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But is it not ridiculous to begin one's diary per- haps a fortnight before one's death? Where 's the harm? And in what way are fourteen days less than fourteen years, fourteen centuries? In the presence of eternity, they say, everj^thing is of no account — yes; but, in that case, eternity also is of no account. I am falling into specu- lation, I think: that is a bad sign — am not I be- ginning to turn coward? — It will be better if I narrate something. It is raw and windy out of doors, — I am forbidden to go out. But what shall I narrate? A well-bred man does not talk ^ Sheep's- Waters or Springs. —Translator. 3 THE DIARY OF about his maladies; composing a novel, or some- thing of that sort, is not in my line; reflections about exalted themes are beyond my powers; descriptions of life round about me do not even interest me; and to do nothing is tiresome; to read — is idleness. Eh! I will narrate to myself the story of my own life. A capital idea ! When death is approaching it is proper, and can of- fend no one. I begin. I \\'as born thirty years ago, the son of a fairly wealthy landed proprietor. ]My father was a j^assionate gambler; my mother w^as a lady with character .... a very virtuous lady. Only, I have never known a woman whose virtue afforded less satisfaction. She succumbed under the burden of her merits, and tortured everybody, l>eginning witli herself. During the whole fifty years of her life, she never once rested, never folded her hands; she M'as eternally bustling and fussing about, like an ant — and without any re- sult whatever, which cannot be said of the ant. An implacable worm gnawed her day and night. Only once did I behold her perfectly quiet,— namely, on the first day after her death, in her coffin. As I gazed at her, it really seemed to me that her face expressed mild surprise; the half- open lips, the sunken cheeks, and the gently-mo- tionless eyes seemed to bi-eathe forth the words: " How good it is not to stir! " Yes, 't is good, 't is good to part at last from the fatiguing con- 4 A SUPERFI.UOUS INIAN sciousness of life, from the importunate and un- easy sense of existence! But that is not the point. I grew up badly, and not cheerfully. Both my father and my mother loved me; but that did not make things any the easier for me. My father had no power whatever in his own house, and no importance, in his quality of a man iiiven over to a shameful and ruinous vice. He admitted his fall, and, without having the strength to renounce liis favourite ])assion, he endeavoured, at least, by his constantly affec- tionate and discreet mien, by his submissive hu- mility, to win the indulgence of his exemplary wife. My mamma, in fact, bore her misfortune with that magnificent and ostentatious long-suf- fering of virtue which contains so much of self- satisfied pride. She never reproached my fa- ther for anything, she silently surrendered to liim her last penny, and paid his debts ; he lauded her to her face and behind her back, but was not fond of staying at home, and petted me on the sly, as though he were himself afraid of con- taminating me by his presence. But his ruffled features exhaled such kindness at those times, the feverish smirk on his lips was replaced by such a touching smile, his brown eyes, surrounded by fine wrinkles, beamed with so much love, that I involuntarily pressed my cheek to his cheek, moist and warm with tears. I wiped away those tears 5 THE DIARY OF with my handkerchief, and they flowed again, without effoi-t, hke the water in an o\erfilled glass. 1 set to crying myself, and he soothed me, patted my hack with his hand, kissed me all over my face with his quivering lips. Even now, more than twentv vears after his death, when I ' • ... recall my poor father, dumb sobs rise in my throat, and my heart beats — beats as hotly and bitterly, it languishes with as much sorrow^ful compassion, as thougli it still had a long time to beat and as though there were anything to feel compassion about ! My mother, on the contrary, alwaj'^s treated me in one way, affectionately, but coldly. Such mothers, moral and just, are frequenth^ to be met with in children's books. She loved me, but I did not love her. Yes! I shunned mv virtuous mother, and passionately loved my vicious father. But enough for to-day. I have made a begin- ning, and there is no cause for me to feel anxious about the end, w hatever it may be. My malady \v\\\ attend to that. March 21. The weather is wonderful to-day. It is warm and bright; the sun is playing gaily on the slushy snow; everything is glittering, smoking, drij)- ])ing; the s])arrows are screaming like mad crea- tures around tlie dark, sweating hedges; the damp air irritates my chest sweetly but fright- 6 A SUPERFI.UOUS MAN fully. The spring, the spring is coming! I am sitting by the window, and looking out across the little river to the fields. O Nature! Nature! I love thee so, but I came forth from thy womb unfitted even for life. Yonder is a male sparrow- hopping about \vitl] outspread wings; he i- screaming — and every sound of his voice, ever}- ruffled feather on his tiny body breathes fortli health and strength. What is to be concluded from tliat? Nothing. He is healthy and has a right to scream and ruf- fle up his feathers; but I am ill and must die — that is all. It is not worth while to say any more about that. And tearful appeals to nature are comically absurd. Let us return to my story. I grew up, as I have already said, badly and not cheerfully. I had no brothers or sisters. I was educated at home. And, indeed, what would my mother have had to occupy her if I had been sent off to boarding-school or to a government institute? That 's what children are for — to keep their parents from being bored. We lived chiefly in the country, and sometimes v/ent to Moscow. I had governors and teachers, as is the custom. A cadaverous and tearful German, Riechmann, has remained particularly memorable to me, — a remarkably melancholy being, crip- pled by fate, who was fruitlessly consumed by an anguished longing for his native land. My man- nurse, Vasily, nicknamed " The Goose," would 7 THE DIAKV OF sit, unshaved, in liis everlasting- old coat of blue frieze, beside tlie stove in the friohtlnlly sti- tiing atmosphere of the elose anteroom, impreg- nated throngh and throngh with the sonr odour of old kvas, — would sit and 2^1ay cards with the coachman, Potap, who had just got a new sheep- skin coat, white as snow, and invincible tarred boots, — while Riechmann would be singing on the other side of the partition: "Ileiz, niein Her/, warum so traurig? Was bekiimniert dich so sehr? 'S ist ja schon iin fremden Lande — Her/, mein Herz, was willst du mehr?"" After my father's death, we definitively re- moved to Moscow. I Mas then twehe years of age. ;My father died during the night of a stroke of apoplexy. I shall never forget that night. I was sleeping soundly, as all children are in the habit of sleeping; but I remember, that even athwart my slumber I thought I heard a heavy, laboured breathing. Sudderdy I felt some one seize me by the shoulder and shake me. I open my eyes: in front of me stands my man-nurse. — " What 's the mattei? '^" Come along, come along, Alexyei Mikhailiteh is dying. ..." I fly out of the })ed like a mad creature, and into the bedroom. T look: mv father is lying with his head thrown back, all red in the faee and rat- tling in his throat most painfully. The servants, 8 A SUPERFLUOUS MAN with frightened faces, throng the doors; in the anteroom some one inqnires in a hoarse voice: " Has the doctor been sent for? " In the court- yard, a horse is being led out of the stable, the gate is creaking, a tallow candle is burning in the room on the floor; mamma is there also, over- whelmed, but without losing either her decorum or the consciousness of her own dignity. I flung myself on my father's breast, embraced him, and stammered out: " Papa, papa! "... He la}^ motionless and puckered up his eyes in a strange sort of way. I looked him in the face — unbear- able horror stopjDcd my breath; I squeaked with terror, like a roughly-grasped bird. They dragged me from him and carried me away. Only the night before, as though with a fore- boding of his approaching death, he had caressed me so fervently and so sadly. They brought a dishevelled and sleepy doctor, with a strong smell of lovage ^'odka. My father died under his lancet, and on the following- day, thoroughly stupefled with grief, I stood with a candle in my hand in front of the table on which lay the corpse, and listened unheeding to the thick-voiced intoning of the chanter, occa- sionally broken by the feeble voice of the priest; tears kept streaming down m}^ cheeks, over my lips, and my collar and my cuffs; I w^as consumed with tears, I stared flxedly at the motionless face of my father, as though I were expecting him to 9 y TIIK DIARY OF do something; and my mother, meanwhile, slowly made reverences to the floor, slowly raised her- self and, as she crossed herself, pressed her fin- gers strongly to her brow, her shoulders, and her body. Tliere was not a single thought in my head ; I had grown heavy all over, but I felt that something dreadful was taking place with me. .... It was then that Death looked into mv face, and made a note of me. We removed our residence to Moscow, after the death of my father, for a very simple reason ; all our estate was sold under the hammer for debt, — positively everything, with the exception of one wretched little hamlet, the very one in which I am now finishing vi\\ magnificent existence. I confess that, in spite of the fact that I was young at the time, I grieved over the sale of our nest; that is to say, in reality, I grieved over our park only. With that park are boimd up my sole bright memories. There, on one tranquil spring evening, I buried my best friend, an old dog with a bob tail and crooked paws— Trixie; there, hiding myself in tlie tall grass, I used to eat stolen apples, red, sweet Xovgorod apples ; there, in conclusion, I for the first time behdd through the bushes of ripe raspberries, Klaudia the maid, who, despite her snub nose, and her habit of laughing in her kerchief, aroused in me such a tendei- passion that in her presence I hardly breatlied, felt like swooning, and was stricken 10 A SUPERFLUOUS MAN iliinib. But one day, on the Bright Sunday,' w hen her turn cHine to kiss my lordly hand, 1 all but flung myself down and kissed her patched y'oatskin shoes. Great heavens! Can it be twenty years since all that happened? It does not seem so very long since I used to ride my shaggy, chestnut horse along the old wattled hedge of our park, and, rising in my stirrups, pluck the double- faced leaves of the poplars. While a man is living he is not conscious of his own life; like a sound, it becomes intelligible to him a little while afterward. Oh, my park ! Oh, my overgrown paths along the little pond! Oh, unhappy little spot beneath the decrepit dam, where I used to catch min- nows and gudgeons! And you, ye lofty birch- trees, with long, pendulous branches, from behind which, from the country road, the mel- ancholy song of the peasant used to be wafted, unevenly broken by the jolts of the rough cart — I send you my last farewells! . . . As I part with life I stretch out iny hands to you alone. I should like once more to inhale the bitter fresh- ness of the wormwood, the sweet scent of the reaped buckwheat in the fields of my natal spot; I should like once more to hear from afar the modest jangling of the cracked bell on our parish church ; once more to lie in the cool shadow beneath the oak -bush on the slope of the famil- ^ Easter. —Thanslator. 11 THE DIARF OF iar ravine ; once more to follow with my eyes the moving trace of the wind, as it flew like a dark streak over the golden grass of our meadow. . . . Ekh, to what end is all this? But I cannot go on to-day. Until to-morrow. March 22. To-day it is cold and overcast again. Such wea- ther is far more suitable. It is in accord with my work. Yesterday quite unseasonably evoked in me a multitude of unnecessary feelings and memories. That will not be repeated. Emo- tional effusions are like liquorice-root: when you take your first suck at it, it does n't seem bad, but it leaves a very bad taste in your mouth afterward. T will simply and quietly narrate the story of my life. So then, we went to live in ^loscow. . . . But it just occurs to me: is it really worth wjiile to tell the storv of my life? Xo, decidedly it is not worth while. . . . My life is in no way different from the lives of a mass of other people. The parental home, the university, service in inferior positions, retire- ment, a small circle of acquaintances, down- right poverty, modest pleasures, humble occupa- tions, moderate desires — tell me, for mercy's sake, who does not know all that? And I, in particular, shall not tell the story of my life, be- 12 A SUPERFLUOUS MAN cause I am writing for my own pleasure; and if my past presents even to me nothing very cheer- ful, nor even very sorrowful, that means that there really can be nothing in it worthy of atten- tion. I haci better trv to analyse mv own char- acter to myself. What sort of a man am 1 ? . . . Some one may remark to me that no one asks about that. — Agreed. But, you see, I am dying, — God is my witness, I am dying, — and really before death the desire to kno^\' ^\'hat sort of a fellow I have been is pardonable, I think. After having thoroughly pondered this im- portant question, and having, moreover, no need to express myself bitterly on my own score, as do people who are strongly convinced of their mer- its, I must confess one thing: I have been an utterly snj)erfluous man in this world, or, if you like to put it that way, an utterly useless bird. And I intend to prove that to-morrow, because to-day I am coughing like an aged sheep, and my nurse, Terentievna, will give me no peace. " Lie down, dear little father mine," she says, " and drink your tea." ... I know whj^ she worries me: she wants some tea herself! Well! All right! Why not permit the poor old woman to extract, at the finish, all ])ossible profit from her master? . . . The time for that has not yet gone by. 13 THE UlARY OF Marcli 23. \\'iNTER again. The snow is falling in large flakes. wSuperfluous, superfluous. . . . That s a capi- tal word I have devised. The more deeply 1 penetrate into myself, the more attentively I scrutinise the whole of my own i)ast life, the more convinced do I become of the strict justice of that expression. Superfluous — precisely that. That word is not appropriate to other people. . . . People are bad, good, clever, stupid, agree- able, and disagreeable; but superfluous . . . . no. That is to say, understand me: the universe could dispense with these people also .... of course; but uselessness is not their chief quality, is not their distinguishing characteristic, and when you are speaking of them, the word " super- fluous " is not the first one that comes to your tongue. But I .... of me nothing else could possibly be said: superfluous— that is all. Nature had not, evidently, calculated on my appearance, and in consequence of this, she treated me like "i an unexpected and unbidden guest. Not without cause did one wag, a great lover of Swedish Avhist, say of me, that my mother had discarded.' T speak of myself now calmly, ^^'ithout any gall. . . . . 'T is a thing of the past! During the whole course of my life I liave constantly found ^ A decidedly vulgar pun \n tlie original.— Transijvtor. 14 A SUPKIU LUOUS MAN my place occupied, i)()ssibly because I sought my place in the wrong direction. I Avas, sus- picious, bashful, irritable, like all invalids; more- over, probably owing to superfluous vanity, — or by reason of the deficient organisation of my person, — between my feelings and my tlioughts and the expression of those feelings and thoughts there existed some senseless, incomprehensible and insuperable barrier; and when I made up my mind to overcome that impediilient by force, to break down that barrier, my movements, the expression of my face, my entire being as- sumed the aspect of anguished tension: I not only seemed, but I actually became unnatiu'al and affected. I was conscious of it myself and made haste to retire again into myself. Then a fright- ful tumult arose within me. I analysed ntyself to the last shred; I compared myself with other people ; I recalled the smallest glances, the smiles, the words of the people before whom I woidd have liked to expand; I interpreted everything from its bad side, and laughed maliciously over my pretensions " to be like the rest of the world," — and suddenly, in the midst of my laughter, I sadly relaxed utterly, fell into foolish dejec- tion, and then began the same thing all over again; in a word, I ran round like a squirrel in a wheel. Whole days passed in this torturing, fruitless toil. Come now, tell me, ])ray, to whom and for what is such a man of use? Why did 15 THE DIARV OF this happen with me, what was the cause of this minute fidgeting over myself — who knows? Who can say? I remember, one (hiv I was ch-ivino- out of jNlos- cow in the (hhgence. Tlie road was good, but the postihon liad hitched an extra trace-horse to the four-span. Tliis unhai)py, fifth, wholly un- necessary horse, fastened in rough fashion to the fore-end of a thick, short rope, which ruthlessly saws its liaunches, rubs its tail, makes it run in the most unnatural manner, and imparts to its whole body the shape of a comma, always arouses my profound compassion. I remarked to the postilion that, apparently, the fiftli horse might be dispensed ^^'ith on that occasion He remained silent awhile, shook the back of his neck, lashed the horse half a score of times in suc- cession with his wliip across its gaunt back and under its pufFed-out belly — and said, not with- out a grin: " A\'^ell. you see, it lias stuck itself on, that 's a fact! AVliat the devil 's the use? " And I, also, have stuck myself on. . . But the station is not far off. I think. Superfluous. ... I promised to prove the justice of my opinion, and I will fulfil my promise. I do not consicier il necessary to men- tion a thousand details, (hiily occurrences and in- cidents, whicli, moreover, in the eyes of every thoughtful man might serxe as incontrovertible proofs in my favour— tliat is to sav. in favour 16 A SUPERITA^OUS MAN of my view; it is better for me to begin directly with one decidedly important event, after which, probably, no doubt will remain as to the accuracy of the word superfluous. I repeat: I have no intention of entering into details, but I cannot pass over in silence one decidedly curious and noteworthy circumstance, — namely, the strange manner in which my friends treated me (1 also had friends) every time 1 chanced to meet them, or even dropped in to see them. They seemed to grow uneasv: as thev came to meet me they either smiled in a not entirely natm-al manner, looked not at my eyes, not at my feet, as some people do, but chiefly at my cheeks, hastily ejacu- lated: "Ah! how do you do, Tchulkatiirin! " ( Fate had favoured me with that name ^ ) or, " Ah! so here 's Tchulkaturin! " immediateh' stepped aside, went apart, and even remained for some time thereafter motionless, as though they were trying to recall something. I noticed all this, because I am not deficient in penetration aud the gift of observation; on the whole, I am not stupid; decidedly amusing thoughts sometimes come into my head even, not at all ordinary thoughts; but, as 1 am a superfluous man with a dumbness inside me, I dread to ex])ress my thought, the more so, as I know beforehand that I shall express it very badly. It even seem* strange to me, sometimes, that people can talk, ^ Derived from t.rhnlok, stocking. —Til,\nsi.ator. 17 TIIK DIAKV OF uiul so simply, so freely. ..." What a ealam- itv! !" vou think. I am bound to say that mv tongue pretty often itehed, in spite of my dumbness; and I aetually did utter words in mv youth, but in ri])er years I succeeded in restraining myself almost every time. I would say to myself in an undertone: " See here, now, 't will be better for me to hold my tongue awhile," and I quieted down. We are all ex- perts at holding our tongues; our women in particular have that capacity: one exalted young Russian lady maintains silence so vigorously that such a spectacle is capable of producing a slight shiver and cold perspiration even in a man who has been forewarned. But that is not the point, and it is not for me to criticise other people. I will proceed to the promised story. Several j^ears ago, thanks to a concurrence of trivial but, for me, very important circumstances, I chanced to pass six months in the county town of O***. This town is built entirely on a de- clivity. It has about eight hundred inhabitants, remarkably ])()or; the wretched little houses are outraii'couslv ])ad; in the main street, under the guise of a pavement, formidable slabs of un- hewn limestone crop out whitely here and there, in consequence of which, even the peasant-carts drive around it ; in the very centre of an astonish- ingly untidy square rises a tiny yellowish struc- ture with dark holes, and in the holes sit men in 18 A SUPERFLUOUS MAN large caps with visors, and pretend to be en- gaged in trade; there, also, rears itself aloft a remarkably tall, striped pole, and beside the pole, bv way of order, at the cominand of the author- ities, a load of yellow hay is kept, and one gov- ernmental hen stalks about. In a word, in the town of O*** existence is excellent. During the early days of my sojoin-n in that town I nearly went out of my mind with ennui. I must say of myself that, although I am a su- perfluous man, of course, yet it is not of my own will ; I am sickly myself, but I cannot endure anything sickly. ... I would have no objec- tions to happiness, I have even tried to approach it from the right and from the left. . . . And, therefore, it is not surprising that I can also feel bored, like any other mortal. I found my- self in the town of O*** on business connected with the Government service. . . . Terentievna is absolutely determined to kill me. Here is a specimen of our conversation : Terentievna. O-okh, dear little father! why do you keep writing? It is n't healthy for you to write. I. But I 'm bored, Terentievna. She. But do drink some tea and lie down. I. But I don't feel sleepy. She. Akh, dear little father! Why do you say that? The Lord be with you! Lie down jiow, lie down : it 's better for you. 19 THE DIARY OF I. I shall (lie anyway, Terentieyna. She. The Lord forbid and haye mercy! . . , A\'ell, now, do you order me to make tea? /. I shall not snryiye this week, Terentieyna. She. li-i, dear little father! Why do you say that? ... So I '11 go and prepare the sam- oyar. Oh, decrepit, yellow, toothless creature! Is it possible that to you I am not a man! March 24. A hard frost. Ox the yery day of my arriyal in the tovyn of O***, the aboye-mentioned goyernmental busi- ness caused me to call on a certain Ozhogin, Kirill Matyyeeyitch, one of the chief officials of the county; but I made acquaintance with him, or, as the saying is, got intimate with him, two weeks later. His house was situated on the principal street, and was distinguished from all the rest by its size, its painted roof, and two lions on the gate, belonging to that race of lions which bear a remarkable likeness to the unsuccessful dogs whose birthplace is Moscow. It is ])ossible to deduce from these lions alone that Ozliogin was an opulent man. And, in fact, he owned four hundred souls of serfs; ' he receiyed at his house the best society of the town of O***, and bore the reputation of being a lu)s|)itable man. The ^ Meaning male serfs. The women and ehildren were not reekoned. Thansi^tor, 20 A SUPERFLUOUS MAN chief of police Ctinie to hini, in a broad carroty- liued drozliky drawn by a pair of horses — a re- markably large man, who seemed to have been carved out of shop-worn material. Other officials visited him also: the pettifogger, a j^ellowish and rather malicious creatiu'e; the waggish surveyor, of German extraction, with a Tatar face; the officer of Waj's of Communication, a tender soul, a singer, but a scandal-monger; a former county Marshal of Xobility, a gentleman with dyed hair, and rumpled cuffs, trousers with straps, and that extremely noble expression of counte- nance which is so characteristic of people who have been under trial by the courts. He was visited also by two landed proprietors, insep- arable friends, both no longer young, and even threadbare with age, the younger of whom was constantly squelching the elder, and shutting his mouth with one and the same reproach: " Come, that will do, Sergyei Sergyeitch! What do you know about it? For you write the word prohha [cork] with the letter h. . . . Yes, gentlemen," — he was wont to continue, with all the heat of conviction, addressing those present: — " Ser- gyei Sergyeitch writes not probka, but hrohka." And all present laughed, although, probably, not one of them was particularly distinguished for his skill in orthogra|)hy ; and the unhappy Sergyei Sergyeitch held his peace, and bowed his head with a pacific smile. But I am forget- ting that my days are numbered, and am entering 21 THE DIARY OF into too o-reat detail. So then, witliout furtlier circuniloeution : Ozhogin was married and had a daughter, EHzaveta Kirillovna, and I fell in love with that daughter. Ozhogin himself was a commonplaee man, nei- ther good nor bad; his wife was beginning to look a good deal like an aged hen; but their daughter did not take after her ])arents. She was very comely, of vivacious and gentle disposition. Her bright grey eyes gazed good-naturedly, and in a straightforward manner from beneath child- ishly-arched brows; she smiled almost constantly, and laughed also quite frequently. Her fresh voice had a very pleasant ring ; she moved easily, swiftly, and blushed gaily. She did not dress very elegantly; extremely simple gowns suited her best. As a rule, I have never made acquaintance quickly, and if I have felt at ease with a person on first meeting, — which, however, has almost never been the case, — I confess that that has spoken strongly in favour of the new acquain- tance. I have not known how to behave to women at all, and in their presence I either frowned and assumed a fierce expression, or dis- ])layed my teeth in a grin in the stupidest way, and twisted my tongue about in my mouth witli embarrassment. AVith Elizaveta Kirillovna, on the contrary, I felt myself at home from the very first moment. This is ho^\' it came about. One 22 A SUPERFLUOUS ]MAN day. I arrive at O/lio^in's before dinnei-, and ask: " Is he at honied " 1 am told: " Ves, and he is dressing; please eonie into the hall."' I go into the hall; I see a young girl in a white gown standino: bv the window, witli her back toward me, and holding a cage in her hands. I curl up a little, according to my habit; but, neverthe- less, I cough out of propriety. Tlie young girl turns round quickly, so (]uickly that her curls strike lier in the face, catches sight of me, bows, and with a smile shows me a little box, half -filled with seed. " Will you excuse me? " Of course, as is customary in such circum- stances, I first bent my head, and, at the same time, crooked and straightened my knees (as thouffh some one had hit me from behind in the back of m}^ legs, whicli, as everybody knows, serves as a token of excellent breeding and agree- able ease of manner) , and then smiled, raised my hand, and waved it twice cautiously and gently in the air. The girl immediately turned away from me, took from the cage a small board, and began to scrape it violently with a knife, and suddenly, without changing lier attitude, gave utterance to the following words: " This is papa's bull-finch. . . . Do you like bull-finches? " 1 The lar^e music-room, also used for dancing, as a plaj-rooni for the children in winter, and so forth, in Russian houses.— Translatok. 23 THE DIARY OF " I prefer canary-birds/' — I replied, not with- out a certain effort. "And I am fond of canary-birds also; but just look at him, see how pretty he is. See, he is not afraid." — What sur})rised me was that I was not afraid. — " Come closer. His name is Popka." I went up, and bent over. " He 's very charming, is n't he? " She turned her face toward me; but w^e were standing so close to each otlier that she was obliged to throw her liead back a little, in order to look at me with her bright eyes. I gazed at her: the whole of her rosy young face was smil- ing in so friendly a manner tliat I smiled also, and almost laughed aloud with pleasure. The door opened; ]Mr. Ozhogin entered. I imme- diately went to him, and began to talk with him in a very unembarrassed way; I do not know myself how I came to stay to dinner; I sat out the whole evening, and on the following day, Ozhogin's lackey, a long, jjurblind fellow, was already smihng at me, as a friend of the house, as he pulled off" my overcoat. To find a refuge, to weave for myself e^'en a temporary nest, to know tlie /)oy of daily rela- tions and liabits. — that was a Iiappiness which I, a superfluous man, without domestic memories, had not experienced up to that time. If tliere were anything about me suggestive of a flower, and if that com])arison were not so threadbare, I 24 A SUPTaUTJJOUS INIAX would decide to say that, from that hour, 1 hegan to blossom out in spirit. Kverything in me and round about me underwent such an instantaneous change! JNly whole life was illuminated by love, — literally my whole life, down to the smallest de- tails,— like a dark, deserted chamber into which a candle has been brought. I lay down to sleep and 1 rose up, dressed myself, breakfasted, and smoked my pipe in a way different from my habit; I even skipped as I walked, — really I did, as though wings had suddenly sj^routed on my shoidders. I remember that I was not in doubt even for a minute, as to the feeling with which Elizaveta Kirillovna had inspired me; and from the very first day, I fell in love with her passion- ately, and from the very first day, too, I knew that I was in love. I saw her every day for the space of three weeks. Those three weeks were the hap- piest time of m}^ life; but the remembrance of them is painful to me. I cannot think of them alone: that which follo\^^ed them involuntarily rises up before me, and venomous grief slowly grips the heart which had just grown soft. AMien a man is feeling very well, his brain, as every one knows, acts very little. A calm and joyous feeling, a feeling of satisfaction, per- meates his \\hole being; he is swallowed up in it; the consciousness of individuality vanishes in him— he is in a state of bliss, as badly educated poets say. But when, at last, that " spell " passes 25 THE DIAKV OF off, a man sometimes feels vexed and regretful that, in the midst of haj)piness. he was so unob- servant of himself that he did not redouble his thoughts, his refleetions, and his memories, that he did not prolong his enjoyment .... as though a " blissful " man had any time, and as though it were worth while to reflect about his own emotions! The hapj)y man is like a fly in the sunshine. That is why, when I recall those three weeks, I find it almost impossible to retain in my mind an accurate, definite impression, the more so, as in the whole course of that time, no- tliing of particular note took place between us. .... Those twenty days present themselves to me as something warm, young, and fragrant, as a sort of bright streak in my dim and grey- hued life. ]My memory suddenly becomes im- placably faithful and clear, only dating from the moment when the blows of Fate descended upon me, S23eaking again in the words of those same ill-bred writers. Yes, those three weeks. . . . However, they did not precisely leave no images beliind in me. Sometimes, when I happen to think long of that time, certain memories suddenly float forth from the gloom of the past — as tlie stars unexpectedly start forth in the evenino^ skv to meet attentively- riveted eves. Esi^eciallv memorable to me is •• la one stroll in a "rove outside the town. There were four of us: old ^ladame Ozhogin, IJza, I, 2G A SUPEiiFLLOUS MAN and a certain Bizmyonkoff, a petty official of the town of O***, a fair-haired, good-natured, and meek young man. I shall have occasion to allude to him again. Mr. O/.hogin remained at home: his head ached, in consequence of his hav- ing slept too long. The day was splendid, warm, and calm. I must remark that gardens of enter- tainment and ])ublic amusement are not to the taste of the Russian. In governmental towns, in the so-called Public Gardens, vou will never encounter a living soul at any season of the year ; possibly some old woman will seat herself, grunt- ing, on a green bench baked through and through by the sun, in the neighbourhood of a sickly tree, and that onl}" when there is no dirty little shop close to the gate. But if there is a sparse little birch-grove in the vicinity of the town, the mer- chants, and sometimes the officials, will gladly go thither on Sundays and feast-days, with their samovar, patties, water-melons, and set out all those good gifts on the dusty grass, right by the side of the road, seat themselves around, and eat and drink tea in the sweat of their brows until the very evening. Precisely that sort of small grove existed then two versts distant from the town of O***. AVe went thither after dinner, drank tea in due form, and then all four of us set off for a stroll through the grove. Bizmyon- koff gave his arm to old ^ladame Ozhogin ; I gave mine to Liza. The day was already inclining 27 THE DIARY OF toward evening. I was then in the very ardour of first love (not more than a fortnight had elapsed since we had become acquainted), in that con- dition of passionate and attentive adoration, when vour whole soul innocently and involun- tarilv follows every motion of the beloved beinij; when you cannot satiate yourself with its pres- ence, or hear enough of its ^oice; when you smile and look like a convalescent child, and any man of a little experience must see at the first glance, a hundred paces off, what is going on in j^ou. Up to that day, I had not once chanced to be arm in arm with Liza. I walked by her side, treading softly on the green grass. A light breeze seemed to be fluttering around us, between the white boles of the birch-trees, now and then blowing the ribbon of her hat in my face. With an importunate gaze I watched her, until, at last, she turned gaily to me, and we smiled at each other. The birds chirped approvingly overhead, the blue sky peered caressingly througli the fine foliage. i\Iy head reeled with excess of pleasure. I liasten to remark that Liza was not in the least in love with me. She liked me; in general, she was not shy of anv one, but I was not fated to disturb her childish tranquillity. She walked arm in arm with me, as with a brother. She was seventeen years old at the time. . . . And yet, that same evening, in my presence, tliere began in her that quiet, inward fermentation, which 28 A ST^n^^.TJFTJTOTTS MAN prt'CTHles the conversion of a eliild into a woman. .... 1 was witness to tliat cliange of the whole being, tliat innoeent ])er])lexity, that trenmlons pensiveness ; I was the first to note that sudden softness of glance, that ringing micertainty of voice — and, oh, stn])id fool! oh, su])erflnous man! for a whole week I \\ as not ashamed to assume that I, I was the cause of that change! This is the way it happened. We strolled for quite a long time, until even- ing, and chatted very little. I held my peace, like all inexperienced lovers, and she, in all proba- bility, had nothing to say to me; but she seemed to be meditating about something, and shook her head in a queei sort of way, pensively nibbling at a leaf which she had plucked. Sometimes she began to stride forwai-d in such a decided way . . . and then suddenly halted, waited for me and gazed about her with eyebrows elevated and an absent-minded smile. On the preceding even- ing, we had read together " The Prisoner of the Caucasus." ^ With what eagerness had she lis- tened to me, with her face propped on both hands, and her bosom resting against the table! I tried to talk about our reading of the evening before; she blushed, asked me whether I had given the bidl-finch any hemp-seed before we started, be- gan to sing loudly some song, then suddenly ceased. The grove ended on one side in a rather I By M. Y. Ldrmontoflf. 29 THE DIARY OF steep and lofty eliii"; below ilowid a small, mean- dering river, and beyond it, i'urtber tban the eye could see, stretched endless meadows, now swell- ing slightly like waves, now spreading out like a table-cloth, here and there intersected with ravines. Liza and 1 were the first id emerge on the edge of the grove; Bizmyonkoff remained behind with the old lady. We came out, halted, and both of us involuntarily narrowed our eyes: directly ()p])osite us, in the midst of the red-hot mist, the sun was setting, huge and crimson. Half the sky w^as aglow and flaming; the red rays beat aslant across the meadows, casting a scarlet reflection even on the shady side of the ravine, and lay like fiery lead upon the river, where it was not hidden under overhanging bushes, and seemed to be reposing in the laj) of the ravine and the grove. We stood there drenched in the blazing ]-adiance. It is beyond my power to impart all the passionate solemnity of that picture. They sa\^ that the colour red appeared to one blind man like the sound of a trumpet; I do not know to what degree that comparison is just; but, actually, there was something challenging in that flaming gold of the evening air, in the crimson glow of sky and earth. I cried out with rapture, and immediately turned to Liza. She was gazing straight at the sun. I remember, the glare of the sunset was re- flected in her eyes in tiny, flaming spots. She was startled, profound i\' moved. She made no 30 A SI^PERFIJ^OUS MAN answer to my cxclaniation, did not stir for a long liiiR', and liung her head. ... I stretclied out my liand to her; she turned away from me, and suddenly burst into tears. I gazed at lier with secret, almost joyful surprise. . . . Bizmyonkoff's voice rang out a couple of paces from us. IJza hastily wiped lier ej^es, and witli a wavering smile looked at me. The old lady emerged from the grove, leaning on the arm of her fair-haired escort; both of them, in their turn, admired the view. The old lady asked Liza some question, and I remember that I involuntarily shivered when, in reply, her daughter's broken voice, like cracked glass, resounded in reply. In the mean- while, the sun had set, the glow was beginning to die out. We retraced our steps. I again gave IJza my arm. It was still light in the grove, and I could clearly discern her features. She was embarrassed, and did not raise her eyes. The flush which had spread all over her face did not disappear; she seemed still to be standing in the rays of the setting sun. . . . Her arm barely touched mine. For a long time I could not start a conversation, so violently was my heart beating. We caught glimpses of the carriage far awajs through tlie trees; the coacliman was driving to meet us at a foot-pace over the friable sand of the road. " Lizaveta Kirillovna," — I said at last,— " why did you weep? " " I don't know,"— slie answered after a brief 31 THE DIARY OF pause, l()()kini>' at nic \\itli her <)-eiitle eyes, still wet with tears, — their "lanee seemed to me to have uiulergone a ehange, - and again fell silent. " I see that you love nature . ..." 1 went on. — That was not in the least what I had meant to sav, and my tongue hardly stam- mered out the last phrase to the end. She shook her head. 1 could not utter a word more. ... I was waiting for something .... not a con- fession — no, indeed! I was waiting for a confid- ing glance, a question. . . . But Liza stared at the ground and held her peace. I repeated once more, in an undertone: " Why? " and received no reply. She was embarrassed, almost ashamed, I saw that. A quarter of an hour later, we were all seated in the carriage and driving toward the town. The horses advanced at a brisk trot; we dashed swiftly through the moist, darkening air. I sud- denly began to talk, incessantly addressing my- self now to Rizmyonkoff, now to ^Madame Ozho- gin. I did not look at IJza, but I could not avoid perceiving that from the corner of the car- riage her gaze never once rested on me. At home she recovered with a start, but would not read with me, and soon went off to bed. The break — that break of which I have spoken — had been ef- fected in her. She had ceased to be a little girl; she was already beginning to expect . . . like myself .... something or other. She did not have to wait- long. 82 A SUPEKI LUOUS MAN But tliat night I returned to my lodgings in a state of utter enchantment. The confused something, wliich was not exactly a foreboding, nor yet exactly a suspicion, that had arisen within me vanished: I ascribed the sudden constraint in Liza's behaviour tow^ard me to maidenly mod- esty, to timidity. ... Had not I read a thou- sand times in many compositions, that the first appearance of love agitates and alarms a young girl? I felt myself very happy, and already began to construct various plans in my own mind. . . . If any one had then whispered in my ear: " Thou liest, my dear fellow! that 's not in store for thee at all, my lad! thou art doomed to die alone in a miserable little house, to the intolerable grumbling of an old peasant-woman, who can hardly wait for thy death, in order that she msiy sell thy boots for a song. . . ." Yes, one involuntarily says, with the Russian philosopher: " How is one to know what he does not know? "—-Until to-morrow. March 25. A white winter day. I HAVE read over what I wrote yesterday, and came near tearing up the whole note-book. It seems to me that my style of narrative is too pro- tracted and too mawkisli. However, as my re- maining memories of that period present no- thing cheerful, save tlie joy of that peculiar 33 THE DIARY OF nature which LerniontofF had in view when he said that it is a cheerful and a painful thing to touch the ulcers of ancient wounds, then why should not I observe myself? But I must not impose upon kindness. Therefore I will continue witliout mawkishness. For the space of a whole week, after that stroll outside the town, my position did not improve in the least, although the change in Liza became more perceptible every day. As I have alread}'' stated, I interpreted this change in the most fa- vourable possible light for myself. . . . The mis- fortune of solitary and timid men — those who are timid through self-love— consists precisely in this — that they, having eyes, and even keeping them staring wide open, see nothing, or see it in a false light, as though through coloured glasses. And their own thoughts and observa- tions hinder them at every step. In the beginning of our acquaintance Liza had treated me trustingly and frankly, like a child; perhaps, even, in her liking for me there was something of simple, childish affection. . . . But when that strange, almost sudden crisis took jjlace in her, after a short perplexity, she felt her- self embarrassed in my presence, she turned away from me involuntarilv, and at the same time grew sad and pensive. . . . She was expecting . . . . what? She herself did not know .... but I .... I, as T have already said, rejoiced 34 A SUPERFLUOUS MAN at that crisis. ... As God is my witness, I al- most swooned with rapture, as the saying is. How^ever, 1 am wiUing to admit that any one else in my place might have been deceived also. . . . AVho is devoid of self-love? It is unnecessary to say that all this became clear to me only after a time, when 1 was compelled to fold my injiu'ed wings, which were not any too strong at best. The misunderstanding which arose between Liza and me lasted for a whole week, — and there is nothing surprising about that : it has been my lot to be a witness of misunderstandings which have lasted for years and years. And who w^as it that said that only the true is real? A lie is as tenacious of life as is the truth, if not more so. It is a fact, I remember, that even dur- ing that week I had a pang now^ and then .... but a lonely man like myself, I ^^'ill say once more, is as incapable of understanding what is going on within him as he is of comprehending what is going on before his eyes. Yes, and more than that: is love a natural feeling? Is it natural to a man to love? Love is a malady; and for a malady the law is not written. Su})pose my heart did contract unpleasantly within me at times; but, then, everything in me was turned upside down. How is a man to know under such circumstances what is right and what is wrong, what is the cause, what is the significance of every separate sensation? 