fcfi (Beorge JSancroft Duren THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES o/w WRITTEN IN SAND BY GEORGE BANCROFT DUREN NEW YORK TOBIAS A. WRIGHT 1921 COPYRIGHT, 1921 GEORGE BANCROFT DUREN TO MY MOTHER 623311 THANKS ARE DUE TO THE EDITORS OF THE BOSTON TRANSCRIPT, NEWARK EVENING NEWS, NEWARK SUNDAY LEDGER AND NEWARK SUNDAY CALL FOR THEIR KIND PERMISSION TO REPRINT SOME OF THE VERSES CONTAINED HEREIN CONTENTS CHAPTERS I In the Mirror of Yesterday . . 9 to 42 II Peace and War 43 to 51 III Spring and Winter . . . . 53 to 56 IN THE MIRROR OF YESTERDAY WRITTEN IN SAND It was in yesteryear I watched you trace Our names upon the sand, Framing them with a heart of sea-foam lace That dancing waves had cast upon the strand. You laughed and in your eyes Shone a rich light That dimmed the starry wonder of the skies And warmed the night. Many waves have washed that shore since then Other hands have formed the names of men Upon those gleaming sands, And each has vanished when the sea rolled in. So our names, too, are gone from view ! Caressing waves have carried them away Just as the surge of time has carried you. And all that I have left Is like our symbol on that faithless shore : A poignant memory and nothing more. ii AN INCENSE JAR AT DUSK A small bronze incense jar With dragon face and weird magenta eyes, Brought from a land afar Where cherry blossoms vie with cherry skies. The fragrant dust is lit And like an opening rose the flame awakes As dreamily I sit To breathe the drowsy perfume that it makes. It brings a poppy sleep, As on the gathering haze I build my dream, Where ancient willows weep And moonbeams are embroidered on the stream. Trees crooning on the hill, While from the shadowed woods the answering note Of hidden woodland rill, Chanting a love-song from its silvery throat. The dying flames grow cold, And only scattered incense clouds remain. I waken tired and old To find that I have idly dreamed again. 12 Upon its emerald throne like some proud queen Guarded by courtier pines in stately row, The House Upon the Hill, with august mien, Looked down upon the winding road below. Strangers who trod the dusty, burning road Looked up and stopped and to each other said : "Great happiness must dwell in that abode. There hope and peace must surely make their bed. "Is there no joy for us of humble birth? Why must we sow to harvest only pain?" And lifting up their burdens from the earth They turned away and sought the road again. Blind souls they only saw the painted shell Unhappiness had built to hide its lair : To them it was a place for love to dwell. How should they know deep sorrow lingered there? What seemed to them soft music of the trees Was but the wind s gruff voice in mocking jeers : They pictured flowers nodding in the breeze But could not see their sad eyes dimmed with tears. Thus each who passed looked up and reasoned so, And wished that he might dwell in such a spot, Unknowing that within the dust below He was possessor of a happier lot. EAGLE ROCK AT NIGHT Night lay like a black robe of silk Tucked in about the far earth rim, Stars that bedecked its endless folds Were diamonds from the crown of Him Whose loving hands had clustered them In an eternal diadem. Far as the vision could command The warm, appealing lights of home Shone like the soft reflected rays Of stars in that majestic dome. They twinkled with a witching light, Then vanished one by one from sight To join the dark hosts of the night. Once a laboring furnace Gushed molten breath into the sky, Its blood rays rose into the drifting clouds Staining their saintly white with crimson dye : Rudely a whistle broke the tranquil still As, like a winding phosphorescent snake, A train crept slowly by. A church bell tolled the end of evensong And one could almost hear the sweet-voiced choir Answer a soft amen to the rich notes Reverberating from the ancient spire. Way in the east the lofty gleaming lights Of a great city marked an unseen sea : Two steel shafts set with many thousand eyes Vied with the beacon light of Liberty. O glorious night, I will remember long Your witchery, Your silence and the gift of quiet peace You brought to me. A BOOK OF MEMORIES Of all my treasured books A dusty, faded one I love the best: Its name is Memories And in its pages, only, I find rest. Slowly I turn each leaf To read again the fond tales written there, Wander the bygone paths, Relight old stars in midnight s dusky hair. Its title page is decked With violets we gathered long ago, While on each aging sheet Are living sprigs of old-time mistletoe: Fragrance of other springs, The haunting touch of soft, adoring hands, Moons that died yesterday, A glint of Stardust on forgotten sands. No other book has charm Enough to hold my weary heart-strings fast, For there can be no tales As sweet as those love bound within the past. HALLOWE EN From catacombs laid low in dust Where green-eyed spiders sleep, From marshes where gaunt cat-tails each Their lonely vigil keep, From heart of forest, depth of lake, Beyond the edge of light Weird witches and their kindred folk Come trooping forth tonight. Down through a royal arch of trees In homage bending low, Across a meadow s emerald stretch The gay paraders go, Until at last in strange array They reach a field of corn, There to disport in phantom style Until the birth of morn. Their leader waves a magic wand And like a sword unsheathed, The sere and dusty stalks of corn With silver sheen are wreathed : And Stardust falling on the shocks Wraps them in mantle white : They stand like bearded sentinels Against the rim of night. A tall pine with pretentious mien Begins a baton sway, While martial notes of rustling leaves Announce the roundelay: As dancers rise, clasp hands and whirl Into the music s swell, 16 These ghostly masqueraders play Beneath the fall moon s spell. And pumpkins with long slanting eyes, Like captive stars aglow, Rise from the dust and slowly wave Their green arms to and fro. So through the night while others sleep The mad dance holds its sway Until the first shy kiss of sun Warns of the coming day. A CHILD S PRAYER God make me like the sun To rise each morning with a smiling face, And as the day goes by Help me to leave warm sunbeams every place, Till shadows softly fall And on the wings of night I drift away Still radiant to think That I may wake with smiles the coming day. THE SHOWER Murmuring, rustling through the trees The gentle shower came, Until it reached the calm lake shore And mottled the green that its bosom wore With dancing drops of cool, fresh rain That pitter-pattered a sweet refrain: With a song in its heart the shower came. And a song was in the heart of me, And a song in the heart of you, As we nosed our boat in the muddy bank And laughed as the stony anchor sank For I was in love with you. You did not care for the rain that fell, For an oak tree sheltered our small boat well And the few cool drops that wet your hair Commingled with the fragrance there. One drop to your lips in a rambling streak I brushed away with my own rough cheek; Brushed it away, but held the place Close to your delicate, warm, sweet face. And together we sat while the shower fell, Cheek close to cheek carefree Not heeding when the storm went by And the sun beamed forth in a cloudless sky, So sweet was the song in the heart of you And the song in the heart of me. 18 IT WAS IN SPRINGTIME It was in springtime : Spring with its breath of new-born flowers, Dawning of our wondrous hours When we clambered the rocks together. The sea lay at our feet Whispering among the shells and crevices, Or lifting now and then a foam-crowned head Up from its kelp-trimmed bed As if to say: "Come I ll not harm you come and play!" And then rolled back into its vast retreat. It was the time of roses, Roses that opened to the smiles of morn To dream amid sweet fragrance through the night. And, Oh ! our hearts were light As gulls we watched wing through the sky In tireless flight. Now spring is here again And the sea is calling: "Come play with me, Match your music laughter With my silvery melody." Hark, the sea is calling! But only the echo, softly falling, Of another springtime Answers. DEATH OF SUMMER Shadows are lengthening across the sky, And trees have doffed their frocks of youthful green For robes of richer hue, while in between The clustered stars an opal moon gleams high Above the woods where sleeping violets lie Tucked in their leafy beds ; the winds are keen With earthy smells, and everywhere are seen The last gifts of a summer soon to die. Death ! Yet how unlike other ends this one. With tenderness old summer decks each tree In brightest raiment, and with fragrant breath, Whispering softly that her life is done, She gently falls asleep : we hardly see That she has gone, so beautiful her death. 