THE REPUTATION OF GEORGE SAXON. AND OTHER STORIES. THE REPUTATION OF GEORGE SAXON, ^uD otf)tv atones* MORLEY .ROBERTS. CASSELL & COMPANY, Limited; LONDON, PARIS 6^ MELBOURNE. 1892. [all rights reserved.] ■ - \ 'k CONTENTS. / PACK THE REPUTATION OF GEORGE SAXON . . . . u THE ARTIST ........... 53 THE BRONZE CASTER 67 EXLEX 95 A NOBLE GERMAN 113 /the troubles of JOHANN ECKERT .... 141 THE PLOT OF HIS STORY 179 / ON BEAR CREEK . . . . i i J^, ' ••'',='. ••' ^o^- X THE CAPTAIN'S WIFE ..... ... 2-^^ y SAM JACKSON'S SNAKE . 255 /frANCKE AND PARTY 269 923740 THE REPUTATION OF GEORGE SAXON. II THE REPUTATION OF GEORGE SAXON. Some months after George Saxon came into his fortune — which, by the way, was fully the quarter of a million reported by the papers — I received a note from him asking me to call at his chambers. I had wondered much whether our old familiar intercourse in the office of Messrs. Repton and Lyne, Publishers, Paternoster Row, was to come entirely to an end when he received this great accession of wealth, and it pleased me to think that he was still mindful of the fact that we had been much to each other in the days gone by. For tw^o clerks in a publishing-office who had secret literary aspirations could not help being either friends or enemies^ and we certainly were not the latter, though I confes^s coming to the conclusion — which to all appeararip.c ;b^s: since be,eri* falsified — that he possessed no real iitt^x^^y" QXfih%y\ ^ whereas my own verse was distinctly good, l fancy ' he really recognised what the truth was on that point, although he was so inordinately vain, and had such 12 The Reputation of George Saxon. an insatiable appetite for praise, that I often thought his mind was not quite so healthy as it should be. Yet I certainly was glad to see him again. As I walked up from the city I thought of his first coherent words on learning that three sudden and unexpected deaths had made him the heir to so much money. He had said, '' Now I shall be able to do something," referring of course to those literary aspirations which he and I had found well to conceal in Paternoster Row. Our employers, having dealings with would-be poets, were even more likely than the public to esteem such men fools, and doubtless shared the common opinion which stamps them as idiots until they have made money. Yet now George was free, and in a position to please himself, I sincerely hoped he would also please my critical faculty by consigning his verses to a well-merited oblivion. Rather unjustly, I doubted his self-dis- cernment. I found him in no such luxurious quarters as my imagination had suggested. Still, a flat in Piccadilly must have zvs\ htm twice my yearly income, and Vvlica I cniered his library the sight of his books gave me the only pang of envy I ever experienced during our friendship and the period — which could hardly be called such — that was soon to bes^in. For it will The Reputation of George Saxon. 13 be seen that, poor as I was, I had little cause to envy him in the end. " Well, George," I said, with a sigh, which I could not quite suppress, so great was the contrast between my home and his, " this is a change, is it not ? Who would have imagined it if he had seen your rooms at Camberwell ? You are a lucky man ! " In spite of his luck, I thought he looked worried and anxious. He spoke without lifting his head. " I have heard that before. Will ; but money can't get everything, after all." " I should like to know what it cannot get, except youth or beauty ; it will go far to get health, even." " Hum ! " said George, and then relapsed into silence. I began to see he had something on his mind. But presently he rang the bell, and ordered . in whiskey. He gave me the best cigar I ever smoked in my life, and pressed me to drink. He took a very fair quantity himself, and presently began to walk up and down the room. Once or twice I thought he was going to speak, but he checked himself. ''Do you take advantage of your leisure and write now, George } " I asked, as I sat stretched out before the fire. He stopped walking about, and leant against the mantelpiece in rather a dejected attitude. It was the first time I ever thought him at all good- 14 The Reputation of George Saxon. looking, for though he was tall and fair — a great contrast to me, by the way — his features were very irregular. However, with rather longer hair than is considered the proper thing in the City, and hand- some clothes, he did not look bad. He waited to answer my question till I repeated it. "Well — no — well, I don't do much that way. I wish I did. I rather wanted to speak to you on the subject. You know I used to say no reputation was so well worth having as the literary } " I nodded. Certainly, it had been quite a craze with him. " Hume said that, if you remember, and I quite agree with him, and yet — in spite of my desire to do good work — I don't seem to succeed." " Ha ! " said I to myself. " Is he really coming to see the truth, after all } " " Of course," he went on, with an air of confidence, " I believe I have it in me. Still, I don't want to make myself ridiculous in my position. I used to think my verse was rather good, though I admit you never believed much in it. Well, lately it has gone under another name to half a dozen publishers, and not one of them has offered to publish it, even at my cost. I suppose I, who have been in a publishing- office, ought to know what that means." The Reputation of George Saxon. 15 It meant, as I knew, that his work was really alto- gether too stupid. Every publisher has a standard, even if it be a very low one, and will not go below it. So I shrugged my shoulders. Of course he knew what I implied. "Really, George — do you want me to speak candidly ^ " I asked. " Of course." '^Well, then, I don't think verse is your strong^ point." He began walking up and down the room again. He stopped at the other side, and leant against the book-shelves in the shadow, for the lamps were near the fire, and heavily shaded. " Then, Will, there is another thing. I am in love." " Yes, George > " "And the lady in question thinks! am a poet. You see, I told her so one night when I had had a little too much to drink. What am I to do ? " " What do you mean } " " How am I to save my credit with her } " he cried impatiently. " I am not quite a fool, and I can see now that if no publishers think my verse worth publishing, other folks will probably think it very bad." " But surely not the woman who loves you," I said. 1 6 The Reputation of George Saxon. " Who told you she loves me ? " he cried passion- ately. " I wish it were so. But now I must give her some verses, and I have nothing suitable. I can't even try just now. What can I do t Can't you suggest something?" I reflected for a moment. It seemed to me that I gathered his drift, but it would not do to be in too great a hurry. " I don't know that I can, George. Can't you copy some out of an old unknown poet } " "It's too risky. An unknown poet might do, but not one in print." He paused, and took a turn up and down the room again. " Have you yourself been writing lately ? " The hint was too plain to be mistaken this time. I took that hint, and the result may easily be guessed. I was soon in possession of an increased income, although my employers did not recognise my valuable services any better than before. During the following year I had little difficulty in selling most of the verse I wrote. Some people may be surprised at my being ready to part with my poems in such a way, but if they take into con- sideration the facts that I had been trying in vain for years to make anything of them, that I was very poor, and that my employers would not have been pleased The Reputation oe George Saxon. 17 to see a volume with my name on the title-page, their astonishment will be lessened. I certainly found the increased income very handy. My wife was foolish enough to think my salary had been raised, and I did not undeceive her ; for though George Saxon had made no bargain as to secrecy, it was of course understood that all our deal- ings were strictly confidential. Our intercourse was usually by letters, which were carefully written on both sides. We did not commit ourselves. If he wanted a poem on a specific subject, he would say that he was thinking of writing such-and-such verses. Then I sent him some dealing with the same subject. But, as a general rule, I sent him everything I wrote for him to look at, and I must say his taste was pretty good, for he rarely returned any, save for corrections. At the end of a year he sent for me again. I went eagerly enough, and was received very kindly. I noticed a queer change in him — one, however^ which was not unexpected by me. He would not speak otherwise than as if he had really written those poems which I had sold him. This came out soon after I was comfortably established in an arm-chair by his fire. "I am thinking. Will," said he, with a little b 1 8 The Reputation of George Saxon. nervous cough and without looking at me, ''of — of bringing out a volume of poems." " Yes ? indeed — ah ! " I answered reflectively, with- out showing any astonishment. "Anonymously or not, George ? " " No, not anonymously. You see, they are well known as mine in a certain circle of society." I imagined he meant the Club, of which he was now a member, and those new friends among whom he had found his lady-love. So of course I answered " Yes." ''And — well — I should like you to correct the proofs, if you can spare the time. I will pay yoo liberally." I nodded, and undertook the task. I must acknowledge I felt a pang when I first saw these creatures of my brain decked out in their garb of fine rough paper, with uncut edges and great margins, but I stifled my pain by thinking how im- possible it would be for me to accomplish so much of myself Besides, I chuckled to think that I alone of all the minor poets was actually making money out of verse. Yet the title-page, " Poems and Ballads ; by George Saxon," hurt me more than a little. It certainly was very hard. However, in spite of all this, I did my work honestly, and when the volume The Reputation of George Saxon. 19 finally issued from the press I watched for reviews as eagerly as my friend and employer. The notices were somehow very favourable, but I cannot help fancying that those who bespattered a wealthy man with sweet-phrased adulation and rhythmically flowing flattery would have dismissed me at the best with the veiled contempt which sneers be- hind the faint praise of " a minor poet of considerable sweetness." Yet the reviewers, with some exceptions, declared that here was a new writer who had won repute at a bound, while those papers which occasion- ally have notices of coming men curiously canvassed Saxon's claim on the laureateship when it should become vacant. On going to see him, I found his table strewn with notices. In all, there were some scores of them, for more than one of the Press-cutting agencies had been called in to feed his vanity. By this time it seemed to me that he was almost, if not quite, con- vinced that he had written the poems himself; and, strangely enough, I began to feel that he had more right to them than I. Perhaps the liberal cheque he gave me for my trouble aided me in coming to this conclusion. For a considerable time I saw nothing of him, and have very little actual fact to go on in judging b 2 20 The Refutation of George Saxon. the causes which led to the next development. Yet I feel certain that if the girl he had been courting had not married another man, no catastrophe would have resulted from his pursuing the course on which he had embarked, and that he would probably have settled down to a quiet bourgeois life. But this was not to be ; the lady did desert him, and to console himself he went more into society, where the wealth which made him so desirable a parti caused him to receive that adulation which was fatal to his diseased vanity. I began to see in some of the papers that he was devoting himself to literary work again. Many canards flew about as to the matter he was engaged on. It was a new volume of verse ; it was a novel ; it was a series of critical essays. The rich author began to grow famous on his unread and unwritten books. I began to wonder when I should hear from him again, especially when these vague reports settled down into the uncontradicted assertion that he would shortly bring out a novel dealing with a phase of modern life. As I did not hear from him, I at last ventured to call. I acknowledge I was very curious to see him, and I knew that my going there then was partly an en- couragement for him to continue as he bad begun. It The Reputation of George Saxon. 21 was not long before I saw this, and regretted it, for from now on I began to be thoroughly involved in a curious business, which might turn out awkwardly for me at any moment. I would not have attempted it save for Saxon's promise to indemnify me for any loss I might incur, supposing I were dismissed from my post. Soon after the commencement of this interview he came to the point, though his words were obscure. " People say I am writing a novel," he remarked, as he stared out of the window, "and I have even been told of the very subject. I have not got quite so far myself Do you — hum ! — do you think I could do a novel. Will t " I wondered a moment, and shook my head gravely. " I should not like to venture an opinion,'' I answered. " I could rely on your help, I suppose ? " " It is not in my line, I fear." " Do you not know any one who would — revise a manuscript ? or couldn^t you find some one } " I certainly might find some one to revise a novel, but, of course, Saxon meant " write." And even that was not impossible. In our office we were offered novels every day by poor and unsuccessful men. 22 The Reputation of George Saxon. " I might find out what you want. But then, there would be some risk." " Not if it's managed properly. Think over it, and let me know. Do you want a cheque for ex- penses .-^ " " it might be useful," I answered cheerfully, and he gave me one for a hundred pounds. There was no meanness about George Saxon. I set my wits to work at once. I was to get hold of a fairly good novel, which at the worst would do George no discredit in point of technical merit, while the real author must be a discreet man, who would see on which side his bread was buttered. I sat thinking about the matter in the office until our chief clerk reprimanded me, and brought my wits back to every-day business. However, I fancied that I had solved the problem. I wrote to George, and asked him if he would not like to " write " a novel dealing with subjects calculated to bring a blush to the cheek of the Young Person. I reminded him that most of the younger men seemed to have a fancy for realistic novels of a morbid character. For I felt sure that if I could buy a book it must be one which a publisher would hardly take. George answered that he was now engaged on such an one. That was his The Reputation of George Saxon. 23 cautious way of giving me permission to do as I pleased. For the next week or two I kept my eyes on the manuscripts which came in, noting, as well as I could, the men who brought them. I saw nothing to please me until one afternoon, when a young fellow, whose face I fancied I knew, entered and laid a large packet on the counter, saying shortly, " Messrs. Repton and Lyne." I could see he was the author of the matter he presented us with, and hoped that it was a novel, for I liked his looks. He was very tall and thin, with long black hair and piercing black eyes, which would have looked better under a better hat. His clothes were shabby, his umbrella worn, his gloves rather old. "If you are as clever as you look, you ought to do," said I to myself " You are good-looking — jus^ the young fellow to be a favourite in society, if you could go out. But you are too poor. Hence you are morbid, and probably write novels which nobody will buy. And this isn't your first." I looked at the title-page : " Hungry Generations," by " Henry Halkett." That is the name I must ^\nq him, for he is now celebrated, and certainly would not like any one to know his curious dealings with me. "Hum!" I thought, "my guess was right. 'No 24 The Reputation of George Saxon. hungry generations tread thee down ! * Keats was in his mind. He is morbid, and has never published a book. No * By the author of ' here. But I wonder if we are the first firm to get hold of it ? " This thought worried me a little. I looked at the MS. carefully, and came to the conclusion that we were the first to whom it had been sent. I could easily verify that later on. What I did after this was, I know, quite un- justifiable from any ordinary point of view, for, taking a note of Mr. Halkett's address, I placed both letter and MS. in my own desk, and did not allow them to take the ordinary course. That evening I walked to Brixton, and strolled down a side street, until I was able to inspect a certain number. "Yes," thought I, *'if his appearance suggested poverty, his dwelling- place confirms it." I wrote to Saxon on reaching home that I thought I had my eye on something which would suit him. On reading the MS., which I began next day, I was pleased with my penetration and power of judging character, for " Hungry Generations," though morbid, was decidedly clever, and dealing, as it evidently did, with the writer's own career, had a very convincing atmosphere of truth about it. Next day 1 took a little room, furnished as an office, in ;i street The Reputation of George Saxon. 25 near the Strand, and had my name painted on the door as Mr. WilHams. I was quite deHghted with being in business on my own account, and in order to give my position an air of stability, I posted letters to myself at intervals during the next two weeks, going there twice a day, as a rule, while wearing blue spectacles. At the end of a fortnight I wrote to Mr. Halkett in the name of the firm, regretting that though there was much in his book which was clever, it was not, in their judgment, of such a character as would justify them in publishing it. I returned the MS. the same day, and followed it up with a letter from my Strand office, written in a feigned hand, requesting Mr. Halkett to be so good as to call on me on business in the evening of the following day, at seven o'clock. I had not the least doubt that he would come, and I rehearsed the scene which would take place between us all the day — not, I confess, without a little un- easiness. By six o'clock I was in my new office, arranging things to look as business-like as possible. At the very stroke of seven there was a knock at my door, and Arthur Halkett entered at my bidding him come in. He looked at me doubtfully. "A^ou are '' 26 The Reputation of George Saxon. '' Oh yes ! " said I. " You are Mr. Halkett" " I am," he answered ; " and you " "If you will kindly take a seat for a moment, I shall be ready," I replied, going on writing, as if I had much business to transact. He fidgeted on his chair, and seemed very uneasy. " Oh yes ! " I cried at last, throwing some papers on one side, and turning towards him. " So you are Mr. Halkett.^' *' And you } " he said again. " Williams is my name. I wrote to you, Mr. Halkett." " And at your request I have come." I settled my spectacles and looked at him. He had made no alteration in his dress, unless his gloves were a trifle newer than those I had seen him in. I began suddenly — " You follow a literary career, Mr. Halkett } ' " I do, Mr. Williams. Has that anything to do with the reason you sent for me.'^ Has any one '* " My dear sir, don't let us be in a hurry. I know that you are a writer, and that is, doubtless, why I asked you to grant me the honour of an interview. May I ask — pardon such a question — whether you are very — or even fairly — successful ? " He flushed a little. The Reputation of George Saxon, 27 " Do I look successful ? " he asked, somewhat bitterly. " Have I the fat, sleek appearance of an established fame ? That is the reason I want to learn how you came to know of me/' ^I smiled at him, and nibbled the end of my pen. " That point is not at all essential to our doing business eminently satisfactory to both. Will it not suffice that I know your name, your address, and the occupation which you follow, with, if I am rightly informed, so much ability and so much promise ? ** He bowed rather sardonically, and with an air of doubt as to whether I was not chaffing him; " For if it does,'' I continued, '* I have something to propose." "Then I think, Mr. Williams," he said, a little dryly, " that it will be as well to come to the point." " There is no need for any great hurry, my dear sir. Hurry is — let us say — rather brutal. My time is at your disposal." " I was not thinking of your time," he remarked, with the first smile I had seen on his handsome young face. " But of your own. Well, then, if yours is valuable, and you insist, we will come to the point. You write novels } " '' I do." 28 The Reputation of George Saxon. " You sell them ? " " I don't/' very bluntly, but with a twinge. " Ah ! " I remarked. " I fear such is often the case at first. The literary profession is not a Tom Tiddler's ground. Now tell me why you dqn't sell your work. I am told your style is not at all bad." He moved a little uneasily in his chair. " Pray, how do you know so much about me ? " " Because you interest me at present. But to waive that : have you any objection to giving me your candid opinion as to why your work doesn't sell '^ " *' It is hard to say. But I fancy it is too morbid." "Ah! — I understand. The publishers tell you that it IS clever, but will not pay, and I daresay some of them suggest you should publish it at your own expense, or at any rate take a share in the cost." He nodded rather bitterly. " Well, then, why don't you write matter of a more cheerful tone V " How can a man do that who — well, it doesn't matter. I have not a very cheerful temperament." ''I daresay a little success would alter that, Mr. Halkett.?" " I daresay it might." " Or even money by itself, even an easier time The Reputation of George Saxon. 29 without worry or struggle, might enable you to do work which would be bright ? Do you agree with me?" " I fancy I do. But " — and he rose — " I wish you would come to the point, or I shall go. What does this mean ? " *' We appear to have come *to the point, Mr. Halkett. As it seems to me, we are fencing." " You may be, but with a blind man. I don't understand you or this scene." "Come," said I, in a decided tone, "sit down, and you shall understand me in a moment. Sit down. It is for your advantage. You have now an oppor- tunity which may never occur again." He sat down and stared at me. " Have you written a novel lately ? " " I finished one a fortnight ago." " Have you got rid of it } " " No ; it was returned this morning from " " From whom ? " " Repton and Lyne's." " Ah, yes : very good men in their way ; but a trifle narrow — a trifle narrow- And will you tell me the title of your book } " He did so without any hesitation. '' Now then, Mr. Halkett, I really believe we ^r^ 30 The Reputation of George Saxon. coming to the point. Let me ask you which you want most just at present : money or fame ? " "Sir, the question is an idle one. One cannot live on fame." " Then I presume you want money. Yet, I dare- say, if a publisher offered to publish your book on half profits, you would be content, though there were no profits to divide. Now, which would you prefer: his doing that or buying your book for fifty pounds, and then not publishing it ? " " Mr. Williams," he answered firmly, " these appear to me to be abstract questions, and, as such, not a little absurd." " You do me wrong, Mr. Halkett," I replied ; " these are not abstract questions at all. Say now» which you would prefer : the possible fame or the actual cash .'* " " The cash ! the cash ! " said he, with a little agitation, for he began to perceive that I was in earnest, and not grinding the wind. *' Ah ! come now, that is what I wanted to get at. Now sit down again, and listen to me quietly. I want to put a case to you. Suppose I were to buy a manuscript novel of you, and publish it afterwards with — some one else's name to it. What would you think?" The Reputation op George Saxon, 31 He stared at me without speaking, for full a minute, in amazement, and then replied by a question. '* What ? Are such things really done ? I have heard of them, but " '* They are done. Let me prove it to you. Send me the MS. of your last book, and if I like it you shall have fifty pounds down and half the profits there may be, on the conditions that you forget you ever wrote it, and in no way whatever make any claim to the authorship." " Do you mean this } " he gasped. " Do you take me for a fool, who wastes his time, in acting vain scenes } I am a man of business. You may think ^ it a queer kind of business, but that is beside the point. Come now, let me have your answer." He waved his hand and stared at me. " I must think." " Very well ; you can have till to-morrow ; after half-past twelve my offer is off. I shall be here between twelve and one. Bring the manuscript with you, and I will undertake to let you know in three days if it suits me. I must have it read by my reader, of course. You shall have the money directly if his verdict 13 favourable — as I don't doubt it wull be, from 32 The Reputation of George Saxon. what I hear of you. Remember, I rely on your honour in this matter. Now I must be off, for I have an engagement at the other end of London." He rose hke a man in a dream and took his hat. *^ I sha'n't beHeve this when I wake in the morning," he muttered. *'Very well, then," I answered sharply, -as I slammed the drawers of my desk and locked them ; "go home now and post me the MS. while you do believe it. And I will take that for your answer. Good-night, Mr. Halkett. I am very pleased to have met you." I pushed him out of the room, patted his shoulder, shut and locked the door, and going into the street hailed a hansom. I left him standing on the kerb staring after me. I congratulated myself on the way I had managed matters, for I felt I could trust him, I was not wrong. Before three days had passed Mr. Arthur Halkett was richer by fifty pounds^ and George Saxon was the possessor of the manuscript novel, which in less than two months was published under the title, "A Struggle with Fate." In order to prevent any suspicion, he undertook the laborious task of copying it himself; but, doubtless, the success it achieved compensated him. It had a fairly large sale^ owing to great The Reputation of George Saxon. 