Ex Libris C. K. OGDEN j THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES WAY-SlDi: FANCIES. WAY-SIDE FANCIES. BY FEANCES FREELING BEODERIP. LONDON : EDWARD MOXON, DOVER STREET. 1857. LONDON : BRADBURY AND EVANS. PRINTERS. WHITETRIARS. DEDICATION. I CANNOT bring the antique gracefulness Of the acanthus leaf, to crown thy tomb, Nor even a wreath of golden immortelles ; Mine are but simple blossoms, kin to weeds ; Yet, as the robins brought their offerLag Of withered leaves, to strew upon the dead, So do I lay this garland gently down In perfect faith before thee, — it is thine. Like the small rill beneath the eyes of night. It does but mirror back those starry orbs That gaze upon it with such loving eyes. Ah, mine own Father, not too soon for thee The rest and quiet of that early grave, — I dare not wish thee back ! Mat, 1857. M -r>K-H^'^<0*'7/-| CONTENTS. PArvE MURDER WILL OUT. AN " OWRE TRUE TALE " . . . 1 THE LILT OF DEATH 24 REFLECTIONS ON A REFLECTION 34 THE SCULPTOR TO HIS MISTRESS* STATUE, AFTER HER DEATH . 39 THE PROMISE OF A VIOLET ....... 42 lilt's DOWER 46 A GOSSIP ABOUT ISLANDS 48 A NEW CRUSADE 56 STELLDLA 65 SONNET 66 THE SUM OF A LIFE . . . . . • • .6/ A DAIST ON A GRAVE 'i'S LINES FOR MUSIC 79 IN C(ELO QOIES ^^ HUMAN BUDS 82 "six DATS SHALT THOU labour" 87 TUl CONTENTS. THE LOCKETS THE CASKKT GLASS HOUSES THE MOTHER OF THE STAllVINU. SUGGESTED 13V A CASE IN THE NEWSPAPERS A PROTEST TO THE GUDEMAN MY FRIENDS IN THE FIELDS, AND THEIR RELATIONS THE TWO BOUQUETS THE HEARTSEASE COUSIN HEPSIE A maiden's OMENS THE LITTLE CUP OF TEARS SLEEP FLOWERS AND WEEDS childhood's glee THE QUESTION WOMAN S LOVE DUMB FRIENDS ROSES . . . . LILLY OKAY THE soul's forging . BLOSSOMING AND FRUITAGE MEMORY . . . . THE PET NAME PAGE 95 99 100 112 116 121 123 135 141 142 153 155 161 163 179 181 183 lo6 191 192 195 197 208 210 CONTENTS. ix PAGE DAILY CARES • 212 A REVERIE ON A GREAT MOTIVE POWER . . . . . 213 THE SYREN 226 A RHYME 228 THE spring's last MESSENGERS 230 bubo's wanderings 232 a dream song 246 Mary's treasures . 248 the legacy 250 there is a skeleton in every house 251 only a woman 260 A PRAYER 263 THE TWILIGHT OF LIFE 266 L KNVOI 268 WAY-SIDE FANCIES, MURDER WILL OUT. AN "OWRE TRUE TALE." No good ever could come of that wedding ! All Little Pitchard said so ! Now, Little Pitchard was a small village in the west, much like others of the s6rt, where agricultural labour was the order of tlie day, ' In such places, where the fair sex find some employ- ment in apple picking, bean setting, or hay making, they have plenty of opportunity to retail the small change of scandal ; and those who know by experience what field work for women really is, are qiiite aware that the conversations that take place are anything but select or edifying. In all small country places, scandal, like an inky stream, runs up the one main street, branching off into various little channels uj) the bye lanes, settling into a fair-sized puddle at the i 2 MURDER WILL OUT. door of the village di-essmakcr, and finally accumu- lating into a vast hlack pond opposite the one shop. Little Pitchard felt itself vastly aggrieved when Sam Diirston "fell over the pulpit," that being the elegant vernacular of that imaginative little place for having your banns put up. Now, matrimony l)eing a rare thing among such a scanty population, ^\•hich subsisted on two weddings a year, such an event was watched and waited for witli intense excitement. How, when, or where, Sam Durstou and Charty, or more properly Charity Luke, first met, Avalked, courted, or made love. Little Pitchai-d could not discover, and was wroth accordingly. A wedding imder its very nose, and not to know of it : to be thus quietly cheated out of its usual and highly prized pi-yings and spyings ! Pieally it was quite iniquitoiis, and no good ever coidd come of it. Mrs. Sei-innpct made so much pi'ofit on the sale of twicc-di'ied tea leaves, retailed as " excellent four shilling Souchong," for the "tea mags" of the place, that she sported a bran new bonnet on the strength of it. l-'.li Pil>p, the blacksmith, sullenly swore that Sain was a fool to be any woman's sammy ; and Nancy Trivett protested she only pitied Charty, — for she quite hated and abhoiTed Sam Durston, — MURDER WILL OUT, 6 indeed she did ! Mrs. Coddlin could not see what on earth they meant to do, poor, idle, thriftless young folks, that knew no more about housekeeping than her flat iron ! Now, the afore-mentioned scandal avers that Eli had " spooned " and mooned after Chaity Luke for the last two years, and even went so far as to nail up an old horse shoe over her door " to ward oft" the hags." And Nancy Trivett had wasted a host of little atten- tions, including five new bonnets, and a sixpenny valentine on Sam, while the couple expectant had actually taken the identical cottage Mrs. Coddlin had "her eye on" for the last six months, with the best and most unfailing well in the parish, and a famous green field opposite for a drying ground ! Thus private and interested motives peeped through the anger of these good folks ; but the mingled spite of all Little Pit- chard put together (and that was not a little) fell short of the concentrated malignity of old Hester Cobble- dick, the " wise woman " of the place. What her grudge was, no one knew ; unless that, like the old fairy in the nursery tale, they omitted to ask her to the wedding. Hester Cobbledick was very old, and most super- B 2 4: MURDER WILL OUT. naturally ugly ; indeed she was more like a large toad than a little old woman. She had the credit of all the cattle diseases and rheumatics in the place, and everybody feared and flattered her accordingly. The veracious chronicle of Little Pitchard affirmed that she " overlooked " Farmer Thorn's milk, and though j\Irs. Thorn w^orked at it all day, she could not get the butter to come till some one advised her to cross it with an ash twig and spit in it, when it came directly. In short, all the mischief that ill-luck or their own carelessness brought upon them, was ascribed by the good folks of Little Pitchard to old Hester Cobble- dick. The wedding day came, — and Charity Luke became Mrs. Sam Durston ; but their ill- fortune followed them up to the door of the chm-ch, for they were late,' (thanks to the varied chronicle of time kept at Little Pitcluu'd) and kept the pa)"son waiting half an hour, and forgot tlie clerk's fee, which so ii-ritatcd that touchy old functionary, that he threatened to punch the bridegroom's head in the aisle ; to the utter scandal of the vicar, the alarm of tlie bridal party, and the great enjoyment of Little Pitchard in general. The young couple, however, did not seem to take MURDER WILL OUT. » much to heart the ill-will of their neighbours; perhaps they were used to it. Three or four years passed on, and added to their domesic hearth a round, sturdy, fat urchin, with a stolidly grave face and heavy double chin, oddly contrasted by laughing, twinkling eyes. We grieve to say, a stern regard for truth compels us to confess, that the domestic felicity of that same hearth was not so great as it should be. Whether the evil prognostications of the village had woi^ked their own fulfilment, or mutual acquaintances had blown little sparks into a blaze, according to their usual amiable wont, is impossible to prove. One thing only is certain : that Hester Cobblcdick's domi- cile was within a stone's throw of their cottage, — in fact, she was their only near neighbour. This, no doubt, was one reason why she was summoned on the day that ushered the aforesaid Master Tommy into the world, — a mysterious tie, of which she took advan- tage by intruding herself on every possible occasion, however unwelcome. In fact, they fully realised the impression of living constantly under an evil eye, and no doubt, in Little Pitchard jJtirlance, were " over- looked " to some purpose. Be that as it may, squabbles became loud and b MURDER WILL OUT. freqiient, and bickerings were the order of the day. Sam Durston, from a steady hard-working stonemason, became wild and quarrelsome, frequenting the Red Lion more than was necessary or economical, and Charty, from a neat, blooming girl, became a coarse, untidy scold. Little Pitchard shook its head with solemn gravity, exulting in its wise forebodings, and augured still worse for the wedded pair. Eli Pipp ascertained that Sam's wages were stopped back for a ]inaehing fine ; and Mrs. Coddlin discovered that most of the furniture had disappeared from the now deso- late-looking cottage ; while Nancy Trivett proclaimed, with secret glee, that "the horrid wTctch beat his wife awful." Consequently, Little Pitchard — sage, moral, virtuous Little Pitchard — was quite scandalised, but nowise astonished to see, one afternoon, a perfect gust of domestic storm in the cottage, and to hear, en passant, Charty vow, with anything Itut loving expres- sions, tliat "she'd serve 'un oiit." Sam went off as usual to the Red Lion, and tlicre meeting a few old cronies, abru])tly declared Ins intention of " going up the hills," — that being the set phrase for a joiu'uey after employment into Wales. He imbibed his usual potations, and then took leave of his old mates, MURDER WILL OUT. / casiially mentioning his intention of calling at liis cottage to fetch his rough coat. Next morning, of com-se, all Little Pitchard was cognisant of the fact of the fracas and its consequences, and the cause of quarrel, and every expression used by the belligerents, was repeated and commented on over all the tea-tables of the place. That is to say, the native version, or rather versions of the difference, — for every one had their own theory on the subject. Our own private idea is, that no one tale bore more than half a grain of truth — but this is quite a confidential opinion. Little Pitchard accordingly moralised long and sadly on the case, animadverting strongly on the calm way in which Charty took her husband's absconding. Indeed, now he was gone, a strong- tide of pity set in, all in Sam's favom*. Mrs. Scrumpet averred that he'd never been the same since he mamed, — " He used to be a good customer of hers, but Mrs. Durston preferred walking three miles to Barkham for what she wanted ; no doulit she had her reasons for it ! " Nancy Trivett wiped her eyes, and said she felt like a sister for him, and if she only knew his address, she'd write and tell him so ! As for Charty, she snubbed every one abruptly who offered 8 MURDER WILL OUT. her cither condolence or advice. A few months passed on, and at last, no one exactl}- knew how, odd whispers began to buzz about, in regard to Sam's disappearance. Little Pitchard began to inquire how it came to be an asserted fact that Sam did go at all. Did any- bod}^ see him go, or had anybody heard from him since ? Certainly not. As to this last supposition, Abednego Potter, who kept the post-office, could take his oath that no letter had come from him since. What his gi'ounds were for this confident assertion Little Pitchard did not inquire, — perhaps wisely afraid of shutting up a prolific and bountiful sotu'ce of village enlightenment. It was remembered that Sam had intended going home before he left the village, — the host of the Red Lion had watched him up to the privet hedge of his cottage garden, but no one had seen him any fm-ther. Rumoiu' gi-ew, and waxed larger, like a great snowball, Init no one dared openly accuse Charty of the deed, for moral courage, or indeed any courage at aU, was not one of Little Pitchard's virtues. While every gi-ain of fact and falsity Avas carefully sifted and collected by the scandalous coteries, as may be supposed, no one was more active tlian old Hester MURDER WILL OUT. 9 Cobbledick. One fine; clear autumn evening she invited Sally Wilkins, the quilter, and Betty Andrews, the village nurse, two somewhat kindi-ed spirits, to tea with her. The three old crones looked like the em- bodied essence of the envy, hatred, and malice of Little Pitchard, nor did they belie their vocation. Of course, the staple of conversation, after a little coquet- ting with Parson Stokes's maid serv^ants, and Squire Jones's bru-nt hayrick, was Sam Durston's disappearance. At first old Hester said little, till, looking out of win- dow, she spied Master Tommy, the fat boy aforesaid, playing at the village pump with an old tin lid and a bone. Hester winked at her guests, and hobbling to the door, tempted the child in with a bit of the hot cake which, plentifully buttered, stood before the fire. Tom's eyes glistened, — he had never seen such a thing before, — poor child ! his had been one perpetual banyan day ! He tasted it, and his eyes sparkled still more ; he began to grow chatty, and talked familiarly with the three old hags, who bore no slight resemblance to " the fatal three " in Macbeth, wiling some unlucky child to be an ingi-edient in their broth kettle. " Well, Tommy, my dear, and where is your poor daddy gone ? " 10 MURDER WILL OUT, " Oh ! " said Tommy, fixing his eyes on another piece of cake, " he's all gone ! " " Tommy, will yon have another hit of cake ? " Tommy gravely assents. "Now, my dear, yon tell your poor old nursey, where you see 'un last ! " " He were a lacin' on his boots," says Tommy, medi- tating, " and mother had a got the big wood-chopper a-hind 'un " " The Lard presarve us ! " groaned the gossips, in horror and secret delight. " Hnsht yere tongue, woman," said old Hester, angrily. " Here, Tommy, my man, here's some lozengers for you, — do 'ee tell I if ye're mother hit 'un wi it ? " Yes," said Tommy absently, as well as his mouthful of cake would let him, but still clutching greedily at the promised dainties. Significant glances were ex- changed between the worthy trio. " What lUd she do wi' 'un, Tommy, love ? " coaxed " Betty Anders," as she was ])o])ularly called. " I doant know," said the greedy child, who saw that all the cake was gone, and probably felt the effects of his unaccustomed stuffing, and now began to roar . MURDER WILL OUT. 11 mid shout, " he did want to goo-o whoam ! " Home they were forced to let him go, after trying all the dex- terous pumping and bribing of their united strength, but all in vain, for they could gain nothing farther. Accordingly, with a sly poke and a thump, accompanied by a hypocritically affectionate leave-taking, old Hester Cobbledick let him out, and returned to her cronies. Long and eagei'ly did they invent and imagine eveiy detail of the transaction — from the laced boots up to the blood-stained hatchet — till next morning, Little Pitchard, albeit an easy, dignified place, was sent almost into fits by the circumstantial narration of the awful murder of poor Sam Durston by his wicked wife. But that wife, the once pretty, laughing Charty, the iiTitated, neglected woman of later years, was not shocked or pained by this dreadful accusation, for she had taken her chdd the same night and had gone off, — no one knew where. Little Pitchard said it was conscious guilt ; but it was helpless and impotent in the matter, for, as tliere was no hody, there could be no " crowner to sit on it," and it was therefore left to weary itself oiit with its own conjectures. The vicar and the squire inquired into the matter as far as they could, but nothing further transpired. There 12 MURDER WILL OUT. were but few debts, and the scanty sticks of fui-niture left, quite covered the amoimt ; and Mrs. Scrumpet, who had helped herself to a long-coveted chimney- corner settle, as a liquidation for her little account, bore her loss very patiently, and talked pathetically, with her hard, sour face, about " poor Sam ! " Little Pitchard was, moreover, at this time particu- larly busy about its first annual wedding, the banns having been asked, for the last time, of Eli Pipp and Nancy Trivett, "both of that i)lace ; " and Mrs. Coddlin quietly took possession of the long-coveted cottage. PART TWO. Our second glimpse at Little Pitchard is after a lapse uf seven years, wlien we find that interesting little place in nuicli the same state of temper and civili- sation in which we left it. Seven years will, however, work some changes even in the best regulated families — changes of deatlis or marriages, children grow up into yoimg people, and middle-aged folks begin to feel elderly, and wear spectacles. Little Pitchard, however. MURDER WILL OUT. 13 is still its own dear self in the gossiping line, in which as yet it stands unrivalled. It is a clear, cold day at the end of March, with bright gleams of sun that do not in the least counter- act the keen March wind, that is raising a "king's ransom " in the shape of clouds of dust along all the highways. The bean-setters can fully appreciate the nipping, biting keenness of the air, and avow frankly, in their own peculiar idiom, " that they be pretty nigh scrammed ! " There are six of them at work in Farmer Thorn's field, each with her canvas apron made iip into a large bag in front to contain the beans, as they are paid, not by time, but by the quantity they put in. Each carries a " planting stick," which, for the benefit of the uninitiated, we will explain to be a thing somewhat resembling a long attenuated peg top, with a cross bar on one side. It is shod with iron, to dibble a hole in which the bean is drojjped. We of Little Pitchard are much too far behind the rest of the world to indulge in drills or any such vanities ; we hold all machines in holy horror, as taking the bread out of poor folk's mouths. One of the bean-setters, a short, stout woman, in a dark-blue print gown, a faded shawl, flap bonnet, and clumsy nailed men's boots, 14 MURDER WILL OUT. turns round, on completing lier row, and discovers the countenance of the quondam Nancy Trivett, now Mrs. Pi])p. Time has not by any means laid a gentle hand on her, nor five children and a drunken husband added much to her personal attractions. Moreover, two years after their marriage, Eli, while shoeing a horse, received a kick that broke his right arm. Kind Little Pitchard, after its usual wont, remarked that Squire Dalton's quiet mare " Pearl " was never known to kick before, and consequently Eli must have had a " wee drappie in liis 'ee," and made it wince by some awkward treat- ment. Be that as it may, Eli had been utterly dis- abled from work for some months, and had never since been capable of anything beyond little tinkering jobs. Consequently the family finances had been in anything but a flourisliing condition, and JSTancy had been forced to lay aside her i)ride, and take any work she could get to fvn'uish lier cliildren and herself with a meal. " Well, Nancy, ha'nt 'ee heared the news ? " inquired Polly Darch. " No," said Nancy, snappishly. " I catched cold the day as Mrs. Coddliirs flue took fii-e. I wei'e there to woi'k, and what wi' the fright, and the water, and tlic MURDER WILL OUT. 15 hurry o' riddiii' out her things, I ha'nt been the same since." " Ah, and so Mrs. Coddlin be forced to go to the poorhouse, and good enough for the hkes o' she. But I do mean the tale about the Martin's house being troubled." " No, I ha'nt a heard," said Nancy indifferently. " Why, there be such strange noises and sounds of a night, that they ha'nt had a wink of sleep these ten nights. Some'at keeps a walkin' and a pounding round about the house all the night." "Aye," said Sally Darch, "and they say, whatever 'tis, it scrapes its feet on the door step ! " " Bill told we," said Biah Cox, " that he'd a been down to the moor yesterday to order a load of turf for Mrs. Scrumpet, and Jem Martin told 'un they saw footprints all round the house on th' earth, and 'twere like the mark of a cow, wi' a split hoof like ! " " Lord, Biah ! " said the other, " 'tis terrible ! And father do say he do knoiv 'tis Sam Diu'ston's ghost." " Wliat ! " said Nancy, now strongly excited ; " What do 'em say ? " "Why father says as how 'twere always known that Sam Durstou never did go to the hills after all, 16 MURDER WILL OUT. and he can mind how old Hester Cobbledick that's dead now, told how little Tom Durston saw liis mother kill 'un wi' a big wood-chopper." "'Tis tme enougli," said Biah ; "and after she'd killed 'un, she went up the lane to Jack Stone's, and he and she, and Nelly Stone, took 'lui u}) to their boat on the canal just by, and he rowed 'un down to Martin's house, and buried 'un there somewhere." " The folks do say that Jack and Nelly do always go about together," said Sally. " You never see one, but t'other isn't fm- off, and ftither says they be 'fraid o' one another's tellin'." "Come, maidens," said Biah, "you be a putting thick holes too close," '•' Well," said Nancy, " I did never think no good o' Charty ; she were a deal too fine and stuck up for I, wi' her brooches and her lilack aprons ! " " If 'twere in tli' old times, the parson would luV had smnmut to do wi' it," said Biali. " My mother have a told many's the time how a ghost were laid in Fanner BmToughs' brewhouse, and were driv' to the well in th' oi'chard, and bound to stay there for a thousand years ! " Here all further revelations wei'e broken in uj)on by MURDER WILL OUT. 17 Farmei- Thorn, who came to see how they were getting on, and to keep a sharp eye that they did not plant the beans too thick, which, though a speedier mode of getting rid of their measures, was not so conducive to the well-doing of his crop. Meanwhile, the other kind of crop, viz. scandal, like Jack's wonderful bean, gei'- minated in a night, and hj next day all Little Pitchard was in possession of a full, particular, and circumstan- tial account of " poor Sam Durston's walking," and gloried in all the notoriety of having a mm-der and a ghost of its own. It was now the turn of Joe Butts of the Red Lion to make a haiwest of the news, and no doubt he availed himself of the occasion. The little tap-room was quite full, and the event of the day was of course the toi)ic discussed. Bill Cox was the centre of the group, and was detailing the last tidings ; how Jem Martin had for a long time missed his potatoes, and thought some one must have stolen them ; when on setting a trap one night he caught a "want." Now, a "want" is the provincial title of the little gentleman in black velvet of Jacobite memory, commonly called a mole. It seemed these animals, assisted by rats, had committed nightly de- predations on Jem's potatoes, and on catching the 18 MURDER WILL OUT. individual in question, he traced him to las hiding- place or storehouse. Here he found a good many of his stolen potatoes, and something more than he bar- gained for. On digging out the hole, he came to a bone that had evidently belonged to some human creatm'e, and looked like part of an arm or leg. Here was the elucidation of the mysteiy — the reason of the troubling ; and no doubt poor Sam Dm'ston's mortal remains were inteiTed beneath the rats' larder. This story was confirmed by the entrance of Ben Darch, the vicar's gardener, who announced that Mr, Todd, the doctor, had called on "meastcr" that morning, to tell him of his intention of driving down to Jem's cottage on the moor, for the piu'posc of dig- ging out the hole and finding the body. The vicar and Dr. Todd had aiTanged that it was to be carried in a roughly knocked-up shell to the belfry, there to await the coroner's inquest. At this point of the story the doctor's own man entered, and was smrounded by a cluster of eager and excitctl ([ucstioners. He gravely and quietly drank off his cu}) of cider, accepted one of half a dozen ready pipes offered to him, and tlien vouchsafed to inform his impatient auditors that " Dr Todd was gone up to MURDER WILL OUT. 19 the ' House ' to see the Squire, who was laid up with a sudden attack of gout." Hereupon skilfully pausing, he was again assailed by a host of confused interro- gations from the assembled company, who by dint of bawling, hustling, and talking foiu* at a time, elicited the foct that " measter " and he had, in company with Jem, dug almost all the gaixlen over without the least success, or trace of a body. In the midst of a dead pause of astonishment caused by this intelligence, a quiet-looking man, who had been sitting in the chimney- corner, suddenly rolled about in seeming convulsions, to the vast alarm of the assembled company, who crowded round him. After a variety of remedies had been suggested by everybody, the very mention of which seemed to add to his contortions, the doctor's man took his hat to fetch his master. On seeing this the stranger sprang up, and taking off his brown wide- awake, and struggling with another jDaroxysm that almost choked him, asked if no one remembered him. " I'll be shot," shouted Bill Pike, "if that ain't Sam Durston or his ghost ! " Sam's answer was a good substantial thump on the back, to prove his flesh and blood qualifications. All was now worse uproar than before, for questions and 2 20 MURDER WILL OUT. suppositions rained thick and fast upon Sam till he fiiirly gave in, and sat down, laughing weakly like a child. After order was a little restored, he told them his story. He had gone oft', as he said, into Wales, and, getting a very good job of mason-work at a lucky moment, everything had seemed to prosper with him ; he had but little leism'e, and had consequently found no time to indulge in di-inking. Things had gone well with him ; he had obtained a long lease of a very tumble-down cottage for a mere trifle, and had by hard work and constant thrift converted it into a tidy little shop. He had begun by selling a few cakes, balls of cotton, and "lozengers," and at the present moment was doing quite a roai'ing trade in a small way. " And Charty ? " Ah, poor Charty, thanks to Little Pitchard's tender mercies, her life had been none of the pleasantest ; and so she had made up her mind to take her chance and follow him, on hearing the wicked stories and insinuations of the place. They had made up their quaiTcl, and better days had brought better feelings and deeds. She had worked very hard as well as him- self, and they had now as tidy a shop as you could see anywhere. MURDER WILL OUT. 21 Some one here inquired what had brought him back, when he rephed that, having business connected with his trade at Barkham, he had walked over to Little Pitchard to see how things were going on. And now he wanted to know a little in his tm-n. What had become of Mrs. Scrumpet, as he had seen a blue board with gold letters, " Scrip, Tailor and Woollen- Draper," posted where her shop-window used to be. Joe Butts said, that about half a year before Mr. Jacks, the newly appointed inspector of weights and measures, had dropped in "promiscuous like" on his rounds and detected a bad penny soldered on to the bottom of her cheese scale, and found her weights deficient in the proportion of an ounce short to the pound. She had been heavily fined, as this was not her first offence. A new shop had also been started, with a grand glass front and canvas shade, where articles were vended far below her prices ; so she had been obliged to decline business, and enter on private life as a charwoman. Sam next inquired for his old friend Hester Cobble- dick, and Joe replied she had been dead some years, but she had not come to her death by natural means. She had been severely admonished by the vicar for 22 MURDER WILL OUT. some fortune-telling and conjuring with some of the young folks ; and, as a punishment, he scratched her name off his soup list. She was bitterly angry at this, and promised to })ay the 2)arson out for it. It was supposed she had pulled out some of the palings that fenced in an outlying strip of his vegetable garden, on purpose to let in a litter of young pigs that were kept in a field beyond. Whether one of the pigs had run against her and upset her was not known, but in the morning she was found lying in great agony with a broken leg, and her apron tied up full of the pieces of wood from the hole in the palings, through which the pigs had obtained ingress to feast on the vicar's early cauliflowers. The night had been very frosty and cold, and the exposure to the night air had, no doubt increased the mischief The vicar had kindly foi'given her, and visited her anxiously and often ; but she lingered on in sullen inipeuitcnce for a week or so, and died, raving like a maniac. Sam Durston listened gravely to 1lie history of his old enemy's cud, and then related how she had sown mischief and discord in liis Iiuuk.', and had been the cause of all the misery of his early manicd life. MURDER WILL OUT. 2 3 "And how's thy boy, Sam, — how's little Tom T' inquired Bill Cos. " Hearty, thank ye. Bill, and he've got a little sister, now, a pretty, blue-eyed little maid ; we called her ]\Iercy, after my jwor mother. She be a terrible pet with I. And so ye see — with Charity and Mercy by my fire-side — I can forgive and forget, even Little Pitchard." Poor Little Pitchard ! After all its moral horror and judicial sagacity, to be quietly made such a laugh- ing-stock. And the worst of it was, that other neigh- bouring villages, who bore it a grudge, were quite delishted to 2;et such a crow over it. So that " Who killed Sam Durston 1 " became quite as insulting a taunt to a Little Pitchardite, as the famous allusion to " puppy pie and Marlow Bridge " is conducive to rousing the ire of an Eton bargee. Poor Little Pitchard ! we repeat. It has hung its diminished head, and sung small ever since ! THE LILY OF DEATH. The Monastery of St. John, Cell of Father Chrysographus. What a bright day ! The sun shines out so warm, I do not need to set my miniatures By any other help ; the minium mixed With due proportion of vermihon, glows Lively and warm upon the parchment's face. The very sunbeams tangle in my work, And riui along each tracery of gold. Enter Felix. Good-morrow, Father ! I have come to see Your progress in your missal — how goes on The delicate work 1 — azure, and green, and gold, Glow in its leaves like liquid jewels — see. You have outdone yourself ; this title-page Is worthy of its subject. Oh, how fair Is this Madonna ! with those golden liraids Of bright hair flowing rountl her, like the rays Of sunshine on a fomitaiu ! THE LILY OF DEATH. 25 FATHER CHRTSOGKAPHITS. I am glad You do admire my book ; a toil of love That lightened many a sad and gloomy hour, With thoughts and forms of beauty, drawing up My soul above this dark and narrow cell, To a blest commune with celestial things. FELIX. What brilliant hues ! How, do you call this red 1 Ts this Dutch cinnabar 1 — this tender oTcen, Like the first primrose-bud of Spring, before The delicate yellow tinges it , and this ? — Surely you robbed our blue and smiling skies To win this azure. Tell me, Father, whence You gain your colours — all these brilliant dyes ? FATHER OHRYSOQRAPHUS. From many a varied source we gather them ; Some are rich earths of many kinds and hues, Tempered and blended by the skilful hand To fit consistence ; and the deep, dark mine Contributes many a mineral and ore, Besides the precious metals, niddy gold 26 THE LILY OF DEATH, And shining silver ; many a foreign tree Distils rare giuns to temper these ; and then, We borrow from the fields to swell our store. The blossoms that in Nature's usual coiu'se Would fade and then decay, and leave no trace Of all their varied hues, and colours fair, Now lend their tints to bloom immoi'tally Upon our pages, giving back their charms To glorify their Maker, and His shrine. The azure blossom* growing 'mid the corn. And di'inking in the colour of the skies, MuTors it back in mimic rivalry. The meek and lowly violet brings a dye Meet for the Virgin's robe, and when we seek For " pasta verde " for our grass or trees. The juice of rue gives us a sober green. Or the blue lilies yield a tenderer tint. The dyer's weedt resigns its fragrant breath, To add its golden yellow to the rest. FELIX. AVhy, then, you almost need King Solomon, * The blue corn-bottle, Cj'anus centaurea. + Reseda luteola, the mignonette, from wliicli is made " Giallo Santo," Yellow-lake. THE LILY OF DEATH. 