THE COMEDY OF HUMAN LIFE By H. DE BALZAC uuL^'y-^^ PHILOSOPHICAL STUDIES THE MAGIC SKIN (LA PEAU DE CHAGRIN) BALZAC'S NOVELS. Translated by Miss K. P. Wormeley. Already Published ■ PERE GORIOT. DUCHESSE DE LANGEAIS. RISE AND FALL OF CESAR BIROTTEAU. EUGENIE GRANDET. COUSIN PONS. THE COUNTRY DOCTOR. THE TATVO BROTHERS. THE ALKAHEST. MODESTE MIGNON. THE MAGIC SKIN (Peau de Chagrin). COUSIN BETTE. LOUIS LAMBERT. BUREAUCRACY (Les Employes). SERAPHITA. SONS OF THE SOIL. FAME AND SORROW. THE LILY OF THE VALLEY. URSULA. AN HISTORICAL MYSTERY. ROBERTS BROTHERS, Publishers, BOSTON. '''%^ 7 5 3, A^ rhPffrJ CONTENTS. Page Introduction vii Part I. The Talisman 1 Part II. TpE Wo3ian without a Heart . . 86 Part III. The Death Ag6ny 212 INTRODUCTION. The initial idea of Balzac's " Comedie Humaine " was derived from Geoffro}^ Saint-IIilaire's doctrine of the unity of composition. He proposed to analyze society as the great philosophical anatomist had anah'zed the zoological kingdom, and to explain the differences be- tween classes of men and women b}^ demonstrating the influence of environment in modifying a common humanity. In order to carry out this colossal under- taking it was. necessary to dissect societ}', to examine its various states and elements, both separately and together, to catalogue with laborious and patient thoroughness all the manifold tendencies, influences, external and internal agencies, which in myriad combi- nations operate to produce the phenomena called in the aggregate civilized life. He did not regard himself as a writer of romances, but as a social historian, or, as he himself put it, as the secretary of French societ}^ which acted its own history' while he took notes of all that passed before his e3'es. But, as he says in the general introduction to his collected works, after having done all this, after having accumulated the material for a real liistorj^ of society in the nineteenth century, "ought I not to study the reasons or the reason of these social viii Introduction. effects, and if possible surprise the hidden meaning ill this immense assemblage of figures, passions, and events? Finally, after having sought, I do not say found, this reason, this social motor, is it not necessary to meditate the principles of Nature, and ascertain in what societ}' departs from or approaches the eternal law of Truth and Beauty?" The greater part of the " Comedie Humaine " is occu- pied with the dissection of modern, or, to be exact, French society. It has been said of Balzac that he preferred to paint the seam}^ side, — that he chose vice rather than virtue for illustration ; but all such criticism simply marks the limitations of the critic. Balzac_in_ truth painted with marvellous and absolutely fearless faithfulness that which he saw. If vice triumphs often in his works, if virtue is often defeated, crushed, mar- tyred, it is because this is what happens in the world, because he could not represent society as it existed without bringing into strong relief all those consequences of unbridled egoism which manifest themselves as injus- tice, greed, lust, perfid}-, fraud, dishonest}^, hatred, mean- ness," mhumanity, and wliich were then, are now, and perhaps ever will be in active antagonism to all that belongs to the higher life. But Balzac was not a pessi- mist. He beheved in human progress. In the general introduction already quoted he says: " Man is neither good nor bad. He is born with instincts and aptitudes. Society, far from depraving him, as Rousseau pretended, deviates and improves him. -But self-interest develops evil tendencies inhim;." and the natural remed}^ for them, he holds, is religion. That was his personal belief, but it did not interfere Introduction. ix with the prosecution of his Hfe-work, which was to show s ociety it s own image, as^exactlj^and completeh' as pos- sible, neither extenuating an3'thing nor setting down aught in malice. Having, however, accomplished this great labor, he intended to crown his work b}^ a series of philosophical and analytical studies, in which the inner significance of the great drama should be un- folded, and which should lead up to the establishment of certain principles tending to facilitate the evolution of a higher civilization. He did not live to accomplish this division of his enterprise, but the " Philosophical Studies," of which *'The Magic Skin" (La Peau de Chagrin) forms the first, embod}' the main conceptions which were to have been developed in the uncompleted series. "The Magic Skin" was indeed the first of his works which secured to Balzac any serious reputa- tion. In " The Chouans," which preceded it, he had shown a growing mastery of his literar}^ tools. In the "Physiology of Marriage" he had seemed to appeal only to the French fondness for the fantastic and the audacious. But " The Magic Skin" was the opening of an entirely new vein ; and while it cannot be said that its full meaning was apprehended by the average reader of his day, there could be no doubt as to the power and erudition displa3'ed in it. When it was written, the scheme of the " Comedie Humaine" was in embrj'o ; but Balzac had alread}' ma- tured the philosoph}^ which runs through all his works, and he was fresh from a course of philosophical, psy- chological and occult studies which he had been pursu- ing stea'dil}^ for three 3'ears, while leading an ascetic life in a miserable garret, and practising his pen upon X Introduction, those crude romances which he published under various pseudonyms, and which have onlj^ been gathered to- gether since his death, and very unnecessaril}- repub- lished under the collective title, " (Euvres de Jeunesse." No author of his eminence has been so ill-served in respect of biographical monuments. Not only has no attempt been made to write an adequate life of him, but of the man}^ fragmentary records prepared by his col- leagues and contemporaries, there is scarceh' one which is not frivolous. Werdet, Gozlan, Baschet, Champ- fleury, Desnoiresterres, Gautier, Sainte-Beuve, Lamar- tine, have all written about him, but not one otherwise than superficiall}'. Sainte-Beuve might have been ex- pected, perhaps, to deal with the subject penetratingh', but either he could not trust his personal feelings or he felt Balzac to be beyond the gauge of his critical plum- met, and certainly neither of his Balzac papers is worth}'^ of him. Gautier has written appreciatively and bril- liantly, but Gautier could no more comprehend such a mind as Balzac's than the god Pan could comprehend the metaphysic of the schools. It happens, moreover, that the psychical side of Balzac, which was really one of the strongest in his nature, has been in a special way obscured and neglected through the dense materialism of the majorit}' of his contemporaries and critics. Because he depicted a state of society in which material things, possessions, ambitions, were the be-all and the end-all of action and effort, it was assumed that he himself deliberately selected that kind of life for illustration. Nothing could be farther from the truth. There was a deep vein of mj'sticism in Bal;i^ac, as there must ever be in men whose genius enables them to take Introduction. xi large views of life, and whose intellectual enterprise leads them to examine nature carefull}' and to reject the trammels of authority in forming their judgments. The spirit which sneers at mysticism is no doubt much iij evidence at present, but it is none the less a sign of intellectual shallowness and servitude to convention which affords little solid ground for self-gratulation. Balzac had earned the right to hold opinions on occult subjects by profound study. His critics, while know- ing nothing of the studies, but proceeding on a priori grounds, have affected a superior air in commenting on his psychological views, and have seemed to imply that his researches in this direction indicated some mental weakness on his part. The result has been a sort of " conspiracy of silence" in regard to one of the most interesting periods of his mental growth ; and had he not, in the present work and in "Louis Lambert," given some autobiographic material, very little would be known of his psychical investigations. Gautier, whose own temperament may almost be said to have rendered the suprasensual unin- telligible to him, had nevertheless the keenness of per- ception to realize that Balzac was not as other men, but that he possessed special faculties. Thus he observes : " Though it ma}^ seem a strange assertion in the nine- teenth century, Balzac was a Seer ; " and he goes on to illustrate this by referring to the wonderful power which Balzac exercised, not only of creating but of sus- taining in full vigor and sharply differentiated attitudes and characters, " the two or three thousand types that plaj' more or less important parts in the ' Comedie Hu- maine.' " Gautier says : " He did not copy them, he xii Introduction, \' ^\ lived them-idcrnitT, wore their clothes, contracted theii ' habits, surrounded himself with their conditions — wair Y^ j each one of them whenever necessar}-." Every com- .Vl' [ mentator on Balzac, from Sainte-Beuve to Taine, has ' dwelt upon this characteristic of his work, — the unpar- : alleled vitalit^^ and realness of his creations. No other writer approaches him in this ; and it is a gift usually i sought to be explained by using the much-abused word "intuition." It is necessary to examine this point with care, for it has a direct relation with that philosophical system which Balzac made bis own, and through it a clew to many other problems may be obtained. The faculty spoken of as intuition was, in the author of the " Comedie Humaine," as in all creative geniuses, that of embodying his thoughts so perfectly that for him- self, during the heat of composition, those embodied tligiights.becaiae..to_alL..practical intents objective ap^ p^axances. It has been said repeatedly that Balzac, often seemed to regard his characters as living per- sons ; nay, there is at least one striking remark of his ^^OLxecord which indicates that they were to him even more reallhan the material things about him. But the creation of these eidola^ however wonderful, is as noth- ing to the psychical feat of maintaining them in exist- ence. The general idea probably is that an author carefully thinks out everything his characters are to say and do before he puts pen to paper. The fact is far otherwise. BothJThackeray and Dickens asserted that they were often absolutely surprised by the sa3'ings and doings of their creations ; and this was no doubt also the case with Balzac. There is indeed a concurrence Introduction. xv and heaped np, are quarries pursued hy a maddened pack of insatiable desires, aggravated b}' tlie struggle and the rivahy. To succeed! — this word, unknown a centiuy since, is to-da}' the sovereign ruler of all lives. Paris is an arena ; involuntarily one is drawn into it ; everything vanishes but the idea of the goal and the rivals ; the runner feels their breath upon his shoulder ; all his energies are on the strain ; in this spasm of voli- tion he doubles his enthusiasm, and contracts the fever which at once exhausts and sustains him. Tlience arise prodigies of work, and not only the work of the man of science who studies until he sinks, or of the artist who creates until he collapses, but the work of the man who plots, intrigues, weighs his words, measures his friendships, interweaves the myriad threads of his hopes to catch a clientage, a place, or a name. Far indeed are we from the ways of our fathers, and fi'ora those salo7is where a well-written letter, a prettily-turned madrigal, a witty saving, gave interest to a whole evening, and somethnes founded a reputation ! But. this is nothing; the fever of the brain is worse than that of the will. The accession of the hourgeoisie ha« given the freedom of the city to all the professions ; with specialists, special ideas have entered the world ; the current of thought is no longer a gentle stream of fashionable slander and gossip, of gallantrj^ or light philosophy, but a great river which is swollen by the turbulent affluents of finance, speculation, chicanery, diplomac}', and erudition; it is a torrent which, pour- ing every morning into each brain, both nourishes and drowns the receiver." All the strongest minds of the whole world, he con- xvi Introduction, liniies, contribute to this overwhelming flood. Who- ever thinks is represented. Every conceivable idea has its special advocate and illustrator. " From all these smoking brains, thought rises like a vapor ; it is breathed involuntaril}" ; it sparkles in a thousand rest- less ej'es." And what, he asks, is the relief from this fever of the will and of thought? "• Another fever, — that of the senses. In the country the tired man goes to bed at nine, or sits in the chimnej'-corner with his wife and pokes the fire, or takes a stroll in the great empt}^ high-road, peacefulh', with slow steps, contem- plating the monotonous plain, and thinking of the weather of the morrow. Observe Paris at the same hour: the gas is lighted, the boulevard fills, the the- atres are crow^ded, the masses amuse themselves ; they go wherever mouth, ears, or e3'es discern a possible grat- ification, a pleasure of a refined, artificial kind, — a kind of unwholesome cooker}', designed to stimulate, not to nourish, — oflfered bj* greed and excess to satietj^ and cor- ruption." This is the Paris Balzac studied, and which, M. Taine holds, had entered into him more deeply than into other men. " Who," he says, ' ' has fought, thought, and enjoyed more than he ? Whose soul and bod}' have burned more fiercelj' with all these fevers ? " But M. Taine is not quite right here. It was Balzac who grasped Paris more completeh' than ordi- nar}^ men, not Paris that obtained a greater mastery than common over him. His genius lifted the veil, clarified the turbid atmosphere, disentangled the con- fused threads of existence, and evolved from the min- gled strife of will, thought, and sense, that marvellous gallery of pictures which constitutes the '' Comedie Introduction. xvii Hamaine." It is, however, curious, and perhaps some- what significant, that M. Taine, in describing this Paris world emploj'S Balzac's own methods, figures, and points of view. When he speaks of the smoking brains whence the seething thoughts issue like vapor, he is following in the lines laid down by Balzac in bis gen- eral introduction, and developed further in this work. For thought, according to the_great writer, is as dis- tinctl3' one of the forces of nature as electricity^ and magnetism, and together^ vrith will-power it dominates the universe. The doctrine is no doubt ancient. It can be found in the Kabbala, and it may be traced far beyond the genesis of the Kabbala, in the venerable philosophies of Asia. Offshoots from this doctrine moreover are to be seen even to-da}' in the popular superstitions of many countries, Western as well as Eastern, and — so do extremes meet — in the best- attested records of modern medical science. Balzac held that Will and Thought can and do influence and control, material things. The sobrietj' of such a contention can only be questioned by those who are unacquainted with physiology, psychology, and pathology. It is, how- ever, rather singular that whereas the influence of the mind upon the bod}' it occupies has long been full}' recognized, the possibilit}- that the mind of one person ma}^ influence either th e mi nd or the body of anothei,v has onh' been admitted after a protracted resistance, and when denial had become futile. The recent researches of Charcot, Richet, and others into the phenomena called hypnotic, and the remark- able discoveries made concerning the influence of sug- gestion upon sensitive subjects, have familiarized the xviii Introduction. public with facts which are clearh^ related in many ways to the theories of Balzac. If the simple exercise of volition on the part of a magnetizer, unexpressed in words or bj' gestures, can produce in the subject all the effects of a self-evolved purpose, and can even close the mind of that subject to all moral warnings and inhibitions, so that the suggestion of murder will be acted upon with precisely the same unhesitating readiness as a prompting to eat or drink ; and if this external control can be so employed that the sugges- tion will be carried out, not on the instant of release from the hypnotic state, but after a lapse of time, — the difficult}^ of escaping the conclusion that will-power is a distinct natural force is clearlj' increased enormousl3\ The recent experiments at the Salpetriere would, how- ever, not have astonished Balzac more than they sur- prise those who have studied the occult sciences. The power now being brought within the purview of sci- ence was not onty known to, but exploited by inquiring minds ages ago. Like so many of the alleged discover- ies upon which Western civilization prides itself, this is in truth not a discover^^ at all, but a tardy recogni- tion of truth long since ascertained in other countries, and until now obstinatel}' and stupidly ignored by those who at present plume themselves upon their knowledge of it. For centuries obscure phenomena have been dealt with in the West upon much the same principle. When facts could neither be denied nor ex- plained they were labelled with a name which sounded as if it signified something. The term ''hysteria" has thus been emplo3'ed, or rather abused, in medicine, and to-day it covers a multitude of phenomena which a Introduction. xix stubborn materialism is utterh^ incapable of accounting for. Take for example those singular collective at- tacks of frenz}^ wliicb have periodically been observed in many countries, and of which a case has occurred during the present 3'ear. In these remarkable seizures whole communities are affected. The books are full of them. Tliey have been recorded for centuries. When Europe abounded with monastic and conventual es- tablishments the}' were frequently experienced in nun- neries. The Church found an eas}' explanation of the phenomena in attributing them to demoniac possession. The Reformation did not put a stop to them. When there were no longer secluded communities the attacks occurred in rural districts, sometimes involving all the "inhabitants of a Adllage, sometimes being confined to the 3'oung men and maids, and again taking possession of the children onl}'. During the earl}' part of this century notable disturbances of this kind took place in AVales and parts of Ireland. At almost the same time what was then "the West" in the United States was the scene of frequent similar outbreaks. Often they were intimately associated with religious excitement. It was during a period of such general disturbance, when the air seemed full of malefic cerebral stimulants, that Mormonism took its rise. In all these cases, as in the well-known though ill- understood excitements connected with negro camp- meetings, the most prominent phenomenon is the power of contagion present. A story is told of a hard-headed sceptic, who, while riding in the West with a friend one day, came to a stream in which a Mormon mission- ary was baptizing converts, while he harangued a XX Introduction, crowd. The travellers alighted and sat down to listen. Suddenl}' tlie sceptic turned pale, as though about to faint, and cried to his companion, " Take me awa^M " He was helped to his horse, and after riding a mile or two partially recovered himself, and turning to his friend said : "If you had not taken me away when you did I should have plunged into the water with those converts. I had lost all control over myself." This is but a typical illustration of the imperative urgency with which the mysterious influence operates on such occa- sions. We may call this influence h3'steria, but we shall be as far as ever from understanding the subject, and have onl}' put off* the master}-, after the fashion of the housemaid who swept the dust about until she lost it. Perhaps the theory of hypnotic suggestion may now aff'ord a clew to the problem. Dr. Carpenter was wont to make great play with his h^'pothesis of " ex- pectant attention." He held that when the mind was strongly wrought up, and anticipating some novel ex- perience, or the impact of some potent influence, it was possible to produce in it the most surprising hallucina- tions. It might at such times be fooled to the top of its bent, be cheated by simulated reports of the quies- cent sensor}' nerves, be made to accept air-drawn phantoms for objective realities, be induced to confound a simple stick of wood with a strongly-charged elec- trical conductor. Yet Dr^ Carpenter was obliged finally to admit that expectant attention did not ac- count for many phenomena; and had he survived to this day it is quite possible that he would have wel- comed the theory of hypnotic suggestion as tending to round out and complete his doctrine. Introduction, xxi What the Ps^-chical Research Soeiet}* call " telepathy " is but another jihase of the same question, and though the exceeding caution which has characterized the inquir3- thus far is calculated to exhaust the patience of such as look for sensational developments onh-, it is really a line of investigation which promises better results than the experiments and conjectures of the author of *' Mental Phj'siology" and his school. Telepathy in- volves recognition of at least some means of communi- cation between mind and mind apart from the ordinary avenues, and if carried far enough this inquest ma}' terminate in the re-discovery of physical and psvchical truths which were known to the ancients. Intuition, however, is not the common heritage, and in such mea^ire as Balzac possessed it is known to but few. M. Taine does not exacth' laugh, but certainl}' wonders at him, because of his theory that '' ideas are organized ) beings which exist in the invisible world and influence our destinies." Again, this is a venerable doctrine, but it is of a kind which to Balzac must have seemed al- most a truism, — for the strengtli of his creative powers was such that the ideas which came to him passed at once into actual being for hbn ; and the occult and Kabbalistic belief that not onl}^ deeds but words and thoughts remain forever preserved in the '' astral light " must have appeared quite in accord with his personal experience so far as the latter went. With his views of the importance of Will and Thought in the scheme of things, the suggestions of physical science even in this line of thought were of a character to stim- ulate imagination and encourage daring inquiry'. For if no act or utterance of any living being leaves the xxii Introduction, universp exacth^ as it was ; if in the clastic medium which surrounds us the flutter of a gnat's wing, no less than the explosion of a volcano, is registered in vibra- tions which must continue to infinity ; if the curse of the ruffian, the groan of his dying victim, the sob of the bereaved mother, the shout of the charging soldier, each in its wa}^ and each differently, affects the great mundane system, however impalpabh' and imperceptibly to us, — how much more crediblj' must the fundamental cause of all physical action, the energizing Will of man, impress itself in its operation upoii the sphere corres- ponding in nature to its own refined and tenuous sub- stance. To the Seer there was no inherent difficulty in such conceptions. Will and Thought were in his view not only real things, but, without figure and with- out mental reservation, the most real entities in exist- ence, and the most influential. The truth that thought rules the world has indeed been always perceived by the observing, and recog- nized directly or indirecth' b}' mankind. EA^en the ph3-sical effects of psychological conditions have been so generall}^ noted that among the commonplaces of speech in most countries are words or phrases attempt- ing some definition of these phenomena. When, for in- stance, the "personal magnetism" of some prominent man is spoken of, what is reall}' meant is the remarka- ble development of his volitional energ}^ which, when exerted to attract and conciliate those who approach him, affects them in a peculiar, subtle wa}', evoking their sympathies, and drawing their affections towards him, without conscious exercise of their own will and judgment. This is domination of weaker wills b}' a Introduction. xxiii strong one, and it is a kind of manifestation shown by common experience to be often associated with the pur- suit of large ambitions. The popular explanation of such influence is reall}' an admission of its occult char- acter. The term " personal magnetism " is intended to cover something other than, and bej'ond the ordinar}^ impression made by a pleasant voice, eye, face, or manner. It is in fact the popular wa}^ of expressing that limited and imperfect apprehension of the true nature of Thought and Will which represents the least advanced conceptions on the subject. Balzac's theory of Thought and Will as natural forces, like electricit}', ^^ capHtTTFoT "being concentrated and directed with special \^ effect upon particular objects, on the other hand, may be regarded as the expression of an abnormallj' ex- tended view, — as the deduction of a thinker and ex- perimentalist whose capacity for anal^'sis and whose insight so far exceeded those of the generality of men as to give peculiar weight and importance to his con- clusions. For this line of research he possessed rare and precious aptitudes. Excelling in that creative men- tal force which is called imagination perhaps every modern save Shakspeare, no man could have been better fitted to examine mental processes, to gauge their effects, to estimate their significance, and to de- fine their nature and scope. No man has ever been more thoroughly equipped for this task by knowledge of philosoph}', science, and human nature. Taine said of him that "the immensit}" of his undertaking was almost equalled b}' the immensit}^ of his erudition." In the fields where it is possible to follow him, many have tried to catch him tripping, but few have been tJNIVERSITir ) Cn. nj.. .^\ . /J ■■\ xxiv Introduction, repaid by any discovery of error on his part. What he knew — and it was much — he knew with a surprising thoroughness. He was no smatterer, though he took all knowledge for his domain. No such blunders as Goethe made in the law of optics can be charged against Balzac. It is onh' in regard to his theories concerning that region of physiological ps3'chology which remains no-man's land still that anj^ of his critics have ventured to question his accuracy ; and in all that pertains to that region dogmatism is prohibited by the uniform failure of at least the average human intelligence to solve the central prob- lems involved. While recognizing the power of Thought, however, Balzac perceived in it a destructive, as well as a con- structive efficienc}' ; and this view it is which he has especially illustrated in " The Magic Skin." Here also he onh' went before his contemporaries and predeces- sors in degree, not in kind. The idea that the mind might exhaust, wear out the bodj', had long been en- tertained. Thus Fuller, speaking of the Duke of Alva, says: "He was one of a lean bod}' and visage, as if his eager soul, biting for anger at the clog of his bodj', desired to fret a passage through it." So also Dryden, in a familiar passage, describes — *' A fiery soul, which, working out its way, Fretted the pygmy body to decay, And o'er-infornied the tenement of clay." Shakspeare has man}- similar allusions. But Balzac's philosophy included anal3'sis of the consequences, not ovAy of use, but abuse of the thinking power, and he Introduction. xxv wrote " The Magic Skin " as a commentar}' upon one of the salient evils of modern civilization : the increasing tendencN' to excess generated bj the headlong pace ut which existence is carried on, and stimulated by the intenseness of competition, and the enhanced attrac- "^veness of the objects of human desire. M. Taine, already cited, has given his picture of the kind of life drawn b}' the author of the " Comedie Humaine." It was in that turbulent scene that he watched the expan- sion of what he held to be suicidal habits among the most energetic and capable members of societ}'. Paris apart, there is no place second to New York, probably, in the eager adoption of the same business cult. As Taine says of his own capital, everything has been subordinated to "success" in the American metropolis. There, as in Paris, all the energies of thousands are directed to the one end, and vitalit}' is expended upon its attainment with a lavishness which not seldom entails the penalty of incapacity for enjoyment when the long sought quarr}' is at length run down. 'The Magic Skin" ought, indeed, to be a familiar and easil}' apprehended S3'mbol in this country, for too man}^ of our young men have made Raphael's rash ^choice, and undergone Raphael's punishment. This part of the allegor}', at least, is verj' transparent. The Eastern tali^maTr^s the undisciplined lust of worldly iuccess, indulgence in which shortens life literall}' and directly b}' exhausting the nervous energvj The old bric-a-brac dealer exj^bunds the doctrme in his speech warning the desperate youth against the awful conti-act proposed in the Arabic inscript ion on the _. skin. 1 xxvi Introduction. The influence of strong ideas socially is a favorite theme with Balzac. In fact it constitutes so intimate an element in his social theoiy that he treats it in a great variet}^ of waj's. M. Felix Davhi wrote, in 1834, a general introduction to the fourth editioii of the "Philosophical Studies," and as this paper was prepared avowedly under the inspiration of Balzac, its statements and explanations are trustworthy. M. Davin devotes considerable space to this question of the general treatment of what ma}^ be called ' ' domi- nant ideas " in the " Studies of Manners." The author, he observes, is constantly exhibiting^ Jhe irritation -and aggravation oftnstincts by-ul^Sjthe consequent gener- ation of passion, and the disorganizing effects pro- duced by the operation of social influences upon this resultant. And he names several stories, such as " Adieu," " El Verdugo," " Le Requisitionnaire," " Un Drame au bord de la mer," "Cesar Birotteau," etc., in all of which, life is destroyed by excessive thought, ideation, or imagination. The maternal love, family pride, greed of inheritance, anger, fear of shame, each in turn appear* as the lethal instrument, and kills the victims as surel}^ as knife, cord, or poison could do. The tendency t o excess is so strongl}^ marked a char- acteristfc^, the present time that no careful and in- telligent stud}^ of it can be other than interesting. It happens, too, that the Paris of Balzac's time was so far in advance of the rest of the world in relation to whirl and £e:^r_and fur}^ of life that the rest of the world has coflsumed a generation in getting to where the French capital was then. One consequence of this is that Balzac's desci'iption^.^f his own period appear. Introduction. xxvu especially so far as concerns his Paris observations, to be contemporary records, and to bear the very form and pressure of the time. With the general increase of wealth and luxur}', the temptations to excess in the uafc of acquisitive means have multiplied enormously, while degrees of prosperity which half a century ago were thought scarcel}' attainable are now so far down in the scale of possibilities that the trul}' ambitious no longer regard them as deserving serious consideration. The episode of the banquet at Taillefer's (who fig- ures in " L'Auberge rouge" in a verj- sinister role) was originalh' published separately ; and the guests, oddly enough, were given the names of living writers and poets. Victor Hugo and Thiers, among others, were thus exhibited, and Balzac does not appear to have thought that the}' httd-tm}' cause of complaint. Con- sidering the state of the Paris press at the time, perhaps the}' had not ; for the period was one of gross person- alities, and French journalism was incredibly licentious and not less incredibly corrupt. When the banquet scene was put in its proper place in the completed story the real names were exchanged ifor the fictitious ones which appear at present. This episode is but the machinery for introducing RaphaeVs^tory of the coun- tess Fedora, the woman without a heart, and this is another figure. ^ fedora is symbolical of Society, which lives for itself and its *owii"[5IeasrrPes" and luxuries ; which is polished, cold, indif!ereTTti""yef desirous of obtaining gratuitously the best of all the lives attracted by its glitter and ostentation ; which allures by its air of distinction, its parade of wealth, its affectation of exclusiveness, its versatility and surface show of Intel- xxviii Introduction. lect and wit ; and which is, like tlie beautiful and fasci- nating Russian, absolutel}' void of heart, and scarcely capable of feigning sensibility enough to make a deco- rous appearance. Raphael brings to this siren all the treasures of 3'outh. The discipline of his adolescence, the stern rigor of his garret life, the nature of his studies and his intellectual tendencies and preferences, may all be re- garded as pages from Balzac's autobiograph}'. The *• Treatise of the Will " referred to is his own college experiment, so cruelly crushed by the fatal imbecilitj^ of a boobj- teacher. Emerging from his garret, however, Raphael enters a realm which is pure fiction. There is never any hope for him, and perhaps he perceives this, though he cannot relinquish his pursuit of the heartless Fedora. But Raphael himself is not a char- acter calculated to attract much sympathy. Designed to illustrate Balzac's theory of the baleful social elfect of excess, he exhibits from the first an absorbed ego- ism, which puts him morally almost on a level with the Societ}' he learns to hate and despise. Tliere is little nobility in the youth. He possesses marked intellectual abilit\', but little heart. The suffering he endures from Fedora appears to be mainl}' inflicted upon his vanit3\ His love for the countess is something between a ca- price and a calculation. It has in it scarcely any spon- taneity, and when at last the futility of his devotion is realized, and he determines upon suicide, his* motive is clearly not merel}- despairing love, but discouraged ambition. Of course Balzac meant all this to be so. The possessor of the magic skin must be a self-indul- gent, egoistic person. He could not possibly be a Introduction. xxix man of the Benassis t^'pe in the " Conntiy Docjtor." Raphael desires enjoyment, even gross, sensnal enjoy- ment ; and to obtain it he is will i 11 ^^ tn rinir hi liTi as he has ah-eady risked and lost, first his opportunities, and then his property. No doubt the influence of Fedora counts for much in his depravation. She has hardened and roughened him, killed in him all confi- dence in womanhood, fostered in him the C3'nicism whose germs were inherited, and confirmed in him all the selfish propensities with which he began life. But the 3'oung man is none the less the natural possessor of the talisman, so far as his abstract ideas are concerned. It seems to him that he will hesitate at nothing in fol- lowing out his self-indulgent fancies. In eff'ect, the moment he fully realizes the nature of the contract into whicli he has entered, all possibilit}' of enjo3'ing his newly-acquired power vanishes for him ; and this is the logical and inevitable consequence of the same egoism that led him to accept the magic skin. Here the parable is plain. The abuse of Will and Thought brings its natural i)enalt}\^r'rEe~~man who de- votes himself to the attainment of material ends is liable \ to find, when the goal is reached, that he is no longer \ capable of enjoying the prize. Raphael, with the magic skin hanging on his wall, and the effects of the expenditure of will-power under his ej'es, is parah'zed. Desire means death to him, and to avoid it he must vegetate, live by line and plummet, ward off all excit- ing causes, and above all shun everything that ma}- induce him to wish anything. It would not be possible to conceive a more tremendous satire than this, and 3'et it is not an exaggeration of the actual, but merely XXX Introduction, a new wa}^ of presenting it. AVhat Raphael snffen/ from tlie contraction of the magic skin is preciseh' what li\ iug men suffer who have abused their will-power in iHirsuing success in material things. \ They are in the position of Tantalus. With the means in their hands to obtain everything, the}" are disabled from attempting to procure anything. The}' can only watch the shrink- ing talisman which holds their life, and limit their de- sires to the attainment of a state of existence as closel}* resembling annihilation as possible. This is what the'' talisman has brought Raphael at the beginning of the third part, and this is the most deeph' philosophical division of the book, as well as the most strikingly impressive and dramatic. Raphael, the disillusionized student, who at the opening of the tale has resolved to end his miser}- hy suicide, appears, at the beginning of the third part, strangel}' metamorphosed. The reckless youth who w^ished, when the talisman was first offered to him, to die at the culmination of a wild debauch, has been brought to desire life with an intense longing, merely as life. The possession of the means by which his ever}' wish cau be gratified has suddenly checked his fierce acquisitiveness, — not, however, because he has gained any loftier view of the value and purpose of existence, but because in his final struggle we are to be shown egoism engaged in death-grapple with itself. Raphael is a type of modern civilization, of the eager self-seeker, the selfish fortune-hunter and money- grubber, who estimates everything in accordance with its real or fancied usefulness to himself. But joreciselv because he places his personality above everything else Introduction. xxxi he is unable to cany out the plan of self-indulgence he had conceived in his poverty and distress. The sight of the talisman which unmans him is the realization of the ph3'sical effects of his career of fierce desire. The ex- cess of his passions, the intensity' of his greed, has sapped his vitalit}', and at the moment when the wealth for which he has striven so desperateh' is in his hands, the tide of life begins to ebb. He isolates himself, seeks to protect himself against ever}' incitement to further desire, deliberatel}' adopts a vegetative existence, and finds his sole remaining satisfaction in the oft- tested assurance that b}- this means he has arrested the shrinkage of the talisman. But in a struggle so complicated, by a nature so de- praved, the holding of a stead}' course for an}' length of time is impracticable. The dominant egoism of his temperament will not be always cool and calculating and restrained. ^Waves of imp erious desire will at in- tervals rise and sweep away the inos{"7^rucrefft TeSolu- tions when the only object of action is self-gratification. In one of these periods of excitation he yields to what must be regarded as the nearest approach to real love of which he is capable. But the limits of the purity of this passion are rigidly drawn, and Balzac has marked them plainly. When first Raphael finds Pauline at the opera, he is drawn to her by a sentiment of real aflTec- tion. This continues to influence him when they meet in his old room in the Hotel Saint-Quentin. During \ this period the talisman does not shrink, for emotion of the higher kind does not exhaust vitality, but rather recruits it. When, however, the lovers have come to- gether and are married, Raphael's passion at once be- xxxii Introduction. comes materialized, and he is made to learn very soon that he can only gratify it at the expense of his life. With this discovery the frailty of his love for Pauline is disclosed. The old terror reclaims the master}^ over him. Once more he banishes every one from his cham- ber, and returns to the dull routine of vegetation. Here Balzac t akes the opportunity to satirize modern science, in the scenes in which Raphael is seeking the means of destroying the fatal talisman. The futile attempts of the zoologist, the mechanician, and the chemist to ex- plain, to anal3'ze, and to make away with the magic skin, though reflecting most damagingiy upon the or- thodox classification and limitation of natural laws, do not at all disturb these savants^ who are quite unani- mous in the conclusion that if the facts are against them, so much the worse for the facts. In a subse- quent chapter medicine is handled in the same spirit of rpordf^^^ t ?»;^t.ire. — the esoteric object of the author being to illustrate^the manner in which egoism affects even "Science, by subordinating the reverence for Truth to the personal pride and vanity of its professors, and thus impelling them to mask systematic charlatanism and hypocrisy under social conventions. The eminent physicians called in consultation over Raphael's myste- rious malad}^ care nothing for the patient, and little for the higher aims of tlieir own profession. Doubtless each would be glad to chronicle a cure if it redounded to the credit of his special theorj' ; but neither is generous enough to be gratified b\' a success which traverses his own views. In order to hoodwink the pubhc and main- tain the semblance of harmony in the profession, they affect for one another's opinions a respect which they Introduction, xxxiii are far from feeling ; and thej^ are one and all deaf and blind to the possibilities of phenomena in any way transcending the narrow limits of their materialistic training. It is to be observed, also, that nothing could be more modern than this remarkable consultation. It might have been held last 3'ear, or j^esterday. It em- bodies the spirit of the whole century, and symbolizes traits of tlie present civilization, which appear to deepen with the increasing complexity of social life. The attempt of Raphael to get rid of the talisman by force or craft, to annihilate it b}- violence, or to dis- solve it by chemical reagents, could never have been really hopeful to him, though he tried to bus}' himself with the fantasy. He knew, as must every victim to the prevailing cult of egoism, the conditions upon which he held his remnant of vitalitj^ He knew — for had not the old bric-a-brac dealer told him? — that whoso signed the m3'stic compact, b}' accepting possession of the talisman, was thereby committed to the end, and could no more draw back than could a man who, having thrown himself from the summit of the Vendome column, should repent and tr}' to return to safety. But the desire for survival was so strong that he could not reconcile himself to the facts ; and he was, as it were, compelled to try every avenue which seemed by any play of fanc}' to suggest the possibility of escape. When ever}' essay has failed, he takes the advice of his medical men, and, coolly deserting Pau- line without even a farewell word, journej's to a fash- ionable spa. His life there is a development of his secluded existence in his own hotel. The luxury of his establishment excites the admiration and envy of the xxxiv Introduction, other guests, and his absorption in himself arouses their dislike and finally their hatred. / This is a ver^^ deep study of society. If, on the one I hand, selfishness is the mainspring of the social organi- zation, experience has proved that, on the other hand, mutual sacrifices are necessary to the due gratification and permanent maintenance of the pride of personality. Society flatters that it may be flattered ; cajoles that it may be cajoled ; caresses that it may be caressed ; pre- tends to think well of its members that thej' may pre- tend to think well of it. He who, while under the social obligations which are inseparable from the pos- session of wealth, repudiates his social duties, despises and neglects all the conventional hj'pocrisies bj^ which it is sought to cloak the pervading egoism, and insists on parading his own selfishness, natural!}^ and brutally, mortally wounds this artificial organism, and inevitably makes of it an active and implacable enemy. He is a traitor to the unwritten constitution of modern civili- zation. He is an anarchist, whose baleful example threatens the whole fabric of deceit, and pretence, and sham chivalry-, and make-believe refinement, and dis- guised greed and lust and self-seeking. He is the more disgusting and hateful in that he shows society itself as it feels and knows it really is ; and since there remains a somewhat of good in things evil, since in the most corrupt periods vice pa3's to virtue the homage of hypocris}', such a disclosure cannot but be humiliating and exasperating. Therefore the societ}' of the spa is leagued against him ; and when an attempt to compass his removal by porsuasion has failed, a quarrel is fastened upon him, Introduction, xxxv and he is entano-led in a duel. Here again his domi- nant egoism controls him against his plainest interests. He cannot protect himself in the duel save by exerting his will-power, and thus causing the magic skin to shrink ; but his pride has been stung, and he is re- solved to give his enemies a sharp lesson, even though he suffers for it himself. The same ignoble impulse proves too strong for his prudence when, after killing his antagonist, he comes, while travelling, to a village where the people are enjoying a holiday. Soured b}^ the spectacle of all this life and jollity', he fields to the suggestion of his misanthropy, and squanders another portion of his fast-fading vitalitv in calling down a sud- den storm on the heads of the merr^'-makers. After the duel he makes one more desperate effort to recover his fleeting forces. Societ}' has expelled him, and con- tact with it onh' irritates and exhausts liim. He will now essay, in a modified form, the prescription which Mephistopheles offered to Faust in the Witch's Kitchen, as the alternative with the hag's elixir. There is, says Mephistopheles, another wa}' of attaining old age : — " Begieb dich gleich hinaus aufs Feld, Fang' an zu hacken und zii grabeu, Eihalte dich und deinen Sinn In einem ganz beschrankten Kreise, Eruiihre dich mit ungemischter Speise, Leb' mit dem Vieh als Vieh, — " and thus a term of eighty years may be secured. Ra- phael throws himself upon the bosom of Nature, and endeavors to lead a purely natural life, among the sim- plest peasants, and in the most invigorating mountain V xxxvi Introduction, air. For a short time be imagines that the experimeo^- will succeed ; but it is not of bodily ailments he is dying, and the consuming power of undisciplined desire — the effects of mental excess — have proceeded too far in the work of disorganization for any remedy attain- able by him. The constant sight of healthy animal life about him tears his selfish soul with anguish, and gen- erates longings which, despite ever\' effort at self- restraint, are registered in the inexorable contractions of the talisman. At last he realizes the futility of his career and sul- lenl}' , despairingly, returns to Paris to face death. The last brief scene in this powerful allegory is at once the most daring and significant in the book. It expresses the utter degradation of the victim of modern civihza- tion. It is the t^'pe of which the Baron Hulot, in "La Cousine Bette " is the individualization. A career of self-indulgence and self-seeking has extinguished the last spark of intellectualit}^ in Raphael. There remain in his moribund organism only the animal desires. The habit and instinct of self-preservation have caused him to drive the loving, faithful Pauline from his side. When, at the very close, she makes her way to him, and he perceives that the end is at hand, his last feeble volitional impulse is toward the gratification of the lowest form of passion, at no matter what expense ; and even in the act of dying this brutal impulse is crossed by another not less base, which finds expression in a futile attempt to tear his mistress with his teeth. He desires her as a Satyr might ; yet at the same supreme moment his expiring egoism resents in her the exciting cause of the catastrophe. This is the enforcement of the Introduction, xxxvii author's flvinm f.hflt. <^;^npRfi in Will nnd ..Tliought Operates, as a dissolvent ; that it tends to destroy- both the society and the individual that indulge it ; that it is suicidal, and kills not onl3'the physical, but the ps3xhical elements in man. But this is not the whole of the moral. Excess in all things, Balzac holds, is the distinctive character- istic of modern civilization, but excess in the pursuit of purely selfish aims is of all kinds the most deadlj' and disorganizing. And the course of modern societ}^ is a vicious circle j^it enforces and it suffers from the pre- vailing cult of Egoism. All its highest prizes are re- served for the victors in life's battle, — those, in other words, whose greed and unscrupulousness and dogged materialism enable them to trample upon and plunder weaker competitors ; but through this apotheosis of ignoble qualities and capacities society dooms itself to perpetual Philistinism, strife, and vulgarit}'. Its stan- dards are s6 low that there can be no honor nor satisfac- tion in attaining to them. Its favorite pursuits are so frivolous as to put a premium upon imbecilit}' and to handicap merit and capacity. The excess which it fos- ters, consequently, is never in the du'ection of true aspiration, but alwa^'s earthly, sensual, devilish, — such in fact as is t3'pified here in the life and death of Raphael de Valentin, the wretched possessor of the magic skin. In his Epilogue Balzac has dealt with Pauline so mj^stically as to confound the critics, who have guessed at the intended meaning as variousl}' as in the case of the Second Part of Goethe's " Faust." Yet there is not any deep m3'stery in the matter. Pauline Gaudin t3'pifies true and faithful womanly love. She is a foil, both exoteri- xxxviii Introdicction, ically and esoterieally, to the heartless, cold-blooded Fedora. She is a foil also to the selfishness of Raphael. She stands for all the tenderest emotions and qualities of self-abnegating love. From the first she is seen sac- rificing herself to Raphael. When he inhabits the attic in the Hotel Saint-Quentin, and congratulates himself upon the success of his parsimonious budget, he is really Pauline's pensioner, and would starve to death but for the devoted industry and delicate self-sacrifice of this amiable creature. There is a terrible stroke of irony, drawn straight from human experience, more- over, in the complacency with which Raphael accepts this silent aid ; in the transparent form of self-deception indulged b\^ him when Pauline pretends to have found some money while sweeping his room. He tries to per* suade himself that the stor^^ is credible, but he knows well enough where the coins so opportunel}' discovered come from, and it is not impossible that he has his suspicions also regarding the unfaiUng supplies of clean linen and bread and milk. He aflfects indeed to repay her with instruction, but it is clear that during his tuto- rial experience the chief benefit remains with him. She, however, has no reservations for the man she loves. It is enough happiness for such a nature to feel that it is doing good to the object of its affection. Pau- line knows well that Raphael is paying his addresses to the Countess Fedora. He, with characteristic masculine obtuseness, makes her his confidant, and wrings her gentle bosom with the eager recapitulation of his hopes and longings. Through all this she never betrays jealous}^ or petulance. He, she thinks, is so good, so great, so far above her, that it is altogether natural for i Introduction. xxxix him to adore fine ladies, women of title and position, wealtliy widows. Nor is there the least self-conscious- ness about Pauline. She is sometimes depressed, but she does not appear to ask herself whj^ In Raphael's presence she is simply, naturally happy. She takes what the gods provide, humbly, thankf'ull}', and whether she is thought little or much of she is ready to make any and every renunciation in her power for her friend. When they come together she is the happiest of the happ3^ and lives only for her Raphael. When he so harshly repels her, moved by his selfish fears and the f»hrinking of the talisman, no complaint is heard from her ; and after he returns from his cruel desertion she ntters her grief only in the touching little letter which he finds awaiting him. He has never confided his secret to |ier. Had he done so she would have protected him far more effectually than he could protect himself. But when in the closing scene she realizes the truth her first impulse is to kill herself, to the end that a cause of dan- ger to him — as she thinks — may be removed. Pauline is a beautiful ideal, and may further be regarded as sj^mbolizing the superior purity and elevation of true womanly love as contrasted with the emotions which fill so large a space in the life of the average modern male egoist. She is not indeed what would be called a strong-minded woman, but Balzac never could perceive the attraction of that kind of character. Like most men of masterful intellect, he believed in feminine qual- ities especially, and rather shrank from the modern tendenc}^ to cultivation of masculine capacities and characteristics in women. Vast as was Balzac's performance, it could not keep xl Introduction, pace with the prodigious fecundity of his mind. Thus while he had always, during the twenty 3^ears of his labor on the " Comedie Humaine," several works in hand simultaneoush', at the same time he had as con- stantly in view several more which he found no time to write. The plan of the " Comedie Humaine'* com- prised a series to be called "Analytical Studies," but only the "Physiology of Marriage," and some short pieces belonging to this division, were published. It was his Intention to follow up "La Peau de Chagrin," with a novel to be entitled " L'Histoire de la Succes- sion du Marquis de Carabas." This work was an- >^nounced by M. Ph. Chasles in his introduction to " La Peau de Chagrin," and b}^ M. Felix Davin, in his introduction to the "Philosophical Studies," and all that is known of its subject is derived from what is there said, which is to the effect that it was intended to show society at large a pre}^ to the same impotence which devours Raphael in "La Peau de Chagrin," and agonizing under the same real wretchedness, springing from the same fierceness of desire, and disguised by the same external brilliancy, which in the extant work are /illustrated in their relation to individualism. It was the purpose of Balzac, first, to describe life as it is, in all its phases, as affected by modern civihzation ; hav- ing accomplished this he proposed tracing effects to their causes ; and finally he intended to point out, as far as possible, the social and other tendencies which, resisting the disorganizing influences of the times, con- stitute the justification for hope concerning the future. / This explanation should be kept in mind by those who may be inclined to regard the philosophy of ' ' The Magic Introduction. xli Skill " as pessimistic. In fact when the work appeared some of Balzac's friends raised that very objection. To one of them, the Duchess de Castries, he replied: "I shall defend m3'self against j'Oiir charges by one word : tills work is not intended to remain alone ; it contains the premises of a work which I shall be proud to have attempted, even if I fail in the enterprise." He then re- fers to the introduction written by M. Philarete Chasles to "La Peau de Chagrin," and says, "You will see by that, that if sometimes 1 destroy, I also endeavor sometimes to reconstruct." What M. Chasles wrote on the subject is as follows: "Faith and Love escaping from men given over to intellectual culture ; Faith and Love exiling themselves to leave all these proud souls in a measureless desert of egoism, penned up in their intense personality, — such is the goal of M. du Balzac's stories." This purpose was defeated by the untimely death of the great writer; but in a few minor pieces such as that entitled "Jesus Christ in Flanders," he has outlined his ideas concerning the renaissance of faith and moral purity his observation led him to look for in the social stratum from which Christianity arose. It is quite possible to read " The Magic Skin," simply as a story, without paying any attention to the allegor}'. This no doubt is the aspect in which it was regarded when it was first published, not only by the public, but by the majority of the critics. Balzac indeed com- plained in his correspondence, that his tj^pes had not been recognized ; and this is probable, and even natural. For Balzac so filled all his creations with that white heat of imaginative energj' which inspired him, that the xlii Introduction. vitalism and the naturalness of his characters give them an individualism, a humanit}', altogether unlike the marionettes which figure in ordinarv allegories. * ' The Magic Skin " may consequently be looked upon as merely a clever orientalized tale, the machinery of which is distinguished by peculiar skill of invention and deftness of manipulation. Perhaps 'it is only those who know the '* Comedie Humaine" as a whole, and have followed the growing purposes of the author, who will thoroughly appreciate this book. Yet inasmuch as there certain!}^ is a marked current of tendency at the present time toward serious views of society, civiliza- tion, and human relations generall}-, while there exists a no less distinct reaction against dogmatic materialism and the arrogant presumption of a science which is too often sciolism, it has been thought worth while to offer to such as may care to use it the means of pene- trating and apprehending the author's'* symbolism and his esoteric meaning. It must, however, be said that in ''The Magic Skin" we are but on the threshold of Balzac's philosoph}^ What has been set down here is indeed necessarj' to a full understanding of the present volume, but the principles here applied constitute only a part of a system, and to grasp that system as a whole "Louis Lambert" and "Seraphita" will have to be read and studied. In the former of these remarkable works will be found a body of thought embracing many ideas and speculations interest in which has been revived recently. That theory of the Will which is referred to so often in "The Magic Skin,' is in "Louis Lambert" fully expounded. It is true that the same theory really underlies almost the whole of Introduction. xliii the " Comedie Humaine," but it is in this triad of works that it is elaborated, and each of them is there- fore necessary to the comprehension of the others, though, regarded merely as tales, each may be read by itself. George Frederic Parsons. THE MAGIC SKIN. ^v\m9-^ Tristram Shandy, Chap. CCXXXIII. PAET I. THE TALISMAN. Toward the close of October last, a young man entered the Palais-Ro3'al, at the hour when the gam- bUug-houses opened in conformity with the law, which protects a passion essentiall3' taxable. Withoiit much hesitation, he passed up the staircase of the liell which went by the name of "Number 36." " Monsieur, your hat, if 30U please," called out in a sharp, remonstrative voice, a pallid old man, who was squatting in a dark corner behind a railing, and who now rose suddenh', showing a face of an ignoble type. Whe n you e nter a gambling-house the law begins by depriving you of 3'our hat. Is that meant as an evan- gelical and ghostl}" parable? Mav it not rather be a means of clinching an infernal bargain by exacting something of 3'ou as a pledge ? Can it be intended to force you into a respectful attitude toward those who win your mone}'? Do the police, lurking near every social sink-hole, insist on knowing the very name of j'our hatter, or your own if you have written it on the 2 The Magic Skin. lining? Is it to take the measure of your skull and evolve some instructive statistics on the cerebral ca- pacity" of gamblers ? On this subject the government is impenetrabl}- silent. But you must plainly understand that no sooner have you made a step toward the green table, than your hat no more belongs to you than you belong to yourself; you are a stake, — 3'ou, your money, your hat, your cane, your cloak. When you depart from that hell. Play will show you, by a malevolent epigram in action, that it still leaves you something, by returning your hat. We may remark that if it is a new one, you will learn to your cost that in future you must wear gamblers' clothes. The astonishment of the young man on receiving a numbered ticket in exchange for his hat, whose edges were fortunately a good deal rubbed, proved that his soul was still innocent ; and the little old man, who hac* no doubt wallowed from his youth up among the seeth- ing pleasures of a gambling-house, threw him a dull, bleak glance, in which a philosopher would have seen all the horrors of hospitals, the vagrant homelessness of ruined men, police reports of suicides, condemnations to hard labor for life, transportation to penal colonies. This man, whose long, white face had sureh' no other nourishment than tlie gelatinous soups of Arcet, was v CjS^ '^^the^ pale image of Passion brought to its natural end. In his wrinkles lurked the traces of old tortures. He must have played away his meagre salary on the very day he received it. Like an old hack horse on whom the whip makes no impression, nothing made him shud- der ; the smothered groans of players as they took their hats and went out ruined, their mute impreca- The Magic Skin. Tons, their dazed e3'es, left him unmoved. He wai Play incarnate. If the 3'oung man had stopped to consider this pitiable Cerberus, perhaps he might have said to himself, '' Nothing is left in that heart but a game of cards ! " He did not listen to this living warning, placed there, no doubt, by Providence, who has sta- tioned Disgust at the door of every evil haunt. He resolutely entered a room where the chink of gold was exercising its dazzling fascination over the eager lust of covetousness. In all probability the young man was driven to this place by that most logical of Jean- Jacques Rousseau's sa3'ings : "Yes, I can conceive of a man rushing to the gambling- table, but not until he sees, between himself and death, only his last penny." The gambling-houses have only a vulgar poetry about them, but its effect is as certain as that of a blood- thirsty drama. The halls are lined with spectators and players, indigent old men who drag themselves to the place for warmth, gamblers with convulsed faces, bear- ing marks of orgies begun in wine and ready to ter- minate in the Seine. But, though passion abounds, the ci*owd of actoi-s and spectators prevent an observer from deliberateh' considering, face to face, the demon of pla}'. The scene goes on like a concei-ted piece in which the whole troupe takes part, ever}' instrument of the orchestra modulating its assigned passage. You will see there many honorable men who seek distraction of mind and pay for it as they would for a seat at the theatre, or a luxurious dinner, or as they go to some garret-room and buy at a base price bitter regrets that last them three months. Which of us can full}' under- stand the delirium and the vigor in a man's soul, as he fiVjjxv^ 4 The Magic 8kin. waits for the opening of these hells. Between the gam- bler in the morning and the gambler at night, there is all the difference that exists between the indifferent husband and the lover languishing beneath the win- dows of his love. In the morning come palpitating passion, and want in all its bare-faced horror. It is only in the evening that 3'ou recognize the true gam- bler, the gambler who has neither eaten, nor slept, nor lived, nor thought, so powerfuU}' is he scourged by the whip of his vice, so deeplj' has the rot of a mania eaten into his being. At that accursed hour 3'ou ma}' encoun- ter e3^es whose calmness is terrifying, faces that mag- netize you, glances which seem to lift the cards and tear the luck out of them. Gambling-houses never rise to any show of dignity, except at the hour when they nightly open. Spain may have its bull-fights, Rome its gladiators, but Paris boasts of her Palais-Royal, whose rattling balls bring streams of blood for the pleasure of spectators, though the floors are never slipper}^ with it. Cast a furtive glance into the arena ; enter — v>'hat barrenness ! The walls, covered with greasy paper to a man's height, offer nothing on which the eye can rest intelligently, not so much as a nail to facilitate suicide. The floor is worn and dirty. An oblong table occupies the middle of the room. The plainness of the deal chairs, closely set around the green cloth now worn threadbare by the raking in of gold, shows a curious indiffer- ence to luxur}' in men who come here to perish in the quest for it. This human antithesis can be seen wherever the soul reacts powerfully on itself. The lover desires to put his mistress on silken cushions, and The Magic Skin, ' 5 drape her in the soft tissues of Orient, j'et for the most part he possesses her in a garret. The ambitious man dreams of the pinnacles of power, all the while abasing himself in the mud of servihty. The merchant vege- tates in a damp, unhealthy back-shop, and builds a splendid mansion from which his son, taking prema- ture possession, is driven by fraternal litigation. T-o I sum up all in one image, does there exist anything j more displeasing to the mind than a house of pleasure?./^ Strange problem ! Man, always in opposition to him- \ self, alwa^'s cheating his hopes by his present woes, and his woes hj a future that does not belong to him, puts upon ever}" action of his life the impress of incon- sistency and weakness. Here below, nothing appears to be complete but misfortune. At the moment when the jonng man entered the room a few players had alreadj^ assembled. Three bald-headed old men were nonchalantl}' sitting round the green cloth ; their faces J like plaster casts, impassible as those of diplomatists, dul}' expressed each blunted, sated soul, each heart, long since incapable of throb- bing, even when its owner staked the marriage jewels of a wife. A j'oung Italian with black hair and an olive skin was sitting quietl}" with his elbows on the table, apparently consulting those fatal inward presenti- ments which continually cr}' in the pla3'er's ear, " Yes," "No." His passionate Southern head seemed injected with gold and fire. Seven or eight spectators standing near were ranged in line, awaiting scenes which the turns of the wheel, the faces of the players, the roll of the mone}', and the scraping of the rakes were prepar- ing for them. These idlers stood there silent, motion- 6 The Magic Skin. less, and attentive, like the populace on the place de Greve when the headsman drops the axe. A tall, lean man in a threadbare coat held a register in one hand and in the other a pin to mark the series of the Eed or the Black. Like a modern Tantalus, he was one of those men who live on the verge of all the enjoj-ments of their epoch, — a miser without a hoard pla3'ing an imaginary stake, a species of reasoning fool who consoles his miser}^ by cherishing a chimera, who deals with vice and danger as a young priest with the Eucharist when he sa3s his trial Mass. Sitting opposite to the bank were two or three of those shrewd speculators, experts in games of chance, who, like old convicts no longer afraid of the galleys, were there to risk three stakes, and immediatelj' carry away their gains ; on which, no doubt, the}' lived. Two wait- ers were walking nonchalantl}' about the hall with their arms crossed, looking out every now and then into the garden of the Palais-Royal, as if to show their impassive faces for a species of sign to the passers-by. The banker and the croupier had just cast upon the punters that ex- pressionless glance which stabs a gambler, calling out in shrill tones, " Make your play," when the young man entered the room. The silence became, if possible, more intense ; all heads turned with curiosity to the new- comer. Then an almost unheard-of thing occurred ; those blunted old men, the stonj' attendants, the specta- tors, even the fanatical Italian, experienced, as they caught sight of the stranger, a feeling of nameless terror. A man must indeed be ver}^ unfortunate to obtain pity, very feeble to excite sympathy, or very sinister in appearance to cause a shudder in such souls The Magic Skin. 7 as these, in a hell where sufferings are hushed, where misery is gay, despair decent. Yes, there were all such elements in the strange sensation wiiich stirred those hearts of ice as the 3'oung man entered. Executioners have been known to weep over the virgin heads they were forced to cut off at a signal of the Revolution. (The players could read at a glance in the face of the new-comer the presence of some awful mystery ; his youthful features were stamped with despondenc}' ; his e3'e proclaimed the balking of efforts, the betrayal of a thousand hopes ; the dull impassibilitj' of suicide seemed to give a wan and sickl}' pallor to his brow ; a bitter smile drew lines around the corners of his mouth ; the whole countenance exprv^ssed a hopelessness which was terrible to secjj Some secret gift of genius scintillated in the depths of those veiled ej'es, — veiled perhaps b}' the fatigues of pleasure. Had debauchery stamped its foul signs upon that noble face, once pure and glow- ing but now degraded? Doctors would doubtless have attributed the yellow circle round the eyelids and the hectic color in the cheeks to lesions of the stomach or chest, while poets would have recognized in those same signs the ravages of science, the havoc of nights spent in study by the midnight oil. But a passion more fatal than disease, a disease more relentless than study or genius marred that youthful head, contracted those vigorous muscles, and wrung the heart that had scarcely touched the surface of orgies, or stud}', or disease. As the convicts at the galleys hail with respect some celebrated criminal when he arrives among them, so these human demons, experts in torture, bowed before an amazing grief, an awful wound they had the eyes to 8 The Magic Skin. see, recognizing one of their own princes in the dignity of his mute anguish and the elegant poverty- of his garments, i He wore a frock coat of fashionable ap- pearance, but the junction of his cravat with his waist- coat was too carefully arranged not to betra}- the fact that he had no shirt. His hands, pretty as those of a woman, were of doubtful cleanliness, and for the last two days he had worn no gloves. If the banker, the croupier, and even the waiters shuddered, it was because the charms of innocence and youth still lingered along the slender, delicate outlines, and among the fair though scanty locks which curled naturally. The face was that of a man of twenty-five, and vice seemed to be there by accident. The vigorous life of youth still fought against the ravages of an impotent lubricit3% Darkness and light, annihilation and existence, strug- gled together, producing a result that was full of grace and full of horror. The young man came into the room like an angel without a halo who had lost his way. For an instant those present, professors emeritus of vice and infamy, like toothless old women seized with pity for a 3'oung girl who offers herself to corrup- tion, were on the verge of crying out to him : " Awa}' ! come not in ! " He, however, walked straight to the table and stood there, throwing upon the cloth, without a moment's calculation, a piece of gold which he held in his hand and which rolled upon the Black ; then, like all strong souls who abhor uncertainties, he looked at the dealer with an e3'e that was both turbulent and calm. The interest excited b}' his throw became so great that the old men did not make their stakes ; but the Italian, Tlie Magic Skin. jeizing, with the fanaticism of passion, an idea which suddenly possessed him, phimped his pile of gold on the Red in opposition to the play of the stranger. The dealer forgot to utter the usual phrases which have come b}^ long usage to be a mere hoarse unintelligible cr^' : " Make your plaj' ; " " The game is made ; " " Bets are closed." He spread out the cards, and seemed to wish good luck for the new-comer, indifferent as he was to the loss or gain of the devotees of these gloomy pleasures. Each spectator knew that he watched a drama and saw the closing scene of a glorious life in the fate of that piece of gold ; their eyes gleamed as they fixed them on the fateful cards ; 3'et, in spite of the attention with which they gazed alternately at the player and at the bits of pasteboard, not a sign of emotion was seen on the cold, resigned face of th€J young man. " Red wins ! " said the dealer, officiall3\ A species of strangled rattle came from the Italian's chest as he saw the bank-bills which the banker threw him fall one by one in a little heap. As for the young man he did not comprehend his ruin until the rake stretched out to gather in his last napoleon. The ivory instrument struck the coin with a sharp sound, and it shot with the rapidity of an arrow into the mass of gold spread out before the banker. The young man gently closed his eyes, his lips whitened ; but soon he raised his eyelids, his mouth regained its coral redness, he as- sumed the manner of an Englishman who thinks that for him life has no mysteries, and then he disappeared from the room without asking consolation by a single harrowing look, such as despauing gamblers sometimes 10 The Magic Skin, cast on the spectators who line the walls. How many events were compressed into the space of that second ; how man}' things into that single throw of the dice ! "His last cartridge, no doubt," said the croupier, smiling, after a moment's silence, during which he held the bit of gold between his finger and thumb and showed to those about him. "He is half-crazy now, and he'll be found in the Seine," said a frequenter of the place, looking round at the other players, who all knew each other. *'Bah!" said one of the waiters, taking a pinch of snuff. "What a pity we did not do as yon did, monsieur," said one of the old men to the Italian. Eveiybod\' looked at the luck\^ plaj'er, whose hands were trembling as he counted his bank-notes. "I heard a voice," he answered, "which cried in my ear, ' The Red wins against his despair.' " " He is no player," said the banker; " otherwise he would have divided his monej' into three parts and given himself other chances." The 3'oung man passed out, forgetting to ask for his hat ; but the old mastiff behind the rail, having noticed the bad condition of that article, gave it back to him without a word ; he returned the ticket mechanically and passed downstairs, whistling Di tanti palpiti with so feeble a breath that he himself scarcely heard the delicious notes. Presently he found himself beneath the arcades of the Palais-Royal, going toward the rue Saint-Honore, where he took a turn to the Tuileries and crossed the gardens with hesitating step. He walked as though in the The Magic Skin. 11 middle of a desert, — elbowed b}' men whom he did not see ; hearing, amid the noises of the streets and popu- lace, but one sound, the call to death ; wrapt in a torpor of thought like that of criminals as the tumbril takes them from the Palais to the Greve, to the scaffold reeking with the blood poured out upon it since 1793. There is something grand and awful, not to be ex- pressed, in suicide. The fall of multitudes of men in- volv^es no danger ; the}' are like children tumbling from too low a height to hurt themselves. But when a great man is overthrown he comes from on high, he has risen to the skies where he has seen some inaccessible para- dise. Implacable are the tempests which force him to fteek peace at the muzzle of a pistol. How many a young soul of talent withers and dies in a garret for want of a friend, for want of a consoling woman ; in the midst of millions of beings, masses of men surfeited with gold and satiated with life ! Viewed thus, suicide takes on gigantic proportions. Between voluntar}'^ death and the fecund hopes which beckon j'outh in the great cit}', God alone knows what conceptions, what abandoned ideals, what despairs and stifled cries, what useless efforts, what aborted masterpieces, clash to- ■,._ gether. Each suicide is a poem awful with melan-'il chol}'. Where will jou find in the whole ocean ofj\ literature a book whose genius can equal this brief yj notice in the corner of some newspaper : — ' " Yesterday^ at four o'clock^ a young woman flung herself into the Seine from the pont des Arts." Before this laconic Parisian item dramas and romances pale, even that old titlepage of the '' glorious King of Kaernavan imprisoned by his childi'en," — last frag- 12 ' The Magic Skin, ment of a lost book^ the mere perusal of which brought tears to the eyes of Sterne, who himself deserted his wife and children. The young man was assailed by such thoughts as these, which floated in fragments through his soul like shreds of tattered flags across a battle-field. If, for a moment, he laid down the burden of his mind and of his memor}', and stopped to gaze at the flowers whose heads were gentl}^ swaying in the breeze as it reached them through the shrubbery, soon a convulsion of the life which still fought against the crushing idea of sui- cide seized upon him ; he raised his e^'es to heaven and there the sombre clouds, the heav}' atmosphere, the gusts of wind surcharged with sadness, once more coun- selled him to die. He walked on toward the pout Royal, recalling the last acts or fancies of his predecessors. A smile crossed his hps as he thought of Lord Castlereagh satisfying the humblest of wants before he cut his throat, and remembered how the academician Auger looked for his snuff-box and took a pinch on his waj' to death. He was anah'zing these oddities and questioning his own feelings when, as he pressed against the {mrapet of the bridge to make way for a stout costermonger, the latter slightly soiled the sleeve of his coat, and he found! himself carefully shaking off the dust. Reaching the centre arch he stood still and looked darkly at the water. "Bad weather to drown one's self," said an old woman in rags, with a laugh; "isn't it dirty and cold, that Seine?" He answered with a natural smile, which showed the delirium of his courage ; but suddenly he shuddered as Tlie Magic Skin. 13 le saw afar off on the pent des Tuileries the shed which bears the words in letters a foot high, '^ Help for the Dkow^ning." Monsieur Dacheiix appeared to him armed with philanthropy and those virtuous oars which crack the skulls of drowning persons, if b}' chance they appear aboA'e water ; he saw him appealing to a crowd, send- ing for a doctor, getting ready restoratives ; he read the mournful reports of journalists written between a jovial dinner and tlie smiles of a ballet-girl ; he heard the ring of the five-franc pieces which the prefect of the Seine would pay to the boatmen as the price of his body. Dead,^ he was worth fift}' francs ; living, he was only a man of talent, without friends, or protectors, or straw to lie on,, or a nook to hide in, — a social cipher, useless to the State, which took no note of him. Death in open day struck him as humiliating ; he resolved to die at night and bequeath an indistinguishable carcass to that social world which ignored the grandeur of his life. He therefore continued his way toward the quai Voltaire, assuming, unconsciously, the step of an idler seeking to kill time. As he went down the steps which end the sidewalk of the bridge at the angle of the qua}', his at- tention was caught by the rows of old books spread out for sale upon the parapet, and he came near bargain- ing for some of them. Then he smiled, put his hands philosophically into his pockets and was about to re- sume his nonchalant manner, which seemed like a mask of cold disdain, when to his amazement he heard a few coins rattle, with a sound that was positivel}' weird, at the bottom of his trousers- pocket. A smile of hope brightened his face, sHd from his lips to every feature, smoothed his brow, and made his eyes and his gloomy \ 14 . The Magic Skin. cheeks glow with happiness. This sparkle of joy was like the fire which runs through vestiges of paper that are already consumed bj' the flames ; but the face, like the ashes, grew black once more as the 3'oung man rapidl}' drew out his hand and saw in it three sous. ''Ah! my good monsieur, la carita! la carita! Catarina ! a little sou to bu}^ me bread ! " A chimnej'-sweep, whose swollen face was black and his body brown with soot and his clothing ragged, was holding out a dirt\' hand to clutch the man's last sous. Two steps off a poor old Savoyard, sickly and suffer- ing and meanly clothed in knitted garments full of holes, called to him in a thick, hoarse voice: "Mon- sieur, give me what you will, and I will pray God for 3'ou." But when the 3'oung man looked at him the old man was silenced and said no more, recognizing per- haps on that funereal face the signs of a wretchedness more bitter than his own. " La carita ! la carita ! " The 3'oung man threw the coppers to the child and the old pauper, as he left the sidewalk and crossed toward the houses, for he could no longer endure the harrowing aspect of the river. " We will pra3'^ God for a long life to you," cried the two beggars. As he paused before the window of a print-shop the man noticed a j'oung woman getting out of a handsome equipage. He gazed with delight at the charming creat- ure, whose fair features were becomingly framed by the satin of an elegant bonnet. The slender waist and her prett}' motions captivated him . Her dress caught slightly on the carriage-step, and enabled him to see a leg whose The Magic Skin, 15 fine outline was marked b}^ a white and well-drawn stocV- ing. The 3'oung woman entered the shop and asked' :,he price of albums and looked at some lithographs, w^hich she bought and paid for with gold pieces that glittered and rang upon the counter. The 3'oung man, standing in the doorwa}-, apparently occupied b}- looking at the prints in the show-case, exchanged the most piercing glance that the ejes of man could cast against an in- different look bestowed on all alike by the beautiful un- known. The glance on his part meant a farewell to love, to Woman ; but it was not so understood ; it did not stir that frivolous female heart, nor make the charming creature blush, or even lower her eyes. What was it to her? — a little admiration, the homage of an ej'e which made her think to herself that evening, " I looked m}" best to-day." The 3'oung man turned hastily to another pane and did not even glance round as the lady passed him to regain her carriage. The horses started ; that last image of elegance and luxury vanished just as he himself was about to vanish from existence. He walked sadly past the shop-windows, looking without interest at their samples of merchandise. When the shops came to an end he studied the Louvre in the same wa}', the Institute, the towers of Notre-Dame, those of the Palais, and the pont des Arts. These buildings seemed to wear a sad countenance beneath the leaden skies whose occasional streaks of brightness gave a menacing air to the great city, which, like a prett}'" woman, is subject to inexplicable changes from beauty to ugliness. Thus Nature herself conspired to plunge the doomed man into an agonizing ecstasy. A 16 Tlie Magic Skin. pr?v to that malignant force whose decomposing action finds an agent in the fluid which circulates in our nerves, he felt his organism slowl}' and almost insen- sibl}' reaching the phenomena of fluidit^y. The tortures of his agon}' gave him motions that were like those of the sea ; buildings and men appeared to him through a mist, swa3'ing like the waves. He wanted to escape the sharp spasms of the soul which these reactions of his physical nature caused him, and he turned into the shop of an antiquarv, meaning to find employment for his senses, and await the darkness in bargaining for works of art. It was, in truth, an effort to gain cour- age ; a prayer for a stimulant, such as criminals who doubt their nerve on the scaffold are wont to make. Yet the sense of his approaching deatli gave the young man, for a moment, the assurance of a duchess wl\p has j two lovers ; and he entered the shop with an easy air, and a smile on his lips as fixed as that of a drunkard, — in truth, was he not drunk with life, or rather with death? He soon fell back into his vertigo, however, and continued to see things under strange colors, sway- ing with a slight motion, whose cause lay no doubt in the irregular circulation of his blood, wliich boiled at moments like the foam of a cascade and at others was still and dull as the tepid waters of a pool. He asked to be allowed to look through the estab- lishment and see if there were any curiosities that tempted him. A young lad, with a pair of fresh, chubby cheeks, and reddish hair covered with a sealskin cap, consigned the care of the front shop to an old peasant woman, a species of female Caliban, who was on her knees cleaning a stove whose wondrous handiwork was The Magic Skin. 17 lo the genius of Bernard Paliss}' ; then he turned to the stranger and said, with a careless air : — " Certainl}', monsieur, look about you. We keep onl3' the common things down here, but if you will take the trouble to go upstairs, I can show you some fine mummies from Cairo, various inlaid potteries, and a few carved ebonies, — true Renaissance^ just come in, of exquisite beaut3\" These empty commercial phrases, gabbled over b}^ the shop-boy, were to the stranger, in his horrible situ- ation, like the petty annoyances with which small minds assail a man of genius. Bearing his cross to the end, he seemed to listen to his conductor, answering him by gestures or monosyllables ; but little by little he won the right to be silent and gave himself over to his last meditations, — which were terrible. He was a poet ; and his soul had now come, accidentalh-, to a vast feeding-ground. Here he was to see in advance the bones of a score of worlds. At first sight, the rooms presented onlj' confused pictures, in which all works of nature or of art, human or divine, jostled each other. Crocodiles, monkej's, stuffed boas, grinned at the painted glass of the win- dows and seemed about to bite the busts, seize the lacquers, or spring at the lustres. A Sevres vase, on which Madame Jacotot had painted Napoleon, stood beside a Sphinx dedicated to Sesostris. The begin- nings of the world and the events of 3'esterday went arm-in-arm with grotesque cordialit}'. A jack-spit was Ijing on a monstrance, a republican sabre on a hackbut of the Middle Ages. Madame Du Barr3', painted in pastel by Latour, with a star on her head, nude and iS The Magic Skin, floating on cloud, was concupiscently gazing at an Indian hookah, and trying to discover the utility of the spirals that wound toward her. Implements of death, daggers, curious pistols, secret weapons, were flung pell-mell among the implements of life, porcelain soup- tureens, Dresden plates, diaphanous cups from China, antique salt-cellars, and feudal sweetmeat-boxes. An ivory vessel under full sail was floating on the back of a tortoise. A pneumatic instrument was putting out the eye of the Emperor Augustus, majestically indiffer- ent. I Several portraits of French magistrates and Dutch burgomasters, as impassible now as they once were in the flesh, looked down with cold and ghastly" ejes on this chaos of antiquities. All the kingdoms of the earth seemed to have contributed some fragments of their science, some specimen of their arts. The place was a kind of philosophical compost-heap, where no element was wanting, — neither the pipe of the savage, nor the green and gold slipper of the harem ; neither the' Moorish yataghan, nor the Tartar idol. The tobacco, pouch of the soldier was there with the sacred vases ol the Church and the plumes of a dais. These wondrous* scraps of many worlds were subjected to still further capricious changes by a number of fantastic reflections from the strange objects about them, and b3' sudden contrasts of light and shade. The ear fancied it caught the sound of strangled cries ; the mind seized the thread of interrupted dramas ; the e3e perceived the glimmer of half-smothered lights. A la\-er of cling- ing dust had thrown a veil over all these objects, whose multiform angles and strange sinuosities produced a wondrously picturesque eff'ect. I The Magic Skin. 19 At first, these three rooms, teeming with civilization, with deities, religions, masterpieces, royalties, and debaucheries, with wisdom and with folly, seemed to the young man like a mirror of man}- facets, each of which represented a world. After this confused and hazy first impression, he wished to select his enjoyment ; but by dint of looking, thinking, and dreaming, he was seized with an internal fever, due perhaps to the hunger which gnawed his entrails. The sight fof so man}- na- tional and individual existences, whose proof laj' in these tangible pledges which survived them, still further benumbed his senses. The wish that had sent him into the shop was granted ; he had left the life of reality and gone upward by degrees to an ideal world ; he had reached the enchanted palaces of Ecstasj' where the universe appeared to him in broken visions, lighted by tongues of fire, — just as the life of the world to come had flamed before the e3'es of Saint John in Patmos. A multitude of mourning faces, lovely and terrible, darkling and luminous, distant and near, rose before him in masses, in myriads, in generations. Eg3'pt, rigid, mysterious, rose from her sands and stood there, represented by a mumnn' in its black swathings ; or again, it was Pharaoh, burying the multitudes to build his dynasty a tomb ; it was Moses, the Israelites, and the desert. He beheld, as in a vision, the solemn world of antiquity. Here, on a twisted column, stood a mar- ble statue, fresh and smooth and sparkling with white- ness, which told him of the voluptuous myths of Greece and of Ionia. Ah ! who would not have smiled, as he did, to see upon the dark red ground that brown girl dancing with jocund step before Priapos in the fine 20 The 3Iagic SMn, claj" of an Etruscan vase? There, opposite, a Latin queen caressed her chimera with effusion. The fashions of imperial Rome were here in all their luxury*, — the bath, the couch, the jewel-case of some indolent and dreamj^ Julia awaiting her Tibullus. The head of Cicero, armed with the power of Arabian talismans, evoked memories of liberated Rome and laid open the pages of hivy. The young man gazed on the Senatus Populusque Homanus : the consul, the lictors, the purple embroidered togas, the strifes of the Forum, an angered people, defiled slowl}' before him like the vaporous fig- ures of a dream. And then, above them all, towered Christian Rome. A painting caught his eye ; he saw the Virgin Mary in the midst of angels, on a golden cloud, eclipsing the glor}' of the sun and listening to the plaints of the sorrowful, on whom she — the regen- erated Eve — was smiling tenderly. But as he touched a mosaic made with the lavas of Etna and Vesuvius, his soul sprang away to Italy, to the glowing, tawny South ; he was present at the Borgia orgies ; he wan- dered in the Abruzzi ; he loved with an Italian love, and grew enamoured of those white faces with the black almond eyes. He shuddered at the thought of midnight interviews, cut short b}' the cold steel of a husband's weapon, as his eye rested on a dagger of the Middle Ages, whose handle was wrought with the delicacy of lace- work and whose blade was rust}' with what looked like bk)od. India and its religions Hved again to Occidental e3'es in an idol, coifed with the pointed cap and four raised sides bearing tlie bells, and dressed in gold and silken stuffs. Near to this gro- tesque figure, a rug, pretty as the nautch-girl who once, The Magic Skin. 21 io doubt, had lain upon it, still gave forth its sandal- wood odors. A Chinese monster with inverted ej'es, contorted mouth, and twisted limbs, revealed to the looker-on the soul of a people who, wear}' of monoto- nous beauty, have found ineffable pleasure in a wealth of ugliness. But here a salt-cellar from the hand of Benvenuto Cellini brought him back to the bosom of the Renaissance, — to the days when art and license flourished, when sovereigns took their pleasure at exe- cutions, when prelates lying in the arms of courtesans decreed chastity for the lower priesthood. He saw the conquests of Alexander on a cameo, the massacres of Pizarro in a matchlock arq uebuse, the wars of a dis- orderty, raging, and cruel religion in the hollow head- piece of a helmet. Then, all at once, the smiling images of chivalry filled his brain, as the}' sprang forth from a superbly damascened piece of Milanese armor, highly polished, beneath whose visor the ej'es of paladins seemed still to glow. This ocean of inventions, fashions, handicrafts, re- sults, and ruins, were to the stranger a poem without an end. Forms, colors, thoughts were resurrected, but nothing complete was offered to the soul. It de- volved upon the poet to finish the sketch of the great painter who had prepared this vast palette, where all the accidents of human life were flung in profusion and as if disdainfully. After thus compassing the world, contemplating nations, eras, dynasties, the young man came back to individual existences. The life of na- tions was too overwhelming for man, the solitar}' ; he individualized himself once more, and looked for the details of human life. 22 The Magic Skin. There laj^ a waxen infant sleeping, saved from the collection of Ruysch ; the enchanting creature recalled to him the joj's of hi6 childhood. At the magic aspect of the waist-cloth of a Tahitian virgin, his fervid imag- ination showed him the simple life of nature, the chaste nakedness of true purity, the delights of indolence, — so natural to man, — a calm existence, 3'oung and dream}^^' beside a brook, beneath a plantain which be- stowed its luscious manna without the toils of culture. But in another moment he was a corsair, clothed with the terrible poetry of Lara, suddenlj- inspired by the opalescent colors of wondrous shells, excited b}^ a glimpse of corals still smelling of the algae and the sea-wracks of Atlantic hurricanes. Admiring, further on, the delicate miniatures, the azure and gold ara- besques that enriched some precious missal, the toil of a lifetime, he forgot the tumults of ocean. Softly cradled in thoughts of peace, he turned anew to stud}' and to science, desiring the unctuous life of monkj; exempt from griefs, exempt from pleasures, sleeping in cells, and gazing from their Gothic windows upoii the meadows, the woods, the vineyards of their monas- ter}'. Before a Teniers he buckled on the knapsack of a soldier, or picked up the hod of a laborer ; he wished to wear the dirty smoky cap of a Fleming, to get drunk with beer, play cards in their company, and smile at some coarse peasant-woman of ja^nuili)i&,,.^t£utnes He shivered at the snow-storms of Mieris, and fought in the melee as he stood before a battlepiece by Salva- tor Rosa. He handled a tomahawk from Illinois, and felt the knife of the Cherokee as the savage took his scalp. Marvelling at the sight of a Moorish rebec, The Magic Skin. 23 ^Hened to the melodious ballad, and declared his love ^^pt even, beside the hooded fireplace, where her con- senting glance was lost in the twilight of the place and hour. He clutched at ever}- joy, seized upon every sorrow, gathered to himself all the formulas of exist- ence as he thus cast himself and his feelings into these phantoms of a pictured and unreal nature, till at last the noise of his own footsteps resounded in his soul, like the distant echoes of another world, or as the hoarse murmurs of Paris reach the topmost towers of Notre-Dame. As the 3'oung man mounted the interior staircase which led to the rooms on the floor above, he no- ticed votive bucklers, panoplies, carved shrines, wooden images, either hanging to the walls or resting on every stair. Pursued b}' the strangest shapes, by marvellous creations which seemed to exist on the confines of life and death, he walked as one in a vision. Doubting his own existence, he seemed, like the objects about him, neither altogether dead nor altogether living. When lie entered the upper rooms daylight was beginning to fade, but it seemed nnneeded amid the dazzling glitter of gold and silver articles which were there heaped togetlier. The costliest caprices of dead collectors, dying in garrets after possessing millions, were in this vast bazaar of human folly. A desk that had cost a hundred thou- sand francs, bought back for a thousand sous, lay beside a secret lock whose price would formerly have sufficed.^ for a king's ransom. Human genius was there in the ' pomp of its poverty, in all the glor}" of its gigantic pettiness. An ebony table, true idol of art, carved 24 The 3Iaglc Skin, from designs b}' Jean Goujon, and costing man}^ 3'ears of toil, had doubtless been bought at the price of fire- wood. Precious coffers, articles of furniture made hy magic hands, were piled disdainfully- one upon another. "You have millions here!" cried the 3'oung man, entering a room which terminated a long suite of apart- ments carved and gilded by artists of the last centur3\ " Saj' thousands of millions," answered the chubby 3-outh. "But this is nothing; come up to the third floor, and you shall see ! " The stranger followed his conductor and reached a fourth series of rooms, where there passed in succession before his wearied e^'es several pictures hy Poussin, a noble statue by Michael Angelo, some enchanting landscapes of Claude Lorrain, a Gerard Dow that was like a page of Sterne, Rembrandts, Murillos, and Velas- quez, sombre and darkly glowing, like a poem of Lord Byron ; also antique bas-reliefs, exquisite specimens of onyx and agate cups. A vase of Egyptian porphyry, of inestimable value, with circular carvings represent- ing the grotesque licentiousness of Roman obseenit}^ scarcely' won a smile. ( The man was suflbcating under the wrack of fifty vanished centuries ; he was sick with the thoughts of humanity, fainting under luxury and art, prostrated bj- those strange shapes of the Renais- sance which, like monsters begotten beneath his feet 1)3- evil genius, seemed to challenge him to endless fight, i /'The soul in its caprices is like our modern chemistry /which assigns creation to a gas ;* it compounds poisons 'b3' the rapid concentration of its enjoyments, its forces, W its ideas. Many men have perished from the con- The Magic Skin. 25 vnlsion caused b}' the sudden diffusion of some moral acid through their inward being. ■" What does this box contain? " asked the stranger, stopping before a large cabinet filled with the glories of human toil, originalit}', and wealth, and pointing to a square case made of mahogany, which was hanging from a nail by a silver chain. '* Ah! monsieur has the kej' to that," said the stout lad, with an air of mysterj'. " If you wish to see that portrait I will risk asking him." " Risk?" exclaimed the stranger. " Is your master a prince ? " " I don't know," replied the 3'outh. The}' looked at each other for a moment. Then, in- terpreting the stranger's silence to mean a wish, the apprentice left him alone in the galler3\ Did you ever launch yourself into the vague immens- ity of space and time as 3'ou read the geological works of Cuvier? Carried awa}^ by his genius, have you hov- ered above the fathomless ab3ss of the past as though sustained by the hand of a magician ? Discovering, line upon line, layer upon la3'er, in the quarries of Mont- martre or the gneiss of the Urals, those animals whose fossilized remains belong to antediluvian civilizations, the soul is terrified as it perceives the thousand millions of years and of peoples which feeble human memory, even divine indestructible tradition has forgotten, yet whose dust survives, here on the surface of our earth, in the two feet of soil which give us bread and flowers. Is not Cuvier the greatest poet of our century? Lord Byron reproduces moral throes in verse, but our immor- tal naturalist has reconstructed worlds from a whitened 26 The Magic Skin. bone ; rebuilt, like Cadmus, cities from a tooth ; re- ' peopled, from an atom of coal, a thousand forests with the mj'steries of zoology- ; and recalled to human knowl- edge races of giants from the foot of a mastodon. These forms arise and tower up and people regions that are in harmony with their colossal statures. Cuvier is a poet by mere numbers. He stirs the void with no artificially magic utterance ; he scoops out a fragment of gypsum, discovers a print-mark and cries out " Behold ! " — and lo, the trees are animalized, death becomes life, the world unfolds. After dynasties innumerable of gigantic creat- ures, after races of fishes and kingdoms of molluscs, the human kind appears, degenerate product of a gran- diose t3'pe broken perhaps b}- the Creator. Warmed to life by his retrospective glance, these pun}- men, , born yesterday, have o'erleapt chaos and called the / past of the universe into shape, as it were a retrospective Apocah'pse, with endless hymns of praise. In presence "" of this awe-inspiring resurrection due to the voice of one man, the fragment that is conceded to us of this infinite without a name, common to all spheres and which we call Time, — the fragment, the atom, in which we have only a life-interest, — is pitiable. We ask our- selves, crushed as we are beneath these ruined worlds, of what use are all our glories, hates, and loves ; and whether, to become an imperceptible speck in the future, the pains of life need be endured. Uprooted from the present we are as if dead — until our valet opens the door and comes up to us to say, " Madame la comtesse replies that she expects monsieur." ,^/ , . The marvels thus spread before the eyes of the young \ " man, revealing the universe itself, filled his soul with a The Magic Skin. 27 depression comparable onl}^ to that of the philosopher seeking a scientific view of mysterious creations ; he longed more than ever to die, and threw himself into a cnrule chair, suffering his e3^es to rove amid the phan- toms of this panorama of the past. The pictures glowed, the virgins smiled upon him, the statues wore the deceptive hues of life. In the shadows of the room and of the twilight these works of ages, put in motion by the feverish ferment of his shattered brain, danced and whirled about him ; each fantastic image grinned upon him, the eyelids of the personages in the pictures drooped as though to rest their eyes. Each weird shape shivered, moved, detached itself from its surroundings, gravely or frivolously, with grace or clumsiness, accord- ing to its nature, its habits, or its composition. It was a witches' sabbath worth^^ of the Brocken and Doctor Faust. But these optical phenomena, superinduced by fatigue, by the tension of the ocular muscles, or by the whimsi- cal suggestions of the twilight, could not frighten the young man. The terrors of life were powerless over a soul that was now familiar with the terrors of death. He even lent himself to a sort of ironical collusion with the fantasticalities of this moral galvanism, whose freaks coupled themselves with the last thoughts which the sense of existence still forced upon him. Silence reigned so stilly about him that soon he wandered into a gentle rever}', whose impressions, slowl}' darkening, fol- lowed, shadow by shadow, and as if by magic, the slow decline of the light of da3\ A last gleam coming from the sky sent a ruddj' shaft against the inroad of the night; he raised his head and saw a skeleton, swinging 28 The Magic Skin, its sknll pensivel}^ from left to right as though to tc41 him : — " Tlie dead do not vet want thee." Passing his hand across his brow to prevent sleep, he dis- tinctly felt a waft of chill}^ air produced b}^ some hairj^ substance which swept past liis cheek, and he shud- dered. The casement creaked ; he fancied that the cold caress, foretelling the mysteries of the grave, came from a bat. For a moment longer, the dim reflections of the sunken sun allowed him still to see the phantoms by which he was surrounded ; then the dead world of things died at once into the darkness. Kight, and the hour of death came swiftl}'. After that moment there was a lapse of time during which he had no clear per- ception of terrestrial things, — either because he was wrapped in rever}-, or because he yielded to the drows- iness produced by fatigue and b}^ the multitude of thoughts that rent his heart. Suddenly he fancied he heard himself called by an awful voice, and he shud- dered like a man in a feverish nightmare when he fan- cies he is flung at a bound to the depths of some abyss. He closed his eyes, but the rays of a strong light dazzled them ; then he opened them and saw, in the depths of the shadows, a shining red disk, in the centre of which an old man stood erect, turning the rays of a lamp ftill upon him. He had heard nothing, neither the step, nor the movement, nor the voice of this figure. The apparition seemed magical. • Brave men roused from sleep might have trembled before this personage who seemed to have risen from a neighboring sarcopha- gus. A singular expression of youth, which animated the motionless ej'es of the seeming phantom, prevented the young man from thinking the figure supernatural. The Magic Skin. 29 Still, during the short moment that intervened between his somnambulic life and his return to actual existence, he was held b}- the philosophic doubt which Descartes recommends, and then in spite of himself, he fell under the influence of those inexplicable hallucinations whose mysteries our pride condemns and our impotent science strives in vain to analyze. Imagine a little, lean, and shrunken old man, wearing a black velvet robe, fastened round his loins with a heavy silken cord. A skull-cap, also of black velvet, fitted the head so as to closel}' frame the forehead, and yet allow the long, white hair to fall on either side his face. The robe w^as wrapped around the body like a winding-sheet, and allowed no sign of it to appear below the pale and narrow face. Without the fleshless arm, which resembled a stick on which the velvet hung, and which the old man held on high to throw the full light of the lamp upon the stranger, the face might have seemed suspended in mid-air. A gray beard, trimmed to a point, hid the chin of this weird being, and gave him the appearance of those Jewish heads which artists use as types of Moses. The old man's lips were so thin and colorless that some attention was needed to trace the line of the mouth in that blanched visage. His broad and furrowed brow, his wan cheeks, and the implacable sternness of his small, green eyes, bare of lashes and of eyebrows, might have led the stranger to suppose that Gerard Djow's Money-changer had stepped from its frame. The craftiness of an inquisitor, be- trayed by the sinuous lines of the wrinkles, and the circular creases on the forehead, showed the depths of his knowledge of the things of life. It was impossible 30 The Magic Shin. to deceive him, for he seemed to have the gift of read- ing the inmost thoughts of the most seckided heart. The ethics of all the nations of the globe, and the wis- dom of them, were gathered into that white face, just as the productions of the universe were accumulated in his dust}^ galleries. Upon it you might read the lucid calm of a god whose eye sees all, or the proud strength of a man who has seen it. A painter could have made of these two expressions and of this one man, by two strokes of his brush, a noble image of the Eternal Father, or the scoffing masque of a Mephistoph- eles ; on the brow he would have found omnipotence, on the lips the vicious jest. The man must have killed all earthh' joys within him, while he ground the anguish of human Ufe with the pestle of his power. The 3'oung stranger, though himself about to die, shuddered at a fancy that this ancient genie inhabited some other sphere, where he lived alone, without J03', because with- out illusion, and without sorrows, for he knew no joy. The old man stood erect, motionless, moveless as a star in the middle of a lustrous sky. His green eyes, full of calm maliciousness, seemed to light the moral world as the lamp which he held aloft illuminated the mysterious gallery. Such was the strange sight which met the young man's e3'es when he opened them after swaying, half- unconscious, between thoughts of death and the fan- tastic images of worlds about him. If for a moment he was bewildered, if he allowed himself to believe, like a child, in some old nurse's tale of his infanc}^, it is ex- plainable b}' the irritation of his nerves, and b}^ the strange drama whose panoramic scenes had given him The Magic Skin. 31 some of the horrible dehghts contained in opium. This vision was taking place in Paris, on the quai Voltaire, in the nineteenth century-, a time and place where magic was surely impossible. The young man, living near to the liouse in which the apostle of French unbe- lief had died, a disciple of Ga3-Lussac and of Arago, and contemptuous of the juggling tricks of the da}-, was simply overcome by a momentary superstition, a poetic fascination, to which men often lend themselves, as much to flee from agonizing truths as to tempt the power of God. He trembled, therefore, before that light and that old man, filled by an inexplicable pre- sentiment of some strange power ; the emotion was the same we have all experienced before Napoleon, or in presence of some brilliant man of genius clothed with fame. "Monsieur wishes to see the portrait of Jesns Christ, painted b}' Raphael?" asked the old man courteously, in a voice whose clear, sharp resonance had a metallic ring. He placed the lamp npon the shaft of a broken col- umn, in a manner to throw its whole light upon the wooden box. At the sacred names of Christ and Raphael, a move- ment of curiosity escaped the 3'oung man, which was no doubt expected by the antiquary, who now touched a spring. Suddenly the mahogany panel slid noise- lessl}' through its groove, and disclosed the picture to the admiration of its beholder. Seeing that immortal creation, he forgot the weird sights of the gallery and the visions of his sleep ; he became once more a man ; he recognized a fellow-man, a being of flesh and blood, in 32 The Magic Skin. his companion, a living man, and in no wa}^ pliantas- niagorical ; he felt himself in the world of real things. The tender solicitude, the sweet serenity of the divine face at once acted upon him. Some essence wafted from heaven relaxed the infernal tortures which wrung him even to the marrow of his bones. Tlie head of the Saviour of men seemed to detach itself from the dark- ness of the back-ground ; a halo of brilliant raj's shone vividly around the golden hair from which their bril- liance issued ; beneath the brow, beneath the flesh there was a meaning, an eloquent, convincing power, which escaped in penetrating effluence from every feat- ure. Those coral lips seemed to have just uttered the words of life, and the spectator listened for the sacred echo in the airs ; he prayed the silence to give back their meaning, he listened for it in the future, he heard it in the teachings of the past. The gospel was there in the calm kindness of those eyes, to which the troubled soul might fl^' for refuge. The full meaning of the catholic religion could be read in the gentle, all-comprehending smile which seemed to express the precept in which alone is the true faith summed up : "Love one another .\^^ The picture inspired prayer, counselled forgiveness, stifled self, awakened every dor- mant virtue. Raphael's divine work, sharing the privi- leges of music, cast the spectator beneath the imperious charm of memory, and its triumph became complete ; the painter was forgotten. The illusions of light were on the marvellous picture ; sometimes the head seemed to move at a far distance, in the midst of vapor. "I have covered that canvas with gold," said the antiquary, coldly. The Magic Skin. 33 *' The die is cast, — it must be death!" cried the young man, coming out of a revery whose final thought iiad brought him back to his cruel destiny- and forced him, step by step, from a last ho[)e to which he had clung. " Ha, I was right to doubt 3'ou ! " exclaimed the old man, seizing the stranger's wrists and holding them as if in a vice. The young man smiled sadl}' at this distrust and said in a gentle voice: "Fear nothing, monsieur; I spoke of ray death, not yours. Why should I not acknowledge a harmless deception ? " he added, noticing the old man's anxiety. " While waiting for nightfall, that I might drown myself in the darkness without notice, I came here to see jour treasures. You cannot begrudge this last pleasure to a man of science and poetry- ? " The old man examined the gloomj^ face of his pre- tended customer with a sagacious eye as he listened to him. Either he was reassured by the tones of that sad voice, or he read on the pallid features the awful destiny which had latel}' made even gamblers shudder, for he loosened his grasp ; then, with lingering suspicion, he stretched his arm carelesslj- toward a table, as if to rest upon it, saying, as he picked up a stiletto, — "Are 3^ou a supernumerary at the Treasury, without perquisites? " The young man could not refrain from smiling as he made a negative gesture. " Has your father reproached you for entering the world; or are 3'Ou yourself dishonored?" " To live would disiionor me." "Have the}^ hissed your plaj' at the Funambules? Are you forced to write farces to pa}' for your mistress's 3 34 The Magic Skin. funeral? Perhaps 3'ou have got the gold disease; or, after all, 3'ou ma}' only be trying to escape ennui? In short, what weakness is it that bids you die?" '• The cause of my death is not to be found among the common reasons that lead men to suicide. To spare myself the revelation of m}' untold sufferings — which are indeed beyond the power of human language to express — I will tell you once for all that I am in the deepest, the keenest, the most ignoble povertj'. And," he added, in a voice whose savage pride gave the lie to his preceding words, '•'• I ask for neither succor nor consolation." " Eh ! eh ! " These two syllables, which the old man uttered like the cry of a hawk, were at first his only an- swer; then he added: "Without obliging 3'ou to beg of me, without causing you to blush, without giving you a centime of France, nor a para of the Levant, a tarant of Sicilj^ a kreuzer of Germany, a kopeck of Russia, a farthing of Scotland, nor a single one of those sesterces and oboli of ancient times, nor a piastre of the new ; without offering 3'ou so much as a scrap of gold, silver, copper, paper, or value of any kind, 1 will make you, richer than monarchs, more powerful, more respected than any constitutional king can ever be." The 3'oung man thought him in his dotage and re- mained silent, torpid, not venturing to speak. ''Turn round," said the old man, suddenl}' seizing • his lamp to throw the light full upon the wall that was opposite to the picture, "and behold that Magic Skin ! " The young man rose abruptly, and showed some sur- prise when he saw hanging to the wall above the seat The Magic Skin. 35 on which he had been sitting, a piece of shagreen, the dimensions of which did not exceed a fox's skin ; and 3'et by some inexplicable phenomenon, this skin pro- jected so vivid a light into the gloom of the gallery that it seemed almost like a miniature comet. The j'oung sceptic went np to the pretended talisman which was to save him from the evils of existence, mentallj' scoffing at it. Nevertheless, moved by a verj- natural curiosit}-, he leaned over to examine the Skin on all sides, and soon discovered a natural cause for its singular luminosit}'. The black grains of the leather were so highly polished and burnished, its curious stripes were so clearh' de- fined that, like the many facets on a piece of granite, the granulated roughness of this oriental leather pre- sented a thousand little surfaces which vividly reflected light. He explained the phenomenon mathematically tc the old man, who mereh' smiled maliciousl}'. That smile of calm superiorit}' made the younger man of science suspect that he was the dupe of some tricker}'. Deter, mined not to carr}^ another enigma to the grave, he turned the Skin quickly, like a child eager to learn the secrets of his new toy. " Ha ! " he cried, " here is an impression of what tht orientals called Solomon's seal." " You recognize it? " said the antiquar}', whose nos- trils emitted two or three puffs of air that expressed more than the most vehement language. " Is there a man on earth so foolish as to believe that myth?" cried the young man, piqued at this silent laughter, so full of bitter derision. " Do 3'ou not know," he added, " that the superstitious East has consecrated the mystic form and the lying characters of _^ "* or Tui tTNIVEBSITI 36 The Magic Skin, this emblem of fabulous power? You need not tax me with credulity because I recognize it as I might a sphinx or a griffin, whose existence is in a manner mythologicall^' admitted." '' Since 3'ou are an orientalist," said the old man, *' perhaps you can read this sentence.'' He brought the lamp close to the talisman, which the young man was holding with the reverse side toward him, and pointed out certain strange characters em- bedded in tlie cellular tissue of the wonderful Skin, as though they had been a part of the animal it had once covered. " I admit," said the young man, " that I cannot imagine by what process those letters have been ^so deeply engraved on the skin of a wild ass." Then, turning eagerly to the shelves covered with curiosities, his e3'es appeared to seek for something. " What is it 3'ou want? " said the old man. "Some instrument to cut the skin, so as to see whether those letters are stamped, or inlaid." The old man gave him the stiletto which he still held, and the stranger began to make an incision into the skin at the part where the letters appeared. After lifting a small portion of the leather the letters re- appeared below, as neatly and sharpl}- as on the surface. "The industries of the East have secrets," he said, looking at the oriental sentence with some uneasiness, " which are peculiarl}' their own." " Yes," answered the old man, " itis better to put the responsibilit}' on man than on God." The mysterious words were arranged as follows ; — The Magic Skin, 37 '" \ IF THOU POSSESSEDST ME, THOU WOULDST POSSESS ALL. BUT THY LIFE WOULD BE MY POSSESSION. GOD SO WILLS IT. WISH, AND THOU SHALT OBTAIN THY WISHES. BUT MEASURE THY WISHES BY THY LIFE. IT IS HERE. AT EVERY WISH OF THINE I SHRINK LIKE THY DAYS. DOST THOU DESIRE 3IE ? TAKE ME. GOD WILL GRANT THY WISHES. SO BE IT. 38 The Magic Skin, ''Ha! you read Arabic?" said the anlitymiy. "Perhaps you have crossed the deserts a.Mdj setj.o Mecca ? " "No, monsieur," said the young man, fingering tha symbolic Skin with much curiosity^, and finding it ahr^o^t as inflexible as a sheet of metal. The old man replaced the lamp on the broken colunjii, glancing at his companion with a cold irony that seemed to say, " He thinks no more about dying." " Is it a jest, or is it a mystery? " asked the 3oan^ man. The antiquary shook his head and answered gravely \ " I cannot tell you. I have oflTered the terrible power bestowed by this taUsman to men gifted with more vigor than 3'ou seem to possess, but though the}' scoffed at the problematical influence it threatened to have over their future^ destin}', not one was wilHng to risk binding himself to the fatal compact proposed by the mysteri- ous power, — whatever that may be. I agree with them ; I have abstained from it myself, and — " " Have you never even tried its power? " interrupted the young man. "Tried 'it!" exclaimed the antiquarj'. "If 3'ou were at the top of the -column of the place Vendome would 3'ou tr}' the experiment of throwing 3'ourself into the air? Can life stand still? Can you take half of death and not the other half? Before you came into m3^ galleries 3^ou had resolved to kill 3^ourself, and now, all in a moment, a m3'ster3' takes 3'our thoughts and diverts you from dying. Child ! ever3" da3" of 3'our fife offers you an enigma more interesting than this. Listen to me. I have seen the licentious court of the regent. The Magic Skin. 39 I was then, as 3'ou are, in poverty ; I begged 013- bread ; nevertheless I have attained the age ot* one hundred and two 3'ears, and I am a millionnaire. Misfortunes gave me wealth ; ignorance taught me. I will reveal to you, in a few w^ords, a great myster3' of human life. Man exhausts himself, b3' two instinctive acts, which dry up the sources of his existence. Two verbs express all forms in which these causes of death appear ; namely, Will and Acti on. Between those terms and human performance theiNe is another formula, the per- 1, quisite of wise men, and to it I owe mv longevit}^ ^Jtg/ZJnfl(^rpps iift^_^2^/m?