33 advertisement and some skilful puffing, which I managed to procure for an equivalent. I was able to send a further small cheque to its real author, for I treated him with scrupulous honesty. I have been thus particular in detailing my con- versation with this young author — who, I am happy to say, is becoming well known by books which are not of a morbid cast — because it was not the last transaction of the kind in which I was concerned. For as appetite grows by eating, so does the desire for fame increase with increased notoriety, and dating from the appearance of . " A Struggle with Fate," George Saxon began to pour forth books from the press with a rapidity which I feared was insane, but which to outsiders betokened a catholic intellect, and an entirely unprecedented capacity for work. It was wholly vain for me to attempt to stay his course. He, who was in my power, assumed the tone of a master, and bade me mind my own business. Although I feared that an exposure must come at last, and entreated him at any rate to stick to one line, after buying one more novel from Halkett he discarded fiction, and produced some philosophical essays, written by a curate with many children, who needed cash as well as philosophy. That was a serious step, but one which brought about much c 34 The Reputation of George Saxon, worse consequences was his venturing to take up history. He who knew none — for his memory was fickle and grew more treacherous still — " wrote " a tractate on the Holy Roman Empire, which was followed by an elaborate essay on Art. This was suc- ceeded by an *' Ideal Philosophy," which only years of German reading could have enabled a Coleridge to compose. Both these were bought from a clergyman. If he had refused to go into society things might have yet gone well with him, but his inflated vanity left him as helpless as a drifting balloon. He w^ent into the company of learned men, and began to earn the reputation of Goldsmith for talking. He was in despair at his inability of speech and his dire lack of knowledge, and I knew he began to suspect that his brain was giving way. Yet, in spite of this frightful suspicion, which I felt was well founded, he still kept " at work,''' as the papers said, and twice a year at least brought out one book or another to pile on the pyramid which was weighing him down. His friends, who were not in his confidence, implored him to rest, and did him all the harm possible by taking him more into society ; for there his desire to shine made him talk. He had not sufficient self-control to hide his ignorance. And now he bc<:^an to devote all his The Reputation of George Saxon. 35 spare time to study of a sort which surely no other man ever went in for. For a while, with a certain sense of shame, he kept it from me, but at last — in a horrible fit of despair — he opened his mind. It was a ghastly scene. I found him reading his own phi- losophy, and almost tearing his thinning and pre- maturely grey hair over it. " Yes, y^sl' he said feverishly, " I am glad you have come. Sit down, sit down, Rayner ; take this book. Just ask me questions about it. Go on, go on!" I was shocked to see him nervous and trembling and so painfully eager. ^^ George," I said earnestly, "this won't do. You must ^\NQ it up. You are killing yourself. Go, look in the glass ; you are old before your time. You must give it up." He rose from his seat, shaking violently. With his sunken cheeks and dark-circled eyes, with their insane passion, he was dreadful to look at. *' Give it up, give it up ! " he shrieked, in the tone of an old man, though he was not yet forty. " Do you think I have slaved and suffered to build up my great reputation to see it go like a bubble? No, no ! I will enjoy it ; I will enjoy it ! " " Great heaven ! " I thought ; " enjoy it 1 ** «; 2 ^6 The Reputation of George Saxon. "And you must help me more than you have done. You had better give Repton and Lyne notice, and be with me always. You shall be my secretary. Tell them to-morrow." I flatly refused, and then he grew angry. '' You shall, you shall ; you must ! I will give you four hundred a year. Already I have left you ten thousand pounds in my will. When will you make so much } " I succumbed to the temptation. Would that 1 had not ! What a life I now began to lead ! Nobody saw his misery but myself, but it made me wretched. I was forced to read to him daily, I abhor philosophy, and hate history with a school- boy's hatred ; but he would take no denial. He had created a devil which I feared and which he wor- shipped. His reputation was a Frankenstein's mon- ster. Daily we sacrificed to it — hours I toiled over German translations, racking my brain to comprehend Fichte, Kant, and Schelling, in order to explain their subtly conceived and diabolical mysteries. I went to bed to dream of Ideas. My only relaxation was when I assumed the name and blue spectacles of Mr. Williams, in order to deal with some other Halkett. I had a certain pride in the dexterity with which 1 handled our authors, and salved my conscience The Reputation of George Saxon. 37 for my part in such a fraud by reflecting that George Saxon's money was very welcome in many a poor literary household. It would surpass belief if I said so many years went by without anyone whispering that all this strange heterogeneous mass of poems, fiction, essays, philosophy, and history could not have proceeded from one pen. I heard such whispers, but kept them from Saxon. Yet they made me terribly anxious — so anxious, indeed, that once I even threatened to expose him, hoping that fear might make him hear reason. I misjudged the power of his insane resolution. ^' If you do so, you shall starve, you, and your wife and children ! I will destroy my will, and you shall have nothing — nothing ; do you hear? You are too old to get work ! Ha ! Repton and Lyne won't take you back. You know that ! " I knew it too well, for once, in a fit of rage at the slavery in which I found myself, I had asked in vain to be reinstated in my old position. So I had to bend to him. " Come, now," said he, " don't be a fool. What am I to talk about this evening? Who is to be at the Ponsonbys' } Give me the list." For he made a rule never to go out unless he 38 The Reputation of George Saxon. knew the guests. To such a man this was easily- given. I told him the names, and went to work cramming him with Stuff which I loathed, while he, grey-haired and tottering wretch that he now was, tried painfully to learn what I painfully repeated. By heaven ! life was worthless to me, and I even began to think of that escape from my troubles which I feared for Saxon. I could not even hope. But the end was approaching. One afternoon he sent me to finish the negotia- tions for the acquisition of a theological work by a very broad Churchman. I demurred in vain. " It shall be the last/' was all I could get from him. But, alas ! he had promised as much before. " Besides," I urged, " don't you know that this will be a change of front on your part. You have been teaching hitherto what practically amounts to Agnos- ticism, and this is dogmatic, even if it is broad." ^' Go ! " he said ; and I went, for I could see he would admit of no argument, although his physical condition seemed worse than I had ever known it. ^' And," he added fiercely, *' see that you are back by six. We have much to do. I have to meet Dr. Vincent to-night." I groaned in spirit, for this was another historian, The Reputation of George Saxon, 39 and our history nights were almost harder than those devoted to philosophy. I went away in wretched spirits, feeling unfit for the task before me. But it was the last time I played the part of Mr. Williams, and it was the worst. It had been a matter of considerable difficulty to meet with any theological work of such a character as Saxon had indicated to me, and I only found it through the medium of the curate from whom I had bought our volume of critical essays. My first inter- view with its author, a clergyman named Verity, had been successful so far as I could judge. He had not shown much surprise at its purpose ; indeed, he had taken it so greatly as a matter of course that I natu- rally concluded that his friend had enlightened him on the subject, although such a proceeding was strictly forbidden in every agreement I had hitherto made. Yet he did not ask a very high price : unless one hundred and fifty pounds be considered such for a theological work. But I did not know him ; there was more under his cassock than he showed. Mr. Verity was punctual to his appointment. At five precisely he entered my office. I received him courteously. *' Your book is eminently satisfactory. We are 40 The Reputation of George Saxon. pleased with it, very pleased. I will write you your cheque.'* I took out my cheque-book — for I had a private account at the Bank of England in the name of Williams — and drew it out in a methodical manner. This done, I found the copy of the agreement which he was to sign, and held it out. He made no motion, but leant back in his chair and looked at me. "Well, sir?" said I. ^^ It's not enough, Mr. Williams." " What do you mean, Mr. Verity ? Is it not the price we agreed upon ? " " Quite so, but still it is not enough. I have been reflecting," he answered, with an ambiguous smile. " I do not understand you," I replied. " How- ever, if you wish a trifle more, let us hear your new price." I crossed my legs, folded my arms, and looked straight at him. But though my attitude was one of perfect ease, I was anxious, and I own it. He shrugged his shoulders. " My terms are now, Mr. Williams, exactly fifteen hundred pounds." If I did not start — and I am proud to say I did not — it was only owing to a tremendous effort on -my part. The scoundrel ! — and a clergyman ! — who The Reputation of George Saxon, 41 would have looked quite innocent if it had not been for a keen and subtle smile, which he seemed to wish to hide — to act in this way ! What did it mean ? " I fancy, Mr. Verity, that this MS., able as it is, can hardly be worth such an enormous sum." " There are very different markets," was his dry answer, "and to you I think it is worth so much. But you can take it or leave it" " There seems to be some mystery here, Mr. Verity." '' A great deal more on your side than on mine, my dear sir," said he sardonically. " I am speaking plainly, at any rate." I winced, for what he said was true enough. I began to fear that I had caught a Tartar, and should have to pay up and look pleasant. It would be very hard on me, considering that I looked to my banking account to help me if anything happened of an un- toward character. I certainly could not tell Saxon of this. The very thought of it would kill him. I determined to fight as long as I could. "That may be, Mr. Verity," I replied tartly; "but our mystery you have no concern in." "Yes, to the tune of fifteen hundred pounds. That's my concern." "What if I refuse?" 42 The Reputation of George Saxon, *' Mr. Williams, you won't refuse. I know far too much for you to act so unkindly to me." I could have throttled him, he looked so sure ; and yet how much did he know ? Almost any smart scoundrel could have gone as far without any know- ledge whatever, and I was not inclined to part with such a sum to a man who might be bragging on nothing. " You know too much, eh ? Well, in another sense perhaps you do. There is nothing to know. But come, let us hear what you think." He leant back in his chair, and stuck his thumbs in the armholes of his waistcoat, with an air of assur- ance which was maddening. I almost fancied he winked. " Mr. Williams, if you are a card-player, you know that in some cases a man may show his cards without losing a chance. You shall see mine. Come, now, let us begin, for my hand is very pretty. You deal in books, and doubtless know that in authorship there is such a thing as plagiarism : that does not concern me. There is such a thing as literary forgery : that is also beside the point. There is, again, such a thing as stealing a manuscript and publishing it as one's own : that seems to me nearer the question in hand. There is, as we know (you and I, Mr. Williams), such The Reputation of George Saxon, 43 a thing as buying the manuscript of a needy author, and putting it forth under an alien name : I think we touch the matter now. Now, my dear sir, suppos- ing a man (with money) buys one manuscript from me, and another from another, so building up a reputa- tion, he acts in a fraudulent manner, for the public are cheated into admiring a sham, and the real authors gain nothing but a base pecuniary reward. It is a crime — though, as you would doubtless say, not a legal one. Such crimes, Mr. Williams, are com- mitted. Now, though I might suspect a man of making such a false reputation, I might fail to prove it satisfactorily to anyone but an acute critic. I am an acute critic, my dear sir, as you will believe before I finish ; but I know there are others equal to myself, and those I could convince. Let me tell you how." He rose up, and stood as if he were delivering an oration, while I sat very quietly, with a sinking heart. He would be too much for me if I could think of nothing to checkmate him with, and I longed to do that for so many reasons. Strange as it may seem, this preliminary attack on the great reputation I had helped to build up angered me deeply. I had actually come to revere it myself He went on — " Years ago I began to suspect that there was something wrong with regard to a name which is now 44 The Reputation of George Saxon, very generally venerated. I began, I own, by ad- miring his genius and his catholicity ; it seemed astonishing that the author of very pretty poems and of a novel which, if morbid, lacked not strength, and was even occasionally powerful, should likewise dis- play something of the same critical power on which I pride myself. When, to the reputation secured by these diverse works, he added the philosophic acumen of a German and the research of no mean historian, I did more than admire : I wondered. And let me tell you that wonder is for ever akin to incredulity ; we (of our cloth, that is) know so much. " Now, after premising this, if you are a great reader — and I see you have something of the look of the man who burns the midnight oil — you may know a little of that which we call style. It is a subtle thing to deal with, and aerial ; gaseous, not to be rudely grasped ; vague, yet real. It is the breath of the writer's soul congealed in his work ; it is more the writer than the work itself ; and by the chemic forces of acute analytic criticism, it is recognisable by many tests surpassing the belief of the unlearned. Now, since I suspected, I applied myself to study, and I used these tests to such purpose that at last I said, * I have found it' My veneration for learning, my admiration of ability, gave place to wonder of another The Reputation of George Saxon. 45 order. I had unearthed an unparalleled and most gigantic fraud ; I marvelled at the man's audacity ; I questioned myself as to his methods. Why did I not proclaim my belief.^ It was easy to convince myself, but others, who lacked my instinct, could not easily follow my path. Besides, I wanted proof which was more than deductive, for I knew my hypothesis wanted other verification than my intuition. My name is Verity : it has had an influence on me since my childhood ; but though I have ever sought the truth, I have always been cautious. " How, then, did I verify my conclusions } Come now, 1 will tell you. You bought a book of critical essays from my friend. He never revealed it, but I read that book issued under another name than his. Now I tell you I know my friend's style, his turns of thought, his reasoning, his phraseology ; given a pre- miss, I could argue from it as he would. In one word, knowing the man, I knew his book — and then you applied to me. That is all, but it proved my theory. I have no more to say, beyond two words, and they are words known all over literary Europe — words which once I admired, but which now I scorn. I say, George Saxon ! Let me have your cheque for one thousand five hundred pounds, or — well, there is no need for further speech. I wait your answer." 4-6 The Reputation of George Saxon. 1 sat dumbfounded, and had nothing to say. During the whole harangue, of which I have only given the outHnes, I was held without power of speech. I recognised a man of intellect, who had the gift of obtaining prolonged attention, even if his subject had been one of less absorbing interest. As he analysed Saxon's books one by one, criticising the various styles, he confounded me with his acute deductions and accurate memory ; and when he saw the effect he produced, he absolutely swelled with gratified vanity. His style and subject made me oblivious of the time and the fading light, but when he ended I wrote him his cheque. "Yes, Mr. Verity, you shall have what you ask/' I said ; " but it is not for the book, it is for the learn- ing and acuteness, which I believe cannot be paralleled in England." " You flatter me, Mr. Williams," he returned, with a smile ; " but still, from a man of your character and discernment, such eulogy is pleasant." " Confound the blackmailer ! " I thought ; " he is laughing at me." He took the cheque, looked at it, and placed it in his pocket-book. " I suppose I shall have no difficulty in cashing it ? " he asked, eyeing me very hard. The Reputation of George Saxon. 47 " None at all, I assure you." For I certainly did not mean to trifle with him. If I had known what was in George Saxon's mind at that moment I might not have been so sincere. I was thinking of my banking account, which then stood at about three hundred pounds, and which would have to be con- siderably added to by me next morning from my own private savings. I bowed him out politely and cursed him mentally. And just then the clock struck eight. Saxon had bidden me return at seven. Rushing off in a panic, I took a cab and went to his house, but he had gone out before I reached it. The man-servant told me he seemed to be in a very disturbed frame of mind. In his library I found the table strewn with various histories, thrown open at incongruous periods. To me it was a horrible sight, for I pictured the wretched and unable man sitting at that table trying to pick up even a few commonplace facts as he rushed off to dazzle the crowd with his splendid and fatal reputation. I was wretched myself, and though I went home, I could not sleep. No, I did not sleep all night ; I was awake when the postman came. He brought me a letter which horrified me, and at the same time made me burn with delight. I could turn the tables on Verity. I 48 The Reputation of George Saxon. almost laughed as I ate my breakfast. At ten o'clock I stood on the steps of the bank on which I had drawn the blackmailer's cheque. As the door opened I turned round, and saw him coming. I nodded be- nignantly, and, entering, drew out every penny which stood in my name of Williams — every penny of it. I left nothing. As I pocketed the notes I saw him. "Ah," said he, with a smile, **you have been pay- ing in money, eh ? " and with that he presented my cheque. I watched and chuckled as the teller took it. He caught sight of me, and beckoned. " Mr. Williams/' he whispered, " I have a cheque of yours here for one thousand five hundred pounds. Do you know that your balance is now nothing } " " I do," I replied. *' Then what am I to do with this ? " " Let it take the usual course," said I. And I waited to see the result. The teller took the cheque, and wrote on the back of it. Then he handed it to Verity. " What does this mean ? " said he fiercely, looking as black as thunder. " Refer to drawer," was the reply. " What } " asked Verity, in an excited voice. ** Are there no funds 1 " The Reputation of George Saxon, 49 " Sir," answered the teller, " I can say nothing but what is written on the cheque. But Mr. Williams is behind you ! " " Then," said Verity angrily, "I will refer to the drawer. Sir, what does this mean ? " I smiled at him, and he turned white. "Don't get excited, Mr. Verity. I beg you won't ; pray calm yourself. Fate has been unkind to you " " What the devil do you mean } " he interjected. " Mr. Verity, remember your cloth," I retorted. " Fate has been unkind. You may do your worst. For, to tell you the truth, George Saxon died last night by his own hand ! " What I said was only too true, and though I lost ten thousand pounds by Saxon acting as he did, I was glad to be able to checkmate that scoundrel Verity. He staggered back, and left the bank with- out another word. Yes, George Saxon had killed himself It hap- pened thus : Verity having kept me until it was too late to read with him, he went off, in a frightfully nervous and excited state, to keep his engagement ; there he met Dr. Vincent, who was rather brusque with him on account of some foolish remark he made. Saxon lost his head, and left the house. On returning d 50 The Reputation of George Saxon. home, he burnt his will, and wrote to me, accusing me of being the cause of his death. He then poisoned himself. There is no doubt that he was insane : all his friends were of that opinion ; and at the inquest quite sufficient evidence was heard to justify a verdict of "Temporary Insanity.^* It might have been a con- solation to him to know that at the trial nothing came out to destroy the reputation which he had so perilously erected, and which had crushed him to death at last. I was glad of that too, because I certainly should have been blamed for what was beyond my power to remedy ; and, as I said before, I had actually come to venerate the reputation of George Saxon myself THE ARTIST. d 2 S3 THE ARTIST. Shirley Fauriel was left just three hundred a year by his father, Thomas Fauriel, the well-known novelist. His mother, a daughter of Osborne the water-colour painter, married again after the death of Shirley's father, and the lad was thrown very much on his own resources. His step-father was not exactly hate- ful to him ; but there is always the danger of lack of sympathy leading to bitter dislike, and Shirley anticipated fate by practically leaving home at seven- teen. There was little difficulty in his obtaining sufficient money from the trustees to allow him to live simply. in a small Chelsea studio, near Cheyne Walk, and he worked, while in that neighbourhood, at the South Kensington School of Art. His tastes were not extravagant ; he had no particular vices ; his temper was mild and a little melancholy ; there was little about him that was noticeable, beyond his name. Like most sons of clever men, he seemed to lack cleverness as much as earnest activity. His fellows at the schools prophesied that he could never be an artist — no, nor even a painter, skilled in mere method. Their tolerance of him as a foredoomed failure made ?4 The Artist, him something of a solitary ; he had not even that strength of self-belief, which makes those who doubt a man's power doubt themselves. His ideas, his schemes, his inner thoughts, if only put forth forcibly, might have wrought hesitation in their minds. But the only evidence he offered of himself was the work he did, and that was manifestly feeble. And very curiously, he knew it himself This was sufficient to stamp him as outside the common run of unsuccessful men in any art. And with perpetual failure the con- viction grew on him that he had chosen the wrong path in life to express himself; for he was thoroughly convinced that he possessed the soul of the born artist. At twenty-two he forsook painting. It was then that I got to know him. Fauriel at twenty-two was slight and dark, with deep inward-looking eyes. He expressed himself bashfully in conversation ; there was a certain hesi- tation in his speech. He said to me one day — " Language is very difficult — or, at any rate, talking is. I suppose we express ourselves to ourselves in words?" " That is the common, but false, opinion," I replied. '' Well, at any rate, I have always thought so. And I know perfectly what I want to say. But language is clumsy, or I am clumsy with it." The Artist. 