20 THE RETURNING I wandered at the fall of dusk, alone. The stars were dull, the moon s face hewn of stone, Gruff was the wind lost was its melody For you had gone from me. Then you came back. The moon upon the road Transformed the muddy ruts to silvery bars, Lightly the wind awoke the leaves to song And tears gleamed in the soft eyes of the stars. So has it been, so shall it always be When you, my love, return again to me. 21 JUST DREAMING Dearest, it is your face that comes to me In those sweet moments when I idly dream Of youth, and happiness, and things that seem To seal within them love s eternity: And like the sound of a soft melody Or murmuring echo of some plaintive stream, Whose silvery ripples mate with each moonbeam, I hear your voice so happy and carefree. What an exquisite joy my heart would know If you might cease to be a memory, And come again to bring my dreamings true, That loving you I might live ever so Finding full happiness in serving thee And worshipping forever none but you. 22 OLD LOVES Deep within my heart are sealed All the things I loved with you : Shattered hopes and songs half sung And the dreams that ne er came true. As a rose jar filled with blooms We both gathered in the May, So my heart is fragrant with Petals of our yesterday. Tenderly I breathe the dust And the perfumed memories there Fill me with the strangely sad Peacefulness that follows prayer. Things we love each one comes back Breath of half forgotten springs, Songs of soaring birds that bore Blue of Heaven on their wings. Stars that only we could see, Moons that smiled for us alone, Laughing winds, the wild brook s rune, Trees upon their mountain throne. Things we loved all have passed by Just as you have gone from me, Yet I keep them sweet and dear In my vase of memory. ST. FRANCIS XAVIER S (The priest returns to find his house of worship a smoking ruin.) Where but so short a while before had stood The modest church in sacred silentness, Now ruins with their grim and blackened dress Bear the unhappy sign of widowhood : Smoke circles from a small charred cross of wood While altar cloths, strewn with the carelessness Of entrails from the sacrifice express A sadness that no other ruin could. Slowly the priest draws near God s house of prayer With eyes that tell what lips refuse to speak. A curious crowd breaks way to let him by For in his face has come a great despair As if his hopes had turned as sere and bleak As that scarred cross mute pointing towards the sky. 24 TRIBUTE (To the memory of my Grandfather) Spun like a thread that feeds a weaver s loom Until at last the toiler s task is done, So was his life a splendid tapestry Of priceless faith and friendship he had won. JINNY (Eight years old) Peacefully in sleep she lay, The still, bronze curls in disarray Fell round her face like the last ray Of sunshine at the sleep of day. Spun like a fan of cobweb lawn Her lashes tenderly were drawn Like guards before her soft blue eyes, Unfathomed as warm summer skies. In reverence I bent and pressed My lips against the hands at rest As two rose petals on her breast. She stirred with sweet unknowing grace And soft curls wandered from their place Hiding the glory of her face. So with a tenderness divine I tiptoed from my childhood shrine. 26 PARTING Up from the lap of the peaceful slumbering ocean, Into the void of a starless, all-patient heaven, Turning the sea foam into a silvery cobweb A soft moon wandered. Deep in the west, warming the earth with a last sweet smile of contentment, A coral sun shed pastel peace in its setting, Gathering day to a gentle close with its splendor. So came the sorrowful hour that looked on our parting ; And the moon and the sun and the sea and you together Were one in the sadness of leaving. Then into the arms ,or night, with a white moon guiding, I rode away leaving you standing alone in the flickering daylight: You and the setting sun and our golden moments. 27 SHADOWS AMONG THE SHADOWS Noiselessly our canoe, like an idle water bug, Drifted upon the silver-inlaid waters. Before us the mountain humped its back against a canopy of stars While at its foot two breathing shadows listened. Then a paddle slipped from the gunwale, Waking night s silence as it smacked the sleeping waters : And two does, lifting dripping mouths in timid wonder, Melted into the mystery of the mountain. 28 COBWEBS Life is like a cobweb : And we the spiders toiling at the rapid looms of time, Weave steadily life s tapestry with a rich thread of years, Binding the strands of passing days together as we climb Up to the cobweb s summit through the sparkling dew of tears. So with the spider when October comes, Turning each green leaf to a rattling husk, We find the finished cobweb hanging there Deserted in the melancholy dusk. Life has its grim October, too, And when it calls we each must leave behind The cobweb of whatever life we spun So those to come may test its mesh and find Our character by what the loom has done. LOVE AND I I have a trysting place with love : No, not where surging sea Lashes the barnacle-covered crags And whips the seaweed like wind-tossed flags As it strains to set it free. Nor do we meet Where the candle stars Blink as the clouds sail by And the faithful moon from ivory hewn Hangs sleeping in the sky. But deep in the sanctum of my heart Where silence and peace find place : There love and I are truly one, For that is our trysting place. STARTLED A rosebud and a violet Both in a Grecian vase Were ardently a-wooing In modest flower ways. The violet demurely Touched light the rosebud s cheek And nestled neath its petals For honeyed lips to seek. They kissed and quickly parted As startled lovers do, For a peeping beam of sunlight Had seen the kissing too. 3 MESSAGE OF THE ROSE Plucking the first unfolded rose That bloomed within my garden close, I kissed its petals wet with dew And gave the lip-warm bud to you, Who, smelling it, seemed unaware, Of tender kisses hidden there. You did not tell me that you knew The bud had brought my love to you, And yet the blush that warmed your cheek Showed that the rose had dared to speak Those tender words that I, afraid, Upon its petal lips had laid. THE PATHS OF THE USED-TO-BE The quaint old things of yesterday Are but a few short steps away: At the foot of the hill in a quiet vale They are waiting to whisper some old-time tale. The quaint old things of yesterday Still linger ere they pass away, And so we may freshen their memory If we follow the paths of the used-to-be. And the paths of the used-to-be are these : A roadway cloistered round with trees, A homestead, brown and ivy grown, Still shadow oaks that stand alone Like sentinels to guard the way; These are the things of yesterday. 33 A SONG My heart is aflame with song, Crystal clear and healing as organ notes That creep through an incensed cloister And out of a sainted window To life everlasting. My heart is running riot with music, Soft and as yet unborn to the world As the sound of a mountain cataract Throwing its silver breath Like a benediction Upon the upturned, waiting lips of flowers. My heart trembles with thankfulness As shadow trees Quiver and murmur in the arms of night Like lovers embracing. My heart is like a garden delicately fragrant Echoing softly the eternal peace Chopin, Peace of music, Peace of poets, Peace of understanding. My heart is radiant with song, Sweet song song of the Christ Child, And its words are these : "I love you." 34 SUNSET Folding the sea within a smile divine The sun sank in a maze of majesty, Brimming the ocean rim with Godly wine. Wine turned to amber on the pulsing deep, A saffron glow and then a withered gray. Dark shadows fell and found the sea asleep. 35 IN THE DISTANCE Peaceful walks through the tremulous heart of the woodland, Love and hope in the nod of each sun-kissed flower, Time when the smile on your lips was my shrine of devotion ; All in the distance. Memory of days when blossoms of spring seemed eternal, Whispering hopes now lost in the depths of the forest, Only the dream of your face and an echo of laughter Left to console me. PEACE AFTER PRAYER Pale tapers on the altar, burning dim, Threw lonely shadows on a crucifix Of Him Who suffered death to save his fellow men. Kneeling before the candles ebbing glow, Whose amber rays fell ghostly on his face, A form bent low In penance and in prayer. Gently the even breezes, southward bent, Crept up the somber passage from the door And flames sent Lean, gaunt shadows hastening to and fro. A sudden gust blew all the tapers out And darkness fell around the praying form, While all about The fragrance of sweet incense filled the room. But though all earthly light had faded low, The unseen love and light of God was there, For all men know The sad, sweet peace that follows after prayer. And strains of music of the long ago Returned again to charm the listener s ear: And kneeling so A silent benediction filled his heart. 37 YOU NEVER KNEW You are the sweet dream of a faded hour, A happy hour too quickly sped away When I beheld in the fairest flower Of yesterday. And yet I know the future will deny A dearer time than that I spent with you And I am sad to think you passed me by And never knew. LOVE S HOUR You are the dream of one immortal hour When youth and love and you and I were one : A time so short I found it passed forever Ere yet begun. Since then night with its host of deathless stars- Each one a sacred memory to me Has held its sway and every hour has been Eternity. 39 TO A FRIEND Life holds unnumbered joys for me: Freshness of water and the warm smell of food, Deep forest paths and twilight solitude, Comfort of houses ; the ease of a rocking chair, Moonbeams and starlight and the breath of a woman s hair. Cleanness I love and the fresh faint smell of soap, Flowers scent and the pungent, deep-voiced sea, The sun as it sets in a rope of heliotrope : All these bring peace and happiness to me. Yet far above each of these welcome things I hold the comfort that your friendship brings. SWEET CONTENTMENT Soft music and a dream of you, The perfumed breath of virgin Spring, An amber moon hung in the sky And breezes gently whispering. These tokens of contentment known But in Youth s transient age Are like autumnal flowers blown, Whose fragrance is their heritage. SONG OF THE LEAVES Winter is coming. How do I know? The scurrying leaves Have told me so. They hadn t much time To stop their play For they knew Jack Frost Was on his way : But as they capered And danced in glee They whispered softly This tale to me: "Oh, catch the sunbeams, Store them away To warmthen your heart Each Winter s day. "Gather the incense Of dying leaves To breathe when the snow Hangs from the eaves. "And drink of the wine On South Wind s breath, For Winter s coming Brings Summer s death." Then they hastened by, Soft echoes fell, And thus sweet summer Had said farewell. 42 PEACE AND WAR ARMISTICE DAY The world went mad with joy that hallowed day When Peace, with low-bowed head, Trod slowly down the trenches where men lay, Dead bodies heaped on dead. Laughter, like some spring stream through long days held Within its tomb of ice, Woke in the hearts of those who had beheld War s bitter sacrifice. Shout after shout re-echoed to the clouds, Like children s voices through An old deserted house hung with gray shrouds Of dreams that were untrue. Peace ! Yet with all our songs each heart returned To graves ungarlanded, Where other men long days before had earned The great peace of the dead. 45 BETHLEHEM STAR (Christmas, 1919) I followed the star the shepherds Watched burn in the ancient skies Till it led beyond the earth rim Where the flaming Sun God dies, Past fields where sacred blood had flowed Like sacrificial wine, The star passed o er but stopped where forms Stretched out in endless line. Rage tore me as my eyes beheld What wounds their bodies showed, And yet I marveled how each face With sweet compassion glowed. And as the shepherds old were led To the new-born Saviour s side, The Bethlehem star had guided me Where saviors of men had died. 46 THANKSGIVING PRAYER (To One Who Died in France) He dines today among the hosts Of ever-living dead ; He feasts beside the throne of One With thorns upon His head. Yet though his loss be hard to bear, My heart is proud that he is there, And offers thanks in silent prayer. MEMORIAL DAY We can not lay Rose wreaths today Upon the graves ot our s who lie So silently beneath the sky Of flower-blooming France. We can not kneel, Or prostrate feel That bitter-sweet of still commune With those whom God hath called so soon To their deliverance. Yet even though we may not place A wreath above each sleeping face, We shall not fail one single cross, Symbolic of our sacred loss : Our prayers, our tears shall span the wave, Our hearts shall visit every grave. 47 Warring days have drifted by, Ships grow dim against the sky As the sailors are returning To the firesides of their yearning. But as years turn men to dreaming, So they, too, will see steel gleaming, Ghostly ships loom in the darkness Where the moonbeams clothe their starkness With a raiment silver spangled, Through the breathing waves entangled : Hear the clear voiced bugles calling And their echo softly falling Where the stars like tears of gladness Sparkle with a human sadness. Sailor lads are fast returning To the loved ones of their yearning: Yet within their hearts they ll be Wedded always to the sea. 48 An autumn once in France I knew When flowers bloomed and skies were blue And ruddy peasants in the fields Toiled for the spoils the rich earth yields: An autumn that exhaled sweet peace, Foretold the granaries increase. But when another autumn came These homely lands were not the same : Brave hearts wept at the heathen scene Of chaos where sweet peace had been. War s bludgeon held its temporal sway, Death, anguish, rapine ruled the day, The fields of rye were scorched and dead, Each gleaming scythe was dripping red. Two autumns now in France I know. One breathes of peace, the other woe, And yet the latter seems to be More sacred in my memory. 49 LEST WE FORGET (Easter, 1919) Our hearts with fulness beat for Him Who has returned from out the grim Black agony of Calvary. Yet let us not forget one prayer For countless crosses, grim and bare, Mute guardians of martyrs there Upon another Calvary. OUR ANSWER (In memory of the Tuscania) Bosomed within the sea off Ireland s coast, They lie our noble dead in lasting peace. Gladly without demur they gave their lives Unto the end that brutal wars shall cease. And what shall be our answer to the foe? More men, more guns, more ships across the sea. Theirs is the challenge : ours the solemn vow To fight until the day of victory. REMORSELESS SEA Long days ago I loved the sea, Its pungent breath, the mystery Of tales it softly sang to me. Then he was here and days were long, And hearts were gay and friendship strong, For we both loved the ocean s song. War called the haunting waves had still The power and charm to strangely fill My heart with peace and hope at will. But now I hate that once kind sea For it has snatched my love from me. With cunning hand, with giant force Showing no pity no remorse It thundered wrath and with a grip Of brutish love dragged down the ship : Down to its heart of black despair And holds my lover captive there. SPRING AND WINTER THE HOKY-POKY MAN Sweet Spring is here of that I m sure. Yet not because the first demure Young daffodil has raised its head From out its green-hedged flower bed. But yesterday I chanced to meet Amid the chaos of the street A hoky-poky man with cones That brimmed with cream of peach-pink tones. A thousand kids were hedged around To pay their cent and taste the mound Of saccharin snow and then to aid Digestion with the lemonade Within the sweaty jug of ice, That summoned those who had the price Of one more cent to carry down The gutta-percha cone of brown. Oh, blithesome Spring is surely here When hoky-poky men appear. 55 SPRING OUTBURST I just can t make my pen behave : It simply won t keep still. I vowed I d write no verse this Spring And yet against my will I scribble on and on and on Of flowers bright and fair I simply have to write of them When Spring is in the air, Oh, springtime time of song and love- I swore I d pass you by, And yet I have to spring a verse Just one or else I ll die. BOLD, BAD WINTER Winter, you are Bolsheviki, Craven, cowardly and sneaky, To come rushing from your lair, Tossing wild your snow-white hair And to catch us unaware. Blushing Spring had made her bow, Warmed us with her smile and now, Out of season, out of place, You come blowing in her face, So that she her form a-freezing Flees away in fits of sneezing. UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LIBRARY Los Angeles This book is DUE on the last date stamped below. Form L9-42m-8, 49(B5573)444 THE LIBRARY UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES J&SSUSS* L R . E NAL LIBRARY FA PS 3507 D933w