty. Her cold grey eyes gradually opened as she looked from one to the other. " Wants to be what, did you say ? " "To be married, Aunt Bett," cried the doctor. "It's the fashion with the young folk nowadays ! You were not in so great a hurry when you were young." The doctor spoke in no spirit of joking — as a stranger might have supposed — Miss Davenal being Miss Davenal still. Bettina Davenal had had her romance in life. In her young days, when she was not much older than Caroline, a poor curate had sought to make her his wife. She was greatly attached to him, but he was very, veiy poor, and prudence said, "Wait until better times shall come for him." Miss Bettina's father and mother were living then ; the latter a great invalid; and that also weighed with her, for in her duty and affection she did not like to leave her home. Ay, cold and unsympathising as she appeared to be now, Bettina Davenal had once been a warm, loving girl, an affectionate daughter. And so, by her own decree, she waited and waited, and in her thirtieth year that poor curate, never promoted to riches, had died — died of 42 OSWALD CRAY. bad air, and hard work, and poor nourishment. His duties were thrown in the midst of one of our worst metropolitan districts ; and they were heavy, and his stipend was small. From that time Bettina Davenal's disposition had changed ; she"grew cold, formal, hard : repentance, it was suspected, was ever upon her, that she had not risked prudence and saved his life. Her own fortune added to what he earned, would at least have kept him from the evils of poverty, "Who wants to marry her?" questioned Miss Davenal, when she could take her condemning eyes from Caroline. "Mark Cray." The words seemed to pacify Miss Davenal in a slight degree, and her head relaxed a very little. ' ' She might do worse, Richard. He is a good man, and I dare say he is making money, Those civil engineers get on well." "I said Mark Cray, Aunt Bett," repeated the doctor, "Mark! He won't do. He is only a boy. He has neither house nor money." "Just what I say," said the doctor. "I tell her they must wait." " Mad ! To be sure they must be mad, both of them," complai- santly acquiesced Miss Davenal, "Wait, I said, Bettina," roared the doctor. " You need not rave at me, Richard. I am not as deaf as a post. Who says anything about ' fate ? ' Fate, indeed ! don't talk of fate to me. Where's your common-sense gone to ? " "Wait, I said, Aunt Bett! W-a-i-t ! I tell them they must wait." " No, " said Aunt Bett. ' ' Better break it off, " " I don't think they will," returned the doctor. Miss Bettina turned her eyes on Caroline. That young lady, left to herself, had pretty nearly done for the napkin. She dreaded but one person in the world, and that was stern Aunt Bettina. Miss Bettina rose in her slow stately fashion, and turned Caroline's drooping face towards her. " What in the world has put it into your head to think of Mark Cray ? " "I didn't think of him before he thought of me," was poor Caroline's excuse, which, as a matter of course, Miss Davenal did not catch. "Has it ever occurred to you to reflect, Caroline, how very seri- ous a step is that of settling in life ? " "We shall get along, Aunt Bettina," "I don't know that you would get along if you married Mark Cray. I don't like Mark Cray. I did not think " " Why don't you like him, aunt ? " " 1 don't know," replied Miss Bettina. " He js too light and WEAL'S CUHIOSITY. 43 careless. I did not think it a wise step of your uncle's to take him into partnership ; hut it was not my province to interfere. The Crays brought it to nothing, you know. Lived like princes for a few years, and when affairs came to he looked into at Mr. Cray's death, the money Avas gone." "That was not Mark's fault," returned Caroline indignantly. "It ought to he no reason for j*our disliking him, Aunt Bettina." " It gives one prejudices, you see. He may he bringing it to the same in his own case before his life's over," "You might as well say the same of Oswald," resentfully spoke Caroline. "No; Oswald's different. He is worth a thousand of Mark. Don't think of Mark, Caroline. You might do so much better : better in all ways. " "I don't care to do better," was the rebellious answer. And then, half-frightened, repenting its insolence, poor Caroline burst into tears. She felt very indignant at the disparagement of Mark. Fortunately for her, Miss Davenal mistook the words. " We don't care that you should do better ! Of course we care. What are you thinking of, child ? Your uncle studies your interests as much as he would study Sara's." "More!" impulsively interrupted the doctor, who was pacing the room, his hands under his coat-tails. " I might feel less scru- pulous in opj^osing Sara's inclination." "You hear, Caroline! The doctor opposes this inclination of yours ! " Caroline gave him a look of helpless appeal : not only that he would not oppose it, but that he would set Miss Davenal right. "I don't oppose it, Bettina : I don't go so far as that. I recom- mend them to wait. In a year or two " A loud knock at the hall-door startled Dr. Davenal. Knocks there were pretty frequent — loud ones too ; but this was unusually loud and long. And it startled some one besides the doctor. CHAPTER VII. AN INTERRUPTION. That some one Avas Neal. Neal's mind was by far too composed to be ruffled by any sort of shock, and Neal's nerves Avere in first-rate order. It happened, hoAvever, that Neal aa\is rather unpleasantly 4:4 OSWALD CRAY. near to the front door at that moment, and the sudden sound, so sharp and long, did make him start. When Neal removed the dinner things, he placed his plate and glasses in the pantry, and carried the tray with the other articles down to the kitchen. In going upstairs again he was called by Watson, the upper woman servant of the family, who was as old as Neal himself, and had lived with them for some years. She was in the apartment opening from the kitchen, a boarded room with a piece of square carpet in the middle. It was called the house- keeper's room, and was used as a sitting-room by the servants when their work was over for the day. The servants' entrance to the house was on this lower floor ; steps ascending from it to the outer door in the back garden. " Did you call me ? " asked Neal, looking in. Watson was busy papering some jars of jam. She turned at the question, displaying a sallow face with quick dark eyes, and pointed to a note lying on the table before her. " A note for Miss Sara, Neal. It came five minutes ago." " Jessy might have brought it up," remarked Neal. "Letters should never be delayed below." "Jessy has stepped out," explained Watson. "And I want to get to an end with this jam; Miss Bettina expected it was done and put away this morning." Neal carried the note up to his pantry, and there examined it. But beyond the fact that it was superscribed "Miss Sara Davenal," Neal could gather no information to gratify his curiosity. The handwriting was not familiar to him; the envelope displayed neither crest nor coat-of-arms. He held it up, but not the most scrutinising eye could detect anything through it; he gingerly tried the fastening of the envelope, but it would not open without tearing. As he was thus engaged he heard the dining-room door open, and peeped out of his pantry. It was Miss Sara. She was going up-stairs to the drawing-room. Neal heard her enter it; and after the lapse of a minute or two, he followed her, bearing the note on a silver waiter. She had shut herself in. Somehow that conference in the dining-room was making her nervous. "Who brought it, Neal?" she carelessly asked, taking the note from the waiter. "I am unable to say, miss. It came when I was waiting at dinner." Neal retired, closed the drawing-room door, and descended to his pantry. There he began making preparations for washing his glasses, rather noisy ones for Neal. He put some water into a wooden bowl, rinsed the glasses in it, and turned them down to dry. Having advanced thus far, it probably struck Neal that a slight interlude of recreation might be acceptable, An interruption. 45 Ho stolo cautiously as far as the dining-room door, and there came to a halt, bending down his ear. Neal could calculate his chances as well as the best living spy. He could not be taken unawares by Miss Sara from the drawing-room or the servants from the kitchen; and his sense of hearing was so acute, partly from nature, partly from exercise, that no one could approach the dining-room door from the inside without his receiving ample warning. Neal had not played his favourite part for years to be surprised at last. There he had remained, listening to anything in the dining-room there might be to hear, until aroused by that strange knock — so loud and long, that even he was startled. Gliding back to his pantry, a slight clatter there with spoons and forks, and Neal came forth to the summons, with a far fleeter foot than Neal generally permitted himself, for the knocker had begun again and was sounding in- cessantly. " Is all the town dying ? " muttered Neal. He opened the door, and there burst in two fine lads, sending their ringing laughter thr< >ugh the house, and nearly upsetting the man in their wild haste, as they sprang past him into the dining- room, and on Dr. Davenal. Sara, alarmed at the unusual noise, came running down. " You rogues ! " exclaimed the doctor. "What brings you here to-day ? " They were too excited to explain very lucidly. One day extra in a schoolboy's holidays, especially at their commencement, will turn young heads crazy. The usher who was to take charge of the boys whose homes lay this way, had received news that morning of the illness of a relative, and had to leave a day sooner : so they left also. " Nothing loth, I'll answer for it," cried Dr. Davenal; and the b< >vs laughed. He placed them both before him, and looked first at one, then at the other, noting what alteration the months had made. There was a general likeness between them, as regarded eyes, hair, and complexion, but none in features. Richard, the eldest, generally called Dick, was a good-tempered, saucy-looking boy, with a turned- up nose ; Leopold had more delicate features, and seemed less strong. " You have both grown," said the doctor ; " but Leo's thin. How do your studies get on, Dick ? " "Oh — middling, " acknowledged Dick, a remarkably candid lad. " Uncle Richard, I'm the best cricketer in the whole school. There's not one of the fellows can come up to me." " The best what, Richard?" said Miss Bettina, bending her are to the lad. "Cricketer, Aunt Bett," repeated Richard. 46 OSWALD CRAY. "Good boy ! " said Miss Bettina approvingly. " Resolve to be the best scholar always, and you 'will be the best. You shall have a pot of fresh jam for tea, Dick." Dick smothered his laughter. ' ' I am not a good scholar at all, Aunt Bett. Leo is : but he's a muff at cricket." " Not a good scholar!" repeated Miss Bettina. "Did you not tell me you me you were the best scholar ? " " No. I said I was the best cricketer," responded Dick." " Oh," said Miss Bettina, her face resuming its severity. " That will do you no good, Richard." " Aren't you deafer than before, Aunt Bett ? I am sure you are just as deaf again as you were at Christmas ! Uncle Richard, we had a boat-race yesterday. I was second oar." " I don't like those boat-races," hastily interrupted Caroline. "Girls never do," said Mr. Richard, loftily. "They wouldn't like to blister their hands with the oars ! Look at mine." He extended his right hand, palm upwards, triumphantly. Dr. Davenal spoke. ' ' I don't like boat-racing for you boys, either, Dick. ' ' Oh, it was grand, Uncle Richard ! One of the boats tipped over, and the fellows got a ducking." "That's just it," said Dr. Davenal. "Boats 'tip' over when you inexperienced young gentlemen least expect it. It has led to loss of life sometimes, Dick." ' ' Any muff can scramble out of the water, Uncle Richard. Some of us fellows can swim like otters. " ' ' And some can't swim at all, I suppose. What did Dr. Keen say when he heard of the boatful going over ? " Richard Davenal raised his honest eyes to his uncle, surprise in their depths. " It didn't get to Keen's eai's, Uncle Richard ! He knew nothing of the boat-race ; we had it out of bounds. As if Keen wouldn't have stojiped it, if he had known. He thought we Were off to the cricket-field." "Well, you must be a nice lot of boys! " cried Dr. Davenal, quaintly. " Does he give a prize for honour ? You'd win it, Dick, if he did." Dick laughed. " It's the same at all schools, Uncle Richard. If We let the masters into the secret of all our fun, mighty little of it should we get." ' ' I think they ought to know of the fun that consists in going on the water. There's danger in that." "Not a bit of it, Uncle Richard. It Was the jolliest splash ! The chief trouble was getting dry things to put on. They had been put up in the boxes ready to come home with us, and we had to manage ho end of stratagem to get at them." " A jolly splash was it ! Were you one of tho immersed ones, Dick ? " AN INTERRUPTION. 47 ' ' Not I," returned Dick. " As if we second-desk fellows couldn't manage a boat better than that ! Leo was." " How many of you were drowned, Leo ? " Leo opened his eyes. "Drowned, Uncle Richard! Not one. We scrambled out like fun. There's no fear of getting drowned." " No fear at all, as it seems to me," returned the doctor. "But there's danger of it, Leo." Leo made no reply. Dr. Davenal remained silent for a minute, lost in thought; then hesatdown, and held the two lads in front of him. ' ' Did either of you ever observe a white house, lying back on a hill, just as you pass the next station to this — Hildon ? " "I know it," cried out Richard. " It is old Low's." "Old Low's, if you choose to call him so, but he is not as old as I am, Master Dick. Some people in that neighbourhood called him Squire Low. He is Lady Oswald's landlord. A few years ago, boys, I was sent for to his house ; that very house upon the hill. Mr. Low's mother was living with him then, and I found she was taken ill. I went several days in succession. Sometimes I saw Mr. Low's sons, three nice lads, but daring as you two are, and about your present age. One afternoon, — listen, both of you, — I had no sooner arrived home from Mr. Low's, than I was surprised to see one of his men riding up here at highest speed. The railway was not opened then. I feared old Mrs. Low might be worse, and hastened out to the man myself. He had come galloping all the way, and asked me to gallop back as quickly " " Old Mrs. Low was dead ! " cried quick Dick. "No, sir, she was not dead. She was no worse than when I had left her. Mr. Low's three sons had done just what you tell me you did yesterday. They went upon the river at Hildon in a rowing- boat, and the boat upset — tipped over, as you call it ; and the poor boys had not found it so easy to scramble out as you, Leo, and your comrades did. One of them was out, the man said ; he thought the other two were not. So I mounted my own horse and hastened over." " But what did they want with you, Uncle Richard ? Were there no doctors near ? " "Yes. When I got there a doctor was bending over the lad: but Mr. Low had confidence in me, and in his distress he sent for me. It was the youngest who was saved — James." " What James Low who goes'about in that hand-chair." "The very same, Dick. From that hour he has never had proper use of his limbs. A species of rheumatic affection — we call it so for want of a better name — is ever upon him. When the illness and fever which supervened upon the accident were over, and which lasted some weeks, we found his strength did not return to him, and he has remained a confirmed invalid. And that was the result of one of those upsets which you deem so harmless." 48 OSWALD CRAY; " Will he never get well 1 " asked Leo "Never I fear." "And the two other boys, Uncle Richard ? Did they scramble out at last ? " " No, Leo. They were drowned." Leo remained silent ; Dick also. Dr. Davenal resumed. ' ' Yes, they were drowned. I stood in the room where the coffins rested, side by side, the day before the funeral, Mr. Low with me. He told how generally obedient his poor boys were, except in that one exception of going upon the water. He had had some contentions with them upon the point ; he had a great dislike to the water — a dread of their venturing on it, for the river at Hildon is dangerous, and the boys were inexperienced. But they were high-spirited boys, who could see no danger in it, and — listen, Dick ! — did not believe there was any. And they thought they would just risk it for once, and they did so ; and this was the result. I shall never forget their father's grief as he told me all this over the poor cold faces in the coffins." The young Davenals had grown sober. ' ' Lads, I have told you this little incident to prove to you that there is danger connected with the water, more particularly for inexperienced boys. Where does the school get the boats ? " "We hire them," answered Dick. "There's a boat club in the place ; men who keep boats, and hire them out to any one who'll pay for them." " They should be forbidden to hire them out to school-boys of your age. I think I shall drop a hint of the matter to Dr. Keen." Dick Davenal grew frightened. "For goodness sake don't do that, Uncle Richard ! If the school knew it reached Keen through you, they'd send me and Leo to Coventry." " I'll take care you don't get sent to Coventry through me, Dick. But I cannot let you run the risk of being drowned." " I don't think I'll go on the water again at school, Uncle Richard," said Leo, who had sat down, and was nursing his leg thoughtfully. " 1 don't much think you will," said the doctor. Leo continued to nurse his leg. Dick, who had little thought about him, had thrown his arms round Sara's waist, and was whispering to her. Both the lads loved Sara. When they had arrived little strangers from the West Indies, new to the doctor's house and its inmates, they had taken wonderfully to Sara, and she to tli cm. You do not need to be told that they were the lads poor Richard Davenal was to have escorted over ; and that when they came they had brought his effects with them. A BARGAIN. 49 CHAPTER VIII A BARGAIN. Meanwhile Mr. Oswald Cray had dined at his rustic inn, and was on his way to pay an evening visit at Dr. Davenal's. In passing along New Street he encountered his half-brother, turning hastily out of his lodgings. " Were you coming in, Oswald ? " asked Marcus, as they shook hands. "I heard you were down." "Not now," replied Oswald. "I am going on to Dr. Davenal's, and I go up again by the night train. My visit here to-day was to Lady Oswald. We are going to take a piece of her grounds for sheds, and she does not like it." "Not like it!" echoed Mark. "It's worse than that. You should have seen the way she was in this afternoon. It won't interfere with the grounds." "Not at all. But she cannot be brought to see that it will not. In point of fact, it sounds far worse than the reality will prove. I was in hopes of being the first to break the news to her : so much lies in the way a thing is told." ' ' She said this afternoon that it all lay with you. That you could spare her grounds if you would." "I wish it did lie with me, but it does not. The company have fixed upon the site, Low has given his concurrence, and there's no more to be said or done. I am very sorry, but it has been no doing of mine. Will you go with me to the doctor's, Mark ? " Marcus hesitated, and then said he had rather not call that evening. " Why ?" asked Oswald. "Well — the fact is, — 1 don't see why I may not tell you, — I have been asking the doctor this afternoon for Caroline. He did not give me a positive answer, one way or the other ; and I don't think it will look well to press a visit upon them just now." Oswald Cray's was not a demonstrative countenance, but cer- tainly it exhibited marked surprise now, and he gazed at his brother inquiringly. " You are surely not thinking of marrying ? " " Yes, I am. Why should I not think of it ? " " But what have you to marry upon ? "Oh — I must get Dr. Davenal to increase my share of income. By a word he dropped this afternoon when we were talking of it, I fancy he would increase it to four hundred a-year. We might manage upon that." Oswald Cray made no immediate reply. He, proud and self- Oswald Cray. 4 59 OSWALD CRAY. valiant, would have felt both pain and shame at the very thought of marrying upon help given by others. " You are thinking it's not enough, Oswald ? " " It might be enough for prudent people. But I don't think it would be enough for you and Caroline Davenal. Mark, I fancy — I shall not offend you ? — I fancy you are not of a prudent turn of mind." ' ' I don't know that I am. But any man can be prudent when it's necessary that he should be so." " It has not always proved so." " I see you think me a spendthrift," said Mark good-humouredly. "Not exactly that. I think you could not live upon as small an income as some can. Dr. Davenal gives you, I believe, two hundred a-year, and you have been with him six months : my opinion is, Mark, that at the year's end you will find the two hundred has nothing like kept you. You will be looking about for another hundred to pay debts with. "Are you so particularly saving yourself? " retorted Mark, " That is not the question, Mark ; I am not going to be married," answered Oswald, with a smile. " But I do save." "If the doctor will give me four hundred a-year to begin with, there will be no need to wait. " "You have no furniture." " That's easily ordered," said Mark. "Very easily, indeed," laughed Oswald. "But it will have to be paid for." "It won't take much. We shall not set up in a grand way. And we can pay by instalments." "A bad beginning, Mark." Mark winced. "Are you going to turn against me, Oswald, and throw cold water on it ? " Oswald Cray looked very grave as he answered. Mark was not his own brother, and he could not urge him too much ; but a con- viction seated itself in his heart, perhaps not for the first time, that Mark had inherited their father's imprudence. "These considerations are for you, Mark; not for me. If I speak of them to you, I do so only in your true interest. We have never been brothers, therefore I do not presume to give you a brother's counsel, — you would deem I had no right to do it. Only be prudent, for your own sake and Caroline's. Good-evening, if you will go back." Neal admitted Mr. Oswald Cray, and Neal's face lighted up with apparently genuine pleasure. Neal was the quintessence of respect to his betters, but it was even more marked in his manner to Mr. Oswald Cray, from the fact possibly that he had served in the Oswald family at Thorndyke, and Mr. Oswald Cray was so nearly connected with it. A BARGAIN. 51 Dr. Davenal was tlien in the garden-parlour with Sara. The noisy boys were regaling themselves with good things in the dining- room, under the presidency of Miss Bettina. A few moments, and the doctor and Oswald Cray were deep in the discussion of the proposition that had so moved them ; the doctor being the first to speak of it. Sara sat near the window, doing some light work. A fair picture she looked, in her evening dress ; her cheeks somewhat flushed, her neck so fair and white, the gold chain lying on it ; her pretty arms partially hidden by their white laces. Dr. Davenal stood in a musing attitude on the other side of the window, and Oswald Cray sat between them. " Mark has just told me about it," he observed, in reply to Dr. Davenal. " I met him as I walked here. I was very much surprised." " Not more surprised than I," returned the doctor. "At least, surprised that he should have spoken to you so soon." " What do you think of it ? " asked the doctor, abruptly. " Nay, sir, it is for you to think," was the reply of Oswald Cray, after a momentary pause. "I know — in that sense of the word. My opinion is, that it is exceedingly premature." "Well — yes, I confess it appears so to me. I told Mark so. There is one thing, Dr. Davenal — some men get on all the better for marrying early." "True: and some all the better for waiting. I like those men who have courage and patience to wait, bearing steadily on to the right moment and working for it. I married very early in life myself, but circumstances justified it. Where they do not justify it, a man should wait. I don't mean waiting on unreasonably, until the sear and yellow leaf of life is advancing, nothing of that sort : but there's a medium in all things. I am sure you would not rush into an imprudent marriage : you would wait your time." A smile parted Oswald Cray's lips. " I am obliged to wait, sir." " That is, prudence compels you ? " "Yes." " And I have no doubt your income is a great deal larger than Mark's ? " "I believe it is." Dr. Davenal stood in silence, twirling his watch chain. "Give me your advice," he said, turning to Mr. Oswald Cray. " Dr. Davenal, may I tell you that I would prefer not to give it ? Mark is my half-brother; but you know the circumstances under which we were reared, and that we are, in fact, little more than strangers ; and I feel the greatest delicacy in interfering with him in any way. I will do him any good that I can: but I will not advise in so momentous a step as this." Dr. Davenal understood the feeling ; it was a perfectly right one. 52 OSWALD CRAY. "Do you think he has much stability ?— sufficient to steer safely through life, clear of shoals and quicksands ? " Oswald Cray's opinion was that Mark possessed none whatever. But he was not sure upon the point : he had had so little to do with him. "Indeed, I cannot speak with certainty," was his answer. " Mark is far more of a stranger to me than he is to you. Stability sometimes comes with years only ; with time and experience. ' ' "I cannot tell you how surprised I was," resumed the doctor, after a pause. "Had Mark come and proposed for Bettina, I could not have been more astonished. The fact is, I had some- how got upon the wrong scent." "The wrong scent 1 " exclaimed Mr. Oswald Cray, looking up. "I don't mind telling you, as it has turned out so differently, " laughed Dr. Davenal. "I fancied you were inclined to like Caroline ? " Mr. Oswald Cray's deep-set blue eyes opened wide in his astonishment. " What caused you to fancy that ? " "Upon my word I don't know. Looking back, I think how foolish I must have been. But you see, that idea tended to obscure my vision as to Mark." Oswald Cray rose from his seat, and stood near Dr. Davenal, looking from the window. "Had it been so, would you have objected to me 1 " he asked ; and in his voice, jesting though it was, there rang a sound of deep meaning. " No, I would not," replied Dr. Davenal. " I wish it had been so. Don't talk about it ; it would put me out of conceit of Mark." Mr. Oswald Cray laughed, and stole a glance at Sara. Her cheeks were crimson ; her head was bent closer to her work than it need have been. At that moment Dr. Davenal's carriage was heard coming up the lane, Roger's head and shoulders just visible over the garden wall. Dr. Davenal retreated into the room. It had broken the thread of the discourse. "You came down in answer to Lady Oswald's message?" he obseiwed. " She said she had sent for you." " Not in answer to the message. I came away before it reached London : at any rate before it reached me." " Lady Oswald's in a great way. I suppose nothing can be done ? " " Nothing at all. It is unfortunate that her grounds are close to that part of the line." " She will never remain in the house." " You see, the worst is, that she has just entered upon the third term of her lease. She took it for seven, fourteen, or twenty-one years. I am not sure, nowever, that Mr. Low, under the circum- stances, could oppose her departure." " Uncle Richard, the carriage is at the door. How are you, Mr. Oswald Cray ? " A BARGAIN. 53 'fhe interruption came from the boys. Both had rushed in without any regard to noise. Mr. Oswald Cray shook hands with them, and the doctor turned to wish him good-bye. "1 have to see a patient or two to-night. A poor country- woman's son is ill, and I promised her to go over this evening if possible. But you may be here when I return. Bettina and the girls will give you some tea." He hurried out ; and the boys after him. During their holidays, Dr. Davenal could rarely get into his carriage without those two dancing attendance upon him, Uke a bodyguard of young savages. Mr. Oswald Cray turned to Sara, who had risen also, and stood before her. "Just one moment, Sara, for a single question. Did you fall into the misapprehension that I was growing attached to your cousin ? " Her manner grew shrinkingly timid ; her eyelashes were never raised from her hot cheeks. It seemed that she would have spoken, for her lips parted ; but no sound came from them. "Nay, but you must answer me," he rejoined, some agitation in his tone. " Did you do me the injustice to suppose I had any thought of Caroline 1 " "No. Ono." He drew a deep breath, as if the words relieved him, and took her hand in his, very seriously. ' ' It was well to ask : but I did not think you could so have mistaken me. Sara ! I am not an imprudent man, as I fear Mark is. I could not, in justice to the woman whom I wish to make my wife, ask her to leave a home of comfort until I can surround her with one somewhat equivalent to it. I think — T hope — that another year may accomplish this. Meanwhile — you will not misunderstand me, or the motives for my silence 1 " She lifted her eyes to his face : they were swimming in tears : lifted them in her earnestness. "I shall never misunderstand you, Oswald." And Mr. Oswald Cray, for the first time in his life, bent his lips on hers to seal the bargain. 54 ' OSWALD CRAY. CHAPTER IX. EDWARD DAVENAL. It was a charming evening in October. The heat of the summer was over, and cool calm autumn reigned in all its loveliness. Never had the sun set more brilliantly than it was setting now ; never did it give token of a finer day for the morrow ; and that morrow was to be Caroline Davenal's wedding-day. Persuasion and promises had proved stronger than Dr. Davenal and prudence, and he had reluctantly consented to the early marriage. He had urged upon them the verb to wait: but neither of them appeared inclined to conjugate it; Caroline especially, strange as it may seem to say it, had turned a deaf ear to his counsel. So the doctor had yielded, and the plans and projects for the wedding were commenced. Dr. Davenal had behaved generously. He increased Mark Cray's share to four hundred a-year, and gave them a cheque for three hundred pounds for furniture. "You must be content to have things in a quiet way at the beginning, if you must be in a hurry," he said to them; " when you get on you can add more costly furniture by degrees." Miss Bettina would not give any- thing. Not a penny-piece. "No," she said to Caroline; "you are flying in the face of wiser heads than yours, and I will not encourage it. If you don't mind, you'll come to grief." Caroline laughed. Perhaps not without cause. Were they commonly prudent there would be little to fear. Four hundred a-year to begin upon, and much more in prospect, was what many and many a couple beginning life might have envied. Even Dr. Davenal began to think he had been unnecessarily cautious. It might have been better to wait a year or two, but they would do well as it was, if they chose to be prudent. If they chose ! It all lay in that. Perhaps what made people think of imprudence in their case was, that both had been reared in the enjoyment of a much larger income. Those fears and scruples were over, however"; they belonged bo the past ; no one retained them in the face of the preparations. When Mark Cray was looking out for a house, the Abbey, yet untenanted, occurred to him. It had been his father's residence; it carried a certain weight with it; and he thought it would be well that it should be his. Dr. Davenal acquiesced: it was certainly at the opposite end of the town; and farther from his own residence than was convenient; but that fact might also have its advantages, and Mark took the Abbey at a yearly rental. How busy they had been, furnishing it and getting the trousseau K 1 1 WARD DAVENAL. 55 ready, they alone could tell ! In the satisfaction of buying new furniture, and settling it in its appointed places, the prudent objections, I say, were lost sight of; completely forgotten. Miss Bettina thawed so far as to go down two whole days to the Abbey, and superintend; and she read Caroline lessons on domestic management and economy from morning to night. Oswald Cray had delicately placed a fifty-pound note in his brother's hands. " Present-giving at these times seems to be the order of the day, Mark," he carelessly said. "If you and Caroline will choose something for yourselves, and save me the trouble, I shall be glad. You know more about dressing-cases and work-boxes than I do." Altogether, the Abbey, — what with purchased furniture, and a few pretty things that went down from Dr. Davenal's house, — was cpiite sufficiently set up. And now it was the evening before the wedding, and the house was in commotion. Servants were running hither and thither ; Miss Bettina, with her sharp voice and her deaf ears, was every- where, creating no end of mistakes ; the breakfast-table was being laid out ; Sara was quietly helping Jessy to pack her cousin's travelling trunk ; and Caroline, useless as usual, was going into ecstasies over a present which had just come in. It was from Lady Oswald. A handsome tea and coffee service, all of solid silver. Caroline went round the house in search of admirers, and ran into Dr. Davenal's room. Neal was coming out as she entered, a waiter in his hand, there- fore it was evident he had been bearing something to his master. Dr. Davenal stood before the window looking at an unopened note. " Oh, uncle, do come and see ! Such a lovely present : a silver tea-service. I did not expect anything like it from Lady Oswald." "Presently, child. All in good time." He laid the note down on the table, as he spoke, not having opened it. Caroline thought his tone and countenance were alike sad. " Has anything vexed you, Uncle Richard I " "A little, Carine. When one waits for the sight of a dear fact', and the hours go by in expectation, from the opening of the day to its close, the disappointment brings a chill with it.'' Caroline wondered. She did not understand that sort of waiting y ct - "Do you allude to Edward, Uncle Richard i Whom else could he allude to ? Since Richard's death, Edward Davenal had grown dearer than ever son did to father. Dr. Davenal could willingly have laid down his life for him, and have thought it no sacrifice. Ah ! if these sons and daughters could only O'J OSWALD CRAY. realise this precious love that is lavished on them in all its strange intensity ! "Aunt Bettina's vexed that he is not here. She says it will delay dinner." "We are too impatient, Caroline. I dare say he could not get here sooner. Here's Mark," added the doctor. Dr. Davenal's carriage was drawing up to the gate. The doctor had despatched Mark in it that afternoon to see a country patient ; he waited at home for his son. Dr. Davenal signalled to Roger, and hastened out. Caroline followed him to the front door. Mark was then coming in. "Is the London train in, Mark? — did you notice as you came by? There's one due." " I did not notice," replied Mark. " I don't much think it ia in. I saw no bustle about the station." Dr. Davenal stepped into the carriage. "Turn round, Roger. The railway station." The whistle was sounding as they drew nearer, and Roger whipped up his steeds. The doctor reached the platform as the train dashed in. He elbowed his way amidst the crowd, trying to peer into every first-class carriage. "Edward!" " My dear Father ! " Captain Davenal leaped lightly out— an upright, slender man, with the unmistakable look of the soldier ; a dark, handsome face, and a ready voice. "I have been looking for you all day, Ned." " Not up here, surely ? " Dr. Davenal laughed. "No. I just happened to come up now : so it's all right. You have some luggage, I suppose ? " "A portmanteau. My servant's here." " Good-evening, Dr. Davenal. Ah, captain ! how are you ?" The salutation came from a passenger who had likewise stepped out of a first-class compartment. They turned to behold Oswald Cray. "Why! you don't mean to say that you have come by this train ?" cried Captain Davenal, in his quick manner. "Yes, I have. And you ? " 'I have come by it, too. Where were our eyes, I wonder ? " "In our own compartments, I expect," said Oswald Cray. "I was at the end of the train, and did not get out during the journey." "Neither did I. The same errand brings usf I suppose— Caroline's wedding ? It's fine to be Mark Cray ! You and I must wait for our honours. We cannot afford these luxuries yet." Dr. Davenal looked at his son. "If you can't afford them now, Ned, when are you to afford them ? " Captain Davenal's answer was a shrug of the shoulders. " A ship EDWARD DAVENAL. 57 may come in some day," he said, with his ready laugh. " Are you going that way, Oswald Cray ? We shall see you by-and-by. " All the pride and affection of the father shone out in Dr. Davenal's face as he passed through the town, sitting by the side of his brave son, who was in Roger's place and drove. A hundred hats were taken off ; a hundred pleased faces greeted them. The doctor remained passive ; but Captain Davenal's gay face was turned from side to side, in answer to the salutations, and he had something else to do besides attending to his horses. Take care, Ned." All right, sir," was the young officer's careless answer. But he escaped the wheel of a carriage by only half an inch ; and Roger, seated behind, said to himself that the captain had not yet grown out of his random ways. He pulled the horses up with a jerk when they arrived, leaped out, and turned to give his hand to his father. Neal had the door open, and Edward Davenal passed him with a nod and a fleet foot, for he saw his sister's face in the background, bright with happy tears. He kissed them away. "Sara, you foolish child ! Keep the tears until I go again." " When will that be, Edward ? " "To-morrow evening. Hush!" he whispered, checking her startled exclamation. ' ' Let me take my own time for telling my father. I know he will be vexed." " We thought you would stay at least a week." "I wish I could! Leave is difficult to get at all just now, on account of I'll tell you later, Sara." Miss Bettina Davenal was at hand, waiting for her greeting. In his old boyhood days, she and he were open enemies. The boy was high-spirited and rude to her, ten times worse than poor Richard. He had been the first to call her Aunt Bett, and to persist in it, in spite of her angry displeasure. He called her by that name still. " Well, Aunt Bett ! You are looking younger than ever." " Are you quite well, Nephew Edward I " "In high feather, aunt. And mean to keep so until the wedding's over. When is yours to be, Aunt Bett I " "To-morrow at eleven," was Aunt Bett's unconscious answer. " And right glad I shall be when it is over." The shout of laughter vexed Miss Davenal ; she wondered what the mistake was. But the captain turned away, for Caroline was stealing towards them with conscious cheeks, and the new silver teapot in her hand. "It was unkind of you not to come before, Edward," she said. "Some of my beautiful new dresses are packed up now, and you can't see them." "I shan't die of the disappointment, Cany," was the ungallant 58 OSWALD CKAY. rejoinder of the captain. "What's that you are carrying? A trophy ? " "A teapot. It is part of Lady Oswald's present. Here is the best of all, and I have had so many. Come and look at them : they are laid out in the garden-room." "So many teapots ? " inquired the captain. "Nonsense, Edward ! You know I meant presents." He drew something from his pocket, and clasped it on her neck. It was a dazzling necklace. Caroline, loving ornaments excessively, was wild with delight. "Oh, Edward ! how kind of you ! I never liked you as much as I do now." "Candid ! " cried the captain : and Dr. Davenal laughed as he walked away to his consulting-room. His son followed him. The doctor had taken up the note which he had left on the table, and was about to open it when something strange in its appearance struck his eye. He carried it to the window and looked minutely at its fastening, and the claret-coloured crest on the envelope, that of the Oswald family. " Edward," said he, " does it look to you as if this envelope had been tampered with — opened in fact ? " Captain Davenal examined the fastening. It was quite daylight still, though less bright than before the sun went clown. "There's not a doubt of it, in my opinion," he said, handing the note back to his father. "It's very strange," exclaimed the doctor. "Do you know, it has occurred to me lately to think that two or three of my letters have been opened." "From their appearance ? " "Yes. But I could not be certain how or when it was done. For aught I know, they might have been reopened by their writers before forwarding them to me. I feel sure, however, that this one has been tampered with since I placed it here. It came by the same messenger that brought Caroline's present, and Neal brought it in to me. I was deep in thought at the time, and turned it about in my fingers, looking at it, but not opening it. I knew what its contents were — that they concerned a little matter Lady Oswald had to write to me upon — and I did not open it, but went to the station, leaving it on the table. Now I am certain that this appearance was not on it then." "Who can have opened it ? " quickly cried Captain Davenal. "Neal." 'Neal!" 'Neal — as I suspect." "But I thought Neal was so faithful a man — so good ,-i servant altogether ! " "An excellent servant, though 1 have never liked him. And EDWARD DAVENAL. 59 latterly I have suspected the man's honesty. I don't mean honesty in regard to goods and chattels, but in regard to his own nature. If my letters have been opened, rely upon it, it is he who has done it." " Have you spoken to him ? " " No. I shall speak now, though." Dr. Davenal rang the bell, and Neal appeared. So calm, so quietly unconcerned ! — not in the least like a man who has just tampered with his master's letters. "Come forward, Neal. Close the door for a minute. When I went out just now I left this note on the table — the one you brought in to me from Lady Oswald's servant. I did not open it before I went out ; — but it looks to me as if it had been opened since, and closed up again." "Dr. Davenal spoke in a quiet tone. Neal, unruffled save by a slight natural surprise, stepped close up to the table, and looked first at Dr. Davenal and then at the note, which, however, the doctor did not hand to him. "I should think not, sir. There has been no one here to open it. " " That it has been opened I feel certain. Who has been into the room ? " " Not any one, sir," replied Neal. "It has not been entered, so far as I know, since you left it." There was nothing more to be said, and Dr. Davenal signed to him to go. " I could not openly accuse him," he remarked to his son ; "but enough has been said to put him on his guard against attempting such a thing again. "He does not look like a guilty man," cried Captain Davenal. " It is next to impossible to suspect Neal of such a thing. He is too — too — I was going to say too much of a gentleman," he broke off with a laugh. "At any rate, too respectable. His manner betrayed nothing of a guilty nature. I watched him narrowly." ' ' True ; it did not. He is an innocent man, Ned, or else a finished hypocrite. Of course I may be wrong in my suspicions. Honestly to confess it, I have no reason for suspecting Neal, beyond a strong feeling that lie is not to be trusted — a feeling I have never been able to account for, although it has been upon me since the first day I engaged him. " " We do take up prejudices without knowing why," remarked Captain Davenal. "I suppose they are false ones sometimes. Here's Neal coming in again." "I beg your pardon, sir, for having so positively assured you that no one had been in your room," he said, addressing his master, " I remember now that Mr. Cray entered it. I did not think of it, sir, at the moment you questioned me." "If he did, he would not touch the letter," said Dr. Davenal. 00 OSWALD CRAY. ' ' Certainly not, sir. But I thought it right to come and mention to you that he had heen in." Neal withdrew, and Captain Davenal looked at his father. "The man seems quite honest in the matter. I think this is an additional proof of it. Had he opened the letter himself he would not have forgotten that another person had been in the room. " Very soon Neal appeared again. This time it was to say that dinner was served. Dr. Davenal nodded to him to close the door ; he and his son were deep in conversation. Ten minutes elapsed before they came out. Miss Bettina fidgeted and grumbled, but it did not bring them; and when they did come, the doctor had a strange cloud upon his brow. Edward also, or else Sara fancied it ; but he grew merry as dinner advanced, joking and laughing with eveiy one. She took an opportunity of speaking to him after dinner. He went out on the lawn at the back to smoke his cigar in the starlight, and Sara stole after him. He threw his arm round her, and they paced the gravel walk. "Were you telling papa before dinner that you should have to leave to-morrow ? " she asked. "I was telling him worse than that, my little sister." "Worse?" ' ' You loving ones at home will think it so. You will, Sara. And my father — it's a blow to my father." Sara Davenal's heart was beating against her side ; a thousand improbabilities rushed into her brain. " Tell it me, Edward," she said, very calmly. Sometimes, in moments of agitation, she could be almost unnaturally calm outwardly. It is frequently the case with those who feel the deepest. " The regiment's ordered abroad." "Oh, Edward!" For a few minutes neither spoke again. Sara's chief thought was for her father. She seemed to have divined how cruelly Dr. Davenal felt the separation from his sons ; Richard dead, Edward in London with his regiment. If he had to go abroad, thousands of miles away — why, almost as good that he had died too. Thej' should almost feel it so. " And that explains why I could not get a longer leave," he re- sumed. " There's so much preparation to be made ; and we officers have to see to everything, for the men as well as for ourselves. We sail in a week or two." They paced on in silence. Captain Davenal suddenly looked down, and detected her tears. "Don't grieve, child. I am only a worthless sort of brother, after all— never with you. Perhaps I shall return a better one." " Edward, can't you sell out ? " " Sell out ! " he exclaimed in astonishment. " Sell out becaui$i EDWARD DAVENAL. 01 we are ordered on active service. You are a brave soldier's sister, Miss Sara Davenal." "Some time ago, when there was a question of the regiment's going out, you were to have exchanged into another, and remained at home, Edward. It was just after Richard's death, 1 remember. Can you not do that now ? " ' ' No, I cannot. I can neither sell out nor exchange. It is im- possible." There was so much meaning in his tone that Sara looked up involuntarily. He laughed at her earnest face. " O Edward ! must you go 1 " ' ' There is no help for it. We go to Malta first. India, as we suppose — afterwards. " "Papa may be dead before you return." "No, no! I trust not." "It will be as though he had no children!" she exclaimed, almost passionately, in her love for her father. "Richard dead; you gone : he will have none left." "He will have you, Sara." "I! Who am I?" "The best of us. You have given him no trouble in all your life; I and poor Dick have : plenty of it. It is best as it is, Sara." She strove bravely to keep down her emotion, for Sara Davenal's was an undemonstrative nature, and could not bear that its signs should be outwardly betrayed. She loved her brother greatly ; even the more, as the doctor did, for the loss of Richard ; and this going abroad for an indefinite period, rang in her ears as the knell of every hope. He might never return : he might go away, as Richard had done, only to die. How long they continued to pace that walk under the privet- hedge, which skirted and hid the narrow side-path leading from the house to the stables, Sara scarcely knew. Captain Davenal spoke little ; he seemed buried in thought : Sara could not speak at all ; her heart was full. Rarely had the night's brilliant stars looked down on a sadness deeper felt than was that of Sara Davenal. "You will come down again to take leave of us?" she asked, after a while. "Of course I shall." 62 OSWALD CRAY. CHAPTER X. A TREAT FOR NEAL. Nearly four-and-twenty hours subsequent to that, Dr. Davenal was pacing the same walk side by side with Lady Oswald. The wedding was over, the guests were gone, and the house, after the breakfast, had resumed its tranquility. Of the guests, Lady Oswald had alone remained, with the exception of Oswald Cray. It was one of those elaborate breakfasts which occupy hours, and five o'clock had struck ere the last carriage drove from the door. Lady Oswald asked for some tea ; Miss Davenal, as great a lover of tea as herself, partook of it with her. Captain Davenal preferred a cigar, and went into the garden to smoke it : Oswald Cray accompanied him, but he never smoked. Both of them were to return to town by the seven o'clock train. By-and-by the rest came out on the lawn to join them — Lady Oswald and Miss Davenal in their rich rustling silks, Sara in her white bridesmaid's dress. The air of the warm, lovely evening was inexpressibly grateful after the feasting and fuss of the day, and they lingered until twilight fell on the earth. Miss Davenal went in then : but Lady Oswald wrapped her costly Indian cashmere shawl more closely round her, and continued to talk to Dr. Davenal as they paced the side walk. Her chief theme was the one on which you have already heard her descant — that unwelcome project of the railway sheds. It had dropped through for a time. There had been a lull in the storm ever since it was broached in the summer. Lady Oswald com- placently believed her remonstrance had found weight with the authorities of the line, to whom she had addressed a long, if not very temperate letter : but in point of fact, the commencement of the work had been delayed for some reason of their own. Only this very morning a rumour had reached Lady Oswald's ears that it was now to be set about immediately. "I am not satisfied with Oswald," she was saying to the doctor. "Did you observe how he avoided the subject at the breakfast-table 1 When I told him that he might exercise his influence with the com- pany, and prevent it if he pleased, he quietly turned it oft'." ' ' 1 think he did not care to defend himself publicly, or to enter upon the matter," observed the doctor. "Rely upon it, he would prevent it if he could; but his power does not extend so far." " 1 know he says it does not," was the observation of Lady Os- wald. "Do you think he is true 1 " ' 'True ? " repeated Dr. Davenal. ' ' Oswald Cray true ! Yes, Lady Oswald. Never man lived yet more honestly true than Oswald Cray: ' A TREAT FOR NEAL. G3 He looked towards Oswald Cray as lie spoke, pacing the broad middle-walk with his son and Sara ; at the calm good face, with its earnest expression, every line, every feature speaking truth and honour ; and the doctor's judgment re-echoed his words. "Yes, Lady Oswald, he is a true man, whatever else he may be." " I always deemed him so. But — to protest that he would help me if he could; and now to let this dreadful threat come up again ! " " But he cannot prevent its coming up," returned the doctor, wish- ing Lady Oswald would exercise a little common-sense in the matter. " He is only a servant of the company, and must carry out their wishes." " I don't believe it," peevishly replied Lady Oswald. "He is the engineer to the company ; and it is well known than an engineer does as he pleases, and forms his own plans." " He is one of the engineers; the junior one, it may be said. I sup- pose you will not forgive me, Lady Oswald, if I point out, that when your interests and the line's are at issue, as in this matter, Oswald Cray, of all others, is forced to obey the former." "Was there ever so monstrously wicked a project formed 1 " asked Lady Oswald, with some agitation. " It is very unfortunate, " was the more temperate reply. ' ' I wish they had fixed upon any grounds but yours." "I wish they had ! It will send me to my grave ! " Careless words! spoken, as such words generally are spoken, un- meaningly. If Lady Oswald could only have known how miserably they were destined to be fulfilled ! If Dr. Davenal had only fore- seen how that fulfilment would affect all his after-life — change, as it were, its current, and that of one who was dear to him ! "And because that worry was not enough, I have had a second to-day," resumed Lady Oswald. "Jones gave me warning." "Indeed!" returned Dr. Davenal, and his voice betrayed his concern. He knew how minor vexations were made troubles of by Lady Oswald ; and parting with Jones, her steady coachman of many years, would be a trouble only second to this threatened inroad of the sheds. " Why is Jones leaving ? " he inquired. " Because he does not know when he's well off," was the querulous retort. "The servants latterly have been all quarrelling together, I find, and Jones says he won't remain. I asked Parkins what she was good for not to stop their quarrelling, and she burst into tears, and said it was not her fault. You are best off, doctor. Your servants are treasures. Look at Neal ! " " I don't know that Neal is much of a treasure," was the doctor's answer. "I would make him over to your ladyship with all the pleasure in life. . Do you feel the chilly evening air ? Lady Oswald looked up at the clear sky, at the evening star, just visible, and said she did not feel it chilly yet. 64 OSWALD CRAY. Dr. Diivenal resumed. "I have grown to dislike Neal, Lady Oswald. In strict truth, however, ' grown to dislike ' is not the term, for I have disliked him ever since he has been with me. He " "Disliked Neal ! " interrupted Lady Oswald, wondering whether she could trust her ears. " You dislike Neal ! Why?"" ' ' I can scarcely tell you why. I don't think I know, myself. But 1 do very much dislike him ; and the dislike grows upon me." "You never mentioned this before. I thought you were so satisfied with Neal." ' ' I have not mentioned it. I have felt a sort of repugnance to mentioning what would appear so unfounded a prejudice. Neal is an efficient servant, and my dislike arose without cause, just as instincts do. Latterly, however, I begin to' doubt whether Neal is so desirable a retainer as we have deemed him." "In what way do you doubt him ? " Dr. Davenal smiled. "A doubt has arisen to me whether he is true — as you have just said by Mr. Oswald Cray. I shall watch the man ; and, now that my suspicions are awakened, detection will be more easy. Should he turn out to be what I fear — a deceitful fellow, worse than worthless — he will be sent out of my house head foremost, at a minute's warning, and with his true character. Lady Oswald, I think I can pardon anything rather than deceit. " "How angrily you speak ! " breathed Lady Oswald. The words recalled him to courtesy. ' ' I fear I did so ; and I ought to have remembered that he was a respected servant once of Sir John's, that it was you who recom- mended him to me. You will pardon my warmth, Lady Oswald. To any less close friend than yourself I should not have mentioned this. The fact is, a most unj ustifiable trick was played me yesterday, and it is impossible to suspect any one but Neal." " What trick was it ? " asked Lady Oswald. Dr. Davenal hesitated before he spoke. "Perhaps it would be scarcely fair to mention it, even to you, Lady Oswald. I am not certain : there's just a possibility that he may be innocent. If I find I am wrong, I will honestly confess it to you ; if the contrary, you and the world will know what a worthless scamp we have harboured in Neal." Very agreeable words indeed! especially to Neal himself, who had the satisfaction of hearing them. Mr. Neal, with his soft tread, was gingerly pacing the narrow path behind the privet-hedge, li is steps keeping up with theirs. He had strolled out to take the evening air, and to hear all that he could hear. They were interrupted by the approach of Captain Davenal and Mr. Oswald Cray. It was getting towards the hour of their de- A TREAT FOR NEAL. 65 parture. Sara came up with them. The doctor laid his hand on his daughter's shoulder, and she walked by his side. "Going? Nonsense!" said the doctor. "There's no hurry yet." " When shall you be down again, Oswald ? " asked my lady. "I believe very shortly. 1 must be down" "about these alterations," he had been on the point of saying, but stopped in time. There was no necessity to bring up the sore subject oftener to her than was possible. "Will you promise that they shall not build those horrible sheds ?" was her last demand. " If it lay with me, I would willingly promise it," was his reply. "I wish you would believe me, dear Lady Oswald." "Of course 1 have no claim upon you," she fretfully continued. "I know that. It is not my fault if I am unable to leave my fortune to you — what little I may have to leave. There are others who, in my opinion, have a greater claim upon me." He seemed not to understand, and turned his glance full upon her. " I beg your pardon. What did you say, Lady Oswald ? " "Oswald, I have never spoken distinctly to you about my money," she resumed. "I like you very much, and should have been glad to leave some to you ; it is natural you should expect it ; but " Every line of his pale face was ablaze with pride as he inter- rupted her ; his voice, calm, low, terribly stern, was ten times more impressive in its truth than one loud and angry could have been. "Allow me to set you right, Lady Oswald. I have never in my life expected or wished for one shilling of money from you. I do not recognise, or believe in, or see any claim I can possibly have upon it : of the whole world, the Oswalds are those from whom I would the least accept it. I pray your ladyship to under- stand me in the fullest sense of the words — from whom 1 would in ver accept it." Never had he looked so like the Oswalds as he looked then. The colour came into Sara's cheeks, and a faint sense of dread (did it come as a warning ?) stole into her heart — that that pride might prove her deadliest enemy; perhaps his. Lady Oswald's mood changed, and she laughed. "You are independent, Oswald." " I am self-dependent, " was his answer. "A fair field and no favour are all I ask. I believe I can make my way in the world far better than money could make it for me. It is what I mean to attempt — and accomplish, Heaven helping me." " But you need not have glared at me in that way," she said, relapsing into fretfulness. "I declare I thought it was old Sir Oswald of Thorndyke come out of his grave. My nerves are not strong, and you know they are not." A better feeling came over him, and he held out his hand to Os\v;.M C ay. 5 66 OSWALD CRAY. Lady Oswald, his atoning smile wonderfully frank and sweet. " Forgive me if anything in my speech or manner has offended you, dear Lady Oswald. But I believe you vexed me more than I have ever been vexed in my life." "Well, well; you shall be as independent as you please," said Lady Oswald. " Let us change the subject. When do you intend to follow Mark's example and marry 1 " "Not until I can afford it better than than Mark could, I was going to say," he added, glancing at Dr. Davenal and laughing. " You do mean to marry some time, Oswald 1 " " I hope so." The answer was spoken so fervently, that they looked at him in surprise. Sara contrived to draw aside, and began plucking one of the flowers, already closing to the night. He resumed carelessly, as if conscious that his tones had been too earnest. "Men do marry for the most part in this good old-fashioned land of ours, and my turn may come some time. I think our time is nearly up, Davenal." Edward Davenal took out his watch. " In a minute or two. We can walk it in ten minutes, if we put out our best speed." As they went in, Oswald Cray looked round for Sara, and found she had not followed them. He turned to her. "I must say good-bye to you. Sara ! you are crying." "Oh, no ! " she answered, brushing away the rebellious tears. "It is nothing." He took her hand and placed it within his arm, and they advanced slowly to the house. "Wdl you tell me what the 'nothing' is?" he asked in a low tone, of itself sufficient to invite confidence. " I cannot bear to part with Edward," she ansAvered. " Nothing has been said about it ; but he brought down bad news. They are ordered to Malta ; and thence, he thinks, to India. Edward said he should tell you as you went back to-night." It was news to him, and he thought how greatly Dr. Davenal must feel it. Few admired that fine young officer, Edward Davenal, more than Oswald Cray. But he had no time to discuss it now, scarcely for a word of sympathy. " Good-bye," he whispered, as they halted on the threshold and he turned to press her hand in his, bending his face a little down. ' ' Good-bye. And remember. " " Remember what 1 " she asked. " That you don't belong quite to yourself now." He hastened in, leaving Sara standing there : standing there with the significant words and their meaning beating pleasant changes on her heart. Captain Davenal came springing out. "Hush, darling, be brave ! " he said, as he took the kiss from lady Oswald's journey. <;7 his sister's lips. "Leave all that until I come down for my farewell." And Sara was brave, and dried her tears, and confided in the prospect of that farewell ; little dreaming that it was destined never to be spoken. CHAPTER XL lady Oswald's journey. Mb. Marcus Cray's marriage had taken place on a Thursday, and the time went on to the following Saturday- week with little to mark it. Enough, as events were unhappily to turn out, was to mark it then. They, Marcus Cray and his wife, were expected home that evening : but it is not with them that we have to do just at present. On this Saturday morning, Oswald Cray had come down to Hallingham on business connected with the line. In the course of the day he called on Lady Oswald, and found her in a state not easily described. That very morning certain men had been seen on her grounds, marking off the small portion of its boundaries intended for the sheds. Convinced that all her hopes had been but vain dreams, she had become angry, hysterical, almost violent. Oswald Cray had never seen her like this. It was an illustration of the misery we may inflict upon our- selves, the evil spirit that will arise from self-grievance. In point of fact these sheds, to be built on a remote portion of her land, could not prove any real annoyance to Lady Oswald ; she would not see them from her windows ; she never went near the spot. The grievance lay in her imagination ; she had made it a bugbear, and there it was. In vain Oswald Cray pointed out to her that it had been the same thing with regard to the rail itself. "When she first heard that it was to skirt her grounds, she had been as alarmed as she was now ; but when the work was completed, the trains actually running, then Lady Oswald found (though she did not acknowledge it) how void of reason her alarm had been. Had the trains been fifty miles off she could not have seen less of them. It would be so with regard to the sheds, Oswald Cray told her. He told her that even a smaller portion of the ground would be taken than was at first intended. He did not add that he, by his persistent efforts, had obtained this little concession, but he might have told her so with truth. He assured her that the thing could not prove an annoyance to her. All in vain. He might just as w r ell have talked to the winds. She would not listen. Parkins sat in tears, 68 OSWALD CRA.V, administering specifics for the " nerves, " and entreating my lady to be tranquil. My lady replied by saying she should never be tranquil again, and she actually abused Mr. Oswald Cray. " Nay," said Oswald, good humouredly, " it is your landlord you should blame, not me. He agreed to the thing instantly — the moment it was proposed to him." Lady Oswald's cheeks were burning as she turned to Oswald. " If he had refused, instead of consented, what then ? Could they have done it in spite of him ? " "It would have been done eventually, I suppose. Not just yet : the company would have had to bargain with him, perhaps to dispute the matter legally : and all that takes time." "I will go to him," broke in Lady Oswald. " I will go to Low this very hour. It may not be too late. She started from her seat, upsetting a bottle which Parkins held in her hand, almost upsetting Parkins herself in her vehemence. Mr. Oswald Cray gently restrained her. " My dear Lady Oswald, you will do no good by going to Low now. It is too late. The thing has gone too far. " "It has not gone too far, Oswald Cray. So long as the sheds are not begun it cannot be too late. If Low gave his consent, he can retract it. The land is freehold, and freehold land cannot be lightly taken. Bring me my things, Parkins, and order the carriage." And Parkins submissively retired to obey. " Lady Oswald, believe me," said Oswald, impressively. "Mr. Low cannot now retract his consent if he would. The agreement is signed ; nay, I believe the money is paid. Your going to him will do no possible good. It can only be productive of further unpleasantness to yourself." "Do you know that I have never once seen him upon this subject?" cried Lady Oswald, excitedly. "I would not go to see him ; I was too angry ; I contented myself with writing to him, and telling him what I thought ; and then, you know, until this very morning, when Jones came into the house with the news that the men were measuring the land, I never thought the thing would really be done. I will go to him now, Oswald Cray, and all you can say against it will not avail with me. If you had any courtesy you would accompany me, and add your voice to mine against this wrong." Courtesy was a virtue in which Oswald Cray was not naturally deficient ; in time, that day, he was. The business which brought liiin down was pressing, must have his full attention, and be con- cluded so as to enable him to return to town that night. He had snatched these few minutes, whilst the clerks at the company's offices were at dinner, just to see Lady Oswald. "It would give me great pleasure to escort you anywhere, Lady Oswald, bul bo-day I really cannot absent myself from Hallingham, LADY Oswald's JOIKNEV. 69 I have my hands full. Besides," he added, with a frank smile on his face, " have you forgotten how impossible it would be for me to go against the agreement made by the company with Mr. Low, by soliciting that gentleman to attempt to retract it ? " "I see," said Lady Oswald, beating her foot pettishly on the carpet ; " better that I had called any one to my aid than you. Are you cherishing resentment against me, Oswald Cray ? " Oswald Cray opened his dark blue eyes in surprise. " Resentment ?— against you, Lady Oswald ! Indeed I do not understand you." " I thought you might be remembering what I said at Dr. Dave- nal's the evening of your brother's wedding. I mean about the money; which I said I could not leave to you," she continued in low tones. " You took me up so sharply." " I fear I did. I was vexed that you could so misapprehend my nature. We need not recur to the subject, Lady Oswald. Let it pass." " I must say a word first, Oswald. I believe, with all your fiery pride, and your aptitude to take offence, that your nature is honest and true; and that you would save me from annoyance if you could." " I would indeed, " he interrupted earnestly. "Even from this threatened annoyance I would doubly save you, if it were at all within my power." ' Well, I want to say just this. I have always liked you very well ; you have been, in fact, a favourite of mine ; and many a time it has occurred to me to wish that I could put you down in my will » " Lady Oswald, I pray you- ; Now do be quiet, and hear me. I consider it a duty to myself to tell you this, and I always intended to tell you before my death. I fully belieye what you say ; that you do not wish for my money ; that you would prefer to make your own way ; I. say I fully believe that, Oswald. There are some men — honourable to fastidiousness, I call them — who are utterly incapable of casting a thought or a wish to the money of others ; you are one of these, as I believe ; and there is the additional bar in your case that my money comes from the Oswalds. I don't think you would accept money in whatever form it came to you, from the Oswald family." "I don't think I would," replied Oswald. And he spoke the truth from his heart. ' ' Still, I j udge it right to give you this little word of explana- tion," she proceeded. " I dare say, whenever my will comes to be read, that you will feel surprised at its contents ; may even deem that you had more legal claim upon me than he who will chiefly inherit. I do not think so. I have left my money to please myself ; he to whom it is left has the best claim upon me in my 70 OSWALD CRAY. judgment. I am happy to know that he will be rewarded: and he knows it." Oswald felt a little puzzled ; the word " and he knows it " some- what excited his curiosity. With her own family, who alone (in Oswald Cray's opinion) could be said to have claims on Lady Oswald, she held little communication : and a conviction stole over him that she did not allude to them. He was destined (as it proved) never to forget those words ; and the construction he put upon them was, that the future inheritor of the money knew he was named as inheritor. He said nothing. It was not a subject he cared to pursue ; he had neither right nor inclination to inquire as to the disposal of what Lady Oswald might leave behind her. Had he dreamt of the ill those words would work, he might have asked for further particulars. "I thought I would say this to you some time, Oswald. Had you been less proud, and I more at liberty to dispose of what I have to leave, I should regret not remembering you. As it is, perhaps all is for the best." That again struck upon him as strange : "I more at liberty to dispose of what I have to leave." Was she not fully and entirely at liberty ? — if so, why not ? The question set Oswald thinking. But circumstances seemed inclined to prove themselves stronger than Lady Oswald's will, in regard to this visit to her landlord. Her coachman made his appearance with bad news ; one of the carriage hoi'ses had fallen lame. ' ' Accept it as an omen that the visit would have brought forth no good, " said Oswald Cray, with a smile, whilst Jones stood, deprecating his lady's anger. A doubt flashed across her mind for a moment whether the excuse was real, and the amazed Jones had to repeat it, and to assure his mistress that he was going " right off" for the veterinary surgeon then and there. • "It will not avail," said Lady Oswald. "I shall go by train. Perhaps you can tell me, Oswald Cray, at what hours the trains leave for Hildon 1 " Oswald Cray said not another word of objection. To make use of the railroad, to which her dislike had been so insuperable, proved that she was indeed bent upon it. He bade her good-day and left, and encountered Dr. Davenal's carriage in the avenue. The doctor Was arriving on his usual daily visit. She was somewhat of a capricious woman, Lady Oswald. A few months before hi the summertime, Dr. Davenal had been hoping, it may almost be said secretly plotting — but the plotting was very imiorimt —to get Lady Oswald to favour Mark Cray sufficiently to allow of his paying these daily visits. Since then Lady Oswald had, of her own accord, become excessively attached to Mark. That is, attached in one sense of the word. It was not the genuine esteem lady Oswald's journey. 71 founded on long intimacy that draws one friend to another ; it was that artificial liking which suddenly arises, and has its result in praising and patronising ; artificial because so shallow. Tn the new feeling, Lady Oswald had not only sanctioned Mark's visits to her in the place of Dr. Davenal, but she had recommended him to every one she knew as the cleverest young surgeon in Hallingham or out of it. It had been Mark's fortune speedily to cure some fancied or real ailment of Lady Oswald's, and Lady Oswald, who set it down to skill, really had taken up the notion that he had not his equal. We all know how highly-coloured for the time are these sudden estimations of a popular doctor's skill. None rejoiced more than Dr. Davenal, and he resigned Lady Oswald to Mark with in- ward satisfaction, and the best grace in the world. But, during Mark's absence on his wedding-tour the doctor had again taken the daily visits. Roger pulled up in the gravel drive when he saw Mr. Oswald Cray ; but Oswald, who had out-stayed his time, could only shake hands with the doctor and hasten onwards. Parkins met Dr. Davenal surreptitiously as he entered : she had seen his approach, and she stole forwards on tiptoe to meet him, her tears dropping. When Lady Oswald was in her fretful moods, Parkins generally found refuge in tears. "What's the matter now ? " asked the doctor. "The men have begun to measure the ground, and that stupid Jones came running open-mouthed to the house with the news, and my lady heard him," explained Parkins. " I wouldn't have told her. If people held their tongues, the sheds might be built, and she never know it. I thought she'd have gone out of her mind, sir ; and then Mr. Oswald Cray came in, and he talked to her. 1 think she's calmer now ; I heard her talking quietly to Mr. Oswald Cray before he left. But she says she'll go off by rail to Mr. Low's." " Is she in the drawing-room ? " ' Yes, sir. So well, to be sure, as she was this morning ! " con- tinued Parkins. " I don't know when she has been in such spirits, and all because Mr. Cray was coming home to-night with his wife. The fancy she has taken for him is extraordinary : she has been counting the days since he was away just as a school-girl counts them before her holidays." Dr. Davenal entered. He did not attempt to reason Lady Oswald out of the visit to Mr. Low. Quite the contrary. He told her the short trip by rail would do her good : and he thought, which he did not tell her, that the interview with Mr. Low might set the affair at rest sooner than anything else would, by convincing her that there could be no appeal against the decision, no delay in carry- ing out the work. When Lady Oswald reached the station it happened that Oswald 72 OSWALD CRAY. Cray was there. He was emerging from one of the private rooms with some plans under his arm when he saw her. She looked scared at the bustle of the station, and was leaning helplessly on her maid's arm, uncertain where to go, or what to do. Oswald hastened to her and took her on his arm. Parkins slipped behind, thankful to see him : she was as little used to the ways and confusion of a station as her mistress. "Will you venture still, Lady Oswald, with all this turmoil about?" "Will you cease worrying me ? " she answered, and her tone was sharp, for she fancied he still wished to stop her, and resented his intermeddling with her will. Had he a wish to stop her ? If such a feeling was upon him, it must surely have been instinct : a prevision of what the ill-fated journey would bring forth ; the influence it would indirectly bear on his own future life. He said no more. He led Lady Oswald at once to a first-class carriage, placed herself and Parkins in it, procured return tickets, and then leaned over the carriage-door and talked to Lady Oswald, ill as he could spare the time. No man had kinder feelings at heart than Oswald Cray, and it seemed to him scarcely courteous to leave her — for she was still agitated — until the train should start. He talked to her in a gay, laughing tone of indifferent subjects, and she grew more at ease. " Only think ! " she suddenly exclaimed, ' ' I may return with Mr. Cray and his wife ! Dr. Davenal told me to-day they were expected early in the evening ; and this is the way they will arrive. I shall be so glad when he is home again ! " Oswald shook his head at her with pretended seriousness. "I wouldn't acknowledge my faithlessness so openly, were Fyou, Lady Oswald. To turn off Dr. Davenal for Mark, after so many years' adhesion to him ! " ' ' You know nothing about it, Oswald. I have not turned off Dr. Davenal. But you may depend upon one thing — that Mark is a rising man. He will make a greater name than you in the world." "Very likely. I hope he will make a name. For myself— The whistle sounded, and Oswald drew away from the door. Lady Oswald put out her hand, and he shook it warmly. " Shall I see you on my return ? " "Possibly, just a glimpse," he answered. I will look out for you when the train comes in. Good-bye." "But you will wish me luck, Oswald — although you may be 1 omul in honour to the interests of the enemy and those wretched sheds." " I wish it you heartily and sincerely ; in all ways, Lady Oswald." His tone was hearty as his words, his clasp sincere. Lady Oswald withdrew her hand, and gave him a pleasant, cordial smile as the train puffed on. WAITING FOR NEWS. 73 ■ 'One can't help liking him, Parkins, with all his obstinacy," she cried. "I wish he had been the surgeon ! Only think what a name he would have made, had he, ppssessed his brother's talent ! " " So he would, my lady," dutifully acquiesced Parkins. " What a good thing we are alone ! Most likely he contrived it. 1 declare I don't dislike this," continued Lady Oswald, ranging her eyes round the well-lined compartment. "It is almost as private as my own carriage." "So it is, my lady," answered Parkins. And the train went smoothly on, and in twenty minutes' time Lady Oswald was safely deposited at Hildon station. " i CHAPTER XII. WAITING FOR NEWS. Mark Cray and his wife had not indicated the precise hour of their return. ' ' Early in the evening, but not to dinner ; have tea ready, " had been Mrs. Cray's instructions to her servants in the letter re- ceived by them on Friday morning. Sara Davenal went to the Abbey about five o'clock to wait for them. Mark and Caroline were beginning as prudently as their best friends could desire ; two maid-servants only, engaged under the careful eye of Miss'Bettina, comprised their household. The heavy door of the Abbey opened to a large stone hall; on the left of this was a large sitting-room, with cross-beams in its ceiling and deep- mullioned windows, looking out on th", branching lines of rails and the station in the distance ; not so pleasant a view as had been the gay Abbey gardens. Indeed, with the doing away of those gardens, the pleasantest part of the Abbey as a residence had departed. It was a rambling sort of place inside, with very little comfort. This room and the drawing-room above were the only good-sized rooms in the house ; four modern rooms might have been put into that drawing-room, and its carpeting had cost a small fortune. The bed-chambers were pigeon-holes, the domestic offices dark closets paved with stone. In short, the Abbey was grander in sound than it was pleasant to live in. The Crays, who had lived in it so long, were party-giving people, thinking more of show than comfort; and the great drawing-room, larger than any one else's in Halling- ham, gladdened their hearts. It was certainly an imposing room when blazing with lights and filled with company. Sara Davenal waited and waited in the downstairs room. She 74 OSWALD CKAY. had taken off her things, and made herself at home. Her dress was of dark -blue silk, the bands of her brown hair were smooth and silken, and excitement had brought a colour to her cheeks. She had never before been parted from Caroline since the latter had arrived, years ago, from the West Indies. The tea was on the table in readiness, with a cold fowl and tongue thoughtfully ordered to be provided by Miss Davenal. Five o'clock ; half -past five ; six o'clock ; half-past six ; seven o'clock ; and still they had not arrived. Sara grew impatient — it is of no use to deny it — and blamed them for want of punctuality. They had not bargained for her feverish longing. She stood at the window, looking stdl, as she had done since five o'clock. It had grown into night since she stood there ; would have grown to darkness, but for the brilliant moon that lighted the heavens. A servant came in. "Shall I bring lights, miss ? " "Not yet. I want to watch for the train." The maid retired. Sara waited on — waited and waited, until she felt sure that it must be half-past seven. Her eyes began to grow weary with the incessant gazing at the station, and she could see a good many people standing at its entrance in the moonlight — strag- glers, no doubt, waiting for the train, wondering, like herself, that it was not in, and what had become of it. As she thus stood, there was a loud ring at the door-bell. Sara flew into the hall, thinking how stupid she must have been not to see them crossing the bridge round by the lines ; flew into the hall, and was met by her aunt. Miss Davenal ! when she had expected the bride and bridegroom ! But Sara had to make the best of it, and she did so in her pleasing, graceful manner, drawing her aunt into the dark room. " They have not come yet, Aunt Bettina." "What's the meaning of this?" was the surprised question of Miss Davenal. " All in the dark ? And where are they ? " " They have not come yet," repeated Sara. "Bring the lights," she added in' a low voice to the servant. ' ' Not come ! Where are they stopping ? ' "The train is not in, Aunt Bettina." " The what's not in ?" "The train." "Why, what has come to it 1 " Miss Bettina, amazed, and scarcely believing the information, went hastily to the window, and looked towards the station. At that moment the other servant, Dorcas, came into the room. She was not a stranger to the family, having once lived with Miss Davenal, before that lady took up her abode with her brother. Dorcas was getting on to be middle-aged, — a sensible-looking woman, with a burned-up nose and reddish hair. WAITING FOR NEWS. 75 "Miss Sara," she whispered, "they are saying there's been an accident to the train." Sai-a Davenal's heart seemed to stand still and then bounded on again wildly. "Who says so ? " she murmured. ; ' I saw the folks standing about, and talking one to the other ; so I opened my kitchen window, and asked what was amiss, and they said the seven o'clock train was not in, and that it had met with an accident. Miss Sara " But Miss Sara had turned from her. Silently taking up her shawl and bonnet from the sofa where she had laid them, she quitted the room, the unconscious Miss Davenal standing yet at the window. Dorcas followed her, and, by the lights that were now being carried in, she saw how white she looked. "Miss Sara, I was about to say that it may not be true," con- tinued Dorcas, as Sara hastily put on her things, "/don't think it is ; there would be more uproar at the station if any news of that sort had been brought in." " I am going over to see; I cannot remain in this suspense. Not go alone ? " she repeated, in reply to the woman's remonstrance ; "nonsense, Dorcas! Every one knows me : I am Dr. Davenal's daughter. You stay with my aunt Bettina, and be sure not to alarm her if you can help it." Opening the door with her own hand, she passed under the red light of Mr. Cray's professional lamp, and hastened by the side-path and the bridge round to the station. Her face was pale, her pulses were beating. Sara Davenal had a quick imagination, and all the horrors of accidents by rail that she had ever heard seemed to rise up before her. There was no impediment offered to her entering the station. Several persons were standing about, but they did not appear to notice her, and she passed through the room where the tickets were given, on to the platform. There she found herself in the midst of a crowd. Not a moving crowd but a waiting crowd, whose faces were most of them turned one way — that from which the train was expected. Sara saw a talkative porter, and drew near him, a man she knew. " Has there been an accident ? " she asked. " Well, miss, there's nothing known for certain. It's odd where the train can be ; and if anything has happened it's odder still that the telegraph hasn't brought word of it. I remember once she was half-an-hour late before." " Who was? " asked Sara, somewhat bewildered. "This here seven o'clock train. 'Twarn't nothing wrong with her then ; some of them bothering excursion-trains had blocked up the line. I'd lay, miss, it's the same thing to-night. The doctor ain't gone down the line, is he ? " 76 OSWALD CRAY. "No, no. I am expecting my cousin and Mr. Cray." ' ' It'll be all right, miss. She won't be long. We shall hear her steam up directly." Somewhat reassured, Sara turned, and was making her way through the throng, hoping to get clear of it, when she found her- self a prisoner. A gentleman had placed his arm before her, and looking up in the moonlight she discerned the features of Oswald Cray. Her heart gave a great bound of satisfaction, of love, and she almost caught at his protecting hand. Oswald Cray was waiting for the in-coming train. It was the one he intended to depart by. He drew Sara away from the throng, and gave her his arm. Her heart was beating at the consciousness of his presence ; her whole frame had thrilled at the t< >uch of his hand. "Is there danger, do you fear?" she whispered. " No, I trust not. I think not. Were anything wrong, the tele- graph would have brought the news. It must be some obstruction on the line." Sara's fear faded away. She had confidence in him. If he, so experienced, saw no cause for dread, why should she ? Perhaps she could not quite banish one little corner of doubt in her heart ; perhaps Mr. Oswald Cray might have some slight fear for himself, which he did not deem it expedient to impart to her. "Did you grow frightened, Sara?" he asked, as they walked slowly to and fro in the moonlight. " I was at the Abbey waiting for them, and Dorcas, one of their new servants, came to me with the news that people were saying there had been an accident. I was very much frightened and came away without saying any thing to Aunt Bettina. " "'is she at the Abbey?" " She has just arrived. She expected they had returned." "I fear Lady Oswald is waiting for this train at Hildon," he remarked. "She will not like the delay." " Indeed ! Lady Oswald at Hildon ! " He explained how it was : that Lady Oswald had gone to Mr. Low's, and was not yet back again. "Did you know that I called at your house this afternoon ? " he asked. " No," she said, lifting her head. "Did you call ? " "It was about five o'clock. I have been very busy all day, but I managed to get a minute. You were out, Neal said, and the doc- tor was out ; only Miss Davenal at home, so I did not go in." "I had come down to the Abbey," said Sara. " I thought they might arrive by an earlier train than this. Are you obliged to go back to London to-night ? " "Quite obliged, if the train comes in to take me. What's that ? " Some stir was discernible in the throng. Oswald Cray listened for any sound that might indicate the approach of the train ; but in WAITING FOR NEWS. 77 the distance he could hear nothing, and the stir, caused perhaps only by the restlessness of waiting, died away. They paced on again. ' ' Since I saw you, Sara, I have had an offer made me of going abroad." "To stay long ? " she quickly asked. " Where to ? " " To stay a long while, had I accepted it ; perhaps for life. In a pecuniary point of view the change would have been an advan- tageous one : it would have given me position at once. But the climate is shocking ; so I declined." "Oh, I am glad ! " she involuntarily exclaimed. "You should not run any of those risks." "I did not hesitate on my own score. At least, I am not sure that I should have hesitated, but I really did not think of myself at all in the matter. I did not get so far as that. I should not like to have gone out alone, Sara : and I felt that I had no right to expose another to these chances ; one whom I should then be bound to protect and cherish from all ill." It was impossible for Sara to misunderstand him. Every pulse within her beat in answer, quietly as she continued to walk, calmly as her eyes rested straight before her. She knew it was his intention not to speak openly, until he could speak to some pur- pose : and she thought he was right. "So I resolved to continue where I am, and plod on diligently," he continued. "Advancement, though more slow, will be sure. Do you think I did right ? " " Quite right, quite right," she murmured. And, had they been speaking without reserve to each other, she might have added, "Papa would not like me to go abroad." A silence ensued. They paced together in that quiet spot away from the busy crowd, the silvery moonlight above, the pure passion of love's first dream filling their hearts. No need of words : the conscious presence of each was all in all to them. "Where can this train be ? " exclaimed Oswald at length, break- ing the charm of the silence. Almost as the words left his lips one of the porters came hurriedly up, touching his hat as he spoke. "There has been a mistake in the telegraph-room, sir. Least- ways, some bungle. The train teas telegraphed from Hildon." A moment's startled pause on the part of Oswald Cray. "It was told to me positively that the train had not left, Parker ? " "I know, sir; we all understood it so. But James Bales has come back now, and he says we misunderstood him ; that the train was telegraphed at the proper time. There's an accident, sir, for certain ; and it is between this and Hildon." "I think there must be a mistake," murmured Oswald Cray to Sara, "Stay here quietly, away from the crowd." 78 OSWALD CRAY. He walked hastily to the small room used as the telegraph office. The news which the porter had brought to him was spreading elsewhere, and the entrance to it was blocked up with an eager throng. He worked his way through it. The telegraph clerk was a young man named James Eales. It was his duty to receive the messages, and in due course he ought to have received the one from Hildon, signifying that the expected train had duly quitted Hildon. This message was due somewhere about twenty-three minutes to seven, and it came this evening as usual quite punctually. No sooner had it been received than James Eales, who wanted to absent himself for a short time on an errand to the town, asked one of the men to take his place. Other messages might be expected relating to the trains, not to speak of private messages ; and the man took the place accordingly. As Eales was going out, the man, whose name was Williams, called after him to know whether the train was signalled. Eales thought he meant the down-train, whose signal was nearly due, and replied, "No, not yet." But in point of fact Williams had alluded to the up-train from Hildon, which had been signalled. It is through these mistakes, which are caused partly by carelessness, partly by what may be almost called unavoidable misapprehension, that accidents occur. It did not lead to the accident in this case, but it has led to many a one. Williams sat down to the desk or bureau, the telegraph indicator being in front of him, above his head. Precisely to time the down telegraph came, a confirmation, it may almost be said, of the mistake. Williams noted it, and wondered what the up-train was about that its signal did not likewise arrive. After seven o'clock came and passed, and the up-train did not arrive, the station- master, who had been enjoying a little gossip on his own score, and not attending to his duties quite as closely as he might have been, made his appearance in the telegraph office. " Where's James Eales 1 " he demanded. Williams explained. He had stepped out on an errand, and he, Williams, was taking his place. The station-master made no demur to this : Williams was as capable as Eales, and often worked the telegraph. "Has the up-train been signalled from Hildon ?" "No, sir." "Not been signalled ! " echoed the station-master, in accents of disbelief. "It has not been signalled," was the reply of Williams. "Eales told me the signal had not come when he left, and I am sure it has not come since." ' Where can it be ? " exclaimed the station-master. "I suppose some of those excursion trains are blocking up the line somewhere." A consolatory conclusion, quite doing away with uneasiness or WAITING FOR NEWS. 7«) fear. The station-master spread the news that the train had aot been signalled from Hildon, together with his own idea about the offending excursion-trains. He told Mr. OsAvald Cray it had not been signalled, and he told others: therefore the officials were perfectly at their ease upon the point, whatever the assembled crowd might be. It was just five-and-twenty minutes past seven when Eales returned. He had stayed away longer than he intended, and lie dashed into his office head foremost, catching a glimpse of the crowd on the platform, now quickly increasing. "What do they want, that crowd?" he cried to Williams. "Is anything wrong ? " "They are waiting for the up-train. It's preciously behind time to-night, and I suppose some of them are alarmed — have friends in it, maybe." " What up-train ? " asked Eales. " The seven o'clock up-train." Eales stood confounded. "Why, has that not come up? An accident must have happened." "Not obliged to," coolly returned Williams. "It's kept back by the excursion-trains, most likely." "There are no excursion-trains to-day between this and Hildon," quickly observed Eales. " It has not got so far yet. It has not passed Hildon." " It has passed Hildon," replied Eales. " It passed at its proper time and was signalled up." Williams turned and stared at Eales. "Who says it has been signalled up ? " " Who says it ! Why, I say it. I had the signal as usual." "Then how came you to tell me you hadn't had it?" asked Williams. " I never told you so." "You did. You'll say black's white next. It was the only question I asked you — whether the up-train had been signalled, and you replied it had not been." " You said the down-train ; you never said the up." "I meant the up. It's not likely I should ask whether the down-train was signalled, when it wasn't due ! You have done a pretty thing ! " How long they might have continued to dispute, one trying to lay the blame upon the other, it is impossible to say. But at that moment the station-master came in again, and the mistake was made known to him and to others. The train had left Hildon at its proper time, and therefore the delay, wdiatever might be its cause, lay very near to them — in the six miles of rail intervening between Hallingham and Hildon. That an accident of some nature had taken place, the most san- 80 OSWALD CRAY. guine could now only believe, and a whole shower of verbal mis- sives was hurled upon the two men, Eales and Williams, who did nothing but retort on each other. Each firmly regarded the other as being alone in fault ; an impartial j udge would have said they were equally culpable. Extricating himself from the confusion, Mr. Oswald Cray returned to Sara. She looked at him with question- ing eyes ; that hubbub in the station had re-awakened her fears. He quietly placed her hand within his arm, and began to pace as before. " I find tilings do not look quite so well as we fancied " "There has been an accident ! " she interrupted. " Do not hide it from me, Oswald." He lightly laid his other hand on hers, an assurance of his truth. "I will hide nothing from you, my dearest," and the term of en- dearment, never before used, seemed to slip from him involuntarily. "We have not heard that there is any accident, for no tidings of any sort have come up ; but the train, it seems, did leave Hildon at its usual time, and something must therefore have occurred to delay it." " What can it be ? " she asked, her heart failing her. "Do not meet trouble half-way," he said in a lighter tone. " It does not follow that an accident, in the popular sense of the term, must have occurred, because the train is not up. The engine may have broken down and be unable to come on, but the passengers may be as safe and well as we are. There is no doubt the engine is disabled, or it would have come on for assistance." "Assistance for the wounded ? " she quickly rejoined. "Assistance that may be wanted in any way. The telegraph is at work to stop all trains, and some of us are going down " It was the last collected word they were enabled to speak. The news had spread in the town, and the affrighted people were coming up in shoals. News, at the best, loses nothing in carrying, and the delay was magnified into a terrible accident, with half the train killed. In the midst of it the guard of the missing train arrived, flying up the line as if for his life, and carrying a lantern. The engine had run off the line on to the bank, and turned over. A few of the passengers were injured, but he thought not many ; some of them were coming on by the field way. It had occurred about half-way between the two stations, a little nearer to Halling- ham than to the other. An engine was wanted to bring on the train, and it might be as well if a doctor or two went down. A carriage and engine were got ready, and two medical men, who had been hastily obtained, Mr. ( )swald Cray, and sundry officials of the line, took their seats in the carriage to be conveyed to the spot. The engine had. given its first puff", and was .snorting oft", when a shout arrested it. "Stop! stop! One single moment ! Here's Dr. Davenal i " WAITING FOR NEWS. 81 His name, for those poor wounded ones, was a tower of strength — worth all the rest of the surgical skill in Hallinghani — and he was dragged into the carriage, having caught a glimpse of the white face of his daughter outside the throng. Sara, terrified and bewildered, wondering what she should do next, was sud- denly pounced upon by Miss Davenal. " You naughty girl ! What are you doing here ? " "Oh, Aunt Bettina, there has been an accident to the train? Caroline and Mr. Cray are sure to be in it." " Caroline and Mr. Cray are what ? " cried out Miss Bettina. "I fear they are in the train. There has been an accident between here and Hildon. An engine lias just gone down with assistance." " I don't want to know about engines," returned Miss Davenal, who did not understand one word in ten. "I ask what you do here alone ? Caroline and Mr. Cray can come home, I suppose, without your waiting for them in this public manner. What would your papa say if he saw you 1 " " Papa has seen me," replied Sara. " Papa has just come up bo the station and is gone down with the engine. " "Gone down with what engine ? What do you mean ? " Sara put her lips close to Miss Davenal's ear. "Papa's gone down the line with some more gentlemen, to see about the wounded ? " "Wounded!" shrieked Miss Bettina. "Has there been an accident? Who's wounded ? Caroline and Mr. Cray '. " "We don't know yet, aunt." And in the best way that she could, Sara strove to make the case comprehensible to her aunt. Miss Davenal understood at last, and was somewhat pacihed. "Sara, I am not very angry with you now. I might have stopped myself. An accident to the train, and the doctors gone down '. ( >h those dreadful railways ! " A little longer period of suspense, and then the passengers began to arrive. After the shock and fright it had seemed safer to many of them to walk the three miles than to trust to the rail again and another engine. The fields were dry, and it was a pleasant walk by moonlight. Miss Bettina, whose eyes were as quick as her hearing was dull, was the first to recognise Mrs. Cray amongst them. Caroline burst into tears as they laid hold of her, and Sara's heart began to sink. But the tears were only the effect of the fright and excitement she had gone through. She could give no clear account of the accident or what it had brought forth. All she knew was that there was great banging and bumping of the carriage she was in. but it was not overturned. Two other carnages were ; and the engine Mas lying on its side. She scrambled up the bank in her terror, as did most of the passengers, and came on with them. "And Mark ? " asked Sara, scarcely daring to put the question. "Mark ! He stayed to look after the wounded," was her reply. Oswald Cray. 6 82 OSWALD CRAY. " He said he thought no one was seriously hurt. At any rate, there are no lives lost." Sara's heart breathed a word of thankfulness. "Did you see Lady Oswald?" she asked. " She went to Hildon this afternoon, and Mr. Oswald Cray thought she must be in this train, returning. " " I did not see her," replied Mrs. Cray. "Lady Oswald in the train ! I thought she never travelled by rail. " " She did this afternoon. One of her carriage-horses is ill. How thankful ! — how thankful we must all be that it is no worse ! " con- cluded Sara Davenal. "Well, this is a fine ending to your wedding-tour! " exclaimed Miss Bettina. " What about your luggage, Caroline ? Is it safe ? " " As if we gave a thought to our luggage, Aunt Bettina ! When people's lives are at stake they can't think of their luggage." "Nor, care either, perhaps," sharply answered Miss Bettina, who, for a wonder, had caught the words. ' ' It may be lying soused in the engine-water, for all you know ! " " I dare say it is," equably returned Caroline. " It was in the van next the engine. But the full report had to come up yet ; and the excited crowd stopped on. CHAPTER XIII. TAIN. Clear and distinct lay the lines of rail in the cold moonlight. It was a straight bit of line there, and why the engine should have gone off the rails remained to be seen. It was lying on its side ; the luggage- van was overturned, and its contents were scattered ; and two carriages were* overturned also : a second-class, which had been next the van, a first-class which had followed it. But now, as good Providence willed it, in that second class car- riage there had only been three passengers. The train was not a crowded one, and people don't go close to the engine as a matter of taste. Of these three passengers, two had thrown themselves on the floor of the carriage and escaped without injury ; the other had a broken arm and a bruised head, not of much moment. The first- class carriage was more fully occupied, and several of the pas- sengers, though not fatally or even extensively, were seriously hurt ; and of the driver and stoker, the one had saved himself by leaping from his engine, the other was Hung to a distance, and lay there as ho fell. TAIN. 83 Mark Cray, as you have heard, remained to tend the wounded. The first face he distinguished in the moonlight, lying amidst the drliiis of the overturned first-class carriage, was that of Lady Oswald : and so completely astonished was he, that he thought either his eyes or the moon must be playing him false. He and Caroline had been in a carriage almost at the back of the train, consequently he had not seen her at the Hildon station : and he had believed that Lady Oswald, of all persons, would have been the last to attempt railway travelling, so averse was she to rails and trains in general. Gmaning and moaning by her side was Parkins ; and Mr. Cray could doubt no longer. With assistance, the passengers were extricated and laid upon the bank. Their injuries were very different ; some, after the first shock, could walk and talk, some could do neither ; while the first grumbled and complained of their bruises and abrasions, the last lay still, except when groaning. The only perfectly quiet one was Lady Oswald : she lay with her pale face upturned to the moon- light, her eyes closed. It was natural perhaps that Mark Cray should first turn his attention to her. A gentleman, one of the passengers, asked if she was dead. "No," said Mark; "she has only fainted. Parkins, suppose you get up and try if you can walk. I'm sure you can't be hurt if you are able to make that noise. The engine appears not to be oversteady. Take care it does not raise itself again and come puffing off this way." Parkins, not detecting the ruse, started up with a shriek. "I think I'm killed," she cried. "I don't believe I have a whole bone left in me." "I'll see by-and-by," said Mr. Cray. "Meanwhile come and help your lady. I want her bonnet and cap untied." Parkins limped to the spot stiffly with many groans, but wonder- fully well considering the belief she had just expressed. At the same moment some one came up with water, and the driver, who had just come to his legs, brought a lamp. The lamp was held to Lady Oswald's face, and a little of the water poured into her mouth. Between the two she opened her eyes. "What's the matter ? " she asked. " Where am I ? " " She's all right," whispered Mr. Cray, his warm tone proving that he had not previously felt so assured of the fact. "Has any one a little brandy 1 " he called out to the passengers, who yet stayed at the scene. " Where am I ? " cried Lady Oswald, in a faint voice. " Parkins, is that you ? What has happened 1 Were we not in the train 1 " "But we are out of it now, my lady," cried Parkins, sobbing. "There has been an awful upset, my lady, and I don't know any- thing more except that it's a mercy we are alive." "An upset ! " repeated Lady Oswald, who appeared to have no 84 OSWALD CRAY. recollection whatever of the circumstances. "Is any one hurt 1 ? Are you hurt, Parkins? " " Every bone i:i me is broken, my lady, if I may judge by the feel. This comes of the sheds." " Be quiet, Parkins," said Mr. Cray, who had succeeded in finding a wicker-cased bottle containing some brandy-and-water. "Help me to raise your lady a little." Parkins contrived to give her help iu spite of the damaged bones, but the moment Lady Oswald was touched she shrieked out terribly. ' ' Let me alone ! let me alone ! Is that Mark Cray ? How kind you are to come to see after me, Mr. Cray ? Did you come from Hallingham ? " ' ' We were in the same train, Lady Oswald ; I and Caroline. I am very glad that it happened to be so." "To be sure; I begin to remember: you "were to return to- night. I— I feel very faint. " Mark succeeded in getting her to drink some brandy-and-water, but she positively refused to be touched, though she said she was in no pain. He thought she was exhausted, the effect of the shock, and left her to attend to other sufferers, who perhaps wanted his aid more than Lady Oswald. Then, after awhile, the carriage came up, bringing tlie help from Hallingham. Mark Cray saw Dr. Davenal with the greatest pleasure, and he took him at once towards Lady Oswald. " Are many hurt 1 " inquired the doctor. "Astonishingly few," was the reply ; "and the injuries are of a very minor character, I fancy. A broken arm is about the worst." "And what of Lady Oswald ? " "I don't think she's hurt at all : she is suffering from the shock. A little exhausted ; but that's natural." "To a woman of her age such a shock is no light thing, Mark. However, we must do the best we can for every one. " " There has been groaning enough — if that's anything to judge by," said Mark ; " groaning and complaining too." "Glad to hear it," said the doctor. " When people can com- plain, the damage is not very extensive ? " "Parkins, for one, keeps protesting that all her bones are broken. But she ran out of the way pretty quickly when I told her the engine might start up again." The doctor smiled, and they came up to Lady Oswald. Oswald Cray had found her out, and was sitting on the bank beside her. She spoke just a word or two to him, but seemed, as Mr. Cray had said, exhausted. Oswald Cray rose to resign his place to Dr. Davenal, and lie took his brother aside. "Is she much hurt, Mark? " "Oh no," replied Mark. "It has shaken her, of course; but she has been talking as fast as I can." TAIN. 85 He spoke with singular confidence. In the first place Mark Cray was naturally inclined to look on the bright side of things, to feci confident himself, even in the absence of any palpable grounds for doing so ; in the second, he did not think it at all mattered what information on the point was given to Oswald. Reassured about Lady Oswald, Oswald quitted Mark, and went amidst the wounded. Proud man though he was accused of being, and though he ims, never was there a more tender heart, a softer hand, a gentler voice for the sick and suffering, than his. All the patients appeared to have been attended to in some degree ; and they were in good hands now. Oswald halted by the side of the poor stoker, a swarthy honest-faced man, who was moaning out his pain. " What, is it you, Bigg? " he said, recognising the man. " I did not know you were back on this part of the line again." "I only come on it yesterday, sir. It's just my luck." " Where are you hurt ? " " I'm scalded awful, sir. I never knew what pain was before to- night. All my lower limbs is " " Take care ! " shouted Oswald to a stupid fellow who was run- ning along with a plank in his arms. " Can't you see there's a man lying here ? What are you about ? " "About my work," was the rough reply, spoken in an insolent tone. It was one of the men just brought down, a workman from Hallingham station, and Oswald knew him well. " What is that, Wells ? " he quietly asked. Wells looked round now, surprised at being addressed by name. He pretty nearly dropped his load in consternation when he recog- nised Mr. Oswald Cray. Full as his hands were, he managed to take his hat from his head. "I beg your pardon, I'm sure, sir. I thought it was nothing but some idler obstructing me. One does get beset with idlers at these times, asking one all sorts of questions. I shouldn't have answered that way, sir, if I'd knowed it was you." "Go on with your work; there's no time to talk. And don't blunder along again without looking where you are going." "One can't see well in the dark, sir." "It's not dark ; it is as light as it need be. Quite light enough for you to see your way. Do you call that bright moon nothing ? " "He'd ha' been right over my legs, but for you, sir," murmured poor Bigg, the great drops of pain standing out on his brow, "I don't know how I am to bear this agony. That cursed engine " "Hush, Bigg," interrupted Mr. Oswald Cray. Bigg groaned his contrition. "Heaven forgive me ! I know it ain't a right word for me to-night." "Heaven will help you to bear the pain if you will only let it," 86 OSWALD CRAY. said Oswald. "There has been worse pain to bear than even yours, my poor fellow ; though I know how hard it is for you now to think so." ' ' It may be my death-blow, sir. And what's to become o' my wife and little uns ? Who'll work for 'em ? " ' ' No, no, Bigg. I hope it is not so bad as that. I do not think it is." In a short time, you will be on your legs again, as good a man as ever. I'll ask Dr. Davenal to come and have a look at y° u -" The name of the far-famed surgeon carried assurance in itself, and Bigg's face lighted up with eagerness. "Is Dr. Davenal here, sir?" "Yes. I'll go and look for him." At the moment that Oswald spoke, Dr. Davenal had left Lady Oswald and encountered Mr. Cray. The latter, whose spirits were rather exalted that night, the effect probably of finding the injui'ies around him so slight, when he had looked out for all the terrible calamities that flesh is heir to, not to speak of death, stopped to speak to him of Lady Oswald. And he spoke lightly. " Well ? You don't find her hurt, doctor ? " " I'll tell you more about it to-morrow, Mark." Dr. Davenal's tone was, so very grave that Mark Cray stared. He thought — Mark Cray almost thought that there was a shade of reproof in it, meant for him. "I am sure she has no serious injury," he exclaimed. "Well, Mark, I can say nothing positively yet. In the state she is, and in this place, it is not easy to ascertain; but I fear she lias." " My goodness ! " cried Mark, conscious that he was only the veriest tyro beside that man of skill, Richard Davenal, and feeling very little at the moment. "What is it, sir ? " he asked in a loud tone. "Hold your tongue about it," said the Doctor. "Time enough to proclaim it abroad when the fact lias been ascertained." Oswald Cray came up, having distinguished the doctor in the moonlight. "I wish you'd come and look at a poor fellow, Dr. Davenal, who wants cheering up. A word from you, you know, will go a very- long way. You should have seen the man's face lighten when I said you were here." "Who is it? " asked the doctor, turning off with alacrity. "Poor Bigg the fireman. You know him, I dare say. He is badly scalded and bruised." " Oli, Ins hurts are nothing," slightingly spoke Mark Cray. "He seems one of those groaners who cry out at a touch of pain." Mnk,'' said the doctor, stopping, "allow me to tender you a word of advice— do not fall into the idea, professed to be entertained PAIN. 87 by some people, that no one can, or ought, tu feel pain ; <>r, that if they feel it, they ought not to show it. It is unnatural, untruthful ; and to my mind, particularly unbecoming in a medical man. Pain to some natures is all but unbearable ; it is all that can be imagined of agony ; it is as if every moment of its endurance were that of death. The nervous organisation is so sensitively, delicate, that even a touch of pain, as you express it, which most people would scarcely feel, would certainly not ciy over, is to them acute suffering. As a surgeon and anatomist you ought to know this." "He's only a fireman," returned Mark. " No one expects those rough fellows to be sensitive to pain." "Let him be fireman or waterman, he will feel it as I describe, if his frame be thus organised," was the reply of Dr. Davenal, spoken firmly, if not sternly. "What has a man's condition in life to do with it ? It won't change his physical nature. A duke, sleeping on a bed of down, nurtured in refinement and luxury, may be so constituted that pain will be a mere flea-bite to him ; should he be destined to endure the worst known to earth, he will, comparatively speaking, scarcely feel it: whereas this poor fireman, inured to hard usage, to labour and privation, may be literally almost unable to bear it. For my own part, when I have to witness this dis- tressing sensibility to pain, perhaps have to inflict it as a surgical necessity, I suffer half as much as the patient does, for I know what it is to him. Don't affect to ridicule pain again, Mark." Mark Cray looked annoyed. But every syllable that had fallen from Dr. Davenal's lips had found its echo in the heart of Oswald Cray. If there was one quality he admired bey< >nd all else, it was sincere open truthfulness: and to Oswald's mind there was an affectation, a want of sincerity, in the shallow expressions and opinions so much in fashion in the present day. There had been a carelessness in Mark's tone when he ridiculed the notion of the poor stoker's possessing a sensitiveness to pain, just as if the man had no right to possess it, which had grated upon Oswald. " Well, Bigg, and so you must get thrown in this upset ! " began the doctor cheerily. "Oh ! you'll do very well by the look of your face ; we shall soon have you on your engine again. Let's have a look at the damage. Who has a lantern ? " It was a very bad scald ; there was no question of it ; and there was much injury by bruises ; but Dr. Davenal spoke the simple truth when he assured the man that the hurts were not dangerous. " Keep up your heart, Bigg. In an hour's time you will be in the Infirmary, properly attended to. You'll soon get over this." " I dun know as I can live through the pain, sir," was the answer. "Ay, it's bad. But when we have applied the proper remedies you won't feel it as you do now. Bigg, I once scalded my leg badly — at least somebody did it for me — and I remember the pain to this day; so, my poor fellow, I can tell what yours is." 88 OSWALD CRAY. "Mr. Cray said, sir, I oughtn't to feel no pain from a hurt like this. It sounded hard like, for the pain is awful." " Mr. Cray knows you would be better if you tried not to feel the pain — to feel it less acutely. He is a doctor, you know, Bigg, and sees worse injuries than yours every day of his life." " I would like to ask you, sir, when I shall be well — if you can tell me. I have a wife and children, sir; and she's sick just now and can't work for 'em." "We'll have you up again in three weeks," said Dr. Davenal cheerily, as he hastened away to another sufferer, groaning at a distance. The term seemed long to the man : he was thinking of his helpless wife and children. " Three weeks ! " he repeated with a moan. " Three weeks, and no one to help 'em, and me laid up incapable ! " " Think how much worse it might be, Bigg ! " said Oswald Cray, wishing to get the man to look at his misfortune in a more cheerful spirit. " Suppose Dr. Davenal had said three months ? " " Then, as good he'd said, sir, as I should never be up again." ' ' Do you think so l I don't. It is a long time to be confined by illness, three months, and to you it seems, no doubt, very 1< >ng indeed ; but it is not much out of a man's life. I knew one who was ill for three years, and got up again. That would be worse, Bigg." "Ay, sir, it would be. I haven't just my right thoughts to- night, what with the pain, and what with trouble about my wife and little 'uns." "Don't trouble about them, Bigg," was the considerate answer. " They shall be taken care of until you can work for them again. If the company don't do it, 1 will." A short time longer of confusion, of hasty clearance of the line, of medical aid, — such aid as could be given in that inconvenient spot, where there was only the open bare ground for the sufferers to lie on, the moonlit sky to cover them — and the return to Hallingham was organised. The injured were lifted into the carriages and placed as well as circumstances permitted. Lady Oswald, who screamed much when they raised her, was laid at full length on a pile of rugs and cushions, collected from the first-class compartments, and the engine started with its load, and steamed gently onwards. It appeared afterwards that the accident had been caused by the snapping of some part of the engine. It was a very unusual occur- rence, and could neither have been foreseen nor prevented. The expectant crowd had not dispersed when Hallingham was reached. Nay, it had considerably increased. Even Miss Bettina Davenal retained her post, and Sara and Caroline were with her. The invalid train — it might surely be called one in a double sense PAIN. 89 of the word — came slowly into the station. The platform had been cleared; none were allowed to obstruct the removal of the sufferers from the train to the conveyances, in which they would be transported to their homes, or to the Infirmary, as the case might be. But, if the platform was denied them, the excited watchers made up for the discourtesy by blocking up the road and doors outside— a motley group, picturesque enough in the fine moonlight night. Dr. Davenal, Mr. Cray, and the other medical men were occupied in superintending the removal of their patients, but Mr. Oswald Cray found his way to Miss Davenal, and gave the good news that the injuries were comparatively slight. A train for London was on the point of starting, and he was going by it. He contrived to obtain a few words with Sara, and she went with him on to the platform. "I wish I could have remained over to-morrow," he observed to her. " I should like to see and hear how all these poor people get on." " Are you sure you cannot remain ? " ' ' I am sure that I ought not. You have heard me speak of Frank Allister, Sara?" " ( )ften. The young Scotchman who was with you at Bracknell and Street's for so many years." "We were articled together. He has become very ill lately, and — and the firm has not behaved quite well to him. I have no voice in that part of its economy, or it should never have been." " What did they do ? " inquired Sara. "He has not got on as I have. Still he held a tolerably fair post in the house ; but his health failed, and he had to absent him- self. Mr. Street found out how ill he was, came to the conclusion that he would be of no use to us again, and wrote him his dismissal. I thought it very hard ; and he " "Yes ! " said Sara, eagerly interested. "He found it harder than he could bear. It put the finishing stroke to his illness, and I don't think he will rally. He has no relatives at hand, few friends ; so I see all I can of him, and I gave him a faithful promise to spend to-morrow with him. Time's up, and the guard's impatient, I see." " Does the guard know you are going ? " " Yes. Don't you see him looking round at me ? Fare you well, Sara. I may be down again in a day or two." He had taken her hands for a moment in both his as he stood before her. "I trust you will get safely to town ? " she whispered. "Ay, indeed ! This night has proved to us that safety lies not with ourselves, God bless you, my dearest ! " 90 OSWALD CRAY. Ho crossed the platform and stepped into the carriage, winch the guard was holding open. The next moment the train was steaming out of the station, Sara Davenal looking after it with a lingering look, a heart at rest, as that sweet word of endearment rang its echoes in her ear. CHAPTER XIV. A WHIM OF LADY OSWALD'S. The medical body, as a whole, is differently estimated by the world. Some look down upon it, others look up to it; and their own posi- tion in the scale of society has no bearing or bias on these views. It may be that a nobleman will bow to the worth and value of the physician, will regard him as a I 3nefactor to mankind, exercising that calling of all others most important to the welfare of humanity ; whilst a man very far down in the world's social scale will despise the doctor wherever he sees him. It is possible that each has in a degree cause for this, judging by his own experience. The one may have been brought in contact witli that perfect surgeon whose peculiar gifts for the calling were bestowed upon him by the Divine will ; he with the lion's heart and woman's hand, whose success, born of patience, courage, judg- ment, experience, has become by God's blessing an assured fact. Men who have brought all the discoveries of earthly science to their aid in their study of the art ; who have watched Nature day by day, and mastered her intricacies ; who have, in fact, attained to that perfection which induces the involuntary remark to break from us— We shall never see his fellow ! Before such a man as this, as I look upon it, the world should bow. We have no bene- factor like unto him. The highest honours of the land should be open to him ; all that we can give of respect and admiration should be his. But there is a reverse side to the picture. There is the man who has gone into the profession without aptitude for it, who has made it his, although positively incapable of properly acquiring and exer- cising it. He may have earned the right to use all the empty dis- tinguishing letters attaching to it; have taken all his degrees; but, for all that, he is not capable of exercising the art. His whole career is one terrible mistake. He kills more patients than he cures. Tt may not be his fault, in one sense : he does his best : but, lie has embraced a calling for which nature did not fit him. A WHIM OF LADY OSWALD'S. !»1 He goes on in his career, it is true, and his poor patients Buffer. Upon his own mind there rests an ever-present sense of failure, irritating his temper, rendering his treatment experimental and uncertain. Some cannot see where the fault lies — have no concep- tion that it is in their own incapacity. And if a man does see it, what then 1 He still goes on and does his best ; he must be a doctor always ; it is his only means of living, and he is too old to take up any other occupation. Rely upon it there are more of these practitioners than the world suspects. Such a man as the first was Dr. Davenal ; such a man as the last was Mark Cray. But that Mark was so Dr. Davenal did not sus- pect. Grave cases, during their short connection, had been treated by the doctor, and for ordinary ailments Mark did well enough. He could write a proper prescription when the liver was out of order, or bring a child through the measles; he could treat old ladies with fanciful ailments to the very acme of perfection. It is true Dr. Davenal had been once or twice rather surprised by down- right wrong treatment on the part of Mark, but he had attributed it to inexperience. When other doctors could not cure, people flew to Dr. Davenal ; when there was a critical operation to be performed, involving life or death, Dr. Davenal was prayed to undertake it. His practice consequently was extensive ; it was not confined to Hallingham and its vicinity, but reached occasionally to the confines of the county. It was not, therefore, surprising that on the morning fol- lowing the accident Dr. Davenal found himself called out at an early hour to the country on a case of emergency. And the illness was at Thorndyke. He responded at once to the call. Never a prompter man than Richard Davenal. Roger had learnt by example to be prompt also, and was ready with his carriage as soon as his master. The arrange- ments with regard to saving time were well organised at Dr. Davenal's. The bell, communicating from the house down the side-wall of the garden to the man's rooms near the stables, was made the means of conveying different orders. If rung once, Roger was wanted in- doors to receive his orders by word of mouth ; if rung twice — and on those occasions they were always sharp, imperative peals — Roger knew that the carriage was wanted at once, with all the speed he could manage. The peaceful quiet of the Sabbath morning was lying on the streets of Hallingham as the doctor was driven through them. The shops were all closed ; some of the private houses as yet showed no signs of life. As they passed the town-hall and the market-place, so still and empty then, the church clocks struck eight, and the bells, giving notice of the future services of the day, rang out on the clear air. "Stop at the Abbey, Roger," said the doctor, as they neared it. I 92 OSWALD CRAY. ( The woman, Dorcas, was just opening the dining-room shutters. She came to the door when she saw the carriage drawing up to it. "I want to see your master, Dorcas. I suppose he's up." "He is up and out, sir," was her reply. "He has been gone about five minutes." This answer caused the doctor to pause. It should be explained that when the invalid train arrived at the station the previous night, Lady Oswald had elected to be accompanied home by Mark Cray, not by Dr. Davenal. Whether she was actuated by pure caprice ; whether by a better motive— the belief that she was not so much injured as some of the other sufferers, and that Dr. Davenal 's skill would be more needed by them ; or whether the recent sudden liking she had taken for Mr. Cray swayed her then, could not be told ; never would be told. She seemed to be a little revived at the end of the journey, and she chose that Mark Cray should go home with her. Dr. Davenal had acquiesced, but he whispered a parting word to Mark. "If there is an injury, I suspect it will be found in the ribs, Mark. Look well to it. If you want me, I'm going on to the Infirmary, and shall be at homo afterwards." But, as it appeared, the doctor had not been wanted. At any rate, Mark Cray had not sent for him. And he had stopped now to hear, if he could, Mark's report. An upper window opened, and Mrs. Cray, enveloped in a thick shawl, so that nothing could be seen of her but the tip of her nose, leaned out. "Good-morning, Uncle Richard." "Good-morning, my dear. I am glad to see you again. Can you come down for a minute '( " "No, I have not begun to dress. Did you want Mark ? He has gone to Lady Oswald's." "Ah, that's what I wish to ask about. Did you hear Mark say how she was ? — whether there was any injury ? " "He said there was not. But, for one thing, she kept fainting, and refused to be touched. At least, I think he said so ; something of that sort ; I was very sleepy when he got home ; it was one o'clock. I am sure he said she was not really hurt." " That's all right then," said Dr. Davenal. "You are out betimes, Uncle Richard," resumed Caroline. "Are you going far ? " "To Thorndyke. Tell your husband he must see my patients tins morning ; I shall not be back in time. Drive on, Roger." " Very well," said Caroline. " Who's ill at Thorndyke ? " But Dr. Davenal's answer, if he gave one, was lost in' the distance, . and never readied Caroline's ear. It was a singular coincidence — as was said by gossips afterwards — that one should be taken ill that day at Thorndyke and be in A WIII.M OP LADY OSWALD 'fci. 03 danger of death. It was not, however, one of the Oswald family, but a visitor of Sir Philip's, and it has nothing whatever to do with the stoiy. It need not have been mentioned, except to explain what took Dr. Davenal from Hallingham on that critical day. Dr. Davenal found the patient alarmingly ill, in great need of medical help, and lie had to remain at Thorndyke some hours. It was between two and three o'clock when he got back to Hallingham, and he ordered Roger to drive at once to the Infirmary. The doctor went in and saw his patients. The poor man, Bigg, easier now than he had been the previous night, lay in a slumber : the rest were going on well. One woman had died. An inmate of the wards for some weeks past, her case, a very painful one, had baffled all skill, all remedy ; and she had gone to that better place where sickness and pain cannot enter. Dr. Davenal stood for some little time conversing with the house-surgeon, and then departed on foot to his home : he had dismissed his carriage when he entered the Infirmary. As he was walking, he met an eager little fellow hurrying along, one who always walked very fast, with his head forward, as if he were in a desperate hurry. It was one of the Infirmary pupils, as they were called ; young men gathering skill and experience to become in time surgeons themselves, who attended the Infirmary with their masters. This one, Julius Wild, a youth of eighteen, was more particularly attached to the service of Mr. Cray, weni round the wards with him as his dresser, and so forth. jS"o sooner did he see Dr. Davenal than his pace increased to a run, and he came up breathless. "Oh, if you please, sir, Mr. Cray has been looking for you every where " " I have been to Thorndyke," interrupted the doctor. "Yes, sir, but he thought you must have come back, and he sent me to about twenty places to inquire. There's something wrong with Lady Oswald, sir, and lie Wants to see you about it." " What is wrong ? " "Mr. Cray didn't explain to me, sir; but he said something about an operation. She's hurt internally, sir, I think. " " Where is Mr. Cray ? Do you know ? " He has gone to your house, sir. Some one told him they saw your carriage going along, and Mr. Cray thought you might be at home. He " Dr. Davenal waited to hear no more. He made the best of his way towards home, but before he reached it he met Mark Cray. There, in the street, particulars were explained by Mr. Cray to Dr. Davenal, not altogether to the doctor's satisfaction. It appeared that Mark — very carelessly, but he excused himself on the plea of Lady Oswald's refusal to be touched — had omitted to make a proper examination of her state on the previous night. 94 OSWALD CRAY. The delay, though not fatal, was inexpedient, rendering the operation which must now be performed one of more difficulty than if it had been done at once ; and Dr. Davenal spoke a few sharp words, the only sharp ones he had ever in his life spoken to Mark Cray. " I told you it was my opinion there was some internal injury. You ought to have ascertained." He turned his steps and proceeded at once and alone to the house of Lady Oswald. She was in a grievous state of suffering ; and that she had not appeared so on the previous night could only be attributed to partial insensibility. Dr. Davenal examined into her injuries with his practised skill, his gentle fingers, and he imparted to her as soothingly as possible the fact that an operation was in- dispensable. ' ' Not a very grave one, " he said with a smile, intended to reassure her. "Nothing formidable, like taking off an arm or a leg." But Lady Oswald refused her consent ; as fractiously and posi- tively as she had the previous night refused to be touched. She would have no operation performed on her, she said, putting her to torture ; they must cure her without it. Some time was lost in this unsatisfactory manner, and Mark Cray arrived whilst the con- tention was going on. Dr. Davenal was at length obliged to tell her a hard truth— that unless she submitted to it, her life must be sacrificed. Then there came another phase of obstinacy. When people are lying in the critical state that was Lady Oswald, hovering between life and death, it is surely unseemly to indulge in whims and childish caprice. Lady Oswald consented to the operation, but only on condition that Mark Cray should perform it. What foolish caprice may have prompted this it is impossible to say. Mark had been talking to her, very much as he would talk to a child to induce it to have a tooth drawn or a cut finger dressed : protesting that it "would not hurt her to speak of," that it " would be over, so to say, in no time." Dr. Davenal, more honest, held his tongue upon those points : it would not be over in "no time," and he knew that it would hurt her very much indeed. This it may have been that caused the wretched whim to arise, that Mark Cray should be the operator. And she held to it. It was necessary that she should be allowed some repose after the state of excitement into which she had put herself, and half- past five was the hour named. Dr. Davenal and Mark appointed to be with her then. "Mark," asked the doctor, as they walked away together, "are you sure of yourself ? " Dr. Davenal had had no experience hitherto of Mark Cray's skill as a surgeon, except in ordinary cases. All critical operations, both at the Infirmary and in private practice, the doctor took him- Belf. Mark 1.x <]n to rest, and supposed he must bow to the decision of his* senior partner. "Shall I call for you, Mark?" asked the doctor, as they separated. " I shall go up in the carriage." ' ' O no, thank you. I'd as soon walk. You intend to be present 1 " A WHIM OK LADY OSWALD S. 97 "Of course I shall be," replied the doctor. "Lady Oswald is my patient, in point of fact — not yours, Mark." "Then I need not bring Berry. 1 thought of asking him to be present." ' You can do just as you please about that. If you like him to look on, you can have him. Twenty-five minutes after five, remember, punctually. You'll want the full daylight." As they parted, a feeling was in Mark's heart that he would not have liked to confess to the other, and that perhaps he neither cared to encourage nor to dwell upon. He felt perfectly sure of his own skill ; he was not nervous ; no one less so ; and yet tin re was a half-reluctance in his mind to perform that operation in the presence of Dr. Davenal, the accomplished operator. Surely the reluctance could only spring from a latent doubt as to whether he ought to maKe so sure of himself ! Far down in the depths of his heart the doubt lay— so deep that perhaps Mark thought it was not there at all. He had a great deal rather have had Berry with him — that he acknowledged openly enough to himself. Surgeon Berry was a man of fair average skill, superior to Mark in experience, and he and Mark were great friends. Did Mark fear that the presence of the more finished surgeon, with his critical eye, his practised judgment, would render him nervous ? No, Mark Cray feared nothing of the sort ; and he could not have told, had he been pressed for a reason, why he would have preferred the absence of Dr. Davenal. He had looked on many a time at the doctor in such cases : but that was a different thing. His thoughts were interrupted by Julius Wild. The young man accosted him to inquire if there were any orders — whether he should be wanted. "Yes," said Mr. Cray. "Lady Oswald's case is fixed for this afternoon. Be up there with the dressings and things." " Very well, sir," replied the young man, feeling some surprise, for he was not in the habit of attending privately with Dr. Davenal. " Am I to go to Dr. Davenal's for them ? " " No. You can get them from the Infirmary." " The Infirmary ! " thought Julius Wild to himself. "Can he be going to take the operation ? "—for Mr. Cray's surgical apparatus was kept at the Infirmary. He did not ask: his professional chief seemed unusually silent — not to say out of temper. "What time ? " he inquired of Mr. Cray. " Be at Lady Oswald's a little before half -past " It cannot be told with certainty what hour was really said by Mr. Cray. In the discussions that ensued afterwards, Julius Wild declared in the most positive manner that it was six. "A little before half-past six." Mr. Cray asserted, with equal pertinacity, that he had said five. " A little before half-past five." Which of Oswald Cray. 7 & 98 OSWALD CRAY. the two was right it was impossible to ascertain. Mark Cray said he should not be likely to make the mistake : the time, half-past five, had just been settled with Dr. Davenal, had been repeated by word of mouth, and he had never thought of the later hour at all. There was reason in that certainly. On the other hand, Julius Wild was known to be a clear-headed, steady, accurate young man, and he protested he could stake his life upon his cor- rectness in this instance. He said the thought crossed his mind, when Mr. Cray named it, that at half-past six it would be grow- ing dusk ; and he rather wondered that it should have been chosen. However it may have been, the misapprehension occurred between them. When Dr. Davenal entered his own home, dinner had been over some time. It was their custom to dine early on Sunday : and the general rule was, by Dr. Davenal's wish, never to keep meals wait- ing for him. Neal admitted him, and then came for orders. Should he bring up dinner ? "Not dinner," said Dr. Davenal; "merely something upon a plate. I am not hungry : I had a late breakfast at Thorndyke. Has any one been here for me? " "No, sir. I think Mr. Cray took your patients. He has been here " " I know all about that," interrupted the doctor. He passed Neal, and went on to the garden-room, a favourite room of his daughter's. She was there alone, seated before the open glass doors. How peaceful it all looked ! The green lawn stretching out in front, the bright autumn flowers, the clearness of the dark blue sky lying in the stillness of the Day of Rest. Sara Davenal had the Bible upon her lap : but she was not then reading it. She had closed it in deep thought. The extreme calm, the aspect of peace, struck forcibly on the senses of Dr. Davenal, and he re- membered it in the days to come. It was the last day of peace for him ; it was the last day of peace for Sara ; henceforth the world was to change for both. Ere the morrow's sun should rise, a great care would be tugging at their heart-strings ; a skeleton would be there to keep ; a secret, that must be hidden for very safety's sake, would have taken up its abode there. She rose up to welcome him, and laid down the book. Owing to that most attentive habit of Neal's, of being on the watch and opening the door before people could get to it, she had not heard him come home. " O papa, is it you ? You have been away a long time." " Sit down," he said, pressing her into her chair again. " You seem thoughtful, Sara. Are you thinking of last night's accident 'I " "O no, papa, not that. I hear that everyone is going on quite well. I was thinking— I was wondering — somehow I often get A WHIM OF LADY OSWALD 's. 99 thinking of these things on a Sunday, when I am sitting alone, and the sky seems so calm and near," she broke off. " Well, what were you thinking about 1 " "I was wondering whether they who are gone can look down and see us — see me just as I sit here looking up — whether they can read my thoughts ? We seem so divided, papa ; you and I and Edward left; mamma and Richard, and the two little ones who were between me and Edward, gone." "Divided for a short time only, child." "Yes, I know. The only one I can remember well is Richard. I am beginning to lose almost all recollection of mamma. But Richard — papa, at times I seem to see him before me now ! " Dr. Davenal turned to the window and stood with his back to Sara, looking out. She repented having spoken of her brother ; somehow the words had slipped out in the fulness of her thoughts. Rising, she stole her hand into Dr. Davenal's. "I forgot," she softly whispered. "Forgot what, my child?" he asked. "Nay, it might be just as well if Ave all spoke more of Richard, instead of shunning his name. Silence will not bring him back to us." "Ah no, it will not!" "And when once griefs can be talked of, their sting becomes less poignant. Did the post bring any letters this morning ? " the doctor added, after a pause. " Not for you, papa. There was one — how could I forget to tell you? — there was one for me from Edward." "And what does he say ? " "He has not been able to get leave yet. At least, from the tenor of his letter, I don't much think he has asked for it. He says there's a great deal to do ; the preparations are going on very quickly ; but no orders have been received yet as to the day for embarking. As soon as they are issued he will let us know." " But he means to come down ? " "O yes. He will be sure to come, he says, though it should be to arrive by one train and return by the next. He writes in great spirits, and asks me — in fun you know, papa— if I will pack up my boxes and go out with him." " He What is it, Neal ! My dinner ? " " Yes, sir. It is served." 100 OSWALD CRAY. CHAPTER XV. mark Cray's mistake. Evening came, and Lady Oswald's house was prepared for what was going to take place. Dr. Davenal arrived rather before the time appointed, Mr. Cray five minutes after it. Mr. Cray w;is in a heat, and had evidently come at much speed, conscious probably that the time had expired. Lady Oswald was in her bed-chamber when Mr. Cray came up, Dr. Davenal in the ante- chamber. "Where's Wild?" exclaimed Mr. Cray, throwing his eyes round the round. "I have not Seen him," replied the doctor. "It is very inattentive of him not to be here. I told him the hour. Have you seen her ? " added Mr. Cray, in a whisper. "Yes. She is all right. Are you ready ? " "No, I am not ready," replied Mr. Cray. "Wild is bringing up the dressings." "I have every thing with me," said Dr. Davenal. "I have brought all." In the room with Lady Oswald was her maid Parkins. And the very moment that Dr. Davenal set his eyes on Parkins's ashy pale face, he knew that she would be better out of the room than in it. He said something to the effect, but Lady Oswald evidently wished for her, and Parkins avowed her intention of being as brave as need be. Time was being wasted. Marcus Cray, in a fidgety sort of manner, went down twice after his expected pupil. He opened the hall door and stood there looking out for him ; and he did this twice over, for no sooner did he get up stairs the first time than he went back again. Dr. Davenal could not exactly make him out. Mr. Wild was not wanted in any way ; and a half-doubt stole over Dr. Davenal whether Mark Cray could bo wilfully staving off the crisis, as people will put off things they do not care to enter upon, from nervousness, dislike, or other causes. And though he dismissed the doubt as an absurd improbability, he began to wish again to be the opei'ator. " Cray, I had better take this." Mark tired up, and raised his voice. He would prefer to take it himself, Dr. Davenal permitting him. Spoke out so loudly that he was heard by Lady Oswald. She in- terrupted the discussion — if discussion it might be called — and settled it. "It should be only done by Mr. Cray." MARK CKAY 8 MISTAKE. 101 "Very well," said Dr. Davenal in a low tone to his partner. " Be it so. But why do you wait, Mark ? " " I want that fellow to be here." "He is not required. We shall have Lady Oswald growing ex- hausted." And Mark Cray, seeing the wisdom of the remark, made no further delay. You will not wish to be present at this operation, or to have its details transcribed. Hallingham did not know them for many a long day. But one or two things must be mentioned. At the very instant of its commencement, when Mark Cray was bending over Lady Oswald, there came something falling forward to the ground and brushing against him. It was brave Parkins, in a fainting-fit. Lady Oswald became agitated ; she screamed, and would have risen had it been in her power. Dr. Davenal moved round, and bore the senseless Parkins from the room. He could not throw her down outside like a log. He had to call some of the household and tell them what to do with her. Alto- gether it was three or four minutes before Dr. Davenal got back to the room. It seemed to be delay after delay, as if the operation were fated not to be begun that day. The operation, however, was begun, lie found. When he got back, Mark had plunged into it. Dr. Davenal stepped up to him, and stood overlooking him with his unerring eye ; that eye which Mark had dreaded. Was it in consequence of this, that Mark Cray lost — what shall we call it ? — his presence of mind ? — his surgical skill ? A sup- pressed sound, half indignation, half dismay, escaped the lips of Dr. Davenal, and he pushed Mark aside with an authoritative hand and took his place. What could have taken Mark ?— what ailed him ? Lady Oswald was offering no opposition, for she lay per- fectly still. So still, so voiceless, that in the midst of his work it struck strangely on the senses of Dr. Davenal. He paused a moment to regard her attentively, and then glanced at Mark, one single word only escaping him. "Chloroform?" ' ' Yes, " said Mark. ' ' I judged it best. " It was all that passed. Whatever Dr. Davenal may have felt, he could express neither doubt nor remonstrance then. His whole attention had to be concentrated on the work he was performing. Mark stood by and watched, saying nothing. At length it was over ; admirably performed, as all operations were performed, undertaken by Dr. Davenal. But Lady Oswald still lay without sense or motion ; and they could not arouse her. 'You must have given her a great deal,'' observed Dr. Davenal, who was still occupied. 102 OSWALD CRAY. Which Mark Cray did not attempt to deny. " She required it. The fall of that stupid woman excited her terribly. The first made no impression on her: she did not seem to inhale it." ' ' But — good heavens ! you could not have waited long enough to see. Mark Cray, this is a mistake, and an awful one." Mark made no reply. Mark was doing all in his power to undo his work and arouse Lady Oswald. But he could not. Dr. Davenal touched his shoulder, and spoke upon a different subject. "You told me you were sure of yourself." Mark scarcely knew what he answered. Something to the effect that he always had been sure, until now : but his words were very indistinct. " What incapacity came over you? What was its cause ? " It was impossible for Mark Cray to deny that incapacity had attacked him ; that Lady Oswald under his hands would have been in the greatest danger. Its cause he could not account for: but that common expression, "losing all presence of mind," would best describe it as it really was, and as it had appeared to Dr. Davenal. Great drops of sweat now stood out on his brow. " The woman's fall startled me," he attempted to say. "At such a moment it takes but little to unnerve a man." " Then, if so, he is not fit for a surgeon," returned Dr. Davenal. "Mark Cray," he continued, gravely and firmly, but not unkindly, "you must never in my presence attempt a critical operation again. Recollect that." Meanwhile their whole attention was being given to Lady Os- wald ; their best efforts exerted to arouse her from the effects of the chloroform. All in vain, all useless ; it had done its work too effectually. By degrees the horror of the conviction that she could not be aroused — never more would be aroused — came pressing upon them deeper and deeper. Mark Cray wiped his hot face, and felt that he would give all he was worth to recall that one act of his — sur- reptitiously conveying the chloroform to the house, which he had himself so successfully accomplished, and regarded as a cause of self-congratulation. Why had he not attended to the experienced opinion of Dr. Davenal — that Lady Oswald was one of those upon whom chloroform was not unlikely to be fatal ? That it would be fatal in this case, Mark felt as certain now as if the breath had actually passed for ever from her body. A horrible fear came over him, and he once more lost all calmness, all self-possession. "Dr. Davenal, for the love of God, do not betray me! Do not let it go birth to the world as my wilful act— one you warned me against. It was a dreadful mistake. I shall carry it about with me in my heart for ever ; but do not betaiy me to the world ! " He had seized the doctor's hands, and was pressing them ner- vously in his. His troubled face gazed imploringly upwards ; his MARK GRAYS MISTAKE. 103 tone of repentance struck sadly on the ear. Dr. Davenal did not immediately speak, and Mark Cray resumed. " For Caroline's sake," he entreated. " If this mistake becomes known in all its unhappy details, my professional doom is sealed. Never again, so long as I live, and you and I are together, will I attempt to act on my opinion in opposition to yours. Be merciful to us, Dr. Davenal, and, for her sake and mine, conceal it from the world ! " And Dr. Davenal yielded. Ever merciful, ever striving to act in accordance with those great precepts of love and mercy which One came down eighteen hundred years ago to teach, he yielded to the prayer of the unhappy and agitated man before him. His own partner — Caroline's husband ; no, he could not bring upon him the obloquy of the world. "1 will keep the secret, Mark Cray. Be easy. You have my promise." The unhappy tidings were made known to the household — that their mistress could not yet be aroused from the effect of the chloro- form which had been administered with a view to saving her pain : and they came flocking in. She was not dead ; but she was lying still and motionless : and the means for recalling life went on. Mark Cray continued his efforts when all hope was gone, trying every means, probable and improbable, in his madness. Had a battery been at hand he would have essayed galvanism. Alas ! they might as well have sought to arouse a stone statue. Never more would there be any arousing for poor Lady Oswald in this world. Death was claiming her. Parkins, considerably recovered from her own attack, but in a shaky and tearful state, had come into the room with the rest. Parkins seemed inclined to rebel at the state of things ; to question every one, to cast blame somewhere. " Why should chloroform have been given to her? "she asked of Mr. Cray. "It was given with a view to deaden the pain," was Mark's short answer. " But, sir, the operation was all but begun, if not begun, when I when I — fainted : and there had been no question then of giving her chloroform." "No, and it was your fainting that did three parts of the mis- chief," savagely returned Mr. Cray, who felt it the greatest relief to be able to lay the blame upon some one. "It put her into a most undesirable state of agitation. I should think you must have heard her scream, in spite of your fainting-fit." The words, the angry tone, completely did for Parkins, and she subsided into tears again. A few minutes, and Dr. Davenal turned from the ill-fated lady to her servants standing there. " It is all over. She is gone." 104 OSWALD CKAY. And the doctor looked at his watch, and found that only one poor hour had elapsed since he had entered the house to perform that operation which had altogether terminated so fatally. CHAPTER XVI. NEAL S DISMAY. Dr. Davenal and Mr. Cray went forth together. Outside the hall- door stood Julius Wild. It now wanted twenty minutes to seven. The Infirmary pupil had arrived a quarter-of-an-hour before, and had waited patiently ever since to be let in. He had rung the bell in vain. In the confusion and distress of the house, it had, per- haps, not been heard, certainly had not been attended to. His rings had been gentle : Julius Wild knew better than to make a noise at a house when illness was inside it : and he waited patiently enough, wondering whether the servants were asleep, whether Lady Oswald was worse, and believing the doctors had not yet arrived. When they came forth, he was excessively surprised, marvelling greatly at his non-admittance. " I have been ringing this quarter-of-an-hour," he said, by way of explanation and apology. " I can't think what the servants can have been about." "What have you been about?" thundered Mark Cray, giving way to anger, although he had come straight from the presence of the dead. Mr. Wild was astonished. ' ' I say, sir, I have been waiting here. I have been here this quarter-of-an-hour, and could not get let in." "And, pray, what kept you? Why were you not here to time ? " " I was here to time, sir," was the answer ; and the young man marvelled much what hud so put out his good-tempered medical master. You told me to be here a little before half-past six, and 1 got here five minutes before it." Then began that dispute which was never satisfactorily settled ; each, to this very day, believing himself to be in the right. Mr. Cray held to it that he had told him half-past five; Julius Wild earnestly protested that he had said half-past six. The quarrel continued for some minutes, or rather the difference of opinion, for of course the pupil did not presume to quarrel with his superior. A few sharp words from Mark, peremptorily ordering him to hold seal's dismay. 105 his tongue, concluded it. The young man walked close by the two doctors — for they had been walking down from Lady Oswald's all along, had not stayed one minute at the door. He had wondered at first whether the operation had taken place, and why they should leave the house just about the time fixed for it. Now that he heard of this misapprehension with regard to the hour, he supposed it was over, and that Mr. Cray's vexation arose from the fact of his not having arrived for it. But he was a young man of curiosity, sociable in a general way, and fond of asking questions, so he thought he would ask one now, and make sure. " Is the operation over, sir ? " " Yes," curtly answered Mark. " Was it successful? " " When did you ever know Dr. Davenal unsuccessful ? " retorted Mr. Cray. " That was successful enough." It never occurred to Julius Wild that the stress upon the word '" that " implied, or could imply, that though the operation had been successful, something else was not so. The young man asked no more questions. Finding himself so snubbed, he desisted, and walked on in silence. Neither of them told him the unhappy truth. Dr. Davenal may have been too pained, too shocked to speak ; Mark Cray's conscience too suggestive. Nay, Dr. Davenal may not have seen his way clear to speak at all. If lie was to conceal the culpability of Mark Cray, the less he opened his mouth upon the point, even by a word, the better. Suddenly Mark turned round. " You ere not wanted, Mr. Wild. There's nothing more to-night." The young man took the hint at once, wished them good- evening, and walked off to the Infirmary, there to leave certain articles that he had been carrying. He observed that Dr. Davenal, usually so courteous, never answered him when he wished him yood-evening. The two surgeons walked on in silence. The streets were nearly deserted ; and the sound of praise and prayer came upon their ears from the lighted places of worship as they passed them. The even- ing was a warm one, and the doors of the churches and chapels stood open. They never spoke a word, one to the other. Mark Cray felt as he had probablynever felt in his life — ashamed, repentant, grieved, humbled. He was guilty of the blood of a fellow-creature. Be called it a " mistake." A mistake in one sense it undoubtedly was, but a wicked and a wilful one. Dr. Davenal felt it to be both : felt that giving the chloroform stealthily, in direct opposition to his expressed opinion, deserved a worse name: and, though lie had promised not to betray Mark, he could not just yet subdue his own feelings, and speak to him in a friendly tone. Thus in silence they reached the doctor's gate. " Good-night," said he, turning in at it. ■- 108 OSWALD C'KAY. " Good-night," replied Mark, continuing his way. But — and he felt it — there had been no invitation to enter, no pleasant look, no shake of the hand. Neal was at the door, airing himself and watching the few passers- by in the darkening street, the rest of the household being at church. Dr. Davenal went into his study, and lifted his hat from his brow as if a heavy weight were there. He had no light, save what came in from the street lamp. He leaned against the window in thought. Two hours before, Lady Oswald had been, so to say, as full of life as he was, and now ■ dead. Killed. There was no mincing the matter to himself ; she had been killed. Killed by Mark Cray. Had he done right in undertaking to screen Mark Cray ? — to keep his culpability a secret ? — to suiter the world to assume his innocence % The reader may deem it a grave question : Dr. Davenal was asking it of himself. Had Mark's been purely an error in judg- ment ; had he administered the chloroform, believing it to be the right and proper thing to do, leaving the issue with God, it had been different. But he had given it in direct opposition to an opinii >n of more value than his own ; in, as was much to be feared, a spirit of defiance. It is true he had not intended to kill ; he had probably been over-confident of the result. How Dr. Davenal condemned him he alone could tell ; but — was it his, the doctor's place, to hold him forth to the condemnation of the world ? No ; he, the merciful man, thought it could not be. One strong point on the side of mercy was — that to proclaim the facts could produce no good result ; they could not recall the mistaken act ; could not bring the unfortunate lady back to life again. It might be said that it should be made known as a warning to others not to trust Mark Cray ; but the very occurrence itself with its tragical end, would, if the doctor knew anything of human nature, be its own warning for Mark Cray's whole lifetime. He did not think much of the surgical failure ; at least he did not dwell on it. Probably the greater calamity had in a measure eclipsed the other in his mind. Young surgeons had turned nervous before now, as Dr. Davenal knew ; and the fall of the maid Parkins might certainly have startled him. It was not this that was troubling him ; he had arrested Mark's shaking hands, and replaced them with his own sure ones, and cai'ried the matter through successfully ; it was the other. He thought it over and over, and could not bring himself to see that lie had done wrong in promising to conceal the facts. If he went forth and proclaimed it in the market place, it could not bring back the forfeited life. He thought of his dead brother, Caroline's father ; lie remembered the words he had sent out to him to soothe his dying bed — " The child shall be to me as a daughter. " He could not, on the very threshold of her wedded life, bring obloquy on the neal's dismay. 107 husband of her choice, and blight his good name, his fair prospects. And so he resolved to keep the secret — to guard the fatal mistake from the knowledge of the world. Only their own two selves were privy to it ; therefore Mark was safe. Administering the chloroform must be looked upon as an error in judgment, of his own as well as of Mark's. And yet scarcely an error, for perhaps nine surgeons out of ten would have administered it under similar circumstances, and have made no exception in Lady Oswald. He, Dr. Davenal, must suffer this to be assumed, saying himself as little as was possible upon the matter to any one : in a case where the termination had been so unfortunate his reticence would be excused. A strange fatality seemed to have attended the affair altogether. A curious chapter of accidents — or what are called such — and Dr. Davenal lost himself in the chain of thought. "O merciful Father, forgive him ! forgive him this night's work !" he murmured. "And mayst Thou have taken that poor woman to her rest ! " A rush of light and Neal's smooth voice broke upon Dr. Davenal. " Shall I get you anything, sir ? Tea or " "I don't want anything; don't light the gas," interrupted Dr. Davenal, starting from his chair. "Wait until you are called." Neal, after a moment's stare, retired. It was not so much the sharp words, more imperative than any often used by his master, but the tone of pain in which they were spoken, that struck Neal. Nay, it almost seemed as if his entrance had brought a sort of terror to the doctor. It was not terror. Neal was mistaken. But Dr. Davenal had been so completely buried in thoughts, not altogether of this world, that the abrupt interruption, with its commonplace excuse, had seemed to him singularly inopportune, causing him abruptly to wave away the man and his words. He sat on in the dark again, and Neal took his place at the front door, and stood there looking out. Not a soul was in the house except himself and his master ; and it may have seemed a more cheerful way of passing the evening, to Neal, than to be shut up indoors. It grew darker. Neal strolled along by the skirting shrubs of the garden, and took his stand at the front gate, ready to exchange courtesies with the people who would soon be going home from church or chapel. The moon did not give much light yet, but the night promised to be as clear and bright as the previous one had been. "Holloa!" cried Neal, as a man he knew came up quickly. "You are in a hurry to-night." "I have been out on business, Mr. Neal," replied the man, who was in fact assistant to a carpenter and undertaker. " Our work can't always wait for the Sabbath to go by before it is seen to." "Is anybody dead ? " asked Neal. 103 OSWALD CRAY. ' ' Lady Oswald. The message came down to us best part of an hour ago ; so I've been up there." It has been observed that Neal was too well trained a gentleman both in manners and nerves to express much surprise, but this answer caused him the very greatest shock. He was so startled as to take refuge in disbelief. "Lady Oswald, did you say ? But she's not dead ! " " But she is," replied the man. " I ought to know. I've just come from there. " ' ' Why, what has she died of ? They said the railway accident had not materially hurt her." "She haven't died of the accident. She have died of that — • that — what-you-call-it — as is given to folks to take the pain out of 'em." Neal did not understand. " To take the pain out of them ? " he repeated, looking questioningly at the speaker. "That stuff that has come into fashion of late years. The doctors will give it you while you have a tooth took out, if you'll let'em." " Do you mean chloroform ? " " That's it. I never can remember the name. But I'd rather call it poison, for my part — killing folks dead off without warning. " " Who gave it to Lady Oswald ? " " Your master," replied the man, lowering his voice to a whisper as he glanced at the windows of the house. " The servants were in the room with me up there, and they told me about it. There was something to be done to my lady — some bones to be set, I believe — and the doctors went this afternoon, and they give her this stuff, and it killed her. I wonder Parliament don't make a law against its use, for my part." "I am sorry to hear this! " exclaimed Neal. "My lady was very friendly to me. " "Ay. The servants are cut up like anything. And enough to make 'em ! It's a shocking thing. The lady's maid says she can't think why they should have give her the stuff, for Mr. Cray himself told her, when he was there in the afternoon, that what they had to do wouldn't hurt my lady no more than a flea-bite. Any way, she's dead. But I can't stop here, I must get back with the measure. Good-night, Mr. Neal." " Oood-night," replied Neal. He leaned on the gate, watching the man hurrying onwards with his fleet steps, and thinking over what he had heard. Perhaps it is not too much to say that Neal would have preferred to hear of the death of any other person in Hallingham than of Lady Oswald's. Lady Oswald had been a great friend to him, and it had been Neal's intention to put her friendliness to the test in a very short period of time Neal was a subtle schemer, and he had neal's dismay. lo:> been perfecting a plan by which at one bold stroke Lady Oswald's mind should be disabused of that suspicion against himself im- parted to her by Dr. Davenal the day of Miss Caroline's marriage, to which he had been an unsuspected listener, and by which be should also be effectually served. Neal had begun to feel that his tenure in his present situation was no longer sure, and he intended by the help of Lady Oswald to secure to himself a situation of a different nature. Now this grand scheme was destroyed. If Neal's cold and selfish heart could like any one, it had liked her. She had kept up friendly relations with Neal, as a former retainer of Sir John and Thornclyke ; had shown more consideration to Neal than to her own servants— had treated him in fact as superior to her servants. When Neal waited on her at her residence to pay his resjiects, as he did occasionally, she would ring the bell on his departure and say sharply, "Show Mr. Neal out" — as much as to remind her house- hold that he had not been an ordinary servant at Thorndyke. She had also been liberal in her presents to Neal. Altogether, Neal in his discomfiture felt very much as though her ladyship's death was a personal grievance. Jessy the housemaid was the first of the servants to return. The moment she entered, Neal took his hat and went up to Lady Oswald's with a view of learning particulars. The news had been so sudden, so unexpected, that some faint feeling or hope almost seemed to be in the man's mind that he should find it untrue. He found it too true. He was allowed to see Lady Oswald, and he listened to the details given by the servants, gathering them into his mind to be turned over and examined afterwards. Parkins spoke to him privately. She was very bitter about the chloroform : she said that she should always look upon the administering it as an underhand trick not to be understood. There was no question of chloroform when she was in the room, and that was up to the very last moment ; there was no chloroform present that she saw, and the doctors must have had it concealed in their pockets and produced it when her back was turned. She didn't blame Mr. Cray ; she was certain it was not Mr. Cray ; for he had told her privately in the afternoon that the operation would be a mere nothing, a flea-bite — and she could only wonder at Dr. Davenal's not having exercised more caution. One of the servants downstairs had had some experience of chloroform, she added, and her opinion was, that an over-dose must have been given : that Dr. Davenal had mistaken the dose, and given too much. At any rate, if ever there was a murdered woman, it was her mistress. Parkins's eyes were alight when she said this, and Parkins's cheeks aflame. Her grief for the loss of her mistress was turning to anger at its cause. Like Neal, she was beginning to consider it 110 OSWALD CRAY. as a personal grievance, and to resent it accordingly. Self-interest sways the best of us more or less : and Parkins felt that through this she had lost a better place than she should ever find again. Neal asked her a few questions on his own score, and hurried away with the information he had gathered. He hastened home with the utmost speed that his legs would cany him. He had a reason — at least he thought he might have one in future— for not wishing it to be known at home that he had paid that visit to Lady Oswald's. The late returners from church were in the streets when he went back, slowly pacing in the lovely autumn night. He went in just in time to admit the Indies. "Is papa in, Neal?" "Yes," answered Neal, haphazard, for he was of course not positive upon the point. " I fancy he is in his room, Miss Sara." Sara knocked at the consulting-room door and entered. As she went forward, Neal contrived to obtain a passing view of the inteiior. It was still in darkness, and Dr. Davenal was leaning his back against the window-frame, his arms folded, his head bowed, as one wdl stand when under a weight of care. "It looks just as though he had purposely killed her, " was Neal's silent comment. Not that Neal thought it then. No, no. But Neal was in a state of terrible vexation and disappointment ; in that precise mood when it is a relief to vent one's trouble upon any one. "How sad you look, papa!" cried Sara, as she noted hi3 depressed attitude. " And you are all in the dark ! " Dr. Davenal aroused himself, put his hand on his daughter, and turned to face the street. At that moment the passing-bell rang out. Accustomed now to the darkness of the room — not that it was quite dark, for the doctor had thrown open the Venetian blind, and the street lamp cast in its rays — Sara could see how sad and clouded was his face. The death-bell was striking out its quick sharp strokes. "Do you know who the bell is tolling for, papa ? I never heard it ring out so late as this." "I expect it is tolling for Lady Oswald." " For Lady Oswald ? " She was quite breathless as she said it in her startled surprise. "She is dead, child," he said, his subdued voice a contrast to hers. " Oh, papa ! Was it the operation ? Did she die under it 1 " ' ' Yes — in one sense. The operation was successfully accom- plished, but — chloroform was given, and she never rallied from it." Sara stood still, her heart beating. It seemed that a hundred regrets were crowding upon her, a hundred questions. m;ai.'s dismay. Ill " i Oh, papa, why did you administer chloroform ? " she exclaimed, scarcely knowing what she said. For a single moment the temptation came over Dr. Davenal to tell his daughter the truth, and he had unclosed his lips to speak ; but he checked himself in time. Sara was trustworthy — he knew that ; but it was impossible to answer for inadvertent words even from her; and for Mark's sake it might be better to leave her in equal ignorance with the rest of the world. " My dear," he said — and the words sounded strangely solemn to her — " I have striven to do the best always for my patients, under God. Had I been able to save Lady Oswald's life, I would have saved it." "O yes, yes, papa, I know that. We all know it. Did she die quite suddenly ? Was she sensible of her state ? " "People who die under the influence of chloroform seldom know anything after inhaling it. She did not. Sara, it is a painful sub- ject ; I would rather not speak of it. I feel it greatly— greatly. " She quitted him and went upstairs to take off her things. When she came down again Dr. Davenal was in the dining-room, and the tray, as was usual when they dined early, was on the table with some slight refreshment. " Not anything for me," said the doctor to his sister. "I cannot eat to-night." He did not sit down : he was pacing the carpet with thoughtful, measured tread. Neal stole a glance at him from under the corner of his eyes. " Shall I light the gas in your study, sir, to-night ? " "No. Yes, you may light one burner," the doctor added after a moment's pause. "What's the matter, Richard?" asked Miss Davenal. "You seem cut up. Have you had a hard day's work to-day ? " "Pretty well," called out the doctor. "Do you know who it is that is dead? Very queer that the passing-bell should toll out at night ? " "You can tell your aunt, Sara," the doctor quietly said, as he stepped to the door of the room, and vanished, wondering who had told Miss Bettina that the passing-bell was tolling. Sara went close to her aunt, speaking in her slowest and most distinct tones. "Papa has had a great shock, Aunt Bettina. Lady Oswald is dead." Poor Miss Davenal heard for once — heard only too well, and looked perfectly scared. " Lady Oswald dead ! It cannot be, Sara." "She had to undergo some operation in consequence of the accident, and papa gave her chloroform, hoping of course to lighten the pain, and she never rallied from it." 112 OSWALD CRAY. Miss Davenal seized Sara's hands in her dismay; her face had turned white. Neal, who had come in, looked at her as he stood near the door, and wondered whether she was going to faint. "Sara, I don't like that chloroform. I have told the doctor so, often and often. They should never try it upon me. Who gave it her ? " " Papa, " replied Sara, never dreaming that she was not correct in saying so. " Aunt Bettina, he did it for the best." "Best! of course he did it for the best — no one disputes that. But I don't like it : I never did like it. Chloroform has come into fashion now — an improvement on the old state of things, they call it, as they call the railways — and I don't deny that it spares pain ; but I do not like it." By-and-by Sara went to the consulting-room. The doctor was pacing it uneasily. " I have come to say good-night, papa." " You are going to bed early, is it ten o'clock ? " "Yes, I think it is past ten. Good-night, dear papa. I hope you will be better in the morning." " I have felt nothing like it since the death of Richard. Good- night, my child." It was not so much the death itself that was affecting Dr. Davenal, as the appalling reflection that it had been, so to say, wil- fully caused. The knowledge weighed heavily on his heart. CHAPTER XVII. THE NIGHT VISITOR TO DR. DAVENAL. The bed-chamber of Sara Davenal was over the doctor's study, on the opposite side of the landing to the drawing room. It was nut ;\ large room, but longer than it was wide, and the bed was placed at the far-end of the room. The chamber behind it was larger, and occupied by Miss Davenal. The room opposite Miss Davenal's, and behind the drawing-room, had been the bedchamber of Dr. Davenal in his wife's lifetime ; since her death it had been kept as a spare room for visitors. Sara did not begin to undress immediately upon entering the room. She put out the light, and sat down at the open window to indulge in a little quiet thought. It was rather a habit of hers to do so when the night was fine and she came up early. She liked to sit there and think of many things, to glance up at the clear sky in THE NIGHT VISITOR TO DR. DAVENAL. 113 the bright moonlight. With all her practical good sense she was of ;', somewhat dreamy, imaginative temperament ; and since Richard's death she had grown to think more of that other home to which he was gone, the same to which we are all hastening, than is perhaps usual with girls of Sara's age. As she had said to Dr. Davenal in the afternoon, she would wonder whether Richard and her lost mother — whom she but imperfectly remembered — could look down upon her : she was fond of fancying that they were doing so : and she would lose herself in a maze of visionary imaginings. Not on this night, however, did her thoughts turn to Richard. They were full of Lady Oswald and her unhappy death. That this fatal chloroform had been administered in accordance with Dr. Davenal's experienced judgment, Sara assumed as a matter of course ; but she knew enough of him to be sure that the fatal ter- mination would cause him to blame himself bitterly, and she felt for him in the very depths of her heart. It should be observed that although Sara sat close to the open window, she could not be seen by the passers in the street. A small stand had been constructed round the bay window, and this was rilled with flower-pots, behind which Sara was securely sheltered from observation. So that, although she covdd see out perfectly well, sitting as she was now, bhe could not be seen. If she chose to stand at the window and lean out, her head was above the flowers ; but at the same time they prevented her from seeing any- thing immediately below. The ground for a yard or two beyond Dr. Davenal's study window was as completely hidden from her as though it had been a hundred miles off; and it is necessary to mention this. These flowers at Miss Sara Davenal's window were very conspicuous, the admiration of the pedestrian portion of Hallingham, and many a one would halt at the front railings to take a passing gaze at them. They were really beautiful, and Sara took a pride in them and liked to tend them. She liked to inhale their sweet perfume, as she was doing now, sweeter and stronger in the night air than in the garish day. Per- haps the heliotrope was the most powerful : and somehow that heliotrope had become associated in her mind with Oswald Cray. She could not have told why or wherefore ; she had never attempted to analyse the cause : she only knew that when she approached that window, and the perfume of the heliotrope was wafted to her senses, the image of Oswald Cray was, in like manner, mysteriously wafted to her mind. Perhaps it did not require any extraneous aid to bring him to her memory. He was already too securely seated there. For the last twelvemonth, since Oswald Cray had become intimate at their house, her love for him had been gradually growing into being : that subtle understanding, never to be explained, which draws together two human hearts, and only those two, the one for the Oswald Cray. 8 114 OSWALD OKAY. other, of all the whole world, had arisen between them. Oswald Cray had never spoken or hinted at his feelings until the time when Dr. Davenal honestly avowed to him that he had fancied he cared for Caroline : that had brought forth the one word — and it was little more — to Sara. But she had known it just as surely as though he had spoken out all along. Somehow the thoughts of Sara Davenal had wandered from the painful subject of Lady Oswald to this brighter one ; wandered unwittingly, against her will. She would not have chosen to dwell upon her love that sad night, or on the one sweet word of Oswald when he last parted from her : but there it was, sounding in her ears and her heart : and she lost herself in a sweet reverie of the future. Suddenly she was aroused front it. Not by any thought of poor Lady Oswald, or of her father's sorrow, or of the minutes that were hurrying on, or that it was time to prepare for bed ; but by some one coming in at the front gate. It was nothing unusual for that gate to be invaded at night by urgent messengers summoning Dr. Davenal to some bed of sickness. But this intruder had something peculiar about him, or about his movements, which attracted her eye. He was a tall man, wearing a cap and a grey scotch plaid scarf. The cap, which had a peak to it, appeared to be tied down over his ears, and he was completely muffled up in the plaid. Sara looked keenly at the man, with a view to distinguishing his features. In her sympathy with the sick, she hoped to learn who was ill that night and wanted her father. But she was unable to do this, and the first thought that struck her as curious was, that a man should be so completely wrapped up that genial night. The next curious thing that struck her was — the man's movements. He had come very quickly up to the gate, opened it, and gave a sort of dart to the right, which brought him under the shade of the laurels and out of the moonlight. There he stopped, reconnoitring the house, so far as could be seen ; but really it required a keen eye to distinguish him at all from the shrubs. That was not precisely the way in which night applicants came to Dr. Davenal's house ; and Sara, very much astonished, rose quietly from her seat, to obtain a better view. He came on at last, creeping close to the shrubs, until he gained Dr. Davenal's window. With all Sara's endeavours, she there lost sight of him, because he was beneath, but she heard a gentle tapping at the window. Not the imperative summons of one in haste, but a stealthy tapping, which seemed afraid of making itself heard. The window was opened instantly ; therefore it was to be sup- posed that Dr. Davenal had not retired from the room; that his light had probably guided the stranger to the window, instead of to the door. The first sound, after the opening of the window, was a I'll!: NIGHT VISITOR TO Dlt. DAVENAL. 115 warning hush-sh-sh-sh ! but whether it came from the applicant or from her father she could not tell. A short colloquy followed, only a word or two in the most covert tones, and then Dr. Davenal went to the front door and admitted the visitor. Sara sat down over- whelmed with amazement. Some one else was unfortunately overwhelmed with amazement —or perhaps the better word for him would be curiosity — and that was Mr. Neal. Neal had been a w itness to it all. When it struck half-past ten- -and this mysterious visit occurred some five minutes after that time — Dr. Davenal had opened his study door, called to Neal, and told him to put the gas out. This was equivalent to telling him to go to bed : putting out the gas being the last service usually required of Neal. Neal came forward and did as he was bid : he extinguished the hall-lamp and all other burners, with the exception of the one in the doctor's study. Dr. Davenal always took that upon himself, and he put out the burner as he spoke to Neal, and lighted his bedroom candle. Neal then went downstairs and turned the gas oft* at the main. But Neal, as a matter of taste, was not fond of retiring early. And when he came up again, and had shut himself into his pantry, instead of passing into his sleeping-room he blew out his candle, opened the side door, and, dexterously avoiding contact with the shrubs, stole to the front. There he stood, amidst the shrubs, near the doctor's window, with a view possibly of giving himself a little fresh air. He glanced at the window ; the half-shutters were not drawn up, a thing the doctor did himself the very last thing, and he could see the wax light on the table through the Venetian blinds. The upper shutters of the window were closed ; Neal always closed those when he lighted the gas ; but his orders were to leave the lower ones open. It was a fancy of the doctor's to be able to take a look out at the street until the last, if he chose to do so. The upper shutters being closed did not prevent the window being opened at will. It is as well to give these details, for this was an eventful night in the existence of Dr. Davenal : and of others besides. Neal could see Dr. Davenal seated at the table, his head leaning on his hand. Whether he was reading, or whether he had merely bent his head in thought, Neal could not discern, but he thought he had never in his life seen a countenance so troubled. There was nothing in all that, however, to afford particular gratification to Neal's curiosity, and he drew cautiously away from the window, and turned his attention on the street. It was neces- sary to be cautious, for the least stir of the shrubs would have been heard by Dr. Davenal that still night ; sitting as he did with the window a little open, his habit until he retired. Neal stood watching. But Sunday evening hours were early at Hallingham, and most people were indoors and in bed. In point of fact, Neal 110 OSWALD CRAY. had no particular motive in stealing out and standing there ; he was not expecting any one or anything; but he had a habit of peering about him a great deal more than most people have, and Neal rarely went to rest without coming out to take a general and final glance round, and see anything that might by chance be stirring. Little did Neal anticipate the reward his curiosity was to receive this night. He was taking a last look previously to retreating, thinking it rather slow work standing there, when the man who had so surprised Sara Davenal darted in at the gate. Neal strained his eyes in a vain attempt to discover who it was, and backed into safe quarters. He heard the covert tapping at the window ; heard the warning hush when the doctor opened it, and could not say for certain, any more than Sara could, which of the two it was who had given that warning ; and then after a short whispering, the purport of which he was unable to make out, the doctor's tones were a little raised. " I will open the door for you." The stranger made his way to the front door. Neal, in the swift, unerring manner which practice had rendered easy, stole back to his pantry with incredible speed, and was in time to peep out and see the visitor admitted. But he gained nothing by his movement. The hall was in darkness : Dr. Davenal had not brought his candle out, and Neal could not see more than the very faintest outline of their forms. They passed into the room in silence, and Neal heard the door closed quietly and cautiously ; another minute and the bolt was slipped. He took off his shoes and stole on tiptoe to the door, and put his ear to it. No, not a word could he hear. That door was substantial and close-fitting : Neal had tried it before in his life, and obtained no more result than he was obtaining now. He made his way back through the pantry to the window again, and there Neal could have gri taned in impotent rage had he dared, for Dr. Davenal had closed it. But he had not. closed the shutters. Neal, if it was of any use to him, could still get a glimpse between the blinds. It was only a glimpse, for they were almost closed, and it afforded him no satis- faction, for he could see neither Dr. Davenal nor his visitor, who were seated at the side of the room where Neal's vision could not reach them. A very faint hum of voices penetrated his ear, and lie was not sure whether even that was not fancy. Their conversa- tion was being carried on in the lowest tones. Unsatisfactory as was this result, Neal waited with patience. Such men as Neal are always patient. The clock struck eleven, and the clock struck half-past eleven, and Neal was still waiting. Then a change occurred. Dr. Davenal rose from his seat and began pacing the room. His whole face was working with agitatii >n. THE NIGHT VISITOR TO DR. DAVENAL. 117 Neal caught sight of it occasionally as he paced, and was struck hy the troubled expression, nay, the dread that pervaded it. Neal had long ago made up his mind as to the purport of the visit — that it was in some way connected with the catastrophe of the evening, the deatli of Lady ( )swald. Suddenly Neal was startled. His nose was uncommonly close to the window, and the window was abruptly raised ; raised without the slightest warning some half-dozen inches. Neal believed his nose was oil'. When he came to himself, which he really did not for a few moments, words were issuing from the lips of Dr. Davenal. "Silence must be purchased at any price ; at any price. If it takes the whole of my fortune, I must purchase silence." Neal pricked up his ears. Dr. Davenal was walking still ; the visitor, whoever he might be, never moved from his seat. It was only when the doctor approached the window that Neal caught an occasional word. "Yes, Lady Oswald herself. She wished it," were the next words he heard, and then there was another lull. "I am aware of that. Murder? yes, the world would so look upon it. I felt certain that Lady Oswald was one to whom chloro- form, if administered, would prove fatal. Heaven help me ! What have I done that the trials of this day should fall upon my head?" Dr. Davenal was standing at the window as he said this, had halted with his voice close to Neal, and Neal's hair stood on end as he heard it. From that moment the man believed, fully believed in his inmost heart, that his master had purposely destroyed Lady < )swald. Perhaps the belief, judging from these disconnected and certainly ominous words, was excusable. For a short time Neal heard no more. His master had halted opposite the stranger and was talking fast, but nothing came to Neal but a confused sound. Then he advanced again. "I tell you it shall be done. If it costs every penny piece that I have saved, this horrible secret must be bought up — if money will buy it. I shall never know another happy moment ; I shall live as with a sword hanging over me, ever expecting it to fall." Some murmured words came from the stranger, and Neal stretched his ear to its utmost. Whether in doing so lie made the least noise, touched the window, rustled the shrubs, he could not tell, but Dr. Davenal turned and closed the window as swiftly and suddenly as he had opened it. So hearing was cut off. But Neal could still see a little. He saw Dr. Davenal go out of the room with the candle and bring back a plate of biscuits and a decanter of wine. He knew hi' must have gone to the dining-room for them. A wish crossed Neal's mind to go indoors, make the excuse that he had heard his master stirring, and dash into the study on pretence of inquiring if he 118 OSWALD CRAY. could do anything. But he did not dare. Neal would have given a whole year's wages for one good look at the visitor. Barely had Dr. Davenal put down the decanter and biscuits when lie turned to the window and pulled up the shutters. It was checkmate for Neal. He went in and stood just outside his pantry, hesitating whether to go close to the room door or not. A good thing he did not, for Dr. Davenal came out almost immedi- ately, and went up to his daughter's room. Neal heard him knock at it very softly ; he heard him ask in a whisper whether she was in bed yet. That she was not in bed the immediate opening of the door proved. Dr. Davenal went in and closed the door. Neal could hear the murmur of his voice, as if he were explaining something to his daughter, and then they came down together, treading softly, not to arouse the house. Neal could see that she w r as fully dressed, in the same silk she had worn in the day. They went in, and the door was closed and the bolt slipped as before. Ten minutes, and Sara came out again alone. Neal could tell who it was by the rustling of the silk, but there was no light. She returned to her room, but not before Neal thought he had caught the sound of a sob. The next to come forth was the visitor, still in the darkness. Dr. Davenal opened the hall door and let him out. Neal, with his quick movements, glided round to his post of observation in the front garden, and was just in time to see him go through the gate, the cap drawn over his face, and the grey plaid muffled around him. CHAPTER XVIII. AFTER THE VISITOR'S DEPARTURE. If ever signs of misery, of despair, of terror, were depicted on a human face, they were on Dr. Davenal's as he sat that night in his study. His arms were folded, his head was bent, his eyes had a wild anxious look in them, very foreign to the usually calm gaze of the composed surgeon. An hour and a quarter had he thus sat since the departure of that midnight visitor who had brought with him so much apparent mystery, so much woe, and the house clock was striking one. The sound did not arouse Dr. Davenal ; he sat on with his face of despair. The wax light, unheeded, stood on a side-table where it had been AFTER THE VISITOR'S DEPARTURE. 119 put. It had burnt nearly to the socket, and it now began to spurt with a great light. That awoke Dr. Davenal from his reverie. The prospect of being left in the dark was not a pleasant one ; and he tore a bit of paper from a journal lying near, and essayed to light the gas, completely forgetting that it had been turned off at the main. Finding his mistake, he stood a moment with his hand to his temples, as if endeavouring to collect his thoughts, and then opened the door of his bedroom. Candles always stood there on the mantel-piece, and he brought one forward, and succeeded in lighting it from the dying taper. This had the effect of effectually arousing him. He looked at his watch, and then held the candle up to a book-shelf, whence he selected a local railway-guide, and sat down to the table to consult it. "•Nothing until the morning!" he exclaimed in a tone that might have been one of vexation, but for its deeper sound of pain. "Stay — yes, there is! There's the train that passes at 3.20 for Merton, and I should find a train on from thence. Then I must go by it. There's no time to be lost, once the morrow has dawned, if this unhappy business is to be suppressed. Twenty minutes past three, and now it is one ; I can lie down for an hour and a half." He went at once into his bedroom, took off his coat, and lay down on the outside of the bed. There was no fear of his falling asleep. Sleep for a mind troubled as was Dr. Davenal's is out of the question. Rest also seemed to be. He could not lie still. He tossed and turned on the uneasy counterpane, and finally sprang from it, and took to pacing the room. Neal, who was regaling his ear at the chamber door, could hear every footfall, eveiy groan of the dis- tressed heart. Never more in this world would the heart of Richard Davenal lose its care. Neal was not in the habit, with all his ferreting propensities, of sitting up at night to pursue them ; but this night was an ex- ceptional one. To say that Neal had been confounded at what had taken place would be saying little, in comparison with its effect upon him. He did not love his master ; he did not like him — it may not be going too far to say that he hated him — for Neal's instinct had taught him that his master partially saw through him, suspected him to be the villain he was — but to believe him capable of deliberately destroying one of his patients, was, in truth, almost too great a stretch even for Neal. Until that night, Neal could not have believed him capable of any wrong act ; he gave him credit, for he could not help doing so, for his honour and virtues, whilst he disliked him ; but he did in truth now believe that Dr. Davenal had wilfully killed Lady Oswald. That is, that he hud 120 OSWALD CRAY. deliberately given her chloroform, knowing it would probably end her life. The faintest possible doubt of this had been first caught from Parkins. Not actual doubt, but an angry feeling at the extreme imprudence of the doctor in having given it. Neal no more believed then that Dr. Davenal had done it deliberately than he could have believed the most monstrous improbability in the world. Still, the idea had been admitted ; and, when that strange visitor was with his master afterwards, and Neal heard, with his own ears, the suspicious words that fell, he could put upon them only one inter- pretation — that, incredible as it seemed, his master ioas guilty, and not unintentionally, *of the death of Lady Oswald. Neal hoped to arrive at the why and the wherefore, and he thought nothing of sitting up the whole night, if by that means he might gain any satisfactory solution. Neal, it must be confessed, was utterly stunned by the affair, and could not see or understand yet with any clearness. Dr. Davenal paced his room — both rooms, in fact, for the door was open between them — and he passed from one to the other in his restless wanderings, his mental agony. Soon after two he began to prepare for his journey. He changed his clothes, and poured out a basinful of cold water and bathed his face with it. He put on another pair of boots ; he searched for his gloves ; he looked out an overcoat, and then he stood for a few minutes and thought. Lifting the writing-desk from under the table, where you may remember it was kept, he unlocked it, and was for some little time examining certain papers it contained. Some of these he put into his pocket, and then he locked the desk and replaced it. Next he sat down to write a note ; only a line or two. It was getting on past the half-hour then. He opened the door and went forth from his room. Neal, who had heard him coming, peeped from his pantry and saw him turn to the stairs, the candle in one hand, a note held in the other. Neal cautiously stole forward a step or two, and looked and listened. He was down again instantly ; he had only gone to the first floor, and had not opened any door, or Neal must have heard it — had not, in fact, been long enough to open one. The note was gone, and Neal wondered where he had left it. He went into the study, and came out without the light, an over- coat on, and his hat in his hand. The moonlight shone in now through the fan-light over the front door, and Neal could see so much. He appeared to be coming towards the pantry ; Neal silently closed the door and slipped the bolt. Neal took very good care to keep his own locks and bolts well oiled. Dr. Davenal essayed to open the pantry door and found it fastened. He knocked at it, not over gently. Neal, too great a diplomatist to be taken at a loss, Hung off his coat, waistcoat, and AFTER THE VISITOR'S DEPARTURE. 121 slippers, threw back his braces, rumpled his hair, and opened the door to his master with the air of a man just aroused from bed. "Why do you sleep with the door locked, Neal 1 "— and the question was put imperatively. "I— it is but very rare that I do, sir. I must have shot the bolt last night without thinking." "I won't have it done. No one shall sleep in my house with a locked door. It is a dangerous habit. Were a fire to take place, and the sleeper a heavy one, he might not be aroused in time. Don't do it again. Neal," he continued, changing his tone, "I am sum- moned out farther away than usual. I don't care to disturb Miss Davenal — you can tell them to-morrow morning. I shall not be home all day. No one is to sit up for me to-morrow night ; I may be detained longer. Tell Miss Davenal so." 'Very well, sir," replied Neal. "Is the carriage ready for you ? " Neal put this cunningly. He felt sure his master was not going in the carriage. "I don't require the carriage. That's all, Neal; you can go to bed again. I was obliged to disturb you." Dr. Davenal turned, walked straight to the front door, and let himself out, closing it after him. Neal waited a moment, rearranged his attire a little, and then stepped also to the front door and drew the heavy bolt across it. No danger now of his master's coming in with his latch-key to pounce upon him. Neal got a light, went into the study, and took a leisurely sur- vey. He was scarcely rewarded. There was nothing whatever about, more than on other mornings. No signs remained of the stranger's visit ; not a trace that could betray any disturbance on the part of Dr. Davenal. The sherry and biscuits were put up. Neal walked across to the dining-room and found them in the sideboard, just as he had left them on the previous night. Neal solaced him- self with some of the sherry, and went back to the study. The old cloth was undisturbed on the table, the blotting-bo< »k and inkstand lying on it. Neal looked through the book, but re- ceived no satisfaction. He examined the pens, and saw that in one of them the ink was not yet dry. In the bedroom the clothes which his master had taken off lay about. Mr. Neal en passant visited the pockets and found them empty. The bed was pressed on the outside, but had not been slept in. That curious visit in the night might have been a dream, for all that was left to tell of it. " But there's that note yet," thought Neal. "What did he take it up-stairs for, and where did he leave it 1 " Stealing up the stairs, shading the light in his hand, Neal came to the vestibule, and looked on the table. He looked on the stand, which held a beautiful statue in marble; he looked everywhere. But there was no letter. 122 OSWALD CRAY. " I'm positive he did not stop long enough to open a door!" ejaculated Neal, very much puzzled. A bright thought struck him. He bent down, still shading the light with his hand, and peered under Miss Sara Davenal's door. And then came Neal's reward. He saw the corner of something white quite close to him, not pushed quite beyond the door. Dr. Davenal, not to disturb his daughter, had left his letter for her in that way. Neal took out his pen-knife, and, with its help, by dint of per- severance and ingenuity, succeeded in drawing back the note, which he stole down-stairs with, and into his own chamber. A little more ingenuity with the pen-knife, and the envelope, not yet fully dry, came open. Neal had obtained an insight into some secrets in his life, but never one so weighty as this, never one had touched on that ugly word " murder" which was running through Neal's mind : and his usually impassive face grew scarlet with excitement. " My dear Child, ' ' Business connected with this most unhappy secret obliges me to go out for a day, perhaps two. I shall leave a message with Neal. Do not appear to know anything when he delivers it : hear it as though you were a stranger to everything. Don't talk of my ab- sence to any one if you can help it. People will conclude I have gone to see some patient at a distance, as will your aunt : it is not necessary to undeceive them. R. D." There was not so very much to be made out of that, and the scarlet faded again from Neal's disappointed face. "This most unhappy secret," he repeated twice over, as if the words bore some pleasant sound for him. Whatever the secret might be, it was evident that Miss Sara Davenal had been made cognisant of it ; and Neal rather rejoiced in the trouble it must be for her, for he liked his young mistress not one whit better than he liked his master. He read the note again, put it in the envelope, refastened that, stole up-stairs and pushed under the door, and then retired to his neglected bed. CHAPTER XIX. COMMOTION. Meanwhile Dr. Davenal was walking through the streets of the town, lying so calm, so still in the moonlight. Not with any hurried tread; rather with a slow one. In restlessness of mind, he had come out sooner than he need have done; but bodily activity is a relief to mental anguish. COMMOTION. 123 "Good-night, doctor! or rather good-morning — for that's what it is." The salutation came from one of the general practitioners of the town, a hard-worked apothecary, whose business took him out a good deal at night. He was hastening up a side street, near the town-hall, and Dr. Davenal had not observed him. " Ah, is it you, Smithson 'I A fine night, is it not ? " "All nights are pretty near the same to me," returned Mr. Smithson. "I see too much of them. I wish folk would be so accommodating as to choose the day to be ill in. I don't know who'd be one of us. It's not often that we see you abroad at night, though, doctor ? " "Not often. We can't help it sometimes, you know. Good- night." They were bound different ways. The doctor had walked on his, when Mr. Smithson came running back. "Dr. Davenal, what is the truth about Lady Oswald? I hear she's dead." "She is — unhappily." " And the report going about is, that she died from the effects of chloroform ! Could not rally after inhaling it." "Ah, it's a sad thing," replied the doctor ; "a grievous thing. There's a dark side in these new discoveries : sacrificing the few whilst blessing the many. Good-night, I say. I can't stop." " It's true, then, that it was the chloroform % " "Yes, it's true." Dr. Davenal increased his pace : he was in no mood for question- ing, and this in particular was painful to him. A short time, and he stood before the Abbey, looking up at its windows. He was sorry to disturb Mark, but he deemed it was necessary, and he rang the night-bell. A new bell which Mark Cray had had placed in the house, and which rang himself up, not his household. Dr. Davenal waited, I mt he ring was unanswered, and he rang again, with a similar result. A third summons brought Mark to the window, which he threw up, half-asleep still. "If that's the way you are going to let your night applicants ring, Mark Cray, almost as good not to have put- up the bell." Mark Cray could scarcely believe his eyes when he saw who was the speaker. "I was in a heavy sleep," he answered. "Did you ring more than once 1 " A heavy sleep! Truly Dr. Davenal marvelled at the words. He marvelled that sleep could visit Mark Cray at all that night, after his share in its fatal work. "What is the matter ? " asked Mark. "Am I wanted ? " "It is I who want you," said the doctor. " I must say a word to you if you will come down. I am called out of town." 124 OSWALD CRAY. Mark attired himself sufficiently to descend, which he did in a state of wonder. He had never received a night visit from Dr. Davenal. It was quite out of the usual order of things, and he would about as soon have expected a live kangaroo to wait upon him. He opened the front door, and they stepped into the dining- room. "Who is ill? " inquired Mark. "Are you called out far 1 " "I am going out on a little private business of my own. The train for Merton will pass through presently, and I shall take it. If " "Why did you not tell me this last night?" interrupted Mark. " Because I did not then know I should have to go. You must take my patients for me. What I wished particularly to say to you was about the inquest. They can't have it to-morrow — that is, to- day — Monday ; but I think they are sure to hold it on Tuesday. If I am not back by then " "What inquest ? " interrupted Mark, wonderingly. "The inquest on Lady Oswald." " My goodness ! Do you think there will be an inquest ? " " Of course there will be. What are you dreaming of ? The re- mote cause of her death was the accident to the train. I am not quite sure of being back in time. I expect to be home on Tuesday morning early ; but it is possible I may be detained a little longer. If I am not back, Mark, you will be the only witness — at least the only one who can speak to the facts of the death. Let me advise you to say as little as possible. Volunteer no information ; answer their questions briefly ; and don't get into a long-winded narration, as you are apt to do, or you may betray yourself. You will not mistake me, " Dr. Davenal added. " I have always been open, truth- ful, candid as the day ; and if I so speak now it is in your interest. I was thinking this over a great deal last evening after I left you, and I see that it is essential to your good name in your profession that the facts of the case should not be made known. Do not sup- pose I advise you to a direct deviation from the truth ; nothing <>f the sort. ' Chloroform was exhibited with a view to lessening her sufferings, and she never rallied from it, ' is all you need say. Similar cases are unhappily not unknown ; 1 fear not very uncommon ; and the coroner will not be likely to exact minute particulars, or inquire whether you gave it her, or whether I did. He will assume that we acted in concert." Mark Cray nodded. He was nervously and incessantly pushing back his hair. ' I know how fond you are of talking," resumed Dr. Davenal, " therefore I deemed it well to give you this caution. To tell you I In' truth, I had rather not be at the inquest, and shall not be sorry if J can't get back to it." COMMOTION. 125 "Are you going away on purpose?" suddenly asked Mark, who was much given to leaping to conclusions. " Certainly not. I am going on an important matter of my own. Look here, Mark Cray: one good turn deserves another. It will hu concluded in the town that I am called away to a patient at a long distance : as I have been before, you know, and detained two or three days. People will be sure to think so now, and there is no necessity to undeceive them. You will oblige me in this. I don't want the town to concern itself with my private affairs: let people think I am with a patient. They don't know to the contrary at home." ' ' I shan't say anything to the contrary," said Mark. ' ' Let pe< >ple think what they will; they are a set of busy-bodies at the best." Dr. Davenal departed. And Mr. Cray went back to his room, sleepy still, but wondering in the midst of it what could suddenly have called away the doctor to a distance. No letter could have arrived in the middle of the night, Mark argued: and a suspicion crossed his mind that he was, in spite of his denial, going away to avoid the inquest. The doctor walked over to the station, there to wait the train. He had given this caution, as to Mark's testimony at the inquest, entirely in his good feeling towards him, his solicitude for his welfare. For himself, he did hope he should not be back for it. Inconvenient questions might be asked, and he did not relish the idea of standing up and avowing that he had so far helped on Lady ( Oswald's death as to have joined in giving her chloroform ; he could not avow it without testifj'ing to a deliberate falsehood : yet this he must do, or betray Mark Cray . But he had a matter of greater importance to think of than the inquest : a matter that was weighing down his heart with dread. Of all the passengers that train contained, soon to be whirling on its way to Morton, not one had the sickening care to battle with that was distracting the nourishing and envied physician. The first to enter the breakfast-room that morning at his resi- dence was his sister. The meal was always laid in the dining-room. Miss Davenal wore her usual morning costume, a gown of that once fashionable but nearly obsolete material called nankin. It was not fashionably made up, but in the old scant style, and it exaggerated Miss Davenal's already tall form. She wore it for breakfast only, generally dressing for the day as soon as the meal was over. Sara followed, in a flowing dress of delicate muslin, and she took her seat at once at the breakfast-table. " Is your papa out of his room yet, do you know ? " "I have not seen him," replied Sara, a faint red flushing her pale face at the evasive answer. Very pale she looked. Had Miss Bettina been gifted with unusual penetration, she might have detected that some great dread was up< >n her. 128 OSWALD CRAY. But Miss Bettina was that morning especially preoccupied. On the previous Saturday Dr. Davenal had told her that certain country friends were coming into Hallingham on that day, Monday, and lie should invite them to dinner ; or else that he had invited them : in her deafness she did not catch which he said. She had replied by asking him what he would have for dinner, and he said they would settle all that on Monday morning. Monday morning had now arrived ; and Miss Bettina, a punctilious housekeejser, choosing to have everything in order and to treat visitors liberally, was in a fidget to make the arrangements, and waited impatiently for Dr. Davenal. Watson, fussy also in the domestic department, liking at any rate to receive her orders in good time, had come in with Miss Davenal. Miss Davenal rang the bell : an intimation to Neal that they were ready for the coffee. She turned to the table, and the first thing that struck her sharp eyes in its arrangements was, that only two breakfast cups were on it. "What is Neal thinking about this morning ? " she exclaimed. "I don't fancy my master is stirring yet," observed Watson. " I have not heard him." "Nonsense!" returned her mistress. "When did you ever know your muster not stirring at eight o'clock '? " "Not often, ma'am, it's true, " was Watson's answer. "But it might happen. I know he Avas disturbed in the night." Sara glanced up with a half-frightened look. She dropped her eyes again, and began making scores on the cloth with her fork. "It was the oddest thing," began Watson — and she was speaking in the low clear tones which made every word distinct to Miss Davenal. ' ' Last night I was undressing with the blind up, without a candle, for the moon was light as day, when I saw a man turn in at the gate, and I said to myself, ' Here comes somebody bothering for master ! ' He sprang to the side, and crouched under the laurels, and stopped there looking at the house. ' Very strange ! ' I said to myself again ; ' that's not the way sick folk's messengers come in.' After a minute I heard him tap at the window of the doctor's consulting-room. Ma'am, if ever I thought of a robber in my life, I thought of one then, and if it hadn't been for my presence of mind, I should have aroused the house " "Be silent, Watson!" sharply interrupted Miss Davenal. "Look at Miss Sara ! You are frightening her to death.'' Sara, her face more like death than life, was gazing at Watson, her eyes strained, her lips apart, as one under the influence of some great terror. Was she afraid of what might be coming? It appeared so. "There's nothing to be alarmed at, Miss Sara " " I'.e quiet; be quiet!" gasped Sara, putting up her hands. " You frighten me." COMMOTION. 127 "But indeed there is nothing to he frightened at, as you'll hear, Miss Sara,'' persisted the woman. "It's a fact that I was a little frightened myself ; one hears of housebreakers getting into houses in so strange a manner ; and I went out of my room and leaned over the banisters and listened. It was all right, for I heard the doctor open the hall door and take the man into his consulting- room, and shut himself in with him. How long the man stopped, and who he was, I can't tell ; he did not go away while I was awake. And, ma'am, that's how I know my master was disturbed in the night." Neal had entered, and was disposing his dishes on the table. Miss Davenal drew his attention to the shortness of the cups. "It is quite right, ma'am. The doctor went out in the middle of the night; at least about two in the morning; and he charged me to tell you he should not be home all day ; perhaps not all night. No one is to sit up for him." " Where has he gone ? " asked Miss Bettina. Neal could not tell. His master had said he was going to a distance. But Miss Bettina could not make it out at all, and asked question upon question. How had he gone ? — the carriage was not out. Walked away on foot, and said he was going to a distance, and might not be home for a day and a night ? It was the most mysterious proceeding she had ever heard of. " Did you see or hear anything of a strange man coming in in the night ? " she asked of Neal. "No, ma'am," replied Neal, with his usual impassivity. "I see my master's bed has not been slept in ; and he has taken an overcoat with him." Sara lifted her burning face. " Let it rest, Aunt Bettina ! Wait until papa is home again, and ask particulars of him. If patients need him at a distance, it is bis duty to go to them." The last words were spoken defiantly ; not at her aunt, but at the servants. She felt on the very verge of desperation. What disastrous consequences might not this enquiry into the night's work bring forth ! " Let it rest ! " retorted Miss Bettina. " Yes, that is what you young and careless ones would like to do. Look at my position ! The responsible mistress of this house, and left at an uncertainty whether people are coming to dinner or whether they are not. Your papa must have gone clean out of his wits to go off and not leave word behind him." " You can settle upon a dinner as well as papa can, Aunt Bettina." "Settle upon a dinner! It's not that. It is the not knowing whether there's to be a dinner or not, and whether the people have been invited," 128 OSWALD CRAY. When Miss Davenal was put out about domestic arrangements it took a great deal to calm her. Neal and Watson were questioned and cross-questioned as to the events of the night, and breakfast was passed in a commotion. Sara shuddered with a nameless fear, and wondered whether that dreadful secret might not yet become known. A secret which bore for Sara Davenal all the more terror from the fact that she was only imperfectly acquainted with its nature. Dr. Davenal had thought it well for certain reasons to call her down to his room, and she had there seen the ominous visitor: but the particulars had been kept from her. That there existed a secret, and a terrible one, which might burst at any hour over their heads, bringing with it disgrace as well as misery, she had been obliged to learn ; but its precise nature she was not told ; was not allowed, it may be said, to guess at. Dr. Davenal so far spared her. He spared her from the best of motives, forgetting that suspense is, of all human pain, the worst to bear. With the exception of what that little note told her, which she saw lying inside her door when she rose in the morning, she knew nothing of the motives of her father's journey ; where he had gone, or why he had gone. She only knew it was imperative that that night's visit to the house should remain a profound secret. And now the servants knew of it — had seen the stranger come in — might talk about it indoors and out ! No wonder that Sara Davenal shivered and grew sick at heart ! CHAPTER XX. GOING DOWN TO THE FUNERAL. The commotion in the town rose that morning to its height : it equalled the commotion at Miss Davenal's breakfast-table. But not from the same exciting cause. The one was led to by the curious absence of Dr. Davenal ; the other had its source in the death of Lady Oswald. She had lived so long amongst them— had been, so to say, the head of the social and visiting community of Hallingham ! A great lady once, the Lady Oswald of Thorndyke. Had she died in the ordinary course of nature, after weeks or months of illness, it would still have created a stir ; but to have died from inhaling chloroform consequent upon the railway accident, did cause very great and un- wonted excitement. People were shocked at her death : they GOING DOWN TO THE FUNERAL. 129 mourned for the somewhat eccentric old lady who had been seen driving through their streets in her close carriage for years ; but they never cast so much as a shadow of reproach upon the doctors who might be said to be, however unwittingly, the authors of it. They railed at the chloroform, calling it uncertain, dangerous stuff; but not the slightest reflection was thrown on the judgment which had caused her to inhale it. Mark Cray was beset with questions and remarks, especially from his medical brethren in the town. In Dr. Davenal's absence, people flew to him for particulars. He remembered the doctor's caution, and said as little as possible. It was an unpleasant subject to speak of, he observed to them — they could understand that. But tie curious questioners only understood it partially, and rather won- dered why Mr. Cray should be so chary of information. The inquest took place on the Tuesday, as Dr. Davenal had sur- mised it would. It was held quite as a matter of course— not with a view to eliciting the cause of death; that was already known — simply because the law rendered an inquest necessary. The doctor was not back for it, and Mr. Cray was the principal witness. The operation had been most satisfactorily performed by Dr. Davenal, he testified, but Lady Oswald did not rally from the effects of the chloroform. They had tried every means to arouse her without result. The coroner presumed the chloroform had been administered with all due caution ; he felt persuaded it would be by so experienced a surgeon as Dr. Davenal. Certainly, was the answer of Mark Cray. It was given her with the best of motives : to spare her acute suffering : and no one could more bitterly regret the result than they did. It was impossible to foresee, he continued, that this great blessing — yes, he must still call it so— to suffering humanity, which had spared anguish to "thousands, he might say had spared numberless lives, would have an opposite effect upon Lady Oswald, and bring death to her instead of relief. He had never for one moment in his own judgment doubted the expediency of giving it to her : were the thing to come over again (the result being hidden from him) he should do the same. Not a word that Mark Cray said but had its weight, and was appreciated. The death was regarded as a pure misfortune, an accident that could not have been prevented by human foresight, and for which blame was due to no one. And the verdict was in accordance with this. The only one on whom the facts were yet destined to make an unpleasant and not satisfactory impression was Mr. Oswald Cray. The first intimation of Lady Oswald's death reached him through the Times newspaper. As junior in the firm, he lived in the house in Parliament Street, the senior partners preferring residences out of town. The chief part of the house was devoted to busi- ness purposes, and Oswald Cray had only two or three rooms for Oswald Cray. 9 130 OSWALD CRAY. his private use. On the Thursday morning, the Times was brought to him as usual whilst he was at breakfast. It was folded as usual ; and on putting the supplement aside for the more impor- tant part, his eye caught the word Oswald. He looked further : and nothing could exceed his surprise. He gazed at the announcement almost as though he was in a dream : "At her residence in Hallingham, Susan Hannah Lady Oswald, aged seventy-one, widow of Sir John Oswald of Thomdyke." The date of her death, probably by an oversight, had not been inserted, and Oswald Cray was left to conjecture it. Certainly he did not suppose it had occurred as far back as on the previous Sunday, the day after he left Hallingham. What had she died from ? The accident ? He had been given to understand that night that she was not materially injured : he now supposed she must have been. Why had no one written to acquaint him with the fact ? He would have been glad to see her for a final farewell ; would have thought nothing of his time and trouble in going down for it. Mark might have written. He could not remember having corresponded with Mark in all his life, half- brothers though they were ; but still Mark might have gone out of his way to drop him a line now. Parkins might have written ; in fact he considered it was Parki*is's duty to have written, and he should tell her so : and Dr. Davenal might have written. Of the three mentioned, Oswald Cray would soonest have expected the doctor to write, and the omission struck him as being somewhat singular. The post brought news. Amidst the letters that came for the firm was one to himself. It bore the Hallingham post-mark, and he opened it at once. A look of blank disappointment, mingled with surprise, settled on his face as he read. It was not from Dr. Davenal, from Mark Cray, or from Parkins ; it gave him no details, any more than if he had been the greatest stranger to Lady Oswald. It was a formal intimation from the undertaker that her late ladyship's funeral would take place on Friday at eleven o'clock, and requesting his attendance at it, if convenient. "Her funeral to-morrow ! " ejaculated Oswald. "Then she must have died almost immediately. Perhaps the very night I came up. Why couldn't somebody have written ? " He ai-ranged business matters so as to go down that afternoon and arrived at Hallingham between six and seven o'clock. Leaving his portmanteau with a porter, he went on to his usual place of sojourn, "The Apple Tree." It was near the terminus, a little beyond the town, one of those quiet country inns now almost obsolete. An old-fashioned, roomy house, with a swinging sign- board before the door, and a large garden of fruit and vegetables behind it. No fashionable person Would look at it twice. Oswald GOING DOWN TO THE FUNERAL. 1.31 Cray had been recommended to it long ago as his place of sojourn in Hallingham, where his stay seldom lasted more than two days : and he had found himself so comfortable, so quiet, so perfectly at home, that he would not have exchanged it for the grandest hotel in Hallingham, had the said hotel graciously intimated that it would receive him for nothing. The host, whose name was John Hamos, came forward to receive him ; a respectable, worthy man, with a portly person and a red face, who might be seen occasionally in a white apron washing up glasses, and waited on his guests himself. He and Oswald were the best of friends. " Good-evening, sir. My wife said you'd be down to-night or in the morning. We were sure you would attend the funeral. A sad thing, sir, is it not 1 " "A very sad thing, John," returned Oswald. "I seem unable to believe it. It was only this morning that I received the tidings. "What did she die of ? The accident to the train ? " "No, sir, she didn't die of that. At least that was not the immediate cause of death, though of course it must be said to have led to it. She died from the effects of chloroform." "Died from — what did you say?" asked Oswald, staring at the man. "From chloroform, sir." " From chloroform ! " he repeated, "I don't understand." "It seems, sir, that on the Sunday it was discovered that her ladyship had sustained some internal injury — to the ribs, I believe, — and she had to submit to an operation. Chloroform was given her whilst it was performed, and she never rallied from it." " Who gave her the chloroform ? " "Dr. Davenal." "Dr. Davenal!" echoed Mr. Oswald Cray, and his accent of astonishment was so unmistakeable, that the landlord looked at him in surprise. "Why, he — he " "What, sir?" Oswald had brought his words to a sudden pause. His face was a picture of doubt and bewilderment. "It could not have been Dr. Davenal." "It was, sir," repeated John Hamos. "Who else would be likely to undertake the operation but him? He and Mr. Cray were together, but it was the doctor who performed it. As of course it would be." "But he did not give the chloroform ? " "Why, yes he did, sir. He gave it for the best. As was said afterwards at the inquest, they could not possibly foresee that what saved pain and was a blessing to thousands, would prove fatal to her ladyship." " Who said that at the inquest ? Dr. Davenal ? " 132 OSWALD CRAY. • Mr. Cray, sir. The doctor wasn't present at the inquest ; ho was away from the town. He went away in the night, some one said, just after the death : was fetched out to some patient at a distance, and didn't get back here till — Wednesday morning, I think it was." "And she never rallied from the chloroform'? " " Never at all, sir. She died under it." Oswald Cray said no more. He went up to the bedroom that he always used, there to remove some of the travelling dust. But instead of proceeding at once to do so, he stood in thought with folded arms and bent brow. John Hamos's information respecting the chloroform was troubling him. Why should it trouble him 1 Could not he believe, as others did, that it was given in all hope and confidence, according to the best judgment of the surgeons ? No, he could not believe it, so far as regarded the chief surgeon, Dr. Davenal : and the reason was this. On the night of the accident, when Dr. Davenal sprang into the carriage that was about to proceed to the scene, he jumped into a seat by the side of Oswald Cray. They entered into conversation, and their topic was, not unnaturally, accidents in general. It led to the subject of chloroform, and Dr. Davenal expressed his opinion upon that new aid to science as freely as he afterwards expressed it to Mark Cray. How strange are the incidents, and small events that shape the course of human destiny ! But for that accidental conversation half the trouble that is about to be related never would have taken place. And the cruel shadow, that was waiting to spread its wings over the days of more than one wayfarer on the path of life, would have found no resting-place to darken with its evil. Dr. Davenal spoke his opinion freely to Oswald Cray with regard to chloroform. He did not deny its great virtues, sparing pain to many whose sufferings would otherwise be almost intolerable ; but he said that there were some few to whom he would as soon give poison as chloroform, for the one would be just as fatal as the other. And he instanced Lady Oswald. The unfortunate fact of Lady Oswald being in the disabled train to which they were hastening, possibly one of its wounded, no doubt suggested her name to Dr. Davenal as his example. There were other people whom he attended — a slight few — to whom he deemed chloroform would be as baneful as to Lady Oswald : but she was in question, as it were, that night, and he cited her. There must have been some fatality in it. " She is one, if I am any judge, who could not bear it ; who would be almost certain not to survive its effects," were the words he used to Oswald. " I would as soon give Lady Oswald a dose of poison as suffer her to take chloroform." GOING DOWN TO THE FUNERAL. 133 The words, spoken to Oswald only, not to the other inmates of the carriage who were busy talking on their own score, had not made any particular impression upon him at the time, but they returned to his memory now with singular force. He asked himself what it could mean. Dr. Davenal had distinctly told him that inhaling chloroform would be as poison to Lady Oswald ; he was now assured by John Hamos that, not four-and-twenty hours after that conversation, he, Dr. Davenal, had himself administered chloroform toher. And the result was death. Death— as Dr.. Davenal had expressed his firm conviction it would be. Mr. Oswald Cray could only come to the conclusion that there must be some mistake in the statement of facts now given to him. It was impossible to arrive at any other conclusion. That there was no mistake on his own part, as to the opinion expressed to him by the doctor, he knew. He recalled the very words in which it was deliberately spoken. It was not a mere allusion or a single sentence. About that there was no doubt ; but he felt that a mistake must lie somewhere. The chloroform could not have been given by Dr. Davenal ; perhaps he had not even been present at the operation. He quitted "The Apple Tree," and bent his steps to Lady Oswald's. Parkins came to him in grief. Parkins was — it has been said so before — genuinely grieved at her lady's death, and it showed itself chiefly by her breaking into a shower of tears with every fresh person she saw. One of the first questions put to her by Mr. Oswald Cray was as to her not having written to inform him of the death. He wished to know why she had not done so. " I don't know why, sir," she sobbed, " except that I have been bewildered ever since it happened. I have been as one out of my mind, sir, with the shock and grief. I'm sure I beg your pardon for the neglect, but it never so much as struck me till yesterday, when the undertaker was here about the funeral. He asked who was to be invited to it, and then it came into my mind that you ought to have been written to, but I said perhaps Mr. Cray had done it.' "Well, sit down whilst you talk, Parkins," he said in kindly tones. "I can understand that you have been very much shocked by it. Are any of Lady Oswald's relatives here ?" "There's that nephew of hers, sir, the parson; the poor gentle- man that she'd send a little money to sometimes. He heard of it accidentally, he says, and came off at once with his brother. They got here this morning. Very nice people, both of them, sir, but they seem poor. They think no doubt that my lady's money is left to them, as I dare say it is. She a I wish to ask you a question or two about the death, Parkins," he pointedly interrupted. "When was it discovered that Lady Oswald was seriously injured ?" 134 OSWALD CRAY. "Not until the Sunday, sir. When Mr. Cray came home with her here on the return from Hildon, lie wanted to examine into her state, but she was very obstinate, and persisted in saying she wouldn't be touched that night ; that she wasn't hurt. I fancy Dr. Davenal thought it was wrong of Mr. Cray not to have insisted upon it — but Mr. Cray himself did not think there was any grave injury: he told me so then. The next morning I thought they would both be here, Dr. Davenal and Mr. Cray ; but Mr. Cray came alone. The doctor, it appeared, had been sent for to Thorn- dyke—" " To Thorndyke 1 " involuntarily interrupted Oswald. "Yes, sir, somebody was ill there. However, he, the doctor, was back and up here in the afternoon. He had seen Mr. Cray, and he came to examine into her state for himself : for it had been discovered then that she was more injured than they thought. At first my lady said she would not submit to the operation, which Mr. Cray had already told her must take place ; but Dr. Davenal talked to her, and she consented, and they fixed half-past five in the afternoon. Have you heard how she died, sir ? " broke off Parkins abruptly. " I have heard since I arrived here this evening that she died from the effects of chloroform." "And so she did, sir. And it's a thing that I shall never under- stand to my dying day." Parkins spoke the last words with vehemence. Mr. Oswald Cray thought he did not understand it either ; but he did not say so. " In what way don't you understand it ? " he asked quietly. "How it was they came to give her chloroform. I am quite certain, sir, that up to the very moment that the operation was ready to be begun, there was no thought of chloroform. It was not as much as mentioned, and if any chloroform had been in the room amidst the preparations, I must have seen it." " Were you present during the operation ? " "I was to have been present, sir; but at the last moment I fainted dead off, and had to be taken from the room. We knew no more, any of us, till it was all over. Then we were called by the gentlemen, and told what was the matter : that my lady was sinking under the influence of the chloroform they had administered, and could not be rallied from it. And, a few minutes after, she died." Oswald Cray remained for some moments silent. "Was it Dr. Davenal who administered it ? " he resumed. "No doubt it was, sir; they were together. It was Dr. Davenal who performed the operation. My lady said nobody should do it but Mr. Cray, and it was settled that it should be done by him ; but I suppose they thought at last it would be better to entrust it to the doctor. Any way, it was he who performed it." GOINO DOWN TO THE FUNERAL. 135 When he quitted the house, he turned again and bent his steps to the Abbey. Possibly he deemed Mark could solve his difficulties. Mark was not in, however, when he arrived there, only Caroline. Mrs. Cray was in the large drawing-room. She and the tea-table, at which she sat waiting for Mark, looked quite lost in its space. She wore a low evening dress of. blue silk, and blue ribbons in her hair. Rather more dress than was necessary for a quiet evening at home ; but she was young and pretty and a bride, and — very fond of finery in any shape. Her face lighted up with smiles as she saw Oswald and rose to greet him ; very, very pretty did she look then. "I am so glad to see you! I had grown tired, waiting for Mark. He went out the moment he had finished dinner — before, I think — and he is not in yet. Shall I tell you a secret, Oswald '. " " Yes, if you please." " I am quite disappointed. I shall not at all like being a doctor's wife." Her dark blue eyes were dancing as she spoke. Oswald smiled too — at the joke. "It is true, Mr. Oswald Cray. I don't speak against my own dear Mark : I wouldn't part with him : but I do wish he was not a doctor. You don't know how little I see of him. He is in just at meals, and not always to them." Oswald smiled still. "You had lived in a doctor's house, Mrs. Cray, and knew the routine of it." "My uncle's house was not like this. Who can compare tho great Dr. Davenal at the top of the tree with poor Mark Cray at the bottom, just beginning to climb it >. It's not the same thing, Mr. Oswald Cray. Mark has to be out, here and there and everywhere. At the Infirmary, one hour ; in some obscure comer of the town another, setting somebody's leg, or watching a case of fever. Mark says it won't go on quite as badly as it has begun. This has been an unusually busy week with him, owing to tho doctor's absence. He left home on Sunday night, and was not back until Wednesday. A great portion of Sunday also the doctor passed at Thorndyke." "His patient must have been very ill to keep him away from Sunday until Wednesday," remarked Oswald. "To tell you the truth," said Caroline, dropping her voice in a manner that sounded rather mysterious, "we don't think he was with a patient. We can't quite make out why he went or where he went. He came here in the middle of the night and rang up Mark. It was the night after Lady Oswald's death — Oh, Oswald ! was not her death a shocking thing % " " Very," was the answer, gravely spoken. "When Mark came home that Sunday evening and told me Lady Oswald was dead, I cannot describe to you how I felt. At 13fi OSWALD CRAY. first I could not believe it ; and then I went into hysterics. It was very foolish, of course, for hysterics do no good, but I could not help it. You have come down to attend the funeral to-morrow, I suppose ? " "Yes." "Well — I was telling you about my uncle. He came here in the middle of the night and rang up Mark, who went down to him. When Mark came up-stairs again, he said Dr. Davenal was going away on some private errand which he had made a sort of secret of to Mark. I fancy Mark was only half awake and did not hear him clearly ; all he understood was, that the doctor was going somewhere by train unexpectedly ; and Mark was to let it be assumed in the town that he was visiting a patient at a distance. Mark declared that he believed the doctor was only absenting himself to avoid attending the coroner's inquest." "Why should Mark think that ?— Why should Dr. Davenal wish to avoid attending it 1 " reiterated Oswald, strangely interested, he scarcely knew why. "I cannot tell you. I fancy the admission slipped from Mark inadvertently, for he would not say a syllable more. The next clay, Monday, I saw Sara. I asked her point-blank where my uncle had gone, remarking that there seemed to be some little mystery con- nected with it, and she turned as white as the dead, and whispered to me to hold my tongue, for the love of Heaven. You'll take some tea, won't you, Oswald ? I shall be so glad of an excuse for making it." Oswald, almost mechanically, said he would take some, and she rang the bell for the urn. He began to think all this more and more strange ; to ask himself what it tended to. Dr. Davenal had gone away to avoid the inquest ? — and his daughter when spoken to upon the subject had turned as white as the grave ! What did it mean 1 "Do you know the particulars of Lady Oswald's death ? " he in- quired as he stirred his tea. "Yes. Don't you ! She died from chloroform. They deemed it necessary to give it her, and she never rallied from it." "Who gave it to her ? Which of them ? " "Which of them ?" repeated Caroline, lifting her eyes, thinking no doubt the question a superfluous one. " They were both pre- sent ; they would act in concert one with the other. If you mean to cast blame on them, Oswald, I should say you must cast it on the two. But they acted for the best." " I do not cast blame on them," he answered. " I don't under- stand the affair sufficiently yet to cast blame anywhere. It is a riddle to me." " What is a riddle?" " How Dr. how they came to use chloroform at all.'' GOING DOWN TO THE FUNERAL. 137 "Why, it is almost universally used now ! " exclaimed Mrs. Cray, surprised at the remark. " There is no riddle in that." Oswald did not press it. In his opinion there was a riddle ; one he began to think would not be easy of solution. He finished his tea in silence. By-and-by Mrs. Cray resumed. "Mark seems not to like to talk of it. I asked him a great many questions, but he put me off, saying I should be falling into hysterics again. I told him that was nonsense, now the shock was over ; but he would not talk about it, seemed quite to wince when I pressed it. It was not a pleasant subject for him, he said. And of course it is not : and still less so for my uncle, whose authority sways Mark. However good their intentions were, it did kdl her." ■* Will Mark be long, do you suppose ? " inquired Oswald, break- ing another long pause. "As if I could tell, Oswald ! I have been expecting him every minute this hour past. When I grumble at Mark for staying out so, he tells me I must blame his patients. Naj r , but you are not going ? " she added, as he rose. " Mark is sure to be in soon." "I cannot very well stay longer now," he answered. "I shall see Mark in the morning. I suppose he attends the funeral ? " "Of course he will. They will both attend it. I wish you would not hurry away ! " He repeated his apology, and Caroline rang the bell. In point of fact he wanted to call on Dr. Davenal. Scarcely had the servant closed the door on Mr. Oswald Cray when he met his brother. Mark was coming along at a quick pace. " Oswald, is it you ? Have you been to the Abbey ? " "I have been taking tea with your wife, and waiting for you. She is nearly out of patience. Mark ! " he continued, passing his arm within his brother's and leading him a few steps away whilst he talked, " what a shocking thing this is about Lady Oswald ! " "Ay, it is that. So unexpected. Won't you come in ? " "Not again to-night. I want to know, Mark, how it was that chloroform was given to her ? " " If we had not deemed it for the best, we should not have given it," was Mark's answer. " But — surely Dr. Davenal did not deem it would be for the best '. " Mark turned and looked at him : a quick, sharp glance. " "W hat do you know about it ? " he asked. "I? I know nothing about it: I want to know,", replied Oswald, thinking the remark strange. " I wish you would give me the full particulars, Mark. I cannot understand — I have a reason for not being able to understand — why chloroform should have been given to Lady Oswald " "We use chloroform very much now," interrupted Mark. "Why it. should have been given to Laihj Oswald," went on Oswald, with pointed emphasis. 138 OSWALD CRAY. ' ' It was given to her as it is given to others — to deaden pain." "Who performed the operation ? " "The doctor." There was a pause. When Oswald Cray broke it his voice was low, his manner hesitating. " Mark, will you pardon me if I ask you a peculiar question ? — Do you believe from your very heart that when Dr. Davenal administered that chloroform to Lady Oswald he did think it would be for the best ? " Hesitating as Oswald's manner had been, Mark's was worse. He grew on a sudden flushed and embarrassed. "Won't you answer me, Mark ? " " I — yes — of course we thought it would be for the best." "I asked, did he think it 1 " Mark plunged into an untruth. Somewhat afraid of Oswald at the best of times, conscious that he was of a far higher standard in moral and intellectual excellence than himself, he desired to stand well with him, to enjoy his good opinion; and perhaps there was not a single man in Hallingham to whom Mark would not have preferred his unhappy mistake in all its wilfulness to become known than to his brother. They were also playing at cross-purposes : Oswald was seeking to learn how far Dr. Davenal had been to blame. Mark believed it was his own share of blame that was sought to be arrived at. "Yes, he thought it. Dr. Davenal would not use chloroform, or anything else, unless he believed it would do good," rapidly went on Mark. " I never knew a man more successful in his treatment in a general way than he." But for all the apparently ready reply it bore a certain evasion to Oswald's ears. "Tell me the truth, Mark ; tell it me frankly," he rejoined. "Is there not some — some secret — I don't know what else to call it — connected with this business ? Something wrong about it 1 " For a moment Mark Cray had to deliberate. He was driven at bay by the straightforward questions of his brother. And his brother saw the hesitation. "Oswald, it is of no use to press me upon this matter. You will readily conceive how sore a one it is to myself and to Dr. Davenal. Errors in judgment are committed now and then in medical practice, just as they are in everything else, and there's no help for it ; they happen to the very best of us. If we could see the end of a thing at the beginning, it would be different : but we can't. Could its effects on Lady Oswald have been anticipated, we would have seen chloroform in the sea before it should have been given her. It was done for the best." ' You think, then, that Dr. Davenal believed giving it her would be for the best ? " persisted Oswald, after listening patiently to the excited answer. GOING DOWN TO THE FUNERAL. 139 Again came the perceptible hesitation in Mark's manner ; again the flush of embarrassment to his cheek ; Oswald noted it. "I am quite sure that all the doctor ever did for Lady Oswald he did for the best," and Mark Cray plucked up courage and spirit as he said it: "that night as well as other nights which had gone before it. I cannot think what you are driving at, Oswald." Oswald Cray determined to "drive" no more. He believed it would be useless, so far as Mark was concerned. He could not quite make him out: but he believed it would be useless. That there was something not quite open, he saw; Mark's manner alone would have told him that: and he came rapidly to the conclusion that Mark had been cognisant also of his partner's opinion of chloroform as connected with Lady Oswald, and could not tell why he had tried it upon her, but did suppose, in spite of the aspect of affairs, that he had done it for the best. All Mark's embarrassment, his evasion, his unwillingness to speak frankly, Oswald^ set down to an anxiety to screen Dr. Davenal from the reproach of imprudence. One more remark he did make. It arose to his mind as he was about to depart, and he spoke it on th<» spur of the moment. "I understand that you fancy Dr. Davenal absented himself from Hallingham to avoid attending the coroner's inquest." "Where on earth did you hear that?" shouted Mark, with a stare of surprise. "Your wife mentioned it to me just now." Mark Cray waxed wroth. " What idiots women are ! The very best of them ! I shan't be able to think my own thoughts next. Caroline knows I did not wish that repeated : it slipped from me without reflection." "It is quite safe with me, Mark. She looks upon me, I suppose, as one of yourselves. But why should Dr. Davenal have wished not to attend the inquest ? " "Oh, for nothing, only he thought they'd be putting all sorts of questions," carelessly replied Mark. "It was a disagreeable thing altogether, and one of us was quite enough to attend. But, mind you, Oswald, I don't suppose he really went for that: I have no doubt he had business to attend to. "Well, good-night, Mark." " Good-night. I wish you had come in." Mark Cray stepped on to his house, and let himself in with his latch-key, thinking how much better the world would go on if women had not been endowed with tongues, and wondering exces- sively what possessed Oswald to be taking up the death of Lady Oswald and putting these mysterious questions about it. 140 OSWALD CRAY. CHAPTER XXI. THE INTERVIEW WITH THE DOCTOR. Dr. Da\e>al was alone in his study, pacing the carpet with heavy steps and a face that seemed to have all the care of the world upon it, when Oswald Cray was shown in. Oswald Cray could not avoid being struck with that expression of care ; he had never seen anything like it upon the countenance of Dr. Davenal. Turning, he looked at Oswald for a moment as if not recognising him. He was too deeply buried in his own thoughts immediately to awaken from them to every-day life. "Good-evening, Dr. Davenal." He took Oswald's outstretched hand, and was himself again. Oswald sat down and the doctor too. But, after a few words, he rose, apparently in restlessness, and began to pace the room as before. " Are you in any trouble, doctor 1 " "Well — yes I am," was the reply. "Or perhaps I should rather say in vexation, for that is chiefly it. We have had a line from Edward, and he expresses a doubt as to whether he shall be able to get down to say farewell. These young soldiers grow careless of home ties, Mr. Oswald Cray." " Not soldiers in particular, do they, sir? It is a reproach that can be cast upon many others who live in the world." " And become enslaved by it. True." "I did not mean altogether that, Dr. Davenal. When does your son sail ? " " On Sunday morning, he says. He does not positively say he is not coming down, only gives a hint that he fears he cannot. What did I do with the letter ? " continued the doctor, looking round. "I brought it in with me after dinner. Oh, there it is," he added, seeing it on a side table, and giving it to Oswald. " You can read what he says. Sara will not mind. Edward was never a voluminous correspondent ; his letters are generally pro bono." Oswald saw it was addressed to Miss Sara Davenal, and began to read it. It was dated the previous evening. "Mv darj.ixo Sister, — " We are in all the bustle and hurry of departure. Orders have come at last, and we embark from Southampton on Sunday morning. T hope I shall get down to you to say good-bye. I am not unmindful of my promise to do so, and will do all I can to keep it ; poor Dick used to tell me that I knew how to break promises THE INTERVIEW WITH THE DOCTOR. 141 better than 1 knew how to make them, but it shall not be my fault if you have to east that on me as a last reproach. To absent one's- self, even for an hour, is a difficult task now, but I will manage it, if possible. We have been worked to death for the last few days. " Love to all. I suppose Carry is fairly installed at the Abbey ; wish her all good luck for me. — Ever yours, in much haste, "E. F. Davexal." "You see," said the doctor, "he emphasises the word 'hope.' ' I hope I shall get down.' That very fact is sufficient to tell me that he knows he shall not get down, and these lines have been sent as a sort of preparation for the final disappointment. And he is going out for years ! But I won't blame him ; perhaps it is impossible for him to get away. He should have remained longer when he came down for the wedding — have made it his farewell visit. I said so at the time." Dr. Davenal began his walk to and fro again. Oswald folded the letter and laid it on the table. "I have ever loved my children — I was going to say passion- ately, Mr. Oswald Cray. I believe few parents can love as I have loved. I have made sacrifices for them which the world little recks of, and anything like ingratitude touches me to the heart's core. But in the midst of it 1 am the first to find excuses for them, and I say that Edward may not be at all to blame in this." "I think it very likely that he is quite unable to get away, however much he may wish it," observed Oswald. "I think so too. I say I don't blame him. Only one feels these things." There ensued a silence. A feeling of dislike had come over Oswald (and he could not trace it to any particular cause) to enter upon the subject of Lady Oswald. But he was not one to give way to these phases of feeling which appear to rise without rhyme or reason, and he was about to speak when the doctor forestalled him. " Lady Oswald's death has brought you down, I presume ? " "Yes. I was in ignorance of it until this morning, when a formal invitation to attend the funeral reached me from the undertaker. I had just read the announcement of the death in the Times. How shocked I was, I cannot tell you." " It has shocked us all." "Of course its reaching me in that abrupt manner did not tend to lessen the shock. I rather wonder you did not drop me a line yourself, Dr. Davenal." "I was away afterwards. Called out to a distance, I did not get back for a day or two. Did Mark not write ? " "No one wrote. Neither Mark nor Parkins; nor anybody else. As to Mark, he is careless as the wind ; and Parkins excuses herself 142 OSWALD CRAY. on the plea of having been so bewildered. I can readily believe her. Dr. Davenal, Lady Oswald died, as I am given to understand, from the effects of chloroform ! " "We thought, on the night of the accident, you know, that she was not seriously injured," said Dr. Davenal; "at least, Mark thought it : I had my doubts : but I left him to see to her at her own desire. Unfortunately I was called out early on Sunday morning. I was wanted at Thorndyke : and when I got back the injury had been ascertained, and an operation found necessary. It was under that operation she died." " But the operation was performed successfully 1 " "Quite so." "And what she died of was from inhaling the chloroform ? " "It was." ' ' But — I cannot understand why chloroform should have been given to her? " deliberately proceeded Oswald. " It tvas given to her," was all the reply he obtained. "But— pardon me for recalling it to you, Dr. Davenal — do you remember the very decided opinion you expressed to me, when we were going down to the scene of the accident, against giving chloroform to Lady Oswald ? We were speaking of its effects upon different natures, and you cited Lady Oswald as one to whom, in your opinion, it might prove dangerous. You stated that, so far as you believed, it would be neither better nor worse to her than poison. " Oswald waited for a reply, but the doctor made none. He was pacing the small room with his measured tread, his hands in his pockets, his eyes bent on the carpet. "Have you any objection to explain to me this apparent contra- diction ? It is impossible to believe that one, whose opinion of chloroform in relation to hei was sc fatal, would in a few hours cause her to inhale it." Dr. Davenal stopped in his walk and confronted Oswald. " Have you seen Mark since you came down 1 " "Yes." "And what does he say 1 " "Well, I don't fancy he understands it much better than I do. He reiterates that it was given her for the best. In his opinion it may have been. But it surely could not have been in yours, Dr. Davenal." Dr. Davenal turned from Oswald to his pacing again. A strong temptation was upon him to tell Oswald the truth. Oh that he had ! There were few people in the world whom he esteemed as he esteemed Oswald Cray. There was no one else in the world to whom he had expressed this opinion of the unfitness of Lady Oswald as a subject for chloroform, and the wish to exonerate him- self arose forcibly within him. The next moment he asked THE INTERVIEW WITH THE DOCTOR. 143 himself why Mark Cray himself had not spoken. As he had not, it seemed to Dr. Davenal that it would be a breach of friendship, of partnership, for him to speak. Oswald was connected, too, with Lady Oswald, and might take up the matter warmly. No, he felt in his ever-considerate heart that he could not betray Mark, could not set one brother against the other. And he put the temptation from him. Oswald watched him as he walked, wondering at the silence. A silence which the doctor evidently did not feel inclined to break. " Do you remember expressing this opinion to me, Dr. Davenal 1 " " Yes, I believe I did so express it." "And yet you acted in opposition to it immediately afterwards, and caused Lady Oswald to inhale chloroform 1 Will you forgive me for again asking how it could have been ? " " The very best of us are led into error sometimes," replied Dr. Davenal. " Why, that is one of the remarks Mark has just made to me in connection with this case ! I cannot recognise it as applying to it. You spoke so firmly, so positively, that I should have believed there was no room for error to creep in. I feel that there is something to be explained, Dr. Davenal." Dr. Davenal wheeled round in his walk and confronted Oswald. "There are circumstances connected with this case, Mr. Oswald Cray, which I cannot explain to the world ; which I cannot explain even to you ; although I would rather tell them to you than to any one. Let it suffice you to know that I could not save Lady Oswald. It was not in my power." "But you could have helped giving her the chloroform 7" returned Oswald, wonderingly. A slight pause. "Will you oblige me by asking no further questions on the subject — by allowing it to drop, to me and to others ? Believe me, I have no selfish motive in pressing this. No one living can regret more than I the fatal result to Lady Oswald ; perhaps no one regrets it so keenly. Could I have saved her, no care, no skill, no labour should have been spared. But I could not. I can only ask you to be satisfied with this meagre assurance, Mr. Oswald Cray ; and to believe me when I state that I have private reasons for declining to pursue the topic." " And — pardon me — one more question : To what am I to attribute her death in my own mind ? Or rather this giving of chloroform 1 " " You must look upon it as an error in judgment. It was such." It was impossible for Oswald Cray, as a gentleman, to press the matter further. Dr. Davenal was an old mail compared with him ; one of high reputation, skill, position. He could not under- stand it, but he could only bow to the request — nay, to the demand —and let the subject sink into silence. An awkward pause ensued. 144 OSWALD CRAY. The doctor had not resumed his walk, but stood under the light, twirling a quill pen in his lingers which he had taken up. "How are the other sufferers from the accident getting on 1 " inquired Oswald, when the silence was beginning to be felt. "Oh, quite well. Poor Bigg the fireman is nearly the only one left in the Infirmary, and he soon will be out of it. The rest came off for the most part with a few cuts and bruises. There's a summons for me, I suppose." The doctor alluded to a knock at the hall-door. Neal came in. "Mr. Wheatley, sir. He wishes to know if you can spare him ten minutes." " Yes," replied the doctor, and Oswald rose. ' Will you walk upstairs and see them 1 " " Not to-night, thank you." "I won't press you," said the doctor. "Sara is cut up about this news from Edward, terribly disappointed ; and Aunt Bett is as cross as two sticks. She is fond of Edward, with all her ungraci- ousness to him, and she looks upon his not coming down as a slight to herself. In manner she was always ungracious to the boys, from some idea, I believe, that it helped to keep them in order. But she loved them at heart. Good-night. " Dr. Davenal clasped his hand with a warmer pressure than usual ; Oswald could not but feel it, and he went out perfectly mystified. Neal stepped on to open the front gate. Neal was always re- markably courteous and deferent to Mr. Oswald Cray. Oswald, who had only seen the best side of Neal, and never suspected there was aTeverse one, looked upon him as a man to be respected, a faithful old retainer of the Oswald family. Lady Oswald had sung his praises times out of number in Oswald's ear, and she once told Oswald to try and secure Neal should he ever require a servant about his person, for he would find Neal worth his weight in gold. Oswald believed her. "This death of your late mistress is a very sad thing, Neal." " O sir ! I can't tell you how I have felt it. I'm sure I can say that my lady was a true friend to me, the only one I had left." ' ' No, no, Neal. Not the only one. You may count a friend in me — if only in respect to the regard you were, I know, held in by Lady Oswald." •"Thank you, sir, greatly;" and honest Neal's eyes swam in tears as he turned them upon Mr. Oswald Cray under the light of his master's professional lamp. "Sir," he added, lowering his voice as he approached nearer to Oswald, "how came that chloro- f i inn to be given to her 1 " "I cannot tell; I don't understand," replied Oswald, speaking upon impulse. " Sir, if I might dare to say a word " — and Neal glanced round THE INTERVIEW WITH THE DOCTOR. 1 15 with caution on all sides as he spoke — " I would ask whether it was fairly given. " What do you mean, Neal >. " "There's not a person in the world I would venture to whisper such a thing to, sir, except yourself ; but I doubt whether it was given fairly. I have a reason for doubting it, sir ; a particular reason. It makes me sick, sir, to think that some unfair play way brought to work, and that it took her life." " Unfair play on the part of whom ? " asked Oswald. " I am not sure that I dare say, sir, even to you. And it might be looked upon as— as fancy on my part. One thing is certain, sir, that but for that chloroform, she would be alive now." "Dr. Davenal and Mr. Cray gave the chloroform, Neal," observed Mr. Oswald Cray, in a somewhat distant tone — for not to Neal would he admit any doubt, scarcely condescend to hear any, of the judgment of the surgeons. " They know better about such things than we do." "Yes, sir," answered Neal. as drily as he dared. " Mr. Cray, I am sure, did his best, but he has not had the judgment and experience of my master. Anyway, it seems it was the chl< >roform that killed her. " "As it has killed others before her — when administered by surgeons of as high repute and practice as Dr. Davenal. The issues ( if life and death aie not even in a doctor's hands, Neal. Good-night." " Good-night to you, sir." Oswald Cray walked slowly towards his inn, half bewildered with the conjectural views opened out to him, and not the least with t hat last hint of Neal's. He could not get over the administering of chloroform by Dr. Davenal in the very teeth of his expressed opinion against it. He had supposed, when he first heard of the cause of death, that the contradiction would be explained away ; but, instead of that, it was more inexplicable than before. There was Mark's confused manner, his covert attempts to avoid inquiry ; Dr. Davenal's positive refusal to satisfy it ; the man Neal's curious hint. Oswald Cray felt as one in a maze, trying to get at some- thing which eluded his grasp. Oswald found his mind balancing the question, "Did Richard Davenal deliberately give that chloroform believing it might take her life ? If so, with what motive % " Oswald Cray could see none. There was no motive, or shadow of motive, for Dr. Davenal's wishing for the death of Lady Oswald. Quite the contrary ; it was to his interest to keep her in life. Of all patients, she perhaps was most profitable. Then— with the want of motive, those dark doubts, born of his imagination, fell to the ground, and he had the sense to see that they did so. They fell to the ground. And Oswald Cray aroused himself with a start, and shook himself clear of them. Surely only in sleep could doubts such as those have arisen of Dr. Davenal ! Oswald Cray. 10 146 OSWALD CRAY. CHAPTER XXII. THE WILL. Saba Da venal in her restlessness was early in the breakfast-room. The disappointment touching her brother was weighing upon her heart. Since the arrival of the unsatisfactory note the previous evening, she had felt a conviction similar to Dr. Davenal's, that Edward would not come. Neither had spoken of it to the other ; great griefs cannot be talked of ; and to Sara this grief was inexpressible. If he came at all he would come to-day, Friday ; and she rose, hoping against hope ; saying to herself in contradiction to the fear lying upon her heart, "He will surely come; he will never embark on that long voyage without first bidding us farewell. He will remember Richard's fate." For the time being, her eager anxiety to see him almost seemed to deaden that other trouble within her — the trouble that had taken possession of her on the Sunday night, never again to quit its tenement. " Is the post in ? " asked Dr. Davenal, as he entered the break- fast-room. "No, it is not," sharply replied Miss Davenal from her place at the table. ' ' Neal has only this minute brought in the urn. I am making it as quickly as I can." "I asked whether the post was in, Bettina. Because, if Edward is not coming, I should think there will be a letter from him." Sara looked up eagerly. "Don't you think he will come, papa 1 " " Well, Sara, after his letter of last night, my hope upon the point is not very strong." " Oh, papa ! I want to see him ! I must see him before he sails." "Hush, child!" She had spoken in distressed tones, and her small white hands were trembling. "Agitating yourself will not bring him to you." By-and-by the letters came in : two. Neal handed one to his master, the other to Sara. Both bore the same handwriting — Cap- tain Davenal's. Sara, in her bitter disappointment, let hers lie by her plate untouched, but the doctor opened his. Miss Bettina looked up. " Is he coming, Richard ? " " No. He says he can't come. It is an impossibility." " What else does he say ? " Dr. Davenal folded his letter and put it into his pocket, to read at his leisure. " Ask Sara what he says," was his answer; "All the gossip is in hers." THE WILL. 147 "And this is what he culls aifection ! " exclaimed Miss Bettina, " To leave his native land, his home, without a farewell! That's gratitude ! Richard Davenal, were I you, he should carry my displeasure with him." "I don't know," said the doctor, his voice sadly subdued. "Send out displeasure with one whom we may never see again) No, Bettina. And it may be as he says — that he is unable to come." He was looking straight before him as he spoke, with a far-off, dreamy gaze. His thoughts had flown to one who had gone out under a sort of displeasure : gone out only for a short time — and had never come home again. The hour for the funeral approached, and the doctor stepped into his close carriage to be conveyed to the residence of Lady ( )swald. He found all the mourners assembled, for he was late, with the exception of Mark Cray. Sir Philip Oswald and his eldest son ; Oswald Cray ; the Reverend Mr. Stephenson and his brother Mr. Joseph Stephenson. All were there, now the doctor had come, all except Mark. The funeral was to be at the church at eleven. The time went on. The hearse and mourning coaches stood before the door, the horses restless. It was close upon eleven. " For whom do we wait ? " inquired Sir Philip Oswald. "For Mr. Cray, Sir Philip," answered the undertaker. "Mr. Cray?" repeated Sir Philip, as though he did not under- stand who Mr. Cray was. "Lady Oswald's late medical attendant, Sir Philip, in con- junction with Dr. Davenal." "Oh — ah — yes," said Sir Philip. He was very friendly with Dr. Davenal : exceedingly so ; and condescended not to ignore Mr. Cray as the doctor's partner. It was the first time that Oswald had ever been in a room with Sir Philip. Sir Philip had bowed to him coldly enough upon his entrance, but the son, Henry Oswald, went up to him and held out his hand cordially. Oswald, haughtily self- possessed, stood before Sir Philip with his impassive face, looking more of a gentleman than the baronet did. The clock struck eleven. " I suppose Mr. Cray is coming ? " re- marked Sir Philip. He looked at Dr. Davenal. The doctor supposed he was coming as a matter of course: lie believed he was coming. He had not seen Mr. Cray that morning. It was suggested by the undertaker that they should proceed. Mr. Cray, he observed, would possibly join them at the church ; he might have been kept back unexpectedly. So the funeral started. All that remained of poor Lady Oswald was carried out of her house, never more to return to it. Not a week ago yet, on that past Saturday morning, she had gone forth in 148 OSWALD CRAY. health and strength, and now — all was over ! What a lesson it read of the uncertainty of life ! The funeral made its way through lines of curious gazers to the church. Mark Cray was not there, and the service was performed without him. At its conclusion the gentlemen returned to the house. A lawyer from the neighbouring town, Lady Oswald's legal adviser, was there with the will, and they were invited to enter and hear it read. " It cannot concern me," remarked Sir Philip. Nevertheless he went in. " And I am sure it cannot concern me," added Oswald. The clergyman, Mr. Stephenson, looked up with a hectic glow on his cheek. It was next to impossible to mistake his eager glance — betraying the hope within him, sure and steadfast, that it did concern him. In point of fact he and that gentleman by his side, his brother, had the greater right to any money she might have left. It may be said the only right. How they needed it their threadbare clothes and hollow cheeks betrayed. Gentlemen born, they had to keep up an appearance before the world ; and they were weary with the struggle. The brother was of no particular profession. He had been reai'ed for the church and could never get to college, and he contrived to make a living — that is, he contrived not to starve — by writing articles for any paper or periodical that could be persuaded into taking them. Each was of good repute iu the world, bearing up manfully and doing the best he could with his lot, humbly trusting that time would better it. Each had a large family, and indulged the wild hope of bringing up their sons as gentlemen, as they themselves had been brought up : educated men, capable of doing their duty in any walk of life they might be called to. How they had looked forward to the prospect of some time possessing this money of Lady Oswald's, their hearts alone knew. If ever excuse for cherishing such a wish could be pleaded, it surely might be by them. "I suppose these people, the Stephensons, will chiefly inherit what she has left," whispered the baronet's son confidentially to Oswald Cray. "Perhaps you know 1 ? You have seen a good deal of Lady Oswald, I believe." " I don't at all know how her affairs are left," was the reply of ( >s\vald Cray. "I should think they will inherit all," continued Mr. Oswald. '•Shouldn't you?" "I should think — yes— I — should think they will. Being her only relatives, they have undoubtedly the greatest right to do Why did Oswald Cray hesitate in his answer \ Because in the very moment there (lashed over his mind the words spoken to him THE WILL. 149 by Lady Oswald the previous Saturday. He had not understood those words at the time, did not understand them now : but if he could interpret them at all, they certainly did not point to her nephews, the brothers Stephenson. He remembered them well. " When my will conies to be read, you may feel surprised at its contents. You may deem that you had more legal claim upon me than he who will inherit : I do not think so. He to whom my money is left has most claim in my judgment. I am happy to know that he will be rewarded, and he knows it." Not a week since she had said it. How little did Oswald foresee that he should so soon be called upon to hear that will read ! They were waiting for the lawyer, who had not yet come into the room. He might be getting the will. His name was Wedder- burn, a stout man with a red face. Sir Philip Oswald had a red face too ; but he was not stout ; he was as thin and as tall as a lath. Dr. Davenal took out his watch. He found it later than he thought, and turned to Sir Philip. "I cannot remain longer," he said. I have a consultation at half-past twelve, and must not miss it. I am not wanted here ; there is really nothing for me to stay for : so I'll wish you good- morning." "For that matter, I don't see that any of us are wanted," responded Sir Philip. "I'm sure I am not. Good-morning, doctor." Nodding his salutation to the room generally, the doctor went out. Soon afterwards Mr. Wedderburn made his appearance, the will in his hand, which he prepared to read. Clearing his voice, he threw his eyes round the room, as if to see that his audience were ready. The absence of one appeared then to strike him, and he pushed up his spectacles and gazed again. "Where's Dr. Davenal?" "He is gone," replied Sir Philip Oswald. "Gone!" repeated the lawyer, in consternation. " Why he — Dr. Davenal — should have stopped, of all people." "He said he had a consultation. What does it matter 1 " "Well, Sir Philip, he— at any rate, I suppose there's no help for it now. It must be read without him." Not one present but looked at the lawyer with surprise, thought him strangely punctilious to suppose Dr. Davenal's presence, as Lady Oswald's medical man and attendant at her funeral, was in any degree essential to the reading of Lady Oswald's will. They soon learned the cause. First of all, the will bequeathed a few legacies— very small ones. Twenty pounds to each of her servants ; forty pounds and all her clothes to Parkins ; fifty pounds each to her nephews John and Joseph Stephenson, with the furniture of her house to be 150 OSWALD CRAY. divided between them "amicably;" a valuable diamond ring and a little plate to Oswald Oswald Cray ; the rest of the plate, by far the most valuable portion, to Sir Philip Oswald of Thorndyke ; and another diamond ring to Dr. Richard Davenal. So far, so good : but now came the disposal of the bulk of her money. It was bequeathed, the whole of it, to Dr. Davenal, " my faithful friend and medical attendant for so many years." The will was remarkably short, taking but a few minutes to read; and at its conclusion Mr. Wedderburn laid it open on the table, that any one might look at it who chose to do so. It would be difficult to say which of the countenances around him exhibited the greatest surprise. The lawyer's voice died away in a deep silence. It was broken by the clergyman, the Reverend John Stephenson. " It is not just ! It is not just ! " The tone, not of anger but of quiet despair, struck upon them all, and told how bitter was the disappointment. Every heart in the room echoed the cry, the lawyer's probably excepted. Law- yers, as a Avhole, do not think much of justice. This one took out his snuff-box and inhaled a pinch with equanimity. " I am ready to answer questions, should any gentleman wish to put them. It was Lady Oswald's desire that I should do so. When this will was made she said to me, ' Some of them will be for making a fuss, Wedderburn ; you can explain my motives if they care to hear them. ' Those motives lay in this : her ladyship knew her health and comfort to have been so materially benefited of late years by the skill and kindness of Dr. Davenal, that she considered it her duty in gratitude to reward him." "Nevertheless it is not just," murmured the poor clergyman again. " Dr. Davenal does not want the money as we want it." Oswald Cray awoke as from a dream. He took a step forward and addressed the lawyer. ' ' Did Dr. Davenal know that the money was left to him 1 " ' ' I am unable to say, sir. Lady Oswald may have told him or she may not. He did not know it from me." Oswald Cray said no more. He leaned against the window, half hidden by the curtain, and plunged into thought. " Well, I must say I am surprised," remarked Sir Philip. " Not but that Lady Oswald had a perfect right to do as she pleased with her money, and she might have signalled out a less worthy man as inheritor. How much is the amount, Mr. Wedderburn ? Do you know ? " "Somewhere between six and seven thousand pounds, I believe, Sir Philip. It would have been considerably more, but that her ladyship, a few years ago, was persuaded by an evil counsellor to sell out a large sum from the funds and invest elsewhere, for the sake of higher interest." THE WILL. 151 "And she lost it?" "Every shilling," replied the lawyer, with satisfaction: for it was done without his concurrence. " She would have had double the money to leave behind her out for that." "Ah ! " Sir Philip spoke the monosyllable shortly, and dropped the point. Not so very long ago he had been seduced into investing money in some very plausible scheme — one of these to be : heard of daily, promising a fortune in twelve months at the most — and he had burnt his fingers. The topic, consequently, was not, agreeable to his ears. "Ask him how long this will has been made, John," whispered the literary man to his brother. Of a retiring, timid nature, himself, he rarely spoke but when he was obliged, and he shrank from putting the question. The clergyman obeyed, and the lawyer- pointed to the date of the will. " Only in April last. Lady Oswald was fond of making wills. Some people are so. I have made her, I should think, half-a-dozen,, if I have made one." " And the bulk of the money was always left to Dr. Davenal ? " "Oh dear no. It never was left to him until this last will was. made." "Was I— were we — was it ever left to us?" asked the poor- clergyman, tremblingly. "Yes it was," replied Mr. Wedderburn. "I don't see why I should not avow it. It can't make any difference, one way or the. other. In the first will she ever made after Sir John's death it was left to you. And in the last will preceding this, it was again left to you. Once it was left" — the lawyer looked towards the window— "to Mr. Oswald Cray." Oswald gave his shoulders a haughty shrug. "I should never- have accepted the legacy," he said in distinct deliberate tones. "I had no claim whatever on Lady Oswald's money, and should not, have taken it." Henry Oswald laughed — a pleasant, cordial laugh — as he turned to Oswald. "You don't know, Mr. Oswald Cray. We are all so ready to be chivalrous in theory : but when it comes to practice — the best of us are apt to fall off." "True," quietly remarked Oswald : but he did not pursue the theme." There was nothing more to be said or done then. Of what profit to remain talking of the wills that had been, whilst the pre- sent one was before them and must be put in force ? Sir Philip made the first move ; he went out, taking a formal leave — Henry Oswald with a mors cordial one. Oswald Cray was the next to leave. He shook hands with the brothevs, and spoke a few words of sympathy for their disappointment. "It is the disappointment of a life," replied the clergyman in 152 OSWALD CRAY. low tones. " Our struggle has been long continued ; and we had — there is no denying it — looked forward to this. It is a hard trial when relatives find themselves passed over for strangers." "It is," said Oswald Cray. "I could wish Lady Oswald had been more mindful of legitimate claims. He was going out — Parkins waylaid him in her new mourning : " There will be dinner ready at five o'clock, sir. Would you bo pleased to stay for it ? " "Not to day," replied Oswald. * CHAPTER XXIII. NEAI/'S VISIT. Oswald Cray proceeded through the town to the house of his brother. Just as he reached the door Mark rode up on horseback and leaped off with a hasty spring, throwing the bridle to the man who waited. " Of course I am too late ! " he exclaimed. "Of course you are, by pretty near two hours. How did it happen, Mark 1 " "Well, I can hardly tell how it happened," was the answer of Mark. " I had a patient to see in the country — more than one, in fact, and I thought I could do it all first and be back in time. But I suppose I must have stayed later than I purposed, for before I was ready to return I found it was half -past eleven, and the funeral no doubt over. And then I did not hurry myself." They were walking across the hall to the dining-room as he said this. Caroline was seated at the table, her work-box before her, doing some embroidery. She threw the work down, rose, and confronted her husband. "Mark, why did you do this? You went into the country to avoid the funeral ! " " I— I did what ? " exclaimed Mark. " Nonsense, Carrie ! Why should I wish to avoid the funeral 1 I have attended plenty of funerals in my time." Oswald turned quickly and looked at Mark. It was not the accusation of Mrs. Cray that had aroused his attention — that went for nothing — but something peculiar in Mark's tone as he answered it. To Oswald's cars it spoke of evasion. He could not see Mark's face. Jt was bent, and he was flicking his dusty boots with his riding-whip. neal's visit. 153 "But why did you go into the country?" pursued Caroline. ' It was half-past tun when you were here, and I warned you then it was time to dress. When I saw your horse brought to the door, and you gallop oil' on him, I could not believe my eyes." " Well, I mistook the time, that's the fact. I am very sorry for it, but it can't be helped now. Of course I should like to have attended, and paid her my last respects, poor lady. Not but that I daresay there were enough without me. I was not missed." " But you were missed," said Oswald, " and waited for, too. It made us pretty nearly half-an-hour behind time. I should not like to keep a funeral waiting myself, Mark." " Who was there ? " asked Mark. " The two relatives of Lady Oswald, Sir Philip and his son, Dr. Davenal and myself." "Davenal was there, then. But of course he would be. Then he did duty for himself and me. And so Sir Philip came." "I should have been surprised had he not come ? " ' ' Should you ? He is a cranky sort of gentleman — an Oswald all over. You are another of them, Oswald. I wonder if you'll grow cranky in your old age." "Don't listen to him, Oswald," interposed Mrs. Cray. "He seems ' cranky ' himself this morning." Mark laughed good-humouredly, and tossed a late China rose to Caroline which he had brought home in his button-hole. " Did you hear the will read, Oswald ? " he asked. "Yes." "Short and sweet !" cried Mark, alluding to the monosyllable, which, it must be confessed, was given in a curt, displeased tone. " Well, and who comes in for the money 1 The Stephensons ? " "No; the Stephensons come in for a very poor portion. It is left to Dr. Davenal." " To Dr. Davenal ? " echoed Mark in his astonishment. "No ! " "The bulk of the money is bequeathed to him. All, in fact, with the exception of a few trifling legacies. The Stephensons have fifty pounds each and the furniture." Caroline had dropped her embroidery again, and was gazing at Oswald. "Are you telling us this in joke ?" she asked. The money is left to Dr. Davenal, Mrs. Cray," repeated Oswald, and certainly there w r as no sound of joking in his tone. "It surprised us all." "What a lucky man ! " exclaimed Mark. "I wonder if he had any prevision of this yesterday. We were speaking of money, he and I. It was about that field behind the doctor's stables, the one he had so long wanted to buy. The owner's dead, and it is for sale at last. I observed to the doctor that I supposed he would secure 154 OSWALD CRAY. it at once, but he said he should not buy it at all ; he had had a heavy loss, and could not afford it— " " It is not true, Mark ! " interrupted his wife. "It is true, Caroline. But don't go and repeat it again. He said, moreover, he had great need himself of a thousand or two, and did not know where to turn for it. Mind you, I believe he was betrayed, as it were, into the avowal — I had been saying so much about the field — for he brought himself suddenly up as though recollection had come to him, and said, ' Don't talk of this, Mark ! ' " And Mark had talked of it ! Oswald Cray listened to every word. ' ' If he could only have foreseen then that this money had dropped to him ! And yet — I should think he must probably have known it from Lady Oswald. How much is it, Oswald ? " "Six or seven thousand pounds. It would have been a great deal more but for certain losses. Wedderburn said she was per- suaded to embark money in some speculation, and it failed." "How stupid of her!" exclaimed Mark. "I wonder, now, whether the doctor did know of this ! If he did, he would keep his own counsel. Did he appear surprised, Oswald ? " " He was not there. He left before the will was read, saying he had to attend a consultation. " " Well, so he had," said Mark. "I happen to know that much. It was for half -past twelve." So far, then, Dr. Davenal had spoken truth. A doubt had been crossing Oswald's mind, amidst many other curious doubts, whether Dr. Davenal had invented the excuse to get away, and so avoid hearing the will read, and himself named chief legatee. He remained some time with Mark and his wife. They asked him to stay for dinner, but he declined. He had ordered a slight dinner to be ready at "The Apple Tree," and was going back to London early in the evening — by that seven o'clock train you have before heard of. ' ' Had you any particular motive for absenting yourself from Lady Oswald's funeral?" he asked of Mark, as the latter accompanied him to the street-door on his departure. "Not I," answered Mark, with the most apparent readiness. "It was very bungling of me to mistake the time. Not that I like attending funerals as a matter of taste : I don't know who does. Good-afternoon, Oswald. You must give us a longer visit when you are down next." He stood at the Abbey door, watching his brother as he departed. Very cleverly, in Mark's own opinion, had lie parried the questions of his purposed absence. His absence tons purjwsed. With that chloroform on his conscience, he did not care to attend the funeral of Lady Oswald. Ami bhe afternoon went on. NEAL ,S VISIT. 155 It was growing dusk, was turned half-past six, and Oswald Cray was beginning to think it time to make ready for his departure. He had not stirred from' the chair in which he had dined, though the meal was over long ago ; had not called for lights ; had, in fact, waved John Hamos away when he would have appeared with them. His whole thoughts were absorbed by one topic — his doubts of Dr. Davenal. Yes, it is of no use to deny it ; it had come to that with Oswald Cray : doubts of Dr. Davenal. Doubts he scarcely knew of what, or to what extent ; he scarcely knew where these doubts or his own thoughts were carrying him. On the previous nights he had for a few moments given the reins to his imagination ; had allowed himself to suppose, for argument sake, that Dr. Davenal had given that chloroform knowing or fancying it might prove fatal, and he had gone so far as to ask what, then, could be his motive. There was no motive. Therefore he had put the doubts from him, as wanting foundation. But had the revelations of this day supplied the link that was wanting? Had they not supplied it? The death vf Lady Oswald brought money to Dr. Davenal. Almost hating himself for pursuing these thoughts, though they would haunt him, and he could not help himself, Oswald Cray sat on in the fading light. He said to himself, how absurd, nay how wicked it was of him, and yet he could not shake them off. The more he strove to do so, the more he brought reason to his aid, telling him that Dr. Davenal was a good and honourable and upright man, as he had always believed, the less would reason hold the mastery. Imagination was all too present in its most vivid colouring, and it was chaining him with iron fetters. Oswald's thoughts were interrupted by the entrance of his landlord. "I don't want lights, John; I told you I did not. I shall be going directly." "It is not lights, sir. Mr. Neal, Dr. Davenal's servant, is asking to see you." "Neal! Let him come in." Neal came forward into the darkening room. He was the bearer of a note from his master. Oswald had a light brought in then, and opened it. It was written in pencil. "My dear Mr. Oswald Cray, "I very much wish to see you, if you can spare me an hour. I thought perhaps you would have dropped in this lonely day and taken a knife and fork with us. Will you come down this evening? — Ever sincerely yours, Richard Davenal." (< Neal, will you toll Dr. Davenal — he is expecting me, I find ? " 158 OSWALD CRAY. "I think so, sir. He said to me before dinner that he thought you might be coming in. When he found you did not, and they were sitting down to table, he wrote this in pencil, and bade me call one of the maids to wait, whilst I brought it up to you." "Tell the doctor that I am quite unable to come down. I have to return to London by the seven o'clock train." "Very well, sir." Neal was leaving the room, but Mr. Oswald Cray stopped him. He had taken a sudden resolution, and he spoke on the spur of the moment. His mind's perplexity may be his excuse. "Neal, have you any objection to tell me what you meant last night by hinting that Lady Oswald had not come fairly by her death ? " Neal paused. He was a man of caution ; he liked to calculate his words and his ways before entering on them. Neal would certainly speak if he dared. He was in a very bitter mood, for the day's doings had not pleased him. The news had reached him that her ladyship's money had all been left to Dr. Davenal ; that he, Neal, was not so much as named in the will. And Neal had looked forward as confidently as had the Reverend John Stephenson to some little remembrance being left to him. In his anger, it seemed to him that the one enemy who had prevented this had been the inheritor, Dr. Davenal. " Sir, if I speak, Avould you give me your promise to hold what I say sacred to yourself ; to let it go no further ? I know, sir, it is in >t the place of a servant to ask this confidence of a gentleman, but 1 should be afraid to speak without it." "I will give it you," said Mr. Oswald Cray. "You may rely upon me." And Neal knew that if there was one man more than another on the face of the earth who would never forfeit his word, it was Oswald Cray. Neal set himself to his task. First of all opening the door to make sure they were alone, and then securely closing it,-he dropped his voice to a whisper, and described what he had seen and heard on the Sunday night. It was certainly a startling narration, and as Oswald Cray listened to it a curious feeling of dread began to creep over him. Neal, you may be very sure, did not disclose anything that could bear against himself ; he contrived to come well out in it. He was standing outside for a moment before going to bed, hoping the air would remove the headache which had seized him upon hearing of the death of his late lady, when he saw the man come in in the extraordinary manner he had just described. Believing him to be nothing less than a house- breaker, he had gone to the window to look in, out of anxiety for his master's safety, and there had heard what he had stated, for the window was thrown open. He could not see the visitor, who was leated in the shade : he only heard sufficient to tell him that the 157 business lie had conic on was Lady Oswald's death ; and he heard Dr. Davenal acknowledge that it was murder, and that it must be hushed up at any price, even if it cost him his fortune. He, Neal, described the utterly prostrate condition of his master that night ; both before and after the interview with the visitor, he was like one who has some dreadful secret upon the mind, some heavy guilt. Neal had thought so before ever the man, whoever he might have been, entered the house. Will it be forgiven Oswald Cray if in that brief confused moment he believed the worst — believed all that Neal said to him ? His mind was in a chaos. Nothing was clear. He could not analyse ; he could not reason. Neal continued to speak, but he no longer heard him distinctly. The words reached his senses certainly, but more as if he were in a dream. He heard the man reiterate that, wherever it was his master had gone to that night, remaining away until the Wednesday, it was connected with the death of Lady Oswald. He heard him say that, whatever the mystery and the guilt, Miss Sara Davenal had been made the confidant of it by her father ; lie, Neal, supposed from some imperative motive which he did not pretend to understand. But Oswald heard him as one in a dream, the words glancing off his mind into the night as they were spoken, only to be recalled afterwards with redoubled force. In the midst of it he suddenly looked at his watch, suspecting^ as he found — that he had barely time to catch the train. And he went out into the night, his brain echoing the words used by Dr. Davenal, and only too accurately remembered and repeated by Neal. "Murder? Yes, the world would so look upon it. I felt certain that Lady Oswald was one to whom chloroform, if administered, would prove fatal." CHAPTER XXIV. DR. DAVENAL's "FOLLY." 1 t was startling news to go forth to Hallingham— one of the nine days' wonders met with in social history. Lady Oswald had be- queathed her money to her physician, Dr. Davenal ! Such things had been known before in the world's experiences, but Hallingham made as much of the fact as if that were the first time it had ever been done. Upon none did the news fall with more complete astonishment than upon the doctor himself. Lady Oswald had m >re than once 158 OSWALD CRAY, in the past few months mysteriously hinted to him that he would be rewarded some time for his care and attention to her ; and it must be supposed that she had these hints in her mind when she said to Mr. Oswald Cray that "he" (the inheritor of her money) knew that he would be rewarded. Upon Dr. Davenal the hints had never made any impression. Of a nature the very reverse of covetous, simple-minded, single-hearted, it never so much as crossed his imagination that she would leave her money to him. He would have been the first to repudiate it — to point out to her the injustice of the act. It is surely not necessary to premise that you, my intelligent and enlightened reader, cannot have fallen into the mistake made by Neal, or drawn that respected domestic's very absurd, though per- haps to a fanciful and prejudiced mind not unnatural deduction, that the night-visit to Dr. Davenal had reference to Lady Oswald's death. Being in the secret of who really did administer that fatal dose of chloroform to Lady Oswald, you will not connect it with Dr. Davenal's trouble. A heavy secret, involving disgrace, much misery, perhaps ruin, had indeed fallen that night on Dr. Davenal, but it was en- tirely unconnected with the death of Lady Oswald. The words which Neal had heard — and he heard them correctly — would ,have borne to his mind a very different interpretation had he been en- abled to hear the context : all that had preceded them and all that followed them. But he did not do so. Yes, this unhappy secret, this terrible misfortune had nothing to do with Lady Oswald. Far from Dr. Davenal's having caused her to inhale an extra dose of chloroform as an experiment, on the strength that it might prove fatal, and so enable him to drop at once into that very desirable legacy named in her will, the doctor had not the faintest suspicion that he should inherit a shilling. When the news was conveyed to him he could not believe it — did not believe it for some little time. It was Mr. Wedderbum who carried it to him. When the lawyer's business was over at Lady Oswald's, he proceeded to Dr. Davenal's, and found him just returned home from the consultati* >n, to attend which he had hurried away before the reading of the will. Mr. Wedderbum told him the news. "Left to me!" exclaimed the doctor. "Her money left to me ! Nonsense ! " " It is indeed," affirmed Mr. Wedderbum. "After the legacies are paid you take everything as residuary legatee." "You are joking," said the doctor. " What have I to do with the money'? I have no right to it." With some difficulty Dr. Davenal was convinced that he, and he alone, was named inheritor. It did not give him pleasure. Quite the contrary ; he saw in it only a good deal of trouble and legal business, which he much disliked at all times to engage in. DR. DAVENAL's "FOLLY." I.V.) Richard Davenal was one of those thoroughly conscientious men — and there are a few such in the world — who could not be content to enjoy money to which another has more right. It was a creed of his — it is not altogether an obsolete one — that money so enjoyed could not bring pleasure in the spending, or good in the end. Lady Oswald had legitimate relations, who needed the money with a far deeper need than Dr. Davenal, and who possessed a claim to it, as far as relationship could give it them. Even as conviction slowly came to him that he had been made inheritor, so another conviction, or rather resolution arose with it, — that he would never accept the money, but that it should go over to its legitimate owners, no matter what trouble it involved. A resolution from which he never swerved. Never. Not even in the moment when a tempter's voice arose within him, whispering how this legacy would to some extent serve to replace that sum, the savings of years, which he had been obliged to part with oidy that very week — partly to satisfy a debt of which until tli en he had known nothing ; partly as hush-money, to keep d< >wn that terrible secret whispered to him on the Sunday night. The thought certainly did occur that this money almost seemed to have been sent to him to replace it ; but he did not allow it to weigh with him. It would have been simply impossible for Dr. Davenal to act against his conscience. " I shall refuse the legacy, " he remarked to Mr. Wedderburn. "I have no right to it." " What did you say?" asked the lawyer, thinking he had not properly caught the words. "I shall not accept this money. It is none of mine. It ought to be none of mine. It must go to Lady Oswald's relatives." ' ' But it is yours, Dr. Davenal. It is bequeathed to you by will. " " I don't care for the will. I should not care for ten wills, if I had no right to the money bequeathed to me. I have no right to this, and 1 will not touch a farthing of it." Mr. Wedderburn's surprise could only expend itself in one long stare. In all his lawyerly experience he had never come across an announcement so savouring of chivalry. The legatees he had had the pleasure of doing business with were only too eager to grasp their good fortune, and if any little inconvenient prickings of conscience arose, they were speedily despatched back again by the very legal thought — if I do take it I only obey the will. "There never was such a thing heard of as refusing money legally bequeathed," cried the lawyer. "I daresay there has been, many a time. If not, this will be a precedent." "You will be laughed at," persisted Mr. Wedderburn. "You will be set down — I'm afraid people will be setting you down as a lunatic." ' ' Let them, " said the doctor. ' ' They shall not confine me as one 160 OSWALD CRAY, without my own certificate. Mr. Wedderburn," he continued in graver tones, "I am serious in this refusal. I feel that I have no right whatever to this money of Lady Oswald's. She has paid me liberally for my services " "If you only knew how many thousands inherit money daily who have no right to it," interrupted Mr. Wedderburn. ' ' Doubtless they do. I was going to observe that it is not so much my having no right to it that would cause me to decline the money, as the fact that others exist who have a right to it. I " " But the will gives you a right," interposed the lawyer. " A legal right, I am aware it does. But not a just one. No, I will not accept this legacy." "What will you do about it, then ? " The doctor was silent for a minute. " I should wish the money to be appropriated just as though there had been no Dr. Davenal in existence. You say this will was made about six months ago. It must have superseded another will, I presume ? " "It may be said that it superseded several," was the reply. ' ' Lady Oswald was constantly making wills. She had made some half-dozen before this last one." "And each one disposing differently of her property? " quickly asked the doctor. "Yes, or nearly so. Twice she bequeathed it to her nephews, the Stephensons. Once it was left to Mr. Oswald Cray ; once to charities ; once to Sir Philip Oswald. She has been exceedingly capricious." "All the more reason why I should not take it now," warmly cried Dr. Davenal. " She must have left it to me in a moment of caprice; and had she lived a few months longer this will would have been revoked as the rest have been. Mr. Wedderburn, were I capable of acting upon it, and taking the money, I should lose all self-respect for ever. I could not, as a responsible being, responsible to One who sees and judges all I do, be guilty of so crying an in- justice." Mr. Wedderburn suppressed a shrug of the shoulders. He could only look at these affairs with a lawyer's eye and a lawyer's reason- ing. Dr. Davenal resumed. ' ' AVliat was the tenor of the will which this last one superseded ? Do you recollect ? " "Perfectly. We hold the draft of it still. It was as nearly as possible a counterpart of the present one, excepting as relates to your share in this and that of the brothers Stephenson. In that last will they took your place. The furniture was bequeathed to them, as in this, and also the bulk of the property." '• My name not being mentioned in it?" '" Yes, it was. The diamond ring bequeathed to you now was bequeathed then. Nothing more." DR. DAVENAL S " FOLLY. lfil " Then, that's all right. Now, Mr. Wedderburn, listen to mo. That diamond ring I will accept with pleasure, as a reminiscence of my poor friend and patient ; but I will accept nothing else. Will you be so kind as to destroy this last will, and let the other be acted upon ? I am surprising you, I see. If that cannot legally be done, 1 must let the money come to me, but only to hand it over to the rightful owners, the Reverend John Stephenson and his brother; and I will make them a present of it. You will manage this for me. Being at home in law details you know of course what may and what may not be done. All I beg of you is to effect this, carrying it out in the simplest manner, and in the quickest possible time." Mr. "Wedderburn drew a long face. He had no more reason to wish the money to go to Dr. Davenal than to the clergyman and his brother, but it was altogether so unusual a mode of proceeding, would be so veiy unprofessional a transaction, that he regarded it as an innovation hardly to be tolerated, a sort of scandal on all recog- nised notions in the legal world, of which Mr. Wedderburn himself was little better than a machine. "I cannot undertake it without your giving me instructions in writing, Dr. Davenal," he said somewhat shortly. "I wouldn't stir a peg in it without." " You shall have them in full." "Well, sir, you know best, but the time may come when your children will not thank you for this. It is folly, Dr. Davenal, and nothing less." "I hope my children will never question any act of mine. I am doing this for the best." Nevertheless, as Dr. Davenal spoke, there was some pain in his tone. The lawyer detected it, and thought he was coming round. He would not speak immediately, but let the feeling work its way. "It is a large sum to relinquish," the lawyer presently said; "to throw away as if it were so much worthless sand." "What is the sum? — what has she left? "asked Dr. Davenal, the remark reminding him that he was as yet in ignorance of it. "I expect, when all legacies and other expenses are paid, there will be little over six thousand pounds. There ought to have been double. Lady Oswald lost a large sum a few years ago, quite as much as that. She put it into some bubble scheme, and it burst. Women should never dabble in business. They are safe to burn their fingers." "Men have burnt theirs sometimes, was the answer of Dr. Davenal, spoken significantly. " Six thousand pounds ! I should have thought her worth much more. Well, Mr. Wedderburn, you will carry out my instructions." " Of course, if you order me to do so. Will you be ,so kind as Oswald Cray, 11 162 OSWALD CRAY. to write those instructions to me at your convenience, posting them from this town to my house. I am going back home at once." " Won't you see Mr. Stephenson and his brother first, and impart to them the fact that I shall not take the money 1" "No," said the lawyer, " I want to go home by the next train. I wish, Dr. Davenal, you would allow me to give you just one word of advice." " You can give it me," said Dr. Davenal. " I don't promise to take it." "It might be the better for you if you would," was the reply. ' ' My advice is, say nothing to the Stephensons, or to any one else, to-day. This is a very strange resolution that you have expressed, and I beg you to sleep upon it. A night's rest may serve to change your mind." The lawyer departed. It was close upon the hour for Dr. Davenal to receive his indoor patients, and he could not go out then. He went to look for his daughter, and found her in the garden room with her aunt. It was not often that Miss Bettina troubled that room ; she had been wont to tell Sara and Caroline that its litter set her teeth on edge. They began to talk to him of the funeral. It was natural they should do so. In a country place these somewhat unusual occurrences of every-day life are made much of. Miss Bettina was curious. " Were the people from Thorndyke there ? " she asked. " Sir Philip and his eldest son." " And Oswald Cray 1" " Of course. He came down on purpose." "My goodness! And so they met! How did they behave, Richard?" "Just as the rest of us behaved. Did you suppose they would begin to quarrel 1 " "I was sure of it. I knew they would never meet without one. Nothing less could come of Oswald Cray's proud spirit and the manner they have treated him." " At sea as usual, Bettina. Do you think they'd quarrel there- on that solemn occasion ? Oswald Cray and Sir Philip are proud enough, both of them; but they are gentlemen — you forget that, Bettina. I think Oswald Cray is about the least likely man to quarrel that I know, with Sir Philip or with any one else. Your proud man washes his hands of people whom he despises ; he does not quarrel with them." How singularly true were the words in regard to Oswald Cray ! It was as though Dr. Davenal had worn in that moment the gift of prevision : " Your proud man washes his hands of people whom he despises." " And how is her money left ? " continued Miss Bettina. " To the Stephensons 1 " DR. DAVENAlAs "FOLLY." Ifi3 "No, she has not made a just will. It is left to to a stranger. No one related to her." ' ' Indeed ! To whom ? I hope you have been remembered with seme little token, Richard ? " "To be sure I have. You know those two splendid diamond rings of hers : I have one, Oswald Cray the other. And that's all he has, by the way, except a silver coffee-pot or so. Sara, come with me into the garden ; I wish to have a little chat with you." "You have not told me who the stranger is," shrieked Miss Bettina. " I'll tell you by-and-by," the doctor called back. ' ' I did not think it likely she would leave anything to Oswald Cray, papa," Sara remarked, as they paced the garden path. "I think I should have done so, had I been in her place. A matter of five hundred pounds or so would probably have helped him on wonderfully. However, it is a question whether Oswald w<>uld have accepted it." " You said it was not a just will, papa ? " "I could have gone further than that, Sara, and stigmatised it as a very unjust one. Those poor Stephensons, who have been! expecting this money — who had a right to it — are cut off with a paltry fifty pounds each and the furniture." " Oh, papa ! And are they not very poor 1 " " So poor, that I believe honestly they have not always bread to' eat ; that is, what people born as they were designate as bread — proper food. They carry the signs of it in their countenances." " And for Lady Oswald to have left her money away from them 1 To whom has she left it ? " "To one who has no right to it — who never expected it." " I suppose you mean Sir Philip." "No ; it is not left to him. But now, give me your opinion, Sara. Let us, for argument's sake, put ourselves in the position of this fortunate legatee. Sujjpose — suppose, my dear, it were left to you — this money to which you have no claim, no right — to which others have a claim — how should you feel 1 " "I should feel very uncomfortable," replied Sara. "I should feel that I was enriched at the expense of the Stephensons ; I am sure that I should feel almost as though I had committed a fraud. Papa," she added more eagerly, " I should give the money back to them." "That is the very argument I have been using myself. Wedder- burn, Lady Oswald's lawyer, has been here, talking of the matter, and I told him that were I the man to whom it was left, I should give every shilling of it to the brothers Stephenson. Wedderburn did not agree with me ; he brought forward the argument that the man's children might reproach him afterwards. What do yoii think?" 1C>4 OSWALD CRAY. "I think, papa, that were I the man you speak of, I should act upon my own judgment, and return it without reference to the opinion of my children." " That is precisely what he has resolved to do. Sara, the money is left to me." Sara Davenal, taken completely by surprise, halted in her walk and looked at the doctor. "It is true, Sara. I find I am the favoured legatee of Lady Oswald : knowing at the same time that I have no more right to be so than those rose-trees at your side. I have resolved to refuse the money ; to repudiate the will altogether, so far as my share in it goes ; and to suffer a previous will to be acted upon, which gives the money to the Stephensons. I trust my children will not here- after turn round and reproach me." " Oh papa ! " " Yes, I shall do it, Sara. And yet," he added, his voice insen- sibly sinking to a whisper, "I have heavy need of money just now, and the help these thousands would be to me no one but myself knows." Sara was silent. A shiver passed through her at the allusion. She did not dare reply to it. The subject was too painful ; and, besides, she was kept partially in the dark. " But I cannot tamper with my conscience," resumed Dr. Davenal. "Were I to take this money, it would only lie as a weight upon it for my whole future life. I believe — and, Sara, I wish you to believe it and treasure it as an assured truth — that money appropri- ated by ourselves, which in point of right belongs to others, 71 ever comes home to us with a blessing. However safely the law may give it us, if we deprive others of it, whose it is by every moral right, that money will not bless us or our children. Sara, I speak this from the experience of an observant life. " " I am sure you are right, papa," she murmured. " Do not keep this money." "I shall not. But, Sara," — and Dr. Davenal stopped in his walk, and his voice grew solemn in its tone as he laid his hand upon her — " things have changed with me. I cannot now foresee the future. I thought I was laying up a competency for my children ; not a great one, it is true, but one that would have kept them above the frowns of the world. This I have had to part with — my hard-earned savings. It may even be that I shall now have to leave you, my cherished daughter, to the world's mercy. Should this come to pass, you will not cast back a reflection on your dead father, and reproach him for the rejection of these thousands." Her pleading hand, her loving look, was his first answer. "You could not keep the money, papa. It would not be right in God's sight. Do not hesitate." dr. davenal's "folly." LOS "I have not hesitated, Sara. My mind has been made up from the hist. But I preferred to speak to you." Neal came forward to summon Dr. Da venal. His patients were waiting for him. Sara turned to rejoin her aunt. "You can tell her about tins legacy to me, Sara; it will be the talk of the town before the day's out. And explain why I decline it." The afternoon drew to its close. Dr. Davenal, engaged with a succession of patients, scarcely noticed its passing. A wish was running through his mind to see Mr. Oswald Cray, and he hoped he would be calling. When the dinner-hour arrived and lie had not come, that note, previously mentioned, was pencilled, and Neal despatched with it. The man brought the message back in due course : "Mr. Oswald Cray was unable to call upon the doctor, as he was departing for London." Dr. Davenal was disappointed; he had wished to explain to Oswald Cray his intentions respecting the money; he, considered it due to Oswald to do so. How is it that there are times when an idea, without any appa- rent cause to lead to it, or any reason to justify it, takes sudden pos- session of the mind ? Even as Neal spoke, such an idea seated itself in Dr. Davenal's. He fancied that Oswald Cray was in some way not pleased at the disposition of Lady Oswald's property, as regarded Dr. Davenal ; was more or less resenting it. It only made the doctor doubly desirous of seeing him. But there was no chance of it at present, Oswald Cray having left Hallingham. Dr. Davenal put on his hat and went out to take a walk as far as Lady Oswald's. He found the Rev. Mr. Stephenson alone. His brother had de- parted. The clergyman received him somewhat awkwardly. He had been brooding over his disappointment all by himself ; had been thinking what a crying wrong it was that the money should be left to the flourishing and wealthy physician, Dr. Davenal, who put as many guineas into his pocket daily as would keep him and his family in their humble way for months. He was casting his anxious thoughts to the future, wondering how his children were to be edu- cated, foreseeing nothing but embarrassment and struggle to the very end of his life ; and I am not sure that his heart at that moment towards that one man was not full of envy, hatred, malice, and all uncharitableness. Ministers of the gospel are only human, swayed at times by evil passions, just as we are. But, being in this frame of mind, it a little confused the reverend gentleman to see the object of his envy standing before him. Dr. Davenal drew forward a seat. "I daresay, Mr. Stephenson, if the truth were known, you were at this very moment bestowing hard names upon me." ■ t was so exceedingly like what Mr. Stephenson had been doing, 166 OSWALD CRAY. that all the reply he could make was a confused stammer. Dr. Davenal, who, for the interview, appeared to have dismissed his hidden care, resumed in a frank, free tone — ' ' I have no right to the money, have I ? It ought to have gone to you and your brother ? " "Well, sir — perhaps you had been led to expect it by Lady Oswald," was the clergyman's answer. Of a timid and refined nature, he could not, to Dr. Davenal's face, express his sense of the wrong. With Dr. Davenal before him, cordial and open, he began to think the wrong less. That is, that it was not so much the doctor's fault as he had been angrily deeming. "No, she never led me to expect anything of the sort; and you cannot be more surprised than I am at its being left to me," said the doctor. ' ' When Mr. Wedderburn came to me with the news, I could not believe him. However, it appears to be the fact." "Yes," meekly rejoined the clergyman; "it is." " And I have now come to inform you that I shall not take the money, Mr. Stephenson. Not a stiver of it. The will, so far as it concerns me, may be regarded as a dead letter, for all practical purposes. I have desired Mr. Wedderburn to transfer the money to you and your brother; and if this may not legally be done, if I must, despite myself, accept the money, I only take it to restore it to you. You will not be too proud to accept it from me ? " Was he listening to fact ? — or was he in a dream ? The words, to the minister's ear, did not savour of reality. His pale face grew paler with emotion, his trembling hands entwined their thin fingers. He did not dare to ask, Was it real ? lest the answer should dissolve the spell, and prove it illusion. " I could not accept this large sum to the prejudice of others who have a right to it," resumed Dr. Davenal. "I should fear its proving something like ill-gotten gains, that bring evil with them, instead of good. The money shall be yours and your brother's, Mr. Stephenson, just as surely as though it had been left to you by Lady Oswald. The diamond ring I shall keep and value, but not a shilling of the money. I thought I would come up and tell you this."° The tears stood in that poor gentleman's eyes, as he rose and clasped the hand of Dr. Davenal. ' ' If you only could see what I have suffered ; if you could only imagine the struggle life has been to me, you would know what I feel°at this moment. Heaven send its blessing on your genei-osity ! " The doctor quitted him. He had found a heavy heart, he left a happy one. He quitted him and went forth into the stillness of the autumn night. He glanced towards the bright stars as he walked along, thinking of the future. And a prayer went up from his heart— that, if it was Heaven's will, his children might not hereafter feel the sacri- VISITORS FOR MR, OSWALD CRAY, 107 fice he had made ; that God would bless them and be merciful to them when he should be gone. The last few days had been suffi- cient to teach Dr. Davenal, had he never known it before, that the apparently safest amongst us stands in need of this ever-loving mercy, CHAPTER XXV. VISITORS FOR MR. OSWALD CRAY. For some days subsequent to the interview with Neal, and that valuable servant's startling communication, Mr. Oswald Cray re- mained in what may be called a state of utter confusion. The unhappy circumstances attendant on Lady Oswald's death never left his mind ; the strange suspicions first arising naturally, and then augmented by Neal's disclosure, seemed to be ever waging war within him, for they were altogether antagonistic to sober reason, and to his life-long experience of Dr. Davenal. It cannot be denied that Oswald Cray, of calm temperament and sound judgment though he w r as, did fall into the snare that the web of events had woven around him ; and, in the midnight watches, when things wear to our senses a weird, ghost-like hue, the dis- agreeable word murder suggested itself to him oftener than he would have cared to confess in broad daylight. But as the days went on his senses came to him. Reason re-asserted her sway, and he flung the dark doubt from him, as unworthy of himself. It was impossible to connect such a crime with Dr. Davenal. But still, though he dismissed the more serious view of the case, he could not shake off the effect of the circumstances and their suspicion. Perhaps it was next to impossible, knowing what he did of the doctor's sentiments as to chloroform, hearing, as he had heard, Neal's account of the midnight interview, that he should shake them off. They turned and twisted themselves about in his mind in spite of himself. He would have given much to get rid of them, but he could not do so. Now taking one phase, n< >w an >ther, at work or at rest, were those conflicting arguments ever dancing attendance on him, until, from sheer perplexity, his brain would seem to lose its subtle power, and grow dull from very weariness. The conclusion to which he at length came was, that Dr. Davenal had been in a partial degree guilty. He could not think that he had given that cliloroform to Lady Oswald witli the deliberate view of taking her life ; but he did believe there was some hidden blame attached to it. Could it have been given in forgetfulness ? — or by 168 OSWALD CRAY. way of experiment ? — or carelessly ? Oswald Cray asked himself those questions ten times in a day. No, reason answered ; Dr. Davenal was not a man to forget, or to experimentalise, or to do things carelessly. And then, with the answer, rose the one dark doubt again, tormenting him not less with its shadows than with its preposterous absurdity. What clung to his mind more than all the rest was, that he could see no solution, or chance of solution, to the question as to why chloroform was administered, why even it was taken to the house. Dr. Davenal had been mysterious over it, and" at length flatly refused to satisfy him at all. So far as Oswald Cray could see, there was no other solution, then or ever, that could be arrived at, save that the chloroform had been administered wilfully and de- liberately. If so, then with what view had Dr. Davenal At this point Oswald Cray always pulled his thoughts up, and plunged desperately into another phase of the affair. Once he caught himself wondering whether, if the doctor had been deliber- ately guilty, it lay in his duty to bring him to account for it. No living being save himself, so far as he trusted, had been cognisant of Dr. Davenal's strong opinion of chloroform as applied to Lady Oswald. Ought he, then, not only in the obligation which lies upon all honest men to bring crime to light, but as a connection of Lady Oswald's, ought he to be the Nemesis, and denounce With a quicker beating of the heart, Oswald Cray started from the train of thought. Into what strange gulf was it carrying him I Ah, not though it had been his fate to see the crime committed, and to know that it was a crime, would he be the one to bring it home to Richard Davenal ! The man whom he had so respected ; the father of her who possessed his best love, and who would possess it, in spite of his efforts to withdraw it, for all time ? No ; not against him could his hand be raised in judgment. In spite of Itis efforts to withdraw It is love ? Had it come to that with Oswald Cray ? Indeed it had. He could not fathom the affair, it remained to him utterly incomprehensible, but that Dr. Davenal was in some way or other compromised by it, terribly compromised, seemed as plain as the sun at noonday. And Mr. Oswald Cray, in his besetting pride, decided that he could no longer be on terms of friendship with him, and that Sara Davenal must be no wife of his. What it cost him to come to this resolution none save Heaven knew. The struggle remained on his memory for years afterwards as the sorest pain life had ever brought him. It was the bittev turning-point which too many of us have to arrive at, and pass ; which dashes away the sunny meads, the flowery paths of life's young romance, and sends us stumbling and shivering down the stony road of reality. None knew, none ever would know, what that struggle was to Oswald Cray. VISITORS FOR MB. OSWALD CRAY. 1G9 Not a struggle as to the course lie should pursue : never for a single moment did he hesitate in that. The struggle lay with his feelings, with his own heart, where she was entwined with its every fibre, part and parcel of its very self. He strove to put her from thence, and she would not be put out. There she remained, and he was conscious that there she would remain for many a dreary year to come. It w r as a cruel struggle ; and the red flush of shame mantled on his brow as he thought of the words he had spoken to her, and the dishonour that must accrue to him in breaking them. There was not a man on the face of the earth whose sense of honour was more keen than Oswald Cray's, who was less capable of wilfully doing anything to tarnish it; and yet that tarnishing was thrust upon him. To take one to be his wife whose father was a suspected man would be a blot indeed ; and to be untrue the words he had spi »ken to her was scarcely less so. He felt it keenly ; he, the man of unblemished conduct, and, it may be said, of unblemished heart. But still he did not for a moment hesitate. Great as the pain was to himself, little as she, in her innocence, deserved that the slight should be inflicted on her, he never wavered in that which he knew must be. The only question that arose to him was, how it could b v st be done. Should he speak to her? — or should he gradually drop all intimacy and let the fact become known to her in that way? Which would be the kinder course? That the separation would be productive of the utmost pain to her as to him, that she loved him with all the fervour of a first and pure attach- ment, he knew ; and he felt for her to his very heart's core. He hated himself for having to inflict this pain, and he heartily wished, as things had turned out, that he had never yielded to the pleasure of becoming intimate at Davenal's. Well, which should be his course ? Oswald Cray sat over his fire one cold evening after busi- ness was over, and deliberated upon it. Some weeks had gone on then. He leaned his elbow on the arm of his chair, and bent his cheek on his hand, and gazed abstractedly on the blaze. He shrank from the very idea of speaking to her. No formal engagement existed between them : it had been implied more than spoken ; and he would be scarcely justified in saying to her, " I cannot marry you now," considering that he had never in so many words asked her to many him at all. She might regard it as a gratuitous insult. But, putting that aside, he did not see his way clear to speaking to her. What reason could he give for his withdrawal I He could not set it down to his own caprice ; and he could not — no. he could rot— put forth to her the plea of her father's misdoing. He began to think it might be better to maintain silence, and so let the past and its words die away. If He was aroused from his train of thought by the entrance of a woman in a black bonnet and with a rather crusty expression of face. 170 OSWALD CRAY. This was Mrs. Benn the housekeeeper. It did not lie in Mrs. Benn's province to wait on Mr. Oswald Cray, or she would probably have attired herself more in accordance with her duty. It lay in her husband's, and he had been sent out this evening by Mr. Oswald Cray on business connected with the firm. On cleaning days — and they occurred twice in the week — Mrs. Benn was wont to descend in the morning in the black bonnet, and keep it on until she went to bed. It was not worn as bonnets are worn usually, but was perched right on the top of her head crown upwards: and Mrs. Benn was under a firm persuasion that this kept her hair and cap free from the dust she was wont to raise in sweeping. She was about forty, but looked fifty. "Wouldn't you like the things taken away, sir?" she asked in a tone as crusty as her look. "I'm waiting to wash them up." This recalled Oswald Cray's notice to the fact that the remains of his dinner were yet upon the table. He believed he had rung for them to be taken away when he turned to the fire ; and there he had sat with his back to them ever since. It was now a little past seven, and Mrs. Benn had grown angry and indignant at the waiting. "I declare I thought they had gone away," he said. " I suppose the bell did not ring. I am sure I touched it." "No bell has rung at all," returned Mrs. Benn resentfully. "I stood down there with my hands before me till the clock had gone seven, and then' I thought I'd come up and see what was keeping them. You haven't ate much this evening, sir, "she added, looking at the table. ' ' I don't think you have eaten much lately. Don't you feel well ? " "Well ! I am very well," he replied carelessly, rising from his chair and stretching himself. "Is Benn not back yet ? " "No, he is not back," she returned, her tone becoming rather explosive, not very promising for the absent Mr. Benn. ' ' He don't seem to hurry himself, though he knows if he didn't get back I should have to come up here ; and very fit I am on cleaning days to appear before a gentleman." "Is it necessary to clean in a bonnet ? " asked Oswald quietly. "It's necessary to clean in something, sir, to protect one's head from the fluff that collects. One would wonder where it comes from, all in a week. I used to tie an apron over my cap, but it was always coming off, or else blowing its corners into one's eyes." Oswald laughed. He remembered the apron era, and the guy Mrs. Benn looked. For twelve years had she and her husband been the servants of that house. Formerly Mr. Bracknell, an old bachelor, had lived in it, and Benn and his wife waited on him, as they now did on Mr. Oswald Cray. "Would you like tea this evening, sir?" she inquired. For sometimes Oswald took tea and sometimes he did not. VISITORS FOR MB. OSWALD OKAY. 171 "Yes ; if you bring it up directly. I am going out." She went away with her tray. Down the hrst flight of stairs, past the offices, and down again to the kitchen. The ground-floor of this house in Parliament Street was occupied by the offices of the firm, and partially so the floors above. Oswald Cray had two or three rooms for his own use ; his sitting-room, not a very large one, being on the first floor. His train of thought had been broken by the woman, and he did not recall it. He stepped into an adjoining apartment, lighted a shaded lamp, sat down, and began to examine a drawing of some complicated plans. Pencil in hand, he was deep in the various mysteries pertaining to engmeering, when he heard Mrs. Benn and the tea-tray. He marked off certain lines and curves on a blank sheet of paper before he went in. He had not hurried himself, and the tea must be getting cold. Mrs. Benn was in the habit of making it down-stairs, so that he was spared the trouble. It was by no means a handsome tea equipage. The black teapot had a chipped spout, and the china tea-cup was cracked. Oswald's china tea-service had been hand- some once — or rather Mr. Bracknell's, for it was to that gentleman the things in the house belonged — but Mrs. Benn was what she herself called a " heavy hand at breakage," and two or three cups and saucers were all that remained. Oswald had determined to buy himself a decent tea-set, but somehow he never thought of it, and the elegant equipage came up still. He poured himself out a cup, stirred it, and then went for the sheet of paper on which he had been occupied. Mrs. Benn knew her master well. He had said he was going out, but he was just as likely to remain over his plans all the evening as to go out ; perhaps, even, in forgetfulness keep her tea-things up until ten o'clock, or until she went for them. Oswald Cray was one whose heart was in his profession, and work was more pleasant to him than idleness. He was busy still, neglecting his tea, when Mrs. Benn came in again. He thought she had come very soon for her tea-tray to-night. But she had not come for that. " Here's company now, sir ! A young lady wants to see you." " A young lady ! " repeated Oswald. " To see me 1 " "Well, I sup] lose she's a young lady, from what one can see of her through her black veil ; but she came to my kitchen bell only, when the knocker was staring her right in the face," returned Mrs. Benn. "She asked for you, sir. I said, was it any message I could take up? but she says she wants to speak to you herself." "You can show her up." Mrs. Benn accomplished this process in a summary manner. Going down to the hall, where she had left the applicant, she 172 OSWALD CRAY. briefly said to her, " You can go up. First door you come to that's open " — and then left the lady to rind her way. Had her husband, Benn, been at home, he would have asked her what she meant by introducing a visitor in that fashion to Mr. Oswald Cray ; and he would probably have received for answer a sharp order to mind his own business. In point of fact, Mrs. Benn, on those two dark inter- ludes of her weekly existence, cleaning days, had neither time nor temper to waste on superfluous ceremony. Oswald Cray had bent over his paper again, attaching little im- portance to the advent of the visitor ; he supposed it might be some messenger from one or other of the clerks. The footfall on the stairs was soft and light ; Oswald's back was to the door, and his plan was absorbing his attention. "Mr. Oswald Cray?" It was a sweet and sensible voice, with a Scotch accent very perceptible to English ears. It was the voice of a lady, and Oswald Cray started up hastily, pencil in hand. A short, slight, very young-looking woman, with a fair face and blue eyes, stood before him. Strictly speaking, there was no beauty whatever in the face, but it was so fair, so frank, so honest, with its steady good sense and its calm blue eyes, that Oswald Cray warmed to it at once. She was dressed plainly in black, and she threw back her crape veil to speak, as most sensible women like to do. To Oswald's eyes, seeing her by that light, she looked about one or two and twenty, as she had to Mrs. Benn ; her light complexion, her small features, and her slight figure were all of that type that remain young a long time. In his surprise he did not for the moment speak, and she repeated the words, not as a question this time. " You are Mr. Oswald Cray." "Yes," he answered, recovering his equanimity. "May I- ' "I come to you from my brother, Frank Allister," she inter- rupted. " I am Jean Allister." His whole face lighted up with a smile of welcome, it may be said of recognition. He had heard so much of this good sister from his friend Frank Allister. " I am so glad you have come to him ! " he warmly exclaimed, taking her hand. "Frank has almost pined for you ; but he did not expect you yet. I seem to know you quite well ; he has talked to me of you so much." "Thank you," she said, in answer to the chair he offered. "And 1 will take off my fur," she added, unwinding a boa from her neck, and untying her bonnet-strings. "Your room feels very vrarm to one coming in from the keen air." 'I'] icii; was something in her frank maimers that struck most pleasingly on the mind of Oswald. She sat there as confidingly in Ills room as though he had been her brother : a good, modest, VISITORS FOB MB. OSWALD CRAY. 17'! single-minded woman, whom even a bad man could not do other- wise than respect. "Yes, I came before Frank expected me," she said. "I did not think I could have come so soon ; but my friends kindhy released me. You know my situation — why I could not come to him before.'' "I know that you are" — Oswald hesitated for a moment, and then went bravely on. Before that clear eye of good sense there was no need to mince the matter, and pretend ignorance. "I know that you are companion to a lady ; and that you could not leave her." "I have been companion and maid to her all in one," said Miss Allister. " When Frank and 1 had to go out into the world and do the best we could for ourselves, I was obliged to look out for what I was most fitted for. Our dead mother's brother offered to help Frank, and he paid the premium with him to this house, and assisted him in other ways, and I was very glad it should be so " "You mean Mr. Brown ? " interrupted Oswald. "Yes. He lived in London. My mother was English born and reared. He was a good friend to us so long as he lived. It was necessary that I should go out ; and a situation offered in a lady's family, Mrs. Graham. She wanted some one who would be her companion, sit with her, read to her, some one well reared, of whom she might make an equal, but who would at the same time act as maid ; and I took it. But perhaps you have heard all this from Frank I " " No, not these past details ; though he has talked of you very much. He has told me " — Oswald broke into a frank smile as he said it — " that his sister Jane was worth her weight in gold." " I should be sorry to think that most sisters are not worth as much as I am," she gravely answered. " I have only done my duty, so far as I could do it, and the worst of us ought to do no less. When Frank found I acted as maid to Mrs. Graham he was very much put out, and wanted me to give up the situation and seek a different one. But I laughed at him for a proud boy, and I have stayed on until now. What am I the worse for it? I dressed her, and served her, and, when of late years she grew ill and helpless, I nursed her. I had become so useful to her — 1 must say. so in- dispensable — that, when news reached me of Frank's illness, I could not quit her to come to him. I tried to see which way my duty lay ; to leave her for my sick brother, or to leave my brother to strangers, and stay with my dying ami helpless friend and mistress. Every week we expected would be her last — she has been slowly dying these three months— and I felt that it would be wrong to abandon her. That, you see, is why I could not come to Frank." "Is she dead ? " asked Oswald. 174 OSWALD CRAY; ' ' Oh, yes. This mourning that I am wearing is for her. And as soon as it was possible after the funeral I came away. We had a long and bad passage, two days, and I did not reach Frank until three o'clock this afternoon." " You should have come by land," observed Oswald. "Nay, but that would have cost more," she simply answered. " And I knew that Frank was better, and in no vital hurry for my presence. I have come to you, sir, this evening, to ask your opinion of his state. Will you be so kind as to give it me 1 " " First of all will you permit me to give you a cup of tea ? " replied Oswald, turning to look at the tray, which was on the opposite side of the table, next the door. "No, thank you," she replied. "I gave Frank his tea before coining out, and took some with him. But will you let me pour out a cup for you ? I saw that I interrupted you." Before Oswald could decline, she had taken her gloves off, and was round at the tray, putting it in order. That a bachelor had been doing the honours of the ceremony was only too apparent. " Not for me," said Oswald, feeling as if he had known her for years. "You are very kind, but I have taken all I wish." Oswald had risen, and she came back from the tea-tray, and stood by him on the hearth-rug. Her bonnet still untied, her gloves off, her face and attitude full of repose, she looked like one in her own home. " You will tell me freely what you think of Frank 1 " There was not the slightest shade of doubt in her voice ; she evidently expected that he would tell her. She stood with her fair face raised, her candid blue eyes thrown full up to his. Oswald drew her chair forward for her, and took his own, pausing before he spoke. In good truth, he scarcely now knew what was his opinion of Frank Allister. It was one of those cases where the patient seems at death's door, and then, to the surprise of all, the disease takes a sudden turn, and appears to be almost gone. In the previous month, October, Oswald Cray had believed that a few days must see the end of Frank Allister ; this, the close of November, he was apparently getting well all one way. "I do not quite know how to answer you," Oswald began. " Five or six weeks ago Frank was so ill that I did not think there remained the least chance for him, yet he has changed in a wonderful manner. But for the deceitfulness that is so characteristic of the disease, I should believe him to be getting well. Remembering that, I can only look upon it as a passing improvement." Jean Allister paused. "I suppose there is no doubt that his symptoms are those of consumption 1 " "None." "And consumption, if it does come on, is rarely, if ever cured. Do you think it is 1 " \ [SITOES FOR MR. OSWALD CRAY. 175 "Very rarely, I fear." ' ' But again, I have known patients who have displayed every symptom of consumption, have suffered much, and who have eventually become strong and hearty, and continued so." "That is true," he assented. "There have been such instances. I wish I could satisfy you better, but indeed I do not know what to think. Mr. Bracknell asked me a day or two ago how Allister was getting on, and I answered as I answer you — that I really could not tell him." ' ' When I reached my brother's to-day and saw how well he appeared to be, so different from what I had expected to find him, I could not help expressing my surprise, " said Miss Allister. ' ' Frank gaily told me that his illness and its supposed danger had been all a mistake, and he had taken a new lease of life. I did not know what to think, what to believe ; and I determined to come here and ask your opinion. I could not, you know, ask you before him." "And I cannot give you a decisive answer," repeated Oswald. "I can only hope that this improvement may go on to a complete restoration : and 1 should think it would, but for the treacherous nature of the disease. Frank does certainly appear wonderfully strong and well. Even the doctor cannot say that it will not end in recovery." " Frank wrote me word that you had caused him to see one of the great London physicians, and that the opinion was unfavourable. But that was when he was at the worst. You have been truly kind to him, Mr. Oswald Cray, and when I came here to-night I felt that I was coming to a friend." "I should like to be your friend always," returned Oswald, in an unusual impulse. ' ' 1 seem to have been so a long time, Frank has talked to me so much of you." " Do you come to see him daily ? " "Not daily; but as often as I can. It is some distance from here." " It is a long way. But I was misdirected. " You surely did not walk ? " exclaimed Oswald. "To be sure I walked. How else should I come '. "' "There are conveyances — cabs and omnibuses." " But they cost money," she answered, with that frankness which, in her, seemed so great a charm. "I have not come to England devoid of means, but they will find plenty of outlets in necessary things, without being spent in superfluities. Anyway, they must be made to last both for me and Frank, until I can leave him and go out again. I would not speak of these things to you, Mr. Oswald Cray, but that you must know all the particulars of our position." She had risen as she spoke, and was now tying her bonnet- strings. Oswald picked up a glove which she dropped. 176 OSWALD CRAY. "And now T will wish you good-night," she continued, putting her hand frankly into his. "And I would like to thank you with all my heart for what you have done for Frank ; for the good friend you have been to him. You have brought him help and comfort when there was nobody else in the world to give it him. I shall always thank you in my heart, Mr. Oswald Cray." Oswald laughed the words off, and attended her down-stairs, taking up his hat as he went through the hall. Mrs. Benn and her black bonnet came up the kitchen stairs. "Good-night," repeated Jean Allister. " 1 am going with you," said Oswald. She resisted the suggestion at first, saying she could find her way quite well ; but Oswald quietly carried his point. He closed the door behind him, and offered his arm. She took it at once, thanking him in a staid old-fashioned manner. Mrs. Benn drew the door open and looked after them. "Arm-in-arm!" ejaculated that lady. "And he bending down to her to talk ! Who on earth can she be ? — coming after him to his house — and stopping up there in the parlour — and keeping up the tea-things ! It looks uncommon like as if he had a sweetheart. Only — ■ — So it's you at last, Joe Benn ! And what do you mean by stopping out like this 1 " The concluding sentences were addressed to a respectable-look- ing man who approached the door. It was Joseph Benn her hus- band, and the faithful servant of the firm. " I couldn't make more haste," he quietly answered. ' ' Not make more haste ! Don't tell me. Mr. Oswald Cray expected you home an hour ago." ' ' Mr. Oswald Cray will be quite satisfied that I have not wasted my time when I tell him where I've been. Is he up-stairs ? " "No, he is not," she sharply answered. "Satisfied, indeed! Yes, he looked satisfied when he saw me going up to wait upon him in this guise, and to show in his company?- And me waiting a good mortal hour for his dinner-things, which he forgot was up ; which couldn't have happened if you'd been at your post to wait at table. You go and stop out again at his dinner-time, Joe Benn ! " Joe Benn made no rejoinder ; experience had taught him that it was best not. He passed her, and she shut the door with a bang. MORE D< >l BT. 177 CHAPTER XXYI. MORE DOUBT. The air was keen and frosty, and the streets were white and clean — not a common feature in November — as they walked forth. Oswald could but admire this straightforward Scotch girl, with her open speech and plain good sense. She was so young in appearance that he could only think of her as a girl, though she had herself reminded him that she was older than Frank. This, as he knew, must bring her to a year or two past thirty : and in steadiness of manner and self-possessed independence she was two-and-forty. Reared in her Highland home, in every comfort during the earlier years of her life, she had since had to buffet with the world. Her mother, a widow from the time Frank was two years old, had enjoyed a good income, but it died with her. The uncle in London took Frank, who was then a youth ; and Jean had to seek a situation. It was not easy to find one. For a governess she was not qualified, so many of what are called accomplishments are essential nowadays, and Jean Allister had not learnt any. She had received a good education, but a plain one. Waiting and waiting ! No situation ottered itself ; and when she heard of Mrs. Graham's she was almost wearied out with the worst of all weariness — that of hope deferred. But for that weariness she might not have accepted a place where she was to be personal attendant as well as companion. She took it, determined to do her duty, to make the very best of it ; and when her brother Frank wrote to her in a commotion from his home in London, where he was then with Bracknell and Street, she began by making the very best of it to him, gaily and lightly. Frank had the letter still, in which she had jokingly called him — as she had just related to Mr. Oswald Cray — a proud boy, and recommended him to "bring down " his notions. Frank Allister had never been reconciled to it yet. Jean had grown to like it ; and she had remained there all these years, conscientiously performing her task. "Have you lost a friend lately ? " she inquired, in allusion to the band on Oswald's hat. "Yes," he briefly answered, wincing at the question. All that past time of Lady Oswald's death, and the events attending it, caused an inward shiver whenever they were brought to his mind. "It is grievous to lose relatives when they are dear to us," remarked Jean. " There is an expression in your countenance at times that tells me you have some source of sorrow. " Whatever the expression she had noticed on his countenance, she would have seen a very marked one now, had they been, as before, Oswald Cray. ll> 178 OSWALD CRAY. face to face. The old haughty pride came into it, and his brow- flushed blood-red. Oswald Cray was one of the very last to tolerate that his secret feelings should be observed or commented upon. As she spoke it seemed to him as if the pain at his heart was read, his hopeless love for Sara Davenal laid bare. "You are drawing a wrong inference, Miss Allister," he coldly said. "The friend I lost was neither near nor very dear to me. She was an old lady ; a connection of my mother's family — Lady Oswald." Jean marked the changed tone. She concluded the loss ivas one of pain to him, though he did not choose to say so, and she gathered her deductions that he was a man of great reticence of feeling. That he was a brave and a good man, one in every way worthy of trust and esteem, she had known from Frank long ago. "Why, Neal! Is it you?" Mr. Oswald Cray came to an abrupt halt in his surprise. Turning out at the door of a house they were passing was Dr. Davenal's man-servant. Neal did not appear in the least taken aback. He touched his hat and stood still with as much equanimity as if he had been expecting Mr. Oswald Cray. ' ' What has brought you to London, Neal ? You have surely not left Dr. Davenal ? " "Oh, no, sir, I have not left. A brother of mine, sir, has returned to England after an absence from it of many years, and a little property of ours, that couldn't be touched whilst he was away, is now being divided. I spoke to Dr. Davenal, and he gave me leave to come up." " Have you been up long ? " " Only three days, sir ? " " Are they all well at Hallingham ? " ' ' Quite well, sir. Mr. Cray hurt his arm as he was getting out of the doctor's carriage, and it was bound up for a week. But it is better again." " How did he manage that ? " " I don't think he knew, sir. His foot slipped as he was stepping out, and he swung round in some way, keeping hold of the carriage with his hand bent. It was rather a bad sprain." "Miss Davenal is quite well ? " "Yes, sir. Miss Sara has had a cold lately, and is looking ill. The captain went abroad, sir, without coming to Hallingham, and they all felt it much." Oswald bade the man good-night, and walked on. He did not care, in his fastidious sensitiveness, to hear the looks of Sara Davenal commented on. If she looked ill, was it for his, Oswald's, sake ? Or was she haunted by that unhappy secret which Neal had once so darkly hinted at ? Neal stood within the shade of the house looking after Mr; MORE DOUBT. 170 Oswald Cray, or rather after the young lady leaning on his arm. Neal was very curious as to this young lady, for young she looked in Ncal's eyes. "While his whole attention was apparently absorbed by his conversation with Mr. Oswald Cray, he had been studying the face turned to him ; a fair and sensible face, as Mr. Neal could read, though less good-looking than Miss Sara Davenal's. What with Neal's legitimate observation and his illegitimate ferreting, he had contrived to arrive at a very ingenious conjecture as to the relations which had existed between Mr. Oswald Cray and Dr. Davenal's daughter ; and Neal had of late been entertaining a shrewd guess that Mr. Oswald Cray intended those relations to cease. He judged by the fact that the gentleman had never once, since Lady Oswald's funeral, been inside the doctor's doors. A formal call and left a card during one of his visits to HaUingham, had comprised all the notice taken. Tolerably safe appearances these, from which Neal drew his conclusions ; and perhaps Neal may be pardoned that he asked himself whether this young lady had superseded Miss Sara. "It looks uncommonly like it," he repeated to himself as his gaze followed them in the distance. "I should like to be certain, and to know who she is. She looks like a lady — and he wouldn't take up with anybody that was not one. Suppose I just see where they go ? I have nothing particular on my hands this evening." Gingerly treading the streets, as one who knows he is bent upon some surreptitious expedition, Neal stepped along, keeping Mr. Oswald Cray and his companion sufficiently in view not to lose them. After a somewhat long walk, they entered a house on the confines of Chelsea ; the middle one of a row of moderately-sized houses, with small gardens before the doors. Neal saw Mr. Oswald Cray knock ; and a young servant-maid admitted them. But this left Neal as wise as before. He could see the house, could read the name of the Terrace, "Bangalore Terrace," in large black letters at either end ; but this did not tell the name of the lady, or who she was ; and Bangalore Terrace, though sufficiently respectable-looking, was certainly not the class of terrace to which it might be expected Mr. Oswald Cray would go for a wife. Neal might have remained in ignorance until now but for a fortunate accident. He was taking a last look at the house ere he turned away, at the light which shone behind the blinds of the first-floor windows, when the same servant who had opened the door came running nut, a jug and latch-key in her hand. As she passed Neal, her bonnet, which she had merely perched on her head, flew off, and Neal gallantly picked it up. " I'm sure I'm much obliged to you, sir," she said, civilly. " Can you tell me where a Miss — Miss It is very un- fortunate," broke oft' Neal in a tone of vexation. "I am in search of a young lady on a little matter of business, and I have forgotten 180 OSWALD CRAY. her number. I think she lives at number five, but I am not sure." " Number five's our house," said the girl, falling readily into the trap. "There ain't no young lady living there. There's three young ladies at number six, sir; perhaps it's one o' them." " No young lady living at number five ? ".repeated Neal. "No, there isn't. There's only my missis, and me, and two sons, and the gentleman what's Ul on the first-floor. But perhaps you mean the sick gentleman's sister ? " she added, the thought striking her. " She came to our house to-day, after a long journey all the way from Scotland, and she's going to stop with him." Neal hardly thought this could apply. The young lady did not look as though she had just come oft" a long journey. " I don't know," said he. " What is her name '( " "Her name's the same as her brother's — Allister. If you'd been here two minutes sooner, sir, you might have seen her, for she's just come in with Mr. Oswald Cray. He's a gentleman who comes to see Mr. Allister." "Allister! " The name was conclusive without further testimony. Neal had once heard Mr. Oswald Cray describe his friend Allister's symptoms to Dr. Davenal. This fair girl with the pleasant face was Miss Allister, then ! "Ah, it's not the same ! " said he, cautiously. "I must come down by daylight and look out. Good-night ; I am sorry to have detained you," he said as he walked away. "Miss Allister!" repeated Neal to himself. "And so the brother's not dead yet ! I remember Mr. Oswald Cray saying he could not live a week, and that's three months ago. " Frank Allister was sitting between the fire and the table, reading by the light of the lamp, when they entered. He was slight and short, with a fair skin like his sister's, and a long thin neck. The room was very small, and what with its size and the heavy close- ness of the Brompton air, Jean Allister had felt stifled ever since she arrived that day. Frank, without rising from his seat, turned and held his thin white fingers towards Oswald Cray, who grasped them. "Jean, where have you been ? I fancied you went out only for a few minutes' walk." " I thought I would go as far as Mr. Oswald Cray's, Frank, and thank him for his attention to you," was her answer. "He has been so kind as to walk back with me." ' But how did you find your way ? " cried Frank, wonderingly. ' I enquired. But I suppose I was stupid at understanding, for I went out of my way. What a busy place London is ! I should grow bewildered if I lived in it long." Oswald Cray laughed. "It would be just the contrary, Miss MOBE DOUBT. 181 Allister. The longer you lived in it tlie less bewildered you would be." " Ah, yes," she answered ; " habit reconciles us to most things." She had laid her bonnet and black shawl on a chair, and was going noiselessly from one part of the room to another, putting in order things that Frank had disturbed since her departure. He had wanted a particular bonk, and to get it had displaced two whole shelves of the chiffonier. The coal-box stood in the middle of the room, and a fancy china inkstand, the centre ornament of the chiffonier, was set on a chair. But the room, in its present neatness and order, looked very different from what Oswald had ever seen it before. Sometimes there had not been, as the saying runs, a chair to sit upon. Frank ill, perhaps careless, had paid little heed as to how his room went, and his landlady and his landlady's young maid had not bestirred themselves in the matter. When Jean arrived she bad taken in all the discomfort at the first glance, and did not sit down until it was remedied. Frank's bedchamber opened from the sitting-room, and there was a small room, little more than a closet, at the bend of the stairs, which was to be Jean's. Oswald followed her witli his eyes, as she moved about in her simple usefulness. Perhaps he wished that he had such a sister to make his home a prettier place than it was made by Mrs. Benn. She was very small in figure, and the folds of her soft black dress scarcely added to it3 fulness. Her light hair was carried rather low on the cheeks, and twisted into a coil on her neck behind. Without her out-door things she looked, if anything, younger than she did in them. " And so you went to Mr. Oswald Cray's, inquiring your way ? " cried Frank. "1 say, young lady, that's not the fashion of doing tilings in London." " Maybe not," answered Jean. " I dare say I and London shall not agree in our notions of fashion. Have you taken your milk, Frank ? " " I should think so. It was smoked again." "Smoked ! " cried Jean, looking at him. "It generally is smoked," continued Frank. "I think their saucepans down-stairs must be constructed on the plan of letting the smoke in." Jean said no more. She inwardly resolved that neither Frank's milk nor anything else that he took should be smoked in future. " Why don't you sit down, Oswald. Are you afraid of Jean '! " "Not very much," Oswald answered, looking round at her with a smile. "The fact is, Frank, I have some work to do at home to- night, and must get back." " Plans to go over ? " "That and other things." " I shall soon be well enough to come out again and go to work,' 182 OSWALD CRAY. resumed Frank Allister ; and his confident tone proved how firm was his belief in his own words. ' ' Will Bracknell and Street take me on again ? " "I think you will soon be out if you go on impixtving at this rate," answered Oswald, ignoring the last portion of Frank's words. " You look better this evening than you have looked yet." "Oh, lam all right. But of course I look better now Jean's here. Nearly the first thing she did was to part and brush my hair, and make me put on a clean collar. Only fancy her coming upon me to-day without warning ! When the girl came up to say there was a lady at the door in a cab for Mr. Allister, I thought of any one rather than Jean." Oswald Cray wished them good-night, and walked leisurely home. He really had some work to do ; but he could have remained longer with them, only that he thought they might prefer to be alone on this the first evening of the sister's arrival. They had been parted for so many years. Oswald let himself in with his latch-key. It must be supposed that Mrs. Benn heard him ; for she came running uy> the kitchen stairs, and held out something to him under the hall lamp. It appeared to be a piece of narrow black ribbon about a third of a yard in length. " When I had got the tea-tray down in the kitchen, sir, I found this hanging to it. I suppose the young lady that was with you up-stairs left it here." There was little doubt that Jean had left it. A wrist-ribbon probably, inadvertently untied in pulling off her glove. Oswald looked at the woman — at her crusty face, where the curiosity induced by the visit had not yet subsided. A curiosity he judged it well to satisfy. "Did you know who that lady was, Mrs. Benn % " "No, sir." "It was poor Mr. Allister's sister. She has come all the way from Scotland to nurse him." The ill-humour disappeared ; the face lighted up with a better feeling. Mr. Allister had been a favourite of Mrs. Benn's, and if she could be sorry for any one's illness, she was very sorry for his. " Mr. Allister's sister ! If I had but known it, sir I What a pleasant-speaking young lady she is." Following his wife up the kitchen stairs, had come Benn. He waited until this colloquy was over, and then began to speak on his own account. " A gentleman is waiting for you in your sitting-room, sir." " Who is it ? " asked Oswald. "I think he's a stranger, sir. I don't remember to have seerl him before." Oswald proceeded up-stairs. Standing at the side of the room, MORE DOUBT. 183 facing the door as he opened it, his gloves on and his hat in his hand, was Neal. And so much like a gentleman did he really look that Mr. Joseph Benn's mistake was a pardonable one. "I have taken the liberty of intruding upon you, sir, and of asking to wait until you returned, to enquire whether I can convey anything for you to Hallingham. You had hardly left me, sir, when I remembered how very remiss it was of me not to ask you ; unless I have a letter from the doctor to-morrow morning, ac- cording me another day or two's grace, which I have written for, I shall leave to-morrow evening. If I can do anything there for you, sir, or be of use to you in any way, you may command me." "Thank you, Neal; there's nothing I want done. I expect to go down myself next week. Come nearer the fire this cold night. Sit down." Neal drew nearer the fire ; but he did not avail himself of the invitation to sit down. Oswald inquired if he would like some refreshment, but he declined. "Have they heard from Captain Davenal yet, do you know 1 " Oswald asked. ' ' I think not, sir. I believe they were expecting letters from Malta when I left." " I wish he could have gone down for a short time. I am sure the doctor felt it." " There's no doubt he did, sir, very much," returned Neal, witli warm sympathy in his low, respectful tone. " I grieve to say, sir, that the doctor appears to be very much changed. He is more like one suffering from some inward painful illness than anything else." " Of body or of mind?" involuntarily asked Oswald, speaking on the moment's impulse. And however he may have regretted the question, he could not recall it. " I should say of the mind, sir. Since the night of — of Lady Oswald's death, he has been a changed man." Mr. Oswald Cray made no answer whatever to the allusion ; he evidently declined to enter upon that unsatisfactory topic. Neal resumed. "There are going to be changes in our house, sir ; it is to bo conducted with more regard to economy. Watson is to leave, and I am not sure but I am to leave also. Miss Davenal does not wish any changes made, but the doctor says it is necessary." " On the score of economy ? " " Yes, sir, on the score of economy. I heard him talking of it to Miss Sara. He said if the present rate of expense was to go on, together with the heavy sum that must now go from him yearly as hush-money, he should not keep his head above water. Miss Davenal, who does not understand why any retrenchment should be made, opposes it entirely." Every fibre in Oswald Cray's heart resented the words — he could 18-4 OSWALD CRAY. not bear that such should be spoken out boldly to him, no matter what their truth might be. Neal's innocent eyes noticed the sudden flush upon his face. "I think you must be mistaken, Neal. Hush-money! Dr. Davenal would scarcely use the term to Ms daughter." " Not that precise term, perhaps, sir, but certainly something equivalent to it. There is a rumour in the town, sir, that he intends to resign the legacy left to him by my lady, or part of it." " Indeed ! " "People have talked a great deal, I fancy, sir, and it has reached the doctor's ears. Perhaps, sir, if I may venture to say it to you, he may be afraid to keep it. The injustice of the bequest might lead to some investigation which — which would be inconvenient to Dr. Davenal." "Neal, I would rather not enter upon these topics," said Oswald, in a clear, resolute tone. "Things which appear dubious to us may be easily explained by Dr. Davenal. At any rate, it is neither your business nor mine." And by those firmly spoken words Neal knew that Mr. Oswald Cray had, so to say, washed his hands of the affair, and did not mean to take it up in any way. Neal's hopes had tended to the contrary, and it was a. little checkmate for him. "I thought I would presume to ask you, sir, whether you might not be soon requiring a personal attendant," he resumed, sliding easily out of his disappointment, and giving no token of it, "Should I be leaving the doctor, it would afford me greater pleasure to serve you, sir, than any one else, now my late lady's gone." Oswald laughed— he could not help it. "A valet for me, Neal ! No, that would never do under present circumstances. You will be at no loss for a good place, rely upon it, should you leave Dr. Davenal. The good places will be only too glad to contend for you." Neal did not dispute the assertion. What his precise motive might have been for wishing to serve Mr. Oswald Cray, when he could no doubt dispose of himself so much more advantageously, was best known to himself. He made his adieu in his usual quiet and respectful fashion, and took his departure, leaving Oswald Cray to the reminiscences of the interview. Oswald sat over the fire as oblivious of the work he had to do as he had been of the dinner-table earlier in the evening. Will it be believed that the hint dropped by Neal— that Dr. Davenal might be giving up the money because he dared not risk the danger of any investigation — was grating unpleasantly upon him? To do Neal justice so far, he himself fully believed that such was Dr. Davenal's motive, and he had spoken for once with that earnestness that is never without its weight. A WINTRY AFTERNOON. i S.". It was unfortunate that this aspect of the affair should have been the first given to Oswald Cray. Had he simply heard that Dr. Davenal was declining the bequest in his generous consideration for the Stcphensons, it might perhaps have disturbed his doubts of that other dark story, since the only motive the doctor could possibly have had throughout (as Oswald had argued) was acquiring the money. But if he was declining the money through fear, it only served to made these doubts the greater. He sat on with his unhappy thoughts far into the night, the image of Sara Davenal ever before him. Never had his love for her been more tender, never had the cruelty of their separation been so keenly present to his soul. CHAPTER XXVII. A WINTRY AFTERNOON. December came in with a drizzling rain, which lasted a day or two. A cold, bleak, windy rain, rendering out-door life miserable. As Sara Davenal sat at her chamber window, looking into the street, the shivering and uncomfortable appearance presented by the few passers-by might have excited her compassion. But it did not. Truth to say, Sara Davenal had too much need of compassion herself just now to waste it upon street wayfarers. The greatest blight that can possibly fall upon the inward life of a woman had fallen upon hers. Oswald Cray was faithless. She knew not how, she knew not why ; she only judged by his conduct that it must be so. He had been two or three times to Hallingham, and had shunned her ; had shunned them altogether. There could be no better proof of his faithlessness. On one of the visits he had remained three days ; therefore he could not plead want of time as his excuse. He had called at the door, inquired for Miss Davenal, and upon Neal's answering that Miss Davenal was out, he had handed in cards. For Sara he had not asked at all, and he had not been near the house since. Sara could do nothing. She could only accept this change in him and bear it in silence. Had she been asked to pin her faith on the truth and honour of any living man, she would have chosen Oswald Cray's. Not because she loved him, not because it was to her his allegiance was certainly due, but because she believed him to be, of all others, the very soul of chivalrous integrity. But that he had changed to her there could not be a shadow of doubt : his 186 OSWALD CRAY. conduct proved it. He had silently broken off all relations with her, and given no token of what his motive could be. That some cause, just or unjust, had led to it, she yet did him the justice to believe ; he was the last man so to act from caprice, or from a totally unworthy motive. And she knew he had loved her. In vain she asked herself what this cause could be ; but there were moments when a doubt as to whether the terrible secret, which had been imparted that past night to Dr. Davenal, could have be- come known to Oswald Cray. If so — why, then, in his high honour, his sensitive pride, he had perhaps decided that she was no fit wife for him. And Sara could not say that he had so decided unjustifiably. Whatever the cause, they were separated. They were separated. And the sunshine of her life was over. Oh, the bitter anguish that it cost her ! There is no pain, no anguish, that this world and its many troubles can bring, like unto it — the finding one false, upon whom love, in all the freshness of its first feeling, has been lavished. The bright green of life's verdure is gone ; the rich blue has faded from the wintry sky. Sara said nothing, but the doctor spoke openly of the strange conduct of Mr. Oswald Cray. "I know nothing that can have offended him," he observed; ' ' unless he has chosen to take umbrage at the money's having been left to me." "Nonsense," said Miss Davenal; "it's not that. Oswald Cray did not want the money for himself ; would not, it is said, have accepted it. It is not that. " And " It is not that," echoed Sarah Davenal'a heart. "What else is it, then 1 ?" said the doctor. "No one in this house has done anything to offend him. You have not. I suppose, Sara ] " — suddenly turning upon her, as a faint doubt flashed into his mind, never before admitted into it. The question brought to her she knew not what of emotion. She answered it with an outward appearance of calmness, save for the burning red that dyed her face. ' ' Nothing, papa. The last time I spoke to Oswald Cray was the night of the accident. We parted quite good friends — as we always had parted." And the sweet words whispered by Oswald rose up before her as she spoke. What a contrast ! that time and this 1 "Just so," replied the doctor. "There has been nothing what- ever to cause this coolness on his part, except the affair of the legacy. Well, as I give it back to the family, perhaps my gentle- man will come round. Rely upon it, that pride of his has been touched in some manner or other." But the weeks had gone on, and December was in, and my gentleman had not "come round" yet. Sara Davenal sat at her bedroom window, all her shivering misery too palpably present, as A WINTRY AFTERNOON. 187 she watched the cold rain falling on the wet streets, in the gloomy twilight. She saw Roger bring the carriage round. She saw her father go out from the house and step into it. It was the open carriage, but the head was up, and Roger and his master were sheltered from the rain. It was not the usual hour of Dr. Davenal's going out, but the day had kept patients from calling on him, and a message had just been delivered saying that a lady whom he attended, Mrs. Scott, was worse. Sara heard the house-clock strike four, and the lamps were already lighted in the streets. Night was coming on earlier than usual. The gleaming pools of water in the rays of the gas lamps did not tend to add to the cheerfulness of the scene ; and Sara, with a shiver that she could not suppress, quitted her room and went down-stairs. The blaze and warmth of the dining-room, as seen through the open door, was a welcome sight. She went in, and knelt down before the fire on the hearth-rug, and laid her aching head against the side of the marble mantel-piece, and stayed there until dis- turbed by the entrance of Miss Davenal. " Neal's come home," announced Miss Davenal. " Is he ? " apathetically answered Sara. " I saw him go by with his portmanteau. What are you down there for, Sara, roasting your face ? Have you no regard for your complexion ? " " I am not roasting it, aunt. My face is quite sheltered." "But you are roasting it. Had I allowed the fire to burn my face at your age, do you suppose I should have retained my delicacy of skin ? Get up from the fire." Sara rose wearily. She sat down in a chair opposite to the one her aunt had taken, and let her hands fall listlessly on her lap. " Have any patients been here this afternoon ? " " I think not, Aunt Bettina. I suppose it was too wet for them to come out." " Have you been drawing ? " " Not this gloomy day. I like a good light for it." "It strikes me you have become very idle lately, Miss Sara Davenal ! Do you think that time was bestowed upon us to be wasted ? " A faint blush rose to Sara's cheek. In these, the early days of her bitter sorrow, she feared she had been idle. What with the shock brought upon her by that ominous secret, and the cruel pain caused by the falsity of Oswald Cray, her tribulation had been well- nigh greater than she could bear. "Ring the bell," said Miss Davenal. Sara rose from her chair and rang. It Was answered by Jessy. " Tell Neal I shall be glad to see him." 188 OSWALD CRAY. Neal appeared in answer to the summons. His London journey had been prolonged by permission of the doctor, and he had only now returned. In he came, just the same as usual, his white necktie spotless, his black clothes without a crease. "So you are back, Neal," said Miss Davenal. "I am very glad to see you. And pray have you arranged all your business satisfac- torily ? —secured your share of the money ? " "Entirely so, thank you, ma'am," replied Neal, advancing nearer to his mistress that he might be heard. " I am pleased to find all well at home, ma'am." " You have been away longer than you intended to be, Neal." "Yes, ma'am. I wrote to my master stating why it was necessary that I should, if possible, prolong my stay, and he kindly permitted it. I saw Mr. Oswald Cray, ma'am, while I was in London," Neal added as a gratuitous piece of information. "You did what ?" asked Miss Davenal, while Sara turned and stood with her back to them, looking at the fire. "I saw Mr. Oswald Cray, ma'am." "Oh, indeed. And where did you see him 1 " "I met him one night in London, ma'am. He was walking with a young lady." "Saw him walking at night with a young lady ? " repeated Miss Bettina, in rather a snappish tone ; for as a general rule she did not approve of young ladies and gentlemen walking together, especially at night. " She seemed a very nice young lady, ma'am, young and pretty, ' continued Neal, who was getting a little exasperated that the face of Miss Sara Davenal was hidden from his view. "I believe it was Miss Allister, the sister of a gentleman with whom Mr. Oswald Cray is very intimate." " Well, I am glad you are back, INeal," concluded Miss Davenal. " Things have been all at sixes-and-sevens without you." Neal retired. And Sara, in her quiet attitude before the fire, re- peated the words over and over again to her beating heart. A lady, young and pretty ! walking with him in the evening hours— the sister of the friend with whom he was so intimate ! She laid her hand upon her bosom, if that might still the tumult within, in all the sickness of incipient jealousy. Until that moment Sara Davenal had never known how she had clung to hope in her heart of hearts. Whilst saying to herself, He is lost to me for ever, this under-current of hope had been ever ready to breathe a whisper that the cloud might some time be cleared up, and he would return. Now the scales were rudely torn from her eyes, and reason suggested that his Blighting treatment of her might proceed from a different cause than any she had ever glanced at. "What was it Neal said, Sara? That the pretty lady walking with I Oswald Cray was somebody's sister .' " A WINTRY AFTERNOON. 189 Sara turned in her pain to answer her aunt. " Mr. Allister's sister he said." "Who's Mr. Allister?" "An invalid gentleman who used to beat Bracknell and Street's. I remember that night of the railway accident Mr. Oswald Cray was obliged to return to town because he had promised to spend — to spend the Sunday with him." An idea darting into her brain had caused her to hesitate. Had ( )s\\ ;ilcl Cray's anxiety to return to town been prompted by the wish to be with the sister as well as the brother I Sara felt her brow turn moist and cold. "Young and pretty!" repeated Miss Davenal. ""Who knows but they may be engaged ? Ah ! it's Caroline who should have had Oswald Cray." Meanwhile Dr. Davenal had been driven to the house of Mrs. Scott. It was not very far from his own home, about two streets only. Time had been, and not so far back, when Dr. Davenal would nut have thought of ordering his carriage for so short a distance, would have braved the inclemencies of the weather, and walked it. But the doctor had been growing ill both in body and mind. Since the night of that fatal revelation, whatever it may have been, he seemed to have become in feelings like an old man, needing all the care and help of one. As he had looked from his window that afternoon, a shudder at the out-door weather came over him ; a feeling that he could not and ought not to venture out in it. And he told Roger to bring round the carriage. He stepped out of the carriage and entered Mrs. Scott's, leaving Roger snugly ensconced under the shelter of the head and the horses steaming in the rain. But when the doctor reached his patient's bed, he found her so alarmingly worse that he could not yet think of leaving her. She was a great and real sufferer ; not as poor Lady Oswald had been, an imaginary one ; and in the last week or two her symptoms had assumed a dangerous character. The doctor thought of Roger and his horses, and went down. "I shall not be ready to come home this hour, Roger. Better go back and put the horses up. You can come for me at five." So Roger, nothing loth, turned his horses round and went home. And Dr. Davenal, with another shudder, and a very perceptible one, hastened in-doors from the beating rain. "What's the matter with me this afternoon?" he asked, half vexed that any such sort of sensation should come over him. If ever Dr. Davenal sensibly shrank from an encounter with the outer elements, it was on that afternoon. And he could not remember so to have shrunk from them in all his life. Mrs. Scott's room was heated. The fire was large, every breath of air excluded, and two large gas-burners were lighted. In a very short time Dr. Davenal felt almost suffocated with the atmosphere 190 OSWALD CRAY. ' of the room. He had had many a battle with this same Mrs. Scott over the heated rooms she loved to indulge in, but he had not conquered yet. It was not much more than half-past four when the doctor was beckoned out of the room. He was wanted downstairs. There stood Julius Wild, and Mr. Julius Wild was in as great a heat with running as Dr. Davenal was with that heated atmosphere above. "I have been about everywhere, sir, trying to find you," he began, out of breath. " At last I bethought myself of asking your coachman at the stables if he knew, and he said you were at Mrs. Scott's. You are wanted in the accident-ward, sir, as quickly as you can get there." "What has come in ? " inquired Dr. Davenal. ' ' A young man fell on his head from the very top of that scaf- folding in High Street, sir. It is a dreadful case, and the house- surgeon does not think he can be saved, even with the operation. The top of the head is crushed in. Mr. Berry and Dr. Ford and some more are there, but they wish for you. " Dr. Davenal did not delay a moment. In a case of real necessity he threw aside all thought of himself. If human skill could save the life of this poor young man, he knew that his could, and he knew that perhaps his was the only hand in Hallingham which could successfully carry through the critical and delicate operation he suspected must be performed. He had no great-coat with him, and he started off at once with Julius Wild, heated as he was. The rain beat against him in a tor- rent, for it poured now ; the wind whirled itself in eddies about him. No umbrella could stand against it ; one which the doctor had borrowed from Mrs. Scott's hall was turned inside out ere he had taken many steps. " A rough night, sir," remarked the young embryo surgeon, as he kept by his side. " It is that," said Dr. Davenal. Away they splashed through the muddy pools in the streets. It was quite dark now, and the gas lamps only served to mislead their eyesight in the haste they had to make. There could be no waiting to pick their way. The Infirmary was at a considerable distance from Mrs. Scott's, and ere they reached it the cold had struck to one of them. That one was not Julius Wild. When they came in view of the Infirmary, Julius Wild ran for- ward to give notice that the doctor was approaching. Two or three of the medical men were in the great hall looking out for him; Mark Cray was one of them. News of the accident had travelled in the town, and the surgeons attached to the Infirmary were collecting there. " We began to despair of you," cried Dr. Ford, "and there's no THE LAST MEETINO. ]01 time to be lost. I was just recommending Mr. Cray to be the one to officiate." Dr. Davenal turned his eye with an eager glance on Mark Cray ere the words had well left Dr. Ford's lips. The look, the warning conveyed in it, was involuntary. Had Mark actually acceded to the recommendation, the look could scarcely have been sterner. Mark coloured under it, and his thoughts went back to Lady Oswald. Never, in Dr. Davenal's presence, must he attempt to try his skill again. CHAPTER XXVIII. THE LAST MEETING. The night's work told on Dr. Davenal. The soaking rain, the chilling wind, after Mrs. Scott's heated room, had done its work. The next day he was visibly ill. Sara noticed it, and begged him not to go out. "Not go out, child 1 I must go out." " But you are not in a state for it. I am sure you are ill." " I caught cold last night. It is nothing more, and will pass off in a day or two." " Yes, if you will nurse yourself. Not if you go out and make it worse. " I have never nursed myself all my life, Sara. A doctor has no time for it. What would become of my patients ? " He went out to his carriage, then waiting for him. The close carriage to-day. Bright as the day was — for the weather had changed — it was the close carriage that had been ordered round by the doctor. " Is the master ill, I wonder?" thought Roger, when he found it was only to pay the daily round of visits. As the doctor went out at the gate it happened that Oswald Cray was passing. And Mr. Oswald Cray quite started when he saAv Dr. Davenal, so great was the change in him. It was impossible for either of them to pass the other, had they so wished it, without being guilty of absolute rudeness, and they stopped simultaneously. "You are ill, Dr. Davenal!" exclaimed Oswald, speaking im- pulsively. "Middling. I have a cold hanging about me. We have had some bad weather here." It cannot be denied that Dr. Davenal's tone and manner betrayed a coldness never yet offered to Oswald Cray. Generous 1!)2 OJWALD CRAY. man though he was by nature, as little prone to take offence as most people, he did think that Oswald Cray's conduct had been un justifiable, and he could not help showing his sense of it. They stood a moment in silence, Oswald marking the ravages illness or something else had made on the doctor's face and form. His figure was drooping now, his face was careworn ; but the sickness appeared to be more of mind than of body. Unfortunately those miserable suspicions instilled into Oswald Cray's brain arose now with redoubled force, and a question suggested itself — could anything except remorse change a man as he had changed, in so short a space of time ? "You are a stranger now, Mr. Oswald Cray. What has kept you from us I " "The last time I called you were all out ? " he answered some- what evasively. "And you could not call again! As you please, of course," continued the doctor, as Oswald's face took a somewhat repellent turn, and the Oswald pride became rather too conspicuous. " I had wished to say a word or two to you with regard to the will made by Lady Oswald ; but perhaps you do not care to hear it. " ' ' Anything that you, or I, or any one else can say, will not alter the will, Dr. Davenal. And it does not in the least concern me." " But I think you are resenting it in your heart, for all that." Ah, what cross-purposes they were at ! Oswald had not resented that ; and all his pride rose up to boiling point at being accused of it. He had deemed that to make Dr. Davenal the inheritor was unjust to the nephews of Lady Oswald, and he had felt for them ; but he had not resented it, even at heart. He spoke the literal truth when he said it was a matter that did not concern him. If the cloud of misapprehension between them could only have cleared itself away ! " Will you be kind enough to understand me once for all, Dr. Davenal ?" he haughtily said. "Lady Oswald's money, either be- fore her death or after it, never was, never could be, any concern of mine. I do not claim a right to give so much as an opinion upon her acts in regard to it ; in fact I have no such right. Had she chosen to fling the money into the sea, she might have done so, for any wish of mine upon the point. I felt a passing sorrow for the Stephensons when I saw their disappointment, but I did not permit myself to judge so far as to say that Lady Oswald had done wrong. It was no affair of mine," he emphatically added, " and I did not make it one." In spite of his impressive denial, Dr. Davenal did not believe him. Otherwise, whence the haughty resentment visible in every line of his features ? Whence his studied absence from the house, his altogether slighting behaviour? Dr. Davenal made one more effort at concession. THE LAST MEETING. 193 "I can assure you that I resented the will — if I may so put if. I resented it for the Stephensons' sake, and felt myself a usurper. Nothing would have induced me to accept that money, and steps are being taken to refund every shilling of it to the Stephensons." " Ah," remarked Oswald, " I heard something of the sort. Had it been willed to me I should have done the same." He held himself rigidly erect as he said it. There was no un- bending of the brow, no faint smile to break the haughty curve of the lip. That poisonous hint dropped by Neal — that the money was about to be restored through fear — was uncomfortably present to Oswald then. Dr. Davenal saw that the resentment, whatever its cause, was immovable, and he stepped into his carriage without shaking hands. " Good-morning to you, Mr. Oswald Cray." And then reaction set-in in Oswald Cray's mind, and he began to blush for his discourtesy. The careworn face, the feeble form, haunted him throughout the day, and he began to ask himself, what if all his premises were wrong — if appearances and Neal's tale had been deceitful — if he had done the doctor grievous ill in his heart ! It was but the reaction, I say, the repentance arising from his own haughty discourtesy, which he felt had been more offen- sively prominent than it need have been ; but it clung to him for hours, haunting him in all the business that he had to transact. It was somewhat strange that just when this new feeling was upon him he should encounter Sara Davenal. They met in a lonely spot — the once-famed graveyard at the back of the Abbey. His business for the day over, Oswald Cray was going to pay a visit to Mark and his wife. He was nearer the back of the Abbey than the front, and, ignoring ceremony, intended to enter by the small grated door, a relic of the old Abbey, which divided the graveyard from one of the long Abbey passages. In passing the tombstone already mentioned, Oswald turned his eyes upon it. In the bright moonlight — for never had the moon been brighter — he could almost trace its letters. The next moment a noise attracted his attention ; it was the closing of the grated door. There stood Sara Davenal. She had stayed with Mrs. Cray later than she intended, and was hastening home to dinner: in leaving the Abbey by this back entrance a few minutes were saved. They met face to face. Sara's heart stood still, and her counte- nance changed from white to red with emotion. And Oswald ? — All the love that he had been endeavouring to suppress returned in its deepest force. Ah, it is of no use ! Try as we may, we cannot avert the laws of nature ; we cannot bend them to our own will. In spite of the previous resolutions of weeks to forget her, Oswald Cray stood there knowing that he loved her above everything on earth. " How are you, Sara ? " Oswald Cray. 13 194 OSWALD CRAY. He put out his hand in calm self-possession ; he spoke the saluta- tion quietly; but as Sara looked in his face she knew that his agitation was not in reality less than hers. She said a few confused words in explanation of her being there at that hour, and alone. On calling that afternoon she had found Caroline not well, and had stayed with her to the last moment, as Mark was in the country. Then for a whole minute there was silence. Perhaps neither could speak. Sara put an end to it by turning towards the gate. " You will let me see you home, as you are alone ? " "No, thank you," she answered. "There is nothing to harm me. It is as light as day." He did not press it. He seemed half paralysed with indecision. Sara wished him good-night, and he responded to it, and once more shook hands, mechanically. But as she was going through the gate, she turned to ask a question that had occurred to her. One moment longer, and he has arrested her progress. " There are two or three books at our house belonging to you," she said. "What is to be done with them 1 Shall they be sent to 1 The Apple Tree ' ? " He caught her hands ; he drew her from the gate into the bright moonlight. He could not let her go without a word of explanation ; the cruelty of visiting upon her her father's sin was very present to him then. " Are we to part thus for ever, Sara 1 " Surely that question was cruel ! It was not she who had insti- tuted the parting ; it was himself. She did not so much as know its cause. " May we not meet once in a way, as friends ?" he continued. " I dare not ask for more now." That he loved her still was all too evident. And Sara took courage to murmur forth a question. In these moments of agitation the cold conventionalities of the world are sometimes set aside. " What has been the matter ? How have we offended you ? " " You have not offended me," he answered, his agitation almost irrepressible. ' ' I love you more than I ever did, this one moment of meeting has proved it to me. I could lay down my life for you, Sara ; I could sacrifice all, save honour, for you. And you 1 You have not changed ? — you love me still ? " "Yes," she gasped, unable to deny the truth, too miserable t.i care to suppress it. "And yetwe must part ; we must go forth on our separate pat lis, striving to forget. But when our lives shall end, Sara, we shall neither of us have loved another as we love now." Her very heart seemed to grow cold ; the fiat was all too plainly expressed. But she stood there quietly, waiting for more, her hand in his. THE LAST MEETING. 195 "I would have forfeited half my future life, I would have given all its success to be able to call you mine. The blow upon me has been very bitter. " " What blow 1 " she murmured. "I cannot tell you," he cried, after a struggle. "Not to you can I speak of it." "But you must," she rejoined, the words breaking from her in her agony. " You have said too much, or too little." "I have — Heaven help me ! Can you not guess what it is that has caused this ? " "N— o," she faltered ; but even as the word left her lips there rose up before her the secret of that dreadful night — with the sus- picion that Oswald had in some unaccountable manner become cognisant of it. "I loved you as I believe man never yet loved, Sara ; I looked forward to years of happiness with you ; I expected you to be my wife. And — and — I cannot go on ! " he broke off. "I cannot speak of this to you." The tears were rolling down her pale face. "You must not leave me in suspense, Oswald. It may be better for both that you should speak out freely." Yes, it might be better for both ; at any rate, he felt that no choice was left to him now. He drew nearer to her and lowered his voice to a whisper. "Is there no — Heaven pardon me for speaking the word to you, Sara ! — disgraceful secret attaching now to — to your family >. ( )ne which would render it impossible for a man of honour to " He would not say more ; he had said enough, and he felt the words to his heart's core. Whatever pain they may have brought to her, they inflicted tenfold more upon him. With a low cry, she flung her hands before her face. "Is it so, Sara?" ' ' It is. How did you hear of it ? " "The whisper came to me. Some people might — might— call it murder." "No, no ! " she broke forth in her pain. " It surely was not so bad as that. They kept the details from me, Oswald ; but it could not have been so bad as that." The words fell on his heart like an ice-bolt. Unconsciously to himself he had been hoping that she might disprove the tale. For that purpose he had whispered to her of the worst ; but it seemed that she could not deny it. It was quite enough, and he quitted the subject abruptly. "God bless you, my darling, for ever and for ever," he said, taking her hands in his. "I do not respect or love you less ; but I cannot — I cannot— you know what I would say. It is a cruel fate upon me, as upon you ; and for the present, for both our 196 OSWALD CRAY. sakes, it may be better that oar paths in life should lie apart. After awhile we may meet again, as friends, and continue so throughout life." The tears had dried on her face, as it was lifted in the moonlight, its expression one living agony. But there was no resentment in it ; on the contrary, she fully justified him. Her hands lingered in his with a farewell pressure, and she strove to re-echo the blessing he had given. They parted, each going a different way. Oswald Cray, in no mood for the Abbey now, struck off towards "The Apple Tree " ; Sara, drawing her veil over her face, went on to her home. And so the dream was over. The dream which she had long been unconsciously cherishing of what a meeting between them might bring about, was over ; and Sara Davenal had been rudely awakened to stern reality. CHAPTER XXIX. dick's LETTERS. The whole night after the meeting in the Abbey graveyard with < )swald Cray, Sara lay awake, striving to battle with her pain. It was very hard to bear. She knew now the cause of his absenting himself ; and she knew that they were lost to each other for ever. It is the worst pain that a woman can be called upon to endure ; no subsequent tribulation in life can equal its anguish. Ten times in the night she prayed for help — for strength to bear, and live through, her mind's trouble. She did not pray that it might be taken from her ; that was hopeless ; she knew that weeks and months must elapse before even the first edge of the misery would lose its sharpness ; that years must roll on before tranquillity could come. She did not blame Oswald Cray. She believed that that unhappy secret, of the precise nature of which she was yet in ignorance, had become known to him : how, she could not conjecture. Perhaps lie knew it in all its terrible details — and that these were terrible, she doubted now less than ever. Were they not — ay, she fully believed it! — shortening her father's life? What had been that awful word spoken by Oswald Cray? — though she could not believe it to he so bad as that. But she knew that it was something to bring disgrace and danger in its train ; and she fully justified Oswald Cray in the step he had taken. Still she thought that he dick's letters. 197 should have come to her at the first outset and plainly said, Such and such a thing has come to my knowledge, and therefore we must part. He had not done this ; he had left her for weeks, to the slow torture of suspense. And yet that very suspense was more tolerable than the certainty now arrived at. Oh, the dull dead pain that lay on her heart ! — never for a long, long while .to be lifted from it. She strove to reason calmly with herself ; she essayed to mark out what her future course should be. She knew that there was nothing for it at present but to bear her burden and hide it from the world. But she would do her duty all the same, Heaven helping her, in all the relations of life. She would strive nobly to take her full part in life's battle, whatever the inward struggle. There is no doubt that in that night of tribulation she looked at the future in its very darkest aspect. It was well, perhaps, that it should be so, for the horizon might clear a little as she went on. That Oswald Cray would in time marry, she had no right to doubt ■ — a word or two of his had almost seemed to hint at it ; man forgets more easily than woman. Towards morning she dropped into a heavy sleep, and slept longer ^than usual. This caused her to be late in dressing, and brought upon her the reproof of punctual Miss Bettina. She looked at herself in the glass ere she went down ; at her pale face, her heavy eyelids ; hoping, trusting they would escape observation. What a happy thing it is that others cannot read our faces as we read them ! Miss Bettina was at the head of the breakfast-table. She was suffering from a cold ; but, ill or well, she was sure to be at her post : and Dr. Davenal stood at the fire, his elbow on the mantel- piece, his forehead bent on his hand. Sara went up to him, and he seemed to rouse himself from a reverie as he kissed her. She noticed how ill he looked. "Papa, I am sure you are worse ! " " I don't feel very well, child." " If you would only stay at home for a day or two and nurse yourself ! " "Ali ! I have not time for that. There's a great deal of illness about, and my patients must not be neglected." " Mark Cray can attend to them." " To the light cases he could. Not the serious ones ; I would not trust them to him." " Not trust them to him ? " echoed Sara. The surprised tone aroused Dr. Davenal ; he had too heedlessly spoken out his thoughts. "People dangerously ill have naturally more confidence in me than in a young man,'' he said, by way of removing the impression his avowal might have made. They took their places at the breakfast-table, neither of them 198 OSWALD CRAY. able to eat ; the doctor from sickness of body, for he was really ill ; Sara from sickness of mind." " Aunt Bettina, I tell papa he ought not to go out to-day." " Not going out to-day 1 " repeated Miss Bettina. " Why not 1 What's he going to do, then 1 " "I say he ought not to go out. He is not well enough." Miss Bettina heard. She raised her eyes and gazed at the doctor. It was impossible not to see that he looked ill. "What's the matter with you, Richard 1 " "It is only a cold," said the doctor. "It has settled here," touching his chest. "That's just where mine is settling," grimly returned Aunt Bettina. "Papa's eating nothing," said Sara. "As if I could eat, with a sore chest ! " retorted Miss Bettina, mistaking the words, as usual. "It seems that no one's eating this morning ; not even you. Toast was made to be eaten, Miss Sara Davenal, not to be wastefully crumbled. I suppose you have not a cold ? " Sara helped herself to fresh toast, and tried to eat it as she best could. Anything to escape particular observation. "I wonder how Mrs. Cray is this morning'?" she presently observed, having ransacked her brains for a subject. "Oswald Cray! Why should you wonder how he is? Is he ill ? " " I said Mrs. Cray, aunt ; " and she would have given much to hide the bright blush the other name brought to her face. "I told you last evening Caroline was not well. I think you always mistake what I say.' ' ' No, I don't mistake. But you have fallen into a habit of speaking indistinctly. My belief is, you did say Oswald Cray. He is in town," added Miss Bettina, as if the fact strengthened her statement. "Yes, he is in town," assented Sara, for her aunt was staring so fixedly at her that she felt obliged to say something. "At least he was in town yesterday." "Where did you see him, Sara ? " asked the doctor. " I met him as I was leaving the Abbey last evening, papa," she replied, not daring to look up. "I met him yesterday also," observed Dr. Davenal. " He was passing the gate here just as I was about to step into the carriage. I [e is a puzzle to me." Miss Bettina bent her ear. " What's a puzzle to you, doctor 1 " "Oswald Cray is. I had the very highest opinion of that man. I could have answered for his being the soul of honour, one al- together above the petty prejudices of the world. But he has lost caste in my eyes." dick's letters. 199 " It's his pride that's in fault," cried Miss Bettina. " He's the proudest man living, old Sir Philip of Thorndyke excepted." "What has his pride to do with it? " returned the doctor. " I should say rather his selfishness. He has chosen to take umbrage at Lady Oswald's having left her money to me ; and very foolish it was of her, poor thing, to do it. But why he should visit his displeasure " "He has not taken umbrage at that, papa," interrupted Sara. "Yes, he has," said Dr. Davenal. "I spoke to him yesterday of the will, and he declined in the most abrupt manner to hear anything of the matter. His tone in its haughty coldness was almost insulting. Why he should have taken it up so cavalierly, I cannot conceive." Sara remained silent. She did not again dare to dissent, lest Dr. Davenal should question her more closely. Far better let it be thought that Oswald Cray had taken umbrage at the disposal of the property, than that the real truth should be known. "I suppose Oswald Cray felt hurt at not being left executor to the will," sagely remarked Miss Bettina. "As to the money, I never will believe that he, with his independent spirit, wanted that." "He wants his independent spirit shaken out of him, if it is to show itself in this offensive manner," was the doctor's severe remark. " What did he say to you, Sara ? " "Say ? " she stammered, the remembrance of what had really been said between them occurring startlingly to her. Dr. Davenal noted the hesitating words, the flashed cheeks ; and a doubt which had once before risen up within him, rose again now. But he let it pass in silence. " Does he intend to come here again, Sara?" asked Miss Bettina. " I don't know, aunt," was poor Sara's answer. " I suppose he will come again some time." And in truth she did suppose he would come again " some time," when the pain of their separation should have worn away. Sara hastily quitted her seat as she spoke, throwing down a f< >rk with the movement, and went to the window. "What's the matter?" exclaimed Miss Bettina. "The postman, aunt." " The postman ! " echoed Miss Bettina, sharply, wondering what possessed her niece that morning. " If it is the postman, you need not fly from the breakfast-table in that way, upsetting the things ! ' "O papa," cried Sara, turning round, unmindful of the reproof in her flush of excitement, " I do think here are letters from Edward ! Some mail must be in, for the man has an unusual number of letters in his hand, and some of them look like foreign ones." She turned from the window, and stood gazing at the door. But no letters appeared. The postman went out again with his 200 OSWALD GRAY. quick stej), and Sara, feeling grievously disappointed, returned slowly to her seat. " Has he gone 1 " presently asked the doctor. "O yes, papa. He is half-way down the street by this time. He came, I suppose, for the servants." " He didn't ring or knock." "No. He seemed to go straight to your consulting-room win- dow. Perhaps Neal is there, putting the room to rights." But Dr. Davenal did not rest so easily satisfied. He opened the door and called down the passage in an imperative voice. "Neal ! Are there no letters ? " Neal came gliding into the room from his pantry, two letters in his hand. "Why did you not bring them in at once?" somewhat sternly asked the doctor as he took them, certain past suspicions regarding Neal and such missives arising forcibly to his mind. ' ' I was looking for my waiter, sir : I have mislaid it somewhere. Oh, I left it here, I see." The silver waiter was on a side-table ; not at all where it ought to be ; as if it had been put down heedlessly and forgotten. Neal took it up and retired. It might have been, as he said, that the delay was caused by looking for it, and by that only ; and Dr. Davenal, more inclined to be charitable than suspicious, thought no more of the matter. In the keen disappointment which had come over him, he almost lost sight of other things. Neither of the two letters was from his son ; and he had so fully expected to hear from him by the present mail. Sara's heart was beating. " Are they not from Edward, papa ? " The doctor shook his head as he laid them down. "They are both from Dick, I expect. His holiday letters." The two letters were respectively addressed to Miss Davenal, and Miss Sara Davenal. The address to Miss Davenal bore evident marks of care in the writing ; it was a clear, regular hand, though easily recognisable as a schoolboy's. The address to Sara was a scrawl scarcely legible. Upon opening her own letter, Sara found it beautifully written. Until she came to its close she had no sus- picion but that it was really written to herself ; she supposed it to be a sort of general holiday letter, written by a master and copied by the whole school. "My dear and respected Aunt and Relatives, "As the joyful epoch of Christmas approaches, marking the close of another half-year, we feel how valuable is that time which the best of us are only inclined to regard too lightly. Yet I hope it will be found that I have not wholly wasted the share of it bestowed on me, but have used it to the best of my power and abilities. dick's letteks. 201 When you witness the progress made in each branch of my various studies, to which I have earnestly and assiduously devoted my days and hours, I trust that you will Unci cause to deem I have been no thoughtless pupil, but have done my best to merit your favour and the approbation of my masters. In Greek especially — to which Dr. Keen saw tit to promote me at Midsummer — I natter myself you will be satisfied with my advancement : it is a delightful study. "Deeply sensible of the inestimable value of the talents en- trusted to me, anxious that not one of them should lie fallow through fault of mine, it has been my constant and earnest endeavour to improve them, so that they may be turned to profitable use in the after-business of Ufe. By industry, by perseverance, and by un- flagging attention I have striven to make progress, and I may say that it is with regret I part with my beloved studies, even for a temporary period. " I am desired to present Dr. Keen's compliments to 3^011 and my uncle, and to convey to you the intelligence that our winter recess will commence on the 16th of this month, on which day I and Leopold shall hope to return to Hallingham, and to meet you in good health. Leopold sensibly regrets that he will not be able this year to write you his vacation letter : it is a great disappoint- ment to him. He has had a fester 011 the thumb of his right hand ; it is getting better, but still painful. He begs to offer his affectionate duty to yourself, my uncle, Sara, and Mrs. Cray. And trusting you will accept the same from me, ' ' I am, my dear Aunt, " Your most sincere and respectful Nephew, "Richard John Da venal. "MissDavenal." A smile stole across Sara's features at the wording of the letter, so unlike Dick, and she turned over the envelope. ' Fes, ' Miss Sara Davenal ! ' Dick has made a mistake in the address. It is written to you, Aunt Bettina. " But Miss Bettina's eyes were glued to her own letter, which she held open before her. Her lips had drawn in ominously. " Is it the holiday letter, Sara ? " asked the doctor. " Yes, papa : Richard's. But it is not written to me." Dr. Davenal took up the letter. Its writing, almost as beautiful as copper-plate, was as easily read as a book : Master Richard must have taken the greatest pains with it. Miss Davenal's was not so easily read, for it seemed to have been dashed off with a skewer. She threw it on the table in considerable temper when she came to the end, and laid her hand solemnly upon it. "Dr. Davenal, if you do not return this letter instantly to Dr. Keen, I shall. It is a disgrace to have come out of any respectable school." 202 OSWALD CRAY. " Who is it from ? " questioned the doctor in surprise. "Who is it from? — from that wicked nephew of yours — Dick. And you to encourage him ! " she added, directing her severe glance at Sara. " It is meant, I suppose, for you." In point of fact, Master Dick Davenal had misdirected his letters, sending his holiday letter to Sara, and one intended exclu- sively for Sara's eyes to his aunt. Dr. Davenal, in some curiosity, drew towards him the offending letter. *& "Dear Old Girl, "We come home the end of next week hurray ! old Keen was for keeping us till the week after and shouldn't we have turned rusty but its all fixed now, the 16th is the joyful day and on the 15th we mean to have a bonfire out of bounds and shouldnt we like to burn up all our books in it you cant think how sick we are of them. Jopper says lied give all his tin for next half if books and studies had never been invented and Ime sure I would, I hate learning and that's the truth and I havent tried to get on a bit for I know its of no use trying, Greak's horrid, and our greak master is an awful stick and keeps us to it till we feel fit to bufett him its the most hateful bothering languidge you can imagine and I shall never master a line of it and if it werent for cribs I should get a caneing every day, latin was bad enougff, but greak caps it. We all got into a row which I'll tell you about when I come home and we had our Wensday and Saturday holidays stoped for three weeks, it was all threw the writing master a shokking sneek who comes four days a week and found out something and took and told Keen but we have served him out, we have had some good games this half taking things together and if we could berry our books and never do another lesson Keens house wouldnt be so bad, Leo and some more of us were trying to wrench open farmer Clupps stable to get at his poney when he ran a rusty nale into his thumb, old clupp was off to a cattle fair by rail and we knew hed be none the wiser if we exei'cized the poney up and down the common, and a jolly time of it I can tell you we had only we couldnt find the sadle, well leos thum got bad and he hasnt been abel to write for ever so long and lies uncomon glad of it now for it saves him his holiday letter, I had to write mine five times over before it did and I nearly flung it in the fire before Keens face, I never was so sick of anything in my life, its going to aunt Bett this time Keen said it went to uncle Richard at mid-summer, good-buy till next week darling Sara love- to Carry and mind you get a jolly lot of mince pies ready for us. "Dick Davenal. "p. s. hows old Betts deafness, its so cold we hope all the ponds will l»e frozen to ice tomorrow." dick's letters. * 20.3 Dr. Davenal burst into a fit of laughter. The contrast between the genuine boy's letter and the formal one dictated by the master was so rich. Miss Davenal's brow wore its heaviest frown : the letter was bad enough altogether, but the insult to herself, the " old Bett," could not be forgiven. " I'll have this letter sent back, Dr. Davenal." " Tush, Bettina ! Send it back, indeed ! We were schoolboys and schoolgirls ourselves once. Why, what's this ? — here's the postman coming in again ! He must have omitted to leave all the letters." It was even so. The postman by inadvertence had carried away a letter addressed to the house, and had now come back with it. But that mistake was a great piece of good luck for Neal ; and in truth its occurring on this morning was a singular coincidence. You will agree with me in saying that it was quite a different sort of luck from any deserved by Neal. Poor Dick Davenal's " sneek " of a writing-master could not stand for honours beside the real sneak, Neal. Neal had not been at Dr. Davenal's window when the postman came in the first time, as Sara had surmised ; Neal was standing in his favourite corner outside, amidst the shrubs, having a mind to give himself an airing. It was to this corner the postman had gone, and he delivered three letters into his hands. Neal carried them to his pantry and proceeded to examine the outside with his usual curiosity. Two of them were those he subsequently carried into the breakfast-room ; on the third he saw the foreign post-mark, and recognised the handwriting of Captain Davenal. And, as Neal turned this about in his hand, he became aware of a curious fact — that it was open. The envelope was not fastened down. The captain's seal was upon it in wax, but it did not fasten it. Whether that young officer, who was given to carelessness, had sealed it in this insecure manner, or whether it had opened in the transit, was of no consequence : it was certainly not closed now. The temptation proved too strong for Mr. Neal. It happened that he had a motive, a particular motive, apart from its ordinary curiosity, for wishing to see the contents of this letter. He had chanced to overhear a few words spoken between the doctor and his daughter some days previously — words which Neal could, as he ex- pressed himself, make neither top nor tail of ; but they referred to Captain Davenal, and created the strongest possible wish in Neal's mind to take a peep at the first letter that should arrive from the gallant officer. Neal had not seen his way to doing this at all clearly ; but it appeared now that fortune had graciously dropped the means into his hands. And the temptation was too strong to be resisted. Hastily reasoning within himself that in all probability the 204 OSWALD CKAV. breakfast-room had not seen or heard the postman, as the man had kept on his side the garden, and had not rung the bell, Neal risked it, and carefully drew the letter from the envelope. A small thin note, addressed to Miss Sara Davenal, dropped from it. Neal was too busy to pick it up ; his eyes were feasting on the opening words of Captain Davenal's letter to his father. " Neal, are there no letters % " The voice was the doctor's : and Neal, in an awful nutter, hastily put the open letter and the thin one under a dish-cover. There was no help for it ; he might not delay ; he dared not take the letter in open. So he carried in the other two in his hand, having looked in vain for his waiter. It passed off well enough. Neal returned to the pantry, and finished the perusal of the captain's letter. Then he refolded it, placed the note, which he had not opened, inside as before, and amended the fastening with a little sealing-wax, dropped artistically underneath the old seal. He was at his wits' end how to convey the letter to the doctor so that no suspicion might rest upon himself. Suppress it he dare not, for the postman could have testified to its delivery when in- quiries were made. He was coming to the conclusion that the best way would be to put it amongst the shrubs, as if he or the postman had dropped it, and let some one find it and convey it to Dr. Davenal, when the postman's knock at the hall-door aroused him. "I don't know how I came to overlook this," said the man, handing in a letter. "It had got slipped amongst the others somehow, and I didn't find it till I was ever so far down the street." If ever Neal believed in the descent of special favours from the clouds, he believed in it then. The letter brought back by the postman was directed to Watson. Neal earned it to his pantry, deposited the other upon his silver waiter, and took it to the breakfast-room. " How's this 1 " cried the' doctor. "The postman carried it away with him, sir, by some mistake, he says," answered Neal, with a steady tongue and unflinching eye. "Stupid fellow !" cried the doctor. But he spoke in a good- natured tone. None, save he, knew how welcome a sight was the handwriting of his son. And when Neal carried down the breakfast-things he coolly told Watson there was a letter for her lying in his pantry, which had come by the morning post. "You might have brought it down," was Watson's answer. "So 1 might," civilly remarked Neal. "I laid it there and for- got it." the doctor's birthday, 20o CHAPTER XXX. THE DOCTOR'S BIRTHDAY. Christmas was over, and January had come in, and was drawing to a close. Dr. Davenal's state of health was beginning to attract attention. It cannot be said that absolute fears were excited, but people said to each other and to him that he ought to take more care. Especial care of himself he certainly did not take, and he seemed to take cold upon cold. It must not be thought that Dr. Davenal was recklessly neglectful of himself. It was not that at all. But he was one of the many who seemed to have an assured trust in their own constitution ; almost believing their state of health immutable. Other folk are liable to ailments, but they have no fear for them- selves. This is sometimes notably the case with those who have never experienced illness, who have passed an active life with neither ache nor pain. As had Dr. Davenal. Of a naturally good constitution, temperate in his habits, taking a good deal of exercise one way or another, his mind always occupied, he did not know what it was to have a day's illness. The great blow which had fallen upon him in the death of his son told upon his mind more than upon his body. If it had bent his shoulders and left lines of care upon his face, it had not made him ill. It was reserved for the later calamity to do that — that terrible secret whose particulars none save the doctor knew. That had nearly prostrated him ; it had re-acted on the body ; and when the cold fastened on him the day he had hastened from Mrs. Scott's to the Infirmary, it did so for ever. He could not shake it off. Miss Davenal told him somewhat crossly that he kept catching cold upon cold ; but the doctor him- self knew that it was that first cold still hanging about him. He apprehended no real danger : he did not pay much attention to it. Had he possessed a mind at rest, he might have thought more of his health, but with that burden of despair weighing him down, what in comparison was any physical derangement ? As to lying by, he never so much as gave it a consideration. So long as he could go about, he would go about. He thought of others before himself ; he was one who strove to do his duty in the sight of God ; and he would have deemed it little else than a sin to remain indoors and nurse himself, when fellow-creatures might be dying for want of his aid. It was very easy to say other doctors might attend for him ; we all know how valuable in illness is the presence of the 206 OSWALD CRAY. physician we trust ; and none in Hallingham was trusted as was Dr. Davenal. And so, burdened in mind and body, he went about his work. It is just possible that a fortnight or so's rest might have saved him, but he did not take it. He went about his work as usual. Nay, with more than his wonted activity, for it was a season of much sickness]at Hallingham, as it was in many other places that winter. He bore' on, never flagging ; but he grew weaker day by day, and every one remarked how ill the doctor was looking. No fears for his state were aroused indoors. Sara attributed all she saw amiss in him to the burden of that secret, of which she had had only partial cognisance ; and Miss Davenal felt cross with him. For Bettina Davenal suspected illness neither of body nor mind. How should she connect the latter with the prosperous physician 1 She knew that he had been grieved at the going abroad of his son Edward, a grief in which she by no means joined, deeming that a little roughing it out in the world would be found wholesome for the indulged son and brave captain ; and she rather despised the doctor for regretting him. He was silent, and thin, and worn ; he had no appetite ; his spirits seemed gone ; she saw all this ; but never supposed it was caused by anything but the departure of his son. His want of appetite was made the worst grievance by Miss Bettina. Once before, in an unusual season of illness, the doctor had— not, perhaps, lost his appetite, but allowed himself no time for meals. Miss Bettina believed this to be a similar case ; his patients were absorbing his appetite and his energies ; and she gave him a sound lecturing, as she might have given to Dick. Have what she would for the table, plain food or dainties, it seemed all one to the doctor : he would taste, perhaps, to please her, but he could not eat. "I can't help it," he said to her one day. "I suppose I am worse than you think for." For the truth, or rather a suspicion of it, had at length dawned on Dr. Davenal — that he was more seriously ill than he had allowed himself to imagine. Unfavourable symptoms connected with his chest and lungs had forced themselves upon his notice that very morning, and he asked himself what they meant, and what they boded. Had he neglected himself too long ? It was the 24th of January, a notable day in the doctor's house- hold, for it was his birthday, and was always kept amongst them- selves. Dick and Leo made the day a plea for the extension of their holidays. The school generally re-opened about a week earlier, but of course, as they told their uncle, they could not go back with his birthday so near at hand : they must stay to wish him many happy returns of it. Miss Davenal saw no reason in the plea, and was severe when the doctor allowed it — as he always did ; the doctor's birthday. 207 die would never keep boys at home a single hour after school opened. But with Uncle Richard to back them, Dick and Leo did not care for Aunt Bettina. Yes, it was on this morning that Dr. Davenal awoke to the serious state of his own health. If what he suspected was true, he feared he should not be long in this world. He said nothing. He went out as usual in his close carriage, which he had latterly used, and forgot not a single call. But he said to himself that perhaps in a few days, when he should have brought through, if Heaven willed, one or two patients who were lying in extreme danger, he might make arrangements for stopping at home and nursing himself. On this same day the doctor again saw Oswald Cray. He had occasion to give some directions to Mark, missed seeing him at the Infirmary, and told Roger to drive to the Abbey. Upon entering, he found not Mark but Oswald. Oswald, it appeared, had just called, and was waiting for Mrs. Cray to come down. Mark was out. Dr. Davenal cherished no resentment. He deemed that Oswald Cray had behaved badly to him, but he had never been of a retaliat- ing spirit, and least of all was he inclined to it now. The doctor pressed Oswald Cray's hand cordially as he shook it. The thought flashed over him that he would make one more efl'< >rl towards reconciliation. A few moments given to commonplace salutations, and then he spoke. "This is my birthday, Mr. Oswald Cray. Mark and Caroline are coming to dine with us : will you join them ? " "You are very kind. But I must go up to London by the seven train." Not a word of " wishing" he could come, or regret that he could not. The doctor noticed that ; he noticed also that his tone was m< >re polite than warm. But he did not yet give him up. ' ' It may be the last birthday I shall see. We shall be glad 1 1 1 welcome you." ' ' I hope you will see many yet ; but I am obliged to return to town. Thank you all the same. " Coldly courteous still ! Dr. Davenal, who would not wait, as Mark was out, again offered his hand in parting. "Some estrangement has come between us which I do not understand, Mr. Oswald Cray. Remember what I say, should this be the last time we speak together, that it is you who have to answer for it, not I." "One word, Dr. Davenal," for the doctor was turning away to regain his carriage. "Believe at least this much, that none can regret the estrangement more than I regret it." " Is it explainable ? " "Not by me," replied Oswald, somewhat of his old hauteur 208 OSWALD CRAY. coming upon him. He honestly believed in his heart that Dr. Davenal, in saying these few words, was only acting a part. " Fare you well," said the doctor as he went out. "Farewell," repeated Oswald. And they were the last words ever spoken between them. It was a social family dinner that evening at Dr. Davenal's, and for some of its partakers a right merry one. Mark Cray and his wife were merry as heart could wish, the two boys boisterously so, Miss Davenal gracious. Sara was quiet, the doctor was ill, and a gentleman whom the doctor had invited after Oswald Cray had declined, was grieving over the alteration so conspicuously visible in Dr. Davenal. This was the Rev. John Stephenson. He was at Hallingham on business, had called that afternoon on Dr. Davenal, and the doctor had pressed him to stay to dinner. When the cloth was removed, and Mr. Stephenson had said grace, and Dick and Leo were up to their eyes in nuts and oranges, Mark Cray stood in his place and made an appropriate little speech. Mark was fond of making speeches : they were a great deal more to his taste than surgical operations. His present effort lasted five minutes, and wound up with wishing the doctor many happy returns of the day. "Hurrah ! " shouted Dick. " Uncle Richard, I hope you'll have a hundred birthdays yet ! " "And plenty of good things for you to eat as they come round, eh, Dick ? " rejoined the doctor with a smile. "Oh, of course," cried Dick, his eyes sparkling. "It always does come in the Christmas holidays, you know." The doctor slightly rose from his chair, leaning with both hands on the table. His manner was subdued, his voice inexpressibly gentle and loving. "My dear friends, I thank you for your kindness ; I thank you from my very heart. 1 am not well, and you must accept these few words in answer to Mark's more elaborate speech. It may be the last time I shall be here to receive your good wishes or to thank you for them. May God bless you ! " — and he raised his hands slowly and solemnly — "May God bless and love you all when I shall be gone ! " The words took them utterly by surprise. Sara bent her head, and pressed her hands upon her bosom as if to press down the sudden sobs that seemed as if they would choke her ; Dick and Leo stand; Miss Bettina complacently nodded her acknowledgments, she knew not of what, for she had failed to hear ; and Caroline looked up in wonder. Mark Cray was the first to speak — ■ "Do you feel ill, sir?" 1 Not particularly ; not much more so than I have felt lately. I don't think 1 am very well, Mark." Till*, doctor's birthday. 200 " You are overworked, sir. You must take rest." " Rest may be nearer for me than we think, Mark." "O papa, don't !" wailed Sara. "Don't speak so, unless you would break my heart ! " Hit- agitation had become uncontrollable, and the anguish had sj token out. Never until that moment had the prospect of losing her father been brought palpably before Sara, and it was more than she well knew how to bear. In spite of her natural reticence of feeling, of the presence of a stranger, she could not quite keep down her emotion. Miss Davenal was frightened, and somewhat indignant : she bent her head forward. "What on earth's the matter with Sara ? " "Hush, Aunt Bettina," said Mrs. Cray. "Don't scold her. Uncle Richard has been talking gloomily. He says he is ill. " "111! of course he is ill," retorted Miss Bettina, who had con- trived to hear. "He won't eat. He is out and about with his patients from morning till night, and then comes in too tired to eat anything. He has not swallowed a couple of ounces of food all this last week. What can he expect but to be ill ? " Mark turned to Miss Davenal. " It is just what I say, Miss Bettina, that the doctor is overworked. He wants a week or two's rest." " And what are you good for if you can't contrive that he should have it ? " was her answer. " I think you might see his patients for him." " So I could," answered Mark. " Only he won't let me." Sara's emotion was subsiding : she sat very still now, her head a little bent. Dr. Davenal had taken her hand under the table, f< >r she sat next to him, and was holding it in his. "You foolish child ! " he fondly whispered. "Papa, if — if anything were to happen to you — if you were to leave me here alone, I should die," was the murmured answer - . " Hush, hush ! My darling, you and I are alike in the hands of a loving God.'' "I met that gentleman this afternoon, that connection of Lady Oswald's whom I saw for the first time the day of the funeral," spoke up the clergyman, breaking the silence which had fallen upon the room. " Mr. Oswald Cray." " I also met him, " said the doctor. " It was at your house, Mark. I asked him to come here to-day, but he declined." "He has gone back to town, I think," said Mark. " He said he was going." "Did you ask him to dine here, Uncle Richard ? " cried Leo. "I did, my boy." " And wouldn't he ? " rejoined Mark. "No. And, mind, I think he wouldn't; although he declined Upon the plea of having to return to town." Oswald Cray. 14 210 OSWALD CRAY. "My! what a duffer he was!" exclaimed Richard. "Did he know there was going to be turkey and plum-pudding ? " " I didn't tell him that, Dick. My impression is, that he never means to enter our house again," the doctor added in a low tone to his daughter. "But why?" exclaimed Caroline, who sat on the other side the doctor, and had caught the words. "There must be something extraordinary at the bottom of all this." " Never mind going into it now, Carine," whispered the doctor. ' ' His grievance is connected with Lady Oswald's will, but we need not say so before Mr. Stephenson. " Sara looked up hastily, impulsive words rising to her lips ; but she recollected herself, and bent her head again in silence. Not even to her father dared she to say that his conclusion was a mis- taken one. ' ' Uncle Richard, now that I look at you, it does appear to me that you are changed for the worse," remarked Mrs. Cray. " You must nurse yourself, as Mark says. Hallingham would never understand your being ill, you know." " True," laughed the doctor. Caroline Cray, seeing her uncle daily, or nearly so, had not perceived the great change which had been gradually going on in him. But to Mr. Stephenson, who had not met him since the time of Lady Oswald's death, it was all too palpable ; as it had been that day to Oswald Cray. "We must not forget the captain to-day, doctor," spoke up Mark. " Have you heard from him again 1 " "Oh yes." " How does he like his quarters in Malta 1 " ' ' I am not sure that he has said. It is not of much consequence whether he liked them or not. The regiment was ordered on to India." "To India!" "Yes." It was impossible not to note the sad tone in which the word was spoken. Dr. Davenal had begun to know that he and his son should never again meet on earth : the son whom he so loved ! Somehow, what with one tiling and another, that birthday evening was a sadder one than they had been accustomed to spend. Mark Cray, "as he walked home with his wife afterwards, remarked that it was " slow." But no one dreamt of anything like fear for the doctor, save his daughter and the Reverend John Stephenson. " I can never be sufficiently grateful to you, sir," murmured the clergyman, as he was leaving. " Neither can my brother. You have done for us what I believe no other man living would have done. May Heaven reward you, and restore you to health and strength ! " "I but did my duty, " answered the doctor. "The money be- THE DOCTOR'S BIRTHDAY. 211 longed to you, not to me. I am only glad there were no legal obstacles brought up to delay the transfer. I shall always be glad to see you, remember, when you come to Hallingham. " Mr. Stephenson thanked him. But as he went out, the impres- sion was strongly upon his mind that the doctor himself would not long be in Hallingham. And Sara ? What must it have been for her ! Her mind was a chaos of emotion. She seemed to have accepted the fear as a certainty, and to be obliged to accept it. Oh, what would save him ? — could not the whole faculty restore his precious life ? She passed another night of anguish, like unto the one she had passed nearly two months before, after parting with Oswald Cray in the Abbey graveyard — like it, but more apprehensively painful ; and she wondered how she got through it. With the morning, things did not wear so intensely gloomy an aspect. The broad daylight, the occupations of daily life, are an antidote to gloom, and the worst prospect loses some of its darkness. Sara tried to reason with herself that he could not suddenly have become so ill as to be past recovery, she tried to say that it was foolish even to think it. But her mind could not be at rest, her state of suspense was in- tolerable, and before entering the breakfast-room she knocked at her father's study door, and entered. Dr. Davenal was closing the Bible. "What is it, my dear ? " " O papa " — and the words in all their anguish — " I cannot live in this suspense. What did you mean last night ? What is it that is the matter with you ? " " I scarcely know, Sara. Only that I feel ill." " But — you — cannot — be going to die ? " "Hush, my child ! You must not agitate yourself in this manner. Die ? Well, no, I hope not," he added, opiite in a bright way. " I feel ten per cent, better this morning than 1 did yesterday." "Do you?" she eagerly cried. "But — what you said last night ? " "Last night I felt gloomy — oppressed. Serious thoughts do intrude themselves sometimes on one's birthday. And I was really ill yesterday. I feel quite a different man to-day." Her fears were growing wonderfully calmer. "You are sure, papa?" "Sure of what? That I am better? — 1 am sure I feel so. I shall lie all right, child, I hope." " Won't you have advice, papa ? " she said imploringly. "Advice? That's a compliment to myself, young lady. Hall- ingham would tell you that no advice could be better than Dr. Davenal's own." "But, papa — I mean different advice. I thought of the clever London doctors. You must have them down to see you." 212 OSWALD C'RAV. "Some of the clever London doctors would be glad of the countryman Richard Davenal's advice. Seriously speaking, my dear, though I say it in all modesty, I don't believe there's a man in Europe more skilful than myself." " But they might suggest remedies that you would not think of. O papa ! if there's a necessity, do summon them." "Be assured of one thing, Sara, and set your mind at rest. Should the necessity arise, I will not fail to seek any one or any- thing that I think may help me. My life has not of late been a happy one, but I am not quite tired of it. I wish I may live long, not only for your sake, but for — for other interests. There's a twofold necessity for it now." "And you will not go out to-day, papa ? " ' ' To-day I must. I have not made arrangements to the contrary. But I do mean to give myself a rest, perhaps beginning with to- morrow. I feel a great deal better to-day — -quite another man." How the words lightened her heart ! Dr. Davenal really did feel much better, and the saddened spirit, the almost ominous feeling, which had clung to him the night before, had vanished. But he spoke more lightly of his illness than he would have done had he not seen how it was affecting her. Dick came drumming at the door, and then pushed it open. ' ' Breakfast's waiting, Uncle Richard. And Aunt Bett Why ! are you there ? " broke off the young gentleman as his eyes fell upon Sara. " I'm afraid you'll catch it. Aunt Bett thinks you are not down, and it's ten minutes past eight." " Are you ready for school, Dick?" asked his uncle. "Elated at the prospect of returning ? " Dick pulled a long face. The two boys were going back that day. A sore trial to Dick, who, it must be confessed, had been born with an innate antipathy to books. "You'll have us home at Easter, Uncle Richard?" he pleaded in piteous tones. " Not if I know it, Dick. Holidays twice a-year were thought quite enough in my school-days, and 1 see no reason for their not being thought enough now." "Half the boys go home at Easter— and stop a fortnight," bemoaned Dick. "Very likely. If half the boys have friends who prefer play to work for them, I'm only glad the other half set a better example. Dicky, boy, you'll enjoy your Midsummer holidays all the more for having none at Easter." The doctor caught hold of the boy and wound his arm affection- ately round him as they proceeded across the hall to the breakfast- room. Miss Davenal greeted Sara with one of her severest aspects, but before she could begin her lecture, Mark Cray had burst in upon them. BAD NEWS FOR HALLINGHAM. 213 "Have you heard the news?" he exclaimed, in a statu of excitement never yet witnessed in easy Mark Cray. "Doctor, have you had letters yet 1 " "What news? What letters ? ' asked the doctor. " Caroline has the money." " Caroline has the money % " repeated Dr. Davenal, understand- ing no better than the rest did. "The Chancery case is decided," explained Mark. "Judgment was given yesterday, and it is in their favour. She will receive the money directly now. " " How do you know this, Mark ? " " It is in the evening papers — reported in full. I call for my letters sometimes if I am passing the post-office, and I did so this morning and had this paper. White, the lawyer, sent it, I expect, and we shall no doubt hear by this evening's post." "Well, Mark, I am very glad. Justice lay on Caroline's side ; therefore it is right that she should have it. You must settle it upon her as soon as you touch the money," "Oh, of course," said Mark. CHAPTER XXXI. BAD NEWS FOR HALLINGHAM. " T say, Neal, what sort of a place is St. Paul's Churchyard '. " The questioner was Watson. She sat in the servants' room near the window against which the rain was pattering, some household sewing in her hand. Neal, who had entered to get a glass he wanted, was rather taken with surprise, but he was not one to show it. "Did you never see it 1 " he asked. " I saw it in a picture once. I couldn't see it otherwise. I've never been to London." " It is a large space of land with houses round it and the cathe- dral in the middle," explained Neal, who seemed always ready to oblige his fellow-servants, especially Watson. "It's a thoroughfare you know ; the road from Ludgate Hill to Cheapside winds round on each side the cathedral, between it and the houses." "Is it very noisy ? " " Pretty well for that. But the London people don't seem to mind noise. I expect they are so used to it that they don't hear it." 214 OSWALD CKAY "The houses round St. Paul's are warehouses, aren't they ? " " Warehouses and shops. The shops are mostly on one side and the warehouses on the other." "Do you know a place called Cannon Street ? " "I should think I do ! It leads from St. Paul's to King William Street. Why do you ask ? " " Well," said Watson slowly, as if she were deliberating something in her mind, "I am not sure but I am going to live there." " To live in St. Paul's Churchyard ? " repeated Neal. ' ' I have had a place offered me there, and it seems to me to be a very eligible one," said Watson. "It's to go as housekeeper in a house of business ; some large wholesale place, by what I can under- stand. I should have two or three servants under me, and twenty- five pounds a year. It seems good, doesn't it ? " " Capital," assented Neal. " Is it in St. Paul's Churchyard ? " " It's either in St. Paul's Churchyard or Cannon Street. She isn't quite sure which, she says. Anyway, it's close to St. Paul's." " Who's ' she ' 1 " questioned Neal. " My sister. Her husband is in this establishment, a traveller, or something of that sort. He has got on well : he was only assis- tant in a shop when she married him, fifteen years ago, and now he gets two or three hundred a year. When Miss Bettina told me I should have to leave, I wrote to my sister and asked her to look out for me, and she has sent me word of this." " But can she get the place for you 1 " inquired Neal, who was prompt at weighing probabilities. " It is in this way. The present housekeeper has been there a good while, and is much respected by the masters, and they have asked her to look out for somebody to take her place. My sister's intimate with her, and has spoken to her about me." " Why is she going to leave, herself ? " questioned Neal, liking to come to the bottom of everything. Watson laughed. " She is going to begin life on her own score : she's about to be married. I think it's rather venturesome, those middle-aged persons marrying: I wouldn't, I know." "Wait until you are asked," returned Neal, not over gallantly. "I have been asked more than once in my life," said Watson. " But I didn't see my way clear. It's all a venture. A good many risk it, and a few don't. I'd rather be one of the few. My goodness ! how it rains ! " "When do you leave here ? " " When I get a comfortable place. Miss Bettina said I was not to hurry. It isn't as if I were leaving for any fault, or to make room for another. She doesn't like my leaving at all, you know." Neal nodded. "I heard her grumbling to the doctor, like anything, about it. She talks loud, and one can't shut one's ears at will." BAD NEWS FOR HALLINGHAM. 215 " She need not grumble to the doctor. It is not his fault. He spoke to me himself, saying how sorry he was to part with me, but he could not help it. ' He had had a severe loss of money,' ho said which rendered it necessary that he should alter the rate of his ex- penditure. I wonder," added Watson, musingly, "how he came to lose it ? " Neal coughed. " Perhaps some bank broke." " Perhaps it did, " answered Watson. ' ' They are ticklish things, those banks. I say, Neal, there's the doctor's bell." Neal heard the bell himself, and quitted the room to answer it. Watson got up, put down her work, shook a feiv threads from her gown, opened a drawer and took out a letter. She was going up-stairs to Miss Bettina to show her the letter she had received, and to ask her advice upon the situation mentioned in it. She felt very much inclined to try for it ; only she felt a shrink- ing from London. Many persons do who have lived until middle- Age in the country. Neal entered the room in answer to the ring. The doctor had been out that morning, but returned earlier than usual, for it was not much past twelve. It was the day subsequent to the departure for school of Dick and Leo. "What a bad fire you have here, Neal!" said the doctor. " Bring some wood and pile the coal on. I feel chilly." "I hope you have not taken a fresh cold, sir," respectfully ob- served Neal, as he stirred up the fire preparatory to getting the wood. Whether Neal was right or not as to the fresh cold, certain it was, that before night unfavourable symptoms began to manifest themselves in Dr. Davenal. And they increased rapidly. A few hours and the news went forth to the town — Dr. Davenal was in danger. The consternation it excited cannot well be described — and if described would scarcely be believed. Numbers upon numbers hi that town looked upon Dr. Davenal in the light of a public benefactor : they honestly believed that his death would be one of the greatest calamities that could befall them ; they believed that if he went, no one else could bring them through danger, should it come to them. They hastened to the door with their anxious inquiries ; they saw the medical men of Hallingham going in. What was the matter with him 1 they eagerly asked. How was he seized 1 It was inflammation of the lungs, they were told. It was in fact an increase of the cold which had been so long hanging upon him, and which he had neylected. Oh, only a cold ! they repeated care- lessly as they listened — what a mercy that it was nothing worse ! And they went away re-assured. A day or two, and there came down a physician from London in answer to a telegraphic dispatch. A day or two more and an 216 OSWALD CRAY. ominous whisper went forth to the town— that hope was over. The saddened inhabitants paced to and fro, collected in groups about the door, and glanced up at the doctor's windows, fearing if perchance the blind should have been drawn since they last looked. They watched the medical men glide in and out ; they saw a lawyer go in with a bustling step, and came to the conclusion that he went to make the will. Altogether Hallingham was in a fever of excitement. But there occurred a change ; contrary to even the most sanguine expectation, a change seemed to take place for the better. Dr. Davenal rallied. The most painful symptoms left him, and some of those around him said he was getting well. One evening at dusk Neal was observed to come out of the house with a quick movement and hasten up the street. As usual he was instantly surrounded, waylaid by anxious inquirers. Yes, it was perfectly true, Neal answered, his master was so much better as to surprise all who saw him. The change took place early that morning, and he had been mending ever since. He was well enough to sit up : was sitting up then. Then there was a hope that he would recover ? the questioners rejoined, scarcely daring to speak the joyful words. O yes, there seemed every hope of it now. Mr. Cray, who had just gone out, remarked to him, Neal, that he looked upon his master as cured. But Neal couldn't stop to talk more with them then, he said ; he was hastening to the chemist's for a draught which the doctor himself had sent him for. Neal received the draught, imparted the news of the doctor's wonderful improvement to the crowd collecting at the chemist's, for no end of gossippers pressed into the shop when they saw Neal there — retraced the streets with his soft tread, and arrived home. Entering the consulting-room where the fire was getting low, he passed on to his master's bedchamber. Quite a bright chamber for an invalid's. The fire was blazing in the grate, and a handsome lamp stood on the small round table, a pink shade that covered the globe throwing a soft, subdued light upon the room. The bed was at the far end of the room in a corner, and Dr. Davenal sat in an easy chair near the fire. He was dressed, but in place of his coat he wore a warm quilted dressing-gown of soft rich silk. He did not appear very ill. Wan and worn certainly, but not so ill as might have been expected. His breath and voice were the worst ; both were painfully weak. The table had been drawn close to him, and he was writing. A tolerably long letter it looked, covering three sides of large note-paper. Perhaps if the truth had been declared, he had got up purposely to write this letter. Sara sat on the other side the fireplace, ready to wait upon him. How she had borne the agony of the last few days and remained cn/m, she did not know ; she never would know : it was one of the BAD NEWS FOR HALLINGHAM. 217 sharp lessons learnt from life's necessities. "You maybe with him," the London physician had said to her, "provided you can maintain composure in his presence. To witness a child's grief is sometimes the worst pain that the dying have to bear. I cannot sanction your being in the room unless you can promise to be calm." "I will promise it," replied Sara in a low tone : but that one expression "the dying " had turned her whole heart faint. Yes, it was one of the lessons that must be learnt in the stern school of life — maintaining a composed exterior when the heart is breaking. That she was given to reticence of feeling by nature, was of service to Sara Davenal then. But surely the trials that had latterly fallen upon her were very bitter ; the battle just now was sharp and keen. She sat there in her soft dress of violet merino, so quiet and unobtrusive in the sick-room, with its little white lace collar and the narrow lace cuffs turned up at the wrists. The first day of his illness she had on a silk dress rustling against the chairs and tables, and she had the good sense to go and change it. She sat in an elbow chair, and her hot cheek rested on her fingers as she strove to drive back the question that would intrude itself, whether this improvement was for good, or only a fallacious one. She sat perfectly still, her eyes following the motion of his feeble fingers, and it was thus that Neal interrupted them. " The draught, sir," he said, laying it on the table. " Put a wine-glass by it," said the doctor. " That will do." So slowly and feebly ! The voice seemed to come from the depths of his chest, and did not sound like the doctor's voice at all. Neal put the wine-glass as desired, and quitted the room ; and the doctor wrote on. Only for a minute or two : the letter was drawing to a close. Dr. Davenal pressed it with the blotting paper, read it slowly, and then folded it and put it in an envelope. In all this his fingers seemed scarcely able to perform their office. He fastened it down and wrote on the outside his son's name. Then he looked at Sara, touching the letter with his finger. " My dear, when the next mail goes out, should you have occasion to write of me, let this be enclosed. " "To write of you, papa?" she repeated in faltering tones. But she need not have asked the question — its meaning had only too surely penetrated to her. " Should the worst have happened." " Oh, but — papa — you are getting better ! " She checked the wailing tone ; she remembered how necessary, as she had been warned, was calmness in that room ; she remem- bered her promise to maintain it. She pressed her hands upon her bosom and remained still. "I will take that draught now, Sara, if you will pour it out," 218 OSWALD OKAY. She rose from her seat, undid the paper, poured the contents of the small bottle into the glass, and handed it to him. The doctor drank it, and gave her back the glass with a smile. ' ' Not one of those clever fellows thought of ordering me this ; yet it's the very best thing for any one suffering as I am. Ah ! they have something to learn yet. I don't know how they will get on without me. " "Papa, you may get well yet ! " she interrupted ; and she could not prevent the anguished sound with which the words were spoken. He turned and looked at her ; he seemed to have fallen into a momentary reverie. But he made no direct answer. ' ' Can you draw the table away, Sara 1 I don't want it so close to me now. Gently ; take care of the lamp. " "Where shall I put this, papa?" she asked, referring to the letter. ' ' In my desk in the next room. You will know where to find it in case of need. My keys are here, on the mantelpiece." She stopped to ask one question which seemed to be wrung from her in her pain. " Is it to go all the same if you get better, papa 1 " "No. Not if I get better." Passing into the other room, which was lighted only by the fire, she drew the desk from underneath the table, knelt down, unlocked it, and put in the letter. It was addressed : " For my son, Edward Davenal. " Sara was locking the desk again, when some one entered the room and came round the table to where she knelt. Wrapped in silks and ermine, her lovely face peeping out from a charming pink bonnet, was Mrs. Cray. The doctor had expressed a wish to Mark Cray that afternoon that Caroline would come to him, and Mark had delivered the message when he ai'rived home. "Mark says Uncle Richard wants to see me," she explained, " so I thought I would run down at once. I can't stop ; Berry and another friend or two are going to dine with us. I am so delighted to hear of the improvement in Uncle Richard ! Mark says the danger is quite over." " If I could only be sure it was ! " was Sara's answer. " There you are, with your doubts and fears! Never was any one like you, Sara. Don't I tell you Mark says it is ? Yes, I will take my cloak off for the few minutes that I remain. " She threw off her bonnet, and let the cloak slip from her shoulders, displaying her evening attire, for she had dressed before she came out : a silk, so light as to look almost white, rich and rustling as she walked ; the necklace given her by Captain Davenal, on her white neck ; a pink rose in her gleaming hair. Utterly discordant looked she with the chamber of the dying, as she Btepped into the other room. Dr. Davenal's eyes were fixed on her for a moment in simple wonder, as if lie saw a vision. Then he held out his hand, ;i glad look upon his countenance. BAD .NEWS FOB HALLINGHAM. 219 "Well, Uncle Richard ! I am so rejoiced that you are getting better. You will come to our house-warming yet." "Are you going to give one ?" asked the doctor, as he held her hand in his, and gazed up at her beauty. "Mark and I are thinking of it. We can do so much, you know, now that that money's coming to me." "Ah," said the doctor, "it's about that money I want to talk to you. Sit down, Caroline. How smart you are, my dear ! " " Nay, I think it is you who are smart, uncle," she returned with a gay laugh. "So it has come into use at last ! " Caroline touched the dressing-gown as she spoke. There had always been a joke about this dressing-gown. A patient of the doctor's, as fanciful as Lady Oswald and veiy nearly as old, had made it with her own hands and sent it to him. It had remained unused. For one thing, the doctor was too simple in his habits and too busy a man to require a dressing-gown at all ; for another he had looked upon the garment as extravagantly fine. "Yes," said he, in answer to Caroline's remark, "I have found it useful to-day. It is very warm and comfortable. Caroline, I have been talking again to Mark about the money." "Well, under' ' ' I don't know that it is well. Mark does not appear inclined t < > make me any promise that it shall be settled upon you when it comes. I urged it upon him very strongly this afternoon, and he answered me in his light careless manner, 'Of course. O yes, doctor, I'll remember ; ' but he did not give a specific promise ; whether by accident or design, I cannot say. So I told him to send you down to me." "Yes, uncle," she said, thinking more of the weakness of the voice to which she was listening, than of the import of the words. "This money must be settled upon you, Caroline, the instant that you touch it. It is essential that a married woman should, if possible, have some settlement. If I recover, I shall take care that this is so settled, but " " If you recover!" she interrupted. "Why, Uncle Richard, you are getting well as fast as you can. Mark says so. You are sitting up ! " ' ' True, I am sitting up ; and I could not have sat up two or three days ago. Still, I am not sure about getting well. " " But Mark says so ; he says you are," reiterated Caroline. "And Mark's opinion, as a medical man, must be infallible, you think '? " rejoined the doctor, with a momentary look in his face that Caroline did not understand. "At any rate, my dear, it is well to remember all contingencies. ' Hope for the best, and pre- pare for the worst,' was one of your grandpapa Davenal's favourite maxims. You must have the money settled upon you " " But, Uncle Richard, are you quite sure that it would be for 220 OSWALD CEAY. the best 1 " she interposed. " If the money is settled in that way, it would be all tied up, and do us no good after all." " You would enjoy the interest." "That's not very much," said Caroline, slightingly. "I and Mark have been planning a hundred things that we might do with the money. Refurnish the Abbey splendidly, for one of them." " You and Mark are a couple of simpletons," retorted the doctor, momentarily regaining his energy of voice. But the effort was too much, and he lay panting for several minutes afterwards. Caroline sat gazing at him, her fingers unconsciously playing with her neck- lace. Which should she trust to, these signs of illness, or Mark's opinion > " Caroline, I insist that the money be settled upon you. Were you and Mark to waste it in nonsense, it would be nothing less than a fraud upon your West Indian relatives from whom it is derived. You may tell Mark so from me. That money, Carine, secured to you, would at least keep the wolf from your door, should he ever approach it." Caroline sat aghast, wondering whether the doctor had lost his senses. "The wolf at the door for us, Uncle Richard. As if that could ever be." "Ah, Carine, I have lived to know that there is no certainty in the brightest lot," he answered with a sigh. "My dear, more experience has been forced upon me in the past year or two than I had learned in the whole course of my previous life. Understand me once for all, this money must be secured to you. " " Very well, Uncle Richard," she answered with ready acquies- cence. "It shall be so, as you seem so much to wish it. I will tell Mark all you say." A few minutes longer, and Caroline rose. Dr. Davenal was sur- prised that she should be going again so very soon, and looked in- quiringly at her. " Can't you stay a little longer, Caroline ? " " I wish I could ; but I shall hardly get back to dinner, and we expect some friends to-day. Good-night, Uncle Richard.'' He drew her face down to his, murmuring his farewell. Little did Caroline Cray think it would be his last. Sara went out with her cousin, and saw her depart with the servant who had waited for her. When she returned to the chamber, the doctor was in deep thought. " I think you must bring the table near to me again, Sara," he said. "There's another word or two I should like to write." " Yes, papa. Do you want Edward's letter 1 " " No, no ; it's not to him. There. Dip the pen in the ink for me. " It was a tacit confession of weakness that she did not like to hear ; and she saw that even in the short space of time that had elapsed since he wrote before his strength had visibly declined. He was scarcely able to guide the pen, BAD .NEWS FOR HALLlNGHAM. 22i "That will do," when ho had traced a few lines. "Sara, should you have occasion to send this, enclose it in a note from yourself, explaining my state when I penned it; that I was almost pasi writing. Will you remember ? " "Yes, papa," she answered, her heart beating painfully at the words. "Fold it for me." Honourable in all her thoughts and actions, Sara folded the note with the writing turned from her. It is just possible some children might have been sufficiently actuated by curiosity to glance at least at the name at the commencement of the note. Not so Sara Davenal. She placed it in an envelope and fastened it down. " I think I can direct it, Sara. Just the name." She gave him the pen, and he traced the name in uneven letters. Sara noted it with surprise, and perhaps her pulses quickened. "O. Oswald Cray, Esquire." " Put it in my desk with Edward's, my dear. If you have occa- sion to send the one, you will the other." As she unlocked the desk again her tears w r ere raining fast. In all that her father Avas saying and doing there seemed to be a fore- shadowing in his own mind of his approaching death. She quitted the room for a few minutes that her emotion might spend itself, and in the interval Miss Davenal entered. The soft rustling of Miss Bettina's sweeping silks aroused the doctor, who had fallen into a dose. She went up and took his hand. " Richard, how are you to-night ? " " I hardly know. Middling. " " Sara is fancying you are not so well." "Is she?" "But she always was given to fancies, you know. Is it right that you should sit up BO long the first time of leaving your bed?" "Yes, I like the change. I was tired of bed. Sit down, Bettina. There are one or two things I want to say to you." "Are you finding yourself worse ? " "Bettina, I have not been better." "The doctors have thought you so," she said, after a pause. "Ay, but I know more of my own state than they can tell me. When the suffering passed, they leaped to the conclusion that the disease had left me. In a measure, so it has, but they should have remembered in how many cases the apparent improvement is only the forerunner of the end." Bettina Davenal fully understood the words and what they im- plied. But she was not a demonstrative woman, and the rubbing together of her white and somewhat bony hands was the sole sign of the inward aching heart. "And I am thankful for the improvement," added the doctor. 222 OSWALD CRAY. "It is not all who are permitted this freedom from pain in their dying hours." " O Richard ! is there no hope ? " " I fear not, " he gravely answered. "I am accustomed to im- press upon my patients the great truth that while there is life there is hope, and I should be worse than a heathen to ignore it in my own case. But all I can say is, I cannot trust to it." She had laid one of her hands upon the folds of the dressing- gown, and the doctor could feel the trembling of the fingers. He had asked her to sit down, but she preferred to stand. Close to him, with her head bent, she could hear his low words without much misapprehension, so deliberately were they spoken between the panting breath. "Bettina, I don't go to my grave as I thought I should have gone, providing for my children. I have been obliged to sacrifice all I had put by. It was not a great deal, it's true, for I am only what's called a middle-aged man, and my expenses have been heavy. Could I have foreseen my early death, I should have lived at half the rate. And this sacrifice will not die with me. The house — I dare say I shall shock you, Bettina — is mortgaged ; not, however, to its full value. I have directed in my will that it shall be sold ; and the residue, after the mortgage is paid can you hear me ? " he broke off to ask. ' ' Every word. ' ' ' The residue and the proceeds of the furniture, and those two small cottages of mine, and other effects which will likewise be sold, will make up a fair sum. There's money owing to me in the town, too. Altogether I expect there will not be much less than three thousand pounds- " "Richard!" cried out Miss Bettina, in her emotion. "Three thousand ! I thought you were worth ten at least." ' ' No, it was not so much as that altogether. I had four or five thousand put by. Never mind ; I say I have had to sacrifice it. 1 feel how imprudent 1 have been, now that it is too late." " To what have you had to sacrifice it ? " The doctor paused before he replied. "A sudden claim came upon me of which I knew nothing : a claim for thousands. No, Bettina, I know what you wish to-say — believe me, I covld nut resist it : to pay it was compulsory. The worst is I could not pay all : and the sum which the property will realise will have to be applied to liquidate it." " But you can tell me what the claim was for? " "No, I cannot. It is not altogether my secret, Bettina, and you must not inquire into it. I need not have mentioned it at all fco you, but for speaking of Sara. My poor children must suffer. Edward has his pay, and he will have to make it suffice : Sara has nothing. Bettina, you will give her a home ? " BAD NEWS FOR HALLINGHAM. 223 " There's no necessity to ask it," was Bettina Davenal's answer. But she spoke crossly ; for the want of confidence in not entrusting to her the nature of this secret was hurting her feelings bitterly. " Should anything happen to you Sara will naturally find a home with me — if she can put up with its simplicity. I shall make her as welcome, and consider it as compulsory on me to do so, as though she were my own child." The doctor lay back for a moment in his chair, panting. His fingers clasped themselves over hers in token of thanks. "Richard, surely you might place more confidence in me ! If you have been called upon to pay this money hi consequence of — of any bygone trouble or debt contracted in your youth— and I con- clude it must be something of that sort — do you suppose I cannot be true and keep your counsel ? I know Avhat follies the young plunge into ! " "Follies? Crimes, rather!" And the words broke from Dr. Davenal with a groan which told of the deepest mental anguish. It pained even the dull ear that was bent to it. "Bettina, I say that you must not ask me. If it concerned ni3 T self alone you should know as much as I do, but I could not tell you without betraying another ; and — and there might be danger. Let it rest. Better for you that it should do so, for it would disturb your peace as it has disturbed mine." " It's a dreadful sum," said Miss Bettina. "It is so. And my poor children must be left penniless. I have enjoined Mark Cray to pay three hundred pounds yearly to Sara for five years, out of the proceeds of the practice. He can well afford to do it : and if you will give her a home, this had better be invested for her, Bettina.'' " Of course. But what's three hundred for five years ? You might make better terms with Mark Cray than that. " " Mark has promised faithfully to do it. I have been talking with him this afternoon about that and other things. I asked him what sum he would feel inclined to pay to Sara out of the business, and for what term. He said he thought he could give three hundred a-year, and would continue it for five years." "Considering all things, it is not a very generous offer," per- sisted Miss Bettina. " Had your life been spared, Mark could not have expected to step into the whole practice these twenty years." "It is very fair, I think, Bettina. Mark must acquire experi- ence, remember, must work his way up to the public confidence before people trust him as they have trusted me. He will not have his rooms filled daily with patients paying him their guinea fees. This has come upon me suddenly, or all things might have been managed differently. I think it would be a good plan for Mark to leave the Abbey for this house ; I have told him so : but he will be the best judge of that." 224 OSWALD CRAY. Miss Bettina quitted her stooping posture by the doctor and sat down, revolving all that had been said. She sat slowly rubbing her hands one over the other, as was her habit when anything troubled her. "I cannot realise it," she said, in a half whisper; "Richard, I cannot realise it. Surely you are not going from us ! " "I am but going to those who have preceded me, Bettina," he answered. "My wife, and Richard, and others, who have gone on before, are waiting for me, and I in my turn shall wait for you. This fretting life is over. How poor ! — how very poor ! " — he added more emphatically, as he clasped his hands — "do even its best interests now seem beside eternity ! " CHAPTER XXXII. LAST HOURS. The lamp was placed on a chest of drawers behind the chair of Dr. Davenal. It was getting on for ten o'clock. Quite time, as had been suggested to him, that he should be in bed ; but he appeared unwilling to move. He felt easy, he said : and therefore he stayed on. The flickering light of the fire, now burning with a dull red heat, now breaking into a blaze, threw its rays upon the chamber — destined, ere that night should close, to be a chamber of death, although the watchers as yet suspected it not. The light fell upon the simple bed at the far corner, destitute of hangings— for the doctor was a foe to curtains ; and as he lay back in the gaudy dressing-gown, on the pillow, one hand drooping listlessly, the other fondly resting on the soft brown hair of his daughter. She sat on a footstool by his side, nestling close to him. Her head bowed, for she had much ado to subdue her emotion, her hands clasped upon his knee. The dread fear that he was dying rested on her heart ; had come to it, as it seemed, by intuition. Not a word yet of this ominous dread had been spoken between them; each seemed to shrink from the task. But Sara strove to gather courage and strength, so that in his presence she might at least not give way. The doctor stretched out his disengaged hand and pointed to a china cup that stood on the table. Sara rose and brought it to him, and lie took a few spoonfuls of the refreshment it contained. " Is not the fire getting low, my dear ? " lie asked, with a slight shiver. LAST HOURS. 225 She rose and stirred it, and put on fresh coal. " Do you feel cold, papa ? " "I think so," he answered, with another shiver. " I am sure you would be better in bed. Shall I call Neal ? " " Not yet. Come and sit down again." She took her place, nestling to him as before, and he fondly stroked her head with his feeble hand. It seemed to her that the hand grew feebler with every change, every fresh movement. "I have a few things to say to you, my dear, and I had better say them now. I should not like to fall asleep with them un- spoken." Did he mean the sleep of death 1 Sara trembled inwardly : she hoped that she should retain sufficient strength, no matter at what cost to her feelings, not to break down. " It was necessary that I should make a fresh will," he began after a pause. "In the old will " " Oh, papa ! surely you are not going from me ! " Utterly unnerved, the words had broken from her in her misery. Dr. Davenal resumed in a tender, reasoning accent : " I must have you brave, darling ; just for a short time. Won't you try and be so ? You see I have only you to speak to, Edward being away. My strength may not last veiy long." She understood him : his strength might not hold out if she delayed him by giving way to emotion. The precious time ! not much of it might be left to them. With a mighty effort of will, with prayer to Heaven for help, Sara Davenal outwardly grew still .and calm. "Tell me all you have to tell, papa. I will try and be to you what Edward would have been." " In the old will, made subsequently to the death of Richard, the chief part of what I had to leave was divided equally between you and Edward. Caroline — but it matters not to speak of her. In this new will, made now since this illness, all I die possessed of is be- queathed to you." " To me ! " she echoed, the seeming injustice striking her in the first blush of the words. "Do you think, after what has happened, that Edward could have any right to it 1 " She was silent. The doctor lay still for a few moments to gather breath. His voice was so weak that she could barely catch some of the words. " When Edward brought that evil upon us, which has well-nigh killed me, — which I believe in a measure has killed me, by rendering my state of mind and body incapable of fighting against what might otherwise have proved only a slight disorder,— when he brought it upon us, I say, I had only one way open to me : to sacrifice my property and save him. All fathers might not have done it, though Oswald Cray, 15 226 OSWALD CRAY. most would : but I believe few fathers love their children as I have loved mine. But, to save him, I had not only to sacrifice my property, but also in a measure to sacrifice you, Sara. " "Papa," she said, lifting her head, "I wish I might ask you something." "Well— do so." ' ' If you would only trust me more entirely. When Edward came that night and you called me down, I learnt he was in some dangerous trouble ; but I learnt no further. Since then nothing but fears have haunted me." "And have they not haunted me?" echoed the doctor in a strange tone of pain. "That night stands out in my memory as a frightful dream. Think what it was. When 1 was lingering in that front room there, full of the trouble brought to me by the death of Lady Oswald, there came a tapping at the window, and I looked out and saw Edward. Edward, my son ! — disguised, as may almost be said, for lie did not care to be recognised in Hallingham ; and in truth recognition might have been dangerous. ' Let me in quietly, father, ' he said, ' I am in danger. ' Sara, were I to live to be an old man, I could not forget the effect those words had upon me. I was unnerved that evening : the recent death of Lady Oswald and — and — its unhappy circumstances were as vividly before me as though it were being enacted then, and I was unnerved to an unusual degree. He wore a cap on his head, and a plaid very much up about his neck, in fact j ust as any gentleman might travel, but I had not been accustomed to see Edward so dressed. His voice, too, was hushed to warning tones. In the first moment I declare I thought of some threatened danger in the street : strange ideas do occur to one in these sudden moments. I let him in, and he began hurriedly to tell me that he did not want his visit to be known, for he was absent from quarters without leave ; nay, in defiance of leave, which had been denied to him as impossible to be granted in the hurried preparations for the regiment's departure. But he was compelled to see me, he continued, and — then — he told me all." " Told you what, papa 1 ? " she whispered, when the doctor's sigh of reminiscence had died away. "Of the awful position into which his folly had plunged him. Of the crime that he had committed, and which, if not hushed up, lourjlit up, one may say, would in a few days find him out. Sara, Sara ! men have been hung for that same crime in days not so long u >> JO gone by. The unhappy father stopped to wipe from his face the dews that had gathered there. It was an awful tale for a father to tell ; it was more awful for him to have heard it. Sara shivered : she did not dare to interrupt by a single word. "My gallant won, of whom T had been so proud! Youth's LAST HOURS. 227 follies had been his in plenty ; vanity, extravagance, expenditure, bringing debt in their train, which I had satisfied, more than once, over and above the liberal allowance I made him. But crime, never. Sara, when that night was over, I felt that I would rather die than live it over again, with its sudden lifting of the curtain to pain and shame." "Papa- " "Hush, child! Let me finish this whilst I can speak. He confessed all in its fullest extent. The ice once broken he told the whole. Indeed, he had no choice but to tell it, for it was only by knowing it entirely that I could help him. Had he concealed the half of it he might as well have concealed all : and he might have stood at his country's bar to answer for his crime." Sara gave a cry. Terrible as her vague doubts had been, pointing sometimes to the very darkest sin that is comprised in the decalogue, the one which Oswald Cray had even dared to whisper in her ear, it was so much worse to hear those doubts confirmed. " At his countiy's bar? " " Child, yes. Do I not tell you what the punishment would have been for it not many years ago ? What could I do but save him ? Had it been necessary to part with every stick and stone I possessed in the world, I must have done so — anything, everything, so as to save him. I told him what I would do ; that I would start before morning light — for dispatch was necessary — and get to London and stop the danger. On his part he had to go back by the train that passes through here at midnight, and so be at quarters by the morrow, that his absence might not be known. Before he went he begged to see you. I think that he then — Sara, I think it now, and have for some little time — that he then had made up his mind not to come down again : or else he fancied that he should not be able to come. However that may have been, he begged to see you ; and I, seeing I must confess no reason for it, called you down. And the rest you know." " I don't know one thing, " she whispered. "Papa, I don't know what — the crime — was." "And better that you should not know," he answered with a vehemence surprising in his weak state. "I would not have alluded to it at all, but for what I have to explain to you. Listen, Sara, for there are directions that I must give you now." Pausing, he held his hand up for an instant as if to bespeak her attention, and then resumed : " I shall startle you if I say that the money I was called upon to find was no less than eight thousand pounds. Ah ! you may well lift your head, child ! And this imprudent, sinful man was your brother and my son, and Heaven only knows how dearly I love him still ! Five thousand of it I paid at once, and the rest I arranged to pay later, at different periods. This very Christmas, I have paid 228 OSWALD CRAY. another live hundred, leaving two thousand live hundred yet to be paid. I have directed that whatever I died possessed of shall be sold, and the money paid over to you, ' my daughter, Sara Davenal. ' The terms of the will may excite curiosity ; people will marvel why I did not appoint trustees ; and you, my darling, must be content to let them marvel. The residue, after my debts are paid, will be, as I judge, about three thousand pounds. And of this, Sara, two thousand five hundred must be given to these people, who hold Edward's safety in their hands." Again she was startled. " Do they hold it still ? " "They do. They hold his — I may almost say life — in their hands. Once they are paid, the danger will have passed. You will make no unnecessary delay 1 ? " "No," she said with a shudder. " The very hour the money is in my hands it shall be paid to them." " In my desk, in the private compartment, you will find a sealed paper addressed to yourself. It contains fall directions how you must accomplish this, and who the parties are. I thought it well to write this down for you, that there might be no mistake or forgetfulness. Within this paper you will find a letter addressed to these people, and that I wish you to post with your own hands — with your own hands! — within four-and-twenty hours after my death. Do you clearly understand ? " Yes, she clearly understood, she answered ; answered from the depths of her failing heart. ' ' And I think that is all, so far as that unhappy business is con- cerned. Oh, my child, my child ! if I could only have left you better off ! " "Papa, don't grieve about that!" she said in the midst of her bitter emotion. " I shall do very well." " You will have your home with your aunt. And Mark Cray is to pay you a certain sum for five years, which must be invested for you. Bettina will take care of you : but she is not of a cheerful temper. If I could only have left you in a happier home ! " Looking forward, she felt that all homes would be pretty much alike to her with her load of grief and care. Surely the sorrows of life had fallen upon her early ! "I began to think, just about the time of Caroline's marriage, or a little before it, that Oswald Cray was growing to like you very much," resumed Dr. Davenal. "But it may have been only my own fancy. I was mistaken with regard to him once before ; per- haps 1 was again ? " She sat silent, her head bent, her fingers nervously entwining themselves one within the other. ' You don't answer me, Sara. It may be the last time I shall ask you anything." "It is all over, papa," she said, lifting her streaming eyes. LAST HOURS. 229 " Then there was something ! What has ended it ? " Ought she to tell him? Could she tell him 1 Would it be right or wise to do so — to increase the sense of evil, wrought by her un- happy brother, already lying with so bitter a weight, in spite of his love, on Dr. Davenal's spirit ! No, she thought she ought not. Her sense of right as well as her reticence shrank from the task. " Child, have you no answer for me ? " "Something — unpleasant — arose between us," she said, in a faltering whisper. "And so we parted. It was neither his fault nor mine ; it — it was the fault of circumstances." "Ah ! " said the doctor, "a foolish quarrel. But I had thought you both superior to it. Should the cloud ever pass away, and he wish to make you his wife, remember that you have my full and free approbation, and that my blessing would go with it. In spite of his pride and caprice, 1 like Oswald Craj^." " It never will pass away," she interrupted, almost vehemently. "It is a thing impossible. We have bidden adieu to all that for ever." "Well, you know best. I only say, if it should be. Is it this that has kept him from the house ? " "Yes. O papa, when you were blaming him for taking foolish and unjust offence against Lady Oswald's will, I wish you could have known what a mistake it was." "And, Sara, I have urged on Caroline, as you heard me, that that money should be settled upon herself," he continued, passing to a different subject. " I have spoken to your aunt ; I have written of it to Oswald Cray — for that is the purport of my note to him. My dear, do you reiterate the same to them, and say that I urged it again with my dying breath. I don't know why the necessity for this should cling to my mind so strongly," he continued in a dreamy tone. ' ' Unless it is because I dreamt a night or two ago that Mark had run through all his means, and Caroline was lying in some strange place, ill, and in grievous poverty. It was a vivid dream ; and is as present to me now as it was at the time." Sara raised her hands to her face. Her effort to sustain calmness was getting beyond her strength. " Say that I urged it again with my dying breath ! And give my love to the two little boys, Sara. Tell them that Uncle Richard would have sent for them to take a last farewell, had deatli not come upon him so suddenly. But there is no time ; and tell them we shall meet again in that far-off land, when their toils and mine shall be alike over. Charge them to be ever w r orking on for it." She could not contain herself longer. Her very heart was break- ing. She turned, and hid her face upon his breast. "Don't, my darling ! Don't grieve hopelessly. It is God's will to take me, and therefore we should not sorrow as those without 230 OSWALD CRAY. hope. 1 have tried of late to live very near to Him, to resign my- self to Him in all things. My life had become one long weary trouble, Sara — perhaps He is taking me from it in love." " O papa ! But I shall be left ! " ' ' Ah, child, but you are young ; life for you is yet in its morn- ing, and, though clouds have gathered overhead, they may clear away again, leaving only brightness behind them. Think what it has been for me ! To wake from troubled sleep in a night of pain to the dread that ere the day closed the name of my only remaining son might be in the mouths of men, branded as a felon ! Child, no wonder that I am dying. " Sara could not speak. She lifted her arm and let it fall across him. Dr. Davenal laid his hand lovingly on the bowed head. ' ' Yes, I am resigned to die. I would have lived longer if I could ; but that is denied me, and God has reconciled me to the decree. When you shall come to be as old as I am, Sara, you will have learnt how full of mercy are the darkest troubles, if we will only open our eyes to see it." Sara Davenal, in her keen distress, could not see where the mercy lay for her. To lose her father seemed the very consum- mation of all earthly misery. How many more of us have so felt when stern death was taking one we loved better than life ! "I am so glad I gave that money of Lady Oswald's back to its rightful owners!" he resumed, after a pause. "It has brought comfort to me now. I am glad, too, that I have lived to see them in possession of it, and that no delays intervened. Had it not been settled before I died, there is no knowing what might have arisen. Sara, remember that our past acts find us out on our dying bed. Whether they have been good or evil, they come home to us then." His voice had grown so faint that it was almost by guessing that she understood the words. Presently she looked up and saw that his eyes were closed. She began to wish he would get into bed, but when she attempted to move his hand tightened around her. ' ' No : stay where you are. God bless you ! God bless you always, my child ! " She remained on as before, her cheek resting on the dressing- gown. Presently Miss Bettina came in. " It is most wrong for you to sit up like this, Richard ! " she was beginning, when she caught sight of his closed eyes. " Is he asleep, Sara I flow could you let him go to sleep in his chair at this hour 1 He ought What's the matter ? " Miss Bettina — calm, cold, impassive Miss Bettina — broke off with a cry as she spoke the last words. Sara rose ; and a look of hope- less terror took possession of her own face as she saw that white one lying there. Richard Davenal had passed to his rest. sou row, 231 CHAPTER XXXIIL SORROW. To describe the sorrow and consternation that fell on all Hallingham at the loss of Dr. Davenal would be a fruitless task. People could not believe that he was really dead. It had been asserted that danger was past, and he was rapidly getting better. They looked at each other in a bewildered sort of way, and asked what he had died of ? Of a neglected cold, was the answer of those who knew best, or supposed they knew — the medical body of Hallingham. And indeed there was little doubt but they were correct : the immediate malady which had deprived the town of that valuable life was a very simple thing — a cold, neglected at the outset. Sara Davenal was stunned : stunned with the calamity, with the grief it brought. And yet it probably fell upon her with less in- tensity than it would have done had she been in the full tide of prosperity. She had been recently living in nothing but sorrow. The grief and terror brought to her by that night's unhappy secret (which you now know was connected with her brother) had been succeeded by the withdrawal of the friendship — to call it by so light a name — of Oswald Cray. She had believed that the world could bring no other calamity that could add to her misery : she had not thought of that most grievous one — a father's death. In all pain there must be a reaction : the veiy violence of the first grief induces it ; and it came sooner to Sara Davenal than it does to most sufferers. Or it may be that the very nature of the grief brought its own antidote. Had it been simply mourning, the natural sorrow for the loss of a good and loving father, she might have gone on weeping for months : but there was behind it that heritage of terror on her brother's account ; there was the conscious- ness that with her the heavy secret was left, and the completion of its purchase. The blinding tears ceased, the lively grief settled down into one long, dull agony ; and, ere many days went over, she had become, in manner, almost unnaturally cold and calm. " How well his daughter bears it," the town said, when it had an oppor- tunity of seeing her. In her subdued manner, her still face, her low measured tones they read only serene resignation. Ah, how few of us think to remember in every-day life that it is the silent grief that does its work within ! She was obliged so soon to set about her responsibilities. Dr. Davenal's request to her had been to post a certain letter that she would find in his desk within four-and-twenty hours of his decease : to post it hersejf. On the afternoon of the day following the death, 232 OSWALD CRAY. she carried the desk to her own room and examined it. There was the letter to Edward, there was the letter to Oswald Cray ; both were lying where she had placed them ; and there was the packet addressed to herself. The letter it enclosed was directed to " Mr. Alfred King, care of Messrs. Jones and Green, Essex Street, Strand, London." The directions to herself were very clear. As soon as the money was realised she was to write and appoint an interview with Mr. Alfred King, and pay over to him the two thousand five hundred pounds upon his delivering up to her certain papers, copies of which were enclosed. This interview might take place at Halling- ham if Mr. Alfred King would journey to it : if he declined, she would be under the necessity of going to London and meeting him at Messrs. Jones and Green's. But on no account was she to pay the money by deputy or by letter, because it was essential that she should examine the papers that would be delivered to her, and see that they tallied with the copies enclosed. Mr. Alfred King would then have to sign a receipt, which the doctor had written and sealed up, and which, he added, she had better not unseal until the moment for signing it had come. The receipt and one or two of the papers she was afterwards to re-seal and keep until the return of Edward Davenal. If Edward died abroad, then they were to be burnt. Sara re-locked the desk ; and still she could not form any very definite idea" as to what Edward's crime had been. The letter to Mr. Alfred King and the letter to Oswald Cray she kept out, for they must be posted ere the day should close. She went out herself at dusk and posted them ; whatever duty lay before her, she felt that she must go about it, shrinking from none. Girl though she was in years, she was beginning to feel old in sorrow : no teacher is like unto it. There are woes that bring more experience to the heart in the first night of their falling than will half a lifetime of smoothly gliding years. It was through the letter sent to him that Oswald Cray first learnt the death of Dr. Davenal. He was seated at his breakfast- table in Parliament Street, eyes and thoughts buried in the THmes, when Benn came in with the letters and laid them down by his side. There Oswald let them lie : and it was only in gathering them up later to take down and open in his business-room, that his eye fell on one in particular, rather a large envelope, with a black border and a black seal. He knew the writing well, and a flush of emotion rose to his face as he opened it. Two notes were enclosed. "My dear Mr. Oswald Cray, " I do not know whether I shall be the first to tell you of the death of my dear father. He died last night, about ten o'clock. An hour or two previously he penned the enclosed note to you ; and he bade me add a few lines when I forwarded it, to explain sorrow. l'.;:; that when he attempted it he was almost past writing. But that he made this an especial request, I would not have troubled you with anything from myself : indeed I am scarcely capable of writing c< >herently to-day, for my grief is very great. ' ' Believe me, very sincerely yours, "Sara Da venal." The first rapid acceptance of the general sense of the letter over, he leaned his elbow on the table and read the words more delibe- rately. It was just the note that her good sense would prompt her to write, under the altered relations between them. He felt that it was so — but he had not witnessed her hesitation and the doubt whether she should not rather address him formally than as a friend. If those dandy clerks in the rooms below, if those grave gentlemen with whom he would be brought in contact during the day, had only seen him press those two words, " Sara Davenal," to his lips ! He, the reserved, self-possessed man of business, he of the cold, proud spirit ! he kissed the name as fervently as any schoolboy kisses that in his first love-letter. And then he recollected himself ; and as his wits, which had certainly gone wool-gathering, came back to him, another flush dyed his face far deeper than the last had dyed it ; a flush of shame that he should have been betrayed into the folly. Besides, that was not the way to forget her, as it was imperative on him that he should forget. He took up the note of the doctor. And he could scarcely believe that that weak, scrawling writing was traced by the once bold, firm hand of Dr. Davenal. It ran as follows : "My dear Friend, "I call you so in spite of the coolness that has come between us. I would that all should be friends with me in my dying hour. "The anticipated money, as you probably know, has at last come to Caroline. I shall not be spared to urge its settlement upon herself, but do you urge it. As soon as it shall be paid over, let Mark secure it to Caroline absolutely, so that she and her children may have something to fall back upon in case of need. They are both young, both thoughtless, and, if left to themselves in the matter, will be almost sure to waste the money, so that it would in the end do no real good to either. If Mark 1 cannot write more : sight is failing, "Fare you well, My Friend. " R. D." And he was dead ! For a few moments, Oswald forgot all his doubts and fears of the man, and leaped back in memory to the time when he had respected him more than any one in the world. Had he died with that weight of guilt upon him ? How weighty 234 OSWALD CRAY. was it ? how far did it extend ? It seemed strange that he should so soon have followed Lady Oswald. Had remorse hastened his death ? But, in spite of these thoughts, which Oswald called not up willingly, he did feel a deep sense of regret, of sorrow for Dr. Davenal, and wished that his life might have been spared to him. It was incumbent on him to answer the other note, and he sat down to his writing-table and drew a sheet of paper towards him. and began : "My dear " There he stopped. How should he address her ? My dear Miss Davenal ? — or My dear Sara ? The one seemed too formal, con- sidering how long he had called her Sara, considering that the present moment of deep sorrow should make all her friends espe- cially tender with her. But yet — My dear Sara— better perhaps that he should not. So he finally began : "My dear Miss Davenal, "I do indeed heartily sympathise with you in your great afflic- tion. I wish for your sake and his that the doctor's life had been spared. You do not give me any particulars — and I could not at such a moment expect them — but I fear his death must have been sudden. Will you allow me to exercise the privilege of a friend, in begging you to endeavour to bear up as bravely as it is possible for you to do, in these the first keen moments of grief. When next at Hallingham I will, with your permission, call on you and Miss Davenal, and express to you in person my heartfelt sympathy. Meanwhile believe me now and always your truly sincere friend, "O. Oswald Cray." " Of course Mark must settle it upon her ! " he said to himself as he glanced again at the contents of the doctor's note to him. "It is not to be supposed he would do otherwise. However, I will mention it when I go next to Hallingham." And, gathering the papers together, he locked them in his private desk, and went down to enter on his day's work, carrying the rest of the letters in his hand. On the day subsequent to the interment of Dr. Davenal, Sara told her aunt she should go and see the two little boys. It had been her wish that they should be sent for to attend the funeral, but Miss Davenal objected : they were too young, she considered. Sara was too really miserable to care about it. Of what little moment do trifles seem when the mind is ill at ease ! Miss Davenal again objected to her visit. In fact, had lookers- < >n been gifted with prevision, they might have seen that the opinions and course of herself and niece would henceforth be somewhat anta- gonistic to each other. She objected to Sara's proposed visit, re- commending her to defer it for a week or two. sorrow. 235 "But, aunt, I want to see them," urged Sara. "I know how grieved they have been : though Dick is random and light-headed, he has a must tender heart. And papa gave me a dying message to deliver to them." " I say that it is too soon to go," repeated Miss Davenal. "A pretty thing for you to be seen gadding about the veiy day after your poor papa is taken from the house. " " Oh, aunt ! " For a moment she struggled with her tears : the thought of the terrible weight of sorrow she must carry out with her wherever she went presented such a contrast to her aunt's ex- pression. At home or out, she was ever living with her breaking heart : and it appeared of little consequence what the world might say. She believed it was her duty to see the boys as soon as pos- sible, and she had fully resolved that her duty, In all ways, should be performed to the uttermost, Heaven helping her. "I must go, aunt," she said. " I think I am doing right." She walked in her deep mourning, her crape veil over her face, to the station. One of the porters took her ticket for her and saw her into the carriage. Whether by the man's good feeling or not, she did not know, but no one else was put into the same compart- ment. She felt quite grateful as the train steamed on, and she lay back in the well-padded seat. The train was an express, and she reached the station where she was to descend in less than an hour and a half. Dr. Keen's house was very near. To gain its front entrance she had to pass the play- ground. The boys were in it, and Dick Davenal's roving eyes caught sight of her. He climbed over the railings, in spite of rules, and burst into tears as he laid hold of her. Sara had pictured the two boys in apple-pie order in their new mourning, quiet and sub- dued ; but here they were in their ordinary clothes, dirty and dusty, Dick with a woeful rent in one knee. " O Sara ! is it all true 1 Is he really dead and buried ? Couldn't he cure himself?" She subdued her own emotion — it was only in accordance with the line she had laid down for herself. She kissed the boy under the sea of eyes peering through the railings, and held him near her as they advanced to the house. Leo, less daring than Dick, had gone round to the gate, and Sara drew him to her other side as he came running up. She sat down in the room to which she was shown, holding the sobbing boys to her. As she had said to her aunt, Dick had a tender heart, and his sobs were loud and passionate. Leo cried with him, but more quietly. She waited to let their emotion have vent, holding their hands, bending now and again her face to theirs. " Couldn't he be cured, Sara 1 " " No, dears, he could not be cured. It was God's will to take him." 236 OSWALD CRAY. " Why didn't you have us home ? Why didn't you let us say good-bye to him 1 " There was no time. We thought he was getting better, and it was only quite at the very last we knew he was dying. He did not forget you and Leo, Dick. He bade me tell you — they were his own words — that Uncle Richard would have sent for you to take a last farewell, but that death came upon him too suddenly. He bade me tell you that you will meet him in that far-off land Adhere your toils and his will alike be over ; and — listen, children ! — he charged you to be ever working on for it. " Their sobs came forth again. Leo was the first to speak. " Have you written to Barbadoes to tell papa ? " "Aunt Bettina has. See, dears, here are two silver pencil-cases ; they were both your Uncle Richard's. The one has his crest on it ; the other his initials, R. D. I thought you would like to have some little remembrance of him, and I brought them. Which will you choose, Dick ? You are the eldest. " Dick took the pencils in his hand and decided on the largest, the one that bore the initials. The stone was a beautiful sapphire. "Is it real, Sara?" "Oh yes. This is the best for you, as the initials would not stand for Leo. The other stone is real too, Leo ; amethyst. Try and not lose them." "I'll never lose mine," avowed Dick. Leo only shook his head in answer, as he put the memento in his pocket. The gifts had created a diversion, and the tears began to dry upon their faces ; schoolboys' tears are not very deep. Sara spoke of their mourning, inquiring why it was not on. "We wore it yesterday," said Dick. "And we had holiday, we two, and stopped in Mrs. Keen's parlour instead of going into school. But the housekeeper told us to put our other clothes on this morn- ing ; she said, if we wore our black suit every day, it would be done for in a week." Not unlikely — by the specimen of the suit Mr. Dick now wore. Sara pointed to the damaged knee. "I know," said Dick, looking carelessly down at it. "I did it only just before I saw you, wrestling with a fellow. He says he's stronger than I am, but he isn't, so we were trying which was best man. All in good part, you know. I say, Sara, shall we come home for the holidays now, as Ave used to ? " " My dears, I don't knoAV yet much about the future. It will be Aunt Bettina's home now. I think she will be sure to have you as usual." " Why Avon't it be your home ? " cried Dick, quickly. "I shall live with Aunt Bettina. It will not be the same home for either of us — not the same house, I mean. I think — I don't know yet, but I think it likely that Mr. Cray and Caroline Avili WORK" FOR THE FUTU11E. 237 come to it. Perhaps Aunt Bettina will go to one of her own houses. " "Why can't you and Aunt Bettina stop in that one ? " " It is too large for us. And the things are going to be sold." "The things going to be sold ! " repeated Dick, lifting his eyes and voice in amazement. "Papa has so directed in his will. You know — at least I dare say you have heard — that Aunt Bettina has a great deal of very nice furniture which has been lying in a warehouse ever since she came to live with us. I can't tell you yet how things will be settled." ' ' I say, Sara, how slow and quiet you speak ! And how pale you are ! " Sara swallowed down a lump in her throat. "Papa was all I had left to me, Dick. Leo, my dear, you are quiet and pale, too ! " "I say, Sara — never mind Leo, he's all right— have you got a great fortune left you ? The boys here were saying you'd have such a lot : you and the captain between you." "The boys were mistaken, Dick. Papa has not died rich. He died something else, Dick — a good man. That is better than dying rich." "If he wasn't rich, why did he give back that money that Lady Oswald left him ? " "O Dick! Do you know that the remembrance of having given back that money was one of his consolations in dying. Dick, dear, he hoped you would work on always for that better world. But to acquire money wrongfully, or to keep it unjustly, would not, 1 think, help you on your road to it." They were interrupted by the entrance of Mrs. Keen, a kind, motherly woman. She insisted on Sara's taking oft* her bonnet and partaking of some refreshment. Sara yielded. And Mrs. Keen and Dick and Leo afterwards walked with her back to the station. CHAPTER XXXIV. WORK FOR THE FUTURE. The clocks were striking four when Sara Davenal was Walking through the streets of Hallingham on her return. She stepped along rapidly, her veil over her face, and was hindered by none with greetings or condolences : but she stopped of her own accord on meeting the pool' market-woman, Mrs. Hundley. The woman, 238 OSWALD CRAY. her face full of sorrow, threw up her hands before Sara could speak. " To think that he should have been the first to go ! — before my poor boy, whose life, as may be said, he had been keeping in him ! The one a-dying for months past, the other a hale gentleman as seemed to have health in him for a lifetime. Oh, miss ! what will the sick do without him ? " " How is your son ? " was all Sara's answer. "He has come nearly to his last, miss. Another week'U see the end. When the news come out to us that the good Dr. Davenal was gone, we couldn't believe it : and my boy, he says, ' Mother, it can't be ; it can't never be.' And he set on and sobbed like a child." In spite of her efforts, the tears overflowed Sara's eyes. To have it thus brought palpably before her was more than she could quite bear. " Papa is better off," was all she murmured. " Ay, he's better off: if ever a man had done his best in this world, miss, it was him. But who'll be found to take his place ?" With the full sense of the last question echoing in her ear, Sara continued her way. At the top of the lane close to their residence was Roger, standing in disconsolate idleness. With the death of his master Roger's occupation was gone. Sara spoke a kind word to him in passing, and met Mr. Wheatley coming out at the gate, her father's close friend of many years. A surgeon once, but retired from practice now. He it was who was named sole executor to the doctor's will. The will, which was causing surprise to the curious in Hallingham, had been made in the doctor's recent illness. It directed that all property he died possessed of should be sold, and the money realised be paid at once to his daughter. Everything was left to her. In the previous will, destroyed for this one, Edward Davenal's name had been associated with Mr. Wheatley's ; in this Mr. Wheatley was left sole executor ; in fact, Edward's name was not so much as mentioned in it. " Have you been calling on my aunt, Mr. Wheatley ? " " No, my visit was to you," he answered, as he turned indoors with her. " I have been to see Dick and Leo," she exclaimed. " My aunt thought I ought not to go out so soon ; that people might remark uixiii it. But I am glad I went, poor boys ! " " People remark upon it !" echoed Mr. Wheatley. " I should like to hear them. What is there to remark upon in that ? Miss Sara, I have gone through life just doing the thing I pleased accord- ing to my own notions of right, without reference to what other folk might think, and I have found it answer. You do the same, and never fear." She led the way into the dining-room and closed the door. She UOKK FOR THE FUTURE. 230 understood he wished to speak with her. The fire was burning it- self out, Miss Davenal being up-stairs. All, how changed the house was only in the short week or two ! It would never more be lively witli the tread of patients coming to consult Dr. Davenal ; never more be cheered witli his voice echoing through the corridors. The dwelling's occupation, like Roger's, had gone. Mr. Wheatley sat down in the chair that had once been the doctor's, and Sara untied her bonnet-strings, and took a seat near him. The fresh newspapers, not unfolded, lay on the table as of yore : the whilom readers, the sick, had ceased their visits for ever. " Now, Miss Sara, I'm left sole executor to this will, as you heard read out yesterday," he began. " It states — I dare say you noted it ■ — that things were to be disposed of with all convenient dispatch. Did you observe that clause ?" "Yes." ' ' Very good. Besides that, in the last interview I held with my poor friend — it was the afternoon of the day he died, as you may remember — he enjoined the same thing upon me ; no delay. There was a necessity, he said, for your being put in possession of the money as soon as possible." Sara had no answer at hand. She believed there might be thai necessity, but did not like to acknowledge it. She took oft' her bonnet, and laid it beside her on the table, as if at a loss for some- thing to (li i. " Now I don't want to inquire into reasons and motives," went on Mr. Wheatley. " I would rather not inquire into them or hear them ; what your father did not see fit to tell me, I would prefer that no one else should tell me. I am sure of one thing : that he kept it from me either of necessity or to spare me pain. That tilings had not gone very straight witli him, he told me ; and that, coupled with the curious will, leaving everything to you without the protection of trustees or other, does of course force me to see that there's something behind the scenes. But, whde I admit so much, I repeat that I do not speculate upon what it may be, even in my own mind ; nor do I wish to do so. One question I must ask you — were you in your father's confidence ?" "Yes. At least, if not entirely, sufficiently so to cany out all his directions and wishes. But, indeed, I may say I was in his con- fidence," she added with less hesitation. "He talked to me a great deal the night of his death." "And you will be at no loss what to do with the money that shall be realised." "None." "That's all straight, then, and I know how to set to work. My dear, it was necessary that I should just say so much ; it would not have been well for us to work at cross-purposes, and I am sure you 240 OSWALD CRAY. do not misunderstand me. There's something behind which is flo more your secret than it is mine ; it was the doctor's ; and we need not further allude to it. I'll carry out his will, and you will carry out his wishes afterwards : he hinted to me that the money would have an ulterior destination. Any suggestion you may have to make to me, you will now do with more ease than if you had supposed I was under the impression the money was to be yours. Don't you think it was better that I should speak ? " " Indeed it was, and I thank you." "Well, now to business. As I understand it, there's a necessity, perhaps an imperative one — in fact, the doctor told me so, for im- mediate action. The first consideration then is, when shall you be prepared to leave the house ? Measures will be taken to put it up for sale, and there's not the least doubt of its finding a ready pur- chaser, for it is one of the best houses in Hallingham, and in its best part. That will be. easy. The next thing will be the sale of the effects. Of course the sooner you leave the house, the sooner they can be sold." It quite wrung her heart to hear him speak of all this in the dry matter-of-fact tone of a man of business. She did what she could to bring her mind to bear it equably, heedless of the pain. ' ' It depends upon my aunt, Mr. Wheatley. So far as I am con- cerned I could be out of the house in a few days ; but she will have her home to decide upon. I had better speak to her. Papa said, when he was dying, that he thought Mark Cray ought to leave the Abbey and come here." "Mark Cray? Well, he has most right to do so : he was your father's partner. I never thought of him. Of course he will ; 7ie'll not let it slip through his fingers. The mere taking this house would be a certain practice for any one. Mark Cray has his practice ready cut and dried to his hand, but he won't let the house go by him." "Mr. Cray has just furnished the Abbey." " But perhaps he — however, it will be well that some one should see him, and ascertain what his wishes may be. It is a pity but he had money : he might purchase the house. By the way, there's that Chancery money come or coming to his wife." Sara shook her head. "That money is to be settled upon her. It was one of papa's last injunctions." " Well ; and how can than that be better done than by buying freehold property, such as this ? It will be the very thing for them, I should say. Let them buy this house and settle it upon her ; it will be a capital investment. As to the furniture, if they don't care to buy that, it must be sold. Suppose you ask Miss Davenal when she shall be ready to vacate it ; and meanwhile I'll see Mr. Cray." lb: was a man of prompt action, this old friend of Dr. Davenal's, WORK FOR THE FUTURE. 241 and lie rose as he spoke, shook hands with Sara, and bustled out so hastily that even attentive Neal did not catch him up in time to close the hall-door behind him. Sara supposed he was going then and there to Mark Cray's. She took her bonnet in her hand and went slowly up the stairs. It was not a pleasant task, this question that she had to put to her aunt, and she was glad of the little delay of even turning first into her own room to take her things off after her journey. Since the reading of the will yesterday Miss Davenal had been in one of her most chilling moods. She had asked an explanation of Sara what was the meaning of all this, what Dr. Davenal's secret was, and where the money had gone to. Sara could only evasively put her off; one of the charges enjoined on his daughter by the doctor had been — not to place Edward in the power of his aunt. It was not that Dr. Davenal feared the loyalty and good faith of his sister ; but he knew how bitterly she would judge Edward, and he was willing to spare blame even to his guilty son. It is possible, also, that he deemed the secret safest left to Sara alone. Whatever his motive, he had said to her : "I charge you, keep it from your Aunt Bettina ; " and Sara had accepted the charge, and meant to act upon it. But Dr. Davenal might never have left it, had he foreseen the unpleasantness it was to entail on Sara. Very curious, very cross, very deaf was Bettina Davenal, as she sat in the drawing-room at her usual occupation, knitting. Her clinging mourning robes made her figure appear thinner and taller than ever ; and that, as you are aware, was unnecessary. She had seen from the windoAV Sara come in, and she now thought she heard her footfall on the stairs ; and her head was more upright than ever, and her lips were compressed. It was this general feeling of displeasure which had chiefly caused the objection she made to Sara's visiting the boys. Sara had gone in defiance of her ; at least, she looked upon it in that light. Was she about to defy her in all things ? She looked up for a moment when Sara entered the room, and then dropped her eyelids again, without speaking. Sara stood near the window, shaded by the half -drawn blind. "Well, I have been, aunt." "Been?" groaned Miss Bettina. "Not anywhere. Where do you suppose I have been ? I have a better sense of propriety than to be seen streaming abroad to-day." Sara drew a chair to the little table on which lay her aunt's pearl basket of wool, and sat down close to her. Her pale refined face was ominously severe, and Sara's heart seemed to faint at her task. Not at this particular task before her, but at the ceaseless task that her life in general had become. It was not by fainting, however, that she would accomplish it, neither was it the line of action she had carved out for herself. Oswald Cray. 1G 242 OSWALD CRAY. " I observed that I had been to see the boys, Aunt Bettina. They both send their love to you. " " I dare say they do. Especially that impudent Dick." " Mrs. Keen also desired to be remembered," continued Sara. "You can send back my thanks for the honour," ironically spoke- Miss Davenal. "The last time she was at Hallingham she passed our house without calling. " " She spoke of it to-day, Aunt Bettina. She nodded to you at the window, she said, and pointed towards the station : she wished you to understand that she was pressed for time." Aunt Bettina made no answer. She was knitting vehemently. Apparently Sara was not progressing very well. " Mr. Wheatley has been here, aunt." " You need not tell me that. He has been dodging in and out like a dog in a fair. Any one but he would have respected the quiet of the house on the very day after its poor master had been taken from it. He came in and went out again, and then came in again — with you. As he did come, he might have been polite enough to ask for me. Neal said he wanted you. Early times, I think, to begin telling people that you are the house's mistress ? " It was not a promising commencement. " Aunt Bettina, he came to speak about the future. I dare say he thought you would not like to be intruded upon to-day, for he wished me to talk things over with you. He was asking when we — you — when we should be ready to vacate the house." " To do what?" she repeated shrilly. But she heard very well. Sara was close to her, and speaking in low, clear tones : "When we shall be ready to leave the house ? " " Had he not better turn us out of it to-day ? " was the retort of the angry lady. " How dare he show this indecent haste ? " " Oh, aunt ! You know it is only in accordance with papa's will that he has to do it. You heard it read. You read it to yourself afterwards." ' ' Yes, I did read it to myself afterwards. I could not believe that my brother Richard would have made such a will, aird I chose to satisfy myself by reading it. Everything to be sold indeed ; as if we were so many bankrupts ! Be quiet, Sara ! Do you think I don't grieve for the loss of the best brother that ever lived ! But there are matters going forward that I don't understand." " There's a necessity for things being sold, Aunt Bettina." " He told me so before he died : you need not repeat it to me. Where's the money to be paid to?" "And therefore Mr. Wheatley is desirous that there should be no unnecessary delay," Sara continued, a faint colour tinging her cheek ;tt tin- consciousness of evading her aunt's question. ' He does not ask us to go out at once, Aunt Bettina : he only wishes to know when we Bhall be ready to do so." WORK FOR THE FUTURE. 243 " Then tell him from me that /will be no hindrance," retorted Miss Bettina, her temper rising. " To-morrow — the next day — the day after — any day he pleases, now, or in a month to come. I can find a lodging at an hour's notice." "Aunt, why are you so angry with me 1 " The question came from her in her pain and vexation. She could not help feeling how unjust it was to cast this anger upon her ; how little she had done to deserve it. Miss Bettina knitted on more fiercely, declining an answer. " It is not my fault, aunt. If you knew — if you knew what I have to bear ! " " It is your fault, Sara. What I complain of is your fault. You are keeping this secret from me. I don't complain that they are going to sell the chairs and tables : Richard has willed it so, and there's no help for it : but I don't like to be kept in the dark as to the reason, or where the money is to go to ? Why don't you tell me? " It was a painful position for Sara. She had always been dutiful and submissive to her aunt ; far more so than her brothers or Caro- line had been. " Aunt Bettina, I cannot tell you. I wish I could." " Do you mean to imply that you do not know it? " " No, I don't mean that. I do know it. At least, I know it partially. Papa did not tell me quite all." Miss Bettina's usually placid chest was rising with indignation. "And why could he not tell me, instead of you? I think I am more fitting to be the depositary of a disgraceful secret than you, a mere child ! And I expect it is a disgraceful one." Ah, how disgraceful Sara knew only too well. She sat in silence, not daring to acknowledge it, not knowing what to answer. "Once for all — will you confide it to me?" Sara believed, as it had come to this, that it would be better if she could confide it to her ; but the injunction of Dr. Davenal j>re- vented her ; she felt it her duty religiously to obey him. In her deep love for her father she would not cast the onus upon him, but preferred to let it rest upon herself. " Believe me, aunt, I cannot tell you. I am very sorry ; I wish T did not know it myself. It — it was papa's secret, and I must not disclose it." In the trembling of her hands Miss Bettina contrived to throw down the ball of wool. Sara picked it up, glad of the little inter- lude. "Aunt Bettina, we could not have stayed on in this large house." " Did I say we could ? " asked Miss Bettina. " Not now, when all your money has gone in ducks and drakes." " Papa could not help the money going," she returned, her heart 244 OSWALD CBAY. swelling in the eager wish to defend him. "He could not help it, Aunt Bettina." " I am not saying that he could. I am not casting reproach on him. It is not to be supposed, had he been able to help it, that he would have let it go. How touchy you are ! " A silence, and then Sara began. She mentioned what Mr. Wheatley had said, that the house might be a good investment for some of CaiTjline's money ; and Miss Bettina, not at all a bad woman of business, was struck with the suggestion. She sat revolving it in silence, apparently only intent on her knitting. She supposed it could be so settled on Mark's wife, but she did not understand much of what the law might be. The thought struck her that this ought to be seen about at once. " Mr. Wheatley thinks it would be so much better if these things could be taken by whoever succeeds to the house," proceeded Sara. " It would avoid a public auction." Now that was one of the sore points troubling Miss Davenal — the prospect of selling the things by public auction. She had a most inveterate hatred to any such step, looking upon all sales of furni- ture, no matter what the cause, as a humiliation. Hence the motive which had induced her to warehouse her handsome furniture instead of selling it, when, years ago, she gave up housekeeping to take up her abode at Dr. Davenal's. "Others knew that before Mr. Wheatley," she said ungraciously. " A public auction in this house ! I would not remain in the town ti > see it. Has old Wheatley spoken to Mark 1 " "It struck me he was going to Mark's when he left here," replied Sara. " I am not sure. " Miss Davenal growled as she went on with her knitting. She herself always liked to be " sure : " so far as her deafness allowed her. Turning to glance at the timepiece, she crossed the room and opened the door. There stood Neal. Neal, at his eaves-dropping, of course. And the black robes of his mistress were so soft, her footfall so noiseless on the carpet, that Neal's ear for once failed him. But he was not one to allow himself to lie caught. He had the coal-box in his hand, and was apparently stooping to pick up a bit of coal that had fallen to the ground. Miss Davenal would as soon have suspected herself of listening at doors as that estimable servant Neal. " Let dinner be served to the moment, Neal," were her orders. " And I shall want you to attend me abroad afterwards." " Ai*e you going out, Aunt Bettina 1" Sara ventured to inquire. " Yes, I am," was the sharp answer. " But not until the shades of night have fallen." Sara understood the reproach. Her aunt's manner towards her had settled into a chilling reserve. Sara wondered if it woidd ever thaw again, wourt fok the future. 245 Miss Davenal took her dinner deliberately ; she never hurried over anything : and went out afterwards on foot attended by Neal. Sara judged that she was going to the Abbey, but she did not dare to ask. Sara went to the drawing-room, from habit ; shiver- ing as she stepped up the wide staircase : not from cold, but from the loneliness that seemed to pervade the house. She had not recovered from that sense of nameless dread which the presence of the dead imparts and leaves behind it. The drawing-room was lighted as usual : no alteration had been made in the habits of the house; but, as Sara glanced round its space, a nervous superstition began to creep over her. Perhaps the bravest of us have at times experienced such. A moment after, Watson appeared showing in a visitor : Mr. Oswald Cray. Every pulse of her body stood still, and then bounded onwards ; every thrill of her heart went out to him in joyous greeting. In this dreadful sorrow and sadness he had but been growing all the dearer to her. He was still in deep mourning for Lady Oswald. He looked taller, finer, more noble than of yore, or she fancied it, as he bent a little to her and took her hand, and kept it. He saw the quivering of the slight frame ; the red rose that dyed the pale cheeks with blushes ; and Mr. Oswald Cray knew that he was not forgotten by her, any more than she was by him. But he knew also that both of them had only one thing to do now — to bury these feelings, to condemn them to oblivion in the future. The daughter of Dr. Davenal dead could be no more a wife for him, Oswald Cray, than the daughter of Dr. Davenal living, and most certainly he was the last man to be betrayed into forgetting that uncompromising fact. The rose-blush faded, and he saw how weak and worn was her cheek ; young, fragile, almost childish she looked in her evening dress of black, the jet chain on her white shoulders. Insensibly his voice assumed a tenderness rarely used to her, as he apologised for calling at that hour : but he was only passing through the town and would leave it again that night. " I see how it is," he cried ; " you are suffering more than is good for you." But for the greatest effort, the tears she had believed under per- manent control would have dropped then. A moment's pause for calmness, and she remembered that her hand was lying in his, she withdrew it, and sat down quietly in a chair, pointing to one for him. " How shall I tell you of my sympathy in your deep sorrow ? I cannot express it ; but you will believe me when I say that I feel it almost as you can do. It is indeed a trying time for you ; a grief which has come to you all too early." " Yes," she gently answered. " 1 have a good deal to bear." " There is only one comfort at these times — and that the mourner can rarely feel," he said, drawing his chair nearer to her. " It 246 OSWALD CRAY. lies ill the knowledge that Time, the great healer, will bind up the sorest wounds." " It can never bind up mine," she said, speaking in the moment's impulse. " But you are very kind; you are very kind to try to cheer me." " I wish I could cheer you ! I wish I could remove every sorrow under which you suffer ! No one living would be a truer friend to you than I should like to be. How is Miss Davenal 1 " he con- tinued, possibly fancying he might be saying too much, or at least that a construction he never intended might appear to belong to his words. ' ' Watson said she was out. I suppose, in point of fact, she will not see me to-night. I know what war I wage with etiquette in being here so soon, and at this hour, and Miss Davenal is a close observer of it. Will you forgive me 1 " "Indeed I am glad to see you," said Sara, simply. "I am doubly glad, for I feel almost ashamed to confess I was becoming too nervous to be alone. My aunt is out ; she went to the Abbey as soon as dinner was over. I am glad to see you thus early," she added, " because I have a word to say to you from — from papa." "Yes," said Oswald, lifting his head with slight eagerness, an unusual thing for him to do. "In the letter he wrote to you, and which I sent— the letter you received," she continued, looking at him and pausing. "Yes?" "He spoke of Mrs. Cray's money in it, as he told me. He wished you to interest yourself and see that it was settled upon her. When he wrote that letter he was almost past exertion, and had to conclude it abruptly, not having said as much as he wished to say. Therefore he enjoined me to urge it upon you from him. He thought — -I believe he thought that Mark Cray was inclined to be careless, and that the money might be wasted unless some one interfered. That was all." "I shall speak to Mark. Most certainly I will urge the settle- ment of the money on his wife, should there be occasion for it ; but I imagine Mark will naturally so settle it without any urging. It is quite incumbent on him to do so, both as a matter of prudence and that it is his wife's money, not his." "I don't think Mark has much idea of prudence," she rejoined. "I don't think he has, in a general way. But the most careless would surely act in accordance with its dictates in a case like this. I am going to the Abbey presently." "I fancy that papa thought — or wished — that you would be one of the trustees, should trustees be required." " I should have no objection," said Oswald, after a pause. " But — to go to another subject, if you can bear me to touch upon it — was not Dr. Davenal' s death sudden at the last ? " "Quite at the last it was. He had some days of dangerous ill- WORK FOK THE FUTURE. 247 ness, and lie rallied from it, as we all supposed. It was thought he was out of danger, and he sat up : he sat up for several hours — and died." She spoke the words quietly, almost as she might have told of the death of one not related to her, her hands clasped on her lap, her face a little bent, her eyelids drooping. But Oswald Cray saw that it was the calmness that proceeds from that stern schooling of the heart which can only be enforced bj' those laden with hopeless pain. "He died sitting up?" "Yes. It was getting late, but he would not return to bed. He had been talking to me about many things ; I was on a low seat, my head leaning against him. He died with his arm round me." " What a trial ! What a shock it must have been ! " "I had no idea he was dead. He ceased talking, and I remained quiet, not to disturb him. My aunt came in, and saw what had happened." He scarcely knew what to say in answer. All comments at such a time are so grievously insufficient. He murmured some words of pity for the fate of Dr. Davenal, of compassion for her. "It is Hallingham that deserves, perhaps, most of real pity," she resumed, speaking in this matter-of-fact way that she might succeed in retaining her composure. " I do not know who will replace my father : no one, I fear, for a long while. If you knew how he is mourned " She stopped, perhaps at a loss for words. "Did he suffer much?" asked Mr. Oswald Cray. "He suffered here" — touching her chest — "but the pain ceased the last day or two, and the breathing grew better. He had a great deal of mental pain — as — perhaps— you — know. He was quite resigned to die : he said God was taking him to a better home." Still at cross-purposes. Sara's hesitating avowal pointed to a different cause of mental pain from that assumed by Oswald Cray. "Yes," he at length said, abstractedly, for neither spoke for a few minutes, " it is a loss to Hallingham. This will be sad news to write to your brother." "It is already written. The mail has been gone a day or two. Oh, yes ! it will be grievous news for Edward." The last two words were spoken in a tone of intense pain. She checked it, and began talking of her aunt, of Caroline, of anything ; almost as if iA\e doubted herself. She told him she had been out that day to see the two little boys. At length he rose to leave. "Will you not stay and take some tea? I do not suppose my aunt will be long. " He declined. He seemed to have grown more cold and formal. Until he took her hand in leaving, and then the tender tone of voice, the pleasant look of the eye shone out again. "May Heaven be with you, Miss Davenal! — and render your 248 OSWALD CRAY. future days happier than they can be just now. Fare you well ! I hope to hear good news of you from time to time." Which was of course equivalent to saying that he should not again be a visitor. She had not expected that he would be. He turned back ere he gained the door. " If I can be of service to you at any time or in any way, I hope you will not hesitate to command me. Nothing would give me so much gratification as the being of use to you, should need arise." It was very polite, it was very kind, and at the same time very formal. Perhaps the strangest part throughout the interview to Sara's ears was that when he had called her "Miss Davenal," for it presented so great a contrast to the past : the past which was at an end for ever. He went out, shown through the hall by Jessy, and leaving his card for Miss Davenal. All en rhjle. And Sara in the large drawing-room, so dreary now, remained on in her pain, alone. CHAPTER XXXV. mark's new plans. In the dining-room at the Abbey, in her black robes, sat Mrs. Cray at the head of her table, her elbow resting on it, and a pouting expression on her pretty face. Mark was at the foot, taking his dinner with what haste he could. He had been detained so long beyond the dinner-hour that Mrs. Cray in despair had taken hers ; and when Mark at length entered he found a cold face and cold dishes. Mrs. Cray was beginning to tire of the irregularity. "I can't help it, Carine," he said, looking at her. "My work has been nearly doubled, you know, since the doctor died." "But it's very tiresome, Mark ! " " It is. I am nearly sick of it." "It is not doubled, your work." "Well, no ; one speaks at random. Some of the doctor's older patients have left me : they think, I suppose, I am not sufficiently experienced. But I have a great deal to do just iioav ; more, in fact, than I can attend to properly." Mark resumed his dinner, and his wife watched him, her lips a little relaxing. Caroline Cray was one of those who must have all things go smoothly about her ; she could not bear to be put out, even in trifles. " Mr. Wheatley has been here, Mark," she presently said. Mark's new plans. 249 "What did he want?" "Well, he wanted to see you. Something about the selling of my uncle's house." "He is losing no time," observed Mark, acidity in his tone. " I wonder he didn't begin about it yesterday when we were there, hearing the will read. But what have I to do with it ? "' "He wants us to take the house — to buy it, I think." "I dare say he does," retorted Mark, after a pause of surprise. " Where's the money to come from ? " "There's that money of mine. He said it would be a good investment." "Did he ! I wonder what business it is of his ! Carine, my dear, you and I are quite capable of managing our own affairs, without being dictated to. " "Of course we are ! " answered Carine, rather firing up at the absent Mr. Wheatley, as this new view was presented to her. Mark said no more just then. He finished his dinner, and had the things taken away. Then, instead of sitting down to his wine, his usual custom, he stood up on the hearth-rug, as though he were cold — or restless. Mark Cray had been reared to extravagance in a petted home, and looked for his wine daily, as surely as any old alderman looks for it. " I say, Carine, I want to go to London for a day." "To London 1 " echoed Carine, turning her chair to the fire, and facing Mark. " There's the grandest opening : the grandest opening for a f6rtune to be made there. And — Carine — I think I shall quit Hallingham." Mrs. Cray's violet eyes extended themselves in the extreme of wonder. " Caroline, I hate the profession, and how I ever came to be such a fool as to go into it I cannot understand," said Mark, throwing himself on a chair as he plunged into confidence. " So long as the doctor lived I could not well say anything about it ; I did not see my way clear to doing so. But things have altered now, and I think I shall give up the medical life." "But— good gracious, Mark! — I can't understand," exclaimed Caroline, in bewilderment. " If you give up your profession, you give up our means of living. We can't starve." "Starve! " laughed Mark. "Can't you trust me better than that ? Look here, Caroline ; let us come to figures. I don't sup- pose I should clear at first above eight hundred a year, or so, by the practice " "Oh, Mark !" " Well, say a thousand for argument's sake. Let us assume that I net it clear. It's a nice income, no doubt, but 1 shall make three times that if I go into the thing in London." 250 OSWALD CRAY. Caroline, half doubting, half eager, altogether bewildered, sat waiting to hear more. "There's a splendid opportunity offered me if I give up the medical profession and embark altogether in a new line of life. I — you have heard me speak of my old chum Barker, have you not ? " he broke off to ask. " Barker ? " she repeated. "Yes, I think I remember the name. He got into some dreadful trouble, did he not, and was sent to prison ? " " Sent to prison ! how you speak of things ! All that's over and done with. His friends were wretched screws, doing him out of money that ought to have come to him, and the consequence was that Barker got into the Queen's Bench. Half the gentlemen of England have been there some time in their lives," added Mark, loftily, as if he were just then deeming the thing an honour. " Well, Caroline, that was over long ago, and Barker has now the most magnificent prospect before him that one can well imagine ; he will be making his thousands and thousands a year." " How is he going to make it ? " asked Caroline. "And he has offered me a share in it, continued Mark, too eager to attend to irreverent questions. ' ' He is one who knows how to stand by an old friend. Thousands a year, it vail be." " But, Mark, I ask you how he is going to make it ? " " It is connected with mines and pumping, and all that sort of thing," lucidly explained Mark. " Mines and pumping ! " ' ' Caroline, my dear, you cannot be expected to understand these things. Enormous fortunes are being made at them," continued Mark, in a rapture. "Some of the mines yield fifty thousand pounds profit the first year of working. I declare when I first heard of Barker's prospects I was ready to eat my fingers off, feeling that I was tied down to the life of a paltry pitiful country surgeon. Folks go ahead nowadays, Caroline. A_nd, as Barker has generously come forward with the offer that I should join him, I think I ought to accept it in justice to you. My share the first year would be about three thousand, he computes." " But, Mark, do you mean to say that Mr. Barker has offered you three thousand a year for nothing 'I I don't comprehend it at all." " Not for nothing. I should give my services, and I should have to advance a certain sum at the outset. Talk about an invest- ment for your money, Caroline, what investment would be equal to this 1 " The words startled her for the moment. " I promised poor Uncle Richard that the money should be settled upon me, Mark. He said he urged it as much for your sake as mine." " Of course," said Mark, with suavity. " Where there's nothing better to be done with money it always ought to be so settled. mark's new plans. 251 But only look at this opening ! Wore your Uncle Richard in life, he would be the first to advise the investment of the money in it. Such chances don't happen every day. Caroline, I can't and won't humdrum on here, buried alive and worked to death, when I may take my place in the London world, a wealthy man, looked up to by society. In your interest, I will not do it." "Are the mines in London ?" asked Caroline. "Good gracious, no ! But the office is, where all the money transactions are carried on." "And it is quite a safe thing, Mark ? " "It's as safe as the Bank of England. It wants a little capital to set it going, that's all. And that capital can be supplied by your money, Caroline, if you will agree to it. Hundreds of people won], I jump at the chance." An utter tyro in business matters, in the ways of a needy world, imbued with unbounded faith in her husband, Caroline Cray listened to all with eager and credulous ears. Little more than a child, she could be as easily persuaded as a child, and she became as anxious to realise the good fortune as Mark. "Yes, I should think it is what my uncle would advise were he alive," she said. " And where should we live, Mark ?" "At the West End, Carine ; somewhere about Hyde Park. You should have your open and close carriages, and your saddle-horses and servants — everything as it ought to be. No end of good things may be enjoyed with three thousand a year." "Would it stop at three thousand, Mark ? " she questioned, with sparkling eyes. "I don't expect it would stop at twenty," coolly asserted Mark. "How far it would really go on to, I am afraid to guess. In saying three thousand, I have taken quite the minimum of the first year's profits." "Oh, Mark, don't let it escape you. Write to-night and secure it. How do you know but Barker may be giving it to some one else ? " She was growing more eager than he. In her inexperience, she knew nothing of those miserable calamities — failure, deceit, hope deferred. Not that her husband was purposely deceiving her : he fully believed in the good he spoke of. Mark Cray's was one of those sanguine roving natures which see an immediate fortune in every new scheme brought to them — if it be only wild enough. " How long have you known of this, Mark 1 " "Oh, a month or two. But, as yoif see, I would not stir in it. I should like to run up to town for a day to meet Barker ; and, on my return, we would set about the arrangements for leaving. There will be no more lonely dinners for you, Carine, once we are away from here. I shall not have to be beating about, all hours and weathers, from one patient's door to another, or dancing 252 OSWALD CKAY. attendance on that precious Infirmary, knowing that you are sitting at home waiting for me, and dinner is growing cold." " Oh, Mark, how delightful it will be ! And perhaps you would never have risen into note, as my uncle did." "No I never should. Dr. Davenal's heart was in his profession ; nnne- Mark Cray stopped abruptly. The avowal upon his lips had been, " Mine recoils from it. " It was even so. He did literally recoil from his profession. Unstable in all his ways, Mark had become heartily sick of the routine of a surgeon's life. And since the affair of Lady ( )swald a conviction had been gradually taking possession of him that he was quite unfitted for it ; nay, that he was incompetent. To betray his incompetency would be to lose caste for ever in the medical world of Hallingham. Mark Cray rose from his chair again, and stood on the rug as before, incessantly pushing back his hair from his brow in the restlessness that was upon him. He was always restless when he thought of that past night ; or of the certainty that he might at any time be called upon to perform again what he had failed in then. It was not altogether his skill he doubted, for Mark Cray was a vain and self-sufficient man ; but he felt that the consciousness of having broken down before would induce a nervousness that might cause him to break down again. Had it been practicable, Mark Cray would have taken flight from Hallingham and the medical world that very hour, and hidden himself away from it for ever. "It has become hateful to me, Carine ! " The words broke from him in the fulness of his thoughts. Both had been silent for some minutes, and they sounded quite startling in their vehemence. Mrs. Cray looked up at him. "What do you mean, Mark? What has? Taking your meals so irregularly ? " "Yes," said Mark, evasively. He did not choose to say that it- was his profession which had become hateful to him, lest Mrs. Cray might inquire too closely into the reason. And, besides all this, had Mark been ever so successful in his practice, the vista opened to him of unlimited wealth (and he really so regarded it) might have turned a steadier head than his. His friend Barker had been Mark's " chum " (you are indebted to Mail: for the epithet) at Guy's Hospital, and the intimacy had lasted longer than such intimacies generally do last. Mr. Barker was of the°same stamp as Mark— hence, perhaps, the duration of the friendship. He had practised as a surgeon for a year or two, and then, finding it " too slow," had tried his hand at something else. He had been trying his hand at something else and something else ever since, and soirehow the things had dropped through one after mark's new plans. 253 the other with varying degrees of failure, one of these degrees having landed Mr. Barker within the friendly walls of a debtors' prison. But he had come on his legs again ; such men generally do ; and he was now in high feather as the promoter of a grand mining company. It was this he had invited Mark to embark in ; he wrote him the most glowing accounts of the fabulous sums of money to be realised ; he believed in them himself ; he was, I have said, exactly the same sort of man as Mark. One little drawback had recently presented itself to Barker : a want of ready-money. Mark, in his eagerness, offered the sum coming to his wife from the Chancery suit ; they were expecting it daily ; and Mr. Barker was in raptures, and painted his pictures of the future in colours glowing as those of a Claude Lorraine. Caroline might have felt a little startled had she known Mark had already promised the money without so much as consulting her. But Mark had chosen to take his own time to consult her, and Mark was doing it now. Perhaps he had felt it might be more decent to let poor Dr. Davenal be put under the ground before ho spoke of applying the money in a way so diametrically opposed to his last wishes. He drew a letter from his pocket, one received that morning, and read out its gorgeous promises. Mr. Barker was evidently fervent in his belief of the future. Caroline listened as in a joyous dream : the imaginary scene then dancing before her eyes of their future greatness rivalling any of the scenes of fairyland. "You see," said Mark, "Barker Who's that?" The entrance of a visitor into the hall had caused the inter- ruption. Caroline bent her ear to listen. "It is Aunt Bettina ! " she exclaimed. "I am sure it is her voice, Mark. What brings her here to-night ? " Mark crushed the letter into his pocket again. " Mind, Caroline, not a word of this to her ! " he exclaimed, laying his hand on his wife's arm as she was rising. "It is not cpuite ready to be talked of yet." Aliss Davenal entered at once upon the subject which had brought her— their quitting the Abbey for the other house. Mark under- stood she had come, as it were, officially ; to settle time and place and means ; and he had no resource but to tell her that he did not intend to enter upon it ; did not intend to embark Caroline's money in any purpose of the sort ; did not, in fact, intend to remain in Hallingham. There ensued a battle : it was nothing else. What with Miss Davenal's indignation and what with Miss Davenal's deafness, the wordy war that supervened could be called little else. Caroline sat pretty quietly at first, taking her husband's side now and then. "You tell me you are going to leave Haliingham, and you won't 254 OSWALD CRAY. tell me where you are going, or what you are going to do, Mark Cray ! " reiterated Miss Davenal. " I will tell you more about it when I know more myself." ' ' But you can tell me what it is ; you can tell me Avhere it is. Is it at one of the London hospitals ? " "It is in London," was*Mark's answer, allowing the hospital to be assumed. "Then, Mark Cray, you are very wicked. And you " — turning to Caroline — "are foolish to uphold him in it. How can you think of giving up such a practice as this ? " " I am tired of Hallingham," avowed Mark with blunt truth, for lie was growing vexed. "You are — what?" cried Miss Davenal, really not hearing the words. " Sick and tired of Hallingham. And I don't care who knows it," Miss Davenal looked at him with some curiosity. ' ' Has he gone out of his senses, Caroline ? " " I am tired of Hallingham, too, aunt," said Caroline, audaciously. " I want to live in London." ' ' And the long and the short of it is, that we mean to live in London, Miss Bettina," avowed Mark. "There. I don't care to have my talents buried in a pokey country place any longer. " She looked from one to the other, unable to take it in. Anger was rendering her ears somewhat sharper than usual. " Buried ! — a pokey country place ! And what of the twelve or fifteen hundred a year practice that you would lightly throw away, Mark Cray ? " "Oh, I shall do better than that in London. I have had a post offered me worth double that." She paused a few moments. "And what are you to give for it ? " " Never mind that," said Mark. " Yes, nevermind that," rejoined Miss Bettina in tones of bitter sarcasm. " When it comes to details, you can take refuge in ' never mind.' Do you suppose such posts are given away for nothing, Mark Cray ? Who has been befooling you ? " " But it will not be given for nothing," cried Caroline, betrayed into the injudicious avowal by partizanship for her husband. " The money that is coming to me will be devoted to it." This was the climax. Miss Bettina Davenal was very wroth — wroth, however, more in sorrow than in anger. In vain she strove to sift the affair to the bottom ? Mark evaded her questions, her indignant curiosity, and — it must be confessed — his wife helped him in the matter. Sin: — Miss Bettina — turned away in the midst of the storm. • She took up her black gloves, the only article of attire that she had re- mark's evasion. 255 moved, and drew them on her trembling hands. In those hands alone did Bettina Davenal ever betray emotion : those firm, white, rather bony hands, usually bo still and self-possessed. ' ' Marcus Cray, as surely as that you are now standing before me, you will rue this work if you carry it out. When that day shall come, I beg you— I beg you, Caroline — to remember that I warned you of it." She passed out without another word, and stalked down the lighted street, uncomfortably upright, Neal following her with his silent footsteps. CHAPTER XXXVI. mark's evasion. Midway between the Abbey and her own home, Miss Davenal en- countered Mr. Oswald Cray. " Is Mark in his senses ? " was her abrupt greeting, as he lifted his hat. "What is the matter with him? — What is he doing?" asked Oswald, in wonder. Miss Davenal paused. Either she did not hear the question or she took time to reply to it. Her face was very pale, her cold grey eyes glittered like steel in the lamplight. " My poor brother has died young, and left this valuable practice in Mark's hands. There are not many like it. The house is ready to be offered to him : altogether, the career before him is a fine one. And he is talking of throwing it up. He is going to fling it from him as a child flings a pebble into the sea. He says he shall quit Hallingham." "Quit Hallingham !" repeated Oswald Craj r , the last words of what she said alone making their full impression on him in his surprise. " Mark says he shall quit Hallingham 1 " "He has some wild-goose scheme in his head of setting up in practice in London," said Miss Davenal, speaking in accordance with the notion she had erroneously assumed. " It is something he is about to purchase. He is going to purchase it with that money of Caroline's. But he has as surely lost his senses as that we are here. " " I cannot understand it," said Oswald. "No man in his senses would abandon such a practice as this." "Just so. But I tell you he is not in his senses : he cannot be. I do not understand it any more than you. Perhaps you will see him?" 256 OSWALD CRAY. ' ' I will. I am going there now. I have been calling at your house, Miss Davenal. Now that I have met you, will you let me express my deep sympathy with you in the loss you have sustained. " " Thank you, sir. It has been the greatest blow I could have experienced, and if I have not shown it outwardly — for it is not in my nature to do so — it has done its work on my heart. There are few men who could not have been spared in Hallingham, whether to the town or to his family, better than Dr. Davenal." " It is frequently the case, "said Oswald, half abstractedly, " that those whom we think we could the least spare are taken. Fare you well, Miss Davenal." Oswald Cray strode on to the Abbey, the strange news puzzling him much. He did not take Mark at a disadvantage, as Miss Davenal had done. When he entered, Mark was quite cool and easy, having had time to collect his wits and resolve on his course ( >f action. That course was, not to open his lips about the scheme on hand to any other living mortal until it was ripe and ready for action. Miss Davenal's communication to Oswald rendered this somewhat difficult, but Mark did not stand at an evasion or two. He was exceedingly surprised to see Oswald, not knowing that he was at Hallingham, and Caroline gave a little scream when he came in, in her pretty and somewhat affected manner. Oswald ex- plained that he had not come from London, but from another part of the country, and had alighted at Hallingham for two or three hours only as he passed through it. He then entered upon the strange news just communicated to him. But Mark had his answer ready. He talked in a mocking tone about " busybodies, " he ridiculed Miss Davenal's deafness, saying that she generally heard things "double:" altogether, he con- trived to blind Oswald, to convince him that the whole thing was a fable ; or, rather, a mistake, partly arising from Miss Davenal's infirmity, partly from a desire on his own part to " chaff" her for her interference. How Mark Cray reconciled this to his sense of honour, let Mark himself answer. And Oswald, perfectly truthful himself, never doubted his half- brother. But he did not wholly quit the topic. He spoke of the few words written to him by Dr. Davenal when he was dying, and their purport — -that he, Oswald, should urge the settling of Mrs. Cray's own money upon herself. "Though, of course," Oswald added, "there was no necessity for him to do so: Mark would naturally see that it was the only thing to be done with it." " Of course he saw it," testily answered Mark, who was growing cross. " I cannot think how Miss Davenal could have misunderstood you as she did," proceeded Oswald. "She actually said that this money of Mrs. Cray's was to be applied to the purchase of the new tiling in London in which you were proposing to embark," mark's evasion-. 257 "Did she ! " returned Mark, in a tone that one impudent school- boy retorts upon another. "I do wonder, Oswald, that you should listen to the rubbish talked by a deaf woman ! " "The wonder is, how she could imagine it," returned Oswald. " But I am heartily glad it is not so. Miss Davenal assumed that you must be out of your senses, Mark," he added, a smile crossing his lips. "I fear I must have arrived at the same conclusion had you really been entertaining the idea of quitting Hallingham and throwing up such a practice as this." "I wish to goodness people would mind their own business !" exclaimed Mark, losing his good manners in his vexation. The communication to his wife of his new scheme had been so smoothly accomplished, that the sudden interruption of Miss Davenal and now of Oswald Cray seemed all too like a checkmate ; and Mark felt as a stag driven to bay. ' ' I am old enough to regulate my own affairs without Miss Davenal," he continued, " and I want none of her interference." Oswald did not speak. "And, what's more, I won't stand it," resumed Mark ; "either from her or from any one else. There ! And, Oswald, I hope y< >u will excuse my saying it : although you are my elder brother and may deem you have a right to dictate to me." "The right to advise as a friend only, Mark," was the reply, somewhat pointedly spoken. " Never to dictate." Mark growled. "With Dr. Davenal's practice before you, Mark, it may appear to you quite a superfluous precaution to secure the money to your wife and children," persisted Oswald. " But the chances and changes of life are so great, overwhelming families when least ex- pected, that it behoves us all to guard those we love against them, as far as we have the power to do so. " ' ' Do you suppose I should not do the best for my wife that I can do? "asked Mark. "She knows I would. Be at ease, Oswald," he added in an easy tone, of which Oswald detected not the banter, " when Caroline's money shall be paid over, I'll send you notice of it. Talking of money, don't you think the doctor made a strange will ? " "I have not heard anything about his will," replied Oswald. "He has died very well off, I suppose I " "We don't think that he has died well off," interposed Caroline. "I and Mark can't quite make it out, and they do not treat us with much confidence in the matter. Whatever there is, is l«ft to Sara." "To Sara?" " Every stick and stone," returned Caroline, her cheeks assuming the lovely colour that excitement was apt to bring to them, and which, to a practised eye, might have suggested a suspicion oi Oswald Cray. 17 258 OSWALD CRA\, something not sound in the constitution. "All the property he died possessed of is to be sold, even to the household furniture ; and the money realised from it goes to Sara." "And the son — Captain Davenal ? " "Nothing is left to him ; not a penny-piece. His name is not so much as mentioned in the will." Oswald looked as though he could not believe it. He had thought that, of all men, Dr. Davenal would have been incapable of making an unjust will. "Look here, Oswald," interrupted Mark, speaking in that half - whispered tone that is so suggestive of mystery, ' ' there's something under all this that we can't fathom. Caroline overheard some words dropped by Miss Davenal to the effect that Sara was left dependent upon her, absolutely dependent " " But how can that be ? " interrupted Oswald. "Have you not just said that the whole property is willed to her ? " " True : but Miss Davenal did say it. It is all queer together," concluded Mark. ' ' Why should he have willed it all to Sara, ex- cluding Edward ? — And why should Miss Davenal assert, as she did, that Sara would be penniless, and must have a home with herself ? I am sure I and Caroline don't want their confidence," continued Mark, in tones of resentment that sufficiently betrayed he did want it. "But I say it's a queer will altogether. Nothing left to Edward, when it's well known the doctor loved him as the apple of his eye ! Every sixpence that can be realised by the sales is to go to Sara ; to be paid into her hands absolutely, without the security of trustees, or guardian, or anything. But as to his having died the wealthy man that he was thought to be, it is quite a mistake. So far as we can make out, there was no money laid by at all." Oswald did not care to pursue the theme. The disposal of Dr. Davenal's property was nothing to him ; and if he could not help a suspicion crossing his mind as to how the gains of years had been spent, it was certainly not his intention to enlighten his brother Marcus. Neal had hinted at hush-money months ago, and the hint was haunting Oswald now. " Was it not a sudden death at the last 1 " exclaimed Caroline. "Very," said Oswald. " It must have been a sad shock for you all. I am sure your cousin feels it much. " "Sara? Well, I don't know. I don't think she feels it more than I do. She seems as still and calm as a statue. She never shed a tear yesterday when the will was being read : and I am sure she listened to it. /never heard a word for sobbing." But for the melancholy subject, Oswald would have smiled at Caroline's faith in her own depth of grief. She had yet to learn the signs of real sorrow. "She is not demonstrative, I think," he observed, alluding to Sara. mark's evasion. 259 "She never was," returned Caroline: "and therefore I argue that there can be no real feeling. I have gone into hysterics ten times since the death, only thinking of it, as Mark knows ; and I question if any one has so much as seen Sara cry. I said to her yesterday, 'How collected you are! how you seem to think of everything for the future ! ' 'Yes,' she answered in a dreamy sort of way, ' I have work to do. ' I don't know why it should be, ' continued Mrs. Cray, after a pause, "but in the last few months Sara seems to have altered so much ; to have turned grave before her time. It is as though all her youth had gone out of her." Oswald rose : he believed his mission had been accomplished — that there was no doubt of Mark's investing his wife's money for her benefit, in accordance with the doctor's wishes. They pressed him to remain and take some tea, but he declined : he was returning to town that night. His last words to his half-brother proved how completely he had been led astray. " Mark, it would be only kind of you to set Miss Davenal right. I am sure the misapprehension was causing her serious pain." "I'll attend to her," rejoined Mark, with a careless laugh, as he went with him to the hall-door. ' ' Good-night, Oswald. A safe journey to you ! " Mark returned to his wife. He had not quite liked using that deliberate deceit to Oswald Cray in her presence. But Mark was ingenious in sophistries, in that kind of logic which tends to "make the worse appear the better reason," and Caroline put full faith in him as she listened to his half -apology. " It would never have done to enlighten him," observed Mark. "What I have said, I said for your sake, Carine. Oswald is one who would rather let a man plod on for years on bread and cheese, than see him make a dash and raise himself at once to independence. He's a slow-going coach himself, and thinks every one else ought to be so too ? " And, propping his back against the mantelpiece, Mark Cray enlarged upon all the grandeur and glory of the prospect opening to him, painting its future scenes in colours so brilliant that his wife lost herself in a trance of admiration, and wished it could all be realised with the morrow's dawn. gOO OSWALD CRAY. PART THE SECOND. CHAPTER XXXVII. A NEW HOME. For once London was bright. A glorious spring clay late in March had gladdened the spirits of the metropolitan world, dreary with the fogs and rains of the winter, and as the street passengers looked up at the clear blue sky, the brilliant sun, they said to each other that the day was a foretaste of summer. The sun drew to its setting, and its rays fell on the terminus of the Great Western Railway at Paddington ; on all the bustle and confusion of a train just in. Amidst the various vehicles driving out of the station with their freights, was a cab, containing two ladies dressed in deep mourning, one of whom, the elder, had not recovered from the crowding to which she had been subjected in the confusion of arrival, and was complaining that she never should recover from it. On the box beside the driver was a — was he a gentleman, or was he a servant ? If the latter, he was certainly a very superior man in appearance, but the idle people standing about and casting their eyes up to the passing cabs were probably taking him for the former. The luggage piled up on the cab and on the front seat inside, seemed to say that these travellers had come from a distance. In point of fact they had come from Hallingham, for they were no other than Miss Davenal and her niece, and the gentleman on the box was Neal. Miss Davenal kept up her chorus of complaint. It had begun with the discomforts attendant on the arrival of a long and crowded train at the terminus, and it would be continued, there was little doubt, for ever and a day ; for though Miss Bettina had come to London by her own decision, she had come sorely against her will. "Jostling ! crowding ! shouting ! It is a shame that ladies should be subjected to it. Why don't they manage things better i " "But, Aunt Bettina, you need not have been in the crowding. Tf you had only seated yourself in the cab, as Neal suggested, and allowed him to see after the luggage " A NEW HOME. 261 "Hold your tongue, Sara. What was one pair of eyes to look after all the luggage we have brought ? 1 chose to see to it as well as Neal ; and I say that the way you get pushed about is shameful. My firm belief is, we have lost at least ten of the smaller pack- ages. " "No, no, aunt, they are all here ; I counted them as they were brought to the cab." "Yes, that's about all you are good for ! — counting the cabs! Good heavens ! we shall be run down ! If this is London I wish I had never come to it." The cab threaded its way amidst the crowded streets, and its inmates' terrors — for Sara was little less timid than her aunt — until it drew up before a small house in Pimlico ; small as compared with their house at home. Miss Davenal looked up at it and gave a groan ; and Neal opened the cab door. " Is this the place, Neal ? It is dreadfully small." " I think you will find it convenient, ma'am. It is better inside than out." Better inside than out ! It was new and fresh and pleasant- looking ; but to poor Miss Davenal it appeared, as she had said, dreadfully small. Sara seemed less disagreeably impressed. She had not anticipated great things ; and it was of very little conse- quence to her where she lived now. In reality, it was rather a nice house, of moderate size ; but Miss Davenal was estimating it by comparison — as we all do. She turned herself about in the small passage in dismay. A door on the left led into the parlour, the room they would use as the dining-room ; about four of them would have gone easily into the dining-room at Hallingham. The staircase would scarcely admit of two passing each other ; and in front of it, on the first landing, was the drawing-room, a light, cheerful apartment, with one large window. The furniture in these rooms was Miss Davenal's, and it crowded them inconveniently. Dorcas, who had lived at the Abbey with Mrs. Cray, stood there with a smiling face to receive them ; and the landlady, a humble sort of person, in a green stuff gown, who had the pleasure of residing in the back kitchen and sleeping in some obscure attic, came forward also. The greater portion of the house had been taken unfurnished for Miss Davenal. "About the bedrooms, Dorcas?" inquired Miss Davenal, in a half -frightened tone. " Which is mine ? " "Which you please to choose, ma'am," was Dorcas's answer. "The two best chambers are the one behind the drawing-room, and the one over the drawing-room." The room over the drawing-room was the largest and best, but Miss Davenal did not like so many stairs, and resigned it to Sara. Miss Davenal turned herself about in the small back-room atj 262 OSWALD CRAY. she had done in the passage. Her own spacious chamber at home was all too present to her, and she wondered whether she should ever become reconciled to this. Had any one told her a few short months before — nay, a few short weeks — that she should ever take up her abode in London, she would have rejected the very idea as absurd, almost as impossible. Yet here she was ! and by her own decision, of her own accord, but in one sense terribly against her will. Marcus Cray had carried out his plans. To the intense astonish- ment of Hallingham, he had rejected the valuable practice which had become his by the death of Dr. Davenal, and his mode of relinquishing it had been a most foolish one. Whether he feared the remonstrances of his brother, the reproaches of Miss Davenal, or the interference of other friends of his wife, certain it is that Mark, in disposing of the practice, had gone unwisely to work. A practice such as Dr. Davenal's, if placed properly in the market, would have brought forth a host of men eager to purchase and to offer a fair and just sum for it. But of this Mark Cray allowed no chance. He privately negotiated with a friend of his, a Mr. Berry, and sold him the goodwill for little more than an old song. In vain Miss Davenal said cutting things to Mark ; in vain Oswald Cray, when the truth reached him, came hastening down from London, in doubt whether Mark had not really gone mad. They could not cancel the contract. It was signed and sealed, and Mr. Berry had paid over the purchase-money. Then Mark spoke out upon the subject of his London prospects ; he enlarged upon their brilliancy until Miss Davenal herself was for the moment dazzled. She urged on Mark the justice of his resigning to Dr. Davenal's daughter part of this purchase-money ; Mark evaded it. His agreement with Dr. Davenal, he said, was to pay to his daughter three hundred pounds per annum for five years ; and provided he did pay it, it could be of no consequence whether he made it by doctoring or by other means : he should fulfil his bar- gain, and that was enough. Mark had had it all his own way. The money expected by his wife had been paid over to him, and he kept it. It was a great deal less than was expected, for Chancery had secured its own slice of the pie ; but it was rather more than four thousand pounds. Mark was deaf to all suggestions, all entreaties. He completely ignored the last wishes of Dr. Davenal ; turned round on Oswald, and flatly told him it was no business of his ; and carried the money to London in his pocket, when he and Caroline quitted Halling- ham. They quitted it in haste and hurry, long before things were ready for them in London, Mark remarking to his wife that the sooner they were out of that hornet's nest the better — by which term he probably distinguished Miss Davenal and a few others who had con- A NEW HOME. 203 siderecl themselves privileged to interfere, so far as remonstrance went. Caroline more than seconded all his wishes, all he did ; Mark had imbued her with his own rose-coloured views of the future, and she was eager to enter upon it. The next to look out for a home was Miss Bettina Davenal. Affairs of the sales and other had not been carried out so quickly and readily as Mr. Wheatley in his inexperience hadianticipated, and there had been no immediate hurry for the house to be vacated. A sur- geon in the town was in treaty for it, and the furniture would have to be sold by auction. Sara wondered that her aunt did not decide upon a residence, and she feared all would be hurry and bustle when they came to leave. But Miss Davenal had been deciding upon one in her own mind ; at least, upon the locality for one — and that was London. Never, willingly, did Bettina Davenal forego a duty, however unpalatable it might be, and she did believe it to be her duty to follow the for- tunes of Caroline, and not abandon her entirely to the mercy of her imprudent, thoughtless husband. To quit Hallingham, the home of her whole life, would be a cruel trial ; but she thought she ought to do so. And she bestowed a few bitter words upon the absent Mark for inducing the necessity. Miss Bettina set about her plans. If there was one quality she was distinguishable for, above all others, it was obstinacy. Obstinate she was at all times, but in the cause of right or duty she could be unflinchingly so. Watson, their former upper-maid, was established in her new situation as housekeeper in the house of business in St. Paul's Churchyard, and Miss Davenal wrote to her and requested her to look out for a house or for a portion of one, and let her know about it. Mr. and Mrs. Cray had taken a house in Grosvenor Place, facing the Green Park, and Miss Davenal wished to be as near to them as her income would allow. Watson attended to her commission. She thought that part of a handsome house would be more suitable to Miss Davenal's former position than the whole of an inferior one, and she did her best. Miss Davenal found it, as you have just seen, anything but hand- some ; but she had little notion of the prices asked in London, and she had limited Watson as to the house-rent she was to offer. Neal was sent up to London with the furniture, which had been ware- housed for so many years ; and when he returned to Hallingham, Dorcas took his place in London. Discharged by Mrs. Cray, who had not chosen to take country servants with her, she had been re- engaged by Miss Davenal, whose modest household was henceforth to comprise only Dorcas and Neal. Miss Davenal would not part with Neal if she could help it ; but she had been surprised at the man's readiness to remain in so reduced an establishment. And so, before things were quite in readiness for them, Miss Davenal and Sara had come up. The furniture in the house at LMJ4 OSWALD CRAY. Halliiigham was being prepared for sale, and they hastened away not to witness the desecration. How coldly and chillily this new home struck upon both, now that they had really entered upon it, they alone could tell. Neither slept through that first night, and they arose in the morning unrefreshed. Breakfast over, Sara stood at the window. In their immediate situation all the houses were private ones, but from a proximate corner she could see the bustle of the high road and the omnibuses passing up and down. The day was bright, as the previous one had been, giving to London its best aspect, and all the world was astir. " And now for Mark Cray and Caroline," said Miss Bettina. It had been Miss Davenal's pleasure that Mark Cray and his wife should be kept in ignorance of this migration of hers to London. Neal, during his brief sojourn there, and Dorcas afterwards, had been enjoined to keep strictly clear of the vicinity of their house. Having no motive for disobeying, they had complied with the orders ; and Mr. and Mrs. Cray were yet in total ignorance that their rela- tives were so near them. She put on her things and went out, Neal, as usual, in attendance. Neal was well acquainted with the geography of the place, and piloted his mistress to the house in a few minutes' time ; a hand- some house, with stone steps and pillars before the door. Miss Davenal gazed at it with compressed lips. " It cannot be this, Neal." " Yes, ma'am, it is. Shall I ring 1 " Miss Davenal advanced and rang herself, an imperative peal. What right had they, she was mentally asking, to venture on so expensive a house as this must be ? A footman threw open the door. " Does Mr. Cray live here ? " "Yes," said the footman with a lofty air : as of course it was incumbent on him to put on to any one so forgetful of good man- ners as to call at that early hour. " What might your business be ? " None could put down insolence more effectually than Bettina Davenal. She gave the man a look, and swept past him. " Show me to your mistress, man." And somehow the man was subdued into doing as he was bid, and to ask quite humbly, " What name, ma'am?" "Miss Davenal." Pie opened the door of a room on the right, and Miss Davenal, never more haughty, never more stately, stepped into it. She saw it was of good proportions, and elegantly furnished ; and Caroline, in ;i flutter of black ribbons and a pretty morning toilette, was sitting toying with a late breakfast. She started up with a scream. Believing that the lady before her was safe at Halliiigham, perhaps the scream was excusable. HOPE DEFERRED. 205 " Aunt ! Is it really you ? Whatever brings you in London ? " Miss Bettina neglected the question to survey the room again. She had surveyed the hall as she came in ; she caught a glimpse of another room behind : all fitted up sufficiently for a duke and duchess. " Where's Mark Cray 1 " she cried. " Mark has been gone out ages ago, aunt. He is deep in business now. The operations have begun." " Who took this house ? " grimly asked Miss Bettina. "land Mark." " And what did the furniture cost 1 " "Oh, I don't know. I don't think Mark has had the bills in yet. Why, aunt % " '117///.'" returned the indignant lady, trembling with anger. ' You and your husband are one of two things, Caroline ; rogues or idiots. If you think that strong language I cannot help it." "Aunt Bettina!" echoed the startled girl, "what are you saying I "The truth," solemnly replied Miss Bettina, CHAPTER XXXVIII. HOPE DEFERRED. Some weeks went on. The beautiful summer weather had come, and the June sunshine was upon the streets. Sara Davenal stood at her chamber window looking out on the dusty road. Not in reality seeing it ; for the trouble and perplexity at her heart had not lessened, and she had fallen into that habit of gazing outwardly in deep thought, noticing nothing. The same habit had characterised Dr. Davenal ; but at his daughter's age he had never known any weight of care : for years and years his path had been a smooth one — little else than sunshine. "Hope deferred maketh the heart sick !" When that proverb of the wise king of Israel comes practically home to our hearts in all its stern reality, we have learnt one of the many bitter lessons of life. Perhaps few have realised it more intensely than Sara Davenal had latterly been obliged to realise it. From March to April, from April to May, from May to June, week by week, and morning by morning, she had been waiting for something that never came. A very short time to wait for anything some of you may think ; not much more than two months at the most, for it is only the beginning of June, and they had come to London late in March. 266 OSWALD CRAY. But — I believe I said the same a chapter or two ago — time is long or short according as we estimate it. Two months may pass over us lightly as a summer's day ; or it may drag its slow length along, every minute marking its flight upon our sick and weary hearts, with sufficient agony crowded into it to make it seem a lifetime. Sara and Miss Bettina had come up in March, and the things at Hallingham were to be sold within a few days of their departure ; and in a few days after that Sara had expected the money would be paid over to her. In her inexperience, she did not sufficiently allow for delays : yet had she been ever so experienced she would not have supposed the delay would extend itself to this. It is not of much moment to inquire into the precise cause of this delay : it is sufficient to know that it did occur ; and it gave as yet no sign that it would be speedily ended. Sara had expected the money early in April. It did not come. "It will be up next week," she said to herself. But the next week came and did not bring it, and she wrote to Mr. Wheatley. He hoped to realise in a day or two was his somewhat incautious answer ; but in truth he himself, not being a man of business, antici- pated no vexatious delay. It was an unfortunate answer for Sara, for from that date she began to look for the money daily ; and you have yet to learn what impatience this daily waiting and expect- ing works in the human heart. When one morning's post passed over and did not bring it or news of it, Sara counted on it for the morrow. And the morrows came and went ; and Sara wrote and wrote, until she grew sick with procrastination and disappointment. She had waited for this money so anxiously that it had become with her a feverish longing ; something like the mal-du-pays which attacks the poor Swiss, exiled from their native land. Not for the sake of the money itself was she so troubled — you know that ; but from the fear of what evil the delay might bring. In reply to the letter she had forwarded to Mr. Alfred King, on the death of Dr. Davenal, that unknown gentleman, whoever he might be, had replied in a short note and a very illegible handwriting (abounding in flourishes), that he was sorry to hear of the doctor's death, but counted on the fulfilment of the obligations without delay. This was addressed to Miss Sara Davenal and reached her safely at Hallingham. Poor Sara, in her inexperience, her dread of what this man might hav in his power touching her brother, feared he might deem two or three weeks only " a delay : " and when the two or three weeks went on, and two or three weeks to those, and two or three weeks again, then it was that the dread within her grew into a living agony. Who Mr. Alfred King might be she knew not. On that night when she had been called down to Dr. Davenal's study and found her brother there, she had gathered from some words HOPE DEFERRED. 207 dropped by the doctor, in his very imperfect explanation to her, that some one else had been almost equally guilty with her brother : but who this other was, whether gentleman or swindler, whether male or female, she had no means of knowing. She did not suppose it to be Mr. Alfred King : she rather surmised that whoever it was must have gone away, as Edward had gone. Now and then she would wonder whether this Mr. Alfred King could be connected with the police : but that was hardly likely. Altogether her ideas of Mr. Alfred King were extremely vague ; still she could not help dreading the man, and never thought of him without a shiver. She did not know what to do : whether to remain passive, or to write and explain that the money was coming, and apologise for the temporary delay. She felt an aversion to writing, and she could not tell whether it might do harm or good. And so she did nothing ; and the time had gone on, as you have heard, to June. Sara stood at the window gazing into space, when her attention was awakened to outward things by seeing the postman turn quickly into the street. Could it be the morning postman ? Yes, it must be, for the second delivery did not take place until eleven, and it was now half -past nine. Something had rendered him later than usual. She threw up the window listlessly. So many, many mornings had she watched the post for news from Hallingham, and been disappointed, that a reaction had come, and she now looked only for disappointment. You will understand this. The postman was dodging from one side of the road to the other with that unnecessary waste of time and walking (as it seems to the uninitiated) which must help to make postmen's legs so weary. He was at the opposite house now, and Sara saw him making for their gate. And her pulses suddenly quickened. Even from that height she could discern — or fancied she could discern — that the letter was from Mr. Wheatley. That gentleman always used large blue envelopes, and it was certainly one such that the man had singled out from his bundle of letters. Had it come at last ? She closed the window and ran swiftly down the stairs and met Neal turning from the door with the letter. That official was probably not at all obliged to her for demanding the letter from him so summarily. But he had no resource but to give it up. It was from Mr. Wheatley, and Sara carried it to her room, a flush of hope on her cheeks. Mr. Wheatley did not like letter- writing, and she knew quite well that he would not have written uselessly. Opening the envelope she found it a blank ; a blank absolutely : nothing even written inside it : it had only enclosed a letter for herself which had apparently been sent to Hallingham. Oh the bitter, bitter disappointment ! there was not a line, there was not a word from Mr. Wheatley. L'liK OSWALD CRAY. A conviction arose that she had seen the other handwriting hef ore. Whose was it 1 — it seemed to be made up of nourishes. Mr. Alfred King's ! Her heart stood still in its fear. ' ' Madam, ' ' Essex Street, June 1st. ' ' I am sorry to have to give you notice that unless the money owing to me, and which I have been vainly expecting these several weeks, is immediately paid, I shall be under the necessity of taking public steps in the matter : and they might not prove agreeable to Captain Davenal. "I am, Madam, " Your obedient servant, "Alfred King. " Miss Sara Davenal." So the first faint realisation of the haunting shadow had come ! Sara sat with the letter in her hand. She asked herself what was to be done 1 — and she wished now, in a fit of vain repentance, that she had written long ago to Mr. Alfred King, as it had been in her mind to write. She must write now. A note of regret and apology, telling him the exact truth — that the sale of the different effects at Hallingham and the realisation of the proceeds had taken more time than was anticipated, but that she expected the money daily — and beg of him to wait. In her feverish impatience it seemed as if every moment that elapsed until this explanation should be delivered to Mr. Alfred King was fraught with danger, and she hastened to the room below, the drawing-i'oom. Her desk was there. It was generally kept in her own chamber, but she had had it down the previous evening. Neal was quitting the room as she entered : he had been putting it in order for the day. Miss Davenal was in the parlour below, where she generally remained an hour or two after breakfast. Mr. Alfred King's letter was spread open before Sara, and she sat pen in hand deliberating how she should answer it, when her aunt's voice startled her. It sounded on the stairs. Was she coining up ? Sara hastily placed the open letter in the desk, closed and locked it, and opened the drawing-room door. But in her flurry she left the key in the desk. Miss Davenal was standing on the mat at the foot of the stairs. " Can't you hear me call ? " she asked. " I did hear, aunt. What is it 1 " Instead of answering, Miss Davenal turned and went into the break fast-room again. Sara could only follow her. Her aunt's manner had never relaxed towards her from the sternness assumed at the time of Dr. Davenal's death : cold and severe she had remained ever since ; but she looked unusually cold and severe now. HOPE DEFERRED. 209 "Shut the door," said Miss Davenal. Sara hesitated a moment, and then she obeyed. She had left her desk, and wanted to get back to it. "Hold this," said Miss Davenal. She had taken her seat in her own chair, and was cutting out some articles of linen clothing that looked as long as the room. Her income was a very moderate one now, and she did a good deal of sewing instead of putting it out. Sara took the stuff in her hand, and held it whilst her aunt cut : an interminable proceeding to an impatient helpmate, for Miss Davenal cut only about an inch at a time, and then drew a short thread and cut again. " Won't it tear ? " asked Sara. "It will wear. Did you ever know me buy linen that wouldn't wear?" "I asked, aunt, if it would not tear." " Tear ! " repeated Miss Davenal, offended at the word and the ignorance it betrayed. " No, it will not tear ! and I should think there's hardly a parish school child in the kingdom but would know that, without asking. " Sara, rebuked, held her part in silence. Presently Miss Dave- nal lifted her eyes and looked her full in the face. "Who was that letter from this morning ? " "It was a private letter, aunt." " A what? " snapped Miss Davenal. Sara let fall the work, and stood fearlessly before Miss Davenal. The most gentle spirit can be aroused at times. "The letter was from a gentleman, aunt. It was a private letter to myself. Surely I am not so much of a child that I may not be trusted to receive one ? " "A pri-vate let-ter ! — A gentleman ! "was the amazed reiteration of Miss Bettina. " What do you say ? " Sara stood quite still for a moment, whilst the faint flush that was called up died away on her cheeks, and then she bent close to her aunt's ear, her low voice unmistakably clear and distinct. "Aunt Bettina, you knew there was some unhappy business that papa was obliged to meet— and bear— just before he died. The letter I have received this morning has reference to it. It is from a Mr. King, but I don't know him. I should be thankful if you would not force upon me these explanations : they are very painful. ' Miss Bettina picked up the work and drew a thread until it broke. " Who is Mr. King ? " she asked. "I do not indeed know. I never saw him in my life. He had to write to me just a word about the business, and I must answer him. In telling you this much, Aunt Bettina, I have told all I can tell. Pray, for papa's sake, do not ask me further." "Well, this is a pretty state of things for the enlightened nine- teenth century ! " groaned Miss Bettina. " Wc have read of con- 270 OSWALD CRAY. spiracies and Rye-House plots, and all the rest of it : this seems a plot, I think ! Have you nothing more to say ? " " No, aunt," was the low, firm answer. " Then you may go," said Miss Bettina, twitching the work out of Sara's hand. " I can do this myself." And Sara knew that no amount of entreaty would induce her aunt to admit of help in her cutting after that. She went up-stairs, and met Neal coming out of the drawing-room. "I thought you had finished the room, Neal," she said, a sudden fear stealing over her as she remembered that her desk was left with the key in it. " So I had, miss. I came up now for this vase. My mistress said it was to be washed." He went down carrying it : a valuable vase of Sevres porcelain, never intrusted to the hands of any one but Neal. It had belonged to poor Richard — was given to him just before he went out on his unfortunate voyage. Sara walked to her desk ; it stood on the centre table, and looked exactly as she left it. She turned the key and raised the lid, and saw that had any one else done the same Mr. Alfred King's letter was lying face upwards, and might have been read without the slightest trouble in an instant of time. Had Neal seen the letter 1 Would he be likely to do such a thing as raise her desk surreptitiously 1 Many a servant would be in a room with an unlocked desk and never attempt to peer within it. Was it probable that Neal had any propensity for prying into affairs that did not concern him ? It all lay in that. Vexed with herself for having allowed the chance to any one, Sara carried her desk to her chamber, and sat down and wrote her note there. But she could not dismiss the thought quite so readily : it was most inexpedient that Neal, or any one else, should see that letter of Mr. Alfred King's. There occurred to her mind something her brother Edward had once told her — about a doubt of Dr. Davenal's as to whether Neal had not opened a note of Lady Oswald's. Suddenly she thought of the doctor's desk. If that had been opened ! In an impulse of fear she put the key into the lock. It would not turn. Something was the matter with the lock. Had it been tampered with ? Sara's face grew hot. Turning and twisting, but all gently, she worked the key about in the lock. No, the key would not open it. In the previous summer's holidays a certain cupboard in Watson's room downstairs declined to be opened in just the same way, and when inquiries came to be made, Master Dick Davenal boldly avowed that, wanting some jam one day, he had opened it with another cupboard key, and so had spoiled the lock. Had this lock been put out of order in the same way ? The proper key to it was always in her own possession. A locksmith had to be brought in to the desk. He speedily AN UNPLEASANT VISIT. 271 opened it and put the lock right. " It was only a ward bent," he said. Sara inquired whether he thought it had been done through a strange key being put into the lock, but she did not receive much satisfaction. "Like enough it might," he said, "but sometimes the wards got out of order with their own key." "It seems quite a common lock," remarked Sara, as she paid him. "Law, yes ! Almost any key might open that, ma'am." "What was the matter with the desk ? " questioned Miss Bettina, who met the man in the passage as he was going away. "I don't know, aunt. It would not open: such a thing has never happened to it before. Do you remember last midsummer holidays Dick spoiled Watson's cupboard through opening it with a false key 1 The man says it may have been the same case here." And Neal, who was standing immediately opposite his young mistress, and met her eye as she spoke, heard the words with un- ruffled composure ; not so much as a shade of change disturbing the equanimity of his impassive countenance. CHAPTER XXXIX. AN UNPLEASANT VISIT. " Set me down in Essex Street." The request, proffered in a sweet and timid voice, was made by a young lady who had just taken her place in an omnibus. The con- ductor's gracious response was to slam the door as a signal to the driver that he might go on. The young lady was too pretty not to be stared at ; but her crape veil was not raised from before her face, as she took her seat with that quiet self-possession which rarely forsakes the gentlewoman. You will be at no loss to guess that it was Sara Davenal. The expedition she was bound upon was one that nothing except obli- gation could have forced upon her — a visit to Mr. Alfred King. Her note to that gentleman had brought forth another letter from him. It was to the effect that he could not wait any longer for the money without the utmost inconvenience, but he would do himself the honour of calling upon her at eleven o'clock the following morning, to discuss the matter in person. A most unsatisfactory, dismaying communication to Sara. To receive him in her Aunt Bettina's house was out of all question ; 272 OSWALD CRAY. for that estimable lady would undoubtedly have insisted upon making a third at the interview. To have the secret brought home to her very hearth would be too fortunate an opportunity to miss acquainting herself with its nature and details, even though she had to draw the information from Mr. Alfred King. Sara saw what must be done, however she might dislike it ; and she wrote a hasty note to the gentleman, saying that it would not be con- venient to receive him in her own house, but she would instead wait upon him in Essex Street. Hence her unwonted omnibus journey. The omnibus dashed along on its way. It was full, and there- fore there was no loitering. Leaving Pimlico behind it, it passed Charing Cross and gained the Strand. There it stopped for some one to get out, and Sara looked up at an exclamation made by the pas- senger seated immediately opposite to her next the door, a lady apparently but little older than herself : a quiet, steady, self- possessed girl with a pleasing face and fair hair. A gentleman passing on the pavement, close to which the omnibus had drawn up, had apparently caused the exclamation to escape her. His eyes at the same moment caught the fair face bent towards him from the door, and he approached. A bright smile greeted him, and he took her hand and kept it as they spoke together. "You, Jean ! " he exclaimed, and the voice, subdued though it was, bore a laughing sound. "It is about the last place I should have expected to see you in. I thought you and omnibuses were decided foes to each other." " But I am going a long way this morning ; too far to walk," she answered. " We have had a letter from " She bent her face lower, and the words became indistinct. The gentleman resumed : ' ' And you are going to inquire about it ? Well, Jean, don't be in too great a hurry. I'll tell you why another time. Inquire particulars if you like, but decide nothing. The fact is, I have something else in view." "Of course we would not decide anything without consulting you," she answered in her pleasant Scotch accent. "When will you be coming ? " ' ' To-night most likely. Good-bye, Jean. Take care of yourself. " He released her hand which he had been holding, the conductor slammed the door, and the omnibus dashed on. Sara had turned white as death. A variety of emotions that she would not have cared to analyse were at conflict within her — for the voice was the voice of Oswald Cray. And he had gone on his way, not seeing her. For that she was for some reasons thankful. He might have been as much surprised to see her in an omnibus — perhaps more so— as lie was the young AN UNPLEASANT VISIT. 273 lady opposite ; and least of all to Oswald Cray could Sara have ex- plained the errand on which she was bent. She stole a glance at the girl's interesting face : a good and sensible face ; one that might well win the regard even of Oswald Cray : and that baneful plant, jealousy, which perhaps had taken root in her heart before, sud- denly again shot forth its sharp tendrils into every corner. What right had she, Sara Davenal, to indulge any such passion ? Had she not parted from Oswald Cray for ever ? "Did you not ask to be put down at Essex Street 1 " The question aroused her from her pain. It came from the same young lady opposite, and Sara looked up with a start. "Yes," she answered. " Then we must have passed it, for this that we are going through is Temple Bar, and I know Essex Street is before we come to that. This young lady told you to set her down at Essex Street," she added to the conductor. And the man stopped the omnibus without offering the slightest apology. "Thank you," said Sara to her courteously. And she walked away with the pleasant voice ringing in her ears, and the conviction within her that it must be Jean Allister. She walked slowly down Essex Street, looking out for the offices of Messrs. Jones and Green, and soon found them. It was a large, dusty-looking house, on the right of the street, and was apparently let out to different occupants, as there were various names on the' door. The uppermost, "Mr. Carberry," was simply written in black letters on the door-post ; the second, on a great brass plate, bore the names "Jones and Green : " and there was another brass plate, which had on it "Messrs. Knollys, Solicitors to the Great Chwddyn Mining Company." Sara stood still as the last words caught her eye, arrested by surprise. It was not the unpronounceable name that drew her attention ; but the fact that this Great Chwddyn scheme was the very one in which Mark Cray had embarked ; the El Dorado of his friend Barker ; the source of Mark's present flourishing prosperity as it was to be of his future greatness. She felt sure it was the same name, though no one ever wrote it twice alike ; and whether this, or any other, might be the correct way of spelling it, the Messrs. Knollys themselves could hardly have told. Mark Cray and Barker, finding the word rather difficult to ] announce, had fallen into the habit of calling it the "Great Wheal Bang Company," as being easier than the other: "Wheal Bang" being some technical term connected with the mine ; though whether applicable to any particular stratum of ore, or to the works, or to the mine generally, or to anything else, Sara had never yet clearly understood. " The Great Wheal Bang Mining Company " was the familiar term in Mark's mouth, and in that of others interested in the concern : so prone we are to catch up phrases : and "The Great Oswald Cray. 18 274 OSWALD CRAY. Wheal Bang " was certainly easier for English tongues than the Great Chwddyn, with its varied spelling in uninitiated hands. For once that Sara had heard the real name she had heard the easier one a hundred times. Nevertheless, now that her eyes fell upon it, she knew it to be that, and no other. The fact in itself was of no moment to her, but thought is quick ; and the thought that darted across Sara's mind was, that if Messrs. Knollys were the solicitors to this rich and important company, there might possibly be a chance of Mark Cray's or of his friend Barker's calling at these offices at any moment, in which case they might see her. And that would not be at all convenient. But there was no help for it. She could but go hi ; and the chance only added another drop to her cup of pain. Most painful was it to Sara, from more causes than one, to come thus publicly to these places of business : and to come, it may almost be said, in secret ; not daring to speak to any one of her errand. With her crape veil drawn more closely over her face she stepped into the passage. A door on the left bore the words ' ' Messrs. Knollys ;" and Sara was looking around her when a young man with a paper in his hand came hastily out of it. " Did you want Knollys's office ? ' he asked in civil tones, noting her look of indecision. " I want Messrs. Jones and Green's. ' " Upstairs, first floor." Sara thanked him, and passed through the inner entrance, which stood open, and ascended the stairs. In great white letters on the door facing her at the top, she read, "Office : Jones and Green." She knocked at the door, and a middle-aged man in a seedy suit of black opened it. " I wish to see Mr. Alfred King," she said. "Is he here?" " Mr. Alfred King ? " repeated the man. " He is not here now, and I don't know Stay, I'll inquire." Leaving her standing there, he retreated, and she heard a re- mote colloquy carried on in an undertone. Then he came back again. " Mr. King won't be here until twelve o'clock." " I had an appointment with him at eleven," said Sara, wonder- ing whether there could be any mistake. " Perhaps so," said the man. " But he dropped us a line this morning to say he could not get here until twelve. I dare say if you come then you can see him." He shut the door, and Sara went down-stairs again. What should she do witli herself for a whole hour — for it was not quite eleven yet. Suddeidy she bethought herself that she would go to see Watson. St. Paul's Churchyard, as Watson had told them — for she had paid Miss Davenal and Sara two or three visits since their arrival in London — Was in a line with Temple Bar. AN UNPLEASANT VISIT. 275 Sara walked quickly through the crowded streets. Once she stopped to look in at an attractive shop, but some one came jostling against her, she thought purposely, and she did not stop again. She easily found the house of business where Watson now was, and its private door. Watson came forward in surprise, and took her into a plain comfortable sitting-room, which was her own, she said. Sara inquired if she liked the situation any better : for at first Watson had not liked it. "Well, yes, miss ; I think I do," was the woman's answer. " Use and time soften most things to us. There's a great deal of respon- sibility on me, and enough work also. What I can't get reconciled to is the dust and the noise. As to the dust and dirt, I would never have believed in it without seeing it. Being in mourning for my late master, I have not worn white caps yet, and don't believe I ever can wear them : I'm sure I might put on three a-week and not be tidy. Sometimes I wash my hands half-a-dozen times in a ung." " Then think what it is for my Aunt Bettina, with her delicate hands and her delicate laces," returned Sara. " I suppose the dust is not quite so bad with us as it is here ; but it seems as if nothing could be worse, and my aunt makes it a constant grievance. Shall you remain here, Watson ? " "I have made up my mind to try it for a twelvemonth, Miss Sara," was the answer. "It's too good a situation to be given up lightly : and it shall have a fair trial. I miss my country life ; I miss the green fields and the gossiping neighbours at Hallingham. Oftentimes I wake dreaming I'm there, and then I am fit to cry with the disappointment. I fear the pleasant old times have gone away from me for ever." " They go away from us all, Watson," was the murmured answer, "never to return again." "You will send the two young gentlemen to see me, Miss Sara," said Watson, as she was showing her out. "Perhaps they'd honour me by drinking tea here in the course of their holidays. My evenings are my own. Master Dick should eat as much jam as he liked. I would get in half-a-dozen pots assorted." Sara could not help smiling : Dick would have gone to the other end of the kingdom for half-a-dozen pots of jam: but it changed to gravity as she turned to Watson. " Watson, do you know I have been so great a coward as not to ask my aunt decisively whether she intends to have them up for the holidays ? I very much fear she does not ; and therefore I shrink from asking, lest the fear should become certainty. " "Poor boys !" ejaculated Watson. "Well, of course it's all very different from what it was. Ah, Miss Sara ! there are too many will find cause to miss the good Dr. Davenal ! " With the rebellious sorrow, called up by the words, rising in her' 276 OSWALD CRAY. heart, Sara walked along the hot and bustling streets again. It was a little past twelve when she reached Essex Street, and in going up the stairs she happened to turn her head, and saw, stepping quickly in at the outer door, Oswald Cray. She hoped he had not seen her ; she thought he had not ; and she hastened on, her pulses beating. What strange coincidence could have brought him there ? Mr. Alfred King had arrived. Sara was shown through a busy room into a smaller one, long and narrow, apparently partitioned off from a third room, which she did not see. The room contained a couple of chairs, a table, and a slender, dandy sort of gentleman ; nothing more. He was leaning against the table, doing something to his nails Avith a pen-knife, an eye-glass in his eye, and a black moustache with curled ends on his lip. "Mr. Alfred King?" she said interrogatively, for there had been no introduction. Mr. Alfred King bowed. He removed his hat, which he had been wearing, shut up the pen-knife with a flourish of his thin white hands, courteously stepped forward, and was altogether the gentle- man again. " Miss Sara Davenal, I presume?" How Sara entered on her task she never knew. Its nature made her feel sadly confused and diffident, as if all self-possession had left her. Whatever her brother's crime might have been, she assumed that the gentleman before her had cognisance of it ; and it rendered her miserably conscious in that first moment. Very much embarrassed, and aware that she was so, she apologised for the delay in the payment of the money, stated that she expected it daily, and begged of Mr. King to be kind enough to wait a little longer. Just what she had stated in her letter : in fact, she had nothing else to urge. "I am exceedingly sorry to put you to the inconvenience of coming here, Miss Davenal," he said, in courteous but drawling tones. " It is reversing the right order of things. I should have been better pleased to wait upon you." "But I could not make it convenient to receive you," replied Sara. " The truth is," she added in her candour, "that my aunt, Miss Davenal, with whom I live, was not made cognisant of this business ; and it was my father's, Dr. Davenal's, wish that she should not be." "Ah — I see," observod Mr. Alfred King, in the same drawling tones that spoke so unpleasantly of affectation, of something not true in his nature. "Still I feel horribly annoyed at causing you the trouble of coming here, Miss Davenal." "Will you be so kind as to tell me the object of the interview?" she said. "For what purpose do you wish to see me?" "Ah, yes, to be sure. The fact is, Miss Davenal, some positive understanding must be come to as to the precise time when the AN UNPLEASANT VISIT. 277 money will be paid. You cannot imagine the inconvenience to which the delay lias put me : and, but for the respect I once bore Captain Davenal, I would not have remained so passive as I have done." There was a pointed stress on the word "once " that recalled the blush to Sara's cheeks, the dread to her heart. She murmured a hope that the money would be realised and paid to him ere the lapse of many days. "You see, Miss Davenal, had the money no ulterior destination it would not be of so much consequence," he resumed. " Were it due to myself only I would wait with the greatest pleasure, no matter at what inconvenience ; but that is not the case : it is these other parties who will not be pacified. Do you comprehend me, Miss Davenal? " "Yes, I think so," said Sara, faintly, beginning to fear the affair was more complicated than she had thought. " Who are the people?" Mr. Alfred King ran his white hand and its showy ring right through his black hair. " Well — I would tell you if I could, Miss Davenal : in anything that concerns myself only, you may command me as you please : but the fact is, I am not at liberty to mention the names of those parties even to you." There was a pause, and Sara's manner for the moment grew haughtily distant. She liked his words less and less. But she re- collected herself : she subdued her proud spirit. Was not Edward in his power? ''These parties have grown angry at the delay," he resumed, breaking the silence that had ensued. " They have nearly badgered the life out of me over it : excuse the term, Mi.ss Davenal, it oidy expresses the fact. I assure you I have had a most difficult task to keep them from proceeding to extremities. And, in short, they won't be put off longer. " "From extremities?" she repeated, the one ominous word alone catching her ear. Mr. Alfred King looked at her, without speaking. His gaze seemed to ask her how much she knew. She did not respond to it. "Were this unfortunate matter made public, nothing could save Captain Davenal," he resumed, in a low tone. "He is now in India, in apparent safety, but — in short, it would only be a question of time, two or three months or so. Men are brought from the ends of the world now to answer for — for crime." Subdued as was his voice, Sara looked around in terror. That partition, if nothing more than a partition, was probably a shallow one, allowing sound to pass beyond it. "Be at ease," he said, detecting her fear, "we are quite alone. " "Do you know Captain Davenal ]" she asked. 278 OSWALD CRAY. " Very well indeed. He and I were at one time sworn friends, constantly together — until this unhappy affair arose to part us." Perhaps she would have liked to ask the particulars that she did not know. But her whole heart revolted from it ; it would have seemed like acknowledging Edward's crime. "You see his being in India is only a temporary safeguard, and these parties who hold his safety in their hands might bring him home if they chose. It is only in compliance with my urgent en- treaties that they have kept passive so long. But the delay is ex- tending itself beyond all reason, and they — in short, Miss Davenal, they will not wait longer." "But what can I do?" she urged in her helplessness. "I admit that the delay is vexing — Heaven knows /have felt it so," she added, with a burst of feeling that would not be suppressed — "but the money is there; it will very shortly be forthcoming, and then it will be paid over." "Yes, I have pointed out all this to them," he said, flicking a speck of dust off his coat. ' ' I — I suppose there is no foreign delay or obstruction, beyond the delay caused by realising the different moneys?" His sudden penetrating glance at her, the hidden earnestness of his tone, told Sara that this was a question of importance to him. It was nearly the only point throughout the interview which had not borne to her ear and eye a vague and indefinite idea of some- thing untruthful : untruthful in himself, his voice, and his words. Possibly he had sought the personal interview with the sole view of ascertaining this solitary fact. An impression that it was so passed rapidly through her mind. "Let me thoroughly understand you," she said, following her own thoughts rather than his words. ' ' Tell me without reserve exactly what it is you wish to know, and I will answer you to the best of my power. There is no other cause for the delay, except that the moneys have not been realised so quickly as they ought to have been ; no other cause whatever. Were you thinking that there was ? " "I?" and again the false drawling tones grated harshly on her ear. "Not I, I assure you, Miss Davenal. Those parties of whom I spoke hinted to me that with all this delay it looked as if there were no intention of paying the money. Of course, I knew that it was nothing of the sort ; that the money must be paid." " The very day that the money reaches me it will be paid to you, according to the instructions of my father, Dr. Davenal," she said, impressively. " I beg you to believe this ; and to convey the as- surance of it to those whom it may concern." ' ' I will do so. How much longer do you suppose the delay will extend? Can you fix any definite date for the payment?" "I wish I could. But you see it does not rest witli me. A very, very short period now will, I believe, see it settled." AN UNPLEASANT VISIT. 270 Mr, Alfred King mused. " I will inform them of what you say, Miss Davenal, and I do trust the period may be a short one. If pri >- tracted, I cannot answer for it that they would remain passive." " They must be cruel men to wish to harm Captain Davenal ! " "No," he answered. "Had they been cruel men they would not have consented not to harm him. It is not that, Miss Davenal ; it is that the money itself is wanted : and the delay vexes them." She was feeling desperate, and she ventured on a bold step. "In their own interest, then, they must be cautious not to harm him. Were they to do so they would lose the money." "Why?" " Because I would never pay it." Mr. Alfred King glanced at her in surprise. All her timid hesi- tation was gone, the expression of her face had changed to resolute bravery. " I do not pretend to entire acquaintance with the details of this unhappy business, but I understand so much, Mr. King — that this money purchases my brother's safety," she continued. "If that be imperilled, the bargain would be forfeited, and the money retained. The payment or non-payment of this money rests solely with me ; and I should not keep faith with the other parties if they did not keep theirs with my dead father." "There will be no question of their not keeping faith, provided they get their rights, Miss Davenal." "And their rights — if you mean the money — they shall have ; I trust speedily. I shall be only too glad to get the matter over." "I'm sure I shall be," returned Mr. King, in a tone that was certainly a hearty one. " It will be well for all parties ; very well for Captain Davenal." Sara turned to the door. Mr. Alfred King took up his hat for the purpose of attending her outside. "I am glad that you have allowed me this interview, Miss Davenal. It will be so much more satisfactory to these gentlemen now that I have seen you. Dr. Davenal's death, occurring as it did, was most unfortunate. By the way, did he not leave some papers behind him ? " " There are papers in my possession relating to this affair," she answered. " I know what to do with them when the proper time shall come." "Ah, yes, of course ; doubtless," came the untrue words in their untrue tone. "Then I may rely on the speedy receipt of this money, Miss Davenal ? " "You may rely upon having it as soon as it is paid to me. That is all, I presume, sir ? " Mr. Alfred King could not say that it was not all. He gallantly offered his arm to pilot her through the busy office of Messrs. Jones and Green ; but Miss Sara Davenal, with a gesture far more ex- pressive of haughty pride than of gratitude, declined the honour, 280 OSWALD CRAY. The interview was leaving a disagreeable impression on her mind, apart from its natural unpleasantness ; and perhaps it was unrea- sonable of her, but she had taken an unconquerable dislike to Mr Alfred King. The stairs seemed more busy than the lawyer's room. Men, some of them rather rough-looking, were passing up and down. Mr. Alfred King drawled an anathema on the tenant of the second floor, Mr. Carberry. Mr. Carberry had only recently taken the rooms, and he appeared to have no ostensible occupation, save that of receiving a great many visitors and an occasional telegram. The visitors were supposed to be mostly in the sporting line ; and during the holding of distant races the passages and door would be besieged by an eager and noisy crowd : — as was the case to-day. "Three times have we had them scattered by the police," ex- claimed Mr. Alfred King, unmistakably in earnest now. "And that pest Carberry — or whatever the fellow's name may be — can't be got rid of for nearly a twelvemonth to come ! Knollyses have threatened to indict the landlord for a nuisance ; Jones and Green have given conditional warning to quit ; and it's all of no use. The landlord went to Carberry with tears in his eyes, and told him he'd be the ruin of his house, that he would forgive every farthing of rent, already owing, if he'd go ; but Carberry coolly said he had taken it for a twelvemonth, and he should stop his twelvemonth. Miss Davenal, you cannot ! Allow me ! " For Sara had come face to face with this crowd at the street- door, and was endeavouring to pass through them, for they were not polite enough to give way in the least. Mr. Alfred King ob- tained forcible possession of her arm with a view to helping her, when she was as foi - cibly separated from him by an authoritative hand, and found herself on the arm of Mr. Oswald Cray, his face alight with haughty anger, as he turned it on Mr. Alfred King. "Thank you, sir," he said, all the pride of the Oswalds concen- trated in him then. " This lady is under my charge." And Mr. Alfred King, with a somewhat subdued manner, as if he had received a check he did not care to resist, made as polite a bow to Sara as the crowd permitted him, and disappeared from view. Clear of the assemblage, Sara woidd have withdrawn her arm, but Oswald Cray held it too tightly. A moment, and he turned his face upon her, haughty still. ' ' What do you do with that man ? He is not a fitting acquaint- ance for you." At first she could not answer. Not so much from the suddenness of the whole thing and the emotion it had brought to her, as because she did not know what explanation to give. " In going into Knollys's office just now I thought I saw you making your way up the stairs," he resumed. " I said to myself AN UNPLEASANT VISIT 281 that it could not be ; but I was unable to get rid of the impression, and I waited. One of Knollys's clerks said that the young lady gone up had inquired for Alfred King. What can have taken you to him ? " He was growing somewhat less vehement. It had been a moment to convince him that the love which he had safely deemed he was subduing remained with him still in all its force. To rescue her from the undesirable companionship of Mr. Alfred King, from con- tact with that unhallowed crowd of betting men, he would have parted with his life. " I was compelled to go," she murmured. " I could not help myself." " Compelled to go there ? Compelled to pay that man a visit ] " " Yes. It was as distasteful to me as it could be, but I had no resource. I went there on business which no one but myself could transact. Thank you for your protection, Mr. Oswald Cray." She withdrew her arm now, and there was no opposition to it. Reason was resuming her seat in Oswald's mind, and he felt angry with himself for his excessive demonstration. All things considered, it had been scarcely wise. "It is not at all a place for a young lady to go to," he resumed, as he walked by her side, and his manner became cold even to restraint. "The Knolryses are sufficiently respectable, but as much cannot be said for the tenants of the upper part of the house. You must not go to it again." Once again she knew she should have to do so, but she fervently hoped that would close the matter. She wished she could tell him the nature of the business that took her there. Parted though they were, she did care to stand well in the estimation of Oswald Cray ; she esteemed him still beyond any one on earth. "I never saw Mr. Alfred King until this morning ; he is no acquaintance of mine, or ever likely to be. But he tells me he v/as once an intimate friend of my brother Edward's. " Oswald Cray's haughty lip took an additional curl. " He may have been looked upon as a respectable man once ; but he lost himself. He is not a desirable accpiaintance for you." " I could not help myself," she answered, her cheeks glowing. " It was necessary that I should see him, and the interview could not be delegated to another." He made no reply : only continued by her side. Not until her house was nearly reached did he leave her. Then he stopped and held out his hand ; but he had scarcely spoken a word to her all the way. " Thank you for your kindness, " said Sara. " But I am very sorry you should have troubled to come with me. It must have broken your day greatly." " Never mind, I shall make it up," he answered, looking at his 282 OSWALD CRAY. watch. " I do not like to see you in these London streets alone. I cannot forget that Dr. Davenal was once my dear friend, and that you are his daughtei'." CHAPTER XL. A FLOURISHING COMPANY. The Great Wheal Bang Mining Company had its offices in a com- modious and irreproachable quarter of the City. If I give it the familiar name of Wheal Bang, instead of the more difficult one of Chwddyn, it is to save myself and my readers trouble. The pro- moter of the Great Wheal Bang Mining Company, Mr. Barker, occupied sumptuous apartments in Piccadilly ; and his co-paitner in the scheme, as Mark Cray was now to all intents and purposes, flourished in his mansion in Grosvenor Place. The offices were undeniable in their appointments. Situation, width of staircase, size of rooms, decorations, furniture, attendants, all were of the first water. People who play with the money of others do not generally go to work sparingly ; and speculative public schemes necessarily entail a great outlay. These schemes, sjmnging up now and again in London, to the beguilement of the unwary — one in about every ten of which may succeed in the end — have been so well described by abler pens than mine, that I might hesitate even to touch upon them, were it not that the story cannot conveniently progress without my doing so, and that I have a true tale to tell. How many hearts have been made to ache from the misery entailed by these uncertain ventures, ushered in with so much pomp and flourish, so full a promise of prosperity; and how many heads, unable to bear the weight of the final ruin, have been laid low in the grave, God alone will ever know. They have ruined thousands in body ; they have ruined some in soul ; and the public is not yet tired of them, and perhaps will not be to the end of time. If you never had the chance of going to bed at night a poor man, and waking up in the morning with a greater fortune than could be counted, you might have it now. You had only to enter largely into the Great Wheal Bang Company, become the successful possessor of a number of its shares, and the thing was accomplished. For the world was running after it, and some of the applicants were successful in their request for allotments, and some were unsuccess- ful ; and these last went away with a face as long as the Wheal A FLOURISHING COMPANY 283 Bang's own prospectus, growling out prophecies of all manner of ill-fortune for it. The grapes were sour. The shares were up in the market to a fabulous premium, and a man might take half-a- dozen into Capel Court, and come out of it with his pockets lined with gold. Mark Cray's money had effected wonders, or rather his wife's ; for hers it was. A great many of these magnificent projects are nipped ignobly in the bud through want of a little ready-money to set them fairly going. But for Mrs. Cray's thousands, Mr. Barker's gold mine might never have been heard of by the world, and Mr. Barker's name had not attained to its enviable pre-eminence. These thousands did it all. They got up the company, they set the mine a-working, they paid for the costly offices, they dazzled the eyes of the public, they gave earnest of present wealth, they seemed to assure future success. Certainly, if any mine had ever a fair prospect of realising a golden harvest, it appeared to be the Great Wheal Bang. The working had begun most promisingly, and every success was fairly looked for. In calling it a gold mine just now, you of course understood that I was speaking metaphori- cally ; for gold mines are not yet common amongst us, even in Wales. This very valuable mine (as it could but turn out to be) was not rich in gold, but in lead ; and, as we all know, the one is speedily converted into the other. The previous autumn, in con- sequence of some trifling difficulty in London, Mr. Barker found it convenient to enter on a temporary sojourn at a distance ; and he penetrated to a remote district of South Wales. Whilst there, with the good luck which that gentleman believed he was born to and should some time realise, a vein of lead was discovered of a most promising nature. He contrived to secure a large interest in it, and undertook to get up a company for working it. How he would have accomplished this, or whether he ever would have accomplished it, is doubtful, had he not found a coad- jutor in Mark Cray, and an aid in Mark's money. Mark resigned the control of the money to him, and Mr. Barker did not spare it. No earthly adjunct was wanting to ensure the success of the scheme, provided the mine only realised its present promises. Has any one who may happen to read this ever assisted in getting a newly-discovered mine into working order? If so, he may remember the money it cost. How it ran out of the hands like water that is poured through a funnel, disappearing no one knew where, and leaving little trace behind. How the hundreds went, and the thousands went— if he was fortunate enough to possess thousands— he may not recollect without wincing, to this hour. Mark Cray's thousands went. But, ere they had come quite to an end, the Great Wheal Bang Company was in full operation in London, the shareholders had answered to their calls, and the money was flowing in. 284 'OSWALD CRAY. No lack of money to be feared then. And the operations at the mine were conducted on a much grander scale than heretofore, and the returns were certain to be without parallel, and Mr. Barker was in a glow of triumph, and Mark Cray in a state of ecstatic delight, and the lucky shareholders leaped up many degrees in the scale of society. How many set up carriages on the strength of their future riches cannot be told. The money flowed down to the mine, and the works went on beautifully, and the specimens of ore that came up to town were said to be more valuable than any ore ever was before. As to Mr. Barker and Mark, their expenses were not deemed worthy of a thought : with all that money going out weekly for the mine, personal expenditure was but as a drop of water to the ocean, and of course it was unnecessary to think of limiting it. Mrs. Cray, with her vanity and her love of display, was in the seventh heaven ; while Mark looked back to his prosy life at Hallingham and wondered how he had endured it. He wondered how any of the doctors left there endured it, and pitied them from his heart. The thousand a year or so he once thought to enter upon as successor to Dr. Davenal was remembered with contempt now. This much must be said for the Great Wheal Bang Company— that its projectors were at least honest in their belief of its genuine- ness. In that they differed from some other companies we have heard of, which have turned out to be nothing but a swindle — if you will excuse the word — from the very earliest commencement, the very first dawning dream of their projectors. Mr. Barker was of that strangely sanguine nature which sees a fortune in the wildest scheme, and plunges head and heart and creed into the most improbable speculation : Mark, an utter tyro in mines and all that concerns them, including companies, saw only with Barker's eyes. When Mr. Barker assured the entranced shareholders that one hundred pounds put into the Great Wheal Bang would mul- tiply tenfold and tenfold, he spoke only the sanguine belief of his heart. When Mark Cray declared to his brother Oswald that a thousand pounds embarked in it by him would make him a rich man for life, he asserted the honest truth according to his con- viction. No Avonder the two gentlemen-promoters were eloquent. Mark had made several visits to the scene of the mines, and he came back each time with (if possible) renewed assurance of their brilliant future ; witli increased ardour. Had the Chancellor of the Exchequer obligingly made Mark an impromptu present of a hundred thousand pounds, Mark would have flung it broadcast into the mine, had the mine thirsted for it. He did not under- stand these things in the least ; and the constant bustle going on, the number of the miners, even the very money paid in wages and similar expenses, were to Mark only an earnest of the rich returns that were to come hereafter. Mark would go back to London in A FLOURISHING COMPANY. 285 a glowing state, and send his friends the shareholders into a fever, longing to realise the prosperity that seemed so close at hand. The weekly reports filled other weekly reports with envy, and created a furore in the speculating world. Some of the share- holders who understood mines, or thought they did, better than Mark, went down to the Principality, and examined into the state of things for themselves ; they found them quite satisfactory, and came away as charmed as Mark. In point of fact, prospects did look well ; the lead was of an unusually good quality, and there seemed no reason whatever to anticipate anything but success. Caroline had accompanied her husband once to the mines ; but the stay there (putting prospects aside) did not please her : it was "rough," she told Mark, and it was very dull at the little inn ; and she was glad to come away from it all ere the second day was over. Perhaps the only person within the circle of Mark Cray's ac- quaintance not bitten by the Wheal Bang fever was Miss Davenal. Even Oswald Cray was to succumb at last. He would not become a shareholder; he was too cautious a man to enter upon possible future liabilities, the extent of which no human being could fore- tell ; but he did feel inclined to put a thousand pounds into Mark's hands, and tell him to do the best with it. It may almost be said that Oswald was worried into doing this. Mark would not let him rest. At the outset of the affair, when the glorious prosj)ects of the Wheal Bang were first astonishing the world, Mark had urged ( >swald to become one of them ; a director or at least a share- holder ; but Oswald had turned a deaf ear. He felt greatly vexed at Mark's imprudence at abandoning Hallingham and his pro- fession, leaving a certainty for an uncei'tainty ; he felt more than vexed at the manner in which Mrs. Cray's money was disposed of, so entirely opposed to the dying injunction of Dr. Davenal, so opposed (Oswald deemed) to all wisdom and prudence ; and he set his face resolutely against the Wheal Bang. But Oswald was only mortal. As the weeks and months went on, and the mines became to all appearance valuable, the company flourishing, and Mark, in conjunction with others, dinned for ever into his ear the fortune he might make at it, Oswald began to waver. He had a thousand pounds laid by, and he felt half inclined to risk it ; Mark over- persuaded him ; and his visit to the Messrs. Knollys's office the day he encountered Sara Davenal was for the purpose of making certain inquiries of those gentlemen relating to the Wheal Bang. Not so with Miss Bettina Davenal. She set her face resolutely against the Great Wheal Bang from the first, and nothing turned her. She had never forgiven Mark and his wife for quitting Hal- lingham, and her reproaches to them could not cease. The apparent prosperity of the Great Wheal Bang changed not her opinion in the least. Mark asked her once whether she would take shares in it, and produced a Wheal Bang prospectus to point to its merits. 286 OSWALD CEAW She angrily replied that she would as soon throw her money into the Thames, that it would not be a surer way of getting rid of it, and rang the bell for Mark and his prospectus to be shown out of her house. Mark Cray sat in the board room at the city offices of the Great Wheal Bang. A noble room, the cloth on its long table of the freshest green and the finest texture. Mark leaned his elbow upon this cloth as he talked and laughed with some of the friends of the Great Wheal Bang, who were growing rich so easily. It was not a board day ; but visitors were numerous at all times. " I had a line from him this morning," said Mark, continuing the conversation. " Spirits? I should think he does write in spirits ! — • what are you talking of ? They are getting up quantities of ore now. It will soon be ready for the market." " And its quality does not deteriorate V asked Mark's immediate listener, a middle-aged gentleman with wise-looking spectacles on his nose. " Deteriorate ! " repeated Mark. "But you shall see the letter." He began to urn over the papers on the table, and the diamond ring on his little finger, a hundred-guinea investment of his, began to show the colours of a prism in its brilliancy. " It is of no consequence," returned the gentleman, when Mark could not readily find it. "I can take your word for it. When does Barker come up again ? " "To-day or to-morrow; I am not sure which. I should like you to have seen his letter, though it is only a line or two. The only motive for our fresh call upon the shareholders is to hasten the operations, and so speed the returns. With more capital afloat we can increase the workers at the mine, and bring the ore out more quickly." " It was to have been in the market by this time ? " " One cannot calculate to a day. It won't be long now ; and its richness, when it does come, will astonish the world. Do just as you like : take the shares or leave them. This gentleman would not have had them to dispose of but that he has urgent need of the money. He is over in Austria now, and has written to me : he is an old friend of mine." " I wouldn't hesitate a moment to take them were it my own money ; I wish I had more to embark in it. But this is money be- longing to my wards ; and their relatives are so anxious that I should choose a safe investment, one in which there can be no risk." Mark Cray rose from his seat. The word "risk" offended his pride, and he could only wonder that any one could be idiot enough to use it in connection with the Great Wheal Bang Mine. But Mark had no need to solicit now the taking of shares : half London was ready to snap them up : and lie was too great a man to permit his time to be wasted unnecessarily. A FLOURISHING COMPANY. 287 " Consider over it, if you please, until to-morrow morning, Mr. Gilliam," he said, as he moved away. "You can see the secretary if you come in before ten. After that the shares will not be pur- chasable. " There's no safer way to make a buyer eager, than for a seller to be indifferent ; and Mr. Gilham and his spectacles went hastening after Mark, ready to close the bargain. But Mark was already the centre of an eager group, not to be got at again lightly. The next time Mr. Gilliam caught sight of him, he was descending the wide staircase, surrounded as before by a crowd of attendant worshippers, who were unwilling to part with the great man and his widely- extending influence. But great men must dine as well as small, and Mr. Cray was hastening home to that necessary meal. He extricated himself from his friends, and stepped into his cab that waited at the door : a favourite vehicle of Mark's, built under his own superintendence, in which he generally went to and fro morning and evening, driving his blood horse himself. Glancing at his watch as he dashed along Cheapside, he found it was considerably later than he had thought, and urged the horse to a quicker pace. For Mr. and Mrs. Cray were expecting friends to dinner that evening. Dr. Ford of Hallingham and his two daughters were making a short stay in town, and had been invited by Mark and his wife — neither of them loth to show off their new grandeur, and to send it to be talked about in Hallingham. Suddenly Mark threw the horse nearly on his haunches by the violence with which he pulled him up. Oswald Cray was on the pavement. He advanced to Mark at a sign from the latter. " Have you decided about the thousand pounds, Oswald ?" "Partially. I went down to Knollys's this morning, and they recommend the thing strongly. But I have worked hard for my money, Mark, and don't care to lose it." ' ' Lose it ! " scornfully returned Mark. ' ' The Great Wheal Bang won't be a losing concern. Look here, Oswald ! I have only one motive in pressing the matter upon you : this wealth has come flowing into my hands, and I do consider it a great pity that you, my only brother, should not reap some benefit from it. Others, strangers, are making their thousands and thousands — or will make them ; and it's nothing but wilful blindness for you to let it slip through your fingers. It's obstinate folly, Oswald. Give me the thousand pounds, and I'll soon make you ten thousand." "The fact is, Mark, I cannot feel so positively sure of its turning out well as you are." " Oswald, I tell you that it will. I and Barker have means of knowing facts connected with the mine that I don't speak of, even to you. As I assured you the other day, so I repeat it ; your money cannot be lost. It is a perfectly sure and safe investment ; I will 238 OSWALD CRAY. answer for it with my life. Will you come home and dine with us?" " I have dined.' " Dined ! " echoed Mark, rather scornfully, for he was learning to despise any but the most fashionable hours — as many another newly-made great man has learnt before him. " Come round in the evening, then, and see old Ford of Hallingham. Barker will be there, I expect, and we can talk this over further." Mark Cray touched his horse, and the cab and its freight bounded off. Mark did not draw rein again until Grosvenor Place was reached. CHAPTER XLI. A SLIGHT CHECK, i The house was blazing with light. Mrs. Cray loved pomp and vanity in all their forms, and she generally caused her rooms to be lighted with the first glimmer of twilight. Mark Cray stepped into his handsome hall and was received by a couple of footmen. Throwing his hat to one, his gloves to another, he bounded up- stairs to his dressing-room, conscious that he was keeping dinner and his guests waiting. Did Mark Cray ever cast a sigh of regret to the simple life at Hallingham, when he and his wife used to sit down to simple food, and think the fare good enough ? Did she regret it at any odd moment ? Not yet. Dress and dinners, with expenses of other sorts, bring a fascination with them all too enthralling to the senses. How they pall upon the wearied spirit in time, how they deaden the heart and debase the intellect, let those answer who have become their slaves ; but Mark Cray and his wife had not reached that period of weariness yet. You may be very sure, knowing what you do know of the world and the generality of people who populate it, that Mr. and Mrs. Cray wanted not for what is called society. The great projector of the great Wheal Bang Company, holding in his own hands the power to make others rich, was not likely to lack adulation in his private any more than in his public capacity, and he and his wife drank of it deeply. Mark's mind was shallow, and his head tolerably empty, but he was sufficiently attractive in manners to win his way in society, even without the adjunct just mentioned. Mark was looked upon as of good connections also ; for it had somehow got reported that he was a nephew of the proud Baronet of Thorndyke. A SLIGHT CHECK. 280 Perhaps it may be forgiven to poor empty-headed Mark that he held his tongue from contradicting it, and suffered the world to think he was of the family of that great man. As to Caroline, people were in love with her beauty and her youth ; and the costly extravagances of the house in Grosvenor Place bore their own charm. Altogether, more guests crowded the doors of Mr ; and Mrs. Cray than the doors could always admit. Many satellites of the great world, in a position far above the real one of Mark Cray and his wife, nocked to pay them court ; and neither of them was wise enough to see how unsuitable are extremes, or to discern that the acquaintance would never have been condescended to but that Mark was the Great Wheal Bang's powerful chieftain. Therefore it was nothing unusual for Mark Cray to receive dinner guests at his board ; on the contrary, it would have been a marked circumstance now had he and his wife dined alone. Mark hastily dressed, and in a few minutes was at his dinner- table, his guests on either side of him. One guest at it Mark could only regard with astonishment, and that was Miss Davenal. Not that Miss Davenal was not fitted to grace a dinner-table ; no lady more so at her age in the three kingdoms ; but she had so resolutely abstained from honouring Mark's house with her presence that he had never expected to see her in it again. Caroline said she should invite her and Sara to meet their old friends the Fords, and Mark had laughed when he heard it. "She will never come," he said ; "you might as well invite the lioness from the Zoological Gardens." However, here she was : she had chosen to come. She sat on Mark's left hand, her delicate features quite beautiful in their refinement ; Miss Ford Avas on his right, a shrinking little woman of forty years ; Miss Mary Ford and Sara Davenal were lower down ; and the physician, a short, red-faced, shrivelled man, who talked incessantly and wore nankeen panta- loons, was next to Caroline. "Put a knife and fork for Mr. Barker," Mark had said to his servants : but Mr. Barker had not made his appearance yet. Those were all the guests. There is something false about Caroline today. Look at her dress ! It is white watered silk, gleaming with richness, as the dew-drops are gleaming in the white crape flowers in her hair ; and the white silk is elaborately trimmed with black ruchings and ribbons. That black, put on by her maid, taking the girl a whole afternoon to do it, has been added witli a motive. Caroline, in her evening dress, has long put oft' mourning for her good uncle, her more than father, dead though lie has been but four months yet ; but she is to-day a little ashamed of her haste, and she has assumed these black ribbons before these Hallingham friends and her Aunt Bettina, to make believe that she still wears it. Her violet eyes are intensely bright, and her cheeks glow with their sweetest and softest carmine. Sara wears a black crape robe, a Oswald Cray. 19 290 OSWALD CRAY. little edging of white net only on its low body and sleeves, and she wears no ornament, except the jet beads on her neck and arms. The two Miss Fords are in copper-coloured silks made high : when they saw Mrs. Cray's white silk, fit for the court of our gracious Queen, they felt uncomfortable, and attempted a sort of apology that they had brought no evening dress with them to town. And the dinner is in accordance with Caroline's attire. Soup, and fish, and entrees, and roasts, and jellies, and sweets ; and more sorts of wine than the Miss Fords, simple and plain, could remember afterwards to count up ; and flowers, and plate, and servants in abundance : and grandeur enough altogether for the dining-room of England's Premier. It was this state, this show, this expense, that so offended the good sense (very good always, though sometimes over severe) of Miss Bettina Davenal, and kept her aloof from Mr. and Mrs. Cray's house. If Mark really was making the vast amount of money (but it would have taken a wiser tongue than Mark's to convince her that that usually assumed fact was not a fallacy), then they ought to be putting it by, she argued : if they were not making it, if all this was only specious wealth, soon to pass away and leave only ashes and ruin behind it, then Mark and Caroline were fit only for a lunatic asylum. From any point of view, the luxurious appointments of the dinner she saw before her were entirely out of place for middle-class life : and Miss Bettina felt an irrepressible prevision that their folly would come home to them. But she knew better than to mar the meeting with any unplea- sant reproaches or forebodings then, and she was as cordial and chatty as her deafness allowed. It was a real pleasure to meet Hallingham friends, and Miss Bettina enjoyed herself more than she had ever done since the doctor's death. The entertainment came to an end, and Caroline marshalled her guests to the glittering drawing-room : glittering with its mirrors, its chandeliers, and the many lights from its gilded girandoles. Dr. Ford and Mark followed shortly, and found them drinking coffee. Caroline and Sara were stealing a minute's private chat together ; they had lived apart of late. "How did you get my aunt to come?" Caroline was asking. "We thought she never intended to honour us here." ' ' She came of her own accord. I did not say a word to press it. I have been so vexed this afternoon, Caroline," resumed Sara, turning to a different subject. " My aunt has told me finally that she will not have Dick and Leo up for their holidays." Caroline shrugged her pretty shoulders ; very much as if Dick and Leo and their holidays were perfectly indifferent to her. "I di >n't think I should, in Aunt Bettina's place. Boys are dreadfully troublesome animals ; and now that— that poor Uncle Richard is A BLIGHT CHECK. 29i not here to keep them in order " another shrug finished the sentence. " Oh, but that is one reason why I so wish them to come," said Sara, her voice somewhat tremulous. "I don't expect that they can always be had ; that would be unreasonable ; but to stay at school just this first time after poor papa's death ! — it will seem so hard to them. Caroline, could you not have them up 1 " "27" returned Caroline, amazed at the proposition. ' ' You have a large house and plenty of servants. It would be an act of real kindness." " Good gracious, Sara! I wouldn't have them; I wouldn't be worried with those two boys for six weeks if you paid me in gold and diamonds. They — who's this ? " The door had opened, and one of the servants was waiting to make an announcement : "Mr. Oswald Cray." Caroline advanced to meet him. He looked rather surprised at her attire, and began apologising in a laughing sort of way for his own morning-coat. He had expected to meet only Barker and Dr. Ford. A greeting to the Hallingham people, and he went up and held out his hand to Miss Davenal. "You are a great stranger, Mr. Oswald Cray. I did not suppose that the formal call you made upon me when I settled in town three months ago was to be your only one." "I am a sadly busy man," was his answer. "Offending I fear some of my best friends through not visiting them. But I can scarcely dare to call my time my own." 1 ' Out of town, do you say ? Well, that is an excuse of course. Sara, here's Mr. Oswald Cray : you used to know him in Halling- ham." The blushes mounted to her cheek as Mr. Oswald Cray touched her hand. Mounted at the thought that it was not the first time they had met that day. ' ' What have you been doing with yourself, Oswald, since I saw you before dinner ? " called out Mark, who was pointing out the beauty of the paintings on his walls to the Miss Fords. " I have been to Pimlico since then." "To Pimlico? Oh, I know: to that friend of yours — Allister. It strikes me you go there pretty often." "As often as I can spare time for," returned Oswald. Mark laughed. Had he possessed that refined regard for the feelings of others, never wanting in the true gentleman, he had not so spoken. "I know. But you need not be so close over it, Oswald. That Miss Allister is a nice girl, is she not ? " "Very," was the emphatic reply. " One to be esteemed. Eh ? " "As few can be esteemed by me." 202 OSWALD CRAY. Oswald spoke in his coldest, most uncompromising tone : his haughty face turned almost defiantly on Mark. He was the last man to brook this sort of speech, and in that moment he despised Mark. Sara had a book in her hand, and she never raised her drooping eyelids from it. What was it to her now whom he esteemed? But she heard : all too plainly. There was a pause in the conversation ; rather an unpleasant one. It was broken by Miss Mary Ford. "I must not forget to ask after your old servant Watson, Miss Davenal. Does she like her place ? I suppose you see her occa- sionally. " "Thank you, I don't like it at all," returned Miss Davenal, hearing wrongly as usual. "What was Mark asking you, Mr. Oswald Cray ? " "Watson is quite well; I saw her this morning," interposed Sara, who perhaps did not care that Mark's choice of subject should again be brought forward. Mrs. Cray caught up the words. " Saw Watson this morning, Sara ! Where did you see her ? " And the moment the unlucky admission had left Sara's lips she knew how thoughtless it was to have made it, and what an unde- sirable discussion it might involve. " Where did you see Watson 1 " repeated Mrs. Cray. " I had a little business that way, and called upon her," replied Sara. She was obliged to speak : there was no help for it ; and all the room seemed to be listening to her answer, which she had not time to weigh. "Business down that way!" echoed Caroline. "Why, it is in the City ! What business could you have there ? " "Not much: nothing of moment to you, Caroline." And Sara, in her dismay and fear, turned and began talking rapidly to old Dr. Ford. "Aunt Bettina," called Mrs. Cray, in a slow, distinct voice, ' ' what business took Sara to the City this morning ? I thought only gentlemen went there." Aunt Bettina heard, and lifted her hand in momentary petulance, as if the subject annoyed her. "You must not ask me. Sara has her own secrets and goes her own ways since your uncle's death. I am not allowed to know them." Sara looked up to reply, perhaps to defend herself; but she re- membered what was at stake, and forced herself to silence. Better that the blame should lie upon her ! She had caught a momentary glimpse of Mr. Oswald Cray : he was leaning against a table in the distance, his eyes fixed upon her, reading every change in her countenance ; his own face stern and impassive. What more would have been said or asked was interrupted by LI13 entrance of another guest. A middle-sized man of thirty, with A SLIGHT CHECK. 