55 " A little of both, Fauriel ; if you talked or wrote more you might find that you would get more skilful with bad material, or do as most do — content yourself with thinking only what can be expressed without trouble." He smiled, and did not continue the talk. Yet I daresay he understood. It is easy to let words destroy thought ; just as morals destroy morality, as know- ledge destroys wisdom. Whether it came from knowing me or not I can- not say, but shortly after this I found that Fauriel was trying to write. When he plucked up sufficient courage to show me some of the results, he was pain- fully nervous. They were essays on everything or on nothing — without style, without form, without restraint ; yet there was here and there a curious suggestiveness about a single sentence. A few words were now and then almost luminous, like half-cut diamonds stuck in clay. It recalled his paint- ing, which every now and then possessed in parts a beautiful quality of colour. Yet in both arts he possessed no true knowledge. He could do nothing twice. A rare success was followed by a ragged regiment of failures. In criticising his writing it troubled me to discourage him, and yet I could not praise his attempts. He did not even know the good 56" The Artist. bits. I almost had to explain them to him, and then I often found out, after a laborious explanation on his part, that he meant something else. In the end, as his livelihood was always secure, I thought it no harm to suggest that he might continue. For I felt certain, when he looked at me with those sweet melancholy eyes, that there was something in him> if it could but out. He said obstinately to me one day — " I am an artist ; I know it." And I said to myself, " But in what } " He did little for three years but write, and though he managed in the end to produce something at least homogeneous, it was wholly impossible for me to re- gard it as a proof that he had found his method of expression. He regarded me as something of a critic, and I knew he would accept my dictum as final. That in itself was sufficient to stamp him as no born writer, for the very poorest among the tribe must believe enough in himself to scorn those who deny him the title, or, at any rate, to persevere in spite of their judgment. Fauriel accepted mine sadly. *' And yet I am an artist ! " he said, as he slowly, and without passion, tore his last manuscript in two. We were sitting in my rooms in Chelsea. On The Artist, 57 the wall, near the door, was one of his sketches, which I had preserved as possessing some merit of colour. He rose and looked at it. " I could not paint even so well as that now. I failed in painting. I am quite ready to believe I have failed, and must fail, in literature. But I have the feeling in me that I have something to do, to say, to make. How .?" I thought of Homer's Margites — " Him the gods made neither a digger nor a ploughman, nor otherwise wise in aught. For he failed in every art ! '* But I did not wound him by repeating it. Curiously enough, he had in a kind of way im- pressed me with his steady persistence. And, surely, behind those eyes lay something. I liked him best when he was quite silent, for then, in my company, a curious kind of rapt exaltation sometimes took hold of him : his features became plastic, his eyes luminous ; he seemed about to say something great, something new, something which would lighten up to me the dark ways of his unable mind. Once he made an odd psychological suggestion. " Do you know that my father practically ceased to write before I was born } Yet I remember him as an imaginative man." " I think I see what you mean," I answered. " It S8 The Artist, is a curious possibility. If you had been born earlier, eh ? " And he nodded a little sadly. He went back again to painting for a month, and then set out for Italy, where he remained two years. On his return he renewed his acquaintance with me. He was more melancholy than of old ; though only twenty-seven, the hair upon his temples was thinning ; here and there a thread of silver showed in the brown. He told me that he had tried modelling while abroad. " And," said he, with a sigh, " the sight of the quick- ness with which other men learnt maddened me. It was more miserable to try and to fail than to dream only. For after dreaming I only wake up to reality, but to fail is to wake up to what does not come near it. And yet " " You are an artist } " I asked. He nodded firmly. " Fauriel, come now : what is an artist ? Is he not the doer, not the mere dreamer } It is, after all, but a little addition that makes a man one. Some people think that an artist is entirely different from others, but I doubt it. It is a little faculty of expression superadded — if, indeed, it does not mean a subtraction. Artists may be less and may be more only by a thin^ golden thread in the common clay of humanity, But the proof of the artist, however great, however The Artist, 59 little, IS the doing of something. That makes him what he is. Are you not wasting your life seeking after that which you do not possess ? " I believe you can think without words, without colour, without clay, very great things ; I see it in you. But now it is time for you to live, if you like to be an artist in that. Many artists put all their art into their work, and remain brutal. Come, you have tried all material but one. Make your life an artistic whole." I could not help speaking so, and as I walked up and down my room I saw that he was moved. He flushed, and his mouth trembled. Then, as I ceased, he turned pale again. " And if I failed in the material ' life,' what then } " "You cannot fail unless you greatly succeed in something which is not life. If you go from here and make money — merely money — I shall hold you have failed indeed. If you are false to your instincts you will fail. But if you are yourself, wholly and utterly yourself — if you follow yourself, are not led aside by any consideration, good, or indifferent, or evil — you will succeed. Live henceforth, and do " "What."*" said Fauriel, with g-eaming eyes. I turned on him with surprise. " If I knew what, you would know your vocation. 6o The Artist. It is for you to find out. Life, in this artistic setise, is wonderfully plastic. It is easy working ; it needs no technique, no painful mixing of colours, no curious choice of difficult words. Paint and mould, and write yourself down in the great material that includes all materials." We sat in silence for a long time. When he rose to go at last, he said in a low voice — " Is not necessity in the beginning of things .?" " I do not understand you, Fauriel." " I mean this : is not an artistic thing a whole ? " '' Essentially." " Then you prophesy of my success in the mate- rial you have chosen for me } " "I cannot prophesy." " Surely you may, from my past life." '''This is a new beginning, is it not } " He sighed, and turned away. " Let us hope so," he replied, and then he went. For some time afterwards I was greatly depressed. There was, perhaps, a certain subtle prophecy in his voice. When I saw him again he was more sombre, but at the same time more settled in his mind, more at rest. Some time had passed since that artistic talk, for the necessities of my work took me to Belgium, The Artist. 6i and thence to Paris. We spoke of my trip for some minutes. " And you, Fauriel ? How have you been working in the gold of life ? have you chased a medallion, or used it bravely to plan a Perseus ? Speak, Cellini of a neglected art ! " He looked up. " I have done nothing, and yet something. To fulfil myself is to dream." " But can you not act ? Can you not be cruel, or kind, or something actual ? Don't your dreams lead to something ? What of life without love ? Can you not love ? " '* Can I not ? '* he answered, and in his voice was such a strange ring of pathetic fervour that I checked myself suddenly. " Yes, I can love ; and I do. It is part of the whole, I suppose," he added, a little bitterly. " The whole ; what whole ? " " The whole of my artistic life." I sat in silence for a while. There was much sug- gestiveness in the words : much of hopeless hope, much of painful resignation. " Does she not love you, then ? " He bent towards the fire, opening and shutting his hands nervously as he tried to speak. When he 62 The Artist, did so it was with a fierceness I had never seen in him. That gentle nature seemed incapable of such passion. " How can she love such a man as I am — weak, weak and unable } She is as far from me as the things I thought to do — aye, and farther, by added beauty that out-towers my thought's height." " You express yourself well, but it is the lot of all lovers to think so, Fauriel, if they love truly. Yet it is only their ideal, added to that which is sweet in a loving woman, even to those who do not love her. To the true idealist the possibility of love for love seems the more impossible as his own power of passionate vision is more. To the lower man woman is only woman, and, as such, attainable in thought. The idealist is with difficulty convinced that his mistress can really love him, even after all sweet proof. The very proof becomes a dream. This is the perpetuation of passion. Does she know you love her ? " " Do they not say that all women know that ? " " Then why not speak to her } " " Because I know failure is fore-fated/^ He laughed bitterly. " And if I succeeded, might it not be failure in the art you have marked out for me ? " " You are weak, Fauriel ; I think you take what The Artist, 6^ is half jest for earnest. And, after all, if you want to be most completely and artistically miserable, there really seems a very good chance in marriage, to judge by the bulk of marriages." He looked up at me. " You were never married, were you .'* " " When you die, Fauriel, you can ask John Keats if he needed actual experience to write * Love in a hut, with water and a crust, Is (Love forgive us !) cinders, ashes, dust ! ' But don't talk about me. Try your fortune with this girl, or woman, and come and tell me you are going to fail most happily. Try and be inartistic ; imitate the popular novelist, who ends with a wedding when by all natural right he ought to have ended with quite another catastrophe. Come now, you must let me use the privilege of a man who for once is busy ; I have three hours' work to do to-night. Say good- bye for the present, and when you come next have some good news for me." He rose at once, and, without more talk, went. He was evidently terribly depressed. He wrote to me a week later. " I took your advice, and of course failed. That is, I succeeded in preserving the continuity of my story. I begin to see " and then he stopped, draw- THE BRONZE CASTER. 67 THE BRONZE CASTER. There is only one place in all England where they cast fine bronze work, according to the ingenious method of cire perdue — busts of men or women, statuettes of gay dancing girls, of grave grenadiers, light Mercuries, sweet thoughtful Psyches. All these, and more than these, I have seen standing about in Bordon's shop and yard, for Bordon is a friend of mine, and I have the right by permission to pick my way through furnace-cinders, burnt bricks and moulds that are broken and done with, until I come where he stands, grimy with smoke or white with burnt clay- dust. If you do not know Bordon's story it shall be my privilege to tell it you, for Miirger is dead, and cannot, even if he would. Besides, I am not sure that Henri took much interest in the working side of his well-loved Bohemia ; perhaps he would have rather told you tales about Bordon's life in Paris, when he was a wild barbarian of a student : such as the story of the dog, or the history of the girl who climbed the ladder, and many others which I may one day tell — unless the respectabilities roar me down, for certainly C 2 68 The Bronze Caster. objections might be made. But no one can cry out against what I am going to put down here ; certainly not a single Philistine soul can object to Bordon now, for he is settled and domestic, and very sober and sweet, in spite of his strength. If indeed he tells these light tales of continental Bohemia at night in a studio, when there is no work to be done and the stove glows dimly, competing with the flare of gas, no one can complain. For he goes back thinking of the hard times which came between those fantastic brilliant Parisian nights and the even-coloured days of this time, when he is somewhat successful and does not starve, as some of his listeners who handle other im- plements than crucibles and tongs do or have done. In truth, he had a sore struggle when he first worked out his fate in England, and has accordingly that right to look back and laugh which belongs to every man who fights and wins a hard battle, with nothing in his favour but the best part of himself, while all destiny seems against him. And, as I think, to suc- ceed in being a good caster of bronze is something to be proud of Many indeed might deem it equivalent to becoming a graduate in the Halls of Fire with Vathek, and decline the honour, not with shivering, but in a cold perspiration of fear. For Bordon is a 'kind of Benvenuto Cellini of a genial sort; not The Bronze Caster, 69 fierce nor ruthless, not a croquemitaine nor a swash- buckler, but still of the same artistic wing-feather, upward-soaring, persevering, indomitable, steadfast ; like his own furnace fire, clear-burning : made of good stuff, like his own crucibles for bronze- melting. Let us first speak of him when he thought not of bronze-casting. Bordon was a Swiss by birth, though he may now be counted an Englishman, and at Zurich served his time in a smithy, whereby he attained to the thews and sinews that do not crack in lifting a pot of molten metal from the furnace. But he was an artist, and is, and needed other work to satisfy him than supplying the daily needs of his com- mune in horse-shoes, nuts and bolts, and the like, which, though artistic, are of the order of the pot- boiler to one of gifts calling him elsewhere. Perhaps if he could have got to gate-work, devising foliage and petals in iron and quaint grotesques of metal monsters, he might have rested there swinging his hammer, a Swiss Huntington Shaw of intricate rail- ings and screens, till his death. But it was not to be ; and he left the forge for the shop of a decorative sculptor of no great power, to do as he was bid. He knew his lack of knowledge and mourned it, but was unable, through lack of means, to gain mastery 70 The Bronze Caster. over his material, which he began to suspect was clay. Finally, in despair, feeling that time was going on, he started for Paris, the great, the wonderful, the artistic. Back to his home in Switzerland went enthusiastic letters, which aroused other enthusiasms about the Louvre and Luxembourg. His enthusiasm, however, did not satisfy his hunger, for even artists must eat sometimes. In his need he found out a restaurant kept by a Swiss woman, gracious and pretty- and patriotic, beloved by many artists who daily came there. One of them was M , the sculptor. Bordon's kind countrywoman spoke to M of Bordon. Could he not come to Monsieur^s studio } To her indeed M could refuse nothing. So the modest, stalwart young Swiss was bidden to follow. He entered the great atelier. " Yes, it is all yours, my young friend. Here is your place, here the clay. To work, to work ! Let us see what you can do." Though this was good, and better still when he pleased M , it meant no money — at least, not enough to enable him to study at the Beaux Arts. Still it was great news to send home, and when he sent it patriotic pride thrilled the breasts of his many friends and acquaintances. Bordon must be a great man, and do honour to his cornmime. A society was formed at once : the Society for the Education of The Bronze Caster. 71 Bordon, let us call it — a whole society for the raising of money to aid in the instruction of the young Switzer, who eventually was to do things redounding to the honour of the land of the Alps. Lawyers, shoe- makers, doctors, tailors, tinkers, peasants, all but sailors — nay, even, may-be a lake captain— rushed forward with sums of money great and small, ap- pointing a committee, and secretary, and honorary treasurer, who finally obtained the ;£"200 necessary for that education at the Beaux Arts by which Bordon was to learn to teach the French. Bravo ! brave Switzers, rich and poor! Ye did well, and did not in vain. For Bordon worked hard and harder yet, smiting his clay about finely, making many portraits and studies, artistic and also like. He thought then that he had the world by the tail. But the world is a very slippery fox to catch. I must leave now some blank pages, wherein should be written his life in Paris, where he toiled, and starved, and feasted, and was idle : where he modelled in clay, and got, at times, somewhat clayey, learning things not taught at the Ecole des Beaux Arts, nor at any University, but which are useful to a man who is not an angel, nor a salamander, to go through life's fires unscorched. But all this is to be omitted, or at least reserved; and now behold 72 The Bronze Caster, Bordon less a Bohemian by the dismissal of his wilder days, and less still by his marriage to the sister of a brother sculptor — an amiable musician, who ran the chromatic scale up, and caught his eye and heart. Now, of course, work grew scarce. Paris swarmed with sculptors, or was clayey with them ; there were sufficient to model the universe, and some over to stand enviously idle. So when Bordon's brother-in- law went home to England and began to look towards the success which was his due — for he was a genius in the order of image-makers — Bordon himself thought that the island might be emptier of artists than France, and have vacancies. May-be, being yet young, he imagined that all this country was in an agony to be modelled or chiselled, and set on other pedestals than mere self-conceit. Like a fisherman, he believed the big fish were on the other side of the stream, or of the Channel. However, the English desire to be immortalised was not over-manifest when he set up a studio and got his clay ready by the hundredweight, proceeding to build up the beginning of a bust in order that he might lose no time when a famous statesman, or infamous financier, or such like, should burst in and beg him to be quick, as he had something of importance to attend to. But that The Bronze Caster. 73 prime minister, or lord mayor, or money-lender, or dust-contractor, never came, and things went not well with Bordon. Indeed, if it had not been for the singing-bird, his musical wife, whom he had netted in France, there is no saying what might have happened. And thus we come slowly to the casting of bronze, into which he drifted strangely, for the thought of it had never entered his mind. Nevertheless, Fate was preparing his furnaces, and meantime set him in a flame of adversity till he was hard and able to endure. About this time Bordon was working for, or with, the brother of his wife, and the brother-in-law made a bust of somebody, or of nobody : it matters not — though it was probably of a nobody, as nobodies mostly predominate in this world of ours, and are quite as vain as somebodies, and usually richer. It was a question as to casting it, and the brother-in-law wanted to send it to Naples to be done there. Now here I could, by the aid of encyclopaedias and books of reference, which I do not possess, but which are to be seen at the British Museum, make a very learned show, after the manner of the art-critic, on the various methods of casting, including the old cire perdue process used by Benvenuto Cellini, which came down ill the right line from the ancient Greeks; the sand- 74 The Bronze Caster, process employed lor large work both in this country and in France, and the completed cire perdue as it is now used by the Neapolitans, the Florentines, and by Bordon. Cellini in employing this process used his original work instead of a mould carefully prepared from it, and thus always ran the risk of losing his labour if the casting was not good. This explains his fierce anxiety to cast the Perseus at once. But cire perdue as now practised admits of unlimited failures, and allows for the whole chapter of unlucky accidents. It is undoubtedly the surest, the most beautiful, most dainty method yet discovered. And of it Bordon knew nothing. For him cire perdue was a lost art, and he had to discover it over again. They knew indeed everything that was to be known at Florence and Naples ; but the secrets of the process were carefully guarded, and none might enter the workshops or furnaces. It is true the Swiss might read something in a book ; but that was little more than a hint, seeing that he who wrote perhaps knew no more of the strange com- plications of practice than I do who here put down Bordon's trials, his patience, his failures, his perseverance, his ardour, and his final success. For when the brother-in-law suggested Naples, Bordon reflected, and made answer : " Have we The Bronze Caster, 75 no knowledge of this art ? • Then let us try to discover it.'^ They went to work at once, both of them, striving hard at a furnace they built themselves. They procured the metal and melted it, and having made their moulds, tried the casting with fear and trembling. And they very naturally failed. The moulds broke, the metal ran, but ran wrong, their knowledge being insufficient. After a while, and a few more dismal results, the brother-in-law retired into the country, on the whole rather disgusted with casting, counselling retreat from the fiery enterprise, and again recommending experienced Naples. Bordon, however, could not see things in that light. He had become tough, not to be bent or broken ; and, moreover, he now saw a chance to be Somebody and to do things. Failure, forsooth ! What of failure ? To fail is to learn. So he begged, and borrowed, and scraped together sufficient money to try again. Again he failed. Now his helpers failed too : failed in courage as they had in hope ; and he was hard put to it keep- ing them up to the mark. " Well, then," said they at last, " one more chance you shall have ; but if you do nothing this time, it must be Naples." ^6 The Bronze Caster. Bordon shrugged his shoulders — by no means intending to give up even if matters again went wrong. Yet he swore they should not, and vowed that the Neapolitans should die if their living de- pended on his yielding them that bust. He would cast it, or himself die by a broken mould or a cracked crucible. So he worked with the utmost care and the utmost thought, took every precaution, made every- thing secure against the faintest chances. Again he fired his re-built furnaces, and in them melted metal, true to smaller experiments, and poured it hopefully into a carefully made, strongly boxed-up mould. Then in the morning he broke the secret thing out of its casing, unearthed it, and found it perfect, unflawed> fine-coloured, just and true to the cold original clay standing by. And the brother-in-law in the country retreat was delighted — so his telegram said. As for Bordon, he was as happy as Belzoni discovering ancient statues in a desert. He stroked his beard, and was quiet. Then came a discussion. Who was to be who in the new business — the new-old business of cire perdue casting ? Was Bordon to be man or master ? He was determined to be Somebody, a name in the firm, not hidden under a contemptible Co. And there was a crack, an explosion, in the proposed The Bronze Caster, yy fusion. He and his brother-in-law did not mix truly like copper and tin to make good bronze ; and the worker set up for himself, to do what no other could do. Now, in Chelsea, in an inconsiderable street which for other artistic reasons than bronze-casting may yet be historic, stood, and stands, a long row of studios and sheds devoted to sculpture both pure and decorative. At the far end was a shed in the yard, and this Bordon took, renting it of the sculptor who occupied the studio. What it was like then I cannot say, but now it is magnificent in disorder. The furnace-shed stands against the outer street wall, and though it is ill-built and like to fall, the subsidiary shed behind it, with a passage-way in between, is more ramshackle still, being made of odds and ends of old boards, rotten timbers, and empty window- frames. Past that, through the inner broken wall, is an old deserted garden, picturesque with a cracked fountain dimly outlined in high grass, and a little broken conservatory whose top shows jets and spurts of a vine run wild. In the far end of the yard are burst packing-cases, smashed moulds, and blocks of building-stone, unshaped by the mason, and marked with the name of the port whence they were shipped. There is near at hand a rusty-wheeled stone lony, or yS The Bronze Caster, waggon ; again more stone, and then a dogless deserted kennel with old timbers, bent iron red and rusty, and an ivy-covered wall. The whole scene is one of fierce wild disorder, save just the part where work is done. And this is the spot where Bordon worked, and works now when the stove-pipe chimney running through the thin leaky roof shoots a blue flame into the air, deluding midnight travellers into giving a wild alarm of fire. Then Bordon is casting something with reasonable assurance that it will come out right. But when he first began it was failure, failure, and failure. Do not talk of Bernard Palissy ; I know Bordon. Nor of that religious ruffian, Benvenuto ; for I know Bordon, the Bronze Caster, who took that little shed, sending forth word that Florence and Naples were to have a rival in Chelsea, which had added another to its many arts of painting, sculpture, poetry, what not. Yet one bust does not make a successful business, and there was enough of chance in the perfect cast- ing of that sufficient specimen to render successors doubtful. Metal is tricky, and Bordon did not know everything about the difficult relations of quantity to colour. Too little tin, the metal would not easily run ; too much, it was too white ; zinc rendered it fluent, but in excess spoilt the rich tint that makes The Bronze Caster. 79 bronze. Then moulds crack, the plaster may be wrong, ever so little wrong, and nothing goes right. The wax, the lost or to be lost wax — whence the name cireperdtie — was difficult of manufacture, hard to dis- cover empirically or scientifically in proper propor- tions ; the cooking of the mould, to make it run out and leave room for the inflowing metal, was by no means easy. There is but one right way, and a thousand wrong. But experiment taught him, and failure did more than success ; though Fate, who is often hard on the artist, was hard enough on Bordon trying to outwit destiny and cast himself as the Bronze Caster, to be set up on a moderate pedestal of modest success. His luck at first was assuredly bad, and bad luck meant suffering for himself and his wife. What money was made she supplied, and lent to him for more trials. And the poor devil wasted it on ex- periments, growing thin, and gaunt, and hollow-eyed, till his muscles hung on his wasted limbs, loose like the lee-rigging of a ship. His musical wife could not always be musical ; she grew dissonant and sang discords at him, being out of tune, as wives are when man and wife are not kept together by the tuner, Same Desire. To tell the truth, Mrs. Bordon did not care a demi-semiquaver for bronze casting, and 86 The Bronze Caster, thought cire perdue waste of time as well as of wax. Yet, being a good little woman and persuadable, she gave money time after time to this striver after art turned rhetorician at night-time. But it was once a near touch with him. I have incidentally, or of forethought, told you something of the method. Remember, Bordon knows it now, and has told me, if not connotatively, at least denotatively, and I have watched him go deftly, knowledgeably about his work. He has trained men under him, who know needful things, even to the due placing of an inconsiderable brick, who can tell suddenly a scrap of tin from a scrap of zinc in the dark — which is no mean thing to know, seeing that a little too much zinc would make the bronze over yellow and spoil the casting's colour. But then, when Bordon needed money of the wife to whom he now gives it all was ignorance : the methods of furnace-building, the right sort of crucible, the due proportion of metal, the proper tools for lifting red- hot pots. The ways of putting wax in the mouldings, the kind of wax, everything has to be so exactly right when everything can so easily go wrong. So Bordon found when he worked consecutively for full fifty hours in his furnace-shed, so intent as to forget food, with snow on the ground and heavy snow bulging in The Bronze Caster. 