LIFE -LORE POEMS BY LUELLA KNOTT BOSTON SHERMAN, FRENCH & COMPANY 1912 COPYRIGHT, 1911 SHERMAN, FRENCH 6- COMPANY To one I love, this book I dedicate, My mental spouse, my heart's true mate; Whose sweet affection doth my every weakness cover, My friend, my husband and my lover. S136SOO PROEM CHILDREN or MINE: BORN of the heart's desire for better things, Go forth and bear these messages upon thy wings. They are not weighty truths, not high nor grand, But things which simple hearts may know and understand. I would not have thee soar aloft, but stay Right in the paths of men from day to day. Linger upon Life's high-way, I would ask, Where feeble hands thy simple thoughts may grasp. I would not have thee bear mere ideality, Nor tell men idle dreams, but things that be. Hold forth those beauties waking eyes may see, And show some hidden charm of sweet reality. Speak thou some little word that proves The faithfulness of him who truly loves ; And softly say that mother-love still lingers In holy expectation, for clinging baby fingers. And from thy tiny store of truth let fall One bright bit, proving God is over all. And do not fail to say that Christ is real, And that among life's paths there is a high-way still Where man, e'en though a fool, may walk from day to day, And where "old-time religion" marks out the "narrow way." And oh, I pray, as thou dost bear these thoughts upon thy wings, Thou wilt awake in other hearts desire for better things. CONTENTS PAOX HOME 3 WHAT IS LOVE? 5 DO I LOVE THEE? 7 THE TEST 8 A QUESTION OF SPRING 10 ACCOMPANYING A BOX OF FLOWERS . . 12 THE REASON WHY 14 "TOUJOURS AIMANT" 15 LIFE AND LOVE 16 MY MISSION 18 BABY AND I 19 "OFFEND NOT ONE OF THESE LITTLE ONES" 22 FULL-BLOWN 23 TO MY BABY 25 THE SWEETEST NAME 27 MY HEART'S DESIRE 29 NEW YEAR'S GREETING 33 THE EASTER MORN 34 THANKSGIVING DAY 35 CHRISTMAS 37 THE PATRIOT VERSUS THE GRAFTER . 40 THE FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH 42 THAT FAMILY TREE 44 PASS IT ON 47 WOULD YOU? 48 LOOK WITHIN 50 COMPENSATION 51 THE WAY OF LIFE 52 DELIVERANCE 53 EDGAR ALLAN POE 55 THE NEWLY-WED 63 "GONA" 65 "AND FEW THERE BE THAT FIND IT" 68 CONTENTS PAGE "THE LAST SHALL BE FIRST" 71 THE DAISY'S SECRET 73 A QUESTION 76 ACCOMPANYING A WEDDING GIFT ... 78 TO MABLE CLARE 79 THE SUNNY SIDE 80 PUBLIC OFFICE 81 TWICE HID 82 THE CASTAWAY 83 SELF'S TRIAL OF SELF 85 SWEET SHRUBS 87 HIDDEN TREASURES 88 ACCOMPANYING A GIFT OF "THOUGHTS" . 90 ONE YEAR IN HEAVEN 91 THE JUDGMENT 93 THE BREVITY OF LIFE 94 SELF-DENIAL 99 MATTHEW 25: 41, 46 100 "HE PROVETH YOU" 102 "WHATSOEVER YE DO" 104 UNSEEN FORCES 106 "TRADITION OF MEN" 108 "THERE IS A SIN UNTO DEATH" .... Ill "EVEN IN ALL POINTS" 114 MY PRAYER 116 "YE KNOW NOT WHAT YE ASK" .... 118 "HE THAT SINNETH WRONGETH HIS OWN SOUL" 120 THE THIRTY-SEVENTH PSALM 123 "LOVEST THOU ME MORE THAN THESE?" 125 "GREAT IS THE MYSTERY" 128 LIFE'S HIGHWAY 130 CONSECRATE AND CONCENTRATE . . .132 "HIS BLOOD WILL I REQUIRE" . . . .135 CONTENTS PAGE ACTIVE CHRISTIANITY 137 SEARCHING FOR TRUTH 145 "WITH FREEDOM DID CHRIST SET YOU FREE" 153 LIKE UNTO THE MOUNTAINS 160 MY HOME CIRCLE HOME Is it a place of lofty domes, Of towering palace walls, Where wondrous architecture Adorns the spacious halls? Is it a humble, lowly cot Of unpretentious mien, Where hands of poverty oppress The lives of those within? Ah no, 'tis no material thing, The place which men call home ; 'Tis not the peasant's humble cot, Nor prince's lofty dome. 'Tis cheer and comfort, warmth and light, A place where power divine Descends, and ever willing waits To bless your heart and mine. [3] 'Tis where the care-worn, burdened heart Finds rest from earthly strife; An atmosphere which we create, The first and best of life ! It is a throne where love is king, Where peace is given birth; The nestling-place of hope and joy, A heaven here on earth! [4] WHAT IS LOVE? WHAT is love? I asked a stream. "It is an endless river That flows into the measureless and infinite for- ever." What is love? I asked the sea; it laughed in wild derision; " 'Tis an expanse of heart, which spreads be- yond your mortal vision." What is love? I asked the sky, whose vaults were o'er me bending; " 'Tis a protecting canopy, which never has an ending." What is love? I asked the flowers, and this reply was given: "A bright and beauteous blossom here, whose fruitage is in heaven." What is love? I asked the stars, that shone in all directions ; "A light that shines on hearts and minds, re- vealing man's perfections." [5] What is love? I asked my friend. "The tie which naught can sever; The seal upon your heart and mine, which holds them close forever." What is love? I asked my love, his native gen- ious proving; He took me in his arms and said : "My darling, love is loving!" What is love? I asked my soul. " 'Tis some- thing so refining, That it is simply past the power of mortal man's defining." [6] DO I LOVE THEE? Do I love thee, do I love thee? Ask the skies that bend above thee ; Ask the winds that blow about thee, What my life would be without thee? Ask the seas that stretch before thee, And the stars that twinkle o'er thee ; Ask the heavens, I implore thee, If I love thee and adore thee? Stand upon the highest mountain ; Look below, around, above thee; Find the bound'ries of the boundless ; Ask me then how much I love thee? Fly from off its towering summit Into unknown depths of space; Find what great magnetic power Holds a million worlds in place. Then from Universe's center, Measure space in each direction, Failing in such vain endeavor, Come, and measure on forever My immeasurable affection. THE TEST I LOVED thee once too much to e'er deny thee Aught thou wouldst ask. And it was joy in- deed To grant requests, and ever gratify thee, Bestowing all thy loving heart might plead. But now I love thee far too much, my darling, To seek alone thy pleasure and desire; 'Tis thy best good for which my heart is yearn- ing* 'Tis thy completeness I would now require. For though so pure and good, my love de- mandeth A purer purity, a better good, Than that which human reason understandeth, Or human heart hath ever understood. I'd even pain inflict to purify thee, And make thee what my heart would have thee be; My love has grown so great, it can deny thee, Although thy pain is more than pain to me. For oh, the grief of grieving thee ! Was ever Test more supreme, or love more sorely tried, To kindle into flame the fires that never Shall lessen till thy soul is purified? [8] I love theel So I sit with the Refiner, And like Him, I shall not be satisfied Till the refining fires make thee diviner, And burn until thy soul is glorified! [9] A QUESTION OF SPRING THE skies are blue, the winds are sighing, The flowers bloom, the birds are nesting; Earth's beauties manifold are lying Where they will prove most interesting. There's something in the air to-day, love, A subtle perfume, gently stealing, That leads my fancy far away, love, And stirs anew the depths of feeling. The budding trees are gently swaying, Alive with merry, noisome twitting; The world to-day has gone a Maying, And at a Cupid's feast is sitting. And yet, although you're very near, love, Tender as in the long ago, Something was there that is not here, love ; What is it lacking, do you know? The sky and trees and birds and flowers, The fragrance lingering all around us, Still brighten all the golden hours, And find us true, as once they found us. The Spring is just as full of glory, The flowers have just as sweet a smell, But something's gone from love's old story ; What is it, darling, can you tell? [10] What is it missing? Is it the morning, And has the evening, somber and gray, Stolen upon us, giving no warning That we are nearing the end of the day? Is it because that was the Maytime, The Spring of life, that long ago? And this, the sad, autumnal gray-time; What is it darling, do you know? [11] DEAR heart, these simple flowers Betoken love for thee; May they make glad the hours Thou art away from me. In each rose-heart abides A thought for thy reflection, Each tiny petal hides An ocean of affection. Each bud has underneath What every lover misses, For under each green leaf I smuggled lots of kisses. Mixed with their sweet perfume An incense is ascending, An odor from the fires Of love that's never-ending. The flowers soon will fade, They'll scarcely live a day; But oh, the love, inlaid, Will never pass away. For 'tis the love, my dear, Hid in among the flowers, That cheers and stays the heart In all its lonely hours. [12] And though the flowers die, This love, throughout thy life, Will strengthen and sustain. As ever, I remain Your own devoted wife. [13] THE REASON WHY WHY do I patiently endure, beloved, And why, in spite of hindrances, do I aspire To those sweet gifts of life, so high and pure, beloved, What is it strengthens and sustains my heart's desire? Why is it, when my spirit yearns, beloved, And almost falters in the strenuous race, Something sustains till strength returns, beloved, And all that sacred life concerns, beloved, Lives in the light of love upon thy face ? Why do I patiently endure, beloved, Why do I feel so confident I shall not fail? Why do I know the vict'ry is so sure, beloved, Daring e'en hell itself against me to prevail? Listen : if weak should grow thy love, beloved, Weaker than foes against my soul, then I should see Myself defeated ! Dost thou not know, beloved, When love is stronger than the foe, beloved, There's no defeat for men below, beloved, I fight, endure and must prevail, because thou loves t me! [14] YOU'RE weary love, and tired to-day ; I fear you have been reading Too much of prose, when 'tis life's poetry You and I are needing. The world's as full of music now As ever she used to be ; Her glowing beauties sparkle bright, If we but look and see! The air is just as balmy, The sky is just as blue, And naught is old and faded, But bright and sweet and new. Life's poetry still is being sung To those who read and hear; And love is ever and always young To those who hold it dear. So come with me for a little while, And place your arms about me, And tell me with the old-time smile, You never can live without me. While merry birds are singing rhymes In swaying trees above me, Come, tell me as in olden times You love me, love me, LOVE ME ! [15] LIFE AND LOVE "I LOVE thee more than life!" What meanest thou by such extreme expression? Does heart unite with lip in such confession? Or is it but a vain exaggeration, A meaningless and thoughtless declaration? Are life and love a mystic combination, Blended and merged into such condensation, That to thee there is no discrimination Between the two? Is love more dear than life to thee, And life, itself, less dear than love for me? Forgive my questioning! I do not doubt, dear heart, thou lovest me As truly and sincerely as I have loved thee. And if so, there is no exaggeration, There could not be hyperbole in any declaration. "I love thee more than life," and in this trite confession I have not erred, dear heart, nor used extreme expression. [16] And thus I know that love more dear than life can be; (What would I care for life, if it were not for thee?) If one should restless grow, dear heart, and wing its flight To some far distant clime in regions far above, Truly, our love would homeless be without its life, And life, a tenantless abode without its love. [17] MY MISSION A PIECE of clay to mold and shape Is given unto me; (I am the Potter's instrument,) What shall the vessel be? So soft and pliable it lies, So passive and so still, Responsive to my every touch, I mold it as I will. And yet, potentially, it holds Far more than I can say; The strength and power of giant forms Are in this piece of clay. I tremble as I take the gift, This pleasurable care; For hidden deep, somewhere there lies The Potter's image fair. He bids me labor to reveal The wondrous power and might Of treasures hid in earthen clay, To show what God is like. And so each day I work and pray, And grow impatient, maybe; For oh, dear Lord, I long to see Thine image in my baby! [18] BABY AND I BABY and I have entered school, and agreed to teach each other; I'm to instruct his baby mind, and he is to teach his mother. Others may cook the things I eat, and do my sewing, maybe; And wash and iron and scrub and clean, but / shall teach my baby ! For while I teach, he teaches too ; many the les- sons we each assign ; We study and learn the whole day through; page upon page and line upon line; I am a student and he is too ; I am his teacher, and he is mine. When baby holds and clings to me and trusts me through all false alarms, Resting in faith upon my breast, hiding in my encircling arms, He teaches me how / may cling close to my Father's loving side ; How, in His everlasting arms, my soul may ever hide. [19] And oft when he desires a thing, insisting with repeated cries, And I refuse to grant his prayer, how quickly do I realize That God likewise withholds from me things which His very love denies. When I would teach his feet to walk, behold, I get instruction too ! I know God's hands are holding me as I my onward way pursue. And when he falls and hurts himself, oh, how I hasten to restore ! I kiss the little bruised hands, and lift him to his feet once more; And thus my baby teaches me how God is watching day by day, Ready to hear my feeble cry, and answer when I kneel and pray; Eager to lift me when I fall, and help me over life's road-way. [20] Baby and I have much to learn; but do you know, I'd rather be My baby's pupil day by day, than have him learn of me? His sweet submission to my will, his confidence in all I do, Increase my faith and make me yearn to be a little baby too. His simple faith, his restfulness, his heart so pure and undefiled, Have taught me lessons new and strange, and made my wayward spirit mild ; And lo! each day I kneel and pray: "O God, make me a little child." [21] "OFFEND NOT ONE OF THESE LITTLE ONES" IF God should set some single task for me, Appointing just one work for me to do, I'd pray for power each day to know and see What means to use, what methods to pursue, That I might give these jewels back to Him Unmarred, and brilliant with a light divine: Bright with the luster of the purest gem, Unstained by any unclean touch of mine. Aye, could I choose the blessed task, And say what my appointed work should be, Of all the souls on earth to save, I'd ask, Dear Lord, that Thou wouldst let me save MY THREE! Ah, God has set this single task for me, Though many other tasks are given too ; But may I ever labor, watch and pray, As if this work were all I had to do. [22] FULL-BLOWN A DEAR little rose-bud white Grew out in the Summer weather; The petals were locked up tight In a close embrace together. They were pressed so close and locked so tight, You never would guess that the sweet sun- light Or the dews of night could ever get through, The petals to burst or the lock undo. But early one morn I arose, And what do you think I discerned? There, wet with the dews of the night, My bud to a rose had turned ! The rain and the dew and the golden sun The petals had burst and the lock undone. How they accomplished it no one knows ; But my bud had turned to a beautiful rose! A dear little baby form Was given into my keeping; I thought of the latent powers Locked tight, and quietly sleeping. [23] " They were pressed so close and locked so tight, You never would guess that the sweet sunlight Of mind and soul could ever get through, The petals to burst or the lock undo. But through life's sweet sunshine, Its rain and heat and cold, Through mysteries which I can't explain, I saw my bud unfold. I cannot tell how the blossoms start From living buds in the human heart, I cannot tell how the powers find, Their sweet awakening in the mind: But love has many keys As buds have many leaves; And love unlocks the petals, And wondrous work achieves. And when her work is done, I see The loveliest sight on earth to me; The sweetest flower that lives or grows, A full-blown, living, HUMAN rose! [24] TO MY BABY Is it not strange that though long years Of anxious thought and pain and cares, And weary hours of hopes and fears, Await me in my care for thee ; That I should view with such delight Thy tiny face, so sweet and bright? Is it not strange that I rejoice To hear thy feeble, wailing voice? For baby mine, it was my choice And my desire for thee to come, To bring more sunshine to our home, And more of joy to me. Is it not strange I longed for thee, And felt I could not wait to see The baby who was promised me; Though other babes were mine, And countless other duties pressed, I longed to hold thee to my breast Is it not strange, that though my hands And heart were full of love's demands Already, there was time to spare, And strength for still another care: A home and love for thee to share, A place already thine? [25] Let others boast their freedom still To go and come whene'er they will, At founts of pleasure drink their fill ; I do not need to roam, Nor go abroad to find my joy: I find it in my baby boy ! Each day brings ample recreation; A satisfying compensation Is ever granted unto me; For life is joyous, glad and free In children, love and home. It is not strange, O baby sweet! That you this love and welcome meet; Nor that with open arms I greet Thy spirit fresh from God. Do not the trees delight to flower, And nature glory in the power To cast her seed? Then should not we, "Made in His image," seek to be Creators? Thus I welcome thee. For O sweet babe, there ever rests In every normal woman's breast The parenthood of God! [26] THE SWEETEST NAME I'VE always heard The dearest name, the sweetest word To everyone beneath the sun ; Never ending, ne'er begun, Richest blessings comprehending, Every worth and virtue blending ; Thread of gold from worlds enchanted, Just a bit of heaven granted ; You were likewise thus impressed, And ere this I know you've guessed That the dearest name, and sweetest, Purest, broadest and completest, Fairer far than any other, Blessed, sacred, holy "MOTHER." Now in later years, however, I should like to reconsider. "Mother" in the long ago Was the sweetest name, I know ; But since I, myself, am "mother," I have changed it to another. [27] Joys of heaven and earth are blended, All the sweets of life are lended, Everything is comprehended In my substituted word ! Ah, I wonder have you guessed it, Ere my mother-heart expressed it; That the sacred name of "Baby" Is the sweetest ever heard? [28] MY HEART'S DESIRE. I WOULD not ask that wealth or fame, Earth's glory and an honored name Be thine. My heart's desire would claim More lasting joy! A spirit, strong and brave and free, A heart of truth and purity, A life unfettered, this for thee I ask, my boy. I would not ask a conqueror's crown, With many jewels weighted down ; Bold exploits, nor a world's renown, Not this my prayer; But I would seek a higher goal, And ask that strong and true thy soul Be kept. That power and self-control Sustain thee everywhere. I seek for thee no earthly prize, I ask the wealth which heaven supplies, For strength and power the world denies To you and me; This earth is far too small to try My soul's deep, best wish to satisfy. 'Tis heaven alone can gratify My heart's desire for thee. [29] MISCELLANEOUS NEW YEAR'S GREETING THE year is drawing to a close, dear heart, And little good 'twill do for you and I To sit and weep, because its record shows, dear heart, So little done ; nor will we question why We failed so many times to be and do What we desired. We'll save our tears For better things, and seek to know How we may better serve in future years. Perhaps we've walked too much alone, dear heart, And trusted to ourselves from day to day; Our hands were somehow severed from His own, dear heart, And thus we sometimes stumbled on the way. But with a purpose born of faith and prayer, Close by His side we'll take a firmer stand ; And clinging closer through the coming year, Be this our daily prayer: "Hold Thou my hand." [33] THE EASTER MORN "SEEK je the living among the dead?" Search ye for light in sepulchral gloom? Looking for warmth in the earth's cold bed, Linger ye ever around some tomb? "What seek ye?" Is it life or death, What does your heart in its searching crave? That which respires with immortal breath Does not lie in the earth's cold grave! "Life abundant" thou wilt not find In tombs of earth ; it long hath fled ! The powers of darkness cannot bind Nor hold the living among the dead! Earth cannot give thee thy heart's desire, Nor can she ever reply to thee ; Angels, who sit by the tomb each hour, (Hearing thy questioning: "Where is He?") Answer and say: "He is not here, Turn thy steps from the tomb away." And lo ! As the tints of the dawn appear, Thy soul in gladness awaits the day. For heeding the angels' blissful word, Whose music fills the air around, Thy face is turned to meet the Lord, The sunlight breaks, and life is found! THANKSGIVING DAY "In Everything Give Thanks." MANY, dear Lord, are thanking Thee to-day For health, for plenty and for peace; For comforts and for joys along life's way, For luxuries and sumptuous feasts. But what of the trials, the pain and cares, The troubles and burdens that never cease; The heart's dull aches and the burning tears, Do we thank Thee, Lord, for these? Many, dear Lord, are thanking Thee to-day, For blessings of earth and gifts and powers ; For wealth and joy and love along life's way, For strength, for sunshine, song and flowers. But what of the sorrows we often know, The weaknesses, pain and sore disease; The want, the poverty, grief and woe, Do we thank Thee, Lord, for these? [35] Any, dear Lord, the faithless and the vain, Can thank Thee for the sunshine and the light ; We would do more, we thank Thee for the pain, The anguish and the darkness of the night. For "as the eagle stirreth up her nest" Till hidden thorns shall force the young to rise And fly, so dost Thou pierce the human breast, That we may our weak pinions exercise, And leaving things of earth, may do our best To strive and to attain the heavenly prize. [36] CHRISTMAS "For Unto You Is Born This Day in the City of David A Saviour Which Is Christ the Lord." WHAT means this angel-song so sweet and clear, That falls to-day upon each listening ear? What mean the words that ring and sound Like music, all the world around? Listen and hear "For unto you is born A Saviour !" Be it ever known That unto you this Saviour came, And unto me is breathed His precious name. "A Saviour, which is Christ the Lord," Was ever sweeter message heard? "A SAVIOUR!" listen, dost thou hear The angel voices singing everywhere, Filling the earth and air, as they proclaim The majesty and glory of His name? An angel in prediction of His birth Brought glorious tidings to the lost of earth. The virgin trembled when the message came; But earth rejoiced when he pronounced the name Of Him who should be born Ah, hast thou heard And understood the meaning of the word Saviour? "Jesus his name shall be, For He shall save from sin," said he. O glorious tidings, message sweet ! A SAVIOUR, with salvation all complete, Has come ! Ah, have we let Him in, And have we let Him save us from our sin? If not, we still must look, till we behold This Saviour whom the messenger foretold. The song the shepherds heard that night Still rings abroad. Our spiritual sight Still sees the messengers. Our spiritual ears Still catch the music floating down the years. This is no idle dream this song we hear; This is no shepherd's fancy ! Far and near The strains are swelling, floating on, "For unto you this day is born A Saviour, which is Christ the Lord !" Have we received the wondrous Word? Ah, friend, do you and I each day Believe the message and obey This Saviour? Have we let Him save, And have we proved the promise which He gave ? Do we surrender to the power That keeps and saves each passing hour? The music of the angel-song to-day Is sweet as when the shepherds heard the lay. The strains are swelling, flowing on : "For unto you a Saviour's born !" [38] If you have never known His power to save, Nor yet received the promise which He gave ; O may the light of heaven's radiance shine And flood your heart with glory all divine. May you behold the star, and follow on To know a Saviour truly has been born. May you and I this day anew begin, And let this SAVIOUR save us from our sin ! [39] THE PATRIOT VERSUS THE GRAFTER WHAT of the man who, with heart sincere And courage undaunted, hath entered the fight ? Who dares to be true without favor or fear, And always and ever upholdeth the right? What of the man whose work is the sowing Of seedlings whose harvest he knows will be long ? Who, through persecution, awaiteth the grow- ing. And dares to do right though it looks to be wrong? Who giveth his name and his good reputation, That he may perform what the people despise ; Who loses himself for the good of the nation, And buries himself that his people may rise? What of the man who hath counted it gain To lose, and to welcome the cup he imbibes ? To triumph o'er pain and to live on a plane Where none dare approach him to offer him bribes ? [40] What of the man who lives on the mountain, Where safety, protection and freedom are given, Whose soul is refreshed from a life-giving foun- tain, Whose spirit is nourished on bread without leaven ; What of the peace on the crest of the moun- tain Is this not heaven? [41] THE FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH HE landed on a golden Easter morn, And surely he had steered the boat aright ; For there beneath the smiling of the dawn An Easter land was nestled, warm and bright. In Easter garb the shores were decorated, The sky threw Easter lights into the sea ; Each color of the rainbow radiated From every shrub and flower and budding tree. A soldier, strong in enterprise and daring, (Granada Moors had trembled at his name; Hispaniola's richest treasure sharing Had added wealth to military fame.) Bent with the weight of years this Easter morn, He landed with the little Spanish crew; Upon the floral shores new hopes were born, "Pascua Florida will my youth renew! "Pascua Florida, show to me the fountain, Where I may sink this weight of years I bear ; For surely in this Easter land of beauty The Fount of Youth is hid away somewhere." [42] Into the depths of wild and verdant woodland, Far into regions unexplored they go ; Nor fear to test each stream, as on they wander, Still seeking where the magic waters flow. Ah, DeLeon! Thou one of many millions, Who seek in vain to know and understand ; Thy bleached bones mark out a path mistaken, A "way that seemeth right" unto a man. 'Tis not where weary men are ever searching, It does not flow from depths of earthly clay; The Fount of Youth is hid within thy bosom, Aye, deep within thy heart 'tis hid away. 'Tis here the Resurrected life abideth, 'Tis here that youth, eternal, each may know; Ah, truly ! 'tis an Easter land of beauty, This kingdom, where the Living Waters flow. Wouldst find it? Be thou passive and recep- tive; While faith is active, be thou still and rest! And soon the waters of this Living Fountain Will flow like healing rivers from thy breast. [43] THAT FAMILY TREE A WOMAN once was much endowed with won- drous length of tongue, And praises of her pedigree from morn till night were sung. She told what mighty things were done by gifted men of note, Who hung upon her family tree in ages far re- mote. So famous was her lineage and aristocracy That she could talk of nothing else save gene- alogy. Her consanguineous grands and greats were wonderful to see, And gifted aunts and uncles hung upon this family tree! And cousins, my! they were profuse, and all distinguished too! Governors, judges, lawyers shrewd, and leaders not a few! [44] No wonder that she looked at it and talked of it all day, And naught was right unless 'twas done some royal cousin's way. For surely there was never yet a tree so grand and high As this immense, gigantic thing, whose branches touched the sky. But saddest of it all was this, suspended full in sight There hung an ignoramus, a brainless parasite ! A dangling and contemptuous thing from braggadocio school ; Who hadn't even sense enough to know she was a fool! And who has never yet displayed one evidence of thought, Existing only on the things her great-grand daddies wrought. When will the human family learn that when the blood is blue, 'Twill show itself in character strong, firm and good and true! When none can know its color except when we describe it, We call it low plebeian, and dare you to deny it ! [45] Ancestors' brains don't think for us nor are their deeds a credit. Some things are always evident without our having said it. If they were true aristocrats, we'll never have to yell it, And if their blue blood flows in us, we'll never have to tell it. [46] PASS IT ON You can smile? Ah, that's a blessing Both to you and those you greet ! Thus you go through life, confessing Warmth of heart to all you meet. Golden sunbeams on life's pathway, Cheap, but priceless, all the while; Just one question more, if I may: Can you make another, smile? For your smile, though sweet and mellow, Does but half it ought to do ; Till you see the other fellow Smiling back at you. [47] WOULD YOU? SUPPOSE that to your waiting soul receptive, still- Truth came and spoke a message, sweet and low; Suppose that to your yearning heart she would reveal Things which your spirit most desired to know; Should she pour forth sweet strains of some rich melody Ne'er heard by mortal man since time began, Would you rejoice that she had chosen you to hear And bear her revelation unto man? Would you be strong and bold her message to proclaim? Would you rejoice that she had chosen you To stand alone, and seek to glorify the name Of Truth, in all that you might say or do? Suppose the message was of such import that you Could not explain in ways that satisfied The bold demands of reason, nor pursue The paths which intellectual powers provide. [48] Would you be strong enough to say: "Behold I stand Where Reason ceaseth, and where Observation Doth never more observe. Here, Reason's hand Is clasped and led by that of Revelation, Thus am I led to know the things not yet discerned By eyes or ears or heart of natural man ; And lo! unto a natural world I dare proclaim Things which the spiritual only understand"? [49] LOOK WITHIN THE world to-day is all gone wrong, Nobody in it is good or true; Through frowns and tears you move along, And everything looks awry to you. Above, below, and around you seek To find where the causes of evil rest, But the thing that has made the world go wrong Is hidden, my friend, within your breast ! [50] COMPENSATION I LOOK into my labor, and I see Material efforts spiritualized, And tasks, most menial, mirror back to me God's Truth, in beauty, undisguised. For be my work of hand or mind or heart, The strength to do it is supplied, And every power of self I thus impart Comes back to me, in power multiplied. And thus, whate'er of self I may expend, But makes me richer than I was before. God's Truth: that what we spend or what we lend, Comes back, full measure, pressed and running o'er. And be my service for the high or low, Or be my task the greatest or the least, The bread I cast, will be returned I know As Living bread, augmented and increased In every rich supply, a sumptuous feast. [51] THE WAY OF LIFE A TABLE set for two, in a little house so new, With everything so cozy and so clean That not a speck of dust, and not a bit of rust Within the little house is ever seen. A table set for eight, in a house so big and great; With merry, happy voices, sweet and clear The rooms reverberate. From early until late We hear their noise and laughter everywhere. The years go quickly by, they seem to fairly fly! And with them, all the little ones have flown ; No happy voices fill the rooms so hushed and still, For lo ! they live in houses of their own. And once again I see, as clean as it can be, A big and silent house, so old and worn ; And once again I view a table set for two, And see an aged couple, ALL ALONE ! [52] DELIVERANCE THE way was rough and thorny, and my feet Oft strayed and stumbled, as I sought to know The safest path; and every step I took Seemed yet more weary, weak and slow. My heart was sorely burdened, and upon my life There hung a heaviness, as clanking chains Of prisoners, bound in dungeons, weigh them down To limitations and exquisite pains. Incising flesh and bone, they hold the captive And make him face the walls that hold him in, While they deride his efforts and endeavor, And mock the chafing and the hopeless pain! "Ah, life!" I cried, "the chains are heavy on thee, High walls obstruct what seems thy rightful way; Shut in are thy desires ; shut out their satisfac- tion, And scourged and mocked art thou from day to day," , [ 53 ] Helpless, I prayed : "O Father, lift me upward, And lead my weary, struggling spirit where Its equilibrium cannot be molested By earth's continuous and corroding care." He answered me, and raised my longing spirit To heights where I might view my earthly way From heaven's perspective, seeing bars and burdens As God observes and judges them each day. And lo ! the chains that bound me broke asunder As threads that bound the fabled Gulliver, When Lilliputian hands had sought so vainly Thus to control him as their prisoner. And burdens, sorrows, cares and limitations Diminished in proportion as my feet Climbed upward, and my spirit reached the borders Where heaven meets earth, in harmony com- plete. [54] EDGAR ALLAN POE 1809-1849 CHILD of the muse, so sad, so wild, So melancholy and untamed ; Thou instrument of sensitive strings, Which no man yet has named ; Thy tenuous sensibilities Were delicately, finely wrought; Thy quivering nerve strings, tightly drawn, Responded to the touch of thought, And sent back strains of wild, uncanny sound, Such weird, ethereal harmony, That whence it comes or where it goes, Alike is wrapt in mystery. [55] Far-seeing child, whose intuition Saw things which duller men could not discern ; Prophetic phrases speak in frank admission Things which the world has waited long to learn. So full of dreams which speak themselves In ghostly tales and jingling rhyme; So filled with grotesque imagery, Ridiculous, and yet sublime, Belched up from an inferno, And showered from the highest heaven; Thy thoughts have met midway on earth And mingled in melodious rhythm. Thou poor, heart-hungry, wild-eyed child, Whose wondrous and impassioned powers Create such horrors, thine own soul Doth fear them. And thy spirit cowers Before them, lest they snatch from thee These earthly terrors, mortal woes ; And give in turn immortal fears And taunt thee with more fiendish foes ; And then condemn thee to the worst That impish spirits yet have named; Target for all the fiery darts That hell itself has ever aimed. [56] Like Baudelaire, thy brother, Thou was born to feel and see The cosmic terror, restless dread, The fearful unreality Attending superstitious thought. A fierce, insatiate desire Was ever smoldering in thy breast, A burning and a living fire, Whose forked tongues of livid flame Reach forth and burn thy fellow-man Till he doth, somehow, share thy pain, And seem to know and understand Thy bold chimeras. Phantoms take Material forms, with power to move And speak and make men shudder. Thou hast ability to prove That unreality is real, And make thy readers to agree With every premise, and to form The same conclusions reached by thee. Men drink thy thought, and with each quaff They feel a strange exhilaration, Till they, too, "see things in the night" With uncontrolled imagination. [57] The gloomy "House of Usher" stands In gaseous vapors, leaden-hued ; We enter into shrouded halls By melancholia's power subdued. "The Devil in the Belfry" Is no optical illusion ; We see him tugging at the ropes, And feel the wild confusion Resulting from the striking And the counting of thirteen ; And Vondervottemittiss town, The craziest ever seen ! We walk with "Ragged Mountain's Man," Our sense with his in close alliance; And find through strange experience, The essence of a future science. We don thy magic "Spectacles," New truths to learn, new sights to see; And lo! we each discern, somewhere, Our soul's affinity. "The Gold Bug" and the parchment With accompanying enigmas Are logical and rational, With their "death's head" goat and figures. [58] Egyptian mummies rise and speak As 'twere a natural thing to do; Thy hands unloose the bindings Of their souls and bodies too. It is not strange that we should hear "The Tell-Tale Heart" to throb and beat ; We do not feel that death itself Could thwart a thing thy lips repeat. And e'en "The Black Cat's" wailing voice Is music to our willing ears; And every ghost that stalks abroad Creates most fascinating fears. Thou dreadful host of ravens, Thou dost beguile the heart and brain, Till we, ourselves, would gladly seek Uncanny birds to entertain. Thy jingling songs and wailing rhymes Have ever bound and captivated; And those who read and those who -hear Are by thy thought inoculated. "The Bells" ring out a song to-day Men never heard or knew about Until thy magic hand reached forth To draw the mellow music out. [59] They had no language, spoke no tongue, Till thou didst make interpretation ; But now we hear a message On each tintinnabulation. There is "A City in Sea," "Where Death hath reared Himself a throne ;" But none save thee have ever dared To tread its ghostly streets alone. Eulalie's curls still glisten bright, Fair Helen's starry eyes we see; All men adore thy sweet Lenore, And weep for Annabel Lee. Strange that thy weary life went out And years have passed, ere man could find The hidden beauties of thy thought, And learned the secrets of thy mind. Man's ear was dull these many years ; He could not hear thy soul's deep sighs ; His eye was dim, he could not see The visions clear to keener eyes. His heart strings were too coarse to feel The stroke of such ethereal hands; His spirit had not reached a height To catch the song of other lands. [60] But now, awakened hearts unite In universal admiration; More sensitive ears and keener sight Induce a just appreciation Of all our rich inheritance, Thy legacy, so wondrous great; With natures more in tune with thee, Our own heart strings reverberate And quiver at the magic touch Of genius. And at last we know That gifts and powers such as thine Could not from common sources flow. And truly thou hast never seen As others saw. Nor hast thou thought As ordinary mortals think; Thy soul's deep agonies have wrought An innovation. Sorrow stands All clothed in beauty, soft and gray, And pain and suffering doth command The world's respect to-day. Life's thunder clouds are beautified, And by the touch of artist hands The leaden skies somehow reflect The glorious light of other lands. [61] Thou haunted child, the fires of fate Have ever kindled round thy soul; But they have burned the dross away, And left to us the gold. And all the moans and all the groans, The sighing and the sobbing, The yearning and the burning, And the horrible heart-throbbing, "The pain called Living" conquered, Thou art loved as ne'er before; And thy soul from out the shadows Has been lifted evermore. [62] THE NEWLY-WED THE world is big and the world is wide, Bigger than just you two; So don't walk over it side by side, As if it were built for you, And you alone. There are others, dear, So many along life's road Who need just the help you two can give To lighten their weary load. You love each other, so you are strong In strength of love united; Convert no right into a wrong, But see that wrongs are righted; For love is bigger than just you two, She covers the whole creation, A limitless way you now pursue Of boundless compensation. [63] True love embraces the universe, 'Tis high as heaven, and higher; She links you two for "good or worse' To work out her desire. Too wise is she to lead astray, Too good to e'er deceive you ; But if you try to "form a trust," She'll surely turn and leave you. So let your love be brave and strong, And broad and firm and true ; Take all humanity along, As you your way pursue. For love is far too great and wide To shelter just a few; She cannot leave the world outside And fondle only you ; For, oh, the world is big, my dear, And you are only two. [64] "GONA" I LIKE the English-speaking folk, Their language, sweet and clear Falls in harmonious cadences Upon the cultured ear. Ambitious in philosophy, In science up to date; In mathematics, unexcelled, They wax exceeding great. A people truly marvelous, Progressing every hour; A forward and ambitious race Of intellectual power. And yet, with all these qualities, Recorded, praised and sung, They murder, with relentless heart, Their own, their mother tongue. When first I came a stranger here, I said: "This cannot be The language I have learned so well, These people talk to me In words and phrases all unknown, Unheard-of heretofore ; They drop the middle syllables, And endings quite ignore. [65] There's no such thing as i-n-g, And pronouns have no case." But what impressed me most of all Was Mr. Cona's grace. For weeks I wondered why it was That every man I met Said : "I'm a gona, I'm a gona I was quite beset With gonas of most varied kinds, A family most diverse; 'Twas gona this and gona that, And gona bad and worse. And every man in all the land Was gona, gona do ; Each woman was a gona, And all the children too ! My head was fairly in a whirl, And ere I half suspected, The microbe germinated, And I too was infected. O awful transformation! Can it be really true, I'm gona get demoralized, And gona talk like you? Beloved English brothers, Is your "gona" on my brain? And am / gona do and be, And gona go insane? [66] Ah yes, already I can feel My tongue a gettin' thick; And oh, I'm gona go and know Provincial rhetoric! I'm gona blame and put to shame The boastful egotist, I'm gona see if / can be A fine grammarianist. I'm gona live and gona give, And gona talk like you, I'm gona be correct, you see, And gona, gona do A lot o' things, and gona prove Before I half get through, That an educated foreigner Can be a gona too. I'm gona go and gona show You, as my power increases, That though a novice, I'm agona Beat you all to pieces! [67] "AND FEW THERE BE THAT FIND IT" SHE was a maiden, beautiful and gifted, Whom nature had endowed with rich supply Of power. With added wealth and fame she reveled In all the world bestows or gold can buy. Each shallow well of earth was sought and drunken, Each fountainhead of dissipation gained; Each pleasure and each joy the world could offer Was found, and every broken cistern drained. But oh, the longing and the burning pain, The hunger and the thirst endured each day ! Intensifying, as she sought in vain The thirst to quench, the hunger to allay. [68] Ah, Satisfaction ! Thou art so evasive ! A bright mirage, enticing us in vain ; Thy sparkling streams and waving branches mock us, As ever in the distance they remain. Each day some new attraction was presented, Each day her longing spirit tried once more To satisfy, but with each vain endeavor She found herself more hungry than before. And yet, with all the striving and the yearning, She mingled with the gayest of the gay ; And no one saw the hidden embers burning, Nor knew the sorrows deeply hid away. And thus the years passed wearily and slowly, The hunger of her spirit unallayed, Till one day, stricken with a nameless sorrow, In agony of soul she knelt and prayed. For though her soul had sought for joy and gladness, She now was forced to find a hopeless woe; She saw a pathway, dark and uninviting, Whose thorny way her tottering feet must go. In shadows of a dark Gethsemane, She lingered, till the victory had been won. Then up the rugged heights of Calvary She bore the heavy cross of shame alone. [69] Alone? One walked before, Whose steps she followed, Whose bleeding footsteps marked the rocky way; This was the path of death, whose night of anguish Precedes the glorious Resurrection day! Her tired feet were torn and bruised and bleed- ing* She staggered 'neath the weight of what she bore; The cross was heavy; yet, with faith unwaver- ing* She bravely followed Him Who walked before, And through the "narrow way" her broken spirit Was led to where the Christ could make it whole ; And, like Him, she found satisfaction When she had seen the "travail of her send" [70] "THE LAST SHALL BE FIRST" To the gates of Paradise one day Came a woman, old and worn and gray ; No victories won, no triumphs great, Could she present at the golden gate. No noble deeds, no records fair, Could gain for her an entrance there. For she'd done nothing but Avork each day At home, in the old-time, busy way. From dawn till noon, from noon till late, She worked and struggled for children eight. She therefore brought no trophies sweet, Nor gifts to lay at the Master's feet. She sat in the distance, and worshiped afar, Asking no crown nor a single star. Humble on earth, she was humble still, Seeking the humblest place to fill. But lo! as she sought the lowest place, The King's own glory filled her face. Hundreds and thousands of angel forms Hovered around her with glorious songs. A crown of myriad stars so bright Almost blinded her wondering sight ; 'Twas placed upon her honored head, While angels, hovering 'round her, said: [71] "For years eight pairs of willing hands Have worked for God in many lands. You only saved your boys, you plead; They each have found more souls in need Than you could find, had you but tried To do a little work outside. Surely a work is better done When eight are doing instead of one. So rest in peace, those boys so dear Saved all this throng of angels here, And more are coming every day Who, through them, found the narrow way. Never was work more nobly done, Never a crown more truly won ; Never was trophy more hardly bought, Never a battle more fiercely fought; Never a field more broad and vast Than that which you have overcast. For while you mingle with this throng, Your labor still is going on. And while you rest within the gate, Your work is being done by eight. Where ends the work you've done so well, ETERNITY alone can tell." [72] THE DAISY'S SECRET MY garden was a paradise of color and per- fume, The very air around it seemed bursting into bloom. The sunshine was so yellow, the grasses were so green, And the roses and peonies the reddest ever seen. Every color of the rainbow sparkled in the sun and dew, And the glowing blossoms nodded as the morn- ing breezes blew. I reveled in the beauty, as I breathed the scented air, My soul was filled with music and my heart was free from care. And when I viewed my Eden in the early golden light, My spirit rose within me till it reached a dizzy height ; Till enveloped in the mazes of color and per- fume, I found myself attracted by a modest little bloom. [73] A commonplace creation in a little frill of white Around a heart of purest gold had ventured into sight. It stood outside the garden. Beyond it stretched the green Of meadows ; and still further on, a shady wood is seen. I hear the merry, trickling sound of waters, sweet and clear, The babbling murmur of a tiny brooklet flow- ing near. I crossed to where the daisy stood, in sweet humility, I bent to hear its breathing, and it whispered unto me A secret! Shall I tell you? Ah no, I can- not find Words to express the secret of a little daisy's mind. But an ecstasy no longer pervaded heart and brain, And the music in my bosom took on a softer strain. [7*] I kissed the snowy petals and the little heart of gold, And hid within my bosom the secret that it told; And softer shades stole silently and settled everywhere, A calmness and a stillness filled all the earth and air; A holy solitude prevailed ; I knew that God was there, And my spirit rose to meet Him in sweet ador- ing prayer. [75] A QUESTION IF no one knew that you and I Performed the loving deed; If no one knew whose hand supplied The wants of those in need; If no one knew, and no one cared Whether we of our bounty spared, Save One, Who dwells in heaven above; Would we perform the deed of love? If no one knew or praised our name, Would we perform it just the same? If friends should doubt and misconstrue The motives of the good we do, And persecute us day by day By all that they could do and say ; If censure in her scorn should rise Our every effort to despise; If grief and sorrow also came, And grave suspicion brought our name Down low to whisperings of shame; Would we perform the loving deed, And help supply our brother's need? [76] Ah, wherein dwells the sweet desire? What motives do our work inspire? Would we count everything but loss, And glory only in the cross Of Jesus, crucified? And would our hearts be satisfied, And still delight His will to do, If no one saw, and no one knew? Would you and I so joyful be If there were none to know or see; And none to praise the good we do? Would you and I be just as true, If no one knew? [77] ACCOMPANYING A WEDDING GIFT I WOULD not ask the sun to shine Unclouded on thy wedded way ; I would not ask for thee and thine A bright and endless day; But I would ask the clouds to lower, And even darkest night descend, If only strength and spirit power Would fill your souls each passing hour, And keep you to the end. All sunshine would a desert make, An endless day destructive be; So may a wise and heavenly hand Adjust the light and shade for thee. [78] TO MABLE CLARE LITTLE white rose-bud, so dainty and pure, Storms of this life thou couldst never endure ; So ere the heat of the mid-summer day, The Master hath plucked thee and borne thee away. Borne thee away to a garden more fair; Storms cannot hurt thee when sheltered up there. Winds cannot scatter thy petals afar, Nothing can blight thee and nothing can mar. Dear little rose-bud, so fragile and white, Plucked from a garden where storms ever blight, Thou art transplanted to blossom above, Tended and sheltered by infinite love. Would I recall thee to blossom below, Scorched by the sunshine and chilled by the snow? No ! Thou shalt never by life's storms be riven ; Gladly I give thee to blossom in heaven. [79] THE SUNNY SIDE THE flowers on the window shelf are very sweet and bright, But they always grow one-sided if I do not turn them right. "And what is right?" I hear you ask. Just daily turned around, Until the light from yonder sun each barren spot has found. The sun's attractive powers draw the side that is exposed, Till tiny buds and blossoms spring, and thus The flower grows. So many faulty human plants this lesson will not learn, They always grow one-sided because they will not turn. Their branches weak and tender should receive a little light, They need to face the sun awhile, if they would grow aright. [80] PUBLIC OFFICE IF you're in the lumber business, Run a farm or keep a store; If you follow a profession, With a card upon your door; If you're runnin' of a saw-mill, Or a' workin' turpentine; From a' peddlin' pins and needles To the workin' of a mine: No one cares to criticise you If you save or spend or lose ; You can squander all your dollars, Or may bank them, if you choose. Liberty is ever granted To the pioneer or novice, For to use his own. Exceptin' When you're holdin' public office, May the Lord have mercy on you, Grant you all-sustainin' grace If you work and make your livin' In this awful, awful place. For no matter what you're makin', You can never dare control it; Save or spend it, bank or lend it, Everybody knows you stole it. [81] TWICE HID "I SHALL not fear what man can do," No fiery dart nor word untrue, No look of scorn nor censure rife Can in the least affect my life. No strife nor storm which man can brew, No methods which his wiles pursue, No poisoned arrow he can fling, No accusation he can bring, Can ever touch my soul, ah no! Safe and secure from mortal foe I dwell. "With Christ in God I hide," No danger can my soul betide. And though the storms without may rage, No fear doth e'er my soul engage. Such safe protection must suffice, For lo! my soul is hidden twice. [8*] THE CASTAWAY SHE was dead ! And nobody came to moan, no loved one lingered near; In the coffin-shop she lay alone, and nobody shed a tear. Who was it came in the silent night, As she lay so still and cold and white; When never a trace of her sin she bore, To look at her sad, sweet face once more? Who was it came? Her brothers in sin! They crowded around the bier, And gazed at the fragile form within; but nobody shed a tear ! Nobody moaned that she was gone, For the only friends whom she had known, Had never a tear to shed; So nobody grieved that she was dead. They knew as they stood in the silence there, and looked at the poor wan face, Of censure and blame they had no share, nor sting in the dire disgrace. They still might stand with a head erect, And never lack for the world's respect ; For living or dead, they still might claim The best of friends and a virtuous name ! [83] But she whose life they had helped to blight lacked even a place to die, And the earth itself refused a site for a grave in which to lie. So they carried her out to the potter's field, In the early morning hours; And nobody followed the lonely bier, Nor strewed the grave with flowers. The twitter of birds was the funeral dirge, while the sobbing winds, made moan, And the dewdrops wept for the child that slept, outcast, forsaken, alone. O heaven, grant what the world denies, Some measure of pity show; Prepare some place in the starry skies, Where the fallen child may go! [84] SELF'S TRIAL OF SELF IT is not hard to satisfy what others may re- quire, Nor is it hard for us to grant what other men desire. 'Tis easy to insure good will so long as we are pleasing, If we but flatter and caress, men's praises flow unceasing. If life were nothing but to please and satisfy our neighbor, Each man his conscience might appease and save himself much labor. A smile; a few well chosen words; an interest and attention ; Decided preference shown for each, avoidance of contention; Small favors that would manifest a deep con- sideration : These, with a sympathy expressed, will gain his approbation. [85] 'Tis easy other men to please, but have you e'er reflected How hard it is to be and do all that yourself expected ? The man within you doth require more than the man without you, And self is more exacting far than any man about you. So many standards have been raised and placed for our attainment, And many judges sit in state for mortal man's arraignment. But strange to say, each judge may be the dupe of some deception ; Their standards vary every day, and there is much deflection. One only standeth firm and true, defying con- troversy, And self, the gravest judge of all, condemns us without mercy. [86] SWEET SHRUBS THE tiny brown thing in my hand Can scarce be called a bloom; So unattractive to the eye, The petals stiff and closely lie, Emitting no perfume. I crush it harshly in my palm, When lo! to my surprise A heavenly fragrance fills the room, A sweet and ravishing perfume From the crushed petals rise. I lay me in my Father's hand, A life without perfume ; In earth's degenerate garden born, No bright and glowing shades adorn The stiff and blighted bloom. I dare not question what He does, He knows what He's about; If aught of good doth in me hide, If any sweetness there abide; He crushes, till He brings it out. [87] HIDDEN TREASURES DAY by day the work went on, The earth's great bosom was rent and torn ; As men digged down with relentless stroke, Till her bosom heaved and her heart was broke. But a way was made to the depths below, Where gems were hid in a golden glow; And day by day as time went by, When the earth had ceased to moan and sigh, I saw brought forth in boundless measure The richest and best of her hidden treasure ; For deep in the broken heart there lay The richest gems ever hid away. Day by day the work goes on, The bosom of man is rent and torn, As spiritual forces daily try To open the depths where the treasures lie. The bosom may heave and the heart may break, But forces of God make no mistake. [88] The flesh is pierced, till the real and true Of man's best nature is brought to view. Destroying the forces of self and sin, The Christ is working His way within. For He knows that the rarest treasures start And have their root in a broken heart. [89] ACCOMPANYING A GIFT OF "THOUGHTS" MANY have sent thee gifts to-day. Which loving hands have wrought; Treasures from home and far-away Love's tender hands have brought. A miscellany doubtless shows Some things which money bought. I longed to add some little thing, To bring one trophy more; And wondered much what gift I'd bring To swell the gracious store. I looked in all the shops and stores, On every laden shelf; And then, dear friend, I sat me down And looked into myself. I searched my heart. Some cherished truths Were soon disclosed to me; I brought them forth, and wrote them down, And simple though they be, They are the treasures of my heart, Which I divide with thee. [90] ONE YEAR IN HEAVEN TO MABLE-CLARE ONE year ago thy house of clay Was left to ruin and decay ; While thou, thyself, ascended high To brighter realms beyond the sky. Ah, wondrous change, what glories thine! What peace, what joys about thee shine! No sickness and no sorrow given, No pain nor tears for thee, in heaven. One year in heaven! How sublime The thought to us, and yet the time Which we have spent has been in tears ; The sorrow and the pain of years Have flowed from out these hearts of ours, Since on thy breast the orange flowers Were placed, with roses, sweet and fair, Whose perfume filled the morning air. [91] One year in heaven, from sorrow free; No fear, no pain, no tears for thee. What paths of peace thy feet have trod, Since thou hast been one year with God ! Yet all the years that thou shalt be In heaven's vast eternity, Shall take none from its endless store, Thy joys shall live forevermore. We're one year nearer thee to-day Than when thy spirit passed away. We're one year closer to the goal That waits for every faithful soul. And while our hearts still ache and yearn, We would not have thee to return. We know that we shall come to thee, And where thou art, we soon shall be. [92] THE JUDGMENT WHAT would I have my Lord to say, When He shall judge my life, some day? Would I rejoice to have my name Read from a weighty roll of fame, And hear Him say : "Lo, she was great, She ranked as First in earthly state. Her genius stirred the depths of thought, And great the wonders that she wrought. In word or work I find no flaws, She merited the world's applause. Her name was first, the greatest, best, As judged by man's severest test"? Not thus, not thus ! My Lord, ah, no ! I would not have Thee judge me so. For first on earth, the last shall be; The great shall be the least with Thee ! No, Master, let me hear Thee say : "She was the last and least, alway. For Me she lived, and for My cause She worked; nor sought the world's applause. Her humble service hath withstood The test of fire. I find it good ; For lo! she hath done what she could!" [93] THE BREVITY OF LIFE "We spend our years as a tale that is told." And the whole world hears the story; Does it bring to the name of the Heavenly King All honor and praise and glory? 'Tis one of the tales that is not twice told, Only once 'tis briefly spoken ; Say, what would your life and mine speak out If the tale were suddenly broken? "We spend our lives as a tale that is told," "We all do fade as a leaf ;" "As the grass of the field" we fade away, "As a flower" our days are brief. "As a shadow declineth" our years are spent, "A wind that passeth away ;" Thou hast made "as a hairbreadth our pilgrim- age here;" And given us "dwellings of clay." [94] "Our breath is corrupt and our days are ex- tinct," The graves stand open for all; "To the land of darkness and shadow of death, We hasten to answer the call. "Lord make us to know our measure of days" And fill them with knowledge and power; O, grant that we honor and glorify Thee, Even though we "fade as a flower." Even though "as a shadow we vanish away ;" Though our "years are spent as a sleep ;" Though "carried away as with a great flood," Still over us vigilance keep. O, guard Thou our days, our months and our years, And grant they may glorify Thee ; May they be as full of Thy knowledge and power, "As waters that cover the sea." The life that we live is the tale that we tell, Only once 'tis briefly spoken; Say, what would your life and mine speak out, If the tale were suddenly broken? [95] RELIGIOUS SELF-DENIAL "DENY thyself!" The Master says to me, And in the circumstances of each hour He shows me what this self-denial means And teaches me the secret of its power. 'Tis in the little things of life, each day, The common-place conditions of my lot; The Master comes, and in His loving way Shows things forbid, and sayeth: "Thou shalt not." "Deny thyself" means just to lay on Him The things that check our progress on the road To heaven; laying our weary burdens down And trusting Him to bear the heavy load. To yield the things that hinder and impede, And get, in turn, the things that satsify; To yield earth's scanty tribute to our need, And draw on heaven for every rich supply. [99] MATTHEW 25 : 41, 46 LORD, when didst Thou come hungry, and I refuse to feed? When didst Thou come a stranger, and I not know Thy need? When didst Thou come in sickness and sorrow unto me? And when wast Thou in prison, and I not visit Thee? "Ah verily," He answered: "Each time thy brother came To ask thy ministration, he pleaded in My name. In countless ways, disguised I came and asked thee for relief; In want, in suffering and shame, I brought to thee my grief. "I often came an hungered, and many times I pled Just for a cup of water or for a crust of bread. Sometimes I looked unworthy and ragged, worn and poor; And oft as a stranger have I knocked upon thy door. [100] And one day when thy house was full, when sorest burdens pressed, And thou wast sick ; I came to thee, thy love to fully test. As Abram's royal visitors, disguised I passed thy way; But thou didst not invite me to rest with thee that day. "Thy reasoning was so logical that I could clearly see That though thy house was spacious, there was no room for me. But ah, if thou hadst known Me, and what thou wouldst have gained, The room would somehow have been made, and I would have remained." And thus it is from time to time, the loved and unloved come To ask some benediction; to share our hearts and home. The Lord, disguised! He comes to test His children day by day ; Ah, dare we scorn His pleading voice, and turn our Lord away? [101] "HE PROVETH YOU" THY feet may walk in shadowed ways, thy heart with pain may heavy be ; But "Fear not, for thy God is come, and He but proveth thee." Sorrows may come and anguish sore may rage within thy heaving breast; But be thou not cast down, for thus God often brings his test. The days may bring but joyless hours, the night may dark and heavy be ; But God moves in each circumstance, and through them proveth thee. No matter what may be thy lot, no matter whither thou dost move: In every detail of thy life, the Master comes to prove. If thou wilt but submissive be and daily bear the test, He'll lead thee up to higher ground and thou shalt be more fully blest. For after thou hast bravely stood the test of water and of fire, He'll show thee wondrous things, and give to thee thy heart's desire. [102] Then falter not, accept God's plan, and ask for eyes of faith to see "The wealthy place which lies beyond" the tests which come to thee. Beyond the water and the fire lies an experi- ence, rich and rare, Where thou canst say : "He tries my heart, and findest nothing there." [103] "WHATSOEVER YE DO" LORD, if I may not use Thee in my daily life, In the small tasks that come from hour to hour; If, in the petty trials, in the jar and strife, I may not call on Thee for strength and grace and power: Then why, O Lord, hast Thou entreated me To come to Thee when weary, and find rest? Why hast Thou offered me Thy yoke, and bid- den me To find in Thee the sweetest and the best? Why hast Thou said Thou art a help in time of need, If, when I need Thee most, Thou must deny? Why hast Thou said Thou art a mighty Rock, If I unto that fortress may not fly? And, Lord, if Thou art water in a weary land, Surely, when in my work I strive to honor Thee, Thou wilt permit my thirsty soul to drink The Living Waters, clear and pure and free ! [104] If, as a Father, Thou dost pity me, Then give me zeal and knowledge, give me power, That I may give Thee glory in the work I do And honor in the tasks of every hour. Why hast Thou said Thou art a shelter in the storm, If from those storms Thou wilt not let me hide? O God, if in my daily life Thou dost not walk with me My soul shall find no other help beside. Wilt Thou not shelter me, and in my work each day Stand by and show me how to honor Thee ? Let those who look upon me in my labor say : "Just see how strong a child of God can be !" Let everything be done as unto God, my King, And may I honor Thee in things both great and small, Oh give me might to do whate'er my hands may find, And in my work may Christ be "All in All." [105] UNSEEN FORCES "HE maketh his angels spirits, his ministers, flaming fire," (Heb. 1: 7) He sendeth His hosts in danger to work out His desire. "Are they not ministering spirits" sent forth from God above? (Heb. 1 : 14) To heirs of His salvation, the objects of His love ? O'er thee He gives His angels charge to keep in all thy ways; (Psa. 91: 11) Wilt thou not trust the heavenly hosts his ban- ner wide to raise? They'll bear thee up, lest thou shouldst dash thy foot against a stone; He will not suffer thee to stray nor ever be alone. With thee He sends his angels to prosper all thy way; (Gen. 24: 40) He goeth on before thee to make thy path like day. (Isa. 58: 10) Chariots, twenty thousand, a great and mighty throng, (Psa. 68: 17) He sends for thy protection to guard thy way along. [106] Ah, let us dare to tread the way the faithful ever trod, For wonderful and great and strong are forces of our God. Imbued with power, they move along, unseen, unheard and still; They come as "messengers of God" to do His holy will. [107] "TRADITION OF MEN" LORD, I would magnify Thee in my body day by day, (Phil. 1 :20) And seek to glorify Thee in Thine own ap- pointed way. (I Cor. 6: 20) But doctrines new and strange have come and filled my heart with grief: They call this body Thou hast made: "Erro- neous belief." "The Lord is for the body, and the body for the Lord;" (I Cor. 6: 13) "The sound old doctrine" teaches in Thine inspired Word. But now, alas ! they tell us the body Thou didst make From earth's material substance was all a big mistake. 