293 reddish hair and whiskers, a free manner and voluble tongue. Mai lc started forward with a shout of welcome, and introduced him to the strangers. It was Mr. Barker. "I have brought up the grandest news, Cray," he exclaimed, in a state of excitement. " There's .another lode found." " No ! " echoed Mark, his eyes sparkling. " Another lode ? " "Duttoncame upon it yesterday afternoon after 1 wrote those few lines to you. By Jove, gentlemen" — throwing his looks round the room — " I am afraid to calculate what will be the wealth of this mine ! Mark, old fellow, I hope success won't drive us into Bedlam — as the case has been with some millionaires." Miss Bettina, who had contrived to hear, cleared her throat. " It's a great deal more likely to drive you into the union, sir." It was so unexpected a check to Mr. Barker's enthusiasm that he could only stare in amazement at Miss Bettina. He had not met her before. " Never mind her," said Mark, in an undertone, " it s only old Aunt Bett. And she's as deaf as a post." But Mr. Barker did mind. " Why, ma'am," said he, going close to her, " what do you mean ? " 1 ' I can't forget a good old proverb that I learnt in my young days, sir," was her answer: "one that I have seen exemplified times upon times in my course through life. ' He that would be rich in twelve months is generally a beggar in six.' I know what good newly-discovered mines are apt to bring, sir, however pro- mising they may look." Mr. Barker fairly turned his back upon her ; he believed she must be little better than a lunatic ; and gave his attention to Mark and the more sensible portion of the company. "The people are up in arms down about there," he said. " Lots of them who wrote for shares in the new allotment have not suc- ceeded in getting any, and I thought they would have torn me to pieces. / can't help it. It's a clear impossibility that the whole world can go in for the mine. If luck falls on one, it doesn't fail on another." Dr. Ford, to whom Mr. Barker had seemed to appeal, nodded his head. "I hear great things of this mine, sir," said he. "Great things ! " repeated Mr. Barker, as if the words were not sufficiently expressive. "It is the very grandest thing that Eng- land has seen for many a day. The wealth of the Spanish Main is poor compared with it." "I'm sure I hope it will answer." "You — hope — it — will — answer!" echoed Mr. Barker, his red face going rather purple. "Why, sir, it has answered. It is an- swering. I could take my interest in it into the money market to- morrow and sell it for half-a-million of money. Answer ! " Oswald Cray came nearer. " When shall you begin to realise '. " he inquired, 294 OSWALD CRAY. " In about six weeks from this. " " Six weeks ! Really to realise ?" " We might get some loads off before, if we chose, but we don't care to begin until the sales can go on uninterruptedly. The lead is coming up beautifully ; large quantities of it. You never saw such lead. It bangs all other in the locality into fits." Mr. Barker in his joyous excitement was scarcely choice in his language. He was not particularly so at any time. He rubbed his hands — which looked as red as if they had been digging for ore — one against another. " A fellow came up to the place — Lord What's-his-name's-agent — and began handling the specimens. ' What sort of ore do you call this ? ' he asked. ' The best that ever was dug, ' some of our men answered him. ' And so it is,' answered he : ' Ave can't get such as this out of our pit. ' No more they can : not an owner of 'em in all Wales." " But you will not be selling freely in six weeks'?" returned Oswald. " It is impossible." ' ' Impossible, is it % " retorted Mr. Barker. ' ' It would be in most cases, I grant you ; it's not in ours. You go and look at the thou- sands of men on the works. The Great Chwddyn mine doesn't deal in impossibilities." "Would you be so good as to tell me what you call that word, sir]" asked the physician. " We can't get at the pronunciation in Hallingham. " " And we can't here," returned easy Mr. Barker. " One calls it one thing and one another. As to trying to speak it like the natives, no one can. We call it the Great Wheal Bang up here. Not that it's at all appropriate or correct to do so, but one can't be break- ing one's teeth over the other. You see — Halloa ! what's this ? For me % " One of Mark's servants had entered with a telegraphic dispatch. It was addressed to Mr. Barker. " Your man has brought it round from Piccadilly, sir. He thought it might be of moment." " Let's see. Where's it from ? — Wales? Ay. Another lode dis- covered, I'll be bound !" Mr. Barker carried the paper across the room, and opened it under the lights of a girandole. He stared at it more than read it ; stared at the words as if unable to understand them : and a curious e x ] >ression of bewilderment, half wonder, half dismay, struggled to his face. Mark Cray had come to his side, all eagerness ; and Oswald was watching them from the distance. " Ta it another lode, Barker V " Hush ! There has been a slight irruption of water," whispered 1 '.ill. < r. thrusting the paper into his pocket. "Good heavens ! that would Aver us at once." A SLIGHT CHECK. 205 Mark Cray's mouth dropped. He stared as helplessly at Mr. Barker as the latter had stared at the dispatch. The sight of his face awoke Mr. Barker's caution. " For goodness's sake, Cray, don't look like that ! They'll see you, and suspect something. This must be kept dark, if possible. I dare say it's nothing. I'll go back again to-night." He turned away with a beaming face to the company, talking gaily. They might well have deemed that two fresh lodes had been discovered instead of one. Mark, not quite so quick in recovering his equanimity, stayed where he was before the girandole, looking in it in an absent sort of manner, and pushing his hair back mecha- nically. Perhaps this was the first time that even the possibility of failure had come face to face with Mark. Barker was the first of the guests to retire, and Mark left the room with him. As the latter was returning to it he met his brother, who was also departing. "Not going yet, Oswald? What a one you are! — Afraid of being in the streets late, it's my belief. I say ! when am I to have the thousand pounds 1" " My mind is not quite made up yet," was the answer, a rather unexpected one to Mark's ears. " Mark, did Barker get any bad news to-night V " Bad news ! " repeated Mark, as if quite at a loss to know what could be meant. " By that dispatch from Wales V " Not at all,'' returned Mr. Mark, volubly. " He had forgotten to leave some instructions behind him, so they telegraphed. What put your head upon bad news '. " " Barker's countenance as he read the dispatch ; and yours also when you joined him. You both looked as though some great calamity had occurred." Mark laughed blithely. "Oswald, old fellow, you were always inclined to be fanciful. The mine is a glorious mine, and you'll be a blind booby if you don't secure some benefit in it. I'll answer for the safety of the investment with— with — my life," concluded Mark, speaking rather strongly in his loss for a simile. " Can't you rely upon me ? " Oh, Mark Cray! His protestations of "safety" were excusable before, when he believed what he said : but they were not so now. Since that ominous message arrived his very heart had been quaking within him. In the few confidential words he had just exchanged with Barker on going out the latter had said : "We must get all the money we can, for we shall want it. Water, no matter how slight the irruption, plays the very deuce with the expenses of a mine. " And Mark Cray, to help to avert, or to conceal the calamity, was quite ready to sacrifice his own good faith and the money of his brother. 298 OSWALD CRAY. CHAPTER XLII. IN THE TEMPLE GARDENS. You have heard and read of those false promises that keep faith to the eye and break it to the spirit, bringing a flood-tide of anguish in their train. As such may be described the realisation of the long- deferred hope — the money — so anxiously expected by Sara Davenal. It came in due course, after a little more waiting ; that is, the order to receive it was sent to her : but it did not bring pleasure with it. For the sales had not realised so much as was anticipated. Do they ever realise as much 1 ? Dr. Davenal had expected there would be about three thousand pounds : five hundred over and above the sum owing. But the money fell short by two hundred pounds even of this sum : and there was not enough to pay Mr. Alfred King. Oh, it was a great burthen to be thrown upon this girl in her early years, in her loneliness! When the news came, and the sum stared her in the face in figures all black and white, she looked around her in despondency. She felt that she had no friends, save God. Feeling half-hopeless, Sara sat down and considered what was to be done. Two thousand three hundred pounds certainly were not two thousand five hundred, and she had little expectation that Mr. Alfred King would be satisfied with it. An ordinary creditor, whose debt was legitimate, would scarcely remit two hundred pounds : but this debt was different, for she had every reason to believe it was not, but money paid to purchase silence. Then a voice whispered her they would be all the less likely to remit it ; they would hold out for it to the last farthing. Whose silence she could not tell. But for the mysterious hint of Mr. Alfred King that others were interested in this business she might have thought it was his alone. The disagreeable impression left upon her mind by that interview had not in the least worn away : she greatly disliked Mr. Alfred King ; she very greatly disliked the thought of visiting him again. "Mark must help me," she said. "He is rolling in wealth, and two hundred pounds will not be much to him. It will be my own money. His covenant with my dear papa was to pay me three hundred pounds yearly for five years, and he has not begun the payment yet." Quite true ! Mr. Mark Cray had not yet handed over a shilling of the covenant money. Miss Davenal had pressed for some of it at the time of Mark's (putting Hallingham, but Mark had declined. She had brought it under his notice since, and Mark had made excuses still. He was not bound to yny it until the expiration of the year subsequent to Dr. Davcnal's death, he said, and it would IN THE TEMPLE GARDENS. 2D7 be most convenient to him to pay it then. Too proud to press the matter further for her niece, Miss Davenal contented herself with a dignified silence : but she did wonder whether it was that Mark would not or could not pay it. If he could not, why then how hollow, how false was all the show and luxury they had entered on in Grosvenor Place ! The real truth of the matter was, Mark's expenses of one kind or another were so great that he had no ready- money to spare ; on the contrary, he was often at positive fault for some. And Mark was not a willing paymaster at the best of times : these careless spendthrift men frequently are not. Yet the Great Wheal Bang was nourishing : how nourishing its elated shareholders could tell you ; and Oswald Cray, relying on the assurances of his brother, had embarked his thousand in it. That alarming despatch, with its still more alarming news, had turned out to be more smoke than fire ; and when Mr. Barker reached the mine, whither he had hurried with all speed, he found the danger over. There had been an irruption of water, but a very slight one ; it did not transpire beyond the locality : and Barker and Mark kept the secret well from the shareholders. Sara went to Mark. She told him, speaking very gravely, that she had urgent need of two hundred pounds to complete some necessary arrangements left in her charge by her father. Mark's answer w r as that he could not help her then ; that it was not in his power. Perhaps he could not. They had not yet begun to realise, for that untoward accident, slight as it was, had served to retard the works, and there was no lead yet in the market. A short time, Mark said, and she might come to him for two thousand, and welcome, if it would be of any service to her. Large promises ! But Mark had always dealt in them. Sara had nowhere else to turn to for money in the wide world. Her aunt she knew could not help her ; Miss Davenal's income was of a certain extent only, and their exj>enses absorbed it. So she wrote to Mr. Alfred King, and he appointed a day to meet her in Essex Street. Once more she had to go forth to the unpleasant interview. All was unpleasant connected with it ; the object, the journey, the very house, and Mr. Alfred King himself : but she was obeying the command of her dead father, she was seeking to save the repu- tation, perhaps the life, of her brother ; and Sara Davenal was not one to shrink on her own account from responsibilities such as these. But surely the spirit of mischief was in it all ? It seemed like an evil fate upon her — at least, so she thought in her vexation. For on this day, as on the other, she encountered Mr. Oswald Cray. Not at the offices, but in the gate of the Temple garden. It occurred in this way. As before, she found she had to wait a con- siderable time before she could see Alfred King, and she wandered into the quiet courts of the Temple, and came to the larger garden. 298 OSWALD CRAY. The gate-keeper would not admit her at first ; she had not the entree, he said ; but she told him her object : that she was a stranger, and had to wait an hour and a half to keep an appoint- ment at a solicitor's in Essex Street. Her sweet face and plaintive tone — for the voice is in tune with the sorrow of the mind — won him over, and, though he objected a little, he let her enter. It was peaceful there ; shut in from the world's turmoil : the grass was green, and the paths were smooth ; and Sara sat on the bench alone, and watched the steamboats as they passed and repassed on the Thames. It was in leaving the gardens that she encountered Oswald Cray. He had business that day with a barrister in chambers, and was passing the gate as she was leaving it. Sara shrank within the gate again, in the hope that he might not accost her. It was a vain hope. Surprised to see her there, so far from home and alone, he inquired the reason in the moment's impulse. The crimson blush, called into her face at the meeting, faded to paleness as she answered : " An appointment." She could not say she was there for pleasure. And, besides, that utter weariness of spirit, when we no longer struggle against fate, had become hers. It seemed of little moment whether he knew her errand that day or not : a faintness of heart, not unlike despair, was weakening her energies. "An appointment? " he repeated. Not where I saw you before ? Not with Mr. Alfred King ?" "Yes, that is where I am going," she replied, feeling she could not battle against the questions. " I was to have seen Mr. Alfred King at twelve ; but I was late, and so I have to wait for him." " But it is not expedient that you should go there," said Oswald. " I must go there," she answered, all too energetically in her desperation. ' ' Were the interview to lead to — to my death, and I knew that it would do so, still I should go." The words, so unlike her calm good sense, the tone so full of hopeless sorrow, told Oswald how full of grief must be the heart they came from. They had strolled, unconsciously perhaps, down the broad walk of the garden, and were now passing a bench. "Will you sit down for a minute," he asked, "while I say a few words to you ?" " Yes, if I have time. My appointment is for two o'clock, and I wish to be there rather before than after it." He took out his watch. There was plenty of time to spare. " Have you to keep these appointments often 1 " " I never kept but the one you know of. I hope — I am not sure — but I hope that the one to-day will be all I shall have to keep. It is a singular chance — that you should meet me on both days ! " IS THE TEMPLE GARDENS. 299 " I don't think anything in the world happens by chance," gravely observed Oswald. " Do you recollect the interview I had with you at your house, just after your father's death 1" he resumed, after a pause. Sara turned her face to him in her surprise. " O yes." "And do you remember," he continued, his voice assuming its sincerest and tenderest tone, ' ' what I said at that interview ? — -That nothing would give me so much pleasure as to be your friend, should you require one. Sara — forgive me if I go back for a moment to our old familiar forms of speech — let me prove myself one now !" "In what manner?" she asked, after some moments' hesita- tion. " If I am able to understand anything of this business you need one. You seem to stand alone in it ; no one to counsel you, no one to help." " It is true," she said, "I have to stand in it alone. I must stand n it alone." " Suffer me to be, so far, your friend." She faintly shook her head. " You could not be." " It is true that — that — the period has not arrived, perhaps for either of us, when we had contemplated such a friendship might begin. But we must waive that : necessity alters cases. Sara, let me serve you ! I ask it in the name of Dr. Davenal. Surely you can have no objection ? " Her eyes were swimming in tears as she looked straight before her on the gravel path. ' ' In anything but this I should only be too thankful. Sometimes I feel that I am left without a friend in the wide world." " Why not in this V " Because it is a matter that I may not confide to any one. It is " — she lowered her voice — " a secret." " I will be true as steel. No matter what dishonour maybe in it, it shall be held sacred within my breast ; never betrayed, never spoken of. I judge that it is not a pleasant secret ; therefore I use the word dishonour. It is more fitting that I should be engaged in this matter than you." For a single moment the temptation came over her to tell him what it was : just as the temptation to tell him the secret connected with Lady Oswald's death had once momentarily assailed Dr. Davenal. But it passed away almost with the thought. She could not speak of her brother's fault ; she could not. Neither might she delegate to another the last directions left to her by her father. Safely grasped in her hand she held those sealed papers left by Dr. Davenal ; how could she transfer them even to Oswald Cray 1 " I wish I could tell it you ! " she said in a tone of pain. " But I 300 OSWAXD CRAY. cannot ; it is not possible. You will have guessed that this is not my own secret. It is a charge that was left to me by my dear father when he was dying : and I am obliged to fulfil it. He had no one to leave it to but me. " " Your brother being away. I can understand so much. Suffer me to stand to you, in this, in your brother's place. I am sure Captain Davenal would wish it." A faint colour came into her cheeks as she thought how far he would be from wishing this discussed with Mr. Oswald Cray. " I cannot tell it," she murmured. Oswald turned his gaze upon her, his dark blue eyes never more earnest, more eager. " Will you let me urge this according to the dictates of common- sense ? Is it fitting that you, being what you are, a lady — young, refined, inexperienced — should be dancing attendance at Jones and Green's offices ; men who do not bear too good a reputation in the legal world, to meet principally Mr. Alfred King, a man who bears a worse ? " The crimson shone in her cheeks. Put in this way it was any- thing but pleasant to the refinement of which he spoke. " I know, I know," she said impulsively. " I felt terribly the going there the day you saw me ; I feel it again now. But indeed I cannot help myself. It was a solemn charge left me by my father, and in going through with it I am only doing my duty. God is over me," she simply added. ' ' I have had a great deal to tiy me, a great deal to bear : but I am striving to do right under Him." Her lip quivered as she spoke, and she paused from emotion. It was too much for the stoic philosophy of Oswald Cray. All the old feelings so long pent up, buried only, not subdued, resumed their sway with uncontrollable force. He caught her hands in his ; he bent his face nearer to hers, its whole expression one of deepest love ; his persuasive voice, trembling with agitation, was sunk to the softest whisper. " Sara, my dearest, I still love you better than anything on earth. Heaven knows how I have striven to forget you since that cloud fell upon us. It has been of no use. Deprived of you life is nne long dreary path, growing more cruelly monotonous day by da y-" Her heart beat wildly, and for one brief interval a hope, sweeter than any earthly dream, stole into it like a ray of sunshine. Only for an instant : she knew that it was only so much deceit, for him as for her. " Are there no means by which we may forget that cloud and return to the past?" he resumed, his voice hoarse with its emotion, and so low in tone that she could scarcely hear it. " Better to sacrifice a little prejudice than to pass a whole life in pain. Let the dishonour— pardon me for thus alluding to it— rest with the IN THE TEMPLE GARDENS. 301 dead : perhaps it has been wrong from the first to make it our sorrow." She looked at him, not quite understanding. He saw the doubt. ' Be my wife, Sara. I can then take these troubles upon me as my legal right. On my sacred word of honour, I will never cast a reproach to the past, so much as in thought. No ! I will not let your hands go until you tell me by word of mouth what I know — : that your heart is mine still ; that we cannot be faithless one to the other." She felt faint with the moment's pain. The dew r drops of emotion were gathering on her face, and he would not loose her hands that she might wipe them away. " If we never were true to each other, let us be so now," he went on. " It is too solemn a moment for equivocation : it is no time to pretend ignorance of our mutual love." It was indeed no time for equivocation or for doubt. Sara rose superior to it. A reticence that might have been observed at another time was forgotten now in her emotion and pain. " I have not been faithless : perhaps I never shall be. But we can never be more to each other than we are now. The dishonour clings to me, and always will cling to me." " Sara ! do I not say that I will forget it 1 " "No: I would never bring the possibility of — of — of — I think you do not understand," she broke off, lifting her white face to his. " It was not only dishonour." "What else?" "Crime." A change passed over his countenance as he raised his head, which had been bent to catch the word. Soon it brightened again. Never perhaps had his besetting sin been so quiescent : but pride, even such pride as Oswald Cray's, is a less strong passion than love. " It was not your crime, Sara. And it has passed away." " It has not passed." "Not passed !" ' ' Not yet. There's danger still. " Oswald bit his lip. "Danger of what ? " " Of — of — exposure," she faintly said. " Do not force me to say more. Only believe one thing — that I can never be your wife. Do you think if there were no insuperable barrier that I should have made one ?" she added, her face flushing hotly. "Forgive me : I scarcely know what I say : but you wished that we should speak without reserve." " Sara, let me fully understand. Do you imply that there exists any good and substantial reason dill, call it insuperable barrier if you will, why you ought not to become my wife ? Wait a moment. Before you give an answer remember that to my heart it is fraught with either life or death." 302 OSWALD CRAY. "I do not imply it; I fully state it. Oh, don't visit it upoii me ! " she exclaimed, as his face seemed to be assuming its old haughtiness. " It is not my fault. I did not work the disgrace." " No," he answered, soothingly, "it is not your fault. Forgive me," he softly whispered. "The blow to me is heavy." " It may pass for you. It will pass. You will form new friend- ships, new ties, and forget the old. Better that it should be so." "But never a new love! Never one who will be to me what the other has been. " She rose from her seat. Oswald drew her down to it again. "As I hinted just now, Sara, the time when we may mix freely as friends has not yet come ; it would not do for either of us. But I must make a last appeal to you — suffer me to be your friend in this one strait. Is it not possible that I can act for you ? " " It is not possible. There are certain reasons why neither you nor any one else can do this ; and, putting these aside, there is the weighty one that it was the charge bequeathed to me, and to me alone, by my dying father. Thank you for all," she whispered, as .she suddenly rose and held out her hand, her soft dark eyes speaking their thanks to his. He rose also. He did not release her hand, but placed it within his arm to lead her up the solitary path. If those grave, middle-aged counsel, deep in their briefs behind the dusty windows opposite, had glanced out at the interview, it probably reminded them of their own sweet spring-time. Sara withdrew her hand at the garden-gate, but he walked by her side through the courts to Essex Street. She halted there to say adieu. " I suppose I must not ask to accompany you 1 " She shook her head. "I must be alone." "Fare you well then," he said. "May all good angels guard you ! " Mr. Alfred King was waiting for her. He was evidently not pleased at two hundred pounds of the sum being missing ; but he turned it off upon the " other parties." They would not accept it, he said, unless paid in full ; and he hinted at consequences to Captain Davenal. He would not sign the receipt ; told Sara it was useless to unseal it ; but he did write a receipt for the present cheque. Altogether, it was a less satisfactory interview than even the former one had been, and Sara quitted him with a sinking heart. She had not the remotest idea where to obtain the money ; and a foreboding was upon her that Edward must yet be sacrificed to his crime. "How long will they wait?" she asked herself, as she went shivering up Essex Street. "Suppose they send me word that they will not wait ? — that Edward — oh, if I had only the means to " AN IRRUPTION ON MARK CRAY. 303 "Well? Is the thing happily over? You said this might be the last interview." It was Oswald Cray. He had waited for her. Her mind was preoccupied with its fears, almost bewildered, and she scarcely knew what she answered. " No ! it is not happily over. It is all unhappy, and I am frightened. The money I took them was — was " She'.broke off with a start. Recollection had come to her. " Was what ?" he asked. "I think I forgot myself," she murmured, as a burning flush dyed her face. " My mind is full of trouble. Pray, pardon me, Mr. Oswald Cray." CHAPTER XLIII. AN IRRUPTION ON MARK CRAY. If anything could exceed the prosperity of the Great Wheal Bang- Mine itself, it was the prosperity of those immediately connected with it. There was only one little drawback- — ready-money ran short. It had been short a long while, and the inconvenience was great in consecpience ; but the prolonged inconvenience was mm approaching to such a height that even that sanguine spirit, Barker, even Mark Cray in his confiding carelessness, felt that something must be done to meet it. Of cuurse the cause of this will be readily divined — that the Great Wheal Bang ore was not yet in the market. The heat of summer had passed, September was in with its soft air and its cool breezes, and still that valuable ore had not begun to "realise." It was obstinate ore, and it persisted in giving the greatest possible trouble before it would leave its mother earth, where it had been imbedded for ages and ages. Those who understood the matter best, and the process of working these mines, tedious at all [times, did not consider that any time was being lost ; and it is more than probable that the impatience of Barker and Mark Cray alone caused the delay to appear unduly long. The money swallowed up by that mine was enormous, and Mark Cray grew half -dismayed at odd moments. The shareholders were growing tired of the calls upon their pockets ; yet they were on the whole confiding shareholders, believing implicitly in the mine and its results. As a natural sequence, the mine's wants being so great, its mouth so greedy, Mark Cray and his friend could have the less 304 OSWALD CRAY. money to play with on their own score : still they managed to secure a little for absolute personal wants, and tradespeople of all denominations were eager to supply anything and everything to the great men of the Great Wheal Bang. How absolute was the con- fidence placed in the mine by its two masters may be seen from the fact of their depriving themselves of money to pour it into the ever- open chasm. They might so easily have diverted a little into their own pockets ! True, it might not have been quite the honest thing to do, but in these matters few men are scrupulous. Mark had surreptitiously sent a few shares into the market and realised the proceeds ; but he had done it with reluctance : he did not care to part with his shares ; neither was it well that the Great Wheal Bang shares should be afloat. Standing at the window of their drawing-room on this balmy September afternoon were Mark Cray and his wife. The fashion- able world were of course not in London, but Mr. and Mrs. Cray formed an exception — there is no rule without one, you know. Mark felt that he could not be absent from those attractive offices in the City, even for a day. It was well that one of them should be seen there, and Barker was everlastingly running down into Wales. "Never mind, Carine," he said to his wife. "We'll take it out next year : we will have a three-months' autumn trip in Germany. The money will be rolling in upon us then, and I need not stick here to keep the shareholders in good humour, as I have to do now." Carine obediently acquiesced ; and she did it with cheer- fulness : she had not been sufficiently long in her new and luxurious home to care about leaving it. But she solaced herself with all the gaiety that was obtainable within reach. Drives out of town by day, and the theatre at night, or some other amusement accessible in September. On this day they had been to a wedding at the house of some new friends at Richmond ; and they had only now returned. If you look out you may see the fine carriage with its four grey horses j ust turning from the door, for Caroline, capricious Caroline, wayward and whimsical as a child, had stepped out of it undecided whether to go out again and drive in the Park before dinner. So she kept the carriage waiting until she was pleased to decide not to go. "I am a little tired, Mark, and they would be ever so long taking out those post-horses and putting in our own," she said to her husband. "We could never go in the Park with four horses and postboys wearing white favours. Empty as the drive is, we should have a crowd round us." " Taking you for the bride ; and a very pretty one ! " returned Mark, gallantly. Caroline laughed ; a little conscious laugh of vanity. She laid her beautiful bonnet of real lace and marabouts — for which the milliner would assuredly charge ten guineas — on a side-table, AN IRRUPTION ON MARK CRAY. 305 and threw off her costly white lace mantle. The folds of her silk dress, its colour the delicate bloom of the spring lilac, rustled as she went back to the window. "Only think, Mark, we have been married nearly a year! It will be a year next month." Mark stood with his face close to the window. He was looking at the trees in the Green Park, their leaves playing in the golden light of the setting sun. Caroline flirted on her handkerchief a few drops from the miniature essence-bottle dangling from her wrist, and raised it to her carmine cheeks. The day's excitement had brought to them that rich bloom so suspiciously beautiful. " I declare there's Barker ! " exclaimed Mark. "I thought he'd be in." Mr. Barker was dashing up the street in a cab, as fast as the horse would go. He had been at the offices all day, doing duty for Mark. He saw them at the window, and gave them a nod as he leaped out. Mark looked at his watch and found it wanted yet some time to dinner. They sat down now, all three together, leaving the window to take care of itself. There was always so much to say when Barker was there. He talked so fast and so untiringly ; present doings and future prospects were so good ; and Caroline was as much at home in it as they were. They had had a splendid day in the City, Barker said volubly, except for grumbling. A hundred, or so, groaning, disappointed old fellows had' been in, who wanted to embark in the Wheal Bang and make their fortunes, but there were no shares to be had for love or money. Altogether, nothing could be more smooth, more delightful than affairs, and Barker had received news from the mines that morning promising loads upon loads of ore in a mouth or so's time. Mark rubbed his hands. " I say, Barker, what do you say to a quiet little dinner at Blackwall to-morrow.^" cried he. "I and Carine are thinking of driving down. Will you come ? " ' ' Don't mind if I do, " returned Barker. ' ' What time ? " "Well, not very late. The evenings are not so light as they were. Suppose we say " Before the hour had left Mark's lips he was stopped by a commo- tion. A sound as of much talking and bumping of boxes in the hall below : of boxes that appeared to be coming into the house. Caroline went to the window and saw a cab drawn up to the d< >< >r, a last trunk being taken off it, and three band-boxes in a row on the pavement "Why, who can it be ? " she exclaimed. The question was soon set at rest. A lady in fashionable half- mourning entered the room and clasped Mark round the neck. Three young ladies entered after her and clasped Mark also, all three at once. Mr. Barker's red whiskers stood out in wonder at the sight, and Caroline's violet eyes opened to their utmost width. Oswald Cray. 20 806 OSWALD CRAY. "We thought we'd take you by surprise, darling," the elder lady was saying. " The girls declared it would be delightful. I couldn't afford any change for them this year, Mark, out of my limited means, and we determined to pay you a visit of a few days. And so we have come, and I hope you can take us in." "Yes, but don't smother me, all of you at once," was poor Mark's answer. ' ' I am glad to see you, mother ; and I am sure my wife — Caroline, you remember my mother and sisters." It was certainly an imposing number to take a house by storm, and there was vexation in Mark's eye as he looked deprecatingly at his wife. But Caroline rose superior to the emergency. She came forward prettily and gracefully, and welcomed them all with a smile. Mrs. Cray the elder could not take her eyes from her face : she thought she had never seen one grown so lovely. She withdrew t'hem at length and turned them on Mr. Barker. But that gentleman scarcely needed an introduction. He was of that free and easy nature which makes itself at home without one ; and in an incredibly short time, before indeed the strangers had taken their bonnets off, he was chattering to them as familiarly as though he had known them for years. They were rather pleasing girls, these sisters of Mark — Fanny, Margaret, and Nina : very accomplished, very useless, and bearing about them the tone of good society. Leaving Mark to welcome them, we must turn for an instant to the house of Miss Davenal. Sara was at rest, for she had paid Mr. Alfred King. In her desperate need — it surely might be called such !• — she wrote the facts of the case to Mr.Wheatley. Not telling him the details, not saying a word that might not have been dis- closed to the whole body of police themselves, but simply stating to him that she had very urgent need of this two hundred pounds for her father's sake. The result was, that Mr. Wheatley sent her the money. But he was not a rich man, and he candidly told her he could not have done it but for the certainty there existed of its speedy return to him. Sara lost not a moment in seeking another and a final interview with Mr. Alfred King. The papers were given up to her, the receipt signed, all was done as specified by Dr. Dave- nal, and the affair and the danger to Edward were alike at an end. The horrible nightmare on Sarah Davenal's days was lifted ; the fear which had been making her old before her time was over. Her countenance lost its look of anxious pain, and she seemed like a child again in her freedom from care. Yes, the dreadful nightmare was over, and Sara was at rest. In her immunity from pain, in her renewed happiness, it almost seemed as if the world might still have charms for her. You can look at her as she stands in the drawing-room by Miss Davenal's side. It is the same evening as the one spoken of above, when Mrs. Cray and her daughters made that irruption upon Mark. Sara is in evening AN IRRUPTION ON MARK CRAY. 307 dress — a black gauze, with a little white net quilling on the low body and sleeves. Her white cloak lies on the sofa, and she is drawing on some new lavender gloves. But look at her face ! at its rich colour ! at the sweet smile on the lips, at the bright eye ! L it the anticipated evening's enjoyment that is calling these forth i No, no ; the pleasant signs spring from a heart at rest : a heart that had long been aching, worn, terrified with a secret care. It was very rarely indeed that Miss Davenal went out, but she had accepted an invitation for dinner that evening. She had a few friends in London, not new ones (of new ones she had made none) ; but old acquaintances of her earlier days. The friend she was going to this evening, Lady Reid, had been her schoolfellow at Hallingham ; they had grown up together, and Bettina Davenal was her brides- maid when she married young Lieutenant Reid, who had then his fortune to make. He made it out in India, and he came home a colonel and a K.C.B. ; came home only to die, as is the case with too many who have spent their best days in the Indian empire. His widow lived at Brompton, amd Miss Davenal and she liked nothing better than to spend an hour together and talk of the days when they were so young and hopeful. How different, how different to them was the world now ! Could it be the same world ? Many of you, my readers, have asked the very same question. Neal had gone to the livery stables to order a carriage, for Miss Bettina had a horror of cabs, and had not put her foot inside one since the evening of her arrival in London. She stood in her rich black silk and her cap of that fine white lace, point d'Angleterre, glancing from the window and talking with Sara. They had had news from Bombay that afternoon from Edward. Great news ! and perhaps Sara's cheeks owed some of their unusual colour to this. Captain Davenal was married. He had fallen in love with a pretty girl in India, or she had fallen in love with him, and they were married. She was an only child, he wrote them word, and an heiress ; her name Rose Reid, now Rose Davenal. Miss Davenal felt nearly sure it must be a niece of her old friend to whom she was going that evening. Lady Reid's late husband had a brother in the civil service at Bombay, reported to be a rich man, and probably this was his daughter. " It is just like Edward," she said tartly to Sara, as she waited for the carriage. " To think that he should marry after a month or two's acquaintance ! He can't have known her much longer." "But he says she is so pretty, aunt; so lovable!" was Sara's pleading answer. "And — if she is an heiress, I am very glad for Edward's sake." "Ah," grimly returned Miss Bettina, having as usual heard all awry, ' ' that's it, no doubt, the money. I don't forget a good old proverb : ' Marry in haste and repent at leisure ! ' Here comes the 308 OSWALD CRAY. They went down to it. Neal, all perfection as usual, assisted them in and took his place by the side of the driver. They were nearly at their journey's-end when, in passing a row of houses, Sara, who happened to be looking out, saw Oswald Cray at one of the windows : and by his side a fair face half -hidden by the crimson curtain ; the face of Jean Allister. A mist gathered over her eyes and her heart. She looked out still, mechanically ; she saw the name written up as they left the houses behind them, " Bangalore Terrace ;" she answered her aunt's remarks as before ; but the change within her was as if sunshine had given place to night. Why, could she still be cherishing those past hopes ? No ; never for an instant. She knew that all was over between her and Oswald Cray ; that he was entirely lost to her. But she could not put away from her the old feeling and the old love ; she could not see him thus in familiar companionship with another without bitter pangs and wild emotion. Perhaps Jean Allister was to be his wife ! Neal left them at Lady Reid's, his orders being to return with the carriage a quarter before eleven. When he reached home it was dusk ; and Dorcas, attired in her bonnet and shawl, came to him in the passage, and said she was going out to do a little shopping. Neal watched her fairly oft' and then went indoors. He closed the shutters of the dining-room, went up to the drawing-room, where he put the candle on the table, and closed those shutters also. He took a leisurely survey of the room, apparently searching for something, and reading, en passant, a note or two left upon the mantelpiece, and then he took his seat before Sara's desk. That little episode, the spoiled lock of the doctor's desk, had taught him caution ; he would not make the same mistake with this. Neal was an adept at his work : and, by the ingenious use of a penknife and a piece of wii'e, the desk was opened. It may be a question how long Neal had waited for this opportunity. Such a one had not occurred for months : his ladies out, and Dorcas out ; and the house wrapped in the silence of night, and not likely to be invaded. And now a word to my readers. Should there be among you any who may feel inclined to cavil at this description of Neal's treachery, deeming it improbable, let me tell you that? it is only the simple truth — the recital of an episode in real life. The reading of the letters, the opening of the desks, the ferreting propensities, the whole system of treachery were practised by a retainer in a certain family, and the mischief wrought was incalculable. It separated those in spirit who had never been separated before ; it gave rise to all sorts of misconception and ill-feeling ; it caused animosity to prevail between relatives for years : and the worst was — the worst ! — that some of those relatives were never reconciled again in this AN IRRUPTION ON MARK CRAY. 309 world, for before* the truth came to light death had been busy amongst them. As Coleridge says, "Whispering tongues can poison truth." What Neal's motive was I cannot tell you. What the motive of that other one was, was as little to be traced. There was nothing to be gained by it, as far as could be seen. It may have been that the prying propensities were innate in both natures ; the love of working mischief inherent. Certainly it was the ruling passion of their lives. The most extraordinaiy inventions, the strangest stories, were related by the one : you will find, before you have done with the other, that they were not abjured by him. The first letter Neal came to in the desk — at least, the first he opened — happened to be one from Mr. Wheatley. By that he learned [that two hundred pounds had been lent to Sara in the summer for the "completion of the payment she spoke of." Coupled with his previously-acquired knowledge, Neal came to the conclusion that the trouble as regarded Captain Davenal was over, and the money paid. The precise nature of the trouble Neal had never succeeded in arriving at, but he did know that money had to be paid in secret on his account. The next letter he came upon was the one received from the Captain that day : and if Neal had hoped to find trouble and difficulty in it, he was most completely disappointed. It was one of the sunniest letters ever read ; it spoke of his girl-wife and his own happiness : not a breath was there in it of care in any shape. Neal was nonplussed : and the letters did not afford him pleasure. "The thing all settled ! — the money paid ! " he repeated to him- self, revolving the various items of news. "No wonder she has looked sprightly lately. Why, for months after the doctor's death she seemed ready to hang herself ! I thought some change had come to her. And he is married, is he ? — and has picked up an heiress ! I don't like that. Some folks do have the luck of it in this world. It's a great shame ! And she has no right to be happy, for I know she hates me. I know she suspects me, that's more. I'll try— I'll try and deal out a little small coin in ex- change. There's always that other thing, thank goodness— t lie break with Mr. Oswald Cray. I wonder if she saw him this evening at that window ? I did : and I saw the young lady too. I hope it's going to be a match, if only to serve out this one ! " With this charitable wish Mr. Neal resumed his examination of the desk. But nothing more of particular moment turned up, and he soon made it fast again in his own artistic manner, which defied detection. And when Dorcas came in she found Neal, his supper eaten, stretched comfortably before the kitchen fire, taking a dose. 310 OSWALD CRAY, CHAPTER XLIV. NEW FEARS. News of an unpleasant nature was on its way to Miss Davenal and Sara ; but they sat at breakfast unconscious of its approach, waited upon by Neal the immaculate, and entirely unsuspicious of that gentleman's desk researches of the previous evening. A letter came in ; it was directed to Miss Davenal in the handwriting of Dr. Keen. "What now?" exclaimed Miss Davenal, as she opened it. For it was not very usual for the doctor to write in the middle of a quarter. "Dear Madam, ' ' I grieve much to have to inform you that an accident has happened to your nephew Leopold. It being a half-holiday yesterday afternoon (gi'anted, according to annual custom, on the auspicious occasion of Mrs. Keen's birthday), the young gentlemen had leave accorded them to go into the fields and gather black- berries. Engaged in this (hitherto deemed harmless) recreation, Leopold unfortunately met with a fall. In stretching up to reach a high branch, he lost his balance, and fell from the top of a bank. I fear he may have been pushed, but the boys appear not to be quite clear upon the point. At any rate, he fell in some way with his arm doubled under him, and on examination it proved to be broken. "Deeply sorry as I am to be obliged to impart to you this sad news, I can yet qualify it in some degree by stating that it is a simple fracture. It was at once set, and the surgeon assures me it will do as well as possible. Mrs. Keen bids me say that she does not think Master Leopold has appeared very strong of late ; I have remarked myself that he looks delicate. Master Davenal, I am happy to say, is quite well, and gives us every satisfaction in his studies, in which he takes great pleasure. "With very kind remembrances from Mrs. Keen to yourself and Miss Sara Davenal, and best compliments from myself, — I remain, dear Madam, faithfully yours, John Keen. "Miss Davenal." Miss Bcttina gave the letter to her niece in an excess of vexation. ;t If that mischievous Dick was not at the bottom of it, I shall wonder '."she exclaimed. "He pushed him in his roughness. He is rough." NEW FEARS. .'Ill Sara gathered the sense of the letter in silence, with strained eyes and a heating heart. " I would have every hlackherry-tree in the land rooted up, if I had my will," proceeded Miss Bettina. " Boys are as venturesome as ui( lukeys when their mouths are in question. They don't care ahout their clothes or how they get torn ; they fight, and quarrel, and climb, and all for greediness — that they may capture those rubbish- ing berries. And now they have caused this mischief ! The boy's arm may remain weak for life. Yes, if I had the power, I would destroy every blackberry-tree that grows. I should think Dr. Keen would interdict ' blackberrying ' for the future." " I wonder how it happened ? " said Sara, musingly. " So do I," said Miss Bettina, in a tart tone. " One would think the bank was as high as a house. They would climb up a house, boys would, if they thought they should find blackberries growing on the roof. Ah, never shall I forget — it has this moment recurred to my mind — Leo's father coming home in a sorry plight when he was a boy. He went blackberrying. He went without any one's knowledge, too, and was absent for hours, and we naturally grew alarmed at home, for he was only a little fellow of eight. I remember my dear mother feared he had fallen into some pond, but we children thought Johnny had gone after the wild-beast caravan, which had been in the town exhibiting two bears and an elephant. He arrived at home at dusk ; and I'm sure he looked more fit for a caravan than a gentleman's house. His clothes were in rags, and his face and hands were crimson with the stains, causing my mother to cry out with fear at the first glimpse of him. To crown all, he had filled his new straw hat with the blackberries. John does not forget that exploit, I know, to this day. Your grandpapa gave him a sound whipping and sent him to bed without supper ; not so much for the plight he had put himself into as for roaming out alone and frightening my dear mother. Johnny was ill for three days after- wards from the quantity he had devoured. He remembers black- berrying, I know ; and I should think Mr. Leo will, after this." "I hope his arm will soon be well ! " "Dr. Keen might have mentioned what surgeon was attending to it ! If Mark Cray had remained at Hallingham," continued Miss Bettina, very sharply — for it was impossible for her to speak of that exit of Mark's without sharpness — " he might have gone over by rail, and seen that it was being properly What do you say, Neal ? " Miss Bettina's interruption was caused by the entrance of Neal. Mrs. Cray's maid had come round, and was waiting to speak to Miss Sara. "Let her come in," said Miss Bettina. The tone was as sharp a one as that just given to the absent Mark. Caroline's maid, a remarkably fashionable damsel, Mas not 312 OSWALD CRAY. in favour with Miss Bettina. She came in in obedience to orders ; a pink gauze bonnet on her head, and a pair of very tight straw- coloured gloves on her hands. Miss Bettina's countenance lost none of its severity as she surveyed her. "What do you want, Long ? " "If you please, mem, my message is to Miss Sara Davenal," returned Long, pertly, for she did not like Miss Bettina any more than Miss Bettina liked her. "Tell it, then. Miss Sara Davenal's there, you see." Long fairly turned her back on Miss Bettina as she delivered the message she was charged with. She explained that Mr. Cray's mother and sisters had arrived unexpectedly the previous night, and the object of her coming round now was, to ask if Miss Sara Davenal would go out with Mrs. Cray senior that morning. "Arrived last night unexpectedly ! " exclaimed Miss Bettina, who had been bending her ear. "How many of them 1 " " Four," replied Long. "Mrs. Cray and three Miss Crays." ' ' A good thing the house is large ! I should not like to be taken by storm in that way." " I suppose I can go, aunt ? " "I suppose you can't refuse. "What's it for? Where is she going ? " "Where is Mrs. Cray going, do you know, Long 1 " asked Sara. " I believe she's only going shopping, miss," answered the girl, who was always civil to Sara. ' ' I heard her say she must get a bonnet, and other things, before she could appear in London. My mistress has promised to take the young ladies out, and she said perhaps you'd be so good as accompany Mrs. Cray senior, as she does not know London. " " I don't think I know it much better than she does," observed Sara, smiling. " But you can tell Mrs. Cray that I shall be happy to accompany her, and to render her any service in my power. Oh, and, Long, will you tell your mistress that we have received sad news from Dr. Keen % " she resumed, as the maid was turning away. "Poor little Leopold has broken his arm." "And that he did it scrambling after blackberries," indignantly added Miss Bettina. The maid departed, saying that Mrs. Cray senior would be round in the course of the morning. Sara went up to the drawing-room, and opened her letter-case, which she used sometimes instead of her desk. Her first thought was to write a few words to poor Leo. But ere she began she leaned her aching brow upon her hand ; the vision she had seen at the window of Bangalore Terrace, as they drove to Lady Rcid's the previous evening, had left its effect upon her brain. A slight tap at the door, and Neal came in. He could only note the weary expression of her face as she looked up at him. He ad- NEW FEARS. 313 vanced to the table, some papers in his hand, and spoke in a low voice as if what he said was for her ear alone. " The postman brought another letter, Miss Sara. It was en- closed in this envelope addressed to me by Master Richard. Perhaps you would like to see what he says." Neal was really honest in this. Possibly he saw no opportunity to be otherwise. Sara, in some curiosity, took the papers from Neal's hands. The whole was characteristic of Dick. The envelope was addressed "Mr. Neal, at Miss Davenal's. Private," the ad- dress of their residence being added. On opening it when deli- vered to him by the postman, Neal had found it to contain a sealed letter for Miss Sara Davenal and a scrap of paper evidently torn from a copy-book for himself. On the latter he read the following lines, and these he now showed to his young mistress. "Dear Neal, give the note to my couzin Sara when nobodys buy and be sure dont'let aunt bett see it or therell be a row, R. D." "Oh, thank you, Neal," she said heartily. But as the man left the room and she broke the seal, a half -dread came over her of what it would contain. "Dear Sara, "The most horrid catastrofy has hapened, leo's gone and broke his arm, and I want to tell you how it was done I must tell some- body or I shall burst, leo's a brave littel chap and kept his mouth shut when old Keen and the docter were asking questions and let him think it was through the blackberys, we had half holliday it was Mrs. Keens berthday and we went after the blackberys, this was yesterday afternoon, and about 6 of us, me and Jones and torn Keen and Halliday and leo and Thomson, if you want to know which of us it was, where separated from the rest and got into one of farmer clupp's feilds and what should we see but his poney trying to nible at the short grass, we set up a shout, which Halliday stojipt for fear of being heard, and caught him, and then there was a shindy as to which 3 of us should have first ride, for we were affraid thered not be time for the other three if the school came up, and the under master dogskin (that our name for him lies a sneek) was with them, so to end the dispute we all 6 got on the poney and a stunning gallopp we had only it was rather close to sit, well leo was the hindmost and as he hadnt much beside the tail to sit on he fell off, but he must be a great duff for he had held on all round the feild once, he says it was Jones moved and made him fall and torn Keen says lies sure it was, for Jones who has got the longest legs kept jogging them to make the poney go and he was next to leo and leo held on by him, I was first and guided the poney and in taking the sweep round at the turning leo shot off behind, his arm was doubled under him and a duffer of an arm it must be for it took and broke, we didnt know he was gone at first, Jones called out, young Dave- & 314 OSWALD CRAY. nal's off, but we thought nothing and galloped all round the feild again, he was lying there when we got back, and his face was white and we called to him and he never answered so we stopt the poney and went to him, Jones tried to pull him up and leo screamed, and hallidy calls out Im blest if I dont think hes hurt, leo began saying he hoped he wasnt kill'd, you know what a regular little muff he is, we picked him up at last and when we saw his arm hang down we were frightened above a bit, well we didnt know what was to be done, we carried him into the next feild where the poney wasnt, for fear of anybody suspecting and just as we had laid him by the bank the rest of the fellows came down the lane and saw us and torn keen called out that davenal junior was hurt, with that they came up and Marsh (thats dogskin) looks up at the high bank above leo and sees the blackberys growing on the top of it and sings out to leo, I know how this was done, you where on the top of that bank trying to get blackberys beyond your reach and you fell off it, well if you'll believe me sara we never told the story to say yes, only Jones said I'm sure I dont know sir how ever he managed to fall, and Marsh he thought he did fall off the bank and went off to take the news to Keen, and us 6 all thought what a jolly chance it was that we had happened to lay him down by the bank, and none of them ever saw the poney, leo was carried home and Mrs. Keen she came out with a face as white as his, torn how did it happen, says she laying hold of torn, and we got affraid again, for toms uncommon fond of his mother, but he didnt split, and then Keen came and the surjon came and Keen he says to leo how did you fall did any body push you off the bank, no sir says leo, and the surjon he asked how it was done, and leo shook like anything, and began to ciy, affraid he should have to tell a story at last which he cant bare, he was shut up in a room then with the doctor and Keen and one or two more and we heard him cry out when they were setting his arm, but you know what a baby he is poor little chap and I wish with all my hart it had been me instead of him, the worst is I should have lost my share of the supper and a jolly good one they give us on her berth day every year, cakes and tarts and pidjon pies and lots of things and we have to dress for it and a heap of duffing girls come to it in white frocks but we dont mind em much, and dear sara thats the whole facts of how it came about and I couldn't write it truer if I were telling it to poor Uncle Richard himself, leos all jolly this morning and he is in bed and has got no lessons to do and he says I am to tell you that he'll never get on a poney with 6 again and Mrs. Keens very kind to him, and Miss Keen (shes the big one you know) is going to read him some storys, he says I am to tell you it doesn't hurt much and oh sara there's only one thing we arc sorry for, that Uncle Richard isnt alive to cure him because hod have him home to Hallingham to do it and perhaps me as well and I should get a holliday from these horrid books, I shall send this to NEW FEARS. 3lo neal for fear of aunt bett, and mind you hide it, and dont let a Bight of it reach her, we are aufully afraid of that about the poney getting to old keens ears for thered be the dickens to pay, yours affectionately Dick. "ps leo sends his love and he hopes you wont be angry with him for breaking his arm and I am writing this after school at twelve instead of playing, Good buy." Sara smiled, in spite of herself, as she folded up the letter. But she thought it rather a wonder there had not been a few broken legs amongst the "6," instead of one broken arm. She got ready for Mrs. Cray, and went down to the dining-room. Miss Bettina had gone out then. She took up a book, but had not been reading many minutes when she saw Neal coming up the street talking to a young person whose condition in life it was rather diffi- cult to guess. She had a pretty face, Sara could see that, though a veil covered it ; her gown was one of those called a "washing silk " — and very much "washed out" it seemed to be; and a smart shawl was just thrown over the shoulders. But for an air of gene- ral untidiness, there would have been something superior about the girl. In the face she looked almost like a lady, and Sara had seen many a lady worse dressed. Sara, behind the blind, could see them, but they could not see her. Neal stood a moment at the door, and then looked down over the railings of the area. "Are the ladies out ? " he asked. "Yes," came back in Dorcas's voice. The woman evidently did not know that Miss Sara had not accompanied her mistress. "You can come in then," Sara distinctly heard Neal say to the lady — if lady she was. And he opened the door with his latch-key. They stood in the passage for some little time talking in an undertone, and then Neal took her into the back-room. It opened to the dining-room with folding-doors ; but the doors were always kept closed : and indeed the back-room was chiefly used as Neal's pantry. Sara, who at first had been doubtful whether it might not be a visitor for herself, came to the conclusion that it was only a visitor for Neal, and she resumed her reading. But the voices grew rather louder; and the words "Captain Da venal " caused her to look up with a start. No wonder she should start at that name, remembering the past. A sudden fear came over her that something or other connected with that past was again threatening her brother. She could not hear more, for the voices dropped again to their covert tone. Another minute, and Neal was conducting the stranger to the front door. "We shall hear more by the next mail; but there's not the 316 OSWALD CRAY. slightest doubt he's married," Sara heard him say as he passed the room. " The lady is an heiress : a Miss Reid." "Well," cried the other voice, " I'll have satisfaction. I'll have it somehow. I don't care what punishment it brings to him, I'll have it." The visitor went away. Neal closed the door upon her and turned to behold his young mistress at that of the dining-room, a scared look in her eyes, her face white. "Neal! what has that young" — Sara hesitated between the words person and lady, but chose the former — " person to do with Captain Davenal ? " She had spoken without reflection in her impulse, her renewed fear, which she had deemed buried with the past. Neal for once in his life was confounded. He did not speak immediately : he was probably striving to recall what had been said that it might be inconvenient for her to hear. " Tell me at once, Neal ; I insist on your speaking," she reite- rated, attributing his hesitation to unwillingness to speak. "In- deed it is better that I should know it. What was she saying about my brother ? " That alarm of some nature had been aroused within her, that she was painfully anxious, and that the alarm and anxiety were con- nected with Captain Davenal, Neal could not fail to read. But his speech was certainly less ready than usual, for he still kept silence. " I heard you tell her that Captain Davenal was married ; that further news would be in by the next mail," pursued Sara, growing more inwardly perturbed every moment. " What was it to her? Who is she ? For what purpose did she come here ? Neal, you must answer me." " Miss Sara— if I hesitated to answer, it is that I do not like to speak," he said at length. "I tell the young woman she must be mistaken in what she says — that it can't be. But she won't hear me." " What does she say ? Have you seen her before to-day ? " ' ' She has been here once or twice before. But for understand- ing that you and my mistress were out I should not have allowed her to come in this time. I am very sorry that it should have hap- pened, miss." "But what is it?" returned Sara, nearly wild with suspense. " What has she come for ? " " She has come to ask questions about Captain Davenal." " But what about him ? What is he to her ? " Neal coughed. He took out his silk handkerchief— he always used very handsome ones -and wiped his mouth. Sara trembled. 1 1 is manner was unpleasantly mysterious, and it seemed that she was • ' ' Mark ! What's that for ? ' ' "Hush! This gentleman has come up on business from the City, and I must attend to him," whispered Mark. "I'll get rid of him as soon as I can. " He was hurrying her out to the carriage as he spoke, and he placed her in it, she yielding to his strong will in her bewilderment. Once seated in it, she spoke. "But, Mark, why should he come on business now 1 ? What is the business % " "Oh, it has to do with the Greal Wheal Bang," said Mark, care- lessly. "It's all right ; only I can't get away just at the minute. I won't be long. They are not to wait dinner, mind." The carriage drove away, and Mark returned indoors. His unwelcome visitor stood in the same place, apparently not having stirred hand or foot. ' ' How am I to know whether this news you have brought is true ? " was Mark's first question. And Mr. Brackenbury looked at him for a minute before replying to it. "I don't altogether take you, Mr. Cray. You cannot think I should knowingly bring you a false report ; my character is too much respected in the City for you to fear that ; and you may rely upon it, unhappily, that there's no mistake in the tidings for- warded to me." " Well— allowing that it shall prove to be true— why can't you take your shares into the market and realise to-morrow morning, as well as coming to me for the money to-night ? " " Because I am not sure that I could realise ! " was the frank response. "I don't suppose the intelligence will be public by that time ; I don't think it will ; but I cannot answer for it that it won't. You must give me the money, Mr. Cray." Mark took an instant's counsel with himself. Might he dare to defy this man, and refuse his demands ? He feared not. Mark was not more scrupulous than are some other shareholders we have read of ; and the chance of realising something in the morning, to set off against the utter ruin that seemed impending was not to be forfeited rashly. But how was he to pay the money ? He had not two hundred shillings in the house, let alone two hundred pounds. "I can't give it you to-night," said Mark. "I have not got it to give." "I must and will have it," was the resolute answer. "I dare say you can go out and get it somewhere : fifty people would be glad to lend you money. I shall remain here until I have it. And 332 OSWALD CRAY, if you deem me scant of courtesy to-night, Mr. Cray, you may set it down to the sore feeling in my mind at the circumstances under which the shares were sold to me. I would never have touched them had I suspected water had been ah'eady in the mine." " That's talking nonsense," said Mark, in his irritation. "The mine was as sound and as safe after the water had been in it as it was before. It was nothing more than a threatening ; nothing to hurt." "A threatening — just so. Well, it is of no use to waste time squabbling over terms now. That will do no good." Mr. Brackenbury was right. It certainly would do no good. Mark went out, leaving him there, for he refused to stir ; and not seeing a cab, hurried to Mr. Barker's lodgings in Piccadilly. A hansom could hardly have gone more quickly. It was not that he hoped Mr. Barker would supply the two hundred pounds : that gentleman was as short of ready-money as himself ; but Mark was burning with impatience to impart the disastrous news, and to hear whether Barker had had intelligence of it. Disappointment. Mark, panting and breathless, seized the bell of Mr. Barker's house and Bang a peal that startled the house, only to be told that Mr. Barker was not within. He had gone out in the afternoon : the servant did not know where. "Has any telegram come up from Wales to-night?" gasped Mark. "Telegram, sir? No, sir; nothing at all has come to-night, neither letter nor anything." "I'll be back in a short time," said Mark. "If Mr. Barker returns, tell him to wait in for me. It is of the very utmost im- portance that I should see him." He turned away, jumped into a passing hansom, and ordered it to drive to Parliament Street. The two hundred pounds he must get somehow, and he knew no one he could apply to at a moment's notice, save Oswald. Mark was not the only visitor to Oswald Cray that night. He had been sitting alone, after dinner, very deep in deliberation, when Benn came up showing in a gentleman. It proved to be Henry Oswald. They had not met since the funeral of Lady Oswald twelve months before, and at the first moment Oswald scarcely knew him. Henry Oswald was a cordial man. He had not inherited the cold heart and haughty bearing so characteristic of the Oswalds of Thorndyke, and he grasped Oswald's hand warmly. "I have been out of England almost ever since we met, Oswald — I am sure you will let me call you so, we are near relatives — or I should have endeavoured to improve the acquaintance begun at that short meeting. I want you to be friendly with me. I know how wrong has been the estrangement, and what cause you have to AN UNWELCOMK VISITOR. 333 hate us ; but surely you and I can afford to do away with the prejudice that has kept you and Thorndyke apart." Oswald saw how genuine were the words, how earnest the wish ; and from that moment his "prejudice" went out of him, as far as Henry Oswald was concerned, and his eyes lighted up with an earnest of future friendship. He had liked Henry Oswald at that first meeting ; he liked him now. They sat together, talking of the days gone by, when they two were unconscious children. Of Oswald's mother ; of the conduct of her family towards her ; of the insensate folly — it was his son called it so — that still estranged Sir Philip from Oswald Cray. They talked freely and fully as though they had been intimate for years — far more confidentially than Oswald had ever talked to his half-brother. "I shall be proud of your friendship, Oswald," cried the young man, warmly ; "if that's not an ominous word for one of us. But I fancy you inherit the family failing far more than I. You will be one of the world's great men yet, making yourself a name that the best might envy. " ^ Oswald laughed. "If the world envies those who work hard, then it may envy me." "lean tell you what, Oswald, if work's not envied in these days, it is honoured. In the old days of darkness — I'm sure I can call them so, in comparison with these — it was such as I who were envied. The man born with a silver spoon in his mouth, who need do nothing his whole life long but sit in idleness and enjoy his title and fortune, and be clothed in purple and fine linen, and fare sumptuously every day — he had the honour then. Now the man of industry and talent is bowed down to, he who labours onwards and upwards to use and improve the gifts bestowed upon him by God. It may be wrong to say it, but I do say it in all sincerity, that I, Henry Oswald, born to a title, envy you, Oswald Cray, born to work. " From one subject they went to another. In talking of the Crays, they spoke of Mark, and from Mark the transition to the Great Wheal Bang Company was an easy one. Henry Oswald had heard and read of its promise, and he now asked Oswald's opinion of its stability. He had a few hundreds to spare, for he had not been an extravagant man, and felt inclined to embark them in the Great Wheal Bang. Oswald advised his doing so. He himself had em- barked all his spare cash in it, a thousand pounds, and he thought he had done well. "Then I'll see about it to-morrow," decided Henry Oswald; "and get it completed before I go down to Thorndyke." He departed soon, for he was engaged that evening, and Oswald resumed the train of thought his entrance had interrupted. The deliberation it may be said. He was pondering a grave question : Should he not despatch Frank Allister to Spain in place of himself? 334 OSWALD CRAY. Allister was equally capable ; and two or three years' residence in that climate might renovate him for life. It would be a great sacrifice for him, Oswald ; a sacrifice, in some degree, of name and fame, a great sacrifice in a pecuniary point of view ; but he was a conscientious man, veiy different from the generality of business men, who seek their own elevation, no matter who is left behind. Oswald as a child had learnt the wholesome doctrine of doing to others as we would be done by : and he carried it out practically in life, content to leave the issue with God. How many of us can say as much 1 A few minutes' earnest thought and he raised his head with a clear countenance. The decision was made. "Allister shall go," he said, half-aloud. "Should he fall ill again in this wretched climate next winter, and die, I should have it on my conscience for ever. It will be a sacrifice for me, but how can I place my own advancement against his life ? I ought not, and I will not do it." The words had scarcely left his lips when Mark came in. Not Mark as we saw him just now, troubled, eager, panting ; but Mark all coolness and smiles. A little hurried, perhaps,, but that was nothing. He had come to ask Oswald a favour. Would he accommodate him with a cheque for two hundred pounds until the banks opened in the morning ? A gentleman, to whom was owing that sum on account of the Great Wheal Bang, had urgent need of it that very night, and had come bothering him, Mark, for it. If Oswald would accommodate him, he, Mark, should feel very much obliged, and would return it in the morning with many thanks. " I have not as much of my own," said Oswald. "But you can give me a cheque on the firm, can't you?" re- turned Mark, playing carelessly with his diamond studs. Oswald did not much like this suggestion, and hesitated. Mark spoke again. "It will be rendering me the greatest possible service, Oswald. The fellow has to leave town, or something, by one of the night trains. You shall have it back the first thing in the morning." " You are sure that I shall, Mark ? " " Sure ! " echoed Mark, opening his small grey eyes very wide in surprise. "Of course I am sure. Do you think I should forget to bring it you ? Let me have it at once, there's a good brother. Carine will think I am never coming ; we have to go to two parties to-night." Oswald wrote the cheque and gave it him. It was a cheque on the firm : " Bracknell, Street, and Oswald Cray : " for Oswald's name appeared now. And Mr. Mark carried it off with him. " There's a good brother, indeed ! " I wonder how he slept that night ! COMMOTION. 335 CHAPTER XL VII. COMMOTION. When the business world awoke the next morning in London Mark Cray was at the offices in the City. Barker was there before him, and started forward to meet him as he entered. Mark had not succeeded in seeing Barker the previous night. " Cray, it's all up. I am afraid it's all up." " Have you heard from Wales 1 " " I had a telegram this morning. There's an irruption of water, in earnest this time. It's flowing in like a torrent. Look here." Mark's hands shook as he held the telegram. " I wasn't in bed till three o'clock," said he, as if he would make excuse for the signs of agitation. But though he tried to account for his shaking hands, he could not for his scared face. Yes, Mr. Barker was no doubt right : it was " all up " with the Great Wheal Bang. Mark and he stood alone over the table in the board-room : in consultation as to what they could do, and what they might do. Might they dare — allowing that the public still reposed in happy security — to take some shares into the market, and secure themselves something out of the wreck ? Barker was all for doing it : at any rate for trying it — "whether it would work," he said. Mark hung back in indecision : he thought there might be after-consequences. He told Barker the episode of Mr. Brackenbury's visit, and of his satisfying that gentleman with the cheque of Bracknell, Street, and Oswald Cray, which cheque was no doubt cashed by that time. "Mean old idiot ! " apostrophised Mr. Barker. " That's always the way with those petty people. They'll make more fuss over their paltry hundred pounds or two than others do over thousands. I wouldn't have paid him, Mark." "I couldn't help it," said Mark. "You should have seen the fuss he made. Besides, if I had not, he w< >uld have proclaimed the thing from one end of London to another." "Well, about these shares," said Barker; "we must make as much as ever we can. Will you go, or shall I ?"' " Perhaps it's known already," returned Mark, dubiously. " Perhaps it isn't. Brackenbury gave you his word that he'd keep quiet, and who else is likely to know it ? Letters can't get here till the afternoon post, and no one at the mine would make it their business to telegraph up." Mark stood in restless indecision. When annoyed, he was fidgety to a degree j could not remain still. Perhaps he had in- 336 OSWALD CRAY. herited his mother's temperament. He pushed his hair back inces- santly ; he nervously lingered the diamond studs in his shirt. Mark was not in the habit of wearing those studs by day, or the curiously fine embroidery they were adorning. Whether, in his confused faculties, he had put in the studs that morning, or had absently retired to rest in his shirt the previous night, studs and all, must be left to conjecture. " Look here, Barker," said he. "If news had not come to us of the disaster, to you and to me, I would willingly have taken every share we possess into the market, and got the money for them down, if I could. But the news has come : and I don't think it would do." " Who's to know it has come ? " asked Barker. ' ' Well, things do often come out, you know ; they nearly always do so ; especially if they are not wanted out. Perhaps the telegraph office could be brought up to prove it, or something of that sort." " Well ?" said Barker. ' ' Well, " repeated Mark. ' ' It mightn't do. " ' ' Oh, bother, Cray ! We must do it. We must stand out through thick and thin afterwards that the message never reached us. I could ; and you are safe, for you have not had one at all. Look at our position. We must realise. Of course we can't attempt to negotiate many shares ; that would betray us ; but a few we might, and must. We must, for our own sakes ; we can't stand without a penny to fall back upon." Mark still hesitated. ' ' I would have done it with all the pleasure in life but for this telegram," he reiterated. "For one thing Oswald would never forgive me ; my name's the same as his, you know ; and I shall have to face him over this two hundred pounds ; that will be bad enough. And there's my mother. And my wife, Barker : you forget her." "I don't forget her. lam thinking of her," was Mr. Barker's answer. ' ' It's for her sake, as much as ours, that you ought to secure a little ready-money. , You'll want it. I know that much, for I have been down in my luck before. " Mark looked irresolute and pitiably gloomy. ' ' I don't see my way clear," he resumed, after a pause. "Let's put the thing into plain black and white. I go out, and sell some shares, and get the money paid down for them, and pocket it. An hour afterwards the news spreads that the mine's destroyed, and the shares are consequently worthless. Well, Barker, my belief is that they could proceed against me criminally for disposing of those shares " "Not if you did not know the mine was wrong when you took them into the market." "Nonsense," returned Mark, irritably, "they'd be sure to know it. I tell you it woidd be safe to come out by hook or by crook. They'd call it felony, or swindling, or some such ugly name. Do COMMOTIO^. 337 you suppose I'm going to put my head into that noose ? I was born a gentleman." "And do you suppose I wish either of us to do it?" retorted Barker. " I shouldn't be such a fool. I never go into a thing unless I know I can fight my way out of it. I shall take a few shares into the market, and feel my way. I shall sell them for money, if I can ; and you shall share it, Mark. I suppose you won't object to that ? " No, certainly, Mark would have no objection to that. "I did not hear of the disaster until later, you know," said Barker, winking. " News of it came up to us by the afternoon post. If they do find out about the telegram, why, I never opened it. No one saw me open it, "added Barker, with satisfaction. "I have had so many up from the mine at my lodgings that the servants sign and put them in my sitting-room as a matter of course. This one was put there this morning, and I found it when I came down, but no one was in the room. Oh, it will be all right. And I say, Mark, if " Mr. Barker's projects were stopped. Absorbed in their conver- sation, he and Mark had alike failed to notice a gradually increasing hum in the street outside. A very gentle, almost imperceptible hum at first, but increasing to a commotion now. With one bound they reached the window. A concourse of people, their numbers being augmented every moment, had assembled beneath. They were waiting for the open- ing of the offices of the Great Wheal Bang at ten o'clock. And the hour was almost on the point of striking. "It's all up," shouted Barker in Mark's ear. "The news is abroad, and they have heard of it. Look at their faces ! " The faces were worth looking at, though not as a pleasant sight. Anger, rage, disappointment, above all impatience, were depicted there. The impatience of a wolf waiting to spring upon its prey. One of the faces unluckily turned its gaze upwards and caught sight of Barker's. Barker saw it ; he had not been quick enough in drawing away from the window. "They won't be kept out now, doors or no doors," said he quietly to Mark. Mr. Barker was right. Ere the words had died away upon his lips a sound as if the door of the house were being beaten in ensued. In the midst of it rose the sound of human voices : disjointed words distinguishable amidst the tumult. " Let us in ! Come out to us ! " Mr. Barker advanced to the stairs, and leaned over the balus- trades. "Williams," he called to an attendant official below, " you can open the doors. The gentlemen may come up." It was curious to note the difference in the two men. Barker was as cool as a cucumber ; self-possessed as ever he had been in Oswald Cray. 22 338 OSWALD CRAY his life ; ready to make the best of everything, and quite equal to the emergency. Mark Cray, on the contrary, seemed to have parted alike with his wits and his nerves. Not more completely did he lose his presence of mind in that long past evening which had been so fatal to Lady Oswald. His hands shook as with terror ; his face was white as death. " Will they pull us to pieces, Barker ? " "Pooh!" said Barker, with a laugh at the evident tremor. "What has taken you, Mark 1 ? Let them rave on a bit without answering, and they'll calm down. Put that in your pocket," he continued. " It will be a trifle to fall back upon." He had touched the diamond ring that glittered on Mark Cray's finger. Mark obeyed like a child. He took it off and thrust it into his waistcoat pocket ; next he buttoned his coat, some vague feeling perhaps prompting him to hide the studs ; but he did it all mechanically, as one not conscious of his actions. Terror was holding its sway over him. " Why should they be excited against us? Heaven knows we have not intentionally wi'onged them." " That's just the question I shall ask them myself when they are cool enough to listen to it," rejoined Barker with a gay air. "Now then comes the tug of war." In they came, dashing up the stairs and pouring into the room like so many bees. And then it was found that Mark's apprehen- sions had been somewhat premature. For these shareholders had come flowing to the offices not so much to abuse the projectors of the company as to inquire the true particulars of the disaster. The news had gone forth in a whisper — and to this hour neither Mark nor Barker knows how, or through whom, it had oozed out — but that whisper was vague and uncertain. Naturally those interested flew to the offices for information. Was the damage of great extent ? and would the mine and the company stand it ? Barker was of course all suavity. He treated the matter more as a joke than anything else, making light of it altogether. An irruption of water ? well, perhaps a little had got in, but they must wait for the afternoon's post. It would be all right. He looked round for Mark, hoping that gentleman's face would not arouse suspicion ; but he could not see him. Mark, as Barker learnt afterwards, had contrived to escape from the room as the throng entered, and got into the street unnoticed, and leaped into a cab. Mark was beside himself that morning. The unfortunate news spread from one end of London to the other. It was carried to Oswald Cray ; but the day was advancing then. " The Great Wheal Bang Company had exploded, and there was a run upon the office." Oswald was startled; and betook him- self at once to the premises, as the rest had done. On his way he called in upon Henry Oswald, and spoke a word of caution. COMMOTION. 339 " It may be a false rumour," said he ; "I hope it is. But don't do anything in it until you know." A false rumour ! When Oswald reached the offices he found it all too true a one. The secretaiy to the company, without meaning to do ill — indeed he had let it out in his lamentation — had unwittingly disclosed the fact of the previous irruption of water in the summer : and the excited crowd were going wild with anger. Many of them had bought their shares at a period subsequent to that. Oswald heard this, and went to Mr. Barker in the board-room. That gentleman, rather heated certainly, but with unchanged suavity of demeanour, was still doing his best to reassure every one. Oswald drew him aside. " What a dreadful thing this is ! What is the real truth of it ? " "Hush ! " interrupted Mr. Barker. " No need to tell the worst to them. You are one of us. I'm afraid it is all up with the mine ; but we will keep it from them as long as we can. Any way, it's no fault of ours." ' ' What is it that they are saying about an irruption of water having occurred in the summer ? " "Well, so it did," answered Mr. Barker, whose past few hours temporising with the crowd caused him perhaps to throw off reserve to Mr. Oswald Cray as a welcome relief. "But it wasn't much, that ; and we succeeded in keeping it dark." " Did Mark know of it V "Mark know of it!" rejoined Barker; "of course he knew of it. What should hinder him? Why, the telegram bringing the news was given me at Mark's house ; and, by the way, you were present, I remember. It was the evening that old doctor in the yellow trousers was there, with his two frights of daughters." The scene rose as in a mirror before Oswald's memory. Dr. Ford and his daughters, Miss Davenal and Sara, Caroline Cray in her silks and her beauty. He remembered the telegram ; remem- bered that it appeared to disturb both Barker and Mark ; and he remembered Mark's denial that anything was amiss with the mine. "I do recollect it," he said aloud. " It struck me— perhaps it was rather singular it should do so — that something was wrong. Mark declared to me that it was not so." The words seemed to tickle Barker uncommonly. "Ah," said he, laughing, "Mark told me of it, and how lie turned you off the scent. You wouldn't have put your thousand into it, perhaps, had you known of the water." "Perhaps not," quietly replied Oswald. "And my thousand was wanted, I suppose." "Law! you don't know the money that's been wanted, ' was the response. "And that irruption of water, slight as it was, made the demand for it worse. The mine has sucked it in like a sponge." 340 OSWALD CRAY. Oswald made ho answering remark. "I suppose this irruption is worse than that?" he presently observed. " Indeed I fear this is another thing altogether — ruin. But we don't knew anything certain until the post comes in this afternoon. We have had no letter yet." " How did the news of it come to you?" " By telegram. But the first news came to Mark; in an odd manner, too. A curmudgeon of a shareholder, old Brackenbury, went up yesterday evening to Mark just as he was going out to dinner with his wife, and insisted upon his paltry money, only two hundred pounds, being returned to him. He was inclined to be nasty ; and if Mark had not satisfied him he'd have gone all over London proclaiming that the mine was overflowing with water. The odd thing is, who could have telegraphed the news to him. We must have a traitor in the camp. Mark told me — oh, ah," broke off Mr. Barker, interrupting himself as a recollection flashed upon him — " I think he got the two hundred from you." " And Mark knew the mine was then ruined !" returned Oswald, drawing in his lips, but not losing his quiet self-control. "Brackenbury said it was. He didn't know it otherwise. Brackenbury — Halloa! what's that?" It was a shout in the street. Drawing up to the door of the offices was the handsome carriage of Mark Cray ; and the crowd had turned their indignation upon it. One look, one glimpse of the white and terror-stricken faces of its inmates, and Oswald Cray bounded down the stairs. They were the faces of Mrs. Cray and Sara Davenal. What could have brought them there ? CHAPTER XL VIII. DAY-DREAMS INTERRUPTED. Before a costly breakfast service of Sevres porcelain, with its ad- juncts of glittering silver, on the morning subsequent to the visit of Mr. Brackenbury, had sat Caroline Cray, in a charming morning robe of white muslin and blue ribbons, with what she would have culled a coiffure, all blue ribbons and white lace, on her silky hair. A stranger, taking a bird's-eye view of the scene, of the elegant room, the costly accessories, the rcchercM attire of its mistress, would have concluded that there was no want of means here, that DAY-DREAMS INTERRUPTED. 341 the income supporting all this must at least be to the extent of some thousands a-year. In truth Mark Cray and his wife were a practical illustration of that homely but expressive saying which must be so familiar to you all; (hey had begun at the wrong end of the ladder. When fortune has come ; when it is actually realised, then the top of the ladder, with its Sevres porcelain and attendant luxuries, may be safe and consistent ; but if we begin there, too many of us have an inconve- nient fashion of slipping down to the bottom. The furniture sur- rounding Caroline Cray was of the most beautiful design, the most costly nature ; the lace on that morning robe, on that pretty coiffure, would not cost less than twenty pounds, the silver orna- ments on the table would have adorned the first palace in the land, and Mr. and Mrs. -Cray had gathered these things about them — and a great deal more besides which cannot be enumerated — in anticipation of the fortune that was to be theirs ; not that already was theirs. And now their footing on that high ladder was begin- ning to tremble : and their dreams, like that of the milkmaid on her way to market, were about to be destroyed. Caroline sat at her late breakfast, toying with a fashionable newspaper — that is, one giving notice of the doings of the fashionable world— sipping her coffee, flirting with some delicate bits of buttered roll, casting frequent glances at the mirror opposite to her, in whose polished surface was reflected that pretty face, which in her pardon- able vanity she believed had not its equal. All unconscious was she of that turbulent scene then being enacted in the City ; of the fact that her husband was at that moment finding his way to her in a cab, into which he had jumped to hide himself in abject fear and dismay. Caroline had slept soundly and late after her night's gaiety, and awoke in the morning to find her husband had gone out. The French clock behind her struck eleven, and she finished her breakfast quickly, and began thinking over her plans for the day. Some excursion into the country had been spoken of for the after- noon, and now Mark was gone she was at an uncertainty. Mrs. Cray tapped her pretty foot in petulance on the carpet, and felt ex- ceedingly angry with the tiresome stranger who had disturbed her husband when he was dressing on the previous evening, and kept him from going out with her to dinner. '" How long did that gentleman remain here last night, Jervis?" she suddenly asked of the servant who was removing the breakfast things. "Mr. what was the name? Brackenbury, 1 think." " He stopped a good while, ma'am. I think it was between nine and ten when he left. " "What a shame! Keeping Mr. Cray all that time. I wonder he stayed with him!" she went on to herself, "/wouldn't. I would make people come to me in business hours, if I were Mark." 342 OSWALD CRAY. She sat on, after the departure of the breakfast things, leaning back in an easy-chair and turning carelessly the leaves of a new- novel, those that would open, for she did not exert herself to cut them. A very listless mood was she in that morning, tired and out of sorts. By and by her maid came in to ask about some alteration that was to be made in a dress, and Caroline told her to bring the dress to her. That a little aroused her. It was a charming evening dress of flowered silk, and she stood over the table where the maid laid it, consulting with her about some change in the colour of the trim- mings. Becoming absorbed in this, she scarcely noticed that some one had come into the hall and opened the door of the room. Some expression in the maid's countenance as she looked up caught her attention, and she turned quickly. Mark was there, glancing into the room. Mark Avith a white aspect and a scared look on his face. Before Caroline had time to question, in fact almost before she looked, he was gone and had closed the door again. So quiet had been the movement, so tran- sient the vision, that Caroline spoke in her surprise. "Was not that your master ? " "Yes, ma'am. Something was the matter, I think. He looked ill." ' ' I will go and see. Mind, Long, I will decide upon pink. It is the prettiest colour." "Very well, ma'am. As you please, of course. I only think pink won't go so well with the dress as violet." "I tell you, Long, that violet will not light up. You know it won't, without my having to reiterate it over to you. No colour lights up so badly as violet. Pink : and let the ruchings be full." Speaking the last words in peremptory tones, she went in search of Mark. He was standing in the dining-room, looking more like a man lost than a man in his senses. " Mark, what's the matter 1 " He turned to his wife, — he had been undecided whether to tell her or not. It was a question he debated with himself on his way down : that is, it had been floating through his mind in a sort of under-current. To concentrate his thoughts deliberately upon one point sufficiently to debate it was that day beyond the power of Mark Cray. Mark's true disposition was showing itself now. Vacillating and unstable by nature, utterly deficient in that moral courage which meets an evil when it comes, and looks it steadily in the face to see how it may be best dealt with, the blow of the morning had taken away what little sense Mark possessed. He was as a frightened child ; a ship without a rudder ; he was utterly unable to distinguish what his proper course ought to be : he did not know where to go or what to do ; his chief thought was, to get DAY-DREAMS INTERRUPTED. 343 away from the torrent that had broken loose. He must hide him- self from the storm, but he could not face it. When lie jumped into the cab, and the driver had said, "Where to, sir 1 ?" he gave his home in Grosvenor Place in answer, simply because he could not think of another direction to give in that bewildering moment : so the cab drove on. But Mark did not want to go to Grosvenor Place. He had nothing to get from there : he had no business there, and a feeling came over him that he would rather not meet his wife just then. He wanted to hide himself and his bewildered mind and his scared face in some remote shelter, far from the haunts of men, where that remorseless crowd, just escaped from, would not pounce upon him. Mark had not given himself time to ascertain that their disposition was pacific : he was wondering rather whether they had yet pulled the offices down. Neither Mark Cray nor Caroline was fitted to encounter the storms of life. So long as the sailing was smooth it was well ; but Avhen the waves arose, rough and turbulent, the one proved physically, the other morally, unable to breast them. Mark stopped the cab as it was turning into Grosvenor Place ; some vague feeling prompting him that it might be safer to steal quietly into his home than to dash up to it in a cab. The tidings had perhaps travelled far and wide, and people might be already there, as well as at the offices. Mark was half determined to make the best of his way at once to the scene of the Great Wheal Bang itself, the mine ; and see with his own eyes whether tilings were so bad that they could not be mended. At least he should be away from his furious enemies in London. One more under the in- fluence of reason than Mark Cray might have thought it well to ascertain whether those enemies were so furious, before running away from them. When a man of no moral courage loses his presence of mind, he merits pity perhaps rather than condemn- ation. " Mark, what's the matter ? " With her actual presence before him, with the pointed question on her lips, Mark Cray's indecision went out completely. He could no more have told her the truth at that moment, that the golden prospects so implicitly believed in had turned to ruin, and the offices were being besieged by noisy shareholders, than he could have told it to the besiegers themselves. "The matter ? " repeated Mark, at a loss for any other answer. "You look as if something were the matter, Mark. And what have you come back for ? " "Oh, I left some papers at home," answered Mark, speaking as carelessly as he could. "There's nothing the matter with me. The fellow drove fast, that's all. I gave him an extra sixpence." Perhaps Caroline did not deem this communication particularly relevant to the subject. "What made you go away so early, B 344 OSWALD CRAY, Mark 1 ?" she asked. "You never settled anything about Hendon to-day." " Well, I don't think I can go," said Mark. " I— I'll see later. Hark ! " Mark's "hark" was spoken in echo to a loud knock at the door. A knock and a ring enough to bring the house down. He looked round at the walls for a moment as if he wanted to make a dash through them ; he stepped towards the window, hesitated, and drew away again ; finally he opened the door to escape, but too late, for voices were already in the hall. Caroline looked at her husband in wondering dismay. " Mark, what has come to you ? " " Hush ! " whispered Mark, the perspiration welling up to his forehead, as he bent his head to catch the sound from those voices. "Hark! hush!" " Is Mr. Cray at home ? " " No, sir. He went to the City early this morning." How Mark Cray blessed his servant for the unconscious mistake, he alone could tell. The man had not seen his master come in, and had no idea he was in the house. " Gone to the City, is he 1 Are you sure ? " " Quite sure, sir." A pause. Mark's heart was beating. " What time will he be home V " I don't know, sir." Another pause. " I suppose Mr. Barker's not here ?" " Mr. Barker ? O dear no, sir." And that was followed by the closing of the hall-door. Mark Cray gave a gasp of relief, and went up-stairs to his own room. He did not stay there above a minute. Caroline — she remem- bered it afterwards — heard a drawer or two opened and shut. She had been following him, but was momentarily detained by a question from her maid, who was coming out of the breakfast-room with the dress upon her arm. Caroline stopped whilst she answered it, and in going up the stairs she met Mark coming down. " Who was that at the door, Mark? Did you think it was any one in particular 1 ?" " I don't know who it was." " You seemed alarmed. Or annoyed." " Well," returned Mark, speaking rather fast, " and it is annoy- ing to have business fellows coming after me to my house. W by can't they go to the offices ? " " To be sure," said Caroline, reassured. " I wouldn't see a soul here, if I were you." He had been walking on towards the hall-door as he spoke. But ere he had well reached it, he turned and drew his wife into one of the rooms. DAY-DREAMS INTERRUPTED. 345 " Look here, Caroline : I'm not sure but I shall have to go down to the mines to-night. If so, it is just possible I may not be able to come here first. So you won't be alarmed if you don't see me home." " What a hurry you must be in ! " exclaimed Caroline. " Not come home first ! " " But if I do go, mind, it will be on a little private matter that I don't want known," he continued, taking no notice of the remark. " So, if any one should ask where I am, just answer that you can't tell, but that I shall be back in a day or two. Do you understand, Carine?" " Quite well. But, Mark, you will come home first, won't you ? " " I only tell you this in case 1 don't come," he answered eva- sively. " I have a good deal to do to-day. Good-bye, Carine." " But about Hendon 1 " she interrupted. " Hendon ? Oh, I am quite sure I shan't have time for Hendon, to-day. If you don't like to go without me, w r e must put it oft' for a day or two." He stooped to kiss her. Opening the hall-door, he stood on the steps, looking right and left ; carelessly, as it seemed ; in reality, cautiously. Very timorous was Mark Cray in that hour ; he did not like that people should have hunted him to his very home. Then he turned to the Victoria Station, perhaps as the nearest point of refuge. He would make his way to Wales, to the mine, as speedily as he could, consistent with precaution. Mark had been gone the best part of an hour, and it was hard upon mid-day. His wife was just deliberating whether to go shop- ping in the afternoon or make calls, or pay a visit to the empty park, or take a drive out of town; which way, in short, would be least tedious of killing the precious time that God had given her, when she was aroused by a formidable summons at the door, and a noise as of many steps and voices besieging the hall. What next took place Caroline never clearly remembered. Con- fused recollections remained to her afterwards of angry demands f< »r Mr. Cray, of indignant denials to the servant's assertion that his master was in the City ; the hubbub was great, the voices were threatening. Caroline's first surprise was superseded by indignation ; and that in its turn gave place to alarm. When the Great Wheal Bang's shareholders had flocked to the Great Wheal Bang's offices that morning they were on the balance, as may be said, between war and peace : somewhat uncertain in their own minds whether to treat Mark Cray and Mr. Barker as un- fortunate fellow-sufferers with themselves, or to expend upon them their wrongs and wrath. That mistake of the Great Wheal Bang's secretary — as alluded to in the last chapter — turned the scale. In his dismay and confusion he inadvertently referred to the former irruption of water ? and the unlucky disclosure maddened the throng. 346 OSWALD CRAY. They forthwith looked upon themselves as dreadfully injured people ; in fact they jumped to the conclusion that the Great Wheal Bang itself was little better than a swindle ; so apt are we all to rush into extremes. Barker did what he could to stem the torrent ; but the crowd vociferously demanded to see Mark Cray. It was he they had known mostly in the affair, for Barker was usually at the mine. And not finding Mark answer to their demands, some of them tore off on the spur of the moment in hansom cabs to his residence. Caroline stood the very image of dismay. She did not show her- self ; she was too much alarmed ; she peeped from the half-closed dining-room door and listened, just as Mark had done a short time before. Confused words of " water " and "mine" and "swindle" and "ruin" saluted her ears; and the demands for Mr. Cray became more threateningly imperative. Some movement of the door occurred ; she staggered against it ; and it was observed from the hall. Perhaps it was only natural to the belligerents to conclude that Mark Cray was there. They pressed forward to the room ; but upon seeing that the lady was its only occupant, the young and lovely lady in her gala morning dress and the roses chased from her cheeks by fear, they drew back and clustered outside it. "What is it you want?" gasped Caroline from her trembling lips. One of the foremost answered her. He was a gentleman, and he raised his hat, and made his tone as courteous as his sense of injury permitted. They were very sorry to disturb her, but they must see Mr. Cray. They had come to see him and they would see him. "I assure you that he is not here," said Caroline, her earnest voice carrying truth with it. " He has been gone some time." "He was at the offices this morning, madam, and disappeared. We were told he had no doubt come home. " " It is true," she answered. "He went to the offices very early, and came home again about eleven o'clock for something he had forgotten, papers I think he said. He did not stay two minutes ; he got them and went back again. What is it that is the matter 1 " " Back to the offices 1 " they asked, disregarding the question. "Yes, back to the offices. He said he must make haste, for he had a great deal to do to-day. I am sure you will find him there." She had no suspicion that she was asserting what was not true. Whether they believed it or not — though most of them did believe it — they had no resource but to act upon it. Filing out again, they jumped into the cabs, and rattled back to the City. Leaving Mrs. Cray in a grievous state of perplexity and distress : for they had spoken of "ruin" as connected with the mine. She was one of those who cannot bear suspense : she had no patience ; no endurance, not even for an hour. In a tumult of hurry and DAY-DREAMS INTERRUPTED. 347 emotion, she had her carriage brought round, called for Sara Davenal, to whom, however, she did not tell what had taken place, and drove on to the City almost as fast as those cabs had driven, to ask an explanation of Mark. The cabs had arrived previously, and their occupants found they had been deceived. No Mark Cray was at the offices, nor had been there since his first departure from them. They burst bounds, and talked of warrants and prosecutions and various inconvenient things. Other shareholders joined in the general fuiy, and it may perhaps be excused to them that when the carriage of Mark Cray suddenly appeared in the general melee, they turned upon it. That is, they pressed round it with reproaches not at all soft or complimentary. Possibly in the moment's blind anger they did not see that Mark himself was not its occupant. They were, on the whole, men who knew how to behave themselves, and would have desisted, perhaps apologised, when they had had time and calmness to see that only ladies were there : but that time was not allowed them. One came, with his tall strong form, his pale, resolute, haughty face, and pushed them right and left, as he laid his hand on the carriage door. "Are you men?" he asked. "Don't you see that you are terrifying these ladies ? Stand back. I had thought " "Oh, Oswald, save us! save us!" came the interrupting cry, as Caroline Cray caught his hand. "What is it all? what has happened ? " He got her out of the carriage and into some adjacent offices, whose friendly doors were opened to them. Sara followed un- molested, and Oswald went back to rescue, if might be, the carriage itself. But the gentlemen had been a little recalled to common- sense by the incident : and the carriage was no longer in danger. Smashing Mark Cray's carriage would not make good their own losses, or bring forth him who was missing. Oswald returned to Mrs. Cray. "It is all right again now," he said. " The carriage is waiting for you a little further off. Shall I take you to it 1 " " But I want to go into the offices, Oswald," she feverishly re- joined. " I want to see Mark. I must see him." " Mark is not at the offices. Neither would it be well that you should go there just now." "Not at the offices ! where is he then ( " "I don't know where he is. I should like to find him." He spoke in a cold, proud, bitter tone, and it struck dismay to the heart of Mrs. Cray. Indeed Oswald's frame of mind was one of the most intense bitterness. He had been plausibly defrauded out of his money : his pride, his sensitive honour, his innate sense 348 OSWALD OKAY. of justice, had been wounded to the core. All this disgrace Mark Cray had been earning for himself ; Mark, his half-brother ! "But I must see Mark," she reiterated in a helpless manner. " Don't you know where I can find him, Oswald ? " "I do not indeed." "I want to know what has happened. I heard them speak of ruin ; of water in the mine. Can you tell me 1 " " News has come up that an irruption of water has taken place. I find it is not the first: but the other, they say, was not serious." "And this is?" "I fear so." " But what right have those men to be so angry, so excited against Mark ? He did not let the water in. " Oswald made no answer. If Mark had treated those shareholders with the duplicity that he had treated him, they had certainly a very good right to be angry and excited. Mrs. Cray turned towards the door in her restlessness to take a reconnoitring glimpse of the state of affairs outside. Mark might have come up ! might be in the midst of the mob ! Sara, who had waited for the opportunity, drew near to Oswald Cray and spoke in a whisper : "Is it ruin?" "Irretrievable — as I believe," he answered, his voice uncon- sciously assuming a strange tenderness as he looked at her pale, sad face. "Ruin for Mark Cray, perhaps for many others." And the words fell as an ice-bolt on her heart. What would become of the engagement that she had made to repay the two hundred pounds to Mr. Wheatley from the money owing her by Mark ? CHAPTER XLIX. THE SAME EVENING. It was the peculiarity of Miss Bettina Davenal to be more especially deaf when suddenly surprised or annoyed. Possibly it is the same with other deaf people. Sara Davenal stood before her in her drawing-room striving to make her comprehend the state of affairs relative to the Great Wheal Bang ; and not at first successfully. Miss Bettina had not understood why Mrs. Cray had driven round in hurried agitation that morning and carried off Sara by storm : < '.i inline would not explain, and Sara could not. Sara had returned home now, willing to afford every explanation ; indeed believing it THE SAME EVENING. 349 to be lier duty to do so ; but Miss Bettina, offended at the previous slight, was keeping her heart and ears veiy much closed. " Wlmt do you say ? You went up to the offices ? I should like to know what took you and Caroline to the offices ? Young ladies have no necessity to go to such places." " She went to try to see Mark, aunt." "Ah!" growled Miss Bettina. "Mark told her, indeed! If Mark Cray told her to go down the mine she would go. Doesn't he see enough of her at home ? " "She went to try to see Mark, Aunt Bettina," repeated Sara, more slowly. "I — I am afraid they are ruined." "Serve them right," returned Miss Bettina, hearing the last word correctly, but attaching no importance to it. " Some disastrous news has been received from Wales. Caroline says a Mr. Brackenbury called in Grosvenor Place last night " "Mr. who?" " Mr. Brackenbury. She did not know then why he called, but Mr. Oswald Cray has now told her that he brought the first news of it to Mark. It had come up to him by telegram." Miss Bettina lifted her hands helplessly. "What's any Mr. Brackenbury to me?— or Oswald Cray either? I want to know why Caroline took you to those offices to-day ? " "I am trying to tell you, aunt," said poor Sara. " Mark went up to the offices early this morning before Caroline was awake ; he came home again about eleven, saying he had forgotten something, but Caroline thought his manner absent and strange. He left again ; and soon after the house was invaded by quite a crowd of men, demanding to see him ; gentlemen from the City. They came down in hansom cabs, she said, and would hardly go away again, and they said the mine was ruined. Caroline was alarmed, and went up herself to try to see Mark, but she did not like to go alone, and came round for me. It is quite true. The — mine— is — ruined." " What's ruined ? " cried Miss Bettina. " The mine. The Great Wheal Bang." Miss Bettina heard this time. She had lived in expectation of the news ever since the Great Wheal Bang first sprang into exist- ence. Nevertheless it scared her ; and an expression of dismay sat on her refined features as she turned them on Sara with a question- ing gaze. "I believe the water has got in. They say it is utter ruin. And Mark Cray can't be found." "What has Mark Cray found ? " " He can't be found, aunt. He was not at the offices when we arrived there, and the shareholders — as I suppose the people were — surrounded the carriage : some of them have sunk a great deal or money in the mine. There was no real danger, of course ; but Mr. Oswald Cray came to our rescue." 350 OSWALD CRAY. "Where is Mark Cray ?" demanded Miss Bettina. ' ' No one seems to know. His wife does not know ; except that he said to her he might have to go down to Wales this evening, and she was not to mention it. She is in great uncertainty and distress." " What's she in ? " " Uncertainty, distress," repeated Sara. "She is as frightened as a child. I fear she will not be a good one to bear misfortune. I went home with her and remained some time ; it was that made me so late. When I came away she was growing very angry with Mark : she says he ought to have told her of it this morning." "And so he ought," said Miss Bettina. "Ah ! I never cordially approved of that match for Caroline, and the doctor knew it. She will see what he's made of now. You say you came in contact with the shareholders : what did they say 1 " Sara hesitated. ' ' They were saying very disagreeable things, Aunt Bettina." " That's not telling me what they said." " They talked of deceit and — and swindling. They seem dread- fully bitter against Mark Cray. " " Oh, " said Miss Bettina. ' ' Mark Cray's a fool in more ways than one ; but they should blame themselves, not him. Mark told them the mine was one of gold, I dare say ; but it was their fault if they believed it. A man might come to me and say, If you will give me a ten-pound note I'll bring it you back to-morrow doubled, and if I fell into the trap I ought not to turn my anger on him. Mark Cray believed in the mine : those schemers are always so sanguine." Sara bent her head until her lips almost touched her aunt's ear, and lowered her voice : but somehow it was terribly distinct to Miss Bettina. "Aunt, I fear it is not quite so straightforward as you think. There was an irruption of water in the summer — a slight one, I fancy — -and Mark and Mr. Barker concealed it. It is this which makes the shareholders so angry, and they say — they say they can prosecute him for it." "Who said this 1 " asked Miss Bettina, after a pause. " I can hardly tell who. We heard a great deal of talking alto- gether. One gentleman came up to Mr. Oswald Cray as he was taking us out to the carriage again, and asked him if he was not Mark's brother. Oswald replied that he was Mark's half-brother ; and then the gentleman said harsh things, and Oswald could not stop him, and could not get us away." Miss Bettina poured forth question upon question. Incensed as she had been against Mark Cray and his wife for the past months, much as she had blamed their folly, sharp as were her prophecies of the final results, perhaps this was worse than she had bargained for. She had looked for ruin, but not for criminal disgrace. THE SAME EVENING. 351 "And Mark can't be found, you say? "she asked, her tones shrill. "No." She sat down to the dinner-table, for the day had gone on to evening, despatching Neal for a fly whilst she ate a little, and then went out, taking Sara with her. ' ' Grosvenor Place, " she said to Neal. And that observant domestic knew by the compressed lips, the clasped hands, the rigid head, how inwardly flurried was liis mistress. They found Caroline in a state of emotion, bordering upon hysteria. Fear, anger, perplexity and despair each and all took possession of her. Poor Caroline Cray knew nothing of either endurance or reticence ; her anger against Mark was great at the present moment, and she gave way to it freely. " Where is he ?" was the first pointed question of Miss Davenal. "I don't know where he is. He might have trusted me. It's not his fault if the water has come into the mine, and he had no cause for going away ; but if he had gone, he might have taken me. Barker has been down here in a dreadful passion, and says Mark was not a good fellow to steal a march on him and leave him alone all day to fight the battle with the shareholders. A hundred people, about, have been here after Mark, and it's a shame that I should be left to hear all their remarks." "Is Oswald Cray with you ? " asked Miss Bettina. "Oh, my goodness, I don't suppose 7/e'll come here again," returned poor Caroline, half beside herself. " I thought him cold and queer in his manner to-day. Barker says he is vexed at losing his thousand pounds ; and that Mark got two hundred more from him last night after he knew the mine had gone. Oswald .said nothing to me, but of course he is incensed at it." Miss Davenal had been listening with her hand to her ear, and she heard pretty well. "Do you know the particulars of the calamity ? " she asked. " Is the mine irretrievably ruined 1 " "I don't know anything, except that I'm ready to go mad," she answered, beginning to sob like a petulant child. In that first moment Miss Davenal was generous enough to spare reproaches for all the folly of the past, though she had plenty at command. She had not sat down since she entered ; she had stood rigid and upright ; and when she went out to the fly she ordered it to Mr. Oswald Cray's. "Tell the man to drive quickly," said Miss Bettina to Neal. "What do you say, Sara 1 Let you stop with Caroline ? Caroline wants neither you nor me ; I can see that. There will be trouble over this." Mrs. Cray had not chosen an inapt word when she said Oswald must be incensed against Mark. It was precisely Oswald's present state of feeling. He saw that the thousand pounds had been 352 Oswald cray. nothing but a stop-gap in the affair ; had not been drawn from him for his own good, as Mark so largely boasted, but for Mark's own necessities. And as to the two hundred pounds of the previous night, the money of the firm — Oswald did boil over at the thought of that. Oh, why could not Mark have been upright and open ! why could he not have gone to Oswald with the truth upon his lips, and said, Let me have this two hundred pounds in my dire necessity, and I will repay you when I can ! Oswald was not the brother to refuse him. Oswald had had a battle with himself. When he returned home after that scene in the City, feeling that his money was irretrievably lost, he sat down and thought. Should he cancel the offer made to Frank Allister to go out to Spain, and take the appointment him- self, as at first intended ? Was he justified in foregoing it, under this unexpected loss ? The same considerations swayed him now as previously ; his own interest versus Frank's health, perhaps life ; but how weighty a balance was now thrown into his own scale ! If ever Oswald had need of a better guidance than his own, he had need of it now. And he was conscious of it. He had many failings, as we all have ; and his pride often stood in his way ; but he had one great and good gift — a conscience that was ever prompting him on the upward way. "No, I will not hesitate," he said to himself. " The necessity for Allister's going remains the same, and he shall go. I must get over this other loss as I best can, though it may be years first, but I won't set my own interest against Allister's life." And so Frank Allister and his sister received no fresh instructions, and they proceeded to Mr. Oswald Cray's that evening, to talk over arrangements, as it had been decided they should ; and they never knew the sacrifice that had been made for them, or had the least suspicion that Mr. Oswald Cray had yielded up the appointment. When Miss Davenal and Sara arrived, Mrs. Benn received them. That errant husband of hers, and valued servant of the firm, was out again. This was not Mrs. Benn's cleaning-day ; but any little extra duty, though it was only receiving a visitor at unusual hours, put her out excessively ; and it was not usual for a levee of ladies to attend the house in an evening. She appeared at the door with the ordinary crusty face and a candle in her hand. "Is Mr. Oswald Cray at home'?" was Neal's demand. "Yes, he is," returned Mrs. Benn, speaking as if the question injured her very much indeed. Neal stepped back to the fly, and opened the door for the ladies to alight. Mrs. Benn stared at the proceedings witli all her eyes. " Well, if this don't beat everything! " she ejaculated, partly to herself, partly to the air. "If he was going to have a party to- night, he might have told me, I think. And that there Benn to go out, and never light the hall-lamp first ! Will he be for ordering tea THE SAME EVENING. 353 for 'em, I wonder? when there ain't nothing hut a hot loaf in the house, and " "Show me to Mr. Oswald Cray's private rooms," came the voice of Miss Davenal as she entered. "This way," returned sulky Mrs. Benn ; " there's one of them there already. The "one of them" must have applied to the assumed evening party, for in the sitting-room sat Jean Allister. Her bonnet was off, her shawl unpinned ; her fair face was serene and contented, as though she were in her own home. Miss Davenal bowed stiffly in her surprise, and rebellious jealousy rose up in Sara's heart. " Is Mr. Oswald Cray not here?" asked Miss Davenal, halting on the threshold. Jean Allister came forward with her good and candid face, and Miss Davenal's reserved tone relaxed. " Mr. Oswald Cray is down- stairs with my brother and another gentleman. They are settling some business together; I don't think they will be very long." Miss Davenal did not hear, but Sara repeated the words to her. They sat down ; and Miss Allister, finding the elder lady was deaf, took her seat by Sara." "I came here to-night to settle particulars about our Spanish journey," explained Jean Allister, as if in apology for being found there. "I am going to live in Spain." Sara heard as one in a dream. Oswald Cray was going to Spain for a lengthened residence : he had told her so when she was in that room a fortnight ago. If Jean Allister was going with him, why then, it must be that they were going to be married imme- diately. Her face flushed, her brow grew moist. In a sort of desperation, in her eager wish to know the worst at once, she turned to Jean Allister. "Are you going with Mr. Oswald Cray?" "I am going with mj- brother." " With— your— brother ! And not with Mr. Oswald Cray?" "No, surely not. How could I go with Mr. Oswald Cray? It would not be proper," she simply added. " I — I thought— I meant as his wife," said poor Sara, all confused in her heart sickness. "I beg your pardon." "As his wife !— Mr. Oswald Cray's ! Nay, but that is an unlikely thing to fancy. I am not suitable to Mr. Oswald Cray. Do you know him?" "Oyes." "Then you might have been sure he would not cast bis thoughts to a plain body like me. Why should he? I am not his equal in position. He has been a brother to Frank, and 1 reverence him beyond any one I know as a good and true friend. That's all. Why did her heart give a great bound at the words, when she Oswald Cray. 23 354 OSWALD CRAY. knew so well that he was lost to her? Oswald Cray came leaping up the stairs, but a mist had gathered before Sara's eyes, and she saw nothing clearly. , "Frank is waiting for you, Jean. He will not come up again. " Does he know about everything ? " "Everything, I think. We have discussed it all, and he will tell you. But he is coming again in the morning." Oswald had spoken as he shook hands with Miss Davenal. An- other moment and they were alone together : the young Scotch lady had left the room. " Mr. Oswald Cray, you must tell me all you know of this unhappy business, from beginning to end," said Miss Davenal. " I have come to you for information, and I beg you to conceal nothing. Is Mark Cray in clanger?" Oswald scarcely knew in what sense to take the word. He hesi- tated as he looked at Miss Davenal. " How has it all come about? Let me hear the whole of it ; the best and the worst. His wife professes to know nothing, and it was of no use my asking her. The water has got into the mine." " It is said to be overflowing it ; but particulars are not yet as- certained," replied Oswald, as he proceeded to speak of what he knew. It was not much, for he was almost as much in the dark as they were. Miss Davenal listened with compressed lips. At the conclusion of the interview, Oswald took Miss Davenal out to the fly upon his arm, placed her in it, and turned to Sara. " The last time I saw you I had a journey in my head," he said in low tones. " I told you I was going to Spain." "Yes." "I am not going now. I have given up the idea. We shall send out a gentleman instead ; my friend, Frank Allister. Good- night ; good-night, Miss Davenal." Severely upright in the carriage sat Miss Davenal, her counte- nance a picture of condemnation for the absent Mark. Only once did she open her lips to Sara opposite to her, and that was as the carriage turned out of the glare and gas of the more populous streets to the quiet one which contained their home. "What would your brother Edward say to this, were he at home ? " What would he say to something else ? As the carriage drew up to the door, a female figure was slowly pacing before it, as if in waiting. And Sara shrank into the remotest corner of the carriage with a shivering dread, for she recognised in her the stranger, Catherine Wentworth HARD LINES FOR DICK. 355 CHAPTER L. HARD LINES FOR DICK. The winter was unusually, terribly severe. In the mind of one it almost seemed as though he had held some mysterious prevision of it ; and that was Oswald Cray. When deliberating, the previous autumn, whether he should go to Spain himself, the thought had often recurred to him — what if we have a sharp winter ?— how will Allister weather it ? And now that the winter, more terribly sharp than even Oswald had dreamt of, had indeed come, he was thankful to have sacrificed his own self-interest for his friend's good. In that more southern climate Allister would not feel the cold of this ; and it almost seemed as if the thought alone brought to Oswald his reward. " Isn't it stunning, Aunt Bett? " You will probably recognise the words as likely to emanate from no one's lips but Mr. Dick Davenal's. Mr. Dick had arrived for the holidays; rather against the inclination as well as the judgment of Miss Bettina, but she did not see her way in courtesy to ex- cluding him. Leopold had been in town with her since October, she and Sara nursing him ; so it would have been unkind to keep Dick at school alone for the holidays. Miss Bettina said London was a bad place for Dick ; he would be getting into all sorts of mischief : perhaps be run over, perhaps lost ; it was uncertain what : but Sara, in her love for the boy, promised to keep him in order and out of harm. A rash undertaking. What of the Great Wheal Bang 1 The Great Wheal Bang had gone for ever ! It had passed out ignobly, never probably to be heard of as a mine again, except in certain law courts, to which some of its angry shareholders persisted in bringing it. Mr. Barker was abroad, and did not return to face the storm ; it appeared there was no law to force him to do so, the matters of the Wheal Bang just escaping it ; and he carried on a free-and-easy correspondence with some of the exasperated shareholders, who told him in their answers that he deserved hanging. And Mark Cray ? Mark Cray was nowhere. The defunct company did their best to find him, but, try as they would, they could not discover his hiding-place. They assumed that he was out of the country, most probably with Barker, and perhaps their home search was, from that very assumption, less minute than it might have been. A danger shunned is always more formidable than one boldly faced ; 356 r OSWALD CRAY. and if Mark Cray had only confronted those shareholders he would no doubt have found their bite less hurtful than their bark. That they were threatening and angry, was true ; but Mark would have done well to meet the worst, and get it over. The luxurious house in Grosvenor Place had long ago been abandoned by Mark and his wife ; and so temporarily had it been occupied, so fleeting had been the enjoyment of carriages, servants, society, and all the other accessories, that altogether that time seemed more like a dream than a reality. " Isn't it stunning, Aunt Bett ? " Dick was standing at the dining-room window, his sparkling eyes devouring the ice in the streets, the tempting slides in the gutters. A young gentleman who was coming to the house with a small tray of meat upon his back had just gone down one beautifully, and Dick longed to be behind him. Leo stepped to the window, and thought he should like it too ; but Leo was not in strong health, as Dick was. "Isn't it what ? " asked Aunt Bett, looking up quickly. "Rain- ing?" " Stunning," roared Dick. "I wish you would learn to speak like a gentleman, Richard, and not use those expressions. If they do for school, they don't do for home.' "I have been oiling my skates this morning," continued Dick. "They are rather short, but they'll do." " Oiling what ? " " My skates. Everything will bear to-day." "Nothing bears in London," said Miss Bettina. "You must not try it, Richard. A great many boys are drowned every winter in the Serpentine." "What muffs they must be ! " returned Dick. "Aunt Bett, the ponds would bear you, if you'd put on a pair of skates and try. They'd bear me a hundred times over. " "Would they?" said Miss Bettina. She turned to Sara, who was busy at the table, and pointed with her finger to Dick. ' ' I will not have him to go into this danger. Do you hear, Sara ? You undertook to keep him out of harm, if he came to us : so see to it. Perhaps the best plan will be to lock up his skates. I don't want to have him brought home drowned." Dick was resentful. He might have broken into open rebellion but for fear of being sent back to finish his holidays at school. He sat in rather a sullen mood, on the edge of a chair, his hands in his pockets, and beating time restlessly on the carpet with his feet. "How it's all altered ! " he exclaimed. " How is what altered V inquired Sara. They were alone then. Miss Bettina had left the room to give Leopold his eleven-o'clock dose of medicine. HARD LINES FOR DICK. 357 ''Since Uncle Richard's time. Why, he bought me those very skates last whiter, when that frost came in November. That is, he sent word to school that I might have them. And then we had no more ice at all ! and Uncle Richard kept wishing through the holi- days there might be some for us ! Ht'd have let us skate." Sara was silent. Tilings had indeed altered since then. "It's an awful shame of Aunt Bett ! The ice stunning, and a fellow can't enjoy it ! Drowned ! She might get drowned herself perhaps, but J shouldn't. Uncle Richard would have let us skate in Hallingham ! " added Dick resentfully. "He wanted us to skate." " But I think it was a little different, Richard dear. Those ponds at Hallingham Avere not deep ; and people do get drowned in the Serpentine. And there's no one to go with you." Dick tossed his head. "Perhaps you think I want some one ! You had better send a nursemaid. Fine holidays these are ! " A few minutes more of sitting still and Dick could stand it no longer. He darted into the passage and snatched his cap. Sara, quick as he, caught him up at the front door. "Dick, it must not be. You know I have answered for you to Aunt Bettina." "All right, Sara. I'm not going near the Serpentine, or any other deep water." " You promise? " " Yes ; on my honour. There ! Why, I haven't got my skates. I'm going up and down the street-slides ; that's all. You can't expect me to sit twirling my thumbs all day in Aunt Bett's parlour, as Leo does." She had no fear then. If Dick once gave his word, or if put upon his honour, he could but be a loj-al knight. Left to himself, no promise extracted from him, he would have decamped right off to the Serpentine, or to anything else sufficiently mischievous and dangerous ; but not now. But Dick "took it out" — the words were his own — in street- slides. All the most attractive ruisseaux within a few miles of home Mr. Dick exercised his legs upon. It required a terrible amount of resolution to keep his promise not to "go near" the forbidden water ; and how long Dick stood in envy, his nose frozen to the park rail- ings as he watched the stream of people pouring towards the ice he never knew. He was not in a good humour ; the slides were very ignoble pastime indeed, only fit for street-boys ; and he thought if there was one gentleman more ill-used than another that day in all Her Majesty's dominions, that one was himself. Mr. Dick stopped out his own time. He knew that he would be expected home about one o'clock to have something to eat ; but as nothing had been expressly said to him, he took rather a savage pleasure in letting them expect, enduring his hunger. He saw a 358 OSWALD CRAY. man selling hot potatoes ; and he bought three and ate them, skins and all. Dick was not in the least troubled with proud notions ; Leo would have looked askance at the tempting edible, and passed on the other side ; Dick hovered round the man's machine whilst he feasted, in the face and eyes of the passers-by. If Miss Davenal had only seen him ! Altogether, what with the slides, the hot potatoes, and temper, Mr. Richard Davenal remained out long after dark. When he began to think it might be as well to return home, and to feel as if he had wolves inside him fighting for their dinner, he was in some obscure and remote region of Chelsea, where the population was more crowded than aristocratic, and the ice was abundant. Hap- pening to cast his eyes upon a clock in a baker's shop he saw that it wanted only twenty-five minutes to six. "My ! " ejaculated Dick in his dismay. Miss Davenal's dinner- hour had been altered from six to five whilst the boys were with her, and Dick had certainly meant to be home to time. He had not thought it so late as this. Dick's hair stood on end, and the wolves fought desperately. " Suppose old Bett should say I shan't have any dinner ! " The shop next door to the baker's was a ham and beef, as they are called : and perhaps Dick's dreadful doubt caused him irresistibly to linger for a fond moment at the window and gaze at the attrac- tions inside. The shopman, in a white apron, was cutting thin slices from a cold round of beef and placing them in the scale. The balance went down, the meat was carefully rolled in white paper, and handed to the customer, a young woman — or rather lady, for she looked like one — whose face was closely veiled. She gave him sixpence and some halfpence in return, but the man did not seem to like the sixpence ; he held it close to the gas and then showed it to her, and she put her veil aside and bent her face nearer whilst she looked at it. If ever Dick Davenal believed he was in a dream he believed so then. For that face was the face of his cousin, Mrs. Cray. Dick could not believe his senses. The shopman apparently decided that the sixpence was a good one, put it into his till, and the lady had left the shop before Dick recovered from his bewilder- ment. He had believed Mr. and Mrs. Cray were abroad. From a shrewd boy Hke Dick it had been impossible to guard the fact that something was wrong. Besides he had heard of the failure of the Great Wheal Bang, and that its promoters were abroad or somewhere. But that was surely Caroline who had left the shop with a paper of meat in her hand ! Dick's spirit went down to zero. However he might condescend to the purchase of hot potatoes, and indulge in similar stray escapades, he did not like to see Caroline buying <•< " >ked meat and carrying it away with her. Dick knew that some- HARD LINES FOR DICK. 359 thing or other must be all wrong, and he suddenly felt as timid as Leo. She crossed the road and went down a by-street, where the lights were scanty and the houses poor. Dick followed her. He saw how tightly her veil was drawn over her face ; and she walked with her head down ; it might be from the cold, or it might be to avoid observation. She turned into a house on the left whose door stood open ; a shabby-looking house, but sufficiently large. Dick, scarcely certain in his own mind yet, deliberated whether he should follow her and show himself : and when he at length went to the door no one was in sight. He took courage and knocked ; and a woman came out of the parlour on the right. " Is Mrs. Cray here ? " asked Dick. "Mrs. who?" " Mrs. Cray. She's just gone in." "There's nobody here of that name. Who's Mrs. Cray? You have mistook the house, young man." Dick had his wits about him, as the saying runs, and they were sufficiently alert to prevent his insisting on the point of its being Mrs. Cray. I'm sure I saw some lady come in," said he. " Mrs. Mark came in a minute ago, for I met her in the passage. First floor if you want her." " Can I go up ? " asked Dick. "That's as you please," returned the woman, who was ill- tempered enough to be first cousin to Mrs. Benn. " The other lodgers in the house is nothing to me, who goes up to 'em or who doesn't." She retreated inside the parlour and slammed the door. Dick stumbled up-stairs in the dark, the words "first floor " guiding him. Some fight came in from a window on the landing, and he distinctly heard Caroline's voice in the front room. Dick-fashion, he burst in without knocking. Caroline gave a scream. She was untying her bonnet, and the paper of meat lay on the table. It was a plain sitting-room carpeted with drugget, a large sofa covered with dark blue stuff seeming to take up one side of it. A white cloth Mas spread on part of the table, with some tea-cups and saucers, a loaf of bread, and some butter. "Caroline, I was sure it was you ! " The first moment of surprise over, Caroline threw herself into a chair and burst into tears. Dick sat down opposite to her and stared round the room in his bewilderment. Poor Dick wis not possessed of any superfluous sentiment, and Caroline's emotion only made him feel awkward. The sighc of a home face was too much for Mrs. Cray. "Is Mark here ?" Dick asked presently. "No." 360 OSWALD C'KAY. Dick glanced round again, but he could see no door except the one by which he had entered. "I'm sure I heard you talking to somebody, Caroline. It made me know which was the room." ' ' I was talking to myself. The words I said were, ' I hope Mark will not be long,' and I suppose I spoke them aloud." A few final sobs, and the emotion passed. Dick was timid, almost nervous, and he never remembered to have been so in his life. A thought crossed the boy's mind of what his Uncle Richard would say, could he see this curious state of things. " Do you live here, Caroline ? " ' ' Yes. We went away in the country for a little time at first ; but it was so out of the way of hearing anything, so dull, so Avretched, that we came back again. Mark thought it would be better to come back pretty near to the old neighbourhood ; there was less chance of our being looked for there than elsewhere." "You don't have all the house." " All the house ! " echoed Caroline. " We only have this room and the use of the kitchen, which I hardly ever go down to. That sofa is a bed," she added, pointing to it. "It is drawn out at night." Dick felt more at sea than ever. " Has Mark got no money ? " Caroline shook her head. "There's a little left; not much. We did not save a thing from Grosvenor Place. People came in and took possession. whilst Mark was away, and I grew frightened and left it. Afterwards, when my clothes were asked for, they sent me a boxful of the plainest I had, and said those were all. I don't know whether it was that they kept the best, or that the maid- servants helped themselves to them. Dick!" she passionately added, "I would rather die than have to bear all this." "Do you have to go out and buy meat?" questioned Dick, unable to get what he had seen out of his head. " A boy waits on the lodgers, the landlady's son, and he goes on errands sometimes. Mark thought we should be safer in a house like this, where there are different lodgers, and one does not inter- fere with the concerns of the others ; we should be less likely to attract notice. In truth we were afraid to venture on a better place where persons might recognise us." "Afraid of what ! " questioned Dick. "I'm sure I hardly know," she answered. "Of his being ar- rested, I suppose." " I say, does Sara know you are here 1 " Caroline shook her head. "I have written her a note twice, saying we are safe ; but Mark would not let me give the address. Aunt Bettina has shaken us off, there's no doubt of that ; she will never forgive Mark." "Forgive him for what ? " HARD LINES FOR DICK. 361 "Oh, altogether," returned Caroline with a gesture of impa- tience. "There was leaving Hallingham, and Sara's money, and other things." " Where is Mark ? " continued Dick. "He won't be long. He strolls out a little after dark, but he does not care to venture abroad by daylight. And so you are up for the holidays, I suppose ? " Dick nodded. "Aunt Bett wouldn't have us at midsummer. But Leo broke his arm, and he wasn't strong, and she sent for him ; and then she said I might come up for Christmas, and we could both go back to school together. I say, wasn't it unkind of her not to have us in the summer ? She said her house was small. Summer holidays are jollier than winter ones, especially when they don't let you go on the ice." Did a remembrance cross Caroline of some one else who would not have them in the summer ? — whose house was not small '! Pro- bably not. Caroline had room and memory only for her own griefs. Since the falling of the blow she had existed in a state of bewilder- ment. The change was so great, the order of things so completely altered, that at times she believed she must be in a prolonged dream, and should shortly wake up to reality. As one who has suddenly been put ashore in a foreign country, where land, customs, people, and tongue are all strange to him, so it was with Caroline Cray. Believe me, I am telling you no untrue story. " How you cough ! " exclaimed Dick, as she was interrupted by a heavy paroxysm, not for the first time. " I caught a bad cold. It was veiy bad for a day or two, and I lay in bed. O Dick ! I wonder if I shall ever have a bedroom again ! " "Couldn't you have a bedroom as well as this room?" sensibly answered Dick. ' ' There was only this room to let when we came here, and we thought it would do. It's tolerably good-looking you see, and we are more to ourselves. Every week, too, we are hoping to leave it." " Where to go to V "I don't know. Mark says something will be sure to turn up." " I say, do they know about this in Barbadoes ? " "Not from us. I dare say Aunt Bettina has taken care to tell them. Is she as deaf as ever, Dick 1 " " She's deafer. And she's getting a regular old woman. What do you think 1 She wouldn't let me go out skating this morning, for fear " A gentleman entered, and Dick's revelations were cut short. The boy looked at him in bewilderment, for he thought he knew him, and yet he did not. It was a full minute before Dick recognised him for Mark Cray. 362 OSWALD CRAY. Formerly Mark had whiskers and no moustache ; now he had a moustache and no whiskers, and his beard was growing, and his face looked longer. He had on blue spectacles too. Altogether, Dick was hardly certain yet. Mark did not seem glad to see him. In manner he rather appeared to resent the accident which had discovered them to Dick, than to feel pleasure at it. Caroline made the tea, and asked Dick to partake of it. But Dick declined. And no one, perhaps, would have given careless Dick credit for the motive, or for the real self-denial that it was to a hungry boy. He had somehow come to a conclusion that Mr. and Mrs. Cray had not too much for themselves, and he would not lessen it. "I can't stay now," he said, rising. " I shall have Aunt Bett at me as it is. Good-night, Mr. Cray ; good-night, Caroline. " Mr. Cray followed him down stairs. ' ' You must be very cautious not to say that you found us here," he said. " Can we depend upon you ? " "As if you couldn't ! " returned Dick. " I know ! A fellow of ours at school has a big brother, and he has to be in hiding nine months at least out of every year. I'll tell nobody but Sara. " He vaulted off, or perhaps Mark Cray's injunction might have extended itself to Sara especially. When he reached home, Miss Bettina, who had believed nothing less than that he was drowned, and had sent Neal to a circuit of police-stations, met him in the corridor, followed by Sara and Leo. " You ungrateful boy ! Where have you been ? " " Don't, Aunt Bettina ! No need to seize hold of me in that way. I have only been sliding. I haven't been to the water." "You shall go back to school to-morrow," said Miss Bettina, as she turned into the dining-room. Dick caught his cousin by the arm. "You be off after Aunt Bett, Leo; I want to speak to Sara. I say," he continued in a whisper, as Leo obeyed him, "I have seen Caroline and Mark Cray ! " " Nonsense, Dick ! Why did you stay out so and frighten us ? " ' ' I have. I should have been in earlier but for that. Frightened ? How stupid you must all be ! As if I couldn't take care of myself. I saw Carine in a beef shop, buying some cold meat, and I watched where she went to, and I've been there for half-an-hour, and I saw Mark. He has shaved off his whiskers, and wears blue " " Hush ! " breathed Sara, as Dorcas came up-stairs. "You must tell me later." WEARY DAYS. 363 CHAPTER LT. WEARY DAYS. The bitterness of winter passed away, and when the lovely spring came round again little trace was left of its effects, save in the re- membrance of those in whose homes sickness, or privation, or death, had been busy. Two of those visitations had been rife in the house of Caroline Cray : sickness and privation. Perhaps you noticed Caroline's reply to Dick's question as to whether Mark had no money. There was a little left, she said, not much. Left from what ? Dick did not ask. If ever an unfortunate company had come to grief more com- pletely than other unfortunate companies, it was surely that noted one, the Great Wheal Bang. Sympathising friends — Barker's and Mark's — were wont to assure those gentlemen that they had "man- aged wretchedly : " and if we may dare to assume that the reproach was levelled at the fact of their having secured nothing for them- selves, it was a right one. On the day that Mark Cray went up to the offices for the last time he had only a trifling sum about him : Caroline had even less in her own purse ; and that was all. Barker's precaution had secured the diamond ring and studs, and these were converted into money, Mark and Barker equally dividing the spoil. Barker, with his share, took a little tour abroad whilst the cloud blew over ; Mark, as you have seen, went into hiding, and lived upon his part as long as it held out. Yes, it was an unhappy fact, very debasing indeed after all the glory of Grosvenor Place, lowering as you may feel it to be to this history, that Mr. Mark Cray hid himself by day, and slipped out to take the air at dusk in a moustache and blue spectacles. Mark Cray could only be a coward in the hour of trial ; he ran away from the danger instead of facing it. To look a difficulty in the face was not in the nature of Mark Cray. He scarcely understood what he was afraid of ; he did not know what they could do to him — whether imprison him, or make him a bankrupt, or what ; and Mark would rather have jumped into the sea than ascertain. He was like a child who runs from a dark closet, and dare not ascertain whether cause for terror exists or not. Some of us, my friends, have been terribly frightened at shadows. When this state of affairs was to end, and what was to get Mark- out of his difficulty, he did not at present see. As long as tin; money lasted he was not unduly anxious. He had great faith in something "turning up; " he had unlimited faith in Barker ; and 364 OSWALD CRAY. Barker's letters were pretty frequent, and in the highest degree cheering. Barker happened to have a cousin of about the nine- teenth remove, settled at Honfleur, in Normandy, and Barker had steered for the same port, and seemed to be living at ease there. Towards the close of winter he wrote word to Mark that he had something good in contemplation, connected with Paris, and if it came to anything Mark should share in it. But when Mark's money was gone things changed. He grew restless and gloomy. He could not starve, he could not go to the workhouse : he must do something. Miss Bettina Davenal would not help them. She said she could not — perhaps with justice. Leopold Davenal had been an expense to her, and was so still. He went back to school after the Christmas holidays with Dick, but he was not strong yet, and sundry expensive extras were provided for him out of her purse. That was not much : but a heavier expense had fallen upon her : for she had repaid Mr. Wheatley the two hundred pounds borrowed by Sara. Sara had disclosed to her aunt the fact of borrowing it, and in her pride Miss Bettina had made a sacrifice and repaid the sum. She had none left to bestow on Mark ; there was clearly no help to be had from her. And Caroline ? You can take a look at her as she sat in the sun, which was shining into the room this bright day in early April. Perhaps you remember a remark Dr. Davenal once made — that Caroline was not one, as he believed, to bear the adversities of life. Dr. Davenal was quite right : neither physically nor mentally did they agree with poor Caroline. I don't know whether any one falls ill at once under a great shock. Caroline had not done so. When it fell upon her she was too stunned, too utterly surprised, to be anything but bewildered. It may be questioned if a change so sudden — from seemingly assured prosperity to hiding and disgrace and poverty — has ever fallen upon any one before. You may feel inclined to question it in this in- stance ; nevertheless, I repeat that I am telling you the simple truth. The reaction had come now, and Caroline Cray gave way painfully. The cough that Dick remarked upon had left her ; but she would lie back in her chair all day, and it seemed almost impos- sible to get her out of it. But if the body was at rest the mind was only the more active. Caroline's hours, in point of fact, were pretty equally divided between outward complaint and inward lamentation. Such lamen- tation is nearly always rebellious, and so was hers. The blow had been so complete ; the change was so very great ! All that pomp and vanity, all the luxuries, the carelessness, the pleasure attendant on that one past sunny wave in life's ocean, to have given place to this ! Perhaps the worst mortification, looking back, was that the play now seemed to have been so unreal ; as if they had had no right to indulge in it, were fools to have embarked in it, worse than fools to WEARY DAYS. 365 have believed in it. Mortified, fretful, miserable, Caroline Cray seemed to live only in repining and repentance. Mark was different. He neither repined nor repented ; he was always restless, always expecting something to turn up ; and he would stalk up and down the room, giving utterance to all sorts of wild visions of what he would do were he only clear of the world and the Great Wheal Bang. As he was doing now. Whilst Caroline sat listless and inert in her chair, Mark was indulging a dream of the future, sanguine as a child. He had lately taken to consult the newspapers, and one tempting advertisement in particular had attracted him. Mark Cray was gaining that experience which comes inevitably in a life of vicissitude ; he had yet to learn how many of these advertisements are only traps for the unwary, how next to impossible it is to be the one successful applicant, if they are genuine. But ever and anon Mark's dream was brought unpleasantly to a break, as the recollec- tion intruded itself upon him that he was not a free man. " You see, Carine, if I were only clear of that resentful company, there are a hundred good things to be picked up. I'm sure there's a dozen at least in the paper every day. That's a splendid thing I know, that one advertisement of this morning ; any fellow securing that " "Where's the use of talking of it 1 " interrupted Carine. " It all comes to nothing. You know you are not clear of the company." She spoke in fretful, peevish tones. Just at first, Mark's san- guine visions of rising again more gloriously than ever, like a phoenix from its ashes, had somewhat infected her, but she was learning what they were worth : as she had just said, " it all came to nothing." Utterly weary was her spirit. Hope deferred maketh the heart sick ; but hope destroyed — and it had come to that with Caroline Cray — maketh it die. Physical privation tells terribly on the mind as well as on the body, and it was telling upon her. They were almost starving. What made it worse for Caroline was, that hers was a constitution requiring the best of nourishment. The Davenals were a healthy race, but there had been a taint in her mother's blood. These physical priva- tions would alone have made Caroline fretful : and she could not help it. " I shall be clear of it soon," said Mark. "But how?" Even sanguine Mark could not detail the precise means by which the emancipation was to be accomplished. "Oh, somehow," said he, in his careless way. " The company must wind itself up." " Why can't you apply to Oswald? " He shook his head very decisively. " I can't face him. And if I did, he wouldn't assist me. He has lost too much, and is sure to bear malice." 366 OSWALD CRAY. " Are we to go on like this for ever? " " I hope we shan't go on so for a month. I wish you wouldn't talk so, Caroline."^ " How am I to talk ? You have been saying the same all along." " Well, it's of no use looking on the dark side of things. You are always doing it now." Caroline was silent for a few moments, when she suddenly lifted her hands, and her voice broke into a passionate wail: " Oh, if that money had been only settled on me, as Uncle Richard wished ! This must be a judgment upon us for defying his last commands." "Rubbish!" said Mark. "Are we to go out in the street and beg?" she plaintively asked. " Are you going to be a child? One must come in for a rub or two through life, Caroline. Barker has been down upon his beam ends five or six times, just as much as we are, but it has always come right again. " She relapsed into a fit of weeping ; half her hours, in bed and up, were so spent. Mark had ceased either to soothe or reproach ; he had tried both, but ineffectually ; and now was fain to let her weep, simply because he was helpless to prevent it. Mark Cray could not be unkind ; he was not that ; but he was hardly the right sort of husband for adversity. Shallow-minded, shallow-hearted, possessed of no depth of feeling, there seemed something wanting in him now. He did his best to cheer his wife ; but the result was not satisfactory. These fits of weeping would sometimes go on to hysterics ; sometimes stopped just short of it. As this one stopped. Caroline suddenly roused herself and looked round wearily at the mantel- piece, as if there were a timepiece there, perhaps in momentary forgetfulness. Grosvenor Place had been rich in them ; elegant bijoux, worth no end of money. " I wish Sara would come ! " " Sara ?" repeated Mark, halting in his monotonous promenade. " I wrote to her to come." She spoke the words half-defiantly. Sara, in consequence of the discovery of Mr. Dick Davenal, had been to see them once ; but she was not encouraged to repeat the visit. Mark especially was against it. " If we have them coming here, we may get dropped upon," he had said to his wife; "it would never do." But poor Caroline, wearied out by the wretched loneliness that seemed to continue month after month, with no end in view, had at length written to her cousin. "Why did you not tell me, Caroline ? " "You might have forbidden me." "It's just what I should have done. We don't want her here. What good will she do?" WEARY DAYS. 367 "What good will anything in the world do? I wish I was out of it ! ' Mark Cray began to ask himself the question whether the expected visit could be stopped now. He had an intense dislike to meeting Sara Davenal ; we all shrink from meeting those whom we have injured directly or indirectly. But the question was set at rest by Sara's entrance, and Mark, after a short greeting, disappeared. All Caroline did for the first quarter-of-an-hour was to sob hysterically. Sara, in slighter mourning now, unfastened the white crape strings of her straw bonnet, and sat over her in dismay, her sweet face full of compassion for the change she saw. "I want to know how it is all to end," were the first distinct words Caroline uttered. " Am I to stay here till I die 1 " A question difficult for Sara to answer. ' ' Is Mark doing nothing I " she asked. "He is doing nothing. He can't do anything whilst that Wheal Bang business hangs over him. If that were settled, there are fifty things he might get into. And if it can't be settled, we may both of us as well die at once as be famished to death. For that's what it would come to. Those poor creatures that shut themselves up with the fumes of charcoal are not so much to blame, after all.'' "Caroline!" " Well, I mean it," returned Caroline, sullen tones beginning to mingle with her sobs. "It is all very well for you to exclaim ' Caroline ! ' as if I were mad ; but you don't know what sorrow is. No one does until poverty comes." Sara thought that there were worse sorrows to be borne in the world than poverty. And she was right, bad as poverty, to those unaccustomed to it, undoubtedly is. "What can I do fur you?" she gently asked. "Here we are, buried alive, and no one comes near us ! Sara, if you only knew how I yearn for a home face ! — how I lie and weep for it ! " "Mark — and you also— said I must not come, lest it might lead to discovery." " Neither must you, I suppose. At least, not often. But some- times I think it would be well if discovery happened. There would be an end to this uncertainty at any rate. What is Mark to do if the thing can't get settled ? " She asked the question in strange earnestness, and Sara was struck with the yearning beauty of the lifted face, of the wasting form. The violet eyes were larger than of yore, the cheeks were of a delicate crimson, and the hands were long and white and thin. " But can it not get settled ? " returned Sara. "We have nothing to eat, you know. That is, thei-e's bread, and that sort of food ; but I can't eat it. Mark will dine on bread and cheese, or bread and butter ; and he really does not seem 368 OSWALD CRAY. to mind ; but I can't. Sara ! if I could only have one good dinner ! " Sara caught up her breath. What comfort could she give 1 "Sometimes, when I am sick with hunger I lie and imagine the dinners we used to sit down to in Grosvenor Place. I imagine it, you know ; that they are before me now, and I am eating them. Turkey and bread sauce, or salmon and lobster sauce — it's almost always substantial things that I think of, I suppose because of my hunger — and I quite seem to taste them, as if they were before me. Sara, it is quite true." Sara Davenal had heard the doctor speak of some kinds of hunger as a disease, and could only suppose this must be one. ' ' I wish — 1 wish I could help you," she murmured. "You can't, I know. You have it not in your power, and Aunt Bettina won't help ; she's implacable. I did not send for you to ask it. But, Sara, there's Oswald Cray. If you would ask him, perhaps he might do something for Mark." The words startled her. " Ask Oswald Cray ! " "1 think if he would listen to any one, it is you. I don't forget how fond he used to be of you in the days gone by. Indeed, I used to think — but I was wrong, I suppose, so let it pass. Oh, Sara, you'll ask him for my sake ! Don't abandon us quite. I think he might help Mark out of this difficulty. Perhaps he might see the company, and get them to be friendly with Mark ; or perhaps he would pay a few of Mark's pressing debts. It might not take much money." " But why cannot Mark ask him ? " ' ' He won't. Mark would rather it came to the charcoal — not that anything of that sort would ever be in his line — than apply to Oswald. There was some trouble between them about the money Oswald put into the mine, and Mark has kept away from him ever since. That is just why I have sent for you. Mark will not apply to Oswald : no, not if it were to save him from prison ; and I don't feel well enough to go, and my bonnet's shabby. Oh, Sara, when a recollection comes over me-*-and it is always coming— of the charming things I had, and how foolishly they were abandoned, I feel as if I should go mad. Any way, unless a change takes place, I shall not want clothes or anything else very long. Sara, surely you will do for us so trifling a thing as this ! " To pursue the interview would be waste of time. When Sara Davenal quitted her cousin it was with a promise to see Oswald Cray. Very much indeed did she shrink from it ; as much as she had shrunk from those interviews with Mr. Alfred King : but she saw no other way of helping them ; and in truth she did not anticipate that much would come of this. Mouey seemed to be wanted everywhere. Miss Bettina com- plained sadly of being short of it ; the money repaid to Mr. WEARY DAYS. 369 Wheatley had crippled her for the moment : and Captain Davenal's letters to Sara dwelt on his embarrassments. They told her privately how "hard up " he was, and in his random way said he should have to run away to Australia and dig for gold, unless some dropped shortly from the clouds. Captain Davenal's wife, as it turned out, was only an heiress in prospective ; but he appeared excessively fond of her, anxious to supply her with every luxury : and we all know that a married captain's pay, without other means, does not furnish luxuries in India. His wife ! Over and over again Sara asked herself how it was possible Edward could have married her, how he could speak of her in the fond manner that he did, if there really existed that impediment. All the trouble and care seemed to fall upon herself individually — upon her own hidden heart. So long as there existed a grain of doubt, she could not speak of this to Edward ; and, besides, the letter might fall into the hands of his young wife. Personally, Sara had not been annoyed by Catherine Wentworth. Occasionally through the winter and spring she had seen this young woman hovering outside waiting for Neal ; twice she had come boldly to the house, knocked, and asked for him. Miss Bettina's keen eyes had seen her once. "Is it one of your nieces, Neal 1 " she graciously asked ; "pray, invite her in." "Oh, no, ma'am, she is no relative of mine," returned Neal, with pointed emphasis. Sara's breath had quickened, but it ended there. She was sur- prised at this immunity from personal annoyance, and wondered how long it would be hers. It was rather a remarkable coincidence that Oswald Cray should be at the door when Sara returned from her visit to Caroline. About once in three months he made a polite call on Miss Davenal. Sara met him turning away : Miss Davenal was out, and he had left his card. He would have passed her after shaking hands — his visit was not to her— but Sara detained him, her cheeks in a glow at having to do it. " It is very strange," she exclaimed. " I was only now thinking how I could best get to see you. Do you mind coming in with me for five minutes?" He returned with her, perhaps all too willingly. A great many of us are tempted to stray from the strict line of duty marked out in our own minds. Sara led the way to the drawing-room, and told him where she had been, and what Caroline said. The declining sun — for the afternoon was drawing towards its close — fell on Oswald as he sat listening to her. It was the same noble face that she had so loved to look upon— calm, still, good; but somehow all its youth seemed to have passed away. The eyes had a look in them of habitual sadness : a few silver threads mingled with the dark chestnut hair. She simply repeated Mrs. Cray's words, almost as a child repeats a lesson : throwing no persuasive Oswald Cray. 24 370 OSWALD CRAY. tone, no pleading of her own into it, for she felt that she had no right to do so. "Did Mark Cray wish you to ask me this ? " he inquired, as she ceased the tale. ' ' Not Mark ; only Caroline. By what she said, I fancy Mark Cray feels — feels ashamed to ask you anything." "And well he may," answered Oswald, the old look of pride unpleasantly crossing his face. ' ' I could have borne almost any- thing better from Mark than deliberate deceit. I cannot, no I cannot forgive it." Neither spoke for a few moments. Sara had untied her bonnet- strings, and sat with her face a little bent, the eyes raised to him in their simple trust. He had one glove off ; it was a black one ; and he was gently swaying it as his elbow rested on the arm of the chair. ' ' I cannot quite understand what it is that Mrs. Cray would ask me. She cannot seriously expect that I should pay Mark's debts. His personal debts alone would take, I imagine, a far deeper purse than mine. I am only making my way upwards, and Mark has taken care to throw me back to an extent I shall not readily recover. Pay Marcus Cray's debts ! It is not within my power, any more than it would be within my will." Sara was silent, save for a glance. It said how foolish she her- self had thought the demand. ' ' I very much fear that Mark Cray is one of those men who want others to ' pay their debts ' throughout life," he resumed. " There are such men. Were he free to-morrow he would be embarrassed again in a year. To assist such men is no charity." ' ' Do you think anything can be done to clear him of the com- pany ? "Not whilst he keeps aloof. Mark himself must know it to be impossible, or ought to know it. The only chance for these affairs to be wound up is for him and Barker to come forward." "Yes, I thought so," she answered. "But — Caroline tells me — they are nearly starving ! " " More shame to Mark ! " exclaimed Oswald. " I cannot describe to you how this affair has pained me. Mark is my father's son, and his disgrace seems to be reflected upon me. His hiding himself is the worst part of it all. Whilst he does so he is only prolonging the trouble. Believe me, it would not be a kindness to help Mark. Lot him come forward as a man and a gentleman ought to do ; that would be the best help to him." Sara felt that he was right ; but she felt also that Mark would not come forward ; and what was to be the ending ? " They are living in one room ; it is at — — " "Don't tell it me ! " impulsively interrupted Oswald, something like anger in his tone. "I would not for the world be made SOMETHING AT LAST. 371 cognisant of Marcus Cray's hiding-place. People have come to me for it times out of number ; and I am thankful to assure them in all truth that I do not know it " He rose, as if wishing to put an end to the subject, and held out his hand to Sara. " At least you will forgive me for presuming to trouble you so far," she murmured. " I could not help it : Caroline besought me very piteously." His dark blue eyes, so earnestly bent on her, gave sufficient answer, even without the pressure of the hand, the tender tones of the quietly spoken words. ' ' You should not speak of it in that light. If you only knew how great a pleasure you give me whenever you ask me anything ! I had almost said it is the only one left to me in my matter-of-fact life. You and I have none too much of happiness ; it seems to me that we both have to suffer for the wrong-doing of others," CHAPTER LII. SOMETHING AT LAST. You might have painted the group in Mark Cray's room to-day, if ( mly by way of contrast to that of yesterday. The occupants were the same : Mark, his wife, and Sara Davenal ; but the contrast lay in expression, in the tone of feeling. Yesterday it had been nothing but gloom, depression, almost despair ; to-day it was all hope and hilarity. The cloud had disappeared from the faces of Mark and his wife, to give place almost to gaiety. On Sara's there was a look of pleasure, mingled with perplexity, as if she would rejoice with them, but as yet scarcely understood what there was to rejoice at. Poor Mark Cray ! The very slightest straw was sufficient to send his sanguine spirit into the clouds. All this change had been wrought by a letter from Barker, which the eleven o'clock post had brought. Barker, who was another of Mark's stamp, had suddenly dis- covered, or thought he had discovered, that an English doctor was wanted in Honfleur. He wrote over to Mark, strongly recommend- ing him to come over and establish himself, and to lose no time, lest the opening should be snapped up. "There's a goodish many English here," said the letter, "and not the ghost of an English doctor. If an Englishman falls ill he must die, unless he chooses to call in a French surgeon, and tho chances are he'll bleed him to 372 OSWALD CRAY. death. If you'll believe me, they bled a young English lady this week for measles ! She seemed ill, and her friends called in a Monsieur Somebody, with a name as unpronounceable as that mine of ours, and he looked at her, and asked a few questions, said he thought she was sickening for some disorder or other, and therefore would bleed her. Well, he did bleed her, and ordered her some drink, called tisean, or some such name — I always shirked my French at school — which it's my belief is made of nothing but sugar and water. Bleeding for measles ! The English say to me : ' What a boon it would be if we had a countryman established here as a doctor ! ' So Mark, old fellow, I thought of you ; and my advice to you is, try it until something better turns up. I'm off to Paris shortly, but I'll stop here and welcome you first, if you decide to come. I know you hate your profession, and so do I, or I might try the opening myself ; but if you don't mind taking it up as a tem- porary thing, I think you may manage to find enough practice to get along with. Living's cheap over here, and the scenery's lovely, though the town isn't much. Havre is only twenty minutes' distance by steamer ; it's over the water — the manche, as they call it ; and Harfleur lies next to it, still nearer to us. We have an English church, you can tell Mrs. Cray, if she's particular upon the point ; we had a splendid sermon last Sunday, preached by a stranger. Altogether, it seems to me to be worth your thinking about under present circumstances, and when the horizon has cleared a little, you can leave the place as readily as you come to it." And this was the golden bait by which Mark had been tempted. Perhaps to a man "under his present circumstances," as Mr. Barker put it, it did look promising. Estimating things by comparison, it looked more than well. That one present room he was in, the dinnerless days, the blue spectacles, and all the rest of the little disagreeables at which we have slightly hinted were things to be fiown from with the fleetest wings, if they could be exchanged for the position of a flourishing doctor in Honfleur. Mark was on his exalted ropes again, and his wife seemed to have thrown off her sorrow and her ailments. The first consideration was money. This desirable place could not be reached without it. Even sanguine Mark allowed that. Just a little, to admit of their getting there, and a pound or so to pay for lodgings, and carry them ^:i until his patients came in. He and his wife were deep in the difficulties of the matter when Sara interrupted them. She had come to tell Caroline of her want of success with Oswald Cray. But Caroline was in no mood to listen to anything that savoured <>f failure, and Sara's news was overwhelmed by the other. Barker's letter was read to her, and Mark enlarged upon it in his sanguine strain. " I knew something would turn up," said he. " Barker's a right SOMETHING AT LAST. 313 good fellow not to keep it himself. Those continental towns are charming, if you can put up with the sameness : of course they get a little monotonous after a time. Not all though. We stopped three months in Boulogne once, before my father's death, and were sorry to come away from it. Only think how this will set Carine up, after all the late bother." " I fear Honfieur is a small place to support a medical man." observed Sara, who could look at the proposal more dispassionately than the other two. "It's a lovely place," fired Mark. "Barker says so. It's re- nowned in history. If the places he mentions are not of note, I'd like to know what are. History tells us that ! Why, it was from Harfleur that the children of one of the kings set sail and were over- taken by a storm and drowned, and the poor old father never was seen to smile again. I'm sure I remember having to learn that in my history. Honfleur a small place ! Not support a doctor ! You must be saying it fer the purpose, Sara ! " "Well, Mark, I don't think it is large ; but what I meant was, large enough to support an English doctor. Are there enough English living there to do that ? " "Of course there are," returned Mark, whose sanguine mood re- sented nothing more than a check. "Would Barker say there was an opening if there wasn't ? " She could have retorted that Barker had no more judgment than Mark ; but it was utterly useless, and she held her tongue. Besides, she did hope that Mark might pick up some practice, and any change seemed an improvement upon the present state of things. It seemed that there was only Oswald to apply to in the diffi- culty, and Sara was asked to do it. She declined. Upon which Caroline, defiantly — for she was angry with her — said she would go to him herself. She kept her resolution. At the dusk of evening, not before, Caroline Cray took her way to Parliament Street, her step quick, her mood still defiant ; not against anybody in particular, but against the whole world save herself and Mark. But when she came in view of the house she slackened her pace, going on slowly and cautiously, as one who wishes to reconnoitre the ground beforehand. What was she afraid of ? Of meeting any of the wrathful shareholders of the Great Wheal Bang ? If so, it was surely a singular coincidence that one of them should at that very moment be at Oswald Cray's door. He was being shown out by a lady in an inverted bonnec. Caroline recognised him at once as a Major Pratt, rather an extensive shareholder. Some acquaintanceship had sprung up between him and Mark, and the Major had dined twice in Grosvenor Place. Mrs. Cray shrank into the shade, and drew her veil tighter over her face. He passed without seeing her, and 374 OSWALD CRAY. Mrs. Benn, after taking a look out up and down the street, closed the door after him. Suffering a few moments to elapse, Caroline went to the door and knocked. Mrs. Benn had just reached her kitchen, and it went very much against the grain of that amiable lady's temper to have to go up again. Throwing open the door, she confronted the applicant, opposition in every line of her face, in every movement of her working arms, bared to the elbow. "I want to see Mr. Oswald Cray." "You want to see Mr. Oswald Cray!" repeated Mrs. Benn, the closely-drawn veil completing her ire. Well, that's modest ! When folks come here they ask if they can see him — and that's pretty bold for young women. What might you want, pray ? " "I want him" angrily returned Caroline. "Is he at home? If so, show me into his presence." Something in the refinement of the voice, in its tone of com- mand, struck on the ear of Mrs. Benn. But she was at warfare with the world that evening, and her prejudices were uncon- querable. "I don't know about that. The other night a lady walked herself here, as bold as could be, and said she wanted to see Mr. Oswald Cray ; and when I let her in, it turned out that she had got some smuggled cambric handkerchiefs to sell, and she kept worriting of him to buy for at least ten minutes. ' Mrs. Benn, ' says he to me afterwards in his quiet way, ' I don't want them sort of people showed in to me.' But Oh, so it is you, is it, Joe Benn ? I wonder . you come home at all ! You have been two mortal half-hours gone, and nothing but visitors tramping in and out. Perhaps you'll attend to 'em." Caroline turned instinctively to the respectable-looking man who approached the door. ' ' I wish to see Mr. Oswald Cray. My business is of importance." "Certainly, ma'am. Is Mr. Oswald Cray alone?" he asked of his wife. "Yes, he is alone. And I should think he'd like to remain alone, if only for a moment's peace and quiet. He can't get no rest at his work, any more than I can at mine." She stood before Oswald with her veil thrown back, her face working with emotion, her hands clasped. The table was between them. Benn had closed the door after showing her in, and Oswald, who was busy over some tracings, rose and stared in very astonishment. She gave a summary of her business in a rapid, breathless manner, as if fearing there would be no time left to tell it in. Mark had at length an opening of escape from the present misery, if he could only be helped to it. A surgeon was wanted at Sonfleur, and the vacancy was offered to him. Oswald pressed her to a chair, sat down, and questioned her. SOMETHING AT LAST. 375 "Why does not Mark come forward and show himself?" ho presently asked. "Come forward and show himself!" she repeated. "What, and get put into prison? " ' ' He must come, sooner or later. He cannot remain a pro- scribed man all his life. What end has he in view by remaining concealed ? What does he promise himself by it ? " "I don't know." " But Mark ought to know. He must be aware that there's an imperative necessity for his coming forward ; that it is a thing there is no escaping from. What does he wait for 1 " " He says he wants the storm to blow over first." " The storm will not blow over. Were Mark to hide himself for ten years, and then appear, it would only raise itself again. The very best thing that he can do is to appear and face it. " "Then he never will — at least, not yet. And, Oswald, I don't think you are a brother if you can wish him to do it. But I did not come here to discuss that" she added. " I came to ask if you would lend me — me, not Mark — the trifle necessary to take us across the water. I will pay you back again if I have to save it up by sixpences." She beti-ayed more restlessness of manner than Oswald had ever observed. Since her entrance she had been incessantly taking off and putting on her left-hand glove. He thought her changed. Her face looked worn, her eyes anxious. " It would be doing you no kindness, Mrs. Cray. Believe me, the only plan open to Mark is to come forward and meet the company. His staying away makes things worse. Major Pratt was here just before you came in, asking if I could give him news of Mark. I am tempted to wish often that I had no connection with him. Tell him to face this." "I will not tell him," she answered, her cheeks crimson, her violet-blue eyes shining. "If you will not advance me these few pounds that I plead to you for, there will be nothing for us but to lie down and die. I have not " — she paused, struggling with her emotion — "I have not had a proper meal these three months ; I feel often sick from want of food. Sometimes I wish I was with Uncle Richard." Oswald hesitated, whether to ring at once for refreshment or fco wait until her emotion had spent itself. He compassionated her with his whole heart. " What would ten or twenty pounds be to you ! " she resumed. " Ten might take us there ; twenty would seem a fortune. Won't you give us a chance of life 1 " " It is not the money I think of ; it is not indeed, Mrs. Cray. But Mark ought not to go to Honfleur while these clouds are hanging over him." 376 OSWALD CRAY. " Let me have the money," she pleaded, "let me have it. I don't want you to give it me to-night, only to promise it to me. Uncle Richard would have done as much for you." What was he to do ? What would you have done, my reader ? Upright, honourable, just though he was, he did not resist those tearful eyes, those pleading hands, and he promised her the money that would carry Mark Cray farther and farther away from his creditors. " And now what will you take ? " he asked, ringing the bell. ' ' Nothing. I don't think I am as strong as I was ; and in moments of excitement I feel unable to touch bit or drop. Wine 1 no, I am not strong, I say ; I am not used to wine now ; only half a glass of it, and I should scarcely walk home." He did not intend that she should walk, he told her ; and he in- duced her to take a very little wine, but she could eat nothing. Then he gave her his arm down-stairs. Mrs. Benn met them in the hall. Caroline hastily drew her veil over her face, but not before the woman had caught a glimpse of her features. Oswald let himself out at the door, and shut it after him, and Mrs. Benn backed against the wall to recover her amaze- ment. ' ' Mrs. Cray ! — his brother's wife ! they that are in hiding ! And the last time she was here it was in a coach and four, as may be said, with feathers in her bonnet and satins on her back ! What a world this is for change — and work ! Yes she have just gone out, that there lady, Joe Benn, and the master with her. And you not up to open the door ! " CHAPTER LIU. AT HONFLEUR. It was an exquisite scene ; one of the very prettiest in Normandy. The old town with its ancient and irregular buildings rising one over the other like hanging gardens ; the expanse of water, clear as crystal, bright with the early sun, stretching as far as the eye could reach ; the hills on the right, with their clustering trees and their winding road, leading to the nestling village of St. Sauveur ; Har- fleur opposite with its old castle (or what looked like one) conspicu- ous, its sloping mounts green and picturesque ; Havre lying next to it, with its innumerable buildings and its long harbour ; — these were what may be called the prominent features of the canvas ; but were you looking steadily at it you might find the details of the AT HONFLEUK. 377 filling-in even more interesting. The whole made a magnificent tableau, which, once seen, must rest upon the charmed mind for ever. The Hotel du Cheval Blanc, situated at one end of the town, was perhaps the best spot in all Honfleur for admiring this panorama — unless, indeed, you mounted the heights above. Standing in one of the end rooms of this hotel on the second-floor, whose windows com- manded two aspects of view, the town and the water, was a gentle- man whom you have met before. You could not have mistaken it for anything but a French room, with its bare floor, its dainty cur- tains, and its white-covered chairs. The tables had marble tops, hard and ugly, but the piano opposite to the fireplace was tolerable in tone. It was the best of the two sitting-rooms in the hotel ; better than the one on the first floor underneath, because these windows were low and cheerful, and those were high and gloomy. This room and a chamber into which it opened looked right over to Harfleur. For the matter of that, the room opened into two chambers, but the one was closed up just now, and we have nothing to do with it. Like most French rooms, it seemed made up of doors and windows. The gentleman standing at the window was Mark Cray. Resident at Honfleur more than a month now, this was the first time he had been called in to a patient. A traveller had been taken ill at the Cheval Blanc in the middle of the night, had asked if there was an English doctor in the place, and Mark was summoned. It was rather a serious case, and Mark had not yet left him. The door between the rooms was open, but Mark kept as still as a mouse ; for the patient, he hoped, was dropping into a dose. Mark had occupation enough, looking out on the busy scene. It was high tide, and the harbour, close to which the hotel was built, was alive with bustle. Fishing-boats were making ready to go out ; others were coming in with their night's haul. The short pier underneath had quite a crowd on it for that early hour ; women with shrill tongues, men with gruff voices, who were waiting to tow in a merchant vessel drawing near ; many idlers only looking on,- — the babel came right up to Mark, and had he been rather more familiar with the Norman tongue he might have known what all the gabbling was about. A cpiiet Avedding-party, three men and three women, were taking a walk on the pier, two and two, after the per- formance of the early ceremony ; or perhaps it had been performed the previous day, and this was the continuation of the holiday, — one never knows ; the women's gala caps — such caps as we may see in pictures — flapped their extraordinary wings : a sober, middle- aged, well-conducted wedding-party of humble life. They probably came, Mark thought, from some few miles inland, where the water and the boats were not everyday objects, as at Honfleur, for their interest in these seemed intense. Every minute there was some- 378 OSWALD CRAY. thing new, as is sure to be the case with a full tide at early morning. Now, an entanglement of boats at the entrance of the harbour ; now, the snapping of a cord and a deafening noise in consequence ; and 'now a flat barge, heavily laden, went rounding off to the Seine, to toil up between its green banks as far as Rouen. Suddenly a sound of throbbing and splashing, and Mark, who was watching the toiling barge and wondering what she was laden with, turned his gaze to the left. The steamer plying from Havre was coming in — had almost reached the port. She had made a fine passage that morning : not twenty-five minutes yet since she had steamed out of Havre. The arrival and departure of these steam- ers, twice each way in summer, is the great event in Honfleur life. In she came to the harbour, swiftly and steadily, rounded the point under the hotel windows, and moored in her place opposite the hotel entrance. Mark Cray changed his window now. Quitting that at which he had been standing, he quietly opened the one which faced the town and inner harbour, and leaned out to watch the disembarking of the steamer's live freight. ' ' I wonder how many of them will be coming into the hotel to breakfast," he murmured. "I wish " What he was about to wish was never known. A voice from the inner room interrupted him. And it was not by any means a feeble voice, but rather a loud one. "Mr. Cray !" Mark hastened in. To his surprise he saw his patient, whom he had left in hope of sleep, out of bed and dressing himself. Mark, as medical attendant, made a strong remonstrance. " I feel a great deal better," was the answer. " I can't lie there any longer. Is not that the boat come in ? " ' ' Yes, " said Mark. ' ' But ' ' "Well, I told you I must go back by her to Havre, if I possibly could. Necessity has no choice." Mark could only look his amazement. The boat would go out again almost directly, and the patient stood little chance of having time for breakfast. ' ' You cannot go by this boat, " he said. ' ' There will be another later in the day." "I can't wait for that. I must be away from Havre by an early train." "But I — I don't know that I can pronounce you out of danger," remonstrated Mark, hardly able yet to realise the fact that a gentle- man, thought to be dying in the night, was dressing to go off by a steamer in the morning. ' ' I know these attacks of mine are bad — dangerous, I suppose, whilst they last ; but once over, I am well, except for weakness. And the long and the short of it is, I must go to Havre by the return boat." & AT HONFLKUR. 379 Mark Cray saw that further objection would be useless. The chamber-man (I cannot help it if you object to the term ; the hotel had no women servants) came in with warm water, and the tra- veller ordered a cup of coffee to be ready by the time he got down. Mark went back to the sitting-room. He would stay and see him on board. The steamer's first bell had rung when the traveller came forth. Mark caught up his hat and gloves. " I hardly know what I am indebted to you," said the stranger, placing a thin piece of paper in his hand. "Perhaps that will cover it." It was a hundred-franc note. Mark would have given it back, badly as he wanted money. It was too much ; altogether too much, he exclaimed. "No," said the stranger. "I don't know what I should have done without you ; and you have stayed with me the whole night. That's being really good and attentive. I was taken ill once before in the night at an hotel in France, where there happened to be an English doctor in the town, and they had him to me. But he was gone again in an hour, and in fact seemed to resent having been disturbed at all. I didn't pay him more than I was obliged." "Ah, he had plenty of practice, perhaps," cried Mark, rather too impulsively. " But indeed this is paying me a great deal too much. I don't like to take it." " Indeed it is not, and I hope you will accept my thanks with it," was the conclusive answer. Mark Cray saw the traveller on board the boat, watched it ni< >ve off, turn, and go steaming down the port. And then he made the best of his way home, the hundred-franc note in his pocket seeming a very fairy of good fortune. They had come to Honfleur the latter end of April ; this was the beginning of June ; and poor Mark had not found another patient yet. Mr. Barker had been there to receive them on their arrival. How Barker contrived to live, or whence his funds came, Mark did not know, but he always seemed flourishing. There are some men who always do seem flourishing, whatever may be their ups and downs. Barker was in Paris now, apparently in high feather, his letters to Mark boasting that he was getting into "some- thing good." Mark made the best of his way home ; his lodgings were not far off, near the ascent of the Mont Joli. Could scenery have supplied the place of food, Mark Cray and his wife might have lived as epicures, for nothing could well be more beautiful than the prospect from their windows. But, alas! something besides the eyes requires to be ministered to in this world of necessities. It was a small house with a garden before the door, and was tenanted by a widow lady and her servant. Mark and his wife occupied a small sitting-room in it and a bed-chamber above ; opening 380 OSWALD CRAY. from the sitting-room was a little place about four feet square, which served as a kitchen, and was let to them with the rooms. They waited on themselves ; it is rare indeed that attendance is furnished with lodgings in France. But madame's servant was complaisant, and lighted their fire and did many other little things for them. Caroline was in the bedroom, dressing, when Mark returned ; — dressing in that listless, spiritless manner which argues badly for hope and heart. It was a pity their expectations in regard to Honfleur had been so inordinately raised, for the disappointment was keen, and Caroline perhaps had not strength to battle with it. She had pictured Honfleur (taking the impression from Barker's letters and Mark's sanguine assumptions) as a very haven of refuge ; a panacea for their past woes, a place where English patients, if not quite as plentiful as blackberries, would at least be sufficient to furnish them with funds to live in comfort. But it had altogether proved a fallacy. The English patients held aloof. In fact, there were no English patients, so far as they could make out. No one fell ill ; or, if they did fall ill, they did not come to Mark Cray to be cured. Tribulation in the shape of petty embarrassment was coming upon them, and Caroline began to hate the place. She was weary, sick, sad ; half-dead with disappointment and ennui. Unfortunately, there was arising a reason for suspecting that something was radically wrong with Caroline. Not that she thought it yet ; still less Mark. Dr. Davenal had surmised that her consti- tution was unsound. During the time of their sojourn at Chelsea, where Mr. Dick Davenal came so suddenly upon them, Caroline, in undressing her- self one night, found — or fancied that she found — a small lump in her side. She thought nothing whatever about it, it was so very, small ; in fact, it slipped from her memory. Some time afterwards, however, she accidently touched her side and felt the same lump again. This was of course sufficient to assure her that it was not fancy, but still she attached no importance to it, and said nothing. But the lump did not disappear ; and in the week following their arrival at Honfleur she first spoke of it to Mark. Mark did not pay much attention to it ; that is, he did not think it was anything of any moment; it might proceed from cold, he said, or perhaps she had given herself a knock ; he supposed it would go away again. But the lump did not go away, and Caroline had been complaining of it lately. On this past night — or rather morning — when Mark was at the hotel with the patient to whom he was called, Caroline had been indulging her imagination with speculations about the lump, and what it was likely to come to. Whether this caused her to be more sensitive to it than she had been before, or whether it was really beginning to be more troublesome, certain it was that her fears were AT HONFLEUR. 381 at length aroused, and she waited impatiently for the return of her husband. " Mark, this lump gets larger and larger. I am certain of it." It was her greeting to Mark when he entered and came up to the chamber. She turned her spiritless eyes upon him, and Mark might have noted the sad listlessness of the tone, but that it had become habitual. He made no reply. He was beginning himself to think that the lump did get larger. "And it pains me now, — a sort of dull aching. I wonder if it's coming to anything. Just see, Mark." Mark Cray drew her light cotton dressing-gown tightly across the place, and passed his fingers gently over and over it. He was not so utter a tyro in his profession as to be ignorant that the lump might mean mischief. Caroline, with quickness of apprehension, noted and did not like his silence. "Mark! what is it? What's going to be the matter with me ? " " Nothing, I hope," replied Mark, speaking readily enough now. ' ' It will go away, I dare say. Perhaps you have been fidgeting with it this morning." "No, I have not. And if the lump meant to go away, why should it get larger ? It does get larger, Mark. It seems to me that it is nearly twice the size it was last week." " I think it is a little larger," acknowledged Mark, feeling per- haps that he could not escape the confession. " How long has it pained you ? " ' ' I can't remember. The pain came on so imperceptibly that I hardly know when it first began. What is it, Mark ? " " I can't tell. " "You can't tell?" "I can't tell yet. Sometimes lumps appear and go away again, and never come to anything." ' ' And if they do come to anything, what do they come to ? " "Oh, sometimes one thing and sometimes another," answered Mark lightly. " Can't you tell me what? " she rejoined, in a peevishly anxious tone. " Well — boils for one thing ; and tumours." " And what becomes of these tumours?" she quickly rejoined, catching at the word. "They have to be taken out." " Is it very painful 1 " " Oh, no. The pain's a mere nothing." "And cancers ? How do they come ? " proceeded Caroline after a pause. " With a little lump at first, like this ? " " Cancers don't come there. You need not fear that. Carine, my dear, you must be nervous this morning." 382 OSWALD OKAY. She passed over the remark, hardly hearing it. "But, Mark — you say you can't tell yet what it is." " Neither can I. But I can tell what it is not. I'll get you a little ointment to rub on it, and I make no doubt it will go away." Caroline was doing her hair at the moment. She had the brush in one hand, her hair in the other ; and she paused just as she was, looking fixedly at her husband. " Mark, if you don't know what it is, perhaps some one else would know. I wish you would let me show it to a doctor." Mark laughed. He really believed she must be growing nervous about it, and perhaps deemed it would be best to treat it lightly. "A French doctor 1 Why, Carine, they are not worth a rush." "I have heard Uncle Richard say the contrary," she persisted. "That the French, as surgeons, are clever men." "He meant with the knife, I suppose. Well, Caroline, you can see a French doctor if it will afford you any satisfaction. You don't ask me what has kept me out all these hours ! " rejoined Mark, changing the topic. " I have had a patient at last." ' ' Yes, I supposed that. He was very ill, perhaps, and you had to remain with him." She spoke in the wearied, inert tone that seems to betray an entire absence of interest. When the spirit has been borne down with long-continued disappointment, this weariness becomes a sort of disease. It was very prejudicial now, from a physical point of view, to Caroline Cray. Mark took out the note. " See how well he paid me ! " he cried, holding it to her. ' ' I wish such patients would come to the Cheval Blanc every day ! " The sight aroused her from her apathy. "A hundred-franc note ! " she exclaimed with dilating eyes. ' ' O Mark ! it is quite a godsend. I shall believe next in Sara Davenal's maxim : that help is sure to turn up in the time of need." In the time of need ! It was a time that had certainly come for them. The surplus of Oswald Cray's twenty pounds, remaining after the expenses of removal were paid, had come to an end, and neither Mark nor his wife had seen their way clear to going on for another week. It was in truth a godsend ; more strictly so than Caroline, in her lightness, deemed. But the money, welcome as it was, did not take the paramount place in her mind to-day that it might otherwise have done. That was occupied by the lump. Caroline's fears in regard to it could not be allayed, and she insisted upon being taken to a doctor for his opinion, without delay. Mark made inquiries, and found that a Monsieur Le Bleu was considered a clever man. He proposed to ask him to call, but Caroline preferred to go to him, her reason being a somewhat whimsical one, as expressed to Mark : "If he has to come to me I shall think I am really ill." Accordingly they went AT HONFLEUR. 383 that same afternoon, and the interview, what with Mark Cray's French and the doctor's English, was productive of some temporary difficulty. They started after their early dinner. M. Le Bleu lived not very far from them, but in the heart of the town, and Mark began by calling him Mr. Blue, sans cercmonie. Mark had learned French at school, and therefore considered himself a French scholar. On the door was a brass plate—" M. Le Bleu, Medecin ; " and a young woman in a red petticoat, grey stockings, and sabots, came to the door in answer to the ring. " Is Mr. Blue at home ? " demanded Mark. " Mossier Blue, chez elle ? " continued he, trying to be more explanatory, in answer to the girl's puzzled stare. "O Mark," whispered Caroline, her cheeks flushing at this speci- men of French. "Monsieur Le Bleu, est-il chez lui ? " she hastily said, turning to the servant. Monsieur Le Bleu was "chez lui," the girl replied, and they were admitted. A little middle-aged gentleman in spectacles, with no beard or whiskers or moustache, or any other hair to speak of, for that on his head was as closely cut as it could be, short of being shaved, came forward. He asked what he could have the honour of doing for them. "You speak English, Mosseu ? " began Mark. "Parlez Anglais ? " " Yas, sare," was the amiable response, as the doctor handed Caroline a seat. "I speak a leetle Anglishe, moi." " Oh then we shall get on," cried Mark. "Madame here, ma femme, it's for her. I don't think it's much, but she would come. That's my name " — handing in his card. The Frenchman was a little jmzzled by so much English all at once, and relieved himself by looking at the card. "Ah, c'est 9a, Meestare Cr — Cr — Craw," pronounced the doctor, arriving with satisfaction at the name after some stammering. ' ' And Madame Avhat has she ? " "Malade," briefly responded Mark. "Elle a une — une — lump — come in the— the (what's French for side, I wonder ?) in the cote. Ici, Mosseu," touching himself ; "mais il est tres petite encore ; no larger than a — a — petit pois." Clearly the gentleman did not understand. Mark had drawn him aside, so that they were speaking apart from Caroline. " A-t-elle des enfants, Madame V " Oui, oui," responded Mark, at a venture, not catching a syllable of the question, the Frenchman seemed to speak so rapidly. ' ' Et combien ? I ask, sare, how many ; and the age of them ; the age ? " ' ' Three-and -twenty. Vingt-trois. " " Vingt-trois ! " echoed the doctor, pushing up his glasses. " Mais, 384 OSWALD CRAY. ce n'est pas possible. I say it not possible, sare, that Madame have twenty-three children." " Children .'" shouted Mark, " I thought you meant age. She has not any children ; pas d'enfants, Mosseu. She found of it before we quitted England — avant nous partons d'Angleterre. " Monsieur Le Bleu tried hard to understand. ' ' Where you say it is, sare, le mal 1 Est-ce une blessure ? " "It's here," said Mark, touching the doctor now. "It came of itself — venait tout seule, grande at first comme the tete of an epingle, not much more ; a present larger than a petit pois." The doctor's ear was strained, and a faint light broke upon it. He had enjoyed the pleasure of conversing with English patients before ; in fact it was chiefly from them that he was enabled to shine in the language. "Ah, je vois. Pardon, sare, it not a blessure, it a — a— clou ? ■ a bouton ? I ask, sare, is it a button ? " " It's a lump" returned Mark, staring very much. "A sort of kernel, you know. Comprennez, Mosseu '? " he questioned, in no hurry, perhaps, to make any worse suggestion. The doctor gravely nodded ; not caring to confess his ignorance. " When did he arrive, sare ? " " When did who arrive ? " " Him — the mal, sare." "Oh. Several weeks back — quelques semaines, Mosseu. Pas beaucoup de trouble avec ; de pain ! mais trouve nervous this morning, and — and — thought she'd like a doctor's opinion," con- cluded Mark, his French completely breaking down. "Bon," said the surgeon, wishing Mark did not talk English quite so fast. ' ' Madame has not consul tayed a docteur done, encore ? " "Only me," replied Mark. "I'm a doctor myself — docteur moi- meme, Mosseu." "Ah, Monsieur est medecin lui-meme," cried the doctor, making a succession of bows in his politeness. ' ' That will facilitate our understandings, sare. Has Madame the good — the bonne saute d'ordinaire ? " he continued, coming to a breakdown himself. " Sante d'ordinaire! — -I wonder what that is," debated Mark within himself. ' ' Vin ordinaire means thin claret, I know. I no comprennez, Mosseu," he confessed aloud. " Ma femme eats and drinks everything." "Is Madame — je ne trouve pas le mot, moi — is she saine, I would ask ? " " Sane ? " repeated the puzzled Mark. " Why, you never mean sane, surely!" he exclaimed in astonishment. "She's as sane as you or I. What on earth put that in your head, Mosseu ? she doesn't look mad, I hope ! " "I no say mad," disclaimed Mosseu. "I ask if she — ah, voila AT HONFLEUR. 385 le mot! — if she healthy? — if she partake of the good constitution?" A recollection flashed across Mark Cray's memory of a doubt ho had once heard drop from Dr. Davenal as to whether Caroline's constitution was a healthy one. " Elle a porte tres hien," was his answer to Monsieur, plunging into his French again. "This mayn't be anything, you know, Mosseu." " I not like these boutons though, sare. " " Which buttons ? " demanded Mark. " The buttons you do me the honour to consult for. Je ne les aime pas, soit clou, soit tumeur — n'importe quelle espece. In the place you indicate to me it is like to be a tumeur, and she is obstinate. " "Who is, Mosseu ? " asked Mark, in doubt whether the incom- prehensible Frenchman did not allude to his wife's temper. "She herself," lucidly explained Mosseu. "I have held cases that would not terminate themselves at all by any way, no not for the years." " Oh, but this is not a case of that sort," said Mark, half l-esent- fully. "A few simple remedies may disperse it." "Yes, I hope," agreed the doctor. " I would demand of Mon- sieur if he has tried the sangsues ? " " The what ? " cried Mark, who had not the remotest idea what sort of a thing " sangsues " could be. " No, I have not tried it." "J 'aime assez la sangsue, moi. She is a useful beast, sare." Mark almost groaned. Whatever had "useful beasts" to do with the matter ? Useful beasts ? "Is it a camel you are talking of ? " he asked. " A camel ! " repeated the doctor, staring at Mark. "Pardon, I no understand." Mark was sure he didn't. "You spoke of useful beasts, Mosseu ? " ' ' Yes, they have moche virtue, the sangsues. They do good to Madame ; they bite her well." Mark was never more at sea in his life. Roaming away in search of camels, his home perceptions were perhaps a little obscured in that moment. Bite Madame ? What on earth was " sonsues ? " " I speak of the little black beast that long — " measuring to his finger. "You call them litch — litch " "Leeches!" interrupted Mark, with a laugh. "I could not understand, moi. Je pense, Mosseu, que vous — vous — speak of wdd beasts." "Yes," said the doctor complacently, "I thought you under- stand, sare." "Bon pour Madame, vous dit, Mosseu, the sonsues?" " Je pense que oui. Mais— but I no say trop before the examen of Madame. I would see the hurt, moi. I go to your house, sare, Oswald Cray. 60 386 OSWALD CRAY. and meet Madame without her robe. I go to-morrow at four of the clock after midday, if that will arrange you." "So be it," returned Mark, when he had puzzled out the words. ' ' Je dis a ma femme que — que — it was of no use for her to call here, herself ; you want to see her dishabillayed. Je vous merci, Mosseu." And when they were walking home Mark said to his wife he was glad to find he had kept up his French. CHAPTER LIV. AT MIDNIGHT. Toiling up the ascent of the Cote de Grace went Mark Cray and his wife on a delightful day in October. The word toiling would be misapplied to you, I hope, my reader, for the way is gentle, the ascent easy ; but it was toil now to Caroline Cray. The past three or four months had made a great change in her : health and spirits had alike failed. As the lump in the side grew larger the body got weaker, and she felt the fatigue of walking now. Mark and the weather's unusual beauty had tempted her out, and they had taken the way through the town to the Cote de Grace. Winding up the shady road — and the sun was too hot not to make the shade welcome — they gained the top. Caroline sat down at once on a bench that faced the sea : Mark stepped forward to the edge, dangerous enough if unprotected, and looked down. Was any panorama ever more beautiful ? It happened to be full tide, as it was the morning you saw him looking at it before — the same view, from the windows of the Cheval Blanc. But the same view, ex- tended, enlarged, altogether grander, from the height on which he now stood. Mark Cray took a glass from his pocket — it belonged to Monsieur Le Bleu, with whom they were now passably intimate — one of those small but effective telescopes rather rare to meet with. Adjusting its focus, he swept the horizon. He turned it to the right, and saw the women winding up the hill-paths on their way from Honfleur market, with their unbecoming borderless caps of everyday wear. Opposite was Harfleur, sleeping in the sunlight ; beneath him, beyond the cultivated precipice, were the walks by the sea — the road winding on in the distance, the bathing establishment with its seats, and its linen spread out to dry. Havre itself looked rather hazy with its own smoke, but its entrance was beautifully clear. AT MIDNIGHT. .387 Vessels, great and small, were rounding the point. A large steamer, which Mark recognised as the London boat, was turning into it, seeming so close, that he almost fancied he heard her rushing through the water. A fine sailing vessel was being towed out, to commence her long voyage ; she looked like an Indiaman. The steamer plying between Havre and Trouville had reached its midway point ; a little funnelled boat was bearing swiftly on in the direction of Fiquefleur bay ; an ugly, black-looking yacht had pointed its nose towards the dangerous bar of Quillebeuf ; one of the everlast- ing flat barges was moving imperceptibly up the Seine ; smaller and more picturesque boats were coquetting on the ortcmcJie, and the Honfleur steamer was coming on quickly, leaving Havre behind her. Mark extended the glass in the direction of the extreme left, and studied the vessels in the distance. Not a breath seemed to fill their sails. The blue clear waters of the Seine were not calmer than that ofttimes turbulent sea. A fair prospect ! none fairer throughout Calvados. How familiar the scene had grown to Mark Cray he could tell you now. His days unfortunately were days of idleness, and he had nothing to do but study it from some point or other of the heights. Mark's anticipated patients had not come to him. Whether the handful of English stationaiy at Honfleur preferred Monsieur Lc Bleu or one of his compatriots to attend them, or whether they were so disobliging as to keep in perfect health, Mark Cray never clearly ascertained. All he could be sure of was, that he was not sum- moned to them. His professional services had been called into requisition only three times, including the stranger at the hotel who had given him the substantial fee. An English maid-servant had come to him once to have a tooth drawn ; she could not speak French, she said, and did not like to go to a chemist's for it ; Mark drew it, borrowing his friend Monsieur Le Bleu's instruments, and charged her three francs. He said five at first ; but she slightly reproached him, said she could have it taken out in a shop for one and in fact had only three francs with her. So Mark took the three. The third time he was called in to a gentleman who said he had lived in Honfleur six years and had never been ill yet. He now had an attack of what he called " La grippe," and Mark was utterly unconscious that la grippe in French means influenza in English. The patient soon recovered, in spite of a little wrong treatment at first ; and Mark's remuneration was ten francs. That was all he had earned. How were they to get along ? How had they done so ? They, poor sufferers, looking to the past, could hardly have told. Barker, who was in Paris still, full of wild hopes as usual, had sent Mark once a hundred-franc note in a letter and a promise of more ; a little had come to Caroline from Barbadoes, for she had made known her woes ; and so they existed somehow. Mark Cray was 388 OSWALD CRAY. by no means one to sit down tamely and starve ; any hopeless scheme rather than that ; but Mark was caged, as it were, at Hon- fleui% and did not see how to get away from it or where to travel to. Mark Cray lowered the glass and turned to speak to his wife, who was seated only three or four yards behind him. On her left were those enclosed and accommodating gardens of entertainment, where you might order a dinner and take it alfresco, or where you might take your own basket of provisions and they would bring you re- freshment from the house, in the shape of wine, milk, beer, lemonade, or coffee. Behind her rose the little Chapell'e de N6tre-Dame-de- Grace, with its records of devoted pilgrims who had toiled on crutches up to the shrine, and whose faith Our Lady had rewarded by an instantaneous cure, whereupon they went down rejoicing, leaving their crutches behind them, a memento of the miracle. On the right was the small building called, surely by courtesy, the Ob- servatoire, where innumerable wonders might be seen for two sous. And on the plateau around was many a bench similar to the one occupied by Mrs. Cray ; the grass forming a soft carpet underfoot, the trees a grateful shade overhead. A pleasant sjiot on a summer's day ; a charming tableau to gaze upon in silent thought. " Won't you come and have a look, Caroline? I don't think I ever saw the atmosphere so clear as to-day." She only shook her head by way of answer : wearily, despond- ently. " The boat's coming in," he resumed. " Two minutes more, and she will pass us. You Avould like to see her go by." " I can't, Mark. My side is paining me worse than ever. I must not walk up the hill again." It was a very obstinate side, as M. Le Bleu would express it, a very persistent, provoking side, and that renowned practitioner — who was really a skilful man, for all his imperfect English— had formed his own opinion upon it. It altogether baffled him and his remedies. Monsieur Le Bleu had once hinted grave doubts to Mark, and Mark had politely retorted that he was an idiot for fancying such terrible things. What the end of it all was to be — of the dis- ease, the semi-starvation, the impossibility of remaining in Honfleur, and the equal impossibility of getting away from it, of Mark Cray's little difficulty with England and the shareholders of the old com- pany — would take a wiser head than either Caroline's or Mark's to declai'e. This day has been specially noticed because it seemed to be a turning-point in this persistent malady : a turning-point not for the better but for the worse. Whether the walk up the hill harmed her — for perhaps she had grown really unfit for it — or whether the malady itself had reached a more dangerous crisis, certain it was that poor Mrs. Cray never went up the Cote de Grace again. She walked home with Mark very slowly, and fainted when she got in, Mark did not AT MIDNIGHT. 389 like her look, and ran oft* for Monsieur Le Bleu. It was only fatigue, she said to them : but the next morning she did not rise from her bed. Several weeks dragged themselves slowly on, Caroline growing worse and weaker. An idea rose to her — it may almost have been called a morbid fancy — that if her Uncle Richard were alive and at hand, her cure would be certain and speedy. From him it was natural perhaps that her hopes should stray to other English doctors ; not young men such as Mark, but men of note, experience, and skill ; and a full persuasion took possession of her mind that she had only to go to London to be restored to health. It grew too strong for argument or resistance ; it became a mania with her : to remain in Honfleur was to die ; to go to England and the English faculty, would be health and life to her. Mark would have gratified the wish had it been in his power ; but how was he to find the money ? But for Barker they could not have gone on at all. He sent Mark a trifle from time to time, and they managed to get along with it. Once, when they were at a very low ebb Mark had written a pitiful account of their state to his brother Oswald, and a ten-pound note came back again. Ah ! what a con- trast was this to the prosperity that might have been theirs at Hallingham ! Winter had come now. December was in ; its first days were rapidly passing ; and so intense had grown Caroline's yearning for home that Monsieur Le Bleu himself said to keep her there would be to sacrifice her. ''It would be only the passage-money, Mark," she reiterated »ten times in a day. "I should go straight to Aunt Bettina's. Angry as she was with us for leaving Halling- ham, she would not refuse to take me in. Mark, Mark ! only the passage-money ! " And Mark, thus piteously appealed to, began to think he must do something desperate to procure the money. Perhaps he would, if he had only known what. But wdiilst Mark was thinking of it help arrived, in the shape of a hundred-franc note from Barker. Things were beginning to look up with him he wrote. Perhaps he meant this as an earnest of it. "Divide it, Mark," she said, feverishly. "I know how badly you want it here : but I want it badly too. I want help, I want medical skill ; divide it between us : fifty francs will take me over." And so it was done. How willingly Mark would have given her the whole ! — but that was impossible. How willingly he would have gone with her to take care of her on the voyage ! — but that was also impossible. Mark Cray might not show his face in London. He took her as far as he could, and that was to Havre. The morn- ing after the arrival of Barker's letter and its inclosure they were off : and so great an effect had the knowledge that she was really going 390 OSWALD CRAY. wrought on Caroline, that she seemed to have recovered health and strength in a manner little short of miraculous. She walked down to the Honfleur hoat ; she would walk ; she was quite well enough to walk, she said. As they turned out of the house the postman was approaching it, selecting a letter from his bundle. " Pour Madame," he said, giving it to Mark. It was from Sara : they could see that by the handwriting. Caroline thrust it into her pocket. There was not time for reading letters there ; the bell for starting had sounded over the town, and they and the man, who was wheeling Caroline's trunk on a barrow, had some trouble to catch it. They read the letter going over. It was merely a friendly letter of news, the chief item of which was, that they were expecting Captain Davenal and his wife hourly from India. "Then, Caroline, they won't be able to take you in," was Mark Cray's remark. " Oh, yes, yes, it can be managed," was her answer, so feverishly and eagerly delivered that Mark suspected she feared he might wish to detain her ; and he said no more. But now, when they reached Havre, Mark discovered that he and Caroline between them had made a very stupid mistake as to the departure of the London boat. He afterwards found that they had inadvertently consulted the list of departures for November, instead of December. There was no London steamer departing from Havre that day. They stood on what is called the English Quai, Caroline weak and depressed. A check of this sort thrown upon one in her state of health is as very despair. Opposite to them was moored a small English steamer ; a board on which was inscribed "for London," indicating her destination. "I could go by that," she said, feverishly. " Mark, I could go by that." " I don't think it is a passenger boat," was Mark's reply. They advanced to the edge of the quai and looked down. Two or three men, apparently English, were taking bales of goods on board by means of a crane. "Is this a passenger boat?" Mark asked them. " No, sir. She's only for goods." The answer was unmistakably English. A middle-aged, re- spectable-looking man, who was seated across a bar, watching the men and smoking a pipe, looked up and inquired of Mark why he asked. It was the master of the vessel. They entered into conversation with him, and told him their dilemma. He was a kind-hearted man, and offered to convey the lady to London if she could put up with the accommodation. She was quite welcome to go with them, free of charge, he said, and his wife had come the trip with him AT MIDNIGHT. 391 this time, so she would not, as it were, be alone on board. How eagerly Mrs. Cray seized upon the offer, rather than go home again to wait a day or two for the regular boat, I will leave you to judge. She went at once on board, and the vessel got out of harbour in the course of the afternoon, the master saying they should make London on the afternoon of the following day. But there is no time to linger over this part, or to give any details of the voyage ; it is enough to say that the passage, from unavoidable causes, was an unusually slow one, and they did not reach their destination in the Thames until late in the evening. It was a memorable day ; Saturday the 14th of December ; a day of sadness for our land. Not quite yet, however, had the hour of calamity fallen, half paralysing England with its suddenness. It was getting towards ten o'clock before Mrs. Cray was able to leave the steamer. To present herself, an unexpected intruder, at Miss Davenal's at midnight was not to be thought of. All the way over she had been revolving the news contained in Sara's letter, of which she had made so light to Mark ; should Captain Davenal and his wife have arrived, she did not think there would be room for her ; and the lateness of the hour increased her difficulty. Then a thought flashed into her mind, welcome as a ray of light. " I wonder if Watson could take me in for the night ? " Her kind friends, the captain and his wife— and very kind and hospitable they had been to her — had a cab called, and Mrs. Cray and her trunk were placed in it, a tide-waiter allowing the disembark - ment. She was then driven to St. Paul's Churchyard. Watson came out in a state of wonder. A lady in a cab inquiring for her ! Perhaps it was not lessened when she recognised Mrs. Cray : but Mrs. Cray looking so terribly ill, so greatly changed ! Watson, always demonstrative, could not conceal her dismay ; and perhaps the woman's words first imparted to Caroline a suspicion of her real state. Always with Mark, he could not detect the ravages in her face as a stranger detected them ; and the recent voyage of course added its effects to her looks. " Watson, could you take me in for the night ? " She was too fatigued, too worn and ill to enter upon her demand with circumlocution. Watson only stared in reply. This, coupled with Mrs. Cray's appearance, momentarily deprived her of her wits. " I could lie on a sofa, anywhere, just for to-night. I don't like to go on so late to Aunt Bettina's ; they do not expect me, and will have gone to bed. And you know what she is, Watson." " To be sure I can take you in, Miss Caroline," returned Watson, partially recovering herself, and warming towards the poor sick girl. " Thirty hours in a steamer ! My goodness ! And they are horrid things always. I crossed over to Jersey once in my young days, and 392 OSWALD CRAY. I shall never forget it. Of course you can't go on to Pimlico to- night. Bring in the trunk, cabman." The trunk was placed inside the passage, the man paid and dis- missed, and Watson was closing the street-door, when some one evidently arrested her. She opened it again with an impatient word, and a gentleman entered. Watson was taken by surprise. ' ' I beg your pardon, sir, I'm sure. It thought it was the cabman wanting more fare." He passed her with a smile, glanced at Caroline and the trunk, and was making his way up the stairs, when she again addressed him. " Is there any fresh news, sir ? " "Yes, and it is not good news, Mrs. Watson," he replied. ' ' Report says that a telegram has been received from Windsor, stating that there is no hope ; the Prince is rapidly sinking." His voice was low, his manner subdued. Watson lost her breath. "It may not be true, sir ! it may not be true ! " " I trust indeed it is not." He passed up the stairs as he spoke. Watson led the way into a sitting-room at the back of the house, and Mrs. Cray followed her in perplexed silence, in eager curiosity, unable to understand the words she had heard. That great and good Prince, whom England knew too little, and whom to know was to love, was indeed lying in extremis at Windsor, his many years' home. On that calm, clear, soft December night, when the streets of London were alive with bustle and pleasure, there was a dying bed not many miles away from it, around whose hushed stillness knelt England's sovereign, England's royal children. The faithful consort, the loyal husband, the tender anxious father, was winging his flight away ; sinking gradually but surely from those loving arms, those tearful eyes, those yearning prayers, which could not keep him. London had been shocked that day. Not so shocked as she might have been ; for perhaps not one living man within her walls realised the possibility of the worst. Death ! — for him I It was impossible to contemplate it : and from the first duke in the land down to the little pauper boys who sold the newspapers containing the bulletins none seriously feared it. Mrs. Cray listened as one aroused from a dream. The Prince ill ! — even unto danger ! It seemed incredible. Watson gave the details, so far as they were known to the general public ; the few days' illness, the apprehensions excited on the Friday, the fluc- tuating accounts of that same day ; the unfavourable news of the morning ; the afternoon's opinion of the medical men at Windsor, that if the Prince could only bear up through that one night all would be well. And now the latest tidings were that lie was sinkiiiLC ! AT MIDNIGHT. 393 Mrs. Cray forgot her own weakness, her fatigue, in these all- absorbing tidings. But it was as impossible for her to believe in the worst as it had been for the public. A few minutes of consternation, and hope reasserted its supremacy. Nay, not only hope, but a certainty that it "would be well." I honestly believe that it was the prevailing feeling in every breast. It was so hard, it was so hard to look upon the reverse side of the picture. " We heard nothing of this at Honfleur ! " "And we can't be said to have heard much of it here until to- day," was Watson's answer. "It has come upon us with startling suddenness. " Oh, if we can only get better tidings in the morning ! " "We shall be sure to do that, Watson," said Caroline, in low, hopeful tones. "Death surely could not come to him." Watson made her some tea, and she sat over the fire in the sitting-room whilst she drank it. She could not eat : generally her appetite was good, but fatigue and excitement had taken it from her to-night. She told of her residence in the French town, she hinted slightly at their want of success, and Watson looked grave as she spoke of her side. " You think the London doctors can cure you, Mrs. Cray V "I did think so," replied Caroline, feeling that this strong conviction, which had amounted to a disease in Honfleur, had in some strange manner gone from her. " I do not seem to be sure of it, as I was before I came." " And shall you make a long stay in London ? " " About a week. I have come for advice only, not to stay to be cured. Aunt Bettina's is no house for me ; and perhaps I cannot even stay there at all. Captain Davenal and his wife may have arrived." She sighed wearily. Watson urged her to retire ; but Caroline felt at rest in the easy chair, and still sat on. It was so long since she had seen a home face, or conversed with a home voice. "Who was that gentleman who passed us as I was coming in? " she asked, " he who spoke of the Prince ?" And Watson replied that it was Mr. Comyng, a junior partner of the house, and the only one of the partners who resided there. It wanted scarcely a quarter to twelve when Caroline at length went up-stairs to a very high bedroom. Whether it was Watson's room or not Caroline did not know, but it had been made cheerful. The curtains and bed were white and pleasant-looking, and a fire sparkled in the grate. Watson would have stayed with her to help her undress, but Caroline preferred to be alone. When left to herself, she drew aside the window-curtains, and saw that the room faced the front : there stood old St. Paul's, grim and formidable. Letting the curtain remain open, she sat down by 394 OSWALD CRAY. the fire, before which was drawn a chair as easy and comfortable as the one down-stairs. She sat witli her head pillowed on the arm, gazing at the blaze, and musing over present events. Their strangely uncertain life at Honfleur, poor Mark's position and poverty, her own malady and the curious manner in which she had lost that eager faith in the result of her journey, her reception on the morrow by Miss Davenal —and with all these thoughts were mingled more prominently the tidings which had greeted her since her entrance. Unconsciously to herself she dropped into a doze. It was a very foolish thing to do, of course, for she would have been much better in bed ; but none of us are wise always. She dozed placidly ; and the first thing that in the least aroused her, and that only partially, was the booming out of a deep-toned bell. "St. Paul's striking twelve," was the supposition that crossed her mind in its half-aroused state. But ere many minutes had gone by she became aware of the fact that the striking did not cease ; the strokes of the bell were tolling out after the manner of — of— a death-bell. It has not been the fate of many to hear the great bell of St. Paul's Cathedral tolling at midnight. Those who have done so will never forget it during life. Never, never will it be forgotten by the few who heard it booming out upon the air that still December night, bearing forth its message of woe to the startled metropolis. ^ For a brief moment Mrs. Cray wondered what was the matter. She sprang from her chair and stood staring at the edifice, as if in mute inquiry of what it meant. And then— when she remembered what had been said that night— and the recollection flashed on her with that heart-sickness that generally accompanies some awful terror— she opened the window and leaned out. Three or four persons were standing underneath, motionless, still, as if they had collected there to gaze at the dark cathedral, and listen to the knell. " What is it ? " she called to them. "What does it mean ? " Her voice, raised by excitement to unnatural strength and clear- ness, was distinctly heard. Those standing below looked up. In one of them she thought she recognised Mr. Comyng. He was standing bare-headed, and his solemn answer came up to her in the stillness of the night. " Prince Albert is "one." A moment of bewildering suspense, and then Caroline Cray turned sick and faint. And then the cry burst from her heart and lips— a cry that was to find its echo from thousands and thousands as the hours went on — "Oli, the Queen ! the poor Queen ! may God help and support her ! " DESOLATION. 395 CHAPTER LV. DESOLATION. Yes, he was gone. Great Britain rose that Sunday morning to the news, for the telegraphs were at work, and the tidings were carried through the length and breadth of the land. And people did not believe it. It could not be ! Why, it seemed but yesterday that he had come over in the flower of youth and promise to wed the fair young Queen ! None of you have forgotten the gap in the Litany that Sunday morning ; the pale lips of the clergymen, com- pelled to make it ; the quivering hearts that answered to it. But for the remembrance that God's ways are not as our ways, how many of those hearts would have felt tempted to question the wherefore of the stroke, in their human and imperfect wisdom. But to return to Caroline Cray, for the night was not yet over and the bell was still ringing out. When the immediate shock had passed, she left the window and buried her head in the counter- pane. A solemn awe had fallen upon her, and she felt as she had never felt in her life. Her whole soul seemed to go up in — may I dare to say 1 — heavenly communion. It was as if heaven had opened to her — had become very near. I may be mistaken, but I believe this same feeling was experienced by many in the first startling moments. This was so unlike an ordinary death ; even of one of our near and dear relatives. Heaven seemed no longer the far-off mysterious place she had been wont to regard it, but a home, a refuge, near and real. It had opened and taken him in ; in his full manhood ; his usefulness ; in England's need : when that wife and royal lady had learned to lean upon him ; when his sons and daughters were growing up around him, some of them at the moment in other lands, out of reach of his loving farewell ! his mission here — as it seemed — only half-fulfilled ! — it had taken him in before his time, and gathered him to his rest. And that same refuge would open for her, Caroline, and for others ; a little earlier, a little later, and she and all would follow him. Heavy as the blow- was in itself, incapable as she was of understanding it, it yet seemed an earnest of the overruling presence of the living God. Oh, what was the poor world in that night, with the death-bell sounding in her ears, compared with that heritage on which he had entered ! Fatigue and emotion did their utmost on Mrs. Cray. In the morn- ing she was unable to get up, and Watson wisely and kindly urged that she should not rise at all that day, but take a long rest and go to Miss Davenal's on the morrow. So she lay where she was, and listened to that gloomy bell, as it periodically gave forth its tolling ; 396 OSWALD CRAY. and the tears, in her bodily weakness, could not be suppressed, but came forth repeatedly to wet the pillow, as she thought of the widowed Queen, the fatherless children. The day's rest did her a great deal of good, and she rose on the Monday renovated and refreshed. A wish had come over her that she could see a doctor and learn her fate before she went to her Aunt Bettina's. She had not come to town with the intention of consult- ing any particular surgeon ; — indeed she hardly knew the name of one from another. Watson, when sitting with her on the Sunday night, had spoken of a noted surgeon living in Westminster, and Caroline remembered then to have heard Dr. Davenal speak of his skill : and she determined to go to him. She went up in an eai'ly omnibus through the desolate streets. The bells were tolling, the shutters were partially closed, men and women stood in groups, sadness upon every countenance. The sur- geon, Mr. Welch, was at home, but she had to wait her turn to be admitted to him. He was not in the least like Monsieur Le Bleu, except in one little matter — he wore spectacles. A silent man, who looked more than he talked. He bade Mrs. Cray tell her case to him from beginning to end in the best manner she was able, and he never took his spec- tacles from her face whilst she was doing so. What she said necessitated an examination of the side. It could be only a slight one there ; but the surgeon appeared to form a pretty rapid opinion. She inquired whether it was curable, and he replied that he could not say upon so superficial an examination, but he would see her at home, if she would tell him where she lived. In her reply, when she said she had no home in London, it escaped her that her husband was a medical man living in France. " What part of it? " he inquired. "AtHonfleur." "Honfleur! " echoed the surgeon, in an accent of surprise. " Is there sufficient practice to employ an English medical man at Honfleur ? I should not have thought so. I was there a year or two ago." The consciousness of what the " practice " was dyed her cheeks. Her eyelids drooped, her trembling fingers entwined themselves nervously, as if there were some sad tale to tell. Her bonnet was unfastened, and its rich white strings (for Watson had affixed these new ones before she had left that morning) fell on her velvet cloak, almost the only good relic left of other days. That grave gentleman of sixty, seated opposite to her, thought he had never seen so lovely a face, with its fragile features, its delicate bloom, and its shrinking expression. She raised her dark violet eyes, their lashes wet. Misfortune had brought to her a strange humility. "There is not much practice yet. It may come with time." I ISOLATION. 307 He thought he could discern the true state of the case. It is that of some who go abroad ; a struggle for existence, anxiety of mind and body, privation, and the latent constitutional weakness showing itself at last. One single word of confidential sympathy, and Caroline's tears gave way. Her spirits that morning were strangely depressed, and she had no power to struggle against emotion. " I beg your pardon," she murmured apologetically when she could speak. " The fatigue of the long journey — the general gloom around — I shall be better in a minute." " Now tell me all about it," said Mr. Welch in a kindly tone, when she had recovered. "There's an old saying, you know: ' Tell your whole case to your lawyer and your doctor, ' and it is good advice. I like my patients to treat me as a friend. I suppose the practice in Honfleur is worth about five francs every three months, and that you have suffered physically in consequence. Don't hesitate to speak : I can shake hands with your husband ; when I was first in practice I had scarcely bread to eat." It was so exceedingly like the real fact, ' ' about five francs every three months," and his manner and tone were so perfectly kind and sympathising, that Mrs. Cray made no pretence of denial. The practice was really not enough to starve upon, she acknowledged : none of the English residents at Honfleur were ever ill. " But why did your husband settle there ? Was it his first essay '. — his start in life 1 " "O no. He was in practice at Hallingham before that, in partnership with Dr. Davenal. " "With Dr. Davenal !" The repetition of the name, the surprised tone, recalled Mrs. Cray to a sense of her inadvertence. The admission had slipped from her in the thoughtlessness of the moment. Mr. Welch saw that there was something behind, and he kept his inquiring eyes fixed upon her. She felt obliged to give some sort of explanation. "After Dr. Davenal's death my husband gave up the medical profession, and embarked in something else. He thought he should like it better. But it — it — failed. And he went to Honfleur." Her confusion was very palpable : it was confusion as well as distress. Suddenly the name, Cray, struck upon a chord in the surgeon's memory. It was his custom to take down the names of his patients ere he entered upon their cases, and he looked again at the memorandum-book before him. "'Cray." ' ' Your husband is not the Mr. Cray who was connected with the Great Chwddyn Mine ! " he exclaimed. "Marcus Cray ?" She was startled to tremor. There was no reason for it, of course : the fact of its being known that she was Mark's wife could not result in their taking him. But these unpleasant recognitions do bring a fear with them, startling as it is vagrue. 398 OSWALD CRAY. "Don't be alarmed," said the surgeon kindly, discerning the exact state of the case. " I do not wish ill to your husband. I was no shareholder in the company. Not but that I felt an inclination to dip into it, and might have done so, had the thing gone on." " It was not Mr. Cray's fault," she murmured. " He would have kept the water out had it been in his power : its coming in ruined him. I cannot see — I have never been able to see — why every one should be so much against him." it: ' I cannot understand why he need keep away," was the answering remark. He looked at her inquiringly as he spoke. She shook her head in a helpless sort of manner : she had never clearly understood it either. ' ' Ah well ; I see you don't know much about it ; you young wives rarely do. Did you know Dr. Davenal ? " "He was my uncle," she said. "He brought me up. I was Miss Caroline Davenal." Another moment of surprise for Mr. Welch. It seemed so im- possible for a niece of the flourishing physician to be so reduced, as he suspected she was— almost homeless, friendless, penniless. She was struggling with her tears again. With the acknowledg- ment her memory had gone back to the old home, the old days. She had scarcely believed then there was such a thing as care in the world ; now ! "You will tell me the truth about myself," she said, recovering composure. "I came to England to learn it. Pray don't deceive me. I am a doctor's wife you know, and can bear these shocks," she added, with a poor attempt at a smile. "Besides, I seem to know the fate that is in store for me : since Saturday night I have not felt that I should get well." There was one moment of hesitation — of indecision. Caroline caught at it all too readily. "I see," she said, "there is no hope." " I said nothing of the sort, " he returned. " But I am sure you think that there is not. Mr. Cray thought there might be an operation : the French doctor said no." "I cannot tell you anything decisive now. I will come to you, if you will tell me where." She gave him Miss Davenal's address. " I am so sorry to trouble you ; I did not think of that. A few days and I shall go back to France." "No," replied the surgeon. " You must not think of going back. It would not do." "But I came. And it has not harmed me." "You must not return." He spoke in a tone so quietly grave that Caroline did not like it. Could it be that he knew she would be unable to go back ? What DESOLATION. .ill!) would become of Mark ? what would become of her ? But she could not take up his time any longer then. "Is this right ? " she asked timidly, as she laid a sovereign and a shilling on the table. "It's quite wrong," said he. "Doctors don't prey upon one another. My dear lady, do you think I should take money from Dr. Davenal'a niece 1 — or your husband's wife ? Anything that I can possibly do for you I shall be most happy to do — and I am glad you happened to come to me." She went out of the house. Why it should have been she could not tell, for certainly Mr. Welch's words had not induced it, but the conviction of a fatal termination, which had only dawned upon her before, had taken firm possession of her now. Lost in thought as she walked, she missed the turning by which she had gained the surgeon's house, and found herself at last in a labyrinth, far away from omnibuses or any available conveyance. Weary, faint, unfit to move another step, she found herself at last in a street whose, aspect seemed more familiar to her ; but not until she caught sight of a door-plate, "Bracknell, Street, and Oswald Cray," did she recognise it to be Parliament Street. The temptation to go in and ask to be allowed to rest was strong upon her, but she did not like to do so, and walked on, longing to sit down on every door-step. A little further and she met Oswald Cray. When physical strength has been taxed beyond its power, especially in a case such as hers, any little interlude of mental excitement either renovates it for the moment or destroys it utterly. It was the latter case with Caroline. "Mrs. Cray ! " exclaimed Oswald, in surprise. " I did not know you were in London." She caught hold of something in her faintness. Whether pillar, railings, she could not have told. Her brow grew moist, her lips white. Oswald hastened to support her. "I have lost my way," she gasped, leaning heavily upon him. " I missed it when I came out of the surgeon's, Mr. Welch. I came o'er from Honfleur on Saturday, Oswald ; came to consult an English doctor. I am dying." "Dying ! " repeated Oswald. "No, no, it is only a little faint- ness." "NoWAw. I shall be better of this directly. It is my side. I will tell you about it when the faintness has passed. I thought there was no hope for me. I know it now." He was leading her gently towards the house. " How is Mark ? Is he here too ? " he asked. " Not Mark. He cannot come, you know." "Is he getting on V "Oh, Oswald ! getting on ! There is no practice ; and we have 400 OSWALD CRAY. not a penny-piece in the world ; and — I — I am dying. Oh, if I had not to die abroad ! If Mark could only come to me." " Where are you staying V he asked after a paus "Watson gave me shelter. It was late when the boat got up, too late to go on to my Aunt Bettina's, and I called at Watson's, and asked her to take me in. Oswald ! — Oswald ! — " "What?" he asked, for she had dropped her voice, .and her utterance seemed to be impeded by emotion. "I heard the bell toll out for Prince Albert ! I was close to it ! " "Ah!" "Oswald ! can you realise the fact that he is dead ? " "Not yet; scarcely yet. It is difficult to believe that he is taken, whilst we are left. It seems to us, in our finite notions, that hardly a man in the realm but could have been better spared. But God knows best." His sad tone had changed to reverence. There was no more said until they reached his door. He assisted her upstairs to the old sitting-room, the same sitting-room, with the same plans and charts and signs of work on its table. Oswald was a full partner now. Industry — trustful, patient, persevering, fair-dealing in- dustry — had met with its reward. Did you ever know it fail 1 I never did. Mr. Bracknell had virtually retired from the firm, leaving the chief of its profit to Mr. Street and Oswald Cray. Had Miss Sara Davenal been the daughter of the still-living and flourishing phy- sician, on whom not a cloud rested, as was the case in the years gone by, Oswald could have asked for her hand now, and given her a home that even he would have deemed worthy of her. Not having her, however, or any other lady, as a wife in pro- spective, he was content to let the home remain in abeyance, and lived in the old rooms, putting up with the comforts and agreeables Mrs. Benn chose to provide for him. The first thing Caroline did, on being placed on an easy chair, was to faint away. It was the only time she had fainted since the day in October when she walked to the C6te de Grace. Mark Cray gave fatigue the benefit of the blame then, and it was probably due to the same cause now. When Mrs. Benn came up in answer to Oswald's summons, nothing could well exceed her amazement at seeing a lifeless lady lying in the chair, her bonnet thrown back, her gloves on the ground, and Mr. Oswald Cray rubbing her unconscious hands. The first thought that occurred to Mrs. Benn was one of wonder how she got there : the second, that it was some stranger who had come to the offices on business, and had been taken ill. "She's married, at any rate," remarked that lady, as she took up the left hand to chafe it. "But nobody would say so to look in her face. She's like a girl." NO HOPE!. 40i "Don't you know her?" returned Oswald, glancing at the woman. " It is Mrs. Cray ; my brother's wife." Mis. Benn cried out in her surprise. ' ' Mrs. Cray ! Why, sir, how she's altered ! She looks " "Hush!" was his caution, for Caroline began to revive. "Can't we improvise a sofa, or something of that sort, to place her on ? " CHAPTER LVI. NO HOPE. In the same house at Pimlico, and in the same attire as of yore, except that the deeper mourning had been exchanged for rich silks, and the black ribbons on the guipure caps for white or grey, sat Miss Bettina Davenal. She was not altered. She had the same stately presence, the same pale, refined features ; she was of a stamp that changes little, and never seems to grow old. Sara had changed more than her aunt, and the earnest, sweet ex- pression, always characteristic of her face, was mingled now with habitual sadness. She wore a robe of soft grey cashmere, its white collar fastened with ribbon, and bows of the same ornamenting the lace sleeves shading her delicate wrists. Miss Bettina stood, grandly courteous ; Sara's cheeks were flushed, and she played with a key which had happened to be in her hand as she rose. Oswald Cray had come in unexpectedly, and was telling the story of Caroline ; telling it rapidly, before he took the chair offered him. What with the extraordinary nature of the news, and Miss Bettina's inaptitude for hearing, it was a difficult business as usual. "Come over from Honfleur in a goods boat, and it didn't get here ? " exclaimed Miss Bettina, commenting on what she did hear —for Oswald repeated the particulars Caroline had disclosed to him on her revival. "And where do you say she is lying, sir 'I " ' ' In my sitting-room in Parliament Street. I fear she is very ill. She looks so ; and she says she is suffering from some fatal complaint." "Fatal mistake! I should think so," returned Miss Bettina. " If ever a man made that, it was Mark Cray when he threw up Hallingham. But what has she come for ? And why did she go to you instead of coming to me ? " But Sara had drawn near to Oswald. She had heard the ex- Oswald Cray. 26 402 OSWALD VUAY. planation aright, and the words "fatal complaint" frightened her. " Do you know what it is ? " she asked. " Is she very ill ? " " She is so ill, if her looks may be trusted, that I should think she cannot live long," he answered. "I came down to you at once. Something must be done with her ; we cannot let her go back to Watson's. If you are unable to receive her, I will find a lodging " " But we are not unable to receive her," interrupted Sara. "Of course we are not. My aunt " "Caroline doubted whether you had room. She has just told me you are expecting Captain Davenal and his wife." "We are looking for their arrival daily. Perhaps the ship may be in to-day. But they will not stay with us : Lady Reid expects them there. Did you not know that Edward was coming ? " she continued, quitting for a moment the subject of Caroline. "His wife's father is dead, and business is bringing them home. She has come into a large fortune." " Will you let me understand what this matter is?" interposed Miss Bettina. It recalled them to the present. But to make Miss Bettina un- derstand — or rather hear — was a work not speedily accomplished. She was even aware of it herself. "I am not myself to-day," she said to Oswald Cray. "I have not been myself since yesterday morning. When the tidings were brought to me that — that it was all over with the Prince — I felt as I had never felt in my life before. It is not an ordinary death, Mr. Oswald Cray, or an ordinary loss, even had we been prepared for it. But we were not prepared. That Royal Lady and her children were not prepared : and we can only pray God, who tempers the wind to the shorn lamb, to love and help them." "Amen ! " responded the heart of Oswald Cray. When there was a real necessity for Miss Bettina Davenal to relent in her severity, she did relent. She returned with Mr. Oswald Cray, and Sara went with them. On her way she spoke to him about the advancement in his prospects, a rumour of which she had heard from Neal. "Is it true ? " she asked, bending forward to catch his answer, as he sat opposite to her in the carriage. ' ' It is true that my share has been considerably increased. Mr. Bracknell has retired." "I suppose you will take a house now ? " " I think not," said Oswald. " Single men don't care to set up a house of their own." " Oh," said Miss Bettina. " Do you never intend to marry 1 " Oswald laughed. "I have no time to think about it, Miss Bettina." Miss Bettina did not catch the answer. "Some time ago we NO HOPE. 403 had reason given us to think that you were about to marry. Did you change your mind ? " It was a home question. Oswald could have joked it off but for that gentle, conscious face in the opposite corner. ' ' We have to give up all kinds of fond dreams and visions, you know, Miss Bettina. Youth is very apt to indulge in them : and they generally turn out vain. " "Turned out vain, did she ! I must say I did not think she was in a sufficiently good position for you." Oswald opened his eyes. ' ' Of whom are you speaking, Miss Da venal ? " " Of you. I was not speaking of any one else." " But the lady ? You alluded to a lady. " "Oh, the lady. You know well enough. That young Scotch lady whose brother was ill." He breathed with a feeling of relief. A fear had come over him that his dearest feelings had been exposed to Miss Davenal — perhaps to others. Sara's colour heightened, and she raised her eyes momentarily. They met Oswald's : and she was vexed with herself. "I shall most likely live a bachelor all my days, Miss Davenal. I believe I shall." "Most unwise of you, Mr. Oswald Cray ! Bachelors are to be pitied. They never get a cup of decent tea or a button on their shirts." " I am independent of buttons ; I have set up studs. See," he continued, showing his wrists. " And tea I don't particularly care for." Miss Bettina thought he was serious. ' ' You would be happier as a married man, with some one to take care of your comforts. It is so different with women ; they are happiest single — at least, such is my belief — and their comforts are in their own hands." " The difficulty is to find some one, Miss Bettina. Especially to us busy men, who have no time to look out." "True," she answered. But whether she heard or not was another matter. "What's Mark Cray about ? " she presently asked, somewhat abruptly. "Doing any more harm 1 " " I hear he is not doing any good. There's no practice in Hon- our." "Nobody in their senses would have thought there was. Perhaps he expects to get up a mining scheme there, and dazzle the French with it." "If he is to do any good for himself, he must come over and get clear of the mining scheme here," observed Oswald. Miss Davenal nodded her head and drew in her lips. It was not often that she condescended to make the slightest allusion to Mark Cray. 404 OSWALD CRAV. Mrs. Cray had fallen asleep when they entered. She lay on the couch hastily improvised for her, dressed, and covered with a warm counterpane. One hand was under her wan cheek, the other lay outside, white, attenuated, cold. Miss Bettina Davenal took one look ; one look only with those keen eyes of hers. It was quite enough, and an exclamation of dismay broke from her lips. Caroline opened her eyes and gazed around in bewilderment. "Aunt Bettina ! Have they brought you to see me ? Will you take me in for a day or two until I can go back again ? " " I have come for you," said Miss Bettina. Until I can go back again ! Poor tiling ! whit had she to go back to ? A lodging in a foreign land that they might be turned from at any hour, for the rent could not be met ; insufficient nourishment, care, trouble, almost despair. Only Mark to lean upon, with his instability : his vague chatter of the something that was to "turn up." Better depend upon a reed than upon Mirk Cray. Sara Davenal had drawn back for a moment, that she might subdue her own shocked expression before Caroline remarked it. Oswald passed round to her. " Is she dying 'I " came the frightened whisper. " Do not be alarmed," he answered. "She looked worse than this when I first brought her in. She has had a good deal of ex- citement and fatigue the last few days, and that tells upon her appearance." " Yes — but — do you know there's a look in her face that puts me in mind of papa's. Of papa's as it was the night he died." It was not often that Sara gave way to emotion. The moisture had gathered on her brow, and her hands were trembling. Oswald gently laid his hand upon her shoulder. " You are not going to faint, surely, Sara ! " " No, no" — and the slightest possible smile parted her trembling lips. " I used to think I was very brave, but lately — at times — I have found myself a coward. I seem to become afraid of trifles," she continued in a dreamy tone, as if debating the question with herself why it should be so. " Where's Sara ? I thought I saw her. " Sara moved forward at the words. She suppressed all sign of emotion as she stooped over her cousin. Caroline was the one to show it now. She burst into tears and sobbed hysterically. " If Uncle Richard were only alive ! He could cure me." "Don't, Caroline ; don't distress yourself. There are doctors as clever as papa was." " I kept thinking " — she turned her colourless face to Sara as she spoke — " I kept thinking at Honfleur of Uncle Richard ; that if the old days could come back again, and I were at home with him at Hallingham in the old house as it used to be, I should soon be well. NO HOPE. 405 Tlie thought kept haunting me. And, Sara, I am sure if my uncle were alive he could cure me. I shall never believe otherwise." She paused. Sara knew not what reply to make. Miss Davenal did not catch the words, and Oswald leaned on the back of a chair in sdence, only looking at her as she lay. " Why should this conviction have haunted me ? Uncle Richard was gone. Mark kept dinning in my ears that there were other doctors as good as Dr. Davenal, and at last I grew to think so too, because they were English. So I came over ; I should have had a fever or died if I had not come ; and now I see how foolish the hope was, for they can't cure me. No one could do it but Uncle Richard." Miss Bettina had been bending her ear close to the invalid, and caught the sense of the words. " Why do you think no one can cure you ? " " I feel that they can't. No : Uncle Richard's gone, and there's no chance for me." They made her ready, Oswald helped her down to the carriage, and she was conveyed home. The only home she would henceforth know in this world. Dorcas stood in the passage, and looked on as she entered the house. That the blooming young bride she had received into the Abbey at Hallingham little more than two short years before ! Sara gave up her room to her as the most convenient one in the house, taking herself the small chamber at the back of it, which had been occasionally occupied by Dick and Leo. Caroline looked round the room as she lay in bed, a curious, inquiring sort of gaze in her eyes. " Have I been in this room before ? " she suddenly asked. She had never been in it. Her visits to Miss Bettina's, during the prosperity in Grosvenor Place, were not sufficiently familiar to allow of her entering the bedrooms. Sara told her she had never yet been in it. " I seem to know it all ; I seem to have seen it before. I sup- pose it's a sign that I shall die in it." She spoke dreamily, alluding to a foolish superstition that she had heard in her childhood, and probably had never thought of since. It was not a very promising beginning. Miss Davenal wrote a line to Mr. Welch, the surgeon, and he called in the evening. Caroline was better then, calm and cheerful. Her spirits had revived in a wonderful manner ; but it was in her nature to be subject to these sudden fluctuations. "Shall I get well?" she asked, when his examination was over. " I will do what I can for you. The pain I think can be very greatly alleviated." It was not a satisfactory answer. To most ears it might have 406 OSWALD CRAY. savoured of considerate evasion, but it did not to Caroline's. " Must there be an operation ? " she resumed. "No." She looked up at him from the depths of her violet eyes, pausing before she spoke again. ' ' Monsieur Le Bleu said there must be an operation, if it could be performed. If, he said ; he did not seem sure. It was the only chance, he said." The surgeon met the remark jokingly. "Monsieur Le Bleu's very clever — as he no doubt thinks himself. I will see you again to-morrow, Mrs. Cray." " But — stay a moment. Tell me at least by which day I shall be ready to go back. You can put me in the proper way of treatment, and I will pursue it over there." "Not by any day. You must not think of returning to France." She looked puzzled : there was a wild expression in her eyes. " Do you mean that I shall not be able to return at all ? " " Yes, I do. I say that you must not venture upon the shores of France again. We can't think of trusting you to the care of that olever French doctor, you know." And before Caroline had recovered her surprise sufficiently to rejoin, Mr. Welch had left the chamber and was down in the draw- ing-room with Miss Davenal. She bent her head as she waited f< >r his opinion. " Do you wish for the truth, ma'am ? " he asked. " Wish for what ? " repeated Miss Bettina, putting her hand to her ear. "The truth." " Do I wish for the truth V she retorted, affronted at the question. " Sir, I am the daughter of one surgeon and the sister of another ; I don't know to whom the truth may be told if not to me. It is necessary that I should know it." Mr. Welch gave her the truth ; that there was no hope whatever. At least, what he said was equivalent to that. " And the operation that she talks of 1 " " It cannot be performed. The case is not an ordinary one." Miss Bettina was silent for a minute. "My brother, Dr. Davenal, always said Caroline had no constitution." "Dr. Davenal was right," returned the surgeon. "Mrs. Cray is one— if I may form a judgment upon so short an acquaintance — who could never, even under the most auspicious circumstances, have lived to grow old." "I remember a remark he made to me after Caroline's marriage with Mark Cray was settled — that it was well she should marry a doctor, for she would need watching. A fine doctor, indeed !" con- tinued Miss Bettina irascibly as she recalled Mark's later career. "If my poor brother had only known ! I suppose it is all this disgrace that has brought it on ! " NO HOPE. 407 " It may have hastened it," said the surgeon. ''But this, or some other disease, would inevitably have developed itself sooner or later. The germs were within her." "And now what can be done for her'?" "Nothing in the world can be done for her, as regards a cure. We must try and alleviate the pain. That she will now grow rapidly worse there's not a doubt. Miss Davenal, she must be kept tranquil." It was all very well for Mr. Welch to say she must be kept tranquil ; but Caroline Cray was one who had had an absolute spirit of her own all her life, and an excitable one. When Miss Bettina went up to her room after the departure of the surgeon she found her in a wild state of excitement. Her cheeks were crimson with incipient fever, her eyes glistening. Sara, terrified, was begging her to be reasonable. "I want to go back at once, Aunt Bettina," she exclaimed, throwing out her arms in a frenzy. He says I can't go back to France, but I will go. What does he know about it, I wonder ? I was well enough to come, and I am well enough to go back again ! Be quiet, Sara ! Why do you wish to prevent my speaking ? You'll send me back to-day, won't you, Aunt Bettina ? " " I'll send for a strait waistcoat and put you into that," shrilly cried Miss Bettina in her vexation. "This is a repetition of the childishness of the old days." "I won't be separated from Mark. Though he has been mis- taken and imprudent, he is still my husband. It's a shame that Mr. Welch should want to keep me here ! Don't be so cruel as to side with him, Aunt Bettina." For once in her life Miss Bettina Davenal lent herself to an evasion. She promised Caroline that she should go back when she was a little stronger, perhaps in two or three days, she said. And it had the desired effect. It soothed the invalid's dangerous excitement, and she turned round on her pillow and went to sleep quietly. But as the days went on, and the disease — as the surgeon had foretold — rapidly developed itself, it became plain to Mrs. Cray her- self that returning to France was out of the question. And then her tone changed. She no longer prayed in impatient words to be sent : she bewailed in impassioned tones that she must die away from her husband. One day, towards the end of December, it almost seemed that her brain was slightly affected, perhaps from weakness, she started suddenly from the sofa in the drawing- room, where she was reclining, and wildly seized her aunt's hands. " O Aunt Bettina ! Aunt Bettina ! If I had not to go over there to die ! " "Over where?" cried Miss Bettina. "What are you talking about, child?" " There. Hontteur. If I had not to go ! If I could only re- 408 OSWALD CRAY. main in my own land, amongst you to the last ! It may not be for long ! " Miss Bettina, what with the suddenness of the attack and her own deafness, was bewildered. " I don't hear," she helplessly said. ^ " They have two cemeteries, but I should not like to lie in either," went on Caroline. "Mark won't remain in the town for ever, and there would be nobody to come and look at my grave. Aunt Bettina, I can't go over there to die ! " "But you are not going there," returned Miss Bettina. " You must be dreaming, Caroline. You are not going back to Honfleur." "I must go. I can't die away from Mark. Aunt, listen !" she passionately continued, clasping the wrist of Miss Bettina until that lady felt the pain. "It is one of two things: either I must go to Honfleur, or Mark must come here. I cannot die away from him." The cry was reiterated until it grew into a wail of agony. She was suffering herself to fall into that excess of nervous agitation so difficult to soothe, so pernicious to the sick frame. Sara came in alarmed, and learned the nature of the excitement. She leaned over the sofa with a soothing whisper. ' ' Dear Carine ! only be quiet : be comforted ! We will manage to get Mark here." The low tone, the gentle words, seemed partially to allay the storm. Caroline turned to Sara. " What do you say you will do 1 " " We will get Mark over to London." She thought for a moment, and then shook her head and spoke wearily, a plaint in her tone. ' ' You will never get him over. He is not to be got over. I know Mark better than you, Sara. So long as that miserable Wheal Bang hangs over his head he will not set his foot on English ground. I have heard him say so times upon times since he left these shores, and he will not break his word. He is afraid, you see. Oh, Aunt Bettina ! " throwing up her hands again in renewed excitement — " what an awful mistake it was? " " What was a mistake ?" returned Miss Bettina. " What!" echoed the unhappy invalid in irritation. "Quitting Hallingham ; the past altogether. It was giving up the substance for the shadow. If we had only listened to you ! If Mark had never heard of the Great Wheal Bang ! " Oh, those ifs, those ifs ! how they haunt us through life ! How many of us are perpetually giving up substance for shadow ! DREADFUL TREACHERY. 409 CHAPTER LVII. DREADFUL TREACHERY. Mr. Mark Cray stood on the little bit of low stony ground that bordered the coast at Honfleur, just outside the entrance to the harbour. Mr. Mark was throwing pebbles into the water. Being in a remarkably miserable and indecisive state of mind, having nothing on earth to do, he had strolled out of his lodgings anywhere that his legs chose to carry him ; and there he was, looking into the water that gloomy winter's evening. But pray don't fear that he had any ulterior designs of making himself better acquainted with its chilly depths. Men in the extremity of despair have been known to entertain such ; Mark Cray never would have dreamt of it. There was an elasticity in Mark's spirit, a shallowness of feeling quite incompatible with that sad state of mind hinted at, and the most prominent question per- vading Mark, even now was, how long it would be before something " turned up." Not but that Mark Cray was miserable enough ; in a bodily sense, however, rather than a mental. It was not an agreeable state of things by any means to have no money to go on with ; to be want- ing it in a hundred odd ways ; to be told that if he did not pay up at his lodgings that week he must turn out of them — and the French have an inconvenient way of not allowing you to evade such mandates. It was not pleasant to be reduced to a meal or so a day, and that not a sumptuous one ; it was not convenient to be restricted to the one pair of boots he had on, and to know that the soles were letting in the wet ; it was not cheery to be out of charcoal for the cooking rechands, or to have only a shovelful of coals left for the parlour ; moreover and above all, it was most especially annoying and unbear- able not to have had the money to pay for a letter that morning, and which, in consequence of that failure, the inexorable postman had carried away with him. Mrs. Cray's assertion— that her husband never would be got over to London so long as the formidable Wheal Bang threatened danger — proved to be correct. Mark had declined the invitation. News had been conveyed to him in an unmistakably impressive manner of the state his wife was in, and an urgent mandate sent that he should join her. Oswald only waited his consent to forward him funds for the journey ; and poor Caroline hinted in a few private lines that he could choose a steamer which would not make the port of London until after dark, and could wear his spectacles in landing. All in vain. Mark Cray h#d somehow contrived to 410 OSWALD CEAY. acquire a wholesome terror of the British shores, and to them he would not be enticed. But — has it ever struck you in your passage through life how won- derfully things work round ? Caroline Cray was dying ; was want- ing her husband to be by her side and see the last of her, as was only right and natural. But he — looking at things as he looked at them — was debarred from going to her ; it was — judging as he judged — a simple impossibility that he should go. And this great barrier was turning her mind to frenzy, was making havoc of her dying hours, and increasing her bodily sufferings in an alarming degree. It did seem an impossibility. If Mark Cray refused to venture to his own land so long as the Wheal Bang held its rod over him, it was next door to certain that he could not come at all. The Wheal Bang's shareholders would not relax their threats except on the payment of certain claims, and who would be sufficiently philanthropic to pay them ? No one in the wide world. So there appeared to be no hope of Mark's return ; and the knowledge that there was not was entirely taking from Caroline Cray that tranquillity of mind and body which ought if possible to attend the last passage to the tomb : nay, it was keeping her in a state of excitement that was pitiable for herself and for all who beheld her. " If Mark could only come ! " was the incessant cry night and day. " I cannot die unless Mark comes. " You have heard that beautiful phrase, "Man's extremity is God's opportunity," and though it may strike you as almost irreverent to introduce any matter connected with Mark Cray as an exemplifica- tion of it, what came to pass was surely very like a proof of the truth of that phrase. Poor, erring, shallow-pated Mark ! even he was remembered, neglectful as he had been of the Great Remem- brancer. Whilst Caroline was lifting her hands to heaven with a vain cry in which there was no trust ; whilst it seemed to all that there was no human feasibility of bringing Mark to England, that feat was accomplished in the easiest and most unexjiected manner. Is it too much to say that a Higher Power was at work in answer to that poor woman's despairing cry %— 'though the human agencies employed were of the least exalted. Mr. Barker, who was doing something grand and good (good in his sense) in Paris, found it necessary for his own plans to pay a visit to London. And when there, he, to use his own phrase, got "dropped upon;" in other words, he fell into the still outstretched hands of the Great Wheal Bang. That it was unexpectedly to him- self is undoubted ; for he was one of those men who believe impli- citly in their own luck. Once in the mesh, Barker resolved to make the best of it. He had done nothing wrong, nothing that he could be punished for, and he carelessly told them that his only motive in DREADFUL TREACHERY. 411 not surrendering beforehand was the bother of having the accounts to go over. Perhaps it really was so. Mr. Barker's usual luck attended him now. After he was arrested and had been kept in durance for four days, the shareholders released him. The very shareholders themselves released him ; the wronged, irritated, angry shareholders ! Surely there was some charm in Barker's tongue ! He talked them over in the most miraculous manner ; and they took him out of prison, some one going bail for the single debt on which he had been taken. Now that the thing had come to a crisis Barker was as eager as they were to get it to a settlement, and he went to work with a will. A settlement, how- ever, could not be come to without the presence of Mark Cray ; Mark and Barker were both made bankrupts, and it was necessary that Mark should come over — or else never come over any more. So Barker wrote for him. We left Mark standing at the water's edge. He was all uncon- scious of these doings at home which so nearly affected him ; and he stood there speculating as to what news the letter, refused to him in the morning, contained. By some mischance Barker had neglected fully to prepay it ; he had put on a fourpenny stamp, but the letter turned out to be over weight by a hair's breadth, and of course the Honfleur postal authorities declined to give it up. " What he's doing in London puzzles me," cogitated Mark, — for he had recognised the writing as Barker's. "He told me he should not show himself there until the bother was over. What took him there now, I wonder?" He stopped to single out a particularly shiny stone embedded in the mud, lifted it up with his toe, and kicked it into the water. A little shrimping-boat was making towards him, for it was low tide, laden with its spoils of the day. But it was not very near yet. "It's well that she should have gone over as she did," he resumed, his thoughts reverting to his wife. "Heaven knows I should like to be with her ; but she has all she wants there, and here she would have nothing. I wish I could be with her ! As to their saying — that Welch, or whatever his name is : I don't remember any great light of that name — that she's incurable, I don't believe it. That old Blue said the same, or wanted to say it — such jargon as the fellow talked to be sure ! — but Blue's nothing better than an old woman. By the way, I wonder how long Blue intends to stop away ! It's fine for these French fellows, taking a holiday when they choose, and leaving their patients to a confrere ! I wish he had left me as the confrere on the occasion, it would have been a few francs, at any rate, in my pocket. The French wouldn't have had that, 1 suppose ! Their envious laws won't permit an Englishman to practice on them. Oh, if some rich countryman of one's own would only fall ill ! " Mark Cray strolled a few steps either way, and halted again in the same place as before ; he kicked six stones into the water, one 412 OSWALD CRAY after the other, the seventh was an obstinate one, and would not come out. Dull and dreary did the waves look that evening, under the leaden sky. ' But that 'is speaking rather metaphorically, for in point of fact there are no ivaves off Honfleur, except in the stormiest weather. That Mark Cray's condition was a forlorn one no one can dispute. He had no friends or acquaintances in the town ; a latent, ever- present consciousness of their straits ; their position and its secrets, had caused him and his wife to abstain from making any, and one or two English residents who had shown themselves disposed to be friendly were repulsed at the outset. Not a single person within reach could Mark Cray apply to with the slightest plea of acquaint- anceship and say, Lend me sixteen sous, that I may pay for a letter ! Even Monsieur Le Bleu, as you have gathered from his soliloquy, was away. But Mark wished much to get that letter, and he was wondering how he could get it at this very moment as he looked out across the water to the opposite coast and the dark cloud that hung over Harfleur. " It would be of no use going to the post-office unless I took the money," he soliloquised. "They would never let me have it without. Stingy old frogs ! What's sixteen sous that they can't trust a fellow ? Help must come to me soon from some quarter or other ; things can't stand in their present plight. That very letter may have money in it." Grumbling, however, would not bring him the letter, neither would kicking pebbles into the manche : Mr. Mark Cray grew tired of his pastime, and finally turned away from it. He saun- tered through the waste ground underneath the side windows of the hotel, his ears nearly deafened by the noise of the rough boys who were quarrelling in groups over their marbles, made a detour across the bridge, glanced askance at the slip of building grandly designated Bureau des Postes, and turned off towards his home. It was a soft, calm evening in January, gloomy enough overhead, but in the west the sky was clearing, and a solitary star came peeping out, imbedded like a diamond in its grey setting. To a mind less matter-of-fact than Mark Cray's that star might have seemed as a ray of hope ; an earnest that skies do not remain gloomy for ever. Mark turned in at his little garden, and was about to ring quietly at the house-door ; as one not upon the most cordial terms with a frowning landlady likes to ring : when a voice in the road greeted him. "Bonsoir!" 'Bon soir," returned Mark, supposing it was only the courteous salutation of some chance passer-by, and not troubling himself to turn his head. " Et madame ? quelles nouvelles aveg-vous d'elle 1 ' ]>KEAi)FUL TREACHERY. 413 Mark wheeled round. It was Monsieur Le Bleu. Mark Cray extended his hand, and his face lighted up. In his desolation even this French doctor was inexpressibly welcome. " I didn't know you were back, Mr. Blue : savais pas que vous retournez, mosseu," added he, taking his customary plunge into the mysteries of French. " I come from return this after-midday," said the surgeon. " I ask, sare, if you have the news from madame 1 " "She's worse, and can't come back," said Mark. "Plus malade. Not to be cured at all, they say, which I don't believe ; pas croy- able, mosseu. I don't believe the English medecin understands the case. Non ! jamais." " Do I not say two— three — four months ago, me ? I know she not curable. I feel sure what it was. I say to you, mon ami, you tiens ! c'est le facteur ! " For the facteur had come up at an irregular hour, and this it was which had caused Monsieur Le Bleu's surprise. The bureau des postes had despatched him to offer the letter a second time to Mark. "Has monsieur the money now?" he demanded in quick French, which was a vast deal more intelligible to his French auditor than his English one. "If not, our bureau won't be at the pains to offer the letter a third time, and monsieur must get the letter from the bureau himself if he wants it." What with the amount of French all at once and the embarrass- ment of the situation, Mark Cray devoutly wished the postman in the waters of the manche. That functionary, however, stood his ground where he was, and apparently had no intention of leaving it. He bent over the gate, the letter in his outstretched hand. Monsieur Le Bleu looked at him with some interest, curious to know why the letter had been refused. He inquired why of Mark, and Mark muttered some unintelligible words in answer, speaking in French so excessively obscure that the surgeon could not understand a syllable. Se he turned for information to the facteur. "Did Monsieur dispute the charge 1 " he asked. "Not at all," replied the man. "It was not a dispute as to charge. The English Monsieur had no money. It was a double letter : sixteen sous." "Ah, no change," said Monsieur Le Bleu, with a delicacy that many might have envied, as he turned his eyes from Mark Cray's downcast face. "It's a general complaint. I never knew the small change so scarce as it is : one can get nothing but gold. Hold, I'll take the letter from you, facteur, and monsieur can repay me when he has change." The surgeon handed the sixteen sous to the postman, and gave the letter to Mark. Mark spoke some obscure words about repaying him on the morrow, and broke the seal. 414 OSWALD CRAY. There was still light enough to see, though very obscurely, and Mark Cray's dazzled eyes fell on a bank-note for £5. The surgeon had bidden him good-night, and was walking away with the postman : Mark Cray was only half-conscious of their departure. Debt did not affect Mark as it does those ultra-sensitive spirits who can but sink under its ills ; nevertheless, he did feel as if an overwhelming weight had been taken from him. He rang the bell, loudly now, feeling not so afraid of meeting madame, should she answer it. And he lighted his little lamp and read the letter. Read it almost in disbelief, half doubting whether its good news could indeed be true. For Mr. Barker had written all couleur-de-rose : and a very deep rose, too. The Wheal Bang had come to its senses, and the worry was over. He, Barker, was upon confidential terms with all the shareholders, shook hands with them individually thrice a-day. There would be no fuss, no bother ; the affairs were being wound up in the most amicable manner, and Mark had better come over without an hour's delay, and help. The sooner they got it done, the sooner they should be free to turn their attention to other matters, and he, Barker, had a glorious thing on hand just now, safe to realise three thousand a year. Such were the chief contents of the letter. Whether Barker believed in them fully himself, or whether he had dashed on a little extra colouring as to the simplification of affairs relative to the Great Wheal Bang, cannot be told. It may be that he feared hesitation still on the part of Mark Cray, and wished to get him over at once. In point of fact, Mark's presence was absolutely necessary to the winding-up. Mark yielded without the slightest hesitation. If Mark Cray had confidence in any one living being, it was in Barker. He forthwith set about the arrangements for his departure. It would take more than the five-pound note to clear all that he owed in Honfieur ; so he paid madame, and one or two trifles that might have proved productive of a little inconvenience at the time of starting, and got away quietly by the boat to Havre, and thence to London. But oh ! the treachery of man ! When the steamer reached the metropolis, Mai-k Cray walked boldly ashore in the full glare of day, never so much as shading his eyes from the sun with those charming blue spectacles you have heard of, never shrinking from the gaze of any mortal Londoner. Mark's confidence in the good- fellowship of the Wheal Bang's shareholders Avas restored, his trust in Barker implicit ; if he felt a little timid on any score, it was connected with his clothes, which certainly did not give out quite so elegant a gloss as when they had been spick and span new. Mark stood on the quay, after landing, and looked round for Barker, whom he had expected would be there to meet him. THK GALLANT CAPTAIN HOME AGAIN. 415 "Cab, sir?" "No," said Mark. "I'll wait here a minute or two," decided Mark to himself. " Barker's sure to come. I wrote him word what time we might expect to be in — though we are shamefully late. He can't have been and gone again ! " Some one came up and touched him on the shoulder. ' ' Mr. Marcus Cray, I believe ? " Mark turned quickly. ' ' Well ? " said he to the intruder, a shabby- looking man. "You are my prisoner, sir." " What ?" cried Mark. "You are my prisoner, sir," repeated the stranger, making signs to another man to come closer. Mark shouted and kicked, and for a moment actually fought with his assailants. It was of course a senseless thing to do ; but the shock was so sudden. He had felt himself as secure, stepping on those shores, as any foreign ambassador could have felt ; and now to find himself treacherously pounced upon in this way was bitter beyond everything. No wonder that for the minute Mark was mad. " It can't be ! " he shrieked ; " you have no warrant for this. I am as free as air ; they wrote me word I was." ' ' Would you like a cab, sir ? " inquired the official civilly, but not deigning to answer. " You can have one if you like. Call one, Jim." A cab was called ; the prisoner was helped into it and driven away — he was too bewildered to know where. And that's how Mr. Mark Cray was welcomed to London. His rage was great, his sense of injury dreadful. "Only let me come across Barker!" he foamed. "He shall suffer for this. A man ought to be hanged for such treachery." Mark Cray was, so far, mistaken. Barker was as innocent in the arrest as he was. An accident had prevented his going down to meet the Havre steamer. CHAPTER LVIII. THE GALLANT CAPTAIN HOME AGAIN. Captain Davenal and his wife had been expected in England in December — as you have heard ; but the time went on, and February was at its close before they arrived. They had been compelled to 416 OSWALD CRAY. land at the Cape in consequence of the illness of Mrs. Davenal, and had to remain there some time. She had come into a very large fortune on the death of her father ; a considerable portion of it was settled upon her, and the rest, a munificent sum, lapsed to her husband. So Captain Edward Davenal was once more at his ease in this world of changes. Gay, handsome, free, sunny, it might have been thought that not an hour's care had ever been upon him. No allusion to a cer- tain dark episode of the past escaped his lips when he and his sister met : there were no signs that he so much as remembered such a trouble had- ever been. They were the guests of Lady Reid, and would remain so for a short time. It was Captain Davenal's intention to take a furnished house for a term. His leave of absence was for two years ; but they did not care to be stationary in London the whole of that period. Sara was charmed with his wife : a gentle, yielding, pretty thing, looking so young as to be a girl still, and dividing her love between her husband and infant son, a fine young gentleman born at the Cape. A. dread fear assailed Sara Davenal's heart as she looked upon her ; for that curious matter, touching the young woman who claimed to be connected with Captain Davenal, had never been cleared up. Not since the previous December had Sara once observed her approach the house : but she had twice seen her in conversation with Neal at the end of the street, the last time being the very day of the arrival of Captain Davenal. It was alto- gether strange in Sara's opinion. If the young woman fancied she really had a legal claim of the nature she mentioned on Captain Davenal, why had she not asserted it openly ? If she had no such claim, if she were an impostor, for what purpose had she advanced the claim ? There had been no demand for silence-money ; no attempt at extortion. However it might be, Sara's duty was plain, now Captain Davenal had arrived — to acquaint him with the cir- cumstances. " I have some papers to give you," Sara whispered to her brother at Lady Reid's, the night of his arrival there. ' ' Papers ? O yes, I suppose so. I shall be with you to- morrow." So he had not quite forgotten the affair. On the conclusion of the matter with Mr. Alfred King, Sara had sealed up certain papers and receipts according to the written directions of Dr. Davenal ; and these she waited to put into her brother's hand. Mrs. Cray was with them still. She had taken to her bedroom entirely now, and was gradually dying. Mark was with her. His difficulty with the Great Wheal Bang's shareholders, and particularly witli that one cautious shareholder who had saluted Mark so im- politely on his landing from Havre, was virtually over : Mark enjoyed liberty of person again, and things were in process of adjust- ment. Miss Davenal so far overcame her repugnance to Mark as THE GALLANT CAPTAIN HOME AGAIN. 417 to allow him to be in her house, but it was only in consideration of Caroline's dying condition. It happened that Captain Davenal's first visit to the house was paid at an opportune moment, in so far as his interview with his sister was free from fear of interruption. Miss Davenal had gone to Lady Reid's, to see and welcome the travellers. Neal was in attendance upon her, and Caroline was asleep. Mark Cray was in the City ; he had to go there frequently, in connection with the winding-up of the Great Wheal Bang Company. Captain Davenal came in, all joyous carelessness, telling Dorcas, who admitted him, that she looked younger and handsomer than ever ; and poor Dorcas — who was not young at all, and had never been handsome in her life — felt set up in vanity for a month to come. Sara was in the drawing-room. It was the first time of their being alone, and Captain Davenal held her before him and scanned her face. ' ' What has made you grow so thin ? "Am I thin? " she returned. ' ' Dreadfully so. I have been telling Dorcas that she's handsomer than ever, but I can't say the same of you. What is the cause, Sara ? ' "I think people do get thin in London," she replied with some evasion. " But let me deliver over my charge, Edward." She went to her bedroom and brought down Dr. Davenal's desk. To Edward's surprise, he saw that it was bound round witli a broad tape and sealed. When Sara had placed the papers in the desk, received from Mr. Alfred King, she had immediately sealed up the desk in this manner ; a precaution against its being opened. "What's that for?" exclaimed Captain Davenal, in his quick way, as he recognised the desk and to whom it had belonged. ' l Did my father leave it so 1 " Sara replied by telling him her suspicions of the desk's having been opened ; and that she had deemed it well to secure it against any future inroads when once these papers were inclosed in it. "But who would touch the desk ? " he asked. " For what pur- pose 1 Was young Dick at home at the time 1 " "Dick was not at home. But Dick would not touch a desk. I would not answer for Dick where a jam cupboard is concerned ; but in anything of consequence Dick's as honourable as the day. I suspected Neal, Edward." "Neal!" " I did. I feel half-ashamed to say so. Do you remember telling me that papa had a suspicion or doubt whether Neal had not visited some of his letters ? " " I remember it. I thought my father was wrong. Neal ! Why, Sara, I would as soon suspect myself. " Oswald Cray. 27 418 OSWALD CRAY " Well, I can only tell you the truth— that, when I found cause to fear this desk had been surreptitiously opened, my doubts turned to Neal. You see, we have no one about us but him and Dorcas ; and Dorcas I am certain is trustworthy. But I admit that it was in consequence of what you told me that I cast any doubt on Neal. However it may have been, I deemed it well to secure the desk afterwards." She had been opening the desk as she spoke, and she took from it a sealed packet and handed it to Captain Davenal. He opened it at once ; glanced over its contents, two or three papers, one by one, and slightly drew in his lips. " What a shame ! " ho burst forth. She did not like to ask questions. She only looked at him. ' ' That they should have bled my father in this manner. Scoun- drels ! I was away, therefore the game was in their own hands. Did you read these papers, Sara ? " " I was obliged to read them ; to see that they tallied with copies that papa had left. He left written instructions that I should do so." " To whom was this money paid ? " " To Mr. Alfred King. Do you not see the receipts V ' ' I would walk ten miles before breakfast any morning to see the fellow hanged. It's what he wiH come to." "He told me that he and you had once been friends," she said in a half-whisper. " And so we were. I believed in the fellow : I had no suspicion that he was a villain, and I let him draw me into things from which I could not extricate myself. I was a fool ; and I had to pay for it." In Sara's inmost heart there ai-ose unbidden a rebellious thought : that others had had to pay for it ; not Captain Davenal. "Did it affect my father's health, this business? " he inquired in a low tone. " I fear it did," she replied, feeling that she could not avoid the confession. "I am sure it affected him mentally. There was a great change in him from that night." Captain Davenal folded the papers slowly, and pushed them into his pocket in his usual careless fashion. "What a fool I was! " he muttered ; " and what a rogue was that other I " "Are they safe there, Edward ?" " Safe enough until I get home. They will be burnt then, except this final receipt. Oh, if my father had only lived ! I could at least have repaid him his pecuniary loss. It took all he left behind him, I suppose, to satisfy it 'I " "Yes; all." " He told me ho feared it would, or nearly all, in the letter he wrote me when lie was dying. Did things realise well ? " THE GALLANT CAPTAIN HOME AGAIN. 419 " No, very badly. There was not enough to satisfy the claim by two hundred pounds. Finally, Aunt Bettina advanced that." " Does she know of this ? " he exclaimed, in a startled tone. " No, I kept it from her. It was difficult to do, but I con- trived it." "You were a brave girl, my sister! I don't know who would have acted as you have ! All this trouble upon you, and never to worry me with it in your letters ! — never to ask me for money to help in the need ! " " I thought you had none to give," she simply said. " True enough : I had none ; but most sisters would have asked for it. I shall repay Aunt Bettina at once ; I shall repay to you the half of what my father possessed before this trouble was brought by me upon him. What do you say ? — my wife's money ? Tush, child ! Do you know the amount of the fortune we have come into ? This amount will be but as a drop of water to the ocean in comparison with it. If I did not repay it you, she would." Sara looked up. " My wife knows all. I told her every word." " O Edward ! Before your marriage ! " "Not before. I suppose I ought to have done so, but it would have taken a greater amount of moral courage than I possessed. I couldn't risk losing her. I told her, partially, a short time after our marriage : the full particulars I did not give her until last night." Last night ! Sara was surprised. ' ' She fell in love with you yesterday, Sara, and I thought it well to let her know what you really were — how true you had been to me." Sara was silent. It was in her nature to be true ; and, as she believed, it was in her nature to be able to suffer. " There were times when I felt tempted to wish I had stayed at home and battled with it," resumed Captain Davenal, after a pause. But in that case the scandal would probably have gone forth to the world. As it was, no living being knew of it, save you and my father." "And Mr. Alfred King," she said. Another name also occurred to her, but she did not mention it — that of Oswald Cray. ' ' Alfred King ? Sara, my dear, I don't care to enter into par- ticulars with you, but he was with me in the mess ; more morally guilty, though less legally so, than I was. He has never told it, I can answer for, for his own sake." "He always spoke to me of being only a sort of agent in the affair," she said. "He intimated that the money was due to others." "Was due from himself, then. But it is over and done with : let it drop. And now, Sara, you must allow me to ask you a personal question : are you still engaged to Oswald Cray >. " 420 OSWALD CRAY. The demand was so unexpected, the subject so painful, that Sara felt the life-blood leave her heart for her face. " I am not engaged to Oswald Cray," she said in low tones. " I — I cannot say that I ever was engaged to him." A pause. " But — surely there was some attachment 1 " "A little : in the old days. It is very long ago now. How did you know of it 1 " ' ' Oswald Cray himself told me. It was the evening we went up to town together after Caroline's wedding. He knew I was going out immediately with the regiment, and he gave me a hint of how it was between you. Only a hint ; nothing more. I suppose — I suppose," more slowly added Captain Davenal, " that this miserable business of mine broke it off. I conclude that when Oswald found at my father's death that you had no money he declined the compact. It's the way of the world." ' ' Not so. No. I do not think money, or the want of it, would have any influence on Oswald Cray. In this case it certainly had not. We had parted before papa died." " What, then, was the cause, Sara ? " Should she tell him 1 — that it was his conduct broke it off / Better not, perhaps ; it could do no earthly good and would be only adding pain to pain. " It is a thing of the past now, Edward ; let it remain so. The cause that parted us was one that could not be got over. We are friends still, though we do not often meet. More than that we can never be." Captain Davenal was sorry to hear it. Thoughtless and impru- dent as he was by nature himself, he could not but be aware of the value of Oswald Cray. Such a man would make the happiness — and guard it — of any woman. "I think I had better mention one fact to you, Edward," she resumed, after some moments given to the matter in her own mind. "You have been assuming that no one was cognisant of that business of yours, except papa, myself, and Mr. Alfred King ; but " " No other living soul was cognisant of it," interrupted Captain Davenal. " My father's promptitude stopped it." " Oswald Cray knew of it." "Impossible !" he said, recovei-ing from a pause of surprise. ' ' He did indeed. I am not sure that he knew the exact parti- culars, but he knew a very great deal. I believe — I fancy — that he had gathered even a worse impression of it than the case actually warranted." Captain Davenal was incredulous. "From whom did he learn it?" "I cannot tell you. I have always feared that, as he knew it, it must have been known to others." THE GALLANT CAVTAIN HOME AGAIN. 421 " I tell you, Sara, that beyond you and my father, and King, no one in the world knew of it. You are under some mistake. Oswald Cray could not have known of it." " Nay, then, Edward, as it has come so far, I will tell you the truth. Oswald Cray did know of it, and it was that, and nothing else, that caused us to part. He — he thought, after that, that I was no fit wife for him," she added in a low tone of pain. "And in truth I was not." A pause of distress. " Unfit as my sister 1 " "Yes. I suppose he feared that the crime might at any time be disclosed to the world." "But/iOi« could he have known it ?." reiterated Captain Davenal, the one surprise overwhelming every other emotion in his mind. " King / know would not tell ; for his own sake he dared not : and we may be very sure my father did not. He sacrificed himself to retain it a secret." " That Oswald Cray knew of it I can assure you," she repeated. "He must have known of it as soon — or almost as soon — as we did. From the night that you came down to Hallingham in secret his behaviour changed ; and a little later, when a sort of explanation took place between us, he spoke to me of what had come to his knowledge. I know no more. " "Well, it is beyond my comprehension," said Captain Davenal ; " it passes belief. Good Heavens ! if Oswald Cray knew it, where is my security that others do not I I must look into this." He was about to go off in impulsive haste, probably to seek ( )swald Cray, but Sara detained him. The uncertain doubt, the dread lying most heavily on her heart, was not spoken yet. "Don't go, Edward. You will regard me as a bird of ill omen, I fear, but I have something to say to you on a subject as unpleasant as this, though of a totally different nature." "No crime, I hope," he remarked in a joking tone, as he reseated himself. It was utterly impossible for Edward Davenal to remain sober and serious long together. "It would be a crime — if it were true." " Well, say on, Sara : I am all attention. I have been guilty of a thousand and one acts of folly in my life ; never but of one crime. And that I was drawn into. ' Captain Davenal did right to bid her " say on," for she seemed to have no inclination to say anything ; or else to be uncertain in what words to clothe it. It was a decidedly unpleasant topic, and her colour went and came. "I would not mention it, Edward, if I were not obliged to do so ; if I did not fear consequences for you now you have come home," she began. "It has been weighing me down along, long whilp, and I have had to bear it, saying nothing " " Has some private debt turned up against me ? " he cried hastily. 422 OSWALD CRAY. "I thought I had not one out in the European world. I'll settle it to-morrow, Sara, whatever it may be." " It is not debt at all. It is " Sara stopped, partly from emotion, partly from her excessive reluctance to approach the topic. Should it prove to be altogether some mistake, a feeling of shame would rest upon her for having whispered it. ' ' It's what 1 Why don't you go on ? " "I must go on if I am to tell you," she resumed, rallying her courage. " Did you ever, before you went out — marry any one ? " "Did I — what?" he returned, looking up with an exceedingly amused expression on his face. "O Edward, you heard." " If I heard I did not understand. What do you mean? Why do you ask me so foolish a question ? " "You have not answered it," she continued in a low voice. Captain Davenal noted for the first time the changing hue of her face, the troubled eye, the shrinking, timid manner. His mood changed to seriousness. ' ' Sara, what do you mean ? Did I marry anyone before I went out, you ask ? I neither married anyone, nor promised marriage. I — Halloa ! you don't mean that I am about to have a breach of promise brought against me ? " The notion was so amusing to Captain Davenal that he burst into a laugh. She shook her head ; and when his laugh had subsided she bent her cheek upon her hand, and related to him, calmly and (juietly, what had occurred. The Captain was excessively amused . he could not be brought to regard the tale in any other light than as a joke. " What do you say the lady's name was ? Catherine what ? " " Catherine Wentworth." " Catherine Wentworth ? " he deliberated. "I never heard the name before in my life ; never knew any one bearing it. Why, Sara, you do not mean to say this has seriously troubled you ? " "It has very seriously troubled me. At times, what with one dread and another, I seemed to have more upon me than I could bear. I have no one to whom I could tell the trouble and the doubt : I dared not write it to you, lest your wife should see the letter." ' ' And if she had ? What then ? " " If she had ? " repeated Sara. " Do you forget the charge ? " "It's too laughable for me to forget it. Rose would have laughed at it with me. Sara, my dear, rely upon it this has arisen from si iiae strange mistake." His open countenance, the utter absence of all symptom of fear, the cool manner in which he treated it, caused Sara to breathe a sigh of relief. Half her doubts had vanished. THE GALLANT CAPTAIN HOME AGAIN. 423 "The strange thing is, why she should make the charge— why she should say she was your wife. It was not done to extort money, for she has never asked for a farthing. She said papa knew of the marriage. " " Did she >. ' was the retort, lightly delivered. "Did she tell all this to you? " "Not to me. I have never spoken to her ; I told you so. What I have learnt, I learnt through Neal." Captain Davenal paused in reflection. "Who knows but that gentleman may be at the bottom of it ?" he said at length. "If he opens desks— I don't say he does, I say if he does— he might invent this tale." " And his motive ? " returned Sara, not agreeing with the pro- positi" >n. "Nay, I don't know." " But Neal did not come forward with the tale. It was in conse- quence of what I accidentally heard her say that I cpiestioned Neal ; and I must do him the justice to declare that it was with very great reluctance he would answer me. I heard Neal tell her, apparently in answer to a question, that there was no doubt Captain Davenal was married ; that he had married a Miss Reid, an heiress. She replied that she would have satisfaction, no matter what punishment it brought him — meaning you, as I supposed." ' ' And Neal afterwards assured you that she was Captain Davenal's wife ? " "Neal assured me that she said she was. Neal himself said he did not believe her to be so ; he thought there must be some mistake. She declared she had been married to you nearly a twelvemonth before you quitted Europe, and that Dr. Davenal knew of it. " " The story-telling little hussy ! " " Edward, I confess to you that I never so much as thought of its not being true in that first moment ! I think fear must have taken possession of me and overpowered my judgment." "You should have written to me, Sara." "I have told you why I did not : lest the letter should fall into the hands of your wife. And I believe that a dread of its truth made me shrink from approaching it. That very same day I saw the young person come out of the War Office. I did not know, and don't know, whether it is the proper place to lodge com- plaints against officers, but I supposed she had been to lodge one against you." " And you have seen her here since, at the house ? " "Occasionally. She has never been troublesome. She has come, apparently, to say a word or two to Neal. I have never questioned him about the visits : I have dreaded the subject too much. Only yesterday I saw Neal speaking to her at the corner of the street." 424 OSWALD CRAY, " Well, Sara, I shall sift this." She lifted her head. ' ' Yes 1 " "I shall. It would not have been pleasant had the rumour reached the ears of my wife." He walked to the window and stood there a moment or two, a flush upon his face, a frown upon his brow. When he turned round again he was laughing. " Did Aunt Bett hear of this ? " "Oh no." " She'd have taken it for granted it was true. Had any one told her in the old days that I had married a dozen wives, and then set the town on fire, Aunt Bett would have believed it of me. But, Sara, I am surprised at you." She glanced at him with a faint smile : not liking to say that the dreadful business, the secret of that past night, which had no doubt helped to send Dr. Davenal to his grave, had, at the time, somewhat shaken her faith in her gallant brother. But for that terrible blow, she had never given a moment's credit to this. CHAPTER LIX. THE SERGEANT-MAJOR'S WIFE. Captain Davenal had made light of the matter to his sister. Know- ing how unfounded was the charge, the whole tiling struck him as being so absurd, so improbable, that his mind could but receive it as a jest. Nevertheless, upon reflection, he saw that it might prove a subj ect of serious annoyance. Such charges, especially if maliciously made and well planned, sometimes cost a world of trouble in refuting them. He had said it was his intention to sift it. Sara suggested that he should do what she had shrunk from doing — question Neal. Captain Davenal hesitated. If there were any foundation for his suspicion that Mr. Neal might have had something to do with making the charge, it would not perhaps be policy to speak to that gentle^ man in the present stage of the affair. Better try by some other means to find out who the young woman was, and all about her. It is true that, without the help of Neal, Captain Davenal did not see his way clear to accomplish this. To seek an unknown young woman in London, one to whom he had no clue, was something equivalent to that traditional search, hunting for a needle in a bottle of hay. the sergeant-major's WIFE. 425 "I wonder if Dorcas could tell us anything about her?" he ex- claimed, ringing the bell upon impulse, as he did most things. And when Dorcas appeared in answer to it, he plunged into a sea of questions that had only the effect of bewildering her. "You must know her, Dorcas," interposed Sara. " It is a young woman, rather nice-looking, who has come here occasionally to see Neal. She generally wears large shawls that almost trail the ground. Captain Davenal has a reason for wishing to know who she is." "You must mean Mrs. Wentworth, Miss Sara." " Mrs. Wentworth ? Is that her name ? " repeated Sara, feeling a sort of relief that the servant had not said Mrs. Davenal. "That's her name, Miss. She is an officer's wife, and is in some trouble about him. I believe Neal is her uncle." Sara looked up. " Neal told my aunt that the young person was not his niece." "Well, I don't know," said Dorcas. " I think she is his niece : at any rate, I have heard her call him uncle. I heard her call him uncle no longer ago than last night, Miss Sara. " " Where was that ? " interposed Captain Davenal. " It was here, sir. She called to see Neal. I was passing down- stairs at the time from Mrs. Cray's room, and it seemed to me that there was some dispute occurring between them. She asked Neal to tell her where Captain Davenal was staying, and Neal refused. He said she should not go troubling Captain Davenal." A pause. Sara's face grew troubled again. " What did she want with me ? " asked the captain. "I don't know, sir," replied Dorcas. "I only heard that much in passing. I was carrying Mrs. Cray's tea-tray down." " Do you know where she lives, this Mrs. Wentworth ? " ' ' Not at all, sir. I have never known that. " "Edward, she is evidently looking out for you !" exclaimed Sara, as Dorcas retired. " I hope and trust she is, and that she'll speedily find me," was the retort of Captain Davenal. " Nothing should I like better than to find her. I have a great mind to ask Neal openly what it all is, and insist upon an answer. " There was no opportunity for further conversation then. Mark Cray came in. Captain Davenal did not think him improved in any way. There was less openness in his manner than formerly, and he rather appeared to evade Captain Davenal, quitting his presence as soon as he conveniently could. The next to enter was Miss Bettina. It was the first time she had met her nephew, and she was disposed to be cordial. Miss Bettina had gone forth that morning to visit his young wife, entertaining a secret prejudice against her, and she returned home liking her. The little baby had been named Richard, too, and that gratified her, 426 OSWALD CRAY. A short time later, and Captain Davenal and his sister stood in the presence of this very young woman, Catherine Wentworth. In a room in Lady Reid's house, when they reached it — for Sara walked home with him — she was waiting. She had gone there inquiring for Captain Davenal, and upon being told that Captain Davenal was out, she asked to be allowed to wait for him. The sequel to this episode is so very matter-of-fact, so devoid of romance, that some of you, my readers, may think it might have been as well never to have introduced it. But in that case what would become of the closing history of Neal ! It was quite neces- sary, if that gentleman was to have a faithful biographer. Sara Davenal sat, the white strings of her bonnet untied. So intense was the relief that when the first few moments of thankful- ness were past, she looked back with a feeling of anger that her mind's peace, for long long months, should have been so unneces- sarily disturbed. They were talking fast, this young woman and Captain Davenal. She had gone to Miss Davenal's house over and over again to inquire after him ; she had handed Neal more than one letter to forward to him in India ; she had been at the house the previous night, de- manding to know where the captain was staying, and saying that she would see him ; and she had this morning found out his address at Lady Reid's, and had waited until he came in. But all for an innocent and legitimate purpose. Mrs. Wentworth — and she was Mrs. Wentworth — had never seen Captain Davenal in her life before ; had never pretended that she had ; she was only seeking him now to get from him some information of her real husband, Sergeant-Major Wentworth, of Captain Davenal's regiment. One train of thought leads to another. Captain Davenal remem- bered now to have heard that the sergeant-major, a very respectable man had voluntarily separated himself from his wife, and left her behind him in England when their regiment sailed for India, in consequence of some misconduct on her part. He stood there face to face with the young woman, trying to reconcile this plain state- ment of facts Avith the account of past assertions related to him by Sara. "You are Sergeant-Major Wentworth's wife, you say," ob- served Captain Davenal, regarding her narrowly, watching every word that fell from her lips. If there had been any conspiracy between her and Neal to undermine his sister's peace, he felt that he should like to punish both of them. Sara had had enough of real troubles to bear without having false ones brought upon her. " Yes, I miii," she replied. She had a wonderfully pretty face, now that it could lie seen without her veil, and her manners were pleasing — nay, ladylike. But still there was the look of general the sergeant-major's wipe. 427 untidiness about her that Sara had noticed before, Uiough she did not wear a shawl to-day, but a black cloth mantle, fashionably cut. " May I ask if you ever allowed it to be understood that you were any one else's wife ? " rejoined Captain Davenal, putting the question in the most convenient form he could, and in a half -jesting tone. " Any one else's wife ? " she repeated, as if not understanding. " Ay ; mine, for instance ! " " Why, of course I never did. I don't know what you mean, sir." " Does Neal know you are Sergeant-Major Wentworth's wife ? " " O dear, yes. I have done nothing a long while but beseech him to write to you, sir, and ask if you would speak in my behalf to Wentworth, and make him allow me more, or else let me go out to him in India." Sara interposed. It might not be wise of her, but she could not help herself: "I once accidentally heard a conversation of yours with Neal. You were speaking of this gentleman, Captain Davenal ; it was the very day that we had heard news of his marriage with Miss Keid. I remember you said something to the effect that you would have satisfaction, cost what punishment it would to him. Did you allude to your husband ? " " Yes, I did," the girl replied. " And I hope he will be punished yet. I remember the time too. I had had a letter that morning from one of the women who went out with the regiment, a soldier's wife. She spoke of my husband in it in a way that vexed me ; and she said, amongst other news, that their Captain — Captain Davenal — had just got married. The letter put me up to think that perhaps Captain Davenal could do some good for me with my husband, and I came off at once to Neal and asked him. Neal said he should not trouble Captain Davenal with anything of the sort ; and the answer made me angry, and I reminded Mr. Neal that I could say one or two things about him that might not be pleasant if I chose to be ill-natured ; and at last he promised to send a letter for me to Captain Davenal, enclosed in one from himself, if I liked to write and state the case. I remember quite well saying that I would have satisfaction somehow, no matter what the punishment to Wentworth. Did my letters ever reach you, sir? I wrote two or three." " Never." "Like enough Neal never sent them," she exclaimed with an angry toss. " He said he did ; and I have been always asking him whether he received no answer for me. " " Is Neal your uncle, Mrs. Wentworth >. " " I call him so sometimes, sir, when 1 want to be pleasant with him, but in point of fact he is no real relation. My step -mother is his sister ; and that makes him a sort of uncle-in-law. " 428 OSWALD CRAY. a And you have not — excuse my pressing the question, Mrs. Wentworth, but I have a reason for it — given Neal reason to suppose that you were ever married to any one except Sergeant-Major Went- worth ? " resumed Captain Davenal. " Never in my life, sir," she replied, and her truthful accent was unmistakable. " Say to Neal that I was married to any one else ! What for ? It would be childish to say it ; he knows quite well that I was married to Sergeant Wentworth. He was not sergeant-major then." The falsehood then had been Neal's ! Captain Davenal glanced at Sara. But the sergeant's wife spoke again. " Could you interest yourself for me with Wentworth, sir ?" "Ah, I don't know. It is a ticklish thing, you see, to interfere between man and wife," added the captain, a jesting smile upon his lips. " What is your grievance against Wentworth ? " Mrs. Wentworth entered on her grievances ; a whole catalogue of them. She required that her husband should send for her to be with him in India, or else that he should make her a better allow- ance, so that she could live " as a lady. " She knew he got plenty of prize-money she said, for she had been told so ; and she finished by stating that she had been to the War Office, and to half-a-dozen other offices, to complain of him, and could get no redress." " Well," said Captain Davenal, "I'll tell you what I will do. I will write to your husband — a man for whom I have great respect — and inquire his version of the quarrel between you. We should always hear both sides of a question, you know, Mrs. Wentworth. When I get his answer, you shall hear from me. To be candid with you, I must say that I don't think Wentworth is one to allow of much interference. He has good judgment, and he likes to exercise it. But I will write to him." "And you'll promise to see me again, sir, in spite of Neal? What his objection was, I don't know, but he did all he could to prevent my seeing you." " I don't think you need fear Neal's prevention for the future in regard to seeing me," said Captain Davenal significantly, as he civilly bowed out Mrs. Wentworth. " Well, Sara, and what do you think of Neal now ? " "I cannot understand it; I cannot understand why he should have said it, or what his motive was," slowly replied Sara. " Oh, if he only knew the cruel days and nights it caused me to pass. Shall you tell Aunt Bettina of Neal's falsity ? " "Tell her ! " repeated Captain Davenal. " Do you think I can allow her and you to be any longer under the same roof with a villain such as Neal ? " Light. 429 CHAPTER LX. LIGHT. Not to Miss Bettina, however, did Captain Davenal at once tako his way, but to Parliament Street. Sara's revelation that morning — that the one dark episode in his own past history had been known to Oswald Cray — was troubling Edward Davenal's mind far more than any sense of the inconvenience wrought by Mr. Neal. They stood together in Oswald's sitting-room, the doors closed. A few words of greeting on both sides, and then the captain plunged, without any ceremony or preparation, into the object which had brought him. "I have come to ask you a question," he began, dropping his voice to a confidential whisper. ' ' How did you become acquainted with that miserable business of mine ? " "With what miserable business ? " returned Oswald, in surprise. ' ' Don't you recall what I mean ? That affair that swamped me. Or, I'm sure I may better say, swamped my father. The— the — those bills, you know." Oswald did not know in the least. And said so. "Hang it, Cray," exclaimed the captain, " why force a man to speak out ? Those forged bills that I put into circulation, and couldn't get back again." "I protest I do not know what you are talking about," returned Oswald. "I don't understand what it is you would ask me." " I only ask how you became acquainted with the affair." " I never was acquainted with the affair : with any affair such as you allude to," persisted Oswald. "I am not acquainted with it now." " Do you mean to say that you did not become cognisant of that dreadful trouble I got into before leaving England — the signing of those bills ?" "I never heard of it in my life. I never heard, or knew, that you were in any trouble whatever." Captain Davenal sat staring at Oswald. How reconcile this denial with Sara's positive assurance of an hour ago? "You are telling me the truth ? " he cried, with a perplexed air. "The entire truth," said Oswald. "Why should I not do so ? " "What then could Sara mean?" debated Captain Davenal aloud. "She tells me that you did know of it." " Sara tells you so ? " "She does. She says that — I don't see that 1 need scruple to speak," broke off Captain Davenal ; "it's all over and done with, 1 430 OSWALD CRAY. suppose — Sara says it was your knowledge of the affair that caused the breaking off of the engagement between you and herself." Oswald Cray was silent. A doubt crossed him whether the gallant captain could have received some sabre-cut or sunstroke in India which had affected his brain. Captain Davenal noted his puzzled look, and strove to be more explanatory. "When you and I were returning to town from Hallingham the night of Caroline's wedding, you hinted that there existed an attachment or engagement between you and Sara. For the first time I spoke of this to Sara this morning. She admitted that something of the kind had existed, but said it was over ; and I saw that the subject was painful — one she wished to avoid, so I dropped it. Afterwards, in speaking of this unhappy business of mine, I observed that it had been known to three people only : my father, Alfred King, and Sara ; but Sara interrupted me, saying that it was known to Oswald Cray. I disputed the fact ; I said it could not have been known to you, but she persisted in her assertion, and finally confessed that it was in consequence of its coming to your knowledge that you broke off the engagement, deeming she was not worthy, as my sister, to become your wife. Pardon me yet a moment whilst I state that I am not here to question the decision ; I don't wish to enter upon it at all, except to say that many would have done as you did, after what 7, her brother, had been guilty of. All that is apart from the business, and I am only telling you how it came out. Sara assures me that it was the sole cause for breaking off the engagement, and that you must have known of it almost as soon as— as my father knew. Now, I want you to tell me, Oswald Cray, how and whence that affair came to your knowledge. Have I made myself clear % " "Perfectly clear, so far as explanation goes ; but it is nothing but obscurity to me, for all that. In the first place, allow me to rapeat to you that I never knew until now that you were in any trouble whatever. This is my first intimation of it. "And was it not that knowledge that caused you and Sara to part ? " ' ' It was not. How could it have been when I assure you I did not possess the knowledge 1 A — a great trouble, of which 1 would prefer not to speak, did lead to the parting, but it was entirely un- connected with you." " Well, this is Greek to me," returned Captain Davenal. "There was no other trouble connected with the family, except mine. I suppose you mean that it was connected with them ? " " Yes." "With which of them? There was no scapegoat in it except myself." "It was connected with Dr. Davenal," said Oswald reluctantly. " 1 cannot say more." LKillT. i:;i "With my father? Nonsense, if you mean anything wrong. A more upright man never breathed. Fancy him sending forth bad bills ! " " I could not fancy him doing so," replied Oswald. "The matter had nothing to do with money." " I'll lay all I am worth it had to do with me, with nry business," impulsively spoke Captain Davenal. "I will tell you how it was " "Nay, it is not worth while," was Oswald Cray's interruption, as he thought how very different a thing was Lady Oswald's un- happy death from the topics under discussion. " Believe me, you had not, and could not have had, anything to do with the real question." " But I will tell you, now I have begun. I and my choice friend, as I thought him then," — Captain Davenal spoke with scornful bitterness, — "got into an awful mess together, and could not get out of it. No matter whether it was gambling or horse-racing, or what not ; money we were compelled to have. King assured me on his honour that in three weeks' time he should be in the possession of several thousand pounds, if we could only stave off exposure until then, and in an evil hour I yielded to his persuasion and wrote my father's name. The suggestion was King's, the persuasion was King's, the full assurance that all would be well was King's. I don't say this in extenuation of myself ; the guilt and madness of yielding were all mine. Well, the days went on, and when the time came, and the thing was on the point of exploding, King had not the thousands he had counted on : moreover, I found that his expecta- tion of having them had been from the first very vague indeed, and we had a desperate quarrel. The sneak turned round ; threatened me with exposure, with ruin, and I had to go down and confess the truth to my father. He saved me — saved me at the sacrifice of all he had, and, I fear, of his life." There was a pause. Oswald had grown strangely interested. Captain Davenal continued. " I shall never forget the effect it had upon him- — never, never. I speak only of the hour of the communication ; I never saw him after that. I told him there might be trouble with these bills, to get them at all ; that even with the money in hand to redeem them I was not sure the consequences could be averted from me. I saw the change pass over his face ; the grey, scared look ; and it did not leave it again." "Where did you see him ? " " At Hallingham. 1 went down at some peril, after leave had been refused me at head-quarters, reaching Hallingham about eleven o'clock on a Sunday night. I stayed an hour or so with my father in his study, and then went back to the station again, for I had to be at my post on duty the following morning. No one at 432 OSWALD CHAY. home knew of my visit. I tapped at my father's study window and lie let me in. Before I left, I asked to see Sara. I knew quite well, though they did not, that I should not go down again, and I did not care to leave for years without saying a word to her ; so my father fetched her down from her room. We did not tell her the particu- lars, only that I had been doing something wrong, was in danger, and that my visit to Hallingham must be kept quiet. My poor father ! I remember his asking with a burst of feeling what he had done that all this trouble should fall upon him. Another great trouble had befallen him that night in the death of Lady Oswald." "Yes?" said Oswald with a calm manner but a beating heart. His thoughts were in that long past night, and Neal's description of it. "It was very dreadful," resumed Captain Davenal, alluding to the matter of Lady Oswald. " My father was sadly cut up. Mark Cray had killed her through administering the chloroform." Oswald felt his heart stand still, his face flush with a burning heat. He moved nearer to Captain Davenal, but his voice was quite still. " Did you say Mark administered the chloroform ? " ' ' It was Mark. Yes. My father said he had especially for- bidden Mark Cray to give her chloroform. Mark in the course of the day had proposed doing it, but the doctor warned him that chloroform would not do for Lady Oswald. When all was ready, he (my father) had to carry Lady Oswald's maid from the chamber in a fainting-fit, and when he got back to it he found Mark had ad- ministered the chloroform, which he had taken with him to the house surreptitiously, and was commencing the operation. The doctor said he could not make out Mark Cray that night. He was beginning the operation in so unskilful, so unsurgeon-like a manner, that my father had to push him away as he would have pushed a child, and perform it himself. But they could not recover Lady Oswald." Oswald made no remark. He felt as one stunned. "It struck me as being a most shocking thing," continued Cap- tain Davenal. "I remarked to my father that it seemed like murder, and he said ' Yes, he supposed the world would call it so.' ' ' ' But why did not Dr. Davenal declare the truth — that it was Mark who had given the chloroform 1 " interrupted Oswald. "Why suffer himself to rest under the imputation ? " ' ' What imputation ? There was no imputation to lie under. All the world supposed that chloroform had been rightly and pro- perly administered, according to the judgment of both of them." True ; true. Oswald Cray had been speaking in accordance with his own private knowledge, not with publicly-known facts. "My father kept the secret for Mark Cray's sake. If it went forth to the world, he said it would blight Mark's professional career LIGHT. 433 for life. Ho told me the facts, but he intended to keep them from all others, and he warned me not to divulge them. I never did. I am not sure that I should feel justified in telling even you now, but that Mark is no longer in the profession. My poor father made the remark that they were two heavy secrets for his breast to keep, mine and Mark Cray's." The murmur of the words fell upon Oswald's ear, but he was as < me who heard them not. A weighty amount of self-reproach was rising up within him. Captain Davenal talked on, and then has- tened away, for he had Mr. Neal to settle with yet, leaving Oswald alone. The scales, so long obscuring Oswald Cray's eyes, had fallen from them, and he saw the past in its true colours. The one wondering question that seemed to press upon him now was, how he could ever have doubted Dr. Davenal. Above his own self-reproach ; above the bitter feeling of repentance for the wrong he had dealt out to her whom he best loved on earth ; above his regrets for the late years wasted in a miserable illusion ; was his remorse for having so misjudged that good man, misjudged him even to his grave. He saw it all now. How, when he questioned Dr. Davenal about his motives for administering the fatal medicine, he had taken the odium upon himself for Mark's sake. Not even to him, his brother, would he, in his loving-kindness, betray Mark. Never had the pride, the self-esteem, of Oswald Cray received a blow like unto this. He had plumed himself on his superiority ; he had cast off Dr. Davenal as one unworthy of him ; he had dared, in his self-sufficiency, to cast off Sara. Her father was a man suspected, and therefore she was no fitting mate for him ! Whereas, ( )swald now learnt that it was his own brother who was the offender : Dr. Davenal and his daughter were the victims. The full value, the Christian conduct of that good man was patent to him now ; the patient endurance of Sara became clear to him. He lifted his hat and wiped the moisture from his brow, as he walked through the streets, all these considerations doing battle in his brain. The winter's day was cold, but Oswald's brow was hot ; hot with inward, self-accusing fever. He was on his way to Miss Davenal's, to seek a conference with his half-brother : there were one or two questions he would put to him. He had taken his hat and come out the moment Captain Davenal left him : business and all else gave way before this. Oswald Cray 28 4'M OSWALD CRAY. CHAPTER LXI. THE BARGAIN SEALED. Mark Cray sat in his wife's sick-room. Mark Cray found it (be- tween ourselves) rather tiresome to sit in his wife's sick-room : and Mark was very apt to doze at his post. Mark was asleep now. He was dreaming a charming dream of greatness— in which some grand scheme of Barker's had succeeded, and he and that gentle- man were sailing about the atmosphere in a triumphal car of gold, looking down with complacency on the poor toiling mortals in the world below — when Dorcas came in with a whisper, and aroused him. Mr. Oswald Cray was in the dining-room waiting to see him, she said : and Mark, after a stare at the girl, descended, pushing back his clustering hair, which had disarranged itself in his sleep. Oswald was standing near the fire. He turned to Mark and spoke in quiet tones. " I have a question to ask you, Mark. It relates to the past. Who " " Oh, never mind the past," interrupted Mark, with a half-testy, half-careless sort of manner. "I'm sure there's enough worry in the present without going back to that of the past. I wish that horrid mine had been sunk a thousand fathoms deep before I had had anything to do with it. I dare say I shall pay you back some time ! " " It is not about the mine I wish to speak to you, or of payment either," calmly rejoined Oswald. " But, Mark, I want the truth from you — the truth, mind — upon another subject. It was you, was it not, who gave the chloroform to Lady Oswald ? " Mark made no reply, either truthful or otherwise. The ques- tion was so exceedingly unlike any he had expected that he only stared. " It was supposed, I know, at the time to have been adminis- tered by Dr. Davenal. But I have reason to believe that it was administered by yourself during his temporary absence from the chamber, and against his sanction. Was it so, Mark ? " ' ' I suppose you heard this from the doctor himself at the time?" was Mark Cray's remark. "I remember you were worrying over it." " I beg you to answer my question, Mark. What you say shall X<> no further." Well, yes, it was so," said Mark; "though I'm sure I cant think why you want to bring up the thing now. I did give her the chloroform, but I did it for the best. As I was to perform the B THE BARGAIN SEALED. 4.M5 operation I thought 1 had a right to exercise my own judgment, which was opposed to the doctor's. I was very sorry for the result, of course, but I did it for the best. " " I wish you had told me the truth at the time, Mark. You suffered me to believe that the chloroform was given by Dr. Davenal. " "And what difference did it make to you which of us gave it?" was Mark Cray's reply, not an unnatural one. "You may guess that it was a thing I did not care to speak about. So long as it was assumed we gave the chloroform conjointly, in accordance with ordinary practice and to the best of our judgment, no one could say a word ; but if it had been disclosed that I gave it alone, on my < >wn responsibility and against the doctor's opinion, I should have had the whole town carping at me." Oswald had nothing further to say. He could not tell the bitter truth — that this miserable apprehension had wrecked his hopes of happiness, had been making an icebolt of his heart in the inter- vening years. Mark escaped, and returned to his wife's room, there to endeavour to drop into his golden dreams again, from which he seemed to have been aroused for no earthly use whatever. And Oswald stayed on in the hope of seeing Sara. Not only in the dining-i'oom of Miss Davenal's house was a con- ference being held at that hour, but also in the drawing-room above : and but for the all-absorbing nature of his own thoughts Oswald Cray had not failed to hear the sounds. Captain Davenal had Neal there, before his aunt. And Mr. Neal was slipping out of all accusations as smoothly as an eel. The group was noticeable. Miss Davenal in her chair, upright and angry, only partially understanding the cause of commotion ; Captain Davenal standing, open and impetuous, talking very fast ; Neal full of repose and self-possession, all his wits in full play ; and Sara, sitting apart in silence, her cheek bent upon her hand. Captain Davenal charged Neal with treachery, general and par- ticular. Neal had his plausible answers ready to meet all. The interview was drawing to an end, and little satisfaction had been derived from it. Poor Miss Davenal's ears were in a be- wildered condition : desks, letters, inventions to Sara touching a Mrs. Wentworth, and a hundred other charges, jumbling hopelessly upon them, nothing being clear. Neal denied everything. "You did tell Miss Sara Davenal that the young woman was my wife," cried Captain Davenal, indignantly. " I beg your pardon, sir," said Neal, respectfully. "I said 1 felt quite sure she was not ; that there must be some mistake. Miss Sara perhaps will remember that such was my opinion." "At any rate, you said the young woman made the charge," persisted Captain Dnvenal, irritated at the assured coolness. 436 OSWALD CRAY. "I did, sir. I understood the young woman to make it. She— " "But she never did make it," interrupted Captain Da venal. Neal shrugged his shoulders in submissive superciliousness, meant for Mrs. Wentworth. "It may suit the young woman's purpose to say so now, sir. I fear she is not very strict in her adherence to truth ; but she certainly did make it at the time. However, sir, I am quite willing to take the blame upon myself, to allow that I misunderstood her." ' ' Why, you have not the face to tell me that you have gone on believing it 1 " "Oh dear no, sir. I was very soon afterwards convinced that the thing was a mistake altogether." ' ' And pray why had you not the honesty to say so to Miss Sara Davenal?" "I'm sure I should have been happy to say so, sir, had I pos- sessed the least idea that it would have been welcome. But, after the first blush, the matter appeared to be so very absurd that I never supposed Miss Sara would give to it a second thought. If my silence has caused any uneasiness, I can only say how deeply I regret it." "Who is the young woman?" helplessly cried Miss Bettina. " And pray, Neal, how came it, if you had anything of the sort to say, that you did not say it to me ? I am the proper person to hear these things ; a young lady is not." Neal advanced a step to his mistress and spoke in his low clear tone. ' ' It was not my intention to speak to Miss Sara Davenal at all, ma'am, or to you either ; I should not have thought of doing such a thing ; but I could not help myself when Miss Sara questioned me upon the point." All that was reasonable and feasible, and Miss Davenal nodded her head in approbation ; but her nephew the captain flew into a passion, and insisted that he should be discharged there and then. Neal was quite ready to go, he said, civilly courteous, if his mis- tress saw fit to inflict upon him so severe a punishment. He was unconscious of having done anything to merit it. Perhaps she would be pleased to particularise his offence. "He is a villain, aunt," broke forth the captain intemperately, before Miss Bettina could speak. " I believe he has been one ever since my father took him into the house. He has opened letters and unlocked desks, and altogether played a deceitful part. He shall go." Neal interrupted, humbly begging the captain's pardon. He could most truthfully assure his mistress that he had done nothing of the sort ; he had never opened a letter in the house, except his own ; had never touched a desk, but to dust it. If Captain Davenal could mention any other distinct charge, he should be glad, THE BARGAIN SEALED. 437 as it would allow him an opportunity of refuting it. No. His con- science acquitted him. He should leave the house, if he had to leave it, with a clear character, and he thought his mistress would acknowledge that he deserved one. In the one little point con- cerning Mrs. Wentworth he might have been in error : first, in too readily giving ear to what she said ; next, in not having spoken to Miss Sara to set the doubt at rest in her mind. They were mistakes certainly, and he greatly regretted them. " Neal," said the captain, too hot-headed to maintain his dignity, "I would a hundred times rather be an open villain than a sneak. Why, you know you have been nothing but a spy from the veiy moment you entered the house. Aunt Bettina, listen ! Before the regiment went away I got into a little trouble, upon which I found it necessary to consult my father, and I went " "A little what ! " asked Miss Bettina. ' ' Trouble. A little difficulty. " "Oh, ah, yes," said Miss Bettina. "You were always getting into it." "Not such as that," thought the captain. "Well, I had to go down to Hallingham," he continued aloud, as he bent to her. "I did not care that any of you should know it, and I got down one night unexpected by my father. I was with him in his study for some time, and went back so as to be at duty the next morning. Would you believe" — pointing his finger at Neal — "that that honest fellow was a spy upon the interview 1 " Mr. Neal was a little taken by surprise, and Sarah looked up astonished. But the man was not one to lose his impassivity. 4 ' He was at the window, looking and listening : not, I believe, that he could see and hear very much. And he afterwards went abroad and told of the interview : told that his master had a secret visitor at night. You little thought, Mr. Neal, that the visitor was myself, or that I should ever bring it home to you." Neal, all unconscious innocence, gazed straightforwardly into Captain Davenal's face. " I have not the least idea what it is that you are speaking of, sir. My recollection does not serve me upon the point." "Oh yes, it does," said Captain Davenal. "A subtle nature such as yours cannot forget so easily. Happily he to whom you carried the tale of the evening was a trustworthy man : he kept his own counsel, and told you Dr. Davenal's visitors were no business of his or of yours. I speak of Mr. Oswald Cray." "Mr. Oswald Cray!" repeated Neal, plunging into reflection. "On my honour, sir, I have not the least idea of what it is you mean. A visitor at night to my late master in his study ? Stay, I do remember something of it. I — yes — I was outside, taking a mouthful of fresh air preparatory to retiring to rest, and I saw some one — a stranger I took him to be — come stealthily in at the gate, 438 OSWALD CRAY. and he was afterwards shut in with my master. I'm sure, sir, I beg your pardon, even at this distance of time, if I was mistaken. I feared he might be a suspicious character, and I think I did go to the window, anxious for my master's personal safety. I could not have supposed it was you, sir. " Was it possible to take Neal at a disadvantage ? It did not seem so. "And it was anxiety for your master's personal safety that caused you afterwards to recount this to Mr. Oswald Cray ! Eh 1 " " Does Mr. Oswald Cray say I recounted it to him, sir 1 " inquired Neal, probably not feeling sure of his ground just here. " That's my business," said Captain Davenal, whilst Sara looked round at Neal. " You did recount it to him." ' ' All I can say, sir, is, that if I did I must have had some good motive in it. I cannot charge my memory after this lapse of time. Were I in any anxiety touching my master, Mr. Oswald Cray was probably the gentleman I should carry it to, seeing he was a friend of the family. I have — I think — some faint remembrance that I did speak to Mr. Oswald Cray of that mysterious visitor," slowly added Neal, looking fixedly up in the air. " It's very likely that I did, sir, not being at ease myself upon the point. " Captain Davenal was losing patience. It seemed impossible to bring anything home to Neal with any sort of satisfaction. At the close of the captain's interview with Oswald Cray, the latter had mentioned — but not in any ill-feeling to Neal — that that functionary had spoken to him of the night interview at Dr. Davenal's ; had said he was outside the window at the time. Oswald had not said more ; he deemed it well not to do so ; but Captain Davenal had become at once convinced that it was only one of Neal's prying tricks. He turned to Miss Davenal. " Aunt Bettina, this is waste of time. In nearly the last interview I ever had with my father he told me he doubted Neal. He feared the man was carrying on a deceitful game. I know he has been doing it all along. Will you discharge him 1 " " I can't understand it at all," returned Miss Bettina. " /will enlighten you one of these days, when you are not very deaf, and we can have a quiet half-hour together. Sara, what do you say ? " Sara rose from her seat, her cheek flushing, her voice firm. " Neal must leave, Aunt Bettina, " she said, bending down to the deaf ear. " Edward is quite right." Miss Bettina looked at them all in succession. Had she believed the accusations, she would have discharged Neal on the spot, but she doubted them. She had thought there was not so faithful a servant in the world. And he looked so immaculate as he stood there ! " I don't go out of the house to-night until lie has left it, Aunt Bettina," resumed the captain. THE BARGAIN SEALED. 439 " To-night i " echoed Miss Bettina. " I can't dismiss Neal with- out warning, leaving us without a servant. Who is to wait upon us 1 " ' ' You shall have my servant, aunt ; one I have brought home with me " "No," said Miss Bettina, resolute in the cause of justice. ' ' Neal, I will not part with you in that hasty manner. I cannot judge yet between you and Captain Davenal. That you must leave is obvious; but you shall have the proper month's warning." Neal stepped up, all suavity. " I beg your pardon, ma'am ; you are very kind, but I could not think of remaining a day to cause unpleasantness in the family. I had better go at once. I have my feelings, ma'am, although I am but a dependant. My con- science tells me that I have served you faithfully." " I think you have, Neal." "I have indeed, ma'am, and I hope it will be remembered in my character." "Don't send to me for one," impetuously broke out Captain Davenal. "And now, Neal, the sooner you are out of the house the better. I shall keep my word : and see you away from it ere I quit it myself." Neal bowed : he could only be the ever respectful servant : and retired. Miss Davenal was bewildered. What with parting with Neal, and being left with no one to replace him, she could not collect her senses. Captain Davenal sat down. First of all promising her that his servant should be in the house before night, to remain with her until she was suited with one, he next began to enlarge upon Neal's delinquencies, and endeavoured to make her comprehend them. Sara silently left the room. It was altogether a painful subject, and she did not care to hear more of it now. She went down into the dining-room, her movements slow and quiet. Since Mrs. Cray's increased danger noise had beet\ avoided in the house as much as possible. Some one was standi, up by the mantelpiece, his back towards her. In the dusk of the room— for evening was drawing on — Sara took it to be Mark ; and yet she thought she had heard Mark's step in his wife's chamber now, as she came downstairs. This gentleman was taller, too ! He turned suddenly round, and the fire threw its light on the face of Oswald Cray. She stood a moment in surprise, and then went up to him, holding out her hand as to any ordinary visitor, and saying a word of apology that he should have been left there unannounced. A. strange expression, an expression of deprecation, almost of humility, sat on his features, and he did not touch the offered hand. "I waited to see you," he said. "I came here to see Mark, who has been with me." He stopped suddenly. His manner, his looks, were altogether strange. Sara thought something must have happened. 440 OSWALD CRAY. "What is the matter?" she asked. "You look as if you had some great care upon you." "And so I have. The care that arises from shame and repentance ; from finding that we have been upon the mistaken road ; upon the wrong road. I have been treading it for years." She sat down, quietly, timidly, looking to him for elucidation, half-frightened at his emotion. "I wish to have an explanation with you, Sara. I want — if it he possible — forgiveness. And I don't know how to enter upon the one or to sue for the other." She had rarely seen him otherwise than self-possessed. Gener- ally, especially of late years, he was cold almost to a fault. And now his lips were scarlet, his brow was flushed, his voice vibrated with emotion. " In the years gone by, I— I — threw you up, Sara. Whilst I loved you better than anything on earth, knowing that you were the only one upon it who could ever awaken the passion within me did I live to centuries, I voluntarily resigned you. That night in the Abbey graveyard at Hallingham, when we met accidently — you have not forgotten it — I told you that I could not marry you ; that you were not fit to be my wife Hush ! it was equivalent to it. Sara, how can I stand now before you and confess that I was altogether under an error ; that in my pride, my blindness, I had taken up a false view of things, and was acting upon it ? Can you see my shame, my repentance, as I say it to you ? " "I don't understand you," she murmured, utterly bewildered. " Will you so far pardon me — will you so far trust me after all that has occurred — as to give me this one single word of explana- tion ? To whom did you attribute the cause of my acting in the way I did ? Whose ill-conduct was it, as you supposed, that had raised the barrier between us ? " She hesitated, not perhaps caring to reply. "I have had an interview to-day with Captain Da venal," he resumed, in low tones. "He has given me details of the un- happy business he was drawn into— the forged bills : I am, so far, in his confidence. Will that help you to answer me ? " " It was that," she said. "That alone?" " That alone. There was nothing else." ' ' Well, Sara, can you believe me when I tell you that I never heard of that business until to-day ? — That Captain Davenal had nothing whatever to do with my course of action ? " Indeed she looked as though she could not believe him. What else then ? she asked. Who had ? Under what impression had he acted ? " Ah, there lies my shame ! Sara, I dared — I dared to attribute ill-conduct to another," he cried with emotion. " In my pride and THE BARGAIN SEAT-ED. 441 folly, in my delusion, I presumed to set myself up as a judge over one who in goodness might have crushed me to nothing. I shall hi w r get over the remorse during life." "You — did not — attribute ill-conduct of any sort to me?" she said with white lips. "To you! To you whom I have ever believed to be one of the best and truest women upon earth ! — whom 1 have regarded through it all with an amount of respect unutterable ! No, no. But the question serves me right." She clasped her hands as she sat, striving to keep her feelings under control. Praise from him was all too sweet yet. '" O do me justice so far, Sara ! Whilst I gave you up I knew my heart and judgment told me that none were equal to you in goodness : I knew that if my obstinate pride, my self-sufficiency, would only allow me to marry you, you would be the greatest treasure man ever took to himself. Can you tolerate me whilst I dare openly say these things? — can you believe that I am pouring them forth in my humiliation ? I have loved you deeply and fervently ; I shall love you always : but even that love has scarcely equalled my admiration and my respect for you." " But who else, then, could have had any counteracting influence upon you ? " she returned, after a while. " I dare not tell you. " "There was only Edward. I had no other brother. No one else could have done anything to bring shame upon Oh, surely you cannot mean papa ! " she broke oil*, the improbable idea flashing over her. "Don't ask me, Sara ! In mercy to myself." "Papa who was so good ? " she reiterated, paying no attention to his words in her wonder. "He was so just, so kind, so honourable ! I think if ever there was a good man on earth who tried to do as God would have him, it was my father. It is impossible you could suspect anything wrong in him ! " " My object in waiting to see you this evening was, first, to make my confession ; secondly, to ask you to be more just, more merciful than I have been, and to forgive me," he rejoined in a low tone. " I must add another petition yet, Sara ; that you would generously allow this one point to remain as it is between us." "But I think you ought to tell me," she urged. "Did you indeed suspect papa ' "Yes." "But of what?" " Ah, don't press me further, Sara, for I cannot tell you. A sin- gular accident led me to doubt Dr. Davenal's conduct — honour — I hardly know what to call it — and there followed on this a chain of circumstances so apparently corroborative of the doubt that I thought I had no resource but to believe. 1 believed, and 1 acted upon the 442 OSWALD CRAY belief : I judged him harshly ; I treated him coldly ; I gave up you, my dearest hope and object in life ; and this day only have my eyes been opened, and to my shame I learn that the whole thing, as regarding him, was a delusion. WUl you — will you generously let my confession rest here ? " "Papa would not have done as Edward did," she whispered. "No, no, it was not anything of that nature. Money and money matters had nothing to do with it. It was an entirely different thing. I am so ashamed of myself that I cannot bear to speak of this further. Surely I have said enough. It was a mistake, a mis- apprehension altogether : and the greatest act of kindness you can do me now is to let it rest here for ever. " She sat gazing at him with questioning eyes, lost in wonder. ' ' Yes, the impression under which I acted was a false one. There existed no cause whatever for estranging myself from you. But for my own unpardonable credulity I need never have given you up : and the past years of anguish — and I know they have been full of anguish to both of us — ought not to have had place. I was misled by an unfortunate chain of events : and nothing remains to me but shame and repentance. " A silence ensued. Sara was standing on the hearth-rug now, and he took his elbow from the mantelpiece, where it had been resting, and moved a step towards her. "Can I ever hope for your forgiveness ? " " It seems to me that I have nothing to forgive," she answered, in a low voice. "If circumstances misled you, you could not be blamed for acting upon them, according to your belief." "Sara!" — he laid his hand upon her shoulder, and his voice shook with the intensity of its emotion — "may I dare to hope that you will let me in my future life strive to atone for this ? " " How atone for it ? " she faltered. " Will you generously look over the past folly ?- will you suffer it to be 'between us as it used to be ? — will you be my wife at last ? " She trembled as she stood, the conscious light of love mantling in her cheek and in her drooping eye. Mr. Oswald Cray held her before him, waiting and watching for the answer, his lips parted with suspense. " My brother's crime remains still," she whispered. "A memento of the past." " Your brother's crime! Should you be punished for that? for him? And what of my brother ?" he continued, the day's reve- lation imparting to his tone a whole world of remorse and repen- tance. ' ' What disgrace has not my brother brought to me ? ( ) Sara ; should the ill wrought by these ties part us ? It never ought to have done so. Let us stand alone, henceforth, you and T, independent of the world ! Don't try me too greatly ! don't punish me, as in justice you might do ! " THE BARGAIN SEALED. 443 For a moment her eyes looked straight into his with a loving, earnest glance, and then dropped again. "I will be your wife, Oswald," she simply said. " I have never tried to forget you, for I knew I could not do so." And as if relief from suspense were too great for entire silence, a faint sound of emotion broke from Oswald Cray. And he bent to take from her lips that kiss, left upon them so long ago in the garden- room of the old house at Hallingham. CHAPTER LXII. "finance." An afternoon in March. The sun was drawing towards its setting amidst gorgeous clouds, and the red light, illumining the western sky, threw its rays into an invalid's chamber, and lighted it up witli a warm hue. Something else was drawing towards its sitting ; and that was the feeble life of the chamber's chief occupant. It was a goodly- sized pleasant room : the bed at the end farthest from the window ; the intervening space devoted to the comforts of the invalid, a table with some books upon its handsome cover, a sofa, easy chairs, velvet footstools, and a few pretty ornaments to interest the eye. On the sofa, by the side of the fire, a coverlet of the lightest and softest texture thrown gently over her, lay the invalid, her hands white and attenuated, her face drawn and wan. But there was a strange beauty in the face yet ; in the eyes with their violet depths, in the exquisite features shaded by the abundant silky hair. You do not fail to recognise Mrs. Cray. Just now the eyes were closed, and she was dozing peacefully. At the opposite end of the hearth-rug, setting restlessly in an easy chair, was Mark. Of late Mark had been rather prone to be as still and idle as his wife : the inert life wearied him, and chafed his spirit ; but there was no escape from it at present, and Mark Cray had perforce resigned himself to it, as an imprisoned bird resigns itself in time to its cage. Mark's future prospects were exceedingly vague, in fact they were as yet bounded by the old expectation, the "something" that was to "turn up." Any time in the past few weeks his wife's death might have occurred, and Mark had yielded to the enforced idleness, and been tranquil. Mr. Barker was away in Paris, and did not write ; the Wheal Bang affairs were going on 444 OSWALD CRAY. to a comfortable conclusion, and Mark was letting the future take care of itself. Strolling out for short walks ; giving aquarter-of-an- hour to the Times ; wandering for a few minutes into the sitting- rooms and the presence of Miss Bettina, and lounging back in the easy chairs by the side of his wife — thus had Mark's recent days been passed. But on this afternoon all was changed, and Mark's forced quies- cence had given place to a restlessness very characteristic of the old times. The post had just brought a letter from Mr. Barker — some accident or contrary weather having delayed the arrival of the French mail — and Mark Cray upon reading it felt exalted into the seventh heaven. Barker had succeeded ! He had brought out a company in Paris connected with finance ; the great work he had been striving for so long. In three weeks' time from that date it would all be in full operation, and if Mrs. Cray were sufficiently well to be left, and Mark came over to Paris, he could instantly step into a post in the company at a salary of eight hundred a-year to begin with. In about six months' time, according to moderate computation, the thing would be in full swing, and the profits inaugurated at certaiidy not less than six thousand per annum ; the half of which splendid income should be Mark's. Such was Mr. Barker's news. Can you wonder at Mark's restlessness ? At his brightened eye, his flushed face, as he sits there in the chair, bolt upright, his hand raised incessantly to push back his hair ? He glances across at Caroline — whom he really loves very much still — and thinks what a pity it is that all this good fortune should have delayed itself until now. Had it come too late for her ? Mark Cray in his sanguine way actually asks himself the question, medical man though he is. For the last two or three days Caroline had seemed so much better ! Only on this very morning she had told Mark she felt as if she were getting well again. Mark moved his restless legs and contrived to knock down the shovel. The noise awoke Caroline. She stirred, and turned her opening eyes on her husband. " What was that ? Did any one come in, Mark 1 " "I threw over one of the fire-irons. I am sorry it disturbed you. They are always sticking out, tiresome things ! It's not a proper fender for a bedroom. Caroline, I have had a letter from Barker," be continued, rising in excitement and standing before her on the hearth-rug. " It's the most glorious news ! The thing's realised at last." " What thing ? " asked Caroline, feebly, after a pause of bewilder- ment. "The thing he has had on hand so long, the great scheme he has been working for. () Carine, I wish you could get better! There's eight hundred a year waiting for me in Paris ; and there'll 445 be an income of at least three thousand before six months are over. Three thousand for my share, you know. I'm sure you would like living in Paris." She did not answer. Nothing was heard save the quick panting of the breath, the result of excessive weakness, or— of — something else coming very near. Mark was struck with some change in her aspect, and bent down to her. " Don't you feel so well, Carine ? " "I — feel — weary," was all she answered, her voice ominously low. " Where's Sara, I wonder 1 " said Mark. " I'll go and send her to you. You want some beef -tea, or something, I dare say. " Mark went down the stairs, meeting Sara on them. In the drawing-room, with Miss Bettina, was Oswald Cray, who had just come in. He was a frequent visitor now. The half-brothers shook hands, coldly enough. They were civil to each other always, but there could never be cordiality between them. Not because of the past ; but because they were so essen- tially different in mind, in judgment, and in conduct. "My luck has turned at last, Oswald," exclaimed Mark impul- sively. "In what way?" asked Oswald, who was leaning over the back of a chair whilst he talked to Miss Bettina. " I have just had a letter from Barker," answered Mark, running his hand through his hair with his restless fingers. " I told you what a great scheme he had on hand in Paris, but you turned the cold shoulder on it. Well, it's bearing fruit at last." "Oh," said Oswald, evincing a desire, if his tone and manner might be judged by, to turn the cold shoulder on it still, metaphori- cally speaking. "How is your wife this afternoon ? " he continued, passing to a different subject. "She has been so much better the last few days that one might almost be tempted to hope she would get well again," rejoined Mark, volubly. "She seems tired now — low, I thought. Sara's just gone up to her. What a shame it is that things turn out so cross-grained and contrary ! " The concluding sentence, delivered with marked acumen, reached the ear of Miss Bettina. She looked up from her knitting to scan Mark. "If Barker's luck had only been realised six months ago, what a thing it would have been ! " he went on. "Caroline might have got better, instead of worse. In the enjoyment of luxuries in a home of her own, renewed wealth and position in prospect, witli the pure air of the French capital, there's no knowing what benefit she might not have derived from it all. And now it comes too late : I shall ever regret it for her sake." "Regret what ?" sharply interposed Miss Bettina. 446 OSWALD CRAY. Mark replied by giving a summary of Barker's luck. Miss Bettina paused, knitting-needles in hand, her keen grey eyes fixed on Mark, as she tried to understand him. "Barker in luck ! " she repeated, catching some of the words and the general sense of all. ' ' Has he come into an estate in the moon ? Don't be a simpleton, Mark Cray." Mark Cray felt exasperated. Nothing angered him so much as for people to pretend to see these enchanting prospects with different eyes from his own. He had always been convinced it was done only to vex him. Poor Mark ! He turned to Oswald, and began ex- patiating upon the good fortune that was drawing so near ; and Oswald saw that it was of no use to try to stop him. The fever- mania had again taken hold of Mark. "What is the scheme, do you say?" asked Oswald, just as he would have asked anything of a child ; and perhaps it was not altogether his fault that a sound of mockery was discernible in his tone. "It's connected with finance." ' Oh ! " said Oswald. " It is the grandest thing that has been brought before the public for many a year, " continued Mark, his voice impressive, his light eyes sparkling. " The very greatest " " Grander than the Great Wheal Bang?" inopportunely inter- posed Miss Bettina, Mark's earnest tones having enabled her to hear better than usual. "A hundred times grander," returned Mark, his mind too absorbed in contemplation of the grandeur to detect the irony. "That is, better, you know, Miss Bettina. The mine was very good ; but of course there was a risk attending it, from water or other causes, and the danger was unfortunately realised. This is different. Once the company is formed, and the shares are taken, it can't fail. Barker and I went through the thing together over and over again when he was in London ; we had it all down before us in black and white. We allowed for every possible risk and contingency, and we proved that the thing could not fail, if once organised." Oswald listened quietly. Miss Bettina had lost the thread again. "The job was to organise the thing," resumed Mark. "It could not be done without money, and Barker— to speak the truth — found a difficulty in getting it. The money market was tight here, and men don't care to speculate when money's not plentiful. He also required the co-operation of some French capitalist, who would put his name to it — some good man on the Bourse, and that was hard to obtain. Those Frenchmen are all so narrow-minded, fight so shy. Barker knows two or three good Englishmen in Paris who were willing In go into it, and who helpetl him immensely 447 with advice and introductions, and all that ; but they had no funds at command. However, it's all accomplished now. Barker has fought his way through impediments, and surmounted them. The company's formed, the preliminary arrangements are successfully carried out, and fortune is at hand." " What's at hand ? " asked Miss Bettina. "Fortune," repeated Mark. "I shall take one of those nice little boxes in the Champs Elysees. Some of them are charming. Or perhaps only part of one if — if Carine — O dear ! it is hard for her that this luck did not fall in a year ago ! I wonder," broke off Mark, passing to another phase of his future visions, "I wonder whether, if it were possible to get Caroline over to Paris now, the change might benefit her ? " " You think of residing in Paris ? " said Oswald. "Of course I do. Paris will be the centre of operations. Barker wants me over there at once ; and the moment I join him I begin to draw at the rate of eight hundred a-year. Just to go on with, you know, until the money falls in." " Mark," said Oswald, after a pause, " will it be of any use my saying a word of warning to you ? " "On what subject? " returned Mark, looking up with surprise. "On this subject. It seems to me that you are falling into another delusion ; the " "No, it will not be of any use," burst forth Mark in strange excitement. "I might have known beforehand that you would turn out my enemy upon the point. If gold and diamonds were dropping in showers from the skies you wouldn't stretch out your hand to catch them. There's a mist before your eyes, Oswald, that prevents your seeing these things in their proper aspect." He began to pace the room as he spoke, chafing considerably. IVJiy was it that these little warning hints awoke irritation in Mark's spirit ? Could there be an under-current of doubt in his mind as to whether Oswald was right and he wrong? However it might be, one thing was certain — that no warning, let it come from whom it would, could do any good with Mark. As he turned to face them again, Sara entered. An expression of alarm was on her face, and she closed the door before speaking. She had come to say that Caroline appeared worse ; altogether dif- ferent from usual. Mark ran up stairs ; Miss Bettina put down her knitting to follow. Sara turned to Oswald Cray. " She knows you are here, Oswald, and would like to see you. She wants to bid you good-bye. I think her saying that alarmed me more than anything." Caroline was on the sofa as before. Very quiet, save for her laboured breathing. Her white hands lay listless, her face, dread- fully worn though it was, was calm and tranquil. She looked at 448 OSWALD CRAY. them one by one, and slightly raised her hand as Oswald entered. He bent down to her, taking it in his. " Thank you for all," she whispered. The change in her countenance struck them. It so far frightened Mark as to take from him his self-possession. He pushed Oswald away. ' ' O Carine, what is it ? You cannot be going to die ! You must not die, now that all this good luck is coming upon me ! " She glanced up at him, her eyes wide open, as if she scarcely understood. " There's the most beautiful home preparing for you in Paris, Carine," he resumed, his voice sounding as if he were on the verge of tears. "We'll live in the Champs Elyse'es ; it is the loveliest spot, and you can't fail to grow better there, if we can only get your malady to take a turn. O Carine ! don't leave me just when I am able to surround you with wealth and luxury again ! This will be a greater and a surer thing than the Great Wheal Bang." " Don't, Mark ! I am going to a better home." " But I can't let you go until I have atoned for the past ! I " " Hush, hush ! " she interrupted. " O Mark ! if you only knew how welcome it is to me ! I am going to be at peace after all the sorrow and turmoil. I am going to rest." " Do you want to go ? " pursued Mark, half-resentfully. ''Don't you care to get well l " " I have not cared to get well since I came to England. That is, I have not thought I should, "she returned, speaking with difficulty. " When I heard the bell toll out for Prince Albert, I asked who was I that I should be spared when he was taken ? The next world has seemed very near to me since then. As if its doors had been brought down to earth and stood open." That the death of the Prince, brought so palpably, as may be said, before her, had taken a great hold on the mind of Mrs. Cray was undoubted. Several times during her later weeks of illness she had alluded to it. Her principal feeling in relation to it appeared to be that of gratitude. Not gratitude for his death ; for that there was only sorrow ; but for the strange impression it had left upon her own mind, the vista of the Hereafter. For the good and great Prince to be taken suddenly from the earthly duties so much need- ing him was only an earnest, had one been wanting, that he had entered upon a better and higher sphere. And it most certainly in a measure had the effect of reconciling her to her own removal, of tranquillising her weary heart, of bringing her thoughts and feelings into that state most fitting to prepare for it. " I wisli the Great Wheal Bang had been in the sea! " gloomily exclaimed Mark Cray, who was no more calculated for a scene such as this than a child, and had little more self-control. "But for "FINANCE." 449 that mine turning out as it did your illness might never have come on." " Don't regret it, Mark," she feebly said. " God's hand was in it all. I look back and trace it. But for the trouble brought to me then, I might never have been reconciled to go. It is so merciful ! Clod has weaned me from the world before removing me from it." Mark Cray drew back a little, and stood gazing at his wife, a gloomy helpless sort of expression on his countenance as his right hand nervously pushed back his hair. Oswald was at the head of the sofa, Sara near to him, and Miss Bettina was at the far end of the room, looking for some soothing medicine drops. Thus there was a clear space before the sofa, and the red light from the lire played on Caroline's wasted features. That she was dying — dying suddenly, as may be said — there could be no doubt. " If things had not turned out so crossly ! " began Mark again, "I knew I should redeem the misfortunes of that Wheal Bang. I always told you I should extricate myself, Caroline. " "We shall all be extricated from our earthly misfortunes," came from her dying lips. ' ' A few years more or less of toil, and strife, and daily care, and then redemption comes. Not the redemption that toe work out. Mark, if you could see things as I now see them ! When we are on the threshold of the next world our eyes are opened to the small value of this. Its worst cares have been but petty trials, its greatest heart-ache was not worth the pang. They were but hillocks that we had to pass in our journey upwards, and God was always leading us. If we could only trust to Him ! If we did but learn to resign our hands implicitly to His and be led as little children ! " Mark Cray felt somewhat awed. He began to doubt whether it was exactly the time and place to pour forth regrets for the mis- fortunes of the Great Wheal Bang, or enlarge on the future glories opening to him in the French capital. "It is so much better for me to be at rest ! God is taking me to the place where change and sickness cannot enter. I shall see Uncle Richard, and poor Richard who went before him : I shall see papa and mamma, whom I have nearly forgotten. We all go, some sooner, some later. This world lasts but a little while ; that one is our home. Mark, dear Mark ! the troubles here are of so little moment ; they are only slight hindrances through which we must bear on to Eternity. Oh, trust God ! They are all sent by Him." There occurred an interruption. Mr. Welch, who had not been able to call before that day, came in, and the solemn feeling that had been stealing over those in the chamber gave plaoe to the ordinary routine of every-day events. "Before the morning," the surgeon said when he left, in answer to a grave question put to him by Miss Bettina. Oswald Cray. ^ J 450 OSWALD CRAY, CHAPTER LXIII. SIX MONTHS LATER. The first scenes of this story were laid in Hallingham, and it is only- well that it should close there. Well or not, it cannot be helped, /or the chief personages you have met in its course were now gathered in that town. Caroline died in March, and this was the beginning of October ; so you see several months have gone on in the year. The cold and gloomy summer of 1862 had come to an end, and the Great Exhibition, characteristic of the year, was drawing to an end also. Ah ! how we plan, and plot, and work, and a higher hand mars it all ! A higher wisdom than ours looks on, and overrules, and changes all things ! The one brave, earnest spirit, who had worked with all the energy of his true heart to bring about and perfect that exhibi- tion, was alone not spared to see its fruition. Was there a single heart, of all the multitudes that flocked to it, that was not conscious of a latent sense of the something wanting, and of the exhibition's failure ? — of its failure in a general point of view, and of our own limited human foresight. In the Abbey at Hallingham, settled in it, as she hoped, for life, was Miss Bettina. With the death of Mrs. Cray all necessity for Miss Davenal's remaining in London had ceased. In point of fact, it may be said to have ceased from the time Mark Cray and his wife went into Normandy ; but she had stayed on. Very much dislik- ing London, Miss Davenal made arrangements for leaving it as soon as she could do so with convenience, and in June had come back to Hallingham. Some difficulty arose about a residence ; Miss Davenal was not one who could live anywhere. She possessed some excellent houses of her own in the town, but they were let. It was Oswald Cray who directed her attention to the Abbey. It had never been occupied since Mark's short tenancy ; and at last, after some few alterations had been made in it, to add to its in-door comfort, Miss Davenal took it on a lease and entered into possession. So far as human foresight may anticipate in this world of changes, she had settled down for life. The great barn of a drawing-room had been made into two rooms — both handsi >me, and of good pro- portions ; the one was the drawing-room still, the other was Miss Davenal's bed-chamber. A quiet, tranquil life she might expect to live here with her two handmaidens, Watson and Dorcas. For Watson had settled down also after her rovings, and come back to Hallingham. Watson had not lightly or capriciously re- signed her situation in London; but ever since the past winter, .sIX .MONTHS LATER. 451 Watson had been ailing. She tried three or four doctors ; she took, as she said, oceans of physic ; but Watson could not get strong. There was no particular disorder, and she came at length to the con- clusion that it must be London that disagreed with her ; and she gave notice to leave. 80 she was installed once more as upper maid bo Miss Davenal, and seemed since the change to have entirely recovered. She would have more to do than she had in the old days at the doctor's, for there was no Neal now. Miss Davenal declined to try another man-servant, probably from a conviction that she should never replace the services of that finished and invaluable domestic. Miss Davenal was by no means convinced of the treachery attributed t ( > him by Captain Davenal, and at odd moments was apt to look upon the charge "is emanating solely from the gallant captain's fanciful imagination. Neal himself was nourishing. Considering the precaution he took to keep himself right with the world, there was not much pro- bability that he would ever be otherwise. Neal had entered on a situation with one of her Majesty's ministers ; his lordship's own personal attendant. It was to be hoped there would be no oppor- tunity afforded him of getting at any of the state secrets ! Ah, how many of these rogues are there, besides Neal, filling confidential posts in the world ! Will it be so to the end of their career ? Will it be so with Neal ? I sometimes wonder. The Abbey was gay just now, in this same month of October, for Miss Davenal was entertaining a party. Sara had left it a fortnight ago with Oswald Cray ; and Captain Davenal, who had come down to give her away, had remained, with his wife, on a visit to Miss Davenal. He called her Aunt Bett still : but she was more cordial with him than she used to be, for she had learnt really to love the sweet young wife. She was in the habit of assuring him that Rose was a gx-eater treasure than he deserved ; and in that he did not contradict her. Two other visitors at the Abbey were Dick and Leo. Poor Led could not recover his health ; Mrs. Keen grew timid about him, and it was decided that he should go back to his native place, Barbadoes, for a short time, and see what that would do. His father and mother felt persuaded it would effect wonders, anil of course they thought no one could take care of him as they could. So Leo was on the point of sailing. Mr. Dick, tolerated in the capacity of visitor as a necessary evil for his brother's sake, had come home to Sara's wedding, and was allowed to remain still, to see the last of Leo. Dick found the Michaelmas holidays delightful. What with getting inside the jam-closets, and making raids on sundry neigh- bouring gardens where the pears and apples grew too abundantly, •and teasing Captain Davenal's son and heir — a noisy young gentle- man, who promised to lie another wicked Dick — and taking stealthy 452 OSWALD CRAY. rides on the railway engines (lying out all tempting on the opposite side to the pears and apples) Mr. Dick found the time pass charm- ingly. Captain Davenal took him out shooting now and then, by way of a treat. One day that the captain was otherwise engaged, the gun disappeared, and Dick also ; and Miss Bettina all but went into a real fit, expecting nothing less than to see him brought home with his head shot off. Dick, however, reappeared with his head on, and a pheasant and a partridge in his hand, which he had shot and brought home in open triumph, defying the game-laws. Miss Bettina wondered how long it would be before Dick came to the gallows. There was one more visitor at the Abbey. And that was Mark Cray. Mark, however, had been there only for a day or two, not for the wedding. He had come to bear off Leo Davenal : for the compagnon de voyage and protector of Leo to the West Indies was to be no other than Mark. Mark Cray was down in the world. Dreadfully so. After his wife's death Mark had made his way to Paris, to enter upon the brilliant career he supposed to be in readiness for him. Not quite ready, however, he found when he arrived there ; a few trifling preliminaries had yet to be completed. Mark thought nothing of the check : he was sanguine : Barker was sanguine : it was only a little delay : and Mark amused himself most agreeably, looking at the houses in the Champs Elysees, against the time that he should require to decide upon one. Mark's friends in England heard nothing of him until the middle of summer ; and then Mark himself appeared among them exces- sively crest-fallen. That something was wrong appeared evident. Mark gave little explanation, but news was gathered from other sources. It appeared that Mr. Barker's grand project, with "finance " for its basis, had come to grief. At the very hour of its expected fruition, the thing had in some ingenious manner dropped through, and thereby entailed some temporary inconvenience, not to say embarrassment, on its two warm supporters, Barker and Mark. Of course it was entirely undeserved ; a most cruel stroke of adverse fate ; nevertheless both of them had to bow to it. Mark Cray came oyer to England ; and Barker was compelled to go into ignoble hiding, no one but himself knew where, whilst he smoothed his ruffled plumes, and gathered his forces for a fresh campaign. Reposing in quiet was all very well for Barker, who appeared to have some perpetual fund to draw upon : though, in point of fact, the man had not a penny in the world, and how he managed to recover from his repeated downfalls, he alone could tell : but it was not well for Mark Cray. Mark had not the grand genius of Barker — or whatever you may please to call it — the talent for ex- tracting funds from some quarter or other for daily wants. If Mark was not "in luck," Mark stood a chance of starving. When Mark SIX MONTHS LATER. 17,:', went back to London he had no home, no money, it may be said n< > friends ; and, but for his meeting Captain Davenal one clay acciden- tally, Mark could not, as far as lie saw, have gone on at all. Later, some real luck did come to Mark. His late wife's friends — who had never been made acquainted with the great expectations of the Paris scheme — wrote to tell Mark that through the unexpected death of one of the medical men in Barbadoes, an excellent practice might be secured by him if he chose to go out and step into it. _ Be very sure, Mark Cray did not hesitate. Hating the profes- sion though he did, feeling an innate conviction within himself that he was not qualified for it, he yet decided to embrace it again as his calling and _ occupation in life. When it comes to starving with a man, there is not much choice left to him. So the decision was made, and Mark Cray was going out immediately to Barbadoes, and was to take charge of Leopold Davenal. Once before you saw Miss Davenal waiting in that Abbey for the return of a bride and bridegroom from their wedding-tour. She was waiting in like matter now. Oswald Cray and his wife had stopped at Thorndyke for a day or two on their return, as they were now about to stay at Hallingham, on their way to their new home in London. Not as the guests of Sir Philip Oswald. Sir Philip had gone to that place where visiting is not ; and Sir Henry was master of Thorndyke. He had Avanted Oswald and Sara to stay the whole of their honeymoon there ; but they had preferred a greater change. Miss Davenal sat in her drawing-room. The October sun was nearing the horizon, but still the expected guests had not arrived. Near to Miss Davenal, nursing a baby that would not be coaxed into stillness, was a pretty, gentle woman — Mrs. Davenal. Leo stood at the window, looking out, and Mark Cray sat in a distant chair, restless, and pushing back his hair as usual. Mark did not altogether relish the expected presence of his half-brother : but there was no help for it. They hr.d not met since Mark went off to Paris in the spring, largely telling Oswald that his debt to him would be paid with interest ere the year was out. "Is not that a carriage, Leo ? " "No, Aunt Bettina, it's a baker's cart going by." Miss Davenal caught the reply sufficiently to know that it was not what she asked after. "Where's Richard?" she presently said. ''I saw him over there on an engine just now," was Leo's answer, pointing towards the station. "He'll be brought home on one some day, blown up. Rose, my dear, that baby is tiring you. Let Leo ring for its nurse." Mrs. Davenal laughed, and was about to say that the baby did not tire her and she would rather keep him, when Dick suddenly burst in. 454 OSWALD CRAY. "It's coming clown the road ; it will be here in a minute. Look, Aunt Bett ! " He dashed across the room to the window as he spoke. Example is contagious, and they all followed him. One of the Thorndykf carriages was drawing up to the door. Excitable Dick quitted the window and new down again. They were soon in the room. Sara, with her sweet face at rest now, and Oswald behind her. A few moments given to greeting, and Sara had taken the baby, and Oswald was shaking hands with his brother. " I had no idea we should find you here, Mark." Mark answered something which no one caught, and Captain Davenal came in. " Is Henry Oswald with you ? " "No," said Oswald. "He will be in Hallingham to-morrow. He very much wanted us to stay longer with him, Miss Bettina, and go on straight to London from Thorndyke. What would you have said to that ? " "Thank you," said Miss Davenal, hearing it was impossible to say what. " I shall be happy to see him." "Have you seen your old friends, Mark?" asked Oswald. "Have you been out much 1 " "I have not been out at all, and I have seen none of them," responded Mark, gloomily. "I don't want to see them." "How's Mr. Barker ? Have you heard from him lately ? " " I heard the day before I came here," replied Mark, a brighter shade rising to his countenance. ' ' Barker has all the luck of it in this world. He is in something good again." "Again!" repeated Oswald, suppressing his strong inclination to laugh. " So he writes me word. It's something he has taken in hand and is going to perfect. If it comes to anything I shall return from Barbadoes and join him." "Oh," said Oswald. "Well, Mark, I hope you will have a plea- sant voyage out there, and that you will find your journey all you can wish." Dinner would soon be ready, and Sara was shown to her room. It overlooked the Abbey graveyard. She took off her bonnet and stood there, lost in many reminiscences of the past, in the changes 1 hat time had wrought, in the uncertain contemplation of the future. What would be poor Mark Cray's future ? Would he abide at Bar- badoes, applying himself as well as his abilities allowed him to the pursuit of his legitimate profession ? — or would his weak, unstable mind be dazzled by these illegitimate and delusive speculations to the end, until thay finally engulfed him ? How strangely, how wonderfully had they been brought through changes and their accompanying trials ! In this very room, where SIX MONTHS LATER. 455 she now stood, Oswald had been born. The poor little boy, sent adrift it may be said without a home, motherless, almost fatherless, had worked his own way in the world, striving always to make a friend of God. Ah, when did it ever fail '. It is the only sure help in life. And what had her own later troubles been ; her cares, anxieties, sorrows? Looking back, Sara saw great cause for reproaching herself : why had she so given way t< > despair ? It is true that she had never, in a certain sense, lost her trust in God : but she had not believed there could be this bright ending to it all. A ray of the setting sun was reflected on the tombstone formerly noticed ; it fell on the significant inscription, "Lived and died hi misery." Sara wondered whether its unhappy tenant had never learned to abide in God. So absorbed was she in thought that she did not notice any one had entered the room, until a hand was laid upon her shoulder. It was her husband's. He put some letters down on the broad, old-fashioned wind< iw-seat. "They have been sent on to me from the office," he explained, as Sara glanced at them. " Business letters, all of them. In one there's a little gossip, though : Allister's." ' ' Is one of them from Allister 1 "Yes. Jean's going to be married. They have met some Scotch gentleman out there, an old acquaintance of Jean's, and things are settled. Frank says he speaks broad Scotch, and he can't understand half he says. Jean does, however, so it's all right." A smile played upon Sara's lips, as she thought of her past jealousy. She might teli her husband of it some time. "Does Mr. Allister keep well I " she asked. •"He has been quite well ever since he went there: he says very strong. I hope it has set him up for life. What were you thinking of so deeply, Sara, that you did not hear me come in ! " " At the moment, I was thinking of that evening when you and I met there, in the graveyard," she answered, pointing to it. " What a miserable evening it was ! " "Don't dwell on it, love. / cannot, without a pang of shame and remorse." " Nay, but it is pleasant to look back upon it now, Oswald. It is pleasant to contrast that time with this." He shook his head and relapsed into silence, his arm thrown round her. "Oswald," she resumed in low tones, "won't you tell me what your suspicion was ? " "I will tell you some time. Sara : not now. Oh, my darling wife, how much is there in the past for many of us to repent of ! " 456 OSWALD ORAY. he continued in what seemed an uncontrollable impulse. ' ' And it is only through God's mercy that we do repent." She laid her head upon his shoulder and let it rest there. Its safe abiding-place, so long as the world, for them, should last. Only through God's mercy. My friends, may it be shed on us all throughout our pilgrimage in this chequered life, and abide with us unto the end ! Fare you well. THE END. LONDON: J" HINTED BY WILLIAM CLOWES AND SONS, LIMITED, STAMFORD STREET AND CHARING CROSS- MRS. 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