8i the frail roof, which threatened to catch fire. He had taken — by what methods of inventor's rhetoric or marital coaxing I know not — some six pounds from his musically artistic wife, who disbelieved in her plastically artistic husband, and with it had bought metal and other necessary things. He did not come home that night, and being so occupied, sent no word. Meanwhile she played and sang with her pupils, and, like Bordon in another way, was likely enough out of time, and then went home to a home which was full five miles from Chelsea, and found him not. If she had been less tired, if it had not been so heavy a sky of threatening and actual snow, she would have gone to see this demon of a fire, this fiend of a furnace, consume her hardly earned gold — gold with difficulty sung for and played for. But go she could not, and Bordon furnaced it all night, striving with metals and moulds in vain. He was in a fever, gaunt with hunger that he did not feel, yet faint with it, and with vast heat and the long strain. Yet he watched the wax cooked out, not having yet discovered how to keep up the fire without watching it, as he has done now, and at last the casting was finished. It takes some time for the metal to set sufficiently to be broken out of the mould, but he was so anxious that a little more time did not matter. / 82 The Bronze Caster, He waited — and it was a failure, for want of enough metal. Then the Caster put on his coat, and without money started for home. It was two in the morning — the morning, mind, of the second night ; the wind was keen and angry in the desolate streets, the snow flew and drifted into corners, shrinking from a colder than itself, and Bordon began his five-mile walk. He was starving and was very cold, being of course thinly clad ; he had left a place as hot as Hades, as an Inferno of fire. He felt very weak ; his limbs trembled a little ; sometimes his lips trembled too. It is a hard thing to be near success and fail, to work so hard and fail, to believe in oneself and fail : especially when others depend on a man when the weather is bitter and bad, when there is no money in the house, and most likely no food. But the poor Bronze Caster was so weary, and grew so much wearier, that at last he ceased to think, and plodded dully, almost me- chanically, through the heaped snow homewards : in some such kind of waking sleep as overtakes a worn- out sentry, or a tired sailor on the watch looking blindly into a cold night. But at half-past three he came to his own street and his own house. The windows were all dark, and he knocked. He stayed and waited, wishing that he The Bronze Caster, 83 had a key, to save his wife the trouble of rising on such a night to let him in. She was very hard to wake, and heard nothing. To say the truth, the poor woman had gone to bed weary and worn out with waiting for him whom she had not seen for two days. She had some bitter thoughts, too. Was he really working during all those two long wintry nights } It seemed hardly likely, she said. She did not yet know Bordon, though he was her husband : she thought thus as she fell asleep in great fatigue. And he knocked in vain. Presently he ceased, and the street seemed to grow dimmer. As he lifted his tired hand again, the knocker strangely slid out of his reach high above him, and he knelt in the snow, presently scrambling in a half-dream upon the step, thinking, " Yes, yes, she will come in a moment ! " But being very sound asleep, she had heard nothing, and did not come. It seemed as if she would make sad music in the morning. For he, the fire-fighter, was grappling unconsciously with the subtler demon of cold — and bitter cold it was as the snow fell upon him, lodging in his beard, turning the dark rich brown to grey. He was certainly in much danger of never conquering the cire perdue process, for fire and cold together would conquer him. But at last he woke up suddenly in great bewilderment, to find /2 84 The Bronze Caster, himself in the middle of the street, and in custody. Two great policemen were escorting the home- less vagabond to a cell. With some difficulty he persuaded his reluctant captors that he had been sleeping on his own doorstep, and being at last convinced, they knocked for him with a force and persistence which finally brought the sleeper down stairs. The poor man's welcome was a chill one. Next day, after bestowing on him some meekly endured reproaches, she went to a certain shop, outside of which hung the Medicean arms, and thereby procured something to exchange for a meal. But it was not a happy feast for the poor Bronze Caster. In spite of all, he was not beaten, and would not be. As nothing had been wrong in that last casting but an insufficiency of metal, he tried again, and with success. Henceforth he made a little, and was not always foiled. Yet his chapter of accidents was not closed. Once his men got drunk, whether by natural bent or intolerance of almost intolerable heat cannot be known, and as he sprang on the furnace and grasped the great crucible, heaving it upward from the terrible fire, they lacked sense and readiness to ease him with the bar. As they fumbled, the heat penetrated his boots and burnt him into blisters, The Bronze Caster. 85 baking him terribly. So he was laid up in bed for months — a disabled Titan under a very mountain of calamity. That was in the summer — the summer of 1888 — and when Bordon left off groaning a bass accompani- ment to his wife's song of cheer — for now she believed in him, and the nights spent with his hardly wooed flame-bride — he returned once more to his crazy, creaky, leaky shed, intent on more busts that waited in rows for him, fearing Florence or Naples and a dangerous sea-voyage. Them he accomplished one by one, bronze bust or group, until a thick and heavy snow came. I myself, who here speak of Bordon, remember how I spent that night with a certain writer of stories who with me stormed im- possible intrenchments of fancy with a facile logic, until at last I drew aside the curtains and looked out on sheeted streets and ghostly roofs artistically carved by the wind. With urgent need of being miles off, I found the roads deserted and impassable, the stations blocked, the rails blocked, the telegraph-posts down with thick entanglements of loose trap-like nooses, speaking vain messages to the earth. And as I strove homeward through the gale, the snow fell quietly to work on Bordon's shed, and drifted in through crack and crevice, lying heavier and heavier S6 The Bronze Caster, still on the bending roof, until it fell upon cold furnaces and dull black tools, burying everything in indistinguishable ruin. So disaster on disaster came to him ; he fought against all the elements : Rain and Fire, Snow and Wind. When the shed was rebuilt, still another accident happened to him. The pan of melting wax, being prepared for a great bust, suddenly caught fire, and the men fled, thinking it impossible to go near it. Bordon rushed in, grasped the pan with tongs in all the blinding heat and flame, which spurted upon him, singeing away eyebrows, eyelashes, and beard, making great blisters on his face and hands, and brought it into the open air, saving the shed which had been with difficulty rebuilt. When he had again recovered there was brought a group to be cast, and on the very night of the melting the snow again assaulted his stronghold of fire, Vv^hich seemed to burn doubly and trebly fierce — a Vulcan against a sky Scamander of snow and sleet and rain. As the bending roof cracked, his friends and helpers reared poles to support it. Then flame leapt up and touched the hot wood, whose openings hissed with melted snow. Thq sculptor of a neighbouring studio, then watching, rushed for his syringe, whose stream, sprayed widely with an opposing finger, was wont to The Bronze Caster, S7 moisten great clay sketches ere the damp cloths were nightly wrapped about them, and with it played the fireman, lifting his branch-pipe against crackling wood. With this help Bordon again won his fight, though almost beaten at the last lift of the crucible. Now, indeed, he began to know and to grow cunning. Moulds never cracked with him ; the wax ran as true as the metal, which now was always rightly coloured ; only insul^cient cash or gold (which even a bronze caster cannot get to run very fluently) hindered him from building, or buying, or hiring a more sufficient place of work. Material surroundings might check him : never lack of necessary knowledge, nor lack of courage, nor lack of endurance. Mark him now as I show him to you side by side with a born, bred, learned furnace-man. The need came once to cast a certain bust in white metal — rather, perhaps, from the fancy of the artist than for its beauty, which, in most cases, we may well doubt, since it can by no means gain such a patina or oxide crusty whether by age or acid, as the true, many- tinted bronze ; and Bordon, thinking it not worth while to learn by failure to mix what was but once wanted, sent north to Sheffield for a man cunning in the lighter coloured stuff. He came, viewed the shed and furnace with contempt, and yet with some 88 The Bronze Caster. wonder. Who could work with such wretched con- structions, in such a spot, with such vile tools ? Not he ; and yet he respected Bordon, who did somewhat with them, lacking better. He was to have money to cast this, to mix the metal rightly. The latter he did ; but when the furnace glowed hot and hotter, red, and then white, fierce and yet feeble, shaky and almost crumbling, like an aged man still aflame with the inspiration of genius, though nigh unto death, he turned, shuffled, denied, shook his head, was recal- citrant, and refused to handle tongs or crucible. And Bordon, the artist in modelling, the amateur in cast- ing, said nothing; but he put things in due order, placed the steps against the furnace, mounted them, grasped the metal pots, and drew them up, the glare illuminating him, but leaving all else in darkness, while the professional furnace-man rather sullenly admired him, though putting his daring down to an amateur's ignorance rather than to proved courage. Perhaps he was right, after all, for Bordon did get burnt once, as we have seen ; and any day I may hear that the fire has got the best of him : for fire- taming and lion-taming are alike dangerous arts, and both may rise in unexpected wrath, roaring and show- ing fiery teeth and claws. Even Bordon himself thinks so as he steps ever The Bronze Caster, 89 and again into the arena, and throws open the gates where the great wild beast breathes hotly upon him. Do you remember the old father in " The Last Days of Pompeii " watching his son, the gladiator, fighting when defeat meant death and victory meant liberty ? Now Bordon has a friend, a carver, or modeller, or what not: an oldish man, grey and strong and square, who had often patted him on the back, giving him many examples of historic perseverance when failure beset him. Let this friend stand for the father^ and Bordon for theson and gladiator; and see the olderman, silent in the corner of the casting-house, seated hour after hour on the same loose pile of bricks I have sat upon to watch Bordon, now victorious and full of knowledge. But his friend watched him when triumphs were won hardly — when he was now cast down and now greatly hoping. Did the furnace burn well } Then the worker sat up and glared triumphant. Did Bordon fear the metal would not run } Then the eager head sank down upon the hand, hiding eyes as the father did when the shouts in the arena made him fear for his son's life. But now it seems that the metal is fluent, it runs, and there is sufficient ; and when at last, after anxious waiting, the mould is broken and the hot bust is found perfect, both worker and watcher dance a wild dance of triumph, 90- The Bronze Caster. free from anxiety once more. The gladiator is victorious. Perhaps, reader, you may now complain that you have not grasped the whole method of cire perdue, and mutter .that I have been like Florence or Naples — chary of letting you into the secrets. I have not even said a word about patina, and its preparation with acid, or salt, or the blow-pipe, or sal-ammoniac. Perhaps it may be so, but I meant not to give you cold facts, but rather the warm man, living and on fire. If I have indeed done well you should see him as I saw him but a few nights ago, leaping on his furnace, armed with great tongs or pincers, damp-browed, glittering-eyed, with the hot glare strong upon him, until the lifted crucible shone white and electric in the shed's darkest corner. You should see his men rush with ready bar to relieve him, taking the weight from his strained muscles, and then behold him raking the oxide from the carefully-tilted pot, and pouring the clean fierce stream into the mould whose wax was yesterday baked out. To-morrow the sculptor may come down to Chelsea, and look at his work in its final foreseen material, wanting only the patina which Bordon knows as part of the fine bronze art — knows as he knows the rest : by trial, by perseverance, by ex- periment, by failure. He knows, as we should all The Bronze Caster. 91 know — if indeed we be artists — that the time lost by such failures is no more wasted or in vain than the lost wax which melts away between the outer mould and inner core, and lets the hot metal of our thought and work run in fluently, to be broken out as some- thing fit and able to endure. EXLEX. 95 EXLEX. During the great war which ended in the creation of the Dutch RepubHc, whose story has been so ad- mirably told by Motley, it is well known that race hatred between the dominant Spaniards and insur- gent Netherlanders reached a pitch of bitterness rarely equalled in the history of the world. A simple fight for freedom may afford examples of ferocity enough to make even an idealist despair of his vain ideal man, in which the animal is wholly subdued; but when that struggle is maddened by adverse religious feelings, in an age when religion was still a great war force and a provocation to armed prose- lytising, it is difficult for the imagination to surpass the reality of possible horror. Motley gives us a curious instance of a hand-to-hand combat between a Dutchman and a Spaniard, in which the former was victorious. He cut the slain man's heart out, fastened his teeth in it, and threw it away with the exclamation — " Faugh, it is too bitter ! " That heart was long preserved in a museum. We know its history. But Motley tells another story, the sequel 96 ExLEX. of which he never knew. A certain Spanish officer was to be hanged at the Hague, and the professional hangman was dead. The office of Jack Ketch was not eagerly sought after in those days. There was no eager rivalry for the position in that rude fighting society. It needs a great advance in civilisation for the executioner to become a personage not unworthy of notes on his previous career when he takes office — not to be deprived of the due of all public servants, an obituary in a daily newspaper, when Nature executes him in his turn. It was urgent to hang the Spaniard ; revenge and policy dictated his death, the citizens were eager to see an example made of one of a hated race. Yet no one volunteered to accept the stigma attached to the performance of this public duty. For some time there was a chance of the wretched Spaniard obtaining the grudged meed of a more honourable death : a file of soldiers might be called in. No one could then say that any one man was the executioner. And, moreover, the death which is not disgraceful to the slain man is curiously enough never so disgraceful to the doer. At last it occurred to an ingenious citizen that there was a Hollander lying in gaol who had been condemned for murder. The same cause which respited the Spaniard respited him. Yet his was not a case of urgency. It was ExLEX. 97 proposed that the murderer should be set free on condition of his hanging the Spaniard. Jan Vanderkopf was not a criminal of the Bar- nardine type, so admirably suggested by Shakespeare in a few words. He was passably intelligent, yet with an intelligence which at its acutest was rather cunning than intellectual ; he was in face not at once disagreeable ; only careful study of him in his milder moods might have suggested the latent ferocity which led him to murder a rival for the affections of a young peasant girl who worked on the next farm to his own. The murder was brutal, was carefully planned, and carefully carried out. But his care only ex- tended to the extermination of the man he hated : his precautions against discovery were characteristic of the undeveloped class to which the commoner murderer belongs. He was suspected at once, arrested, proved to be guilty, and condemned. The sentence was received callously. He seemed satisfied that the man he hated was dead : he was only sorry that he had not killed the girl as well. When Jan was disturbed late at night by the visit of the deputy governor and chief warder of the gaol, it was natural for him to imagine that he was about to die : that in his short sleep he had come to early morning. Yet it was but midnight. He sat 98 ExLEX, up on his straw, and glared about him savagely for a moment. Then catching sight of his own warder, Steen, with whom he was on friendly terms, he gave a half grin. '' Well, Steen, you have found your hang^man, then ? But, curse it ! isn't this early to wake a man ? What's the hour .^ " Steen, from behind the officials, shook his head, The deputy governor spoke. " You know, Jan Vanderkopf, that your life is forfeited to justice, that long ere this you would have been executed if it had not been for want of an executioner to replace Nicholas ? " "This is old news," muttered Jan, drawing his blanket up to his chin. " You and another condemned prisoner occupy the same position. Yet there is some hope for you. There is none for him." Jan dropped his blanket again, and stared hard at the speaker. " We can find no one to perform the office of hangman. I am empowered by authority to offer you your liberty if you will take it upon yourself" There was silence in the narrow cell for a minute. Jan stirred uneasily in his straw ; a little foam issued from the corners of his mouth. Then be turned very pale. ExLEx, gg " Come/^ said the chief warder impatiently ; " don't keep his Excellency waiting : your answer." " It shall never be said that my mother bore a hangman," answered Jan, with a curious quietness of voice. " I'll be hanged first myself ! Go away, and ■ let me sleep." The reply was unexpected, and the governor looked at Jan with an expression which in a degree betokened a certain respect. This murderer was not wholly degraded. '^ This is your final answer, then } You prefer to die rather than hang a man, yet " Jan looked up with a quick comprehension. " I hated the man I killed ! " " Would you have hanged him } " Jan hesitated a moment. " Like enough," he muttered at last. ^' You are, at any rate, a Netherlander } Have you ever fought the Spaniards } " The murderer turned up the sleeve of his right arm, and bared a big scar. He looked at it almost affectionately. " At Maestricht," he said proudly. " The man we want you to hang is a Spaniard." " Ha ! " said Jan, and he half rose. He again turned pale. He looked appealingly at Steen, as ^ 2 lOO Ex LEX. though asking his advice. The man made no sign. *^ No ; they would call me a hangman. I will not ; I will not !" And yet a great struggle went on within him. The perspiration came in heavy drops upon his forehead. He waved his hand, as if asking for time. *' If I do this," he said at last, " it will not save me. Someone will taunt me with the deed, and I shall kill him, and then you will hang me, after all." He stopped and muttered to himself. " Give me leave hereafter to kill anyone who shall call me * Hangman/ and I will hang your Spaniard. That's my answer." He threw himself down on the straw, and refused to speak again. In the morning the deputy governor brought Jan Vanderkopf, under the seal of the State, permission to kill any man who should hereafter taunt him with his deed. That afternoon the Spaniard died, and Jan returned to his farm. So much of this story John Lothrop Motley, the historian, knew ; but of the hangman murderer's after-career he tells nothing. While Jan was in prison his mother had died — partly from old age, but more through the shock of his trial and condemnation. He found himself a lonely man. All the neighbours knew of the bargain he had driven with the authorities in their need, and Ex LEX, lOI fearing a man of his proved character, they treated him with the respect that springs from terror. The paper, with its heavy seals, which set him, in one respect at least, above and beyond the law, was a terrible weapon in the hands of a desperate man. He occupied the position of one who wields unknown forces. A stranger hearing men speak of Jan might have thought him one who dealt in magic, who could waste and wither his enemies by undiscoverable means. To the very children he became a bugbear ; and mothers used him to procure obedience, as other ignorant peasants use imaginary bogeys, in which they themselves half believe. Upon Jan himself the effect of his new position was very great. For the first time in his life he tasted real power : and power to one who has never known it is very sweet. But he was not naturally a lonely man ; the isolation which was forced upon him became almost intolerable. The innate brutality which led to his first crime throve and grew in silence and solitude ; he became cruel in thought and cruel in action. His horses suffered, his dog feared him ; he had to use what were almost threats to procure any assistance in harvest time. In company he. was . boisterous, and he often drank heavily. :* 'tKougti 'the innkeepers round about found his custom- led ;tl>;^ I02 EXLEX. actual loss, they were obliged to put up with him. Occasionally he produced the paper which he always carried with him, and asked a trembling host if he had any objection to his company, and, if so, what that objection might be. He insisted on men remaining who wished to go. He forced them to drink at his expense. The girl whose lover he had killed still lived in the neighbourhood ; but for a year after his release from prison he never saw her. Had he not been so hideously lonely, he might never have wished to see her : in solitude she returned to him. It was possible that she had not really loved the dead man : it was , possible he had taken a wrong view. At any rate, he got to feel so strong, so far above the cringing peasants about him, that he thought his new strange power might affect her even if she hated him — if she did hate him, he said, and then stopped. He remem- bered how his only regret in prison was that he had not killed her. She was the cause of all his troubles. She had made him a murderer, had made him a hangman ; the only recompense was his being set above the law. She had done that ; she had given him the power of killing her if she taunted him, or if he ever foand her alone. He chuckled to think Ex LEX. 103 If he found her alone ! Yes ; and if he killed her or anyone else when no one was by, who could say the victims had not brought their death upon them- selves ? Sometimes he fancied others had thought of this : it was so rare for him to see any of his neighbours by themselves. He laughed again ; and strangely fortified in his natural strength and audacity, he thought that even then he had but to kill two instead of one. He began to desire to kill. One morning he rose early, dressed himself more carefully than usual, and went towards the farm where this woman worked. He put a sharp knife in his breast pocket. He only reached the homestead at ten o'clock, for it was fully fifteen miles from his own house. He sat down under some small trees, about a hundred yards from the barn and stables. Presently he saw a woman leave the house and enter the barn. Was that Anna? He rose, and, running quickly, went in after her. She turned and saw him. Staggering back against the wall, she covered her face with her hands, as though to shut out some awful sight. The hot blood surged into Jan's head. He fingered the haft of his knife. ** What do you want t " said the woman, without looking at him. 104 Ex LEX, He stared at her fiercely, and then a revulsion came over him. " I don't know," he answered almost vacantly. " Then go, then go ! " and she shuddered violently. " I want," said Jan — and again the blood came to his brain — " I want you. Come with me. I am all alone. You have done this. People hate me, and are afraid ; yes, they are afraid ! " The woman looked up and stared at him steadily. " And I } Don't I hate you ? What have you done to me } Where is my man — the man who loved me ? Go ! you devil, you devil ! " He staggered, and caught hold of a post to save himself from falling. Recovering as she again turned away, he came up to her close — closer yet. He breathed hotly upon her, and she shrank away like a flower under a fire. He touched her and she screamed faintly, and said " Ah ! " with horrible loathing. " Let me go, you devil ! You murderer, let me go ! You vile wretch ! " And she wrenched herself from his grasp. He had caught her arm. She panted, and thought how to hurt him. " You hangman murderer, let me go ! " How Jan hated her then. All the old strong passion was changed into hate. He would have liked Ex LEX. I OS to slay her lover again before her eyes. He caught her by the throat, and fumbled for his knife. He stabbed her once, twice, thrice, and let her fall. The first blow had pierced her heart. He stood over her for a full long minute, hearing the horses champing hay in the near stable. A hen chuckled loudly about a new ^g^ ; a sparrow looked down from the upper door ; a swallow darted in, turned, and flew out. He saw them all. And Anna lay there, dead ! He wiped the knife on a bit of hay, felt its edge curiously, and returned it to his pocket. Going out, he closed the barn door. In half the time he had taken to come he was at home again. He sat down, and read and read again the paper with its heavy blood-red seals. For this murder Jan was arrested and tried. He held his tongue, and did not confess. The evidence against him was nothing but the possession of a knife similar to the one which must have been used by the slayer. No one had seen him on his way ; no one had noted his return. It was so greatly his habit to remain in his house for days, that it was quite possible he had done so on that day. Greater scientific know- ledge than was common in those times might have detected human blood on his knife and upon his clothes. But a verdict which set him free rendered it unnecessary for him to accuse the dead woman I06 Ex LEX. of the insult which, in his own eyes, made murder justifiable, and in the eyes of the law, in his case at least, legal. Nevertheless, everyone was firmly convinced that he had killed this woman. He was shunned as if he had the plague ; no one, save in company, came near him. He was looked on as absolutely and hideously dangerous; only real personal fear made any man re- main with him. This perpetual avoidance set his teeth on edge. All men were his enemies. He needed no further cause to desire to kill them. He began to lie in wait on unfrequented paths, hoping that some man he knew would pass by alone. Murder was in his thoughts by night and day : murder that was easy, and not dangerous. He sometimes was proud to think that he alone in all the world possessed the right and the power to kill ; he laughed uproariously in his desolate home, which was more and more