Ex Libris \ C. K. OGDEN NOTES OF THOUGHT, NOTES OF THOUGHT, BY THE LATE CHARLES BUXTON, M.P. PRECEDED BT A BIOGBAPHICAL SKETCH, BY REV. J. LLEWELYN DAVIES, M.A. SECOND EDITION. LONDON: JOHN MURRAY, ALBEMARLE STREET. 1883. LOKDOK : BRADBCRY, AGNF.W, & CO., PRINTERS, WH1IEFRIARS. BIOGRAPHICAL SKETCH. IT has been thought desirable to prefix to these Notes of Thought a brief Memoir of their author. It is an advantage to the readers of any book, and especially of a book like this, to have some personal knowledge of the man whose literary utterances they are invited to study. But besides serving as an introduction to his book, it is hoped that a biographical sketch of Charles Buxton will be interesting to not a few for its own sake. Neither his powers nor his achievements were such as to place him in the rank of those who have exerted a marked influence on their generation, nor did his career bring him into any special contact with great affairs or illustrious persons ; but he was a man whose work in life had a touch of originality and distinction about it not unworthy of notice, and whose character as a whole was of a noble and attractive quality, which ought to lend to these memorial pages something of its own charm. Charles Buxton was the youngest son of Sir Thomas Fowell Buxton, baronet, and Hannah, daughter of John (Jurney, of Earlham Hall. Of what kind of stock he came may be learnt from the well-known biography in which he has himself recorded his father's energetic and successful labours. The principal dates of his life are as follows : He was born at Cromer Hall, in Norfolk, on the 18th November, 1822. When he was four years old his family removed to Northrepps Hall, about a mile and a half from Cromer. He had a home education, with its advantages and defects, up to the age 2000250 [6] CHARLES BUXTON. of seventeen, when he was gent as a private pupil, first to the Rev. T. Fisher, at Luccombe, and then to the Rev. H. Altbrd (afterwards Dean of Canterbury), at Wymes- wold. In October, 1841, he went to Trinity College, Cambridge, and proceeded to his degree in due course. On leaving college he became a partner in the great brewery of Truman, Hanbury, Buxton, and Co. In the same year, 1845, his father having died, he was entrusted by his family with the charge of writing his life. In 1850 (February 7th) he married the eldest daughter of Sir Henry Holland, Bart., M.D. In 1857 he entered the House of Commons, and remained in Parliament continuously, representing Newport first, then Maidstone, and finally East Surrey, till his death, which took place at Lochearnhead, August 10th, 1871. This is the outline of a prosperous English gentleman's career ; and Charles Buxton's life, though cut short at an age which made his death a terrible blow to his family and friends, must be reckoned a singularly favoured one. The lines fell to him in very pleasant places, and he had no troubles but those from which no man can be exempt. But he was not spoilt or over- mastered by his good fortune. And though there must always be a profounder interest in observing how a strong nature is deepened and ennobled by trials, it is good also to see how a life may ripen uncorrupted in the sunshine, and may be disciplined in the gracious dis- charge of the duties of prosperity. In considering how I may hope to give in a short space the truest picture of Charles Buxton, from the point of view thus indicated, especially, I mean, as filling with an unusual felicity the part of an English gentleman of good fortune in the present day, the plan which has on the whole seemed to me the best to follow, is that of tracing along some principal lines successively the development of his character and activity. 1. In the first place, Charles Buxton was brought up from a child in the fear of God, and continued to be RELIGION. [7] through life an earnest and reverent Christian. His excellent father and mother were both very devout persons, of the Evangelical type of their generation. Sir Fowell Buxton was one of the manliest of men an ardent sportsman as well as an energetic philanthropist ; and the Quakerism of the Gurney family, with the spirit of which he was in the most cordial sympathy, contri- buted its peculiar refinement and culture, rather than any gloom or narrowness, to the religious life of the Buxton home. But there was an uncompromising sincerity in the religion of both the parents, and the principles they professed were thoroughly dominant over the mode of life pursued at Northrepps. The children were most carefully trained in the reading of Scripture and in prayer, and in the habit of referring all things to the will of God. They were encouraged to keep journals, with the chief purpose of recording religious memoranda. Charles began what grew to be a long series of journals when he was ten years old. " The first thing that I can recollect," he says, " was going to church in a cart with Lizzy my maid. They said I was very good and quiet. Some time after, I can perfectly remember that I was very much struck by a sermon in London ; the clergy- man mentioned that Christ would come, so I kept looking about the church, expecting Him to oome in directly, and I was very much surprised not to see Him." From the first there are regretful allusions to his " irritability," which continued to be in after years a chief topic of his self-reproach. In the same year's journal there is the following touching entry : " We received two very sorrowful letters from London about slavery, and that papa's countenance was quite changed because of slavery. I thought that all we could do was to pray for him, and God is a merciful Father, and will hear us when we call upon Him." The keeping of such journals is a practice which has its dangers, but there appears to be nothing either morbid or artificial in Charles Buxton's confessions. One safeguard of the sweetness and humility of his disposition was the thank- fulness which he had learnt to cherish as a duty. From time to time he would sum up the blessings for which he [8] CHARLES BUXTON. felt himself with good reason bound to be grateful. Thus, at the end of the year 1837, when he was fifteen years of age, he dwells on the prosperity, spiritual and temporal, enjoyed by the whole family ; one point of it being, " that we are such a comfortably large family, instead of my being a single child ; how mmh happier I am, with all my brothers and sisters ! " and he adds, " But if any of our family receive blessings, I receive them doubly. The elder part have their trials, . . . while I, young, in health, with every prospect of earthly happiness, at home with my friends instead of being at school, brought up in the fear of the Lord, and with numberless friends whose kindness is uninterrupted, have indeed cause for gratitude." In such youthful piety was nourished and strengthened a living root of reverence, conscientiousness, purity, and self-judgment, which never ceased to bear fruits and flowers. When he became a man, his inherited opinions on theological subjects underwent considerable change. His Evangelical creed yielded in various points to the influence of the modern liberal scientific views with which he became familiar, and ceased to retain its strict dogmatic form. Some beliefs in which he had once acquiesced grew decidedly distasteful to him. He alludes to this change when he says, " It is startling sometimes to find that one's mind has drifted so far away from its old moorings, that it heartily relishes sentiments which thirty years back had struck it with horror as almost blasphemous " ( " Notes," 628). But the inevitable disturbance of his early creed came later than one would have thought probable, and with no very violent shock. He disengaged himself gently and gradually of what he could no longer hold in the theology of Evangelical Puritanism, and was never at any stage fanatical or intolerant. At the age of thirty-six, he thus writes : " I do want to clarify and settle my religious views. They are like rolling clouds. I have faith, I do believe in Christ, but amid a wandering fog of doubt which at times obscures it. A good deal of the orthodox evangelical doctrine has disappeared from my mind altogether ; but I increase in my sense of Christ's love to THE CHURCH. [9] man." His most characteristic repugnance was to the Athanasian Creed, the harsh-sounding notes of which had from the first jarred upon his gentle feelings and his straightforward intelligence. " It gives me almost a thrill of horror," he writes in 1849, "to hear a school in the gallery bawling out the Athanasian Creed." He thinks it extreme presumption " to attempt to mark out and nicely portray what Scripture leaves in all its majestic obscurity, veiled in clouds which the angels themselves seek not to penetrate." And the following entry occurs in his diary for 1858 : " To Fox Warren ; the sunlight on the firs and ferns splendid. I thought a little over the Athanasian Creed. I have a notion of moving that its use be no longer compulsory." The cause of Church Reform had engaged his interest and ambition from early years. In 1849, he records : " Had much talk about Church Government and Church Reforms. I think very likely I shall take a leading part in endeavouring to bring them about. There seems to be a surprising lack of conrage in those who would gladly see some changes made." After he became a member of Parliament he took an active part in various movements which had for their aim to reconcile the constitution of the Church of England with the circumstances of the country or with the advanced knowledge of the time. He had the distinction of introducing in the House of Commons (June 9, 1863) the question of the subscriptions of the clergy to the Articles and Prayer-book, and so of promoting the appointment in that year of a Royal Commission, which recommended the important modification of the terms of these subscriptions, of which the Church has since had the benefit. His speech in moving his Resolution was conceived in the true spirit of Church Reform, and expressed warm but discriminating hopes for the future of the Church. Mr. Buxton's enthusiasm was roused both by the past greatness of the Church of England, and by the idea of a National Church still moving with the advances of the time, and ministering to all the religious wants of the people. He applied to the Church the words of the poet- [10] CHARLES BUXTON. " Higher yet her star ascends ; Traveller, blessedness and light, Peace and truth her course portends.'' The good work of the Commission on clerical subscrip- tion was followed up after an interval by the appointment of the better-known Ritual Commission, of which Mr. Buxton became a member, and in whose discussions he took a zealous part, advocating, as a general rule, the relaxation of restrictions and the removal of stumbling- blocks. Of his connection with these movements, the Dean of Westminster thus writes : "It was a constant pleasure to converse with him on matters connected with Church policy. A man born and bred in the famous old Quaker circle of Norfolk, and with the kindliest feelings towards Nonconformists, but with a keen appreciation almost like that of a convert for the services of the Church of England ; a Liberal, but (as a general rule) viewing the progress of the Church, not as an incumbrance to be resisted or despised, but as a necessary element in the harmonious working of society and civilization ; a philosophic student, who combined the instincts of fearless inquiry with the reverence of high and holy things ; this combination produced an atmosphere in which one was sure to find, not a bitter partisan, but a candid listener and a wise counsellor. On the two occa- sions which have been mentioned as bringing him directly into contact with ecclesiastical questions the repeal of the old clerical subscriptions and the revision of the rubrics of the Prayer-book I was brought into constant communication with him. On the first of those questions, it was only from our common interest in the subject, as I was not a member of the Commission in which he took so active a part. But we often discussed the matter, and I would particularly specify the benefit which he conferred on the Church when, on the occasion of the passing of the new Subscription Act, he, in his place in Parliament, stated as one of the Commissioners the motive and intention of the changes introduced. ' It was of the greatest importance to observe that all those phrases which indicated that the THE CHURCH. [11] subscriber declared his acceptance of every dogma of the Church had been swept away ; and this had been done expressly and of forethought. As regarded the Thirty-nine Articles, the Commission had agreed to sweep away the words " each and every of them ; " implying, therefore, that the subscriber was only to take them as a whole, even though he might disagree with them here and there. As regards the Prayer-book, the change was even still more marked ; for, instead of declaring his " assent and consent to all and everything it contained," he only declared his assent to the Book of Prayer that is to say, to the book as a whole, and his belief that the doctrine of the Church therein set forth was agreeable to the Word of God. Observe, that he would not declare that " the doctrines," in the plural number, or that each and all of the doctrines, were agreeable to the Word of God, but only " the doctrine " of the Church, in the singular number. It was expressly and unanimously agreed by the Commission that the word " doctrine " should be used in the singular number, in order that it might be understood that it was the general teaching, and not every part and parcel of that teaching, to which assent was given.' I remember his describing the anxiety with which he made this announcement, fearing lest possibly some other Commis- sioner present might endeavour, by subsequent remarks, to qualify or contradict the impression which he wished to produce. But none such were made, and his words, therefore, remain the only authoritative interpretation of the beneficent legislation then introduced, and of which the results have hardly yet been sufficiently appreciated. The other occasion was the Ritual Commission. He unfortunately entered the Commission only during that later stage of its proceedings when, from the illness of several of the leading members of the body, the original balance of its elements was destroyed, and the improve- ments, which at the earlier stages had been started with hopes of success, were thwarted by adverse influences, which are sufficiently indicated by the published minutes of the Commission. But he had the opportunity of de- livering his testimony with clearness and earnestness on [12] CHARLES BUXTON. behalf of the changes which will, no doubt, be at last ratified by the Legislature, unless the obstructive and dilatory policy of our ecclesiastical rulers and the indiffer- ence of our statesmen should condemn the Church to hopeless inaction. No one in the Commission spoke with a deeper feeling of the grace and solemnity of the finer parts of the English Liturgy ; but no one, on the other hand, felt more keenly the injustice done to it by the re- tention of practices or expressions of which the soul and spirit is either altogether dead or is altogether uncongenial with the better spirit of true Christianity. One such was the exclusion from Christian burial of those who, like the saintly members of his own family, Joseph John Gurney and Mrs. Fry, had not been brought into contact with the outward ceremony of baptism. Another such was the enforcement of the Athanasian Creed in the public services of the Church, thus pledging its members to the condemnation of the Greek Christians, or any others who fail to perceive the necessity of intricate, ambiguous, and obsolete forms of speech to describe the intimate relations of the human spirit to the Divine, or the diverse expres- sions of the Divine nature itself." In 1870 he joined, at my request, a small society called the Church Reform Union, most of the proposals of which he approved ; but I was rather surprised to find that he was not favourable to the legal constitution of Parochial Councils. Although an advocate of the rights of the laity, he had at the same time so much consideration for the clergy (See "Notes," 481) that he felt some repugnance to a scheme which would expose them to the chance of being thwarted by ignorant and factious parishioners. In the same year Mr. Buxton gave notice, early in the session, of a resolution in favour of a revision of the authorized translation of the Bible. He was induced by the Government to postpone it, and in the meantime the subject was taken up by the Southern Convocation. Mr. Buxton's national religious feeling made him very desirous that the Revision should be under- taken by the country rather than by the clergy, and he brought forward his Resolution in the House of Commons on the 14th June, in a well-prepared speech ; but Mr. THOUGHT AND WRITING. [13] Gladstone declared his disinclination to accept, on the part of the Government, a task of so much delicacy, of which the Convocation had already determined to encounter the difficulties and risks, and Mr. Buxton was unfortunately compelled to give way and to withdraw his motion. 2. A love of thinking and of expressing his thoughts in careful language was characteristic of Charles Buxton from his boyhood. Much as he delighted in society and in the play of intelligent conversation, he enjoyed occasional solitude with equal zest. It belonged to his temperament to be happy in anything he was doing, if he was doing it in earnest ; and it gave him intense pleasure to be occupied in thinking. As he advanced in life society came to be of more interest to him than solitude ; but in his youth there seems to have been nothing that he liked better than to be alone with his own thoughts. It was a rule of the family that the children should never be idle. They had plenty of play provided for them, but the play was to be always energetic ; no moment was to be without its definite occupation. Charles began early to apply this rule to his opportunities of private reflection. He acquired or strengthened by practice the power of keeping his thoughts close to the subjects he selected to think about. He studied deliberately him- self, his friends, the ways of God, the problems of exis- tence ; and he was accustomed to write down his obser- vations, very fully in his early years, and by degrees more sparsely, in the journals which he kept almost without intermission to the end of his life. His ordinary manner gave little indication of the intense seriousness, of the almost formal directness, of his constant medita- tions. But there never was a man whose work and recreation were more thoroughly rooted in reflection. And it will be evident that the originality and indepen- dence of his character owed much to this habit of com- muning with himself. Before he is twelve years old, he remarks, " I think that almost the happiest times in my life are when I am [14] CHARLES BVXTON. alone on a Sunday." At eighteen, he aspires to a more complete mastery over his mind, but yet he feels " I can sometimes force my mind to great exertion when I am interested in any particular subject." At Cambridge his intellect is delightfully stimulated by the wider range of reading and inquiry which opens itself to him. He writes, " I always thoroughly enjoy my Sundays here. There is so much philosophy, and so much poetry which has a religious tendency, that I can devote myself to reading on Sunday with an intense relish. I doubt whether any parts of my life have been more fraught with high and holy enjoyment than those I have spent on Sunday in my easy-chair, with my desk and book, and feet on the fender My reading chiefly lies in Butler, whom I am intensely fond of, Coleridge, and Wordsworth, i. e., ' The Friend ' of the former, and ' The Excursion,' and some other parts of the latter, Hooker, Jeremy Taylor, South, Pascal, Isaac Taylor, Milton, the German Testament, Bossuet, Melvill, Arnold." His friend and tutor, Mr. Richards, observes, "It was a marked epoch in his mental development when I first introduced to him, and read and discussed with him, Coleridge's works ( ' Aids to Reflection' and ' The Friend'). I well remember his joyous surprise, as one or other of the great truths enunciated by the mighty seer dawned upon him. He more than once acknowledged to me in after life that no master-mind had had so large a share in moulding his own as that of Coleridge. It is to this influence more especially that I attribute the breadth of his views." He continued in after life to feel a craving for serious meditation on Sundays. Sometimes, when it came in his way, he would enjoy going to a Friends' meeting. He would often substitute a solitary meditation out of doors for a Church service. He was impatient of long services, but the remedy he proposed was not one which would be acceptable to the ordinary kind of im- patience. "I should like," he says in one of these " Notes" (306), " to put a little patch of Quakerism into our Church service. Ten minutes' silence in the middle of the prayers, and instead of some of them, would be a .huge good to the soul" THOUGHT AND WRITING. [15] The following notes from his diaries illustrate his habit of " meditating in the field." Oct. 1849. I wonder others do not do what is my greatest delight, to read passages of some thought-exciting book out of doors, and then cast them about in my mind, while enjoying the deep solemn influence of Nature." "Jan. 1853. Lovely day ; a very pleasant day's shooting at Trimingham, all the boys, etc. Too much shooting and row to think much, but I did a little, on my old but exploded theory of the classification of characters ; but I fear that people are like ruffs and reeves, every one a new combination of colours." " Jan. 1854. Wandered home, sitting for a long time on a gate, and enjoying the stillness of the winter twilight ; the sheep baaing from the folds, the blackbird in high excitement in the hedge near, and the voices of boys far away ; the whole country deep in snow. I mused on various matters, amongst others on the affections ; and I observed how difficult it is to test one's love for any one unless they are in suffering ; then the depths of one's love for them are stirred up by pity, and one feels how dear they are ; one's pity fathoms one's love." Having been very ambitious of academical distinction, and having worked industriously at the Cambridge sub- jects, he was disappointed at not obtaining a higher place than a second class in classics ; but this was partly to be explained by his not having had a public school education. His first work as an author was the writing of his father's life, which was undertaken immediately on his leaving college, and which was executed in a way which brought him much credit,* and encouraged the literary aspirations which formed his chief ambition until the time of his entering Parliament. He cherished ideas of contributions to the reflective thought of the age, * Mr. Hampden Gurney said, in a published lecture, that, next to the Bible, the book he would put in a boy's hands would be the life of Sir T. F. Buxton, whereupon the Saturday Revieio asked whether the old invocation must not be thus amended "Matthew, Mark, Luke, John, and Charles Buxton, Bless the bed that I lie on." The Life has passed through thirteen editions, numbering 19,000 copies, and has been translated into French and German. [16] CHARLES BUXTON. which were imperfectly realised by his " Ideas of the Day on Policy," and by these " Notes of Thought." He spared himself no labour that promised to mature his powers of reflection or to improve his style. He was continually writing short essays on the most various sub- jects, speculative and practical, and by degrees came to publish his opinions largely on the questions of the day, in pamphlets, lectures, and contributions to newspapers and reviews. These were always received with respect, partly for their ability and practical value, partly for the character which they were known and felt to repre- sent. They were recognised as the productions of an intellect not in the first rank as regards largeness or power, but clear, healthy, acute, and eminently delicate in its sensitiveness to truth and to the higher kind of influences. His two books " Ideas of the Day on Policy " and the present posthumous publication are exactly illus- trative of the bent of his mind. The former was published in December, 1865, when he had been in the House of Commons for eight years; and it shows how he was accustomed to study the questions which presented them- selves to him as a politician looking at them from all sides, and trying to estimate candidly what could be said for every opinion. This book, although it professed only to register the thoughts of others, had the interest of originality in its method, and was welcomed as a valu- able contribution to political study. Its perfect fairness was very striking, and no less so its painstaking intelli- gence; and these essential qualities of his book were recognised both by journalists and by leading politicians with a heartiness which gave Mr. Buxton much pleasure. The "Notes of Thought" are the fruits of occasional work during many years. He began very early to con- template the publication of some such book, and he spent from time to time a good deal of labour on the sitting and polishing of his reflections. He mentions, in 1852, a phrase from Bacon, which had occurred to him as a good title " Sudden thoughts set down to profit." He himself found books of detached reflections and short papers very useful in stimulating thought, and it was POLITICS. [17] his hope that his own book might serve the same purpose. The quality specially aimed at in the observations here collected was that they should be such as either by their unexpectedness, or by coming home to ordinary experi- ence, would set the reader thinking. 3. Considering that Mr. Buxton was best known as an active and patriotic member of Parliament, and that it is so common for boys to be strongly fascinated by politics, we might have expected to find that he was an ardent politician in his youth. But this was not so. Until ifc became almost a matter of course for him as an English gentleman of wealth, leisure, intelligence, and public spirit, to seek a seat in Parliament, he was little interested by the party struggles or the political schemes of his day. He thought that he had more turn for literature than for public life. " It gives me a little gleam of pleasure," he wrote, when urged to go into Parliament, " to imagine myself in the House, but I know a literary life would suit me better." He did, in fact, never be- come a thorough-going party-man. He went his own way, and gained an influence which was chiefly due to his known independence. He brought the mind of an honourable and cultivated man, anxious to make himself as useful as possible to his country, to the discussion of every political question. But it was by sufferings wan- tonly or needlessly inflicted that he was most thoroughly drawn out. It may have seemed the traditional rdle for him, as his father's son, to interest himself in the behalf of negroes ; but it was by no means with any such feeling that he took up the cause with which he was most pro- minently identified, th;it of the sufferers in the unhappy Jamaica troubles. Detestation of cruelty was in his blood. The near contemplation of it stirred in him a horror which thrilled through every fibre of his system. He had from the first this sensitiveness about suffer- ings. " It is curious," he once wrote, " how I shrink from a subject which excites my feelings. My indig- nation is so great that it gives me sharp pain. 1 feel all b [18] CHAELES BUXTON. the time as if it were a cloth rubbing a raw, but this lessens when I feel a hope of helping on the remedy." A characteristic entry occurs amongst memoranda written when he was eighteen : " I was much shocked last night at reading, in Sir S. Romilly's Life, an account of cruelties practised in the army, one poor soldier flogged till he died, for coming on to parade dirty. I could not sleep for thinking how to abolish such barbarities." He goes on to sketch a plan of action for the effectual attainment of this end, which includes, amongst other projects, the establishment of lending libraries and schools for the benefit of soldiers. Two letters have been preserved which describe, with a pleasant freshness, his first experience of electioneering. It was in 1847, when his brother, Sir Edward Buxton, was elected by a small majority member for South Essex. " How pleasant it is," writes Charles, "to be safe on the calm shore after our stormy week of electioneering ! I quite enjoy the quiet of the brewery, though it seems strange to stop so suddenly in our career of extreme interest and excitement. I am very glad I was not away at the time ; I would not have missed it for anything ; not only on account of the mere animal excitement, but I feel as if I have learned much more about my fellow- creatures in these last six days than I ever knew before ; we have all been thrown together with such an immense variety of people, who have unfolded their characters far more than they would have done in the quiet routine of common affairs. One thing has amused and instructed me very much, the excessive inclination of every one to attribute to themselves the whole glory of every success in which they shared at all. Sometimes half-a-dozen people canvassed one voter ; in that case, if his having voted happened to be mentioned, each one was certain to give an animated account of his own extraordinary ex- ertions in converting the hapless elector, and how difficult it had been to bring him round. I feel as if I had had a flood of light poured upon history, by having seen how men actually behave in a contest. The power of public- feeling in making everything fall into it and increase its tide, was very remarkable. At first the Dissenters stood POLITICS. [19] out ; they would not join in it ; they were restrained by principle from supporting a friend of national education, &c. Ultimately A, B, C, and all the most crotchetty of that whimsically conscientious crew, were obliged to swim in the same shoal with Lord Petre the Papist and the friends of the Church of England. ... On Friday evening we were exceedingly alarmed. Edward came to Stratford about seven o'clock, and there was a high bustle for about an hour and an half ; it made me realise with intense vividness the scene in a general's camp after a partial defeat, aud another battle expected next day. I was on horseback at five the next morning, and had secured one vote in London before six ; then I rode back to Stratford, to the desolate and dirty committee room. Two maids, with their frowsy hair in curl-papers, were sweeping it up, and through the dust were visible the forms of G. F at his breakfast and two members of the committee. Others soon poured in ; G set off in a post-chaise ; I mounted another with my Waltham- stow list, and went to every elector who had not voted, and who could possibly be induced to vote ; I brushed up some ten or twelve good voters, came back, and found things looking up at Stratford. Then I was sent off on horseback to Woodford, as a voter there would not come ' unless a ymtlfman asked him ; ' so they brushed my hat, and I cocked it very furiously, and put on my Sun- day coat, and looked quite like a gentleman, the voter thought, for he soon ' mounted his steed and ra.de can- nilie,' and gave Sir Edward a plumper. ... I noticed that everybody was exclaiming about the importance of system and organisation, and everybody was blaming every one else for the want of it, yet no individual was really systematic, except a Mr. D , who assumed the command suddenly on Friday night, and organised a system of canvassing for the next day, by which every impelled voter within ten miles of Stratford was placed under a regular fire of applications, and every canvasser had a certain definite amount of responsibility placed upon him. That, I am sure, is the secret of success, to let each man be limited in his sphere of action ; then he leels responsible for it. But it is very easy to talk, and b 2 [20] CHARLES KUXTON. very difficult to effect things with such wilful materials as one's fello\v-creatures." In this way Charles Buxton was accustomed to study what happened around him, and to take lessons in the science of human nature. In 1852 he paid a visit to Ireland, and was inspired with an interest in that country and its people, which bore considerable fruit. He immediately bought an estate at Dingle, in Kerry, which he determined should be an example of good cultivation, and he took great pains about the improving of it. He leased it on special terms to a Scotch farmer, under whom the aspect of the estate was completely changed, and it became a very thriving property. He thus describes the condition in which he found it a few years later : " Lovely fresh morning, so we were off by eight to our farm, and highly delighted we were by the splendid improvements from a mass of hovels and most wretched farms, to a very fine dwelling-house and buildings, and great fields in the nighest state of cultivation." In the following year, 1 853, he wrote a pamphlet on the subject of National Education in Ireland, in which he shewed himself no extreme theorist but a fair and candid inquirer, anxious to make the best of existing circumstances. In a similar spirit he dealt with other Irish questions, always desiring to take into account what was peculiar in the condition of the country or in the Irish nature. He was before many Liberals in advocating the separation of the Church from the State in Ireland ; and in 1869 he took up earnestly the question of security of tenure, urging that it was a point of paramount necessity to make such terms with the people as might extinguish the chronic discontent and disaffection of that portion of the empire. The policy which he supported, and which he pressed upon public attention in letters to the Pall Mall Gazelle and the Times, as well as in Parliament, was that of giving legal recognition to none but long leases. It was to be expected that he should have a keen sense of the evils of war. Although entirely free from Quaker notions about non-resistance, he retained perhaps something of the Quaker feeling towards war. He seemed to me to be so impressed by the bad side of it WAR. [21] as to give to war a disproportionate rank amongst the evils of the world. He was a zealous economist, hating waste, and regarding all needless taxation as wickedly diminishing the general happiness ; and he saw in war the prime cause of waste of the public resources. But it was the direct suffering inflicted by battles and cam- paigns that chiefly moved him ; the pangs of the wounded and the grief's of non-combatants entered into his soul. He certainly could not be accused of sympathy with the Southern slave - owners, and yet he strongly condemned the Northern States for resorting to arms to put down secession. It was one of the interests of his life to do what he could towards shutting up war within the narrowest possible limits. The volume of " Cambridge Essays," published in 1855, contains a paper by him on " The Limitations to Severity in War;" an admirable discussion of a difficult subject, which probably had considerable influence upon public opinion. When the seizure of the Trent occurred, in 1861, Mr. Buxton made an eloquent appeal in an address to his constituents at Maidstone, in favour of referring the question to arbitration. In Parliament he took every opportunity of advocating the principle of the protection of private property during war, and the general amendment of International Law in the interest of peace. He contributed munificently towards the relief of the suffering French peasantry during the Franco-German war. The last important task which occupied him when his health was beginning to fail was the preparation of a speech with which he was to intro- duce a motion urging the international adoption of certain rules in time of war. He was most reluctantly persuaded to put off his motion, and his speech, for which he had carefully collected and digested his materials, was never delivered. The character which some persons associate with de- nunciations of war, and still more with protests against barbarous treatment of Indians or negroes, is one deficient in chivalry and patriotic spirit. But there was assuredly no such deficiency in Charles Buxton's character. He was as unlike as possible to the vulgar idea of a " sophister, [22] CHAPLES BUXTON. economist, and calculator." He was ready enough to stand up for the honour of his country, and shrank from no bloodshed that was necessary for the vindication of it. lint it was for the honour of his country that he was jealous ; and when representatives of English authority began to kill in cold blood without judicial processes, that honour seemed to him to be compromised, and as a g-enerous Englishman he felt a patriotic shame. When the news came of the Indian mutiny, he shared the universal emotion ; and the reports, afterwards proved to be greatly exaggerated, of mutilations and other atrocities committed by the Sepoys filled him, like others, with in- dignant horror. When he had just heard " the dreadful news of the massacre at Cawnpore," he writes : " I trust we shall show the world that the vengance of England is terrible as the vengeance of God." After the brilliant achievements of the English in the suppression of the mutiny, he often dwelt on the deep satisfaction to be derived from the evidence thus given of the force and manliness of the English race. " What a blow it would have been had Englishmen proved cowardly ! " But when the English were triumphant, and too authentic reports arrived of the bloody and undiscriminating ven- geance with which soldiers and magistrates were pursuing not only the Sepoys but the unarmed inhabitants, Mr. Buxton was one of those who supported the high-minded policy of restraint and moderation which earned for the Governor-General the nickname of Clemency Canning. In a speech in Parliament (March 18th, 1858) of exemplary fairness and dignity, he expanded the sense of the words which he himself felicitously quoted : " Though by their high wrongs we are strook to the quick, Yet with our nobler reason 'gainst our fury Will we take part : the rarer action is In virtue than in vengeance." He incurred no great unpopularity by the course he took on this occasion. But it was otherwise a few years later, when a similar crisis on a reduced scale occurred in Jamaica. Most unfortunately, Mr. Eyre, the Governor, showed himself just wanting in those qualities of a JAMAICA. [23] colonial ruler for which the English nation owes so deep a debt of gratitude to Lord Canning. He let himself swim with the tide of panic and revenge which it was his particular business to moderate. Mr. Buxton was now called upon to confront a storm of anger and invective. We ought to know by this time what our English nature is, abroad and at home ; what an untamed fierceness there is in our blood, how sensitive our peculiar position has made us in our relations with inferior races, how the courage of a proud people leaps to the rescue on the least hint of danger to English women and children. In this case, also, we were wounded at first by exaggerated rumours ; we were told that the insurgent negroes acted much more brutally than they really did ; and the im- pression made by the false reports was never effaced from the public mind. It was natural for people to feel, " Better that every black in the island should perish in tortures, than that Englishmen and their families should be at the mercy of savages ! " Then there was an unlucky combination of circumstances to bring discredit upon our action in Jamaica, and to make the case a vexatious one. The Governor had fine qualities and a good reputation, but lost his head ; the mean politics of the island were intricate and disagreeable ; the negroes were childish liars ; we were most unfortunate in some of the officers to whom the stamping out of the insurrection was committed. Mr. Buxlon's complaint from first to last was this : that after the insurrection was declared by the Governor himself to be completely put down and no fear any longer to exist, men and women were hung and flogged in great numbers and week after week upon vague or frivolous charges, in a kind of revel of angry cruelty. There was no refuting this accusation. But an embittered conflict soon began to rage in this country, between those who held that almost anything ought to be condoned to men who had suppressed with vigour a rising of blacks against the English, and those who urged that it was of the highest importance that English administrators should be warned that ferocious treatment of the inferior races under their control would not be condoned. It was in November, 18G5, that we learned the chief [24] CHARLES BUXTON. facts of the outbreak and its suppression. There was immediate and authentic evidence in the Governor's own despatches, of the gratuitous severities practised for the punishment or the intimidation of the negroes. Mr. Eyre'fl Report created a very general impression that further explanation was needed to justify those severities, and it was supposed that such explanation would be forthcoming. But the additional statements supplied by the actors themselves only showed more plainly that, in the excitement produced by anger, aversion, and sense of danger, the reins of justice and consideration had been cast loose. The levity of some of these accounts was revolting. Mr. Buxton was deeply moved by these ex- cesses, and joined at once in the indignant protests which they called forth. Being chairman of a dinner given to celebrate the return of Mr. Hughes for Lambeth, on the 4th December, he made the Jamaica proceedings the subject of his speech. On the day before this dinner he thus writes in his diary : " It is most grievous to find that Englishmen are just as great brutes as any people in any age when their blood is up. I cannot endure to read of such cruelties, and I do long to be of such weight as to be able to lift up my voice with power against them. I hope to speak about it to-morrow." He wrote letters, which appeared in the Times (December 7th and 13th), calling attention to the facts which he set forth in a detailed narrative. By the 19th he was acting as chair- man of a " Jamaica Committee," in which he was asso ciated with well-known politicians of a different stamp from himself. Party spirit was plentifully infused into the con- troversy, and extreme vehemence was displayed both by the accusers and the defenders of Mr. Eyre. When the Commission of Inquiry, consisting of Mr. Russell Gurney and two colleagues, which had been sent out to investi- gate the whole matter on the spot, had made their Report of a tenor certainly not too hostile to the English authorities in the island the Jamaica Committee deter- mined by a majority to prosecute Governor Eyre on a charge of murder. In this action Mr. Buxton refused to concur, but he at the same time brought the question before the House of Commons (July 31, 1866) in the JAMAICA. [25] form of four resolutions, declaring that the punishments inflicted had been excessive ; that grave excesses of se- verity on the part of any civil, military, or naval officers ought not to be passed over wi h impunity ; that com- pensation ought to be awarded to those who had suffered unjustly ; and that all further punishment on account of the disturbances ought to be remitted. The first reso- lution was accepted ; the others were withdrawn, on the understanding that the Government were engaged in inquiries with the purpose of substantially carrying out the objects of the resolutions. In the year 1868 Mr. Buxton became again personally prominent in connection with the movement against Governor Eyre, by contribut- ing 300/. towards the expenses of the prosecution, when the Jamaica Commitee had resolved to prosecute him upon a charge of misdemeanour only. He found it necessary to address a vindication of his conduct to some of the Liberal electors of East Surrey, in view of the approaching election. This vindication, an elaborate and exhaustive document, was circulated amongst the con- stituency, and afterwards appeared in the public journals on the 7th December of the same year. This was the severest trial of his integrity that Charles Buxton had to pass through. No one but those who were very intimate with him knew how much pain the discharge of his duty in this matter cost him. He was haunted night and day by the details of the cruelties which he had to master and narrate and renarrate, and the subject grew so distressing to him that he could not bear to talk of it. It was his lot to exasperate Mr. Eyre's supporters, and not to please his accusers. He was sustained by no natural combativeness, by no partisan Radicalism. He was a moderate politician, and he loved to be on pleasant terms with everybody. He was sensi- tive to excess as to the feeling of society towards him. " Everybody against me about Eyre (May 22, 1868). I was right, but it is very painful, and I have rarely been so wretched." " Feeling the tide of disapproval hard to bear (May 24) ; no one is moved to indignation as I am by cruelties." His persistence in calling for an effectual censure and repudiation of the conduct of Mr. Eyre and [26] CHARLES BUXTON. his subordinates was a pure fruit of Christian feeling and the sense of honour. In general politics, Mr. Buxton was an independent Liberal, sometimes taking up a cause which allied him to the more advanced sections of his party, but occasionally leaning towards Conservatism. He devoted a great deal of labour to his Parliamentary duties, doing his best to master every question of importance which came before the Legislature, speaking frequently, and almost always after careful study and preparation. His speeches, though lucid, animated, and sometimes warm with a genuine fervour, never won for him the reputation of an orator ; but he was universally regarded as an excellent member of Parliament, attracting the esteem and confidence of his fellow-members by his high-mindedness, and their affection by his engaging qualities. He zealously advo- cated, both with pen and voice, the system of Cumulative Voting, as an expedient for giving some representation to minorities, and he gave notice of a motion for the adop- tion of this scheme, which he was prevented by a dis- abling accident from bringing forward himself, and which was therefore taken up by Mr. Hughes as his substitute. He was always anxious to promote the improvement of the metropolis, for which he felt much respect and some hearty admiration ; and he was induced to become the active Parliamentary champion of a scheme for reforming the municipal constitution of London, to which Mr. Mill had previously given the sanction of his high authority. He had a familiar knowledge of the working of primary schools, and appreciated highly both the voluntary and the religious elements in our system of national educa- tion ; and he was a prominent supporter of the policy embodied in the Education Act of his relative, Mr. W. E. Forster. He was like Mr. Forster also in throwing himself vigorously into another national movement, less congenial to their Quaker extraction. Mr. Buxton became a leader amongst the Metropolitan Volunteers. Before the move- ment began, he had had no special knowledge of military matters. When a corps was formed out of the men at the brewery, Mr. Buxton declined to accept a higher ap- VOLUNTEERING. [27] pointment than that of Lieutenant, not expecting to feel much interest in the work ; but no sooner had he begun to drill, than his new duties took a wonderfully strong hold of him. There was a combination of features in Volunteering which fascinated him the physical excite- ment, the picturesqueness, the call on mental ingenuity, the mixture of classes, the development of character, even the opportunity of patriotic expenditure. He not only took great pains with the drill of his corps, he began at once to devise interesting exercises. " I feel now," he says, in February, 1861, " that I have got my battalion into a most vigorous state with warm life in it. Every one full of zeal and the whole organisation perfect ; quite different from six months ago. But how much thought and heart have I given it ; I have in a year and a half learnt to put a brigade of four battalions through thirty or forty movements in the field." He studied tactics with enthusiasm, and whilst still a lieutenant, he arranged small sham-fights at Hampstead, Cromer, and Fox Warren. He thus describes one of these : " Oct. 6, 1860. Cromer. The morning looked horrible, windy and black ; but in the afternoon it was still and warm and dry. I planned the sham fight again with Mr. Scott, and made a great variety of arrangements By 1.30 the various corps assembled, and marched to the shore, where it took a long while to serve out ammu- nition, &c. I arranged the corps in two bodies ; the Cromer, Stalham, and Norwich corps as enemy along the sea, with boats to represent the landing ; my men, the Aylsham and Fakenham, with my seventeen Cavalry at the foot of the cliff. We soon began to ascend, firing fiercely on the enemy, and great fun it was ; then they attacked us on the new Lighthouse hill ; were repulsed and pursued ; but charged us, and we retreated. Finally we made a grand charge with fixed bayonets and cavalry, and drove them from the old Lighthouse, and gradually along the cliffs and fields to the gangway, below which they turned at bay, and ended with a grand charge and hurrah. It lasted two and a half hours, and was immensely successful ; many thousands of spectators, who seemed to enjoy it much. Then we had a most capital [28] CHARLES BUXTON. dinner, and very good speeches. After this we hod a brief night attack and firing as a finale. Altogether it was a most successful day. I was so glad to find that, when sufficiently interested, I can manage a complicated piece of business, which this really was, as I had to get the various corps together, plan the sham-fight and command both sides, provide a dinner, &c., &c." He was speedily promoted to the rank of Lieutenant-Colonel of the 1st Tower Hamlets Administrative Battalion, and acted several times as one of the brigadiers at the Easter Monday Reviews. Nothing delighted him more than to give a sham-fight. It was his pride to invent the move- ments himself, and to make them more lively and interesting than those of the ordinary field days. What, indeed, could be more delightful to all concerned than such a day as that of his last sham-fight at Fox Warren, on Saturday, the 30th July, 1870 ? It was a splendid and munificent fete, with the incomparable entertainment of military movement and show. The lovely Surrey landscape, with its woods and hills, made a perfect scene, of which Fox Warren was the central gem. There Mr. and Mrs. Buxton had collected a host of friends, whilst 3,000 Volunteers, gathered from London and the county, drew together under the two standards of attack and defence. The movements were arranged so as to offer the chief points of interest to the view of spectators clustered on the brow of the Hanger Hill ; and the excitement culminated when Colonel Buxton, at the head of the English force, after he had skilfully thrown for- ward his riflemen into the woods on the right and the left, drove the enemy up the open pasture that stretches down from the hill. It is pleasant to remember him in his generous pride on that sunny afternoon, as he led his battalion to the charge, or as he afterwards presided with his own thoughtful kindness over several hundred guests on the Fox Warren lawn. 4. Fox W T arren, Mr. Bnxton's seat near Weybridge, was his own creation, and the embodiment and illustration of his most cherished tastes. He was a devoted lover of LOVE OF ANIMALS. [31] rural scenery, of animal life, and of picturesque archi- tecture ; and these he could enjoy with ever increasing richness at Fox Warren. As this charming country home grew in beauty under his hands, it is not wonderful that he became more and more attached to it. He inherited from his father a love of animals, which he had every opportunity of indulging when a boy at Northrepps. He and his brothers were encouraged to collect birds and other animals for a small museum of their own, and to keep various pets. At twelve years of age, Charles writes in his diary, "I find it a great temptation, and one extremely difficult to overcome, to think of Natural History at times when I ought not : I mean at Church, at night when I am in bed, &c." One permanent liking of his, with which his friends could not always sympathise, was for snakes. This began early. When he is eleven, he mentions going into some lodgings, and records, " Fowell, 1, Christiana, Lizzy, and the snake, are the persons that came." This way of speaking of his animal friends as persons was oue of his amusing habits. One of the earliest stories about his infancy shows him making a confidant of a cat. It refers to his first introduction, at five years of age, to a Quaker's meeting. " Charley was at the meeting on Sunday morning, and did not like it at all. He was afterwards heard telling the cat all about it : ' Puss, do you know they're such naughty people here ; they never go to church, and they did not take off my hat, and they sat and sat such a long time, and at last an old woman stood up, with no ribbons on her bonnet, and said something I don't know what and afterwards we went on sitting a long time, and I was so tired ; and don't you ever go to meeting, Puss ! ' " Soon after his marriage he observed in a letter, " I only want a companionable reptile to make my domestic joys complete ; it is so painful to come home from town and not to find even an adder to receive me." A striking illustration of his tenderness towards animals is given by his friend the Rev. E. H. Loring : " I remember once, as I was riding very fast with him over a common, we passed the gate of a farmyard, in which a sheep-dog was tied up and was howling piteously [32] CHARLES BUXTON. at his captivity. Charles Buxton instantly pulled up his horse, saying to me, ' Do stop a minute, I must speak to that poor dog.' He dismounted, and, leaning as far ns he could over the gate, he called out, in the kindest tone, a few sentences of sympathy and encouragement to the poor captive, and then got on his horse again, and rode on with me as before." There was a Boys' Refuge in Whitechapel which he was accustomed to visit, and I remember his telling me one day that he had been doing two things to improve the boys ; he had been teaching them that the love of money was the root of all good, and he had given them some snakes for pets. He tried once, unsuccessfully, to rear an infant crocodile, and he was enterprising enough to answer an advertisement offering some live rattlesnakes for sale. He drew back under Mrs. Buxton's persuasion, before making an engagement to purchase these pets ; but the advertisers, who were Americans, stuck to their one chance of disposing of their property. "' One lovely summer's evening," writes Mrs. Buxton, " we were on the lawn with our own child- ren and some others besides, when a fly drove up to the door, out of which got two Yankees, and, bearing a hamper between them, joined us on the lawn. They proceeded coolly to open the hamper, and take out half a dozen rattlesnakes, which were turned loose upon the lawn, shaking the rattles in their tales, to Charles's mixed delight and alarm, and to my unmixed horror. In broad Yankee the.men assured us that the fangs were taken out, and they handled them themselves with perfect uncon- cern. They said they had to go to America the next day, and must get rid of the rattlesnakes before they went, so they would let us have them for nothing. Charles was extremely tempted, and was trying to devise some place in which they could be safely kept, for the men owned that in a month or two the poisonous fangs would grow again. However, I remonstrated so strongly that he gave up the idea, which, indeed, he would not really have carried out, only he had been so fascinated by the possibility of keeping rattlesnakes. The men then said that they could not take the snakes back ; they must kill them, and they retired into a back yard for this purpose. BIRDS. [33] Charles could not bear to have the dead bodies thrown away, and they were again packed in their hamper, and the Americans were sent to his bird-stuffer, with a note, saying that he should like to have two stuffed for him- self, and the man might do what he liked with the others. The hamper was left at the bird-stuffer's house ; he happened to be out, and his wife opened the hamper, and immediately a rattlesnake reared up its head, to her unspeakable horror. She banged down the lid, and fastened it securely. When her husband returned, they were in great trouble and perplexity, thinking they had a hamper full of live rattlesnakes. It proved, how- ever, that only one had revived, and this they managed to kill." It cannot be said that Mr. Buxton ever became a scientific naturalist, but in one branch of Natural History, the study of birds and their ways, his know- ledge was much beyond that of the ordinary observer. In his boyhood he obtained a remarkable familarity with British birds, and knew discriminatingly their notes and their habits. It was a never ceasing delight to him to improve and to digest this knowledge, and he wrote many papers about birds, with some design of making a book of them. At one time he pleased himself with devising an ingenious new classification of birds, based upon the adaptation of their organs to their distinctive modes of obtaining food. The last composition he sent to the press was a paper which appeared in Macmillan's Magazine for August, 1871, describing a visit to the haunt of the " Scoulton pies." But he was best known as an ornithologist to the public by his persevering endeavours to domesticate foreign birds cockatoos, parrots, and the like both at Northrepps and at Fox AVarren. He read a paper describing the history of this experiment to a party of the British Association for the Advancement of Science which visited Cromer in 1868, from which it appeared that these brilliant birds lived happily in the woods adjoining the houses, but that it, was almost impossible to preserve them from being shot when they strayed a little away from their homes. The attempt, therefore, was only partially successful. He [34] CHAELES BUXTON. endeavoured similarly to add animation to his garden grounds by nailing boxes to the trees for other birds to breed in, and he was never tired of watching the playful life which he thus brought near him. One scene of it is photographed in a paper which he dictated when he was recovering from an illness, in June, 1867 : " As with the luxurious feeling of convalescence I draw my easy-chair to the window, I watch with much amusement the proceedings of the birds on the lawn below me. First of all, half-a-dozen little nun-pigeons come whirring down from the gables above, two of them settling on the terra-cotta basket hanging on an iron tripod, and con- taining the birds' food, the others on the lawn near, where they remain pecking about. Presently they are all scattered in a moment, as a great white cockatoo swoops down upon the tripod from a neighbouring tree, and is immediately joined by a grey parrot, who sits close by him, and they dip their heads alternately in the hempseed before them. Another moment, and a jackdaw drops down upon the grass, and, cocking his head on one side, examines the possibility of a theft, but he cannot screw his courage to the sticking point till three others have come to help ; then he springs up, and lights for a moment on the side of the basket, but the cockatoo sticks up his yellow crest, and the grey parrot makes a determined dig at his ribs, and he is down again in a twinkling. Another and another try the same game, and at last one or two succeed in carrying off a morsel. They look extra shy on the occasion, but they always have an absurd air of fancying (and much relishing the fancy) that they are robbing somebody whenever they go to feed ; and as I walk in the garden, and see the know- ing looks they cast at each other, as they sit on the gables, I can almost hear them say, 'There's that fool, Buxton, again how shanny he must be, to put out all that hempseed, and never to find out that we get the best half of it ! ' Poor things, they are more than welcome to all they can get ; but I confess it does aggravate me nearly beyond endurance to see twenty or thirty vulgar sparrows increasing my seedman's bill. Now another jackdaw alights on the lawn. He evidently HUNTING. [35] does not belong to the other set, who by this time are assembled round a terra-cotta vase, set below the basket to catch the seed, and where they pick up the morsels that fall from their grand neighbours. I can see that the new Jack is not quite easy in his mind, from the way he straddles his legs, and then sidles up with an affected air of unconcern, but is instantly snubbed and sent away with a flea in his ear by one of the others. In a moment they all scurry away, as a troop of four little girls, with shouts of laughter, come up, one of them riding on, and two leading a Newfoundland dog ; but he stops short, not thinking that dogs were made for carrying, till one child entices him on again with a bit of cake. A large tame cockatoo, who has hitherto been hidden in a tree above, catches sight of this, and instantly skims down, and receives his share from the little girl's hand. But now Tory, the dog, remembers the rabbit that he has been scraping after in the dell close by ever since the election of 1865, during which I bought and christened him ; and off he sets at a gallop, with the children flying after him in vain, for he vanishes utterly from sight in a hole, which he has made into almost a cavern, and so ends this little scene." In his love of horses he was a worthy son of his father, and he had a keen appetite for the excitement of the chase. He thought that he had some special timidity to overcome in following the hounds, but he certainly overcame it, and he was known as a bold and eager rider in the counties surrounding the metropolis. The follow- ing entry describes his feeling about hunting : " Dec. 11, 1865. Went out with the stag at Cobham, and enjoyed it intensely, especially the part where I took the lead and was almost alone with the hounds, which excited me immensely. We had a good deal of fencing, and Holstein carried me nobly. I am utterly resolved to stick to the hounds like grim death, and take my own line. If I do hunt, let me make the very utmost of it, instead of marring it by giving way to timidity." For many years from his coming to London he hunted chiefly in Hertfordshire, having as his constant associate c 2 [36] CHARLES BUXTON. his cousin and the companion of his boyhood, Mr. Kichard Hoare. Latterly, he preferred to hunt with Lord Petre's stag-hounds, and enjoyed the opportunity this gave him of making a warm friendship with one better known otherwise than as a sportsman, Mr. Anthony Trollope. How thoroughly he entered into the real spirit of the chase is best shown by some verses he composed a few days after a bad fall (April 9th, 1867). The poetical merit of this piece is the more remarkable, because Mr. Buxton had never practised himself in writing verse, though he laboured much to acquire a good prose style. It is very curious that this solitary production of his muse should have been composed whilst he was lying in a darkened room, suffering from concussion of the brain. It was the history of the run which ended with his fall. THE STAGHOUNDS. 1. Forrard away ! Forrard away ! Cheerly, ye beauties, forrard away ! They flash like a gleam o'er the upland brow, They flash like a gleam o'er the russet plow, O'er the green wheatland, fair to see ; Over the pasture, over the lea. Forrard away forrard away ! Cheerly, ye beauties, forrard away ! 2. How soft lies the valley asleep below, In the golden sunshine, as on we go, Down the long sweep of the hillside bare, Drinking sweet draughts of the vernal air ! The lark is raining his music down, The partridge whirrs up from the grass-tuft brown. Forrard away, &c. 3. A stiff ox fence with its oaken rail l{.-tj>, rap, go the hoofs like a peasant's flail ; A five foot drop see, the Roding brook, Send him at it, don't stop to look ; Dash through the quickset into the lane, Out on the other side, forrard again Forrard away, &c. HUNTING. [37] 4. Carefully now, at the ditch and bank, Into the copse wood thick and dank ; The violet hangs her timid head, And cowers down in her lowly bed ; The primrose opes wide her golden eyes, And gazes upward in mute surprise. Forrard away, &c. 5. A moment's check, one cast around ; 'Tis forrard again, with a furious bound Mellow and sweet their voices sound. Steady, my pet, at the five-barred gate, Lightly over with heart elate ; Up with the elbow, down with the head, Crash through the bullfinch like shot of lead. Forrard away, &c. 6. Look at the hounds, their muzzles high ; A sheet would cover them ; on they fly ; No music now, not a whimpering cry Neck or nothing : we'll do or die. Swinging along at a slashing pace, With souls on fire each risk to face, Forrard away, &c. 7. Thread the hazels ; over the stile 'Tis forty-five minutes, each five a mile. Hurrah for the staghounds ! let others sneer At the fatted calf, and the carted deer ; But we know, as we feel our hunter's stride, A man must be a man who with these can ride. Forrard away, &c. Besides the naturalist's love of nature, there was in Mr. Buxton a genuine poetical passion for its more beau- tiful and radiant aspects. He had less of the power of sympathising with the gloomy and the terrible in nature ; he could scarcely be happy unless the weather was fine. But a forest glade sparkling in the early sunlight would fill him with that jwzm, of delight overflowing the capacity of enjoyment, which is the sign of poetical susceptibility. It was at Luccombe, in Somersetshire, when he went there as a private pupil, that he first became conscious of [38] CHARLES UXTON. the vague yearnings excited by solitary wanderings amongst glens and hills ; and one of the most vivid pleasures of his after life was caused by revisiting, when he was no longer alone, a particular dell which he had discovered and made a spiritual treasure of his own at seventeen. He was prepared, therefore, by his own ex- periences to appreciate the Excursion of Wordsworth, and all poetry which reflected the natural scenery with which he was familiar. His delight in giving expression to the enjoyment which he derived from the observation of nature may be seen in the following extracts : " Oct. 1849. Bad sport ; but I greatly enjoyed the lovely views, in the mild sunny afternoon. We were on the hills, which looked rich in their autumn clothing of dark- red fern and heather, and green oaks in the dells. Below lay the undulating plain, with the villages clus- tered round with trees ; the squire's house nestling in a thick wood, the smoke rising from the farmhouses, the picturesque grey church standing like the venerable ruler of the hamlet, and, beyond, the still blue sea with white ships asleep on its calm surface ; and the soft sound of the lowing of oxen and the cackling of geese came to us from far away, mingled with the low murmuring of the gentle sea. It was a most lovely scene, one full of peace." "Oct. 10, 1849. I wandered this afternoon along the shore. How grand the sea was ! The sky was dark and gloomy, and the sea raving in an angry mood, whitening billows rising as far as the horizon, while the cliffs frowned down upon the scene. The sea is almost the only one of nature's works which has no growth in it, which does nothing. Stupendous, magnifi- cent, mighty as he is, he has swept backwards and for- wards, to and fro, for thousands of years, and with f'/tf/l remit ? None ! With all those terrible energies, with all that mass of force, he has not accomplished one single work, or gone forward in any single thing ; while during each of these years the gentle earth has been clothing herself in her mantle of beauty, and bearing fruit and flowers, for her children's good. Does he com- plain so wofully, and roar as with a troubled mind, be- cause he is aweary of his do-nothing life ? There is LOVE OF NATURE. [39] something almost pathetic in the unchanging, mono- tonous, roar of his sullen waves on an afternoon like this. There is a disconsolate, despairing sound in it, which might almost touch one's heart ; but I think one feels a sort of dislike to him, in spite of the reverence which he inspires." "July, 1852. Up at half past five. Another glorious morning, and sat in the forest, reading Words- worth's Excursion; much enjoying the brilliant sun- shine, the fresh ferns, and the soft shadows, and the serene stillness of nature. No time more delicious, more soothing, more elevating, than the morning hours of a bright day." "March, 1853. A charming half-hour before breakfast, wandering in T. park. Sun and hoar- frost, cushats cooing, rooks, &c. I was struck with the interest of the truth, that nothing so elevates or so softens the character as intimate communication with outward ntiture, with the sweet, gentle, loving, cheerful, truthful spirit that breathes in the woods and fields on a bright spring morning. It points to the oneness of the natural and moral worlds, one God, and the same nature under various forms." "March 1866. What really suits me is reading, writing, society, the country (which I enjoy beyond expression), and hunting I see that very few persons have such an intensely vivid perception as I have of all that is picturesque and lovely. My rides and walks are a continual feast of discoveries of the beautiful which I see are rarely made by others. This is a wonderful source of pleasure." Being thus drawn to them by a poetical temperament, he became a hearty lover of the poets, and treasured in his memory much of the verse of Shakespeare and Milton, of Wordsworth and Tennyson. In a fair degree, all good art found in him a sympathising student and critic. He had the advantage of visiting Italy and Greece when his taste was just ready to receive the stimulus given to it by the remains of antiquity. In 1839 and 1840 he spent some time at Rome and at Athens ; and besides enjoying travel as a boy would, he made the most conscientious use of the opportunities of self-improvement thus afforded him. " I call to mind," says Mr. Richards, " the time when, and the way in which, his taste for architecture [42] CHARLES BUXTON. once more how happy he was in his lot. His father was worthy of the deep reverence, his mother of the admiring tenderness, which he felt towards them ; and the warm attachment which bound him to his brothers and sisters was strengthened and sustained through life by well- deserved mutual esteem. Charles's childish griefs were caused by partings, or by fears and anxieties for others, which easily moved him to tears. He always gave a ready admiration to his companions and friends, and he had in turn so great a desire to please those whom he loved or esteemed that he was apt to be made unhappy by fancying that he perceived in them symptoms of indifference towards him. This was one of the indications of a certain feminine fibre in his nature, to which his attractiveness was no doubt partly due. His affectionate disposition was guarded by a delicacy which was never impaired, and an innocence which never had anything to conceal. Mr. Richards, who was his constant companion for about four years of his opening youth, first as tutor and then as college friend, observes of him, " A gentler, brighter, more loving spirit one more open to the noblest impulses, or more uniformly actuated by the highest principles I never knew. His was a mind of spotless purity, of the most exquisite refinement, with the loftiest aspirations. Such was his temper that, during the whole of our close intercourse, I do not remem- ber that a harsh word ever passed between us." When he came up from college to London, he lived for some time with his brother, Sir Edward Buxton, making one of his family circle. " He was such a rare brother to me," writes Lady Buxton. " I often think of those happy years he spent with us .... He became a most delightful and important inmate, a fine example of spirited industry combined with the most genial conduct towards the circle around him." She speaks of "his constant pleasure in our boys, who would have worried many young uncles," and of " the tie then established between uncle and nephews, so advantageous afterwards to the fatherless lads." He himself thus speaks of these boys at the same period : " Do I do all I could for Catherine's children ? I must not let indolence creep HOME LIFE. [43] over me, but be actively cheerful and gentle with them. Tommy I love better than my own life. I feel that there is nothing I would not gladly do for him. May I use all my influence powerfully and vigorously to raise and stimulate his powers, to teach him to think." The pain which could be caused him by mortification and affection combined is shown by the following passages from his diary, relating to the election contest described above : " Aug. 8, 1847. The end of a most exciting week, termi- nating in Edward's election for South Essex. Happy as all are at this consummation, my mind is full of anguish and anxiety. I gave my card to a voter and wrote on it a promise to remunerate him for his day's labour, this, I find, may cost Edward his seat." . . . "I trust I shall never forget the agony which I have endured during the last two days. I felt little doubt that I had fallen into a trap, and that this rascally voter meant to betray me to the opposite party. I passed a night of restless misery on Friday, got up at half-past four, saddled my mare, and rode to the man's house in White- chapel, expecting to catch him before his day's work ; but he had not come home since the preceding morning. I left his door in dismay, rode to Stratford, and with a heavy heart canvassed Walthamstow, and had an after- noon of grievous anxiety. I thought no sort of calamity could be so bad as mine. After a night in which I woke up once or twice with an overwhelming sense of misery, we came home. I had prayed intensely, for Christ's sake, that God would avert this calamity from me, and I verily believe that He heard my prayer. G-. B. came in while I was in the act of communicating my fears to Edward, and mentioned, in the course of conver- sation, that our lawyer had thought it safe to institute legal proceedings to quash a vote obtained by the promise of remuneration, for loss of time. This, un- doubtedly, was the very one. So the thing is safe. I still feel rather nervous, though unutterably relieved." During one of his visits to Northrepps, where his mother lived on to a most venerable age, surviving her son Charles by a few months, he pours out in his diary his admiring delight in the family party there gathered [42] CHARLES BVXTON. once more how happy he was in his lot. His father was worthy of the deep reverence, his mother of the admiring tenderness, which he felt towards them ; and the warm attachment which bound him to his brothers and sisters was strengthened and sustained through life by well- deserved mutual esteem. Charles's childish griefs were caused by partings, or by fears and anxieties for others, which easily moved him to tears. He always gave a ready admiration to his companions and friends, and he had in turn so great a desire to please those whom he loved or esteemed that he was apt to be made unhappy by fancying that he perceived in them symptoms of indifference towards him. This was one of the indications of a certain feminine fibre in his nature, to which his attractiveness was no doubt partly due. His affectionate disposition was guarded by a delicacy which was never impaired, and an innocence which never had anything to conceal. Mr. Richards, who was his constant companion for about four years of his opening youth, first as tutor and then as college friend, observes of him, " A gentler, brighter, more loving spirit one more open to the noblest impulses, or more uniformly actuated by the highest principles I never knew. His was a mind of spotless purity, of the most exquisite refinement, with the loftiest aspirations. Such was his temper that, during the whole of our close intercourse, I do not remem- ber that a harsh word ever passed between us." When he came up from college to London, he lived for some time with his brother, Sir Edward Buxton, making one of his family circle. " He was such a rare brother to me," writes Lady Buxton. "I often think of those happy years he spent with us .... He became a most delightful and important inmate, a fine example of spirited industry combined with the most genial conduct towards the circle around him." She speaks of "his constant pleasure in our boys, who would have worried many young uncles," and of " the tie then established between uncle and nephews, so advantageous afterwards to the fatherless lads." He himself thus speaks of these boys at the same period : " Do I do all I could for Catherine's children ? I must not let indolence creep HOME LIFE. [43] over me, but be actively cheerful and gentle with them. Tommy I love better than my own life. I feel that there is nothing I would not gladly do for him. May I use all my influence powerfully and vigorously to raise and stimulate his powers, to teach him to think." The pain which could be caused him by mortification and affection combined is shown by the following passages from his diary, relating to the election contest described above : " Aug. 8, 1847. The end of a most exciting week, termi- nating in Edward's election for South Essex. Happy as all are at this consummation, my mind is full of anguish and anxiety. I gave my card to a voter and wrote on it a promise to remunerate him for his day's labour, this, I find, may cost Edward his seat." . . . "I trust I shall never forget the agony which I have endured during the last two days. I felt little doubt that I had fallen into a trap, and that this rascally voter meant to betray me to the opposite party. I passed a night of restless misery on Friday, got up at half-past four, saddled my mare, and rode to the man's house in White- chapel, expecting to catch him before his day's work ; but he had not come home since the preceding morning. I left his door in dismay, rode to Stratford, and with a heavy heart canvassed Walthamstow, and had an after- noon of grievous anxiety. I thought no sort of calamity could be so bad as mine. After a night in which I woke up once or twice with an overwhelming sense of misery, we came home. I had prayed intensely, for Christ's sake, that God would avert this calamity from me, and I verily believe that He heard my prayer. G. B. came in while I was in the act of communicating my fears to Edward, and mentioned, in the course of conver- sation, that our lawyer had thought it safe to institute legal proceedings to quash a vote obtained by the promise of remuneration for loss of time. This, un- doubtedly, was the very one. So the thing is safe. I still feel rather nervous, though unutterably relieved." During one of his visits to Northrepps, where his mother lived on to a most venerable age, surviving her son Charles by a few months, he pours out in his diary his admiring delight in the family party there gathered [44] CHARLES BUXTON. about her. "Sept. 1849. I have most highly enjoyed and valued our delightful home. My sweet, gentle, refined, serious mother ; Chenda [his sister] so full of mind and character, with such deep nobility of soul ; every one so charming to me ; and then our easy abundant conversation, the liveliness and yet seriousness that goes all through the family circle, and farther, our shooting, riding, bathing, dinner parties, and amuse- ments of all kinds, make our life here one round of pleasure and privileges. I love the place too, with its rural and picturesque snugness. I have been very very happy here the last ten days. But I pine for more reading and writing. I feel that I waste my days more than I ought. I must be at work." It was not long before he who deserved all family joys so well became himself the head of a happy home. His marriage, in 1850, was the pride and supreme blessing of his life. What his wife and children were to him, and what he was to them, cannot be set forth here. But some of the emotions stirred in him by the possession of children may be described in words of his own. " April, 1854. By train to Croydon, delicious day, by the pleasant waterside footpath, and lay on the grass watching the rooks and the wrynecks, and delighting in the green of the trees and rich sunshine, sucking in the sweetness of nature. Watching the rooks, and their pleasure in their young, I marvelled how any man who had ever been a father could be cruel to his fellow-men, by stirring up wars and putting them to death, regardless of the lacerated affections caused thereby. Some children were whooping and playing under the trees, and I observed how much my heart has been opened to children since Bertram was born. I always liked children and was kind to them, but now I never see one, at least in any case which brings B. up before me, without a sort of gentle shock of feeling." " Nov. 1855. Little N. is now four months old, a delicious baby, a sweet, serene, merry temper, always in the sunshine of happiness and love. The more I love a child the more deep is my feeling of the thread they hang by. Why was not the world made perfect ? why death ? why sorrow ? " " Aug. PHILANTHROPY. [45] 1858. The H.'s and H. and M., and we, with Betsy Jane and her two pups, Jew-bill and the four children, wandered about Clearmount, and sat out on the lawn reading and playing with the children and the dear young owl. How much sweet poetry my life has in it, and all the sweeter because of the substratum of solid work, parliamentary and literary." My own friendship with Charles Buxton began when I was in Whitechapel, he being at the same time much in Spitalfields, trying to do all the good he could in the quarter surrounding the great brewery. It was easy to see that he was not a commonplace philanthropist. He had become aware, partly through his economical studies, of the mischief done by much of what the rich give away, and of the hollowness of many popular good works ; and he had a wholesome dread of encouraging pauperism and dependence. But he did not adopt the comfortable alter- native of simply saving himself all the trouble and expense of philanthropy ; he put himself, on the contrary, to more trouble and expense than if he had contented himself with the ordinary methods of benevolence. He made himself acquainted by personal visits with the con- dition of the very poor in the east of London, and took a part cautiously in certain works which seemed to him to have a promise of directly diminishing misery and crime, such as the building of better dwellings, the assisting of emigration, and the support and superintendence of a Boys' Refuge. But for the most part he endeavoured to act on the principle involved in the maxim that charity begins at home the principle, I mean, of attending first to the duties that lie nearest. The firm of Truman's Brewery have always had a good reputation for the interest they take in the well-being of their numerous servants, and Charles Buxton was in this respect a zealous and effective partner. He gave evening entertainments to the brewery men and their families, at which he or his friends read or lectured. He took especially under his charge a school dependent upon the brewery in Abbey Street, going there frequently to give lessons, and watch- ing for opportunities of extending its usefulness. He attached to this school a Penny Bank and Reading-room, [46] CHARLES BUXTON. both of which have permanently prospered ; and he tried the experiment, which did not prove a successful one, of opening the Reading-room on Sunday evenings. He made it one of his interests to promote, far and wide, the reading of good books. " I am coming to the conclusion," he wrote, " of making libraries my especial hobby, and to push them in every possible direction, and devote my money especially to them. Would it not be worth while to withdraw from other charities and do this one thing well ? I must correspond with other people, keep their letters, stimulate libraries, urge their being set on foot, talk about them, keep lists of books with prices, etc." It was a common thing with him to give to a school or other institution a well-selected library ; and at Cromer he took the novel step of starting, by a gift of books, a circulating library for the use of the tradespeople and visitors. He committed himself to a considerable yearly expenditure in this cause, by an oifer which he made to the " Pure Literature Society," that to any sum of money raised for a popular library in any place he would add as much again, to be expended in books on the list of that society. When the object appeared to him a wise one, he would contribute largely to general subscriptions ; and it is needless to say that as an owner of property he was more than commonly liberal in matters relating to schools and the Church. I have seen a memorandum of his expenditure in one year, from which it appeared that more than a third of what he had expended had been given away. As regards kindnesses to friends, there was something of originality in the deliberate way in which he set him- self to contribute to the happiness of all persons within his reach. That there was method in the thoughtful con- sideration to which so many know themselves to have been debtors, may be inferred from what he himself wrote in the following reflection : " I wonder we don't find a man or two, and several women, whose whole heart and soul and strength should be given, not to philanthropy (that is common enough now, thank God), but to doing kindnesses to the people about him or her, in his or her own sphere. Many persons will do kindnesses that come SOCIAL INTERCOURSE. [47] in their way : but they do not set themselves to doing kindnesses in their own sphere, as they will to doing kindness to the poor." He adds a remark which shows that, with his quick sensibility, he had realised a risk that might attend such a scheme of work : " I wonder not to see it. But I don't wish to see it. I formerly knew one lady who did that ; and she nearly crazed her acquaint- ance." Mr. Buxton, however, had far too much delicacy to bore or embarrass his friends with attempts to make them happy. As he was a rich man, and one whose in- come increased year by year, it was a matter of course that money should enter into a large part of his kind- nesses; but it was sure to be transfigured in the process. He assumed, what he really felt, that it was the natural act of friendship or brotherly kindness to slwre his own pleasures or advantages with others. He could not, in fact, bear the thought of keeping his good things to him- self. One of the illustrations of this feeling was so signi- ficant that it may well stand in the place of many. I have spoken of his exceeding delight in his Surrey home, Fox Warren. The characteristic form which his love for it took was an eager desire that as many persons as possible should enjoy its beauties. Before it was built, lie wrote (June, 185G) " 1 feel a great deal of interest in planning our house, grounds, etc., but I have a constant feeling of hollowness from its being such a selfish pleasure. I must do my best to spread the enjoyment of my house and scenery to as many people as possible." At one end of the drive through the grounds, which commands a lovely view, was posted an invitation to all who pleased to enter. But besides this, Mr. Buxton made a point of lending the house for the occupation of others during the times of his own absence from it. It was actually painful to him to leave it empty " to have it wasted," as he said even for a month. He was accustomed to spend the early autumn in Norfolk, and for that season he would invite some friend to occupy Fox Warren, someone with a family, it might be a London clergyman, not likely .to obtain in any other way so enjoyable a holiday. Then he would carefully arrange everything so as to make the sojourn as pleasant as possible, never forgetting to pro- [48] CHARLES BUXTON. vide for the amusement of the children. He liked to invite friends to ride with him, and if he could not mount them from his own stables, he would hire horses for them. Whenever he perceived any one to be in danger of suffering from neglect, he was watchful to pay courteous attention. " It is so hard on young men in London," he notes, " to have no intimates to share in their doings ; I must never forget to be kind and hos- pitable to young men." If Mr. Buxton was in the room, no governess, no shy or unattractive person, was suffered to remain in the cold shade. With such instincts, he naturally had a great power of drawing out what was best in the character of those about him, and of inspiring, in young persons especially, a warmly grateful affection. Perhaps there never was a man who got on better with the rather difficult class of young girls. He was strongly convinced that far more pains ought to be taken than is usual with parents and educators, to make children happy; and he was sometimes grieved that, when he testified earnestly to this effect, his appeals did not evoke a warmer response from his hearers. (See " Note " 446.) One sign of what Charles Buxton was as a friend is thus strikingly noted by his cousin, Mr. W. E. Forster : " Few persons have been so loved, who have been so much esteemed, and still fewer have been so missed ; and this because, as with his father, so with him, helpful sympathy was the key-note of his character. He was one of those, the full measure of whose faculties was hardly available for himself, but was, as it were, a force in reserve, to be used for others, under the pressure of their wants, their sorrows, and their wrongs, and even their intel- lectual needs ; for instance, his conversation was curiously helpful in its suggestiveness : and it is, I suppose, the consciousness of this rare characteristic, more clearly felt now than in his lifetime, which mainly explains why it is that, though the place which a man fills is generally much larger than the gap which he leaves, there are so many who feel that the gap made by Charles Buxton's death is larger than the place which, while living, he seemed to fill." SQCIAL INTERCOURSE. [49] When he was a boy, and beginning to feel the stirrings of ambition, he found fault with himself as being shy and silent in society, and he determined to conquer this ten- dency. He was stimulated in his efforts by the very high value he set upon bright and intelligent conversation. Stoutly repudiating the doctrine of the prophet of silence, Mr. Buxton always professed himself a warm lover of good talk. In one of these " Notes " (212) he pictures to himself what the ideal talker would be. In another (108) he speaks thus : " Pleasant talk is the sweetest of luxuries ; but the power of talking it comes less from nature than from practice." He certainly became himself a ready talker ; and the readiness may have been acquired by practice ; but it could not have been practice that gave him the lively humour, breaking out in delightful surprises of quaint suggestion, with which Ins friends were familiar. There was a humorous tendency in the Buxton nature. That there should have been a Charles Buxton such as we knew in our generation, is partly accounted for by the following description of a Charles Buxton of the preceding generation, written by his brother Sir Fowell : " He was, I think, the most agree- able person I ever knew. A kind of original humour played about his conversation. It was not wit ; it was anything rather than that species of humour which provokes loud laughter, it was not exactly naivete, though that comes nearest to it ; it was an intellectual playfulness which provided for every hour, and extracted from every incident a fund of delicate merriment." The humour of the nephew being of the same pleasant, plajful kind that is indicated in this passage, scarcely showed itself in his speeches or writings, but lent its charm to social intercourse. It commonly took the form of some amusing extravagance, which tickled the fancy, whilst it probably threw out a more or less original conception to excite conversation. Think of it as welling out with a sudden freshness and the air of a " happy thought," and the following "Note " (501) will serve as an example of what I mean : "Would it not be happy for all parties, if idiots and old people when grown imbecile, could hi- comfortably shot? I would have it done with the d [50] CHARLES BUXTON. utmost decorum ; perhaps ly the bishop of tlw diocese." Dean Stanley, a most congenial friend, gives a picturesque illustration of his social attractiveness. He compares it with " the effect of the wine glorified under the name of ' sunshine ' in the great American romance of ' Transfor- mation,' with 'its fragrance like the airy sweetness of youthful hopes,' ' the little circle of golden light which glowed around it,' * the ethereal charm symbolising the holy virtues of hospitality and social kindness,' ' gladding the hearts of men and women even in the Iron Age.' This ' sunshine ' was what all his friends found in Charles Buxton's presence and conversation." Argumentative discussion was not to his taste, being congenial neither to his gentleness nor to his candour, and he generally declined to fight for his opinions when they were attacked. But he loved to interchange im- pressions on serious subjects with a like-minded friend, in a sincere endeavour to find out truth, and he therefore had a high appreciation of the value and delightfulness of intimate friendship. When he went up from the privacy in which he had been educated into the larger world of Cambridge, its opportunities of intellectual companion- ship were eagerly welcomed by the thoughtful and delicate- minded young student, and he found in the society of Mr. Warwick Brooks, Messrs. E. and J. Kay, Mr. J. P. Norris, and other contemporaries, a stimulus which he greatly prized. The circle of his family relationships, including Buxtons, Gurneys, Hoares, Barclays, Forsters, was a com- prehensive and varied one ; and his marriage to Miss Holland, whose elder brother had been one of his college friends, made him a member of another family circle, within which he formed many cherished friendships. Apart from these ties, his most familiar intercourse was with his neighbours, the Lushingtons, the Stanleys, and the Trevelyans, with all of whom he had many bonds of sympathy. The society which Mr. and Mrs. Buxton gathered about them in Grosvenor Crescent and at Fox Warren embraced the most various and interesting elements, well fused together by a host who had a happy ingenuity in devising modes of intercourse and occupation for his guests. He would take out a party, of old and ANNUAL EXCURSION. [51] young, to cut down trees in the Fox Warren grounds ; and he would make great fun with some elderly philosopher, or dainty lady, who had perhaps never handled a hatchet before, and who was set to work upon an easy sapling. He had an annual custom of arranging an excursion of several days for a riding party about Whitsuntide, on which occasions he selected the members of the party, planned the route, and performed the duties of captain and quartermaster with great efficiency. Another of his schemes was to put as many of his friends as he could collect on board two or three steamers, and, after letting them see London from an unaccustomed point of view, to carry them up the river to an entertain- ment at Richmond. Thus his life glided on, rich in activity and enjoyment, happy in diffusing happiness. The first serious check that arrested it was a dangerous illness, resulting from the fall in hunting in which he suffered concussion of the brain. This happened on the 9th April, 1867, and dis- abled him for some months. Having had in this illness the new experience of acute pain, he meditated on the possibility of mitigating the similar sufferings of others ; and, with some hope in the inventiveness of science, he ottered a prize of 2000/. for the discovery of an anaesthetic agent which should satisfy certain conditions. After a while he recovered his former good health, and took to hunting again, riding as boldly as before. In the same month, three years later (April 29, 1870), he had a nar- row escape of being killed by a lunatic. A young man, whom he employed as secretary, had shown symptoms of a strange temper, and had received notice of dismissal. He grew moody and sullen, and one morning, when he was alone with Mr. Buxton in his library, after refusing to execute some order, he suddenly discharged a loaded pistol at him. Mr. Buxton was not hit, and the poor madman's next step was to ask him, " Are you hurt, sir ? " after which he rushed out of the room and away from the house. It was a real satisfaction to Charles Buxton's humane feelings when sufficient evidence was produced to prove that his assailant was not in his right mind. [52] CHARLES BVXTON. In the spring of the following year, without any risible cause, his strength began to fail. The weakness was persistent and grave enough to cause anxiety, and doctors were consulted ; but they discovered no disease, and thought that he only needed rest. And so indeed it seemed, for by resting awhile he gained strength again. But renewed activity soon brought on a relapse, and the failure of vital power was alarming, although his mind continued active and clear and alive to all its old interests. He had learnt to dislike the assertion that trials were expressly sent from God ; " Yet," he said with reference to this illness, " I do believe that trials ought to bring us nearer to God and to Christ." In July it was thought that a visit to the Highlands of Scotland would be restoring to him, and that there was no reason to apprehend any danger from the journey. He started, with Mrs. Buxton and some members of his family, on the 25th July. When they had reached Loch Earn, he seemed so ill that Mrs. Buxton sent for a doctor from Edinburgh, who once more pronounced that there was no disease or immediate danger. But in a day or two death came to him quite suddenly, and he breathed his last at Lochearnhead, on the morning of the 10th August, 1871, in the 49th year of his age. He was buried in Hatchford churchyard, near Fox Warren, amidst expressions of sorrow in the public journals and from private friends, which showed how he had been esteemed and loved. The men whom he had been proud to command, the Volunteers of the Tower Hamlets Battalion, desiring to pay him their last tribute of regard, attended a special service in memory of him in Spitalfields church, at which the sermon was preached by his life-long friend, the Dean of Westminster. So Charles Buxton died and was buried ; but, according to a law which he himself once endeavoured to trace in various provinces of creation, it is out of Death that Life grows ; and when we think of his body as laid with love and tears in the ground, we may think also of his truer vesture the life that he led amongst us as returned to the human soil in which it flourished, not to die utterly, but to spring up and bear fruit in other lives, made better and happier by his. These " Notes of Thought " were left nearly ready for publication, together with a few words of preface written not later than 18G2 : " It has been my wont for years to jot down now and then remarks that had been thrown out in talking, or that had risen before my mind in ' the sessions of sweet silent thought.' Perhaps they may touch grave things too lightly, or light things too gravely. Still, I cannot help trusting that some readers may find them a help to meditation." The writer's purpose is further described in a few words written in September, 1860 : " My idea is to look steadily and thoroughly into the world around, and to write down what I observe in it in the briefest words." NOTES OP THOUGHT. \YOULD a science of human nature be possible ? We have a wild forest growth of knowledge about human nature, but never yet, so far as I know, has any attempt been made to form a large and accurate collection of facts illustrating the different characteristics of human nature, and thus by a systematic induction to grasp the laws by which human nature is governed. That there are such laws is surely indisputable. They may, like those that govern the weather, be too complex for disentanglement ; but in reality man's nature, like all other nature, must be "subject to government." There is no such thing anywhere as a state of anarchy : and every day's experience is enough to satisfy us that human nature, with all its apparent caprice, is under the sway of certain forces, acting no doubt with infinite differences of intensity upon different individuals, but with a large amount of uniformity upon large masses of men. Even our own short and narrow experience teaches us that there are some rules about human nature, and in direct proportion to our keenness of insight, and the pains we bestow, is the amount of such '* regularity " that we discover. And when we carefully collate a large series of facts as to man's conduct, such a series as no one man could have seen with his own eyes, but which have been gathered together in history, inductions are reached of higher value. For instance, history has made known to us the truth, (which seems to have altogether escaped the eye of statesmen in the middle ages,) that in 2 NOTES OF THOUGHT. masses of men every violent action of feeling will be followed by a swing the other way ; as in the license that was engendered by the strictness of the seventeenth century. So again, by collating a number of separate facts, the truth has been reached that men are restrained from crime more strongly by the certainty than by the severity of punishment. In the same way again we have learned that cruelty " grows by what it feeds on," the very excitement of witnessing the agony of others, caused by ourselves, becoming by degrees a source of enjoyment. These are but two or three of the hundreds of examples that might be brought forward, of general truths as to human nature becoming known by induction from a large series of observations. If this science once took its' place among the sciences, different students would devote themselves to its different branches. Some would register observations on the characteristics of man as seen in the daily walk of those with whom they mingled. Others would note the charac- teristics of man as seen in great masses, during long ranges of time. Each of these would be of value. Each would throw great light upon the other. The minute scientific study of the individual would make the history of mankind easier to understand, while, again, we should get to the bottom of the characters of individuals the more easily for our knowledge of what men are, and do, in masses. The main idea of Corinne seems to be the develop- ment of the national character of the Italians, the English, and the French. In this picture the prominent figure is the Italian, and the scenery is carefully finished, and is an excellent description of Italy. If Madame de StaeTs picture be trustworthy, the Italians of Central Italy are endued with a glowing and lively imagination ; are sensitive, in a high degree, to the impressions of the beautiful and sublime : but have little solidity, and little force. In every faculty that is subservient to action they are deficient. They have neither firmness, nor perseverance, nor courage, nor high moral principle ; nor yet that stead- NOTES OF THOUGHT. 3 fastness which makes an Englishman stick to his point in spite of all that would stay him. In lofty self respect, in vigour, in sturdiness, they are wanting : but the liveliness of their feelings, their delight in the beautiful, their ready enjoyment of present amusements, make them a winning people, if not worthy of grave respect. In rather gloomy contrast with this bright though not august character, stands her delineation of English society. I think it clear that though she places Lord Edgemond's coterie in an obscure part of the island, she regarded it as a true specimen of average English so- ciety : and, in fact, that dull and vapid gloom which she describes may but too often be found in even excellent, in even cultivated English families. And this dreary silence, this crushing austerity, which clips the pinions of every sally of irregular genius, this methodical dulness, would seem singularly appalling to the vivacious French- woman. Madame de Stae'l, however, does ample justice to the grandeur, however dusky, of the English character. The moulding element in the English character, according to her delineation, is its tendency to action. We cannot rest content with amusements like the French, with " les beaux arts " like the Italians, with promenades and serenades like the Spanish. We must be always pressing forward towards some sober and practical end. And in truth we do actually see this, not only in the commercial world, but amongst our noblemen and country gentlemen. They belong to what is else- where by position the most indolent class by education the most enervated and yet in agriculture, in politics, in affairs of every sort and kind, they display the strong necessity that lies upon them of being at work. And how thoroughly Englishmen do things ; to how perfect a pitch are even shooting and hunting carried, to say nothing of mercantile, agricultural, and literary enter- prises. Everything is done strongly. In short a broad distinction between the English and the Italians is that the latter, in conformity with that highly wrought sensitiveness to impressions, which is the concomitant of a lively imagination, are evermore carried away by the B 2 4 NOTES OF THOUGHT. interest present at the time ; whereas the Englishman retains his idea throughout the various shiftings of his circumstances, and his mind always returns and points in the same direction by a sort of magnetic attraction. The same depth and constancy of character appear in his domestic affections, of which Madame de Stael speaks with such admiration. Can she have meant the Comte d'Erfeuil for a specimen Frenchman ? His animated, pliable, disposition, his restlessness, his thoughtless vivacity, his self-conceit, his kindness of heart, often defeated by the loquacity of his ever nimble tongue, his want of all serious reflection and of any deep, lasting emotion, his eager politeness, his activity of mind, without strength to correspond : surely this may be a faithful, but is not a flattering, portrait of the common-place Frenchman ! 3 The expectation that our feelings will be excited, has, in itself, great power to excite them. The mere anticipa- tion of sea sickness gives us nausea: while half the pleasure of eating a haunch of venison conies of our as- sumption that we shall enjoy it. If we think we shall be nervous, we get into a fright. If we think we shall feel shy with any one, shy we are sure to be. And, in the same way, it is the fact that many and many a man* falls in love with a girl because he had been told beforehand she was charming, and " His heart is as a prophet to his heart, And tells him he shall love." We see the same thing in oratory. One reason why a celebrated preacher or speaker gets such a whip-hand over his hearers, is that their feelings stand ready harnessed, and he has only to buckle on the traces, and away they go with him at a gallop. The same with wit. Everybody was half laughing before Sydney Smith had quite opened his mouth. And so in Wesley's time, the * A very pretty example is given by Col. Hutchinson (the distinguished Roundhead) in his memoirs. NOTES OF THOUGHT. 6 people tumbled into trances, just because they were expecting to do so. "When that expectation ceased, the trances vanished. 4 The reign of Charles II. may well excite our scorn and indignation. Other reigns were more horrible : none was more shameful. And yet I believe that the advent of Charles II. was one of the happiest events in English history. It is plain enough, that after Cromwell's death England was upon the verge of the most fearful anarchy. For ten days, in fact, there was no government whatever. Every man was beginning to thrust forward his own pet theory as to what should be done ; and in a very short time all these opposing views would have come into furious collision. And with the party feelings of the Royalists, Independents, Presbyterians, Catholics, and others, heated red hot ; each party, in fact, mad with rage against the rest ; who can say what awful calamities might not have ensued ? Happy, most happy was it, that at such a moment, a Deus ex m-achind was ready at hand ; and that the whole nation with one voice was ready to hail his coming. But the wonder, as Milton pointed out, wag most wonderful, that Englishmen should have made such an outrageous failure of their attempt to re-organize their government, while the United Provinces had achieved such a brilliant success. Many reasons, doubtless, might be noted for the shameful contrast : but the main one was, that the United Provinces were throwing off the abhorred yoke of a stranger. Naturally, the whole people were welded into one in such an uprising. In England, on the contrary, the strife was a civil one. The further it went on, the more the nation became split asunder. 5 One radical distinction between Christianity and all other religions, is this. All others tell a heap of tales about gods and goddesses, and demand certain cere- monies to be performed. Christianity flies at the throat of sin. She throws her whole force into the endeavour NOTES OF THOUGHT. to make man good instead of evil. Christianity is in- tensely practical. She has no trait more striking than her common sense. In her corrupt form, however, Christianity takes exactly that main characteristic of Paganism. She too twaddles about gods and goddesses, under the name of saints, and spends all her strength on ceremonial per- formance, in lieu of doing her great duty of making men happy by making them good. 6 It looks paradoxical, and yet I am of a mind to think it true, that the surest way to become charitable towards those who differ from us, is to be zealous in endeavour- ing to proselytize them. As far as I have seen, no people are so intolerant towards other sects and churches as those who sit at ease in their arm-chairs, and never move a finger to convert them. Whereas, the man who is engaged in the attempt to bring his antagonists over, seems to get into the soundest state of mind with regard to them. He detects more and more the delusions that have led them astray ; he feels more and more interest and affection for the blunderers themselves ; while the other has a general vague detestation of both the creed and the credulous scoundrels who hold it. 7 There is reason to believe that, instead of the " un- fat homed caves of ocean " being black with outer dark- ness, they are ablaze with golden splendour. The creatures brought up from tens of thousands of feet below the surface, are singularly phosphorescent, and it is probable, nay, almost certain, that every movement of every living being in those abyssmal depths flashes out brilliancy. A more fancy-stirring fact I never heard of. 8 The microscope is almost as humbling as the tele- scope. The microscope shows that the race of man is as paltry in point of number, as the telescope shows his habitation, the earth, to be in point of size. NOTES OF THOUGHT. 7 9 Lord Bacon's career is inexplicable, unless you bear Lord Coke's career in mind. Nothing would stimulate a man's worldliness, and mere selfish ambition, so much, as the successes of an abfwrred rival. Hard would it be to sit in our study, and philosophize for posterity, while a fellow we hate is winning the prizes that we might gain, and is filling the world's mouth with his name. Lord Bacon was like a good pointer who is drawn on to put up the grouse by his ill-behaved companion. 10 Next to the devilish wickedness of burning heretics, the worst crime that has been committed in the name of religion is, in my opinion, the enforcing of celibacy on her priests, monks, and nuns, by the Romish Church. Think what infinite, incalculable misery this shameful restriction must have caused in the last thousand years ! What a huge army of warm loving hearts must have been withheld from all the most endearing ties by which life is cheered ! What a throng of those who would have revelled in the joys of home have been forced to live in weary loneliness ! What a host of those, whose delicate health or advancing age rendered the tenderness of womanly care essential, have lingered and died untended ! Again, what a multitude of consciences have been stained with sin, owing to this most infernal denial of the instincts given by God to all His crea- tures ! Note, that all this sin and suffering has been wrought by an exaggerated endeavour after holiness. 1 i There is no truer consolation than that which nature has provided the great comfort of tears. " Pleurez, pleurez, ma chere, cela vous fera du bien," as the old hag says in Gil Bias. 12 Nothing but actual experience could make a man believe in himself. Are any of the improbabilities of revelation so improbable as the nature of man ? 8 NOTES OF THOUGHT. 13 The best thoughts are the most trite. The curiosities of philosophy are not really the most worth having, though they make people stare more. The largest and, at the same time, the most profitable part of a thinking man's meditations simply leads him to those conclusions, which the world reached long ago. But then, these old truths are ten times more valuable to a man who has thought them out for himself, than to him who has merely taken them on hearsay. 14 Proverbs are potted wisdom. 15 The poor body has had very hard lines. Poets, philosophers and preachers have covered it with ridicule, abuse, and lamentation. Shakespeare calls it a muddy vesture of decay ; Plato described it as a jibbing horse ; Jeremy Taylor treats it almost as if it were the Devil himself. But if the poor thing had wit enough to speak for itself, it would say, Whence comes envy ? Is it not a vice of the mind ? Whence pride ? the mind again. Whence ambition ? the mind again. Whence covetous- ness robbery murder ? If the mind has not all to do with these, at any rate she has the largest part of the guilt. Why, give the poor body a beefsteak and a glass of beer, and it is content. 'Tis the mind that leads it such a dance after the vain glories of the world, and makes it work all kinds of wickedness in the struggle to gain them. Did Robespierre slay his thousands to please his body ? What could his body get by it ? No. He wanted to please the fancies of his villainous mind. In truth, however, the more one tries to set apart the spirit and the body, the more profound do we perceive their union to be : the more do we feel that man is one being, the material and the spiritual so blended that we, at least, cannot divide them. 1 6 First there come up, here and there, in the brown bare hedgerows, a few flowers, starveling and alone. They NOTES OF THOUGHT. 9 bud, and they wither, and we pity their forlorn case, and the boldness that led them to face so early the bitter brunt of the winds. But they tell that spring is at hand ; and, in a few weeks, in every lane and every thicket, the flowers will be laughing into life. So, too, in the moral world. John Huss was burnt and burnt out, insomuch, that Luther himself was amazed and furious when Eck called him a Hussite. Luther's appeal was the same as the appeal of John Huss ; but time had marched on, and now the response to the call was like that when " All the hollow deep Of hell resounded," at the voice of the archangel, and ' ' At once on every side Men heard, and were abashed, and up they sprung Upon the wing ; as when men wont to watch On duty, sleeping found by whom they dread, Wake and bestir themselves ere well awake. So to their general's voice they soon obeyed Innumerable." And we see the same thing in dramas of less name. In the middle of the last century, a few lonely voices were raised up against the Slave Trade. At length the true season came, and then we find Wilberforce and Clarkson, and many others, without any communication, all striking out, at the same time, the same thought that the Slave Trade was a trade fit for devils. It was the same with regard to the movement for the reformation of Prison Discipline. All Howard's energy failed in effect- ing permanent reforms ; he was almost single-handed. Thirty years later, multitudes of little streams ran into the same channel, and the torrent grew resistless. In literature, in science, in politics, we find a few stray swal- lows preceding the flight, whose coming they foretell. Or is not this metaphor altogether the wrong one ? Would it not be more right to say that we see one flower now and fifty afterwards, because the first has begotten the fifty ? This is the more agreeable way of looking at it, because it encourages us to believe that 10 NOTES OF THOUGHT. our thoughts, if scattered abroad, may long hence, when we are dead and clean forgotten, work out what we wish done, having sown themselves in other minds, and grown up and borne the fruit of action. But no. The real fact is, that the nation's mind gradually ripens to a certain opinion ; some minds yellowing first, (not necessarily, though probably, the foremost minds,) and the commonplace ones later on. Rather one might say, that ideas seem to dawn like the day upon the mind of society ; first " the cedar tops and hills seem burnished gold," and afterwards the valleys themselves are flooded with splendour. 1 7 Men's natures are neither black nor white, but brown. 1 8 I believe the best check to anger would be the thought What is my little contretemps beside the anguish that wrings the heart of the world ! Surely, a thoughtful man should have taught himself moral perspective. He ought to see himself, and what touches him, with the mighty scene of life behind. But we fill up our own foreground till we hide the very snow-capped hills. 19 To read the account of Socrates' death at the end of the *aifiK, and then Byron's glorious lines upon it at the beginning of the Corsair, is like hearing a strain from a bugle, and then the sweet echo across the lake. Plato's description is nearer to a Scriptural one than any other description in the world ; it is so true, so tender, so unconscious of effect, yet so delicately and exquisitely wrought. It reminds one of St. John. It should be studied along with Lord Campbell's account of the last hours of Sir Thomas More, to whom Socrates, at least the Socrates of Plato bore a closer resemblance than to any other hero of modern times, in thoughtfulness, in originality, in sweetness, in mildness, in bravery ; in the queemess of his wife's temper ; in delicate playfulness and humour ; and in that both died NOTES OF THOUGHT. 11 by the hand of the executioner, because their very wisdom and goodness brought them into conflict with tyrants. 20 The great want in family life that strikes me is this, that there are so few tete-d,-tet?,s. You live on from year's end to year's end, surrounded by those whom you love, and chatting together ; but it is rare to be thrown alone with any one individual, and have really intimate talk with him or her. Yet the difference in value is immense betweeu mere social chat, and that mingling of mind with mind, which is impossible if others are by. But the real fact is, that unless some effort is made for it, or unless circumstances are unusually favourable, the very members of the same family live, one might say, on parallel lines, without ever touching. 21 There is no phrase in the English tongue with so much good strong truth in it, as the phrase " to take pains." Yes, pain, actual pain, there must be, ere any harvest can be reaped. And no truth can be better worth grappling with, and mastering, than this. If you will not face pain at the outset, you will never reach the reward. Without sacrifice good cannot be won. But our usual habit is to stop short the moment we feel discomfort ; whereas it should be engraven upon our heart of hearts, that it is no matter whether we like doing a thing or not the only question should be, " Is it well to do it ? " It vexes me to see how many young men actually deem it reason enough for leaving undone that which they ought to do, because, forsooth, it is "a bore," because it taxes their laziness, or their shyness, or their vanity, or their love of amusement. Surely a manly man would be ashamed to think so much of his own convenience. It seems to me effeminacy to make so much of oneself, and shrink so tenderly from the least touch of annoyance. True courage would make light of such scratches, when duty was to be done. He who won't do a kindness because it may bore him, is playing the part of a coward. 12 NOTES. OF THOUGHT. 22 Here is a recipe for teaching you what your real value is to other people. Take the best, wisest, and sweetest, of your friends. Consider how infinitely less, even that wisest, best, and sweetest of men is to you, than you are to yourself ! So little, then, are you to others. 23 Some of the most humane of men and women, some of those who have the most delicate feelings, and who are the most thoughtful for others, are yet among the most irritable. 24 Do calamities burst and go out like meteors ? Truly it is the strangest thing to see the cheerful happiness of those that have gone through the very furnace of suffering. The widow who has been bereft of her chil- dren, may seem in after years no whit less placid, no whit less serenely gladsome ; nay, more gladsome, than the women whose blessings are still round them. I am amazed to see how wounds heal. Nay, not so. The wounds are still there ; but they leave wondrous scope for happiness. 25 Most intellectual labour (say of the author, speaker, artist) carries the labourer through three stages of feeling : the first, of exultation while creating ; the second, of anxiety gilded with hope in bringing his creation before the world ; the third, of flat mortifi- . cation in looking back on it, and finding that it is very bad, and that the world does not care a bean about it. 26 A nation does wisely if not well, in starving her men of genius. Fatten them, and they are done for. 27 Readers abuse writers and say their writing is wretched stuff, stale nonsense, and so on. But what might not writers justly say of their readers ? What poor, dull, indolent, feeble, careless minds do they bring to deal with thoughts whose excellence lies deep ! NOTES OF THOUGHT. 13 A reader's highest achievement is to succeed in form- inn: a true and clear conception of the author from his works. 28 The grand distinction between the states of barbarism and civilization seems to be, that in the former state each man stands alone ; in the latter he is linked to others, and others to him. In fact, it is the same differ- ence that there is between sand and a tree. In the perfectly barbarous state, as, e.g., in that of the Aus- tralian savages, or the Patagonians, each man makes his own arrows, kills his own meat, and builds his own wigwam. It is the self-contained, not the social, state. They may be gregarious, but they manage each for him- self alone, like cattle. Precisely as the society makes way towards civilization, does each man become depen- dent upon all the rest, so that, in a high state of civili- zation, hundreds of thousands of persons will have worked to supply the needs of one man for a single day and hundreds may get in return the results of that one man's labour. To supply him with meat, the butcher, the fanner, the labourer, have been employed directly ; and each of them, in order to get his instru- ments, has employed the ironmonger, who employed the miner, the smelter, the railway company, who employed the butcher, the baker, &c., &c., &c., to enable them to do their part of the work. The pottery on which he eats has set hundreds to work in the same way in Staffordshire ; the knife at Sheffield ; the fork in South America, and also on board the ships that brought over the silver, and in London in the jeweller's shop ; his sugar in Cuba, the whole slave trade helping in the process ; his salt has set men to work in Cheshire, his pepper in Java, his table-cloth in Holland, his ivory, handled bread-knife in India, his pocket-handkerchief in the United States, his coat in Australia, his studs in the Ural Mountains, his sovereigns in California, his pence in Cornwall, &c., &c., &c., &c., &c. And each of these direct producers of his comfort, has employed in- directly perhaps ten thousand workmen apiece. 14 NOTES OF THOUGHT. Nor is it only in material things that the various members of society become dependent, the one upon the other, as civilization advances : but ideas on all subjects become diffused, and thus the minds of the people grow linked together. The tendency, then, of civilization, is to weld society into one : to build up its loose bricks into a complete edifice : to combine the various particles of the human race as it were into a single new being. But while the separate individuals become thus built into one another, so that each one is supported on every side, and again is pressed upon on every side, by the rest ; yet so curiously is the plan contrived, that the indi- vidual does not become the more merged into others in character, but, on the contrary, this blending of the members of society into one, goes along with the highest development of individual character. It is, indeed, one of the commonplaces of table talk to bewail the loss of individuality, that comes from the over refinement and over intercourse of society, as if men grew as smooth as sea-pebbles from being rolled about among one another. No doubt, men do acquire a uniform routine of manner ; they come to talk in much the same tone, and about much the same things, and wear the same dress, and so forth. But, in spite of all this outward smoothing down, high civilization rather helps than hinders the growth of real individuality. The lower levels of civili- zation are the deadest levels. The thoroughly savage tribe consists of a mere dull series of ruffians. The most degraded classes in a civilized country are the most uniform in their characteristics. It is when the mind is cultivated and the feelings cherished and brought out, that true individuality is most developed. The more profound and vigorous the man's mind, the more unique is he, although he may have the most routine manners possible. And a high state of civili- zation, such as ours is now, tends to draw out the latent energies of both heart and head, and thus to make each man a fresh creature, unlike any other within, however much assimilated to others in outward de- meanour. NOTES OF THOUGHT. 15 29 It illustrates the remarkable compensations of this world, that in warding off pains, we rob pleasures of their sweetest honey. We scarce know the exquisite delight that eating, drinking, sleeping, washing, can give, because, at huge outlay, we have fended off hunger, thirst, weariness, and dirt. Tis our very skill in study- ing enjoyment that dulls it. 30 The diffident are very apt to misinterpret the feelings of others towards them. A vainer person is often easier to get on with, and so takes a more leading place in society. Thus a pretty, silly, self-conceited woman, will very often be far more courted, and seemingly far more liked and admired than women of infinitely higher charms. All the while, the men do not like her a tenth part so well. They hold the other in far greater love and respect ; but so far as chat goes, she bears the bell. 31 The broad view we get by studying history, or by dwelling on great schemes and far-off results, brings with it one danger. It tends to make us think too slightingly of the individual man. Reading of the woes of millions, dealing with men in masses, how small a thing does it seem to us, whether A. B. is more or less at his ease ! You may see that this tells on those who sway the fate of empires. To a Napoleon, the death of even ten thousand men looks a mere speck beside the boundless stretch of the affairs before him. We actually feel this even with regard to the Almighty. When we look at the stars, the work of His fingers, the sun and the moon which He has ordained, we cannot but exclaim, " What is man that Thou art mindful of him ! " And hardly can the Psalmist persuade us that He who holds the universe in the hollow of His hand, can still show tender care for the least of the beings whom He has made. Perhaps the best corrective is to remember the immen- sity of one's own importance ! Judging from ourselves, we can feel how vastly it matters, whether one person is, or is not, wretched. 16 NOTES OF THOUGHT. It may be noted, however, that this undervaluing of the individual never leads us to bate one hair's breadth of our appreciation of ourselves. We may read all his- tory from end to end, but our own particular vexation or grievance will loom as large as if the world were filled with it. It is only our neighbour who is dwarfed. 32 What is usually called "the study of character," is altogether another thing from the study of human nature. Those who, as they say, study character, look out eagerly for singularities ; and the more unique the traits are which they find up, the more they are pleased. And, doubtless, this study is, in its own way, highly amusing and interesting. But he who studies human nature, cares comparatively little for mere individual peculiarities. What he wants to master, is the character, not of John Hodge, but of mankind. He seeks to know what the great laws are by which the human race is governed. He watches men, and their doings, not to amuse himself by smiling at their oddities ; but to find out the forces which keep man in his orbit. The " student of character," for example, would be charmed to meet, in real life, with the carpenter in Peter Simple, who thought that everything had happened 27,575 years before, and would happen again 27,575 years off. To the student of human nature, such a humour would be of trifling value. He would feel a thousand times more interest in a character like, for example, that of Robarts in Framley Parsonage, who without being commonplace thinks, and feels, and acts, as other men would be likely to think, and feel, and act : given the circumstances, and a not unusual cast of character. Hamlet, Othello, Macbeth, Falstaff, are not of priceless value because they were utterly unlike any other men that ever were or ever would be ; but because, with all their intense individuality, they are types of human nature. 33 Vast is the pain that comes to men from Vanity. Her thirst is unquenchable. Give her an ocean give her NOTES OF THOUGHT. 17 wealth, place, beauty, power, fame, victory, her maw but swells the larger, and she screams the more lustily, Give, give ! From Napoleon down to the Lord Lieu- tenant of your county, you see that be a man never so high, he is longing to be higher. I mark it as one of the things that tend to equalize fortunes, that, actually, the more vanity is pampered, the more its thirst rages. The low down scarcely look to be admired, and the craving sleeps. They do, in very fact, suffer less, as a rule, from unsatisfied vanity, than those who stand crowned with a thousand honours ! 34 No one thing does the experience of life press more home on us, than the immense supply of kindness latent in the hearts of our fellow-creatures. With no less force is one convinced of their unkind-" ness their readiness to give pain, their coldness to suffering. Whenever you look at human nature in masses, you find every truth met by a counter truth, and both equally true. 35 The idea matters little, the execution is all in all. In art, in writing, in speaking, in war, in statesmanship, what mainly tells is not the mind's head, but her hand, not her thoughts, but their working out. Ay, but the fine handling itself comes from the force of the conception. The chisel strikes true because the mind is on fire. 36 I wish exceedingly that some poet had set forth to us a hero of transcendent nobleness, so noble, so majestic, that he should make our bosoms swell with an enthusi- asm of admiration and our minds glow with the resolve that we will be such ourselves. It is strange that the Devil in Paradise Lost comes nearest to this idea. 37 We smile at mothers for thinking that their own ducklings are the princes among ducklings ; but in fact 18 NOTES OF THOUGHT. they overrate the badness quite as much as the good- ness of their children. Mothers are tortured by the fancy that their boys and girls go beyond other people's in all manner of failings. Oh that my Toby were as sweet, were as loving, were as clever, were as diligent as Mrs. Brown's Toby, is a cry from the mother's heart, not so loud, but quite as deep, as her boastings. 38 Merry people always think that their merriment must make their house pleasanter to their guests. Very often it is a burden. More tranquil talk would be more pleasing. Ceaseless fun is almost as bad as dulness. It is less easy too to get into gear with gay talk than with grave. Shy men are thrice shy with the lively. And to be forced to make laughter to pattern would damp the spirits of an undertaker himself. 39 All high truth is poetry. Take the results of Science ; they glow with beauty, cold and hard as are the methods of reaching them. 40 To show yourself a fool, imitate the originalities of the wise. 41 He who affronts the opinions of others, shows a very gross ignorance of human nature, if he is amazed at finding that they mainly assail him, not for things he has said, but for things he has not said. The truth is, that being enraged with him, they want others to be equally angry : and they, therefore, put into his mouth more exasperating statements than any that really came from it. It is not that they themselves suppose him to have made such statements : or that he can pacify them by proving that he did not make them. They assert these things of him, in order to draw others into their hue and cry, who would else look on coldly. Of course they are not aware that this goes on inside them, and that they are saying what is false ; but if you watch any religious or political bear-baiting, you will see that what takes NOTES OF THOUGHT. 19 place is this, Some are put out by what the man said. To set others off against him, they puff out and twist about what he said, and put still worse things into his mouth. In time, they themselves grow sure that he said them. 42 Is there a fair balance of happiness among men, so that, upon the whole, with some little ups and downs, we all are much of a muchness in actual happiness ? Certainly not. Some men are far, very far, happier than others. Not only is there boundless variety in the sources of happiness open to different persons (which is too obvious to be disputed), but there is also infinite variety in the degrees of happiness itself, enjoyed by different persons. In some degree, however, happiness tends to find its owu level ; to run down from those who have gathered it up highest ; and to water the plains of those that lie lowest. Two or three laws of nature act powerfully that way. One is the law of human nature, that what is uncommon is uncommonly delightful ; what is familiar tends to grow tasteless. This law helps to cheer the man of few pleasures, for it makes him enjoy them acutely. It helps to dull the man of many pleasures, for it deadens his feeling of them. Thus it tends to bring the two to the same level. The law, that the pursuit gives a keener zest than the possession, has a similar tendency. The influence of imagination goes a long way to irra- diate one man's lot with hope, and to throw clouds over another man's lot from disappointment. The search for happiness is strikingly like climbing up a mountain. We see a ridge ahead, and never dream that it is not the summit. Once reached, we see that it is a mere step of the ladder. Another ridge rises it looks like the top and disappoints us in the same way. At last we get to the real top ; and a cold cloud sweeps over us. Another circumstance which greatly tends to bring down people's happiness towards the same level, is that c 2 20 NOTES OF THOUGHT. remarkable trait of human nature, that a single mis- fortune is enough to prevent us from enjoying any part of our good fortune. We are like Haman, whose good luck was all spoiled to him by seeing one Jew sitting in the king's gate. A man may have all else that heart can wish, and yet the loss or ill-doing of his son, the death of his wife, the rheumatism in his shoulder, or the gout in his toe, a blast to his fame, or some other single cir- cumstance, may wholly ruin his peace of mind. Happi- ness shines out on a man like the sun ; but one little cloud may make all his life grey and gloomy. It is vain to say to Ahab, You are a king, abounding in wealth and power, with your sweet wife Jezebel, and seventy strap- ping sons, no, he takes to his bed, " heavy and dis- pleased," and turns away his face, and will eat no bread, because he can't get the vineyard of Naboth the Jezreelite ! If one stone is wanting to the arch, down it all tumbles. Another thing that goes some way to make different people nearly equally happy, is the boundless variety of the flowers from which happiness may be sucked. If happiness were only to be found in a very narrow number of circumstances, for example, if only in wealth, in rank, or in power over others, then but a paltry few of the human race would have any enjoyment. But, thank God, it is to be found lurking in ten thousand corners. It may be found in the affection of a wife, in the prattle of a child, in social talk, in fresh air and sunshine, in clear streams, green meadows, and beautiful views, and the sound of church bells on a summer's morning. In toil itself, there is sweetness ; and, so too, there is in rest. One may squeeze pleasure from thought and study ; another from horses and dogs ; another discovers it in lovely neckcloths, and well cut trousers and park hacks ; another is made happy by the strife of politics ; or by the earnest pursuit of benevolence : and religion offers solid comforts to those who seek them. When the seeds of happiness are thus wafted hither and thither by every breeze, some are pretty sure to alight on every man's field ; though on one man's they fall in greater number, and spring up in a richer crop. These thoughts, if much dwelt upon, might almost NOTES OF THOUGHT. 21 lead us to the very soothing doctrine, that we all are "much of a muchness" in point of happiness. But although these and other laws of human life tend in some measure to make it a level, and to throw down its hills and fill up its valleys, yet, assuredly, they are 'very far from accomplishing that end completely. Look round at the poverty, disease, and vice of some, and then turn to the happy homes of others, who have every comfort and elegance around them, with affectionate children, and sweet tempers, and vigorous health, and beautiful scenery, and a due proportion of labour and leisure, and one sees at once the folly of that notion. No ; the happiest men have some reasons to be unhappy, and the unhappiest have some sources of happiness ; but still a wide gulf is fixed between them. The worst thing about happiness is that no one has so much appearance, at any rate, of enjoying it as the selfish and self-conceited coxcomb, who passes through life with- out sensibility or thought, and pushes his way, regardless of others and untrammelled by delicacy,-just where he pleases. It is mortifying to observe how well intense self-conceit, which we would gladly see rapped over the knuckles, carries a man in a sort of triumph through life ; while the gentle, modest, and sensitive, get thrust aside and trampled on. Even in that case, however, there are compensations. The unselfish is more cherished, his sweetness to others brings sweetness to himself. 43 People believe that they have a clear insight into the character of their acquaintance, and even that they see through men in five minutes' talk. No doubt you catch the outline of a man's make very speedily ; but it is a wonderfully vague outline. How vague it is you would hardly believe, unless you tried to write down what you have found out as to the man's nature. Have you learnt whether he is sweet in temper ; or unkindly, irritable, passionate, nay, even cruel ? We all know what strange lies the face tells, even on this first and foremost point. Have you learnt whether he is 22 NOTES OF THOUGHT. firm or feeble-willed ? Is he swift or slow in decision ? Is he selfish, or thoughtful and self-denying ? Is he deep and steady in his affections ? Is he full of vanity, and, eager for praise, keenly alive to what men will say and think about him ? Is his modesty put on or real ? Can you even tell whether he is of a merry heart ; or is it only society that has made him sparkle ? Is he actuated by high principles ? Has he lofty aspirations ? Does he love what is noble and true ? Has he any exquisite en- joyment of the beautiful ? Can he relish art, poetry, nature ? Has he any speculation, any powers of thought, any creative genius ? If you can't answer these and a hundred such questions, you have not mastered what the man is ; and yet, if you can answer these questions at a day's or a week's notice, simply from what you yourself make out by your own in- sight, why, you are an amazingly clever fellow. Think of the men and women you know. Who could have dreamed, d priori, that Jenkins had all that astonishing acuteness of thought, and power of delineating, which come out in his novel ? Who could have guessed that Brown had it in him to be an impassioned orator ? Who could have suspected Robinson of all that tenderness and magnanimity ? or Jackson of such endurance, or Jones of such energy, or in short any of us of some of our main traits, whether good or evil ? No ; we think we know others because the unknown part of their nature is so absolutely out of our ken, that we do not even think of its being there. But the more I study men, the more I see that we do but skim their surface. 44 The most highflown, romantic, glowing philanthropist I ever saw, was a lady, who in her own home was the fiercest little vixen unhung ! For all that, her romantic benevolence was real. In fact, her heat in scheming good was the same heat that set her squabbling. 45 I find that this is the way with savages in all parts of the world. Seem strong, and they are the kindest of NOTES OF THOUGHT. 23 friends so kind, sometimes even so polished in their courtesy, that you can scarcely fail to trust them. Seem weak, and at once the wild beast in them comes out. They tarn and rend you. 46 We are horrorstruck at the almost incredible cruelty with which, in history, the Henry Vlllths, &c., &c., have put to death those who simply stood in their way, and we (most justly) look on them as execrable villains. And yet you may perceive that excellent good men are quietly glad when death knocks off the Naboth whose vineyard they want to buy, the neighbour who has affronted them, the M.P. whose seat in Parliament they covet, &c., &c. Nay, they will look forward to the event, sometimes with irritated impatience. They have no power to get men of Belial to stone Mr. Smith with stones. But have not they inside them the will that might be ripened by the power ? 4* Many men are like the rogue elephants in Ceylon individuals who are shut out by their fellows from their society ; kept aloof, and then abhorred for the savage feeling which that exclusion engenders. Yes, and many and many a gentle enough gentleman and gentle enough lady are made sour by this same feeling of being cold- shouldered by the world about them. It is curious that we feel little pity for such grief ; nay, our instant incli- nation is to cold-shoulder them too, merely because other people do : and because we feel irritated by their re- senting it. 48 The man who is castigated, whether it be with a cat- o'-nine-tails, or a criticism, always persuades himself that his punishment is owing, not to his own fault, but to a personal spite against him individually, on the part of his punisher. This eases his self-love. 49 It is an unkind kindness to wink at the procrastina 24 NOTES OF THOUGHT. tion of subordinates. Without the dread of being blown up, every one of us would become a putter- off till to- morrow. But most bitter is the fruit of that sweetest fault : and it is well and happy for those under you, if you drive them, even harshly, to be prompt. 5 Of vain things, excuses are the vainest. Nobody heeds them. Men have no time to weigh the ins and outs of other men's blunders. They can but judge by results. And your plea for yourself, instead of setting you straight, will only cut sharper the remembrance of your folly. How often out shooting will a man call attention to his bad shooting by trying to explain it. How often out hunting do men make one aware that they have been shirking, by their excuses for it. " Qui s'excuse, s'accuse," is one of the truest of proverbs. 5 1 Every year's more varied and intimate intercourse with my countrymen and countrywomen makes me more deeply sensible of the prodigious amount of goodness of head and heart among them. Take some three or four of the families best known to you, and really make a study of all there is in them, and you will be amazed at the wealth of goodness stored up in them. But to judge them aright, you must get beyond the surface, on which lie most of the distasteful qualities. The iron and the silver lie below. 52 The world abhors closeness, and all but admires ex- travagance. Yet a slack hand shows weakness : a tight hand strength. 53 The more one studies women, the more one perceives how athirst their hearts are for affection ; how eagerly they respond to it. They lap up tenderness as a cat laps milk. All the stranger, that it is just a toss up whether a lover's love will enchant a girl, or affront her. There NOTES OF THOUGHT. 25 is no rule at all. His devotedness may warm her towards him. It may render him hateful. 54 How women love each other ! What strong, fervent attachments : what tender interest in each other's trials and joys : what fulness in the utterance of affection ! I say this in good faith. Yet on the other hand, is it not the fact that women care for each other but slenderly ? that all their souls are given to the nobler sex ? that they regard each other with an evil eye, rather as rivals than as friends ? Each is true. 55 Fortune deals out success with much fairness. If we do really and truly wish for a thing, as a rule, she gives it ; only she must be sure that we do really and truly wish for it. Experience shows that success is due less to ability than to zeal. The winner is he who gives himself to his work body and soul. "Tis slackness of heart, not weakness of head, that keeps most men down. When Napoleon wrote to Joseph that he enjoyed studying the positions of his armies, " like a school-girl her romance," he let out half his secret. 56 A man may be borne up under the laughter or rage which his saying or doing has called forth, by his own conviction that he has said or done what is wise ; but how if he be carried off his feet by what all the world is telling him, and grows doubtful whether, after all, he has not been foolish ? That must be a painful state ; nor is it a rare one. Many an author, statesman, artist, is in that evil plight, catching the feeling of the throng and condemning his own work, just because all the world condemns it. 5 7 Among the calamities of life, shortness is by no means the least. Legs five inches longer would make many lives materially happier. The tall are more envied than they wot of. Yet the short have the best spirits, and the most energy. 26 NOTES OF THOUGHT. 58 Strength of character is not, as a matter of course, indicated by a strength in the character, nor weakness of character by a weakness. Weak men are often brave, often firm, often self-reliant ; while men of force are often cowardly, yielding, with no self-trust. Very strong men are often vain ; very weak men often have a manly indifference to what others may say of them. How many men of very good powers there are who cannot make up their mind, nor stick to it when it is made up ; while mere geese are at the same time geese of decision ! 59 The art of ruling lies mainly in keeping one's eyes open. The anxiety to please, the dread of displeasing, are so strong, that if men know they are watched, they are almost sure to do their utmost. The laziness of under- lings comes from the shut eyes of their chief. 60 The world gives his rewards according to a definite and, perhaps, a sound principle. He honours those who give him pleasure. The thing the world wants is, to be pleased ; not to be made wiser, or better, or, in the long run, happier ; but to have, at once, on the spot, a feeling of enjoyment. Let a man but give him this feeling of enjoyment, and he will clothe that man in royal apparel, and bring him on horseback through the street of the city, and proclaim before him, " Thus shall it be done unto the man whom the king delighteth to honour." You grumble, because you have done far nobler work for him, yet he leaves you dressed in frieze, to ride your own donkey at your own sweet will. But you have no right to be cross. You have given him good things, no doubt : but you have not given him the one thing he ivanted. 6 1 Some self-conceit, or, at least, self-complacency, is evolved in all intellectual labour, just as heat is evolved in all physical labour. Nobody ever thinks anything out, without being, at the time, a little pleased with him* NOTES OF THOUGHT. 27 self, however much disgusted he may be with his work and himself afterwards. But it is a part of a writer's skill to hide up this self-admiration. We cannot abide a writer, however able, if he seems to be peeping round at us to see what we think of him. (As Bulwer does.) 62 A large family party is rather too much like a flight of tomtits ; everlasting twitter, but no conversation ; gregariousness without companionship. 63 It is a curious trait of human nature that suicide never (or hardly ever) arises from sorrow for the loss of beloved ones, but nearly always from some disappointment or mortification, or poverty. And so, too, nobody dies of grief, many of vexation. Is it that sorrow for the dead is not the heaviest trial ? or is it that such sorrow is of a softening kind ; not one to craze us, like anxiety or disappointment ? 64 Of the fact that in most countries the ownership of land is deemed honourable, and trade base, there can be no question. How came this feeling ? We cannot suppose that an instinct of that sort is a first principle in human nature. The feeling must be generated by some association of ideas. The possession of land presents several outward ad- vantages which would be likely to catch the eye and tickle the imagination of mankind. But has not the following been the main association ? Most countries have been conquered. The conquerors of course seized the land, being the property that could best be laid hands on. They, therefore, became the sole landowners, and to them trade was needless. To the beaten race trade was the only resource, except hand work ; while land was not to be got. Hence the idea of land became tied up with the idea of the conquerors ; and trade with that of the conquered. A strong association of that kind would linger on for ages. 28 NOTES OF THOUGHT. 65 To judge rightly of man, we should look at him not by himself, but as he stands to the world above him. We must see him as he is, the petty denizen of a paltry planet, one which is but as a grain of sand on the sea-shore. But, again, we must look at him as he stands to the world below him. We must see him as he is, far away the loftiest, out of all comparison the noblest, of all the living beings that we ourselves wot of. We may fancy nobler ones ; we have seen none as noble. 66 I knew a man whose conversation was particularly rich in knowledge and remarks on all kinds of subjects ; yet he was a bore of the first water, just because he deluged each topic in a flood of words. An angel from heaven would bore us, if he expatiated. 67 If a man has orderly habits, it is astonishing with how little intellect he can get on perfectly well. Think over any dozen people you know who are thoroughly " comfort- able," and have to thank themselves for it ; why, I dare say all their minds together would hardly fill a peck. But their lack of brain has scarcely stood in their way. Steadiness has been enough. 68 The temptation which nowadays a man must fight against most steadily, if he wants to make much of his life, is that of desultoriness. We are distracted till we are fit for nothing. Concentration alone conquers ; and with money-making, books, philanthropy, newspapers, chit-chat, hunting, shooting, public duties, concentration is not possible. 69 I defy you to find out from any man's face whether he is or is not quarrelsome. The sweetest-looking creatures are often the hardest to draw with. Men will have the strangest knack of being at loggerheads with those they have to do with, who yet look good, kind, and wise ; ay, and in other ways, are good, kind, and wise. NOTES OF THOUGHT. 29 70 It is of -no use to be too good-natured in giving up your own pleasure. If you do what you like, you will like what you do : and really it does not make a hap'orth of difference to other people. If your taking your own way arises from a selfish disregard of others, those others will be pained by your disregard of them. But it is not the thwarting of their wishes, it is the appearance of disregard that troubles them : indeed, your clearly seeing what you like, and getting that done, saves them the burden of leading ; and they are thankful to follow. 71 London is cruelly belied. True that she has much that is dismal ; but she has much that is beautiful and picturesque. For delicate soft loveliness, I know nothing to compare with the view of Westminster Abbey, over the water in St. James's Park, on a sunny evening. How the fairy towers soar out of the veil of mist below them into the pink light ! Then, how striking is the view of the City from Cheapside, as you approach the Mansion House. And the Thames, at certain points, is nothing less than sublime. We should think Pall-Mail very grand anywhere else. Bishopsgate Without has much, and Park Lane very much, picturesqueness. The horridest part of London is that weary desert about Russell Square. It has not even the merit of grotesque poverty. 72 It is true that he who understands any art is pain- fully alive to many a shortcoming that escapes untaught eyes ; and is vexed by that which gives tJiem enjoyment. On the other hand, he catches sight of a thousand touches of beauty which the world never heeds. Half the delight, too, of looking at a work of art comes from astonishment at the force of mind which has got over all that stood in its way. But no one can feel this thoroughly, unless he knows the ups and downs of the mountain. 73 Pulpit moralists often make light of mere outward propriety of life. It is, in fact, such an everyday thing 30 NOTES OF THOUGHT. that we take it for granted as we take asparagus for granted in June. But, after all, no words can say how wonderful a blessing it is for our country that moral conduct comes so easily to a man as it does now in England. History teems with instances of societies rife with bad faith, rascality, cruelty, drunkenness, adultery, assassination. Nay, there are strata in our own society in which decency is the exception, and vice the rule. It is true that there is no great credit to the individual in doing as others do, and keeping from gross vices. In fact many gentlemen who are living at ease with their wives and families, would find it almost more painful than pleasant to drink, swear, cheat, lie, thrash their neighbours, and seduce their neighbours' wives. All these things, however, have been as plentiful as blackberries in other societies ; nay, in English society itself in certain other times. That they are rare now is a blessing of unutterable value ; and yet how little store we set by it ! 74 You would have supposed that no two characters in history would have more forcibly struck Shakspeare's imagination than those of Julius Caesar and Joan of Arc. Caesar, the most majestic hero of the Roman world ; Joan, the most original, nay, the unique heroine of the Middle Ages. Yet what a failure he made of both of them ! Caasar is a ridiculous gasconader ; Joan, a cracked scullion. 75 Pitt's marvellous Parliamentary successes were of course, in a great degree, owing to his own genius. But it seems clear that they were mainly due to this, that he hit the public feeling, while his antagonists shot beside it. 76 One beauty of wealth is, that it gives you a deal of potential as well as of actual enjoyment. Your belly, or at least that of your imagination, is nearly as well filled by feeling, " I could have that if I chose," as by having it. All hunger bites a man the sharper from his NOTES OF THOUGHT. 31 knowing that food cannot be had. Those who are pinched, are often wrung by the thought, " Ah what I would do, had I but the means ! " The means would cool the craving. 77 No moral force is so potent as tenderness. None so cleaves a man's way through the world ; none makes him so affluent in love from others ; none gives him such sway with them. But exquisite tenderness of feeling for others is as rare as it is noble. And those who have it, often cannot show it by deed or word. 78 This is a noticeable thing in birds, that they never play. The young of cats, dogs, foxes, men, &c., delight in a game of play, and will pretend to fight, pretend to run away, and so forth, for half a summer's day. You never see this with birds, whether old or young. They play no pranks ; they jest no jests. They are a fun-less generation. 79 Never threaten children. Say to the stubborn boy, Do this, or that, without suggesting any punishment in case of his disobedience. Simply order him as a matter of authority, and let him obey you not because you have threatened him with punishment, but because you have ordered him. If he disobeys, punish him, but let him learn to obey you, because you are his rukr, not because you have held up the fear of a penalty before his eyes. It is curious how much more power a man has when he thus concentrates his will upon a boy, than when he virtually gives the boy the choice between obedience and suffering. So I am not astonished that men who have mixed little with the world should boast, because, of course, to any man both himself and his doings must look gigantic till he has measured himself by others. But I do marvel to find that so many men, who have knocked about all their lives among their fellows, should yet not have learnt how 32 NOTES OF THOUGHT. it hurts a man to" sound his own praises. Self-laudation abounds among the unpolished ; but nothing can stamp a man more sharply as ill-bred. It is strange that Shakspeare makes Julius Caesar such an outrageous braggadocio. Why, when he had a man of first-rate force to delineate, he chose to make him mouth about himself like " the great Twalinley," I cannot divine. 8 1 I more and more see this, that we judge men's abilities less from what they say or do, than from what they look. 'Tis the man's face that gives him weight. His doings help, but not more than his brow. 82 "Women rule, not by having more force, but by throwing it on one point, just as the Indian guides the elephant. What they will, they will with all their will, without doubt or questioning. The man's mind is oftener pulled many ways by many claims: He also takes a broader view, and sees the evils. Ahab and Jezebel, Macbeth and his lady, show well the difference between man's will and woman's. 83 The complaint has been made a thousand times, how hard it is that men of noble genius, such as Burns, should so often stick fast in the lower circles of life, while rank and wealth gild those whose worth has not earned them. It seems wrong that a loggerheaded noodle shall stand in the high places of the earth, shone upon by a blaze of good luck, while the man of mind is struggling in the dusky underwood below. Certainly it would be a very fine thing, if a man who had written a first-rate drama, or a deep treatise, as a matter of course, became a marquis with a beautiful castle and fifty thousand a year ! Ah ! but now suppose it be a real, actual fact, that wealth within is better worth having than wealth with- out ; that ideas are a finer property than acres ; that, NOTES OF THOUGHT, 33 had we clearer eyes, nobility of soul would seem to us a kinder gift from nature than a handle to one's name. Why then, all this claim to worldly reward falls to the ground. The man is already rewarded : he is enriched with thoughts ; why should he be further enriched with ha'pence ? Then, again, why should we confound the two dis- tinct worlds the spiritual world and the outward ? why should we think it unfair that we do not reap in the one, when our ploughing has been in the other ? It would be more rational to admire the beautiful arrangements of nature, by which an infinite variety of good things are shaken over the world, as it were out of a pepper-box. Some of these good things fall into the lap of one, some into the lap of another. Few catch them all. The man of mind should think it a wonderful piece of good luck that so great a blessing has fallen to him, instead of grumbling that it has not sundry smaller ones in its pouch, like a kangaroo. Moreover, the fact is, that, within certain bounds, moral and mental greatness does bring the good things of this life in its train. Its tendency (though all tendencies are sometimes thwarted) is to lead a man into agreeable society ; also to put a certain amount of hard cash into the pocket. Milton got 10 for Paradise Lost. Some are angry that it was not more. But, at any rate, he did get 10 by his genius ; and Macaulay has got still more. Then, again, genius gets a man glory. Now, really, if intellect tends to bestow friends, cash, and drums, things are not so bad after all. Where men of mark have missed their due wages (as it has ofttimes happened), the fault has commonly been their own. With self-mastery they would have gone ahead. But if the lack of that held them back, why blame the world ? 84 Many a man has been led into atheism by the very idea of the goodness of God. Not being able to square that idea with the miseries of life, he has thrown up his 34 NOTES OF THOUGHT. belief in God altogether.* The truth is, it is easier to disbelieve in God, than to disbelieve in His goodness. 85 It almost always happens, when a young man marries, that his mother and his sisters, and perhaps one or two others, feel bitterly that the tie with them is torn, and they plague themselves with struggling to keep it as it was before. It is far wiser, and far happier, to face the plain fact, that the youth is gone forth from the nest ; that he must stand, henceforth, in a new relation to those that have brought him up ; and to bow to this fact, instead of vainly longing to hold that fast which will fly away. It is astonishing how much comfort is to be got by making an effort of mind and will to see things as they are, and adjust oneself to them. But, though the old relation is done for, you may now set to work to create a new relation, and one probably not less near and dear, out of the fragments of the ruin. You and he can never again be altogether parent and child ; but you may be, more than ever, intimate and loving companions perhaps all the more loving, for the greater distance and greater equality between you. 86 We blame others, we curse our luck, we fall foul of our circumstances, when things go wrong with us. We cannot believe nobody could believe who did not sedulously look into it how wholly the fault rests with ourselves. If we are vexed, if we are disappointed, if our plans " gang agley," fifty to one this comes because we have ourselves been wanting in forethought, or fore- * There is a curious passage in Forsyth's Sir Hudson Lowe, that bears on this remark. ' ' Cypriani came out one day from General Bonaparte's room to Dr. O'Meara, saying, in a tone indicative of great surprise, ' My master is certainly beginning to lose his head ! He begins to believe in God ! You may think ! He said to the servant who was shutting the windows, " Why do you take from us the light that God gives us?" Oh, certainly he loses his head.' Then continuing to speak of himself, Cypriani added, ' I do not believe in God, because, if there were one, he would not have allowed a man who has done so much ham to live so long.' " NOTES OF THOUGHT. 35 sight, or perseverance, or pains, or sense, or judgment, or decision, or self-control, or some other practical quality. 87 Which of us when out of spirits has not envied the beasts of the field and the birds of the air, and wished earnestly that he too were like the sea-gull that wings his way so joyfully over the blue sea ; or even like the sparrow that quarrels on the house-top ! Certainly, eo far as life on earth goes, it seems as if man might well think his lot a dreary one, compared with that of these easy, contented, cheerful creatures. Think of a swallow dashing through the clear air in blithe chase after his prey, and speeding back twenty times an hour to the lovely little black heads in the chimney ; and then of the manufacturer's clerk shut up in a snuffy dark room, wearily working seven hours a day at accounts, and at night trudging back to his lodging. And compare our capacity for misery with theirs. They, too, no doubt, can be unhappy ; the want of food, warmth, and companionship brings hard trials to them. They can feel disease and pain. The loss of their young fills them with anguish. But how short-lived are their sorrows ! a week ends the bitterest. How narrow, too, the field of their vexations. Our brains are as full of pricking thoughts as herrings of sharp loose bones. Our delights all grow on thorn- bushes. There is no duty, no delight, that is not big with vexations, disappointments, mortifications, regrets, remorses, fears, tribulations. Yes, surely it would be a blessed thing, at least upon this bank and shoal of time, to be a sea-gull. And yet, though our finely strung and delicate brains bring forth to us so heavy a crop of tortures, on the other hand the same sensibility gives us a huge host of enjoyments. There is no end of the things that have it in them to touch us with pleasure. More or less of it is to be had from eating, from drinking, from dream- ing, from riding, from walking, from swimming, from employment, from repose, from dancing, from singing, from sunshine, from flowers, from woods and fields, D 2 36 NOTES OF THOUGHT. from beautiful or sublime or picturesque landscapes, from art, from poetry, from eloquence, from warmth, from washing, from talking, from thinking, from reading, from pretty faces, from seeing others happy, from seeing those we dislike annoyed, from dogs, from cats, from horses, from botany, from geology, from natural history, from dinner-parties, from balls, from the theatre, from ridiculing others, from applause, from making money, from spending it, from wife, from children, from one's own fireside, from shooting, from every form of the chase (except coursing, which is execrable), from resist- ing temptation, from giving way to it, from vanity, from pride, from benevolence, from industry, from good stories, from sermons, from sleep, from being courted by noblemen, from politics, from love, from self-will, from the stars and moon, from newspapers, from old port, from doing kindnesses, from devotion, &c., &c., &c, I have strung together, in a few lines, these things from which we whether rightly or wrongly do actually get, or may actually get, a certain quantum of enjoy- ment. Seeing what manifold means of it there are, one can hardly complain of man's being starved from pleasure by nature. On the contrary, one sees that men who lead a healthy life are meant to lead also a happy one. And, to say truth, what a number of cheery men one knows ! And observe, our penury of enjoyment is to a very great degree our own fault, or, at any rate, the fault of our bringers-up. Unquestionably men might be so trained, as to squeeze infinitely more sweet juice out of life than they do. Our stupid teachers do nothing but pound grammar into our heads when we are young a thing which can only grow up into thistles in nine minds out of ten. But were we really educated, were we trained, as we easily might be, to love the beautiful in all its thousand forms : to take delight in poetry, to take joyful notice of the golden light on the trees and lawns, of the deep blue sky and the picturesque cottage, and the soft smiling landscape ; were we trained to understand the wonders that lie around us in the con- struction of our own bodies, and of the air, and of the plants, and in the processes of nature ; were we trained to NOTES OF THOUGHT. 37 the delightful habit of thought ; were we trained to the habit of reading ; were we trained to study and love works of art, whether in painting, sculpture, or building ; were we trained to every kind of manly exercise ; why, how much more cheerfully would our lives glide by ! But your common- place and most dull system of education, which consists of forcing the boy for years and years to learn by rote the dry anatomy of a dead tongue, is there any one of all these sources of happiness which it un- seals for us ? No, not one. 88 Live with the cleverest men of the day artists, states- men, authors, bishops, judges, generals ; during a whole month put down every striking and original remark you hear ; if you cover a sheet of foolscap, I'll eat my hat. 89 It is very hard upon a man to have just goodness enough to embitter his badness : but not enough to keep it off. 90 Thus much may be said for obstinacy, that if a man's determinations be soluble by reason, they may also be soluble by fear, by laziness, by the mere pressure of other men's wills. Whereas, if reason cannot shake them, most likely nothing else wilL 91 There are machines for saving mental as for saving bodily labour. Precedents e. g. are a clever instrument by which we save the pains of investigating afresh as each case arises. 92 Were not the mysteries of life too familiar to be wondered at, should we ever cease marvelling at seeing how inexorable nature is in punishing, without fail, the least breach of her laws ? How long and slow her vengeance often is in coming, how often it lights on the family, or nation of the guilty, not on the guilty themselves, how terrible often the vengeance, compared with the offence ! 38 NOTES OF THOUGHT. 93 A common blunder of respectable men is to do just as Pilate did take a basin of water and wash their hands of the whole affair, and comfort themselves with the pretence that they have done with it, and that all the responsibility lies with those they leave behind them. They retire or stand aloof, while others do the evil. But he who thus tacitly protests, instead of holding on and making an active opposition, is, in truth, art and part. Kay, he may be the more guilty of the two, because more alive to the wickedness. 94 As Fielding observes in Tom Jones, true beauty is the greatest advantage a man, no less than a woman, can have. All other advantages, talent, wealth, even rank, fade before a really noble presence. And yet it is no less true to say, that a man ought to be very charming to get over the damage he suffers from being handsome. Beauty in a man (except that of soul in his face) is a terrible thing for setting people against him. Every- body would like to take down their fellow-creature, if he has'large black eyes, a well-cut mouth, regular features, hyacinthine locks (whatever that may mean), and a nose " like the tower of Heshbon that looketh toward Damascus." Ugliness is not half such a drawback as that sort of handsomeness which many a man has, and which gives the idea that he has been smirking at himself in the looking-glass and is still redolent of the self-admiration which his mirror inspired. Somehow women never have that look, or else it does not grate on us, that ' ' if young and fair, They have the gift to know it." 95 What goes by the name of envy, the aversion in which we are apt to hold those who have got the prizes of life which we have missed, is not always such mere malignity as it is generally thought to be. The truth is, that to a great extent it is a tit-for-tat a vengeance for an injury received. We hate A. B., not because he is rich NOTES OF THOUGHT. 39 and we poor, not because he is a lord and we snobs, not because he is handsome and we ugly, not because he rides a park hack and we walk on our ten toes, but rather because we believe (perhaps wrongly, but still we believe) that he looks down upon us, for thus standing lower than he does. Now, however unchristian all vengeance may be, 'tis not so base to resent an injury, as to wish a man ill, simply because he is better off than ourselves. 96 Charles I. and Cromwell were fine illustrations of the different way in which men ride their circumstances the one with such a loose seat in the saddle, that the moment his circumstances grew restive, he tumbled off the other carried forward by them, and at a rattling pace, but choosing the where-to himself. 97 The reverse side of a proposition is often of more value than the proposition itself. How much nvdos Wordsworth got by simply turning on its back the obvious truth, that the man is father of the boy, and giving us the converse that the boy is father of the man ! It is often said, that men of genius show no sign of it in society. Well then, who knows, but that of those who show no sign of it in society, many may, in fact, be men of genius ? It is sometimes said to be hard that men of intellectual wealth are so often poor. From the other side, these poor men then, at any rate, have the blessing of intellectual wealth ! 98 This is a question worthy of deep thought whether the misery of large masses of the lower orders, in almost every country, is an inevitable and necessary, and, so to speak, natural evil : or whether it is the handiwork of man, and is caused by the stupidities of his misgovern- ment. For my part, I feel no question that it is not to nature, but to man's thwarting her, that we owe these masses of misery. But for war, taxation, protection, every man might have so easily lived at his ease, that, 40 NOTES OF THOUGHT. though here and there a family might have been poor, there would have been no morasses of poverty. Depend on it, nature never strikes the first bloiv. 99 Nothing is more wonderful in Napoleon's wonderful character, than his vulgarity. How could such a man, such a hero, such a demi-god, be, at the same time, such a bagman ? His ends and aims so mean, his mode of dealing with men so coarse, his selfishness so enorm- ous ! Take his invasion of Spain from first to last, with his letters to Joseph, was there ever such baseness, topped up by devilish cruelties ? ioo Nothing so much increases one's reverence for others as a great sorrow to oneself. It teaches one the depths of human nature. In happiness we are shallow, and deem others so. 101 The only source of activity is the struggle to better oneself. Were there then no evil, no worse, the world would be at a standstill. 1 02 No art is so useful in the management of young children, (nor is any art so much neglected,) as that of avoiding direct collision. The grand blunder which almost all parents and nursemaids commit, is that when the child takes up a whim against doing what he is wanted to do, will not eat his bread-and-butter, will not go out, will not come to lessons, &c., they, so to speak, lay hold of his hind leg, and drag him to his duties ; whereas, a person of tact can almost always distract the child's attention from its own obstinacy, and, in a few moments, lead it gently round to submission* I know that many persons would think it wrong not to break down the child's self-will by main force, to come to battle with it, and show him that he is the weaker vessel ; but my conviction is, that such struggles only tend to make his self-will more robust. If you can NOTES OF THOUGHT. 41 skilfully contrive to lay the dispute aside for a few minutes, and hitch his thoughts off the excitement of the contest, ten to one he will then give in quite cheer- fully ; and this is far better for him than tears and punishment. It is just the same with colts. 103 Expenses are not rectilinear, but circular. Every inch you add to the diameter, adds three to the circum- ference. 104 In practical affairs it is not deep thought that wins, but the eagle eye. 105 What a fund of amusement we might get, by making a close study of those signs of character which are hung all over every man and woman, and would tell us so much had we learnt how to read them. Undoubtedly what a man is, can in some degree be traced in his carnage, in his tread, his tone of voice, his manner of speaking, his smile, his frown, his laugh ; in the thick- ness of his neck, in the size of his fingers, in the shape of his brow, nose, mouth, cheeks, ears, and eyes ; in the way his head sits on his shoulders, in the openness of his chest, in the sticking out of his stomach. But this language, though written in clear letters, must be studied to be read. 1 06 It is rude to tell any one he is like anybody else. Be that other Adonis himself, nobody likes it. Who wants to be a duplicate ? 107 If you do not mind trouble, base your conduct of life on these three principles : 1st. Never do to-day what you can put off till to- morrow. 2nd. Never do yourself what you can get any one else to do for you. 3rd. Never do thoroughly what you can leave half done. 42 NOTES OF THOUGHT. 1 08 Pleasant talk is the sweetest of luxuries ; but the power of talking it, comes less from nature than from practice. Good talkers have talked themselves into good talking. Few men talk delightfully who have not been trained to it by mingling with the world. 109 When we speak of "home," we do not mean "my house," casa mia. The word is compounded of our house, furniture, pictures, horses, books, dogs, flowers, tame owls, wife, children, and the very kitten by the hearth. Hence no word tells on the heart like that word " home," for no word wraps up in itself such a host of things, and those so touching. no A man may be very silent in society, and it is annoying, and you like him less than if he talked ; but you never feel him to be dull, if you know that he is a man of talent. You feel him to be potentially interest- ing, though he is not so practically. in It is by comparing asinine people, that we can best see how much social intercourse does for the mind. Your stupid man who lives out of the world, is wonder- fully stupider than your stupid man who lives in it. The latter may be one entire and perfect idiot : and yet somehow, his mind gets polished up to what almost seems brightness when set beside the rough dulness of the other. We feel this, if after mixing with men in the world, we come across fools who live out of the world ; then are we astounded by the depth and breadth of their unspeakable thickheadedness. 112 What small matters old griefs seem, even to ourselves ! The feeling that " all's well that ends well " lies so deep in our hearts, that we only smile at past sorrows, when good has come at length. So in a novel or drama, we do not mind any miseries for the hero, if we know that at the NOTES Of THOUGHT. 43 end he is to light on his feet, and marry Julia. It ia only a dark conclusion that makes it tragic. And thus, perhaps if we could look on at our own career from a place apart, we should make exceedingly light of all our tumbles and troubles and carking cares, seeing the bright haven towards which we are drifting amid all our storms. "Respite finem" would be very comforting advice ; had we but the skill to look round the corner and see it ! 113 Of all the marvels of God's workmanship, none is more wondrous than the air. Think of our all being bathed in a substance, BO delicate as to be itself unperceived ; yet so dense as to be the carriage to our senses of messages from the world about us ! It is never in our way ; it does not ask notice : we only know it is there by the good it does us. And this exquisitely soft, pure, yielding, unseen being, like a beautiful and beneficent fairy, brings us blessings from all around. It has the skill to wash our blood clean from all foulness. Its weight keeps us from tumbling to pieces. It is a reservoir where the waters lie stored, till they fall and gladden the earth. It is a great-coat that softens to us the heat of the day, and the cold of the night. It carries sounds to our ears and smells to our nostrils. Its movements fill nature with ceaseless change ; and without their aid in wafting ships over the sea, commerce and civilization would have been scarce possible. It is of all wonders the most wonderful. 114 It might have been thought that the old law, that women convicted of high treason were to be burnt, must have issued from the sheer fiendishness of those who made it. But in truth it came from their reverence for female modesty. It was a modification, a softening down of the law's rigour, not an aggravation of it. The law was, that traitors were to be hung, disembowelled, and then quartered. Decency forbade that these two last provisions should be carried into effect in the case of 44 NOTES OF THOUGHT. females ; so, after hanging,* they were ordered to be burnt. j j - How strong breed is ! If a man come of say a Puritan stock or a High Church stock, he is more likely than not, to set his face the other way, and give himself all the harder to the other side. And yet, with all that, if you watch him narrowly, you will find the old Puritan or High Church substratum, cropping out in the most unlooked-for places. I have seen this, too, with men sprung from a Quaker line. A man may have flung Quakerism all behind him : and yet the Quaker instinct breaks out, will he, nill he. 116 One of the ideas with which the statesman's mind ought to be soaked, is the idea of the vast reach of time. Most minds look forward not more than, say ten, or at the utmost twenty years ; and as regards planning for the future, this is wise ; for you cannot foresee how things will stand in the days to come. But no man can judge wisely and well of the political questions before him if he only looks at them in relation to the circumstances of the moment, if he does not ask himself what would come of the law or the institution, should it last for ages. How many of the greatest statesmen have yet failed here that while they sought to make things straight for the time, they never dreamed of asking what must be the far-off fruits in days to come of the seed they were sowing, what would be the true and deep foundations which they ought to be laying, were their edifice to be a " possession for ever " ! Still more perhaps have they shown the want of large sight, in deeming it enough to patch up what is amiss, and tide over difficulties, without thinking to what size the abuse or the difficulty would grow if merely pruned. Napoleon and Peel are signal instances of this lack. Pitt of the reverse. * At least Phoebe Harris, the last woman burnt for treason (i. e. for coining), in 1786, was hung first from a beam fixed to the stake ; the faggots were not put round her till she was dead. Was this the way in olden times ? or was the burning an equivalent for all the three cruelties in the case of men ? NOTES OF THOUGHT. 45 117 The essential difference between a good and a bad education is this that the former draws on the child to learn, by making it sweet to him the latter drives the child to learn, by making it sour to him if he does not. Yet how utterly has this plain and practical truth been, ignored ! 118 Many young men whose minds have been fired by reading John Foster's Essay on decision of Character, or Carlyle's panegyrics on Self-reliance, get into a way of imagining that the sine qua non of manliness is to stand alone you are not to ask help from others, but in all things to act by yourself, and for yourself, without letting any one else advise or aid you. They are apt to for- get, that although it may be a fine thing to stand alone, if you can, it is a fond thing to try to stand alone, but topple over. And, in truth, it is very well that in human society we all have to lean on one another for advice and help and sympathy. Independence would lead to isolation. There is nothing, in fact, in which the wise man and his contrary are more distinguishable than in this matter, and especially with respect to taking advice. Machiavelli remarks that "No foolish prince ever has wise coun- cellors." This is quite as true of common people. You must be wise to get good counsel and to know how to deal with it. But the general feeling is, that it is rather a paltry thing to take advice at all that the really stalwart man will not seek any man's aid or rest his mind upon the feebler minds around him, but will look to him- self alone as his guide and master. And there is a great deal of truth in this idea. It is the fact, that men of first-rate force do not tack themselves behind a tug when they want to make way, but ply their own paddles. Napoleon, Wellington, Cromwell, Nelson, were not men who asked advice ; and when they did ask it, they didn't take it. And it clearly is a sign of weak- ness or laziness, if a man throws upon other shoulders the burden which he ought to bear himself, of deciding what he is to do. He shows that he has not a bold, firm, 46 NOTES OF THOUGHT. muscular character, when he goes about asking what this person thinks, and that person thinks, and is impelled to action, not by inward force, but by outward influence. This kind of advice-seeking may well be laughed at. And it is apt to become a habit a very vile habit too. You can quickly get into the way of looking to others to decide for you, and your mistrust of your own self will grow by practice. But, on the other hand, it may be remarked that we are not first-rate men, but second-rate ; and although a man of vast ability might be quite right to think his own opinion better than any one else's, yet, it does not follow that this is so with us. Remember, too, that had Julius Csesar, Nelson, and Napoleon, taken the advice proffered them, they might have escaped the death or ruin that fell upon them. Also, in each kind of things that we have to do, it is easy to find some one more experienced than ourselves. Why not avail ourselves of him ? Why go on blunder- ing, when a man stands there ready to show us the way which he has already trodden ? We feel it to be silly in a retired fishmonger to buy his own Murillos, and in a book-worm to buy himself a hack. In medicine we consult a doctor in religion a clergyman in building an architect. Why not apply the same sound principle to the other affairs of life, and not be too proud to follow the advice of those who know more than we do ? We laugh at the Romanist for believing in the Pope's in- fallibility. Is it wiser in John Jenkins to believe John Jenkins infallible ? All this seems plausible ; but still we feel that a man ought, above all things, to be a man : and that he is not manly who has not enough mental force to decide for himself, but must hang on the arm of others. He ought to trust to his own intellect just as a man ought to be able to stand and walk forward, without asking an arm to help him on. But how to reconcile these truths ? If it be foolish not to get wisdom from those wiser than ourselves and yet weak not to trust to ourselves what is a poor fellow to do? NOTES OF THOUGHT. 47 Why, Shakespeare has hit the nail on the very middle of its head. His maxim is precisely that which a truly wise man would follow : 11 Take all men's censure, but reserve thy judgment." (censure meaning opinion). This is the really noble course, combining the beauty of self-respect with the beauty of humility. The right thing is not, as many do, to ask others what they think, and be guided thereby, because tliese persons think so this is a weakness. Nor is it (as still more do) to shut our ears to what better informed persons would readily tell us, and take our own course blindly. No. True wisdom requires you to listen, even eagerly, to what others can urge to elicit their opinions, and weigh them fairly. But then you must strongly work your own mind, and merely use the arguments, of which you have thus got hold, as materials for a judgment which you will construct for yourself. It will never do to be led by others, and do what they think good. A man must do what he thinks good him- self ; but he may fairly, nay, he should, know what others can tell him, and see the case with their eyes, before he makes up his mind what to do. In this way he will use the aid of others, without losing one iota of his own dignity. It is a base thing to be the slave of other men's opinions ; but it is a brave thing to be master of then 1 . And no man, in fact, takes up so lofty a position towards others, or shews his trust in himself so clearly, as he who dares to listen closely to the counsel they offer : but ytt brings all they have urged and all that his own mind has suggested, to the bar of his own judgment weighing the one side against the other, and coming, slowly but strongly, to his own decision. 119 We are richer than we think. And now and then it is not a bad thing to make a catalogue raisonne of the things that are helping to make us happy. It is astonishing how long the list is. The poorest of us has property the value of which is almost boundless ; but there is not one 48 NOTES OF THOUGHT. of us who might not so till that property as to make it yield tenfold more. Our books, gardens, families, society, friends, talk, music, art, poetry, scenery, might all bring forth to us far greater wealth of enjoyment and improve- ment, if we laid out strong pains to squeeze the very utmost out of them. I20 After all, the essence of the difference between des- potism and constitutional government, is the difference between force and reason. In the one case, the governor says to the governed, " Do this," and he doeth it. In the other, he says to the nation (through their repre- sentatives), " There are such and such reasons why so and so ought to be done. Will you consent to do it ? " How incomparably higher and nobler is the state of that nation which is thus called upon to settle its affairs by reflection and reason, than that of one which is obliged to act in a certain way because somebody wills it. True that it may often reason wrong. True that it may do things with a less strong hand. But, at any rate, such a nation is treated not as a beast, but as a man. 121 Often it really is from political or religious difference that neighbours are un-neighbourly. Often it is but the decent veil thrown over their exclusion by the excluded. But it is a consolation to us to believe that our principles, not our manners, have shut us out. 122 We talk of a " consuming " grief of a " devouring " sorrow. Is not our language in this, as in other cases, truer than our thoughts ? May it not possibly be the real physical fact, that in such a state of excitement of the brain and nerves, the process of combustion goes forward in our bodies, with abnormal and painful rapidity ? Grief does, in very deed, give the feeling of our being slowly burned away from the heart outwards. And sorrow thins, joy fattens. But then, if so, would not butter, rather than time, in Voltaire's phrase, be " celui qui console ? " NOTES OF THOUGHT. 49 123 How can we tell who is, and who is not, wretched? The man whose very soul is being wrung by an agony of disappointment, bitterness, and shame, will talk and laugh with the best of the laughers, and show no sign of the devouring flame within. 124 After all, what a mere speck of time our keenest sorrows fill ! Even the loss of a child is smoothed over in a year or two. And short as that time is, the mass of it is spent in sleep, work, talk, meals, &c., without any vivid consciousness of calamity. 1 25 Those who do not think are charmed to catch 'some thinker, in the act of bringing thoughts out as his own, which have already been given to the world by others. They look on it as mere plagiarism, a pluming of the jackdaw with peacock's feathers. But the thinking man knows how often it happens that some thought which has dropped noiselessly into his mind from some book or talk, will work and grow there, and strike root down- ward and bear fruit upward, and, in fact, become a strong living thought of his own. It was a cutting from a plant which belonged to another : but it is become a new plant. It is an offset no longer. 126 There are no iron rules about human nature. Want of truthfulness might be thought a sure sign of badness : how can a fibber's soul be a good soul ? But in real life there are plenty of men, (and some women,) full of kindliness, of talent, of religious prin- ciple, of usefulness, much beloved, much regarded, yet you can never depend on what they say ! The fact is, that there is an excitability of nature which makes a man or woman very bright and very genial, but leads them to see things as they would like them to be, leads them to talk at random, leads them to seek so eagerly to please those they are with, as to do BO often by painting black blue ; all of which 50 NOTES OF THOUGHT. ends in fibs. It is hard for a man to be strictly truthful, unless he be calm. You can never place absolute reliance on any man's words who is full of quicksilver. This applies to the French ; to those charming liars the Irish : but, also, to no end of Englishmen. 127 A dressed out dandy is a delicious sight. To think that with all the wild craving for admiration which shines through his waistcoats, he should not ask himself the simple question, Is the world really such an ineffable blockhead as to admire me for all this ? It is fine to see him believing himself valued at a high rate on account of his fleece when all rational people are despising him for the want of good mutton inside it. 128 Negligence in dress (in a man) may be a good sign ; and it may be a bad sign. It often comes of his having nobler interests than his own boots. It often comes of the same want of self-mastery, which, in other cases, ends in the dram-shop. 129 It is not what a man thinks that shows what he is, but how he came to think so. 13 An intellectual man is far more cowed by a puppy, than a puppy by him. 131 For a while, upon some vexation, it seems as if life were for ever to be under a black cloud. Perhaps, ere the week be ended, that cloud lifts of itself. No change has taken place in us, or in our circumstances. The loss or disappointment is not swept away. We stand where we did, and yet, somehow, with no seeming reason for the change, we are standing in sunshine again ; the damp black fog is gone from us. 132 Vast as the delight is of a rattling run with hounds, there is no pleasure the fruition of which is so far out- NOTES OF THOUGHT. 51 done by the retrospect. Even a dashing rider is apt to feel some anxiety (not alarm, but anxiety), as each big fence rises before him ; but in chewing the cud after- wards, how he slashes over them, knowing now what the landing is to be ! One distinction is not strongly enough drawn as to hunting. Any man who keeps well with the hounds, may be talked of as a hard rider and so he is ; but there should be some special word for the man who takes a line of his own, and leads instead of following. The difference in the amount of pluck, rapid decision, and self-reliance, is so enormous, that the two men scarcely belong to the same class of mankind. It is unlucky that, as a rule, the men who do lead are ruffians ! 133 How is it that a person may be cleverish, and try hard to talk brightly yes, and be bright and yet lie like lead upon you, by reason of his or her intrinsic insipidity ? while another will scarcely open his or her lips, say nothing but commonplaces, and yet his or her society has a relish in it. Strange is this influence of mind, conveyed without the tongue. 134 Is it not the case, that gentlemen will put up with a host of inconveniences, out of pity to their subordinates ; whereas ladies will easily make up their minds to rend the very heart-strings of their nurses, and governesses, and cooks, by a dismissal : not for a fault committed, but for the sake of some slight increase of household convenience ? We men are but poor weak souls after all. Women beat us out-and-out in firmness. 135 A man's face, to be first rate, must have something of the animal, as well as of the angel. A touch of real beast force about the lower part of the face trebles its value. The brow may be intellectual, the eye gentle, the nose delicate, the mouth rich with meaning ; but there is still " some hidden want," unless the jaw bones have in them just a soupc,on of bull-dog. E 2 52 NOTES OF THOUGHT. 136 One should have thought, that however much people might differ from a writer's or speaker's opinions, yet, at least, they would be fair enough to acknowledge and admire the ability with which he had set them forth. This is not so. Men only praise what they agree vrith. The author or orator must, not expect his talents to be applauded, if his views are disliked. And yet, in the long run, his abilities come to be as highly thought of, as if they had been loudly trum- peted. 137 It is grand to act on lofty principles, and sacrifice happiness to what is right. It implies manliness, force of will, self-mastery, a good heart, a thoughtful mind. Yes : but what per centage of those who have done this, do not regret it afterwards ? Comparatively, the act of ^elf-sacrifice is a small thing. To bear bravely what comes of it there is the test of mettle. 138 Scarce any quality does more for comfort than t&mrit;/. Many men, whatever they touch, stick to it like limpets. They have no doubts, no scruples, no questionings, no restlessness, no hankerings. They cannot understand the uneasiness of others. They, and the things they handle, become, as it were, one. jyinny, on the other hand, have no grip. They finger the tilings they have to do, and the things they have to popsess and to enjoy ; but they do not grasp them. Th( ir hearts teem with regrets and restlessness, thinking how much they have missed how well some other entourage would have fitted them ; how much there is to dislike and to doubt about, in that which they have. And this miserable weakness is to be found in some who, elsewhere, are strong. 139 If a man has the skill, like Jacques, to suck melan- choly as a weasel sucks eggs, he can suck it, not out of a song only, but out of everything, however cheering. That bitter honey lies in all things yes, in sunshine XOTES OF THOUGHT. 53 itself, in merry voices, in the patter of children's feet, in the boo-oing of foxhounds. Happy those (and happily they are the greater number) who pass through life ignorant that it exists. Happier, perhaps, are those \vho know its taste, but taste it rarely as a relish rather than as food. 140 Carlyle's view is, that if a man have force, it matters little to what that force is applied. He will shine forth as a poet, or as a statesman, or as a speaker, or as a general, if only the force be there. This seems to me false. Surely each man is shaped to one work, which alone will show all his fulness. In other careers, he might, perhaps, by reason of his genius, outstrip his rivals, but he would fall below himself. He would, perhaps, be third or fourth in statesmanship or in war ; but with his pen he would have been first ; or vice versd. Even if his abilities would have been equally fit for any and every work (which I deny), still of this there can be no question, that he is sure to have a greater passion for one work than for another. What weakens him in paths that lie out of his bent is this, that he cannot throw heart and soul into his work. He cannot lay out the wealth of his nature upon it (though he may wish to do so), because a secret inner distaste holds him back. After a while he flags in his service. He is cleaving to one master while he would fain obey the other, and he bungles accordingly. He may be wonder- fully able, but he is wanting in zeal : and it is rather zeal than ability that works wonders. 141 We wonder how in the world the perverts to Popery can contrive to believe, as they profess to do, all the fiddle-faddle legends about saints and so forth, that have come down from the darkest ages. The explanation which is easiest (and partly true) is that their belief in them is a sham. They like to make us stare. It is a fine thing to snap their fingers in our Protestant faces, 54 JfOTES OF THOUGHT. and astonish our weak minds by saying, " There, look what a swallow my faith has ! " But in truth we have no right to disbelieve in other people's faith. Inexplicable, impossible, it seems, but that is because we do not see its processes. Their minds are not in the same plane with ours. Theirs are moving along some line of reasoning which we strike at right angles. We are amazed to find sensible men so far out of the way of the regions of reason. But in fact they crawled thither step by step, down from some premiss, to which again they had clambered step by step, out of the plane of good sense. They did not light down on their belief out of heaven. They got to it by reasoning, however twisted. 142 When any one makes large sacrifices for some public object, the knowing say it comes of the wish to be thought well of by others : the kindly, that it comes of goodness : the wise, that it comes of the two. Does it not often come still more from a third motive from the man's wish to be thought well of by himself? A very sweet thing is the praise of one's own heart ; and the craving for it is strong. But that craving works deeper down and less in sight than our craving for the praise of others. The latter craving catches our eye at every turn : but without close watching, we do not perceive how largely the former tells on others, or even how it tells on ourselves. 143 The worthiest are not the most liked. 'Tis not a man's being admirable, but his being a " good fellow," that gets him on with men. Those whom everybody likes, are, as a rule, second-rate men, but of easy, happy tempers, lively and good-natured. The man of high faculties, moral and mental : the man of profound thought, of noble imagination, of lofty purposes, of com- manding force of character, may be more thought of, but is less cared for. Is not this of a piece with the folly and injustice of NOTES OF THOUGHT. 5o human nature ? Surely men are wrong not to love best him who is best. No. There is no ground for grumb- ling. It is not only natural, it is absolutely just, that we should like others, not according to what they are, but according to what we get from them. If our second-rate friend takes pains to be pleasant to us, greets us warmly, and has some droll gossip to amuse us with, why it is actually just that we should repay him by our likiug, rather than that we should bestow it gratuitously on the man who may be lofty and sublime and pure as Mont Blanc himself, but who is less sedulous to please. The bargaining that goes on between man and man even in their affections seems at first sight shocking. But we must remember that it is only Iwnest to repay what you have received (even in the way of kindness), before you give away to those that have done nothing for you. And if any jolly, warm-hearted chatter-box is more popular in society than the Duke, or Lord John, or Peel, why he has deserved it. It is his due. He has given more to t/wse he is with, though he has less inside him. 144 We say of a genial, good-natured fellow, who could not pass his Little-go, that " he has nothing in him." I am more and more struck with the falseness of this common phrase. Compare this man who has " nothing in him " with a thoughtful and cultivated man, but of cold, reserved temper. Do not you see that it is a some- thing, ay, and a mighty something, which the good- natured goose has in him ? Is not his kindly, friendly heart worth a deal more ; not to himself, perhaps, but to those he is with, than the taciturn thinker's thoughts ? A sweet heart is as truly a good thing, a piece of wealth, as a strong head. And there may be an originality in sweetness, though the man's brain be a hasty-pudding. 145 There is an enjoyment to be got out of a work of art, which is, I suspect, the prize only of the thoughtful, viz., the enjoyment that comes from the light it throws on the artist himself. One feels this much in the 56 NOTES OF THOUGHT. statues of Michael Angelo, most in Shakespeare. It is, in fact, a test of true art. Work that is not alive with the worker, that is not the wwker embodied, is second rate. That is one reason why all imitations in painting, poetry, sculpture, architecture, however able, are hateful. 146 Bitter, bitter, is the thought of the enormous waste of human suffering caused by the one blunder of rulers, of supposing that severity is the true prop of power. Had man but understood man, had he but seen this plain truth of human nature, that it is by kindness, not by harshness, that men are most easily ruled, what misery the world might have been saved ! But even now, at this day, those who govern seem to be only catching a glimpse of the dawn of that great truth. Some day surely this principle must make its way over the world, that it is humanity and justice, not severity, that engender sub- mission. 147 A young man is apt to think immensely of the social position of young ladies, and to feel it a terrible sacri- fice usually a sacrifice too terrible to be made, to marry a girl, however charming, whose family is even a shade lower than his own. Yet take any dozen matrons of thirty and upwards, and (unless there was something quite remarkable in the match,) you will find that it is only by a struggle of memory that you can recall the maiden names of ten out of the twelve, and that the position of their families makes no shadow of a shade of difference in that of their husbands ! It is just one of those matters in which men's prudence is as extravagant as elsewhere it is lacking. 148 How the crowd enjoys a storm of declamation ! At the theatre, at the hustings, in Exeter Hall, in church, in chapel, the speaker who will stoop (like the heire of Lynne) " To run, to roar, to rant, to rave," will carry all before him. Now, as in Hamlet's day, let a man tear hig NOTES OF THOUGHT. 57 passion to tatters, and split the ears of the groundlings, and they will yell with joy. Most wise was John Selden's advice to the preacher who would fain be popular, to preach " long, loud, and damnation" 149 There is a sort of men (and a large sort too) who, though sensible and even able, yet inevitably, if they have committed themselves, after deliberation, to one course, begin to regret the other. The merits of the rejected alternative instantly shine out with tenfold brightness. The merits of the chosen one, just before so sparkling, sink into cloud. 150 Nothing damages a cause so much as to defend it upon untenable grounds ; and theologians are now making that fatal mistake with regard to miracles. They are trying to show that miracles may have been in fact a result, a rare and wonderful one, but still a result, of the action of the laws of nature, not a breach of them : and they are for ever reminding us of the unaccountable variations occurring at immense intervals in the calcu- lations of Babbage's machine. But the plain truth is, that if miracles are not believed in as a pure matter of faith, they cannot be believed in at all. No quasi- scientific attempt to connect them with the everyday system of the world's government can succeed. We can see this more clearly if we do not blind our eyes with the word " law." The radical, essential difference between a miracle and an extraordinary incident is this, that the latter, however unique, still is brought about by the action of certain physical forces, greater at the point of contact than the physical forces opposed to them. Whereas in miracles, a physical effecl is brought about jci//toi/t (he use of any physical force at all. This is the vital difference between the two, which no paraphernalia of argument and illustration can possibly do away with. 151 Silence is the severest criticism. 58 NOTES OF THOUGHT. '152 How can men dare, as many have dared, to defend Robespierre's atrocities on the plea that he was compelled to strike right and left to save himself and his govern- ment from their enemies ? Take the Moniteurs of that time at random, and put the plea to the test by examining the list of victims. Take, e.g., that of July 7, 1794. Seventy-four persons are there accused as " enemies of the people," of whom sixty-nine were guillotined. They were tried in batches. The last batch is as follows : "J. N. L'Allemand, aged 56, ex-procureur of the tyrant at Sarreguemines. N. Harion, aged 60, cultivator of the soil. M. A. Bordier, aged 30, tailor. J. Quetier, aged 40, wife of Charbonier, ex-clerk to the aides. P. Laligrand, aged 36, ex-commissary of the Committee of Public Safety. M. F. Launay, aged 25, wife of Burke, an English doctor. F. Bridier, aged 72, widow of Aurai, servant. C. L. Sauvage, aged 26, mate of merchant ship at Toulon." How intense a light does this one extract throw on the wild hellish wickedness of those demons, whom men like Louis Blanc hold up to us as angels ! Did Robes- pierre tremble at the poor old widow servant of seventy- two ? or at the young wife of five-and-twenty ? That he was cruel because he was a coward, may be true. But if so, what intense, loathsome cowardice it must have been ! Is it a plea for him, or a more damning con- i'ession ? 153 To enjoy life more, strive to enjoy it less. 154 The good in us is also the bad in us. And vice versd. 155 Alas ! alas ! for the mere trifle that threw us in the way of our misfortune I How ineffably small a change NOTES OF THOUGHT. 59 would have saved us ! It cuts us to the heart to think that a friend's call, a word lightly spoken, a chance meeting, gave us the petty shove into the bottomless abyss ! In each separate case this is so. And yet there is a want of manly good sense in this lamentation. For are we to expect no calamities ? And if they are to come, the chain that ends with them is sure to have links as feeble as those we are bewailing. Our regret is, prac- tically, a regret not for the smallness of the cause that brought this evil upon us, but for the existence of evil itself. Moreover, 'tis as broad as it is long. If our mis- fortunes were tumbled upon our heads by trifles so too were our fortunes. You may trace your present happiness, not less than your unhappiness, along a line of incidents, which, at some points, a fly's weight would have snapped asunder. 156 No original thinker has a trustworthy judgment. 157 Those thinkers who have told most on the world, have mixed solitude with society in fair proportions. A man must live by himself to know what to say ; but in the world to know how to say it. Wordsworth is in point. He learned deep wisdom on his mountain sides. But too much mountain side made him (not seldom) prolix and puerile. A man whose talk consists almost wholly of his own talk to himself, naturally grows tedious ; for of course he is always a rapt listener to his own fiddle faddle. Had he to listen to others, he would know the pangs of boredom. Had he to talk to others, he would, perforce, be driven to make his talk bearable. Then a man loses humour by being much alone. The electric sparks of wit and humour must pass from one body to another to be seen. There is no fun in nature. She smiles, but never laughs. Hers is only a serene cheerfulness. 158 A pine wood is like a battalion in square with the 60 NOTES OF THOUGHT. front ranks kneeling. The outside pines have their onter branches down to the ground, the inner only at top. Hence, so loug as the outside ones stand, they keep the whole wood safe and sound. But once break the outer rank, and the cavalry of the winds rages through. 159 " To him that hath is given," everywhere and always. In manners it is so. The pleasing man, finding that he pleases, and being therefore pleased himself, grows still more pleasing. The painful man, finding that he grates on people, and being thereby stuck up, grows still more painful. In health it is so. The healthy man hunts, rides, shoots, swims, and grows healthier. The unhealthy stews in bed-rooms, and grows seedier. In wealth it is so. All people and all things " give their sum of more to him that had too much." 'Tis the capitalist to whom gain comes of itself. 1 60 Many and many and many a man and woman lies under the cruel calamity that being ugly, or unpleasing in manner, they must all their days feel themselves shunned and spurned by their fellows, for whom they could feel such warm tenderness. To them how thrice happy seem those whom nature has endued with grace and charms ! What would they give to be able to win, not admiration, but bare kindness, from their kind ! But it may not be. This heavy, black cloud must rest evermore on their hearts : they can never hope for the endearments of friendship : nay, too often, they cannot even win for themselves those home ties for which they yearn all the more for the coldness of the world. Surely the bright, and beautiful, and joyous might sometimes give a glance of pity on these sufferers. No benevo- lence could be so benevolent as the simple benevolence of trying to please the unpleasing. And how often do they richly merit, and richly repay such kindness ! After all, the nastiest face and the grumpiest manner is, as likely as not, the crust of a true heart and a lofty mind. NOTES OF THOUGHT. 61 On the other side, there is nothing nobler than this : that he who has found coldness where he might have looked for kindness spurns, neglects, insults, where he might have hoped for esteem and fellowship, instead of being soured, and doing to others what had been done to him, should all the more sedulously strive to bestow on all around the utmost blessings of thoughtful tender- ness. This indeed were noble, And, verily, it would have its reward. 161 Cruelty evidently exasperates the cruel man still more against his victim, else how could men go on so swiftly from height to height of savage barbarity ? Nor is it difficult to imagine that the cruel man has a secret feeling that his victim is abhorring him, and that justly. Hence, the more he punishes, the more he has to punish. That is not all. There is excitement in cruelty, and all excitement craves increase. 162 The law of love would stretch beyond the reach of the human will, did it require us to feel emotions of affection towards our neighbour. It is not within our range to make ourselves glow with love at the bidding of our conscience or our judgment. All the law of love can ask of us is that we should do what is kind, not that we should feel kindly. And the endeavour to force emotions in the heart, has led, and can only lead, to self-deceit or despair. Happly the indirect, ultimate, effect of acting kindly is to stir up kindness. 163 However well we do, our shortcomings are blamed, more than our successes praised. This makes us in- dignant ; we think men unjust. But this is of a piece with the whole plan of nature. She has laid it down, (and how wisely !) that where there is evil there is out- cry ; while good is noiseless. The man, whose leg is broken, howls and groans. The whole man does not keep on saying, Oh, how well I am : both my legs are 62 NOTES OF THOUGHT. r unbroken ! The good need not cry aloud. It wants no eye drawn to it. The bad ought to call forth notice ; else, were we easy while things were out of joint, we should let them go on so till they were dead lame and done for. Certain it is that all men, like Cowper's hares, smell and scratch at any hole in the carpet, while the rest of it lies unmarked. This is why history seems such a Newgate Calendar. This is why our own lives seem so darkly chequered. This is why we think man's lot so black with misery. The pleasant-and-good excites little emotion. Its effect on our imaginations is little more than negative. It is a great coat to keep the cold out not a fire with warmth in itself ; whereas evil stings us into trying to kill it. 164 Now and then one gets a glimpse, an astounding glimpse, (and yet a somewhat pleasant one,) of the un- fathomable abyss of stupidity and ignorance in which many of our neighbours are buried and those not poor people either. I believe that we people of ordinary wits and education really have no conception of the depths of Egyptian darkness in which a considerable body of our countrymen are content to pass their lives ! 165 I wish somebody would put together the descriptions, given by historians and by travellers, of the modes in which half barbarous societies are organized. It would be highly interesting to trace the distinctions, and still mere the likenesses, in the organization of different nations in far distant lands, in far distant ages, during the corresponding periods of national growth. There is one stage through which nearly every one of them would be found 'to have passed, the stage of feudalism, in which society is an agglomeration of clans or tribes, each under chiefs to whom it owed service, and who gave it protection. This stage has long since been left behind by most European nations, lingering latest perhaps in the Scotch Highlands. But at this day we find society organized in precisely this manner in NOTES OF THOUGHT. 63 the most diverse portions of the globe. The Zemindars of Oude are simply feudal barons, like Front de Boeuf, or Cedric. Stretch across to West Africa as alien a country as need be and you find there too that the people are broken up into small clans, each with its " Head Man," who rules with despotic power. The forces that thus shape society while young are plain enough. Where the nation IB not so far organized as a whole, as that it can protect each of its members by its constituted authority, it is natural that these should run for shelter to any one who, by his greater wealth, strength, or force of character, seems likeliest to aid them. Then this protector of course, as the quid pro quo, exacts reverence and submission, and probably tribute too. And thus in time you have the dignified chief, rich and powerful, with poorer and weaker neighbours, not merely surrounding him as at this day they surround the duke's castle in England, but with a close relation to him as the chief of their clan. Clanship begins, like most human relations, with a bargain. The big man sells protection, the little man sells obedience. But nature beautifies all her works. And so this mere bargain quickly becomes buried under the luxu- riant foliage of the gentle and gracious feelings of loyalty on the one side, paternal care on the other. And were it not that these feelings of loyalty and esprit de corps strike their roots into the soil, in a brief time the power of each chieftain would increase or decrease, till the one potent lord had swallowed up all the rest. For else, as soon as one chiefs retainers saw that another chief was more powerful, they would go over to him in a body, and each accession of strength would be a motive for others, and thus society would continually be in a state of extensive movement towards the centre, to be followed probably by as extensive disintegration at that one man's death. But, whether this would be a good or an evil in such periods, it is not practically the case. The feelings of allegiance are stronger than those of self-interest. The Macgregors and the Macphersons held their own for ages, unabsorbed by the Gordons and Campbells. 64 NOTES OF THOUGHT. 1 66 Among war's evils is this that it is the saviour of abuses ; for it does not lessen the grasp of those that live by them, but it does lessen the grasp of those that assail them. In war time men's hearts are with the army. Abuses at home seem trumpery ; men do not go at them with their whole might ; and nothing less can slay them. jg 7 It would largely add to our happiness if we made it a habit to set our lot beside that of those underfoot, not of those overhead. But how can we ? Those above us, because they are fewer, strike us more than the throng below. And again, they catch the eye more by reason of their greater splendour. The marquis stands out from the level ; the fifty shopkeepers are seen dimly. Hence it comes that we hit exactly the wrong nail on the head. We ought to compare our circumstances with those below, our charac- ters with those above us. In reality we compare our circumstances with those that are better ourselves with the worse. But after all, this instinct of discontent is invaluable to mankind. To it we owe half our energy. 1 68 Those communicative egotists who pour out for ever about themselves, always choose reserved persons as their confidants. For they cannot stand their listeners trying to reciprocate. You can always choke them off by expatiating on your grievances, as they expatiate on theirs. Advice leads a hard life of it. Either it is taken and blamed : or taken and forgotten : or not taken at all. But no one has the right to lay the blame on his bad adviser. He has himself, and only himself, to be wroth with. Why did not he set his own judgment to work, and weigh the advice ? He had no business to dethrone his own'mind and give its sceptre to another. If he did, what comes of it lies at his own door. NOTES OF THOUGHT. 65 170 I envy the Turks their serene fatalism. How com- fortable it would be if led out to execution, to be able to eay, " It is written ! " Very, no doubt But who could have believed that human nature could possibly so enslave itself to any theory ; much less to a theory so plainly contrary to the real way in which the world is governed. Depend on it, there is an awful history at the bottom of that fatalistic belief. It could only have been the last refuge of comfort for men who, from generation to generation, had been sunk in hopeless sufferings, and who at length framed a theory which saved the vain struggle after relief. 171 It is only fair that we should love ourselves best. Who has done so much for us ? To whom are we so dear ? Have not I been my own companion, say fifty years, man and boy, come next Michaelmas ! Myself and I have known great happiness together, and great sorrow. We have shared every thought and feeling : we have clung together for richer and poorer, for better for worse. Of what other human being can I say a thousandth part so much ? And then, forsooth, I am told to love others better 1 172 The question whether it is well for bishops to sit in the House of Lords should be brought to this plain test What are bishops for ? Are they not simply for this to spread religion as widely, and as thickly, as ever it can be spread, among the people ? And would not they be likelier to help this forward, were they at work in their Sees, overlooking their clergy and every good work, than dawdling in the House of Lords and in London society ? The Bishop is to be the driver of his diocese. And how can he make the crack of his whip be heard, when he is two hundred miles away ? Would not any bank, any factory, any farm, go to ruin, if its manager's eye were withdrawn for six months in the year ? And yet there is no bank, no farm, no factory, requiring more ceaseless r 66 NOTES OF THOUGHT. and strenuous overlooking, than the clergy in a Bishop's See. We pay Bishops splendidly. We give them great- ness as well as wealth. And then we are weak enough to let off half their force, instead of turning the whole on to the promotion of piety. Do we want Bishops as legislators for the Church ? Nay. They never move a finger to legislate for her. If the Church wants more direct representation in Parlia- ment, increase the members of the universities : they represent the clerisy. But, in truth, every M.P. who also belongs to the Church, is interested in legislating for the Church, and in staying legislation against her. 173 Many, many, people (especially, I think, women) are exceedingly pleasant in daily life ; but society seems to warm up all their latent silliness, and they frisk about and are as tiresome as those horses who are steady enough when alone, but kick and jump in company. The reverse, however, is to be borne in mind. The silly people of society may be sensible enough at home. 174 The thoughtful teacher's aim will be to cherish John Smith the bud, into John Smith, the blossom : not to turn John Smith the rose, into John Smith the fir-tree. In other words, he will try to make the most of the child's special nature : not to squeeze it into the shape of some fixed model. But how is that possible with this dead weight of Latin grammar to be borne by all the boys ? Special cultivation of special natures is scarce possible without a greater variety of studies, so that one could be set in the way of studying natural history, another geometry, another history, a fourth language, and so forth. Still much might be done even now, and especially in drawing out the thoughtfulness of thoughtful boys, and the taste of the tasteful. Three boys out of five have in them a considerable natural capacity for thinking, which is left utterly waste. If their teacher would stimulate them to look into the causes of phenomena if he would put them in the way NOTES OF THOUGHT. 67 of asking, " Why is this ? " " How comes that ? " an astonishing degree of spirit and vivacity would be given to their minds ; and their enjoyment of life, both at school and afterwards, would be largely enhanced. So might their sense of the beautiful be immensely de- veloped, by their teachers sedulously drawing their eyes to mark the grace of all natural forms, and the loveliness of all natural hues ; and making the study of English poetry a large portion of their work. How far brighter, and how far more telling, would school teaching be, if it aimed at thus drawing out the powers of imagination and reflection, instead of solely seeking to teach applica- tion of mind by the driest of human studies. 175 It would be well worth a man's while, once for all, resolutely, calmly, deliberately, to set himself face to face with the truth, that in the journey through life, he must, inevitably, have to push through a multitude, not of calamities only, but of aggravations. To some extent, most of us feel this about great ills. We bear them, feeling that " man is born to trouble, as the sparks fly upward." But we regard ourselves as cruelly outraged by the petty vexations that scratch us : and we should cast them aside more easily, if, instead of being taken aback by small unpleasantnesses, as by unlocked for things, we could say to ourselves, "Well, well, this is only what I arn prepared for. My mind is made up to my being rapped over the knuckles at proper intervals, so I'll e'en take it easily." Much petty fretting would be saved, had we grappled with had we mastered the truth, that a thousand vexntions have to be gone through : so their kind matters little. There is this radical fault in making dead languages the one grand subject matter of school teaching, that after all in learning them, the boy's mind is never striving to make out truths. It is solely occupied in moving words about ; trying to say, in the words which dead gentlemen of two thousand years ago would F 2 68 NOTES OF THOUGHT. have used, things in themselves often of no moment or interest whatever ! Surely, surely no education is really good, unless it sets boys seeking after truth, and teach- ing them to handle it. People say, " Look at the result ! What fine fellows we English are ! " True : but not finer than our other advantages our sturdy breed, our invigorating climate, our plentiful animal food, our manly habits, our wealth, our vast commerce, our freedom, our religion would entitle us to expect. And to say truth, in point of in- telligence, an English gentleman can rarely hold his own with a foreigner of the same rank. That is so, and not pleasant to think of. Experience shows that it is the trading, and therefore the wealthy, countries of the world with whom literature most flourishes. And it would a priori have seemed indisputably obvious that the reason must be that, by the accumulation of wealth, a leisure class was created, with time and energy free for the procreation of literature. This turns out not to be eo at all. The leisure class is, it is true, essential ; but it is only as readers, not as writers ; as consumers, not as producers. Almost without exception the writers whose writings have told on the world have been poor men, forced to slave for their living. The leisure class has scarcely produced a dozen first-rate authors. It is fine to see a man turn about and fight a bold battle with his circumstances whn they are trying to throttle him ; and that, whether 'tis done in little things or in big. We all admire a man who dashes his way up to fame from obscurity, who climbs the heights of great- ness, or of knowledge, out of a low estate, or even one who achieves wealth from poverty. But it is a pretty thing, too, this battling against circumstances, when it is merely the servant girl's endeavour to keep hold to the country in town, by cherishing a few flowers at her window, or a busy man's long-lasting, long-baffled struggle NOTES OF THOUGHT. 69 to squeeze study and thought into his life, despite its turmoils. In a thousand trifling matters, how much happiness and how much good each of us loses by folding his hands and saying, " I must be content," where a little pluck would wring the boon out of the hand of fortune ! said the Greek. "Experience is the extract of suffering," says Mr. Arthur Helps. And yet we see every day that those who have suffered will go on blundering and blundering as much as if mother Nature had never laid them across her knee and whipped them for the blunders they made before. It is quite wonderful how little sound judgment is given by experience ; how much more it is a gift with which a man must be bora, just as a poet with his poetry. But the reason must be that we do not take pains to get out of suffering that extract. The wide difference between the fool that one is, and the sage that one might be, lies in this, that the fool one is, does not set his mind to work on what befalls him, to get the wisdom out of it. Whereas, to become the wise man one might be, one ought to watch each incident, and reflect bend the mind back to note the truth it is ready to teach. The difference in the value of the same incident to different men might be exemplified as follows : a gen- tleman out hunting, saw a horse, admired it immensely, bought it on the spot, and found the day after that the horse was dying ; his tongue had somehow been pulled out, and this was why his scoundrel of a master had sold him. Now, one man would learn nothing at all from this. Three weeks after he would buy another horse in just the same hurry. A second would take good care never to buy a horse again without looking into his mouth to see if his tongue was all right. Re would have learnt a lesson from ex- perience ; but a poor and paltry one. A third would rise a little higher, and resolve never to buy a horse again in a hurry from a stranger, for fear of some hidden fault. 70 NOTES OF THOUGHT. But the fourth would gain the still more valuable in- ference, to act with more slowness and caution, not in buying- horses only, but in all affairs. To him the tongue- less horse has taught a maxim applicable to the whole conduct of life. And he (and he alone of the four) would, by going through the same process in a thousand other cases, gradually build up in his mind that body of principles, applicable to the conduct of life, which goes by the name of practical wisdom. One of those unique traits of Christianity which set it far apart from all other religions, is its bold thwarting of the high-churchism of human nature. By that I mean the strong bent in man to make religion an affair of ob- servances, of hierarchies, of buildings, of forms and cere- monies, of days and feasts ; not of the soul itself, and of the life led. All the heathen world over, you find that religion is a thing to be performed, not a thing to be thought, felt, and done. No doubt we see this almost as much in Christendom. But that is the corruption, not the essence, of Christianity. The New Testament lays not the smallest stress on the dignity of the hierarchy, on. the sacredness of buildings, on modes of worship, on the organization of the ecclesiastical commonwealth, on days or ceremonies or forms of any kind. No. It simply bids us believe, and act well by ot/iers. 181 I wonder clergymen do not more sedulously dwell in their sermons on the unspeakable loveliness of Christ's conduct in His daily life. Surely they confine them- selves too much to the preaching of doctrine and morality, and lay disproportionate stress on the subject of redemption. Surely they would tell more on the popular mind, were they more given to illustrate from His history the ineffable wisdom, tenderness, self-denial, and courage, the exhibition of which, doubtless, was meant to awaken in mankind a more fervent love of goodness. NOTES OF THOUGHT. 71 182 Give self-control, and you give the essence of all well- doing, in mind, body, and estate. Morality, learning, thought, business, success the master of himself can master these. Every one allows this. Every one sees that it is self- control that bestows the blessings of perseverance, punctuality, due observance of all duties, kindness, courtesy Why then is it not one of the first aims of those who bring up youth, to teach self- control ? How can it be taught? Never, at any rate, unless with government there is freedom. If a boy's life be always squared for him, if his dread of punishment alone be appealed to, if his own judgment and conscience be never left free to choose between the evil and the good, how shall he learn self-government ? Depend upon it, neither boys nor nations can grow into the fulness of manhood, of self-reliance and self-mastery, unless they drink deep of freedom. He, whose eye is always on that of a director, can never learn to direct himself. A few mischiefs for the time would be well made up for in after- life, if, in school as well as out, discipline were combined with larger liberty. x ^3 Quite amazing are the flat contradictions as to bare facts which respectable eye-witnesses will give. Try, for example, to make out from those who have dwelt in a strange land, what really is the mode of life there, or any other outward matter which the eye can see and the hands handle, and whatever Smith has affirmed, Johnson will be certain to deny. We know nothing not even what we ourselves have looked at. 184 In order to do right, a man clearly must have three things : (1) The wish to do it. This is goodness. (2) The knowledge of what he ought to do. This is wisdom. (3) The force of will to make himself do it. This is strength. 72 NOTES OF THOUGHT. No one then can do right unless he is good, wise, and strong ! What wonder we fail ! 185 Cursed be chatter-boxes. They are the pest of society . Blessed be chatter-boxes. They are the salt of dull lives. 1 86 Among the things that make a portentous difference be- tween the happiness of one man's lot and that of another's, talkativeness is one of the largest. Very striking is the excess of enjoyment of life in one home over that in an- other, arising simply from this, that in the one, the meals are scenes of chat and laughter, among the father and mother and children ; while, in the other, each repast is merely the solemn funeral of so much food. I believe we English are poorer in this kind of wealth than we need be. Chat can be grown like other things. Dump- ishness thickens under neglect. The man most likely to keep his home lively is the man of quiet humour, for that has a knack of bubbling up on all occasions ; whereas wit requires the collision of flint and steel. Humour can strike the driest incident, and make the stream of fun flow down from it. And the quieter it is, the more perennial. Humour certainly is an excellent family quality. Be- sides its gaiety, it shows kindliness as we see from its being the twin sister of pathos. Humour, moreover, is an infallible sign of sense. A silly man cannot be humorous. JMay, high humour often implies thought and imagination. 187 Wonderful is the power of epithets. Hear the one word that paints him, and your bad (or good) opinion of a man leaps, as it were, into life. You have liked A. B.' pretty well for years. At last some one calls him a milk- sop. It irradiates him like a flash of lightning. Thence- forth you know him for what he is. 1 88 The principles on which bishops should be chosen do NOTES OF THOUGHT. 73 not seem to me to be well understood. The common feeling appears to be that if a man has shown exalted piety, mildness, gentleness if he has written some pro- found theological works, or preaches very eloquent sermons, he is the fit timber to make a bishop of. Now these are very good things, but they are not the essential qualifications for an "over-looker." What is a bishop's work ? He is not to be himself the parish priest, the preacher, or the teacher ; he is not to fight God's battle as a common soldier. His work is to see to it that others are fighting to stir them up to the strongest labour. His business is to get the maximum of good preaching, good living, and charities of all sorts out of the clergy under his charge. Clearly then, what you want in him are powers of command, force of will, a clear, strong judgment, promp- titude and rapidity, with a kindly temper and courtesy ; in short, the power not of falling on, but of setting on. He must be such an one that the clergy will ever feel a keen eye and a strong hand over them ; which will be down upon them if they relax. Now a mild bishop of strong literary tastes, is the very man who would be least likely to be of this vigorous and invigorating sort. He would be reading the Fathers, or preparing his grand sermon, when he ought by rights to be deep in the details of the Rev. 's squabble with his parishioners, or the Rev. 's complaints against his rector. In a word, you want a bishop to be a General, who can lead others a man of business who can handle tangled trifles with decision. At the same time he must not be without the nobler moral qualities ; he ought to set his clergy the example of a true Christian life, and show the world that the Generals of the Lord's army breathe the spirit of their King. 189 Good-natured, easy people are mostly weak-willed. Hence they are often somewhat harsh. For they enjoy being so from its giving them the sweet rare taste of 74 NOTES OF THOUGHT. wilfulness. They delude themselves for the moment with the idea that they too can be stout on occasion. J 9 To get all the work out of subordinates you must praise them ; but your praise to be drastic must be painstaking praise ; not vague approval, but the showing of definite insight into merits. Give your subordinate the idea that his doings are not merely looked over, but looked into, and the good in them admired, and you double his force. *9 r I am coming to the conclusion that, if all their circum- stances could be taken into account, we should find that men's modes of life, however stupid they look to us, are upon the whole the most comfortable they could have adopted. To improve upon them they would have had not to mend them here and there, but to get further off, and alter the conditions that gave them their general character. Those distant conditions remaining as they are, those modes of life are the happiest. 19 2 In extent, sorrow is boundless. It pours from ten million sources, and floods the world. But its depth is small. It drowns few. Every one has many griefs to buffet with. But it is rare to find men, or even women, .'.overwhelmed by calamity. We live on nay, as a rule, we are cheerful. 193 No prudent man will embark on an undertaking till his first enthusiasm about it has gone off. It is painful to find oneself a stranded jelly-fish. 194 If you dislike anybody, you may justly feel aggrieved if he will give you no reason for disliking him. It is a fair ground for disliking him still more. 195 The usual escape from the unfathomable mystery of the existence of evil, is by pretending that evil NOTES OF THOUGHT. 75 does not exist. It is said that suffering and sin do but bring about a still higher good than could have been without them : so that in fact they are not evil but good. But common sense is too strong for this verbiage. We know too well that misery is misery : that death by starvation, cancer, the loss of a child, murder, adultery, are evils : and that, even if things be set right some day, still the wickedness done, and the anguish borne, have been things to deplore, not to rejoice over. In other words, there is evil in the world, however it came there. If so, logic exclaims, it must follow, either that God is not all good, or that He is not all mighty. But reason replies, that logic argues well so far as she sees : but that above her ken there is a third alternative the alternative that she knows nothing about it. And only in that humbling alternative can the mind rest. 196 There is a profoundly intimate bond between vanity and love. No small part of the deliciousness of love (to young lovers, if not to old ones) lies in this, that in build- ing castles in the air, the lover can not only imagine himself the hero of a hundred splendid deeds, but can provide himself with a spectator whose admiration is worth winning. He draws romantic scenes, in which he displays prodigies of genius and valour, and always there is Fanny standing by, giving zest to his exploits by her smiles. Has not the beginning of all romance writing been just this, that the story - teller told aloud the glowing tale of glorious exploits, of which in his castle- building he had himself been the hero ? Does not the hearer relish it mainly because he becomes himself incarnate in the hero of the tale, and he finds his own castles in the air reproduced in more brilliant colours than those that he himself could paint with ? And the .heroine is there, more to give piquancy to the hero's self- admiration, more as a spectator of his heroism, than as the absorbing idol of his affections. Which of us in youth did not become Ivanhoe ? he was not an object 7$ NOTES OF THOUGHT. outside us for our admiration and interest, he was ourself, clothed in armour, and living six hundred years ago. And the Lady Rowena's value lay mainly (I do not say wholly) in her being such a spirit-stirring admirer of our achievements. The fair rewards the brave, not so much by gratifying his love, as by gratifying his vanity, with applause the flavour of which is exquisite, being the applause of the beautiful. 197 History ought to make you see the people and the events that are gone, even more truly, and even more vividly, than if you had stood by at the time. This seems, perhaps, extravagant. It is not so. We ought to judge more truly, from afar, than at hand : because our view ought to be a larger one. The beginnings and the endings ought to be clearer. The pros and the cons may have made themselves heard. The men themselves may have been more unfolded by their letters and other documents than by their talk. Yes, history ought to be able to give a truer picture, than any one bystander could draw. And a history that does not do that, or nearly that, is not first rate, however agree- ably told, however elaborately composed. 198 A proposed reform should not have the whole mass of reasons on its side. When the struggle lies between reason and reason, the stronger reason may win. But when it is a struggle between reason on one side, and sheer stupidity on the other, the stupidity is very apt to hang on like grim death, till reason drops back exhausted. 199 I see that very many persons hold that the evil in the world comes from an Evil Power (say the Devil) which is warring against the Good Power, and gains the upper hand for a while, though some day to be defeated. And this doctrine is a comfortable one, inasmuch as then we have not to puzzle ourselves with the thought that a Good, Wise, Almighty God is the author of suffering. . NOTES OF THOUGHT. 77 But here seems to be a fatal objection. Some of the sharpest evil in the world is clearly a part of a beneficent system: not a breach of the system, as it would be, were it shot from the bow of a devil. Pain, for example, is unquestionably a large black branch of the great tree of evil. And yet, clearly, pain is merely an instrument for keeping man from harming that exquisite machine, his body. The dread of pain withholds him from breaking that machine. The pre- sence of pain drives him, when it is broken, to get it mended. Here, then, we see that pain, though a grievous evil, yet has been invented and provided by the Maker, not by the Marrer, of nature. So, too, with fear. No greater agony, no evil more unbearable, than the torment of fear. Yet plainly this instinct was set in us for our good, by One who wished us well, and not by one who wished us ill. A large part then of the suffering in the world tends to good, and is owing to the wise and kindly laws of our Maker, not to the interference of an Evil Power. 200 Most persons' religious feelings would be shocked, if they were told that the whole man, body and soul, was developed by a natural process from the original germ, as much as an oak from the acorn. The common belief is that the soul is breathed into man by his Creator as it were from without : that the immortal spirit is, so to speak, taken and put into him. By the soul I mean that higher spiritual part of us which reasons and which gives moral law to us, and which looks up to a God, in short, that part of us which distinguishes us from the animal creation. But now is it not indisputable, that these moral and intellectual faculties, no less than the physical features of our bodies, come down from father to son ? that (with individual variations of course) each generation take its moral and intellectual features from the generation by which it was begotten ? Influence from without may in time raise or debase the individual ; but, barring that, men are as strongly stamped with a likeness to their 78 NOTES OF THOUGHT. fathers in spiritual respects as in their bodily character- istics. The Englishman inherits from the Anglo-Saxon race manliness, openness, honesty, truth, and therein may be contrasted with the wily Greek, or Oriental. The Fiji Islander as much resembles the Fiji Islander of thirty years ago in his mind and morals as in his body. Now will any man say that this is merely the effect of education ? No ; it surely is the effect of generation. Education no doubt moulds, but that which is moulded comes from the race. Well, but if this be so, it surely follows that the spirit of man is not breathed into him, but is passed on from father to son. Clearly, if all those traits, by which we know the soul of man, pass on from father to son, then we can only conclude that the soul itself is be- gotten, as well as the body. It will be said, How can this be ? But what do we know about the cans and cannots ? Nothing is more shallow than to argue that this cannot be, when we are utterly in the dark as to all the conditions and nature of the case. 201 Here is a thing that strikes one in dealing with men. Several gentlemen are associated to carry through some business ; most of them, though able perhaps, and with their hearts in the work, yet go to it loosely, they attend when they conveniently can they pick up their knowledge as may happen merely glance at the papers, and form their opinions about the matter in a chance sort of way. But some one fellow, perhaps below them in real wisdom and ability, will go at the thing tooth and nail. He never fails to be at the meetings, whether he can or not : he lets nothing slip past him : he studies every paper : he writes down his remarks on each : he thinks the matter over thoroughly, and has his mind already clear when the discussions come on. In fact he masters the business, and so it comes that he is master of the business, not only in the way of knowing it, but also in the way of guiding it. Aye, and he also becomes master of his co-mates. They all by degrees lean upon him, and yield to him, and throw the pack more and NOTES OF THOUGHT. 79 more on the willing horse. At last he comes to bear the whole burden. Yes, but then he bears it where he will ; and can feel that he has done his work like a man instead of like a dawdle ; and he gets a good name as a strong handler of business, three things even pleasanter than sell-indulgence. 202 The most delicate question in morals that people in general have to solve is, how far kindness justifies false- hood ? How far may you veil or colour the truth, in order to spare people's feelings ? In the short run, taking the one case by itself, tender- ness seems better than truth. It seems more right to save your friend from pain, than to tell him how things really stand. But, in the long run, I fancy, pure truth- fulness would give the most pleasure and save the most pain. Not of course that you need go about telling uncalled-for truths ; but all you do say should be unswervingly straightforward. What comfort there is in a man or woman in whom you know that there is no guile ; in whose words you can wholly trust, without having to take off an unknown quantity that may have been put on to please you. On the other hand, people, like the Irish, who are so kindly that they will be always garbling the truth into an agreeable shape how they vex your soul ; how you long for a little rough homely truthfulness, instead of such " making things pleasant." 203 The fact that in all animal (and in all vegetable ?) life there is no such thing as a perfectly straight line that all lines are in curves is one of the most curious and interesting that the microscope has brought out. And now cannot it be applied in architecture ? We know that in the Greek temples every line had a curve how- ever gentle. Would not Gothic architecture also be wonderfully softened and enriched by the application of the same principle ? Would not a window be more graceful if its lintels were, however faintly, bowed out- wards ? if its mullions were round, and had the least 80 NOTES OF THOUGHT. imaginable swell towards the middle, as all Greek columns have ? Might not even the edges of a tower be brought down in curved lines by buttresses formed of a succession of curved props ? At least, this is worth thinking of. Certainly there is a hard sJiarp look about even the noblest modern buildings. 204 Novels should be pictures of life. They should not aim at a moral any more than a Claude or a Raphael does. The moral may of its own force breathe upon you from them. You may be the better for looking at them, as you are the better for looking at a lovely view. But the feeling should come of itself. And on the same ground novels are radically wrong which aim at laugh- ing down the foibles and follies of mankind. Even Pickwick would have been more charming, if the satirical vein had been kept out. In fact it is admirable in spite of its satire, not by reason of it. 2o e People usually make it a point of honour to fire up when a friend of theirs is attacked, and bluster a great deal, as if they had been themselves laughed at ; but they would serve their friend far better by quietly putting forward what may be said for him, and even by making some fair admission as to his failings. By storming that you won't hear a word against your friend, you stop his detractors' mouths for the moment ; but you have not made them like him a bit- better. 206 Boswell quotes, as ah example of the very "perfection of language," the following sentence from Johnson's Dictionary : " When the radical idea branches out into parallel ramifications, how can a consecutive series be formed of series in their own nature collateral ? " The sentence is a decidedly dark one, till it has been looked at two or three times ; and to speak of a root branching out into parallel ramifications is one of the most awkward images in literature. NOTES OF THOUGHT. 81 20 7 There is no lack of strong talk, really sound, sensible talk, and clever talk, and witty talk, and humorous talk to be had no lack of it at all. But might there not be more of a gay, reckless, easy-going converse, with good stuff in it as well ? The manner of our talk is all too sober ; it wants more dash, it wants brighter colour. 208 The problem, why should mankind be so bad, so selfish, so silly, is brought home sharply to one's heart, if one sees a fine, sensible, honourable, warm-hearted man ; a lovely, gentle, intelligent girl ; a sweet, good, wise mother ; joyous, spirited, yet docile children. Then one can't help feeling, the thing was possible ! There is nothing in the nature of the case, then, to prevent men and women from being sweet, wise, and good. If some are so, why not all ? 209 People abuse Parliament as if the speechifying were all mere windy talk. Bear in mind that the talk talked in Parliament has talked us into being the richest, mightiest, safest, happiest people on the face of the earth. The cant now talked by Carlyle and others against talk, strikes me as fudge. Why talk is the greatest lever in the world. In all business talk gives the impulse and the teaching. 210 One ought to like a man for subjugating himself wholly to principle ; but some men are so close-reefed, that you cannot help longing to see them shake their sails out, and run before the breeze of worldly motives. 211 What is the essence of tiresomeness? Some of the cleverest, most animated, and best-hearted people get all almost beyond endurance, when you see much of them. Not that they are bores. It is an altogether different thing. They are not dull ; they are not bores. But they take your head and rattle it about as Punch does the hangman's. 82 NOTES OF THOUGHT. 212 I can imagine divine talk, where an original man should just fling out his thoughts of all kinds with absolute ease and gaiety not seeking to dazzle, yet enjoying the effect he produces ; charming the minds of all round him to fly with him after his fancies, and to think with him his deeper thoughts. But, to make up my ideal, the talker must be a very genial man ; not swallowed up by his own talk, but eager to draw out the minds of those round him, and to hear them chime in. 213 How in the world can any one, who has lived much with animals, fancy that they are driven only by a blind, inevitable instinct, compelling them to do what they do, without any play of mind or will ? Why, not merely in dogs, but in birds, a constant exercise of judgment may be observed. You can see that they feel doubt that they are not sure what to do ; and that it is by looking at the state of things before them, that they decide how to act. 214 Is not the fact that such a tale as that of the saving of the animal creation by Noah's Ark, is still believed wholly, and without any effort, by nearly all Christians, is not this fact alone enough to show one the vast swallow of human nature ? Let people but fancy that it is a part of their religion to hold such or such a notion, and whatever the notion is, they can gulp it down. 215 We puzzle ourselves by looking at matters too much in the abstract, especially religious matters. Thus we are revolted by the idea that the Maker of all things can hate any of His creatures, or condemn them to misery hereafter. Such a notion seems preposterous in this abstract form. Now read the following passage. " In the midst of his degradation, the child (Louis XVII.) had some memory of his former feelings and habits. Simon detected him one night kneeling in his bed, with his NOTES OF THOUGHT. 83 hands joined, and appearing to say his prayers. The impious wretch .... seized a pitcher of water, icy cold the night was the 14th of January and flung it over him, exclaiming, ' I'll teach you to say your paternosters, and to get up in the night like a trappist!" Nor was that all : he struck him on the face with his iron-heeled shoe .... The child, shivering and sobbing, endeavoured to escape from the soaking mattrass by sitting on the pillow, but Simon dragged him down, and stretched him on the bed swimming with water." I want to know, is it possible to believe that a perfectly holy, just, and loving God could look upon Simon with- out abhorrence of his unutterable cruelty ? If we choose to imagine the Most High to be a mere abstraction with- out feeling, then no doubt we may believe that such atrocities do not awaken His wrath, or meet with the penalties they deserve. But, if we believe Him to feel love for man, then it seems to me that we must believe Him to feel hatred of villains. Again, take the case of a mean, sneaking, cowardly rascal, who spends his life in cheating. Is it not a tax on our credulity too great to be paid, if you tell us that such an one as that is looked upon with perfect love by the all-holy God ? Do we not feel that it is by reason of all that is godlike within us by reason of our justice, of our mercy, of our truth that we shrink back with loathing from such wretches as Marat or Fouche ? I am not touching on what is really meant by hell, or on the eternity of punishment. But this strikes me as clear, that if our Lord and Master has any feeling at all towards men, He could not but drive from His presence such fiends as those I have mentioned. I cannot but regard it as a theory without facts, to say that God surely would not have created any one in order to torment him, and that, accordingly, He cannot but receive all men into happiness hereafter. On the contrary, I see that the more pure and holy our God ig, the more must He abhor those who are base and cruel. 216 How strangely easy difficult things are ! 84 NOTES OF THOUGHT. 217 So strongly does man tell upon man, that even origi- nality is increased by being with the original, and dulness by being with the dull. 2I g It seems to me that we usually misunderstand the meaning of sacrifices. We think that the nations who make them, do so in the trust that the wrath of their God may be spent upon the victims they offer, instead of being poured out upon themselves. And we strengthen our belief in that interpretation of Christ's death on the cross, by pointing to the almost universal and per- haps instinctive tendency of human nature to offer sacrifices. But is it not the fact, that the sacrifices of the heathen in reality are merely a sort of black mail paid to a grasping* and fierce deity ? an offering to him of what the people love best, in hopes of satiating and soothing him ? I believe their feeling is much that which leads a small boy at school to give his apple to the big tyrant of the bed-room. This has not the faintest likeness to our usual idea connected with a sacrifice, viz., that the wrath which should fall on the man, falls on the offering. 219 Many persons actually think they are committing sin, in doubting the truth of the religious dogmas they have been taught ; they will ask pardon for having had their minds fouled with such wicked questionings. "Whereas, in fact, it is a good thing in itself, and a good sign of a man's mind, that he should ask himself boldly, " Is there not a lie in my right hand ? Are these things, that I have sucked in with my mother's milk, true, or are they false ? " Of course he should ask himself this in a spirit of truth-seeking, not for the pleasure of looking down upon what his betters look up to. 220 In looking forward to the world to come, we can't help hoping (not that it is anywhere so set down by the Word of God) that we shall there become masters of all NOTES OF THOUGHT. 85 knowledge and wisdom. Yet, after all, the great pleasure of knowledge is not in having knowledge, but in getting it. "Would not then a perfect intuition kill, instead of quickening, our delight. Why, very likely we shall have to search for truth there, as well as here ; but the search may be more charming, the truths found more wonderful ? And further, though nature spurs us on to seek know- ledge, by making the chase itself enjoyable, yet this pleasure is not the end of the pursuit it is only meant to cheer us on. The real good to be got, is that we should raise ourselves in the scale of being by widening, strengthening, elevating our minds. The case is just like that of our bodily appetites. How delicious is a draught of cool water to a hot and dusty wayfarer ! but the delight is merely given, by the way, to set him drinking. Nature's real aim is, not to tickle the palate, but to keep the body going. It is the same as to know- ledge. 221 It is an every-day thing to hear people say, " What a shame ! " " What a cheat he must be ! " " What a rascal he is ! " &c., &c., because Mr. Smith sets what seems an extravagantly high price on the thing he sells or lets. So natural is it to feel this moral indignation, that it is a hard matter to persuade yourself or any- body else, that Mr. Smith is not to be blamed at all that he is perfectly right to get as much as he can, so long as he gives you full and fair warning of what price he means to ask, and also so long as the thing he vends is really as good as he says it is. Of course, if the thing is worse than he would have it seem, or if he allows you to buy a thing under the idea on your part, from common usage, that it will cost one shilling, and then charges you two, he is a cheat ; he has deceived you, in order to get something out of you, which is the sound definition of cheating. Perhaps, too, if he has you in his power, if he knows that you must have the thing he has got, he is not act- ing as he ought when he greatly enhances the price of that thing. It seems to me, that he may fairly enhance 86 . \OTES OF THOUGHT. it a little, for your need of it makes it actually of more value to you it is worth ten pounds to you now, though, under ordinary circumstances, it would only be worth five pounds. But he ought not to press hardly upon you from your being in necessity. It would be ungenerous ; but it would not be rascality. 222 I scarcely know any very hard working men, in any line of work, who are lively talkers in general society. Such men are often very delightful in a tete-a-tete, but rarely indeed are they diners-out of the first, or even of the second, water. 223 There are those who, with no advantages, with no rank, or wealth, or charms, yet somehow slide into all society with an ease quite amazing ; while people of a hundred times their charm, to say nothing else, find a glass pane between them and the world. How comes it ? 224 I suppose every man who lives in a whirl of work and pleasure is for ever haunted by a dim longing for peace and ease by a running stream, with bees and all that. But what I want to know is, whether the converse is true ? Are the quiet people feverish for excitement ? Do the tench wish they were trout in a mill-stream ? 225 How provokingly stubborn people are against the clearest arguments ! Yes, and not wholly without reason. For, though you have set forth your side with almost irresistible force, how can your hearer be sure that, if he were as clever an advocate as you, he might not be able to upset all your strong reasonings ? It may be, not his lack of truth, but his lack of skill, that makes your cause seem triumphant. 226 De Retz remarks, that Envy is a far more universal feeling than is generally imagined. Is there any one who does not at times think bitterly, Why should not I NOTES OF THOUGHT. 87 have had So-and-so's charm of manners, or sweetness of temper, or wealth, or rank, or leisure, or industry ? What an unlucky dog I am, while others are flourishing like a green bay tree ! Even David king, poet, prophet, husband of numbers of beautiful wives, father of beautiful boys and girls even he was tormented by this feeling. It is a good way of meeting it, to say to oneself, Come, now, what individual is there with whom you would like to make a complete exchange to give him the whole of your nature and circumstances, and take to yourself, instead, the whole of his mind, body, and estate ? If not if there be no one with whom you would like to make a thorough swop like that it is plainly absurd for you to envy another, when, upon the whole, your case seems to you better than his ; when there are such drawbacks to his good luck, that, taking him altogether, you would rather be yourself than he. Another good way of meeting that feeling, is to form a habit of laying your circumstances alongside those that are worse ; whereas one's natural tendency is to lay them alongside those that are better. 227 You sometimes see a man delighted at his own freedom of thought at having broken the bondage of " super- stition," quite unaware that in doing so he is a mere slave to vanity, or perhaps to the opinions of the clique into which he has fallen. He alone is really free who heartily seeks after truth, untrammelled by tradition on the one side, and by the pride of walking alone on the other. 228 How close the likeness between the weather and the moods of the mind. Now dull and overcast now bril- liant gleams and then, perhaps, a whole day of un- clouded sunshine. 229 That "life," the vital principle, is merely one form of that physical force with which the world is filled, seems clear from this that else, when a living thing dies, be it animal or vegetable, there must be an actual extinction of 88 NOTES OF THOUGHT. its life its vital principle must fairly vanish. For we cannot fancy that its life is hanging about in the air, ready to be caught up and put into some other body. If it turns into some other of the unnumbered forms of force, it is accounted for ; but else, in death, there must be an end of it. Now, to suppose that each year there is a new creation of a vast quantity of animal and vegetable life, and that each year there is an extinction of the life which had thus been brought into being, is absurd. Suppose, on the other hand, that, as each creature dies, its " life " turns into heat, light, electricity, or what not ; and that, as each creature is born, a certain quantity of heat, light, electricity, or what not, is resolved into the " life " requisite for that creature ; then you see at once that the equilibrium of the world is maintained. 230 To take an old diamond out of the casket in which it has lain forgotten, is as good as to find a new diamond. So with truth. To strike men's eyes with an old maxim, is as good as to think out a fresh one nay better ; for the best truths are old. 231 Meeting again with long-parted friends is not all pleasure. You feel some little embarrassment, hardly knowing where to begin. You and he can't be hitched into gear again without an effort. Such heaps of things done, and happened, yet none seem worth telling just then. 252 It is much more interesting to a thoughtful man to be thrown into the broad stream of life, in middle age, than to have been familiar with it from the first. It comes before him more strikingly, more freshly, when he has been shut up far away, till he is of an age to mark the strangeness of the scene, and ponder it 233 It may be as well for an author, artist, orator, or what- not, to assure himself of this : that, be his work as good NOTES OF THOUGHT. 89 as need be, yet, if half the world likes it, the other half won't. "What hits the fancy of A.B M., must and will hurt the fancy of N.O Y. Z. For one half the world has a different sort of soul from the other half. 234 Putters-off till to-morrow have joys of their own that the world dreams not of not merely the delight of putting - off (in itself exquisite), but the radiant glow of self- admiration, when, arrears having gathered beyond all bearing, a rush is made at them, and they are cleared off in no time. 235 I should like to know from young ladies : Which is best ? to be flirted with and forsaken, or not to be flirted with at all ? I suspect the former ; they do so dearly love being made much of. 236 We pity people too much. We forget the vis inertia, the power of bearing in human nature. We pity people too little : only he who has the wound, knows its agony ; pain can only be felt for, when felt. We pity people too much. Life has a thousand interests, always growing, always bursting into leaf and flower, which will soon cover the gap. We pity people too little. All bright things now add to the blackness. All delights are now laden with bitter- ness. He is gone who would have shared them. 237 Seven years ago, I see, I noted down as being the happiest man I knew. Two years after, he died of a broken heart ! 238 What an exceedingly useful and powerful influence on human arrangements the idea has, that people will expect you to do so and so. What a world of expense, labour, and self-sacrifice gentlemen will go through, to satisfy this expectation. Every day you hear somebody say, 90 NOTES OF THOUGHT. " Oh ! I must do this, I must do so and so, it can't be helped ; it's a great bore, but of course I must. . . people will expect it of me." On this ground alone one man stands for his county, though he hates parliament, and wants the 10,000 ; another gives great banquets to guests who bore him ; another subscribes to charities he does not care for. . . .each acting not from any good he expects to get, nor from the fear of any harm he seeks to avoid, but from a kind of association of ideas. People will expect it, therefore of course it has to be done. 239 The years of life seem like the hops of a "duck and drake " on a pond the first much the longest. 240 Far the best part of a man's thoughts are those which are for ever coming and going again and again in his mind, as he looks on the world about him ; but which he never dreams of putting into words, because they are almost too much a part and parcel of himself to be set apart and looked at. The unconscious study of human nature, the unconscious deepening of his knowledge and insight, the unconscious formation of principles and rules of conduct, these are of far more value than any conclu- sions he sets forth in words. 241 The grandest quality is magnanimity ; yet this is just one of the priceless jewels that may lie hid under a dung- hill of bad manners, cross tempers, oddities, vices, and what not, and no man dreams it is there, till one day out it shines. By magnanimity, I mean that largeness of soul which enables a man, even when he is hurt, to see both sides of people's conduct, to own the justness of their motives, or the force of their temptations ; and which also keeps a man from taking for granted, that to have fallen foul of ME, the glorious John Smith, must, of course, be the most heinous crime in the world ! NOTES OF THOUGHT. 91 242 Not only is there no rose without a thorn, but it is the rose that has thorns. The very thing that wag to have been your delight, that very thing proves your plague. 243 A great deed, a striking book, a noble speech, sets a man up high before the eyes of all the land ; and he deems his fame made. It is made. But that very hour it begins to be unmade. In a month it is faded : in a year it is gone. If a man would keep himself aloft, his wings must make stroke upon stroke. Success soon palls. The joyous time is, when the breeze first strikes your sails, and the waters rustle under your bows. 244 A man, yes and a woman too, may be highly irritable, and yet be sweet, tender, gentle, loving, sociable, genial, kind, charitable, thoughtful for others, unselfish, generous. This is actually so. 245 You give less offence by paying no civility at all than by paying it disrespectfully. 246 How often we see men of ability and ambition, who could strike out a career, chained down ; while mere faineants are in Parliament, or in power, with the openings before them, uncared for, which to those would be heaven itself ! 247 Tennyson is the bard of dull scenery. A ditch with marigolds, a fen, a bare down, these touched by him glow with beauty. 248 Novelists have left almost wholly waste one large and interesting field. Why do none of them give us a vivid picture of servant life, as seen from within ? Servants come into novels freely enough, but merely as a chance 92 NOTES OF THOUGHT. help to the tale. What I want is, that some genial man should go about amongst them, should really lay hold on their thinkings and feelings, and not merely give us an odd character here and there, but let us into the general idea of servant life. Let us feel ourselves to be butlers and ladies' maids for the time, instead of masters and mistresses. If well done, this would teach us much worth knowing. We do not stand as we ought towards those who work for us. We have not enough fellow-feeling with them ; and one reason is, that we and they rarely talk together easily. The novelist then would do well to draw up the veil, which we cannot raise for ourselves. Be sure that if we saw our behaviour towards them as they see it, we should find plenty to mend therein. There are throngs of petty grievances, of small but vexing discomforts, which masters and mistresses inflict on those under them from sheer want of knowledge, as well as from want of thought. For example, a trifling yet real one, how very few gentlemen take the trouble to avoid ringing the bell from 9 9.30 in the evening, though every one knows that that is servants' supper- time ? One can easily fancy how aggravating it must be, to be called away with the meat yet in one's mouth. But this is merely one out of ten thousand little but pricking hardships. In greater matters, how bounden a duty it is upon masters, now and then, to allow their servants, especially young ones, to go home to see their families and friends ! So too, it would be right in a master to urge them to lay by part of their wages, and to take charge of it for them, and give them interest. It would be right to lend them books of an amusing yet useful kind. It would be right to see that all is done to make their rooms comfortable and healthy. To avoid hasty and severe fault-finding is too plain a duty to need dwelling upon. But, above all, is to be resisted the temptation to send them away on trifling grounds. Imagine how one's own soul would burn with indignation, if one were turned off, disgraced and perhaps even to be half starved, for some fault which would have been amply punished by a scolding. NOTES OF THOUGHT. 93 249 Many things help to make a nation rich. Safe harbours, deep rivers, rich soil, fine climate, wise laws, long peace, and so forth ; but no one thing fills the bag so fast as truthfulness. 250 The aim of education should be, to make the boy think right, and feel right. 251 One of the chief arts in governing men, is to humour their sensitiveness. It is beyond belief how jealous people are. Tell A. to do what it is B.'s place to do, and B. will be wrapped in gloom for a week. If you want cheerful, active, good-tempered service, you must be nice, to a degree, in your observance of the boundaries between those under you, and not put one stickleback into another stickleback's water. 252 Crossness, gloom, anger, bitterness, hatred, are sins. Here then is a strange thing, that sin may be purged away, as well as it can be preached away. Magnesia does more against it than sermons. Nay but, on the whole, sinners are as healthy as saints. "Wickedness does not come of physical miscon- struction, for murderers are robust, eupeptic men. 253 That on a great scale, taking men in millions, good feeding helps both mind and morals, is clear. Man is one being. What sets his body right, in the long run sets his soul right. Beef and beer turn into manliness. There was never a brave, self-reliant, wise people, with pinched bellies. This might seem low to some : but I believe that the conception, not of there being a close tie between body and soul, but of the body and soul being one, is a truth which lies deep down. The idea that our bodies are mere shells, in which the soul lives, as a hermit-crab does in a whelk, is not only a mistake, but a radical mistake, the root of a thousand errors. But how about the world to come ? 94 NOTES OF THOUGHT. The Church gives the reply " I believe .... in the resurrection of the bod//," not, of course, of this very flesh and bones, but of a glorified body. 254 How many of the things that we dreaded and hated, have turned out to be comforts and pleasures ! Won- derful is our power of assimilation. We can swallow oyster-shells and digest them, as sea-anemones do. Really, when anything happens which seems to be a sheer unalloyed mortification, the strong likelihood is, that in after-times we shall look back to it with a smile, rejoicing at the good luck it brought us. There is such a ricochet in our life. Life bounds away off one event, and lights down again on another, which we should never have touched, had we not struck on the first. And thus " Each substance of a grief hath twenty shadows, Which show like grief itself, but are not so."* The converse is likewise true. The breeze we hail with joy may bear us on the rocks. 255 The nose is not meant to delight us, but to be a watch-dog against stinks. And stinks, in their turn, are light-houses to warn us against bad and unwholesome air. Science is resolved to destroy the whole romance of rural life. Not only has it taught us to stall the cattle, and to do away with farmyards to cut down trees and fences, and so forth : but it even slays the old poetical images. Thus we used to hear of a milkmaid's breath being as sweet as roses ; but we are now taught that the only change the air in her lungs can have gone through is that of becoming laden, more or less, with poison ? * Richard II. NOTES OF THOUGHT. 95 257 Weary, doubtless, comes from " to wear." It is the same as worn away. How much more alive with meaning such a word is, than " fatigued." 258 It is a daily surprise to me, to see how shallow, poor barren-minded, men may still be, after the most prodi- gious amount of education all the education that can be given not by Eton and Oxford alone, but by Parlia- ment, society, travel, reading, pictures, talk. But the truth is, that there is one path to wisdom and only one the path of thought. 259 What a feeling some men give you, that their moral character is barren sand. They may live cleanly, and never say or do what could displease you ; and yet you feel, by a kind of instinct, that no noble feeling could grow in them. While others make you aware, the first hour you are with them, of a deep and rich soil in their moral being. 260 Reading spreads facts, like manure, over the surface of the mind ; but it is thought that ploughs them in. 261 There are abundant evidences, from within and from without, of the truth of Christianity ; but what assures me thereof is this that, if Christianity had its way, the world would be made happy. Were the law of Christ carried out by each of us, in each detail of our lives, this earth would be a heaven. Were His bidding obeyed, there would be an end of vice and crime. There would be an end of selfishness, an end of meanness, an end of lying, an end of drunkenness ; an end of quarrelling, backbiting, envy, falsehood, family strife and wretched- ness ; an end of violence, an end of war ; and the mass of outward misery would disappear, when this mass of wickedness had gone. How can I refuse to believe a religion, which, if all men would drink it into their very souls, and do what it 96 NOTES OF THOUGHT. bids, would drive all sin and most suffering out of the world ? And how shall I refuse to believe this religion alone, seeing that this one, and no other, would do that ? Many persons seem to think that one religion is about as good as another, if believed in sincerely. I take a more practical view. I would test religions by the results. Are they fig-trees or thistles ? Look at their fruits. See what the world would get by a hearty reception of the Gospel of Jupiter, or Juggernaut, or of Mumbo Jumbo, or even of Mahomet himself, and then see what we should gain, in nobleness and in well-being, by a hearty reception of the Gospel of Jesus. 262 Men will trim their boat; if over-bibled on one side, they will throw all their weight on the other. This was seen on a large scale in the reigns of Cromwell and Charles II., and now-a-days shows itself on a little one in many and many a rectory. 263 The man of business has a pull over the professional man in this, that while the preacher, the pleader, the author, the statesman, is always pressed upon by the question, what will be thought of me ? the manu- facturer or merchant works at his business without any such irritation to his vanity. The author writes, and asks himself at every word, will this be admired ? the preacher asks that as to his sermon; the statesman as to his speech; the pleader as to his pleading ; but the tradesman does not look for praise. 264 You hate a vain man ? Nay, rather pity him ; his life is a life of nettle-stings. 265 Nothing interests me more than to observe the mass of latent wisdom in the mind of a well-taught community. What a multitude of sound opinions on a vast variety of subjects Lie stored up in the national mind, never, NOTES OF THOUGHT. 97 perhaps, set forth in words, but exercising a powerful, though unseen, unheard influence. For instance, the opinion that offensive war is wicked and hateful, has been slowly formed in the English mind : though certainly three centuries ago no such opinion was to be found there. This opinion is latent; it quietly withholds us from quarrels which (as history shows) we should else be ready to go into. The free trade principle, again, has become a part of the texture, as one may say, of the British mind, not talked about now, but sovereign in power. 266 Depend upon it, nine boys out of ten might be made in a fair degree thoughtful. They only want a man to train them that way, and they would readily learn to mark (and re-mark) what passed before them. They have it in them, but so few teachers know how to draw it out. 267 Of the wonderful works of God, none is more wonder- ful than the institution of marriage. The quiet way in which it calls forth all that is best in human nature self-denial, judgment, diligence, tenderness, both in the man and in the woman, for each other's sake, and for the sake of their little ones, is most beautiful. In a happy marriage there is an influence always at work, to keep the husband and the wife at their noblest. 268 How religious doctrine rises in nobleness with the increasing force of the nation's mind, you may see rather strikingly in this case the belief as to the devil. In the dark ages all men looked on him as a grotesque man, malignant and wicked in a transcendental degree, but still a man. Now-a-days we regard the devil as a pervading influence towards evil, as a principle, not a person. 269 Government may be sluggish, careless, wrong-headed ; 98 NOTES OF THOUGHT. but rarely is silly. One abuses ministers for what may seem absurd follies, but it turns out that they had fair reasons ; though, upon the whole, what they did was a mistake. Why of course, a minister must be somewhat able, and somewhat versed in business ; he is not likely to behave with childish unreason. 270 The dulness of our imaginations is our best shield. Every one says, when a great blow falls on him, that he feels as if in a dream. He cannot realize it. His mis- fortune seems to be under a veil, not to be touched or seen clearly. But at times the veil is lifted, and the dreadfulness of the calamity is seen as by a flash. An empty chair, a plaything, some one's laughter, and the scales seem to fall from the mind's eye. 27 1 We want more convenient names for the two divisions of society, above the working-class. " Aristocracy " and " middle class " are not definite enough. No one knows what is meant by a middle-class man. Some would not apply the term to a rich banker or merchant living in splendour, but only to tradesmen and farmers ; others count the country squires as middle-class men, and confine the word " aristocracy " to the nobility ; others keep the term "middle class "for the whole trading class, but would not include under it the clergy, barristers, or officers of the army and navy. It would be a help to get a clearer definition ; and this might be done by calling those two great divisions, respectively, the " active class," and the " leisure class ; " the former consisting of all who are still working for their bread (though not with their hands), whether in trade or pro- fessions ; the latter denoting those who live on realized incomes. Mark the change in the way of speaking of the work- ing class. They are no longer the " poor," " the masses," " the lower classes," but the " working class." This shows the greater respect felt for them. NOTES OF THOUGHT. 99 272 Workers are the wheels thinkers the steam engine. If society moves forward an inch on any line, that is wholly owing to the thoughts of thinkers. The history of the world shows that men crawl on, one doing as the rest do, for ages and ages, and, at the end of that time, things are as they were at the beginning. This is the way with all savage people, where the power of thinking is not drawn out ; and it is also the case with many civilized societies. When the thinker comes, then a step is taken onwards ; and not only is it the great thinker, such as Bacon, Newton, Burke, Johnson, Coleridge, Wordsworth, who givessociety an impulse ; but infinitely more motion is communicated by the stir of the mass of smaller minds. The thousands of small minds that are at work, driving on in mechanics, agriculture, medicine,