35 THE DIARY OF But, be that as it may, all these misunderstand- ings, forebodings, and hojjes were resolved in the following manner. One day, — it was in the morning, about eleven o'clock, — before I had contrived to set my foot in Mr. Ozhogin's anteroom, an unfamiliar, ring- ing voice resounded in the hall, the door liew open, and, accompanied by the master of the house, there appeared on the threshold a tall, stately man of five-and-twentv, who hastily threw on his military cloak, which was lying on the bench, took an affectionate leave of Kirill Matvyeevitch, touched his cap negligently as he passed me — and vanished, clinking his spurs. " Who is that? " — I asked Ozhogin. " Prince X***," — replied the latter, M'ith a troubled face; — "he has been sent from Peters- burg to receive the recruits. But where are those servants? " — he went on with vexation: — " there was no one to put on his cloak." We entered the hall. " Has he been here long? " — I inquired. " They say he came yesterday evening. I of- fered him a room in my house, but he declined it. However, he seems to be a very nice young fellow." " Did he stay long with you? " " About an hour. He asked me to introduce him to 01ym])iada Xikitichna." " And did you introduce him?. " 36 A SUPERFLUOUS MAN " Certainly." " And did he make acquaintance with Lizaveta Kirillovna? . . . ." " Yes, he made her acquaintance, of course." I said nothing for a while. " Has he come to remain long, do you know? " " Yes, I think he will be obliged to stay here more than a fortnight." And Kirill JNIatvyeevitch ran off to dress. I paced up and down the hall several times. I do not remember that Prince N***'s arrival pro- duced any special impression on me at the time, except that unpleasant sensation which usually takes possession of us at the appearance of a new face in our domestic circle. Perhaps that feeling- was mingled with something in tlie nature of envy of the timid and obscure Moscow man for the brilliant officer from Petersburg. — '^ The Prince," — I thought, — " is a dandy of the capi- tal; he will look down on us." . . . I had not seen him for more than a minute, but I had managed to note that he was handsome, alert, and easy- mannered. After pacing the liall for a while, I came to a halt, at last, in front of a mirror, ])ulled from my pocket a tiny comb, imparted to mj^ hair a picturesque disorder and, as sometimes hap])ens, suddenly became engrossed in the contemplation of my own visage. I remember that my attention was concentrated with i)articular solicitude on 37 THE DIARY OF iiiv nose; the rather flabby and undefined out- line of that feature was affording me no special gratification — when, all of a sudden, in the dark depths of the inclined glass, which reflected al- most the entire room, the door opened, and the graceful figure of Liza made its a]3pearance. I do not know why I did not stir and kept the same expression on my face. Liza craned her head forward, gazed attentively at me and, ele- vating her eyebrows, biting her li])s, and holding her breath, like a person who is delighted that he has not been seen, cautiously retreated, and softly dre\A' the door to after her. The door creaked faintly. Liza shuddered, and stood stock-still on the spot. . . . I did not move. . . . Again she IDulled at the door-handle, and disap])eare(l. There was no possibility of doubt: the expression of Liza's face at the sight of my person denoted nothing except a desire to beat a successful re- treat, to avoid an unpleasant meeting; the swift gleam of pleasure whicli 1 succeeded in detecting in her eves, Avhen she thought that slic reallv liad succeeded in escaping unperceived, — all that said but too clearly: that young girl was not in love with me. For a long, long time I could not with- draw my gaze from the motionless, dumb door, which again presented itself as a white spot in the depths of the mirror; I tried to smile at my own u})right figure — liung my head, returned honie, and flung myself on the di^'an. 1 felt re- 38 A SUPERFI.UOl S :\IAX niarUablv hecavv at heart, so lieavv that I could not weep .... and what was there to weej) about? . . . . " Can it be? " — I kept reiterating incessantly, as I lay, like a dead man, on my back, and with my hands folded on m}^ breast: — " Can it be?" ... . How do you like that " Can it be?" ^Nlarch 26. A thaw. When, on the following day, after long hesi- tation and inward quailing, I entered the famil- iar drawing-room of the Ozhogins', I was no longer the same man whom they had known for the space of three weeks. All my former habits, from which I had begun to \A'ean myself under the influence of an emotion which was new to me, had suddenly made their appearance again, and taken entire possession of me like the owners re- turning to their house. People like myself are generally guided not so much by positive facts, as by their own im- pressions; I, who, no longer ago than the ])re- \'ious evening, had been dreaming of " tlie lap- tures of mutual love," to-day cherished not the slightest doubt as to my own " imhappiness," and was in utter despair, although I myself was not able to discover any reasonable ])retext for my despair. I could not be jealous of Prince X***, and whatever merits he might possess, his mere ar- rival was not sufficient instantly to extirpate 39 THE DTAHY OF Liza's inclination lor me. . . . But stay! — did that inclination exist J" I recalled the j)ast. " And the stroll in the forest? " I asked niyseli'. ' And the expression of her face in the mirror? " — " But," I went on, — " the stroll in the forest, ap- parently, . . . Phew, good heavens! What an insignificant heing I am! " I exclaimed aloud, at last. This is a specimen of the half -expressed, half-thought ideas whicli, returning a tliousand times, revolved in a monotonous whirlwind in my head. T repeat, — I returned to the Ozhogins' the same mistrustful, suspicious, constrained person that I had heen from my childliood. . , . I found the whole family in the drawing-room; BizmvonkofF was sitting there also, in one corner. All appeared to be in high spirits: Ozhogin, in particular, was fairly beaming, and his first words were to communicate to me that Prince N*** had spent the whole of the preceding even- ing with tliem. — " ^Vell," I said to myself, " now I understand why you are in such good humour." I must confess that the Prince's second call puz- zled me. I had not expected that. Generally s|jeaking, people like me expect everything in the world except that wliich ought to happen in the ordinary run of things, I sulked and as- sumed the aspect of a wounded, but magnani- mous man; I wanted to punish Liza for her un- graciousness; from whicli, moreover, it must be concluded, that, nevertheless, T was n<^t yet in 40 A SUPERFLUOUS MAN utter despair. They say, in some cases when you are really beloved, it is even advanta^^^eous to torture the adored object; but in im* 25t^)sition, it was unutterably stupid. Liza, in the most in- nocent manner, paid no attention whatever to me. Only old ]Madame Ozhogin noticed my solemn taciturnity, and anxioush^ inquired after my health. Of course I answered her with a bitter smile that " I was perfectly well, thank God." Ozhogin continued to dilate on the subject of his visitor; but, observing that I answered him reluctantly, he addressed himself chiefly to Biz- myonkofF, who was listening to him with great attention, when a footman entered and an- nounced Prince N***. The master of the house instantly sjDrang to his feet, and rushed forth to welcome him! Liza, on whom I immediately darted an eagle glance, blushed with pleasure, and fidgeted about on her chair. The Prince entered, perfumed, gay, amiable. . . . As I am not composing a novel for the in- dulgent reader, but simj)ly writing for my own pleasure, there is no necessity for my having re- course to the customary devices of the literary gentlemen. So I will say at once, without fur- ther procrastination, 'that Liza, from the very first day, fell passionately in love with the Prince, and the Prince fell in love with her — partly for the lack of an^i:hing to do, but also partly because Liza really was a very charming creature. There 41 THE UlARY OF was nothing remarkable in the fact that they fell in love with each other. He, in all probability, had not in the least expected to find such a j^earl in such a wretched shell (I am speaking of the God-forsaken town of Q***) , and she, up to that time, had never beheld, even in her dreams, any- thing in the least like this brilliant, clever, fasci- nating aristocrat. After the preliminary greetings, Ozhogin in- troduced me to the Prince, who treated me very politely. As a rule, he was polite to every one, and despite the incommensurable distance which existed between him and our obscure rural circle, he understood not only how to avoid em- barrassing any one, buf even to have the appear- ance of being our equal, and of only happening to live in St. Petersburg. That first evening. . . . Oh, that first even- ing! In the happy days of our childhood, our teachers used to narrate to us and hold up to us as an exami)le of manly fortitude the young Lacedcemonian who, having stolen a fox and hid- den it under his cloak, never once uttered a sound, but permitted the animal to devour all his entrails, and thus preferred death to dishonour. ... I can find no better expression of my uimtterable sufferings in the course of that evening, when, for the first time, I beheld the Prince by Liza's side. My persistent, constrained smile, my an- guished attention, my stupid taciturnity, my pain- 42 A SUPERFLUOUS MAN fill and vain longing to depart, all this, in all probability, was extremely noticeable in its way. Not one fox alone was ravaging my vitals — jeal- ousy, envy, the eonseiousness of my own insig- nificance, and impotent rage were rending me. I could not but admit that the Prince was really a very amiable young man I devoured him with my eyes; 1 really believe that I forgot to wink as I srazed at him. He did not chat with Liza exclusively, but, of course, he talked for her alone. I must have bored him extremely. .... He probably soon divined that he had to do with a discarded lover, but, out of compassion for me, and also from a profound sense of my ])erfect harmlessness, he treated me with extraor- dinary gentleness. You can imagine how that hurt me ! I remember that, in the course of the evening, I tried to efface my fault; I (do not laugh at me, whoever vou mav be under whose eves these lines may chance to fall, especially as this was my final dream) .... I suddenly took it into m}^ head, God is my witness, among the varied tor- ments, that Liza was trying to punish me for my arrogant coldness at the beginning of my visit; that she was angry with me, and was flirting with the Prince merely out of vexation at me. I seized a convenient ()])])ortunity, and a])])roach- ing her with a meek but caressing smile. I mur- mured: " Knough, forgive me . . . however, I 43 TIIK DIARY OF do not ask it because 1 am alVaid " — and without awaiting her answer, I suddenly imparted to my face an unusually vivacious and easy expression, gave a wry laugh, threw my hand up over my head in the direction of the ceiling (I remember that I was trying to adjust my neckcloth), and was even on the point of wheeling round on one foot, as much as to say: "All is over, I 'm in fine spirits, let every one be in fine s])irits ! " but I did not wheel round, nevertheless, because I w^as afraid of falling, owing to an unnatural stiffness in my knees. . . Liza did not under- stand me in the least, looked into my face with surprise, smiled hurriedly, as though desirous of getting rid of me as promptly as possible, and again apj)roached the Prince. Blind and deaf as I was, I could not but inwardly admit that she was not at all angry nor vexed with me at that moment; she simply was not thinking about me. The blow was decisive, mj' last hopes crumbled to ruin with a crash — as a block of ice pene- trated with the spring sim suddenly crumbles into tiny fragments. I had received a blow^ on the head at the first assault, and, like the Prus- sians at Jena, in one day I lost everything. No, she was not angry with me! . . . Alas! on the contrary! She herself— 1 could see that — w^as being undermined, as with a bil- low. Tjike a young sapling, which has already half deserted the bank, she bent eagerly forward A SUPERFLUOUS ^lAX over tlie flood, ready to surrender to it both the first blossoming of her spring, and her whole hfe. Any one to Avhose lot it has fallen to be a witness to such an infatuation has lived tlirough bitter moments, if he himself loved and was not beloved. I shall forever remember tlie devouring atten- tion, the tender gaiety, the innocent self-forget- fulness, the glance, lialf-cJiihlish and already womanly, the Iiappy smile wliich blossomed forth, as it were, and never left the half-])arted lips and the blushing cheeks. . . . Everything of which Liza had had a dim foreboding during our stroll in the grove had now come to j^ass — and she, surrendering herself wdiolly to love, had, at the same time, grown quiet and sparkling like young wine which has ceased to ferment, because its time has come. . . . I had the patience to sit out that first evening, and tlie evenings which followed .... all, to the very end! I could cherish no hope whatso- ever. Liza and tlie Prince grew more and more attached to each other with every day that passed But I positively lost all sense of my own dignity, and could not tear myself away from the spectacle of my unhappiness. I remember that one day I made an effort not to go, gave myself my word of honour in the morning that I would remain at home, — and at eight o'clock in the evening (1 usually went out at seven), 1 jumj)ed up like a lunatic, 45 THE DIARY OF put on my hat, and ran, panting, to Kirill Matvveevitch's. ]My position was extremely awkward; I main- tained obdurate silence, and sometimes for days at a stretch never uttered a sound, I have never been distinguished for eloquence, as I have already said; but now every bit of sense I had seemed to fly away in the presence of the Prince, and I remained as poor as a church mouse. INIoreover, in private, I forced my unhappy brain to toil to such a degree, slowly pondering over everything I had marked or noted in the course of the preceding day, that when I returned to the Ozhogins', I hardly had enough strength left to continue my observations. They spared me as they Avould a sick man, I saw that. Every morning I reached a fresh, definitive decision, which had chiefly been hatched out during a sleep- less night. Now I prepared to have an explana- tion with Liza, to give her some friendly advice . . . but when I liappened to be alone with her, my tongue suddenly ceased to act, as though it had congealed, and we both painfully awaited the appearance of a third person; then, again, I wanted to flee, for good and all, leaving behind me, for the object of my afl'ections of course, a letter filled with reproaches; and one day I set about that letter, but the sense of justice had not yet quite vanished from within me; I under- stood that 1 had no right to upbraid any one for 4>Q A SUPERFLUOUS MAN anything, and flung nw note into the fire; again I suddenly offered the whole of myself as a sac- rifice, in magnanimous fashion, and gave Liza my blessing, wishing her happiness in her love, and smiled in a gentle and friendly way on the Prince from a corner. But the hard-hearted lovers not only did not thank me for my sacrifice, they did not even })erceive it, and evidently stood in no need either of my blessings or of my smiles. . . . Then, with vexation, I suddenly passed over into the diametrically opposite frame of mind. I promised myself, as I swathed myself in my cloak, Spanish fashion, to cut the lucky rival's throat from round a corner, and with the joy of a wild beast, I pictured to mj'self Liza's despair. . . . But, in the first place, in the town of O*** there were very few such corners, and, in the second place, a board fence, a street-lan- tern, a policeman in the distance. . . . Xo! at such a corner as that it would be more seemly to peddle rings of bread than to shed human blood. I must confess that, among other means of deliv- erance, — as I very indefinitely expressed it when holding a conference with myself, — I thought of appealing straight to INIr. Ozhogin .... of directing the attention of that nobleman to the dangerous position of his daughter, to tlie sad consequences of her frivolity. ... I even began to talk with him one day on tlie very ticklish subject, but framed my speecli so craftily 47 THE DIARY OF and obscurely, that he hstened and hstened to me, and suddenly, as though awaking from sleep, swiftly rubbed the palm of his hand all over his face, not sparing even his nose, snorted, and walked a\\ ay from me. It is needless to say tliat, on adopting that de- cision, I assured myself that I was acting from the most disinterested motives, that I was de- sirous of the universal welfare, that I was ful- filling the duty of a friend of the family. . . . But I venture to think that even if Kirill ]Matvyee- vitch had not cut short mj' effusions, I should still have lacked the coiu'age to finish my monologue. I sometimes undertook, with the pompousness of an ancient sage, to weigh the Prince's merits; I sometimes comforted myself with the hope that it was merely a passing fancy, that Liza would come to her senses, that her love was not genuine love. . . . Oh, no ! In a word, I do not know^ of a thought over which I did not brood at that time. One remedy alone, I frankly confess, never en- tered my head ; namely, it never once occurred to me to commit suicide. Wliv that did not occur to me, I do not know. . . . Perhaps even then I had a foreboding that I had not long to live in any case. It is easy to understand that, under such un- toward conditions, mv conduct, mv behaviour to- ward other people, was more characterised by unnaturalness and constraint than ever. Even old 48 A STTPERFUTOXTS ISIAN lady Ozli()<4iii tliat dull-witted being — began tc shun nie, and at times did not know from which side to approach me. Bizmyonkoff, always cour- teous and ready to be of service, avoided me. It also seemed to me then that in him I had a fellow- sufferer, that he also loved Liza. But he never rey^lied to my hints, and, in general, talked to me with reluctance. The Pi-ince behaved in a very friendly manner to him; 1 may say that the Prince i-espected him. Neither Bizmyonkoff nor I interfered with the Prince and I^iza; but he did not shun them as I did, he did not look like a wolf nor like a victim — and gladly joined them whenever they wished it. He did not dis- tinguish himself particularly Iw jocularity on such occasions, it is true; but even in times past there had been a quiet element in his mirth. In this manner about two weeks passed. The Prince was not only good-looking and clever: he played on the "piano, sang, drew very respectably, and knew how to narrate well. His anecdotes, drawn from the highest circles of society in the capital, always produced a strong impression on the hearers, which was all the more ])owerful because he himself did not seem to attribute any particular importance to them. . . . The consequence of this guile, if you choose to call it so. on the Prince's part was, that in the coin'se of his brief sojourn in the town of O*** he absolutely bewitched the whole of society there. 49 THE DIARY OF It is always very easy for a man from the highest circles to bewitch us steppe-dwellers. The Prince's frequent calls on the Ozhogins (he spent his evenings at their house) , as a matter of course, aroused the envy of the other nobles and officials ; but the Prince, being a man of the world and clever, did not neglect a single one of them, called on all of them, said at least one pleasant word to all the dames and young ladies, permitted himself to be stuffed with laboriously-heavy viands and treated to vile wines with magnificent appellations; in a word, behaved himself admir- ably, cautiously, and cleverly. Prince X*** was, altogether, a man of cheerful disposition, socia- ble, amiable by inclination, and as a matter of cal- culation also: how was it possible for him to be otherwise than a complete success in every May ? From the time of his arrival, every one in the house had thought that the time flew by with re- markable swiftness; everything went splendidly; old Ozhogin, although he pretended not to notice anything, was, in all probability, secretly rub- bing his hands at the thought of having such a son-in-law. The Prince himself was conducting the wliole affair very quietly and decorously, when, all of a sudden, an unforeseen event .... Until to-morrow. To-day I am weary. These reminiscences chafe me, even on the brink of the grave. Terentievna thought to-day that my nose 50 A SUPERFLUOUS MAN had grown even more pointed; and that 's a bad sign, they say. March 27. The thaw continues. Matters were in the above-described condition: the Prince and Liza loved each other, the elder Ozhogins were waiting to see what would hap- pen; Bizmyonkoff was present also— nothing else could be said of him; I was flopping like a fish on the ice, and keeping watch to the best of my ability, — I remember that at that time I ap- pointed to myself the task of at least not allow- ing Liza to perish in the snare of the seducer, and in consequence thereof, I had begun to pay par- ticular attention to tlie maid-servants and the fatal " back " entrance— although, on the other hand, I sometimes dreamed for whole nights to- gether about the touching magnanimity with which, in the course of time, I would extend my hand to the deluded victim and say to her: " The wily man has betrayed thee; but I am th}^ faith- ful friend. ... let us forget the past and be happy! "—when, suddenly, a joyful piece of news was disseminated throughout the town: the ^larshal of Nobility for the county intended to give a large ball in honour of the respected visi- tor, at his own estate Gornostaevka, also called Gubnyakova. All the hierarchies and powers of the town of O*** received invitations, beginning with the chief of police and ending with the .51 THE DIARY OF apothecary, a remarkably piiiiple-faced German, with cruel pretensions to tlie abihty to speak Rus- sian purely, in consequence of which, he was con- stantly using violent expressions with absolute inappropriateness, as, for instance: "Devil take me, I feel a dashing fine fellow to-da}'." ^ . . . Terrible preparations began, as was fitting. One cosmetic-shop sold sixteen dark-blue jars of pomade, with the inscription, " a la jesmin " with the Russian character denoting the hard pronun- ciation after the n. The young ladies supplied themselves with stiff gowns, torturingh' tight at the waist-line, and with promontories on the stomach ; the mammas erected on their own heads formidable decorations, under the pretext that they were caps; the bustling fathers laj" without their hind legs, as the saying is." . . . The longed-for day arrived at last. I was among those invited. The distance from the town to (xornostaevka was reckoned at nine \ersts. Kirila ^latvyeevitch offered me a seat in his carriage; but I declined. . . . Thus do cliastised children, desirous of revenging them- selves well on their parents, refuse their favourite viands at table. ^Moreover, I felt that my pres- ence would embarrass I^iza. BizmyonkofF took my place. The Prince drove out in his own I'alash, I in a miserable drozhky, which T had ' The proiiiiiiciation is also indicated as beinj? faulty. — Thansi^atoh, - Ran themselves off their legs- Than slatou. 52 A SUPEKFTJ^OITS MAN hired at an exorbitant price for this festive oc- casion. I will not describe the ball. Everytliing about it was as usual: musicians with remarkably false horns in the gallery; flustered landed proprie- tors with anti{]uated families; lilac ice-cream, slimy orgeat; men in patched boots and knitted cotton gloves; provincial lions Avith convulsively- distorted faces; and so foi-th, and so forth. And all this little world circled round its sun — round the Prince. Lost in the throng, unnoticed even by the maidens of eight-and-forty with pimples on their brows and blue flowers on their temples, I kept incessantly gazing now at the Prince, now at Liza. She w^as verv charminglv dressed and very pretty that evening. They only danced to- gether twice (he danced the mazurka^ with her, 't is true!), but, at all events, so it seemed to me, there existed between them a certain mys- terious, unbroken communication. Even when he was not looking at her, was not talking to her, he seemed constantly to be addressing her, and her alone; he was handsome and brilliant, and charming with others — for her alone. She was evidently conscious that she was the queen of the ball— and beloved; her face simultaneously beamed with childish joy and innocent pride, and 1 The mazurka, which is still a great favourite in Russia, greatly resembles the cotillon in everything except the steps, which are viva- cious. Both the cotillon and the mazurka are danced— one before, the other after supper — at Court balls and other dances. — TnANSi^Ton. 53 THE DIARY OF then suddenly was lighted up with a different, a more profound feeling. She exhaled an atmos- phere of happiness. 1 observed all this. ... It was not the first thne I had had occasion to watch them. . . . At first this greatly pained me, then it seemed to touch me, and at last it enraged me. I suddenly felt myself remarkably malicious and, I remember, I rejoiced wonderfully over this new sensation, and even conceived a certain respect for myself. " Let 's show them that we have n't perished yet ! " I said to myself. When the first sounds summoning to the mazurka thundered out, I calmly glanced around, coldly, and with much ease of manner, approached a long-faced young lady with a red and shining nose, an awk- wardly gaping mouth, which looked as though it had been unhooked, and a sinewy neck, which reminded one of the handle of a bass-viol, — ap- proached her, and curtly clicking my heels to- gether, invited her for the dance. She wore a pink gown, which seemed to have faded recently and not quite completely; above her head quiv- ered some sort of a faded melancholy fly on a very thick brass s])ring; and, altogether, the young woman was impregnated through and through, if one may so express one's self, with a sort of sour boredom and antiquated ill-success. From the very beginning of the evening, she had not stirred from her seat; no one had thought of asking her to dance. One sixteen-year-old youth, 54 A SUPERFLUOUS ISIAX in default of any other partner, had been on the point of appealing to this young woman, and had already taken one step in her direction, but had bethought himself, taken one look, and briskly concealed himself in the crowd. You can im- agine with what joyful surprise she accepted my proposal ! I solemnly led her the whole length of the hall, found two chairs, and seated myself A\ith her in the circle of the nur/urka, the tenth pair, almost opposite the Prince, to whom, of course, tlie first place had been conceded. The Prince, as I have already said, was dancing with Liza. Neither my partner nor I were incommoded with invita- tions; consequently, we had plenty of time for conversation. Truth to tell, my lady was not dis- tinguished by ability to utter words in coherent speech: she employed her mouth more for the execution of a strange downward smile, hitherto unbeheld by me; at the same time, she rolled her eyes upward, as though some invisible force were stretching her face; but I had no need of her eloquence. Fortunately, I felt vicious, and my partner did not inspire me with timidity. I set to criticising everything and everybody in tlie world, laying special stress on whipper-snappers from the capital, and Petersburg fo])s, and waxed so angry, at last, that my lady gradually ceased to smile, and instead of rolling her eyes upward, she suddenly began— witli amazement. 5.5 THE DIARY OF it must have been — to look eross-eved, and in such a queer way, to boot, as tliough she had per- ceived, for the first time, that she had a nose on her face; and my next neighbour, one of those Hons of ^vhom 1 have spoken above, more than once scanned me with a glance, even turned to me ^\ith the expression of an actor on the stage who has waked up in an unknown land, as much as to sav : " xVrt thou still at it i " However, while I sang like a nightingale, as the saying is, I still continued to watch the Prince and Liza. Thev Avere constantly invited ; but I suffered less when both of them were dancing; and eyen when they were sitting side by side and chatting with each other, and smiling with that gentle smile which refuses to leave the face of happy lovers, — even then I was not so greatly ])ained; but when Liza was fluttering through the hall with some gallant dandy, and the Prince, with her blue gauze scarf on his knees, thoughtfully followed her with his eyes, as though admiring his conquest, — then, oh, then I experienced unbearable tortures, and in my vexation I emitted such malicious remarks, that the pui)ils of my partner's eyes reclined com- pletely from both sides, on her nose! In the meantime, the mazurka was drawing to a close. . . . They began to execute the figure known as " la confidente." In this figure the lady seats herself in the centre of the circle, chooses another lady for her confidante aiid 56 A SUPERFLUOUS MAN whispers in her ear the name of the gentleman with wlioni she wishes to dance; the cavaher leads up to her the 'dancers, one by one, and the con- fidante refuses them until, at last, the happy man who has already been designated makes his appearance. Liza sat in the centre of the circle, and chose the daughter of the hostess, one of those young girls of whom it is said that they are " God bless them." ^ The Prince began to search for the chosen man. In vain did he present about half a score of young men (the hostess' daughter refused them all, with a pleasant smile), and, at last, had recourse to me. Something unusual took place in me at that moment: I seemed to wink with nw whole body, and tried to decline; nevertheless, I rose and went. The Prince con- ducted me to Liza. . . . She did not even glance at me; the hostess' daughter shook her head in negation, the Prince turned toward me, and, prompted probably by the goose-like expression of my face, made me a profound bow. This mocking reverence, this refusal, presented to me by my triumphant rival, his negligent smile, Liza's indifferent inattention, — all this provoked an explosion on my part. I stepped up to the Prince and whispered in a frenzied rage: " I think you are permitting yourself to jeer at me? " The Prince stared at me with scornful sur- prise, again took me by the hand, and with the air ^ Utterly insignificant. — Translator. 57 THE DIAHV OF of leading me hack to my >.eat, rei3Hed coldly: "I?" "Yes, you, you!" — I went on in a whisper, oheying him, nevertheless; that is to say, follow- ing: him to mv seat; — " vou! But 1 do not intend to allow any frivolous Petershurg upstart . . ." The Prince smiled calmly, almost jDatronis- ingly, gripped my hand hard, whispered: " I understand you : hut this is not tlie proper place ; we will talk it over," turned away from me, approached Bizmyonkoff and led him to Liza. The pale little petty official proved to he the chosen cavalier. Liza rose to meet him. As I sat beside my partner with the melancholy fly on her head, I felt myself almost a hero. ]My heart thumped violently within me, my bosom swelled nobly under my starched shirt-front, my breath came fast and deep— and all of a sudden, I stared at the adjacent lion in so magnificent a manner, that he involuntarily wiggled the leg which was turned toward me. Having rid my- self of this man, I ran mv eves over the circle of dancers. ... It seemed to me that two or three gentlemen were gazing at me not without amazement; but, on the whole, my conversation with the Prince had not been noticed. . . . My rival was ah*eady seated on his chair, perfectly composed, and with liis former smile on his face. Bizmyonkoff led IJza to her place. She gave him a friendlv nod and immediatelv turned to > • 58 A SUPEKFLUOUS MAN the Prince, as it seemed to me, with a certain anxiety; but he laughed in response, waved his hand gracefully, and must have said sometliing very agreeable to her, for she flushed all over with pleasure, dropped her eyes, and then riveted them on him once more with affectionate re- proach. The heroic frame of mind which had suddenly developed in me did not disappear until the end of the mazurka; but I made no more jests, and did not criticise, and merely cast a severe and gloomy glance from time to time at my lady, who was, evidently, beginning to be afraid of me, and was reduced to a state of complete stam- mering and winked incessantly, when I led her to the natural stronghold of her mother, a very fat woman with a red head-dress. Having handed over the frightened young girl as be- hooved me, I walked off to the window, clasped my hands, and waited to see what would happen. I waited a good while. The Prince was constantly surrounded by the host, — precisely that, surrounded, as England is surrounded by the sea, — not to mention the other members of the county Marshal of the Nobility's family, and the other guests; and, moreover, he could not, without arousing universal surprise, approach such an insignificant man as I, and enter into conversation with him. This insignificance of mine, I remember, was even a source of delight 59 THE DIARY OF to me tlien. ''Fiddlesticks!" 1 thought, as I watched him turning courteously now to one, now to another respected })ersonage who sought the honour of heing noticed hy him, if only for " the twinkling of an eye,'' as the poets say: — " Fiddle- sticks, my dear fellow ! . . . . Thou wilt come to me hy and by— for I have insulted thee." At last the Prince, having cleverly got rid of the crowd of his adorers, strode past me, darted a glance, not exactly at the window, nor yet exactly at my hair, was on the point of turning away, and suddenly came to a halt, as though he had just remembered something. " Akh, yes!" — he said, addressing me with a smile; — " bv the way, I have a little matter of business with you." Two landed proprietors, the most persistent of all, who were obstinateh' following up the Prince, ])robably thouglit that the " little matter of business " was connected with the service, and respectfully retreated. The Prince ])ut his arm in mine, and led me to one side. My heart thimiped in my breast. " You," — he began, drawling out the word yoiij and staring at my chin with a contemptu- ous expression which, strange to say, was infi- nitely becoming to his fresh, handsome face, — " you said something insolent to me, I believe." " I said what I thought,"— I retorted, raising my voice. 60 A SUPERFTJ^OTTS MAN li . . . . spejik more cjuictl}," — lie re- marked:— " well-bred men do not shout. Per- haps you would like to fi^ht with me? " " That is your affair," — I replied, drawing myself up. " I shall be compelled to call you out,"— he said carelessly, — " if you do not withdraw your expressions. ..." " I have no intention of withdrawing any- thing," — I retorted proudly. " Really? "—he remarked, not without a sneer- ing smile. — " In that case,"— he went on, after a brief ])ause, — " I shall have the honour to send my second to you to-morrow." "Very well, sir," — I said in the most indiffer- ent tone I could muster. The Prince bowed slighth\ " I cannot forbid you to think me a frivolous man," — he added, arrogantly narrowing his eyes; — " but it is impossible that the Princes X*** should be upstarts. Farew^ell for the present, Mr. . . . Mr. Shtukaturin." He quickly turned his back on me, and again ajjproached his host, who had ah-eady begun to grow agitated. "Mr. Shtukaturin"! .... My name is Tchulkaturin. ... I coidd find no reply to make to this last insult of his, and only stared after him in a violent rage. — " Farewell until to-morrow," I whispered, setting my teeth, and immediately 61 TIIK DIAHV OF liimted lip an officer of my acquaintance. Captain Koloberdyaeff of the uhlans, a desperate ca- rouser and a splendid fellow, narrated to him in a few words my quarrel with tlie Prince, and asked him to he my second. He, of course, im- mediately consented, and I wended mv way homeward. I could not get to sleep all night — from agi- tation, not from pusillanimity. I am no cow- ard. I eyen thought yery little indeed about the impending possibility of losing my life, that high- est good on earth, according to the Germans. I thought of Liza only, of my dead hopes, of what I ought to do. " Ought I to tr}^ to kill the Prince? " I asked myself, and, of course, wanted to kill him, — not out of yengeance, but out of a desire for Liza's good. " But she will not sur- yiye that blow%" I went on. " No, it will be better to let him kill me! " I confess that it was also pleasant to me to think that I, an obscure man from the country, had forced so important a personage to fight a duel with me. Dawn found me engrossed in these cogita- tions; and later in the morning, Koloberdyaeff ])resented himself. " Well,"— he asked me, noisily entering my bedroom, — "and where 's the Prince's second?" " Why, good gracious! " — I replied with yexa- tion, — " it 's only seyen o'clock in the morn- 62 A SUPERFLUOUS MxVN iiig now; I ])rcsiime tlie Prince is still fast asleep." " In that case," — retiirne"rown "rev in vour service, Ivan An- dreevitch," said Yuditch with an effort. " And what care I about tliy ^rey hair? ^Nlay the devil take thee and th}^ service! " The people entered. " Take him, and give him a good flogging! " Ivan Andree\'itch's lips were pale and trem- bling. He ramped about the room like a wild beast in a confined cage. The men did not dare to execute his com- mands. " What are you standing there for, you vile serfs? have I got to lav hands on him myself, I 'd like to know? " Yuditch started for the door. "Stop!" yelled Ivan Andreevitch. — "Yii- ditch, for the last time I sav to thee, I entreat thee, Yuditch, confess." " I cannot," moaned Yuditch. " Then seize him, tlie old sycophant! . . . Flog him to death! On my head be it! " thun- dered the maddened old man. The torture be- gan. ... Suddenly the door flew open, and Vasily en- tered. He was almost paler tlian his fatlici-. his hands trembled, his upper li]) was raised and dis- closed a row of white, even teetli. Ill THREE rORTRAlTS " I am iiiiiltv." he said in a dull but steady voice. — " I took the money." The men stopped short. " Thou! whatC ! thou, \^aska! without the con- sent of Yuditch ? " "No!" — said Yiiditch: — " with my consent. I myself gave the key to Vasily Ivanovitch. Dear little father, Vasily Ivanovitch! why have you deigned to trouble yourself? " " So that 's who the thief is! " — shouted Ivan Andreevitch. — " Thanks, Vasily, thanks! But I shall not spare thee, Yuditch, all the same. \Vhy didst not thou confess all to me at once? Hey, there, you! why have you stopped? or do you no longer recognise my authority? And I '11 settle with you, my dear little dove!" he added, turning to Vasily. The men were on the point of setting to work again on Yuditch. " Don't touch him! " whispered Vasily through his teeth. The servants did not heed him. — " Back! " he shouted, and hurled himself upon them. . . . They staggered back. "Ah! a rebel! " — moaned Ivan Andreevitch, and raising his cane, he advanced on his son. Vasily leaped aside, grasped the hilt of his sword, and bared it half-way. All began to tremble. Anna Pihlovna, attracted by the noise, frightened and pale, made her appearance in the doorway. 112 THREE rORTRATTS Ivan Andreevitcirs face underwent a frightful change. He staggered, dropped his cane, and fell heavily into an arm-chair, covering his face with both hands. No one stirred; all stood as tliough rooted to the spot, not excepting even Vasily. He convulsively gripped the steel hilt of his sword, his eves flaslied with a morose, evil gleam. . . . " Go away all . . . begone," — said Ivan An- dreevitch in a low voice, without removing his hands from his face. The whole throng withdrew. Vasily halted on the threshold, then suddenly tossed his head, em- braced Yuditch, kissed his mother's hand . . . and two honrs later Ire was no longer in the vil- lage. He had departed for Petersburg. On the evening of that day, Yuditch was sit- ting on the porch of the house-serfs' cottage. The servants swarmed around him, pitied him, and bitterly blamed the master. " Stop, my lads," he said to them at last; — " enough of that .... Avhy do you abuse him? I don't believe that he, our dear little father, is pleased himself witli his desperate deed. . . ." As a result of this affair, Vasily never saw his jjarents again. Ivan Andreevitch died without him, probably with such grief at his heart as may God spare any of us from experiencing. In the meantime, Vasily Ivanovitch went out in society, made merry after his own fashion, and squan- 113 THREE PORTKAITS dered money. How he obtained the money, I cannot say witli certainty. He 2)rocured for him- self a French servant, a clever and intelligent young fellow, a certain Boursier. This man be- came passionately attached to him, and aided him in all his numerous performances. I have no intention of narrating to you in detail all the pranks of my great-uncle ; he distinguished him- self by such unbounded audacity, such snaky tact, such incredible cold-bloodedness, such adroit and subtle wit, that, I must confess, I can under- stand the limitless power of that unprincipled man over the most noble souls. . . . Soon after his father's death, Vasily Iva- novitch, notwithstanding all his tact, was chal- lenged to a duel by an outraged husband. He fought, severely ^^'ounded his antagonist, and was forced to quit the capital: he was ordered to reside permanently on his hereditary estate. Vasily Ivanovitch was thirty years of age. You can easily imagine, gentlemen, with what feelings this man, who had ])ecome accustomed to the brilliant life of the capital, journeyed to his na- tive place. They say that, on the road, he fre- quently got out of his kibitka, flung himself face down on the snow, and wept. Xo one in Lu- tchinovko recognised the former jolly, amiable Vasily Tvanovitcli. He spoke to no one, he went off hunting from morning until night, witli visi- ble impatience endured the timid caresses of his 114 I THREE PORTKAITS mother, and jeered pitilessly at his brothers, and at their wives (both of them were already mar- ried ) . . . . So far I have said nothing to you, I believe, about Olga Ivanovna. She had been brought to Lutchfnovko as an infant at the breast; she had almost died on the way. Olga Ivano\'na had been reared, as the saying is, in the fear of God and of her parents. ... It must be confessed that Ivan Andreeviteh and Anna Pavlovna both treated her like a daughter. But there was con- cealed in her a feeble spark of that fire which blazed so brightly in the soul of Vasily Ivano- vitch. In the meantime, while Ivan Andree- vitch's own children did not dare to indidge in conjectures concerning the strange, s])eechless quarrel between their parents, Olga, from her earliest years had been disturbed and pained by the position of Anna Pavlovna. Like Vasily, she loved independence; all oppression revolted her. She had attached herself to her benefactress witli all the powers of her soul; she hated old Lutchi- noff, and more than once, as she sat at table, she had fixed upon him such sombre glances, that even the man who was serving the viands felt fright- ened. Ivan Andreeviteh did not notice all those glances, because, in general, he paid no attention whatever to his family. At first, Anna Pavlovna endeavoured to ex- terminate this hatred in lier— -but several bold 115 threp: poktraits questions on Olga's part forced her to complete silence. Ivan Andreevitch's children adored Olga, and the old woman loved her also, altliough with rather a cold affection. Prolonged sorrow had crushed all cheei'fulness, all strong feeling, in this poor woman; nothing so clearly proves Vasily's bewitching amiability as the fact that he made even his mother love him ardently. Effusions of tenderness on the part of children was not in the spirit of that age, and therefore it is not surprising that Olga did not venture to display her devotion, although she always kissed Anna Pavlovna's hand with par- ticular respect in the evening, when she bade her good-night. She was barely able to read and write. Twent}^ j^ears later, Russian girls began to read novels in the style of the " Adventures of Marquis G***," — " Fanfan and Lolotte," — of "Alexyei; or, The Cot in the Forest"; — they began to learn to play on the clavicliord and to sing romances in the style of the following, once very familiar song: "Men in the li^^ht Cling to us like flies "" — and so forth. But in the '70s (Olga Tvanovna was boi-n in the year 1757), our rustic beauties had no concep- tion of all these accomplishments. It would be (hfficult for us now to ])icture to ourselves a 116 THREE PORTRAITS young Russian <4'irl of good birtli of tliat epoch. We can, it is true, judge from our grandmothers as to the degree of education of noble gentle- women in the times of Katherine II; hut how is one to distinguisli that which was inculcated in them in the coui'se of their long life, from that which thev Avere in the days of their youth ^ Olga Ivanovna spoke a little French, but with a strong Russian accent ; in her day, there was no thought of such a thing as the emigres} In a word, with all her good qualities, she was, never- theless, a decided savage, and, probably, in the simplicity of her heart, she more than once ad- ministered chastisement with her own hands to some unlucky maid. . . . Some time before Vasily Ivanovitch's arrival, Olga Ivanovna had been betrothed to a neigh- bour, — Pavel Afanasievitch Rogatchyoff, an ex- tremely good-natiu'cd and honourable man. Na- ture had forgotten to endow him with gall. Plis own servants did not obey him; they sometimes all went off, from the first to the last of them, and left poor Rogatchyoff without any dinner . . . but nothing could disturb the tranquillity of his soul. He had been distinguished, even from his childhood, by his obesity and sluggish- ness; he had never served anywhere, and he was ^ Many exiles caused by the French Revolution found refuge in Russia as tutors. Some founded families there, intermarrying with Russians, and their Russified names are easily recognisable. — Trans- IjVTOH. 117 THKEE rOT^TKAITS fond of going to cliurcli and singing in the choir. Look at tliat good-natured, round face, gentle- men; gaze at that tranquil, brilliant smile .... does not it make you feel cheerful yourselves? Once in a while his father liad driven over to Lutchinovko, and had l^rouglit with him, on fes- tival davs, his Pavlusha, wliom the little Lutchi- nofFs tormented in every possible wa}'. Pavlusha grew up, began to go to Ivan Andreevitch's of his own accord, fell in love with Olga Ivanovna, and offered her his hand and his heart— not to her personally, but to her benefactors. Her benefactors gave their consent. They never even thought of asking Olga Ivanovna whether she liked RogatchyofF. At that epoch, — as our grandmothers used to say, — " such luxuries were not in fashion." But Olga speedily got used to her betrothed: it was impossible not to grow at- tached to that gentle, indulgent being. RogatchyofF had received no education what- soever; all he could say in French was " bon- zhour " — and in secret lie even regarded that word as improper. And some jester had also taught him the following, whicli professed to be a Frencli song: " Sonetchka, Sonetchka! Que voulez-vous demoi — I adore you — mais jc ne peux pas." . . . He was always humming this song in an under- tone when he felt in good spirits. His father also was a man of indescribably kind dis])o- sition; he was forever going about in a long 118 THRKK roiJTUAlTS nankeen coat, and no matter what was said to him, lie assented to everything witli a smile. From the time of Pavel Afanasievitch's he- trothal hoth the Hogatehyoffs — father and son — hegan to bustle about fri^litf'ully ; they made over their house, they built on various " galleries," they chatted in friendly wise with the workmen, thev treated them to vodka. They did not manage to finish all the additional building by winter — so they deferred the wedding until the summer; in the summer, Ivan Andreevitch died — and the wed- ding was postponed until the following spring; in the winter, Vasily Ivanovitch arrived. Ro- gatehyoff was introduced to him ; Vasily received him coldly and carelessly, and in the course of time, frightened him to such a degree by his arro- gant treatment that poor RogatchyofF quivered like a leaf at his mere a]3pearance, maintained si- lence, and smiled constrainedh\ Vasily once came near driving him off for good — by offering to bet with him that he, Rogatchyoff, was unable to stop smiling. Poor Pavel Afanasievitch almost wept with confusion, but — 't is an actual fact! — the smile, the very stupid, constrained smile, would not quit his face! And Vasily slowly toyed with the ends of his neckcloth, and stared at him in quite too scornful a manner. Pavel Afanasievitch's father also learned of Vasily's arrival, and a few days later — foi- thr sake of " the greater solemnity "—he set out f oi 119 THKEE PORTRAITS Lutchi'novko with the intention of " congratu- hiting the amiable visitor on his arrival in his native parts." Afanasy Afanasievitch was re- nowned throughont the whole countryside for his eloquence— that is to say, for his ability to utter, witliout hesitation, a rather long and cunningly- concocted speech, with a slight admixture of bookish words. Alas! on this occasion he did not maintain his reputation; he became confused much worse than his son, Pavel Afanasievitcli. He stammered out something very unintelligible, and, although he had never touched vodka in his life, having this time, " by way of countenance," drunk a small glassful (he had found Vasily at luncheon), he had endeavoured, at least, to clear his throat with a certain amount of inde- pendence, and had not produced the smallest sound. As he set out for home, Pavel Afanasie- vitch whispered to his parent: " Well, dear little father? " Afanasy Liikitch replied to him with irritation, also in a whisper: " Don't mention it! " The Rogatchyoffs began to come more rarely to Lutchinovko. But tliey were not the only ones whom Vasily intimidated: he aroused in his brothers, in their wives, even in Anna Pav- lovna herself, a painful and involuntary sense of discomfort .... thev beyan to avoid him in all ])ossiblc ways. \'asily could not hel]) noticing this, but, a])])arently, he had no intention of al- tering his behaviour to tliem, when, all of a sud- 120 TITKKK POirrHAITS den, jit tlic lK'<>inniiio oi' the spring, he again re- vealed hiniseli" as the same amiable, charming man they had previously known him to be. . . . The first revelation of this sudden change was on the occasion of ^'^aslly's unexpected call on the Rogatcliyoff s. Afanasy Lukitch, in particu- lar, was thoroughly daunted by the sight of Lu- tchinoff's calash, but his fear very speedily van- ished. Xever had Vasily been more amiable and merry. He linked his arm in the arm of young RogatchyofF, walked out with him to inspect the buildings, chatted with the carpenters, gave them advice, himself made a few notches with the axe, ordered them to show him Afanasy Liikitch's stud-horses, himself drove them at the end of a rope— and altogether, by his cordial amiability, reduced the kind-hearted steppe-dwellers to such a condition that they both repeatedh^ embraced him. At home, also, Vasih^ turned all heads for a few davs as of vore: he devised various amusing games, he procured musicians, invited in tlie neighbours of both sexes, narrated the tittle-tattle of the town to the old ladies in the most diverting manner, paid some court to the young women, invented iniheard-of amusements, fireworks, and so forth: — in a word, he enlivened everything and everybody. The sad, gloomy house of the I^u- tcliinoffs was suddenly converted into a noisy, brilliant, enchanting sort of dwelling, of which the whole countryside talked. — This sudden change 121 THREE PORTRAITS amazed many, dclit^litcd all. and various rumours got into circulation: the knowing ones said that some hidden trouhle had, up to that time, been afflicting Vasily Ivanovitch, that the possibility of returning to the capital had presented itself to him. . . . Rut no one divined the true cause of Vasily Ivanovitch's regeneration. Olga Ivanovna, gentlemen, was very far from l)eing uncomely. — Rut her beauty consisted rather in remarkable softness and freshness of person, in a tranquil charm of movement, than in strict regularity of features. Xature had en- dowed her with a certain independence; her edu- cation — she had been reared an orphan — had de- veloped in her caution and firmness. Olga did not belong to the category of quiet and languid young gentlewomen: but one feeling alone had fully ripened in her: hatred for her benefactor. However, other and more womanly passions also could flame up in Olga Ivanovna's soul with un- usual, unhealthy force .... but there was in her none of that proud coldness, nor that comj^act strength of soul, nor that selfish concentration, without which every passion speedily vanishes. — The first outbursts of such half-active, half-pas- sive souls are sometimes remarkably violent; but they very soon undergo a change, especially when it becomes a question of the ruthless a])plication of accepted ])rinciples; they fear the conse- quences. . . . And, yet, gentlemen, I must con- 122 THREE PORTRAITS f ess to you frankly : women of that sort produce upon me a very strong impression. . . . ( At these words, the narrator tossed off a glass of water at one draught. — " Nonsense! non- sense! " — 1 thouglit, as 1 looked at his round cliin : — " on vou, mv dear friend, no one in the world produces ' a very strong impression.' ") ... Piotr Feodorovitch went on : Gentlemen, I believe in blood, in race. There was more blood in Olga Ivanovna, than, for example, in her nominal sister — Natalya. How did that "blood" show itself?