neglected. He very rarely worked ; his clothes hung in rags about him ; he was gaunt and ghastly to look at. One evening he entered the village inn, though of late he had ceased to frequent it. The noisy chatter ceased as soon as he came in — ceased so suddenly that he felt they had been talking of him. He ordered some brandy, drank it, ordered some more, Ex LEX, 107 and invited three men to drink with him. They dared not refuse. Presently he turned to the crowd, and said savagely, " Why don't you go on talking, you pack of curs ? Are you afraid of me ? " And those who were most afraid made an attempt at conversation. He took a seat. The man next him edged a little away. Jan pushed close up against him, and glared at him angrily. The host asked Jan to drink, and he drank again. Presently he took his knife out of his pocket, and began chipping at the table with it, muttering to himself It was the same knife he had used to kill Anna with, and had an edge like a razor. One of his favourite amusements was sharpening it. It was greatly worn away, and curved along the edge from the point to the haft in a slight concave. Again silence fell on the assembled company. Once or twice Jan attempted to speak, but he got no further than the first word. Presently he rose and went out. In the morning, on the road near his house, a man called Jacob Brant was found dead, stabbed to the heart. He was a labourer on the next farm, and was one of those who feared Jan the least. Jan was arrested, and acknowledged the crime, but he said that the man had refused to walk with him, and had taunted him with the Spaniard's death. I08 Ex LEX. He produced his precious paper, and was reluctantly acquitted. The magistrates and doctors consulted together. Some said he was mad, but of his mad- ness there was no proof. But it began to be hinted through the country that any man who killed Jan Vanderkopf would find justice very easy to deal with. For three months he never entered the village hostelry ; but late one evening he came at last. The old scene was repeated ; he bade them talk, he drank heavily, he took out his knife and played with it. A curious and horrible murmur and a quiet question ran round the bar-room : " Whom had he killed now ? " Each looked at each ; they tried to think if there was any of their usual com- pany missing. Presently a tall young labourer, Hans Cuyp, rose, with a curious sound in his throat ; he stared about him as if dazed, and ran to the door. Jan cried to him to stop, and followed him to the door. But Hans had disappeared into the darkness. Jan returned to his seat and laughed a long laugh, which made the rest shiver. But it was curious to note that he shivered too as he sat there. In half-an-hour the door was pushed away, and Hans Cuyp entered. He was ghastly white, and his clothes were covered with mud. The heavy rain had soaked him through and through. He did not look Ex LEX. 109 round, but went to the bar, and motioned for some brandy. He drank it and turned round. His right hand he kept in his pocket. He spoke — " Friends and neighbours, and you, Jan Vander- kopf, neighbour and no friend, my brother Frans iies dead, not fifty yards from that man's door, stabbed through the heart." He pointed with his left hand at Jan, who sat motionless. His knife was sticking in the table in front of him. There rose a curious odd sound, half like a sigh, from those who heard him. Yet there was something threatening in it. Everyone turned to Jan, who stood looking at Hans. The silence lasted for some seconds. "Jan Vanderkopf," said the brother of the mur- dered man, " you are a murderer, and a foul villain, and a hangman ! Stand up, for I am going to kill you ! " And in his right hand he held a knife. Jan looked steadily at his accuser, but did not move. " I can kill you for that," he said at last, in a thick voice, which sounded afar off. He seemed half stupefied. He fumbled in his breast, and took out his safe-guard : his licence to kill. He began to read it out. When he came to " If anyone shall hereafter taunt the said Jan Vanderkopf," he stopped suddenly, put his hand to his head, and looked I lO Ex LEX, round as if in great surprise — as if not knowing where he was. The paper dropped from his hands, and he fell back into his seat, closing his eyes. He did not move for full five minutes of silence, and his breathing became stertorous. The nearest man plucked up courage, and, taking the deadly knife from the table, threw it in the fire. When Jan came to himself next morning he was paralysed, and in three days he was dead. A NOBLE GERMAN. 113 A NOBLE GERMAN. Baron Strudei.witz was born about 1850, and his family was reckoned extremely respectable among the other noble lines of North Germany until Karl commenced his career^ and tarnished the lustre of an ancient name. His father died while he was still very young, and doubtless the lack of strong parental control and the fondness of a weak and loving mother contributed to the evil development of a character which was by inheritance reckless, and is now almost uncontrollable and without conscience. After leaving the military school for the army, which is the natural and almost inevitable career for all Germans who belong to the highest classes, Strudelwitz came into possession of a fortune of £1 5, 000, which he proceeded to dissipate with such extreme despatch that he soon earned a name for wild debauchery among men who were his seniors in years and vice. By the time his affairs were in the most desperate condition the Franco-Prussian War broke out, and he served with a regiment of Uhlans at Worth, Sedan, and in many minor affairs, showing a capacity and courage which 114 A Noble German. went far to reconcile his superiors to his outrageous conduct in barracks. When peace was made his regiment was stationed at Strasbourg. Public feeling in the conquered provinces of Alsace and Lorraine was extremely bitter, and though the hatred of the Alsatians for the Prussians was no more concealed than prudence made necessary, the military and civil authorities endeavoured to conciliate those who had been worsted in the war by giving the strictest orders that the townspeople were to be treated with the utmost gentleness and consideration. This Strudel- witz instantly obeyed by getting into a violent alter- cation with a harmless citizen, and after provoking anger by an undeserved insult, he avenged himself by drawing his sword aud cutting his opponent down. He was placed under arrest, and recommended to resign. Being without money, he was compelled to favour his mother with his company for a whole year, at the end of which time his conduct made her so anxious to see him employed somewhere else, that she used the united influence of her family in obtaining him a lieutenancy in a Hussar regiment stationed in the north of Germany. Strudelwitz, being tired of rustic life, was repentant^ and swore emphatically to behave himself in a respectable and quiet fashion, but after A Noble German. 115 three months of experience in garrison, his colonel, in disgust at his " quiet " behaviour, which threatened to demoralise all the younger members of the corps, sent him to a little town where only a single squadron was stationed. But Strudelwitz was incorrigible. His captain had no influence over him, and was fain to let matters take their course, with the result that the burgomaster of the town complained publicly of his arrogance and violent conduct, and his words were repeated to the offender. Next day the insulted baron was driving two young horses in the main street, and in front of him, picking his way through the mud, he saw the representative of the town's civil authority. He whipped up his horses and drove over him. Fortunately, the burgomaster was not seriously in- jured, but Strudelwitz had to resign once more, and returned to his disconsolate mother, with whom he stayed until the Russo-Turkish War broke out. He had long been pricking up his ears at the thunder muttering among the Balkans, and he thought this was an opportunity not to be lost. Having obtained a small supply of money from his relations, who were glad enough to see him go where he might possibly meet with an accident which would prevent his return, he started for Constantinople to offer his services as a cavalry officer to the Turks. But as II 2 ii6 A Noble German. Oliver Goldsmith forgot that some knowledge of Dutch was necessary to teach the Hollanders English, Strudelwitz likewise forgot that to obtain the com- mand of a Turkish regiment — for he flew at high game — it was imperative that he should have some command of the Turkish language. The authorities were polite to him when they pointed this out, but that was all, and Strudelwitz was soon a hanger-on at the German embassy. When his fellow-countrymen became sufficiently tired of him to give him money to go away with, in- stead of leaving the country, he went north to Adri- anople, for he considered it absurd to quit Turkey without seeing anything that was going on, to say nothing of the loss of the many chances he might have at the theatre of war. But he got no farther than a little village on the outskirts of Adrianople, where he stayed at a wayside inn until his money was exhausted, and the Turks retreated before the ad- vancing Russians. He was sitting there in a melan- choly mood when some Tcherkesse and Cossack regiments entered the town, and one detachment came to his inn. A handsome young officer entered his room and sat down. Strudelwitz took no notice, and went on smoking and drinking, until at last the curiosity of the stranger was aroused. It was evident A Noble German. 117 that this was a European, and probably a German. He was certainly a soldier : his cloak, boots and spurs, and military bearing told all observers that. Per- haps it might be the Russian's duty to make him a prisoner. He accosted Strudelwitz in German. " Pray, sir," said he politely, " may I inquire what you are doing here ? " " Nothing whatever," replied Strudelwitz coolly ; " only I can't get away." " Why not } " asked the Russian. ** Simply because I have no horse, and owe this cursed Armenian innkeeper — whom the devil take ! — fifty francs^ and I have no more than five." The Russian smiled. "Then you are not in the Turkish army, I can see, or that would not trouble you. I perceive you are in difficulties : that you are an officer and a gentle- man. Allow me to introduce myself. I am Baron Kosakofif." Strudelwitz rose. " And I Baron Strudelwitz, late of the — Ger- man Hussars," said he. The two barons shook hands, and Strudelwitz, w^ho, like all adventurers, was easily elated, felt already in a much happier frame of mind. He related his story, and it lost nothing in the telling. ii8 A Noble German. *' Come," said Kosakoff, when he had finished, " I will get you a horse, and you shall be one of us. I have plenty of money ; I beg you to share all things w^ith me while we are together, and " " After that the deluge ! " cried Strudelwitz, who was in delightful spirits at hearing such a generous speech. At all times he was an admirable companion, an inimitable raconteur^ a bon vivettr of the first water, and being now extremely desirous of pleasing his new companions, he even excelled himself Round the camp fire that night the grey beards of the Tcher- kesse and Cossack officers wagged until nearly morn- ing. They swore with strange oaths that he was the most amusing man they had ever known, and the most delightful, for he told them wonderful stories of the great French war, of his German brother officers, and painted them bright pictures of the Constantinople they hoped so soon to occupy for the great White Czar ; and when they at last unwillingly left him with Kosakoff, they declared he should be their brother, that he ought to be a Russian, and that when they looted the palaces of the Bosphorus they would share with him the treasuries of the Sultan who had refused his services. But Bcaconsfield had something to say to that, A Noble German, 119 and Constantinople is still a promised land to the Cossack from the Don, and those grey-bearded Tcherkesse will never in person spoil that ancient city, but must be content to leave it as a doubtful legacy to their sons ; for the Russians were checked in their onward progress, and remained at Adrianople, cursing fate and the English. Some few, however, of the officers, and among these Kosakoff, obtained per- mission to go as visitors to the place they had hoped to enter as conquerors, and with them, of course, went Strudelwitz. He soon found out that when Kosakoff had said that he had plenty of money he spoke no more than the truth, for his income was at least 100,000 roubles, or ^io,oco a year, which he spent like water. Those who know Constantinople, with its strange mingling of filth and magnificence, of Oriental and Occidental splendour and vice, can easily imagine the life that Kosakoff, newly released from the hard- ships of campaigning and the trammels of discipline, and Strudelwitz, formerly almost without a penny, but now with a companion who was, as it were, a living bank to draw upon, led in that city, where the latter acted as cicerone. The Turk is ever open to bribery, and the Turkish policeman is no better than ' the minister who controls his destinies or extorts I20 A Noble German, burdensome taxes from a grcaning province, so Kosakoff's ready purse was continually in his hand in order to get himself or his friend, or most frequently both, out of the venal clutches of the keepers of the peace. For the first time since Strudelwitz arose to find his goodly patrimony squandered he had an almost unlimited command of money, and he made such wild use of the welcome opportunity that the two companions were twice requested to leave hotels which they had honoured only to make themselves 'public nuisances. One erratic notion, born of his fertile brain, was to gather some dozen organ-grinders in front of their last hotel, with strict orders to play each a different tune, while the two barons sat at their ease in the balcony, which the other guests vacated for their sole use. Had KosakofT remained much longer in Constan- tinople, perhaps these two well-suited companions might have got into trouble from which no amount of money would have freed them ; but fortu- nately, at least for Strudelwitz, who had tired out the German embassy during his first stay in the city, the Russian was ordered to rejoin his regiment, which with the rest of the army was bound for the north of the Danube. Before going he gave Strudelwitz a thousand roubles, saying : " Now, my dear friend, it " A Noble German. 121 is best for you to go back to Germany ; for without my purse I foresee that you will get into some serious difficulty." They embraced, kissed each other, and parted, Strudelwitz vowing that he would return home at once — which, probably, for the moment he meant to do. But he had a thousand roubles, and where is the Bohemian of any standing who does not believe that ;£'ioo is a sum practically inexhaustible } The baron could not make up his mind to desert the pleasant banks of the Bosphorus, and accordingly he stayed on and on until the greater portion of his funds was spent, and destitution stared him once more in the face. Yet luck did not desert him, and a certain pacha of high standing, who, by his influence, had obtained a concession to erect kiosques in the city for the sale of water, made Strudelwitz his partner, on condition that the German could induce some European banker or capitalist to invest his money in the speculation. This was undoubtedly a very promising undertaking, and Strudelwitz felt himself a rich man once more as he chuckled over the impending ruin of the stout water-carriers who had plied their trade from before the time of the Arabian Nif^hts and the Great Khalif Haroun Alraschid. 122 A Noble German. With some cash obtained from the friendly pacha, who believed in him too well, he set out for London to visit a great banking firm which he was convinced would be most eager to enter into such projects. He blessed the stars which had directed his course to Turkey. It was not in Strudelwitz's nature, however im- portant the business he might have to transact, to visit London, and to refrain from ''doing" the greatest city in the world. His " doing it " included, among other adventures, his being fined for disorderly conduct at one of the metropolitan police courts, which so disgusted him that he hurried at once to Messrs. Bros., produced his credentials, and demanded financial support for his new undertaking. He was a man of business, for undoubtedly he possessed, and still possesses, the art of producing a favourable impression, and of skilfully puffing a pro- ject, which goes for so much in matters of trade or finance at a first introduction. The bankers received him courteously and considered his proposals. But their decision was against him. Turkey's finances were in a desperate condition ; the government was almost disorganised, the provinces in confusion, and trade bad in Constantinople itself. To Strudelwitz's disgust, they explained their objections, and, in spite A Noble German. 123 of his arguments, were obdurate in refusing sub- stantial aid. He left in the evening for Paris, for the English were decidedly too cautious, and he despised those who were unwilling to take some risk when the profits, as he considered, would be so immense. Although he was almost at the end of his thousand roubles and the pacha's subsidy when he arrived in Paris, he put up at the most expensive hotel he could think of — for a financier should make a show, and the morrow would doubtless see him in command of unlimited credit. But to his infinite surprise he found that the French bankers might have been in correspondence with their English confreres^ to such a degree were their objections identical, and before three days he saw that the Sultan's firman was mere waste paper, or at best a curiosity for collectors. On the evening of the day on which this unwelcome conclusion was forced upon him he sat in a cafe on the Boulevard des Italiens drinking absinthe, feeling in his pocket to make sure that he had sufficient money to pay for what he was drinking, and dismally brooding over his hotel bill, which he had no earthly means of discharging ; for these water kiosques were castles in the air. He knew that it was idle to apply to his relations, for he had drained them dry, and they had — none too politely — intimated as much. 124 ^ Noble German, As for his military friends, they were for the most part nearly as poor as himself He thought of the pacha ; then of Kosakoff. That was a happy thought ; he sprang to his feet, paid for his absinthe, and walking to his hotel, sent a strongly-worded appeal to his late comrade to allow him to pay him a visit. And — it would be as well to send some money to do it with, for he was stranded in Paris, as he had been in the Armenian's inn north of Adrianople. As Mr. Micawber believed he had done all that could be expected of him, even by the most exigent? when he handed his creditors an I O U, Strudelwitz now considered he had done his duty, and was entitled to enjoy himself; for the onus now lay on Kosakoff. He accordingly pawned his jewellery, and tasted the gayer life of Paris with an abandon which a man of assured future might have envied. It never occurred to him that the Russian might take no notice of the letter, or perhaps he knew the baron too well to misjudge him, for on the tenth day he received the expected letter, enclosing a draft for another thousand roubles, and begging him to make the castle his home for the winter, at least. Kosakoff's chief estate was situated some two hundred miles from Riga, and consisted of vast tracts A Noble German. 125 of pasture, moorland, and forest ; and there he was practically God and Czar to his people. The condi- tion of the Russian peasantry is but inadequately known to the English people, in spite of Tolstoi, Tourgu^neff and Dostoieffsky ; but it is low indeed — at least, in actual recognition of right. In the coun- try districts the Russians may be divided into peasants and nobles, and to the latter the former belong body and soul. The nobles pay no taxes, and have all the power to destroy or insult possessed by the ancienne noblesse of France before the Great Revolution ; and in spite of the emancipation of the serf, the peasants lie beneath the iron heel of their lords, and are thankful if they are not kicked as well as trodden on. As for the Jews, they are beneath all law ; and Kosakoff s uncle having once thrown a Hebrew into a dungeon for some offence, asked his jdger, a week afterwards, what had become of him. " Oh," replied the fellow coolly, " he made so much noise that I shot him ! " And this did not happen very long ago. Kosakoff himself was a strange individual, and not entirely the reckless, fine-tempered fellow he had shown himself to Strudelwitz. Even during his minority he had run a course of tremendous and headstrong debauchery, and when he came into full 126 A Noble German, possession of his estates the irresponsible power he wielded had not chastened him with a sense of duty, but had made him hard and cruel. He had fought under Skobeleff against the Tekke-Turcomans, and had been present at the storming of Geok Tepe. There he had taken part in the indiscriminate slaughter of men, women, and children, which forms so great a blot on the reputation of this general, when the Turcoman stronghold fell to the assault of the Russian forces. The deeds he had seen and taken part in weighed on him like a dark cloud, and made him by turns dully morose or actively cruel, while at times he rode all night through miles of his own forests, returning by day to a deep slumber of ex- haustion. His companions were great drinkers, noble like himself, for he admitted none within his doors on terms of equality but those who were titled, who were great riders or hunters, or those who ministered to his moods. To women he was usually brutal, and the very slaves of his fancy trembled before him, glad of dismissal ; and yet, in spite of this, he was in many things kind and generous to a degree. He would give anything to a man he loved, and would go far to serve him ; he was faithful to old friendship, and ap- preciative of kind offices. Often he was kind and indulgent to his peasants, and yet, with the ominous A Noble German. 127 feeling which many of the powerful Russians ex- perience, he said one day to an old friend and guest, Count Tepper-Laski, as both stood under the great portico : — '^ This, my friend, is where I shall be hanged when these peasant dogs rebel. See if it is not so ! " His words may yet come true, though things move so very slowly in that land of ancient authority. Such was the character of Strudelwitz's host, and of the place to which he was coming. His friend Tepper-Laski was a man of less formidable points, but equally noticeable in his own way, who had been staying with Kosakoff for a long time, and was, as it were, Master of the Horse in an establishment where fifty animals stood night and day in the stables. On the 1st of November, 187 — , Strudelwitz arrived at Walmasoff from Riga, having come by sea a great part of the way, and he made his debut in a manner that reflected no discredit on the vast establishment at which he was to stay in the character of Kosakoff s friend, for he came with six post-horses, and was dressed in the height of fashion. Tepper-Laski was behind the scenes, and knew the real position of affairs ; in fact, Kosakoff had asked his advice when the piteous letter of appeal came from Paris, but of this Strudelwitz was ignorant, and he carried himself 128 A Noble German. with an independent and aristocratic magnificence of manner that almost made the admiring count doubt the evidence of his own senses. His arrival inaugurated a series of extraordinary carouses, carried on at Walmasoff, at another of Kosakoff's houses in the neighbourhood, or, for the sake of a thorough change, at Riga. There, upon one occasion, Strudelwitz, in a state of intoxication, seduced two bull-dogs, of terrible appearance, belong- ing to a travelling Englishman, from their allegiance, and took them to bed with him at his hotel. In the morning the dogs perceived so great a difference between Philip drunk and Philip sober that they refused, with one accord, to let him rise or touch his own clothes, while the hotel attendants dared not open the door. Strudelwitz was unable to account for their presence, and it was only when a waiter had the presence of mind to seek their master, who was in despair over the disappearance of his ferocious pets, that the dogs could be induced to quit the room peaceably, and raise the state of siege. The prolonged series of debauches only came to an end, for the present at least, when Kosakoff deemed it time to commence preparations for a great elk-hunt, to which a score of Russian notabilities had been invited. Among these was a great prince of A Noble German, 129 the reigning house of Romanoff, who now holds almost despotic power ; General L , from Odessa, and many others well known in the highest European society. The elk-hunt was a success ; the prince was pleased, the other visitors delighted ; and Strudelwitz, un- abashed by royalty, was the great buffoon, jester, and master of the ceremonies, who made talk flow easily, who passed the bottle with dexterous rapidity, and kept everyone laughing till daylight broke into the great saloon which was the scene of orgies, now almost peculiarly Russian, but which a century ago were prevalent both in our own country and over the whole of the continent. But Strudelwitz at last made a mistake. One night, when General L , who was not a great drinker, had retired to bed somewhat earlier than the German baron esteemed proper, he was roused at three o'clock in the morning by an assault on the door, which eventually yielded to a vigorous kick, and allowed Strudelwitz to enter the room, bearing a bottle of champagne, which he in- sisted the white-haired general should consume on the spot. It was only by the influence of Tepper-Laski and the physical suasion of three Tartar servants, whom he threatened to massacre, that he was induced to retire, and in the morning the indignant general I30 A Noble German. complained to his host. Kosakoff was furious, and sent for Tepper-Laski. " This conduct of Strudelwitz cannot be pardoned," said he. " I wish you to order a carriage to take him at once to Riga. Where is he now } " " Asleep," said Tepper-Laski. " Then please have his things packed up and put in the carriage, and when he has had coffee, say I request him to leave here instantly. And give him this ! " " This " was a cheque for five hundred roubles. Kosakoff could not act meanly, but he was deter- mined and as black as thunder. When Strudelwitz woke he found coffee and brandy waiting for him, and Tepper-Laski seated in a chair in his room. The situation was not without a touch of comedy, and Tepper-Laski, who was not too serious, could not resist making it more comic than strict friendship might have required. " Come, make haste, Strudelwitz," said he ; " we are going a long drive ! " " You can go without me," grumbled the German. ** I don't care about it this morning." Tepper-Laski laughed. " I think not, my friend. Kosakoff desires it particularly, and it won't do to cross him under the A Noble German. 