27 To learn the properties of every plant ; And if he saw your lily blooming here, He'd pluck its shining vestiu-e for himself. How exquisitely you have finished it ! The tiny bells are threaded tenderly Upon the delicate stalk, the very dew Might fall upon it, thinking still to find A pearly chalice in its blossoms white. The lily seems a favourite flower of yours. Yet, if report says true, you have no cause To bear much love to them, for I have heard. That ere a brother of your order dies, He finds upon his seat within the church A blooming lily, laid by angel hands. For Death's Annunciation. Is this true 1 FATHER CIIRYSOGRAPnnS. 'Tis even as you say ; and for this cause I joined the order. I have waited long, And seen our earthly lilies bloom and fade Full thirty times since then, but still await The flower of Heaven, whose tardy blossoming Seems doubly long to those who wait for it. 28 THE LILY OF DEATH. FELIX. And do you long for death so eagerly ? Methinks that the inferior flowers of earth Would suit me better than such omens dark. I'd rather have the peasant maiden's wealth Of pearly water-buds, from quiet brooks, Or valley-lilies from the nearest wood. And yet I know not ! if my youth were past. And these quick pulses, whose strong healthy beat Sends the warm life-blood to a joyous heart, Chilled to your languid measure — I might think Life was not such a sunny holiday As when the world and I were gay and young. FATHER CURYSOGRAPHUS. Ay, thou wilt find a change, and not alone Does tlie dim shade of age creep o'er the fi-amc And bow its stately form to feebleness ; But e'en the heai*t itself grows old and sere. And the same trumpet-call that roused our youth To hottest fire, now falls upon the ear Almost unheeded by the age-dulled sense. In years gone by I loved the world as well As thou dost now, but calmer age since then Kevealod the value of my early di'eams. THE LILY OP DEATH. 29 FELIX. Father, though several years have passed away Since first this cell became my favourite haunt, I never heard thee speak so of thyself As now thou hast ; long has thy wisdom been A steady counsellor unto my youth ; And like the wary pilot, guiding off The giddy bark from rocks and quicksands near, My hasty inexperience hast thou taught To profit hj thy counsel calm and high. Deem me not idle or impertinent, If I do urge thee to unlock thy breast ; Nor think that cvuiosity alone Could prompt my wish to know thy secret grief. FATHER CHRYSOGRAPHUS. I do believe thee, Felix, and although The tale has never passed these lips till now, Yet something urges me to tell thee all. Youth never throbbed more eagerly and strong Within thy heart, than once it did in mine. This trembling hand, that guides the pencil now. Then bore a sword that never left its sheath But in its countiy's cause, and won a fame 30 THE LILY OF DEATH. Second to none, where all were brave and true. My cup of life seemed sparkling to the brim, Nor did it lack love's wi*eath of roses bright To cruwn the goblet ; — she I loved was fair. Even among the fairest, and as good And pm-e as she was gentle and beloved. No idle follies harboiu-ed in her heart ; But truth, and love, and maiden innocence With Avhite and dove-like pinions, nestled there. I loved her with the fervour of my youth. And joyously we dreamed of future days, To wake despairing from that happy dream. For she was destined for another's arms. And prayers and tears of bitterest agony Won her no respite from tlie hated suit. They dragged her to the altar, to compel Those faithful lips to utter vows profane ; But their power ended there — before the shrine She was set free : the silver cord was loosed. The golden bowl was shattered by the fomit. I saw them bear her to her cpiict grave : The trembling dove was harboxu'ed in the ark ; Her quivering wings had borne her wearily THE LILY OF DEATH. 31 Over the troubled waters to her rest. The virgin hly garland on her brow Was not more calm than was her gentle face ; And the still peace stole o'er my aching heart. Upon the pulseless breast, that heaved no more With the unquiet tide of life, there lay Her golden cnicifix : her folded hands Pressed gently over it ; and I recalled All her meek life — her chdd-like faith and trust — And knew that, a bright angel, she was gone Before her Father's throne. I left her then, And in her name and mine, forgave them all The wrong and sorrow thej^ had wrought us both ; Then, with a heart dead to all earthly hope, I sought this quiet shelter near her grave. They planted snowy lilies over it. And thirty springs have seen their blossoms grow, And thirty winters shed their snows on me. They are my calendar — I date my life But by their blossoming and their decay ; And long and patiently I've watched, and lioped To see tlie signal lily laid for me In my accustomed place. 32 • THE LILY OF DEATH. The Chapel — Father Chrysographcs. Enter Felix. Good evening, Father ! FATHER CURTSOGRAPHUS. Benedicite ! Comest thoxi, dear son, to take my last farewell 1 FELIX. How mean you, Father ; ai-e you going hence 1 FATHER CHRTSOGRAPHUS. Ay, Felix, like a weary traveller At the last stage of his long joui'ney home. The time is come : the vesper bell had rung, When, passing to my visual place, I saw The warning angel calmly standing there. The token lily gleaming in her hand ! FELIX. Oil, my dear Father, must I part with thee ? Alas ! it is so ; for I see thine eyes Gleam with uncaiihly fire — the strength of youth Upx-aisc once more thy bent and aged foiin. THE LILY OF DEATH. 33 FATHER CHRYSOQRAPHUS. Mourn not, my son ; the labourer does not grieve When all the heat and toil of day are past, And home invites him to its welcome rest. I saw her, Init how changed ! her spotless robe Glistened like woven sunbeams, and her hair — Those golden tresses that I loved so well — Flowed like a glory round that radiant face, That never more shall know the stain of teai'S. Those tender eyes were fixed upon me then, Fresh with the smile that grew in Eden last. Beneath its influence, this feeble clay Seemed like a fetter falling gently off To let the immortal spirit rise, unchained By any link of earth ; this poor weak heart, That throbbed so painfully, grows young again, To-moiTow's sun shall waken bird and bee, And smile upon earth's lilies, as it did Through all those thirty years I tended them ; But I shall wake no more — these eyes have gazed Upon the glory of that Eden bloom. And close at last to earth and all its flowers. REFLECTIONS ON A REFLECTION. " That space of inky darkness seems to be a field for Fancy to play her revels in. She may call up other features to meet iis, instead of the reflection of our own ; or, as in the spells of Hallowe'en, which we learned in childhood, some unknown form may be seen peeping over our shoulder." Scoffs Chronicles of the Canongate. A LOOKING-GLASS, — a coltl bright piece of silvered crystal, in a frame of old dark oak, cai-ved to represent a wi-eath of roses, with hei-e and there a buttei-fly settled on the flowers. A foolish fancy — to shape so hard and strong a material into the likeness of those beautiful but frail objects, and after all, it only has the appearunce, as any reasonable person would suppose, of a very stifl" attempt at an impossibility, and ending in quite i\, ludicrous caricatiu-e. Now, had it been a garland of ivy, or oak loaves, the iinfitness of the idea would not have struck us so forcibly ; for there is a more solid substance about these last -mentioned leaves that, connected with the REFLECTIONS ON A REFLECTION. 35 recollection of their evergi-een properties, makes them a far more appropriate oi*nament. But the fragile and ethereal rose, with the fluttering leaves attached so slightly to the glowing heart, that a sudden breeze will scatter them ere withered ; and that eloquent type of the soul, the butterfly, whose brilliant hues and minute plumes vanish at the touch of a finger, — pshaw ! What taste some of those old artists must have had after all, — even worthy of the practical sar- casms of Marlborough House, and the glittering darts of 'Household Words.' And yet, after all, why muse and criticise so bitterly over the mere ornament, when the thing itself, had it words, could preach so sadly and yet truly 1 That old shining mirror that has reflected so much, and yet profited so little by it ! As I gaze on it, a sort of dim remembrance of Hawthorne's House with the seven gables, goes before me, and fancy pictures all the generations of Pyncheons in the dusty surface. I thought of Aunt Margaret and her Mys- terious Mirror, as well as her funny little lecture on looking-glasses in general. And the one that is now before me has seen much of human life, no doubt, and were it endowed with the marvellous properties of that belonging to the Pyncheons, would doubtless j> 2 36 REFLECTIOXS ON A REFLECTIOX. present as many changes and figm-es. There we might trace perhaps the lovely face of some fair girl, with her golden ringlets dressed in that graceful fashion of Henrietta Maria, that would perhaps be succeeded by one as fair, Pui'itan thoxigh it l)e, and not set off by " the iniloveliness of love-locks." Did no fine frank face peep over their shoulders, and show the long cui-ls falling over the embroidered collar, or the stern dark round head with short hair and glittering breastplate 1 These had all their day, and were followed by the powdered heads and bagwigs of later times. Over the polished surface had glided the sweet dimpled face of childhood, laughing sm'prised at the twin baby before it. The girl has gazed there, " getting her own beauty by heart," perhaps smiling at the comparison of the pink-tinted blossoms in her dark tresses, to the stiff oaken blossoms on the frame. And the I'ecollection of the gathering and the giver brings a blush, that equals the richest tints of the I'oses, and that dies away from the glass, as in their turn fade from the earth the roses, and the soft cheek beside them. Then comes middle age, with its absent gaze and fiuTOwed brow, and perhaps detects the " silver monitor " in the once raven hair, and, recalled from REFLECTIONS ON A REFLECTION. 37 his musings over the ever-reciirriug cares of existence, he, half-bitterly, half-philosophically, smiles at the visible traces of its stormy waves, as faithfully given back by that silent witness. Old age rarely studies its own aspect, — ay, even happy old age, — for too many dear and heart-stiiTing memories are connected with that old mirror, and the eyes of age are dim, — and the tears that have now a deeper source, come more rarely to those weary eyes, that woidd fain gaze inwardly on the recollections of the past, till they are closed by the dust of the chiu-chyard. What are the pleasiures and associations of a mirror to the Mrs. Skewtons of the world, we will not inquire, — it is the dustiest and darkest side of the picture. George Sand has furnished us with a motto for a looking-glass. Consuelo finds inscribed on the mirror in her splendid prison, the words, — " If your soul be as pure as my crystal, you will see yom*self eternally young and handsome, but if vice have tarnished your heart, fear to find in me a severe reflection of your moral ugliness." But, were I to choose, I should prefer to the brilliant French moral, the stern and mournful sen- tence of the wisest of khigs, — " Vanity of vanities, all 38 REFLECTIONS ON A REFLECTION. is vanity," — a fitting commentary on the oaken blossoms, whose ephemeral pattern flowers have withered to dust and nothingness centmies ago, with the human roses that were reflected on its crystal face. That still, calm mirror has been the faithful witness and receiver of how many secret feelings 1 What dear and happy faces have smiled upon it, in the gaiety and bloom of youth and hope, only to pass from its surface as utterly as then- bodily presence has since gone from this changing earth, where the waves of life roll on and on, and present the same glassy appearance as if no human loves and struggles had svmk beneath them for ever ? And as vainly does the weeping mother or wife appeal to that cold mirror, to bring again before them the bright foces treasured in their very hearts' core, as we call on that dark silent ocean to restore the loved and lost. But at the Great Day when that immeasurable sea shall give up its dead, they shall all retui'n, and shadows and delusions shall be ended with Time. THE SCULPTOR TO HIS MISTRESS' STATUE, AFTER HER DEATH. I GAZE upon thy sculptured form, And on thy marble cheek, Thy brow, thy lip, — thy smile I trace, I wait to hear thee speak. And on that fair and noble form A golden sunbeam shines, Through the wide lattice, soft and warm, Among the clustering vines. These vineleaves, once thy leafy crown, Shed soft and shady grace, Among the rippling ringlets, down On that calm lovely face. Oft have I dreamt the breath of life Must part those lips of thine ; But oh ! they would not smile so cold On these sad tears of mine. 40 THE SCULPTOR TO HIS MISTRESS' STATUE. T'pnn thy cold and pulseless breast Doth lie a marble rose, But neither heart nor flower can break That passionless repose. Still as of yore tlie summer sun On fleeting blossom glows, But summer sun can never more Those marble blooms unclose. I call thee, — and the wind replies In low sad murm'ring tone, I only hear the river's voice As it goes mourning on : That gliding river softly flows Amid its reedy spears ; Its music now more mournful gi'ows And seems to end in tears. Now beauty's form and radiant face Will smile on me in vain ; The last thou art in all thy grace My hand sliall shape again. THE SCULPTOR TO HIS MISTRESS' STATUE. 41 In vain will fall on this dull ear All mortal praise and blame, For thy approving smile I strove, For thee I hoped for fame. So wilt thou stand both night and day, And bathed in shadows deep. Whereon the moonlight's silvery ray Will tremble, — in its sleep. And thou wilt smile unchanging then, Untouched by Time's decay. Who on that cheek, so pale and fair, His finger cannot lay. Mine eyes with gath'ring drops are wet; My star ! thy beams are o'er, And on my gloomy midnight sky Thy light will shine no more. And yet, — ^yon wave, whereon the sun His last faint ray has cast. Seems like a path of glory won To heaven and thee at last ! THE PROMISE OF A VIOLET. " Violet, dear violet ! Thy blue eyes ai'e only wet With joy and love of him who sent thee." J. R. Lowell. The summer flowers are fading In dying beauty fast, And crowned with darker blossoms The autumn comes at last ; But all of us look forward To hail a bloom more dear, — When the spring shall seek our valleys, — He wiU come when the violet's here. Lovely the purple twiliglit In summer's glowing reign, And calm and soft the moonlight When autumn comes again THE PROMISE OF A VIOLET. '43 The winter hearth gleams pleasant When howling winds jon hear j But better far the spring-tide, — He will come when the violet's here. Our mountains in the summer Are green and fair to see, And clothed in brown and russet Is every autiunn tree : Ice-jewelled in the winter Do rock and branch appear ; Steel-tipped the spring will see them, — He will come when the violet's here. The mowing scythe in summer Gleams in each sunbm-nt hand ; The sickle in the autumn Is heard throughout the land ; And through the woods in winter The ringing axe you hear, We keep our swords for spring-time, Till the violets blue appear. 44 THE PROMISE OF A VIOLET. In every fei-tile vineyard The ])m'ple grapes we'll press ; A time will soon be coming When we can laboiar less. The juice in vats now foaming Shall sparkle bright and clear, To drink the health of onr exile Who will come when the violet's here. Our children pluck the daisies That gi'ow around their feet ; The elders love the roses For their odoiu's rich and sweet. And, wreathed in glossy tresses, To our maids are lilies dear ; But we love best the violets That tell his coming here. The ripened grape of summer A plenteous vintage yields; Our granaries are loaded From autumn's golden fields ; THE PROMISE OF A VIOLET. 45 And the winter nights shall serve us To sharpen sword and spear^ For the time when the early violets Shall tell ns he is here. Note. — The Emperor Napoleon's secretly planned escape from Elba was previously notified to bis adherents by the mysterious message, " He will come with the violet." Hence the adoption of that flower as the peculiar badge of the Bonaparte family. LILY'S DOWER How many kisses, my Lily dear, To-day, hath tender love impressed On dimpled cheek, and rosy lip, And innocent baby breast 1 Softly and gently have they been set, Like the wind's light touch on a violet ; Long and lingering, sweet and slow, With a blessing miu-mui-ed deep and low ; On the prattling mouth and the bonnie eyes, As blue and clear as the sunny skies. If these were tunes — like the days of old — When kind words changed to fairy gold ; And kisses were turned to guineas free, An heiress rich would my Lily be ! Yet, gold and riches bring endless care, With anxious striving and sorest smart ; And gilded fetters can never hide The throbs of an aching, human heart. LILY S DOWER. 47 So, Lily, my dear one, I crave for thee, No fairy favours, or golden fee ; But a deep true love that can cheer and bless Even through all life's weariness, — And will, with holy kisses be near In all the world's battles, to aid and cheer. Though sorrow and death may often trace Their path of tears on that fair young face, May sin never darken the innocent brow — Be it loving, and gentle, and calm as now ; — So that, strong and faithful, through grief and pain, Like a flower up-rising after the rain, Thy heart may spring to the sunshine, strong, And in love and hope chaunt its morning song ; And value ever, as life's deep bliss, The heart's pure gold of a loving kiss. A GOSSIP ABOUT ISLANDS. " Float some fi-agments of a song, From the far-off isles enchanted, Heaven has planted With the golden fruit of Truth." Longfellow. " An island is a portion of land surrounded by water," says Goldsmith. Now, whether from our island birth, we feel peculiarly interested in those specks on the ocean, I do not know. But this I do know, that there is a lurking partiality for them in every one's mind. Who has not in childhood dreamed of pleasant islands, surrounded by smiling waters, and studded with feathery palm-trees 1 According to our various ages and tastes, we have either pictured them in the style of Juan Fernandez, and peopled them with " men Fridays " and talkative paiTots, or wandered w^ith the gentle i)air of the Isle of France, through their luxuriant garden, blooming in all tlie glowing beauty of a warmer clime than ours. A GOSSIP ABOUT ISLANDS. 49 Some of us have pored over the bloody, but thril- ling chronicle of St. Domingo ; the very name brings a vision of the maddened negroes, crowding with ferocious shouts and gestures, round the spacious verandah surrounding the luxurious home of him, who was yesterday their exacting master, and to-day will be their helpless victim. There is another picture, and a sad one, of a rocky iron-bound steep, arising from a vast expanse of glit- tering waters. There mouldered away the expiring embers of a mighty ambition, flickering and fading till it lay a heap of ashes, and the worn-out casket was laid beneath the shadowing willow. Every one has some pet island in which he takes prodigious interest, and adopts after his foshion. There is Tom, home for the holidays, who coils himself u}) in a very doggish attitude, in the large fork of an old tree, and ponders over all the wondei-s of Laputa, with its oblivious inhabitants, and their flapping remem- brancer. Then there is a Julia, who raves about Venice — " Throned on her hundred isles." Charles puts in a word in favour of the Island of Aiitiparos, and its glittering caves ; of Salsette, peopled 50 A GOSSIP ABOUT ISLANDS. with tigers ; of Deles, the bu'thplace of the bright- haired god. We will leave him to his oration, or pei'haps we shall have the island of Calypso, or Paphos, and a hnndi-ed others, with all their legends, and proceed to others more generally interesting. Then a vision rises before iis of Rhodes, with its harbour, where the vessels of the mercenary Jews are lying, waiting to carry off the pride of the island, the Colossus. Then we go on in thought to Malta, full of noble memories of the gallant old L'Isle Adam with his knights, and there seems to be a flutter of pennons and flowing mantles, signed with the eight-pointed cross before our eyes. Then we pass on to Corfu, and we see the race of the contending galleys. The vessel of the Tm-k sweeping on a-head, the white turbans of the Mussid- men bowing low with each stroke of the oar. The Crescent is triumphant, and the Lion of St. Mark is passed, and left behind. But the eager Venetians scorn to resign the ])i'ize ; there is a flash, and a report, and a shot from the distanced galley is the first thing that touches the wall, which is the goal of the race. Thus, by the ready wit of the chikh-en of St. Mark, A GOSSIP ABOUT ISLANDS. 51 was the fair island of Corfu secured to the republic and to Christianity. Then there is Madeira, which brings the idea of a verdant isle, whose shores are bathed with the quiet ripples of a cahii sea, and whose soft and gentle breezes bring ease and health to the frail, flxir victims of " the English disease." For those who peruse with avidity all stories of mutinies and shipwi-ecks, there is Pitcairn's Island, and its primitive inhabitants — who must have reversed the usual custom of the human race, by improving, instead of degenerating from the original stock. The lovers of pirate and buccaneering histories can find many islands celebrated as the haunts of these gentlemen, and where no doubt much of their ill-gotten treasure even now lies concealed. The very formation of these detached portions of land is deeply interesting. Some of the smallest islands near the mainland are very frequently separated and isolated by shocks of an earthquake, or continual irruptions of the sea. As an instance of this, we may mention the Steep Holmes, in the Bristol Channel, which is populai'ly supposed to have been connected with Brean Down, until the same earthquake that tore the rift in the E 2 52 A GOSSIP ABOUT ISLANDS. Meiidip Hills, known as the Cheddar Cliffs, shattered the rocky land that joined them, and the sea came over and suiTOunded it. On the same coast there is also a low, flat, unin- habited island. The Somersetshire tradition relating to it says, that it was joined on to the mainland, where the village stands that bears the same name ; but that the farmer to whom it belonged, wishing to prcA'ent trespass on his fields, dug a ditch between. The sea flowing at each end of this, a high tide soon swelled the water, and overflowed, and, each time making fresh aggxessions, soon separated it entirely, so that vessels now sail over part of it. This is the vulgar and common-place part of the question ; but it has a poetical side too. For instance, there are coral islands. We can picture the thousands of busy little creatm-es, toiling at their gigantic task, and see the beautiful fabric rise day by day through the waters, till it reaches the surface, and then perhaps a tuft of seaweed catches in the rough points of the coral. The sea-birds come and make it a resting-place, often bringing, perhaps unconsciously, downy and winged seeds, that strike and take root. Gradually, vegeta- tion covers slowly the whole extent of the reef, and it A GOSSIP ABOUT ISLANDS. 53 is clothed with verdure, and becomes one of the pleasant sjDots of the sea. The natural decay again, feeding the fresh supply of life, it grows and spreads, and is a fair and fertile tract of land, founded on the minute homes of tiny insects. Nature has also other resources, and in the little islands of the Mississippi she shows another method. There is a great flood, and the swollen river hurries along, boiling and foaming, and bearing on with it many vestiges of the damage it has done. A huge tree comes rushing by, and, whirled along with the force of the waters, is snddenlv caught, and wedded firmly in the bed of the river, with its roots upwards. The flood subsides, and the river resumes its calm aspect ; but there is the tree fast. One day a cotton- pod is drifted down the stream ; it catches in the " snag," and growing, in due time becomes a fair and goodly tree. Successive cotton-pods are caught in the same way, and imbedded in the soil, collected in the same gradual manner as that on the coral reef, grow, and form a graduated series of trees, from the old patriarch that first caught fast in the " snag " down to the little bush at the end of the island, the last deposit. Those who have seen Burford's Panorama 54 A GOSSIP ABOUT ISLANDS. will remember the peculiar appearance of these islands, clotted ou the breast of the broad river. That same ing'enions old lady, Nature, commits another curious freak, and that is, when she puts herself into a jjerfect convulsion of rage, and, heaving and sobbing, flings up little volcanic islands in the sea, which, like peppery people retracting their hasty words when cool, she takes back again when her quake is over. Yes, we liave certainly, most of us, a penchant for an island ; and while in youth romantic tales and unheard of wonders most drew our attention, now that we are older and more sober we look to the utilitarian side of the question. If we are elderly, and troubled with rheumatic knees or shoulders, we patro- nise the Shetland Isles, on accoimt of their knitted shawls, veils, and knee-caps. If we are pious, we prefer the Feegee or Looclioo Islands, on accovuit of the missions there to the benighted natives. If we ai'e sickly or consumptive, we hunt in the map for the Lofoden Isles, so celebrated for their cod-liver oil. If we indulge in tlie " noxious weed," we vote for Cuba and cigars; while our poor, neglected half-sister Ireland still furnishes the fruitful and favourite after- A GOSSIP ABOUT ISLANDS. 55 dinner chat to disputing politicians. And now, having wandered among a host of ishxnds, and glanced at each in passing — from the Hesperides to Ultima Thule, that island as much enveloped in the mists of anti- quity as the Isle of St. Borondon is in real substantial fogs (at least, so say the pilots) — I will conclude with the expression of one earnest conviction ; and that is, that it is a great pity that some of the addle-headed members of our community at home are not shipped off, like Sancho Panza, to some little Baratarias of their own, and brought to a sense of their insignificance, and the necessity for a "leetle" more experience, before attempting to rule om- own " right little, tight little, island ! " A NEW CRUSADE. Oh ! for a gift like that of old, That charmed the Hermit's tongue - Whereon such burning eloquence And mighty influence hung : That swayed alike to noble deeds, The vassal and the king, And a powerful sign, o'er land and sea The Cross went conquering. The weeping mother blessed her son. And armed him for the fight ; The bridegi-oom kissed his bride's pale lips. That matched her garland white. Fu-ed by a holy frenzy, all Pressed forward undismayed, To quell the vaunting Saracen, And join the gi'cat Crusade. A NEW CRUSADE. 57 They fought and fell, those dauntless hearts, To wm the Holy Shrine ; And left their bones to bleach iipon The sands of Palestine. Yet still the turbaned infidels The sacred precincts claim, — And o'er the Holy Sepulchre Is seen the Crescent's flame. Yet was it left to later days To show a stranger sight, Enough to rouse to burning ire Each buried Templar knight ; And nerve to life the mail-clad arm. To wield the sword and lance, To see the Moslem Crescent linked To England and to France. Oh ! for the Hermit's eloquence. To rouse this slumbering age,- Against a darker, deadlier foe, A warfare fierce to wage. 58 A NEW CRUSADE. Oh ! for another Lion Heart, The conflict to begin, — A vast crusade against tlie powers Of Ignorance and Sin. A Christian band of brotherhood, Of dauntless heart and hand. To sweep away this dire reproach That festers through the land. To press, unquailing, fearlessly, Tlu-ough worldly pain and loss, A Christian war that well may claim The banner of the Cross. He that would arm him for the fight. With high resolve and prayer, Let him go forth into the streets. And see his labour there. Those noble streets, so broad and wide, That glitter in the sun, Where a human tide of rich and poor Does like a river run. A NEW CBUSADE. 59 The hum of Hfe may meet his ear, Its spleudom- catch his eye, But look ! beneath those ghstening waves What awful phantoms lie ! Less brilliantly on Sodom's walls The sun's departing ray Cast lingering light, — Gomorrah slept, — Morn rose, — and where were they ! Behind these mansions proud and tall. As 'neath a purple vest, The plague spots lie of vice and crime Upon the heaving breast. And crowded alleys gather in, Vast herds of human kind. With all the attributes of brutes, Except their human mind. From out these foid abodes of vice Naught that is good can come. Nor dare we give to such low haunts The holy name of " home." 60 A NEW CRUSADE, The new-born babe's first breath of Hfe Is drawn beside the dead, The birth and the death angels meet Beside the ragged bed. While fever loads the very air, By all alike inhaled, The great twin mysteries, of life Stand awfully unveiled : The viewless presences that bring A thrilling hush and dread, An atmosphere of awe on all About the rich man's bed, Here doubly terrible appear, 'Midst ribald oaths and din. Where unmolested stalk the fiends Of Ignorance and Sin. Amid this dreaiy pestilence Of body and of mind, What trace remains to ])i-ove them still Allied to liuman kind i A NEW CRUSADE. 61 Outcasts alike from love and home, And all their sacred ties, To hope, and faith, and prayer unknown. Or human sympathies : From gentle charities shut out, The kindly links that bind Us with a slender golden chain, Alike to all mankind. x\ll the world gives, a hiding den. Unfitting man's abode ; Yet do these human Pariahs breathe The life bestowed by God : And painfully that breath is drawn, 'Mid fever and disease, Where even water seems denied, Their burning thirst to ease. Oh, God ! that givest mountam rills. That trickle pure and clear ; Through moss, and rush, and gurgling brooks,. That spring up everywhere : 62 A NEW CRUSADE. Not Thiue the gift of fetid streams, That poison as they flow, And bear on their polluted course Disease, and death, and woe. Man taints his precious heritage. Through want of thought or heed ; And seven-fold miseries, scattered, grow From each neglected seed. Unw^holesome vapoiirs fill the air, And taint the very breath, While churchyard filterings transmit The gei-ms of rapid death. Ye stewards of a mighty Lord, Ye great ones of the land, — Ye do not mete your measui'es out With the same liberal hand ; Still i)ride and pomp are nestled in Tlic 1)111-1 )le of your state, And still doth Lazarus lie unmarked Beside your palace-gate. A NEW CRUSADE. 63 Oh ! soiils that. — fit for high emprise, For great and noble deed — Have slumbered long in indolence, Rise up and meet the need ! Gird steadfiist patience on your hearts, Unfailing hope and trust ; Long have your energies been given A prey to moth and rust. The warning voice has called you forth, And summons heart and hand, To war against this fearful foe, That harbours in the land. Oh ! clear us from this dark reproach. This black and bitter shame ; And free ovir country from the stain Upon her glorious fame. Sons of St. George ! a monster host Against us stand array' d ; Be his red cross our battle sign To lead a new Crvisade. 64 A NEW CRUSADE. A vast Crusade against tlie powers Of Ignorance and 111 ; Mav God be with us for the right,- By this sign conquer still ! STELLULA. She was the hope, for many a year, Of this poor human heart ; In every throb of grief or joy She bore a wilhng part. When darkest clouds hung o'er my way, And all was lost but love, That little star within my sight Still glimmered from above. When shone the sun once more on me, And turned my hopes to gold, The one dear thing I loved so well Lay in the chxu-chyard cold. Now sun or stoi-m may come alike. My eyes to them are blind. For memory paints that little star Still in my darkened mind. SONNET. Good night, we say with cai'eless lip and brow, Good night, we smile to some beloved embrace, While gazing on some dear familiar face, — We look no further than the present now. Forgetful that a morrow may not dawn For us on earth ; to-morrow we may be Beyond the stars, and our eternal mom May open on us, — we can ne'er foresee, If we shall waken to earth's flowers again, Or see the glorious blooms of Paradise, — If we again may greet om- fellow-men. Or Heaven dawn on our death-strengthened eyes. Good night, — perchance the night may soon be o'er Good night, — pcrlia})s. Good night for evermore. THE SUM OF A LIFE. ' ' She speaks miicli of her father ; says she hears There's tricks i' the world ; and hems, and beats her heart ; Spurns enviously at straws ; speaks things in doubt, That carry but half sense ; her speech is nothing, Yet the unshaped use of it doth move The hearers to collection ; they aim at it, And botch the words up fit to their own thoughts." Hamlet. » *• For Love himself took part against himself To warn us off, and Duty loved of Love — Oh this world's curse, — beloved but hated — came Like Death betwixt thy dear embrace and mine." Tennyson. When I first entered upon my curacy in the country town of S , I had not long been ordained, and brought to my labours all the energy of youth and zeal for my profession, that a young clergy- man generally feels, when he has embraced it from a serious wish to enter his Masters service, and has not merely been influenced in his choice of it, by what, alas, is the case in too many instances, a F 2 68 THE SUM OF A LIFE. snug living waiting for him. I had not this tempta- tion, for I had neither money nor interest, and no hopes of rising in the Church. I had, moreover, had no experience in deahng with the most numerous class of my parishioners — the poor, — and many were the sleepless nights and anxiety of mind I went through, in musing over the difficult cases brought before me. Light are the toils of the physician or the banister in comparison, — for theirs are but losses or gains to the body ; but mine, — I was answer- able at that awful tribunal for eveiy human soul committed to my charge, and aU these woidd be reqvured of me in that " day of wrath, that awful day, When heaven and earth shall pass away." This thought pursued me incessantly, and urged me beyond bodily pain, or fatigue, to do my veiy utmost to preserve the souls under my charge ; and my heart sometimes sickened at the thought of the small — awfully small — harvest to be gathered in. After three or four years of these exertions, which I can now look back upon calmly, and feel the consolation that, imperfect as they were, they were my utmost, niy health, never veiy strong, gave way utterly, and THE SUM OF A LIFE. 09 I was obliged to give up all duty for mauy months. However, kind friends were given me, my worldly prospects brightened, and I obtained a veiy small Hving, with a inu-al population, where I could still do my duty conscientiously without injmy to my health. Light indeed is it, compai'ed with all I had known in the crowded little town of S , where sin and vice sprung up like mnshrooms, and were enough to discom-age even a stout heart. Long, long was it before the awfid scenes I had witnessed ceased to be vividly impressed on my memoiy. Among the many tales of real life that came before me, was the one I am about to relate. I had made a rule on entering my curacy, to call upon eveiy one in my district ; and among others, upon an elderly widow, living in one half of a very smaU cottage, in a back street. I found her imnsually inteUigent and sensible, but labouring imder a gi-eat depression of spii-its. AATiile I was talking to her, I chanced to put my hand \ipou an old book lying in the window-seat. It was an ancient almanack, much thoucrht of in its dav, I dare sav, hut now long for- gotten. But my eye was stiiick with the curious 70 THE SUM OF A LIFE. appeai'ance of the book, — for all do^ii the margin of each page Avere tiie following figures, — 17 23 15 2 There were several letters, and a word or two with- out connection, but the same fig-ures recurred again and again ; and, in fact, in every page of the book. The handwriting was beautifully small and fine — the figures especially, and I asked the old woman if the writing was hers. She answered " No," and seeing the tears in her eyes, I did not make any further allusion to the subject. On a later visit, however, when she was laid up by a severe attack of illness, and, perhaps, felt more acutely the force of a little sympathy, she opened her mind fully to me, and unasked told me the stoiy of the book. Her husband had been a carpenter, and they had but one surviving cliild, a daughter, having lost two or three in their infancy. This endeared tlie sm*vivor istill more to them both ; but especially to her mother. They had been rather above the common class of poor, and contrived to keep several comforts around THE SUM OF A LIFE. 71 them, and the old man was said to have saved iip a considerable sum for a poor person. They had always kept their daughter at school, where she had, by perseverance and intelligence, gained quite a supe- rior education to those of her own rank. When she was about seventeen, a young stonemason of the neighboiu'hood proposed marriage with her, to her father. She had long known and liked him, and had many a pleasant walk on a summer evening with him. For a wonder she had chosen wisely and well, for he was as superior, and even more so, to his station, as she was, and was as good a scholar as herself. Unfortvmately, however, her father, after tacitly allowing it so long, objected on the score of money, and in spite of her entreaties — joined with her mother's — forbid him the house. At first she hoped to soften him by her submission, which indeed came natm-ally to her gentle spirit, and her lover remained constant, their only consolation being the frequent letters passing between them. Some of these the poor mother still possessed, and showed them to me ; and, notwithstanding their frequent homeliness of expres- sion, there was a simple pathos and resignation in them, that touched me almost to tears. 72 THE SUM OF A LIFE. Two or three years went on, slowly and sadly, — the father continuing still obstinate in accordance with his rugged nature, and hope fading gradually but surely from the humble lovers. She was a gentle, affectionate gh'l, and would not marry without her father's consent, although she could not conquer the love that was twined with her veiy heart-strings. At last her father finding that she still clung to this first and last attach- ment, and that she refused two or three offers he thought more suitable, forbid the correspondence, and desired her to think of him no more. This was a heavy blow to her, and for a while her health and spirits sank under it. To rouse her from this, her parents sent her to the wedding of a country cousin, thinking the change and gaiety might do her good. But this was the drop that overbrimmed the cu]) : the sight of the new-married couple in their honeymoon happiness, and the quiet domestic comfort of their little country cottage in its tiny garden, sunk wdth a painful contrast into her heart, and she returned home, only that her mother might rush wildly fi'om one doctor to another, in the hope that something might be done for her. The body recovered, but the mind was gone hope- THE SUM OP A LIFE. 73 lessly ; and as she grew more vacant and unconscious, her health got better, for the mind no longer wore out and harassed the feeble frame. She had taken to writing over every scrap of paper she coidd lay hands on, — most likely from a lingering association of past days, like the wind wandering through the strings of a harp and bringing out an imperfect sovind. It was almost always the same figures; the first, 17 and 23, were their respective ages, — the 15 th of May was the date of their first meeting, and the 2nd of November the last time they met, — that bitter parting that had unsettled her intellect for ever. She had at first been very difiicvdt to manage, and required more skilful treatment than her poor heart-broken mother could give her, and she had accordingly l)een placed under proper care. As time went on, she grew as gentle as an infant ; but, on attempting to remove her to her mother's home, had manifested such distress, that although the expense of keeping her away cost her mother every little indulgence she had hitherto pos- sessed, she submitted without a murmru', only grieving that she could not have her always with her. I gazed sadly upon the dim discoloiu-ed figures that had before seemed to me but the mere vague wan- 74 THE SUM OF A LIFE, derings of insanity, but now that I had the key to them, the mournful record of that blank existence, — the summing up of that humble tale of resignation and sorrow. Her ftither had died, bitterly remorsefid of the ruin he had made, and the lover of years before, himself no longer young, had been killed by accident. But the poor crushed heart, that had loved them both too well for its own peace, was unconscious of their loss, and the wan fingers still continue their melancholy task, surviving them all, — until it shall please the Almighty to add up those days of mere existence, and sum up the sorrows of her life — " Vitae summa brevis, spem nos vetat inchoare longam ! '' A DAISY ON A GRAVE. 1 SAW a churchyard, — not that holy place Where the green tiuf lies o'er the quiet dead, And the calm sunshine, like a loving smile Falls through the green leaves rusthng overhead, And pious memory comes oft to grieve, And tend her blossoms in the dew^y eve : But a rank graveyard, — a neglected place, Walled up by frowning houses bleak and bare. With scarce a glimpse of sky ; where barren mounds Showed many a human form lay mouldering there ; And meagre gravestones worn and cracked by years In place of simple blossoms dewed with tears. I paused beside a small and lowly grave, — The narrow bed of childhood,— where there grew One stunted daisy, small and withered up, That never saw the sun or drank the dew; 76 A DAISY ON A GRAVE. But drew unwholesome nurture with its breath (The very air was redolent with death). Thus tender Nature, who with common things So much of truth and beauty iuterweaves, Had with a solemn meaning shadowed out The little sleeper's history in its leaves. More eloquent than words, a single glance Took in its touching mute significance. A fitting emblem of the haj)less child, Born in the darksome cellar, or the den, In some great city's low and secret haunts ; The Im-king-place of bad and guilty men. Each wholesome impulse stifled in its birth. Choked down with all the crime and sin of earth. Childhood, without its innocent delights. Reft of its hap})y mirth and healthy play. The first and sweetest roses of its life, From cheek and heart alike have passed away : The sallow face, a type of all within. Withered by hiuiger, sufl^ering, and sin. A DAISY ON A GRAVE. 77 They know no wanderings in the russet woods For nuts or berries ; nor can they explore The haunts of bird or insect, — closed to them The country urchin's ever- varied store. They have no primrose, no first violet. Nor are their hearts upon such treasures set. Not theirs that holy season of the heart, That innocent childhood 'tis so sweet to see ; Early iniu-ed to poverty and toil, Not theirs the heritage of bird and bee : But, born of sin, — and reared 'mid g-uilt and crime, To a precocious evil ere their time. Not theirs the terrors of the happy child. Used to the sunshine and green leafy bowers, Whose only foretaste of the world is gained By sweet companionship with birds and flowers ; While these no knowledge have of light and bloom. Sadly unchildlike, — conversant with gloom. When summer fruits are gone, and autumn's grain Is garnered in, still are the birds supplied ; 78 A DAISY ON A GRAVE. The scarlet holly, and the coral hip, Are caterere for them, scattered far and wide. The stiu'dy robin, welcomed and caressed, Is to each window a most honom-ed guest. But the poor child, half-starved from veiy birth, Feels the keen pangs of hunger, and is led With sharpened instinct, but a darkened soul. To filch a moiddy cnist, — his daily bread. Oh, God ! to see those wild and wolfish eyes. Where only tender childish teiu-s should rise ! Yet do their angels evermore "behold The face of Him, who once their likeness wore, And solemnly commending childhood's state, Blessed it and sanctified for evermore : " Woe unto him, who causeth them offence ! " Dare we look up and plead our innocence ? LINES FOR MUSIC. — — Ah, wherefore seek to read mine eyes 1 A heedless glance is mine : Why wish to make me see the love That ever beams in thine 1 e- When sighing for the absent face Fond memory paints to me ; Not thine the fire that warms this heart, That sigh is not for thee. When musing over harp or lute, At evening's calm decline, The murmured name, — the cherished vow. Nor name, nor vow are thine. IN CCELO QUIES. The maiden smiled at the tender tone Of a voice on the midnight air, For she deemed that one of her suitors gay Worshipped her beavity there ; And still the soiind was in her ear, • Upon the night-wind given, " Look np ! look up, oh ! weary soul, For there is rest in Heaven !" The sage looked up with an angry frown, And dark and glooming look. For the soimd had disturbed his musings deep Over his mystic book ; And in his sarcastic smile you read Philosophy's bitterest leaven. "Look up !" still sang the voice, " oh, soul ! For there is rest in Heaven !" IN C(ELO QUIES. 81 The starving outcast gazed above On the sky so cahn and clear, And he heard the sound on the passing wind, As it came on his listening ear. And a smile of joy came o'er his face, Like a sunlit cloud at even. " Look ujj ! look up ! oh, weary soul. For there is rest in Heaven !" The maiden turned to her flowers asrain, With a smile half checked by fear ; The sage as he tm-ned o'er another leaf, Mused deep on life's strange career : But the outcast, tired with the weary strife The world with his spirit had driven, Lay calm as a child on its mother's breast, There is rest and peace in Heaven ! HUMAN BUDS. " Bud, if I kiss you, 'tis that you blow not. Mind the pink-shut mouth opens never ! " Robert Browning. Daixty things are buds, little fat round buttons, with pink, pouting lips ; chubby, polished, healtliy- looking things ; that I, for one, am almost sony to see expand into full-blown flowers, for they are far prettier in their bud-hood, with all their delicate leaves cm-led closely romid their hearts, and the pale gi'een tips of the calyx curling tenderly over them. And the gentle dews nourish them, and the sun smiles gaily on them, and the rain, that beats roughly on the fragile leaves of the full-blown blos- som, slides off the smooth surface of the little bud. Those toiling children of Mammon, the busy bees, pass them by, and go on to the more mature flower, which has passed the joys of youth, and must now bear its share and do its part in the busy life around it. Dear little buds ! they look so innocent and fair, HUMAN BUDS. 83 that one can hardly find the heart to phick them, and the most ruthless flower-gatherer generally spares them. Look at the daisy-bud, with its pink-tipped leaves tightly compressed to the centre, like a rosy mouth that says, " You shan't kiss me — there now !" and screws itself up in resolute determination. What can be prettier than a cluster of rosebuds, especially wild rosebuds 1 and, down in the centre of the gi'oup, sheltered by the rest, is the tiniest little thing — without a speck of pink in it as yet — and looking small and delicate enough for a f\iiry's own adorn- ment. And if these blooming children of Nature are fan- in our eyes, how much more fair are those human buds that are given to our keeping ! The little tender nurslings we rear wnth such care and anxious love, and whose loss plants an aching pain in our hearts never more to depart. The structure of both is very similar ; the futm'c character and thoughts are as carefully curled up in the little human heart as the petals of the rosebud. And tender must be the watching and the fostering care that no untimely frost may kill, or sudden blight wither the little germ of good within. Gentle must a 2 84 HUMAN BUDS. tlie hand be that tends it, and judicioiis the training and watering ; and it woidd be as cruel to force the little human bud to precocious matm-ity, as to tear open the green leaves of its pretty type, alike de- stroying the ripened beauty of both. The beneficent Father, who scattered the bright- hued buds and flowers so plentifully over every field and meadow, that His own poor might enjoy their beauty and fragrance, as well as their more wealthy brethren, has also endowed them with the gift of human blossoms, as promising. Many a little rosy face peeping over a cottage-gate, shows as bright blue eyes and golden locks, as those that are endowed with all the aid of wealth. Both are pretty in their places. As we can appreciate the grace of the exquisite stephanotis, and the beauty of the camellia of the conservatory, without denying our tribute of love and admiration to the pale, sweet, wild rose of the hedges, and the mountain daisy, so also is the fair, delicate beauty of the patrician child, in its elegant and simple attire, as striking as the rosy bloom, and healthy limbs of the cottagers' bairn. Lonely, indeed, woidd our homes be without them — whether rich or poor. How lonely, we only know HUMAN BUDS. 85 when it has pleased the Father of all to remove one of those precious little blossoms from its earthly rest. Then, by the aching void — by the desolate and deserted nursery that we dare not enter — by tlie trifling toys now hoarded with all a miser's care, because once touched by those tiny fingers, — by those small garments folded by, that the little wearer, now clothed in shining white raiment with angel wings, requires no longer ; — by all these pangs we know how dearly we love them, and thus measure our love by its loss. And even where the Angel of Death has not come, his brother minister of sickness has cei'tainly visited, and dread has been the struggle betwixt him, and the agonised parents, over the bed of the little sufferer, a conflict that has, many a time, left its scars behind, that you may trace in the still fair brow shaded by sorrow, and the dark hair prematurely sprinkled with silver threads. But you — oh, happy parents — who liave as yet been spared this mighty anguish — who have not partaken of the bitter cup whence our first parents ch-ank the primal draught — who have seen your little buds expand into fair and promising flowers — your thanksgiving should 86 HUMAN BUDS. I'ise to the stars. All minor losses and anxieties should be lightly esteemed ; they are but trifles in the balance ; and while yoiu- happy circle is yet imbroken, take to heart no privations or trials : let them glide off you like rain-drops from the rosebud. Take home the beautiful saying of the poet, and cry with Victor Hugo : " Spare, mighty Lord ! spare me and all I love, Friends, brethren, kindred, even foes (that move 'Gainst me in triumph wild). From e'er beholding summer reft of flowers, Bee-less the hive, bird-less the leafy bowers, The house without a child ! " Clasp to your hearts liumlily and thankfully your })recious cluster of buds and flowers, praying ever for the gentle rain to nourish them, and the genial sun to shine upon them, that, gi-owing up fair and inno- cent, they may be meet for a better garden ; and, when the great spring of the world shall come, that will call fortli all living things from their wintry tomb in the earth, they may rise in immortal beauty, and blossom for ever. "SIX DAYS SHALT THOU LABOUR." A CRY has gone throughout the land, a strong and powerful cry, And each liearer echoes loudly the same accents as they fly,— " Keep the Sabbath, — keep it holy, — keep the Lord's day unprofaned ; Read your Bibles, — go to chiu'ch and pray, as it hath been ordained ! " But another voice rings in mine ear, — and bitter words are there, — " Oh our judges, are you helping us to keep the day of prayer V Ours is but a mere existence, — toiling, grovelling 'mid the dust. To feed om* starving children wnth a diy and mouldy crust ; 88 "six days SHALT THOU LABOUR." And tlie struggle for such living, maddens, crazes heart and brain, And soul and spirit die alike beneath that crushing pain. After striving 'neath the burthen, every day, and all day long, When the scanty wage is paid us, is not then tempta- tion strong 1 (For we are not taught as you are) after di'udgery long and sore, Lo ! the glittering gin-palace opens wide its cheerful door, And the warmth and light invite us to our everlasting hurt, And in the lulling poison we forget our rags and dirt ! Bo we keep the Sabbath holy, — can we even if we would 1 Oh, great men and legislators, do ye answer that "we could?" Oh ye peaceful village churches, lying calm in verdant dells, Calling all to come and worship witli the music of your bells ! "six days SHALT THOU LABOUR 89 With the bright and pleasant sunUght glowing in through every pane, And the wild birds' liquid voices filling pauses in the strain ; And the humble roofs, though lowly, aye, and mean and poor they be, Clustered close around the old gi-ey tower in calm security : It must be indeed a sinful heart, shut out from heavenly bliss, That would not seek its Maker amid influence like this ! But look on us in the city, — in the cellar and the den, Shut from all that might improve us, from our happier fellow men. From the lessons we might gather from the blue and smiling skies. We but love them for their darkness, and the stars' sad pitying eyes ! Oh God ! to think our lands stretch wide ft-om farthest pole to pole, And all that's fair is valued there, except a Iminan soul ! 9U " SIX DAYS SHALT THOU LABOUR." We send missions to the heathen, far and wide our preachera roam, Planting schools and building chm-ches that are needed more at home ; And we hear of clnux-h bells ringing far in distant solitudes. Where there used to be but silence, or the rustling of the woods. Look at home, — the crowded cities, — nmning o'er with guilt and sin ; Surely these need Christianising, — it is here ye should begin ! 'Mid the lowest dregs and refuse, those whose half- taught natures rise With a sort of struggling instinct, 'gainst the wrong before their eyes : 'Tis to these the earnest preacher should most solemnly proclaim That God w'ho, for the sinner, from his throne of gloiy came. Can wc go into the chiu'chos, 'midst the great ones and the ]ir()ud, And feel that all are equal in His sight, before Him bowed 1 "six days SHALT THOU LABOUR." 91 Or in cold and draughty comers are we forced to stand and wait, While the beadle or the verger ushers in the rich and great ? We see you dainty stepping, robed in silk, in gems, and gold. From your carriage to the Opera, or some mansion proud and old, For your Satiirday's amusement ; and when midnight's hoiu" is fled. When we reel back from oiu- revel, you are driven home to bed. To yoiir downy rest, to waken up next morning rather late, When, again, all fair and glittering, in Sunday pomp and state. To set a good example, to church you strictly wend To your cushioned pew and footstool, and most grace- fully you bend, Deigning slightly to acknowledge that it is a holy place, Where He says His honour dwelleth, and His angels veil their face. 92.' "six days SHALT THOU LABOUR." Then you listen to the music with a critic s practised ear, And a rather altered version of last night, perhaps, you hear ; 'Tis a fashionable chapel, and the company is high, And the dresses are most exquisite, your own especially ; Then the park or ring invites you, 'mid the fashionable throng. And, that over, you may finish with your banquets rich and lone:. "&• Can you wonder we are Chartists, — that we miu-mur and repine 1 We are ignorant ; teach us better ; point us up to the Divine, — Teach us He appointed rich and poor their separate course to take, Doing each their solemn duty meekly, himibly, for His sake ; Tell us of a better world on high, where all distinctions cease, And the beggar and the king alike share one eternal peace. "six days SHALT THOU LABOUR." 93 Waken from your calm debating in the palace ye have built, For your solemn legislation o'er our wi'ongs, our woe, our guilt ; Come and learn om- true condition, with yom- quiet high-bred grace ; The same merciful Creator made that calm and happy face, And these pinched and haggard features, worn with sorrow, sin, and pain. And the human souls beneath them both must go to Him again ! By all these thoughts, — the evil past, and that which draweth nigh, — By life and death's great mysteries, oh, heed our warning cry ; Give to the winds the sordid thought of gaining place or pelf, And, working for one common weal, forego all dreams of self. Oh, great and mighty of the land ! how will ye yield your trust. When the Archangel's awful trump shall summon slumbering dust 94 "SIX DAYS SHALT THOU LABOUR." To meet the Judge in majesty ; the record dread um-oUs, — How shall ye answer to your God for all these human soids 1 By your dearest hopes, your deepest fears of that tremendous day, Oh, save us from the penalty that both of us must pay, " The evil wrought by want of thought ; " the human creatures lost ; The vast amount of wasted souls your indolence has cost ! THE LOCKETS. Nay, Edward, do not smile, I know thou think' st This cluster of small lockets scarce is fit For manly wearing ; but thou dost not know How all the wild emotions of a life Rise at the sight, and make me young again. For every head which bore its share alike. And gave a raven braid or sunny curl, Lies with the parent dust— the young, the loved, All my heart cherished in its earliest years. All faded from me, save these locks of hair. This braid of sable, sprinkled here and there With silver, lay upon my mother's cheek — Her still, fair cheek— before I left my home. And, twined with it (as were their lives as well), My father's this, white as the drifted snow. God rest them both — their sleep is deep and calm ; After a life-long love, they travelled home : 96 THE LOCKETS. I can look on them cheerfully, nor grieve • That the ripe grain was gathered in its prime. Here is the lock I severed from the head Of my young brother, for his promised bride ; But the deep sea has sung his obsequies, And twined mid coral reefs his long fair hair — It lay upon her heart, until she went To him in heaven — parted so far on earth ! Here is my only sister s — a fair girl. Who shared our boyish sports and triumphs once In the same happy home — now severed wide, By the world's changes, as the farthest seas. For other loves have stolen her heart from me, And the same tresses whence I stole this curl, Then ^vreathed with meadow flowers, are braided now With pearls and gems, whose lustre coldly gleams Upon a face as passionless as they. She is the only one who lives of all The idols that my earth-bound lieart set up ; And all lie in the dust ; but she the most Is dead to me — more so than those who sleep, But in my dreams revisit me again : .THE LOCKETS. 97 Whose eyes shine with a brighter tenderness, And voices, fresh from heavenly melodies, Show me the golden links that ch-aw me up From this lone earth to seek their starry home. See this fair tress of bro^\m — to look on this, Still moves my heart imto its inmost core, And shows the open wound, as fresh as when I saw that gentle head laid in the dast. And went, a homeless wanderer, o'er the world. That soft brown hah- — how youth, and hope, and love, Twined round it in the hour that saw it mine ! And fancy circled it with orange buds. That after days ripened to snowy flowers : She gave it with a blush and happy smile, A precious earnest of tlie warmest heart That beat for me until it beat no more. Behold this small gold trinket — it is formed Into the semblance of a heart : there lies A tiny cmd, soft as the finest silk, And golden as the loving hopes that hung Around the little stranger, as it lay On its young mother's knee — my sweet firstborn ! 98 THE LOCKETS. The lily flowers above thy grave have bloomed Full many springs since then ; and not alone Ai-t thou — a sister, fragile as thyself, Shares now thy naiTow tenement : and she Who watched those infant sleepers tenderly, Could not abide without them, and she went To watch them once again, and join tlicir rest. Bear with me, Edward, for these relics tell My real life's story — all beyond it but The chronicle of glittering dust and clay. Life is made up of love ; with it, a dream Of fairy beauty ; and without it, dark. And lone, and dreaiy, as a winter's night. What are life's honoui's — pomp, ambition, wealth 1 Either the means to minister to love, Or the despair that cloaks its want and loss : The single passion that survives the gi'ave. The tic between the misecn world and this. That, purified from earth, shall reign in heaven. THE CASKET. I BEHELD A closed casket, and it had no key ; Methought no force could move the massive lid, Yet, oft-times, suddenly, 'twould slowly rise At some faint signal — a familiar tone, A chord of music, or a perfumed gush From some fair blossom, on the quiet air. And then it opened, and gave up its store. Its varied treasures, to one single gaze : Some dim and shadowy as a troubled dream. Some bright and vivid as the lightning's flash ; — One shone, 'mid tears, with a pale rainbow light. And one in gloom, deep as the darkest hours ; — Some far more precious than the fabled gems In ancient tale ; and some that wrung the heart With the dim sense of a forgotten pain. And all possess this treasure-house, — ^yes, all. Though unto some it is a golden store. To othei-s a dark shadow of the heart — ]\Ien call it " ^Memoiy ! " H 2 GLASS HOUSES. " Vitrea fracta; Trifles, odds, and ends." Petronius. Glass houses ! I do not mean the world-famed Exhibition in Hyde Park of tlie memorable year of 1851, or its giant offspring, the Sydenham Palace, nor even do I allude to its more distant but defunct relatives in Paris or Dublin, — all very pretty speci- mens of large-sized beehives, showing to the prying- eyes of this inquisitive generation the workers and drones, either labom'ing or " doing the looking on." I allude to yom* little private hothouse, my dear Mrs. Spytchourspyte, as well as those of Samson Smoothe, Esq., and the Reverend Jeremiah Good- enough. Why, everybody has a little glass-house of his own ! Some years ago, the tax was taken off" greenhouses (being luxuries), to i)ut it on something else (being necessaries), and immediately there sprung up a GLASS HOUSES. 101 number of little gi-eeuhouses, like a crop of fungi on the stump of an old tree. Everybody accom- plished one that had any pretensions to gentility. The doctor, at Colocynth House, had a round glass building filled with geraniums and heliotropes, that ill-natured people said used to be his room for dental operations ; the solicitor, at Caveat Villa, had a sort of glazed colonnade along the side of his house ; while Mr. Shai'pe, the tax collector, rebuilt his drawing-room on puqDOse that it miglit open into a conservatory. Every advertisement in the "Times" of " Three or four pretty little cottages to let, with two sitting-rooms and four bed-rooms," endeavoured to Im-e a tenant by the "greenhouse;" which might be either an overgro^\^l bow-window or a zinc-covered landing-place with a great skylight. And yet, numerous as these buildings are, they are scarce to the hothouses, large or small, that people erect for themselves, and to vdiich they do not court observation. The most curious featm-e of the case is, that people are as malicious about the crystal erections of then- neighboixrs as if they owned, no such frail structures themselves, and, practically quoting Shakespeare, throw as many metaphorical 102 GLASS HOUSES. stones, ill the shape of sermons, as they possibly can at every one else's panes. They positively revel in the smash and breakage ; and yet they are all people in good society, and some of them " pious people," too, who woiild be horror-struck if you told them they were fellow criminals with Bob Starveling, who demolished Mr. Howie's v,indows to get a loaf for his seven famishing childi'en ; or Nancy Ryatt, who is committed for breaking sixteen panes of glass at the Driveham Workhouse. And, yet, my woi-thy Mr. Howies, you tln-ew a very large stone labelled " Popeiy " through the great painted window at St. Oswyth's, forgetting that you had several glazed apertures overlooking yoiu* neigh- bour " Little Zion," tln-ougli which a great limip of " Dissent " might fairly be pitched in retm-n. And you, dear Mrs. Russell Inglassy, in the same manner, launched a malignant missile, called " extra- vagance," at Mi's. Oinopoly, the "wine mercliant's lady," quite oblivious to the fact that there are sundry satin dresses and velvet cloaks in 7jour glass- house. Mrs. Pegger, next door, lectures lier house- maid Maiy for an hour " by the clock" on the sinful extravagance of pink cap ribbons, and the iniquitous GLASS HOUSES. 103 waste of good muslin in white sleeves, while she majestically lays her spectacles clown on Madame Figgout's bill for a gorgeous crimson-and-gold turban, to adorn her flaxen wig at the Opera to-night. And you, my good Mr. Burtonail, fling with in- dignant energy a weighty objurgation at Bob Brown's Sabbatical glass of beer at the "Salmon and Com- passes," on a broiling July afternoon, while coolly discussing your bottled Bass or Dublin stout, served to you by a liveried " Jeames " in your well-furnished drawing-room. Will you not, my friend, take the obtnisive quart out of yom- own eye before you offer to wipe away the little modest half-pint out of his 1 May not you be intoxicated with self- righteousness, while he has only a " wee drappie in his 'ee 1 " Why should you deal out his allowance, meting it with yoiu' own bushel, and putting him straight by a level that is not a kindly spirit level, or setting him in the right line by a " Grosveuor Square 1 " There's Lady Arabella Hartlesse lan- guidly wonders, while reclining on a luxm'ious couch, beneath a dome of crystal, and shaded by the fans of tropical plants, and lulled by the plash of a scented fountain, " How it is that those shocking lower 104 GLASS HOUSES. classes can want to break the Sabbath by going to the Crystal Palace on a Sunday!" and her fashion- able ear is dull to the crash, and her cold heart closed to the fact, of the many hoiu's of laboiir (far outnumbering her own restless toil after the phantom Pleasiu-e) the rememlirance of that vision of grace and beauty has lightened ; she dreams not of the thoughts of the Creator and His marvellous works, awakened, for the first time, perhaps, in the scared and withered natiu'es that have hitherto known only the little reeking back parlour of the " Rising Sun," or the gaily-lighted bar of the gin-palace. You, my fair Miss Hathwite Niggers, with many of the sympathising fair sex of Great Britain, "hove" a great stone all across the Atlantic at the better-halves of the slave-owners and slave-drivers in America, and a pretty little splash it made, I dare say. But, in this case, there was a slight re- taliation in the shape of a sharp, many-angled flint, that c;\me skimming back like a " duck and drake " in a pond, hopping and popping into several snug little glass-houses of yoiu- own, containing over- worked milliners' girls and benighted miners' children. There's the Hon. Beatrice Bcllcringe moralising on GLASS HOUSES. 105 tlie sad depravity of Lucy Stitchem, the dressmaker's apprentice, who walks iu the park on Sviuday with a man " in a moustache and an eye-glass," quite over- looking her own heartless flirtation with Percy Dolman of the Guards. She is elegantly casting pebbles at a poor little glass-house that is scarcely more than a cucumber-frame ! And you, my dear Mob — the " million," as you are technically termed — you were " chucking stones " on one of the famous July Sundays, at the windows of all respectable houses in Belgravia. But you might have had a few geological specimens fairly sent back to you in kind ; for was it not yo\i, oh ! Artful Dodger, that picked an old gentleman's pocket of his pm-se and handkerchief, and cut a lady's guard, and obtained her watch and a bundle of charms ? Messrs. Cachem and Checks, ruthlessly prosecute poor Tom Taddles, the clerk, who has embezzled £5 to pay for a few last comforts for his dying wife and sick chikh-en, little dreaming that in the next six weeks their ow^n names will be in the " Gazette." Tom meets the worthy partners as he is led to the cold cell to await, with a sinking heart, the seal of his ruin of prospects and character ; while they, being gxeater 106 GLASS HOUSES. sinners, in every sense of the word, are ushered into the gaoler's snug room, to gossip over the fire with their friends. Young Checks will advise his wife how to send him his flute, and some books, directing her what to do witli his favourite mare, "Ebony," and so on. Meanwhile, poor Tom is pictming on the blank wall of his cell, the wasted form stretched out beneath a white sheet, of whose release from ])aiu and poverty he has just been told, and his five orphan chikh-en crying for food and wai-mth — his vision of home. Messrs. Cachem and Checks' has been an awful smash, ruining widows and orphans, and crippling tlie resoiu-ces of several charities, while poor Tom did scarcely more than crack a pane, — and his own heart with it. Here we are in the market-place of the populous town of Mudboroiigh, during the election of an honourable member for that celebrated little place. Mr. O'Kanvass is on his legs, having just recovered from a violent assault from the defunct remains of a fine specimen of the feline race. He is animadverting on a certain case, in which Mr. Pole, his opponent, was seen to kiss the baby of Mrs. Murpliy, the gi-eengrocer, and give it a penny to buy lollipops. Mr. O'Kanvass waxes sternly indignant while expatiating on this flagi-ant case of GLASS HOUSES. 107 bribery, — when hang comes a stone tlu'ougli an un- defended sash in his house, — in the shape of an exposure of his own dehnquencies against the Act, by treating Bill Heaves, the burly coal-heaver, to a pot of half-and-half at the "George," and buying the wavering allegiance of Mr. INIinikin, the linendraper, by ordering a large flag. Now, in the greenhouses we looked into first, people cultivate all sorts of flowers ; but, from various reasons, have a particular predilection for one especial kind, for which they slight the rest. Lord Odontoglossum is celebrated far and near for rearing rare orchids ; while his neighboiu- Sir Charles Heath, not being able to command such an amount of damp heat, cultivates ericas and azaleas. Mrs. Waterum, again, whose income and house are still more limited, is obliged to be content with gloxinias and fuchsias, while the cottages are satisfied Math geraniums and verbenas, and a I'are slip or two raised imder a broken wineglass or cracked tumbler. And so, though you may not yovirself possess any slip or cutting of the little choice vice you are railing at in your neighbour, you have as goodly a crop as any one can desire of other little pet sins, — all niu'sing up in your hothouse, and growing 108 GLASS HOUSES. as large and as strong as Mrs. Martagon's fine Japan lily. And so, although Captain Markhem is so stern with Edward Blackshow, for breaking the commandment — " Thou shalt not steal " — by helping himself to neck- ties and Eau de Cologne, he himself violates another by shooting Ensign Spune dead, in a duel. You can sip your claret, my good Mr. Baggem, Q.C., and talk most eloqviently on the infringement of the game laws, by Tom Springe's snaring a pheasant, that was feeding on the little patch of wheat intended for Tom's winter provision ; liut do you never foster litigation, and encourage Chancery suits, or snap up a case under Mr. Fen-et's very nose 1 That's poaching on his manor ! The Rev. Ebenezer Grone, the " minister of Spatter- sea Chapt'V" holds fortli to the poor charity buy, on the crying sin of flying his kite on the Lord's Day, and asks him if he rcniembers the Fourth Commandment, forgetting that he lias built uj) his own glass-house so as to shut out the view of the following Com- mandment, — "Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbour ! " There's Felix Beezwin will talk, holding up his glass GLASS HOUSES. 109 of port wine, critically, to the light, of the drunken- ness and immorality of the lower orders. My good fellow, do you never go behind the scenes at the Opera House 1 There's only the difference of qiiality between your bottle of old, crusted port, and Jack Smith's small beer ! You have your little conservatory, too, only it's none of your common glass and putty ones, but an oriel-fronted, zinc-framed, and span-roofed palm stove, heated on the last new principle. Oh ! Soloman, Solyman, or Suleiman — whichever fashion and Mr. Lane bid us call you — one really longs to benefit by your peculiar but extinct art of bottling up all evil spirits, — Genii, Jinn, or gin, — whichever they are, and sealing them down for the inspection and disposal of Mimkir and Nakir. And yet, my dear public-spirited orators, — would-be reformers of the human race ! — why should I inteirupt your pretty, little pastime 1 You are, after all, only children of a larger growth, and doing what little Sam Stokes is now about, shying pebbles into the back- windows of Miss Stark. The only difference is that Dr. Byrch will put down his misdemeanors in half a dozen of his quarterly bills, and six innocent parents and guardians will severally pay for Master Sam 110 GLASS HOUSES, Stoke's mischief. While you, ladies and gentlemen, are all indidging in a perfectly legal amusement, and will even escape the personal consequences, over which Master Sam is now roaring in the Doctor's private study. You will be cheered and applauded, no doubt ; and if you achieve a gi'eat crash, and only make noise enough, may receive public thanks, and perhaps even a piece of plate, as a reward for your sei'vices in lithobaly. But to you, who have received these heavy missiles wherewith the world, and those of the world, endow you, — these figm-ative stonings, almost as cruel and bitter as Stephen's — and who stand mutely and patiently gazing on the destruction of i/our little crystal palaces, even if they be only the size of a teaciqi — I have a gi-aver word to say. So eager and merciless are the peltings of "the })itiless storm," that one could fancy that each one who marked a happy day with a white stone for himself, cast a per- fect cairn of lilack ones for his neiglil)i>uv. Nor is even tlic tomb a protection, for the touching Spanish custom of casting a stone on the grave by the wayside is still kejjt up, imt with tlie omission of the kindly feeling and the prayer. Be you patient, however, and GLASS HOUSES. Ill let the missiles lie as they fall, to be a perpetual monument against the hand that threw them, and like the stones of the Arabian talc, to utter with an hun- dred tongues the injustice and wrong of them that sent them. And to both, the aggressors and the sufferers, there is a lesson in the words of Him, who taught us in the most perfect pattern ever laid down for man, to judge our own selves ere we sought to point out the fault of our brother. When one accused was brought before Him, He silenced her accusers by the sentence, " Let him who is without sin among you cast the first stone ! " THE MOTHER OF THE STARVING. SUGGESTED BY A CASE IN THE NEWSPAPERS. A WOEFUL cry is iu mine ear, It breaks my rest both uight and day, A vision sad, of faces wan. That will not pass away. Oh ! pity, — mercy, — ye who claim The name of Him, who died to save Both rich and poor alike, — behold Me in this living gi-ave. Look on these children, — I recall Their innocent and dear embrace, — The baby hands so soft and fair, That gently pressed my foce ; I see them i-oimd me, pale and cold, And slowly starving, — they wliom I Would give my heart's blood, drop by di-o}), Yet see them starve and die. THE MOTHER OP THE STARVING. 113 My baby sickeued at my breast, The food that happier mothers give, My o'ertasked strength could ill supply, — At length it ceased to live. The large sunk eyes gazed pleadingly Upon me, from its features spare ; Until the " great Consoler " came, — And only peace was there. I bent above its coffined form. No sliroud the thin cold limbs did hide ; Yet dear to me as healthy bloom Of richer mother's pride. I worked beside it, day by day, Until it lay beneath the sod. Then I rejoiced that it was gone Back to its home with God. I saw my children's faces grow More sickly still, for want of bread, I toiled my fingers to the bone, But they were scarcely fed. 114 THE MOTHER OF THE STARVING. And in that hour temptation came, I heard theh* starving cry for food, And risked my heritage in heaven But for their eartlily good. Now shame doth dog my daily path, And even labour is denied, And the dark waters tempt me, — but Their wants must be supplied. Then pity me, ye mothers young, Wliose children Hve yoiu* home to bless, Whose holiest feeling-s are not tiu-ned To tempt yoiu' sore distress ! Oh ! childhood is a lovely sight In its unfettered careless glee ; But when a haggard, creeping thing. How dread it is to see ! The angels love the sunny face, And happy laughter's ringing flow. But God doth hear the feeble wail. From those pinched lips, the woe. THE MOTHER OF THE STARVING. 115 mothers ! by whose happy hearths, Your childi-eu gather round the knee, Whose full round limbs and rosy cheeks Do glad your hearts to see, Think of those women pale and wan, Whose love is strengthened by despair. Who gaze on infant faces, wrung By the gaunt hand of care. And if there is a little gravej Where go your thoughts at morn and eve, Oh ! think of those less blessed than you. Who have no time to grieve. Bestow the labom* and the care On those whose want is very sore, That little angel-form you love Shall need of you no more. A PROTEST. '* A dirge for her, — the doubly dead, hi that she died so 7/oung." E. A. PoE. Nay, mourn not for the early dead — whom the gods love die young, Before the blossoms in their path to bitter fruit have sprung. Weep, rather for the pilgrims worn, whose task not yet is o'er, 'Neath noontide heat their weary feet still tread life's l:)uruing shore, — Whose weary footsteps linger yet along life's sandy shore ! But not for those whose youthful steps scarce wander to the brink, Who have not jiauscd, with thirsty lip, the bitter wave to drink. A PROTEST. 117 Who think of death — a secret dim — with saddest meaning rife, Nor deem its sleep a respite deep from all the toil of life,— Nor dream of sadder secrets hid in the long toil of life ! Not theirs that winter of the heart when all seems dull and sere, And autumn's dusky tinges charm, more than the opening year ; "When, for the primrose chronicle of spring that child- hood weaves, We count our age by autumns now, and by the falling leaves, — We keep our sober calendar by autumn's russet leaves. The spring-time brings to youthful mind the song of lark and bee, That older sense, engrossed by cares, can neither hear nor see ; 118 A PROTEST. AMiile yet the dewy roses, plucked so merrily at morn, And worn amid the sunny cm'ls, betray no piercing thorn, — The fragrant wreath its blooms beneath betrays no piercing thorn. While, ringing clear and musical, our childhood's streamlets run, And flash a hundred sparkling smiles to gi-eet the golden sun, — Their saddest cadences are kept 'mid shadows dark and deep, To ease the heart of bitter smart, refreshing tears to weep, To ease the careworn heart once more that scarce knew how to weep. Ere youth's quick pulse is checked or chilled, its merry heart grown cold. Its bounding step grown sad and slow that was so light of (.1.1, A PROTEST. 119 Ere, sown by many a weary hour of sorrow, pain, or care. The snows of Time have fallen like rime upon the once bright hair — The silvery thi'eads, Time's footprints lie thick mid the raven hair. While all life's knowledge does but hold the tender kiss of home. Nor prophesies the sadder lore of bitterness to come ; While all youth's golden hopes and dreams, ixpspringing evermore, Are shielded right from frost and blight, like rose- leaves at the core, — Are folded safely, like the leaves aroimd the rosebud's core. Before the knowledge of the worst — the saddest secret told : That hope can fail, and faith can change, and love itself grow cold. 120 A PROTEST. We stand appalled before the sight of all this deep untruth, And yearn once more to know the faith — the simple faith of youth, — Oh, better far to die with all the unquenched hopes of youth ! In all the glow of love and hope the eyes are sealed to sleep, To see no change, to miss no dream, or wake to watch or weep ; While all the world seems gay and bright, and glows with hues of truth. Oh, doubly blest, thus laid to rest, are those who die in youth, — Are those who win that early rest in the golden prime of youth. TO THE GUDEMAN. My Gucleman an' I, we're not rich and not great, We've nae siller to care for, nae honours to wait ; But we've a' the gi'een braes an' the bonnie blue sky. And that's e'en muckle walth for my Gudeman an' I. Our hoose is but sma', an' our pouk is nae lang, So we needna tak' tent to be barring uj) Strang ; Nae robber can steal from us, e'en though he try. The luve an' the peace o' my Gudeman an' I. We've nae lands and nae lairdships, nae plenishings fine — Nae kists fu' o' siller, nae cellars o' wune ; But we've gude hamely cheer for each friend that gaesby, And a right honest welcome — my Gudeman an' I. 122 TO THE GUDKMAN. When the winter sets in, an' without blaws the storm, We sit in onr ingle neuk cosie an' wann ; Wi' our tliree bonnie bairnies, an' proudly we cry — " We are rich in our blessings," my Gudeman an' I. For wi' a' warldly gear will come wearifu' care, And for each hoarded groat wiU spring mony a white hair; Sae we'U store up the sunshine o' heart an o' skv, We've plenty eneuch for my Gudeman an' I. 0' silks an' o' pearlins but sma' is my store, But my bainiies can hang round my knee a' the more ; An' for gowd an' for jewels I never will sigh, While we've tln-ee such sweet bairns, my aidd Gudeman an' I. We see their bi-ight ecu an' each saft rosie cheek, And the luve in oiu* hearts is too tender to speak ; Sae let a' warldl}' riches an' lionom-s gang by. We're sae happy without them, my Gudeman an' I. MY FRIENDS IN THE FIELDS, AND THEIR RELATIONS. " Throw hither all your quaint enamelled eyes, That on the green turf suck the honied showers, And puri^le all the gi-ouud with vernal flowers." Milton. " The small warm rain Melts out the frozen incense from the flowers, And fills the air with so much pleasant health That even the dying man forgets his shroud." Keats. " Bright and glorious is that revelation Written all over this great world of ours, Making evident our own creation In these stars of earth, — these golden flowers." Longfellow. If there is any vestige left of oiir first parents' happy sojoiu-n in the Garden of Eden, it is in the beauty and profusion of our wild flowers, and in the love for them implanted in almost every child's heart. What can be more lovely than the bright buds and blossoms, springing up in native luxuriance in eveiy lane and meadow, and under every hedge 1 We scarcely 124: MY FRIENDS IN THE FIELDS. prize them enough, I think ; at least those who are accustomed to them, are so familiar with their beauty, that they pass them almost unnoticed. The fragrant and cloistered violets, and that wildest and yet prettiest, and most ephemeral flower, the large, white bind-weed, or convolvulus, how abundant they are ! And that much despised, but elegant blossom, the wild clematis, with its thick clusters of scented blossoms. Nor must the briar-rose be forgotten, that fau* and frail type of human beauty, under the most insidious of all diseases — consumption. It is undoubtedly the most lovely of all roses in form and colour, and had it been lately discovei'ed and reared in a greenhouse, woidd have been priceless. And then of all vegetable wonders, the curious tribe of native orchids, with then* mimic insects, as if Nature, having exhausted all her wealth of beauty, was reduced to copy from the living creatm-es that flit about in the summer air. That cm-ious and pretty bee orchis, I wonder if its living prototype ever fancies one of liis coiii])anions has got the staii of him; he must be a wise bee if he doesn't, for the little downy body looks wonderful!}' life-like. They are certainly among the best gifts of the Almighty, — open to all, from the titled lady in her splendid conservatory, filled with MY FRIENDS IN THE FIELDS. 125 the rarest productions of India or America, to the little cottage-maiden with her lap filled with the largest prim- roses, or the earliest tuft of violets. The changing season too, ever bringing fresh beauties without the trouble of tending them. It may be only fancy per- haps, but 1 cannot help loving the field-flowers best, — they always seem to me as some poet has prettily described them, " footsteps of the angels," and more peculiarly God's own children, nursed by His showers and dews, and tended by His sun and wind. So far I have always preferred them to the delicate exotics that are niu'sed up in a hothouse, and sheltered care- fully from the free air and breezes which blow over their more healthy but humbler relations in the fields. In the spring, how eagerly do the chikh-en search for the first daisy, — that little pet of all, — I do not sup- pose there is a child, who has ever known what a flower is, that does not love that early favourite. Little tender blossom, springing even on the neglected graves that bear no other signs of love and companion- ship. How much more honoured has it been than any expensive and valuable flower with an unpro- nounceable name, that ever won prize at a fashionable flower show. Every poet almost has paid it some 126 MY FRIENDS IN THE FIELDS. tribute, and hailed it with pleasure, and even the royal Marguerite did not despise it as her badge. Its English name so prettily recalls to the mind's eye the first dawn of morning, — pink streaked from the east. I love to see a cottage garden, with its old-fashioned flowers, — the pale sweet monthly rose climbing almost up to the roof. The borders edged with thrift, and gay with the time Californian coloured marigolds, thyme, sweet-scented thyme, and marjoram for the bees. And generally, the pride of all, a huge lavender bush, whose produce is carefully collected to scent the drawers and old chests with. And the sunflower, which in my younger days (when I was at that happy age of perfect trust and belief in all legends and fairy tales, however impossible), having read of the beauti- ful Clytie, pining away in silent worship of the bright sun, I pictured to myself a slight gvacefid blossom, with pinky bells, and feathery leaves ; and all at once om- so-called- sunflower came to my mind with a sudden shock, and I felt a tempest of annoyance at the idea of the large flaring yellow flower with a most plebeian thick stalk, and great coarse green leaves, tm-ning its broad saucy-looking face to the MY FRIENDS IN THE FIELDS. 127 orb of day, as if it were really staring it out of coun- tenance. I did not then know that it was not the real Clytie after all, but it destroyed that little romance for me at the time. But to return to our cottage garden, the spicy smelling old clove-carnation, in huge clusters carefully tied up, the velvet polyanthus, the oxlips, and, perhaps, the summit of childish ambition, a hen-and-chicken daisy. There too you may see tlie dear old cabbage rose, — the very queen of all roses, — that warm-hearted glowing flower, in which (barring the insects) one could imprison one's nose for an hour to enjoy the cordial sweetness which seems to do one's heart good. Oh ! I do love a cottage garden, and always fancy that wherever it is well and carefully tended, and evidently the pride and glory of its owner's heart, there is some good and gentle, even if rough and untaught spirit, which works for good ; at any rate, there are almost always industry and tidiness, — tiuo virtues at least. AU hearts have naturally a love and yearning for flowers. The respectable part of the London working- classes, how proud and fond they are of their windows, generally ornamented with a vivid imitation in minia- ture of some very neat green palings, with a pretty white 128 MY FRIENDS IN THE FIELDS. gate in the middle, which serves as an enclosure and support for the various pots and pans containing their favourites. A better pen than mine has delineated, in Mrs. Gardiner, a lover of a suburban garden under difficidties : with her growing and blowing propen- sities the reader is doubtless acquainted ; of that, therefore, I will say nothing. But even the very poor of this great metropolis, up in their little, smoky, dingy garrets, generally manage to have a few flowers. And there is to me something inexpressibly touching, in this vivid longing for the green fields and meadows. The dwindled stick of a geranium, perhaps with two little yellow crumpled leaves, stuck in a broken pot, or a few faded wallflowers in an old mug, are often to be found even in our prisons, carefully watched and tended as any seedling of the most valuable kind. It shows there is still, amidst all the sorrow, ignorance, and darkness, one trace of human fellowship, at least — one link of old memories, perhaps of the daisied fields of childhood, innocent childhood, often looked at with a heart-ache more sad than tears. What universal wit- nesses they are of our strongest emotions, many a forai now mixing with its parent earth could testify, could it tell of the little bunch of withered flowers laid on MY FRIENDS IN THE FIELDS. 129 the cold and pulseless breast : how often this has been the case, though unknown. The young bride, whether she be the fair patrician, marrying for money, rank, or anything biit love, wears them on her cold bosom, albeit with no thought of their beauty and freshness, but only with the idea that the bouquet cost so many guineas — or whether she be the cherished one of many affectionate hearts, leaving her parents' home for another. She has a thought to spare for her flowers, mingled perhaps, with fond associations of the giver. The next announcement in the newspapers — the next thought in our minds — from marriage, is death ; which natm'ally brings us to the flowers in church- yards, upon the little, lowly graves unmarked by anything else. It was indeed a sweet thoiight to put them over those we loved in life, whether lying in the cold, lifeless hand, or placed beside the pale cheek, to fade and decay together, or planted over the grave, blooming and again reviving year after year, like promises of another life after death. "Bring flowers," sweetly and truly sang a beautiful voice that has now paused in silence, and above whom they are now blooming. Sharers of om- triumphs, from the laurel K 130 MY FRIENDS IN THE FIELDS. of victory, the orange-wTeath of the bride, the roses for the feast, the bay of the poet, the myrtle for the lover, and, the last sweet office they can perform for us, the forget-me-not for the tomb. They are the visible memories of the past ; for how often does their scent awaken in us long trains of thoughts aiad events, past and almost forgotten : chroniclers are they of happy times, perhaps once as blooming as themselves. And not alone to delight om' eyes, and touch the most hidden chords of the heart, are flowers sent ; but to assist the poor with their valuable medicinal pro- perties. The humble cottagers, who cannot afford to pay for costly drugs, go to the hedges and fields, and make cooling febrifuges and healing salves from the wild herbs ; and many an aching head and foim may thank tlicm for sleep and refreshment. I hope that pretty old custom in some parts of England, still does and will exist, of keeping the first of May; for then flowers hold a pre-eminent place of honoiu", adoraing the blushing little queen and decorating her throne. Innocent state ! that is a crowai that does not weigh heavily, and the cares of such a sovereignty cannot be very responsible. At MY FRIENDS IN THE FIELDS. 131 the harvest-home, again, and its attendant festivities, they are welcome embellishments of the old farm- houses. In Germany, the partiality for them is great ; and often, when wandering in its dark pine woods and green valleys, I have had bunches of the blue " forget-me-not " (that pretty flower, with its poetical name and legend,) and of the sweet valley lilies, which always seemed to me to have been made for the fairies' own hands to ring, offered for my accept- ance, with an earnest good faith, and a sort of quiet satisfaction that I should value them as they did, that was quite delightful in its quaint simplicity. When you travel, too, they will run beside the car- riage and throw in little bouquets, arranged with infinite though untaught taste — a pretty way of asking for cliarity. What is more pleasant than, when you are staying on a visit, to find a few flowers kindly placed on your table 1 it makes you feel so at home, as if yom* sympathies and feelings were understood and valued. They are pretty offerings ; even if you do not comprehend the intricate mys- teries of the language of flowers, at least you can interpret kind thoughts and meanings from them. K 2 132 MY FRIENDS IN THE FIELDS. They are indeed the very protegees of poetiy, from which all its most delicate and fanciful images are taken. Then, again, the legends relating to them are without number, from the "sanguine flower in- scribed with woe," the Greek hyacinth, with its mournful "ai," to the before-mentioned "forget-me- not." There is no doubt , a host of treasm-es are yet hidden in their many-coloxu-ed cups ; for I am sure the varied forms they present, contain whole volumes of suggestions to a thoughtful mind. Look at that exquisite and wonderful flower that bears the symbols of the Passion ; and again, the gi-aceful Solomon's seal, where you may trace, when fully blown, in its six petals the intersected triangle from whence it takes its name. There is yet ample room for many more of these fonciful and imaginative fictions. I can quite understand the love of the poor prisoner in that touching story of the " Prison Flower" for his Picciola. That little talc is an almost universal favourite, even in these utilitarian days, except by some few who cry it down as silly and sentimental, and do so perhaps because they are ashamed to confess how much they were touched by it. The popularity tliis little tale has obtained, shows how much its MY FRIENDS IN THE FIELDS. 133 simple beauty and natural relation were appreciated, but still more, how deeply rooted and widely spread is the love of these beautiful children of the sun and air. Is it not easy to understand, how that one link of fellowship to the world, that frail, helpless, unconscious little thing, more beloved perhaps than a living crea- tm-e, because it could not understand and retvu^n that love, clung round the poor prisoner's heart, whispering of the green world beyond his prison bars, and the hopes of liberty ? " Keep him at least three paces distant," says Lavater, " who hates music and the laugh of a child." He might have added, and who does not love flowers, for surely it is a sweet human trait in the character. Who is there who does not, who cainiot, love flowers 1 Are not our best poets' sweetest lines about them 1 Is it not as natiu"al to love them as the human buds and blossoms over which we watch so tenderly, and over whose untimely fading we shed such bitter tears ? From our cradle to om* grave they strew oiu- paths, at some time or another. And it ought to be a subject of deep thankfulness to all mankind, that the great Author of aU did not think even the smallest weed or flower beneath His notice, but scattered them with a 134 MY FRIENDS IN THE FIELDS. prodigal and kindly hand over valleys and meadows, giving even the most bai-ren hills their tnft of vege- tation. They are open alike to all the richest and the poorest, to encourage the sweetest and kindliest sym- pathies of our hearts and minds, leading us to Him who gave us the musical and thriUiug melody of wild liirds, and the bloom and fragrance of wild flowers. THE TWO BOUQUETS. No. I.— THE BALL ROOM.; " Thou goest, love, to the festive hall, To join in the mirth and dancing. With thy lip so red, and thine eye so bright, Like the stars in the blue sky glancing ; And the heedless crowd are hurrying on To where the pale lamps quiver, Then let these blossoms, young and fair, Remind thee of the giver. " With thy snowy robe and radiant wreath Of gems that sparkle and glitter, Oh ! flowers as fresh and fair as thyself For thy youth and beauty were fitter. Go forth with thy smiles and winning wiles, And thy step of graceful lightness ; Of all the fairest and youngest there The first in thy dazzling brightness. 136 THE TWO BOUQUETS. "Thou goest alone, and I must stay To muse o'er thy coming pleasure, And pictm-e thee in the evening gloom, My sole and priceless treasm-e ! Then, take these flowers in thy snowy hand, Glance sometimes on their bestowing ; At least my flowei-s will be with thee there, ^Vhere I am not with thee eroine;. " Go, sweetest, amidst the vows and sighs Which scarce can to pity move thee. While I who smile to thy gay farewell. Most truly and tendei-ly love thee ; Cast one sweet glance on my favoiu-'d flowers. Then go in thy glee, light-hearted. And let their perfume and tender bloom Remind thee of me when departed." She went, in her gay and rich attire. With gems in her bi-ight hair gleaming, And left her lover with tender smile To muse o'er his own sweet dreaming ; THE TWO BOUQUETS. 137 With a glance for all, and a smile for some, And' a whisper'd jest for many, She moved in her calm, but witching grace, And cared not the while for any. Midst the smiles and sighs of all she moved, No memory sweet hath bound her. And a thousand enchanting flatteries Breathed low on the air around her. And ere the last sound of the first gay dance. To each smile and jest replying, — She pass'd in her beauty, while on the gi-ound The worthless flowers were lying. No. 11.— THE CITY OF THE PLAGUE.* " The horn' is come, the last eventful dawning Which we, beloved, together e'er may see : Oft have we watch'd the rosy clouds of morning Dawn from the east, behind the tall old tree; * See the story of Guyon of Marseilles. 138 THE TWO BOUQUETS. And now our parting vigil we are keeping, Yet are we calm, beyond all hope and fear ; And fondly have I knelt to watch thy sleeping, This last dark hovu- that thou mayst linger here. " See, love, this bunch of herbs, and some few flowers. The last ray hand may ever pluck for thee ; Place them beside thee in the long faint hours, When at thy dangerous task away from me. When in that awful chamber, all deserted, In the dread silence of the long warm day. The sounds of life have everywhere departed. And hope and health alike have pass'd away. " Go, Vfith tlie thought of thy great work before thee,. To rest and joy, beyond this world of strife ; Ere long we meet — the grave will soon restore me Back to thine arms, and to a better life. Let the forekuowledge of the good thou 'I't doing Strengthen thy heart this agony to bear ; Remember thou, thine own young life foregoing, Redcem'st so many from tlieir dark despair. THE TWO BOUQUETS. 139 " Think of the fearM sufFerers round us lying, The yoiuig and old, the poor, the rich and fair, Who, hopeless, helpless, everywhere are dying, Deserted by all tender love and care. In thy hand was the power to aid and save them, And thou (all noble as thou ever art), Stood' St up amid the shrinking hearts, and gave them Thy life, thy choice, to do the better part. " To die with thee to me than life were dearer. The world to me will be a barren land ; But thou must have thy mind to all things clearer. The thoughts of me must not unnerve thy hand. The hour has struck,— ah, Heaven, still this weeping, Strengthen my heart to bear this bitter hour ; My own beloved, God have thee in His keeping, And aid thee ; for He only has the power." The night has closed around the fated city. The pestilence broods o'er with poisonous breath ; All health and hope are gone, all love and pity Have fled before sucli misery and death. 140 THE TWO BOUQUETS. The faithful woman kneels beside the dying, Once more her arms the loved one fondly clasp ; Long has she sought him, and has found him lying, The wither' d flowers still in his dying gi'asp. And now the worst pai't of her fate is over ; She wipes the death damps from his alter'd brow Where the last awful smile begins to hover. His part is ended, — hers is ending now. Contagious poison from his pale lips di-inking, She feels upon her cheek the last faint breath ; Like wearied child upon his breast- down sinking. She smiles her welcome with him, unto death. THE HEARTSEASE. " Heartsease, thiit is tears. " A WREATH for mine own true love, A garland that tells of light and bloom, And that whispers of deep blue skies, To lay by the couch in the darken'd room. Where a weary siififerer lies ! And the violets blue shall lend their hue To brighten the heavy eye, And the wan cheek steal the rose's flush That it wore in days gone by. She shall lay on that worn and weary heart, That has ached for so many years, This blossom that men call " memory," But its truest name is " tears !" COUSIN HEPSIE. ' ' They knew not that beneath that hard dry exterior, lay folded delicate golden wings, wherewith, when the toils of the day were over, he soared and revelled in the evening air." Longfellow's' Kavanagh. Poor Cousin Hepsie ! How well do I remember her, — tall, and thin, and angular, with tlie same old- fashioned di'ess and manner she must have worn dozens of years befoi-e ! When I first remember her, I was a graceless nondescript of uncertain age and boisterous manners, with a painfidly loud voice, and most uncomfortably awkward hands and arms, that, from the shoulders downwards, I did not know what to do with. Cousin Hepzibah Taylor was a cousin of my mother's father ; and, from her genuine kindness of heart and simplicity of character, was beloved and revered by our whole family. Did any of us catch the measles or hoo})ing-cougli, or any of the accus- tomed routine of juvenile blessings 1 Cousin Hepsie COUSIN HEPSIE. 143 was sure to be sent for, and certain to come ; for her devotion in sickness was only to be equalled by a Soeur de Charite ; and the poor unfortunate little victim was sure to see her come in, with her pecu- liar muffled step, and take her usual place by the sick bed. Oh ! ungTateful creatures that we are ! to rail as we do against old maids, and vent on them all the malice or pique we entertain against either sex ! Who is it that is at the beck and call of all her pei-verse juniors, but the maiden aunt or cousin 1 Whether it be the lingering death-bed of one darling of the flock, or the advent and care of another, watching by day and sitting up at night, there she is, smoothing the ruffled pillow and bathing the fevered head. And yet she was once as gay and youthful as any of us. That quiet grey hair, per- haps, waved in as sunny cm-Is as ever hiuig over merry blue eyes. Ah ! those eyes have seen life in its changes and chances, and have been acquainted with tears ; and, from secret causes, hidden like black rocks beneath the water, on which were wrecked all the promise and bud of a glowing human life, she is become the grave but cheerful 144 COUSIN HEPSIE. old maid, the consoler of all in affliction, and whose best praise is the love of all who know her. But we have wandered far away from om* friend Miss Hepzibah Taylor, or rather "Consin Hepsie," as she was familiarly called by all of us, from the heads of the family downwards to the last new- comer, who could only lisp out a combination of sounds that required the aid of mother or nurse to interpret into "Cousin Hepsie." Her arrival was a great jubilee to all the juveniles wlio were off the sick-list ; for a certain large black silk bag she always bore, capacious enough to carry a quartern loaf in, was sui'e to be well stuifed with oranges or currant heart-cakes, and often some little especial gift for the elder members of the circle, chosen with a considerate eye to their likings and habits. Poor Cousin Hepsie ! many a naughty word and rougli practical joke, rush on my conscience as I WTite, and all endured with such cliccrful good temper ! Many were the caricatures of her old black poke bonnet and large cape, and particularly straight and scanty-looking garments we, little sinners, per- petrated. As we gi-ew older we used to tease her sadly about what we called her "strict" ideas of COUSIN HEPSIE. 145 right and ^Tong, and said all sorts of wild things, on purpose to see her innocent look of horror. She was one of the old-fashioned kind of people, and very jjrecise in her duties, and under all her formality beat as warm a heart as ever lived. She used to teach a class at a Sunday-school in her neighbourhood, and carried to her work there, the simple, straight- forward earnestness that characterised her life throughoiit. Not content with doing her duty com- pletely to the letter, she tried to enter into the spirit of it as fully. She loved all the chikh-en of her class almost as if they had been her own, and not only their outward wants and necessities were known to her, but their minds and little secrets too ; and doubtless her simple advice and example have led many of them tlu'ough the thorns and briars of this world. I remember the story of one of her scholars, a pretty modest girl, and a great favourite of Cousin Hepsie's. She left the school to go to service, and many were the kind words and prayers uttered on her behalf, — alas ! not destined to be fulfilled. Cousin Hepsie did not hear of her again for many months, for she had gone to London, which was a long distance 146 COUSIN HEPSIE. from the tovra where she lived, and in those days travelling was not snch an easy matter as it is now. When Coxisiu Hepsie did hear of her, the news cut her to the heart ; for the temj)tations of the great Babylon liad been too much for the unsophisticated country-girl, and she fell lower and lower, until at last a few almost illegible lines reached Cousin Hepsie, bidding her farewell in this world. But Cousin Hepsie coidd not rest content with this ; so, packing up her few travelling requisites, she started off to London, and in a WTctched close attic, in a densely populated part of the tovra, she found the poor dying gh'l. She was not prevented from visiting her by the evil character of the neighbourhood from which the invahd was too ill to be moved, and at last, after watching her through the brief but terrible agony of hopeless disease, the poor dying crcatm'e gazed her last u})on tlie well-known face of her old dearly remembered teacher, — her faithful nui-se and com- forter, Cousin Hepsie. No word of reproach or disgust had escaped her lips, and all htr old maid's precision and strictness, had vanished like mist before that agony of penitence and death, and left only the womanly beauty of her tenderness and pity. COUSIN HEPSIE. 147 I can now xinderstand the reverence and affection felt for her by the older members of the family, who could appreciate the beanty of character veiled under that homely exterior, and even we, with all our grace- less tricks and speeches, loved Cousin Hepsie dearly ; and deep and long were the wailings and weeping, when the sudden news was brought to us that she was dead ! — I think her health had been breakino; for months past, but she never complained, and at last the change came on rapidly, and she sank in the course of a day. So rapid was it that she was denied the comfort she had given to so many, — and there was no one biit her maid with her when she died. When she was clothed for her last home, a little worn silk bag was found suspended to a black ribbon round her neck ; it contained a few dried flowers, and it was left over the cold and pulseless heart, whose secret history it contained in its withered leaves, and which, beating on it through so many weary years, had ceased at last and for ever. Cousin Hepsie had been the eldest sister of a numerous flock, and was the only plain one of several beautiful sisters, at least so judged the world, whose idea of beauty is but skin deep. She had seen them L 2 148 COUSIN iiErsiE. all married off, except the youngest, aucl with lier she dwelt, giving her all a mother's love and care. In the town near which they lived, resided a yoxmg siu-geon, earnest and talented in his profession, and as devoted to his work as herself. At first, he attended them as a stranger, and afterwards visited them as a friend. She was won by his sweetness of temper, and the unaffected tenderness and kindness he exhibited to his poorer patients ; and at last, slowly, step by step, poor Hepsie's heart was irretrievably gone, and she gave way to the feeling, as many sober people do, the more from its contrast to their nature. Utterly hopeless however was she ; for she reckoned so surely on the superior attractions of her sister, that she never sup- posed he could think of her. One day in summer he came to her (her sister was away with a friend), and told her in great agita- tion, that the crisis of his life was come, that a relation had just left him a legacy sufficient to justify him in setting up in life, and pleading his cause where his heart had long been given. That, of course, she must have seen it ; but he had not considered it right to speak before he could do so with certainty. That he was now on a journey to town, and could not wait COUSIN HEPSIE. 149 an instant, bnt that he could not leave without asking her if he had any hope, and that his fate was in her hands. All this he poured forth, leaving scarcely time for reply, even could she have done more than falter out a few unmeaning words, so completely were her senses overthrown for the moment. He kissed her hand warmly and joyously, asked for her sister, and left her utterly bewildered. When he was gone, poor Hepsie sank into a seat, scarcely daring to think of the change from quiet despair to the greatest happi- ness. When she had somewhat recovered, and in- dulged her happy fancy to its extent, and had lived for a brief time in dream-land, she recalled her ideas, and looking round, saw on the floor a little bunch of flowers, which had di'opped from his hand in the eager- ness of the conversation. All that happy week, those flowers were the silent witnesses of Hepsie's joy. Friday came, and with it a letter from her sister, say- ing that after what Dr. S had told her on leaving, her dear Hepsie would not, of course, be surprised to hear of her happiness. That dear Edward had, on finishing his business in London, come on to her, to learn from her own lips whether she would share his better fortunes. That he should never forget dear 150 COUSIN HEPSIE. Hepsie's kind eucoiu-agement, and cordial reception of his incoherent declaration. This, and much more, met poor Hepsie's eyes ; her dream-land castle lay in ruins at her feet, her bright hopes had only left her more wretched than before, and she had the bitter feeling that it ^yas her o\m self-delusion, and, there- fore, to be the more carefully hidden in her o'mi heart. Her better feelings came to her aid, and she was able to meet the young betrothed pair with her old calm smile, in which they, engrossed in themselves, failed to perceive a mournful sweetness it had never know^l before. Her love was buried, indeed ; but she had not the strength of mind to part with the flowers — the relics of the happiest week of her life, and which, while reminding her of brighter hopes and happier days, preached also to her humbled heart, that their faded blossoms and withered leaves were em- blems of all human hopes, not founded on better things. She could not live witli the young pair, much as they wished it ; but she pleaded old habits, and her numerous relations who wanted her. It was durins one of her visits of consolation, that she was summoned back by a letter from her sister. Edward had caught COUSm HEPSIB. 151 a contagiovis fever from one of his poor patients. Hepsie set off at once, and found him in violent deli- rium — even his temfied wife shrinking from him. On Hepsie devolved all those sad duties that wife should have performed ; watching through the wild ravings of the fever, and the ten-ible exhaustion that suc- ceeded — receiving his last wishes and prayers, in the short interval of consciousness that preceded his death. And then the last sad offices, the funeral — her widowed sister, whose bursts of unreasonable grief refused all restraint. But Hepsie was calm and patient throiigh it all, — her trials did but soften her. She took her sister to her own home, and again watched over her as in her childhood, scarcely believing but that all that had passed was a painful dream, from w^hich she was awakened by the widow's cap and weeds. These, however, in a few years were again exchanged for bridal costume, and again Hepsie's home was lonely ; and yet not so, — her life of charity left her no room for painful retrospection. Her love and sympathy were ever with the young ; and the withered flowers were no true sign of the heart that preserved its youth, after all the changes that had passed over it, and all that had been precious to it was removed. 152 COUSIN HEPSIE. To her might be applied the beautiful words of Longfellow : — " Her soul, like the transparent air That robes the hills above, Though not of earth, encircles there All things with arms of love. * * * She makes her life one sweet record And deed of charity. * » * It is their prayers that never cease. That crown her with such grace ; Their blessing is the light of peace That shines upon her face." Beloved and remembered, cherished in our very heart's memories, are the kindly deeds and simple words of dear Cousin Hepsie. A MAIDEN'S OMENS. " II m'aime, — Un pen, — Beaucoup, — Pas de tout ! " Old rhyme. A WILD rose grew on a thorny spray, And there passed by a maiden fair, Who phicked the blossom, that grew so low That it clung to her shining hair. '& A merry fancy crossed her mind, And the first leaf fluttering fell, With a kiss, and a sigh, and a murmured name,- The naiiie that she loved so well. " He loves me ; " — she plucked the second leaf With a bright but flitting blush. The reddest leaf at a rose's heart Were pale to that rosy flush. 154 A maiden's omens. "But a little ;" — the glance of her saucy eyes Was as bright as the dew of morn, When its diamond fetters it weaves and flings To hang on each briar and thorn. " He loves me well ;" — no word she spake, But so tenderly glowed her cheek, I read tlie meaning that little heart Beat too thick and fixst to speak. " Not at all ;" — her voice as low as a sigh, Scarce breathed out the old rhyme's close. And the faint smile fell from her quivering lip With the last red leaf of the rose. THE LITTLE CUP OF TEAES. • She stood beside the hearth, the same old place Where formerly she sat and rocked her child, Her little blue-eyed babe, with tender songs. And hushed him off into a rosy sleep. The embers flicker with unsteady light. And show her where the cradle used to stand, — That cradle now as vacant as her arms. The little sleeper's rest is calm and deep, No need to hush her household duties now. Or creep about with quiet noiseless tread ; For nothing but the dread Archangel's trump Shall rouse him from that silent di-eamless rest. No longer need of soothing lullabies. Or cradle songs, or innocent baby-talk, The simple language, that untaught will spring To every mother's lips to please her child. No want of pillow, or warm coverlet, — The little golden curls lie peacefully 156 THE LITTLE CUP OF TEARS. Within a churchyard nest. — Another spring Shall broider o'er his covering with flowers, And daisies that, one little month ago, He plucked so merrily with dimpled hands To fiU her lap, shall soon grow over him. Poor lonely mother ! — but to-day she stood Beside the yawning earth, and saw them lay The little coffin slowly down, and heard, " Ashes to ashes, — dust to dust," — and earth Unto its kindred earth, — the dread divorce That parted her from the poor senseless clay, Flesh of her flesh, that one short week ago Was wai'mly thi'obbing with the pulse of life. The holy promises that bid her raise Her eyes with faith up to those calm blue heavens, Now her child's home for ever, — fell upon Her senseless ear, that took no meaning in Unto her soid in all its dark despau'. Each sod of earth that fell upon the lid Of that small coffin, like a bolt of ice. Struck with dull anguish on her heart and brain. The sun that shone so brightly everywhere, And smiled fresh buds to blossoms, only seemed A chilling mockery of her grief and loss : THE LITTLE CUP OF TEARS. 157 And the warm breeze that robbed the churchyard- limes Of all their odorous breath, swept o'er her sense With sickening faintness, — earth and air were bright With life and music ; but she stood 'midst all, Wi*apt in the gloom of her rebellious grief. " My little one, — my only, precious child, — My sole ewe lamb, — my solitary dove. That nestled in my bosom day and night ! lu many another home, where faces bright Gather in many circle round the hearth. Death might have had his choice; it was not well, — Not right — Death ! to rob me of my child ! " So spake the mother's heart, that eventide, In passionate impatience wailing sore ; While the calm stars came shining, one by one, To keep their watches o'er the darkening earth ; And the great heart of ocean ebbed and flowed Obedient to its boundaries, — birds and bees Had humm'd their vespers, all with one accord Breathing, " Lord our God ! Thy will be done." The second evening, on the casement dark Came heavy gushes of tempestuous rain, IGO THE LITTLE CUP OF TEARS, She dared not clasp her dear one to her heart. The httle child spoke to her — " Mother dear, I am permitted once to come to joii, To bid you weep no more ; behold this cup Is full to ovei-flowing — one drop more Will brim it over ; for, collected here. The mourning angel gathers up your tears. If the cup once o'erflows, then I shall have No rest or quiet in my little grave. No joy in yonder heaven ; mother dear, If you do tridy love me, weep no more ; Angels are my companions, — I am blest Beyond your utmost knowledge." With these words The vision vanished. Rising from her knees. The mother dried her teai'S, nerved by a love Stronger than death, she who had watclied so well Her infant's sleep in life, could not in death Disturb the peaceful sleeper in his grave. Or cast one shadow on the glorious joy Her child had won in lieaven. No selfish drop Thenceforth fell from her calm but mournful eyes. To ovei'flow the angel's cup of tears ! SLEEP. When in the silvery moonlight The lengthened shadows fall, And the silence of night is dropping Like the gentle dew on all. When the river's tranquil murmixr Doth lulling cadence keep, And blossoms close their weary eyes, He giveth all things sleep. From the little bud of the daisy, And the young bird in the nest, To the luunble bed of the peasant child All share that quiet rest. It comes to the poor man's garret. And the captive's lonely cell. On the sick man's tossing, feverish couch It Ipys a blessed spell. u IGO THE LITTLE CUP OF TEARS. She dared not clasp her dear one to her heart. The httle child spoke to her—" Mother dear, I am permitted once to come to yon, To bid you weep no more ; behold this cup Is full to overflowing — one drop more AVill brim it over ; for, collected here, The mourning augel gathers up your tears. If the cup once o'erflows, then I shall have No rest or quiet in my little grave, No joy in yonder heaven ; mother dear, If you do truly love me, weep no more ; Angels are my companions, — I am blest Beyond your utmost knowledge." With these words The vision vanished. Rising from her knees. The mother dried her tears, nerved by a love Stronger than death, she who had watched so well Her infant's sleep in life, could not in death Disturb the peaceful sleeper in his grave. Or cast one shaddw on tlie glorious joy Her child had won in heaven. No selfish drop Thenceforth fell fi'i>ni her calm but mournful eyes. To overflow tlie angel's cup of tears ! SLEEP. When in the silvery moonlight The lengthened shadows fall, And the silence of night is dropping Like the gentle dew on all. When the river's tranquil mm-mur Doth lulling cadence keep, And blossoms close their weary eyes, He giveth all things sleep. From the little bud of the daisy, And the young bird in the nest. To the humble bed of the peasant child All share that quiet rest. It comes to the poor man's garret. And the captive's lonely cell. On the sick man's tossing, feverish couch It loys a blessed spell. 162 SLEEP. And the Holy One who sends it down, For a healing and a balm, Doth bless it with a mighty power Of peacefulness and calm. He counts the buds that fade and drop, And marks all those who weep ; And closes weary, aching eyes With the holy kiss of sleep. The truest comfort He has given For all earth's pain and woe, Until that glorious life beyond Nor tears nor sleep shall know. FLOWERS AND WEEDS. " To win the secret of a weed's plain heart Eeveals some clue to spiritual things, And stumbling guess becomes firm-footed art : Flowers are not flowers unto the poet's eyes, Their beauty thrills him by an inward sense ; He knows that outward seemings are but lies. Or, at the most, but earthly shadows, whence The soul that looks within for truth may guess The presence of some wondrous heavenliness." J. EussELii Lowell. It is always a puzzle to me, that distiuctiou between flowers and weeds. What are weeds ? Frank Lee obligingly remarks, that he only knows of one kind, and that's the Oxford weed ; and the best sort, he thinks, are Havanas at twenty-one shillings the poimd ! We will ask Harry Spud, the gardener, perhaps he can enlighten our ignorance. " Well, HaiTy, what is a weed 1 " "Why, ma'am, them's weeds as always will gTOW everywhere as they oughtn't to, and won't be got rid of no how ! " 164 FLOWERS AND WEEDS. " Well, Hariy, perhaps that is some rule to work upon, but that's not exactly what I want. My dear Mr. Budde, now you are such a first-rate amateiu- in all that belongs to horticulture and floricvdture, can you throw any light on the subject ?" " Well, ma'am, there are a great many weeds, — in fact the countiy's inundated with them, — there's Mason's White Perfection, and Sorel's Scarlet Beauty, and the Gloire Unique, all weeds, mere weeds, — don't pay for cultivation. Then there's " " Stop, stop, my good friend, I am much obliged to you ; I don't want to know of any more. Here, little Mary, can you tell me what a weed is 1 " " Please, ma'am, I don't know, because daisies and buttercups are flowers. Please, ma'am, perhaps nettles and thistles are weeds, because they sting so ! " Well done, little Mary, that's the best definition we have had, and yet your old quiet donkey there, wlio is chewing a whole crop of those " stinging weeds," would cavil at yoiu* reservation, and protest that you were mistaken, in preferring a poor useless rose or violet to his piquant edibles. He would be quite as energetic, depend upon it, though not perhaps so eloquent, as my favourite American poet who has FLOWERS AND WEEDS. 165 invested Ms weed, the common dandelion, with so much interest for ever, — " Dear common flower, that gi-ow'st beside the waj Fringing the dusty road with harmless gold, First pledge of blithesome May, Which children pluck, and full of pride uphold — High-hearted buccaneers, o'erjoyed that they An Eldorado in the grass have found, Which not the rich earth's ample round May match in wealth — thou art more dear to me Than all the prouder summer blooms may be. " Gold such as thine ne'er drew the Spanish prow Through the primeval hush of Indian seas. Nor wrinkled the lean brow Of age, to rob the lover's heart of ease ; 'Tis the Spring's largess, which she scatters now To rich and poor alike, with lavish hand, Though most hearts never imderstand To take it at God's value, but pass by The offered wealth with unrewarded eye. ' ' Thou art my tropics and mine Italy ; To look at thee unlocks a warmer clime ; The eyes thou givest me Are in the heart, and heed not space or time : Not in mid June the golden- cuirassed bee Feels a more summer-like warm ravishment In the white lily's breezy tent. His conquered Sybaris, than I when first From the dark green thy yellow circles burst." * There are three more verses that will amply repay * J. Russell Lowell. IGG FLOWERS AND WEEDS. the reader for the perusal. Who would not even wish to be a weed to be so sweetly worshipped in a strain that is redolent of the spirit of the old poets, and is a perfect cabinet of little picture gems. But to return to our weeds, — we will first consider Harry Spud's definition, — " Them as grows eveiywhere as they oughtn't to, and won't be got rid on no how ! " This is certainly a serious accusation, and I am afraid if we do battle with him on the subject, he will put us quite to the rout by citing carrot-beds and wheat-fields against us, and exclaiming with old Tusser, — " Dotli darnell good, among tlie flowery wlieat ? Do thistles good, so thick in Mlowes spyed ? " He would not understand tis, I dare say, if we endea- A'oiu'ed to show him the great purpose of those very weeds, the chastening instrument of the Almighty, who, for man's iniquity, cursed tlie ground that it should bear thorns and thistles, as well as wholesome herbs. They may rank with the Ijail and blight, the locust and the pestilence, the hindrances and bars to the success of man's industr}', but also the stinudants to greater exertions, and the teachers of the great lesson of patience and content. Nor are even these two FLOWERS AND WEEDS. 167 weeds without their virtues, if we are to believe the old herbalists. Darnel is beneficial in cases of leprosy, and thistles boiled in wdne, " dispel melancholy, and make a man as merry as a cricket." Thoiigh, perhaps, some of our modern sceptics would recommend the omissioii of the thistles, and think they might not be missed. Our herbalist says, probably with a know- ledge of this want of faith, " Dioscorides saith, the root borne about one doth the like, and removes all diseases of melancholy. Let them laugh that rvin, my opinion is, that it is the best remedy against all melancholy, that grows ; they that please may use it ! " Even little Mary's stinging-nettles have some virtue in them. " An handful of the leaves of green nettles and another of deanwort, or wallwort, bruised and applied simply themselves to the gout sciatica, or joint aches, hath been found an admirable help thereto." In former times, when the qualities of plants were more studied, and the still-room flourished under the active superintendence of the Lady Bountiful, what we shoiild now account as mere weeds gathered from hedges and fields, were almost more valued than better flowers, for their medicinal properties. 168 FLOWERS AND WEEDS. The healing mallows of the marshes, and their commoner relatives of the fields, whose round white seed-vessels formed the " cheeses," of oui- " daisy -loving childhood," were accounted of wonderful efficacy in diseases of the chest. Feverfew and camomile were potent in quelling fever, and wormwood, with its powerful bitter, was an excellent tonic. Poppies brought sleep to the tossing and feverish pillow. Our herbalist says of them : " They are a lunar herb, and of their juice is made opium, only for lucre of money they cheat you and tell you it is a kind of tear that drops from poppies when they weep, — and that is somewhere beyond the seas, I know not where beyond the Moon ! " There was undoubtedly a gi*eat leaven of the wonderful in these old herba,ls, that, although it suited the vulgar palate most esjiccially, would tax even the gi'eatest credulity ; as, for instance, of the herb moon- wort, of which oiu" author very gravely asserts : " Moonwort is an herb which (they say) will open locks, and unshoe such horses as tread ujjon it. This some people laugh to scorn, and those no small fools either ; but country people, I know, call it unshoe the horse. Besides, I have heard commanders say, that FLOWERS AXD WEEDS. 169 on White Down, in Devonshire, near Tiverton, there were found thirty horse-shoes, pulled off from the feet of the Earl of Essex's horses, being there drawn up in a body, many of them being but newly shod, and no reason known, which caused much admiration, and the herb described usually grows upon heaths ! " Oiu- worthy author has evidently sundry lurking misgivings on the subject, though he much inclineth to a full belief, yet eschewing the idea of being ridiculed for his trust. Can one not fancy the great round staring eyes of some "Jem" or "Garge" peering from a brown and red face out of a smock frock, the owner thereof standing stock stiU to gaze at the bran new horse-shoe on the green turf. Then the half fear, half pleasure, with which he conveys it care- fully home, somewhat on the plan of a boy with a hot halfpenny, and nails it up over his cottage door, as doubly efficacious in protecting him against the "cantrips" of the hags. Luckily for the security of our homes, thie name of the herb is typical of its qualities, and the notion of its opening locks is, of coiu-se, " mere moonshine." Only fancy om- modern Jack Sheppards creeping stealthily " o' nights " to om- doors, bearing not pick- 170 FLOWERS AND WEEDS. locks or crowbars, but a huge tuft of this herb ! It w^ould look far more picturesque and romantic cer- tainly than a bunch of skeleton keys ; but, unfor- tunately, tliey prefer the assistance of the latter, and find them more efficacious and simple. It would be particularly unpleasant to our deft burglars and ticket-of-leave men, to be defeated in their designs on some rich plate hoard, or bank chest, by an untimely frost nipping up all the ^^recious herb, or by some voracious cow selecting it as a tit-bit, and swallowing their El Dorado at one mouthful. The legend, however, is worthy to rank with Gerarde's Barnacle-tree, " whereon do growe certaine shells of a white colour tending to russet, wherein are contained little living creatm-es : which shells, in time of maturity do open, and out of them grow those little living things, which, falling into tlie water, do become fowles, wliicli we call Barnacles ! " The old doctrine of signatures flourished in those believing and primitive days : " And by the icon or image of every herb, the ancients at first found out their virtues. Modern writers laugh at them, but I wonder in my heart, how the virtues of herbs came at first to be knowne, if not by their signatures." Rather FLOWERS AND WEEDS. 171 a fixnciful theory to carry into practice, and one in our times that would prove most inconvenient. According to this idea every herb bore the repre- sentation of the disease it "was supposed to cure. Now, when so many diseases are in vogue that our grand- mothers never dreamed of, the physician practising on this plan had need first to " purge his eyes with fairy euplirasy " to avoid errors. We are .sad sceptics, how- ever, and more than we need be ; and with all this chaff have, doubtless, thrown away not a few grains of truth. Nauseous as they were, no doubt some of the old-fashioned herb teas and diet drinks were more wholesome and less expensive than the so-called Bohea of British manufactm-e, retailed to the poor as veritable Chinese ! But to come nearer home after this long digression, and dispose of om" definitions. Frank Lee and his " Oxford weed " may be passed deservingly over by giving him Gerarde's opinion of it. " The dry leaves are used to be taken in a pipe, set on fire, and suckt into the stomach, and thruste forthe againe at the nosthrils." We would further hint for Frank's edifica- tion, that he much prefers the " syrup above this fu.me or smoky medicine ! " Even little Mary's objection to 172 FLOWERS AND WEEDS. the " stinging weeds " may, in a moral point of view, be turned to account on our side. After all, it is not the pleasant things of the world that are always best for us, and pricks and stings like Rosamond's brace- let, are often useful monitors. We are too apt to withdraw our tender flesh hastily from the rough greeting, when, if we grasped it manfully, ay, and " womanfully " too, we should not suffer half the pain. And now to dispose of our friend Mr. Budde. We may say of him as of the fine lady, enjoying the perfume of her early hyacinths or mignonette, that have been tenderly cherished and forced into premature bloom in a hothouse — the yellow primrose, the treasure of the cottager's child, would be no more than it was to Peter Bell. And, indeed, not half so much, for to her all Natiu'e's own flowers on which the rains and dews of heaven fall so bountifully, and the sun shines so w'armly, are but weeds, for which she would not care to give one sprig of her Covent Garden bouquet. Such people could not a})i)reciate the value of a weed, and, had they been exiled to Ascension, might have perished for the lack of that simple green moss, which a more watchful eye estimated rightly and put to a good use. We can now all admire the idea of FLOWERS AND WEEDS. 173 the barren rock watered by such simple means, but are there not many of lis who would have considered the weeds of the field unworthy of a moment's thought? And yet, that little lowly green creeper was more precious and useful than the stately Victoria regia. There is a veiy curious theoiy about wheat, the truth of which seems doubtful ; bvit, at any rate, the meaning of the legend is beautiful. The idea is, that wheat is the only thing that is never discovered in a wild state, and that, if not duly cultivated and stored, it might become extinct, but wotQd never degenerate to a mere grass or weed. It might be swathed for hundreds of years in the mummy-cloths of Egypt, or be found like the few scattered gi-ains in the Spanish lady's bag, and still retain its vitality ; but it has not been discovered growing in any of the virgin solitudes of newly discovered latitudes. The idea upon which this tradition is founded is a fine one, as we said before ; viz. that corn was peculiarly a gift of the Great Father to his children, as the staff of life. It was to be cultivated by man's labour, and the sweat of his brow, and only thus to prosper. The Al- mighty gave him eveiy other requisite, both flowers 174 FLOWERS AND WEEDS. and fruits to refi-esh his weary senses, which sprung up,— " As effortless as ■woodland nooks Send violets up and paint them blue ! " but the bread which was to sustain his temporal body, like that destined for the support of his soiil, was to be the object of earnest and continued care. There is a world of deep and spiritual teaching, hid in all tliese small atoms of this perfect world, Avhich its Maker saw " was good," when coming fresh from His creating Hand. What Tennyson so beautifully and tridy says of the tiny shell with " delicate spire and whorl," — ' ' What is it ? — a learned man Could give it a clumsy name. Let him name it who can, The beauty would be the same. » * * * Slight, to be crushed with a tap Of my finger-nail on the sand, Small, but a work divine — " might also extend to the weeds of the field. Take for instance the common white bind- weed of the hedges, — what artist could design a more elegant shape than that graceful semi-transparent chalice, or wind its beautifully formed leaves into more elegant and FLOWERS AND WEEDS. 175 fantastic garlands. Look at the nettle-tribe with their minute blossoms, — each a study in itself, and unrivalled in its delicate tracery and pencilling. And yet these are all weeds. Unnoticed, unregarded, they festoon with their light trails, the dusty hedges, or fill up the most out-of-the-way nooks and sides of the road. If you only take a square-foot of mere common, what a little world of vegetable life it contains ! And the busy world goes hurrying by on the roads and path- ways utterly blind to all the daily miracles taking place before its very eyes. And are there not human flowers and weeds 1 and do we not regard them in the same partial and prejudiced manner "? We are not apt to wish even, to " win the secret of a weed's plain heart," much as it may reveal of better and holier things : we are so eagerly pursuing the perishing flower of beauty, we leave her more humble sister, the weed, with scorn and neglect. Many a noble heart, thrilling with high and holy aims, but veiled, unfortunately, beneath a homely exterior, has been chilled and disappointed for the want of tliat tender, sympathising love, that is as necessary to its healthy development, as the air and light to a plant ; and stretching forth pale and 176 FLOWERS AND WEEDS. sickly shoots to the nearest chinks and crannies, its warm life-blood and better energies have been cramped and checked, wliich, imder kindly fostering, might have gi'owTi to goodly proportions. Many a one's secret history could tell the bitter mortifications, and keen feelings woimded by the thoughtless ob- servations, uttered in a careless moment, before the " plain one of the family." And yet that one may be, morally, the fairest of the flock. I do not think the acute feelings of a child are half known or sus- pected by the many, or how long a heedless speech, that has been forgotten by the utterer, may yet rankle in the little heart, and poison the wholesome spring. Many an awkward and imcouth child, pro- nounced perfectly hopeless by the fastidious and refined, (who almost look for perfection at that early age when the yoimg spirits are as yet unfettered by falsehood and formality,) may contain the germs of a fine character, to whicli after years, with all their course of sorrow and trial, bring at last the required softness and finish. But all these secret processes and silent miracles pass unheeded beneath our eyes, in uur wild search for beauty, and beauty only. There are, of com-se, FLOWERS AND WEEDS. 177 exceptions to the rule, as when human nature, with all its usual inconsistency, worships at one time the graceful outline and slim proportion of an Italian greyhound, and the next moment flies off to fall into violent raptures over the perfect ugliness of a Skye terrier; adopting, we suppose, the facetious advice of om- witty moralist, Punch — " My dear, if you can't be pretty, you must be odd ! " As a rule, however, it is the phantom beauty we pursue so eagerly, even down to delf and crockery. Everything — from a razor-handle to a chdd's mug, or a plate destined to add its fragments to piles of its old willow-pattern predecessor — must have some pretensions to grace and artistic design. We shall not be able to get anything else, and feel like Miss Martineau's old woman, when somebody told her we were to have the Drummond light on every chmrch steeple. " Oh, dear, ma'am," said she, " we shall not know how in the world to get any darkness ! " We shall be quite put to it to find a bit of good, wholesome, refreshing ugliness. Perhaps, then, we shall value it more on accoimt of its rarity. Until that age arrives, many a disappointed heart 178 FLOWERS AND WEEDS. could echo the sentiments of the old ballad, and say, " Oh, beauty is a blessed gift, whatever the degree, And were it mine, the rest might have all money bags for me. I've heard them preach, that to the poor it is a grievous snare ; But though the priest tells always true, yet would that I were fair ! " Oh, for the days, the golden days, when moral beanty w^ill rank as high, and higher, than physical, and when our eyes and hearts will be opened to a truer investigation of the iveeds, as well as the flowers ! CHILDHOOD'S GLEE. Nay, check her merry laughter not, Her youthful heart is gay ; Too soon the storms and cares of life Will chase those smiles away. That sparkling glance no more be seen, Perchance, in futiu"e years ; She has a woman's heritage Of suffering and tears. That rosy lip may smile no more, And pale the rounded cheek ; Though her soft voice, unmurmm-ing, No sad complaint may speak. The genuine laughter of the child Ceases with childhood's hours ; That happy sunshine of the heart, With its forgotten flowers. N 2 180 childhood's glee. Too soon the world and all its cares, And griefs, must be her lot ; Then, while her spirit can be gay And happy, chide her not. A butterfly, an opening flower, A bird upon the wing, — We wonder now how we were touched By such a trivial thing. Although they still have powers to bring The thoughts of former years. Back to om* altered hearts, 'tis now With sad regretful tears. Then, while such influences move Her young heart to be gay, Check not her laughter, let her yet Be happy while she may. THE QUESTION. " Oh, wind, that waiiderest idly by, To steal the fragi-ance of the limes ; Whose wings are fresh from other climes, Beneath a sunnier sky : Where'er thy fickle coiu-se has been, From balmy south to glowing west, Hast thou beheld a peaceful spot. Where weary hearts may rest 1 " But the breeze, with a low sad sigh. Like a soft kiss went murmm-ing by. " Oh, brooklet, flowing midst the hills, Through mosses green and fringed fern. Where every nook and winding turn Brings tributary rills : Haunter of sweet and pleasant spots Upon the earth's green breast. Hast thou beheld a quiet place. Where weary hearts may rest 1 " 182 THE QUESTION. But the brook rippled on its way, With pebbles in its course to play. I gazed around, — ^the lark was gone To chant her matin psalm on high, And far up in the azure sky Her voice was heard alone : The miser bee was at his toil, Hid in the fox-glove's bell ; The busy ant was labouring To store her granary well : So, in despair for a reply, I asked a piu-ple buttei-fly. On active wing I saw her move, I traced her slow and devious flight. And saw her on a cross alight, A lowly chm-chyard mound above : " God's acre " was that quiet place, The treasure house, Avherein we lay Our precious tilings, in })aticnt trust. Until the resun-ection day : And the breeze swept the brook's calm breast, And both breathed gently, " Here is rest ! " WOMAN'S LOVE. 'Tis true, as you say, man's love is deep, As the world in its day-storm roaring, Through all life's warfare of toil and wrong, For her he is still adoring ; But the silence of night is deeper far, With no stars above it moving. When the sun of her life and hope has set,- Oh, tliis is woman's loving. When the rosy light of the bridal moon Gleams faint in the long-past distance, And the hands that plighted their earnest troth Work hard for a bare existence ; When the eyes that lived in her veiy glance Can behold her tears unmoving, And e'en love itself is faint and cold, — Even then is a woman loving. 184 woman's love. To struggle through scorn, and pain, and wrong, With her weeping infants round her, And the thought at her heart, stiU firm and strong, Of the tie that to earth had bound her ; To keep on his love her steadfast thought. And her faith from an instant's roving. And still press on to his home in heaven, — Oh, this is woman's loving. I say not the love of a man is light, It may sway his heart and senses, And may lu'ge to a hundred holy aims, With its sweet, soft influences ; But to cling with a closer and nearer clasp. Like the ivy, unremoving, When life, and youth, and hope are past, — Oh, tliis is woman's loving. 'Tis a mournful crown for the sex, I claim, That when all that is dear is pai'ted. She holds to tlic lost witli tlie changeless faith, And the love of the broken-hearted ; woman's love. 185 A man may drowii all his grief and loss, In the cold world onward moving, But her sun has set in one lowly grave,— And this is woman's loving. When the world grows dark, and the air is chill, And the heaii; is weak to bear it ; And the sun and flowers do but mock the grief, That is hard without him to share it ; To live with our loved is an easy task, That scarcely is worth the proving; But to live, and love on, in an empty world, — Oh, this is the deepest loving. DUMB FRIENDS. " Ghost-like, I paced round the haunts of my childhood ; Earth seemed a desert I was bound to traverse, Seeking to find the old familiar faces." Charles Lamb. When I speak of " dumb friends," I do not mean those of the brute creation, as, for instance, that fine animal the dog, who gazes up into your face with those intelligent human eyes, and seems to participate in all yoiu* joys and sorrows. Nor do I allude to tlie cat : of her frailties and virtues I shall speak elsewhere. But I mean, literally, deaf and dumb friends. There are objects with which our ideas have been so long and intimately connected, that, although devoid of sense and speech, they become to us as old familiar associates. For instance, an arm-chair, which belonged to our father or grandftither, long since gathered to liis rest. How does the memory of that venerable form and face rise up before us, DUMB FRIENDS. 187 indissolubly linked with it, and it seems almost a part of themselves, left to cheer the survivor with its old familiar face. I do not say that everybody feels like this : the young and happy have their own dear circle of living and loving faces, but with the aged and solitary it is diffei'ent ; wanting objects on which to lavish those genial household affections which make home such a happy place, they cling to the insensate forms around them, which, from long use, have grown quite necessary to their comfort. And, after all, how much of our earthly pleasure does depend upon these senseless appendages, even putting aside, as we always should do to make life really happy, all those instances of petty triumph in superior pos- sessions, such as influenced those celebrated indi- viduals who " astonished the Browns." Take an example in the furnishing a house by a young pair on their marriage. There is the piano, brought by the bride from her early home, and dear to them both from the recollection it brings of the softly-mingled voices and tender whisperings, of which it had been the silent and faithful listener. The work-table, too, to be for some time the re- 188 DUMB FRIENDS. ceptacle of the bride's dainty, lady-like frivolities. And tlie aforesaid easy-chair, to entlirone the tired limbs of the husband after his long day's work is over, and he comes back to enjoy all the delights and ease of liis home. Many years after — what changes ! — the bright-looking piano is daily strummed upon by the grown-up daughters, all forgetful of the soft and rich tones it used to send forth under the slender fingers of their mother, who is now a comely matron of middle age, and still thinks no tones so sweet as those of the poor old instrument, although her eldest hope raves about a new harp she wants to coax Papa to give her. The juveniles still climb about that father in the old worn chair, for no other seems to his fancy so comfortable, luxTirious as those soft-cushioned lounges are ; and he decliU'es testily, that they don't know how to make easy-chaire half so well as they iised to do, after all ! Ah, my dear sir, there is a gi-cat deal more of your own partial fancy in that, than you woidd care to believe. You Ikivc reclined in it so long, and j'ou liave gi'owu to it, and it to you, until you are wedded to it, as much as your wife to her old piano, or her work- I DUMB FRIENDS. 189 table, which she will not give up, although all your growing tribe vow and protest it is awfully shabby. "Ah, my dears," says the good mother, with a tear in her eye, " that was part of oiu- wedding furniture, when your papa and I were first married. I remember he chose it for me, and sent it home the night before the wedding, when we went to take a last look over the new house. Many a happy hoiu- have I passed beside it, when all you torments were in bed, and on it lay a gi-eat pile of clothes, wanting the stitch in time, torn and worn with all your juvenile ingenuity." And then the little cot, where the round rosy face lay at night, when you made your usual pilgrimage to it. The coverlet thrown half off, and showing the round, mottled, healthy limbs of the little sleeper. And, oh ! if that white nest was afterwards exchanged for a deeper and colder one, beneath the gi-een sod of the churchyard, by its little tenant, with what pangs and thrills of memory did you afterwards look on it, and yet love it too well to part with it. And if those surrounded with a family can thus cling to dumb friends, how doubly dear must they be to the solitary, for whom they are the links that con- 190 DUMB FRIENDS. nect the happy buried past with the blank present. When he returns after absence, each article greets him like the smile of an intelligent being. They almost fill the part in his home that living creatiu'es do in that of others. Many a forlorn and desolate heart has found comfort and solace in silent commune with them, and many, in the secret recesses of their soids, bless those dear and familiar companions, their faithful " dumb friends ! " ROSES. A SINGLE rose for thee, love, One little rose for thee, 111 change for all the many flowers That thoii hast given to me ; So take it from my very heart. Though pale and weak it be. The wild pink buds of spring, love, Did with our hearts unclose ; Our marriage day was sweetly crowned By autumn's last white rose ; They've marked life's sunniest memories. And may they wreathe its close. How many summer roses, love, Have dated pleasant hours. And breathed a tender charm about This quiet home of ours : Ah, love ! ours was a happy lot, Thus chronicled in flowers. LILLY GRAY. " Oh, sing no more to senseless things That sweet low murmuring song, But give one kind woi'd, Lilly dear, To one that's loved thee lonfj." '&■ " My songs are for the birds," she said, " Whose notes, so sweet and clear. Do drown the sound of angry waves, That miuTxuu" in mine ear ; That murmur hoarsely in mine ear, And ever follow me ; But when I'm singing with the birds, I do not hear the sea ! " " You've smiles for all the buds and flowers, Can I not win one, too 1 For me those smiles arc fitter far. For them the sun and dew." LILLY GRAY. 193 " My smiles are for the flowers of earth So innocent and sweet, That gaze so meekly in my face And spring around my feet. Amid his sunny locks are twined The blossoms of the sea, Their kindred blooms of earth, for this Are very dear to me." " Have you no love to sjDare," he said, " From blossom, tree, and bird ? Is there no echo in your heart. By Love's sweet music stirred ! " " Go, search the lone and silent sea, My heart lies there," she said, " With lover's vows, and buried hopes Beside the early dead." " Then fare you well, dear love," he sighed, " Since mine ye may not be, Yet give one kindly word, and cast One gentle glance on me." 194 LILLY GRAY. " My gaze is on the heavens," she said, " And oh ! they seem so near, — Mine eyes are fixed on yon blue heavens, My all is treasured there." THE SOUL'S FORGING. Lies the iron on the anvil, Falls the hammer, quick and fast ; 'Neath the Master's hand, the metal Yields like leaves before the blast. By the action of the fire Was the native iron tried ; In the glowing furnace molten, Was it cleansed and purified. Slow and solemn falls the hammer, Plies the iron 'neath the stroke. As before the fiery lightning, Quivering, falls the stricken oak. Lies the Soul upon the anvil. Falls the hammer — solemn, slow ; Each, with its appointed measure. Follow pain, and want, and woe. o 2 196 THE soul's forgixg. Molten long in son-ow's furnace, Till it lost some dross and stain ; Quenclied in tears of deep affliction, Grew it cold and black again. On the world's hard anvil lying. Heavy blows fall thick and fast, Till the true and tempered metal, Shapen well, lies there at last. Then the mighty Master proves it — Strength and temper — one by one ; And the long and patient forging Of the human Soul is done. BLOSSOMING AND FRUITAGE. A FANCY. " Who riseth from a feast, With that keen appetite that lie sits down ? Where is the horse that doth untread again His tedious measures with the unbated fire That he did pace them first ? All things that are, Are with more sjiirit chased than enjoyed." Merchant of Venice. I AM weai'y, — or lazy, if yoii will, — and incline \'oy a. stroll this drowsy, sleepy, avitunin day, when one can do nothing but lounge about, and repeat listlessly, " Heavily hangs the broad sunflower Over its grave in the earth so chilly. Heavily hangs the hollyhock, Heavily hangs the tiger lily." I incline for a saunter — not that I feci at all in a pilgrim inood, inilcss it be that pleasant vagabond life in picturesque rough sandals and a scallop-shell, from which Mr. Thonibury derives the word. Youi* true idler needs a companion, who must, moreover, be endowed with that much-be-praised quality, the art of listening well. Then how pleasantly and 19;8 BLOSSOMING AND FRUITAGE. dreamily do his ideas ripple along, like a little brook " coshering " over the pebbles. The mood for strange vagaries is on me, and I follow Mr. Edgai- Poe's example, and call upon Psyche to accompany me. She must needs be a marvellously convenient companion, needing neither ladies' maids, state cabins, nor first-class ladies' carnages. I wonder if she appeared to him imder her butterfy symbol, something after the fashion of the graceful hostess at the Grasshopper's Feast, as so prettily portrayed l\y Alfred Crowquill in that favoiu'ite child's romance : the beautiful painted wdngs seeming to belong natu- rally to the elegant shoulders and dainty waist. Pretty creatm'e ! in either fashion she is accustomed to rather ch-cuitous modes of progression ; and I need not to her apologise for the many digressions I may make ; indeed, it woidd be more in accordance w'ith her own " aiiy flight." To her I need not excuse my stopping at this pleasant southern wall covered with fruit-trees, loaded with their sunny produce. Now I must plead guilty, among my many fancies (and that they are manifold some of my disconsolate relatives can tell you, to their infinite bewildennent and perj)lexity), to a most insane BLOSSOMING AND FRUITAGE. 199 love for anything in the shape of a basket. Like Mr. Beckford's tea-cups, I think I could find a basket for every day in the year, — long, short, tall, flat, round, square, white, or coloured, from the pretty corbeille, clustered round with basketlings, like a hen-and- chicken daisy of last month, do^\ai to the elegant wicker equipage, drawn by small ponies ridden, postillion-fashion, by a diminutive gToom, that has haunted my dreams for the last week. I dare not expatiate on the subject, for a perfect vision of " basketerie " arises before me, from the gi'aceful rock- work on the lawn, with a handle covered with luxu- riant creepers, and filled with a glowing mass of verbenas, to the elegant and poetical rustic receptacle of varnished Hme-branches, filled with a tuft of bloom- ing primroses that graced my table last spring, — that breathed the very essence of fresh air and sunshine. Does not eveiy gipsy beset me, owing to a perfect foreknowledge of my weakness, with egg-baskets flower-baskets, work-baskets, stained a pretty pale lilac with peach leaves 1 And do not my intimate friends predict that I shall not be biu-ied like a Christian, but shall sail to the spirit -land like the Indian, in a coracle, my earthly frame being buried 200 BLOSSOMING AND FRUITAGE, at Glastonbiu'y, because Joseph of Arimatliea built his first church there of wicker-work? I do love a basket, and the theory to which I am about to plead guilty, is the preference I have for fruit in a basket. What is fniit in a plate, but a mere adjunct to the dessert ? Now Psyche, don't protest, but jump up with me on Prince Houssein's carpet, — hey, presto ! here we are at Lady Hautton's select dinner-party in square. The table is cleared of the hot meats and French entrees, all the " delicacies of the season," as the " Bel- gravian Matutinal Dew-Drop " calls them. The table is replenished with fruit and flowers ; Champagne sparkles in the glasses, and incipient flirtations begin to get lively under cover of the increased flow of talk. Lord has enjoyed his dinner ; none of your common beef and pudding affairs, but a recherche repast, on which Monsieiu* Alphonse Delagout, Miladi's chef, has employed aU the poetic resources of his enthusiastic soid. He has conveyed a polite insinu- ation in a fate, a compliment in a sotifflee, and a sonnet (ir madrigal in a cream or -gelee ! Lord becomes benignant, and tells iNIiladi, her cook is a man of genius, — an observation " Jeames " transmits immediately BLOSSOMING AND FRUITAGE. 201 to the great artiste, who swoons in ecstacy on the spot. The dessert is on the table; splendid epergnes loaded with fruit and flowers, charm all the senses at once, and the table, with its circle of well-di-essed men and handsome women, becomes worthy an artist. But alas ! little does the lovely Lady Clementina suppose that the blushing strawberry she is lifting with taper fingers, glistening with gems, to her ruby lips, has been well fingered before by Bill Prickle, the boy of Mr. Pyne the nurseryman, who sucks his cold red paws between every beny. Equally innocent is the Hon'ble Harry that the orange he is so delicately peeling with his aristocratic digits, aided by a silver fork, has been previoiisly well polished by the pocket- handkerchief of Biddy Phelan, if you can dig-nify such a rag by any title. Dear unsuspicious souls ! little do they imagine all the transitions it passes through ere it reaches Covent Garden or Mr. Pyne's shop. Now, Psyche, come back to the south wall, — basking in all the warmest smiles of the sun, — where the very bees seem to become peach-consumers, instead of lotos- eaters, and hum away all day, forgetting Dr. Watts's eulogy on wax-plastering, and honey-storing. Now, look at that dear little jaunty figure, attired in a 202 BLOSSOMING AND FRUITAGE. coquettish, and yet quiet jacket, with cobweb collar and full sleeves, and the prettiest of flower-besprinkled ribbons. The dimpled hands pop about, touching the velvet cheeks with the softest possible finger, picking a fine ripe fellow, and nestling him down into the dainty little basket so cosily lined with vine-leaves, patting and coaxing to get him into his place. At last the basket, lij^ped like a sea-shell, can hold no more ; and the gatherer trips off, bearing away no small portion of the glowing warmth and luxurious balminess of that south wall. It is perhaps deposited in some old-fashioned Indian lacquered corner cup- board, in pleasant neighboin-hood with pots of g\iava or mountain cabbage, or such dear old china basins as Mrs. Clarinda Singlehart shelled her peas into, the day Lucy first saw her ; a little picture that desenx'd to be handed down to posterity by the pencil of Millais. Be its deposit where it may, however, that pretty little basket always comes out with a kind of airy grace, like an improvised ballad, an embodied song, breathing of balmy warm breezes, and recalhng dainty fingers, that did not even chafe the bloom off". Oh, Psyche, Psyche, is not tlie wicker basket more poetical than the meretricious Scatcs porcelain 1 BLOSSOMING AND FRUITAGE. 203 I have wandered again, Psyche, some way, but your feathery pinions have helped my flight. Some years ago, sundiy Chinese, embued with an imusual love of adventure, set sail from the land of compli- mentary cards, (or yards,) and small feet, in a vessel adorned with two huge eyes in her bows, 'yclept a junk, for New York ; but, the said eyes having a trifling obliquity of vision, they diverged slightly from their course, and landed on the shores of the Thames. Such has been our voyage, which has ended in landing us at the south wall again, over which hang the boughs of a well-laden apple-tree. There it is scrambling over in a sort of imcouth, ungainly, gnarly way, with its cramped boughs furred with dull, hoary lichen fit for old Hyems' beard. It's a cranky, ill-tempered looking tree, just fit to bear fruit that will make cider. " Stop !" says Psyche, " cider is considered a luxury by some people — a sort of water champagne !" My dear creature, I don't mean the sparkling beverage called Devonshire Cider, which you can't get in Devonshire, but the harsh, rough drink the poor natives imbibe in those uncultivated wilds. Thump ! 204 BLOSSOMING AXD FKUITAGE. Oh ! there's an apple too hard even for a dumphng. I suppose that was a retort coiui;eous. It is rather hard, for I was just going to say, that, ugly as it looks now, there is hardly a prettier sight than that old tree when in blossom. The dehcate pink and white covers it as with a mantle of snow with a sunset gleam on it. The delicate petals fall off as crisp and round as the tiny blushing sea-shells, that almost crumble beneath the touch of a finger. But they are as frail and fleeting as the bubbles on the edge of the wave, and they soon strew the ground beneath them with their fallen leaves. " All that's bright must fade, The brightest still the fleetest, — All that's sweet was made But to be lost when sweetest." Tlie most ctherial and gi-aceful blossoms die the soonest, the most exquisite scent is gone after the first instant you perceive it. M. Piesse will tell you its veiy sweetness makes it the more volatile, condensing it, like the Egyptian queen, into the richness of one sliort drauiiht. The bloom on the grape or the plum is as fleeting, the dust on the butterfly's wing, your ovm butterfly, Psyche — all BLOSSOMING AND FRUITAGE. 205 perish at a touch ; the rainbow-hued bubble bursts in your hand. Is it not so in other things, Psyche 1 Is not the long expectation better than the after possession ? Suppose we are young, passionate, deeply, madl}'^ in love with Alicia. We cb-eam of her deep blue eyes and sunny hair. We wiite sonnets to her ugly or brown hat, photogi-aph her aU round. She is oiu's ! and we are in raptures and live upon air and visions of the future, to our landlady's extreme satisfaction, who profits largely by our temporary abeiTation. Three days after the wedding, we dis- cover that one of our angel's shoulders has slightly the advantage of the other. Tlie bubble has burst ; we are wi-etched for life ; our blossoms, pink and white, have fallen and left us only sour crabs or rotten medlars ! Or we are older and wiser, but crochetty. We are a pictvu"e-fancier ; we see McDaub's famous his- torical painting of the " Salvation of the Capitol." We commission him to finish it for us, at a fabulous price. We go daily, and watch its progi-ess, count every well-defined feather on the out-stretched necks of the patriotic creatures, see eveiy red or yellow- 206 BLOSSOMING AND FRUITAGE. webbed foot duly depicted. It is completed, — framed, — taken home, — hung up in our dining-room. We rush home from the City an hovu- earlier, and find our bosom friend. Bob Blunt, contemplating it. " Why, Bagges," says he, slapping us on the back ; " why, Bagges, old boy ! is this the first institution of Michaelmas-day 1 What a sight of geese ! why, you could tar and feather half London !" Down go the blossoms in showers, though it is a nipping, spiteful blight or frost that does it this time ; however, down they go. We are disenchanted ! We send off the pictiu'e, slily, to have the frame altered, and bribe Munt, the carver and gilder, to warehouse it for an indefinite period in his gairet. Alas ! for the happy days when it was such a pleasm-e to watch it growing and growing — when it was a pleasure to come ! Ah ! well, Psyche ! it's no \ise moralising, and the fit's over, like the ague, for the present ; so I will not detain you to enlarge upon tliis doom of etu'th and its inhabitants, — that possession brings satiety, — and the blossom dies before the fruit appears. Like cliildren learning to walk, we must still be wiled on by something to which distance lends enchantment. BLOSSOMING AND FRUITAGE. 207 Let US be thankful for the fruit when we have it, but do not let us hasten to precocious maturity the perishing blossom, which is its sweetest part, to all but the toothsome schoolboy, who can digest hard green balls that might puzzle an ostrich ! No doubt this was the true reading of Pandora's box, of which the last and best gift at the bottom was hope. " Believe me that the truest bliss Is in the airy vision ; The longed-for pleasure come at last Is lost in its fruition ! " Come, Psyche ! the sun is kissing the red leaves of the creeper yonder into deeper blushes, and the breeze is sweeping up those golden piles of leaves — Nature's own coinage fresh from her mint. No, I mistake ; it is Robin with a prosaic broom and bar- row, — it is time we should depart. MEMORY. Why dost thou tell us with thy haunting tone, Oh sad- voiced Memory, of days j^ast by, That borne on fleetest pinions long have gone, To be entombed in thy dark treasury 1 Why wring our hearts, with voices and with forms That long ago have vanished from oiu' sight 1 Why vex our world-worn sph-its with the shade. The bitter shadow of our old delight 1 Sad is the knowledge we have won of thee, Since we fii'st knew thy si)ells, oh Memory ! Then dost thou lead us to green sunny fields, Fresh with the song of liird, and hum of bee, Where the soft breezes bend the cowslip flowers, And rustling creep amid each leafy tree. Up springs the lai-k, as blithesome as of yore, And trills his joyous song uj)on the air, All breathes one universal song of Spring, — AVith life, and joy, and sunshine everywhere. MEMORY. 209 Tears dim our eyes, so that we cannot see Thy sweet, sad pictures, faithful Memory. Our souls are weak, are weaker than a child. That, tangled in a deep wood's wild recess. Hears its own heart throb in the silence deep. And cannot weep for very weariness. We, too, are lost amid the din of life. To which the calm of death doth stand so nigh, When weary hands are folded fi-om their toil, And worn eyes look their last upon the sky. Spare us, upon the Ijrink of that dim sea, Oh solemn, tender, — mournful Memory ! THE PET NAME. " Yes, call me by ray pet name, let me beai- The name I used to run at, when a cLild." E. B. Bkowxing. Not SO ! nay speak it never, never more : Earth's dust and ashes press, a heavy weight, Upon the loving Hps, whose utterance Made all its music ; and in other tones It has a strange and unfamiliar sound, A mournful cadence on the listening ear, And wakes no joyous echo in the heart That thrilled of yore with the old sportive sound. As kindred voices sweetest are in song, And blend in notes of softest harmony, So are those tender, playful, household names The silver music of a hap[)y home : Born from some careless jest in sportive hours, And uttered merrily in laughing tones, In after years to find a silent grave With the fond lips that spoke them, that have said THE PET NAME. 211 Their latest words on earth. New hopes may dawn, And other loves may blossom in the heart, But let them grow with their own strength and hue. Let new loves find new language, dear and sweet, And perfumed with a thousand tender thoughts, To be an heritage for future days; But lay the old names in an honoured grave, Enfolded with the sacred tones and looks That live for ever in our memories. And have no other life : you would not crown A living brow with withered violets. The golden cowslips of our childish days. Faded, how many weaiy springs ago ; And many a heart has ceased to prize their wealth, That dowered its happy childhood ; golden stores. That left no trace of wrinkle on tlie brow. Where the world's fiery ore doth brand and sear. Yet are they all gone by with childhood's joys, Its innocent delights, and April tears : So lay these precious relics of the past Beside them, in a deep and honoured grave — These withered blossoms of our childhood's tree. p -i DAILY CARES. These are the petty cares and tiny ills, The constant drips that wear the stone away, The mites that to the blossom bring decay As svirely as the frost of winter kills. Let none despise them, — in their added smn They make the wings on which life doth depart, . And by perpetual fretting try the heart More than the crushing grief which strikes it dumb. He who our mortal flesh so meekly wore, Doth know our wants and trials : may we bear All patiently the great and lesser care, And hear Him say, when the last strife is o'er, " Thou hast been patient over little, — see, The great reward that is prepared for thee ! " A REVERIE ON A GREAT MOTIVE POWER. " Tou fai Tamour sus nostro tero." Odes cV Anacreon traduitcs en vers Languedociens. " Love's not a petty stream runs all one way, But, like the ocean, deep and vast, and swayed By Phantasy, its moon ! " Barry Cornwall. I WAS staying, in the latter part of the year 185 — , at a fine old country house in W — shire, where 1 enjoyed, almost undistiu'bed, the solitary delight of rambling and scrambling to my heart's content. It had been long left under the care of a housekeeper, a demure, starched matron, who had no soul above her preserves and medicine-chest. I first made acquaintance with the garden, — very appropriately called the " Pleasaunce," for a more charming (jld place could not be imagined, with its richly wrought iron gates and railings, wreathed thickly with masses of large white roses. These were guarded on each side, after the old fashion, by two majestic yew-trees, in the shape of a ponderous peacock and huge swan. 214 A REVERIE OX A GREAT MOTIVE POWER. It was a stately old garden, and there were few such rich, abundant "flower-knots," in the country round ; old-fashioned blossoms, that would now be utterly scouted from a modern garden, and perhaps ju-operly so, but liere they seemed in their native place, and acquired a richness and dignity that well became them. The smooth green lawn stretched far away, undulating here and there into little liollows and dells, like the laughing dimples roxmd an infant's mouth. In the distance, on the raised terrace walk, grew picturesque groups of hollyhocks, gleaming brilliantly with all the hues of the rainbow, — and even the sunflower lost its usual coarseness, and, with its velvet centre and golden Vandykes, was a fitting accessory to the picture. Wallflowers, in all their rich shades, from light yellow down to ricli chcsuut- bi-nwn, and variegated snap-dragons, jjink and white, fringed with lovely tufts of blossoms tlie old grey walls, wliich were beneath so beautifully clad in their thick green mantle of ivy. Fine old trees gi-ew about, — the featheiy sprays of the birch, " light as a lady's plume," peeping out in good contrast to the sombre foliage of yews, or gigantic hollies, or the dark red leaves of the copper beech. A REVERIE OX A GREAT MOTIVE POWER. 215 But the beaiities of the stately old garden were speedily eclipsed in my eyes by the more sober charms of the library, which with large stone muUioned window^s, looked forth upon it. The room was in good keeping with the rest ; for beyond the little circular turret, that seemed trying to reach out into that paradise of sweets (though richly clad with aged pyrus and clematis), stretched two transept-like wings, with a long arched window, filled with stained glass, at each end. Their walls were lined on each side with old oak bookcases, almost black with age, reaching from the ceiling to the floor. They were filled with treasures that woidd have rejoiced the very heart of Lisardo himself : rare editions, black letter volumes, with fine clean margins, bound in parchment, or even vellum, — nay, there was really a good Aldus or two, with its symbolic dolphin, and a neat specimen of Caxton, with red capital letters. But the gems of all were a few little exquisite volumes of " Hours," plentifully illustrated with graceful scroll borders, and initials, and delicately painted miniatures. There were also many, more generally interesting ; as for instance, a book of ancient cookery, which opened readily at " Green pesen with bakon," and " Wardens in 216 A REVERIE ON A GREAT MOTIVE POWER. Hjruppe," which I presume, from this evidence, were the favourite dishes of the owner. There was also Matthew Hopkins's " Discoveries in Witchcraft," with a portrait of the old fanatic, steeple-crowned hat and all, enough to strike terror into a whole Walpurgis- night of witches, with their " Pyewackets," and " Peck in the crowns," into the bargain. "Walton's Com- plete Angler," came next, with quaint old engravings; a curious edition of " Fullei*'s Holy Warre," illustrated with portraits of Paracelsus and other eminent worthies ; and a ragged, well-thumbed edition of Percy's " Pieliques." One of the most modern works in the collection, was " The Gentleman's Library," in which Celadon, for the anausement, and, I hope, profit, of " the brisk Florimel, and her witty associates," lays dowai " rules for conduct in all parts of life." After flying like a bee, sipping here and there, (A'cr this rich banquet, now pausing over the " Prioress' Tale," and now following Una on her com-se, I came u]ion a curious manuscript volume, bound in antique blue bi'ocade, embroidered all over, in tarnished silver, with Iiearts, arrows, and torches. It was WTitten in a neat but cramped hand, on ])archment, which was iii>w much discoloured, and somewhat stained witli A REVERIE ON A GREAT MOTIVE POWER. 217 damp. The ink was much faded, but I managed to glean the purport of it, — no easy matter, as it was written in very old French. It was a pedantic treatise on Love, and with its antique expressions and peculiar idiom was very enter- taining. It began with an elaborate definition of Love itself, analysing it with the most microscopic exactness, as if it w^ere a midge or cheese-mite at the Polytechnic, or a blood-stained hammer under the lynx eyes of Mr. Spianprye. This preliminary discourse was very ingeniously enveloped in French metaphor and sen- timent, and plentifidly besprinkled with heathen mythology and classic allusion. Some were as far- fetched as the lament of the poet, who described himself as dwelling " in the prison, of which Love keeps the keys, aided by his three bailiffs, Hope defeiTed, Beauty, and Anxiety ! " The loves of Mark Antony and his Egyptian Queen, Paris and Helen, Tristan and the fair Y'seult, were all touched on, "en passant," in the most amusing variety, and with an indescribable relish, worthy of even Walter von Vogelweide, who admits of himself that " for forty years and more he sang of love ! " Our author then proceeds, arranging and classifying in an 218 A BEVERIE ON A GREAT MOTIVE POWER. innocent, grave, matter-of-fact sort of way, the several outward shapes and manifestations of the passion, its hidden motives, and " c/.s jolis maux'" attendant thereon. You would rather think it was Mr. Lias of the British Museum, collecting and labelling his fossils, than a gallant Frenchman, expatiating on such a subject as "/a sesoiin crcmiour." Some of his definitions were amusino; enoutrh, as "eye-love," the sudden stroke from the fair one's bright orbs, more piercing than the lance of the infidel : the " love platonic," that arrant piece of Cupid's hypocrisy. Then comes "love chivalrous," the dedication of lance and sword to the " Queen of Love and Beauty ; " or the " love troubadour," or minnesinger, which devoted lute and pen to the honour of the " helha, doussa, dama chera ! " Very man}' of the Protean changes and Janus aspects of the mighty conqueror were eniunerated by Armand do Troycs, who evidently held, with Alcxandro Magno, that " Love o'er young and old now holds its mightiest sway ! " He winds up the book by a glowing en- comium of some chai'miug Adelais, " qui estait rjentille et heller Had Armand lived in these days, he might ccr- A REVERIE ON A GREAT MOTIVE POWER. 219 tainly have added a few pictures to his gallery, though not very many ; for on the whole, the reality of the pictvu'e has not much changed, though the costume has necessarily altered. For, of course, the " cupboard love" of those days was nearly identical with tlie same disease in oius, with tlie symptoms slightly modified. As, for instance, the ancient sort might have been for the best cut of the mighty baron of beef, and the fine wheaten manchet, washed down by a black jack of the oldest October; instead of the modern wooing of B 47, for the cold leg of mutton and the end of the bottle of stout. The " money love," then, was for a purse of Spanish doubloons or golden angels, while the " chink-a-chink " that rouses the dormant emotion that softens our Lilly Bakers, is more likely to be in tlie shape of a Californian nugget. But the ruling passion is still the same, and " Love, tlie universal birth, From heart to heart is stealing ! " in the same resistless way as when Armand de Troyes sought to immortalise his fair Adelais by inscribing this erudite essay to her, with the same deep feeling and bright hopes as inspired him of Arqua, but unfortunately, not with the like success. They have 220 A REVERIE ON A GREAT MOTIVE POWER. both long since laid down their loves, and hopes, and vanities, to take their last sleep on the bosom of old mother earth, and this little discoloured volume, buried for years, and only brouglit to light by idle cui'iosity, is the only record that remains of their little bubble of passion that burst so many years ago. Verily, mon hon ami Armand, a wiser head might moralise long on the irresistible passion that induced Cophetua to share his crown and throne with the beggar-maid ; and that, with the charms of Mariamne, could torture, in life and death, the proud and am- bitious heart of Herod the king. You might as well attempt to arrange the clouds, and coimt the sands of the sea-shore, as define the errant and versatile powei\ The annals of Cupid — like his statue in the famous gardens — are inscribed with a host of names, some great and illustrious, written in sparkling characters on the yoW of f\xmc, and some as obscure as that of your next door neiglibour, Mr. Smith. The records of Chancery itself are not more voluminous, or, as the old bachelor at number six would teU you, more expensive. Ask Mr. Arthm- Pendennis what he thinks of the subject, — we suggest him as an able and experienced A REVERIE ON A GREAT MOTIVE POWER. 221 authority; and, moreover, the author of "Walter Loraine," which, as those who have read that able work will know, turns chiefly on that subject. He will frankly tell you — with a candoiu- that does him honour — that he has experienced the sensation in all its phases, from the first boyish intoxication of " boy love " for the famous Miss Costigan, to the more sober bliss he is now enjoying with Mrs. Pen. " Ah, Laiu-a, that little Fanny Bolton was a dear little thing after all, though you were so stern to her ; but there is some allowance to be made for the state of your feelings at the time. I think I shall write an article on the evanescence of early attachments for the P. M. G ! " Ah, young love ! the sweetest rose in the world, even though it has its thorns — hard and sharp ones, sometimes — still how fresh and fair a blossom it isj — with all the dew pearls of the morning of life glistening on its unfolding leaves, before the world's breath has blown its petals so roughly that they fall, one by one, scentless — colourless — dead ! Happy young love ! budding timidly under the first warm rays, and, at last, unfolding in all its beauty, — with a hundred fresh thoughts and emotions 222 A REVERIE ON A GREAT MOTIVE PO^YER. springing in the heart like a patch of sweet spring daisies after rain. Holy and tender are its memories, even in after years ; bright morning walks in shaded shi-ubberies, or the dearer wanderings in the quiet twi- light, when the stillness is only broken by the low notes of the nightingale beginning her song. These are dear and precious remembrances for middle age, — aye, and even old age, to look back upon. Happy young love, that spring of the heart which tm-ns all to gold by its own sunshine — which enshrines mere trifles as relics to be hoarded with all the heart's miserhood, and that will bring a thrill of recollection, even in after years, when the white forehead is getting f uiTowed by Time's rough ploughshare, and the flowing cm-Is are exchanged for calm matronly braids. And yet young love has an enemy, — a relentless, persecuting enemy — who, mider one disguise or another, since the beginning of the world, has crossed his plans and thwarted his happiness. And this enemy is Worldly Prudence, who comes — not with kind, gentle feeling, dewy in its eyes — anxious for young love's well-being, and eager to clear away the obstacles in the path ; but a grim, malignant-looking individual, with eyes like cut steel beads, and a sneer- A REVERIE ON A GREAT MOTIVE POWER. 223 ing mouth. Tliis evil-minded meddler is always making the discovery that Miss Soandso's fortune is nothing like what it was said to be ; and advises Mr. Someoneelse to break off his daughter's engagement, as he is not an eligible pmii, being only a poor doctor or curate. Worldly Prudence is somewhat of an orator too, and can discourse at great length on prudent calculation, and equality of station, and a proper regard for appearances. Her impartial hearers listen and applaud the glittering heartless harangue, when a little rosy fece and angel's wings look over her shoulder and, — hey, presto ! — away go all her sage apothegms to the winds ! My poor Worldly Prudence, never mind, — you are only sharing the fate of that poor fellow in sky-blue and spangles, who has cleared a space in the next stj-eet for his performance, antici- pating a good harvest of halfpence. He is just balancing on one leg, and preparing to begin, when, " Roo-too-too-tooe}^," there goes Punch, and off go all the spectators — helter-skelter — after him, leaving poor Spangles to waste his agility on a lame beggar and a policeman. Never mind, my good Worldly Prudence, you will get the best of it yet, after your own fashion. There are m<;re followers awaiting you 224 A REVERIE ON A GREAT MOTIVE POWER. than poor Spangles will have spectators to the day of his death ; hosts of Belgraviau mammas, anxious to profit by your teaching how to obtain an advantageous establishment, — that's the elegant English for it. And your time will come to ride in your coronetted carriage, when foolish young love is eating " robin's fare, And sups the common rill." Oh, Armand de Troyes, go back to your shelf again, there is nothing new under the sun ; " eye love " is still popular among the youth of Britain, employed in cidtivating moustaches and extending crinoline ; " cup- board love " still flourishes under the active superin- tendence of the Reverend Dr. Machoul, who is earnestly careful that Mrs. Flutter's excellent tea and buttered crumpets shall feed none but the faithful ; " money love " is yet all powerful in winning the liand of Lord Screwfit's fair daughter for old Dyddle the banker; "love platonic " is still the consolation of blighted old bachelors and morose spinsters; and " pious love," once devoted to the father confessor, is now lavished on the interesting yoimg curate, in lavender gloves and weak health, under the shape of silver tea-kettles, worked slipj)ers, and Aclvet sermon-cases. A REVERIE ON A GREAT MOTIVE POWER. 225 Love, — ambitious, improvident ; in short, love the motive power, with as many names and forms as your maid-servant has new dresses and bonnets, still as UMch of Lichtenstein says, " Love, so mighty is, all things living to him bow," though we have no Armand de Troyes to investigate its mysteries, or " belle Adelais," to smile upon his efforts. So go back, my old friend : " Here's a snug niche I have made in my shelf, A.'s book shall prop you up, B.'s book shall cover you, Here C. to be grave with, — and D. to be gay, — With E. on each side, and F. right over you, Dry rot at ease till the judgment day ! " THE SYREN. " When Hope departs then cometh Resignation." One day when the Spring was adorning With garlands and blossoms fair, And the light and the joy of her presence, Seemed breathing in sun and air : I heai-d a bird singing, and listened To her warbling, so sweet and clear. And I bore that bird home in my bosom, Close cherished, — unthinking of fear. And the note of that syi-en songster Was a charmed lay to me, And she fluttered my heart as wildly As the loose leaves on a tree. And since the careless moment When I made my heart her nest, It throbbed with tlie fever and longing Of that fotal song's unrest. THE SYREN. 227 Now behold ! — she hath flowm from my bosom, That she fretted so long and sore, And her lay's deceiving sweetness, Has left me for evermore. But I miss all her grace and her beauty, And the soft wings on which she came. And they tell me now she has departed. That Hope, was that fair bird's name. And my weary heart grows quiet, Where no more the syren sings ; But the calm dove Resignation Broods there on her folded wmgs. And the strife, and the feverish lono-ina:. And the restless feelings cease, At that gentle dove's low murmur, Whose other name is Peace. Q 2 A RHYME. On, a rhyme for bab}' May ! A merry ringing rhyme, To soothe to sleep her large blue eyes, That caught their hues from yonder skies, They gazed so long a time. A lay that we her tongue may teach, When cooing sounds are changed to speech, Sweet as a silver chime. So a rhyme for baby May ! To charm her listening ear ; Not poet's dream or eloquence, Or mighty words outgoing sense, That she has yet to heai*. For now far softer, sweeter sound, Unheard by us, is breathed around From unseen guardians near. A RHYME, 229 Yet a rhyme for baby May ! So soft, and sweet, and low, Perchance some wandering notes may rise, In pause of angel harmonies, And flutter to and fro. Time symbol of om- weaker love Than His, — the Father throned above, Who loveth all men so ! Then a rhyme for baby May ! Soft slumbers round her creep, No troubled dreams disturb her now, No passing shadow clouds her brow. As but a child can sleep. Out-wearied with its happy play. Untouched by sorrow or decay. Who does not wake to weep. THE SPRING'S LAST MESSENGERS. He did not live to see the flowers Spread forth o'er hill and plain, The spring with all its early blooms Had brightened eai'th again. And tender Love, with many a tear, Did dewj violets bring, To cheer the half-departing heart With tidings of the spring. Their fragrance bronght a fresher air Within the darkened room, And weary eyes gazed tenderly Upon tlieir pm-ple bloom. Dear were they to that gentle heart. That with an instinct true, Found holy lore in flower and leaf. And blessing in the dew. THE spring's last MESSENGERS. 231 And when fit last in dreamless sleep That aching heart found rest, — These little blossoms cherished long, Lay in the mourner's breast. She loved their dry and withered leaves, Though scent and bloom were gone. Last memory of the pleasant spring He lived to look upon. BUBO'S WANDERINGS. •' Hark ! Peace !— It was the owl that shrieked, the fatal bellman Which gives the stern' st goodnight." Macbeth. " Who are you 1 " A startling query tnily, and one which seems at first sight rather impertinent, hke those inquisitive ad- vertisements that ask if you have lately lost a tooth, — and, if so, direct you to Mr. Someone, who will furnish you with a dental perfection for five shillings. But, — no ! hark I — here it comes again over the bleak com- mon, and it echoes in wild, weird cadences among the dark fir-ti-ces in the distance. It is a gloomy night — no stars to be seen, and the moon only sliows herself by fits and starts through a fleecy veil of mist. It is one of tliose damp, autumn nights when the very air seems wet through, and everything you touch is clammy with moisture. The road is a very lonely one, — stretching through little plantations of larch and small fir-trees ; the scattered cottages are vei-y few and far between. bubo's wanderings, 233 One solitary traveller is groping his way along, now stumbling up against the bank on one side of the road, which is surmounted by a hedge of quickset that sharply resents his intrusion, — now wildly plunging and scrambling out of the wet ditch on the other side. " Whoo — are you — oo ! " " Oh— oh Lard !— dontee hurt I !— I be Dr. Tayler's man, o' Wells,— do 'ee let I goo ! " Close by his ear, brushing his very hair, stiffly erected — a la porcupine — by his terror, goes the cause of his alarm on its quiet solemn wings, repeating its melancholy note of interrogation, and vanishing away into the black night. Up scrambles the discomfited wayfai'er, rubbing his elbows and knees, not materially benefited by their contact with mother earth. Mutter- ing and grumbling, and banning the cause of his fright, he pm-sues his way, blessing his stars that it is an owl and not a highwayman. Flap, flap, flap, solemnly sail those great noiseless wings, bearing their o'mier over field and common, arable and pasture, — over the gi-eat levels with their huge bushes looming like haystacks here and there, and intersected by the " rhines," or wide ditches, that 234 bubo's wanderings. serve as boundaries, — over the road, that is merely distinguished by its dusty line from the rough cattle tracks or " droves," often far wider than the road itself. It is not a very pleasant country to ramble over in the dark. Even in the day-time you may go miles out of your way in trying to get a short cut, finding yourself still kept in by these same " rhines," not to be got over unless you are a good leaper, and have a stout ashen pole. They are pretty-looking enough, filled with reeds and bulrushes, and in summer with the bright yellow flag, and the pretty pink-tinged blossoms of the water arrowhead. Now, however, ditch and drove, field and road, are all alike buried in the dark shades of night, through which the " jolly owl " pm-sues his way. Here is a handsome red-brick house standing in a large garden, — one of those roomy, substantial homes that country opulence delights in raising and in- habiting. The ground-floor has deep bay windows and a portico, and there are many lai-ge and lofty rooms above. One window, rather at the side of the liouse, shows a light — let us use our privilege, and peep hi. It is a spacious, airy chamber, lined with cu])boards and wardi'obes in a manner to delight bubo's wanderings. 235 every good housewife. By clay it has a cheerful view over pleasant green fields, and a genuine country lane, overhung with brambles and honeysu^ckle ; and a fine hill stands vip in the distance, well wooded at its base. As there is no road near, and the windows are two stories above the gi-ound, the inmates do not seem to care much about di-awing the blind quite down. We can accordingly see a nice bright fire glow- ing in the grate, and dancing and crackling under the steaming kettle. By the scattered toys that lie about, and the gay pictiures pinned up here and there, we see that it is the nursery, although the little weary owners of the dolls and balls are gone to enjoy that healthy, happy sleep that never survives childhood. Lucy, the smart housemaid, is " tidying," as she calls it — i. e., sweeping wooden dolls without arms and legs, and leaden tea-things ininus handles and lids, and wonderful horses sans heads or tails, into a huge basket, the appointed receptacle for all the debris of the toy establishment. There is a knock at the door — enter Sarah the cook, in her best bib and tucker, and a cap whose cherry-coloiu-ed bows are paled by the neighbourhood of her cheeks. She has come tip to visit the higher regions, bearing as 236 bubo's wandekings. her offering to the gods, a huge himp of cake and a suspicious-looking bottle. " Master and missus " are gone out to dinner, and the rest of the house- hold have planned to enjoy themselves. Miss Emma, the eldest hope of the house, not' being old enough to go out to dinner-parties, is snugly en- sconced on the sofa in the dressing-room, reading " Sir Charles Grandison " by stealth. Lucy, the nurse, being also free from the espionnage of " missus," has ventured to invite her sweetheart Tom Davis, the son of the village carpenter ; he is to be dexterously smuggled up the back-stairs by the aid of the house- maid. Lucy has unscrupulously anticipated the iisual bedtime of the young ones, and has packed them all off in their separate dormitories, daring them to talk or stir under penalty of the renowned "Bogey." She is now putting on her smart velvet bracelets of red and black, and arranging her ringlets in the little glass Iiy the window — a matter of difficulty, as they have only been in paper on the sly, and refuse to curl on siich short notice. Sarah, exulting in all the glory of a black jacket and washed-out silk skirt — forbidden luxm-ies — stands by her, pinching the pin of a refractory gilt brooch. bubo's wanderings. 237 "Oh — 660 — 00!" yells an awful voice at their very elbow, and a huge white something with great glassy eyes appears at the window, to which they well know no human being can gain access. Lucy goes off in a " dead faint " on the spot, while Sarah's energetic outcries assemble the whole house — " nice young man " and all. Miss Emma, having stuffed the forbidden volume imder the sofa-cushion, is also there, and is quite shrewd enough to remark the appearance of the aforesaid individual, as well as the other little arrangements of the party, and her report to the heads of the house will to-moiTow result in a month's warning to the smart nursemaid and obliging cook. The children, aroused by the violent noise and outcry, think that " Old Bogey " really has come at last, and feel secretly rejoiced that it seems to be "that cross Lucy" who is the object of his visit. Meanwhile the unconscious author of the mischief, majestically sails away again into the dark night. On, on, skirting the quiet villages, peeping into many a belfry to interchange a word or two with the chatter- ing jackdaws, who also make their home in the grey, ivy-mantled tower. Very quaint and edifying must 238 bubo's wanderings. these owl gossips be, the intelligence exchanged, as to provendei* — as, whether caterpillars and slugs are " in," or grubs and snails " out," — if mice arc a mere drug in the market, and so on. The pen of the hu- morous chronicler * of the " grand passion of an owl," could alone do justice to the subject. Om- friend does not seem much interested, however, on the sub- ject of his "wittles" at present, — he is restless, — like the birds of the Bosphorus, he seems unable to find any peaceful abiding place for the sole of his claw foot. On, — still on, over fields, where the cpiiet cows are nestled up together, cosily chewing the cud, or indulg- ing in their first dreams of cool, shady pools, and fragrant clover-fields. Past the great brewery with its spacious yards, its malting kilns, and windmill. And there is a sound on the ear, low and monotonous, and the air is fresh, as only the sea-breeze can make it, and now we can even hear the regular lap of the waves on the sand. " Whoo-are-you-oo ! " sliouts Bubo, as he makes for the lighthouse with its bright gleaming light. It is not out at sea, but rises tall and white from the midst * "Zoological Recreations," by W. J. BroJerip, Esq., F.R.S. bubo's wanderings. 239 of a green field, where the hghthouse-men grow cab- bages and potatoes. A low, long ridge of sand-hills divides it from the beach, but its light — three minutes bright, and half a minute obscured — is seen far away at sea ; and many a vessel rules its com-se, and avoids the dangerous Gore Sands by its aid. It is a pleasant place that lighthouse, wdth its three low white cottages, round the base where the men live. A very different place to those situated on lonely rocks out at sea — on distant breakwaters, where you would hear nothing but the incessant roar and dash of the l^reakers, and see little else but the " white wings " of distant ships : whose watchers have little occupation but polishing the reflectors of their lights, and keeping every bolt and bar in that exquisite order peculiar to such places. Here, however, the lighthouse-men ai'e in a little Paradise. They have their sandy space of garden- gi-ound for their vegetables, and a neat lawn, encircled by a belt of evergreens kept in the trimmest order. They have even live stock, but curiously enough, as if common pets would not content them, instead of cats or dogs, they patronise a large and venerable tortoise, that crawls lazily about, and suns himself on the warm earth underneath the tower. 240 bubo's wanderings. Alack, alack ! our poor "jolly owl," ovir solemn- pinioned Bubo, has met with a misfortmie. Attracted by the brilliance of the steady light, and stariiig, with great goggle eyes fixed on it, like a Brobdignag illus- tration of a moth and a candle, he has struck roughly against the plate glass, and now sinks down slowly on the back of the old tortoise who is half-way home to one of the cottages. We will enter while poor old curiosity is ruffling, and panting, and pluming his battered wings, trying' to recover from the usual fete attendant on poking one's nose unasked into other folk's premises. This little low cottage, the smallest of the three, and quite separated by a broad path from the other two, belongs to the actual tender of the great lamps above, the man who polishes the reflectors and fills the burners ; and who is now, with dim eyes and laboured breath, watching another little lamp flickering and fading, over which he has no control. It is his only daughter — his only child — whose mother lies in the churchyard not far ofi", where the dead lie as quietly as if the great, restless heart of the ocean was not heaving and throbbing beside them. This small child has been his sole comfort for many a day — the tiny, weakly blossom of a commonplace exist- bubo's wanderings. 241 tence. There is a curious choking feeling in his throat as he recollects how he first caiTied her, a happy smiling infant, unconscious of a mother's love and loss, up those dim steep stairs, to see her spring and crow at the twin baby in the great bright reflector. Then, in a short time, a sober toddling child, she crawled up a few stairs after him ; till at last, with innocent pride, she tripped up breathlessly, and wearily, but still happily, before him. Then came a time when the little feet fell more heavily and slowly, and there was a feeble halting footstep, whose memory even now makes him shiver. More seldom still were those sounds, till the aching limbs were laid on the low couch from whence she was never to arise. Since then many a trifling toy and pleasure devised to cheer away her pain, has wiled away sad thoughts from him, as he watched the little light glimmer more feebly. He is an uncouth awkward man, nothing more than common-place ; but that tender human love that welled up in one clear stream in his heart, is as deep and as true as the love of the wise and the great. He could not express it in eloquent words, and indeed you might scarcely find even homely pathos in what he will say to-morrow, when people attempt to console 242 bubo's wanderings. him. But look at the old broken wine-glass, for which he has contrived a quaint wooden stem, and it makes a good vase to hold those few flowers. And the neck- lace of beads, alternate jet and amber, the spoils gathered dming sea-side rambles, or the odd cockle- shell pincushion — and pictm-e to yourself the patient evenings of labour bestowed on them to gratify a poor sickly child, whose smile more than repaid him — and they will shine far brighter, as they do in the eyes of the angels, than the diamonds in the royal crown. This same deep feeling has instructed him to move lightly and tenderly about the low couch, and taught him a hundred ingenious means of ministering to the frail body of his dear little sufferer. There is no more toiTching sight, than the love-born gentleness of a rough man ; it is the magic that trains his hard honiy hands to soft touches, and his hasty tread to a woman's stealthy step. There is a pause, — a long-drawn sigh, — he raises the little head ; another, — and he is alone, — with the great lights bm-ning steadily above him, — visible far away over the gloomy waters ; and guiding safely home, many a travel-woni wanderer to his cheerful hearth and loving chikh'en ; but his little lamp bubo's wanderings. 243 is quenched, and all is dark, till that blessed dawning when he shall know that these " dim funereal tapers May be heaven's distant lamps :" and a light footstep that is no longer halting, shall spring to meet him, in a home where darkness and death are no more. Come, poor battered, prying Bubo, we have paid for our peeping this time, and come away with sad and aching hearts. Wail on, over the sandy expanse and the wide flats. Sail on solemnly, mournfully, to yom- home in the hollow ivy-covered stump. Pass on yoiu" way near the little town with its gaily lighted station, that looks like a Swiss cottage with its wide projecting roof. But its lights do not tempt you, Oh bird of Minerva, for there is also too much noise and bustle to suit your ideas of propriety ; and, listen, — there is a screech that rivals yoiu' owia power of hooting ; and see, here comes a grim monster swiftly along, with huge gleaming saucer eyes not unlike your own. But you do not yoiu'self perceive the re- semblance, and accordingly, in great fear and dismay, suddenly take refuge — Oh mistaken fowl of night, — R 2 244 bubo's wandbeings. in a chimney. Yoiu' dignified spouse is vainly await- ing you in her snug ivy-cvirtained nook, and is making the night melancholy, but not musical, by her reiterated summons to her absent partner. She has, j^erchance, a fine young mouse, that has fed and fattened on the vicar's corn, awaiting you, as a dainty petit souper after yom* rambles. And here you are, on the top of a chimney. Flutter, — scramble, dash, — dovai he goes, from his previous mishaps rather weak in the legs and wings. Riistle, rustle, — bringing down no small quantity of soot in his ruffled plumes, — till, a mass of dirt, wet, and black, he tumbles out headlong, escaping by a miracle from the low fire, and finally comes to his feet, but not his senses, in the middle of a nice Tiu'key hearth-rug. He winks and blinks at the light, and blunders about to the vast discomposure of the young heir of the house, who has just aiTived from Oxford, to the great delight of his pai-tial mother and wor- shipi)ing sisters. He has been enjoying a " quiet weed " after dinner, tilting his chair back, and putting a leg on each side of the mantelpiece, while perusing the last adventures of Mr. Verdant Green. He ruefully contemplates the stains and splashes on bubo's wanderings. 245 his fashionable new nether garments, and apostro- phises our unhicky owl in no measured terms. He rings the bell violently, bidding the alarmed house- hold staff remove the intruder, and turn him over to the tender mercies of " Rough," the terrier. Accordingly, poor old curiosity is ignominiously hauled and cuffed off the stage, every one joining in levelling a volley of abuse at his poor draggled pate. He is wet, dirty, and weary, and too utterly dumb- foundered by this last misfortune to reiterate his only inquiry, " Who are you 1 " A DREAM SONG. Deeam of those who love thee, Fond young heart, and true ; Ere the world's dark shadow Dim the future's hue. Dream of happy faces O'er thy slumbers bent ; Sweet and pleasant visions With thy slumbers blent ; Joys that never alter, Friends that will not change ; Love that like a tame cage bird Will not — cannot range ; Of the world's bright roses Flung o'er dale and lea ; Of Pleasiu-e's golden goblet Offered unto thee. A DREAM SONG. 247 Death will steal those loved ones, Dearest friends will change, And will meet thee, altered, — Greet thee, cold and strange. Life's bright roses wither Forsaken by the bees, Pleasure's cup when tasted Leaves most bitter lees. Pity thou shouldst waken From such golden bliss. To the stern reality, A cold world like this. Turn thee back to slumber. Though lost time it seem, — A time wiU come when youth and hope Will vanish like thy dream ! MARY'S TREASURES. — — Little Mary with a smile • Counts her simple treasures o'er, Coral berries from the wood, Shells and seaweed from the shore ; Pebbles from the rij^pling brook, Verdant moss and lichen grey ; Hazel nuts and acorn cups. From the fairies filched away. Counting up her precious store, Little Mary paused, and smiled, — " How my treasm-es do increase ! Am I not a happy child ? " Mary, gi'own a woman now, Lifts her casket's carved lid. Where amid its velvet folds Gold and glittering gems are hid. Mary's treasures. 249 There the ruby's ardent glow Deepens 'neath the diamond's ray, And the emerald's lustrous hues Coldly o'er the white pearls play. With a quivering lip she tiu-ns Sadly from their light apart, " Worthless as my early stores — Give me back my childish heart ! " THE LEGACY. May every bright-hued blossom of the earth Be a remembrancer of me to thee ; The hyacinth shall, with its mute reproach, Speak to thy heart in passionate wailing grief. I'll give my blushes to the ardent rose, My paleness to the lily, and my sighs To the sad primrose, wan and pale with woe ; And to the violet will I bequeath The tear-dimmed brightness of these deep blue eyes. Let these then be my memories, — let them bring A softened recollection to thine heart, Of one who loved the sunshine of thy smile, And lived upon thy glances : but who died In the dull chillness of a wintry day. THERE IS A SKELETON IN EVERY HOUSE. "Bones oh !" Old Song. The pi'esont Dean of Westminster, in his very pleasantly written volume on proverbs, has entered fully into the natm-e of these floating darts, that, like the downy seeds of the thistle, are blown about by the breath of public opinion far from their birth- place. " And what are proverbs but the people's voice, Coined first and current made by public choice ? " He has drawn attention to the deep and poetic meaning concealed in many of these vagrant children of literature, and thrown light upon one or two that were rather dark sayings. But there is one which he has omitted to notice, and which deserves a better fate. "There is a skeleton in every house." There is a gloomy stern imagery in it, taking it in 252 THERE IS A SKELETON IN EVERY HOUSE. its original meaning (i. e., that there is a sorrow or a sin in every house). There is one dark closet in the mansion, one gloomy chamber of the heart, which could reveal a terrible tenant. They may be cheerful airy homes, surrounded by everything that is beautiful in nature, looking over verdant lawns or wooded hills, and filled with every luxury that wealth can purchase ; but, depend upon it, there is a skeleton somewhere — either a sorrow or a sin. There is Lord Argent's beautiful park, one of the finest in the county, with its noble trees and dappled deer ; but the only son and heir lies far away in his own little freehold plot of earth, and Alma and Balaclava are forbidden names to utter in his father's home. Here is INIrs. Beaulieu's elegant country seat, with conservatories, fountains, and gardens, only that her husband has mortgaged it to the Jews, to pay heavy gambling debts. Peep into No. 10, Paradise Place, Stepney or Hackney, and you will see the broker taking an inventory for that vinegar-faced female, the late housekeeper and present heir of the defunct miser. That thin half-starved- lookiug girl -was his orplian niece, who is to-day turned penniless on the world. J THERE IS A SKELETON IN EVERY HOUSE. 253 You may interpret the skeleton as the visible representation or symbol of Death, as we may see the grim King of Shadows pom-trayed in the famous " Dance of Death," that most wonderful of all human allegories. It is also a favourite subject with the German artists, where you may behold the " Ter- minator of Delights and the Separator of Com- panions" (that being his state title among the euphuistic natives of the East) fiddling or dancing. As, for instance, in a very graceful sketch by Richter, there is a young maiden looking up from her spin- ning, through a lattice of roses and leaves, to a youth above her, who, goblet in hand, is evidently singing some musical "trinklied." Connected with them by a giuceful tendril is a ripe poppy-head, on which, as on a cushion, sits Death, playing on a pipe. The utter abandon of the whole of his atti- tude, the long bony crossed legs, and the pert raven perched on his shoidder, are very piquante and attractive. "The grim musician Leads all men througb the mazes of that dance To different sounds in different measures moving." Taking the skeleton to be used in this manner 254 THERE IS A SKELETON IN EVERY HOUSE. as symbolic of death, we might parapliivase oui- proverb in the words of Longfellow, and say, — " There is no flock, however watched and tended, But one dead lamb is there ; There is no fire-side, howsoe'er defended, But holds one vacant chair." Be it however imderstood as the type of sorrow, sin, or its wages death, the " grisly shape of bone " is generally regarded with shuddering and disgust, the inheritance of mortality. We have uncomfort- able perceptions of the air and scent of a charnel- house, and vivid visions (I la Alonzo the Brave, and do not at all covet a fm-ther investigation into the banquet-halls of the revolting creatures described in the ballad with such disagreeable accuracy. There are, of com*se, exceptions to this nde, as in the case of the barbai'ians of old, who used the skull of thch' enemies as a drinking-cup, filling it with wme and crowning it with flowers ; or the more utihtarian, but less poetical, usage of some of the old monks, who turned the empty casket of the brain into a flat candlestick. You will also occa- sionally find a lui-king tendency that way in young medical students, who are givcu to rough practical jokes with their specimens of ossification, whence THERE IS A SKELETON IN EVERY HOUSE. 255 their name in vulgar parlance " Sawbones." A few old people could still remember the days when the resurrection fever was at its height, and a skeleton carried by a fiu'ious mob through a public thorough- fare in a large town in the country ended in the demolition of the hospital furniture, the fright of the inmates, and the smash of all the red lamps in the place. It was rather a ticklish thing, in those days, for a surgeon to possess what is populai'ly called a " nottomy " among the apparatus of his surgery. Even in our days, some ob'servant doctors and nurses could speak of a peculiar idiosyncrasy that is occasionally developed in diseased and deformed children — viz., a great liking for drawing grotesque skeletons. But as I said befoi-e, these are exceptions to the rule, for the live warm flesh rarely comes willingly in con- tact with the hard rattling dry bones. I suppose they are a sort of memento mori, quite as effectual and far more striking than the Macedonian king's, and whose touch is pecviliarly repugnant to the warm living flesh and blood that is chilled so easily to " goose- skin." A skeleton — a grisly shape — the bai'e bleached 256 THERE IS A SKELETON IN EVERY HOUSE. relics of mortality, from which the fleshly garment has long mouldered away in kindred dust. These hor- ribly vacant sockets once bore bright eyes, the lamps of the soul within, through which it looked out on the green world, that is now a calm green resting-place for these rattling bones. Those gxinning jaws were once covered with soft rosy flesh, dimpled with smiles or dewed with tears ; and that brown polished skull may have borne long silken tresses of hair, braided with flowers or crowned with jewels. And now, as Hamlet says, " Get you to my lady's chamber, and tell her, let her paint an inch thick, to this favoiu- she must come; make her laugh at that ! " Many besides Hamlet have moralised wisely and well over these dry bones ; and none more so than good old Jeremy Taylor. In the edition of 1G86, of his "Holy Dying," you may find a quaint pictvu'c of a grave divine leading a lady attired in the height of fashion, to a mii-ror which gives back her shadow, not as she is now in her gay attire and jewelled hah", but as she shall be when the gi'im king has had her in his keeping, and has changed her to his own semblance. A homily that would be deemed utterly vulgar and profane by our fanciful fine ladies and pet preachers now. THERE IS \ SKELETON IN EVERY HOUSE. 257 And yet it remains for this curious, inconsistent 1 9th century, to add another, and a more literal interpre- tation to oiir proverb. Could we penetrate to that apartment, appropriately sacred to the heathen Graces, a modern lady's dressing-room, we might lind among its varied array of colours and cosmetics, pastes and perfumes, dyes and washes, hidden in a closet, a real boiid fide skeleton ! A complicated apparatus of whalebones and steel springs, that would be really inge- nious applied to a better purpose, than for distending the already exaggerated skirts of our fashionable population to balloon-like magnitude. Verily the antiquarians of 1957, may some day engage in erudite discussions on what will appear to them, a curious and inexplicable engine of tortiu-e similar to the scold's bridle. There is little doubt but that Fashion, like other diseases, is of a periodical natvu-e, and is subject to violent accessions of strength at regular intervals, and this seems to be one of her frenzy fits. She has been for some time mildly breaking out in scarlet eruptions in stockings, succeeded by inflamed petti- coats, and is now evidently suffering from a fit similar to that of the frog in the fable. Mothers and Fathers of Great Britain — afflicted 2oS THERE IS A SKELETON IN EVERY HOUSE. Parents of England — there is a skeleton in all your houses, a Iiideous framework of bones, which, if you are amenable to advice, you will quietly and decently inter in the earth in yoiu* own gardens, as no cemetery however spacious could contain them. If you like to put up a neat little headstone, inscribe on it, " Vani- tas vanitatis, omnia vanitas ! " and preach therefrom a sermon on the text of old Jeremy Taylor, to yoin- blooming tribe of girls. Pray remind them that they cannot now earn endless fame and a husband, by hiding a Jacobite lover under their hoop — like the fair ances- tress of an old family in the West. I would also advise you to point out one of the great inconveniences of these absm-d apj^endages. From some inherent defect in the mechanism, or some awkwardness in the adjust- ment, they are exceedingly apt to escaj^e from their fair wearers altogether. And even supposing we possessed so chivalrous and gallant a king now, as our Third Edward, it would be impossible to create a new order of knighthood on such a queer foundation. Only fancy the sang froid a lady must reqxiire, when such an accident occurs in dancing a quadrille ! Imagine licr gravely accosting her ins a I'is, " May I beg you to hand me my skeleton ! " THERE IS A SKELETON IN EVERY HOUSE. 259 No, fliir ladies, — reform it altogether, — discard these ugly and useless incumbrances. Our native English gentlewomen, true ladies in every sense of the word, do not need to borrow the fantastic freaks of a foreign Court. It is neither pleasant nor agreeable to your dignity, to think that instead of yom- lover's estimating the space you occupy in his heart, he is calculating the square feet you will take up in his house. Manoeuvring mammas ! — picture to youi'selves the chances you will lose of advantageous establishments for your precious Claras and Marias, by Adolphus dis- covering that she is ten inches too large for his small dining-room. And finally recollect that our motley monitor " Punch " has ably and sufficiently chronicled all your vagaries in di-ess. He has handed down to posterity yom- wide-awakes, jackets, paletots, brown hats, &c., (fee. ; let the bony apparatus he has also commemorated so well, go out of date with the rest. Leave Mr, Trench to illustrate the proverb from other sources, by doing away with the reproach that there really is " a skeleton in every house ! " "ONLY A WOMAN." " ' I have loved,' she said, ' Man is weak, — God is dread, Yet the weakest man dies with his spirit at ease. Having poured such an oil of love, but once at the Saviour's feet, As I lavished on these.' " E.Barrett Browning. See the long tress as it slips through his fingers, Ring after ring is it slowly uncurled, All that is left of the woman who loved him Better than anything else in the world. Better than happiness, honom-, and riches, — Better than even her womanly fame ; What are the words he inscribes on the ringlet, — What arc his thoughts as he utters her name ? — " Onlv a woman ! " " Only a woman ! " — who worshipped him fondly. Till all her youth and her hopes had gi-own dim, " Only a woman," who spent half a lifetime In thinking and caring for no one but him. " ONLY A WOMAN." 261 How could he say it, — when knowing and feeling The last link was severed that bound her so fast, The loving heart silent, — the quick pulses throbbing So eagerly for him, were quiet at last ; — " Only a woman ! " Sadly prophetic the laurels she planted (A womanly fancy), whenever he came ; Pulseless her hand lies, — yet still do they flourish,- Cold, hard, and glossy, and he is the same. Had'st thou but offered that heart's adoration. Before thy Creator, the love thou didst pour On one of His creatures, who coldly received it. Only to scorn and neglect thee the more ! Thee, — " Only a woman ! " Ah ! when that proud mind grew heavy and clouded, And the deeds of the past were beyond his control, And the faith he disgraced, and the hopes he derided, Gleamed stern in the distance, but not to console. ^62 " ONLY A WOMAN." Say, came her memory, gentle and tender, Free from life's doubt and its jealous mistrust. And the heart he had wronged, and the love he had wasted. Were valued at last when she lay in the dust ; — Still,—" Only a woman ! " May He who accepted a w^oman's oblation, — The best that she had, and He took it as such, Whose first risen greeting was given to Maiy, Her sins all forgiven, because she loved much : Beholding that broken heart's agony bitter, That gazed so desjDairingly over the past ; Ah ! may He judge thee more tenderly — truly, Than he who misled thee, and scorned thee at last, — Thougli, — " Only a woman ! " A PRAYER. I CAN bear to think of thee, Gently laid to rest, Like a wearied bird that creeps To its parent nest : Earth should all her treasures shower, Every bright-hued bud and flower, O'er thy quiet breast. And the green earth cover thee Lightly, — ah, so light ; Over thee the happy stars Keep their watching bright. Softly should thine eyelids close, Gently as a folding rose, 'Neath the kiss of night ! 264 A PRATER. Though this l)right and joyous earth Veiy lone would be, When one heart had from it passed, That was the world to me. Love, o'ermastering vain regret, Would prove its faith of meeting yet. To part no more from thee. But I could not see thee chano-e, — Change in heart and mind ; By a worldly teaching gi-own Heartless, cold, and blind. False to honour and to truth. To the honest faith of youth, Traitor to thy kind. Changed, to mete thine actions out By the world's applause. Ruling all things I'igidly By narrow creeds and laws. Scorning what is pure and high, Nature's true nobility. For a meaner cause. A PRATER. 265 E'er such moral death be thine, May a slumber deep Close these eyes, that o'er thy grave Quiet tears could weep : E'er such anguish they should see, Dust and ashes o'er them be, Closed in dreamless sleep ! THE TWILIGHT OF LIFE. When the pi;lse of man begins to fail, And his voice is faint and low, The light of his eager eye grown dim. And his restless footsteps slow. He sees the course of this busy life, And knows that his race is run, — That a gi-eater morn will be dawning soon. And another life begun. Then he leaves the gi'cat world's vanities To the moth and to the rust ; Each after each, lays down the folds That clothe his feeble dust. Then there cometh solemn memory, And the long closed book imseals ; And by the light of brighter hopes The dark sad past reveals. THE TWILIGHT OF LIFE. 267 Thrice blessed is he, who humbly waits To see that glorious dawn ; To whom the valley's darksome shades Ai-e passages to morn. Whose earthly lamps long since are quenched Amid the shades of night, He watches through the twilight gray, For glimpses of the light. And 'mid the din of earthly things Doth close his soul from all, — Before the calm death-angel bows, And turns him to the wall. L'ENVOI. TO MT BROTHER. To one equally dear to us both, I have dedicated this little firstling ; but I cannot launch it forth on its perilous voyage without inscribing to you a few words at the finish, to serve as a sort of Irish bull of a pre- face, at the end instead of the beginning. Truly, the* "dash of ink in the blood " seems trans- mitted — like other hereditary diseases, even to the third generation. One imaginative old lady has even profanely suggested that we were fed on ink, out of a quill, like young birds, — pinafored in proof sheets, — and tucked up in blotting-paper, — but this, I need hardly say, is quite a myth. However, in very early days the " cacoethes scribendi " was manifested pretty strongly. Our first essay, in such precocious authorship, was when we two alone, formed the whole stafl^ of editor, * See " Literary Remiaiscences ; " "Hood's Own." l'envoi. 269 contributors, reviewer, artist, printer, and publisher, to a small " family magazine " of a far more harmless kind than the felonious pill-box, full of gunpowder, of some of our contemporaries. Pleasant days were they, when we were sure of the toleration of our most indulgent, and not too critical public. Since then, the dearly loved, besetting sin has been a sadder one ; and we must now appear before a more discriminating audience, whose smiles are more difficult to win, than those dear ones that were ever ready at om* wish, and that now can only be ranked among our most precious memories. All our greatest literary enjoyments have been shared together, from om* pinafore days when we devoured Shakespeare, our midnight vigil over " Tha- laba," our tribute of honest grief for " Paul and Virginia," down to oiu* Roman fever over Macavilay's " Lays." The chain is even complete up to the pre- sent time, as our favom-ite books, scored with a liberal pencil, and marked with our joint comments, could testify. Very humble bees of literature have we been, not pursuing the airy track of our more orderly members, but flying hither and thither and revelling a little in all. Now dreaming over the delicacy and 270 l'envoi. grace of Gell's Pompeii, and now dipping into the grand and gloomy mythology of the North. Like others, our debt to literatm'e is indeed great, — " a debt so immense," says the author of the Song of the Shirt, "as not to be cancelled, like that of natui'e, by death itself" The happiest days of our lives have been those when we were engrossed in some fascinating book, and absent to all the world beyond. And even now, when life and its attendant cares and anxieties has dra^svaa nearer to us, the power of enjoy- ment in that respect is as fresh as ever, — a pleasure that never pains, — a recreation that never grows old. Not perhaps quite so demonstrative as formerly, when we once sat the whole morning rapt in Robinson Crusoe, till coming to the terrible eyes in the dark cave, we electrified the whole house, by rushing with a loud yell of nervous terror from our solitude, to the welcome light and cheerful faces. Even now the sight of fresh uncut leaves, with that peculiar but pleasant odom* of damp paper, that much I)ei'\'ades the atmosphere of Paternoster Row, drives away all thoughts sober or serious to the winds. Long may it be so, and may we enjoy many such wholesome mental feasts together, — or launch our tiny l'envoi. 271 cockle-shell boats on the bosom of the troubled pool, guiding and watching our frail flotilla with a common, joint interest, and however widely we may be severed by the chances and changes of the world, never for- getting our fellow-travelling on the same path, — ' ' Both warbling of one song, both in one key ; As if oui' hands, our sides, voices and minds, Had been incorporate. So we grew together, Like to a double cherry, seeming parted ; But yet a union in partition . ****** So with two seeming bodies, but one heart. THE END. BRADBfBV AND EVANS, PRIKTEES WHITEFRIAKS This book is DUE on the last date stamped below. 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