— you ask me. — Why, in everything; in the outline of her hands and of her lips, in the spund of her Aoice, in her glance, in her walk, in the way she dressed her hair, — in the folds of her gown, in short. In all these trifles there was a certain hidden something, although I must ad- mit that that .... how shall I express it? ... . that distinction whicli had fallen to tlie lot of Oloa Ivanovna would not have attracted the attention of Vasilv if he had met her in Petersburg. But in the country, in the wilds, she not only excited his attention, — but even, altogetlier, was the sole cause of the change of which I have just spoken. Judge for yourselves: Vasily Ivanovitch was fond of enjoying life; he could not hel]) being bored in the countrj^^; his brothers were kind- hearted fellows, but extremely limited in mind; 123 THREE rOKTKAlTS he had nothing in common with them. His sis- ter Xatiilya and her husband had had four chil- dren in the space of three years ; between her and Vasilv lav a whole abyss. . . Anna Pavlovna went to churcli, prayed, fasted, and prejjared her- self for death. There remained only Olga, a rosy, tiniid. charming young girl. . . At first Vasily did not notice her . . . and who would turn his attention on an adopted child, an orphan, a foundling? .... One day, at the very begin- ning of spring, he was walking through the gar- den, and with his cane switching off the heads of the chicory, those stupid yellow flowers which make their appearance in such abundance first of all, in the meadows as yet hardly green. — He was strolling in the garden in front of the house, raised his head — and beheld Olga Ivanovna. — She was sitting with her side to the window, and ga/ing pensively at a striped kitten, which, ])iu-r- ing and blinking, had cuddled down on her lap, and with great satisfaction was presenting its little nose to the spring sunshine, already fairly l)rilliant. Olga Ivanovna wore a white morning- gown with shoi-t sleeves; her bare, faintly-rosy, as yet not fully-developed shoulders and arms breathed fortli freslmess and health; a small cap discreetly confined her thick, soft, silky locks; her face was sliglitly flushed; slie had not been long awake. Her slender, supjjle neck was bent for- ward so cliarmingly; her unconfined form re- 124 TIIUKE rORTllAITS posed so engagingly and modestly that Vasily Ivanovitch (a great connoisseur!) involuntarily halted and took a look. It suddenly came into his head that Olga Ivanovna ought not to he left in her pristine ignorance, that in time she might turn out to he a very chai-ming and very amiahle woman. He crept up to the window, raised him- self on tiptoe, and im])rinted a silent kiss on Olga Ivanovna's smooth, white arm, a little helow the elbow. — Olga screamed and sprang to her feet, the kitten elevated its tail, and leaped into the garden; Vasily Ivanovitch detained her with his hand. . . . Olga blushed all over, to her very ears; he began to jest at her fright .... invited her to walk with him; but suddenly Olga Iva- novna noticed the negligence of her attire — " more swiftlv than the swift-footed doe," she slipped into the next room. That same day, Vasily set off for the Roga- tchyoiFs'. He suddenly grew gaj^ and brightened up in spirit. Vasily did not fall in love with Olga, no! — one must not trifle with the word love. . . . He had found for himself an occupation, he had set himself a task, and was rejoicing with the joj-^ of an active man. He never even called to mind the fact that she was his mother's ado]ited child, the betrothed of another man ; he did not deceive himself for a single instant ; he was very well aware that she could not be his wife. . . . Perhaps pas- sion was his excuse — not a lofty, not a noble pas- 125 THREE rOTJTKATTS sion, 't is true, but, nevertlieless, a tolerably strong and torturing passion. Of course he did not fall in love like a child; he did not surrender himself to vnibounded raptures; he knew well what he wanted and what he was aiming at. Vasily Ivanovitch possessed to perfection the ability to win the favour of others, even of those who were prejudiced or timid. Olga speedily ceased to shun him. Vasily Ivanovitch intro- duced her into a new world. He imported a clavichord for her, gave her music lessons (he played very fairly himself on the flute ) , he read books to her, he had long talks with her. . . . The poor young steppe-girl's head was turned: Va- sily had completely subjugated her. He knew how to talk to her about that wliich, hitherto, had been foreign to her, and to talk in a language which she understood. Olga gradually brought herself to express all her feelings to him; he lielped her, suggested to her the words which she could not find; he did not startle her; he now re- pressed, now encouraged her impulses. . . . Vasily occupied himself with her education not out of a disinterested desire to awaken and develop her abilities ; he simply wanted to bring her somewhat closer to him, and he knew, moreover, that it is easier to attract an inexperienced, shy, but vain young girl by the mind than by tlie heart. Even if Olga had been a remarkable being, Vasily could not possibly have observed it, because he treated 126 TTTKKK POlMlJAirS her like a child ; but you already know, gentlemen, that there was nothing noteworthy about Olga. Vasily strove, as niucli as possible, to work on her imagination, and often of an evening she would leave him with sueli a wliirl of new images, words, and thoughts in lier liead, tliat slie was unable to get to sleep until dawn, and sighing sadly, she pressed her burning cheeks against her cold pillows ; or she rose and went to the window, and gazed timorously and eagerly into the far- away gloom Vasilv filled every moment of her life; she could not think of any one else. She soon ceased to take any notice of Rogatchyoflf. Vasily, being a shrewd and clever man, did not speak to Olga in his presence; but he either con- fused him to the verge of tears, or got up some boisterous game, a stroll in the evening, a rowing- party on the river by night with lanterns and music, — in a word, he did not give Pavel Afana- sievitch a chance to recover his ground. But. despite all Vasily Ivanovitch's cleverness, Ro- gatchyoff was dimly conscious that he, the be- trothed and the future hus])and of Olga, had be- come, as it were, a stranger to her .... but, in his infinite good-heartedness, he was afraid of wounding her by a reproach, although he really loved her and prized her affection. \\'hen he was alone with her, he did not know what to talk about, and merely endeavoured to serve her in every possible way. Two months passed. Every 327 I'lIKKK POlMUAriS Iracv ol' independence, of will, disappeared in 0]cr-d: the weak and taeitnrn Kogatehyoff could not serve liei- as a prop; slie did not even try to resist the fascination, and with a sinkino- lieart she i»ave herself nncon(htionallv to Vasilv. . . . Olga Ivanovna, it is prol)a])le, tlien learned the joys of love; hut not for long. Althonoh Vasily — for the lack of any other occupation — not oidy did not discard her, hut even hecanie attached to her, and j^etted her, yet Olga lost herself to such a decree that she did not find hliss even in love, and nevertheless she was unahle to tear herself away from A'asily. She hegan to he afraid of every- thing, she did not dare to think; she talked of nothing; she ceased to read; she hecame a prey to melancholy. Sometimes Vasily succeeded in drawing her after him, and making her forget evervhodv and everything; but on the following day he found her pale and silent, with cold hands, with a senseless smile on her lips. . . . A decidedly difficult time began for Vasily; but no difficulties could daunt him. He concen- trated himself com])letely, like an expert gam- bler. He could not count u])on Olga Ivanovna in the sliglitest degree; she was incessantly betray- ing herself, i)aling, and blushing and weeping . . . her new role was beyond her strength. Vasily toiled for two; in his boisterous and noisy joy only an experienced observer coidd have de- tected a feverish tenseness; he played with his 128 THHKK POKTUAITS hrotlit'is, liis sisters, the liogatchyoft's, the nei<^li- bours, both men and women, — as though they Iiad been pawns; he was eternally on the alert, lie never allowed a single glance, a single move- ment to escape Inm, although he appeared to be the most care-free of mortals; every morning he entered into battle, and every evening he cele- brated a victory. He was not in the least op- pressed by this strange activity; he slept four hours a day, he ate very little, and was healthy, fresh, and gay. In the meantime, the wedding- day was approaching; Vasily succeeded in con- vincing Pavel Afanasievitch himself of the neces- sity of a postponement; then he despatched him to jMoscow to make some ])urchases, and himself entered into correspondence with his Petersbui-g friends. He exerted himself not so much out of comi)assion for Olga Ivanovna, as out of a de- sire and love for fuss and bustle. . . . ^Ioreo\er, he had begun to grow tired of Olga Ivanovna, and more than once already, after a fierce out- burst of ])assi()n, he had looked at her as he had l)een wont to look at KogatchyofF. Lutchinotf always remained a imzzle to every one; in the very coldness of his implacable spirit you felt con- scious of the presence of a strange, almost south- ern flame, and in the maddest heat of passion, cold emanated from that man. — In the presence of others, he U2:)held Olga Ivanovna as befoie; but when he was alone with her, he played with her 129 TIIKEK rORTRxVlTS as a cat plays witli a mouse — he either terrified her with so])hisnis, or he exhibited heavy and vicious tedium, or, in conchision, he threw himself at her feet again, swept her away, as a whirlwind sweeps a chip .... and he was not then pre- tending to be in love . . . but really was swoon- ing with it himself. . . One day, quite late in the evening, Vasily was sitting alone in his own room and attentively perusing the latest letters he had received from Petersburg— when, suddenly, the door creaked softly and Palashka, Olga Ivanovna's maid, en- tered. "What dost thou want? " — Vasily asked her, quite curtly. " iNIy mistress begs that you will come to ler. " 1 can't at present. Cto a^^'ay. . . \Vv\\, why dost thou stand there? " — he went on, perceiving that Palashka did not leave the room. " ^ly mistress ordered me to say that there is very great need, sir." ''Well, ])ut what 's the matter:' " " Please to see foi- yourseli', sir. . . ." Vasfly rose, with a exation tossed the letters into a casket, and })et()ok himself to Olga Ivanovna. She was sitting alone in a corner,— pale and mo- tionless. " AVhat do you want? "—he asked lier, not very j)<)litcly. 130 TTTKKK poinirvrrs 0\g'd looked at him, and with a shudder, cov- ered her eyes. " AMiat ails yow! what 's the matter with thee, OlKa?" Tic look 1ki- liaiul. . . Olga Ivanovna's hand Avas as cold as ice. . . She tried to speak .... and her voice died away. Tlie poor woman liad no douht left in her mind as to her condition. A'asily was somewhat disconcerted. Olga Iva- no\na's room was a couple of paces from the bed- room of Anna Pavlovna. Vasily cautiously seated himself beside Olga, kissed and warmed lier hands, and argued with her in a whisper. She listened lo liim, and sliivcred silently, slightly. Pahishka stood in the doorway and softly wiped away lier tears. In the adjoining room a pen- dulum was beating heavily and regularly, and the breathing of a sleeper was audible. Olga Iva- novna's torpor dissolved, at last, in tears and dull sobs. Tears are tlie equivalent of a thunder- storm: after them a person is always quieter. Wlicn Olga Ivanovna had become somewhat com- posed, and only s()l)be(l con\nlsively from time to time like a child, ^^aslly knelt down before her, and with caresses and tender promises soothed her completely, gave her a drink of water, i)ut her to bed. and went away. All night long he did not undress himself, wrote two or three letters, burned two or three papers, got out a golden locket with the portrait of a black-browed and 131 riiKKK roHiHAirs black-eyed woniaiu with a l)okl. .sensual luce, gazed long at her i'eatures, and paced his cham- ber in thought. On the following morning, at tea, he beheld, with a good deal of dissatisl'action, pool* Olga's reddened, swollen eyes, and ])ale, dis- ti'aught face. After breakfast, he proj)osed to her that she should lake a sti-oll with him in the park. Olga followed Vasily like an obedi- ent sheep. Hut when, two hours later, she re- turned from the ])ark. she looked dreadfully; she told Anna Pavlovna that she felt ill, and went to bed. During the walk, Vasily had announced to her, with all due penitence, that he was secretly married — he was just as much a bachelor as I am. Olga Ivanovna did not fall down in a swoon — people fall in swoons only on the stage; but she became suddenly petrified, although she not only had not been hoj^ing to marry Vasily Iva- novitch. but had even, somehow, been afraid to think of it. Vasily began to demonstrate to her the necessity of j)arting from him and mar- rying Rogatchyoff. Olga Ivanovna looked at him with duml) horror. Vasily talked coldly, j)ractically. sensibly; he l)lamed himself, he ex- pressed regret, — but all his arguments wound up with the following words: " We must act." Olga lost her head completely; she was frightened and ashamed; dismal, heavy despair took ix)sses- sion of her; she longed for death — and sadly awaited Vasily's decision. 132 THKEK POU'iKxVlTS " We must confess all to my mother," he said at last. Olga turned deadly pale; her limbs gave way beneath her. " Don't be frightened, don't be frightened." — Vasily kept repeating: — " rel}^ on me; I will not forsake thee ... 1 will arrange everything . . . trust in me." The poor woman gazed at him with love . . . yes, with love, and with ])rofound. though hopeless devotion. " I will arrange everything, everything," — said Vasily to her at parting . . . and for the last time kissed her ice-cold hands. Olga Ivanovna had just risen from her bed on the following morning, when her door opened . . . and Anna Pavlovna made her appearance on the threshold. She was supported by A^asily. Silently she made her way to an arm-chair, and silently seated herself. Vasily stood beside her. He seemed composed; his brows Avere contracted, and his lips were slightly parted. Anna Pav- l()\'na. j)ale, indignant, wratlifiil. tried to si)eak, but her voice failed hei-. Olga IvjinoAiia \\ ith terror, took in, in a single glance, her benefac- tress and her lover: she felt a frightful sinking at the heart . . . with a shriek she fell down on her knees in the middle of the room and covered her face with her hands. . . . "So it is true ... it is true!"" whispered Vi3 THREE PORTRAITS Anna Piivlovna, and bent toward lier. . . . "An- swer! " — she went on liarshly. seizing Olga by the arm. " ^Nlaninia! ' lang out Vasily's ])razen voice, — " you promised me not to insult her." " I won't . . . come, confess .... confess ... is it true? Is it true? " " INIamma . . . remember! . . ." said Vasily, slowly. That one word shook Anna I'avlovna violently. She leaned against the back of her chair, and fell to sobbing. Olga Ivanovna softly raised her head and at- tempted to fling herself at the old woman's feet, but Vasily restrained her, raised her up, and seated her in another arm-chair. Anna Pavlovna continued to weep and whisper incoherent words. . . . " Listen, manuna," — began Vasily. " Don't be so overwhelmed! This calamity can still be al- leviated. ... If Rogatchyoff . . . ." Olga Ivanovna shuddered and straightened herself u]). " If Rogatchyoff," — pursued Vasily, with a significant glance at Olga Ivanovna, — " has im- agined that he can with impunity disgrace an honourable family . . . ." Olga Ivanovna was terrified. " In my house," — moaned Anna Pavlovna. " Calm yourscH". mamma. lie has taken ad- 134 THHKi': poiriKAns vantage of her inexperience, of her youth, he .... did you wish to say something? "—he added, perceiving that Olga was trying to get at him. Olga Ivfinovna fell back in her chair. " I shall go at once to Rogatchyoff. 1 shall force him to wed her this very day. Be assured, I shall not permit him to jeer at us. ..." " But . . . Vasilv Ivanovitch . . . you . . ." whispered Olga. He stared long and coldly at her. She relapsed into silence. " ^lamma, give me your word not to disturb her until my arrival. See— she is barely alive. Yes, and you require rest yourself. Trust to me: I answer for everything; in any case, await my return. I repeat to you— do not kill her, nor yoiu'self — rely upon me." He walked to the door, and paused. " Mamma,"— he said: " come with me. Leave her alone, I beg of you." Anna Pavlovna rose, went to the holy picture, made a reverence to the floor, and softly followed her son. Olga Ivanovna followed lier silently and immovably with her eyes. Vasilv hastilv came back, seized her hand, whispered in her ear: " Trust to me, and do not betray us," — and im- mediately withdrew. . . . " Boursier! " he shouted, as he ran swiftly down the stairs. — " Boursier! " 13.5 riiKKK ruirruAns A quarter ol' an liour later lie was seated in his calash with his servant. Old Uogatehyoft' was not at home that day. He had ^onc to the county town, to huy seer- sucker i'or kaftans to clothe his I'ctainers. Pavel .Vi'anasievitch was sitting- in his study, and in- s))ecting a collection of faded hutterflies. Ele- vating- his eyehrows, and thrusting forth his lips, he was cautiously turning about with a pin the large wings of the " nocturnal sphinx," when suddenly, he i'elt a small but heavy hand on his shoulder. He glanced round — before him stood Vasily. " Good morning, Vasily Ivanoviteh," — said he, not without some surprise. Vasily looked at him and sat down in front of him on a chair. Pavel Afanasievitch was about to smile . . . but glanced at Vasily, relaxed, o])ened liis mouth, and clasped his hands. " Come, tell me, Pavel Afanasievitch," — began Vasilv, suddenly: — " do vou intend to have the » •• • wedding soon? " " I? . . . soon .... of cour.se. ... I, so far as I am concerned .... however, that is as you and your sister choose. . . . T, for my part, am leadv to-morrow, if vou like." " Very good, very good. You are a very im- j)atienl man, T'avel Afa?iasievitch." How so, su'f 130 TIIKKK POHTKAITS " Listen," — added Vasily lvano\iteli, rising to liis feet: — " 1 know everything; yon nnder- stand me, and I order you to marry Olga without delay, to-morrow." '' But excuse me, excuse me," — returned Ko- gatchyoff, without rising from his seat; — " you order me? 1 myself have sought the hand of Olga Ivanovna, and there is no need to order me. I nmst confess, \"asily Ixanovitch, somehow, I don't understand you. . . ." " Thou dost not understand? " " No, really, I don't understand, sir." " Wilt thou give me thy word to marry her to- morrow? " " Why, good gracious, Vasily Ivanovitch .... have n't you yourself i-epeatedly postponed our marriage :f If it had not heen for j^ou, it would have taken place long ago. And even now 1 have no idea of refusing. But what is the mean- ing of your threats, of your urgent demands?" Pavel Afanasievitch wijjed the perspiration from his face. " Wilt thou give me thy word? Speak! Ves, or no? " — rej^eated Vasily with pauses between his wo]-ds. " Certainly ... 1 give it, sir, but . . . ." " Good. Remember. . . . And she has con- fessed everything." " \Vho has confessed? " Olga Ivtinovna." i:]7 THREE rORTKAlTS " But what has slie confessed? " " Why do vou dissinndate with me, Pavel Af anasievitch ? Surely, I 'in not a stranger to you. " How am I dissimulating^ I don't understand you, I don't understand you, positively I don't understand you. AVhat could Olga Ivanovna confess? " " What? You bore me! You know well w^liat." " May God slay me if . . . ." " No, I will slay thee — if thou dost not marry her .... dost understand? " "What! . . . ." Pavel Af anasievitch leaped to his feet, and stood before Vasily. — " Olga Iva- novna .... you say . . . . ' " Thou 'j-t clever, my good fellow, very clever, I must admit." Vasily, with a smile, tapped him on the shoulder. — " In spite of the fact that thou art so mild of aspect . . . ." "My God, O God! . . . You will drive me mad. . . What do you mean to say? Explain yourself, for God's sake!" Vasily bent over him and whispered something in his ear. Rogatcli\off cried out: — " ^V]lat? .... how? " Vasily stamped his foot. " Olga Ivanovna? Olga? . . ." " Yes .... your betrothed bride. . . ." " My betrotlied bride .... Vasily Ivano- \'itch .... she ... she .... Rut I will liave no- THKKK F()l{rUAlTS thing to do with her! " — shouted Pavel Afanasie- vitch. " I '11 have none of her! What do you take me for? To deceive me — to deceive me! . . . Olga Ivanovna, is n't it sinful of you, are n't you ashamed? . . . ." (Tears gushed from his eyes.) — " T thank you, Vasilv Ivanovitch, 1 thank you. . . . And now 1 '11 liave nothing to do with her! I won't! I won't! don't speak of such a thing! .... Akh, good heavens! — that I should have lived to see this day! But it is well, it is well!" " Stop hehaving like a haby," — remarked Vasilv Ivanovitch, coldly. — " Remember, you have given me your word that the wedding shall take place to-morrow." " No, that shall not be ! Enough, Vasily Iva- novitch, I say to you once more — for whom do you take me? You do me much honour; many thanks, sir. Kxcuse me, sir." " As you like! " — retorted Vasily. — " Get your » * m.' sword." "Why?" " This is why." Vasily drew out his slender, flexible French sword, and bent it slightly against the floor. " You mean .... to flght .... with me? . . ." " Precisely so." " But, Vasi'ly Ivanovitch, pray, enter into my position! How can I — judge for yourself — after wliat you have told mc? ... I am 130 an honest man. Vasily Ivanovitcli: T am a noble- man." " N'oii are a FK^bleinan. you are an honest man, - tlien be so good as to tiglit witli me." "Vasily Ivanovitcli!" '' ^'(m a|)])eai' to be a eoward. ^Fr. Koga- teliyofrr' " I am not in the least a coward ^^aslly Ivano- vitch. Vou luivc thouglit to frighten me, A^asily Ivanovitch. ' Come, now,' you said to yourself, ' 1 '11 scare him, and he '11 turn cowardly ; he will instantly consent to anything.' .... No, Vasily Ivanovitch, I 'm the same sort of nobleman as yourself, altliough I liave not received my edu- cation in the capital, it is true: and you will not succeed in terrifying me. excuse me." "Very good," — retorted Vasily : — " where is your swords " " Eroshka! '—shouted Pavel Afanasievitch. A man entered. " Get mv sword— yonder — thou knowest where it is in the garret .... and be (juick about it. . . ." Erdshka withdrew. ]*avel Afanasievitch sud- denlv turned extremelv i)ale, hastily took off his dressing-gown, ])ut on a kaftan of a reddish hue with large strass buttons .... wound a neck- clotli round his neck. . . . Vasily watched him. and examined the fingers of his right hand. " So how is it to be^ Are we to fight. Pavel iXfanasievitch^ " 'riIKJ:K POHTKAITS " If wc must light, we must," — returned Ro- gatchyoff, hastily buttoning his waistcoat. " Hey, Pavel Afanasievitch, heed my advice: marry .... wliy sliouldst thou not? . . . But 1, believe me . . . . " " No, \'asily Ivanovitch," — Kogatchyoft' in- terruptetl him. " Vou will either kill me or maim me, I know; but 1 have no intention of losing my honour; if T must die, T will." Kroshka entered and hurriedly handed Ko- gatchyoff' a wretched httle old sword, in a cracked, leather scabbard. At that time all nobles wore swords when they had j)owdered liaii*; l)ut the nobles of the steppes only ])owdered their hair a couple of times a year. Eroshka retreated to the dooi*. and fell to weeping. Pavel Afanasievitch thrust liim out of the room. " But, Vasily Ivanovitch," — he remarked, with some agitation, — " I cannot fight with you in- stantly: ])ermit me to defer our duel until to- morrow; my father is not at home; and it would not be a bad thing to })ut my affairs in order, in case of a catastrophe." " I see that you are beginning to quail again, jjjy dear sir." " Xo, no, Vasily Ivanovitch; but judge foi- yourself. ..." "Listen!" . . . shouted Lutchi'noff: — "you are driving me out of patience. . . . Either give me vour word to man-v immcdiatelv, or tight 111 THKEE rOKTKAlTS . ... or I will trounce you with a cudgel, like a coward, do you understand ? " " Let us go into the park," — replied Roga- tchyofF between his teeth. But suddenly the door opened, and the old nurse Efimovna, all dishevelled, forced her way into the room, fell on her knees before Roga- tchyofF and clasped his feet. . . . " IVIv dear little father! " — she wailed: — " mv child .... what is this thou art projecting? Do not ruin us miserable ones, dear little fa- ther! For he will kill thee, my dear little dove! But only give us the command, give us the command, and we 11 kill that insolent fellow with our caps. . . . Pavel Afanasievitch, my dar- ling child, have the fear of God before thine eyes ! A multitude of pale and agitated faces showed themselves in the doorway .... the red beard of the Elder even made its appearance. . . . " Let me go, Efimovna, let me go! " — mut- tered RogatchyofF. " I will not let thee go, my own one, I will not let thee go. What art thou doing, dear little father, what art thou doing:* And what will Afanasv Lukitch say? AVhv, he will drive all of us out of the white world. . . . And why do ye stand there? Seize the unbidden guest by the arms, and lead him forth from the house, that no trace of him may remain. . . ." U'2 TIIKKK POliTKAlTS " Rogatcliyofi'! " — shouted Vasfly Ivanovitch, menacingly. " Thou hast gone crazy, Kfiniovna, thou art disgracing nic," .... said Pavel Afanasievitch. — " Go away, go, with God's blessing, and be- gone, all of you, do you hear? Do you hear? ..." Vasily Ivanovitch walked swiftly to the open window, drew out a small silver whistle, and whis- tled lightly. . . . Boursier answered close at liand. T^utchinoff* immediately turned to Pavel Afanasievitch. " How is this comedy to end? " " Vasilv Ivanovitch, I will come to you to- morrow — what am I to do with tliis crazy woman? . . . ." " Eh! I see that it is useless to talk long with vou," — said Vasilv, and swiftly raised his cane. ... Pavel Afanasievitcli daslied forward, thrust aside Efimovna, seized his sword, and ruslied through the other door into the park. Vasily dai-ted after him. They both ran to a wooden arbom* artfully ])ainted in the Chinese manner, locked themselves in, and l)ared their swords. Rogatchyoff had once upon a time taken lessons in fencing; but lie barely knew how to parry properly. The blades crossed. A'^asily was, evidently, j)laying with Rogatcliy6ft"s sword. Pa- vel Afanasievitch sighed, turned pale, and gazed with consternation into liUlchinoff's face. In the THREE rOKTKAlTS nieunwhile, cries resounded in the jxiik; a throng of people rushed to the arhoui-. Suddenly Ro- gatchyoff' heard a heart-rending, senile roar .... lie recognised his father's voice. ^Afaiuisy Lii- kitch, hatless. and with dishevelled locks, was running in IVont of all, waving his arms de- spairingly \Vith a powerful and unex])ected turn of his hlade, A'asily knocked the sword from Pavel Afanasievitch's hand. " Marry, brother," — he said to him. — " Stop being a fool! " " I will not marry! " — whispered RogatchyoiF, closed his eyes, and trembled all over. Afanasy I^ukitch began to pound on the door of the arbour. " Thou wilt not^ " — shouted Vasily. RogatchyofF shook his head in the negative. "Well, then, the devil take thee!" Poor Pavel xVfanasievitch fell dead: l^utchi- nofF's sword liad i)ierced his lieart. . . . The door burst oj)en, old Rogatchyoff rushed into the ar- boiu', but Vasily had already managed to spring out of the window. . . Two liours later, he entered Olga IvanoMia's room. . . She darted to meet him in affright. . . . He silently bowed to her, di'ew out his sword, and pierced Pjivel Afanasievitcirs ])orti'ait at tlie place of the heart. Olga shrieked, and fell senseless on the floor. . . . ^'asIly directed his 1 nin:i: poiM'KAi IS steps to iVnna Pavlovna. He found her in the room oi' the holy pictures. ■ Maiuriia." -lie said, '" we are avenged." The pool' old woman shuddered and went on praying. A week later, Vasily took his departure Tor Petersburg, — and two years afterward he re- turned to the country, crippled with paralysis, and speechless. He no longer fovmd either Anna Pjivlovna or Olga Ivanovna alive, and soon died himself in the arms of Yiiditch, who fed him like a baby, and was the only person who could un- derstand his incoberent babble. 14.5 THREE MEETINGS (1851) THREE MEETINGS Passa quo' colli c viciii allcf^ramente; Noil ti curar di tanta coiupania — Vieni pensando a me segretaniente — Ch'io t' accompapna y)er tiitta la via.* DLJRIX(r the whole course of the summer, I liail gone n-liunting nowhere so frequently us to the large village of Glinnoe, situated twenty versts from my hamlet. In the environs of this village there are, in all probability, the very best haunts of game in all our county. After having tramped through all the adjacent bush-plots and fields, I invariablv, toward the end of the dav, turned aside into the neighbouring marsh, al- most the only one in the countryside, and thence returned to my cordial host, the Elder of Glin- noe, with whom I alw-ays stopped. It is not more than tw^o versts from the marsh to Glinnoe; the entire road runs through a valley, and only midway of the distance is one compelled to cross a small hillock. On the crest of this hillock lies a homestead, consisting of one uninhabited little ^ Pass through these hills and come cheerily to me: care thou not for too great a company. Come thon, and think secretly of mc, that I may he thy comrade all the way. 149 TIIKKK MKKTIX(;S manor-house and a garden. It almost always happened that 1 passed it at the very acme of the sunset glow, and I reniemher, that on every such occasion, this house, witli its hermeticallv-sealed windows, apj)eared to nie like a hlind old man who had come forth to warm himself in tlie sunlight. He is sitting, dear man, close to the highway; the splendour of the sunlight has long since been superseded for him by eternal gloom; but he feels it, at least, on his upturned and out- stretched face, on his flushed cheeks. It seemed as though no one had lived in the house itself for a long time; but in a tiny detached wing, in the courtyard, hxlged a decrepit man who had received his freedom, tall, stooping, and grey- haired, with expressive and impassive features. He was always sitting on a bench in front of the wing's solitary little window, gazing with sad pensiveness into the distance, and Avhen he caught sight of me, he rose a little way and saluted, with that deliberate gravity wliich distinguishes old house-serfs who have belonged not to the gen- eration of our fathers, but to our grandfathers. I sometimes entered into conversation with him, but he was not loquacious; all I learned from him was that the farm on which he dwelt be- longed to the granddaugliter of his old master, a widow, who had a younger sister; that both of them lived in towns, and beyond the .sea, and never showed themselves at home; that he was 150 anxious to Hiiisli his life as speedily as possible, beeause " you eat and eat bread so that you get melancholy: so long do you eat." This old nuiirs name was Lukyanitch. One day, for some reason or other, 1 tarried long in the fields; a very fair amount of game had presented itself, and the day had turned out fine for hunting — from early morning it had been still and grey, as though thoroughly per- meated with evening. I wandered far a-field, and it was not only already com])letely dark, but the moon had risen and night had long been standing in the sky, as the expression runs, when I reached the familiar farm. I had to pass along the gar- den. . . All around lay such tranquillity. . . I crossed the broad road, cautiously made my way through the dusty nettles, and leaned against the low, wattled hedge.^ iNIotionless before me lay the small garden all illuminated and, as it were, soothed to stillness by the silvery rays of the moon, — all fragrant and humid; laid out in ancient fashion, it consisted of a single oblong grass-plot. Straight paths came together ex- actly in tlie centre, in a circular flower-bed, thickly overgrown with asters; tall lindens sur- rounded it in an even border. In one spot only was this border, a couple of fathoms in length, ])roken, and through the gap a part of the low- ' In rentral and soiitliern Russia where limber is searee, fences, and even tlie walls of barns and store-houses, are made of interlaced boughs. — TKANSLATOIt. 151 TIIHKK MKETINGS roofed liouse was visibk-. nitli two windows lighted, to my anuizenient. Voung apple-trees reared themselves here and there over tlie mea- dow; atliwart their slender branches the nocturnal sky ffleamed softlv hhie, and the dreamv light of the moon streamed down: in front of each apple-tree, on the whitening grass, lay its faint, mottled shadow. On one side of tlie gai'den the lindens were confusedly green, inundated with motionless, palely-brilliant light: on the other, they stood all black and opa(]ue: a strange, re- pressed rustling arose at times in their dense foliage; they seemed to be calling to the paths which vanished under them, as though luring them beneath their dim canopy. The whole sky was studded with stars; mysteriously did their soft blue scintillations stream down from on high ; they seemed to be gazing with (juiet intentness at the distant earth. Small, thin clouds now and then sailed across the moon, momentarily con- verting its tranquil gleam into an obscure but luminous mist. . . . K\erything was dreaming. The air. all warm, all })ei*fumed. did not even vi- brate: it oidy shivered now and then, as water shivers when disturbed by a falling bi-anch. . . , One was conscious of a certain thirst, a certain swooning in it. . . I bent over the fence: a wild scarlet po])|)y reai'cd its erect little stalk bei'oi'c me from the matted grass: a lai'ge. lound droj) of night dew glittered with a dai-k gleam in the ].52 lieait ol' I lit' open blossom. Kverything was (Ircaniiiig; everything was taking its ease lux- uriously round about; everything seemed to be gazing u])ward, stretching itself out, motionless, expeetanl. . . \Vhat was it that that warm, not yet sleeping nigiit, was waiting for? It was waiting for a sound; tluit sensiti\e still- ness was waiting for a living ^'()iee — but every- thing maintained silence. The nightingales had long since ceased their song . . . and the sud- den booming of a beetle as it flew past, the light smacking of a tiny fish in the fish-pond behind the lindens at the end of the garden, the sleepy whistle of a startled bird, a distant cry in the fields, — so far away that the ear could not dis- tinguish whether it was a man, or a wild animal, or a bird which had uttered it, — a short, brisk trampling of hoofs on the road: all these faint sounds, these rustlings, only rendered the still- ness more profound. . . jNIy heart yearned within me, with an indefinite feeling, akin not precisely to expectation, nor yet to a memory of hap])iness. I dared not stir; I was standing motionless be- fore this motionless garden steeped in moon- light and in dew, and, without myself knowing- why, was staring importunately at those two windows, which shone dindy I'ed in the soft half-darkness, when suddenlv a elioi'd ran<>- out of the house, — rang out and rolled forth in a flood. . , . The irritatingly-resonant air thun- 153 rilKKK MKF/ri\(iS dered back an echo. ... I gave an imolnntary start. Tlie chord was followed h\- the sonnd of a woman's voice. . . 1 beoan to listen eagerly — and . . . can 1 ex])ress my amazement C . . . two \-eai's previonsly. in Italy, at Soi-rento, I had heard lliat seli'same song, that selfsame voice. • • • \ es, \ trs. . . '' .' " \'ieni pensando a nic sefvretanientc . . .*" It was they; 1 had recognised them; those were the sonnds. . . This is the way it had happened. 1 was returning home from a long stroll on the seashore. I was walking swiftly along the street ; night had long since descended,— a magnificent night, southern, not cahii and sadly -pensive as with us, no! but all radiant, sumptuous, and very beautiful, hke a happy woman in her bloom; the moon shone with incredible brilliancy; great, ra- (hant stars fairly throbbed in the dark-blue sky; the black shadows were sharply defined against the around illuminated to vellowness. On both sides of the street stretched the stone walls of gardens; orange-trees reared above them their crooked branches; the golden globes of heavy fruit, hidden amidst the interlacing leaves, were now barely visible, now glowed brightly, as they ostentatiously disi)layed themselves in the moon- light. ( )n many trees the blossoms shone tenderly white; the air was all imi)regnated with fragrance l.)4. THHKK MKKTlXCiS laiiguisliiiigly i)()\verful, penetrating, and almost heavy, althougli inex])res.sil)ly sweet. I walked on. and, 1 must confess, — having al- ready l)eeome aeeustomed to all these wonders, — 1 was thinking only of how I might most speedily reach my inn, when suddenly, from a small pa- vilion, built u])on the very wall of a garden along which 1 was passing, a woman's voice rang out. It was singing some song with which 1 was un- familiar, and in its sounds there was something so winning, it seemed so permeated with the pas- sion and joyous expectation expressed by the words of the song, that I instantly and involvm- tarilv halted, and raised mv head. There were two windows in the pavilion; but in both the Venetian blinds were lowered, and through their narrow chinks a dull light barely made its way. After having repeated " vieni, vicni! " twice, the voice became silent; the faint sound of strings was audible, as though of a guitar which had fallen on the rug; a gown rustled, the floor creaked softly. The streaks of light in one win- dow disai)peared. . . Some one had approached from >vithin and leaned against it. T advanced a couple of paces. Suddenly the blind clattered and flew open; a graceful woman, all in white, swiftly thrust her lovely head from the window, and stretching out her arms toward me, said: " Sei tu? " 1 was disconcerted, 1 did not know what to say: TiiuKK .me>:tixgs but at tliat same inoment tlie Unknown threw lier- self backward with a faint shriek, the bhnd shnnnied to, and the hght in the ])avihon grew still nioi'e dim. as though it iiad been carried out into another room. I remained motioidess, and for a long time could not recover mvself. The face of the woman who had so suddenly })re- sented itself before me was strikingly beautiful. It had flashed too rapidly before my eyes to per- mit of my immediately recalling each indi^'idual feature; but the general impression was inde- scribably powerful and profound. ... I felt then and there that 1 should never forget that countenance. The moon fell straight on the wall of the pavilion, on the window whence she had shown herself to me, and, great heavens! how magnificently had her great, dark eyes shone in its radiance! In what a heavy flood bad her half- loosened black hair fallen u})on her u])lifted, rounded shoulders! How much bashful tender- ness there had been in the soft inclination of her form, iiow much afl'ection in her voice, when she had called lo nie in that hiu'ried. bill resonant \\his})ei'! After standing for (juite a long time on one spot, 1 at last ste})pe(l a little aside, into the shadow of the o})})osite wall, and began to stare thence at the pavilion ^^■ith a sort of stupid sur- ])rise and antici])ation. I listened .... listened N\ith strained attention. . . It seemed to me now 156 TTiKKK Mi:K'n\(;s llial 1 licaid some one's (jiiict bicalliing Ijehiiid the darkened Aviiidow, now a rustle and quiet lau^liter. At last, ste])s resounded in the dis- tanee . . . Ihey eanie neaici': a man of almost identieal stature with myself made his appeai'- anee at the end of the street, hriskly strode uj) to a <4ate directly heneath the ])avili()n, which I had not previously noticed, knocked twice with its iron viw^, without looking about him, waited a little, knocked again, and hegan to sing in an undertone: " Kcco ridcntc." . . . The gate opened . . . he slij)ped noiselessly through it. I stai'ted, shook my head, threw my hands apai't, and ])ulling my hat morosely down on my brows, went off home in dis]:)leasure. On the following day I vaiidy paced u]) and down that street for two hours in the very hottest part of the day, past the pavilion, and that same evening went away from Sorrento without even having visited Tasso's house. The reader can now ])icture to himself the amazement which suddenly took possession of me, when T heard that same voice, that same song, in the steppes, in one of the most remote j^arts of Russia. . . . Xow, as then, it was night: now, as then, the voice sudderdy rang out from a lighted, uid'amiliar room; now, as then, I wa,s alone. jNIy heart began to heat violently within me. " Is not this a dream? " I thought. And lo! again the final " vieni! " rang out. . . . Can it 1,57 THUKK MKK/ri\c;s be that the window will opeii^ Can it be that the woman will show herself in it? — The window opened. In the window, a woman showed herself. I instant Iv recognised her, althouiih a distance of fifty ])aces lay between us, alt]ion<>'h a li^ht cloud ()l)scurcd the moon. It was she, my Un- known of Sorrento. liut she did not stretch forth her bare arms as before: she folded them quietly, and leaning them on the window-sill, began to gaz.e silently and immoval)ly at some ])oint in the garden. Yes, it was she; those were hei* never-to-))e-forgotten features, her eyes, the like of which I had never beheld. Xow, also, an ample white gown en- folded her limbs. She seemed somewhat plumper than in Sorrento. Everything about exhaled an atmosphere of the confidence and repose of love, the triuni))h of beauty, of cahn happiness. For a long time she did not stir, then she cast a glance backward into the room and, suddenly straightening herself up, exclaimed thrice, in a loud and ringing voice: " Addio! " The beau- tiful sounds were wafted far, far away, and for a long time they (juivered, growing fainter and dying out beneath the lindens of the garden and in the fields behind me, and everywhere. Every- thing around me was filled for several minutes with the voice of this \voman, everything rang in i-esponse to her, — rang with her. She shut the window, and a few moments later the light in the house vanished. 158 As soon as 1 recovered myself — and this was not very soon, I must admit — 1 immediately di- rected my course alont>' the <>'ardeTi of the manor, approached the closed gate, and peered tlirough tlie wattled fence. Nothing out of the ordinary was visible in the courtyard; in one corner, under a shed, stood a calash. Its front half, all bespat- tered with dried mud, shone out sharply white in the moonlight. The shutters of the house were closed, as hefore. 1 have foi-gotten to say, that for about a week previous to that day, I had not visited Glinnoe. For more than ludf an hour I paced to and fro in per])lexity in front of* the fence, so that, at last, I attracted the attention of the old watch-dog, which, nevertheless, did not begin to bark at me, but merely looked at me from under the gate in a remarkably ironical manner, with his pur- blind little eyes puckered up. I understood his hint, and beat a retreat. But before I had man- aged to traverse half a Acrst, I suddeidy heard the sound of a horse's hoofs behind me. ... In a few minutes a rider, mounted on a black horse, dashed past me at a swift trot, and swiftly turn- ing to^^'ard me his face, ^^•here I could descry nothing save an aquihne nose and a very hand- some moustache under his military cap, which was pulled well down on his lirow, turned into the right-hand road, and immediately vanished be- hind the forest. " So that is he," 1 thought to myself, and my 159 heart stirred w itiiiii iiu' in a strange sort of way. It seemed to me that I recognised liim; his figure really did suggest the figure of the man whom T had seen enter the garden-gate in Sorrento. Half an hour later I was in (ilinnoe at my liost's, had i-oused him, and had immediately hegun to in- terrogate him as to the persons who had arrived at the neighhouring farm. He rephed with an effort that the ladies had arrived. " But what ladies? " " \Vhv, everybody knows what ladies," he re- plied \'ery languidly. '' llnssians? " " What else should they be^ — Russians, of course." " Not foreigners? " "Hey?" " Have they been here long? " " Not long, of course." " And have they come to stay long? " " That I don't know." " xVre they wealthy? " " And that, too, we don't know. Perhaps they are wealthy." " Did not a gentleman come with them? " " A gentleman? " " Yes, a gentleman." The Elder sighed. " O, okh. O T^ord!"— he ejaculated with a yawn. ..." X-n-o. there was no .... gentle- 160 TiiHKE mf;ktixc;s iiiaii, 1 think tiic'ic was no gentleman. J don't know! " — he snddenly added. " And what sort of otlier neighbours are living here? " " What sort? everybody knows what sort, — all sorts." " All sorts?— And what are their names? " " Wliose — the lady ]jroprietors'? or the neigh- bours'? " " The lady proprietors'." Again the Elder yawned. "What are their names?" — he muttered. — " AVhy, (xod knows what their names are! The elder, I tliink, is named Anna P^eodorovna, and the other ... No, I don't know that one's name." " AVell, what s tlieir surname, at least?" Their surname? " Yes, their surname, tlieir family name." Their family name. . . . Yes. Why, as God is my witness, 1 don't know." " Are they young? " "Well, no. They are not." " How old are they, then? " " AMiy, the youngest must be over forty." " Thou art inventing the whole of this." The Elder was silent for a while. " Well, you must know best. But 1 don't know." " Well, thou art wonnd u)) to say one thing! " — I exclaimed w ith xexation. THKEE MEETINGS Knowing, by experience, that there i.s no i)()s- jsibihty of extracting anything lucid from a Rus- sian man when once he undertakes to answer in that way (and, moreover, my host had only just throw-n himself down to sleep, and swayed for- ward slightly before every answer, opening his eyes widely with child-like surprise, and with dif- ficulty ungluing his lips, smeared with the honey of the first, sweet slumber), — I gave up in de- spair, and declining supper, went into the barn. I could not get to sleep for a long time. "Who is sheT' — I kept incessantly asking my- self: — " a Russian? If a Russian, why does she speak in Italian ( . . . . The Elder declares that she is not young. . . . Rut he 's lying- • • • And who is that happy man ;f . . Positively, I can com- prehend nothing. . . Rut what a strange adven- ture! Is it jDossible that thus, twice in succes- sion Rut I will infallibly find out who she is. and why she has come hither." . . . Agi- tated by such disordered, fragmentary thoughts as these, I fell asleej) late, and saw strange visions. . . . X<)\\' it seems to me tliat 1 am wandering in some desert, in the very blaze of noonday — and suddenly, I behold in front of me, a huge spot of shadow running over the red- hot yellow sand. . . 1 raise my head — 't is she, my beauty, whisking through the air, all white, with long white wings, and beckoning me to her. I dart after her; but she floats on lightly 1()2 i IIKKK MKKT1N(;S and swil'll), and 1 cannot rise from the ground, and stretch out eager hands in vain. . . . " Ad- dlo! " slie says to inc. as she flies away.—" Why hast thou not wings ^ . . ^Iddiof ' . * . . ^Vnd lo, from all sides, 'Addio!" resounds. Kvery grain of sand shouts and squeaks at mc: " ^Id- dio! "... then rings out in an intolerahle, piercing trill. . . 1 hrush it aside, as T would a gnat, 1 seek her with my eyes . . . and already she has hecome a cloud, and is floating upward softly toward the sun; the sun quivers, rocks, laughs, stretches out to meet her long golden threads, and now those threads have enmeshed her, and she melts into them, hut T shout at the top of my lungs, like a madman : " That is not the sun, that is not the sun, that is an Italian spider. A\nio gave it a pass])ort for Russia? I '11 show him up for what he is: I saw him stealing oranges from other people's gardens." . . . Then it seems to me that I am walking along a narrow mountain path. . . I hurry onward: I must get somewhere or other as (juickly as possihle, some nnheard-of lui])piness is awaiting me. Suddenly a vast cliff rears itself up in front of me. I seek a passage; I go to the right, I go to the left — there is no passage! And now hehind the cliff a voice suddenly rings out: " Passa, j)assa quel colli." ... It is calling me, that voice; it re- ))eats its mournful summons. I fling myself ahout in anguish, I seek even the smallest cleft. 163 . . . ^Vlas! tilt' cliti' is jK*rj)(.'iuli('ular, there is granite evervwliere. ..." Passu (/uci colli ." wails the voice again. My heart aches, and I luirl my breast against the smooth stone: 1 scratch it with my nails, in my IVenzy. . . . A dark ))as.sage suddenly o]>ens before me. . . Swooning with iov. I dash forward. . . '" Nonsense! " some one cries to me: — " thou shalt not pass through." . . I look: Lukvtinitch is stan(bng in front of me and threatening, and brandishing his arms. . . I hastily fumble in my pockets: I want to bribe him; but there is nothing in my pockets. . . . " Lukyanitch," — I say to him. — " let me pass: I will reward thee afterward. " " You are mistaken, signor," Lukyanitch re- plies to me, and his face assumes a strange ex- pression: — " I am not a house-serf: recognise in me Don Quixote de I>,a ^Mancha, the famous wan- dering knight; all my life long I have been seek- ing my Dulcinea — and I have not been able to find her, and I will not tolerate it. that you shall find yours." " Passa f/uci colli " . . . . rings out again the almost sobbing voice. " Stand aside, signor! " — I shout wrathfully, and am on the point of j)reci])itating myself for- ward . . . but the knight's long spear wounds me in the very heart. . . I fall dead, . . I lie on my back. . . I cannot move . . . and lo, I see that she is coming with a lamp in her hand, 10 J. TITKEK MKKT1X(;S aiul elevating it with a fine gesture above iier head, she ^^eers about her in the gloom, and creep- ing cautiously up, bends over me. . . " So this is he, that jester! " she says with a dis- dainful laugh. — " This is he who wanted to know wlio I am! " and the hot oil from her lanij) drips straight upon my wounded heart. . . "Psyche!" — I exclaim with an effort, and awake. All night long 1 slept badly and was afoot be- fore daybreak. Hastily dressing and arming myself, I Avended my A\ay straight to the manor. My impatience w'as so great that the diiwu liad only just begun to flush the sky when I reached the familiar gate. Round me the larks were sing- ing, the daws were cawing on the birches; but in the house evervthinir was still buried in death- like matutinal slumber. Kven the dog was snoring behind the fence. With the anguish of expectation, exasperated almost to the point of wrath. 1 paced to and fro on the dewy grass, and kept casting incessant glances at the low-i'oofed and ill-favoured little house which contained within its walls that mysterious being. . . . Suddenly the wickel-gatf creaked faintly, opened, and Lukyanitch made his appearance on the threshold, in some sort of strii)e(l kazak coat. His bristling, loiig-drawn face seemed to me more surly tha?i e\'ei-. (ia/.ing at nie not w itli- a (( a THREE .MEETINGS out siiri)ri.sc. lie was on tlic j)oiiit of sluiltiug the wicket a^ain. " ^ly good fello\\-, my good I'ellow! " — 1 cried hastily. " What do you want at such an earlv hour? " — he returned slowly and dully. " Tell nie, please, they say that your mistress has arrived? " Lukyanitch made no reply for a while. She has arrived. . ." Alone?" With her sister." " Were there not guests with ^'ou last night? " " Xo." And he drew the wicket toward him. " Stay, stay, mv dear fellow. . . . Do me a favour. ..." Lukyiinitch coughed and shivered with cold. " But what is it you want? " " Tell me, please, how old is your mistress? " Lukyanitch darted a suspicious glance at me. " How old is the mistress? I don't know. She must he over forty." " i)\vv forty! And how old is her sister? " " \\'hy, she 's in the neighhourhood of foi'ty." " You don't say so! And is she good-looking? " " AVlio, the sister? " " Yvs. tlie sister." 1 .iikvanitch grinned. 1(56 TTT]n:K Mi:Kri\(;s " 1 (loiTt know; tliat \s as a person f'aiR-ics. In my o})ini()n, she is n't eoinelv." '"Ilcnvsor' " Heeause— she \s very ill-favoured. ^V hit puny." "You don't say so! And has no one exeej)t them come hither? " " No one. Who should eome ? " " But that eannot he! ... I ... ." "Eh, master! there 's no end of talking with you, apparently,"— retorted the old man with vexation. — " Whew, how cold it is! Good-bye." " Stay, stay .... here 's something for thee. . . ." And I held out to him a quarter of a ruble which I had prepared beforehand: l)ut my hand came into contact -with the swiftly banged ^^'icket-gate. The silver coin fell to the ground, rolled away, and lay at my feet. "Ah, thou old rascal!" — I thought— " Don Quixote de La ^Nlancha ! Evidently, thou hast re- ceived orders to jiold thy tongue. , . . But wait, thou shalt not trick me." . . . 1 promised myself tliat I would elucidate the matter, at any cost. For about half an honi- I paced to and fro, without knowing what decision to adopt. At last I made up my mind first to inquire in the village, precisely who had arrived at the manor, and who she was, then to return, and, as the saying runs, not desist until the matter was cleared up. — And if the Unknown should 167 come out of the house, I would, at last, see her by daylight, near at hand, like a living woman, not like a vision. It was about a verst to the village, and I imme- diately betook myself thither. ste})ping out lightly and alei'tly: a strange aiidaeity was seething and sparkling in my blood: the invigorating fresh- ness of the morning excited me after the uneasy night.- — In the village I learned from two peas- ants, who were on their way to their work, every- thing' which I could learn from them; namely: I learned that the manoi-, together with the village which I had entered, was called iNIikhailovskoe, that it belonged to the widow of a Major, Anna Feodorovna Shlykoff ; that she had with her her sister, an unmarried woman, Pelageya Feodo- rovna BadaefF by name; that both of them were advanced in years, were wealthy, hardly ever lived at home, were always travelling about, kept no one in attendance on them exce])t two female domestic serfs and a male cook; that Anna Feo- dorovna had recently retiu'ned from Moscow with no one but her sister. . . . This last circum- stance greatly pertui'bed me: it was im])ossible to assume that the ])easants also had been com- manded to hold their peace about my Unknown. But it was utterly impossible to concede that Anna Feodorovna ShlykofF, a widow of five-and- forty, and that young, charming woman, whom I had seen on the previous evening, were one and 168 TITKKK MEKTINGS llic same person. Pelageya Feodoroviia, .judg- ing from the deseription, was not distiiiguislied for her beauty either, and, in addition to tliat, at the mere tliouyht tliat the woman whom I had seen at Sorrento eon Id l)ear the name of Pelageya, and still more of Badaeff , I shrugged my shoul- ders and laughed maliciously. And neverthe- less, I had beheld her the night before in that liouse. ... I had beheld her, beheld lier witli my own eyes, I reflected. Irritated, enraged, l)ut still more inclined to stand b}^ mj^ intention, 1 would have liked to return at once to the manor . . . . but glanced at my watch; it was not yet six o'clock. I decided to wait a while. Kvery one was still asleej) at tlie farm, in all i)r()])a])ility . . . and to prowl about the Iiouse at sucli an liour would only serve to arouse ininecessary sus])ici<)n ; and besides, in front of me stretclied buslies, and beyond them an aspen M'ood was \'isible. . . I must do myself the justice to say, tliat, not- withstanding the thouglits wliich were exciting me, the noble })assion for the hunt liad not yet grown wholly mute within me; " perchance," I thought, — " I sliall hit u])on a covey, — and that will serve to pass away the time." I entered the bushes. But, truth to tell, I walked in a very careless way, quite out of consonance with the rules of the art: I did not follow my dog con- stantly witli my eyes, I did not snort over a thick bush, in the hope that a red-browed black THREE .MEETINGS .siiii)e would fly thence with a whin" ami a crash, l)iit kept incessantly looking at my watch, whicli never serves any pin'pose whatsoever. And, at last, it was going on nine. — " 'T is time! " I ex- claimed aloud, and was on the point of turning- hack to the manor, when suddenlv a huge hlack ^^■oodcock actually did hegin to flutter out of the thick grass a couple of paces from me. I fired at the magnificent hird, and wounded it under the wing; it almost fell to the ground, hut recovered itself, started off, fluttering its wings swiftly and, diving toward the wood, tried to soar ahove the first aspens on the edge, hut its strength failed, and it rolled licadlong into the tliicket. It would have heen utterly unpardonahle to ahandon sucli a prize. I strode hriskly after it. entered the forest, made a sign to Dianka, and a few moments later I heard a feehle clucking and flapping; it was tlie unlucky woodcock, strug- gling under the paws of my quick-scented liouud. 1 picked it up, put it in my game-hag, glanced round, and — remained rooted to the spot, as it were. . . . The forest wliich I liad entered was very dense and wild, so that I had with (hfhculty made my way to the spot wliere the hii'd had fallen: hut at a short distance from me wound a cart-road, and along this road wei-c riding on liorsehack iii\ heauty and the man who had ()^crtaken me ')ii the night heforc: I ix'cogniscd hiiu by his 170 'IMIKKK MKi I K K 1 1 X C i S hill. I approached .... and not witliout secret satisfaction beheld Lukyanitcli. As of yore, he was sitting motionless on the bench in front of the wing. The gate was closed— also the sliutters. "Good morning, uncle!" — I shouted to him from afar. — " Hast thou come out to warm thy- self^ " Lukyanitcli turned his gaunt face toward me and silently doffed his cap. I went up to him. " Good morning, uncle, good morning," — I repeated, wishing to encourage him. — " Whj^" — I added, unexpectedly descrying my <|uar- terruble on the ground, — " didst not thou see it?" And I pointed out to him the silver circle, half peeping from beneath the short grass. " Yes, I saw it." " Then whj^ didst thou not pick it up? " " Because it was n't mv money, so I did n't pick it up." "What a fellow thou art, brother!" — I re- turned, not witliout embarrassment, and picking up the coin, I offered it to him again. — " Take it, take it, for tea." " Much obliged," — Lukyanitch answered me, ^vith a com])osed smile. — " It is n't necessary; I 'II manage to i)ull through ^^■ithout it. JNIucli obliged." 175 TIIKEE MEETINGS " But I am ready to give you still more, with pleasure! "—I replied in confusion. " What for? Please don't disturb yourself— much obliged for your good-will, but we still have a crust of bread. And ])erha])s we sha'n't eat that up— that 's as it may happen." And he rose, and put out his hand to the wicket- gate. " Stay, stay, old man," — I began, ahiiost in desperation; — "how unconmmnicative thou art to-day, really. . . . Tell me, at least, has your mistress risen j^et? " " She has." " And .... is she at home? " " No, she 's not at home." " Has she gone off on a visit, pray? " " No, sir: she has gone to Moscow." "To Moscow! How is that? Why, she was here this morning! " " She was." " And she passed the night here? " " She did." " And she came hither recently? " 1 cs. " AVhat next, my good man? " " \Vhy, this: it must be about an Jiour since she deigned to start back to Moscow." " To ]Mosco>\'! " I stared in petrificatio?! at Lukyjinitch: I had not expected this, I admit. 17G THHKK MKKTINCiS Lukyjiniteh stared at inc. ... A crafty, senile smile distended liis withered lips and almost beamed in liis melancholy eyes. "And did she go away with her sister?" — I said at last. \ es. " So that now there is no one in the honse? " A'o one. . . . " This old man is deceiving me," — flashed throngh my head. — " 'T is not without cause that he is grinning so craftily. — Listen, Lukyanitch," — I said aloud; — "dost wish to do me one fa- vour? " " What is it you wish? "—he enunciated slowly, evidently beginning to feel annoyed by my ques- tions. " Thou sayest that there is no one in the house; canst thou show it to me? I should be very grate- ful to thee." " That is, you want to inspect the rooms? " " Yes, the rooms." Lukyanitch remained silent for a space. " Very well," — he said at last. — " Pray, en- ter. . . ." And bending down, he stepped across the threshold of the wicket-gate. I followed him. After traversing a tiny courtyard, we ascended the tottering steps of the porch. The old man gave the door a push; there was no lock on it: a cord with a knot stuck out through the key-hole. . . . 177 rilHKK MKKTlXCiS \A'e entered the lioiise. It consisted in all of live oi* six low-ceiled rooms, and. so far as I could make out in tile fainl li^iit. whieli streamed sparsely through the rifts in the shutters, the furniture in these rooms was extremely phiin and decrepit. In one of them (namely, in the one which o])ened on the o-arden) stood a small, anticjuated i)iano. ... I raised its warj)ed lid and struck the keys: a shrill, hissin"- sound ran"" out and died feeblv away, as thou<»h complaining of my audacity. It was impossible to discern from anythint^ that peo])le had recently left the house; it had a dead and stifling sort of smell — the odovn- of an unin- habited dwelling; here and there, indeed, a dis- carded paper gave one to understand, by its whiteness, that it had been dropped there recently. I picked uy> one such bit of paper; it proved to be a sera]) of a letter; on one side in a dashing feminine handwriting wei-e scrawled the woi'ds ^' se tain? " on the other I made out the word " honhcur." . . . On a small round table near the window stood a nosegay of half- faded flowers in a glass, and a g]-een. rumpled i-ibbon was lying there also .... I took that ribbon as a somenir. — Lukyanitch ojjcned a narrow door, pasted over with Avall-])aper. " Here," — said he, extending his hand: — " this here is the bedroom, and vonder, beyond it. is the room for the maids, and there are no other chambers. . . ." 178 rilKKK .MKKTIXGS W'c rttuniLd by way of tlic corridor. - " iViid what room is that yonder? " — I asked, pointing at a broad, white door with a lock. " That? " — Lukj'iinitch answered me, in a dull voice. — " That 's notliing." "How so?" " Because. . . . 'T is a store-room. . ." And lie started to go into the anteroom. "A store-room? Cannot 1 look at it?" . . . " What makes you want to do that, master, really? !" — replied liukyanitch with displeasure. — "What is there for you to look at? Chests, old Crocker}' . . . 't is a store-room, and nothing more. . . ." " i\ll the same, show it to me, please, old man," — I said, although I was inwardly ashamed of my indecent persistence. — " 1 should like, 3'^ou sec .... I should like to have just such a house my- self at home, in mv village . . . ." I was ashamed: I could not c()m])lete the sen- tence 1 had begun. Lukvaiiitch stood with his grev head bent on liis breast, and stared at me askance in a strange soi't of waj'. " Show it," — 1 said. " Well, as you like." — he replied at last, got the key, and reluctant! v opened the door. I fflanced into the store-room. Tliere reallv was notliing noteworthy about it. On the walls hung old portraits with gloomy, almost black 179 TllKEK MKKllXCiS countenances, and vicious eyes. The floor was strewn with all sorts of rubbish. " Well, have you seen all vou want? " — asked Lukyanitch, gruffly. " Yes; thanks! " — 1 hastily replied. He slammed to the door. I went out into the anteroom, and from the anteroom into the court- yard. Lukyanitch escorted me, muttering: " Good- bye, sir! " and went off to his own wing. " But who was the lady visitor at your house last night? " — I called after him: — " I met her this morning in the grove." I had hoped to daze him with my sudden ques- tion, to evoke a thoughtless answer. But the old man merely laughed dully, and slanmied the door behind him when he went in. I retraced my ste^^s to Glinnoe. 1 felt awk- ward, like a boy who has been put to shame. " Xo,"-I said to mvself :-" evidentlv, I shall not obtain a solution to this ])u///le. T '11 give it up! 1 will think no more of all this.'" An hour later, I set out on my homeward drive, enraged and irritated. A week ehij)se(l. 'I'ly as I might to banish from me the memory of the l^nknown, of her comj)anion, of my meetings with them, — it kept constantly returning, and besieged me with all the importunate persistence of an after-dinner flv. . . . Lukvanitcb. with bis mvsterious looks 180 'iiiim:i-: Misiyrixcjs and reserved speeches, witli liis coldly-iiiournful smile, also recurred incessantly to niv memory. The house itself, when I thought of it, — that house itself gazed at me cunningly and stupidly tlirough its half-closed shutters, and seemed to he jeering at me, as though it were saying to me: " And all the same thou shalt not find out any- thing! '' At last I could endure it no longer, an:^. one fine day I drove to Glinnoe, and from Glfn- noe set out on foot .... whither? The readei- can easily divine. I must confess that, as 1 approached the mys- terious manor, I felt a decidedly violent agitation. The exterior of the house had not undergone the slightest change: the same closed windows, the same melancholy and desolate aspect; only, on the bench, in front of the wing, instead of old Lukyanitch, sat some young house-serf or other, of twenty, in a long nankeen kaftan and a red shirt. He w^as sitting with his curly head resting on his palm, and dozing, swaying to and fro from time to time, and quivering. " Good morning, hrotlier! "— I said in a loud \'oice. He immediately sj^rang to his feet and stared at me with widely-opened, panic-stricken eyes. "Good morning, brother!" — I repeated: — " And where is the old man? " "What old man?" — said the young fellow, slowly. 181 TIIKKK MEETINGS " Liikyaiiitcli." "Ah, Liikyaniteli! "— He darted a glance aside. — "Do you want Lukyiinitch? " " Yes, I do. Is lie at home:* " " X-no," — enunciated the young fellow, hro- kenlv, — " he, vou know . . . how shall I . . . tell . . . you . . . ahout .... that . . . ." "Is hem?" " Xo." '• What then?" " Why, he is n't here at all." "Why not?" " Because. Something .... unpleasant . . . happened to him." " Is he dead? " — I inquired with surprise. " He strangled himself." " Strangled himself! "—I exclaimed in af- fright, and clasped my hands. We both gazed in each other's eyes in silence. " How long ago? "—I said at last. " Why, to-dav is the fifth day since. They ])uried him yesterday." " But why did he strangle himself? " " The I^ord knows. He was a freeman, on wages; he did not know want, the masters petted him as though he were a relation. For we have such good masters — may God giye them health! I sim}:)ly can't understand what came over him. Evidently, the Evil One entra])])e(l him." "But how did he do it?" 182 THRKK MKiyilXGS " W'liy, so. lie took iiiid stran<4"lL'(l hinisclf." " And nothing of the sort had been previously noticed in him? " " How shall 1 tell you. . . . There was no- thing' .... ])articular. He was always a very melancholy man. He used to groan, and groan. ' I 'm so bored,' he would say. Well, and then there was his age. Of late, he really did begin to meditate something. He used to come to us in the village; for 1 'm his nephew. — ' Well, Vasya, my lad,' he would say, ' prithee, brother, come and spend the night with me! '— ' What for, uncle? ' — 'Why, because I'm frightened, somehow; 't is tiresome alone.' Well, and so I 'd go to him. He would come out into the courtyard and stare and stare so at the house, and shake and shake his head, and how he would sigh! . . . Just be- fore that night, that is to say, the one on which he put an end to his life, he came to us again, and invited me. AVell, and so I went. ^Vhen we reached his wing, he sat for a wliile on the bench; then he rose, and went out. I wait, and ' he 's ratliei" long in coming back ' — says I, and went out into the courtyard, and shouted, ' Fn- cle! hey, uncle! ' My uncle did not call l)ack. Thinks I : ' Whither can he have gone? surely, not into the liouse?' a?i(l J went into the house. Twilight was already drawing on. ^Vnd as I was passing the stoir-rooin. I heard something scratching there, behind llie dooi-i so 1 took and 18a TIIKKK MEETINGS opened the door. Beliold, there he sat doubled up under the window. AN'hat art tliou doing there, uncle? ' says 1. But he turns round, and how lie shouts at me, and his eves are so keen, so keen, tliev fairlv blaze, like a cat's. What dost thou want? Dost not see — I am shavin"" mvself.' And his voice was so hoarse. ]My hair suddenly rose upright, and 1 don't know why I got frightened . . . evidently, about that time the devils had already assailed him. What, in the dark? ' — savs I, and mv knees fairly shook. Come,' says he, ' it 's all right, begone! ' " I went, and he came out of the store-room and locked the door. So we went back to the wing, and the terror immediately left me. " ' What wast thou doing in the store-room, uncle? ' says I. — He was fairly frightened. "'Hold thv tonaiie! ' savs he; 'hold thv tongue!' and he crawled up on the oven-bench. " ' Well,' thinks I to myself,-' 't will be better for me not to speak to him: he surely must be feeliiiQ- ill lo-dav.' So I went and lav down on the o\en-bciich mvseli', too. And a ni<'ht-h<''ht was bui-ning in a coi'iier. So, I am lying there, and just dozing, you know . . . when suddeidy r hear the door creaking softly . . . and it opens — so, a little. i\nd my uncle was lying with his hack lo the door, and, as you may ix'memljer, 184- tttri<:k mkk/ii\(;s he was always a little hard of hearing'. Hut this time he sprang up suddenly. . . Wlio 's calling nie, hey? who is itJ* hast come for nie, for nie^ !' and out he ran into the yard without his hat. . . . I thought: 'What's the mattei- \vitli liinif' and. sinl'id man thai I am, 1 fell asleep imme- diately. 'I'he next morning I woke up .... and Lukyaniteh was not there. " I went out of doors and hegan to call him — he was nowhere. I asked the watchman: Has n't niv uncle come out? ' savs I. " 'Xo/ says he, ' I lun-e n't seen him.' . . . Has n't something happened to him, ])ro- ther? ' . . . . says I. . . " ' ()i! ' . . . . We were hoth fairly frightened. Come, Feodosveitch,' savs I, ' come on,' savs I, — ' let 's see whether he is n't in the house.' Come on,'— says he, ' Vasily Timofyeitch! ' hut he himself was as w^hite as clay- " We entered the house. . . I was ahout to ])ass the store-room, hut 1 glanced and the pad- lock w'as hanging open on the hasp, and I pushed the door, hut the door was fastened inside. . . . Feodosveitch inmiediately ran round, and pee2)cd in at the window. "'Vasily Timofyeitch!' he cries; — 'his legs are hanging, his legs . . . ' " T ran to the window. And they were his legs, Lukyjiniteh's legs. And he had hanged himself IS.-) TIIKKK MKKriX(;S ill the niicklk- ol" tlie room. — Well, we sent for the judge. . . . They took him clown from the rope; the rope was tied witli twelve knots." " Welk what did the court sayr" "What did the court say^ Xothing. They pondered and i)()n(ieic(l wluit tlie cause might he. Tliere was no cause. And so they decided that he must have keen out of his mind. 1 1 is head had keen aching of late, he had keen complaining very frequently of kis kead. . . ." 1 ckatted for akout kalf an kour longer witk tke young fellow, and went away, at last, completely disconcerted. I must confess tkat I could not look at tkat rickety kouse witkout a secret, super- stitious terror. ... A montk later I quitted my countrv-seat, and little kv little all tkese korrors. tkese mysterious encounters, vanisked from my mind. II Three years passed. Tke greater part of tkat time 1 spent in Peterskurg and akroad; and even wken I (kd I'lin doww to niy pkice in tke country. it was only for a few tlays at a time, so tkat I never ckanced to he in (rlinnoe or in Mikkailov- skoe on a single occasion. Xowkere kad I seen mv keautv nor tke man. One dav, toward tke end of tke tkird year, in Moscow, I ckanced to meet Madame Sklykoff and lier sister, l*elageya 186 TIIKKK .MKK'l IX(;S Budiictt' — that same Pclagcva wlioiii I, sini'ul man that I am, had liitlicrto regarded as a myth- ical being— at an evening gathering in tlie house of one of my acquaintances. Neither of the hidies was any longer young, and both ])ossessed pleasing exteriors; tlieii" conversation was cliar- acterised by wit and mirth: tliev had travelled a great deal, and travelled with profit; easy gaiety was observable in their manners. But tliey and my acquaintance had positively nothing in com- mon. I was presented to tliem. ^Madame Shly- kofF and I dropped into conversation (her sister was being entertained by a passing geologist). 1 informed her that 1 had the pleasure of being her neighbour in *** county. " Ah! 1 really do possess a small estate there," — she remarked, — " near (ilinnoe." "Exactly, exactly," — I returned: — "1 know your ^likhailovskoe. Do you ever go thither? " "I?-Rarely." " Were you tliere three years ago? " " Stay! I tliink 1 was. Ves, 1 was, that is true." " AA'^ith your sister, or alone? " She darted a glance at me. " \Vith my sister. We spent al)oul a Nveek there. On business, you know. However, we saw no one." " H'm. ... I think there are very few neigli- ])ours there." Ves, \ cry lew . 1 'm not lond of iieiglibours." 187 TllKEK MKKTlXCiS " Tell nie, ' — 1 began; — " 1 believe you had a eatastro])he there that same vear. Liikyji- niteh . . . /' JNIadaine Shlykoff' s eyes iininediately filled with tears. " And did you know him? " — she said with vi- vaeity. — " Such a misfortune! He was a very fine, good old man . . . and just fancy, without any cause, you know . . . .'" INIadame Shlykofi"s sister ajjproached us. She was, in all probability, beginning to be bored by the learned disquisitions of the geologist about the formation of the banks of the Volga. " Just fancy, Pauline," — began my compan- ion; — " monsieur knew Lukyaniteh." " Really? Poor old man! " " I hunted more than once in the environs of jNlikhailovskoe at that i)eriod, wjien you Mere there three years ago," — I remarked. "I?" — returned Pelageya, in some astonisli- ment. " Well, yes, of course! " — hastily interposed her sister: " is it possibk- that tliou dost not re- call it?" iVnd she k)oked her intently in the eye. " Akh, yes, yes . . . that is true!" — replied Pelageya, suddenly. " Ehe — he! " I thought: " I don't believe you were in JNlikhailovskoe, my dear." " \\'ill not you sing us something, Pelageya 1H8 'I' 11 hi: Is .Mi:K/n\(;s Feodorovna?" — suddenly began a tall young man, Avith a crest of fair liair and turbidly-sueel little eyes. '' Keally, I don't know," — said Miss Jiadaeff. " iVnd do you sing?" — I exclaimed with vi- vacity, springing uj) hi'iskly from my seat. " Foi- heaven's sake .... akli, for heaven's sake, do sing us something." " But what shall 1 sing to you? " " Don't you know," — I began, using my ut- most endeavours to im])art to my face an indif- ferent and easy ex])ression, — " an Italian song . . . it })egins this way: ' Passa (lucl colli ' ^ " " Yes," replied Pelageya with ])erfect inno- cence. "Do vou want me to sing that? Very well." And she seated herself at the piano. I, like Hamlet, riveted my eyes on ^Madame Shlvkoff. It seemed to me that at the first note she gave a slight start; but she sat (juietly to the end. ^liss Badaeff sang (juite well. The song ended, the customaiy ])laudits resounded. They began to urge her to sing something else; but the two sis- ters exchanged glances, and a few minutes later they took their departure. As they left the room I overheard the word " imporlun." " 1 deserved it! " 1 thought — and did not meet them again. Still another year ela])sed. I transferred mv residence to Petersburg. AVinter arrived; the 180 riiKKK .MKF/riX(;s inas(jiicrades began. One day, as I emerged at eleven oV'loek at niglit i'rom the house of a friend, I felt invself in sneli a glooniv frame of mind that I deeided to betake myself to the mascpierade in the Assembly of the Xobilitv.' For -i U)\\, " Vc'iici," swil'tly left the room. I followed her. We walked on in silenee. It is l)eyond my power to express what I felt as I walked side by side with hei'. It was as though a very beautiful dream had suddenly beeome reality . . . as though the statue of (ralatea had deseended as a living- woman from its pedestal in the sight of the swooning Pvgmalion. ... I eould not believe it, I could hai'dly breathe. We traversed several rooms. . . . At last, in one of them, she ])ause(l in front of a small divan near the window, and seated herself. I sat down beside her. She slowly turned her head toward me, and looked intently at me. " Do you .... do you come from him? " she said. Her voice was weak and unsteady. . . Her question somewhat disconcerted me. " Xo .... not from him," — I re])lied halt- ingly. " Do you know him? " Yes," — I replied, with mysterious solemnity. I wanted to kee]i up my role. — " ^'es, I know him." She looked distrustfully at me, started to say something, and dropped her eyes. ^"ou were waiting for him in Sorrento," — I went on; — "you met him at Mikhailovskoe, you rode on horseback with iiim. ..." 192 TIIUKK MKKTIX(;S " How could you . . . ." she began. " 1 know . . . i know all. ..." " Your face seems familiar to me, somehow,"— she continued: — "hut no . . . ," " No, I am a stran^ei' to you." " Then what is it that you want!" " " I know that also," — 1 persisted. I understood very well that I must take advan- tage of the excellent beginning to go further, that my repetitions of " I know all, I know," were becoming ridiculous — but my agitation was so great, that unexpected meeting had thrown me into such confusion, I had lost my self-control to such a degree that 1 positively was unable to say anything else. ^Moreover, I really knew nothing more. I felt conscious that I was talkin.g non- sense, felt conscious that, from the mysterious, omniscient being which I must at first ap])ear to her to be, 1 should sooii be converted into a sort of grinning fool .... but there was no help for it. Yes, 1 know all," — I muttered once moir. She darted a glance at me, rose (juickly to her feet, and w^as on the point of departing. But this was too cruel. I seized her hand. "For God's sake," — 1 began, — "sit down, listen to me. ..." She retlected, and seated herself. "I just told you,"—! went on feixently.^ " that I knew exerything — that is nonsense. I know nothing; I do not know eilhei- who you 193 THKEK MEETINGS are, or wlio he is, and if I have been able to sur- prise you by what I said to you a while ago by the coluiiHi, you must ascribe that to chance alone, to a strange, incomprehensible chance, which, as though in derision, has brought me in contact with you twice, and almost in identically the same a\ ay on both occasions, and lias made me the involun- tary witness of that ^^•hich, perhaps, you would like to keep secret. ..." And thereupon, without the slightest circumlo- cution, I related to her everything: my meet- ings with her in Sorrento, in Russia, my futile inquiries in ^likhailovskoe, even my conversa- tion in ^loscow with ^ladame ShlvkofF and her sister. "Now you know everything,"' — 1 went on, when 1 had finished my story. — " I will not under- take to describe to you \\ hat an ()\ crw hehning im- pression you made on me: to see you and not to be bewitched bv you is impossible. On tlie other hand, there is no need foi' me to tell you what tlie nature of tliat imiiression was. Re- member under what conditions I beheld you both times. . . . Relieve me, I am not fond of indulg- ing in senseless hopes, but you must understand also that inexpressible agitation which has seized upon me to-day, and you nmst pardon the awk- ward artifice to which I decided to have recourse in order to attract your attention, if oidy for a moment . . . ." 194 riiui^i: Mi'j'/i ix(;s she listened to my confused explanations with- out raisin «»• her head. " \\'hat do yon watit of nie? " — she said at last. " I ^ . . . I want nothing- ... I am happy as I am. ... I haxc too much respect for such secrets." "Keally:' Hut, up to this point, apparently . . . . However/' — she went on, — " I will not re- ])roach vou. Any man would have done the same in your ])lace. jNIoreover, chance really has hrou^ht us together so persistently , . . that would seem to give you a certain right to frank- ness on my part. Listen: 1 am not one of those uncomprehended and unhappy women who go to mas((uerades for the sake of chattering to the iirst man they meet ahout their sufferings, who re(|uire hearts filled with sympathy. . . . I re- (juire sympathy from no one; my own heart is dead, and I have come hither in order to bury it definitively." She raised a handkerchief to her lips. " I hope " — she went on with a certain amount of effort — " that you do not take my words for the ordinary effusions of a masquerade. You must understand that T am in no mood for that. . . .' And. in truth, there was something terrible in lier voice, despite all the softness of its tones. " 1 am a Russian," — she said in Russian; — up to that jioint she had expressed herself in the 10.> TITUKK MKKTIXGS French lan<>iia«>e: — " nllliongli I have lived litllt' in Russia. ... It is not necessary lor nie to know your name. Anna Feodorovna is an old friend of mine; I really did go to Mikliailovskoe under the name of her sister. . . It was impos- sihle at that time for me to meet him openly. . . xVnd even without that, rumours had hegun to circulate ... at that time, ohstaeles still existed — he was not free. . . Those ohstaeles have dis- appeared . . . hut he whose name should hecome mine, he with whom you saw me, has ahandoned me." She made a gesture with iier hand, and ]iaused awhile. . . . Vou really do not know him :' Vou have not met him? " " Xot once." " He has spent almost all this time ahroad. 15ut he is here now, . . . That is my whole history,"' — she added; — " j^ou see, there is nothing myste- rious ahout it, nothing peculiar." " And Sorrento (f " — I timidly interposed. " I made his aeciuaintanee in Sorrento," — she answered sio^\•ly. heeoming ])ensive. Both of us licld our ])eace. A strange dis- composure took ])ossession of me. 1 was sitting heside her, l)eside that woman wliose image had so often flitted through my dreams, had so toi-- turingly agitated and irritated me, — I was sit- ting hesidf her and felt a cold and a weight at 100 TTIREK MKKTIXCiS my heart, 1 knew tliat uotliiiio- would conic of that nicctin<4, that hetween her and nic there was a gulf, tliat when we parted mc should part f'oi- cvcr. With her head howed forward and ])()th hands lying in her lap, slie sat there indifferent and careless. I know that carelessness of incur- able grief, I know that indifference of irrecover- able happiness! The masks strolled j)ast us in couples; the sounds of the "monotonous and senseless" waltz now reverberated dully in tlic distance, now were wafted by in sharp gusts ; the merry ball-music agitated me heavily and mourn- fully. " Can it be," — I thought, — " that this wo- man is the same who appeared to me once on a time in the window of that little country house far away, in all the splendour of triumphant beauty? . . . ." And yet, time seemed not to have touched her. The lower part of her face, un- concealed by the lace of her mask, was of almost childish delicacy; but a chill emanated from her, as from a statue. . . . Galatea had returned to her pedestal, and would descend from it no more. wSuddenly she drew herself up, darted a glance into the next room, and rose. " (iive me your arm," — she said to me. " Let us go away ([uickly, quickly." We returned to the bfdl-rooni. She walked so fast that I couhl barely keej) up with hei-. She came to a standstill l)esi(le one oC the eohnnns. " Let us wait here," — she whis|)ered. 197 TIIKKE MEETINGS " Are you looking for any one? "—I began. . . . But slie paid no heed to me: her eager gaze was fixed upon tlie jrowd. Languidly and menaeingly did her great blaek eyes look forth from beneath the black velvet. 1 turned in the direction of her gaze and un- derstood eveiything. Along the corridor formed by the row of columns and tlie wall, he was walk- ing, that man whom I had met with her in the for- est. I recognised him instantly: he had hardly chano-ed at all. His golden-brown moustache curled as handsomely as ever, his brown eyes beamed with the same calm and self-confident cheerfulness as of j'ore. He was walking without haste, and, lightly bending his slender figure, was narrating something to a woman in a domino, whose arm was linked in his. As he came on a level with us, he suddenly raised his head, looked first at me, then at the woman with whom I was standing, and probably recognised her eyes, for his eyebrows quivered slightly, — he screwed up his eyes, and a barely perceptible, but intolerably insolent smile hovered over his lips. He bent down to Ins (•onii)anion, and whispered a couple of words in lier ear; she immediately glanced round, her blue eves hastilv scanned us both, and with a soft laugh she menaced him with her little hand He slightly slirugged one shoulder, she nestled up to him cocjuettishiy. . . . 1 turned to my Knknown. She was gazing 1J)8 I'lIKKK MKKTIXCiS after the receding pair, and suddenly, tearing her arm from mine, she rushed toward the door. I was alxnit to dasli after her; lint turning round, she gave me sucli a look that I made lier a ])ro- found how. and remained wliere I was. T under- stood tliat to pursue her would he ])oth rude and stupid. " Tell me, please, my dear fellow,"— I said, half an hour later, to one of my friends — the living directory of Petershurg: — " who is that tall, handsome gentleman with a moustache? " " That ( . . . that is some foreigner or other, a rather enio-matic individual, who verv rarelv makes his appearance on our horizon. AVhy do you ask ? " " Oh, hecause! " . . . . I returned home. Since that time I have never met my Unknown anywhere. Had I known the name of the man whom she loved, I might, prob- ably, have found out, eventually, who she was, but I myself did not desire that. I have said above that that woman appeared to me like a dream-vision — and like a dream-vision she went past and vanished forever. 100 i MUMtJ (1852) 1 MUMlJ IN one of the remote streets of IMoscow, in a grey house with white pillars, an entresol, and a crooked balcony, dwelt in former days a well- born lady, a widow, surrounded })y numerous do- mestics. Her sons were in the seryice in Peters- burg, her daughters were married; she rarely went out into society, and was liying out tlie last years of a miserly and tedious old age in solitude. Her day, cheerless and stormy, was long since over; but her eyening also was blacker than niglit. Among the ranks of her menials, the most re- markable person was the yard-porter, Gerasim, a man six feet five inches in height, built like an epic hero, and a deaf-nmte from his l)ii'th. His mistress had taken him from the yillage, where he lived alone, in a tiny cottage, a])art from his brethren, and was considered tlie most ])unctual of the taxable serfs. Kndowcd witli reinarkable strength, he did the work oi* four ])ersons. Mat- ters made progress in his hands, and it was a cheerful sight to watch liim when he |)l()uglR'(l and, applying his huge hands to the j)rimitiv(' nlough, seemed to be carving (![)e!» the elastic 203 lH)S()in of IIr' viiv\h alone, without tlic aid of his Httle nag; or about St. Peter's Day' wield- ing the seythe so shatteriFigly that he might even luiN e hewn off a voung hireh-wood from its roots; or threshing briskly and nni'emittingly with a chain seven feet in length, while the firm, oblong muscles on his shoulders rose and fell like levers. His uninterrupted muteness imparted to his indefatigable labour a grave solemnity. He was a splendid peasant, and had it not been for his infirmity, any maiden would willingly have married him. . . . But Genisim was brought to ^NFoscow, ])oots were bought for him, a broom and a shovel were ])ut into his hand, and he was ap- pointed to be the yard-])orter. At first he felt a violent dislike for his new life. From his childhood he had been accustomed to field-labour, to country life. Set apart by his J infirmity fVom communion with his fellow-men, he had grown up dumb and mighty, as a tree grows on fruitful soil. . . . Trans])orted to the town, he did not understand what was happening to him; — he felt bored and puzzled, as a healthy young bull is ])uzzled when he has just been taken from the pasture, where the grass grew up to his belly, — when he has been taken, and ])laced in a rail way- wagon. — and, lo, with his robust body en- \'elo))e(l now ^vith smoke and s])arks, again with. l»illo\\s of steam, he is drawn headlong onward, 1 June 29 (O. S.)-July 13 (X. S.).-Thansi^tou. 204, MUMU drawn v\'itli ruinblc and squeaking", and whitlier — God only knows! (ienisini's occupations in his new employment seemed to him a mere farce after his onerous labours as a peasant: in half an hour he had finished evervthini>-. and he was again standing in the middle of tlie eom'tyai'd and staring, open-mouthed, at all the passers-by. as though desii'ous of obtaining from tliem the so- lution oi' his enigmatic situation; or he would suddenly go off' to some corner and, flinging his broom or his shovel far from him, Mould throw himself on the ground face downward, and lie motionless on his breast for whole hours at a time, like a captured wild beast. But man grows accustomed to everything, and Crerasim got used, at last, to town life! He had not much to do; his entire duty consisted in keeping the courtyard clean, fetching a cask of water twice a day, hauling and chopping up wood for the kitchen and house, ^ and in not ad- mitting strangers, and keeping watch at night. And it must be said that he discharged his duty with zeal; not a chip was ever strewn about his courtyard, nor anv dirt; if in muddv wcatluT the broken-winded nag for hauling w ater and tiu- barrel entrusted to his care got stranded any- where, all he had to do Avas to apply his shoulder, ' I'ormcrly ill Mosrow houses were obliged to ari tlicir w.itcr in l)arrels on wheels fnnii the river or from publii- foiintaiiis. Hireh- wood is still used lor eookinp: and heatiuf;:. -Tkansi^vtou. 20.) — and not only the cart, but the liorse also, would he pried from the spot. If lie undertook to eho]) wood, his axe would ring like glass, and splinters and billets would flv in every direction; and as for strangers — after lie had, one night, caught two thieves, and had banged their heads together, and mauled them so that there was no necessity for taking them to the police-station afterward, every one in the neighbourhood began to respect him greatly, and even by day, passers-by who were not in the least rascals, but sipiply strangers to him, at the sight of the ominous yard-porter, would brandish their arms as though in self-de- fence, and shout at him as though he were able to hear their cries. With all the other domestics Gerasim sustained relations which were not exactly friendly, — they were afraid of him, — but gentle; he regarded them as members of the family. They expressed their meaning to him h\ signs, and he imder- stood them, accurately executed all orders, but :new his own rights also, and no one dared to take his seat at table. On the whole, Gerasim was of stern and serious dis])ositi()n, and was fond of orderliness in all things; even tlie cocks did not venture to fight in his presence— but if they did, woe be to them! if he cauglit sight of them, he would instantly seize them by the legs, whirl them round like a w^heel half a score of times in the air, and hurl them in npijosite directions. There 20G MUMU were geese also in liis lady inistress's eourtyard, but a goose, as every one knows, is a serious and sensible bird; (ienisini felt res])eet for tbeni, tended tlieni, and fed tbeni; be biniself bore a reseniblanee to a stately gander. lie was allotted a tiny ebaniber over tbe kiteben; be arranged it biniself after bis own taste, eonstrueted a bed of oaken ])lanks on four bloeks — truly a bed fit for an epic bero; a bun- dred puds ^ migbt bave been loaded upon it, — it would not bave given way. Under tbe bed Mas a stout cbest; in one corner stood a small table of tbe same sturd}^ quality, and beside tbe table a tbree-legged cbair, and so firm and squatty tbat Gerasim bimself would pick it up, dro]) it, and grin. Tbis little den was fastened witb a pad- lock wbieb suggested a kaldtch - in sba])e, oidy black ; Gerasim always carried tbe key to tbis lock witb bim, in bis belt. He was not fond of baving people come into bis room. In tbis manner a year passed, at tbe end of wbieb a small incident bap])ened to Gerasim. Tbe old gentlewoman witb wliom be lived as yar(l-])orter in all tbings followed tbe ancient customs, and kept a numerous train of domestics; sbe bad in ber bouse not only laundresses, seam- stresses, carpenters, tailors, and dressmakers, but ^ A pud is about thirty-six pounds, English. —Tuansi^vtou. -' A peculiarly shaped and delicious wheaten roll, whicli is made particidarly well in Moscow. —Tiiansi.atou. •207 MUMU also one saddler, who set up to be a veterinary and a medical man for the servants as well (there was a house-physician for the mistress), and, in conclusion, there was a shoemaker, by the name of Kapiton Klimoff, a bitter drunkard. Klimoff regarded himself as an injui-ed ])eing and not appreciated at his ti-ne \alue. a cultured man used to the ways of the capital, who ought not to live in ^Moscow, without occupation, in a sort of desert spot, and if he drank, — as he himself ex- pressed it, with j^auses between his words, and thumping himself on the bi*east, — he drank in re- ality from grief. One dav he was under discus- sion by the mistress and her head butlei-. Gavrila, a man who would seem, from his little yellow eyes and his duck's-bill nose, to have been desig- nated by Fate itself us a commanding person- age. The mistress was complaining about the depraved morals of Kapiton. who had been picked up somewhere in the street only the night l^efore. " AVell, Gavrila," — she suddenly remarked: — " shall not we many him ^ \Vliat dost thou think about it? Perhaps that will steady him." " AVhy should n't we many him, ma'am ^ It can be done, ma'am," — replied (iavrila; — " and it would even be a very good thing." " Yes; only who would many him?" "Of course, ma'am. However, as yon like, ma'am. He can always be put to some use, so to 208 Mi'Mr speak; you would n't reject liirn out of any ten men." "I think he hkes Tatyana?" (ravri'la was al)<)ut to make some re])ly. l)ut compressed liis lips. " Yes! . . . let him woo Tatyana," — the mis- tress announced her decision, as she took a pinch of snufF with satisfaction: — " dost liear me? " " I obey, ma'am." — enunciated Gavrila, and withdrcAv. On returning to his chamber (it was situated in a wing, and was almost completely filled with A\rought-iron coffers) , Gavrila first sent away his wife, and then seated liimself by the window, and became engrossed in meditation. The mistress's sudden command had evidently dazed him. At last he rose, and ordered Kapiton to be called. Kapiton presented himself. . . . Rut before we ]"epeat their conversation to the reader, we con- sider it not superfluous to state, in a few words, \vho this Tatyana was. whom Kapiton was to marry, and why his mistress's command had dis- concerted the major-domo. Tatyana, who, as we have said above, served as laundress (but, in her (juality of ex]3ert and well-trained laundress, slie was given only the delicate linen) ,was a woman of eight-and-twenty, small, thin, fair-haired, with moles on her left cheek. Moles on the left cheek are regarded as a bad sign in Russia — as the presage of an unhappy 200 life. . . . Tatyana could not boast of her luck. From early youth she had been ill-treated; she had ^^•orked for two, and had neyer receiyed any caresses; she was badly clothed; she receiyed tlie \vx\ smallest of wa(>es: she had ])ractically no i-elatiyes; an old butlei- in the \ illage \\\\v> had been discharged for uselessness was her uncle, and her other uncles were common peasants, — that is all. At one time she had been a beauty, but her beauty soon left her. She was of extremely meek, or, to put it more accurately, frightened disposi- tion, felt the most complete indifference for her- self, and was deadly afraid of other peo])le. Her sole thought was as to how she might finish her work by the appointed time. She neyer talked with any one, and she trembled at the mere men- tion of the mistress's name, although she hardly knew her by sight. When Gerasim was brou.ght from the country, she almost swooned with terror at tlie sight of his luige form, used all ])ossible efforts to avoid meet- ing him, and eyen screwed up her eyes when she was obliged to run past him, as she scurried from the house to the laundry. At first, Gerasim paid no special attention to her, then he began to laugh when she crossed his path; then he began to gaze at her with pleasure, and at last he neyer took his eyes from her. Whether he had taken a liking to her because of her gentle expression of coun- tenance, or of the timidity of her movements — 210 MUMU God knows! And behold, one day, as she was making her way across the conrtyard, cantioiisly elevating' on her outspread fingers a starelicd wrapper belonging to her mistress . . . someone suddenly grasped her hy tlie elbow; she turned round and fairly screamed aloud : behind her stood Gerasim. I^aughing stu})idly, and bellowing af- fectionately, he was offering her a gingerbread cock with gold tinsel on its tail and wings. She tried to refuse it, but he thrust it forcibly straight into her hand, nodded his head, walked away, and, turning roiuid, bellowed once more something of a verv friendly nature to her. From that dav forth he gave her no peace; \\herever she went, he immediately came to meet her, smiled, bel- lowed, waved his hands, suddenly drew a ribbon from his breast and thrust it into her hand, and cleaned the dust away in fi-ont of hei- \\ ith his broom. The poor girl siniply did not know how to take it or what to do. The whole household speedily found out about the ])ranks of the dunii) yard- porter; jeers, jests, stinging remarks showered down on Tatyjina. l?ut none of them could bring himself to i-idieule Cienisim; the latter was not fond of jests; and tliey k't hei- alone iii his ])res- ence. AVilly-nilly the girl became his protegee. Like all deaf and dumb people, he was very ])er- spicacious, and understood perfectly \rell when the}' were laughing at him or at her. One day, 211 MUMU at dinner, the keeper of the hnen, Tatyana's chief, undertook, as the saying is, to banter her, and carried it to sucli a pitch that tlie hitter, ])()()r creature, did not know where to look, and ahnost wept with vexation. Gerasim suddenly rose hali'- wav, stretched out his enormous hand, laid it on the head of the keeper of the linen, and glared into her face with such ferocity that tlie latter fairly bent over the table. All fell silent, (iera- sini picked up his spoon again, and went on eating his cabbage-soup. '' Just see that dumb devil, that forest fiend!" all muttered under their breaths, and the keeper of the linen rose and went off to the maids' room. On anotliei- oc- casion, observing that Kapiton — that same Kapi- ton of whom we have just been speaking— was chatting in rather too friendly a mannei- witli Ta- tyana, Gerasim beckoned the man to him, led liim awa}' to the carriage-house, and seizing by its end a shaft wliich was standing in the corner, lie men- aced liim slightly but significantly with it. From that time forth no one dared to address a word to Tatyjina. And all this ran smoothly in his hands. Xo sooner had the linen-keeper, it is true, run into the maids' hall than she fell down in a swoon, and altogether behaved in such an artful manner, that on that very same day she brought to the knowledge of the mistress (ienisim's rude behaviour; but the cai)ricious old lady merely laughed several times, to the extreme offence of 212 ]\IUMM her liiien-keepci-, inadc hvv repeal, ' W'lial didst thou say? Did lie bend thee down witli his lieavv hand;*" and on tlie following" day sent a silver ruble to Cienisim. She favoured him as a faithful and powerful watchman. Gerasim held her in decided awe, but, nevertheless, he trusted in her graciousness, and was making ready to betake himself to her with the request that she would permit him to marry Tatyana. lie was only M'aiting for the new kaftan promised him by the major-domo, in order that he might present him- self before his mistress in decent shape, when sud- denly this same mistress took into her head the idea of marrying Tai:yana to Kapiton. The reader will now be able readily to under- stand the cause of the perturbation which seized upon Gavrila, the major-domo, after his conver- sation with his mistress. " The mistress," — he thought, as he sat by the window, — " of course, favours Gerasim " (this was well known to Ga- vrila, and therefore he also showed indulgence to him) ; " still, he is a dumb brute. I can't in- I'orm the mistress that Cxcrasim is courting Ta- tyana. And, after all, 't is just; what sort of a husband is he? And, on the other hand, Lord for- give! for just as soon as that forest fiend finds out that Tatyana is to be married to Ka})iton, he '11 smash everything in the house, by Heaven he will! For you can't reason with him yon can't prevail upon him, the devil that he is, in any 213 way whatsoever — sinful man tliat I am to have said so wicked a thing .... tliat 's so! " . . . . The appearance of Kapiton hroke the thread of Gavrila's mechtations. Tiie giddy-pated shoe- maker entered, threw his liands heiiind liim, and, leaning up against a j)i-()jeeting corner of the wall near the door, in a free-and-easv way he stuck his right leg crosswise in front of the left and shook his liead, as much as to say: " Here I am. What 's yoin- will?" Gavrila looked at Kapiton and began to drum on the jamb of the window \v\i\\ his fingers. Kapiton merely narrowed his leaden eyes a hit, but did not lower them, even smiled slightly and passed his hand over his whitish hair, which stood out in disarray in all directions, as much as to say : " Well, yes, 't is I. What are you staring for? " " Good," — said Gavrila, and ])aused for a space. " Thou 'rt a nice one," — remarked Gavrila, and paused awhile. — " A nice person, there 's no de- nying that! " Kapiton merely shrugged his shoulders. " And art thou any better, pray? " he said to himself. " Come, now, just look at thyself; come, look," — went on Gavrila reprovingly;—" Well, art not thou ashamed of thyself? " Kapiton surveyed with a calm glance his threadbare and tattered coat and his ])atched trousers, scanned with particular attention his 21'4 MUMU shoes perforated witli lioles, e.si)eeially llie our on whose toe his right foot rested in so (huuhfied a manner, and again fixed his eyes on tlie nia.ior- donio. "What of it, sirT' " What of it, sir? " — repeated Gavrila. — " What of it, sir i And thon sayest : ' AVliat of it, sir? ' to boot! Thon lookest hke the devil, — Lord forgive me, sinful man that I am, — that 's what thou lookest like." Kapiton winked his little eyes briskly. " Curse away, curse away, Gavrila Andreitch," he thought to himself. " Thou hast been drunk again, apparently," — began Gavrila; — "drunk again, surely? Hey? Come, answer." " Owing to the feebleness of my health, I have succumbed to spirituous beverages, in fact," — returned Kapiton. " Owing to feebleness of health? .... Thou art not whipped enough, that 's what; and thou hast served thine apprenticeship in Peter ^ to boot. . . . ^Nluch thou didst learn in thine apprentice- ship! Thou dost nothing but eat the bread of idleness." " In that case, Gavrila Andreitch, I have but one judge, — the Lord God Himself, and no one else. He alone knows what sort of a man I am in this world, niid whether T r6allv do eat the bread ^ St. Petcrshur^'-. — TiiANsi..vrou. MLxMU ol' idkiicss. And as for thy refitctions concern- ing" drunkenness, — in that case also I am not to hhinie, hut rather one of my eonu'ades; for he led me astray, and after he had aceom])lished his crafty [)urpose, he went away; that is to say, " xVnd thou didst remain hehind, thou <4"0()se, in the street. ^Vkh, thou dissolute man! \Vell. but that 's not the point," — Avent on the major-domo, — " but this. The mistress . . . ." here he paused for a moment, — " it is the mistress's pleasure that thou shouldst marry. Hearest thou? She thinks that thou wilt grow steady when thou art married. 13ost understand ? " " How can I help understanding, sir^ " " Well, yes. In my o])inion, 't would be better to take thee firndy in hand. Well, but that \s her affair. How now^ Dost thou consents " Kapiton displayed his teeth in a grin. " ^Marriage is a good thing for a man, Gavrila Andreitch: and I, on my part, agree with very great })leasure." " AN'ell. yes," — returned Gavrila. and thought to himself: — " there \s no denying it, the man talks with exactness." — " Only, see here," — he went on, aloud:—" an inconvenient bride has been jjicked out for thee." " AVho is she, })ermit me to inquire? "... 1 atyana. latvanaf 21G MTMI Ai\d Kapilons eyes i'airly popped out of his head, and he started away from the wall. " Well, what art thou scared at? ... Is n't siie to thy tasted ' "To my lasle. forsooth, (Tavrila iVndreiteh! Tlic girl herself is all ri<4ht; she "s a 'ht or not." " What a girl! 1 suppose thou hast not made him any promise. . . ." " What do you mean, sir? " The major-domo ])aiised for a A\hile, and thought : "Thou art a meek soul!" — "Well, very good," — he added: "we will have another talk about it, and now, go thv wav, Tatvana: I see that thou really art an obedient girl." Tatyana turned, leaned lightly against the door-jamb, and left the ro.om. " But perha])s the mistress will have forgotten about this wedding by to-morrow," — meditated the major-domo. " AVHiy have 1 been alarmed? ^Ve 11 ])ini()n that insolent fellow if he makes any tiouble — we '11 send word to the ])oliee. . . . I'stinya Feodorovna! " — he shouted in a loud A oiee to his wife, " prepare the samovar, njy good ^voman. . . ." All that day, Tatyana hardly quitted the laun- dry. At first slie wept, then she wi])ed away her tears, and set to work as of yore. Ka})iton sat un- til the dead of night in a drinking establishment 220 :\ruisru with a IViciul ol' gloomy a.s[)ccl, aiul luiiralcd to him in detail how lie had lived in Peter with a eertaiii gentleman who had everything that heart eould desii'e, a!id was a great stieklei- for ordei', and withal pei-mitted himsell' one little delin- (jueney: he was wont to get awf'nily f'nddled, and as for the I'eminine sex. he sim))ly had all the (jnalities to attraet. . .His gloomy eonirade merely expressetl assent: hnt when Kapi'to?! an- nonneed, at last, that, owing to certain eirenm- stances, he mnst lay violent hands upon himself on the morrow, the gloomy conn-ade remarked that it was time to go to hed. And they parted churlishly, and in silence. Jn the meantime, the major-domo's expecta- tions were not realised. The idea of Kai)iton\s M'edding had so captivated the mistress, that even during the night she had talked of nothing else with one of her com])anions, whom she kept in the house •solely in case of sleeplessness, and who, like night cahmen, slept hy day. When Gavrila entered her room after tea with his re])ort, her first question was: " And how about our wedding? " He replied, of course, that it was progressing famously, and that Ka])iton would i)resent him- self to her that same day to thank her. The mistress was slightly indisposed: she did not occupy herself long with hnsiness. The major-domo returned to his own I'oom and called 221 Ml.Ml^ a council. The matter rcall\' did retjuirc partic- ular consideration. Tatvana did not make any objection, of course; but Ka])iton declared, in the hearin<>- oi' all, that he had but one head, and not two oi" tlu-ee lieads. . . . Gcnisim i»azed surlily and swil'tly at e\erybody, ne\er left the maids' porch, and, apparently, divined that something unpleasant for him was brewing. The assembled company (among them ^vas ])resent the old butler, nicknamed Uncle Tail, to whom all res])ectfully turned for advice, although all tlie\- heard from him was " Yes! yes! yes! ves!") began, by wav of precaution, for safety, by locking Kapiton up in the lumber-room witli the filtering-machine and set to thinking hard. Of course, it was easy to resort to force; but God forbid! there would be a row, the mistress would get uneasy — and a calamity would ensue! What was to be done? They thought and thought, and eventually they hit upon something. It had been repeate(Hy no- ticed that Gerasim could not abide intoxicated persons. . . . As he sat at the gate, he turned away angrily whenever any man ^\ ith a load of drink aboard passed him with unsteady steps, and the visor of his ca]) over his ear. They decided to instruct Tatyana to ])retend to be intoxicated, and to walk past (rcrjisim reeling and staggering. The pool- girl would not consent for a long time, l)ut tiuy ])revailed upon her; moreover, she her- self saw that otherwise she would not be able to 999 ^cl rid ol' lic'i" adorer. Slic did it. Ivapilon was released from the liiinber-rooni; the affair eoii- ceriied liiin, anyhow. Gerasini was sitting on the guard-stone at the gate and jabbing the ground with liis shovel. . . . There were j^eople staring at him from round all the corners, from behind the window-shades. . . . The ruse was completely successful. When first he caught sight of Tatyana, he nodded his head with an affectionate bellow; then he took a closer look, dro])ped his shovel, S2:)rang to his feet, stepped up to her, put liis face close down to her face. . . She reeled worse than ever with terror, and closed her eves. . . . He seized her bv the arm, dashed the whole length of the courtyard, and entering the room where the council was in session with her, he thrust her straight at Kapiton. Tatyana was fairly swooning. . . . Gerasim stood there, glared at her, Avaved his hand, laughed, and departed, clumping heavily to bis little den. . . . For four-and-twenty hours he did not emerge thence. Antipka, the postilion, related afterward how, peeping through a crack, he had beheld Gerasim seated on his bed, with his head resting on his hand, quietly, peaceably, and only bellow- ing from time to time; then he would rock him- self to and fro, cover his eves, and shake his head, as ])ostilions or stevedores do when they strike up their melancholy chanteys. iVnti])ka was frightened, and he retreated from the crack. 223 .AIIMU Hiil wlitn, on tlic rollowln*^' day, G«mslni emerged from liis den, no particular eliange was iiotieealile in him. He merely seemed to liave heeome more surly, and paid not the slightest at- tention to Tatyana and Kapiton. On that same evening, hoth of them, with geese under theii" arms, wended theii" way to the misti'ess, and a week later they were married. On the wedding- day itself, (ierasim did not alter his demeanour in the slightest degree; only, he returned from the river without water: somehow , he had smashed tlie cask on Ihe I'oad ; and at night, in the stahle, he so y.ealously curried his horse that the animal reeled like a hlade of grass in a gale, and shifted from foot to foot under his iron fists. AH this took ])lace in the spring. ^Vnother year passed, in tlie course of which Ka])fton finally hecame a thorough-going drunkard, and as a man utterly unfit for anything, was des])atched with the train of freight-sledges to a distant \illage, togetlier with his wife. On the day of departure he made a great show of coui-age at first, and de- clared that, no niatter where they might send him, even to the j)lace where the ])easant-wives wasli shirts and put their clothes-heaters in the sky, he would not come to gi'ief: ])nt afterwai'd he he- came low-sj)ii'ite(l, hegan to complain that he was heing taken to uncivilised peo])le, and finally weakened to such a degree thai he was unahle even to put his own cap on his head. Some compas- 22Jj MUISIU sioiuite soul j)iillecl it down on his brow, ad.justed the visor, and l)ani>c'd it down on toj). iVnd wlicn all was ready, and the peasants were already I * * holding' the reins in their hands, and oidy waitin«>* for the word: " AVith (xod's hlessin<>! " Cxerasini emerged from his tiny ehamber, a])])roaehed Ta- tyana, and piesented her with a souvenir con- sisting of a red cotton kerchief, which he had bought ex[)ressly for her a year before. Tatyana, who up to that moment had borne all the vicissi- tudes of her life with great ecjuanimity, could hold out no longer, and then and there burst into tears, and, as she took her seat in the cart, exchanged three kisses with Gerasim, in Christian fashion.^ He wanted to escort her to the town barrier, and at first walked alongside her cart, but suddenly iialted at the Crimean Ford, waved his hand and directed his steps along the river. This happened toward evening. lie walked quietly, and stared at the water. Suddenly it seemed to him as though something were floun- dering in the ooze close to the bank. He bent down, and behcltl a small pui)py, white witli black spots, which, despite all its endea\()urs, utterly unable to crawl out of the water, was struggling, sli})ping, and (juivering all over its wet, gaunt little body. Gerasim gazed at the unfortunate ])up})y, picked it u]) with one hand, thrust it into his breast, and set out with great strides home- ^These kisses are bestowed on tlir tlK-eks, alternately.— Tkansi^tor. '1-15 MU.ML Avard. He entered his little den. laid tlic reseued puppy on his bed, covered it with liis heavy coat, ran first to the stable for straw, then to the kitchen for a cup of milk. Cautiously thr6wing back the coat and spreading out the straw, he jjlaced the milk on the bed. The poor little dog was only three weeks old ; it had only recently got its eyes open, and one eye even appeared to be a little larger than the other; it did not yet know how to drink out of a cup, and merely trembled and blinked. Gerasim grasped it lightly with two fingers by the head, and bent its muzzle doMii to the milk. The dog suddenly began to drink greedily, snorting, shaking itself and la])ping. Cierasim gazed and gazed, and then suddenly be- gan to laugh. . . . iVll night he fussed over it, put it to bed, wiped it off, and at last fell aslec]) himself beside it in a joyous, tran(|uil slumber. Xo mother tends her infant as (ierasim tended his nursling. (The dog proved to be a bitch.) In the beginning she was very weak, ])uny, and ill- favoured, but little by little she improved in health and looks, and at the end of eight months, thanks to the indefatigable care of lier rescuer, she liad turned into a very fair sort of a dog of wSj)anish breed, with long ears, a feathery tail in the form of a trumpet, and large, expressive eyes. She attached herself passionately to Gerasim, never left him by a pace, and was always followiiig him, wagging liei- tail. And he had gi\en her a name, 22() Air MIT too, — the chinib know llial tlicir bellow in^- attracts other people's attention to them: — he ealled her Mnnin. All tlie people in the house took a liking to her, and also eaUed hci- dear Httle Mninn. Slie was extremely intelligent. I'awned npon every one. l)nt lo\ ed (renisim alone. (ieiVisim himself loved her madly .... and it was disagreeable to him wlien others stroked her: whether he was afraid for her, or jealous of her— God knows! She waked him up in the morning by tugging at his coat-tails; she led to him by the reins the old water-horse, with wliom she dwelt in great amity; with importance de])icted on her face, she went with him to the river; she stood ffuard over the brooms and shovels, and allowed no one to enter his room. He cut out an ajK'rture in his door expressly for her, and she seemed to feel that only in Gerasim's little den was she the full mistress, and therefore, on entering it, with a look of satis- faction, she immediately leaped upon the bed. At night she did not slee]) at all, but she did not bark without discernment, like a stupid watch- dog, which, sitting on its haunches and elevating its mu///le, and shutting its eyes, l)arks simply out f)f tedium, at the stars, and usually three times in succession; no! Alumii's shrill voice never resounded without cause! Kither a stranger was a])proaching too close to the fence, or some sus- picious jioise or i-nstling had arisen somewhere. ... In a word, she ke])t capital watch. 227 MVMV Truth to ttll. lliire was. in addition to her, an old dog in the courtyai'd. yellow in hue speekled with dark hrown, Pe<4-to{) hy name [Volichnk) ; hut that doi»' was never unehained, ex tii l)y ni«>ht, and he himself, owin^' to liis deere])itude, did not demand freedom. l)ut lay there, eurled \\\) in his kennel, and only no^^ and then emitted a hoarse, almost soundless hark, whieh he immedi- ately hroke off short, as thouoh himself conseious of its utter futility. ]Mumu did not enter the manor-house, and when Gerasim carried wood to the rooms she always remained hehind and impatiently awaited liini, with ears prieked up, and her head turniuiJ- now to the riffht, then suddenly to the left, at the slightest noise indoors. . . . In this manner still another year passed. Gera- sim continued to discharge his avocations as yard- jjorter and was very well satisfied with his lot, when sudderdy an unexpected incident occurred. . . . Namely, one fine summer day the mistress, with her hangers-on, was walking ahout the draw- ing-room. She Mas in good spirits, and was laugh- ing and jesting; the hangers-on were laughing and jesting also, hut felt no ])artieular mirth; the people of the household were not very fond of see- ing the mistress in merry mood. ])ecause, in the iirst place, at such times she demanded instan- taneous and com])lete symi)athy IVom every one, and flew into a rage if ihei-e was a face which 228 MUMU did not beam witli satisfaction; and, in tlit* sec- ond place, these fits did not last very lon^-, and were generally succeeded by a gloomy and cross- grained frame of mind. On that day, slie seemed to have got uj) ha]>})ily; at cards, slie held four knaves: the fulfilment of desire (she always told fortunes with the cards in the morning), — and her tea struck her as particularly delicious, in consequence whereof the maid received ])raise in words and ten kopeks in money. With a sweet smile on her wrinkled lips, the lady of the house strolled about her drawing-room and approached the window. A flower-garden was laid out in front of the window, and in the very middle of the border, under a rose-bush, lay Mimui assiduously gnawing a bone. The mistress caught sight of her. " ]My (rod!" — she suddenly exclaimed; — " what dog is tliat? " The hanger-on whom the mistress addressed floundered, poor creature, with that ])ainful un- easiness wliich generally takes possession of a dependent person when he does not quite know how he is to understand his su])erior's excla- mation. " 1 . . . (1 . . do .... on t know , ma am," she stammered; " 1 think it belongs to the dumb man." '' jNIv (iod!" — liei" uiistfcss iiilrri-iii)t((i lirr: — "why, it is a xvvy pi'elly dog! ()i(i(i- it to be *■ *• i/ MU^NIU broii|^lit liitlicr. Has he had it loii^-^ TTow is it that I liavt' not seen it before!' . . . Order it to be brought liither.'' The haimer-on ininie(hatelv fluttered out into the anteroom. " jNIan, man! " — she screamed, — " brint^' ^lumi'i here at once! She is in the flower-garden." " And so her name is ^Iimu'i," — said tlie mis- tress; — "a very nice name." " Alvh, very nice indeed, ma'am!" — replied the dependent. — "Be quick, Stepan!" Stepan, a sturdy young fellow, who served as footman, rushed headlong to the garden and tried to seize ]Mumu; but the latter cleverly slipped out of his fingers, and elevating her tail, set off at full gallop to Gerasim. who was in tlie kitchen beating out and shaking out the water-cask, twirl- ing it about in his hands like a child's drum. Ste- pan ran after her, and tried to seize her at the very feet of her master; ])ut the agile dog would not surrender herself into the hands of a stranger, and ke])t k'a])ing and evading him. (rcnisim looked on at all this tumult with a <»i-iii: at last Ste])an rose in wrath, and hastily gave him to understand by signs that the misti'ess had ordered the dog to be brought to hei". (xei-asim was some- what surprised, but he called Mumu, lifted her from the ground, and handed her to Ste|)an. Ste- pan carried her into the diawing-room. and |)Iace(l her on the polished wood floor. Tlie mistress 230 i MTMU bewail lo call tlic do^ lo her in a carcssinp^ voice. Miimu, wlio had never in liei- life heen in sneh nia<4nilieenl i-oonis, was extremely f'i'i<4htene(l, and tried to dai-t thr()u<>ii the door, hut. rehufVed hy the obsequious Stepan, fell to trembling, and crouched against the wall. " Mimiu, Mumu, come hither to me," — said tbe mistress; — "come, thou stu))i(l ei-eatnre . . . . don't be afraid. . . ." "Come, INlumu, come to the mistress," -re- peated the dependents; — " come! " But INIumu looked anxiously about and did not stir from the spot. " Bring her something to eat," — said the mis- tress. — " AVhat a stupid thing she is! wShe won't come to the mistress. AVhat is she afraid of? " " She feels strange still," — remarked one of the dependents, in a timid and imploring voice. Stepan brought a saucer of milk and set it in front of ]Mumii, but INlumu did not even smell of the milk, and kept on trembling and ga/ing about her, as before. " Akh, who ever saw such a creature!" — said the mistress, as she approached her, bent down and was on the point of stroking hei-; but INlumu turned her head and displayed her teeth in a snarl. — The mistress hastily drew back her hand. A momentary silence ensued. INIuniii whined faintly, as though complaining and excusing hei-- self. . . The mistress retreated and frowned. 231 riie (log's sudden movement had fiiglilened her. "Akh!" — cried all the dependents witli one accord: — "She did n't ])ite you, did she? (rod f'or})id!'' (Mumii had never hitten anv one in her life.) ''Akhlakli!" '■ Take hei- away," — said the old woman, in an altered voice, — " the horrid little dog! What a vicious heast she is! " And slowly turning, she went toward her bou- doir. The dependents exchanged timorous ghinees and started to follow her, hut she paused, looked coldly at them, said: " AVhy do you do that? for 1 have not hidden you," and left the room. The dependents waved their hands in despair at Stepan; the latter picked up ]Mumu and flung her out into the yard as speedily as possible, straight at Gerasim's feet ; and half an hour later a profound stillness reigned in the liouse, and the old gentlewoman sat on her divan more loweriiig than a thunder-cloud. ^Vhat trifles, when one comes to think of it, can sometimes put a person out of tune ! The lady was out of sorts until evening, talked with no one, did not play cards, and passed a bad night. She took it into her liead that they had not given lier the same can dc cologne whicli they usually gave her, that lier pillow smelled of soap, and made the keeper of the linen-closet smell 232 MUMU all the bed-linen twice, — in a word, she was upset and extremely incensed. On the follow- ing morning she ordered Gavrila to l)e sum- moned to her presence an hour earlier than usual. "Tell me, please," — she began, as soon as the latter, not without some inward quaking, had crossed the threshold of her boudoir, — " why that dog was barking in om- courtyard all night long? It prevented my getting to sleep! " " A dog, ma'am . , . . which one, ma'am? . . . Perhaps it was the dumb man's dog," — he uttered in a voice that was not altogether firm. " I don't know whetlier it belongs to the dumb man or to some one else, only it interfered with my sleep. And I am amazed that there is sucli a horde of dogs! I want to know about it. \Ve have a Match-dog, have we not? " " Yes, ma'am, we have, ma'am, Peg-top, ma'am." " AVell, what need have we for any more dogs? Thev only create disorder. There 's no head to the house, — that 's wliat 's tlie matter. xVnd what does the dumb juan want of a dog? AN'ho lias given him permission to keep a dog in my court- yard? Yesterday I went to the window, and it was lying in the garden; it had brought some nasty thing there, and was gnawing it, — and I have roses planted there. . . ." The lady paused for a wliile. MUMU " See that it is removed this vei\ day .... dost hear me? " " I obey, ma'am." " This ^•e^y day. And now, go. 1 will have thee called for thy report later." Gavrila left the room. As he passed throuoh the drawing-room, the major-domo transferred a small hell from one table to another, for show, softly blew his duek's- bill nose in the hall, and went out into the ante- room. In the anteroom, on a locker, Stepan ^^•as sleeping in the attitude of a slain warrior in a battalion picture, with his bare legs ])rojecting from his coat, which served him in lieu of a cov- erlet. The major-domo nudged him, and im|)arted to him in an undertone some order, to which Stepan replied witii a half -yawn, half-laugh. The major-domo witlulrew, and Stepan sprang to his feet, drew^ on his kaftan and his boots, went out and came to a stajidstill on the porcli. Five min- utes had not elapsed ])efore (rerasim made his ap- pearance with a huge fagot of firewood on his back, accompanied by his inseparable Mumu. (The mistress had issued oi'dei's that her bed- room and boudoir were to be heated even in sum- mer.) (ierasim stood sideways to the door, gave it a push with his shoulder, and ])reci])itate(l him- self into the house with his bnrden. Mumu, ac- cording to her wont, remained behind to wait for 234 MTMr liiin. Tlicn Stcpan, seizing a favourable mo- ment, made a sudden dash at her, like a hawk pouncing on a eliiekejj, crushed her to the ground with his breast, gathered her up in his arms, and M'itliout stop])ing to don so mucii as his ea]), ran out into tlie street with her, jum])ed into the first drozhky that eame to hand, and gallo|)e(l off to the (ianie ^Market. There he speedily hunted up a purchaser, to whom he sold her f'oi- half a ruble, stipulating only that the latter should keep her tied up for at least a week, and immediately re- turned home; but before he reached the house, he alighted from the drozhky, and making a cir- cuit of the house, he lea]ied ovei* the fence into the yard from a back alley; he was afraid to enter by the wicket, lest he should encounter Gerasim. But his anxiety was wasted; Gerasim was no longer in the courtyard. On coming out of the house he had instanth' bethought himself of jNIumu ; he could not remember that she had ever failed to await his return, and he began to run in every direction to hunt for her, to call her after his own fashion ... he dashed into his little chamber, to the hay-loft: he darted into tiie street, — hither and thither. . . . She was gone! Pleap- ])ealed to the domestics, with the most despairing- signs inquired about her: pointing fourteen inches from the ground, he drew her form with liis hands. . . . Some of them really did not know what had become of JNIumu, and only shook their 23.5 MIMT heads; otliers did know and grinned at liini in reply, but the major-domo assumed a very pom- pous mien and began to sliout at the coachmen. Then Gerasim fled far away from the coiu'tyard. Twihght was ah'cady falhng wlicn lie retui'ned. One was justified in assuming, from his exhausted aspect, from his unsteady gait, from liis dusty clothing, that he had wandered over the half of Moscow. Pie halted in front of the mistress's windows, swept a glance over the porch on which seven house-serfs were gathered, turned away, and bellowed once more: " ^Mumii! " — Mumii did not res})ond. He went away. All stared after him, but no one smiled, no one uttered a word . . . and the curious postilion, Anti])ka, narrated on the following morning in the kitchen, that the dumb man had moaned all night long. All the following day Gerasim did not show himself, so that Potap the coachman was obliged to go for water in his stead, which greatly dis- pleased coachman Potap. The mistress asked Gavrila whether her command had been executed. Gavrfla replied that it had. The next morning Gerasim emerged from his chamber to df) his work. He came to dinner, ate and went off again, without having exchanged greetings with any one. His face, which was inanimate at the best of times, as is the case with all deaf and dumb persons, now seemed to have become abso- lutely petrified. iVfter dinner he again quitted 2;3() xMUMl the courtyard, hut not for long, returned and inime(hately chrected liis steps to the hay-l)arri. Night eanie, a elear, niooiilight night. Sigliing heavily and ineessantlv tossing from side to side, (rerasiiH was lying there, ^vhen he sud(leid\' felt as though something were tugging at the skirts of his garments; he treml)le(l all over, hut did not raise his head, nevertheless, and even screwed his eyes up tight; hut the tugging was re})eated, more energetically than hefore; he sprang to his feet .... hefore him, with a frag- ment of rope ahout her neck, oNIumu was ca])ering ahout. A prolonged shriek of joy hurst from his speechless hreast; he seized Mumu and clasped her in a close emhrace; in ojie moment she had licked his nose, his eyes, and his heard. . . lie stood still for a while, ])on(lering, cautiously slij)ped down from the hay-mow, cast a glance round him, and having made sure that no one was watching him, he safely regained his little chamher. Kven hefore this Cierasim had divined that the dog had not disappeared of her ow n volition; that she must have heen eai'ried away hy the mistress's command; for the domestics had exj)laine(l to him hy signs how his Mumu had sna])ped at her — and he decided to take precautions of his own. First he fed ^Fumu with some hi-ead, caressed her, and j)u1 her lo hed ; then he hi'gan to consider how he might hest conceal her. At last he hit upon 237 JNIUMU tlie idea of leaving her all day in his room, and only looking in now and then to see how she was getting along, and taking her ont for exercise at night. lie closed the opening in his door com- j)actly hy stnffing in an old coat of his, and as soon as it was daylight he was in the courtyard, as tliough nothing had happened, even ])reserving (innocent guile!) his former dejection of coun- tenance. It could not enter the head of the poor deaf man that ^Nluniu would hetray herself by her ^^•hining; as a matter of fact, every one in the house was speedily aware that the dumb man's dog had come back and Avas locked up in his room; but out of compassion for him and for her, and ])artly. perhaps, out of fear of him, they did not give him to understand that his secret had been discovered. The major-domo alone scratched the back of his head and waved his hand in des])air, as much as to say: " ^Vell, I wash my hands of the mat- ter! Perhai)s the mistress will not get to know of it!" And never had the dumb man worked so zealously as on that day; he swept and scra])ed out the entire courtyard, he rooted u|) all the blades of grass to tlie very last one, with his own hand ])ulled up all the ])rops in the garden-fence, with a view to making sure that they were suffi- ciently firm, and then hammered them in again, — in a word, he fussed and bustled al)out so, that even the mistress noticed his zeal. 238 Twice in the course of the day (Tenisiin went stealthily to his captive; and when night came, he lay down to slee]) in her coni])any. in the little room, not in the hay-barn, and only at one o'clock did he go out to take a stroll with her in the fresh air. ITaA ing walked quite a long time with her in the courtyard, he was i)re])aring to return, when suddenly a noise resounded outside the fence in tlie direction of the alley. Mumu ])ricked up her ears, began to growl, approached the fence, sniffed, and broke fortli into a loud and piercing bark. Some drunken man or other had taken it into his head to nestle down there for the night. At that \ery moment, the mistress had just got to sleep after a prolonged " nervous excitement " ; she always had these excited fits after too hearty a su])per. The sudden barking woke her; her heart began to beat violently, and to colla])se. " Maids, maids! " — she moaned. — " Maids! " The frightened maids Hew to her bedroom. " Okli. okh, I 'm dying! " — said slie, throwing her hands apart in anguish. — " Tliere s that dog again, again! . . . Okh, send for the doctor! They want to kill me. . . The dog, the dog again ! Okh!" iVnd she Hung back her head, which was in- tended to denote a swoon. They ran for the doctor, that is to say, for the household medical man, Khariton. The whole art of this healer consisted in the I'Mct thai he wore MUMU boots with soft soles, understood how to feel the pulse delicately, slept fourteen hours out of the twenty-four, spent the rest of the time in sighing, and was incessantly treating the mistress to laurel drops. This healer immediately hastened to lier, fumigated with burnt feathers, and when the mis- tress opened her eyes, immediately ])resented to her on a silver tray a wine-glass with the inevitable drops. The mistress took them, but immediately, with tearful eyes, began to complain of the dog, of Gavrila, of her lot, that she, a poor old woman, had been abandoned bv everv one, that no one had any pity on her, and that every one desired her death. In the meantime the imluck}' JMumii con- tinued to bark, while Gerasim strove in vain to call her away from the fence. " There . . . there .... it goes again! . . ." stammered the mistress, and again rolled up her eyes. The medical man whisjDered to one of the maids; she rushed into the anteroom, and explained matters to Step•(), inv dear, to (ia^■rlla Andreiteh. and liave a talk with him: it eannot he possible that some nasty little dog or other is more preeious to him than the ti-an()nillity. the very life of his mistress! I should not like to believe that," — she added, with an expression of ])rofound emcv tion: — " Go, my dear, be so good, go to Gavrila Andreiteh." Liuboff I.iubimovna betook herself to (ra- vrila's room. A\'hat eonversation took ])laee be- tween them is not known ; but a while later a whole throng of domesties marelied tlirough the courtyard in the direction of Gerasims little den: in front walked Gavrila, holding on his ca]) w ith his hand, although there was no wind: around him M'alked footmen and eooks: T"^ncle Tail gazed out of the window, and issued orders — tliat is to say, he merely spread his hands a]3art: in the rear of all, the small urchins leaped and cajDered, one half of them being strangers wlio had run in. On the narrow stairway leading to the den sat one sentry: at the door stood two others with clubs. They began to ascend the staircase, and occujiied it to its full length, (ravrila went to the door, knocked on it with his fist, and shouted: ''Open!" 242 A suppressed bark made itself aiidil)le; bui there was no reply. " Open, I say! " — he repeated. " But, Gavrila Andreiteb," — remarked Ste))aii from below: — " he 's deaf, you know — he does n't I) ear. All burst out laujibiiig. " What is to be done? " — retorted Gavrila from the top of the stairs. " Why, he has a hole in his door," — replied vSte^Jan; — " so do you wiggle a stick around in it a bit." Gavrila bent down. " He has stuffed it up with some sort of coat, that hole." " But do you poke tlic coat inward." xVt this j)oint another dull bark I'ang out. " wSee there, see there, she 's giving herself away!" — some one remarked in the crowd, and again there was laughter. Gavrila scratched behind liis ear. " Xo, brother," — he went on at last; — '' do tliou poke the coat throiigli thyself, ii' llion \vishest." "AVhy, certainly!'' And Stepiin scrambled u]), took a stick, thiiist the coat inside, and began to wiggle tlic slick about in the o])ening, saying: " Come forth, come forth!" He was still wiggling the stic-k when the door of the little chamber Hew suddenlv and swiftly open — and the whole train of menials 24-3 Ml.MU rolled head over heels down the stairs, Gavrila in the lead. Uncle Tail shut the window. " Come, come, come, come! "—shouted Gavrila from the courtyard; — " just look out, look out! " Gerasim stood motionless on the threshold. The crowd assembled at the foot of the stiiircase. Gerasim stared at all these petty folk in their foreign kaftans from above, \vith his arms lightly set akimbo; in his scarlet peasant shirt he seemed like a giant in comparison with them. Gavrila advanced a pace. "See here, brother," — said he: — "I '11 take none of thy impudence." And he began to explain to him by signs: " The mistress insists upon having thy dog: hand it over instantly, or 't will be the worse for thee." Gerasim looked at him, pointed to the dog, made a sign with his hand at his own neck, as though he were drawing up a noose, and cast an inquiring glance at the major-domo. " Yes, yes," — replied the latter, nodding his head; — " yes, she insists." Gerasim dropped his eyes, then suddenly shook Jiimself, again pointed at JNlumu, who all this time had been standing by his side, innocently wagging her tail and moving her ears to and fro with curiosity, repeated the sign of strangling over his own neck, and significantly smote him- self on the breast, as though declaring that he would take it u]ion himself to annihilate Munii'i. 24i Ml Ml' " Rut tlioii wilt deceive,"— waved (iavrila tc liiin in reply. Genisini looked at him, laughed disdainfully, smote himself again on the breast, and slammed the door. All ])resent exchanged glances in silence. " AVell, and what 's the meaning of this? "— began Gavnla. — " He has locked himself in." " I^et him alone, Gavrila Andreitch," — said Stepan; — "he '11 do it, if he has promised. That 's the sort of fellow he is. ... If he once promises a thing, it 's safe. He is n't like us folks in that respect. Wind is true is true. es. " Yes," — repeated all, and wagged their heads. — " That 's so. Yes." Uncle Tail opened the window and said " Yes," also. " Well, we shall see, I suppose," — returned Gavrila; — " but the guard is not to be removed, notwithstanding. Hey, there, Eroshka!"— he added, addressing a ])oor man in a yellow nankeen kazak coat, who was reckoned as the gardener: — " what hast thou to do? Take a stick and sit here, and if anything ha])pens, run for me on the in- stant." Kroshka took a stick and sat down on the last step of the staircase. The crowd dispersed, witli the exception of a few curious bodies and the small urchins, while Gavrila returned home, and '2i5 AFTMr lliioiigli TJubofl' TJii])iiii()\ na gave orders that tlie mistress should he informed that everythiii<>' had been done, and tliat he himself, in order to make quite sure, liad sent the postilion for a policeman. The mistress tied a knot in her jiandkerehief, poured can de cologne on it, sniffed at it, wiped her temples, sipped her tea and, being still under the influence of the laurel drops, fell asleep again. iVn hour after all this commotion, the door of the tiny den o])ened and Gerasim made his aj)- pearance. He wore a new holiday kaftan; he was leading ^Nlimiii by a string. Eroshka drew aside and let him pass. Gerasim directed his way toward the gate. All the small boys who were in the courtyard followed him with their eyes in silence. He did not even turn round; he did not put on his cap until he reached the street. Cravrila despatched after him that same Eroshka. in the capacity of observer. Eroshka, perceiving from afar that he had entered an eating-house in company with his dog, awaited his reappearance. In the eating-house thev knew Gerasim and understood his signs. He ordered cabbage-soup with meat, and seated himself, with his arms resting on the table. Mumu stood beside his chair, calmly gazing at him with her intelligent eyes. Her coat was fairly shining with gloss: it was evident that she had recently been brushed. They brought the cabbage-soup to (rcrasim. He ci'umbled u]) liread in it, Cut the meat up into 24-6 MUxMU small pieces, aiul set the plate on thcflooi-. Mimiu began to eat with her eiistoinarv politeness, liardly touching hei- luuzzle to the food; (iei'asini stared long at hei-; two heavy tears rolled suddenly from his eyes; one fell on the dog-'s sloping I'oreliead, the other into the sou]). lie covered his face with his hand, ^lumi'i ate half a j)lateful and retired, licking liei- chops, (rerasim rose, paid foi- the soup, and set out, accompanied by the somewhat astounded glance of the waiter. Kroshka, on catching sight of Genisim, sprang round the cor- ner, and allowing him to pass, again set out on his track. Genisim walked on without haste, and did not release ^lumu from the cord. On reaching the 'corner of the street he halted, as tliough in thouglit, and suddeidy directed his course, with swift strides, straight toward the Crimean Ford. On the way he entered the yard of a house, to which a wing was being built, and brought thence two bricks under his arm. From the Crimean Ford he turned along the bank, advanced to a certain s])ot, where stood t^o boats with oars, tied to stakes (he had ah-eady noted them |)r(\ iously) , and sprang into one of them, in company with Mumu. A lame litlk' old man emerged from l)ehind a hut ])laced in one eornei- of a vege- table-garden, and shouted at him. Hut (ierasim only no(hled his head, ajid set to I'owing so \ ig orouslv, althongli against the cinrciit. that in an MLMU instant he had darted oft' to a distance of a Imndred fatlionis. The old man stood and stood, scratched his back, first with the left hand then with the right, and retnrned, limping, to his hut. But Gerasim rowed on and on. And now he had left Moscow behind him. Now, already mea- dows, fields, groves stretched along the shores, and peasant cottages made their a])pearance. It smacked of the country. He flung aside the oars, bent his head dow^n to jNIumu, who was sitting in front of him on a dry thwart, — the bottom was inundated with water, — and remained motionless, with his mighty hands crossed on her back, while the boat drifted a little backward with the current toward the town. At last Gerasim straightened' up hastily, with a sort of painful wrath on his face, wound the rope around the bricks lie had taken, arranged a noose, put it on ^lumu's neck, lifted her over the river, for the last time gazed at her. . . . She Q-azed back at him confidinolv and without alarm, waving her little tail slightly. He turned away, shut his eyes, and o))ene(l his hands. . . (xerasim heard nothing, neither the swift whine of the falling Munui, nor the loud splash of the watei-; for him the noisiest day was silent and sj)eeehless, as not e\en the quiet- est niglit is to ns, and when he opened his eyes again, the little \\M\ts were huiTying down the river as before; as befoi-e they were plashing MTMr al)oiil the sides of the boat, and only I'ar astern toward tlie sliore c-ci'tain liroad circles were s])readinti'. Kr(')slika, as soon as (leiasini vanished from liis sight, retni-iK'd home and reported what he liad seen. " AVell. yes," — remarked Stei)an;— " lie will drown her. Von may he easy ahont that. I f he has once promised a thing . . . ." Thronghont the day no one saw Gerasim. He did not dine at home. Evening came; all, except him, assemhled for sn])])er. " \Vliat a (|neer fellow that Gerasim is!" — sqnealed a fat lanndress. " The idea of making snch a fnss over a dog! . . . Really!" " Bnt Gerasim has heen here," — suddenly ex- claimed Stepiin, as he scooped up his huckwheat groats with his spoon. ''What? When?" " Why, a couple of hours ago. Certainly he has! I met him at the gate; he has gone away from hei-e again ; he went out of the courtyard. 1 wanted to ask him ahout his dog, hut he evidently Mas out of sorts. \\^ell. and he jostled me; it must have heen done hy accident, he only wanted to ffct me out of the wav; as much as to sav : 'Don't hother me! ' — hut he gave me such a dig in the spine, that 61, 6V, 61! " — And Stepan shrugged his shoulders with an inxoluntary grim- ace, and ruhhed the na])e of his neck. — " Ves," 249 — he added; — '' his hand is an apt one, there 's no denying that! " All langhed at Stepaii and. alter siipjXT, dis- persed to their heds. And in the nieantinie, oji that same night, on the T* • * highway, a giant was marching onward diligently and nnreniittinglv. with a sack on his shoulders, and a long staff' in his hands. It was Gerasini. Tie was hurrying on, without look- ing heliind him. hui'iving home, to his own house in the eountry, to his native place. After drowning poor ^Nlumu, he had hastened to his little den. had hriskly put together a few articles of clothing in an old horse-cloth, had tied it up with a knot, slung it across his shoulder, and taken himself off. He had noted well the road when he had heen hrought to ^loscow; the A'illage from which his mistress had taken him lay at most five-and-twenty versts fi'om the highway. He walked along it with a certain invincible har- dihood, with despairing, yet joyful firmness. He strode onward, his breast ex])an(led broadly; his eyes were bent eagerly straight ahead. He hastened omvard as though his aged mother were waiting for him in his native place, as though she had' summoned him to her after long wanderings in foreign lands, among strange peo])les. . . The summer night, which liad only just descended. M'as warm and tranquil; on the one hand, in the direction whei'e the sun had gone down, the rim 2.50 ISIUMIT of the sky was still white, witli a crimson ^leam from the last reflection of the vanished day, — on the othei' hand, the hlue-^^iey gloom was rising'. Xight had come thence. Hundreds of (jnail were M'histling all around, corn-crakes were vying with each other in their calls. . . . Gerasim could not hear them, he could not hear even the delicate nocturnal rustling ol' the ti'ees ])ast which he was hearing his mighty feet, but lie discerned the familiar scent of the ripening rye, which was exhaled from the dark fields; he felt the breeze wafting to meet him, — the breeze from his native place, — beating on his face, playing with his hair and beard; he beheld in front of him the road homeward, gleaming white, straight as an arrow; he beheld in the sky innumerable stars, which illuminated his path, ajid like a lion he ste])pe(l out ])owerfully and alertly, so that when the I'ising sun lighted up with its moistly-crimson rays tlie gallant fellow who had just been driven to ex- tremities, three-and-thirty versts already lay be- tween him and iNloscow. . . . At the end of two days he was at home in his own little cottage, to the great amazement of the soldier's wife who had removed thither. iVfter praying before the holy pictures, he immediatel\' betook himself to the overseer. The overseer was astonnded at first; but the haying was only just l)eginning. Gerasim, being a capital workman, immedi-iUly had a scythe |)ut into his hand — 2.51 MUMU and he went off to mow as of yore, to mow in such fashion tliat tlie peasants simply sweated throu- to hini: "We-ell!" xVt last news came from the Ail- lage of Gerasim's arrival there. The mistress calmed down somewhat ; at first she was minded to issue an order demanding his immediate re- turn to Moscow, but at'tt'i'w ard she announced that she wanted nothing to do with so ungrateful a man. Moreover, she died herself soon after, and her heirs had other things to think about be- sides Gerasim ; and they dismissed the rest of their mother's serfs on (|uit-rent. i\Tid Gerasim is living yet, poor, \\rclclie(l i'cl- Ml MF low, ill his lonely liut; he is healthy and poweilul as of yore, and, as of yore, he does the work of four men, and, as of yore, he is staid and dignified. Hut the neif>hl)()urs have noticed that ever since his return iVoni Moscow he lias entii'cly ceased to have anything' to do N\ith woiiieii. lie docs not even look at them, and he keeps not a sin<>lc do^' on his ])remises. — " However," — say the pea- sants, — " 't is lucky for him that he needs no wo- man; and as for a dog — what should he do with a dog? you could n't drag a thief into his yard with a noose!" Such is the fame of the duml man's heroic strength. 253 THE IVX (1852) THE INN Ox the great B*** highway, ahiiost equidis- tant from the two county towns througli which it passes, there was still standing, not long- since, a spacious inn, very well known to drivers of tro'ika-teams, to freight-sledge peasants, to merchants' clerks, to traders of the petty-hurgher class, and, in general, to all the numerous and varied travellers, who at all seasons of the year roll along our roads. Everyhody used to dro]) in at this inn; except only some landed ])roi)rie- tor's carriage, drawn by six home-bred horses, would glide solemnly past, which, liowever, did not prevent the coacliman and tlie lackey on the foot-board from looking with |)articular feeling and attention at the ])orch but too familiar to them; or some very poor fellow, in a rickety cart, with fifteen kopeks in the purse stuffed into his bosom, on coming to the Hue inn. would urge on his weak nag, hastening to his night's lodging in the suburb on the great liiglnvay, to the house of the peasant-host, where you will find nothing ex- cept hay and bread, but, on the other liand, will not be obliged to pay a k()])ek too much. In addition to its advantageous situation, the 257 THE IXN iiiii of u hidi w c liave just sjjoken possessed many attractions: capital water in two dee]) wells with creaking' wheels and iron buckets on chains; a spacious stable-yard uitli plenty of board slieds on stout pillars ; an abinidant supply of good oats in the cellar; a warm liouse, with a huge Russian stove, into which, as upon the shoulders of an epic hero, long logs were thrust ; two fairly -clean little chambers with reddish-lilac pa])er on tlie walls somewhat tattered at the bottom, with a painted wooden divan, chairs to match, and two pots of geranium in the windows, which, how- ever, were never w\ashed and were dim with the dust of many years. This inn offered other com- forts: — the blacksmith's shop was near at hand, and the mill was situated almost alongside of it; in conclusion, good food was to be had in it, thanks to the fat and rosy-cheeked peasant-wo- man wlio was the cook, and who prepared the viands in a savoury manner and with ])lenty of fat, and was not stingy of her stores; the nearest dram-shop was only half a verst distant ; the land- lord kept snufF, which, altliougli mixed with ashes, was extremely heady, and tickled the nose agreeably: in a word, there were many reasons why guests of every sort were not lacking in that inn. Travellers had taken a fancy to it — that is the principal tiling; without that, as is well known, no })usiness will tlu'ive; and it was liked most of all because, as people said in tlie countrj'^- 258 THE TXX side, the landlord himself was ver}- lueky and suc- ceeded in all his enterprises, although lie httle deserved his luck, and it was evident that if a man is destined to be lucky he will be. This landlord was a petty burgher, Naiim Ivii- nofF by name. He was of medium stature, thick- set, stooping and broad-shouldered; he had a large, round head, hair whicli was wavy and al- ready grizzled, altliough in appearance he was not over forty years of age; a plump and rosy face, a loA^% but white and smooth brow, and small, bright blue eyes, with which he gazed forth \'ery strangely— askance, and, at the same time, inso- lently, which is a combination rarely encountered. He always held his head in a drooping position, and turned it with difficulty, perhaps because his neck was very short; he talked briskly and did not SAving his arms, but opened liis clenched fists as he walked. \Mien he smiled, — and be smiled frequently, but without laughter, as though to himself,— his large lips moved ajjart in an un- pleasant way, and displayed a row of compact and dazzling teeth. He spoke abru])tly, and with a certain surly sound in his voice. He shaved off his beard, but did not adopt tlie for- eign dress. His garments consisted of a long, extremely-threadbare kaftan, ample bag-trousers, and shoes worn on the bare feet. He often ab- sented himself from home on business, — and he- had a great deal of business: he was a jobbei- of 259 THE IXX horses, lie hired land, he raised vegetables for the market, he purchased gardens, and in general oc- cu2)ied himself with various commercial specula- tions, — but his absences never lasted long; like the hawk, to whom in particular, especially as to the expression of his eyes, he bore a strong resem- blance, he kept returning to his nest. He under- stood how to keep that nest in order; he kept track of everything, he heard everything, and gave orders about everything; he dealt out, he served out, and calculated everything himself, and while he did not reduce his price a kopek to any one, yet he did not overcharge. The lodgers did not enter into conversation with him, and he himself was not fond of wasting words without cause. " I need vour money, and you need my victuals," he was wont to explain, as though he were tearing off each separate word : " you and I have n't got to stand godparents to a child and become cronies; the traveller has eaten, 1 have fed him his fill, let him not outstay his welcome. And if he is sleepy, then let him sleep, not chatter." He kept sturdy and healthy, but tame and submissive labourers; they were extremely afraid of him. He never took a drop of intoxicating liquor into his mouth, but he gave each of them ten kopeks for vodka on festival (lavs; on other days they did not dare to drink. People like Naum speedily grow rich; .... but Xaum Ivanoff had not reached the brilliant con- 260 THE IXX ditioii in which lie I'omul liiinself— aiul he was reckoned to be wortli forty or fifty thousand rubles — by straightforward ways. . . . Twenty years previous to the date at which we have set the beginning of our story, an inn existed on that same site upon the highway. Truth to tell, it had not that dark-red plank roof which imparted to Naum Ivanoff's house the aspect of a nobleman's manor-liouse ; and it was poorer iji its construction, and the sheds in the stable-yard were thatched, and the walls were made of wat- tled boughs instead of boards; neither was it distinguished by a triangular Greek jjediment on turned columns; but it was a very decent sort of inn, nevertheless, — spacious, solid, and warm,— and travellers gladly frequented it. Its landlord at that time was not Xaum Ivanoff, but a certain Akim SemyonofF, the serf of a neigh- bouring landed proprietress, Lizaveta Prokho-', rovna Kuntze— the widow of a staff -officer. This Akini was an intelligent ])easant, with good business capacity, who, having started with two wretched little nags as a carrier, in his youth, i-e- turned a year later with three good horses, and from that time forth spent the grejiter ])art of his life in roaming along the highways, visited Kazan and Odessa, Orenburg and Warsaw, and went abroad to " Lipetzk," - and travelled toward the last with two troVkas of huge and powerful st;i) ^ Leipzig. '2in THE IXN lions liarnessed to two tiiornious carts. Wlietlier it was that he became bored by this homeless, roving life, or whether he was seized with the desire to set up a family (in one of his absences his wife had died; the children which he had had died also), at all events he decided, at last, to abandon his former avocation and set up an inn. AVith the permission of his mistress, he estab- lished himself on the highway, purchased in her name half a desyatina ^ of land, and erected thereon an inn. The venture proved a success. He had more than enough money for the installa- tion; the experience which he had acquired in his prolonged wanderings to all parts of Russia was of the greatest advantage to him: he knew how to please travellers, especiall}' men of his own former calling, — three-horse-team carriers, — with many of whom he was personally acquainted, and whose patronage is particular!}^ valued by the tavern-keepers: so much do these people eat and consume for themselves and their robust horses. ^Vkim's inn became known for lumdreds of versts round about. . . . People were even fonder of patronising him than they were of patronising Xaum, who afterward succeeded him, although xVkim Mas far from being com])arable to Xaiim in his knowledge of the landlord's business. ^Vkim had everything established on the old- 1 A (h-xynthia is 2.10 acres. He- was ohlij^ed to buy the land in liis owner's name: serfs could not hold landed property. — Tuansi.ator. 262 THE INN lashioned footing, — warm but not (|uite clean; and it sometinits lui])])ent'{l that his oats turned out to be hghi, or (hunp, and the food also was prepared in rather indifferent fashion; such vic- tuals were sometimes served on his table as had been better left in the oven for good, and that not because he was stingy with material, but just because it haj)pened so — his wife had not looked after things. On the otlier liand, he was ready to deduct from the price, and he would even not refuse to give credit. In a word, he was a good man and an amiable landlord. He Avas liberal also with his conversation and standing t^'eat; over the samovar he would sometimes get to )ab- bling so that you would prick up your ears, es- pecially when he began to talk about Peter,^ about the Tcherkessian steppes, or about foreign parts; well, and as a matter of course, he was fond of drinking with a nice man, only not to excess, and more for the sake of sociability — so travellers said of him. Merchants bore great good-will toward him, as, in general, did all those people who call them- selves old-fashioned — those people who do not set out on a journey without having girded themselves and who do not enter a room with- out crossing themselves,^ and who will not en- ter into conversation with a man without hav- ^ St. Petersburg. Tuansi.atoh. 2 To the holy pictures.- 'rit a nsi.atob. 263 THE IXX ing preliminarily 1)i(l(U'n liim " good morning." Akim's mere personal ap])earance disposed one in his favour; he was tall, rather gaunt, hut very well built, even in his mature years; he liad a long, comely and regular face, a high, open brow, a thin, straight nose, and small lips. The glance of his prominent brown eyes fairly beamed with gentle cordiality, his thin, soft hair curled in rings about his neck: very little of it remained on the crown of his head. The sound of Akim's voice was very agreeable, although weak; in his youth he had been a capital singer, but his long journeys in the open air, in winter, had impaired liis lungs. On the other hand, he spoke very flu- ently and sweetly. When he laughed, ray-like wrinkles, A'ery pleasant to behold, spread them- selves out aiHDund his eyes; — such wrinkles are to be seen only in kind people. Akim's movements were generally slow and not devoid of a certain self-confidence and sedate courtesy, as was befit- ting a man of experience who had seen much in his day. In fact, Akim would have been all right, — or, as they called him even in the manor-house, whither he was wont to go frequently, as well as unfailingly on Sundays after the morning service in church, Akim Semyonovitch,' —would have been all right in every respect had he not had one failing, which has ruined many men on this earth, 1 See note on p. 273.— Translatob. 264 THE TNX and ii) the end ruined him also -a weakness lor the female sex. Akim's amorousness went to ex- tremes: his lieart was utterly unable to resist a feminine glanee; he melted in it, as the first au- tumnal snow melts in the sun .... and he had to pay dearly i'or his superfiuous sensil)ility. In the eourse of the first year after he had set- tled down upon the highway, Akim was so oe- cupied with the building of his inn, with the in- stallation of his establishment, and with all the worries which are inseparable from all new house- holds, that he positively had not time to think of women, and if any sinful thoughts did enter his head, he promptly ex[)elle(l them by the ])eru- sal of divers holy books, for which he cherished a great respect (he had taught himself to read and write during his first trip as carrier) , by chanting the Psalms in an undertone, or by some other ])i- ous occupation. ISIoreover, he was already in his forty-sixth year, — and at that age all passions sensibly calm down and grow cool: and the time for marrying was past. Akim himself had begun to think that that folly, as he expressed it, had broken loose from him . . . but evidently no man can escape his fate. Akim's former owner, Lizaveta Prokhoiox na Kuntze, who had been left a widow by hei- hus- band, a staff -officer of German extraction, was herself a native of the town of Mittau, wheie she had passed the early days of lier childhood, and 265 THE IXN where she still had a very nunierons and needy family, concerning whom, however, she troubled herself very little, especially since one of her bro- thers, an officer in an army infantry regiment, had unexjDectedly presented himself at her house and on the following day had raised such an up- roar that he had all but tliraslied the mistress of the house herself, and had addressed her, into the bargain, as " du LumpcumamseU! " while on the preceding evening he had himself called her in broken Russian: " sister and benefactress." Liza- veta Prokhorovna hardly ever left the nice little estate acquired by the efforts of her spouse, who had been an architect ; ^ she herself managed it, and managed it far from badly. Lizaveta Pro- khorovna did not let slip the smallest source of profit; she derived advantage to herself from everything; and in this point, as well as in that of remarkable cleverness in making one kopek serve instead of two, her German nationality be- trayed itself; in everything else she had become extremely Russified. She had a considerable number of domestic serfs; in particular, she ke])t a great many maids, who, however, did not eat the bread of idleness: from morning until night their backs were bowed over work." She was fond of 1 He had been a staff-officer in the civil service, accordinff to Peter the Great's Table of Ranks. Tkaksi.atoii. ^ These numerous maids, in the old serf days, were emploj'ed in making the most exquisite linen, lace, embroidery, and so forth. — Translator. 266 ^ TTTE TXX driving out in her c'arria<>e with hvcricd hickeys on the foot-board; siu- was fond of havinl) lit- did not he-long to llicii- social class, and wore a beard; ' l)nt he was a cultured man, could read and write, and — chief thing of all— he had money; mo!"eovei\ he did not dress in peasant fashion, hut ^v()re a long kaftan of black cloth, boots of dressed calf-leather, and a small kerchief round his neck. To tell the truth, some of the house-serfs did make remarks among themselves to the effect, " 't is plain, neverthe- less, that he is not one of us," but to his face they almost flattered him. That evening at the over- seer's, Dunyasha completed the concjuest of Akim's amorous heart, although she positively did not reply by a single word to all his ingratiating- speeches, and only now and then cast a side- long glance at him, as though astonished at see- ing that peasant there. All this only inflamed Akim the more. He went off home, thought, and thought, and made up his mind to obtain her hand. . . . So tho)-oughly had she " bewitched " him. 15ut how shall we describe Dunyasha's wrath and indignation when, five days later, Ki- rillovna, affectionately calling her into her room, announced to her that iVkfm (and evidently he had understood how to set about the business) , — that that beard-wearer and peasant .Vkim, to sit beside whom she had regarded as an insult,— was courting lier! At first Dunyasha flushed hot all o\ er, then she 'The beard was regarded as a mark of peasant orijrin.— Tuassi vtdii. 269 THE IXX emitted a forced laugh, tlien fell to weeping; but KiriUovna conducted the attack so artfully, so clearly made her feel her position in the house, so cleverly hinted at Akim's decent appearance, wealth, and blind devotion, and, in conclusion, so significantly alluded to the mistress's own wishes, that Dunyasha left the room with hesitation depicted on her face, and encountering Aki'm, merely gazed intently into his eyes, but did not turn away. The fabulously hnish gifts of this enamoured man dispelled her last doubts. . . . Lizaveta Prokhorovna, to whom Akim, in his joy, had presented a hundred peaches on a large sil- ver salver, gave her consent to his marriage with Dunyasha, and the wedding took ])lace. Akim spared no expense— and the bride, who on the eve of the wedding had sat in the maids' room like one on the verge of expiring, and had done no- thing but cry on the very morning of the wed- ding, while KiriUovna was dressing her for the ceremony, was speedily comforted. . . . Her mistress gave her her own shawl to wear in church — and that very same dav Akim gave her another of the same sort, only almost better. So then Akim married, and transported his young wife to his inn. . . . They began to live. Dunyasha proved to be a bad housekeeper, a poor helpmeet for her husband. She never looked after anything, she grieved, was bored, unless some passing officer was attentive to her and paid 270 TIIK IXN court to licr, as lie sat behind tlic caj)ac'ious samovar; she freciuently absented hersell*, sonie- tinies going to the town to sho]j, sometimes to the mistress's manor-house, whieh lay four versls dis- tant from tile inn. In the manor-house she re- freshed herself; there people of her own soi-t sur- rounded her; the maids envied her smart attire; Kirillbvna treated her to tea; Lizaveta l^rokho- rovna lierself chatted with her. . . . lint even these visits did not pass off without bittei- emo- tions for Dunyasha. . . . For instance, being a house-serf, she was not allowed to wear a bonnet, and was obhged to muffle her head u]) in a ker- chief . . . . " hke a merchant's wife," as the crafty Kirillovna said to her. ..." Like the wife of a petty burgher," thought Uunyiisha to herself. INIoi-e than once there recurred to xVkim's mind the words of his only relative, an aged uncle, an inveterate ])easant, a man without familv or land: " Well, brother, Akfmushka," he had said to him, when he met him in the street, " I have heard that thou 'rt a-courting. . . ." " ^Vell, yes, I am; what of it? " " Kkh, Akim, Akim! Thou 'I't no mate i'or us peasants now, there 's no denying it ; neither is she a mate for thee." " But why is n't she a mate lor me:* " " \\'hy, for this reason, at least," — re tuiiied IJu' other, pointing to Akim's beard, which he, to 271 THE IX X please his bride, had begun to cHp close — he would not consent to shave it off entirely. . . . Akini dropped his eyes; and the old man turned away, wrapped about him the skirts of his slieep- skin coat, which was ragged on the shoulders, and went his way, shaking his head. Yes, more than once did Akim grow pensive, grunt and sigli. . . . But his love for his pretty wife did not diminisii; he was proud of her, especially when lie compared her, not only with the other peasant women, or with his former wife, whom he liad married at the age of sixteen, but with the other maids of the house-serf class: as much as to say: " Just see what sort of a bird we 've captured!" .... Her slightest caress afforded him great pleasure. . . " Perhaps," he thought to himself, " she '11 get used to me, she '11 grow accustomed to hei- new life. . ." ^Moreover, she conducted lierself very well, and no one could say an evil word concerning her. Several years j^^issed in this manner. Dunya- sha really did end by becoming used to her exis- tence. The older Akim grew, the more attached he became to hei-, and the more he trusted lier; her friends, who had married men not of the j^easant class, suffered dire need, or were in distress, or had fallen into evil hands. . . . 15ut Akim con- tinued to wax richer and richer. He succeeded in everything — he was lucky; only one tliiii"' "rieved him: (Jod luid not given him any cliildi-eii. Dun- 272 TITK TXX vaslui was already in hvv I wc'iitv-fiftli year; every one had coiik' to call licr Avdotya Arefyeviia.' Nevertheless, she had not heeoiiie a good house- wife. — But she had conic to love her home, she attended to the stores of ])rovisions, she looked after the servant-niaids. . . . Tiiith to tell, she did all this in an indifFerent way, and did not ex- ercise the proper oversi<>Jit as to cleanliness and order; hut. on the other hand, in the principal room of the iiui, alongside the portrait of Akim, hung* her portrait, painted in oils and ordered by her from a home-bred ai"tist, the son oi' the ])arish deacon. — She was rej)resented in a white gown and a yellow shawl, with six rows ol' large pearls on her neck, long earrings in her ears, and rings on every finger. . . It was possible to recog- nise her, — although the painter had depicted her as extremely corpulent and rosy-cheeked, and had painted her eyes black instead of grey, and even a trifle squinting. . . He had not succeeded at all with Akini: the latter had, somehow, turned out very dark — a la N c in hrandt. — so that a trav- eller wouhl sometimes step up and stare at it, and merely bellow a bit. Avdotya bad begiui to dress with a good deal of carelessness; she would throw a large kerchief over her shoulders, and the gown under it would ' Neither field-serfs nor the superior house-serfs were addressed bj' their patronymic (like the nobility). Dunyasha is the diminutive of Avdoty. — 'I'HANSI.ATOR. 273 THE IX X fit anyhow ; iiuloleiicc had taken possession of her, that si(>hing. languid, sleepy indolence to which Russians are but too greatly inclined, especially when their existence is assured Nevertheless, the affairs of Akim and his wife throve verv well; thev lived in concord, and bore the reputation of being an exeni])lary married pair. But, like the squirrel which is cleaning its nose at the very moment when the arrow is aimed at it, a man has no foreboding of his own disaster— and suddenly down he crashes, as though on the ice. . . . One autumn evening a merchant with dry- goods stopped at Akim's inn. He was making his wav, bv devious roads, with two loaded kibitkas, from JNIoscow to Kharkoff; he was one of those peddlers whom the wives and daughters of landed proprietors sometimes await with so much impatience. With this peddler, al- ready an elderly man, were travelling two com- rades, or, to put it more accurately, two work- men — one pale, thin, hump-backed, the other a stately, handsome young fellow of twenty. They ordered supjjer, then sat down to drink tea; the |)eddler invited the landlord and landlady to drink a cup with him — and they did not re- fuse. A conversation was speedily under way between the two old men (Akim had seen his iifty-sixth birthday) ; the peddler was making in- quiries concerning the neighbouring landed x^ro- 2rJ. TlIK IX N priclurs, — and no one could impart to liiiii all necessary details about them better than could Akim. The hump-backed labourer kept continu- ally going out to look at the carts, and at last took himself oft' to sleep; Avdotya was left to chat with the other labourer. . . . She sat beside him and talked little, and chieHy listened to what he nar- rated to her; l)ut evidently his remarks ])leased her; her face grew animated, a flush ])layed over her cheeks, and she laughed cpiite often and readily. The young labourer sat almost motion- less, with his curly head bent toward the table; he spoke softly without raising his voice, and without haste; on the other hand his eyes, not large, but audaciously bright and blue, fairly bored into Avdotya; at fii-st she turned away from them, then she began to gaze into his face. The young- fellow's face was as fresh and smooth as a Cri- mean apple; he smiled frequently and drummed his white fingers on his white chin, already cov- ered with sparse, dark down. He ex])ressed him- self after the merchant fashion, but with great ease, and with a certain careless self-confidence — and kept staring at her all the M'hile with the same insistent and insolent look. . . . Suddenly he moved a little closer to her, and without chang- ing the expression of his face in the least, he said to her: " Avdotya /Vrefyevna, there 's nobody in the world nicer than yoii; 1 'm ready to die i'or you, 1 do believe." 275 THE IXX Avdotva lauylicd loiidlw " AVliat 's the matter with thee? " — Akim asked her. " \\'hy, tliis man liere is telhiig such absurd things," — she said. l)ut witliout any special con- fusion. The old peddler grinned. " He, he, yes, maam ; tliat Xaiim of mine is such a joker, sir. But you must n't listen to him, ma'am." " Yes, certainly! as if I would listen to him," — she replied, and shook her head. " He, he, of course, ma'am," — remarked the old man. — " Well, but," — he added in a drawl, — " good-bye, I 'm much obliged, ma'am, but now 't is time to go to roost, ma'am. . . ." And he rose to his feet. " And we are much obliged, sir, too, sir," — said Akim also, — " for the entertainment, that is to say; but now we wisli you good night, sir. Rise, Avdotj^ishka." Avdotya rose, as thougli reluctantly, and after lier Xaiim rose also .... and all dis])ersed. The landlord and landhidy l)etook themselves to the small, closet-like room wliich served tliem as a bedroom. Akim set to snoring instantly. Avdotya could not get to slee]) for a long time. . . . At first she lay still, with her face turned to the wall, then she began to toss about on the hot feather-bed, now throwing off, now drawing 276 TTTK TXX up till' f()\crlc't .... Hull slu' IVll iiilo a liolit doze. iVll of a sucUltn, a man s loud voice re- sounded in the yard; it was singiu*^' some slow hut not mournful soni^-. the words of which could not be distinguished. Avd(')tya opened her eyes, raised hersell' on her elbow, and began to listen. . . . The song still went on. ... It poui'cd i'orth sonorously on the aiitniiinal aii-. .Vkim raised his head. " Who s that singing? " — he inquired. " I don't know," — she replied. " He sings well," — he added, after a hrlei' pause. — " Well. What a strong voice. I used to sing in my day," — he continued, — " and I sang well, but my voice is ruined. But that s a fine singer. It must be that young fellow singing. Naiim is his name, I think." — And he turned over on his other side — drew a deep breath, and fell asleep again. The voice did not cease for a long time there- after. . . . Avdotya continued to listen and lis- ten; at last it suddenly broke off' short, as it were, then uttered one more wild shout, and slowly died away. Avdotya crossed herself, and laid her head on the })illow. . . . Half an hour ela])sed. . . . She raised herself and began softly to get out of bed. ... "Whither art thou going, wife?"— Akim asked her through his sleep. She stopped short. 277 THE INN ■ To adjust the shrine-lamp," ^ — she answered; *' somehow or other 1 can't sleep.'' " Thou hadst ])etter say thy prayers," — stam- mered Akini as he fell asleep. Avdotya went to the slirine-lamp, began to ad- just it, and incautiously extinguished it; she re- turned and lay down in bed. Silence reigned. Early on the following morning the merchant set out on liis way with his companions. Avdotya was sleeping. Akim escorted them for about half a verst; he was obliged to go to the mill. On returning home he found his wife already dressed, and no longer alone; with her was the young fellow of the previous evening, Xaum. Thev were standing bv the table, near the win- (low, and talking together. On catching sight of Akim, Avdotva silentlv left the room, but Naiim said that he had returned for his master's mittens, which the latter had forgotten on the bench, and he also left the room. We shall now inform our readers of that which thev, no doubt, have alreadv divined without our aid: Avdotya had fallen passionately in love with Xaum. How this could come to pass so quickly, it is difficult to explain ; it is all the more difficult, in that, up to that time, she had behaved in an irreproachable manner, notwithstanding numer- ous opportunities and temptations to betray her 1 It is customary to have a holy picture, with a shrine-lamp filled with olive-oil burning before it, in l)e(lrooras. — Tkansi.atoh 278 THE IXX marital vows. Later on. wluii licr relations with Xauni became pnblie. many [)ersons in tlie coun- tryside declared thai on that \ erv first eveninu" he had put some mau:ic iierh into her tea (peo- ple witli us still believe firmly in the efficacy of this method^ , and that this was very readily to be discerned in Avdotva. who. thev said, very soon • • * thereafter began to grow thin and bored. However that may be. at all events Xaiim be- gan to be frequently seen at Akim's inn. First, he journeyed past with that same merchant. Init three months later he made his appearance alone, witli his own wares: then a rumour became cur- rent that he had taken u]) his residence in one of the near-by towns of the county, and from that time forth not a ^^•eek passed that his stout, painted cart, drawn by a pair of plump horses which he drove himself, did not make its appear- ance on the highway. There was no great friendship between him and Akim. but no hostility between them was ajjpar- ent: Akim paid no great attention to him, and knew nothing about him. except that he was an intelligent young fellow, who had started out boldly. He did not suspect Avdotya's real feel- ings, and continued to trust her as before. Thus ])assed two years more. Then, one sunmier day. before dinner, about one o'clock, Lizaveta Prokhorovna, who precisely during the course of those two years had some 279 THE IXN how siKklciily grown wrinkled and sallow, de- spite all sorts of massage, rouge, and powder, — Lizaveta Prokhorovna. with her lap-dog and her folding })arasol, strolled forth lor a \\alk in her neat little German park. Lightly rustling her starched gown, she was walking with minc- ing steps along the sanded path, between Uvo rows of dahlias drawn up in military array, when suddenly she was overtaken by our old acquaintance, Kirillovna, who respectfully an- nounced that a certain merchant from B*** de- sired to see her on a very important matter. Kirillovna, as of yore, enjoyed the mistress's favour (in realit}^ she managed the estate of jNIadame Kuntze), and some time previously had received permission to wear a white mob-cap, which imi)arted still more harshness to the thin features of her swarthy face. " A merchant? " — inquired the lady. " What does he want? " " 1 don't know, ma'am, what he wants," — re- plied Kirillovna in a wheedling voice; — "but, apparently, he wishes to purchase something from you, ma'am." , Lizaveta I'rokhorovna returned to the draw- ing-room, seated herself in her customary i)lace, an arm-chair with a canopy, over which ivy me- andered prettily, and ordered the merchant from B*** to be summoned. Xaum entered, made his bow, and halted at the door. 280 TITK TXX I h;\\v lu'ard llial you \\ isli to hiix soinclliiii^ from UK'." — bc'crnn LizavcHa Pi-(')kli()i()\ iia, and tli()u«»lil ((• iR-rscir the while: — " \\'hal a haiid- sonie man tliis iiuTchaTit is! " " Exactly so, nuraiii." " And precisely what is it? " " Will you not deif>n to sell vour inn!' " "What inn?" " ^Vhy, the one which stands on the hi<>h\\ay, not far from here. ' ■ JUit that inn does not belon()ir', lliy uioiicy. . . Fni' 1 took it, accursed that I am, I ^ot it from the cellar. .... I gave it all to that man, that villain, that Xaum, accursed creatuie tliat J am! . . . Aiid why didst thou tell me where thou liadst hidden thv money, wretelied beiuii' that I ami • • ■ • For he bought the iim with thy money .... the vil- lain. . . ." Sobs drowned her voice. Akim clutched his head with both hands. " What! " — he screamed at last; — " and so all the money too . . . the money, and the inn, thou hast. . . . Ah! thou hast got it from the cellar . . . . from the cellar. . . . Ves, 1 w ill kill thee, thou brood of vipers! . . ." And he leaped from the cart. . . . " Semyoniteh, Semy(')nitch, dont heat her, don't fight," — stammeied Kfrem, whose intoxi- cation began to (lissi])ate at such an unex])ecte(l event. " Yes, dear little father, kill me, kill me, dear little father, kill me, the \ile creature: l^eat away, don't heed him! " — shiieked ^Vvdotva, as she writhed convulsively at Akfm's feet. He stood awhile and stared at iiei-, tlien re- treated a few paces, and sat down on the grass, by the roadside. A brief silence ensued. Avdotya turned her head in his direction. 303 THE IXX " Seiiiyonitch, hey, Seniyonitch! " — began Efreni, half -rising in tlie cart; — " have done with that — that will do . . . for thou canst not re- pair the calamity. Phew, what an affair! " — he continued, as thougli to himself; — " what a damned bad woman. . . Do thou go to him," — he added, bending over the cart-rail toward Av- dotya; — "canst not see that he has gone crazy? " Avdotya rose, approached Akim and again fell at his feet. " Dear little fatlier," — she began in a faint voice. Akim rose and went back to the cart. She clutclied the skirt of his kaftan. "Get away!" — he shouted fiercely, repulsing her. " AVhither art thou going? " — Efrem asked liim, percei^•ing that he was taking his seat again beside him. " Why, thou didst ofi'er to drive me to the inn," — said Akim: — "so drive me to thy house. . . . 1 have none any more, seest thou. They have bought it from me, you know." " Well, all right, let 's go to my iiouse. xVnd how about her? " Akim made no answer. "And me, me," — chimed in Avdotya, weeping; — " to whose care dost tliou leave me .... whither am I to go? " " Go to him," — returned Akim, without turn- 304j TIIK I\X iiig round: — " to tlic man to wlioni tlioii didst carrv niv nionc'v. . . Drive on, Efreni! " • • • - Kfrcni whipped up the horse, the eart lolled off, and Avdotya set up a shrill scream. . . . Efrem lived a \erst from Akim's inn, in a tiny cot in the i)riest's glehe, dis])osed around the soli- tary tive-domed church, which had recently heen erected by the heirs of a wealthv merchant, in conformity with his testamentary dis])ositions. Efrem did not s])eak to Akim all the way, and only shook his head from time to time, uttering words of the following nature: " Akh, thou I" and, " Ekh, thou ! " Akim sat motionless, slightly turned away from Efrem. At last they arrived. Efrem sprang out first from the cart. A little girl of six years in a little chemise girt low ran out to meet him, and screamed: "Daddy! daddy !'' "And where is tliy mother? " — Efrem asked her. " She 's asleep in the kennel." " \¥ell, let her sleep. xVkim Semyonitch, won't you please come into the house? " (It must be observed that Efrem addressed him as " thou " only when lie was intoxicated. Far more important persons than he addressed Akim as " you.") Akim entered the chanter's cottage. " Pray, come liither to the bench," — said Efrem. — " Run along, you little rogues," — he 305 / THE IXX slioiited at three otlier brats who, along with two einaeiated cats bespattered with ashes, suddenly made their appearance from various corners of the room. — "Run away! Scat! Here, Akim Seniyonitcli, come here," — he went on, as he seated his Quest: — " and would n't vou like some- thing? " " What shall I say to thee, Efrem? "—articu- lated ^Vkim at last. — " Could n't I have some liquor? " Efrem gave a start. "Liquor? Certainly. I have none in the house, — liquor, that is to say, — but here, I '11 run at once to Father Fe(Sdor. He always has some on hand. .... I '11 be back in a jifFy. . . ." And he snatched up his large-eared cap. " And bring as much as possible; I '11 pay for it,"— shouted Akim after him. — " I still have money enough for that." " In a jiffy," . . . repeated Efrem once more, as he disappeared through the door. He really did retiu'n very speedily with two quart bottles under his arm, one of which was already uncorked, placed them on the table, got out two small green glasses, the heel of a loaf, and salt. " That 's wliat 1 love," — he kept repeating, as lie seated liimself opposite Aki'm. — " What 's the use of grieving? " — he filled the glasses for botli .... and set to babbling. . . . Avdotya's belia- viour had stunned him. — " 'T is an astonishing 306 THE INN affair, truly," — said he: — " how did it come about ^ He must have bewitched lier to himself by magic .... hey? That 's what it means, that a woman should be strictly watched! She ought to liave had a tight liand ke])t over her. And yet, it would n't be a bad thing for j'ou to go home ; for you must have a lot of property left there, I think." — And to many more speeches of the same sort did Efrem give utterance; when he was drinking he did not like to hold his tongue. An hour later, this is what took place in Efrem's house. Akim, who had not replied by a single word, during the entire course of the drink- ing-bout, to the interrogations and comments of his loquacious host, and liad merely drained glass after glass, was fast asleep on the oven, all red in the face — in a heavy, anguished slumber; the youngsters were wondering at him, while Efrem . . . . Alas! Efrem was aslee]) also, but only in a very cramped and cold lumber-room, in wliicli he had been locked up by his wife, a woman of extremely masculine and robust build. He had gone to her in the stable, and liad begun to threaten her, if she repeated sometliing or other, but so incoherentlv and unintelligiblv did he ex- press himself that she instantly divined wJuit the trouble was, grasped him by the collar, and led him to the proper place. However, he sle]it very well and even comfortably in the lumber-room. Habit! 307 THE INN Kirillovna had not reported her conversation with Akim very accurately to Lizaveta Prokho- rovna .... and the same ma}' be said concern- ing Avdotya. Naiim had not turned her out of the house, although she had told Akim that he had done so; he had not the right to expel her. . . . He was bound to give the former proprie- tors time to move out. Explanations of quite another sort had taken place between him and Avdotya. When Akim had rushed into the street, shouting that he would go to the mistress, Avdo- tya had turned to Naiim, had stared at him with all her eyes, and clasped her hands. "O Lord!" — she began; — "Naiim Ivanitch, what is the meaning of this? Have you bought our inn? " "What if I have, ma'am?"— he retorted.— " I have bought it, ma'am." Avdotya said nothing for a while, then sud- denly took fright. " So that is what you wanted the money for? " " Precisely as you are pleased to put it, ma'am. Ehe, I do believe that measly little husband of yours has driven off with mv horse,"— he added, as the rumble of wheels reached his ear. — " What a fine dashing fellow he is! " "Why, but this is robbery, nothing else! " — shrieked Avdotya. — " For the money is ours, my husband's, and the inn is ours . . . ." " No, ma'am, Avdotya Arefyevna," — Naiim 308 THE INN interrupted her:— '^ tlie inn was n't yours, and what 's the use of saying- so; the inn stood on tlie hidy-mistress's huid, so it Ixlonged to liei- also; and the money really was \<)mi-s. oidv vou were so kind, 1 may i)ul it. as to eontrihute it to me, ma'am; and I shall lemain <>rateful to you, and shall even, if the oecasion arises, return it to you, — if 1 should see my way to it; only, it is n't right that I should strip myself hare. Just judge for yourself if that is n't so." Naiim said all this very calmly, and even with a slight smile. " Good heavens! " — screamed Avdotya; — "but what 's the meaning of this? AVhat is it? But how am I to show myself in my husband's sight after this? Thou villain! " — she added, gazing with hatred at Naum's young, fresh face; — " have n"t 1 ruined my soul for thee, have n't I become a thief for thy sake, hast not thou turned us out of doors, thou abominable villain? ! After this there is nothing left for me but to put a noose about my neck, villain, deceiver, tiiou destroyer of me. . . ." And she wept in torrents. . . . " Pray, don't woi-ry, Avdotya Arefyevna," — said Naum; — " I '11 tell you one thing; a fellow must look out for number one; moreover, that's what the pike is in the sea for, Avdotya Are- fyevna — to keep the eai-p f'roni getting drowsy." " Where are we to go now, what is to be- 309 THE IXX come of us? " — stauiniercd Avdotya tlirougli her tears. " That 's more than I can tell, ma'am." " But I '11 cut thy throat, thou villain; I will, I will! ..." " Xo, you won't do that, Avdotva Arefvevna; what 's the use of saying that? But I see that it will he hetter for me to go aw^ay from here for a while, or you will he much upset. ... I will, bid you good day, ma'am, and to-morrow I shall return without fail. . . . And you will be so good as to permit me to send my hired men to you to-day,"— he added, while Avdotya con- tinued to repeat, through her tears, that she would cut his throat and her own also. " And yonder they come, by the way," — he re- marked, looking out of tlic window. " Otherwise, some catastrophe might happen, which God for- bid. . . . INIatters will be more tranquil so. Do me the favour to get your belongings together to-dav, ma'am, while thev will stand guard over you and help you, if you like. I bid you good day, ma'am." He bowled, left the room and called his men to him. . . . Avdotya sank down on the wall-bench, tlien laid herself breast down on the table, and began to wring lier hands, then suddenly sprang to her feet, and ran after her husband. . . . We liave described their meeting. 310 THE IXX When Akini drove away from her in company with Efrem, leaving her alone in tlie fields, she first wept i'or a lono' time, without stii-i-Ing from the spot. Having wept her fill she direeted her conrse to the mistress's manor. It was a hitter thing for her to enter the house, and still more hitter to show herself in the maids'-hall. All the maids flew^ to greet her with sympathy and ex- pressions of regret. At the siglit of them, Av- dotva conld not restrain her tears; thev fairlv gushed forth from her red and swoller) eyes. Completely unnerved, she dro|)[)ed down on the first chair she came to. They ran for Kirillovna. Kirillovna came, treated her very affectionately, but would not admit her to see the mistress, any more than she had admitted ^\kim. Avdotya her- self did not insist very strongly on seeing Liza- veta Prokhorovna; she had come to the manor- house solely because she positively did not know where to lay her licad. Kirillovna ordered the samovai- to l)e pre])ared. For a long time Avdotya refused to drink tea, but yielded, at last, to the entreaties and ])ei- suasions of all the maids, and after the first cuj) drank four more. When Kirillo\na ])erceived that her visitor was somewhat pacified, and only shuddered from time to time, sobbing faintly, shi* asked her wliither they intended to remove, and what they wislied to do with their things. 'I'his question set Avdotya to crying again, and sIk- l)i- THE IXX gaii to asseverate that she wanted nothing more, except to die; hut Kirillox na. heing a woman of hrains, immediately stopped her and advised her to set ahouL transferring her things that very (hiy, without useless waste of time, to Akim's former cottage in the village, where dwelt his uncle, that same old man who had tried to dissuade him from marrying; she announced that, with the mistress's permission, they would he furnished with trans- portation, and the aid of peo[)le and horses; "" and as for you, my dearest," — added Kirillovna, com- pressing her cat-like lips in a sour smile, — " there will always he a })lace foi- you in our house, and it will he very a^reeahle to us if vou will be our guest until you recover yourself and get settled in your house. The principal thing is — you must not get downcast. Tlie Loi'd gave, the Lord has taken away, and He will give again: everything depends on His will. Lizaveta Prokhorovna, of course, was obliged to sell your house, according to her calculations, but she will not forget you, and will reward vou ; she bade me sav so to Akim Semyonitcli. . . Where is he now?" Avdotya replied that, on meeting her, he had grossly insulted her, and liad driven off to Chan- ter Efrem's. "To that creature's! " — re])lied Kirillovna, significantly. — " Well, I understand that it is painful for him now, and 1 don't believe you can 312 THE INN hunt him up to-day. What is to he done? Wv must take measures, Mahislika," — she added, turning to one of tlie chamhermaids. " Just ask Xikanor Ihteh to step liere; I will have a talk with him," Nikanor Ihtch, a man of very paltry appear- ance, who served somewliat in the ca])acity of overseer, immediately presented himself, ohsecjui- ouslv listened to evervthin"- whieh Kirillovna said to him, — remarked: " It shall he executed," left the room and issued his orders. Avdotya was fur- nished ^vith three carts and tliree peasants; these W'ere voluntarily joined by a fourth, who said of himself that he would be " more intelligent than they," and she set off in company with them for the inn, where she found her former hired men and her maid-servant, Fetinya, in great terror and excitement. . . . Xaum's recruits, three extremely robust young fellows, had arrived in the morning, and had gone nowhere since, but had maintained a very zealous guard over the inn, according to Xaum's ])r()mise — so zealous, that one cart speedily proved to be devoid of tires. . . Bitter, very bitter was it for poor Avdotya to pack up her things. Despite the assistance of the " intelligent " man, who, by the way. knew how to do nothing hut stalk about with a stafV in his hand, and watch the others, and spit to one side, 313 THE IXX she (lid not succeed in niovinir out tliat day, and remained to spend tlie nit>ht in the inn, having first requested Fetinya not t(^ leave her room; but it was not initil daybreak that she fell into a feverish doze, and the tears streamed down her cheeks even in her sleep. In the meantime, Efrem awoke earlier than -was his wont in his lumber-room, and began to thump and demand his release. At first his wife would not let him out, declaring to him through the door that he had not yet had enough sleep; but he excited her curiosity by promising to tell her about the remarkable thing which had hap- pened to Akim; she undid the latch. — Efrem im- parted to her e\'erything he knew, and wound up with the question: " AVas he awake or not? " "Why, the Lord knows," — replied his wife; — "go and see for thyself; he has not climbed down from the oven yet. — You both got pretty drunk last night; thou shouldst just see thyself — thy face has no semblance of a face; 't is like some sort of ladle ; and what a lot of hay has got into thy hair! " " Never mind if it has," — returned Efrem,— and passing his hand over his head, he entered the house. — Akim was no longer asleep; he was sit- ting on the oven with his legs dangling; his face also was very strange and discomposed. It ap- peared all the more distorted because Akim was not in the habit of drinking heavily. 314 THE INN " A\\'ll, liow iK)w, iVkim Semyonitcli, how have you slept!*" — began Efreiii. . . . Akini looked at him with a tiirhid gaze. " Come, brother Kfrem," — he said hoarsely, — " ean't we do it again — thou knowest what!* " Efrem darted a swift glanee at Akini .... at that moment he felt a sort of thrill; that is the kind of sensation a sportsman experiences when standing on the skirt of the woods, at the sudden yelping of his hound in the forest, from whieh, aj)- parently, all the wild beasts have already fled. " What — more?" — he asked at last. Yes; more." " ]My wife will see," — thought Efrem, — "and I don't believe she will allow it." — " AW right, it can be done,"— he said aloud; — "have ])a- tience." — He went out and, tlianks to arti'ully conceived measures, succeeded in smuggling in a huge bottle unperceived beneath the skirt of his coat. ... Akini seized the bottle . . . But Kfrem did not start to drink with him as on the preceding even- ing — he was afraid of his wife, and, — having tohl Akim that he would go and see how tilings were progressing at his house, and how his belongings were being packed, and whether he were not being robbed, — he immediatelvset off for the inn astride of his unfed little nag, — not forgetting himself, however, if we may take into consideration his projecting bosom. 315 THE INN Soon after his departure, Akini fell asleep again, and lay like one dead on the oven. . . . He did not even wake up — at all events, he showed no signs of being awake— when Efrem, returning four hours later, began to shove him and try to rouse him, and whisper over him some extremely indistinct words to the effect that everything was gone and transported and the holy pictures were gone too, and ever}i:hing was already- over— and that every one was hunting for him, but that he, Efrem, had taken due measures, and had pro- hibited . . . and so forth. But he did not whis- per long. His wife led him off to the lumber- room again, and herself lay down in the house, on the platform over the oven, in great indigna- tion at her husband and at the guest, thanks to whom her husband had got drunk. . . . But when, on awakening very early, according to her wont, she cast a glance at the oven, Akim was no longer on it. . . . The cocks had not yet crowed for the second time, and the night was still so dark that the sky was barely turning grey directly overhead, and at the rim was still com- ])letely drowned in vapom-, when Akim emerged from the gate of the clianter's house. His face was pale, but he diirted a keen glance around him, and his gait did not betray the drunkard. . . . He walked in the direction of his former dwelling— tlie inn, which liad already definitively become the property of its new owner, Naiim. 31G i TIIK TX\ Xai'mi was tiol sK'cpijio- uillK-i-, al llu- liiiu' wlic.i iVkiin stealthily (jiiittcd Ki'rcnr.s liousc. He was not asleej); lie was lyiii*^ coni])lctcly dressed on the wall-bench, with his sheei)skin eoat rolled u]) under his head. It was not that his conscience was tormenting him — no! he had been present with astounding cold-bloodedness, from the morning on, at the packing and transportation of Akim's household goods, and had more than onee spoken to Avdotya, who was downcast to sucli a degree that she did not even upbraid him. . . . His conscience was at ease, but divers surmises and calculations occupied his mind. He did not know whether he was going to make a success oi' his new career; u[) to that time, he had never ke])t an inn — and, generally s])eaking, had never even had a nook of his own; and so he could not get to sleep. — " This little affair has been begun well," — he thought; — " what will the future be? " . . . AVhen the last cart-load of Akim's effects had set off just before night-fall (Avdotya had followed it weeping), he had inspected the entire inn. all the stables, cellars, and barns; he had crawled u[) into the attic, had repeatedly ordered his labourers to maintain a strict watch, and. when he was left alone after suj)per, he had not been able to get to sleep. It so happened that on that day none of the travellers stopped to pass the niglit: and this pleased him greatly. " I must buy a dog without fail to-morrow, — the worst-tempered 317 THE IXX (log I can get, from the miller; for tlie^' have carried off" tlieirs," — lie said to himself, as he tossed from side to side, and, all of a sudden, he raised his head hastily. ... It seemed to him as though some one had stolen past under the window. . . He listened. . . Not a sound. Oidy a grasshopper shrilled hehind the oven, from time to time, and a mouse was gnawing some- ^\ here, and his own hreath was audible. All was still in the empty room, dindy illuminated by the yellow rays of a tiny glass shrine-lamp, which he had found time to suspend and light in front of a small holy picture in the corner. . . He lowered his head; and now again he seemed to hear the gate squeaking .... then the wattled hedge crackled faintly. . . . Pie could not endure it, leaped to his feet, opened the door into the next room, and called in a low tone: " Feodor, hey, Feodor! "—No one answered him. . . . He went out into the anteroom and nearly fell prone, as he stumbled over Feodor, who was sprawling on the floor. The labourer stirred, growling in his sleep; he shook him. " Who 's there? What 's wanted? "—Feodor was beginning. . . . "What art thou yelling for? Hold thy tongue! " — articulated Naiim in a whisper. — " The idea of your sleeping, you damned brutes' Hast thou not heard anything? " " No,"-replied the man. . . . "Why?" 318 rill', INN " And where arc the others sleeping? " " The others ai"e sleeping wliere they were ordered to. . . . Hut lias anything happened i* . . ." " Silence!— Follow nie." Xanni softly o])e!)ed the door leading from the anteroom into the yard. . . . ( )i!t of doors every- thing was very dark : . . . it was possihle to make out the sheds with their pillars only hecause they stood out still more densely l)laek in the midst of the hlack mist. ... '' Sha'n't T light a lantern? "said Feodor in a low voice. But Nanm waved his hand and held his hreath. . . . At first he could hear nothing except tho.se nocturnal sounds which one can almost always hear in inhahited ])laccs: a horse was munching oats, a pig grunted once faintly in its sleep, a man was snoring somewhere; but suddeidv there reached his ear a suspicions sort of noise, ])roceed- ing from the extreme end of the yard, close to the fence. . . . It seemed as though some one was moving about, and breathing or blowing. . . . Xaum looked over Feddor's shoulder, and, cautiously descending the steps, walked In the direction of the sound. ... A couple of times he Jialted, and listened, then continued to crec]) stealthily on- ward. . . . Suddenly he gave a start. . . . Ten paces from him, in the dense gloom, a |)oint of light suddenly glimmered brightly: it was a red 319 TIIK I\X liol coal, and beside the coal there showed itself for a brief instant the front part of some one's face, with lips puffed out. . . . Swiftly and si- lently \auni darted at the light, as a cat darts at a mouse. . . . Hastily rising- from the ground, a long- body rushed to meet him. and almost knocked him from his feet, almost sli])ped thi'ough his hands, but he clung to it with all his might. . . . " Feodor! ^Vndrei! Petrushka! " — he shouted, at the top of his lungs; — " come here quick, quick ! I 've caught a thiei", an incendiary! " The man whom he had captured struggled and resisted .... but Xaiim did not release him. . . . Feodor immediately darted to his as- sistance. " A lantern, quick, a lantern! Kun for a lan- tern! wake the others, be (juick! " — Xaum shouted to him, — " and I '11 manage him alone meanwhile — I '11 sit on him. . . J3e quick! and fetch a belt to bind him with ! " Feodor flew to the cottage. . . . The man whom Xaum was holding suddenly ceased his resist- ance. . . . " So, evidently, 't is no' enough for thee to have taken mv wife and mv monev, and mv house, but thou art bent on destroying me also," — he said in a dull tone. . . . X'aum recognised Akim's voice. " So 't is thou, dear little dove," — said he; — good, just wait a bit! " 320 riiK ixx " Let me go," — said Akiiii. — " xVit not tlioii satisfied^ " " See here, to-inorrow I 11 show you in the preseiiee of the judge how satisfied I am. . . ." And Xaum tigliteiied his liohl on Akim. . . . Tlie hihoin-ers ran up witli two hmterns and some ropes. . . . " liind liim! ' — ordered Xaum, sharply. . . . The hibourers seized Akim, hf'ted him up, and hound his luuuls hehind him. . . . One of them \\as beginning to swear, but on reeognising the former hnidlord of the inn, he held his peace, and merely exclianged glances with the others. " Just see there, see there, now," — X^aum kept repeating the while, as he passed the lantei'n along the ground; — " yonder, there are coals in a ]K)t; just look, he has brought a wliole firebrand in the pot — we must find out wliere he got that pot . . . and here, he has broken twigs. . . ."' And Xaum assiduously stamped out the fire with his foot. — "Search him, T'eodor! "— he added, " and see whether he has anvthin<>' more about him." Feodor searched and felt Akim, who stood motionless with his head droo})ing on his breast, like a dead man. — " There is— iiere \ a knife," — said Fecklor, drawing an old kitchen-knife from Akim's breast. " Khe, my dear fellow, so that \ \\hat thou hadst in mind!" — exclaimed Xai'mi, " \'()u ;iie 3-Jl THE IXX witnesses, my lads — see there, lie intended to cut my throat, to bui-n up my house. . . . Lock him up in the cellar until morning; he can't get out of there. ... 1 will stand watch all night myself, and to-morrow at dawn we will take him to the chief of police .... and you are witnesses, do you hear. . . ." They thrust Akfm into the cellar, and slammed the door behind him. . . . Naiim stationed two of the labourers there, and did not lie down to sleep himself. In the meantime, Efrem's wdfe, having con- vinced herself that her unbidden guest had taken himself off, was on the point of beginning her cooking, although it was hardly daylight out of doors as yet. She squatted down by the oven to get some coals, and saw that some one had already raked out the live embers thence; then she be- thought herself of her knife — and did not find it; in conclusion, one of her four pots Mas miss- ing. Efrem's wife bore the re])utation of being anything but a stupid woman — and witli good reason. She stood i'or a \v\\'\\v in lliought, then went to tlie lumber-room to lier liusband. It was not easy to arouse liim fully — and still more diffi- cult was it to make him understand why he had been awakened. . . To everything which his wife said. Chanter Efrem made one and the same re])ly : " lie 's gone, — \\ ell, (iod be with him . . . 322 riiK i\\ hut what business is liiat ol' luiiic:' lie lias carried oil' a knife and a pot — well, God he w itli him — hut what l)usiness is that of mine:'" Hut. al last, he rose, and aftei- listening- in- tently to his wife. h( (Ucided that it was a had l)usiness, and ti)al it could not he Icl't as it now- stood. " ^'es," — the chanter's wife insisted, — " 't is a had business : I do l)elieve he '11 do mischief out of desperation. ... 1 noticed last night that he was not asleep as he lay there on the oven; it would n't he a had idea I'oi* thee, Kfrem Alexan- dritch, to find out whether . . . ." " See hei-e, I'lyana Feodorovna, T '11 tell thee what,"— hegan Kfrem: — " I "11 go to the inn myself immediately: and do thou be kind, dear little mother; give me a little glass of liquor to cure me of my drunkenness." Ulyana reflected. '• \Vell,"-she decided at last,-" I '11 give thee some licjuor, Efrem Alexandriteh ; ordy look out, don't dally." He at ease, Ulyana Feodorovna." i\n(l. having fortified himself with a glass of li(|uor, Kfrem set out foi- the iiu). Day had hut just dawned when he rode up to the inn, and at the gate a cart was already stand- ing harnes.sed, and one of Xaum's labourers was sitting on the driver's seat, holding the reins in his hands. 323 riiK ixx "Whither art thou ^oingJ' " — Efrein asked him. '■ To town," — rej)lie(l tlie hihourer. " Whyr' The hihourer merely sluMi(j'«>e(l liis shouldei's and made no ie[)ly. Ki'rem spi-aii*^' i'rom iiis horse and entered tiie house. In the anteroom he ran across Xaum, fully dressed, and wearing a ea]). " I congratulate the new landlord on his new domicile," — said Efrem, who was personally ae- quamted with him. — " Whither away so early? " " Yes, there is cause for congratulation," — replied Xaum, surlily. — " This is my first day, and I have almost heen hurnt out." Eifrem started. — " How so^ " " Why, just that; a kind man turned up, who tried to set the house on tire. Luckily, I cauglit him in the act: now I 'm taking him to town." "It can't be Akim, can it:*"' . . . . asked Efrem, slowly. "And how dost tiiou know? It is iVkim. ITe came by night, with a firebrand in a ])ot, and liad already erej)t into the yard, and laid a fire . . . . All my lads are witnesses. — Wouldst like to take a look? l^ut, by the way. 't is high time we were carrying him off*." "Deal- little father, Xaiim I vanitch,"— began Efrem, — " release him: clorTt uttei-ly ruin the old man. Don't take that sin on your soul, Xaum TIIK I\X I\i'mitc-li. .Iijsl rcncct, tlic man is (k.spcrutt', — he has lost, you know . . . ." "Stop tliat prating! " — Xaiini interrupted him. — " The idea! i\s though I would let him go! Why, he would set me on tire again to- morrow. . . . " "' lie will not do it, \aum Ivaniteh, helieve me. Believe me, you yourself will he more at ease so— for, you see, there will he incjuiries — the eourt — you sui"ely know what I mean. ' " ^Vell, and what ahout the court? I have no- thing to fear from the eourt. . . ." " Dear little father, Xaum Ivaniteh, how can you help fearing the court? . . ." " Kh, stop that: 1 see that thou art drunk early, and to-day is a i'east-day, to hoot." Efrem suddenh', and (juite unexj)eete(lly, fell to weej)ing. " I am drunk, hut I 'm speaking the truth," — he hlurted out. — '' But do you release him, in honour ol' Christ's festival." " Come, let 's he starting, ery-l)al)y." And Xaiim went out on the j^oreh. . . . " Forgi\e him for Avdotya Arefyevna's sake," — said Kfrem. following him. Xaum api^HKiehed the cellar, and threw th<.' door w i(K' ()|)en. Efi-em. with timoi-ous curiosity, crani'd his neck from hrhind Xaum's hack, and will) (illlii-nlty niadr out Akini in oiir coiiu r of the shallow cellar. The foi-mer wealthy house- 32.5 THE IX X lioldcr, tlie man respected in all tlie countryside, was sitting- with pinioned arms on the straw, like a criminal. . . On liearing the noise, he raised his head. . . . He seemed to liave grown f riglit fully thin in the last two days, especially during the last night — his sunken eyes wci-e hardly visible be- neath his lofty broAv, yellow as wax. his ])arched lips had turned dark . . . his whole face had imdergone a change, and assumed a strange ex- pression: both harsh and terrified. " Get up and come out," — said Xaiim. Akim rose, and stepped across the threshold. " Akim Semyonitch," — roared Efrem. — " thou hast ruined thvself, mv dear man! " Akim glanced at him in silence. " If I had known why thou didst ask for liquor, I would n't have given it to thee; indeed, I would n't! I do believe I would have drunk it all myself! Ekh, X'^aum Ivanitch," — added Kfrem, seizing Xaum by the hand: — "have mercy on him, let him go! " " Thou rt joking," — I'etorted X'^aiim. with a grin. — " Come out, there," — he added, again ad- dressing Aki'm. . . " AMiat .irt ihou waiting for? " " Xaiim I\anoff," .... began iVkim. "What?" " Xaiim I \annff','' -repeated iVkim; — " listen; I am guilty: I wanted to punish thee myself; but" God must judge between thou and me. Thou I'lIK l\\ hast taken everytliino- from mc, Ihou knowest that thvsell' — c\ crvlhiim", to the verv hisl niorscl.— Now thou canst ruin inc, and this is all I liavc to say Id tlur: If thou ^\ilt release nie now — well! let things stand! do thou j)<)ssess everything! I atiree. and wish thei' all sueeess. And I sa\' to tlu'e, as in llic ])resenec ol' (Jod: 11' thou dost I'e- lease me thou slialt not I'e^ret it. (iod hless thee!" .Vkini shut his eyes, and ceased speaking. " Certainly, certainly," — retorted Xaunr, — "as though one could trust thee! " " But thou canst, hv God, thou canst!" — said Kfrem; " really, thou canst. I 'ni ready to go hail for Akini Seniyonitch with my head — come now, really! " " Nonsense! " — exclaimed Nai'im. — " Let 's ])e off!" Akim looked at him. " As thou wilt, Naum Ivanitch. Thou hast the ])ower. Only, thou art taking a great deal on thy soul. All right, if thou art impatient, — let us start. . . ." Xaum, in his turn, darted a keen glance at Akim. " l^ut it leally would he hetter," — he thought to himself. " to let h.ini go to the devil! Otherwise, folks will devour me alive. There- 11 be no living for Avdotya." .... AVhile Naum was reasoning with himself no on<' uttered a sin- gle word. The lahoincr on tlu- cart, who could see 327 TTTK TXX evcrvtlHn*^' throii^li the gate, merely shook his head and slapj)ed the leiits on the horse's back. The other two labourers stood on the ])orch and also maintained silence. " Come, listen to me, old man," — began Xaum; — " if I let thee go, — and I forbid these fine fel- lows " (he nodded his head in the direction of the labourers) " to blab; shall we be quits, tliou and I — thou understandest me — quits .... hey? " " Possess everything, I say." " Thou wilt not consider me in thy debt? " " Thou wilt not be in debt to me, neither shall I be in debt to thee." Again Xaum was silent for a s])ace. " Well, take thy oath on that! " " I do, as God is holy," — replied Akim. " Here goes then, although I know before- hand that I shall repent of it," — remarked Naum. — " T5ut so be it! Give me your hands." Akim turned his back toward him; Xaum be- gan to unbind him. " Look out, old man,"— he added, as he slipped the rope over his wrists: — "remember, I have si)ared thee; be careful! " You 're a dear, X^aum I vanitch," — stam- mered the deeply-moved Efrem. — " The I^ord will be merciful to you! " Akim stretched out his chilled and swollen arms, and was starting for the gate. . . . All of a sudden Xaum " turned Jewish," as 328 riiK i\\ till' t'xprcijsioii is — evidently, lie was sorry thai lie hail released iVkini. . . . " Thou hast taken an oath, look out, "--he shouted alter liini. Akini turned round, and sui\evinii" the house with an enibraeini*- ' that iVki'm tui'ned to the ri<^ht from the highway. " No, Efremushka, thanks," — rephed Akim. . . . '■ I w ill i>() and see what my wife is doing." " Thou eanst see later on. . . . l^ut now thou must for joy . . thou knowest ...."" \o, thanks, Kfrem. ... 1 've had enough as it is. Fai'ewell." — And .Vkim walked ax\ ay without looking hehind him. Kkal He has had enough as it is I " — ejaeu- lated the astounded ehanter: ' and I have takei^ my oath on his hehalt'! AN'ell, 1 did n't expect this." he added with xexation, — "alter I had Nouehed for him. IMieu I " lie I'ememhered that he had forgotten to take his knifi' and pot, and leturiieil to the inn. . . . THE INN Naum gave orders that liis things should he de- livered to him, hut it never entered his head to entertain him. Thorou"hlv enraged and com- pletely soher he presented himself at home. "Well, what?" — his wife asked him; — "didst thou find him? " " Did I find him? "-retorted Efrem;-" cer- tainly I found him; there are thy utensils for thee." " Akim? " — inquired his wife, with special em- phasis. Efrem nodded his head. " Yes, Akim. But what a goose he is ! I went bail for him; without me he would have been put in prison, and he ne^er even treated me to a glass of liquor. Ulyana Feodorovna, do you, at least, show me consideration; give me just one little glass." But Ulyana Feodorovna showed him no con- sideration and drove him out of her sight. In the meantime, Akim was proceeding with quiet strides along the road which led to I^izaveta Prokhorovna's village. He had not yet been able fully to recover himself; he was all (juivering inside, like a man wlio has but just escaped immi- nent death. He seemed not to believe in his free- dom. With dull amazement he stared at the fields, at the sky, at the larks which were fluttering their wings in the warm air. On the previous day, at Efrem's liousc, lie had not slept at all since 330 11 IK I.W dinner, altliougli Jic liad lain motionless on the oven; at first he had tried to drown witli li(jnor the intolerahle pain of iii|uiy within him, the an- L>nish ol' uratld'nl, impotent indignation .... hilt the li(jiioi- eoidd not entirely oxcreome him; his Iieart Avaxed hot within him, and he hegan to meditate how he mi«*ht pay ott' his malefaetor. . . . lie thonglit of Xanm alone; Li/aveta Pro- khorovna did not enter his head, and from Avdo- tvu he mentally tnrned awav. 'i'oward evenini*', the thirst for revenge had hia/ed nj) in him to the ])oint of erime, and he, the good-natnred, weak man, with feverish im])atienee waited for the night, and like a wolf j)onneing on its |)rey, he I'nshed forth with fire in his hand to annihilate his former home. . . lint he had heen captnred . . . . loeked np. . . . Night eame. \Vhat had not he turned over in his mind during that atro- cious night! It is diffieult to convey in words all tlie tortures which he had undergone; it is all the more diffieult, l)eeause these torments even in the man himself were wordless and dumh. . . . Toward morning, hefore the arrival of Xanm and Kfrem, Akim had felt somewhat easier in mind. . . " Kverything is lost! " . . . . he thought . . . . " everything is seatteit-d to the winds! " — and he waved his hand in desj)air over everything. ... If he had heen horn with an e\ il soul, he might havf turned into a criminal at that mo- ment; hut c\il was not n characteristic of Akim. riiK IX X Beneatli tlie slu)ck of tlu' unexpected and unde- served calamity, in the reek of despair, he had made up his mind to a felonious deed; it had shaken him to the very foundations, and, having miscarried, it had left behind in liim a profound weariness. . . . Conscious of liis t^uilt. he wrenched his lieart free from all earthly things, and began to pray bitterly but zealously. At first he prayed in a whisper, at last, accidentally, [)erhaps, he ejaculated almost aloud: '' O l^ord! " — and the tears gushed from his eyes. . . . T^ong did he weep, then calmed down at last. . . . His thoughts probably would have undergone a change, had he been forced to smart for his at- tempt of the day before . . . l)ut now he had suddenly recovered his liberty . . . and, half- alive, all shattered, but calm, he w as on his way to an interview with his w'd'e. Lizaveta Prokhorovna's manor stood a verst and a half distant i'roni lier village, on the left- hand side of the country road along which Akim was walkiuii". At the turn which led to the manor, he was on the point of pausing .... but he marched ])ast. He hnd decided first to go to his former cottage, to his old uticle. Akfnfs tiny and already i-ickety cottage was situated almost at the extreme end of the village; i\kfni traversed the entire length of the street without encountering a single soul. The whole population was in church. Oidy one ailing old I'lIK INN woman lil'U'd lier window to ^a/c after liiiii, and a little ^irl, who had run out to the well with an empty hueket, gaped in wonder at him and also followed hiiu a\ ith hei" eyes. The first person whom he met was preeisely the uncle whom he was seeking. The old man had heeii sitting sinee earlv morninu' on the eai'tiien hank outside the cottage undei' the windows, taking snuff, and warming himself in the sun; he was not (juite well, and for that reason had not gone to chuieh; he was on his way to see another ailing old man, a neighhour, when he suddenly espied Akim. . . . He sto})pe(l short, let the latter eome u)) to him, and looking him in the face, he said: " Morning, iVkimushka! " " Morning,'" — re})lied Akim. and stej)})ing past the old man, he entered the gate to his cot- tage. ... In the yard stood his horses, his cow, his cart; and his chickens were roaming al)out there also. . . . He entered the cottage in si- lence. The old man followed him. Aki'm seated himself on the hench, and rested his clenched fists on it. The old man gazed compassionately at him, fiom his stand at the door. "And where is my liousew ife .' " - in(|uired Akim. " Why, at the manor-house, " r(|)lied the old man. hriskly. '" She is thei-e. They ha\(' placed thy cattle here, and lliy coflVis. jusi as they \\ere — hut she is \(iii(i( r. Shall I go for liri-:' '" TIIK IXX Akiiii did not reply inirncdiateh'. " Yes, go," — lie said at last. " Ekh, uncle, uncle," — he articulated with a sigh, while the latter was taking his cap from its nail: — " dost thou remember what thou saidst to me on the eve of my wedding? " " God's will rules all things, Akimuslika." " Dost thou remember how thou saidst to me that I was no fit mate for you peasants — and now see what a pass things have come to. ... I myself have become as poor as a church mouse." " A man can't make calculations against bad people," — replied the old man; — "and as for him, the dishonest scoundrel, if any one were to teach him a good lesson, some gentleman, for instance, or any other power,— what cause would there be to fear him? The wolf recognised his prey." — And the old man put on his cap and departed. Avdotya had but just returned from church when she was informed that her husl)an{rs uncle was inquiring for her. U]) to that time she had very rarely seen him ; he had not been in the habit of coming to their inn, and in general he bore the reputation of being a (jueer fellow: he was passionately fond of snuff, and preserved silence most of the time. She went out to him. " What dost thou want, Petrovitch:' lias any- thing hapi)encd, pray? " riiK i\\ '■ Xotliiiin lias liappciicd. Axdotya Al•(■fV^'^'na; thy liiisbaiul is askiiicr foj- thee." lias he retni'Med ( " 1 es. " l?nt where is lie!" " Why, in the \ ilhi<4'e; he 's sitting- in his cot- tage. " Avdotya (jiiailed. " Well, I'etrovitch," — she asked, looking him straight in the eye, — " is he angry? " " 'V is not pereeptihle that he is." Avdotya dropj)e(l her eyes. " \Vell, eome along," — she said, throwing on a large kerehief, and the two set out. 'i'hey w alked in silenee until thev reaehed the xillaii'C'- Hut when they began to draw near to the eottage, Av- dotya was seized with sneh alarm that her knees trembled under her. " Dear little father, Petroviteh," — she said,— " do thou go in first. . . . Tell liim that I have eome." Petroviteli entei-ed the eottage and lound Akiin sitting bui'ied in profound tiioughl. on the self- same s|)ot where he liad k-f't Iiini. " \\'ell.". — said Akim, raising his Iiead; — " lias n't she eome^ " " Yes, she has eome. ' re|)hed tlie old man. — She 's standing at the gate. . . . Send her liithci.' 'I'he old man went out. waxed his liand lo Avdotya, said to her: " CxO along! " and sat down agahi liiinself on the earthen hank along the cot- tage wall. With trepidation Avdotya opened the door, crossed the threshold and paused. . . . Akini looked at her. "Well, Arefyevna,"— he hegan, — " what are we— thou and 1— to do now^ " " Forgive nie," — she whispered. " Ekh, Arefyevna, we are all sinful folks. W'luit 's the use of discussing it! " " That villain has ruined hotli of us,"— began Avdotya in a voice which jingled and broke, and the tears streamed down lier face. — " Thou must not let things stand as they are, Akim Semyo- nitch; thou must get the money from him. Do not spare me. I am ready to declare under oath that I lent the money to him. Lizaveta Prokho- rovna had a right to sell our liouse, but why should he rob us? ... . Get the money from him." " I have no money to receive from liim," — re- plied Akim, gloomily. — " He and I have settled our accounts." Avdotya was astounded. — " How so?" " ^Vhy, because we liave. Knowest thou," — pursued Akim, and his eyes began to blaze: — "knowest thou where 1 spent the nights Thou dost not know? In Naum's cellar, bound hand and foot, like a ram, that 's where I spent lasl nighi. I tried to burn down his house, and he 330 riiK ix\ cauglil inc, did Xaiiiii; lie "s iiwrully clever! iViid to-day he was preparin*^- to carry me to the town, l)iit lie ])ardoned riic: consequefitly, there is no iiioiiey ('(lining to inc I'loin him. ..." iVnd when did 1 (MI- hori'ow any money of thee^' he will sav. iVnd am I to sa\ : ' Mv wife took it ont fi'om under my tioor. and eai'ried it to thee^ ' -' Thy wife is a liar." he \\ill say. And \v()nld n't it he a hio- ex])osni-e foi- thee, iVrel'yevna ^ Hold thy tongue, rathei", I tell thee, hold thy tongue." Forgive me, Semy(')niteh, forgive nie," — whis])ered the thoroughly frightened Avd()tya. " That "s not the ])oint," — re])lied Akini, after remaining silent for a while: ' hut what are we — thou and I — to do:* W^e no longer have a home . . . nor money either. . . ." " We '11 get along somehow. .Vkim Semy()- niteh; — we will ask Iiizav(^'ta Pr(')khorovna and she will help us; Kirdhniia has promised me that." " Xo, Ar(jfvevna. thou mavest ask her foi- thv- self along with thy Kirillovna; thou and she are hirds of a feather.' Hut I "11 tell thee what: do thou stay here, with (iod's hlessing. I .shall not .stay here. Luckily, we have no childi-en. and ])erha])s I shall not stai\e alone. One per.son can worry along alone." What wilt thou do. Semyonitch — dost mean to go as cai'i'ier again;* " ' III Uii^si.'Ui: " Hcrrirs Iroiii t he .s.iiiic field." Fii wsi ktoh. 337 TIIK I XX AkiDi laughed bitterly. " A pretty earrier I wciuld make, there 's no denying that ! A Hue, dashing young fellow tliou hast pieked out! No, Arefyevna, tliat is not the same sort of business as marrying, i'or example; an old man is not fit for it. Only I will not re- main here, that 's what; 1 won't have people ])<)int- ing the finger at me .... understand? I shall go to pray away my sins, Arefyevna, that \s where I shall go." " What sins hast thou, Semyonitch? " — articu- lated Avdotya, timidly. " AVell, wife, 1 know what they are." " But in whose care wilt tliou leave me, Semyo- nitch i* How am 1 to live without a husband? " " In whose care shall I leave thee^ Kkh, Are- fyevna, how thou sayest that, forsooth! ]Much need hast thou of a husband like me, and an old man and a ruined one to boot. The idea ! Thou has dispensed with me before, thou canst dispense with me hereafter also. And what property we have left thou mavest take for thvself. curse it! .... " " As thou wilt, Semyonitch," — replied Avdo- tya, sadly; — " thou knowest best about that." " Kxactly so. Only, don't thijik that 1 am angry with thee, Arefyevna. " Xo, what \s the use of being angry, when . . . . I ought to have discovered how things stood eai'lier in the day. I myself am to })lame — 388 11 IK I.\.\ and 1 am puiii.slK'd. ' (^Vkim heaved a si^li.) — " As you have made your hed. so you must lie upon it.' I am achaiieid in years, and "I is time for me to l)e thinkinu' of mv souh Tlie Lord 1 1 im- self lias hiought me to my senses. Here was i, seest thou, an old fool, who wanted to live at his ease with a youno- wife. . . . Xo, hrothei' — old man, first do thou pray, and heat thy ])i-ow against the earth, and l)e ])atient, and fast. . . . xVnd now, go, my mother. I am very tired and I will get a hit of sleep." And Akim stretched himself out, grunting on the bench. Avdotya started to say something, stood for a while ga/ing at him, then tuiMied and went away. . . . "Well, did n't he thrash thee? " — Petrovitch asked lier. as he sat, all hent douhle. on the earthen hank, when she came alongside of him. Avdotya j)assed him in silence. — " See there now, he did n't beat her," — said the old man to himself, as he grinned, ruffled up his hair, and took a i)ineh of snuff. Akim carried out his purpose. lie s])eedily ])ut his petty affairs i!i order, and a lew days after the conversation which we have ti'anseribed, he went, already garbed for the _journey. to hid ' In Russian: " If voii arr fond of ,sl«MKliinK« *'"■•> '^<" f'""' •'*'•'>" of dr;>;;trin>r tlio slcd>r<." — Tii wsr xTnii. THE IX X faresvell to his wife, Avho had settled for the time heiiig- in a tiny wing of the mistress's manor- house. Their leave-taking did not last long. . . . Kirlllo^■na, who ehaneed to he on hand, advised Akim to present himself to the mistress; and he did so. Lizaveta Prokhorovna received him with a certain amount of confusion, hut affahly per- mitted him to kiss her hand, and inquired where he was intending to l)etake himself:' He replied that he was going first to Kieff , and thence where- ever God should grant. She lauded his purpose, and dismissed him. From that time forth he rarely made his appearance at home, although he never forgot to hring his mistress a hlessed hread with a particle taken out for her health. . . .' ' Tiny double loaves of leavened bread, like those used in preparing' the Holy Communion, are sold at the entrances to churehes. Any one who wishes to have the health of his livinjf or the souls of his dead friend prayed for, buys a loaf, and sends it to the sanctuary before the beginning of the morninjj service, aii-ompanied by a slip of paper, whereon is written: "For the health" (or " I'or the soul") "of Ivan "—or whatever the friend's baptismal name may !><■. Tiic priest removes froi>' the loaf witli his spear-shaped knife a tiiangular particle, which V'i places on the chalice (it is not used in the Com- munion), and at a certain point of the service, all these ])crsoiis are prayed for, by name- th is prepared for this purpose, stamped with the Saint or Saints for which the locality is renowned. In the primitive church, the worshippers were wont to bring offerings of bread, wine, oil and wheat, for the retjuirements of the service. As long as the congregations were not numerous, all such givers were ;i40 TIIK I.W Bui, on the ()tli(.r liaiid. in civ where where devout Russians e()ii«;i-egate, his gaunt and aged hut still eoniely and sedate face was to he seen: at the shrine of St. Sergius, iun\ on tin' White Shores, and in the Optin Ilennitage, and in distant \'alaani.' lie went everywhere. . . . This yeai' he passed yon in the ranks of the count- less throng which marched in a procession of the cross hehind the holy picture of tlie Birth-giver of Ciod at the Korennaya Hermitage: - next yeai- you would find him sitting with iiis wallet on his hack, along with othei" })ilgrims on the jjorch of St. Nicholas the Wonder-Worker in Mtzensk. . . . He made his a])pearance in ^foscow nearly every spring. From ])lace to place lie trudged with his quiet, unhurried hut unceasing stride— 't is said that he even went to Jerusalem. . . . He ap])eared to he perfectly composed and ha])])y, and many ])er- sons talked ahout his piety and humility, es])e- prayed for by name When nicnilH-rs became so numerous tliat this would have been burdensome, tlie custom was instituted of jjra} iiifj- for the Sovereign and his family, as representatives of all tlie rest: and this last custom still prevails, mingled (as alx)ve described > with a renuiant of the orif^inal tustom.— Tu wslaidii. ^ 'l"hc shrine of St. Ser^ius at the 'rr('>it/.ky (Trinity) monastery, forty miles from Moscow. The Optin Hermitajfe in Tamtxiff Govern- ment. "The White Shores"— the famous monasteries of Solov<5tzk, in the White Sea, and at Hyelo-Ozero (White I-ake), south of Lake Onega. Val^ra, an island in Lake Ladofr.i, with another famous raonastery. —Translator. ^ The Korennaya Hermitage lies about si.\teen miles northwest of Kursk, in southern Ru.ssia. Mtzensk, neanr the centre, is half-way between Orel and Tiila. — Thansi Aroii. 341 THK I NX cially those people who had chanced to converse with him. In the meanwhile, Xaum's affairs throve ex- ceedino^lv. He took hold hrisklv and under- standinf^ly. and. as the saying is, went to the head fast. Kveryljody in the neigh hf)ni'lK>od knew by what means he had acquired possession of the inn, and they knew also that Avdotya had given him her husband's money; no one liked Xaiim because of his cold and harsh character. .... They narrated with condemnation con- cerning him that one day he had replied to Akim himself, who had begged alms under his window. ' God will provide," and had brought out no- thing to him; but all agreed that no more lucky man than he existed: his grain throve better than his neighbours' grain: his bees swarmed more abundantly: even his hens laid more eggs; his cattle never fell ill: his horses never went lame. .... P'or a long time Avdotya could not en- dure to hear his name (she had accepted Lizaveta Prokhorovna's offer, and had again entered her service in the capacit\' of head-seamstress) : but eventually, her aversion diminished somewhat: 't was said that want forced her to have recourse to him, and he gave her a hundred rubles. . . . We shall not condemn her too severely; poverty will break any one's spirit, and the sudden revolu- tion in her life had aged and tamed her down greatly: it is difficult to believe how quickly she 342 THK I\X lost her ^ood looks, liow she l4^c^v clishcai'teiicd and low-spirited. . . . ''And how did it ail (.iid ;■ " -the I'eadei- will ask. Thus: Xai'iin, after haviuf^- eondueted his hiisi- iiess successfully for fifteen years, sold his inn on proHtahle terms to a })etty hur<''her. ... He never would have j)arted with his house if the following apparently insignificant incident had not occurred: two mornings in succession his dog. as it sat in front of the windows, howled in a pro- longed and mournful manner; on the second oc- casion he went out into the street, gazed atten- tively at the howling dog, shook his head, set off for the town, and that very day agreed on the price with a petty hurgher, who had long heen trying to purcha.se his inn. ... A week later he dei)arte(l for some distant j)lace — out of the Cxovernment, — and what think you!' that \'ery night the inn was hurned to the ground: not even a kennel remained intact, and Xaum's successor was reduced to l)eggary. The reader can easily imagine what I'umoui's arose in the neighI)our- hood eoncei'uing this eonflagration. . . . Kvi- dently he carried his " luck ' away with him, all declared. ... It is rej)uite(i tjiat he engaged in the <>iain i)usi?iess, and hecame verv wealth\'. Hnl was it \'ny long;' ( )tiier e(|ually firm pillars ha\e fallen prone, and sooner or later a had i\vvi\ has a had ending. li Hi THE IX N It is not wortli ^\ hile to say much about Liza- veta Prokhorovna: she is alive to this day, and as often happens witli j)eople of that sort, she has not changed in the least; she has not e\en aged much, hut only seems to have grown more lean; moreover, her ])enuriousness has increased to an extreme degree, although it is ditticult to undei'- stand for whom she is always hoarding, since she has no children, and is related to no one. In con- versation she frequently alhides to ^Vki'm, and avers that ever since she discovered all his fine qualities, she has come to cherish a great respect for the Russian peasant. Kirillovna has pur- chased her freedom from Lizaveta Prokhorovna for a considerable sum and has mari'ied, for love, some fair-haired young butler or other, at \\']iose hands she endures bitter torture; Avdotya is liv- ing, as of yore, in the woman's wing of Lizaveta Prokhorovna's house, but has descended several rungs lower, dresses very poorly, almost filthily, and retains not a trace of the cityfied afi^Vctations of the fashionable maid, or the hal)its of a well- to-do landlady. . . . Xo one takes any notice of hei-, and she herself is glad that they do not; old Petrovitch is dead, but Akim is still roving on l)ilgi-images — and (iod alone knows how much longer he is destined to wander! 3U FATHERS AND CHILDREN (1861) '-M FATHERS AND CHILDREN WKLL, PioU-r Is aiiytlnii^- to I)l- slt-ii yet? " iiKliiired a ^eiitleinaii a little onxp f'ortv years oi' a<^v, in a dusty coal and checked trou- sers, on May 'iOth. 18.39. as lie emerged hatless upon the low ])oreh of a i)osting-stati()n on the * * * higlnvav. of his servant, a chuhl)v-faee(l young- fellow, w ith whitish down on his chin, and small, dull eyes. The servant, whose every eharaeteristie — tlie tunnioise car-ring in his car, and his pomaded, party-coloured hair, and the nrhane movements of his hodv, — evervthing, in a word, — hetraved a man of tlie newest, ])ei-fected generation, gazed condescendingly along the road, and replied: " Nothing at all, sir, is to he seen."' " Is nothing to he seen!' '" repeated the gentle- man. Nothing is to he seen," re})licd the ser\ant, for the second timi'. His master sighed, and seated himself on the l)ench. Let us make the reader accjuainted with him, while he sits there, with his feet tucked ii|) under him. and ga/ing thought full\- .-n-niuid him. FATHERS Ay^D CHILDKEX His name is Xikohii Petrovitcli Kirsanoll". ^Vt a distance of fifteen versts ' from the posting-sta- tion, he has a fine estate of two hundred souls, or— as he is in tlie habit of expressing it since he por- tioned off* to the peasants their huul and set uj) a " farm " — of two thousand desyatinas - of land. His father, a figliting general of 1812, able to read and write onlV indifferently, coarse, but not vicious, a Russian man, had toiled hard for a live- lihood all his life, had commanded first a brigade, then a division, and had lived uninterrui)tedly in the rural districts, where, by virtue of his rank, he had played a fairly ])rominent part. Nikolai Petrovitcli had been born in the south of Russia. like his elder brothei- Pavel, of whom we shall speak hereafter, and had been reared, uj) to liis fourteenth year, at home, sin-rounded by cheaj) tutors, free-and-easy but obsecpiious adjutants, and other regimental and staff' officei-s. His mo- ther, froju the family of tlie Kolya/ins. called -^Vgathc as a young girl, and as Madame the wife of the (General, Agafoklea Kn/minishna Kirsa- noff*, belonged to the category of " masterfid- conmianderesses," — wore sumptuous caps and rustling silken gowns, went up first to kiss the cross in church, talked loudly and much, admitted her children to kiss her hand every morning, made the sign of the cross in blessing over them at night, ' Ten miles.— Translatob. ^ A clesyatina equals J. 70 acres. — Traxslatok. FA'iMi i<:hs AM) (II iij)in<:\ - ill a word, led an iiijoyal)!*.' life. In liis (juality of son of a o'eneral, Xikolai Pctmvitcli, although hv not onh' \\a.s not distiiio-in'shcd foi- coiiram'. hut had (Mil earned the nieknaine of a little eouard. was forced, like his hrother Pa\el, to eiitei- the military sei-\ iee: hut he hroke his le^- the vvvv da\' that the ne\\ s of his appoinliiieiil an-i\e(l, and. after l\in<^- in l)ed lor two months, remained a " limoN' " for the rest of his life. 1 1 is father ii'Jive up all ho])e of him, and allowed liini to enter the eivil serviee. He took him to Petei-shui-^-, as soon as he was eighteen, and placed him in the nni- vcrsitv. His hrothei-, hv the wa\', oradiiatcd into the (Guards as an officer, just ahont that time. Tlie yoiin(»- men he^an to Ii\e together, in one .set of lod<)in«>s, under the remote super\ision of a ^■rand-uncle on their mothci-'s side, Ilya Kolyazin, an im|)ortant official, 'i'hcii- father went l)ack to Ills division and to his spou.se, and oidy occasion- ally sent to his .sons l)!^- (juarto sheets of grey pa- per, scrawled ovei- in a hold, clei'kly script. A\ the end of these (juarto sheets, carefully cncii-cled hy " cui-ly-cues," flaunted the woi-ds: " ri(')tr Kirsanofl'. ^fajor-CTencral."" In 1S;J.') Xikolai Pe- trovitch n-raduated from the iini\ei-sity with the degree of candidate, and. in. tliat same year, .(rcn- ci-al Kirsanoff. having heen |)ut on the retired li.st for an unsuccessful review, arrived in Petersburg ^vith his wife, \\ith the iiitejition of li\in<>- there. He was on the point, of hii'lng a house near the Mr FATIIKKS AM) CIIILDKKX Tauris Garden/ and joining the English Chib, w hen he suddenly died of apoplexy. Agafoklea Kuzniinishna speedily followed him: she eould not get aceustonied to the dull life of the eapital; the grief of her j)osition on the retired list worried her to death. In the meantime. Nikolai Petro\'iteh had sueeeeded. already during the lifetime of liis j)arents, and to their no small ehagrin, in falhng in love with the daughter of an offieial named l^re])ol6vensky, the former landlord of his lodg- ings, a jjretty and, it was said, a well-edueated young girl : she read the serious articles, under tlie dei)artment labelled " Science," in the new's- papers. lie married her, as soon as the period of mourning was over, and quitting the Ministry of the Imperial Appanages, where he had been entered through the influence of his father, he en- joyed felicity with his 31asha, first in a villa near the Forestry Institute, then in town, in a tinv and j)retty aj)artment Avith a clean staircase and a ]-ather cold drawing-room, and, at last, in the coun- try, where he definitively settled down, and where a son, Arkady, was shortly born to him. The hus- l)and and wife lived very well and (luietly: they were hardly ever separated — they read togethei-. ])layed four-handed ])ieces together on the piano, ^ The Tauris Garden, i)art of wliicli is open to tiie jjublio in summer, lies in a j^ood residential (juarter of the town, attached to the Tauris Palace. The latter was built in 17S:} by the F,mi)rcss Katharine II. for Prince Pat yom kin, after his conquest of the Crimea. It was .soon bought back, at Patyoinkin'c death, by the Crown. — Tii vvsi.atou. 6 1 A III EUS AM) ( IIII,I)UK\ sang (liR'ts; she planted lloucrs, and .sii[)cr\ iscd the poultry-yard; he went Imntino on laix- (xr;i- sions, and i-f\- in tin- course oC a lew weeks: hi' ef)ntenij)late(l going' ahroad, for the purj)()se of di\ c-i-ting his mind . . . hut the year '48 arrived at this juuctui-e willv-nill\-. he returned to the country, and after a I'ather prolonged season of inaeti\ itv he undei-- took agrienltui-al ret'oi-nis. In the yeai- IS.").), he took his son to tlu- nnixersity: he s|)int three win- tei-s with lilni in Petershui'g, going out hai'dly at all, and endeavouring to strike uj) ae([uaintance with Arkady's youthful conu-ades. He was un- ahle to come for the last w inter, — and here we ])e- hold him. in ^lav of the year 18.59, already com- • • • pletely grey, plump, and lather stooping: he is awaiting his son, who, like himself in years gone hy. has graduated \\ ith the degree of candidate. The servant, out of a sense of decorum, and possihly also hecause he did not wish to irmain undei- his master's eye. stei)|)e(l under the gate- arch and lighted his |)i|)e. \ikolai Fetrdvitch hung his head, and hegan to stai-c at the decrepit stei)sof the porch; a large, piehald chicken stalked l)om|)ously past him. with a sturdy thud of its hig. yellow feet; a hcspattcred eal staled at him in hostile w ise, as she crouched urindy on the rail- 7 FATHKIJS AM) CIIILDIJKX iiig. 'V\k- Sim NViis burning- hot: from tlie liall- (lark anteroom of the posting-station an odour of warm rye bread was wafted. Our Nikolai Petro- A'iteh fell into a i-everie: " Son . . . earuhdate .... Ai'kjisha . . . ." kept incessantly eireling thi'ough his brain : he made an effort to think of something' else, and again reverted to the same thoughts, lie called to mind his dead wife. ..." She did not live to see this day!" he whispered mournfully. . . . . ^V fat, (lark-))lue pigeon flew down into the road, and liastily betook itself to the puddle be- side the well, to drink. Nikolai Petrovitch began to stale at it, but his ear already caught the I'umble of approaching wheels. " I think they are coming, sir," announced the servant, ])0])ping out from under the gate. Nikolai Petrovitch sprang to his feet, and strained his eyes along the road. ^V tarantas made its ap])earance, drawn by a troika of post- ing-horses: in the tarantas there was a gleam of the band of a student's cap, the familiar outline of a beloved face. " Arkasha! Arkasha! " shouted Kirsanoff, and started on a run. flourishing his arms A few moments latei", his ii|)s were glued to the beardless, dusty, and sunburnt cheek of the young candidate. 8 II " Let me shake myself, papa," — said Arkady, in a A'oice that was rather hoarse from the ioiirnev, hut ringing- and youtliful, cheerily responding to his father's caresses, — " I am dauhing tliee all over. ' " Never mind, never mind," Nikolai Petrovitch repeated again and again, with a smile of emotion, and lie administeird a couple of hlows with his liand on the coUar of liis son's cloak and on his own overcoat. — " Let me look at thee, let me look at tliee," he added, sle|)ping off, hut immediately strode toward the ])()sting-station with hasty steps, reiterating: " Here, come along, come along, and let us have horses as speedily as possihle. ' Xikohii Petrdvitcli apj)eare(l to he far more agitated than iiis son: it was as tiiough he were somewliat hewildered, as tliough he were intimi- (hited. Arkady st()))ped him. " Papa," lie said, " allow me to introtluce to thee my good friend JJazarof!', of whom I have so often >\ritten to thee. He has heen so amiable as to consent to pay us a visit." i) FATllKKS AXD ClULDREX Nikolai PctroN itcli wheeled swiftly i-ouiid, and stepping up to a man of lofty stature, in a long ])easant's overcoat \\ ith tassels, who had only just alighted from the tarantas, he warndy shook the bare, red hand which the man did not immediately offer him. " 1 am heartily glad," he began, — " and grate- ful to vou for your kind intention to visit us: J hope . . . Permit me to inquire your name and patronymic^ " " Evgeny \'asilitch," — replied Bazaroff, in a languid but manly voice, and turning down the collar of the peasant coat, he displayed his entire face to Nikolai Petrovitch. I^ong and thin, with a broad forehead, a nose which was flat at the top and pointed at the tip. with large, greenisli eyes, and pendent sidewhiskers of a sandy hue. it was rendered animated by a calm smile, and expressed self -confidence and cleverness. " I trust, my dearest Evgeny A'asi'litch. that you will not be bored with us," — M'ent on Nikolai Petrovitch. I^-r/jiroff"s thin lii)s nioxcd slightly: but he made no leply. and merely lifted his caj). His dark-blond hair, long and thick, did not conceal the huge })rotuberances of his ample skull. " Well, what are \ve to ' inaslers hand, l)iit had merely howed to him from a distanee, again van- ished inside the gate. I am liere with a calasji. ])iit there are three horses tor thy tarantas," said Xikohii Petrovitch hastily, w hile Arkady was drinking water out of .•in iron dippei' hronght hy the keepei* of the post- ing-station, and Hazarott' lighted his ])ipe and ste])ped u]) to the postilion, who was unharnessing Ills horses. — '' The ealash has only two seats, and 1 do not know how thy friend . . . ." " He will diixe in the tarantas," — interrupted Arkady, in an undertone. — " Please do not stand on ceremony with him. lie's a splendid young fellow, so sim])le. — thou wilt see." Nikolai Petrovitehs eoaehman ])rought out the liorses. "Come, turn round, Thiekheard! " — said I5a- '/.iiroft' to the postilion. "Dost hear, Mitiiikha, |)ut in another pos- tilion, who was standing near, with his hands thrust into the real" slits of his sheepskin eoat, — " what the gentleman eallcd thee:f 'I'hieklieard it was. 11 FA^III^1^S AXl) CIIILDUKX Mitii'iklia merely shook liis eap, and drew the reins from the sweating shaft-horse. " Be quick, he (jiiiek. my hids. lend a hand." — exclaimed Xikohii Petrovitch. — '' and xoii '11 «>ct somet]iinos- sible to conceal the fact, and, in the second, thou art well aware that I have always entertained j)e- culiar j>rinciples u ith le^ard to the relations be- tween father and son. Hut. of course, thou wilt have a ri<^ht to condemn me. At my a^e .... In a \\i)V(\ . . . that . . . that youn^- girl, ol" whom thou hast, in all prohahijity, alread\' heard . . ." Fenitchkaf ' asked Aikady easily. Nikolai Petrovitch flushed. -" Please do not mention her name aloud. . . . Well, yes . . . she is now Ii\ ing with me. I ha\f lodf^-cd her in my house .... there were two small rooms there. Ilowevei-, that can Ix- changed." " And why. pray, pa|)a' " Thy friend is to visit thee . . it is awkward . . ."' " Please do not worry thyself, so far as Ha- zaroff is concerned. He is al)Ove all that sort of thing." " \\'ell. tlioti ... in short," — said Xikohii Petn'»- 17 FATHERS AND ClllLDKEN vitch. — " the small wing is in a sorry state — that 's the ditficLiltv." " Upon my word, papa,"' — interpolated xVr- ktidy, — " thou wouldst seem to be making apolo- ii'ies; art thou not ashamed of thyself^ " " Of eourse, I ought to be ashamed of myself," — replied Nikolai Petroviteh, growing more and more crimson in the face. " Enough, papa, — enough, please," — Arkady smiled affectionately. " What is there to apolo- gise for! " he thought to himself, and a sensation of condescending tenderness toward his kind, gentle father, mingled with a feeling of a certain superiority over him, filled his soul. — " Stop, please," — he repeated once more, involuntarily enjoying the consciousness of his own progres- siveness and freedom. Nikolai Petroviteh cast a look at him from be- neath the fingers of the hand with which he con- tinued to rub his forehead, and something stung him at the heart. . . . But he immediately took himself to task. " Here is where our fields begin,"— he said, after a long silence. " And that is our forest, yonder ahead, 1 think? " — in(iuired ^Vrkady. " Yes, it is ours. Only, I have sold it. It will be felled this year." "Why didst thou sell itT' 18 1\\ Til KKS AM) C HIL1;HIA 1 lU't'drd IIk' money: ami. l)c.si(l- hoy, that the lattei' enihiaeed him onee more. We ha\e not mneli t'in'tlier to ^^o now," — re- marked Nikolai l\'ti-(')\ iteli, " w c- ha\c only to ascend yonder hill, and the house will he visihie. We are ^oin^' to <»et on tonethei' splendidly, Ar- kasha: thou slialt help me with the farming-, it' it does not ])ore thee. Wc must heconie intimate with each otlier now ; we must know each other well, must we not ^ " "Of course," — .said Ai-kTuly: "hut what a ma«'"niticent day this is I" "It is in hoiioni'of thy arri\al. dear heart. Vcs, it is s])rin<4- in all its ^loi-y. Hut I a^ree with l^i'ishkin — do.sdr thou rememher, in " Kv;i(l i> ih\ coiiiiii^ to inc, Sprino-, spriii;^-. tlic time of 1()\»! How . . . ." " Arkiidy! " ran<4 out lia/ai-off's xoice from the tarantcis: -" send me a maich. I have no /neans of liLi'htini^' my l)ip' ■ Nikolai Petrdvitch relapsed into silence, and Ark.'ldy. who had he^tni lo list en to him. not w ith- oiil a certain snr])rise. hut also not without s\ m- ■Jl FATHERS AND CIIILDREX ])athy, liastened to ])ull a silver niatcli-box from his pocket and despatch it to Bazaroff by I'iotr. ■ \\'ilt thou have a ciijar? " — sliouted BazaroiF a^ain. " Hand it over," — replied .Vrkady. Piotr returned to the calasli, and handed him, in company with the matcli-box, a thick, black cigar, which Arkady immediately lighted, dis- seminating about him such a strong and acrid odour of rank tobacco that Nikolai Petrovitch, who had never smoked in his life, involuntarily — though unperceived, in order not to oiFend his son — turned away his nose. A quarter of an hour later, both carriages drew up at the steps of a new wooden house, j^ainted grey, and covered with a red iron roof. This was Marino, also Xovaya-Slobodka; or. according to the peasants' name for it, Bobyly-Khutor.' ^ Nocayn-Slobodka, Xew Suburb: Bobyly-Kliutor, Lar>dless rarni.— - Tkansi.ator. 22 \y No tlirong of liouse-scrvaiits ))()iir(1 forth ti|)ori the porch to uclcoinr tlic mastci-s: thr only ])cr.son who sliowed herself was a httle ••irl ol' twelve, and in hei' \\akc tiiei'e enier<»e(l i'roin Hit house a youn^' lad who hoi-e a strong resenil)lane(.' to l^iotr, elad in ;i ^rev, livery round jacket, witli Nvhite arniouried huttons, the sev\ant of l'a\ el Pe- trovitch Kirsanof!'. He silently oj)ened the door of the calash, and unhuttoned the apron of the tarantjis. Nikolai l*etn')vitch. with his son and ]^a/jiroff*, walked through a dark and almost empty hall,' IVom hehind whose door the\ c-au^ht a rieetin^' <»lim|)se of a youn<^'. feminine lace, to the (^ra^^■in•»•-rooIll. which was aliead\ I'ninished in the latest taste. Hei'c \\'e ai"e at home." -said Nikolai l*eti"(')- vitch, remoN in^' his cap. and shakin<^' l)ack his hail". --" Tlie chief tiling' now is to haxc sii|)|)rr and to rest." 1 1 I'eally would not he a had idea to ha\ i- some- thin^" to eat." rem;iikcd Razaroff. stretchinu' himself, and drop|)in<4' dow n on a couch. ^'es, yes. ser\e sup|)ei' ;is (jiiickK as possihic." ' Tin- " liall " i-- ;i I -I II 1 1 hi I i.'i I ion ni music nHiiii, l>.ill-ri«>m. .iikI |i|;i\ - r\ itch KirsanofV. In uppearanee, he was ahonl I'ortN -live ycais ol' a^c: liis elosely-eli|)[)ed ^rey haii" shaded iration. upward, away from the earth, which generally disaj)pears after the twentieth year. Pavel Petrovitch drew from the pocket of his trousei's his heautifnl hand with its long, rosy nails, which seemed still more heauti- fnl fVom the snow-whiteness of his en ft' huttoned with a single large opal, and ga\c it to his nephew. IIa\ ing accomj)lishe(l the |)reliminaiy Kin'opean " shake-hands," he- exchangid three kisses w ith liim, in llnssian fashion, that is to say. he thrice touched his cheek with his perfumed moustache, — and said: " Welcome! " Nikolai I'etn'witch introduced him to Hazjiroft': Pavel Petnnitch slightly Ik nl his suj)j)le form, and slireat (leak Nikolai I'etrovitch narrated various anecdotes from his farmer's life, as lie ex- ])ressed it, discussed the imj)en(ling administra- tive measures, committees, delegates, the necessity of introducing machinery, and so forth. Pavel ]V'trovitch paced slowly to and fro in the dining- 26 FATIIKKS AM) C IIIl.DHKN room (lie mc\ c r siipiK-d), oiicr in a wliilr taking a sip from liis \\ iii<.--^la.ss filled witli it' man when he has jnst eeased to he- a child and has returned to the i)lace whei'c i)eo|)le lia\c been accustomed to .see him and re^ai'd him as a child. He lengthened out his sj)eeeli unneces- sarily, avoided the word ' ])ai)a, " and once he even suj)ersede(l it with the word " father," — emitted, it is true, thr()u<»h his teeth; with supei'tluously free and easy mannei-, he j)oured out into his ••lass a great deal more wine than he wanted, and di'ank the wliole of it. l*rok('>fiteh ne\er look his eyes off him. and mei'ely made a chewing movement with his li|)s. They all separated immediately after supi)er. " 'I'hat unek' oC thine is a (jiieer soii of fish. — said Ha/ai'off to Arkady, sitting- down in his (lressing-goN\ n heside him on his hed, and siK'kmg away at a shoi't jtipe. " ()ne can I lulp thitd"()t to sleej). 'I'lie relni-n of his son had excited Xikoliii Petrdvitch. He went to hed, hnt did not extini»insh his eandle, and })ropping his head on his hand, he indnlged in a prolonged reverie. His hrother sat in his stndy nntil lon^ after midnight, in a capacious (iamhoft* ' easy- ehair, in front of the fireplace, in which liard coal was faintly smouldering. Pavel Petrovitch had not undressed himself, but had merely replaced his low ])atent-leather pumps with red Chinese slippers without heels. He held in his hands the last number of GaJl^Udii'i , hut he did not lead it; he stared intently into the grate, where the bluish flame ftiekered, now dying down, now flashing uj) .... God knows where his thoughts were roaming, but thev were not n)aming in the ])ast alone: the expression of his face was concenfratecr and gloomy, which is not the case when a man is en- grossed in memories only. And in a c'iny rear room, on a large coffer, sat the young woman, Fe- • .V wdl-known cabinet-maker of that period. —Tbavsi.atoh. •20 1 ATIIKHS AM) CIIILDKKX iiitclika, in a sky-blue short jacket,' witli a white kerchief thrown over lier dark liair, and alter- nately listened, dozed, and stared at the door, whicli stood ajar, beyond wliich a child's })ed was visible, and the even breathing of a slee])in<^" child was audible. ^ Literally a "soul-wanner ": a uackled peasant-jaeket, eilli 1 FATllKKS AM) ClllLDKEX " AVhat (losi thou want frogs for, master?" one of the httle hoys asked him. " Why, I'or tliis," — re])he(l Bazaroff, wlio pos- sessed a sj)ecial faculty for inspiring the lower classes with confidence in him. altliough he never indulii'cd tliem, and treated them carelessly: — " I 'm going to split the frog open, and see what is going on inside of it: and as thou and 1 are exactly like frogs, exce})t that we walk on our legs, then I shall also know what is going on inside of us." " But what dost thou Avant to know that for? " " In order that T may not make mistakes, if thou shouldst fall ill and I had to cure thee." " Art tliou a doctur? " ^ " Yes." " Dost hear, Vaska, the gentleman says that thou and I are just the same as frogs. Won- derful!" " I 'm afraid of them, of frogs," — remarked Vaska, a lad of seven, witli a liead as wliite as fiax, clad in a grey kazak coat with a standing collar, and harefooted. " AVliat is tliere to he afraid of (* they don't bite, do they? " " Come, now, liop into the water, you ])liil()s- ophers," — said Hazaroif. Ill the meantime, Nikolai I'ctnnitcli had also waked up. and had l)etaken himself to Arkatly, ' riic jit-asaiit pronunciation. — Traxsi.atou. 32 rATIIKKS AM) ( IIII.DKKX whom lio fouiul (hvsscd. l-'atlici- and son went out on \hv vn-nnda. iMi(kr tiic slultci- of tlit- awning: t'losf to llic lailiims. on a lalilc iM'twcrn l)ii>' hnnclics of lilacs, tin- sani()\ar was ali(a(l\- hnl)- l)liiig'. A little Li,irl made lici- appcai'ancc the saiiK' one who lind liccii tlic liist to inert llic ti'a\illci's on the porch ;iiid said in a siifiJl voice: " Feodosya Xikoliicvna docs not feci (juite well, and cannot come: she ordered me to ask yon. wlicthcr yon will ponr tea for Nonrschcs. oi* shall slic send Dnnyiisiia :" " I will |)oni- it myself, myself,"— Nikolai l*e- trdvitcli cani>lit her up hastily. " How dost tlion take thy tea, Arkady, — with cream oi* with lemon :" " ' With cream," — replied Arkady, and aftei- a hrief panse he ejaculated: — " l*apa! " Nikolai l^etrdvitch looked at his son with dis- comfiture. — " AN'hatif " — he said. Arkady (lrop])ed his eyes. " Kxcnse me, papa, if my (juestion seems to thee improper." he heoan; 'hut thou, thyself, 1)V thv frankness \esterda\, hast challent'ed me to frankness .... thou wilt not he angi-y I" ...."* ^>peaK on. '' Thou givest me holdness to ask thee. . . Is n t Fen ... is n't it hecanse I am hcie that she is not coming' to |)o\n- the tea !* Nikolai l*etr(')\ itch tuined slightly aside. FATIIKKS AM) ClIll.DKKX " PtThaps." — he said at last, — " slic supposes . . . she is ashamed . . . ." Arkadv swit'th- tinned his eves on his I'atlier. • • • " 'IMiei'e is no neeessity for lier to i'eel ashamed. In thi' first plaee, tlion art aecpiainted with my manner of tli()u<^ht " ( Ai-kad\- louiid it extremely pleasant to nttei- these words) : " and. in the see- ond place, have 1 the desire to interfere, hy so much as a hair's-hreadth, with thy life, thy hahits? Moreover, I am convinced, that thou eouldst not make a had choice: if thou hast permitted her to live under one roof \\'ith thee, she must be worthy of it; in any case, the son is not his father's judge, and in partienlai- T — and in ])articnlar of such a fathei-, who, like thyself, has never restricted my freedom in any res[)ect whatever." ' Arkady's voice had trembled at first: he felt that he was magnanimous, but, at the same time, he understood that he was delivering something in the nature of an exhortation to his father; but the sound of his own speech acts ])owerfully on a man, and Arkady uttered his closing words firndy, even effectively. " Thanks, Arkasha," — said Nikolai retrovitch in a dull tone, and again his fingers strayed over his eyebro\\-s and his foi-ehead. — " 'I'hy assum])- tions really are correct. Of course, if that girl were not worthy . . . This is not a fickle fancy. It is not easy for me to talk to thee about this; l)ut thou understandest that it was difficult for 34 FATIIKKS AM) CIIILDKKX ]ier to conic liitlicr, into lliy |)rcscMcc, especially on tlic first day ol" lliy lionic-coniin^-." In that case, I w ill ^o to licr myself," — cried Arkady, with a fresh impulse of magnanimous sentiments, and he jumped u|) from the talde.— I will explain to her that she has no I'ause to feel ashamed hel'ore me." Nikolai Petrovitch rose also. Arkady, '—he he^an, *' |)lease . . . how is it possihle . . . there .... 1 have not forewarned thee . . . ." Hut Arkiidy was no lon*4"er listening- to him, and had (juitted the veranda. Xikolai Petrovitch looked after him, and sank down on his ehaii- in confusion. His hcai't heat violently. . . . W'hethei- it was that, at that moment, tlir iiie\ itahle strange- ness of the future relations hetween him and his son presented itself to him, or that lie i-ceoonised the fact that Arkady would liaxc sliow n almost more res])eet I'oi' him iiad \\c imt toiiclkd on tlial matter at all, or whether he was i-e|)i-oaehiii;4 liim- self \\\[\\ weakness — it would he dinicult to say: all those feeliui^s were w itliin him. hut in the shape of sensations - and not eleai- sensations, at that: hut the ttush did not iea\(' his faei', and his heart heat violently. llastv footstej)s hecame audihU. and Arkady cmergi'd upon the \"ei*and;i. " \\'e h;i\«' iii;id( ac(juaintanee, t';ither! " he cried, w it li ;in expres- sion of affeetionate and amiahle liiumpli on his FATHERS AXD CHILDREN face. — " Feodosva Xikolaevna really is not very well to-day, and will come later. But why didst not thou tell me that I had a brother? I would have given him a good kissing yesterday evening, as I have done just now." Nikolai Petrovitch tried to say something, tried to rise and hold out his arms. . . Arkady threw himself on his neck. " What 's this? Hugging each other again? " — rang out Pavel Petrovitch's voice behind them. Father and son were equally delighted at his appearance at that moment: there are touch- ing situations, from which, notwithstanding, one wishes to escape as promptly as possible. "Why art thou surprised? " — said Nikolai Petrovitcli merrily. — " I liave been longing for Arkasha for ages .... I have n't yet had a chance to stare my fill at him since yesterday." " I 'm not surprised in the least," — remarked Pavel Petrovitch: — " I 'm even not disinclined to give him a liug myself." Arkady step])ed u]) to liis uncle, and again felt on his cheeks the touch oi" his perfumed mous- tache. Pavel Petrovitch seated himself at the table. He wore an elegant morning costume, in English fashion; his head was adorned ^vith a tiny fez. This fez and his carelessly knotted tie hinted at the freedom of country life; but the stiff shirt - collar — not white, it is ti'ue, but coloured, as is 36 1 A'rni<:i{s wn ( ii i i,i)in:\ proper lor a inoriiiti<4' loiKl iiiipingcd upon tlic wt'll-sliaved cliio ^\ith its Iiahilual implacal)ilily. '' A\'1r'|-(' is tliy IU'^\ t'ricnH?"- lie asked i\r- kady. " IK' is iiol III llif I louse; lie «4cii( ralK rises early and ^oes oft' somewliere. Tlie elm f point is, tlial one Ui^ci] ))ay no alteiition to Iiiiii: lie is not t'ond of ceremony." " Yes, tliat Is evident." Pavel l*etr6vitcli be- <^an, in a leisurely way, to s})read ])utter on his ])read. " Is lie ^'oing" to make tliee a lon!iat sort of person is ]SIr. Ha/Jiroft' himself f " he asked, \\ith pau.ses between the words. '' \\'hat .sort of person is Bazaroff :* " Ar- O/ 1 A'riiKKs AM) ciiiij)in<:x kiiclv laiiL>liL'cl. — " Would vou like to have ine tell you, my dear uncle, what sort of jierson he is? " " Pray do, my dear nephew." " lie is a nihilist." " What? " — asked Nikolai Peti'oviteh : and Pavel I'etroviteh elevated liis knife, with a hit of huttei' stieking to the hiade. in the aii\ and re- mained motionless. " lie is a nihilist," — repeated Arkady. " A nihilist," said Xikolai Petroviteh.— " That eomes from the liatin niJiil . nothing, so Car as I can jud«Je; eonse(|uently, that word desig- nates a man who . . . who reeotj-nises nothin*4-. " " Say: ' who respects nothing.' " — put in Pavel Petrovitcli, and devoted himself once more to his Initter. " Who treats everything from a critical point of view," — remarked Arkady. "And isn't that exactly the same thing?" — incjuired Pavel Petroviteh. " Xo, it is not exactly the same thing. A nihil- ist is a man who does not how hefore any au- thority whatever, mIio does not accept a single l)rinciple on faith, with whatever respect that l)rinciplc may he environed." "And dost thou think that is a good thing:' " — interrupted Pavel PetrcSvitch. " That depends on Avho it is, dear uncle. It is all right for one man, and very bad for another." " ^'on do?rt say so. Well, I perceive that that 88 1 ArUKT^S AND CINLDHKN is not 111 our line. \\ v people ol' tlie old scliool assume tlial, witlioul p|-iMei|)les " |l*;t\(l l*et!-('>- vitcii |)ronoiiiiee(l lliis woid sol'tly. in Hie I-'reneli stvlc. .\rkii'cnerak hnt wc will content ourselves with adniirin*'- the Messrs. what do you call it? " " The nihilists," — said Arkjidy w ith much dis- tinctness. " Yes. They used to be TIegelists, and now they arc nihilists. Let us see, how you will exist in the vacuum, in the atmosj)heric expanse; but now, be so o-ood as to rin«4' the bell, brother, Niko- lai l*ctro\itch, it is time for me to drink my cocoa." Nikolai Petrovitcb rang", and .shouted: " l)un- yasha!" Hut, instead of Dunyasha, Fenitchka lier.seli' made her aj)pcarance on the veranda. She was a young woman of three and twenty, all white and soft, with dai*k bail' and eyes, red, child- ishly-j>lum]) lii)s, and tender hands. She wore a neat ])rint gown: a new . iight-i)lue kerchief rested lightly on hei- j>lumj) shoulders. She carrieil a large cuj) of cocoa, and setting it dow n in front of Pavel IVtrovitcb, becanu- covered with con- I'usion : the liot blood diffused itself in a crimson 31) FATHERS AXD CHIT.DREX flood bcneatli the delicate skin of her pretty face^ She dr()pj)ed her eyes, and remained stan(hng be- side tlie table, liglitly resting upon it the very tips of her fingers. She seemed to be ashamed of hav- ing come, and, at the same time, she felt, ap- parently, that she had a right to come. Pavel Petrovitch knit his brows sternly, and Nikolai Petrovitch was overwhehiied with con- fusion. " Good morning, Fenitchka," — he muttered through his teeth, " Good morning, sir," — she rej^lied, in a sonor- ous but not loud voice, and, casting a sidelong glance at Arkady, who bestowed a friendly smile on her, she softlv withdrew. She walked with a slight waddle, but it suited her. Silence reigned on the veranda for the space of several minutes. Pavel Petrovitch sipped his cocoa, and suddenly raised his head. — " Here is Mr. Nihilist about to favor us with his company," — he said, in an undertone. And, in fact, Razaroff was coming through the garden, striding across the flower-beds. His linen coat and trousers were spattered with mud; a clinging marsh plant encircled the crown of his old, round hat; in his right hand he grasped a small bag; in the bag some live creature was squirming. He rapidly a])proached the veranda, and nodding his head, he said: — " Good morning, gentlemen ; excuse me for being late to tea ; I will 40 FA'I'HI'Jrs AM) C IIILDHKX Ik- hjick an to talk about the farming operations, and the new overseer, who had cojuc to him on the previous day to complain that iahourci- J/'oma was " de- baucheering " and was incoiTigiblc. "Tie's a regular .1^]sop." he said, among otlier things: " he has ])rotested cxciywhei-e that he is a bad man; after he has ]i\ ed a while longer, he 11 get rid of his folly." 41 VI Bazaroff returned, sat down at the table, and began hastily to drink tea. Both brothers stared at him in silence, while Arkady glanced stealth- ily, now at his father, now at his uncle. " Have you walked far from here? "—asked Nikolai Petrovitch at last. " You have a small swamp yonder, alongside the aspen grove. I started up five woodcock; thou mightest shoot them, Arkady." " Don't you shoot? " " No." " Do you occupy yourself with the physical sciences in particular? " — inquired Pavel Petro- vitch, in his turn. " Yes, with physics; with the natural sciences in general." " The Germans, I am told, have made great progress in that department of late." " Yes, the Germans are our teachers in that," — replied Bazaroff carelessly. The word " Germtintzy " Pavel Petrovitch had employed, instead of " nyemtzy," ' by way of irony, which, however, no one noticed. " Have you so high an opinion of the Ger- ^ Nyenu-tz, " the dumb one," (that is to say: a person who cannot talk the laiiuuane of tlic country), is applied to foreigners in general, and Germans in particular. — TaANSi^TOR. 42 FA'III1:HS AM) ( Illl.l)KKX maIls:'" said I'livtl IVtnnitdi. uitli sedulous courtesy. He liad heoiui lo feel a secret iirita- tion. His ai'istoei alie nature was stiired to re- volt hy iia/aroir's perfectly IVee-aiid-easy man- ners. 'I'liat medical man's son was not oid\' not afraid, lie e\X'n i-ej)lied al)ru|)tly and reluctantly, and there was s()nicthin»i' rude, almost insulting-, in the very soiuul of his xoice. " Tile learned men theic air a practical race." ".Just so, just so. Well, you pi-ohahly have not so Uattei-inn" an o|)inion of the Kussian s( •- entists!* " " Prohalily, that is so." " That is very pi-aiseworthy self-renunciation,' — ejaculated IVivel Petrovitch, drawing uj) his fitrure, and throwing his head hack.^" lint how conies it that, as Arkiidy Xikolaiteh was just telling us, you do not recognise any authorities? Do not you helieve in them? " " Hut why should I recognise them? And what should I helieve inf They tell me a fact, and I helieve it, that is all." " Hut do the Germans all speak facts? " — said Pavel Petrovitch, and his face assumed an indif- ferent, distant expression, as though lie had wholly withdi-awn into some height ahove the clouds. " \ot all," replied Ha/;iroH', with a slioi-t yawn, heing, evidently, unwilling to prolong the co?itroversy. I'avel Petr(')vitch daited a glance at Arkadv, 43 FATHERS AND CHILDKEX as mucli as to say: "Thy friend is polite, tlioii must admit that." — " So far as I myself am con- cerned," — he hegan again, not without an effort, — "sinful man that I am, 1 am not fond of the Germans. I am not alluding to the Russian- Germans of course; every one knows what sort of hirds they are. But I cannot stomach the Ger- man-Germans either. Those of former days are well enough; then they had Schiller, I believe, Goetthe ^ly brother here, accords them special favour. . . But now a lot of chemists and materialists have sprung up among them " " A respectable chemist is twenty times more useful than any poet," — interrupted Bazaroff. " You don't say so! " — said Pavel Petrovitch, and barely elevated his eyebrows, exactly as • • • though he were in a doze. — " I suppose that you do not recognise art? " " The art of making money without sensational aids!" — exclaimed Bazaroff, with a scornful sneer. " Exactly so, sir; exactly so, sir. You are pleased to jest. So you reject that? Let us as- sume that you do. That means that you believe only in science? " " I have already told you that I believe in nothing; and wliat is science — science in general? There is science which is a trade, a vocation; but science in the abstract docs not exist." " Very good, sir. A Veil, and in regard to other FATIIKHS AM) ( IIIM)1?KX laws, wliic'li ai'c .■iccrplid in liuiiKiii ixisttiicc. - do you hold the sniuc negative eourse about theniT' " AN lial is tins, a ei'oss-exaiiiiuation !* " iiuiuii'ed Ha/aiofl". I'avel PetroN iteii |)alc(l sliglitly Xikolai Peti-(nit('li regarded it as liis duty to /)oiii in the com ei'sation. ^^)U and 1 will diseuss this suhjeet iiioi'e in detail, soiuetinie, my diai- Kvgeny \'asiliteh: I ^vill leai'u your opinion, and e\j)ress my own. For my own part, I am \ei\v glad that you are devoting yourself to the natural seieuces. I have heard that Liehig has made wonderful diseoveries in regard to fertilising the land. Vou may he able to assist me in my agrieuUural woik: you may he ahle to give me some u.seful advice." " I am at your service, Nikolai I'etrdvitch; hut what have we to do with Liehig I ()ne must fii'st learn the ali)hahet, and then take hold of a hook, but so far we lun e not even set our eyes on xV." " Well, I ])erceive that thou I'eally ai't a ni- hilist," thought Xikoi;ii Petrdviteh. — " Never- theless, permit me to have recourse to you, in ease of lu'cd," — he added aloud.- " ^And now. hro- ther, I think it is timi' Tor us to go and have a talk with the overseer." Pa\(I l\tro\iteh rose Ironi Ins chair. " Vcs,"^ — said he. w itliout looking at ;iny one. — " 't is ;i gi'eat mislni-lunc In li\c thu.^ foi" li\<' FATHERS AND CHILUREX years in the country, at a distance from great minds! One becomes a downright fool. One is endeavoming not to forget what he has learned, when — bang! — it suddenly appears that it is all nonsense, and one is told that sensible folks do not bother themselves anv longer about such fol- lies, and that one is as good as a simpleton who has fallen behintl the times. AVhat is one to do! Evidently, the young folks are really wiser than we are." Pavel Petrovitch wheeled slowly round on his heels, and slowly withdrew; Nikolai Petrovitch followed him. " Well, is he always like that? " — inquired Ba- zaroff coolly of xVrkady, as soon as the door closed behind the two others. " See here, Evgen}^ thy manner toward him has been altogether too abrupt," — remarked Ar- kady. — " Thou hast offended him." " Why, the idea of my coddling these rural aris- tocrats! Why, it 's nothing but self-conceit, the habits of a society lion, foppishness. Come now, he ought to have continued his career in Peters- burg, since that is the cut of his jib. . . . How- ever, God be with him — I wash mv hands of him altogether! I have found a pretty rare specimen of a water-beetle, Diftisciis marginatus — dost thou know it? 1 '11 show it to thee." " I promised to narrate his history to thee," began Arkady. 46 FAl'HKirs AM) ('IIII.l)KKN " The history of the hcclk-r' "Conic, stoj) thai. l<'vMvny. My uncle's his- tory. Tlioii wilt sec that lie is iiol (lie sod of man that tlioii imat^incst. He is more (li'scrvin«»' of pity than of ridicule. '" " I do not dispute that; hut what is it to thee anyhow ? " " \Vc must he just, Ev-e, an(l FATHERS A\D CHILDREN were grey — but tlieir glance, swift and deep, heedless to recklessness, and thoughtful to melan- choly, — was a mysterious glance. There was an unusual gleam about them, even when her tongue was babbling the most idle nonsense. She dressed with elegance. Pavel Petrovitch met her at a ball, danced the mazurka with her, in the course of which she did not utter a single sensible word, and fell passionately in love with her. Being accustomed to conquests, he speedily attained his object in this case also; but the ease of his victory did not chill him. On the contrary, he became still more torturingly, still more firmly attached to this woman, in \\'hom, even when she had given herself irrevocably, there still seemed to linger something intimate and inaccessible, into which no one could penetrate. What it was that nested in that soul,— God only knows! She appeared to be in the grasp of some powers A\'hich were mysterious and unknown even to herself; they played with her as they would ; her limited mind could not reconcile itself to their freaks. . . . Her whole conduct presented a series of incongrui- ties; the only letters which might have aroused the just suspicions of lier husband she wrote to a man who was almost a stranger to her, and her love had a taste of sadness: she neither laughed nor jested with the one whom slie had chosen, and she listened to him, and gazed at him, with surprise. Sometimes, and in the majority 50 I A rill<:KS A\U C IliLUHKX of cases siuKkiily, this siirpi'isr passed ovci- iiiln c-old terror; Ikt lace assuiiu-d a wild and deatli- likc ex|)rt'Ssi()M; she locked herself iij) in lier hed- rooni, and her maid, hy puttin<^- lur cai- to the keyhole, eonld heai- hei- sulxlued so])l)ino-. More than onee, on retnii in*;* home after a tender tryst. Kirsiinoff' fell in liis juait th.d lacerating- and hitter vexation which sprin«»s i.j) in the heai't lifter a decisive failure. " What moic do I want^ " he would ask himself, hut his heart con- tinued to ache. One day he ^ave her a ring with a sphinx carved on the stone. " AX'hat is thisl' " — she asked: — " a sphinx?" " Yes," — lie replied, " and that sphinx is — yourself." I ? " — .she a.sked, and slowly raised her enig- matic eves to his. — "Do \<)u know that is very flattering? " — she added, with an insignificant smile, hut her eyes continued to wear their .strange gaze. IMvel Petrovitch felt heavy at heart even when Princess K . . loved him; but when she grew cold toward him — and this came about rather promptly, he almost went crazy. He tormenteil himself, he raged with jealousy, he gave her no peace, he tagged about everywhere after her; his importunate persecution boicd her. and she went abroad. He resigned I'rom the ser\ ice, despite the entreaties of his friends and the exhortations of his superior otliccrs, and followed the Prin- rATIIKRS AND CIIILDREX cess; he spent four years in foreign lands, now chasing after her, now intentionally losing siglit of her: he was ashamed ol' himself, he was en- raged at his pusillanimity .... hut nothing did any good. Her image, that incomprehensihle, almost ahsurd, hut enchanting image, had en- sconced itself too deeply in his soul. In Baden he someliow resumed liis former relations witli her, and, to all appearances, she had never loved him so passionately . . . but in a month all was at an end; the flame had flared up for tlie last time, and had been extinguished forever. With a foreboding of the inevitable parting, he endeav- oured, at least, to remain her friend, as though friendshi]) \\'ith such a woman were possible. . . . She quietly left Baden, and, from that day forth persistently avoided Kirsanoff. He returned to Russia, tried to take up his old life, but could no longer get into the former track. Like a hunted animal, he wandered from ])lace to place; he still went into society — he had preserved all the habits of a man of the world ; lie could boast of two or three new conquests; l)ut he no longer expected anytliing special of himself, or of others; he un- dertook no enterprises. He grew old, his hair turned grey; it became a necessity with him to sit at the club, to get bitterly bored, to dispute coldly in bachelor society, — which is well known to be a bad sign. As a matter of course, he did not dream of marriage. IVn years passed in tliis 52 FA'l'IIKHS AM) ( IIILDHKN manner, in a coloi-lrss, Jruitkss, swit't. rri^litl'nllx swift i'asliioii. XowIktc docs time lly so raj)i(lly as in Hnssia; it is said llial it Hies still rnoir swiftly in j)iis()n. ( )\\v day, at diiinci- in tlu- clnb, Pavt'l ]^t'tr(')\it{'li heard of Printrss H . . s dcatli. She had died in I'atis. in a condition hoi-dcrin^' :)n insanity. He rose fi-oin the table, and ])aced the rooms of tlie clnh foi- a Umg time, pausing, as tlion^h rooted to the spot, beside the eard- tables, ])nt he did not retnrn liome any earher tlian nsnal. Some time later, he reeeived a ])aeket addressed to him: it eontained the ring whieii he had given to the Prineess. Slie liad drawn lines, in the form of a cross, over the sphinx, and had recjnested that he shonld ])e told that the cross was the solntion of the riddle. This ]iaj)pened m the beginning of 184S. at the very time when Nikolai Petroviteh, having lost his wife, had come to Petersbnrg. Piivel Petroviteh had hardly .seen his brother since the latter had settled down in the conntry; Nikolai Petrovitch's marriage had coincided with tlie verv first davs of Pavel Petrovitch's acciuaintance with the I'rincess. On his retnrn fi"om abroad, he had gone to him. with the intcjition of s])end- ing a con])le of months u ith him. of" admiring his ha])])iness, bnt he had li\ed only one week with him. The ditt'erence in the sitnation of the two ])rothers had ])roved to be too g?-cat. In 1 S 1-8 that diff'erence was lessened: Nikolai Petr6\iteh bad 53 FATHERS AND CIIILDRKX lost his wife, Pavel Petrovitch had lost his mem- ories: after the death of the Princess, he tried not to think of her. But Nikolai retained the consciousness of a life which liad been regularly sj^ent, his son was growing- up before his eyes; Pavel, on the contrary, a solitary bachelor, had entered upon that confused, twilight period, the period of regrets which resemble hopes, of ho})es which resemble regrets, when youth is gone, and old age has not yet come. This period was more difficult for Pavel Petro- vitch than for any other man : having lost his past, he had lost all. " 1 do not invite thee to INIarino now," — Niko- lai Petrovitch said to him one day (he had given his estate that name, in honour of his wife), — " thou wert bored there even during the lifetime of the deceased, but now, I think, thou woiddst perish with irksomeness." " I was still stupid and restless then," — replied Pavel Petrovitch: — "since that time I have calmed down, even if I hiixe not grown any wiser. Now, on the contrary, if thou shouldst invite me, I am ready to settle down in thy house forever." In place of a reply, Nikolai Petrovitch em- braced him; but a year and a half elapsed after this conversation before I'avel Petrovitch made up his mind to put his intention into execution. On the other hand, having once settled down in the country, he did not again leave it, even during 54 FA'rin<:us a\\) c iiildkkx tliosf liirc-c winUrs wliicli Nikolai Pctnn-jtch s])eiit ill Pctcrshiiro- with his son. lie hc^an to read, diicfly in J^nglisli: lie- airanged his whole life, in «>eiirral. on the Kn^lish |)attei-n. i-ai-cly met his nei<>hhoin-s. and went out oidy to the eleetions,' where he mostly held his ton^^ne, oidy oceasionally teasing- and rri,i>htenin^- Hu- old-fashioned «^entiy hy liheral sallies, and not niakino- approaehes to the younger «.ienerati()?». And hoth the f'orinei- and tile latter thought him a han^hty man; and hoth sets of ])eople i-espeeted him for his distin- «^uislied, aristoeratie manners; for the iiimoiii-s of his eoiiquests: heeause lie dressed \ ery well and always oeeupied the ])est room in the hotel; he- eause he dined well, as a rule, and had onee even dined with \\'ellin,nton at Lonis l*hilij)j)e\s; he- eause he always earried ahout with him e\ery- where a real silver toilet set, and a camp hath-tuh; heeause he emitted an odour of some unusual, wonderfully " nohle '" |)ei-fumes; heeause he played whist in a mastei'lv mannei', and always lost; and, in eonelusion, they lespeeted him also heeause of his imj)eeeal)le honesty. The ladies re<>arded him as a faseinatin^- misanthrope, hut he did not eonsort with the ladies. . . . So, now thou sei'st. Kvg'eiiy," — said Ai-kadw at the eonelusio!! of his story, — "how unjustly thou jud^est ol" my unelel 1 will not even men- tion the faet that he- has moii- than once reseued ' .\s Marshal of the Nobility. — Thansl.vtuh. 55 FATIIKKS AM) CIIILDHKX my father from a catastrophe, has given him all his own money, — perhaps thou art not aware that their estate has not been divided, — hut he is glad to lieij) any one, and, among other tilings, he always stands up for tlie peas- ants; it is true that when he talks with them he wrinkles u}) his face and inhales eau de cologne. . . •" " Of course : nerves," — interrupted BazarofF. " Perhaps, only he has a very kind heart. And he is far from stupid. ^Vhat useful advice he has given me .... especially . . . especially about my relations with women." "Aha! He has burnt himself with his own milk, so he blows on other people's water. We know all about that! " "Well, in a word," — went on Arkady: — "he is profoundly unhappy, believe me; it is a sin to despise him." " Well, who despises him? " — retorted Ba- zaroif. — " But I will say, nevertheless, that a man who has staked his whole life on a woman's love, and, when that card was trumped, turned sour and lost heart to such an extent that he be- came incapable of anytliing, — such a man — is not a man, but a male. Thou sayest that he is un- happy — thou knowest best; but all the whims have not gone out of him. I am convinced that he seriously regards himself as a ])ractical man, be- cause he reads that miserable GaUffitaui and 56 FA'IIIl':iirs do; i)iil the foppish little shirt had taken effeet on him: an expres- sion of .satisfaetion emanated from his whole ])lnmp form. Fenitehka liad hron^ht her own liair into order also, and had pnl on lur keivhief in the best ])()ssil)le manner: hut siie miyht as well have remained as she was. ^And, as a matter of faet, is there anytliing- in the world more fas- einating" tlian a yonn*^' and heantifnl motlur w illi a healthy baby in her arms? " AVhat a ehnbhy child," - said l';i\rl 1\- troviteh eondeseendin^ly. and tickled Mftya's double chin with the tij) of the lon^' nail on his forefinger; the ehild fixed his eyes on the canary- bird, and began to laugh. " This is uncle," — said I'enitehka, lu nding her faee over him, and locking him softly, while Dunyjisha (juietly set a 'ighted |)astille on the window-sill, placing a coj)|)cr coin beneath it. "How many months old is he?" — incpiired Pavel Petrdviteh. Six months: tin- seventh nn)nth will begin soon, on the eleventh." 03 FATHERS AND CHILDREN " ^Von't it be the eigliTn, Feodosya Xiko- laevna?" — interposed Dunyasha, not without timidity. " No, the seventh; h(nv is lliat possible! " — The cliild crowed again, fixed his eyes on the chest, and suddenly grasped his mother's nose and lip:; with all five fingers. — " The spoiled child," — said Fenitchka, without removing her face from his fingers. " He resembles my brother," — remarked Pave! Petrovitch. "Whom should he resemble, then?" thought Fenitchka. " Yes," — pursued Pavel Petrovitch, as thougli talking to himself, — '' there is an indubitable like- ness." — He gazed at Fenitchka attentively, al- most sadly. " This is uncle," — repeated she, in a whisper this time. "Ah! Pavel! so thou art here!" — rang out Nikolai Petrovitch's voice suddenly. Pavel Petrovitch hastily wheeled round, and knit his brows; but his brother gazed at him so joyfully, so gratefuJly, tliat he could not do otherwise than respond to liini by a smile. " Thou hast a splendid boy," — he said, and looked at his watch; — " I drop])ed in here about my tea " And, assuming an indifferent expression. P.'ivel Petrovitch immediately left the room. 64 FATIIKirs AND ( IIILDKKX "Did 111' come of liis own Mccoid .^ " Xikohii l\'ti'(')\ itcli asked l-'iiiitclika. Yes, s'w: lie knocked and enteixl." tN'ell, and lias n't Arkjislia Ikiii to see tiiee ■J i> again f " No. ^^'()^d(l iTt it he l)ettei- lor ine to i-emovc to tlie wiiio, Nikolai IVtrovitcli i* " "Why so?" " J am wonderino- whctlicr il would not he hct- ter, at first." " X . . . . no," ai-tiv»ilate(l Nikolai Petrovitch with hesitation, and luhhed his forehead. — " It ouglit to have hecn done hefoiv. . . Good morn- ing, thou fat little hall," — he said, with sudden animatioi:, and approaching the hahy. he kissed him on the cheek; then he hent down a little, and pressed his lips on Fenitchka's hand, which shone white as milk against Mftya's httle i-ed shirt. " Xikohii Petrovitch! what are vou doin"!'" — she stammered, and dropped her eyes, then quietly raised them again. . . . 'IMie exj)ression of her eyes was charming when she ga/ed, as il were, from heneath her hrows, with an afl'ection- ate and somewhat stti])id smile. Xikohii I'etrovitch had heeome ac(|uainted with Fenitchka in the foll(?\\ing manner. One day, three years hefoi-e this time, he had heen ohliged to j)ass the night at a j)osting-station in a distant j)r()vincial town. lie had heiii pleasantly 05 FATITKKS AM) CHILDREN surprised at the cleanliness of tlie n^oni which was assigned to him, and the freslmess of the betl- linen: ''Is not the landlady a (xernian!' " flashed through his mind; but it ai)peared that the house- wife was a liussian, a woman of flftv, neatly dressed, with comely, sensible face and dignifled speech, vie chatted with her over his tea; she pleased him greatly. Nikolai Petrovitch, at that time, had just moved into his new manor-house, and, not wishing to keep serfs about him, was on the lookout for hired servants; the landladj% on her side, complained of the small number of trav- ellers in the town, of hard times; he proposed to her that she should enter his house in the capacity of housekeeper; she accepted. Her husband J'lad been long dead, and had left her with only a daughter, Fenitchka. Two weeks later, Arina Savishna (such was the name of the new house- keeper) arrived in company with her daughter at JNIarino, and established herself in the wing. Nikolai Petrovitch's choice turned out to be a happy one. Arina introduced order into the house. Of Fenitchka, anIio was already seven- teen years old, no one spoke, and it was rarely that am' one saw her: she lived quietly, modestly, and only on Sundays did Nikolai Petrovitch jjer- ceive in the parish church, somewhere on one side, the delicate ])rofile of her rather })ale face. INIore than a year passed in this manner. One morning, xVrina presented herself in his G6 FATIIKUS AM) CIIILDKKX study, and al'tcr niakin<4' him a low rcvcrt'iicr, ac- cording to licr wont, slie asktd iiini wlRtlitr he could not help lier thiughtcr, wlio had got a spark from the stove in htr eve. Xikohii Petrovitch, like all stay-at-homes, occupied himsell' with med- ical treatment, and had even hought a honueo- pathic medicine-chest. lie immediately ordered Arina to hring the sufferer. On leai-ning that the master wanted her, Fenitehka w as seized with a violent fit of timidity, hut she followed her mother. Nikolai Petrdvitch led her to the win- dow, and grasped her head with hoth hands. Ai'- ter taking a good look at her reddened and swollen eye, he ])rescribed an eye-wash, which he himself compounded on the spot, and, tearing up his handkerchief, he showed her how she must bathe it; Fenitehka heard him out, and started to leave the room. " Come, kiss the master's hand, thou stu])id creature," said iVrina to her. Nikolai Petrdvitch did not give lier his hand. Init, l)eeom- ing confused, he kissed her n\\ hei- howcd head. where the hair i)arted. Fenitchka's eye soon got well, but the impres- sion which she had made upon Nikolai I'etnnitch did not soon jjass away. \"isions of that j)ure, tender, timidly uplifted face pursued him: he felt beneath his ])alms that soft hair: In- beheld those innocent, slightly })arted lips, from l)etween whieli the |)eai-ly teeth gieauKd moistly in the sunlight. lie ))egan, with great attention, to - wluii he sees it. And 1 like thy rather, I swear I do! He's a fine fel- low. Hnt I must sera|)e ae(jnaintanee," he added, and wtiit hack to the ai'l)on!". "Kvgeny! ' — Arkady sjiouted alter hini, in alarm: " he nif)re caidions. for (iod's sake.' "Don't iiet I'xeited," said Ha/Jiroff : — " T 'in a j)erson of e\j)ei"ienee, I '\e li\ed in cities." .\|)|)i()aehin«^' T'enitehka, he j)nlle(l ofi' his eap. Permit nie to introdnee niyseli", " — he hegan, with a j)olite how: — " 1 in the friend of iVrkiidy Xikolaeviteh. and a man of peace." Fenitehka half-rose from the heneh, and gazed at him in silence. " \\'hat a mai>nifieent bahv!" — went on Ra- zaroff. — " Don't he alarmed, I have never cast the evil eve on anv one vet. What makes his cheeks so red? Is he cutting his teeth? " "Yes, sir," — said Fenitehka: — " he has cut four teeth already, and now his gums have swollen up again." " Show me .... come, don't be afraid, I 'm a doctor. " Haziiroff took the eiiild in his arms, and, to the astonishment of T'enitehka and Dunyasha, it dis- played no resistance, and was not frightened. " T see. T see. ... It s nothing; everything is all right : he "s going to ha\e large teeth. If any- thing ha[)|)ens, let me know. .And are yon well yourself!* " 71 FATHERS AND CIIILDUEX " Yes, thank God." " Thank God — tliat is the best of all. And you? " — added Ea/aroff, turning to Dunyasha. Dunyasha, a girl who was very prim in tlie rooms of her mistress, and a great giggler else- where, only snorted by way of rei)ly. " AVell, tliat 's fine. Here 's your hero for you." Fenitchka took her baby in her arms. " How quietly he sat with you! " — she said, in a low tone. " All children behaye quieth'- with me,"— re- phed BazaroiF, — " I know^ the trick." " Children feel who loves them," — remarked Dunyasha. " That is true,"— assented Fenitchka. " Here is Mitya, — he will not let some people take liim in tlieir arms on any terms." ' " And will he come to me? "—asked Arkady, who, after standing for a time a little aloof, had now approached the arbour. He allured Mitya to liim; but JNIitya flung his head back and began to scream, which greatly mortified Fenitchka. " Anotlier time — w^hen he has managed to get used to me," — said Arkady condescendingly, and the two friends went tlieir way. "What the deuce is her name?" — inquired Bazaroff. " Fenitclika .... Feodosya," — replied Arkady. 72 FATIIKKS AM) (IIILDl^KX " ^Vnd liir pationyiiiit':' T must know tliat also." Xikolat'x iia." " Bene. What I like alxxit Ikt is tliat she docs not get too iniK'h cinl)arrasse(k Any one else would. j)rol)ahly. fondeiiin that in lier. W'liat nonsense! what is there to he enil)arrassed alxMit:* She is a mother — well, and she is in the ritrht." " She is in the ri;'lin^ with liiiii, and cast (>l>li(|ii( , sif^iiificaiit n'laiuvs at liim as sIk' flitted jiasl like " .i snipe"": j'ititi-. a man in the hi»^'hest (k'^^i'ee eoneeited and slupid. with strained furrows I'oreNei- on his hi-ow. a nian wliose sole merit lay in thi' I'ael thai hc' liad a polite aspeet, read l)y spelling' out the words, and f're(|uent]y cleaned his eoat with a hrush — lie, also, smiled and i)eamed as soon as IJazaroff direeted his attention to him: the house-servants' hrats ran after the " doetur " like j)ui)i)ies. Old Prokofiteh was the only one who did not like him. served him his food at tahle with a «;rim aspeet. called him a ■ knacker " and a " swindler," and asserted that he, with his side-whiskers, was a regular j)i<^' in a i)ush. l'rok(')titeh was, in his way, as much of an aristocrat as Pavel Petrovitch. 'i'he hest days in the year arrived — the early days of June. The weather was fine; it is true that the eiioleia was threatenin*'' a<>ain at a dis- tance. l)ut the inhahitants of the * * * Govern- ment had already got used to its visitations. Ha- zjiroff ro.se very eai'ly. and went oil" two oi- three versts. not foi* a walk lie could not endui'c to walk w ithout an ohject hut to collect herhs and insects. Sometimes he took Ai-kady with him On the way home, they gi-ncially got into a dis- p'ute. and Arkady was generally worsted, al- though he talked moi'c than his eonnade. 77 FATHERS AXD CHILDREN Out' day thev were very late, for some reason; Nikolai Petroyitch ^yent out into the garden to meet them, and \yhen he got on a le\ el \\'\\\\ the arhoin- he suddenly lieard the swift footsteps and the yoices of the two young men. They were A\'alking on tlie otlier side of the arhour, and could not see him. " Thou art not sufficiently well ac(juainted with my father," — Arkady was saying. Nikolai Petroyitch concealed himself. " Thy father is a nice fellow," — said Bazaroff, — " but he 's a man who is behind the times,^ his song is sung." Nikolai Petroyitch lent an ear. . . . Ai'kady made no repl\^ The man who was " beliind the times " stood motionless for a couple of minutes, and slowly wended his way homeward. " Day before yesterday I saw him reading Pushkin," — went on BazaroiF. ..." Please ex- plain to him that he ought not to do that. He is n't a boy, tliou knowest : it 's time for him to fling aside all that twaddle. The idea of being a romanticist at the ])resent day! Giye him some- thing practical to read." " What ouglit T to giye liim? " — asked Arkfidy. " Why, Brucliner's ' Stoff und Kraft,' 1 think, as a starter." 1 The equivalent of "a back number."— Tii a nslator. 78 FATHKHS AM) CIIILDHKX " 1 think so niyst'lf," — reinarktd Arkady a|)- proviii^^ly. " 'Stof!' nnd Kraft ' is written in popular laii«>'na<>i' "" "Sec now, liow tlion and I/' -said \ikol;ii Petrovitch, alter dinner on tliat same day, to liis brother, as he sat in liis study: — " ha\e I'allen into the ranks of the men behind the times, our son^ is snng. ^Velk what of tliatf Pei'haps Hazarof!' is right: but 1 am hurt. I must confess: I had hoped, ])recisely at this time, to <^et into close and friendly relations with Arkady, but it turns out that 1 have lag'^ed behind, he has «>one ahead, and we cannot understand each other." "But has he <>()ne ahead;' .And in what wav is he so «>reatly different from us:*" exclaimed Pa\el Petnniteh imi)atiently. — " It 's that signor who has put all that into his head. I hate that miserable medical student: in n)y opinion, he is sim))ly a charlatan: I am convinced that he has not got very tar in j)hysics, e\en with all his frogs." "No, brother, do not say that: Ha/aroff is clever and learned." "And what repulsive conceit!" interrupted Pavel IV'trovitch again. "Yes,"- remarked Nikolai I'etrovitch: — "he is conceited. Hut, evidently, that cannot be dis- pen.sed with: o?dy, this is what I cannot under- stand. i\})parently, I am doing everything, in order not to be left behind the age: 1 have estab- 71) FATHERS AND CHILDREN lislied my peasants, I have set up a farm, so that I am even spoken of tliroughoiit the Govern- ment as a ' red/ I i-ead, I study, — in general, I strive to keep up Nvitli contemporary require- ments, — but tliev say that my song is sung. And I am beginning, brother, to tliink myself that it is sung." "AVhy so?" " This is why. To-day I was sitting and read- ing Pushkin. ... I remember that 1 had hap- pened upon ' The Gipsies.' . . All at once, Arkady came up to me, and in silence, with such affec- tionate compassion on his face, took the book away from me softly, as from a child, and laid before me another, a German book . . . smiled, and went away, carrying Pushkin with liim." " You don't sa\' so! And what book diil he give thee? " " This one." And Nikolai Petrovitch drew from the rear pocket of his coat Bruchner's very renowned j)amphlet, in the ninth edition. Pavel Petrovitch turned it over in his hands. — " H'm! "—he muttered. — " Arkady Nikolaevitch is attending to thy education. Well, and hast thou tried to read it ? " " Yes." " Well, and what was the result? " " Either T am stupid, or all this is— nonsense. — It must be that T am stu])id." 80 FATITKKS AM) C IIII.DHKX " lint tlioii hast not roi'/^ottiii tliy ( ieniiaii ? " — asked Pavel Petroviteli. " I understand (ierniaii. " iVf»-ain Pa\-el Pcti-cnitcli turned the ])0()k ()\er in his hands, and east a sidilon^- olancc at his hrotlier. lioth maintained sik*nee. 'N^es, ])y the way," — hegan Nikohii Petrd- viteh, hein^', e\ idintly. desirous of ehangin^r the eonversation, — " 1 ha\e reeeived a letter from Kolyazin." "From Matvyei fhteli^' " Yes. He has eome to * * * to inspect the Government. He has hecome a big-wig now, and writes to me that, as a rehition, he wishes to see us, and he invites thee and me and ^Vrkady to tlie town." " Wilt thou go? "-asked Pavel Petroviteh. "No;-and thou?" ■' And I shall not go, either. What do 1 want to drag myself fifty versts for, to eat potato-Hour pudding. Mathieu wants to exhibit himself to us in all his glory. Devil take him! the guberna- torial ineense will be enough for him; he'll get along without us. iVnd a l*rivy CounciHor is not sueh a great dignitary, after all! If I had re- mained in the .service, if I had gone on tugging away at that .stupid hauling-eollar, I should have l)een an adjutant-general by this time. And thou and I are ])eople who ai-e behind the tinu^s. to ])OOt." 81 FATHERS AND CHILDREN " Yes, brother, evidently it is time for us to order our eoffins, and cross our hands upon our breasts for the grave," — remarked Nikolai Pe- trovitch, with a sigh. " AVell, I shall not give in so promptly," — muttered his brother. — " We shall have a fight yet with that medical man, I foresee that." The figlit took place that very day, at evening tea. Pavel Petrovitch entered the drawing-room all read}'^ for the fray, irritated and with his mind made up. He was merely awaiting a pretext in order to hurl himself upon tlie enemy, but for a long time, no pretext presented itself. BazarofF, in general, had little to say in the presence of "the old Kirsanoff s " (tliat was what he called the two brothers), but on that evening he felt out of sorts, and gulped down cu]) after cup in silence. Pavel Petrovitch was all afire with impatience; at last his desire was realised. The conversation turned upon one of the neigh- bouring landed ])r()prietors. — " Rubl^ish, a trasliy, would-be little aristocrat," indifferently re- marked BazarofF, wlio had met him in Peters- burg. " Permit me to ask y(ni," — began IMvel Petro- vitch, and his lips quivered: — " Acrorchng to vour ideas, do tlie woi-ds ' rubbish ' and ' aristo- crat ' signify one and liic same thing? " " I said ' trasliy. woiild-bc little aristocrat,' " — 82 FA'illKKS AM) ( rilLDHKX .s;ii(l Ha/arofV, la/.ily swallowing- a nioiillifiil of leu. " Kxacth' so, sir: Imt 1 assuiiic lliat nou hold the suiiR" opinion t'onc-cininw- 1|r' ai'islocrats that you do concern i no- the trashy, would-hc little aris- tocrats. I consider it my dnty to inform you that I do not share that \ iiw . I taki- the liherty of say- ino- that e\i'i'y one knows me to he a lihei'al man and one who loves j)r()grcss; hut. |)recisely I'oi- that reason, I respect the aristocrats — the genuine ones. Reniemher, my dear sir " (at these words, Ra/iirofl" I'aised his eyes to Pa\'el Petrovitch) — " remember, my dear sir," he rej)eated, with ex- asperation :—" the Knolish aristocrats. They do not abate one iota of" their rights, and therefore they respect the riiihts of others: they demand the fulfilment of obli^-ations toward themselves, and therefore they themselves fulfil tJicir duties. 'Vhv aristocrac\- has «^•i^('n freedom to Kn"land, and it maintains it." We've heard that tune a «»reat many times," — retorted Ha/aroft':— " but what are vou under- taking to pro\e by thisf " " By this I am imdei'taking to prove, mv dear sir " (when Pavel Pelrcnitcb was angi-y. he inten- tionally said ■' ('ftim "" and " eflo," ' although he knew perfectly well that the grammai" does not admit such wdrds. In this freak, the relics of a Instead of : r'h> (this) and ///;/» ( hy this) — /.»'., ciiiployinjr the forms ill us<- iiMiiiii>c the peaMints. 'rH \ ssi.a ion. H'.i FATHERS AND CHILDREN tradition of the epoch of Akxaiuler manifested itself. Tlie bi«'-\vigs of that time, on rare occa- sions, when talking" in their native tongue, were in the habit of using, some efto, others ea:lito: as much as to say: " We are thorough-going Rus- sians, and, at the same time, Ave are grandees who are permitted to scorn rules of school") — "by thi.s [cfthn'] I mean to prove that, without a sense of one's own dignity, without respect for one's self,— and in the aristocrat these sentiments are devel- oped, — there is no stable foundation for the pub- lic .. . bien public . . . the social structure. The individuality, my dear sir, — that is the principal thing: the human individuality must be strong as a rock, for on it everything is erected. I know very well, for example, that you see fit to regard as ridiculous mv habits, mv toilet, mv cleanli- ness, to sum it u]): but all that proceeds from a sense of self-res])ect, from a sense of duty, — yes, sir, yes, sir, of duty. 1 live in tlie country, in the wilds, but I do not neglect myself, I respect tht man in myself." " Pardon me, Pavel Petrovitch," — said Ba- zarofF: — " here you are, respecting yourself, and sitting with folded hands: where is the good of that for the bieu j)i(J)Ii('/ You would do the same thing, even if you did not res])ect yourself." Pavel Petrovitch turned pallid. — " That is an entirely different question. I am not in the least bound to explain to you, now, why I sit with FATllKUS AM) ( IIILDHKN loKkd hands, as you arc pleased to express your sell". I iiKTily w isli to say that aristocracy is a principle, and oidy innnoral or i'rivolous jjcoplc can li\e in onr day without pi-inciples. 1 said that to Ai'kadx' the day al'Ur his arrival, and 1 now repeat it to you Is not lliat so, Nikolai?" Nikolai Peti'6\ ilch nodded his head. " Aristocracy, liheralisui, ])ro^ress, principles," — Bazaroff was savin*^ jn the nieautinie: — " when you come to thiuL' of it, how many forei<»n .... and useless words! The Kussian man does not need them, even as u gift." " What does he need, according to you? To hear you, one would su])])ose that we w ere outside the })ale of humanity, outside its laws, Cxood heavens! the logic of history demands " But what do you want with that logic? We can get along without it." " How so? " " \\'hy, in this way: you need no logic, I hope, in oiclei' to j)ut a |)icce of hread into your mouth when vou are hungrv. \\'hat use have we for these ahstractions? " I'jivel Petrovitch waved his hands in (lesj)air. — I do not understand you, after that. Vou aie insulting the l{ussian nati(!n. i do not under- stand how it is ))ossil)le not to lecognise princi- ])les and rules? Hy loic-e ol" w hat do you act?" I have already told you. dear uncU'. that we recogm'se no authorities,"— put in ^Vrkady. 85 FATHERS AND CHILDREN " We act by force of that ^vllich we recognise as useful,"— said BazarofF. — " At the present time, the most useful thing of all is rejection — we reject." " Everything? " " Everytliing." " AMuit ( Xot only art, poetry . . . but also ... it is terrible to utter it . . . ." " Everything," — repeated Bazaroff, with in- expressible composure. Pavel Petrovitcli stared at him. He had not expected this, and Arkady fairly flushed crim- son with delight. • " But pardon me," — began Nikolai Petro- vitch. "You reject everything, or, to speak more accurately, you demolish ever}i:hing. . . . But surely, it is necessary to build up also." " That 's no affair of ours. . . The place must first be cleared." " The contemporary condition of the populace demands this," — added Arkady, with impor- tance: — " we must comply with that demand; we have no right to devote ourselves to the gratifica- tion of our personal egoism." The last phrase, evidently, did not please Bazaroff; it smacked of philosophy, — that is to say, of romanticism, — for BazarofF called phil- i)so})hy also romanticism, but he did not consider it necessary to contradict his young disciple. "No, no!" — exclaimed Pavel Petrovitch. 86 FATIIKHS AM) C IIIIJ)KK\ v\illi a siHldiii iiiipcliiosity: - " I will not !»i- lieve tliat yon, ^(.nllriiifn. nvv ai'c-matily ac- (jiiaintfd with tlif Kiissian ijcoplc; that you ari' representatives of its i((]nirc!nc?its, its aspira- tions! Xo, llic linssian people is not what von iiiia^ine it to he. It sacredly respects tradition, it is |)atriarciial, it cannot li\f withonl faith. . ."" "1 uill not (lisj)nte that!" inteii-npted Ha- zaroff;— "I am e\en prepared to a<^ree that, in that respect, you are ii<4ht. . ." " l^nt if 1 am right . . ." '■ Still, that proves nothing." " Preci.sely, it proves nothing," — rei)eated Arkady, with tjie coiifidence of an e\i)ert chess- j)layer who has foreseen his ad\ cj'saiys appai- ently exj)ert move, and hence is not in the least disconceited. "Why does it ])rove nothing!'" — muttered the astounded Pa\tl Petroviteh. ' Do you mean to sav that von are marehinn' against your people!' " "And wjiat if I am ? "—exclaimed l^aziiroff. " The people assume that when the thunder i-um!)les it is the prophet Klijah (hi\ ing across the sky in his chariot. What then' .\iii I bound to agree with them:' .\iid. iMoreo\cr, thev are Russians, and am not i ;i Russian ni\sclf I* " " Xo, yon are not a Hussian, after all you have jvist said! 1 cannot acknowledge you as a Hus- sian." 87 FATHERS AND CHILDRExV " My grandfather tilled the soil,"— replied Bazaroff, with haughty pride.—" Ask any one of your peasants, in which of us— in you or in me — he would the more readily recognise a fellow-countryman. You do not even know how to talk witli him." " But you talk with him, and despise him, at one and the same time." " What of that, if he deserves to be despised? You censure my tendency, but who told you that it is accidental in my case; that it is not evoked by that same spirit of the people in the name of wliich you wage war? " " The idea! ^luch need there is of nihilists! " " Whether there is need for them or not, is not for us to decide. Assuredly, you consider your- self not devoid of usefulness." " Gentlemen, gentlemen, please refrain from personalities!" exclaimed Nikolai Petrovitch, lialf-rising from his seat. Pavel Petrovitch smiled, and laying his hand on his brother's shoulder, he made him sit down again. — " Don't worry," — he said. — 1 shall not forget myself, precisely because of that sense of dignity at which ^Ir. . . . ]Mr. Doctor jeers so savagely. Pardon me," — he went on, address- ing himself once more to BazarofF: — " perhaps you think your doctrine is a novelty? You are mistaken in thinking so. The materialism which you preach lias been in vogue more than once 88 FATTTKltS AM) ( HILDin^X ali'cady, and lias al\\a\s shown ilscH' tn lie ina(lc