131 circumstances" — by this time Strudelwitz knew that the other was quite familiar with his previous history — "' so you must get up." When Strudelwitz left his room three servants entered it immediately, packed up all his belongings, and by the time the others were at the door — for Tepper-Laski had delayed purposely — his luggage was in the carriage. When the German saw that there was only one vehicle waiting, he stopped, but Tepper-Laski pushed him in. " Where are we going ? " he asked. " I am not going anywhere," answered his cruel friend ; " but you are." "Where to .^ Why, confound it! these are my things," said the baron, with a tremendous oath. " To Riga, my friend," said Tepper-Laski, answer- ing his question ; " and Kosakoff presents his compli- ments, wishes you a pleasant journey, and gives you this (presenting the cheque) for your travelling expenses." Strudelwitz fell back aghast. " But why is this t " he shouted. "You had better inquire of General L ," re- plied the count. " But now I must say good-bye. I, too, wish you a pleasant trip. Coachman, drive on ! " And as the whipped horses made a sudden plunge i 2 132 A Noble German, and bore Strudelwitz off, Tepper-LaskI sat down in the snow, and laughed until the tears ran down his face. Two days later the visit of the great man and his satellites came to an end, and Kosakoff accompanied his guest in almost royal state, with a numerous retinue of servants, as far as Riga. When they had departed, he went, overcome by compliments and champagne, to his usual hotel, and there, in the public room, he found Strudelwitz sitting in sombre state, with a bottle of brandy before him. They bowed to each other solemnly, and there was a period of silence, broken at last by Kosakoff, who was ready to make friends even with the foul fiend himself, so good- tempered was he at the success of the late hunt and festivities. Strudelwitz reproached him in maudlin accents, and wept so many tears that the Russian's heart was quite touched. He ordered more brandy, and commenced drinking heavily, while Strudelwitz, who was never imprudent save when in flourishing circumstances, kept command over himself, and even grew more sober. When the one-sided drinking bout had proceeded for some time, and Kosakoff was re- duced to a fit state of self-reproach and repentance, the German opened fire on him. He dilated upon his insulted honour, and shed tears to think that this had A Noble German. 133 proceeded from a friend ; he eloquently described his state of mind at being so summarily expelled for a single indiscretion from the party which he had done so much to make a merry one ; he expatiated on the cruelty of the rich and powerful friend who had done this evil thing, and he lamented, in moving accents and many-syllabled adjectives, his own miserable condition of dependence and poverty. Surely^ he said, some reparation was due to him, some help should be extended to the last representative of a noble and unfortunate family. Poor Kosakoff burst into tears ; he implored pardon for his high-handed conduct, and vowed to help his friend, even with his blood. " And if you do help me, Kosakoff," said Strudel- witz, " you must help me well this time." *^ How much shall I give you, my dear friend } '' wept Kosakoff, pulling out his cheque-book. This was a question not so easy to be settled. He had never received more than a thousand roubles at one time, and now he would have asked for ten thousand if he had not feared to sober the generous Russian by the extravagance of his demands. Finally, he nobly undertook to relieve Kosakoff s exchequer of no more than a paltry five thousand, but when his friend gave him a cheque for that amount without 134 A Noble German. the slightest demur, he was overcome with remorse at his moderation. But they embraced each other fraternally, and in the morning Strudelwitz was on his way to St. Petersburg with a new notion in his fertile brain. He had made many boon companions at Wal- masoff, and had been universally liked, except at the last by General L . The prince had approved of him as a noble jester, and all the great man's followers had confirmed the verdict ; for his presence at a gathering was enough to ensure its success. But it says something for the peculiar character of this strange and unprincipled German that he always impressed everybody as a possibly strong and acute man, in spite of his folly, for, with all his love of riot, he continually showed an active and penetrating in- tellect. If it had not been so, he would scarcely have been able to go as far as he did m the city on the Neva. At Walmasoff, appearing as a man with money, as Kosakoff's friend, at a time when all were bent on enjoying themselves, his success in that society was not surprising ; but it was certainly no fool who could re-introduce himself to those same people in St. Petersburg, and as a candidate for a salaried position interest them in obtaining him an appointment. But this he did, and he even recon- A Noble German. 135 ciled himself to General L . He was to have a place in the secret police, where the courage, keen- ness, and unscrupulousness which he undoubtedly possessed might go far in making him a person of consequence. Strudelwitz was overjoyed to think how he had fallen on his feet, and went out to drink in order to reward his uncommon abstinence during the days he had devoted to business pure and simple. And when he was more than sufficiently exhilarated he hired a sleigh, and went for a drive on the Neffski Prospect. What shall a man do who is a nobleman, a high and mighty baron, a companion of dukes and princes, and a member {in posse) of a terrible and secret order, when his driver does not handle the ribbons to suit his peculiar fancy ? Of course the only thing to do is to beat the unfortunate man, to show him that he is a moujiky a plebeian, a slave, and a fool, ignorant of the rudiments of his art. This was what Strudel- witz did, and he thrashed the man without mitigation or remorse until his cries caused a crowd to collect, and made the late Czar, who was driving by, stop his sledge to inquire what was the reason of the tumult. Strudelwitz was arrested, kept twenty-four hours in prison, released by the influence of Kosakofif's friends, and recommended to leave St. Petersburg. His 136 A Noble German. Alnaschar visions were dissipated, and in disgust he set off for Warsaw. After engaging in a disreputable negotiation in the ancient capital of disparted Poland, which fell through, he returned at last to Germany, and paid his relatives — who were by no means anxious to receive him — a visit, which threatened to have no end. For some time there is a lacuna in the history of his life as it has been related to me, but I have learnt that he was at last induced to be condescending enough to accept a subordinate position in a great commercial business, the head-quarters of which were in Berlin. Whether he had really tired of the great uncertainties of his past career, and had made a strong resolution to succeed in life or not, he has not revealed, but it is a fact that for years he behaved to all outward appearance in as sedate and orderly a manner as any spectacled German clerk in a London warehouse, and showed so much business aptitude and energy that he was finally promoted to be the chief of a branch in Dresden. While he occupied this position he was called on by Count Tepper-Laski, who had been in South America for some years. He found Strudelwitz in a large office, with perfect appointments and every com- fort, while a number of clerks, whom he called his A Noble German. 137 "slaves," trembled at his nod. To demonstrate his power and position to the count, he called in an elderly clerk, bullied him in an autocratic manner for an imaginary mistake, and threatened to dismiss him if it occurred again. " You see, my dear friend," said he, " that if Kosakoff has his moujiks, I have mine, and if I can't flog them with a najaika, I can with my tongue." But success was always too much for him, and his time in this responsible position grew short. If there were any disturbance in a cafe restaurant, it might certainly be put down to Baron Strudelwitz ; he was a bugbear to the police ; he was compelled to leave hotel after hotel ; and having finally been fined for an assault, he was requested to resign, and left Dresden with neither money nor reputation. " I met him afterwards," said Tepper-Laski^ " in Berlin. I was directed to a poor-looking house in a poorer street. But I found him as happy as ever, with some brandy and a young person whom he introduced as the Baroness. I have my doubts about that, for there was a notice below that Fraulein Schmidt made dresses and millinery. But he cursed business as a low pursuit, and I left him singing a drinking song." 133 A Noble German, Some time afterwards I was sitting in the count's chambers in London, and he showed me a post-card which had arrived that morning from Copenhagen. He translated it to me — *'Dear Friend, ** I am enjoying myself enormously. I spent two months in Stockholm most delightfully, and now I am in the best hotel, with the finest brandy and cigars before me, looking out on a pleasant view such as I love. I hope you are happy too. Perhaps I may visit you in London. — Yours, " Strudelwitz." This is the last I have heard of the baron. It seems as if his motto should be Qiiocunque jeceris stabitj for he always falls upon his legs. THE TROUBLES OF JOHANN ECKERT. 141 THE TROUBLES OF JOHANN ECKERT. The two brothers, Rudolf and Johann Eckert, sat together under the verandah, just out of reach of the hot South African sun which shone high overhead in the cloudless sky on the roofs and dusty roads of Bloemfontein. The air was quite still, most of the townsfolk were quiet : it was far too hot to work, too hot for any living things but flies to pretend to exer- tion. Certainly the flies were active. They buzzed round the two men ceaselessly, making dashes every now and again at the barrier of smoke which circled upwards from their pipes. Sometimes they evaded it between the pufls, and had to be brushed away. Sometimes they retreated baffled. On the shadier side of the road — for there was a little shade on the north, since the sun cannot be quite vertical in those latitudes — a yellow dusty dog slunk by, looking for a cool spot ; the cocks and hens avoided the light, and showed how they felt the heat by opening their beaks when they stood still. It was high summer in South 142 The Troubles of Johann Eckert. Africa. Just in that neighbourhood the only living creatures who made any noise were Rudolfs three children and their English mother, who chided them alternately in bad German and her native tongue. Neither of them nor of the flies did the men take note. They were considering something : that was certain — or rather, Rudolf, the elder, abler, and more knowing in African matters, was considering, while Johann, who was smaller, and a meek but sturdy blue-eyed man, only lately from the Fatherland, sat ready to think exactly what his big brother thought. He always had done so, and always would. So the flies buzzed, the fowls panted, and the dog made every now and again a little cloud of dust as he pawed the flies ofl" his nose, while the tobacco-smoke which so aids slow consideration, circled airily up- wards. Presently the elder brother spoke. *' It is a pity, Johann, that things went not well in the Fatherland. The little farm where we were born sold ! Ah ! someone else tends the vines now." For their home had been in Southern Germany, where people drink wine rather than beer. Johann looked up with a sorrow^ful smile. " Yes, Wilhelm Francke ; and he said to me : *But you, Hans, are going to Africa, and you will find your brother as rich as a burgomaster.' " The Troubles of Johann Eckert, 143 Rudolf stroked his beard, and his answering smile was a little grim with years of wasted work and vain hope. How many years he had been in that new country ! Yet he was scarcely wealthier than when he first set foot in it — save, indeed, for his children and the wife he loved. ''A poor burgomaster, I think, my brother!" he said, after a pause, during which he puffed his long pipe somewhat quicker. *' But let us not mind that. I w^as thinking of little Gretchen." Not his own little Gretchen, but of Johann's sweetheart, whom he had left with promises to send for her as soon as he was able. How often are those promises made, and made in vain. Rudolf repeated " little Gretchen " tenderly, for he remembered her as a seven-year old maiden laughing among the thick- leaved vines. " Yes, of Gretchen," repeated his brother sadly, for he began to see that it might be years until they met once more. After that they did not speak for some time : so long, indeed, that the yellow dog was obliged to get up and lie down again quite close to the opposite house. For when the sun fell on him the flies became very troublesome. "This will not do," said Rudolf at last. "We must make more money, Johann. Ten years have I 144 The Troubles of Johann Eckert, worked, and I have made so little. And you — what must you do ? I must think." He filled his pipe again, and sat puffing at it, while he clutched his fair beard with a great brown hand. Johann said nothing, but looked at his elder brother trustfully. He had always believed in him. And presently Rudolf filled his pipe once more. " Have you thought, my brother ? " asked the younger almost timidly ; for the process of such deep grave consideration was not lightly to be disturbed. " I am thinking, Johann ; '"^ and then there was a long space of silence, at first only disturbed by the wavering monotone of buzzing flies. But far up the north-west road was a light cloud of dust. Out of it came presently the long white horns of the leaders of an ox team. As it drew nearer the creaking of the waggon was heard, and the crack of the heavy whip. Rudolf stared at it steadily, and as the driver passed him with a nod, he returned it, and looked far away down the road whence the team had come. Yet it was but a waggon loaded with firewood. Now no more smoke issued from his pipe. It held only ashes. "Have you then thought, my brother.?" asked Johann once more. "Yes, Johann, I have thought," replied Rudolf The Troubles of Johann Eckert. 145 as he knocked the ashes out of his pipe. Without more words, he rose up ,and went slowly into the house, leaving Johann wondering very much what it was he had determined to do ; for if Rudolf had thought, it most surely meant something. Late in the evening, when the sun had gone down and the air was a little cooler, the two brothers and the wife of the elder sat together near their open door. Emily was mending the torn jacket of young Rudolf, their eldest boy, and said but little. Nor did Johann. But suddenly the head of the household spoke, just as if he were continuing what he had begun in the heat of the noon-time under the verandah. *^Yes, Johann, I have thought; and you, and you Emily, listen. These years we have not done well. We are still poor. Perhaps I have not been brave enough to become rich. For what do men do when they are poor, but can still get enough to have a good team of salted oxen which do not fear the sickness ? They go trading beyond the desert." He paused, and Emily, who was looking stead- fastly at him, dropped the unfinished coat. '' Yes, beyond the desert. They leave their homes, and go away for " "Yes, Rudolf?" said she anxiously. J 146 The Troubles of Johann Eckert. " For two years or mo/e, and then when they come back " " When they come back ? '* repeated Emily, in a low voice. " They have their waggon filled with ivory and feathers, and perhaps some gold, and are rich ever afterwards. They can buy a farm and travel no more. Yes, Johann, I have thought. Yes.-'^ After he had finished no one spoke. He avoided their eyes, and with a nervous motion filled his pipe. His hand shook as he lighted it, and he pulled his chair a little nearer to the door, staring out into the gathering darkness. Johann looked at him ad- miringly, for he wondered at his great gift of speech and strength of mind ; but he could say nothing — nothing at all. He saw tears gather in Emily's eyes and roll down her cheeks heavily. She brushed them away, and going softly behind her husband, kissed his cheek. As she left the room he said once more in a low voice : " Yes." But he ceased smoking. " My brother," said Johann, " I think Emily is weeping." Rudolf did not answer for a long minute. *'YeSj Johann — but I am a man, and I have thought." Presently he put his pipe away, and said, " Good- The Tkoubles of Johann Eckert. 147 night ^^ to his brother, who sat for a long time on the edge of the floor of the verandah, with his feet in the hot dusty sand, looking at the stars which shone so purely in the bright southern air. When should he see those which were familiar to him, and which looked down, not upon the barren uplands of the African plateaus, but on the leafy hills that hold the Rhine ? He must write again to Gretchen, to tell her how long it might be. And in the morning he wrote. By the time the little German girl received his letter Johann and Rudolf had started on their journey with a big waggon and twenty oxen. All that the two brothers had in the world went to buy the waggon and team — indeed, a little more than they had, for Rudolf got credit from a countryman of his for much of the goods which they would trade for feathers and ivory. But all people trusted Rudolf. Johann was not alone in thinking that something would be done when the big steadfast man made up his mind to do it. All inexperienced as he was, Johann had no fear and misgiving with Rudolf By himself he might doubt, just as Emily did when she saw them depart, but with him he was strong and quick, and ready ; believing in his brother, who was a faith and creed to him, he trusted himself. Without 72 148 The Troubles 'OF Johann Eckert, him he might be as old Frau Eckert had been when the father died, irresolute and fearful. That was why the vineyard had been sold : that was why Johann came to Africa. Yet during her husband's life the mother had been reckoned clever and strong; yet after all it was with a strength she drew from her husband. And Rudolf and his father were as like as two oxen at night-time. If Johann had no one to trust, it might go as hard with him as it did with Emily, who wept so when the slow inexorable oxen drew the very heart out of her going towards the sunset. For two years ! Poor little Englishwoman ! For two years. And for two years the sun rose and set in the natural order of the universe ; and the rain fell upon the just and the unjust — on Hottentots and Englishmen and Dutchmen ; the grass grew and was parched up, and some became rich and others poor. That Emily was pinched because the years were long was compensated for in the universal average by Rudolf's waggon filling itself with ivory, and feathers, and skins. For assuredly, as far as the attainment of wealth was concerned, the brothers had been lucky. When their team pulled straight for the rising sun, and they looked towards home, their sixteen remaining oxen had almost enough to do to The Troubles of J oh an n Eckert, 149 draw the load over sandy places. Yet they were strong enough, and so was Johann. But Rudolf? No, he was not so strong — and this is how it came about. One day, when they had been from home a little more than a year, Rudolf shot a genisbok, and Johann, being the nearest, rushed to it joyfully, without taking care to see that it was really dead. When he came close the dying animal rose, and attacked him furiously. Johann grasped its horns, and thrice saved himself from a thrust, when Rudolf ran up breath- lessly to help him. In a few moments the buck lay dead, but as the elder brother wiped his knife on its warm skin he pressed his hand hard against his own side ; for the horn of the gemsbok had pierced him there. Although not a mortal wound, it was very serious, and for more than a month Rudolf could scarcely move. Six months later he had a kind of malarial fever, and the old wound broke out afresh. They were camped by the kraals of some friendly Hottentots, and sometimes it was possible to get a little milk. Yet with all Johann's care it took Rudolf long to recover even a little of his old strength. He would never be what he had been : never. But this Johann would not believe. It could not be that Rudolf, to whom he looked for strength and help in 150 The Troubles of Johann Eckert, every trial, was really — really what ? Dying ? No, that could not be. For what would happen if But Johann began to sing resolutely, and went no further than that " if It bounded a desolate country, and was itself a desert. Some nights after finally heading for home, Rudolf, who never complained, said to his brother — "We have been a long time from home, Johann." " Yes," answered Johann dreamily, " three years." For he was thinking of Gretchen and his German home. " No, not three ; two," corrected the elder man. " But it is long, very long. I think " " Yes, Rudolf.? " said Johann, looking up quickly. '^ Nay, nothing." " What do you mean, Rudolf.? " " Nothing, nothing," said the elder brother. And then he wearily rolled himself up in his blankets ; but not to sleep. In the middle of the night Johann woke, hearing a voice. For a moment he thought the fever had returned. But Rudolf was praying to the God above the unmoved stars to be allowed to see his wife once more, and the agony of his loving spirit was such that he at last spoke. Johann bowed his head, and knelt by the dying fire. The heavy tears ran down his cheeks, and fell hissing on the hot The Troubles of Johann Eckert. 151 embers. But the skies overhead were lucid and calm ; a warm wind felt its way across the dark plain, and flapped the cover of the great waggon, whose contents had cost so much ; the earth and sky of midnight were beautiful, but soulless and devoid of pity. After this night Rudolf grew weaker and weaker. Often he suffered great pain, and at last was obliged to ride in the waggon. Johann did all the work ; he unspanned the oxen and drove them, he brought the water, and did the cooking. Sometimes, after Rudolf had reluctantly yielded the whip to him, he seemed to think that the pace of the team was very slow. Occasionally he even complained that Johann did not drive fast enough. The younger man knew well enough that the poor patient oxen were doing their best ; and, trying to deceive himself, he asked, under his breath, why it was that Rudolf was so impatient. Of course, he said, it was only that the time seemed longer, through his being idle for a few days until he got well. Of course, hurry could make no difference. Yes, that was it. Then suddenly the landscape blurred, and the hot veldt danced before him, so that he went back and cried — " How goes it, my brother ? " But sometimes Rudolf did not answer. He was 152 The Troubles of Johann Eckert. staring at the far horizon, and his eager spirit ran before the way. So sometimes Johann did not ask that question when he could not see the distant hills, nor even the slow oxen bending quietly to their heavy yokes. For he saw — though he would not own to himself that he saw — what was to be. When he was well Rudolf bore with the hardest, roughest fare, but now he complained in a fretful way, painful to see in a strong man. Johann, who was a miserable rifle shot^ never managed to kill a springbok, though there might be hundreds in the herd. He blamed himself for it very much, and grew to look upon his failure in marksmanship as a moral fault. His very anxiety to procure fresh meat unsteadied his nerves, so that at last he came to the conclusion that he could never hit anything; and perhaps he was right, for some men can never learn to use a rifle. But it hurt him to see Rudolfs face grow pallid and bloodless under the tan, while great dark circles came round his blue eyes, looking wistfully, and at last hopefully, towards the populous and settled south and east. His hands began to get thin, too, and now he rarely spoke, even when Johann helped him slowly from the high waggon at night-time. Once he had spoken in- cessantly of Emily and his children, but now he The Troubles of J oh an n Eckert. 153 never let their names pass his lips. Perhaps he felt he would have broken down if he had done so : that is what Johann thought. One day, when he looked so worn and ill as to make his brother afraid, the younger spoke. " Do you not think, Rudolf, that it would be as well if we stayed here for a while until you get better? Travelling is not good for you. You are in pain." And Rudolf answered, with a curious, quick impatience, " Nay, let us get on. We are slow, slow, very slow." It was early morning then, and the level ea<=^terly sun stared at them across the yellow plain, dotted black with the scattered oxen. When they had finished breakfast, Johann drove up the team, and then Rudolf spoke again. " Yes, let us get on. I will help you inspan." As he said this he rose, but fell down instantly in a dead faint. Johann ran to him, lifted up his head, and then laid it down again in order to get some water. When the sick man at last came to himself, and opened his eyes beneath the pale scared face of his brother, he looked up sadly. " I think, Johann, that I shall never see home again ; and yet— let us get on." Johann for the first time broke down, but through 154 -^^^ Troubles of Johann Eckert. his tears tried to comfort Rudolf, even though he saw his brother spoke the truth. That night they camped in a desert-like place by a water-hole which was almost dry. There was little or no grass, and the brush was hard and scanty. Close to them a small band of miserable wandering Hottentots made their fire. Coming to the waggon, they begged for food. '' Give them a little,'' said Rudolf. " Poor devils ! they look wretched enough ; and we should be charitable even to these. Yet sometimes it is not good to give to them." He did not explain why. Talking tired him so. But Johann gave them some flour, and set to work making his own supper. All that Rudolf took was a little tea. Three days after this they stayed a whole day at a water-hole, with plenty of grass about it. Johann said cheerfully that it was necessary for the oxen, and now Rudolf did not fight against the delay. At night time, after Johann lay down, the sick man spoke to him. " Yes, Johann, I have been thinking, and I want to say something." He paused for a minute or two, and then resumed. "We are now not so far from the frontier. The The Troubles of J oh an n Eckert. 