^dp stro ys US : but Kn owledge^ leaves our_^:miak-^ rganiam -4n-4i£iNenniaj^_ca^ . There- ^ fore desire, or volition, is dead within me, killed 1)3- 1 thought; movement, or power, is determined by the- natural pla3' of m3' organs. In a word, I have placed m3' life, not in the heart that can be broken, not in the senses which can be dulled, but^in the brain that never fails and survives all. No excess in anything has worn down m3^ soul, nor yet m3' body. Neverthe- less, I have seen the whole world. M3^ feet have trod the highest mountains of Asia and America, I know all human languages, I have lived under ever3" form of government. I have lent m3' money to a Chinaman taking the bod3' of his father as securit3' ; I have slept in the tent of an Arab on the faith of his word ; I have signed contracts in every European capi- tal ; I have-fearlegisly left my gold in the wigwam of a savage ; yes, Ihayej)Mained^ alX_tlii because — I have despised all. M3' sole ambition has been to see. To see is to know. Young man, to know is to enjoy intuitiveh', -^T:6~dis"cover the very substance of the 40 The Magic Skin. thing clone, and to grasp its very essence. What is there, after all, in a material possession? An idea. Conceive therefore of the glorious life of a man who, imprinting all realities upon his thought, transports into his soul the springs of happiness, and draws thence a thousand ideal pleasures stripped of their earthl}' rags. Thought is the ke}' to ever}- treasure ; it bestows the miser's joy without his cares. I have soared above the world and looked down upon it ; the pleasures I have had have ever been intellectual. My excesses were those of contemplation in man}' lands, of peoples, seas, forests, mountains. I have seen all, — but calmly, without fatigue ; I have wished for nothing ; I have waited for all. I have walked to and fro upon this earth as though it were the garden of a f^Eouse that belonged to me. What men call griefs, loves, ambitions, disappointments, sadness, are to me ideas which 1 use in reverj' ; instead of feeling them, I express them, I explain them ; instead of allowing them to blast my life, I dramatize them, I develop^ them ; they amuse me as romances, which I read b}' an inward sight. Having never taxed my physical organs, my health is still robust. My soul inherits the vigor I have not wasted ; this head of mine is better filled than even mj' own galleries. There," he said, striking his fore- head " there are millions. I pass delightful days look- ing intelligently back into the past ; I evoke whole regions, landscapes, sights of ocean, forms historically sublime. I have xny imaginary harem, where I possess women I have never had. I review your wars, your revolutions, and I judge them. Ah ! who would prefer to this the feverish, flimsy admiration for a little flesh Tlie Magic Skin, 41 more or loss colored, for forms more or less shapely ? who would prefer the catastrophes of their thwarted will to the glorious faculty of jnaking the whole world present within us, to the vast pleasures of movement untrammelled hy the bounds of space or time, to the happiness of seeing all things, comprehending all things, and reaching out beyond this sphere to question other worlds, to hear God? Here," he said in a startling voice, pointing to the Magic Skin, " are the will and the action united ; here are your social ideas, 3'our intemper- ate desires, 3'our joj's that kill, your sufferings that make life too vivid, — for it may be that pain is onl}' violent pleasure : who shall determine the point at which pleas- ure becomes an evil, and where evil is still a J03'? The strongest lights of the ideal world are blissful to the e^'e, but the softest shadows of material existence wound it. The word Wisdom is synonymous with knowledge, and what is folly if not the excesses of Desire or Will?" "Yes, but I choose to live in such excesses," cried ^ the 3'oung man, snatching the Magic Skin. "Young man, beware ! " exclaimed the old autiquaiy, with incredible energy. " I gave m3' life to stud3' and to thought, and the3^ have not so much as fed me," replied the stranger. " I will not be duped hy a homil3- worth3' of Sw^edenborg, nor by that Eastern talisman, nor b3' 3'Our charitable efforts, monsieur, to keep me in a world where m3^ ex- istence is henceforth impossible. Come, let us see," he added, holding the mystic object with convulsive grasp, and looking at the old man. " I will to have a dinner, royally splendid, a banquet worthy^ of an age which has, they tell us, reached perfection. I will that 42 The Magic Skin. my fellow-guests be young and witty and wise without prejudices, — jo3'ous to excess ! The wnnes shall flow and sparkle and have strength to intoxicate us for three days. The nights shall be adorned with ardent women. I icill that frenzied, uproarious Excess bear us in his four-horse chariot beyond the confines of earth and cast us upon the unknown -chores, that our souls maj' mount to heaven or plunge into the nmd, — let them rise or fall, I care not which. I command that malefic power to blend me all joys into one joy. Yes, I have need to embrace the pleasures of earth and heaven in one close clasp before I die. I will to have the saturnalia of an- tiquity' after we have drunken ; songs to awake the dead ; triple kisses, kisses that have no end, whose clamor shall sound through Paris like the crackling of flames, waking husbands and wives and inspiring them with the ardor of their youth, even though they be octogenarians — " A buist of laughter from the mouth of the old man resounded in the ears of the young madman like the roarings of hell, and silenced him so despotically that he held his peace. " Do you think," said the antiquar}', "that my floors are about to open and bring up a table sumptuouslj- served, followed by guests from another world? No, no, rash youth. You have signed the compact ; all is accomplished. You have only to wish, and your wishes will be faithfully fulfilled, but — at the cost of your life. The circle of your days, represented by this Skin, will contract and shiink according to the strength and num- ber of your wishes, from the least to the greatest. The Brahman from whom I obtained this talisman explained The Magic Skin. 43 to me that it would work a mystic coiTesponclence between the desires and the destiny of its possessor. Your first desire is commonplace ; I could easily realize it ; but I leave that function to the events of 3'our new existence. After all, 3-ou wished to die, did you not? Well, your suicide is only postponed." The stranger, surprised and irritated to feel himself the butt of the singular old man, whose half-philan- thropic purpose seemed clearly shown in this last sarcasm, cried out angrily : — ''I shall sec for m3'self, monsieur, if my luck changes during the time it takes me to reach the bridge. If I find that you have not jested at the expense of an iinhapp}" man, I shall wisli, to avenge myself for the fatal service you have done me, that 3-ou fall madh' in love with a ballet-girl. You will then know the joys of a debauch, and perhaps you will become prodigal of all those means of happiness which 3'ou have so philo- sophically acquired." He left the gallery without hearing the heavy sigh that came from the old man, crossed the suites of rooms and ran do-v^^n the stairs, followed by the stout shop-bo}^ who vainly tried to light him as he fled like a robber taken in the act. Blinded by a species of de- lirium, he did not even observe the extraordinary flex- il)ility of the Skin, which had now become as supple as a glove, and allowed his frenzied fingers to roll it up and put it, almost mechanically, into the pocket of his coat. As he rushed from the door of the shop toward the roadwaj^, he ran violently against three young men who were passing along the quaj-, arm in arm. 44 The Magic Skin, '^ Brute!" "Idiot!" Such were the gracious amenities which the}' inter- changed. ^' Hey ! it is Raphael ! " *' We have hunted ever^'where for you." ''What! is it you?" These friendly phrases succeeded the insults as soon as the light of a street-lamp, swinging in the wind, struck the surprised faces of the group. " My dear fellow," said the young man whom Raphael in his rapid fliglit had almost knocked down, '' 3'ou must come with us." %. '' Wh}'? what has happened?" " Come on, and I will tell 3'ou as we go along." Whether he would or no, Raphael was surrounded by a merr}^ band of friends, who linked arms with him, and dragged him toward the pont des Arts. • '' We have been chasing you for the last week," said the first spokesman. "At your highlj' respectable hotel Saint-Quentin, — whose immovable sign, I must parenthetically observe, keeps its alternate red and black letters as in the days of Jean-Jacques Rousseau, — the old portress told us 30U had gone into the country ; and yet I 'm certain we did not look like creditors or sheriffs officers. However, no matter. Rastignac had seen you the night before at the Bouffons ; so we took courage, and made it a point of honor to discover whether 3-ou were perching on the trees of the Champs- El3'sees, or sleeping for two sous a night in one of those philanthropic dens where beggars are put to bed on taut ropes, or whether j-our bivouac had been set up, I The Magie Skin. 45 with better luck, in a boudoir. But we could n't find you anywhere, — neither on the police records at Sainte- Pelagie nor those of La Force. Ministries, theatres, convents, cafes, libraries, juries, newspaper offices, restaurants, greenrooms, — in short, everj' possible hole and corner of Paris, good and bad, — have been explored ; we were bewailing the loss of a man gifted with genius enough to compel us to look for him either in a palace or a prison. We talked of getting you can- onized as a July hero, and, on m}' word of honor, we did regret you." At this instant, Raphael, surrounded by his friends, was crossing the pont des Arts, where, without listen- ing to what was being said to him, he looked at the Seine whose murmuring waters reflected the lights of Paris. Above that stream, at the very spot where he was latel}' about to phinge into it, tlie prediction of the old man was accomplished, tlie hour of his deatli was suddenly postponed. "Yes, we did trul}' regret you," said his friend, still pursuing that theme. "And we wanted you for an affair, an alliance, in which we counted on you in your cliaracter of superior man ; bv that I mean a man who knows how- to put himself above every thingc Now listen, my dear fellow. The shuffling and the constitutional juggler}^ that goes on in the roN'al conjuring-box is worse than ever. The infamous Monarchy that was overthrown b3'' popular heroism was like a woman of bad character, but at least you could laugh and banquet with her; whereas the Nation is a cross-grained A'irtuous wife, whose frigid embraces we have got to i)ut up with whether we like it or no. Now power, as you very 46 The Magie Skin. well know, has betaken itself from the Tuileries into journalism, — just as the Budget changed quarters by passing from the faubourg Saint Germain to the Chaus- see-d'Antin. But here 's something which perhaps you don't know. The government — that's to say, the aristocracy of bankers and lawyers who make the nation, just as, in the old days, the priests made the monarch}^ — feels the necessit^'-of mystif3ing the good people of France with new w^ords and old ideas, in imi- tation of the philosophers of all schools, and the strong minds of all epochs. The question is now to inculcate a royalist-national public opinion, bj' proving that we are happier and better for paying twelve hundred mil- lions, thirty-three centimes, to tlie nation, represented b}' Messrs. So-and-so, rather than eleven hundred millions, nine centimes, to a king who said 'I' instead of ' We.' T<3 sum it all up in one word, a newspaper, armed with two or three hundred thousand francs, is about to be started, with the idea of setting up an opposition which shall content the discontented, and yet do no harm to the national government of the citizen-king. Now, considering that we make as much fun of liberty as we do of despotism, and quite as much of religion as of scepticism, and tliat to us country' is the capital, where ideas can be exchanged and sold at so much a line, where succulent dinners and theatre-stalls are to be had nighth^ where chartered libertinage abounds, and suppers end only on the morrow, and where love goes for so much an hour, like the cabs ; and considering also that Paris will always be the most adorable of all countries, the countiy of joy and liberty- and wit, of prettj^ women and scamps and good wine, and where, moreover, the The Magic Skin. 47 itick of power can never come down too heavil}' because re are close to those who wield it, — it has been re- solved that We, true votaries of the god Mephistopheles, undertake to plaster over the public mind, patch up the actors, nail some new planks on the government hut, physic the doctrinaires, warm up the old Republicans, re- gild the Bonapartists, and revictual the centre, provided we are allowed to laugh in petto at kings and peoples, and are not forced to hold the same opinions morning and evening, but are free to lead a merrj' life a la Pan- urge, or more orientcdi^ couched on delectable cushions. We intend that you shall take the reins of this burlesque and macaronic empire, and therefore we are now con- ducting you to a dinner given b}' the founder of the said newspaper, a retired banker, who, not knowing what to do with his gold, is willing to exchange it for our genius. You '11 be welcomed as a brother. We '11 hail you king of the modern Fronde, prince of those searcliing minds that nothing terrifies, whose perspi- cacity discovers the intentions of Austria, P^ngland, or Russia before Russia, England^ and Austria have any intentions. Yes, we '11 proclaim you sovereign of the intellectual forces which have furnished the world with Mirabeaus and Talleyrands and Pitts and Metternichs, in short, all those bold Crispins who have gambled awa3' the destinies of an empire among each other, just as boors stake their kirschen-wasser at dominos. We have alread}' held you up as the most intrepid knight that ever fearlessly encountered Plxcess, — that splendid monster with whom all untrammelled thinkers insist on struggling ; we have even declared that it has not yet vanquished you. I trust you will justify our 48 The Magic Skin, praises. Taillefer, the ampbitryon, promises to sur- pass in this banquet the narrow-minded saturnalias X)f our petty modern Lueulluses. He is rich enough to put grandeur into little tilings, and grace and ele- gance into vice — Do you hear me, Raphael?" de- manded tlie orator, suddenly interrupting himself. '•' Yes," replied the young man, who was less amazed at the accomplishment of his wishes, than surprised by the natural manner in which a chain of circumstances had brought it about. Though ii nable to _believe in- occul t influences, he could not help wondering at the curious chances of human destiny. "You say 3'es as if you were thinking of the death of 5'our grandfather," cried the man nearest to him. "Ah!" replied Raphael, in a candid tone which brought a laugh from this group of 3'oung writers, the hope of rising France, "I am thinking, friends, that we are in a fair wa}^ to become great scoundrels. Hitherto we have done our impiet}' before the shrine of Bacchus ; we have questioned life when drunk, and estimated men and things while digesting. Virgin in act, we were bold in words ; but now, branded b}' the red-hot iron of politics, we are about to enter the galleys and lose all illusions. If one does n't any longer believe in the devil, it is allowable to regret the paradise of 3'outh and the days of our innocence, when we devoutly put out our tongues to a piiest to receive the sacrament. Ah, m}^ good friends, if we found so much happiness in committing our first sins, it was because remorse gave them spice and flavor, whereas now — " The Magic Skin. 49 "Oh! now," said the first spokesman, "there is nothing left but — " " — but what? " cried a third. " Crime! " "That's a word that carries with it the height of a gibbet, and the depths of the Seine," retorted Raphael. " You don't understand me ; I 'm talking of poUtical crime. For the last twenty-four hours I covet but one career, — that of a conspirator. I won't say that to- morrow my fanc}' may not have taken wings ; but to-night the pale face of our civilization, as flat as the level of a raih-oad, makes m}' soul leap with disgust. I 'm seized with a passion for grand emotions, for the horrors of the retreat from Moscow, for the excitements of a Red Rover and the life of a smuggler. As there is no longer a La Trappe in France, I should like to have a Botanj- Ba^*, — a sort of infirmary for little Lord Byrons, who, after soiling and rumpling their lives as they do their napkins at dinner, have nothing better to think of than blowing up the nation, cutting their throats, conspiring for the republic, or howling for war." " Emile," cried the man nearest to Raphael, address- ing the speaker excitedh*, " on my word of honor, if it had n't been for the revolution of Jul}', I should have made myself a priest, so as to lead an animal life down in the depths of some countr}' region, and — " " — read your breviary every day?" " Yes." " You 're a pretty fellow ! " " AYell, don't we read the newspapers ever}" day? " "Good! for a journalist — but hold your tongue, 4 50 The Magio Skin. we are walking among a crowd of subscribers. Jour- 1 nalism, don't 3'ou see, is the religion of modern society, [ land it is certainly- an improvement on the old." ''How so?" " Its pontiffs are not expected to believe in it — nor the people either." Chatting thus, like worth}' fellows who have known # De Viris Illustribus these many years, they reached ' avprivate house in the rue Joubert. _EiayJLe was a journalist who had won more fame by doing nothing than others had got out of their suc- cesses. He was a bold critic, with plenty of sarcasm and dash, and possessing all the virtues of his defects. Frank and jovial, he uttered his epigrams to the face of a friend, whom he would loyally and courageously defend behind his back. He scoffed at everything, even his own future. Always impecunious, he re- mained, like most men of his calibre, plunged in a state of utter indolence, flinging the makings of a book in a single witticism at the heads of men who did not know how to put a witty saying into their own books. Prodigal of promises which he never performed, he had made his fame a comfortable cushion on which he slept, — running no small risk of waking up some day, an old man in a hospital. For the rest, faithful in friendship even to the scaffold, braggart of C3'nicism, and simple as a child, he never worked except by fits and starts, and then only from sheer necessit}'. '' We shall have, to use the words of mnitre Alco- fribas, a famous trongoii de chiere lie^'" ho said to Raphael, showing him the stands of rare flowers which perfumed and decorated the staircase. The Magic SJdn. 51 *' I like entrances and halls that are well- warmed id well-carpeted," answered Raphael. '' Luxury that begins at the peristyle is too rare in France. I already feel myself a new man." '' We shall drink and laugh once more, my poor Raphael — Ha, ha," he continued. '' I hope that you and I will come off conquerors, and walk over the heads of those fellows." So saying he pointed with a mocking gesture to the companj' assembled in a salon resplendent with lights and gilding, where the}^ were instantly welcomed by a number of the most remarkable young men in Paris. One had lately revealed a great talent, and had painted a picture that rivalled in fame the art of the Empire. Another had just published a book full of sap, stamped with an air of literary disdain, which pointed out new lines for modern thought. Farther on, a sculptor, whose rugged face bespoke a vigorous genius, was talking with one of those cold critics who, as the fancy takes them, either refuse to see the signs of superiority or imagine them everywhere. Here, the wittiest of our caricaturists, he of the mischievous eye and the satiri- cal lip, was on the lookout for epigrams which his crayon would reproduce. There, too, the audacious 3'oung writer who knew the art of distilling the quintes- sence of political thought and of condensing, as he played witii it, the mind of a redundant writer, was talking with a poet whose works would crush all others of the present day if his talent were as strong as his hatred. Both were trying not to speak the truth and not to lie, all the while addressing each other with sweetest flattery. A celebrated musician was satiri- 62 The Magic Skin. cally consoling in C flat a newl}^ fledged deputy who had recentl}' had a fall in the tribune, without howeyer do- ing himself much injury. Young authors without style were grouped with young authors without ideas, prose- writers full of poetr^^ with prosaic poets. A poor Saint- Simonian, simple enough to put faith in his own doc- trine, observing these incompleted beings, coupled them charitabl}', wishing perhaps to convert them into be- lievers of his order. Besides all these, there were two or three learned men capable of putting nitrogen into the conversation, and several writers of comic drama flinging about them an ephemeral brightness which, like the sparkling of diamonds, gave neither warmth nor light. A few para- doxical beings, laughing in their sleeves at the men who adopted their admirations or their contempt for men and things, were already at work, with that double- faced policy b}^ which they conspire against all systems and take sides with none. The carping critic without real impulse, who blows his nose during a cavatina at the opera, cries "Bravo!" before everjbody else but contradicts those who precede him, was present watching his chance to appropriate the sayings of witt\' men. Among the whole company, probabh^ five had a dis- tinguished future ; a dozen were likely to obtain some passing fame ; as for the rest the}' might, like other mediocrities, adopt the famous lie of Louis XVIII., " Union and oblivion." The araphitryon of the feast showed the anxious gaj^ety of a man who is spending six thousand francs. From time to time his eyes turned impatiently to the door of the salon, as if to call up some belated guest who kept him waiting. Presently The Magic Skin. 53 fat little man arri^'ed who was received with a flatter- ing murmur of voices. It was the notary who, that very morning, had drawn up the papers which called the new journal into existence. A footman dressed in black opened the doors of a vast dining-room, where each guest unceremoniously looked for his place at an immense table. Raphael threw a glance around the salon before leaving it. Assuredly, his wish was so far completel}^ satisfied. Gold and silken stuffs filled the apartment ; rich candelabras, holding innumerable wax-candles, brought out the slightest details of the gilded friezes, the delicate chiselling of the marbles, and the sump- tuous colors of the furniture ; rare plants, in bamboo baskets artistically woven, filled the room with fra- grance ; even the draperies had an air of unpretending elegance. There was throughout an inexpressible poetic grace, whose charm acted powerfull}^ on the imagination of the penniless man. "An income of a hundred thousand francs is a very pretty commentary on the catechism, and helps us won- derfulh' in putting morality into action ! " he said, sigh- ing. " Yes, my virtue was never meant to go a-foot. To me, vice is a garret, a ragged coat, a shabby hat in winter, and debts to the porter. Ha ! I wish to live in the midst of such luxury as this for a year, six months, no matter how long — and then die. I shall then have known, exhausted, and annihilated a thou- sand lives." *' My dear fellow," cried Emile, who was listening to him, " 3*ou are mistaking the ease of a money-changer for happiness. You would grow sick of wealth as soon as 54 The Magic Skin. you found out that it deprives you of all chauce of be- coming a superior man. Between the poverty of riches and the riches of poverty no true artist has ever hesi- tated. We must struggle — and 3'ou know it. But now prepare yonv stomach ; behold ! " he cried, pointing with heroic gesture to the triply sacred, gorgeous, and reassuring spectacle presented by the dining-room of the crapulent capitalist. '' That man whom 3'ou see there," he said pointing him out, " has actually taken the trouble of amassing his money for us. He is a kind of sponge which the naturalists forgot to include in the order of the polypi, and it is our bounden duty to squeeze him carefully before his heirs can suck at him. Just notice the elegance of those bas-reliefs round the walls? and the pictures, the lustres — what well- selected luxury ! If we are to believe envious folks and those who are always searching into the hidden springs of life, that man murdered his best friend, a German, and the mother of that friend during the Revolution. Would you think there were such crimes under the grizzly hair of that venerable Taillefer? He looks like a good fellow. See how the silver sparkles ; if he were what they say he is, would n't everj^ ray of its glitter be a dagger in his heart? Pooh, better be- lieve in Mohammed at once ! Yet, if the world says true, here are thirty- men of honor and talent about to eat the bodies and drink the blood of a family : and you and I, models of candid youth and enthusiasm, we are accomplices in the deed. I 've a good mind to go up and ask our capitalist if he is a murderer." *' Not now," cried Raphael; " wait till he is dead- drunk, and then we shall have dined." The Magic Skin. The two friends took their places, laughing. At first, and with a glance more rapid than a word, each guest paid tribute of admiration to the sumptuous elegance of the table, white as new-fallen snow, on which the little hummocks of napkins were symmetrically placed. The glasses shed prismatic colors in their starry reflections ; wax candles cast an infinitude of light ; the viands, served under silver covers, sharpened both appetite and curiosity. Words were few. The guests looked at each other. Madeira was passed round. Then the first course was served in all its glor3\ It would have done honor to the late Cambaceres, and Brillat-Savarin might have written of it. Claret and burgund}', white and red, were served with regal profusion. This opening of the feast might be likened to the prologue of a classic drama. The second act became somewhat talkative. Each guest, changing his wines according to his fanc}', had drunk suflScientl}^ to take part, when the sumptuous course was removed, in excited discussions ; pale faces were already flushed, noses were slightl}' purple, faces burned, and eyes glittered. During this aurora of in- toxication, the talk did not pass be^'ond the limits of courtesy ; but, little b}' little, sarcasms and witt}" speeches escaped certain lips ; then calumn}- genth^ raised its serpent-head and protruded its forked tongue ; . here and there a few craft\' souls listened attentivel}', endeavoring to hold themselves in hand. The second course found the company thoroughly excited. Each man ate as he talked, and talked while he ate, without heed to the quantity of liquid that he drank, so appro- priate and perfumed were the wines, and so contagious the example. 56 The Magic Skin. Taillefer piqued himself on exciting his guests, and ordered on those terrible wines of the Rhone region, the hot Toka3', and the old, heady Rousillon. Like un- bridled post-horses let loose at a relay, the guests, lashed by the fires of champagne impatienth' awaited and abundantly served, let their minds gallop into vague discussions to which no one listened, recounted tales tliat had no auditors, and began over and over again a series of cross-questionings to which there came no repl}'. Org}' alone had a voice that made itself heard, — the voice of a hundred confused clamors which rose and swelled like the crescendos of Rossini. Then came enticing toasts, boastful speeches, and provocations. All present renounced intellectual capacity to claim that of vats and tuns. It seemed as though each man possessed two voices ; and there came a moment when all the masters talked at once, and the footmen smiled. But this medley of words, where paradoxes of doubtful brilliancv and truths grotesquely dressed up jostled each other amid shouts and queries, arbitrary assertions and sill}' saj'ings, — like the thick of a combat hurtling with bullets, balls, and grape-shot, — would doubtless have interested some philosopher b}' the singularity of the thoughts that came to the surface, and amazed a poli- tician by the oddity of the proposed systems. The whole scene was at once a lesson and a picture. Philosophies, religions, moralities of every latitude, governments, indeed, all the great acts of human intelligence, fell under a scythe as sweeping as that of Time ; and an observer might have found himself puzzled to decide whether it were handled by drunken Wisdom, or by Drunken- ness grown wise and clear-sighted. Carried away by The Magic Skin. 67 a sort of whirlwind, these excited minds, like angiy waves rushing at a cliff, sought to shake the laws that float civilizations, — unconsciously doing the will of God, who has left good and evil within the bounds of 'nature, keeping for himself alone tlie secret of their perpetual warfare. The discussions, growing more and more burlesque and furious, became at last, as it were, a witches' sabbath of intellects. Between the dismal jests of these children of the Revolution over the birth of their new journal, and the vigorous talk of the jovial topers at the birth of Gargantua lay the vast abyss which separates the nineteenth from the sixteenth cen- tury. The latter made ready destruction with a laugh ; ours laughs amid the ruins. " What is the name of the 3'oung man whom I see over there?" asked the notar\', pointing to Raphael. '' Did n't I hear some one call him Valentin? " " What do 3'ou mean by Valentin short off ? " cried Emile, laughing. " Raphael de Valentin, if* vou please. We bear sable, an eagle displayed or, crowned argent, beaked and taloned gules ; with a glorious motto : JVon cecidit animus. Let me tell 3'ou that we are no found- hng, but a descendant of the Emperor Valens, progenitor of the Valentinois, founder of the cities Valence in France, and Valencia in Spain, legitimate heir of the empire of the East. If we allow Mahmoud to sit upon our throne of Constantinople, it is out of pure good nature and lack of soldiers and money." Here Emile drew a crown with his fork in the air above Raphael's head. The notar3' reflected for a moment and then began to drink again, making a deprecating gesture, by which he seemed to admit that he could not connect his 58 The Magic Skin. practice with the cities of Valence, Constantinople, the sultan, the emperor, or the Valentinois. " The destruction of those ant-hills called Bab3'lon, T^-re, Carthage, or Venice, inevitably crushed by the foot of any giant who stepped their way, was a warn- ing given to man b}' some demon power," said Claude Vignon, a species of slave, hired to do Bossuet at ten sous a line. "Moses, Sylla, Louis XI., Richelieu, Robespierre, and Napoleon, are perhaps but one man, reappearing across the civilizations like a comet across the sky," replied a disciple of Ballanche. " Why attempt to fathom Providence? " said Canalis, the maker of ballads. "Providence indeed!" cried the critic, interrupting him. " I know nothing under the sun so elastic." " But, monsieur, Louis XIV. sent more men to their death in building the aqueduct between Maintenon and Versailles than the Convention guillotined to obtain just taxes, equality before the law, the nationality of France, and the equal division of famil3^ property," said Massol, a young man who had become a republican for want of a syllable before his name. " Monsieur," replied Moreau de I'Oise, a worthy land-owner, " 30U who drank blood for wine, do you mean to leave men's heads on their shoulders this time?" "Why should we, monsieur? Don't you think the principles of social order are worth some sacrifices ? " " Bixiou ! hi! What's-his-name, here, the republi- can, declares the land-owner's head must be sacrificed," said a young man to his neighbor. The Magic Skin. 59 " Men and events are nothing," said the republican, continuing his theory amid a chorus of hiccoughs ; '* principles and ideas are all that should be considered in politics and philosoph3\" *' Horrors ! do 3'ou mean to say you wouldn't mind killing 3'our friends for a — " '' Hey! monsieur; the man who feels remorse is the true villain, for he has some idea of virtue ; whereas Peter the Great and the Duke of Alba were systems — Monbard, the pirate, was an organization." *' But can't society do without jour sj'stems and 3'our organizations?" demanded Canalis. " Oh, I '11 agree to that," cried the republican. *'Pah! your stupid republic makes me sick at my stomach. Presently we sha'n't be able to carve a capon without running against some agraiian law." '• Your principles are fine, mj- little Brutus stuffed with truffles. But you are like m}' valet ; the fellow is so possessed with the lust of cleanliness that if I were to let him brush m}' clothes as much as he liked, I should go naked." " You are all stupid dolts, — yow want to cleanse the nation with a tooth-brush," retorted the republican. " According to 3'Our ideas, justice is more dangerous than thieves." " Hear ! hear ! " exclaimed Desroches, the lawyer. "What bores the}' are with their politics!" said Cardot, the notar}-. "Shut the door. There's no science, and no virtue that is worth a drop of blood. If we tried to liquidate truth, ten to one we should find her bankrupt" " Well, no doubt it would cost less to amuse our- 60 The Magic Skin. selves with evil, than to quarrel about good ; and for m}' part I would willingly exchange every word de- claimed in the tribune during the last fortj^ 3'ears, for a trout, or a sketch hy Charlet, or a storj^ of Perrault's." "And right enough, too, — pass me the asparagus, ~ — for, after all, liberty gives birth to anarchy, and anarchy leads to despotism, and despotism brings back libert}'. Millions of beings have perished without being able to make any system triumph. Is n't it plainly a vicious circle, in which the moral world will turn forever? When a man thinks he has made a perfect reformation, he has simply displaced things." " Oh ! oh ! " cried Curs}', the writer of farces, " then I propose a toast to Charles X., the father of liberty." - " Why not?" said Emile ; " when despotism is in the laws liberty is in the mind and morals, aiuT ?nce versa^*~~ " Then let us drink to the imbecility of the power which gives us so much power over imbeciles," said the banker. " But, my dear fellow. Napoleon, you must admit, gave us glory/' cried an officer of marines, who had never been outside the harbor of Brest. "Pooh! glory? a forlorn com modit}'. It costs dear and doesn't last. It is the egotism of great men, just as happiness is that of fools — " " What a happ3' fellow you must be ! " " The man who invented ditches was doubtless some weakling, — for society onl}- benefits the pun^- beings. I Those who stand at the two extremities of the moral \ world — the savage and the thinker — have an equal \hQrror of property." TJie Magic Skin, 61 "Fine talk!" cried Cardot. "If there were no propert}' how could we make conve3ances?" " These green peas are idealh' delicious — " " And the curate was found dead in his bed, the very next da}' — " " Dead ! who is talking of death? don't joke about it. I 've got an uncle — " " And you are resigned to lose him? " " That 's not a fair question." " Listen to me, gentlemen, and I '11 tell you hoio to Mil an uncle. [Hush ! Listen !] Have an uncle, sliort and fnt, and seventy, at least ; that is the best kind of uncle [sensation]. Make him, under anj' pretence you please, cat a Strasburg pie — " " Eh ! but my uncle is tall and lean and miserl}' and sober." " Oh, those uncles are monsters who misuse life." "Well," said the instructor in uncles, continuing, "tell him, while he is digesting, that his banker has failed — " " Suppose he survives it?'* " Then send him a pretty girl — " " Malibran's voice has lost two notes." " No, monsieur." " Yes, monsieur." " Ho ! ho ! yes and no ; that 's the history of all dis- , cussions, religious, political, and literary ; they never get beyond that. Man is a buffoon, who dances at the edge of a precipice." " To listen to you, one would think I was a fool." " On the contrary, that 's precisely because you don't listen to me." 62 . The Magio Skin. .*' Education ! what nonsense it is ! Monsieur Heinef- ' fettermach declares there are more than one thousand milUon printed volumes, and man's life is onl}^ lo4ig enough to let him read one hundred and fiftj' thousand. And so, explain to me, if 3'ou please, the meaning of that word ' education.' Some people think it consists in knowing the names of Alexander's horse, of the dog Berecillo, of the Seigneur des Accords, and ignoring that of the man to whom we owe the floating of wood and the making of porcelain. ' Education ' to otliers means the capacit}' to burn a will and live like honest folk, beloved and respected, instead of stealing a watch for the tenth time with the five aggravating circum- stances, and dying on the place de Greve hated and dishonored." " Will Nathan continue his paper?" " Ah ! his contributors have such wit." " How about Canahs? " " A great man ; don't talk of him." " You are drunk." " The immediate result of a constitution is to lower the level of intelligence. Arts, sciences, public build- ings, are all eaten into by an awful selfishness, the leprosy of our day. Take 3'our three hundred bour- geois seated on benches ; ever}- man of them thinks of planting poplar-trees, and of nothing else. Despotism does great things illegall}', liberty won't trouble herself to do legall3' even the smallest things — " " The present system of education," said a partisan of despotic power, *' turns out human minds like five-franc pieces from the mint. Individuality disappears among a people who are flattened to one level by education." p The Magic Skin. . 63 *' And 3'et, is n't the veiy object of society to procure happiness for all? " demanded the Saint-Simonian. " When 3'ou get an income of fift}- thousand francs 3'OU won't think about the happiness of the masses. But if }0U are captivated b}' the noble passion for humanit}', go to Madagascar ; there 's a nice little people all read}' to your hand, brand-new, to Saint- Simonize and classify and label ; but here in France we all live in our particular cells, as a key turns in its own lock. Porters are porters, and ninnies are fools, without needing a diploma from a college of Fathers ; ha! ha!" '' You are aCarlist!" -a '' Why should n't I be? I like despotism ; it shows a contempt for the human race. I can't hate kings, the^^ are so amusing. To sit on a throne in a chamber about thirt}' million leagues from the sun, do 30U call that nothing?" — " But let us take a larger view of civilization," said a man of science, who had undertaken, on behalf of an inattentive sculptor, a disquisition on the origin of societ}' and autochthonous peoples. '* At the birth of nations power was, as it were, material, single, brutal ; then, as aggregation took place, governments were car- ried on by the decomposition, as it were, of the primi- tive power. For instance, in remote antiquity power was theocratic ; the priest held the sword and the censer. Later, there were two sacerdotal powers : the pontiff, and the king. To-da}- our societ}-, the last ex- treme of civilization, has distributed power among a number of combined forces, called hy such names as industry, thought, wealth, speech. No longer possess- 64 The Magic Skin. hig unity, power tends toward a social dissolution to which there is no barrier except self-interest. We no longer rest upon religion nor upon material strength, but upon intellect. Is theory as powerful as the sword ? is discussion as strong as action ? there 's the question." ''Intellect has killed everything," cried the Carlist. "Absolute libert}^ drags nations to suicide; they are sick and tired of success, hke a British millionnaire." " What next? Where will these ideas of yours land you? You ridicule all power, and what is that but the worn-out vulgarity of denying God? You have no beliefs. The age is like an old sultan given over to debaucher}' ; and that's wh3' your Lord Byron, in final despair of poetry, chanted the passions of crime." " Do you know," remarked Horace Bianchon, who was now completely drunk " that one dose more or less of phosphorus makes a man of genius or a villain, a wit or an idiot, a virtuous man or a criminal?" " How can you talk thus of virtue," cried De Cursy ; " of virtue, the key-note of dramas, the backbone of theatres, the foundation of all courts of justice? "Hold your tongue, animal! Your virtue is like Achilles without his heel," retorted Bixiou. "Your health!" " Will you bet that I can drink a bottle of champagne at a flash ? " " What a flash of wit ! " sneered Bixiou. " They are as drunk as plough-bo3-s," said a young man who tipped a good deal of his wine into his waist- coat. The 31agic Skin. 65 Yes, monsieur ; the government of the day is the rt of putting public opinion into power." " Public opinion ! the most depraved of all prosti- tutes ! To hear 3'ou men of morality and politics, we must believe in your dogmas against every law of nature and conviction and conscience. Bah ! all is true, and all is false. If societ}' gives us down pillows, she makes it up by gout ; just as she puts up law to modify justice, and colds in the head as a set-otf against cashmere shawls — " *' Monster!" cried j^mile, interrupting the misan- thropist, " what do you mean b}' slandering civilization in presence of such wines, such viands, such delicacies up to our very chins ? Put your teeth into this venison, but don't bite your own mother." "Is it m\' fault, pray, that Catholicism has put a million of gods into a sack of flour, that all republics end in a Robespierre, that royalty hangs between the assassination of Henri IV. and the decapitation of Louis XVI., or that liberahsm turns into a La Faj'ette?" *' Did you embrace him in July? " "No." "Then hold your tongue, sceptic." " Sceptics are conscientious men." " They have no conscience." " What do you mean? The}^ have two." " Discounting heaven ! there 3'ou are with 3'our commercial ideas. The ancient religions were only the happy development of physical pleasure ; but we have developed hope and a soul ; that is progress." "Hey! my good friends; what can you expect of an age stinking with politics?" asked Nathan. " What 5 QQ The Magic Shin. was the fate of the ' King of Bohemia and his seven castles ? * the wittiest conception — " *'That?" screamed the critic, from the other side of the table, — ' ' phrases, drawn for luck out of a hat ; a book written in a madhouse — " "You're a fool ! " " You 're a scoundrel ! " "Oh, oh!" "Ah, ah!" " They '11 fight." " No, they won't." " To-morrow, monsieur." " At once," replied Nathan. " Come, come, you are both honorable men." " You 're another," said the aggressor. "Neither of them can stand upright." "Can't I?" said the bellicose Nathan, attempting to get upon his feet like a stag-beetle. He threw a stupid look round the table, then, as if exhausted by the effort, he fell back in his chair, dropped his head, and was silent. "Wouldn't it have been funn}'," said the critic to the man next him, '' if I had fought a duel about a book I never read ? " " Emile, look out for 3'our coat, 3'our neighbor is turning pale." " Kant, monsieur? Only a balloon sent up to amuse fools. Materialism and spiritualism are two prett}'" battledores with which humbugs toss about the same shuttlecock. Say that God be in all, according to Spinoza, or that all comes from God, according to Saint Paul, — idiots ! opening and shutting a door, I* The Magic Skin. 6V is n't that the same action ? Does the e^g come from the fowl, or the fowl from the ^gg'i answer me that, for it is the whole of science." ••^ Ninny ! " cried the man of science, '' the question you ask is chopped in two by a fact." *' What fact?" "The chairs of professors were not made for phil- osoph}^ but philosoph3' for the chairs. Put on your spectacles and read the budget." ''Thieves!" '' Imbeciles !" '' Scoundrels ! " " Dupes ! " " Where else but in Paris, would you find such a brilliant and rapid interchange of thought," cried Bixiou, in a deep bass voice. '' Come, Bixiou, do us a classic farce." ' " What shall it be ; the nineteenth century? " '' Yes, yes." "• Listen all." *' Silence!" '' Put down the soft pedals." " Hold 3'our tongue, blockhead." *' Give him some wine, and that will keep him quiet." '' Go on, Bixiou." The artist buttoned up his black coat, put on his gloves and an elderly grimace, intended to represent the Revue des Deux-Mondes ; then he squinted — but the noise drowned his voice, and it was impossible to catch a word of his allocution. If he did not repre- sent the nineteenth century, he at least fulh' represented the Revue, for he himself had no idea what he meant. 68 The Magic Skin. The dessert was served as if by magic. In the centre of the table stood a large epergne in gilded bronze, from the workshops of Thomire. Tall figures of the conventional forms of ideal beaut}^ held up or supported baskets and vases of strawberries, pine- apples, white and purple grapes, fresh dates, rosy peaches, oranges from Setubal, pomegranates, fruits from China, in short, all the surprises of luxury, the miraculous productions of hothouses, the choicest and most appetizing delicacies. The colors of this gastro- nomic picture were heightened b}' the shimmer of the porcelain baskets with their glittering lines of gold, and the sparkle of the cut glass vases. Graceful as the light fringes of ocean, ferns and mosses drooped over landscapes by Poussin, copied on the Sevres. A German principality was worth less than this piece of ostentation. Silver, mother-of-pearl, gold, and pris- matic glass, were disposed about the table for the final course ; but the dulled e3'es of the guests and the wordy fever of their intoxication prevented them from having more than a vague idea of the fairy scene, which was indeed worthy of an oriental tale. The wines of the des- sert added their own fiery perfumes, like powerful phil- ters or magic vapors that generated a sort of intellectual mirage, chaining the feet and enervating the hands. The beautiful pyramid was pillaged, voices rose high, the tumult swelled ; words became indistinct, glass was shivered to fragments, and bursts of horrid laughter exploded like cartridges. Cursy seized a horn and sounded a fanfare. It was like a signal from the devil. The assemblage became delirious, howled, whistled, sang, shouted, roared, and snarled. One might almost The Magic Skin. 69 have smiled to see these men, bj- nature gay, now driven by their enjo3'ments into a tragic mood that ■was worthy of the pages of Crebillon. Some were telUng their secrets to ears that did not listen. Gloomy faces wore the smile of a ballet-girl, when she finishes a pirouette. Claude Vignon was dancing like a bear to a fife. Intimate friends were fighting. The like- nesses to animals that came out on these human faces, phenomena which have often been remarked on by pln'siologists, appeared vaguely in their gestures and in the movement of their bodies. The}' were an open book, if only some Bichat, cool, sober, and fasting, had been there to read it. The master of the feast, feeling that he was drunk, did not venture to rise, but sat still, encouraging the follies of his guests by a fixed smile, and trying all the while to maintain an air of decency and good-fellowship. -His broad face, now red and blue and almost purple, was horrible to behold ; it associated itself with the movement about him b}" a motion that resembled the rolling and pitching of a ship at sea. "Did 3'ou murder them?" Emile suddenly asked him. " The death penalty is to be abolished in honor of the Revolution of Jul}', so they sa}-," replied Taillefer, raising his ej'ebrows with a look that was both shrewd and stupid. " But don't 3'ou sometimes see them in 3'our dreams ? " added Raphael. " There are limits to that," said the murderer, full of gold. " And on his tomb," cried Emile, sardonically, " shall 70 The Magic Skin. these words be engraved b}' the undertaker, ' Stran- ger, bestow a tear upon his memory;' Oh ! " he con- tinued, ''I'd give a hundred sous to a mathematician who would demonstrate by an algebraic equation the certainty of hell." He flung a five-franc piece in the air crying out, "Heads for God ! " " Don't look," cried Raphael, seizing the coin, " who knows? luck is so queer." "Alas!" said Emile, with an air of burlesque sad- ness. "I don't know where to set my feet between the geometry of scepticism and the Pope's Pater noster. Well, no matter, let us drink. ' Drink ' is, I believe, the oracle of the Divine Bottle, and serves as the conclusion to Pantagruel." " We owe everything to the Pater noster,'' answered Raphael, — "our arts, our public monuments, perhaps our sciences ; and above all, modern government, in whicli society, vast and teeming as it is, is marvellously ' represented by five hundred intellects, whose forces op- pose and neutralize each other, leaving all power to Civilization, the colossal queen who has dethroned the King, that ancient and terrible figure, that species of false destin}^ created b}" man to stand between himself and God. In presence of so man}- and vast accom- plished things atheism is like a skeleton unable to beget. What sa}^ you?" "I reflect upon the seas of blood shed l\y Catholi- cism," said Emile, coldly. "It has drawn from our hearts and our veins a second deluge. But what matters it? Every thinking man must march under \ Christ's banner. He alone has consecrated the triumph The Magic Skin. 71 of mind over matter ; he alone has revealed to our souls ^he intermediate world which separates us from God." "You believe that? " answered Raphael, with the in- definable smile of intoxication. ''Well, not to commit ourselves, let us drink the famous toast : J)iis Ignotis ! " And they emptied their goblets of science, of car- bonic acid gas, of perfume, poetry, and scepticism. " If the gentlemen will pass into the salon," said the maitre d'hotel, " coffee will be served." B}' this time nearly all the guests were wallowing in the delights of that limbo where the lamps of the mind go out, where the body, delivered of its tyrant, aban- dons itself to the delirious joys of liberty. Some, who had reached the maximum of drunkenness, were gloom}', and strove laboriously to seize some thought that might prove to them their own existence ; others, sunk in the atroph}' of an overloaded digestion, refused to stir. The chorus of a song was echoing like the twang of some mechanism forced to play out its soulless num- bers. Silence and tumult were oddl}' coupled. Never- theless, when the sonorous voice of the maitre d'iiotel, in default of that of his master, was heard announcing fresh delights, the guests rose and advanced half-drag- ging, half-supporting each other, until they stopped for m instant, charmed and motionless, at the door of the salon. The enjoyments of the banquet paled before the en- ticing spectacle now presented to the most susceptible of their senses. Round a table covered with a silver gilt service, and beneath the sparkling light of man}' candles clustering above them, stood a number of 72 The Magic Skin. women, whose sudden appearance made the ej'es of the bewildered guests shhie like diamonds. Rich were their dresses and their jewels, but richer still their dazzling beauty, before which all other splendors of the palace paled. The passionate e>'es of these girls, bewitching as fairies, were more vivid than the floods of light which brought out the shimmer of satin stuffs, the whiteness of marbles, and the delicate outline of bronze figures. The senses of the guests glowed as the}^ caught sight of the contrasts in their attitudes and in the decoration of their heads, all diverse in attrac- tion and in charac^ter. The}' were like a hedge of flowers, strewn with rubies, sapphires, and coral ; bands of black were round the snow}- throats, light scarfs floated from them like the beams of a beacon, turbans were proudly worn, and tunics, modestly provocative — in short, the seraglio offered seductions to all eyes, and pleasures for all caprices. Here, a danseuse, charm- ingly posed, seemed as though unveiled beneath the undulating folds of a cashmere. There, a diaphanous gauze, or an iridescent silk hid, or revealed, mysterious perfections. Slender little feet spoke of love, fresh and rosy lips were silent. Delicate and decent j'oung girls, false virgins, whose pretty hair gave forth a savor of religious innocence, seemed to the ej^e like apparitions which a breath might dispel. Aristocratic beauties, i with haughty eyes, indolent and slender and graceful, bent th'eir heads as though they still had regal favors to dispense. An P^nglishwoman with a chaste fair face, de- scending, as it were, from the clouds of Ossian, was like an angel of melanchol}', or an image of remorse fleeing from a crime. The Parisian woman, whose whole The Magic Skin. 73 y beauty lies in a grace indescribable, vain of her dress and lier wit, armed with her all-powerful weakness, supple and hard, siren without heart and without pas- sion, yet knowing how b^^ mere skill to create the treasures of passion, and to simulate the tones of the heart, was not wanting in this dangerous bevy ; nor 3'et the Italian, tranquil apparently and conscientious in her delights ; nor the superb Norman woman of mag- nificent shape ; nor the black-haired Southern beaut}', with her large and well-formed e3'e. An observer might have thought them the beauties of Versailles called to- gether by Lebel^who, having spent the day in preparing their charmsT^re now like a troop of Circassian slaves aroused at the voice of a merchant to displa}' them. Thej' appeared confused and bashful ; and clustered around the table like bees murmuring about a hive. This timid embaiTassment, which seemed like reproach and coquetry combined, was either a calculated form of seduction, or an involuntary shame-facedness. Perhaps a feeling which womanhood can never completelv cast off bade them snatch the mantle of virtue to give gi*eater charm and piquancy to vice. For an instant the intentions of old Taillefer seemed to miss their mark. These reckless men were, for a moment, subjugated b}' the majestic dignit}' that invests a woman. A murmur of admiration like soft music was heard. Love had not gone hand in hand with drunkenness. In place of stormy passions, the guests, overcome by momentary weakness, abandoned them- selves to rapturous ecstas}'. Touched in their sense of poetr}', which is forever dominant, artists studied the delicate tones of these chosen beauties. A philosopher. 74 The Magic Skin. roused by a thought due, perhaps, to the carbonic acid disengaged from the fumes of champagne, shuddered as he thought of the miseries that had brought those women there, — women once worthy of the purest homage. Each of them, no doubt, had some awful drama to relate. Nearly all carried about with them the tortures of hell, dragging after them the memory of faithless men, of promises betraj'ed, of joys all too bitterly paid for by distress. The guests approached these women politel}', and various conversations, according to the characters of each, began ; groups were formed ; the scene was like that of a salon in good society where the matrons and the young girls offer coffee and liqueurs to gour- mands troubled by a recalcitrant digestion. But pres- ently bursts of laughter broke forth, the noise increased, voices were raised. Revelry, quelled for a moment, now lifted its head and threatened to arise. These alterna- tions of silence and noise bore a vague resemblance to a S3'm phony of Beethoven. The two friends, seated on a luxurious sofa, were presentl}^ approached b}' a tall, well-proportioned girl of superb bearing, whose regular but keen and impet- uous features compelled attention by their vigorous contrasts. Her black hair, (curling luxuriantly, seemed to have undergone already the combats of love, and fell in loose locks upon her shoulders, whose perspectives were attractive to the eye. The skin, of an ivory whiteness, brought out the warm tones of her vivid coloring. Her eyes, fringed with long lashes, flashed flames and sparks of love. The red, moist mouth, half- open, invited kisses. The girl's figure was powerfully The Magic Skin, 15 built, but amorousl}^ elastic ; her bosom and arms were developed like the noble figures of the Caracci ; nevertheless she was active and supple with the vigorous agility of a panther. Though laughter and frolic wan- tonness must have been familiar to her, there was some- thing alarming in her e3'es and smile. Like a prophetess controlled b}^ a demon, she astonished rather than pleased those whom she addressed. All expressions rushed in turn and like lightning across her mobile face. Perhaps she might have fascinated a sated mind, but 5'Oung men would have feared her. She was like a colossal statue fallen from the pediment of a Greek temple, sublime at a distance, but coarse on nearer view. And 3'et that dangerous beauty was fit to rouse the impotent, that voice could charm the deaf, those looks reanimate a skeleton. Eraile compared her vaguely to a tragedy of Shakspeare, a wonderful arabesque, where joy shrieks, where love has I know not what of savager}', where the magic of grace and the fires of happiness succeed the wild tumults of anger ; a monster who can bite and fondle, laugh like a demon, weep as the angels, improvise in a single embrace all the seductions of womanhood, except the sighs of sad- ness and the pure transporting modest}' of a virgin, — and then, in another instant, roar, and tear her bosom, and destroy her passion and her lover and herself like an insurrectionar}' mob. She wore a robe of crimson velvet, and advanced to the two friends, treading heedlessly underfoot the scattered flowers already fallen from the heads of her companions, and holding out with disdainful hands a silver tray. Proud of her beautv, proud perhaps of her 76 The Magic Skin. vices, she exhibited a white arm brilUantly relieved against the velvet. She stood there like the queen of pleasure, like an image of human joy, the joy that dissi- pates the hoarded treasures of generations, that laughs in presence of the dead, that mocks at age, dissolves pearls, casts awa}' thrones, transforms young men to old ones, and makes old men young, — that joy permitted onl}^ to giants among men when wearied of power, tried in thought, or to whom war has become an amusement. " What is your name?" Raphael asked her. " Ha, ha ! do you come from ' Venice Preserved '?" cried Emile. "Yes," she answered. "The popes take new names when they mount above the heads of men ; and so I took another when I rose above the heads of women." " And have j^ou, like your patron lad}', a noble and terrible conspirator who loves 3'ou enough to die for 3'ou?" said Emile quickly, roused by the poetic sug- gestion. " I had," she answered, " but the guillotine was my rival. That is why I alwa3's wear some scarlet fripper}' — lest my joy should go too far." " Oh ! if you let her tell j'ou the history of the four 3'oung men of La Rochelle, there will be no end to it. Hold your tongue, Aquilina ! Does n't every woman mourn a lover? — though they don't all, like you, have the satisfaction of losing them on a scaffold. For m}^ part, I 'd rather think of mine sleeping in a pit at Clamart than in my rival's arms." These words were said in a soft, melodious voice by The Magic Skin. 77 le prettiest, daintiest, most innocent Kttle creature that ever issued from an enchanted egg at the touch of a fairy's wand. She had approached them noiselessh', and the^' now saw her fragile form and delicate face, with its ravishing blue e^es full of modest}', and the fresh, pure brow. A naiad escaped from her mountain stream were not more timid, more fair, more simple than this 3'oung girl, who seemed to be about sixteen years old, ignorant of love, ignorant of evil, unknowing of the storms of life, and as if petitioning angels to recall her to the skies before her time. In Paris alone do we meet with such creatures, whose candid faces mask beneath a brow as pure and tender as the petal of a daisy the deepest depra\-it3^ and the subtlest "vice. Emile and Raphael accepted the coffee which she poured into the cups that Aquilina held, and then be- gan to question her. Little by little she transfigured to the e3'es of the two poets, as b}" a baleful allegorj*, an aspect of human life, — holding up, in contrast to the fierce and passionate expression of her imposing com- panion, a picture of cold corruption, voluptuously' cruel, thoughtless enough to commit a crime, strong enough to laugh at it ; a species of devil without a heart, who punishes tender and affluent souls for experiencing the feelings of which she is deprived ; never without some cant of love to sell, a tear for the coffin of a victim, and a laugh at night over a bequest. Poets would have admired Aquilina ; but the whole world would have fled Eiiphrasia. The one was the soul of vice ; the other was vice Without a soul. *' I should like to know," Emile said to the pretty creature, " if vou ever think of the future?" J 78 The Magic Skin. " The future?" she answered, laughing. " What do 3'ou call the future ? Why should I think about a thing that doesn't yet exist? I never look either forward or back. Don't you think that one day at a time is enough for anybody? Besides, we all know what the future is ; it is the hospital." '' How can jou look forward to the hospital and not try to avoid it ? " cried Raphael. ''What is there so dreadful in the hospital?" asked the terrible Aquilina. ''If we are neither wives nor mothers, if old age puts black stockings on our legs and wrinkles in our faces, and blasts all that is left ^f a woman within us, and kills our welcome in the e3'es of our friends, where else can we go ? You see nothing in us then but original sin on two legs, cold, withered, stiff, and rattling like the leaves in autumn. Our pretti- est furbelows become mere rags, the ambergris that perfumes our boudoirs gets the odor of the grave, and smells like a dead body ; and then, if there 's a heart in this bit of mud you insult it ; 3'ou will not even let it keep a memory. Whether we are then in a great man- sion taking care of dogs, or in a hospital sorting bandages, is n't life for us exactly the same thing? Suppose we tie up our white hairs in checked handkerchiefs, or hide them under laces ; sweep the streets with a broom or the steps of the Tuileries with our satin petticoats ; sit at ease by a gilded fireplace, or keep warm over the cinders in an earthen pot ; see the pla^^ at tlie opera or on the place de Greve, what difference is there for us?" " Aquilina mia^ 3'ou never said greater truth than that in the midst of all your troubles," returned Eu- phrasia. " Yes, cashmeres, and perfumes, and gold, « The Magic Skin. 79 and silk, and luxurj^ and all that shines and gives pleasure is onl}' fit for youth. Time alone can get the better of follies, but happiness meantime absolves them. You laugh at what I sa}'," she cried, with a venomous look at the two 3'oung men ; " but am I not right? I 'd rather die of pleasure than disease. I have n't a mania for perpetuity, nor much respect for the human species, seeing what God has let it come to. Give me miUions and I '11 spend them ; I will not keep a penn}- for next year. Live to please and reign, — that is the teaching of every pulse in my body. Society bears me out ; is n't it all the time furnishing means for me to dissipate? Why else does the good God give me every morning the money for what 1 dispense at night? Wh}" else do you build us hospitals? AYe are certainly not placed between good and evil to choose what hurts and bores us ; and therefore should n't I be a great fool not to enjo}' m3'self ? " " How about others? " said Emile. "Others? oh, let them manage for themselves. I'd rather laugh at their sufferings than cr}' for my own. I defy a man to cause me an instant's pain." '* What must j'ou have suffered before 3'ou came to such thoughts ! " said Raphael. '' I have been deserted for money ; 3'es, I," she said, taking an attitude that showed off all her seductions. '' And 3'et 1 had passed nights as well as days in work- ing to feed my lover. I will no longer be the dupe of smiles, nor of an}' promise ; I mean to make m}" life one long festivity." "But," cried Raphael, "happiness can come only through the soul." ^x w,..^ 80 ^^'m(^' The Magic Skin, ^ Iv^'-^^ / "Well," said Aquilina, "isn't it happiness to be admired and flattered ; to triumph over all other women, even the virtuous ones, and crush them with our beauty and our luxury-? We have more of life in one day than those good women in ten 3'ears, and that 's the whole of it." UjlJU " What is there so odious as a woman wmSrili virtue ? ** Emile said to E'aphael. (^^.-MX^^Uy^yyU^li, Euphrasia flung them a viperous look, and answered -" with inimitable irony ^ "Virtue! we leave that to the frights and the hunchbacks ; what would the}^ be with- out it, poor things ! " "Come, be silent!" said Emile; "don't talk of things you know nothing of." " Don't I know anything ! " replied Euphrasia. " To give one's self all one's life to a hated being ; to bring up children who desert you, and to say 'Thank you ' when they stab you in the breast, — those are the virtues 3 ou command a woman to have ! And then, to compensate her for her self-denials, you tr3^ to seduce her and heap sufferings on her ; if she resists, you compromise her. A fine life that ! better be free and love those who please us, and die young." " But are 3'ou not afraid of the penalty?" "No," she replied. "Instead of mixing my pleas- ures with griefs, I prefer to cut m}' life into two parts, — a joyous 3'outh, and I know not what uncertain old age, during which I shall suffer at my ease." "She has never loved," said Aquilina, in a deep voice. " She has never tramped a hundred miles with passionate delight to win a glance and a rejection ; she never bound her life to a lock of hair, nor tried to stab I The Magic Skin. 81 hedge of men to save her sovereign, her lord, her God. Love, for her, was a jaunty colonel ! " > "Ha, ha! La Rochelle," laughed Euplirasia, "love j is like the wind ; we know not whence it comes, nor I whither it goeth. If you had ever been loved by a stupid \ beast, you would have a horror of men of wisdom." " The Code forbids that," retorted Aquihna, ironicall3\ "I thought 3'ou had more compassion for soldiers," cried Euphrasia, laughing. "Ah, well! are not they happ}^ to be able to lay aside their intellects ? " said Raphael. "Happy!" said Aquilina, with a smile of pit}' and of terror, as she cast an awful look at the two friends, — " Happ3' ! Ah, who knows what it is to be condemned to pleasure with death in one's heart." Whosoever had looked with an observing 63-6 upon the scene in this salon would have seen Milton's Pan- demonium anticipated. The blue flames of the circu- lating punch gave an infernal color to the faces of those who were still able to drink. Frantic dances, prompted b}' brutal vigor, went on ; excited laughter and shouts exploded like fireworks. Strewn, as it were, with dead and dying, the salon was like a battlefield. The at- mosphere was hot with wine, with pleasures, and with speech. Intoxication, passion, delirium, forge tfulness of the world, were in all hearts, in all faces, written on the floors, sounding in the riot, and flung like a veil across ever3' face in seething vapors. A shining dust, like the luminous track of a ray of sunshine, shimmered in the room, across which glanced eccentric forms and grotesque struggles ; here and there groups of con- fused figures mingled and were confounded with the 82 The Magic Skin, marble masterpieces of sculpture which decorated the apartment. Although the two friends still preserved a doubtful intelligence in their ideas and in their conduct, — a last quiver, as it were, of their own lives, — it was now im- possible for them to distinguish what was real from what was visionar3' in the fantastic scene ; nor what was possible and actual in the supernatural pictures which passed like a panorama before their wearied eyes. The atmosphere, sultrj- with visions and with the ardent sweetness which moves upon the surface of our dreams ; above all, the inward impulse to an activity- that was loaded with chains, — in short, the phenomena of sleep attacked them so powerfully that the scenes of this orgy seemed to them at last like the ^)antomime of a nightmare, where movement is noiseless and sound is lost to the ear. At this crisis the confidential servant of the giver of the feast succeeded, not without difficulty, in attracting his master's attention and drawing him into the ante- chamber to whisper in his ear: " Monsieur, the people in the neighboring houses are at their windows, and complain of the uproar." '' If they are afraid of noise, can't the}' spread straw before their doors ? " replied Taillefer. Raphael suddenly burst into a roar of such tempes- tuous, incontinent laughter that Emile asked him the meaning of his brutal delight. " You can hardly understand me," he replied. " In the first plafe I must confess that 3'ou stopped me on the quai Voltaire at the moment when I was about to drown myself. No doubt you will want to know the y^ r ^^hotives foi The Magic Skin, 83 lotives for mj' suicide. But if I sa}' that hy an almost magic chance the poetic ruins of material worlds had just passed before m^' e3'es, like a s3'mbolic demonstra- tion of human wisdom, and that now, at this moment, all the intellectual truths that we ransacked at table are brought to a point in these two women, — the living representatives of the follies of life, — and that our deep indifference to men and things has seized as a means of transition between the highly wrought pictures of two S3'stems of existence, diametrically opposed to each other, will you be a particle the wiser? If 30U were not drunk you might perhaps see in all that a treatise on philosophy." " If 3^our two feet were not resting on that delightful Aquilina, whose heavy breathing has a certain analog3' to the mutterings of an approaching storm," replied Emile, who was himself twining his fingers in Euphra- sia's hair, without reall3' noticing his innocent occupa- tion, " 3'ou would blush at your drunken chatter. Your two S3'stems can be uttered in a single sentence, and reduced to a single thought. A simple and mechanical life leads to senseless wisdom by stifling our minds in toil ; whereas a life passed in the vague immense of abstractions, or in the depths profound of the moral world leads to the folUes of wisdom. P In a word, kill emotions if you want to live to old age, or die 3'oung accepting the mart3'rdom of our passions, — that 's our doom^ And, I ask you, is such a doom out of keeping with the temperaments bestowed upon us b3' the rough jester to whom we owe the pattern of mankind?'* " Fool ! " cried Raphael, interrupting him. " Go on abridging yourself at that rate, and you '11 write vol- ^ 84 The Magic Skin. umes. If I pretended to formulate those two ideas, I should tell 3'ou that man corrupts himself b}^ the exer- '" cise of his reason, and purifies himself b}' ignorarice*, i That 's the indictment of all societies. But whether we I live with the wise or die with the fools, the result is, sooner or later, the same. Moreover, the grand ab- stracter of quintessences has alread}' expressed those two systems b}^ two words : Carymary, Carymara." " You make me doubt the power of God, for 3'ou are more stupid than he is powerful," replied Emile. " Our beloved Rabelais has summed up that philosophy in fewer syllables than Carymary, Carymara; in the Per- haps from which Montaigne took his Hovn do I know f Besides, these modern words of moral science are noth- ing more than the exclamation of P3Trho, the father of scepticism, halting between good and evil Hke the ass of Buridan between two measures of oats. But do let us drop these everlasting discussions which can only end nowadays in a j^es or a no. What sensation did you want to experience b}^ throwing yourself into the Seine? Were you jealous of that hydraulic machine on the pont Notre-Dame ? " ^ " Ah ! if 3'OU only knew mj' life." / " Why, my dear fellow," cried Emile, " I did not / think 3^ou so commonplace ; that remark is used up. \ Don't you know that everybody suflfers more than any- ^ body else?" " Ah ! — " cried Raphael. *^ You are absolutel}' burlesque with 3'our 'ah!* Come, tell me what disease of soul or bod3' obliges 3'ou to drive home ever3^ morning, b3" some contraction of your muscles, the horses which ought by rights to The Magic Skin. 85 quarter 3011 the night before like those of Damiens? Have 3'ou eaten 3'our dog raw, without salt, in 3'our garret? Have 3'our children cried to 3-ou, 'Give us bread ' ? Have 3'Ou sold 3'our mistress's hair for a last napoleon at the gambhng-table ? Have 3'Ou paid awa3" a sham note on a false uncle and know it won't pass ? Come, 1 am read3' to listen. If 3'ou intended to fling 3'ourself into the river for a woman, or a protested note, or because 3'ou were tired of life, I repudiate you. Confess 3'ourself, and don't lie ; I won't ask for strict iiistoricnl facta. Above all, be as brief as your drunken- natural history of hearts, — 10 name ILl..: them in species, sub-species, families, Crustacea, fossils, saurians, animalculne, and heaven knows what, — then, m3' dear friend, it will be found that some are as ten- der and delicate as a flower broken b3' a touch of which il'je mineral heart is utterl3' unconscious." " Oh ! for heaven's sake, spare me the preface," cried Emile, with a look that was half-merr3', half-piti- /tul, as he took his friend's hand. 86 The Magic Skin, PART II. THE WOMAN WITHOUT A HEART. After remaining silent for a moment Raphael said, : J- t i :( ally know whether the fumes of paneh a*. wutc iiiivc, ui have not, something J^ do with^a speci. ot liH'iuity of mind which enables me at this moioent whole of my life as though it were a picttitv . uLires, color?? lights, sliadowSj and half-tints ^iic faithfully rendered. This poetic play of my imagina- tion would not surprise me if it were not accompanied by a feeling of contempt for m}' sufferings and for my former joys. Seen from a distance, m}' life seems as though shrunken b}' some moral phenomenon. This long, slow agon}' which has lasted ten 3'ears, can to- night be reproduced b^^ a few sentences, in which suffering is no more than a thought, and pleasure a philosophical reflection. I now pass judgment ; I feel nothing." *' You are as wearisome as an amendment in process of elucidation," cried Emile. "Possibly," replied Raphael, without resentment. "And, therefore, to relieve your ears I spare you the first seventeen 3'ears of my life. Till then I lived, like you and a thousand others, the school and college life The Magic Skin. whose fancied troubles and real joys are the deligh*.- of memory ; a life whose Frida}' vegetables our pai: - pered stomachs desire — so long as they cannot g I them — that happy life whose toil may now seem co • temptible, but which, nevertheless, trained us • labor — " " Get to the stor}'," said Emile, in a tone half-comic, half-plaintive. *' When I left college," resumed Raphael, " my father subjected me to severe discipline ; he made me sleep in a room adjoining his stud}' ; I went to bed at nine, and got up at five. He meant me to stud}' law conscien- tiously ; and I did so, both at the law-school and in a lawyer's office. But the rules of time and distance were so rigidly applied to my walks and my studies, and at dinner my father inquired so closelj- into them — " " What's all that to me? " said Emile. " The devil take you ! " replied Raphael. " How am I to make you understand m}' feelings unless I tell you the facts that imperceptibly influenced my soul, en- slaved it to fear, and kept me a long time in the primi- tive simplicity of youth? Until I was twenty-one years old I succumbed to a despotism as cold as any monastic rule. To sliow 3'ou the dreariness of my life, I need only picture my father. He was a tall, slender man, with a hatchet face and a pale complexion ; concise in speech, as fond of teasing as an old maid, and pre- cise as an accountant. His paternity overshadowed, like a leaden dome, all m}' livelv and joyous thoughts. If I tried to show him a soft and tender feeling he treated me like a child who had said a silly thing. I dreaded him far more than you and I ever feared a 88 The Magic Skin, school-master; and to him I was never more than eight 3'ears old. I think I see hira now. In his maroon- colored overcoat, standing as straight as a paschal taper, he looked like a smoked herring wrapped in the reddish cover of an old pamphlet. And yet loved him, for in the main he was just. Perhaps w never reall}' hate severity if it accompanies a noble character and pure conduct, and is occasionally inter- mingled with kindness. If m}' father never left me alone, if, up to the age of twent}', he never allowed me to spend as I pleased ten francs, ten rascall>', vaga- bond francs, — a treasure whose possession, vainly coveted, made me dream of ineffable delights, — at least he endeavored to procure me a few amusements. After promising me a pleasure for several months, he took me to the Bouffons, to a concert, and a ball, where I hoped to meet with a mistress. A mistress ! to me she was independence. Shamefaced and timid, and ignorant of the jargon of societ}', where I knew no one, I came home with a heart still fresh, but swollen with desires. Then, on the morrow, bridled like a troop-horse b}' my father, I went hack to m}' office and the law-school and the Palais. To try to escape the regular routine he had laid out for me would have been to excite his anger ; he always threatened to ship me to the Antilles as a cabin-boy if I did wrong. I used to tremble hor- ribl}' when occasionallj' I ventured off for an hour or two in quest of some amusement. Realize, if you can, a vagrant imagination, a tender heart, a poetic soul, ceaselessly in presence of the stoniest, coldest, most melancholy nature in the world ; in short, marr}- a 3'Oung girl to a skeleton, and 3'ou will have some idea i The Magic Skin. 89 of an existence whose curious inward tumults can onl}' be related, — ideas of flight checked b}' the mere aspect of m}" father, desperation calmed b}' sleep, desires repressed, gloom and melancholy charmed away b}' music. I exhaled mj' miser\- in melod}'. Beethoven, and Mozart were often my faithful confidants. "To-day I smile as I recollect the scruples which troubled m}' conscience at this period of m}' innocence and virtue. If I had set foot in a. restaurant I should have thought mj'self ruined ; my imagination made me regard a cafe as a place of debaucherj', where men lost their honor and risked their fortunes ; as to mj' risking monej' at play, I must first have had some. No matter whether I send j'ou to sleep or not, I must tell yon one of the terrible joys of my life, — one of those joys that sometimes come to us, armed with claws which are driven into our hearts like the red-hot iron into the slioulder of a galley-slave. " I was at a ball at the Due de Navarreins*, a cousin of m}" father. To understand my position thoroughly 3'ou must know that m}' coat was shabby and my slioes ill-nlade ; I wore a coarse cravat and gloves that had been worn ahead}'. I stood in a corner so that I could take the ices as the}- passed me, and watch the pretty women at my ease. My father noticed me. For some reason which I could never guess, he gave me his purse and his keys to keep for him. Close by me a number of men were playing cards. I heard the chink of gold. I was twent}' years old, and I had often longed to pass a whole da}- plunged in the crimes of my age. It was a Hbertinism of the mind, an analog}' to which cannot be found in the whims of a courtesan. 90 The Magic Skin. nor in the dreams of a 3'oung girl. For a year I liad fancied myself driving in a carriage with a beautiful woman beside me, assuming the great man, dining at Very's, going to the theatre in the evening, determined not to return to my father till the next day, and then armed to meet him with an adventure as complicated as the Mariage de Figaro, the results of which he could not shake off*. I had estimated all this happiness at a hundred and fifty francs. I was still, you see, under the innocent charm of playing truant. Hastily I turned into a boudoir, where, entirely alone, my fingers trembling and my e^'es burning, I counted my father's mone}^ — three hundred francs ! All my imagined joj's, evoked b}' that sum, danced before me like the witches of Macbeth around their caldron ; but mine were alluring, quivering, delightful. I be- came at once a resolute scoundrel. Without listening to the buzzing in my ears, or to the violent beating of my heart, I took two napoleons, — I still see them before me ! Their dates and edges were worn down, but Bonaparte's face was grinning on them. Re- placing the purse in my pocket, I returned to the card-table, holding the two pieces of gold in the damp palm of my hand, and hovering round the plaj'ers like a hawk over a poultry-yard. Filled with unspeakable emotions, I suddenly threw a keen-sighted glance around me. Certain that I was not observed by any one who knew me, I put my stake with that of a fat and jovial little man, on whose head I accumulated more prayers and vows than are made in a tempest at sea. Then with a rascally or a machiavelian instinct, which was surprising at my age, I posted myself near The Magic Skin. 91 a door and gazed through the salons, without, how- ever, seeing anything. M}' soul and my eyes were upon that fatal green table behind me. *' From that evening I date a first ph^^siological obser- vation, to which I have since owed the species of pene- tration which has enabled me to grasp and comprehend certain mj'steries of our dual nature. M}" back was y^ turned to the table where my future happiness was at stake, — a happiness all the greater, perhaps, because it was criminal. Between the players and mj-self was a hedge of men, four or five deep ; the murmur of voices drowned the chink of gold which mingled with the notes of the orchestra ; yet in spite of all these obstacles, and by a gift granted to the passions by which the}' are enabled to annihilate time and space, I distincth' heard the words of the two players, I saw their hands, I knew which of them would turn up the king, just as plainly' as if I had actually seen the cards ; ten feet from the game I followed all its intri- cacies. My father passed me at that instant, and I understood the saying of the Scriptures, ' The Spirit of God passed before his face.' I won ; I rushed to the table, slipping through the eddying crowd of men, like an eel through the broken meshes of a net. M3' fibres, which had been all pain, were now all happiness. I was like a convict on his wa}^ to execution, who meets the king. As it happened, a man wearing the Legion of honor claimed fort}' francs which he missed. I was suspected b}' the ej'es about me, and I turned pale. The crime of having robbed my father seemed to me well punished. The fat Uttle man interfered, and said, in a voice that seemed to mc actually angelic, * These 92 The Magic Skin. gentlemen all put down their stakes,' and paid the forty francs. I raised my head and threw a trium- phant glance at the 23layers. After replacing the gold I had taken from my father's purse, I left my gains with the worthy man, who went on winning. The moment I saw that I had one hundred and sixt\' francs, I wrapped them in my handkerchief so that they could neither roll nor rattle during our return home, and I played no more. " ' What were you doing in the card-room?' asked my father, as we were driving home. ' I was looking on,' I answered, trembling. ' Well,' returned m}^ father, ' there would have been ^ nothing out of the way if you had bet a little mone}^ yourself on the game. In the e3'es of the world 3'ou are old enough to have the right to commit a few follies ; 3'ou had mj" purse, and I should have excused 3'ou, Raphael, if you had taken something out of it.' " I could not answer. When we got home I returned the keys and the purse to m}' father, who emptied the latter on the fireplace, counted the gold, and then turned to me with a rather kindly manner, saying in deliberate tones, with pauses more or less significant between each sentence : — " ' M3' son, 3'ou are now twent}' ^ears old. I am satisfied with 3'OU. You must have an allowance, if only to teach you economj^ and give you a knowledge of the things of life. You shall have in future one hundred francs a month. That sum you can dispose of as 3'OU please. Here is the first quarter for the coming year,' he added, fingering the pile of gold as if to be sure of the sum. I acknowledge that I came The Magic Skin. 93 near flinging mj'self at his feet, and declaring that I was a robber, a scoundrel, and — worse than all — a liar. Shame withheld me : I tried to kiss him, but he repulsed me feebly. ' ' ' You are now a man, m}" child,' he said. ' What I do is a simple and proper thing, for which you need not thank me. If I have a right to 3'our gratitude, Raphael,' he continued in a gentler tone, but full of dignity ; ' it is because I have saved 3'our j'outh from the evils which blast 3'oung men. In future we will be a pair of friends. You will take 3'our degree in the course of a year. You have, not without some annoj'- ance and certain privations, gained sterling friends, and a love of work which is necessar3^ to men who are to take part in the government of their countr}^ Learn, Raphael, to understand me. I do not wish to make a lawyer, nor 3'et a notar3' of 3'ou, but a statesman, who ma3' one day become the glor3" of our unfortunate house. We will talk of these things to-morrow,' he added, dismissing me with a mysterious gesture. "After that da3' m3' father frankl3^ told me all his projects. I was an onl3' child, and m3' mother had been dead ten 3'ears. M3' father, the head of a half-forgotten historical famil3" in Auvergne, came to Paris. Gifted with the keen perceptions which, when accompanied by energ3', make the men of the south of France so supe- rior to others, he attained to a position at the ver3^ heart of power, without, however, possessing much out- side influence. The Revolution destroyed his prospects ; meantime he had married the heiress of a noble house, and was able under the Empire to restore the famil3' to its former aflSuence. The Restoration, which enabled 94 The Magic Skin. my mother to recover some of her property, ruined my father. Having purchased estates given by the Emperor to his generals, which were situated in foreign countries, he struggled with lawyers and diplomatists and with Prussian and Bavarian courts of justice in the effort to retain possession of these contested gifts. M}^ father now dragged me into the labyrinth of these important suits, on which our prosperit}- depended. We might be condemned to refund the accrued revenues, as well as the value of certain timber cut from 1814 to 1816; in which case m}'^ mother's property would barel^^ suffice to save the honor of our name. "And thus it happened that the day on which my father seemed to emancipate me, I fell under a still more cruel 3'oke. I was forced to fight as if on a battle- field, to work night and daj^ to hang around men in power and strive to interest them in our aff'airs, to guess at their opinions, their beliefs, to wheedle them^ — them and their wives and their footmen and their dogs, — and to disguise the horrible business under elegant manners and agreeable nonsense. Ah ! I learned to understand the trials which had blasted mj^ father's face. For a whole year I lived apparently the life of a man of the world ; but this seeming dissipation and my eagerness to become intimate with all who could be useful to us, only hid an enormous labor. M3' anwise- ments were to draw up briefs, m}^ conversations were about claims. Up to that time I had been virtuous from the impossibility of giving w^a}' to the passions of a 3'oung man ; but now, fearing to cause m}' father's ruin and my own by the slightest neghgence, I became my own despot and I allowed myself neither a pleasure The Magic Skin. 95 nor an expense. When we are 3'oiing, when men and things have not 3'et roughly brushed from our souls the delicate bloom of sentiment, the freshness of thought, the purity of conscience, which will not let us come to terms with evil, we are keenh' sensitive to dut}' ; honor speaks to us with a loud voice, and we are forced to listen ; we are honest and not two-sided, — and such was I at that time. I wished to justify my father's confi- dence. Once I had robbed him of a paltry sum ; now, sharing the burden of his troubles, of his name, and his family honor, I would have given him all that I had and all my hopes, just as I did actuallj' sacrifice to him my pleasures, finding happiness in the sacrifice. " So, when at last Monsieur de Villele exhumed, to de- feat us, some imperial decree about forfeitures and limi- tations, and we saw ourselves ruined, I signed away m}' rights in our estates, keeping only a little island in the Loire, where m}^ mother was buried. Perhai)s sophistries, evasions, and political, philosophical, and philanthropic arguments might to-day persuade me not to do what our law3'ers then called a ' folly.' But at one-and-twenty we a?'e, I repeat, all generosit\', warmth, and love. The tears of relief which I saw in my father's e3'es were to me the noblest of fortunes, and the recol- lection of those tears has often since then consoled my misery. " Ten months after paying his creditors m}' father died of a broken heart. He had loved me and he had ruined me ; the thought killed him. Toward the close of the autumn of 1825, when twent3'-two years old, I followed, all alone, the body of my earliest friend, my father, to its grave. Few young men have ever found 96 The Magic Skin. themselves more completel}^ alone with their thoughts, behind a hearse, lost in the crowds of Paris, without a future and without means. The foundlings of public charity have at least a battle-field to look forward to, the Government or the procureur du roi for a father, the hospital for a refuge ; but I — I had nothing. " Three months later the public administrator paid me eleven hundred and twelve francs, the net proceeds of the settlement of m}' father's estate. Our creditors had forced me to sell all our furniture. Accustomed from my childhood to set great value on the objects of art and luxurv with which I was surrounded, I could not help showing my surprise at this enforced relinquish- ment of everything. ' Oh,' said the administrator,, ' what matter? those things are all so rococo.' Odious word, which destro^'ed the faiths of m^' childhood, and deprived me of m}' earliest illusions, — the dearest of all. M3' wealth was derived from the surplus of this sale, — my future now lay in a linen bag which held eleven hundred and twelve francs ; society" appeared before me as an administrator's clerk who kept his hat on his head. A valet, an old servant who was fond of me, and to whom m}^ mother had left an annuit}' of four hundred francs, old Jonathas, said to me as I left the house from which in m}' childhood he had often taken me joyously to drive in a carriage, ' Be ver}' econom- ical. Monsieur Raphael.' Ah ! poor man, he wept ! "Such, m3' dear Emile, were the events which con- trolled m}' destin}', trained m}- soul, and forced me, still 3'oung, into the falsest of all social positions," con- tinued Raphael, after a pause. " FamiW ties might still have led me to visit a few houses, if mj^ own I The Magio Skin. 97 pride, and the contemptuous indift'erence of their mas- ters had not closed the doors. Though related to persons of high station who were lavish of their influ- ence for strangers, I was left without friends or pro- tectors. Checked in all its aspirations, m}' soul fell back upon itself. B}' nature straightforward and frank, I now seemed cold and dissimulating. My father's rigor had destroyed my confidence in myself, I was timid and awkward ; I could not believe that my presence had any powev ; I was displeasing in my own eyes, ugly even ; I was ashamed of my own appearance. In spite of the inward voice which ought to sustain men of talent through every struggle, and which did cry out to me, ' Courage ! onward ! ' in spite of sudden revelations of m3^ power to my own spirit in solitude, in spite, too, of the hope which inspired me as I compared the best works of the day with those that hovered in my brain, I doubted nn'self as much as if I were a child. I was a victim to extreme ambition ; I believed myself des- tined to do- great things, yet I felt myself helpless. I needed friends, but I had none. I ought to have made myself a career in life, but I was forced to hang back in solitude, — less timid, perhaps, than ashamed. " During the year when my father sent me into the vortex of Parisian society my heart was spotless and my spirit fresh. Like all grown-up children, I secretl}' longed for a great love. I met, among the young men of my age, a set of vain-glorious fellows who carried their noses in the air, talked nonsense, seated them- selves without a tremor near to the most distinguished women, sucked the heads of their canes, attitudinized, and put, or pretended to put their heads on every 98 The Magic Skin. pillow, affecting to consider the virtuous and even the most prudish women as an easy conquest, to be cap- tured by a word, a bold gesture, or the first insolent look. I declare to you on my soul and conscience that the possession of power or great literary renown seemed to me a triumph less difficult to attain than success with a woman of high rank, young, witt^^ and gracious. I found the troubles of m}' heart, my feelings, my beliefs, out of tune with the maxims of societ3\ I was bold, but in soul onl}' and not personally. I discovered too late that women do not like to be begged for ; I have seen man}- that I adored at a distance, to whom I would have given a heart of proof, a soul to rend, an energy that feared neither sacrifices nor suffering ; those women were won b}' fools whom I would not hire as servants. How man}' a time, silent and motionless, have I not admired the woman of m}- dreams, floating through a ball-room ! Devoting my existence in thought to eternal caresses, I put m}' ever}' hope into a glance ; I offered her, in m}^ ecstas}^ the love of a man in whom there was no guile. At moments, I would have given my life for a single hour of mutual love. Well ! I never found an ear in which to pour my passionate proposals, nor an e3'e on which m}- own might linger, nor a heart for my heart; and thus I lived, in all the torments of a powerless energy which consumed its own vitals, be- cause I lacked either boldness, or opportunity, or ex- perience. Perhaps I despaired of making myself understood, or feared to be understood too well. "And 3'et each courteous look bestowed upon me raised a storm. In spite of m}- readiness to seize upon such looks or words and consider them as tender ad- The Magic Skin. 99 vances, I have never dared at the right time to speak, or refrain, with meaning looks, from speaking. My very feelings made my words insignificant, and m}- silence stupid. No doubt there was too much simplicity about me for an artificial society that lives bj- lamplight, and which utters its thought in conventional phrases or fash- ionable words. I knew nothing of tlie art of speaking \] by silence or of keeping silence by speech. And thus 1 lived on, — nursing within myself the fires that scorched m^, gifted with a soul such as women desire to meet, a prey to emotions for which they are eager, possessing a vigor too often granted onl}^ to fools ; and yet it is nevertheless true that women have been traitoroush' cruel to me. How often have I honestly admired the hero of some club as he boasted of his triumphs, never suspecting him of falsehood. I was wrong, no doubt, to expect a love that should be equal to mine ; to seek in the heart of a frivolous and light-minded woman, hungry' after luxur}-, drunken with vanity, that vast passion, that mighty ocean which beat tempestuously in my own breast. Oh ! to feel one's self born to love, able to render a woman happy, ard to have found none, not even a brave and noble Marceline nor some old mar- quise ; to carry treasures about with us, and to meet not so much as a child nor an inquisitive 30ung girl ready to admire them ! — I often longed to kill mj'self in despair — *' " You are frightfully tragic to-night," cried Smile. ''Well, let me curse m}' own life," replied Raphael. " If your friendship is not strong enough to listen to ni}' eleg3^, if 3'ou cannot make me the sacrifice of a half- hour's ennui, then sleep ! But don't ask me again the 100 The Magic Skin, reason of m}' suicide which stands there, before me, and beckons me, and to which I yield. Before you judge a man you must know the secret of his thoughts, of his sorrows, of his feelings ; not to be willing to know more of his life than its material events, is to make it a chro- nology, the historj" of fools." The bitter tone in which these words were said struck Emile so sharply that from that moment he gave his whole attention to his friend's words, gazing at him in a half-besotted wa}'. " But," continued the narrator, " the light which time and events have now shed on these conditions give them another aspect. The order of things which I formerly considered a misfortune, did perhaps give birth to noble faculties in which later I took pride. (^The love of philosophic research, excessive study, delight in reading, which from the age of seven until I entered societ}' were the constant occupation of my life, en- dowed me with a facile power by which, if you and my other friends are to be believed, I am able to give forth my ideas and to march in the van through the vast fields of human knowledge, j The neglect to which I was accustomed, the habit of crushing down my feel- ings and living in the solitude of my own heart, invested me with powers of meditation and comparison. ; Bj^ not- wasting my sensibilities in worldly excitements, which belittle the noblest soul and reduce it to the level of trifles, they became so concentrated as to be the perfected organ of a will more powerful than the impulses of pas- sion. Misunderstood as I was by women, I nevertheless observed and judged them with the sagacity- of rejected love. I can now see that the sincerity of my nature I H The Magic Skin. 101 ^Baade me displeasing to them. Perhaps women prefer 1/ ^Hi small amount of h3'pocris3\ I, who am bj^ turns, in the course of an hour, man and child, thinker and trifler, without prejudices and full of superstitions, sometimes a woman like themselves, — ma^' thej' not have mistaken m}' natural simplicity for C3'nicism, and the purity' of my thoughts for licentiousness ? Science was weariness of mind to them ; poetic languor weak- 1 ness. An extreme mobiUt\' of imagination, the mis- fortune of poets, made me seem perhaps incapable of love, without constanc}' of ideas, without vigor. Ap- parenth' an idiot when I held m}' tongue, I seemed to alarm them when I tried to please ; and so all women condemned me. I accepted with tears of grief the judgment of the world, but the punishment bore fruit I longed to avenge myself on society. I desired to possess the soul of all women by bringing to my feet all minds, and seeing all e^'es fixed upon me when a footman, opening the doors of salons, should announce m}" name. Man}' a time, from childhood up, had I struck my forehead, saying to myself, like Andre Clienier, * There is something here ! ' I believed that I^felr^ithin me a thought to utter, a system to estab- lish, a science to explain. "Oh, Emile! to-da^' I am barely twent^'-six years old ; I am doomed to die unknown without possessing the woman whose lover I dreamed of being, — let me there- foie tell 3'ou of m}' follies. Have we not all, more or less, taken our desires for realities? V^ Ah, I want no man for a friend who has never crowned himself in his dreams, never built himself a pedestal, nor believed in a visionary- mistress. I, mj-self, have been general, 102 The Magic Skin. emperor, Byron, even, — then nothing. After flittmg, as it were, along the ridge-pole of human things, I per- ceived there were mountains above me, and difficulties to conquerj The egregious self-conceit whicli boiled within me, my sublime belief in a destin}-, — which be- comes genius, perhaps, if a man does not let his soul be caught and torn by contact with worldly interests, just as a sheep leaves its fleece on the thorns of a thicket, — these things saved me. I resolved to cover myself with glory, and to work in silence for the woman I hoped to win. All women w^ere summed up for me in that one woman, and I fancied I should behold her in the first I met ; then, finding a queen in all of them, I expected them, like queens who are forced to make advances to their lovers, to come to me. — to me, suffering, and poor, and timid, as I was. , Ah ! for her who would thus have pitied me, what wealth of gratitude, not to speak of love, was in m}^ heart ; I could have adored her all her life. Later, my observation told me cruel truths. "And so, dear Emile, I came near living eternally aIoner~ Women are wont, I hardly know through what tendency of mind, to see chiefl}* the defects of a man of talent and the merit of fools ; the}^ feel a sympathy with the good qualities of the foolish man, for those qualities perpetually flatter and conceal their own defects ; while a superior man offers them scarcely enough enjoyment to make up for his actual imperfec- tions. Talent is certainly an intermittent fever; and no woman wants to share its discomforts onlj^ ; they all seek in their lovers something that satisfies their own vanity. They love themselves in us. A poor man, \proud, artistic, endowed with the power of creation, is The Magic Skin. Iso gifted with too aggressive an egotism. His existJ mce is a maelstrom of ideas and thoughts which inJ volves all about him, and his mistress must follow Inj the whirl. How can a petted woman believe in the! love of such a man? Would she ever seek him? 8uchl a lover has no leisure for the prett}' parodies of senti- ment, the triumph of false and callous souls, to which women attach so much importance. Time is all too short for his labors, — how can he waste it in bedizening j and belittling himself for a ball-room ? I could give m\' \ life at a word, but I could not abase it to frivolit}'. There is something in the behavior of a man who dances attendance on a pale and lackmlaisical woman which is repugnant to the true artist. The shows of love are not enough for a man who is poor and 3'et great ; he wants its devotion. The prett}- creatures who pass their lives as la^' figures for the fashions, or in trN ing on a shawl, have no devotion ; the}' exact it ; they see nothing in love but the pleasure of commanding, — never that of obe} ing. The true wife in heart and in flesh and bones will let herself be drawn hither and thither where he goes who is her life, her strength, her glor}', her happi- ness. Superior men need women of oriental natures, whose sole thought is the study of their needs ; to them, a discord between their desires and the means of satis- j fying them is suffering. ^'^, "But I, who thought mj'self a man of genius, I was attracted l\y the women of fashion and frivolity. Brought up to ideas the reverse of those commonly accepted, thinking that I could mount the skies with- out a ladder, possessing treasures within me that had no vent, bristling with knowledge which overloaded my \ i/ :/ 104 The 3Iagic Shin, niemorj', and was never fitly classified and therefore never assimilated ; without relations, without friends, alone in the midst of a hideous desert, a paved desert, a living, thinking, moving desert, where *all was worse than inimical, was indifferent to me, — the resolution that I then took was natural, though wild. It brought with it something, I can hardly tell you what, that seemed impossible, and that consequently made a demand upon ni}' courage. It was as though I played a game with myself in which I was both the pla3'er and the stake. This was ni}' plan : My eleven hundred and twelve francs were to suffice for my livelihood for three 3'ears, and I gave myself that time to bring out a work which should attract public attention and give me either fame or mone}'. I rejoiced in the thought that I should live on bread and milk like an Egyptian hermit, plunged in the world of ideas and books, a sphere inaccessible in the midst of this tumultuous Paris, a sphere of labor and of silence, where, like a chr3'salis, I might build m^'- self a tomb from which to rise, new-born, in fame and brilliancy. I was about to risk death that I might live. B}' reducing existence to its actual needs, I found that three hundred and sixty-five francs a 3ear would suffice to sustain life. That meagre sum did actually' support me so long as I subjected myself to cloistral discipline — " " Impossible ! " cried Emile. " I lived three 3^ears in that way," replied Raphael, with a sort of pride. "Count it up. Three sous for bread, two sous for milk, three sous for pork, kept me from dying of hunger, and brought m3' mind to a con- dition of singular lucidit3'. I have studied, as you know, the remarkable effects produced by diet on the The Magic Skin. 105 Tmagination. My lodging cost me three sous a da}', I burned three sous' worth of oil a night, I took care of my own room, I wore flannel shirts to save two sous a day in washing. I kept myself warm with coal, whose cost divided among the days of the year was onh- two sous for each day. I had clothes and linen and foot- gear enough for three 3'ears, but I dressed onl\- when I went to certain public lectures, and to the libraries. These expenses amounted to eighteen sous a da}^ and I still had two sous daily for unexpected wants. I remember that I never during those three years crossed the pont des Arts, nor did I ever buy any water; I fetched all I wanted from the fountain in the place Saint-Michel, at the corner of the rue des Gres. Oh ! I bore m}' poverty proudly. A man who foresees a splendid future goes through a period of penur}' like an innocent man on his wa}' to the scaffold ; he feels no shame. I would not allow myself to dread illness. Like Aquilina, I faced the hospital without fear. But I never for a moment doubted my good health. Be- sides, it is only the hopeless who lie down to die. I cut my own hair, until the moment when an angel of love or of goodness — ''But I will not anticipate. What I want you to know, dear friend, is that, in default of a mistress, I lived with a great thought, with a dream, with a lie which we all begin by believing, more or less. To-da}^ I laugh at myself, — that myself, possibly saintly and sublime, which no longer exists. Societ}', the world, our manners and customs and morals seen near by, have shown me the dangers of my innocent belief, and the needless waste of my fervent labors. Such equip- 106 The Magic Skin. rnents are worse than useless to the ambitious ; light should be the baggage of him who pursues fortune. It is a fault of superior men that thej' spend their youthful years in making themselves worthy of favor. While the poor man heaps up treasures of his own strength and of science, to bear the strain of a power that escapes him, mere schemers, rich in words, and wanting in ideas, go and come, electrify fools, and win the confidence of ninnies ; the one studies, the others move about ; the one is modest, the others bold ; the man of genius subdues his pride, the schemer flaunts his and inevitably succeeds. Men in power are so anxious to find merit ready-made, and a brazen show of intellect, that it is childish in a true man of sci- ence to hope for human rewards. I certainly" am not trying to paraphrase the common doctrines ab(5iit vir- tue, — that Song of Songs forever sung by neglected genius./! I simpl}' seek to draw a just conclusion from the frequent successes obtained by mediocre men. ] Alas ! study is so motherly and kind that it seems almost a crime to ask her for other than the pure and gentle joys with which she nourishes her children. " I remember how often I gayly dipped m}' bread into m\" milk, sitting near my window to breathe the air, and letting my eyes wander over a landscape of brown, gra}', and red roofs, some of slate, some of tiles, cov- ered with mosses gray or green. If at first this outlook seemed to me monotonous, I soon discovered singular beauties in it. Sometimes, after dark, bright gleams of light, escaping from a half-closed blind, shaded and animated the dark depths of this original landscape, or the pale gleam of the street-lamps sent The Magic Skin. 107 ip j-ellow reflections through the fog, fainth* connecting le streets with these undulating crowded roofs, like ocean of stationary' waves. Sometimes strange Igures made their appearance in the middle of this Uill desert"; among the flowers of a hanging garden could see the sharp, hooked profile of an old woman, Catering her nasturtiums; or, framed hy a weather- beaten dormer-window, a young girl stood dressing and thinking herself alone, while I could just perceive a handsome forehead, and the long coils of hair held, up by a pretty arm. Here and there in the gutters were a few stra\' plants, poor weeds soon scattered by the wind. I studied the mosses when their colors brightened, after a rain, from the dry brown velvet with varying reflections into which the sun had dried them. The fugitive and poetic effects of the daylight, the gloom of the mists, the sudden sparkling of the sun, the silence and magic of the night, the mysteries of the dawn, the smoke of the various chimnejs, each and all of the changes of this weird landscape were familiar and interesting to me. I loved my imprison- ment ; it was voluntar}'. These prairies of undulating roofs which covered inhabited abysses, suited my soul and harmonized with my thoughts. It is wearisome"^ to encounter the world of social life when we descend i from the celestial heights whither scientific meditations have led us ; and for this reason I have alwa3-s thor- oughly understood the bareness of monasteries. " When I had full}' resolved to follow my new plan of life, I looked for a lodging in the most deserted parts of Paris. One evening, returning from the Estrapade, T walked through the rue des Cordiers on my way home. 108 The Magic Skin. At the angle of the rue de Cluny I saw a little girl about fourteen years of age, who was playing at battle- dore with a number of conipanions, while their fun and laughter amused the neighbors. The weather was fine, the evening warm, and it was the latter part of Novem- ber. Women were gossiping from door to door, as though the}' were in some provincial town on a fete-day. I took notice of the 3'oung girl, whose face was charmingly expressive, and her figure a studj' for a painter. The whole scene was delightful. I looked about to discover the reason of this simple-hearted good-humor in the middle of Paris ; seeing that 'the street was not a thoroughfare, I concluded that few persons entered it. Recollecting that Jean-Jacques Rousseau once hved there, I sought and found the Hotel Saint-Quentin whose dilapidated appearance encouraged me to hope for cheap quarters, and I entered it. In the first low- ceilinged room were the time-honored brass candle- sticks, filled with common tallow candles, methodically placed above a row of keys. I was struck with the cleanliness of this room, usually ill-kept in other such inns, but which here reminded me of a genre picture. The blue bed, the utensils, the furniture, all had a cer- tain air of social coquetr3\ The mistress of the house, a woman of forty, whose face betrayed sorrows and whose eyes seemed dulled b}' fears, came up to me ; I humbl}' told her the sum I was able to pay, and without showing surprise she took a ke^' from the line of hooks and preceded me to the garret, where she showed me a room that looked out over the roofs and down into the courts of the neighboring houses, across which clothes-lines loaded with linen were stretched The Magic Skin. 109 from window to window. Nothing could be more odious tlian tliis room ; its dirty yellow walls, redo- lent of povert}', seemed to call aloud for its penniless student. The roof sloped on one side, and the dis- jointed tiles left chinks through which the daylight made its vva}'. There was room for a bed, a table, a few chairs, and I could manage to squeeze ni}' piano into a sharp angle of the roof. This cell, worthy of the I^eads of Venice, was unfurnished, for the mistress of the house was too poor to fit it up, and had therefore never let it ; but having retained a few articles for my own personal use from the sale of my furniture, I soon came to terms with my hostess, and took possession of my quarters on the following da}'. " I lived nearly three years in this sky sepulchre, working night and day without relaxation, but with such delight that study seemed to me the noblest occupation, the happiest solution of human life. In the calm, the silence necessary to a student there is something not to be described, as sweet and intoxicating as love. The exercise of thought, the searching out of ideas, the tranquil meditations of science, bring ineffable, inde- scribable delights, — like all else that appertains to intellect, whose phenomena are invisible to our exterior senses. And yet we are forced to express the mysteries of the spirit under some form of material comparison. The delight of swimming in a pure lake, alone, among rocks and woods and flower}- shores, caressed by a warm breeze, may give to some a faint conception of the happiness I felt as my soul bathed in the floods of a mysterious light, as I listened to the awful and confused voices of inspiration, and as, from some 110 The Magic Skin. unknown source, the waters rippled in my palpitating brain. To see an idea dawn upon the field of human apprehension, rising like the sun at daybreak, or better still, growing like a child, attaining pubert}^ slowly making itself virile, — ah ! that is a higher joy than all other terrestrial joys ; it is, in fact, a divine pleasure. Study invests all things about us with a sort of magic. The ricket}' table at which I wrote, with its brown sheepskin cover, my piano, mj' bed, mj' armchair, the fantastic lines of the wall-paper, m}' furniture, — all these things had life for me ; they were my humble friends, the silent sharers of m}' destin}'. Man}^ a time have I breathed out to them my soul. Often, as my eyes rested on a defaced moulding, has m^^ mind caught some new argument, some striking proof of the theory 1 was establishing, or certain words which happily de- veloped (or so it seemed to me) thoughts that could scarcely be interpreted. By dint of gazing at the objects which surrounded me, each came to have its individual countenance and character, each spoke to me ; if the sun, setting below the roofs, threw a furtive ray across m^' narrow window the}' grew ros3% or paled, or shone, or grieved, or made merry, with ever new effects and surprises. The trifling incidents of a life of solitude, which pass unnoticed among the busy occupa- tions of society, are the consolation of prisoners. Was I not the captive of an idea, imprisoned in a theor}', 3'et supported and sustained by the beckoning nod of fame? At each conquered difficulty I kissed the soft hands of the rich and elegant woman with the beautiful eyes who, methought, would some day caress m}- hair and whisper tenderly, ' How 3'ou have suffered !' The Magic Skin. Ill " I had undertaken two great works. A comedy which might bring me swift renown, money, and entrance into the world, where I wished to reappear with the regal rights of genius. You all saw in that first master- piece the initial blunder of a young man just out of college, a sill}' effort of j'outh. Those jokes cut the wings of my soaring illusions, and they have never flown since. You, alone, dear Emile, soothed the wound which others then made in m}' heart. You alone have appreciated mj' ' Theory of the Will,' — that long work for which I studied oriental languages, an- atom}', and ph3'siolog\', and to which I devoted nearly all m\' time. That work, if I am not mistaken, will complete the labors of Mesmer, Lavater, Gall, and Bichat, by opening a new road to human science. " At this point, mj' grand, m}' noble life stopped short ; here ended those consecrated days, that silk-worm's toil unknown to the world, whose sole recompense is perhaps in the toil itself. From the daj' I first exer- cised mN' reason to that on which I ended my ' Theorj- ' I observed, learned, wrote, and read without intermis- sion ; my life was one long task. Loving oriental indolence, cherishing rever}', pleasure-loving by nature, I nevertheless denied myself every Parisian enjo3'ment. Gourmand by inclination, I was ascetic in practice ; lik- ing travel either by land or sea, wishing to visit foreign countries, finding amusement, like a child, in skipping stones upon the water, I remained seated in my chair, pen in hand ; read\' and desirous of speech, I listened silently' to the professors in the lecture-room of the Bibliotheque and the Museum ; I slept upon my solitary pallet like a Benedictine, and 3'et woman was my 112 TJte Magic Skin. dream, my vision, — a vision that I strove to caress as it eluded me. My life was indeed a cruel antithesis, a perpetual untruth. "OVnd then, — see what men are! — sometimes m}^ natural desires revived like a flame long smothered. B}' a mirage, as it were, or possessed by that delirium of green fields, I, deprived of all the mistresses that I coveted, poor and lonel}- in my artist's garret, I fancied m3'self surrounded with delightful women. I drove through the streets of Paris on the soft cushions of a brilliant equipage ! I was eaten up by vice, phinged in excesses, wishing all and obtaining all ; drunk on fasting, like Saint Anlhon^- when tempted. Sleep happil}' ex- tinguished such maddening visions, and on the morrow science recalled me with a smile, and to her 1 was ever faithful. ^I imagine that women, thought virtuous, must often be a pre}' to these wild tempests of passions and desires which rise up in us despite ourselves. VSuch dreams are not without charm ; the}' are like those evening talks bj^ the fireside in w'hich we wander to dis- tant lands. But what becomes of virtue during such excursions, where thought overspiings all barriers? " During the first ten months of m}' seclusion I led the solitary and poverty-stricken life I have now depicted. Every morning I went out earl}' and unseen, to buy my provisions for the day ; I cleaned and arranged my room ; I was servant and master both, and proudly I Diogenized. By the end of that time, during which my landlady and her daughter watched my behavior and I^rinciples, examined into my personal life and under- stood my poverty (perhaps because they themselves were unfortunate), there had come to be strong ties between The Magic Skin. 113 Ins. Pauline, the charming child whose artless grace and innocence had first led me to the house, did me many services which it was impossible to refuse. All unfor- tunate beings are sisters ; they speak the same language, feel the same generosit}', — the generosity' of those who, having nothing, are prodigal of feeling and give them- selves and their time. Little by little, Pauline took control of m}' room and waited on me ; to wiiich her K mother made no objection. I saw the mother herself *^ mending m}' linen and blushing when discovered in that charitable occupation. Becoming thus in spite of m^'self their protege, I accepted their kindness. To understand this relation we must know the transports of mental toil, the tyrann}- of ideas, the instinctive re- pugnance for the pett}' details of material life, which possess a man of genius. How could I resist the deli- cate attention with which Pauline, stepping softl}', placed my frugal food beside me, when she noticed that I had eaten nothing for seven or eight hours ? With the grace of a woman and the artlessness of a child, she would smile with a finger on her lips, as if to tell me that I must not notice her. She was Ariel gliding like a sylph beneath my roof and foreseeing my needs. "One evening Pauline with simple sincerity told me their histor}'. Her father had commanded a squadron of the grenadiers of the Imperial Guard. He was taken prisoner b3' Cossacks at the passage of the Beresina. Later, when Napoleon proposed to exchange him, the Russian authorities searched Siberia in vain ; it was said by other prisoners that he had escaped to India. From that time Madame Gaudin, m}^ landlad}', had heard nothing of her husband. The disasters of 1814 8 114 The Magic Skin. and 1815 occurred ; alone, without resources, she deter- mined to keep a lodging-house for the support of lier- self and daughter. The hope of recovering her husband never left her. Her cruellest suffering came from the necessit}' of leaving Pauline without education, — her Pauline, the goddaughter of the Princesse Borghese, now deprived of all the advantages promised hy her imperial protectress. When Madame Gaudin confided to me this bitter grief, which was literall}- killing her, she said in heartrending tones : — " ' I would gladly give Gaudin's rank as Baron of the Empire and our rights in the endowment of Witzchnau, if Pauline could be educated at Saint-Denis.' " As she spoke a thought made me quiver; to repay the care these two good women bestowed upon me I offered to teach Pauline. The simplicitj' with which they received the proposal was equal to that which dic- tated it. I thus gained hours of recreation. The little girl had charming qualities ; she learned with ease, and she soon excelled me on the piano. Being encouraged to think aloud when she was with me, she displayed a thousand little prettinesses of a heart that opened to life like the petals of a flower gentl}' unclosing to the sun. She listened to what I said composedh' and with pleasure ; fixing upon me her soft, velvety, black eyes, which seemed to smile,' she repeated her lessons in a sweet, caressing voice, and showed a childish joj^ when I was satisfied with her. Her mother, growing daily more and more anxious to preserve her from all danger, and to let the graces of her nature grow and develop, was pleased to see her given up to stud}'. My piano was the onlj' one she could use, and she took advantage I The Magic Skin, 115 of my absences to practise upon it. When I returned I always found her in my room, in the humblest of dresses, and 3'et at everj' movement of her supple bod}' the charms of her figure could be seen beneath the coarse material. Like the heroine of ^ The Ass's Skin,' she had a tiny foot in a rough shoe. But all these prett}' treasures, this wealth of girlish charm, this luxury of beauty was lost upon me. I bade m3'self regard her as a sister, and I should have shrunk with horror from betra3'ing her mother's confidence. I admired the charming child like a picture, like the portrait of some lost mistress. She was my child, my- statue ; I was another Pygmalion, seeking to make a living, blooming, thinking, speaking virgin into marble. I was very severe with her, but the more I made her feel my authority, the gentler and more submissive she grew. A sense of honor strength- ened and maintained m^' reserve and self-control. To betray a woman and to become bankrupt have always seemed to me one and the same thing. To love a young girl, or let one's self be loved by her, constitutes a con- tract whose conditions should be clearly understood. We may abandoh the women who sell themselves, but never the young girl who gives her love, for she is ig- norant of the extent of her sacrifice. I might have married Pauline, but it would have been madness. I should have delivered over that gentle virgin soul to unutterable misery. M3' povert}' spoke with its own egotistical language, and placed its iron hand forever between her soul and mine. " I confess to my shame that I have no conception of love in povert3'. It ma3' be a moral vitiation in me, due to the human malad3' called civilization, but a woman, 116 The Magic Skin, be she as beautiful as Helen of Troy or Homer's Gala- tea, has no power over m}- senses if she is squaUd. Hail to the love in silks and satins, surrounded b^* those marvels of luxury that adorn it so well, for it is itself, perhaps, a luxurj'. I like to crumple in fancy. the crisp, fresh dresses, to crush the flowers, and bury a devas- tating hand among the elegantly' arranged tresses of a perfumed head. Glowing eyes, hiding behind a veil of lace, yet piercing it as flame tears through the smoke of a cannon, offer me mysterious delights. My love longs for silken ladders to scale in silence on winter nights. What happiness to enter, covered with snow, a lighted and perfumed chamber, tapestried with painted silks, and to find there a woman covered like ourselves with snow, — for how else shall we call those alluring veils of muslin, through which she is vaguel}' seen like an angel coming through a cloud? But my desires are various ; I ask for timid happiness, and for bold secu- rit}^ ; moreover, I wisU to meet my mysterious ideal in the world, dazzling, 3'et virtuous, the centre of homage, robed in laces, adorned with diamonds, giving laws to social life ; so high in rank, and so imposing, that none shall dare to seek her love. From the midst of such courtly reverence she should fling me a side-glance, a glance that made these adventitious charms of no ac- count, a glance in which she sacrificed the world and other men to me. How often have I not felt myself a fool to love a few yards of blonde, or velvet, or fine linen, the art of a hairdresser, carriages, titles, heraldic blazons painted on glass or manufactured by a jew- eller, — in short, all that is most artificial and least womanlv in woman. I ridiculed myself, I reasoned The Magic Skin, 117 with myself, but all in vain. The refined smile of a high-bred woman, the distinction of her manners, her respect for her own person, enchant me ; the ver}" bar- rier that she thus puts between herself and the world flatters ever}' vanity' within me, and is the half of love. Envied for the possession of such a woman, m}* felicitv w^ould have a higher flavor. Bj* doing nothing that other women do, neither moving nor living as the}' do, wrapped in a mantle that the}' can never wear, shedding a perfume of her own about her, my mistress would seem to me more mine ; the farther she w^ere removed from earth, even in all that makes love earthly, the more beautiful she would be to my eyes. Happily, France has been without a queen for twenty years, or I should have loved the queen. But to have the ways of a princess, a woman must needs be rich. "In presence of such romantic fancies what was Pau- line? Could she give me the love that kills, that forces into play all human faculties, thai costs us life itself? Who dies for the girls who give themselves, poor things? I have never been able to overcome such feelings as these, nor the poetic reveries they excite. I was born for an impossible love, and fate has willed that I should meet with something far beyond my wishes. Many a time I have fancied Pauline's little feet encased in satin slippers, her round waist, slender as a young poplar-tree, imprisoned in a gauzy robe, a lace scarf thrown about her neck and bosom, as I led her down the carpeted stairs of a mansion to the car- riage at the door. I should have adored her thus. I gave lier, in fancy, a pride she never had ; I robbed her of her virtues, her artless grace, her candid smile, 118 The Magic Skin, the simplicit}' of her nature ; I plunged her into the Styx of our social vices ; I hardened her heart that she might bear the burden of our sins, and become the silly puppet of our salons, the languid creature who lies in bed all da}^ and revives by night at the dawn of a blaze of lamps. Pauline was all freshness, all feel- ing, but I could only care for her if cold and hard. " In the latter days of my madness I looked back to Pauline as we do to some memory of our childhood. More than once the recollection has deeply moved me ; I recalled dehghtful moments ; once more I saw her seated by my table with her sewing, — silent, tranquil, composed, with faint lights from my garret window falling in silvery reflections upon her ebon hair ; I heard her girlish laughter, her voice, with its rich inflections warbling the prett}- ballads she composed with ease. Often my Pauline grew transfigured as she sang or played, and at such times her face bore a striking resemblance to the noble head by which Carlo Dole! has represented Italy. My bitter memory flings that innocent girl like a remorse across the excesses of my life ; she stands before me the image of womanhood and virtue. But let us leave her to her destiny. How- ever wretched that may be, I have at least sheltered her from the awful storms of m}^ existence, and refrained from dragging her to the depths of m}^ own hell. " Until last winter m}' life was the calm and studious life I have tried to picture to you. Early in December, 1829, I met Eugene de Rastignac, who in spite of my shabb}' clothes put his arm in mine, and inquired into m}^ condition with brotherly interest. "Won by those charming manners of his, I told him, briefly, about my The Magic Skin, 119 life and my hopes ; he laughed, and declared I was a man of genius and a fool. His Gascon voice, his knowledge of the world, his opulent style of living, which he owes to his wits, have an irresistible power over me. He declared I should die in a hospital, ignored as an imbecile, pictured my funeral, and buried me in a pauper's grave. Then he began to expound charlatanism ; with the good-natured warmth that makes him so attractive, he insisted that all men of genius are humbugs. He declared I had one sense lacking, and risked death if I persisted in staying alone in the rue des Cordiers ; he urged me to return to societ}', and make m}' name familiar in people's mouths, and get rid of the humble monsieur^ which was ver}' unbecoming to a great man during his lifetime. '' ' Idiots call that kind of life time-serving,' he cried ; 'moral folks proscribe it as dissipated. Never mind about men and their opinions, look at results. Here 3'ou are, toiling incessantly, yet 3-ou '11 never accomplish anything. Now I am capable of everything and good at nothing, lazy as a lobster, but I succeed. I spread myself about, I [)ush, and society makes room for me ; I brag, and it believes me ; I make debts, and other people pay them. Dissipation, my dear fellow, is a political system. The life of a man who is employed in squandering his means is unmistakably a speculation ; he invests his capital in friends, in pleasures, in acquiring connections and influence. A merchant risks a million ; for twenty years he neither sleeps nor drinks nor amuses himself. He broods over his million, he trots it from place to place all over Europe ; he is worried to death ; all the devils are after it^ then comes failute^cjuldation (I've CNIVEESITll 120 The Magic Skin. seen it many a time), and there he is, without a penn^, without a name, without a friend. The spendthrift, on the other hand, does amuse himself; he knows how to race his horse. If, by chance, he loses his capital, he can get himself appointed receiver-general, secretar}' to a ministry-, ambassador, — or he marries. He is sure to have friends, reputation, and plent}' of mone^'. Know- ing the secret springs of society', he woi-ks them to his profit. Is that system logical, or am I a fool? Isn't that the moral of the comedy that is played every day in the world? Your work is just finished, you sa}',' resumed Rastignac after a pause ; ' 3^ou 've got immense talent. Well, what of it? you are now just at the point where I started. Make your success personally for yourself, it is the surest way. Set up friendships and intimacies at the clnbs and with cliques ; please those w^ho can trumpet you along. I wish to do my share toward your success ; I '11 be the jeweller to set the diamonds in your crown. And for a beginning,' he added, ' come to my rooms to-morrow night. I will take you to a house where yon will find all Paris, our Paris, the Paris of beauties, celebrities, and millionH^ires, men who talk gold like Chrysostom. When such people adopt a book that book becomes the fashion ; if it is really good the}' have given the brevet of genius without knowing it. If you have any mother-wit in you, mj^ dear fellow, you can yourself make the fortune of your theory by thoroughly understanding the theory of for- tune. To-morrow night 3'ou shall see the beautiful Com- tesse Fedora, the reigning fashion.* " ' I never heard of her.' '* ' You 're a CaflTre/ said Rastignac, laughing. ' Not The Magic Skin,^ 12"1 know Fedora! — a marriageable woman, who has an income of eighty- thousand francs, but won't take an}- man, or at least whom no man takes ; a species of female problem ; a Parisian who is half- Russian, a Rus- sian half- Parisian ; a woman who is a living edition of romantic productions that never get published ; the most beautiful woman in Paris, and the most courteous. You are not even a Cadre, jou are the missing link between a Caffre and the animal creation. Adieu until to- morrow.* " He turned on his heel and disappeared without wait- ing for an answer, seeming not to admit that a reason- able man could rtfuse an introduction to Fedora. How can we explain the fascination of a name? Fedora pursued me like an evil thought with which we strive to compromise. A voice within me said, ' Thou wilt go to Fedoi*a.* In vain I combated that voice and told it that it lied ; it crushed mj- arguments with that name. Fedora. That name, that woman, were tke}- the symbol of mx - desires, the ke3'-note of my life? The name rang with the artificial poetrj- of societv, with the fetes of the great world of Paris and the glitter of all vanities. The woman appeared to me as in a vision, embodying those problems of passion over which I brooded. Perhaps it was neither the woman nor the name, but m}* vices which sprang erect in my mind to tempt me anew. The Comtesse Fedora, rich and with- out a lover, resisting Parisian seductions, was she not the incarnation of my hopes and visions? I had created a woman ; my thought had formed her ; I had dreamed her, — and she was here. "During the night I could not sleep; 1 became her 122 ' The Magic Skin. lover. A few hours were a lifetime, — a lifetime of love ; I tasted all its fruitful and passionate delights. On the morrow, unable to bear the suspense of waiting till evening, I went out and hired a novel and spent the dav in reading it, tlius endeavoring not to think and not to measure the slow passage of time. While I read, that name, Fedora, echoed within me like a sound heard in the far distance which does not disturb us but is, nevertheless, in our ears. Fortunately I owned a black coat and a white waistcoat in good condition. Of all my little store tliere still remained some thirt}' francs which I had dispersed about in my various drawers and among my clothes, so as to put between each five-franc piece and some stra^- fanc}^ the thorny barrier of search and the trouble of circumnavigating my room. While I was dressing I pursued this scattered wealth through an ocean of paper. My gloves and a cab devoured a month's living. Alas ! we are nev er without money for our whims; we, discuss. iiaj£QS,tsbq.t. those., of n£cessai;j:.jQr usefidthing^St. We carelessl}' fling away our gold on a ballet-girl, and haggle over a bill with a laborer whose familv is starving. How man}' men wearing a hundred- franc coat, and a diamond in the knob of their cane, dine for twenty-five sous ! Ah ! we seldom think the pleasures of vanit}- too dear. " Rastignac, faithful to our appointment, smiled at my metamorphose and made fun of it ; however, he gave me, as we went along, some charitable advice as to the manner in which I had best behave with the countess. He told me she was' avaricious, vain, and distrustful; but good-humored h' distrustful, vain with simplicitj', and raiserlj' with ostentation. The Magic Skin. 12B '* ' You know how I am situated,' he said, ' and how much I should lose by changing loves. My observation of Fedora is disinterested and cool ; therefore m3- judg- ment is worth something. I present you to her with a view of making your fortune ; take care what you say to her, for she has a cruel memorv, and is clever enough to drive a diplomatist crazy ; she can guess the very instant when he begins to tell the truth. Between our- selves, I doubt if her marriage was ever recognized hy the emperor, for the Russian ambassador laughed when I asked him about her. He does not receive her at the embass}', and bows ver^' coldh' when the\' meet in the Bois. Nevertheless, she belongs in Madame de Serizj's set, and visits Madame de Nucingen and Madame de Restaud. In France, at anj- rate, her repu- tation is intact. The Duchesse de Carigliano, the most high-necked of all that Bonapartist clique, often spends a few days with her at her country -house. Several young dandies and the son of a peer offer their names in exchange for her monej^ ; but she politely refuses them. Perhaps her love can go no lower than a count. You are a marquis ; therefore push on if she pleases 3'ou. Now that 's what I call giving advice.* '' The tone in which all this was said made me fancy that Rastignac was trying to pique m}' curiosity, so that m}- impromptu passion had reached a crisis hy the time we entered a hall decorated with flowers. As we went up the wide, carpeted stairs, where T noticed many signs of English comfort, nn* heart beat violently. . I blushed at myself; I belied my birth, my feelings, my pride ; I was idioticalh' bourgeois in my sensations. Alas, I came from a garret where I had spent three 124 The 3Iagic Skin. povertj'-stricken years without really learning to put the treasures of intellectual life above the baubles of an artificial existence. "As I entered 1 saw a woman about twenty-two 3'ears of age, of medium height, dressed in white, surrounded by a circle of men, extended rather than seated in a reclining chair, and holding in her hand a feather screen. When she observed Rastignac, she rose and came toward us with a gracious smile, and paid me a conventional compliment in a melodious voice. Eugene gave her the idea that 1 was a man of talent, and his heart}' Gascon emphasis procured me a cordial reception. I was made the object of attentions which confused me, but Rastignac happily covered my embarrassment by an allusion to my modest}'. There I met scholars, men of letters, former ministers, and peers of France. The conversation re- sumed the course our entrance had interrupted, and by degrees, feeling that I had a reputation to sustain, I grew more confident; then, without presuming on the right of speech which was granted to me, I tried to sum up the various points of the discussion with remarks that were more or less thoughtful, incisive, or witty. I made some sensation. For the thousandth time in his life Rastignac was prophetic. When the rooms were suflftciently well filled so that we could freely move about, he gave me his arm, and we walked through the apartments. '* ' Don't seem too enchanted with the princess,' he said, 'or she will guess the motive of your visit.' " The salons were furnished with exquisite taste. I noticed rare pictures. Each room had a character of its own, after the fashion of opulent English mansions ; The Magic Skin. 125 the silken hangings, the ornaments, the shapes of the furniture, in fact the slightest decoration harmonized with a leading thought. In a Gothic boudoir the doors were concealed behind tapestried curtains ; the border- ing of the stutfs, the clock, the pattern of the car[)et, were all Gothic ; the ceiling, formed of cross-beams carved out of dark wood, showed a number of com- partments painted with grace and originalit}' ; the panelling of the wainscots was artistic ; nothing injured the general effect of this charming decoration, which was even increased b}- the costly colored glass of the windows. I was next astonished at the sight of a little modern salon, where some artist had exhausted onr na- tional decorative science, — at once so delicate, so fresh, so elegant, without brilliancy, and sober in gilding. It was vague and amorous like a German ballad, a true retreat for a passion of 1827, perfumed with baskets of the choicest plants. Beyond this room was a gilded salon of the time of Louis XIV., which produced, hy its contrast with our modern taste, a curious but agree- able effect. "'You will be well lodged,' said Rastignac, with a smile, in which there was a tinge of irony. ' Is n't this fascinating?' he added, sitting down. Suddenly he rose, took me by the arm, and drew me into a bedroom, where, beneath a canopy of muslin and white moire, was a bed faintly lighted by a hanging lamp, — the bed of a fairy wedded to a genie. " 'Don't you think there is a positive indecency, in- solence, and coquetry,' he exclaimed in a low A'oice, ' in exhibiting this throne of love ! To love no one, and then allow every bod}' to leave his card here ! If I 126 The Magic Skin. were free, 1 would like to bring that woman weeping and submissive to her knees ! ' '' ' Are 3'ou sure of her virtue? ' *' * The boldest men of the world, and the most expe- rienced, admit that the}' have failed in winning her; they also declare that the}- still love her, and are now her devoted friends. Tlie woman is an enigma ! ' " These words excited me to a sort of intoxication ; I was jealous of the past. Returning hastily toward the countess, whom I had left in the salon, I found her in the Gothic boudoir. She greeted me with a smile, asked me to sit by her, and questioned me on my lit- erary work, seeming to take a keen interest in m}' an- swers, — especially when I explained m}* theor}', which I did half in jest instead of employing the terms of a professor and explaining it dogmaticall}'. She was much amused by the idea that the human will is a material force like that of steam ; that nothing in the moral world can resist its power if a man accustoms himself to concentrate it, to hold it in hand, and to direct the propulsion of this fluid mass upon the con- sciousness of other men ; that a man possessing this power could modify all things relating to humanity as he pleased, even the laws of nature. Fedora's objec- tions to m}' theory- proved her to possess a certain keenness of intellect. I took delight in flattering her with explanations, while I destroyed her feminine ar- guments with a word, drawing her attention to a fact of dail}^ life, namely, sleep, — apparently the most common of all facts, yet an insoluble problem for the man of science. This piqued her curiosity. She even remained silent while I told her that ideas were organ- The Magie Skin. 127 ized and perfected beings living in a world invisible, — citing in proof thereof tliat the thoughts of Descartes, Diderot, and ^Napoleon had led, and were still leading, an epoch. I had the honor to amuse her, and she left me with an invitation to visit her again ; in the lan- guage of courts, she gave me the grandes entrees. '' Whether it were that I took the formulas of polite- ness for words of real meaning, or that Fedora thought me a man of rising fame and wished to add to her menagerie of savants, it is certain that I fancied I pleased her. I called up all m}' ph3'siological knowl- edge and my previous studies of womanhood, to help me in examining this singular person and her manners, for the rest of the evening. Hidden in the recess of a window, I pried into her thoughts as expressed by her bearing ; I studied her b3'-pla3' as mistress of the house, — passing to and fro, sitting down, conversing, calling to one man, questioning another, and leaning, as she listened, against the lintel of a door. I noticed a soft and breezy motion in her walk, an undulation of her graceful dress, a potent, seductive charm, which made me suddenly incredulous of her virtue. Though Fedora now denied herself to love, she must once have been a passionate woman ; the signs of it were in her choice of attitudes. She leaned against the panelling coquettishly, like a woman about to fall, yet read}' to fl}' if some too ardent look affrighted her. Her arms were lightl}' crossed ; she seemed to breathe-in words, to hear and welcome them with her e^'es, while her whole person exhaled sentiment. The fresh, red lips were defined upon a skin of dazzling whiteness. Her brown hair brought out clearlj- the orange tints of her 128 The Magic Skin. e^es, which were ra3-ed or veined like a Florentine agate, — seeming to add by their expression a subtile charm to her speech. The lines of the bust and waist had a grace that was all their own. A rival might have called the heav}^ eyebrows, which nearly met each other, hard ; or condemned the light down which defined the outlines of the face. To m^* eyes, passion was imprinted everywhere. Love was written on the Italian eyelids, on the fine shoulders, worthy of the Venus of Milo, on each feature of her face, on the un- der lip, which was a shade too heav\', and sliglitl}' shadowed. She was more than a woman, — she was a history, a romance. Yes, this rich feminity, this harmonious assemblage of lines, these promises of pas- sion given bj' this noble structure, were tempered and subdued b}- unfailing reserve, and a singular modest}', which contrasted strangely with the whole expression of her person. '' Perhaps it needed a sagacious mind to trace the signs of a sensuous and pleasure-loving destiny in that nature. Let me explain my thought more clearl}'. There were two women in Fedora, separated, it ma}' be, like the head from the body. The head alone seemed amorous ; before looking at a man she appeared to make read}' her glance, as if some mysterious, inexplicable thought were passing through her mind, and causing a tumult in those brilUant eyes. Either my science was imperfect and I had still many secrets to discover in the moral world, or else the countess did really possess a noble soul, whose feelings and emanations gave to her countenance the charm which subjugates and fas- cinates, the charm whose power is a moral one, and all The Magic Skin. 129 the greater because it harmonizes with the sjinpathies of desire. I left the house bewitched and captivated b}' P'edora, intoxicated with her luxury, thrilled in ever}' noble, vicious, good, and evil fibre of my heart. As I felt this life, this emotion, this exaltation within me, I fancied 1 understood the attraction which drew about her artists, diplomatists, statesmen, or brokers lined with metal like their desks ; doubtless they came to find in her presence the same delirious emotion which made m}' whole being vibrate within me, lashed my blood through every vein, exasperated each nerve, and quivered in mj' brain. She belonged to none that she might retain them all. A coquette is a woman who does not love. * It ma}' be,' I said to Rastignac, ' that she was married, or sold to some old man, and that the remembrance of her first marriage has given her a dis- gust for love.' " I returned on foot from the faubourg Saint-Honore where Fedora lived. Nearly the whole of Paris lay between her house and the rue des Cordiers ; the way seemed short, and yet the night was cold. To under- take the conquest of Fedora in the depth of winter, and a severe winter, with only thirty francs in the world, and the distance between us so great, now seems madness. None but a poor 3'oung man can know what such a passion costs, in carriages, gloves, clothes, and linen. If love is kept platonic a trifle too long it becomes ruinous. There is many a Lauzun in the Law School who can never aim at a love embowered on a first floor. And how could I, weak, delicate, ill- clothed, pale, and emaciated, presume to enter the lists with elegant j'oung men faultlessly attired, curled and 9 130 The Magic Skin, cravatted better than the dandies of the Croatian Horse, driving their own tilbinys, and cloaked with insolence? 'Bah, Fedora or death!' I cried to m}-- self as I crossed a bridge, ' Fedora ! she is fortune.* The beautiful Gothic boudoir, and the salon of Louis Xiy. came back before my ej^es ; I saw the countess in her snow-white robe with its wide and graceful sleeves, her enticing attitudes, her tempting figure. AVhen I reached my cold, bare, ill-kept attic room, I was still environed with a sense of Fedora's luxur3\ The contrast was an evil counsellor ; many a crime dates from such a moment. Trembling with rage, I cursed my decent and honest povert}^, m}' fruitful garret where so many thoughts had sprung into existence. I called on God, on the devil, on social order, on my father, and the whole universe to answer for my fate and my unhappiness ; I went hungry to bed, mutter- ing ludicrous imprecations, bijt fully resolved to win Fedora. That woman's heart was the last ticket in my fortune's lotter3\ " I will spare 3'ou an account of my earlier visits to the countess, and come at once to the pith of m}- storj'. While endeavoring to reach the woman's soul I tried to win her mind, and turn her vanity in my favor. To make her love secure, I gave her many reasons to love herself. I never left her in a state of indifference. Women want emotions at any price, and I gave them to her ; I preferred to have her angr}' with me rather than indifferent. Though at first, supported b}" a firm will, and the desire to make invself beloved, I gained a certain ascendency' over her, m^^ passion soon in- creased, and I was no longer master of mjself; I fell , The Magic Skin. among true emotions, I lost mj^ self-control, and be- came desperately in love. I do not know exactly what it is that we call in poetry, or in conversation, love; but the sentiment that suddenly developed itself in my dual nature I never have seen represented, either in the stilted and rhetorical phraseolog}' of Jean- Jacques (whose very room I might then be occupying), or in the cold imaginings of our two literar}' centuries, nor yet in the paintings of Italy. The view of the Lake of Bienn^, a few melodies of Rossini, Murillo's Madonna, now in possession of Marshal Soult, the letters of La Lescombat, certain scattered words in collections of social anecdotes, above all, the pra3'ers of ecstatics, and a few passages in our fabliaux^ are alone able to transport me into the divine regions of my first love. Nothing in human language, no translation of human thought by means of paintings, statues, words, or sounds, can give the vigor, the truth, the complete- ness, the suddenness of emotion in the soul. • He who i— , talks of art, talks of falsehood, — art is inadequate, (f Love passes through an infijiite number of transfor- / mations before it mingles forever with our life, and dyes it everlastingly with the color of its flame. The secret of this imperceptible infusion escapes the anah-- sis of artist or writer. j True passion is expressed in cries and moans that "a^e wearisome to a cool man. We must love sincerely before we can share in the sav- age roar of Lovelace as we read 'Clarissa Harlowe.' Love is a fresh spring, bubbling up among its water- \ cresses, a brook purling through flowery meads, and ' over pebbles, flowing, eddying, changing its nature, and its aspect at every influx, and flinging itself at last into 132 The Magic Skin, an immeasurable ocean which seems to half-formed spirits only a monotonous level, but in whose depths great souls are sunk in endless contemplation. "How shall I dare describe these transitory shades of feeling, these nothings which are so infinite, these words whose accents exhaust all treasures of language, these looks more pregnant than the richest poem ? Before each mystic scene b3' which insensibly we come to love a woman, there opens an abyss which engulfs all human poetr\\ Ah ! how can we reproduce in empty words, like explanatory notes, these keen, mysterious agitations of the soul, when language fails us to explain the visible mystery of beauty? What allurements ! What hours did I not spend plunged in the ineffable ecstasy of seeing her! Happy — with what? I know not. If at times her face was bathed in light, some phenomenon took place upon it which made it luminous ; the almost imperceptible down upon the fine and delicate skin softty defined its outlines with the charm which we admire in distant horizons, when they are hazy in the sunlight. It seemed to me that daylight caressed her as it blended with her, or that a light emanated from her radiant face more brilliant than light itself; then some shadow passing across that shining countenance pro- duced a color which varied its expression with the changing tints. Often a thought seemed to stand forth upon her brow ; her eye appeared to blush, the lids quivered, her features gently undulated, stirred by a smile ; the speaking coral of her lips grew animated, parted, then closed again ; certain reflections of lier hair which I cannot describe threw a brown tone upon The Magic Skin, 133 her forehead ; and by these changes Fedora spoke. Each shade of beauty gave new feasts to my eyes, revealed graces still unknown to my heart. I sought to read a feeling, a hope, in the phases of her counte- nance. These mute communications travelled from soul to soul like sound through an echo, and gave me passing joys which left undying impressions. Her voice caused me delirious excitements which I con- trolled with difficulty. Imitating some prince of Lorraine, — I forget who he was, — I could have taken a burning coal in my hand and never felt it, had she passed her delicate fingers through m^' hair. My love was no longer admiration or desire, it was a spell, a fatality. Often beneath my garret roof I saw Fedora, indistinctly, in her own room ; dreamily I shared her life. If she were suffering, I suffered, and on the morrow I said to her, 'You were ill last night?' Again and suddenly, like a flash of light, she would strike the pen from m}' hand, and scare away Science and study, till they fled disconsolate ; she forced me to think of nothing but the attitude in which I last had seen her ; sometimes I sought her myself in the world of apparitions, saluting her as Hope, praying that she would speak to me with her silvery- voice, and then I awoke to weep. "One day after promising to go with me to the theatre she suddenly refused to keep her promise, and begged me not to visit her that evening. In despair at a disap- pointment which had cost me a day's labor and, if I must own it, m}' last penn}^, I went to the theatre where she was to have been, wishing to see the pla}^ she had de- sired to see. I had scarcely taken my seat before an 134 The Magic Skin. electric shock fell on my heart. A voice said to me, ' She is here.* I turned and saw Fedora sitting at the back of her box, withdrawn into the shadow. M3' e3'es were not misled, the}' found her with instant keenness ; my soul flew to her as an insect flies to its flower. How came my senses to have received this intimation ? Such things seem surprising to supei-ficial minds, but these effects of our internal being are really as simple as the ordinary phenomena of our external life ; and therefore I was not astonished, but angry. My researches into the nature of moral force, so little understood, made me notice various living proofs of my theory in my own passion. This union of scholar and lover, a positive idolatrj' with scientific passion, was certainly a strange thing. Science was often gratified by some circumstance which led the lover to despair, and then, when Science was about to prevail, the lover drove it far awa}^ from him and recovered happiness. "Fedora saw me and grew serious; I anno3'ed her. At the end of the first act I went to her box. She was alone and I remained. Though we had never spoken of love I foresaw an explanation. I had never told her my secret, yet a species of expectancy existed between us ; she told me all her plans of amusement, and asked me every evening with friendly anxiety whether I should be there on the morrovv ; she questioned me with a glance when she said a witty thing, as if to show that she cared to please me exclusively ; if I were aloof or sulk}- she became caressing ; if she were vexed she allowed me the right to question her ; if, by chance, I were guilty of some fault she made me entreat her long before she pardoned me. These quarrels, in which we both The Magic Skin, 135 found pleasure, were those of love. She displa3ed such grace and coquetr\', that to ine they were full of happi- ness. But at the moment of our present meeting such intimac}' seemed suddenh* suspended, and we faced each other almost as strangers. The countess was ic}' ; as for me, I foresaw disaster. *''Come home with me,' she said, when the play ended. " When we left the theatre the weather had changed ; it was raining and snowing. Fedora's carriage could not be brought up to the door of the theatre. Seeing a well-dressed woman obliged to cross the boulevard, a street-porter held an umbrella over her head, and asked for his fee when we were seated in the carriage. I had nothing ; I would have sold ten years of my life for ten sous at that moment. All that makes man and his vanit}' was crushed down in me b^- that infernal momen- tary pain. M}' answer, ' I have no money with me, my good fellow,' was said in a hard tone that came from my mortified pride, — said by me, the brother of that man, by me who knew so well the sorrows of povert}", though once I might have given awa}' my hundreds and thou- sands. The footman pushed aside the porter, and the horses started. '' On the way home Fedora either was or pretended to be preoccupied, answering my questions bv disdainful monosyllables. I kept silence. It was a dreadful mo- ment. When we reached the salon she sat down beside the fireplace. After the footman had made up the fire and retired from the room, she turned to me with an indefinable air and said with a species of solemnity : '^ ' Since ni}- return to France, ni}' wealth has tempted 136 The Magic Skin. a number of 3011 ng men. I have received declarations of love which might well gratify my pride ; I have met men whose attachment was so deep and sincere that they would have married me had I been the same poor girl I formerly w^as. In short, I wish you to know, Monsieur de Valentin, that wealth and titles have been offered to me ; and I also wish to tell 3'ou that I have never again received the persons who were so ill-advised as to speak to me of love. If my affection for you were trifling I would not give you this warning, in which there is more friendship than pride. A woman lays herself open to a rebufl^' if, supposing herself loved, she refuses unasked a feeling that must flatter her. I know the scenes of Arsinoe aiid Araminta, and I have considered the answers which I might receive under similar circum- stances. But I hope that I shall not be so unfairly judged to-day by a man of superior discernment when I thus frankly show him m}^ heart.' " She spoke with the coolness of a lawyer or notary explaining a deed. The clear, seductive ring of her voice betra^'cd not the slightest emotion ; her face and her bearing, always dignified and proper, now seemed to have put on a diplomatic coldness and reserve. She had, no doubt, thought over her words and mapped out the scene. Oh ! my dear friend, when certain women find pleasure in rending our hearts, when they know tliey are plunging a dagger into our souls and turning it in the wound, they are adorable ; such women either love, or wish to be loved. Some day they will recom- pense us for our suflTerings, as God, they sa^', will re- ward our good deeds ; the}- will return us pleasures an hundredfold for every hurt whose anguish they are The Magic Skin. ( 137 able to perceive : their cruelty is full of passion. But to be tortured by a woman who slaughters us with in- difference, is an untold agon}'. At this moment Fedora blindl}' trod under foot ever}' hope that was in me, broke m}' life, destroyed m}' future, with the cold carelessness and innocent cruelt}' of a child who tears the wings of a butterfly for curiosit}-. *'* Later,' she continued, 'I feel sure that 3'ou will understand the solid affection which I offer to my friends. To them I am always, as 3'ou will find, kind and devoted. I could give my life for them, but 3'ou would despise me if I submitted to a love I do not share. I will say no more. You are the onl}' man to whom I have ever said these last words.' *' At first I could not answer her, speech failed me. I could scarcely master tlie tempest that rose within me ; but presently I drove back my feelings and said with a smile : — *' ' If I say that I love 3'ou, you will banish me ; if I show indifference, 3'ou will punish me. Priests and women never wh olly unfro gk^th emselve s. But, ma- dame, silence is non-committal ; 3'ou will permit me, therefore, to remain silent. The fact that 3'ou have given me this sisterly warning shows that 3'ou feared to lose me, and that must needs gratify m}* pride. But let us lay aside personalities. You are perhaps the onh' woman with whom I could discuss from a philosophical point of view these resolutions of yours, which are so contrar}" to the laws of nature. Compar- ing 3-0U with all others of y<5ur kind, 3'ou are a phenom- enon. Well, then, let us try, in good faith, to discover the cause of this singular ph3'siological anomaly. Can 138 The Magic Skin. there be in 3'ou, as in other women who are full of self-esteem and amorous of their own perfections, a sentiment of refined selfishness which leads you to look with horror on the thought of belonging to any man, of abdicating your will and being subjected to a conventional superiorit}' which you despise ? If that be so, 3'ou seem to me more beautiful than ever. Perhaps you were maltreated in your earliest love ? Or, it may be that the value you naturally attach to 3'our exquisite figure makes you dread the results of maternit}^ ; that indeed may be 3'our secret reason for refusing to be loved. Or have you another still more secret, — some imperfection, that keeps you virtuous? Do not be angr}^ ; I am merely discussing, studying ; I am a thousand leagues away from love. Nature, which makes persons blind from their birth, can ver}^ well create women who are deaf, dumb, and blind to love. You are indeed a valuable subject for medical obser- vation — 3'ou do not know how" valuable. You ma}' well have a legitimate disgust for men ; I approve of it, — the}' seem to me, one and all, uglj' and odious. But you are right,' I added, as I felt the swelling of my heart. ' Of course you despise us ; where is the man who is worthy of 3'ou ? ' " I need not tell you an}- more of the sarcasms I poured out upon her, laughing. The bitterest word, the sharpest irony drew no moA^ement or gesture of annoyance from her. She listened with the usual smile upon her lips and in her eyes, — that smile which she wore as a garment, always the same, to friends, to mere acquaintances, to strangers. *' ' Am I not amiable to let you put me on the table The Magic Skin. 139 of a dissecting-room?' she said, seizing a moment when I was silent. ' You see,' she continued, laughing, ' I have no foolish susceptibilities in friendship. Many women would punish 3'our impertinence by shutting their doors against 3'ou.' " 'You can banish me without being asked to give a reason for 3'Our severit}^' As I said the words I felt that I might kill her if she dismissed me. *' ' You are absurd,' she said, laughing. " ' Have you ever reflected,' I continued, ' upon the efl*ects of a violent love ? It has often happened that a man driven to despair has murdered his mistress.' '' ' Well,' she answered, coldl}-, ' it is better to die than to live unhappj'. A man of such vehement pas- sions would certainl}' abandon his wife, and leave her with the wolf at the door, after squandering her fortune.' *' This arithmetic dumbfounded me. I saw the ab3'ss that lay between that woman and me. We could never comprehend each other. " ' Adieu,' I said, coldly. '' ' Adieu,' she answered, with a fiiendly inclination of her head, ' until to-morrow.' "I looked at her steadily for a moment, flinging toward her, like a projectile, all the love which I now cast from me. She was standing erect, and replied to m}' look with a commonplace smile, the odious smile of a marble statue, seeming to express love, but cold as stone. " Ah! Emile, conceive the sufierings in which I re- turned home, through the sleet and rain, walking for three miles along the ic}-, slippery quays, having lost 9 140 The Magic Skin. all ! Oh, to feel that she never so much as knew of m\^ misery- or my poverty ; she thought me, like herself, rich, and driving in a carriage. What ruin, what deception ! It was no longer a question of mone}', all the fortunes of my soul were lost. I walked, I knew not how or where. Discussing with m3'self the words of that strange conversation, I lost myself so utterly in the effort to explain them that I ended b}' doubting even the nominal value of ideas and words. But still I loved, — I loved that cold woman, whose heart desired to be won every night, and on the morrow, effacing the promises of the day before, expected to be wooed again. ''As I turned through the wickets at the Institute, a feverish ague seized me. I remembered that I was fasting. I had no mone}', not a copper coin. To add to m}^ misfortunes, the rain had destro3'ed m}' hat. How could I approach an elegant woman, and enter a salon with a hat that was no longer presentable? Thanks to my extreme care, — all the while cursing a fashion which condemns us to exhibit the nap of a hat by carrj'ing it constantly in our hands, — I had kept mine hitherto in fair condition. Without looking either brand-new or amorphousl}' old, with a nap that was neither worn nor immaculate, it could very well pass for the hat of a careful man ; but now its social existence was at an end : it was soaked, sodden, done for, an actual rag, — fit representative of its owner. For lack of thirt}' sous to hire a cab, I had lost my pains-taking elegance. Ah ! how man}- sacrifices, disregarded sacrifices, had I not made to Fedora during the last three months. I had often spent the money The Magic Skin. 141 I needed for ray week's bread, to go and see her for a single hour. To leave my work and go without food was nothing; but to cross the streets of Paris and avoid being splashed, to run and escape rain, and then to enter her presence as well-dressed and composed as the dandies who surrounded her, — ah ! to a poet, a lover and a man absorbed in thought, the task was one of unspeakable difficulty. My happiness, my love, depended on the spotless condition of m}' onl}' white waistcoat ! I must renounce the sight of her if I were mudd}', or the rain had overtaken me. Not to have five sous so that the street shoe-black might remove some trifling spot of mud, was banishment from her presence. *' My passion was increased by these pett}' tortures, which were, however, enormous to an 'irritable man. A poor lover is called upon for sacrifices which he cannot even speak of to a woman bred in luxury* and elegance ; such women see life through a prism which tints the world of men and things with golden light. Optimist through selfishness, cruel b^- the laws of good \ manners, these women excuse themselves from reflect- ing on the character of their pleasures, and find abso- lution for their indifference to the misery- of others in the rush of their enjo^'ments. To them a pennj- is never a million, but the millions are pennies. If a poor love must win its way with might\' sacrifices, it must also cover them delicately with a veil, and bury them in silence ; but the rich man, prodigal of mone}' and of time, profits bj' the worldliness of public opinion which throws a glamour over the extravagances of his amo- rous devotion. For him silence may have a voice, and the veil a grace ; but my horrible poverty caused me 142 The Magic Skin. intolerable sufferings, and yet forbade that I should let it sa}' for me, 'I love, I die, behold my sacrifice!* But, after all, was it sacrifice? was I not amply re- warded b}^ the happiness I felt in immolating m3'self for her? The countess had given the utmost value, and brought excessive enjoyment to the smallest inci- dents of my life. Formerly, in the matter of dress, I had been careless and indifferent. I now respected my clothes as if they were another self. Between a wound on my own bod}^ and a rent in my coat I should not have hesitated a moment. *' Emile, 3^ou must surely now perceive my situation, and understand the rage of thoughts, of ever-increasing frenzj' that hurried me along from that fatal interview. A sort of infernal joy possessed me as I felt m3'self at the apex of all misfortunes. I tried to fancy it might be a culminating point, and to think it of good augury ; but alas ! evil has resources without end. '' The door of my inn was open. I noticed a light coming through the heart-shaped hole cut in the blinds. Pauline and her mother were sitting up for me. I heard m}' name, and paused a moment to listen. *' ' Raphael is much nicer than the student in number seven,' Pauline was saying. * His blond hair is such a pretty color ! Don't 30U think there is something in his voice — I can't tell what — that stirs one's heart ? And then, though he has a rather haughty air, he is so good, and his manners are so distinguished. 1 call him truly handsome, and I should think all women would fall in love with him.' " ' You speak as if you loved liim yourself,' said Madame Gaudin. The Magic Skin. <* ' Oh, I love him as a brother!' cried Pauhne, laughing. ' I should be shamefullj- ungrateful if I did not. Has n't he taught me music, drawing, gi'ammar, — in fact, all I know. You don't pa}* much attention to m}- progress, mamma ; but I am reall}' getting so well educated that before long I can give lessons m}- self, and then we can keep a servant.' *' I drew back softh', made a noise at the door, and then entered the room to take m}^ lamp, which Pauline hastened to light. The poor child had poured a balm upon m}' wounds. Her simple praise gave me some trifling courage. I needed to believe in myself once more, and to get an impartial opinion on the real value of m}' merits. M}' hopes, thus revived, reflected pos- sibly on the wa}' I saw things. Perhaps, moreover, I had never seriously noticed the scene dail}- offered to m}- eyes b}' these two women at work in their chamber ; but now I enjoyed it as a living and delightful picture of the modest lives so faithfullj' reproduced bj- Flemish painters. The mother, seated in the chimne3'-corner, was knitting stockings, a kindh* smile resting on her lips. Pauline was painting screens ; her colors and brushes, spread on a little table, spoke to the eye with charming effect. She herself had risen to get my lamp, whose full light now fell upon her face. A man must indeed have been subjugated b}' a blinding passion had he failed to admire the ros}^ transparent fingers, the ideal beauty of her head, and her maidenlj- attitude. Night-time and silence both lent their charm to this scene of quiet labor, this tranquil fireside. Such labor, steadil}' and cheerfully maintained, told of Christian resignation drawn from the highest emotions. 144 The Magic Skin, An indefinable barmon}^ existed between these women and the things about them. Fedora's luxury was hard ; it awakened evil thoughts in my mind, while this hum- ble povert3' and cheerful goodness refreshed m^- spirit. It ma}' have been that I was humbled in the presence of luxury ; while beside these two women in their brown room, where life, simplified to nature, seemed to find its resting-place in the emotions of the heart, I was, perhaps, reconciled with myself through the sense of exercising that protection of mj- sex which man is so eager to have acknowledged. As I went up to Pauline she looked at rae with an almost motherlj- expression, crying out, as, with trembling hands, she hastily placed the lamp upon the table : — "'Heavens! how pale you are! Ah, he is wet through ! Let m}' mother dry your clothes. Monsieur Raphael,' she added after a momentary pause, 'you are fond of milk ; we have some nice cream to-night, — won't you taste it? ' So saying, she sprang like a little cat to a china bowl full of milk, which she held up to my Hps so prettily that I hesitated. "'You can't refuse me?' she said in an altered voice. " Our two prides understood each other. Pauline grieved for her poverty, and reproached me for mj^ haughtiness. I was greath' touched. The cream was doubtless intended for their breakfast the next morn- ing, but nevertheless I accepted it. Tlie poor girl tried to hide her pleasure, but it sparkled in her eyes. " ' I needed it,' I said to her, sitting down. A pained look crossed lier face. ' Do you remember, Pauline, that passage in Bossuet, where he depicts God The Magic Skin. 145 as rewarding a cup of cold water more richl}^ than a victor}- ? ' " ' Yes,' she said, and her bosom throbbed like a bird in tlie hands of a child. '^ ' Well, as we must soon part,' I continued, speak- ing unsteadil}', ' let me show 3'ou m}- gratitude for all the kindness you and 3'our mother have bestowed upon me.' " ' Oh, don't let us reckon such things! ' she said, laughing ; but her laugh hid an emotion that pained me. " ' M}" piano,' I continued without seeming to hear her words, ' is one of Erard's best instruments. I want 3-0U to accept it. You can do so without scruple, for I could not take it with me on the journc}' I am about to undertake.' ''The tone in which I spoke mny have enlightened them, for the two women seemed to understand my meaning. The}' looked at me with terrified curiosit}'. The affection for which I had vainl}' searched in tiie cold regions of the great world was here, beside me, — genuine, without displa}', but earnest, and perhaps lasting. * " ' You must not take life too hard,' said the mother. ' Remain here with us. My husband is certainly on his way home. To-night I read the gospel of Saint •John, while Pauline held our ke}' suspended on a Bible ; and the key turned. Tiiat is a sure sign that Gaudin is well and prospering. Pauline tried it for 3-0U and for the 3'oung man in number seven ; your ke3' turned and the other did not. We shall all be rich; Gaudin will come back a millionnaire ; I dreamed of him in 10 (146 /' The Magic Skin. a ship full of snakes ; fortunatel}', the waves were rough, for that means gold and precious stones from foreign parts.' " These friendly and foolish words, like the vague songs of mothers putting their babes to sleep, restored me to some calmness. The look and tone of the good woman were full of that gentle cordialit}' which cannot efface grief, but still does soften, soothe, and alla}^ it. More perceptive than her mother, Pauline watched me anxiousl}^ ; her intelligent ej^es seemed to guess my life and my future. I thanked them both with an inclination of m}^ head, and then I left the room, fearing to show m}' feelings. Once alone under the roof, I took my grief to bed with me. My fatal imagination invented project after project, all base- less, and prompted me to impossible resolutions. When a man drags himself through the wreck of his fortune, some resources still remain for him, but for me there was nothing — there was nothingness. Ah! friend, we are too ready to blame the poor. Let us be indulgent to the results of that worst of all social dis- solvents, poverty. Where poverty reigns, neither purit}', nor crime, nor virtue, nor mind, can be said to exist. I was now without ideas, without strength, like a young girl on her knees before a tiger. A man without money and without a passion is his own master ; but an unhapp}' being who loves belongs J to himself no longer, — he cannot even kill himself. jM Love gives us a sort of worship for ourselves ; we IL respect another life within our own ; it then becomes \ the most horrible of all sufferings, — the suffering that has hope in it, hope that makes us willing to endure The Magic Skin, 147 torture. I fell asleep, resolving to go to Rastignac the next da}', and tell him of Fedora's strange conduct. '''Ha, ha!* cried Eugene, as he saw me enter his rooms at nine o'clock in the morning. ' I know what brings 3'ou here ; Fedora has dismissed 3'ou. A few kind souls, jealous of 3'our power over the countess have spread the report of your marriage. God knows the stuff 3'our rivals have talked, and the calumnies they have told of you.* " ' That explains everything ! ' I cried. " I recollected my insolent speeches to the countess, and felt that her forbaarance had been sublime. I now thought myself a brute who had not been made to suffer enough, and I saw in her gentleness the patient charity of love. " ' Not so fast,' said the prudent Gascon. ' Fedora has the natural penetration of a selfish woman ; she ma}' have taken your measure at the time when you thought onl3' of her wealth and luxur3^ ; in spite of your caution she ma}' then have read 30ur mind. She is so dissim- ulating herself that she cannot endure dissimulation in others. I fear,' he added, ' that I have started you on a bad road. In spite of Fedora's refinement of mind and manners, the woman herself seems to me as hard and imperious as all other women who enjoy pleasure by the head. Happiness for her is ease of life and social enjoyment ; as for sentiment or feeling, the3' are merely a role she likes to play. She would make you very un- happy ; you would end in being her chief footman — ' " Rastignac spoke as to a deaf man. I interrupted his discourse, and told him, with apparent gayet3', of my financial position. 148 The Magic Skin. " Last night,' he replied, ' a stroke of ill-luck car- ried off ever}' penny that I could command. If it were not for that commonplace accident I would share my purse with you. But come and breakfast at the cafe; we will have some oysters, and perhaps they '11 give, us good advice.' J " He dressed himself, and ordered his tilbury; then, like two millionnaires, we betook ourselves to the Cafe de Paris, with the assurance of those bold speculators who live on imaginar}' capital. This devil of a Gascon literally confounded me with the ease of his manners and his imperturbable aplomb. Just as we were taking coffee after a delicious and well-chosen repast, Ras- tignac, who kept bowing right and left to a crowd of young men remarkable for their personal appearance, and also for the elegance of their attire, said to me as he saw another of these dandies enter the room, ' Here 's ' your man ; ' then he signed to a gentleman well-gloved and cravatted, who was looking round him for a table. \ " •• That fellow/ whispered Rastignac in my ear, ' wears the Legion of honor for having published works he can't understand. He is a man of science, historian, romance-writer, and journalist ; he owns quarters, thirds, halves, in I don't know how man}" stage plan's, and he 's as ignorant as Don Miguel's mule. He is n't a man, he's a name, a ticket. He takes ver\' good care never to commit himself to a scrap of writing; . he 's shrewd enough to trick a whole congress. To ex- plain him in one sentence, he is a mongrel in morals, — neither a complete scoundrel nor an honest man. But he fought a duel ; the world asks nothing more, and calls him an honorable man — Well, my excellent and TJie Magic Skin. 149 honorable friend, bow is Your Intelligence?' said Ras- tignac to the new-comer, who now seated himself at the adjoining table. " ' Neither well nor ill. I am worn out with work. I have now in m}' hands all the necessary material for some very curious historical memoirs, and I don't know to whom to attribute them. It worries me, for if I don't make haste, memoirs will get out of fashion.' " ' Are they contemporaneous, or ancient histor}^, or court memoirs, or what? ' " ' They are about the Diamond Necklace.' *' ' A downright miracle ! ' said Rastignac in m}' ear, with a laugh ; then, turning again to the speculator, he said, introducing me, ' Monsieur de Valentin is a friend of mine, whom I present to you as a future literary celebrity. He had an aunt belonging to the old court, a marchioness, and for the last two years he has been working at a ro\'alist histor}' of the Revolution ; ' then, leaning toward this singular man of literarj' business, he added in a lower tone, ' He is a man of talent, but a soft fellow who will do 3'our memoirs for you and give them his aunt's name for three hundred francs a volume.' '' ' That will suit me,' said the other, pulling up his cravat. * Waiter, my oysters, quick ! ' " ' Yes, but 3'ou must give me twent3'-five louis for m\' commission, and pa}' him for a volume in advance,' said Rastignac. " ' No, no. I won't advance more than a hundred and fift}^ francs, and then I shall be more sure of get- ting the work done promptl}*.' " Rastignac repeated this mercantile agreement to 150 The Magic Skin, me in a low voice. Then, without consulting me, he said to the other man, ' That 's a bargain ; when can we see you again, to settle the affair?' " ' Well, come and dine here to-morrow evening at seven o'clock/ " We rose to leave the cafe ; Rastignac threw some change to the waiter, put the bill in his pocket, and we went out into the street. I was stupefied by the light ^ and airy manner in which he had sold my respectable aunt, the Marquise de Montbauron. " ' I would rather embark for Brazil or go and teach algebra to the Indians, than soil the name of my family ! ' " Rastignac burst out laughing : — *' *0h ! what a fool you are. In the first place get your hundred and fifty francs and do the memoirs. When they are done, idiot, you can refuse to give the name of your aunt. Madame de Montbauron, dead on the scaffold, her paniers, her paraphernalia, her beauty, her paint, and her slippers are worth a great deal more than six hundred francs. If the publisher won't pay you a proper price for your aunt, and all that, he can easily find a broken-down man of fashion who lives by his wits, or some smirched countess to sign the volumes.' " ' Oh ! ' I cried, ' why did I ever leave my virtuous garret? — the world has a base, vile side to it ! ' "'Bah!' said Rastignac, 'you are talking poetry about a matter of business. You are nothing but a child. Listen ; as for the memoirs, the public will judge of them ; as to my literary broker, has n't he spent eight years of his life at his business, and paid for his present ?^ The Magic Skin. 151 relations with publishers at the price of cruel experience? By sharing the profits of the book unequalh' with him, is n't your part in the affair much the noblest ? Seventy- five francs are more to 3'ou than a thousand francs to him. Come, you can ver}' well write those memoirs (works of art if ever they were any), when Diderot wrote six sermons for a hundred francs.' " ' It is a necessit}',' I replied ; ' and I know I ought to be grateful to you. Seventy-five francs are riches to me.' '''More riches than you think for,' said Eugene, laughing. ' If Finot gives me a commission for the affair, of course 3'ou know it is 3'ours. Let's go and drive in the bois de Boulogne,' he continued ; ' 30U will meet 3'our countess, and I '11 show you the prettj^ little widow I am going to marry, — a charming person, a rather fat Alsacian. She reads Kant, Schiller, Jean- Paul, and lots of hydraulic books ; she persists in asking for m}' opinion on them, and I 'm obliged to pretend that I understand all that German sentimentalitj', and dote on a heap of ballads and things, which are posi- tively forbidden me b}' m}' physician. I have n't yet broken her of literarj' enthusiasm. Would you believe it? she cries over Goethe, and I 'm obliged to cry too, — that is, a little, out of policy ; you see, my dear fellow, it is a matter of fiftj' thousand francs a year, and the prettiest little foot and the prettiest little hand in the world. Oh ! if she onh' did not mispronounce her words with that horrible German accent she would be an accomphshed woman.' " We met Fedora, looking briUiant in a brilliant equipage. The coquettish creature bowed verj' cordiall}' 152 The Magic Skin, and gave me a smile which I thought divine and full of love. Ah ! once more I was happ3', and thought myself beloved ; I had the wealth and the treasures of passion ; there was no poverty, no miser}' for me now. Gay, happ3% pleased with everything, I thought Rastignac's mistress charming. The trees, the skies, the atmosphere, all nature seemed to cop}' Fedora's smile. Returning by the Champs-Elysees we went to Rastignac's hatter and tailor. The Diamond Necklace allowed me to put mj- self in battle-array for the struggle before me. In future, I could match the grace and elegance of the young men who revolved around Fedora. I went back to m}- garret and shut m3'self in ; I sat down at my little window, tranquil apparently while inwardly bidding an eternal adieu to the sea of roofs, living in the future, dramatiz- ing mj' life, discounting, before it came to me, love with all its joys. Ah ! what tumults ma.y shake a solitary life between the four walls of a garret! The human soul is a fair}' ; she transforms straws into diamonds ; at a touch of her magic wand enchanted palaces spring up like the flowers of the field beneath the warm in- spirations of the sun. *'0n the morrow, about mid-day, Pauline knocked at m}^ door and brought me — what do you suppose? a letter from Fedora ! The countess asked me to take her to the Luxembourg, and then to the Museum and the Jardin des Plantes. * A porter is waiting for the answer,' said Pauline, after a moment's silence. I wrote a hasty reph', which Pauline carried oflT. Then I dressed. Just as I had finished, and was looking at myself with some satisfaction, a horrible thought crossed my mind, — ' Will Fedoya drive, or go on foot? what if it The Magic Skin. 153 rains ? will it be fine ? ' I did not own a copper farthing, and could not get one till I met Finot at night. Ah ! how often in such crises of our 3"0uth does a poet pay dear for the intellectual force which he has acquired through toil and fasting? A thousand thoughts now pierced me like so manj- arrows. I looked at the sk}-, the weather w^as doubtful. If the w^n'st came to the worst I might take a carriage b}' the day — but how could I have a moment's peace of mind in the midst of my hap- piness from the fear that I might not meet Finot at night? I felt I was not strong enough to bear such anxiet}' in presence of Fedora. Though I knew ver}' well I should find nothing, I began a search through my room for imaginarj' coins ; I rummaged everywhere, even to the straw mattress and m}' old boots. A prey to nervous excitement, I looked about the disordered room with haggard eyes. Can 3'ou understand the delirium that seized upon me when, opening the drawer of my writing- table for the seventh time in a sort of idle way which came of my despair, I beheld, caught in a crack of the wood, slyly hiding, but clean, brilliant, and shining like a rising star, a noble five-franc piece ! Not asking the cause of its evasion or of its cruelt}' in escaping me so long, I kissed it as though it were a friend faithful in trouble, when suddenl}* m^' crj- of delight was echoed in the room. I turned hastilj- and saw Pauline, who had turned pale. '' ' I feared,' she said, ' that you were ill. The porter who brought the letter ' — she interrupted herself and seemed to choke down her words, — ' but m^- mother has paid him,' she added quickly-. Then she ran away with frolicsome, childlike grace. Poor little one ! I 154 The Magic Skin. wished her all the happiness I now felt ; I had within nie the jo}' of the whole earth, and I would gladly have given to the unfortunate some part of that which I seemed to have stolen from them. " We are nearly always right in our presentiments of evil, — the countess had sent awa}' her carriage. With one of those caprices which prett}' women themselves do not always understand, she chose to walk to the Jardin des Plantes along the boulevards. ^Butitwill rain,' I said to her. She took pleasure in contradicting me. It so happened that the weather continued fair while we crossed the Luxembourg. As we left the gardens a heavj' cloud which I had been watching with anxiety let fall a few drops, and I called a coach. When we reached the boulevards the rain was over aiid the skv clear. I was about to dismiss the carriage at the Museum, but Fedora begged me to keep it. What torture all this was to me ! To talk with her, repressing the secret anxiet}- which was no doubt written on my face in a fixed and idiotic smile ; to wander through the shrubberies of the Jardin des Plantes and feel her arm within m}' own, — all this, in itself, was fantastically strange ; it was as though I dreamed in open <\fiy. And 3'et her movements and actions, whether in walking, or pausing, or conversing, had nothing trul}' soft or loving about them, notwith- standing their alluring quality. When I tried to asso- ciate myself in some way with the current of her life, I was made aware of an inward and secret sharpness in her, something harsh, abrupt, even eccentric. Women without souls have nothing mellow in their gestures. We were not in unison, — neither in our will, nor even The Magic Skin. 155 in our steps. There are no words that clearh' ex[)laiu this indefinable material discord between two human beings ; for we are not jet accustomed to recognize a thought in a movement. That phenomenon of our na- ture is felt instinctivel3', but so far it has never been formulated in words. " During these violent parox3'sms of my passion," continued Raphael after a pause, and as if he were answering some objection in his own mind, '^ I never dissected my sensations, or analyzed my pleasures, or counted the beatings of m3' heart, as the miser counts and weighs his gold. Oh, no ! experience is now throwing its melancholy light upon those past events ; memorj' brings back to me those scenes ,-^lhose images, as in calm weather after a storm the weaves cast frag- ment after fragment of a wreck upon the shore. *' * You can do me a great service,' said the countess, after a while, looking at me with a rather confused air. ' Having confided to you my antipath}' to love, I feel more free to claim a kindness from 3'ou as a friend. You will thus,' she added, laughing, ' have twice as much merit in assisting me, — don't you think so?' I looked at her in despair. Untouched bv an3' feeling for the man beside her, she was coaxing but not affec- tionate ; she seemed to me to be pla3 ing the part of a consummate actress ; then, suddenlv, at a word, a look, a tone, m3' liopes revived ; my love, reanimated, shone in m3' eyes ; but again no answering sign appeared in hers, the3^ sustained the gleams from mine without a change in their own clearness; the3' seemed, like those of tigers, to be lined with a metal foil. At that moment I hated her. 156 The Magic Skin, " ' The influence of the Due de Navarreins,' she said, in a soft, cajoling tone of voice, ' would be veiy useful to me with an all-powerful personage in Russia, whose intervention is necessar3' before I can obtain justice in a matter which concerns both m}' propert\' and ray position in society ; I mean the recognition of m}- marriage by the Emperor. The Due de Navarreins is, I think, your cousin. A letter from him would obtain all.' " ' I am 3'ours,' I replied ; ' command me.' *' ' You are very kind,' she said, pressing my hand. ' Come and dine with me, and I will tell you everything as if you w^ere m^' confessor.' "So, then, this discreet, distrustful woman, from whom no one had yet obtained a word as to her own affairs, was about to consult me. *' ' Ah ! how thankful I am now for the reserve 30U have imposed upon me,' I cried ; ' though I would have liked some harder task.' " She now welcomed and accepted the intoxication in in}' glance, and gave herself freel}- to my admiration — surely she loved me ! We reached her house. For- tunately^ my live-franc piece was enough to pay the coachman. I passed a delightful day alone with her, ill her own home. It was the first time I had ever seen her thus. Until now the societ}' around her, her con- ventional politeness, and her cold reserve, had always separated us, even at her sumptuous dinner-parties. But now I was with her as if I lived beneath her roof; she was mine, so to speak. My vagrant imagination burst all bounds, marshalled the events of life to suit my wishes, and plunged me into the delights of happy Tlie Magic Sxin. 167 love. Fancying myself her husband, I admired her bus}' about trifling things ; it eA^en gave me happiness to see her lay aside her hat and shawl. She left me alone for a time and returned with her hair charmingly arranged. Her prett}' toilet had been made for me ! During dinner, she paid me many attentions, and dis- played all those little graces that seem nothing in them- selves, yet are the half of life. When we were both seated on silken cushions beside a sparkling fire, sur- rounded by the delightful creations of oriental luxury- ; when I beheld so near to me the woman whose cele- brated beauty moved all hearts, a woman difficult to conquer, 3'et now addressing me, and making me the object of her delightful coquetr}-, — the felicity of my mind and of m}' senses became actual suffering. I suddenly remembered the important matter about the memoirs, which I had agreed to arrange that niglit, and I rose to leave Fedora and keep my appointment. "'What! going already?' she said, as she saw me take my hat. " Ah, she loved me ! at least I thought so as I heard her utter those few words in caressing tones. To pro- long that ecstasy I would willingly haA'-e cut two years from the end of life for every hour that she thus granted to me. My happiness was the dearer for the loss of my only chance of monej'. It was midnight when at last she sent me awa}'. But on the morrow ni}- happi- ness cost me some remorse ; 1 feared I had lost my opportunit}' in the aflTair of the memoirs, now of vital importance to me. I went to find Rastignac, and to- gether we surprised the titular author of mj' coming work just as he was getting out of bed. Fiuot read me 158 The Magic Skin, a formal agreement, in which there was no mention of my aunt, and after it was signed he paid me one hundred and fift}' francs in advance. We all three breakfasted together. When I had paid for m}^ new hat, sixty cachets at thirt}' sous, and m}' debts, there remained only thirty francs ; but all my difficulties were over for the time being. If I had allowed Ras- tignac to whoUj' persuade me, I might have become practically wealthy b}' adopting what he called ' the English system.' He wanted me to establish a credit and borrow mone}' ; declaring that loans sustained credit. According to his ideas the most solid capital in the world was the future. To h3'pothecate, as he said, my debts upon future contingencies, he gave my custom to his own tailor, an artist who miderstood young men^ and who would let me alone till I married. "From that daj' I abandoned the studious and mo- nastic life which I had led for three years. I went habituall}' to Fedora's house, where I tried to surpass in assumption and impertinence the heroes of her coterie. Thinking that I was forever quit of poverty, I recovered my freedom of mind. I surpassed my rivals, and was admitted to be a man of power and fascination. Yet clever persons were not wanting who said of me, ' So intelligent a 3'oung man keeps his passions to his head.' The}' praised m}' mind at the expense of my heart. ' Happy fellow, not to love,' they cried ; ' i^he were in love he could not keep his gayet}'', his animation.' And 3'et I was amorouslj' stupid in presence of Fedora. Alone with her, I found noth- ing to saj' ; or if I spoke I only misrepresented love. The Magic Skin. 159 I was mouriifulh' ga}', like a courtesan who tries to hide a crue] mortification. Still, I endeavored to make m3'self indispensable to her life, her ha[)piness, and her vanity. 1 vvas a slave waiting beside her, a plaything to be ordered about. After wasting m}' dajs in this manner, I went home to work all night, seldom sleeping more than two or three hours in the morning. But not possessing, like Rastignac, the habits of the ' English system,' I was soon without a penn3\ From that day, m}' dear friend, I became a hanger-on without suc- cesses, a dand3' without money, a lover without rights. I fell back into the precarious life, the cold, hopeless, heavy miserv carefullj' hidden under the deceitful ap- pearance of luxury-. M}' earlier sufferings returned to me, but they were less acute. I was now familiar with their terrible crises. Often the cakes and tea so parsi- monioush' offered in great houses were my onlj' nour- ishment. Sometimes the countess's grand dinners fed me for two da^s. I employed m}* time, m^* i)owers, and my scientific observation in penetrating, step bj- step, Fedora's impenetrable character. Up to this time hope or despair had influenced my judgment. I saw her, b}' turns, a loving woman or the most unfeel- ing of her sex. '' But such alternations of joy and sadness became intolerable. I tried to kill my love, and so put an end to this awful struggle. A noxious light darted at times into my soul and showed me the dark abysses between us. Fedora justified all m}^ distrust. Never did I see a tear in her e\'e. A tender scene at a theatre left her cold and jesting. All her wit and cleverness were reserved for her own ends ; she had 160 The Magic Skin. no conception of the sorrows or happiness of others. In short, she had once more tricked me ! Happy in offering her a sacrifice, I humiliated raj-self and went to see m}' relation the Due de Navarreins, an egoist, who blushed for m}' poverty, and had done me too many wrongs not to feel an aversion to me. He re- ceived me with the cold politeness which makes every w^ord and gesture an insult ; his uneas}^ air actuallj^ excited my pity. I was ashamed, for his sake, at such pettiness in the midst of such grandeur. He spoke of his losses, occasioned by a fall in the three per cents, but I cut him short with a statement of the object of my visit. The instant change in his manner disgusted me — Well I my dear Emile, he came to see the coun- tess, and I was set aside. Fedora exercised upon him all her enchantments. She completely won him ; she managed the mysterious affair without consulting me ; I had simply been her tool ! She no longer looked at me when my cousin was present, and showed me less courtesy than on the day I first went to her house. One evening she humiliated me in presence of the duke with a gesture and a look that no words can describe. I left the house with a bursting heart, forming wild schemes of vengeance and retaliation. " Sometimes I accompanied her to the opera, and there, beside her, filled with my love, I contemplated her beauty as I gave myself up to the influence of the music, spending my soul in the double joy of loving and of hearing my emotions echoed in the language of the musician. My passion was all about us, in the air, on the stage ; triumphant everywhere except in the heart of my mistress. I took her hand ; I studied The Magic Skin, 161 Iier features and her e3'es, soliciting the fusion of our eelings in one of those sudden harmonies evoked by music which bring true hearts to vibrate in unison, but her hand was mute, her eves said nothing. When the fire of my feelings, issuing from every feature, struck j sharply on her face she gave me that collected smile, i that conventional sweetness which appears on the lips I of ever}' portrait exhibited in the Salon. She never lis- * tened to the music. The divine scores of Rossini, Cimarosa, Zingarelli reminded her of no sentiment, in- terpreted no poem of her life ; her soul was ar id. She sat there like an actor in presence of acting. Her opera- glass was turned incessant Iv from box to box ; uneasy, though tranquil outwardly, she was a slave to the world of fashion ; her box, her appearance, her toilet, her carriage, her person were all in all for her. You will often find persons of stalwart appearance whose heart is tender and delicate within an iron frame ; but Fedora hid an iron heart within her slender and grace- ful bod}'. M}' fatal perceptions tore off her disguises. If good breeding consists in forgetting ourselves for others, in keeping our tones and gestures to unfailing courtesy, and in pleasing those about us by render- ing them pleased and satisfied with themselves, then Fedora, in spite of her apparent refinement, did not eff"ace all signs of a plebeian origin ; her forgetfulness of herself was false ; her good manners, far from in- nate, were laborioush' studied ; her ver}- politeness showed a tinge of servitude. " And yet to those who pleased her, the countess's honeyed words seemed the expression of a kind heart, her pretentious exaggerations the utterance of a noble 11 162 The Magic Skin. enthusiasm. I alone had studied her artifices. I had stripped from her inner being the slight covering that sufficed the world, and was no longer the dupe of her trickeries ; I knew to its depths that cat-like spirit. When some ninn}^ complimented and praised her I felt ashamed for her. And 3'et I loved her, loved her ever ! I hoped to melt the ice of her nature beneath the wings of a poet's love. Could I once have opened her heart to woman's tenderness, could I have taught her the sublimity of self-devotion, she would have seemed to me perfect, — an angel indeed. I loved her as a man, a lover, an artist, when to obtain her I ought never to have loved her at all. A high-living man of the world, or a cool speculator, could perhaps have won her. Vain and artful, she might have listened to the voice of vanit}', or allowed herself to be entangled in the net of an intrigue; a hard and frigid nature might have controlled hers. Sharp pains cut me to the quick when I came face to face with her egotism. With anguish 1 imagined her some day alone in life, not knowing where to stretch her hands, and meeting no friendly looks on which to rest her own. One even- ing I had the courage to picture to her in starthng colors her deserted old age, barren and devoid of in- terests. When I made her see the awful vengeance of denied and thwarted nature she gave me this shameless answer : — '' ' I should still have my wealth ; and gold can cre- ate around us all the feelings which we require for our comfort.' *' I left the house overcome by the logic of that lux- iir}', of that woman, of that society ; and bitterl}^ I re- I The Magic Skin. pented of m}' mad idolatiy. I would not love Pauline^ because she was poor ; was the rich Fedora wrong be- cause she repulsed me ? Our conscience is an infallible judge, provided we do, not kilL.it ' Fedora,' cried a sophistical voice within me, ' neither loves nor repulses an}' one. She is free ; but she once gave herself for gold. Lover or husband, the Russian count possessed her. Temptation will surel}' come to her some da}'. Await it.* Neither virtuous nor fault}', the woman lived apart from humanity, in a sphere of her own, were it hell or paradise. This mysterious female, robed in cashmeres and laces, set every fibre of my heart, every human emotion within me, — pride, ambition, love, curiosity, — in motion. " About tliis time, a fashionable caprice, or that desire to seem original which pursues us all, had led to a mania for attending a little theatre on the boulevard. The countess expressed a wish to see the befloured face of an actor, who was much praised by certain critics, and I obtained the honor of taking her to the first repre- sentation of some wretched farce. The cost of the box was scarcely five francs ; but even so, I did not possess a single farthing. Having half a volume of the memoirs still to write, I could not apply to Finot, and Rastignac, my private providence, was absent. " This perpetual pauperism was the evil genius of my life. Once, as we left the BouflTons on a rainy night. Fedora insisted on her footman's calling me a cab, in spite of my assurances that I liked the rain, and was, moreover, going to a gambling-house. She did not guess my real reasons from the embarrassment of my manner, nor from the half-jesting sadness of my words. 164 The Magic Skin. The lives of young men are subjected to singular acci- dents of this sort. As I drove along, every turn of the wheels awakened thoughts that burned my heart. I endeavored in vain to escape from the coach while it was still moving. I burst into convulsive laughter, and then sat rigid in gloomy stillness, like a man in the stocks. When I reached the house, Pauline inter- rupted my jQrst hesitating words : ' If jou have no change,' she said, 'let me pay the coachman.' Ah! the music of Rossini was nothing to the charm of those words ! " But to return to the Funambules. To be able to escort the countess, I thought of pawning the gold setting round my mother's picture. Though the Mont- de-Piete had alwajs appeared to mj' mind as the high- road to the galleys, 3'et I now felt that I would rather take my bed and pledge it there than beg a charity-. The glance of a man from whom 3'ou solicit monej' is so wounding ! Certain loans cost us our honor, just as certain refusals from the lips of a friend dispel our last illusions. When I re-entered the Hotel Saint-Quentin, Pauline was painting her screens, but her mother had gone to bed. Casting a furtive look at the bed, whose curtains were slighth' raised, 1 thought I perceived that Madame Gaudin was asleep. " ' Something troubles 3'ou,' said Pauline, laying down her brushes. '* ' M3' dear child, 30U can do me a great' service,* I answered. She gave me such a happ}- glance tliat I quivered. ' Can she love me? ' I thought. ' Pauline,' I said, and I sat down by her to stud}' her. She guessed ni}- thoughts, for the \evy tones of my voice The Magic Skin. 165 were a question ; then she lowered her e3'es, and I watched her, believing I could read her heart as plainly as I could m}' own, so pure, so artless, was her face. *' ' You love me? ' I cried. *' ' A little, — passionatel}', — not at all ! ' she an- swered, laughing. " No, she did not love me. Her jesting tone and prett}' gesture only meant the frolicsome gratitude of a 3'oung girl. I therefore told her my distress, explained the embarrassment in which I found myself, and begged her to help me. ' Oh, Monsieur Raphael ! ' she said, ' you will not go yourself to the Mont-de-Piete, and yet 3'ou send me ! ' I blushed, confounded by a child's logic. Then she took my hand, as if to compensate me by a caress for the truth of her exclamation. * Indeed, I would go,' she said, ' but it is not necessar}'. This morning I found two five-franc pieces behind the piano, and I put them on your table ; they must have slipped, without your noticing them, between the case and the wall.' '' ' You will soon get 3'our mone3', Monsieur Raphael,' said the good mother, putting her head from between the curtains, ' and I can ver3' well lend 3'ou some till then.' '''Oh, Pauline!' I cried, pressing her hand, '1 would I were rich.' " ' Bah ! why?' she said with roguish air. Her hand trembled in mine and answered to the beatings of my heart ; she quickly withdrew it and began to ex- amine the palm of mine. ' You will marr3' a rich woman,' she said ; ' but she will make 3'ou unhapp3% Ah, m3^ God, she wMU kill you ! I am sure of it.' In her startled cr3' there seemed a sort of belief in the fooHsh superstitions of her mother. 166 The Magic Skin. '' ' You are ver}^ credulous, Pauline.' " ' Oh, it is certain ! ' she cried, looking at me with terror in her eyes ; ' the woman jou will love will kill 3'ou ! ' She took a brush and began to moisten her colors, showing signs of strong emotion. At that mo- ment I would gladl}' have believed in her fancies. A man is never altogether miserable if he is superstitious. Sui^erstition means hope. I went up to my room, and there beheld two noble five- franc pieces, whose pres- ence seemed to me inexplicable. I went to sleep en- deavoring to remember m}- expenditures and account for this unlooked-for treasure. The next day Pauline came to me as I was preparing to go out to hire the box at the theatre. " ' Perhaps ten francs is not enough,* she said, blush- ing ; ' my mother has sent me up with this. Take it, take it.' She laid fifteen francs on my table and tried to run away, but I prevented her. Admiration dried the tears that came to m^^ e3'es. '' 'Pauline,' I said, '3'ou are indeed an angel. This loan is less precious to me than the modesty of feeling with which 3'ou offer it. I have desired a rich and ele- gant and titled wife ; alas, at this moment I wish I had millions that I might many a young girl Hke you, poor in mone}" and rich in heart, and renounce the fatal pas- sion which will kill me ; in that prediction you may be right.' '' ' Enough, enough ! ' she cried, as she ran awa}', and I heard her bird-like voice with its pretty trills echoing up the staircase. ' She is happ}', indeed, not to love,' I thought, remembering the tortures I had suffered for the last few months. Pauline's fifteen francs proved The Magic Skin. 167 ver}^ vahiable to me. Fedora, dreading the emanations of the great unwashed at the theatre to which we were going, regretted that she had brought no bouquet ; I got her some flowers, and gave her therewith my life and fortune. I felt both remorse and pleasure in giving her a bouquet whose price revealed to me the cost of superficial gallantr}- in the world of fashion. Presentl}-, however, she complained of the rather strong odor of a Mexican jasmine ; then she felt a violent disgust at the vulgar theatre, and the hard seats ; she reproached me for bringing her there ; although I was beside her, she wished to leave, and did leave. To have endured sleep- less nights, to have spent two months' means of living and yet not to have pleased her ! Never did she seem, evil genius that she was, more gracious or more un- feeling. As we returned to the house seated together in a narrow coupe, I felt her breath, I touched lier per- fumed glove, I saw distinctly the treasures of her beauty, I inhaled the sweet fragrance of the iris, — all of woman and 3'et no woman at all. At that moment a ray of light helped me to look into the depths of that mys- terious life. I suddenly remembered a book recently published by a poet, a true artistic conception thrown into the figure of Polycles. I fancied I saw the monster, sometimes as an officer conquering a fiery horse, some- times as a young girl at her toilet who drives a lover to despair, or again as a lover who breaks the heart of some good and modest virgin. Finding no other way to prevail with Fedora, I told her the fantastic tale ; but not a gUmmer of her resemblance to this weird poetry crossed lier mind ; she laughed at it heartil}', like a child at the Arabian Nioflits. 168 The Magic Skin, " When I left her and returned home, I told m3'self that since Fedora resisted the love of a man of m^- age and the contagious warmth of a soul that sought com- munion with hers, there must be some mystery" that withheld her. Perhaps, like Lady Delacour, she was the victim of cancer. Her life was assuredk all artificial. The \QYy thought chilled me. Then I formed a plan at once the most matter-of fact and the most insensate that lover ever dreamed of. j^To examine Fedora personally, just as I had now studied her intellectually, I resolved to pass a night, unknown to her, in her chambei>. This is how I accomplished the enterprise, the thought of which consumed my soul as a desire of vengeance eats the heart of a Corsican monk. On her reception da^s Fedora received so large a number of guests that no particular notice was taken of how the}' came in or went out. Certain of being able to remain in the house with- out causing scandal, I awaited the next reception even- ing with impatience. As I dressed myself I put a little penknife into m}^ pocket in default of a stiletto. If found upon me, that innocent literary implement could afford no ground for suspicion, and not knowing where my romantic resolution might lead me, I wished to go armed. When the salons began to fill I went into the bedroom to examine it carefull}', and found to my jo}^ that the outside shutters and blinds were carefully closed. Then I detached the heavy curtains from their loopings and drew them across the window ; I risked much in making these pi'eparations, but I had coldly calculated and accepted all dangers. Toward midnight, I hid behind a curtain in the embrasure of a window, trusting that neither my cramped position nor an unexpected The Magic Skin, 169 congli or sneeze would betra}' me. The white silk and muslin of the curtains fell before me in broad folds like the pipes of an organ, and in them I cut tiny loopholes with my penknife so as to see clearly. I heard the sounds in the salon, the laughter of the guests, and the rising and falling of their voices. Presently a few men came to take their hats, which were placed on a bureau near to where I stood. As tlic}' brushed the curtains I trembled, fearing that in their haste to get awa}' they might look for their hats behind the curtain. The fact that no such misfortune occurred, made me augur well for my enterprise. " Only about five or six intimate friends now remained with the countess, and these she invited to take tea in the Gothic boudoir adjoining the bedroom. The calum- nies and evil-speaking for which societ}' reserves the little belief that remains to it were now mingled with epigrams and witty opinions, and the rattle of cups and spoons. Rastignac in particular excited bursts of laughter by his cutting speeches. ' Monsieur de Ras- tignac,* said Fedora, laughing, ' is a man with whom it is dangerous to quarrel.' ^That's very true,' he an- swered, candidly ; ' I have always been right in mj^ hatreds — and in m}' friendships,' he added. ' My ene- mies serve me as well, perhaps, as m}- friends. I have made a special studj' of modern jargons and the natural artifices which people employ for attack and defence both. The eloquence of statesmen is perfected bv social training. Have 3'ou a Iriend without an}' mind ? talk about his uprightness and candor. Is the book of that other man intolerably dull ? call it a conscientious labor ; if ill-written, praise its ideas. Another man is faithless. 170 The Magic Skin. without constancy and fails you at every turn ; bah ! he is seductive, winning, charming. As for your ene- mies, you can bring both the dead and living against them ; you reverse the whole order of your remarks ; and you are quite as perceptive of their defects as you were of the virtues of your friends. This application of an opera-glass to the moral eye is the secret of conver- sation and the whole art of a courtier. Not to use it is to fight, unarmed, adversaries who are cased in iron like knights-banneret. I use it. I may abuse it sometimes. But I am respected, — I and m}^ friends ; and it is well known that m}^ sword is as good as m}' tongue.' " One of Fedora's most fervent admirers, a 3'oung nian whose impertinence was actually celebrated, for he made it an element in his success, picked up the glove which Rastignac so contemptuously threw down. He spoke among other things of me, and praised my talents and personal qualities immensely. Rastignac had forgotten that form of malicious attack. The sardonic praise de- ceived Fedora, who immolated me without pity ; to amuse her friends she told my secrets, m}' desires, and m}- hopes. ' He has a career before him,' said Ras- tignac. ' Perhaps some daj' he will prove to be a man able to take a cruel revenge ; his talents are equal to his courage, and I think people are very foolish to attack him ; he has a memory — ' " ' — and writes memoirs,' said the countess. '"Memoirs of a false countess, madame,' said Ras- tignac. ' To write them he needs another sort of courage.' " I think he has a great deal of courage/ she replied ; 'he is faithful to me.' The Miagie Shin. 171 -** A mad temptation possessed me to appear suddenly jfore them, like Banquo's ghost in Macbeth. I had lost a mistress, but I had gained a friend. But again love breathed into my mind one of those cowardh', sub- tile paradoxes with which we love to cheat our pain. If Fedora loves me, I thought, surelj' she is right to conceal her affection with a merry jest. Soon my im- pertinent rival, the last remaining guest, rose to leave her. ' What, going already ? ' she said, in the persuasive tone I knew so well, and which made me quiver. ' You will not gi\^e me another moment ? 3'ou cannot sacrifice any of your pleasures to me ? ' He went awa}-. ' Ah ! ' she exclaimed, 3'awning, ' how tiresome thej' all are ! ' then she pulled a bellrope violentlj^ and the sound of the bell rang through the apartment. " The countess entered her bedroom humming a pas- sage in the Pria che spunti. No one had ever heard her sing, and the fact had given rise to certain odd conjectures. It was said that she had promised her first lover, who adored her talent and was jealous of her in his grave, to let no one enjo}^ a pleasure that once was his alone. I stretched every facult}^ of my being to catch the sounds. Note by note the voice rose higher; Fedora grew animated, the qualities of her throat developed, and the melod}' became almost a thing divine. A lucid clearness, a truth of tone and something harmonious and vibrant which penetrated, stirred, and excited the heart, was in this carefully con- cealed organ. Musicians are nearly alwa3's love-in- spired. She who was singing thus must surely know how to lov^. The beautj^ of her voice was one mj'sterj- the more in this mysterious woman. I saw her then as 172 The Magic Skin, I now see you ; she seemed listening to herself and drinking in a sensuous dehght that came from her own,, being ; it was as though she felt the joj's of love. " She stood before the fireplace when she ended the rondo ; but as the sounds died awa^' her face changed, the features lost their composure and expressed weariness and fatigue. The mask had fallen , actress that she was, the pla}^ was over. And 3'et the soi't of blight imprinted on her beaut}' by the cessation of the part she played, or by the lassitude of this particular evening, was not with- out its charm. Here is the true woman at last, I thought. Standing before the fire she placed her foot, as though to warm it, on the fender, took oflf her gloves, unfastened her bracelets, and drew a gold chain on which a jewelled smelling-bottle was hung, over her head. I felt an in- describable pleasure in watching her graceful move- ments, like those of a cat as she washes and combs her fur in the sunshine. She gazed into the mirror before her, and said aloud in a tone of ill-humor : ' I did not look well to-night, my complexion is fading frightfully. I ought to give up this life of dissipation and go to bed earlier — Where can Justine be?' She rang again, and her maid came hastil}' into the room. Where did the woman keep herself.'' She came hy a secret door. M3' imagination had long suspected this invisible ser- vant, a tall, dark, well-made girl. ' Did Madame ring?* she asked. 'Twice,' replied Fedora; 'are you going to pretend deafness ? ' * I was making Madame's almond milk.' Justine knelt down, untied her mistress's san- dals and removed the shoes, while Fedora la}' carelessl\' back in an armchair beside the fire, jawning aad passing her fingers throu«:h her hair. All was natural and easy Thp. lyUagic Skin. 173 in her movements, and nothing revealed an}' secret cause of suffering, such as I had suspected. " ' George is in love,' she said suddenl}'. ' I shall dismiss him : he has drawn the curtains again to-night. What is he thinking of? ' The blood flowed to my heart at the remark, but it was not long a question of curtains. " ' Life is very empty,' said the countess. ' Ah, take care ! don't scratch me as you did yesterda}'. Look,' showing a little polished knee, ' I bear the marks of it 3'et.' She put her naked feet into velvet slippers edged with swansdown, and unfastened her dress, while Justine made ready to brush her hair. '^ ' You ought to many, madame, and have children,' said the maid. ' Children ! they w^ould put an end to me at once,' cried Fedora. ' A husband ! Where is the man to whom I could — W^as my hair becomingly arranged to-night?' — * No, not entirel}'.' — 'What a fool you are.' — ' Nothing suits you less than to crepe your hair,' replied Justine ; ' thick, smooth curls are far more becoming to you.' — ' You think so ? ' — ' Wh}-, yes, madame ; fluff)', creped hair is only suited to blondes" — "Marry? no, no! Marriage is a traffic for which I was not born.' "What a terrible scene for a lover. This solitary woman, without relations or friends, atheist in love, unbelieving of sentiment, without the need, so natural to all human beings, of heart intercourse, and yet through some feeble sense of it reduced to talk with her waiting-woman in vapid, empty phrases — ah! I pitied her. Justine unlaced her. I watched her with curiosit}- as the last veil was removed. The sight dazzled me ; through the linen of her chemise, and by 174 The Mc.c'c Shh,, the light of the wax candles, her white and rosy flesh shone Uke a silver statue beneath a wrapping of gauze. No, there was no imperfection to make her dread the eyes of love. The mistress seated herself before the fire, silent and thoughtful, while the maid lit the taper in the alabaster lamp suspended near the bed. Justine went to fetch a warming-pan, and prepared the bed ; then, after long and minute services which revealed the countess's deep veneration for her own person, she assisted her mistress into bed, and soon after left the room. **The countess turned several times; she was evi- dentl}' agitated ; she sighed, — a slight, sound escaped her lips, and was perceptible to my ear, indicating impatience ; then she stretched her hand toward the table, took a vial containing a brown liquid, and poured a few drops into her milk before she drank it. At length, after a few distressful sighs, she cried out, * My God ! ' The exclamation, and above all, the accent with which she uttered it, broke my heart. Little by little she ceased to move. I was frightened, but presently I heard the steadj^ regular breathing of a person asleep. Then I parted the rustling silk curtains, left my position and went to the foot of the bed, where I stood looking at her with indefinable feelings. . She was exquisite as she la}' there. One arm was thrown above her head like a child ; her soft and tranquil face surrounded by laces, expressed a sweetness that im- passioned me. Presuming too much upon my own strength, I had not expected the tortures I now en- dured, — to be so near and 3'et so far from her ! ' My God ! * that shred of an unknown thouo:ht, which was The Magic Skin, 175 all the light I was destined to carry away with me, had suddenh' changed m}' ideas about Fedora. The cr}', full of deepest meaning, or signifying nothing, hollow or replete with real things, might express either happi- ness or suffering, a pain of the bodN* or a sorrow of mind. Was it imprecation or prater; memory or hope ; regret or fear? A lifetime was in those words, — a life of indigence, or of wealth, possiblj^ of crime. The enigma hidden beneath that beautiful semblance of a woman returned to mind ; Fedora might be ex- plained in so man}' wa^'S that she became inexplicable. The capricious breath which came through her teeth, sometimes faintl}', sometimes rhjthmicalU-, solemnly or gayl}', seemed a sort of language to which thoughts and feelings might be attached. I hoped to surprise her secrets by penetrating her sleep ; I dreamed her dreams, I floated in a thousand directions, with conflicting thoughts and man}' judgments. Looking at that ex- quisite face, so calm and pure, it was impossible to believe that the woman had no heart. I resolyed on a last effort. I would tell her my life, my love, my sacrifices ; perhaps I should thus awake her pity, and win a tear from eyes that never wept. I was thus placing my hopes once more on a final attempt to win her, when the noises in the street warned me that day was breaking. For a moment the thought came to me, of Fedora waking in mj' arms ; it tyrannized cruell}' over me, but I wished to resist it, and I fled from the room, taking no precautions to avoid a noise. Fortu- natel}^, I found a door which opened on a little stair- case ; the ke}' was in the lock ; I closed it violently after me, and without knowing or caring whether I [176 The Magic Skin, \^ were seen, I sprang down to the street in a few bounds. " Two days later an author was to read a comedy to a party of guests in the countess's salon. I went with the intention of remaining to the last and proffering a rather singular request. I wished her to give me the whole of the next evening, and to close her doors so that we might be wholly alone. But when the company had left and I found myself alone with her, my heart failed me. The ver\' ticking of the clock terrified me. It was a quarter to twelve. * If I do not speak,' I thought, ' then I had better break my skull against the corner of the chimney-piece.' I allowed myself three minutes' respite : the three minutes went bj^ ; I did not break my skull against the marble ; my heart had grown heav}', like a sponge as it fills with water. '' ' How livelj' you are,' she said to me. ' Ah, madame,' I answered, ' if only you could understand me ! ' — ' Why, what is the matter? ' she replied ; ' you are quite pale.' — ' I hesitate to ask a favor of you.* She made an encouraging gesture, and I asked for the interview. ' Willingly,' she said ; ' but why not speak to me now ? ' — 'I will not deceive 3'ou,' I said ; '- 1 want to pass the whole evening with you, as though we were brother and sister. Do not fear ; I know your antip- athies ; 3'ou understand me well enough to feel sure I will ask nothing that shall displease you, — besides, a bold man would never do as I am doing. You have offered me friendship, you are kind, and full of indul- gence — well, to-morrow I intend to bid you farewell. Don't retract!' I cried, for I saw she was about to speak ; then I rapidly left the room. The Magic Skin. 177 '' It was in May last, about eight o'clock in the even- ing, that Fedora received me alone in her Gothic bou- doir. I did not tremble then, I felt sure of happiness ; either m}' mistress should be mine, or I would escape into the arms of death. I saw and condemned the cowardice of m}' love. A man is strong when he ad- mits to himself his weakness. " Fedora was lying on a sofa with her feet on a cushion, dressed in blue cashmere. An Eastern be- retta — the same that man3' painters give to the early Jews — added a strange piquancy to her attractions. The fugitive charm which now attached to her whole pei'son seems to prove that we are at times new beings, apart from our previous selves, with no likeness to the I of the past, or the I of the future. I had never seen her so glorious. " ' Do you know,' she said, laughing, ' that you have piqued my curiosity ? ' '' ' I will not betraj^ it,' I answered coldly, sitting down beside her, and taking a hand which she resigned to me. ' You sing delightfuU}'.' '''You have never heard me!' she cried, with a gesture of surprise. " ' I w411 prove to 3'ou that I have, if necessar3\ Is that delightful voice of yours another mystery ? Don't be uneasy ; I wall not try to penetrate it.' " We talked together familiarl}' for more than an hour. Though I took the tone and manner and ges- tures of a man to whom Fedora could refuse nothing, I treated hei" with lover-like respect. She granted me the favor of kissing her hand, which she ungloved with dainty motions ; I was so wrapped in the illusion in 12 178 The Magic Skin, which I struggled to believe, that my soul seemed to melt and pour itself into that kiss. Fedora allowed me to caress and fondle her with surprising wiUingness. But do not think me a fool ; had I gone one step be- yond these brotherl}^ endearments, I should have felt the claws of the cat. For more than ten minutes we remained silent. I looked at her with admiration ; lending her the charms to which in truth she gave the lie. At that moment she was mine, mine alone ; I possessed her intuitively ; I enveloped her with m}^ desire, I held her, clasped her, wedded her in imagina- tion. I vanquished Fedora by the power of a magnetic fascination ; and I have always regretted that I did not then bring her wholly under subjection ; but at that moment I sought, not the mere woman, but a soul, a life, an ideal and perfect happiness, the glorious dream in which we do not long believe. " ' Madame,' I said, feeling that the last hour of my intoxication had come, ' listen to me. I love 3'ou ; you know it; I have told it to you in a thousand ways, and you ought to have understood me. I would not seek your love b}' the airs and graces of a dandy, nor with the flattery and importunity of fools like those who sur- round you, and therefore you have failed to comprehend me. How many woes have I not endured through you, though you were innocent of them ! But 3'ou shall judge me now. There are two poverties in this world, madame, — one that goes boldly through the streets in rags, like another Diogenes, feeding on the barest necessaries, reducing existence to its simplest wants ; a povert}' that is perhaps happier than wealth, at any rate more careless, grasping the world at a point The Magic Skin. 179 rliere other men will have none of it. Then comes the other povert}', of luxury, — the hidalgo's povert}', pau- perism behind a title, in a white waistcoat and 3'ellow gloves, which drives in carriages and has not a penn}^ to save a fortune. One is the poverty of the people, the other the poverty- of swindlers, of kings, and men of talent. I am neither people nor king nor swindler, possibl}' not even a man of talent ; call me an excep- tion. M}' name requires me to die rather than beg — Do not fear, madame, I am rich enough to-day ; I possess all that I need of earth.' I said this observing that her face assumed the cold expression with which people listen to the demands of a visitor asking mone^"" for a charit}'. ' Do 3'ou remember the day 3'ou went to the Gymnase without me, not expecting to -see me there ? ' She made a sign of assent. ' I had spent my last penny to take you. Do 3'ou remember our walk in the Jardin des Plantes? the coach which I hired cost my whole substance.' Then I told her my sacrifices, I pictured my life, not as I am telling it to you now in the intoxication of wine, but in the noble intoxicatioi of the heart. My passion overflowed in ardent Ian guage, in flashes of feeling, since forgotten and whicl neither art nor memor}' could ever reproduce. It waa not the cold narration of a despised lover ; my love, in all the strength and beaut}- of its hope, inspired the words which pleaded for life with the cr}* of a lacerated soul ; my tones were those of the dying on a battle-field offering their last pray'er — "She wept. I stopped short. Good God ! her tears came from the paltry emotion we bu}' at a theatre for a few francs ; my success was that of a good actor ! >/ 180 The Magic Skin. " ' If I had known,' she said. " ' Say no more,' I exclaimed ; ' at this moment I love you enough to kill you — ' She tried to seize the bell- rope. I laughed aloud. ^ Call no one ! ' I cried ; ' I will leave you to live out your days in peace. It would be a paltry form of hatred to kill you. Fear nothing, I have passed a whole night standing at the foot of your bed — ' "'Monsieur! 'she said, blushing; but after tliat first impulse of the modest}^ which all women pos- sess, even the most callous, she threw a contemptuous glance upon me and said, ' You must have found it ver}^ cold.' " ' Do you think, madame, that your beauty is so precious to me?' I answered, guessing the thoughts that moved her. ' Your face is to me the promise of a soul more beautiful than your personal beauty. Ah, madame, the men who only see a woman in woman- hood can bu3" odalisques worthy of the sultan's harem, and be happy at a low price. But I have been ambi- tious ; I wanted to live heart to heart with 3'ou who have no heart, — I know it now. If ever you belong to a man I will kill him. But no, 3'ou might love him, and his death would grieve 3'ou — Oh, how I suffer ! ' I cried. " ' If a promise can console 3'Ou,' she said, laughing, ' I can assure you that I shall belong to no man.' '''Then,' I said, interrupting her, '3'Ou insult God, and 3'Ou will be punished. Some da}', lying on that sofa, unable to bear either light or noise, condemned to live as it were in a tomb, 3'ou will suffer untold agon3^ When 3'OU seek the reason of your slow, relent- The Magic Skin. 181 less pains remember the sufferings 3'ou have so lavishly dealt out to others. You have sown curses, and they will return to 3'ou in hatred. We who have suffered are the true judges, the executioners of a justice wiiich governs here below, trampling underfoot that of men, but lower than that of God.' '' ' Ah ! * she said, laughing, ' I am guilt}- indeed for not loving you ! Is it my fault ? No, I do not love you ; you are a man, and that is enough for me. I am happ}- in being alone ; wh}' should I change m}' life — call it selfish if you will — for the caprices of a master? Marriage is a sacrament, in virtue of which we ob- ] tain nothing but a communion of sorrows. Besides, children annoy me. Did I not loyally- warn 3'ou of my nature ? Why are you not content with m}- friendship ? I would gladly soothe the suffering I have unwittingly caused jou by not guessing the cost to 3'OU of 3-our poor little francs ; I appreciate 3'our sacrifices ; but onl}- love can pa}- for such devotion, such delicate attentions, and I love you so little that this scene affects me disagreeably.' " ' I feel how ridiculous I have made m3-self, forgive me,' I said gentl}- ; ' I love you enough to listen with delight to the cruel words 3'Ou are saying to me. Oh, would that I could write my love in my heart's blood.' *' ' All men use those classic phrases on such occa- sions,' she said, still laughing. 'But it seems to be rather difficult to die at a woman's feet, for I meet the' dead men everywhere. It is midnight; allow me to retire.' *' ' And in two hours 3-ou will exclaim, as 3-ou did th« night before last, '' My God!" ' I said to her. 182 The Magic Skin. "'Night before last!' she cried. 'True, I was thinking of my broker ; I had forgotten to tell him to sell out certain stocks, and in the course of the day they had gone down.' ' ' I looked at her with eyes that flashed with rage. Ah! sometimes a crime may be a poem, — I felt it. FamiUar with such passionate adjurations, she had already forgotten my words and prayers. " ' Shall you marry a peer of France ? ' I asked coldly. " ' Perhaps ; if he is a duke.' " I took m}' hat and bowed to her. " ' Permit me to accompan}' you to my outer door,' she said, with piercing satire in her tone and gestures and in the attitude of her head. " 'Madame!' " ' Monsieur?' " ' Never will I see you again.' " ' I hope not/ she answered, bowing her head with an insolent expression. " ' You wish to be a duchess,' I resumed, driven on- ward b}^ a sort of frenz}- which her gesture roused in my heart. ' You crave titles and honors. Well then, let me love you ; tell m}' pen to speak, my voice to sound for you alone ; be the mainspring of ray life, m}^ star ! and take me for a husband when I am min- ister and peer of France and duke. I can be all, all, if 3'ou but will it.' " ' You certainly employed your time well in a law- 3'er's office,' she said, smiling ; ' 3'our plea has plenty of ardor.' " '■To you the present,' I cried, ' to me the future. I lose a woman, 30U lose fame and a famih'. Time is The Magic Skin. 183 big with vengeance ; it will bring 3'on loss of beauty and a solitary death, but to me glor3' ! ' " ' Thank you for that finale ! ' she said, smothering a 3'awn, and showing by her attitude the desire that I should leave her sight. " The words silenced me. I threw m}' hatred in one look upon her and fled the house. " What was now before me? Either I must forget Fedora, cure my madness, return to mj' studious solitude, or die. I compelled myself to toil ; I resolved to fiuish the works in my brain. For fifteen days I never left my room, and spent both days and nights in stud3% In spite of m3' courage and the inspirations of despair, I worked with difficult^' and b3' fits and starts. The muse had fled. I could not drive awa3' the brilliant and mocking pliantom of B^edora. Behind each thought of m3' mind lurked another sickly thought, a gnawing desire, terrible as remorse. I imitated the anchorites of the Thebaid. If I did not pray like them, hke them I lived in a desert. I delved into m3' soul, as the3' among the rocks ; and I would gladly have worn spikes about my loins, piercing the flesh with ever3' point, could I have conquered m3' mental anguish b3' physical pain. " One evening Pauline came into my room. 'You are killing 3'ourself!' she said; ' 3'ou ought to go out and see 3'our friends.' ''. ' Ah, Pauline, 3'Our prediction is coming true ! Fedora kills me ; I wish to die. I cannot bear my life an3' longer.' " ' Is there but one woman in the world? ' she said, smiling. * Wli3^ do 3'ou put such infinite troubles into this short life?' 184 The Magic Skin, '* I looked at her stupidty. She left me ; I did not even notice that she did so. I had heard her voice without understanding the meaning of her words. Be- fore long I was obliged to leave the house to cany the manuscript of the memoirs to m}' literarj^ employer. Sunken in my own thoughts, I did not perceive how it was that I lived without money. I was only con- scious that the four hundred and fifty francs now due me would suffice to pay my debts. I went to get them, and met Eastignac, who thought me changed and emaciated. ' What hospital are you just out of? ' he cried. '^ ' That woman is killing me ! ' I answered. ' I can neither despise her nor forget her.' "'Better kill her!' he answered, laughing; 'and then perhaps you won't think of her again.' "'1 have thought of it,' I said. 'But though at times I comfort my soul with the thought of crime, I know I am unable to commit it. Fedora is a glorious monster, who would pray for mercy, and I am no Othello.' '* 'She is like ever}'- other woman whom we cannot get,' said Rastignac, interrupting me. " ' I am mad ! ' I cried ; ' sometimes I feel the mad- ness surging in my brain. My thoughts are like phan- toms ; they dance about me, but I cannot seize them. I prefer death to such a life as this. I seek a way — the best way — to end the struggle. It is no longer a question of the actual, living, breathing Fedora, the Fedora of the faubourg Saint-Honore, but of my Fedora, of her who is there,' I cried, striking my brow. ' What think you of opium ? ' — ' Bah ! horrid suffering ! ' an- The Magic Skin. 185 swered Rastignac. — * Charcoal? ' — ' Vulgar ! ' — * The Seine ? ' — ' Those slabs at the Morgue are filthy.' — ' A pistol-shot? ' — ' If it misses, 3'ou 're disfigured for life. Listen to me/ he continued ; ' like all other young men, I have reflected about suicide. Which of us has not > killed himself two or three times before he was thirty? I see no better wa3^ than to use up life by excesses. Plunge into the deepest dissipation, and either j'ou or 3'our passion will perish. Intemperance, my dear fellow, is the king of deaths ; does n't it command apoplexy, and is n't apoplexy a pistol-shot that never misses ? ^ The orgies of physical enjoyment are the small change of opium. Excesses that force us to drink madly are a mortal challenge to life. The Duke of Clarence's butt of malmsey tastes better than Seine mud. Each time we go under the table is n't it the same as char- coal in little doses, — a slow suffocation ? If the watchman picks us up in the street and lays us on the cold beds at the guard-house, don't we enjoy all the pleasures of the Morgue, minus the swollen stom- achs, — blue, green, and every color, — and plus a knowledge of the crisis? Ah,' he cried, ' my kind of suicide is n't the vulgar death of a bankrupt grocer ! Such men have brought the river into disrepute ; they fling themselves into it to touch the hearts of their creditors. In your place, I should try to die with ele- gance. If you want to create a new style of death by fighting this sort of duel with life, I '11 go into it with you. I am annoyed and disappointed. That Alsatian I was to marry has six toes on her left foot. I could n't live with a woman who has a foot with six toes ; people would find it out, and I should be ridiculous. Besides, 186 The Magic Skin, it seems she has onl}- eighteen thousand francs a 3^ear, — the fortune diminishes and the toes increase; the devil take them ! Let us lead this wild life, and happi- ness ma}' come by the wa}'.' " Rastignac's vehemence carried me off my feet. The plan had too many seductions ; it awakened too many hopes. The coloring of the picture was too po- etic not to fascinate a poet. " ' But the money? ' I said. *' ' Have n't you got that four hundred and fifty francs ? ' " 'Yes; but I owe them to my tailor and to my landlady.' " 'Pa}' 3'our tailor? You'll never be anything in this world, — not even a minister.' " ' But what could we do with such a beggarly sum?' " ' Pla}^ it,' he answered. I shuddered. 'Ah,' he added, observing m}' reluctance. ' You say you are willing to plunge into what I call the Dissipation al System^ and yet you are afraid of a green table- cloth ! ' " ' Hear me,' I said ; ' I promised my father never to set foot in a gambling-house. That promise is not onl}' sacred to me, but I have myself an invincible horror of such places. Take my money and go alone. While you are playing it I will put m}' affairs in order and then go to your rooms and wait for you.' " That, m}^ dear Emile, is the tale of my ruin. Let a 3'oung man meet with a woman who does not love him, or a woman who loves him too well and his life is forever spoiled. Happiness exhausts our vigor, un- The Magic Skin, 187 happiness engulfs our virtue. I re-entered the Hotel Saint-Quentin, and gazed round the attic-room where I had lived the chaste life of a scholar, — a life that might perhaps have been long and honorable, and which I ought never to have quitted for the passionate existence which had dragged me down to the ab3'ss. Pauline found me in an attitude of despair. *' ' What is the matter? ' she asked. " I rose quietly- and counted out the money which I owed to her motber, adding the rent of my room for the coming six months. She watched me in terror. ' I am going to leave 3'ou, dear Pauline.' ' I thought so,' she cried. ^Hear me, m}^ child, I do not say that I shall not return ; keep m}' cell read^' for six months ; if I am not back by the 15th of November 3'ou are to inherit all. This sealed manuscript,' I continued, show- ing her a package, ' is a cop}^ of my great work on the Will which you are to deposit in the Bibliotheque du Roi. As to all else you are to do what you like with it.' * ' She gave me a look which weighed heavily on my heart. Pauline stood there as my living conscience. '' ' Shall I have no more lessons? ' she said, pointing to the piano. I did not answer. '' ' Will 3'ou write to me? ' '' 'Adieu, Pauline.' I drew her gentl}^ to me ; then on that brow of love, pure as the snow before it touches earth, I laid the kiss of a brother, of an old man. She left me quickly. I did not wish to see Madame Gau- din. I put my key in its usual placo and went aw^a3\ As I passed through the rue de Cluny I heard the light step of a woman behind me. 188 The Magic Skin. " ' I have worked 3'ou this purse ; surely' you will not refuse it?' said Pauline. B3' the dim light of a street lantern I saw a tear in her eye, and I sighed. Driven perhaps by the same thought we hastened to separate, like persons fleeing from the plague. " The life of dissipation to which I now devoted m}'- self was curiously- represented b^^ the room where I awaited Rastignac's return with stern indifference. On the centre of the mantle-shelf stood a clock surmounted b}' a Venus sitting on a tortoise, in the angle of whose arm was a half-smoked cigar. Elegant pieces of furni- ture, love-gifts no doubt, stood here and there. Shabb}^ slippers were tossed upon a silken sofa. The com- fortable arm-chair in which I sat bore as many scars as an old soldier ; it held out its ragged arms, and exhibited on its back the incrusted pomades and hair- oils of the heads of friends. Opulence and poverty were bluntly mated on the bed, on the walls, every- where. You might have thought it a Neapolitan pal- ace inhabited by lazzaroni. ' It was in fact the room of a gambler or a reprobate, whose luxury- is all personal, who lives by sensations and cares nothing for the de- cenc}^ and fitness of things. The picture is not with- out its artistic side: Life leaps up in these tawdr}- rags and spangles, unexpected, incomplete as it is in realit}-, but electrifying, fantastic, eager, as in a halt where the marauder pillages all he wants. A volume of Byron, with half its pages torn out, served to light the few fagots of the 3'ouug man who risks a thousand francs at plaj^ and has not the wherewithal to pay for a log of wood, who drives his tilbur}', but does not own a decent shirt. Tomorrow, [jerhaps, a countess, or an actress, or The Magic Skin. 189 a luck}' game of ecarte, will give him the wardrobe of a king. Here a wax-candle is stuck in a tin match-box ; there lies the portrait of some woman deprived of its chased gold frame. How can a young man eager for emotions renounce the delights of a life so rich in con- trasts, and which gives him the pleasures of war in times of peace? I was well-nigh asleep when Rastignac kicked open the door and rushed in, crying, — " * Victory ! we can die at our ease ! ' " He showed me his hat full of gold, which he placed on the table, and we danced round it like two cannibals with a prey to be eaten, — howhng, stamping, skipping, strik- ing blows at each other with our fists that would have stag- gered a rhinoceros, and singing praises to the pleasures of the world held for us within the compass of that hat. " ' Twenty-seven thousand francs ! ' cried Rastignac, adding some bank-bills to the heap of gold ; ' for most people that is enough to live on, but will it suffice to kill 3'ou and me ? ' " ' Yes, yes, we will die in a bath of gold. Hurrah ! * and we capered again. •' We divided our gains, like heirs-at-law, coin by coin, beginning with the double napoleons, and coming down by degrees to the lesser pieces, spinning out our joy as we cried alternately, ' Yours ! ' ' Mine ! ' ' Mine ! ' • Yours ! * " 'We shall never be able to sleep,' cried Rastignac. ' Joseph, get us some punch.' He flung a heap of gold to his faithful servant. ' Here 's your share,' he said ; ' bur}' yourself if you want to.' '* The next day I bought furniture from Lesage and hired the apartment where you knew me last, in the rue Taitbout, and got the best upholsterer in Paris to 190 The Magic Skin. decorate it. I purchased horses ; I flung' m3'self into a whirlpool of pleasures that were hollow and real both. I gambled, I won and lost enormous sums, but always in private houses, — never in gambling-dens, for which I still retained m}' early and pious horror. Little by little I made acquaintances. I owed their intimacy to quarrels or to that facile confidence with w^hich we be- tray our secrets in degrading company ; it is, perhaps, by their vices that men hang best together. I circulated a few literary compositions which gained me credit. The great men of commercial literature, seeing that I was not a rival to be feared, praised me, — less, no doubt, for m}' personal merits than to annoy their own class. I became a viveur (to employ the picturesque word we have invented for our excesses) ; I made it a matter of pride to kill myself quickl}', to surpass my gayest com- panions in ardor and vigor. I was always fresh and elegant ; I passed for being witty. Nothing about me betrayed the awful existence which makes a man a funnel, a digesting apparatus, a cheval de luxe. "But soon Excess appeared before me in all the majesty of its horror ; I comprehended it. Surel}' the prudent and orderly men who ticket the bottles in their cellars and leave them to their heirs have no conception. of the theory of this broad life, nor of its normal condi- tion. Can you teach the poetr}' of it to provincials, to whom tea and opium, so prodigal of delights, are only two medicines? Even in Paris, the capital of thought, we find crude S3^barites, men unable to sustain an excess of pleasure, who return home wearied from a banquet, like those good shopkeepers who sit up to hear an opera of Rossini and complain of the music. They renounce 7 / ^ The Magic Skin, 191 the life at once, just as the sober man declines to eat a second Ruffec patt}' because the first gave him an indi- gestion. Excess is certainly an art like that of poetrj-, and needs strong natures. Before a man can grasp its mysteries, or taste its beauties he must, to some extent, stud}' it coHscientiously.. Like all sciences, it is in the beginning repellant and prickl3\ Immense obstacles surround the high pleasures of man, — not his lesser enjoj'ment of details, but the broad system which trains into a habit his choicest sensations, gathers them up, fructifies them into a dramatic life within his life, and thus necessitates a vast and hurried dissipation of his forces. War, Power, Art are corruptions within human reach as powerful as Excess, and all are difficult of approach. But once a man has mounted the breach of these great mysteries, has he not reached another world ? Generals, statesmen, artists are all, more or less, driven to excesses, by the need of giving violent emotions to natures so far out of the common as theirs. After all, war is an Excess of slaughter, just as politics are a de- bauch of selfish interests. Air excesses are related. These social monsters have the alluring power of abysses ; they draw us to them as Saint Helena beck- oned Napoleon from afar ; the}' induce vertigos, they fascinate, and we seek to see to their depths, we know not wh}- . The secret of the infinite ma}' be below that precipice ; perhaps in that abyss there is some flattering discovery for man ; is he not interested first and always in his own being? In contrast with the paradise of his studious hour, and the bliss of his faculties of concep- tion, the weary artist seeks, like God, a seventh-day's rest, or, like the Devil, the joys of hell, to balance the 192 The Magic Skin. labor of the mind with the labor of the senses. The re- laxation of Lord Bjron could never be the chattering whist which dehghts the small capitalist ; poet, he wanted Greece to play against a Sultan. In war, man becomes an exterminating angel, a species of execu- tioner, gigantic in purpose. Surel}', some extraordinary spell must be upon us before we seek these awful emo- tions, these destroyers of our frail bodies, which sur- round our passions like a thorny hedge. The smoker writhes convulsivel}' and suffers agony for the abuse of tobacco, but it has led him into regions of delightful holiday ? Has Europe ever wiped her feet of the blood of war before she stepped into it again? Have masses of men their times of drunkenness as nature herself the crises of love? To the private individual, the Mirabeau who vegetates in times of peace but dreams of whirl- winds. Excess means much ; it means a grasp on life, a duel with an unknown power, with a dragon. The mon- ster is at first abhorrent, terrifying ; you must seize him by the horns, and the fatigue is dreadful ; nature ma}' have given 3'ou a slow and narrow stomach ; 3'ou con- quer it, 3'ou enlarge it ; you learn how to take your wine, you grow friendly with intoxication, you pass nights without sleep, and soon you have the temperament of a colonel of cuirassiers ; 3'Ou have created yourself anew. "When a man has thus metamorphosed himself, when the neophyte, grown to be an old soldier, has trained his soul to the artillery and his legs to the march, with- out as 3'et falling a victim to the dragon (though he knows not which of the two is master) , the}' str..ggle and roll together, alternatel}* vanquished and vanquish- ing, in a sphere where all is mystical, where the suf- TJie Magic Skin. 193 ferings of the soul are put to sleep, and nothing lives but the ghosts of ideas. The awful struggle has now become a necessity. Like the fabulous personages of many legends, who sell their soul to the Devil to ob- tain the power of doing evil, the dissipated man has played his death against the joys of life, — those fruit- ful and abounding joys ! Existence, instead of flowing onward between its peaceful and monotonous banks, behind a counter or in an office, boils and foams and rushes like a torrent. Excess is to the bod}' what ni3's- tical pleasures are to the soul. Intoxication plunges the mind into dreams whose phantasmagoria are as curious as those of ecstas}' ; it bestows hours of en- chantment equal to the fancies of a young girl, delight- ful conversations with friends, words that reveal a lifetime, joys that are frank and without reserva- tion, journeys without fatigue, poems evolving in a sentence. ^' The brutal gratification of the beast, to the depths of which science descends to seek a soul, is succeeded by enchanting torpors for which men sigh when worn and wearied out by intellect. They feel the need of absolute repose. Excess to them is the tax which genius pays to evil. Observe the world's great men ; if they pursue no pleasure to excess, nature has cre- ated them weaklings. Some power, be it a jeering or a jealous power, vitiates their soul or their body and neutralizes the efforts of their genius. During these bacchanal hours men and things appear before us clothed with the liver}' of our own estate. Kings of creation, we transform created things at will. Athwart this perpetual delirium Play pours its molten lead into 13 194 The Magic Skin. our veins. The day comes when we belong to the monster; we have then a desperate awaking; impo- tence is seated at our bedside ; aged warriors, con- sumption is waiting to devour us ; statesmen, death hangs by the thread of an aneurism in our heart ; for myself, as I well know, my lungs will say to me, as once they said to Raphael Urbino, killed by excess of love, ' Thj^ time has come, depart.' " That is my life. I came too earh' or too late into the world ; perhaps my powers might have been dan- gerous had I not thus enfeebled them. The universe was saved from Alexander by the cup of Hercules at the close of an org3\ Tliere are souls betra3'ed who must have heaven or hell — the feasts of Bacchus or the Hospice of Saint-Bernard. To-night I had no heart to rebuke these creatures," he went on, pointing to Euphrasia and Aquilina. '' Are they not the embodi- ment of my own history, the image of my life? Could I accuse them ? no, for the}' seem to me my judges. ''In the course of this living poem, in the midst of this bewildering malad}', I came to two crises that were fruitful of bitter pains. A few nights after I had flung myself like Sardanapalus on m}' pyre, I met Fedora in the portico of the opera-house. We were waiting for our carriages. ' Ah ! so I meet 3'ou in the land of the living/ was the meaning of her smile and the theme of the low words she doubtless said to her companion as she related my story and judged mj' love b}' the com- monplace standards of her own mind, congratulating herself perhaps for her mistaken perceptions. Oh, to be dying for her, to adore her still, to see but her in the midst of my excesses, and know myself the object of The Magic Skin. 195 her laughter ! Would that I could rend m}- breast, tear out that fatal love, and fling it at her feet ! '* Soon m}^ mone3' was exhausted; but three 3'ears* sobriet}' in a garret had brought me robust health, and when again I found myself without a penny it was still perfect. Continuing to pursue death, I signed bills of exchange for short dates, and the da^- of meeting them drew near. Dreadful emotions ! and jet how 3'oung hearts live on them. I was not meant to grow palsied as 3'et ; mj' soul was 3'oung and eager and fresh. M3" first debt called back m3^ virtues, and the3'' came with lagging feet as though disconsolate ; but soon I com- promised, as we do with some old aunt who begins b3' scolding us, and ends b3' giving mone3' and tears. Imagination, sterner than virtue, showed me mj' name upon those bills travelling from place to place through Europe. ' Our name is ourself,' sa3's Eusebe Salverte. Those banking agents, the embodiment of commercial vengeance, dressed in gra3^, wearing the liver3' of their master and a silver shield, whom I had formerL3' looked at with indifference as the3' passed along the streets of Paris, I now hated b3' anticipation. Before long some one of them would surely come and ask me for paj'- ment of the eleven bills of exchange that I had signed. Those bills amounted to three thousand francs, and I had not a penn3\ I saw in my mind's eye the man, with a dull face indifferent to all despair, even that of death, standing before me like the executioner who says to the criminal, ' It is half-past . three o'clock.' That man would have the right to seize me, to post m3' name, to soil it, to make jests upon it. Debt! To owe mone3' ! can a man belong to himself if he owes to 196 The Magic Skin, other men ? Might they not justly ask me to give ac- count of my life? Why had I eaten puddings a la Chipolata, why did I drink iced wines, why did I sleep, walk, think, amuse myself without paying them? In the middle of a poem, in the grasp of an idea, sur- rounded by friends, by delights, by merriment, 1 might see a man in a brown coat, holding a shabby hat in his hand, approach me. That man was m3' Debt, my bill of exchange, a spectre that blighted ni}' jo3', forced me to leave the table to follow him, wrenched from me my gayet}^ my mistress, my all, even my bed. " Remorse is more tolerant, it drives us neither to the streets nor to Sainte-Pelagie, — it spares us at least that execrable sink of vice, — it sends us only to the scaffold which ennobles us ; for at the moment of our execution the whole community- believes us innocent. But short of that, societ}' allows no virtue to the spend- thrift who can spend no more. I dreamed of those debts on two legs, dressed in green cloth, wearing blue spectacles and carrying faded umbrellas ; those debts incarnate, which in some joyous moment we come face to face with at the corner of a street, — creatures who have the horrible right to sa}' : ' That is Monsieur de Valentin ; he owes me money and does not pay it ; but I have a hold upon him.' We must bow to such creditors gra- ciously. 'When will you pay me?' they reply. And then we lie or implore some other man for the mone\' ; we cringe before a fool sitting at a desk, accept his cold glance, the glance of a leech, more odious than a blow, and put up perforce with his sharp reckoning and his crass ignorance. A debt is a work of imagination that such men can never comprehend. An impulse of the I The Magic Skin, 197 soul often impels and subjugates a borrower, while no great-heartedness subjugates, no generosit}' guides those who live in money and know nought else. I felt a hatred of money. Or again, the bill of exchange might be meta- morphosed into an old man burdened with a family he was virtuously bringing up. Or perhaps I owed that money to some living Greuze, to a paralytic sur- rounded by children, to the widow of a soldier, all of whom held up to me their supplicating hands. Dread- ful creditors, with whom we must needs weep, and even if we pa}' the debt, we still are bound to succor them. " The evening before the day on which my first bill of exchange was to fall due, I had gone to bed with the stolid calmness of a criminal before his execution, or a man on the eve of a duel ; such persons are still under the influence of deceitful hopes. But when I woke in the morning in cold blood, when I felt my soul in the grasp of a banker, classed on an inventory, written in red ink, then m}' debts sprang about me like grasshoppers ; the\' were there on my clock, in my chairs, hanging to every article that I liked best to use. All those dear material servants were to fall a prey to the minions of the Chatelet; a bailiflT would take them from me, and fling them brutally into the street. Ah ! my remains still lived ; I was not dead, I was still myself. The door-bell rang in mj' heart and echoed to my head. It was martyrdom without a heaven beyond it. Yes, to a generous man debt is hell, but hell amid brokers and bailiffs. An_unpaid debt is a base thing ; it is the beginning of knaveiy. Worse than that, it is a lie ; it foretells crime, the stocks, the scaffold. ~~~ 198 The Magic Skin, " My bills of exchange were protested. Three days later I paid them ; and this was how I did it. A land speculator proposed that I should sell him the island I possessed in the Loire, which contained my mother's grave. I agreed. When signing the deeds before the purchaser's notar}- I felt a cold air as from a vault pass over me. I shuddered, remembering that the same chill dampness had seized me as I stood b}^ mj' father's open grave. I accepted the incident as an evil omen. I fancied I heard m}^ mother's voice and saw her shade ; some power, I knew not what, sounded m}- own name vaguely in m^^ ears amid the ringing of bells. "' The price of my island left me, when all my debts were paid, about two thousand francs. I might now have resumed the peaceful life of a scholar and returned to my garret-chamber after experimenting with the life of the world, i could have carried back to it a mind filled with vast observation, and a name that was al- ready somewhat known. But Fedora, — I was still her prey ! We had often met. I made my name tingle in her ears by the praises her astonished lovers be- stowed on my wit, my horses, my equipages, my suc- cess. She continued cold and insensible to everything, even to the remark, ' He is kiUing himself for you ! ' made to her by Rastignac. I called the whole world to aid my vengeance ; but I was not happy. Deep as T had gone into the slime of the world, 1 had ever craved more deepl}" still the delights of mutual love ; that phan- tom I still pursued through all the chances and changes and dissipations of m\' life, even to the depths of my excesses. Alas ! I was deceiA^ed in every belief, I was punished for my benefactions by ingratitude, rewarded The Magic Skin, 199 for my wrong-doings by delights, — a baleful philoso- ph}-, but true of the man given over to Excess. Fedora \ had inoculated me with the lepros}- of her vanity ! \ Probing m}' soul, I found it gangrened, rotten. The j devil had stamped his hoof upon my brow. I could no longer do without the continual excitements of my perilous life, or the hateful refinements of extravagance. Had I been rich as Crcesus, I should still have gambled and wasted m}' substance and rushed into vice. I dared not be alone with myself. I needed false friends, wine, courtesans, and good living to take my thoughts. The ties that bind a man to the sense of family were broken in me forever. The galley-slave of pleasure, I must now accomplish m}- destin}' of suicide. During the last da3'S of ni}' last mone}' I rushed nightly into incredible excesses, and each morning death flung me back to life. Like an annuitant, I might have walked through flames untouched. The da}' came when twenty francs were all that remained to me ; and then for the first time a thought of Rastignac's great luck occurred to me, and I — Ha, ha ! " — he suddenl}' bethought himself of the talisman, and pulled it from his pocket. Whether it were that he was worn out bj: the strug- gles of this long day, and no longer had the strength to control his mind amid the fumes of wine and punch, or that, exasperated b}' the phantom of his life which he had thus conjured up, he had insensibly intoxicated himself by the torrent of his words, Raphael now grew wild and excited, like a man completel}' deprived of reason. *'To the devil with death!" he cried, brandishing the Skin. " I choose to live ! I am rich ! I have every 200 The Magic Skin, virtue ! Nothing can thwart me ! Who would not be good when he can be all ? Ha, ha ! I have wished for two hundred thousand francs a 3'ear, and I shall have the.m ! Bow down before me, ye swine, who wallow on this carpet as if in a sty ! You belong to me, fine prop- ert}^ that 3'ou are ! I can buy you all, — even that deputy that lies snoring over there ! Come, you refuse of high society, make obeisance to me ! I 'm yov\v Pope ! " These violent exclamations, covered at first by the snores of those about him, were suddenly heard. Most of the sleepers woke up shouting ; the3' saw the speaker standing unsteadil}^ on his legs, and they cursed his noisy drunkenness with a concert of oaths. '' Silence ! " cried Raphael. " Hounds, to j^our ken- nels ! EmilCj I tell 3'ou I have treasures ; I '11 give you Havana cigars — " ^' I hear you," replied the poet. "Fedora or death! Keep it up ! That sugar-plum of a Fedora is only de- ceiving you. All women are daughters of Eve. Your tale is not a bit dramatic." *' You are asleep, you cheat ! " " No, no ; Fedora or death ! I 'm listening." "Wake up!" cried Raphael, striking Emile with the Magic3ki»-«s if he meant to draw forth an electric fluid. ^' *' Thunder!" exclaimed Emile, rising and seizing Raphael in his arms. " My friend, recollect where you are, — in the company of bad women ! " '* I 'm a millionnaire ! " '* Millionnaire or not, 3'ou are drunk ! " ''Drunk with power, — lean kill you. Silence! I am Nero ! I am Nebuchadnezzar ! " The Magic Skin, 201 *' But, Raphael, hear me; we are in bad compan}'. You ought to be silent out of dignitj'." " My life has been silent too long. Now I will avenge myself on the universe ! I '11 not pla}- at spend- ing paltry mone}', — I '11 imitate the epoch. I 'II concen- trate its teachings in myself b}' consuming human lives, and intellects, and souls. That 's a luxury that is neither mean nor contemptible ; it is the wealth, the opulence of the Plague ! I will fight with fevers, — yellow, blue, and green, — with armies, with scaffolds. I can have Fedora — no, no, I do not want Fedora ; she is my dis- ease. I am dying of her. Let me forget Fedora — " " If 3-0U continue to shout I'll (;any you into the dining-room." "Do 3'0T3 see that Skin? It is the last will and testament of Solomon. He 's mine, that Solomon, — that little pedant of a king ! Arabia is in the hollow of mj' hand, — Petraea too. The universe is mine. You are mine if I want 3'ou, — Ha ! take care, lest I do want 3'ou. I can bu}' up 3'our trumper}' journal ; I '11 make you my valet. You can write verses and rule my paper for me. Valet ! valet, — that means ; He has health, because he thinks of nothing." Here Emile dragged Raphael into the dining-room. *'Yes, jes, m^' dear friend," he said, ''I'm 3-our valet. But you are to be editor-in-chief of a newspaper, and you must hold 3'our tongue. Be decent, if onl3' out of regard for me. You do care for me, don't 3'ou ? " "Don't I! You shall smoke Havana cigars out of the Skin. The Skin, the Skin, m3^ friend, the Sover- eign Skin, — it's a panacea, it will cure corns! Have you corns? I'll extract them.'* 202 The Magic Skin, '' Never did I see you so stupid." " Stupid ! No. That Skin is to shrink whenever I form a wish — it 's a living paradox. The brahman (for there's a brahman behind it all) the brahman was a miserable joker because, don't you see, desires must stretch — " *'Yes, Isee — " *'Itellyou — " *' Yes, yes, that's very true, I think as j'ou do, desires stretch — " *' I told 3^ou the Skin must stretch." *'Yes." *' You don't believe me ; I see you don't ; j'ou 're as deceitful as that new king of ours." '' How am I to follow 3'our drunken ramblings? " "I bet I can prove it to you. Let's take its measure." " Heavens ! will he never go to sleep ! " cried Emile, as Raphael began to hunt about the room for some- thing. Valentin, with the cleverness of a monkey, thanks to the curious lucidity of mind which occasionally contrasts in drunken men with their obtuseness of vision, soon found an inkstand and a napkin, repeating all the while, ' ' Take the measure ! Take the measure ! Take the measure ! " '' Yes," said Emile, " let us take the measure." The two friends spread out the napkin, and laid the Magic Skin upon it. Emile, whose hand was steadier than Raphael's, took the pen and marked an ink line round the talisman, while his friend kept saying, "I wished for two hundred thousand francs a year, did n't The Magic Shin. 203 ? Well, when I get them, you will see that Skin jhiink." ' Yes, but now go to sleep. Come and lie down on this sofa. There, are 30U comfortable? " *' Yes, m^' suckhng of the Press. You shall amuse le, and brush off the flies. The friend of evil days las a right to be the friend of power, and I '11 — give rou — ci — gars — Hav — " *'Come, sleep off 3'our gold, milllonnaire." ** Sleep off 3'our articles, 3-ou — Good-night. Say good-night to Nebuchadnezzar. Love ! Your health ! France — glor^' and riches — rich — " Soon the two friends added their snores to the mu- sic that echoed in the adjoining rooms. The candles burned down one hy one, shattered their glass cups and then went out. Niglit wrapped its black crape round the long org3', to which Raphael's tale had been like an orgy of speech, of words without ideas, of ideas for which the right expression was often wanting. About twelv^e o'clock of the next da3' the beautiful Aquilina rose, 3'awning and languid, with her cheek marbled b3' the imprint of the stamped velvet footstool on which her head had been lying. Euphrasia, wakened b3' the movement of her companion, jumped up suddenl3', uttering a hoarse cr3'. Her prett3' face, so fair, so fresh the night before, was 3'ellow and pale, like that of a girl on her way to the hospital. One by one the guests began to stir and to groan as the3' felt the stiffness of their arms and legs, and the divers fatigues which overcame them on waking. A footman opened the blinds and windows of the salon. The compan3" were presently upon their feet, called to life by the warm sunbeams which sparkled 204 The Magic Skin. upon their slumbering heads. The women, whose ele- gantly arranged hair was now dishevelled and whose dresses were disordered by the tossings of sleep, pre- sented a hideous spectacle in the light of day. Their hair hung down, the expression of their faces had changed, their eyes so brilliant the night before were dulled by lassitude. The sallow complexions, often so dazzling b}' candlelight, were shocking to behold ; the lymphatic faces, so fair and soft when at their best, had turned green ; the lips, so deliciousl3' ros3' a few hours earlier, were now dry and pallid, and bore the shameful stigmata of drunkenness. The men recoiled from their mistresses of the night before when thej* saw them thus discolored and cadaverous, like flowers crushed in the street after the passage of a procession. But the men who scorned the women were still more horrible to behold. You would have shuddered to see those human faces, those cavernous eyes which seemed unable to see, torpid with wine, stupid with the weariness of a cramped sleep more fatiguing than restorative. Each haggard face on which the physical appetites now lay bare to the ej^e, without the imaginary charm with which our souls endeavor to invest them, was unspeakably' ferocious and coldly bestial. This awaking of Vice, naked and without disguises, this skele- ton of Evil, in tatters, cold, empt}', stripped of the sophis- tries of the mind or the fascinations of luxur}', horrified the boldest of these athletes, habituated as the}' were to battle with Excess. Artists and courtesans kept silence as the}' gazed with haggard eyes at the disorder of the room where devastation reigned. A satanic laugh sud- denly arose as Taillefcr, hearing the smothered groaning The Magic Shin, 205 of his guests, endeavorecl to salute them with a grin ; his bloated perspiring face seemed to hover over the scene like an infernal image of remorseless crime. The picture was complete, — the life of beasts in the midst of luxury-, a horrible mixture of human pomps and wretchedness, the awakening from debauch when Ex- cess with its strong hands has pressed the juice from the fruits of life and left nothing behind but the worth- less refuse. You might have thought that Death was there smihng down upon a plague-smitten family ; no more perfumes and dazzling liglits, no gayel}-, no de- sires ; onlj' Disgust with its nauseous odors, its pungent philosoph}', and with it all, the sun flaming out truth, an air pure as virtue, contrasting with the heated, fetid atmosphere, the miasmas of an org}'. Several of these young girls, notwithstanding their depravity, were constrained to think on their waking of other days, when, pure and innocent, the}' looked from their windows embowered in honeysuckle, across the meadows where the lark was rising, and the rosy dawn illumined vaporousl}' the fair}' network of the dew. Others thought of the family breakfast, — the table around which parents and children laughed together, and the food was simple as their hearts. An artist thought of his studio, its peace, his chaste statue and the graceful model who was there awaiting him. A young man, remembering a lawsuit on which the fate of a family de- pended, thought of the dut}' that demanded his presence. The man of science regretted his study and the noble work he was neglecting. Ajl were bitter against them- selves. At this moment Emile, fresh and rosy as a fash- ionable young shop-man, came into the room, laughing. 206 The Magic Skin. "- You are all uglier than a sheriff's officer," he cried. "You can't do anything to-day ; the morning is half over : I propose that we breakfast." At these words, Taillefer left the room to give orders. The women languid!}' set about smoothing their hair and repairing the disorder of their dresses, before the mirrors. They shook themselves together. The most vicious lectured the more innocent, ridiculing those who seemed hardl}' able to go on with the coarse revelry. In a few moments, however, the spectres were alive again ; they fell into groups, questioned each other, and smiled. A few nimble servants restored order to the furniture and put things in their places ; an elegant breakfast was served ; and the guests crowded into the dining-room. There, although Ihej' ail bore the in- effaceable signs of the excesses of the night before, still some traces of life and thought, such as we sometimes see in the last convulsions of the dying, were visible. Like the procession of the Mardi Gras, the saturnalia was buried by the mummers weary of their dances, sick of their drunkenness, and anxious to convict pleasure of stupidity rather than confess its ugliness. Just as this daring company were taking their seats at the breakfast- table, Cardot, the notary, who had prudentl}' disappeared after dinner, re-appeared at the door with a gentle smile on his official face. He seemed to have discovered some inheritance to divide, or to inventory, an inheritance full of deeds to be drawn, big with fees, as juic}' as the fillet into which the arai^hitryon was then plunging his knife. " Ho, ho ! so we are to breakfast before a notarj'," cried De Curs}-. The Magic Skin, 207 "You've come in time to appraise all these fine things," said the banker, pointing to the new banquet. " We have no wills to make, and as for marriage contracts, I don't know about them," said the man of science, who had made a successful first marriage within a 3'ear. "Oh! Oh!" "Ah! Ah!" " One moment," said Cardot, deafened by a chorus of trumpery jokes, " I have come on serious business. I bring six miUions for one of you. [Deep silence.] Mon- sieur," he continued, addressing Raphael, who was at that moment unceremonious!}' employed in wiping his e3'es with the corner of his napkin, " was your mother a demoiselle O'Hara? " "Yes," answered Raphael, almost mechanically, " Barbara-Maria." " Have 3'ou a certificate of jour birth and that of Madame de Valentin? " " I think so." "Weil, monsieur; j'ou are the sole heir of Major O'Hara, deceased in August, 1828, at Calcutta." ' ' W hat a piece of kick ! " came from many voices. "The major having bequeathed several large sums to certain public institutions, his property' has been demanded a^id obtained from the India Companj- by the French government," resumed the notary: "it is now liquidated and payable to the rightful owners. For the last two weeks I have been vainly searching for the heirs and assigns of Mademoiselle Barbara-Maria O'Hara, and last night, at table — " Raphael suddenlj' rose, with the startled movement 208 The Magic Skin. of a man who receives a wound. Silent acclamations, as it were, greeted him ; the first feeling of the guests was that of sulk}' env}', and all eyes flamed as they turned upon him. Then a murmur, like that of the pit of a theatre when displeased, a clamor of voices rose and swelled as each guest said his say about the vast fortune thus delivered by the notary. Restored to his full senses by this sudden obedience of destiny to his will, Raphael laid the napkin with which he had lately measured the Magic Skin before him on the table. Without listening to a word that was spoken, he stretched the Skin upon the cloth, and shuddered vio- lently when he saw a slight space between the line marked on the linen and the edges of the Skin itself. ' ' Well, what 's the matter ? " cried Taillefer ; " he gets his fortune easily' — " " ' Support him, Chatillon,'" said Bixiou to Emile, "joy is killing him." A dreadful pallor defined every muscle in the hag- gard face of the new heir ; his features contracted, tlie projections of his face whitened, the hollow parts grew dusk}', the whole surface was livid and the eyes were fixed. He saw Death. This splendid banquet sur- rounded by faded prostitutes, b}- surfeited faces, this death-bed of joy, — was it not the image of his life ? He looked three times at the talisman which la}' within the pitiless lines traced on the napkin ; he tried to doubt ; but a clear and strong presentiment annihilated his un- belief. The world was his, — he could do all things ; but he could wish for nothing. Like the traveller in the desert, he carried a little water to slake his thii'st, and he must measure his life by its mouthfuls. He saw that The Magic Skin. 209 ever}' desire would cost him da3-s of existence. He believed in that Magic Skin. He listened to his own breathing ; he felt he was ill ; he asked himself, " Am I consumptive? Did my mother die of a lung disease?" " Ha, ha, Raphael, what fine amusements 3'ou can have ! What are 3'OU going to give me ? " said Aquilina. "Let us drink to the honor of the deceased uncle, Major Martin O'Hara. What a man ! " " He '11 be peer of France." "Bah! what's a peer of France since JuK ? " said the critic. " Shall 3'ou have a box at the Bouffons? '* " I hope you '11 make us a feast and give us all our deserts," said Bixiou. " A man like Raphael knows how to do things hand- somely," said Emile. The cheers of the laughing company echoed in Val- entin's ears ; but the meaning of their words never reached him ; he was thinking vaguely of the mechan- ical, uneventful life of a Breton peasant, — a life with- out wishes, burdened by a family, plougliing the fields, eating buckwheat, drinking cider or home-made wine, believing in the Virgin and the King, taking the sacra- ment at Easter, dancing on the green on Sunda3's, and understanding not a word of the rector's sermon. The sights that were now spread before the dreamer's eyes, the gilded ceilings, the painted panellings, the women, the feast, the luxur3', clutched him as it were b}' the throat and made him choke. " Do 3-ou wish for some asparagus," asked Taillefer. "I wish for nothing," cried Raphael, in a voice of thunder. 14 210 The Magic Skin, *' Bravo!" returned the banker. "You are begin- ning to understand wealth ; it is a patent of imperti- jience;^ You are one of us. Gentlemen, let us drink to the power of gold. Monsieur de Valentin, now six times a millionnaire, assumes power. He is king ; he can do all things j he is above all things,, like., every other rich man. To him in future the first principle of the Charter, ' All Frenchmen are equal before the law^' is a lie. He does not obej- law, law obeys him. There are no scaffolds, no executioners for rich men." " You mistake," said Raphael ; " they are their own executioners." " That 's another prejudice ! " cried the banker. "Let us drink," said Raphael, putting the talisman into his pocket. "Don't do that!" said Emile, catching his hand. " Gentlemen," he added, addressing the company-, who b}' this time were a good deal surprised at Raphael's behavior, " you must know that our friend de Valentin — what am I saying? — Monsieur le Marquis de Valen- tin possesses a secret means of making wealth. His wishes are accomplished the moment that he forma them. Unless he means to behave like a lacke}', or a man of no principle, he will now proceed to make us all rich." "Ah, mj^ little Raphael, give me a set of pearls," cried Euphrasia. "If he has an}- gratitude at all he will give me two carriages, each with a pair of beautiful fast horses," said Aquilina. " Wish me a hundred thousand francs a year." "To me some cashmeres." The Magic Skin. 211 ^B " Send an apoplex}' to that old uncle of mine." ^f " Raphael, 1 '11 let you otf lor ten thousand francs a year." " Fine deeds of gift ! " cried the notarj-. " You might cure my gout." ''Bring down the price of stocks," said the banker. All these speeches went off like the rockets of the bouquet which ends a display of fireworks. These eager desires were made, perhaps, more in earnest than in jest. " M}' dear friend," said Emile, graveh', "I'll be quite satisfied with two hundred thousand francs a year. So now begin to kill yourself with a good grace, come." "Emile," said Raphael, "you don't know what it would cost me." " A fine excuse ! " cried the poet. " We ought all to sacrifice ours'elves to our friends." " I have a mind to wish for the death of ever}' one of you," answered Valentin, casting a deep and darkling look at the guests. " Dying men are frightfully cruel," said Emile, laughing. " Here you are, rich," he added, seriousl}*. " Well, I give you two months to become disgustingly selfish. You are already stupid, for 3'ou can't under- stand a joke. The next thing will be that j'ou will actually believe in that Magic Skin of 3'ours." Raphael, who dreaded the satire of the assembled company kept silence, and drank i n ordinate l}*, to. for- get for the time being his fatal power. PART III. THE DEATH AGONY. Early in the month of December an old man, over seventy 3'ears of age, was going along the rue de Varennes, unmindful of the rain, and gazing up at the doors of all the houses, looking, with the eagerness of a lover and the absorbed air of a philosopher, for the one belonging to Monsieur le Marquis Raphael de Valentin. An expression of anxious grief, struggling against the will of a despotic nature, was on his face, which was dried like an old parchment shrivelling in the fire, and framed by long gray locks, now hanging in disorder. If a painter had met this singular personage, who was lean and bon}^, and dressed in black, he would certainlj', on returning to his studio, have put a sketch of him into his note-book with the inscription, " Classic poet in search of a rhyme." After making sure of the number of the house, this living palingenesia of RoUin knocked gentl}' at the door of a magnificent hotel. ' ' Is Monsieur Raphael at home ? " he asked of the porter in livery. "Monsieur le marquis does not receive visitors," answered the man, swallowing a huge bit of bread which he was dipping in a bowl of coff'ee. " I see his carriage," persisted the old man, pointing to a brilliant equipage standing under a wooden roof The Magic Skin, 213 painted in stripes like an awning, which projected from the portico and overshadowed the steps. * ' He must be going out ; and I will wait here to speak with him." " Ah ! m}^ old friend, then you ma}' have to wait here till to morrow morning ! " answered the porter. " There is always a carriage standing read}' for monsieur. But please go awa}' ; I should lose an annuit}' of six hun- dred francs if I were to let a stranger into the house without orders." Just then a tall old man, whose apparel was a good deal like that of an usher in a ministerial office, came out of the vestibule, and down a few steps hastily, to examine the astonished petitioner. " Well, here 's Monsieur Jonathas," said the porter. " You can ask him." The two old men, attracted to each other by the sympath}' of age, or by mutual curiosit}', met in the middle of the large court-yard, where tufts of grass were growing between the paving-stones. A dreadful silence reigned about the house. An observer, looking at Jonathas, would have longed to fathom the mystery that loomed on his face, and appeared in all the details of the gloom}' premises. Raphael's first care, after succeeding to the wealth of his uncle, had been to find out what had become of the old and devoted servant, whose affection he could rely. Jonathas wept with joy when he saw his young master, — from whom he had thought himself forever parted, — and his happiness, when the marquis promoted him to the important func- tions of steward, knew no bounds. The old man be- came an intermediary power stationed between Valentin and the outer world. Sole manager of his master's 214 The Magic Skin. wealth, blind agent of a mj'sterious thought, he was like a sixth sense through which the emotions of life were brought to Raphael. " Monsieur, I wish to speak to Monsieur Raphael," said the other old man, pointing to the steps of the portico, as if to ask for shelter from the rain. "Speak to Monsieur le marquis!" exclaimed the steward. "He scarcely ever speaks to me, his foster- father." "I am also his foster-father!" said the old man. " If your wife fed him with her milk, I taught him to suck the breast of the Muses. He is my nursling, my child, — cams alumnus. I fashioned his brain, cultivated his understanding, developed his genius ; and I say it to my own honor and glory. Is he not one of the most remarkable men of our epoch? He was under me in the sixth and third classes, and in rhetoric. I am his professor ! " " Ah ! monsieur is Monsieur Porriquet? " " Precisely. But monsieur — " " Hush, hush ! " said Jonathas to two scullions whose voices broke the dead silence which pervaded the premises. " Is Monsieur le marquis ill? " asked the professor, anxiously. " Ah, monsieur, God alone knows what is the matter with him ! There 's not another house in Paris like this, — do 3'ou hear me? — not another. Good God! no. Monsieur le marquis bought it from the former proprietor, — a duke and peer. He has spent three hundred thousand francs in furnishing it ; that 's not a trifling sum ! Ever}- room in the house is a miracle. The Magio Skin. 215 Good ! when I saw all this magnificence, I said to myself: ' It is his grandfather's time over again ; the young master will invite all the world, and the court, too.' Not at all ! Monsieur never sees an}- one. He leads a strange life, Monsieur Porriquet, — do 3'ou hear me ? — an inconceivable life. He gets up every da}' at the same hour. None but I — I alone, believe me — am allowed to enter his room. 1 open his door at seven o'clock, summer and winter. Tliere 's a queer compact between us. After I enter I say, ' Monsieur le marquis, 3'ou must wake up ; 3'ou must dress.' And then he wakes up and dresses. I give him his dressing- gown, always made in the same style and of the same sort of stuff. I am obliged to replace everything when it gets worn, so that he need never ask for new things. Was there ever such a fane}'? Well, poor dear, he has a thousand francs a da}' to spend, and so he can do as he likes ! I love him so that if he boxed my^ right ear I 'd turn him the left. He might tell me to do the most difficult things, and I should do them, — do them^ do you hear me? As for other matters, he makes me attend to such a lot of trifles that I 'm kept bus}' all the time. Say he reads the papers, — well, I have to put them every morning in the same place on the same table. I am to come at precisely the same hour to shave him, — and don't I tremble? The cook will lose an annuity of a thousand francs, which he is to have at his master's death, if breakfast is not served precisely at ten in the morning and dinner at five. The bill of fare is made out for the whole year, day after day, and no changes allowed. Monsieur le marquis has nothing to wish for. He has strawberries when 216 The Magic Skin, there are strawberries, and the first mackerel which comes to Paris. The dinner-list is printed, and he knows it by heart. For the rest, he dresses at the same hour, in the same linen, the same clothes, laid out by me — b}^ me, do you hear me ? — on the same chair. I have to see that the cloth of his clothes is al- waj's the same ; if his overcoat were to get worn out (but that's only a supposition), I should replace it without saying a word to him. If the weather is fine I go in and sa}', 'You ought to go out, monsieur.' To that he replies yes, or no. If yes, he is not obHged to wait a moment, — the horses are kept harnessed, the coachman sits on his box, whip in hand, just as you see him over there. In the evening, after dinner, monsieur goes one day to the Fran(;ais, and another daj' to the Op — stay, no, he has n't yet been to the Opera, for I could not get a box till yesterday. Then he comes home precisely at eleven o'clock and goes to bed. During the day he does nothing, absolutely noth- ing, but reads, reads, reads forever ; it is a notion he has. I am ordered to study the ' Bookseller's Journal,' and buy all the new books, so that he may find them on his table on the day of publication. It is m}' busi- ness to go into his room every hour and look after the fire and other things, so that he can never want anj'- thing. Why, monsieur, he gave me a little book of my duties, — a sort of catechism, which I had to learn hy heart ! In summer I .arrange piles of ice to keep the temperature of his room cool, and put fresh flowers everywhere. Rich ! I should think he was rich, — he has a thousand francs a da}^ to get rid of! he can do what he likes now. He was long enough, poor boy, with- The Magic Skin. 217 out, as 3'ou may sa}', the necessaries of life ! "Well, he troubles no one ; he is as good as gold. He never speaks ; dead silence in the house and garden. But, dull as the life is, mj' master has n't a wish to gratify ; everything goes b}' clock-work et recta. And he is quite right, too ; if you don't keep servants up to the mark things are soon at sixes and sevens. I tell him all he ought to do, and he does it. You would n't believe how far he carries that sort of thing ! His rooms are in a — a, what do you call it? — suite. Well, suppose he opens his chamber-door, or his stud3'-door, — bang ! all the other doors open of themselves by mechanism ; and then he goes from end to end of his rooms without finding a single door closed, — ver}' convenient and agreeable for us servants ! In short, Monsieur Porriquet, he told me in the beginning, — * Jonathas, you are to take care of me like a babe in swaddHng-clothes,' — swaddHng-clothes, 3'es, monsieur, that 's just what he did sa}', swaddling-clothes ! ' You are to think of all ni}' wants for me.' I 'm the master, — do you hear me? — the master, and he is, after a fashion, the servant. And wh}'? Ah, that's some- thing nobod}' in the world knows but himself and the good God ! It 's incomprehensible ! " " He must be writing a poem," said the professor. " Do you think so? Is that so very absorbing? But I don't believe you are right. He often tells me he wants to live like a vegetable, to vegetate. No later than yes- , terda}'. Monsieur Porriquet, he looked at a tulip while he was dressing, and he said to me, ' There 's m}' life. I vegetate, my poor Jonathas.' People are beginning to call it monomania. Well, it 's inconceivable ! " 218 : . ' ^ The Magic Skin. " It all goes to prove, Jonathas," said the professor, in a grave, dictatorial tone which greatl3- impressed the old valet, " that 3'oiir master is engaged on some great work. He is plunged in deep and boundless meditation, and he does not choose to be distuibed b}- the affairs of dailj^ life. A man of genius forgets everything when absorbed in intellectual toil. One day the celebrated Newton — " *' Newton?" said Jonathas, " I don't know him." " Newton, a great mathematican," resumed Porriquet, ''once spent twenty-four hours with his elbows on a table ; when he came out of his reverie he thought it was still the day before, just as if he had been to bed and to sleep. I must see Monsieur Raphael, — dear bo}^ per- haps I can help him," added the professor, making a few steps toward the house. "Stop!" cried Jonathas. "Were you the king of France, old man, you can't go in there unless you force the doors and walk over my dead body. But, Monsieur Porriquet, I '11 go and tell him you are here. I shall sa}', ' Is he to come up ? ' and he '11 answer, ' Yes,' or " No.' I am never allowed to ask him, ' Do you wish ? Is it 3'our desire ? Will you do so and so ? ' Those words are blotted out of the conversation. Once I forgot my- self and blurted out one of them. ' Do 3'ou wish to kill me? ' he cried in a rage." Jonathas left the old professor in the vestibule, making him a sign that he was to come no farther ; he soon returned however with a favorable answer and con- ducted the old emeritus through a suite of sumptuous apartments the doors of wliich were all open. Porriquet saw his old pupil in the distance sitting beside the fire- I The Magic Skin, 219 place. Wrapped in a dressing-gown made of some stuff with a large pattern, and sunken in a padded arm- chair, Raphael was reading a newspaper. The deep melancholy to which he seemed a victim was expressed in the helpless attitude of his weakened bodj' ; it was stamped on his brow, on his face, pale as an etiolated plant. A certain effeminate grace and the fanciful air peculiar to rich invalids clung about him. His hands, like those of a pretty woman, were softl}' and delicateU' white. His fair hair, now ver^^ thin, curled about the temples with daint}' coquetr3\ A Greek cap, dragged down by a tassel too heav}' for the slight cashmere of which it was made, hung on one side of his head. He had let a malachite paper-knife with a gold handle which he had been using to cut the leaves of a book, drop at his feet. On his knees was the amber mouth-piece of an Indian hookah whose enamelled spirals la}' like a serpent on the floor ; but he had forgotte^to iuhale its fragrant odors. And 3'et, the pervading feebleness of this 3'oung body was belied b}' the blue e3'es ; life seemed to concentrate within them and to shine with an ex- traordinar3' perception which took in at a glance ever3-- thing about him. That look was painful to behold. Some would have called it despairing ; others might have read it to mean an inward struggle more terrible even than remorse. It was, in truth, the deep and all-em-' bracing glance of a powerless man driving his desires back into the depths of his soul ; the glance of the miser gloating in thought over pleasures his money might bring him, but which he denies himself rather than spend it ; the glance of a chained Prometheus, of the fallen Emperor when he discovered at the El3'see, in 1815, the 220 The Magic Skin, strategic blunder of his enemies, and asked for twent}'- four hours of command, which were denied him. It was the look of a conqueror, and yet the look of a lost soul, — the same look that some months earlier Raphael had cast at his last bit of gold as he threw it on the gambling-table, the same that a few minutes later he had cast at the Seine. He now submitted his will, his intellect, to the coarse common-sense of the old peasant who was only half- civilized after fifty years of servitude. Almost happy in thus becoming a species of automaton, he abdicated life that he might live, and stripped his soul of every wish and of all the glories of desire. He made himself chaste after the manner of Origen, emasculating his imagination that he might the better struggle with that cruel Power whose challenge he had rashly accepted. The morrow of the day on which, suddenly enriched by his uncle's will, he had seen the Magic Skin perceptibly diminish, he was at the house of his notar}^ There he chanced to meet a ph3'sician who related how a native of Switzer- land had cured himself of consumption. The man never spoke for ten 3'ears, compelled himself to breathe only six times a minute, in the close air of a cow-house, following a rigid diet. " I will live like that man," tliought Raphael, resolved to liv^e at an3' price. In the midst of luxur}' he led the life of a steam-engine. The old professor shuddered as he looked at him ; everything about that frail and debiUtated bod}' seemed to him artificial. The recollection of his fresh and rosy pupil with alert 3'oung limbs came to his mind as he met the burning eye of the marquis and saw the weight of thought upon his brow. If the old classic scholar, a The Magic Skin. 221 sagacious critic and preserver of the st3-le of a past day, had ever read Lord Byron he would have fancied that he saw Manfred where he expected to have seen Childe Harold. " Good morning, Pere Porriquet," said Raphael to his old teacher, taking the cold fingers of the old man into his own burning hand. " How are you ? " " I am very well," answered the old man, frightened by the touch of that feverish hand ; " and you? " '^ Oh ! I hope to keep myself in good health." '' You are engaged, I suppose, on some great work?'* " No," answered Raphael. " Exegi monumentuTii ; I have closed the books and bid adieu to Science. I really don't know where my manuscripts are." "• Your style was pure," said the professor, " I hope you have not adopted the barbaric language of the new school, who thought they did a marvellous deed \\\ producing Ronsard ? " ''My work is purely physiological." ''Oh, I am sorry," replied the professor. ''When it comes to science, grammar must lend itself to the necessities of discover}'. Nevertheless, m}' dear boj', a clear style which is also harmonious, like that of Massillon, Monsieur de Buffon, and the great Racine, a classical style, can never injure anything. But, my friend," said the old man, interrupting himself, "I am forgetting the object of my visit. It is one of self- interest." Remembering too late the rhetorical eloquence to which a long professorship had trained his old master, Raphael regretted having admitted him, and was about to wish that he would go, when he suddenly strangled 222 The Magic Skin. the secret desire as his eyes fell on the Magic Skin hanging before him. It was fastened to a white cloth, on which its fateful outUnes were carefully drawn by a strong red line which accurately marked them. Since the fatal banquet, Raphael had subdued the very least of his desires, endeavoring to live in a way to give no cause of slirinking to the terrible talisman. That piece of magic leather was like a tiger with whom he was compelled to live without exciting its ferocity. He therefore listened patiently to the prolixities of the old professor. It took Pere Porriquet nearly an hour to relate certain persecutions to which he had been subjected since the Revolution of July. The worthy soul, wishing for a strong government, had imprudently^ uttered a patriotic desire that grocers would attend to their own business, statesmen to the conduct of public affairs, law3'ers to their cases, and peers of France to their duties at the Luxembourg. But one of the popu- lar ministers of the citizen-king had resented his opin- ions, turned him out of his professorship, and called him a Carlist. He now came, less for himself than for those dependent on him, to entreat his former pupil to obtain for him the position of principal in one of the Govern- ment provincial colleges. Raphael was falling a victim to irrepressible sleepiness, when the monotonous voice of the professor suddenly ceased to murmur in his ears. Forced, out of politeness, to look into the faded and almost lifeless e3'es of the old man as he uttered his slow and wearisome sentences, Raphael had been first stupefied, then magnetized hy some inexplicable inert force. . " Well, my good Pere Porriquet," he answered, The Magic Skin, 223 without really knowing to wliat request lie was reply- ing, '• 1 can do nothing, — reallj' nothing at all. I sincereh' wish 3'ou may succeed — " As he spoke, and without at all perceiving the effect his selfish and indifferent words produced upon the sallow, wrinkled face of the old man, Raphael suddenly sprang up like a frightened deer. He saw a slight white line between the edge of the black Skin and the broad red mark, and he uttered so dreadful a ary that the poor professor was terrified. "Go, go, old fool!" he cried; " 3-ou will get that place you want, whatever it is. Why could you not have asked me for an annuitj^ rather than a homicidal wish? Your visit would then have cost me nothing. There are a hundred thousand employments in France, and I have but one life. The life of a man is worth more than all the appointments in the universe — Jonathas ! " Jonathas appeared. " This is your doing, 3'ou triple fool ! Why did you tell me to receive him ? " he cried, pointing to the petri- fied old man. " Did I put my soul in 3'our keeping to let 3'ou rend it in pieces ? You have torn ten years of life awa}' from me. One more such act, and you will follow me where I followed my father. Would I not rather have wished and obtained m}' beautiful Fedora than have done a service to that old carcass, that rag of humanity? I might have given him gold — Besides, if all the Porriquets in the world died of hunger, what is that to me ? " Anger blanched his face ; a slight foam came upon his trembling lips ; the expression of his eye was blood- 224 The Magic Skin. thirsty. At sight of him the two old men shuddered convulsively, like children beholding a snake. The 3'oung man fell back into his chair ; a species of re- action took place within him, and the tears flowed profusely from his flaming e3'es. ''Oh, my life! my beautiful life!" he said. "No more beneficent thoughts ! no more love ! Nothing, — nothing!" He turned to the professor. "The harm is done, old friend," he continued, in a gentle voice. " I have largely rewarded you for all your care of me. My misfoi'tune has at least benefited a worthy man." There was so much feeling in the tone with which he uttered these almost unintelligible words that tlie two old men wept as one weeps on hearing some tender air sung in a foreign language. " He must be epileptic," said Porriquet, in a lo\^ voice. "I thank yon for that thought, my friend," saiO Raphael, gently. " You wish to excuse me. Diseasu is an accident ; inhumanity- is vice. Leave me now," he added. " You will receive to-morrow, or the day after, or perhaps to-night, the appointment you are seeking, for resistance has triumphed over action. Adieu ! " The old man went away horror-stricken, and full of anxiet}' as to Raphael's mental state. The scene struck him as bordering on the supernatural. He doubted his own perceptions, and asked himself if he were not waking from a painful dream. " Listen to me, Jonathas ! " said tlie 3'oung man to his old valet. " Tvy to understand the mission I have confided to 3'ou." The Magic Skin. 225 *' Yes, Monsieur le marquis." *•• I am a man outside of all ordinary laws." " Yes, Monsieur le marquis." *' All the delights of life are dancing like beautiful women around my d^ing bed. If I call to them, I die. Death I alwaj's death ! You must be the barrier be- tween the world and me." " Yes, Monsieur le marquis," repeated the old man, wiping great drops of sweat from his wrinkled brow. " But if you do not wish to see beautiful women, how can 3'ou go to the opera to-night? An English family who are returning to London have let me hire their box for the rest of the season ; and it is one of the best — a capital box, on the first tier ! " Raphael had sunk into a reverie, and no longer listened. Do you see that luxurious carriage, — a simple coupe externallj', painted brown, and on its panels the arms of an ancient and noble family ? As it passes rapidh', the grisettes admire it, and covet the satin lining, the carpet from the Sav^nerie, the gimps, the soft cush- ions, and the plate-glass windows. Two lacker's in liver\' stand behind that aristocratic equipage ; but within it, against the satin lining, lies a fevered head, with livid circles round the sunken eyes, — Raphael's head, sad and thoughtful. Awful image of wealth ! He crosses Paris like a meteor ; arrives at the portico of the Theatre Favart ; the steps of the carriage are let down ; the two footmen support him ; an envious crowd watch him. Raphael walked slowl}' through the corridor ; he 15 226 The Magic Skin. allowed himself none of the pleasures he had formerly coveted. While waiting for the second act of the Semiramide, he went along the passages and up and down the fo^-er, forgetting his new box, which he had not 3'et entered. The sense of possession no longer existed in his breast. Like all sick folk, he thought only of his malady. Leaning against the mantle-shelf of the fo3'er, around which were circulating the old and the 3'oung men of fashion, past and present ministers of state, and a whole societ}' of speculators and journal- ists, Raphael noticed near by him a strange and even supernatural figure. He advanced, staring somewhat insolently at the fantastic being, that he might get a nearer view of him. " What a wonderful bit of paint- ing ! " was his first thought. The hair, eye-brows, and pointed tuft on the chin, a la Mazarin, were d3Td black ; but the coloring matter, being applied to hair that was too white to take it well, had given the whole an unnat- ural purplish tinge, the tints of which changed under the more or less vivid reflection of the lights. His face was flat and narrow, the wrinkles were filled up with thick layers of rouge and white enamel, and the whole expression was craft}^ yet anxious. The application of paint had been neglected on certain parts of the face, and the omission brought out oddly the man's decrepitude and his leaden skin. It was impossible not to laugh at that strange head, with the pointed chiu and the projecting forehead, resembling, as it did, those grotesque wooden faces carved in German}' by shepherds during their waiting hours. If an observer liad examined alternately this old Adonis and Raphael, he would have seen in the mar- The Magic Skin. 227 quis the e3'es of a 3'oung man behind a mask of old age, and in this strange being the sunken e3'es of de- crepitude beneath the mask of youth. Valentin tried to recall where and under what circumstances he had seen the strange old mumm}', now fashionablj- booted and cravatted, crossing his arms and clicking his heels, as if he had all the vigor of petulant youth at his com- mand. His step had nothing constrained or artificial about it. An elegant coat, care full}' buttoned, covered a strong and bony frame, giving him the general look of an old dandy w4io clings to the last fashion. This extraordinary puppet, full of life, had all the charms of an apparition to Raphael ; he gazed at him as though he were some smoke-dried Rembrandt, recentlj' re- stored, varnished, and put in a new frame. This com- parison suddenly- brought light into the tangle of his confused recollections ; he recognized the old antiquary, the man to whom he owed his misery. At that instant a sort of silent laugh came from the fantastic being, and" stretched his cold hps, already strained over a set of false teeth. As he noticed it, Raphael's vivid imagination showed him the striking likeness between this man and the ideal heads which painters give to the Mephistopheles of Goethe. Super- stition seized upon the strong mind of the 3'Oung man ; he suddenly believed in the powder of the Devil, in the witchcraft of the Middle Ages handed down to us in legends and by the poets. He turned with horror from the fate of Faust, and prayed heaven with a sudden impulse, like that of the dying, for faith in God and the Virgin Mar}'. A pure and radiant light showed him the heaven of Michael Angelo and of Sanzio Urbino, 228 The Magic Skin, the parting clouds, the white-bearded old man, the winged heads, and a beautiful woman rising from the lambent glory. He comprehended, he grasped the idea of those glorious creations whose human mission ex- plained to him his probation and gave him hope. But, as his e3'es came back to the foyer of the opera- house, he saw, not the Virgin, but the odious Euphrasia. The danseuse, with her light and supple body clothed in a dazzling dress, and covered with oriental pearls, went up to the impatient old man, exhibiting her person, her bold and insolent brow, her sparkling eyes, to the en- vious and calculating crowd, as though to proclaim the boundless wealth of the old lover whose treasures she was dissipating. 'Raphael recollected the jeering wish with which he had accepted the fatal present of the antiquary-, and he tasted the sweets of vengeance as he beheld the deep humiliation of that high wisdom whose overthrow had so lateh* seemed impossible. The cen- tenarian greeted Euphrasia with a charnel smile, to which she responded by words of love ; he offered her his shrunken arm, made two or three turns up and down the fo3'er and welcomed with delight the compli- ments and eager looks bestowed upon his mistress, without perceiving the sneering laughter and the cutting jeers of which he was the object. " In what cemetery did that young ghoul disinter him? " cried the most elegant of the romanticists. Euphrasia smiled. The speaker was a young man with fair hair and brilliant blue ejes, slender and lithe in fig- ure, wearing a small moustache, a short frock-coat, and his hat over one ear ; his prominent gift was a livel}' power of repartee, — the only language of his school. The Magic Skin, 229 " IIow many old men," thought Raphael, "end a life of honor and uprightness, of toil and virtue, by such foil}' ; see that one, with his cold feet, making love ! Well, monsieur," he said, stopping the old anti- quary and flinging a glance at Euphrasia, " have you forgotten the stern maxims of 3'our philosophy? " " Ah," replied the old Adonis, in a quavering voice, *' T am now as happ}' as a young man ! I took life at the wrong end ; the whole of it is summed up in an hour of love." At this moment the spectators were recalled by the stage-bell, and they all hurried to take their seats. Raphael and the old man parted. As the marquis entered his box he saw Fedora on the other side of the theatre, exactlj' opposite to him. Apparent!}', she had just arrived, and was throwing her scarf aside, and displa3'ing her throat, with the indescribable movements of a beautj' engaged in placing herself becomingly. All eyes were turned to her. A 3'oung peer of France ac- companied the countess, and she presently asked him for the opera-glass she had allowed him to carry. The gesture and the look she gave this new companion were enough to tell Raphael the tyrann}- to which he was subjected. Fascinated, no doubt, as he himself had been, like him struggling with the mighty power of a true love against the cold calculations of a hard woman, the young man was, in all probabilit}', suffer- ing the torments from which Valentin had now es- caped. An expression of J03: came upon Fedora's face when, after turning her glass upon all the boxes and rapidly surveying all the toilets, she was conscious of eclipsing b}' her dress and hy her beauty- the prettiest 230 The Magic Skin. and the most elegant women in Paris. She began to laugh, and show her white teeth, and to move her head, and the quivering wreath of flowers that adorned it. Pier ej^es went from box to box, ridiculing here a turban awkwardly placed on the head of a Russian princess, there an ugly bonnet which disfigured the daughter of a banker. Suddenl}' she turned pale as she met Raphael's fixed gaze ; her rejected lover with- ered her with an intolerable glance of contempt. None of her other banished lovers denied her charm. Valentin alone showed her that he was safe from lier seductions. When Power is once defied with impunity, it Js Jbending '-toiN'ard ruin. This maxim is more deeply engraved in the heart of woman than in the head of kings. Fedora saw in Raphael the death of her prestige. A speech of his, uttered a few nights earlier, had gone the rounds of all the salons in Paris, and the slash of its epigram had given the countess a mortal blow. We can cauteriz e a wounj^^ut we.lojpw n^^^ for the Imrt produced b}- speech- All the women present were looking alter- natel}" at the marquis and at the countess, and Fedora would gladly at that moment have consigned her enemy to the dungeons of the Bastille, for she well knew that in spite of her talent for dissimulation her rivals guessed her sufferings. During the interlude between the first and second acts, a lady seated herself close to Raphael in the adjoining box, which had hitherto been empty. A murmur of ad- miration went through the house. The sea of human faces turned in a tide toward her, and all eyes gazed at the beautiful unknown. Young and old made so pro- longed a stir during the time when the curtain was down The Magic Shin, 231 that the musicians in the orchestra turned to discover the reason. The women were busy with their opera- glasses, and the old men, renewing their youth, rubbed the lenses of theirs. But the enthusiasm subsided by degrees as the curtain went up, and all was again orderly. Good societ}', ashamed of having yielded to a spontaneous feeling, returned to its aristocratic cold- ness and its polished manners. Rich people do not like to be surprised and delighted by anything ; they try to seize at once on some defect in a fine work, and so release themselves from the vulgar sentiment of admi- ration. A few men, however, neglecting the music, remained lost in natural and honest admiration of Raphael's neighbor. Valentin noticed in one of tiie lower boxes the ignoble and florid face of Taillefer, who was accompanied bj- Aquilina. Next he saw Emile standing in the stalls, and seeming to sa}' to him, '' Why don't you look at that beautiful creature beside you?" And then Rastignac, accompanied b}' a 3'oung woman, doubtless a widow, who sat twisting his gloves like a man in despair at being chained where he was, and un- able to get nearer to the enchanting unknown. Raphael's life depended on a compact, still unbroken, which he had made with his own soul ; he had pledged himself not to look with interest on any woman. Still under the dominion of the terror he had felt in the morning, when, on the mere expression of a civil wish the talisman shrank visibly, he firmh' resolved not to turn in the direction of his neighbor. Seated like a duchess with his back in the angle of the box, he rudel}' obstructed his neighbor's view of half the stage, and seemed purposely to igno^'e the fact that a pretty 232 The Magic Skin. woman was behind him. The ladN^ on the other hand, did much as he did. She rested her elbow on the edge of the box and looked at the singers with her head at three quarters, as if sitting for her picture. The two were like a pair of lovers who, having quarrelled and turned their backs on one another, are read3' to era- brace at the first loving word. Occasionally the light swan's-down on the lady's mantle or a waft of her hair touched Raphael's head, and gave him a sensation against which he struggled bravek ; he heard the feminine rustle of a silken dress, and felt the imper- ceptible movement given b}- the act of breathing to the shoulders and the garments of the hidden woman, all of whose sweet being was suddenly communicated to Raphael as by an electric spark, the lace and the swan's-down transmitting faithfull}' to his shoulder the delicious warmth of that other life. By the capricious will of Nature these two persons, held apart b}- good manners, separated by the fear of death, were breath- ing as one being and perhaps thinking of each other. The penetrating perfume of aloes completed Raphael's subjugation. His excited imagination, roused b}- hin- drances which seemed almost fantastic, pictured the woman to his mind in lines of fire. He turned ab- ruptly. Shocked, no doubt, to find herself in such close contact with a stranger, the unknown lady made a like movement ; their faces, expressive of the same thought, were before each other's eyes. ''Pauline!" " Monsieur Raphael ! " Petrified, they looked at each other a moment in silence. Raphael saw Pauline in a simple but elegant The Magic Skin. 233 dress. Through the gauze that covered her shoulders a practised eye could see the whiteness of the lil3', and a shape that women themselves would have admired. Her virginal modest}', her celestial innocence, her graceful attitude were all there. The movement of the sleeve that covered the arm showed that the bodj' was palpitating with the beating of her heart. "Oh, come to-morrow," she said; "come to the Hotel Saint-Quentin and get jour manuscript. I will be there at mid-da}'. Be punctual.'* She rose hastily and disappeared. Raphael thought of following, but refrained, lest he should compromise her ; then he looked at Fedora and thought her ugh'. Not being able to understand or even hear a note of the music, suffocating in the close air, and with a swelling heart he left the theatre and went home. " Jonathas," he said to his old servant as he was going to bed ; " give me some laudanum on a piece of sugar, and do not wake me till twent}' minutes of twelve to-morrow." " I wish to be loved by Pauline," he said the next morning, looking fixedly at the talisman with inde- scribable anxiet}'. The Skin made no movement, — it seemed to have lost its contractile power ; doubtless it could not grant a wish that was alread}' accomplished. "Ah! " cried Raphael, feeling himself delivered as from a leaden mantle which he had worn since the day on which he had received the fatal gift, " thou art a liar ; thou dost not obej' me : the compact is at an end. I am free ! I shall live ! It was all a miserable joke." Though he said these words, he dared not believe his 2U The Magic Skin. own thought. He dressed plainly-, as in the old days, and went on foot to his former abode, trying to take him- self back to those happy days when he could fearlessly yield to his passionate desires, and before he had learned to gauge all human enjoyment. He walked along think- ing, not of the Pauline of his attic-room, but the Pauline of the night before, that perfect mistress of whom he had dreamed, the brilliant, loving, artistic 3'oung girl, comprehending the poets, comprehending poetr}- and living in the lap of luxury-, — in a word, P'edora en- dowed with a noble soul, or Pauline countess and mil- lionnaire. When he found himself on the broken doorstep and the worn-out threshold of that house where so often thoughts of despair had overwhelmed him, he was met b\^ an old woman who said, — " Are you Monsieur Raphael de Valentin?" "Yes, m}' good woman," he answered. " You know your old room," she continued ; " there 's some one expecting j'ou." *' Is the hotel still kept by Madame Gaudin?" "Oh, no, monsieur; Madame Gaudin is now a baroness. She lives in a beautiful house of her own across the river. Her husband has returned. Good- ness ! he brought back I don't know how much mone^'. They say she has got enough to buy up the whole quar- tier Saint-Jacques if she liked. She gave me lier busi- ness here and the remainder of her lease gratis. Ah, she 's a good woman. She 's not a bit prouder to-day than she was 3'esterda3\" Raphael ran lightly up to his garret, and as he reached the last flight he heard the sound of the piano. Pauline was there, modestlj- attired in a cambric dress ; but the The Magic Skin, 235 fashion of it, the hat, the gloves, the shawl thrown carelessl}' on the bed, all told of wealth. ''Ah, here yow are," cried Pauline, turning her head and rising with a childlike movement of delight. Raphael sat down by her, blushing, abashed, and happ3'. He looked at her and said nothing. *' Wh}' did 3'ou leave us?" she asked, lowering her eyes as the color rose in her cheeks. " What became of you?" *' Ah, Pauline, I have been, I still am very unhapp}-." *' I felt it," she cried, much moved. " I guessed it last night when I saw 3'ou so well dressed, so rich ap- parentlj', but in realit}' — tell me. Monsieur Raphael, is it as it used to be ? " Valentin could not restrain himself; tears filled his eyes as he cried out, " Pauline ! — I — " He could say no more, but his e^xs sparkled with love, his heart was in the look he gave her. " Oh, he loves me, he loves me," cried Pauline. Raphael made a sign with his head, for he felt him- self unable to utter a word. As she saw it, the young girl took his hand, pressed it, and said to him, half laughing, half sobbing : — " Rich, rich, happy, rich! thy Pauline is rich. But I ought to be poor this da}' ; a thousand times have I declared that I would give the wealth of the universe to hear him sa}' ' I love thee ! ' Oh, my Raphael ! I have millions. Luxury is dear to thee and thou shalt have it ; but thou must love m\' heart also, it is so full of love for thee. Let me tell thee all. My father has returned. I am an heiress. M3' parents allow me to decide m}' own fate. I am free, free, — dost thou understand me ? " 1^' 236 The Magic h'kiA, Raphael held her hands in a sort of wild delirium, kissing them so passionatelj-, so eagerl}', that his kisses seemed like a convulsion. Pauline disengaged her hands and threw them on his shoulders, holding him j the}^ un- derstood each other, and heart to heart they embraced with that sacred, delicious fervor, free from all ulterior thought, which is granted to one onh' kiss, the first kiss, by which two souls take possession of each other. | '' Ah," cried Pauline, falhng back in her chair, " I will never leave thee. — How is it that 1 am so bold ? " she added, blushing. " Bold, my Pauline! Oh, fear nothing; it is love, true love, deep, eternal as my own ; tell me, is it not?" "Oh, speak, speak, speak," she said; "too long th}" lips were mute to me." " Didst thou love me in those early days?" " Ah, God ! did I not love him? Many a time have I wept there as I put thy room in order, grieving for thy poverty and mine. I would have sold myself to a demon could 1 have spared thee grief. To-day, my Raphael, — for thou art mine, mine that dear head, mine thy heart ! Oh, yes, thy heart, thy heart above all, eternal wealth ! Ah, where am I ; what was I sa3'ing? " she cried, after a pause. " I know, it was this, — we have three, four five millions. If I were poor, I might desire to bear thy name, to be th^^ wife ; but now, at this moment, I would sacrifice the whole world to thee. I would be ever and always th}^ servant. Raphael, if to-day I oflfer thee my heart, my love, my fortune, I give thee no more than what I gave that day when I placed there," she said, pointing to the table-drawer, " a certain five-franc piece. Oh, what grief thy joy caused me that day." The Magic Skin, 237 " Why art thou rich? " cried Raphael. " Why hast thou no vanity, no self, — I can do nothing for thee." He wrung his hands with happiness, despair, and love. *' I know thee, celestial soul ! To be my wife, Madame la Marquise de Valentin, to have that title and my wealth is less to thee — " " — than a single hair of thine," she cried. "I too have millions; but what is wealth to us? Ah I I have mj^ life — m}* life to offer thee ; take it." "• Th}' love, m}^ Raphael, is more to me than the whole universe. Why, thy very thought is mine ; am I not in truth the happiest of the happ\^ ? " '* Can we be overheard?" said Raphael. " Nay, there is no one," she said, with a pretty gesture. " Then come ! " he cried, opening his arms to her. She sprang to him and clasped her hands around his neck. *' Kiss me," she said, ^' for all the griefs thou hast made me suffer ; for all the suffering th}' jojs once gave me ; for all the nights I spent upon my screens." " Thy screens?" " Since we are rich, my treasure, I can tell thee all. Poor darling ! how easy it is to deceive a man of genius. Can white waistcoats and clean shirts be had dail}' for three francs of washing a month? And 3'ou drank twice as much milk as your mone}' could bu}'. Oh ! I tricked you in everything, — fuel, oil, mone}' even. Oh, my Raphael, don't take me for your wife," she cried, laughing, " I am too wily." " But how did 3'ou manage it? " " I painted till two o'clock every night," she said, 238 The Magic Skin, *' and I divided the price of my screens between my mother and 3'ou." They looked at each other for a moment, bewildered with jo}' and love. "Oh!" cried Raphael. "We shall pay for this happiness b\" some frightful grief — " "Are you married?" cried Pauline. "Ah! I will not 3'ield thee to any woman." " I am free, my treasure." " Free ! " she repeated. "Free, and mine ! " She slipped to her knees, clasping her hands and looking up to Raphael with passionate devotion. " I fear I am going mad. How noble thou art ! " she cried, passing her hand through his blond hair. " Ah ! how stupid she was, that countess of thine, Fedora I What delight it gave me last night to please those people at the theatre. She was never honored with such a tribute. Listen, dearest ; when my shoulder touched thy arm, a voice cried within me. He is there! I turned and saw thee ! Oh, I fled away, for the desire seized me to fall upon thy neck in face of all the world." " Thou art happy in being able to speak," cried Raphael ; " as for me, my heart is in a vice. I want to weep, and I cannot. No, leave me thy hand. Would that I could stay beside thee all my life, look- ing at thee thus, happj- — happy and content." "Ah ! say those words again, my love." "What are words?" said Valentin, letting a hot tear fall upon Pauline's hand. " Later I will try to tell thee of m}' love ; now I can but feel it." " Oh ! " she cried, " that noble soul, thatloftj^ genius, The Magic Skin. 2S9 that heart I know so well, are mine, all mir^e, even as I am his — " " — forever and ever, m}- gentle creature," said Raphael, deepl}' moved. " Thou wilt be my wife, my guardian spirit. Th3' presence has always driven away m}' griefs and refreshed my soul ; at this moment thy smile does, as it were, purify me. I believe a new life opens to me. The cruel past and my sad follies seem to me hke evil dreams. Beside thee I am pure. I breathe the air of happiness. Oh ! be with me ever," he cried, pressing her solemnl}' to his beating heart. '' Let death come now," cried Pauline, in ecstasy, " for I have hved." I Happy he who can divine their joj's, for he has known 'them. '* My Raphael," said Pauline, after a short silence. *'I should like to think that no one could ever enter this dear garret." ' ' Then we must wall up the door, put iron bars to the window, and bu}' the house," said the marquis. " Ah, so we will," she cried ; then after a moment's silence, she added, "thy manuscripts — we have for- gotten them." And they both laughed with innocent delight. *' Bah ! what care I for all the science of the world," cried Raphael. '* Ah, monsieur, but think of fame." " Thou art my fame ! " — ** He was unhappj' when he wrote those words," she eaid, turning over the leaves of the manuscript. ''My Pauline— " " Yes, yes, I am thy Pauline. Well, what then?" ^40 The Magic Skin. ' ' Wher^ do j^ou live ? " " Rue Saint-Lazare, and thou?" " Rue de Varennes." " We shall be so far from each other until — " She stopped and looked at her lover with a shy, coquettish air. *' But," said Raphael, " it can onl}- be for a week or two at most that we are separated." " Can it be? shall we be married in fifteen da3's?" she sprang up like a child. " Ah, but I am a bad daugh- ter," she said. " I think no more of father, mother, — I think of nothing in the world but thee. Thou dost not know, poor darling, that my father is ill. He returned from the Indies so feeble that he came near dying at Havre, where mj' mother and I went to meet him. Oh, heavens ! " she cried looking at her watch ; " it is three o'clock. I must be back when he wakes up at four. I am mistress of the house, for m}- dear mother does all I wish, and m}' father adores me ; but I will never abuse their goodness, it would be wrong. Poor father ! he sent me to the opera last night. You will come and see him to-morrow, will 3'ou not?" " Will Madame la Marquise de Valentin do me the honor to take my arm ? " / " Let me carr}' off the key of this dear room," she said. '• Our treasure is a palace, is it not?" " Pauline, one more kiss." " A thousand ! Ah, my love," she said, looking at Raphael, " will it be ever thus, or am I dreaming? " They slowly descended the stairs ; and thus united, step by step, trembling under the weight of the same happiness, pressing closely together like doves, they The Magic Skin. i^43 reached the place de la Sorbonne, where Pauline's car- riage was in waiting. '' I wish to go home with you," she cried. " I want to see 3'our room, 3'our stud}' ; to sit beside the table at which you work. It will seem like old times," she added, blushing. "Joseph," she said to the footman, *' I shall go to the rue de Varennes before returning home. It is a quarter past three ; I must be home at four. Tell George to press the horses." And the two lovers were soon at the Hotel Valentin. "Oh, how glad I am to have seen it all," cried Pau- line, stroking the silken curtains which draped the bed. "I can now think of thy dear head upon that pillow. Tell me, Raphael, did any one advise thee how to furnish these rooms ? " "No one." "Truly? No woman?" "Pauline!" " I feel a dreadful jealous}'. What exquisite taste thou hast; to-morrow I will make my room like thine." Raphael, beside himself with happiness, caught her in his arms. " And now let me go to my father," she said. "I shall go with you," cried Valentin, "let us not be parted more than we can help." " How loving you are ! " " Are you not my life ? " It were wearisome indeed to recount the pretty elo- quence of love, to which the tones, the looks, the ges- tures alone give value. Valentin took Pauline to her home, and then returned to his, with a heart as lull of pleasure as a man can feel and bear in this low IG ^4^ The Magic Skin. world. When he was once more seated in his arm- chair beside the fire, thinking of the sudden and com- plete realization of his highest hopes, a chill thought crossed his mind like the steel of a knife cutting through his breast. He looked up at the Magic Skin ; it had shrunk. He uttered the great French oath, but with- out the Jesuitical reservations of the Abbesse des An- douillettes, leaned his head on the back of his chair, and remained long with his eyes fixed upon the drapery of a window, but without seeing anything. " Good God I " he cried, at length. *' What, every desire, all? Oh, poor Pauline ! " He took a pair of compasses and measured how much of life that morning's joy had cost him. " I have but two months more," he said. A cold sweat issued from his pores ; suddenly he obeyed an irrepressible impulse of anger and seized the Skin, crying out, '^ I am a fool ! " Then he rushed from the house and through the garden, and flung the talisman to the bottom of a well. '''-Vogue la galere!" he cried; ''come what may. To the devil with such nonsense ! " Raphael now abandoned himself to the joy of loving, and lived heart to heart with his Pauline. Their mar- riage, retarded by a few difficulties, uninteresting to the reader, took place earl^' in March. The}' had tried each other and felt no doubts ; happiness revealed to them tiie strength of their affection, and no two souls, no two natures were ever more perfectl}' united than theirs by love. Studying themselves, the}- grew to love each other better ; on either side the same delicacj', the same modesty, the same enjoyments of the soul, — the The Magic Skin, 243 sweetest of all enjoyments, that of the angels. No clouds were in their sk}' ; by turns the wishes of the one were a law to the other. Both were rich ; there were no caprices they could not satisfy, and therefore they had no caprices. An exquisite taste, a feeling for the beautiful, a true sense of poetry was in the nature of the wife ; despising the baubles of wealth, one smile of her lover was more to her than the pearls of Ormuz. Muslin and flowers were her choicest adornment. By mutual consent the}- avoided societ}', for solitude was to them so fruitful, so beautiful. People saw the charming pair at the opera or at the theatres, and if some gossip ran the rounds of the salons, soon the rush of events caused them to be forgotten, and left alone to their happiness. One morning when the weather had grown warm enough to give promise of the joys of spring, Pauline and Raphael were breakfasting in a small conserva- tory, a sort of salon filled with flowers, on a level with the garden. The sun's rays falling through rare shrubs warmed the atmosphere ; the contrasting colors of the leafage, the clustering flowers, and the capricious varia- tions of light and shade, were enlivening to the eye. While all Paris was still warming itself by cheerless hearths, the young couple were laughing in a bower of camellias and heaths and lilacs. Their jo3'ons heads were side by side among narcissus and lilies of the val- ley and Bengal roses. The floor of the conservatory was covered with an African mat, colored like a carpet. The walls, hung with green canvas, showed not a trace of dampness. The furniture was apparently" of rough wood, but the bark shone with cleanliness. A kitten 244 The Magic Skin. crouching on the table, attracted by the scent of the milk, allowed Pauline to paint its whiskers with coffee as she kept it at arm's length from the cream, tantaliz- ing it to continue the play, laughing with all her heart at its antics, and endeavoring to prevent Raphael from reading the newspaper, which had dropped many times from his hand. The pretty morning scene was full of inexpressible happiness, like all else that is natural and true and gay. Raphael pretended to read his paper, but he was all the while furtively watching Pauline as she frolicked with the cat, — his Pauline, wrapped in a long white morning dress, which scarceh' concealed her shape, his own Pauline, with her hair flowing and her little white feet veined with blue in their velvet slip- pers. Charming in dishabille, fairy-like as a figure of Westall's, she was girl and woman both, perhaps more girl than woman ; her happiness was without allo}^, and she knew love only through its earlier joys. Just as Raphael, wholl3' absorbed in his sweet reverie, dropped his journal for the tenth time, Pauline caught it, crumpled it into a ball and flung it into the garden, where it rolled, like the politics it contained, over and over upon itself, pursued by the kitten. When Ra- phael, roused b}* the scene, made a movement to pick up his paper, their jo3'ous laughter broke forth and died away, and came again like the song of birds. " I am jealous of that newspaper," cried Pauline, wiping the tears her merry laughter had occasioned. "It is felony," she asserted, becoming once more a woman, " to read those Russian proclamations in m}- presence, and to prefer the prose of the Emperor Nicholas to the words and looks of love." The Magic Skin. 245 <' I was not reading, my love, m}^ darling ; I was looking at 3'ou." At this moment the heavy step of the gardener, grind- ing on the gravel, was heard near the greenhouse. " I beg pardon, Monsieur le marquis, if I interrupt 3'ou and madame ; but I bring you a curiosity, the like of which I never saw. In drawing a bucket of water just now I brought up a queer marine pla^it. Here it is. Strange, though it lives in the water, it is n't wet nor even damp ; it is as dr}' as a bit of wood, and not the least swollen. As Monsieur le marquis knows so much, I thought it would interest him." So saying, the man showed Raphael the inexorable Skin, now reduced to a surface of six square inches. " Thank you, Vaniere," said Raphael ; " the thing is very curious." "My angel, what is the matter?" cried Pauline; " you have turned pale." " Leave us, Vaniere." " Your voice frightens me," cried the young girl ; " it is so strangely altered. What is it? How do you feel? Where is the trouble? Oh, you are ill ! A doc- tor ! " she cried. " Jonathas, help ! " " My Pauline, hush," answered Raphael, recovering his presence of mind. " Let us leave this place ; there is a flower somewhere about, whose perfume turned me faint. Perhaps it was that verbena." Pauline darted on the harmless plant, seized it by the stem, and flung it into the garden. "Oh, angel!" she cried, straining Raphael to her breast in a clasp as strong as love itself, and putting her coral lips with plaintive coquetrj- to his, " as I saw thee 246 The Magic Skin. turning faint, I knew I could not survive thee. Thy lifiJ is m}' life, Raphael : feel, pass thy hand along ra\^ back ^ I felt a death-blow there ; I am all cold. — Thy lips are^ burning, but thy hand is ice," she added. " Silly girl," cried Raphael. '' Why those tears? Ah, let me drink them ! " '' Oh, Pauline, Pauline, we love each other too well." " Something strange is happening within thee, Ra- phael. Be true with me, for I shall know thy secret soon. Give me that," she said, taking the Magic Skin. " It is my death," cried the young man, casting a look of horror at the talisman. " Oh, what a change in his voice ! " exclaimed Pauline, letting fall the fatal symbol. *' Dost thou love me ? " he said. * ' Do I love thee ? Canst thou ask it ? " " Then leave me, leave me. Go ! " The poor girl left him. '' Can it be," cried Raphael when alone, '' that in this age of discovery, when we have even learned that diamonds are crystals of carbon, an epoch when all things are explained, when the police would indict a new Messiah before the courts and submit his miracles to the Academy of Sciences, a day when the world be- lieves in nothing but the deeds of a notary, can it be that I am believing — I — in a sort of Mene, Mene, Tekel, Upharsin ? No, by God himself, I will not think that the AU-Powerful can find pleasure in torturing a human soul. I will consult some man of science." Before long Raphael was standing between the Wine Market, an immense collection of hogsheads, and the The Magic Skin. 247 Salpetriere, an immense seminary of drunkards, at a certain spot where, in a little pool, a number of ducks were disporting themselves, all remarkable as rare species, whose prismatic colors, like the windows of a cathedral, were sparkUng in the rays of the sun. All the ducks of the world were there, quacking, dabbling, diving, like a duck parliament assembled against its will, but happily not possessed of a charter or political principles, and living out their days undisturbed b}^ the guns of sportsmen, under the eyes of naturalists, who occasionally looked them over. " Here is Monsieur Lavrille," said one of the janitors of the establishment to Raphael, who had asked to see the great pontiff of zoology. The marquis now beheld a little man plunged in deep meditation over the study of a pair of ducks. This learned professor, who was of middle age, had a natu- rally gentle face, made still more kindl}' b}' an obliging manner ; but the chief expression of his person was scientific preoccupation. His wig, perpetually scratched and shoved to one side, showed a line of white hair be- low it, and seemed to indicate a fur}' of research which, like all other passions, tears us so completely from the things of life, that we even lose the consciousness of this self Raphael, a student and a man of science, admired the naturalist, whose da3's and nights were consecrated to the advancement of human knowledge, whose very errors might be said to be the glory of France ; a fashionable lad\', however, would have laughed at the solution of contiguity between the breeches and the striped waistcoat of the learned man, an interstice chastely' filled up b}^ a shirt con- 248 The Magic Skin. siderablj' rumpled b}' his exertions as he bent over, and kneeled down, and rose up at the raerc}' of his zoological investigations. After a few opening remarks by way of courtesy, Raphael thought it only politic to pay Monsieur Lavrille a commonplace compliment upon his ducks. " Oh, yes, we are rich in ducks," said the naturahst. "The genus is, as 3'ou are no doubt aware, the most prolific in the order of palmipeds. It begins with the swan and ends with the zinzin duck, and comprises one hundred and thirty-seven varieties of perfectly dis- tinct individuals, all having their own name, their man- ners and customs, their habitation, their physiognomy, and no more resembling one another than we resemble negroes. In fact, monsieur, when we eat a duck we have little idea what that involves — " He interrupted himself to watch a pretty little creature that was wad- dling up the slope out of the pool. " You see there Buffon's cravatted goose, poor child of Canada, come from afar to show us his gray and brown plumage and his jaunty white neck-cloth. Look ! he is scratching himself. There's the famous down goose, in other words, the Eider-duck, beneath whose quilts our ladies of fashion lie; isn't she pretty? Who wouldn't ad- mire that blush-white breast of hers, and the green bill? I have just mated two species which I have long despaired of breeding from, and I await the result im- patientl3\ 1 hope to obtain a hundred and tliirty-eighth species, to which perhaps my name may be given. There they are," he said, pointing out two ducks. " One is the laughing goose {anas alblfrons)^ the other is the groat whistling duck (anas rufina of Buffbn). I hesitated The Magic Skin. 249 l.„„ .„,.._.,... ^^jirhitc irides, and the shoveller-duck (anas clypeata). See, there's the shoveller, that big chestnut-brown fellow, "with the gloss \' green throat so coquettishlj' iridescent. But the whistler was crested, monsieur, and you can easily understand that that carried the da}'. All we want to complete the collection is the variegated duck with a black cap. Our gentlemen are unanimous in declaring that duck to be only a hybrid of the teal, w4th a crooked bill. As for me — " He made a gesture equall}' expressive of the modesty and the pride of learning, — pride full of obstinac}', modest}' replete with self-sufficienc}', — "I don't think so. You see, my dear monsieur, we don't waste our time on amusements here. At this very moment I am busy with a monograph on the genus duck. But neverthe- less I am at 3'our service." As the}' walked toward a rather pretty house in the rue de Buffon, Raphael produced the Magic Skin and showed it to Monsieur Lavrille. "' I know that product," said the man of science, after levelling his eye-glass on the talisman. ''It is often used to cover cases. Shagreen is a very ancient article. In these days manufacturers prefer to use the skin of the raja sephen^ which is, as you doubtless know, the shark of the Red Sea." " But this, monsieur, if you will have the great kind- ness to — " " This," said the learned man, interrupting Raphael, " is another thing altogether. Between the raja sepJien and the onagra there is, I admit, all the difference that there is between earth and ocean, between fish and 250 The Magic Skin, quadruped. Nevertheless the fish- skin is harder than shagreen. This," he continued, fingering the talisman, '' is, as you doubtless know, one of the most curious products of zoolog3'." " Explain it," said Raphael. " In the first place," said the man of science, plung- ing into his armchair, " it is the skin of an ass." " I know that," said the 3'oung man. *' There exists in Persia," resumed the naturalist, ** an extremel}' rare ass, the onager of the ancients, equus asinus, the houlan of the Tartars. Pierre- Simon Pallas went to those regions to examine it ; he gave it to science. Indeed, the animal had long been regarded as mythical or extinct. It is mentioned, as 3"ou know, in Holy Scripture : Moses forbade that it should breed with its congeners. But the wild ass is still more famous for its singular remedial properties, often alluded to by the Biblical prophets, and which Pallas himself mentions, as you doubtless remember, in his 'Act: Petrop,' volume II., where he says they are still accepted among the Persians and Afghans as a panacea for sciatic gout, and all diseases of the lumbar regions. We poor Frenchmen would be glad to know of that. The Museum does not possess a single onager. What a splendid animal ! " cried the man of science. "Full of m^'ster^' ! his e3'e is fur- nished with a species of reflector, to which the Orientals attribute a gift of fascination ; his coat is more exquis- itel}' shining than that of our best-groomed horses ; it is striped with tawny lines, and bears a strong resem- blance to the zebra. The animal's hair is soft and smooth, and unctuous to the touch : his sight is fully The Magic Skin, 251 equal in reach and precision to a man's ; he is rather larger than our finest domestic ass, and possesses ex- traordinary courage. If by chance he is overtaken or surprised, he defends himself with remarkable intelli- gence against other wild beasts ; as for the rapidit}^ with which he moves, it can be compared onl}^ to the flight of birds. An onager, monsieur, can out-run the fleetest Arab or Persian horses. According to the father of the conscientious doctor, Niebuhr, whose re- cent death, as 3'ou doubtless know, we now deplore, the ordinarj' pace of these wonderful creatures is seven thousand geometric strides per hour. Our degenerate donkeys give no idea of this proud, daring animal. He is nimble in action, livelj', intelligent, shrewd, graceful m appearance and in movement. He is, in fact, the zoological king of the East. Turkish and Persian su- perstitions both ascribe to him a mysterious origin, and the name of Solomon is mingled with the traditions that are current in Thibet and Tartary about the prow- ess of the noble animal. A tamed wild ass would be worth vast sums of money ; it is nearly impossible to capture them among their mountain fastnesses, where they spring from rock to rock like goats, or seem to fly like birds. The fable of Pegasus, the winged horse, no doubt took its rise from them. The saddle asses, obtained in Persia by mating the female ass with a tamed onager, are dj-ed red according to immemorial tradition ; and that custom is perhaps at the bottom of our proverb, ' Wicked as a red ass.' At an epoch when natural histor}' was at a low ebb in France, some traveller must, I think, have brought back with him one of these curioush' painted aniir.fils. who became 252 The Magic Skin. impatient in confinement, — hence the sa3'ing. The leather which 3011 show me," continued the learned man, "is made from the skin of the wild ass. There is a difference of opinion as to the origin of its name, ' shagreen/ Some say that it comes from the Turkish word Saghri^ signifying the rump of an ass ; others insist that the same word is the name of a town, where the hide of the wild ass was first subjected to the chemical preparation so well described b}- Pallas, and which gives it the granulated surface we admire so much : but Monsieur Martellens writes me that Sdaghrij or Chdagri^ is a rivulet." " Monsieur, I thank 3'ou for giving me all this in- formation, which would furnish admirable notes to some Dom Calmet, if Benedictines still existed ; but I have the honor to point out to 3'ou that this small piece of skin was, not long ago, as large as — that atlas," said Raphael, looking about him, " and for the last three months it has been visibl)' shrinking." *' Well, I understand that," said the man of science. *'A11 remains of animal life, primitively organized, are liable to a natural deca3', which is easy to compre- hend, and the progress of which depends largel3' on at- mospheric influences. Even metals expand or contract perceptibl3^ ; for engineers often notice considerable spaces between huge stones, held closel3' together origi- nall}^ by bands of iron. Science is vast, human life is short ; therefore we can hardly hope to master all the phenomena of nature." " Monsieur," said Raphael, rather bewildered, " ex- cuse the inquiry I am about to make of you. Are 3-ou quite sure that this Skin comes under the general The Magic Skin. 253 laws of zoology ; can it be stretched back to its former size ? " " Undoubtedl}' — Plague take it!" cried Monsieur Lavrille, vainly trying to stretch the talisman. " Mon- sieur," he added, "3'ou had better go and see Plan- chette, the celebrated professor of mechanics ; he can certainly find a way to act upon that Skin, to soften and distend it." "Ah, monsieur, 3'ou save my life." Raphael bowed to the wise man, and betook himself at once to Planchette, leaving Lavrille in a stud^' filled with vials and dried plants. He brought away with him, unawares, the whole of human science, — a no- menclature ! The worth}' naturalist was like Sancho Panza relating the stor^' of the goats to Don Quixote ; he amused himself by counting the animals and num- bering them. With one foot in the grave, he knew as yet only a tiny fraction of the incommensurable num- bers of the great herds flung b}' God, for some mysteri- ous purpose, across the lands and seas of the universe. Raphael, however, was satisfied. " I can bridle my ass, now," he thought to himself. Sterne had said before him: " Spare your ass, if 3-ou would live to old age." But the beast is certainly an unaccountable one. Planchette was a tall, lean man, a poet lost in per' petual contemplation of an abyss without a bottom, namely, motion. Ordinary persons cast the reproach of madness upon these glorious minds, these souls un- comprehended, who live in noble indiflTerence to luxury and life, capable of smoking all day long an unlighted cigar, or of entering a salon without always marrying the 254 The Magic Skin. buttons of their garments to the buttonholes. Some da}^, after long sounding of the void, after piling up the X's under Aa — Gg, they find the}^ have anal3'zed some natural law and decomposed the simplest of elements ; then suddenly the world at large admires a new mech- anism, or some vehicle of the understanding, whose facile construction amazes and confounds us. The modest man of science smiles and says to his admirers, — " What, think 3'ou, I have created? Nothing. Man cannot invent a force ; he directs it. Science consists in following nature." " ^~' Raphael came upon the mechanician, standing rigid on his two legs, like a man fallen plumb from a gib- bet on which he has been hanged. He was watching a marble as it rolled over a sun-dial, and waiting anxiousl}^ till it stopped. The poor man was neither pensioned nor decorated, for he knew nothing about ex- hibiting his science. Happ}^ in the quest of discovery, he thought of neither fame nor mone}', nor even of him- self ; he lived in science for the sake of science. "" Well, there 's no end to it," he cried, still watching the marble. Then noticing Raphael, he said, '' Mon- sieur, I am 3'our most obedient ; how is the mamma ? Go and see my wife." *' I could have lived that life," thought Raphael, who proceeded to draw the student from his reverie by show- ing him the Magic Skin, and asking to be told how to soften and distend it. " Though you may laugh at my credulity, monsieur," said the marquis, after stating the case, *' I shall hide nothing from you. This Skin has, as I think, a power of resistance against which nothing can avail." The Magic Skin. 255 r /'" Monsieur,'* said Planchette, " men of the world a^e apt to treat science cavalierl}'. The}' all say to ns pretty much what the Incroyable said to Lalande ^hen he escorted a lad}' to the observator}' after the / eclipse was over, — ' Will you have the goodness to begin again ? ' What effect are you seeking to pro- duce ? The end and aim of mechanics is to appl}- the laws of motion or to neutralize them. As to motion in itself, I declare to you with humility that we are power- less to define it. That acknowledged, we have dis- covered some of the unvarying phenomena which govern the action of fluids and solids. B}' reproducing the generating causes of those phenomena, we are able to move substances and transmit to them a locomotive power (up to a certain ratio of limited rapidity), to start their motion, to divide them simply or indefi- nitely, whether we break them or pulverize them. We can also twist them and produce rotary motion, modif}', compress, dilate, or stretch them. This science rests on a single fact. You see that marble, monsieur. It is here on this stone ; now it is over there. By what name shall we call that act so physically natural and so morall}' unaccountable ? Motion, action, locomotion, change of place? What self-suflSciency is in those w^ords? A name, — is that a solution? Yet it is the whole of science. Our machinery employs or decom- poses that motion, action, fact. The sliglit phenomenon before you, brought to bear on solid masses, can blow up Paris. We increase speed b}' expending force, and force by expending speed. What are force and speed? Science is unable to repl}', just as she is unable to create motion. Motion, of any kind, is an immense 256 The Magic Skin. power, and man has never invented powers. Power is one, like motion, whicli is indeed the essence of power. All things are motion. Thought is motion. Nature rests on motion. Death is a motion whose range is as yet little known to us. If God is eternal, we must believe that he is ever in motion ; God is, perhaps, mo- tion itself. Thus motion is as inexplicable as God, as profound, unlimited, incomprehensible, intangible. Who has ever handled, understood, or measured mo- tion? We feel its effects without seeing it. We can even deny its existence, as we deny that of God. Where is it ? where is it not ? Whence comes it ? What is the principle of it? Where will it end? It is every- where around us ; it presses upon us, and yet evades us ! As a fact, it is evident ; as an abstraction, it is obscure, being, as it is, cause and effect in one. It re- quires, as we do, space; and what is space? Motion alone reveals it to us ; without motion it is merely a word devoid of meaning, an insoluble problem, like chaos, like creation, like the infinite. Motion defies human thought, and the onl}^ conception man is allowed to obtain of it is that he can never conceive of it. Be- tween each of those points which that marble has suc- cessively occupied in space," continued the learned man ; " there lies an abyss for human reason ; into tliat abyss fell Pascal. To act upon an unknown substance, we must first stud3' that substance ; according to its own nature it will either break under a shock or resist it. If it breaks in two and your intention is not to divide it, we fail of the proposed end. Do you wish to com- press it? You must transmit an equal motion to all parts of the substance, so as to diminish uniforml}' the The Magic Skin. 257 space that separates them. On the other hand, do 3-ou desire to stretch a substance ? Then 3'ou must endeavor to give each molecule an equal eccentric force ; for, un- less that law is carefulh' observed, we shall produce solutions of continuity. There are, monsieur, an in- finite number of methods and endless combinations in motion. What effect are 3'ou seeking?" '' Monsieur," said Raphael, impatiently, " I seek some method suflSciently powerful to stretch this Skin indefinitely." "The substance being complete in itself," said the mathematician, "it cannot be indefinitel}^ distended; pressure will, however, necessaril}- increase its surface size at the expense of its thickness ; it will grow thinner and thinner until the substance fails — " Obtain that result, monsieur," cried Raphael, " and you will have earned millions." " I should simply steal your mone}'," said the man of science, phlegmatic as a Dutchman. " I will show you in two words the existence of a machine under which the Creator himself would be crushed like a fl}'. It re- duces man to the condition of a bit of blotting-paper ; j-es, a booted, spurred, cravatted man, gold, jewels, hat, and all, — " " What a horrible machine ! " " Instead of flinging their children into the water, those Chinese ought to have utilized them in this ver}^ way," continued the man of science, without regard to man's respect for his progeny. Absorbed in his idea, Planchette took an empty flower- pot with a hole in the bottom, and placed it on the sun-dial ; then he fetched a small quantity of 17 258 The Magic Skin. clay from a corner of the garden. Raphael stood watching him like a child, charmed with some won- derful tale told b}' its nurse. Placing the cla}" upon the dial, Planchette drew a pruning-knife from his pocket, cut two branches of elder, and began to empty them, whistling to himself as though Raphael were not present. " Here are the elements of the machine," he said. He now fastened one of the wooden tubes at right angles to the bottom of the flower-pot with a portion of the clay, so that the hollow end of the elder branch corresponded with the hole in the flower-pot. The wiiole looked now like an enormous pipe. He then spread a la^er of the cla^' on the sun-dial, shaping it in the form of a shovel, set the flower-pot on the widest part, and placed the branch of elder on the part repre- senting the handle of the shovel. Next, he put a quan- tity of cla}' at the end of the elder-tube, and inserted the other tube again at right angles, making an elbow of the cla}' to join it firmly to the horizontal branch, so that the air, or an}^ given ambient fluid, could circulate through the improvised machine from the opening of the vertical tube along the intermediary canal, into the empty flower-pot. "Monsieur, this contrivance," he said to Raphael, with the gravity of an Academician pronouncing his initiatory discourse, " is one of the great Pascal's high- est claims to reverence." " I do not understand 3'ou." The man of science smiled. He went to a fruit-tree and took down a little bottle (in which his apothecary had sent him a liquor to attract ants), broke off the The Magic Skin, 259 bottom of the vial and made a funnel of the rest, fitting it carefull}^ to the open end of the vertical tube of elder, which brought it opposite to the grand reser- voir represented by the flower-pot. Then from a gar- den watering-pot he poured in enough water to come equally to the edge of the reservoir, and to the little circular opening of the vertical tube. Raphael's thoughts wandered to his Magic Skin. ''Monsieur," said the mechanician, "water is sup- posed to be an incompressible substance ; don't forget that fundamental principle ; nevertheless, it does com- press, but so slightly that its contractile facult}' ma}' be reckoned at zero. You see the surface of the water in the flower-pot?" " Yes, monsieur." " Well, suppose that surface a thousand times larger than the orifice of the elder-tube through which I poured in the water. Stay, I will take ofl" the funnel." "I follow you." " Well, monsieur, if I increase the liquid mass by pouring more water through the orifice of the little tube, the fluid, forced to go down, will rise up in the reservoir represented by the flower-pot until the liquid reaches the same level in each." " That is evident," said Raphael. *' But there is this difference," resumed Planchette ; " the thin column of water added to the small vertical tube presents a force equal, let us sa}', to a pound's weight, and as its action is faithfull}' transmitted to the liquid mass, and reacts on all points of the surface of the reservoir, there will inevitably be a thousand columns of water, all rising with a force equal to that 260 Tlie Magic Skin. which sent down the fluid in the little vertical tube, and necessarily producing here," said Planchette, point- ing to the opening of the flower-pot, ' ' a force one thou- sand times as powerful as the force introduced there," pointing to the orifice of the tube. " That is perfectl}' plain,*' said Raphael. Planchette smiled. *'In other words," he resumed, with the tenacious logic of a mathematician, " we must, in order to re- press the overflow of the water, bring to bear on all parts of the great surface a force equal to the force acting through the vertical conduit ; but with this differ- ence, that if the liquid column in it is onl3" a foot high, the thousand little columns rising to the grand surface will have only a ver}' feeble elevation. Now," con- tinued Planchette, giving a flip to his sticks, " suppose we replace this absurd little apparatus by metallic tubes of suitable power and dimension ; say that you cover with a strong movable plate the fluid surface of the reservoir, and upon that plate you place another whose strength and solidity will resist an}- strain ; and then continue to add to the force of the liquid mass b}' cease- lesslj' pouring more water tln-ougli the vertical tube. An object, whatever it is, held between the two metal plates must 3'ield to the enormous force brought to bear upon it. The means of steadily introducing water through the little tube is a mere nothing in mechanics, and so is the method b}- which the force of the liquid mass is transmitted to the plates. Two pistons and a few valves are enough for that. You now see, monsieur," he said, taking Valentin's arm, " that there is no substance whatever which, if placed between The Magic Skin. 261' these resistant forces, will not be compelled to extend itself." ''What!" exclaimed Raphael, "did the author of the ' Provincial Letters ' invent — " " He himself, monsieur ; and the science of mechanics knows nothing more simple or more beautiful. The opposite principle, namel}', the expansion of water, created the steam-engine. But water is expansive to a certain degree onlj', whereas its non-compressibility being, as it were, a negative force, is necessarily permanent." " If this Skin be extended," said Raphael, " I prom- ise to erect a statue to Blaise Pascal, to found a prize of a hundred thousand francs for the finest discover}' in mechanics within each decade, and to build a hospital for mathematicians who ma}' become poor or crazy." "That would all be ver}- useful," said Planchette. " Monsieur," he resumed, with the tranquillity of a man living in a purely intellectual sphere ; "I will take 3'ou to-morrow to Spieghalter. That distinguished mech- anician has just constructed, from plans of mine, a per- fected machine by which a child could put a thousand bales of ha}' into his hat." " To-morrow, then, monsieur." " To-morrow." " Talk of mechanics ! " thought Raphael, as he went away ; "• it is the noblest of sciences. The other man, with his onagers, his classifications, his species, and his vials full of monstrosities, is, at best, like the marker of a public billiard-table." The next day Raphael returned full of hope to join Planchette, and together they went to the rue de la 262 The Magic Skin, ^Saute, name of good augury. The young man soon found himself at Spieghalter's vast establishment, sur- rounded b}^ a number of roaring fiery furnaces. The place was filled as with a rain of fire, a deluge of nails, an ocean of pistons, screws, levers, crossbars, files, and nuts, a sea of castings, valves, and bars of steel. Fil- ings choked the throat. Iron was in the atmosphere, men were covered with it, everything smelt of it ; iron was alive, it was an organism, it became a fluid, it took a hundred forms, it walked, it thought, it obeyed a capricious will. Through the roar of the forges, the crescendo of the hammers, the hissing of the lathes, Raphael made his way to a large room which was clean and airy, where he could examine at his ease the im- mense hydraulic press which Planchette had mentioned. He admired the joists, if we ma}' so call them, of cast- iron, and the iron side-beams held together by inde- structible bolts. "If you were to turn that crank seven times rap- idl}'," Spieghalter said to him, pointing to a balance- wheel of polished iron, " 3'ou would grind a plate of steel into a thousand particles, which would enter your flesh like needles." " Heaven forbid ! " cried Raphael. Planchette himself slipped the Magic Skin between the two metal plates of the great machine, and then, calm in the security given by scientific convictions, he quickly turned the crank. '' Lie down, lie down, or we are dead," cried Spieg- halter, flinging himself flat on the ground. A dreadful hissing echoed through the workrooms. The water contained in the machine burst the cast-iron, The Magic Skin. 263 and threw a jet of immense force, which fortunately struck an old piece of machiner}-, knocking it over, and twisting it out of shape like a house caught bj^ a water- spout. '' Oh ! " said Planchette, tranquilly', " that shagreen is still as sound as my eye. Master Spieghalter, there must have been a flaw in your cast-iron, or some inter- stice in the main tube." " No, no, I know my own iron. Monsieur may take away that thing of his ; the Devil is in it." So saying, the German seized a blacksmith's hammer, flung the Skin upon an anvil and, with the strength of anger, struck the talisman a blow, the like of which had never before resounded in his workshops. " It shows no mark of it ! " cried Planchette, strok- ing the rebel Skin. The workmen ran in. The foreman took the Skin and threw it among the live coal of the forge. All present ranged themselves in a half-circle round the fire, awaiting with impatience the result of a final and massive blow upon the strange substance. Raphael, Spieghalter, and Planchette, stood in the centre of the black and attentive crowd. Seeing those white ej'es, those heads powdered with iron-filings, those grimy, shining garments, those hairy breasts, Raphael fancied himself transported to the weird nocturnal regions of German legends. The foreman seized the Skin with the tongs, after leaving it in the furnace for ten minutes. " Give it to me," said Raphael. The foreman held it out to him in jest. Raphael held it, cold and supple, in his fingers. A crj' of 264 The Magic Skin. horror rose ; the workmen fled. Valentin was left alone with Planchette in the deserted workshop. '' It is diabolic," said Raphael, in accents of despair. " No human power can save my life." *' Monsieur, I did wrong," said the mathematician in a contrite tone. " We ought to have submitted that extraordinary^ Skin to the action of a rolling-mill. How came I ever to have advised 30U to try compression? " '' I asked it of you myself," replied Raphael. The man of science gave a sigh of relief, like that of a guilt}' man acquitted by a jury. Nevertheless, deeply interested b}' the strange problem of the Skin, he re- flected a few moments, and then said : — '' This mysterious substance ought to be treated by reagents. Let us go and see Japhet ; Chemistry may do more with it than Mechanics." Valentin put his horse at speed, hoping to find the great chemist, Japhet, still at his laboratorj^ " Well, my old friend," said Planchette, perceiving Baron Japhet in his armchair, watching a precipitate, '' how is Chemistry going on ? " '* Asleep. Nothing new. The Academy has, how- ever, admitted the existence of salicine. But salicine, asparagine, glucin, and digitalin are not discoveries." " You seem to be reduced to inventing names," said Raphael, " for lack of power to invent things." *' True, by heaven, young man ! " " Come," said Planchette to the chemist, " try to decompose this substance for ns : if you can extract any sort of principle from it I '11 call you Diabolus ; for in trying to compress it we have just blown up an hydraulic press." The Magic Skin. 265 *'Let me see it, let me see it!" cried the chemist joyfully, " it ma}^ be some undiscovered simple sub- stance." " Monsieur," said Raphael, "it is really nothing more than a piece of ass's skin." " Monsieur?" said the chemist, gravely. " I am not joking," said the marquis, giving him the Skin. Baron Japhet applied the sensitive test of his tongue to tlie strange product ; that tongue so capable of dis- tinguishing salts, acids, alkalies, gases ; and then he said, alter a few attempts, — "It has no taste. Well, I'll give it a bath of fluorine." Subjected to the action of that element, which is quick to decompose animal tissues, the Skin underwent no change. " It is not shagreen at all," cried the chemist. " Let us treat it as a mineral, and knock it in the head by putting it in a melting-pot, where I happen to have at this moment some red potassium." Japhet left the room, but soon returned. " Monsieur," he said to Raphael, " may I take a small piece of this strange substance? it is something very extraordinary." "A piece!" cried Raphael, "no, not a hair's breadth ; but you cannot if 3'ou would. Try," he added, in a tone that was half-sad, half-jeering. The chemist broke a razor in his efforts to cut the Skin ; then he tried to crack it by a strong shock of electricity ; next he subjected it to the full force of a Yoltaic battery, until at last all the thunderbolts of 266 The Magic Skin. science had been fruitlessl}^ launched against the dread- ful talisman. It was seven o'clock in the evening. Planchette, Japhet, and Raphael, oblivious of the flight of time, were awaiting the result of a last experiment. The shagreen came out victorious from a terrible shock due to a certain quantity of chloride of nitrogen. " I am a dead man ! " cried Raphael. '' The finger of God is in it. I must die." He left the house without another word to the two men, who remained wonderstruck. '' We had better not saj^ a word of this at the Acad- emy ; our colleagues would simpl}' laugh at us," said Planchette to the chemist, after a tolerably long pause, during which they looked at each other without daring to communicate their thoughts. They were like Chris- tian believers coming out of their tombs and finding no God in heaven. Science powerless ! acids, pure water ! red potassium dishonored ! electricit}' and a voltaic pile no better than a cup and ball ! "An hydraulic press shattered like an egg-shell!" exclaimed Planchette. "I believe in the Devil," said Baron Japhet, after a moment's silence. '' And I in God," responded Planchette. / The two spoke according to their lights. To a mechanician the universe is a machine, which implies a workman ; but as for chemistry — that science of a devil who goes about decomposing everything, — to chemistry >^the world is nothing but a gas endowed with motion. " We can't den}' the fact," said the chemist. '' Bah ! to console us, the dullards of the world have invented that nebulous maxim, * Stupid as a fact.' " The Magic Skin. ! 267 With that they went off and dined together like men who saw only a phenomenon in a miracle. By the time Valentin reached home he had fallen into a state of cold anger ; he no longer believed in anything ; his ideas were befogged in his brain, his thoughts reeled and vacillated like those of all other men in presence of an impossible fact. He had readily believed that there was some secret defect in Spieg- halter's machine ; the impotence of science and of lire surprised him little ; but the suppleness of the Skin when he touched it, and its hardness against every means of dest_ructian within the power of man, Jeijrifie^ him. ^^hat incontestable fact made his brain reel. "^''1 am mad," he thought. " Though I have eaten no food since morning, I am neither hungry nor thirsty, and yet flames are consuming me within.'* He replaced the Magic Skin in the frame from which he had taken it, and after drawing another red line round the present outline of the talisman, he seated himself once more in his easy-chair. ''Already eight o'clock!" he said. "The da}^ has gone like a dream." He put his elbows on the arms of his chair, and leaned his head upon his left hand, giving himself up to funereal reflections, to those awful thoughts whose secret is carried to the grave by prisoners condemned to death. "Oh, Pauline ! " he cried aloud. " Poor child ! there are gulfs which love cannot pass, no matter how strong its pinions." At this instant he distinctl}^ heard a smothered sigh, and recognized, by a most touching privilege of passion, the breath of his Pauline. " Oh ! " 268 The Magic Skin. he said, "it is 1113' death-warrant. If she were here 1 would seek death in her arms." A joyous ripple of laughter made him turn his head toward the bed, and he saw through its transparent curtains the sweet face of his wife, smiling like a happy child at a successful piece of mischief. Her beautiful hair fell in curls upon her shoulders ; she looked like a Bengal rose on a mound of white roses. " I coaxed Jonathas," she sai- did you wake?" said Raphael. "It gave me such happiness to watch j'ou sleeping, that I wept." ''And I, too," she answered. "I wept last night as I watched thee, but not with happiness. Listen to me, oh, m}' Raphael, listen ! When asleep, thy breathing is not free and unconstrained ; something sounds in thy chest which frightens me ; that dry and hacking cough is like m}- father's, and he is dying of consumption. I fanc\' I hear in thy lungs the strange murmurings of disease. And you have fever, I am ^ure of it ; last night j^our hand was moist and burn- ing. My darling, thou art so young," she said, shud- -ou do not see? I will try again. Make way ! make wa}' ! She comes, queen of ilhisions, the woman who passes like a kiss, the woman vivid as the lightning, falling like the lightning in fire from heaven ; the being uncreated, all spirit, all love. She is clothed with a body of flame, or, is it that for her, and for an instant, flame is living? The lines of her form are of such - purity that you know she comes from heaven. Does she not shine as the Shining Ones? do you not hear the airy beat of her wings? Buoyant as a bird, she alights beside you ; her solemn eyes entrance you, her soft yet compelling breath attracts your lips by magic force ; she flies, and draws you with her ; 3'ou touch the earth no longer. You try to la}' your quivering hand, your fascinated hand, upon that snow}' bod}', to touch the golden hair, to kiss those sparkling e3'es. ^ A vapor intoxicates you, enchanting music charms j'ou. You tremble in ever}' nerve, you are all desire, all suflering. Oh, happiness without a name ! you have touched that woman's lips — but lo ! a sharp pain wakens you. Ha ! you have struck your head against the angle of the bed- post, you kissed the brown mahogany", the cold gilding, a bit of iron, or that bi-ass Cupid — *' " But, monsieur, Pauline?" The Magic Skin. 323 "What, again? Listen. On a loveh' morning a young man leading b}' the hand a prett}' woman em- barked at Tours on the ' Ville d'Angers.' Standing thus united, they watched and admired, above the broad waters of the Loire, a white form issuing from the bosom of the mist, like an offspring of the water and the sun, or some effluence of the clouds and the air. Undine or sylph, the fluid creature floated in the atmos- phere, like a word sought in vain as it flits through the memory and will not let itself be caught ; she glided among the islands, and waved her head above the pop- lars ; then, rising to colossal height, each fold of her drapery became resplendent as the halo drawn by the sun around her face. She hovered thus above the ham- lets and about the hills, seeming to forbid the little steamer to pass before the chateau D'Ussy. You might have thought her the phantom of the Lady of the Loire seeking to protect her country from invasion." "Well, well ; ' I think I understand Pauline; but Fedora, what of her?" "Oh, Fedora? 3'ou meet her every day. Last night she was at the Boulfons ; to-night she will be at the opera. She is everywhere ; call her, if you like, Society." UNIVERSITT Ui)iveisity Press, Cambridge : John Wilson and Son. I U.C.BERKELEY LIBRARIES CDm7MSEDa