'Tis an "Illusion"; nothing real attended its creation ; An "Error" and the product of a "Vain im- agination." "My body was not hid from Thee" was written long ago; (Psa. 139:15) And Thou hast called this "House of clay" Thy "dwelling-place" below; (I. Cor. 3: 16) "A temple of the Holy Ghost" which God would fain enjoy; [108] And whosoe'er destroys it, God surely will de- stroy. (I Cor. 3:17) "The Saviour of the body" (Eph. 5: 23) re- quires a consecration; (Rom. 12:1) But how can I present to Him a "vain imagi- nation" ? Forgive me, Lord, I cannot yield my body unto Thee, For "Scientists" have destroyed it, and taken it from me. My "non-existing, sinless self" is filled with dire confusion ; To know what even God would do with "mortal- mind illusion." "That which is born of flesh is flesh," say men inspired of old; (John. 3: 16) But "learned men" of recent years a different tale have told. I have no body to be sick, nor limbs to give me pain; I have no head to throb and ache, nor hold imagined brain. Sweet "chemicalization" is the only hope I know; And if I suffer, I must lie, and say it is not so ; Until I reach a higher plane where "latent errors" cease; And tear from out my Bible all mention of disease. [109] For though God spoke of sickness, and pains that throb and ache, Our present "sages" were not there to tell Him His mistake. And so we must forgive Him, O sacrilegious thought ! He simply lacked instruction on what His hands had wrought. He says He made a body and breathed a soul therein ; But God was just "deluded," for this could not have been. "Philosophers and scientists" give us a new translation ; Material man was never made, and there was no creation. Through curious forms of logic and unique dis- putation, They prove that from the dust of earth God formed "imagination." Of course the dust did not exist, so this is their conclusion : That out of nothing God created "Error and delusion" ! [110] "THERE IS A SIN UNTO DEATH" I SAW a great and mighty throng, Who pressed the way of life along As if their feet were marching on To funeral dirge, or mourning song, To meet a direful fate. The way They walked all uninviting lay; Yet, which it seemed they still must tread Without alternative. In fear and dread, They seemed compelled a hopeless road To walk, and bear a hopeless load. How strange ! methought, that sons of God, Made in His image, thus have trod The way of life ! Why so ? Why all this sorrow, grief and woe? If life's a spark thrown from the living fire Of God's own nature, born of His desire, Made in His likeness : why should we Live in such hopeless misery? Where is the light of the living spark, That men should grope in a path so dark? , [111] And yet, a sort of light is evident to me, As I more closely look. In their dark eyes I see A gleam of light! But, ah, it starts From minds, and not from out their hearts. For though I see a gleam of mental fire, Something is lacking, Is't the heart's desire For better things than mind can give? And is this why they die while yet they live?) Something is gone ; for lifeless, cold and dead Each spiritual thought within the bosom bred. 'Tis darkness all the way along. And yet, each one of all that mighty throng Is visible. As a dark spot On darkness, I see each ; a blot Upon the blackness of the atmosphere. Each man a groping slave to dread and fear. I watch them with abated breath, A mass of lifeless life, a deathless death! Dead ? Yea, and yet they live ! Each day Rattling their bones of death along life's way. [112] Who are they, all this mighty throng, That press the way of life along? Adding such deadness unto death, Polluting darkness with their darker breath? Lo ! these are they who, having eyes, see naught ; Whose ears to hear, the message never caught ; The spark which in their breasts did shine Was never lit by light divine, Because they never would admit Its glorious rays, but banished it. Preferring darkness and the night to day, That which they had the Master took away. "The lamp of life within, is darkness" ; ne'er again Can it be lit! Thy prayers for them are vain. "The salt hath lost its savor." Day by day They grieved my Spirit, till He went away. They would not let the germ of life conceive; And now, alas ! they never can receive The spiritual life! Death reigns instead, And hopeless night prevails ; for lo ! the seed is dead! [113] "EVEN IN ALL POINTS" "TOUCHED with a feeling of all my infirmities," Filled with a pity for all I endure; "Tempted in all points," even as I am, Friend of the sinner, though sinless and pure. Blest Son of God, mine own "elder brother" ! Sweet the assurance which Thou dost declare ; Never impatient and never upbraiding, "Touched with a feeling" of all I must bear. Others may charge me with weakness and error, Others may censure and justly reprove; But thou art "touched with a feeling" of pity, Moved with compassion and infinite love ! "Touched with a feeling of all my infirmities," Thou hast provided escape from them all; "Tempted in all points" even as we are, Thou wilt not suffer Thy children to fall. For like the lambs that are wayward and help- less, Carried by Thee until strengthened to stand ; Then gently led o'er the uneven pathway, Ever supported by Thy loving hand. Power for the weak ones Thou hast provided, Each bruised reed is an object of care; "Tempted in all points" even as I am, "Touched with a feeling" of all I must bear. [115] MY PRAYER FULLY surrendered, dear Father; passive, sub- missive and still; Mold me and shape me and use me; do what- soever You will. If there is aught that I know not, aught in my life or my heart, Aught that is still unsurrendered, wilt Thou the knowledge impart? Show it to me, O my Saviour, prove me and know I am Thine; Try all my reins, test and prove me, fill me with knowledge divine. Crucify every ambition, all that I am or shall be; Reckon me dead, and then raise me glorified, Saviour, with Thee. Do not withhold from me, Father, aught Thou hast promised to me; Let it be always descending ; measureless, bound- less and free. Show me the depths of thy mercy, make me to see and to know All that Thy love and Thy power stand ever glad to bestow. [116] Show me the hope of Thy calling ; what is Thy purpose for me; Making me glad to fulfill and attain all that will glorify Thee. Make me each day to approach Thee nearer than ever before; Make me to ever press onward, loving and serv- ing Thee more. Make the cross heavy, if need be; bitter the cup Thou dost give: If it will only work in me, more in Thy pres- ence to live. Lord, I am weary with struggling, helpless I cry unto Thee; Take me and daily work in me all Thou wouldst have me be. Clay in the hands of the Potter; gold in a fur- nace of fire ; Come and fulfill in my being all of Thy heart's desire. Fully surrendered, dear Master; passive, sub- missive and still; Mold me and shape me and use me; do what- soever you will. [117] "YE KNOW NOT WHAT YE ASK" "GivE me, O Lord, a spotless life, a heart of purity ; And all that Thy redemption hath promised unto me. Give me the fullness of Thy power, Sufficient grace each passing hour." But as I pled each passing day, I heard a voice beside me say: "Ye know not what ye ask." "Give me, O Lord, ability, that I someday stand Exalted, in Thy Kingdom, Lord, and by Thine own right hand. Ambition fires my soul, to-day; So give the greatest gifts I pray; And promise I shall sit by Thee On high"; again He said to me: "Ye know not what ye ask." [118] "O Christ, Thou knowest my desire is ever just and right; Fill me with grace and love and light, and strength and pow'r and might, Oh, give me honor, glory, fame, And all God offers, in Thy name May I with boldness dare to claim." But lo ! the same voice said again : "It is not mine to give." "But it is mine to fill for thee the cup each passing day, And bid thee drink till thou art filled with deep humility. If thou wouldst daily serve and save, Be thou baptized in sorrow's wave: Ask nothing, but to follow on, And drink the cup as I have done; Drink ye the cup and live ! "The gifts and powers thou hast asked, the spiritual life divine, Are built and strengthened in their growth and likened unto mine. By drinking of the cup I give ; 'Tis only thus thy soul shall live. But when ye ask for exaltation, For gifts and honors of salvation, Ye know not what ye ask." [119] "HE THAT SINNETH WRONGETH HIS OWN SOUL" CHILDREN, 'tis yourselves ye injure when ye walk in paths of sin, 'Tis your own souls ye are wronging, when My ways ye walk not in. When ye hate Me, ye are hating life and all the joy it holds; Loving death, and all the suffering which it brings to sinful souls. He that hateth Me, but wrongeth his own soul, and soon is caught (Psa. 9: 16) In the net which he hath woven, in the work his hands hath wrought. And into the pit he diggeth, he himself shall soon be cast; (Psa. 9: 15) His own hands have shaped its borders, made it deep and broad and vast. [120] His own hands have built the prison where he must in bondage lie ; His own lips have drunk the poison which com- pels his soul to die. Man's own wickedness correcteth, his back- sliding doth reprove; (Jer. 2: 14) Laws of sin convict the sinner, when he doth reject my love. (Jer. 10: 14) Filled with their own vile devices, eating fruit of their own ways, (Prov. 1: 31) Walking in the sparks they kindle, thus the wicked spend their days. (Isa. 50: 1) Ye, who in affliction dwelleth, with a heart estranged from Me; Thine own ways and thine own doings have pro- cured these things for thee. Would ye know what hath withholden good things from thee all thy days? (Jer. 5: 25) Thine iniquity and sinning, and thy disobedient ways. Do ye think ye can provoke Me by the evil that ye choose? (Jer. 7:19) Lo! it is yourselves ye injure, 'tis your own souls that ye lose! [121] I Am GOD, ye cannot harm Me by an evil act of thine ; And whate'er My law requireth is for thy best good, not Mine. Yet, I made thee in My image, and would not have thee degrade Nor to wrong the soul I gave thee, nor despise the life I made. For thine own sake, I would have thee choose to-day the better part ; 'Tis for thee, not for thy Master, I desire thy mind and heart. Sin will surely overthrow thee, hard is the trans- gressor's way; (Prov. 13: 15) When no peace is to the wicked, why reject My peace to-day? (Isa. 57: 21) In thine own volition dwelleth thine own destiny and fate; Choose to-day, for there is danger, if thou shouldst procrastinate. Come back to the "Rock of Ages," that from which thy soul was hewn ; In Me thou shalt find completeness, all for which thy soul doth yearn. [122] THE THIRTY-SEVENTH PSALM FRET not thyself because of evil doers in the land; Trust in the Lord, and do thou good, so shalt thou understand That they shall be cut down as grass and wither as the herb ; Let not the evil deeds of men thy heart's sweet peace disturb. Thy righteousness shall shine as light, thy judgments as the day. Rest in the Lord, wait patiently, commit to Him thy way. For He shall laugh at evil men, and knoweth what shall be; He cutteth him from off the earth ; but He shall prosper thee ! Preserved art thou forevermore, and some day thou shalt know The fate of men who love not God nor serve Him here below. The wicked draweth out his sword and bends his bow to slay The faithful and the upright ones ; who serve and watch and pray. [123] But God hath said the sword they draw shall cut their hearts in twain, The bows they draw shall broken be, and they themselves be slain. The wicked, great within himself, doth spread himself in pride, Like green trees in their native soil which have the storms defied. But someday, thou shalt look for him; and lo, he shall not be ! For God shall surely cut him down; but He shall prosper thee! And give thee all thy heart's desire and mark thy latter end With peace and rich inheritance, and will thy cause defend. Wait on the Lord and keep His way, He shall thy stronghold be; When wicked men shall be no more, He still will prosper thee. The Lord forsaketh not His saints, He is their strength and stay; Their feet shall never slide, for He goes with them all the way. [124] "LOVEST THOU ME MORE THAN THESE?" CHILDREN, whom I love so fondly, ye for whom I gave my all; Count with Me this day the pleasures which your heart and soul enthrall. Come and let us talk together, come and let us look and see What thou lovest of earth's pleasures more than thou hast loved ME ! Thou, who art a slave to riches, full of greed and loving gain; Heedless of the many warnings, I have made so clear and plain ; Lay thy gold in shining masses, as is best thine eye to please; Look upon it, then give answer: "Dost thou love Me more than these?" [125] Daughter, dressed in fashion's plumage, decked with jewels rich and rare, Filled with pride for thine adornment, anxious, lest thou be not fair: Thou, who art a friend to mammon, who with worldlings mingle free; Who, amused with their amusements, ne'er can truly follow Me: Hast thou never read the message written in my holy Word, Warning thee that mammon's friendship must estrange thee from thy Lord? Let Me give thee holy garments, undefiled and free from sin; Be the King's own glorious daughter, beauti- ful and pure within. Thou, who art forever burdened with life's petty toils and cares ; Thou, who for earth's food and raiment spendest all thy strength and years ; Look thou unto Me, and love ME! Let thy hands from labor cease Long enough for Me to teach thee how to love Me more than these. [126] Whatsoever thou hast loved more than thou hast loved Me, Yield it, spurn it, cast it from thee, share with Me my calvary. Lay it down upon the altar; let it no more hinder thee; Love not aught in earth or heaven, more than thou hast loved ME ! [127] O LORD, mine eyes have searched to find The workings of Thy mighty mind ; Mine ears have listened to discern The things I so desire to learn. Through reasoning powers and mental strain, Have I endeavored to obtain Knowledge of what Thy hands have wrought, The secrets of Thy mighty thought. Surely the time is near at hand When men shall know and understand; Philosophy and science will show All that our souls desire to know! Investigation will not be In vain. The mystery Which He hath hitherto concealed, Through deep research shall be revealed. And so I labored on each day, Seeking to know the truth, the way, Through mental effort, demonstration, And strenuous investigation, Ever learning, yet remaining In the bond of error's chaining. Shame, dismay and deep confusion Crowding fast on my delusion. [128] Till in deep humiliation I implored for Christ's salvation. Wise no more, I now became Fool enough to see my shame. Starving for the Living Bread, As a little child I pled. Till the blessed Spirit's power Showed through wondrous revelation, That the kingdom of our Lord Cometh not with observation! [129] LIFE'S HIGHWAY I STAND to-day upon a place Where many pathways meet ; They stretch afar their separate ways From underneath my feet. A step decides the way I choose, But I decide which step to take; I therefore hesitate, and pray That I the wisest choice may make. Each holds its own reward, and each Leads to its separate goal; Each path allures my doubting heart And tempts my waiting soul. I look each shining way, and see The bright attractions there displayed ; The gifts and prizes offered me In bold relief arrayed. How can I choose? My greedy heart Desires them all. My wayward feet Would walk all ways at once, and reach, If possible, each joy complete. I therefore hesitate. And ere I choose my way, I hear a voice: [130] "There is a way that seemeth right Unto a man, withhold thy choice; And hear ! The end thereof is death ! These ways appeal to carnal eyes ; 'Tis to the natural heart they call And offer each respective prize. Beware! Nor turn from left to right, Thine onward way pursue; Trust me, and be thou not afraid, I'll lead thee safely through." But Lord, I see no other path, Save these, which brightly turn aside; The forward way is dark and cold, Where naught but danger can betide. "Press forward, Thou canst not discern The spiritual visions waiting thee; But I will give thee eyes of faith, If thou wilt walk with me." I stand to-day upon a place Where many pathways meet; On right and left they stretch afar, And tempt my faltering feet. I look ahead! The way is dark; But "Turn ye not" I hear Him say; I place my trembling hand in His, And trust the Christ, the Living Way! [131] CONSECRATE AND CONCENTRATE CONSECRATION, consecration means to give my all to Thee ; Yielding up the life that now is, and the life that is to be. Concentration, concentration means to fix my mind and heart On this purpose of my being, and to nobly do my part. Consecration, concentration, two essentials to salvation ; Trusting Him for saving grace: Yet with strong determination to receive His approbation, And to nobly fill my place. I must be co-worker with Him; consecrate and concentrate All my body, soul and spirit to attain the per- fect state. Diligently must I labor; concentrate my every power To work out the great salvation He works in me every hour. Consecration, concentration, work in me, Lord, Thy salvation; And help me from day to day, With a strong determination to work out my own salvation In Thine own appointed way. Consecrate me, concentrate me, more and more with power divine ; Make me diligent and faithful, make me to be wholly Thine. Make me to receive Thy power in a quiet, pas- sive way; Then to work with strength and vigor, faint- ing not from day to day. Working in my consecration, as if all my soul's salvation Was depending upon me; Trusting, as if all depended on Thy mercies, never ending. Help me, Lord, to faithful be. [183] Consecrated concentration is the Christian's daily need ; I must work out my salvation if I would be Thine indeed. Vigilant and energetic, passive, lowly, meek and still; Letting Thee work in me daily all Thy blessed, holy will. Then, with deep humiliation, seeking constant revelation, Looking always unto Thee ; Consecrated concentration works out full and free salvation, Which Thou workest, Lord, in me. [134] "HIS BLOOD WILL I REQUIRE" I WALKED along the strait and narrow way, Grateful and glad that He had chosen me To follow where He leadeth, day by day, In sunny paths of life and liberty. But many were the paths that oft diverged, And subtly crept aside, to lead astray The traveler, oft allured, and oft deceived By imitations of the "narrow way." One path alluring, and withal so near To me, I thought 'twould surely do no harm To merely turn aside awhile. And so I walked therein with no alarm. I did not stumble, neither did I stray afar; Mine eyes still saw my Guide, and I returned Into the blessed way ; but soon had cause to weep Over the ruin wrought, the lesson learned. For just behind me, where the paths diverged, A brother, weak, had stumbled on the way; Stumbled in following me ! "O God, forgive !" I cried, as he, my brother, helpless lay. [135] Helpless and weak and lamer than before ! I saw him fight and struggle to be free; Until he sank, defeated, lost forevermore, With feeble hands outstretched in vain to me! And though I soon regained the narrow way, Aspiring still to reach the shining goal, I sorely wept, for through each passing day I felt this brother's blood upon my soul. [136] ACTIVE CHRISTIANITY The simple conditions of entering the spiritual life, the passive state of merely "believing on Christ," the attitude of being as "clay in the hands of the Potter," have their place in Christian experience and are good as far as they go. The soul that stops here, however, soon finds that the seed brings forth no fruit, that "faith without works is dead," and will some day learn the truth of those mighty and awful words: "Not everyone that saith Lord, Lord, will enter the king- dom, but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven." "Go forth," the Spirit saith, "and work each passing hour; Whate'er thy hand may find to do, perform with all thy power. Open thine eyes, behold the fields already white ; Go forth and labor, early, late, with all thy strength and might. Hasten! The night comes on, the darkness closes down, When none can work; nor hope to win a glo- rious crown. [137] Be active, diligent and strong; The time for work will not be long. So gird thyself to will and do Whate'er I may appoint to you. Be stedfast; strong; endure each day A soldier's hardships. Fight and pray And work, and ever faithful be In all that I require of thee." "A doer of the Word," the Spirit saith to me, "Is what thy Lord requires and now expects of thee. Blessed are they that do. So stir the gift within, And exercise its power against the hosts of sin. The lost cry out to thee, give them the Living Bread. Bestir thyself ! Go forth ! The hungry must be fed. The lost ones must be found, the ignorant must be taught, The troubled spirits comforted, the sick and suffering sought. No longer must thou passive be, Since Christ, the Lord, abides with thee ; And dwells within thy breast each hour, Imparting grace and strength and power With which to work. Awake! Arise! [138] And as each passing moment flies, Seek to improve it. Let thine eyes Be ever open ; do not shirk Nor disregard thy Master's work. Be up and doing while 'tis day, Uplift the fallen by the way ; No longer passive must thou stand, Awake! Arise! Stretch forth thy hand To seek, to rescue and to save Thy brother! Be thou strong and brave. For lo! the time has come for thee To do some active work for Me. "Go forth," the Spirit saith ; I heard the great command ; But though, distinct and clear His voice, I could not understand. I answered: "Lord, Thou knowest well that since these eyes of mine First saw the light, I sought to do the will divine. To act was ever my desire; to go and do and dare; And leave no work undone, Thy glory to de- clare. But Thou didst say: Be still, and trust it all to me; Seek not to do, but be all I require of thee. [139] And lo! just as my heart has learned The lesson, and mine eyes discerned The Truth, lo ! Thou dost speak to me And tell me I must active be. Active? When all these many years, I've sought with prayers and bitter tears To have Thee work within my breast A passive quietness and rest. Active? When Thou hast always said That I must reckon myself dead? Go forth? When Thou hast said: Be still, And let Me work My holy will? Blessed are they that do? How strange That Thy commands so soon should change." "My child," the Spirit saith, "canst thou not understand That truly passive souls obey each new com- mand Without a doubt that He Who gives, knows what is best each day, And in submission follows on to serve and to obey? Passive enough to act, when He shall bid thee rise and go ; Restful enough to follow on the way that He may show. Active enough to do and dare Whate'er thy Master may declare. / [140] 'Tis time for thee to know and see That passive souls may active be, When power sufficient has accrued: And when with life divine imbued, They throb and breathe, no longer dead, But resurrected, move ahead. "The engine passive stands, while other hands contrive Conditions that produce a power that make it seem alive. Onward it goes. Behold, it doth not idly wait. An action, not its own, transforms its passive state Into sublime activity. Behold the wondrous plan That typifies the power divine on weak and helpless man. No longer doubt, but onward move, The power within thy bosom prove. The Lord, with inner works divine, Transforms this passive life of thine Into a life of active state; He would not have thee longer wait, But onward move. Nor cease to be A creature of activity. Move thou, with vigor, on life's way, And promptly His commands obey. He planned the way, the track He laid ; Each change and turn and curve He made. [141] His hand is on the throttle too; Submit to Him, His way pursue ; For if thou give Him full control, His power, like steam, will fill thy soul. "Behold the ponderous loom. Note the inten- sity With which it weaves and works. And with what regularity It swingeth back and forth, and shoots the shuttle through, Packing each tiny thread, as if it thought and knew Just where each thread must go and where each shade must twine; Making, in time, a fabric rare, of beautiful design. We call it active, and 'tis so, As its continuous movements show. And yet, submissive, quiet, still, It stood; until another's will Had made it ready, bade it go, And swing with vigor to and fro. Passive it stood, while in and out Another twined the threads about, And planned with care and patient thought What kind of fabric should be wrought. But ere its parts could move or act, And every hindrance counteract, [142] The power must be turned on, to start In motion every separate part. And when the time has come, behold ! With action, heavy, strong and bold, It moves and works from hour to hour, As if alive with strength and power. Active, because an unseen force Controls and guides it in its course. "Thus things invisible, my child, may be made plain to thee By viewing things material ; things which thine eyes can see. For things invisible are shown by those things that are made; So learn a lesson from the seen, trust Me, nor be afraid. I've planned the most harmonious shades of beautiful design ; I've twined the threads with tender care about this life of thine; I've studied what thou canst produce, what fabric thou must make; So when I turn the power on, there will be no mistake. Produce the beautiful design, Planned and arranged by power divine. My child, hast thou not yet discerned That nothing moves and acts alone ? [143] Hast them observed one action yet That doth its motive power beget? Is there perpetual motion found On land or sea, the world around? Then how canst thou, frail child of clay, Work all alone, from day to day? "Go forth," the Spirit saith, "while I thy needs supply ; I shall thy righteousness increase, thy talents multiply." And so behold! I go, I move, I work, I act, With God's own power for mine each hour, what shall I need or lack? Submissive to Him still, this new command I hear; To be or do or bear or dare, I yield, without a fear. "For me to live is Christ," exalted may He be ; I'm hidden in His life, and He is hid in me. To glory only in the cross, I come; and count all else but loss, That I may gain Him, Christ, my Lord. Abiding in His precious Word, I say with Him : "Lo ! I am come To do Thy will, and Thine alone." [144] SEARCHING FOR TRUTH IN every age since Time began, Inquiring minds have sought to know Life's mysteries, and the laws divine That govern things below. Man's busy brain and reasoning powers Have ever speculated Upon the Elemental Cause Of everything created. The purpose of his being, And the end of earthly strife, The why, the what, the wherefore Of the Way, the Truth and Life. And though he groped in darkness, Faint gleams of Truth he caught; "A law unto himself" he found A part of what he sought. For He Who promised He would write His law upon men's hearts, Who said He would reveal Himself Unto the inward parts, Moved in the darkness on the deep Of man's benighted life ; Till latent powers were waked from sleep, By strange internal strife. [145] From Egypt's buried monuments And records excavated, We learn that years before the flood These truths were much debated. And through the darkness they discerned A radiant star, one God, supreme ; "Ptah," the God of lesser gods, "Who reigns from mount to stream." "If thou art wise, bring up thy son In love of God," they taught; Was e'er command more tersely made, Or more with wisdom fraught? In Iran, when Hypastes reigned, Zoroaster sought to show In the "Avesta" Truth and Life Which men desired to know. Ahriman, imp of evil, strove With Ormuzd, of the light; A daily conflict in the heart, And man must daily fight. But final victory awaits ! Man would no longer grope ! Zoroaster caught it from afar, Ahura's star of hope. Again, about King David's time, Brave Aryans sought to find A revelation that would show The Way, and Life to human-kind. Recorded in Rig- Veda, Which Brahmans thought divine- Bright bits of Truth, like tiny stars, From countless errors shine. Then Lao-tze, groping in the dark, Sought also for the Way ; And Taoists, his disciples, Walked "Tao" day by day. Shangti, the God supremest, Was deified in thought ; And man's first Trinity, San-tsing, The bit of Truth they caught. Following after, came Confucius, Who in turn his millions led, Pointing to his Ti and Tien, Praying to departed dead. "Never do to any other, What you'd not have done to you" ; Golden rule of life, presented From a mass of things untrue. Buddha, sitting 'neath the Bo-tree, Left to wait and watch alone, Self-denying, self-suppressing, Prayed to know the great unknown. Groping in the dark, he fancied That he saw the Truth descend; Suffering and its cause discovered, Sweet Nirvana at the end! Sweet Nirvana ! Precious message ! End of struggling and of strife ; This the message of "The Blessed," Was to them the Truth and Life. Ancient Greece, in all her glory, Bent her haughty head and prayed To "The unknown God," beseeching For the Truth so long delayed. One of seven was learned Thales ; "The first principle" he sought ; "Know thyself," his admonition, And the message that he brought. Next appeared Anaximenes, Seeking still the Truth and right; One step further than his master, Catching clearer gleams of light. [148] Diogenes, of Appollonia, Spoke to men no idle dream, When he said : "Back of creation, Is Intelligence supreme." Heraclitus, seeking further, Found a life within his own, Linking him with life in others, Knowledge heretofore unknown. Anaxamanda, vague, but learned; Pythagoras, who followed on, Brings us to Xenophanes' message, God as an eternal One. Zeno and Parmenides Came with wondrous contemplation, Adding bits of Truth and logic Through the art of disputation. Empedicles appeared in time, Not one of vague fanatics, But one who reasoned out the Truth Like comrade Eleatics. And "God is love" was first declared,- Sublimest declaration, That ever yet had been proclaimed By any tribe or nation. [149] Wise Socrates, that mighty man Of broad, inquiring vision, Took up the thread and traveled far Upon man's favorite mission. Through skillful dialectics He taught the mind to see, And through deductive reasoning Proved immortality! Plato succeeded, more profound, Searching as scholars should; Teaching that science, real and true, Is knowing God and good. Then Aristotle came and sought For deeper revelation ; He emphasized Socratic thought By deeper concentration. He studied, found and taught each day, And following his master's plan, He tried to find the Truth, the Way, By study of the inner man, Through bold, deductive reasoning He silenced many isms, Completing what Thales began Through wondrous syllogisms. [150] And many minds of lesser power Were strewn along the ages, Inquiring all along the years The question of the sages, lonians, Stoics, Cynics And Sophies, each were trying To find the Way, the Truth, the Life For which the world was crying; And each one groaned within himself, And travailed with creation, And looked and longed and wept and prayed For their emancipation. . But all these years a nation walked Apart from other nations, Divinely led, divinely taught, By constant revelations. Through them the promised life would come, The star arise some day ; Soon God would say: "Let there be light!" The Truth was on its way. While hearts and minds of men reached out For holier, better things, "The Sun of righteousness arose With healing in his wings !" [151] From out the lowly haunts of life, A cry went forth, one day ; And listening hearts rejoiced to hear: "Behold, / am the WAY !" Man halted in his search for Truth And ceased his weary strife, And listening, caught the voice again: "7 am the Truth, the LIFE !" And famished souls and hungry hearts, Desiring to be fed, Drank from a Living fountain, And ate the Living bread. A mighty light shone o'er the world, In rays of gold descending; And lo ! the Way, the Truth, the Life, Were in Him comprehended. Men saw the Elemental Cause, In Whom all things were blending, The Alpha and Omega The Beginning and the Ending. And since that mighty Light arose, All other lights grew dim; No matter what men may desire, They find it all in Him! [152] "WITH FREEDOM DID CHRIST SET YOU FREE" "THROUGH one trespass came the judgment Unto all men" here below; (Rom. 5:18) "Under law" and "held in bondage" (Gal. 3: 23) To the soul's most bitter foe. All humanity in prison Breathing out one yearning cry, In united prayer ascending, Till it pierced the azure sky. Man had sold himself to sin, (Rom. But the agony endured Chased away the clouds of anger Which the Father's face obscured. Angel armies bent in pity, Touched were all the heavenly hosts ; Stirred and moved to deep compassion, Father, Son and Holy Ghost. Clouds had draped the blue of heaven, Darker grew earth's doubts and fears ; Triune God was moved to pity Till the earth was wet with tears. [153] "Under law" and "held in bondage," (Gal. 3: 23) Wretched man would long have lain ; Had not Christ besought the Father For to break the captive's chain. Great the joy when God consented That His Son should ransom be; Blessed promise, "That with freedom Christ should set the captive free!" (Gal. 5:23) Free? Ah, how the vaults of heaven Rang with cherubimic song! Glory, honor and dominion Unto Christ the Lord, belong. Free? Ah, how the happy chorus Sped to earth, where misery Sat in captive chains and shackles, Praying, pleading to be free! "When the fullness of the time Came," God sent His Son, so true; (Gal. 4:4) "Under law" and "born of woman" (Gal. 4:4) Man's great error to undo. "Through one man" sin dominated, Satan ruled and havoc wrought ; "Through one man" was freedom purchased, And complete deliverance brought. (Rom. 5: 15) "Through one trespass came the judgment Unto all men," slaves to be; "Even so, through Christ's obedience" Came the gift of life, so free. (Rom. 5:19) [154] Free? What means the term to sinners? Who by nature are enthralled? (Eph. 2:2) Helpless captives, bound in prison, (Isa. 42:7) Slaves and bondmen since the fall. (Rom. 6:20) Free? Shall they remain entangled With the yoke of sin and shame? (Gal. 4:9) Is a free-man still a bond-man, Was the purchase all in vain? Does "redeemed" mean unredeemed, Does "delivered" mean to be Ever in the toils of bondage, When His Word declares us free? Some, alas! who live in darkness, Call themselves, "delivered," "free"; Knowing naught of His redemption, Feeling naught of liberty. Who can dare deny his bondage Who succumbs to Satan's power? Who would dare proclaim his freedom, Serving sin each passing hour? "Whosoever" saith the Master, "Doth commit sin, is its slave!" (John, 8:34) Hearken, therefore! Ye in bondage, Will ye heed the truth He gave? Hear ye Him, He speaks it plainly, Recognizing every need ; "He to whom the Son gives freedom Shall be free indeed !" (John 8:36) [155] "To destroy the works of Satan" (I John 3:8) He hath suffered, bled and died ; "Whosoever will" is pardoned By a justice satisfied. (Eph. 2:16) "Being thus made free from sinning" (Rom. Is the gospel's message clear; Purchased not with gold or silver, He hath paid a price more dear. "Free from sin," ye now are servants Unto righteousness divine; (Rom. 6:13) "Ye are not your own," He whispers, (I Cor. 6:19) I have bought thee, thou art mine. (I Cor. 6:20) Bought thee, not with things corrupted, Not with silver or with gold; (I Peter 1 :18) But with blood, the sacrificial, Death and agony, untold! Bought you, freed you and redeemed you, That the God Who reigns above Might adopt you as His children, (Rom. 8:17) Heir to all His wealth of love. "Heir through God" to all His riches; (Gal. 4:7) Free from lusts of flesh and sin; (Gal. 5:24) "Sons of God" in glorious freedom, Liberty, without and in! (Rom. 8:21) Flesh would hold you still in bondage, (Gal. 5:17) Dominate your mind and soul; But I give your spirit power Every passion to control. (Rom. 8:13) Herein lies the full redemption; Mind and spirit are imbued With a power that overcometh, Power to keep the flesh subdued. (Rom. 8:10) Power to mortify its members, Crucify the works of sin; (Gal. 5:24) "More than conquerors," ye shall triumph (Rom. 8:37) By the power that works within. (Col. 1 :29) Cast thou out the son of weakness, Which doth daily tyrannize O'er the sonship of the spirit, Closing fast his holy eyes. Cast him out, this son of matter, He who strives against thy soul ; He who wars against thy spirit, Let him no more have control. Cast him out, or thou canst never See the golry of my face; (Heb. 12:14) 'Tis not for him to inherit Blessings of my saving grace. (Gal. 4:30) "Sold to sin" thou art by nature, (Rom. 7:14) Flesh is master since that day When was sold the spirit's power Over all created clay. [157] Dost thou ask whereof the bondage, Wouldst thou know wherein the fall? 'Twas the loss of spirit-power Over all that would enthrall. Flesh with manifold desires Quick supplanted power of soul ; Bringing spirit into bondage To the body's full control. But my blood rebought this power, (I Cor. 9:27) Ye are slave to sin no more ; "Stand fast" therefore in your freedom, Power of spirit I restore. (Gal. 5:25) As the first created Adam, Live and move and master be! Know the truth of my redemption, "For the truth shall make you free!" (John 8:32) He hath sent me for to heal you, And to open wide the door Of the prison that confines you, He hath sent me to restore. (Isa. 61:1) To proclaim your full redemption, And to offer liberty ; Binding up the broken-hearted, Making blinded eyes to see; (Psa. 146:7) Giving oil of joy for mourning, Garbs of praise to those who wear [158] Robes of heaviness and sorrow, (Isa. 61:1) Love, that casteth out all fear. Lo ! I come to bring you freedom, Will ye now my gift receive? When I promise full redemption, Will ye not my word believe? Thou hast still the power of choosing, In thy breast is strength of will; (Rev. 22:17) Wilt thou enter glorious freedom, (Rom. 8:21) Or remain a vassal still? Shall the inner rule the outer, Things unseen, the things we see? Shall the spirit be enfranchised, Stand unfettered, firm and free? Glorious liberty is promised (Rom. 8:21) To adopted sons and heirs ; "Where the spirit of the Lord is There is freedom," He declares. (II Cor. 3 :17) Let thy spiritual eyes be opened, (Eph. 1 :18) Look and know and feel and see Truth, as Jesus hath revealed it, "For the truth shall make you free!" [159] "LIKE UNTO THE MOUNTAINS" AROUND the Holy City, great mountains, strong and high, Lift up their proud gigantic heads against the azure sky. Ah, mighty, everlasting hills! immovable and sure; As sentinels, they stand and watch; protective and secure. Above the Holy City the sun shines, warm and bright ; Its golden rays are spreading far, diffusing glorious light; The hills are there, we see them ! majestic, strong and true; Our hearts can never doubt, for lo ! they're standing full in view! Above the Holy City, black, heavy clouds doth hover ; And nowhere in the distance can I the hill dis- cover. But do I think those mountains have been re- moved away, Because I no more see them, as on a sunny day ? Could their secure foundations be shaken or disturbed ? [160] Could their annihilation have possibly occurred? Ah, no ! Around the city, beyond those clouds, so gray, The mountains stand, as strong and sure, as on the brightest day ! And this my Lord hath told me : that like those mountains high, Around all those who fear His name, He sta,ndeth ever nigh. Why should I doubt or be afraid because I cannot see, When fleeting clouds of life arise and hide His face from me? If there are times when He remains a little while unseen, 'Tis just because some mist of earth has risen up between. And even though the darkness should hide His blessed face, He's still my "Mount of happiness," my strong abiding place! [161] DC SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY A 000 046 230 9