155 way you know, for we travelled here before. There is no need to speak about that. But remember to be careful. All this in our waggon is yours, and Emily's, and the children's. It must come to them safely. For they must now be poor, seeing it is so long since w^e left home. So I charge you with it, Johann. That is all." And Johann, listening dry-eyed and speechless, did not ask why Rudolf spoke in this way. Yet that night he lay very close to him, and slept so lightly that he woke when Rudolf called " Emily." " What is it, brother ? " he asked. " Nothing, Johann," answered the other — " nothing but a dream." He spoke so strongly that his voice comforted Johann, who, being very tired, went to sleep again. When he rose early in the morning he moved very quietly, for Rudolf was resting in such peace. The dawn low down on the long dark horizon showed a ribbon of rose and a line of pure faint green. As the rose grew he began to distinguish the oxen from the bushes in the light that poured across the plain like loosed waters. The air was mild and warm, and tasted faintly aromatic, as though it had rested through the long night on a bed of odorous herbs. And though the wider redder rose of the eastern sky 156 The Troubles of Johann Eckert, began to be shot through with yellower rays from the sun, which would in a moment break from the under- world^ he still let his brother lie. " It is so good for him," he murmured, as he made breakfast silently. The first jlames of his early- lighted fire had flickered redly. Now in the risen day they began to gnaw blackly at the heaped sticks. He looked again at Rudolf, who was very still, and had not moved. Suddenly the warm north wind, languid and sweet, seemed to grow cold and malignant ; the dawn, which was rose and fire and gold mingled gloriously in the east, seemed as colourless as pale and shallow water. And running with footsteps which were no longer light, he called loudly to his brother. But Rudolf had suffered very much, and sleep was '^ so good for him." That morning, as on every morning that brought another day of waiting, Emily said to little Rudolf, a sturdy grave child of four — " Go and see if father is coming." He went out obediently, and stared down the dusty road. When he came back he shook his fair little head. " Then you must look again by-and-byc," said his mother cheerfully. For the time was certainly grow- The Troubles of Johann Eckert. 157 ing short now — now when Johann, bhnded with tears, was digging Rudolfs grave in the deep sand of the distant desert. He had striven hard to brace himself for the shock which he knew must come, and yet its suddenness almost overcame him. That Rudolf should really be dead seemed so incredible to Johann as he drove through the wilderness, that he often fancied him still sitting in the waggon, looking with painful longing towards home. Waking from that . day-dream, it seemed doubly hard and cruel to think that he was leaving him behind, buried in the thin dry sand, which the next wind might sweep away for the vultures, even then sailing in the sky above. He almost wrung his hands in despair as the dead man called to him, no longer to give those orders which came so naturally from the firm will and steadfast heart, but to plead with a vain and pitiful appeal for the aid of one who had been no more than a willow wand in the strong hand which was now past all effort for ever. And so the burden fell from the strong upon the weak. Heavy indeed it proved to the little man who stumbled across the desert, half blinded with tears, fearing lest he should fail to keep the trust which Death had given him ; for, compared with Rudolf, he knew so little. Yet he would do his best. 158 The Troubles of J oh a nn Eckert. It was the first time in his Hfe that he had been really alone, and the solitude was awful and oppressive. He was afraid of the vast veldt, and tried to keep his eyes upon the oxen, calling them by their names to see them move their ears and bend more to the yoke, in order that he might be sure they heard and lived, and were not mere machines. At last he was glad to think that they had a certain community of interest with him, inasmuch as they, too, desired to reach home, and graze the grass of their native country. So he spoke to them encouragingly, as if they thoroughly understood what he said. At times, when the earth and sky and wind seemed more silent than ever in the hot high sun, he felt that strange fear which comes to some men in a great solitude, and speaking aloud suddenly to make sure that his tongue could yet fulfil its office, he started with a curious shock at the unnatural sound he made. It was a relief to him to hear one of the oxen make a noise, though it were but a kind of half strangled whistle in the throat, and he wished that he had a dog in order that it might bark, or come to him pleading with bright eyes for the food he ate in loneliness. Although he feared the natives, he even desired to see a stray Hottentot, and that was at last granted him by the curious and perverse fate which heaped troubles upon The Troubles of Johann Eckert, 159 one so little able to bear them. At the third camp- ing-place from Rudolfs grave he found some thirty- five of these diminutive and degraded denizens of the desert — men, women, and children — camped by the pool of water. These children of the veldt greeted him amicably, being, doubtless, glad enough to see him, although he did not know the reason. This, however, they very soon showed him, for one of them, a little fellow with bleary eyes that were full of evil cunning, came to his fire soon after he had outspanned, and acted as spokesman for the others in a difficult jargon of clicks, English, and Dutch, " Baas," he urged, without preliminary, " we're very hungry. Give us something to eat." " Well," thought Johann, " why not t Am I not glad to see anything which looks like a man : which can talk, if only to beg ? " So he doled them out some salt beef and flour. Not content with the salt in the beef, they came to ask for more salt, and Johann went to his stores to see if he could satisfy them. He found the bag nearly empty, but on turning over the box in which such things were kept, discovered another bag. On opening it, the contents seemed not unlike salt of some kind. He handled it doubtfully, being half i6o The Troubles of Johann Eckert. inclined to give them some, but on putting a crystal to his tongue, he found it tasted acrid and bitter. He looked for a label, and with a kind of shock found that it was arsenic for use in skin preserving, which his want of knowledge or Rudolfs carelessness had allowed to get in the provision box. Johann trembled to think of what he had so nearly done, and, turning to the waiting Hottentot, told him that he had no salt. The fellow went away grumbling. In spite of the painful longing for human com- panionship which had so depressed him, he was not loth in the morning to look forward to leaving them. So when he found they followed in his track, he was not altogether pleased. And seeing that his stock of food was by no means large, he was uneasy at their repeating the request, which rapidly became a de- mand, for further supplies at noon. He shook his head ; and then his fellow-travellers lifted up their guns and knobkerries, jabbering angrily, till the little spokesman came insinuatingly to the rescue. '' Baas," he began, " we are very hungry, and you have meat. Give us some ; then we go away." " Yes," replied Johann doubtfully ; '' but if I give it you, will you go away?" Then, as he had no choice, and as they intimated with smiles that such was their fixed intention, he The Troubles of Johann Eckert. i6i went to his fast-diminishing stores again. But they did not go away, evidently having Httle regard for a promise which was not rendered sacred by the sanc- tion of superior force in case they broke it. Yet they did remain so long at his old camp after he had driven off that he hoped he had seen the last of them. But his hope was vain. By night they were up with him again, and showed themselves more exigent in their demands than ever. *^ Baas, you have plenty oxen. Give us one. We are very hungry." Johann was in terrible perplexity, and greatly confused by the necessity of ready decision. Could he use force if his refusal was not accepted 1 With so many, would it not be utterly useless ? and yet, to give them an ox, and perhaps afterwards another — ay, and yet more — would jeopardise his trust ; it might mean the loss of the waggon and all its con- tents. He tried to put on a bold front, and refused what they asked, as if it were only a joke on their part to make such a demand. His answer was re- ceived sulkily at first, and then in wrath. One of the biggest of the men lifted up his assegai to stab an ox, but the little fellow who did the negotiations stopped him. " Better give us an ox, Baas ; then we go away." k i62 The Troubles of Johann Eckert, He spoke so boldly and insolently that Johann felt bewildered and helpless before the hostile crowd. ''You said so before," he replied. " This time we go, Baas," said the little beast of a man, with a kind of chuckle which belied his promise. Yet Johann at last yielded, and gave up '^ Eng- lishman" to them. "Englishman," in accordance with Boer custom, was the worst ox in the team ; and yet how Johann regretted the poor animal when he saw him dying, brutally stabbed by a dozen spears. The whole night long the human beings, whom he now looked upon as enemies, gorged themselves with flesh, which they partly cooked in his big iron pot and partly roasted. While their feast went on Johann could not sleep. He saw there was little likelihood of the Hottentots keeping their word, and if they renewed their attacks upon his team, it might lead to his own death and the certain loss of the precious feathers and ivory. But what could he do } Suppose he resolutely refused in any case to give up another ox, and even shot one of the robbers if they tried to take it without his permis- sion? He shook his bewildered head in despair. He was but one man, and the chances were that he would be instantly speared or stabbed, together with the oxen. The Troubles of Johann Eckert. 163 If only some other white man or a party would come along ! Yet he knew he was far out in a very sea of a plain. He could do nothing save act as circum- stances required ; perhaps he might not have to act. After temporising thus, he ate his own scanty supper. In hunting for the last little salt in the box, he came across the bag of arsenic again. He lifted it up slowly, but threw it down again, and ate what he could with no appetite. Poor Johann ! how solitary and weak he felt with that great burden on his shoulders— a burden which he could not lay aside in sleep. He rose long before dawn, and thus managed to get away very early. But an ox team travels slowly, very slowly. Even on a good road, one may not drive oxen day after day, with a full waggon, more than about twelve miles, and here road was none. So by the time the sun was setting behind him, those who were literally eating him up again came in sight. He drove on and on till long past sundown, and till the oxen grew very tired. He was still travelling when the villainous crew caught him up, and then the lit- tle Hottentot, who seemed as hungry as ever, kept hinting to him that the solitary ox, Englishman's mate, who was not yoked up, was of no service, and might well be spared. Johann turned a deaf ear to k 2 164 The Troubles of Johann Eckert, his insinuations, and at last one of the others speared it without remark. Johann dropped his whip and ran to the waggon for his rifle. But he stopped short ere he reached it. For his own part, he was not afraid — no ; and had the team and the property in the wag- gon been his alone, he would have used his weapon and taken the consequences. But he thought of what Rudolf had said — of Emily, of the children, and of Gretchen. In his desolation he thought so much of her. How hard it would be to die like a dog in the desert, when a woman like that loved him ! Love may sometimes make men brave, but more often it makes them cowards. So Johann choked back his wrath, and did nothing : for, perhaps — perhaps these blood-suckers might be satisfied at last. The next night they did not come up with him, and he prayed that he might have seen the last of them. A great thankfulness filled his heart, for their not coming had saved him — or them. But on the following night the blood of another of his oxen soaked into the soil, and Johann grew desperate. Well he might, for already he toil was greater than it should be for the patient beasts bending to the yoke. He loved them, partly for their mild ways, and partly as the means which should make Gretchen The Troubles of Johann Eckert. 165 his wife, and it cut him to the heart to use the whip more than he had done. Of old, poor Englishman had a monopoly of it, but now at every very sandy place he was obliged to urge them bitterly; and when there was more reason for making short stages, these black devils made him drive long ones. So again he asked what should he do if they still per- sisted. And persistent they were. As he loosed the oxen late that night, he saw them once more far off against the after-glow on a little ridge of the veldt. He had no heart to make a fire to cook supper. He got into the waggon and sat there, trying to think. Did he dare load the rifles and try to shoot them } Alas! he had not the least confidence in his even hitting one, for Rudolfs merriment at his hunting failures, unbroken by a single success, was fresh in his memory. Oh, if he could only hear that laugh now ! No, he dared not try that plan ; the risk was too great — the risk to his sacred charge. Yet it was so hard to be near home — Rudolf's home — and never to reach it. The slow tears forced themselves from under his quivering eyelids. Presently he reached out with his hand, and doubtfully touched the bag which held what he had taken to be salt, but which he knew now was not salt. He put the bag down i66 The Troubles of Johann Eckert, almost reluctantly. Had not these beasts asked him for salt once before? Presently they would come up with him again, and he would hear that whine of " Baas, we are so hungry," come from the little black devil who knew some English. Or perhaps the}/ would not ask this time, but go and kill for themselves. — Salt, salt ! Johann shook in a very fever and agony of fearful thought. Instead of slow tears to his eyes, great drops of perspiration came to his brows and dropped heavily. He clenched his hands, and bit his lip till the blood trickled blackly into his fair beard. Was it right ? Was it not right ? Were they not beasts — mere beasts ? And Emily was waiting with her children ; yes, and Gretchen was waiting too. He tried to put aside the temptation that assailed him ; he tried to pray. But he could not, and fascinated with the possibilities that lay there, he plunged his hand down into the — salt, laving it in the crystals, which his convulsive grasp ground to powder. What was he to do in his loneliness — he who had so little force of will, who so lacked the strong de- cision of the dead man yonder in the westerly desert? If Rudolf were only there ! His very voice would frighten these human vultures away. Yet perhaps he could not now protect himself from a single The Troubles oe J oh an n Eckert. 167 winged vulture who discerned his body, bared by the wind's winnowing fan of the scanty sand in which he had been buried. But he had said : " I charge you with it, Johann." And so everything depended on Johann — and the salt. He came out of the waggon at last, and began to make a fire. Once or twice his thoughts wandered from his task, and even when he struck a match he let it burn out without using it. He remained in a crouching attitude for some minutes, until, on looking up, he found the Hottentots close to him, as they passed an old broken-down kraal which rose like a mound near the scanty pool of thickening water. A few mimosas stood there blackly in the gathering dusk ; over them the moon was a thin faint crescent. The very last rose of the after-glow faded in the west, and eastward the oxen were seeking their food in silence. He looked at them longingly, w^ith a feeling of despair that he could not protect them — that one more at the very least must be sacrificed. With a sudden gesture of anger he struck another match, for he heard the guttural chatter of the Hottentots closer and closer at hand. They came up to the great waggon, with its sunburnt cover, and for a moment or two watched the little flame leap and crawl, and leap again, until it grew strong. There is a strange fas- i68 The Troubles of Johann Eckert, cination in a fire, whether it be for the use of man or for his destruction, whether it burn wood or burn flesh, whether it be actual or metaphorical — flame in the dark air or fever in the angered blood. And as they all watched it, Johann's heart itself was on fire with a consuming rage — for they gave utterance at last to the old cry — " Baas, we're so hungry." He said nothing, and they repeated it again. *' What do you want, then ? Flour ? " " Meat, meat. Baas ! " And the rest grunted and clicked acquiescence. " You said you would go if I gave you that last ox," answered Johann, in a dry unnatural voice. " I can give you no more." " Oh yes. Baas," cried the other, with a chuckle. "Just this time. To-morrow we will go; yes, to- morrow." There was a moment's pause, and Johann, trying to speak, only uttered a kind of choked gurgle. He turned away, and then, turning round again, pointed to the oxen in silence. Let them do as they would ; he would neither give nor refuse. The gesture was enough for those who would have taken no refusal, and in a few minutes the fattest ox of the team lay dying near the pool, while the Hot- The Troubles of Johann Eckert, 169 tentots crowded round to watch his final gasps. Then, where was the pot ? Without asking leave> they took it from beneath the waggon, where it hung on the hind-axle, while others lighted the fire. Then they sat round the blaze, waiting for their meal to be made ready. They chattered like apes — like imps — like devils ! And Johann ? He walked up and down by his fire in an agony of spirit. His face was very white, and the blood still ran from the lip he had bitten through. It was easy to do ; it was hard — it was easy ; it was hard ! so his mind wavered flamelike in the wind, shooting up strongly and again dying down. Once and once again he went to the waggon, and then turned back hurriedly. He put in his hand, and catching hold of the bag, took out a handful of the crystals. He crushed them and ground them in his grasp until they ran in powder through his fingers. He threw the stuff on the ground and turned away. But east- ward, eastward he saw the woman he loved, and those whom Rudolf had loved, waiting for him. They were no longer light-hearted, but heavy-eyed and full of despair. The tears rushed to his own eyes ; he fell on his knees ; he tried to pray, and could not. Would not a sign be given him ? And overhead the deep sky was calm. But yes ; what I/O The Troubles of Johann Eckert. was that ? who was it speaking to him ? No one but the savage interpreter begging once more — " Baas, can't you give us some salt ? " Some salt ! Aye, to be sure Johann could give them that, for the blood rushed to his head violently, and his hands shook no more. He turned in the semi-darkness towards the fire by which they sat in gluttonous expectation — men, women, and children ; and he saw men who were like the tzetze fly to cattle on the veldt : women who were as vile as their savage masters : and children — well, cubs become lions, or rather eggs become scorpions and centipedes. He nodded to the Hottentot and waved him off. He turned to his waggon — for the last time. Striding to their fire, he brushed his way through the dirty malodorous crowd, which yielded at his ap- proach. " So you want salt, eh ? " he asked, and was answered with *' Yes " and " Ja," and with unintelligible clicks. He drew his hands out of his pockets and dropped two handfuls of shining crystals into the pot, which began to simmer. They thanked him, wondering perhaps at his meekness and his folly. And then going back to the waggon, he took his rifle and went off into the plain, to be far away from such a feast. He went a very long way — much farther than The Troubles of Johann Eckert. lyi any of the oxen had yet wandered — and kept on turning to look back as he fled. For he saw the little red fire gleaming behind him, as another might have done in ancient story if he had turned again to look upon the smitten Cities of the Plain. Sometimes as he stood the moving figures of men, women, and children blotted it out for a time, and then it blazed . up again as strong as ever. Were they eating that mess now, or was it yet seething and bubbling in the pot? He turned- and ran towards the place again, but on coming within a quarter of a mile, he stopped and fled once more. The sweat ran down him in streams ; his own tongue was parched and burning ; the skin of his lips cracked as though he were poisoned. Once he started violently, as if only suddenly aware of the enormity of his deed. He would go back and warn them not to eat, saying that he had made a mistake, and that there was something wrong with the salt. Yes, he would do it. Turning to look for the fire, he could see it no longer. He ran round like one demented, trying vainly to find some little hillock on which to raise himself to get a better view of the darkened plain. He went this way and that way, and in a circle, every now and again falling when every moment was precious. He 172 The Troubles of J oh an n Eckert. would be late, late, he muttered ; and then at last he saw the little red twinkle of the distant flame. Oh, God ! how very far away it was ! He had long ago dropped his rifle to run more freely, and now he ran fast, stumbling as he ran, falling sometimes on his face, tearing his flesh with the prickly bushes. And yet he rose and ran on, never thinking of pain, to fall once more. But he did get nearer ; yes, very much nearer. Now at last he could see their forms. Was it a dance of joy they were dancing, and were those screams part of a Bacchanalian meat orgie — or what ? No, no ! He put his thumbs to his ears and ran ofl* again into the desert. For he was too late ! And so Johann Eckert, who had done a dreadful deed, sat all night on the warm sand under the quiet stars until the thin moon sank below the horizon. Then the paler stars followed one by one, until none was left but the softly shining planet which heralded the dawn. The long dark desert grew greyer, but was still silent, until the stone-hid grasshoppers chirruped to the day. The awakened insects in the scant brush and grass hummed softly, and the whole earth awoke, and the man still sat there, with his head upon his hands, afraid to look upon the light. For he heard even yet, or thought that he heard, a dreadful yelling The Troubles of Johann Eckert, 173 of death and agony borne upon the slow breeze which bent the lighter grasses and fanned his burning fore- head. He did not move for a long time — not until the sun was half-way up the bright clear sky. Long ago the oxen had gone towards the pool. Looking, he saw them stay at a little distance from it, as though in doubt. At last he rose and followed them, like a man walking in a dream or a condemned prisoner going to the scaffold. There was a very strange and awful silence about that solitary water. Did not these Hottentots sleep late, and in strangely cramped attitudes .? Surely they did. And above he saw specks far aloft in the morning sky, which he knew to be vultures who would presently come to drink. He whispered so to himself as he inspanned the remaining oxen, who had at first feared to go to the pool because so many Hottentots were drinking there in silence, without moving. He himself would go away in thirst. He could hardly drink such water. As he worked getting his team ready, he looked at the cover of the waggon, which was stabbed with spears. Three or four assegais hung down from the canvas. One was lying inside. But he looked even more curiously at an extinguished brand which was 174 -^^^ Troubles of J oh an n Eckert. in the clenched hand of one of his enemies. He had come very near, Johann had never thought of their setting the waggon on fire. It might have been for nothing, he said to himself, nodding his head and trying to moisten his parched lips. Then he started and asked, " It — it — what would have been for nothing — murder, eh ? " He cried hoarsely, *' No, no ! " and started the waggon homeward once more. But he could not speak to the oxen, and had to use his whip to set them in motion. The iron pot he left behind. As he went away the great circles of the sailing vultures grew less and less. But the centre of their circles was still the pool of water. When Johann reached home he told many of his troubles to Emily, after she had become a little reconciled to the bitterness of fate, and could speak without tears of him she had so loved. He was always talking of Rudolf. '' He dreamed of you the night he died, and waking, he called your name. Without him I did badly. Through that I lost so many of the oxen. They died in the desert." He never told her how. No, he has not even told it to Gretchen yet, although he means to when he has made up his mind as to whether he did right. But The Troubles of J oh a nn Eckert. 175 though he has children of his own to work for by this time, he cannot yet settle that question. For, you see, he is but a simple-minded German peasant after all who is not learned in casuistry. And even I am not quite sure. THE PLOT OF HIS STORY. 