r'^^yM. / *.» ?te"" •V**'*'', wmm >\- u -c '\ Jt=^^ ^ '■■ «. '«'" "rt^Jr --V^ ^ ^ .y ***^*<««. THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES D A C R E: A NOVEL. EDITED BY THE COUNTESS OF MORLEY. Un ouvrage d'imagination tie doit pas avoir un but moral, mais un resultat moral. II doit ressembler, a cet egard, a la vie humaine, qui n'a pas un but, mais qui toujours a un resultat dans lequel la morale trouve ii^cessairement sa place. Benjami.n Constant. IN THREE VOLUMES. VOL. L LONDON: PRINTED FOR LONGMAN, REES, ORME, BROWN, GREEN, & LONGMAN, PATERNOSTER-ROW. 1834. V, D A C R E. CHAPTER I. The company is " mix'd " (the phrase I quote is As much as saying, they 're beneath your notice). Btrok. " I WONDER at what time we may expect Mr. Dacre," exclaimed Mrs. Plummer, as she folded up her work, and drew her chair towards the fire, in order to give herself up wholly to the pleasures of what she called " a comfortable bit of talk : " but every body was so accustomed to hear Mrs. Plummer wonder about all coming VOL. I. B <4S #^i!r*'. 2 DACRE. events, that none listened to her speculations, unless compelled by repetition to give her some token that she was not a visitor to the Deaf and Dumb Asylum. " I suppose you young ladies often met Mr. Dacre in London last spring," continued she, addressing two sisters who were seated on an opposite sofa — the one embroider- ing a skreen for any refugees that might next season require a bazaar ; the other, with equal diligence, copying the Mazurka that had been confided to her by Lady E. D., and on no ac- count to be given to any body else, having been allowed only to catch it by ear from Lady C. B. Mrs. Plummer still got no answer. She was an acknowledged " bore," and therefore not to be encouraged. Moreover, she was a country bore ; and though it might be very well loirthe Molesworths to receive her because she was a DACRE. 3 relation (and not a poor one), there could be no occasion for the guests at Thornbury Park either to listen or to talk to her. So thought the Misses Ashby; and accordingly the youngest took no notice, and the eldest merely looked up, with a vacant smile, as if she did just know she had been addressed, but was quite unconscious what was said. Perhaps Mrs. Plummer would have been daunted by this discouraging reception of her endeavours to get up a little conversation, had not a fortunate reinforcement saved her from the danger of being obliged to re-open the large worsted-work carpet border, that had been care- fully rolled up and deposited in her capacious basket, or of retiring to her room without a syllable of chat before the dressing-bell rang. She was rescued from this frightful alternative by the entry of Mr. John Molesworth, his bro- B 2 4t DACRE. ther Harry, and his cousin George Saville? They had returned from shooting; an event which ensures in all country houses some little commotion in the room. The pet dog receives from the tip of a thick-soled shoe a gentle hint to resign his comfortable post on the hearth-rug; the ladies suddenly find themselves excluded from the sight of the fire ; while, with eyes cast down upon the shoes and gaiters that have rob- bed the fields of their soil, apologies are made for the unseemliness of their appearance, and assurances are given that it matters not the least. Miss Ashby now ceased to work ; Miss Cecilia quitted the writing-table; Mr. Rowley shut up the volume of the peerage, in. which he had been tracing the genealogy of a neigh- bouring family; Mary Bingley, the adopted daughter of Mrs. Molesworth, laid down her DACRE. book; and all assembled round the fire-place with such a decided appearance of coming con- versation, as convinced the talkative Mrs. Plum- mer that silence would cease to reign, and that somebody would at least listen to somebody — and perhaps to her. " I suppose you have had capital sport," said the loquacious old lady, addressing the sports- men. " Nothing particular," replied John Moles- worth. " Well I I say we have had very good sport, and have bagged enough for one day's cruise," rejoined Harry, the naval hero of the family. " What ideas you fellows have ! " said George Saville, in a tone of good-humoured pity — " You '11 not catch me again toiling all day to procure food for the family consumption." * Dear ! " exclaimed Mrs. Plummer, " where B 3 DACRE. can the game be gone? Mr. Molesworth al- ways used to have more than enough for himself and his friends too." " Ah ! well, may-be there is as much as a rabbit to spare to the parson. Really," con- tinued he, addressing the Misses Ashby, "when one comes so far from London, one expects to be rewarded by getting at least country sports in perfection ; but the nearer to Town the bet- ter every thing is to be found. I go on Monday to Woolston, not twenty miles from London. The Duke of • will be there. That is shooting," said he, emphatically : " never was any thing better done. The last time I was there they had got five hundred pheasants, and turned them out two days before; and they treat them really like civilised beings, and always feed them with figs and raisins. Ah ! there you have something like a batttce ! " DACRE. 7 " I don't see the fun of hattuesy" replied Jolin. " I would just as soon shoot at the fowls in the poultry-yard, as stand all day to have the game driven down the muzzle of my gun." " My dear fellow, it is all very well to affect to despise what you do not possess; but, re- member, the first object in life is to save one's self trouble ; and the more we can book, at the least possible expense of personal exertion, the better." Young Saville now threw himself upon the sofa where Miss Ashby was seated ; and, having secured his personal comfort by the application of a cushion to his back and the bar of the table to his feet, looked both at her and her sister, as if he expected to be noticed, talked to, and perhaps amused. The hint was kindly taken ; and the young ladies, immediately re- B 4; 8 DACRE. curring to his mention of Woolston, commenced, in a tone as loud and animated as if they were talking for the benefit of all, a discussion on persons and topics unknown to the rest of the party. Poor Mrs. Plummer, who loved to impart both her speculations and her facts, was again in danger of becoming a mere listener, when Harry Molesworth announced his intention of walking out to meet his friend Dacre. This was an opening. " I wonder," said she, " whether I shall know him again ? I hope he is as handsome as people say." " Does Dacre come to-day ? " said Mr. Sa- ville, without noticmg Mrs. Plummer's attempt to take part in conversation. The Misses Ashby supposed he did, with as much indifference as young ladies should ex- DACRE. 9 press respecting the arrival of any young man of note and fortune. " I long to know him," said Mary Bingley ; *' I am sure I shall like him." *' Candidly said. Miss Bingley ! " observed Saville : " most people feel sure of liking a good- looking fellow, with a handsome competency." " Come, come, George," said John Moles- worth, " I won't have little Mary bullied by any body ; she knows very well that Harry and Dacre are friends, and that we all mean to like him accordingly." Mary blushed, and looked almost as much confused by the defence of her champion, as at the raillery of young Saville. The Misses Ash- by were evidently shocked at her interest in the arrival of the expected guest ; and, though they smiled a little at Mr. Saville's observation, they prudently maintained a dignified silence, till B 5 10 DACRE. the simplicity of Mary and the bluntness of John had subsided. Questions and answers now passed in quick succession, upon the subject of Mr. Dacre's fortune, the remote and immediate causes of the illness and death of his uncle, the late Lord Hexham ; the extent of the family pro- perty — and of its disposal, by will, or by en- tail. Mrs. Plummer knew more, or said she knew more, of the matter than any one. In vain did Mr. Rowley systematically correct her state- ments. She had one unanswerable argument to bring forward in support of each assertion, namely, that she had known the facts in detail before any body else. In vain did the party look hicredulous and inattentive ; Mrs. Plum- mer had obtained, for a few minutes, what they call, in the Congress, " possession of the floor," DACRE. 1 1 and would soon have driven her audience from the room, had not the subject of her gossip been of sufficient interest to induce others to follow her information with a few remarks of their own. " I never could give myself the trouble of getting on with him," said Saville. « Nor I," said the elder Miss Ashby. " I believe he rather gives himself airs, and expects people to pay court to him." " No wonder then, my dear, that you should never have made much acquaintance with him," remarked Mrs. Ashby, who had entered the room during the discussion. " You know," she continued, addressing her- self principally to John Moles worth, " I am always obliged to lecture down that proud spirit of Julia's. If she thinks a man is recherche in society, she would be hardly civil to him, or B 6 12 DACRE. even drop his acquaintance, I believe, lest the man himself — or the world — or somebody — or nobody — should suspect her of following the fashion." " But, mamma, Mr. Dacre is not agreeable," interrupted Cecilia. " For shame, my dear ! " said she, looking round to the sofa where sat her second daughter and where reclined Mr. Saville ; " you are too fastidious about people being agreeable. It is not a good plan to judge every one by too high a standard." The girls bore this lecture with true filial respect, and, ere they could defend themselves from the heavy charges thus proffered against them, Mrs. Ashby wound up her maternal strictures by adding, " Really it is lucky for me that I don't want to get rid of you two young ladies " (and she laughed as good-humouredly DACRE. 13 as if it had been true) ; " for though I hate fashion-hunting, and have a sad weakness for an agreeable man (even, I am ashamed to say, should he be the tenth son of a poor curate) ; yet you girls carry your fastidiousness so far, that you must make up your minds to live and die, Mrs. Julia and Mrs. Cecilia : " and here they all laughed, and acquiesced with all the good- humour and complacency which their intimate conviction of the impossibility of such a con- tingency could inspire. John looked as if he thought that Mrs. Ashby did her daughters the greatest injustice, and, without vouchsafing any observations, left the room. *' I am quite glad," continued Mrs. Ashby, that Mr. Dacre is coming here ; for I am deter- mined now to judge for myself. You two have given me quite a feeling against him, and I really 14 DACRE. think it is very wrong to indulge m those sort of prejudices." " There is no doubt of his having plenty to say for himself," rejoined Saville, " when he chooses to say it, though I never heard him. It is not in my line to give myself trouble for any man. It is as much as one can do to meet a woman half way, and more than one often does." « Well," said Mrs. Pliimmer, " I had heard that Mr. Dacre did hold himself rather high ; but I am happy to tell you, Mr. Saville, that I understand, from undoubted authority, that he is as kind and condescending to his inferiors as if they were his equals." " Do you speak from experience ? " enquired Saville, in a listless tone, and looking significantly at Miss Cecilia, to be sure that the point of his impertinence was not entirely thrown away. " No ! " replied the unconscious Mrs. Plum- DACRE. 15 raer, " I am sorry to say I have not seen him since he was a boy of sixteen, when all that un- fortunate story came out." " I beg your pardon, Mrs. Plummer," said Mr. Rowley ; " Dacre was then eighteen." " You will excuse me, Mr. Rowley, but I am not likely to be mistaken, considering that I know his age from his own nurse's sister, who happens to live with a niece of mine ; and nobody is likely to forget the year in which he came home, poor boy — the year of the comet, and when the mill-dam at Pipe broke down, and Sir Richard Coulson's carriage horse was stolen. Indeed, I may say that nobody knew so much of the family at that time as myself. But to return to what I was saying, Mr. Saville ; I un- derstand from the medical gentleman who at- tended poor Lord Hexham, that Mr. Dacre's kindness and generosity " , 16 DACRE. But Mr. Saville had no intention of en- couraging Mrs. Plummer in any further con- versation, and, having no particular inclination to listen to her praises of Dacre, he affected not to perceive that he was addressed. The hour fui'nished a plea to break up the conclave, and the subject of their discourse was thus for the present spared all further discussion on his character. 17 CHAP. II. His manner was, perhaps, the more seductive. Because he ne'er seem'd anxious to seduce ; Nothing affected, studied, or constructive Of coxcombry or conquest ; no abuse Of his attractions marr'd the fair perspective, To indicate a Cupidon broke loose. And seem to say, " Resist us, if you can," Which makes a dandy, while it spoils a man. Btron. The dinner hour approached, and Mrs.Plummer was soon re-seated in the drawing-room. Her toilette hud been accomplished with the greatest haste, in order that she might steal a march upon the others ; for, should fortune favour her so far as to make the new comer punctual, she hoped to have thus actually re-established a former 18 DACRE. intimacy, ere the rest of the company had had time to commence their first acquaintance. At length the door opened, and she started from her seat to welcome the wished-for guest ; when, to her vexation, she perceived her solitude was interrupted only by the entrance of Mr. Rowley. Mrs. Plummer was not sufficiently sure of being remembered, to wish for witnesses at the ex- pected meeting, and Mr. Rowley was the last person she would have selected as spectator to any failure she might wish to conceal. Mr. Rowley's presence always made her uneasy — " He is such a talker," as she never failed to remark when he had left the room ; " I don't like to hear people pretending to know every thing about every body in the world." Francis Dacre next appeared. He had been apprised by his friend Harry Molesworth that his acquaintance would be claimed by Mrs. DACRE. 19 Plummer : he had really not forgotten her ; and they met with the mutual cordiality of former acquaintance. The rest of the party now fast assembled ; introductions were made, and ac- quaintances renewed. Mrs. Ashby bowed gra- ciously — her daughters curtsied coldly. Mary Bingley had tendered her hand with a warmth that had struggled successfully with her habitual shyness, and which confirmed the Misses Ashby in their bad opinion of her manner. The dinner was announced; and Francis Dacre soon found himself seated between Mrs. Molesworth and Mrs. Ashby. Mrs. Molesworth's conversational powers were small. From the time of her mar- riage, she had, rather from inclination than from any other cause, resided principally in the country. Her circle of friends was soon nar- rowed into that of her immediate neighbours. 20 DACRE. Her correspondents gradually dropped off, and she was left the more uninterruptedly to follow the natural bent of her inclination, and to fuss with unremitting diligence over all the petty cares and arrangements that now occupied her attention. Her most intellectual conversation soon became a conference with the village doc- tor, upon nostrums for " teething," and prevent- ives against infection ; but, happily, her infants were strong, and their teeth came not the worse for the pain they had been made to endure for their relief; and, in spite of their mother's care and camphor, they caught all the complaints that children do catch, and survived all the remedies that were practised upon them. Poor Mrs. Molesworth — she had much to endure ! Mr. Molesworth insisted upon send- ing the boys to a public school ; and many a sleepless night did it cost the anxious motlier, DACRE. 21 as she thought upon the unwholesomeness of excessive study, the cruelty of ushers, and the tyranny of the upper forms. Other trials came ; and many who expected Mrs. Molesworth's alarms to increase in pro- portion to the reality of their cause, feared she would never survive the anxiety that must be kept so painfully on the stretch, by the tastes which riper years developed in her boys. John became a sportsman, and Harry insisted upon going to sea. Mrs. Molesworth remonstrated upon the pleasures of her first-born and the chosen profession of the second ; but for both they received the paternal sanction. " John has got nothing else to do," argued Mr. Molesworth. " You thought they would both be killed by going to school, and yet they are none the worse for it." " There, my dear, I, alas ! differ from you," 22 DACRE. said Mrs. Molesworth, with a sigh. " If Harry had not been sent to school, we might have pre- vented his intimacy with Dacre ; and it is he, I am convinced, who has drawn my dear boy into this shocking mania for the sea. During the last hoUdays, what should I find among his books, but a present from Dacre of * Southey's Life of Nelson ? ' I understand there never was a more dangerous book ; they say it has tempted more promising boys to go to sea than all the voyages ever written — and they are all bad enough." But Mr. Molesworth was firm about his sons ; declared hunting was necessary to health, and the yellow admirals the longest-lived men in the kingdom. Nor did Mrs. Molesworth's health and happiness sink under these trials, as might have been expected. Her utmost powers of apprehension had been for years excited upon DACRE. 23 small and groundless causes. It was not in the power of mortal woman to have been more un- easy than she had repeatedly been from the apprehensions of her own imagination. Reality could do no more; for she had suffered her worst about nothing. She had happily now two fresh objects, for whom she could indulge in all her wonted apprehensions, without Mr. Molesworth's too frequent interference. Her orphan relative, Mary Bingley, who had been under her guardianship from her earliest infancy; and Dash, the faithful companion of Harry, was confided to her care when he went to sea : on these two beings, Mrs. Molesworth lavished the attentions she had formerly devoted to the ser- vice of her offspring. These amiable cares did not, however, render Mrs. Molesworth an agreeable member of society, or an amusing 24) DACRE. neighbour at dinner. The task of entertaining Mr. Dacre, upon the present occasion, devolved, therefore, with little interruption, upon Mrs. Ashby. Mrs. Ashby was one of those persons whom the world, with laudable candour, designates as a worldly-minded woman. Her objects were worldly, and equally so were her means to their attainment. To the world she sacrificed, and from the world she hoped for reward. She had laid, in the days of her youth, a suc- cessful siege to, not the heart, but the hand and purse, of her late husband. They had never known the blessings of domestic hap- piness, but they had always treated each other with civility; and as no glaringly bad result had ensued from this prudent match, her good opinion of ^^mariages de convenance" was con- firmed by experience. DACRE. 25 She was by nature indolent, and careless of expense : but an increasing desire that her daughters should be early and brilliantly esta- blished in matrimony overcame the first; and a small jointure, which required the utmost pinching in ordinary comforts to purchase a little occasional show, perpetually thwarted her incHnation to the second. To keep up a good appearance was the ruling maxim of her life. Upon this precept were formed the principles, tastes, and opinions of her daughters; and they learnt, therefore, to be satisfied with appear- ances, and indifferent to realities. There was no natural disposition to immo- rality in Mrs. Ashby, but there was no severe predilection in favour of morality. She had always certain ends in view ; and for their at- tainment she laboured, without permitting the intrusion of minor scruples. Had Mrs. Ashby VOL. I. c 26 DACRE. been really clever, she would probably have suc- ceeded earlier in her matrimonial speculations ; but, although her abilities were not always equal to her designs, still, perseverance effected much. In angling for a husband, she caught a partner for the dance ; and secured at least an invitation to dinner, where she hoped to make a sejour, in the country. It is not to be supposed that the opportunity now offered for monopolising the attention of a young man of Mr. Dacre's position in society, was neglected by so prudent a person as the lady in question. Mrs. Molesworth, too happy to be released from the troublesome necessity of taking her part in conversation, was well pleased that Mrs. Ashby should talk enough for two, and remained a silent observer of the well- satisfied looks of her guests. The latest arrival at a country house gene- DACRE. 27 rally furnishes an interesting topic of convers- ation to the rest of the party ; and so soon as the ladies retired from the dining room, they instantly conferred upon Mr. Dacre the ho- nours of that full discussion which is usually allotted in such cases. Mrs. Ashby, regardless of his position in society, and in high-minded defiance of a sneer- ing world, pursued what she thought "a great policy;" threw over him the broad shield of her protection ; and boldly maintained that whatever her fastidious girls might say, he was " really a very charming person." The fastidious girls, with sundry smiles and exclamations, and bri- dlings and noddings, said and unsaid a great deal of delicately mingled praise and censure, which, while it supported the credit of their difficulty to be pleased, advanced no full-fledged c 2 28 DACRE. opinion which malice could retail, and just left his character where they found it. Mrs. Plummer dealt more with the past than with the present. She was full of recollections, and gave an historical sketch of his progress through every interesting change of habiliments, from nankeen frocks to a frock coat. Mrs. Molesworth said little, but her praise was sincere, discriminating, and founded on observation. She had been struck and touched by the benevolent care with which he avoided treading upon her dingy fat lapdog, who was scarcely distinguishable from the colour of the hearth-rug. He had, in truth, won golden opinions from all — even from those who seemed to accord their praises grudgingly. He had conquered as much as it is given to heroes of the limited DACRE. 29 modern standard of perfection to conquer in the brief course of one single evening. The morrow came, and Dacre still advanced in the estimation of the inmates of Thornberry Park. In one way or other he had gained the good will and good opinion of all. He had proved himself the best shot of the party — and was contented with such sport as the place afforded. He had listened with praiseworthy patience to Mr. Molesworth's minute descrip- tions of his improvements, whether made or projected. lie was no interruption to Mrs. Molesworth's daily state of passive inanity. He had treated Mrs. Plummer with a civility from which her well-known tediousness often ex- cluded her. He made no attempt to repress the familiarity with which his acquaintance was rather claimed than sought by George Saville. He bestowed a well-bred attention on the vocal c 3 30 DACRE. performances of the Misses Ashby ; and Henry Molesworth had the pleasure of hearing from Mary Bingley, that the merits of his friend were duly appreciated. Dacre had come determined to please and to be pleased. Between Harry and himself, unin- terrupted friendship had subsisted from child- hood. The Molesworths, too, had been neigh- bours of his deceased uncle, and had been disinterestedly attentive to Lord Hexham in his state of melancholy loneliness. Dacre, there- fore, felt doubly anxious to coiiciliate their good will. He was well aware that, in the habits and manners of the house of Molesworth, he was not likely to find much attractive refine- ment ; but he was equally confident that, in the friends of his uncle, and in the family of Harry, he could never be offended by false preten- sions, unworthy servility, or those petty feelings DACRE. 31 that are the unfailing offspring of vulgarity of mind. One endowed with powers far inferior to those possessed by Dacre, might, perhaps, without effort, have insured approbation amongst people whom experience had not rendered fastidious. Nor did he attempt to win his way by effort : his intercourse with the world had taught him to be courteous, without condescension — re- spectful, without obsequiousness — and easy, without familiarity. He knew how readily the stigma of pride and conceit is attached, by those who live in comparative seclusion, to any on whom habit, position, or the voice of the public have fixed the reputation of fashion ; and he therefore entered the gates of Thornberry Park with a determination to preserve a gentleman- like ayoidance of manner and topics that could risk making apparent his sense, either of rus- c 4 32 DACRE. ticity on their part, or of superiority on his own. " I hear London is a perfect desert now," said Mrs. Ashby. " I think," replied Dacre, smiling, " a real desert would be surprised at the comparison." " You forget," said Mrs. Plummer, edging up to the side where conversation seemed likely to flourish ; " you forget, my dear Mrs. Ashby, that my old friend here has been a great traveller by land and by sea, and that he can tell us what a real desert is." Mrs. Ashby took no notice, and fearing Mr. Dacre should be guilty of the unnecessary ci- vility of attending to her, quickly turned away, and continued as though unconscious of the loquacious Mrs. Plummer's remarks. " Will London begin early this year ? " " I fear," said Dacre, still wishing to ward DACRE. 35 off the one great topic of the Ashbys, " I am the last person likely to know, for I am neither in the secrets of the Premier or the Patronesses ; and upon Parliament or Almack's depend what people mean by ' the London season.' " " Julia, when did Lady Stourbridge say she should begin her Fridays ? I gave her your letter this morning." Mrs. Ashby did not care so much for the date, as to let the company know that she had heard from Lad}' Stourbridge. " Really, mamma, I forget — much too soon, I dare say. How one dreads," continued Miss Ashby to Mr. Dacre, " the recommencement of a London campaign ! Society might be very well in a quiet way, but nothing is so w^earisome as the grand monde." " I am glad, then, for the sake of others, that Miss Ashby is not wont to betray that feel- c 5 34t DACRE. ing in her countenance," replied Dacre, in a tone that implied a well deserved compliment on her pretty inexpressive face. " I fear, then, that I am a sad hypocrite," retorted Julia, with a look of self complacency that showed she fully understood — almost more than fully understood — his meaning. " 1 really believe you must," said the ever pertinacious Mrs. Plummer ; " you have quite taken me in, for I never should have guessed you to be a stay-at-home person." " But Miss Ashby did not announce herself to be quite such a heretic as to profess a pre- ference for home. She has gone no further than to confess that crowds afford her no amusement," rejoined Dacre. " If so, poor girl ! she is very ill used," thought John Molesworth, who stood by, listen- ing. DACRE. 35 " I must say for the young people of this day, that they are much quieter, and more domestic, than they were in my time," said Mrs. Ashby. " It surprises me sometimes, but I grant it is an improvement," continued she, addressing Dacre, in order to see whether he looked approvingly of domestic women. " I believe Julia would never care to set foot in a ball-room again ; am I not right, my love ? " " Can it be really true, Miss Ashby, that you meditate so severe a blow to the dancing in- terest? What! abjure all balls ! Remember there is a great variety to be found between the full-dress ball, and a carpet hop." " My dear fellow," exclaimed George Saville, as he joined the party, " surely your conscience is not burthened with the horrors of such Goth- like diversions as carpet hops ? " c 6 36 ■ DACRE. *' I cannot honestly deny the guilt of such a misdemeanour," rejoined Dacre. " Ah ! I understand — a case of filial obe- dience — ordered, I suppose, to increase the crowd of the over-crammed rooms of some friend of your mother's." Dacre made no reply, but turning quickly towards Saville, there shot from his eyes a look of such piercing enquiry as might have discon- certed its object, had he not at that instant been diligently employed in removing some imper- ceptible dust from the surface of his shoes. Dacre's look, however, did not escape the notice of Miss Ashby; and perceiving that Mr. Saville's observations had, from some cause, proved un- welcome, she left the labour of smiling at this sally, to )ier sister ; and looking languidly up at Dacre, as if the very recollection of a ball DACRE. 37 fatigued her, said, " Now, is not Almack's the most horrid place in the world ? I really wonder how so many people can be found to annoy themselves by going there ! to me it is quite in- tolerable." John Molesworth raised his eyebrows, and, with a look of unceremonious surprise, said, somewhat abruptly, — " You are all riddles to me, Miss Ashby ! I see your names as being pre- sent at parties in every newspaper I take up ; and, by the by, I remember calling one morning in town, when tickets were not forthcoming, fancying you were disappointed, and offering to ride all over London to repair the mischief. How you must have hated me for my officious- ness." John Molesworth was not cultivated or re- fined, but he was shrewd and observant, had 38 DACRE. some humour, and held in honest aversion every species of what he called " humbug." It was a circumstance of no unfrequent occurrence for their annual guests, the Ashbys, to be reminded of his prejudices on that subject ; but both mother and daughters were of forgiving dispo- sitions — particularly to the first-born of the land ; so he was only called " odd," and " ori- ginal," or " very droll," and " wanting in manner," when he spoke the truth too plainly. " Now, T declare, Mr. Molesworth, you shall be punished by a long explanatory story, for supposing that we were not really obliged for your good nature about those foolish tickets," said Mrs. Ashby, drawing her chair towards him, and thereby making a judicious separation between themselves and the rest of the party, as though her communication was meant only for DACRE. 39 his ear, but in reality to prevent the recurrence of similar recollections and observations in the hearing of Dacre. By this little move, a chair was released, and Mrs. Ashby was well pleased to see that Mr. Dacre availed himself of the opportunity thus afforded of seating himself by the side of her daughter. " How provokingly reserved you cire ! " said Julia, in a tone that invited discussion ; " one never can make out your real opinions." " Their concealment is not intentional, I assure you," replied Dacre ; " they are too un- important to be worth a mystery." " That is at least a modest confession on your part ; but though it may be very proper for you to suppose that no one cares to hear your opin- ions, I really am anxious to know what you think of the London world." 40 DACRE. " I am afraid," said Dacre, " you would hardly have patience to hear all I think on such a subject." " But tell me in a few words." " Really," pursued he, " that would be al- most as difficult as I once found it to answer an acquaintance of mine, who asked me what would be the price of a picture. Remember what a world of variety it is." " Well ! you do surprise me," replied the exclusive Miss Ashby ; " for I think there is such a sameness in town — one always sees the same people night after night, and one always goes to the same houses." " But you must allow that this monotony of place and person, of which you complain, is not one of the necessary evils attendant on London society." " Indeed, it appears to me to be quite unavoid- DACRE. 41 able ; for," added she, with a look that was meant to be particularly sensible, " we, of course, never think of accepting invitations to any but the best places. Mamma has, very properly, always ob- jected to such a complete waste of time as that would be." " As nothing can be better than the best, to dispute the wisdom of that rule will sound very paradoxical," replied Dacre ; " but to me, I confess there is a charm in variety ; I had rather take my chance for amusement by ranging over this large library, and selecting for myself, than be condemned for life to the perusal of one small shelf of even the best written books in the lan- guage." Miss Ashby, whose liveliness of manner ex- ceeded her quickness of comprehension, did not fully understand the meaning of Mr. Caere's last observation ; but she smiled, and removed 42 DACRE. the ringlets from her forehead, just to fill up time, and then said, in an insinuating tone that must be safe whatever he might have meant, — " I suspect you are a very odd person ! " " Am I flattered or accused by that suspicion ? " rejoined Dacre, who was rather amused at this sudden digression. " That you can best tell ; some people, you know, like to be odd." " I have no predilection in favour of oddity." *•' You acknowledge yourself fond of variety, so you must like change : — in short, I suppose you are what is called an uncertain person." Miss Ashby, who felt the necessity, rather than the power, to keep up what she had intended to be a judicious mixture of flattery and banter, was a little embarrassed at perceiving that Dacre looked more surprised than pleased by this doubtful compliment. " Now, don't pretend not DACRE. 43 to understand me," she continued, with rather a forced laugh, " for you must have been told the same thing often enough before now — you must know that every body says you are very singular, very — I hardly know what to call it, if I may not say uncertain — very different sometimes from what you are at others." " Capricious," replied Dacre, " is the word, I believe, which best expresses your meaning; and," he added in a tone of pique, " it is so very flattering that every body should take the trouble of passing sentence on my character, that it would be quite unreasonable in me to question its justice. I should have thought myself ut- terly unworthy the high distinction of being put on my trial when absent." " What a shocking propensity you have to undervalue yourself I have heard you talked over a hundred times : I really felt I knew you 44 DACRE. thoroughly, though we had never exchanged a word till you came here." " I am sorry you should have been so pre- judiced against me, before we had the pleasure of being acquainted," replied Dacre, coldly. " Indeed, you are quite mistaken there," said Miss Ashby ; " for the very last time you were discussed was at a small party — just ourselves, and a few other intimates, at Lady Kendal's, where you had such a champion ! " " Indeed ! " replied Dacre, with a coun- tenance that betrayed some interest in her com- munication. Miss Ashby felt satisfied that she had now regained the high road to his attention, and added, with more vivacity than discretion, — " I never heard a better defence." " Surely, then, you will tell me to whom I am indebted." DACRE. 45 " Now I have a great mind to torment you, for I see you are curious." " You know it would be ungrateful in me to be indifferent, considering how much I probably owed to my solitary defender." " You must guess, then," said she, with an archness that was not in accordance with his feelings. " 1 have given you a clue, by saying where I heard it." " Could it be Lady Kendal herself? " en- quired he, eagerly. " Oh, no ! she was not your friend ; but," continued she, significantly, " it was a person who is seldom absent from her house." " I caimot guess — do, pray, tell me," said Dacre, in a tone that, to one better read in the book of nature than the fair Julia, would have betrayed more than mere curiosity. " You are provokingly impatient ; but if you 46 DACRE. won't guess, I will tell you that your defender was no other than Sir Edward Bradford." Dacre's countenance changed — the colour rose for a moment to his cheek ; and, with a look of mortification that clouded the expression of his features, he said drily, — " It was very obliging in Sir Edward to undertake so arduous a task : " and turning hastily round, as if seeking some pretence to avoid any rejoinder from Miss Ashby, he gladly availed himself of the entrance of Mary Bingley to ask her to repeat a song he had admired the evening before. The abrupt termination of Dacre's convers- ation with Julia had not escaped the observation of Mrs. Ashby. She felt too much confidence in her daughter's laudable desire to please, to be under any uneasiness upon that score, but she was anxious to know the cause ; and upon receiving, when they retired at night, a faithful DACRE. 47 report of all that had passed, she saw no reason to apprehend the annihilation of her quickly formed hopes, that she might find in Dacre an admirer for her daughter. She just admonished her to substitute, in future, the word eulogium for defence, it having occurred to her that Mr. Dacre might not have quite relished the idea of being supposed to need a defender; and she could imagine no other cause for his so un- accountably preferring to listen to an air sung by Miss Bingley, to a continuance with Julia of what she was pleased to term rational convers- ation. 48 CHAP. III. " The worst fault you have is to be in love." " 'T is a fault I will not change for your best virtue." As You Like It, Whairfore sou'd ye tauk o' love, Unless it be to pain us ? Oh, whairfore sou'd ye tauk o' love, When ye say the sea maun twain us ? * * * * Will it be time to praise this cheek When years and tears have blencht it ? Will it be time to tauk o' love When cauld and care have quencht it ? Scotch Ballad. For the better understanding of Mr. Dacre's feelings and character, the reader shall be made acquainted with the principal circumstances of his life previous to his visit to Thornberry Park. Francis Dacre was the only son of Major Dacre, the younger brother of the late Lord Hexham. Major Dacre had early in life en- tered the army, — a profession well suited to his DACRE. 49 disposition, and calculated to call forth the qua- lities of zeal, activity, and courage, by which he was distinguished. He was cheerful, in- telligent, and prepossessing, and, therefore, naturally a favourite in society; but his judg- ment was weak, his passions strong, and he was guided too often by the feeling of the mo- ment rather than by the dictates of principle. Though he was capable of warm attachment, and had cultivated those best affections which cling round home and its inmates, he was jealous of interference even from them ; and, like many men of weak judgment, he was the pertinacious maintainer of hasty opinions — fearful of being led by others, he became a ready slave to his own prejudices. His was a character peculiarly formed to render him an object alike of affection and anxiety to all who were really interested in his behalf. VOL, I. D so DACRE. Nearly two years previous to the birth of our hero, Major Dacre joined his regiment, then en- gaged on foreign service ; and it was not long after he quitted England that Lord Hexham received the painful intelligence of a circum- stance that aroused at once his anger and his sorrow. Upon his arrival at the town of , Major Dacre was billeted upon a family where he was received unwillingly, and treated with as little hospitality as might be expected from those who, without sympathy in the cause which brought a stranger to their land, were compul- sorily obliged to receive him as a guest. To the kindness of one individual only was he indebted for such comforts as he enjoyed, and that indi- vidual was she, on whose account it was deemed by the family peculiarly advisable to avoid all such intercourse as could lead to intimacy. Isa- bella (for such was her n^me) had been brought DACRE. Si up strictly, rather than judiciously, by the uncle and aunt, with whom she had resided from her infancy. They had, it is true, secured a never failing obedience to their commands — but it was the obedience of habitual fear. To the de- ference which love or gratitude inspire, she was a stranger. At the time when Major Dacre became an inmate of the house, Isabella had attained her seventeenth year. The denial of kindness had rendered her acutely sensitive to the feelings and wishes of others, and it grieved her to see the undisguised manner in which her relatives availed themselves of daily opportunities to show that his presence was felt as an intrusion. She sought frequent occasion to atone for their neglect, and the young officer soon found him- self the object of kindly solicitude to a very lovely and interesting girl. Such a position was fl sure prelude to attach- D 2 52 DACRE. ment. An understanding between them soon arose — an understanding not expressed in words — and having, for the world, no voice; yet silently and unconsciously encouraged in that mute lanofuafje of look and manner which is clearly intelligible to the quickened perceptions of mutual love. To Isabella, love was a spring of thought and action hitherto unknown ; her early years had been uncheered by parental affection — to love and be beloved had, with her, existed only in imagination. It was an idea which the lonmna-s of a tender heart had suggested to her fancy, but it was now for the first time that the over- whelming reality rushed upon her, with all the additional force of novelty and surprise. Me- mory supplied no standard by which she could try her present feelings ; she lived as in a day- dream of delight. She feared nothing from DACRE. 53 the sudden change that had been eftected in her sentiments and character. Fear was associated in her mind with the by-gone days of sorrow and indifference, and she ceased to apprehend when happiness burst upon her. It was not so with Major Dacre : — the more he became alive to the mutual and increasing attachment that had arisen between himself and Isabella, the more sensibly did he feel the embarrassment of his position, the more clearly did he see the difficulties and dangers which must attend ti.c indulgence of such a passion. Isabella, though respectably connected, was still, in point of birth, inferior to himself; portionless, a foreigner, and untutored in the ways of the world. She was ignorant of the habits of his country, and every rule of con- duct that experience would teach to fit her for a life of certain privation, and possible tempt- D 3 54 DACRE. ation. To marry her would be the height of imprudence : to be the betrayer of one so young, so devoted, so confiding, would be a baseness from which he recoiled. A thousand resolutions were daily made, in her absence, to resist a fascination which thus presented to his better judgment such a vista of disappointment and misery ; and as often were those resolu- tions abandoned when his senses were again beguiled by her presence. Her charms had enchained him, but he felt no happiness : he knew that poison lurked beneath the cup of seeming bliss ; and he inwardly dreaded the period when she, too, would awake to the knowledge of their real position. At length his regiment received orders to quit their present quarters, and to proceed by slow and regular marches to . He de- layed to the last possible moment announcing DACRE. 55 to Isabella the melancholy tidings, that the hour of separation was at hand. It was in one of those stolen interviews, in which, so fatally to their peace, they had habitually indulged, that she learnt the sad intelligence of the morrow being fixed for the day of her lover's departure. It was a stunning blow, and for a while the consternation of surprise and grief seemed to overpower her senses. Overcome by this undisguised demon- stration of her attachment, and by the prospect of their fast approaching separation, he could no longer refrain from the expression of his passion ; and Isabella was first aroused from a state of apparent insensibility by the words of love and sympathy that now burst from the lips of her admirer. This avowal of his feelings restored her to calmness, if not to happiness : a deep silence ensued, as if each feared that D 4 S6 DACKE. Utterance would destroy the delusive repose which had thus succeeded to the impassioned declaration of mutual affection. The sound of footsteps first aroused them to the recollection that their interview had already been prolonged beyond its usual duration, and that its further continuance must be attended by the danger of discovery. With the tone of one who was about to part from all he held most dear, Dacre prepared to take his leave. " Not yet," interposed Isabella ; and then, with a firmness of voice and manner which he had never witnessed in her before, and least expected to see at such a moment, she empha- tically added, " We must meet again : this need not be our last fiirewell." The morrow came, and Major Dacre repaired early to the spot where the interview of the preceding evening had been held, in the hope DACRE. 57 of meeting Isabella ; but she was not there. He sought her elsewhere, but m vain. He feared that the apprehension of discovery might have prevented her from seeking the hoped-for meet- ing. The appointed hour of his departure was at hand, and in breathless anxiety he listened for the sound of her voice, and the light tread of her foot ; but all was silent. Tormenting doubts occurred to him : she might have wished to avoid the risk of another interview, or the trial of a last parting. She might have been prompted by the most com- mendable feelings to wish to see him no more : for " what," he asked himself in the bitterness of self-reproach, *' had he ever allowed himself to say which should inspire on her part confid- ence in him ? " With inward anxiety, but outward calmness, he returned to the apartment where he learnt D 5 53 DACRE. that the rest of the family had assembled to survey the busy scene now presented in the streets, by the removal of the troops. His first quick glance at the group told him that Isabella alone was missing. It was an anxious moment, and the more painful because it was necessary that he should assume an air of calmness and indifference ; and though burning to know the cause of her absence, he waited awhile with ajiparent tranquillity, and then asked carelessly where she was. Till then, her absence had been unperceived, but the attention of the party was awakened to the fact by this enquiry ; and they remembered that Isabella had not been seen by them that morning : others were questioned — none had seen her. The alarm soon spread throughout the household. They searched long and anxiously ; but in vain. She was nowhere to be found. DACRE. 59 Scarcely had the alarm become general, and the apprehension that she was lost dreadfully confirmed by the fruitless endeavours to find her, than a command to Major Dacre from his superior officer, obliged him instantly to join his troop. To quit, without a moment's delay, a scene so filled with asronisino; doubts and painful recollections as that from which he was now called, was an awful trial; but his duty as a soldier precluded all choice, and he rushed from the house in obedience to the summons, with the reckless desperation of hope- less misery. It is needless to describe the melancholy forebodings and bitter self-reproaches which oppressed the mind of Major Dacre, as his thoughts for ever dwelt on the lost image of Isabella. He repented alike his self-indulgence in having yielded to a fascination that could D 6 60 DACllE. not lead, ultimately, to the happiness of either ; and for the selfish prudence that had withheld the offer of his hand from accompanying the open declaration of his attachment. Not many months subsequent to this period, Major Dacre received, with pain and surprise, a letter from Lord Hexham, filled with the strongest animadversions upon his conduct, relative to circumstances with which he had believed him wholly unacquainted. Lord Hexham was many years senior to his brother. He was one to whom a compromise between duty and inclination was unknown, and whose principles and irreproachable life rendered him, deservedly, an object of respect: but strong in the conscious rectitude of inten- tion by which he himself was guided, he was regarded by some as prone to censure too severely the weakness or frailties of others. DACRE. 61 It had reached his ears that Major Dacre had not only formed an unfortunate attachment, but that, since his departure from the town of , he had been secretly accompanied by the person who was its object. His informant added that the most inviolable secresy having been pre- served, both as to the name and history of the lady, accident alone brought to his knowledge either her existence or her connection with Major Dacre, and he could give no further in- formation on the subject. The difference of age between the two bro- thers, and the early succession of Lord Hex- ham to his property, had placed him in a situation which, whilst it increased his fraternal interest in the welfare of his younger brother, had also accustomed him, too frequently, to the exercise of paternal authority for him to hesitate in the expression of his unequivocal condemn- 62 DACRE. ation of such conduct as now called forth his displeasure. Under feelings of irritation, and without waiting for further information, he instantly wrote to Major Dacre, upbraiding him with the circumstance that had reached his know- ledge, in terms that were little calculated to produce explanation or repentance; and, while he bitterly reproached him with being either the dupe of artifice, or the ungenerous destroyer of another's innocence, he warned him of the consequences that would attend his marriage with any person who would be re- garded as unworthy of the family to which he belonged. True it was that, long ere the receipt of this letter, Isabella had become the clandestine companion of Major Dacre ; true, that appre- hensive lest any clue to the place or object of DACRE. 63 her flight should be traced by those she had left, her name and situation had been most care- fully and successfully concealed. To remain in a home that had owed its onlv happiness to the lover who was departed — to be again condemned to breathe nought but that chilling atmosphere of cheerless indifference with which she should now be surrounded — to look only upon those whom she feared, and yet to know that she was beloved by him for whom life itself would have seemed no sacrifice, and that he was still within her reach, proved a sore temptation to one who loved " not wisely, but too well." The dictates of passion were blindly obeyed, and she sought refuge from her hated abode by throwing herself at once upon the protection of Major Dacre. The answer received by Lord Hexham to his ill-judged epistle, though in reality such as 64 DACRE. might have been expected from one of Major Dacre's temperament and character, surprised and offended him in the highest degree; and the result of this correspondence was so decided a disagreement, as caused, for a while, a sus- pension of all further intercourse between the two brothers. In time, this unnatural estrangement became too painful for longer endurance; and though pride forbade concessions on either part, letters were again exchanged : but the confidence of former days was not restored, and from all allu- sion to the subject of their unhappy difference each carefully abstained. Major Dacre's regiment remained long on foreign service ; and four years had now elapsed since Lord Hexham had been first apprised of the fact which occasioned their quarrel. From that time he had remained in ignorance of all DACRE. 65 that regarded the fate of his brother's com- panion. Though annoyed by the persevering silence of Major Dacre on this subject, Lord Hexham sought not to learn from others what his brother had chosen to conceal. He knew by experience, that remonstrance would be useless, and he scrupulously avoided prying into the secrets of one, who purposely withheld from him his confidence, and by whom, it was pro- bable, his advice would be rejected. Time strengthens the barrier which reserve has erected; and the difficulty of communication (often at first so easy to be overcome) is formed by delay into an obstacle of almost uncon- querable power. So was it with Major Dacre, and so might it long have continued, had not the hand of the destroying angel scattered the vain erections of pride, and subdued, with one fell stroke, the remembrance of every feeling 66 DACRE. save that of grief for the loss of her he mourned. A short illness, produced by the extreme hardships to which she had been unavoidably exposed, had terminated the life of Isabella. In the hour of desolation that succeeded her death, he clung with affection and sadness to the recollection of his youth ; his heart now yearned for the sympathy of those he had loved, and the ties of kindred pressed their claims with new force upon his mind. He wrote to his brother: and in the heart-broken confes- sions of misery contained in that letter for the loss of a wife. Lord Hexham received his first intimation of the actual marriage of Major Dacre. By the decease of Isabella, the sole care of an only child devolved upon the surviving parent; and this circumstance determined Major DACRE. 67 Dacre to effect an exchange, whenever an op- portunity should oflPer of doing so with honour, that he might return to England with his infant son. But difficulties arose in making the desired arrangement, and another year had elapsed before Lord Hexham received the joyful intelligence of the period being fixed for his brother to set out on his homeward journey. The probable time of his arrival had almost passed, when unhappily his name appeared in the Gazette, under the head of " severely wounded." An unexpected attack had been made by the enemy, a few days previous to his intended departure : a general engagement had ensued, and at the close of the day this gallant officer received a wound in his breast, and was carried senseless from the field of battle. The 68 DACRE. ball was extracted ; and the wound, though severe, was not considered mortal. For a short time he patiently submitted to the treatment deemed necessary to his recovery, but wjth the first return of strength, he became weary of medical restraint, and impatient to return to England. In vain was he assured of the risk that would attend his too speedy re- moval. His military duty was at an end : his thoughts were turned towards home, and deaf to all counsel but the dictates of his wishes, he sought his child in the convent where he had been placed for safety, and hastily pursued his journey northward. He had written the day before his depar- ture, to apprise Lord Hexham of his intention to return immediately : the next letter received by him from Major Dacre was to announce his DACRE. 69 arrival at the sea-port from which he had in- tended to embark for England, and where he was now detained by illness. The hand-writing was much altered, and the desponding expres- sions of the few sentences that composed his letter, awakened such serious apprehensions in Lord Hexham's mind, that he lost no time in leaving England to join his brother, and to satisfy his anxiety respecting his real state. His alarms proved but too well founded. Major Dacre had been sinking fast ere his arrival, and though for a moment revived by the unexpected happiness of once more behold- ing his brother, all hope of recovery was past. He had, indeed, scarcely accomplished the half of his journey, when he became painfully sensi- ble that his strength was not equal to the task he had to perform; but having already pro- ceeded too far to gain much by return, and 70 DACRE. urged by the fear of being detained on the road, he pressed forward with renewed despatch, hoping that by thus shortening the time of ex- ertion, he might still have vigour sufficient to support him through the fatigues of the re- mainder. But in this hope he miscalculated the powers of his exhausted frame ; and though arrived at the port from which he was to sail, he found himself quite unable to attempt the passage. Conscious of his own rapid decline, his anxiety hourly increased to reach England. He ardently desired to look again on those dear inmates of his former home, whom time had still spared, and to consign to their hands the care of his only child ; but this anxiety served only to augment the fever that had long preyed upon his enfeebled body, and to hasten the moment that must terminate his existence. The presence of Lord Hexham, and his DACRE. 71 affectionate assurances of protection to the little Francis, tended greatly to relieve his mind ; and desirous to relate to his brother those circum- stances connected with the fate of the unfortu- nate Isabella, with which he believed him un- acquainted, he summoned resolution sufficient to allude to the severe affliction he had sus- tained in her loss. In spite of his endeavours to be composed, it was evident to Lord Hexham that the subject was of too agitating a nature to be discussed without danger to one in so very precarious a state ; therefore, earnestly beseech- ing him to postpone for the present any further conversation on that topic, he availed himself of the first opportunity to quit the apartment, trusting that perfect tranquillity might quiet an excitement so perilous to the sinking patient. Lord Hexham had not long retired ere he was summoned to the chamber of sickness. 72 DACRE. The servant whom he had placed in the room during his own short absence ran quickly to inform him that a sudden change had taken place in Major Dacre's appearance, and that his attempts to speak were inarticulate. In a mo- ment Lord Hexham was again by the bed-side of his brother. The dying man made an effort to speak on his approach, and for an instant his features were convulsed by the painful anxiety he displayed to make himself understood ; but the power of utterance was gone, and a vacant stare soon succeeded his hopeless attempt to impart his wishes. It occurred to Lord Hexham that he might possibly have desired once more to gaze upon his child. The terrified boy was quickly placed within his reach upon the bed. He turned his dimmed and glassy eye towards him, and by a slight movement of the lips as he endeavoured DACRE. 73 to imprint the last kiss upon his cheek, showed that his senses had not yet forsaken him. Lord Hexham affectionately pressed his brother's hand, and repeated his assurances of parental care to his nephew ; the pressure was not re- turned — the hand was already powerless ; but his features relaxed into a faint smile, as though he comprehended the meaning of those words. He breathed one heavy sigh — his eyes closed — and in another instant Lord Hexham bent with heartfelt sorrow over the lifeless body of his brother. VOL. 1. E 74> CHAP. IV. " Such is the weakness of all mortal hope, So fickle is the state of earthly things, That ere they-come into their aimed scope. They fall so short of our frail reckonings ; And bring us bale and bitter sorrowings. Instead of comfort, which we should embrace. This is the state of Csesars and of kings ; Let none, therefore, that is in meaner place, To greatly grieve at any his unlucky case." Spenser. Major Dacre had ever been so averse from business, that it afforded no matter of surprise to Lord Hexham to perceive that among the few scattered papers discovered with his scanty effects, none were to be found of the slightest importance to himself or to his child. There was but little more money than was necessary DACUE. 75 to the accomplishment of his journey — no let- ters ; and, with the exception of a small trinket containing a lock of black hair, which he habi- tually wore, not a relic of Isabella was to be seen. The servant who had accompanied Major Dacre, having been hired only for the occasion, could not be expected to afford much inform- ation upon the subject of his late master's pro- perty ; but suggested, as the readiest means to account for any apparent deficiencies, that part of the baggage belonging to Major Dacre's regiment had been captured by the enemy on the day in which he received his fatal wound. Lord Hexham was much pleased with the zeal with which he volunteered his services to dis- cover, if possible, the truth of this supposition, and at his activity in returning more imme- diately to head-quarters than was required for E 2 76 DACRE. the fulfilment of his subsequent engagements, in order that he might have the better chance of gaining the desired information. Lord Hexham was a widower and a father, but these circumstances were not wanted to awaken his sympathy in the fate of his orphan charge. His affection for his departed brother, not wholly unmixed with self-reproach for their temporary estrangement, and the satisfaction evinced by Major Dacre at his promise of pro- tection, combined with the lively intelligence and endearing disposition displayed by the little Francis, could not fail to secure for him in his uncle the interest and kindness of pa- ternal love. A few years subsequent to this period. Lord Hexham was visited by a severe affliction in the death of his only son, and to his nephew he now turned with the increased devotion of an DACRE. 77 undivided affection. Previous to the death of his cousin, Francis Dacre had declared his predilection in favour of the navy, and had ob- tained his uncle's consent to enter that service. Gladly would he have revoked his consent when by this change in the prospects of his nephew a profession was no longer necessary, and when with a heart half broken by domestic affliction, he fondly clung to the hope of future comfort in the society of his adopted son. Ignorant of these feelings in his uncle, and careless of ihe advantages to be derived from the prospective change in his worldly condition, young Dacre resisted every covert attempt to dissuade him from his purpose. Lord Hex- ham might perhaps have been tempted to offer more open and peremptory opposition to the fulfilment of his wishes, had not a painful di- lemma arisen about the period when Francis E 3 78 DACRE. was of an age to enter into his chosen profes- sion, which made him not only scrupulous of thwarting his nephew, but almost disposed him to rejoice at his choice. The manner in which Major Dacre had alluded to his wife, had left on Lord Hexham's mind no doubt of his brother's marriage ; but he was still ignorant of the time and place at which their union had occurred. It was a sub- ject on which hitherto he had felt that enquiry was immaterial ; but the death of his son had changed the aspect of affairs, and It now be- came important to the future prospects of his nephew, to obtain proofs of the fact and period of his parents' marriage. The regiment to which Major Dacre had belonged, was at this time expected shortly to return; and to the arrival of his friends and companions, Lord Hexham looked forward DACRE. 79 with some anxiety, as the readiest means of ob- taining the wished for information. But in this expectation, he was disappointed. In vain he made enquiries of all those who had lived on terms of intimacy with his late brother. Every circumstance connected with the elope- ment and marriage of Major Dacre and Isabella had been attended with such secrecy, that the subject had remained a mystery even to those with whom he was best acquainted. An im- pression had existed generally amongst his friends that he was married: but as it was also surmised that he had been accompanied by Isabella for some time previous to their know- ledge of her being his companion, they could form no idea of the period of their marriage ; and some indiscreet raillery having once nearly produced a serious quarrel, all observation or enquiry had been from that time forward care- E 4 80 DACKE. fully avoided. His most intimate friend had been killed in action. One only servant had attended him from the time he quitted Eng- land, till within a year of his return ; respecting this man Lord Hexham could obtain no cer- tain information, till on looking over a packet of his brother's letters, he met with one, con- taining expressions of regret for the loss of this faithful attendant, who had just died after a very short illness. The difficulty, now apparent, of obtaining such proofs of the legitimacy of Francis Dacre as were requisite for ensuring the succession to his uncle's title, determined Lord Hexham to offer no decided opposition to his entering the profession on which his mind was bent. He was anxious that one so young should be spared the knowledge of those harassing doubts respecting his birth, which Lord Hex- DACRE. 81 * ham hoped by continued exertion would even- tually be dispelled. He dreaded the effects upon his nephew's mind of thus early debasing the memory of his parents, whom Francis had hitherto been taught to cherish and revere. Should his unwearied perseverance be rewarded by S'Uccess, Francis would have been exposed to unnecessary trials ; but if, on the contrary, the search should prove fruitless, or serve only to confirm his fears, he thought it desirable that the years of childhood should have passed, and the character of his nephew be more formed, ere the painful truth was revealed to him. It was a mournful day to all at Hexham house, when Francis was summoned * to ioin the ship to which he had been appointed. Daring in spirit, and of a generous, lively, and affectionate disposition, he was the darling of E 5 82 DACRE. his uncle, and the spoiled child of all the house- hold. There was not one, who had not thanks to mingle with their farewell blessing for some little token of remembrance presented to them by the warm hearted boy ; and when he quitted his home, there were none who did not feel in some degree that cheerless blank, which the absence of a cherished object must ever pro- duce. To Lord Hexham his loss was indeed se- vere, it was the loss of that companion who had alone the power to arouse him from the habitual seriousness which his heavy affliction had produced. The only occupation in which he now felt disposed to engage with feelings of real interest, was the prosecution of that enquiry in which the fate of his nephew was so materially in- volved. He carefully abstamed, however, from DACRE. S3 mentioning the subject to any but those who were likely to render him assistance, and to them he particularly requested that his en- quiries should be regarded as strictly confi- dential. It was after a layise of five years that Francis received the affectionate welcome that awaited his return to Hexham house. Amidst the joyful confusion of first meeting, Francis perceived nothing in the manner or appearance of Lord Hexham, that denoted any unfavourable change in his spirits ; but it could not long escape the young sailor's observation, that such a change had taken place, and that he no longer pos- sessed, as in days of yore, the power to dispel the gloom that affliction had gathered on his uncle's brow. He apprehended no diminution of the parental affection with which Lord Hex- ham had ever treated him, but he was grieved E 6 84 DACUE. and disappointed to feel his present unexpected inability to enliven or amuse him. In vain he recounted such anecdotes and adventures, as in absence are often valued, and fondly treasured in the memory chiefly from the hope of impart- ing pleasure in the home we have left. Upon one occasion whilst Francis was giving vent to the confident hopefulness of a sanguine disposition, and on another when with pride he recounted to his uncle the eulogium he had accidentally heard pronounced upon his father, he was surprised at the silence preserved by Lord Hexham; nor was his surprise diminished, when, on looking up, he perceived that the eyes of his uncle were riveted upon him with an ex- pression of melancholy earnestness, as though silently contemplating an object of pity. More than once did Lord Hexham appear anxious to communicate something to his young com- DACRE. 85 panion, but as often did the communication die on his lips. At length the time arrived when Francis was again summoned to fulfil the duties of his pro- fession. Lord Hexham appeared much agitated when his nephew informed him how near the hour of separation was at hand ; and, for a few minutes afterwards, he remained thoughtful and abstracted — then rising abruptly, as if sum- moning resolution to perform some act of pain- ful duty, he desired Francis would follow him to his study, where they should not be liable to intrusion. Francis's heart beat quick with emotion as he obeyed his uncle's command ; he experi- enced that nervous trepidation which even the strongest minds must feel, when finding them- selves on the eve of a disclosure so obviously painful. On entering, he found Lord Hexham 86 DACRE. busily employed in selecting some letters from a box. "Francis!" he said, as he looked affectionately towards him ; " Francis ! my dear boy ! the day is fixed for your departure. You entered the profession to which you belong as a child, but you return to it a man ; and I can- not run the risk of your learning by accident that which it is my duty to tell you. To me you stand in place of a son ; and to my death you look forward with hope, if not with cer- tainty, to the inheritance of all I possess." " My dear uncle," exclaimed Francis, with warmth, " can you suppose me capable of looking forward to such an event with " " No," interrupted Lord Hexham, " I believe you to be incapable of entertaining any feeling discreditable to yourself or painful to me ; but by the law of nature you should be my sur- vivor!" He paused for a moment, and then DACRE. 87 added in an agitated voice, " Would to heaven I could say that you must be my heir ! " To detail the conversation that followed this unexpected declaration would be useless. Francis was fully apprised of those circumstances which had so visibly affected the spirits of his uncle ; and having heard with pain and surprise the communication to which he was summoned to listen, he hastily quitted the apartment, in order to conceal the emotion he could no longer sup- press. We have said before, that Lord Hexham had been anxious that the doubts concerning the period of his brother's marriage should remain unknown to the world at large ; but a secret, which is known to many, is seldom inviolably preserved. The real position of Francis Dacre was not unknown to some of Lord Hexham's neighbours ; but as none could 88 DACRE. presume to volunteer an observation on such a subject to Lord Hexham, he believed that it was still unsuspected; and assured his nephew that such was the case. Francis had hitherto felt indifferent to the prospect of wealth and power held out to him as heir presumptive to Lord Hexham. To have dwelt on the thoughts of deriving any advantage from the death of one so dearly loved would have been revolting to his feelings, and his mind had as yet been principally engrossed by his profession. Perhaps, therefore, the extinction of any hope of hereditary honours, was less likely to be viewed as a disappointment by him, than by one less affectionate in disposition, or more advanced in years. The shock was, never- theless, severe : bred up in a family who adhered with the strictest tenacity to the honours of ancestry, he had been accustomed from his DACRE. 89 infancy to hear the stain of illegitimacy regarded as little short of personal disgrace. But it was not at first that the full extent of its influence upon his feelings was likely to be visible; for, anxious to conceal from his uncle the pain he had so reluctantly inflicted, he struggled with tolerable success during the few remaining days they were to spend together, against the distressing effects of his altered position ; but the influence upon his character was not the less sure, for being too slow to be seen by Lord Hexham, too gradual to be per- ceived by himself. The spirits of youth, and the activity of his profession, preserved him from the gloom which so often succeeds to mortification and disappointment; but they could not preserve him from that sensitiveness which was the precursor of suspicion and irri» 90 DACRE. tability, to which he had hitherto been a stranger. When his uncle assured him that his situation was unknown, he had comforted himself with the reflection that the ignorance of others would long spare him the increased mortification that must attend its publicity ; but he soon felt con- vinced, that even for publicity he would willingly exchange the oppressive consciousness of being regarded as other than he knew himself to be. The careless gaiety which till now had charac- terised his disposition, was constantly checked by circumstances the most trivial. Sometimes he would fancy his secret was known, and then the most casual and unintentional observations were converted by his now morbid imagination into pointed and premeditated allusions to him- self. Sometimes he wished for protection from the painful, though accidental allusions, to DACRE. 91 which this secresy exposed him in society ; and at other times, reproaching himself with the deceit of maintaining a false character, he was almost tempted to disregard the breach of con- fidence to his uncle, and to declare at once the secret which rankled in his breast. But he was ever checked by the recollection that such an avowal would not only affect the consideration he might personally enjoy in the world, but must tend still more to debase the estimation in which the memory of his parents was held. " No," thought he, " though I am no longer allowed to regard my mother as blameless, I will be grateful to her as the guardian of my infancy. Should I survive my uncle, the cir- cumstances of my birth must at his death be know to all ; but I will never deserve the re- proach of having voluntarily revealed the errors of a parent." 92 DACRE. It was not long, however, ere Francis became aware that to one at least of his companions a disclosure on his part was needless. A few months subsequent to his departure from Eng- land, Harry Molesworth was appointed to the ship in which Dacre was serving. They had been neighbours in the country — friends at school — and had beffun their naval career un- der the same captain. It was therefore matter of no small satisfaction to each, to find them- selves once more embarked as companions in the same voyage. Upon more than one occasion Francis having remarked that his friend Harry had appeared anxious to turn such conversation as was calcu- latedtowound his feelings, began to suspect that he could not be quite ignorant of his real situ- ation. A discussion one day arising as to the surest road to promotion, Francis was jestingly DACRE. 93 attacked upon the certainty that the heir of a peer (who voted with government) would be found one of those fittest to be promoted upon the earliest opportunity. Francis could ill con- ceal how little agreeable to him were these allusions to his future prospects ; but his young companions, encouraged by the effect they had produced, and unrestrained by the discretion of riper years, persevered in this strain. Francis became irritated beyond endurance; declared he had been insulted, and that the youth whom he regarded as ringleader in the attack should be held seriously responsible for his conduct. Harry Molesworth had joined the circle too late to avert this injudicious outbreak on the part of his friend, but he lost no time in speak- ing to him alone, to repair the mischief that had occurred. " Say no more," replied Francis, impa- 94 DACIIE. tiently. " I have more reason to be vexed than you perhaps imagine : if you knew but half, you would feel with me." " No," said Harry. " It is because I do feel with you, and for you, that I am so anxious you should press this matter no further. I know to what you allude ; I will not deceive you." Dacre looked at him earnestly for a moment, for he doubted the reality of his knowledge ; but the expression of Moles worth's countenance soon undeceived him. Stung by the imaginary disgrace of detection, Dacre then abruptly turned away, saying, bitterly, " I see you know it, but I did not expect to have been taunted by a friend like you." " Dacre," replied Molesworth, with emotion, " forgive me if I have wounded your feelings in attempting to serve you. Heaven knows, 1 DACRE. 95 wished to save you from pain, but I have failed ; my bluntness may have offended you, but I am much mistaken in you if you will not at least do justice to my motives." Such an appeal could not fail to produce the desired effect. Francis held out his hand. The zeal and affection of his friend had overcome in an instant all feelings of anger ; and reproach- ing himself for the harshness and injustice with which he had repelled his kind interference, he now willingly accepted the offer of mediation, which at first he had so unwisely rejected. The good understanding that had always subsisted between Dacre and Molesworth be- came necessarily strengthened by the explanation that took place on this occasion. Though greatly inferior to Dacre in natural ability, Harry Molesworth had the advantage of a judgment unwarped by the wayward fancies of 96 DACRE. a wounded and susceptible mind. Though devoid of much of that refinement of feeling and taste which commanded for Dacre the affection and respect of all who knew him, he was greatly his superior in evenness of temper and of spirits, differences which tended greatly to rivet their mutual regard. Moreover, know- ing as he did the secret cause, he could sympa- thise with those feelings in Dacre, that were regarded by others as the fruits of a haughty and capricious disposition ; and though often deprecating the effects which sprung from that cause, he felt only regret when others felt re- sentment. In the society of Harry Molesworth, Dacre also felt a pleasure unknown to him in that of any other person; for in his company he was free from the self reproach which he had attached to the concealment of his situation. To these combined circumstances, rather than DACRE. 97 to any particular resemblance in character, must be attributed a constancy of friendship, un- clouded by those interruptions which, too often on the part of Dacre, disturbed the goodwill of others towards him, and procured for him the injurious reputation of caprice. VOL. I. 98 CHAP. V. All thoughts, all passions, all delights, Whatever stirs this mortal frame ; All are but ministers of Love, And feed his sacred flame. Coleridge. At the age of four-and-twenty Dacre quitted the navy. His youthful enthusiasm for the service had somewhat subsided : it had ah-eady afforded liim the means of seeing much of the world, and the hope of continued peace de- prived him of the prospect of any glorious dis- tinction in sucli a career. These circumstances alone would probably not have been sufficient to induce such a change; but with increasing years and with declining health, Lord Hexham DACRE. 99 If- became daily more conscious of the cheerlessness of a solitary home. This fact he no longer con- cealed from his nephew ; and Francis, who owed to his uncle almost more than filial duty and affection, consented, without hesitation, to fore- stall the half expressed wish that he should quit a profession which necessitated such long separ- ations. It was about a year previous to this important step that Dacre had formed an acquaintance in Italy, which materially influenced his feelings, and promised to have no slight effect upon the happiness of his after life. At that period he first became acquainted with Lord and Lady Kendal ; and it was not long before he felt him- self powerfully attracted by their daughter, Lady Emily Somers. The arrival of Lord Kendal and his family at Naples by land, had preceded by a very short time that of Dacre by sea. An F 2 100 DACRE. introduction was soon effected, and as Lord Kendal was rich and hospitable, and showed no lack of that sociable desire to cultivate the ac- quaintance of his countrymen, which the English so invariably display as soon as they have quitted England, no opportunity was wanting for ripeu' ing acquaintance into friendship, or friendship into love. Invitations were given and accepted ; the hand of Lady Emily was sought, and re- ceived for the dance ; parties of pleasure were formed, and scenes equally new and enchanting to both were viewed for the first time together. A thousand opportunities for falling in love are afforded to young people in a continental tour, which are denied them in England. The mountain path cannot be ascended alone, but imperatively requires the supporting arm of the companion: without his careful assistance the mule would not thread its dangerous way, and DACRE. 101 her safety requires his attendance at her side. The distant expedition brings a moonlight re- turn. They Hsten to the murmuring ripple of the wave as it gently readies the shore, and the joyous sound of voices softened by the distance breaks upon the ear. They gaze on the tre- mulous stream of silver light which dances on the scarcely ruffled waters, and watch with won- der and delight the red bickering flame that ever and anon shoots upwards from the summit of Vesuvius. Their feelino-s are brought into unison by sympathy in the contemplative plea- sures which such scenes must produce ; and the gay frivolity of the ball-room is exchanged for the silent enthusiasm which nature awakes. It is at moments like these, when the petty anxieties of life are absorbed in the sublimity of the scene — when the thoughts are not selfishly engaged in a search for admiration — when the F 3 102 DACRE. heart is not hardened by the vain ambition of conquest — that we are most accessible to ten- derness and attachment. It is at moments Hke these that — when silence is at length broken — the warm in heart and the pure in mind dare to pour forth those sentiments which are least suited to the gaiety of society, and least understood by the cold and reckless. It was under circumstances thus favourable to the growth of his passion, that Dacre became warmly attached to Lady Emily Somers. He loved with all the freshness and ardour of a first attachment ; and the kind welcome with which he was ever received by Lord and Lady Kendal would have flattered him with the belief that his attentions to their daughter were not displeasing to them, had not the suspicion that he was in- debted for this encouragement to their ignorance of his real position and prospects, proved a con- DACRE. 103 stant check to his hopes. The child who be- lieves itself concealed when it closes its eyes, does not practise a greater self-delusion, tlian the man who believes that the motives and feel- ings by which he is actuated, and which are ever most present to his own mind, must be equally apparent to the minds of others. How often does this delusion give a meaning where nothing was meant. What a superstructure of perverted facts are raised upon this groundwork of im- agination, and how great, how humiliating the astonishment, when the disappearance of the baseless fabric reveals the naked truth ! In the facilities so frequently afforded to Dacre, Lord Kendal had no matrimonial views for his daughter. The attractions of Lady Emily had accustomed him to see her always attended and courted, and he was totally unconscious of there existing in Dacre any particular preference to- F 4« 104? DACRE. wards her. Lord Kendal had deservedly the reputation of being a clever man ; but he was not an observant one. He was well-informed, but was more proud of being conversant with the fine arts than, as was thought by some, his know- ledge warranted. In Dacre he ever found an obliging and an intelligent listener. He knew that Dacre had much taste and information upon these subjects ; and if Lord Kendal had the ill luck to misname a picture, miscall a statue, or misdate a building, the admirer of his daughter had too much tact to betray the error. Dacre was therefore found an agreeable addition to every party; and thus, whilst seeking a pleasant companion for himself. Lord Kendal was inno- cently providing a lover for his daughter. With Lady Kendal the case was different. She had no doubt of the real cause of Dacre's willingness to seek, and to be sought, by them. DACRE. 105 She liked to see her daughter admired, and felt a preference for those who admired her. She approved of all that she had observed or heard of Dacre ; and though in no hurry to part with Emily, yet, as her maternal vanity was flattered by his devotion, she opposed no obstacles to the opportunities of being with hei*, which Lord Kendal so frequently afforded him. Lady Ken- dal carefully abstained from all mention of her opinions on this subject to her husband — Lord Kendal was not to be trusted in such matters. He had never lived much with young people. Early in life he had married the only person upon whom he had ever bestowed his affections, and he looked upon every flirtation that did not terminate in matrimony, as an idle and repre- hensible expenditure of time and sentiment. He forgot that time was often necessary to create a reciprocity of feeling; and in more than one F 5 106 DACRE. instance he had most unceremoniously dropped all intercourse with those whom report had in any degree connected wath the name of his daughter. His modes of discouraging were pointed and decisive; but were certainly not considerate or mild. Lady Kendal was aware that not even the charms of Lady Emily could overcome the effects that frequent repetitions of such treatment must produce. When, there- fore, Lord Kendal possessed the same means as herself of judging upon such matters. Lady Kendal did not think it necessary to sound the alarm, by imparting to him the results of her own observations. She had been so accustomed to see her daughter pass unharmed through the fiery ordeal of flirtation, that the danger of risk- ing her happiness by tacitly permitting her ad- mirers to Avin her affections, if they could, did not occur to her mind. DACRE. 107 Though Dacre was not mistaken in supposing that Lady Kendal perceived his attentions to Lady Emily, it may easily be imagined that he deceived himself as often in the degree of mean- inc: which he attached to her conduct towards him, as in believing that Lord Kendal had either desired or accepted him as a son-in-law. The more he felt secure of the approbation of Lord and Lady Kendal, the more sensitively alive did he become to the fear lest he might be indebted for much of their good will to their erroneous impression concerning his future position in the world. These fears were exchanged, in time, for the painful certainty that Lord Kendal did regard him as the heir to Lord Hexham. The day preceding that which was appointed for the departure of Lord Kendal and his family from Naples, a conversation took place at his house upon the new members who were likely F 6 1 08 DACRE. to be elected for the ensuing Parliament. Dacre was strongly advised, by some of the party who were present, to take the opportunity of his ap- proaching return to England to come forward in political life. In the course of the evening he had the mortification of accidentally over- hearing Lord Kendal explain to the gentleman who was most pressing in his advice upon the subject, the inexpediency of Dacre making any effort to become a member of the House of Commons, when in all probability he would be called before the next dissolution to take the place he must inherit in the House of Lords. Dacre saw that the conversation did not stop here ; but he heard no more. He had been an unwilling though an interested listener to a remark that was obviously not intended for his ear, and he felt bound in honour instantly to remove out of the reach of any further observ- DACRE. 109 ations on himself. He stole one glance at Lord Kendal, and fancied that he read in his counte- nance a look of surprise at the answer he re- ceived from the gentleman with whom he was conversing. The idea that, at that moment, Lord Kendal might possibly be, for the first time, learning the error he had committed in regarding him as heir to Lord Hexham, in- stantly rushed upon his mind. He felt humili- ated and oppressed by the thought; and though a few short hours must now bring that separ~ ation between himself and Lady Emily, to which he had hitherto looked forward with so much dread, he was the first of the party who arose to depart. A last meeting of those who during many previous months have lived in frequent habits of friendly communion is always sad, — sad to the heart, even when it wears a fictitious garb 110 DACRE. of forced gaiety ; but most sad, when, as in the present instance, it is a last meeting in a foreign land. It is not only that when abroad the ties of country bind us more closely to each other, and seem as it were like ties of kindi'ed ; but there is the superadded consciousness that, too probably, we may never meet again under cir- cumstances that will cause those ties to be of equal value. In our own land we often witness the dispersion of a society of intimate friends. We fly from the town to the country — from the country to the town — but our parting is not embittered by a thought that we shall never participate in such scenes again ; or that if we meet, it will be with that change of feeling which altered position and associations, and a diminished dependence on each other for friendly offices or social pleasure, have a natural tend- ency to produce. DACRE. Ill Upon these occasions there is a melancholy sense of every thing being clone for the last time, which even the spirits of the gayest can scarcely resist. As the evening v^^ears away, the easy flow of conversation is arrested by this depressing thought; the force of argu- ment seems paralysed ; the brilliant sally and the quick repartee die iniuttered on the lips ; the laugh is seldom raided ; the voice of merri- ment is hushed; and silence at length gives warning that the moment of separation is at hand. All feel that a term of pleasure is con- cluded; and each is unwilling to proclaim its end, and bid good bye. There were many of those friends assembled at Lord Kendal's for the purpose of taking leave, who lingered late that evening; there were others who arose early the next morning to bid adieu once more ; but Dacre did neither : 112 DACRE. he could think only of the change that might have been effected towards him in the feelings of the parents (perhaps even in those of their daughter herself) by the possible disclosures of the preceding evening, and he thought even absence was preferable to the chance of being exposed to the chilling blight of an altered manner. Lord Kendal returned to England ; and many months had not elapsed before Dacre, soon after his own arrival in London, found himself warmly greeted by the family on whom his happiness now so much depended. Their meeting was accidental. In Lady Emily he flattered himself he ^aw just such embarrassment as he could have wished ; and by Lord and Lady Kendal he was kindly reproached for not apprising them of his return. The charm of this unex- pected kindness was however soon broken. He DACRE, lis could not feel certain that Lord Kendal had been undeceived respecting him ; and he deter- mined one morning, when alone with Lady Kendal, to ascertain whether he might consider the ready welcome that always awaited him at their house, as proceeding only from personal regard to himself, or as possibly directed to- wards the heir of Lord Hexham. He suc- ceeded in his object; but discovered, to his mortification, that they were no better informed as to his prospects than at the time when he overheard that, which he knew to be false, so innocently stated as matter of fact by Lord Kendal. Till now his conscience had been free from giving any sanction to the error. So long as he felt doubtful upon the subject, he could hot reproach himself with knowingly encourag- ing the deception ; but the case was now altered. 114; DACRE. He had so led the conversation with Lady Kendal as to elicit all he sought to know, with- out committing himself to any assertion or contradiction on the subject ; but he could not any longer plead doubt to himself as an excuse for a want of openness, which might be re- garded by them as dishonourable. His position became extremely embarrassing ; he could not feel at ease ; and this constraint diminished even the pleasure which he had hitherto derived from the society of Lady Emily. If they met at a ball, he abstained from offering himself as her partner: others were allowed to hand her to her carriage. He no longer maintained his position in the opera-box : his visits became less frequent, his attentions less marked ; and, though his feelings were unaltered, it seemed to be as often his wish to avoid as to seek the object of his affections. DACRE. 115 This state of affairs was too painful to admit of any pleasure, and he therefore resolved to join his uncle in the country, in order that he might either obtain his consent to an open declaration being made to Lady Emily and her parents, of his prospects and his wishes, or else to withdraw at once from the society of her whose attractions became daily more destructive to his peace. Lord Hexham was one with whom all were obliged to consider well the time, and watch for the most fitting opportunity to mention any subject which demanded his attention, or to which it mi^ht not be agreeable to him to listen. He was of a nervous and irritable disposition, and it was very unfortunate for Dacre, that on his arrival at Hexham House, he found his uncle more than usually un- well. Dacre was aware how important it was 116 DACRE. to his health that he should not be agitated, and for above a fortnight he delayed, in the daily hope of seeing such amendment as would enable him, without risk, to lay open his heart to his uncle. He waited in vain : at the end of that time. Lord Hexham had a seizure from which he never recovered, though his existence was prolonged for some montlis : but his facul- ties had been impaired by the shock ; his powers of reasoning and comprehension were extin- guished, and he expired in the arms of his nephew, wholly uninformed of all that Dacre had wished to impart. The circumstances which Dacre had so un- willingly kept secret were now known to all. Lord Hexham was dead, and the supposed heir presumptive did not assume the title. He was, therefore, no longer fettered by scruples from declaring his affection for Lady Emily ; DACRE. 117 and his uncle having, greatly to his surprise, bequeathed him a considerable fortune, he hoped, that should he succeed in procuring her consent to his wishes, he should meet with no opposition from her parents. There had been no commvuiication between them and himself since he had left London, the preceding summer. Durino; the lino;erinff illness of his uncle, he had never quitted him for a single day : he had heard nothing from them ; and, situated as he was, he had been restrained by delicacy from writing unasked. 118 CHAP. VI. Oh ! impotent estate of human life ! Where hope and fear maintain eternal strife ; Where fleeting joy does lasting doubt inspire, And most we question what we most admire. Among thy various gifts, great Heaven, bestow Our cup of love unmixed! Prior. It was late in the spring, when Dacre returned to London, in a mood of mingled excitement and depression. His heart glowed with the ardent hope of successful love, but his spirits were still depressed by the loss of his earliest friend and protector. The cheering expect- ations, excited by the recollection of past kind- ne^es, were sometimes involuntarily checked by the fear lest worldly ambition should impede DACRE. 119 their fulfilment. He was determined to lose no time in explaining his feelings, and he looked forward with feverish impatience to the moment that must release him from the suspense in which he had so long remained. His first act after arriving in town was to call at Lady Ken- dal's ; but he called in vain. It was a Wednes- day morning, and it occurred to him that Almack's might possibly afford him that even- ino; the wished-for meeting, and thither he determined to go. There are many to whom the name of a ball conveys no other idea than the meeting of va- rious persons, to indulge in the unmeaning practice of dancing : there are others who look upon a ball as the means of conquest and dis- play. By some it is regarded as the business of life ; by others as the frivolous recreation of un- thinking people. By the wily matron It is 120 DACRE. viewed as a market ; by the presumptuous hen- apparent as the bazaar from which he may select his mate at pleasure ; and there are those among the elders, who, regarding it as the inno- cent outbreak of joy and mirth in the young, benignantly approve of such safety-valve to the exuberance of youthful spirits. But with far other feelings is such a scene viewed by the lover, for to him only it becomes the theatre of romance, and the dwelling-place of passion. There have been some who think that love is a native of the rocks; but its birth-place matters little, when once it is called into being, for it can thrive alike wherever it is trans- planted. It shrouds itself in an atmosphere of its own creation, and sees the surrounding ob- jects through the medium of its own fanciful halo. The existence of colour depends not more on the rays of the sun, than depends the DACRE. 121 hue which is lent to all that is external, upon the internal feelings of the mind. The bustling scenes of gaiety may appear ill suited to the indulgence of deep feeling; yet the mind which is preoccupied by one absorbing thought, has not only an inward attraction that bids defi- ance to the intrusions of others, but has even the power of converting into aliment all that should tend to destroy its force. The crowds that pass before the eyes of a lover, seem but as a procession of which his mistress is the queen. If he talks to another, it is to listen to the welcome theme of her praise from the voice of partial friendship; and if the actions of others ever attract his attention, it is to observe, with the jealous watchfulness of a lover, the manner and reception of those whom he regards as rivals. It was in a frame of mind very accessible to VOL, I. G 122 DACRE. such feelings that Dacre entered the room. His nervous impatience had induced him to repair there early; and he found himself among the little knot of company who prowl about the room waiting for the expected crowd, half angry at the tardiness of others, and half ashamed of their own punctuality. His eyes were intent upon the door, and he anxiously watched that slow distinct arrival of group after group, which marks the languid begin- ning of a ball. But now the plot thickens — the group have mingled, and there are bowings of heads, and greetings of tongues, and shak- ing of hands ; the tide presses forward ; the music tempts not in vain ; partners are chosen ; chaperons scramble for benches ; the crowd becomes dense, and the ball is alive. Dacre waited in painful suspense till within a few minutes of the hour of hopeless exclu- DACRE. 123 slon, and had almost resigned his hopes, when he saw, with nervous delight, the long delayed entry of Lady Kendal and her daughter. He approached, but with an alacrity which was checked more and more, every instant, by the misgiving which their manner inspired. He saw at the first glance that they had perceived his presence from afar ; but where was that look of pleasure which ought to have accom- panied the recognition ? He missed it ; but no matter : " Women," said he to himself, " are not demonstrative. I dare say they will be glad to see me;" and to this humble point of unro- mantic expectation had his high hopes been cooled down in the course of the very few seconds which elapsed before he was near enough to shake them by the hand. Alas! proximity brought no improvement. He strufTirled for an instant against admitting 6 £i 1 24 DACRE. to himself that there was positive alteration in their manner; but the fact was undeniable: Lady Emily received him with cold embarrass- ment; Lady Kendal with the indifference of mere civility. Lady Emily, when he drew near, was talking gaily to Sir Edward Bradford. His approach visibly checked her liveliness ; and it seemed a welcome relief, when, an instant after- wards, Sir Edward offered her his arm to lead her away to another part of the room. Dacre watched her with bitter intentness — saw the cloud of gravity which his presence had cast, continue for a few pioments — and then smiles returned — and she even began to lauffh gaily with her companion ; and then Dacre looked at her no longer. He turned away, and it was with a pain and desolation of heart that he had never known before ; for at that moment he felt the first access of a passion to which he DACRE. 125 had hitherto been a stranger, — jealousy. To be subjected to change — to coldness — was cruel ; but to see another preferred, and to feel that another now occupied the place he would have filled — and to see that Emily could smile at the pain she inflicted, — all this was a severe aggravation. With a heart swelling at the thought, he resolved to obtain that evening some explanation of this unexpected change of manner. He sought an opportunity of again approaching Lady Kendal, and addressed her with some trifling observation, in the vain hope of en- gaging her in conversation. She answered him with the same cool civility with which she had greeted him on her entrance ; but she originated nothing in return. Dacre would gladly have exchanged the most pointed rudeness for such chilling politeness ; for the one might have G 3 1£6 PACRE. seemed a justification for his asking the explan- ation he sought; whilst the other blasted his hopes without the power of redress, or even of complaint. Just as he was about to retire under the galling consciousness that his presence was unwelcome, Lady Emily returned from the Jance to take her station by her mother's side. To quit the spot as she drew nigh was repug- nant to his feelings ; and he still lingered, in hopes of once more awakening in her the tone of friendly intimacy that her mother had aban- doned. But again he was disappointed ; she carefully avoided meeting his eye, and it was not till Lady Kendal had gently touched her arm that she appeared to heed him. Her reply was short and repulsive ; and immediately tak- ing advantage of the vicinity of a female friend, she engaged herself in conversation, so as to DACRE. 127 preclude the possibility of being again addressed by him. Dacre retired to his lonely home, disappointed and wounded by the events of the evening. During the whole of that day, the expected meeting with Lady Emily had been the one prevailing subject of his thoughts. His imagin- ation had been busily employed in picturing to himself the time and the manner of that meet- ing ; his fears had faded, as the coming pleasure of again beholding her had, with its approach, gained force ; and he had entered the ball-room full of anxious, yet hopeful, anticipations. Those past occasions rose to his mind, on which he had felt that, had he been differently situated, he might have dared to declare his sentiments. He imagined their recurrence, and, in fancy, rehearsed the scene that now, under altered cir- cumstances, might soon ensue — perhaps that G 4 128 DACRE. very evening. But the evening was past — the meeting was over — and all his bright visions had faded before the cold reality of unrequited aiFection. His imagination had exalted him to the station of an accepted lover ; and he had sunk in a few short minutes to the chilling level of a mere acquaintance. Yet what right had he to complain? Had their conduct been such as to justify his asking — " What is my offence?" He might have then looked forward to the enjoyment of that exciting happiness which attends a reconciliation with those we love. But he felt that their conduct did not warrant any such question, and that he could not presume to reproach them with having merely disappointed his expectations of the pleasure they would testify at meeting him, or in the degree of regard they entertained for him. He saw his prospects were DACRE. 125) clouded, and that his hopes of happiness were delayed, if not extinguished. Dacre soon found that it was not only from Lady Kendal and from Lady Emily Somers that he was destined to endure a change of man- ner. He was no longer Lord Kendal's chosen referee upon a meditated purchase of a statue or a picture — on the bet he might venture to make at his club, or the vote he ought to give in par- liament — no lonofer the welcome third to en- liven his tete-a-tete ride with his daughter — no longer the guest whom they almost scolded if he did not frequently avail himself of a general invitation to their table. The idea that he was despised by the parents on account of his birth, and possibly superseded in the affection of their child, soon took possession of his mind. He felt at once offended and humiliated; and gladly would he have rooted from his heart an attach- G 5 130 DACRE. ment which was secure only of opposition, and which he now saw so much reason to beheve was not reciprocal. But this was impossible ; and the tenacity with which this feeling still clung, and the vigour with which it resisted every effort to uproot it, served only, by convincing him of its strength, greatly to increase the depression of spirit, and morbid sensibility, which rendered valueless in his eyes every advantage he pos- sessed, and to deprive him, by degrees, of all power of enjoyment. Still were there many by whom Francis Dacre was envied. It was not known to the world that his affections were preoccupied ; but it was well known to all that he bore a high reputation for talent and acquirement — and that he was young, good-looking, and rich. His manner was na- tural, his countenance expressive ; and his story had excited interest. He was still sufficiently DACRE. 131 new in the London world to be an object of cu- riosity ; and the diversity of opinion respecting the merits and failings of his character, made him a theme of more frequent discussion, and of far greater interest, than if all had been agreed upon the qualities that entitled him to praise or to censure. By some he was lauded with enthusiasm, and by others regarded as disap- pointing and cold ; by one party he was accused of melancholy — by another, of caprice. At one time, the untainted freshness of his mind was extolled — at another, he was reproached for his untimely indifference to the pleasures of life ; and those whose imagination supplied them with no better comment to offer, were contented to say he was unlike other people. From one danger he al- ways safely escaped — that of being overlooked, even in the crowded society in which he lived — for, without effort, he became " the fashion." G 6 132 DACRE. With such recommendations, it was not sur- prising that Dacre should find himself an object of interest to match-making mothers, flirtatious daughters, and coquettish wives. In the vain hope of supplanting the image of her who alone occupied his mind, he sometimes endeavoured to appreciiite the charms and admire the beauties, of others ; he tried to be, or to seem, amused and interested ; but to no purpose. There were two objects which often passed before his eyes, and rendered futile his strongest resolution- The sight of Lady Emily Somers made in- effectual his assumption of indifference ; and he never met Sir Edward Bradford, but the spirit of jealousy, which he flattered himself was dor- mant, would boil anew as fiercely as before. No wonder, then, that the jury of fair ladies who kindly sat in judgment upon his disposition, should have returned against Dacre the terrible DACRE. 133 verdict of " wilful caprice, and cold indifFereiice," — no wonder that all who convicted him of such offences, should earnestly desire his punishment : ' for man's heart is the natural prey and property of woman ; and he who refuses to surrender it to I any one of the many who may be willing to accept it, is apt to be treated as a common enemy, that has resisted a just authority. To subdue him, is ever accounted a service to the common cause; and success is hailed with applause, though it may not outweigh the envy which it excites. " So Lady Anne has fixed upon Mr. Dacre for her next conquest," said the dowager Lady A , who always touched, without preface or scruple, upon any bit of gossip it had been her good fortune to learn. " She will do less harm than usual," replied the sarcastic Mrs. B . <' There will be no 134 DACRE. love lost between those two, for both are equally void of feeling;." Lady C cast a significant look towards her daughter, as she whispered to a few con- fidential friends, that Lady Anne had succeeded, as usual, in spoiling a match ; but whether the daughter of Lady C could, with truth, claim the proud distinction of having been ne- glected by Mr. Dacre, or whether both he and Lady Anne were in reality so totally void of susceptibility, it is at present unnecessary to disclose ; but certain it is, that when the eye of gossip saw the bright countenance of Lady Anne Preston beaming with pleasure at the approach of Mr. Dacre — watched him evening after evening listen with unusual attention to her flow of conversation — the tocsin was sounded, a flirtation proclaimed, and a theme DACRE. 135 for curiosity and a subject for inquisitive specu- lation was founded. It so happened tliat both the Kendals and Lady Anne Preston lingered late in* London — Dacre did the same — and whilst he could not disguise from himself that the breach had un- equivocally widened between himself and the former, he became daily more conscious of the power possessed by the latter to occupy his attention and promote his amusement. But all things must have an end ; and by the time the last waggons bore their cumbrous weight from the doors of those who tarried longest — and when assizes and races, bow meetings and regattas, had robbed London of its last idlers — they also had all departed in the difFerent directions to which duty or pleasure had sum- moned them. 136 DACRE. It is well that, once a year, the tide of folly and malice is checked in its course by the timely interference of change of company and place. Many an error is repented, and many a slander is forgotten, in this fortunate cessation of oppor- tunities to feed and promulgate the gossip of society. It may be sad to take leave of the scenes of pleasure ; but to how many does the absence of temptation prove the best safeguard for their conduct ! Let it, therefore, be some consolation to the benevolent lingerer in town, who is daily obliged to witness the dreary West- end scene, to remember that, by this cheerless priyation of bustle and amusement, some may be spared that worse desolation of heart — the loss of an approving conscience. 137 CHAP. VII. Vain pleasures of luxurious life, For ever with yourselves at strife ; * * * * When will your hapless patrons learn To watch and ponder — to discern The freshness, the eternal youth. Of admiration sprung from truth, From beauty infinitely growing Upon a mind with love o'erflowing; To sound the depths of every art. That seeks its wisdom through the heart. Wordsworth. The scene changes to Hatton, the country residence of Lord and Lady Whitby, where Dacre was an expected guest. In Lord and Lady Whitby there was a fortunate similarity of disposition. They lived in a state of self- gratulation on the superiority of their wealth 138 DACRE. and possessions over those of their more humble neighbours. Endowed with large for- tune, and small understanding, they cultivated their failings and miscalled them virtues ; and if, Pharisee like, they felt grateful for being not as others are, they certainly thought it matter of still greater gratitude to all around, that such a statesman — such a Lord-lieutenant — such a landlord — and such a Lady Bountiful, should have blessed the neighbourhood with their pre- sence. " Well, Mrs. Jackson ! I really must leave it to you : I had no idea so many people would have accepted," said Lady Whitby, in a tone of despair to her housekeeper, after trying in vain to arrange with her that most perplexing matter — the location of more guests than the house could conveniently hold. " It is very unfortunate indeed, my Lady," DACRE. 139 replied the disconsolate Mrs. Jackson. '' Is n't there no chance of some of your Ladyship's friends being unable to come?" " None, I am afraid. Remember we have settled that the Duke and Duchess of Bolton are to have the red damask room; and then there is the yellow satin, and the blue silk, and the green room, and the Eastern apartment ; and then there is the governess's room. Tell Miss Pearson she can sleep in the nursery ; and some of the young ladies who are coming can be put into the attics : as for the single gentlemen, they can go into the servants' room; you know single gentlemen can always be put any where : in short, you must manage it some how." Poor Mrs. Jackson wondered how she should ever succeed in making fifteen rooms afford a room apiece to twenty people ; but seeing all further assistance from her Ladyship was hope- 140 DACRE. less, she quitted the apartment, leaving Lady Whitby to the uninterrupted perusal of an answer to one of the recently issued invitations to Hatton. The letter was from Mrs. Ashby, as follows : — " My dear Lady Whitby, " I need hardly assure you with how much pleasure both my daughters and myself have received your kind summons to Hatton. It is so good of you to have thought of us ; but pray never think of mentioning our rooms ; you know of old that we like to be treated sans Jhfon, and that you can put us into any corner. We are so delighted at having the opportunity of seeing dear Lady Maria's debut, though the idea of yoiir having a daughter old enough to come out is really incredible. It seems but yes- terday since your marriage ; and as my imper- DACRE. 141 tinent children always accuse me of being a little too honest, you must know it is no flattery when / say, that seeing you, does not help to un- deceive me. " Nobody thinks or talks of any thing but the birthday ball at Hatton. It always is the topic throughout the county, and now excites even double its usual commotion from the curiosity and interest felt in the appearance of Lady Maria. What a pity it is, my dear Lady Whitby, that every mother who wishes well to her daughters, does not adopt your excellent plan, of keeping them strictly confined to the school-room till they take leave of it for ever. It not only keeps their minds fresh, but gives so much eclat to their first appearance. " You ask me how Mr. Dacre was liked at Thornbury. Poor, dear, good Mr. and Mrs. Molesworth, who know nothing of the world, 142 DACRE. and see very little difference between one per- son and another, found no fault in him. Young Saville called him age?ie ,- and my naughty girls, who will always say what they think, declared they found him such a very incomprehensible, unsatisfactory person, that he was no acquisi- tion. I will not deny that I was a little dis- appointed in him myself: it is so very difficult to become acquainted, that I really think I knew him better the first evening, than I did the last ; but I am grown old enough to make allowances, and the fact is, we were such a humdrum party there, that, except ourselves and George Saville, there was nobody dans son genre. I am quite glad to think we shall meet him at Hatton, where he must shine if he can. You know every one envies your talent of drawing people out; so you must not be surprised at ray giving no opinion till I have seen him chez vous. DACRE. 143 " The ffirls wish to know whether the starv- ing Irish are to have a fancy ball, or a bazaar next spring. We hear the patriots are to have whichever the Irish don't want. We, of course, mean only to go to the one you patronise ; and they would send directly for the materials for Poonah painting, if you were likely to want things for a stall. " I suppose you have heard that Lord Win- throp is ruined, and his creditors will only allow him 5000/. a year, jjow tout ■pot age. Lady Winthrop is very much to be pitied. Poor soul ! her famous diamond necklace and tiara are to be sold with the other things. " Lord John Fareham's marriage with Miss Cobb is on again. Cobb jpere has behaved shamefully, and has placed every farthing of her fortune out of Lord John's power. (One should really suppose he didn't know why he 144 DACRE. marries her !) The marriage was off for a few- days, and dear Lord John, who wrote to Mr. Saville, said, in his Jia'if way, that nothing short of the ill-bred knocking of his distracting cre- ditors should have made him sell himself to such a Jew ! " Georgiana Gordon's marriage is declared. The young people are all happiness ; but Mr. Tracy can boast of little more than good abili- ties and good character ; and as neither love, learning, or virtue will do to live upon, I do think it is very wrong in her parents to give their consent. She really is a pretty girl, and was so much admired, that I cannot understand their allowing her to throw herself away. " Now, then, my dear Lady Whitby, having written, as you desired, all the news I had heard, I will conclude by repeating the expres- sion of the pleasure with which we look forward DACRE. 145 to the day appointed for our visit to Hatton ; and begging you will accept for yourself, and give to dear Lady Maria, my daughters* kindest remembrances^ believe me, my dear Lady Whitby, yours very sincerely, " Lydia Ashby." As most people like to be thought what they wish to be, to hear the echo of their own opinion upon such a subject is always agree- able. Lady Whitby felt this, and had the wis- dom always to take some one under her special protection, who, like Mrs. Ashby, was " a little too honest ; " no wonder, therefore, that she should mentally exclaim, as she finished the letter, " how remarkably well Mrs. Ashby writes ! " The time that had elapsed between the dis- cussion of those arrangements which had so VOL, I. H H6 BACRE. much embarrassed the anxious Mrs. Jacksouj and the arrival of the company in question, brought nothing worth recording. Dacre was but slightly acquainted with Lord and Lady Whitby; but as Lord Whitby had always pro- fessed a regard for his uncle, Lord Hexham, and Lady Whitby knew he was the fashion, they had both agreed on the propriety of his being invited to Hatton. When, however, Dacre approached the vast front of this large Palladian house, and began to consider on how little he knew of its owners, and to speculate on the number of guests it might contain, and to think of the lottery of country-house plea- sures, he almost doubted his own wisdom in having accepted the invitation. There are, perhaps, few people to whom the feeling of shyness is unknown. Neither sex nor age are always proof against its visitations ; and DACRE. 147 there is no time when its presence is more sensibly felt than on first arriving at the large country house of a slight acquaintance. Cir- cumstances had rendered Dacre peculiarly sen- sitive; and in spite of having lived much in society, he was easily accessible to the influence of this feeling. The well-bred groom of the chambers having politely presumed he would like to be shown to his room immediately on his arrival, he was spared the shower of questions respecting the state of the roads, and the road he came, and the hour he set oflP, and the com- parison of clocks, with which a new comer is always assailed : but on whom he was to depend for a week's amusement he was still ignorant. The dinner hour came, and Dacre was greeted on the stairs by the well-known voice of Lady Anne Preston. It was a welcome sound, and the pleasure of the meeting was H 2 148 DACRE. heightened by its unexpectedness. Lady Anne had not only the power of generally making others bestow their admiration on her, but had also the more endearing quality of putting them on good terms with themselves ; and Dacre entered the drawing-room far better satisfied than when he had quitted his own room, with the prospects of his visit. The company assembled at Hatton consisted of the Duke and Duchess of Bolton, Mr. and Lady Anne Preston, Lord Clermont, Lord and Lady Henry Mansel, Mr. Maitland, Mr, Rowley, a melancholy-looking chaplain, and a smiling young tutor. Amongst the first of those by whom Dacre was accosted on his entrance, was the Duke of Bolton. They had met occasionally in London ; and the little they had seen of each other had produced a mutual inclination for further acquaintance. DACRE. 149 The Duke was some years senior to Dacre, undistinguished in appearance, but of an intel- ligent and agreeable countenance ; sensible in conversation, and sometimes humorous, though never brilliant. He was eminently right- minded — a man whom the ultras of party fac- tion, whether Tory or Radical, dreaded and disliked ; the former fearing his liberality — the latter disappointed in the hope of his support. He was calculated to satisfy neither of these classes, for he was not a selfish monopolist, and would saci ifice nothing for mob popularity. A natui'ally good understanding had been well stored with information, and habits of occupa- tion had been carefully cultivated. He had read and observed much — much, not in one sphere alone, but in the various aspects of many-coloured life ; and, to use a phrase hack- neyed but expressive, he had learned " to H 3 150 DACRE. march with the age." In the social exercise of those advantages to which he was born, he showed good taste, sense, and feeUng. Hospi- table without ostentation, he encouraged by his weahh without humiliating by his patronage; and free from the pride of birth and station, he remembered only his own situation as a means to procure him the society of those whose superior talents and acquirements he respected. It is the fate of distinction to be most often misjudged, because obscurity is not judged at all — and under this disadvantage the Duchess of Bolton too frequently laboured. Before her marriage she was considered a quiet, well-man- nered girl ; and had she been the wife of an obscure individual, she would have passed for a dull, unobtrusive woman ; but as the Duchess of Bolton, she was accused of hauteur. The DACRE. 151 accusation was undeserved ; but as she was very shy, rather short-sighted, and a little indolent, her manner did, in truth, sometimes justify the impression. Dacre was amongst those who held this unfavourable opinion of her disposi- tion ; and when he found himself accidentally placed by her side at dinner, he felt even more than ordinary pleasure at finding on the other Lady Anne Preston — for Lady Anne never failed to be agreeable. Vanity was with her the one great moving principle of tb.')ught and action. She sought admiration from all, and obtained it from many; for she possessed in a remarkable degree that quick discrimination of character, which taught her to select with judgment the weakness she assailed. Coquetry became to her an art, and, like the skilful chess-player, she laid her plan H 4 152 DACRE. upon a sagacious application of rules founded on experience. But though the charm of con- quest was great, the pain of defeat was greater ; and her life was one of triumph without hap- piness, and mortification without humility. Mr. Preston was a good-looking young man, about twenty-seven years of age, of serious pur- suits, and a frivolous mind. Not fond of study, and very fond of display, he affected deep researches, and acquired shallow knowledge. An early propensity for collecting shells, and stuffing birds, had been construed into a love of science; and a memory for technicalities, into the fruits of labour. The decorations of his library confirmed him a scholar, whilst the ima- gination of an upholsterer, and the judgment of a jeweller, gave pretensions to taste. 7'hus dis- guising the soul of a dandy in the garb of a pedant, he deceived himself, if not others, into DACRE. 153 the belief that his objects were elevated, and his abilities universal. Lord Clermont had just attained his majority. During a long minority, his guardians had la- boured hard to increase his store, but not his wisdom ; and at the age of twenty-one, he found himself in the dangerous possession of a full purse, and an empty head. Lord Heni'y Mansel was a good-humoured, pennyless, handsome, younger brother, who had been fortunate enough recently to obtain the hand and affections of an heiress. Lady Henry was lively and pretty ; and they were both de- voted to amusement and to each other, and both equally ignorant of the value of money. Their marriage produced neither increase of luxury on his part, nor diminution of expendi- ture on hers, for he had always had every thing he desired without paying, and she could H 5 154 DACRE. always pay for every thing she desired. Lady Henry would have viewed retrenchment in him as a reflection on her generosity, and Lord Henry would have been horrified at the sacri- fice of any self-denial in her; so, whilst every one was speculating on how long a limited in- come would supply unlimited demands, they rejoiced in the present, and feared nothing for the future. Mr. Maitland was a constant dweller in other men's houses. He was one of those gentlemen of little means and great wants, who barter criticism for luxury, and whose sickly fastidious- ness and avowed discontent diminished the obligation, without impairing the economy, of gratifying his tastes at other people's expense. Shrewd in worldly knowledge, he had the ad- vantage of understanding society better than society understood him ; and, therefore, though DACRE. 155 he valued himself highly, he was taken at his own valuation. His self indulgence was called exquisite refinement; his love of detraction, keen observation ; his insatiable curiosity, the inter- est of friendship ; his love of interference, a desire to be useful ; and his treacherous gossip, amusinor conversation. Mr. Rowley was a dull man of deep reading, and profound ignorance. He pored over musty folios for half a century, without understanding their contents ; and once wrote an article in the " Gentleman's Magazine " upon the illegible in- scription of a newly discovered tombstone. But that tomb was supposed to contain the moulder- ing remains of an undistinguished ancestor of Lord Whitby; and Mr. Rowley became a fre- ■ quent guest at Hatton. He was raised to the dignity of an antiquarian, and rescued from the ignominious obscurity of a tiresome country H 6 1 56 DACRE. neighbour, to become the obsequious hanger- on of a great house. Lord Whitby was fond of patronage; and as Mr. Rowley was willing to be patronised, Lord Whitby had the advan- tage of encouraging merit, without risking his dignity. Such was the company ; and their comment- aries and opinions upon such topics as a dinner table produces, were just what might be expected from their respective dispositions. The Duke of Bolton playfully endeavoured to correct some of Lady Whitby's erroneous statements of elec- tioneering stories; but that was quite hopeless; for she never understood a joke, and liked her own version best. Lord Whitby praised every thing at his table ; owned he piqued himself on the Hatton venison, and could venture to recommend some wine, because he had imported it. Mr. Preston, who made a point of talking DACRE. 157 to every body on their own subject, utterly con- fused Mr. Rowley by asking his opinion respect- ing some fossil bones, of which he had never heard. Mr. Maitland explained in a confidential tone to Lady Whitby, that one of the entrees was not what it should be. Lady Henry Mansel admired the silver ornaments ; and Lord Henry and Lord Clermont talked of Newmarket and Melton. The Duchess of Bolton said little : she listened patiently to all Lord Whitby had to say, and upon him only she depended for con- versation. From Dacre she received nothing but the occasional attention which ffood breed- ing demanded. The Duchess had barely ac- knowledged him on his first appearance in the drawing-room, and so slight was her bow of recognition, that Dacre had felt it impossible to approach her. He found no difficulty in as- 158 DACRE. signing a cause for this marked distance of manner, and that cause was a source of great and undeniable mortification. He knew that she was the near relative and intimate friend of Lady Emily Somers ; and he instantly re- garded it as an additional proof of the un- friendly disposition of her family towards him. But Lady Anne Preston addressed most of her conversation to him, and talked so brilliantly, and flattered so delicately, that he soon became animated and agreeable in return. Dinner concluded, a swarm of well-dressed children flocked into the room, and a little amicable discussion was carried on from the top to the bottom of the table, between Lord and Lady Whitby, as to whether the children should go to a side table ; and then the com- pany, as in duty bound, declared that there DACRE. 159 was more than room for double the nmnber ; and chairs were pushed, and children squeezed into places where their presence was an inter- ruption. 160 CHAP. VIII. The long carousal shakes the illumined hall ; Well speeds alike the banquet and the ball ; And the gay dance of bounding beauty's train, Links grace and harmony in happiest chain : Blest are the early hearts and gentle hands That mingle there in such according bands. Byron. So soon as the ladies retired, Lady Anne Preston became anxious to display to her own sex those powers of fascination she was so conscious of possessing, and which she so sel- dom used in vain. " My dear Lady Henry," said she, " I must congratulate you on Lord Henry's good looks ; I suppose I may venture to tell you how very handsome I think him." DACRE. 161 Lady Henry looked pleased. " When do you go to Melton ? " she con- tinued. " Next week." " Well, now, do exert a little authority over your husband, and don't let him over hunt again this year." " I hope he will not," replied Lady Henry ; " but he is very strong, and thinks nothing can be too much for him." " The fact is, I suspect, you are so proud of his feats, you have not the heart to put a check upon them. Now, own the truth; does not the pleasure of his being considered the first rider of the hunt quite disarm your prudence ? " Lady Henry, who always thought whatever Henry did best was best worth doing, felt the compliment as it was intended, and Lady Anne rose immediately in her estimation. Then 162 DACRE. turning to Lady Whitby, Lady Anne enquired how her new school succeeded. " Perfectly," answered Lady Whitby, with great satisfaction. " I was sure it would, for you are so inde- fatigable. Nothing shames me so much as a visit to Hatton ; " and Lady Anne looked quite penitent as she said so. " Did you find much difficulty," continued she, " in getting the child- ren to wear the dress ? Poor people are some- times so prejudiced, that they are not easy to manage." " What is the dress ? " enquired Lady Henry. " The prettiest thing possible," replied Lady Anne. " Did you never see the sketch that was made for it ? " " Here it is," said Lady Whitby, as she un- clasped her Album ; " and I assure you I am DACRE. 163 rather proud of the idea. I think it may be the means of introducing more of a national costume amongst the lower orders. You see the hat is just the Lausanne shape; and then the white body and sleeves, with the short red petticoat, light blue stockings, and white apron, have an uncommonly picturesque effect." " It must be very pretty," said the Duchess of Bolton ; " but don't you find the parents object to so much washing ? " " They certainly did at first, — however, we have managed all that now, by paying for every thing — we maintain the children entirely our- selves : they sleep at home ; but we feed, and clothe, and wash for them. Indeed, I was very glad when Lord Whitby consented to that arrangement; for the school-house is made into a Swiss cottage; and the cow, and the dairy, and a kitchen, add very much to the effect." 164 DACRE. " I dare say the school is in great request," observed Lady Anne. " Yes, I am happy to say," replied Lady Whitby, with a benevolent smile, " we have daily applications to be admitted into this esta- blishment, and it has done a great deal of good : not one of those children has received parish relief." " That is natural," said the Duchess, who thought, however, that this fancy workhouse for picturesque paupers was not likely to con- tribute much to the prudent habits and inde- pendent feelings of the poor. " Do you find," continued she, " that your gratis establishment has much affected the prosperity of other schools." " Yes," replied Lady Whitby, exultingly : " nothing can be so triumphant as mine ; the poor people like it so much. Dame Trotter DACRE. 165 told me, yesterday, she was losing her pupils ; for that they all hoped to get their children into My Lady's school, and that they preferred sending them to none, for the chance of being admitted." " You will soon be obliged to enlarge your pretty cottage," said Lady Anne. " No; do build another, and let it be like those in the Tyrol," added Lady Henry. " Really," said Lady Whitby, in her most sensible tone of voice, " I must think of some such plan ; for it is not only very gratifying to see that sort of dependence upon the higher orders, but it is so very desirable to encourage the feeling." " I think, my dear Duchess, you must be tired with your drive this morning," said Lady Anne, who quickly perceived that the Duchess of Bolton's opinions were not in accordance 166 DACRE. with those of Lady Whitby : " do let me give you a footstool." The Duchess looked shocked, and placed her feet on the stool. " I am afraid you have not been quite well lately : you must excuse my saying so, but I think you look a little pale to-night." The Duchess had no objection to be thought an invalid, for delicate health often served as an excuse for real indolence, and she pleaded guilty to a slight headach. "Whom do you consult now?" continued Lady Anne. The Duchess named her medical adviser ; but still no conversation resulted from these friendly enquiries. Though Lady Anne seldom failed in her desire to please whenever or who- ever she wished, yet there were a few who remained proof against her attractions, and DACRE. 167 foremost in that number was the Duchess of Bolton. She read her character with a woman's penetration into the motives and feelings that actuate her own sex. She despised the restless vanity, and disapproved the conduct to which it gave rise. The return of the gentlemen produced its ordinary change in the drawing-room scene. There is generally some difficulty in passing the first evening of a country-house visit ; and it is upon these occasions that even the sem- blance of something to do, is an object to the unoccupied guests. Then it is that the pages of splendid Albums filled with nonsense verses, and bad drawings on richly embossed paper, are eagerly turned over, more to employ the fingers than to please the eye. Then does the click of the billiard ball sound sweet as 168 DACRE. melody to the ear; and music becomes welcome, not for its beauty, but its noise. The following day was one of considerable bustle throughout the house at Hatton. No- thing was to be found in its ordinary place : the bells went unanswered : the servants were to be met in all directions, moving furniture, and fixing lamps and candelabra. Every member of the household wore an air of importance and business : the guests were neglected ; the breakfast was late, and the dinner was early. The day of annual rejoicing had returned ! The forty-eighth anniversary of Lord Whitby's birth was to be celebrated by a ball. To ex- hibit the magnificence of Hatton House to his admiring neighbours, was an agreeable task to Lord Whitby; and as no event appeared to him so deserving of commemoration as that of his own nativity, he fixed on his birthday as DACRE. 169 the most befitting occasion to open his doors to all who were able and willing to come. Breakfast was scarcely concluded before Mrs. Ashby and her daughters were announced. They had come so early " on purpose," as they said, "to be useful to dear Lady Whitby ;" and during the whole day they were allowed the enjoyment of fulfilling their intention ; for though Lady Whitby piqued herself upon her taste in arrangement and her never-failing ac- tivity, she preferred to fatigue herself by deputy. She liked to be pitied and thanked for giving herself so much trouble, and she found " those Ashby girls" (as she called them) never betrayed how little she had taken herself, and how much she had given to them ; consequently, they were always in favour upon occasions like the present. The company assembled. Lord and Lady VOL. I. I 170 DACRE. Whitby played their respective parts to their own and each other's admiration, if not to that of others. Lord Whitby hoped each succes- sive party had found the night both warm and light, as if he had had it warmed and lighted for them; and talked of the improvement that had been made since his time in all the various roads by which they had arrived, as if they were more indebted for the change to him than to themselves. Lady Whitby told every body to whom she spoke, how fortunate they were in being present at Lady Maria's first appearance ; and whilst poor Lady Maria began to wish herself back again in the school-room, she heard with patient surprise her mother assuring every body how happy she was at her first ball. Mr, Preston, who, being a resident visitor, felt that some share in doing the honours had DACRE. 171 devolved upon him, was seen busy talking to every one he knew. Dacre had lived too little in the country to be acquainted with many, and was enjoying the lively prattle of Lady Henry, and the real vivacity of Lady Anne, when he heard himself addressed in a tone of familiar intimacy by George Saville. He returned the greeting, and immediately enquired if the Molesworths were come. Saville heeded not the question, but extended his listless hand to Lady Henry ; seated himself by her side ; and shortly obtained the acquaintance he had desired to make with Lady Anne Preston. Saville talked of London, and Paris, and Crockford's, and of every body he knew, or did not know, by their Christian names. He was, in fact, little more than a piece of ball and club-room furniture ; but as his waistcoats deserved to be quoted, and his I 2 172 DACRE. sayings forgotten, his presence was always tole- rated, and his absence never perceived. Dacre rose soon after Saville had joined the coterie, to go in quest of the Molesworths, thinking it probable they were also arrived. " If the coachman had not had perfect command of the horses, nothing could have saved us," said a voice, in a tone of great self- commiseration. Dacre felt no doubt of his vicinity to Mrs. Molesworth, whom he found energetically de- scribing to a lady all her alarms at the narrow escape of the accident she might have had on her way to Hatton. Dacre patiently awaited the end of her personal narrative, before he accosted her. Mrs. Molesworth received him with her wonted cordiality ; but neither her salutation, nor the kind and gentle smile of Mary Bingley, had the power at that moment DACRE. 173 to engage his attention. The ample person, and the full blown turban of Mrs. Molesworth, had effectually screened from his view the lady to whom she was speaking ; but as she moved, Dacre perceived that, leaning on the arm of that lady, was Lady Emily Somers. Though he had long schooled his manner into one of indifference, to see her without emotion was still impossible. He was not aware that she was in the neighbourhood, and the surprise of thus meeting her unexpectedly, and the absence of Lady Kendal's chilling civility, gave him confidence to speak to her. He mut- tered some expression of astonishment at seeing her, which was answered, on her part, by an introduction to Mrs. Wentworth, on whose arm she was leaning, and with whom she had come. He then made enquiries after Lord and Lady Kendal, and learned that they preferred I 3 174 DACRE. staying quietly at home with Mr. Wentworth, having confided Lady Emily to the care of Mrs. Wentworth. A few more sentences had passed, and Dacre began to think her more like her former self; and almost forgot, in the delijjht of hearing? her voice and watching her countenance, the pain she had inflicted by her caprice. It was long since he had ventured to offer himself as her partner, but he now lingered by her side, irresolute, yet almost tempted once again to ask her to dance. In another moment he would have made the request, but Mr. Mait- land had just volunteered his services to Lord Clermont to introduce him to Lady Emily. The introduction was permitted — the bow was made — and in an instant Dacre saw her smil- ingly accept the arm of her newly made acquaintance to lead her to the quadrille. He DACRE. 175 was angry with himself for his delay, and angry with her for having accepted another ; and as he leaned against a column, musing silently over the cause of his displeasure, his coun- tenance bore testimony to the vexation he felt. " You look a little bored with too much amusement this evening," said Lady Anne, in a playful tone, as she approached him. " Do I ? " replied he, scarcely conscious of what she had said. " I know balls have little more attracton for you than for me," she continued. Dacre said nothing. " What a draught comes in from that door!" remarked Lady Anne, as she shivered, and coiled her boa round her neck. " I dare not stay. Can you tell me where the tea is to be found ? I have been looking in vain for the right room." I 4 176 DACRE. Dacre could do no less than offer to conduct her. When there, she seated herself on a sofa, and ffivinij him a look of invitation to avail him- self of the vacant place by her side, remained for some time endeavouring to rouse his wonted interest in her conversation. But she felt her efforts were less- successful than usual. Lady Anne knew by experience the wisdom of trans- ferring her attention to others, before the one she most cared to please had time to discover she could possibly fail ; and she therefore took advantage of the entrance of Lady Henry and Mr. Maitland, to exchange her tete-d-tete for more general conversation. " Dacre is distrait to-night," remarked Mr. Maitland, in a semi-confidential tone to Ladv Anne, when Dacre had sauntered back to the ball-room. " Is he ill, or out of spirits, or- — » DACRE. 177 " Out of humour ?" interposed Lady Anne, ** for that, I see, is what you mean ; — really, I am not in Mr. Dacre's confidence." *' Certainly, to judge by his looks in the other room, I should have fixed on your alter- native," replied Mr. Maitland. " I introduced Clermont to Lady Emily Somers, to whom he chanced to be talking ; and if I had offered hiiii a personal affront, he could not have looked blacker than at her dancing with him." " No wonder," replied Lady Anne, more carelessly than she felt, " that Mr. Dacre was not particularly pleased at the interruption. Few are more admired than Lady Emily Somers." " I am much mistaken," said Mr. Maitland, *' if Lady Emily in any way occupies his thoughts ; I never saw him speak to her before, I 5 178 DACRE. and I generally know pretty well what is going on in the world." Of that Lady Anne was aware, and felt that it was to this knowledge she was indebted for his having thus addressed these observations on Dacre to herself. There was nothing remark- able in the tone, and still less in the words that passed between Mr. Maitland and Lady Anne upon this subject; but as Lady Anne always dreaded a rival, and Mr. Maitland made a point of knowing every body's motives as well as actions, it proved sufficient to arouse the jealous vanity of the one, and the prying curiosity of the other ; and both rose from their seats with the mental determination to discover something, if something was to be discovered. 179 CHAP. IX. Our operator, before he engaged in this visionary dissection, told us, that there was nothing in his art more difficult than to lay open tlie heart of a coquette, by reason of the many laby- rinths and recesses which are to be found in it, and which do not appear in the heart of any other animal. — Addison. Dacre again found himself in sight of Lady Emily. She had just returned to Mrs. Went- worth, and a seat was vacant by her side. The temptation was great, and he availed himself of the opportunity of again attempting to converse with her. It is never so difficult to talk upon the light topics of slight acquaintance, as with one to whom, under happier circumstances, we have dared to display those better stores of mind and feeling which intimacy can alone unlock; I 6 180 DACRE. and Dacre found himself not only reduced to talking of the weather, the room, and the heat, and the cold ; but conscious also that the ob- servations called forth by subjects so trivial were rendered doubly uninteresting by the effort with which they were made. " Dacre ! I wish you would dance," said George Saville, in a tone of listless persuasion. " Do be our vis-a-vis, dear Lady Emily ! " said Miss Cecilia Ashby, with prodigious ani- mation. Both felt the awkwardness of saying they were not engaged. Miss Cecilia perceived the he- sitation, and, alarmed lest she should be defeated in her object, added, with increased eagerness, " Lady Whitby is bent upon our having a quadrille at this end, on purpose that she may see Lady Maria dance ; and it will be so good- natured in you to help us ! " DACRE. 181 Dacre viewed this request as a sanction to his asking Lady Emily, and in another moment his heart beat with tumultuous joy, as he once more felt her hand within his arm. The quadrille was formed ; and though Mr. Maitland used his censorial privilege to tell Lady Whitby that her daughter's wreath was too large, and her gown the wrong colour, she looked on with maternal satisfaction at the performance of Lady Maria's best steps. She informed the Duke of Bolton, who knew nothing to the contrary, that her daughter was Mon. 's favourite pupil, and called his attention to the intricate beauties of a hattement, just as if he had been a ballet- master ; and the Duke good-naturedly supposed it was all perfection, as her mother was satisfied, though he only perceived a plain little girl trotting about the dance, with some agility, and no grace. 182 DACRE. Music and motion have great influence on the courage of mankind. Lady Emily could not disguise from herself that there had, as yet, been a degree of constraint in her conversation with Dacre, which did not accord with the resolutions she had long ago formed, and she now deter- mined to shake off at once this conscious recol- lection of the past. Her spirits rose with the dance; the excitement of the effort gave ad- ditional brilliancy to her beauty, and she became even more than usually animated. Dacre could scarcely repress the admiration with which he watched each playful smile ; but anxious to con- ceal the feelings she still inspired but did not return, he also sought refuge in the disguise of careless gaiety. The ease, at first assumed, with a little practice became natural ; and when the dance was concluded, Dacre ventured, under pretence of pointing out some picture, to per- DACRE. 183 suade Lady Emily to accompany him into the adjoining gallery. This movement was watched with interest by Lady Anne Preston. Her jealous vanity had been piqued by Mr. Maitland's observations ; and, as her eyes fell upon Dacre, whilst engaged in lively conversation with one so attractive as Lady Emily, her alarms were confirmed that a rival was in the field. It was at the moment that this unpleasant idea had occurred to Lady Anne, that she perceived Mr. Maitland was crossing the room to address her. We are all apt to believe that the thought which stands uppermost in our own minds must hold the same position in that of others ; and as Ladj'^ Anne felt no doubt Mr. Maitland had something to com- municate on the subject of her own meditations, she determined to betray no unnecessary eager- ness to hear it. 1 84? DACRE. " Lady Anne ! " said Mr. Maitland, " I want to consult you, upon rather a difficult point ; " and he looked as mysterious as if he did not mean to tell her what the point in question was. " Then," said Lady Anne, " I will be paid cVavance^ by your telling me who is that odd- looking foreigner to whom you were just now talking so earnestly." " The very man about whom I want to con- sult you." *' Then it is imperative I should know his name and nation." " He is not a foreigner," replied Mr. Mait- land, " but an old friend of mine." " I am all impatience for his name," inter- rupted Lady Anne, no longer interested in the matter. " You will know his name," said Mr. Mait- land; " for though his reign in society was DACRE. 185 long before yours, every body has heard of Crofton." " Certainly — as the sayer of good things, and the player of bad tricks — the delight of the social, and the bugbear of the moral," rejoined Lady Anne, laughingly. " Half your description is just; but take my word for it. Lady Anne, the rest is all scandal and prejudice : Crofton is a very good fellow, and he has just been asking my opinion as to the line he had best pursue with respect to Dacre." Lady Anne listened attentively. " Crofton," he continued, " though a distant relation, is the heir-at-law of the late Lord Hex- ham. Lord Hexham had never shown him any kindness ; and he, like the rest of the world, had looked upon Dacre as the heir presumptive. Lord Hexham left every thing in his power away to his nephew. Crofton, of course, feels 186 DACRE. the injustice of this, but is anxious to show Dacre he bears him no ill will, and has con- sulted me about making his acquaintance." " And why should he not?" enquired Lady Anne. " Because he is afraid, and not quite without reason, of being misconstrued by Dacre." " Why so?" " You will be angry with me for saying so, but it must be allowed that nobody views things occasionally more de travers than our friend Dacre. Still, however, I am inclined to effect an introduction." " How right you are ! " exclaimed Lady Anne : " but," added she, with increased ear- nestness, " do not delay the good deed ; success so often depends on the choice of the moment, and this is just the sort of case when it is better to take a person by surprise." DACRE. 187 " I don't know what has become of Dacre," rephed Mr. Maitland, as if musing on this kind advice to lose no time in interfering in other people's concerns. " I saw Mr. Dacre just now passing with some lady towards the gallery door," said Lady Anne ; " and the presence of a stranger in these little difficulties may be turned to advantage by one who understands, as you do, the management of men and things." " True," replied Mr. Maidand. " I see Crof- ton is disengaged, and I shall go on my friendly errand directly." Mr. Maitland liked the al- lusion to his worldly wisdom, immediately ex- alted Lady Anne into a woman of superior mind, followed her suggestion, and as effectually spoiled Dacre's tcte-a-tete with Lady Emily Somers, as Lady Anne wished and intended. It is not to be supposed that any interruption 188 DACRE. would have proved welcome to Dacre under such circumstances, but it was hardly possible to have fixed upon one so peculiarly unwelcome at that moment, as the introduction of Mr. Crofton ; and though Mr. Maitland was perhaps satisfied with the result of his mission, the cold- ness with which Dacre received his new ac- quaintance did not escape the notice of Lady Emily. She withdrew the hand that rested on his arm, and retired from his side to listen to Lady Henry Mansell's eager commendation of her Parisian gown. Mrs. Wentworth soon resumed the chaper- onage of Lady ISmily — the ball was on its wane — and they were preparing to depart, when Lady Whitby, as in duty bound, pressed them to stay. " It is too bad to be in such a hurry — Maria will be quite disappointed at your going away so early from her^^-5^ ball — sha'n't DACRE. 189 you, my love?" said Lady Whitby, appealing to her little frightened daughter. " If you please, mamma," said Lady Maria, not sufficiently collected to understand what she was asked. Mrs. Wentworth pleaded the common-place excuses for doing as she liked ; and Lady Whitby added, in a tone of friendly for- giveness, " Well then, as you have promised to come with Lord and Lady Kendal to-morrow before luncheon, I will say no more; you know we are going over to my school early, and I de- pend upon you. Lady Emily, to join our party ; and don't forget to tell Sir Edward Bradford that there is a room at his service at Hatton to-morrow." The ladies shook hands and departed. Dacre had overheard their parting conversation with Lady Whitby, and the half-formed resolution 190 DACRE. of escorting Lady Emily to the carriage was checked by the mention of a name with which so many bitter recollections were associated. He turned away; and seeing Harry Moles- worth, was greeted with the unsympathetic ex- clamation of — " Well ! Dacre, this has been the pleasantest ball I ever was at ! " and he looked as happy as Lady Maria was supposed to be. " Do tell me," added he in the same light-hearted tone, " who was that beautiful girl with whom I saw you dancing ? " Dacre answered drily, " It was Lady Emily Somers." " I give you joy of your partner; and you must have found each other very agreeable, for Mary and I were equally struck with the ani- mation with which you were talking." " My animation is seldom long-lived," re- DACRE. 191 plied Dacre, moodily ; " and I have, as usual, found more to harass than to please me." Molesworth had his own reasons for being in remarkably good spirits, and he had the charity to suppose that his friend had reasons equally good for being depressed ; he therefore shook him warmly by the hand — just named the day on which it was settled he was to join the party at Hatton, and bade him good night, without further conversation. " All things must have an end ;" and when dancers and musicians were equally exhausted, the birthday ball died a natural death, and the company took leave of Hatton and its owners. Lord and Lady Whitby were, as usual on such occasions, all condescension, and ventured to hope their guests had been amused, with the conscious certainty of the desired reply. The Misses Ashby besought dear Lady Whitby to 192 DACRE. retire to rest ; they were so sure she must be tired to death after all her exertions, botK morn- ino- and evening; and Mrs. Ashby hinted to Lord Whitby that the county had wished them- selves as many returns of that happy evening, as they had wished him happy returns of the day. George Saville then yawned ; Lady Maria looked pale and wan, and by common consent the little group retired to seek repose from the labours, or to meditate on the events of the hygone/ete. The morrow came, but the weather was hope- lessly bad. Lord Whitby never allowed any but job horses to go out in the rain; Lady Whitby was therefore obliged to abandon her drive to the school for that day. Immediately after breakfast, Mrs. Ashby and her daughters were allowed to assist Lady Whitby in the re-arrangement of her boudoir, and to discuss DACRE. 193 with her the sensation created by Lady Maria's debut. The languid JuHa did 50 envy her the enjoyment in dancing she had never felt her- self; and the more energetic Cecilia said, that dear, innocent-looking white gown, a la vie- time, had become her so much, and that every one thought she looked so nice ! and then there was something " so dear" in all her little mistakes in the dunce ! and Mrs. Ashby re- marked it was " so deligiilful to see a mind so fresh ! " and lamented her own folly in having brought out her girls when they were mere children. The party from Mrs. Wentworth's felt ab- solved from their promise by tiie badness of the weather, and arrived not at the hour expected. Never did Dacre find a morning pass so slowly. In vain did he endeavour to occupy himself with the various publications that bestrewed VOL. I. K iQt DACRE. the tables ; at four successive games of billiards he had been beaten by Mr. Preston; offered to mark for Lady Anne, and scored her adver- saries' strokes ; tapped the barometer, then walked to the window, and wondered, so au- dibly, when it would clear, as to attract Lord Whitby's attention. " No chance till four or five o'clock. They say I pique myself on being weather-wise at Hatton, but you know one always understands one's own sky. You see to the right of those splendid old trees the young clump of my plant- ing — well, till it looks light above that plant- ation, the rain will continue." The rest of the company resorted to the usual expedients for killing time on a wet day with better success. Some read — others worked — many talked — a few listened — all eat luncheon ; and then the bang of the battledore DACRE. 195 echoed through the hall, whilst Lady Whitby volunteered her services to show the house from the cellar to the garret, to all such guests as were unacquainted with the superior arrange- ments of Hatton. At last. Lord Clermont, looking out from the window of one of the uppermost rooms, an- nounced the arrival of a carriage with " four uncommonly fine horses ;" but when Lady Whitby assured them all that she would finish ffoing over the house before she went down to receive the Kendals and Wentworths, Dacre felt that his patience and civility were at their last gasp, and availing himself of the first op- portunity that favoured his escape, he hastened towards the apartment where he expected to find Lady Emily Somers. His retreat escaped the observation of all but one ; but that one was Lady Anne Preston : her interest in his move- K 2 196 DACRE. nients had greatly increased during the last four- and-twenty hours, for during that period she had been harassed by doubts of the stability of her own empire, where she had hitherto thought it secure. Dacre perceived that Lady Emily had already been pressed into the active service going on in the hall ; he did not, therefore, proceed to the drawing-room, where Mrs. Ashby was doing the honours for Lady Whitby to Lady Kendal and Mrs. Wentvvorth, but became as intensely in- terested in the fate of the shuttlecock as though he really cared whether it fell or flew. Fatigue and twilight terminated the game ; and as Lady Emily drew towards the group now assembled rounil the fire, Dacre enquired if she had been fatigued by the ball. Lady Emily carelessly replied in the negative ; and then remarked to Miss Ashby what a beautiful fete it had been. DACRE. 197 (( It was, indeed," she replied ; " but no won- der, for dear Lady Whitby arranges ever thing so well — she has so much taste." " Barring the cuisine" observed Mr. Mait- '' land ; I must really speak to Whitby about that : they ought to talk to the artiste himself — - the man is discouraged if his works are not un- derstood — there were two or three things quite wrong at supper." " Well ! " rejoined Lady Emily, playfully, " let us spare the cook a rechauffe of his gastro- nomic delinquencies ; I feasted my eyes on the tout enseinhle, and it all looked so brilliant that I longed to sketch the supper scene." " Alas ! Lady Emily, the dress of the day is unworthy such a compliment," said Mr. Preston, as he sighed to think how well he should have looked in fallinor collars and lona; curls. " Dear ! I cannot agree with you," exclaimed K 3 198 DACRE. Lady Henry, " for I was remarking to Henry last night that country people now dressed so well, that one must spend double the money to look distinguee amongst them." " Really," said Mr. Saville, " I thought the rustics were wonderfully well got up last night ! " " It was such a pity ! " observed Miss Cecilia : " there were hardly quizzes enough to amuse us." " It is grievous," rejoined Mr. Preston, with gravity, " that those striking contrasts of habits and manners, to which our dramatists of old were indebted for their success, seem now to be utterly lost." " There ! Mr. Dacre," said Miss Ashby, with a look that was meant to be full of expression, " you see that Mr. Preston complains, as I do, that every body is the same," DACRE. 199 « It is an awful charge against the age," said Dacre, jestingly ; " but supposing even that ca- ricature should ever cease, surely, Miss Ashby, variety may still be found in the study of cha- racter." " Oh ! as to character," rejoined Miss Ashby, in her most sensible manner, " I assure you I have taken so much pleasure in the study of all the characters one sees at the play, that I have learnt many of their parts by heart; but if, as Mr. Preston says, there can be nothing new on the stage now, it will soon be as flat as real life." Dacre dropped the subject, for he was too good natured to encourage poor Miss Ashby to make any more blunders ; but he instinctively turned towards Lady Emily. The glance was furtive; and good breeding forbade the faintest smile to play around their lips : but their eyes K 4 200 DACRE. met, and the conscious sympathy of thought, that prompted this exchange of looks, brought remembi-ance of other days to Dacre's mind ; and Lady Emily felt an unbidden blush rise to her cheek. Then followed a lively succession of queries and replies upon the names and vocations of the guests ; and the tall man in black, and the short lady in yellow, and the thin girl in blue, and the large girl in pink, and the gentleman with red hair, and the dandy in a wig, were speedily discussed and dismissed, Mrs. Moles- worth's name was mentioned. Lady Emily praised the beauty of Miss Binglev. " She is a good little girl," said Miss Ashby, *' but there is nothing in her." " She is sadly unfashioned," said Miss Cecilia. DACRE> 201 *' English girls never have tournure till tliey have been abroad," said Lady Henry, " But," observed Lady Emily, " she has a countenance that savs ' let us be friends,' that made me wish I knew her more." " It gives me great pleasure," rejoined Dacre, " to hear you judge her as she de- serves." Perhaps Lady Emily observed a slight em- phasis on the you — it was too slight to be observed by others — but she said no more on the subject, and took great pains at that moment to make each finger of her glove fit each finger on her hand. A little pause ensued : nobody else had ever thought about Mary Bingley; and Dacre and Lady Emily were conscious that they two had again sympathised in a feeling unshared by the rest of the com- pany. K 5 202 DACRE. How strange to the indiflPerent, that trifles such as these could revive forgotten hopes in Dacre, and create embarrassment in Emily. But love knows no trifles : for love, at once the strongest and the softest passion of our nature, — love, on whose breath the fate of nations has depended — love, at whose altar life, faith, honour, wealth, and power have been sacrificed — love, at whose shrine am- bition has been lulled and fanaticism slept, — by some strange anomaly, can depend on the tone of a voice, and a glance of the eye — on the word that is spoken, and the word that is with- held — to indicate its presence, and preserve its existence. 203 CHAP. X. Almighty vanity, to thee they owe Their zest of pleasure, and their balm of woe ! The morrow proved just such a day as Lady Whitby most wished, — unusually bright, and unseasonably warm. She knew that her orna- mental cottage would look to advantage, and hoped that her guests would not be too chilly to admire. She considerately recollected it would not be fair that an impromptu visit should take the school-mistress by surprise; timely notice was, therefore, sent to the school of her Lady- ship's intentions ; and the heart of the " Lady Bountiful" glowed with inward satisfaction as K 6 204? DACRE. she announced to the company at breakfast, that there would be horses and carriages ready to take the whole party at twelve o'clock, to see how good and charitable she was. Mr. Maitland knew better than to run the risk of being bored by joining a party of plea- sure. Lord Henry Mansel accepted Lord Whitby's offer of shooting: Lord Clermont might have liked to follow their example, but he would not mention such a wish, for he was too much flattered by Lady Anne Preston's saying he could not be spared. Mr. Rowley and Mr. Preston were kindly promised the sight of a mound, which was close to the school, and which had certainly served as an encamp- ment for the Romans — or the gipsies. Lady Anne Preston volunteered her services to chaperon the riding party ; and it was speedily arranged that she. Lady Emily Somers, Miss DACRE. 205 Cecilia Ash by, Lord Clermont, Dacre, and Mr. Saville, should go on horseback; and the rest be marshalled in carriages, pony chaises, britchkas, and phaetons, as best suited their tastes and nerves. The seasons are often accused of not being sufficiently marked in our variable climate; but who is not ready enough to forgive this caprice, when autumn condescends to borrow a day from the summer? It was now the middle of November, but there was nothing to remind the gay party of the sad and sober feelings that poets and moralists would associate with the season of decay. The sun shone forth with unbroken brilliancy, spangling the drops that still lingered on the bright green lawn. At the bottom of the slope lay the broad smooth sheet of water, all sparkling with light, the brightest ornament of the cheerful scene, and the faithful 206 DACRE. mirror of surrounding charms. The deep-dyed evergreens that fringed its edges brought out in strong relief the lordly swan, now gliding upon its glassy surface, with his full-set plumage slisteninff in the sun. Even the leafless trees had borrowed beauty from the mosses that clung to their stems, and lent their boughs to the birds, who chirped gaily as they flew from branch to branch. The rich columns of the portico stood distinct and hard against a clear blue sky; and the absence of flowers was scarcely remembered, when the eye rested on the marble white vases that so gaily adorned the terrace and garden. Every body who had not been in Italy, declared it was quite an Italian day ; and as Dacre beheld Lady Emily, standing at the door, equipped for the ride, as he had been wont to see her on their first acquaintance, and with that smile upon her face DACRE. 207 of careless joy, which youth and innocence alone can wear, he, too, thought of Italy. But Lady Anne Preston was thinking of him, and by claiming for herself his services to place her on her horse, defeated his hope of reviving the Neapolitan practice of assisting Lady Emily. Li a moment Lady Emily had mounted on hers ; and Dacre, for the first time, felt vexed with Lady Anne; for she had thwarted his pur- pose. The ride was pretty ; the conversation sometimes general, and sometimes particular; and the party arrived, soon after the appointed hour, in good spirits, and good humour, to admire all that Lady Whitby had to exhibit. The school and its appurtenances were prettily situated at the extremity of a wood. Two beautiful little Alderney cows were grazing in front of the ha-ha that surrounded the 208 DACRE. buildings; and two little girls, dressed in the costume of Lady Whitby's own invention, stood on either side of the gate by which the company entered the enclosure. Though the cottage was a very successful imitation of the German Swiss, and the outhouses as closely resembled the chalet of the Alps, the necessity of intro- ducing the family arms and crest, as often as possible, was not forgotten. The arms, sur- mounted by the coronet, supported the corners of the large pent roof; and on the wicket of the o-ate — on the locks of each door — on the handles of the drawers, and the knobs of the shutters — on the centre of the table, the backs of the chairs, and the covers of the books — sat the owl on a coronet, the pic- ture of dignified wisdom, and the family crest of their noble possessor. The Swiss custom of writing on the outside of their habitations was DACRE. 209 not omitted; and in lieu of the moral precepts, and other sentences, with which they adorn the exterior, was here displayed in old English letters, the interesting intelligence that " This cottage, erected by Henry Guy, seventh Earl of Whitby, at the benevolent suggestion of his wife, Charlotte Matilda Louisa, was presented by him to her, on the seventeenth anniversary of the day of their marriage." " I am so gkd you had an inscription," remarked Lady Henry, without reading it, " it looks so natural on that style of cottage." " And it is such a very nice one — so like dear Lord Whitby," observed Miss Cecilia. " It is very simple," said Lady Whitby, turning complacently towards the group, who were reading, with some difficulty, the old English charactei". "Lord Whitby writes poetry remarkably well, and had rather wished to have 210 DACRE. it in verse, but I begged it might be quite plain and easy; it is so much better that the poor people should be able to understand it." " Well, Mrs. Taylor, and how are you all getting on?" continued Lady Whitby, address- ing the school-mistress ; and immediately the door was thrown open, and exhibited four-and- twenty little girls, dressed in their best, ranged round the three sides of the school-room. Four-and-twenty little courtesies were instantly dropped in honour of Lady Whitby, and four- and-twenty more for the company. " I hope, my Lady, your Ladyship will find the children come on in their learning since your last visit. Would your Ladyship be pleased to examine them to-day ? " " Do you attend to the school much your- self?" enquired the Duchess of Bolton, as the ladies sat down. DACRE. 211 " Not in person," replied Lady Whitby, " it is so difficult to find time for every thing ; but I send my governess. Miss Pearson, con- stantly." The four best scholars were then called up " to show," as Mrs. Taylor said, " what the others could do ; " and the writing was thought much improved; and their needle-work very good, and the sums had been proved, and were all quite right. Then followed some miscellaneous questions, out of the book Miss Pearson had written herself for the use of the school; and though one girl thought the twelve apostles were the twelve tribes of Israel, and another said the seven wise men were the ten plagues of Egypt, and a third that the moon was only the sun in the dark ; yet con- sidering neither teacher or pupils understood much of the contents of Miss Pearson's little 212 DACRE. work ; and, that to save trouble, the answers were generally repeated without the questions being asked, it was natural there should be some confusion in fitting them right, and a sreat wonder that the task should have been got through without more mistakes. The examination over, the children were desired to fetch the cows to be milked in front of the windows, and as they tripped along the grass. Lady Henry was loud in her admir- ation of the costume, and declared " it all looked as picturesque as a pretty scene in a ballet." " What has become of that nice-looking girl with black hair, I used to admire last year? " said Lady Anne, in an under voice to Lady Whitby. Lady Whitby tried to recol- lect who she meant ; and Lady Anne succeeded in brinfjins: the child to her recollection. DACRE. 2 IS " I know, now, who you mean, perfectly — it was poor Sally Briggs ; " then, shaking her head, she added, " that is a sad story," and turning immediately to Mrs. Taylor, she en- quired if she had heard lately what had become of Sally. Mrs. Taylor looked solemn, and was sorry to say she had heard no good. Sally had complained bitterly that she was used to better food and smarter clothes than she got at home ; and so, as she sang very well, a com- pany of strolling players had persuaded her to accompany them. " Dear me ! " exclaimed Lady Whitby, " how provoked Miss Pearson will be to hear that all the pains she took to make that girl sing well, should be so wasted ! " " It is shocking, indeed, my Lady," said Mrs. Taylor, " after all your Ladyship's kind- ness, too, for her father, to be so ungrateful." 214 DACRE. " To be sure," observed Lady Whitby, in a tone of vexation, to the ladies standing near her, " it is very disheartening to meet with so much ingratitude; but I believe every body finds the same. Of course no girl is admitted into my school, whose father does not vote for Lord Whitby's member ; but it happened that I had taken a fancy to this child, and had ac- tually offered her father the vacancy, for which I had neai'ly a hundred applications ; and, would you believe it ? this very man gave his vote at the election, last summer, to one of those hor- rid Mr. Bartons, who always oppose Lord Whitby's interest?" " How very disgraceful ! " said Mrs. Ash by, indignantly. " The fact is," continued Lady Whitby, " that some of those canting Miss Bartons wanted his vote for their brother, and so they DACRE. 215 took vast interest in the fate of his sick boy last year." " Then, after all, he did give his vote out of gratitude," said the Duchess of Bolton. " Yes ! but all recollection of what we had done for the girl was forgotten." " How abominable ! " exclaimed Miss Cecilia. " Poor little girl !" said Lady Emily. " Ah !" said Lady Whitby, " I was very sorry for the child, and it was a great sacrifice to me to part with her, she was so very intelli- gent; but you know, my dear Duchess, when one makes a rule one must adhere to it ; and I feel it a duty towards Lord Whitby, to lose no opportunity of keeping up the family interest." Lady Emily now called Lady Whitby's at- tention to a little girl who had hid herself behind the door; she was coughing violently, and looked very ill. 216 DACRE. " Is any thing the matter with her, Mrs. Tay- lor?" enquired Lady Whitby. " Nothing in particular, my Lady ; she has only taken a chill." Lady Emily placed the child upon her knee, and asked if she had ever had the hooping cough ? " My dear Maria, make haste out of the room," said Lady Whitby, in great trepidation. Some one enquired if Lady Maria had not yet had that complaint ? " Oh, yes ! but one cannot be too careful ; and she may take it home to the younger chil- dren." " You are quite right, dear Lady Whitby," said Mrs. Ashby. " Cecilia, do follow Lady Maria — quick, my love ! " Lady Whitby told Mrs. Taylor she might send to the housekeeper if any medicine was DACRE. 217 wanted; gave orders that Lucy Black should not come to the school again till she had left off coughing ; and then, with Mrs. Ashby, followed the young ladies out of doors. Meanwhile, the Duchess and Lady Emily occupied themselves in discovering under what degree of illness the poor child was really labouring ; and the Duchess felt her pulse ; and Lady Emily so successfully coaxed her to reply to their questions, that they soon ascertained she was suffering from pain and fever, and re- quired care. Dacre looked with interest at the group. He quite envied the poor sufferer the caressing kindness of Lady Emily ; and for the first time believed that the Duchess was capable of being touched by the sufferings and sorrows of others. It did not escape Lady Anne's observation, that Dacre's attention was thus arrested. She VOL. I. L 218 DACRE. guessed, in part, the subject of his thoughts ; and fearing to appear less amiable in his eyes than they, she immediately placed herself on the floor, by their side, in an attitude of such perfect grace and ease, as no man could fail to admire. In a few minutes more they were all sum- moned by Lady Whitby to walk a short distance to the place where luncheon would be ready. On arriving at the spot, they found three low huts, like the wigwams of an American settle- ment. In the largest of the three was the luncheon, set out in due form; and on each side of the entrance stood two tall footmen, who reached nearly to the roof of the building. « I built this," said Lady Whitby, " after the print in ■ 's Travels in North America. We call it the Blind Orphan's Hut. There are none whose position seems to me to require DACRE. 219 protection so much as blind orphans,'* added she, compassionately ; " and I therefore erected this building on purpose for the reception of any I might chance to hear of; but you cannot think how difficult I found it to meet with one that suited ; — indeed, now I have given up the idea, and I assure you we find our wigwams very useful on occasions like the present." People are always hungry in a party of pleasure ; none of the company were therefore disposed to object to the use to which it was now appropriated. So soon as the eatables were eaten, and that Lady Henry had suffi- ciently declared her preference for wooden trenchers over either silver or China plates, and that Miss Cecilia had repeated often enough that " the dear little wooden handles to the knives and forks looked so nice and innocent," Lady Whitby thought it time to propose a stroll L 2 220 DACRE. through the walk of rhododendrons and azalias that were planted near their fellow-country- men, the huts. Dacre found himself immediately by the side of Lady Emily. They talked at their ease ; but though their conversation might have served to remind one another of the power of each to give amusement, and point to subjects the most indifferent, so little had it savoured of any deeper interest, that Lady Emily was almost startled at the tone in which he said, as they advanced towards their horses, — " Will you let me prove, Lady Emily, that I still remember how to assist you to mount?" Dacre felt that her reply in no respect differed from that which she might have made to any body else, in ac- cepting a similar offer, but still it was accepted ; and Lady Anne perceived that he was engaged, when she looked for his attendance. DACRE. 221 No sooner was the cavalcade set in motion than Lady Anne enquired of Dacre, in a low confidential voice, whether he thought Lady Emily would very much object to their making a d4t(mr to the village where the parents of the sick child lived, in order to try and make them understand that no time should be lost in pro- curing advice for their daughter. The proposi- tion so made ingeniously suggested the possi- bility that Lady Emily might object ; and if it failed in neutralising with Dacre the effect of her kindness in the morning, it at least suc- ceeded in making him feel that Lady Anne was no less benevolent. L 3 222 CHAP. XL Yet not your heavenly beauty gives This heart with passion soft to glow ; Within your soul a voice there lives : It bids you hear the tale of woe. Coleridge. The width of the lanes through which their road now passed soon divided the party in pairs, and the conversation between Dacre and Lady Emily turned naturally upon the object of their morning's expedition. Lady Emily talked of the picturesque beauty of the spots they had visited, and Dacre fully agreed to their merit as subjects for the pencil; "but," continued he, after a short pause ; " surely, Lady Emily, you are not disposed to carry your admiration of DACRE. 223 Lady Whitby's establishment beyond the beau- ties of the exterior." Lady Emily looked as if she did not, or would not, understand his meaning, and answered eva- sively. Dacre was a little provoked at her reserve, and rejoined, with some warmth, — " People differ much, I know, upon the subject of charity; but I own it gives me no pleasure to see a theatre of display erected on the poverty of others." " I fear to know how to do good is often more difficult than we imagine," said Emily; " but," added she, playfully, " as it is a part of charity not to think or to speak evil of others, should we not avoid personalities in talking of charity ?" Dacre assented. " Then," continued she, " you know we must not begin by a pointed attack on our hostess." L 4. 224 DACRE. Dacre loved her the better for the observ- ation, and acknowledged its truth. " You must not think me ill natured," said he ; " but you know I always forget to be pru- dent on those subjects in which I take great in- terest." " It is a subject that interests me also very much," replied Emily : " but then I have had so little experience that I dare not act on my own opinions ; and even when acting by advice, I have sometimes reason to know that I have only done harm where I wished to do good." " I bought my experience," said Dacre gravely, " at a time when I was unfitted for amusement; and one is better able then, per- haps, to sympathise with the distresses of others." " And that led you to visit the poor ? " said Lady Emily, enquiringly. DACRE. 225 " Yes, but it was no merit of mine : at first it was not even matter of choice." « How so?" " You may have heard," he continued, " of the melancholy state in which Lord Hexham lingered for months ; and when illness had made him unable to act, it fell to my lot to decide on matters that would not bear delay." " And the wants of the poor are generally urgent," observed Lady Emily. " They were the last Lord Hexham would have wished should be neglected, and it was therefore a duty in me to give them the atten- tion which he could not give." " I have always heard Lord Hexham was so kind to the poor, I suppose there must have been many who were dependent on his bounty." " Not quite dependent," said Dacre : " Lord Hexham was, in reality, what many are called, L 5 226 DACRE, — a charitable man ; but his great object was to teach the poor to be independent of charity." *' That must have been difficult," observed Emily ; " and when the management fell into your hands, did you continue the same plan?" " At last I did ; but I made as many blunders at first as any man might be expected to do who puts to sea without a compass." " Then you had not even the knowledge of Lord Hexham's opinions to assist you." " No, — I had been so much from home ; but I soon arrived at that knowledge, by comparing the tendency of such charity as he always prac- tised, with that which was promoted by many of our neighbours." " But is it possible," said Emily, " to per- suade the poor that the wish to see them inde- pendent is not the wish to save ourselves trouble or expense?" DACUE. 227 " I found it was possible," replied Dacre, " though difficult and irksome ; but I believe the fear of being misconstrued by others, as well as the poor, occasions a great deal of misplaced generosity. There are some who seem less afraid of the on dits when they do ill than when they mean well." " And it does seem hard to refuse what we can spare to those who are in want," observed Emily. " But," rejoined Dacre, " as there is, and must be, a limit to that which can be spared either in time or money, the more judicious the distribution, the more extended will be the benefit." " I often hear long discussions on the subject of time and money," said Lady Emily. " There are two friends of my father's, both equally anxious to do good, and both determined to L 6 228 DACRE. prove the truth of their own theories ; and so one gives all his time, and the other his money, for the benefit of the poor." " I suspect I should not quite agree with either," rejoined Dacre ; " though I am inclined to think that the dispenser of money is more likely to do harm than the other." " Then do you disapprove of pecuniary re- lief?" " Not always," replied Dacre; " for as I think that charity is well bestowed in assisting the poor to bear up against the casualties and unforeseen accidents of life, money must some- times be the relief best adapted to their wants." " There I quite agree with you ; and it has often struck me," said she, " on thinking over all I have heard, how impossible it must be that a uniform theory should be applicable to every variety of distress." DACRE. 229 " True," replied Dacre ; " but then," added he, smiling, " even you would find it as diffi- cult to persuade the rider of a hobby that such is the truth, as to convince the madman, one has heard of, that horse-chestnuts will not pay the national debt. However, though one may avoid the delusion of a theory, one should keep a principle in view by which to determine one's course on every occasion." " And that principle with you was to teach the poor to be independent of charity ?" " Certainly, to the utmost of my power. At least, I avoided the evil of teaching them to be dependent ; for I had abundant opportunity of seeing the mischief that arises from such assist- ance as the poor can calculate upon as a cer- tainty. They soon look upon such charity as their right, and regulate their expenditure ac- 230 DACRE. cordingly ; and if withheld, it creates more dis- tress in the end than it originally relieved." *' Papa was saying the other day that he must give up particular donations at stated times, on that very account ; and I am in hopes he will then appropriate some of the money as I most wish." " And would it be impertinent in me to ask how that would be ?" asked Dacre. " Not impertinent," replied Emily, kindly; " and, indeed, I hope we should agree in think- ing that it cannot be better employed than in establishing schools, which are sadly wanted in our neighbourhood." Dacre fully agreed with her in the expe- diency of promoting education ; and they talked of the different methods of conducting schools. Dacre also mentioned such other charities as most encouraged the poor to become provident ; DACRE. 231 and Lady Emily showed so much interest on the subject, that he was induced to offer her the perusal of some memoranda of Lord Hex- ham's on the principle and regulation of the particular charities in question. The offer was readily accepted. A slight pause ensued ; both looked thoughtful. The topic on which they had conversed was one rather to interest than to exhilarate; but whilst it seemed to have thus cast a shade of thought upon the countenance of each, there was a flutter of happiness, too like that of hope, which played, unbidden, round the heart of Dacre. The day was fast drawing to a close, as they entered the gates at Hatton. The streaks of red light that gleamed like a fire, through the leafless wood, announced the setting of the sun ; whilst the bustle and cawing of the homeward bound rooljs showed that the warning beacon 232 DACRE. had been acknowledged by those whose wander- ings depended on the broad sunshine of day. On emerging from the wood, the landscape, that all had so admired in the morning, again burst into view. The objects were the same, yet how changed was the scene ! The dazzling brightness of the morning was gone ; the gay variety of colour was exchanged for one uniform tint ; the general sparkle that gave life to all it touched was withdrawn. The borrowed riches of the sun were now gathered round his throne, and left the earth in cold contrast with those shining caves of variegated gold, in which he sat enshrined, as he departed from the scene he had adorned. In a few minutes more, a long bright line that backed the purple distance was all that remained of the splendour of his exit ; and earth and sky seemed wrapped alike in that sad, but pleasing serenity, which belongs DACRE. 233 to unruffled repose. Emily and Dacre had watched the decline of the sun in silence. " The progress of our life has often been compared with that of a day ; but where is the death so glorious, yet serene, as this?" ex- claimed Dacre. " Or a life so cloudless as a day like this?" rejoined Emily gravely. " Yet I can imagine," said Dacre, " that such a life may be passed by those, who are born to be loved, and to whom nature has given the power to dispel even the sorrows of others." His eyes turned involuntarily towards her as he spoke; but she leaned forward to caress her horse, and their eyes did not meet, as she replied, with a slight falter in her voice, " I fear to expect unbroken happiness would be only to court disappointment: a day like the present may be an emblem of some bright pas- 234 DACRE. sages of a life, but surely not of its entire course." " I believe you are right," said Dacre ; *•' but," continued he, with increased interest, " you will not, I trust, deny that a day like the present, which has closed in giving hopes of returning brightness, is, to say the least, very cheering." " But not the less delusive," replied Emily, as she pointed to a rising bank of clouds. " You see there will be no sunshine to- morrow. The weather has been unseasonable to-day, but these clouds will soon remind those whom it has misled, that we are in the chilly month of November." There was a mixture of the grave and the gay in the way in which Lady Emily uttered these remarks, that could not but be felt by one who watched her every word and look : there was an earnestness, perhaps a shade of DACRE. 235 bitterness, in the tone in which she had said " there will be no sunshine to-morrow," that struck coldly on his ear. He felt he had been but too well understood; and the lightness of manner, with which she concluded her sentence, convinced him that to reply would be worse than useless. Another minute brought them to the door ; and jumping, unassisted, from her horse, Emily immediately retired to her room, without exchanging any further conversation with Dacre. 236 CHAP. XII. Whatever nature has in worth denied, She gives in large recruits of needless pride ; For as in bodies, thus in souls, we find What wants in blood and spirits, swell'd with wind. Pride, where wit fails, steps in in our defence. And fills up all the mighty void of sense. Pope. On entering the drawing-room before dinner, Dacre perceived not only that Sir Edward Bradford had arrived, but that he was stand- ing by Lady Emily. He saw her look up at Sir Edward, with a smile on her countenance, and he thought she had never yet smiled so kindly on him. He viewed in Sir Edward the dreaded black cloud, and the painful conviction that " there would be no sunshine to-morrow " DACRE. 237 now gained additional force. He turned to- wards Lady Anne, but she appeared too much occupied in captivating Lord Clermont to per- ceive his approach. Perhaps he was piqued at her manner ; for though he carefully avoided both her and Lady Emily, as the company arranged themselves at dinner, yet certain it was that never had a shy girl, and an ignorant tutor, less to dread from the conversation of a neighbour, than had Lady Maria and the family pedagogue on that day from the agreeable, well- informed Dacre. Once and once only in the course of the evening Dacre approached Lady Emily. " Would she play a game at bilhards ?" " Sir Edward was just gone to fetch the cards to teach her how to play at ecarte." Dacre turned away : Lady Anne caught his eye ; and in a tone half-playful, half-sentimental, volunteered to accept the proposal Lady Emily 238 DACRE. had rejected. No one knows better than a coquette the healing powers of an appeal to the vanity when the spirit is wounded ; and she felt that her temporary encouragement of Lord Clermont's attentions had enhanced the value of her smiles. " Preston," said Lord Whitby, addressing himself to that gentleman as he took his seat at breakfast the following morning, — " Preston, Mr. Rowley has just been telling me of the very interesting discovery you made yester- day." " It was, indeed, both unexpected and cu- rious," replied Mr. Preston ; " and I must ac- knowledge myself greatly indebted to Mr. Rowley for having led me to the spot." " What spot ?" " What discovery ?" was instantly echoed by the Miss Ashbys, Mr. Mait- land, and such others as did not already know. DACRE. 239 The fact was, that when Mr. Preston and Mr. Rowley had walked up and down, and over and round the mound Lady Whitby had advised them to explore, and had said all that could be said about possible tesselae and probable coins, Mr. Rowley had proposed, as in duty bound to his patron and himself, that they should proceed to the church, where the sub- ject of his sole literary effort had been de- posited ; and then they talked of mullions and stanchions, and transepts and naves, of archivolt mouldings and clustered columns, of triforiums blahk and quatrefoil panels, and of every other style and mark that serve as dates in architec- ture, till both were sufficiently puzzled, for each, to be duly impressed with the other's superior learning ; when suddenly Mr. Preston's atten- tion was rivetted by the faint inscription on a tombstone. He had discovered not only the name 240 DACRE. of an ancestor, but of that very ancestor whose place of interment he had most wished to dis- cover. Mr. Preston then informed Mr. Rowley that many proofs were extant of his having existed some five generations back ; " but," added he, in the delight of the first moments of discovery, " till now I have never had any satisfactory proof of his demise." The nature of Mr. Preston's good fortune having been explained to the company, Mr. Rowley expressed his hope that he might be allowed to see Mr. Preston's work when it was accomplished. . * " Since when have you turned author, Pres- ton?" enquired Sir Edward Bradford with good-humoured incredulity. " I am no author," he replied, " only a great collector of autographs and inscriptions." DACRE. 24 1 « The autographs of remarkable men are certainly interesting," observed the Duke of Bolton : " perhaps one fancies, at the moment, that the sight of that which was the positive act of their own hand seems to realise their exist- ence." " Just let me know, Preston, whenever you are in want of any particular autograph," said Mr. Maitland, " and I dare say I can procure it for you." " You are very good, Maitland ; but the fact is, I have such a passion for collecting, that I am obliged to limit myself strictly to particular objects: my present" object is to ascertain the dates of births, marriages, and deaths of all my own ancestors, to obtain a copy of such inscrip- tions as are to be found at their places of inter- ment, and to collect as many of their autographs as possible: by that means I flatter myself I VOL. I. M 242 DACRE. shall secure just such a family history as every man ought to possess in his own library." " "What an excellent idea ! " exclaimed Lady Whitby ; " I think it is such a sensible thing to do, that I should really like to follow your ex- ample. Lord Whitby ! should you not like just such a book for Hatton ? " Lord Whitby thought he should, and sug- gested that Mr. Rowley's assistance would be invaluable. Accordingly, Lady Whitby and Lady Maria, Mrs. Ashby, and her daughters, were busily employed all day in examining family pictures, and looking out for names in the peerage and baronetage. On Mr. Rowley devolved the task of threading intricacies of lineal and collateral descent; whilst Mr. Preston was appealed to every minute for instruction how to arrange and classify the scattered in- formation thus acquired. DACRE. 243 Lady Kendal and Lady Emily, accompanied by Lord Clermont and Sir Edward, drove out to call at the house of a friend in the neighbour- hood ; and Dacre and Lady Anne were thus left in the undisturbed enjoyment of each other's society. Lady Whitby never abandoned a new employment, and she could think and talk of nothing but the new book, and its projected contents. Most of the ancestral portraits having been fully discussed, the Duke of Bolton asked the names of some that hung in the room. " That," said Lady Whitby, pointing to one over the door, " was Lady Dorothea Shafton, sister to Lord Whitby's grandmother." " It is a very well painted picture," observed the duke. " But what a dress to be painted in !" ex- claimed Lady Henry. " I always feel so M 2 244 DACRE. thankful not to have lived in times when people made such figures of themselves." Lady Whitby looked grave. " I cannot agree with you, Lady Henry," said she; " I think there was a dignity and propriety in the style of dress at that time, far superior to the present fashion." " I am quite of Lady Whitby's opinion," said Lord Whitby. " Every one in those days must have looked like a gentleman, or a lady, who had a right to do so : I only wish," added he, " that we imitated the wisdom of our ancestors a little more in that respect, as well as in others." Perhaps Lord Whitby could not brook com- parison with the living ; so he spared his self- love, and displayed his modesty by always upholding the superior sagacity of his fore- fathers. DACRE. 245 « To be sure," said Lady Whitby, " the dress was better suited to the dignified conduct and stately habits of the aristocracy of that time, than to the degenerate manners of our own." " Certainly," rejoined Lord Whitby ; " no gentleman in point ruffles ever thought of driving stage-coaches ; and ladies in hoops did not think of waltzing. I can just remember the great aunt, whose picture you admired, duke, and her husband : they both persevered to the last in making no change in their good old-fashioned dress and manners ; and they have remained in my mind as the very personification of aristocratic dignity." " I fear, Lord Whitby, you are inclined to think more unfavourably than I do of the morals of the present generation," observed the duke ; " but we must remember that the manners M 3 246 DACRE. and costume of the generation just within our recollection, and yet furthest removed from our own, have one great advantage." " "What advantage?" enquired Lord Whit- by. " That of being associated in our minds with those only whose follies we have never witnessed, and whom we have been taught to respect for their years." " I am glad to hear the duke stand up for the manners of the day," said Sir Edward, in an under-tone to Dacre, as they stood together at a little distance from the rest ; " for I can no more believe that virtue and decorum are the better guarded by stiff stays and powdered frizzes, than that honour and gentility depend upon the carrying a sword or wearing a bag- wig." Dacre smiled, and agreed ; and for a few minutes more they continued in conversation. DACRE. 247 There was, indeed, in Sir Edward's manner a degree of good-humour towards Dacre, that almost approached to friendliness, and which half disposed him, at times, to forgive him the sin of sympathising too well in his own taste for the society of Lady Emily Somers. But whether from a certain want of tact, of which he accused Sir Edward, or from that over-sensitiveness, which certainly existed in himself, his moments of good-will towards his rival had seldom yet been of long duration. " Lady Whitby, why don't we have some music?" asked Mr. Maitland, who thought the ancestral conversation had lasted quite long enough. Lady Whitby always attended to the dictatorial suggestions of Mr. Maitland ; and so the Miss Ashbys were instantly desired to go and sing that pretty duet that ended in " Z,a, la, la^^ The tiny book and its illegible contents were M 4 248 DACRE. forthwith produced, and the sisters sang just such a duet as is sure to end in " La, la, la^ The company nodded their heads when the quick part began, in the full enjoyment of the tune, and said at the end, " How national ! " — and, " So gay ! " — and, " So characteristic ! " — " Charming talent ! " — and, " Sisters' voices go so well together ! " — and all the other things that are to be said upon such an occasion. " May we not hear Lady Maria to-night ? " said Mrs. Ashby, in an imploring tone. " Oh yes ! if you please ; now she is out, I don't mind her playing in company," replied Lady Whitby. " I assure you, duchess," continued she, as Lady Maria walked in meek obedience to the piano-forte, " that she is one of Kalkbrenner's favourite pupils : he has taken great pains with her." Whether the master would have recog- DACRE. 249 nised his own composition under the hands of his supposed favourite, was, to say the least, doubtful; for the music was difficult, and her alarm very great : her fingers ran wild upon the instrument — she crossed her hands to bang the wrong note — chased up and down the keys with all possible hurry and confusion, whilst her neck, face, and arms, grew more and more red from exertion and fright. Mrs. Ashby remarked, " What a rapid finger she has ! " Lady Kendal asked if Lady Maria was fond of music ; and the duchess said nothing. The Miss Ashbys having both said before she began, " Now do play, dear ; " and, " You play so well ! " and, " We shall all like to hear you so much," thought they' had done enough ; and as Miss Ashby had found an oppor- tunity of gaining Dacre's attention, and Cecilia found George Saville disposed to vote the music M 5 250 DACKE. a bore, and herself agreeable, they abandoned even the neighbourhood of the terrified per- former. Lady Emily saw her position, and felt for her embarrassment. She immediately rose from her seat, and placing herself by the side of Lady Maria, turned over the leaves for her, encouraged her by her attention and remarks, and succeeded, at last, in bringing back the wandering fingers into some degree of order. Dacre saw, and ad- mired this act of good-nature ; yet still he felt as if her kindness to others made the contrast more painful of her coldness towards himself. It happened that Lady Emily was the last of the amateurs who were called upon that night to sing ; and perhaps it might be that all which had gone before served as a foil to her per- formance, for certainly her voice never sounded to better advantage ; and the superior taste with DACRE. 251 which she sang, was sensibly felt by those who could feel the charms of expression. She sang in Italian, in German, and in French ; and all with the spirit, the pathos, or the liveliness, which their meaning and melody required. One of the company named an English song he had once heard Lady Emily sing, and requested her to let him hear it again. She did so. The air was one of those low, simple melodies, whose fitness to the theme seems to heighten the poetry of the words ; and Lady Emily had the peculiar merit of pronouncing distinctly. The hopeless regret of disappointed affection had been the subject selected by the poet: not a word was lost ; and there were touches in those lines that came home to the hearts of all that could love. Perhaps, however, in music and poetry, as in most other things, the effect produced depends less on the abstract merit of the composition, or M 6 252 DACRE. its performance, than upon the susceptibility of the listener's mind to receive the full impression of its power and beauty. The person who had asked for the song in question heard in it only a pleasing melody, sung with proper expression ; but Dacre saw in those words the reflexion of his own thoughts, and heard in that plaintive air the echo of his own feelings. His attention was so fixed, that he seemed lost in reverie. Her voice now slightly faltered. " Can she, too, then, have known the bitterness of neglect ? " His lip quivered, and he tightly grasped the book which rested in his hand, as the idea glanced through his mind. But, no ! her voice again is steady, and he once more abandoned himself to the sad fascination of awakened associations. The song concluded. Lady Emily did not rise from her seat, but kept busily turning over the leaves of her music-book, as if in search of some DACRE. 253 Other song, whilst exclamations of " How beau- tiful ! "— « How full of feeling ! »— « How very touching ! " — " How delightfully melancholy! " were heard on all sides. Dacre said nothing ; but, as he turned towards the sofa near which he sat, he saw that tears glistened in the eyes of Lady Anne Preston. The big drops collected and fell without leaving a trace of emotion on her countenance ; but still he felt in those tears a bond of sympathy between her and himself. " How I envy the calmness of those who can sing such a song so well ! " said Lady Anne, in a subdued voice, to Dacre. At that moment Sir Edward, who had just returned to the drawing-room, approached the piano-forte, saying, " Lady Emily, if you have not already fixed on any song, will you let me hear that very pretty barcarole you brought from Italy ? " Lady Emily complied, with nervous 254- ' DACRE. haste. The barcarole was one that she and Dacre had first heard during one of their ex- peditions at Naples ; one which they had admired together for its inspiriting liveliness, and which he had afterwards succeeded, with some trouble, in procuring for her. She sang it with a degree of animation that exceeded what she had dis- played before : her cheek was flushed, and her eyes seemed to sparkle with the excitement of the music. Lady Anne still looked pensive, as she remarked, sotto voce, to Dacre, " What en- viable spirits she has ! how well this careless gaiety suits her ! " " I cannot keep up with such sudden changes," replied Dacre. " But you forget," rejoined Lady Anne, " that the transition is probably not so great in her mind as it seems to us. I imagine that the actress who has broken our hearts through a DACRE. 255 tragedy could perform in the farce with less real change of feeling than we experience in seeing it." The observation told as it was meant. Dacre tried to convince himself that Emily was false and cold; and, though his dislike to Sir Edward was in no small degree increased for having thus helped him to come to this painful conclusion, his regard for Lady Anne was strengthened by the sympathy in taste and feel- ing she had displayed ; and he did not again quit her side that evening. " Emily ! your hand is burning hot," said the Duchess, as they parted on the stairs : " I am sure you are feverish." *' No, dear Caroline ! I am quite well," re- plied Emily : but she trembled from head to foot as she said so ; her temples throbbed, and a lump rose in her throat as she kissed the 256 DACRE. duchess, and again pressed her hand affection- ately. She could not speak ; but, hastening to her room, her over-excited frame found in un- restrained tears the relief it needed. 257 CHAP. XIII. All impulses of soul and sense Had thrilled my guileless G^n^vieve ; The music and the doleful tale, The rich and balmy eve ; And hopes, and fears that kindle hope, An undistinguishable throng; And gentle wishes long subdued, Subdued yet cherished long! Coleridge. Lady Emily was later than usual at the break- fast-table the following morning, and she found, on joining the assembled party, that the day had just been voted fine enough, by Lord Whitby, to see one of the show places of the county. Lord Whitby always accompanied his guests on this expedition himself, as it gave him an opportunity of displaying to advantage all such 258 DACRE. points of beauty, comfort, and splendour, as might be deemed inferior to Hatton. Lady Whitby continued too much occupied with the new book to go herself, or to allow Mr. Preston, Mr. Rowley, or more than one of the Ashbys to be of the party. So soon, however, as it was arranged how all were to be conveyed. Lady Emily took an opportunity of begging Lady Whitby would allow the other Miss Ashby to supply her place. She had got a headach, and would rather be excused ; and was sure Miss Cecilia would like to go. " Very well, my dear," replied Lady Whitby, who did not much care who went, provided the right number staid to assist her. " Then Ce- cilia shall ride instead of you. Mr. Dacre, you know," continued she, " has promised to take care of the ladies on horseback." Emily did know that he had engaged to DACRE. 259 do so; and for that very reason she greatly preferred to increase her headach in Lady Whitby's service, than to witness all day the increasing attentions of Dacre towards Lady Anne Preston. This object once gained. Lady Emily made light of her indisposition; and, when called upon for music in the evening, she had no excuse for not complying. It was some relief to her to perceive that Dacre had left the room before she began, and that it was not till the Miss Ashbys had succeeded her at the piano-forte that he returned. " Have we no chance of hearing you sing to- night?" said Dacre, as he found himself acci- dentally standing close to Lady Emily. " I have already sung, till I am nearly tired," she replied. " It is, I believe, always my fate to lose what 260 DACRE. I admire," rejoined Dacre; and his eyes dwelt on her for a moment with an expression of sad- ness. His look embarrassed her ; and, to turn the conversation, she asked if Wenbury had answered his expectations. " I believe it is very magnificent ; but place- seeing, like most other premeditated pleasures, generally ends in disappointment." " I had heard it was worth seeing," observed Emily ; " and Sir Edward Bradford seemed de- lighted with all he had seen ; but," added she, with a smile that tried to be gay, " perhaps you are too fastidious for enjoyment, and he is easily amused." " It is natural that those who are happy should always enjoy themselves ; but happiness is not always to be had at command," replied Dacre, gravely. " Perhaps not," said Emily, " though the re- DACRE. 261 verse is always to be found by those who seek it." " Tlie reverse needs no seeking," observed Dacre, drily. " So one should think," rejoined Emily ; " and yet I really believe that the art of self-tormenting is practised with more ingenuity, and to a greater extent, than any other art." Dacre reddened as she spoke. " It is quite true," said he, after a moment's pause ; " we do sometimes court the unhappiness that destroys us ; and it is true, also, that such self-tormentors deserve to be held in contempt: you have made me sensible of the truth of this, and I feel obliged to you." Lady Emily had no time to reply, for he turned abruptly away. She quivered from head to foot, and her heart beat so quick, that it almost impeded her powers of respiration : but 262 DACRE. these were sensations that betrayed no secret, and she determined to make the effort that was necessary to conceal her feelings. The evening's amusement concluded : the company adjourned to an ante-room ; and then, in the confusion of offering refreshments, draw- ing the corks of soda water, lighting the hand- candles, and bidding good night, Dacre took courage once more to address Lady Emily. " I have taken the liberty," said he, " of copying for you those memoranda of Lord Hexham's, which you expressed a wish to read. You may no longer care to see them ; but, in that case, you will, perhaps, not mind the trouble of throwing them into the fire : this is only the copy." Emily blushed as he spoke : she had thought, till then, that, if an opportunity offered, she would endeavour to do away the false impression he had received from her previous observations; DACRE. 263 but the cold and formal manner in which he had now addressed her, at once obliterated from her mind all such intention. She thanked him in a tone that too well accorded with his own ; and, taking the paper in her hand, immediately quitted the room. It was not long after Emily had retired, that a slight knock might have been heard at her door ; but the knocker received no answer, and entered without further ceremony. Emily was alone, standing by the fire, her arm resting upon the chimney-piece, whilst her hand supported her head : her eyes were moist ; and she started on the duchess's entrance, as though awakened from a dream. " Is it you, Caroline ?" said she, as if surprised at her appearance. " Yes, love ! it is only me," replied the duchess ; " so you need not look so startled : we 264) DACRE. are early to-night, so I am come to pay you a little visit. I wished to know if your head was still aching." " I believe there is not much the matter with my head," saidjEmily ; "I am only a little nervous and foolish this evening. I shall be quite well to-morrow ; " and she hastily brushed the tears from her eyes. " I fear not : I suspect your malady is one less speedily cured." Emily was silent. " Emily ! " continued the duchess, earnestly, " do not trifle with your own happiness. I have thought you unusually reserved of late; but I cannot see you suffer, and be silent." " Oh, Caroline ! you are kinder than I de- serve," exclaimed Emily, as she threw her arms round the duchess's neck, completely overcome. " I feel so degi'aded ; and you must, you will. DACRE. 265 despise me, when I tell you how wretched I feel." " Do not talk so, my dear Emily ! how can I despise you whom I have loved from your • childhood?" said the duchess, as she fondly returned her embrace. " But tell me, — is my aunt as completely in your confidence as she ought to be?" Emily looked distressed. " No ! " she re- plied; " there is one subject upon which mamma does not know my feelings." The duchess withdrew her arm from round her neck, whilst her countenance betrayed some surprise at this avowal. " I told you, you would despise me," con- tinued Emily, with increased emotion ; " but do not — pray do not imagine that I have inten- tionally deceived my mother : deceiving myself, I have perhaps misled her ; but now I have not VOL. I. N 266 DACRE. the heart to tell her all that has forced itself too late on my mind." " But why should you suppose that your mother would regret this change in your senti- ments ? '* " Can you ask me why ? when you must know that such a change can only be productive of disappointment." " I do not quite understand you," rejoined the duchess ; " and yet I think we need not now speak in riddles. Am I not right in believing that it is upon Francis Dacre that you have bestowed your affections?" Emily pressed her hand in token of assent. " Then why not impart the secret of your preference to your mother ? " Emily shook her head, and said, " I should make her wretched, but she could not make me happier." DACRE. 267 " Have you, then, reason to believe that either she or Lord Kendal would dislike or dis- approve your choice ?" " Oh, no ! they would not — they could not have disliked him, had he been constant or sin- cere; but what would be the feelings of my mother, so often as she has warned me against his fickle and uncertain disposition, to find that the happiness of her child was at the mercy of one upon whom she cannot depend." " But her advice might support you— her sympathy comfort you in this distress." " No! no ! it is too late now; I ought to spare my mother the unhappiness she wished to spare me. It is no more than I deserve to pay the penalty of over self-confidence. Oh, Caroline!" continued she, "you have some- times laughed at me for what you called my pride ; how little did you then think to see me N 2 268 DACRE. SO humiliated?" Then hid ing her face in her hands, she gave way to the tears that struggled for mastery from the time she had entered her room. The duchess paused for a while, and it was not till her cousin had in some degree regained her composure that she again ad- dressed her. " My dear Emily," said she, " I give you credit for too much good sense, not to say feel- ing, to suppose you would thus speak of an attachment you believed to be mutual ; but you Ibrget that you have given me no reason, as yet, to doubt the evidence of my own senses, in be- lievino; it to be almost more than nuitual on his part." Emily shook her head. *' You think I am mistaken," continued the duchess; " but I know not to what you allude in talking of his uncertain disposition. You do DACRE. 269 not deny his admiration of you at Naples; and when I think of our expedition to Lady Whitby's school — when I have still before my eyes his look whilst you were singing, I cannot believe that you do not still reign paramount in his thoughts." " At Naples I was indeed happy. I saw that I was loved, and I knew that I returned the affection I inspired. He too must have known it; for those who feel alike under:- tand each other quickly." " But did he never give expressicn to his feelings?" enquired the duchess. " He implied his attachment in a thousand different ways, but he never explicitly sought to know if it was returned by me, or approved by my parents." " Not even at the moment of parting?" N 3 270 DACRE. " We parted without my knowledge, for he never took leave." Emily then related to the duchess the manner in which Dacre had so abruptly quitted their farewell party at Naples, and how she had hoped in vain that he would appear the next morning to bid her adieu. " The fear of betraying his feelings might account for this seeming indifference," observed the duchess; " but what reason had you to doubt his constancy when next you met?" " None, at first. We met in London ; it was very soon after his return to England ; and the dream of happiness that had begun abroad, was, for a time, renewed at home. But it was soon over," added she; and her voice faltered with returninoj emotion. " Dear Emily ! it grieves me to distress you," said the duchess ; " but having been absent at that time, you know I am ignorant of much that DACRE. 271 has passed upon this subject; — tell me what awoke you from your dream?" " It was plain that, once secure of my prefer- ence, he was anxious to withdraw those atten- tions that had gained him my affection." Emily then detailed to her cousin such circumstances, as, though trivial in themselves, seemed but too well to bear out the truth of this assertion. " In what light did my aunt view his con- duct?" enquired the duchess. " Mamma looked upon it as the effect of va- nity and caprice. She knew my feelings towards him ; and she often said that he was vain enough to seek, but too capricious to enjoy the triumphs of conquest. She attributed his conduct the last evening at Naples to the same cause as his change of manner in London ; and she warned me so repeatedly never again to place my hap- N 4 272 DACRE. piness in the power of one so selfish and fickle, that I consented, when next we met, to avoid his society." " And to that resolution I know you steadily adhered." " Yes, during the whole of last season in London, I avoided, at first, perhaps, rudely avoided him. I should have been more civil, had I only been indifferent ; but I suppose he was offended at my manner, and though we often met, we seldom spoke." " Had you any reason to think he regretted this estrangement, or did you believe in those reports that must have reached your years ! " " I liardly know what I believed. I could not help remarking that he looked at me, I might almost say watched me, with an expres- sion of interest; and though his words and manner were cold and constrained whenever ^ DACRE. 273 we spoke, I felt sure he was not careless. Still the world gave him to Lady Anne Preston ; my pride was aroused ; I determined to be gay, and I tried to forget him." " But without much success," said the duchess, half smiling, as she looked at her iiffectionately, " Alas ! you see how completely I have failed," replied Emily, mournfully. " I quitted London, as willing to magnify his faults, and detract from his merits, as my mother could wish. The repose and occupations of the country made the time pass quickly ; I flat- tered myself I had overcome my feelings to- wards him ; and I was anxious only for an opportunity to prove I was indifferent." " Had I been your confessor, Emily, I should have told you that such anxiety was, in itself, a contradiction to your indifference.'* N 5 274) DACRE. " And you would have told me the truth," replied Emily, " but I did not then think so ; not even here, at the ball, when we met and spoke, and even danced together, was I undeceived. I felt my spirits rise in his society, and I thought I was free." " In other words," said the duchess, " like many other people, you mistook the excitement of hope for what it least resembles — the calm- ness of content; but what has brought you, dear, to this sudden self-knowledge?" " You say you observed, how^ much he was with me when we visited the school ; there was something that day in his manner which forcibly reminded me of old times. We were some- times gay, and sometimes grave together; and I felt, as formerly, that his gaiety amused, and his gravity interested me, more than I was ever amused or interested by that of any other per- son. The suspicion then crossed my mind that DACRE. 275 my happiness was again at his mercy, and I blushed at the thoughts of such weakness. I still hoped to combat the feeling I dreaded: another day convinced me I was too late. So long as his attentions were directed to me, I was happy, and could perhaps have continued to deceive myself as to the cause; but I saw that his affections were really transferred to another. I saw that Lady Anne was the object of his devotion. I was no longer happy, and the veil that had blinded me, dropped at once from my eyes." Emily's tears flowed fast as she made this confession, but she composed herself sufficiently to repeat to the duchess the little conversation that had passed between Dacre and herself that evening; and with which the reader is al- ready acquainted. '• Now then," continued Emily, *' I have N 6 276 DACRE. told you all, and I am sure you will never be- tray my confidence. I fear," added she, with some hesitation, " you will despise my weak- ness, but, dear Caroline, do not love me less now, that I am unhappy." The duchess said nothing, but she folded her in her arms, with a look of interest and affection that spoke more of comfort on this point than words could have conveyed. Emily pressed her fingers against her eyes, to check the fast flowing current to which she had given way ; then swallowed a glass of water that stood within her reach, and leant against the chimney, as if waiting for her cousin to speak. The duchess had been much overcome by all that had passed, still a smile played round her lips as she spoke. " Emily," said she, " now that you have told me all, having ' nothing extenuated,' or ' set down aught in malice,' shall you be very much DACRE. 277 surprised, if I tell you in return, that it is my firm belief, that your fate lies still at the disposal of yourself and your parents." Emily stared, as if her ears must have deceived her. She was too much surprised to utter. " Do you believe," continued the duchess, " that if Mr. Dacre declared his attachment to you, that Lord Kendal or my aunt would offer any objection to your acceptance of him?" " I am sure they would never object to my happiness," replied Emily, with a sigh ; " and indeed he was, for some time, a great favourite with both." " And if he forfeited their good opinion, only because they thought him inconstant to you, do you think that he would regain their approbation if he proved himself guiltless of any such crime ?" " Certainly ; but why do you ask?" 278 DACRE. " Because I would not run the risk of offer- ing you advice that might be counter to their wishes." Emily begged she would be more explicit. " I have told you," said she, " that all I had seen here convinced me that you are the object of Francis Dacre's affection. All you now tell me to persuade me to the contrary has confirmed that opinion. "_ " You cannot really think so!" exclaimed Emily, whilst a gleam of pleasure passed over her countenance. " No, no ! it cannot be," continued she ; " I cannot be mistaken on that point." " Why not? You have been deceived in your own feelings towards him, and are still more likely to have been mistaken in his towards you." " I fear it is easier to be deceived in favour DACRE. 279 of one's wishes than to be misled against them." " True," replied the duchess ; " but pride can mislead as well as hope : is it not possible that, in your anxiety to spare your own dignity, you may have impressed him too effectually with the idea of your indifference, or even dis- like?" " It is impossible," said Emily, " that he can so mistake me." " Not so impossible as you imagine : remem- ber, dear, you are naturally gay ; your counte- nance is bright, and your manner lively ; your spirits here have seemingly risen, and gaiety always passes for happiness. How should even Mr. Dacre know any thing of that under-cur- rent of sadness, which only forces itself upper- most when the fever of excitement has passed ? Who would believe that the Emily who now 280 DACKE. stands before nie, was, an hour ago, the Lady Emily of tlie drawing-room, who sang so giiily? and looked so cheerful?" " Yet I did not mean to be false or afl^ected." " I am sure you did not ; but you have been playing a part that was dictated by pride. Why not lay it aside ? " " What!" exclaimed Emily, in surprise, " would you have me betray my feelings to one who actually prefers another ?" " That preference I deny ; depend upon it, Emily, that Mr. Dacre's pleasure in the society of Lady Anne arises only from the soothing influence of flattery to a mortified spirit. Lfe is piqued at your coldness, whilst Lady Anne never fails to encourage his attentions." " But what can I do?" enquired Emily, despairingly. " Simply appear in your own true character. DACRE. 281 Speak to him kindly; do not discourage his attempts to converse with you ; and, above all, be careful to avoid the possibility of wounding his feelings, in all you say or do." " I wound his feelings ! " said Emily, in a tone that would indeed have brought Dacre to her feet in a moment, had he been within hearinjT. J " Yes ! I see you think that impossible rejoined the duchess ; " but remember it is my belief, that by forced gaiety and assumed indif- ference, you have already done so. Promise me, Emily, that you will no longer adopt this manner towards him. If I am right, you will soon see him return to his former allegiance — if I am wrong, you will, at least, have the sa- tisfaction of feeling yourself blameless. You camiot be more distressed than you are now ; and I think your peace of mind will be easier 282 DACRE. restored, when more positively certain of his coldness and inconstancy, than you have now any right to be." Had the duchess spoken words of inspired prophecy, Emily could not have hung with greater interest on every syllable. " You must know," she replied, " that the task you impose will be only too easy to per- form." " Then," rejoined the duchess, " arm your- self only against the possible disappointment of finding that I am mistaken, and you in the right. " That disappointment cannot be worse, as you justly observed, than my present distress." " Now, then, good night ! " said the duchess, as she arose to depart. " Try to compose yourself to sleep ; and to-morrow will,. I hope, DACRE. 283 give birth to happier thoughts than those that have of late taken possession of your mind." " How can I ever thank you enough for all your kindness?" said Emily, as she warmly returned her cousin's embrace; " but," added she, " I dare not — will not — indulge in hope ! " Such were her words as the duchess quitted her room, but the expression which played on her face as she spoke, was not that which sat fixed upon her countenance when the duchess had entered. 284 CHAP. XIV. The inquietudes of fear, like lesser streams Still flowing, still were lost in those of love ; So love grew mightier from the fear ; and nature Fleeing from pain, shelter'd herself in joy. Coleridge. The blessings of sleep rank high amongst the blessings of youth; and Emily must either have been indebted to the soothing powers of a tran- quil night, or to the reviving influence of the duchess's conversation, for the unimpaired beauty with which she appeared the following morning at breakfast. But few of the company had assembled when she entered the room, and none but the duchess perceived that she was DACRE. 285 somewhat paler, more thoughtful, and more nervous than usual. Each time the door opened to admit a fresh- descended guest, Emily felt sure it was Dacre; and there was a consciousness that made her dread his presence, and yet an anxiety that he should appear, which almost caused her to start at each approaching footstep : nor could she raise her eyes, till she knew by the voice that it was some more indifferent person who had en- tered. Every place at the breakfast-table was now occupied, save one. The vacant seat was next to Emily ; and it increased her nervous- ness not a little, to know that Dacre must thus necessarily become her neighbour. Breakfast was half over when Mr. Maitland asked Lord Whitby whom he expected to fill the vacant place? How strange it seemed, to Emily that any one could forget who ought 286 DACRE. to be there ! Nor did Mr. Maitland forget; he only thought Lord Whitby might require some information respecting his guests. " I expect no one," replied Lord Whitby, who happened to be as well informed as Mr. Maitland on the subject ; " it was laid for Dacre, but he is gone." "Gone!" exclaimed several voices; "and when did he go?" " Early this morning," said Lord Whitby. " What a sudden flight ! " said Mr. Preston. "I am so sorry he is gone," said Lady Henry. " I am sure he had no intention yesterday of going away to-day," said Mrs. Ashb}'; who thought he had certainly talked a little more of late to her eldest daughter, and did not approve of his departure. " When did he tell you he was going?" en- quired Lady W^hitby. DACRE. 287 " Last night, just before we went to bed," replied Lord Whitby. " He look leave of me, saying, he was sorry to be obliged to go away so abriipdy, but that he must be in London to- morrow on particular business." " All men make the excuse of having busi- ness to transact," said Lady Henry, laughing ; " but I don't believe they ever do any. How I should like to know what can have taken him away in such a hurry." " Nothing very pleasant, I fear," observed Lord Whitby ; " for he seemed very low, and looked so ill that I thought his particular busi- ness might be to get home, before he was laid up." " No ! no ! it was not that ; I believe I know the reason," said Mr. Maitland, looking as sig- nificant as if he did. " I heard what he said to you last night, and it puzzled me amazingly 28S DACRE. to make out why he went; but I was up early this morning, and I understand it now." Mr. Maitland was pressed to explain, which was just what he wished. " Crofton comes here to-day," said he; " and I fancy he has no friendly feelings towards him. I introduced them to each other at the ball. Dacre was very ungracious in his manner then ; and when I asked him this morning if he knew that Crofton was expected here to-day, it was„ very evident that he had no wish to meet him." Nobody doubted the probability of this ex- planation of Dacre's movements; and the rest of the company had only therefore to comment upon the fact of his having gone away because Mr. Crofton was coming. Then came the re- marks on looks, manners, disposition, &c. that are sure to follow the mention of a departed guest, DACRE. 289 Lady Henry said Mr. Dacre was very good- looking. Mr. Preston thought him well informed. Miss Ashby thought he improved on ac- quaintance. Lord Clermont allowed him " a good seat on horseback ;" and Lord Henry pronounced him " a capital shot." The Duke of Bolton said he liked all he had seen of him ; and Lady Anne, with apparent nonchalance, observed that he was " very agree- able, though very uncertain." Mrs. Ashby waited to hear what Lady Whitby would say ; and as her Ladyship declared " she could not quite make him out," Mrs. Ashby thought " he was very odd." *' He is a very odd-tempered fellow," ob- served Mr. Maitland ; " one never can be sure VOL. I. o 290 DACRE. of him ; he sometimes looks half offended when one means to do him a kindness." " I have always heard he is very capricious," said Miss Cecilia. "I think he is capricious," said Lord Kendal: " at Naples we saw a great deal of him ; and I thought him a very clever agreeable young man, but I have lost sight of him now. He has left us off, Lady Kendal, I think, has n't he?" " I suppose so, unless we have left him off," replied Lady Kendal, slightly colouring; " we seldom meet now." These observations were not lost on Ladv Anne. " I wonder he do n't marry," said Mrs. Ashby, just to see if other people thought he would. DACRE. 291 " He is not a marrying man," replied Mr. Maitland. " I should think not," rejoined Lady Anne ; " I have so often heard him say things which implied his preference of a single life: so many men prefer what they call their liberty, and he is quite one to enjoy being independent." " Well ! " exclaimed Sir Edward, laughingly, " I see it is no joke for a man to go away from a country house, and leave his character behind him. I suppose sudden departures, like sudden deaths, demand an inquest; and within five minutes we have been able, I think, to pass sentence on the character, motives, and inten- tions of our absent friend. I only hope nobody expects me to go away from Hatton ; for I fairly own myself afraid of being tried by such a penetrating jury." o 2 292 DACRE. Sir Edward's observations proved a good- humoured check to ill-natured remarks, and conversation flowed easily into other channels, more free from the rocks and shallows of which personal discussions must ever be in danger. Those only who have felt, as Emily did feel, from the moment that Dacre's name had been mentioned, can fully appreciate the subdued misery she endured. The hope that had cheered her first waking that morning had been rudely crushed, when Lord Whitby an- nounced the departure of her lover. Her mind was ill fortified to bear the tone of careless praise or undeserved censure, which indifference, or ignorance suggested; and she knew that every unfavourable word that was uttered, must tend to confirm her mother's impression of his inconstancy. The knowledge DACRE. 29S f of our thoughts being read by another, often adds to the difficulty of resisting their influence: and Emily therefore found, at this moment of trial, that even the consciousness of the duchess's sympathy only added to her em- barrassment. The duchess was, however, a comfort to her cousin. She was the first to rise from break- fast ; and, by calling her attention to a flower in the adjoining conservatory, she not only afforded Emily the readiest means of quitting the table, but gave herself the opportunity of proposing that they should take a tete-a-tete walk. The walk was long; and though the subject did not vary, conversation never flagged. " Perhaps, after all," said Emily, as they returned towards the house, " I ought to think it better that he should be away. Admiring o 3 294- DACRE. Lady Anne, as he does, it is very natural that he should not Avish to marry." " Then you still persist in your belief of his admiration for Lady Anne?" enquired the duchess. " Yes," replied she, mournfully ; " indeed I think it almost impossible that he should not be fascinated by one so fascinating." " I confess," said the duchess, " she has no charm for me." " My dear Caroline!" exclaimed Emily, in a tone of unfeigned astonishment, " that you should not always approve of her, I can, of course, understand; but surely you cannot be insensible to her beauty; or to that peculiar charm of voice and manner, and that extra- ordinary power of adapting her conversation to the tastes of others, which have made me DACRE. 295 feel each day that I have passed here, how irresistible she must be where she wishes to please." The Duchess smiled. " You see in her, my dear, every charm that apprehension could suggest, or that could justify the inconstancy of a lover; but I see, in all she says or does, a motive, that at once disfigures its grace, and destroys its effect: so I tell you fairly," added she, " that so soon as I am convinced that Mr. Dacre has ever reallv allowed Lady Anne to supersede you in his thoughts, I give him up. I shall make no excuses for him." " Oh, no ! " rejoined Emily with warmth, " you must not ; pray do not give him up, even on that account; but," added she, after a short pause, " whatever may be the cause of 296 DACRE. his disinclination to marry, I think it is very clear, from what Lady Anne said this morning, that such is the case." "It is very clear to me, Emily, that she intended you should think so. What reliance can be placed on words dictated by self-interest? Lady Anne is never natural ; and she would sacrifice truth itself at the shrine of her in- satiable vanity." " Yet she seems so open, and her manner is so unstudied," observed Emily. " True ; and in that consists her power. Her manner is unaffected, though her character is false. She can well afford to be natural in externals, without endangering her objects ; for the part she assumes sits easier in the garb with which nature has gifted her, than in any other she could devise." DACRE. 297 That after the events of the morning, Emily should have appeared gay, or even composed, for the rest of the day, may seem strange ; but certain it is that Lady Anne was never more completely guilty of playing a part, than was Lady Emily in reassuming her own natural character. But the last words of the duchess in entering the house, had been, to urge her to conceal from those who had no right to her confidence the painful interest she had taken in the departure of Dacre. " His misunderstanding of your feelings to- wards him may have occasioned his leaving us so suddenly," said she ; " but I feel so persuaded that he is not indifferent, that I am not afraid of encouraging you to hope that all may still end well. Keep up your spirits, dear Emily, I entreat you. It will make me miserable to see you depressed, when I am sure there is no 298 DACRE. reason to despair. Depend on me ; I will never commit you ; but your suspense shall not be as lengthened as you now think, if it is in my power to shorten its duration. Next week we go to London.*' END OF THE FIRST VOLUME. London : Printed by A. Spottiswoodk, New-Street-Square. UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LIBRARY Los Angeles This book is DUE on the last date stamped below. oj-ni L9— Series 444 AA 000 374 086 7 PR k886 L586d v.l «•*«<* .'^S***^ 4, ?*55f:- »:m !l \ s-*/]'' ty^r