179 THE PLOT OF HIS STORY. A FEW of his older friends thought that Geoffrey Windover made a mistake in his choice of a wife when he at last married, for even before her marriage Mrs. Windover showed signs of developing into one of those women to whom society is absolutely necessary. But her friends very reasonably com- mended his choice. Miss Vale, though amiable and fascinating, was not in possession of the two thousand a year that Mrs. Windover controlled ; for Geoffrey's earnings as a novelist amounted then to that sum. And two thousand a year meant another nice house to go to. And many people went. Windover was a hard worker, and hard workers are apt to let everything but their own work take care of itself. Perhaps he had married in order to be freed to some extent from the responsibility of looking after his own earnings. He allowed his wife to do exactly as she pleased, and was so little jealous of her time that she occasionally doubted his true affection. Though his books dealt very largely withthe relations of the sexes, they did not touch them with any / 2 i8o The Plot of his Story. very modern spirit. The older type of woman, the beatified slave of the ideal Englishman, was his type, and it was a curious instance of the common failure of men to apply their knowledge that, regarding his wife as such, he did not see how dangerous his neglect of her might be. He was never disturbed by any feeling of jealousy ; he never deliberately thwarted her once to indulge her twice in accordance with some of his theories. Yet the men of his stories often did so, and Windover, from his books, was credited by the ignorant with much knowledge of women. It is doubtful whether women ever thought so ; certainly, Mrs. Windover did not. Her love of society as a girl was born of that un- rest which comes to those who feel dissatisfied with their surroundings — w^ho feel that something, some- where and somehow, is wrong, but w^ho lack the analytical power to solve the riddle until Time solves it for them. Every time she accepted an invitation it was an experiment; she went out with the hope of coming home wiser. The vulgar ambition of mere marriage hardly touched her. Yet marriage was often in her thoughts, without a doubt. But her knowledge did not become enlarged through society ; it was much that she did not lose even her desire for it, and rank herself in mind with the other uninteresting The Plot of his Story. i8i candidates for matrimony who sat unable to be themselves for want of the simple knowledge of what they were. To live is to learn ; but how to live and how to learn ? This girl saw, with intense curiosity, that many of the married women she met with were quite as different from herself as the very men. Did marriage make this difference ? Certainly not to men, for there was not that difference between the married and unmarried men. Then some of the married women were quite as foolish as the girls themselves. She noticed that some women were very interesting to men, and that these were of the incomprehensibly changed class. It was to the girl's acute intellect almost possible to gauge the man by the kind of woman he talked to. She detested those who talked to the girls and to the calm, placid, mindless beauties. She was angry at her own lack of expression, at her own present feminine status, when she failed to interest a man who pleased her, and who was pleased with those of her own sex whom she so critically examined. It seemed evident to her that the only way to become interesting was to get married ; and even then the experiment was doubtful. The way to marriage was love, of course. That her instinct taught her. But what was love ? and how 1 82 The Plot of his Story. should she recognise it ? The novelists had told her, with practical unanimity, that she would know ; and as the stories ended so generally with marriage, it seemed probable that the novelists were right. Surely they would not stop at the most interesting part if the woman was to discover that she had made a mistake. She once appealed in a tentative way to her mother to be enlightened on the subject ; but Mrs. Vale was a conventional and undeveloped woman, who had practically ruined the bright liFe of a clever husband by absolutely refusing to learn any- thing new. Her only method of preserving innocence was to keep it ignorant. By repulsing that father's child she piqued the girl's curiosity, and aggravated her unrestfulness. But when Margaret was twenty she knew^ little more of real life than she had done when fifteen. Then she met Geoffrey Windover. Though nearly twice her years, he was still a very young man, both in appearance and strength. His reputation was brilliant ; his knowledge dazzled her ; her unconscious flattery moved him ; his interest stirred her affections lightly, for she was young and greatly alive. He wooed her, and married her in six months. If this was the entrance to the temple of know- ledge, the novitiate was bitter. It took her but a Fhe Plot of his Story. 183 little while — how little she confided to none — to find that she hated her husband with a curious intensity that made her seem vile to herself. She fought against it strenuously, but her battles were in vain. With the utmost difficulty she concealed her hate from Geoffrey. Once he fell very ill, and then she almost loved him again. She hoped that life would henceforth be endurable. Her hope was vain. A child was born : at any rate, he was the father of a being she only graduall}^ grew to love intensely. Then the little girl died. She again went greatly into society — not, as she had done before, to learn ; but to keep moving was her only safety. Geoffrey Windover felt the loss of his child deeply — much more deeply, perhaps, than the gradual drifting from him of his wife. For all his knowledge, he was ignorant of the meaning of marriage. He had not even marked the mental development of his wife. He had lived by himself for many years ; he demanded little more than reasonable comfort at home and good attendance and obedience. To such men home is only a superior kind of lodgings. To keep this home luxurious he worked very hard, and never even suspected that he alone got any satis- faction out of his money. He would have been quite content if another child had been born and lived. 184 The Plot of his Storw But the next child died when only a week old. For long months before its birth Mrs. Windover had been terribly depressed, and this melancholy practically killed her infant. She reflected very deeply ; or, rather, an intuition came to her. She began to understand some things, very vaguely at first, but when thought brought no contradiction, and facts brought corroboration, she touched hands at last with truth. And yet she never spoke to Geoffrey. How shall a woman prove her intuitions to a logical man ? Yet without speaking there was for a time a harshness in their relations. They again visibly ameliorated, but her struggles told on her health. She saw her beauty waning, and could not see that another sadder beauty became hers. Now she under- stood those women who had seemed puzzles to her ; or, at any rate, she thought she understood. For the first time in her life she had true homage from men — from men she understood and respected ; and, oddly enough, she doubted whether her husband — if he had not been her husband — would have showed any interest in her now. The man who is taken by the un- developed woman is often continuously irritated into suspicion by the results of development consequent on marriage, which the wife cannot wholly hide. The Plot of his Story. 185 He wonders how he came to love her, doubts her stability of thought, or attributes his new discovery of the new facts of her character to her caring no longer to hide what she is. To him change is abhor- rent: unless, indeed, the woman educates him uncon- sciously. But the man who willingly and humbly learns of his wife, or of any other w^oman, things which she may reasonably know better than himself is rare indeed. And while Mrs. Windover wondered whether Geoffrey would care in the least for her if he had met her as she then was, she knew that she herself would class him among those utterly impossible as husbands to any but the undeveloped woman, created by the demands of slave-owning man. It marks an era in any woman's history when she begins to discern that, practically and grossly speak- ing, her sex are domestic animals : that to them man has been not only man, but a god : that he has actually formed many of their tastes, has moulded their thoughts, kindly provided them a morality totally irrespective of their needs, and done his very utmost to disable and discourage them from thinking for them- selves. If any woman discovers the disapprobation of the world for any of her acts results in a doubtful verdict of her own conscience, she is on the way to 1 86 The Plot of his Story freedom. But the shackles are hard to throw off. Margaret Windover, in the first year of her marriage, often condemned herself with shame for vague thoughts. Even when she came to the conclusion that the vast bulk of her own class consisted of more or less unhappy women, she was still half inclined to think that the fault lay on their side. She had been so carefully taught that marriage was usually happy that it took her a long time to doubt this. On one of those rare occasions, after the first year, when Geoffrey accompanied her into society, they met Hinton, a writer of social essays, who was by no means a favourite of his, for Windover was practically a Conservative, though posing as a Radical in very Conservative circles. Hinton had lately written a paper on marriage, treating it historically, and with- out any great evident hostility. Yet it was known that his opinions on the subject were heterodox. " I fancy," said Geoffrey, " that you would have spoken differently about it if you had dared." '' Dared ! '' replied Hinton, with a shrug of the shoulders; "it is hardly a question of courage. I am allowed to go so far. If I go any further, it is the editors who either don't dare, or who are utterly opposed to my views personally. One must do what one can. I showed, I think, very satisfactorily that The Plot of his Story. 187 women ought to be very miserable, and that if they are not, in the majority of cases it betokens an utter want of intellect." Mrs. Windover sat listening, but took no part in the conversation. Geoffrey replied with some animation : *' Ought to be unhappy .? Well, if you think so, perhaps. But I maintain that they are not ; indeed, they ought to be happy. It is we who do the struggling. Those who are placed beyond the reach of poverty — in our class, at any rate — have only senti- mental grievances. Why should they want what you call freedom, when they have everything given them, when their work is right at hand, when their duties are obvious .^ " Hinton turned his palms up with a foreign gesture. "I think I have heard the same arguments used for slavery. Didn't the Southerners say all that against the ungodly doctrine of emancipation .? If it were not true that on the whole the average man uses his power with a certain degree of kindness, you would have no ground to stand on at all. As it is, most w^omen don't know they are slaves ; or, if they know it, are afraid to struggle for themselves. The negroes were not all on the side of emancipation, and those who opposed it doubtless thought the others very ungrateful, or at any rate rash. And as to your 1 88 The Plot of his Story, notion of sentimental grievances : why, they are the worst kind of grievance. And I think it is usual of men to call those grievances sentimental which they cannot understand. They are natural ones — the result of nature not yet crushed in women. The only way to begin to understand women is to recognise the fact that they are made by us and by Nature as well. On the whole, I will back Nature to get the best of us in the end !" To Windover this w^as more or less nonsense^ and even if sense, quite beyond his formula for the com- position of woman. He led the conversation into other channels, and then Mrs. Windoyer talked brightly enough. But his last words to Hinton that night were : " You shall see what I have to say on this subject. For some time I have been thinking of writing a novel of married life ; and, though you may not think it, I shall be quite on the side of the woman." " Of your particular kind ? " asked Hinton, with a faint shade of contempt in his tone. " Not in the least. The heroine will be anything but to my real liking. Yet I think I shall have the courage not to condemn her for leaving her husband." " Then of course you will make the husband a perfect brute?" The Plot of his Story. 189 " Not in the least. He will be kind enough in his way, and on the whole a very good fellow." Hinton laughed. "Well, I shall look for it with some curiosity." x^nd then to himself: "If you have been studying your own wife, you may really know something of the best part of the sex. But I doubt it." Little influence as Margaret had on her husband, it was undoubtedly due to her that Windover thought of attempting work of a kind differing greatly from his well-constructed, but rather shallow, love-stories, whose end was merely the beginning of life. She had with some difficulty concealed her impatience with much of his work ; now and again it peeped out so that he felt it. And as a writer of any kind is always more or less drawn to reality, and the reality that he experiences, marriage began to be looked on by Windover as a possible motive for a story. He knew in a vague way that Margaret was dissatisfied, restless, and unhappy ; he knew, too, that she often thought him incapable of understanding the drift of her thoughts ; the favourite women of his novels were unreal to her. He began to conceive the idea of showing her that he did understand w^omen. Yet he had what must always be fatal to comprehension, the purely male contempt for the femme incomprise. iQo The Plot of his Story, Filled to the very throat as he was with preconceived notions of what women should be, he could never find out what they were. And as pathology, or the true knowledge of disease, is essential to a scientific knowledge of cure, he could never hope to be less a quack than the average man is when he attempts to solve feminine problems which he cannot understand. The one thing women ask is sympathy, and sympathy is instinctive comprehension. La femine incomprise is the most notable figure of our time. In the best examples she is prophetic ; she declines to belong to the past ; she has gone beyond male theories, which date from barbarism. It is the irony of fate that women, having been forced by men to make love the main business of their lives, should have surpassed their teachers. In the matter of the sexes an in- telligent woman is a specialist ; man is the amateur. And the amateur who is also a patron, holding power and the purse, becomes too often monumental in conceit. It would be saying too much to declare that Margaret Windover thought thus. But this was the real drift of her mind. On the very rare occasions when Geoffrey made any remarks about his new book she observed how blindly he believed that he knew the sex. He never said, doubtfully, '' Do you The Plot of his Story. vigi think?" or, ''What do you think?" being ready to gather something from her. He believed that he knew the woman that he imagined as the chief cha- racter of his story, and by the finish of his work, its lack of suggestiveness, the omission of a margin of doubt in the determination and conflict of motive, he made her neither feminine nor really human. That, perhaps, was the fault of the school of his generation. Yet in the main facts of the story he came near enough to objective truth. To paint the result of neglect on a woman of a clearly conceived type is not very difficult, and it is not hard to rouse and sustain interest in a story when it is early seen that the question is whether a woman neglected by a commonplace fool will leave him for a man of some brains and attractiveness. Nor did Windover lack any of the qualifications for making a popular novel. He was a master of construction, and his style was bright ; he worked slowly, with great care, and with much re-writing. In his earlier days he used to turn out two books a year ; he now restricted himself to one. During the first six months of his new work he went out less and less with his wife. Ordinary society bored him, Bohemianism disgusted him. Freedom of manners was as objectionable to him as 192 The Plot of his Stoj^v. freedom of thought in morality. His only recreation was a ride in the Park in the afternoon ; if he left off writing by ten or eleven in the evening, he went to his club in Piccadilly. Taking some interest in politics, he rather affected a kind of dilettante Radi- calism which was not very offensive to his Conser- vative friends. He was ready to applaud — a priori, at least — freedom in political thought ; in religion an unaggressive Agnosticism did not blow the faint embers of his vague religion to any fiery wrath ; but in commonplace morality, especially when it con- cerned the actions of woman, he was as fierce as he would have been centuries before in politics, or fifty years ago in religion. Fanaticism is now transferred mainly to morality, and many a democratic atheist would be a domestic Torquemada. When Windover had in the seventh month of his slow and careful work got well into the second volume, Margaret ceased going out as much as she had been accustomed to do. She often stayed at home three or four days in the week. A keen observer might have noticed that she paid more attention to Geoffrey than was usual with her of late. Sometimes there was a curious ring in her voice. She hesitated in her speech ; occasionally she broke off in the middle of a sentence. When she looked at her husband, there The Plot of his Story. 193 was at times a gleam in her eyes which looked like pity. And yet, for all that, she hated him much more than ever. Once she asked him how his work was getting on ; and when he replied, with a certain satis- faction, that he was getting into the very thick of it, and that it was very difficult to manage, she asked why. " Well," said Geoffrey, " the book is new ground to me. And to treat a story of intrigue without shock- ing the public is difficult. I daresay I shall never publish the story at all. It might hurt me with the libraries. Still, it is very interesting. My heroine has just fallen in love with another man, and I have not settled yet whether she will leave her husband or not." Mrs. Windover made no more inquiries, and was silent during the remainder of lunch. Though she had an engagement that evening, she remained at home, writing to say that she had a headache ; yet she was as well physically as anyone can be who is mentally tortured. The result of her attempts to remain more at home was to make Geoffrey believe that she was more contented. And if so, he was very glad in his own w^ay. Believing this, he was much more affectionate to her than he had been, with the result that the in 194 ^J-^i^ Plot of his Story. pained tones in her voice gave place to a dull anguish ; and she ceased to look at Geoffrey with anything like pity in her eyes. She began going out again ; for days she was hardly at home after lunch ; sometimes Windover ate that meal alone. His estimate of his heroine took a certain bitterness ; and there promised to be a lack of homogeneousness in her character. He had said to Hinton that he hoped not to condemn her for leaving her husband, and yet he began to make the husband the neglected one. It seemed likely that he would have to rewrite the first volume. As his own circumstances acted on his work, his work reacted on him and Margaret. Sometimes he put in his man's mouth things he himself had said ; once or twice he made a bitter remark to Margaret which he had written the night before. The breach between them began to widen very perceptibly. For days they hardly spoke. When they went away together in August and September to Windover's favourite place, Ryde, Margaret re- covered a little ; evidently she made a great effort to be cheerful ; she tried bitterly hard to do everything in her power to render Geoffrey happy. Yet that kind of service can never help greatly ; unless the man is an utter fool. And Windover, for all his obstinacy of self-belief, had some kind of intuition. He felt Thr Plot of his Story, 195 intuitively that Margaret was miserable. This made him hard and harder. It was her duty to be happy with him. Both were glad when that holiday was over. They had seen so much of each other in that long six weeks that it was a relief to be almost parted in their London home. And as town began to fill again, Margaret resumed her visiting. Night after night she was at " At Homes " ; she went with parties to the theatre ; sometimes she stayed away for a few days at a friend's house in Hertfordshire. In all this excitement, this ceaseless toil, this un- ending round, she grew pale and wan and thin. Her nerves often gave way. Twice at least her husband found her in tears, and he was irritated into saying things which dried them most effectually. It is easy for an unhappy woman of her character to cry talking to a man she loves, but not to one she hates. Yet, in spite of this, she on several occasions made efforts to take Geoffrey out with her. He coldly re- pulsed her. And one night she laughed when he refused. He looked up, and she turned away. When halfway downstairs she burst into tears, and re- turned to her room. When her maid came to her she sent the carriage away. Half an hour after, Geoffrey went out to his club. She put on a dressing-gown at eleven o'clock, and went down to his writing-room. m 2 196 The Plot of his Story, The manuscript of his novel lay in a neat pile on the right hand of his desk. She sat down and fingered it idly. Presently she turned over the leaves, and saw in Geoffrey's clear handwriting a sentence which arrested her attention. It was in the first volume. " Is there any position more exquisitely miserable than that of a married woman who has grown to hate her husband, when that husband affords her no valid excuse for leaving him ? " How curious it was that he should write this ! Was it not remarkable even that he should have seen so much ? And yet Surely if a woman is ex- quisitely miserable with a man, is not that a valid excuse .»* Geoffrey had talked to Hinton of senti- mental grievances, treating them with scorn. But this was a grievance of that contemptible order. Have people any right to live together when there is hate on either side — ay, or indifference only ? The world said so — said that there was not only a right, but a duty. But each succeeding generation contradicts the past. Besides And then Margaret looked straight out beyond the walls of that close room. Her eyes softened, a flush made her cheeks rosy, her bosom heaved. As her thoughts came quickly and her vision led to imagined action, her eyes closed, her mouth half opened, her head fell back a little, the The Plot of his Story, 197 fibres of her body relaxed. Suddenly she shivered, and her heart beat rapidly ; she rose, and, looking down, left the room. During November Mrs. Windover gave at least three parties in her own house. Except on those nights, she was rarely at home. Out of her own house she was brilliant, excitable, nervous. People said she looked ill, and yet her strength seemed inexhaustible. She might be pale and thin, but she never suffered from headaches, her skin was clear, her eyes bright. It was only in her own room and when alone that she broke down : she shook sometimes as though poisoned by ague ; she shivered at the sound of Geoffrey's footstep. She very often avoided him by having breakfast a little earlier ; she feigned illness, and lay in another part of the house. Yet sleep she did not. She often lighted the gas in the middle of the night, and sat looking at herself in the glass. She noted painfully a new line or two in her face ; the discovery of two or three threads of silver in her hair was like a blow. She wanted more than ever to be beautiful ; it was, indeed, only in this last year that she desired it very ardently. It was a new, a real reason to hate Geoffrey that he was making her old and worn by the very misery of his presence. Then she looked at herself with a kind of contempt. She igS The Plot of his Story, put her hands across her bosom and shivered. When she extinguished the Hght she was for a time less un- happy, even though she cried until she fell asleep. Then she sometimes smiled. Often she woke up with a smile on her lips, and for one exquisite moment, before reality rushed over her again, she was quite happy. And then day, and doubt, and misery, and a long, long conflict. But one night early in December she came home at about twelve with a new expression on her face. It was the look of one who had at last made up her mind. She behaved as usual, but there was a de- cision about her movements, about her speech, about her looks. She did not avoid Geoffrey's eye^ but met his glances quite coldly, opposing to him an impene- • trable shield. All the next day she devoted to looking over letters ; she went through a long set of accounts with the housekeeper ; she spent some hours writing. In the afternoon Geoffrey came into her boudoir, looked at her, and went out again. As he did not speak, she made no attempt to do so. It would have been very difficult. They dined at eight, in com- parative silence. Geoffrey seemed much preoccupied, and after a very light meal, rose. "You are going out to-night.^" he said at the door. The Plot of his Story. 199 ** Yes, to the Meades','' was her answer, in a low voice. For a moment she hesitated, and, with a curious effort, added, ''Will you come ? " " Thank you, no," said Windover. " I am very busy. I am getting to the end of the book. I think I can finish to-night." Margaret rose, and stood by the fire, looking down. " Cannot you put off the end, and come with me > " " I have not noticed that you have been so eager for my society this last year or so," replied Geoffrey coldly, ''that I should leave my work at your casual request." He left the room. At nine o'clock Mrs. Windover went upstairs, and dressed with unusual rapidity, and with unusual plainness, for her. At half-past she came down, paused at Geoffrey's door for a moment, and went into the dining-room. She sat down and stared into the fire. Her colour came and went, came and went ; her hands shook. Suddenly she sprang up, and, going to the library, entered it quickly. Geoffrey looked up, with a tinge of annoyance on his face. " I wish you to come with me to-night, Geoffrey ! " she said quickly. 200 The Plot of his Story. " Did I not say that I was busy, and could not ? " " Perhaps you prefer the creatures of your imagi- nation to reality, Geoffrey ? " '* They are easier to get on with." " Easier to manage ? " " Easier to manage," assented Geoffrey coldly. ^' Do you think that human beings are to be managed V she asked, with a touch of contempt in her voice. " Some are not, I know." There was silence for a minute, and Geoffrey fidgeted uneasily with his papers. " Then you will not come when I ask you ? I want you to do this for me to-night. Do I nevei: